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ON the summit of one of the clay heaps, a woman shot into silhouette against the
sky. An odd figure, clad in a skimpy green petticoat, with a scarlet shawl held
about her shoulders, wisps of frowsy red hair standing out round her head, she
balanced herself on the slippery earth, spinning her arm like the vane of a windmill,
and crying at the top of her voice: "Joe, boys! -- Joe, Joe, Joey!"
It was as if, with these words, she had dropped a live shell in the diggers' midst. A
general stampede ensued; in which the cry was caught up, echoed and re-echoed,
till the whole Flat rang with the name of "Joe." Tools were dropped, cradles and
tubs abandoned, windlasses left to kick their cranks backwards. Many of the
workers took to their heels; others, in affright, scuttled aimlessly hither and
thither, like barnyard fowls in a panic. Summoned by shouts of: "Up with you, boys!
-- the traps are here!" numbers ascended from below to see the fun, while as
many went hurriedly down to hiding in drive or chamber. Even those diggers who
could pat the pocket in which their licence lay ceased work, and stood about with
sullen faces to view the course of events. Only the group of Chinamen washing
tail-heaps remained unmoved. One of them, to whom the warning woman belonged,
raised his head and called a Chinese word at her; she obeyed it instantly, vanished
into thin air; the rest went impassively on with their fossicking. They were not
such fools as to try to cheat the Government of its righteous dues. None but had
his licence safely folded in his nosecloth, and thrust inside the bosom of his
blouse.
Through the labyrinth of tents and mounds, a gold-laced cap could be seen
approaching; then a gold-tressed jacket came into view, the white star on the
forehead of a mare. Behind the Commissioner, who rode down thus from the
Camp, came the members of his staff; these again were followed by a body of
mounted troopers. They drew rein on the slope, and simultaneously a line of
foot police, backed by a detachment of light infantry, shot out like an arm, and
walled in the Flat to the south.
On the appearance of the enemy the babel redoubled. There were groans and
cat-calls. Along with the derisive "Joeys!" the rebel diggers hurled any term of
abuse that came to their lips.
"The dolly mops! The skunks! The bushrangers! -- Oh, damn 'em, damn 'em! . . .
damn their bloody eyes!"
"It's Rooshia -- that's what it is!" said an oldish man darkly.
The Commissioner, a horse-faced, solemn man with brown side whiskers, let the
reins droop on his mare's neck and sat unwinking in the tumult. His mien was
copied by his staff. Only one of them, a very young boy who was new to the colony
and his post, changed colour under his gaudy cap, went from white to pink and
from pink to white again; while at each fresh insult he gave a perceptible start,
and gazed dumbfounded at his chief's insensitive back.
The "bloodhounds" had begun to track their prey. Rounding up, with a skill born of
long practice, they drove the diggers before them towards the centre of the Flat.
Here they passed from group to group and from hole to hole, calling for the
production of licences with an insolence that made its object see red. They were
nice of scent, too, and, nine times in ten, pounced on just those unfortunates who,
through carelessness, or lack of means, or on political grounds, had failed to take
out the month's licence to dig for gold. Every few minutes one or another was
marched off between two constables to the Government Camp, for fine or
imprisonment.
Now it was that it suddenly entered Long Jim's head to cut and run. Up till now he
had stood declaring himself a free-born Briton, who might be drawn and quartered
if he ever again paid the blasted taX. But, as the police came closer, a spear of
fright pierced his befuddled brain, and inside a breath he was off and away. Had
the abruptness of his start not given him a slight advantage, he would have been
caught at once. As it was, the chase would not be a long one; the clumsy,
stiff-jointed man slithered here and stuck fast there, dodging obstacles with an
awkwardness that was painful to see. He could be heard sobbing and cursing as he
ran.
At this point the Commissioner, half turning, signed to the troopers in his
rear. Six or seven of them shook up their bridles and rode off, their scabbards
clinking, to prevent the fugitive's escape.
A howl of contempt went up from the crowd. The pink and white subaltern made
what was almost a movement of the arm to intercept his superior's command.
It was too much for Long Jim's last mate, the youthful blackbeard who had pluckily
descended the shaft after the accident. He had been standing on a mound with a
posse of others, following the man-hunt. At his partner's crack-brained dash for
the open, his snorts of indignation found words. "Gaw-blimy! . . . is the old fool
gone dotty?" Then he drew a whistling breath. "No, it's more than flesh and blood .
. . . Stand back, boys!" And though he was as little burdened with a licence as the
man under pursuit, he shouted: "Help, help! . . . for God's sake, don't let 'em have
me!" shot down the slope, and was off like the wind.
His foxly object was attained. The attention of the hunters was diverted. Long
Jim, seizing the moment, vanished underground.
The younger man ran with the lightness of a hare. He had also the hare's address
in doubling and turning. His pursuers never knew, did he pass from sight behind a
covert of tents and mounds, where he would bob up next. He avoided shafts and
pools as if by a miracle; ran along greasy planks without a slip; and, where these
had been removed to balk the police, he jumped the holes, taking risks that were
not for a sane man. Once he fell, but, enslimed from head to foot, wringing wet
and hatless, was up again in a twinkling. His enemies were less sure-footed than
he, and times without number measured their length on the oily ground. Still, one
of them was gaining rapidly on him, a giant of a fellow with long thin legs; and soon
the constable's foot filled the prints left by the young man's, while these were still
warm. It was a fine run. The diggers trooped after in a body; the Flat rang with
cheers and plaudits. Even the Commissioner and his retinue trotted in the same
direction. Eventually the runaway must land in the arms of the mounted police.
But this was not his plan. Making as though he headed for the open, he suddenly
dashed off at right angles, and, with a final sprint, brought up dead against
a log-and-canvas store which stood on rising ground. His adversary was so close
behind that a collision resulted; the digger's feet slid from under him, he fell on his
face, the other on top. In their fall they struck a huge pillar of tin-dishes,
ingeniously built up to the height of the store itself. This toppled over with a
crash, and the dishes went rolling down the slope between the legs of the police.
The dog chained to the flagstaff all but strangled himself in his rage and
excitement; and the owner of the store came running out.
"Purdy! . . . you! What in the name of . . .?"
The digger adroitly rolled his captor over, and there they both sat, side by side on
the ground, one gripping the other's collar, both too blown to speak. A cordon of
puffing constables hemmed them in.
The storekeeper frowned. "You've no licence, you young beggar!"
And: "Your licence, you scoundrel!" demanded the leader of the troop.
The prisoner's rejoinder was a saucy: "Now then, out with the cuffs, Joe!"
He got on his feet as bidden; but awkwardly, for it appeared that in falling he had
hurt his ankle. Behind the police were massed the diggers. These opened a narrow
alley for the Camp officials to ride through, but their attitude was hostile, and
there were cries of: "Leave 'im go, yer blackguards! . . . after sich a run! None o
yer bloody quod for 'im!" along with other, more threatening expressions. Sombre
and taciturn, the Commissioner waved his hand. "Take him away!"
"Well, so long, Dick!" said the culprit jauntily; and, as he offered his wrists to be
handcuffed, he whistled an air.
Here the storekeeper hurriedly interposed: "No, stop! I'll give bail." And darting
into the tent and out again, he counted five one-pound notes into the constable's
palm. The lad's collar was released; and a murmur of satisfaction mounted from
the crowd.
At the sound the giver made as if to retire. Then, yielding to a second thought, he
stepped forward and saluted the Commissioner. "A young hot-head, sir! He means
no harm. I'll send him up in the morning, to apologise."
("I'll be damned if you do!" muttered the digger between his teeth.)
But the Chief refused to be placated. "Good day, doctor," he said shortly, and with
his staff at heel trotted down the slope, followed till out of earshot by a mocking
fire of "Joes." Lingering in the rear, the youthful sympathiser turned in his saddle
and waved his cap.
The raid was over for that day. The crowd dispersed; its members became
orderly, hard-working men once more. The storekeeper hushed his frantic dog, and
called his assistant to rebuild the pillar of tins.
The young digger sat down on the log that served for a bench, and examined his
foot. He pulled and pulled, causing himself great pain, but could not get his boot
off. At last, looking back over his shoulder he cried impatiently: "Dick!... I say, Dick
Mahony! Give us a drink, old boy! . . . I'm dead-beat."
At this the storekeeper -- a tall, slenderly built man of some seven or eight and
twenty -- appeared, bearing a jug and a pannikin.
"Oh, bah!" said the lad, when he found that the jug held only water. And, on his
friend reminding him that he might by now have been sitting in the lock-up, he
laughed and winked. "I knew you'd go bail."
"Well! . . . of all the confounded impudence. . . . "
"Faith, Dick, and d'ye think I didn't see how your hand itched for your pocket?"
The man he called Mahony flushed above his fair beard. It was true: he had made
an involuntary movement of the hand -- checked for the rest halfway, by the
knowledge that the pocket was empty. He looked displeased and said nothing.
"Don't be afraid, I'll pay you back soon's ever me ship comes home," went on the
young scapegrace, who very well knew how to play his cards. At his companion's
heated disclaimer, however, he changed his tone. "I say, Dick, have a look at my
foot, will you? I can't get this damned boot off."
The elder man bent over the injury. He ceased to show displeasure. "Purdy, you
young fool, when will you learn wisdom?"
"Well, they shouldn't hunt old women, then -- the swine!" gave back Purdy;
and told his tale. "Oh, lor! there go six canaries." For, at his wincing and shrinking,
his friend had taken a penknife and ripped up the jackboot. Now, practised hands
explored the swollen, discoloured ankle.
When it had been washed and bandaged, its owner stretched himself on the
ground, his head in the shade of a barrel, and went to sleep.
He slept till sundown, through all the traffic of a busy afternoon.
Some half-a-hundred customers came and went. The greater number of them
were earth-stained diggers, who ran up for, it might be, a missing tool, or a hide
bucket, or a coil of rope. They spat jets of tobacco-juice, were richly profane,
paid, where coin was scarce, in gold-dust from a match-box, and hurried back to
work. But there also came old harridans -- as often as not, diggers themselves --
whose language outdid that of the males, and dirty Irish mothers; besides a couple
of the white women who inhabited the Chinese quarter. One of these was in liquor,
and a great hullabaloo took place before she could be got rid of. Put out, she stood
in front of the tent, her hair hanging down her back, cursing and reviling.
Respectable women as well did an afternoon's shopping there. In no haste to be
gone, they sat about on empty boxes or upturned barrels exchanging confidences,
while weary children plucked at their skirts. A party of youngsters entered, the
tallest of whom could just see over the counter, and called for shandygaffs. The
assistant was for chasing them off, with hard words. But the storekeeper put,
instead, a stick of barley-sugar into each dirty, outstretched hand, and the imps
retired well content. On their heels came a digger and his lady-love to choose a
wedding-outfit; and all the gaudy finery the store held was displayed before them.
A red velvet dress flounced with satin, a pink gauze bonnet, white satin shoes and
white silk stockings met their fancy. The dewy-lipped, smutty-lashed Irish girl
blushed and dimpled, in consulting with the shopman upon the stays in which to
lace her ample figure; the digger, whose very pores oozed gold, planked down
handfuls of dust and nuggets, and brushed aside a neat Paisley shawl for one of
yellow satin, the fellow to which he swore to having seen on the back of the
Governor's lady herself. He showered brandy-snaps on the children, and bought a
polka-jacket for a shabby old woman. Then, producing a bottle of champagne
from a sack he bore, he called on those present to give him, after: "'Er most
Gracious little Majesty, God bless 'er!" the: "'Oly estate of materimony!" The
empty bottle smashed for luck, the couple departed arm-in-arm, carrying their
purchases in the sack; and the rest of the company trooped to the door with
them, to wish them joy.
Within the narrow confines of the tent, where red-herrings trailed over
moleskin-shorts, and East India pickles and Hessian boots lay on the top of sugar
and mess-pork; where cheeses rubbed shoulders with tallow candles, blue and red
serge shirts, and captain's biscuits; where onions, and guernseys, and sardines,
fine combs, cigars and bear's-grease, Windsor soap, tinned coffee and hair oil,
revolvers, shovels and Oxford shoes, lay in one grand miscellany: within the
crowded store, as the afternoon wore on, the air grew rank and oppressive.
Precisely at six o'clock the bar was let down across the door, and the storekeeper
withdrew to his living-room at the back of the tent. Here he changed his coat and
meticulously washed his hands, to which clung a subtle blend of all the
strong-smelling goods that had passed through them. Then, coming round to the
front, he sat down on the log and took out his pipe. He made a point, no matter
how brisk trade was, of not keeping open after dark. His evenings were his own.
He sat and puffed, tranquilly. It was a fine night. The first showy splendour of
sunset had passed; but the upper sky was still aflush with colour. And in the
centre of this frail cloud, which faded as he watched it, swam a single star.
WITH the passing of a cooler air the sleeper wakened and rubbed his eyes. Letting
his injured leg lie undisturbed, he drew up the other knee and buckled his hands
round it. In this position he sat and talked.
He was a dark, fresh-coloured young man, of middle height, and broadly built. He
had large white teeth of a kind to crack nuts with, and the full, wide, flexible
mouth that denotes the generous talker.
"What a wind-bag it is, to be sure!" thought his companion, as he smoked and
listened, in a gently ironic silence, to abuse of the Government. He knew -- or
thought he knew -- young Purdy inside out.
But behind all the froth of the boy's talk there lurked, it seemed, a purpose. No
sooner was a meal of cold chop and tea over than Purdy declared his intention of
being present at a meeting of malcontent diggers. Nor would he even wait to wash
himself clean of mud.
His friend reluctantly agreed to lend him an arm. But he could not refrain from
taking the lad to task for getting entangled in the political imbroglio. "When, as
you know, it's just a kind of sport to you."
Purdy sulked for a few paces, then burst out: "If only you weren't so damned
detached, Dick Mahony!"
"You're restless, and want excitement, my boy -- that's the root of the trouble."
"Well, I'm jiggered! If ever I knew a restless mortal, it's yourself."
The two men picked their steps across the Flat and up the opposite hillside, young
Purdy Smith limping and leaning heavy, his lame foot thrust into an old slipper. He
was at all times hail-fellow-well-met with the world. Now, in addition, his plucky
exploit of the afternoon blazed its way through the settlement; and blarney
and bravos rained upon him. "Golly for you, Purdy, old 'oss!" "Showed 'em the
diggers' flag, 'e did!" "What'll you take, me buck? Come on in for a drop o' the real
strip-me-down-naked!" Even a weary old strumpet, propping herself against the
doorway of a dancing-saloon, waved a tipsy hand and cried: "Arrah, an' is it
yerrself, Purrdy, me bhoy? Shure an' it's bussin' ye I'd be afther -- if me legs
would carry me!" And Purdy laughed, and relished the honey, and had an answer
pat for everybody especially the women. His companion on the other hand was
greeted with a glibness that had something perfunctory in it, and no touch of
familiarity.
The big canvas tent on Bakery Hill, where the meeting was to be held, was already
lighted; and at the tinkle of a bell the diggers, who till then had stood cracking and
hobnobbing outside, began to push for the entrance. The bulk of them belonged to
the race that is quickest to resent injustice -- were Irish. After them in number
came the Germans, swaggering and voluble; and the inflammable French, English,
Scotch and Americans formed a smaller and cooler, but very dogged group.
At the end of the tent a rough platform had been erected, on which stood a row of
cane seats. In the body of the hall, the benches were formed of boards, laid from
one upturned keg or tub to another. The chair was taken by a local auctioneer, a
cadaverous-looking man, with never a twinkle in his eye, who, in a lengthy
discourse and with the single monotonous gesture of beating the palm of one hand
with the back of the other, strove to bring home to his audience the degradation
of their present political status. The diggers chewed and spat, and listened to his
periods with sang-froid: the shame of their state did not greatly move them. They
followed, too, with composure, the rehearsal of their general grievances. As they
were aware, said the speaker, the Legislative Council of Victoria was made up
largely of Crown nominees; in the election of members the gold-seeking population
had no voice whatsoever. This was a scandalous thing; for the digging constituent
outnumbered all the rest of the population put together, thus forming what he
would call the backbone and mainstay of the colony. The labour of their hands had
raised the colony to its present pitch of prosperity. And yet these same bold and
hardy pioneers were held incapable of deciding jot or tittle in the public
affairs of their adopted home. Still unmoved, the diggers listened to this recital of
their virtues. But when one man, growing weary of the speaker's unctuous
wordiness, discharged a fierce: "Why the hell don't yer git on to the bloody
licence-tax?" the audience was fire and flame in an instant. A riotous noise
ensued; rough throats rang changes on the question. Order restored, it was
evident that the speech was over. Thrown violently out of his concept, the
auctioneer struck and struck at his palm -- in vain; nothing would come. So,
making the best of a bad job, he irately sat down in favour of his successor on the
programme.
This speaker did not fare much better. The assemblage, roused now, jolly and
merciless, was not disposed to give quarter; and his obtuseness in dawdling over
such high-flown notions as that population, not property, formed the basis of
representative government, reaped him a harvest of boos and groans. This was
not what the diggers had come out to hear. And they were as direct as children in
their demand for the gist of the matter.
"A reg-lar ol' shicer!" was the unanimous opinion, expressed without scruple. While
from the back of the hall came the curt request to him to shut his "tater-trap."
Next on the list was a German, a ruddy-faced man with mutton-chop whiskers and
prominent, watery eyes. He could not manage the letter "r." In the body of a word
where it was negligible, he rolled it out as though it stood three deep. Did he tackle
it as an initial, on the other hand, his tongue seemed to cleave to his palate, and to
yield only an "l." This quaint defect caused some merriment at the start, but was
soon eclipsed by a more striking oddity. The speaker had the habit of, aS it were,
creaking with his nose. After each few sentences he paused, to give himself time
to produce something between a creak and a snore -- an abortive attempt to get
at a mucus that was plainly out of reach.
The diggers were beside themselves with mirth.
"'E's forgot 'is 'ankey!"
"'Ere, boys, look slippy! -- a 'ankey for ol' sausage!"
But the German was not sensitive to ridicule. He had something to say, and he was
there to say it. Fixing his fish-like eyes on a spot high up the tent wall, he
kept them pinned to it, while he mouthed out blood-and-thunder invectives. He
was, it seemed, a red-hot revolutionist; a fierce denouncer of British rule. He
declared the British monarchy to be an effete institution; the fetish of British
freedom to have been "exbloded" long ago. What they needed, in this grand young
country of theirs, was a "republic"; they must rid themselves of those shackles
that had been forged in the days when men were slaves. It was his sound
conviction that before many weeks had passed, the Union Jack would have been
hauled down for ever, and the glorious Southern Cross would wave in its stead,
over a free Australia. The day on which this happened would be a
never-to-be-forgotten date in the annals of the country. For what, he would like to
know, had the British flag ever done for freedom, at any time in the world's
history? They should read in their school-books, and there they would learn that
wherever a people had risen against their tyrants, the Union Jack had waved, not
over them, but over the British troops sent to stamp the rising out.
This was more than Mahony could stomach. Flashing up from his seat, he strove to
assert himself above the hum of agreement that mounted from the foreign
contingent, and the doubtful sort of grumble by which the Britisher signifies his
disapproval.
"Mr. Chairman! Gentlemen!" he cried in a loud voice. "I call upon those loyal
subjects of her Majesty who are present here, to join with me in giving three
cheers for the British flag. Hip, hip, hurrah! And, again, hip, hip, hurrah! And, once
more, hip, hip, hurrah!"
His compatriots followed him, though flabbily; and he continued to make himself
heard above the shouts of "Order!" and the bimming of the chairman's bell.
"Mr. Chairman! I appeal to you. Are we Britons to sit still and hear our country's
flag reviled? -- that flag which has ensured us the very liberty we are enjoying
this evening. The gentleman who has been pleased to slander it is not, I believe, a
British citizen. Now, I put it to him: is there another country on the face of the
earth, that would allow people of all nations to flock into a gold-bearing colony on
terms of perfect equality with its own subjects? -- to flock in, take all they can
get, and then make off with it?" a point of view that elicited forcible grunts
of assent, which held their own against hoots and hisses. Unfortunately the
speaker did not stop here, but went on: "Gentlemen! Do not, I implore you, allow
yourselves to be led astray by a handful of ungrateful foreigners, who have
received nothing but benefits from our Crown. What you need, gentlemen, is not
revolution, but reform; not strife and bloodshed, but a liberty consistent with law
and order. And this, gentlemen, ---- "
("You'll never get 'em like that, Dick," muttered Purdy.)
"Not so much gentlemening, if you please!" said a sinister-looking man, who might
have been a Vandemonian in his day. "Men's what we are -- that's good enough
for us."
Mahony was nettled. The foreigners, too, were pressing him.
"Am I then to believe, sir, what I frequently hear asserted, that there are no
gentlemen left on the diggings?"
("Oh lor, Dick!" said Purdy. He was sitting with his elbows on his knees, clutching
his cheeks as though he had the toothache.)
"Oh, stow yer blatherskite!"
"Believe what yer bloody well like!" retorted the Vandemonian fiercely. "But don't
come 'ere and interrupt our pleasant and h'orderly meetings with your blamed
jaw."
Mahony lost his temper. "I not interrupt? -- when I see you great hulks of men --
"
("Oh, lor!" groaned Purdy again.)
" -- who call yourselves British subjects, letting yourselves be led by the nose, like
the sheep you are, by a pack of foreigners who are basely accepting this country's
hospital'ty?"
"Here, let me," said Purdy. And pushing his way along the bench he hobbled to the
platform, where several arms hoisted him up.
There he stood, fronting the violent commotion that had ensued on his friend's
last words; stood bedraggled, mud-stained, bandaged, his cabbage-tree hat in his
hand. And Mahony, still on his feet, angrily erect, thought he understood why the
boy had refused to wash himself clean, or to change his dress: he had no doubt
foreseen the possibility of some such dramatic appearance.
Purdy waited for the hubbub to die down. As if by chance he had rested his hand
on the bell; its provoking tinkle ceased. Now he broke into one of the frank
and hearty smiles that never fail to conciliate.
"Brother diggers!"
The strongly spoken words induced an abrupt lull. The audience turned to him, still
thorny and sulky it was true, but yet they turned; and one among them demanded
a hearing for the youngster.
"Brother diggers! We are met here to-night with a single purpose in view. Brother
diggers! We are not met here to throw mud at our dear old country's flag! Nor will
we have a word said against her most gracious Majesty, the Queen. Not us! We're
men first, whose business it is to stand up for a gallant little woman, and diggers
with a grievance afterwards. Are you with me, boys? -- Very well, then. -- Now we
didn't come here to-night to confab about getting votes, or having a hand in public
affairs -- much as we want 'em both and mean to have 'em, when the time comes.
No, to-night there's only one thing that matters to us, and that's the repeal of the
accursed tax!" Here, such a tempest of applause broke out that he was unable to
proceed. "Yes, I say it again," he went on, when they would let him speak; "the
instant repeal! When that's been done, this curse taken off us, then it'll be time
enough to parlez-vous about the colour of the flag we mean to have, and about
going shares in the Government. But let me make one thing clear to you. We're
neither traitors to the Crown, nor common rebels. We're true-blue Britons, who
have been goaded to rebellion by one of the vilest pieces of tyranny that ever saw
the light. Spies and informers are everywhere about us. Mr. Commissioner Sleuth
and his hounds may cry tally-ho every day, if 'tis their pleasure to! To put it
shortly, boys, we're living under semi-martial law. To such a state have we
free-born men, men who came out but to see the elephant, been reduced, by the
asinine stupidity of the Government, by the impudence and knavishness of its
officials. Brother diggers! When you leave the hall this evening, look over at the hill
on which the Camp stands! What will you see? You will see a blaze of light, and hear
the sounds of revelry by night. There, boys, hidden from our mortal view, but
visible to our mind's eye, sit Charley Joe's minions, carousing at our expense,
washing down each mouthful with good fizz bought with our hard-earned
gold. Licence-pickings, boys, and tips from new grog-shops, and the blasted farce
of the Commissariat! We're supposed -- "
But here Mahony gave a loud click of the tongue -- in the general howl of
execration it passed unheard -- and, pushing his way out of the tent, let the
flap-door fall to behind him.
HE retraced his steps by the safe-conduct of a full moon, which showed up the
gaping black mouths of circular shafts and silvered the water that flooded
abandoned oblong holes to their brim. Tents and huts stood white and forsaken in
the moonlight: their owners were either gathered on Bakery Hill, or had repaired to
one of the gambling and dancing saloons that lined the main street. Arrived at the
store he set his frantic dog free, and putting a match to his pipe, began to stroll
up and down.
He felt annoyed with himself for having helped to swell the crowd of malcontents;
and still more for his foolishness in giving the rein to a momentary irritation. As if
it mattered a doit what trash these foreigners talked! No thinking person took
their bombast seriously; the authorities, with great good sense, let it pass for
what it was -- a noisy blowing-off of steam. At heart, the diggers were as sound
as good pippins.
A graver consideration was Purdy's growing fellowship with the rebel faction. The
boy was too young and still too much of a fly-by-night to have a black mark set
against his name. It would be the more absurd, considering that his sincerity in
espousing the diggers' cause was far from proved. He was of a nature to ride
tantivy into anything that promised excitement or adventure. With, it must
regretfully be admitted, an increasing relish for the limelight, for theatrical effect
-- see the cunning with which he had made capital out of a bandaged ankle and
dirty dress! At this rate, and with his engaging ways, he would soon stand for a
little god to the rough, artless crowd. No, he must leave the diggings -- and
Mahony rolled various schemes in his mind. He had it! In the course of the next
week or two business would make a journey to Melbourne imperative. Well, he
would damn the extra expense and take the boy along with him! Purdy was at a
loose end, and would no doubt rise like a fish to a fly at the chance of
getting to town free of cost. After all, why be hard on him? He was not much over
twenty, and, at that age, it was natural enough -- especially in a place like this --
for a lad to flit like a butterfly from every cup that took his restless fancy.
Restless? . . . h'm! It was the word Purdy had flung back at him, earlier in the
evening. At the time, he had rebutted the charge, with a glance at fifteen months
spent behind the counter of a store. But there was a modicum of truth in it, none
the less. The life one led out here was not calculated to tone down any innate
restlessness of temperament: on the contrary, it directly hindered one from
becoming fixed and settled. It was on a par with the houses you lived in -- these
flimsy tents and draught-riddled cabins you put up with, "for the time being" --
was just as much of a makeshift affair as they. Its keynote was change. Fortunes
were made, and lost, and made again, before you could say Jack Robinson; whole
townships shot up over-night, to be deserted the moment the soil ceased to yield;
the people you knew were here to-day, and gone -- sold up, burnt out, or dead and
buried -- to-morrow. And so, whether you would or not, your whole outlook
became attuned to the general unrest; you lived in a constant anticipation of what
was coming next. Well, he could own to the weakness with more justification than
most. If trade continued to prosper with him as it did at present, it would be no
time before he could sell out and joyfully depart for the old country.
In the meantime, why complain? He had much to be thankful for. To take only a
small point: was this not Saturday night? To-morrow the store was closed, and a
string of congenial occupations offered: from chopping the week's wood -- a clean
and wholesome task, which he gladly performed -- through the pages of an
engrossing book to a botanical ramble round old Buninyong. The thought of it
cheered him. He stooped to caress his two cats, which had come out to bear him
the mute and pleasant company of their kind.
What a night! The great round silver moon floated serenely through space,
dimming the stars as it made them, and bathing the earth in splendour. It was so
light that straight black lines of smoke could be seen mounting from chimneys and
open-air fires. The grass-trees which supplied the fuel for these fires
spread a pleasant balsamic odour, and the live red patches contrasted oddly with
the pale ardour of the moon. Lights twinkled over all the township, but were
brightest in Main Street, the course of which they followed like a rope of fireflies,
and at the Government Camp on the steep western slope, where no doubt, as
young Purdy had impudently averred, the officials still sat over the dinner-table. It
was very quiet -- no grog-shops or saloons-of-entertainment in this
neighbourhood, thank goodness! -- and the hour was still too early for drunken
roisterers to come reeling home. The only sound to be heard was that of a man's
voice singing Oft in the Stilly Night, to the yetching accompaniment of a
concertina. Mahony hummed the tune.
But it was growing cold, as the nights were apt to do on this tableland once
summer was past. He whistled his dog, and Pompey hurried out with a guilty air
from the back of the house, where the old shaft stood that served to hold refuse.
Mahony put him on the chain, and was just about to turn in when two figures
rounded the corner of a tent and came towards him, pushing their shadows before
them on the milk-white ground.
"'D evenin', doc," said the shorter of the two, a nuggetty little man who carried
his arms curved out from his sides, gorilla-fashion.
"Oh, good evening, Mr. Ocock," said Mahony, recognising a neighbour. -- "Why,
Tom, that you? Back already, my boy?" -- this to a loutish, loose-limbed lad who
followed behind. -- "You don't of course come from the meeting?"
"Not me, indeed!" gave back his visitor with gall, and turned his head to spit the
juice from a plug. "I've got suthin' better to do as to listen to a pack o' jabberin'
furriners settin' one another by th'ears."
"Nor you, Tom?" Mahony asked the lad, who stood sheepishly shifting his weight
from one leg to the other.
"Nay, nor 'im eether," jumped in his father, before he could speak. "I'll 'ave none o'
my boys playin' the fool up there. And that reminds me, doc, young Smith'll git
'imself inter the devil of a mess one o' these days, if you don't look after 'im a
bit better'n you do. I 'eard 'im spoutin' away as I come past -- usin' language
about the Gover'ment fit to turn you sick."
Mahony coughed. "He's but young yet," he said drily. "After all, youth's youth, sir,
and comes but once in a lifetime. And you can't make lads into wiseacres between
sundown and sunrise."
"No, by Gawd, you can't!" affirmed his companion. "But I think youth's just a fine
name for a sort o' piggish mess What's the good, one 'ud like to know, of gettin'
old, and learnin' wisdom, and knowin' the good from the bad, when ev'ry lousy
young fathead that's born inter the world starts out again to muddle through it
for 'imself, in 'is own way. And that things 'as got to go on like this, just the same,
for ever and ever -- why, it makes me fair tired to think of it. My father didn't 'old
with youth: 'e knocked it out of us by thrashin', just like lyin' and thievin'. And it's
the best way, too. -- Wot's that you say?" he flounced round on the unoffending
Tom. "Nothin'? You was only snifflin', was you? You keep your fly-trap shut, my
fine fellow, and make no mousy sounds to me, or it'll be the worse for you, I can
tell you!"
"Come, Mr. Ocock, don't be too hard on the boy."
"Not be 'ard on 'im? When I've got the nasty galoon on me 'ands again like this? --
Chucks up the good post I git 'im in Kilmore, without with your leave or by your
leave. Too lonely for 'is lordship it was. Missed the sound o' wimmin's petticoats, 'e
did." He turned fiercely on his son. "'Ere, don't you stand starin' there! You get
'ome, and fix up for the night. Now then, wot are you dawdlin' for, pig-'ead?"
The boy slunk away. When he had disappeared, his father again took up the
challenge of Mahony's silent disapproval. "I can't 'ardly bear the sight of 'im, doc.
-- disgracin' me as 'e 'as done. 'Im a father, and not eighteen till June! A son o'
mine, who can't see a wench with 'er bodice open, but wot 'e must be arter 'er....
No, sir, no son o' mine! I'm a respectable man, I am!"
"Of course, of course."
"Oh! but they're a sore trial to me, these boys, doc. 'Enry's the only one . . . if it
weren't for 'Enry -- Johnny, 'e can't pass the drink, and now 'ere's this
young swine started to nose arter the wimmin."
"There's good stuff in the lads, I'm sure of it. They're just sowing their wild oats."
"They'll sow no h'oats with me."
"I tell you what it is, Mr. Ocock, you need a woman about your place, to make it a
bit more homelike," said Mahony, calling to mind the pigstye in which Ocock and his
sons housed.
"Course I do!" agreed Ocock. "And Melia, she'll come out to 'er daddy soon as ever
th'ol' woman kicks the bucket. -- Drat 'er! It's 'er I've got to thank for all the
mischief."
"Well, well!" said Mahony, and rising knocked out his pipe on the log. Did his old
neighbour once get launched on the subject of his wife's failings, there was no
stopping him. "We all have our crosses."
"That I 'ave. And I'm keepin' you outer your bed, doc., with me blather. -- By gum!
and that reminds me I come 'ere special to see you to-night. Bin gettin' a bit
moonstruck, I reckon," -- and he clapped on his hat.
Drawing a sheaf of papers from an inner pocket, he selected one and offered it to
Mahony. Mahony led the way indoors, and lighting a kerosene-lamp stooped to
decipher the letter.
For some weeks now he had been awaiting the delivery of a load of goods, the
invoice for which had long since reached him. From this communication, carried by
hand, he learnt that the drayman, having got bogged just beyond Bacchus's marsh,
had decamped to the Ovens, taking with him all he could cram into a spring-cart,
and disposing of the remainder for what he could get. The agent in Melbourne
refused to be held responsible for the loss, and threatened to prosecute, if
payment for the goods were not immediately forthcoming. Mahony, who here
heard the first of the affair, was highly indignant at the tone of the letter; and
before he had read to the end resolved to let everything else slide, and to leave
for Melbourne early next morning.
Ocock backed him up in this decision, and with the aid of a great quill pen stiffly
traced the address of his eldest son, who practised as a solicitor in the capital.
"Go you straight to 'Enry, doc. 'Enry'll see you through."
Brushing aside his dreams of a peaceful Sabbath Mahony made preparations
for his journey. Waking his assistant, he gave the man -- a stupid clodhopper, but
honest and attached -- instructions how to manage during his absence, then sent
him to the township to order horses. Himself, he put on his hat and went out to
look for Purdy.
His search led him through all the drunken revelry of a Saturday night. And it was
close on twelve before, having followed the trace from bowling-alley to Chinese
cook-shop, from the "Adelphi" to Mother Flannigan's and haunts still less
reputable, he finally succeeded in catching his bird.
THE two young men took to the road betimes: it still wanted some minutes to six
on the new clock in the tower of Bath's Hotel, when they threw their legs over
their saddles and rode down the steep slope by the Camp Reserve. The hoofs of
the horses pounded the plank bridge that spanned the Yarrowee, and striking loose
stones, and smacking and sucking in the mud, made a rude clatter in the Sunday
quiet.
Having followed for a few hundred yards the wide, rut-riddled thoroughfare of Main
Street, the riders branched off to cross rising ground. They proceeded in single
file and at a footpace, for the highway had been honeycombed and rendered
unsafe; it also ascended steadily. Just before they entered the bush, which was
alive with the rich, strong whistling of magpies, Purdy halted to look back and
wave his hat in farewell. Mahony also half-turned in the saddle. There it lay -- the
scattered, yet congested, unlovely wood and canvas settlement that was Ballarat.
At this distance, and from this height, it resembled nothing so much as a
collection of child's bricks, tossed out at random over the ground, the low, square
huts and cabins that composed it being all of a shape and size. Some threads of
smoke began to mount towards the immense pale dome of the sky. The sun was
catching here the panes of a window, there the tin that encased a primitive
chimney.
They rode on, leaving the warmth of the early sun-rays for the cold blue shadows
of the bush. Neither broke the silence. Mahony's day had not come to an end with
the finding of Purdy. Barely stretched on his palliasse he had been routed out to
attend to Long Jim, who had missed his footing and pitched into a shaft. The poor
old tipsy idiot hauled up -- luckily for him it was a dry, shallow hole -- there was a
broken collar-bone to set. Mahony had installed him in his own bed, and had spent
the remainder of the night dozing in a chair.
So now he was heavy-eyed, uncommunicative. As they climbed the shoulder
and came to the rich, black soil that surrounded the ancient cone of Warrenheip,
he mused on his personal relation to the place he had just left. And not for the
first time he asked himself: what am I doing here? When he was absent from
Ballarat, and could dispassionately consider the life he led there, he was so struck
by the incongruity of the thing that, like the beldame in the nursery-tale, he could
have pinched himself to see whether he waked or slept. Had anyone told him, three
years previously, that the day was coming when he would weigh out soap and
sugar, and hand them over a counter in exchange for money, he would have held
the prophet ripe for Bedlam. Yet here he was, a full-blown tradesman, and as
greedy of gain as any tallow-chandler. Extraordinary, aye, and distressing, too, the
ease with which the human organism adapted itself; it was just a case of the
green caterpillar on the green leaf. Well, he could console himself with the
knowledge that his apparent submission was only an affair of the surface. He had
struck no roots; and it would mean as little to his half-dozen acquaintances on
Ballarat when he silently vanished from their midst, as it would to him if he never
saw one of them again. Or the country either -- and he let his eye roam unlovingly
over the wild, sad-coloured landscape, with its skimpy, sad-coloured trees.
Meanwhile they were advancing: their nags' hoofs, beating in unison, devoured mile
after mile of the road. It was a typical colonial road; it went up hill and down dale,
turned aside for no obstacles. At one time it ran down a gully that was almost a
ravine, to mount straight up the opposite side among boulders that reached to the
belly-bands. At others, it led through a reedy swamp, or a stony watercourse; or
it became a bog; or dived through a creek. Where the ground was flat and
treeless, it was a rutty, well-worn track between two seas of pale, scant grass.
More than once, complaining of a mouth like sawdust, Purdy alighted and limped
across the verandah of a house-of-accommodation; but they did not actually draw
rein till, towards midday, they reached a knot of weatherboard verandahed stores,
smithies and public-houses, arranged at the four Corners of two cross-roads.
Here they made a substantial luncheon; and the odour of fried onions carried
far and wide. Mahony paid his three shillings for a bottle of ale; but Purdy washed
down the steak with cup after cup of richly sugared tea.
In the early afternoon they set off again, revived and refreshed. Purdy caught at
a bunch of aromatic leaves and burst into a song; and Mahony. . . . Good God! With
a cloudless sky overhead, a decent bit of horseflesh between his knees, and the
prospect of a three days' holiday from storekeeping, his name would not have
been what it was if he had for long remained captious, downhearted. Insufficient
sleep, and an empty stomach -- nothing on earth besides! A fig for his black
thoughts! The fact of his being obliged to spend a few years in the colony would, in
the end, profit him, by widening his experience of the world and his fellow-men. It
was possible to lead a sober, Godfearing life, no matter in what rude corner of the
globe you were pitchforked. -- And in this mood he was even willing to grant the
landscape a certain charm. Since leaving Ballan the road had dipped up and down a
succession of swelling rises, grass-grown and untimbered. From the top of these
ridges the view was a far one: you looked straight across undulating waves of
country and intervening forest-land, to where, on the horizon, a long, low sprawling
range of hills lay blue -- cobalt-blue, and painted in with a sure brush -- against
the porcelain-blue of the sky. What did the washed-out tints of the foliage matter,
when, wherever you turned, you could count on getting these marvellous soft
distances, on always finding a range of blue-veiled hills, lovely and intangible as a
dream?
There was not much traffic to the diggings on a Sunday. And having come to a
level bit of ground, the riders followed a joint impulse and broke into a canter. As
they began to climb again they fell naturally into one of those familiar talks, full of
allusion and reminiscence, that are only possible between two of a sex who have
lived through part of their green days together.
It began by Purdy referring to the satisfactory fashion in which he had disposed of
his tools, his stretcher-bed, and other effects: he was not travelling to Melbourne
empty-handed.
Mahony rallied him. "You were always a good one at striking a bargain, my boy!
What about: 'Four mivvies for an alley!' -- eh, Dickybird?"
This related to their earliest meeting, and was a standing joke between
them. Mahony could recall the incident as clearly as though it had happened
yesterday: how the sturdy little apple-cheeked English boy, with the comical
English accent, had suddenly bobbed up at his side on the way home from school,
and in that laughable sing-song of his, without modulation or emphasis, had
offered to "swop" him, as above.
Purdy laughed and paid him back in kind. "Yes, and the funk you were in for fear
Spiny Tatlow 'ud see us, and peach to the rest!"
"Yes. What young idiots boys are!"
In thought he added: "And what snobs!" For the breach of convention -- he was an
upper-form boy at the time -- had not been his sole reason for wishing to shake
off his junior. Behind him, Mahony, when he reached home, closed the door of one
of the largest houses in the most exclusive square in Dublin. Whereas Purdy lived
in a small, common house in a side street. Visits there had to be paid
surreptitiously.
All the same these were frequent -- and for the best of reasons. Mahony could
still see Purdy's plump, red-cheeked English mother, who was as jolly and happy as
her boy, hugging the loaf to her bosom while she cut round after round of bread
and butter and jam, for two cormorant throats. And the elder boy, long-limbed and
lank, all wrist and ankle, had invariably been the hungrier of the two; for, on the
glossy damask of the big house, often not enough food was set to satisfy the
growing appetites of himself and his sisters. -- "Dickybird, can't you see us, with
our backs to the wall, in that little yard of yours, trying who could take the
biggest bite? -- or going round the outside: 'Crust first, and though you burst, By
the bones of Davy Jones!' till only a little island of jam was left?"
Purdy laughed heartily at these and other incidents fished up by his friend from
the well of the years; but he did not take part in the sport himself. He had not
Mahony's gift for recalling detail: to him past was past. He only became alive and
eager when the talk turned, as it soon did, on his immediate prospects.
This time, to his astonishment, Mahony had had no trouble in persuading Purdy to
quit the diggings. In addition, here was the boy now declaring openly that
what he needed, and must have, was a fixed and steadily paying job. With this
decision Mahony was in warm agreement, and promised all the help that lay in his
power.
But Purdy was not done; he hummed and hawed and fidgeted; he took off his hat
and looked inside it; he wiped his forehead and the nape of his neck.
Mahony knew the symptoms. "Come, Dickybird. Spit it out, my boy!"
"Yes . . . er. . . . Well, the fact is, Dick, I begin to think it's time I settled down."
Mahony gave a whistle. "Whew! A lady in the case?"
"That's the chat. Just oblige yours truly by takin' a squint at this, will you?"
He handed his friend a squarely-folded sheet of thinnest blue paper, with a large
purple stamp in one corner, and a red seal on the back. Opening it Mahony
discovered three crossed pages, written in a delicately pointed, minute, Italian
hand.
He read the letter to the end, deliberately, and with a growing sense of relief:
composition, expression and penmanship, all met with his approval. "This is the
writing of a person of some refinement, my son."
"Well, er . . . yes," said Purdy. He seemed about to add a further word, then
swallowed it, and went on: "Though, somehow or other, Till's different to herself,
on paper. But she's the best of girls, Dick. Not one o' your ethereal, die-away,
bread-and-butter misses. There's something of Till there is, and she's always on
for a lark. I never met such girls for larks as her and 'er sister. The very last time
I was there, they took and hung up . . . me and some other fellers had been
stoppin' up a bit late the night before, and kickin' up a bit of a shindy, and what did
those girls do? They got the barman to come into my room while I was asleep, and
hang a bucket o' water to one of the beams over the bed. Then I'm blamed if they
didn't tie a string from it to my big toe! I gives a kick, down comes the bucket and
half drowns me. -- Gosh, how those girls did laugh!"
"H'm!" said Mahony dubiously; while Purdy in his turn chewed the cud of a pleasant
memory. -- "Well, I for my part should be glad to see you married and
settled, with a good wife always beside you."
"That's just the rub," said Purdy, and vigorously scratched his head.
"Till's a first-class girl as a sweetheart and all that; but when I come to think of
puttin' my head in the noose, from now till doomsday -- why then, somehow, I
can't bring myself to pop the question."
"There's going to be no trifling with the girl's feelings, I hope, sir?"
"Bosh! But I say, Dick, I wish you'd turn your peepers on 'er and tell me what you
make of 'er. She's AI 'erself, but she's got a mother. . . . By Job, Dick, if I thought
Tilly 'ud ever get like that . . . and they're exactly the same build, too."
It would certainly be well for him to inspect Purdy's flame, thought Mahony.
Especially since the anecdote told did not bear out the good impression left by the
letter -- went far, indeed, to efface it. Still, he was loath to extend his absence by
spending a night at Geelong, where, a, it came out, the lady lived; and he replied
evasively that it must depend on the speed with which he could put through his
business in Melbourne.
Purdy was silent for a time. Then, with a side-glance at his companion, he
volunteered: "I say, Dick, I know some one who'd suit you."
"The deuce you do!" said Mahony, and burst out laughing. "Miss Tilly's sister, no
doubt?"
"No, no -- not her. Jinn's all right, but she's not your sort. But they've got a girl
living with 'em -- a sort o' poor relation, or something -- and she's a horse of
quite another colour. -- I say, old man, serious now, have you never thought o'
gettin' spliced?"
Again Mahony laughed. At his companion's words there descended to him, once
more, from some shadowy distance, some pure height, the rose-tinted vision of
the wife-to-be which haunts every man's youth. And, in ludicrous juxtaposition, he
saw the women, the only women he had encountered since coming to the colony:
the hardworking, careworn wives of diggers; the harridans, sluts and prostitutes
who made up the balance.
He declined to be drawn. "Is it old Moll Flannigan or one of her darlints you'd be
wishing me luck to, ye spalpeen?"
"Man, don't I say I've found the wife for you?" Purdy was not jesting, and
did not join in the fresh salvo of laughter with which Mahony greeted his words.
"Oh, blow it, Dick, you're too fastidious -- too damned particular! Say what you
like, there's good in all of 'em -- even in old Mother Flannigan 'erself -- and
'specially when she's got a drop inside 'er. Fuddle old Moll a bit, and she'd give you
the very shift off her back. -- Don't I thank the Lord, that's all, I'm not built like
you! Why, the woman isn't born I can't get on with. All's fish that comes to my net.
-- Oh, to be young, Dick, and to love the girls! To see their little waists,and their
shoulders, and the dimples in their cheeks! See 'em put up their hands to their
bonnets, and how their little feet peep out when the wind blows their petticoats
against their legs!" and Purdy rose in his stirrups and stretched himself, in an
excess of wellbeing.
"You young reprobate!"
"Bah! -- you! You've got water in your veins."
"Nothing of the sort! Set me among decent women and there's no company I enjoy
more," declared Mahony.
"Fish-blood, fish-blood! -- Dick, it's my belief you were born old."
Mahony was still young enough to be nettled by doubts cast on his vitality. Purdy
laughed in his sleeve. Aloud he said: "Well, look here, old man, I'll lay you a wager. I
bet you you're not game, when you see that tulip I've been tellin' you about, to
take her in your arms and kiss her. A fiver on it!"
"Done!" cried Mahony. "And I'll have it in one note, if you please!"
"Bravo!" cried Purdy. "Bravo, Dick!" And having gained his end, and being on a good
piece of road between post-and-rail fences, he set spurs to his horse and
cantered off, singing as he went:
She wheels a wheelbarrow,
Through streets wide and narrow,
Crying cockles, and mussels,
Alive, alive-oh!
But the sun was growing large in the western sky; on the ground to the left,
their failing shadows slanted out lengthwise; those cast by the horses' bodies
were mounted on high spindle-legs. The two men ceased their trifling, and nudged
by the fall of day began to ride at a more business-like pace, pushing forward
through the deep basin of Bacchus's marsh, and on for miles over wide, treeless
plains, to where the road was joined by the main highway from the north, coming
down from Mount Alexander and the Bendigo. Another hour, and from a gentle
eminence the buildings of Melbourne were visible, the mastheads of the many
vessels riding at anchor in Hobson's Bay. Here, too, the briny scent of the sea,
carrying up over grassy flats, met their nostrils, and set Mahony hungrily sniffing.
The brief twilight came and went, and it was already night when they urged their
weary beasts over the Moonee ponds, a winding chain of brackish waterholes. The
horses shambled along the broad, hilly tracks of North Melbourne; warily picked
their steps through the city itself. Dingy oil-lamps, set here and there at the
corners of roads so broad that you could hardly see across them, shed but a
meagre light, and the further the riders advanced, the more difficult became their
passage: the streets, in process of laying, were heaped with stones and
intersected by trenches. Finally, dismounting, they thrust their arms through
their bridles, and laboriously covered the last half-mile of the journey on foot.
Having lodged the horses at a livery-stable, they repaired to a hotel in Little Collins
Street. Here Purdy knew the proprietor, and they were fortunate enough to
secure a small room for the use of themselves alone.
MELBOURNE is built on two hills and the valley that lies between.
It was over a year since Mahony or Purdy had been last in the capital, and next
morning, on stepping out of the "Adam and Eve," they walked up the eastern slope
to look about them. From the summit of the hill their view stretched to the
waters of the Bay, and its forest of masts. The nearer foreground was made up
of mud flats, through which a sluggish, coffee-coloured river wound its way to the
sea. On the horizon to the north, the Dandenong Ranges rose storm-blue and
distinct, and seemed momently to be drawing nearer; for a cold wind was blowing,
which promised rain. The friends caught their glimpses of the landscape between
dense clouds of white dust, which blotted everything out for minutes at a time,
and filled eyes, nose, ears with a gritty powder.
Tiring of this they turned and descended Great Collins Street -- a spacious
thoroughfare that dipped into the hollow and rose again, and was so long that on
its western height pedestrians looked no bigger than ants. In the heart of the city
men were everywhere at work, laying gas and drain-pipes, macadamising, paving,
kerbing: no longer would the old wives' tale be credited of the infant drowned in
the deeps of Swanston Street, or of the bullock which sank, inch by inch, before
its owner's eyes in the Elizabeth Street bog. Massive erections of freestone were
going up alongside here a primitive, canvas-fronted dwelling, there one formed
wholly of galvanised iron. Fashionable shops, two storeys high, stood next tiny,
dilapidated weatherboards. In the roadway, handsome chaises, landaus,
four-in-hands made room for bullock-teams, eight and ten strong; for tumbrils
carrying water or refuse -- or worse; for droves of cattle, mobs of wild colts
bound for auction, flocks of sheep on their way to be boiled down for tallow.
Stock-riders and bull-punchers rubbed shoulders with elegants in skirted coats and
shepherd's plaid trousers, who adroitly skipped heaps of stones and mortar,
or crept along the narrow edging of kerb.
The visitors from up-country paused to listen to a brass band that played outside
a horse-auction mart; to watch the shooting in a rifle-gallery. The many decently
attired females they met also called for notice. Not a year ago, and no reputable
woman walked abroad oftener than she could help: now, even at this hour, the
streets were starred with them. Purdy, open-mouthed, his eyes a-dance, turned
his head this way and that, pointed and exclaimed. But then he had slept like a log,
and felt in his own words "as fit as a fiddle." Whereas Mahony had sat his horse
the whole night through, had never ceased to balance himself in an imaginary
saddle. And when at daybreak he had fallen into a deeper sleep, he was either
reviewing outrageous females on Purdy's behalf, or accepting wagers to kiss
them.
Hence, diverting as were the sights of the city, he did not come to them with the
naive receptivity of Purdy. It was, besides, hard to detach his thoughts from the
disagreeable affair that had brought him to Melbourne. And as soon as banks and
offices began to take down their shutters, he hurried off to his interview with the
carrying-agent.
The latter's place of business was behind Great Collins Street, in a lane reached by
a turnpike. Found with some trouble, it proved to be a rude shanty wedged in
between a Chinese laundry and a Chinese eating-house. The entrance was through
a yard in which stood a collection of rabbit-hutches, while further back gaped a
dirty closet. At the sound of their steps the man they sought emerged, and
Mahony could not repress an exclamation of surprise. When, a little over a
twelvemonth ago, he had first had dealings with him, this Bolliver had been an alert
and respectable man of business. Now he was evidently on the downgrade; and the
cause of the deterioration was advertised in his bloodshot eyeballs and veinous
cheeks. Early as was the hour, he had already been indulging: his breath puffed
sour. Mahony prepared to state the object of his visit in no uncertain terms. But
his preliminaries were cut short by a volley of abuse. The man accused him
point-blank of having been privy to the rascally drayman's fraud and of having
hoped, by lying low, to evade his liability. Mahony lost his temper, and vowed that
he would have Bolliver up for defamation of character. To which the latter
retorted that the first innings in a court of law would be his: he had already put
the matter in the hands of his attorney. This was the last straw. Purdy had to
intervene and get Mahony away. They left the agent shaking his fist after them
and cursing the bloody day on which he'd ever been fool enough to do a deal with a
bloody gentleman.
At the corner of the street the friends paused for a hasty conference. Mahony
was for marching off to take the best legal advice the city had to offer. But
Purdy disapproved. Why put himself to so much trouble, when he had old Ocock's
recommendation to his lawyer-son in his coat pocket? What, in the name of
Leary-cum-Fitz, was the sense of making an enemy for life of the old man, his
next-door neighbour, and a good customer to boot?
