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Montaigne's Essays
CHAPTER XVIII: THAT WE SHOULD NOT
JUDGE
OF OUR HAPPINESSE UNTILL AFTER OUR DEATH
CHAPTER XVIII: THAT WE SHOULD
NOT JUDGE
OF OUR HAPPINESSE
UNTILL AFTER OUR DEATH
--
scilicet
ultima semper Expectanda dies homini est,
dicique
beatus Ante obitum nemo,
supremaquefun
era debet. --OVID. Met. 1. iii. 135.
We must expect of man the
latest
day
Nor ere he die, he's happie, can
we say.
HE
very children are acquainted with the storie of Croesus to this
purpose:
who being taken by Cyrus, and by him condemned to die, upon the point
of
his execution, cried out aloud: 'Oh Solon, Solon!' which words of his,
being reported to Cyrus; who inquirug what be meant by them, told him,
hee now at his owne cost verified the advertisement Solon had before
times
given him; which was, that no man, what cbeerefull and blandishing
countenance
soever fortune shewed them may rightly deeme himselfe happie, till such
time as he have passed the last day of his life, by reason of the
uncertaintie
and vicissitude of humane things, which by a very light motive, and
slight
occasion, are often changed from one to another cleane contrary state
and
degree. And therefore Agesilaus answered one that counted the King of
Persia
happy, because being very young the garland of so mightie and great a
dominion:
'yea but said he, Priam at the same age was not unhappy.' Of the Kings
of Macedon that succeeded Alexander the Great, some were afterward
seene
to become Joyners and Scriveners at Rome: and of Tyrants of Sicilie,
School-masters
at Corinth. One that had conquered halfe the world, and been Emperour
over
so many Armies, became an humble and miserable suter to the raskally
officers
of a king of ægypte: At so high a rate did that great Pompey
purchase
the irkesome prolonging of his life but for five or six moneths. And in
our fathers daies, Lodowicke Sforze, tenth Duke of Millane under whom
the
State of Italie had so long beene turmoiled and shaken, was seene to
die
a wretched prisoner at Loches in France, but not till he had lived and
lingered ten yeares in thraldom, which was the worst of his bargaine.
The
fairest Queene, wife to the greatest King of Christendome, was she not
lately mene to die by the hands of an executioner? Oh unworthie and
barbarous
crueltie! And a thousand such examples. For, it seemeth that as the
sea-billowes
and surging waves, rage and storme against the Burly pride and
stubborne
height of our buildings, so are there above, certaine spirits that
envie
the rising prosperities and greatneme heere below.
Vsque adeo res
humanas
vis abdita quædam Obterit, et pulchros fasces
sævasque
secures Proculcare, ac ludibrio sibi
habere videtur. -- 1 LUCRET. 1. v. 1243.
A hidden power so mens states
hath
out-worne
Faire swords, fierce scepters,
signes
of honours borne,
It seemes to trample and deride
in scorne.
And it seemeth Fortune doth
sometimes
narrowly watch the last day of our life, thereby to shew her power, and
in one moment to overthrow what for many yeares together she had been
erecting,
and makes us cry after Laberius, Nimirum hac die undi plus vixi,
mihi
quam vivendum fuit Thus it is, 'I have lived longer by this one day
than I should.' So may that good advice of Solon be taken with reason.
But forsomuch as he is a Philosopher, with whom the favours or
disfavours
of fortune, and good or in lucke have no place, and are not regarded by
him; and puissances and greatnesses, and accidents of qualitie, are
well-nigh
indifferent: I deeme it very likely he had a further reach, and meant
that
the same good fortune of our life, which dependeth of the tranquillitie
and contentment of a welborne minde, and of the resolution and
assurance
of a well ordered soule, should never be ascribed unto man, untill he
have
beene seene play the last act of his comedie and without doubt the
hardest.
In all the rest there may be some maske: either these sophisticall
discourses
of Philosophie are not in us bat by countenance, or accidents that
never
touch us to the quick, give us alwaies leasure to keep our countenance
setled. But when that last part, of death, and of our selves comes to
be
acted, when no dissembling will availe, then is it high time to speake
plaine_English, and put off all vizards: then whatsoever the pot
containeth
must be shewne, be it good or had, foule or cleane, wine or water.
Nam veræ
voces
tum demum pectore ab imo Ejiciuntur, et eripitur
persona,
manet res. -- 1 LUCRET. 1. iii 57.
For then are sent true
speeches from
the heart,
We are oursel ves, we leave to
play
a part.
Loe heere, why at this last cast,
all
our lives other actions must be tride and touched. It is the masterday,
the day that judgeth all others: it is the day, saith an auncient
Writer,
that must judge of all my forepassed yeares, To death doe I referre the
essay of my studies fruit. There shall wee see whether my discourse
proceed
from my heart, or from my mouth. I have seene divers, by their death,
either
in good or evill, give reputation to all their forepass ed life.
Scipio,
father-in-law to Pompey, in well dying, repaired the ill opinion which
untill that houre men had ever held of him. Epaminondas being demanded
which of the three he esteemed most, either Chabrias, or Iphicrates, or
himselfe: 'It is necessary,' said he, 'that we be seene to die, before
your question may well be resolved.' Verily, we should steale much from
him, if he should be weighed without the honour and greatnesse of
his end. God hath willed it, as he pleased: but in my time three of the
most execrable persons that ever I knew in all abomination of life, and
the most infamous have beene seene to die very orderly and quietly, and
in every circumstance composed even unto perfection. There are some
brave
and fortunate deaths. I have seene her cut the twine of some man's
life,
with a progresse of wonderful advancement, and with so worthie an end,
even in the flowre of his growth and spring of h is youth, that in mine
opinion, his ambitious and haughty couragious designes, thought nothing
so high as might interrupt them: who without going to the place where
he
pretended , arived there more gloriously and worthily than either his
desire
or hope aimed at, and by his fall forewent the power and name whither
by
his course he aspired. When I judge of other men's lives, I ever
respect
how they have behaved themselves in their end; and my chiefest study
is,
I may well demeane myselfe at my last gaspe, that is to say, quietly
and
constantly.