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CHAPTER XIX: THAT TO
PHILOSOPHIZE
IS TO LEARNE HOW TO DIE
CHAPTER XIX: THAT TO
PHILOSOPHIZE
IS TO LEARNE HOW TO DIE
ICERO
saith, that to Philosophise is no other thing than for a man to prepare
himselfe to death: which is the reason that studie and contemplation
doth
in some sort withdraw our soule from us and severally employ it from
the
body, which is a kind of apprentisage and resemblance of death; or else
it is, that all the wisdome and discourse of the world, doth in the end
resolve upon this point, to teach us not to feare to die. Truly either
reason mockes us, or it only aimeth at our contentment, and in fine,
bends
all her travell to make us live well, and as the holy Scripture, saith,
'at our ease.' All the opinions of the world conclude, that pleasure is
our end, howbeit they take divers meanes unto and for it, else would
men
reject them at their first comming. For, who would give eare unto him,
that for it's end would establish our paine and disturbance? The
dissentions
of philosophicall sects in this case are verbal: Transcurramus
solertissimas
nugas;1 'Let us run over such over-fine fooleries and subtill trifles.'
There is more wilfulnesse and wrangling among them, than pains to a
sacred
profession. But what person a man undertakes to act, he doth ever
therewithal
personate his owne. Allthough they say, that in vertue it selfe, the
last
scope of our aime is voluptuousnes. It pleaseth me to importune their
eares
still with this word, which so much offends their bearing. And if it
imply
any chief pleasure or exceeding contentment, it is rather due to the
assistance
of vertue, than to any 1. SEN. Epist. 117.other supply, voluptuousnes
being
more strong, sinnowie, sturdie. and manly, is but more seriously
voluptuous.
And we should give it the name of pleasure, more favorable, sweeter,
and
more naturall; and not terme it vigor, from which it hath his
denomination.
Should this baser sen suality deserve this faire name, it should be by
competencie and not by privilege. I finde it lesse void of
incommodities
and crosses than vertue. And besides that, her taste is more fleeting,.
momentarie, and fading, she hath her fasts, her eves and her travels,
and
both sweat and bloud. Furthermore she hath particularly so many
wounding
passions, and of so severall sorts, and so filthie and loathsome a
societie
waiting upon her, that shee is equivalent to penitencie. Wee are in the
wrong, to thinke her incommodities serve her as a provocation and
seasoning
to her sweetues, as in nature one contrarie is vivified by another
contrarie:
and to say, when we come to vertue, that like succeses and difficulties
overwhelme it, and yeeld it austere and inaccessible. Whereasmuch more
properly then unto voluptuousness they ennobled sharpen, animate, and
raise
that divine and perfecte pleasure which it meditates and procureth us.
Truly he is verie unworthie her acquaintance, that counter-ballancet h
her cost to his friut, and knowes neither the graces nor use of it.
Those
who go about to instruct us, how her pursuit is very hard and
laborious,
and her iovisance well-pleasing and delightfull: what else tell they
us,
but that shee is ever unpleasant and irksome? For, what humane meane
did
ever attaine unto an absolute enjoying of it? The perfectest have beene
content but to aspire and approach her, without ever possessing her.
But
they are deceived; seeing that of all the pleasures we know, the
pursute
of them is pleasant. The enterprise is perceived by the qualitie of the
thing, which it hath regard unto: for it is a good portion of the
effect,
and consubstantiall. That happines and felicitie which shineth in
vertue,
replenishet her approaches and appurtenances, even unto the first
entrance
and utmost barre. Now of all the benefits of vertue, the contempt of
the
contempt of death is the chiefest, a meane that furnisheth our life
with
an ease-full tranquillitie and gives us a pure and amiable taste of it:
without which every other voluptuousnes is extinguished. Loe, here the
reasons why and all rules encounter and agree with this article. And
albeit
they all leade us with a common accord to despise grife, povertie, and
other accidentall crosses, to which man's life is subject, it is not
with
an equall care: as well because accidents are not of such a necessitie
for most men passe their whole life without feeling any wan t or
povertier
and othersome without feeling any griefe or sicknes, as Xenophilus the
Musitian, who lived an hundred and six yeares in perfect and continuall
health: as also if the worst happen, death may at all times, and
whensoever
it shall please us, cut off all other inconveniences and crosses. But
as
for death, it is inevitable.
Omnes eodem
cogimur,
omnium Versatur urna, serius, ocius Sors exitura, et nos in
æter- num Exilium impositura
cymbæ
-- 1 HOR. l. iii. Od. iii. 25.
All to one place are driv'n,
of all
Shak't is the lot-pot,
where-hence
shall
Sooner or later drawns lots fall,
And to deaths boat for aye
enthrall.
