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Broad Arrow: Being Passages From the History of Maida Gwynnham, a Lifer
A JOYFUL clangour is rising from the tower of St. Judas as the cold grey of the
venerable cathedral warms itself in the afternoon sun. Our city is very gay. Bustle
and excitement jostle one another in the streets. The shops display their rainbow
assortments of finery with more than ordinary taste. Carriages throng the
thoroughfare, and from the carriages fashion and beauty gaze placidly on the
crowd making its way towards the Queen's high-road. Placards announce a ball --
and the newspapers hint that this ball is to be a nonpareil.
It is the festival of the assizes! and the ball the 'Assize Ball'!
The bells from St. Judas are made to outswell the prison bell; and, amid the hurry
of preparation, the clank of the felon's chain passes unheard through the very
midst.
No thinking person objects to pomp and state on all occasions calculated to
impress the mind (especially that of the common people) with a sense of superior
power. But is there not the pomp of the funeral -- funeral pomp? Does not the
sight of the plumed hearse fill the breast with solemnity? Does not the crowd
intuitively doff its cap before it? Do not the voice of laughter and the song of
thoughtlessness involuntarily cease, or drop to softer tones, when the toll of the
death-bell meets the ear?
Would the cause that brings our judges to our cities be less hated by the
youthful heart were it taught to associate more of the funeral and less of the
feast with the onroll of the carriage that bears sorrow, punishment, death in its
rear?
We cannot answer for all children, but we know of one who, when hurried forward
to see 'the judges come in,' shrunk behind the crowd to ruminate on some
mystery, and, unable to fathom it, burst into tears, exclaiming: 'Why do they let
those happy bells ring? -- the prisoners must hear them!'
The day for the ball arrives. You are invited to attend. Your particular attention is
directed to a very elegantly -- dressed young man -- Captain Norwell -- as elegant
in person and deportment as in attire. He is unanimously voted a fascinating man
by the fair sex, and the king of the evening by the dark. He is surrounded by an
admiring group of both sexes. Many a plotting mother opines that he will make an
excellent husband, and many an anxious father pictures how well his jewel of a
daughter would look in so brilliant a setting; while some elder brother
apostrophises him -- that is, Captain Norwell -- as a 'lucky dog,' and lucky dog
means a great deal in fashionable phraseology.
'What happy chance brought you to our part of the world at this season of the
year, Captain Norwell -- the ball?' The querist is a lady old enough to have three
grown-up daughters.
'No,' replies Norwell; 'but since I was here, I could not resist the temptation of
mixing with such an assemblage of beauty as Rumour said these walls would
witness; and for once I find she has been very humble in her statements, and
disappointment has not followed in her train.' A gracious bow to the blushing group
around him accompanies this speech.
'You come to attend the assizes, I suppose?'
'Partly; I heard that a very interesting trial was to come on, and having a little
time to spare, I ran down to hear it.'
Several voices ask: 'Oh! to which one do you allude?'\ Neither fascinated ladies nor
scheming parents observe that a slight shade passes over Captain Norwell's fine
countenance, and a still slighter tremulousness into his voice, as he replies:
'I speak of that of Martha Grylls.'
'You will put me out of love with dancing if you talk of that woman,' says an
animated girl, whose merry laugh belies her words. 'I shall fancy I am dancing to
the clank of chains, or waltzing to Pestal, if you talk any more such horrors.'
But the pertinacious mother is not to be stopped. To stop Norwell in the vicinity of
her daughters is the only stoppage she meditates.
'Which was Martha Grylls? Not having the honour of such distinguished
acquaintance, I do not know each prisoner by name.'
A quick, searching glance at the lady, and Norwell answers:
'The young woman indicted for forgery. I -- I mean child-murder.'
'Oh! that beautiful woman? One would hardly think so lovely a face could belong to
such a wretch: so calm and innocent, too, she looked.'
'I do not think she did look so very innocent,' interrupts the animated girl; 'there
was a flinty hardihood in her face that quite prevented me from pitying her, as I
should have done had she cried. My heart was quite steeled against her; I felt no
pity.'
'Flint and steel together should produce a spark, or one of the two could not be
genuine,' says Captain Norwell.
'She stood so erect, and eyed the court so proudly, as if she would say,
\"Sentence me to death and I will thank you!/" Once, though, I did think she was
going to break down. Did you observe Captain Norwell, about the middle of the
trial, how she faltered: and then, when she turned toward the door, how she
started as if she saw something which renewed her courage? She certainly saw
some person or thing, for the hard look came back to her face. I wonder what or
who it was. Perhaps she saw her father or mother.'
'That would have softened her!' replies a gentle voice, from a pale, interesting girl,
whose diminutive stature has hidden her from immediate sight.
'Perhaps it was an accomplice then. The change on her countenance was
unmistakable.'
Another in that ballroom had marked the change in the prisoner's manner as her
faltering gaze fell on a certain corner of the court. Ay -- he noticed it, but not to
wonder at its cause. To his heart the change brought at once ease and pain --
ease to the diseased part, and pain to what portion of it remained
uncontaminated.
'Such stony hardness,' persisted the young lady.
'There is the stony hardness of despair -- a breaking heart may lie behind a
brazen wall,' replies the gentle voice from the corner.
These words are uttered timidly, but with great feeling and the speaker, raising
her eyes to Norwell, fancies that gentleman agrees with her, for she sees an
expression of unutterable anguish momentarily distort his features.
You have been invited to attend the ball on purpose to hear this commonplace,
out-of-place conversation -- as out of place in a ballroom as a ball is out of time in
an assize week.
Fancy how awkward it will look to see in the same gazette, column by column --
'THE ASSIZES!' 'THE BALL!'
Your presence is again required, but in a very different scene. Where you are now
wanted there will be no festoon of blooming flowers wreathing a fragrant archway
above you: no mimic suns making the decorated ceiling a lesser firmament of
glory; there will be no radiant faces to greet you with the lustrous smile of
excitement, no sound of music and dancing. There await you a dark, stone
archway, and an iron gate beneath it. There will be the relentless grating of its
hinges, with the heavy sound of ponderous keys; and a coldness in the aspect of
the building you are to enter will communicate itself to your soul, making you
shudder to pass within its dreary portal. You must follow the guide along that
narrow passage, where your footstep echoes cheerlessly through the dismal
corridor. A doubly-locked door swings itself solemnly back, and there is silence,
darkness, despair.
-- Pass on.
The heavy sigh that just falls upon your ear, as the lock springs from its socket,
only makes the silence deeper. The gloomy flicker of the miniature lamp, hanging
from the wall, serves only to show you the darkness. The look of apathy fixed on
you by the occupant of the cell only reminds you that that despair is deepest
which gives no outward sign.
-- Pass on.
'Martha Grylls -- a gentleman to speak to you.'
The hopeful tone and the earnest glance astonish you, as, energetically raising her
hand to shade her eyes, the prisoner asks:
'Who is he?'
Pain succeeds your astonishment as you hear the utter hopelessness of the tone
with which she continues:
'I don't wish to see him. I'll see no one.'
And the hand before shading her eyes, closes resolutely over them, as she drops
her head, refusing to look at the clergyman, who is the gentleman announced.
It is Martha Grylls you look upon. You heard of her in the ballroom, and are
prepared to meet her in the felon's cell. Her real name is Maida Gwynnham; but
under the above alias she has been convicted of child-murder, for which crime the
sentence of death was passed upon her at the assizes; since then, through the
clemency of our lady sovereign, she has been reprieved, and now transportation
for life is all she will have to bear. Listen awhile, and you may find that balls and
prisons are not always unconnected. The clergyman who speak is the Rev. Herbert
Evelyn, not the Chaplain of the gaol. He is admitted at this late hour by special
authority of the powers that be.
'I am your friend, Martha; do not refuse to let me be so.'
'I have no friend; it is all false.'
'Martha, stop -- stop and think. No friend?'
'None! none! Though once I madly thought I had.'
There is a tone in Maida's voice which tells Mr. Evelyn he has unwittingly touched
the key-note to some part of her history -- he wonders how to answer her. Then
she continues half aloud, with an absent air:
'Did he send you? then he has not forgotten me!' And her hands unconsciously
clasp and go with a tremble to her breast, as though she would hide some treasure
there.
'No; he did not. One who loves you still better, bids me visit you with a word of
comfort from Himself.'
Maida looks frightened, and with a bewildered air, asks:
'What do you mean? If he did not send, he cannot care for me; and there is no one
else in the world to care for me or think of me!'
Mr. Evelyn goes towards her, and is about to lay his hand on her shoulder, but she
waves him back, and he perceives that the blood has rushed to her very
temples, and that passion quivers on her clenched lips; he has time only to remark
this, ere she bursts forth:
'He never loved me! and now he is trying to win some other fond and foolish heart
to its own destruction.'
She presses her hand to her burning brow, and proceeds:
'Ay! he will break some other heart when mine is sinking far away. He will tell the
same lying tale to some unthinking girl, thoughtless and wayward as I was; and she
will believe him, and he will deceive her, and she will be left; and fear or pride will
drive her from her home, she will fly to hide her disgrace; she will try to die, but
death hates the wretched. She will steal to give her infant bread; she will be sent
to prison, and thence across the seas; and we shall meet -- two victims to his
lies. Ah, how I shall love her!'
She abruptly stops.
'Was he at the ball last night?' not waiting for an answer. 'He was in the court -- I
saw him. I was on the point of giving way when our eyes met -- it was enough: that
glance was fire to the dying embers -- he understands my eye; he read its
promise and seemed satisfied. There was -- but was he at the ball last night?
there is always a ball to commemorate the assizes. Was he?'
Mr. Evelyn answers not.
'Ah, you are surprised; you thought I spoke of a poor man. No -- no! such glories
are reserved for the rich; they may sin, and hide their sin in a golden grave; they
may break innocent hearts, and the world ignore the fact; it is these sins that fill
these cells; it is these sins that will people perdition; and if God sees as man sees
-- '
But her voice fails, the blood leaves her temples, and faint from excitement and
want of food, she sinks insensible to the earth.
As Mr. Evelyn quits the prison, he sees a gentleman wrapped in a long loose cloak
standing opposite the gateway, and gazing abstractedly at the grated window; the
moonlight falls on his upturned face.
'If that index be true, all is not right within,' thinks Mr. Evelyn.
Captain Norwell saunters down the street. As soon as Mr. Evelyn is out of sight he
returns and rings at the gate.
'Confound it! what a row! I only touched the bell, and here is noise enough to
wake Lucifer on his throne. -- Can I see -- Maida -- I mean Martha Grylls -- '
'No, sir; past hours long ago, even if you'd a permit.'
'I leave to-morrow; cannot I be favoured as well as that gentleman just gone?'
'Parson, sir. Wonderful, sir, how the ooman 'tracts the gentry. Can't indeed, sir.
Gentry round her like bees -- 'tracts 'em wonderful.'
'Does she?' Norwell tries to speak unconcernedly. 'She likes that, I suppose?'
'These creatures generally do, but she don't -- she don't, and no mistake.'
Norwell looks relieved, and it seems the information is worth money to him, for he
drops a crown into the turnkey's hand; that official jerks his cap in recognition of
the palmy touch, but shakes his head at it.
'Can't, sir, indeed; it's as much as my place is worth to try on that game. If you
was a parson now,' and the turnkey eyes him longingly, as though he would there
and then put him into the priest's office for the sake of the crown; but he can
discover no priest-like quality in Norwell's dress, so reluctantly holds out the
money towards him.
'No, no, keep it,' cries Norwell impatiently; 'it's not for that; mind you gag your
bell's mouth before I come again.'
The gate closes after him, and he mutters:
'I've done all I can -- I wish she knew it. O Maida, Maida, where will it end?'
MAIDA was the only child of a gentleman possessing a small country property in
Essex. She lost her mother at an early age. She resembled her in beauty, virtues,
and faults. Affectionate, firm, truthful, ardent and generous on the one hand;
haughty, passionate and impulsive on the other. She quite governed her father,
who was not strong-minded, but kind, generous, and well-educated. He very rarely
controlled her in any thought, word, or deed; no wonder, therefore, that any
change was distasteful to her. But when she was sixteen her father took her to a
first-rate London school, to receive finishing lessons. With much weeping they
separated.
Ay, there may well be weeping! Father, thou art sending a treasure from thy
bosom; will it ever lie there more? The star of thy hope will set in a fearful eclipse.
Couldst thou look through time's far-seeing telescope, thou wouldst start at the
blackened future before thy child. Thou wouldst see her noble purpose, her lofty
heart, circumvented by a craft triumphant where strength had failed. We would
fain hide from the father the sights this glass reveals. But you must peep in if you
would understand the history that will follow.
Look; there is Maida, beaming her loveliest. Her eyes are radiant with joy, as she
listens to a gentleman who is talking to her: what he says you cannot tell; there
are those who know; let them tell who have learnt how to overcome artlessness
with art.
Look again.
As a dissolving view the scene has changed, but the figures are the same. Maida is
weeping. Her face depicts great mental agony -- his face just such anxiety as a
person would feel on seeing a long-sought treasure within hand-grasp.
Now a few sentences reach your ear.
'But why should not I tell my father? You are withholding a joy from him; you
cannot know him if you think he would deny me -- he never denied me anything; I
must tell him, and he shall give me to you, Norwell.'
'No, he would not give you up, and you would be more miserable to do it after he
had said nay. If he is so indulgent, he will forgive you. You shall have a letter
written all ready to send directly the ceremony is over.'
You hear no more; the sound fades away with the view, which dissolves itself into
a moonlight scene. A female in disguise leans on a gentleman's arm. They hurry by;
you trace them to a railway-station; they enter a first-class carriage. The whistle
is loud, shrill enough to meet your ear; they are whirled off, and the station melts
into an upper chamber. But one figure is there -- a female; her black hair flats
over her shoulders -- her eyes glisten; you have seen those eyes before; they
glisten, not now with radiant joy; there is a fire in them that you fancy must
scathe the object it shall rest upon. A cup is in her quivering hand; you glance
involuntarily towards a phial on the table; there is a label on the phial, and on the
label there are cross-bones and a skull; beneath the skull is written, in large black
letters, 'Poison.'
Her lips seem to tremble forth a prayer; she dashes the cup from her with 'I will
be no coward; he shall see I can endure life!'
You must supply the blanks in Maida's history; the blanks which these scenes
leave. Happy are you if you cannot do so!
Three years have fled by. The sights that glass revealed as Future have for
twelve months been the Past.
AT the door of a humble lodging-house, in a country town, stood a gentleman in
military undress. After a moment's hesitation he advanced, and ascending the
stairs, gently opened the door of a small third-story room, where he perceived the
object of his search -- Maida Gwynnham, still beautiful -- proudly beautiful, though
in person the mere shadow of her former self. Captain Norwell soon found that
sorrow had not dimmed the fire of her eye.
No word was spoken on either side. Maida seemed to ponder what course of
reception to adopt; and Norwell, cowed by her haughty, unflinching stare, tacitly
owned her superiority by waiting for her to break the unpleasant silence.
During this we will take the writer's and reader's privilege of turning past into
present, and glance around the scantily -- furnished apartment. A cradle stands
by the chair from which Maida has just started on seeing Norwell; and in the cradle
sleeps a baby. On the floor, by the cradle, lies a heap of calico; a half-made
shirt-sleeve on the table explains this heap. In the farthest corner of the room is
a loaf lying, as though it had rolled there by mistake, or had been made a
plaything of. The cupboard tells us its own secret, by displaying, as the only
occupant of its hungry shelves, an earthenware basin of tea-leaves.
'Is this the way you receive me?' at length said the Captain, perceiving that Maida
chose to insist on making him yield. 'Is this the way you receive me, when I have
travelled from London on purpose to see you?'
'I did not ask you to come.'
'No!' replied Norwell, with a forced laugh. 'No, I know that; my lady Gwynnham
never asks, she only deigns to command. But why is this, Maida? Why did you not
let me know of your distress?'
Maida stretched out her emaciated arm, and shaking her fingers, cried:
'Look at these fingers -- the skin just covers them. I have worked them to the
bone in getting a morsel of bread for my child; for him I could do everything but
beg.'
Breaking into a fearful smile, she added in an audible whisper:
'For him I could do everything but beg -- for him I could even steal! Do you see
that loaf there, in the corner of the room? My boy was crying for food, and I had
none to give him; the baker's basket lay in a doorway, and I put out these fingers,
worn to the bone' (she shook them again) -- 'I put them out and s-t-o-l-e! I rushed
upstairs -- my baby's cry was hushed. I could not break the loaf. 'Twas like fire in
my hand when his cry no longer fell like burning sounds on my heart, so I dashed
the cursed thing across the room; and there it shall lie until those who have lost it
come to claim it, and take me.'
'But, Maida, you are rash and proud.'
'I know I am, both.'
'Do hear me. By telling me of your situation you would have avoided all this misery,
and there would have been no begging in it.'
'Had you wished, Henry, to discover my circumstances, you would not have
awaited apprisal from one who hates to complain. Eleven months would not have
elapsed since last I heard of or from you.'
'Don't scold, there's a darling!' said Norwell, in a coaxing tone; 'you love me still,
don't you?'
The tear glistened in Maida's eye, and he was answered. Once more her
aching heart was soothed by perjured lips, whose specious words vowed lasting
faith, and her parched spirit drank in the lying tale, surrendering itself to the cruel
refreshment.
'But you are pale, Henry, very pale and haggard.' She gazed anxiously at him.
'I am not well, Maida; vexations of which you know nothing make my life a perpetual
worry.'
'I should know them, then, Henry!'
A smile slightly reproachful and full of sadness accompanied this speech.
'I came here intending to unburden my mind; but once here I lose myself in you,
and my troubles in your distress. I look ill? what does that face look?'
'Only what it deserves -- never mind it. Tell me of yourself -- let your griefs be
mine, and if I can assist you -- O, Henry! need I tell you how wholly I am yours?'
The moment had arrived. The prey quivered within hand-grasp. He then told her
that his position was precarious. Pecuniary difficulties pressed upon him so
hardly, that where another week might find him, he would not harrow her tender
feelings by hinting. He told of feverish excitements which sapped his life energies;
of harassing vigils which might deprive him of reason. And when Maida inquired
what assistance she could possibly render in adversities so hopelessly beyond her
aid, Norwell answered that her affectionate participation in his sorrow was in
itself an assistance; because it solaced his desponding spirits. On further inquiry
he told her the most beggarly part of the trial was, that a mere trifle would
relieve him.
'You wish to help me,' he continued; 'now is the chance for you.' Drawing a letter
from his pocket-book, he handed it to her. 'Read this. You see my uncle here
promises me four hundred; well, now read that cheque, on the table there. You
see it is only for one hundred. What am I to do? Am I to be ruined by the old
dotard?'
'Certainly not; only don't speak so. Write at once and get him to rectify the
blunder. It is an odd one, though, to make.'
'Not for a man of eighty, just in the flurry of starting for the Continent. As for
writing to him, why, before I could receive an answer, I should be -- ah! well, never
mind where. At any rate, it would be useless to write: he has left England by
this. We must act first and wake him up afterwards. We must alter the cheque to
the amount intended. That's what I want you to do. A woman's touch is so much
lighter than a man's. Look here.'
Taking the cheque, he seated himself at the table, and pointed with a pencil to the
figures. 'As they are written, it will be easy to turn the one into a four: the
distance readily admits it. See here; a little tail at the end of the one, a stroke
through the tail, and it's done. The spelt figures are the plague.'
He scanned them thoughtfully, then continued: ''Twill do famously! See, the one is
rather indistinct, put an F before it, there's room enough; and the tiniest touch to
the e, and you have a pretty good four. The n is as much a u as an n, thanks to
his penmanship.' He imagined Maida was following the pencil in its course over the
cheque. Turning his head to make sure of her attention, he saw her standing
erect, a look of horror depicted on her blanched features; her hand, uplifted, had
stayed itself half-way to her lips, a passion worked beneath that stricken exterior
but not a passion to vent itself in wrath. 'Why Maida!'
'Oh, Norwell! do you too spurn me -- and with such a request? This is misery.'
In well-affected surprise, Norwell put his arm around her.
'You silly child; what tragedy nonsense is this? Listen to me, Maida.'
All truth herself -- strangely enough, through the dark experience of more than
two years she had not learned to doubt her deceiver. She listened to his perjured
voice, and the rigidity of her features relaxed; her hand reached its destination,
and in an attitude of warning she laid one finger on her lip. Norwell went on to say:
'You may depend it's all right, and that in his book uncle has placed four hundred
against my name, or rather against this cheque. 'Tis not the first time he has
made so childish a mistake. Excusable, too, poor old fellow! but that won't save
me. If you will not help me, I must do it myself. I'm not going to founder for his
forgetfulness. Of course I shall write at once and tell him what we've done, and
he'll be glad enough.'
'I do not understand money matters,' Maida sighed, resting her eyes
trustfully on Norwell. 'If you assure me there is no harm, I will try my best.'
'What harm can there be, when it's from my own uncle? See, here is his name;
he'll be annoyed enough when he finds what a trick he has served me. Under a
similar error would you not do the same by your father, if you were hard up for
money?'
'Doubtless -- but he is one of a thousand.'
'And may not my uncle be one of a million?'
His voice was so earnest, his manner so open, Maida could no longer hesitate; the
cloud that had transiently obscured her lover rolled off, and all was fair. Another
trusting look.
'Mind, then, I lean on you!'
Maida sat at the table and Norwell bent over her, directing her pen.
'There -- will that do?' she cried, pushing the cheque forward and herself back
with the satisfied air of one who has accomplished a difficult task.
'Will it do, Henry?'
'Bravo! old Rogers himself will be deceived.'
'Deceived, Henry?'
'Oh, any word you like will suit me.' His tone was cheerful -- there was no
deception in it -- she was content.
'Now, then, you must sign your name at the back. No what am I talking about? I am
as much Martha Grylls as you. What a lark it is that he always will give a name of
his own \"composure,/" as the clerk is said to have said! My name isn't fit to
appear on paper, I suppose.'
Maida was puzzled until, taking up the cheque, she observed that it was payable to
a Martha Grylls or order. Norwell explained that it was a whim of his uncle to
trump up all the odd names he could think of; whether to make him laugh, or
because he objected to have two Norwells on one paper, he could not tell.
'However, he never honoured me with the feminine gender before. I'm afraid I shall
not do justice to the sex. Let's see, Martha Grylls had better write his or her name
at the back; then I, Captain Norwell, shan't be the fair possessor of the melodious
title in presenting the cheque for payment.'
Maida smiled, while he took up the pen, as if to write the name; he flourished
his fingers a few times and then said:
'Well, perhaps you had better do it. I may not write Martharish enough for the
personage. Here; just along there. You are more Martha Grylls than I.'
'The M.G. is very like your writing, Henry,' she remarked in handing him back the
note.
'Now I have become Martha Grylls, I rather like it; it is so peculiar.'
This was spoken playfully. Why did Norwell gaze so sadly on her? Why turn with a
face so full of misery as folding the cheque in his pocket-book, he met her large
eyes fixed fondly on him, and heard her almost gleeful voice:
'Now, thank God, you are all right! Now, naughty boy, go and renovate that pale
face.'. . .
When Norwell reappeared the next morning, his unrefreshed countenance and
listless gait bespoke a sleepless night. Maida was grieved and disappointed. The
money had not cured him. What else could she do for him? He was too unwell to
ride to the neighbouring town. Would she object to go for him to get the cheque
cashed at his uncle's bank? He would stay with the brat during her absence. She
did not object -- if they would pay her, she would be delighted to go for him. Might
the shabbiness of her dress make them hesitate to give her the money? Dear no;
who could doubt her authenticity as a gentlewoman? or if they did, they dare not
refuse payment at his uncle's own bank. She accordingly set off in the mail, and
reached her destination just before the bank closed for the day. Some question
from the clerk drew forth the reply that she had written the signature at the
back.
'Then you are Martha Grylls, ma'am?'
Maida smiled, she could not help it; she was so amused at her new name. The clerk
thought she smiled at his asking her if she was herself: so he politely said: 'We are
obliged to be particular, ma'am.' And it passed off. Martha Grylls left the bank,
and took her place in an omnibus, the only conveyance going to -- that afternoon.
She found Norwell in her room when she returned. He was taciturn to sullenness.
Maida entreated him to tell her what further ailed him; but he shook off her
importunities until the night was far advanced. He then sprang to his feet
with a suddenness that made her tremble; turning upon her he cried:
'It is no use to hide it. Without a great sacrifice, I'm a dead man.'
'What sacrifice is there I would not make for you, Henry? my love has never failed.
I could do anything but sin for you.'
'And you couldn't do that? What, then, if I tell you you have sinned already?' His
eye rested piercingly on her. 'Maida, I am about to sift your love for me. Do you
know what we have done?'
'No! what? explain, and quickly.'
'We -- have -- committed -- forgery,' deliberately hissed Norwell; 'and it is too
late to retract, unless you would hurl me into hell -- for this pistol goes through
my heart the instant you decide against me. There -- Maida Gwynnham, I am in
your hands; kill me if you choose.'
There was a fearful silence in that little upper chamber. The fiercest tempest of
wrath, the keenest lightning-flash -- break forth, rather than that cold, dead
stillness. Norwell quailed beneath the dilated gaze that moved not -- yet fixed on
him -- while she who fixed it stood breathless, pale, and chill, as though her
life-springs had been touched with ice.
'Speak, Maida! oh, speak to me!'
No answer came.
A gradual change overspread her face -- pitying scorn was depicted there.
Another change -- revenge sat brooding there. Again a change, and anger
recoloured her pallid cheek. Yet once more a change. Her features compressed.
The colour went back to the smitten heart, and firm determination was written on
her face -- her mind was resolved; her voice calm.
'Will it save you?'
'Why, why, it shall not get you into a scrape.'
'Do not lie; will it save you?' the same calm voice.
'Yes: if you choose it will save me; otherwise -- '
The pistol clicked and supplied the blank.
'I am in your power, Maida.'
'And I in yours?' quietly and unwisely asked she.
But Norwell, too agitated to note the question in its advantageous view, merely
replied:
'Why, no, hardly that, because you could implicate me.'
'I would leave that to Captain Norwell,' sneered Maida. 'Yes, to you, Henry.
The scales have fallen from my eyes; I see it all too late, as, too late, I have
discovered you. Detection is possible: your hand did not commit the forgery; your
fame must not be touched, it stands too high; but Maida Gwynnham, that outcast!
it matters not how low her fall.'
'Oh, Maida! can you make the sacrifice?'
'If you can, Norwell; there lies the bitterness to me.'
'Oh! do not, do not speak so! Pity, pity poor weak-minded Norwell, who cannot bear
the finger of shame. I am the object of pity, not you. Your lofty nature may find
happiness in vicarious suffering, but for me what is there?'
'It need not, shall not be.'
'It must, Maida; would you betray me?' his fingers played on the pistol.
'Not whilst I can suffer in your stead. Go, Henry; you have nothing to fear from
me. The sin, mine by carelessness, shall become mine by substitution, for I see no
other way to save you from punishment.'
'And from death. I would not live a second after disgrace. Oh, Maida! be this your
support -- you save a soul from death.'
She shuddered; she longed to be alone, and beckoned Norwell to leave; he was not
sorry to do so; it was hazardous to remain in her presence. Not venturing another
look, he said:
'Then I am in your hands: my life is yours, to spare or slay.'
'I committed the forgery; let that suffice you, Norwell.'
The door slammed on him, and he was gone.
'I am a felon!' thought Maida, and she recoiled from herself as though the brand of
infamy already burned on her; then dropping on her knees, she cried, 'O God! lay
not this sin to my charge -- it is to save one dearer than my life. Do Thou acquit
me, and I can bear the lot of shame.'
THE morning light shimmered coyly through the closed pane, and fell upon a lovely
pair -- death in its reality, cold, but void of mockery; life in its unreality, cold, and
brimful of subtle mockery drooped together on that couch. But for the low,
tearless sob which broke at intervals from Maida, you would have thought that
she, too, shared the kind reality of death. She knelt by the couch, resting her face
on her dead baby's pillow; her hair fell like a pall over the little corpse, and
strikingly the chill pallor of death looked up from the sable covering.
The clock had struck five -- still Maida bent over the little sleeper, unconscious
that she was watched by Norwell, who had ascended the stairs without noise.
Horror-stricken he stood at the door. He came to impart direful news; but in this
new grief for Maida everything was forgotten, as the sight of sorrow burst upon
him.
For some time Norwell remained a spectator only of the scene, so touching in its
passiveness, so heartrending in its reality. He then advanced on tiptoe to the bed,
and stooping over the kneeling form, whispered:
'Maida, it is I; look at me, dear.'
She remained seemingly unconscious for a time; then suddenly starting to her
feet, and pressing her clenched hand on her heart, as if to keep down by force the
choking emotion which was swelling there, she exclaimed:
'Norwell, what brings you -- bad news?'
'They are on us, Maida,' hurriedly returned the Captain; 'it is all discovered, and,'
wiping the large drops fast gathering on his forehead, 'I fear they have a clue to
me; for you they are in full cry.'
'They need raise no cry, for I shall not lead them a chase; but you, oh! you,
Norwell, must and shall be saved.'
'Well, then, be careful what you say -- when you are apprehended be silent --
when obliged to speak weigh well your words, or you -- you will betray me.'
Maida shuddered.
'Now haste away, you have been here too long already. I am prepared for
them;' and then, as if repeating a lesson, she whispered:
' I -- did -- it! they will only get those three words from me.'
Norwell was half down stairs when he returned, took Maida's hand, and looking
anxiously at her, said:
'Maida, you will hear strange things. I have been hurried on to a point I never
thought I could reach.'
'Go, Norwell -- go.' He obeyed, but again came back.
'Maida, your punishment will be heavy -- it may be -- '
'Transportation for life!' calmly added Maida.
'And I a man -- O Maida! Try, do try to escape. I will aid you. I will go with you.'
Again he descended and again he returned.
'Do you -- can you forgive me? Can you think in any other way of me than as a
cowardly wretch?'
'I can think of you as a martyr!' Norwell understood the searching tone.
'Perhaps we have met for the last time,' he exclaimed, as the door closed upon
him.
She started from a deep reverie with the air of one who wakes to a yet oblivious
sense of an impending sorrow.
'What is it? Oh! what is it?' Her eyes fell upon the bed, and she was answered. She
gazed wildly around the room.
'They will take my babe from me, and I have not even wept over it! No! the scalding
drops are fevering my brain but they will not come forth. My babe! my child!' she
continued, in the thrilling accents of despair, 'the last comfort is denied thy
wretched mother -- she may not lay thee in thy grave.'
'Why not?' she quickly added, 'they are not here yet. The morning is yet early --
no one is astir. Who will miss Maida Gwynnham's child?'
She stole on tip-toe to the bed, then hastily descended the stairs, bearing her
unconscious burden wrapped in the accustomed shawl. About half a mile distant
lay a lovely unfrequented spot. Maida had often wished to rest her own weary head
there. With a palpitating heart, thither she bent her steps: every sound made her
start. But Maida's fears were not for herself.
'Another hour and some rough grasp might tear thee from me, my precious
babe, and thou wouldst have a tearless grave -- now thy own mother will lay thee
down, how tenderly!'
The morning was calm and bright -- there was that mysterious silence around
that is only made the more impressive by the faint sounds which occasionally
disturb it. The very birds had hushed their cheery carols as though they knew that
songs of mirth fall heavily upon a burdened mind. Was it the still small voice which
spoke to Maida in that gentle scene -- the voice which she refused to hear in the
stormy blasts that had desolated her haughty spirit? for she wept. Placing her
babe upon the turf, she clasped her hands, and looking upwards, exclaimed:
'Oh, God! Thou hast made everything pure and beautiful. Canst Thou look on me,
the only evil here? Oh, God! if this be sin, forgive it for the sake of Him whose
name I have forfeited to utter.'
Courage, Maida! thou hast breathed a prayer, and prayer was never yet denied,
how long soever delayed the answer. It is stored for thee in Heaven's golden
treasury, and yet must yield its plenteous harvest. She knelt and tried the mould.
It was soft and crumbly, readily giving to her touch. There was a rustle in the
bushes. She peered cautiously around. Nothing was to be seen. She continued her
labour -- another rustle -- she sprang to her feet -- all was quiet again. She had
removed the earth about a foot's depth when a shout was heard. A man leaped
from the hedge and clutched her arm.
'Halloo, missus! I've a-watched you this quarter hour -- just to be sure what
you're up to -- if this yer an't seeing with one's own eyes, I'm blessed!'
Maida stretched her hand towards the child; the man laid his upon it.
'This yer's our article, if you please, missus. By Jingo! you're an old hand. Here
we've been after you for one thing -- a bit o' paper business -- and we catches
you up to another that beats t'other all hollow, or I ain't Bob Pragg.'
Here two constables appeared, and with a look of disapprobation at the ruffianly
man, desired him to desist. Then quietly taking Maida's arms, they requested her
to accompany them.
'Take up the child, Watkins,' said the elder constable; whispering, as the
other obeyed, 'any signs or marks of violence?'
Watkins lifted the dead body, and, wrapping it in the shawl, carried it bundle-wise
under his arm. Even this irreverence failed to attract Maida's attention. She was
revolving some yet unfathomed mystery, or moulding some plan that yielded not
readily to her wishes.