These counsels prevailed, and they turned their steps towards Chancery Lane,
where was to be found every variety of legal practitioner from barrister to
scrivener. Having matched the house-number and descried the words: "Mr. Henry
Ocock, Conveyancer and Attorney, Commissioner of Affidavits," painted black on
two dusty windows, they climbed a wooden stair festooned with cobwebs, to a
landing where an injunction to: "Push and Enter!" was, rudely inked on a sheet of
paper and affixed to a door.
Obeying, they passed into a dingy little room, the entire furnishing of which
consisted of a couple of deal tables, with a chair to each. These were occupied by
a young man and a boy, neither of whom rose at their entrance. The lad was
cutting notches in a stick and whistling tunefully; the clerk, a young fellow in the
early twenties, who had a mop of flaming red hair and small-slit white-lashed eyes,
looked at the strangers, but without lifting his head: his eyes performed the
necessary motion.
Mahony desired to know if he had the pleasure of addressing Mr. Henry Ocock. In
reply the red-head gave a noiseless laugh, which he immediately quenched by
clapping his hand over his mouth, and shutting one eye at his junior said: "No --
nor yet the Shar o' Persia, nor Alphybetical Foster! -- What can I do for you,
governor?"
"You can have the goodness to inform Mr. Ocock that I wish to see him!"
flashed back Mahony.
"Singin' til-ril-i-tum-tum-dee-ay! -- Now then, Mike, me child, toddle!"
With patent reluctance the boy ceased his whittling, and dawdled across the room
to an inner door through which he vanished, having first let his knuckles bump, as
if by chance, against the wood of the panel. A second later he reappeared. "Boss's
engaged." But Mahony surprised a lightning sign between the pair.
"No, sir, I decline to state my business to anyone but Mr. Ocock himself!" he
declared hotly, in response to the red-haired man's invitation to "get it off his
chest." "If you choose to find out when he will be at liberty, I will wait so long -- no
longer."
As the office-boy had somehow failed to hit his seat on his passage to the outer
door, there was nothing left for the clerk to do but himself to undertake the
errand. He lounged up from his chair, and, in his case without even the semblance
of a knock, squeezed through a foot wide aperture, in such a fashion that the two
strangers should not catch a glimpse of what was going on inside. But his voice
came to them through the thin partition. "Oh, just a couple o' stony-broke
Paddylanders." Mahony, who had seized the opportunity to dart an angry glance at
Purdy, which should say: "This is what one gets by coming to your second-rate
pettifoggers!" now let his eyes rest on his friend and critically detailed the latter's
appearance. The description fitted to a nicety. Purdy did in truth look down on his
luck. Unkempt, bearded to the eyes, there he stood clutching his shapeless old
cabbage-tree, in mud-stained jumper and threadbare smalls -- the very spit of the
unsuccessful digger. Well might they be suspected of not owning the necessary to
pay their way!
"All serene, mister! The boss'ull take you on."
The sanctum was a trifle larger than the outer room, but almost equally bare;
half-a-dozen deed-boxes were piled up in one corner. Stalking in with his chin in the
air, Mahony found himself in the presence of a man of his own age, who sat
absorbed in the study of a document. At their entry two beady grey eyes lifted to
take a brief but thorough survey, and a hand with a pencil in it pointed to
the single empty chair. Mahony declined to translate the gesture and remained
standing.
Under the best of circumstances it irked him to be kept waiting. Here, following on
the clerk's saucy familiarity, the wilful delay made his gorge rise. For a few
seconds he fumed in silence; then, his patience exhausted, he burst out: "My time,
sir, is as precious as your own. With your permission, I will take my business
elsewhere."
At these words, and at the tone in which they were spoken, the lawyer's head shot
up as if he had received a blow under the chin. Again he narrowed his eyes at the
couple. And this time he laid the document from him and asked suavely: "What can
I do for you?"
The change in his manner though slight was unmistakable. Mahony had a nice ear
for such refinements, and responded to the shade of difference with the
promptness of one who had been on the watch for it. His irritation fell; he was
ready on the instant to be propitiated. Putting his hat aside he sat down, and
having introduced himself, made reference to Ballarat and his acquaintance with
the lawyer's father: "Who directed me to you, sir, for advice on a vexatious
affair, in which I have had the misfortune to become involved."
With a "Pray be seated!" Ocock rose and cleared a chair for Purdy. Resuming his
seat he joined his hands, and wound them in and out. "I think you may take it from
me that no case is so unpromising but what we shall be able to find a loophole."
Mahony thanked him -- with a touch of reserve. "I trust you will still be of that
opinion when you have heard the facts." And went on: "Myself, I do not doubt it. I
am not a rich man, but serious though the monetary loss would be to me, I should
settle the matter out of court, were I not positive that I had right on my side." To
which Ocock returned a quick: "Oh, quite so . . . of course."
Like his old father, he was a short, heavily built man; but there the likeness ended.
He had a high, domed forehead, above a thin, hooked nose. His skin was of an
almost Jewish pallor. Fringes of straight, jet-black hair grew down the walls of his
cheeks and round his chin, meeting beneath it. The shaven upper lid was long
and flat, with no central markings, and helped to form a mouth that had not much
more shape or expression than a slit cut by a knife in a sheet of paper. The chin
was bare to the size of a crown-piece; and, both while he spoke and while he
listened to others speaking, the lawyer caressed this patch with his finger-tips; so
that in the course of time it had arrived at a state of high polish -- like the shell
of an egg.
The air with which he heard his new client out was of a non-committal kind; and
Mahony, having talked his first heat off, grew chilled by the wet blanket of Ocock's
silence. There was nothing in this of the frank responsiveness with which your
ordinary mortal lends his ear. The brain behind the dome was, one might be sure,
adding, combining, comparing, and drawing its own conclusions. Why should
lawyers, he wondered, treat those who came to them like children, advancing only
in so far as it suited them out of the darkness where they housed among
strangely worded paragraphs and obscure formulas? -- But these musings were
cut short. Having fondled his chin for a further moment, Ocock looked up and put
a question. And, while he could not but admire the lawyer's acumen, this did not
lessen Mahony's discomfort. All unguided, it went straight for what he believed to
be the one weak spot in his armour. It related to the drayman. Contrary to custom
Mahony had, on this occasion, himself recommended the driver. And, as he
admitted it, his ears rang again with the plaints of his stranded
fellow-countryman, a wheedler from the South Country, off whose tongue the
familiar brogue had dripped like honey. His recommendation, he explained, had been
made out of charity; he had not forced the agent to engage the man; and it would
surely be a gross injustice if he alone were to be held responsible.
To his relief Ocock did not seem to attach importance to the fact, but went on to
ask whether any written agreement had existed between the parties. "No writing?
H'm! So . . . so!" To read his thoughts was an impossibility; but as he proceeded
with his catechism it was easy to see how his interest in the case grew. He began
to treat it tenderly; warmed to it, as an artist to his work; and Mahony's spirits
rose in consequence.
Having selected a number of minor points that would tell in their favour, Ocock
dilated upon the libellous aspersion that had been cast on Mahony's good
faith. "My experience has invariably been this, Mr. Mahony: people who suggest
that kind of thing, and accuse others of it, are those who are accustomed to
make use of such means themselves. In this case, there may have been no goods
at all -- the thing may prove to have been a put-up job from beginning to end."
But his hearer's start of surprise was too marked to be overlooked. "Well, let us
take the existence of the goods for granted. But might they not, being partly of a
perishable nature, have gone bad or otherwise got spoiled on the road, and not
have been in a fit condition for you to receive at your end?"
This was credible; Mahony nodded his assent. He also added, gratuitously, that he
had before now been obliged to reclaim on casks of mouldy mess-pork. At which
Ocock ceased coddling his chin to point a straight forefinger at him, with a
triumphant: "You see!" -- But Purdy who, sick and tired of the discussion, had
withdrawn to the window to watch the rain zig-zag in runlets down the dusty
panes, and hiss and spatter on the sill; Purdy puckered his lips to a sly and
soundless whistle.
The interview at an end, Ocock mentioned, in his frigidly urbane way, that he had
recently been informed there was an excellent opening for a firm of solicitors in
Ballarat: could Mr. Mahony, as a resident, confirm the report? Mahony regretted
his ignorance, but spoke in praise of the Golden City and its assured future. --
"This would be most welcome news to your father, sir. I can picture his
satisfaction on hearing it."
-- "Golly, Dick, that's no mopoke!" was Purdy's comment as they emerged into the
rain-swept street. "A crafty devil, if ever I see'd one."
"Henry Ocock seems to me to be a singularly able man," replied Mahony drily. To
his thinking, Purdy had cut a poor figure during the visit: he had said no intelligent
word, but had lounged lumpishly in his chair -- the very picture of the country man
come up to the metropolis -- and, growing tired of this, had gone like a restless
child to thrum his fingers on the panes.
"Oh, you bet! He'll slither you through."
"What? Do you insinuate there's any need for slithering . . as you call it?" cried
Mahony.
"Why, Dick, old man. . . . And as long as he gets you through, what does it
matter?"
"It matters to me, sir!"
The rain, a tropical deluge, was over by the time they reached the hollow. The sun
shone again, hot and sticky, and people were venturing forth from their shelters
to wade through beds of mud, or to cross, on planks, the deep, swift rivers
formed by the open drains. There were several such cloud-bursts in the course of
the afternoon; and each time the refuse of the city was whirled past on the flood,
to be left as an edging to the footpaths when the water went down.
Mahony spent the rest of the day in getting together a fresh load of goods. For,
whether he lost or won his suit, the store had to be restocked without delay.
That evening towards eight o'clock the two men turned out of the Lowther
Arcade. The night was cold, dark and wet; and they had wound comforters round
their bare throats. They were on their way to the Mechanics' Hall, to hear a
lecture on Mesmerism. Mahony had looked forward to this all through the sorry job
of choosing soaps and candles. The subject piqued his curiosity. It was the one
drop of mental stimulant he could hope to extract from his visit. The theatre was
out of the question: if none of the actors happened to be drunk, a fair proportion
of the audience was sure to be.
Part of his pleasure this evening was due to Purdy having agreed to accompany
him. It was always a matter of regret to Mahony that, outside the hobnob of daily
life, he and his friend had so few interests in common; that Purdy should rest
content with the coarse diversions of the ordinary digger.
Then, from the black shadows of the Arcade, a woman's form detached itself, and
a hand was laid on Purdy's arm.
"Shout us a drink, old pal!"
Mahony made a quick, repellent movement of the shoulder. But Purdy, some
vagrom fancy quickened in him, either by the voice, which was not unrefined, or by
the stealthiness of the approach, Purdy turned to look.
"Come, come, my boy. We've no time to lose."
Without raising her pleasant voice, the woman levelled a volley of abuse at Mahony,
then muttered a word in Purdy's ear.
"Just half a jiff, Dick," said Purdy. "Or go ahead. -- I'll make up on you."
For a quarter of an hour Mahony aired his heels in front of a public-house. Then he
gave it up, and went on his way. But his pleasure was damped: the
inconsiderateness with which Purdy could shake him off, always had a
disconcerting effect on him. To face the matter squarely: the friendship between
them did not mean as much to Purdy as to him; the sudden impulse that had made
the boy relinquish a promising clerkship to emigrate in his wake -- into this he had
read more than it would hold. -- And, as he picked his muddy steps, Mahony agreed
with himself that the net result, for him, of Purdy's coming to the colony, had
been to saddle him with a new responsibility. It was his lot for ever to be helping
the lad out of tight places. Sometimes it made him feel unnecessarily bearish. For
Purdy had the knack, common to sunny, improvident natures, of taking everything
that was done for him for granted. His want of delicacy in this respect was
distressing. Yet, in spite of it all, it was hard to bear him a grudge for long
together. A well-meaning young beggar if ever there was one! That very day how
faithfully he had stuck at his side, assisting at dull discussions and duller
purchasings, without once obtruding his own concerns. -- And here Mahony
remembered their talk on the ride to town. Purdy had expressed the wish to settle
down and take a wife. A poor friend that would be who did not back him up in this
intention.
As he sidled into one of the front benches of a half-empty hall -- the mesmerist,
a corpse-like man in black, already surveyed its thinness from the platform with
an air of pained surprise -- Mahony decided that Purdy should have his chance.
The heavy rains of the day, and the consequent probable flooding of the Ponds and
the Marsh, would serve as an excuse for a change of route. He would go and have
a look at Purdy's sweetheart; would ride back to the diggings by way of Geelong.
IN a whitewashed parlour of "Beamish's Family Hotel" some few miles north of
Geelong, three young women, in voluminous skirts and with their hair looped low
over their ears, sat at work. Books lay open on the table before two of them; the
third was making a bookmark. Two were fair, plump, rosy, and well over twenty;
the third, pale-skinned and dark, was still a very young girl. She it was who
stitched magenta hieroglyphics on a strip of perforated cardboard.
"Do lemme see, Poll," said the eldest of the trio, and laid down her pen. "You 'ave
bin quick about it, my dear."
Polly, the brunette, freed her needle of silk and twirled the bookmark by its ribbon
ends. Spinning, the mystic characters united to form the words: "Kiss me quick."
Her companions tittered. "If ma didn't know for certain 'twas meant for your
brother John, she'd never 'ave let you make it," said the second blonde, whose
name was Jinny.
"Girls, what a lark it 'ud be to send it up to Purdy Smith, by Ned!" said the first
speaker.
Polly blushed. "Fy, Tilly! That wouldn't be ladylike."
Tilly's big bosom rose and fell in a sigh. "What's a lark never is."
Jinny giggled, agreeably scandalized: "What things you do say. Till! Don't let ma
'ear you, that's all."
"Ma be blowed! -- 'Ow does this look now, Polly?" And across the wax-cloth Tilly
pushed a copybook, in which she had laboriously inscribed a prim maxim the
requisite number of times.
Polly laid down her work and knitted her brows over the page.
"Well . . . it's better than the last one, Tilly," she said gently, averse to hurting
her pupil's feelings. "But still not quite good enough. The f's, look, should be more
like this." And taking a steel pen she made several long-tailed f's, in a tiny, pointed
hand.
Tilly yielded an ungrudging admiration. "'Ow well you do it, Poll! But I hate
writing. If only ma weren't so set on it! "
"You'll never be able to write yourself to a certain person, 'oos name I won't
mention, if you don't 'urry up and learn," said Jinny, looking sage.
"What's the odds! We've always got Poll to write for us," gave back Tilly, and lazily
stretched out a large, plump hand to recover the copybook. "A certain person'll
never know -- or not till it's too late."
"Here, Polly dear," said Jinny, and held out a book. "I know it now."
Again Polly put down her embroidery. She took the book. "Plough!" said she.
"Plough?" echoed Jinny vaguely, and turned a pair of soft, cow-like brown eyes on
the blowflies sitting sticky and sleepy round the walls of the room. "Wait a jiff . . .
lemme think! Plough ? Oh, yes, I know. P-l . . . ."
"P-l-o" prompted Polly, the speller coming to a full stop.
" P-l-o-w!" shot out Jinny, in triumph.
"Not quite right," said Polly. "It's g-h, Jinny: p-l-o-u-g-h."
"Oh, that's what I meant. I knew it right enough."
"Well, now, trough!"
"Trough?" repeated Jinny, in the same slow, vacant way.
Polly's lips all but formed the "u," to prevent the "f" she felt impending. "I'm
afraid you'll have to take it again, Jinny dear," she said reluctantly, as nothing
further was forthcoming.
"Oh, no, Poll. T-r-o-" began Jinny with fresh vigour. But before she could add a
fourth to the three letters, a heavy foot pounded down the passage, and a stout
woman, out of breath, her cap-bands flying, came bustling in and slammed the
door.
"Girls, girls, now whatever d'ye think ? 'Ere's Purdy Smith come ridin' inter the
yard, an' another gent with 'im. Scuttle along now, an' put them books away! --
Tilda, yer net's 'alf 'angin' off -- you don't want yer sweet-'eart to see you all
untidy like that, do you ? -- 'Elp 'em, Polly my dear, and be quick about it! -- H'out
with yer sewin', chicks!"
Sprung up from their seats the three girls darted to and fro. The telltale spelling
and copy-books were flung into the drawer of the chiffonier, and the key
was turned on them. Polly, her immodest sampler safely hidden at the bottom of
her workbox, was the most composed of the three; and while locks were smoothed
and collars adjusted in the adjoining bedroom, she remained behind to look out
thimbles, needles and strips of plain sewing, and to lay them naturally about the
table.
The blonde sisters reappeared, all aglow with excitement. Tilly, in particular, was in
a sad flutter.
"Girls, I simply can't face 'im in 'ere!" she declared. "It was 'ere, in this very
room, that 'e first -- you know what!"
"Nor can I," cried Jinny, catching the fever.
"Feel my 'eart, 'ow it beats," said her sister, pressing her hands, one over the
other, to her full left breast.
"Mine's every bit as bad," averred Jinny.
"I believe I shall 'ave the palpitations and faint away, if I stop 'ere."
Polly was genuinely concerned. "I'll run and call mother back."
"No, I tell you what: let's 'ide!" cried Tilly, recovering.
Jinny wavered. "But will they find us?"
"Duffer! Of course. Ma'll give 'em the 'int. -- Come on!"
Suiting the action to the word, and imitated by her sister, she scrambled over the
window sill to the verandah. Polly found herself alone. Her conscientious scrupling:
"But mother may be cross!" had passed unheeded. Now, she, too, fell into a flurry.
She could not remain there, by herself, to meet two young men, one of whom was
a stranger: steps and voices were already audible at the end of the passage. And
so, since there was nothing else for it, she clambered after her friends -- though
with difficulty; for she was not very tall.
This was why, when Mrs. Beamish flourished open the door, exclaiming in a hearty
tone: "An' 'ere you'll find 'em, gents -- sittin' at their needles, busy as bees!" the
most conspicuous object in the room was a very neat leg, clad in a white stocking
and black prunella boot, which was just being drawn up over the sill. It flashed from
sight; and the patter of running feet beat the floor of the verandah.
"Ha, ha, too late! The birds have flown," laughed Purdy, and smacked his thigh.
" Well, I declare, an' so they 'ave -- the naughty creatures!"exclaimed Mrs.
Beamish in mock dismay. "But trust you, Mr. Smith, for sayin' the right thing. Jus'
exackly like birds they are -- so shy an' scared-like. But I'll give you the 'int, gents.
They'll not be far away. Jus' you show 'em two can play at that game. -- Mr. S.,
you know the h'arbour!"
"Should say I do! Many's the time I've anchored there," cried Purdy with a guffaw.
"Come, Dick!" And crossing to the window he straddled over the frame, and
disappeared.
Reluctantly Mahony followed him.
From the verandah they went down into the vegetable-garden, where the drab and
tangled growths that had outlived the summer were beaten flat by the recent
rains. At the foot of the garden, behind a clump of gooseberry-bushes, stood an
arbour formed of a yellow buddleia. No trace of a petticoat was visible, so thick
was the leafage; but a loud whispering and tittering betrayed the fugitives.
At the apparition of the young men, who stooped to the low entrance, there was a
cascade of shrieks.
"Oh, lor, 'ow you frightened me! 'Owever did you know we were 'ere?"
"You wicked fellow! Get away, will you! I 'ate the very sight of you!" -- this from
Tilly, as Purdy, his hands on her hips, gave her a smacking kiss.
The other girls feared a like greeting; there were more squeaks and squeals, and
some ineffectual dives for the doorway. Purdy spread out his arms. "Hi, look out,
stop 'em, Dick! Now then, man, here's your chance!"
Mahony stood blinking; it was dusk inside, after the dazzle of the sun. At this
reminder of the foolish bet he had taken, he hurriedly seized the young woman who
was next him, and embraced her. It chanced to be Jinny. She screamed, and made
a feint of feeling mortally outraged. Mahony had to dodge a box on the ears.
But Purdy burst into a horselaugh, and held his sides. Without knowing why, Tilly
joined in, and Jinny, too, was infected. When Purdy could speak, he blurted out:
"Dick, you fathead! -- you jackass! -- you've mugged the wrong one."
At this clownish mirth, Mahony felt the blood boil up over ears and temples.
For an instant he stood irresolute. Did he admit the blunder, his victim would be
hurt. Did he deny it, he would save his own face at the expense of the other young
woman's feelings. So, though he could have throttled Purdy he put a bold front on
the matter.
"Carpe diem is my motto, my boy! I intend to make both young ladies pay toll."
His words were the signal for a fresh scream and flutter: the third young person
had escaped, and was flying down the path. This called for chase and capture. She
was not very agile but she knew the ground, which, outside the garden, was rocky
and uneven. For a time, she had Mahony at vantage; his heart was not in the game:
in cutting undignified capers among the gooseberry-bushes he felt as foolish as a
performing dog. Then, however, she caught her toe in her dress and stumbled. He
could not disregard the opportunity; he advanced upon her.
But two beseeching hands fended him off. "No . . . no. Please . . . oh, please,
don't!"
This was no catchpenny coquetry; it was a genuine dread of undue familiarity. A
kindred trait in Mahony's own nature rose to meet it.
"Certainly not, if it is disagreeable to you. Shall we shake hands instead?"
Two of the blackest eyes he had ever seen were raised to his, and a flushed face
dimpled. They shook hands, and he offered his arm.
Halfway to the arbour, they met the others coming to find them. The girls bore
diminutive parasols; and Purdy, in rollicking spirits, Tilly on one arm, Jinny on the
other, held Polly's above his head. On the appearance of the laggards, Jinny, who
had put her own interpretation on the misplaced kiss, prepared to free her arm;
but Purdy, winking at his friend, squeezed it to his side and held her prisoner.
Tilly buzzed a word in his ear.
"Yes, by thunder!" he ejaculated; and letting go of his companions, he spun round
like a ballet-dancer. "Ladies! Let me introduce to you my friend, Dr. Richard
Townshend-Mahony, F.R.C.S., M.D., Edinburgh, at present proprietor of the
'Diggers' Emporium,' Dead Dog Hill, Ballarat. -- Dick, my hearty, Miss Tilly
Beamish, world-famed for her sauce; Miss Jinny, renowned for her skill in casting
the eyes of sheep; and, last but not least, pretty little Polly Perkins, alias Miss
Polly Turnham, whose good deeds put those of Dorcas to the blush."
The Misses Beamish went into fits of laughter, and Tilly hit Purdy over the back
with her parasol.
But the string of letters had puzzled them, roused their curiosity.
" What'n earth do they mean ? -- Gracious! So clever! It makes me feel quite
queer."
"Y'ought to 'ave told us before 'and, Purd, so's we could 'ave studied up."
However, a walk to a cave was under discussion, and Purdy urged them on.
"Phoebus is on the wane, girls. And it's going to be damn cold to-night."
Once more with the young person called Polly as companion, Mahony followed
after. He walked in silence, listening to the rattle of the three in front. At best he
was but a poor hand at the kind of repartee demanded of their swains by these
young women; and to-day his slender talent failed him altogether, crushed by the
general tone of vulgar levity. Looking over at the horizon, which swam in a kind of
gold-dust haze below the sinking sun, he smiled thinly to himself at Purdy's ideas
of wiving.
Reminded he was not alone by feeling the hand on his arm tremble, he glanced
down at his companion; and his eye was arrested by a neatly parted head, of the
glossiest black imaginable.
He pulled himself together. "Your cousins are excellent walkers."
"Oh, yes, very. But they are not my cousins."
Mahony pricked up his ears. "But you live here?"
"Yes. I help moth . . . Mrs. Beamish in the house."
But as if, with this, she had said too much, she grew tongue-tied again; and there
was nothing more to be made of her. Taking pity on her timidity, Mahony tried to
put her at ease by talking about himself. He described his life on the diggings and
the straits to which he was at times reduced: the buttons affixed to his clothing
by means of gingerbeer-bottle wire; his periodic onslaughts on sock-darning; the
celebrated pudding it had taken him over four hours to make. And Polly,
listening to him, forgot her desire to run away. Instead, she could not help laughing
at the tales of his masculine shiftlessness. But as soon as they came in view of
the others, Tilly and Purdy sitting under one parasol on a rock by the cave, Jinny
standing and looking out rather aggressively after the loiterers, she withdrew her
arm.
"Moth . . . Mrs. Beamish will need me to help her with tea. And . . . and would you
please walk back with Jinny?"
Before he could reply, she had turned and was hurrying away.
They got home from the cave at sundown, he with the ripe Jinny hanging a dead
weight on his arm, to find tea spread in the private parlour. The table was all but
invisible under its load; and their hostess looked as though she had been parboiled
on her own kitchen fire. She sat and fanned herself with a sheet of newspaper
while, time and again, undaunted by refusals, she pressed the good things upon her
guests. There were juicy beefsteaks piled high with rings of onion, and a
barracoota, and a cold leg of mutton. There were apple-pies and jam-tarts, a dish
of curds-and-whey and a jug of custard. Butter and bread were fresh and new;
scones and cakes had just left the oven; and the great cups of tea were tempered
by pure, thick cream.
To the two men who came from diggers' fare: cold chop for breakfast, cold chop
for dinner and cold chop for tea: the meal was little short of a banquet; and few
words were spoken in its course. But the moment arrived when they could eat no
more, and when even Mrs. Beamish ceased to urge them. Pipes and pouches were
produced; Polly and Jinny rose to collect the plates, Tilly and her beau to sit on the
edge of the verandah: they could be seen in silhouette against the rising moon,
Tilly's head drooping to Purdy's shoulder.
Mrs. Beamish looked from them to Mahony with a knowing smile, and whispered
behind her hand: "I do wish those two 'ud 'urry up an' make up their minds, that I
do! I'd like to see my Tilda settled. No offence meant to young Smith. 'E's the best
o' good company. But sometimes . . . well, I cud jus' knock their 'eads together
when they sit so close, an' say: come, give over yer spoonin' an' get to business!
Either you want one another or you don't. -- I seen you watchin' our Polly, Mr.
Mahony " -- she made Mahony wince by stressing the second syllable of his
name. "Bless you, no -- no relation whatsoever. She just 'elps a bit in the 'ouse,
an' is company for the girls. We tuck 'er in a year ago -- 'er own relations 'ad
played 'er a dirty trick. Mustn't let 'er catch me sayin' so, though; she won't 'ear a
word against 'em, and that's as it should be."
Looking round, and finding Polly absent from the room, she went on to tell Mahony
how Polly's eldest brother, a ten years' resident in Melbourne, had sent to England
for the girl on her leaving school, to come out and assist in keeping his house. And
how an elder sister, who was governessing in Sydney, had chosen just this moment
to throw up her post and return to quarter herself upon the brother.
"An' so when Polly gets 'ere -- a little bit of a thing in short frocks, in charge of
the capt'n -- there was no room for 'er, an' she 'ad to look about 'er for somethin'
else to do. We tuck 'er in, an', I will say, I've never regretted it. Indeed I don't know
now, 'ow we ever got on without 'er. -- Yes, it's you I'm talkin' about, miss, singin'
yer praises, an' you needn't get as red as if you'd bin up to mischief! Pa'll say as
much for you, too."
"That I will!" said Mr. Beamish, opening his mouth for the first time except to put
food in it. "That I will," and he patted Polly's hand. " The man as gits Polly'll git a
treasure."
Polly blushed, after the helpless, touching fashion of very young creatures: the
blood stained her cheeks, mounted to her forehead, spread in a warm wave over
neck and ears. To spare her, Mahony turned his head and looked out of the window.
He would have liked to say: Run away, child, run away, and don't let them see your
confusion. Polly, however, went conscientiously about her task, and only left the
room when she had picked up her full complement of plates. -- But she did not
appear again that night.
Deserted even by Mrs. Beamish, the two men pushed back their chairs from the
table and drew tranquilly at their pipes.
The innkeeper proved an odd, misty sort of fellow, exceedingly backward at
declaring himself; it was as though each of his heavy words had to be fetched
from a distance. "No doubt about it, it's the wife that wears the breeches," was
Mahony's inward comment. And as one after another of his well-meant
remarks fell flat: "Become almost a deaf-mute, it would seem, under the eternal
female clacking."
But for each mortal there exists at least one theme to fire him. In the case of
Beamish this turned out to be the Land Question. Before the gold discovery he had
been a bush shepherd, he told Mahony, and, if he had called the tune, he would have
lived and died one. But the wife had had ambitions, the children were growing up,
and every one knew what it was when women got a maggot in their heads. There
had been no peace for him till he had chucked his twelve-year-old job and joined the
rush to Mount Alexander. But at heart he had remained a bushman; and he was
now all on the side of the squatters in their tussle with the Crown. He knew a bit,
he'd make bold to say, about the acreage needed in certain districts per head of
sheep; he could tell a tale of the risks and mischances squatting involved: "If t'aint
fire it's flood, an' if the water passes you by it's the scab or the rot." To his
thinking, the government's attempt to restrict the areas of sheep-runs, and to
give effect to the "fourteen-year-clause" which limited the tenure, were acts of
folly. The gold supply would give out as suddenly as it had begun; but sheep would
graze there till the crack of doom -- the land was fit for nothing else.
Mahony thought this point of view lopsided. No new country could hope to develop
and prosper without a steady influx of the right kind of population and this the
colony would never have, so long as the authorities, by refusing to sell them land,
made it impossible for immigrants to settle there. Why, America was but three
thousand miles distant from the old country, compared with Australia's thirteen
thousand, and in America land was to be had in plenty at five shillings per acre. As
to Mr. Beamish's idea of the gold giving out, the geological formation of the
goldfields rendered that improbable. He sympathised with the squatters, who
naturally enough believed their rights to the land inalienable; but a government
worthy of the name must legislate with an eye to the future, not for the present
alone.
Their talk was broken by long gaps. In these, the resonant voice of Mrs. Beamish
could be heard rebuking and directing her two handmaidens.
"Now then, Jinny, look alive, an' don't ack like a dyin' duck in a thunderstorm,
or you'll never get back to do your bit o' spoonin'! -- Save them bones, Polly.
Never waste an atom, my chuck -- remember that, when you've got an 'ouse of
your own! No, girls, I always says, through their stomachs, that's the shortcut to
their 'earts. The rest's on'y fal-de-lal-ing." -- On the verandah, in face of the
vasty, star-spangled night, Tilly's head had found its resting-place, and an arm lay
round her waist.
"I shall make 'im cut off 'is beard first thing," said Jinny that night: she was
sitting half-undressed on the side of a big bed, which the three girls shared with
one another.
"Um! just you wait and see if it's as easy as you think," retorted Tilly from her
pillow. Again Purdy had let slip a golden chance to put the decisive question; and
Tilly's temper was short in consequence.
"Mrs. Dr. Mahony . . . though I do wonder 'ow 'e ever keeps people from saying
Ma-hon-y," said Jinny dreamily. She, too, had spent some time in star-gazing, and
believed she had ground for hope.
"Just listen to 'er, will you!" said Tilly angrily. " Upon my word, Jinny Beamish, if
one didn't know you 'ad the 'abit of marrying yourself off to every fresh cove you
meet, one 'ud say you was downright bold!"
"You needn't talk! Every one can see you're as mad as can be because you can't
bring your old dot-and-go-one to the scratch."
"Oh, hush, Jinny" said Polly, grieved at this thrust into Tilly's open wound.
"Well, it's true. -- Oh, look 'ere now, there's not a drop o' water in this blessed jug
again. 'Oo's week is it to fill it? Tilly B., it's yours!"
"Serves you right. You can fetch it yourself."
"Think I see myself!"
Polly intervened. " I'll go for it, Jinny."
"What a little duck you are, Poll! But you shan't go alone. I'll carry the candle."
Tying on a petticoat over her bedgown, Polly took the ewer, and with Jinny as
torch-bearer set forth. There was still some noise in the public part of the house,
beside the bar; but the passage was bare and quiet. The girls crept mousily
past the room occupied by the two young men, and after several false alarms and
suppressed chirps reached the back door, and filled the jug at the tap of the
galvanised-iron tank.
The return journey was not so successful. Just as they got level with the visitors'
room, they heard feet crossing the floor. Polly started; the water splashed over
the neck of the jug, and fell with a loud plop. At this Jinny lost her head and ran
off with the candle. Polly, in a panic of fright, dived into the pantry with her
burden, and crouched down behind a tub of fermenting gingerbeer. -- And sure
enough, a minute after, the door of the room opposite was flung open and a pair
of jackboots landed in the passage.
Nor was this the worst: the door was not shut again but remained ajar. Through
the chink, Polly, shrunk to her smallest -- what if one of them should feel hungry,
and come into the pantry and discover her? -- Polly heard Purdy say with appalling
loudness: "Oh, go on, old man-don't jaw so!" He then seemed to plunge his head in
the basin, for it was with a choke and a splutter that he next inquired: "And what
did you think of the little 'un ? Wasn't I right?"
There was the chink of coins handled, and the other voice answered: "Here's what
I think. Take your money, my boy, and be done with it!"
"Dick! -- Great Snakes! Why, damn it all, man, you don't mean to tell me. . . ."
"And understand, sir, in future, that I do not make bets where a lady is
concerned."
"Oh, I know -- only on the Tilly-Jinny-sort. And yet good Lord, Dick!" -- the rest
was drowned in a bawl of laughter.
Under cover of it Polly took to her heels and fled, regardless of the open door, or
the padding of her bare feet on the boards.
Without replying to the astonished Jinny's query in respect of the water, she
climbed over Tilly to her place beside the wall, and shutting her eyes very tight,
drew the sheet over her face: it felt as though it would never be cool again. --
Hence, Jinny, agreeably wakeful, was forced to keep her thoughts to herself; for if
you lie between two people, one of whom is in a bad temper, and the other
fast asleep, you might just as well be alone in bed.
Next morning Polly alleged a headache and did not appear at breakfast. Only Jinny
and Tilly stood on the verandah of romantic memories, and ruefully waved their
handkerchiefs, keeping it up till even the forms of horses were blurred in the
distance.
His tent-home had never seemed so comfortless. He ended his solitary ride late at
night and wet to the skin; his horse had cast a shoe far from any smithy. Long Jim
alone came to the door to greet him. The shopman, on whose doltish honesty
Mahony would have staked his head, had profited by his absence to empty the
cash-box and go off on the spree. -- Even one of the cats had met its fate in an
old shaft, where its corpse still swam.
The following day, as a result of exposure and hard riding, Mahony was attacked by
dysentery; and before he had recovered, the goods arrived from Melbourne. They
had to be unloaded, at some distance from the store, conveyed there, got under
cover, checked off and arranged. This was carried out in sheets of cold rain, which
soaked the canvas walls and made it doubly hard to get about the clay tracks that
served as streets. As if this were not enough, the river in front of the house rose
-- rose, and in two twos was over its banks -- and he and Long Jim spent a night
in their clothes, helping neighbours less fortunately placed to move their
belongings into safety.
The lion's share of this work fell on him. Long Jim still carried his arm in a sling,
and was good for nothing but to guard the store and summon Mahony on the
appearance of customers. Since his accident, too, the fellow had suffered from
frequent fits of colic or cramp, and was for ever slipping off to the township to
find the spirits in which his employer refused to deal. For the unloading and
warehousing of the goods, it was true, old Ocock had loaned his sons; but the
strict watch Mahony felt bound to keep over this pretty pair far outweighed what
their help was worth to him.
Now it was Sunday evening, and for the first time for more than a week he could
call his soul his own again. He stood at the door and watched those of his
neighbours who were not Roman Catholics making for church and chapel, to
which half a dozen tinkly bells invited them. The weather had finally cleared up, and
a goodly number of people waded past him through the mire. Among them, in
seemly Sabbath dress, went Ocock, with his two black sheep at heel. The old man
was a rigid Methodist, and at a recent prayer-meeting had been moved to bear
public witness to his salvation. This was no doubt one reason why the young
scapegrace Tom's almost simultaneous misconduct had been so bitter a pill for
him to swallow: while, through God's mercy, he was become an exemplar to the
weaker brethren, a son of his made his name to stink in the nostrils of the
reputable community. Mahony liked to believe that there was good in everybody,
and thought the intolerant harshness which the boy was subjected would defeat
its end. Yet it was open to question if clemency would have answered better. " Bad
eggs, the brace of them!" had been his own verdict, after a week's trial of the
lads. One would not, the other apparently could not work. Johnny, the elder, was
dull and liverish from intemperance; and the round-faced adolescent, the news of
whose fatherhood had raced the wind, was so sheep-faced, so craven, in the
presence of his elders, that he could not say bo to a battledore. There was
something unnatural about this fierce timidity -- and the doctor in Mahony caught
a quick glimpse of the probable reverse of the picture.
But it was cold, in face of all this rain-soaked clay; cold blue-grey clouds drove
across a washed-out sky; and he still felt unwell. Returning to his living-room
where a small American stove was burning, he prepared for a quiet evening. In a
corner by the fire stood an old packing-case. He lifted the lid and thrust his hand
in: it was here he kept his books. He needed no light to see by; he knew each
volume by the feel. And after fumbling for a little among the tumbled contents, he
drew forth a work on natural science and sat down to read. But he did not get far;
his brain was tired, intractable. Lighting his pipe, he tilted back his chair, laid the
Vestiges face downwards, and put his feet on the table.
How differently bashfulness impressed one in the case of the weaker sex! There,
it was altogether pleasing. Young Ocock's gaucherie had recalled the little maid
Polly's ingenuous confusion, at finding herself the subject of conversation.
He had not once consciously thought of Polly since his return. Now, when he did so,
he found to his surprise that she had made herself quite a warm little nest in his
memory. Looked back on, she stood out in high relief against her somewhat
graceless surroundings. Small doubt she was both maidenly and refined. He also
remembered with a sensible pleasure her brisk service, her consideration for
others. What a boon it would have been, during the past week, to have a busy,
willing little woman at work, with him and for him, behind the screen! As it was, for
want of a helping hand the place was like a pigsty. He had had neither time nor
energy to clean up. The marks of hobnailed boots patterned the floor; loose mud,
and crumbs from meals, had been swept into corners or under the stretcher-bed;
while commodities that had overflowed the shop added to the disorder. Good Lord,
no! . . . no place this for a woman.
He rose and moved restlessly about, turning things over with his foot: these old
papers should be burnt, and that heap of straw-packing; those empty sardine and
coffee-tins be thrown into the refuse-pit. Scrubbed and clean, it was by no means
an uncomfortable room; and the stove drew well. He was proud of his stove; many
houses had not even a chimney. He stood and stared at it; but his thoughts were
elsewhere: he found himself trying to call to mind Polly's face. Except for a pair of
big black eyes -- magnificent eyes they seemed to him in retrospect -- he had
carried away with him nothing of her outward appearance. Yes, stay! -- her hair:
her hair was so glossy that, when the sun caught it, high lights came out on it --
so much he remembered. From this he fell to wondering whether her brain kept
pace with her nimble hands and ways. Was she stupid or clever? He could not
tolerate stupidity. And Polly had given him no chance to judge her; had hardly
opened her lips before him. What a timid little thing she was to be sure! He should
have made it his business to draw her out, by being kind and encouraging. Instead
of which he had acted towards her, he felt convinced, like an ill-mannered boor.
He did not know how it was, but he couldn't detach his thoughts from Polly this
evening: to their accompaniment he paced up and down. All of a sudden he stood
still, and gave a short, hearty laugh. He had just seen, in a kind of phantom
picture, the feet of the sisters Beamish as they sat on the verandah edge: both
young women wore flat sandal-shoes. And so that neatest of neat ankles had been
little Polly's property! For his life he loved a well-turned ankle in a woman.
A minute later he sat down at the table again. An idea had occurred to him: he
would write Polly a letter -- a letter that called for acknowledgment -- and form
an opinion of the girl from her reply. Taking a sheet of thin blue paper and a
magnum bonum pen he wrote:
Dear Miss Turnham,
I wonder if I might ask you to do me a favour? On getting back to
Ballarat, I find that the rain has spoilt my store flag. Would you be so
kind as to make me a new one? I have no lady friends here to apply to
for help, and I am sure you are clever with your needle. If you consent, I
will send you the old flag as a pattern, and stuff for the new one. My
kind regards to all at the Hotel.
Faithfully yours,
Richard Townshend-Mahony.
P.S. I have not forgotten our pleasant walk to the cave.
He went out to the post with it himself. In one hand he carried the letter, in the
other the candle-end stuck in a bottle that was known as a "Ballarat-lantern" for
it was a pitchdark night.
Trade was slack; in consequence he found the four days that had to pass before
he could hope for an answer exceptionally long. After their lapse, he twice spent
an hour at the Post Office, in a fruitless attempt to get near the little window. On
returning from the second of these absences, he found the letter waiting for him;
it had been delivered by hand.
So far good: Polly had risen to his fly! He broke the seal.
Dear Sir,
I shall be happy to help you with your new flag if I am able. Will you kindly send the
old one and the stuff down by my brother, who is coming to see me on Saturday.
He is working at Rotten Gully, and his name is Ned. I do not know if I sew well
enough to please you, but I will do my best.
I remain,
Yours truly,
Mary Turnham.
Mahony read, smiled and laid the letter down -- only to pick it up again. It pleased
him, did this prim little note: there was just the right shade of formal reserve
about it. Then he began to study particulars: grammar and spelling were correct;
the penmanship was in the Italian style, minute, yet flowing, the letters dowered
with generous loops and tails. But surely he had seen this writing before? By
Jupiter, yes! This was the hand of the letter Purdy had shown him on the road to
Melbourne. The little puss! So she not only wrote her own letters, but those of her
friends as well. In that case she was certainly not stupid for she was much the
youngest of the three.
To-day was Thursday. Summoning Long Jim from his seat behind the counter,
Mahony dispatched him to Rotten Gully, with an injunction not to show himself till
he had found a digger of the name of Turnham. And having watched Jim set out, at
a snail's pace and murmuring to himself, Mahony went into the store, and
measured and cut off material for the new flag, from two different coloured rolls
of stuff.
It was ten o'clock that night before Polly's brother presented himself. Mahony met
him at the door and drew him in: the stove crackled, the room was swept and
garnished -- he flattered himself that the report on his habitat would be a
favourable one. Ned's appearance gave him a pleasant shock: it was just as if Polly
herself, translated into male terms, stood before him. No need, now, to cudgel his
brains for her image! In looking at Ned, he looked again at Polly. The wide-awake
off, the same fine, soft, black hair came to light -- here, worn rather long and
curly -- the same glittering black eyes, ivory-white skin, short, straight nose; and,
as he gazed, an offshoot of Mahony's consciousness wondered from what quarter
this middle-class English family fetched its dark, un-English strain.
In the beginning he exerted himself to set the lad at ease. He soon saw, however,
that he might spare his pains. Though clearly not much more than eighteen
years old, Ned Turnharn had the aplomb and assurance of double that age. Lolling
back in the single armchair the room boasted, he more than once stretched out
his hand and helped himself from the sherry bottle Mahony had placed on the
table. And the disparity in their ages notwithstanding, there was no trace of
deference in his manner. Or the sole hint of it was: he sometimes smothered a
profane word, or apologised, with a winning smile, for an oath that had slipped out
unawares. Mahony could not accustom him self to the foul language that formed
the diggers' idiom. Here, in the case of Polly's brother, he sought to overlook the
offence, or to lay the blame for it on other shoulders: at his age, and alone, the
boy should never have been plunged into this Gehenna.
Ned talked mainly of himself and his doings. But other facts also transpired, of
greater interest to his hearer. Thus Mahony learned that, out of a family of nine,
four had found their way to the colony, and a fifth was soon to follow -- a mere
child this, on the under side of fifteen. He gathered, too, that the eldest brother,
John by name, was regarded as a kind of Napoleon by the younger fry. At thirty,
this John was a partner in the largest wholesale dry-goods' warehouse in
Melbourne. He had also married money, and intended in due course to stand for the
Legislative Council. Behind Ned's windy bragging Mahony thought he discerned
tokens of a fond, brotherly pride. If this were so, the affair had its pathetic side;
for, from what the boy said, it was evident that the successful man of business
held his relatives at arm's length. And as Ned talked on, Mahony conceived John to
himself as a kind of electro-magnet, which, once it had drawn these lesser
creatures after it, switched off the current and left them to their own devices.
Ned, young as he was, had tried his hand at many trades. At present he was
working as a hired digger; but this, only till he could strike a softer job. Digging
was not for him, thank you; what you earned at it hardly repaid you for the sweat
you dripped. His every second word, indeed, was of how he could amass most
money with the minimum of bodily exertion.
This calculating, unyouthful outlook was repugnant to Mahony, and for all his
goodwill, the longer he listened to Ned, the cooler he felt himself grow.
Another disagreeable impression was left by the grudging,
if-nothing-better-turns-up fashion, in which Ned accepted an impulsive offer on his
part to take him into the store. It was made on the spur of the moment, and
Mahony had qualms about it while his words were still warm on the air, realizing
that the overture was aimed, not at Ned in person, but at Ned as Polly's brother.
But his intuition did not reconcile him to Ned's luke-warmness; he would have
preferred a straight refusal. The best trait he could discover in the lad was his
affection for his sister. This seemed genuine: he was going to see her again --
getting a lift halfway, tramping the other twenty odd miles -- at the end of the
week. Perhaps though, in the case of such a young opportunist, the thought of
Mrs. Beamish's lavish board played no small part; for Ned had a rather lean,
underfed look. But this only occurred to Mahony afterwards. Then, his chief
vexation was with himself: it would have been kinder to set a dish of solid food
before the boy, in place of the naked sherry-bottle. But as usual, his hospitable
leanings came too late.
One thing more. As he lighted Ned and his bundle of stuff through the shop, he was
impelled to slip a coin into the boy's hand, with a murmured apology for the trouble
he had put him to. And a something, the merest nuance in Ned's manner of
receiving and pocketing the money, flashed the uncomfortable suspicion through
the giver's mind that it had been looked for, expected. And this was the most
unpleasant touch of all.
But, bless his soul! did not most large families include at least one poorish
specimen? -- he had got thus far, by the time he came to wind up his watch for
the night. And next day he felt sure he had judged Ned over-harshly. His first
impressions of people -- he had had occasion to deplore the fact before now --
were apt to be either dead white or black as ink; the web of his mind took on no
half tints. The boy had not betrayed any actual vices; and time might be trusted
to knock the bluster out of him. With this reflection Mahony dismissed Ned from
his mind. He had more important things to think of, chief among which was his own
state with regard to Ned's sister. And during the fortnight that followed he went
about making believe to weigh this matter, to view it from every coign; for it did
not suit him, even in secret, to confess to the vehemence with which, when
he much desired a thing, his temperament knocked flat the hurdles of reason. The
truth was, his mind was made up -- and had been, all along. At the earliest
possible opportunity, he was going to ask Polly to be his wife.
Doubts beset him of course. How could he suppose that a girl who knew nothing of
him, who had barely seen him, would either want or consent to marry him ? And
even if -- for "if's" were cheap -- she did say yes, would it be fair of him to take
her out of a comfortable home, away from friends -- such as they were! -- of her
own sex, to land her in these crude surroundings, where he did not know a decent
woman to bear her company ? Yet there was something to be said for him, too. He
was very lonely. Now that Purdy had gone he was reduced, for society, to the Long
Jims and Ococks of the place. What would he not give, once more to have a refined
companion at his side ? Certainly marriage might postpone the day on which he
hoped to shake the dust of Australia off his feet. Life a' deux would mean a
larger outlay; saving not prove so easy. Still it could be done; and he would gladly
submit to the delay if, by doing so, he could get Polly. Besides, if this new
happiness came to him, it would help him to see the years he had spent in the
colony in a truer and juster light. And then, when the hour of departure did strike,
what a joy to have a wife to carry with one -- a Polly to rescue, to restore to
civilisation!
He had to remind himself more than once, during this fortnight, that she would be
able to devote only a fraction of her day to flagmaking. But he was at the end of
his tether by the time a parcel and a letter were left for him at the store -- again
by hand: little Polly had plainly no sixpences to spare. The needlework as perfect,
of course; he hardly glanced at it, even when he had opened and read the letter.
This was of the same decorous nature as the first. Polly returned a piece of stuff
that had remained over. He had really sent material enough for two flags, she
wrote; but she had not wished to keep him waiting so long. And then, in a
postscript:
Mr. Smith was here last Sunday. I am to say Mrs. Beamish would be very
pleased if you also would call again to see us.
He ran the flag up to the top of his forty-foot staff and wrote:--
What I want to know, Miss Polly, is, would you be glad to see me?
But Polly was not to be drawn.
We should all be very pleased.
Some days previously Mahony had addressed a question to, Henry Ocock. With this
third letter from Polly, he held the lawyer's answer in his hand. It was
unsatisfactory.
Yourself ats. Bolliver. We think that action will be set down for trial in
about six weeks' time. In these circumstances we do not think any useful
purpose will be served by you calling to see us until this is done. We
should be glad if you would call after the action is entered.
Six weeks' time? The man might as well have said a year. And meanwhile Purdy
was stealing a march on him, was paying clandestine visits to Geelong. Was it
conceivable that anyone in his five senses could prefer Tilly to Polly? It was not. In
the clutch of a sudden fear Mahony went to Bath's and ordered a horse for the
following morning.
This time he left his store in charge of a young consumptive, whose plight had
touched his heart: the poor fellow was stranded on Ballarat without a farthing,
having proved, like many another of his physique, quite unfit for work on the
diggings. A strict Baptist this Hempel, and one who believed hell-fire would be his
portion if he so much as guessed at the "plant" of his employer's cash-box. He
also pledged his word to bear and forbear with Long Jim. The latter saw himself
superseded with an extreme bad grace, and was in no hurry to find a new job.
Mahony's nag was in good condition, and he covered the distance in a trifle over six
hours.
He had evidently hit on the family washing-day. The big boiler in the yard belched
clouds of steam; the female inmates of the Hotel were gathered in the out-house:
he saw them through the door as he rode in at the gate. All three girls stood
before tubs, their sleeves rolled up, their arms in the lather. At his
apparition there was a characteristic chorus of cheeps and shrills and the door
was banged to. Mrs. Beamish alone came out to greet him. She was moist and
blown, and smelt of soap.
Not in a mood to mince matters, he announced straightway the object of his visit.
He was prepared for some expression of surprise on the part of the good woman;
but the blend of sheep-faced amazement and uncivil incredulity to which she
subjected him made him hot and angry; and he vouchsafed no further word of
explanation.
Mrs. Beamish presently so far recovered as to be able to finish wiping the suds
from her fat red arms.
Thereafter, she gave way to a very feminine weakness.
"Well, and now I come to think of it, I'm blessed if I didn't suspeck somethin' of it,
right from the first! Why, didn't I say to Beamish, with me own lips, 'ow you
couldn't 'ardly take your eyes off 'er? Well, well, I'm sure I wish you every
'appiness -- though 'ow we're h'ever goin' to get on without Polly, I reelly don't
know. Don't I wish it 'ad bin one o' my two as 'ad tuck your fancy -- that's all!
Between you an' me, I don't believe a blessed thing's goin' to come of all young
Smith's danglin' round. An' Polly's still a bit young -- only just turned sixteen. Not
as she's any the worse o' that though; you'll get 'er h'all the easier into your ways.
An' now I mus' look smart, an' get you a bite o' somethin' after your ride."
In vain did Mahony assure her that he had lunched on the road. He did not know
Mrs. Beamish. He was forced not only to sit down to the meal she spread, but also,
under her argus eye, to eat of it.
When after a considerable delay Polly at length appeared, she had removed all
traces of the tub. The hand was cold that he took in his, as he asked her if she
would walk with him to the cave.
This time, she trembled openly. Like a lamb led to the slaughter, he thought,
looking down at her with tender eyes. Small doubt that vulgar creature
within-doors had betrayed him to Polly, and exaggerated the ordeal that lay before
her. When once she was his wife he would not consent to her remaining intimate
with people of the Beamishes' kidney: what a joy to get her out of their
clutches! Nor should she spoil her pretty shape by stooping over a wash-tub.
In his annoyance he forgot to moderate his pace. Polly had to trip many small
steps to keep up with him. When they reached the entrance to the cave, she was
flushed and out of breath.
Mahony stood and looked down at her. How young she was . . . how young and
innocent! Every feature of her dear little face still waited, as it were, for the
strokes of time's chisel. It should be the care of his life that none but the
happiest lines were graved upon its precious surface.
"Polly," he said, fresh from his scrutiny. "Polly, I'm not going to beat about the
bush with you. I think you know I came here to-day only to see you."
Polly's head drooped further forward; now, the rim of her bonnet hid her face.
"You aren't afraid of me, are you, Polly?"
Oh, no, she was not afraid.
"Nor have you forgotten me?"
Polly choked a little, in her attempt to answer. She could not tell him that she had
carried his letters about with her by day, and slept with them under her pillow;
that she knew every word in them by heart, and had copied and practised the bold
flourish of the Dickens-like signature; that she had never let his name cross her
lips; that she thought him the kindest, handsomest, cleverest man in the world,
and would willingly have humbled herself to the dust before him: all this boiled and
bubbled in her, as she brought forth her poor little "no."