And by consequence, if she makes
us
affeard, it is a continual subject of torment, and which can no way be
eased. There is no starting-hole will hide us from her, she will finde
us wheresoever we are, we may as in a suspected countrie start and
turne
here and there: quæ quasi saxum Tantalo semper impendet
(Cic.
De Fin. 1) 'Which evermore hangs like the stone over the head of
Tantalus:'
Our lawes doe often condemne and send malefactors to be executed in the
same place where the crime was committed: to which whilest they are
going,
leade them along the fairest houses, or entertaine them with the best
cheere
you can,
non Siculæ dapes Dulcem elaborabunt saporem: Non avium, citharæque
cantus Somnum reducent -- 1 HOR.
1. iii. Od. i. 18.
Not
all
King Denys daintie fare,
Can pleasing taste for them
prepare
No song of birds, no musikes
sound
Can lullabie to sleepe profound.
Doe you thinke they can take any
pleasure
in it? or be any thing delighted? and that the finall intent of their
voiage
being still before their eies, hath not altered and altogether
distracted
their taste from all these commodities and allurements?
Audit iter,
numeratgue
dies, spatioque viarum Metitur vitam, torquetur
peste
futura. -- CLAUD. in Ruff. 1. ii. i. 137.
2 He heares his journey,
counts his
daies, so measures he
His life by his waies length,
vext
with the ill shall be.
The end of our cariere is death,
it
is the necessarie object of our aime: if it affright us, how is it
possible
we should step one foot forther without an ague? The remedie of the
vulgar
sort is, not to think on it. But from what brutall stupiditie may so
grosse
a blindnesse come upon him? he must be made to bridle his Asse by the
taile,
Qui capite ipse suo
instituit
vestigia retro. -- 3 LUCRET. 1. iv. 474.
Who doth a course contrarie
runne
With his head to his course
begunne.
It is no marvell if he be so often
taken
tripping some doe no sooner heare the name of death spoken of, but they
are afraid, yea the most part will crosse themselves, as if they heard
the Devill named. And because mention is made of it in mens wills and
testaments,
I warrant you there is none will set his hand to them, til the
physitian
hath given his last doome, and utterly forsaken him. And God knowes,
being
then betweene such paine and feare, with what sound
judgment
they endure him. For so much as this syllable sounded so unpleasantly
in
their eares, and th is voice seemed so ill-boding and unluckie, the
Romans
had learned to allay and dilate the name by a Periphasis. In liew of
saying,
he is dead, or he hath ended his daies, they would say, he hath lived.
So it be life, be it past or no, they are comforted: from whom we have
borrowed our phrases quondam, alias, or late such a one. It may haply
be,
as the common saying is, the time we live is worth the money we pay for
it. I was borne betweene eleven of the clocke and noone, the last of
Februarie
1 533, according to our computation, the yeare beginning the first of
Januarie.
It is but a fortnight since I was 39 yeares old. I want at least as
much
more. If in the meane time I should trouble my thoughts with a matter
so
farre from me, it were but folly. But what? we see both young and old
to
leave their life after one selfe-same condition. No man departs
otherwise
from it, than if he but now came to it, seeing there is no man so
crazed,
bedrell, or decrepit, so long as he remembers Methusalem, but thinkes
he
may yet live twentie yeares. Moreover, seely creature as thou art, who
hath limited the end of thy daies? Happily thou presumest upon
physitians
reports. Rather consider the effect and experience. By the common
course
of things long since thou livest by extraordinarie favour. Thou hast
alreadie
over-past the ordinarie tearmes of common life: And to prove it,
remember
but thy acquaintances, and tell me how many more of them have died
before
they came to thy age, than have eithe r attained or outgone the same:
yea,
and of those that through renoune have ennobled their life, if thou but
register them, I will lay a wager, I will finde more that have died
before
they came to five and thirty years, than after. It is consonant with
reason
and pietie, to take example by the humanity of Jesus Christ, who ended
his humane life at three and thirtie yeares. The greatest man that ever
was being no more than a man, I meane Alexander the Great, ended his
dayes,
and died also of that age. How many severall meanes and waies
hath
death to surprise us!
Quid quisque vitet,
nunquam
homini satis Cautum est in horas. -- 1
HOR. 1. ii. Od. xiii. 13.
A man can never take good
heed,
Hourely what he may shun and
speed.