By an interchange of expressive nods, the constables had remarked Maida's start
when they examined the corpse for marks of violence, and had noted it as a proof
of guilt.
Ay, she had started, and with the start an intrepid thought had rushed into her
mind -- a thought whose purpose was to place Captain Norwell beyond reach of
danger, because it should place her at the bar of justice in a different position of
guilt.
'I have it!' she at last exclaimed; and a smile of triumph illumined her face. Then
the old look of firm resolve stamped its awful though silent fiat upon her
countenance. The mystery was explained, the plan moulded, the intrepid thought
grappled with; that smile of triumph defied each one.
Arrested for forgery under the alias of Martha Grylls Maida Gwynnham was
indicted at the next assizes for the wilful murder of her child, the bill of
indictment for forgery being held subservient to the more terrible charge of
murder.
In Maida's cupboard was found a bottle that awakened vivid suspicions against the
prisoner. It was produced in court, and a shiver ran through the audience as from
the skull and cross-bones the dreadful word 'poison' with unmistakable
distinctness bore witness to the alleged guilt.
Some laudanum found in the stomach of the baby corroborated the testimony of
the label on the phial.
Now comes the explanation of that smile that broke from the disdainful gloom of
Maida's face. The same exultant smile burst forth when the foreman of the jury
gave the verdict:
'We find Martha Grylls guilty of the wilful murder of her child.'
And, if possible, a still more victorious smile shone on the judge's declaration:
'Having been found guilty of the higher crime, which I shall sentence to the
full rigour of the law, it were useless to urge the lesser charge against Martha
Grylls.'
Then with solemn pathos, amidst the breathless hush of the Court, the judge drew
the fatal symbol on his head, and pronounced the death warrant, which was
received by the Court with one prolonged sob of smothered feeling, and welcomed
by Maida Gwynnham as the benediction after a tedious sermon.
Norwell had not known what to understand by the unexpected charge brought
against Maida. As one by one the proofs of her guilt were produced, he was
staggered; they were unquestionable. The dreadful crime could,without doubt, be
traced. True -- he had seen the child lying dead, and Maida moaning over it; but
may not she have murdered it for all that? and may not the moan have been that
of remorse? Thus pondering, he glanced towards the bar -- loath, very loath, we
must admit it, to believe any harm of Maida; when a slight curl in the corners of
her nether lip -- a look he well comprehended -- convinced him of her innocence
more than a verdict for her could have done. When he perceived the fatal
termination of the trial, even in the distance -- too sick at heart to remain -- he
hurried from the court; and turning at the door to draw in one long gaze of Maida,
their eyes met, and the fuel was added to the fire of her constancy; and its
smoke smothered the last thought of restitution which had lingered in his heart.
Assured by a barrister that the sentence would be commuted to transportation
for life, Norwell pacified himself with the thought, 'that will seem nothing after
such a fright she would have had that otherwise,' and gladly crept out of the
loophole opened by circumstance (Providence, he said) and still wider opened by
the fair law of England; he crept out into --
The ball-room! No harm either -- it was the assize ball.
'The secret of true eloquence is an eloquent heart.'
STILL anxious to try what he could effect towards winning Maida's attention and
confidence, Mr. Evelyn applied for permission to visit the prisoner again.
Remembering with apprehension the passionate ebullition she had given way to
before Mr. Evelyn, Maida was equally anxious to see that gentleman, in order to
ascertain how far she had betrayed Norwell, and her own secret. Remembering
also that Mr. Evelyn had spoken of a friend who loved her better than anyone else,
and fearing that this friend could be none other than her father, she longed to ask
her informant to whom he had alluded. But too proud to ask a favour, she incurred
the risk of letting her doubts remain unsatisfied rather than seek an interview
with Mr. Evelyn through the kindness of the matron.
Pleasure was, therefore, plainly depicted on her countenance when the object of
her wishes entered her cell.
'Well, Martha, I am indeed glad to see you more cheerful; how are you, my poor
girl? I have thought unceasingly of you since the night of your conviction.'
Not noticing the question, Maida eagerly exclaimed:
'Oh, sir! do tell me. What have I told you of my past history? I have been so
miserable since you were here.'
'Then do not be miserable, you were so excited as to be almost incoherent. I only
gathered from what you said that you had been betrayed by some villain calling
himself a gentleman.'
'No names then?'
'None. I have not the faintest clue to any particular man.'
'I am anxious to know, sir, of whom you spoke, when you said you brought a
message from some one who loved me better than -- than -- he?' She at last
added, with a flushing cheek and with a firm start of her whole frame, 'Was it my
father? -- tell me, No -- and I care not who else it may be.'
'No, Martha! no earthly -- '
'Thank God!' interrupted Maida; 'if he had sent you he would soon be following
himself' (hiding her face in her hands) -- 'and I could not -- oh! I could not see him
-- it would break his heart to find me in these prison clothes. But perhaps his
heart is broken already.'
She rocked herself wildly to and fro. Mr. Evelyn held his peace. Long experience
had taught him that a chaplain's most favourable opportunity lies in the brief calm
after a violent outburst of feeling. As he watched Maida he hoped the storm was
passing away.
'Will you do me a favour, sir?' she asked at last.
'Anything -- anything, Martha.'
'I shall have all my hair cut off when I am at Millbank; do you think they would give
me two locks for a particular purpose?'
'Perhaps; it depends upon what person you ask: the matron would, I am sure; you
must speak to her, and then?'
'Three months after I have gone -- that is, left England -- will you send one to my
father, whose address you must promise not to discover until then, when, by a
clue I will leave, you will easily find him -- and the other -- no, thank you, I will send
that myself -- will you oblige me, sir?'
'Willingly; but, Martha, you must write to your father.'
'Impossible, Mr. Evelyn! Should his own daughter's be the hand to sign his
death-warrant?'
'Yes, Martha! the warrant has to reach him -- let it be through his child rather
than through the public executioner. I have a daughter; I know a father's feelings.
You have also yourself to think of and act for; you have to prepare your dying
bed.'
'You do not know what you ask for, sir. Were I to write, he would come to me; and I
would rather that he should see me in my coffin than here: it would finish the
breaking of his heart; and, surely, you would not bid me do that! besides, it would
unnerve me -- and then -- '
'Would to God I could see you unnerved, Martha!'
Maida grasped Mr. Evelyn's hand, and fixing her eyes intently on him, whispered in
beseeching tones:
'For pity's sake, do not talk so, sir; you will undo me -- you will ruin me. What good
would his pardon work upon a soul unforgiven by itself? For pity's sake, no
more of this.'
'It is just for pity's sake that I would and must speak, my poor Martha; calm
yourself, and listen to me:
'I have but lately come from that country to which you are shortly to be sent. For
more than fourteen years I laboured there as a convict chaplain. I could tell you of
hardships, of ill-treatment, of solitude, of home-sickness, of loveless labour, and
of unrewarded servitude -- all of which you must undergo; but all I could reveal of
these, in their every crushing misery, would be insignificant compared to what I
could disclose of the unrelenting tortures inflicted under the sentence of
conscience -- the sentence of remorse! generally reserved for hours of solitary
imprisonment, or the day of sickness and death. when its victims are unable to
lighten it by toil, or elude it by flight.
'From one cruel phase of this torture I would rescue you in imploring you to seek
your father's pardon. That knowledge with which you now satisfy yourself will
avail you nothing when once the great gulf betwixt him and you is passed.'
'Mr. Evelyn, you will not understand me -- let me explain myself -- but first, I
pray you to believe that neither stubbornness nor pride is now at work in me. As
we see an object for the last time, so do we picture it for ever. We may hear a
thousand tales of that object afterwards -- and we may receive them all -- but
without altering the impression left upon our minds.'
'I do not ask you to see your father, Martha. Under your circumstances, where
there are all the finer feelings of the gentleman as well as the keen
susceptibilities of the parent to be consulted, I would not advise a meeting; but
you must write.'
A very earnest and steady look into Maida's face accompanied this boldly given,
decidedly made assertion; but at the time, neither look nor assertion was noticed;
the prisoner's thoughts were preoccupied, and her eyes fixed on the ground.
'You must write, Martha; and I will undertake to prevent a meeting; and also, if it
would spare you pain, I would write to Mr. Grylls -- (is that his name?) -- break the
dreadful intelligence, and prepare him to receive your letter.'
'Oh no! thank you, kindly; if it has to be done, I will do it myself. I do not
shrink from a penance as just as it is severe, for the news will break his heart. I
have brought it on myself. The letter shall be written; but I must be allowed to
send it according to my own arrangement, in order to make his coming impossible.'
'The matron will doubtless permit you this indulgence. I only ask you, Martha, to let
me know when you send the letter.'
'You shall be informed, sir; and I thank you for showing me this duty.'
'Farewell, Martha; I have already given you a parting benediction in that little book,
and for my sake you have promised to read it. Be faithful to yourself in writing to
your father. I will pray that you may be supported in the bitter trial, and that he
may have strength to endure the impending stroke. God bless you!'
Meeting the governor's wife in one of the passages, Mr. Evelyn made known to her
the prisoner's desire respecting the hair. Mrs. Lowe engaged that the wish should
be gratified as far as her influence with the superintendent of Millbank extended,
but advised the putting possibility beyond all doubt by at once cutting off the two
required locks.
'I should not like to be present, sir, when she has her beautiful hair taken off. I am
glad to be spared the painful sight. It will be a great trial to her; so peculiar a
creature.'
'She will not feel it, I think, Mrs. Lowe; there is no petty weakness in her grief. As
a concomitant of her humiliating portion, she may receive it with a shudder, but
the shudder would be for herself, not for her hair.'
Mr. Evelyn was right in Maida's case, but generally, convicts are more sensible of
mortification in being deprived of nature's best ornament than in almost any other
course of penal discipline. In Van Diemen's Land the convicts especially the men,
allow their hair to grow to an unbecoming length as an indisputable voucher of
respectability.
The gaoler, who had overheard Mrs. Lowe's remark suggested to Mr. Evelyn in a
very confidential tone:
'That woman's hair'll fetch a mint o' money, sir; she wer'n't up to it, or she'd never
have brought it in with her.'
A stern frown reprimanded this very natural spirit of speculation, to which
the gaoler, misunderstanding, replied apologetically:
'Yes, well, sir, you're right -- it is fair it should go to Government.'
But Mr. Evelyn's frown did not accept the apology.
A FULL half-hour before the ---- station opened to the public, a closely-shut
vehicle drove to the gate, which immediately unlocked, and as quickly fastened,
upon a decently-dressed female, who seemed to conduct rather than accompany
three thickly-veiled women that had alighted and entered the platform with her,
but their presence was ignored by the G. W. R. officials, and their existence only
recognised in the person of her whom, par excellence we designate 'the female.'
When she advanced to a carriage, the same secret understanding appeared there
as at the entrance. The door instantly and quietly opened. She stood back, and let
the veiled three precede her into the compartment, then, seating herself between
two and in front of the third, she beckoned to a porter and he locked them in. This
being accomplished, she heaved a gentle sigh of satisfaction, and leaning back to
repose her exhausted energies, said mildly to the three:
'You may make yourselves as comfortable as you like, now.'
She should have said, and doubtless meant to say:
'You may make yourselves as comfortable as you can, now.'
Neither of the three availed herself of the permission. Indeed, their whole
expression of dress and mien gave one the idea of discomfort too sure and
certain to admit of the possibility of relief. Though assisted by 'the female' to
surmount the stepping-in difficulty, each had displayed a peculiar awkwardness in
the act that reminded one of the cramp. Afterwards, as they sat securely
pinned in their shawls, one felt inclined to ask:
'What has become of their arms?'
But just then the carriage was made to back, and it had scarcely done so, ere the
warning bell rang, and the express down train, snorting over the viaduct, ran into
the vacated line.
Dexterously as 'the female' had contrived her entry, two other individuals had
benefited by the premature unlocking of the station gates. One a military man,
had effected his entrance with a silver latch-key; the other, a clergyman, by
virtue of a lofty bearing, and an authority too marked to be gainsaid. Merely
acknowledging his entrance by a slight inclination of his head to the wondering
porter, Mr. Evelyn walked to a bookstall and purchased Bradshaw. Turning its
pages until he arrived at the down trains, he passed his finger rapidly through the
hour list of London departures, then, hastily shutting the guide, he murmured:
'Yes -- he can be here! Let me see: he received the letter yesterday morning --
started for town by next train, and left by night express; he will be here
presently, if I read the poor man's heart aright.'
Having thus inferred, Mr. Evelyn paced the platform with a sharp, uneasy step, and
occasionally stopped short, to look earnestly out on the distance. In doing thus he
knocked against a gentleman who was leaning on the further side of one of the
broad pillars which supported the canopy. A glance of recognition passed between
the two gentlemen.
'Confound the man! He haunts a fellow when least he's wanted.'
With this surly salutation, Captain Norwell once more ensconced himself in his
retreat.
Then it was that the down express snorted over the viaduct, and venting the
remainder of its fury in portentous puffs, glided swiftly up the line, and stayed
itself before the station.
In a moment all was hurry and seeming confusion.
'This door, porter! this door!' wailed a feeble voice from one of the first-class
compartments.
The porter threw open the door. A tall, bowed figure issued from it, and stood in
the midst of the bustle and packages as though all the bustle and packages in the
world were nothing to it. With a helpless and almost imbecile expression,
the figure raised its lack-lustre eyes and stared into the motley crowd, searching
for some one who should be found in it.
A shrill whistle was the first sound that aroused the isolated figure to a
consciousness that it must seek if it would find.
'Guard, isn't there a train leaving soon?' it feebly asked.
'Nour-and-half, sir.'
'Is that the one that is to carry some -- prisoners to London?'
'Just started, sir; see it up the hill there.'
A piteous cry -- a heavy fall -- and two persons, drawn to the spot by
sympathetic attraction, bore Mr. Gwynnham, a senseless paralytic, from the
platform.
AT the date of this story's commencement Mr. Evelyn had been one year in
England, and six months prior to that date he had lost his wife in Van Diemen's
Land. The suddenness of the event preyed on his already impaired health; and
listening to the solicitations of his brother and only child, he resigned his
chaplaincy in Hobart Town in order to return to England to seek that repose for
himself which has jaded energies so much required, and for his daughter those
advantages which colonial education but sparely afforded.
The arrival of their Tasmanian cousin was looked forward to with no small
excitement by the D'Urban family. Bridget D'Urban, ever full of fun and drollery,
had many a good-natured laugh in store for all the uncouth barbarities she
expected in the young colonist; while her mother had secret misgivings that her
girls would find no beneficial associate in one who must have imbibed a wrong view
of things from unavoidable contact with the mixed and sometimes questionable
society of Van Diemen's Land.
Both aunt and cousins were, therefore, sufficiently surprised when, late on
a summer evening, Uncle Herbert (as henceforward we shall have to distinguish
the Reverend Mr. Evelyn) introduced to them their cousin Emmeline, a young lady,
who, from ease of manner and grace of deportment, might have done credit to
any English drawing-room.
In a quarter of an hour Bridget was as proud of her cousin's appearance and
manners as she had meant to be tender with her failings and faults. The contrast
between the two girls was very striking -- the more so, as they were of the same
age -- both on the verge of seventeen. The young English maiden was a girl in
every sense -- a good-looking, bright-eyed, rosy, laughter-loving creature, showing
a decided preference for the sunny side of life, and for ever trying to shun the
shadowy side; not by any means from a selfish indifference to the troubles of her
neighbour but because, in her own words, 'It's so horrid to see wretchedness
without being able to relieve it.'
She was the idol of the servants -- ever ready to help them over a scrape, or to
put her best construction on their worst action: they were never in fear of
dismissal when Miss Bridget stood by them. Uncle Herbert told her that she would
make a capital convict mistress, and advised her to try her alchymic powers of
turning bad to good on a few of the Queen's specimens: on which she clapped her
hands, and declared that nothing would be better fun than to go out there and
cure a few kitchen rows; and then jumped up to cure uncle and cousin's grave
faces by a hearty kiss and a second declaration that that was only her way of
saying how delightful it would be to go to Van Diemen's Land. She knew she should
be the last to think it fun, and the first to call it horrid to see the poor, dear
beings so miserable.
Prematured by a southern clime, and pre-aged by constitutional delicacy, Miss
Evelyn had little of the girl in her, but all the appearance of finished womanhood in
her gentle gravity of countenance and quiet dignity of carriage. After Mr. Evelyn
had remained a short time in his sister's family, he determined on making a tour,
partly with the view of renovating his strength, and partly to give himself ample
scope for choice of a healthy locality in which to settle. But his daughter's
rapidly-increasing ill-health caused him suddenly to return, and on consulting
a physician he was advised to take Emmeline back to Tasmania, as much to give
her the benefit of a sea voyage as to try what her almost native air might
accomplish for her. On the evening of that day, Mr. Evelyn was closeted with his
brother-in-law and sister for more than three hours, and when he came from
conference with them, it was only to commence another with Emmeline, and then
to begin a third with Bridget. The result of the three conferences was that
Bridget flew into her cousin's room, and exclaimed, ere the door had time to slam
after her:
'I may go! They'll let me go with you!'
Then flinging herself into Emmeline's arms, she forgot the nearer prospect of
rows in the kitchen in her joy at being companion-elect to the being she loved best
in the world.
BECALMED on the tropical sea, two vessels lay listlessly lulling their weary
passengers to a noonday sleep -- a sleep that had anything but a soothing effect
on the slumberers who ever and anon, would start, and in their uneasy rest
implore, Dives-like, for a drop of water to cool their parching tongue -- a petition
that would either never reach the steward, or else be answered with an aggrieved
shake of the head.
'Can't do it -- had your allowance;' and the steward gulps down a large cupful of
cold tea which he has obtained by laying a toll on each cup of tea served at that
morning's breakfast.
But the steward has his favourites on board; and whilst his stewardship is
inexorably faithful to some, he turns his pregnable side towards others, and this
pregnable side holds his not deaf ear; an ear which quickly distinguishes whether
the petitioner is one of his favoured few, or one who kicked up a bother about his
tureen of soup, or told the captain that his cabin was only swabbed, and not
holy-stoned.
Discerning the cry of a favourite, with stealthy movements he proceeds to
quench the cry in a draught of some refreshing beverage; now it may be a glass of
cold coffee -- now it may be a glass of ale, left over from last night's supper --
and then, oh, best of all! it may be bumper of cold, milkless, sugarless tea. None
but those who have tried the delights of this draught in tropical extremities can
tell how truly grateful above any porter or beer is this cold tea. Steward himself is
a regular toper, and yet he declares that give him your tea and he'll give you his
tap. But even the pregnable side of steward rarely yields literal water; he will
hardly risk detection, and the consequent charge of favouritism, by granting the
letter of the petition. He has orders to draw only so much water from the tank,
therefore he dares not disobey. 'A drop of something left from meals captain
can't swear against;' neither can he swear at steward for generously giving that
drop of something away. To steward's honour be it said, young ladies are always
his particular fancy, for two reasons, namely, 'for their own dear selves' sake,'
and because they don't give so much trouble as the gentlemen -- they make their
own beds, and keep their cabins tidy. Any young lady with a passable face and an
amount of good nature sufficient to make her affable with steward, may have a
pleasant voyage. For though captain governs, and mates sub-govern, it is the
steward who holds the rein of comfort or discomfort, plague him, and you'll have a
hundred annoyances which do not come under a captain's rule, or even knowledge
-- annoyances which can be so easily traced to natural causes, that of course
steward must not be blamed for them any more than you or I.
All ye who value such alleviation as tropical miseries admit of, curry favour with
the steward. All ye who appreciate winter consolations, in the form of hot
sea-water bottles and aromatic caudles, curry favour with the steward, ere the
biting cold of the Horn nip your very heart, and freeze your best feelings into one
lugubrious mass of neighbour hatred.
All we have said of petitions, either gratified or denied, applies in the present case
to but one of the vessels.
Both lay listlessly lulling their passengers -- and the passengers of both were
equally willing to be lulled -- equally weary and feverish -- equally anxious for a
breath of fresh air -- equally tired of the ardent sky staring down upon
them, relentless as the eye of conscience upon the bad man's soul. Here ended the
similarity, save that both were outward bound. When the two vessels were within
speaking distance, the master of the vessel of which we have been writing hoisted
his signals, and displayed his black board, receiving in answer the announcement
that the other ship was (from) London (to) Van Diemen's Land (with) prisoners.
Three words, which told a lifetime's tale of sorrow.
The vessels shifted still nearer each other, by lazy, who -- may-care degrees,
until an unusual state of excitement on board proclaimed that the two captains
were about to exchange civilities through their trumpets.
The deck of the prison ship was crowded with prisoners -- as a mass of brown
serge distinctly visible; but from that mass to distinguish individuals required the
help of the mate's telescope, looking through which was recognisable one figure
whose tall and dignified form could be no other than Maida Gwynnham.
She stood at the bulwarks near the stern, and leaning on her was one who in the
distance seemed a mere child, so small was she in comparison with Maida; yet,
small as she was, she had on the prison serge and cap -- this fact was discernible
without the telescope's aid. On nearer view, her features were those of a young
girl of fifteen years. She clung to Maida as an infant clings to its parent, following
her with a quick uneasy step whenever she changed her position, and not seeming
satisfied unless drawn close to her protector's side by the intertwining of her own
and Maida's arm; then she appeared not to care how long she stood and watched
the strange vessel.
In the free vessel was a group, which, as a group, was visible to the naked eye --
to use an astronomical phrase -- but to distinguish the individuals forming it, the
captain needed his glass. There were three persons: a tall, slight gentleman, of an
aspect decidedly clerical, a young lady, who sat on a camp-stool supported against
the mizen, and a second young lady, whose clear, musical voice rang over the
water as the trumpets conveyed their shrill messages backwards and forwards.
So musical a laugh could only be Bridget D'Urban's. It rang right over to the poor
child-prisoner, who, all against her will, laughed an answer to the merry
voice; and Maida smiled a sad smile as she heard the youthful captive send back
that miserable imitation, and yet she felt glad that the poor thing could laugh even
such a laugh; the girl perceived the smile and feared it was a rebuke.
'I couldn't help it, Maida,' she said apologetically; 'it came so sweet and different
from our women's great noises.'
Maida pressed her arm still more tightly around little Lucy. The Reverend Mr.
Evelyn also heard Lucy's response to his niece's cheery heart-mirth, and an
expression that Emmeline had learnt to interpret passed over his face; he turned
from her and paced the deck for an instant, then, stopping abruptly at her side,
he said, in a hurried tone:
'That was a child's voice! That ship is no place for so young a creature -- they
punish her soul as well as her body. They are teaching her sin by binding her to
those who will instruct her well in their trade. And then she will get a series of
severer punishments for proving an apt scholar in the school of vice to which she
was only apprenticed to learn her own folly. She was put on board with a few
years' knowledge of crime -- she will come off with the knowledge of fifty years,
unless some providence interfere on her behalf.'
Mr. Evelyn was short-sighted, or he would surely have recollected the figure that
stood opposite him on the deck of the transport; had he looked through the
telescope he could not have failed to discover Maida Gwynnham.
That Maida did not discover him is not to be wondered at, for never once did her
eye stay its dreamy wandering into the fervid blue depths that lay, so tranquil, at
her feet, until a rough hand grasped her shoulder, and a rougher voice demanded
why she was later than her messmates -- why had not she gone below with the
other women; and it went on to say that she was no fit companion for the girl
Lucy Grenlow, and that if she continued such doings she should be separated from
her; at which threat the poor Lucy clung still more to Maida, and Maida grasped the
trembling form still more firmly to herself.
A breeze sprung up, and every stitch of sail was spread to atone for lost time.
The two vessels, though bound for the same port, soon parted company. Shortly
after the breeze had come to their relief, the news was spread that the log
had been cast and they were going at the rate of seven knots an hour.
Maida had been on board the transport a fortnight before she was able to go on
deck. The first morning that she took her place with the other women she noticed
a small figure crouched up in a corner between two hen-coops on the leeward side.
Her face was hidden low down in her lap; but by the jutting movements of the
shoulder it was easy to tell that the little creature was sobbing violently.
'She'm gone to lo'urd because she won't fall no further,' giggled a horrid-looking
female, whose appearance was rendered more repulsive by a shock of grizzled
hair, which had been cropped, and was now shooting up in perpendicular wires all
over her head, making her look something between a withered grown-up tomboy
and an ex-lunatic. In defiance of rule she had taken off her cap. The matron was
below, making up a recent quarrel with the surgeon-superintendent over a glass of
wine, and simultaneously with her departure about sixty caps had disappeared
from the multitude of shorn heads congregated on the deck of the Rose of
Britain.
It was Lucy Grenlow who sat crouched up in the corner she was one of the few who
kept on their caps. As she bent her face more and more into her lap, she felt her
cap twitched off, or, rather, an effort made to catch it off, but it was tied under
her chin, so the twitch only raised her head with a jerk that let it fall more heavily
into its covert. 'Let the maid alone, can't ye,' said the man at the wheel 'she's a
mere babby, and it's only right she should cry after her mother, the poor thing;
darn my living soul if ever I'll come out with a prison-ship again.'
'You hold your -- tongue, or I'll give a point at the wheel for your insolence -- a
point that will set us spinning in a trice.'
With this the ex-lunatic or withered tomboy grasped the whole of Lucy's cap,
together with the roots of her hair and dragged her head up to the gaze of the
herd.
'Here's a pretty face for you -- lawk-a-me! shan't she learn a thing or two from
me before she leaves these precious boards? Yer, my dear, haven't you got your
passage dirt cheap, that's all I only paid five shillings for it, and here I've been
working for this lift for nigh thirty year, and haven't got it till now. You'll
have to bless your country to the end of your life for such generosity. My
husband's been over there this ten year, and I've never been able to get over to un
till now; he'll hire me straight away as soon as my probation's out. I suppose I an't
been as brave as you, my little darling, for fortin favours the brave, they says,
and her an't a-favoured me till now, goodness knows.'
All this while she held poor Lucy's head dragged backwards; the face was wet with
tears, but the child tried hard not to burst out afresh; she even tried to smile, an
attempt that destroyed her powers of endurance. By force she wrested herself
from the brutal grasp, and with one loud wail, 'Mother! mother!' sank upon the
boards, cutting a deep gash in her forehead by the fall.
In an instant she was in Maida's arms, and would have been there much sooner had
Maida known the cruel tyranny that was being exercised upon her. Absorbed in her
own grief, and wasted by her own weakness, she had retreated to the further end
of the deck, unwitting that a labour of love awaited her even in that den of infamy.
It had not entered her mind that there was a possibility of a child-prisoner's
existence amongst so aged a set of convicts; therefore, nursing her own sorrow,
she was dreaming away the first morning of her deliverance from sea-sickness,
when casting her eyes to leeward she saw the imbruted woman drag back that
youthful head. She started immediately to her feet; but, unaccustomed to the
motion of the vessel, had to make several endeavours ere she could walk. During
the last of those endeavours the girl's cry gave momentary strength to her limbs,
and she almost darted to the spot. Her first impulse was to strike down the
wretched creature; but by an instant perception of the more effective course,
when the first buzz of excitement had died into that perfect hush which generally
follows an accident brought on by foul means, she turned to the women, and
pointing towards Lucy, said --
'That child henceforth is mine; touch her at your peril!'
No one voice replied.
Maida waited a few moments, and looked with haughty quiet from one to the other
of the scowling faces before her, to see if any would dare forbid the act of
appropriation. But no resistance was made.
As she prepared to descend with her senseless burden all feared she would
tell the matron; and a deputation of women went forward to beg her not to peach.
Maida listened with impatience to the odd mixture of oaths, petitions, threats,
promises, by which the deputation beleaguered her and when their vociferations
let her get in a word, she said with an air of dignity strangely unaccordant with the
tumultuous manners of her rude auditory --
'Telling will not recall the past; and until I perceive a danger of a similar act of
cruelty, I shall not demean myself by punishing the offender.'
There was something so different to themselves in the speaker, that none
ventured to gainsay her words to herself; but no sooner was she out of hearing,
than hitherto repressed wrath broke out in fearful imprecations and vulgar jeers.
'I, indeed! Who's this mighty I come in amongst us all of a sudden, and all because
of that little devil Grenlow?' said one of the enraged throng, envious of a
superiority she could not but award Maida Gwynnham in the depths of her heart.
'I guess this lady will have to swallow her gentility in the box one o' these days if
she kicks up her guineas to the doctor,' hoped a second.
A volley of curses from a third pretended to show her opinion of the intruder.
'I reckon we shan't be bothered much with her a bit, for the darned hypocrite 'll
sure to be ill, and that 'ooman will sure for to scheme to get 'pointed her nurse;
you see if she don't get the blind eye of the Chap' (short for Chaplain), exclaimed
a fourth.
The ex-lunatic alone remained silent: her grizzled hair stood more perversely
erect, like a forest of ill thoughts, from her head. There was a secret vowing of
vengeance in her lowering brow and clenched teeth, as she shook her fist towards
where the victim of her taunts had fallen. Turning sullenly away, she was about to
go below, when the man at the wheel, just removed from his post, after assuring
himself that no Argus was near to detect his breach of rule -- first mate being
forward, second mate off his watch, and captain at his dinner, called to the
women to hearken a moment to his advice, which he gave as follows: --
'If ye be wise, all on ye, this is the thing ye'll do. That woman's a brick -- a
real, livin', rantin' brick; and to prove it I'd marry her down straight away for the
beauty of her two eyes, or else go down to Davey's locker, if she wasn't a convict.
Well, I'd have ye all keep in with her, or ye'll get the worst on it afore ye've done
with her. You go straight away and elect her your queen, says I, and ye'll have
some un worth standin' by; so good-bye all on ye, wise ones;' with an admonitory
flourish off made honest Jack, just in time to save his grog. Now as this advice
coincided with the unexpressed feeling of each prisoner, all agreed that there was
sense in Jack's 'sermint;' and as there was no good in making an enemy where a
friend could be gained, it was unanimously carried that Maida Gwynnham should be
convict-queen; though each voter privately hated her for the superiority which all
were obliged to own, while they publicly abhorred Lucy Grenlow as the cause of the
brawl which had exalted Maida Gwynnham to her honourable (?) position.
The fourth woman's prediction was correct. Maida had no sooner laid Lucy in her
berth than she sought the Chaplain, and asked him to use his influence in trying to
get her appointed nurse; and the chaplain was successful.
The little convict had been ailing for many days; the morning's accident, therefore,
was worse in its effects than might otherwise have been. She lay unconscious for
a long time; and when, after a few uneasy tossings and half-sighed groans, she at
last opened her eyes, it was only to look bewilderedly about and cry --
'Mother! mother! I am so bad.'
'Are you, my poor child?' said Maida tenderly, as she laid her hand on the
sufferer's burning temples.
'That's nice; that's like you did when I had the fever, mother; I was feared you
were gone. Don't go, don't go, oh, don't go!'
'I promised to tell the doctor when you awoke, dear; I will not be away an instant,'
whispered Maida soothingly.
But the sick girl would not relinquish her hold of Maida's hand; so the convict-nurse
knelt down by the berth, and let her hand stay quietly in the fevered grasp of her
poor young charge, whilst she kept the other hand on her forehead, now turning
the palm, now the back of it, as its surface absorbed the heat from the parched
skin of her brow.
'Mother, you b'lieve about the five shillings, don't you? Them gentlemen to
court said 'twas all fibs; you b'lieve, don't you?'
'I believe every word you tell me, Lucy. But you must not talk whilst you are so
poorly.'
'Will father beat me again if he catches me?' A shiver ran through her whole
frame and lingered at her fingers' ends, until Maida pressed her hands gently
between her own in order to stay the nervous trembling.
'No; father will never beat you again. There, lay your head on my arm; now you
need not fear.'
'What's this?' cried Lucy, suddenly starting bolt upright, as something trickled
down her cheek. She touched it, and found it was blood. She gazed at the crimson
stain for a moment, and then asked, in a mysterious voice --
'Is that what I heard tell about to Sunday-school, the blood -- what is it? -- that
cleanses from all sin?'
Maida wiped the trickling drops from her cheek, and said --
'I have heard of that blood; it will cleanse your sin, Lucy.'
'You haven't got no sins to cleanse, mother.'
'It will wash away your sins,' calmly answered Maida.
'Oh, don't, mother, don't! I know I've been very wicked; but I meant, indeed I did, for
to put back the five shillings when I got paid.'
'I am sure you did, poor dear.'
Maida's heart was full to bursting; but no outer sign of sorrow was visible in the
tutored features that bent over the invalid; pity, almost anguished pity was there,
but no single token betrayed the mighty grief which lay buried deep in the
sanctuary beneath.
'Say it, mother, that what I heard tell about at Sunday-school -- the blood, what is
it? -- my thoughts are all gone.'
'The blood of Jesus Christ cleanseth from all sin,' said the Religious Instructor
solemnly. He had heard the latter part of Lucy's wanderings, and, more with a view
to Maida than the delirious patient, seized the opportunity to proclaim the tidings
of a Saviour's death to one whom he considered an extraordinary sinner.
The old look of indifference immediately obliterated all trace of feeling from her
face.
'Would that I could see some expression there,' thought the Instructor, as
he met the passionless marble of Maida's countenance turned towards him.