"Indeed, I hope not," went on Mahony. "Because, Polly, I've come to ask you if you
will be my wife."
Rocks, trees, hills, suddenly grown tipsy, went see-sawing round Polly, when she
heard these words said. She shut her eyes, and hid her face in her hands. Such
happiness seemed improbable -- was not to be grasped. "Me ? . . . your wife?" she
stammered through her fingers.
"Yes, Polly. Do you think you could learn to care for me a little, my dear? No, don't
be in a hurry to answer. Take your own time."
But she needed none. With what she felt to be a most unmaidenly
eagerness, yet could not subdue, she blurted out: "I know I could. I ... I do."
"Thank God!" said Mahony. "Thank God for that!"
He let his arms fall to his sides; he found he had been holding them stiffly out
from him. He sat down. "And now take away your hands, Polly, and let me see your
face. Don't be ashamed of showing me what you feel. This is a sacred moment for
us. We are promising to take each other, you know, for richer for poorer, for
better for worse -- as the good old words have it. And I must warn you, my dear,
you are not marrying a rich man. I live in a poor, rough place, and have only a poor
home to offer you. Oh, I have had many scruples about asking you to leave your
friends to come and share it with me, Polly my love!"
"I'm not afraid. I am strong. I can work."
"And I shall take every care of you. Please God, you will never regret your choice."
They were within sight of the house where they sat; and Mahony imagined rude,
curious eyes. So he did not kiss her. Instead, he drew her arm though his, and
together they paced up and down the path they had come by, while he laid his plans
before her, and confessed to the dreams he had dreamt of their wedded life. It
was a radiant afternoon in the distance the sea lay deep blue, with turquoise
shallows; a great white bird of a ship, her canvas spread to the breeze, was
making for . . . why, to-day he did not care whether for port or for "home"; the
sun went down in a blaze behind a bank of emerald green. And little Polly agreed
with everything he said -- was all one lovely glow of acquiescence. He thought no
happier mortal than himself trod the earth.
MAHONY remained at the Hotel till the following afternoon, then walked to Geelong
and took the steam-packet to Melbourne. The object of his journey was to ask Mr.
John Turnham's formal sanction to his marriage. Polly accompanied him a little
way on his walk. And whenever he looked back he saw her standing fluttering her
handkerchief -- a small, solitary figure on the bare, red road.
He parted from her with a sense of leaving his most precious possession behind,
so close had words made the tie. On the other hand, he was not sorry to be out of
range for a while of the Beamish family's banter. This had set in, the evening
before, as soon as he and Polly returned to the house -- pacing the deck of the
little steamer, he writhed anew at the remembrance. Jokes at their expense had
been cracked all through supper: his want of appetite, for instance, was the
subject of a dozen crude insinuations; and this, though everyone present knew
that he had eaten a hearty meal not two hours previously; had been kept up till he
grew stony and savage, and Polly, trying hard not to mind but red to the rims of
her ears, slipped out of the room. Supper over, Mrs. Bearnish announced in a loud
voice that the verandah was at the disposal of the "turtle-doves." She no doubt
expected them to bill and coo in public, as Purdy and Matilda had done. On edge at
the thought, he drew Polly into the comparative seclusion of the garden. Here they
strolled up and down, their promenade bounded at the lower end by the
dense-leaved arbour under which they had first met. In its screening shadow he
took the kiss he had then been generous enough to forgo.
"I think I loved you, Polly, directly I saw you."
In the distance a clump of hills rose steep and bare from the waste land by the
sea's edge -- he could see them at this moment as he leant over the taffrail: with
the sun going down behind them they were the colour of smoked glass. Last night
they had been white with moonlight, which lay spilled out upon them like milk.
Strange old hills! Standing there unchanged, unshaken, from time immemorial, they
made the troth that had been plighted under their shield seem pitifully frail. And
yet. . . . The vows which Polly and he had found so new, so wonderful; were not
these, in truth, as ancient as the hills themselves, and as undying? Countless
generations of human lovers had uttered them. The lovers passed, but the pledges
remained: had put on immortality.
In the course of their talk it leaked out that Polly would not feel comfortable till
her choice was ratified by brother John.
"I'm sure you will like John; he is so clever."
"I shall like everyone belonging to you, my Polly!"
As she lost her shyness Mahony made the discovery that she laughed easily, and
was fond of a jest. Thus, when he admitted to her that he found it difficult to
distinguish one fair, plump, sister Beamish from the other; that they seemed to
him as much alike as two firm, pink-ribbed mushrooms, the little woman was
hugely tickled by his his masculine want of perception. "Why, Jinny has brown eyes
and Tilly blue!"
What he did not know, and what Polly did not confess to him, was that much of her
merriment arose from sheer lightness of heart. -- She, silly goose that she was!
who had once believed Jinny to be the picked object of his attentions.
But she grew serious again: could he tell her, please, why Mr. Smith wrote so
seldom to Tilly? Poor Tilly was unhappy at his long silences -- fretted over them in
bed at night.
Mahony made excuses for Purdy, urging his unsettled mode of life. But it pleased
him to see that Polly took sides with her friend, and loyally espoused her cause.
No, there had not been a single jarring note in all their intercourse; each moment
had made the dear girl dearer to him. Now, worse luck, forty odd miles were
between them again.
It had been agreed that he should call at her brother's private house, towards five
o'clock in the afternoon. He had thus to kill time for the better part of the next
day. His first visit was to a jeweller's in Great Collins Street. Here, he pushed aside
a tray of showy diamonds -- a successful digger was covering the fat, red hands
of his bride with them -- and chose a slender, discreetly chased setting,
containing three small stones. No matter what household duties fell to Polly's
share, this little ring would not be out of place on her finger.
From there he went to the last address Purdy had given him; only to find that the
boy had again disappeared. Before parting from Purdy, the time before, he had
lent him half the purchase-money for a horse and dray, thus enabling him to carry
out an old scheme of plying for hire at the city wharf. According to the landlord of
the "Hotel Vendome," to whom Mahony was referred for fuller information, Purdy
had soon tired of this job, and selling dray and beast for what he could get had
gone off on a new rush to "Simson's Diggings" or the "White Hills." Small wonder
Miss Tilly was left languishing for news of him.
Pricked by the nervous disquietude of those who have to do with the law, Mahony
next repaired to his solicitor's office. But Henry Ocock was closeted with a more
important client. This, Grindle the clerk, whom he met on the stairs, informed him,
with an evident relish, and with some hidden, hinted meaning in the corners of his
shifty little eyes. It was lost on Mahony, who was not the man to accept hints
from a stranger.
The hour was on lunch-time; Grindle proposed that they should go together to a
legal chop-house, which offered prime value for your money, and where, over the
meal, he would give Mahony the latest news of his suit. At a loss how to get
through the day, the latter followed him -- he was resolved, too, to practise
economy from now on. But when he sat down to a dirty cloth and fly-spotted cruet
he regretted his compliance. Besides, the news Grindle was able to give him
amounted to nothing; the case had not budged since last he heard of it. Worse still
was the clerk's behaviour. For after lauding the cheapness of the establishment,
Grindle disputed the price of each item on the "meenew," and, when he came to
pay his bill, chuckled over having been able to diddle the waiter of a penny.
He was plainly one of those who feel the constant need of an audience. And since
there was no office-boy present, for him to dazzle with his wit, he applied himself
to demonstrating to his table-companion what a sad, sad dog he was.
"Women are the deuce, sir," he asserted, lying back in his chair and sending two
trails of smoke from his nostrils. "The very deuce! You should hear my
governor on the subject! He'd tickle your ears for you. Look here, I'll give you the
tip: this move, you know, to Ballarat, that he's drivin' at: what'ull you bet me there
isn't a woman in the case? Fact! 'Pon my word there is. And a devilish fine woman,
too!" He shut one eye and laid a finger along his nose. "You won't blow the gab? --
that's why you couldn't have your parleyvoo this morning. When milady comes to
town H. O.'s non est as long as she's here. And she with a hubby of her own, too!
What 'ud our old pa say to that, eh?"
Mahony, who could draw in his feelers no further than he had done, touched the
limit of his patience. "My connexion with Mr. Ocock is a purely business one. I have
no intention of trespassing on his private affairs, or of having them thrust upon
me. Carver, my bill!"
Bowing distantly he stalked out of the eating-house and back to the "Criterion,"
where he dined. "So much for a maiden attempt at economy!"
Towards five o'clock he took his seat in an omnibus that plied between the city and
the seaside suburb of St. Kilda, three miles off. A cool breeze went; the hoofs of
the horses beat a rataplan on the hard surface; the great road, broad enough to
make three of, was alive with smart gigs and trotters.
St. Kilda was a group of white houses facing the Bay. Most were o' weatherboard
with brick chimneys; but there were also a few of a more solid construction.
Mahony's goal was one of these: a low, stone villa surrounded by verandahs, in the
midst of tasteful grounds. The drive up to the door led through a shrubbery,
artfully contrived of the native ti-tree; behind the house stretched kitchen and
fruit-gardens. Many rare plants grew in the beds. There was a hedge of geraniums
close on fifteen feet high.
His knock was answered by a groom, who made a saucy face: Mr. Turnham and his
lady were attending the Governor's ball this evening and did not receive. Mahony
insisted on the delivery of his visiting-card. And since the servant still blocked the
entrance he added: "Inform your master, my man, that I am the bearer of a
message from his sister, Miss Mary Turnham."
The man shut him out, left him standing on the verandah. After a lengthy
absence, he returned, and with a "Well, come along in then!" opened the door of a
parlour. This was a large room, well furnished in horsehair and rep. Wax-lights
stood on the mantelpiece before a gilt-framed pierglass; coloured prints hung on
the walls.
While Mahony was admiring the genteel comfort to which he had long been a
stranger, John Turnham entered the room. He had a quiet tread, but took
determined strides at the floor. In his hand he held Mahony's card, and he looked
from Mahony to it and back again.
"To what do I owe the pleasure, Mr. . . . er . . . Mahony?" he asked, refreshing his
memory with a glance at the pasteboard. He spoke in the brusque tone of one
accustomed to run through many applicants in the course of an hour. "I
understand that you make use of my sister Mary's name." And, as Mahony did not
instantly respond, he snapped out: "My time is short, sir!"
A tinge of colour mounted to Mahony's cheeks. He answered with equal stiffness:
"That is so. I come from Mr. William Beamish's 'Family Hotel,' and am
commissioned to bring you your sister's warm love and regards."
John Turnham bowed; and waited.
"I have also to acquaint you with the fact," continued Mahony, gathering hauteur
as he went, "that the day before yesterday I proposed marriage to your sister,
and that she did me the honour of accepting me."
"Ah, indeed!" said John Turnham, with a kind of ironic snort. "And may I ask on
what ground you -- "
"On the ground, sir, that I have a sincere affection for Miss Turnham, and believe
it lies in my power to make her happy."
"Of that, kindly allow me to judge. My sister is a mere child -- too young to know
her own mind. Be seated."
To a constraining, restraining vision of little Polly, Mahony obeyed, stifling the near
retort that she was not too young to earn her living among strangers. The two
men faced each other on opposite sides of the table. John Turnham had the same
dark eyes and hair, the same short, straight nose as his brother and sister, but
not their exotic pallor. His skin was bronzed; and his large, scarlet mouth
supplied a vivid dash of colour. He wore bushy side-whiskers.
"And now, Mr. Mahony, I will ask you a blunt question. I receive letters regularly
from my sister, but I cannot recall her ever having mentioned your name. Who and
what are you?"
"Who am I?" flared up Mahony. "A gentleman like yourself, sir! -- though a poor
one. As for Miss Turnham not mentioning me in her letters, that is easily
explained. I only had the pleasure of making her acquaintance five or six weeks
ago."
"You are candid," said Polly's brother, and smiled without unclosing his lips. "But
your reply to my question tells me nothing. May I ask what . . . er . . . under what .
. . er . . . circumstances you came out to the colony, in the first instance?"
"No, sir, you may not!" cried Mahony, and flung up from his seat; he scented a
deadly insult in the question.
"Come, come, Mr. Mahony," said Turnham in a more conciliatory tone. "Nothing is
gained by being techy. And my inquiry is not unreasonable. You are an entire
stranger to me; my sister has known you but for a few weeks, and is a young and
inexperienced girl into the bargain. You tell me you are a gentleman. Sir! I had as
lief you said you were a blacksmith. In this grand country of ours, where progress
is the watchword, effete standards and dogging traditions must go by the board.
Grit is of more use to us than gentility. Each single bricklayer who unships serves
the colony better than a score of gentlemen."
"In that I am absolutely not at one with you, Mr. Turnham," said Mahony coldly. He
had sat down again, feeling rather ashamed of his violence. "Without a leaven of
refinement, the very raw material of which the existing population is composed --
"
But Turnham interrupted him. "Give 'em time, sir, give 'em time. God bless my
soul! Rome wasn't built in a day. But to resume. I have repeatedly had occasion to
remark in what small stead the training that fits a man for a career in the old
country stands him here. And that is why I am dissatisfied with your reply. Show
me your muscles, sir, give me a clean bill of health, tell me if you have learnt a
trade and can pay your way. See, I will be frank with you. The position I occupy
to-day I owe entirely to my own efforts. I landed in the colony ten years ago,
when this marvellous city of ours was little more than a village settlement. I had
but five pounds in my pocket. To-day I am a partner in my firm, and intend, if all
goes well, to enter parliament. Hence I think I may, without presumption, judge
what makes for success here, and of the type of man to attain it. Work, hard
work, is the key to all doors. So convinced am I of this, that I have insisted on the
younger members of my family learning betimes to put their shoulders to the
wheel. Now, Mr. Mahony, I have been open with you. Be equally frank with me. You
are an Irishman?"
Candour invariably disarmed Mahony -- even lay a little heavy on him, with the
weight of an obligation. He retaliated with a light touch of self-depreciation. "An
Irishman, sir, in a country where the Irish have fallen, and not without reason, into
general disrepute."
Over a biscuit and a glass of sherry he gave a rough outline of the circumstances
that had led to his leaving England, two years previously, and of his dismayed
arrival in what he called "the cesspool of 1852".
"Thanks to the rose-water romance of the English press, many a young man of my
day was enticed away from a modest competency, to seek his fortune here, where
it was pretended that nuggets could be gathered like cabbages -- I myself threw
up a tidy little country practice. . . . I might mention that medicine was my
profession. It would have given me intense satisfaction, Mr. Turnham, to see one
of those glib journalists in my shoes, or the shoes of some of my messmates on
the Ocean Queen. There were men aboard that ship, sir, who were reduced to
beggary before they could even set foot on the road to the north. Granted it is
the duty of the press to encourage emigration -- "
"Let the press be, Mahony," said Turnham: he had sat back, crossed his legs, and
put his thumbs in his armholes. "Let it be. What we need here is colonists -- small
matter how we get 'em."
Having had his say, Mahony scamped the recital of his own sufferings: the
discomforts of the month he had been forced to spend in Melbourne getting his
slender outfit together; the miseries of the tramp to Ballarat on delicate unused
feet, among the riff-raff of nations, under a wan December sky, against
which the trunks of the gum-trees rose whiter still, and out of which blazed a
copper sun with a misty rim. He scamped, too, his six-months' attempt at digging
-- he had been no more fit for the work than a child. Worn to skin and bone, his
small remaining strength sucked out by dysentery, he had in the end bartered his
last pinch of gold-dust for a barrow-load of useful odds and ends; and this had
formed the nucleus of his store. Here, fortune had smiled on him; his flag hardly
set a-flying custom had poured in, business gone up by leaps and bounds --
"Although I have never sold so much as a pint of spirits, sir!" His profits for the
past six months equalled a clear three hundred, and he had most of this to the
good. With a wife to keep, expenses would naturally be heavier; but he should
continue to lay by every spare penny, with a view to getting back to England.
"You have not the intention, then, of remaining permanently in the colony?"
"Not the least in the world."
"H'm," said John: he was standing on the hearthrug now, his legs apart. "That, of
course, puts a different complexion on the matter. Still, I may say I am entirely
reassured by what you have told me -- entirely so. Indeed, you must allow me to
congratulate you on the good sense you displayed in striking while the iron was
hot. Many a one of your medical brethren, sir, would have thought it beneath his
dignity to turn shopkeeper. And now, Mr. Mahony, I will wish you good day; we shall
doubtless meet again before very long. Nay, one moment! There are cases, you will
admit, in which a female opinion is not without value. Besides, I should be pleased
for you to see my wife."
He crossed the hall, tapped at a door and cried: "Emma, my love, will you give us
the pleasure of your company?"
In response to this a lady entered, whom Mahony thought one of the most
beautiful women he had ever seen. She carried a yearling infant in her arms, and
with one hand pressed its pale flaxen poll against the rich, ripe corn of her own
hair, as if to dare comparison. Her cheeks were of a delicate rose pink.
"My love," said Turnham -- and one felt that the word was no mere flower of
speech. "My love, here is someone who wishes to marry our Polly."
"To marry our Polly?" echoed the lady, and smiled a faint, amused smile --
it was as though she said: to marry this infant that I bear on my arm. "But Polly is
only a little girl!"
"My very words, dearest. And too young to know her own mind."
"But you will decide for her, John."
John hung over his beautiful wife, wheeled up an easy chair, arranged her in it,
placed a footstool. "Pray, pray, do not overfatigue yourself, Emma! That child is
too heavy for you," he objected, as the babe made strenuous efforts to kick itself
to its feet. "You know I do not approve of you carrying it yourself."
"Nurse is drinking tea."
"But why do I keep a houseful of domestics if one of the others cannot
occasionally take her place?"
He made an impetuous step towards the bell. Before he could reach it there came
a thumping at the door, and a fluty voice cried: "Lemme in, puppa, lemme in!"
Turnham threw the door open, and admitted a sturdy two-year-old, whom he led
forward by the hand. "My son," he said, not without pride. Mahony would have
coaxed the child to him; but it ran to its mother, hid its face in her lap.
Forgetting the bell John struck an attitude. "What a picture!" he exclaimed. "What
a picture! My love, I positively must carry out my intention of having you painted in
oils, with the children round you. -- Mr. Mahony, sir, have you ever seen anything
to equal it?"
Though his mental attitude might have been expressed by a note of exclamation,
set ironically, Mahony felt constrained to second Turnham's enthusiasm. And it
was indeed a lovely picture: the gracious, golden-haired woman, whose figure had
the amplitude, her gestures the almost sensual languor of the young nursing
mother; the two children fawning at her knee, both ash-blond, with vivid scarlet
lips. -- "It helps one," thought Mahony, "to understand the mother-worship of
primitive peoples."
The nursemaid summoned and the children borne off, Mrs. Emma exchanged a few
amiable words with the visitor, then obeyed with an equally good grace her
husband's command to rest for an hour, before dressing for the ball.
Having escorted her to another room, Turnham came back rubbing his hands. "I
am pleased to be able to tell you, Mr. Mahony, that your suit has my wife's
approval. You are highly favoured! Emma is not free with her liking." Then, in a
sudden burst of effusion: "I could have wished you the pleasure, sir, of seeing my
wife in evening attire. She will make a furore again; no other woman can hold a
candle to her in a ballroom. To-night is the first time since the birth of our second
child that she will grace a public entertainment with her presence; and
unfortunately her appearance will be a brief one, for the infant is not yet wholly
weaned." He shut the door and lowered his voice. "You have had some experience
of doctoring, you say; I should like a word with you in your medical capacity. The
thing is this. My wife has persisted, contrary to my wishes, in suckling both
children herself."
"Quite right, too," said Mahony. "In a climate like this their natural food is
invaluable to babes."
"Exactly, quite so," said Turnham, with a hint of impatience. "And in the case of
the first child, I made due allowance: a young mother. . . the novelty of the thing. .
. you understand. But with regard to the second, I must confess I -- How long, sir,
in your opinion, can a mother continue to nurse her babe without injury to herself?
It is surely harmful if unduly protracted? I have observed dark lines about my
wife's eyes, and she is losing her fine complexion. -- Then you confirm my fears. I
shall assert my authority without delay, and insist on separation from the child. --
Ah! women are strange beings, Mr. Mahony, strange beings, as you are on the high
road to discovering for yourself."
Mahony returned to town on foot, the omnibus having ceased to run. As he walked
-- at a quick pace, and keeping a sharp look-out; for the road was notoriously
unsafe after dark -- he revolved his impressions of the interview. He was glad it
was over, and, for Polly's sake, that it had passed off satisfactorily. It had made a
poor enough start: at one moment he had been within an ace of picking up his hat
and stalking out. But he found it difficult at the present happy crisis to bear a
grudge -- even if it had not been a proved idiosyncrasy of his, always to let
a successful finish erase a bad beginning. None the less, he would not have
belonged to the nation he did, had he not indulged in a caustic chuckle and a pair of
good-humoured pishes and pshaws, at Turnham's expense. "Like a showman in
front of his booth!"
Then he thought again of the domestic scene he had been privileged to witness,
and grew grave. The beautiful young woman and her children might have served as
model for a Holy Family -- some old painter's dream of a sweet benign Madonna;
the trampling babe as the infant Christ; the upturned face of the little John
adoring. No place this for the scoffer. Apart from the mere pleasure of the eye,
there was ample justification for Turnham's transports. Were they not in the
presence of one of life's sublimest mysteries -- that of motherhood? Not alone
the lovely Emma: no; every woman who endured the rigours of childbirth, to bring
forth an immortal soul, was a holy figure.
And now for him, too, as he had been reminded, this wonder was to be worked.
Little Polly as the mother of his children -- what visions the words conjured up!
But he was glad Polly was just Polly, and not the peerless creature he had seen.
John Turnham's fears would never be his -- this jealous care of a transient bodily
beauty. Polly was neither too rare nor too fair for her woman's lot; and, please
God, the day would come when he would see her with a whole cluster of little ones
round her -- little dark-eyed replicas of herself. She, bless her, should dandle and
cosset them to her heart's content. Her joy in them would also be his.
HE sawed, planed, hammered; curly shavings dropped and there was a pleasant
smell of sawdust. Much had to be done to make the place fit to receive Polly. A
second outhouse was necessary, to hold the surplus goods and do duty as a
sleeping-room for Long Jim and Hempel: the lean-to the pair had occupied till now
was being converted into a kitchen. At great cost and trouble, Mahony had some
trees felled and brought in from Warrenheip. With them he put up a rude fence
round his backyard, interlacing the lopped boughs from post to post, so that they
formed a thick and leafy screen. He also filled in the disused shaft that had
served as a rubbish-hole, and chose another, farther off, which would be less
malodorous in the summer heat. Finally, a substantial load of firewood carted in,
and two snakes that had made the journey in hollow logs dispatched, Long Jim was
set down to chop and split the wood into a neat pile. Polly would need but to walk
to and from the woodstack for her firing.
Indoors he made equal revolution. That her ears should not be polluted by the
language of the customers, he ran up a partition between living-room and store,
thus cutting off the slab-walled portion of the house, with its roof of stringy-bark,
from the log-and-canvas front. He also stopped with putty the worst gaps
between the slabs. At Ocock's Auction Rooms he bought a horsehair sofa to
match his armchair, a strip of carpet, a bed, a washhand-stand and a
looking-glass, and tacked up a calico curtain before the window. His books, fetched
out of the wooden case, were arranged on a brand-new set of shelves; and, when
all was done and he stood back to admire his work, it was borne in on him afresh
with how few creature-comforts he had hitherto existed. Plain to see now, why he
had preferred to sit out-of-doors rather than within! Now, no one on the Flat had a
trimmer little place than he.
In his labours he had the help of a friendly digger -- a carpenter by trade --
who one evening, pipe in mouth, had stood to watch his amateurish efforts with
the jack-plane. Otherwise, the Lord alone knew how the house would ever have
been made shipshape. Long Jim was equal to none but the simplest jobs; and
Hempel, the assistant, had his hands full with the store. Well, it was a blessing at
this juncture that business could be left to him. Hempel was as straight as a die;
was a real treasure -- or would have been, were it not for his eternal little bark of
a cough. This was proof against all remedies, and the heck-heck of it at night was
quite enough to spoil a light sleeper's rest. In building the new shed, Mahony had
been careful to choose a corner far from the house.
Marriages were still uncommon enough on Ballarat to make him an object of
considerable curiosity. People took to dropping in of an evening -- old Ocock; the
postmaster; a fellow storekeeper, ex-steward to the Duke of Newcastle -- to
comment on his alterations and improvements. And over a pipe and a glass of
sherry, he had to put up with a good deal of banter about his approaching "change
of state."
Still, it was kindly meant. "We'll 'ave to git up a bit o' company o' nights for yer
lady when she comes," said old Ocock, and spat under the table.
Purdy wrote from Tarrangower, where he had drifted:
Hooray, old Dick, golly for you! Old man didn't I kick up a bobbery when I
heard the news. Never was so well pleased in my life. That's all you
needed, Dick -- now you'll turn into a first-rate colonial. How about that
fiver now I'd like to know. You can tell Polly from me I shall pay it back
with interest on the fatal day. Of course I'll come and see you spliced,
togs or no togs -- to tell the truth my kicksies are on their very last
legs -- and there's nothing doing here -- all the loose stuff's been turned
over. There's oceans of quartz, of course, and they're trying to pound it
up in dollies, but you could put me to bed with a pick-axe and a shovel
before I'd go in for such tomfoolery as that. -- Damn it all, Dick, to
think of you being cotched at last. I can't get over it, and it's a bit of a
risk, too, by dad it is, for a girl of that age is a dark horse if ever
there was one.
Mahony's answer to this was a couple of pound-notes: So that my best
man shall not disgrace me! His heart went out to the writer. Dear old Dickybird!
pleased as Punch at the turn of events, yet quaking for fear of imaginary risks.
With all Purdy's respect for his friend's opinions, he had yet an odd distrust of
that friend's ability to look after himself. And now he was presuming to doubt
Polly, too. Like his imperence! What the dickens did he know of Polly? Keenly
relishing the sense of his own intimate knowledge, Mahony touched the
breast-pocket in which Polly's letters lay -- he often carried them out with him to
a little hill, on which a single old blue-gum had been left standing; its scraggy
top-knot of leaves drooped and swayed in the wind, like the few long straggling
hairs on an old man's head.
The letters formed a goodly bundle; for Polly and he wrote regularly to each other,
she once a week, he twice. His bore the Queen's head; hers, as befitted a needy
little governess, were oftenest delivered by hand. Mahony untied the packet, drew
a chance letter from it and mused as he read. Polly had still not ceded much of
her early reserve -- and it had taken him weeks to persuade her even to call him
by his first name. She was, he thanked goodness, not of the kind who throw
maidenly modesty to the winds, directly the binding word is spoken. He loved her
all the better for her wariness of emotion; it tallied with a like streak in his own
nature. And this, though at the moment he was going through a very debauch of
frankness. To the little black-eyed girl who pored over his letters at "Beamish's
Family Hotel," he unbosomed himself as never in his life before. He enlarged on his
tastes and preferences, his likes and dislikes; he gave vent to his real feelings for
the country of his exile, and his longings for "home"; told how he had come to the
colony, in the first instance, with the fantastic notion of redeeming the fortunes
of his family; described his collections of butterflies and plants to her, using their
Latin names. And Polly drank in his words, and humbly agreed with all he wrote, or
at least did not disagree; and, from this, as have done lovers from the beginning
of time, he inferred a perfect harmony of mind. On one point only did he press her
for a reply. Was she fond of books? If so, what evenings they would spend
together, he reading aloud from some entertaining volume, she at her fancy
work. And poetry? For himself he could truly say he did not care for poetry . . .
except on a Saturday night or a quiet Sunday morning; and that was, because he
liked it too well to approach it with any but a tranquil mind.
I think if I know you aright, as I believe I do, my Polly, you too have
poetry in your soul.
He smiled at her reply; then kissed it.
I cannot write poetry myself, said Polly, but I am very fond of it and shall
indeed like very much dear Richard to listen when you read.
But the winter ran away, one cold, wet week succeeding another, and still they
were apart. Mahony urged and pleaded, but could not get Polly to name the
wedding-day. He began to think pressure was being brought to bear on the girl
from another side. Naturally the Beamishes were reluctant to let her go: who
would be so useful to them as Polly? -- who undertake, without scorn, the
education of the whilom shepherd's daughters? Still, they knew they had to lose
her, and he could not see that it made things any easier for them to put off the
evil day. No, there was something else at the bottom of it; though he did not know
what. Then one evening, pondering a letter of Polly's, he slapped his forehead and
exclaimed aloud at his own stupidity. That night, into his reply he slipped four
five-pound notes. Just to buy yourself any little thing you fancy, dearest.
If I chose a gift, I might send what would not be acceptable to you. Yes,
sure enough, that was it -- little Polly had been in straits for money: the next
news he heard was that she had bought and was stitching her wedding-gown.
Taxed with her need, Polly guiltily admitted that her salary for the past three
months was owing to her. But there had been great expenses in connection with
the hotel; and Mr. B. had had an accident to his leg. From what she wrote, though,
Mahony saw that it was not the first time such remissness had occurred; and he
felt grimly indignant with her employers. Keeping open house, and hospitable to
the point of vulgarity, they were, it was evident, pinchfists when it came to
parting with their money. Still, in the case of a little woman who had served them
so faithfully! In thought he set a thick black mark against their name, for their
cavalier treatment of his Polly. And extended it to John Turnham as well. John had
made no move to put hand to pocket; and Polly's niceness of feeling had stood in
the way of her applying to him for aid. It made Mahony yearn to snatch the girl to
him, then and there; to set her free of all contact with such coarse-grained,
miserly brutes.
Old Ocock negotiated the hire of a neat spring cart for him, and a stout little cob;
and at last the day had actually come, when he could set out to bring Polly home.
By his side was Ned Turnham. Ned, still a lean-jowled wages-man at Rotten Gully,
made no secret of his glee at getting carried down thus comfortably to Polly's
nuptials. They drove the eternal forty odd miles to Geelong, each stick and stone
of which was fast becoming known to Mahony; a journey that remained equally
tiresome whether the red earth rose as a thick red dust, or whether as now it had
turned to a mud like birdlime in which the wheels sank almost to the axles. Arrived
at Geelong they put up at an hotel, where Purdy awaited them. Purdy had tramped
down from Tarrangower, blanket on back, and stood in need of a new rig-out from
head to foot. Otherwise his persistent ill-luck had left no mark on him.
The ceremony took place early the following morning, at the house of the
Wesleyan minister, the Anglican parson having been called away. The Beamishes
and Polly drove to town, a tight fit in a double buggy. On the back seat, Jinny clung
to and half supported a huge clothes-basket, which contained the
wedding-breakfast. Polly sat on her trunk by the splashboard; and Tilly, crowded
out, rode in on one of the cart-horses, a coloured bed-quilt pinned round her waist
to protect her skirts.
To Polly's disappointment neither her brother John nor his wife was present; a
letter came at the eleventh hour to say that Mrs. Emma was unwell, and her
husband did not care to leave her. Enclosed, however, were ten pounds for the
purchase of a wedding-gift; and the pleasure Polly felt at being able to announce
John's generosity helped to make up to her for his absence. The only other
guest present was an elder sister, Miss Sarah Turnham, who, being out of a
situation at the moment, had sailed down from Melbourne. This young lady, a
sprightly brunette of some three or four and twenty, without the fine, regular
features of Ned and Polly, but with tenfold their vivacity and experience, caused
quite a sensation; and Tilly's audible raptures at beholding her Purdy again were of
short duration; for Purdy had never met the equal of Miss Sarah, and could not
take his eyes off her. He and she were the life of the party. The Beamishes were
overawed by the visitor's town-bred airs and the genteel elegance of her dress;
Polly was a mere crumpled rose-leaf of pink confusion; Mahony too preoccupied
with ring and licence to take any but his formal share in the proceedings.
"Come and see you?" echoed Miss Sarah playfully: the knot was tied; the company
had demolished the good things laid out by Mrs. Beamish in the private parlour of
an hotel, and emptied a couple of bottles of champagne; and Polly had changed her
muslin frock for a black silk travelling-gown. "Come and see you? Why, of course I
will, little silly!" -- and, with her pretty white hands, she patted the already
perfect bow of Polly's bonnet-strings. Miss Sarah had no great opinion of the
match her sister was making; but she had been agreeably surprised by Mahony's
person and manners, and had said so, thus filling Polly's soul with bliss. "Provided,
of course, little goosey, you have a spare room to offer me. -- For, I confess,"
she went on, turning to the rest of the party, "I confess I feel inordinately curious
to see, with my own eyes, what these famous diggings are like. From all one hears,
they must be marvellously entertaining. -- Now, I presume that you, Mr. Smith,
never touch at such rude, out-of-the-world places in the course of your
travels?"
Purdy, who had discreetly concealed the fact that he was but a poverty-stricken
digger himself, quibbled a light evasion, then changed the subject,and offered his
escort to the steam-packet by which Miss Sarah was returning to Melbourne.
"And you, too, dear Tilly," urged little Polly, proceeding with her farewells. "For,
mind, you promised. And I won't forget to . . . you know what!"
Tilly, sobbing noisily, wept on Polly's neck that she wished she was dead or
at the bottom of the sea; and Polly, torn between pride and pain at Purdy's
delinquency, could only kiss her several times without speaking.
The farewells buzzed and flew.
"Good-bye to you, little lass . . . beg pardon, Mrs. Dr. Mahony!" -- "Mind you write,
Poll! I shall die to 'ear." --
"Ta-ta, little silly goosey, and au revoir!" -- "Mind he don't pitch you out of the
cart, Polly!" -- "Good-bye, Polly, my duck, and remember I'll come to you in a
winkin', h'if and when . . ." which speech on the part of Mrs. Beamish distressed
Polly to the verge of tears.
But finally she was torn from their arms and hoisted into the cart; and Mahony,
the reins in his hand, began to unstiffen from the wooden figure-head he had felt
himself during the ceremony, and under the whirring tongues and whispered
confidences of the women.
"And now, Polly, for home!" he said exultantly, when the largest
pocket-handkerchief had shrunk to the size of a nit, and Polly had ceased to twist
her neck for one last, last glimpse of her friends.
And then the bush, and the loneliness of the bush, closed round them.
It was the time of flowers -- of fierce young growth after the fruitful winter
rains. The short-lived grass, green now as that of an English meadow, was picked
out into patterns by the scarlet of the Running Postman; purple sarsaparilla
festooned the stems of the scrub; there were vast natural paddocks, here of
yellow everlastings, there of heaths in full bloom. Compared with the dark, spindly
foliage of the she-oaks, the ti-trees' waxy flowers stood out like orange-blossoms
against firs. On damp or marshy ground wattles were aflame: great quivering
masses of softest gold. Wherever these trees stood, the fragrance of their
yellow puff-ball blossoms saturated the air; one knew, before one saw them, that
they were coming, and long after they had been left behind one carried their
honeyed sweetness with one; against them, no other scent could have made itself
felt. And to Mahony these waves of perfume, into which they were continually
running, came, in the course of the hours, to stand for a symbol of the
golden future for which he and Polly were making; and whenever in after years he
met with wattles in full bloom, he was carried back to the blue spring day of this
wedding-journey, and jogged on once more, in the light cart, with his girl-wife at his
side.
It was necessarily a silent drive. More rain had fallen during the night; even the
best bits of the road were worked into deep, glutinous ruts, and the low-lying
parts were under water. Mahony, but a fairish hand with the reins, was repeatedly
obliged to leave the track and take to the bush, where he steered a way as best
he could through trees, stumps, boulders and crab-holes. Sometimes he rose to
his feet to encourage the horse; or he alighted and pulled it by the bridle; or put a
shoulder to the wheel. But to-day no difficulties had power to daunt him; and the
farther he advanced the lighter-hearted he grew: he went back to Ballarat feeling,
for the first time, that he was actually going home.
And Polly? Sitting motionless at her husband's side, her hands folded on her black
silk lap, Polly obediently turned her head this way and that, when Richard pointed
out a landmark to her, or called her attention to the flowers. At first, things were
new and arresting, but the novelty soon wore off; and as they went on and on, and
still on, it began to seem to Polly, who had never been farther afield than a couple
of miles north of the "Pivot City," as if they were driving away from all the rest
of mankind, right into the very heart of nowhere. The road grew rougher, too --
became scored with ridges and furrows which threw them violently from side to
side. Unused to bush driving, Polly was sure at each fresh jolt that this time the
cart must tip over; and yet she preferred the track and its dangers to Richard's
adventurous attempts to carve a passage through the scrub. A little later a cold
south wind sprang up, which struck through her thin silk mantle; she was very
tired, having been on her feet since five o'clock that morning; and all the happy
fuss and excitement of the wedding was behind her. Her heart sank. She loved
Richard dearly; if he had asked her, she would have gone to the ends of the earth
with him; but at this moment she felt both small and lonely, and she would have
liked nothing better than Mrs. Beamish's big motherly bosom, on which to lay
her head. And when, in passing a swamp, a well-known noise broke on her ear --
that of hundreds of bell-frogs, which were like hundreds of hissing tea-kettles just
about to boil -- then such a rush of homesickness took her that she would have
given all she had, to know she was going back, once more, to the familiar little
whitewashed room she had shared with Tilly and Jinny.
The seat of the cart was slanting and slippery. Polly was continually sliding
forward, now by inches, now with a great jerk. At last Mahony noticed it. "You are
not sitting very comfortably, Polly, I fear?" he said.
Polly righted herself yet again, and reddened. "It's my . . . my feet aren't long
enough," she replied.
"Why, my poor little love!" cried Mahony, full of quick compunction. "Why didn't
you say so?" And drawing rein and getting down, he stuffed some of Mrs.
Beamish's bundles -- fragments of the feast, which the good woman had sent with
them -- under his wife's feet; stuffed too many, so that Polly drove the rest of
the way with her knees raised to a hump in front of her. All the afternoon they
had been making for dim blue ranges. After leaving the flats near Geelong, the
track went up and down. Grey-green forest surrounded them, out of which nobbly
hills rose like islands from a sea of trees. As they approached the end of their
journey, they overtook a large number of heavy vehicles labouring along through
the mire. A coach with six horses dashed past them at full gallop, and left them
rapidly behind. Did they have to skirt bull-punchers who were lashing or otherwise
ill-treating their teams, Mahony urged on the horse and bade Polly shut her eyes.
Night had fallen and a drizzling rain get in, by the time they travelled the last
couple of miles to Ballarat. This was the worst of all; and Polly held her breath
while the horse picked its way among yawning pits, into which one false step would
have plunged them. Her fears were not lessened by hearing that in several places
the very road was undermined; and she was thankful when Richard -- himself
rendered uneasy by the precious cargo he bore -- got out and walked at the
horse's head. They drew up before a public-house. Cramped from sitting and numb
with cold, Polly climbed stiffly down as bidden; and Mahony having unloaded
the baggage, mounted to his seat again to drive the cart into the yard. This was a
false move, as he was quick to see: he should not have left Polly standing alone.
For the news of the arrival of "Doc." Mahony and his bride flew from mouth to
mouth, and all the loafers who were in the bar turned out to stare and to quiz.
Beside her tumulus of trunk, bag, bundle little Polly stood desolate, with drooping
shoulders; and cursing his want of foresight, Mahony all but drove into the
gatepost, which occasioned a loud guffaw. Nor had Long Jim turned up as ordered,
to shoulder the heavy luggage. These blunders made Mahony very hot and curt.
Having himself stowed the things inside the bar and borrowed a lantern, he drew
his wife's arm through his, and hurried her away.
It was pitch-dark, and the ground was wet and squelchy. Their feet sank in the
mud. Polly clung to Richard's arm, trembling at the rude voices, the laughter, the
brawling, that issued from the grog-shops; at the continual apparition of rough,
bearded men. One of these, who held a candle stuck in a bottle, was accosted by
Richard and soundly rated. When they turned out of the street with its few dismal
oil-lamps, their way led them among dirty tents and black pits, and they had to
depend for light on the lantern they carried. They crossed a rickety little bridge
over a flooded river; then climbed a slope, on which in her bunchy silk skirts Polly
slipped and floundered, to stop before something that was half a tent and half a
log-hut. -- What! this the end of the long, long journey! This the house she had to
live in?
Yes, Richard was speaking. "Welcome home, little wife! Not much of a place, you
see, but the best I can give you."
"It's . . . it's very nice, Richard," said Polly staunchly; but her lips trembled.
Warding off the attack of a big, fierce, dirty dog, which sprang at her, dragging its
paws down her dress, Polly waited while her husband undid the door, then followed
him through a chaos, which smelt as she had never believed any roofed-in place
could smell, to a little room at the back.
Mahony lighted the lamp that stood ready on the table, and threw a satisfied
glance round. His menfolk had done well: things were in apple-pie order. The
fire crackled, the kettle was on the boil, the cloth spread. He turned to Polly to
kiss her welcome, to relieve her of bonnet and mantle. But before he could do this
there came a noise of rowdy voices, of shouting and parleying. Picking up the
lantern, he ran out to see what the matter was.
Left alone Polly remained standing by the table, on which an array of tins was set
-- preserved salmon, sardines, condensed milk -- their tops forced back to show
their contents. Her heart was heavy as lead, and she felt a dull sense of injury as
well. This hut her home! -- to which she had so freely invited sister and friend! She
would be ashamed for them ever to set eyes on it. Not in her worst dreams had
she imagined it as mean and poor as this. But perhaps . . . . With the lamp in her
hand, she tip-toed guiltily to a door in the wall: it opened into a tiny bedroom with a
sloping roof. No, this was all, all there was of it: just these two miserable little
poky rooms! She raised her head and looked round, and the tears welled up in spite
of herself. The roof was so low that you could almost touch it; the window was no
larger than a pocket-handkerchief; there were chinks between the slabs of the
walls. And from one of these she now saw a spider crawl out, a huge black
tarantula, with horrible hairy legs. Polly was afraid of spiders; and at this the
tears began to overflow and to trickle down her cheeks. Holding her skirts to her
-- the new dress she had made with such pride, now damp, and crushed, and soiled
-- she sat down and put her feet, in their soaked, mud-caked, little prunella boots,
on the rung of her chair, for fear of other monsters that might be crawling the
floor.
And then, while she sat thus hunched together, the voices outside were suddenly
drowned in a deafening noise -- in a hideous, stupefying din, that nearly split one's
eardrums: it sounded as though all the tins and cans in the town were being beaten
and banged before the door. Polly forgot the tarantula, forgot her bitter
disappointment with her new home. Her black eyes wide with fear, her heart
thudding in her chest, she sprang to her feet and stood ready, if need be, to
defend herself. Where, oh where was Richard?
It was the last straw. When, some five minutes later, Mahony came bustling
in: he had soothed the "kettledrummers" and sent them off with a handsome
gratuity, and he carried the trunk on his own shoulder, Long Jim following behind
with bags and bundles: when he entered, he found little Polly sitting with her head
huddled on her arms, crying as though her heart would break.
OVER the fathomless grey seas that tossed between, dissevering the ancient and
gigantic continent from the tiny motherland, unsettling rumours ran. After close
on forty years' fat peace, England had armed for hostilities again, her fleet set
sail for a foreign sea. Such was the news the sturdy clipper-ships brought out, in
tantalising fragments; and those who, like Richard Mahony, were mere
birds-of-passage in the colony, and had friends and relatives going to the front,
caught hungrily at every detail. But to the majority of the colonists what England
had done, or left undone, in preparation for war, was of small account. To them
the vital question was: will the wily Russian Bear take its revenge by sending
men-of-war to annihilate us and plunder the gold in our banks -- us, months
removed from English aid? And the opinion was openly expressed that in casting
off her allegiance to Great Britain, and becoming a neutral state, lay young
Australia's best hope of safety.
But, even while they made it, the proposers of this scheme were knee-deep in
petty, local affairs again. All Europe was depressed under the cloud of war; but
they went on belabouring hackneyed themes -- the unlocking of the lands,
iniquitous licence-fees, official corruption. Mahony could not stand it. His heart
was in England, went up and down with England's hopes and fears. He smarted
under the tales told of the inefficiency of the British troops and the paucity of
their numbers; under the painful disclosures made by journalists, injudiciously
allowed to travel to the seat of war; he questioned, like many another of his class
in the old country, the wisdom of the Duke of Newcastle's orders to lay siege to
the port of Sebastopol. And of an evening, when the store was closed, he sat over
stale English newspapers and a map of the Crimea, and meticulously followed
the movements of the Allies.
But in this retirement he was rudely disturbed, by feeling himself touched on a
vulnerable spot -- that of his pocket. Before the end of the year trade had come
to a standstill, and the very town he lived in was under martial law.
On both Ballarat and the Bendigo the agitation for the repeal of the licence-tax
had grown more and more vehement; and spring's arrival found the
digging-community worked up to a white heat. The new Governor's tour of
inspection, on which great hopes had been built, served only to aggravate the
trouble. Misled by the golden treasures with which the diggers, anxious as children
to please, dazzled his eyes, the Governor decided that the tax was not an
outrageous one; and ordered licence-raids to be undertaken twice as often as
before. This defeat of the diggers' hopes, together with the murder of a comrade
and the acquittal of the murderer by a corrupt magistrate, goaded even the least
sensitive spirits to rebellion: the guilty man's house was fired, the police were
stoned, and then, for a month or more, deputations and petitions ran to and fro
between Ballarat and Melbourne. In vain: the demands of the voteless diggers went
unheard. The consequence was that one day at the beginning of summer all the
troops that could be spared from the capital, along with several pieces of
artillery, were raising the dust on the road to Ballarat.
On the last afternoon in November work was suspended throughout the diggings,
and the more cautious among the shopkeepers began to think of closing their
doors. In front of the "Diggers' Emporium," where the earth was baked as hard as
a burnt crust, a little knot of people stood shading their eyes from the sun.
Opposite, on Bakery Hill, a monster meeting had been held and the "Southern
Cross" hoisted -- a blue bunting that bore the silver stars of the constellation
after which it was named. Having sworn allegiance to it with outstretched hands,
the rebels were lining up to march off to drill.
Mahony watched the thin procession through narrowed lids. In theory he
condemned equally the blind obstinacy of the authorities, who went on tightening
the screw, and the foolhardiness of the men. But -- well, he could not get his eye
to shirk one of the screaming banners and placards: "Down with Despotism!"
"Who so base as be a Slave!" by means of which the diggers sought to inflame
popular indignation. "If only honest rebels could get on without melodramatic
exaggeration! As it is, those good fellows yonder are rendering a just cause
ridiculous."
Polly tightened her clasp of his arm. She had known no peace since the evening
before, when a rough-looking man had come into the store and, with revolver at
full cock, had commanded Hempel to hand over all the arms and ammunition it
contained. Hempel, much to Richard's wrath, had meekly complied; but it might
have been Richard himself; he would for certain have refused; and then. . . . Polly
had hardly slept for thinking of it. She now listened in deferential silence to the
men's talk; but when old Ocock -- he never had a good word to say for the riotous
diggers -- took his pipe out of his mouth to remark: "A pack o' Tipperary boys
spoilin' for a fight -- that's what I say. An' yet, blow me if I wouldn't 'a bin glad if
one o' my two 'ad 'ad spunk enough to join 'em," -- at this Polly could not refrain
from saying pitifully: "Oh, Mr. Ocock, do you really mean that?" For both Purdy
and brother Ned were in the rebel band, and Polly's heart was heavy because of
them.
"Can't you see my brother anywhere?" she asked Hempel, who held an old spyglass
to his eyes.
"No, ma'am, sorry to say I can't," replied Hempel. He would willingly have conjured
up a dozen brothers to comfort Polly; but he could not swerve from the truth,
even for her.
"Give me the glass," said Mahony, and swept the line. -- "No, no sign of either of
them. Perhaps they thought better of it after all. -- Listen! now they're singing --
can you hear them? The Marseillaise as I'm alive. -- Poor fools! Many of them are
armed with nothing more deadly than picks and shovels."
"Ay, that's so, they've bin 'ammerin' out bits of old iron all the mornin'," agreed
Ocock. "It's said they 'aven't a quarter of a firearm apiece. And the drillin'! Lord
love yer! 'Alf of 'em don't know their right 'and from their left. The troops 'ull
make mincemeat of 'em, if they come to close quarters."
"Oh, I hope not!" said Polly. "Oh, I do hope they won't get hurt."
Patting her hand, Mahony advised his wife to go indoors and resume her household
tasks. And since his lightest wish was a command, little Polly docilely withdrew her
arm and returned to her dishwashing. But though she rubbed and scoured with her
usual precision, her heart was not in her work. Both on this day and the next she
seemed to exist solely in her two ears. The one strained to catch any scrap of
news about "poor Ned"; the other listened, with an even sharper anxiety, to what
went on in the store. Several further attempts were made to get arms and
provisions from Richard; and each time an angry scene ensued. Close up beside
the thin partition, her hands locked under her cooking-apron, Polly sat and
trembled for her husband. He had already got himself talked about by refusing to
back a Reform League; and now she heard him openly declare to some one that he
disapproved of the terms of this League, from A to Z. Oh dear! If only he wouldn't.
But she was careful not to add to his worries by speaking of her fears. As it was,
he came to tea with a moody face.
The behaviour of the foraging parties growing more and more threatening, Mahony
thought it prudent to follow the general example and put up his shutters. Wildly
conflicting rumours were in the air. One report said a contingent of Creswick
dare-devils had arrived to join forces with the insurgents; another that the
Creswickers, disgusted at finding neither firearms nor quarters provided for
them, had straightway turned and marched the twelve miles home again. For a
time it was asserted that Lalor, the Irish leader, had been bought over by the
government; then, just as definitely, that his influence alone held the rebel faction
together. Towards evening Long Jim was dispatched to find out how matters really
stood. He brought back word that the diggers had entrenched themselves on a
piece of rising ground near the Eureka lead, behind a flimsy barricade of logs,
slabs, ropes and overturned carts. The Camp, for its part, was screened by a
breastwork of firewood, trusses of hay and bags of corn; while the mounted police
stood or lay fully armed by their horses, which were saddled ready for action at a
moment's notice.
Neither Ned nor Purdy put in an appearance, and the night passed without
news of them. Just before dawn, however, Mahony was wakened by a tapping at
the window. Thrusting out his head he recognised young Tommy Ocock, who had
been sent by his father to tell "doctor" that the soldiers were astir. Lights could
be seen moving about the Camp, a horse had neighed -- father thought spies
might have given them the hint that at least half the diggers from the Stockade
had come down to Main Street last night, and got drunk, and never gone back. With
a concerned glance at Polly Mahony struggled into his clothes. He must make
another effort to reach the boys -- especially Ned, for Polly's sake. When Ned had
first announced his intention of siding with the insurgents, he had merely shrugged
his shoulders, believing that the young vapourer would soon have had enough of it.
Now he felt responsible to his wife for Ned's safety: Ned, whose chief reason for
turning rebel, he suspected, was that a facetious trooper had once dubbed him
"Eytalian organ-grinder," and asked him where he kept his monkey.
But Mahony's designs of a friendly interference came too late. The troops had got
away, creeping stealthily through the morning dusk; and he was still panting up
Specimen Hill when he heard the crack of a rifle. Confused shouts and cries
followed. Then a bugle blared, and the next instant the rattle and bang of
musketry split the air.
Together with a knot of others, who like himself had run forth half dressed,
Mahony stopped and waited, in extreme anxiety; and, while he stood, the stars
went out, one by one, as though a finger-tip touched them. The diggers' response
to the volley of the attacking party was easily distinguished: it was a dropping
fire, and sounded like a thin hail-shower after a peal of thunder. Within half an
hour all was over: the barricade had fallen, to cheers and laughter from the
military; the rebel flag was torn down; huts and tents inside the enclosure were
going up in flames.
Towards six o'clock, just as the December sun, huge and fiery, thrust the edge of
its globe above the horizon, a number of onlookers ran up the slope to all that was
left of the ill-fated stockade. On the dust, bloodstains, now set hard as scabs,
traced the route by which a wretched procession of prisoners had been
marched to the Camp gaol. Behind the demolished barrier huts smouldered as
heaps of blackened embers; and the ground was strewn with stark forms, which
lay about -- some twenty or thirty of them -- in grotesque attitudes. Some
sprawled with outstretched arms, their sightless eyes seeming to fix the pale
azure of the sky; others were hunched and huddled in a last convulsion. And in the
course of his fruitless search for friend and brother, an old instinct reasserted
itself in Mahony: kneeling down he began swiftly and dexterously to examine the
prostrate bodies. Two or three still heaved, the blood gurgling from throat and
breast like water from the neck of a bottle. Here, one had a mouth plugged with
shot, and a beard as stiff as though it were made of rope. Another that he turned
over was a German he had once heard speak at a diggers' meeting -- a windy
braggart of a man, with a quaint impediment in his speech. Well, poor soul! he
would never mouth invectives or tickle the ribs of an audience again. His body was
a very colander of wounds. Some had not bled either. It looked as though the
soldiers had viciously gone on prodding and stabbing the fallen.