I omit to speak of agues and
pleurisies;
who would ever have imagined that a Duke of Brittanie should have beene
stifled to death in a throng of people, as whilome was a neighbour of
mine
at Lyons, when Pope Clement made his entrance there? Hast thou not
seene
one of our late Kings slaine in the middest of his sports? and one of
his
ancestors die miserably by the chocke of an hog? Eschilus fore-
threatned
by the fall of an house, when he stood most upon his guard, strucken
dead
by the fall of a tortoise shell, which fell out of the tallants of a
eagle
flying in the air? and another choaked with the kernel of a grape? And
an Emperour die by the scratch of a combe, whilest he was combing his
head?
And Aemylius Lepidus with hitting his foot against a doore-seele? Add
Aufidius
with stumbling against the Consull-chamber doore as he was going in
thereat?
And Cornelius Gallus, the Prætor, Tigillinus, Captaine of the
Romane
watch, Lodowike, sonne of Guido Gonzaga, Marquis of Mantua, end their
daies
betweens womens thighs? And of a farre worse example Speusippus, the
Platonian
philosopher, and one of our Popes? Poore Bebius a judge, whilest he
demurreth
the sute of a plaintife but for eight daies, behold his last expired:
And
Caius Iulius a Physitian, whilest he was aniointing the eies of one of
his patients, to have his owne sight closed for ever by death. And if
amongst
these examples, I may adde one of a brother of mine, called Captam
Saint
Martin, a man of three and twentie yeares of age, who had alreadie
given
good testimonie of his worth and forward valour, playing at tennis,
received
a blow with a ball, that hit him a little above the right eare,
without
appearance of any contusion, bruse, or hurt, and never sitting or
resting
upon it, died within six houres after of an apoplexie, which the blow
of
the ball caused in him. These so frequent and ordinary examples,
hapning,
and being still before our eies, how is it possible for man to forgo or
forget the remembrance of death? and why should it not continually
seeme
unto us, that shee is still ready at hand to take us by tth throat?
What
matter is it, will you say unto me, how and in what manner it is, so
long
as a man doe not trouble and vex himselfe therewith? I am of this
opinion,
that howsoever a man may shrowd or hide himselfe from her dart, yea,
were
it under an oxe-hide, I am not the man would shrinke backe: it
sufficeth
me to live at my ease; and the best recreation I can have, that doe I
ever
take; in other matters, as little vain glorious, and exemplare as you
list.
-- prætulerim delirus inersque v ideri, Dum mea delectent mala me,
vel
dinique fallant, Quam sapere et ringi. -- 1
HOR. 1. ii. Epist. ii. 126.
A dotard I had rather seeme,
and
dull,
Sooner my faults may please make
me a gull,
Than to be wise, and beat my
vexed
scull.
But it is folly to thinke that way
to
come unto it. They come, they goe, they trot, they daunce: but no
speech
of death. All that is good sport. But if she be once come, and on a
sudden
openly surprise, either them, their wives, their children, or their
friends',
what torments, what out-cries, what rage, and what despaire doth then
overwhelme
them? saw you ever anything so drooping, so changed, and so distracted?
A man must looke to it, and in better times fore-see it. And might that
brutish carelessenesse lodge in the minde of a man of understanding
(which
I find altogether impossible) she sels us her ware at an overdeere
rate:
were she an enemie by mans wit to be avoided, I would advise men to
borrow
the weapons of cowardlinesse: but since it may not be, and that
be
you either a coward or a runaway, an honest or valiant man, she
overtakes
you,
Nempe et fugacem
persequitur
virum, Nec parcit imbellis
juventæ Poplitibus, timidoque tergo.
-- HOR. 1. iii.Od. ii. 14.
Shee persecutes the man that
flies,
Shee spares not weake youth to
surprise,
But on their hammes and backe
turn'd
plies.
And that no temper of curace may
shield
or defend you,
Ille licet ferro
cautus
se condat et ære, Mors tamen inclusum protrahet
inde caput. -- PROPERT. 1. iii. et xvii. 25.
2 Though he with yron and
brasse
his head empale,
Yet death his head enclosed
thence
with hale.
Let us learne to stand, and combat
her
with a resolute minde. And being to take the greatest advantage she
hath
upon us from her, let us take a cleane contrary way from the common,
let
us remove her strangenesse from her, let us conve rse, frequent, and
acquaint
our selves with her, let us have nothing so much in minde as death, let
us at all times and seasons, and in the ugliest manner that may be, yea
with all faces shapen and represent the same unto our imagination. At
the
stumbling of a horse, at the fall of a stone, at the least prick with a
pinne, let us presently ruminate and say with our selves, what if it
were
death it selfe? and thereupon let us take heart of grace, and call our
wits together to confront her. Amiddest our bankets, feasts, and
pleasures,
let us ever have this restraint or object before us, that is, the
remembrance
of our condition and let not pleasure so much mislead or transport us,
that we altogether neglect or forget, how many wayes, our joyes, or our
feastings, be subject unto death, and by how many hold-fasts shee
threatens.us
and them. So did the ægyptians, who in the middest of their
banquetings,
and in the full of their greatest cheere, caused the anatomie of a dead
man to be brought before them, as a memorandum and warning
to their guests.