Did Maida read the thought, that her lips curled into a line of scorn? But only for
an instant; the scorn changed into a smile, for Lucy seemed about to speak.
''Tisn't father, is it? Mother, don't leave go; it can't be father, he don't talk
nothing about the blood. Who is it, mother?'
The Religious Instructor beckoned that he would answer. Drawing close to the
berth, he repeated --
'The blood of Jesus Christ cleanseth from all sin.'
'No, no!' said Lucy, in the fretful accent of delirium; 'no, no! I want mother to say
it.'
Maida trembled; there was expression enough in her countenance then.
The sick child looked imploringly at her; she could not resist the silent appeal.
Averting her head from the Instructor, with thrilling distinctness she pronounced
--
'The blood of Jesus Christ cleanseth from all sin.'
'Not yours, mother; you ain't got no sin; you didn't steal five shillings.'
Maida did not answer -- but delirious people will be answered; hence the difficulty
in treating their whims.
'Not yours, mother! Mother, not yours?'
'No -- not mine,' came the fearful reply.
''Cause you ain't got none. Only me that's wicked;' and with a wild, shrill laugh the
sick child clapped her hands, and sank back on her pillow, tired with the exertion.
'And why not yours, my poor woman?' asked the Instructor, in a very kindly voice.
'May not the all reach even your case?'
'As one of your charge, sir, I am bound to listen to you; but I do not prefer
discussion; it only tends to strengthen the natural prejudice of the heart.'
'I have no wish to discuss, Martha Grylls; that is no part of my duty. I have but one
desire, and that is to preach Christ to you and your fellow sinners. Oh, Martha!
what would I not give to see you awake to the peril of your soul? The sinner's soul
is always in danger; but in your case danger is increased tenfold. What if we had
gone down in last week's storm? where would then your soul have been?
where would it be now? Martha, you have a weight of guilt -- unredeemed guilt --
upon your life. Should that life be snatched away, the guilt would sink your soul to
hell -- yes, nothing but hell is before you.'
'Very comforting!' said Maida, quietly folding her heart's secret still more securely
to the innermost recesses of her bosom. 'The chaplain of the gaol had peculiar
pleasure in this point of God's mercy, but it fails to win me.'
'"Because I have called and ye have refused, I will also laugh at your calamity."
Martha, should death overtake you unawares, this would be your case,' exclaimed
the Instructor earnestly. 'Look at that poor child, hers is a small sin compared
with yours, yet see how it haunts her conscience. If she has such inward torment,
what would yours be if you were laid on a bed of death? How could you face your
Judge were you now to appear at His bar?'
'Does He measure sin by its amount, do you suppose sir?' asked Maida, so
innocently that the good man hoped he had at last aroused her interest, he did not
observe the calm defiance in the eye that watched for his explanation of Divine
purpose.
'That is dangerous ground, my woman, it is enough for us to know that all sin is
hateful to God.'
'I beg your pardon, sir,' interrupted Maida, very coldly but very politely, 'it may be
enough for you to know; my emergency being greater, I naturally wish to
ascertain more of future probabilities.'
'Then go to your Bible, Martha Grylls; you will read there of all that the Lord
intends we shall know. Have you a Bible?'
'I have, sir.'
'Then the greater will be your condemnation if you do not profit by it Do you read
it? Ah-h-h! -- I'm afraid not -- afraid not.'
'I do, sir, twice a day.'
'God be praised!' and the dear, zealous man rubbed his hands together as though
there was yet hope for the murderess.
Maida's keen discernment perceived sincerity in the Religious Instructor's fervour,
or she would not have deigned to reply as she did, to prevent a misconception of
her avowal.
'I do not read for my own gratification, but merely to fulfil a promise which I
unfortunately made -- I read the Bible for no other reason.'
'Poor -- poor Martha!' said the Instructor dejectedly. 'It is in that book that you
would read Lucy's text. Ah! that blood is quite able to wash even your sin away,
black and damning as it is. Do kneel down ere you read again and beg for God's
blessing on what you read, and then -- '
Maida was becoming irritated; she could not brook what appeared to her sensitive
mind an indelicate pressing of an advantage offered by position, and with some
abruptness she exclaimed:
'Whether a favour from God or man, I have a particular dislike to blessings which
can only be obtained by begging. I cannot seek a favour likely to be denied me -- to
find acceptance with me it must flow unbidden.'
The antagonistic principle is strong in the human breast, so strong, that in our
natural state we would rather walk to hell than be driven to heaven.
In addition to this principle, prisoners have the stimulus of revenge in refusing
salvation. They have a notion that Government wants them to be saved, therefore
salvation is hateful to them; and did not God force it upon some of them, as He did
upon Saul, few of them would be saved. Not for himself, but as a salaried servant
of Government they dislike the Religious Instructor or Chaplain. They discern the
Broad Arrow in all his pleadings, and accordingly detest them, and hope they are
paying him out by marching on to perdition in the very teeth of his threats. There
are of course exceptions to this rule -- exceptions made by prisoners themselves
in favour of heaven, and exceptions in some chaplains, whose correct judgment
gives them irresistible power in spite of the Government stigma so jealously
regarded by the convicts. Such an exception was Mr. Evelyn, Maida's friend. Such
was not the Religious Instructor of the Rose of Britain. (For their dignity's sake
the women called him Chaplain.) He was a truly pious, energetic man; but needed
judgment and discrimination of character in discharging his important duties; for
the lack of these two necessary items of a teacher's qualifications, he often
brought about effects wholly contrary to his intentions. He failed as a
pastor, whilst he did well as a preacher.
Our Instructor took the Bible for his text (so did the Zealots), while he neglected
to take it for his pattern. The voice of inspiration, whether from prophetic,
apostolic, or divine lips, attunes itself to suit the case before it. It encourages and
invites the timid -- 'Come unto Me;' it reasons with the doubtful -- 'Come now
and let us reason together, saith the Lord; though your sins be as scarlet they
shall be white as snow, though they be red as crimson they shall be as wool;' it
persuades the wavering -- 'Why will ye die? -- Is there no balm in Gilead?' it
comforts the broken-hearted -- 'I am He that blotteth out thy transgressions -- I
have found a ransom -- Go in peace;' while it warns the careless -- 'The wages of
sin is death -- Fly from the wrath to come -- What a man soweth, that shall he
also reap;' it threatens the stubborn -- 'This shall ye have at My hand, ye shall lie
down in sorrow -- The wicked shall be turned into hell,' and finally condemns the
determined -- 'And these shall go away into everlasting punishment -- Whose
damnation is just.' In his zeal for his outcast sisters, the Instructor forgot so to
deal with them; he indiscriminately shook the thunders of Sinai around them. As
with the ex-lunatic, so with Maida Gwynnham. As with the stubborn, hardened Peg
Lodikins so with the little tender-hearted Lucy Grenlow. He would tell of the
precious blood shed for the remission of sins, but not until such ones as Maida and
Lucy feared their guilt was too deep to be washed out by it.
Then, again, he laid great stress on show of feeling, the maudlin tears of Peg
Lodikins went for contrition, while the rigid features of Maida's stricken face were
set down as obduracy. Mr. Evelyn had discerned at a glance that all the pride,
defiance, calmness, or impetuosity of Maida were only props to the bruised reed
within. He felt at once that not the irritating appliances of the executioner, but
the tender though firm treatment of the surgeon, was needed there; and had he
been her pastor, his ministrations would have tended to the gentle removal of
those props by the removal of the cause which made them necessary. His
anointing would have been to bind up the broken-hearted, only giving that pain
which is inseparable from the healing process, how wisely soever dealt. We have
already seen that whilst he lovingly intreated, he also faithfully reproved
her. He despised not, in some cases, to follow St. Paul's example, 'Being crafty, I
caught you with guile.'
Before the women Maida listened with a marked deference to all the Instructor
said, and she made little Lucy reverence his teachings. She knew that though the
driving system was repugnant to her, there were those who would never see the
gates of heaven Were they not scared thither by the whip of small cords, and,
accordingly, admired the man who had sufficient nerve to inflict the stripes, whilst
she repudiated his indiscreet mode of administering the lash alike to all within his
reach. When alone she shunned him in every possible way. She preferred the box,
irons, cells, any punishment, to meeting him; but the more she shunned him, the
more the zealous man importuned her in every possible way; so that, brought to
bay, she had often no resort but to assume an impregnable austerity, or to offer
positive resistance, by which she incurred chastisement. In his mistaken zeal he
once pronounced her an unfit companion for Lucy, and separated the friends for a
season; and might have kept them entirely apart, had not the
Surgeon-superintendent wisely interfered, foreseeing no end of irons, cells, and
box for Maida, and no end of persecutions, crying, and isolation for poor Lucy, in
persevering in a course so distasteful to both.
Peg Lodikins had a facetious aside for the Instructor's frequent interjectional
comment -- 'It is my duty, ay, and my pleasure, "to be in season, and out of
season," in my warnings to you.'
She would nudge the ex-lunatic with -- ' "In season, and out of season," pertickler
the latter!' and then with sanctimonious up-glancing she would silently laud the
beauty of a word fitly spoken.
Lucy, in her admiration of Maida, fancied that the 'Chaplain' dodged her from deck
to deck, from sheer inability to keep out of her presence, and quietly determined
in her own mind that -- 'The Chaplain set a sight on that there Maida;' a conclusion
that she stored away in her mental locker for future use.
We must return to the berth-side where we left Maida fulfilling the duties of
nurse. For many days Lucy's life was despaired of. The doctor said her illness was
not induced by the fall, but certainly hastened and aggravated thereby.
Maida dreaded the moment when returning consciousness should deprive poor Lucy
of her new-found parent. 'Mother! mother!' had been the constant cry of delirium.
A long and tranquil sleep had gradually overcome the restless invalid, and Maida
now knelt by the berth, anxiously awaiting the result. She quite expected that
Lucy's dream of maternal proximity would end with the slumber, and was
meditating how she should allay the disappointment and revulsion of feeling
towards herself which must succeed, when she heard a suppressed sob.
It was from Lucy.
Whilst Maida knelt there absorbed in perplexity, little Grenlow opened her eyes
without turning her head, and for many minutes surveyed the figure before her
ere she could understand the mystery of the last week; and who shall blame that
young creature, of scarce fifteen years, if tears from her very heart
accompanied the recollection that she was a felon -- being transported beyond
the seas for the frightful crime of stealing five shillings!
She saw by the brown serge that the figure was that of a prisoner, but what
prisoner she knew not. She longed to read her future treatment in the face; but
the face was buried in the figure's hands.
Lucy longed and longed for perhaps thirty seconds; and then, unable to bear
further uncertainty, she stretched out her finger and touched Maida's arm, but
the face moved not. Shall we say that Maida Gwynnham, the murderess, continued
to hide her eyes because she had not courage to meet a look of disappointment
from a friendless child?
But the touch was repeated, and there was an imploring motion in it that Maida
could not resist. She withdrew her hands, feeling almost guilty as she submitted
her face to the earnest scrutiny of the two widely-opened eyes up-gazing from
the berth. The scrutiny seemed satisfactory. Though denuded of Nature's best
ornament, though surrounded by a badge of shame in the prison-cap, there was
nothing in that countenance that the rarest beauty might not have envied -- no
point that the most fastidious critic could have desired to rectify.
Gazing on that countenance, Lucy again dropped off to sleep -- again to
awake; but this time with a smile -- a smile that forced its way from her grateful
heart through an avenue of sighs and regrets. She raised herself on one elbow,
and extending her hand to Maida, whispered:
'Is it you that's been mother all along so kind?'
'I have tried to be, my child,' came the soft, meek answer.
And that proud spirit that had fortified itself against all pity, reproach, or scorn,
bent right down to meet a young girl's sorrow, and became child-like in its show of
grief.
When the Chaplain looked in at No. 107, to see how she fared, he saw not only her
asleep, but close beside her, face to face, another slumberer, whose features,
relaxed from their rigid coldness beneath the genial rest, had lost their wonted
sternness, and were full of feeling. When Lucy had sufficiently recovered, she told
Maida her story -- a story of simple pathos.
At fourteen she was a maid-of-all-work without wages, and was induced by an
artful woman, as a screen for her own pilferings, to 'borrow' five shillings from
her master's till, with the intention of replacing it by instalments. She was
detected, charged with the whole series of robberies, and, as we have seen,
transported.
Would that it were unique in the annals of youthful crime!
'THERE'S a ship in sight, papa. Come, look at the flagstaff. Perhaps 'tis Uncle
Herbert and cousins. Do let's go and see,' cried Charlie Evelyn, the only son of Mr.
Evelyn, senior, of Macquarie Street, Hobart Town, brother of the Rev. Herbert
Evelyn, whose acquaintance we have already made. Two days before the above
exclamation from Charlie, Mr. Evelyn had received a letter from England
announcing the immediate return of his brother and niece to the land of their
adoption. Since then Charlie had kept a keen lookout towards Mulgrave Battery,
whence up-reared that herald of joy or woe, of hope or despair, -- the flagstaff.
Mr. Evelyn sprang to the window.
'So there is, my boy. Let us try to decipher the signal. There, now, the kind wind
has blown it straight out for us.'
'From the south! from the south!' shouted Charlie, frisking from the window to the
other side of the room, and thence back with a bound to the window, as the flag
displayed the red cross on a white ground.
'That's one go, at any rate,' said Mr. Evelyn, patting the curly head of his little
boy, who gloried in being a genuine 'gum tree,' and not a stupid British oak.
Mr. Evelyn quietly reseated himself to a reperusal of the Courier, while Charlie
remained faithful to his post.
In a short time a second shout brought Mr. Evelyn again to the window, and, with
no less an interest than Charlie's, he watched the flag being hauled down from the
top-mast, and the ball running up to the yard-arm.
'A brig; no, a ship!' cried Charlie, as the ball reached its destination at No. 1, on
the right.
'Two goes in the right direction,' said Mr. Evelyn, patting his approval of Charlie's
good memory.
A little more suspense, and down went the ball.
Charlie was too excited to announce the event, and Mr. Evelyn was too busy to
observe it. The flag was hoisted in the place of the ball.
'A beastly, stupid old prison ship!' exclaimed the child, in a tone of extreme
disgust, as the prison flag proclaimed fresh cargo of female convicts, ex the
Rose of Britain.
'Charlie, Charlie, what will Uncle Herbert say when he hears you use such words?
How would you like to have the vessel he comes by called such names, eh, naughty
boy?'
'Oh, papa,' answered the curly-headed, petticoated urchin, 'his ship won't bring a
lot more of those pests.'
Seeing a frown on his father's brow he apologised.
'Why, papa, Mr. Squire calls them pests. I don't mind 'em, though, except when
they come instead of dear uncle.'
Mr. Evelyn looked uneasily at him, and then, humming a tune, walked backwards
and forwards on the hearth-rug. He, as well as every other Tasmanian parent had
cause to feel uneasiness. His child breathed an unhealthy moral atmosphere, how
could he fail to become infected? It was a constant strife between poison and
antidote. Parental teachings were undermined by subtle nursery influences.
Lessons of morality and piety, listened to with reverence on the mother's lap or
father's knee, were contradicted by the practices of convict life, so that Charlie
was puzzled to know which was the correct path -- that commended to him by
precept, or that chosen by the multitude. In fact, he had to decide between seeing
and hearing. It was true, he was taught to look on the prisoners as transgressors,
suffering the penalty of their sin; but when, instead of one or two individuals, he
saw himself surrounded by them at home and abroad he was very naturally led to
consider them a class born into the world to as inevitably fill its allotted position
as any other great division of the human race. Free -- bond -- conveyed to his
imagination only an idea of caste. Again, when he saw all useful occupations
engrossed by this class, he was convinced that they were a very necessary and
important people, without whose aid the world could not exist. Two interjectional
remarks made by him on separate occasions will show his mental appreciation of
this class. When taken by his father to see some public work, which was just
receiving its finishing touches from convict labour, he admired in silence for a long
while, and then broke out:
'When I'm a prisoner, won't I build a beauty!'
And on being asked by a gentleman about to return to England if he would like to
go too, he made several objections. He could not leave papa and mamma: there
were no pretty parrots in England. But these objections were left in the
background by the insurmountable climax:
'Why there are no lots of prisoners in that country to do our work. How could I
go?'
These remarks were rewarded by a hearty laugh by all hearers save Mr. Evelyn.
His brow contracted a frown peculiar to himself, as he heard in his child's voice
the certain symptoms of moral disease.
'Oh, but he will grow out of such notions,' said one to the grieved father on that
occasion.
'I have not the least doubt of it, sir,' bitterly replied Mr Evelyn, choosing to take
the words literally, 'even as the flower grows out of the seed. Notions produce the
man not man the notions, I take it.'
'You take it too seriously, then, sir. Convictism is a great nuisance per se;
but, ---- me, if I don't incline to that young rogue's way of thinking, and ask, What
could we do without our convicts? Should we ever have been what we are without
them? Blessings in disguise, eh, Mr. Evelyn? Blessings in Government livery -- ha!
ha! ha!'
'King John gave us our noble charter; but I query whether a perpetuity of King
Johns would be acceptable, Mr. Bruce.'
'Oh, don't mistake me. I'm not taking the rascals' part. I'd much rather do without
them; but, ---- me, if I see how. And, after all, more is made of the evil than there
is call for. I confess it's devilish disgusting when a man leaves his office with a
ramping appetite, and runs home expecting a ready dinner, to find his wife
sweltering over the fire, making a hash, where a roast goose was promised, and
the cook lying drunk alongside her, or else gone off either with a constable to the
watch-house or to the bush; but, to my mind, with such annoyances the evil ends. I
hold the doctrine of original sin, and believe that wickedness don't wait for
convicts to put it into our children's minds. The effects of the system are not so
injuriously extended.'
'They do not extend to our pies and puddings, certainly, except in parallel cases to
yours, sir; but there are dearer interests than those of the palate to be
considered,' quietly answered Mr. Evelyn.
'Well, do you prefer immigrants? My wife says, "Give me fifty Government
servants before you bring home one immigrant;" that is, Government despatches,
of course; private comers are well enough. A viler or more useless set than the
contents of an emigrant vessel can't be, in my opinion. There is no managing them:
they turn up their noses at the convicts, very often their superiors, and give
warning in no time if they are spoken to, or can't perform a certain amount of
mischief unreproved.'
The speaker waited for an answer, but none came, and he proceeded --
'It is my opinion that Government inflicts a no less evil in pouring on us ship-loads
of paupers than in filling our land with convicts. My wife's a witty woman, Mr.
Evelyn, and she calls the one Prevention and the other Cure. Then, say I, this black
dose of Prevention is worse than the yellow Cure; for in the former we have
all the rascals without that badge of rascality on them, by which we are licensed
to hold them in terror, eh, sir?'
'There is truth in what you say, Mr. Bruce; and when we remember that emigration
is a nation's expedient to provide for those who might provide for themselves in a
less respectable way, I do not see how there should not be truth in it; but I am
disposed to think that much of our disappointment in emigrants, as a body, arises
from an evil existing in ourselves. We have hitherto been much as slaveholders.
We have had our fellow-creatures under our thumb; without our leave they could
neither turn, look, nor speak: to turn was to be refractory; to look was to defy; to
speak was to be insolent; and each of these sins met its punishment. We have
been served by slaves until we prefer their abject servitude, and our despotic
masterdom to the servitude of men who have rights in common with us, and a
strong will to assert those rights. Having been long accustomed to the unresisting
obedience of the convict, we cannot brook the whys and wherefores of the free. I
wish you a very good morning, Mr. Bruce,' and, raising his hat, Mr. Evelyn passed
up Goulbourn Street before his statement could be opposed.
Mr. Evelyn had fewer annoyances to complain of than many colonists. Since his
marriage he had been blessed with five good servants, four men and one woman.
Whether these men were 'good' from his treatment of them, or from laudable
reformatory desires in themselves, is for future determination. One fact,
however, is very sure, that neither of the four were 'good' from rate of crime,
for all were desperate offenders. The woman had entered his service at sixteen
years of age, having been transported for boot-stealing. She remained with him
until she obtained her ticket; then, obedient to the prisoner's universal yearning
for his or her first act of comparative freedom, she gave her master warning: the
temptation was too inviting to resist. She changed owners, and in a fortnight,
deprived of her ticket, she became the miserable habitant of a Cascades cell!
Little Charlie, a lovely specimen of infant Tasmania -- a bright, glowing, bouncing
boy of six years -- had imbibed as small an amount of evil as possible from the
moral contamination; but the amount was small only in comparison.
Interspersed with the five good servants had many scores of hopeless
characters discomfited Mr. Evelyn's hearth and nursery. It was nothing rare to
Charlie to have three new nurses on three successive days; it was no new thing
for him to fall asleep under one woman's eye, and awake under another's
guardianship. He was accustomed to these changes and chances, and thought
lightly of them. He was accustomed to the prison petticoats and calico caps --
they were nothing to him. There was no shudder when the constable marched off
his nurse, he would skip to the window to see the 'fun,' as from earliest days he
had learnt to designate the bearing away of some unfortunate convict. There was
no shudder when a new Anson expiree entered his nursery, clad in the brown
badge of crime; he would run to her, and clasping his chubby arms round her legs,
ask:
'What are you for?'
And then, if the crime did not equal his expectations, he would seem vexed, and
say:
'That isn't very bad! Why didn't you steal a lot?'
The expiree would laugh, and, winking to her sister convict, pronounce the 'chap' 'a
regular shiner.'
Had not immediate influence been at work from prisoners who took a malignant
pleasure in spoiling the handiwork of parental anxiety, there was in the daily
contact with crime an indirect influence as baneful to the youthful mind. Moral
sensibilities were imperceptibly weakened by the unavoidable and familiar
intercourse.
As we have seen, in Emmeline's case, there was a possibility of so shielding a child,
that it should grow up like a lily among thorns; but such growing up was only to be
insured by an utter self-abnegation on the part of the parents, and a seclusion so
strict on the part of the child, that but few could endure it for the long years
necessary to ultimate success. The majority of Tasmanian parents being young,
feel it hard to make their marriage-life one of nun-like durance. Apt to look on the
bright side, they trust their children to convict superintendence; they listen to the
solicitations of the sunny sky or pleasure-loving friends, and go forth to those
enjoyments which are considered the privilege of youth, and which are so alluringly
displayed in such a climate as Van Diemen's Land. A mother of
five-and-twenty, with six babies around her, is no uncommon sight. Such a young
mother will look piteously at you, and ask:
'Is it to be expected, now, that I am to be shut up with these children all day long?
I might as well be a prisoner at once.'
When you look at her witching eyes and form, and contrast them with the
careworn appearance of an anti-convict mother, you are disposed to decide in her
favour.
But when you look at the nursery during her absence, and behold the six morsels
of beings either terrified into unnatural quiet or learning lessons of immorality,
you are in favour of the gentle parent, who, forgetting all but her offspring, wears
out her prime of days in sheltering them from erroneous preceptors.
One sentiment with which the convict evil infects immature principle is one
somewhat similar to that which intervenes between slaveholder and slave -- a
feeling that appropriates to the Free the first attribute of the verb, and throws
the other two -- Doing and Suffering -- for the special use of the Bond. Children
imbibe this feeling from their infancy; it grows with their growth, and strengthens
with strength at rapid paces. Without having the actual abhorrence of crime, or
without sharing the grievances which cause their elders to use the word 'convict'
as a synonym for every opprobious epithet, they apply to prisoners similar terms
to those we heard from Charlie, merely as the parrot repeats 'pretty Poll' after
its human teacher. The sweetest Christian in the island as unperturbedly
announces that her woman has got 'three months,' as an English mistress informs
her visitor that her servant has a holiday. A child hears, and draws his own
conclusion from the matter-of-fact statement.
Weary of watching the flagstaff, Charlie had fallen asleep on the sofa, whilst his
papa partook of an early dinner. Neither of the two, therefore, observed that the
pantomime was again exhibiting on Mulgrave Battery, consequently they were both
taken by surprise, a few hours after, by a well-remembered voice: 'Stop,
coachman, this is it -- "The Lodge!"' And in a moment more a cab drove up the
gravelled path, and it was the work of scarcely another minute to bring Mr. Evelyn
clean out of the window at a leap, and Mr. Herbert Evelyn from the cab, into
each other's hand-grasp; and a grasp it was! such a grasp as only those may know
who have experienced what it is to have eighteen thousand miles of ocean rolling
between them and their brothers.
By a natural attraction, Charlie bounded into Bridget's arms, exclaiming:
'This is Cousin Bridget, I know.'
And as Bridget kissed and over-kissed the curly-headed beauty, she felt she held a
regular armful of roguery.
'This is cousin what I don't know, papa,' cried Charlie, glad that the prolonged
operation of hand-squeezing gave him the opportunity of introducing Miss D'Urban
to her uncle.
After a hearty kiss or two on her blooming cheek, Mr. Evelyn held Bridget gently
backwards, in order to take a fuller view of the half-shy, half-smiling face that
reciprocated his embrace.
'Why, Herbert, we haven't a rose that could beat this,' was the result of the
inspection.
Mr. Herbert smiled sadly, and, pointing to the cab where drooped his daughter, he
said:
'Ah, henceforward, I fear, we must exchange titles, and have the Lily of Tasmania
and the Rose of England, instead of vice vers‰. MY rose has faded! But, George,
you go in; I have promised poor Emmeline that she shall be carried to her room to
receive your welcome, here it would overpower her too much for after removal.'
As Mr. Herbert Evelyn assisted his daughter up the veranda stairs, the coachman
came forward, and, reading permission in Bridget's good-tempered face, asked:
'Sure, never, that isn't the same Miss Evelyn what went home, come back in that
unlikely fashion? the pride of her father as she was!' and a tear twinkled in his
eye. 'Me and my mates has blessed her a thousand times, as she passed down
along by his side; sometimes us thought whether he didn't get some of his
lovesome ways out of her, only that he's natural good in hisself.'
'Who are your mates? Have you been a sailor?' said Bridget.
'Lord love you, miss! you'm a new hand, I guess. My mates is them what I came
over with, and them what was ganged with me. I'm Government,' he added,
seeing that Bridget still looked mystified.
'Ah, ah!' cried Charlie, clapping his hands; 'she don't know he is a prisoner -- they
are all prisoners;' and the little fellow seemed to enjoy his cousin's innocence, and
so did the man, who chimed in, by way of comforting the fresh arrival:
'Ah! she'll know all about it by-and-by; won't she, Master Charlie?'
'Won't she, that's all!' shouted Charlie, capering with delight, and making a curious
attempt to return the driver's sly wink.
'Just come from England, miss?' touching his cap. Bridget hardly knew how to look.
'Somephin' in honour of Old England,' appealed the man, again touching his cap with
one hand, while the other performed a series of gesticulations significant of giving
and taking.
Bridget dropped a half-crown into his hand, which he received open-mouthed and
open-eyed.
'By Jingo, she'm a cracker!' he ejaculated, as he drove off.
'Oh, Charlie, how could you talk so before the poor creature? You won't be my
Charlie if you are so cruel!' cried Miss D'Urban, as soon as the coachman was out
of hearing.
'Oh! it's nothing being Gover'me't out here, cousin everybody nearly is -- I mean all
the poor peoples; she's a prisoner, only she's just got her clothes.' He pointed by
way of illustration to a maid-servant, who just then ran down the steps to relieve
Bridget of her travelling-bag.
'Yes, ma'am, I'm Government,' bobbed the woman, without the slightest tone of
self-depreciation. 'I bought my clothes only last week, on purpose for the master's
company.'
'And I'm a gum-tree!' called Charlie, drawing himself to his utmost height, in
imitation of that straight, tall tree as he stood at the top of the veranda, waiting
for the others.
'Well, Bridgy, welcome to "The Lodge"!' exclaimed Mr. Evelyn, coming forward to
meet his niece. 'Though I've never seen these blooming cheeks before, I
think I am better acquainted with you than with any of my nieces. Miss Em has
sent on before, and taken a place for you in my heart. A thousand welcomes to
"The Lodge," and all its honours, which have been accumulating for you since your
aunt played truant, and ran up the country to pay her annual visit, and introduce
Miss Baby to her maternal grandparents. The keys are waiting for you, and
doubtless also a few "kitchen rows," which I hear you have a special gift in
conciliating.'
'Oh, uncle! that's wicked Lionel! I'm sure dear Em would not have written you such
nonsense.'
'Albeit, I am apprised of the wholesome fact, and congratulate myself that the
remedy grows so near the disease. Now let me introduce you to Hobart Town.
Here, stand where you are, and look at the landscape. Could England give you
anything more lovely? There is our pride, the Derwent, and there is our noble
monument to our mother-country's hero, Mount Wellington; it generally has clouds
on its summit, but this evening it has doffed them, to salute you, I suppose.
There, straight across the harbour, how exquisite is the light resting on those hills
retreating tier after tier, until the most distant seems to melt into the sky!'
Mr. Evelyn thought Bridget was listening attentively to him. On turning to her, he
perceived her eyes were full of tears. Feelings she had hoped to smother, on being
noticed, increased beyond control. Laying her head on her uncle's shoulder, she
wept aloud.
Little Charlie slipped to her side, and, softly pulling her gown, whispered:
'Are you crying at me, cousin? I'm so sorry.'
Without removing her head, Bridget drew the little penitent close to her, while Mr.
Evelyn replied:
'No, no, Charlie. Cousin Bridget is feeling very thankful to the dear, good God who
has brought her over the long, long sea to a country quite as beautiful as her own
England. We must let her cry a little bit, persons are not always sorry when they
weep, Charlie boy.'
Bridget looked up, and repaid Uncle Ev with one of her genuine smiles, shining
through her tears.
'It is very, very lovely,' at last said Bridget, 'but it hardly looks foreign, or unlike
England.'
'Nevertheless, it comes from forrin', as the sailor says. But what do you
mean by like England? I suppose you, with all the rest of the folk at home, have
always considered us a set of semi-barbarians. It is very odd that people having
brothers, sisters, and relations of various orders in the Australian colonies, take
so little trouble to ascertain the real amount of civilization in these islands. The
notions formed of our mode of life are vague as those formed of Timbuctoo. I
answer for it, now, you expected a canoe rowed by savages would conduct you
from the vessel to Hobart Town, and then that you would be knocked down once or
twice by bushrangers, or be carried off by boomers before you could reach my
house, eh, Bridget?'
'Not quite so bad, uncle, but I must confess I had no expectation of finding
everything appear so English. I did not fancy you would all look like
semi-barbarians, as you say, but must plead to a few misconceptions. I thought
you would be dreadfully old-fashioned, and that -- '
'And that you would blaze amongst us a very comet of fashion,' interrupted Uncle
Ev, with a wicked smile.
Bridget blushed, too ingenuous to hide the girlish weakness. She said:
'I thought I should look better than other people, and be immediately recognised as
a new-comer by my dress. Having read advertisements in the Times for cast-off
clothes for Australia, I naturally -- '
'Thought you might discover a few old friends out here,' again interrupted Mr.
Evelyn. 'But I can tell you, Miss D'Urban, the young ladies out here make a fine
to-do about those said advertisements. There has been serious talk among them
on the propriety of petitioning the Home Government to introduce an Act, entitled
"An Act for the Suppression of Offensive Advertisements." As to dress, no doubt
you bring the newest fashion, seeing you are four months in advance of your
sisters Vandemonian. I query, though, whether you will not look the quietest bird in
Hobart Town until your home stock is worn out. Hyde Park cannot outdress our
ladies! They learn to copy nature -- unwittingly, perhaps, but not the less on that
account. A style of colouring that would be inharmonious in England blends with the
ardent hues of the southern world. In England the sober little sparrow, or modest
robin, teaches the befitting garment, here the parrot and firetail flutter by
on a sunbeam, and lead the fashion. Everything here is bright and glowing, except
the foliage.'
'The hills are not, papa,' interrupted Charlie.
'You have arrived at a happy season, Bridget. A month later, and the dust and
heat would have done their work on all that now claims the title of verdant. The
everbrowns bear jealous rule here; it has been jocosely said, to help out the
Government notion, that we are fated, even by nature, to have the badge of crime
in our midst! But I doubt whether there is not a remedial aptness in the dusky
foliage. Were the hills and trees to be arrayed in vivid tints, there would be no
relief to the eye. Radiance above, around, and below would be oppressive. Yonder,
how exquisite is the wattle! Were that shower of gold to fall upon a bright green,
the effect would be to dazzle, instead of to please, as now. Yonder again, the
silver wattle, how fairy-like is the delicate tinting, it gives more the idea of the
pencil than the brush. But to see the wattle to perfection, you must see it in
moonlight, when the beams shimmer through the branches, as though the
feathery leaves formed a plaything, and not a barrier.'
'Oh, I shall like it very much, and should be very happy now, if it were not for poor
Em,' sighed Bridget.
'Ah, poor Emmeline!' responded Uncle Ev, leading her into the house. 'How does
Herbert bear it?'
'Like a Christian, Uncle Ev.'
'Very vague; there are two sorts of Christians.'
'Like Emmeline would if she were Uncle Herbert,' replied Bridget, with much
assurance of voice.
'Ah, that is satisfactory. Now, then, you enter the Lodge -- very barbaric, isn't
it?' he quizzically asked, as the rich velvet-pile carpet and yellow damask curtains
met Bridget's astonished sight.