Stripping a corpse of its shirt, he tore off a piece of stuff to make a bandage for
a shattered leg. While he was binding the limb to a board, young Tom ran up to say
that the military, returning with carts, were arresting every one they met in the
vicinity. With others who had been covering up and carrying away their friends,
Mahony hastened down the back of the hill towards the bush. Here was plain
evidence of a stampede. More bloodstains pointed the track, and a number of odd
and clumsy weapons had been dropped or thrown away by the diggers in their
flight.
He went home with the relatively good tidings that neither Ned nor Purdy was to
be found. Polly was up and dressed. She had also lighted the fire and set water on
to boil, "just in case." "Was there ever such a sensible little woman?" said her
husband with a kiss.
The day dragged by, flat and stale after the excitement of the morning. No one
ventured far from cover; for the military remained under arms, and detachments
of mounted troopers patrolled the streets. At the Camp the hundred odd
prisoners were being sorted out, and the maimed and wounded doctored in the
rude little temporary hospital. Down in Main Street the noise of hammering went
on hour after hour. The dead could not be kept, in the summer heat, must be got
underground before dark.
Mahony had just secured his premises for the night, when there came a rapping at
the back door. In the yard stood a stranger who, when the dog Pompey had been
chidden and soothed, made mysterious signs to Mahony and murmured a
well-known name. Admitted to the sitting-room he fished a scrap of dirty paper
from his boot. Mahony put the candle on the table and straightened out the
missive. Sure enough, it was in Purdy's hand -- though sadly scrawled.
Have been hit in the pin. Come if possible and bring your tools. The
bearer is square.
Polly could hear the two of them talking in low, urgent tones. But her relief that
the visitor brought no bad news of her brother was dashed when she learned that
Richard had to ride out into the bush, to visit a sick man. However she buttoned
her bodice, and with her hair hanging down her back went into the sitting-room to
help her husband; for he was turning the place upside down. He had a pair of
probe-scissors somewhere, he felt sure, if he could only lay hands on them. And
while he ransacked drawers and cupboards for one or other of the few poor
instruments left him, his thoughts went back, inopportunely enough, to the time
when he had been surgeon's dresser in the Edinburgh Royal Infirmary. O tempora,
O mores! He wondered what old Syme, that prince of surgeons, would say, could
he see his whilom student raking out a probe from among the ladles and kitchen
spoons, a roll of lint from behind the saucepans.
Bag in hand, he followed his guide to where the latter had left a horse in
safe-keeping; and having lengthened the stirrups and received instructions about
the road, he set off for the hut in the ranges which Purdy had contrived to reach.
He had an awkward cross-country ride of some four miles before him; but this did
not trouble him. The chance-touched spring had opened the gates to a
flood of memories; and, as he jogged along, he re-lived in thought the happy days
spent as a student under the shadow of Arthur's Seat, round the College, the
Infirmary and old Surgeons' Square. Once more he sat in the theatre, the
breathless spectator of famous surgical operations; or as house-surgeon to the
Lying-in Hospital himself assisted in daring attempts to lessen suffering and save
life. It was, of course, too late now to bemoan the fact that he had broken with his
profession. Yet only that very day envy had beset him. The rest of the fraternity
had run to and from the tents where the wounded were housed, while he, behung
with his shopman's apron, pottered about among barrels and crates. No one
thought of enlisting his services; another, not he, would set (or bungle) the
fracture he had temporarily splinted.
The hut -- it had four slab walls and an earthen floor -- was in darkness on his
arrival, for Purdy had not dared to make a light. He lay tossing restlessly on a
dirty old straw palliasse, and was in great pain; but greeted his friend with a dash
of the old brio.
Hanging his coat over the chinks in the door, and turning back his sleeves, Mahony
took up the lantern and stooped to examine the injured leg. A bullet had struck the
right ankle, causing an ugly wound. He washed it out, dressed and bandaged it. He
also bathed the patient's sweat-soaked head and shoulders; then sat down to
await the owner of the hut's return.
As soon as the latter appeared he took his leave, promising to ride out again the
night after next. In spite of the circumstances under which they met, he and
Purdy parted with a slight coolness. Mahony had loudly voiced his surprise at the
nature of the wound caused by the bullet: it was incredible that any of the military
could have borne a weapon of this calibre. Pressed, Purdy admitted that his hurt
was a piece of gross ill-luck: he had been accidentally shot by a clumsy fool of a
digger, from an ancient holster-pistol.
To Mahony this seemed to cap the climax; and he did not mask his sentiments. The
pitiful little forcible-feeble rebellion, all along but a futile attempt to cast straws
against the wind, was now completely over and done with, and would never be
heard of again. Or such at least, he added, was the earnest hope of the
law-abiding community. This irritated Purdy, who was spumy with the
self-importance of one who has stood in the thick of the fray. He answered hotly,
and ended by rapping out with a contemptuous click of the tongue: "Upon my word,
Dick, you look at the whole thing like the tradesman you are!"
These words rankled in Mahony all the way home. -- Trust Purdy for not, in anger,
being able to resist giving him a flick on the raw. It made him feel thankful he was
no longer so dependent on this friendship as of old. Since then he had tasted
better things. Now, a woman's heart beat in sympathetic understanding; there
met his, two lips which had never said an unkind word. He pushed on with a new
zest, reaching home about dawn. And over his young wife's joy at his safe return,
he forgot the shifting moods of his night-journey.
It had, however, this result. Next day Polly found him with his head in one of the
great old shabby black books which, to her mind, spoilt the neat appearance of the
bookshelves. He stood to read, the volume lying open before him on the top of the
cold stove, and was so deeply engrossed that the store-bell rang twice without his
hearing it. When, reminded that Hempel was absent, he whipped out to answer it,
he carried the volume with him.
BUT his first treatment of Purdy's wound was also his last. Two nights later he
found the hut deserted; and diligently as he prowled round it in the moonlight, he
could discover no clue to the fate of its occupants. There was nothing to be done
but to head his horse for home again. Polly was more fortunate. Within three days
of the fight Ned turned up, sound as a bell. He was sporting a new hat, a flashy silk
neckerchief and a silver watch and chain. At sight of these kickshaws a dismal
suspicion entered Mahony's mind, and refused to be dislodged. But he did not
breathe his doubts -- for Polly's sake. Polly was rapturously content to see her
brother again. She threw her arms round his neck, and listened, with her big,
black, innocent eyes -- except for their fleckless candour, the counterpart of
Ned's own -- to the tale of his miraculous escape, and of the rich gutter he had
had the good luck to strike.
Meanwhile public feeling, exasperated beyond measure by the tragedy of that
summer dawn, slowly subsided. Hesitation, timidity, and a very human waiting on
success had held many diggers back from joining in the final coup; but the
sympathy of the community was with the rebels, and at the funerals of the fallen,
hundreds of mourners, in such black coats as they could muster, marched side by
side to the wild little unfenced bush cemetery. When, too, the relief-party arrived
from Melbourne and martial law was proclaimed, the residents handed over their
firearms as ordered; but an attempt to swear in special constables failed, not a
soul stepping forward in support of the government.
There was literally nothing doing during the month the military occupied Ballarat.
Mahony seized the opportunity to give his back premises a coat of paint; he also
began to catalogue his collection of Lepidoptera. Hence, as far as business was
concerned, it was a timely moment for the arrival of a letter from Henry
Ocock, to the effect that, "subject of course to any part-heard case," "our case"
was first on the list for a date early in January.
None the less, the announcement threw Mahony into the fidgets. He had almost
clean forgotten the plaguey affair: it had its roots in the dark days before his
marriage. He wished now he had thought twice before letting himself be entangled
in a lawsuit. Now, he had a wife dependent on him, and to lose the case, and be held
responsible for costs, would cripple him. And such a verdict was not at all unlikely;
for Purdy, his chief witness, could not be got at: the Lord alone knew where Purdy
lay hid. He at once sat down and wrote the bad news to his solicitor.
At six o'clock in the morning some few days later, he took his seat in the coach
for Melbourne. By his side sat Johnny Ocock, the elder of the two brothers. Johnny
had by chance been within earshot during the negotiations with the rascally
carrier, and on learning this, Henry had straightway subpoenaed him. Mahony was
none too well pleased: the boy threatened to be a handful. His old father, on
delivering him up at the coach-office, had drawn Mahony aside to whisper: "Don't
let the young limb out o' yer sight, doc., or get nip or sip o' liquor. If 'e so much as
wets 'is tongue, there's no 'olding 'im." Johnny was a lean, pimply-faced youth, with
cold, flabby hands.
Little Polly had to stay behind. Mahony would have liked to give her the trip and
show her the sights of the capital; but the law-courts were no place for a woman;
neither could he leave her sitting alone in a hotel. And a tentative letter to her
brother John had not called forth an invitation: Mrs. Emma was in delicate health
at present, and had no mind for visitors. So he committed Polly to the care of
Hempel and Long Jim, both of whom were her faithful henchmen. She herself, in
proper wifely fashion, proposed to give her little house a good red-up in its
master's absence.
Mahony and Johnny dismounted from the coach in the early afternoon, sore, stiff
and hungry: they had broken their fast merely on half-a-dozen sandwiches,
keeping their seats the while that the young toper might be spared the sight of
intoxicating liquors. Now, stopping only to brush off the top layer of dust
and snatch a bite of solid food, Mahony hastened away, his witness at heel, to
Chancery Lane.
It was a relief to find that Ocock was not greatly put out at Purdy having failed
them. "Leave it to us, sir. We'll make that all right." As on the previous visit he
dry-washed his hands while he spoke, and his little eyes shot flashes from one to
the other, like electric sparks. He proposed just to run through the morrow's
evidence with "our young friend there"; and in the course of this rehearsal said
more than once: "Good . . . good! Why, sonny, you're quite smart." This when
Johnny succeeded in grasping his drift. But at the least hint of unreadiness or
hesitation, he tut-tutted and drew his brows together. And as it went on, it
seemed to Mahony that Ocock was putting words into the boy's mouth; while
Johnny, intimidated, said yes and amen to things he could not possibly know.
Presently he interfered to this effect. Ocock brushed his remark aside. But after
a second interruption from Mahony: "I think, sir, with your permission we will ask
John not to depart from what he actually heard," the lawyer shuffled his papers
into a heap and said that would do for to-day: they would meet at the court in the
morning. Prior to shaking hands, however, he threw out a hint that he would like a
word with his brother on family matters. And for half an hour Mahony paced the
street below.
The remainder of the day was spent in keeping Johnny out of temptation's way, in
trying to interest him in the life of the city, its monuments and curiosities. But
the lad was too apathetic to look about him, and never opened his mouth. Once
only in the course of the afternoon did he offer a kind of handle. In their
peregrinations they passed a Book Arcade, where Mahony stopped to turn the
leaves of a volume. Johnny also took up a book, and began to read.
"What is it?" asked Mahony. "Would you like to have it, my boy?"
Johnny stonily accepted the gift -- it was a tale of Red Indians, the pages
smudged with gaudy illustrations -- and put it under his arm.
At the good supper that was set before him he picked with a meagre zest; then
fell asleep. Mahony took the opportunity to write a line to Polly to tell of
their safe arrival; and having sealed the letter, ran out to post it. He was not away
for more than three minutes, but when he came back Johnny was gone. He hunted
high and low for him, ransacked the place without success: the boy had spoken to
no one, nor had he been seen to leave the coffee-room; and as the clock-hands
were nearing twelve, Mahony was obliged to give up the search and go back to the
hotel. It was impossible at that hour to let Ocock know of this fresh piece of
ill-luck. Besides, there was just a chance the young scamp would turn up in the
morning. Morning came, however, and no Johnny with it. Outwitted and chagrined,
Mahony set off for the court alone.
Day had broken dim and misty, and by the time breakfast was over a north wind
was raging -- a furnace-like blast that bore off the sandy deserts of the interior.
The sun was a yellow blotch in a copper sky; the thermometer had leapt to a
hundred and ten in the shade. Blinding clouds of coarse, gritty dust swept
house-high through the streets: half-suffocated, Mahony fought his way along, his
veil lowered, his handkerchief at his mouth. Outside those public-houses that
advertised ice, crowds stood waiting their turn of entry; while half-naked barmen,
their linen trousers drenched with sweat, worked like niggers to mix drinks which
should quench these bottomless thirsts. Mahony believed he was the only
perfectly sober person in the lobby of the court. Even Ocock himself would seem
to have been indulging.
This suspicion was confirmed by the lawyer's behaviour. No sooner did Ocock espy
him than up he rushed, brandishing the note that had been got to him early that
morning -- and now his eyes looked like little dabs of pitch in his chalk-white face,
and his manner, stripped of its veneer, let the real man show through.
"Curse it, sir, and what's the meaning of this, I'd like to know?" he cried, and
struck at the sheet of notepaper with his free hand. "A pretty fix to put us in at
the last minute, upon my word! It was your business, sir, to nurse your witness . .
. after all the trouble I'd been to with him! What the devil do you expect us to do
now?"
Mahony's face paled under its top-dressing of dust and moisture. To
Ocock's gross: "Well, it's your own look-out, confound you! -- entirely your own
look-out," he returned a cool: "Certainly," then moved to one side and took up his
stand in a corner of the hall, out of the way of the jostle and bustle, the constant
going and coming that gave the hinges of the door no rest.
When after a weary wait the time came to enter court, he continued to give
Ocock, who had been deep in consultation with his clerk, a wide berth, and moved
forward among a number of other people. A dark, ladder-like stair led to the upper
storey. While he was mounting this, some words exchanged in a low tone behind
him arrested his attention.
"Are you O.K., old man?"
"We are, if our client doesn't give us away. But he has to be handled like a hot -- "
Here the sentence snapped, for Mahony, bitten by a sudden doubt, faced sharply
round. But it was a stranger who uncivilly accused him of treading on his toe.
The court -- it was not much more than twenty feet square -- was like an
ill-smelling oven. Every chink and crack had been stopped against the searing wind;
and the atmosphere was a brew of all the sour odours, the offensive breaths,
given off by the two-score odd people crushed within its walls. In spite of
precautions the dust had got in: it lay thick on sills, desks and papers, gritted
between the teeth, made the throat raspy as a file.
Mahony had given up all hope of winning his case, and looked forward to the sorry
pleasure of assisting at a miscarriage of justice. During the speech for the
plaintiff, however, he began to see the matter in another light. Not so much
thanks to the speaker, as in spite of him. Plaintiff's counsel was a common little
fellow of ungainly appearance: a double toll of fat bulged over the neck of his
gown, and his wig, hastily re-donned after a breathing-space, sat askew. Nor was
he anything of an orator: he stumbled over his sentences, and once or twice lost
his place altogether. To his dry presentment of the case nobody seemed to pay
heed. The judge, tired of wiping his spectacles dry, leant back and closed his eyes.
Mahony believed he slept, as did also some of the jurors, deaf to the Citation of
Dawes v. Peck and Dunlop v. Lambert; to the assertion that the carrier was the
agent, the goods were accepted, the property had "passed." This "passing" of the
property was evidently a strong point; the plaintiff's name itself was not
much oftener on the speaker's lips. "The absconding driver, me Lud, was a
personal friend of the defendant's. Mr. Bolliver never knew him; hence could not
engage him. Had this person not been thrust upon him, Mr. Bolliver would have
employed the same carrier as on a previous occasion." And so on and on.
Mahony listened hand at ear, that organ not being keyed up to the mutterings and
mumblings of justice. And for all the dullness of the subject-matter and counsel's
lack of eloquence his interest did not flag. It was the first time he heard the case
for the other side stated plainly; and he was dismayed to find how convincing it
was. Put thus, it must surely gain over every honest, straight-thinking man. In
comparison, the points Ocock was going to advance shrank to mere legal quibbles
and hair-splitting evasions.
Then the plaintiff himself went into the witness-box -- and Mahony's feelings
became involved as well. This his adversary! -- this poor old mangy greybeard, who
stood blinking a pair of rheumy eyes and weakly smiling. One did not pit oneself
against such human flotsam. Drunkard was stamped on every inch of the man, but
this morning, in odd exception to the well-primed crew around him, he was sober --
bewilderedly sober -- and his shabby clothing was brushed, his frayed collar clean.
Recognising the pitiful bid for sympathy, Mahony caught himself thinking: "Good
Lord! I could have supplied him with a coat he'd have cut a better figure than that
in.
Bolliver clutched the edge of the box with his two hands. His unusual condition was
a hindrance rather than a help to him; without a peg or two his woolly thoughts
were not to be disentangled. He stammered forth his evidence, halting either to
piece together what he was going to say, or to recollect what he had just said -- it
was clear he went in mortal fear of contradicting himself. The scene was painful
enough while he faced his own counsel, but, when counsel for the defence rose, a
half-hour followed in which Mahony wished himself far from the court.
Bolliver could not come to the point. Counsel was merciless and coarsely jocose,
and brought off several laughs. His victim wound his knotty hands in and out, and
swallowed oftener than he had saliva for, in a forlorn endeavour to evade the
pitfalls artfully dug for him. More than once he threw a covert glance, that
was like an appeal for help, at all the indifferent faces. Mahony drooped his head,
that their eyes should not meet.
In high feather at the effect he was producing, counsel inserted his left arm under
his gown, and held the stuff out from his back with the tips of all five fingers.
"And now you'll p'raps have the goodness to tell us whether you've ever had
occasion to send goods by a carrier before, in the course of your young life?"
"Yes." It was a humble monosyllable, returned without spirit.
"Then of course you've heard of this Murphy?"
"N . . . no, I haven't," answered Bolliver, and let his vacillating eyes wander to the
judge and back.
"You tell that to the marines!" And after half a dozen other tricky questions: "I
put it to you, it's a well-known fact that he's been a carrier hereabouts for the
last couple o' years or more?"
"I don't know -- I sup . . . sup-pose so." Bolliver's tongue grew heavy and tripped
up his words.
"And yet you've the cheek, you old rogue you, to insinuate that this was a put-up
job?"
"I . . . I only say what I heard."
"I don't care a button what you heard or didn't hear. What I ask, my pretty, is do
you yourself say so?"
"The . . . the defendant recommended him."
"I put it to you, this man Murphy was one of the best known carriers in Melbourne,
and that was why the defendant recommended him -- are you out to deny it?"
"N . . . n . . . no."
"Then you can stand down!" and leaning over to Grindle, who was below him,
counsel whispered with a pleased spread of the hand: "There you are! that's our
case."
There was a painful moment just before Bolliver left the witness-box. As if
become suddenly alive to the sorry figure he had cut, he turned to the judge with
hands clasped, exclaimed: "My Lord, if the case goes against me, I'm done . . .
stony-broke! And the defendant's got a down on me, my Lord -- 'e's made up his
mind to ruin me. Look at him a-setting there -- a hard man, a mean man, if ever
you saw one! What would the bit of money 'ave meant to 'im? But . . ."
He was rudely silenced and hustled away, to a sharp rebuke from the judge,
who woke up to give it. All eyes were turned on Mahony. Under the fire of
observation -- they were comparing him, he knew, with the poor old Jeremy
Diddler yonder, to the latter's disadvantage -- his spine stiffened and he held
himself nervously erect. But, the quizzing at an end, he fumbled with his finger at
his neck -- his collar seemed to have grown too tight. While, without, the hot
blast, dark with dust, flung itself against the corners of the house, and howled like
a soul in pain.
Counsel for the defence made an excellent impression. "Naturally! I can afford to
pay a better-class man," was Mahony's caustic note. He had fallen to scribbling on
a sheet of paper, and was resigned to sitting through an adept presentment of
Ocock's shifts and dodges. But the opening words made him prick up his ears.
"My Lord," said counsel, "I submit there is here no case to go to the jury. No
written contract existed between the parties, to bring it within the Statute of
Frauds. Therefore, the plaintiff must prove that the defendant accepted these
goods. Now I submit to you, on the plaintiff's own admission, that the man Murphy
was a common carrier. Your Lordship will know the cases of Hanson v. Armitage
and various others, in which it has been established beyond doubt that a carrier is
not an agent to accept goods."
The judge had revived, and while counsel called the quality of the undelivered goods
in question, and laid stress on the fact of no money having passed, he turned the
pages of a thick red book with a moistened thumb. Having found what he sought,
he pushed up his spectacles, opened his mouth, and, his eyes bent meditatively on
the speaker, picked a back tooth with the nail of his first finger.
"Therefore," concluded counsel, "I hold that there is no question of fact to go to
the jury. I do not wish to occupy your Lordship's time any further upon this
submission. I have my client here, and all his witnesses are in court whom I am
prepared to call, should your Lordship decide against me on the present point. But
I do submit that the plaintiff, on his own showing, has made out no case; and that
under the circumstances, upon his own evidence, this action must fail."
At the reference to witnesses, Mahony dug his pencil into the paper till the
point snapped. So this was their little game! And should the bluff not work . . .? He
sat rigid, staring at the chipped fragment of lead, and did not look up throughout
the concluding scene of the farce.
It was over; the judge had decided in his favour. He jumped to his feet, and his
coat-sleeve swept the dust off the entire length of the ledge in front of him. But
before he reached the foot of the stairs Grindle came flying down, to say that
Ocock wished to speak to him. Very good, replied Mahony, he would call at the
office in the course of the afternoon. But the clerk left the courthouse at his
side. And suddenly the thought flashed through Mahony's mind: "The fellow
suspects me of trying to do a bolt -- of wanting to make off without paying my
bill!"
The leech-like fashion in which Grindle stuck to his heels was not to be misread.
"This is what they call nursing, I suppose -- he's nursing me now!" said Mahony to
himself. At the same time he reckoned up, with some anxiety, the money he had in
his pocket. Should it prove insufficient, who knew what further affronts were in
store for him.
But Ocock had recovered his oily sleekness.
"A close shave that, sir, a ve-ry close shave! With Warnock on the bench I
thought we could manage to pull it off. Had it been Guppy now . . . Still, all's well
that ends well, as the poet says. And now for a trifling matter of business."
"How much do I owe you?"
The bill -- it was already drawn up -- for "solicitor's and client's costs" came to
twenty odd pounds. Mahony paid it, and stalked out of the office.
But this was still not all. Once again Grindle ran after him, and pinned him to the
floor.
"I say, Mr. Mahony, a rare joke -- gad, it's enough to make you burst your sides!
That old thingumbob, the plaintiff, ye know, now what'n earth d'you think 'e's been
an' done? Gets outer court like one o'clock -- 'e'd a sorter rabbit-fancyin' business
in 'is backyard. Well, 'ome 'e trots an' slits the guts of every blamed bunny, an'
chucks the bloody corpses inter the street. Oh lor! What do you say to that, eh?
Unfurnished in the upper storey, what? Heh, heh, heh!"
HOW truly "home" the poor little gimcrack shanty had become to him, Mahony
grasped only when he once more crossed its threshold and Polly's arms lay round
his neck.
His search for Johnny Ocock had detained him in Melbourne for over a week. Under
the guidance of young Grindle he had scoured the city, not omitting even the dens
of infamy in the Chinese quarter; and he did not know which to be more saddened
by: the revolting sights he saw, or his guide's proud familiarity with every shade of
vice. But nothing could be heard of the missing lad; and at the suggestion of Henry
Ocock he put an advertisement in the Argus, offering a substantial reward for
news of Johnny alive or dead.
While waiting to see what this would bring forth, he paid a visit to John Turnham. It
had not been part of his scheme to trouble his new relatives on this occasion; he
bore them a grudge for the way they had met Polly's overture. But he was at his
wits' end how to kill time: chafing at the delay was his main employment, if he
were not worrying over the thought of having to appear before old Ocock without
his son. So, one midday he called at Turnham's place of business in Flinders Lane,
and was affably received by John, who carried him off to lunch at the Melbourne
Club. Turnham was a warm partisan of the diggers' cause. He had addressed a
mass meeting held in Melbourne, soon after the fight on the Eureka; and he now
roundly condemned the government's policy of repression.
"I am, as you are aware, my dear Mahony, no sentimentalist. But these rioters of
yours seem to me the very type of man the country needs. Could we have a
better bedrock on which to build than these fearless champions of liberty?"
He set an excellent meal before his brother-in-law, and himself ate and drank
heartily, unfolding his very table-napkin with a kind of relish. In lunching, he
inquired the object of Mahony's journey to town. At the mention of Henry
Ocock's name he raised his eyebrows and pursed his lips.
"Ah, indeed! Then it is hardly necessary to ask the upshot."
He pooh-poohed Mahony's intention of staying till the defaulting witness was found;
disapproved, too, the offer of a reward. "To be paid out of your pocket, of
course! No, my dear Mahony, set your mind at rest and return to your wife. Lads
of that sort never come to grief -- more's the pity! By the bye, how is Polly, and
how does she like life on the diggings?"
In this connection, Mahony tendered congratulations on the expected addition to
Turnham's family. John embarked readily enough on the theme of his beautiful
wife; but into his voice, as he talked, came a note of impatience or annoyance,
which formed an odd contrast to his wonted self-possession. "Yes. . . her third,
and for some reason which I cannot fathom, it threatens to prove the most trying
of any." And here he went into medical detail on Mrs. Emma's state.
Mahony urged compliance with the whims of the mother-to-be, even should they
seem extravagant. "Believe me, at a time like this such moods and caprices have
their use. Nature very well knows what she is about."
"Nature? Bah! I am no great believer in nature," gave back John, and emptied his
glass of madeira. "Nature exists to be coerced and improved."
They parted; and Mahony went back to twirl his thumbs in the hotel coffee-room.
He could not persuade himself to take Turnham's advice and leave Johnny to his
fate. And the delay was nearly over. At dawn next morning Johnny was found lying
in a pitiable condition at the door of the hotel. It took Mahony the best part of the
day to rouse him; to make him understand he was not to be horsewhipped; to
purchase a fresh suit of clothing for him: to get him, in short, halfway ready to
travel the following day -- a blear-eyed, weak-witted craven, who fell into a cold
sweat at every bump of the coach. Not till they reached the end of the awful
journey -- even a Chinaman rose to impudence about Johnny's nerves, his foul
breath, his cracked lips -- did Mahony learn how the wretched boy had come by the
money for his debauch. At the public-house where the coach drew up, old Ocock
stood grimly waiting, with a leather thong at his belt, and the news that his
till had been broken open and robbed of its contents. With an involuntary
recommendation to mercy, Mahony handed over the culprit and turned his steps
home.
Polly stood on tip-toe to kiss him; Pompey barked till the roof rang, making leaps
that fell wide of the mark; the cat hoisted its tail, and wound purring in and out
between his legs. Tea was spread, on a clean cloth, with all sorts of good things to
eat; an English mail had brought him a batch of letters and journals. Altogether it
was a very happy home-coming.
When he had had a sponge-down and finished tea, over which he listened, with a
zest that surprised him, to a hundred and one domestic details: afterwards he and
Polly strolled arm-in-arm to the top of the little hill to which, before marriage, he
used to carry her letters. Here they sat and talked till night fell; and, for the first
time, Mahony tasted the dregless pleasure of coming back from the world outside
with his toll of adventure, and being met by a woman's lively and disinterested
sympathy. Agreeable incidents gained, those that were the reverse of pleasing
lost their sting by being shared with Polly. Not that he told her everything; of the
dark side of life he greatly preferred little Polly to remain ignorant. Still, as far as
it went, it was a delightful experience. In return he confessed to her something of
the uncertainty that had beset him, on hearing his opponent's counsel state the
case for the other side. It was disquieting to think he might be suspected of
advancing a claim that was not strictly just.
"Suspected? . . . you? Oh, how could anybody be so silly!"
For all the fatigues of his day Mahony could not sleep. And after tossing and
tumbling for some time, he rose, threw on his clothing and went out to smoke a
pipe in front of the store. Various worries were pecking at him -- the hint he had
given Polly of their existence seemed to have let them fairly loose upon him. Of
course he would be -- he was -- suspected of having connived at the imposture by
which his suit was won -- why else have put it in the hands of such a one as
Ocock? John Turnham's soundless whistle of astonishment recurred to him, and
flicked him. Imagine it! He, Richard Mahony, giving his sanction to these queasy
tricks!
It was bad enough to know that Ocock at any rate had believed him not
averse from winning by unjust means. Yet, on the whole, he thought this mortified
him less than to feel that he had been written down a Simple Simon, whom it was
easy to impose on. Ah well! At best he had been but a kind of guy, set up for them
to let off their verbal fireworks round. Faith and that was all these lawyer-fellows
wanted -- the ghost of an excuse for parading their skill. Justice played a
negligible role in this battle of wits; else not he but the plaintiff would have come
out victorious. That wretched Bolliver! . . . the memory of him wincing and flushing
in the witness-box would haunt him for the rest of his days. He could see him, too,
with equal clearness, broken-heartedly slitting the gizzards of his, pets. A poor old
derelict -- the amen to a life which, like most lives, had once been flush with
promise. And it had been his Mahony's., honourable portion to give the last kick,
the ultimate shove into perdition. Why, he would rather have lost the money ten
times over!
To divert his mind, he began next morning to make an inventory of the goods in
the store. It was high time, too: thanks to the recent disturbances he did not
know where he stood. And while he was about it, he gave the place a general
clean-up. A job of this kind was a powerful ally in keeping edged thoughts at bay.
He and his men had their hands full for several days, Polly, who was not allowed to
set foot in the store, peeping critically in at them to see how they progressed.
And, after business hours, there was little Polly herself.
He loved to contemplate her.
Six months of married life had worked certain changes in his black-eyed slip of a
girl; but something of the doe-like shyness that had caught his fancy still clung to
her. With strangers she could even yet be touchingly bashful. Not long out of
short frocks, she found it difficult to stand upon her dignity as Mrs. Dr. Mahony.
Besides, it was second nature to Polly to efface herself, to steal mousily away.
Unless, of course, some one needed help or was in distress, in which case she
forgot to be shy. To her husband's habits and idiosyncrasies she had adapted
herself implicitly -- but this came easy; for she was sure everything Richard did
was right, and that his way of looking at things was the one and only way. So there
was no room for discord between them. By this time Polly could laugh over
the dismay of her first homecoming: the pitch-dark night and unfamiliar road, the
racket of the serenade, the apparition of the great spider: now, all this might have
happened to somebody else, not Polly Mahony. Her dislike of things that creep and
crawl was, it is true, inborn, and persisted; but nowadays if one of the many
"triantelopes" that infested the roof showed its hairy legs, she had only to call
Hempel, and out the latter would pop with a broomstick, to do away with the
creature. If a scorpion or a centipede wriggled from under a log, the cry of "Tom!"
would bring the idle lad next door double-quick over the fence. Polly had learnt not
to summon her husband on these occasions; for Richard held to the maxim: "Live
and let live." If at night a tarantula appeared on the bedroom-wall, he caught it in a
covered glass and carried it outside: "Just to come in again," was her rueful
reflection. But indeed Polly was surrounded by willing helpers. And small wonder,
thought Mahony. Her young nerves were so sound that Hempel's dry cough never
grated them: she doctored him and fussed over him, and was worried that she
could not cure him. She met Long Jim's grumbles with a sunny face, and listened
patiently to his forebodings that he would never see "home" or his old woman
again. She even brought out a clumsy good-will in the young varmint Tom; nor did
his old father's want of refinement repel her.
"But, Richard, he's such a kind old man," she met her husband's admission of this
stumbling-block. "And it isn't his fault that he wasn't properly educated. He has
had to work for his living ever since he was twelve years old."
And Mr. Ocock cried quits by remarking confidentially: "That little lady o' yours 'as
got 'er 'eadpiece screwed on the right way. It beats me, doc., why you don't take
'er inter the store and learn 'er the bizness. No offence, I'm sure," he made haste
to add, disconcerted by Mahony's cold stare.
Had anyone at this date tried to tell Polly she lived in a mean, rough home, he
would have had a poor reception. Polly was long since certain that not a house on
the diggings could compare with theirs. This was a trait Mahony loved in her -- her
sterling loyalty; a loyalty that embraced not only her dear ones themselves, but
every stick and stone belonging to them. His discovery of it helped him to
understand her allegiance to her own multicoloured family: in the beginning he had
almost doubted its sincerity. Now, he knew her better. It was just as though a
sixth sense had been implanted in Polly, enabling her to pierce straight through
John's self-sufficiency or Ned's vapourings, to the real kernel of goodness that no
doubt lay hid below. He himself could not get at it; but then his powers of
divination were the exact opposite of Polly's. He was always struck by the weak or
ridiculous side of a person, and had to dig laboriously down to the virtues. While his
young wife, by a kind of genius, saw the good at a glance -- and saw nothing else.
And she did not stint with her gift, or hoard it up solely for use on her own kith
and kin. Her splendid sympathy was the reverse of clannish; it was applied to
every mortal who crossed her path.
Yes, for all her youth, Polly had quite a character of her own; and even thus early
her husband sometimes ran up against a certain native sturdiness of opinion. But
this did not displease him; on the contrary, he would have thanked you for a wife
who was only an echo of himself. To take the case of the animals. He had a
profound respect for those creatures to which speech has been denied; and he
treated the four-footers that dwelt under his roof as his fellows, humanising
them, reading his own thoughts into them, and showing more consideration for
their feelings than if they had been able to speak up for themselves. Polly saw this
in the light of an exquisite joke. She was always kind to Pompey and the stately
Palmerston, and would as soon have forgotten to set Richard's dinner before him
as to feed the pair; but they remained "the dog" and "the cat" to her, and, if they
had enough to eat, and received neither kicks nor blows, she could not conceive of
their souls asking more. It went beyond her to study the cat's dislike to being
turned off its favourite chair, or to believe that the dog did not make dirty prints
on her fresh scrubbed floor out of malice prepense; it was also incredible that he
should have doggy fits of depression, in which up he must to stick a cold, slobbery
snout into a warm human hand. And when Richard tried to conciliate Palmerston
stalking sulky to the door, or to pet away the melancholy in the rejected Pompey's
eyes, Polly had to lay down her sewing and laugh at her husband, so greatly did his
behaviour amuse her.
Again, there was the question of literature. Books to Mahony were almost
as necessary as bread; to his girl-wife, on the other hand, they seemed a
somewhat needless luxury -- less vital by far than the animals that walked the
floor. She took great care of the precious volumes Richard had had carted up
from Melbourne; but the cost of the transport was what impressed her most. It
was not an overstatement, thought Mahony, to say that a stack of well-chopped,
neatly piled wood meant more to Polly than all the books ever written. Not that
she did not enjoy a good story: her work done, she liked few things better; and he
often smiled at the ease with which she lived herself into the world of
make-believe, knowing, of course, that it was make-believe and just a kind of
humbug. But poetry, and the higher fiction! Little Polly's professed love for poetry
had been merely a concession to the conventional idea of girlhood; or, at best,
such a burning wish to be all her Richard desired, that, at the moment, she was
convinced of the truth of what she said. But did he read to her from his favourite
authors her attention would wander, in spite of the efforts she made to pin it
down.
Mahony declaimed:
'Tis the sunset of life gives us mystical lore,
And coming events cast their shadows before,
and his pleasure in the swing of the couplet was such that he repeated it.
Polly wakened with a start. Her thoughts had been miles away -- had been back at
the "Family Hotel". There Purdy, after several adventures, his poor leg a mass of
supuration, had at length betaken himself, to be looked after by his Tilly; and
Polly's hopes were all alight again.
She blushed guiltily at the repetition, and asked her husband to say the lines once
again. He did so.
"But they don't really, Richard, do they?" she said in an apologetic tone -- she
referred to the casting of shadows. "It would be so useful if they did --" and she
drew a sigh at Purdy's dilatory treatment of the girl who loved him so well.
"Oh, you prosaic little woman!" cried Mahony, and laid down his book to kiss her. It
was impossible to be vexed with Polly: she was so honest, so transparent.
"Did you never hear of a certain something called poetic licence?"
No: Polly was more or less familiar with various other forms of licence, from the
gold-diggers' that had caused all the fuss, down to the special licence by which she
had been married; but this particular one had not come her way. And on Richard
explaining to her the liberty poets allowed themselves, she shifted uncomfortably
in her chair, and was sorry to think he approved. It seemed to her just a fine name
for wanton exaggeration -- if not something worse.
There were also those long evenings they spent over the first hundred pages of
Waverley. Mahony, eager for her to share his enthusiasm, comforted her each
night anew that they would soon reach the story proper, and then, how interested
she would be! But the opening chapters were a sandy desert of words, all about
people duller than any Polly had known alive; and sometimes, before the book was
brought out, she would heave a secret sigh -- although, of course, she enjoyed
sitting cosily together with Richard, watching him and listening to his voice. But
they might have put their time to a pleasanter use: by talking of themselves, or
their friends, or how further to improve their home, or what the store was doing.
Mahony saw her smiling to herself one evening; and after assuring himself that
there was nothing on the page before him to call that pleased look to her young
face, he laid the book down and offered her a penny for her thoughts. But Polly
was loath to confess to wool-gathering.
"I haven't succeeded in interesting you, have I, Pollikins?"
She made haste to contradict him. Oh, it was very nice, and she loved to hear him
read.
"Come, honestly now, little woman!"
She faced him squarely at that, though with pink cheeks. "Well, not much,
Richard."
He took her on his knee. "And what were you smiling at?"
"Me? Oh, I was just thinking of something that happened yesterday" -- and Polly
sat up, agog to tell.
It appeared that the day before, while he was out, the digger's wife who did Polly's
rough work for her had rushed in, crying that her youngest was choking.
Bonnetless, Polly had flown across to the woman's hut. There she
discovered the child, a fat youngster of a year or so, purple in the face, with a
button wedged in its throat. Taking it by the heels she shook the child vigorously,
upside-down; and, lo and behold! this had the opposite effect to what she intended.
When they straightened the child out again the button was found to have passed
the danger-point and gone down. Quickly resolved, Polly cut slice on slice of thin
bread-and-butter, and with this she and Mrs. Hemmerde stuffed the willing babe
till, full to bursting, it warded them off with its tiny hands.
Mahony laughed heartily at the tale, and applauded his wife's prompt measures.
"Short of the forceps nothing could have been better!"
Yes, Polly had a dash of native shrewdness, which he prized. And a pair of clever
hands that were never idle. He had given her leave to make any changes she chose
in the house, and she was for ever stitching away at white muslin, or tacking it
over pink calico. These affairs made their little home very spick and span, and
kept Polly from feeling dull -- if one could imagine Polly dull! With the cooking alone
had there been a hitch in the beginning. Like a true expert Mrs. Beamish had not
tolerated understudies: none but the lowliest jobs, such as raisin-stoning or
potato-peeling, had fallen to the three girls' share: and in face of her first fowl
Polly stood helpless and dismayed. But not for long. Sarah was applied to for the
best cookery-book on sale in Melbourne, and when this arrived, Polly gave herself
up to the study of it. She had many failures, both private and avowed. With the
worst, she either retired behind the woodstack, or Tom disposed of them for her,
or the dog ate them up. But she persevered: and soon Mahony could with truth
declare that no one raised a better loaf or had a lighter hand at pastry than his
wife.
Three knocks on the wooden partition was the signal which, if he were not serving
a customer, summoned him to the kitchen.
"Oh, Richard, it's ripen beautifully!" And, red with heat and pride, Polly drew a
great golden-crusted, blown-up sponge-cake along the oven shelf. Richard, who had
a sweet tooth, pretended to be unable to curb his impatience.
"Wait! First I must see . . ." and she plunged a knife into the cake's heart:
it came out untarnished. "Yes, it's done to a turn."
There and then it was cut; for, said Mahony, that was the only way in which he
could make sure of a piece. Afterwards chunks were dealt out to every one Polly
knew -- to Long Jim, Hempel, Tommy Ocock, the little Hemmerdes. Side by side on
the kitchen-table, their feet dangling in the air, husband and wife sat boy-and-girl
fashion and munched hot cake, till their appetites for dinner were wrecked.
But the rains that heralded winter -- and they set in early that year -- had not
begun to fall when more serious matters claimed Mahony's attention.
IT was an odd and inexplicable thing that business showed no sign of improving.
Affairs on Ballarat had, for months past, run their usual prosperous course. The
western township grew from day to day, and was straggling right out to the banks
of the great swamp. On the Flat, the deep sinking that was at present the rule --
some parties actually touched a depth of three hundred feet before bottoming --
had brought a fresh host of fortune-hunters to the spot, and the results obtained
bid fair to rival those of the first golden year. The diggers' grievances and their
conflict with the government were now a turned page. At a state trial all prisoners
had been acquitted, and a general amnesty declared for those rebels who were
still at large. Unpopular ministers had resigned or died; a new constitution for the
colony awaited the Royal assent; and pending this, two of the rebel-leaders, now
prominent townsmen, were chosen to sit in the Legislative Council. The future
could not have looked rosier. For others, that was. For him, Mahony, it held more
than one element of uncertainty.
At no time had he come near making a fortune out of storekeeping. For one thing,
he had been too squeamish. From the outset he had declined to soil his hands with
surreptitious grog-selling; nor would he be a party to that evasion of the law which
consisted in overcharging on other goods, and throwing in drinks free. Again, he
would rather have been hamstrung than stoop to the tricks in vogue with regard
to the weighing of gold-dust: the greased scales, the wet sponge, false beams, and
so on. Accordingly, he had a clearer conscience than the majority and a lighter till.
But even at the legitimate ABC of business he had proved a duffer. He had never,
for instance, learned to be a really skilled hand at stocking a shop. Was an
out-of-the-way article called for, ten to one he had run short of it; and the born
shopman's knack of palming off or persuading to a makeshift was not his. Such
goods as he had, he did not press on people; his attitude was always that
of "take it or leave it"; and he sometimes surprised a ridiculous feeling of
satisfaction when he chased a drunken and insolent customer off the premises, or
secured an hour's leisure unbroken by the jangle of the store-bell.
Still, in spite of everything he had, till recently, done well enough. Money was loose,
and the diggers, if given long credit when down on their luck, were in the main to
be relied on to pay up when they struck the lead or tapped a pocket. He had had
slack seasons before now, and things had always come right again. This made it
hard for him to explain the present prolonged spell of dullness.
That there was something more than ordinarily wrong first dawned on him during
the stock-taking in summer. Hempel and he were constantly coming upon goods
that had been too long on hand, and were now fit only to be thrown away.
Half-a-dozen boxes of currants showed a respectable growth of mould; a like fate
had come upon some flitches of bacon; and not a bag of flour but had developed a
species of minute maggot. Rats had got at his coils of rope, one of which, sold in
all good faith, had gone near causing the death of the digger who used it. The
remains of some smoked fish were brought back and flung at his head with a
shower of curses, by a woman who had fallen ill through eating of it. And yet, in
spite of the replenishing this involved, the order he sent to town that season was
the smallest he had ever given. For the first time he could not fill a dray, but had
to share one with a greenhorn, who, if you please, was setting up at his very door.
He and Hempel cracked their brains to account for the falling-off -- or at least he
did: afterwards he believed Hempel had suspected the truth and been too
mealy-mouthed to speak out. It was Polly who innocently -- for of course he did
not draw her into confidence -- Polly supplied the clue from a piece of gossip
brought to the house by the woman Hemmerde. It appeared that, at the time of
the rebellion, Mahony's open antagonism to the Reform League had given offence
all round -- to the extremists as well as to the more wary on whose behalf the
League was drafted. They now got even with him by taking their custom
elsewhere. He snorted with indignation on hearing of it; then laughed ironically. He
was expected, was he, not only to bring his personal tastes and habits into
line with those of the majority, but to deny his politics as well? And if he refused,
they would make it hard for him to earn a decent living in their midst. Nothing
seemed easier to these unprincipled democrats than for a man to cut his coat to
suit his job. Why, he might just as well turn Whig and be done with it!
He sat over his account-books. The pages were black with bad debts for "tucker."
Here however was no mystery. The owners of these names -- Purdy was among
them -- had without doubt been implicated in the Eureka riot, and had made off
and never returned. He struck a balance, and found to his consternation that,
unless business took a turn for the better, he would not be able to hold out beyond
the end of the year. Afterwards, he was blessed if he knew what was going to
happen. The ingenious Hempel was full of ideas for tempting back fortune --
opening a branch store on a new lead was one of them, or removing bodily to Main
Street -- but ready money was the sine qua non of such schemes, and ready
money he had not got. Since his marriage he had put by as good as nothing; and
the enlarging and improving of his house, at that time, had made a big hole in his
bachelor savings. He did not feel justified at the present pass in drawing on them
anew. For one thing, before summer was out there would be, if all went well,
another mouth to feed. And that meant a variety of seen and unforeseen
expenses.
Such were the material anxieties he had to encounter in the course of that winter.
Below the surface a subtler embarrassment worked to destroy his peace. In face
of the shortage of money, he was obliged to thank his stars that he had not lost
the miserable lawsuit of a few months back. Had that happened, he wouldn't at
present have known where to turn. But this amounted to confessing his
satisfaction at having pulled off his case, pulled it off anyhow, by no matter what
crooked means. And as if this were not enough, the last words he had heard Purdy
say came back to sting him anew. The boy had accused him of judging a fight for
freedom from a tradesman's standpoint. Now it might be said of him that he was
viewing justice from the same angle. He had scorned the idea of distorting his
political opinions to fit the trade by which he gained his bread. But it was a far
more serious thing if his principles, his character, his sense of equity were
all to be undermined as well. If he stayed here, he would end by becoming as blunt
to what was right and fair as the rest of them. As it was, he was no longer able to
regard the two great landmarks of man's moral development -- liberty and justice
-- from the point of view of an honest man and a gentleman.
His self-annoyance was so great that it galvanised him to action. There and then
he made up his mind: as soon as the child that was coming to them was old enough
to travel, he would sell out for what he could get, and go back to the old country.
Once upon a time he had hoped, when he went, to take a good round sum with him
towards a first-rate English practice. Now he saw that this scheme had been a
kind of Jack-o'-lantern -- a marsh-light after which he might have danced for
years to come. As matters stood, he must needs be content if, the
passage-moneys paid, he could scrape together enough to keep him afloat till he
found a modest corner to slip into.
His first impulse was to say nothing of this to his wife in the meantime. Why
unsettle her? But he had reckoned without the sudden upward leap his spirits
made, once his decision was taken: the winter sky was blue as violets again above
him; he turned out light-heartedly of a morning. It was impossible to hide the
change in his mood from Polly -- even if he had felt it fair to do so. Another thing:
when he came to study Polly by the light of his new plan, he saw that his scruples
about unsettling her were fanciful -- wraiths of his own imagining. As a matter of
fact, the sooner he broke the news to her the better. Little Polly was so
thoroughly happy here that she would need time to accustom herself to the
prospect of life elsewhere.
He went about it very cautiously though; and with no hint of the sour and sorry
incidents that had driven him to the step. As was only natural, Polly was rather
easily upset at present: the very evening before, he had had occasion to blame
himself for his tactless behaviour.
In her first sick young fear Polly had impulsively written off to Mother Beamish, to
claim the fulfilment of that good woman's promise to stand by her when her time
came. One letter gave another; Mrs. Beamish not only announced that she would
hold herself ready to support her "little duck" at a moment's notice, but filled
sheets with sage advice and old wives' maxims; and the correspondence,
which had languished, flared up anew. Now came an ill-scrawled, misspelt epistle
from Tilly -- doleful, too, for Purdy had once more quitted her without speaking
the binding word -- in which she told that Purdy's leg, though healed, was
permanently shortened; the doctor in Geelong said he would never walk straight
again.
Husband and wife sat and discussed the news, wondered how lameness would
affect Purdy's future and what he was doing now, Tilly not having mentioned his
whereabouts. "She has probably no more idea than we have," said Mahony.
"I'm afraid not," said Polly with a sigh. "Well, I hope he won't come back here,
that's all"; and she considered the seam she was sewing, with an absent air.
"Why, love? Don't you like old Dickybird?" asked Mahony in no small surprise.
"Oh yes, quite well. But. . ."
"Is it because he still can't make up his mind to take your Tilly -- eh?"
"That, too. But chiefly because of something he said."
"And what was that, my dear?"
"Oh, very silly," and Polly smiled.
"Out with it, madam! Or I shall suspect the young dog of having made advances to
my wife."
"Richard, dear!" Little Polly thought he was in earnest, and grew exceedingly
confused. "Oh no, nothing like that," she assured him, and with red cheeks rushed
into an explanation. "He only said, in spite of you being such old friends he felt you
didn't really care to have him here on Ballarat. After a time you always invented
some excuse to get him away." But now that it was out, Polly felt the need of
toning down the statement, and added: "I shouldn't wonder if he was silly enough
to think you were envious of him, for having so many friends and being liked by all
sorts of people."
"Envious of him? I? Who on earth has been putting such ideas into your head?"
cried Mahony.
"It was 'mother' thought so -- it was while I was still there," stammered Polly,
still more fluttered by the fact of him fastening on just these words.
Mahony tried to quell his irritation by fidgeting round the room. "Surely,
Polly, you might give up calling that woman 'mother,' now you belong to me -- I
thank you for the relationship!" he said testily. And having with much unnecessary
ado knocked the ashes out of his pipe, he went on: "It's bad enough to say things
of that kind; but to repeat them, love, is in even poorer taste."
"Yes, Richard," said Polly meekly.
But her amazed inner query was: "Not even to one's own husband?"
She hung her head, till the white thread of parting between the dark loops of her
hair was almost perpendicular. She had spoken without thinking in the first place
-- had just blurted out a passing thought. But even when forced to explain, she
had never dreamt of Richard taking offence. Rather she had imagined the two of
them -- two banded lovingly against one -- making merry together over Purdy's
nonsense. She had heard her husband laugh away much unkinder remarks than
this. And perhaps if she had stopped there, and said no more, it might have been
all right. By her stupid attempt to gloss things over, she had really managed to
hurt him, and had made him think her gossipy into the bargain.
She went on with her sewing. But when Mahony came back from the brisk walk by
means of which he got rid of his annoyance, he fancied, though Polly was as
cheery as ever and had supper laid for him, that her eyelids were red.
This was why, the following evening, he promised himself to be discreet.
Winter had come in earnest; the night was wild and cold. Before the crackling
stove the cat lay stretched at full length, while Pompey dozed fitfully, his nose
between his paws. The red-cotton curtains that hung at the little window gave
back the lamplight in a ruddy glow; the clock beat off the seconds evenly, except
when drowned by the wind, which came in bouts, hurling itself against the corners
of the house. And presently, laying down his book -- Polly was too busy now to be
read to -- Mahony looked across at his wife. She was wrinkling her pretty brows
over the manufacture of tiny clothes, a rather pale little woman still, none of the
initial discomforts of her condition having been spared her. Feeling his eyes on her,
she looked up and smiled: did ever anyone see such a ridiculous armhole? Three of
one's fingers were enough to fill it -- and she held the little shirt aloft for
his inspection. Here was his chance: the child's coming offered the best of
pretexts. Taking not only the midget garment but also the hand that held it, he
told her of his resolve to go back to England and re-enter his profession.
"You know, love, I've always wished to get home again. And now there's an
additional reason. I don't want my . . . our children to grow up in a place like this.
Without companions -- or refining influences. Who knows how they would turn
out?"
He said it, but in his heart he knew that his children would be safe enough. And
Polly, listening to him, made the same reservation: yes, but our children. . . .
"And so I propose, as soon as the youngster's old enough to travel, to haul down
the flag for good and all, and book passages for the three of us in some smart
clipper. We'll live in the country, love. Think of it, Polly! A little gabled, red-roofed
house at the foot of some Sussex down, with fruit trees and a high hedge round it,
and only the oast-houses peeping over. Doesn't it make your mouth water, my
dear?"
He had risen in his eagerness, and stood with his back to the stove, his legs apart.
And Polly nodded and smiled up at him -- though, truth to tell, the picture he drew
did not mean much to her: she had never been in Sussex, nor did she know what an
oast-house was. A night such as this, with flying clouds and a shrill, piping wind,
made her think of angry seas and a dark ship's cabin, in which she lay deathly sick.
But it was not Polly's way to dwell on disagreeables: her mind glanced off to a
pleasanter theme.
"Have you ever thought, Richard, how strange it will seem when there are three
of us? You and I will never be quite alone together again. Oh, I do hope he will be a
good baby and not cry much. It will worry you if he does -- like Hempel's cough.
And then you won't love him properly."
"I shall love it because it is yours, my darling. And the baby of such a dear little
mother is sure to be good."
"Oh, babies will be babies, you know!" said Polly, with a new air of wisdom which sat
delightfully on her.
Mahony pinched her cheek. "Mrs. Mahony, you're shirking my question. Tell me now,
should you not be pleased to get back to England?"