Omnem crede diem
ubi
diluxisse supremum, Grata superveniet, quo non
sperabitur
hora. -- HOR. 1. i.
Epist.
iv. 13.
Thinke every day shines on
thee as
thy last
Welcome it will come, whereof
hope
was past.
It is uncertaine where death looks
for
us; let us expect her everie where: the premeditation of death, is a
fore-thinking
of libertie. - He who hath learned to die, hath unlearned to serve.
There
is no evill in life, for him that hath well conceived, how the
privation
of life is no evill. To know how to die, doth free us from all
subjection
and constraint. Pualus Emilius answered one, whom that miserable king
of
Macedon his prisoner sent to entreat him he would not lead him in
triumph,
'Let him make that request unto himselfe.' Verily, if Nature afford not
some help e in all things, it is very hard that art and industrie
should
goe farre before. Of my selfe, I am not much given to melancholy, but
rather
to dreaming and sluggishness. There is nothing wherewith I have ever
more
entertained my selfe, than with the imaginations of death, yea in the
most
licentious times of my age,
Iucundum, cum
ætas
florida ver aqeret. -- CATUL. Eleg. iv. 16
When my age flourishing
Did spend its pleasant spring.
Being amongst faire Ladies, and in
earnest
play, some have thought me busied, or musing with my selfe, how to
digest
some jealousie, or meditating on the uncertaintie of some conceived
hope,
when God he knowes, I was entertaining my self with the remembrance of
some one or other, that but few daies before was taken with a burning
fever,
and of his sodaine end, coming from such a feast or meeting where I was
my selfe, and with his head full of idle conceits, of love, and merry
glee;
supposing the same, either sickness or end, to be as neare me as him.
Iam fuerit nec
post,
unquam revocare licebit. -- LUCR. 1. iii. 947.
Now time would be, no more
You can this time restore.
I did no more trouble my selfe or
frowne
at such conceit, than at any other. It is impossible we should not
apprehend
or feele some motions or startings at such imaginations at the first,
and
cmomming sodainely upon us: but doubtlesse, he that shall manage and
meditate
upon them with an impartiall eye, they will assuredly, in tract of
time,
become familiar to him: Otherwise, for my part, I should he in
continuall
feare and agonie; for no man did ever more distrust his life, nor make
lesse account of his continuance: Neither can health, which hitherto I
have so long enjoied, and which so seldome hath beene crazed, lengthen
my hopes, nor any sicknesse shorten them of it. At every minute me
thinkes
I make an escape. And I uncessantly record unto my selfe, that
whatsoever
may be done another day, may be effected this day. Truly hazards and
danger
doe little or nothing approach us at our end: And if we consider, how
many
more there remaine, besides this accident, which in number more than
millions
seeme to threaten us, and hang over us; we shall find, that be we sound
or sicke, lustie or weake, at sea or at land, abroad or at home,
fighting
or at rest, in the middest of a battell or in our beds, she is ever
alike
n eere unto us. Nemo altero fragilior est, nemo in crastinum sui
certior:
'No man is weaker then other; none surer of himselfe (to live) till to
morrow.Whatsoever I have to doe before death, all leasure to end
the
same seemeth short unto me, yea were it but of one houre. Some body not
long since turning over my writing tables', found by chance a memoriall
of something I would have done after my death: I told him (and indeed
it
was true), that being but a mile from my house, and in perfect health
and
lustie, I had made haste to write it, because I could not assure my
self
I should ever come home in safety: As one that am ever hatching of mine
owne thoughts, and place them in my selfe: I am ever prepared about
that
which I may be: nor can death come when she please) put me in mind of
any
new thing. A man should ever, as much as in him lieth, be ready booted
to take his journey, and above all things , looke he have then nothing
to doe but with himselfe.
Quid brevi fortes
jaculamur
ævo Multa? -- HOR. 1. ii. Od.
xiv.
To aime why are we ever bold,
At many things in so short hold?