'Oh, it looks like a dear old friend,' cried Bridget, running over to a small statuette
of the Greek Slave that stood the simple and only ornament of a side-table.
'Why, uncle, you've everything, just as we have at home.'
'Ay, and rather more than you have at home.'
This was said with an emphasis that made Miss D'Urban expect an explanation; but
uncle vouchsafed only a nod and a hum in reply, and he walked out of the room,
leaving her to a quiet survey of the luxuries of a Van Diemen drawingroom.
'Please, miss, the master said as you'd like to be showed upstairs. Everything's
sixes and sevens, as the mistress is gone up country; but then, to board anyhow
that's on real ground's a blessing.'
The free-and-easy manner of the servant did not at all convey the idea of prison
taint. Bridget took for granted that this domestic certainly was not a convict. Her
dress was smart, and her appearance not subdued, as had been that of all the
others. She did not know that a report had already represented her to the kitchen
as a very proper young lady, before whom abject airs were unnecessary. She
followed Nancy to an apartment that certainly displayed the want of a mistress's
eye. The bed and the rest of the furniture were as English looking as could be, but
there was an indescribable something in the whole aspect of the chamber that
seemed irreconcilable with English comfort. The floor attracted her notice,
perceiving which the sharp attendant immediately exclaimed:
'Never fear; 'taint dirt, miss; it's the natural look of them boards; all floorses
looks dark out here -- it's the wood itself.'
Miss D'Urban, disconcerted at having her thoughts thus read, cast her eyes up far
from the scene of her detection.
'Can't be helped, miss; 'twould be all the same if the mistress were home; 'tis
them beastly flies, everywhere a buzzing and pitching,' again interrupted Nancy,
as Bridget's sight involuntarily rested on two pieces of tape nailed cross-wise
through the ceiling -- tape which had originally been white, but now was nearly
black.
Poor Bridget! where should she look from the Argus-eyed abigail, who secretly
enjoyed the stranger's discomfiture? On the wall? No, the same fly-marks were
thickly dotted on the pink wash, and the same resolute observer exclaimed:
'It's the verminous beasts again, miss; there's no keeping the walls clean for 'em.
Lor! miss, they drops into the very tea you drinks, them great, lazy, brown
buzzers! and the milk! you should see it! if it's left uncovered a minute, the
vermints drops thick into it, so as you can't see what's under 'em.'
Bridget could not wear a disconsolate countenance long; so after a shrug of
disgust she broke into a merry laugh which rang through the room and right
downstairs, and, as the summons of a silver bell, brought little Charlie up to see
what was the matter.
But it did not suit Nancy that the child should remain, so she unceremoniously
turned him out, and orl Bridget's looking -- Why? the servant's face drew to
unwonted length.
'Why, miss, talking of them pests out here brings blessed old England to my mind,
and natural-like I feel sad.'
'Oh, don't let us speak of England just yet, I can hardly bear it;' and Bridget's voice
faltered in demonstration of the fact.
'Ah, if you can't bear it, miss, think of poor me, who's obliged to! you came free
to the colony!'
Bridget started, and, as if she had been guilty of a wanton reminder, crimsoned to
her very temples.
The woman understood both start and blush, and determined to reap advantage
from each. Shaking her head slowly and measuredly as the toll of a funeral bell,
she answered:
'Ah, the likes to you may well start -- yes! I'm Government, been in the place five
years come Christmas -- I've seen better days at home -- ' Here she paused from
emotion and Bridget, feeling cruel to her fingers' ends, went over and laid her hand
on her shoulder.
'I am very sorry! I did not mean to hurt you; I had no idea you were -- were -- '
'A vile outcast!' finished Nancy -- 'say it out, miss, say it out -- Nay-ver mind,
nay-ver mind' -- with a slow up-and-down motion of the head between each syllable
-- 'you can't hurt me no more than I have been hurted already -- you didn't go for
to do it.'
Bridget was ready to cry. More advantage still! Suddenly starting from her apron,
in which her face had been hidden, Nancy exclaimed, clasping her hands:
'And how was the blessed old country looking? Haven't you never a flower or token
to give a poor prisoner to mind her of her home?'
'No,' said Bridget, uneasily scanning her packages as if she hoped some
compassionate spirit might forthwith cause a flower to spring from the dry
leathers.
'Ah, all these dear things came from home!' cried Nancy, spreading her arms
circuitously over the heap of boxes, etc., as if she would pronounce a silent
benediction on the lot. 'I could most fall down and worship 'em, one and all.'
Bridget was now fairly crying -- the time had arrived. With a deprecatory smile,
Nancy said:
'If you wouldn't think a poor prisoner bold, miss, I'd ask you if you'd any old trifle
to put me in thinking of the blessed country, where once I lived as innocent as you
-- anything -- an old dress you've done with on the voyage -- ladies never wears
their sea things to shore, the muggy feel of the vessel seems to cling to 'em; but
they'd be treasures to my poor heart: to look on 'em and think where they come
from would be worth a mint!'
In an instant Bridget had taken out and given to Nancy two gowns she had half
finished with, light glad to offer amends for the wounds she had inflicted. The
woman was making away with her prize when Mr. Evelyn, senior entered to escort
his niece to tea. In a loud angry tone he demanded:
'How now, Nancy! have you been fooling this young lady? I guessed your work
directly I heard you were closeted with her. Give those dresses back!'
'Uncle, uncle! indeed I gave them her; let her keep them for my sake, do.'
'Let her keep them! yes, for the next half-hour.' There was an inexplicable irony in
the word keep, that made Bridget wonder.
Turning to Nancy, who stood cowed and lowly in the door, he nodded her away with:
'To oblige the young lady you may keep them; but mind you do, that's all.'
'I humbly thank you, sir,' dropped Nancy, denuded of all her former non-convict air.
Mr. Evelyn tapped his feet impatiently, but managed to say without impatience:
'Nancy, these tricks do not suit me.'
Bridget thought her uncle a most hard-hearted man. However, Mr. Evelyn's manner
had frightened her, so that she forbore to speak out her thoughts.
But Uncle Ev guessed them in her vexed look, and said in a grave but kind
voice:
'You must learn a few practical lessons before you will be ready to allow the
necessity of scenes similar to that which has just passed between Nancy and
myself; those dresses will procure her a dram or two before the night has expired,
and by to-morrow you will have a chance of meeting them in Goulbourn Street:
keep a look-out for them therefore -- they are of so peculiar a pattern you
cannot mistake them.'
WE have seen the signal hoisted on Mulgrave Battery -- the signal that spread a
universal dissatisfaction through every free breast in Hobart Town. As floated
from the flagstaff that announcement that another ship-load of sin was about to
disgorge itself on Tasmanian shores, a token also appeared to the captives on the
transport. Yet no -- though seen by all, two only of the prisoners accepted it as a
token. To these two was it sent; to the others it was only a natural circumstance.
The convicts were assembled on the decks -- every eye strained itself landward,
every heart beat alternate throbs of hope, fear -- fear, hope. The sun shone
gloriously down, when very high in the clear air a pure white speck was seen
floating on a long bright ray. It came nearer and nearer, slowly descending, until,
poising over the vessel and gently fluttering its spotless wing, a silver-winged dove
attracted the gaze of all, and a deep hush of admiration fell on the hardest heart
there. Radiant in the sunlight, it seemed to rest a moment; then, gradually
ascending, a cloud, that had almost suddenly appeared, received the wondrous
creature out of their sight.
'It has gone into heaven,' mysteriously whispered Lucy Grenlow, as she clung to
Maida.
Maida spoke not -- her eyes had followed the heavenly visitant, and now that it
had vanished from view she the more intently gazed on the point at which it
had disappeared. She longed to pierce the cloud and trace the dove to its bright
abode.
Partly awed by the expression of Maida's face, and partly solemnized by the
beautiful vision, Lucy remained silent for some time after her first ejaculation;
then, feeling that her companion's eyes (withdrawn from the sky) were fixed on
her, she said in a low voice:
'It seemed to come 'most on purpose for us.'
Maida blessed the kindly utterance which granted her a share in the message: her
own pride or humility would have forbidden her to claim a part. Had she spoken she
would have said 'for you' and not 'for us.'
'It's like the dove and peace of God that's on our church window at home,' said
Lucy, very reverently.
'I'm going below, Lucy, for a little while,' was Maida's only answer.
Following her to her quarters, we see her look around to assure herself of
solitude; we see her kneel and clasp her hands -- one tear steals from the closed
lid and bears a weight of sorrow with it to the ground. She takes her Bible from its
shelf by her berth, and opens to the fourth chapter of Philippians, and drawing a
pencil line through the margin of the seventh verse, she shuts the sacred volume,
replaces it upon the shelf, and joins her fellow-prisoners on the deck.
MR. EVELYN, senior, had been a police magistrate. Disgusted with the duties of
this office, he threw up his £500 per annum, choosing rather moderate
independence and liberty of conscience, than wealthy dependence and slavery to
the whims of every captious holder who chose to send his servant before him. He
termed the appointment the 'Wash-tub Coveship,' once having heard himself called
'The Wash-tub Cove' by a party of female prisoners whom he had just sentenced
to the Government Laundry. He had also been in the Executive, but weary of the
farce justice was obliged to play in dealing with men already sentenced to
the utmost rigour of secondary punishment -- weary of the solemn absurdities of
judicial proceedings as then existing in Van Diemen's Land -- weary of the
oft-recurring joke of dealing law to outlaws, or of punishing convicts for falling
into traps laid for them by the neglect of their officers or the shortsightedness
of senators -- weary of all these, Mr. Evelyn, senior, resigned his seat in the
Council.
He had seen a woman, who was already transported for life for manslaughter,
again committed amid the execration of the multitude for a similar attempt in
Hobart Town; and upon this woman, convicted of her second crime, he had heard
passed the original sentence of transportation for life, so that while her former
sin was still unexpiated, her latter and aggravated guilt went wholly unpunished.
Glad that the poor wretch had yet a space afforded her for repentance Mr. Evelyn
was not one to cry shame on the judgment, but, generous as were his feelings
towards the murderess, he could not help casting a somewhat jealous eye on the
ill-accorded leniency when he paralleled it with sentences he had known: sentences
which, had they been pronounced by the injured party, had been set down as the
result of implacable revenge -- had they been passed by the voice of the people
had been attributed to excitement; but uttered neither by the prosecutor nor by
the populace, Mr. Evelyn had only to turn with a blush from the bench where
justice had dwindled to a heartless form.
But with his public life Mr. Evelyn did not abandon a career of usefulness.
Disgusted with the errors of judicial administration, and deploring a system which
could never be reformatory until reformation commenced with itself he prepared
himself to do what it would be well if every reflecting man would do when
disappointed in the performance of acts of public benevolence, namely, to try how
most effectually he could serve the little circle drawn immediately around himself.
The result of such an effort could not fail to be happy in any homestead. In one
chiefly peopled by convicts, whose eyes literally turned more anxiously toward
their owner than the day-watchers toward the east, the effort repaid itself in
ways unthought of in English homes. Had each colonist followed Mr. Evelyn's
example, and exerted his influence over the few convicts under his care, how
materially had Government been assisted in its weary plannings for the moral
improvement of the prisoner, and how unnecessary had been made the constant
change of system, which between the years 1838 and 1852 exhausted the
patience of State secretaries, annoyed the free, and oppressed the bond
population. Had each holder put his shoulder to this mighty plough, with what
comparative ease had Government directed it over the field of evil! How had the
assignment system realized both to the assigned and the assignee the benefits it
was reported to bestow; how had the terrors of the 'worse than death' system
been never needed, save to intimidate the incorrigible few; and how had the
nation's treasury held yet within its purse the countless thousands wasted on the
probation system.
Mr. Evelyn did not advocate the influx of criminals to Van Diemen's Land; he was
as anxious for the promised removal of the penal badge as any of his colonial
brethren; but as a loyal subject and a responsible being, he determined, not, as
many others, to shun bond labour and employ only free servants, but to take a
willing share of the imposition whilst waiting the fulfilment of the long-cherished
and oft-disappointed hope of every Tasmanian. He carried out his plan by becoming
owner of a succession of pass-holders with whose vices he bore until they either
yielded to his unflinching strictness, or drained his power of endurance which
power was of unusual stability for one who drew it rather from the natural source
of innate superiority than from the fountain of all good and perfect gifts. As a
bachelor, he was not allowed a female prisoner, a deprivation he only regretted for
the pretext it afforded masters who, too indolent or too incredulous to adopt his
course of treatment, asserted that his success in certain reform cases was
mainly attributable to the absence of corrupt female influence in his household.
Strictly subject to the penal regulations of the Comptroller General's office, Mr.
Evelyn was guided by a theory of his own in dealing with his bond-servants. In
selecting his men, he chose from those who were reckoned 'The Troublesome Set.'
Though not the worst by rule of sentence or crime, the convicts of this order had
frequently blacker police rolls than their more guilty brethren. The latter
with brazen front and dilated nostril displayed a comparatively fair page, whilst
the former hung their heads before the words 'Stubborn,' 'Obdurate,'
'Disobedient,' denoting the superintendent's opinion of them.
Mr. Evelyn chose from this troublesome set, not from private pique, as some
supposed, nor from perversity, as was amiably hinted by others, but because,
according to his theory, the men comprising it were, with exceptional cases, more
objects of pity than of punishment, and fitter for penitentiaries than for prisons.
He divided this set into two classes: -- Involuntary offenders and contingent
offenders. The troublesomeness of the former arising from an inability to abstain
from whatever gratified their undeveloped moral appetites within the narrow
scope of captivity; whose prison life was only a dumb show of what their free life
had been; whose moral questionings extended no further than that point which led
the child to ask, 'May I do that?' when her fingers were slapped for doing this.
Mr. Evelyn attributed the troublesomeness of the contingents to a still smarting
sense of degradation incompatible with penal discipline. A round of punishments
was, therefore, employed to coerce them into a proper state of indifference.
'It is hard for a feller that longs to be an honest man again to take kindly to things
that comes easy to your born rogues, who tip their noses and at it again,' said one
of this class found by Mr. Herbert in the cells. It appeared a strange oversight to
Mr. Evelyn that such offenders should be confounded with the common body of
criminals, ana herded in transportation with felons who, but for an adroitness
worthy of their calling, had years ago undergone the just reward of their sins.
To these two classes themselves he by no means palliated their guilt, nor
censured its chastisement; but in his heart, by action, and by official
remonstrance, he charged with short-sightedness or blamed for indolence that
system which branded in one indelible infamy the poor wretch pushed into evil by
sudden temptation -- the unthinking youth hurried on by the impulse of a fatal
moment, and the bold outlaw who followed crime as his profession -- mingling in
one common condemnation the low moral perceptions of Sam Tibbins and
the perjured conscience and guilty genius of Mark Knocklofty or Michael Howe.
Having, then, no family ties to divide his time and labours, Mr. Evelyn engaged as
many convicts as could find employment on his farm, the average number
employed at one time being ten. In the same number of years, no fewer than two
hundred prisoners passed through his hands. Several of the involuntaries, as
unable to bear the kinder, though not less strict surveillance of their master, as
the rigid enforcements of the penal code, absconded at once from his service and
that restraint which, in accordance with his doctrine of mental deficiency, he
thought proper to impose. Oblivious of past suffering, and unthinking of the
future, these miserable beings would go off, to be taken, perhaps, within a stone's
throw of the farm, or, after a few days' fasting in the bush, to deliver themselves
up to Government for re-imprisonment and increased punishment. Discouraging as
were these failures, they strengthened Mr. Evelyn's opinion of the irresponsibility
of this class, and of their fitness rather for the mild coercion and competent
control of the asylum, than for the vengeance of the law. With others of this
class Mr. Evelyn lost all patience, and, after a few months' trial, he returned them
to the barracks. To run and not be weary in the race of well-doing is only given to
such an one as Mr. Herbert, who, starting not in his own strength, looks to Him
who promises to sustain His servants in their moments of weakness and
depression. When Mr. Evelyn sent these men back to Government, he thought he
had borne with them to the verge of human endurance. It was not until some years
later, when he watched his brother's uncomplaining yet deeply-tried patience, that
he learned how far is the human standard of long-suffering beneath the Divine
rule, as laid down in Matt. xviii., or that he perceived how valuable an ingredient is
real and judicious piety in the administrative penal process. With a third portion of
the involuntary delinquents, he was obliged to part for the benefit of his little
community; they were so thoroughly weak-minded as to become the scapegoats of
the flock.
With the fourth section he was successful, and though afterwards through
temptation, or the negligence of less careful holders, some relapsed into trouble,
many repaid his toil by turning out inoffensive and happy members of
society; for, not possessing sufficient sensitiveness to feel pain at loss of caste,
they were only sensible of a superiority over their bond brethren still remaining on
the Government books.
With the contingent offenders was Mr. Evelyn's grand result. But this adjective
must be taken comparatively (we do not pun on the degrees). By those who would
use it only to express hundreds it must not be used; but by those who remember
that the redemption of the soul is precious, it may be uttered over the small band
of prisoners rescued by their master's efforts from the moral wreck of
transportation.
With the majority of this class he found the hardening process had far advanced
-- with some it had advanced beyond hope of recall: urged on by shame. ridicule,
misery, bad example, and severity, it had left its victims 'as bad as they were
made out to be.'
In a few the effect of indiscriminate treatment showed itself in mental disease,
which yielded neither to genial influence nor medical advice. The moral energies
could not arouse themselves from the shock of their fall. Restoratives came too
late; had they been applied at first, when the whole head was sick and the whole
heart faint, they might have proved beneficial. But the judicial means resorted to
having been penal, and not suiting the case, had aggravated it into madness or
sunk it to imbecility. With such cases Mr. Evelyn could do no more than see them
safely housed in New Norfolk, to rave or drivel out their life in the chief lunatic
establishment of the Island.
With the remainder of the contingents was the reward of his exertions, and the
result before mentioned.
The moment they entered his service they were warned what they had to expect
if they deceived or disobeyed their master; on the other hand, they were promised
confidence, assistance, and forgetfulness of past misconduct, if they
endeavoured to deserve such indulgence. And finding that neither warning nor
promise was idle breath, an understanding arose between them and their owner
which wrought advantageously to both. As servants, unless previously trained, or
very young, they were not often accessions to domestic comfort.
After a year or two the hostler may become a tolerable cook, but,
meanwhile, where shall the family dine? A ploughman in due season learns the
duties of a housemaid, but who attends to bedroom comforts, or pays for
breakages during the term of his apprenticeship?
The homely cottager who comes in to his rusty rasher by his snug fireside knows
nothing more of that rasher than that it once lived as a pig, and now has been
cooked by his 'missus.' He devours it, and the rancid taste is orthodox; were it
less rancid or less rusty, he would be ready to cry out against witchcraft.
When, a transported felon across the seas, that cottager is told to prepare his
master's breakfast from the delicate sides of bacon hanging in the pantry, he
shakes his head and supposes that 'that there bacon isn't tanned half enough for
the master. See his missus's at home, that's all! Why, 'tis as yaller as though he'd
never growed white!' And to the end of his servitude he shakes disapproval at the
goodly flitches, inly wishing that his 'missus' at home could get 'a holt on 'em' to
tan them so that a Christian could bear to look at them. The rust of home has
worked as deeply into his heart as the touch of time into his wife's bacon, and he
is too old to change his way of thinking to please even a convict owner, but,
fortunately that holder is not one who will scarify his heart, to try if by that
means the canker of home longings may be eradicated.
The former blacksmith yearns for the roar of the mounting flame. In his delight at
again having fire beneath his rule, he sets his master's kitchen chimney in a blaze,
and whilst others rush to stop the warm proceeding, he coolly answers:
'Never fear -- 'taint half a-roaring yet!'
But such extravagances were only sources of amusement to Mr. Evelyn in his
bachelor days. He knew that to get more efficient servants he must go to a worse
class of convict. And (apart from his benevolent motive in hiring the contingents
and involuntaries) he argued that the chief difference between them and other
servants was, in their mode of dealing with their master's property. They spilled
the ale, the others drank it. They spoiled the dinner, the others stole it. They
smashed the china, the others sold it. They bruised the plate, the others melted
it. Therefore, as in either case his beer, dinner, china, and plate were to
meet an adverse fate, he would rather they should meet it honourably from a pair
of stupid hands, than in the form of roguery.
But in after-years, when gentler social interests demanded his first care, and the
upspringing of a little family around him made it imperative that servants'
capabilities should be equal to household requirements, he reversed his choice of
convicts, and selected from those whose crimes were of the worst kind: such men
could generally show the best police character.
Looking on punishment as one of the chances of their trade, they were prepared,
not only to bear it, but to make the best of it; therefore, they passed their
probation with fewer sentences than many who, as the poor contingent said, could
not take kindly to these things.
These men were apt and clever servants. It was singular to mark how the
extremities of London outlawry had sharpened their wits to encounter the
emergencies of private life. Often, when the master turned in despair from some
refractory item which refused to lend itself to domestic necessity, the convict
factotum, leering over his spit, would exclaim:
'Bless you, sir, that's nothink of a pass; hand 'em over this way, and he's done.'
Returning the refractory item, there would be a cunning twinkle in his eye, which
said plainly as any words:
'There, thank my former craft for that.'
Could such men oftener fall to holders of Mr. Evelyn's stamp, they would not so
often relapse into crime. Under such masters, it might be with them as with those
four of Mr. Evelyn's whose reformation, commenced temporarily at first to save
punishment, continued by way of experiment to prove how it would answer in a
remunerative point of view; good sense deciding that it might be profitable to
themselves, they launched into reformation as they would into any other
speculation whose end was self-aggrandisement. Had they tried the experiment
under a master who only regarded them as engines of labour, it might have failed;
at once disgusting them and strengthening their still secret opinion that 'honesty
was not the best policy' for rogues.
But Mr. Evelyn was very careful that the profit should be clear to the sight of
these arch speculators, or he well knew, accustomed as they were to the
subtle calculations of knavery, they would not cast in their lot with honest men. In
saying that Mr. Evelyn chose his men from the worst set, the English reader must
not suppose reference to be made to that most unhappy class of all unhappy
offenders, too aptly designated, in colonial phraseology, 'Macquarie Harbour-dyed
demons' and 'Norfolk Island-made desperadoes.' With the Tasmanian reader there
is no fear of such a misapprehension; he knows too well that between the worst
set of the Launceston or Hobart Town barracks, and the worst set of Macquarie
Harbour or Norfolk Island, there exists a difference as distinct as between the
spirits in Hades and the spirits in the place of torment. He knows too well that
with a fearful significance, and not in a wanton waste of imagination, has the
entrance to the former settlement been called 'The gates of hell,' and 'The devil's
tollgate,' whilst not less significantly is the latter still named 'The bottomless pit.'
These are places of which no one likes to speak, or only to speak in that whisper
that expresses 'thereby hangs a tale!' No one dares to ask within hearing of a
Government officer:
'Why is it said of Macquarie Harbour, "Whoever enters here must give up all hope
of heaven"? And of Norfolk Island, "Here a man's heart is taken from him, and
there is given him the heart of a brute"?'
How is it that these places, formed for special reformation have not only failed in
their purpose, but have been evil in their effect on the felon, changing him from
bad to worse from a state of furious resistance to apathetic despair, from fear
of death to hatred of life?
English hearers of the question cannot reply, Because you cannot expect men of
such character to amend under any treatment; or the Tasmanian inquirer,
unsatisfied, will ask, To what purpose then is all this waste? Do we prepare for
results which we do not expect? If we anticipate no amendment, why all these
appliances to meet it? The harvestman sends not forth his reapers into a field
from which he looks for no grain. The implements of reform stare us in the face in
these penal settlements; punishment, therefore, cannot be the only object of the
mighty prisons.
SEE all that is to be seen at the earliest opportunity, was Bridget's practical
maxim. She had no notion of waiting till ten o'clock, if her curiosity might be
satisfied at eight or six. She had seen an evening in the antipodes; she now longed
to see a morning. As yet no tokens of semi-barbarism had come under her notice;
but might not the darkness have covered them? What might not the light of day
reveal? She had marked the sun go down with his wonted glory, no peculiarity
distinguishing his setting, save, perhaps, a deeper curtain of radiance drawn upon
his exit. But then the sun -- who expects peculiarities of him? Is he not the
world's own sun, and not exclusively Australia's? She retired to rest, determining
to be up at daybreak, in order to see how morning realities bore out evening
impressions, and how evening impressions bore on morning realities.
The wonder of being in a new world, the doubt that she had ever existed in
another, crossed and recrossed each other in her mind; and when she tried to
decide between them, a long line of moonlight shone into the room and seemed to
glide in between the wonder and the doubt, playing fitfully on one, and then upon
the other, making decision still more difficult; then suddenly retreating it left a
question upon her soul, 'Is it all a dream?' and as the question came unallowed yet
irresistibly into her thoughts, a silvery acacia waved its feathery branch, and cast
a faint nodding shadow, which seemed in dumb show to answer, 'Yes, a dream! a
dream! dreamlike as this -- vanishing -- vanish' and ere the word could finish,
Bridget started up -- her spirit full of wonders and doubts, moonbeams and
shadows -- to ascertain what was dream and what reality. The long line of light
was not a dream, though withdrawn from her room, for there it lay upon the lawn;
and the shadow? It was as much a reality as any shadow could be; for yonder
upgrew the feathery acacia still sending it forth in the wake of the fickle beam.
Her mental perplexity, nothing satisfied by the discovery set itself to solve a host
of other problems. What had wonders, doubts, moonbeams, shadows, and dreams
in common, that they should all mingle in her thoughts? but problem brought
on problem, until, hopeless of fathoming the least, she exclaimed, 'It is so horrid
not to know what anything means.' But the cry brought no good fairy with magic
touch to arrange the tangled meshes into a fabric wherewith to clothe her ideas in
a presentable form. A moment more and one of Bridget's own laughs aroused
herself to consciousness of being neither dream nor shadow, but a fair,
well-proportioned substance lying snug and warm in a more comfortable bed than
she had known for four months, whilst the self-same moon she had loved at home,
and the bright cross that she had learnt to love since it had first looked down on
her from southern skies, hung calm and beautiful just overhead, where she could
gaze on them without raising herself from her pillow. She then bethought her of
her laugh, and feared it had gone in to Emmeline; she well knew what a tell-tale it
would be. So she determined to follow it on tip-toe to see what mischief it had
done; noiselessly opening her cousin's door, she peeped in, and saw Emmeline
sitting up with an anxious expression of countenance, as if listening to some
uncommon sound.
'Did I frighten you with my nocturne, Em, darling?' Emmeline only laid her finger on
her lip in reply. Then beckoning Bridget to her, whispered:
'I feel rather uneasy. I have a vague sense of something wrong.'
'If it was a laugh that disturbed you, it was mine.'
'No, no; what I heard was hardly to be called a noise -- it was more a feeling than a
sound -- there!' and Emmeline again hushed with her finger, and then pointed to a
shadow which passed slowly across the window.
''Tis the acacia!' cried Bridget in a tone of feigned mirth.
But no one can make merry under the influence of midnight whispers and shadows;
and though she firmly believed her assertion respecting the acacia, she by no
means relished the few steps she took towards the window in order to prove the
assertion. As she stood looking out on the moonlit landscape, she observed a
figure dart from behind a tall, ghost-like gum-tree, and spring over the slip rail
into an adjoining paddock, where it vanished. She fancied she heard a window shut
upstairs, and then a repressed footstep in the room in which the window seemed
to be. With a presence of mind she would not have exhibited ere her
intimacy with Emmeline, she turned quietly round, and said:
'You are nervous, perhaps, dear Em, after your fatigue and excitement. I'll sit with
you a little, as I am not inclined to sleep.'
Em silently acquiesced, for she, too, had observed the figure dart away, her raised
position giving her a side view of the lawn; but appreciating Bridget's intended
kindness, she forbore to reveal her knowledge.
'It is all so new and strange, I can't sleep, Em. People ar'n't disturbed like this
every night in Van Diemen's Land, are they?'
'Like what?' asked Emmeline, smiling.
'Oh, fancying they hear noises and see shadows,' replied Bridget, recollecting
herself. 'I hate noises in the night, and fancying one hears them is almost worse
than really hearing; it makes one feel so warm, and cold, and horrid.'
'I am not alarmed now, Bridget, I guess what has been going on. Robbers take care
not to leave their shadows behind them.'
A tap at the door interrupted her, and Nancy entered.
'A thousand pardons. I feared the dear lady might be affrighted if she heard the
queer-like steppings about, as have waked me up. I heard you talking, so just came
down to explain, that you needn't be frighted; the loss is all mine -- them nasty
blackguards have runned off with them two blessed gownds you gave me. I just
hanged them up to get a bit of the fust out of 'em, and, sure enough, they's gone!
I felt unaisy-like all to a sudden, as I laid in my bed. Fay! thought I, my blessed
gownds! I jumped out, and looked from the window just in time to see 'em walked
off -- the shabby brutes!'
'I am glad to see you bear your loss so well,' quietly replied Emmeline. 'Mr. Evelyn
will doubtless try to detect the thieves.'
'Thank you, miss; but I'm unwilling to fret the master about it. He's too good to be
troubled with prisoners' losses and crosses. We won't say nothing to him, please,
miss. It's the lot of all in this world.'
'Poor Nancy; I'm very sorry; perhaps I may be able to find you something instead,'
sympathized Miss D'Urban.
'Miss, you're altogether a saint! To think of the poor convict having a friend
like you in this troublesome world! But I won't break in no longer on you, ladies. I
shouldn't have done so at all, only I heard you talking, and feared you were
frightening yourselves, and might go and wake the master; and I hadn't the heart
to let you do that.'
'Thank you kindly, Nancy. Now do go; good-night,' said Bridget.
'Then the master need know nothing about it,' whispered Nancy, putting her head
in at the door.
Emmeline only gravely bowed her head, with a significant and grieved expression.
'Why, Em,' cried Bridget, astonished at her silence, 'from the way you used to
speak of them, I thought you would be a very champion for the poor prisoners.'
'Would that I could be! But, Bridget, you would not have me championize their
falsehoods?'
'Now I hope you are not going to make out that Nancy's story is untrue. I shall hate
this place if I have to doubt everyone's word. What end would the poor thing have
in pretending to lose her clothes?'
'It seems she has gained one end already, in the promise of a second present; and
I guess she has another; but ask Uncle Ev for enlightenment on this subject.'
'Very well; and in the meantime, Miss Em, I beg of you to remember your own
favourite injunction: "Charity hopeth all things."'
Bridget was rather pleased than otherwise to have had so queer a sort of night --
it was next best to a decided adventure -- and she was almost on the point of
commencing there and then her V. D. L. diary, with a description of it, when
hearing the watch-dog bark violently, she jumped into bed and tired out with her
long vigil was soon asleep, and awoke not until the bright sun shining in through her
uncurtained windows startled her to the fact that she was already too late to see
how morning dawned in Tasmania, while Uncle Ev's cheerful whistle on the lawn told
her that the sun was not the only early riser.
Her first morning in another world! And such a morning! full of fragrance,
flowers, sunsmiles, and songs. Bridget stood in quiet admiration, looking out on
the prospect -- now on the distant Derwent, sparkling in its first moments of
wakefulness -- and then on the nearer beauties of her uncle's
pleasure-grounds -- attracted now by the thousand delicate tufts of the golden
wattle, as it seemed to bow towards her for the express purpose of welcoming
her with its earliest and freshest perfume, and then wondering if by any chance
the tall, stiff gum-tree could come down from its would-be stateliness, and bend
with the graceful wattle, but at the same time feeling quite satisfied that the said
gum-tree should remain unchanged; there was something foreign in its gaunt,
smooth, whitewashed-looking trunk, with its eccentric ragged leaves overhanging
it from the top, like an old-fashioned umbrella of doubtful colour, torn into shreds.
Since she had come so far, it was only fair that some objects should reward her
expectations, by giving a touch of foreignness to the country. In the midst of thus
feeling and thinking, a commotion in the bushes, and a sudden flight of birds
thence to the fence, and from the fence back to the bushes aroused a
home-yearning in her breast, and made her contradict her previous wish with a
desire that nothing should be foreign, but that everything should look as much like
England as possible: she then recollected to listen to the birds which, before
unnoticed, had been most jubilant -- ever since the first streak of light, and
having listened, not critically, but as if entering into the spirit of their joy, she
exclaimed:
'Why, they do sing! at any rate as well as most of our English birds.'
'I was to tell you, miss, that Miss Evelyn sleeps, to prevent your going and waking
of her up,' spoke a voice that rather unceremoniously disturbed Bridget in her
dream of home.
'Who told you so, Pridham?' (The servant she had first seen.)
'The new Mr. Evelyn, miss; he said he'd peeped in and saw her fast asleep -- at
least he didn't tell me to tell you, but I thought I'd better -- as I know'd you waited
upon her like.'
'You are very kind and thoughtful, but you shouldn't say that my uncle bade you
come if he did not,' replied Bridget frightened at her audacity in venturing a
reproof.
'I beg pardon, miss, 'twasn't meant; please not to mention it to master; really out
here a poor girl gets into trouble 'fore she knows where she is. I've had a
month at the suds for less than that 'fore now, not by he, though. I've not been
here long enough to know his ways; but they say he's harder upon fibs than
anything; so I'm 'fraid of my life at every word I speak to him -- not knowing
exactly what he counts fibbing -- but I knows what suds are pretty well!'