"I'll go wherever you go, Richard," said Polly staunchly. "Always. And of
course I should like to see mother -- I mean my real mother -- again. But then
Ned's here . . . and John, and Sarah. I should be very sorry to leave them. I don't
think any of them will ever go home now."
"They may be here, but they don't trouble you often, my dear," said Mahony, with
more than a hint of impatience. "Especially Ned the well-beloved, who lives not a
mile from your door."
"I know he doesn't often come to see us, Richard. But he's only a boy; and has to
work so hard. You see it's like this. If Ned should get into any trouble, I'm here to
look after him; and I know that makes mother's mind easier -- Ned was always her
favourite."
"And an extraordinary thing, too! I believe it's the boy's good looks that blind you
women to his faults."
"Oh no, indeed it isn't!" declared Polly warmly. "It's just because Ned's Ned. The
dearest fellow, if you really know him."
"And so your heart's anchored here, little wife, and would remain here even if I
carried your body off to England?"
"Oh no, Richard," said Polly again. "My heart would always be where you are. But I
can't help wondering how Ned would get on alone. And Jerry will soon be here too,
now, and he's younger still. And how I should like to see dear Tilly settled before I
go!"
Judging that enough had been said for the time being, Mahony re-opened his book,
leaving his wife to chew the cud of innocent matchmaking and sisterly cares.
In reality Polly's reflections were of quite another nature.
Her husband's abrupt resolve to leave the colony, disturbing though it was, did not
take her altogether by surprise. She would have needed to be both deaf and blind
not to notice that the store-bell rang much seldomer than it used to, and that
Richard had more spare time on his hands. Yes, trade was dull, and that made him
fidgety. Now she had always known that someday it would be her duty to follow
Richard to England. But she had imagined that day to be very far off -- when they
were elderly people, and had saved up a good deal of money. To hear the date fixed
for six months hence was something of a shock to her. And it was at this point
that Polly had a sudden inspiration. As she listened to Richard talking of
resuming his profession, the thought flashed through her mind: why not here? Why
should he not start practice in Ballarat, instead of travelling all those thousands
of miles to do it?
This was what she ruminated while she tucked and hemmed. She could imagine, of
course, what his answer would be. He would say there were too many doctors on
Ballarat already; not more than a dozen of them made satisfactory incomes. But
this argument did not convince Polly. Richard wasn't, perhaps, a great success at
storekeeping; but that was only because he was too good for it. As a doctor, he
with his cleverness and gentlemanly manners would soon, she was certain, stand
head and shoulders above the rest. And then there would be money galore. It was
true he did not care for Ballarat -- was down on both place and people. But this
objection, too, Polly waived. It passed belief that anybody could really dislike this
big, rich, bustling, go-ahead township, where such handsome buildings were
springing up and every one was so friendly. In her heart she ascribed her
husband's want of love for it to the "infra dig" position he occupied. If he mixed
with his equals again and got rid of the feeling that he was looked down on, it would
make all the difference in the world to him. He would then be out of reach of snubs
and slights, and people would understand him better -- not the residents on
Ballarat alone, but also John, and Sarah, and the Beamishes, none of whom really
appreciated Richard. In her mind's eye Polly had a vision of him going his rounds
mounted on a chestnut horse, dressed in surtout and choker, and hand and glove
with the bigwigs of society -- the gentlemen at the Camp, the Police Magistrate
and Archdeacon Long, the rich squatters who lived at the foot of Mount
Buninyong. It brought the colour to her cheeks merely to think of it.
She did not, however, breathe a word of this to Richard. She was a shade wiser
than the night before, when she had vexed him by blurting out her thoughts. And
the present was not the right time to speak. In these days Richard was under the
impression that she needed to be humoured. He might agree with her against his
better judgment, or, worse still, pretend to agree. And Polly didn't want that. She
wished fairly to persuade him that, by setting up here on the diggings where he
was known and respected, he would get on quicker, and make more money,
than if he buried himself in some poky English village where no one had ever heard
of him.
Meanwhile the unconscious centre of her ambitions wore a perplexed frown.
Mahony was much exercised just now over the question of medical attendance for
Polly. The thought of coming into personal contact with a member of the
fraternity was distasteful to him; none of them had an inkling who or what he was.
And, though piqued by their unsuspectingness, he at the same time feared lest it
should not be absolute, and he have the ill-luck to hit on a practitioner who had
heard of his stray spurts of doctoring and written him down a charlatan and a
quack. For this reason he would call in no one in the immediate neighbourhood --
even the western township seemed too near. Ultimately, his choice fell on a man
named Rogers who hailed from Mount Pleasant, the rise on the opposite side of
the valley and some two miles off. It was true since he did not intend to disclose
his own standing, the distance would make the fellow's fees mount up. But Rogers
was at least properly qualified (half those claiming the title of physician were
impudent impostors, who didn't know a diploma from the Ten Commandments), of
the same alma mater as himself -- not a contemporary, though, he took good
care of that! -- and, if report spoke true, a skilful and careful obstetrician.
When, however, in response to a note carried by Long Jim Rogers drew rein in
front of the store, Mahony was not greatly impressed by him. He proved to be a
stout, reddish man, some ten years Mahony's senior, with a hasty-pudding face
and an undecided manner. There be sat, his ten spread finger-tips meeting and
gently tapping one another across his paunch, and nodding: "Just so, just so!" to
all he heard. He had the trick of saying everything twice over. "Needs to clinch his
own opinion!" was Mahony's swift diagnosis. Himself, he kept in the background.
And was he forced to come forward his manner was both stiff and forbidding, so
on tenterhooks was he lest the other should presume to treat him as anything but
the storekeeper he gave himself out to be.
A day or so later who but the wife must arrive to visit Polly! -- a piece of
gratuitous friendliness that could well have been dispensed with; even though
Mahony felt it keenly that, at this juncture, Polly should lack companions of
her own sex. But Rogers had married beneath him, and the sight of the pursy
upstart -- there were people on the Flat who remembered her running barefoot
and slatternly -- sitting there, in satin and feathers, lording it over his own little
Jenny Wren, was more than Mahony could tolerate. The distance was put forward
as an excuse for Polly not returning the call, and Polly was docile as usual; though
for her part she had thought her visitor quite a pleasant, kindly woman. But then
Polly never knew when she was being patronised!
To wipe out any little trace of disappointment, her husband suggested that she
should write and ask one of the Beamish girls to stay with her: it would keep her
from feeling the days long.
But Polly only laughed. "Long? -- when I have so much sewing to do?"
No, she did not want company. By now, indeed, she regretted having sent off that
impulsive invitation to Mrs. Beamish for the end of the year. Puzzle as she would,
she could not see how she was going to put "mother" comfortably up.
Meanwhile the rains were changing the familiar aspect of the place. Creeks -- in
summer dry gutters of baked clay -- were now rich red rivers; and the yellow
Yarrowee ran full to the brim, keeping those who lived hard by it in a twitter of
anxiety. The steep slopes of Black Hill showed thinly green; the roads were
ploughed troughs of sticky mire. Occasional night frosts whitened the ground,
bringing cloudless days in their wake. Then down came the rain once more, and fell
for a week on end. The diggers were washed out of their holes, the Flat became an
untraversable bog. And now there were floods in earnest: the creeks turned to
foaming torrents that swept away trees and the old roots of trees; and the
dwellers on the river banks had to fly for their bare lives.
Over the top of book or newspaper Mahony watched his wife stitch, stitch, stitch,
with a zeal that never flagged, at the dolly garments. Just as he could read his
way, so Polly sewed hers, through the time of waiting. But whereas she, like a
sensible little woman, pinned her thoughts fast to the matter in hand, he let his
range freely over the future. Of the many good things this had in store for him,
one in particular whetted his impatience. It took close on a twelvemonth
out here to get hold of a new book. On Ballarat not even a stationer's existed; nor
were there more than a couple of shops in Melbourne itself that could be relied on
to carry out your order. You perforce fell behind in the race, remained ignorant of
what was being said and done -- in science, letters, religious controversy -- in the
great world overseas. To this day he didn't know whether Agassiz had or had not
been appointed to the chair of Natural History in Edinburgh; or whether fresh
heresies with regard to the creation of species had spoiled his chances; did not
know whether Hugh Miller had actually gone crazy over the Vestiges; or even if
those arch-combatants, Syme and Simpson, had at length sheathed their swords.
Now, however, God willing, he would before very long be back in the thick of it all, in
intimate touch with the doings of the most wide-awake city in Europe; and new
books and pamphlets would come into his possession as they dropped hot from the
press.
AND then one morning -- it was spring now, and piping hot at noon -- Long Jim
brought home from the post-office a letter for Polly, addressed in her sister
Sarah's sloping hand. Knowing the pleasure it would give her, Mahony carried it at
once to his wife; and Polly laid aside broom and duster and sat down to read.
But he was hardly out of the room when a startled cry drew him back to her side.
Polly had hidden her face, and was shaken by sobs As he could not get her to
speak, Mahony picked up the letter from the floor and read it for himself.
Sarah wrote like one distracted.
Oh, my dear sister, how can I find words to tell you of the truly "awful"
calamity that has befallen our unhappy brother. Mahony skipped the phrases,
and learnt that owing to a carriage accident Emma Turnham had been prematurely
confined, and, the best medical aid notwithstanding -- John spared absolutely
"no" expense -- had died two days later. John is like a madman. Directly I
heard the "shocking" news, I at once threw up my engagement -- at
"serious" loss to myself, but that is a matter of small consequence --
and came to take my place beside our poor dear brother in his great
trial. But all my efforts to bring him to a proper and "Christian" frame
of mind have been fruitless. I am indeed alarmed to be alone with him,
and I tremble for the children, for he is possessed of an "insane" hatred
for the sweet little loves. He has locked himself in his room, will see "no
one" nor touch a "particle" of nourishment. Do, my dearest Polly, come
at once on receipt of this, and help me in the "truly awful" task that
has been laid upon me. And pray forgive me for using this plain paper. I
have had literally no time to order mourning "of any kind."
So that was Sarah! With a click of the tongue Mahony tossed the letter on the
table, and made it clear to Polly that under no consideration would he allow
her to attempt the journey to town. Her relatives seemed utterly to have
forgotten her condition; if, indeed., they had ever grasped the fact that she was
expecting a child.
But Polly did not heed him. "Oh, poor, poor Emma! Oh, poor dear John!" Her
husband could only soothe her by promising to go to Sarah's assistance himself,
the following day.
They had been entirely in the dark about things. For John Turnham thought proper
to erect a jealous wall about his family life. What went on behind it was nobody's
business but his own. You felt yourself -- were meant to feel yourself -- the alien,
the outsider. And Mahony marvelled once more at the wealth of love and sympathy
his little Polly had kept fresh for these two, who had wasted so few of their
thoughts on her.
Polly dried her eyes; he packed his carpet-bag. He did this with a good deal of
pother, pulling open the wrong drawers, tumbling up their contents and generally
making havoc of his wife's arrangements. But the sight of his clumsiness acted as
a kind of tonic on Polly: she liked to feel that he was dependent on her for his
material comfort and well-being.
They spoke of John's brief married life.
"He loved her like a pagan, my dear," said Mahony. "And if what your sister Sarah
writes is not exaggerated, he is bearing his punishment in a truly pagan way."
"But you won't say that to him, dear Richard . . . will you? You'll be very gentle
with him?" pleaded Polly anxiously.
"Indeed I shall, little woman. But one can't help thinking these things, all the same.
You know it is written: 'Thou shalt have none other gods but Me.'"
"Yes, I know. But then this was just Emma . . . and she was so pretty and so
good" -- and Polly cried anew.
Mahony rose before dawn to catch the coach. Together with a packet of
sandwiches, Polly brought him a small black mantle.
"For Sarah, with my dear love. You see, Richard, I know she always wears coloured
dresses. And she will feel so much happier if she has something black to put on."
Little Polly's voice was deep with persuasion. Richard was none too well pleased,
she could see, at having to unlock his bag again; she feared too, that, after the
letter of the day before, his opinion of Sarah had gone down to zero.
Mahony secured a corner seat; and so, though his knees interlocked with
those of his vis-a'-vis, only one of the eight inside passengers was jammed against
him. The coach started; and the long, dull hours of the journey began to wear
away. Nothing broke the monotony but speculations whether the driver -- a noted
tippler -- would be drunk before Melbourne was reached and capsize them; and the
drawling voice of a Yankee prospector, who told lying tales about his exploits in
California in '48 until, having talked his hearers to sleep, he dropped off himself.
Then, Mahony fell to reflecting on what lay before him. He didn't like the job. He
was not one of your born good Samaritans: he relished intruding as little as being
intruded on. Besides, morally to sustain, to forbear with, a fellow-creature in
misfortune, seemed to him as difficult and thankless a task as any required of
one. Infinite tact was essential, and a skin thick enough to stand snubs and
rebuffs. But here he smiled. "Or my little wife's inability to recognise them!"
House and garden had lost their air of well-groomed smartness: the gate stood
ajar, the gravel was unraked, the verandah-flooring black with footmarks. With all
the blinds still down, the windows looked like so many dead eyes. Mahony's first
knock brought no response; at his second, the door was opened by Sarah Turnham
herself. But a very different Sarah this, from the elegant and sprightly young
person who had graced his wedding. Her chignon was loose, her dress dishevelled.
On recognising Mahony, she uttered a cry and fell on his neck -- he had to
disengage her arms by force and speak severely to her, declaring that he would go
away again, if she carried out her intention of swooning.
At last he got her round so far that she could tell her tale, which she did with a
hysterical overstatement. She had, it seemed, arrived there just before her
sister-in-law died. John was quarrelling furiously with all three doctors, and, before
the end, insulted the only one who was left in such a fashion that he, too, marched
out of the house. They had to get the dead woman measured, coffined and taken
away by stealth. Whereupon John had locked himself up in his room, and had not
been seen since. He had a loaded revolver with him; through the closed door he
had threatened to shoot both her and the children. The servants had
deserted, panic-stricken at their master's behaviour, at the sudden collapse of
the well-regulated household: the last, a nurse-girl sent out on an errand some
hours previously, had not returned. Sarah was at her wits' end to know what to do
with the children -- he might hear them screaming at this moment.
Mahony, in no hesitancy now how to deal with the situation, laid his hat aside and
drew off his gloves. "Prepare some food," he said briefly. "A glass of port and a
sandwich or two, if you can manage nothing else -- but meat of some kind."
But there was not a morsel of meat in the house.
"Then go to the butcher's and buy some."
Sarah gasped, and bridled. She had never in her life been inside a butcher's shop!
"Good God, woman, then the sooner you make the beginning the better!" cried
Mahony. And as he strode down the passage to the door she indicated, he added:
"Now control yourself, madam! And if you have not got what I want in a quarter of
an hour's time, I'll walk out of the house and leave you to your own devices!" At
which Sarah, cowed and shaken, began tremblingly to tie her bonnet-strings.
Mahony knocked three times at the door of John Turnham's room, each time more
loudly. Then he took to battering with his fist on the panels, and cried: "It is I,
John, your brother-in-law! Have the goodness to unlock this door at once!"
There was still an instant of suspense; then heavy footsteps crossed the floor
and the door swung back. Mahony's eyes met a haggard white face set in a dusky
background.
"You!" said John in a slow, dazed way, and blinked at the light. But in the next
breath he burst out: "Where's that damned fool of a woman? Is she skulking
behind you? I won't see her -- won't have her near me!"
"If you mean your sister Sarah, she is not in the house at present," said Mahony;
and stepping over the threshold he shut the door. The two men faced each other
in the twilight.
"What do you want?" demanded John in a hoarse voice. "Have you, too, come to
preach and sermonise? If so, you can go back where you came from! I'll have none
of that cant here."
"No, no, I leave that to those whose business it is. I'm here as your
doctor"; and Mahony drew up a blind and opened a window. Instantly the level
sun-rays flooded the room; and the air that came in with them smacked of the
sea. Just outside the window a quince-tree in full blossom reared extravagant
masses of pink snow against the blue overhead; beyond it a covered walk of vines
shone golden-green. There was not a cloud in the sky. To turn back to the musty
room from all this lush and lovely life was like stepping down into a vault.
John had sunk into a seat before a secretaire, and shielded his eyes from the sun.
A burnt-out candle stood at his elbow; and in a line before him were ranged such
images as remained to him of his dead -- a dozen or more daguerrotypes, of
various sizes: Emma and he before marriage and after marriage; Emma with her
first babe, at different stages of its growth; Emma with the two children; Emma in
ball-attire; with a hat on; holding a book.
The sight gave the quietus to Mahony's scruples. Stooping, he laid his hand on
John's shoulder. "My poor fellow," he said gently. "Your sister was not in a fit
state to travel, so I have come in her place to tell you how deeply, how truly, we
feel for you in your loss. I want to try, too, to help you to bear it. For it has to be
borne, John."
At this the torrent burst. Leaping to his feet John began to fling wildly to and fro;
and then, for a time, the noise of his lamentations filled the room. Mahony had
assisted at scenes of this kind before, but never had he heard the like of the
blasphemies that poured over John's lips. (Afterwards, when he had recovered his
distance, he would refer to it as the occasion on which John took the Almighty to
task, for having dared to interfere in his private life.)
At the moment he sat silent. "Better for him to get it out," he thought to
himself, even while he winced at John's scurrility.
When, through sheer exhaustion, John came to a stop, Mahony cast about for
words of consolation. All reference to the mystery of God's way was precluded;
and he shrank from entering that sound plea for the working of Time, which drives
a spike into the heart of the new-made mourner. He bethought himself of the
children. "Remember, she did not leave you comfortless. You have your little ones.
Think of them."
But this was a false move. Like a belated thunderclap after the storm is
over, John broke out again, his haggard eyes aflame. "Curse the children!" he cried
thickly. "Curse them, I say! If I had once caught sight of them since she . . . she
went, I should have wrung their necks. I never wanted children. They came between
us. They took her from me. It was a child that killed her. Now, she is gone and they
are left. Keep them out of my way, Mahony! Don't let them near me. -- Oh, Emma.
. . wife!" and here his shoulders heaved, under dry, harsh sobs.
Mahony felt his own eyes grow moist. "Listen to me, John. I promise you, you shall
not see your children again until you wish to -- till you're glad to recall them, as a
living gift from her you have lost. I'll look after them for you."
"You will? . . . God bless you, Mahony!"
Judging the moment ripe, Mahony rose and went out to fetch the tray on which
Sarah had set the eatables. The meat was but a chop, charred on one side, raw on
the other; but John did not notice its shortcomings. He fell on it like the starving
man he was, and gulped down two or three glasses of port. The colour returned to
his face, he was able to give an account of his wife's last hours. "And to talk is
what he needs, even if he goes on till morning." Mahony was quick to see that
there were things that rankled in John's memory, like festers in flesh. One was
that, knowing the greys were tricky, he had not forbidden them to Emma long ago.
But he had felt proud of her skill in handling the reins, of the attention she
attracted. Far from thwarting her, he had actually urged her on. Her fall had been
a light one, and at the outset no bad results were anticipated: a slight
haemorrhage was soon got under control. A week later, however, it began anew,
more violently, and then all remedies were in vain. As it became clear that the
child was dead, the doctors had recourse to serious measures. But the bleeding
went on. She complained of a roaring in her ears, her extremities grew cold, her
pulse fluttered to nothing. She passed from syncope to coma, and from coma to
death. John swore that two of the doctors had been the worse for drink; the third
was one of those ignorant impostors with whom the place swarmed. And again he
made himself reproaches.
"I ought to have gone to look for someone else. But she was dying . . . I
could not tear myself away. -- Mahony, I can still see her. They had stretched her
across the bed, so that her head hung over the side. Her hair swept the floor --
one scoundrel trod on it . . . trod on her hair! And I had to stand by and watch,
while they butchered her -- butchered my girl. -- Oh, there are things, Mahony,
one cannot dwell on and live!"
"You must not look at it like that. Yet, when I recall some of the cases I've seen
contraction induced in . . ."
"Ah yes, if you had been here . . . my God, if only you had been here!"
But Mahony did not encourage this idea; it was his duty to unhitch John's thoughts
from the past. He now suggested that, the children and Sarah safe in his keeping,
John should shut up the house and go away. To his surprise John jumped at the
proposal, was ready there and then to put it into effect. Yes, said he, he would
start the very next morning, and with no more than a blanket on his back, would
wander a hundred odd miles into the bush, sleeping out under the stars at night,
and day by day increasing the distance between himself and the scene of his loss.
And now up he sprang, in a sudden fury to be gone. Warning Sarah into the
background, Mahony helped him get together a few necessaries, and then walked
him to a hotel. Here he left him sleeping under the influence of a drug, and next
day saw him off on his tramp northwards, over the Great Divide.
John's farewell words were: "Take the keys of the house with you, and don't give
them up to me under a month, at least."
That day's coach was full; they had to wait for seats till the following afternoon.
The delay was not unwelcome to Mahony; it gave Polly time to get the letter he
had written her the night before. After leaving John, he set about raising money
for the extra fares and other unforeseen expenses: at the eleventh hour, Sarah
informed him that their young brother Jerry had landed in Melbourne during
Emma's illness, and had been hastily boarded out. Knowing no one else in the city,
Mahony was forced, much as it went against the grain, to turn to Henry Ocock for
assistance. And he was effusively received -- Ocock tried to press double the sum
needed on him. Fortune was no doubt smiling on the lawyer. His offices had
swelled to four rooms, with appropriate clerks in each. He still, however, nursed
the scheme of transferring his business to Ballarat.
"As soon, that is, as I can hear of suitable premises. I understand there's only one
locality to be considered, and that's the western township." On which Mahony,
whose address was in the outer darkness, repeated his thanks and withdrew.
He found Jerry's lodging, paid the bill, and took the boy back to St. Kilda -- a shy
slip of a lad in his early teens, with the colouring and complexion that ran in the
family. John's coachman, who had shown himself not indisposed -- for a
substantial sum, paid in advance -- to keep watch over house and grounds, was
installed in an outbuilding, and next day at noon, after personally aiding Sarah, who
was all a-tremble at the prospect of the bush journey, to pack her own and the
children's clothes, Mahony turned the key in the door of the darkened house. But a
couple of weeks ago it had been a proud and happy home. Now it had no more
virtue left in it than a crab's empty shell.
He had fumed on first learning of Jerry's superfluous presence; but before they
had gone far he saw that he would have fared ill indeed, had Jerry not been there.
Sarah, too agitated that morning to touch a bite of food, was seized, not an hour
out, with sickness and fainting. There she sat, her eyes closed, her salts to her
nose or feebly sipping brandy, unable to lift a finger to help with the children. The
younger of the two slept most of the way hotly and heavily on Mahony's knee; but
the boy, a regular pest, was never for a moment still. In vain did his youthful uncle
pinch his leg each time he wriggled to the floor. It was not till a fierce-looking
digger opposite took out a jack-knife and threatened to saw off both his feet if he
stirred again, to cut out his tongue if he put another question that, scarlet with
fear, little Johnny was tamed. Altogether it was a nightmare of a journey, and
Mahony groaned with relief when, lamps having for some time twinkled past, the
coach drew up, and Hempel and Long Jim stepped forward with their lanterns.
Sarah could hardly stand. The children, wrathful at being wakened from their
sleep, kicked and screamed.
FOR the first time in her young married life, Polly felt vexed with her husband.
"Oh, he shouldn't have done that. . . no. really he shouldn't!" she murmured; and
the hand with the letter in it drooped to her lap.
She had been doing a little surreptitious baking in Richard's absence, and without a
doubt was hot and tired. The tears rose to her eyes. Deserting her pastry-board
she retreated behind the woodstack and sat down on the chopping-block; and then,
for some minutes, the sky was blotted out. She felt quite unequal, in her present
condition, to facing Sarah, who was so sensitive, so easily shocked; and she was
deeply averse from her fine-lady sister discovering the straitness of Richard's
means and home.
But it was hard for Polly to secure a moment's privacy.
"An' so this is w'ere you're 'idin', is it?" said Long Jim snappishly -- he had been
opening a keg of treacle and held a sticky plug in his hand. "An' me runnin' my pore
ol' legs off arter you!" And Hempel met her on her entry with: "No further bad
news, I 'ope and trust, ma'am?" -- Hempel always retained his smooth servility of
manner. "The shopman par excellence, my dear!" Richard was used to say of him.
Polly reassured her attendants, blew her nose, re-read her letter; and other
feelings came uppermost. She noticed how scribbly the writing was -- Richard had
evidently been hard pushed for time. There was an apologetic tone about it, too,
which was unlike him. He was probably wondering what she would say; he might
even be making himself reproaches. It was unkind of her to add to them. Let her
think rather of the sad state poor John had been found in, and of his two
motherless babes. As for Sarah, it would never have done to leave her out.
Wiping her eyes Polly untied her cooking-apron and set to reviewing her resources.
Sarah would have to share her bed, Richard to sleep on the sofa. The
children . . . and here she knitted her brows. Then going into the yard, she called
to Tom Ocock, who sat whittling a stick in front of his father's house; and Tom
went down to Main Street for her, and bought a mattress which he carried home
on his shoulder. This she spread on the bedroom floor, Mrs. Hemmerde having
already given both rooms a sound scouring, just in case a flea or a spider should
be lying perdu. After which Polly fell to baking again in good earnest; for the
travellers would be famished by the time they arrived.
Towards ten o'clock Tom, who was on the look-out, shouted that the coach was in,
and Polly, her table spread, a good fire going, stepped to the door, outwardly very
brave, inwardly all a-flutter. Directly, however, she got sight of the forlorn party
that toiled up the slope: Sarah clinging to Hempel's arm, Mahony bearing one heavy
child, and -- could she believe her eyes? -- Jerry staggering under the other: her
bashfulness was gone. She ran forward to prop poor Sarah on her free side, to
guide her feet to the door; and it is doubtful whether little Polly had ever spent a
more satisfying hour than that which followed.
Her husband, watching her in silent amaze, believed she thoroughly enjoyed the
fuss and commotion.
There was Sarah, too sick to see anything but the bed, to undress, to make
fomentations for, to coax to mouthfuls of tea and toast. There was Jerry to feed
and send off, with the warmest of hugs, to share Tom Ocock's palliasse. There
were the children . . . well, Polly's first plan had been to put them straight to bed.
But when she came to peel off their little trousers she changed her mind.
"I think, Mrs. Hemmerde, if you'll get me a tub of hot water, we'll just pop them
into it; they'll sleep so much better," she said . . . not quite truthfully. Her private
reflection was: "I don't think Sarah can once have washed them properly, all that
time."
The little girl let herself be bathed in her sleep; but young John stood and bawled,
digging fat fists into slits of eyes, while Polly scrubbed at his massy knees, the
dimpled ups and downs of which looked as if they had been worked in by hand. She
had never seen her brother's children before and was as heartily lost in
admiration of their plump, well-formed bodies, as her helper of the costliness of
their outfit.
"Real Injun muslin, as I'm alive!" ejaculated the woman, on fishing out their
night-clothes. "An' wid the sassiest lace for trimmin'! -- Och, the poor little
motherless angels! -- Stan' quiet, you young divil you, an' lemme button you up!"
Clean as lily-bells, the pair were laid on the mattress-bed.
"At least they can't fall out," said Polly, surveying her work with a sigh of
content.
Every one else having retired, she sat with Richard before the fire, waiting for his
bath-water to reach the boil. He was anxious to know just how she had fared in his
absence, she to hear the full story of his mission. He confessed to her that his
offer to load himself up with the whole party had been made in a momentary burst
of feeling. Afterwards he had repented his impulsiveness.
"On your account, love. Though when I see how well you've managed -- you dear,
clever little woman!"
And Polly consoled him, being now come honestly to the stage of: "But, Richard,
what else could you do?"
"What, indeed! I knew Emma had no relatives in Melbourne, and who John's
intimates might be I had no more idea than the man in the moon."
"John hasn't any friends. He never had."
"As for leaving the children in Sarah's charge, if you'll allow me to say so, my
dear, I consider your sister Sarah the biggest goose of a female it has ever been
my lot to run across."
"Ah, but you don't really know Sarah yet," said Polly, and smiled a little, through
the tears that had ripen to her eyes at the tale of John's despair.
What Mahony did not mention to her was the necessity he had been under of
borrowing money; though Polly was aware he had left home with but a modest sum
in his purse. He wished to spare her feelings. Polly had a curious delicacy -- he
might almost call it a manly delicacy -- with regard to money; and the fact that
John had not offered to put hand to pocket; let alone liberally flung a blank cheque
at his head, would, Mahony knew, touch his wife on a tender spot. Nor did Polly
herself ask questions. Richard made no allusion to John having volunteered to bear
expenses, so the latter had evidently not done so. What a pity! Richard was
so particular himself, in matters of this kind, that he might write her brother
down close and stingy. Of course John's distressed state of mind partly served to
excuse him. But she could not imagine the calamity that would cause Richard to
forget his obligations.
She slid her hand into her husband's and they sat for a while in silence. Then, half
to herself, and out of a very different train of thought she said: "Just fancy them
never crying once for their mother."
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"Talking of friends," said Sarah, and fastidiously cleared her throat. "Talking of
friends, I wonder now what has become of one of those young gentlemen I met at
your wedding. He was . . . let me see . . . why, I declare if I haven't forgotten his
name!"
"Oh, I know who you mean -- besides there was only one, Sarah," Mahony heard his
wife reply, and therewith fall into her sister's trap. "You mean Purdy -- Purdy
Smith -- who was Richard's best man."
"Smith?" echoed Sarah. "La, Polly! Why don't he make it Smythe?"
It was a warm evening some three weeks later. The store was closed to
customers; but Mahony had ensconced himself in a corner of it with a book: since
the invasion, this was the one place in which he could make sure of finding quiet.
The sisters sat on the log-bench before the house; and, without seeing them,
Mahony knew to a nicety how they were employed. Polly darned stockings, for
John's children; Sarah was tatting, with her little finger stuck out at right angles
to the rest. Mahony could hardly think of this finger without irritation: it seemed
to sum up Sarah's whole outlook on life.
Meanwhile Polly's fresh voice went on, relating Purdy's fortunes. "He took part,
you know, in the dreadful affair on the Eureka last Christmas, when so many poor
men were killed. We can speak of it, now they've all been pardoned; but then we
had to be very careful. Well, he was shot in the ankle, and will always be lame from
it."
"What! -- go hobbling on one leg for the remainder of his days? Oh, my dear!" said
Sarah, and laughed.
"Yes, because the wound wasn't properly attended to -- he had to hide
about in the bush, for ever so long. Later on he went to the Beamishes, to be
nursed. But by that time his poor leg was in a very bad state. You know he is
engaged -- or very nearly so -- to Tilly Beamish."
"What?" said Sarah once more. "That handsome young fellow engaged to one of
those vulgar creatures?"
"Oh, Sarah . . . not really vulgar. It isn't their fault they didn't have a better
education. They lived right up-country, where there were no schools. Tilly never
saw a town till she was sixteen; but she can sit any horse. --Yes, we hope very
much Purdy will soon settle down and marry her -- though he left the Hotel again
without proposing." And Polly sighed.
"There he shows his good taste, my dear."
"Oh, I'm sure he's fond of Tilly. It's only that his life is so unsettled. He's been a
barman at Euroa since then; and the last we heard of him, he was shearing
somewhere on the Goulburn. He doesn't seem able to stick to anything."
"And a rolling stone gathers no moss!" gave back Sarah sententiously -- and in
fancy Mahony saw the cut-and-dried nod with which she accompanied the words.
Here Hempel passed through the store, clad in his Sunday best, his hair plastered
flat with bear's-grease.
"Going out for a stroll?" asked his master.
"That was my h'intention, sir. I don't think you'll find I've left any of my dooties
undone."
"Oh, go, by all means!" said Mahony curtly, nettled at having his harmless query
misconstrued. It pointed a suspicion he had had, of late, that a change was coming
over Hempel. The model employee was a shade less prompt than heretofore to fly
at his word, and once or twice seemed actually to be studying his own
convenience. Without knowing what the matter was, Mahony felt it politic not to be
over-exacting -- even mildly to conciliate his assistant. It would put him in an
awkward fix, now that he was on the verge of winding up affairs, should Hempel
take it in his head to leave him in the lurch.
The lean figure moved on and blocked the doorway. Now there was a sudden babble
of cheepy voices, and simultaneously Sarah cried: "Where have you been,
my little cherubs? Come to your aunt, and let her kiss you!"
But the children, who had frankly no great liking for Aunt Sarah, would, Mahony
knew, turn a deaf ear to this display of opportunism and make a rush for his wife.
Laying down his book he ran out. "Polly . . . cautious!"
"It's all right, Richard, I'm being careful." Polly had let her mending fall, and with
each hand held a flaxen-haired child at arm's length. "Johnny, dirty boy! what have
you been up to?"
"He played he was a digger and sat down in a pool -- I couldn't get him to budge,"
answered Jerry, and drew his sleeve over his perspiring forehead.
"Oh fy, for shame!"
"Don' care!" said John, unabashed.
"Don' tare!" echoed his roly-poly sister, who existed but as his shadow.
"Don't-care was made to care, don't-care was hung!" quoted Aunt Sarah in her
severest copybook tones.
Turning his head in his aunt's direction young John thrust forth a bright pink
tongue. Little Emma was not behindhand.
Polly jumped up, dropping her work to the ground. "Johnny, I shall punish you if
ever I see you do that again. Now, Ellen shall put you to bed instead of Auntie." --
Ellen was Mrs. Hemmerde's eldest, and Polly's first regular maidservant.
"Don' care," repeated Johnny. "Ellen plays pillers."
"Edn pays pidders," said the echo.
Seizing two hot, pudgy hands Polly dragged the pair indoors -- though they held
back mainly on principle. They were not affectionate children; they were too
strong of will and set of purpose for that; but if they had a fondness for anyone it
was for their Aunt Polly: she was ruler over a drawerful of sugar-sticks, and
though she scolded she never slapped.
While this was going on Hempel stood, the picture of indecision, and eased now one
foot, now the other, as if his boots pinched him.
At length he blurted out: "I was wondering, ma'am -- ahem! Miss Turnham -- if,
since it is an agreeable h'evening, you would care to take a walk to that 'ill I told
you of?"
"Me take a walk? La, no! Whatever put such an idea as that into your
head?" cried Sarah; and tatted and tatted, keeping time with a pretty little foot.
"I thought per'aps . . ." said Hempel meekly.
"I didn't make your thoughts, Mr. Hempel," retorted Sarah, laying stress on the
aspirate.
"Oh no, ma'am. I 'ope I didn't presume to suggest such a thing"; and with a
hangdog air Hempel prepared to slink away.
"Well, well!" said Sarah double quick; and ceasing to jerk her crochet-needle in and
out, she nimbly rolled up her ball of thread. "Since you're so insistent . . . and
since, mind you, there's no society worth calling such, on these diggings. . . ." The
truth was, Sarah saw that she was about to be left alone with Mahony -- Jerry had
sauntered off to meet Ned -- and this tte-a'-tte was by no means to her mind.
She still bore her brother-in-law a grudge for his high-handed treatment of her at
the time of John's bereavement. "As if I had been one of the domestics, my dear
-- a paid domestic! Ordered me off to the butcher's in language that fairly
shocked me."
Mahony turned his back and strolled down to the river. He did not know which was
more painful to witness: Hempel's unmanly cringing, or the air of fatuous
satisfaction that succeeded it. When he returned, the pair was just setting out; he
watched Sarah, on Hempel's arm, picking short steps in dainty latchet-shoes.
As soon as they were well away he called to Polly.
"The coast's clear. Come for a stroll."
Polly emerged, tying her bonnet-strings. "Why, where's Sarah? Oh . . . I see. Oh,
Richard, I hope she didn't put on that --"
"She did, my dear!" said Mahony grimly, and tucked his wife's hand under his arm.
"Oh, how I wish she wouldn't!" said Polly in a tone of concern. "She does get so
stared at -- especially of an evening, when there are so many rude men about. But
I really don't think she minds. For she has a bonnet in her box all the time." Miss
Sarah was giving Ballarat food for talk, by appearing on her promenades in a hat: a
large, flat, mushroom hat.
"I trust my little woman will never put such a ridiculous object on her head!"
"No, never . . . at least, not unless they become quite the fashion,"
answered Polly. "And I don't think they will. They look too odd."
"Another thing, love," continued Mahony, on whom a sudden light had dawned as he
stood listening to Sarah's trumpery. "I fear your sister is trifling with the feelings
of our worthy Hempel."
Polly, who had kept her own counsel on this matter, went crimson. "Oh, do you
really think so, Richard?" she asked evasively. "I hope not. For of course nothing
could come of it. Sarah has refused the most eligible offers."
"Ah, but there are none here to refuse. And if you don't mind my saying so, Poll,
anything in trousers seems fish to her net!"
On one of their pacings they found Mr. Ocock come out to smoke an evening pipe.
The old man had just returned from a flying visit to Melbourne. He looked glum and
careworn, but livened up at the sight of Polly, and cracked one of the mouldy jokes
he believed beneficial to a young woman in her condition. Still, the leading-note in
his mood was melancholy; and this, although his dearest wish was on the point of
being fulfilled.
"Yes, I've got the very crib for 'Enry at last, doc., Billy de la Poer's liv'ry-stable,
top o' Lydiard Street. We sol' poor Billy up yesterday. The third smash in two days
that makes. Lord! I dunno where it'll end."
"Things are going a bit quick over there. There's been too much building."
"They're at me to build, too -- 'Enry is. But I says no. This place is good enough
for me. If 'e's goin' to be ashamed of 'ow 'is father lives, 'e'd better stop away. I'm
an ol' man now, an' a poor one. What should I want with a fine noo 'ouse? An' 'oo
should I build it for, even if I 'ad the tin? For them two good-for-nothin's in there?
Not if I know it!"
"Mr. Ocock, you wouldn't believe how kind and clever Tom's been at helping with
the children," said Polly warmly.
"Yes, an' at bottle-washin' and sweepin' and cookin' a pasty. But a female 'ud do it
just as well," returned Tom's father with a snort of contempt.
"Poor old chap!" said Mahony, as they passed out of earshot. "So even the
great Henry's arrival is not to be without its drop of gall."
"Surely he'll never be ashamed of his father?"
"Who knows! But it's plain he suspects the old boy has made his pile and intends
him to fork out," said Mahony carelessly; and, with this, dismissed the subject.
Now that his own days in the colony were numbered, he no longer felt constrained
to pump up a spurious interest in local affairs. He consigned them wholesale to
that limbo in which, for him, they had always belonged.
The two brothers came striding over the slope. Ned, clad in blue serge shirt and
corduroys, laid an affectionate arm round Polly's shoulder, and tossed his hat into
the air on hearing that the "Salamander," as he called Sarah, was not at home.
"For I've tons to tell you, Poll old girl. And when milady sits there turning up her
nose at everything a chap says, somehow the spunk goes out of one."
Polly had baked a large cake for her darling, and served out generous slices. Then,
drawing up a chair she sat down beside him, to drink in his news.
From his place at the farther end of the table Mahony studied the trio -- these
three young faces which were so much alike that they might have been different
readings of one and the same face. Polly, by reason of her woman's lot, looked
considerably the oldest. Still, the lamplight wiped out some of the shadows, and
she was never more girlishly vivacious than with Ned, entering as she did with zest
into his plans and ideas -- more sister now than wife. And Ned showed at his best
with Polly: he laid himself out to divert her; forgot to brag or to swear; and so
natural did it seem for brother to open his heart to sister that even his egoistic
chatter passed muster. As for young Jerry, who in a couple of days was to begin
work in the same claim as Ned, he sat round-eyed, his thoughts writ large on his
forehead. Mahony translated them thus: how in the world I could ever have sat
prim and proper on the school-bench, when all this -- change, adventure, romance
-- was awaiting me? Jerry was only, Mahony knew, to push a wheelbarrow from
hole to water and back again for many a week to come; but for him it would
certainly be a golden barrow, and laden with gold, so greatly had Ned's tales
fired his imagination.
The onlooker felt odd man out, debarred as he was by his profounder experience
from sharing in the young people's light-legged dreams. He took up his book. But
his reading was cut into by Ned's sprightly account of the Magpie rush; by his
description of an engine at work on the Eureka, and of the wooden airpipes that
were being used to ventilate deep-sinkings. There was nothing Ned did not know,
and could not make entertaining. One was forced, almost against one's will, to
listen to him; and on this particular evening, when he was neither sponging, nor
acting the Big Gun, Mahony toned down his first sweeping judgment of his young
relative. Ned was all talk; and what impressed one so unfavourably -- his
grumbling, his extravagant boastfulness -- was the mere thistledown of the
moment, puffed off into space. It mattered little that he harped continually on
"chucking up" his job. Two years had passed since he came to Ballarat, and he was
still working for hire in somebody else's hole. He still groaned over the hardships
of the life, and still toiled on -- and all the rest was just the froth and braggadocio
of aimless youth.
NOT twenty-four hours later, Sarah had an accident to her machoire and returned
post-haste to Melbourne.
"A most opportune breakage!" said Mahony, and laughed.
That day at the dinner-table he had given his sister-in-law a piece of his mind.
Sarah had always resented the name bestowed on her by her parents, and was at
present engaged in altering it, in giving it, so to speak, a foreign tang: henceforth
she was to be not Sarah, but Sara (spoken Sahra). As often as Polly's tongue
tripped over the unfamiliar syllable, Sara gently but firmly put her right; and Polly
corrected herself, even begged pardon for her stupidity, till Mahony could bear it
no longer. Throwing politeness to the winds, he twitted Sara with her finical
affectations, her old-maidish ways, the morning sloth that expected Polly, in her
delicate state of health, to carry a breakfast-tray to the bedside: cast up at her,
in short, all that had made him champ and fret in silence. Sara might, after a
fitting period of the huff, have overlooked the rest; but the "old-maidish" she
could not forgive. And directly dinner was over, the mishap to her mouthpiece was
made known.
Too much in awe of Mahony to stand up to him -- for when he was angry, he was
very angry -- Sara retaliated by abusing him to Polly as she packed her trunk.
"Manners, indeed! To turn and insult a visitor at his own table! And who and what is
he, I should like to know, to speak to me so? Nothing but a common storekeeper.
My dear, you have my deepest sympathy. It's a dreadful life for you. Of course
you keep everything as nice as possible, under the circumstances. But the
surroundings, Polly! . . . and the store . . . and the want of society. I couldn't put
up with it, not for a week!"
Polly, sitting on the side of the tester-bed and feeling very cast down at Sara's
unfriendly departure, shed a few tears at this. For part of what her sister
said was true: it had been wrong of Richard to be rude to Sara while the latter was
a guest in his house. But she defended him warmly. "I couldn't be happier than I
am; Richard's the best husband in the world. As for his being common, Sara, you
know he comes of a much better family than we do."
"My dear, common is as common does; and a vulgar calling ends by vulgarising
those who have the misfortune to pursue it. But there's another reason, Polly,
why it is better for me to leave you. There are certain circumstances, my dear, in
which, to put it mildly, it is awkward for two people of opposite sexes to go on
living under the same roof."
"Sarah! -- I mean Sara -- do you really mean to say Hempel has made you a
proposal?" cried Polly, wide-eyed in her tears.
"I won't say, my dear, that he has so far forgotten himself as to actually offer
marriage. But he has let me see only too plainly what his feelings are. Of course,
I've kept him in his place -- the preposterous creature! But all the same it's not
comme il faut any longer for me to be here."
"Did she say where she was going, or what she intended to do?" Mahony inquired
of his wife that night as she bound the strings of her nightcap.
No, she hadn't, Polly admitted, rather out of countenance. But then Sara was like
that -- very close about her own affairs. "I think she's perhaps gone back to her
last situation. She had several letters while she was here, in that lady's hand.
People are always glad to get her back. Not many finishing governesses can teach
all she can" -- and Polly checked off Sara's attainments on the fingers of both
hands. "She won't go anywhere under two hundred a year."
"A most accomplished person, your sister!" said Mahony sleepily. "Still, it's very
pleasant to be by ourselves again -- eh, wife?"
An even more blessed peace shortly descended on the house; for the time was
now come to get rid of the children as well. Since nothing had been heard of John,
they were to be boarded out over Polly's illness. Through the butcher's lady,
arrangements were made with a trooper's wife, who lived outside the racket and
dust of the township, and had a whole posse of little ones of her own. --
"Bless you! half-a-dozen more wouldn't make any difference to me. There's the
paddock for 'em to run wild in." This was the best that could be done for the
children. Polly packed their little kit, dealt out a parting bribe of barley-sugar, and
saw them hoisted into the dray that would pass the door of their destination.
Once more husband and wife sat alone together, as in the days before John's
domestic catastrophe. And now Mahony said tentatively: "Don't you think, love, we
could manage to get on without that old Beamish woman? I'll guarantee to nurse
you as well as any female alive."
The question did not come as a surprise to Polly; she had already put it to herself.
After the affair with Sara she awaited her new visitor in fear and trembling. Sara
had at least stood in awe of Richard and held her tongue before him; Mrs. Beamish
prided herself on being afraid of nobody, and on always speaking her mind. And
yet, even while agreeing that it would be well to put "mother" off, Polly drooped
her wings. At a time like this a woman was a woman. It seemed as if even the best
of husbands did not quite understand.
"Just give her the hint we don't want her," said Mahony airily.
But "mother" was not the person to take a hint, no matter how broad. It was
necessary to be blunt to the point of rudeness; and Polly spent a difficult hour
over the composition of her letter. She might have saved her pains. Mrs. Beamish
replied that she knew her darling little Polly's unwillingness to give trouble; but it
was not likely she would now go back on her word: she had been packed and ready
to start for the past week. Polly handed the letter to her husband, and did not say
what she thought she read out of it, namely that "mother," who so seldom could
be spared from home, was looking forward with pleasure to her trip to Ballarat.
"I suppose it's a case of making the best of a bad job," sighed Mahony; and having
one day drawn Mrs. Beamish, at melting point, from the inside of a crowded coach,
he loaded Long Jim with her bags and bundles.
His aversion was not lightened by his subsequently coming on his wife in the act of
unpacking a hamper, which contained half a ham, a stone jar of butter,
some home-made loaves of bread, a bag of vegetables and a plum pudding. "Good
God! does the woman think we can't give her enough to eat?" he asked testily. He
had all the poor Irishman's distrust of a gift.
"She means it kindly, dear. She probably thought things were still scarce here; and
she knew I wouldn't be able to do much cooking," pleaded Polly. And going out to
the kitchen she untied the last parcel, in which was a big round cheese, by stealth.
She had pulled Mrs. Beamish over the threshold, had got her into the bedroom and
shut the door, before any of the "ohs" and "ahs" she saw painted on the broad,
rubicund face could be transformed into words. And hugs and kisses over, she
bravely seized the bull by the horns and begged her guest not to criticise house or
furnishings in front of Richard.
It took Mrs. Beamish a minute or two to grasp her meaning. Then, she said
heartily: "There, there, my duck, don't you worry! I'll be as mum as mum." And in a
whisper: "So, 'e's got a temper, Polly, 'as 'e? But this I will say: if I'd known this
was all 'e 'ad to h'offer you, I'd 'a' said, stop w'ere you are, my lamb, in a
comfortable, 'appy 'ome."
"Oh, I am happy, mother dear, indeed I am!" cried Polly. "I've never regretted
being married -- never once!"
"There, there, now!"
"And it's only . . . I mean . . . this is the best we can afford in the meantime, and if
I am satisfied . . ." floundered Polly, dismayed to hear her words construed into
blame of her husband. "It's only that it upsets Richard if people speak slightingly
of our house, and that upsets me -- and I musn't be worried just now, you know,"
she added with a somewhat shaky smile.
"Not a word will I say, ducky, make yer pore little mind easy about that. Though
such a poky little 'en-coop of a place I never was in!" -- and, while tying her
cap-strings, Mrs. Beamish swept the little bedroom and its sloping roof with a
withering glance. "I was 'orrified, girls, simply 'orrified!" she related the incident
to her daughters. "An' I up an' told 'er so -- just like me, you know. Not room
enough to swing a cat in, and 'im sittin' at the 'ead of the table as 'igh an' mighty
as a dook! You can thank yer stars, you two, 'e didn't take one o' you
instead o' Polly." But this was chiefly by way of a consolation-prize for Tilly and
Jinny.
"An' now, my dear, tell me everything." With these words, Mrs. Beamish spread
her skirts and settled down to a cosy chat on the subject of Polly's hopes.
But like the majority of her sex she was an adept at dividing her attention; and
while making delicate inquiries of the young wife, she was also travelling her
shrewd eye round the little bedchamber, spying out and appraising: not one of poor
Polly's makeshifts escaped her. The result of her inspection was to cause her to
feel justly indignant with Mahony. The idea! Him to rob them of Polly just to dump
her down in a place like this! She would never be able to resist telling him what she
thought of him.
Here, however, she reckoned without Polly. Polly was sharp enough to doubt
"mother's" ability to hold her tongue; and saw to it that Richard and she were not
left alone together. And of an evening when talk languished, she would beg her
husband to read to them from the Ballarat Star, until, as often as not, Mrs.
Beamish fell asleep. Frequently, too, she persuaded him to go out and take a hand
in a newlyformed whist club, or discuss politics with a neighbour.
Mahony went willingly enough; his home was less home than ever since the big
woman's intrusion. Even his food lost its savour. Mrs. Beamish had taken over the
cooking, and she went about it with an air that implied he had not had a decent bite
to eat since his marriage.
"There! what do you say to that now? That's something like a pudding!" and a
great plum-duff was planked triumphantly down in the middle of the dinner-table.
"Lor, Polly! your bit of a kitchen . . . in this weather . . . I'm fair dished." And the
good woman mopped her streaming face and could herself eat nothing.
Mahony much preferred his wife's cooking, which took account of his tastes -- it
was done, too, without any fuss -- and he persisted in upholding Polly's skill, in
face of Mrs. Beamish's good-natured disbelief. Polly, on edge, lest he should openly
state his preference, nervously held out her plate.
"It's so good, mother, I must have a second helping," she declared; and
then, without appetite in the cruel, midday heat, did not know what to do with the
solid slab of pudding. Pompey and Palmerston got into the way of sitting very
close to her chair.
She confided to Richard that Mrs. Beamish disapproved of his evening outings.
"Many an 'usband takes to goin' out at such a time, my dear, an' never gets back
the 'abit of stoppin' at 'ome. So just you be careful, ducky!" This was a standing
joke between them. Mahony would wink at Polly when he put his hat on, and wear it
rakishly askew.
However, he quite enjoyed a crack with the postmaster or the town-surveyor, at
this juncture. Colonial politics were more interesting than usual. The new
Constitution had been proclaimed, and a valiant effort was being made to form a
Cabinet; to induce, that was, a sufficient number of well-to-do men to give up time
to the service of their country. It looked as if the attempt were going to fail, just
as on the goldfields the Local Courts, by which since the Stockade the diggers
governed themselves, were failing, because none could afford to spend his days
sitting in them.
Yet however high the discussion ran, he kept one ear turned towards his home.
Here, things were at a standstill. Polly's time had come and gone -- but there was
no end set to their suspense. It was blazing hot now in the little log house; walls
and roof were black with flies; mosquitoes made the nights hideous. Even Polly lost
patience with herself when, morning after morning, she got up feeling as well as
ever, and knowing that she had to steer through another difficult day.
It was not the suspense alone: the strain of keeping the peace was growing too
much for her.
"Oh, don't quarrel with her, Richard, for my sake," she begged her husband one
night. "She means so well. And she can't help being like she is -- she has always
been accustomed to order Mr. Beamish about. But I wish she had never, never
come," sobbed poor Polly. And Mahony, in a sudden flash of enlightenment, put his
arms round her, and made humble promises. Not another word should cross his
lips! "Though I'd like nothing so well as to throw her out, and her bags and bundles
after her. Come, laugh a little, my Polly. Think of the old lady flying down
the slope, with her packages in a shower about her head!"
Rogers, M.D., looked in whenever he passed. At this stage he was of the jocular
persuasion. "Still an unwelcome visitor, ma'am? No little tidbit of news for me
to-day?" There he sat, twiddling his thumbs, reiterating his singsong: "Just so!"
and looking wise as an owl. Mahony knew the air -- had many a time seen it donned
to cloak perplexity -- and covert doubts of Rogers' ability began to assail him. But
then he fell mentally foul of every one he came in touch with, at present: Ned, for
the bare-faced fashion in which he left his cheerfulness on the door-mat; Mrs.
Beamish for the eternal "Pore lamb!" with which she beplastered Polly, and the
antiquated reckoning-table she embarrassed them by consulting.
However, this state of things could not last for ever, and at dawn, one hot
January day, Polly was taken ill.