For then we shall have worke
sufficient,
without any more accrease. Some man complaineth more that death doth
hinder
him from the assured course of an hoped for victorie, than of death it
selfe; another cries out, he should give place to her, before he have
married
his daughter, or directe d the course of his childrens bringing up;
another
bewaileth he must forgo his wives company; another moaneth the losse of
his children, the chiefest commodities of his being. I am now by meanes
of the mercy of God in such a taking, that without regret or grieving
at
any worldly matter, I am prepared to dislodge, whensoever he shall
please
to call me: I am every where free: my farewell is soone taken of all my
friend, except of my selfe. No man did ever prepare himselfe to quit
the
world more simply and fully, or more generally spake of all thoughts of
it, than I am fully assured I shall doe. The deadest deaths are the
best.
-- miser, o miser (aiunt) omnia ademit. Una dies infesta mihi, tot
præmia
vitæ. -- LUCR. 1. iii. 942.
O wretch, O wretch (friends
cry),
one day,
All joyes of life hath tane away:
And the builder,
maneant (saith he)
opera
interrupta, minæqe Murorum ingentes. -- VIRG. Aen. 1.
iv.
88.
The workes unfinisht lie,
And walls that threatned hie.
A man should designe nothing so
long
afore hand, or at least with such an intent, as to passionate himselfe
to see the end of it; we are all borne to be doing.
Cum moriar, medium
solvar
et inter opus. -- OVID. Am. 1. ii. El. x. 36.
When dying I my selfe shall
spend,
Ere halfe my businesse come to
end.
I would have a man to be doing,
and
to prolong his lives offices as much as lieth in him, and let death
seize
upon me whilest I am setting my cabiges, care-lesse of her dart, but
more
of my unperfect garden. I saw one die, who being at his last gaspe,
uncessantly
complained against his destinie, and that death should so unkindly cut
him off in the middest of an historie which he had in hand, and was now
come to the fifteenth or sixteenth of our Kings.
Illud in his rebus
non
addunt, nec tibi earum, Iam desiderium rerum super
insidet
una. -- 2 Lucr. 1. iii. 944.
Friends adde not that in this
case,
now no more
Shalt thou desire, or want
things
wisht before.
A man should rid himselfe of these
vulgar
and hurtful humours. Even as Churchyards were first placed adjoyning
unto
churches, and in the most frequented places of the City, to enure (as
Lycurgus
said) the common people, women and children, not to be skared at the
sight
of a dead man, and to the end that continuall spectacle of bones,
sculs,
tombes, graves and burials should forewarne us of our condition, and
fatall
end.
Quin etiam
exhilarare
viris convivia cæde Mos olim, et misercere epulis
spectacula dira Certantum ferro, sæpe
et
super ipsa cadentum Pocula, respersis non parco
sanguine
mensis. -- SYL. Ital. 1. xi. 51.
Nay more, the manner was to
welcome
guests,
And with dire shewes of
slaughter
to mix feasts.
Of them that fought at sharpe,
and
with bords tainted
Of them with much bloud, who
o'er
full cups fainted.
And even as the ægyptians
after
their feastings and carousings caused a great image of death to be
brought
in and shewed to the guests and by-standers, by one that cried aloud,
'Drinke
and be merry, for such shalt thou be when thou art dead:' So have I
learned
this custome or lesson, to have alwaies death, not only in my
imagination,
but continually in my mouth. And there is nothing I desire more to be
informed
of than of the death of men; that is to say what words, what
countenance,
and what face they shew at their death; and in reading of histories,
which
I so attentively observe. It appeareth by the shuffling and hudling up
of my examples, I affect no subject so particularly as this. Were I a
composer
of books, I would keepe a register, commented of the divers deaths,
which
in teaching men to die, should after teach them to live. Dicearcus made
one of that title, but of another and lesse profitable end. Some man
will
say to mee, the effect exceeds the thought so farre, that there is no
fence
so sure, or cunning so certaine, but a man shall either lose or forget
if he come once to that point; let them say what they list: to
premeditate
on it, giveth no doubt a great advantage: and it is nothing, at the
least,
to goe so far re without dismay or alteration, or without an ague?
There
belongs more to it: Nature her selfe lends her hand, and gives us
courage.
If it be a short and violent death, wee have no leisure to feare it; if
otherwise, I perceive that according as I engage my selfe in Sicknesse,
I doe naturally fall into some disdaine and contempt of life. I finde
that
I have more adoe to digest this resolution, that I shall die when I am
in health, than I have when I am troubled with a fever: forsomuch as I
have no more such fast hold on the commodities of life, whereof I begin
to lose the use and pleasure, and view death in the face with a lesse
undanted
looke, which makes me hope, that the further I goe from that, and the
nearer
I approch to this, so much more easily doe I enter in composition for
their
exchange. Even as I have tried in many other occurrences, which
Cæsar
affirmed, that often some things seeme greater, being farre from us,
than
if they bee neere at hand: I have found that being in perfect health, I
have much more beene frighted with sicknesse, than when I have felt it.