'And what are the suds, Pridham?'
'One of the factory works; the women hates it next worst to doing of nothing.'
After a few moments' silence on Pridham's part, and uneasiness on Bridget's, the
former said:
'I've forgotten now what I came for. I mean, miss, next to telling about the young
lady; I wanted to put you on your guard against that there Nancy -- she's the
dangerousest woman ever I came across -- and all the while she'd make a body
believe she's innocent and after peacemaking. The deceit of her is worth
hearkening to. Them blessed gowns! as she kept on about after you'd given 'em
her -- precious blessed indeed -- if they was blessed when she took hold of them,
they weren't blessed long after; but there, I don't want to set you up against her,
only just to put you on your guard when next you gives away, to give where things
will be valued. I don't speak for myself, for I have just worked out a new gown for
best, and be content with this here brown one till next month, when I've worked
out another for mornings. The master isn't hard, though he's partic'lar.'
'What does it all mean? I have got into a hornet's nest indeed,' thought Bridget,
and with her natural dislike to the shadowy side of life, she half wished herself
home again: these were not the sort of 'kitchen rows' she professed to cure.
With a mixture of real and pretended impatience, she said:
'Well, really, I am tired of hearing of those gowns; I shall think twice before I give
any again.'
'Oh! I don't want to put you in that mind, anyhow; we all admires your generosity,
and hopes it won't be the last of it -- it's only Nancy there we're 'fraid of --
trouble always comes out of what she lays hands to; if trouble don't come out of
them gowns, I'm -- but there, I don't want to say no more about 'em; only if you
will be so good as to mind if trouble does come, I haven't had a finger in it. I
am so 'fraid what the master 'll make out, though he isn't hard, only partic'lar; and
no wonder! out here we're obliged to suspect everybody, and if I'm Gover'ment and
says it, what must them as come out free say?'
'Pridham, I'm very sorry, but really I don't understand all this; it's all strange to
me yet. If I say or do anything to hurt anyone's feelings, I shall be very grieved,
and -- '
It was now Pridham's turn to look mystified. What had she said about hurt feelings
or grieving? she had only wanted to turn the tide of favour towards herself by
closing it to Nancy; and also by making a premature declaration of innocence to
disclaim all share in trouble, which with prisoner instinct she foresaw in 'them two
blessed gowns.' The convict always fears that which he cannot at once
understand, lest it should embody some new evil to himself and always mistrusts
that which he cannot immediately explain, lest it should be another means of
extending his punishment under pretext of ameliorating it. Though the occasion
was slight, this applied in the present case. Through the prisoner instinct, terror
quickly followed Pridham's misapprehension of Miss D'Urban's words, and
interpreted them into all manner of scoldings, deprivations, and perhaps even the
dreaded wash-tub; so clasping her hands and bursting into tears, she besought
Bridget 'not to tell on her.'
'Oh! miss; I pray on you not to tell the master. I didn't mean for to offend.
'Twasn't insolence, indeed; no it wasn't! Poor girls like me gets into trouble 'fore
they knows where they are. I knows I fibs dreadful; but believe me, miss, I never
finds out I have fibbed until they tells me so, and punishes me for it. I will confess
that I did hint for you to give me something, so please to forgive me; but indeed I
never went for to grieve or hurt you like what you said. If Nancy gets a hold on
this, she'll make fine work against me out of it.'
The look of penitence and fright in the girl's face was pitiable in the extreme.
Bridget wondered still more what it all meant, and wished herself home again with
increased violence. Since promise of secrecy seemed necessary to Pridham's
happiness, she gave it her, though in utter ignorance of what she was not to
divulge as of what there could be to divulge in the long addresses of the
distressed damsel.
Thinking as despondingly of the future as it was possible for her hopeful mind to
think, Bridget descended to the breakfast-parlour, where sat Uncle Herbert, lost
in reverie and the comfortable cushions of a large armchair. She had knelt by his
side and kissed his hands ere he perceived her.
'God bless you, my child, and make you a blessing in this strange land! What think
you of it? There is not a favourable report on your face. You have not your wonted
sunbeam there.'
'Oh! Uncle Herbert; I've been sad and pleased twenty times over since I got up.
First I was in raptures with the beautiful landscape over the water; then I was sad
to remember it wasn't home; then I fell in love with that pretty yellow tree and
with all the flowers -- in fact with everything; and then, one of the
prisoner-servants came in, and all my joy went in a moment. I hate seeing people
miserable.'
'Where every prospect pleases,
And only man is vile,'
said Mr. Herbert Evelyn, rising, and drawing Bridget's arm into his. 'Your Uncle Ev
has not returned yet; let us take a turn in the garden, and talk all about it.'
'Not about the prisoners; oh! no; I vote we don't; to so horrid! Really, whatever one
says or does something comes out about those poor creatures. I didn't think it
would be at all like this, and directly I arrived too.'
'Like what? Something has annoyed you, or you would not have had an opportunity
of comparing likenesses.'
'You mustn't laugh at me, or I shall get in a flutter and not be able to explain
myself.'
'I am in no laughing mood, my love. Go on, and tell me all you mean, and what has
happened.'
'I'm afraid I shall never be any use. When I think I've done something right, it
proves just the contrary. If I hadn't been quite new yesterday, I am sure Uncle Ev
would have given me a regular scolding about those stupid gowns.'
'But, Bridget, you have not yet confided your disappointments to me, nor
told me where exists the difference between what you expected and that which
you find.'
'Naughty Uncle Herbert; you are determined to make me ashamed of myself. As if
I wasn't that long ago! Well, then, what I mean is this: I did not expect that
prisoners would so mix with us as they do in every-day life, making us afraid to
look or speak lest we should hurt their feelings or get them punished. I knew there
would be hundreds of convicts, but thought they would be such dreadful creatures
we should only be shocked at them; and I thought there would be dreadful affrays
with them sometimes; but I never dreamt of such trumpery annoyances coming
out of the commonest sayings and doings, making one uncomfortable in such
curious ways. It will be wretched if it is always going to be like this.'
'No, no; it is not always going to be like this. It will only be so whilst Miss D'Urban is
learning not to give gowns in exchange for crocodile tears and Judas kisses,'
exclaimed Uncle Ev, who, having stabled his horse, had just entered a path of the
garden, divided from where his niece lingered by a tall hedge of sweetbriar and
geranium and he now stood opposite, yet concealed from her. Bridget did not yet
understand him, and still harbouring suspicions of his hardheartedness, she felt
half afraid that the suppressed scolding of last night might be forthcoming now.
But doubt decreased when an instant after his well-whiskered, smiling face nodded
to her through a break in the hedge. He then jumped over a lower bush, and,
coming to her side, gave her so kind a welcome that she began to think she had
only just arrived.
'No, no, Miss Bridget; they are only trying it on. If nobody else obeys Scripture,
prisoners out here do. They work while it is called to-day, before the night of
experience frustrates their endeavours to get what they want from a new-comer.
When you are more up to their ways, they'll leave you alone. In other words, when
they've got what they can out of you, they'll forget all their home conceits and
predilections.'
'But, uncle, it appears that so much is made out of nothing, just because they are
poor prisoners. It seems so very natural to me that Nancy should be affected as
she was, and -- '
'Well, well, so it is: and something else as natural to convict principle will follow the
natural gift of those gowns, or I'm very much mistaken.'
'Then you are mistaken! for they have both been stolen from her. Em and I heard
a noise in the night, and shortly after Nancy came in and told us some rogues had
taken them off the line and run away with them.'
'And how much of that do you believe?' asked Mr. Evelyn.
'Why, George, I think it is only fair that she should believe it all.'
'On the principle, Let her believe while she can, and don't make a sceptic of her
before her time? Well, there is something in that; but at the same time, is it not
fair, for her own protection, to teach her the grand cautionary axiom of Van
Diemen's Land: "Believe every man a rogue until you have proved him to be
honest" -- the antipodes of English etiquette: "Every man is honest until he is
proved a rogue"?'
'Thank you, uncle; the longer I defer learning that the better. But what you say
reminds me of a question Emmeline bade me ask. She says Nancy had two ends in
view in pretending she had lost the dresses; one was the hope of getting another
present, and the other you are to tell me.'
'Well, the other I pronounce to be decidedly spiritual. Yes, no doubt she had a
spiritual end in view, eh! Herbert, does that suit you?'
A look of remonstrance was the clergyman's only answer; and when Bridget's eye
asked an explanation from Uncle Ev, he only nodded, 'Time will show,' and
proceeded to conduct her to the house. When near the veranda, he stopped.
'A word with you, Bridget. I am very careful how I express my opinion of the
convicts before my boy Charlie. He is a thorough little specimen of all ears and
eyes. Any point you want cleared up ask me when the young rogue is out of
hearing.'
A loud bell rang as soon as Mr. Evelyn's step sounded in the hall. Mr. Herbert
exclaimed:
'Ah! It's the voice of a dear old friend. Prayers, George, is it not?'
Uncle Ev nodded assent.
'Shall I commence? Where are the servants? Are they not coming?'
'No; I don't choose it,' promptly replied the elder brother, in a tone which implied,
Ask no questions.
Prayers being over, Charlie followed his cousin into the veranda, to await the
breakfast. As soon as he was beyond hearing, Mr. Evelyn said:
'The truth is, Herbert, in not permitting my people to attend prayers, I choose the
less of two evils. During the ten years I devoted myself to the prisoners, though I
didn't deem it necessary to carry the religious system so far as you, being a
clergyman, are obliged to -- '
'And wish to,' interposed Mr. Herbert.
'Well, and wish to -- I allowed them all religious privileges that seemed expedient.
Now, being surrounded by a different class of convicts, I find I cannot admit them
to an indiscriminate use of the family's religious services. I've tried to forego
prejudices, but each new trial only strengthens me in them; and I now think it little
short of mockery to call in the servants to prayers, knowing as I do that most of
them are living in open sin.'
'Papa, isn't breakfast ready?' cried Charlie, peeping in at the window.
'What is the maid thinking about? It's a quarter to nine, and half-past eight is the
breakfast hour. Ring the bell, my boy.'
The child's entrance put a stop to the discussion, and brought wholesome
thoughts of physical requirements to the gentlemen's minds. But the bell had to
give three increasingly loud peals before one answer could be obtained and that
came from Pridham, not from cook.
'Please, sir, it's no doing of mine. I've tried to rouse her; she'm reg'lar beastly
down. I can't go nigh of her; she vows she'll see you blasted 'fore she gets the
breakfast, and she says she'll crack me if I go for to get it.'
'Ah! ah! ah!' screamed Charlie, clapping his hands; 'what fun! Papa, let me come
too.'
'Go back, sir!' sternly answered the father, as he prepared to descend to the
kitchen; whilst a coarse song, in uproarious bursts, sounded from below.
'What is the matter, Charlie?' eagerly inquired Bridget, feeling frightened
enough to be glad of even his small company.
'Oh! nothing. I s'pose she's intosticated. Hark! there's such a row; I s'pose they're
fighting.'
And off ran the little fellow to the head of the stairs. In a moment he ran in again,
his cheeks flushed with excitement.
'Come, Bridget, come. I can't see them, but I can hear.'
Pale with terror, poor innocent Bridget clung to the back of a chair; but
recollecting what Uncle Ev had said, she caught back Charlie, as for the third time
he was running out.
'Darling, come in; 'tisn't fit for you. What would papa say?'
'I don't care; I will, I will!' shouted the child, trying to get free from his cousin's
grasp.
'No, no; be my dear Charlie, and stay.'
'I won't; I don't want to be anybody's dear Charlie; I want to go down and see it.'
When the two Mr. Evelyns reached the kitchen, they found the cook sitting
Turk-fashion on the floor, with a pipe in her mouth; a piece of white tape tied her
stunted locks in one matted bunch on the top of her capless head; her dress was
half on one side, and from the other hung her prison jacket. Perceiving her
master, she staggered to her feet, and squared towards him.
'Come on, my hearty; them that wants their breakfist must fight for it -- as the
dogs does.'
Another step towards them, and down she flounced -- but not so as to hurt
herself; then came a torrent of abuse that made Mr. Herbert close his eyes with
pain, and Mr. Evelyn stamp in disgust.
'If you move from your place I'll souse you, so please sit still,' at last said the
latter, knowing that anger or disgust would be wasted on the miserable being
before him.
Thump, thump, thump, went her thick boots, in determination not to be still,
though she was obliged to keep her seat.
'I -- s'pose -- constable's coming?' she stammered.
'Presently,' answered Mr. Evelyn; 'and the less you rave now, the less will be your
punishment by-and-by.'
Mr. Herbert had remained a spectator only in case of violence.
'Have you sent for one?' he now whispered.
Mr. Evelyn nodded, and in another moment in walked a constable. He went straight
over to the woman, and began to drag her by her arms. She set up a terrible howl,
and offered what resistance lay in her power.
'Leave her alone, sir,' commanded Mr. Evelyn, in his sternest voice. 'How often
have I requested that, when a constable comes to my house, he will perform his
duty in a decent manner? Fetch a cab; the woman does not go without.'
A cab having arrived, the man again commenced to drag the prisoner. Mr. Evelyn
again remonstrated, and assisted the poor wretch to the vehicle.
'Now, remember: I'll never have a public spectacle made of such degrading sights
when they come from my house.'
'Stay, I'll go with her,' said Mr. Herbert; then, in an undertone: 'It is not right she
should be left to his tender mercies. I know him; he should not be in his present
position at all.'
The constable's heavy brow contracted extra surliness as the clergyman stepped
into the cab; but, unheedful of his anger, Mr. Herbert took his seat by the
loathsome, and now almost unconscious, object of his solicitude, and, with his
peculiar tact, commenced a conversation irrelevant to the subject before them.
'Well, Bradley, it is a long time since we met. I have been in England since then.'
No answer save a gruff 'Hum!'
'Have you received the news you were expecting from your wife, when I took leave
of you all? How is she now?'
'Gone to the devil, for all I care!'
'Indeed! I am sorry for that.' And Mr. Herbert turned his calm yet searching eyes
full into the rough, inquisitive, who-be-you? sort of face, that jerked quickly
towards him in answer to this unexpected sympathy.
'Let it work,' thought Mr. Herbert. In a few moments he asked:
'Have you your ticket yet, Bradley?'
'No; nor never shall, if he can help it.'
'What, the old story! We must talk it over.'
Another silence, broken by Bradley.
'I have been in the boat's crew at Port Arthur since you went; got down there for
heaving a log at Bill Scroggins. It missed him, or I should have swung for it, the
magistrate said; but I'll have a heave at he yet, for all that.'
The malicious tone and grin which accompanied this speech prevented Mr. Herbert
from noticing it; he knew it was said on purpose to annoy him. It had ever been
Bradley's delight to 'shock the parson's fine notions.'
When Uncle Ev returned to the breakfastless breakfast table, he found Charlie in a
sulky fit, and Bridget trembling with the apprehension that her ill-fated gift had
had some what to do with the morning's outbreak; she was, therefore much
relieved when her uncle told her that cook and Nancy were distinct personages.
'Oh, I am so glad! then Nancy is all right, and it has nothing to do with -- with -- '
she was too tired of the gowns to mention them even.
'I'm not quite so sure of that;' but seeing his niece's look of vexation, whatever
might have been his thoughts, Mr. Evelyn forbore to say more. A fourth call of the
bell brought Pridham, with a face full of alarm -- for what might not that bell
portend to her?
'Let Nancy do what she can towards the breakfast; we must content ourselves
with toast this morning.'
'Please, sir, I can't wake Nancy -- I've been tugging at her this long time; she'm
dead asleep,' whimpered Pridham.
The storm burst! --
'It's all a scheme, you are as bad as either of them; tell me all you know of this;
hide anything at your peril,' stamped Mr. Evelyn, having controlled himself to the
limit of his patience.
'I don't know nothing.'
'It's a lie, you do.'
'I don't know no more than that a man was here late last night a-talking with
Nancy, and that he took away a jar with 'im, and left another.'
'You know a great deal more, and you tell me, directly.'
'How should a poor girl know everything, when she's 'fraid of getting into
trouble?'
'Nonsense -- no humbug -- go on.'
'When the man was gone, Nancy says, "Cook, them gowns smell awful fusty-like; I
think a night's airing would fresh 'em a bit." I saw her wink to cook, and cook
winked back to her; then when she came from hanging them out-of-doors she
shrugs her shoulders, and says:
'"I feel awful creamy like, and nervous to sleep alone."
'"Shall I sleep with you?" says I.'
'You had no business to offer that,' parenthesised her master.
'No, sir; I know it was wrong, but -- '
'No humbug -- go on.'
'"Why, no," says she: "you sleeps with the young un, 'twouldn't do for you to
change beds;" she winked to cook and didn't think I saw her, so cook says: "My
humble sarvices to you, Nancy, if you are ill. You'm welcome to me for a bed-feller
if you think the master won't hollor."
'"No, he'd say ne'er a word, when 'twas for sickness," and she winked again.'
'So they slept together?'
'I s'pose as they did, sir.'
'Nonsense, you know they did, and you know all the rest; but as I've heard enough
for my purpose you may go.'
'There won't be no trouble for me, please, sir?'
'If I find you have spoken truth, and have had no further share in the matter, I
shall not punish you.'
'I haven't had no share at all.'
'Go -- I don't choose to be answered; you took the share of not telling me that
they were planning for drink.'
All Pridham's fears of being charged with, and chastised for insolence again
bristled up, and she in proportion shrunk down. Humbling her voice and attitude to
the very lowest depths of servility, she whined:
'I didn't mean for to say it; telling of them things would be getting into trouble,
quite as bad as Government trouble.'
'I repeat -- no nonsense, Pridham; remember, wherever you have lived out before,
you are now with a master who will not punish without reason. Now, go into Nancy's
room and search about for the jar and bring it to me: don't touch the
woman; then lock the door and give me the key.'
Pridham left to obey this order, feeling convinced of what before she had only
quoted from hearsay, namely, that the master wasn't hard, though precious
partic'lar.
'What, Charlie, you here? how often have I insisted on your leaving the room when
you see me engaged with the servants?' said Mr. Evelyn.
He was just at that point of irritation which vents itself on the first object in its
way; not even his child could escape. Mortification also had a place in his feelings.
He had arranged a particularly nice breakfast to tempt Emmeline's weak appetite,
and to display to Bridget the amount of civilization attained in the colonial culinary
department and no meal at all was so Paddy-like a substitute, that no wonder he
was mortified. He had just sufficient self-control left to prevent his giving the last
prick of pain to Bridget, who was already almost crying. He managed to say:
'I am very sorry, dear, that you should be so treated the first morning; it's a poor
welcome, but one you will get accustomed to.'
The afternoon was far advanced when Mr. Evelyn unlocked Nancy's door, to see in
what stage of recovery and repentance her long sleep had left her. She had not
been heard to move, but Mr. Evelyn attributed her silence more to fear than to
continued intoxication, and hoped that reasonably protracted suspense might be a
wholesome discipline to her. He imagined her sitting most forlorn, and ready with
fluent sorrow against he should appear to inquire into her conduct; but the
draught which rushed on him, as he pushed open the door, extinguished at once his
imaginings, and suggested a picture of Nancy under different circumstances, or
rather suggested the thought that he was likely to find no picture at all; a glance
round the room confirmed the latter suggestion.
She had bolted through the window!
A constable was immediately put on the track for her; but when the evening
closed in she had not been found.
'THERE, Miss Bridget, how does your name look in print?' exclaimed Uncle Ev,
throwing down the Courier before his niece, that she might see herself
mentioned as one of the arrivals by the last vessel. 'Now, then, no more
retirement for you; make ready for the thousand and one visitors ever prone to
avail themselves of glowing advertisements of prettily-named young ladies.'
'Oh! I am longing to see the first people that come. Lionel made such fun of the
folks in this colony. I can't fancy they will all be as nice as you. The Hills, who
came home, said the men could only talk about cattle, so much so, that the bishop
once preached on that text, "Whose talk is of bullocks."'
'You shall make your own observations, Bridget before you hear my opinion. There!
it strikes me that alarming rat-tat is from my good friend Dr. Lamb, so you have
not long to delay your judgment; apropos of doctors out here, if they differ from
the home faculty in no other respect, they do in treatment of their patients'
nerves, inuring them to shocks by the free use of the knocker.'
'Dr. and Mrs. Lamb and the Rev. Mr. Walkden,' announced Pridham.
'Right glad to see you back -- Oh! but he isn't here, though. I was expecting to see
Mr. Herbert. How do, Evelyn? not the less glad to see you. Your niece, I suppose?
How do; welcome to Hobart Town. Miss Evelyn! now don't move, I insist now --
dear, dear, I am sorry to see you back.'
All this was uttered before Mr. Evelyn could attempt an introduction, so that
formality was spared; a warm shake of the hand having already taken-place
between Bridget and the company. Uncle Herbert entered, and caused a second
round of congratulations, condolences, and down-sittings, which over, Dr. Lamb
turned to Bridget:
'How is the duke?'
'Which duke?'
'That noble fellow's namesake,' and Dr. Lamb pointed to Mount Wellington.
Bridget looked confused. She did not know that he had been ill. Uncle Herbert came
to the rescue. 'He is failing, they say. I have the latest news in the Times of the
day we sailed. The paper is at your service.'
'There has been a fresco found in Exeter Cathedral, I hear?' said Mr. Walkden to
Bridget.
Fresco! she knew nothing about it. Exeter was so far from London too. 'I beg your
pardon?' she answered inquiringly.
'I hear there has been a great excitement in consequence of a fresco recently
discovered in Exeter Cathedral,' repeated Mr. Walkden.
Uncle Ev looked deliciously wicked, and watched for her reply; but his brother,
more compassionate, relieved Bridget by entering on the subject with Mr. Walkden.
'How do you like what you have seen of this country, Miss D'Urban?' asked Dr.
Lamb.
'Very much; but I do not think I shall like being here, everything is so different
from home.'
Mrs. Lamb, who was sitting by Emmeline, here bent eagerly forward. Mr. Evelyn
seemed in a fidget, and Emmeline manoeuvred to send her cousin an admonitory
glance. Had not Dr. Lamb good-naturedly turned the subject, there is no knowing
what offence Rattle might have given.
'I like them amazingly,' cried Bridget, as the door closed on the visitors; 'and as
for that Dr. Lamb, I'm in love with him. There in an un-English frankness about him,
whilst there is no want of English politeness.'
'Well, Bridgy, I'm glad you approve of Dr. Lamb, he is physician-general to this
house; and next week he commences with Em, eh, Herbert?'
Mr. Herbert only answered by a look at Emmeline.
'As you please, papa,' she responded, as much with her sweet smile as by word.
'Mamma declared she would never trust a child of hers to a colonial doctor,'
whispered Bridget.
'Your mother says a great many foolish things,' rapped from Uncle Ev, ere he was
aware. On meeting his brother's look of disapprobation, he added: 'Well, I haven't
patience with such foolery! I'd back Lamb with any living doctor In surgery he
is worthy of being called the Tasmanian Liston. He has great advantage over his
English M.D. brethren, for professional etiquette allows him free practice in all
branches, surgical and medical, and his appointment at the Prisoners' Hospital
affords him ample scope therein.'
'Is he a real M.D., uncle?' asked Emmeline.
'Yes, one of the few truly bearing the title. License, which I suppose we may call
poetic, honours all practitioners out here with the Dr. prefix, from the proprietor
of the Medical Hall, Elizabeth Street, to the senior physician in her Majesty's
service. It's fair, too, perhaps, that the one sharing the profit, the other should
share the title. But a word with you whilst I think of it, Miss D'Urban.'
Bridget was all attention.
'If you would avoid giving offence, you must be careful not to express too ready,
unless a favourable opinion of the colony; and be still more careful not to draw
comparisons between the mother-country and this; and when in mixed company be
most careful not to allude to convicts, lest there should be a convict's son or
grandson present. Up country several of the most flourishing families are of
doubtful origin. There is no published code; but I believe these, with a few others,
are the accepted rules of polite society in Tasmanian, or indeed, in Australian life.'
'I shall accept them and be in polite life then, for I hate hurting people's feelings,
whether they are free or prisoners,' said Bridget.
'It is a colonial supposition that prisoners have no feelings, and a Government
assumption that they ought to have none, save those known as physical.'
'Oh! Uncle Ev, you are joking again; now isn't he, Uncle Herbert? I can always believe
what you say.'
'Not wholly, I fear. The supposition is practically expressed.'
'Then I shall hate to hurt them more than ever, that I shall.'
'Speaking of hatred brings to my mind a fearful impersonation of that passion
that I once saw in one of the Norfolk Island mutineers. I never hear hatred spoken
of, but his awful form presents itself to me. You remember Macguire, George?'
inquired Mr. Herbert.
'Much against my will, I do; but how is it? every topic turns to convictism in
some shape. The cloven foot is sure to peep out from every possible corner.'
'Out of the abundance of the heart the mouth speaketh. How should it not be so,
when the evil is in our very midst, outraging our feelings, exciting our sympathies,
imploring our energies, and inviting our prayers?'
'There, Uncle Ev,' exclaimed Bridget, who had been writing in her diary, 'I've made
notes of your rules to send home to Mr. Lionel. You must take care how you
behave, for everything goes down in this journal.'
'Let's see;' and Mr. Evelyn took the book, added a few lines to it, and gave it back
to his niece, saying, 'There, read that.'
Bridget read:
'Rule Four -- Never apply the term Colonial to anything but produce. Example:
Never say of a young lady -- She is quite colonial; nor of any domestic
arrangement -- It is so colonial. Reason: Though patriotic to a high degree, all
colonists aspire to English thoughts, manners, and habits. Whilst COLONIST is a
title which makes the honest settler proud, COLONIAL is an epithet obnoxious to
his hardy sons, and one over which his pretty daughters pout.'
'Now then, Miss D'Urban, observe rule four, if you wish to keep a clear account
with the natives (don't alarm yourself, I don't mean aborigines). When you wish to
gain a crusty matron's heart or please a young husband, say of his wife or the
mother's daughter, "Dear me! I quite thought she was English -- she is not at all
colonial!" and all crustiness will crumble into the confidence -- "Ah, but my
daughter has not been exposed to colonial influence;" while connubial bliss,
beaming thrice blessed, will simper the assurance, "My wife, though born in the
colony, is quite English in all her notions." The lordly squatter who only an hour
before boxed his son's ears for calling England his home, vaunts to the stranger
who claims his hospitality -- "My place is so English you'll think yourself at home
when I take you round it. There, sir, isn't that English?" The native who to-day
raves against the tyranny of Government in turning his beloved country into a
moral pest-house, to-morrow mentions his cherished hope of laying his bones
beneath British mould. Why, Charlie there, who now glories in being a genuine
gum-tree, will by-and-by fight the school-fellow that calls him colonial, won't you,
Charlie, boy?'
'What fun! but the colonists don't say such things amongst themselves, do they,
uncle? but only when they are with what Uncle Herbert names Anglo-Tasmanians.'
'Don't they, though? Go up country with me, Miss Bridget, and hear two heads of
families talk of some new family just settled near them, and you will find that
"colonial" is an adjective as objectionably applied amongst themselves as in
intercourse with us. In short, colonialism is a sort of national bogie, with which
parents frighten their children into good manners, and themselves into domestic
proprieties, as perpetrated in England. But you are not off yet, Herbert? You'll
stay for lunch?'
'I have engaged to be at the Comptroller-General's office by one o'clock, and at
two the Governor has promised me an interview. I long to get back to my work,
and am, therefore, glad of an early appointment with Sir William.'
'Had not Bridget better go with you, when you pay your formal respects to
Government House? She can hardly wait for her aunt, or she'll miss the ball.'
Uncle Herbert seemed to think that would not be very much to miss.
'I shall not call there now. I met Lady Denman yesterday, and walked back with her
to shake hands with Sir William. It was then that his Excellency fixed to meet me
to-day. By-the-by, Emmeline, Lady Denman sends her love to you. She says she will
not forget your penchant for strawberries, when hers ripen. She hopes to gather
her first on Christmas-day. Her ladyship was most friendly, and knowing of Clara's
absence, charged me to tell you George, to bring Bridget to see her, without the
usual ceremony.'
'Nevertheless, I shall keep to the code, for fear Mr. A. D. C., not seeing Miss
D'Urban's name, should forget the existence of such a person, and that would
disappoint me as much as herself. I am quite impatient to see how she looks in the
smart gown I know she has somewhere stowed away for this very ball, eh! Bridget,
confess?'
'Be quiet, knowing everything, you Uncle Ev! Well, I do own to such a dress -- and a
beauty it is too; far better than any I should have had at home; indeed, all
my things are prettier than any I ever had before.'
'Now, Miss Fivewits, shall you be ready after lunch to pay your devoirs to the lady
governess of the island, by writing your name in her vice-majesty's book? Having
performed that ceremony, I don't know that we will not dispense with the further
etiquette of not seeing her, and according to her own suggestion, find our way to
her drawing-room. If you are a loyal subject, you will be in love with her; she is so
like the queen; put her in a state-carriage, and drive her in Windsor Park, and
she'd be our sovereign forthwith. I don't remember, though, whether her majesty
is shortsighted? Lady Denman is supremely so, for which interesting defect the
opticians of Van Diemen's Land owe her a special debt of gratitude. Ah, yes! that's
well recollected; you must have an eye-glass, my dear, out of politeness to Lady
Denman. Good society has adopted one since her ladyship's sight failed her.'
'Good society! Wouldn't mamma laugh! She says society here cannot be worth
much, because no one would leave England, unless obliged to.'
'Miss D'Urban, for instance. But your mother has made many mistakes in regard
to this place. The present is only one of a whole chapter of blunders which she and
a hundred other idle folk are content to remain in rather than trouble themselves
to bring their opinion to the test of facts. My sister has made no greater error
than that which you have just repeated.'
'Now, surely, Uncle Ev, you are not going to make out that society here is as good
as it is at home?'
'That depends. When the Lady Geraldine Manners comes out, she may feel at a
loss for a companion; or the Duchess of Sutherland might return for want of an
equal; but Mrs. D'Urbans and Mrs. Caldridges may come without end; they will meet
their equals, and very often their superiors, in everyday society here. Place
Hobart Town by any town at home; canvass the inhabitants of each, and compare
results; then see if we cannot fairly establish a claim for equality. In the English
town, rolling by in their father's equipage, the daughters of a well-fee'd physician
head the elite, and make the surgeon's daughter jealous. Here the young wife of a
Government officer presides over the mysteries of the Government clique,
while the banker's family shines pole-star to professional fashion. We must not
include the military in either census, for they are the same everywhere, adding to
the gaiety, if not to the glory, of a town. Here, though, the 99th has been so long
settled, that it has married down into parental soberness, and so become bone of
our bone and flesh of our flesh, that we shall feel it when they are ordered
elsewhere. In the English town the wife of a retired naval captain leads the
decorums of the religious world, and stands placard pillar to all solemnities. Here
the bishop's wife as ably, and far more appropriately, officiates for the piously
inclined.'
'I think you are very hard on poor mamma, uncle.'
'I haven't patience with such idleness in persons who have had relations in the
Australias for years; to sit still in contented ignorance of the state of their
friends (ignorance which they would be ashamed to acknowledge of a foreign
country) is unpardonable, I think.'
'But uncle, it is not only mamma who says such things. The Hills spoke against
Tasmania, and the two Mr. Joneses, who came back just before we left England,
spread an evil report. They said it was a horrid place, and that the people were
rich and rough, caring for no one but themselves, and unable to appreciate quiet
worth.'
'Well, well, I suppose we must plead guilty to the charge of the Messrs. Jones. We
were unable to appreciate them according to the high standard of appreciation
they set upon themselves. They, with hundreds of discarded claimants for British
patronage, abjured their native land, thinking they had only to fix their colonial
locality, and Caesar's message to the Roman senate would be their motto. They
arrived, and were disappointed. They found that the refuse of the professional
roll, or the plucked candidates for academic honours, were not more acceptable
here than at home. They learned the wholesome, though distasteful lesson, that
Tasmania wants not such men as they, but earnest, intelligent men, who forSwear
England, not because they are too stupid to advance there, but because others
have entered and won the field before them. The shipment of bad goods to the
colony is a practical joke that Britain -- legal, commercial, and parental -- is very
fond of playing. But ours is a case of Jones versus Tasmanian society in its
generally accepted sense, and not of Jones versus colonial immigration. But I
expect Miss Bridget regrets having brought forward those worthy gentlemen.'
'Oh dear no! I enjoy your lectures, Uncle Ev, when you don't get fierce.'
'Our drawing-rooms may vie with the luxuries of a British home,' he resumed; 'but
whilst we are subject to such disturbances as those you witnessed on your arrival
the sanctuary of our inner life cannot compare with English comforts. The visitor
who admires his smiling hostess, sees her not when she merges into the
distracted housewife finding one of her servants has absconded to save the
penalty of an expensive breakage, and the other is lying drunk along the kitchen
floor. When that gentleman in his turn becomes the host, he knows not that his
lively guest will leave him to become the despairing mother, for during her absence
her babe has been drugged with opium by her convict nurse, and it is doubtful
whether it will ever awake from its profound sleep.'