The early hours promised well. But the morning wore on, turned to midday, then to
afternoon, and matters still hung fire. While towards six o'clock the patient
dismayed them by sitting up in bed, saying she felt much better, and asking for a
cup of tea. This drew: "Ah, my pore lamb, you've got to feel worse yet afore
you're better!" from Mrs. Beamish.
It ended in Rogers taking up his quarters there, for the night.
Towards eleven o'clock Mahony and he sat, one on each side of the table, in the
little sitting-room. The heat was insupportable and all three doors and the window
were propped open, in the feeble hope of creating a draught. The lamp had
attracted a swarm of flying things: giant moths beat their wings against the
globe, or fell singed and sizzling down the chimney; winged-ants alighted with a
click upon the table; blowflies and mosquitoes kept up a dizzy hum.
From time to time Mahony rose and stole into the bedroom, where Mrs. Beamish
sat fanning the pests off Polly, who was in a feverish doze. Leaning over his wife
he let his finger lie on her wrist; and, back again in the outer room, he bit
nervously at his little-finger nail -- an old trick of his when in a quandary. He had
curtly refused a game of bezique; so Rogers had produced a pack of cards from
his own pocket -- soiled, frayed cards, which had likely done service on many a
similar occasion -- and was whiling the time away with solitaire. To sit
there watching his slow manipulation of the cards, his patent intentness on the
game; to listen any longer to the accursed din of the gnats and flies passed
Mahony's powers of endurance. Abruptly shoving back his chair, he went out into
the yard.
This was some twenty paces across -- from the row of old kerosene-tins that
constituted his flower-garden, past shed and woodstack to the post-and-rail
fence. How often he walked it he did not know; but when he went indoors again, his
boots were heavy with mud. For a brief summer storm had come up earlier in the
evening. A dense black pall of cloud had swept like a heavy curtain over the stars,
to the tune of flash and bang. Now, all was clear and calm again; the white
star-dust of the Milky Way powdered the sky just overhead; and though the heat
was still intense, the air had a fragrant smell of saturated dust and rain-soaked
earth -- he could hear streamlets of water trickling down the hillside to the river
below.
Out there in the dark, several things became plain to him. He saw that he had not
had any real confidence in Rogers from the start; while the effect of the evening
spent at close quarters had been to sink his opinion to nothing. Rogers belonged to
an old school; his method was to sit by and let nature take its course -- perhaps
just this slowness to move had won him a name for extreme care. His old fogyism
showed up unmistakably in a short but heated argument they had had on the
subject of chloroform. He cited such hoary objections to the use of the new
anaesthetic in maternity cases as Mahony had never expected to hear again: the
therapeutic value of pain; the moral danger the patient ran in yielding up her will
("What right have we to bid a fellow-creature sacrifice her consciousness?") and
the impious folly of interfering with the action of a creative law. It had only
remained for him to quote Genesis, and the talking serpent!
Had the case been in his own hands he would have intervened before now. Rogers,
on the contrary, was still satisfied with the shape of affairs -- or made pretence
to be. For, watching lynx-eyed, Mahony fancied each time the fat man propelled his
paunch out of the sickroom it was a shade less surely: there were nuances, too, in
the way he pronounced his vapid: "As long as our strength is well
maintained . . . well maintained." Mahony doubted Polly's ability to bear much more;
and he made bold to know his own wife's constitution best. Rogers was
shilly-shallying: what if he delayed too long and Polly slipped through his hands?
Lose Polly? Good God! the very thought turned him cold. And alive to his finger-tips
with the superstition of his race, he impetuously offered up his fondest dream to
those invisible powers that sat aloft, waiting to be appeased. If this was to be the
price exacted of him -- the price of his escape from exile -- then. . . then . . .
To come back to the present, however, he was in an awkward position: he was
going to be forced to take Polly's case out of the hands of the man to whom he
had entrusted it. Such a step ran counter to all the stiff rules of conduct, the
punctilios of decorum, laid down by the most code-ridden profession in the world.
But a fresh visit to Polly, whose pulse had grown markedly softer, put an end to
his scruples.
Stalking into the sitting-room he said without preamble: "In my opinion any further
delay will mean a risk to my wife. I request you to operate immediately."
Rogers blinked up from his cards, surprise writ across his ruddy countenance. He
pushed his spectacles to his forehead. "Eh? What? Well, well . . . yes, the time is
no doubt coming when we shall have to lend Mother Nature a hand."
"Coming? It's come . . . and gone. Are you blind, man?"
Rogers had faced many an agitated husband in his day. "Now, now, Mr. Mahony," he
said soothingly, and laid his last two cards in line. "You must allow me to be the
judge of that. Besides," he added, as he took off his glasses to polish them on a
red bandanna; "besides, I should have to ask you to go out and get some one to
assist me."
"I shall assist you," returned Mahony.
Rogers smiled his broad, fat smile. "Easier said than done, my good sir! . . . easier
said than done."
Mahony considerately turned his back; and kept it turned. Emptying a pitcher of
water into a basin he began to lather his hands. "I am a qualified medical man. Of
the same university as yourself. I studied under Simpson." It cost him an effort
to get the words out. But, by speaking, he felt that he did ample penance
for the fit of tetchy pride which, in the first instance, had tied his tongue.
Rogers was dumbfounded.
"Well, upon my word!" he ejaculated, letting his hands with glasses and
handkerchief fall to the table. "God bless my soul! why couldn't you say so before?
And why the deuce didn't you yourself attend -- "
"We can go into all that afterwards."
But Rogers was not one of those who could deal rapidly with the unexpected: he
continued to vent his surprise, and to shoot distrustful glances at his companion.
He was flurried, too, at being driven forward quicker than he had a mind to go, and
said sulkily that Mahony must take full responsibility for what they were about to
do. Mahony hardly heard him; he was looking at the instruments laid out on the
table. His fingers itched to close round them.
"I'll prepare my wife," he said briskly. And going into the bedroom he bent over the
pillow. It was damp with the sweat that had dripped from Polly's head when the
pains were on her.
"'Ere, you girl, get in quick now with your bucket and cloth, and give that place a
good clean-up afore that pore lamb opens 'er eyes again. I'm cooked -- that's what
I am!" and sitting heavily down on the kitchen-chair, Mrs. Beamish wiped her face
towards the four points of the compass.
Piqued by an unholy curiosity young Ellen willingly obeyed. But a minute later she
was back, having done no more than set her pail down inside the bedroom door.
"Oh, sure, Mrs. Beamish, and I can't do't!" she cried shrilly. "It's jus' like Andy
Soakes's shop . . . when they've bin quarterin' a sheep."
"I'll quarter you, you lazy trollop, you!" cried Mrs. Beamish, rising to her aching
legs again; and her day-old anxiety found vent in a hearty burst of temper. "I'll
teach you!" pulling, as she spoke, the floorcloth out of the girl's hand. "Such airs
and graces! Why, sooner or later, milady, you've got to go through it yourself."
"Me . . .? Catch me!" said Ellen, with enormous emphasis. "D'yer mean to
say that's 'ow . . . 'ow the children always come?"
"Of course it is, you mincing Nanny-hen! -- every blessed child that walks. And I
just 'ope," said Mrs. Beamish, as she marched off herself with brush and
scrubber: "I 'ope, now you know it, you'll 'ave a little more love and gratitoode for
your own mother than ever you 'ad before."
"Oh lor!" said the girl. "Oh, lor!" And plumping down on the chopping-block she
snatched her apron to her face and began to cry.
Two months passed before Mahony could help Polly and Mrs. Beamish into the
coach bound for Geelong.
It had been touch and go with Polly; and for weeks her condition had kept him
anxious. With the inset of the second month, however, she seemed fairly to turn
the corner, and from then on made a steady recovery, thanks to her youth and an
unimpaired vitality.
He had hurried the little cradle out of sight. But Polly was quick to miss it, and
quite approved of its having been given to a needy expectant mother near by.
Altogether she bore the thwarting of her hopes bravely.
"Poor little baby, I should have been very fond of it," was all she said, when she
was well enough to fold and pack away the tiny garments at which she had
stitched with such pleasure.
It was not to Mahony's mind that she returned with Mrs. Beamish -- but what else
could be done? After lying a prisoner through the hot summer, she was sadly in
need of a change. And Mrs. Beamish promised her a diet of unlimited milk and
eggs, as well as the do nothing life that befitted an invalid. Just before they left, a
letter arrived from John demanding the keys of his house, and proposing that Polly
should come to town to set it in order for him, and help him to engage a
housekeeper. A niggardly -- a truly "John-ish" -- fashion of giving an invitation,
thought Mahony, and was not for his wife accepting it. But Polly was so pleased at
the prospect of seeing her brother that he ended by agreeing to her going on to
Melbourne as soon as she had thoroughly recuperated.
Peace between him and Mrs. Beamish was dearly bought up to the last; they barely
avoided a final explosion. At the beginning of her third month's absence from home
the good woman grew very restive, and sighed aloud for the day on which she
would be able to take her departure.
"I expec' my bein' away like this'll run clean into a fifty-poun' note," she
said one evening. "When it comes to managin' an 'ouse, those two girls of mine
'aven't a h'ounce o' gumption between them."
It was tactless of her, even Polly felt that; though she could sympathise with the
worry that prompted the words. As for Mahony, had he had the money to do it, he
would have flung the sum named straight at her head.
"She must never come again," said Polly to herself, as she bent over the
hair-chain she was making as a gift for John. "It is a pity, but it seems as if
Richard can't get on with those sort of people."
In his relief at having his house to himself, Mahony accepted even Polly's absence
with composure. To be perpetually in the company of other people irked him
beyond belief. A certain amount of privacy was as vital to him as sleep.
Delighting in his new-found solitude, he put off from day to day the disagreeable
job of winding up his affairs and discovering how much -- or how little -- ready
money there would be to set sail with. Another thing, some books he had sent
home for, a year or more ago, came to hand at this time, and gave him a fresh
pretext for delay. There were eight or nine volumes to unpack and cut the pages
of. He ran from one to another, sipping, devouring. Finally he cast anchor in a
collected edition of his old chief's writings on obstetrics -- slipped in, this, as a
gift from the sender, a college chum -- and over it, his feet on the table, his dead
pipe in the corner of his mouth, Mahony sat for the better part of the night.
The effect of this master-mind on his was that of a spark on tinder. Under the
flash, he cursed for the hundredth time the folly he had been guilty of in throwing
up medicine. It was a vocation that had fitted him as coursing fits a hound, or
house-wifery a woman. The only excuse he could find for his apostasy was that he
had been caught in an epidemic of unrest, which had swept through the country,
upsetting the balance of men's reason. He had since wondered if the Great
Exhibition of '51 had not had something to do with it, by unduly whetting people's
imaginations; so that but a single cry of "Gold!" was needed, to loose the spirit of
vagrancy that lurks in every Briton's blood. His case had perhaps been
peculiar in this: no one had come forward to warn or dissuade. His next relatives
-- mother and sisters -- were, he thought, glad to know him well away. In their
eyes he had lowered himself by taking up medicine; to them it was still of a piece
with barber's pole and cupping-basin. Before his time no member of the family had
entered any profession but the army. Oh, that infernal Irish pride! . . . and Irish
poverty. It had choke-damped his youth, blighted the prospects of his sisters. He
could remember, as if it were yesterday, the jibes and fleers called forth by the
suit of a wealthy Dublin brewer, who had been attracted -- by sheer force of
contrast, no doubt -- to the elder of the two swan-necked, stiff-backed Miss
Townshend-Mahonys, with their long, thin noses, and the ingrained lines that ran
from the curled nostrils to the corners of their supercilious mouths, describing a
sneer so deep that at a distance it was possible to mistake it for a smile. "Beer,
my dear, indeed and there are worse things in the world than beer!" he heard his
mother declare in her biting way. "By all means take him! You can wash yourself in
it if water gets scarce, and I'll place my kitchen orders with you." Lucinda, who
had perhaps sniffed timidly at release, burnt crimson: thank you! she would rather
eat rat-bane. -- He supposed they pinched and scraped along as of old -- the
question of money was never broached between him and them. Prior to his
marriage he had sent them what he could; but that little was in itself an admission
of failure. They made no inquiries about his mode of life, preferring it to remain in
shadow; enough for them that he had not amassed a fortune. Had that come to
pass, they might have pardoned the rude method of its making -- in fancy he
listened to the witty, cutting, self-derisive words, in which they would have alluded
to his success.
Lying back in his chair he thought of them thus, without unkindliness, even with a
dash of humour. That was possible, now that knocking about the world had rubbed
off some of his own corners. In his young days, he, too, had been hot and bitter.
What, however, to another might have formed the chief crux in their conduct -- it
was by squandering such money as there was, his own portion among it, on his
scamp of an elder brother, that they had forced him into the calling they despised
-- this had not troubled him greatly. For medicine was the profession on
which his choice would anyhow have fallen. And to-night the book that lay before
him had infected him with the old enthusiasm. He re-lived those days when a
skilfully handled case of placenta previa, or a successful delivery in the fourth
position, had meant more to him than the Charge of the Light Brigade.
Fresh from this dip into the past, this foretaste of the future, he turned in good
heart to business. An inventory had to be taken; damaged goods cleared out; a list
of bad and less bad debts drawn up: he and Hempel were hard at work all next day.
The result was worse even than he had expected. His outlay that summer -- ever
since the day on which he had set off to the aid of his bereaved relative -- had
been enormous. Trade had run dry, and throughout Polly's long illness he had
dipped blindly into his savings. He could never have said no to Mrs. Beamish when
she came to him for money -- rather would he have pawned the coat off his back.
And she, good woman, was unused to cheeseparing. His men's wages paid, berths
booked, the numerous expenses bound up with a departure defrayed, he would
have but a scanty sum in hand with which to start on the other side.
For himself he was not afraid; but he shrank from the thought of Polly undergoing
privations. So far, they had enjoyed a kind of frugal comfort. But should he meet
with obstacles at the outset: if patients were laggardly and the practice slow to
move, or if he himself fell ill, they might have a spell of real poverty to face. And
it was under the goad of this fear that he hit on a new scheme. Why not leave
Polly behind for a time, until he had succeeded in making a home for her? -- why
not leave her under the wing of brother John? John stood urgently in need of a
head for his establishment, and who so well suited for the post as Polly? Surely, if
it were put before him, John must jump at the offer! Parting from Polly, and were
it only for a little while, would be painful; but, did he go alone, he would be free to
do his utmost -- and with an easy mind, knowing that she lacked none of the
creature-comforts. Yes, the more he considered the plan, the better he liked it.
The one flaw in his satisfaction was the thought that if their child had lived, no
such smooth and simple arrangement would have been possible. He could not have
foisted a family on Turnham.
Now he waited with impatience for Polly to return -- his reasonable little
Polly! But he did not hurry her. Polly was enjoying her holiday. Having passed to
Melbourne from Geelong she wrote:
John is so very kind. He doesn't of course go out yet himself, but I was
present with some friends of his at a very elegant soiree. John gave me
a headdress composed of black pearls and frosted leaves. He means to go
in for polities as soon as his year of mourning is up.
Mahony replied:
Enjoy yourself, my heart, and set all the sights you can.
While into more than one of his letters he slipped a banknote.
For you know I like you to pay your own way as far as possible.
And at length the day came when he could lift his wife out of the coach. She
emerged powdered brown with dust and very tired, but radiantly happy: it was a
great event in little Polly's life, this homecoming, and coming, too, strong and well.
The house was a lively place that afternoon: Polly had so much to tell that she sat
holding her bonnet for over an hour, quite unable to get as far as the bedroom;
and even Long Jim's mouth went up at the corners instead of down; for Polly had
contrived to bring back a little gift for every one. And in presenting these, she
found out more of what people were thinking and feeling than her husband had
done in all the eight weeks of her absence.
Mahony was loath to damp her pleasure straightway; he bided his time. He could
not know that Polly also had been laying plans, and that she watched anxiously for
the right moment to unfold them.
The morning after her return, she got a lift in the baker's cart and drove out to
inspect John's children. What she saw and heard on this visit was disquieting. The
children had run wild, were grown dirty, sly, untruthful. Especially the boy. -- "A
young Satan, and that's a fact, Mrs. Mahony! What he needs is a man's
hand over him, and a good hidin' six days outer seven."
It was not alone little Johnny's misconduct, however, that made Polly break
silence. An incident occurred that touched her still more nearly.
Husband and wife sat snug and quiet as in the early days of their marriage.
Autumn had come round and a fire burnt in the stove, before which Pompey
snorted in his dreams. But, for all the cosy tranquillity, Polly was not happy; and
time and again she moistened and bit at the tip of her thread, before pointing it
through her needle. For the book open before Richard, in which he was making
notes as he read, was -- the Bible. Bending over him to drop a kiss on the top of
his head, Polly had been staggered by what she saw. Opposite the third verse of
the first chapter of Genesis: "And God said, Let there be light: and there was
light," he had written: "Three days before the sun!" Her heart seemed to shrivel,
to grow small in her breast, at the thought of her husband being guilty of such
impiety. Ceasing her pretence at sewing, she walked out of the house into the
yard. Standing there under the stars she said aloud, as if some one, the One,
could hear her: "He doesn't mean to do wrong. . . . I know he doesn't!" But when
she re-entered the room he was still at it. His beautiful writing, reduced to its
tiniest, wound round the narrow margins.
Deeply red, Polly took her courage in both hands, and struck a blow for the soul
whose salvation was more to her than her own. "Richard, do you think that . . . is .
. . is right?" she asked in a low voice.
Mahony raised his head. "Eh? -- what, Pollykin?"
"I mean, do you think you ought . . . that it is right to do what you are doing?"
The smile, half-tender, half-quizzical that she loved, broke over her husband's
face. He held out his hand. "Is my little wife troubled?"
"Richard, I only mean. . ."
"Polly, my dear, don't worry your little head over what you don't understand. And
have confidence in me. You know I wouldn't do anything I believed to be wrong?"
"Yes, indeed. And you are really far more religious than I am."
"One can be religious and yet not shut one's eyes to the truth. It's Saint
Paul, you know, who says: we can do nothing against the Truth but for the Truth.
And you may depend on it, Polly, the All-Wise would never have given us the brains
He has, if He had not intended us to use them. Now I have long felt sure that the
Bible is not wholly what it claims to be -- direct inspiration."
"Oh, Richard!" said Polly, and threw an anxious glance over her shoulder. "If
anyone should hear you!"
"We can't afford to let our lives be governed by what other people think, Polly. Nor
will I give any man the right to decide for me what my share of the Truth shall be."
On seeing the Bible closed Polly breathed again, at the same time promising
herself to take the traitorous volume into safe-keeping, that no third person's eye
should rest on it. Perhaps, too, if it were put away Richard would forget to go on
writing in it. He had probably begun in the first place only because he had nothing
else to do. In the store he sat and smoked and twirled his thumbs -- not half a
dozen customers came in, in the course of the day. If he were once properly
occupied again, with work that he liked, he would not be tempted to put his gifts to
such a profane use. Thus she primed herself for speaking. For now was the time.
Richard was declaring that trade had gone to the dogs, his takings dropped to a
quarter of what they had formerly been. This headed just where she wished. But
Polly would not have been Polly, had she not glanced aside for a moment, to cheer
and console.
"It's the same everywhere, Richard. Everybody's complaining. And that reminds
me, I forgot to tell you about the Beamishes. They're in great trouble. You see, a
bog has formed in front of the Hotel, and the traffic goes round another way, so
they've lost most of their custom. Mr. Beamish never opens his mouth at all now,
and mother is fearfully worried. That's what was the matter when she was here --
only she was too kind to say so."
"Hard lines!"
"Indeed it is. But about us; I'm not surprised to hear trade is dull. Since I was over
in the western township last, no less than six new General Stores have gone up -- I
scarcely knew the place. They've all got big plate-glass windows; and were
crowded with people."
"Yes, there's a regular exodus up west. But that doesn't alter the fact, wife, that
I've made a very poor job of storekeeping. I shall leave here with hardly a penny to
my name."
"Yes, but then, Richard," said Polly, and bent over her strip of needlework, "you
were never cut out to be a storekeeper, were you?"
"I was not. And I verily believe, if it hadn't been for that old sober-sides of a
Hempel, I should have come a cropper long ago."
"Yes, and Hempel," said Polly softly; "Hempel's been wanting to leave for ever so
long."
"The dickens he has!" cried Mahony in astonishment. "And me humming and hawing
about giving him notice! What's the matter with him? What's he had to complain
of?"
"Oh, nothing like that. He wants to enter the ministry. A helper's needed at the
Baptist Chapel, and he means to apply for the post. You see, he's saved a good
deal, and thinks he can study to be a minister at the same time."
"Study for his grave, the fool! So that's it, is it? Well, well! it saves trouble in the
end. I don't need to bother my head now over what's to become of him . . . him or
anyone else. My chief desire is to say good-bye to this hole for ever. There's no
sense, Polly, in my dawdling on. Indeed, I haven't the money to do it. So I've
arranged, my dear, with our friend Ocock to come in and sell us off, as soon as
you can get our personal belongings put together."
Here Polly raised her head as if to interrupt; but Mahony, full of what he had to
say, ignored the movement, and went on speaking. He did not wish to cause his
wife uneasiness, by dwelling on his difficulties; but some explanation was
necessary to pave the way for his proposal that she should remain behind, when
he left the colony. He spent all his eloquence in making this sound natural and
attractive. But it was hard, when Polly's big, astonished eyes hung on his face. "Do
you think, for my sake, you could be brave enough?" he wound up, rather unsurely.
"It wouldn't be for long, love, I'm certain of that. Just let me set foot in England
once more!"
"Why . . . why, yes, dear Richard, I . . . I think I could, if you really wished
it," said Polly in a small voice. She tried to seem reasonable; though black night
descended on her at the thought of parting, and though her woman's eyes saw a
hundred objections to the plan, which his had overlooked. (For one thing, John had
just installed Sara as housekeeper, and Sara would take it very unkindly to be
shown the door.) "I think I could," she repeated. "But before you go on, dear, I
should like to ask you something."
She laid down her needlework; her heart was going pit-a-pat. "Richard, did you
ever.. . I mean have you never thought of. .. of taking up your profession again -- I
mean here -- starting practice here? -- No, wait a minute! Let me finish. I . . . I . .
. oh, Richard!" Unable to find words, Polly locked her fingers under the tablecloth
and hoped she was not going to be so silly as to cry. Getting up, she knelt down
before her husband, laying her hands on his knees. "Oh, Richard, I wish you would
-- how I wish you would!"
"Why, Polly!" said Mahony, surprised at her agitation. "Why, my dear, what's all
this? -- You want to know if I never thought of setting up in practice out here? Of
course I did . . . in the beginning. You don't think I'd have chosen to keep a store, if
there'd been any other opening for me? But there wasn't, child. The place was
overrun. Never a medico came out and found digging too much for him, but he fell
back in despair on his profession. I didn't see my way to join their starvation
band."
"Yes, then, Richard! -- but now?" broke in Polly. "Now, it's quite, quite different.
Look at the size Ballarat has grown -- there are more than forty thousand people
settled on it; Mr. Ocock told me so. And you know, dear, doctors have cleared out
lately, not come fresh. There was that one, I forget his name, who drank himself
to death; and the two, you remember, who were sold up just before Christmas."
But this was an unfortunate line of argument to have hit on, and Polly blushed and
stumbled.
Mahony laughed at her slip, and smoothed her hair. "Typical fates, love! They
mustn't be mine. Besides, Polly, you're forgetting the main thing -- how I hate the
place, and how I've always longed to get away."
"No, I'm not. But please let me go on. -- You know, Richard, every one
believes some day Ballarat will be the chief city -- bigger even than Geelong or
Melbourne. And then to have a good practice here would mean ever such a lot of
money. I'm not the only person who thinks so. There's Sara, and Mrs. Beamish -- I
know, of course, you don't care much what they say; but still -- " Polly meant:
still, you see, I have public opinion on my side. As, however, once more words failed
her, she hastened to add: "John, too, is amazed to hear you think of going home to
bury yourself in some little English village. He's sure there'd be a splendid opening
for you here. John thinks very, very highly of you. He told me he believes you
would have saved Emma's life, if you had been there."
"I'm much obliged to your brother for his confidence," said Mahony dryly; "but -- "
"Wait a minute, Richard! You see, dear, I can't help feeling myself that you ought
not to be too hasty in deciding. Of course, I know I'm young, and haven't had much
experience, but . . . You see, you're known here, Richard, and that's always
something; in England you'd be a perfect stranger. And though you may say there
are too many doctors on the Flat, still, if the place goes on growing as it is doing,
there'll soon be room for more; and then, if it isn't you, it'll just be some one else.
And that does seem a pity, when you are so clever -- so much, much cleverer
than other people! Yes, I know all about it; Mrs. Beamish told me it was you I owed
my life to, not Dr. Rogers" -- at which Mahony winced, indignant that anyone
should have betrayed to Polly how near death she had been. "Oh, I do want people
to know you for what you really are!" said little Polly.
"Pussy, I believe she has ambitions for her husband," said Mahony to Palmerston.
"Of course I have. You say you hate Ballarat, and all that, but have you ever
thought, Richard, what a difference it would make if you were in a better position?
You think people look down on you, because you're in trade. But if you were a
doctor, there'd be none of that. You'd call yourself by your full name again, and
write it down on the visiting list at Government House, and be as good as anybody,
and be asked into society, and keep a horse. You'd live in a bigger house,
and have a room to yourself and time to read and write. I'm quite sure you'd make
lots of money and soon be at the top of the tree. And after all, dear Richard, I
don't want to go home. I would much rather stay here and look after Jerry, and
dear Ned, and poor John's children," said Polly, falling back as a forlorn hope on
her own preference.
"Why, what a piece of special pleading!" cried Mahony, and leaning forward, he
kissed the young flushed face.
"Don't laugh at me. I'm in earnest."
"Why, no, child. But Polly, my dear, even if I were tempted for a moment to think
seriously of what you say, where would the money come from? Fees are high, it's
true, if the ball's once set a-rolling. But till then? With a jewel of a wife like mine,
I'd be a scoundrel to take risks."
Polly had been waiting for this question. On hearing it, she sat back on her heels
and drew a deep breath. The communication she had now to make him was the hub
round which all turned. Should he refuse to consider it.... Plucking at the fringe of
the tablecloth, she brought out, piecemeal, the news that John was willing to go
surety for the money they would need to borrow for the start. Not only that: he
offered them a handsome sum weekly to take entire charge of his children. --
"Not here, in this little house -- I know that wouldn't do," Polly hastened to throw
in, forestalling the objection she read in Richard's eyes. Now did he not think he
should weigh an offer of this kind very carefully? A name like John's was not to be
despised; most people in their position would jump at it. "I understand something
about it," said the little woman, and sagely nodded her head. "For when I was in
Geelong, Mr. Beamish tried his hardest to raise some money and couldn't, his
sureties weren't good enough." Mahony had not the heart to chide her for
discussing his private affairs with her brother. Indeed, he rather admired the
businesslike way she had gone about it. And he admitted this, by ceasing to banter
and by calling her attention to the various hazards and inconveniences the step
would entail.
Polly heard him out in silence. Enough for her, in the beginning, that he did not
decline off-hand. They had a long talk, the end of which was that he promised to
sleep over John's proposal, and delay fixing the date of the auction till the
morning.
Having yielded this point Mahony kissed his wife and sent her to bed, himself going
out with the dog for his usual stroll.
It was a fine night -- moonless, but thick with stars. So much, at least, could be
said in favour of the place: there was abundant sky-room; you got a clear half of
the great vault at once. How he pitied, on such a night, the dwellers in old,
congested cities, whose view of the starry field was limited to a narrow strip, cut
through house-tops.
Yet he walked with a springless tread. The fact was, certain of his wife's words
had struck home; and in the course of the past year he had learnt to put
considerable faith in Polly's practical judgment. As he wound his way up the little
hill to which he had often carried his perplexities, he let his pipe go out, and forgot
to whistle Pompey off butcher's garbage.
Sitting down on a log he rested his chin in his hands. Below him twinkled the sparse
lights of the Flat; shouts and singing rose from the circus. -- And so John would
have been willing to go surety for him! Let no one say the unexpected did not
happen. All said and done, they were little more than strangers to each other, and
John had no notion what his money-making capacities as a doctor might be. It was
true, Polly had been too delicate to mention whether the affair had come about
through her persuasions or on John's own initiative. John might have some ulterior
motive up his sleeve. Perhaps he did not want to lose his sister . . . or was
scheming to bind a pair of desirables fast to this colony, the welfare of which he
had so much at heart. Again, it might be that he wished to buy off the memory of
that day on which he had stripped his soul naked. Simplest of all, why should he not
be merely trying to pay back a debt? He, Mahony, might shrink from lying under an
obligation to John, but, so far, the latter had not scrupled to accept favours from
him. But that was always the way with your rich men; they were not troubled by
paltry pride; for they knew it was possible to acquit themselves of their debts at
a moment's notice, and with interest. This led him to reflect on the great help to
him the loan of his wealthy relative's name would be: difficulties would melt before
it. And surely no undue risk was involved in the use of it? Without boasting,
he thought he was better equipped, both by aptitude and training, than the ruck of
colonial practitioners. Did he enter the lists, he could hardly fail to succeed. And
out here even a moderate success spelled a fortune. Gained double-quick, too.
After which the lucky individual sold out and went home, to live in comfort. Yes,
that was a point, and not to be overlooked. No definite surrender of one's hopes
was called for; only a postponement. Ten years might do it -- meaty years, of
course, the best years of one's life -- still . . . . It would mean very hard work; but
had he not just been contemplating, with perfect equanimity, an even more
arduous venture on the other side? What a capricious piece of mechanism was the
human brain!
Another thought that occurred to him was that his services might prove more
useful to this new country than to the old, where able men abounded. He recalled
many good lives and promising cases he had here seen lost and bungled. To take
the instance nearest home -- Polly's confinement. Yes, to show his mettle to such
as Rogers; to earn respect where he had lived as a mere null -- the idea had an
insidious fascination. And as Polly sagely remarked: if it were not he, it would be
some one else; another would harvest the kudos that might have been his. For the
rough-and-ready treatment -- the blue pills and black draughts -- that had
satisfied the early diggers had fallen into disrepute; medical skill was beginning to
be appreciated. If this went on, Ballarat would soon stand on a level with any city
of its size at home. But even as it was, he had never been quite fair to it; he had
seen it with a jaundiced eye. And again he believed Polly hit the nail on the head,
when she asserted that the poor position he had occupied was responsible for
much of his dislike.
But there was something else at work in him besides. Below the surface an
admission awaited him, which he shrank from making. All these pros and cons,
these quibbles and hair-splittings were but a misfit attempt to cloak the truth. He
might gull himself with them for a time: in his heart he knew that he would yield --
if yield he did -- because he was by nature only too prone to follow the line of
least resistance. What he had gone through to-night was no new experience. Often
enough after fretting and fuming about a thing till it seemed as if nothing
under the sun had ever mattered so much to him, it could happen that he suddenly
threw up the sponge and bowed to circumstance. His vitality exhausted itself
beforehand -- in a passionate aversion, a torrent of words -- and failed him at the
critical moment. It was a weakness in his blood -- in the blood of his race. -- But
in the present instance, he had an excuse for himself. He had not known -- till
Polly came out with her brother's offer -- how he dreaded having to begin all over
again in England, an utter stranger, without influence or recommendations, and
with no money to speak of at his back.
But now he owned up, and there was no more need of shift or subterfuge: now it
was one rush and hurry to the end. He had capitulated; a thin-skinned aversion to
confronting difficulties, when he saw the chance of avoiding them, had won the
day. He intended -- had perhaps the whole time intended -- to take the hand held
out to him. After all, why not? Anyone else, as Polly said, would have jumped at
John's offer. He alone must argue himself blue in the face over it.
But as he sat and pondered the lengthy chain of circumstance -- Polly's share in
it, John's, his own, even the part played by incorporeal things -- he brought up
short against the word "decision". He might flatter himself by imagining he had
been free to decide; in reality nothing was further from the truth. He had been
subtly and slily guided to his goal -- led blindfold along a road that not of his
choosing. Everything and every one had combined to constrain him: his favours to
John, the failure of his business, Polly's inclinations and persuasions, his own
fastidious shrinkings. So that, in the end, all he had had to do was to brush aside a
flimsy gossamer veil, which hung between him and his fate. Was it straining a point
to see in the whole affair the workings of a Power outside himself -- against
himself, in so far as it took no count of his poor earth-blind vision?
Well, if this were so, better still: his ways were in God's hand. And after all, what
did it matter where one strove to serve one's Maker -- east or west or south or
north -- and whether the stars overhead were grouped in this constellation or in
that? Their light was a pledge that one would never be overlooked or forgotten,
traced by the hand of Him who had promised to note even a sparrow's fall.
And here he spoke aloud into the darkness the ancient and homely formula that is
man's stand-by in face of the untried, the unknown.
THE house stood not far from the Great Swamp. It was of weather-board, with a
galvanised iron roof, and might have been built from a child's drawing of a house: a
door in the centre, a little window on either side, a chimney at each end. Since the
ground sloped downwards, the front part rested on piles some three feet high, and
from the rutty clay-track that would one day be a street wooden steps led up to
the door. Much as Mahony would have liked to face it with a verandah, he did not
feel justified in spending more than he could help. And Polly not only agreed with
him, but contrived to find an advantage in the plainer style of architecture. "Your
plate will be better seen, Richard, right on the street, than hidden under a
verandah." But then Polly was overflowing with content. Had not two of the rooms
fireplaces? And was there not a wash-house, with a real copper in it, behind the
detached kitchen? Not to speak of a spare room! -- To the rear of the house a
high paling-fence enclosed a good-sized yard. Mahony dreamed of a garden, Polly
of keeping hens.
There were no two happier people on Ballarat that autumn than the Mahonys. To
and fro they trudged down the hill, across the Flat, over the bridge and up the
other side; first, through a Sahara of dust, then, when the rains began, ankle-deep
in gluey red mud. And the building of the finest mansion never gave half so much
satisfaction as did that of this flimsy little wooden house, with its thin
lath-and-plaster walls. In fancy they had furnished it and lived in it, long before it
was even roofed in. Mahony sat at work in his surgery -- it measured ten by
twelve -- Polly at her Berlin-woolwork in the parlour opposite: "And a cage with a
little parrot in it, hanging at the window."
The preliminaries to the change had gone smoothly enough -- Mahony could
not complain. Pleasant they had not been; but could the arranging and clinching of
a complicated money-matter ever be pleasant? He had had to submit to hearing
his private affairs gone into by a stranger; to make clear to strangers his
capacity for earning a decent income.
With John's promissory letter in his pocket, he had betaken himself to Henry
Ocock's office.
This, notwithstanding its excellent position on the brow of the western hill, could
not deny its humble origin as a livery-barn. The entry was by a yard; and some of
the former horse-boxes had been rudely knocked together to provide
accommodation. Mahony sniffed stale dung.
In what had once been the harness-room, two young men sat at work.
"Why, Tom, my lad, you here?"
Tom Ocock raised his freckled face, from the chin of which sprouted some long
fair hairs, and turned red.
"Yes, it's me. Do you want to see 'En -- " at an open kick from his brother -- "Mr.
Ocock?"
"If you please."
Informed by Grindle that the "Captain" was at liberty, Mahony passed to an inner
room where he was waved to a chair. In answer to his statement that he had
called to see about raising some money, Ocock returned an: "Indeed? Money is
tight, sir, very tight!" his face instantly taking on the blank-wall solemnity proper
to dealings with this world's main asset.
Mahony did not at once hand over John's way-soothing letter. He thought he would
first test the lawyer's attitude towards him in person -- a species of
self-torment men of his make are rarely able to withstand. He spoke of the
decline of his business; of his idea of setting up as a doctor and building himself a
house; and, as he talked, he read his answer pat and clear in the ferrety eyes
before him. There was a bored tolerance of his wordiness, an utter lack of
interest in the concerns of the petty tradesman.
"H'm." Ocock, lying back in his chair, was fitting five outstretched fingers to their
fellows. "All very well, my good sir, but may I ask if you have anyone in view as a
security?"
"I have. May I trouble you to glance through this?" and triumphantly Mahony
brandished John's letter.
Ocock raised his brows. "What? Mr. John Turnham? Ah, very good . . . very
good indeed!" The brazen-faced change in his manner would have made a cat laugh;
he sat upright, was interested, courteous, alert. "Quite in order! And now, pray,
how much do we need?"
Unadvised, he had not been able, said Mahony, to determine the sum. So Ocock
took pencil and paper, and, prior to running off a reckoning, put him through a
sharp interrogation. Under it Mahony felt as though his clothing was being stripped
piece by piece off his back. At one moment he stood revealed as mean and stingy,
at another as an unpractical spendthrift. More serious things came out besides.
He began to see, under the limelight of the lawyer's inquiry, in what a
muddle-headed fashion he had managed his business, and how unlikely it was he
could ever have made a good thing of it. Still worse was his thoughtless folly in
wedding and bringing home a young wife without, in this settlement where accident
was rife, where fires were of nightly occurrence, insuring against either fire or
death. Not that Ocock breathed a hint of censure: all was done with a twist of the
eye, a purse of the lip; but it was enough for Mahony. He sat there, feeling like an
eel in the skinning, and did not attempt to keep pace with the lawyer, who hunted
figures into the centre of a woolly maze.
The upshot of these calculations was: he would need help to the tune of something
over one thousand pounds. As matters stood at present on Ballarat, said Ocock,
the plainest house he could build would cost him eight hundred; and another couple
of hundred would go in furnishing; while a saddle-horse might be put down at fifty
pounds. On Turnham's letter he, Ocock, would be prepared to borrow seven
hundred for him -- and this could probably be obtained at ten per cent on a
mortgage of the house; and a further four hundred, for which he would have to
pay twelve or fifteen. Current expenses must be covered by the residue of this
savings, and by what he was able to make. They would include the keep of the
horse, and the interest on the borrowed money, which might be reckoned roughly
at a hundred and twenty per annum. In addition, he would be well advised to insure
his life for five to seven hundred pounds.
The question also came up whether the land he had selected for building on
should be purchased or not. He was for doing so, for settling the whole business
there and then. Ocock, however, took the opposite view. Considering, said he, that
the site chosen was far from the centre of the town, Mahony might safely
postpone buying in the meanwhile. There had been no government land-sales of
late, and all main-road frontages had still to come under the hammer. As occupier,
when the time arrived, he would have first chance at the upset price; though then,
it was true, he would also be liable for improvements. The one thing he must
beware of was of enclosing too small a block.
Mahony agreed -- agreed to everything: the affair seemed to have passed out of
his hands. A sense of dismay invaded him while he listened to the lawyer tick off
the obligations and responsibilities he was letting himself in for. A thousand
pounds! He to run into debt for such a sum, who had never owed a farthing to
anyone! He fell to doubting whether, after all, he had made choice of the easier
way, and lapsed into a gloomy silence.
Ocock on the other hand warmed to geniality.
"May I say, doctor, how wise I think your decision to come over to us?" -- He
spoke as if Ballarat East were in the heart of the Russian steppes. "And that
reminds me. There's a friend of mine. . . . I may be able at once to put a patient in
your way."
Mahony walked home in a mood of depression which it took all Polly's arts to dispel.
Under its influence he wrote an outspoken letter to Purdy -- but with no very
satisfactory result. It was like projecting a feeler for sympathy into the void, so
long was it since they had met, and so widely had his friend's life branched from
his.
Purdy's answer -- it was headed "The Ovens" -- did not arrive till several weeks
later, and was mainly about himself.
In a way I'm with you, old pill-box, he wrote. You'll cut a jolly sight better
figure as an M.D. then ever you've done behind a counter. But I don't
know that I'd care to stake my last dollar on you all the same. What
does Mrs. Polly say? -- As for me, old boy, since you're good enough to
ask, why the less said the better. One of these days a poor worn
old shicer'll come crawling round to your back door to see if you've any
cast-off duds you can spare him. Seriously, Dick, old man, I'm stony-broke
once more and the Lord only knows how I'm going to win through.
In the course of that winter, custom died a natural death; and one day, the few
oddments that remained having been sold by auction, Mahony and his assistant
nailed boards horizontally across the entrance to the store. The day of weighing
out pepper and salt was over; never again would the tinny jangle of the accursed
bell smite his ears. The next thing was that Hempel packed his chattels and
departed for his new walk in life. Mahony was not sorry to see him go. Hempel's
thoughts had soared far above the counter; he was arrived at the stage of: "I'm
just as good as you!" which everyone here reached sooner or later.
"I shall always be pleased to hear how you are getting on."
Mahony spoke kindly, but in a tone which, as Polly who stood by, very well knew,
people were apt to misunderstand.
"I should think so!" she chimed in. "I shall feel very hurt indeed, Hempel, if you
don't come and see us."
With regard to Long Jim, she had a talk with her husband one night as they went to
bed.
"There really won't be anything for him to do in the new house. No heavy crates or
barrels to move about. And he doesn't know a thing about horses. Why not let him
go home? -- he does so want to. What would you say, dear, to giving him thirty
pounds for his passage-money and a trifle in his pocket? It would make him very
happy, and he'd be off your hands for good. -- Of course, though, just as you think
best."
"We shall need every penny we can scrape together, for ourselves, Polly. And yet,
my dear, I believe you're right. In the new house, as you say, he'll be a mere
encumbrance. As for me, I'd be only too thankful never to hear his cantankerous
old pipe again. I don't know now what evil genius prompted me to take him in."
"Evil genius, indeed!" retorted Polly. "You did it because you're a dear, good,
kind-hearted man."
"Think so, wifey? I'm inclined to put it down to sheer dislike of botheration
-- Irish inertia . . . the curse of our race."
"Yes, yes, I knoo you'd be wantin' to get rid o' me, now you're goin' up in the
world," was Long Jim's answer when Polly broached her scheme for his benefit.
"Well, no, I won't say anythin' against you, Mrs. Mahony; you've treated me square
enough. But doc., 'e's always thought 'imself a sight above one, an' when 'e does, 'e
lets you feel it."
This was more than Polly could brook. "And sighing and groaning as you have done
to get home, Jim! You're a silly, ungrateful old man, even to hint at such a thing."
"Poor old fellow, he's grumbled so long now, that he's forgotten how to do
anything else," she afterwards made allowance for him. And added, pierced by a
sudden doubt: "I hope his wife will still be used to it, or . . . or else . . ."
And now the last day in the old house was come. The furniture, stacked in the
yard, awaited the dray that was to transport it. Hardly worth carrying with one,
thought Mahony, when he saw the few poor sticks exposed to the searching
sunlight. Pipe in mouth he mooned about, feeling chiefly amazed that he could have
put up, for so long, with the miserable little hut which his house, stripped of its
trimmings, proved to be.
His reflections were cut short by old Ocock, who leaned over the fence to bid his
neighbours good-bye.
"No disturbance! Come in, come in!" cried Mahony, with the rather spurious
heartiness one is prone to throw into a final invitation. And Polly rose from her
knees before a clothes-basket which she was filling with crockery, and bustled
away to fetch the cake she had baked for such an occasion.
"I'll miss yer bright little face, that I will!" said Mr. Ocock, as he munched with the
relish of a Jerry or a Ned. He held his slice of cake in the hollow of one great palm,
conveying with extreme care the pieces he broke off to his mouth.
"You must come and see us, as soon as ever we're settled."
"Bless you! You'll soon find grander friends than an old chap like me."
"Mr. Ocock! And you with three sons in the law!"
"Besides, mark my words, it'll be your turn next to build," Mahony removed
his pipe to throw in. "We'll have you over with us yet."
"And what a lovely surprise for Miss Amelia when she arrives, to find a bran'-new
house awaiting her."
"Well, that's the end of this little roof-tree," said Mahony. -- The loaded dray had
driven off, the children and Ellen perched on top of the furniture, and he was
giving a last look round. "We've spent some very happy days under it, eh, my
dear?"
"Oh, very," said Polly, shaking out her skirts. "But we shall be just as happy in the
new one."
"God grant we may! It's not too much to hope I've now seen all the downs of my
life. I've managed to pack a good many into thirty short years. -- And that
reminds me, Mrs. Townshend-Mahony, do you know you will have been married to
me two whole years, come next Friday?"
"Why, so we shall!" cried Polly, and was transfixed in the act of tying her
bonnet-strings. "How time does fly! It seems only the other day I saw this room
for the first time. I peeped in, you know, while you were fetching the box. Do you
remember how I cried, Richard? I was afraid of a spider or something." And the
Polly of eighteen looked back, with a motherly amusement, at her sixteen-year-old
eidolon. "But now, dear, if you're ready . . . or else the furniture will get there
before we do. We'd better take the short cut across Soldiers' Hill. That's the cat
in that basket, for you to carry, and here's your microscope. I've got the decanter
and the best teapot. Shall we go?"
And now for a month or more Mahony had been in possession of a room that was
all his own. Did he retire into it and shut the door, he could make sure of not being
disturbed. Polly herself tapped before entering; and he let her do so. Polly was
dear; but dearer still was his long-coveted privacy.
He knew, too, that she was happily employed; the fitting-up and furnishing of the
house was a job after her own heart. She had proved both skilful and economical
at it: thanks to her, they had used a bare three-quarters of the sum allotted by
Ocock for the purpose -- and this was well; for any number of unforeseen
expenses had cropped up at the last moment. Polly had a real knack for making
things "do". Old empty boxes, for instance, underwent marvellous
transformations at her hands -- emerged, clad in chintz and muslin, as sofas and
toilet-tables. She hung her curtains on strings, and herself sewed the seams of
the parlour carpet, squatting Turk-fashion on the floor, and working away, with a
great needle shaped like a scimitar, till the perspiration ran down her face. It was
also she who, standing on the kitchen-table, put up the only two pictures they
possessed, Ned and Jerry giving opinions on the straightness of her eye, from
below: a fancy picture of the Battle of Waterloo in the parlour; a print of "Harvey
Discovering the Circulation of the Blood" on the surgery wall.
From where he sat Mahony could hear the voices of the children -- John's children
-- at play. They frolicked with Pompey in the yard. He could endure them, now that
he was not for ever tumbling over them. Yes, one and all were comfortably
established under the new roof -- with the exception of poor Palmerston the cat.
Palmerston had declined to recognise the change, and with the immoderate
homing-instinct of his kind had returned night after night to his old haunts. For
some time Mahony's regular evening walk was back to the store -- a road
he would otherwise not have taken; for it was odious to him to see Polly's neat
little appointments going to rack and ruin, under the tenancy of a dirty Irish
family. There he would find the animal sitting, in melancholy retrospect. Again and
again he picked him up and carried him home; till that night when no puss came to
his call, and Palmerston, the black and glossy, was seen no more: either he had
fallen down a shaft, or been mangled by a dog, or stolen, cats still fetching a high
price on Ballarat.
The window of Mahony's room faced a wide view: not a fence, hardly a bit of scrub
or a tuft of grass-tree marked the bare expanse of uneven ground, now baked
brown as a piecrust by the December sun. He looked across it to the cemetery.
This was still wild and unfenced -- just a patch of rising ground where it was
permissible to bury the dead. Only the day before -- the second anniversary of
the Eureka Stockade -- he had watched some two to three hundred men, with
crepe on their hats and sleeves, a black-draped pole at their head, march there to
do homage to their fallen comrades. The dust raised by the shuffling of these
many feet had accompanied the procession like a moving cloud; had lingered in its
rear like the smoke from a fire. Drays and lorries crawled for ever laboriously
along it, seeming glued to the earth by the monstrous sticky heat of the veiled
sun. Further back rose a number of bald hills -- rounded, swelling hills, shaped like
a woman's breasts. And behind all, pale china-blue against the tense white sky,
was the embankment of the distant ranges. Except for these, an ugly, uninviting
outlook, and one to which he seldom lifted his eyes.
His room pleased him better. Polly had stretched a bright green drugget on the
floor; the table had a green cloth on it; the picture showed up well against the
whitewashed wall. Behind him was a large deal cupboard, which held instruments
and drugs. The bookshelves with their precious burden were within reach of his
hand; on the top shelf he had stacked the boxes containing his botanical and other
specimens.
The first week or so there was naturally little doing: a sprained wrist to bandage,
a tooth to draw, a case of fly-blight. To keep himself from growing fidgety, he
overhauled his minerals and butterflies, and renewed faded labels. This
done, he went on to jot down some ideas he had, with regard to the presence of
auriferous veins in quartz. It was now generally agreed that quartz was the
matrix; but on the question of how the gold had found its way into the rock,
opinions were sharply divided. The theory of igneous injection was advanced by
some; others inclined to that of sublimation. Mahony leaned to a combination of
the two processes, and spent several days getting his thoughts in order; while
Polly, bursting with pride, went about on tiptoe audibly hushing the children: their
uncle was writing for the newspapers.
Still no patients worth the name made their appearance. To fend off the black
worry that might get the better of him did he sit idle, he next drew his Bible to
him, and set about doing methodically what he had so far undertaken merely by
fits and starts -- deciding for himself to what degree the Scriptures were
inspired. Polly was neither proud nor happy while this went on, and let the children
romp unchecked. At present it was not so much the welfare of her husband's soul
she feared for: God must surely know by this time what a good man Richard was;
he had not his equal, she thought, for honesty and uprightness; he was kind to the
poor and the sick, and hadn't missed a single Sunday at church, since their
marriage. But all that would not help, if once he got the reputation of being an
infidel. Then, nobody would want him as a doctor at all.
Casually begun, Mahony's studies soon absorbed him to the exclusion of everything
else.
Brought up in the cast-iron mould of Irish Protestantism, to which, being of a
sober and devout turn of mind, he had readily submitted, he had been tossed, as a
youthful student, into the freebooting Edinburgh of the forties. Edinburgh was
alive in those days to her very paving-stones; town and university combined to
form a hotbed of intellectual unrest, a breeding-ground for disturbing possibilities.
The "development theory" was in the air; and a book that appeared anonymously
had boldly voiced, in popular fashion, Maillet's dream and the Lamarckian
hypothesis of a Creation undertaken once and for all, in place of a continuous
creative intenention. This book, opposing natural law to miracle, carried complete
conviction to the young and eager. Audacious spirits even hazarded the
conjecture that primitive life itself might have originated in a natural way: had not,
but recently, an investigator who brought a powerful voltaic battery to bear on a
saturated solution of silicate of potash, been startled to find, as the result of his
experiment, numberless small mites of the species Acarus horridus? Might not
the marvel electricity or galvanism, in action on albumen, turn out to be the
vitalising force? To the orthodox zoologist, phytologist and geologist, such a
suggestion savoured of madness; they either took refuge in a contemptuous
silence, or condescended only to reply: Had one visited the Garden of Eden during
Creation, one would have found that, in the morning, man was not, while in the
evening he was! -- morning and evening bearing their newly established
significance of geological epochs. The famous tracing of the Creator's footsteps,
undertaken by a gifted compromiser, was felt by even the most bigoted to be a
lame rejoinder. His Asterolepsis, the giant fossil-fish from the Old Red Sandstone,
the antiquity of which should show that the origin of life was not to be found solely
in "infusorial points," but that highly developed forms were among the earliest
created -- this single prop was admittedly not strong enough to carry the whole
burden of proof. No, the immutability of species had been seriously impugned, and
bold minds asked themselves why a single act of creation, at the outset, should
not constitute as divine an origin of life as a continued series of "creative fiats."
Mahony was one of them. The "development theory" did not repel him. He could
see no impiety in believing that life, once established on the earth, had been left to
perfect itself. Or hold that this would represent the Divine Author of all things as,
after one master-stroke, dreaming away eternal ages in apathy and indifference.
Why should the perfect functioning of natural law not be as convincing an
expression of God's presence as a series of cataclysmic acts of creation?
None the less it was a time of crisis, for him, as for so many. For, if this were so,
if science spoke true that, the miracle of life set a-going, there had been no
further intervention on the part of the Creator, then the very head-and-corner
stone of the Christian faith, the Bible itself, was shaken. More, much more would
have to go than the Mosaic cosmogony of the first chapter of Genesis.
Just as the Elohistic account of creation had been stretched to fit the changed
views of geologists, so the greater part of the scriptural narratives stood in need
of a wider interpretation. The fable of the Eternal's personal mediation in the
affairs of man must be accepted for what it was -- a beautiful allegory, the
fondly dreamed fulfilment of a world-old desire. And bringing thus a sharpened
critical sense to bear on the Scriptures, Mahony embarked on his voyage of
discovery. Before him, but more as a warning than a beacon, shone the example of
a famous German savant, who, taking our Saviour's life as his theme, demolished
the sacred idea of a Divine miracle, and retold the Gospel story from a
rationalistic standpoint. A savagely unimaginative piece of work this, thought
Mahony, and one that laid all too little weight on the deeps of poetry, the
mysteries of symbols, and the power the human mind drew from these, to pierce
to an ideal truth. His own modest efforts would be of quite another kind.