The jollitie wherein I live, the pleasure and the strength make the
other
seeme so disproportionable from that, that by imagination I amplifie
these
commodities by one moitie, and apprehended them much more heavie and
burthensome,
than I feele them when I have them upon my shoulders. The same I hope
will
happen to me of death. Consider we by the ordinary mutations and daily
declinations which we suffer, how Nature deprives us of the sight of
our
losse and impairing: what hath an aged man left him of his youths
vigour;
and of his forepast life?
Alas to men in yeares how
small
A part of life is left in all?
Cæsar to a tired and crazed
Souldier
of his guard, who in the open street came to him, to beg leave he might
cause himselfe to be put to death; viewing his decrepit behaviour,
answered
plesantly: 'Doest thou thinke to be alive then?' Were man all at once
to
fall into it, I doe not thinke we should be able to beare such a
change,
but being faire and gently led on by her hand, in a slow, and as it
were
unperceived desease; by little and little, and step by step, she roules
us into that miserable state, and day by day seekes to acquaint us with
it. So that when youth failes in us, we feele, nay we perceive no
shaking
or transcharge at all in our selves: which in essence and veritie is a
harder death, than that of a languishing and irkesome life, or that of
age. Forsomuch as the leape from an ill being unto a not being, is not
so dangerous or steepie; as it is from a delightfull and flourishing
being
unto a painfull and sorrowfull condition. A-weake bending, and faint
stopping
bodie hath lesse strength to beare and under goe a heavie burden: So
hath
our soule. She must bee rouzed and raised against the violence
and
force of this adversarie. For as it is impossible she should take any
rest
whilest she feareth: whereof if she be assured (which is a thing
exceeding
humane condition) she may boast that it is impossible unquietnesse,
torment,
and feare, much lesse the least displeasure should lodge in her.
Non vultus
instantis
tyranni Mente qualit solida, neque
Auster, Dux inquieti turbidus
Adriæ. Nec fulminantis magna Jovis
manus.
-- HOR. iii. Od. iii.
No urging tyrants threatning
face,
Where mind is found can it
displace,
No troublous wind the rough seas
Master,
Nor Joves great hand the
thunder-caster.
She is made Mistris of her
passions
and concupiscence, Lady of indulgence, of shame of povertie, and of all
fortunes injuries. Let him that can, attaine to this advantage. Herein
consists the true and soveraigne liberty, that affords us meanes
wherewith
to jeast and make a scorne of force and injust ice, and to deride
imprisonment,
gives, or fetters.
-- in manicis, et Compedibus, sævo te sub
custode tenebo. Ipse Deus simul atque volam,
me solvet opinor, Hoc sentit, moriar. Mors
ultima
linea rerum est. -- HOR. 1. i. Ep. xvi. 76.
In gyves and fetters I will
hamper
thee,
Under a Jayler that shall cruell
be:
Yet, when I will, God me deliver
shall,
He thinkes, I shall die: death
is
end of all.
Our religion hath had no surer
humane
foundation than the contempt of life. Discourse of reason doth not only
call and summon us unto it. For why should we feare to lose a thing,
which
being lost, cannot be moaned? but also, since we are threatened by so
many
kinds of death, there is no more inconvenience to feare them all, than
to endure one: what matter is it when it commeth, since it is
unavoidable?
Socrates answered one that told him, 'The thirty tyrants
have
condemned thee to death.' 'And Nature them,' said he. What fondnesse is
it to carke and care so much, at that instant and passage from all
exemption
of paine and care? As our birth brought us the birth of all things, so
shall our death the end of all things. Therefore is it as great follie
to weepe, we shall not live a hundred yeeres hence, as to waile we
lived
not a hundred yeeres agoe. 'Death is the beginning of an other life.'
So
wept we, and so much did it cost us to enter into this life; and so did
we spoil us of our ancient vaile in entring into it. Nothing can be
grievous
that is but once. Is it reason so long to fear a thing of so short
time?
Long life or short life is made all one by death. For long or short is
not ill things that are no more. Aristotle saith, there are certaine
little
beasts alongst the river Hyspanis, that live but one day; she whieh
dies
at 8 o'clocke in the morning, dies in her youth, and she that dies at 5
in the afternoon, dies in her decrepitude, who of us doth not laugh,
when
we shall see ihis short moment of continuance to be had in
consideration
of good or ill fortune? The most and the least is ours, if we compare
it
with eternitie, or equall it to the lasting of mountains, rivers,
stars,
and trees, or any other living creature, is not lesse ridiculous. But
nature
compels us to it. Depart (saith she) out of this world, even as you
came
into it. The same way you came from death to life, returne without
passion
or amazement, from life to death: your death is but a peece of the
worlds
order, and but a parcell of the worlds life.