'Oh! now, Uncle Ev, I'm sure you are taking barrister's privilege, and making a great
deal out of nothing.'
'You doubt me? What do you think of that rogue Master Charles? His favourite
game is trying to simulate intoxication. After that affair with Nancy, I caught him
going over it in the nursery. Pridham was acting Nancy; and there was he roaring it
away in imitation of me. When I told him to stop he seemed quite aggrieved, and
begged me to wait, 'cause the constable was coming in a minute, and then 'twould
be such fun.'
Mr. Evelyn here walked abruptly from his niece -- a courtesy that generally
concluded all convict discourses.
'Well, I think Uncle Ev is a very funny man: he won't let me speak against the place,
and yet he rails unsparingly at it,' said Bridget, proceeding to clear the table for
Pridham, who brought in the lunch-tray.
'No, no, Bridgy; he rails neither at place nor people: he only deplores, as everyone
must, the system which makes the latter unhappy, and the former an unsuitable
abode for children.'
'Well, I think it is very wicked to hate the poor convicts. They can't help being
here: they must go where they are sent.'
She was delighted that she had at last puzzled Emmeline; but Miss Evelyn
only waited until she became more serious to answer.
Uncle Ev's quick step in the veranda, and he entered, beaming and bright as the
day itself.
'What do you think of this for a fine December day? rather too warm for wool,
isn't it? Our Midsummer Christmases are charmingly defiant of Thomson's
"Seasons," are they not? And yet it's very odd; for all the evidences of the five
senses you can't get folks to divest themselves of the mother-country's poetic
associations. I suppose they won't, until the British blood becomes too
infinitesimal for even homoeopathic discovery.'
Bridget jumped up, and soon forgot the convict turmoil in the beauties of a large
nosegay of roses, which Uncle Ev had thrown towards her.
'Now then, peer about for your gowns,' said Mr. Evelyn, as he shut the garden-gate
and offered Bridget his arm to escort her to Government House.
'Oh, Charlie, Charlie! come, quick, look at that funny man. It's a juggler, isn't it,
uncle?'
Charlie came running back to see the funny man, but he looked about in vain, until
his cousin pointed to a man dressed in a piebald suit of yellow and blue.
'Oh, you stupid! he's a prisoner: couldn't you see that in a minute? I s'pose he's a
'sconder, because the constable's got a big gun to shoot him if he isn't good. Ah!
ah! ah! what a stupid, Bridget, not to know a prisoner when he's got chains on his
feet and hands.'
This little fact had escaped her notice, the grotesque dress and leathern cap
having absorbed her attention. As the man passed by, the Broad Arrow on his
back showed itself -- symbolic alike of Government's claim on the body, and the
Evil One's claim on the soul of the poor sinner. Bridget felt half frightened, and
clung to her uncle's arm as the man raised his head and gave her a sullen
side-glance.
'Run on Charlie boy, and find out something better than that to show your cousin.'
Off ran the child, nothing doubting of his father's convict inclinations.
'Oh! I'll show her a lot presently.'
And, true to his word, on turning into the next street he exclaimed:
'There's a whole gang of them -- everyone prisoners.'
He pointed to a party of men, chained and similarly dressed to the piebald they had
just passed. Some of the men were working in the road, others drawing carts of
stones, and others, more heavily ironed, were assisting their mates by various
lesser services.
'Don't fear, Bridget,' whispered Uncle Ev, feeling her arm tremble; 'just follow me
whilst I lift the child over this quagmire.'
She picked her path across the broken ground, hardly venturing to turn her head,
lest the men should think she was staring at them; but no reciprocal delicacy
possessed the gang, for they one and all rested on their spades to gaze at her,
and two nearer to her than the others nudged each other, and then the nearest
approached quickly yet stealthily, and muttered something which she could not
understand, but she fancied it sounded like -- 'Give us a fig.' She hastened
forward in spite of the mud; the gang dropped back demurely to their work, for
the overseer came round.
Mr. Evelyn laughed as Bridget caught hold of his arm.
'Oh, uncle! they spoke to me:' she was too alarmed to say more.
'Well, they do not seem to have hurt you very much. What did they want of you?
something very innocent, I'll dare answer.'
'I couldn't make out what they said; it sounded like "a fig" something.'
'They thought your greenness betokened figs, or, in plain language, tobacco. "A fig
of baccy" is the humble form of request; it is left to the donor's generosity to
understand it more munificently. But do you know that you might get those men
punished for speaking to you, if you were mischievously inclined? Had the overseer
heard them, a few days of solitary would have been the consequence; it's
astonishing what the poor fellows will risk for tobacco. Here we are at Government
House; allow me to introduce you to the abode of vice-royalty.'
Bridget laughed as the lowly wooden building presented itself to receive her
homage.
'What a queen-like residence!'
'It's a pretty cottage; but as the allotted dwelling of his Excellency a scandal
to Tasmania -- a scandal that is kept in company by the handsome pension of
twelve pounds a year wherewith Government rewards Buckley for his valuable
services to Australia. However, Government House is more comfortable within
than stately without.'
The call of ceremony being over, and Lady Denman not being at home to receive
their friendly visit, Mr. Evelyn proposed a stroll through the principal streets.
'Do you perceive how the habits and arrangements of London are followed in public
life here? The street-cries are perpetuated. The cabmen are so determined to
carry out the usages of their fraternity that they even imitate their metropolitan
brethren in a strike for higher fares. See that rank of cabs: there is no heavy
country driver asleep on his box whilst the passenger gets into his neighbour's
cab; all is animation and show of arms, as each one asserts his peculiar readiness
to "take you in" in more ways than one. A wink would bring half a dozen babblers
to your side.
'The incongruous medley of shops, rich and poor together, is London-like. Butcher,
baker, grocer, all appear to have served their apprenticeship in the capital; the
cut of the meat, the shape of the bread, the adulteration of the groceries, are in
dutiful or unintended remembrance of Cockney education.'
'Are all the tradespeople of London origin that it should be so, uncle?'
'By no means. Trades from every part of Britain have settled here. Every county
has its representative, every provincial custom its follower. Every grade and
every phase of English life meet out here. It is probably this very amalgamation
that reproduces the English metropolis.
'To the same cause may be attributed the freedom from peculiarity in the tone
and pronunciation of the natives. As children they have no opportunity to contract
the nasal twang or gutturals of any particular province; by the constant change of
servants, and from an intercourse with a diversity of accents, they are preserved
from fixing on any one peculiarity. The Irish brogue heard to day is to-morrow
changed for the broad Scotch accent; the Devonshire drawl soon forgotten in the
London affectation; the Somersetshire z's are lost in the Yorkshire oo's. If
you have not already remarked it, you cannot fail shortly to note how very well the
common children speak, even where the parents set them no good pronunciative
example.'
A party of children passed by, and as their speech was in bold defiance of Mr.
Evelyn's assertion, Bridget looked up rather quizzically at her uncle, who said:
'Of course I do not refer to fresh importations: they have to unlearn home
acquirements: I allude to the genuine born or bred Tasmanian. As yet the
Australian colonies have given but few contributions to their mother-tongue;
doubtless in time they will compile an appendix descriptive of their habits and
modes of life. Already the characteristics of a new life begin to develop, and in
another generation they will arrange themselves into distinct features. Well, what
do you think of Hobart Town? This is about the best part of the city. Look at
these houses; they certainly want the substantiality of English buildings; but as to
appearance, what could excel them? In some streets relics of the infant
aspirations of the first settlers are still to be seen in the form of ground-floor
cottages and make-do dwellings; but these only serve to demonstrate the fact
that we have put away childish things. The architectural fault now seems to
partake of that which is incident to youth. The houses uprear themselves with a
speed that suggests instability: and too often a draughty door or shrunken
skirting-board intimates that nest time the timber might with advantage, be
better seasoned. Whether from the elasticity imparted by the climate, or from
the owner's hurry to have a roof over his head, it is certain that structures are
raised from foundation to garret with an amazing rapidity. Here a house is
planned, built, and inhabited before a similar one at home has passed from the
builder's hands.'
But Bridget was tired, and did not appear to care about timber, seasoned or
unseasoned. In answer to her repressed yawn, Mr. Evelyn said:
'Come then, let us home! to-morrow we will explore Newtown; its beautiful villas
and tasteful gardens will repay research, and atone for the dulness of to-day's
expedition.'
'Oh, uncle, I'm only too surprised to express pleasure; I had no idea there would be
such beautiful places here. And as to the shops -- people wouldn't make so
great a to-do about outfits if they could take a peep at them. That one, now, is
almost as splendid as a Regent Street shop.'
'Almost, indeed! Every species of domestic need, comfort, and luxury, is amply
furnished by the enterprising tradesmen, who at once make others comfortable
and themselves rich. In there is a fellow making his fortune. He will spread a
supper or dinner with any London cook. He is our Gunter; come in and test him, by
way of refreshing yourself; an ice -- or at any rate, ice -- is as seasonable here
in December as it is at home. An ice-house on Mount Wellington keeps Webb as
popular through the torrid weather as his entertainments do through the winter.
Literary supplies alone are inefficient; and yet I mustn't say that -- small as they
are, they meet the present demand. Doubtless, when literary yearnings increase,
the means of satisfying them will also increase.'
As they entered the garden gate, Charlie, who had run on in advance, came
bounding back, panting with news he was eager to impart.
'She's found! she's found! They had such fun to catch her. Bradley says she fought
like a tiger; she's bit his hand drefful. Won't she get a pretty sentence. that's all!'
'Charlie, Charlie, who have you been talking to? you forget papa's orders,' cried
Mr. Evelyn.
'Nobody; only Pridham was waiting to tell us. Bradley stopped here to get a drink
of water, and Nancy nearly got away again -- nasty beast!'
Pridham came forward, and the child continued:
'Here she is -- such fun! Come and tell all about it.'
'Go back, Pridham; I will thank you to remember my commands, and not give
Master Charles information of this kind. You will get into trouble if you're not more
careful,' said her master.
The hint was sufficient. The air of importance vanished more quickly from
Pridham's face than her person disappeared behind the kitchen-door. Whilst Mr.
Evelyn spoke to her, Charlie drew close to Bridget, and winking a sly childish wink,
he whispered:
'She gave Nancy something to eat, but mustn't let papa know; and Bradley got a
drink of beer, really -- not water -- hush-sh he'll hear.'
BRIDGET rejoiced in the prospect of Mrs. Evelyn's return. Curiosity alone did not
prompt her joy. She longed to see what sort of an aunt she possessed under that
title; but she longed still more to resign the honours of housekeeping. With girlish
delight she had entered on those honours; her delight, however, soon changed into
discomfort, when she found that more was expected of her as mistress than to
jingle her keys, to weigh out the servants' rations, and to order dinner.
Dinner-hour nearly trespassed on tea-hour, before the united muddlings of herself
and Robert produced the desired effect in turning raw mutton into haricot, and an
untrussed fowl into a roast. After such a forenoon's muddle, it was with almost
maternal pride that she watched the serving-up of the viands; and many persons
will know how mortified even to tears she must have been when an unwitting blow
from Uncle Ev struck down her pride. Turning his eyes towards the dish at the
bottom of the table, he asked:
'What, in the name of wonder, could be that smoky hodge-podge keeping this tough
underdone joint in company?' Mr. Evelyn hired a man to supply one of the
vacancies left by Nancy and her bacchanalian colleague. Robert Sanders had just
become eligible as he applied at the barracks for an able servant. He knew it would
be useless to inquire for one who could be recommended as a cook; such men
being generally reserved for Government service, or pre-appropriated to families
in whom the superintendent had private or politic interest. The list of 'eligibles'
was not very startling. A man, willing-minded and sharp, was all Mr. Evelyn
expected from it. Such an one appeared Robert Sanders. The brief dialogue which
took place prefatory to his engagement will attest his willingness.
'Your name?' asks Mr. Evelyn.
'Robert Sanders, or anything your honour pleases.'
'Your trade?'
'Hostler -- but I ain't partial; I can give a h'ist to aught that's wanted.'
'Do you think you can cook?'
His eyes glistened; he was fond of cookery if not of cooking. Catching hold of his
cropped hair, he says;
'Well, I b'lives I'll handle the wittels as well as most on 'em as don't know nothin'
about it. Any ways, I'm willin' for it.'
'Your crime is burglary?'
''Es, sure, that's what they calls it; can't say I didn't lift the swag when Sam
Tomkins got in and pulled open the door; darned good her did me, though!'
'What is your religion?'
'I ain't partial; don't know as I've choice that way whatever your honour's a mind to
'll suit me. If your honour hires me out, you won't find me stick to trifles in
nothin'.'
His eagerness to be engaged was so great, that there is no knowing where it would
have hurried him; his willingness became alarming, and Mr. Evelyn hastened to put
a stop to it by bidding him pack up his bundle and follow him; on which Sanders
gave a great gulp of satisfaction, and smothered his roots with his fingers, as
though administering salve to his closely-cropped head.
When Uncle Ev presented this new curiosity to Bridget, he told her he hoped she
would get him into train against her aunt returned. She stood aghast; not
observing the sly twinkle in his eye, she thought he really meant what he said.
Turning to Robert, he said:
'Your mistress is from home, Sanders; you will therefore do this young lady's
commands for the present.'
Then to Bridget:
'Remember, if Sanders is refractory, I am always at hand.'
'Very good, sir,' responded the man. 'I b'an't much of a hand with the leddies,
seeing I've been brought up to hosses but I knows what come means, and I knows
what go means; so the young leddy 'll find me willin', darned if she won't.'
'Well, well, let it be so; and I hope we shall not have to trouble Government much
about you, except for the muster report.'
'Very good, sir; I'm willin' as any feller goin'.'
'Give him something to eat, Bridget;' (in a lower tone) 'I'd rather you
should than Pridham, or he may overeat himself the first time;' (then aloud)
'there is plenty of cold meat; carve him some, for he missed his dinner at Tench.'
So she cut a plate of mutton, which, with a hunch of bread, and the remains of a
gooseberry pudding, she set before him. How his eyes did expand as he sat down!
To Bridget's horror, he mixed meat, pudding, and bread into one mess and then
commenced to eat it with the iron tablespoon, only giving himself breath to
ejaculate 'bootiful!' 'rare!' between the huge mouthfuls. When he had finished he
pushed the dish from him, and exclaimed:
'Thank'ee, miss;' then, starting back in his chair, he arose with a suddenness that
overwhelmed table, its contents, and all the fire-irons.
'Oh, dear! that wern't a lucky hit. Go up, yer ginger,' cried Robert. 'Never mind, I
bain't hurt, miss;' broken crockery was of no consequence at all.
With this man began Bridget's domestic trials. She refrained from worrying
Emmeline with many tales of distress; but every now and then even her elastic
spirit would be overstretched, and confide in her cousin she must.
Another time, when the meat should have been on the spit, she found not the
sirloin, but Robert roasting before the fire. His trousers were tucked above his
knees, and he was chafing his stockingless feet, his legs luxuriously expanded to
the two chimney ends.
'Robert, what will Mr. Evelyn say if dinner is late again?'
'All right, miss, was just a-thinking if 'tweren't time to handle the wittels; a pretty
bit of eatin' in that j'int. I'll be after 'en when I've got a bit of the torment out of
these darned legs.'
In one item of domestic service, however, he was particularly expert, and
particularly delighted. In the boot and shoe department he was at home, there
fondly dreaming the leathern array before him into so many horses awaiting
professional attendance. He could not have too many pairs to clean, and the
muddier they were the better was he pleased. At the sight of a boot or shoe, down
would drop the basting-spoon or saucepan, and off would rush Robert to the prize;
and it was no matter who should attend to the cookery so long as he seized
the opportunity of flourishing away over an imaginary steed, now admonishing it
with a 'Y'up there!' 'Ho here!' 'Still, you beggar!' as the shoe might slip from his
hand; then consoling both himself and it with the prolonged sis-s-s peculiar to his
trade.
Aunt Evelyn was exactly the opposite to all Bridget had pictured her. She was a
native, and had the fair skin, slender figure, and long limbs of the Tasmanian, with
the not less characteristic, but more painful colonial feature -- prematurely
decayed and broken teeth. Now thirty guineas refill a mouth with as ornamental,
if not as useful, a set as that provided by nature. Then Mrs. Evelyn had to bear
tooth-ache and tooth want, until some years later, when an American dentist
settled in Hobart Town, affording the inhabitants a chance of transferring their
gold from their pockets to their mouths.
At the age of twenty Mrs. Evelyn entered on the duty of mother to a little girl,
who, after four years, resigned in death her place in her parent's affection to
Master Charles, the bouncing rogue of the present volume. To him succeeded
another girl, whose acquaintance Bridget has just made, and who, as she lies
crowing in her cot in answer to her papa's whistle, numbers seven months to her
brief existence but brief as her existence is, it has not escaped the evils incident
to convict proximity. There is no such happy fortune for even the youngest who
dwells within sound of prison bells. From the hoary grandsire to the latest addition
to his race, all must feel the effects of a system which strikes immediately at the
root of that tree called olive. Then why should exemption be urged for Baby
Evelyn, the tiniest off-shoot of the tree? If parental fondness did plead it, it was
not granted; for she was scarcely five months old ere a perilous mischance befell
her as follows:
Betsy, the nurse, had been so steady for eleven months that one Sunday her
master thought he might venture to send her out alone to give the babe its usual
airing. Mrs. Evelyn was unable to accompany her, and the air was too balmy and
health-giving to be missed even for once. So Betsy was despatched with strict
injunctions to return by noon. proud of this first proof of a confidence for which
she had long waited, she set out, determining to obey the command and be
punctually home by twelve o'clock. Had temptation under any form but that
through which she had previously fallen presented itself, she might have stood
morally safe; but on that fatal morning the snare was irresistibly spread. The old
temptation produced old longings.
She had not proceeded far before she encountered a shipmate, whose shabby
attire was a certain indication that she had not kept out of trouble for long
together. An exchange of questions and comparison of lucks ensued, and ended in
an opinion on the stranger's side that one who had lived in so good a situation, had
such smart clothes, and well-grown hair, could not fail to have a few spare
coppers in her pocket. Such coppers evidently had not vanished in spreeing, or
Betsy must have been in cage (short for Cascades), and as they must be
somewhere, there was no place more likely than her own person. This train of
reasoning the stranger pursued in silence for some time; she then startled Betsy
with the inquiry:
'Will you sport an odd copper to old times?'
Betsy replied that she had taken the pledge, and hadn't tasted 'a drop of nothing'
since she'd been out, and hoped she never should again.
But her companion said a glass out here wasn't like at home, 'twas more genteel;
the best -- what hadn't known trouble -- wouldn't be ashamed of a glass of wine;
the best lady in the land would be in trouble if there was harm in that sort of
liquor.
Still Betsy refused.
'Well, then,' cried her tempter, 'it shan't be said that two mates met and wouldn't
be friendly to past times and luck to come. I'll go and sell this bonnet off my head
to fetch a sip between us, though it isn't the perlite thing to do, as them what's
most respectable generally treats the other.'
Betsy's pride and convict vanity were touched, and she said she would willingly
stand the treat so long as she was not pressed to drink. The friend agreed
-- not caring who should go without, provided she did not -- and conducted Betsy
to a house of the worst description, where, looking upon the wine whilst it was red,
Betsy's moral courage succumbed, the cup was taken, the liquor tasted, and
further power of resistance gone. Other shipmates came pouring in; the time
passed merrily, and when Betsy rose up to go, she promised to return on the
following Sunday. She reached the Lodge only just as the clock struck twelve; the
master's anger, therefore, was averted. He noticed her flushed cheeks, but
accepted the explanation that she had taken the wrong road, and her dread of
not being home by the appointed hour had 'flustered her a bit.'
Next Sunday she was again sent out, and it was deemed safe to let Charlie
accompany her. During the week she had, in imagination, gone through former
scenes of dissipation until her mind became inflamed, and bent on once more
giving itself to those unhallowed pleasures which had caused the crime she was
now atoning. She promised Charlie all manner of sweetmeats if he was a good boy;
a peculiar meaning attached itself to this condition, and he was as good a boy as
she could desire -- seeing all, but repeating nothing. She was again careful to be
back before the family's suspicions were aroused. The third Sunday arrived, and
brought the same permission; she who had been so steady would surely not
disappoint them the third time. Baby alone was confided to her care.
On Mr. and Mrs. Evelyn's return from church, no baby was to be found; however,
Betsy might still be home before dinner, they only felt a little uneasy. Dinner was
over and uneasiness increased into alarm. From watching at the windows and
looking down the road, the parents proceeded to active measures. Tea hour
passed, and alarm increased to anguish.
Mrs. Evelyn now remained in the house, in case the infant should be brought in
famishing for maternal care. Her friends, Dr. and Mrs. Lamb, who had hitherto
been assisting in the search, sat with her, while Mr. Evelyn accompanied by a
constable, went off in one direction, and a band of his friends in another.
Charlie was neglected in the general commotion; his existence was only
remembered when he came in, cross and hungry, to ask where 'tea had
gone to.' But crossness and hunger were both forgotten when he saw his 'own
beautiful mamma' in tears. He sat quietly down, and slipped his hand into hers,
until, on the point of crying himself, he slid over to Dr. Lamb, and whispered:
'Who's made her cry? nasty people, I'll shoot them!'
Dr. Lamb whispered in return:
'Naughty Betsy hasn't come back, so mamma is afraid poor little sister is lost.'
With an appreciating nod, Charlie reseated himself.
An English child would have commenced calling up 'Children in the Wood' stories as
applicable to the present case; not so this young colonist. He lapsed into a
thoughtful but not mysterious mood, as though he knew as well as anyone what
Bort of being lost this was; and how to get back baby was more the doubtful point
than what had become of her. The dreary silence was at last broken by his very
demure voice.
'If I could have a constable, p'raps I'd find her. I'd know it by the large pussy-cat on
the wall.'
His voice became confidential.
'Only don't tell Betsy; she wouldn't give me any more lollies, and the bogie will
fetch me away when it's dark.'
The result of an eager interrogation was a conviction that if only Charlie's
description of 'down a nasty street, and up a nasty place,' could be defined, the
lost one might be found in the Sunday rendezvous.
'Should you know the house if you saw it, my boy?' asked Dr. Lamb, determined to
scour the length and breadth of Hobart Town.
'Oh yes! I'll peep into every door till I see the pussy, then there'll be plenty of
prisoners, and fun, and baby lying down inside the other room.'
A cab was hired. Dr. Lamb's simple direction to the driver was:
'Take us to the worst place in Hobart Town, then set us down and slowly follow.'
Without a comment the man drove them to -- street, turned down -- street, and
then silently opening the door, he gave Dr. Lamb a wink which said, 'Here or
nowhere.'
Charlie was quite alive and proud of his mission. He peered into cottage
after cottage, until he arrived at the fifteenth whose door alone was shut.
'Stupid!' cried Charlie; 'if 'twas open I think I'd see pussy, and then I'd know.'
Dr. Lamb rapped and entered.
'There's pussy!' cried Charlie, clapping his hands.
'Now then, my boy, jump into the cab, and wait for us; you mustn't go in with the
bad people.'
Happily, the scene of vice which met Dr. Lamb's sight is hidden from us. We need
not follow him, as pushing his way into an inner room, he discovered the object of
his search lying asleep. From the heavy sob which disturbed the babe, it was
evident that the slumber had succeeded a fit of unsoothed crying. The tears still
rested on its little cheek, and as Dr. Lamb stood over it, it burst out afresh into a
piteous wail, unable even in sleep to forget its wrong.
Perceiving that Betsy was not in a state to attempt escape, he hurried off with
his tender burden, merely telling the woman of the house that if Betsy was not
forthcoming when the constable arrived, she would stand a chance of being taken
in her stead. . . . .
Relieved of her weight of domestic anxiety, Bridget again became Emmeline's chief
attendant, and the happy, unclouded maiden of English days. And as, under the
genial influence of summer, her cousin appeared to regain a degree of strength,
and a respite from suffering, her happiness increased to merriment, and her
uncloudedness into positive sunshine; and save when convict disturbances broke
on the family peace, or she heard of prison miseries from Uncle Herbert, or they
came under her notice in the form of chain-gangs, recaptured absconders, or the
prison van conveying a load of females to the Anson, the flow of her joyous
spirits rarely met with obstructions, for all in the house were too well pleased to
have so unfailing a spring of gladness in their midst to stay one ripple of its
refreshing course. Uncle Herbert experienced unconscious relaxation in his niece's
society. When Mr. Herbert returned, overcome by his depressing duties, too weary
to seek Emmeline as a friend, listener, or sympathizer, she merely met him with
the wonted caress, and then, retiring to her sofa, left the spontaneous
music of Bridget's voice to soothe the worn-out mind into repose.
You must not imagine that he was given to spend his evenings in an easy-chair; an
evening so spent was exceptional. When his prescribed Government duties were
over, he still employed himself in different ways on the prisoners' behalf -- now
writing to the Home Government to expose some abuse, then to the Comptroller
to pray for the mitigation of an unusually severe sentence. Now he would write to
the English friends of a convict lying under sentence of death in the condemned
cells, and who had, perhaps, that day begged him to break the dire intelligence to a
fond mother or a pining wife. Then he would reply to a letter from some prisoner's
relative at home, asking him to seek out such or such an one, supposed to be
either dead or lost. Or else an annoying correspondence with the heads of the
department would occupy his time. Such correspondence was necessarily
frequent, while low officials were permitted to lay before interested secular
powers charges of neglect or excess of duty on the part of the chaplain, and
while such secular powers (of no very high standing) took on themselves the
exercise of episcopal authority over him, seeming to delight in circumscribing his
prerogative to the smallest possible bounds, and in making him feel himself as
much under their control as was any overseer or constable.
The Bishop of Tasmania nominally reckons the convict chaplains among his clergy.
They are expected to show themselves at the visitations, and at public meetings
convened for special clerical considerations; but here ceases the benefit of
relationship to their diocesan -- not from unwillingness on his lordship's part to
admit them to closer intimacy and to the full privileges of their order, but from
inability to redress their grievances without an appeal to the Local Government, a
step his lordship is naturally averse to, because it cannot fail to cause
unpleasantness between himself (as the head of spiritual authority) and the
colonial representative of supreme temporal authority. Therefore of all undefined
positionists, the convict chaplain is the most unfortunate if he be not 'in with the
Comptroller' or the Superintendent of his station.
One would think that all parts of a moral machinery formed for the noble
purpose of human reformation should work in unison. And do they not? asks the
mere looker-on, who has been admitted to inspect its able construction and varied
movements. He is filled with admiration at the wondrous adaptation of each part
to its peculiar end, and eulogizes the grand renovator, opining that some obstinate
resistance or organic incapacity to receive improvement must exist in the object
worked upon if the anticipated aim be missed. He expatiates on the exquisite order
in which wheel rotates within wheel, but not having heard, he cannot be shocked by
the grating of each as it turns upon its axis for discord sets the primary wheel in
motion, and its jarring is felt through the whole machine. Nor when he imputes to
the object worked upon a heart hardened beyond relenting, a mind too set upon
evil to be shaken by even the concentrated force of this wonderful machine, is he
aware that the force is rarely concentrated, the separate portions of the
system being too divided among themselves to join their strength for the long pull,
the strong pull, and the pull all together; while on that section immediately
intended to act on the criminal's heart so heavy a clog is placed that its solitary
endeavours are comparatively useless. The stranger knows not of these things.
But to speak plainly, is it not strange that one of the most important coadjutors
in the reformatory work -- one whose position is the most laborious whose task is
the most depressing, should have opposition from every official quarter instead of
the assistance and sympathy he expects? -- and that, too, where his adherence
to the penal regulations is so nicely strict that not the most overbearing
Superintendent can charge him with irregularity or the most vigilant favourite spy
out a fault. Private annoyances of the most petty kind are contrived to draw him
into a quarrel.
If the Chaplain be a man who would go down with the Department stream, not
caring into what depths of servitude it might drift him, nor into what abuse of
duty it might hurry him -- if he be content with the name of first-class officer,
and suffer himself to be treated as an inferior -- if he see all, hear all, do all, and
say nothing -- and chiefly, if he be not over godly nor too demonstrative in his life,
then will he be a man after the Superintendent's own heart; then, and not till then,
will he find but few drawbacks to embitter his professional career, even
though he be a gentleman by birth and education -- even though he be
unfortunately guilty of an M.A. to his name.
If you could transport yourself to a penal settlement, and there dwell for six
months in the clergyman's quarters, you would perceive that Mr. Herbert did not
exaggerate these strange matters. You would perceive that the convict chaplain,
if he be what he should be (not else, of course), has unthought-of vexations,
which in print would seem mere frivolities, and would be regarded as such by him,
were they of fortuitous origin. But when he knows that these vexations are not
occasional accidents, but occurrences planned by pique, and worked out by paltry
jealousies and official resentments, he learns to regard them as a warning of
concealed animosity, and they assume a power (destructive to his peace) to which
adventitious misfortunes could never pretend.
IT is now eighteen months since the arrival of the transport and passenger vessel.
Of the living freight of the former we have lost sight, but anon we may hear of it
again when occasion leads us to Restdown Ferry, and thence on board H.M.S.
Anson.
Meanwhile, visiting the Lodge, we find the family there going on just as we left
them, except that Pridham has been dismissed. She fell so violently in love with
Sanders that trouble was foreboded, and the only mode of dealing with her was to
send her away. Mr. Evelyn asked Robert if he would like a recommendation to
marry her, but, shaking his head sidewise, Bob said that 'unless his honour was
partial to it he'd rather not; he'd all so soon bide with his hosses as marry a gal he
hadn't much mind to.' He supposes when he has his ticket there will be no
difficulty in getting a wife to his mind, but there might be some difficulty in laying
hold 'on such a pair of hosses as them again.' In Pridham's place another servant
has been hired from the Anson. She is called Lucy, and has made an odd
impression on Uncle Ev, by having positively shed tears on her leaving the
hulk.
'Why, Lucy, most prisoners are delighted to get into service; be grateful to the
gentleman,' commanded one of the officers.
'I'm not crying for to go, but for she to go too,' replied Lucy, choking down her
sorrow, and throwing a farewell peep at a tall figure that watched her from behind
a grated door.
A ring at the Lodge will convince the most incredulous that the present Lucy is the
little Grenlow of the transport. She is budding into womanhood, but still retains
her childish face. She drops a quick curtsey, and blushes furiously as she thinks
her prison clothes attract other notice than her own. She gives a beseeching look
that seems to say, 'Please not to stare at me.' She has drawn her hair down to its
utmost length over her cheeks, but every now and then a disobliging lock whose
ends can rarely reach her ear, falls forward, increasing her confusion and blushes;
she hurries it back, and, hoping no one has observed it, curtseys herself out of
sight.
'WELL, Bridget, I must go to the Anson this afternoon. I have been to the
watch-house, and there found our lady; she will have three months. As we feared,
she made her way to the Labour in Vain instead of to the orphan school. I have
refused to appear on her behalf, believing that the punishment will do her good,
this being the third offence. Now don't look so vexed; steel that tender heart of
yours, or you will never do for out here. You may go with me. Are you a clever
physiognomist?'
'Pretty well; but I shall not have much choice on which to exercise my talents,
shall I uncle?'
'Every bad lot has its best.'
'Well, I should like to explore the Anson. I suppose it is one of the colonial sights.'
'Ay, ay; I thought so. "It's very dreadful, but I must just see it." That's the
way with womankind. At half-past two, then, the cab will be at the door. Very
tiresome to have to change servants whilst your aunt's away.' (Mrs. Evelyn had
gone up the country to pay her annual visit.) 'We always happen to pick up some
beauty during her absence.'
'There's poor little Lucy peeping in, uncle; come in.'
Half anxious and half frightened Lucy entered.
'If you please -- mem -- sir -- is it true that Janet isn't coming back?'
'Yes, Lucy; how did you hear the news?'
'The constable, sir, promised her to call, and told me -- and, and -- sir -- and -- '
'And what, Lucy? Speak out, if you please.'
'And to beg you'd please to keep the place for her 'gainst she's out of trouble. She
knows 'taint a every-day house, sir, as all the rest of us does, sir.'
'There will be time enough to think of that by-and-by. Let this be a warning to you,
Lucy: you will find me a kind master if you deserve kindness, but -- '
Here Lucy burst into tears, exclaiming between her sobs:
'Oh, sir, if you please, sir -- you don't think I'd' go for to drink the filthy stuff --
indeed, sir, I wouldn't, nor nothing else.'
'Well, well, we shall see, Lucy. I did not mean to vex you; you ought to have learnt
by this time that, in this colony, we suspect all persons until they have proved
themselves beyond suspicion. I tell you plainly, Lucy, that you have lately appeared
more friendly with Janet than I approve of.'
'Oh, sir! sir!' said the girl, almost choked with tears 'I were afraid of her, indeed I
were, sir; and it's lovely to think she's gone! I'd a sight rather do all the work
myself than have her back.'
'Take care, take care, foolish girl; how do you explain all that anxiety to have
Janet's place reserved for her, eh, Lucy? Do not attempt to deceive me.'