For he sought, not to deny God, but to discover Him anew, by freeing Him from the
drift of error, superstition and dead-letterism which the centuries had
accumulated about Him. Far was it from His servant's mind to wish to decry the
authority of the Book of Books. This he believed to consist, in great part, of
inspired utterances, and, for the rest, to be the wisest and ripest collection of
moral precept and example that had come down to us from the ages. Without it,
one would be rudderless indeed -- a castaway in a cockleshell boat on a furious
sea -- and from one's lips would go up a cry like to that wrung from a famous
infidel: "I am affrighted and confounded with the forlorn solitude in which I am
placed by my philosophy . . .begin to fancy myself in the most deplorable condition
imaginable, environed by the deepest darkness."
No, Mahony was not one of those who held that the Christian faith, that fine
flower of man's spiritual need, would suffer detriment by the discarding of a few
fabulous tales; nor did he fear lest his own faith should become undermined by his
studies. For he had that in him which told him that God was; and this instinctive
certainty would persist, he believed, though he had ultimately to admit the whole
fabric of Christianity to be based on the Arimathean's dream. It had already
survived the rejection of externals: the surrender of forms, the assurance
that ceremonials were not essential to salvation belonged to his early
student-days. Now, he determined to send by the board the last hampering relics
of bigotry and ritual. He could no longer concede the tenets of election and
damnation. God was a God of mercy, not the blind, jealous Jahveh of the Jews, or
the inhuman Sabbatarian of a narrow Protestantism. And He might be worshipped
anywhere or anyhow: in any temple built to His name -- in the wilderness under the
open sky -- in silent prayer, or according to any creed.
In all this critical readjustment, the thought he had to spare for his fellow-men
was of small account: his fate was not bound to theirs by the altruism of a later
generation. It was a time of intense individualism; and his efforts towards spiritual
emancipation were made on his own behalf alone. The one link he had with his
fellows -- if link it could be termed -- was his earnest wish to avoid giving
offence: never would it have occurred to him to noise his heterodoxy abroad. Nor
did he want to disturb other people's convictions. He respected those who could
still draw support from the old faith, and, moreover, had not a particle of the
proselytiser in him. He held that religion was either a matter of temperament, or
of geographical distribution; felt tolerantly inclined towards the Jews, and the
Chinese; and did not even smile at processions to the Joss-house, and the
provisioning of those silent ones who needed food no more.
But just as little as he intermeddled with the convictions of others would he brook
interference with his own. It was the concern of no third person what paths he
followed in his journeyings after the truth -- in his quest for a panacea for the ills
and delusions of life. For, call it what he would -- Biblical criticism, scientific
inquiry -- this was his aim first and last. He was trying to pierce the secret of
existence -- to rede the riddle that has never been solved. -- What am I? Whence
have I come? Whither am I going? What meaning has the pain I suffer, the evil that
men do? Can evil be included in God's scheme? -- And it was well, he told himself,
as he pressed forward, that the flame in him burnt unwaveringly, which assured
him of his kinship with the Eternal, of the kinship of all created things; so
unsettling and perplexing were the conclusions at which he arrived.
Summoned to dinner, he sat at table with stupid hands and evasive eyes.
Little Johnny, who was, as Polly put it, "as sharp as mustard," was prompt to note
his uncle's vacancy.
"What you staring at, Nunkey?" he demanded, his mouth full of roly-pudding, which
he was stuffing down with all possible dispatch.
"Hush, Johnny. Don't tease your uncle."
"What do you mean, my boy?"
"I mean . . ." Young John squeezed his last mouthful over his windpipe and raised
his plate. "I mean, you look just like you was seein' a emeny. -- More puddin', Aunt
Polly!"
"What does the child mean? An anemone?"
"No!" said John with the immense contempt of five years. "I didn't say anner
emeny." Here, he began to tuck in anew, aiding the slow work of his spoon with his
more habile fingers. "A emeny's d emeny. Like on de pickshur in Aunt Polly's room.
One . . . one's de English, an' one's de emeny."
"It's the Battle of Waterloo," explained Polly. "He stands in front of it every day."
"Yes. An' when I'm a big man, I'm goin' to be a sojer, an' wear a red coat, an' make
'bung'!" and he shot an imaginary gun at his sister, who squealed and ducked her
head.
"An ancient wish, my son," said Mahony, when Johnny had been reproved and
Trotty comforted. "Tom-thumbs like you have voiced it since the world -- or
rather since war first began."
"Don't care. Nunkey, why is de English and why is de emeny?"
But Mahony shrank from the gush of whats and whys he would let loose on himself,
did he attempt to answer this question. "Come, shall uncle make you some boats
to sail in the wash-tub?"
"Wiv a mast an' sails an' everyfing?" cried John wildly; and throwing his spoon to
the floor, he scrambled from his chair. "Oh yes, Nunkey -- dear Nunkey!"
"Dea Unkey!" echoed the shadow.
"Oh, you cupboard lovers, you!" said Mahony as, order restored and sticky mouths
wiped, two pudgy hands were thrust with a new kindness into his.
He led the way to the yard; and having whittled out for the children some
chips left by the builders, he lighted his pipe and sat down in the shade of the
house. Here, through a veiling of smoke, which hung motionless in the hot, still air,
he watched the two eager little mortals before him add their quota to the miracle
of life.
POLLY had no such absorbing occupation to tide her over these empty days of
waiting; and sometimes -- especially late in the afternoon, when her household
duties were done, the children safely at play -- she found it beyond her power to
stitch quietly at her embroidery. Letting the canvas fall to her knee, she would
listen, listen, listen till the blood sang in her ears, for the footsteps and knocks at
the door that never came. And did she draw back the window-curtain and look out,
there was not a soul to be seen: not a trace of the string of prosperous, paying
patients she had once imagined winding their way to the door.
And meanwhile Richard was shut up in his room, making those dreadful notes in
the Bible which it pinched her heart even to think of. He really did not seem to
care whether he had a practice or not. All the new instruments, got from
Melbourne, lay unused in their casings; and the horse was eating its head off, at
over a pound a week, in the livery-barn. Polly shrank from censuring her husband,
even in thought; but as she took up her work again, and went on producing in wools
a green basket of yellow fruit on a magenta ground, she could not help reflecting
what she would have done at this pass, had she been a man. She would have
announced the beginning of her practice in big letters in the Star, and she would
have gone down into the township and mixed with people and made herself known.
With Richard, it was almost as if he felt averse from bringing himself into public
notice.
Only another month now, and the second instalment of interest would fall due.
Polly did not know exactly what the sum was; but she did know the date. The first
time, they had had no difficulty in meeting the bill, owing to their economy in
furnishing. But what about this one, and the next again? How were payments to be
made, and kept up, if the patients would not come?
She wished with all her heart that she was ten years older. For what could
a person who was only eighteen be supposed to understand of business? Richard's
invariable answer, did she venture a word, was not to worry her little head about
such things.
When, however, another week had dribbled away in the same fashion, Polly began
to be afraid the date of payment had slipped his memory altogether. She would
need to remind him of it, even at the risk of vexing him. And having cast about for
a pretext to intrude, she decided to ask his advice on a matter that was giving her
much uneasiness; though, had he been really busy, she would have gone on keeping
it to herself.
It related to little Johnny.
Johnny was a high-spirited, passionate child, who needed most careful handling. At
first she had managed him well enough. But ever since his five months'
boarding-out, he had fallen into deceitful ways; and the habit of falsehood was
gaining on him. Bad by nature, Polly felt sure the child was not; but she could not
keep him on the straight path now he had discovered that a lie might save him a
punishment. He was not to be shamed out of telling it; and the only other cure
Polly knew of was whipping. She whipped him; and provoked him to fury.
A new misdeed on his part gave her the handle she sought. Johnny had
surreptitiously entered her pantry and stolen a plateful of cakes. Taxed with the
theft he denied it; and cornered, laid, Adam-like, the blame on his companion,
asserting that Trotty had persuaded him to take the goodies; though bewildered
innocence was writ all over the baby's chubby face.
Mahony had the young sinner up before him. But he was able neither to touch the
child's heart, nor to make him see the gravity of what he had done: never being
allowed inside the surgery, John could now not take his eyes off the wonderful
display of gold and purple and red moths, which were pinned, with outstretched
wings, to a sheet of cork. He stood o-mouthed and absentminded, and only once
shot a blue glance at his uncle to say: "But if dey're so baddy . . . den why did God
make lies an' de debble?" -- which intelligent query hit the nail of one of Mahony's
own misgivings on the head.
No real depravity, was his verdict. Still, too much of a handful, it was plain,
for Polly's inexperience. "A problem for John himself to tackle, my dear. Why
should we have to drill a non-existent morality into his progeny? Besides, I'm not
going to have you blamed for bad results, later on." He would write to John there
and then, and request that Johnny be removed from their charge.
Polly was not prepared for this summary solution of her dilemma, and began to
regret having brought it up; though she could not but agree with Richard that it
would never do for the younger child to be corrupted by a bad example. However
she kept her wits about her. Did John take the boy away, said she, she was afraid
she would have to ask for a larger housekeeping allowance. The withdrawal of the
money for Johnny's board would make a difference to their income.
"Of course," returned Mahony easily, and was about to dismiss the subject.
But Polly stood her ground. "Talking of money, Richard, I don't know whether you
remember . . . you've been so busy . . . that it's only about a fortnight now till the
second lot of interest falls due."
"What! -- a fortnight?" exclaimed her husband, and reached out for an almanack.
"Good Lord, so it is! And nothing doing yet, Polly . . . absolutely nothing!"
"Well, dear, you can't expect to jump into a big practice all at once, can you? But
you see, I think the trouble is, not nearly enough people know you've started." And
a little imploringly, and very apologetically, Polly unfolded her artless schemes for
self-advertisement.
"Wife, I've a grave suspicion!" said Mahony, and took her by the chin. "While I've
sat here with my head in the clouds, you've been worrying over ways and means,
and over having such an unpractical old dreamer for a husband. Now, child, that
won't do. I didn't marry to have my girl puzzling her little brains where her next
day's dinner was to come from. Away with you, to your stitching! Things will be all
right, trust to me."
And Polly did trust him, and was so satisfied with what she had effected that,
raising her face for a kiss, she retired with an easy mind to overhaul
Johnny's little wardrobe.
But the door having clicked behind her, Mahony's air of forced assurance died
away. For an instant he hesitated beside the table, on which a rampart of books
lay open, then vigorously clapped each volume to and moved to the window,
chewing at the ends of his beard. A timely interruption! What the dickens had he
been about, to forget himself in this fool's paradise, when the crassest of
material anxieties -- that of pounds, shillings and pence -- was crouched,
wolf-like, at his door?
That night he wakened with a jerk from an uneasy sleep. Though at noon the day
before, the thermometer had registered over a hundred in the shade, it was now
bitterly cold, and these abrupt changes of temperature always whipped up his
nerves. Even after he had piled his clothes and an opossum-rug on top of the
blankets, he could not drop off again. He lay staring at the moonlit square of the
window, and thinking the black thoughts of night.
What if he could not manage to work up a practice? . . . found it impossible to
make a living? His plate had been on the door for close on two months now, and he
had barely a five-pound note to show for it. What was to be done? Here Polly's
words came back to him with new stress. "Not nearly enough people know you've
started." That was it! -- Polly had laid her finger on the hitch. The genteel
manners of the old country did not answer here; instead of sitting twiddling his
thumbs, waiting for patients to seek him out, he ought to have adopted the
screaming methods of advertisement in vogue on Ballarat. To have had
"Holloway's Pills sold here!" "Teeth extracted painlessly!" "Cures guaranteed!"
painted man-high on his outside house-wall. To have gone up and down and round
the township; to have been on the spot when accidents happened; to have
hobnobbed with Tom, Dick and Harry in bars and saloons. And he saw a figure that
looked like his the centre of a boisterous crowd; saw himself slapped on the back
by dirty hands, shouting and shouted to drinks. He turned his pillow, to drive the
image away. Whatever he had done or not done, the fact remained that a couple of
weeks hence he had to make up the sum of over thirty pounds. And again he
discerned a phantom self, this time a humble supplicant for an extension of
term, brought up short against Ocock's stony visage, flouted by his cocksy clerk.
Once more he turned his pillow. These quarterly payments, which dotted all his
coming years, were like little rock-islands studding the surface of an ocean, and
telling of the sunken continent below: this monstrous thousand odd pounds he had
been fool enough to borrow. Never would he be able to pay off such a sum, never
again be free from the incubus of debt. Meanwhile, not the ground he stood on, not
the roof over his head could actually be called his own. He had also been too
pushed for money, at the time, to take Ocock's advice and insure his life.
These thoughts spun themselves to a nightmare-web, in which he was the hapless
fly. Putting a finger to his wrist, he found he had the pulse of a hundred that was
not uncommon to him. He got out of bed, to dowse his head in a basin of water.
Polly, only half awake, sat up and said: "What's the matter, dear? Are you ill?" In
replying to her he disturbed the children, the door of whose room stood ajar; and
by the time quiet was restored, further sleep was out of the question. He dressed
and quitted the house.
Day was breaking; the moon, but an hour back a globe of polished silver, had now
no light left in her, and stole, a misty ghost, across the dun-coloured sky. A bank
of clouds that had had their night-camp on the summit of Mount Warrenheip was
beginning to disperse; and the air had lost its edge. He walked out beyond the
cemetary, then sat down on a tree-stump and looked back. The houses that
nestled on the slope were growing momently whiter; but the Flat was still sunk in
shadow and haze, making old Warrenheip, for all its half-dozen miles of distance,
seem near enough to be touched by hand. But even in full daylight this woody peak
had a way of tricking the eye. From the brow of the western hill, with the Flat out
of sight below, it appeared to stand at the very foot of those streets that headed
east -- first of one, then of another, moving with you as you changed position, like
the eyes of a portrait that follow you wherever you go. -- And now the sky was
streaked with crimson-madder; the last clouds scattered, drenched in orange and
rose, and flames burned in the glass of every window-pane. Up came the tip
of the sun's rim, grew to a fiery quarter, to a half; till, bounding free from the
horizon, it began to mount and to lose its girth in the immensity of the sky.
The phantasms of the night yielded like the clouds to its power. He was still
reasonably young, reasonably sound, and had the better part of a lifetime before
him. Rising with a fresh alacrity, he whistled to his dog, and walked briskly home to
bath and breakfast.
But that evening, at the heel of another empty day, his nervous restlessness took
him anew. From her parlour Polly could hear the thud of his feet, going up and
down, up and down his room. And it was she who was to blame for disturbing him!
"Yet what else could I do?"
And meditatively pricking her needle in and out of the window-curtain, Polly fell
into a reverie over her husband and his ways. How strange Richard was . . . how
difficult! First, to be able to forget all about how things stood with him, and then
to be twice as upset as other people.
John demanded the immediate delivery of his young son, undertaking soon to
knock all nasty tricks out of him. On the day fixed for Johnny's departure husband
and wife were astir soon after dawn. Mahony was to have taken the child down to
the coach-office. But Johnny had been awake since two o'clock with excitement,
and was now so fractious that Polly tied on her bonnet and accompanied them. She
knew Richard's hatred of a scene.
"You just walk on, dear, and get his seat," she said, while she dragged the cross,
tired child on her hand to the public-house, where even at this hour a posse of
idlers hung about.
And she did well to be there. Instantly on arriving Johnny set up a wail, because
there was talk of putting him inside the vehicle; and this persisted until the
coachman, a goat-bearded Yankee, came to the rescue and said he was darned if
such a plucky young nipper shouldn't get his way: he'd have the child tied on beside
him on the box-seat -- be blowed if he wouldn't! But even this did not satisfy
Johnny; and while Mahony went to procure a length of rope, he continued to prance
round his aunt and to tug ceaselessly at her sleeve.
"Can I dwive, Aunt Polly, can I dwive? Ask him, can I dwive!" he roared, beating her
skirts with his fists. He was only silenced by the driver threatening to throw him
as a juicy morsel to the gang of bushrangers who, sure as blazes, would be waiting
to stick the coach up directly it entered the bush.
Husband and wife lingered to watch the start, when the champing horses took a
headlong plunge forward and, together with the coach, were swallowed up in a
whirlwind of dust. A last glimpse discovered Johnny, pale and wide-eyed at the
lurching speed, but sitting bravely erect.
"The spirit of your brother in that child, my dear!" said Mahony as they made to
walk home.
"Poor little Johnny," and Polly wiped her eyes. "If only he was going back to a
mother who loved him, and would understand."
"I'm sure no mother could have done more for him than you, love."
"Yes, but a real mother wouldn't need to give him up, however naughty he had
been."
"I think the young varmint might have shown some regret at parting from you,
after all this time," returned her husband, to whom it was offensive if even a child
was lacking in good feeling. "He never turned his head. Well, I suppose it's a fact,
as they say, that the natural child is the natural barbarian."
"Johnny never meant any harm. It was I who didn't know how to manage him," said
Polly staunchly. -- "Why, Richard, what is the matter?" For letting her arm fall
Mahony had dashed to the other side of the road.
"Good God, Polly, look at this!"
"This" was a printed notice, nailed to a shed, which announced that a sale of
frontages in Mair and Webster Streets would shortly be held.
"But it's not our road. I don't understand."
"Good Lord, don't you see that if they're there already, they'll be out with us
before we can say Jack Robinson? And then where shall I be?" gave back Mahony
testily.
"Let us talk it over. But first come home and have breakfast. Then . . .
yes, then, I think you should go down and see Mr. Henry, and hear what he says."
"You're right. I must see Ocock. -- Confound the fellow! It's he who has let me in
for this."
"And probably he'll know some way out. What else is a lawyer for, dear?"
"Quite true, my Polly. None the less, it looks as if I were in for a run of real bad
luck, all along the line."
ONE hot morning some few days later, Polly, with Trotty at her side, stood on the
doorstep shading her eyes with her hand. She was on the look-out for her
"vegetable man," who drove in daily from the Springs with his greenstuff. He was
late as usual: if Richard would only let her deal with the cheaper, more punctual Ah
Sing, who was at this moment coming up the track. But Devine was a reformed
character: after, as a digger, having squandered a fortune in a week, he had given
up the drink and, backed by a hard-working, sober wife, was now trying to earn a
living at market-gardening. So he had to be encouraged.
The Chinaman jog-trotted towards them, his baskets a-sway, his mouth stretched
to a friendly grin. "You no want cabbagee to-day? Me got velly good cabbagee," he
said persuasively and lowered his pole.
"No thank you, John, not to-day. Me wait for white man."
"Me bling pleasant for lilly missee," said the Chow; and unknotting a dirty
nosecloth, he drew from it an ancient lump of candied ginger. "Lilly missee eatee
him . . . oh, yum, yum! Velly good. My word!"
But Chinamen to Trotty were fearsome bogies, corresponding to the swart-faced,
white-eyed chimney-sweeps of the English nursery. She hid behind her aunt,
holding fast to the latter's skirts, and only stealing an occasional peep from one
saucer-like blue eye.
"Thank you, John. Me takee chowchow for lilly missee," said Polly, who had
experience in disposing of such savoury morsels.
"You no buy cabbagee to-day?" repeated Ah Sing, with the catlike persistence of
his race. And as Polly, with equal firmness and good-humour, again shook her head,
he shouldered his pole and departed at a half-run, crooning as he went.
Meanwhile at the bottom of the road another figure had come into view. It
was not Devine in his spring-cart; it was some one on horseback, was a lady, in a
holland habit. The horse, a piebald, advanced at a sober pace, and -- "Why, good
gracious! I believe she's coming here."
At the first of the three houses the rider had dismounted, and knocked at the
door with the butt of her whip. After a word with the woman who opened, she
threw her riding-skirt over one arm, put the other through the bridle, and was now
making straight for them.
As she drew near she smiled, showing a row of white teeth. "Does Dr. Mahony live
here?"
Misfortune of misfortunes! -- Richard was out.
But almost instantly Polly grasped that this would tell in his favour. "He won't be
long, I know."
"I wonder," said the lady, "if he would come out to my house when he gets back? I
am Mrs Glendinning -- of Dandaloo."
Polly flushed, with sheer satisfaction: Dandaloo was one of the largest stations in
the neighbourhood of Ballarat. "Oh, I'm certain he will," she answered quickly.
"I am so glad you think so," said Mrs. Glendinning. "A mutual friend, Mr. Henry
Ocock, tells me how clever he is."
Polly's brain leapt at the connection; on the occasion of Richard's last visit the
lawyer had again repeated the promise to put a patient in his way. Ocock was one
of those people, said Richard, who only remembered your existence when he saw
you. -- Oh, what a blessing in disguise had been that troublesome old land sale!
The lady had stooped to Trotty, whom she was trying to coax from her
lurking-place. "What a darling! How I envy you!"
"Have you no children?" Polly asked shyly, when Trotty's relationship had been
explained.
"Yes, a boy. But I should have liked a little girl of my own. Boys are so difficult,"
and she sighed.
The horse nuzzling for sugar roused Polly to a sense of her remissness. "Won't
you come in and rest a little, after your ride?" she asked; and without hesitation
Mrs. Glendinning said she would like to, very much indeed; and tying the hone to the
fence, she followed Polly into the house.
The latter felt proud this morning of its apple-pie order. She drew up the
best armchair, placed a footstool before it and herself carried in a tray with
refreshments. Mrs. Glendinning had taken Trotty on her lap, and given the child
her long gold chains to play with. Polly thought her the most charming creature in
the world. She had a slender waist, and an abundant light brown chignon, and
cheeks of a beautiful pink, in which two fascinating dimples came and went. The
feather from her riding-hat lay on her neck. Her eyes were the colour of
forget-me-nots, her mouth was red as any rose. She had, too, so sweet and
natural a manner that Polly was soon chatting frankly about herself and her life,
Mrs. Glendinning listening with her face pressed to the spun-glass of Trotty's hair.
When she rose, she clasped both Polly's hands in hers. "You dear little woman. . .
may I kiss you? I am ever so much older than you."
"I am eighteen," said Polly.
"And I on the shady side of twenty-eight!"
They laughed and kissed. "I shall ask your husband to bring you out to see me. And
take no refusal. Au revoir!" and riding off, she turned in the saddle and waved
her hand.
For all her pleasurable excitement Polly did not let the grass grow under her feet.
There being still no sign of Richard -- he had gone to Soldiers' Hill to extract a
rusty nail from a child's foot -- Ellen was sent to summon him home; and when the
girl returned with word that he was on the way, Polly dispatched her to the
livery-barn, to order the horse to be got ready.
Richard took the news coolly. "Did she say what the matter was?"
No, she hadn't; and Polly had not liked to ask her; it could surely be nothing very
serious, or she would have mentioned it.
"H'm. Then it's probably as I thought. Glendinning's failing is well known. Only the
other day, I heard that more than one medical man had declined to have anything
further to do with the case. It's a long way out, and fees are not always
forthcoming. He doesn't ask for a doctor, and, womanlike, she forgets to pay the
bills. I suppose they think they'll try a greenhorn this time."
Pressed by Polly, who was curious to learn everything about her new
friend, he answered: "I should be sorry to tell you, my dear, how many bottles of
brandy it is Glendinning's boast he can empty in a week."
"Drink? Oh, Richard, how terrible! And that pretty, pretty woman!" cried Polly, and
drove her thoughts backwards: she had seen no hint of tragedy in her caller's
lovely face. However, she did not wait to ponder, but asked, a little anxiously: "But
you'll go, dear, won't you?"
"Go? Of course I shall! Beggars can't be choosers." "Besides, you know, you might
be able to do something where other people have failed."
Mahony rode out across the Flat. For a couple of miles his route was one with the
Melbourne Road, on which plied the usual motley traffic. Then, branching off at
right angles, it dived into the bush -- in this case a scantly wooded, uneven plain,
burnt tobacco-brown and hard as iron.
Here went no one but himself. He and the mare were the sole living creatures in
what, for its stillness, might have been a painted landscape. Not a breath of air
stirred the weeping grey-green foliage of the gums; nor was there any bird-life to
rustle the leaves, or peck, or chirrup. Did he draw rein, the silence was so intense
that he could almost hear it.
On striking the outlying boundary of Dandaloo, he dismounted to slip a rail. After
that he was in and out of the saddle, his way leading through numerous gateless
paddocks before it brought him up to the homestead.
This, a low white wooden building, overspread by a broad verandah -- from a
distance it looked like an elongated mushroom -- stood on a hill. At the end, the
road had run alongside a well-stocked fruit and flower-garden; but the hillside
itself, except for a gravelled walk in front of the house, was uncultivated -- was
given over to dead thistles and brown weeds.
Fastening his bridle to a post, Mahony unstrapped his bag of necessaries and
stepped on to the verandah. A row of French windows stood open; but flexible
green sun-blinds hid the rooms from view. The front door was a French window,
too, differing from the rest only in its size. There was neither bell nor knocker.
While he was rapping with the knuckles on the panel, one of the. blinds was pushed
aside and Mrs. Glendinning came out.
She was still in hat and riding-habit; had herself, she said, reached home
but half an hour ago. Summoning a station-hand to attend to the horse, she raised
a blind and ushered Mahony into the dining-room, where she had been sitting at
lunch, alone at the head of a large table. A Chinaman brought fresh plates, and
Mahony was invited to draw up his chair. He had an appetite after his ride; the
room was cool and dark; there were no flies.
Throughout the meal, the lady kept up a running fire of talk -- the graceful
chitchat that sits so well on pretty lips. She spoke of the coming Races; of the
last Government House Ball; of the untimely death of Governor Hotham. To Mahony
she instinctively turned a different side out, from that which had captured Polly.
With all her well-bred ease, there was a womanly deference in her manner, a
readiness to be swayed, to stand corrected. The riding-dress set off her figure;
and her delicate features were perfectly chiselled. ("Though she'll be florid before
she's forty.")
Some juicy nectarines finished, she pushed back her chair. "And now, doctor, will
you come and see your patient?"
Mahony followed her down a broad, bare passage. A number of rooms opened off
it, but instead of entering one of these she led him out to a back verandah. Here,
before a small door, she listened with bent head, then turned the handle and went
in.
The room was so dark that Mahony could see nothing. Gradually he made out a
figure lying on a stretcher-bed. A watcher sat at the bedside. The atmosphere
was more than close, smelt rank and sour. His first request was for light and air.
It was the wreck of a fine man that lay there, strapped over the chest, bound
hand and foot to the framework of the bed. The forehead, on which the hair had
receded to a few mean grey wisps, was high and domed, the features were
straight with plenty of bone in them, the shoulders broad, the arms long. The skin
of the face had gone a mahogany brown from exposure, and a score of deep
wrinkles ran out fan-wise from the corners of the closed lids. Mahony untied the
dirty towels that formed the bandages -- they had cut ridges in the limbs they
confined -- and took one of the heavy wrists in his hand.
"How long has he lain like this?" he asked, as he returned the arm to its place.
"How long is it, Saunderson?" asked Mrs. Glendinning. She had sat down on
a chair at the foot of the bed; her skirts overflowed the floor.
The watcher guessed it would be since about the same time yesterday.
"Was he unusually violent on this occasion? -- for I presume such attacks are not
uncommon with him," continued Mahony, who had meanwhile made a superficial
examination of the sick man.
"I am sorry to say they are only too common, doctor," replied the lady. -- "Was
he worse than usual this time, Saunderson?" she turned again to the man; at
which fresh proof of her want of knowledge Mahony mentally raised his eyebrows.
"To say trewth, I never see'd the boss so bad before," answered Saunderson
solemnly, grating the palms of the big red hands that hung down between his
knees. "And I've helped him through the jumps more'n once. It's my opinion it would
ha' been a narrow squeak for him this time, if me and a mate hadn't nipped in and
got these bracelets on him. There he was, ravin' and sweatin' and cursin' his head
off, grey as death. Hell-gate, he called it, said he was devil's-porter at hell-gate,
and kept hollerin' for napkins and his firesticks. Poor ol' boss! It was hell for him
and no mistake!"
By dint of questioning Mahony elicited the fact that Glendinning had been unseated
by a young horse, three days previously. At the time, no heed was paid to the
trifling accident. Later on, however, complaining of feeling cold and unwell, he went
to bed, and after lying wakeful for some hours was seized by the horrors of
delirium.
Requesting the lady to leave them, Mahony made a more detailed examination. His
suspicions were confirmed: there was internal trouble of old standing, rendered
acute by the fall. Aided by Saunderson, he worked with restoratives for the best
part of an hour. In the end he had the satisfaction of seeing the coma pass over
into a natural repose.
"Well, he's through this time, but I won't answer for the next," he said, and looked
about him for a basin in which to wash his hands. "Can't you manage to keep the
drink from him? -- or at least to limit him?"
"Nay, the Almighty Himself couldn't do that," gave back Saunderson,
bringing forward soap and a tin dish.
"How does it come that he lies in a place like this?" asked Mahony, as he dried his
hands on a corner of the least dirty towel, and glanced curiously round. The room
-- in size it did not greatly exceed that of a ship's-cabin -- was in a state of
squalid disorder. Besides a deal table and a couple of chairs, its main contents
were rows and piles of old paper-covered magazines, the thick brown dust on
which showed that they had not been moved for months -- or even years. The
whitewashed walls were smoke-tanned and dotted with millions of fly-specks; the
dried corpses of squashed spiders formed large black patches; all four corners of
the ceiling were festooned with cobwebs.
Saunderson shrugged his shoulders. "This was his den when he first was manager
here, in old Morrison's time, and he's stuck to it ever since. He shuts himself up in
here, and won't have a female cross the threshold -- nor yet Madam G. herself."
Having given final instructions, Mahony went out to rejoin the lady.
"I will not conceal from you that your husband is in a very precarious condition."
"Do you mean, doctor, he won't live long?" She had evidently been lying down: one
side of her face was flushed and marked. Crying, too, or he was much mistaken:
her lids were red-rimmed, her shapely features swollen.
"Ah, you ask too much of me; I am only a woman; I have no influence over him,"
she said sadly, and shook her head.
"What is his age?"
"He is forty-seven."
Mahony had put him down for at least ten years older, and said so. But the lady
was not listening: she fidgeted with her lace-edged handkerchief, looked uneasy,
seemed to be in debate with herself. Finally she said aloud: "Yes, I will." And to
him: "Doctor, would you come with me a moment?"
This time she conducted him to a well-appointed bedchamber, off which gave a
smaller room, containing a little four-poster draped in dimity. With a vague
gesture in the direction of the bed, she sank on a chair beside the door.
Drawing the curtains Mahony discovered a fair-haired boy of some eight or
nine years old. He lay with his head far back, his mouth wide open -- apparently
fast asleep.
But the doctor's eye was quick to see that it was no natural sleep. "Good God! who
is responsible for this?"
Mrs. Glendinning held her handkerchief to her face. "I have never told any one
before," she wept. "The shame of it, doctor . . . is more than I can bear."
"Who is the blackguard? Come, answer me, if you please!"
"Oh, doctor, don't scold me. . . I am so unhappy." The pretty face puckered and
creased; the full bosom heaved. "He is all I have. And such a bright, clever little
fellow! You will cure him for me, won't you?"
"How often has it happened?"
"I don't know . . . about five or six times, I think . . . perhaps more. There's a place
not far from here where he can get it . . . an old hut-cook my husband dismissed
once, in a fit of temper -- he has oh such a temper! Eddy saddles his pony and
rides out there, if he's not watched; and then . . . then, they bring him back . . .
like this."
"But who supplies him with money?"
"Money? Oh, but doctor, he can't be kept without pocket-money! He has always
had as much as he wanted. -- No, it is all my husband's doing," -- and now she
broke out in one of those shameless confessions, from which the medical adviser
is never safe. "He hates me; he is only happy if he can hurt me and humiliate me. I
don't care what becomes of him. The sooner he dies the better!"
"Compose yourself, my dear lady. Later you may regret such hasty words. -- And
what has this to do with the child? Come, speak out. It will be a relief to you to tell
me."
"You are so kind, doctor," she sobbed, and drank, with hysterical gurglings, the
glass of water Mahony poured out for her. "Yes, I will tell you everything. It began
years ago -- when Eddy was only a tot in jumpers. It used to amuse my husband to
see him toss off a glass of wine like a grown-up person; and it was comical, when
he sipped it, and smacked his lips. But then he grew to like it, and to ask for it,
and be cross when he was refused. And then. . . then he learnt how to get it for
himself. And when his father saw I was upset about it, he egged him on --
gave it to him on the sly. -- Oh, he is a bad man, doctor, a bad, cruel man! He says
such wicked things, too. He doesn't believe in God, or that it is wrong to take one's
own life, and he says he never wanted children. He jeers at me because I am fond
of Eddy, and because I go to church when I can, and says . . . oh, I know I am not
clever, but I am not quite such a fool as he makes me out to be. He speaks to me
as if I were the dirt under his feet. He can't bear the sight of me. I have heard him
curse the day he first saw me. And so he's only too glad to be able to come
between my boy and me . . . in any way he can."
Mahony led the weeping woman back to the dining-room. There he sat long,
patiently listening and advising; sat, till Mrs. Glendinning had dried her eyes and
was her charming self once more.
The gist of what he said was, the boy must be removed from home at once, and
placed in strict, yet kind hands.
Here, however, he ran up against a weak maternal obstinacy. "Oh, but I couldn't
part from Eddy. He is all I have. . . . And so devoted to his mammy."
As Mahony insisted, she looked the picture of helplessness. "But I should have no
idea how to set about it. And my husband would put every possible obstacle in the
way."
"With your permission I will arrange the matter myself."
"Oh, how kind you are!" cried Mrs. Glendinning again. "But mind, doctor, it must be
somewhere where Eddy will lack none of the comforts he is accustomed to, and
where his poor mammy can see him whenever she wishes. Otherwise he will fret
himself ill."
Mahony promised to do his best to satisfy her, and declining, very curtly, the wine
she pressed on him, went out to mount his horse which had been brought round.
Following him on to the verandah, Mrs. Glendinning became once more the pretty
woman frankly concerned for her appearance. "I don't know how I look, I'm sure,"
she said apologetically, and raised both hands to her hair. "Now I will go and rest
for an hour. There is to be opossuming and a moonlight picnic to-night at
Warraluen." Catching Mahony's eye fixed on her with a meaning emphasis, she
changed colour. "I cannot sit at home and think, doctor. I must distract myself;
or I should go mad."
When he was in the saddle she showed him her dimples again, and her small,
even teeth. "I want you to bring your wife to see me next time you come," she
sad, patting the horse's neck. "I took a great fancy to her -- a sweet little
woman!"
But Mahony, jogging downhill, said to himself he would think twice before
introducing Polly there. His young wife's sunny, girlish outlook should not, with his
consent, be clouded by a knowledge of the sordid things this material prosperity
hid from view. A whited sepulchre seemed to him now the richly appointed house,
the well-stocked gardens, the acres on acres of good pasture-land: a fair outside
when, within, all was foul. He called to mind what he knew by hearsay of the owner.
Glendinning was one of the pioneer squatters of the district, had held the run for
close on fifteen years. Nowadays, when the land round was entirely taken up, and
a place like Ballarat stood within stone's-throw, it was hard to imagine the awful
solitude to which the early settlers had been condemned. Then, with his next
neighbour miles and miles away, Melbourne, the nearest town, a couple of days'
ride through trackless bush, a man was a veritable prisoner in this desert of
paddocks, with not a soul to speak to but rough station-hands, and nothing to
occupy his mind but the damage done by summer droughts and winter floods. No
support or comradeship in the wife either -- this poor pretty foolish little woman:
"With the brains of a pigeon!" Glendinning had the name of being intelligent: was it,
under these circumstances, matter for wonder that he should seek to drown
doubts, memories, inevitable regrets; should be led on to the bitter discovery that
forgetfulness alone rendered life endurable? Yes, there was something sinister in
the dead stillness of the melancholy bush; in the harsh, merciless sunlight of the
late afternoon.
A couple of miles out his horse cast a shoe, and it was evening before he reached
home. Polly was watching for him on the doorstep, in a twitter lest some accident
had happened or he had had a brush with bushrangers.
"It never rains but it pours, dear!" was her greeting: he had been twice sent for to
the Flat, to attend a woman in labour. -- And with barely time to wash the worst
of the ride's dust off him, he had to pick up his bag and hurry away.
"A VERY striking-looking man! With perfect manners -- and beautiful hands."
Her head bent over her sewing, Polly repeated these words to herself with a happy
little smile. They had been told her, in confidence, by Mrs. Glendinning, and had
been said by this lady's best friend, Mrs. Urquhart of Yarangobilly: on the occasion
of Richard's second call at Dandaloo, he had been requested to ride to the
neighbouring station to visit Mrs. Urquhart, who was in delicate health. And of
course Polly had passed the flattering opinion on; for, though she was rather a
good hand at keeping a secret -- Richard declared he had never known a better --
yet that secret did not exist -- or up till now had not existed -- which she could
imagine herself keeping from him.
For the past few weeks these two ladies had vied with each other in singing
Richard's praises, and in making much of Polly: the second time Mrs. Glendinning
called she came in her buggy, and carried off Polly, and Trotty, too, to
Yarangobilly, where there was a nestful of little ones for the child to play with.
Another day a whole brakeful of lively people drove up to the door in the early
morning, and insisted on Polly accompanying them, just as she was, to the
Racecourse on the road to Creswick's Creek. And everybody was so kind to her
that Polly heartily enjoyed herself, in spite of her plain print dress. She won a pair
of gloves and a piece of music in a philippine with Mr Urquhart, a jolly,
carroty-haired man, beside whom she sat on the box-seat coming home; and she
was lucky enough to have half-a-crown on one of the winners. An impromptu dance
was got up that evening by the merry party, in a hall in the township; and Polly had
the honour of a turn with Mr. Henry Ocock, who was most affable. Richard also
looked in for an hour towards the end, and valsed her and Mrs. Glendinning round.
Polly had quite lost her heart to her new friend. At the outset Richard had
rather frowned on the intimacy -- but then he was a person given to taking
unaccountable antipathies. In this case, however, he had to yield; for not only did a
deep personal liking spring up between the two women, but a wave of pity swept
over Polly, blinding her to more subtle considerations. Before Mrs. Glendinning had
been many times at the house, she had poured out all her troubles to Polly,
impelled thereto by Polly's quick sympathy and warm young eyes. Richard had
purposely given his wife few details of his visits to Dandaloo; but Mrs. Glendinning
knew no such scruples, and cried her eyes out on Polly's shoulder.
What a dreadful man the husband must be! "For she really is the dearest little
woman, Richard. And means so well with every one -- I've never heard her say a
sharp or unkind word. -- Well, not very clever, perhaps. But everybody can't be
clever, can they? And she's good -- which is better. The only thing she seems a
teeny-weeny bit foolish about is her boy. I'm afraid she'll never consent to part
with him." -- Polly said this to prepare her husband, who was in correspondence on
the subject with Archdeacon Long and with John in Melbourne. Richard was putting
himself to a great deal of trouble, and would naturally be vexed if nothing came of
it.
Polly paid her first visit to Dandaloo with considerable trepidation. For Mrs.
Urquhart, who herself was happily married -- although, it was true, her merry,
red-haired husband had the reputation of being a little too fond of the ladies, and
though he certainly did not make such a paying concern of Yarangobilly as Mr.
Glendinning of Dandaloo -- Mrs. Urquhart had whispered to Polly as they sat
chatting on the verandah: "Such a dreadful man, my dear! . . . a perfect brute!
Poor little Agnes. It is wonderful how she keeps her spirits up."
Polly, however, was in honour bound to admit that to her the owner of Dandaloo
had appeared anything but the monster report made him out to be. He was
perfectly sober the day she was there, and did not touch wine at luncheon; and
afterwards he had been most kind, taking her with him on a quiet little
broad-backed mare to an outlying part of the station, and giving her several hints
how to improve her seat. He was certainly very haggard-looking, and deeply
wrinkled, and at table his hand shook so that the water in his glass ran
over. But all this only made Polly feel sorry for him, and long to help him.
"My dear, you are favoured! I never knew James make such an offer before,"
whispered Mrs. Glendinning, as she pinned her ample riding-skirt round her friend's
slim hips.
The one thing about him that disturbed Polly was his manner towards his wife: he
was savagely ironic with her, and trampled hobnailed on her timid opinions. But
then Agnes didn't know how to treat him, Polly soon saw that: she was nervous
and fluttery -- evasive, too; and once during lunch even told a deliberate fib. Slight
as was her acquaintance with him, Polly felt sure this want of courage must
displease him; for there was something very simple and direct about his own way
of speaking.
"My dear, why don't you stand up to him?" asked little Polly.
"Dearest, I dare not. If you knew him as I do, Polly. . . . He terrifies me. -- Oh,
what a lucky little woman you are . . . to have a husband like yours."
Polly had recalled these words that very morning as she stood to watch Richard
ride away: never did he forget to kiss her good-bye, or to turn and wave to her at
the foot of the road. Each time she admired afresh the figure he cut on
horseback: he was so tall and slender, and sat so straight in his saddle. Now, too,
he had yielded to her persuasions and shaved off his beard; and his moustache and
side-whiskers were like his hair, of an extreme, silky blond. Ever since the day of
their first meeting at Beamish's Family Hotel, Polly had thought her husband the
handsomest man in the world. And the best, as well. He had his peculiarities, of
course; but so had every husband; and it was part of a wife's duty to study them,
to adapt herself to them, or to endeavour to tone them down. And now came
these older, wiser ladies and confirmed her high opinion of him. Polly beamed with
happiness at this juncture, and registered a silent vow always to be the best of
wives.
Not like -- but here she tripped and coloured, on the threshold of her thought. She
had recently been the recipient of a very distressing confidence; one, too, which
she was not at liberty to share, even with Richard. For, after the relief of a
thorough-paced confession, Mrs. Glendinning had implored her not to
breathe a word to him -- "I could never look him in the face again, love!" Besides,
the affair was of such a painful nature that Polly felt little desire to draw Richard
into it; it was bad enough that she herself should know. The thing was this: once
when Polly had stayed overnight at Dandaloo Agnes Glendinning in a sudden fit of
misery had owned to her that she cared for another person more than for her own
husband, and that her feelings were returned.
Shocked beyond measure, Polly tried to close her friend's lips. "I don't think you
should mention any names, Agnes," she cried. "Afterwards, my dear, you might
regret it."
But Mrs. Glendinning was hungry for the luxury of speech -- not even to Louisa
Urquhart had she broken silence, she wept; and that, for the sake of Louisa's
children -- and she persisted in laying her heart bare. And here certain vague
suspicions that had crossed Polly's mind on the night of the impromptu ball --
they were gone again, in an instant, quick as thistledown on the breeze -- these
suddenly returned, life-size and weighty; and the name that was spoken came as
no surprise to her. Yes, it was Mr. Henry Ocock to whom poor Agnes was attached.
There had been a mutual avowal of affection, sobbed the latter; they met as often
as circumstances permitted. Polly was thunder-struck: knowing Agnes as she did,
she herself could not believe any harm of her; but she shuddered at the thought
of what other people -- Richard, for instance -- would say, did they get wind of it.
She implored her friend to caution. She ought never, never to see Mr. Ocock. Why
did she not go away to Melbourne for a time? And why had he come to Ballarat?
"To be near me, dearest, to help me if I should need him. -- Oh, you can't think
what a comfort it is, Polly, to feel that he is here -- so good, and strong, and
clever! -- Yes, I know what you mean . . . but this is quite, quite different. Henry
does not expect me to be clever, too -- does not want me to be. He prefers me as
I am. He dislikes clever women. . . would never marry one. And we shall marry,
darling, some day -- when . . ."
Henry Ocock! Polly tried to focus everything she knew of him, all her fleeting
impressions, in one picture -- and failed. He had made himself very agreeable, the
single time she had met him; but. . . . There was Richard's opinion of him:
Richard did not like him or trust him; he thought him unscrupulous in business, cold
and self-seeking. Poor, poor little Agnes! That such a misfortune should befall just
her! Stranger still that she, Polly, should be mixed up in it.
She had, of course, always known from books that such things did happen; but
then they seemed quite different, and very far away. Her thoughts at this crisis
were undeniably woolly; but the gist of them was, that life and books had nothing
in common. For in stories the woman who forgot herself was always a bad woman;
whereas not the harshest critic could call poor Agnes bad. Indeed, Polly felt that
even if some one proved to her that her friend had actually done wrong, she would
not on that accoUnt be able to stop caring for her, or feeling sorry for her. It was
all very uncomfortable and confusing.
While these thoughts came and went, she half sat, half knelt, a pair of scissors in
her hand. She was busy cutting out a dress, and no table being big enough for the
purpose, had stretched the material on the parlour floor. This would be the first
new dress she had had since her marriage; and it was high time, considering all the
visiting and going about that fell to her lot just now. Sara had sent the pattern up
from Melbourne, and John, hearing what was in the wind, had most kindly and
generously made her a present of the silk. Polly hoped she would not bungle it in
the cutting; but skirts were growing wider and wider, and John had not reckoned
with quite the newest fashion.
Steps in the passage made her note subconsciously that Ned had arrived -- Jerry
had been in the house for the past three weeks, with a sprained wrist. And at this
moment her younger brother himself entered the room, Trotty throned on his
shoulder.
Picking his steps round the sea of stuff, Jerry sat down and lowered Trotty to his
knee. "Ned's grizzling for tea."
Polly did not reply; she was laying an odd-shaped piece of paper now this way, now
that.
For a while Jerry played with the child. Then he burst out: "I say, Poll!" And since
Polly paid no heed to his apostrophe:
"Richard says I can get back to work to-morrow."
"That's a good thing," answered his sister with an air of abstraction: she had
solved her puzzle to within half a yard.
Jerry cast a boyishly imploring glance at her back, and rubbed his chin with
his hand. "Poll, old girl -- I say, wouldn't you put in a word for me with Richard? I'm
hanged if I want to go back to the claim. I'm sick to death of digging."
At this Polly did raise her head, to regard him with grave eyes. "What! tired of
work already, Jerry? I don't know what Richard will say to that, I'm sure. You had
better speak to him yourself."
Again Jerry rubbed his chin. "That's just it -- what's so beastly hard. I know he'll
say I ought to stick to it."
"So do I."
"Well, I'd rather groom the horse than that."
"But think how pleased you were at first!"
Jerry ruefully admitted it. "One expects to dig out gold like spuds; while the real
thing's enough to give you the blight. As for stopping a wages-man all my life, I
won't do it. I might just as well go home and work in a Lancashire pit."
"But Ned -- "
"Oh, Ned! Ned walks about with his head in the clouds. He's always blowing of what
he's going to do, and gets his steam off that way. I'm different."
But Jerry's words fell on deaf ears. A noise in the next room was engaging Polly's
whole attention. She heard a burr of suppressed laughter, a scuffle and what
sounded like a sharp slap. Jumping up she went to the door, and was just in time to
see Ellen whisk out of the dining-room.
Ned sat in an armchair, with his feet on the chimney-piece. "I had the girl bring in a
log, Poll," he said; and looked back and up at his sister with his cheery smile.
Standing behind him, Polly laid her hand on his hair. "I'll go and see after the tea."
Ned was so unconcerned that she hesitated to put a question.
In the kitchen she had no such tender scruples; nor was she imposed on by the
exaggerated energy with which Ellen bustled about. "What was that noise I heard in
the dining-room just now?" she demanded.
"Noise? I dunno," gave back the girl crossly without facing her.
"Nonsense, Ellen! Do you think I didn't hear?"
"Oh, get along with you! It was only one of Ned's jokes." And going on her
knees, Ellen set to scrubbing the brick floor with a hiss and a scratch that
rendered speech impossible. Polly took up the laden tea-tray and carried it into
the dining-room. Richard had come home, and the four drew chairs to the table.
Mahony had a book with him; he propped it open against the butter-cooler, and
snatched sentences as he ate. It fell to Ned to keep the ball rolling. Polly was
distraite to the point of going wrong in her sugars; Jerry uneasy at the prospect
of coming in conflict with his brother-in-law, whom he thought the world of.
Ned was as full of talk as an egg of meat. The theme he dwelt longest on was the
new glory that lay in store for the Ballarat diggings. At present these were under
a cloud. The alluvial was giving out, and the costs and difficulties of boring through
the rock seemed insuperable. One might hear the opinion freely expressed that
Ballarat's day as premier goldfield was done. Ned set up this belief merely for the
pleasure of demolishing it. He had it at first hand that great companies were being
formed to carry on operations. These would reckon their areas in acres instead of
feet, would sink to a depth of a quarter of a mile or more, raise washdirt in
hundreds of tons per day. One such company, indeed, had already sprung into
existence, out on Golden Point; and now was the time to nip in. If he, Ned, had the
brass, or knew anybody who'd lend it to him, he'd buy up all the shares he could
get. Those who followed his lead would make their fortunes. "I say, Richard, it'ud
be something for you."
His words evoked no response. Sorry though I shall be, thought Polly, dear Ned had
better not come to the house so often in future. I wonder if I need tell Richard
why. Jerry was on pins and needles, and even put Trotty ungently from him:
Richard would be so disgusted by Ned's blatherskite that he would have no
patience left to listen to him.
Mahony kept his nose to his book. As a matter of principle. He made a rule of
believing, on an average, about the half of what Ned said. To appear to pay
attention to him would spur him on to more flagrant over-statements.
"D'ye hear, Richard? Now's your chance," repeated Ned, not to be done. "A very
different thing this, I can tell you, from running round dosing people for the
collywobbles. I know men who are raising the splosh any way they can to get in."
"I dare say. There's never been any lack of gamblers on Ballarat," said
Mahony dryly, and passed his cup to be refilled.
Pig-headed fool! was Ned's mental retort, as he sliced a chunk of rabbit-pie. "Well,
I bet you'll feel sore some day you didn't take my advice," he said aloud.
"We shall see, my lad, we shall see!" replied Mahony. "In the meantime, let me
inform you, I can make good use of every penny I have. So if you've come here
thinking you can wheedle something out of me, you're mistaken." He could seldom
resist tearing the veil from Ned's gross hints and impostures.
"Oh no, Richard dear!" interpolated Polly, in her role of keeper-of-the-peace.
Ned answered huffily: "'Pon my word, I never met such a fellow as you, for
thinking the worst of people."
The thrust went home. Mahony clapped his book to. "You lay yourself open to it,
sir! If I'm wrong, I beg your pardon. But for goodness' sake, Ned, put all these
trashy ideas of making a fortune out of your mind. Digging is played out, I tell you.
Decent people turned their backs on it long ago."
"That's what I think, too," threw in Jerry.
Mahony bit his lip. "Come, come, now, what do you know about it?"
Jerry flushed and floundered, till Polly came to his aid. "He's been wanting to
speak to you, Richard. He hates the work as much as you did."
"Well, he has a tongue of his own. -- Speak for yourself, my boy!"
Thus encouraged, Jerry made his appeal; and fearing lest Richard should throw
him, half-heard, into the same category as Ned, he worded it very tersely. Mahony,
who had never given much heed to Jerry -- no one did -- was pleased by his
straightforward air. Still, he did not know what could be done for him, and said so.
Here Polly had an inspiration. "But I think I do. I remember Mr. Ocock saying to me
the other day he must take another boy into the business, it was growing so --
the fourth, this will make. I don't know if he's suited yet, but even if he is, he may
have heard of something else. -- Only you know, Jerry, you mustn't mind what it
is. After tea I'll put on my bonnet and go down to the Flat with you. And
Ned shall come, too," she added, with a consoling glance at her elder brother: Ned
had extended his huff to his second slice of pie, which lay untouched on his plate.
"Somebody has always got something up her sleeve," said Mahony affectionately,
when Polly came to him in walking costume. "None the less, wife, I shouldn't be
surprised if those brothers of yours gave us some trouble, before we're done with
them."
IN the weeks and months that followed, as he rode from one end of Ballarat to the
other -- from Yuille's Swamp in the west, as far east as the ranges and gullies of
Little Bendigo -- it gradually became plain to Mahony that Ned's frothy tales had
some body in them after all. The character of the diggings was changing before
his very eyes. Nowadays, except on an outlying muddy flat or in the hands of the
retrograde Chinese, tubs, cradles, and windlasses were rarely to be met with.
Engine-sheds and boiler-houses began to dot the ground; here and there a tall
chimney belched smoke, beside a lofty poppet-head or an aerial trolley-line. The
richest gutters were found to take their rise below the basaltic deposits; the
difficulties and risks of rock-mining had now to be faced, and the capitalist, so
long held at bay, at length made free of the field. Large sums of money were being
subscribed; and, where these proved insufficient, the banks stepped into the
breach with subsidies on mortgages. The population, in whose veins the gold-fever
still burned, plunged by wholesale into the new hazard; and under the wooden
verandahs of Bridge Street a motley crew of jobbers and brokers came into
existence, who would demonstrate to you, a' la Ned, how you might reap a fortune
from a claim without putting in an hour's work on it -- without even knowing where
it was.