-- inter se
mortales
mutua vivunt, Et quasi cursores vitæ
lampada tradunt. -- LUCRET, ii. 74, 77.
1 Mortall men live by mutuall
entercourse:
And yeeld their life-torch, as
men
in a course.
Shal I not change the goodly
contexture
of things, for you? It is the condition of your creation: death is a
part
of ourselves: you flie from yourselves. The being you enjoy is equally
shared betweene life and death. The first day of your birth doth as
well
addresse you to die, as to live.
Prima quæ
vitam
dedit, hora, carpsit. -- SEN. Her. Sur. chor. iii.
The first houre, that to me
Gave life, strait, cropt it then.
Nascentes morimur,
fluisque ab
origine pendet. -MANIL. Ast. 1. iv.
2 As we are borne we die; the
end
Doth of th' originall depend.
All the time you live, you steale
it
from death: it is at her charge. The continuall worke of your life, is
to contrive death: you are in death, during the time you continue in
life:
for, you are after death, when you are no longer living. Or if you had
rather have it so, you are dead after life: but during life, you are
still
dying: and death doth more rudely touch the dying than the dead, and
more
lively and essentially. If you have profited by life, you have also
beene
fed thereby, depart then satisfied.
Cur non ut plenus
vitæ
conviva recedis -- LUCRET. 1. iii. 982.
Why like a full-fed guest,
Depart you not to rest?
If you have not knowne how to make
use
of it: if it were unprofitable to you, what need you care to have, lost
it? to what end would you enjoy it longer?
--
cur amplius addere quæris Rursum quod percat male, et
ingratum
occidat omne? -- LUCRET. 1. iii. 985.
Why seeke you more to gaine,
what
must againe,
All perish ill, and passe with
griefe
or paine?
Life in itselfe is neither good
nor
evill; it is the place of good or evill, according as you prepare it
for
them. And if you have lived one day, you have seene all: one day is
equal
to all other daies. There is no other light, there is no other night.
This
Sunne, this Moone, these Starres, and this disposition, is the
very
same which your forefathers enjoved. and which shall also entertaine
your
posteritie.
Non alium videre
patres,
aliumve nepotes Aspicient. -- MANIL. i.
522.
No other saw our Sires of old,
No other shall their sonnes
behold.
And if the worst happen, the
distribution
and varietie of all the acts of my comedie, is performed in one yeare.
If you have observed the course of my foure seasons; they containe the
infancie the youth, the viriltie, and the old age of the world. He hath
plaied his part: he knowes no other witnesse belonging to it, but to
begin
againe, it will ever be the same, and no other.
-- Versamur ibidem,
atque
insumus usque, -- LUCRET. 1. iii. 123.
We still in one place turne
about,
Still there we are, now in, now
out.
Atque in se sua per
vestigia volvitur
annus. -- VIRG. Georg. 1. ii. 402.
The yeare into it selfe is
cast
By those same steps, that it
hath
past.
I am not purposed to devise you
other
new sports.
Nam tibi
præterea
quod machiner, inveniamque Quod placeat, nihil est;
eadem
sunt omnia semper. -- Id. 1. ii. 978.
Else nothing, that I can
devise or
frame,
Can please thee, for all things
are still the same.
Make roome for others, as others
have
done for you. Equalitie is the chiefe ground-worke of equitie, who can
comp laine to be comprehended where all are contained? So may you live
long enough, you shall never diminish anything from the time you have
to
die: it is bootlesse: so long shall you continue in that state which
you
feare, as if you had died being in your swathing-clothes, and when you
were sucking.
-- licet,
quot
vis, vivendo vincere secla, Mors æterna tamen,
nihilominus
illa manebit. -- LUCRET. 1. iii. 1126.
Though yeeres you live, as
many as
you will,
Death is eternall, death
remaineth
still.
And I will so please you, that you
shall
have no discontent.
In vera nescis
nullum
fore morte alium te, Qui possit vivus tibi te
lugere
peremptum, Stansque jacentem. -- 911.
Thou know'st not there shall
be not
other thou,
When thou art dead indeed, that
can tell how
Alive to waile thee dying,
Standing to waile thee lying.
Nor shall you wish for life, which
you
so much desire.
Nec sibi enim
quisquam
tum se vitamque requirit, -- 963. Nec desiderium nostri nos
afficit
ullum. -- 966.
For then none for himselfe
himselfe
or life requires:
Nor are we of our selves
affected
with desires.
Death is lesse to be feared than
nothing,
if there were anything lesse than nothing.