'It's easy explained, sir.' Lucy drew nearer to Mr. Evelyn, and glancing around the
room to assure herself that she was not overlooked by malignant eyes, she
continued in a low tone:
'You see, sir, I were obliged to give you Janet's message; and p'raps, if you
see her in factory, you'll be so kind as to tell her I spoke for her, sir.'
'Why, Lucy, what is all this about? I will thank you to be straightforward.'
Lucy drew still nearer.
'When Janet got leave to go out, she says to me, sir "Now, if I gets into trouble,
which is as like as not, I'll send and let you know; and if you don't speak a word to
the master for me, I'll give you a keepsake, you little sneaking hussy;" and she put
her fist to my face, and says "Mind that: I'll find you out by some of my mates."
You may think I were frightened, master.'
Mr. Evelyn, giving a long ahem, turned to his nieces:
'In this, our good-tempered Janet, we have harboured a respectable reptile;' then
to Lucy: 'Did she ever ill-treat you, that you fear her?'
A second timid search about the room:
'Yes, sir; you remember that black eye I got? She gave it to me; and because I
wouldn't promise to tell a lie about it, she went and broke a lot of soup-plates, to
make believe that I'd tripped in carrying the tray, and so got the bruise; and as
she managed to get first word with missus, I weren't asked no questions; and I
were very glad, because she swore she'd pay me double if I told true. She made
fine fool to you, sir, and missus, for heeding her lies: she said you was a sweet,
peaceable babby, not to know more about fighting than to believe I got my black
eye by a fall.'
'Enough, Lucy Grenlow; you were very wrong to let me keep that woman, when you
saw such wrong doings.'
'Oh! please, sir,' sobbed Lucy, 'you don't know how dreadful 'tis downstairs when
they hates a body; and they always hate a body that's better than theirselves. I've
well-nigh cried my eyes out sometimes when I've seen things as shouldn't be in a
respectable kitchen; but what were I to do when Janet swore she'd make a hell for
me if I peached?'
'It is over now; I can excuse you: but, another time, remember your duty to your
master; the innocent have nothing to fear. I never encourage one prisoner to tell
tales against another; but where matters are visibly wrong, the case is
altered. Now that will do, Lucy; for your comfort, I will tell you that at present we
have all a fair opinion of you.'
Lucy looked her thanks, and dropped a profound curtsey.
'Have you any charge to make against Janet?'
'I don't believe, sir, that she'd ever a child to the orphan school. 'Twas only a make
out to get leave sometimes; but please, sir, do not tell her, or there'll be no end on
the mischief she'll do me.'
Mr. Evelyn made no reply. Emmeline asked Lucy:
'Then when you looked so anxious you were afraid that your master would agree to
take Janet back?'
'No, mem,' said Lucy, brightening vastly. 'I wanted to mention to the master that
I'd been reckoning about Martha Grylls, and thinks if she hasn't got into trouble
again, her time will be up on the Anson; and if you please, mem,' Lucy stopped,
and, colouring up to her temples, looked from Mr. Evelyn to Bridget, and from
Bridget to Emmeline -- as much as to say, 'Do understand, without giving me the
pain of speaking.'
'I guess what you wish to say, Lucy. This Martha Grylls is a friend of yours, and
you want to speak for her.'
'Thank you, mem -- Miss Evelyn.'
'Come, then, my girl, let us hear something of this Grylls: what can you say in her
favour, eh, Lucy?' said her master.
'If you please, sir, she's a 'orrid temper,' commenced Lucy.
'Very satisfactory,' nodded Mr. Evelyn.
'Shockin' to manage, sir.'
'Better still -- go on, Lucy.'
'But such a noble creature, sir; and I can't never fancy she's a common prisoner
like me. If you only please try her, sir; she was quite a mother to me coming out;
the chaplain set a sight on her, and all the women feared her like. She was so
grand to 'em, without ever meaning it.'
Mr. Evelyn gave a sly glance at Bridget.
'We'll think about it; where all are alike strange, and all have a character to gain, I
would as soon choose one servant as another.'
'Oh! no; if you please, sir: if you'll excuse me, sir, there's as much difference
between they on the Anson as between night and day, sir; there's some
as never scarce keeps out of the dark cells, sir; and there's they what never gets
in.'
'But before I make any promise,' continued Mr. Evelyn, you must tell me what this
great friendship of yours and Martha's is. I do not approve of these prison
attachments. 'Are -- you -- sure -- Lucy, that she is not your mother?'
'Lor', no, sir!' cried Lucy, in unfeigned surprise. 'I wish she was, and I shouldn't be
out here. She ain't nothing to me in flesh and blood. 'Twas all her kindness coming
out that did it. I were the youngest on board, sir; and the women used to make
mock on me: so, one day Martha, who didn't 'sociate with none of them, roused up
and took my part, and said, 'twas only because I was better than them that they
tret me so bad; so then they hated me, but she stood for me all the voyage, and
the chaplain was very good to me, because he set a sight on her.'
'Well, well, Lucy, go to your work now; we'll see what can be done.'
'If you please, sir, you won't listen to anything they says 'gainst her? p'raps they'll
make her out bad.'
'Never you mind, the officers are the best judges of her conduct; do not presume
on my leniency.'
Utterly unwitting of the meaning of the two grand words -- presume, leniency --
Lucy imagined them the superlative to all former degrees of promise, and dropped
a befitting curtsey.
'Thank you, sir!' She hesitated: 'Please, I don't know if she'd be angry; but I don't
think Martha Grylls is her real name; they call her so -- she let's me call her
Maida.'
Mr. Evelyn nodded, and Lucy left the room; in a moment she peeped in again:
'If you please, sir, if her time isn't up, I'd gladly do all the work for a few days, if
you'd wait for her?'
'That will do, Lucy; shut the door.'
'The little puss!' exclaimed Bridget.
'What do you think, ladies? though I was obliged to put in a full stop now and then,
I rather like her the better for all this,' said Uncle Ev, turning to his nieces.
'Poor little creature!' sighed Emmeline; 'how old is she, Uncle Ev?'
'Seventeen years; hers is a sad story -- you must ask her to tell it you
some day.'
At half-past two, Mr. Evelyn and Bridget set off for Risdon Ferry, in sight of which
the Anson lay. From Macquarie Street they reached the ferry at half-past three;
there a boat awaited parties going on board the ship.
'Now then, miss, hold on, and I'll keep close behind you.'
And Miss D'Urban ascended the companion and stood on the hulk. Her uncle
beckoned her to follow him below.
A female standing at a high desk by the open door of the first cabin raised her
head and bowed a business-like bow as they advanced. She was evidently the
monarch of all she surveyed.
'Is that Mrs. Bowden?' whispered Bridget.
The question was overheard and answered by the ruling spirit.
'No, Mrs. Bowden is in England. I act in her place.' Another, and still more official
bow followed. Accompanied by one of the officers, Mr. Evelyn and his niece
arraigned themselves at Mrs. Deputy's bar.
'I want a servant-of-all-work; can you recommend me one, Mrs. Deputy?'
'We do not recommend; there are several people eligible, but they will not afford
much choice, Mr. Evelyn.'
'Except to friends!' drily suggested that gentleman.
Mrs. Deputy bowed at once dignity and indignity, and repeated, 'There are several
prisoners eligible.' True to the daring contradictions of Tasmanian words and their
meanings, 'eligible' is not intended to signify aptness or suitability. A woman
eligible for service is rarely fitted for service; the adjective only informs the
master or mistress that she is ready to be hired.
'Is one Martha Grylls eligible, Mrs. Deputy?'
'Grylls, Grylls, Grylls, let me see?' drawing her finger down the list before her.
The attendant officer chimed in:
'Yes; she becomes so this very day.'
'Thank you, Miss Perkins,' bowed Mrs. Deputy, with an air that plainly said,
'I will thank you not to interfere.'
'Grylls, Grylls,' and her finger travelled on.
'You cannot know whom you ask for, if you want her, sir!' whispered the cowed
Miss Perkins.
'Thank you, Miss Perkins, perhaps you will leave the arrangement of this matter to
me,' again bowed the commandant.
'Martha Grylls is at your service, Mr. Evelyn; shall I send for her?'
'I will trouble you, if you please.'
'Would not you prefer my calling several women, sir?' asked the attendant officer.
'I will thank you, Miss Perkins, to call Martha Grylls,' responded Mrs. Deputy.
The little officer had no choice but to obey; so bowing obedience, she sidled to the
grating which divided the prison from the officers' quarters; and then standing on
tiptoe, desired a Miss Snub to send forward 'That Martha Grylls.'
'Ordered forward, Martha Grylls!' shouted a female Stentor; and, uprising from a
distant rank, immediately appeared a tall, elegant woman, who, passing Miss Snub
with a curtsey, came into Mrs. Deputy's awful presence.
She had on the usual brown serge skirt (so short as to show a masculine pair of
half-boots), a jacket of brown and yellow gingham, a dark blue cotton kerchief; and
a prim white calico cap, whose narrow border was kept in frill by help of a thread
run through it, completed her dress. The grotesque coarseness of this attire
could not hide the inherent grace of the prisoner. Still dignified and beautiful,
before her future master stood the wearer of those rough knitted blue stockings
and clownish shoes.
Her cap was untied.
'Tie your cap, Martha Grylls,' commanded Miss Perkins.
Martha mechanically obeyed.
'It would better become you, Grylls, to curtsey the same as your mates, than to
try to imitate your betters,' continued the little woman, conscious that Martha's
obeisance surpassed her genuflecting capabilities.
'The curtsey was meant for me, I think, Miss Perkins,' said Mrs. Deputy.
In consideration of Martha's presence, the rebuked attendant darted daggers at
Mrs. Deputy.
Mr. Evelyn put a few questions to Martha, all of which she quietly and
satisfactorily answered.
'I will hire this Grylls, if you please, Mrs. Deputy.'
Preliminaries having been settled, Martha was sent to tie up her bundle, and
business being over, Mrs. Deputy came down from the tip-top of dignity, and
seemed not wholly disinclined for a talk.
'The appearance of the woman decided me at once Mrs. Deputy; to belie that
countenance, she must be a monster.'
'With a good master she will not belie it, Mr. Evelyn. Wise management will do much
for her. Her police character is against her, and her crimes you are aware -- '
'Yes, yes; but I do not heed the amount of crime: indiscriminate association
generally makes it theoretically equal amongst prisoners. It is my opinion that
both men and females come out of these probations worse than they went in.
Reformations rarely, if ever, commence within prison walls; and reformation the
more tardily begins in proportion to the length of durance. We have an extra task
to perform on a probationer.'
Mrs. Deputy looked much hurt, and exclaimed, 'Here on the Anson surely, Mr.
Evelyn, you do not call it indiscriminate association: we have distinct classes --
bad, better and best. Surely nothing can be superior to Mrs. Bowden's excellent
system?'
'Than Mrs. Bowden I know no more gifted and prudent Lady-Superintendent; were
all officers selected with like discernment, it would be well for the prisoner. Mrs.
Deputy may I take my niece through the wards?' asked Mr. Evelyn, anxious to
avoid a discussion.
The lady only bowed assent; for she was deeply affronted at an attack on a
system of which she was representative in place of the highly respected Mrs.
Bowden: perhaps she was the more deeply wounded, because a conviction of the
fallacy of the system already worked in her own mind. It is a natural weakness
with many persons to be angry with a scruple they can no longer conscientiously
resist. She just deigned to say, 'Miss Perkins, this gentleman wishes to see
the Anson,' and turned to her desk. The little creature came hopping over with a
kind of sidewise movement, not unlike that of an impudent cock-sparrow which can
scarcely hop for pertness. Pecking to Mr. Evelyn's side, she whispered, 'Though I
pity you, sir, I am downright glad to get rid of that woman. The trouble I have had
with her!'
This was only meant for Mr. Evelyn; nevertheless, it reached the vigilant deputy's
ears. 'I am sure I shall be glad, Miss Perkins. Often have I been pained by the
foolish complaints made against her and poor Lucy Grenlow, when she was here.
You know I am obliged to take my officers' part before the convicts; you ought
therefore to refrain from bringing such nonsensical cases for me to judge. Had my
duties allowed me time to pay particular attention to Martha I should not have had
reason to punish her so much.' As Mrs. Deputy was thus properly delivering
herself, Miss Perkins stood a deferential listener; she just hopped off in time to
hear a mutter that sounded very like -- 'I have as much trouble with the officers
as with the women.'
Bridget clung to her uncle's arm as they passed through rows of prisoners, who
were variously employed in working reading, and learning, it being their
school-hour. Each file arose and curtsied as the party passed.
Ever and anon Miss Perkins issued orders to some unfortunate.
'Mary Gull, tie your cap. What Mary Pike, yours off! The next offence you'll go
downstairs.' Mary understood the allusion, and hastily put on her cap.
'Sarah Gubb, you are talking there. Jane Dawson, where's your curtsey? Why don't
you rise, Ellen Bracket? Muggins, I shall complain of you.'
'Would you like to walk through the cells, sir?'
They went below. In one cell was a captive, kicking and stamping violently. Miss
Perkins thought fit to soothe her by rapping at the door.
'You don't think that's the way to get out, do you, Stooks?'
''Twas you got me in, you did, you beast!'
'If I wasn't very indulgent, Stooks, I should get you double for that,' said the
maternal Perkins.
'Is the devil indulgent, I should like to know, you old cant?' cried Stooks.
With a deprecating smile at Bridget, Miss Perkins stopped at Number 10, whence
issued an imploring voice:
'Do beg for me; I'm quite subdued, indeed I am, Miss Love. Oh! it's Miss Perkins. I
beg pardon, ma'am I thought 'twas Miss Love,' the prisoner was heard to sigh.
Passing on, they came to stalls where different trades -- cobblery,
bonnet-making, etc. -- were being carried on.
'Do let us go, uncle; it is so dreadful to have these poor creatures made a show
of,' whispered Bridget.
'They are accustomed to it,' answered Miss Perkins to the second clause of
Bridget's speech.
'As the eels are, eh, Miss Perkins?' asked Mr. Evelyn.
'Oh, they keep each other in countenance. We look at them as a lot, not as
individuals.'
Here her eyes fell on Martha Grylls, who was waiting, bundle in hand, at the
grating.
'Follow us, and don't be talking there, Grylls. I don't wish to lose sight of you.'
'Come along, my woman,' said Mr. Evelyn kindly.
'No; walk before us, if you please, Grylls. I don't wish to lose sight of you, I
repeat.'
Martha obeyed without a word.
All the women tried to give her a nod on the sly; and many anxious eyes followed
the party as the grated door closed, and an audible sigh was simultaneously
heaved by those whom it imprisoned. Each prisoner envied Martha and wished it
had been her lot to fall to so sweet a looking lady as that bright-eyed girl who
smiled on her in passing.
What lay beyond those gates not one could tell. They were as the gates of death
-- all doubt and mystery beyond. None ever returned to tell of the untried world to
which they led.
Strange and vague are the mental picturings the prisoned female forms of the
land of bier exile, which she knows lies little further than a stone's-throw from
her. Some think, on leaving the Anson, they are to be turned adrift to all the
horrors of an unexplored region; others that they will be driven to market for
sale. The cunning and malicious amongst them delight in filling the minds of
their less gifted associates with the most terrible apprehensions of the
barbarities awaiting them on their departure from their probation. It is with a thrill
of cruel suspense that such prisoners first plant their foot on Tasmanian ground.
In this respect the male convicts do not suffer so acutely. Their doubts, hopes,
and fears are answered, realized, or crushed almost immediately on arriving at
the colony. Their probationary course does not add suspense to sorrow. At once
formed into gangs, they learn the worst, and are sent to labour in the roads, or
work on public buildings. The torture of suspense is not added to it.
Miss Perkins accompanied Mr. Evelyn and his niece to the deck, where she
mysteriously beckoned Bridget aside:
'I hope you do not mean to employ Grylls about children.'
She gave a significant wink. 'Of course, though, you don't. You guess why? It is not
usual to tell the crime but really I think it my duty to break rule to you. Do you
understand me?'
Bridget looked a negative.
Martha had drawn near enough to hear Miss Perkins's friendly caution. Casting a
glance of unutterable contempt on little Perkins, she stepped to Miss D'Urban, and
herself solved the significant wink.
'Miss Perkins wishes you to know that I am sent out for murder. She would
suggest the impropriety of making me a nurse.'
Bridget turned very pale, and cast an imploring look on the little officer, who,
boiling over with injured prerogative, was on the point of reprimanding Martha's
audacity, when Mr Evelyn called them to be quick -- the boat was waiting.
'Good morning, Miss Perky. We are much favoured by your civilities.'
The officer was hurt at the inharmonious name bestowed upon her, and vented her
spite by exclaiming, as Martha was on the first step of the companion:
'I hope you'll behave better now, Grylls, or you'll soon learn the difference
between factory and here.'
Martha turned abruptly on her. A second more, and she had been on her way back
to the cells, instead of on the road to Hobart Town. The crimson cheek,
flashing eye, and quivering lip, a second more had met their chastisement; but
Bridget's beseeching gesture once more prevailed. Quietly turning from her
persecutor, Martha descended the ladder. 'Good-morning, Miss Perky,' waved Mr.
Evelyn abstractedly, as though his voice mechanically embodied his opinion in a
name expressive of the little upstart, pecking at him from the deck.
'That horrid woman!' cried Bridget.
A quick nod and frown from Mr. Evelyn stopped what further she would have said.
A slight smile overspread the prisoner's face; but it soon faded into a look of
anxious sadness. It mattered not to her whether the coast was beautiful or
barren; whether the landscape was rendered vital by the upward wreathing of the
blue smoke from pleasant homesteads; or whether its desolate grandeur was
made more dreary by the long blank masonry of penal life.
She started as from a dream when the boat jerked against the jetty. A ghastly
pallor struck her every feature as she stept ashore. For an instant she covered
her face; then, gradually withdrawing her hands, the Maida Gwynnham of olden
days discovered herself in the unabated dignity of that upraised head, and in the
strength of purpose outshining from the purple depths of those undimmed eyes.
A strength of purpose that even now was to be tried; and if the trial, surprising an
unguarded post, be victorious for a season, who shall exult?
She was prepared to confront the hardships of convict existence. She was
prepared for taunts, for jibes, for suspicions, for enemies, and felt that she could
face them; but she was not prepared to meet any of these as they were now
about to assail her.
But she had mounted ere the driver could proffer his assistance.
'A likesome un,' winked the man to Mr. Evelyn. 'You've always got your eye-tooth
about ye, sir.'
'Now begins my public martyrdom. Now shall I feel the blighting breath of scorn,'
thought Maida. 'Would God that it would smite me down at once!'
With an eye of impatient curiosity she viewed this new sphere of future suffering
looming in the distance. She longed to hasten it, but with the longing of one that
craves to know the worst. She longed to meet the first eye that should witness
her disgrace. She longed to hear the first wold that should break the fearful
silence of this strange phase of life, but with the desire of one who yearns to
learn her fate.
She was soon satisfied.
The coachman, a good-tempered, ruddy-faced old man, looking at her full of
wonder, jerked a sentence from the side of his ample mouth.
'Got in a good berth, young 'ooman -- that you has!'
The familiarity of this congratulation was worse than scorn, and Maida
involuntarily shuddered.
'Your hair's a-grow'd nicely.'
He seemed mystified at Maida's tacit disapproval.
'The women likes a bit o' gossip general,' he muttered. A bright thought occurred
to him.
'She don't hear me for them rattling wheels. Your hair's a-grow'd butiful, my dear,'
he repeated, with a more sidelong and emphatic jerk.
'Worse than three days in the dark cells!' thought Maida.
'You feels queer like, my dear, don't ye?' he persevered, seeing she had turned
very pale. 'Never mind! I knows ezac'ly what you feels. You fancies all the folks will
stare at ye, so you feels sheepy-like. No such thing, my dear. They sees hundreds
of you every day. They won't take no more notice of ye than if you was a
leg of mutton. I'm a man, my dear.'
Here Maida ventured to peep at him, and perceived she had mistaken rough
kindness for brutal officiousness, and her better sense accepted the civility, so
honestly offered.
The old man seemed pleased, and went on to say:
'I'm a man, my dear: yet when I fust came out of Tench with the gang, blast me if I
wasn't nigh to fent. Thinks I, every mother's son on 'em 'll be gaping at me. No
such thing, my dear; nobody tookt no more notice on me than if I'd been a brisket
o' beef. Lots on us is just equal to none on us. Now you feels like me; but there's
no call for it. Cheer up! says I. It's fine out here; worth a while to get out any how.
Ah! ah! ha!'
Tench and gang were Greek to Maida; yet she fancied they referred to prison
days, and that her commiserator was or had been a convict. She wished to ask,
but, judging by her own sensibility, feared the question might be offensive; so she
merely replied:
'Thank you.'
'Kindly welcome, my dear. A-h! you'll get on fine. You don't seem like to get into
trouble very often. Them what takes a drop gets oftenest into trouble out here --
and home too, I'm thinking' (he added thoughtfully). 'Anything that way, my dear?
Now keep heart; don't ye mind: they won't look at ye no more than a loin o' lamb.'
A party of ladies passed.
'There now, did 'em gape? Look over yonder; d'ye see that fine dressed 'ooman?
She 'm Government. I remember bringing her in from Anson. That gentleman
there, what pretends to be -- he's convict, came in last load after I; so you've got
fine company. The girls marry like mad out here.' Maida could bear no more; her
brain grew dizzy; she grasped the rail on her side of the dicky, and the man's arm
on the other.
'That's right, my dear; 'old tight. I loves to purtect ye. Old Hawkins is known out
here; he's been a Government man, and knows all about it. 'Old on, you'm queer
like.'
Mr. Evelyn called from the cab:
'Hawkins, I'll thank you not to talk with my woman.'
'All right, sir.'
The vehicle suddenly stopped.
''Old on, my dear. I wants to speak to the master.'
Off jumped the old man, popping his bright face into the cab. He whispered:
'The 'ooman takes on uncommon; she'm nigh to fent; never seed sich; more acute
than most on 'em. She'll drop off the box any minute; excoose me, but 'tisn't safe
there.'
'Shall she come inside, Bridget? do you object?'
Bridget looked as much as to say, 'Is it likely I should?'
'Here, my dear, you goes in there 'long with the quality.'
Maida hesitated, but only for an instant. Her overloaded heart could not brook the
weight of importunate kindness Hawkins would heap upon it.
'That's right, my dear; keep a good face on't. You're nothing to them mor'n a fillet
of veal,' winked Hawkins.
Hawkins had been a butcher, and from the dead or live stock of his former trade
he drew his not overflattering similes. Glancing her thanks at him, she sank into a
corner, and the grateful relief induced another, still more potent, still more
needed.
She burst into tears.
That was enough for Bridget. It was a very Bochim within that coach.
Following the impulse of her spirit, Bridget's hand had unconsciously worked its
way from under her shawl, and found a resting-place on Maida's, where it lay so
lightly, withal so significantly, that it gave the prisoner to understand more by one
of its thrills than I could write, or you could read, in an hour. Suddenly
remembering her uncle's presence, and peculiar strictness with convicts, she
withdrew her hand, turning her head, at the same time, to meet the dread frown
of reproof she expected; but Mr. Evelyn was watching the race-running trees with
an interest rarely displayed by sober middle-aged men; his fingers were tapping on
the glass, instead of motioning displeasure to her, and Bridget was very glad to
escape the tokens of an incipient scolding.
'Oh, these blessed tears! but for them I should have gone wild. Since I left England I
have only once experienced their power,' said Maida, after a while.
'Do you feel better now, Martha?' asked Bridget, ready to cease crying
directly it suited her for whom she wept.
'Yes, thank you, I am greatly refreshed.'
Uncle Ev, being anxious to prevent another scene, asked Maida if she had any
question she would like to ask.
'I thank you, none, but shall be glad of your permission to drop my present name.'
'Oh yes; any name you prefer will answer my purpose; to the Comptroller-General
you must remain Martha Grylls. What do you wish to call yourself?'
'Maida Gwynnham.'
Mr. Evelyn's opinion was not discernible on his face, but Miss D'Urban's shone in
every dimple of her blooming cheeks.
'I'm so glad! Lucy said so! Won't she be pleased uncle?'
'Lucy Grenlow?' earnestly gasped Maida.
Mr. Evelyn saw that his dignity was at stake; so wisely lost no time in granting a
permission that was evidently not about to be sought.
'You can explain to Gwynnham where she is going Bridget. Maida, my niece, Miss
D'Urban, will talk to you.'
'We heard of -- of you from a nice little thing' Mr. Evelyn frowned -- 'our
housemaid, I mean,' stammered Bridget, correcting herself.
'Lucy Grenlow?'
'Yes; it seems she has been counting the very hours to your release, and she
reckoned you would be ready to-day.'
'Dear child!' adding slowly, as if in thought, 'she needs a protector.'
Bridget knew this would not agree with her uncle. She turned towards him half
timidly. The trees were racing again: perhaps he was betting on them; certainly
he was too busy to notice either of his companions.
'Here we are,' cried Bridget, as they drove into sight of the Lodge, Macquarie
Street.
With a pardonable vanity, Lucy had decked herself out in her Sunday attire. It
would be such a glory to surprise Maida, who only knew her in prison clothes. She
had on a neat blue mousseline de laine gown; a smart white apron the everlasting
knitted collar, fastened with an old bow of Miss D'Urban's; and a jaunty
little cap, trimmed with pink tarlatan, set off the whole most becomingly.
She was standing at the door, awaiting the expected arrival; but no sooner did she
espy Maida through the cab window than she darted into the house, just as a child
which, in the coyness of its delight, runs to hide from a pleasure it has been
anticipating. Not all the rings at the door-bell could bring Lucy back from her
retreat behind the staircase recess.
'Well, Maida, it seems you must go to Lucy, since she will not come to you. Poor
girl! I wonder her little brain has not addled by this: she has been in a state of
excitement all to-day. This way, Maida; down those stairs, and turn to your left,'
pointed Bridget.
Maida was on the last stair, when Lucy sprang into her arms. Great joy was in that
meeting -- as great as though the dramatis personae had been ladies, perhaps
greater -- they being captives in the captives' land.
There was a rap at the parlour door, and with a smiling face, and after a brisk
curtsey, Lucy entered.
'What time will you have tea, please, mem -- sir?'
Without waiting for answer, she continued:
'Please, sir, may I cook a chop for Maida? It'll be a bit of a treat. She's dreadful
tired, and wearisome all over.'
'Yes, and whilst you are about it, cook a couple for us. We have had no dinner, you
know, and three chops make no more trouble than one, eh?'
'Lor', no, sir, nothing's no trouble; but I thought, sir, to do Maida's right away now;
she's faintish. You shall have yours nice and hot, done separate.'
The events of the day had given Lucy a dash of the champion and heroine. Last
evening she would as soon have committed murder as have allowed anyone the
preference to the master. When she brought in the tea equipage, a dark circle
round her eyes told of tears, and she seemed ready for another cry.
'Well, Lucy, did Maida enjoy her chop and tea?' asked Bridget.
Lucy burst out -- 'No, mem; she tried for to eat it, and then when I went for to
answer the door, I met Rover running out with it, the nasty brute! Lor, mem, I
can't go for to tell the master, but I'd as soon see a lady doing of dirty
work as she -- she'm so grand like -- without going for to mean it.'
It was indeed doleful work in the kitchen. Lucy remembered her first cup of tea
and slice of white bread and butter, and what angels' food she had thought that
meal. She recollected what a paradise the kitchen had appeared in her sight after
the dreary scenes of prison -- Millbank, the voyage, and the Anson. She
remembered the first moment of comparative freedom when, set down to a
cheerful tete-a-tete with her fellow-servant, she had almost forgotten that she
was still a prisoner. She had looked forward to go through all these pleasant
surprises again with her friend, and in the warmth of her affection she had
determined that, if the kitchen had been a paradise to her, it should be the third
heaven to Maida.
Everything was set with scrupulous neatness. No relic of Janet's filthy
administration offended the eye: all was snug. The little oaken round table, the
small brown teapot, the dear old willow-pattern plates, and blue cups and saucers
bore a decidedly English air: the white loaf, the pat of butter, were almost objects
of reverence. No convict heart long estranged from such sights, could be proof
against so many accumulated comforts.
But Maida Gwynnham was not a convict in heart, though crushed by convict
scorn -- though dragged by convict chains. In compassion to Lucy she tried to
reciprocate the almost infantile joy of her blithe companion. She tried to smile
between each of her apostrophes, glad that they followed each other too quickly
to allow of a reply, for reply Maida could not make; her soul was full to
overflowing, full of such varied emotions that, had they appeared on paper, they
would have appeared a list of contrarieties.
Absorbed in apparent reverie, Mr. Evelyn sat in his armchair. Emmeline and Bridget
from time to time glanced at him to see if his thoughts were dispersing
sufficiently for them to open a conversation with him; but no, Uncle Ev was not in
a mood to be disturbed. There was a contraction of his brow that they, well
understood, for when that sign of the starfish appeared on his forehead, it was a
sure token that his mind was not at home to the public. Both the girls were
speculating on what might be the result of the rather sudden appearance of the
starfish, when the timepiece warned for nine. Uncle Ev started up, chair
and all, and came down with a bounce at the table; then, drawing himself into it by
the arms of the chair he had brought behind him, he smoothed the cloth as though
smoothing away a difficulty, and uttered the monosyllabic command:
'Prayers.'
Bridget placed the family Bible before him.
'Ring the bell.'
'We are here, Uncle Ev,' gently suggested Emmeline.
'I know it, my dear -- ring the bell Bridget.'
A ray of delight crossed Emmeline's face as she heard the ting-a-tong of the bell,
and she met Bridget's inquiring expression with such a smile as one could fancy an
angel would give, when it had borne a message of glad tidings to some forlorn
sinner.
Lucy appeared in obedience to the summons.
'Prayers,' repeated Mr. Evelyn, without raising his eyes.
'The young ladies is here, sir,' said Lucy, naturally supposing that since her young
mistresses sat at the back of her master they had escaped his notice.
'Come to prayers; you, Gwynnham, and Robert,' nodded Mr. Evelyn.
She stared; why, what next? and left the room to proclaim the news in the
kitchen, almost stumbling over the stairs in her eagerness to do so. 'There! we's
to go in to devotions all in honour of you. I've only been in three times since I've
been here, and that was when the master was out of the way, and Parson Evelyn
called us in; he don't mind kneeling down along with we, but the master says he
won't have no such hypocritical doings.'
When they were seated in the parlour, Mr. Evelyn chose the advice given in the
third chapter of Colossians, and before kneeling down, he expounded, not the
Scripture, which was too clear to need explanations, but his own intentions:
'I mean, Maida, Lucy, and Robert, to commence with you as I have not lately
commenced with any convict. I mean to try you, and if you deceive me, as others
have done, I vow in the sight of the Lord I will never kneel with a prisoner again. Do
not flatter yourselves that I am prompted to this concession by anything I have
heard in your favour; for you have to work for my good opinion. I permit you to
join our family prayers as a last trial at an experiment which I have
hitherto found unsuccessful, and not as a reward to any character which you may
have brought with you. I never heed reports either for or against prisoners whom I
receive from Government.'
Maida lingered at the door at the conclusion of the prayer.
'No, not to-night, Maida; you can go to bed now. I will talk with you early to-morrow
morning.'
She retired, and seeking Lucy, asked her -- 'Does Mr. -- what is his name?'
'The master,' replied Lucy, with delicious simplicity. 'I s'pose that's the language
out here -- so I says it.'
Maida faintly smiled, and continued:
'Does the master generally give orders the first night? -- perhaps it is from
kindness that he tells me to go to bed?'
'Sure to be to you! he always tells us straight away everything, and frightens us
dreadful the very first night -- he did me and Janet -- and so he did Peg Walters
and Susan.'
Maida returned to the parlour.
'If you please, sir, if it is in consideration to me that you do not give orders now,
perhaps I may say that it would be a relief to me to receive your commands
to-night.'
'Very well; come in -- that will do -- shut the door, and stand where you are.'
Bridget managed to stretch before her uncle to reach the snuffers; then, turning
towards him, she syllabled:
'Let -- her -- sit -- down -- do.'
'No, Bridget,' responded Mr. Evelyn aloud.
The prisoner stood erect against the door, her face directed as though looking at
her master, but her eyes fixed upon the ground, as much from weariness as from
inward depression; the long, dark lash drooped over them so heavily that they had
no choice but to bend earthwards, unless they would close entirely. Just as she
stood there she would have made a beautiful variation of the Greek Slave, had
Hiram Powers wanted to vary his immortal marble.
Mr. Evelyn was well accustomed to his present labour; nevertheless, there was an
audible quaver in his voice that a prolonged 'Ahem!' did not wholly remedy when he
commenced:
'Is your health good, Gwynnham?'
'Yes, sir.'
'Your mistress is from home; until her return you will attend to Miss D'Urban's
commands. You are to be general servant, and must be ready to assist wherever
you are wanted. Your wages will be seven pounds a year, and I shall add a sovereign
yearly for seven years, so long as you deserve it. What is your sentence?'
'For life.'
'A lifer! That is against your future prospects, but not so far as I am concerned.'
Several shorter 'ahems!' not unlike grunts.
'You do not seem satisfied, Maida Gwynnham. Speak out -- have you been led to
expect higher wages?'
'Thank you, I am more than satisfied.'
There was a bitterness in her voice that did not escape Mr.