A temptation, indeed! . . . but one that did not affect him. Mahony let the reins
droop on his horse's neck, and the animal picked its way among the impedimenta
of the bush road. It concerned only those who had money to spare. Months, too,
must go by before, from even the most promising of these co-operative affairs,
any return was to be expected. As for him, there still came days when he had not
a five-pound note to his name. It had been a delusion to suppose that, in accepting
John's offer, he was leaving money-troubles behind him. Despite Polly's thrift,
their improved style of life cost more than he had reckoned; the patients,
slow to come, were slower still to discharge their debts. Moreover, he had not
guessed how heavily the quarterly payments of interest would weigh on him. With
as good as no margin, with the fate of every shilling decided beforehand, the
saving up of thirty odd pounds four times a year was a veritable achievement. He
was always in a quake lest he should not be able to get it together. No one
suspected what near shaves he had -- not even Polly. The last time hardly bore
thinking about. At the eleventh hour he had unexpectedly found himself several
pounds short. He did not close an eye all night, and got up in the morning as though
for his own execution. Then, fortune favoured him. A well-to-do butcher, his
hearty: "What'll yours be?" at the nearest public-house waved aside, had settled
his bill off-hand. Mahony could still feel the sudden lift of the black fog-cloud that
had enveloped him -- the sense of bodily exhaustion that had succeeded to the
intolerable mental strain.
For the coming quarter-day he was better prepared -- if, that was, nothing out of
the way happened. Of late he had been haunted by the fear of illness. The long
hours in the saddle did not suit him. He ought to have a buggy, and a second horse.
But there could be no question of it in the meantime, or of a great deal else
besides. He wanted to buy Polly a piano, for instance; all her friends had pianos;
and she played and sang very prettily. She needed more dresses and bonnets, too,
than he was able to allow her, as well as a change to the seaside in the summer
heat. The first spare money he had should go towards one or the other. He loved
to give Polly pleasure; never was such a contented little soul as she. And well for
him that it was so. To have had a complaining, even an impatient wife at his side,
just now, would have been unbearable. But Polly did not know what impatience
meant; her sunny temper, her fixed resolve to make the best of everything was
not to be shaken.
Well, comforts galore should be hers some day, he hoped. The practice was
shaping satisfactorily. His attendance at Dandaloo had proved a key to many
doors: folk of the Glendinnings' and Urquharts' standing could make a reputation or
mar it as they chose. It had got abroad, he knew, that at whatever hour of the day
or night he was sent for, he could be relied on to be sober; and that
unfortunately was not always the case with some of his colleagues. In addition his
fellow-practitioners showed signs of waking up to his existence. He had been called
in lately to a couple of consultations; and the doyen of the profession on Ballarat,
old Munce himself, had praised his handling of a difficult case of version.
The distances to be covered -- that was what made the work stiff. And he could
not afford to neglect a single summons, no matter where it led him. Still, he would
not have grumbled, had only the money not been so hard to get in. But the fifty
thousand odd souls on Ballarat formed, even yet, anything but a stable population:
a patient you attended one day might be gone the next, and gone where no bill
could reach him. Or he had been sold off at public auction; or his wooden shanty
had gone up in a flare -- hardly a night passed without a fire somewhere. In these
and like accidents the unfortunate doctor might whistle for his fee. It seldom
happened nowadays that he was paid in cash. Money was growing as scarce here
as anywhere else. Sometimes, it was true, he might have pocketed his fee on the
spot, had he cared to ask for it. But the presenting of his palm professionally was
a gesture that was denied him. And this stand-offishness drove from people's
minds the thought that he might be in actual need of money. Afterwards he sat at
home and racked his brains how to pay butcher and grocer. Others of the
fraternity were by no means so nice. He knew of some who would not stir a yard
unless their fee was planked down before them -- old stagers these, who at one
time had been badly bitten and were now grown cynically distrustful. Or tired. And
indeed who could blame a man for hesitating of a pitch-dark night in the winter
rains, or on a blazing summer day, whether or no he should set out on a
twenty-mile ride for which he might never see the ghost of a remuneration?
Reflecting thus, Mahony caught at a couple of hard, spicy, grey-green leaves, to
chew as he went: the gums, on which the old bark hung in ribbons, were in flower
by now, and bore feathery yellow blossoms side by side with nutty capsules. His
horse had been ambling forward unpressed. Now it laid its ears flat, and a minute
later its master's slower senses caught the clop-clop of a second set of hoofs,
the noise of wheels. Mahony had reached a place where two roads joined,
and saw a covered buggy approaching. He drew rein and waited.
The occupant of the vehicle had wound the reins round the empty lamp-bracket,
and left it to the sagacity of his horse to keep the familiar track, while he dozed,
head on breast, in the corner. The animal halted of itself on coming up with its
fellow, and Archdeacon Long opened his eyes.
"Ah, good-day to you, doctor! -- Yes, as you see, enjoying a little nap. I was out
early."
He got down from the buggy and, with bent knees and his hands in his pockets,
stretched the creased cloth of his trousers, where this had cut into his flesh. He
was a big, brawny, handsome man, with a massive nose, a cloven chin, and the
most companionable smile in the world. As he stood, he touched here a strap,
there a buckle on the harness of his chestnut -- a well-known trotter, with which
he often made a match -- and affectionately clapped the neck of Mahony's bay. He
could not keep his hands off a horse. By choice he was his own stableman, and in
earlier life had been a dare-devil rider. Now, increasing weight led him to prefer
buggy to saddle; but his recklessness had not diminished. With the reins in his left
hand, he would run his light, two-wheeled trap up any wooded, boulder-strewn hill
and down the other side, just as in his harum-scarum days he had set it at felled
trees, and, if rumour spoke true, wire-fences.
Mahony admired the splendid vitality of the man, as well as the indestructible
optimism that bore him triumphantly through all the hardships of a colonial
ministry. No sick bed was too remote for Long, no sinner sunk too low to be helped
to his feet. The leprous Chinaman doomed to an unending isolation, the drunken
Paddy, the degraded white woman -- each came in for a share of his benevolence.
He spent the greater part of his life visiting the outcasts and outposts, beating up
the unbaptised, the unconfirmed, the unwed. But his church did not suffer. He had
always some fresh scheme for this on hand: either he was getting up a
tea-meeting to raise money for an organ; or a series of penny-readings towards
funds for a chancel; or he was training with his choir for a sacred concert. There
was a boyish streak in him, too. He would enter into the joys of the annual
Sunday-school picnic with a zest equal to the children's own, leading the
way, in shirt-sleeves, at leap-frog and obstacle-race. In doctrine he struck a happy
mean between low-church practices and ritualism, preaching short, spirited
sermons to which even languid Christians could listen without tedium; and on a
week-day evening he would take a hand at a rubber of whist or ecarte -- and not
for love -- or play a sound game of chess. A man, too, who, refusing to be bound
by the letter of the Thirty-nine Articles, extended his charity even to persons of
the Popish faith. In short, he was one of the few to whom Mahony could speak of
his own haphazard efforts at criticising the Pentateuch.
The Archdeacon was wont to respond with his genial smile: "Ah, it's all very well
for you, doctor! -- you're a free lance. I am constrained by my cloth. -- And
frankly, for the rest of us, that kind of thing's too -- well, too disturbing.
Especially when we have nothing better to put in its place."
Doctor and parson -- the latter, considerably over six feet, made Mahony, who
was tall enough, look short and doubly slender -- walked side by side for nearly a
mile, flitting from topic to topic: the rivalry that prevailed between Ballarats East
and West; the seditious uprising in India, where both had relatives; the recent
rains, the prospects for grazing. The last theme brought them round to Dandaloo
and its unhappy owner. The Archdeacon expressed the outsider's surprise at the
strength of Glendinning's constitution, and the lively popular sympathy that was
felt for his wife.
"One's heart aches for the poor little lady, struggling to bear up as though nothing
were the matter. Between ourselves, doctor" -- and Mr. Long took off his straw
hat to let the air play round his head -- "between ourselves, it's a thousand pities
he doesn't just pop off the hooks in one of his bouts. Or that some of you medical
gentlemen don't use your knowledge to help things on."
He let out his great hearty laugh as he spoke, and his companion's involuntary
stiffening went unnoticed. But on Mahony voicing his attitude with: "And his
immortal soul, sir? Isn't it the church's duty to hope for a miracle? . . . just as it is
ours to keep the vital spark going," he made haste to take the edge off his words.
"Now, now, doctor, only my fun! Our duty is, I trust, plain to us both."
It was even easier to soothe than to ruffle Mahony. "Remember me very
kindly to Mrs. Long, will you?" he said as the Archdeacon prepared to climb into his
buggy. "But tell her, too, I owe her a grudge just now. My wife's so lost in flannel
and brown holland that I can't get a word out of her."
"And mine doesn't know where she'd be, with this bazaar, if it weren't for Mrs.
Mahony." Long was husband to a dot of a woman who, having borne him half a
dozen children of his own feature and build, now worked as parish clerk and
district visitor rolled in one; driving about in sunbonnet and gardening-gloves
behind a pair of cream ponies -- tiny, sharp-featured, resolute; with little of her
husband's large tolerance, but an energy that outdid his own, and made her an
object of both fear and respect. "And that reminds me: over at the cross-roads
by Spring Hill, I met your young brother-in-law. And he told me, if I ran across you
to ask you to hurry home. Your wife has some surprise or other in store for you.
No, nothing unpleasant! Rather the reverse, I believe. But I wasn't to say more.
Well, good-day, doctor, good-day to you!"
Mahony smiled, nodded and went on his way. Polly's surprises were usually simple
and transparent things: some one would have made them a present of a
sucking-pig or a bush-turkey, and Polly, knowing his relish for a savoury morsel,
did not wish it to be overdone: she had sent similar chance calls out after him
before now.
When, having seen his horse rubbed down, he reached home, he found her on the
doorstep watching for him. She was flushed, and her eyes had those peculiar
high-lights in them which led him jokingly to exhort her to caution: "Lest the
sparks should set the house on fire!"
"Well, what is it, Pussy?" he inquired as he laid his bag down and hung up his
wide-awake. "What's my little surprise-monger got up her sleeve to-day? Good
Lord, Polly, I'm tired!"
Polly was smiling roguishly. "Aren't you going into the surgery, Richard?" she
asked, seeing him heading for the dining-room.
"Aha! So that's it," said he, and obediently turned the handle. Polly had on
occasion taken advantage of his absence to introduce some new comfort or
decoration in his room.
The blind had been let down. He was still blinking in the half-dark when a
figure sprang out from behind the door, barging heavily against him, and a loud
voice shouted: "Boh, you old beef-brains! Boh to a goose!"
Displeased at such horseplay, Mahony stepped sharply back -- his first thought
was of Ned having unexpectedly returned from Mount Ararat. Then recognising the
voice, he exclaimed incredulously: "You, Dickybird? You!"
"Dick, old man. . . . I say, Dick! Yes, it's me right enough, and not my ghost. The old
bad egg come back to roost!"
The blind was raised; and the friends, who had last met in the dingy bush hut on
the night of the Stockade, stood face to face. And now ensued a babel of
greeting, a quick fire of question and answer, the two voices going in and out and
round each other, singly and together, like the voices in a duet. Tears rose to
Polly's eyes as she listened; it made her heart glow to see Richard so glad. But
when, forgetting her presence, Purdy cried: "And I must confess, Dick. . . . I took
a kiss from Mrs. Polly. Gad, old man, how she's come on!" Polly hastily retired to
the kitchen.
At table the same high spirits prevailed: it did not often happen that Richard was
brought out of his shell like this, thought Polly gratefully, and heaped her visitor's
plate to the brim. His first hunger stilled, Purdy fell to giving a slapdash account
of his experiences. He kept to no orderly sequence, but threw them out just as
they occurred to him: a rub with bushrangers in the Black Forest, his adventures
as a long-distance drover in the Mildura, the trials of a week he had spent in a
boiling-down establishment on the Murray: "Where the stink wa so foul, you two,
that I vomited like a dog every day!" Under the force of this Odyssey husband and
wife gradually dropped into silence, which they broke only by single words of
astonishment and sympathy; while the child Trotty spooned in her pudding without
seeing it, her round, solemn eyes fixed unblinkingly on this new uncle, who was like
a wonderful story-book come alive.
In Mahony's feelings for Purdy at this moment, there was none of the old
intolerant superiority. He had been dependent for so long on a mere surface
acquaintance with his fellows, that he now felt to the full how precious the tie was
that bound him to Purdy. Here came one for whom he was not alone the
reserved, struggling practitioner, the rather moody man advancing to middle-age;
but also the Dick of his boyhood and early youth.
He had often imagined the satisfaction it would be to confide his troubles to
Purdy. Compared, however, with the hardships the latter had undergone, these
seemed of small importance; and dinner passed without any allusion to his own
affairs. And now the chances of his speaking out were slight; he could have been
entirely frank only under the first stimulus of meeting.
Even when they rose from the table Purdy continued to hold the stage. For he had
turned up with hardly a shirt to his back, and had to be rigged out afresh from
Mahony's wardrobe. It was decided that he should remain their guest in the
meantime; also that Mahony should call on his behalf on the Commissioner of
Police, and put in a good word for him. For Purdy had come back with the idea of
seeking a job in the Ballarat Mounted Force.
When Mahony could no longer put off starting on his afternoon round, Purdy went
with him to the livery-barn, limping briskly at his side. On the way, he exclaimed
aloud at the marvellous changes that had taken place since he was last in the
township. There were half a dozen gas-lamps in Sturt Street by this time, the gas
being distilled from a mixture of oil and gum-leaves.
"One wouldn't credit it if one didn't see it with one's own peepers!" he cried,
repeatedly bringing up short before the plate-glass windows of the shops, the
many handsome, verandahed hotels, the granite front of Christ Church. "And
from what I hear, Dick, now companies have jumped the claims and are
deep-sinking in earnest, fortunes'll be made like one o'clock."
But on getting home again, he sat down in front of Polly and said, with a
businesslike air: "And now tell me all about old Dick! You know, Poll, he's such an
odd fish; if he himself doesn't offer to uncork, somehow one can't just pump him.
And I want to know everything that concerns him -- from A to Z."
Polly could not hold out against this affectionate curiosity. Entrenching her needle
in its stuff, she put her work away and complied. And soon to her own
satisfaction. For the first time in her married life she was led to discuss her
husband's ways and actions with another; and, to her amazement, she found that
it was easier to talk to Purdy about Richard than to Richard himself. Purdy
and she saw things in the same light; no rigmarole of explanation was necessary.
Now with Richard, it was not so. In conversation with him, one constantly felt that
he was not speaking out, or, to put it more plainly, that he was going on meanwhile
with his own, very different thoughts. And behind what he did say, there was sure
to lurk some imaginary scruple, some rather far-fetched delicacy of feeling which
it was hard to get at, and harder still to understand.
SUMMER had come round again, and the motionless white heat of December lay
heavy on the place. The low little houses seemed to cower beneath it; and the
smoke from their chimneys drew black, perpendicular lines on the pale sky. If it
was a misery at this season to traverse the blazing, dusty roads, it was almost
worse to be within doors, where the thin wooden walls were powerless to keep out
the heat, and flies and mosquitoes raged in chorus. Nevertheless, determined
Christmas preparations went on in dozens of tiny, zinc-roofed kitchens, the
temperature of which was not much below that of the ovens themselves; and
kindly, well-to-do people like Mrs. Glendinning and Mrs. Urquhart drove in in hooded
buggies, with green fly-veils dangling from their broad-brimmed hats, and dropped
a goose here, a turkey there, on their less prosperous friends. They robbed their
gardens, too, of the summer's last flowers, arum-lilies and brilliant geraniums, to
decorate the Archdeacon's church for the festival; and many ladies spent the
whole day beforehand making wreaths and crosses, and festoons to encircle the
lamps.
No one was busier than Polly. She wanted to give Purdy, who had been on short
commons for so long, a special Christmas treat. She had willing helpers in him and
Jerry: the two of them chopped and stoned and stirred, while she, seated on the
block of the woodstack, her head tied up in an old pillow-case, plucked and singed
the goose that had fallen to her share. Towards four o'clock on Christmas Day
they drew their chairs to the table, and with loosened collars set about enjoying
the good things. Or pretending to enjoy them. This was Mahony's case; for the day
was no holiday for him, and his head ached from the sun. At tea-time Hempel
arrived to pay a call, looking very spruce in a long black coat and white tie; and
close on his heels followed old Mr. Ocock. The latter, having deposited his hat
under his seat and tapped several pockets, produced a letter, which he unfolded
and handed to Polly with a broad grin. It was from his daughter, and
contained the news of his wife's death. "Died o' the grumbles, I lay you! An' the
first good turn she ever done me." The main point was that Miss Amelia, now at
liberty, was already taking advice about the safest line of clipper-ships, and asking
for a reply by return to a number of extraordinary questions. Could one depend
on hearing God's Word preached of a Sunday? Was it customary for females to go
armed as well as men? Were the blacks converted, and what amount of clothing
did they wear?
"Thinks she's comin' to the back o' beyond, does Mely!" chuckled the old man, and
slapped his thigh at the sudden idea that occurred to him of "takin' a rise out of
'er." "Won't she stare when she gits 'ere, that's all!"
"Well, now you'll simply have to build," said Polly, after threatening to write
privately to Miss Amelia, to reassure her. Why not move over west, and take up a
piece of ground in the same road as themselves? But from this he excused
himself, with a laugh and a spit, on the score that no land-sales had yet been held
in their neighbourhood: when he did turn out of his present four walls, which had
always been plenty good enough for him, he wanted a place he could "fit up tidy";
which it 'ud stick in his throat to do so, if he thought it might any day be sold over
his head. Mahony winced at this. Then laughed, with an exaggerated carelessness.
If, in a country like this, you waited for all to be fixed and sure, you would wait till
Domesday. None the less, the thrust rankled. It was a fact that he himself had not
spent a sou on his premises since they finished building. The thought at the back
of his mind, too, was, why waste his hard-earned income on improvements that
might benefit only the next-comer? The yard they sat in, for instance! Polly had
her hens and a ramshackle hen-house; but not a spadeful of earth had been turned
towards the wished-for garden. It was just the ordinary colonial backyard, fenced
round with rude palings which did not match, and were mended here and there with
bits of hoop-iron; its ground space littered with a medley of articles for which
there was no room elsewhere: boards left lying by the builders, empty
kerosene-tins, a couple of tubs, a ragged cane-chair, some old cases. Wash-lines,
on which at the moment a row of stockings hung, stretched permanently
from corner to corner; and the whole was dominated by the big round
galvanised-iron tank.
On Boxing Day Purdy got the loan of a lorry and drove a large party, including
several children, comfortably placed on straw, hassocks and low chairs, to the
Races a few miles out. Half Ballarat was making in the same direction; and
whoever owned a horse that was sound in the wind and anything of a stepper had
entered it for some item on the programme. The Grand Stand, a bark shed open to
the air on three sides, was resorted to only in the case of a sudden downpour; the
occupants of the dust-laden buggies, wagonettes, brakes, carts and drays
preferred to follow events standing on their seats, and on the boards that served
them as seats. After the meeting, those who belonged to the Urquhart-Glendinning
set went on to Yarangobilly, and danced till long past midnight on the broad
verandah. It was nearly three o'clock before Purdy brought his load safely home.
Under the round white moon, the lorry was strewn with the forms of sleeping
children.
Early next morning while Polly, still only half awake, was pouring out coffee and
giving Richard who, poor fellow, could not afford to leave his patients, an account
of their doings -- with certain omissions, of course: she did not mention the
glaring indiscretion Agnes Glendinning had been guilty of, in disappearing with Mr.
Henry Ocock into a dark shrubbery -- while Polly talked, the postman handed in
two letters, which were of a nature to put balls and races clean out of her head.
The first was in Mrs. Beamish's ill-formed hand, and told a sorrowful tale. Custom
had entirely gone: a new hotel had been erected on the new road; Beamish was
forced to declare himself a bankrupt; and in a few days the Family Hotel, with all
its contents, would be put up at public auction. What was to become of them, God
alone knew. She supposed she would end her days in taking in washing, and the
girls must go out as servants. But she was sure Polly, now so up in the world, with
a husband doing so well, would not forget the old friends who had once been so
kind to her -- with much more in the same strain, which Polly skipped, in reading
the letter aloud. The long and short of it was: would Polly ask her husband to lend
them a couple of hundred pounds to make a fresh start with, or failing that to put
his name to a bill for the same amount?
"Of course she hasn't an idea we were obliged to borrow money ourselves," said
Polly in response to Mahony's ironic laugh. "I couldn't tell them that."
"No . . . nor that it's a perpetual struggle to keep the wolf from the door,"
answered her husband, battering in the top of an egg with the back of his spoon.
"Oh, Richard dear, things aren't quite so bad as that," said Polly cheerfully. Then
she heaved a sigh. "I know, of course, we can't afford to help them; but I do feel
so sorry for them" -- she herself would have given the dress off her back. "And I
think, dear, if you didn't mind very much, we might ask one of the girls up to stay
with us . . . till the worst is over."
"Yes, I suppose that wouldn't be impossible," said Mahony. "If you've set your
heart on it, my Polly. If, too, you can persuade Master Purdy to forgo the comfort
of your good feather-bed. And I'll see if I can wring out a fiver for you to enclose
in your letter."
Polly jumped up and kissed him. "Purdy is going anyhow. He said only last night he
must look for lodgings near the Police Station." Here a thought struck her; she
coloured and smiled. "I'll ask Tilly first," said she.
Mahony laughed and shook his finger at her. "The best laid plans o' mice and men!
And what's one to say to a match-maker who is still growing out of her clothes?"
At this Polly clapped a hand over his mouth, for fear Ellen should hear him. It was
a sore point with her that she had more than once of late had to lengthen her
dresses.
As soon as she was alone she sat down to compose a reply to Mrs. Beamish. It was
no easy job: she was obliged to say that Richard felt unable to come to their aid;
and, at the same time, to avoid touching on his private affairs; had to disappoint
as kindly as she could; to be truthful, yet tactful. Polly wrote, and re-wrote: the
business cost her the forenoon.
She could not even press Tilly to pack her box and come at once; for her second
letter that morning had been from Sara, who wrote that, having decided to shake
the dust of the colony off her feet, she wished to pay them a flying visit before
sailing, "pour faire mes adieux." She signed herself "Your affectionate
sister Zara," and on her arrival explained that, tired of continually instructing
people in the pronunciation of her name, she had decided to alter the spelling and
be done with it. Moreover, a little bird had whispered in her ear that, under its new
form, it fitted her rather "French" air and looks a thousand times better than
before.
Descending from the coach, Zara eyed Polly up and down and vowed she would
never have known her; and, on the way home, Polly more than once felt her
sister's gaze fixed critically on her. For her part, she was able to assure Zara that
she saw no change whatever in her, since her last visit -- even since the date of
the wedding. And this pleased Zara mightily; for as she admitted, in removing hat
and mantle, and passing the damped corner of a towel over her face, she dreaded
the ageing effects of the climate on her fine complexion. Close as ever about her
own concerns, she gave no reason for her abrupt determination to leave the
country; but from subsequent talk Polly gathered that, for one thing, Zara had
found her position at the head of John's establishment -- "Undertaken in the first
place, my dear, at immense personal sacrifice!" -- no sinecure. John had proved a
regular martinet; he had countermanded her orders, interfered about the
household bills -- had even accused her of lining her own pocket. As for little
Johnny -- the bait originally thrown out to induce her to accept the post -- he had
long since been sent to boarding-school. "A thoroughly bad, unprincipled boy!" was
Zara's verdict. And when Polly, big with pity, expostulated: "But Zara, he is only six
years old!" her sister retorted with a: "My dear, I know the world, and you don't,"
to which Polly could think of no reply.
Zara had announced herself for a bare fortnight's stay; but the man who carried
her trunk groaned and sweated under it, and was so insolent about the size of the
coin she dropped in his palm that Polly followed him by stealth into the passage, to
make it up to a crown. As usual Zara was attired in the height of fashion. She
brought a set of "the hoops" with her -- the first to be seen on Ballarat -- and
once more Polly was torn between an honest admiration of her sister's daring, and
an equally honest embarrassment at the notice she attracted. Zara swam and
glided about the streets, to the hilarious amazement of the population; floated
feather-light, billowing here, depressing there, with all the waywardness of a
child's balloon; supported -- or so it seemed -- by two of the tiniest feet ever
bestowed on mortal woman. Aha! but that was one of the chief merits of "the
hoops," declared Zara; that, and the possibility of getting still more stuff into
your skirts without materially increasing their weight. There was something in
that, conceded Polly, who often felt hers drag heavy. Besides, as she reminded
Richard that night, when he lay alternately chuckling and snorting at woman's folly,
custom was everything. Once they had smiled at Zara appearing in a hat: "And now
we're all wearing them."
Another practical consideration that occurred to her she expressed with some
diffidence. "But Zara, don't you . . . I mean . . . aren't they very draughty?"
Zara had to repeat her shocked but emphatic denial in the presence of Mrs.
Glendinning and Mrs. Urquhart, both ladies having a mind to bring their wardrobes
up to date. They agreed that there was much to be said in favour of the appliance,
over and above its novelty. Especially would it be welcome at those times when. . .
But here the speakers dropped into woman's mysterious code of nods and signs;
while Zara, turning modestly away, pretended to count the stitches in a
crochet-antimacassar.
Yes, nowadays, as Mrs. Dr. Mahony, Polly was able to introduce her sister to a
society worthy of Zara's gifts; and Zara enjoyed herself so well that, had her
berth not been booked, she might have contemplated extending her visit. She
overflowed with gracious commendation. The house -- though, of course,
compared with John's splendour, a trifle plain and poky -- was a decided advance
on the store; Polly herself much improved: "You do look robust, my dear!" And --
though Zara held her peace about this -- the fact of Mahony's being from home
each day, for hours at a stretch, lent an additional prop to her satisfaction. Under
these conditions it was possible to keep on good terms with her brother-in-law.
Zara's natty appearance and sprightly ways made her a favourite with every one
especially the gentlemen. The episcopal bazaar came off at this time; and Zara
had the brilliant idea of a bran-pie. This was the success of the entertainment.
From behind the refreshment-stall where, with Mrs. Long, she was pouring
out cups of tea and serving cheesecakes and sausage-rolls by the hundred, Polly
looked proudly across the beflagged hall, to the merry group of which her sister
was the centre. Zara was holding her own, even with Mr. Henry Ocock; and Mr.
Urquhart had constituted himself her right hand.
"Your sister is no doubt a most fascinating woman," said Mrs. Urquhart from the
seat with which she had been accommodated; and heaved a gentle sigh. "How odd
that she should never have married!"
"I'm afraid Zara's too particular," said Polly. "It's not for want of being asked."
Her eyes met Purdy's as she spoke -- Purdy had come up laden with empty cups, a
pair of infants' boots dangling round his neck -- and they exchanged smiles; for
Zara's latest affaire du coeur was a source of great amusement to them.
Polly had assisted at the first meeting between her sister and Purdy with very
mixed feelings. On that occasion Purdy happened to be in plain clothes, and Zara
pronounced him charming. The next day, however, he dropped in clad in the
double-breasted blue jacket, the high boots and green-veiled cabbage-tree he wore
when on duty; and thereupon Zara's opinion of him sank to null, and was not to be
raised even by him presenting himself in full dress: white-braided trousers, red
faced shell jacket, pill-box cap, cartouche box and cavalry sword. "La, Polly!
Nothing but a common policeman!" In vain did Polly explain the difference between
a member of the ordinary force and a mounted trooper of the gold-escort; in vain
lay stress on Richard's pleasure at seeing Purdy buckle to steady work, no matter
what. Zara's thoughts had taken wing for a land where such anomalies were not;
where you were not asked to drink tea with the well-meaning constable who led you
across a crowded thoroughfare or turned on his bull's eye for you in a fog,
preparatory to calling up a hackney-cab.
But the chilly condescension with which, from now on, Zara treated him did not
seem to trouble Purdy. When he ran in for five minutes of a morning, he eschewed
the front entrance and took up his perch on the kitchen-table. From here, while
Polly cooked and he nibbled half-baked pastry, the two of them followed the
progress of events in the parlour.
Zara's arrival on Ballarat had been the cue for Hempel's reappearance, and
now hardly a day went by on which the lay-helper did not neglect his chapel work, in
order to pay what Zara called his "devoirs." Slight were his pretexts for coming:
a rare bit of dried seaweed for bookmark; a religious journal with a turned-down
page; a nosegay. And though Zara would not nowadays go the length of walking out
with a dissenter -- she preferred on her airings to occupy the box-seat of Mr.
Urquhart's four-in-hand -- she had no objection to Hempel keeping her company
during the empty hours of the forenoon when Polly was lost in domestic cares.
She accepted his offerings, mimicked his faulty speech, and was continually
hauling him up the precipice of self-distrust, only to let him slip back as soon as he
reached the top.
One day Purdy entered the kitchen doubled up with laughter. In passing the front
of the house he had thrown a look in at the parlour-window; and the sight of the
prim and proper Hempel on his knees on the woolly hearthrug so tickled his sense
of humour that, having spluttered out the news, back he went to the passage,
where he crouched down before the parlour-door and glued his eye to the keyhole.
"Oh, Purdy, no! What if the door should suddenly fly open?"
But there was something in Purdy's pranks that a laughter-lover like Polly could
never for long withstand. Here, now, in feigning to imitate the unfortunate Hempel,
he was sheerly irresistible. He clapped his hands to his heart, showed the whites
of his eyes, wept, gesticulated and tore his hair; and Polly, after trying in vain to
keep a straight face, sat down and went off into a fit of stifled mirth -- and when
Polly did give way, she was apt to set every one round her laughing, too. Ellen's
shoulders shook; she held a fist to her mouth. Even little Trotty shrilled out her
tinny treble, without knowing in the least what the joke was.
When the merriment was at its height, the front door opened and in walked
Mahony. An instant's blank amazement, and he had grasped the whole situation --
Richard was always so fearfully quick at understanding, thought Polly ruefully.
Then, though Purdy jumped to his feet and the laughter died out as if by
command, he drew his brows together, and without saying a word, stalked into the
surgery and shut the door.
Like a schoolboy who has been caned, Purdy dug his knuckles into his eyes and
rubbed his hindquarters -- to the fresh delight of Trotty and the girl.
"Well, so long, Polly! I'd better be making tracks. The old man's on the warpath."
And in an undertone: "Same old grouser! Never could take a joke."
"He's tired. I'll make it all right," gave Polly back.
-- "It was only his fun, Richard," she pleaded, as she held out a linen jacket for her
husband to slip his arms into.
"Fun of a kind I won't permit in my house. What an example to set the child! What's
more, I shall let Hempel know that he is being made a butt of. And speak my mind
to your sister about her heartless behaviour."
"Oh, don't do that, Richard. I promise it shan't happen again. It was very stupid of
us, I know. But Purdy didn't really mean it unkindly; and he is so comical when he
starts to imitate people." And Polly was all but off again, at the remembrance.
But Mahony, stooping to decipher the names Ellen had written on the slate, did not
unbend. It was not merely the vulgar joke that had offended him. No, what really
rankled was the sudden chill his unlooked-for entrance had cast over the group;
they had scattered and gone scurrying about their business, like a pack of
naughty children who had been up to mischief behind their master's back. He was
the schoolmaster -- the spoilsport. They were all afraid of him. Even Polly.
But here came Polly herself to say: "Dinner, dear," in her kindest tone. She also
put her arm round his neck and hugged him. "Not cross any more, Richard? I know
we behaved disgracefully." Her touch put the crown on her words. Mahony drew
her to him and kissed her.
But the true origin of the unpleasantness, Zara, who in her ghoulish delight at
seeing Hempel grovel before her -- thus Mahony worded it -- behaved more
kittenishly than ever at table: Zara Mahony could not so easily forgive; and for the
remainder of her stay his manner to her was so forbidding that she, too, froze;
and to Polly's regret the old bad relation between them came up anew.
But Zara was enjoying herself too well to cut her visit short on Mahony's account.
"Besides, poor thing," thought Polly, "she has really nowhere to go." What she did
do was to carry her head very high in her brother-in-law's presence; to speak at
him rather than to him; and in private to insist to Polly on her powers of
discernment. "You may say what you like, my dear -- I can see you have a very
great deal to put up with!"
At last, however, the day of her departure broke, and she went off amid a babble
of farewells, of requests for remembrance, a fluttering of pocket-handkerchiefs,
the like of which Polly had never known; and to himself Mahony breathed the hope
that they had seen the last of Zara, her fripperies and affectations. "Your sister
will certainly fit better into the conditions of English life."
Polly cried at the parting, which might be final; then blew her nose and dried her
eyes; for she had a busy day before her. Tilly Beamish had been waiting with
ill-concealed impatience for Zara to vacate the spare room, and was to arrive that
night.
Mahony was not at home to welcome the new-comer, nor could he be present at
high tea. When he returned, towards nine o'clock, he found Polly with a very red
face, and so full of fussy cares for her guest's comfort -- her natural kindliness
distorted to caricature -- that she had not a word for him. One look at Miss Tilly
explained everything, and his respects duly paid he retired to the surgery, to
indulge a smile at Polly's expense. Here Polly soon joined him, Tilly, fatigued by her
journey and by her bounteous meal, having betaken herself early to bed.
"Ha, ha!" laughed Mahony, not without a certain mischievous satisfaction at his
young wife's discomfiture. "And with the prospect of a second edition to follow!"
But Polly would not capitulate right off. "I don't think it's very kind of you to talk
like that, Richard," she said warmly. "People can't help their looks." She moved
about the room putting things straight, and avoiding his eye. "As long as they
mean well and are good. . . . But I think you would rather no one ever came to stay
with us, at all."
Fixing her with meaning insistence and still smiling, Mahony opened his arms. The
next moment Polly was on his knee, her face hidden in his shoulder. There
she shed a few tears. "Oh, isn't she dreadful? I don't know what I shall do with
her. She's been serving behind the bar, Richard, for more than a year. And she's
come expecting to be taken everywhere and to have any amount of gaiety."
At coach-time she had dragged a reluctant Purdy to the office. But as soon as he
caught sight of Tilly: "On the box, Richard, beside the driver, with her hair all
towsy-wowsy in the wind -- he just said: 'Oh, lor, Polly!' and disappeared, and that
was the last I saw of him. I don't know how I should have got on if it hadn't been
for old Mr. Ocock, who was down meeting a parcel. He was most kind; he helped us
home with her carpet-bag, and saw after her trunk. And, oh dear, what do you
think? When he was going away he said to me in the passage -- so loud I'm sure
Tilly must have heard him -- he said: 'Well! that's something like a figure of a
female this time, Mrs. Doc. As fine a young woman as ever I see!'"
And Polly hid her face again; and husband and wife laughed in concert.
THAT night a great storm rose. Mahony, sitting reading after everyone
else had retired, saw it coming, and lamp in hand went round the house to secure
hasps and catches; then stood at the window to watch the storm's approach. In
one half of the sky the stars were still peacefully alight; the other was hidden by a
dense cloud, which came racing along like a giant bat with outspread wings,
devouring the stars in its flight. The storm broke; there was a sudden shrill
screeching, a grinding, piping, whistling, and the wind hurled itself against the
house as if to level it with the ground; failing in this, it banged and battered,
making windows and doors shake like loose teeth in their sockets. Then it swept by
to wreak its fury elsewhere, and there was a grateful lull out of which burst a peal
of thunder. And now peal followed peal, and the face of the sky, with its masses
of swirling, frothy cloud, resembled an angry sea. The lightning ripped it in fierce
zigzags, darting out hundreds of spectral fangs. It was a magnificent sight.
Polly came running to see where he was, the child cried, Miss Tilly opened her door
by a hand's-breadth, and thrust a red, puffy face, framed in curl-twists, through
the crack. Nobody thought of sleep while the commotion lasted, for fear of fire:
once alight, these exposed little wooden houses blazed up like heaps of shavings.
The clock-hands pointed to one before the storm showed signs of abating. Now,
the rain was pouring down, making an ear-splitting din on the iron roof and leaping
from every gutter and spout. It had turned very cold. Mahony shivered as he got
into bed.
He seemed hardly to have closed an eye when he was wakened by a loud knocking;
at the same time the wire of the night-bell was almost wrenched in two. He sat up
and looked at his watch. It wanted a few minutes to three; the rain was still falling
in torrents, the wind sighed and moaned. Wild horses should not drag him
out on such a night! Thrusting his arms into the sleeves of his dressing-gown, he
threw up the parlour window. "Who's there?" The hiss of the rain cut his words
through.
A figure on the doorstep turned at the sound. "Is this a doctor's? I wuz sent here.
Doctor! for God's sake . . ."
"What is it? Stop a minute! I'll open the door."
He did so, letting in a blast of wind and a rush of rain that flooded the oilcloth. The
intruder, off whom the water streamed, had to shout to make himself audible.
"It's me -- Mat Doyle's me name! It's me wife, doctor; she's dying. I've bin all night
on the road. Ah, for the love of -- "
"Where is it?" Mahony put his hand to the side of his mouth, to keep his words
from flying adrift in the wind.
"Paddy's Rest. You're the third I've bin to. Not one of the dirty dogs'ull stir a leg!
Me girl may die like a rabbit for all they care." -- The man's voice broke, as he
halloed particulars.
"Paddy's Rest? On a night like this? Why, the creek will be out."
"Doctor! you're from th' ould country, I can hear it in your lip. Haven't you a wife,
too, doctor? Then show a bit o' mercy to mine!"
"Tut, tut, man, none of that!" said Mahony curtly. "You should have bespoken me
at the proper time to attend your wife. -- Besides, there'll be no getting along the
road to-night."
The other caught the note of yielding. "Sure an' you'd go out, doctor dear, without
thinkin', to save your dog if he was drownin'. I've got me buggy down there; I'll take
you safe. And you shan't regret it; I'll make it worth your while, by the Lord Harry I
will!"
"Pshaw!" -- Mahony opened the door of the surgery and struck a match. It was a
rough grizzled fellow -- a "cocky," on his own showing -- who presented himself in
the lamplight. His wife had fallen ill that afternoon. At first everything seemed to
be going well; then she was seized with fits, had one fit after another, and all but
bit her tongue in two. There was nobody with her but a young girl he had fetched
from a mile away. He had meant, when her time came, to bring her to the District
Hospital. But they had been taken unawares. While he waited he sat with his
elbows on his knees, his face between his clenched fists.
In dressing, Mahony reassured Polly, and instructed her what to say to people who
came inquiring after him; it was unlikely he would be back before afternoon. Most
of the patients could wait till then. The one exception, a case of typhoid in its
second week, a young Scotch surgeon, Brace, whom he had obliged in a similar
emergency, would no doubt see for him -- she should send Ellen down with a note.
And having poured Doyle out a nobbler and put a flask in his own pocket, Mahony
reopened the front door to the howl of the wind.
The lantern his guide carried shed only a tiny circlet of light on the blackness; and
the two men picked their steps gingerly along the flooded road. The rain ran in jets
off the brim of Mahony's hat, and down the back of his neck.
Having climbed into the buggy they advanced at a funeral pace, leaving it to the
sagacity of the horse to keep the track. At the creek, sure enough, the water was
out, the bridge gone. To reach the next bridge, five miles off, a crazy
cross-country drive would have been necessary; and Mahony was for giving up the
job. But Doyle would not acknowledge defeat. He unharnessed the horse, set
Mahony on its back, and himself holding to its tail, forced the beast, by dint of
kicking and lashing, into the water; and not only got them safely across, but up
the steep sticky clay of the opposite bank. It was six o'clock and a cloudless
morning when, numb with cold, his clothing clinging to him like wet seaweed,
Mahony entered the wooden hut where the real work he had come out to do began.
Later in the day, clad in an odd collection of baggy garments, he sat and warmed
himself in the sun, which was fast drawing up in the form of a blankety mist the
moisture from the ground. He had successfully performed, under the worst
possible conditions, a ticklish operation; and was now so tired that, with his chin on
his chest, he fell fast asleep.
Doyle wakened him by announcing the arrival of the buggy. The good man, who had
more than one nobbler during the morning could not hold his tongue, but made still
another wordy attempt to express his gratitude. "Whither me girl lives or dies, it'll
not be Mat Doyle who forgits what you did for him this night, doctor! An' if
iver you want a bit o' work done, or some one to do your lyin' awake at night for
you, just you gimme the tip. I don't mind tellin' you now, I'd me shootin'-iron here"
-- he touched his right hip -- "an' if you'd refused -- you was the third, mind you,
-- I'd have drilled you where you stood, God damn me if I wouldn't!"
Mahony eyed the speaker with derision. "Much good that would have done your
wife, you fathead! Well, well, we'll say nothing to mine, if you please, about
anything of that sort."
"No, may all the saints bless 'er and give 'er health! An' as I say, doctor. . . ." In
speaking he had drawn a roll of bank-notes from his pocket, and now he tried to
stuff them between Mahony's fingers.
"What's this? My good man, keep your money till it's asked for!" and Mahony
unclasped his hands, so that the notes fluttered to the ground.
"Then there let 'em lay!"
But when, in clothes dried stiff as cardboard, Mahony was rolling townwards -- his
coachman, a lad of some ten or twelve who handled the reins to the manner born
-- as they went he chanced to feel in his coat pocket, and there found five
ten-pound notes rolled up in a neat bundle.
The main part of the road was dry and hard again; but all dips and holes were wells
of liquid mud, which bespattered the two of them from top to toe as the buggy
bumped carelessly in and out. Mahony diverted himself by thinking of what he could
give Polly with this sum. It would serve to buy that pair of gilt cornices or the
heavy gilt-framed pierglass on which she had set her heart. He could see her, pink
with pleasure, expostulating: "Richard! What wicked extravagance!" and hear
himself reply: "And pray may my wife not have as pretty a parlour as her
neighbours?" He even cast a thought, in passing, on the pianoforte with which
Polly longed to crown the furnishings of her room -- though, of course, at least
treble this amount would be needed to cover its cost. -- But a fig for such
nonsense! He knew but one legitimate use to make of the unexpected little
windfall, and that was, to put it by for a rainy day. "At my age, in my position, I
ought to have fifty pounds in the bank!" -- times without number he had said this
to himself, with a growing impatience. But he had not yet managed to save
a halfpenny. Thrive as the practice might, the expenses of living held even pace
with it. And now, having got its cue, his brain started off again on the old
treadmill, reckoning, totting up, finding totals, or more often failing to find them,
till his head was as hot as his feet were cold. To-day he could not think clearly at
all.
Nor the next day either. By the time he reached home he was conscious of feeling
very ill: he had lancinating pains in his limbs, a chill down his spine, an outrageous
temperature. To set out again on a round of visits was impossible. He had just to
tumble into bed.
He got between the sheets with that sense of utter well-being, of almost sensual
satisfaction, which only one who is shivering with fever knows. And at first very
small things were enough to fill him with content: the smoothness of the pillow's
sleek linen; the shadowy light of the room after long days spent in the dusty glare
outside; the possibility of resting, the knowledge that it was his duty to rest;
Polly's soft, firm hands, which were always of the right temperature -- warm in
the cold stage, cool when the fever scorched him, and neither hot nor cold when
the dripping sweats came on. But as the fever declined, these slight pleasures lost
their hold. Then he was ridden to death by black thoughts. Not only was day being
added to day, he meanwhile not turning over a penny; but ideas which he knew to
be preposterous insinuated themselves in his brain. Thus, for hours on end he
writhed under the belief that his present illness was due solely to the proximity of
the Great Swamp, and lay and cursed his folly in having chosen just this
neighbourhood to build in. Again, there was the case of typhoid he had been
anxious about, prior to his own breakdown: under his locum, peritonitis had set in
and carried off the patient. At the time he had accepted the news from Polly's lips
with indifference -- too ill to care. But a little later the knowledge of what it
meant broke over him, and he suffered the tortures of the damned. Not Brace; he
alone would be held responsible for the death; and perhaps not altogether unjustly.
Lying there, a prey to morbid apprehensions, he rebuilt the case in memory,
struggling to recall each slight variation in temperature, each swift change
for better or worse; but as fast as he captured one such detail, his drowsy brain
let the last but one go, and he had to beat it up anew. During the night he grew
confident that the relatives of the dead woman intended to take action against
him, for negligence or improper attendance.
An attempt to speak of these devilish imaginings to wife and friend was a failure.
He undertook it in a fit of desperation, when it seemed as if only a strong and well
grounded opposition would save his reason. But this was just what he could not
get. Purdy, whom he tried first, held the crude notion that a sick person should
never be gainsaid; and soothingly sympathised and agreed, till Mahony could have
cried aloud at such blundering stupidity. Polly did better; she contradicted him. But
not in the right way. She certainly pooh-poohed his idea of the nearness of Yuille's
Swamp making the house unhealthy; but she did not argue the matter, step by
step, and convince him that he was wrong. She just laughed at him as at a foolish
child, and kissed him, and tucked him in anew. And when it came to the typhoid's
fatal issue, she had not the knowledge needed to combat him with any chance of
success. She heard him anxiously out, and allowed herself to be made quite
nervous over a possible fault on his part, so jealous was she for his growing
reputation.
So that in the end it was he who had to comfort her.
"Don't take any notice of what I say to-day, wife. It's this blessed fever. . . . I'm
light-headed, I think."
But he could hear her uneasily consulting with Purdy in the passage.
It was not till his pulse beat normally again that he could smile at his exaggerated
fears. Now, too, reviving health brought back a wholesome interest in everyday
affairs. He listened with amusement to Polly's account of the shifts Purdy was
reduced to, to enter the house unseen by Miss Tilly. On his faithful daily call, the
young man would creep round by the back door, and Tilly was growing more and
more irate at her inability to waylay him. Yes, Polly was rather redly forced to
admit, she had abetted him in his evasions. ("You know, Poll, I might just as well
tie myself up to old Mother B. herself and be done with it!") Out of sheer pique
Tilly had twice now accepted old Mr. Ocock's invitation to drive with him.
Once, she had returned with a huge bag of lollies; and once, with a face like a
turkey-cock. Polly couldn't help thinking. . . no, really, Richard, she could not!. . .
that perhaps something might come of it. He should not laugh; just wait and see.
Many inquiries had been made after him. People had missed their doctor, it
seemed, and wanted him back. It was a real red-letter day when he could snap to
the catches of his gloves again, and mount the step of a buggy.
He had instructed Purdy to arrange for the hire of this vehicle, saddle-work being
out of the question for him in the meantime. And on his first long journey -- it led
him past Doyle's hut, now, he was sorry to see, in the hands of strangers; for the
wife, on the way to making a fair recovery, had got up too soon, overtaxed her
strength and died, and the broken-hearted husband was gone off no one knew
where -- on this drive, as mile after mile slid from under the wheels, Mahony felt
how grateful was the screen of a hood between him and the sun.
While he was laid up, the eternal question of how to live on his income had left him,
relatively speaking, in peace. He had of late adopted the habit of doing his scraping
and saving at the outset of each quarter, so as to get the money due to Ocock
put by betimes. His illness had naturally made a hole in this; and now the living
from hand to mouth must begin anew.
With what remained of Doyle's money he proposed to settle his account at the
livery-stable. Then the unexpected happened. His reappearance -- he looked very
thin and washed-out -- evidently jogged a couple of sleepy memories.
Simultaneously two big bills were paid, one of which he had entirely given up. In
consequence, he again found himself fifty pounds to the good. And driving to
Ocock's office, on term day, he resolved to go on afterwards to the Bank of
Australasia and there deposit this sum.
Grindle, set off by a pair of flaming "sideboards," himself ushered Mahony into the
sanctum, and the affair was disposed of in a trice. Ocock was one of the busiest
of men nowadays -- he no longer needed to invent sham clients and fictitious
interviews -- and he utilised the few odd minutes it took to procure a signature,
jot down a note, open a drawer, unlock a tin box to remark abstractedly on
the weather and put a polite inquiry: "And your good lady? In the best of health, I
trust?"
On emerging from the inner room, Mahony saw that the places formerly filled by
Tom and Johnny were occupied by strangers; and he was wondering whether it
would be indiscreet to ask what had become of the brothers, when Ocock cut
across his intention. "By the way, Jenkins, has that memorandum I spoke of been
drawn up?" he turned to a clerk.
With a sheet of foolscap in his hand, he invited Mahony with a beck of the chin to
re-enter his room. "Half a moment! Now, doctor, if you happen to have a little
money lying idle, I can put you on to a good thing -- a very good thing indeed. I
don't know, I'm sure, whether you keep an eye on the fluctuations of the
share-market. If so, you'll no doubt have noticed the . . . let me say the extreme
instability of 'Porepunkahs.' After making an excellent start, they have dropped
till they are now to be had at one-twentieth of their original value."
He did not take much interest in mining matters was Mahony's reply. However he
knew something of the claim in question, if only because several of his
acquaintances had abandoned their shares, in disgust at the repeated calls and
the lack of dividends.
"Exactly. Well now, doctor, I'm in a position to inform you that 'Porepunkahs' will
very shortly be prime favourites on the market, selling at many times their
original figure -- their original figure, sir! No one with a few hundreds to spare
could find a better investment. Now is the time to buy."
A few hundreds! . . . what does he take me for? thought Mahony; and declined the
transaction off-hand. It was very good of Mr. Ocock to think of him; but he
preferred to keep clear of that kind of thing.
"Quite so, quite so!" returned Ocock suavely, and dry-washed his hands with the
smile Mahony had never learnt to fathom. "Just as you please, of course. -- I'll
only ask you, doctor, to treat the matter as strictly confidential."
"I suppose he says the same to everyone he tells," was Mahony's comment as he
flicked up his horse; and he wondered what the extent might be of the lawyer's
personal interest in the "Porepunkah Company." Probably the number of
shareholders was not large enough to rake up the capital.
Still, the incident gave him food for thought, and only after closing time did
he remember his intention of driving home by way of the Bank.
Later in the day he came back on the incident, and pondered his abrupt refusal of
Ocock's offer. There was nothing unusual in this: he never took advice well; and,
was it forced upon him, nine times out of ten a certain inborn contrariness drove
him to do just the opposite. Besides, he had not yet learned to look with lenience
on the rage for speculation that had seized the people of Ballarat; and he held that
it would be culpable for a man of his slender means to risk money in the great
game. -- But was there any hint of risk in the present instance? To judge from
Ocock's manner, the investment was as safe as a house, and lucrative to a degree
that made one's head swim. "Many times their original figure!" An Arabian-nights
fashion of growing rich, and no mistake! Very different from the laborious grind of
his days, in which he had always to reckon with the chance of not being paid at all.
That very afternoon had brought him a fresh example of this. He was returning
from the Old Magpie Lead, where he had been called to a case of scarlet fever, and
saw himself covering the same road daily for some time to come. But he had
learned to adjudge his patients in a winking; and these, he could swear to it, would
prove to be non-payers; of a kind even to cut and run, once the child was out of
danger. Was he really justified, cramped for money as he was, in rejecting the
straight tip Ocock had given him? And he debated this moot point -- argued his
need against his principles -- the whole way home.
As soon as he had changed and seen his suspect clothing hung out to air, he went
impetuously back to Ocock's office. He had altered his mind. A small gift from a
grateful patient: yes, fifty, please; they might bring him luck. -- And he saw his
name written down as the owner of half a hundred shares.
After this, he took a new interest in the mining sheet of the Star; turned to it,
indeed, first of all. For a week, a fortnight, "Porepunkahs" remained stationary;
then they made a call, and, if he did not wish to forfeit, he had to pay out as many
shillings as he held shares. A day or two later they sank a trifle, and Mahony's
hopes with them. There even came a day when they were not mentioned;
and he gave up his money for lost. But of a sudden they woke to life again, took an
upward bound, and within a month were quoted at five pounds -- on rumour alone.
"Very sensitive indeed," said the Star. Purdy, his only confidant, went about
swearing at himself for having let the few he owned lapse; and Mahony itched to
sell. He could now have banked two hundred and fifty pounds.
But Ocock laughed him out of countenance -- even went so far as to pat him on
the shoulder. On no account was he to think of selling. "Sit tight, doctor . . . sit
tight! Till I say the word."
IN the course of the following winter John Turnham came to stand as one of two
candidates for the newly proclaimed electoral district of Ballarat West.
The first news his relatives had of his intention was gleaned from the daily paper.
Mahony lit on the paragraph by chance one morning; said: "Hullo! Here's something
that will interest you, my dear," and read it aloud.
Polly laid down her knife and fork, pushed her plate from her, and went pink with
pleasure and surprise. "Richard! You don't mean it!" she exclaimed, and got up to
look over his shoulder. Yes, there it was -- John's name in all the glor