--
multo
mortem minus ad nos esse putandum, Si minus esse potest quam
quod
nihil esse videmus. -- 970.
Death is much less to us, we
ought
esteeme,
If lesse may be, than what doth
nothing seeme.
Nor alive, nor dead, it doth
concern
you nothing. Alive because you are: Dead, because you are no more.
Moreover,
no man dies before his houre. The time you leave behinde was no more
yours
than that which was before your birth, and conc erneth you no more.
Respice enim quam
nil
ad nos anteacta vetustas Temporis æterni fuent.
-- 1016.
For marke, how all antiquitie
foregone
Of all time ere we were, to us
was
none.
Wheresoever your life ended, there
is
it all. The profit of life consists not in the space, but rather in the
use. Some man hath lived long, that hath a short life, Follow it whilst
you have time. It consists not in number of yeeres, but in your will,
that
you have lived long enough. Did you thinke you should never come to the
place, where you were still going? There is no way but hath an end. And
if company may solace you, doth not the whole world walke the same path?
--
Omnia
te, vita perfuncta, sequentur. -- 1012.
Life past, all things at last
Shall follow thee as thou hast
past.
Doe not all things move as you
doe,
or keepe your course? Is there any thing grows not old together with
yourselfe?
A thousand men, a thousand beasts, and a thousand other creatures die
in
the very instant that you die.
Nam nox nulla diem,
neque
noctem aurora sequuta est, Que non audierit mistus
vagitibus
ægris Ploratus, mortis comites et
funeris
atri. -- ii, 587.
No night ensued day light; no
morning
followed night,
Which heard not moaning mixt
with
sick-mens groaning,
With deaths and funerals joyned
was that moaning.
To what end recoile you from it,
if
you cannot goe backe. You have seene many who have found good in death,
ending thereby many many miseries. But have you seene any that hath
received
hurt thereby? Therefore it is meere simplicitie to condemne a thing you
never approve, neither by yourselfe nor any other. Why doest thou
complaine
of me and of destinie? Doe we offer thee any wrong? is it for thee to
direct
us, or for us to governe thee? Although thy age be not come to her
period,
thy life is. A little man is a whole man as well as a great man.
Neither
men nor their lives are measured by the Ell. Chiron refused
immortalitie,
being informed of the conditions thereof, even by the God of time and
of
continuance, Saturne his father. Imagine truly how much an ever-during
life would be lesse tolerable and more painfull to a man, than is the
life
which I have given him. Had you not death you would then uncessantly
curse,
and cry out against me, that I had deprived you of it. I have of
purpose
and unwittingly blended some bitternesse amongst it, that so seeing the
cornmoditie of its use, I might hinder you from over-greedily
embracing,
or indiscreetly calling for it. To continne in this moderation, that
is,
neither to fly from life nor to run to death (which I require of you) I
have tempered both the one and other betweene sweetnes and sowrenes. I
first taught Thales, the chiefest of your Sages and Wisemen, that to
live
and die were indifferent, which made him answer one very wisely, who
asked
him wherefore he died not: 'Because,' said he, 'it is indifferent. The
water, the earth, the aire, the fire, and other members of this my
universe,
are no more the instruments of thy life than of thy death. Why fearest
thou thy last day? he is no more guiltie, and conferreth no more to thy
deith, than any of the others. It is not the last step that causeth
weariness:
it only declares it. All daies march towards death, only the last comes
to it.' Behold heere the good precepts of our universall mother Nature.
I have oftentimes bethought my self whence it proceedeth, that in times
of warre, the visage of death (whether wee see it in us or in others)
seemeth
without all comparison much lesse dreadful and terrible unto us, than
in
our houses, or in our beds, otherwise it should be an armie of
Physitians
and whiners, and she ever being one, there must needs bee much more
assurance
amongst countrie-people and of base condition, than in others. I verily
believe, these fearefull lookes, and astonishing countenances wherewith
we encompass it, are those that more amaze and terrifie us than death:
a new forme of life; the out cries of mothers; the wailing of women and
children; th e visitation of dismaid and swouning friends; the
assistance
of a number of pale-looliing, distracted, and whining servants; a darke
chamber: tapers burning round about; our couch beset round with
Physitians
and Preachers; and to conclude, nothing but horror and astonishment on
every side of us: are wee not already dead and buried? The very
children
are afraid of their friends, when they see them masked; and so are we.
The maske must as well be taken from things as from men, which being
removed,
we shall find nothing hid under it, but the very same death, that a
seely
varlet, or a simple maid-servant, did latterly suffer without amazement
or feare. Happie is that death which takes all leasure from the
preparations
of such an equipage.