Evelyn; he stored it by for after-consideration.
'Can you cook?'
Maida's lip quivered. No answer came.
Bridget put herself before her uncle, and whispered:
'Shall I question her? I know how to.'
Bridget also knew that she would manage it more delicately.
'No, Bridget! I am as much pained in thus talking to the woman as you and she
are in listening. Is it not kinder to let her know at once what she is to expect as a
convict servant, than to foster hopes which would mock her when she reached her
kitchen? Your show of feeling is more distasteful to her than ever my remarks
may be. I am not slow to perceive that Maida is endowed with a nature which will
double all the sufferings inflicted by law, to say nothing of her former position.'
Maida aroused herself; it was enough for her to know that another was being
rebuked on her account. In almost a cheerful voice she exclaimed:
'I pray of you, Miss D'Urban, not to vex yourself. It is kind of Mr. Evelyn -- I mean
master to speak so plainly. I am tired to-night, but to-morrow, and I trust ever
after, I shall appreciate his directions.'
Her whole manner changed; and, assuming the expression of an interested hearer,
she awaited Mr. Evelyn's pleasure, which was to repeat in an undisturbed tone:
'Can you cook?'
'Not much, sir; I have not had practice, but I will do my best.'
'Can you wash?'
'A little; we washed for the officers on the Anson.'
'Are you a good needlewoman?'
'I am considered so. I worked a great deal for Miss Perkins.'
'Are you willing to be told? Your mistress will soon make a good servant of you, if
you are obedient and willing.'
'I will try, Mr. Evelyn.'
'Sir, if you please.'
'I will try, sir.'
'Do you drink? -- or rather, were you given to liquor before your sentence?'
No answer, but a flush on her cheek.
'Do you drink? -- I choose to be answered, Maida.'
Bridget was making her way out of the room, looking more flushed than Maida, and
far more miserable.
'Come back, Bridget; do not be foolish.'
It was a happy interruption; the colour had time to fade from Maida's cheek, and
we suppose Uncle Ev forgot he had not been answered, for he passed on.
'Have you any children?'
'I'm not married.'
'No consequence. Have you any children in the Queen's Orphan School?'
Had this question been delayed a week, Maida would have known the dire necessity
of putting it alike to married and unmarried, and that it is one as commonly asked
by colonial employers as the everyday inquiries, Can you cook? or, Can you scrub?
As it was, she imagined the question an insult directed immediately at herself, and
her eye burned, indignant, at the cruelty. What might have been the result of the
fire kindling within, and darting from beneath her dark lashes, those best can tell
who are learned in prison discipline. That the result was harmless we art glad to
report. The imploring gaze of the trembling Bridget for a third time averted an
impending evil, and Maida smothered her rebellious spirit in an abrupt 'No.' She
dared venture no more.
'Now, Maida, I have done with you. I make a plan of saying at once all of a
disagreeable nature; it will be your own fault if ever you hear of such subjects
again. Do make me your friend, and take in good part those precautionary rules
which may bear the aspect of privations. Doubtless Lucy has already told you of
them. We never allow our women to go out alone, until such time as they have
proved their trustworthiness beyond the fear that they may return intoxicated,
or be taken by the constable to the watchhouse. Our next rule is equally painful,
but not so important. We make our servants wear their Government clothes until
their first quarter's wages become due. We have been cheated into this rule by
prisoners who, having begged an advance in order to put off their badge of shame,
have spent their money at the tavern, and then given Government the benefit of
the next three months' labour.
'One word more, Maida. Let me warn you not to renew acquaintance with any of
your shipmates, except Lucy. Much of the after-misery of female prisoners arises
from a continuance of the objectionable intercourse which, not being able to
escape, they learn to delight in during their voyage and probation. You will need
moral courage to remain steadfast in this turning from your former associates,
for you will everywhere meet them, and everywhere be open to their
importunities. They will invite you to spree with them whenever occasion offers,
but -- '
A smile of a very undefinable description forced its way to Maida's lip, and looking
on that smile, Mr. Evelyn felt obliged to stop his exhortation, notwithstanding his
dislike to succumb to a prisoner's feelings. He proceeded to tell Maida that she
was to go into Miss Evelyn's room at seven o'clock to light the fire, the mornings
still being too cold for an invalid; and that, having lighted the fire. she was to
attend to any order given her by Miss Evelyn, and finally go down and prepare the
breakfast.
On leaving the parlour, Maida tried to drop an orthodox convict curtsey, but that
curtsey being a failure, it was followed by one of Miss Perkins's aversions.
We have followed Maida from the bar of justice to the scene of her expatriation.
The family has retired to rest; one by one its members have dropped to pleasant
sleep. But Emmeline is wakeful. She is not aware that she has a companion in
unrest in the occupant of the attic -- one who, although morning has
overtaken midnight, still stands at her little window, gazing out on what sky is
visible through the narrow aperture. The candle has burnt out, therefore her
figure is indistinct; but the dim light of heaven falls on her face, and discovers the
features of Maida Gwynnham -- features enigmatic in their calmness of
expression, and singularly disregardful of wearied Nature's demands in the
unabating vigil which absorbs them into death-like quiescence.
Save during the involuntary solitude of the cells, or the few moments snatched
from the surveillance of the officers and the company of her shipmates, Maida
has not been alone since she left England. When, therefore, she closes her
bedroom-door upon herself, she can scarcely believe she is unwatched, nor that
from some unseen corner a voice will not command her to unbolt the door she has
dared to lock.
She recalls her interview with Mr. Evelyn; she thinks of what is expected from her,
and thinks and thinks till thought becomes impalpable, and merges into one deep
reverie.
TO Emmeline it was nothing new to expect a strange face. It was not that
expectation, therefore, which prevented her from sleeping, but an undefined
sense of painful interest in the person who was to appear. She lay awake the
greater part of the night, waiting for seven o'clock in the morning. No wonder,
then, that when that hour arrived it found her asleep. Having been warned to do
so, Maida entered Miss Evelyn's room without knocking at the door. Perceiving that
her young mistress slept, she hesitated to advance; but the lovely countenance
reposing before her attracted her to a nearer contemplation of the peaceful
features, whose transitory quiver (induced by suffering) but showed to more
advantage the calm into which they speedily relapsed.
Emmeline moved her lips, and Maida, thinking she was about to awake,
turned quickly away; but her own name, murmured softly and dreamily, reached
her ear, and again she looked towards the bed.
'Poor Maida -- would God -- poor -- poor -- Maida!'
Emmeline opened her eyes with the last word, and slightly started as she saw a
woman of graceful carriage, bearing a faggot on her arm, and all the necessaries
for fire-lighting and grate-cleaning in her hand, swiftly but stealthily cross the
room, and kneel before the hearth. It needed not a second look to tell her this
woman was the object of her dream, nor a second look to attest Lucy's statement
that Maida was no common prisoner. It was with curious though mournful interest
that Miss Evelyn watched her in this her first act of servitude; and yet she half
doubted whether it could be her first, so adroitly and unhesitatingly did she begin
and pursue her task. There was no token of helplessness and inability, by show of
which, with pardonable vanity, superior convicts often intend their employers to
discover that they have not been brought up to menial labour. As though she had
been trained to it from her earliest years, Maida leant over the bars and plied the
brush with unremitting energy, until the grate shone more brightly than it had
done for a long time; and then, having lighted the fire, and swept up the dust and
ashes, she gathered her apparatus together, and arose as quietly and
unconcernedly, as would any housemaid who had done her duty, and nothing
beyond.
Miss Evelyn hastily closed her eyes, hoping Maida would not know she had been
awake; but the movement was not so rapid as to escape Maida. Though she did not
turn towards Emmeline, she perceived it, and appreciated the delicate kindness.
But, proud and determined as she had entered, she could not leave the room
without expressing her altered mood in a voluntary offer of her service. She
stopped at the door, and asked, in a voice so gentle that no one would suppose it
was a murderess who spoke:
'Can I do anything for you before I go downstairs?'
Miss Evelyn wanted nothing, but hearing in Maida's voiced desire to help her, she
said she should like to be raised a little higher, and have her pillows beaten up. The
request was a proof of confidence that touched the prisoner to the quick;
it told her that, whatever indignities might elsewhere be heaped upon her, she
would have none to fear from the gentle being whose head, now resting on her
shoulder, dreaded no contamination from convict garments. She was again
preparing to leave the room, when Emmeline, unable to refrain, stretched her long,
thin hand to her, and exclaimed:
'Maida, this hand will, perhaps, ere long, be stiff in death; take it now, as a pledge
of proffered friendship. Yes -- do not start; distinctions made in life are useless
on a bed of sickness. I repeat, take it as a pledge of friendship, which I offer from
my heart.'
Maida did not approach, and the hand dropped heavily upon the bed; emaciated as
it was, it was too heavy for self-support. It rested a moment, and then again
presented itself, accompanied by a look that overcame Maida's unwillingness to
yield. Those who know Maida will not be surprised that, having once taken the
proffered pledge, she clasped it with a fervency that satisfied Emmeline's most
sanguine anticipation, but still she did not speak.
'You started at that word friendship, Maida; perhaps you thought I used it on the
impulse of feeling, but no. I have lived in this country nearly all my life, and have
found that one of the grand miseries of the convicts is having no friend to speak
to, no friend to confide in; therefore, when I see one of my own sex newly arrived,
I feel deeply for her, knowing what she will have to go through, even in a family
where prisoners are kindly treated, and I long to become her friend, so that, when
her heart is overwhelmed within, she may feel she has some one to whom to speak
her grief. I must be your friend, Maida; something tells me I must be.'
She laid her other hand over Maida's (which still held hers in a warm though
tremulous grasp), and fixed an eye so tender, so beseeching on her, that Maida
had much ado to hide the emotion which struggled in her bosom. But she did hide
it, and that so well that Emmeline heard no trace of it in the calm voice that
answered:
'Should I need a confidential adviser or friend, Miss Evelyn, I shall, with gratitude,
avail myself of your kindness; but I am averse to promises -- they have painful
weight with me, forcing me against my inclination. Were I to give the
promise, I should fulfil it with as much reluctance as I should with unwillingness
break it. It is not in my nature to confide in anyone.'
'As I said before, you will find everyone in this house kind to you, and disposed to
assist your views for the future; but when your thoughts revert to home, and the
chair by the chimney-corner -- when your heart is rent by misgivings, or wounded
by reproach -- you will want something more than that; it is that something I
desire to be. I do not wish to draw a promise from you. What is your sentence?'
'Life.'
'A lifer! Oh, Maida! then you have not even the small hope that buoys up other
hearts; you need a better friend than I.'
'Amount of sentence is nothing to me; from the absence of all endearing ties or
pleasant memories, locality is a matter of indifference. I have no one in England to
wish me back -- no one for whom I would wish to return; a despised creature I was
sent thence, and a despised creature I remain here; ignominy is stamped upon me,
and would be the same in any place. If I might fix on one spot beyond another, the
one in which my heart would become the most hardened, and my mind the most
forgetful of the past, should be the object of my choice.'
'Have you no parents -- no relatives, Maida?'
'I do not know; I fear to know.'
An expression of anguish here compressed Maida's features, and pain was visible
in the shudder that caused her to clasp her hand upon her bosom.
'Oh, my father! Poor old man! was that letter his death?' burst from her lips ere
she could control her words and bid the grief hide unuttered in her heart.
Though ignorant of Maida's history, Emmeline read the tale of sorrow revealed in
that bitter cry. She knew that, the broad world over, heart answers to heart, and
that the parent of the prisoner standing by her bed had passed through all the
tortures that had stricken other parents to their graves; and if not sunk already,
his life must be a prolonged dying, to which the article of death itself would be a
state most blissful. A broken-hearted parent is one of the many untold calamities
following the prisoner's career.
The door was pushed open, and Lucy, unbidden, advanced. Not heeding Miss
Evelyn, she exclaimed, with a frightened air:
'Oh, Maida, I'm in such a way; 'tis nigh to eight, and there's a sight to do yet; if the
master comes down, and finds it ain't done, he'll be after you, and then there'll be
a row, and p'raps trouble, if he finds I've been and done them door-steps for you.'
(Dropping a curtsey to Emmeline.) 'I beg pardons, mem. I forgot you was here; you
see, mem, I feels in a twitter like, 'cause it's her first day out, and the master'll
be sharp on her.'
'And you feel responsible?' asked Emmeline, smiling.
Lucy glanced at Maida to see how she took this, to her delight there was no
expression of annoyance on the latter's face.
'Why you see, mem, I told the master of she, and natural like I feels anxious. I
wouldn't have them fall out for no amount.'
'Come then, Lucy, I will try to do you credit,' said Maida.
Emmeline gazed at her in surprise; she could not believe that the almost playful
tone belonged to the person who a few minutes since had spoken so bitterly.
'Miss Evelyn, I thank you sincerely for your noble intentions, and regret that mine
should disappoint them; you will not judge harshly of one who from long disuse has
forgotten how to apply confidence or value a friend.'
'Lor', mem, don't she curtsey beautiful!' Admiration was in every line of Lucy's
face as she turned to Emmeline for co-appreciation of Maida's exit. 'Lor', mem,
you should have seen her 'mong our women on the Anson,; she was as grand as
Mrs. Bowden any day, and she was grand enough to frighten the wits out of the
best of us,' lowering her voice.
'Lor', mem, now she's come I'm half afeared how she'll get on with the master.
She ain't like one of us, to take it all natural, and the master won't put up with
nothing from no one. Says he last night: "If Maida's a wise woman, she'll bear what
she's got to bear, and if she don't, she must be made to;" and that's what she'll
never do. I always says she likes bearing of things, but if she don't choose,
nobody can make her to; not even Mrs. Bowden.'
Mr. Evelyn's voice on the stairs sent Lucy fluttering away in search of
Maida, who to her delight stood in the dining-room enveloped in a cloud of dust
sufficient to smother all dread of the master's anger. Order speedily followed
Maida's steps, and the breakfast was duly laid before Mr. Evelyn appeared.
'That's Bob,' said Lucy, as Maida glanced at a man washing at the pump-trough.
'Welcome, missus,' answered Sanders, turning with towel in hand and dripping
face. 'I guess we shan't always be kept waiting after this fashion -- a fellow wants
his breakfast when he's been out with his hosses -- howsomever, glad to see you
clear of Gover'ment for a while; I'm hearty glad it's you come instead of a free
woman. The mistress vowed she'd get a migrate next time; 'taint many things I'm
not willing for, but them free folks is one that I can't 'bide. I likes to have my
equals about me; them as won't take airs because they've never been Gover'ment;
they'm always getting trouble on a feller, the mothers be.'
'What is this trouble I am always hearing of, Lucy?' asked Maida, anxious to turn
the subject.
'Oh, everything is trouble out here that happens to prisoners.'
'Hang trouble! when a feller wants his breakfast and can't get it; that's trouble
enough, ain't it, Madda?' said Bob; 'all I hopes is that you won't know it no more
than that, for when trouble begins on a feller, the devil if it don't stick to him like
mud. Come now, don't feel shy, Madda, or what's you called, we shall be fine
together soon; we don't look to what our mates have done worse than we.
Gover'ment mark's the same on all on us, whether it's for murder or lifting; and
hang the Gover'ment clothes -- a hansom lass is an hansom lass, whether she've
got on brown or blue; and the 'air ain't a consideration, seeing he grows in no time.'
And Bob, by way of illustration, drew his fingers through his long, greasy hair.
So the three sat down together, and the meal passed. Bob thought he had never
devoured a better, for he had not only 'ate his wittels in peace,' but had been able
to hear the sound of his voice in enlightening his new mate on a few points of penal
etiquette.
'An't he handsome, Maida?' exclaimed Lucy, as he walked off.
Lucy arose, deceived into a hope that Maida had enjoyed not only her breakfast,
but her introduction to Bob; the affectionate little being had forgotten to enjoy
hers in the full occupation of watching the effect made by the two on each other.
Now she listened to Bob with Maida's ears but with none of her feelings; then
gazed at Maida with Bob's eyes. The mutual impression would have been very
startling could she have stamped it. Bob was a great person in her sight. He had
nearly won his ticket, and his significant hints of what he meant to do when he
really possessed it, had not been lost upon her.
A month drags wearily by, and Bridget uses the announcement of her Aunt Evelyn
and Uncle Herbert's return as a plea for begging Uncle Ev to relax his rule for only
just once, and let Maida put off at any rate her convict gown and cap: but Uncle
Ev is inexorable; he abides to the letter of his declared intentions; he abates not
his strict discipline one whit for all his niece's rhetoric.
Emmeline knows him of old, and expects no concession. Bridget gets warm, and
charges the executors of the law with partiality; and on an explanation being
demanded she says that they pretend to have no respect of persons in dealing
punishments, whereas they do very exceedingly favour the person of the poor
above that of the rich, in awarding him only pain for the same crime of which
torture is the award to his more wealthy brother. Explanation second being
demanded, Miss D'Urban asks if there can be any comparison between the amount
of suffering endured by the two classes undergoing the same sentence of
transportation. She instances Maida who, over and above the usual miseries of
convict life, has loss of caste, subordination to her inferiors, association with
coarse and uneducated minds, and daily, hourly degradation in a hundred points
which are neither degrading nor annoying to Bob and Lucy whose moral caste
alone is lowered by transportation; who in submitting to overseers and officers,
have no fine feelings to be wounded; who, being born to serve and labour with their
hands, would as soon, if well treated, work in Australia as in England, could they
only forget the little fact that they 'did not come free to the colony;' who, being
born to take their meals in kitchens with numberless Sams and Johns,
Betsies and Annes, have memories no further taunting in convict association than
such as the recollection of bygone Sams and Betsies may bring.
She then instances the case of one Quicke, who had been a physician. She repeats
to Uncle Ev all she has heard Uncle Herbert tell of his sufferings on the peninsula,
where he got punished for not being able to do as much hard work as men who had
been used to manual labour from their infancy; where heartbroken wretchedness
was visited as sullenness, and what small show of manly pride he dared manifest
was called refractoriness; he outstayed all his contemporaries, because he
couldn't be recommended as a servant in any particular capacity, and because
most kindly owners disliked to have their fallen equals beneath them; until
degraded to a lower standard than those who were his inferiors by birth and
education, he implored Uncle Herbert, who met him in the cells, to try to find him a
situation when he was again eligible, adding, with tears in his eyes, 'I will do
anything but cook; that I'm afraid I cannot undertake.' She then asks Uncle Ev if
the punishment given to this Quicke is not a thousand times worse than that which
(for the same offence) is given to his neighbour, though a beautiful equality of
sentence is intended in passing fourteen years on each. After the fashion of
Tennyson's Princess, and by way of embellishing the effect she doubts not she
has made, Miss D'Urban here taps her kid-slippered foot several times on the
carpet.
'Bravo, Miss D'Urban! you plead as one who has her subject at heart, if not her
ideas at command. I shall recommend your appearing in propri‰ person‰ before
the home Government. I am sure those zeal-flushed cheeks will victimize the whole
set, and make them grant your request, even to the half of their
convict-punishing prerogative.'
'No, no; if I go to anyone, I'll go straight to the Queen. I don't believe she knows
half that's done in her name. I got that from Dr. Lamb's servant. The other day I
was talking to her, and she said something about the Queen, for which I
reprimanded her; when she, poor thing, afraid, I suppose, that I should find some
means of informing her gracious Majesty, drew a very long, humble face, and said,
"I haven't nothing to say against the Queen. I dare say she's a very proper
young lady. Very like there's lots of mischief put off on her that she don't know
nothing about. Please, miss, not for to think that I've particular ill-will to her."
By-the-by, Uncle Ev, speaking of her Majesty, don't you think it's rather odd to
make the prisoners keep her birthday? They must celebrate it with a very bad
grace.'
'It's rather a cram, certainly: but it's curious how, with a few exceptions,
repugnance to the object of the feast is swallowed in the feast itself. Extra
rations cover multitude of animosities for the time. An arch fellow once asked me
for a fig to smoke her Majesty's birthday. On giving him a few pence, he put his
finger pipe-like to his mouth, and said, mock reverently, "May she never want a
feller to smoke her, neither here or hereafter!" Another convict, of whom I asked
what share he had taken in the birthday festivities, said, with a sly twinkle in his
eye, "I'd got the ringing of the bells -- a jolly sweat 'twas of it. It would have made
me rather bilious if it had gone down alone, but I drove it down with other victuals,
so I believe it digested; at any rate, it hasn't done no further harm than make me
feel mawkish hereabout," laying his hand on his stomach. Well. Miss Bridget, away,
and make your appeal. Her Majesty's ear is ever ready to bend to the cry of
distress; and, notwithstanding all the convicts in this hemisphere, every colonist is
ready to pray, God save the Queen! I am inclined to say, with Dr. Lamb's servant, I
don't think she knows all that is done in her name, especially to poor Tasmania and
Tasmania's convicts. But who is this?'
'Dear old Em, positively, come down alone! How did you manage it? by crawling on
all-fours?' exclaimed Bridget.
'No, I have had good assistance' (smiling towards Maida, who, on perceiving her
master and Miss D'Urban, had relinquished her hold of Miss Evelyn). 'Don't you
leave me until I am settled in my chair.'
But Uncle Ev, having kissed his niece, left the room, and Bridget followed him,
fancying Maida would like to be a few moments with Emmeline.
During the month which initiated her into Mr. Evelyn's service, Maida
perceived that she had foes as well as friends in the household. The nursemaid had
conceived a hatred for her from the very first, the cause of which hatred was
twofold -- jealousy and disappointment. In the simplicity of her heart, Lucy had
confided to Rachel her hope that a match might come off between the hero of the
stables and the heroine of the kitchen. This confided hope, together with Lucy's
unbounded praise of her friend, inspired Rachel with jealousy, while the rigidity with
which Maida enforced her master's rule, that nurse should not go into the kitchen
after tea hour, disappointed her of meeting Robert, and supping in his company. In
Janet's time, the chief rigidity had been in the constant watch kept for seizing
opportunities for infringing this rule. The altered state of things Rachel set down
to design on the part of Maida, who, she declared, had a purpose in view in thus
shutting her out. In prejudicing Charlie's mind, she found one means of venting her
jealous spite. Under her tuition, the little fellow's aversion had increased into
decided animosity. Taught to associate Maida's name with murders and other
horrors, he quite trembled if she happened to come into the nursery after dark.
The story of a shocking murder, just perpetrated in Hobart Town, served his
nurse for an illustration of what would be his, or his infant sister's fate, if either
offended that wicked woman; and Charlie was made to learn the illustration by
heart, until he firmly believed that Maida would make as little of tossing him into
the water-butt as of submerging a surplus kitten. On the contrary, Maida had so
gained baby's heart, that the little creature no sooner found the nursery
guard-gate unlatched than she would toddle out with, 'Baby go see Midda,' and slide
down stair after stair, until she reached the kitchen. Bridget often was privy to
such an escape, knowing how Maida delighted in the child; and Uncle Ev himself, for
all his scolding of careless Rachel, was once known to be guilty of not stopping
baby from going any further when he caught her on the stairs. He excused himself
by dwelling on the danger of frightening her when in the act of stair-sliding.
All interested in Maida's welfare rather dreaded Mrs. Evelyn's return. All had a
misgiving that they would not agree; though could such a misgiving have reached
Mrs. Evelyn, it would have astonished her beyond measure, for she prided
herself on being an excellent convict-mistress; the excellence of
convict-mistressism, according to her, commencing with liberality in rations, and
ending with an unwillingness to get prisoners into trouble. Little etceteras -- such
as not reminding them of their fallen estate, remembering that they had other
feelings beside those of hunger and bodily pain -- did not enter into her list of
necessaries. To the abject notions of most convicts she was a good mistress, for
they reckoned by negatives after the primary considerations of appetite had been
satisfied. A free servant, in recounting to a new-comer the advantages of her
situation, mentions all that is therein done for her: 'Mistress allows me this, and
gives me that; she lets me go there,' etc., etc. But the convict hireling tells his
fellows -- not all that his mistress does for him, but all that she does not do. In
trying to cheer his mate, he says, 'This is a better place than you'll get again; she
don't get us into trouble; she don't send us for punishment; she don't do this;
she don't do that.'
But Emmeline and Bridget felt that Maida would require something beyond such
animal kindness. In the desire of favourably impressing her aunt, Bridget wrote
several eulogiums on Maida and Maida's skill, intermingling them with a few
expressions of pity for her fate, and hope that she would be happy in Uncle Ev's
family. Mrs. Evelyn wrote back her delight that the new woman did her work well,
and hoped of all things that she kept the door-steps clean. 'As to pitying her, my
dear,' she said, 'there is no need of that waste of ink and paper. These
Government people can't have much feeling, or they wouldn't be in their present
position; what little feeling they once had, you may depend is gone now. I have
been surrounded with them all my life, and never met with any who cared for being
prisoners. With regard to her being happy, why shouldn't she be, my dear? I give
my people plenty to eat, and I don't get them into trouble half as much as they
deserve in fact, when I meet with a man or a woman that suits me I'd rather put
up with anything than get him or her into trouble, for fear I should not be able to
hire them back. P.S. -- I hope, my dear, you are not making Maida think too much
of what she does.'
Mrs. Evelyn had not arrived half an hour before she expressed a wish to
see the new woman.
'My dear, I wonder she did not bring up the tray on purpose to let me see her.'
'Perhaps, she would rather meet you first alone, aunt,' explained Bridget.
'Oh no, my dear, there's not the least occasion for that; I don't object to speaking
to her before you. Ring the bell.'
Uncle Ev walked out of the room; Uncle Herbert had not yet entered.
'Let the new woman come up, Lucy; I can talk to her a little while I take my chop --
it will save me time.'
Maida entered.
'Oh yes, she's a nice height -- perhaps I shall turn you into a housemaid -- and
your name is -- ?'
'Maida Gwynnham.'
'That will do very well; I like to have pretty names about me. Maida sounds pretty;
the other name's rather glumpy. What are you for?'
'I was sent out for murder.'
'Patience me! my dear; whatever was your uncle thinking of when he hired this
woman? One would think her good looks bewitched him; he forgets that we may get
killed in cold blood.' (To Maida) 'Does the master know what you are for?'
'He has never spoken to me on the subject.'
'How very thoughtless of him! I like him to bring home bad prisoners because they
are always clever when they are very bad; but I never bargained to have a
murderer about my heels. The idea is not at all pleasant -- convicts are so apt to
repeat the crime for which they have been sentenced;' (turning again to her
nieces) 'there was Louisa Ferris, my dears, she tried to cut off her husband's
head at home, and out here she tried to cut off young Turnbull's head, or
something very like it. What sort of a temper is she, Bridget?'
Bridget did not answer; Mrs. Evelyn, with a gesture of annoyance, turned to Maida
with:
'Well, you are here, and I suppose must stay; but you must mind what you are
about; I shall watch your temper, and if I see anything in it I don't like, I shall send
you back to Government, which is the proper place for such as you; we
don't like having dangerous people about us any more than the English do. You'll be
very foolish if you don't behave well, for this is an excellent situation, and the
master and myself are very kind to our people. You'll have plenty of food -- butter
too, which you wouldn't get everywhere -- it's eighteen-pence a pound out here,
even in summer, and that's too much for convicts to eat -- but we don't mind; we
expect our Government men and women to work, therefore we feed them well. You
find she does very well in the house, don't you, my dear?'
'Yes, aunt,' murmured Bridget.
'What were you at home? You seem to be superior -- a dressmaker, or something
in that way, I suppose.'
'I have made dresses, ma'am.'
'Have you lived in service before?'
'No.'
'Who did you murder? Your illegitimate child, I suppose; that's generally the way.'
Maida replied not; a line of supreme contempt curled her lip.
'I don't ask for curiosity; but because I should like to know on what particular point
to be on my guard; for instance, I should feel especially awkward if you had
murdered a former mistress.'
'These are impertinent questions, and you have no right to put such to me! I shall
not answer you, my mistress though you be!' Maida moved towards the door.
'There, now!' cried Mrs. Evelyn; 'have I not need to fear? If the creature can toss
herself into a rage just for a trifle, what would she not do for more than a trifle?
Charlie, run and tell her to come back; I've no notion of letting her off.'
'And yet, no; perhaps she'll strike you. Really papa shouldn't put one's life in
danger in this cool manner.'
'She's such a horrid creature, mamma: Rachel, and Lucy, and me, and baby is all
drefful afraid of her.'
'My Charlie, you mustn't call anything horrid creature; 'tisn't a pretty word for a
little boy to say; but you must keep out of that woman's way. It's a pity we
talk so before him; 'twill frighten him, poor dear.'
When Maida closed the door, another on the opposite side opened on her, and she
stood face to face with Mr. Herbert Evelyn. Both instantly recognised each other.
'Martha Grylls! Is it possible? Are you, then, the Maida Gwynnham that my niece
has been writing so much about?'
He laid his hand on her shoulder; the touch thrilled through her, and, as if by
supernatural power, surrounded her with images of the past. Drooping so as to
disengage herself from Mr. Herbert's hand, she rushed to the kitchen.
To us who have followed Maida from prison to Tasmania, it would seem strange
that Mr. Herbert had never mentioned her to his daughter, or that during the
month of his absence no inadvertency had revealed to Emmeline Maida's previous
knowledge of her father; nor to Maida, that the Mr. Evelyn of England and the Mr.
Herbert of the Lodge were one and the same person. But when we remember that
Mr. Evelyn was summoned by Bridget to his daughter just after he had assisted
Mr. Gwynnham from the platform to his house, and from his house had resigned
him to the charge of an old servant, who arrived by the next train to meet and
return with his master -- when we recollect that by Emmeline's side it was likely
he should forget all but the exertions necessary to bear her from England ere
autumn merged into winter -- we cease to wonder that the family had not become
acquainted with the name of Martha Grylls before Lucy recommended the person
who bore it to Uncle Ev's attention. And as for the second wonder, we must
content ourselves with recollecting that we should never have wondered it at all
had the discovery not taken place. Maida had often questioned whether her young
mistress might not be related to the clergyman who had visited her in prison; her
quiet yet earnest manner of speaking often reminded her of him, and she fancied
she could trace a likeness: but the fear of having her question answered
affirmatively prevented her seeking a reply. Much as she respected the memory
of that kind friend, she felt averse to meeting him, as, according to her view of
things, pain only could accrue from such an interview; and also she wished to have
no claim, beyond that which she should win, on the gentle invalid, whom she
already regarded with a feeling that anyone but herself would have called love.
MR. WALKDEN had been in the dining-parlour with Uncle Ev for more than an hour,
when the latter left the room, and running upstairs, told Bridget she was wanted
below. She tried to find out who wanted her, but Uncle Ev wouldn't satisfy her;
nevertheless he made her promise to appease his curiosity when she returned.
'Oh! it's Mr. Walkden,' she exclaimed, on entering the parlour; 'and Uncle Ev told me
that I was wanted.'
'And may not Mr. Walkden want you?' replied that gentleman, with a peculiarity of
emphasis which Bridget could not but notice, though she did not marvel at it.
'Oh, yes! if 'tisn't about frescoes; I've been afraid of them ever since I first saw
you.'
'Then you remember when you first met me, Miss D'Urban?'
'I've reason to,' said Bridget archly.
'And so have I,' answered Mr. Walkden, in the same peculiar tone.
Then neither knew what to say, and Mr. Walkden arose and shut the door; on which
Bridget said:
'Oh! do you like the door shut? it is so warm.'
Mr. Walkden went over to the window to see the state of the weather, and Bridget
supposed he was very short-sighted, since he could not see the sky from where he
sat. It only took a half-moment to look out, but that half-moment seemed long to
Bridget, who began to feel uncomfortable lest Uncle Ev had been playing her a
trick, so she followed Mr. Walkden and asked:
'Did you want me? Oh! I forgot; perhaps you are going to take me to see the
Queen's Orphan School, I shall like that amazingly;' and a gleam of pleasure lighted
her countenance.
'I will take you wherever you wish to go, Miss D'Urban.'
'You good, kind man! suppose I say I wish to go back to England -- what
then? You see with me it is necessary to think twice before you speak once.'
'That has already been done; and I repeat, if you will go with me I will take you to
whatever place you name.'
'Whatever does he mean!' thought Bridget: but only for an instant: simpleton as
she was, she could not doubt his meaning; her simple thoughts said to her, in
words of plain language:
'He wants to marry you.'
Those who know Bridget D'Urban only as the light-hearted, merry-singing girl, will
be astonished to hear how calm she became directly her thoughts said those
simple words to her; with what womanly composure she listened to Mr. Walkden's
proposal; and with what modest dignity she told him that she had left England on
purpose to nurse her cousin, and could not, therefore, pledge herself to anyone;
nor could all that Mr.Walkden urged make her say more.
Bridget hoped Uncle Ev knew nothing about it; she blushed as she met him on the
stairs, but he only pinched up her face, and kissed her, as he had done a hundred
times before, so she fancied her secret was safe.
'Where's Walkden?' he called after her, in a careless tone, when she had passed
him.
'Gone,' she answered as carelessly; and that little monosyllable told Uncle Ev the
result of the interview.
Mrs. Evelyn was very disappointed when she heard it; for whilst her niece had been
with Mr. Walkden, she had employed herself in planning a wedding-breakfast, and
had just finished laying the last corner-dish on the ideal table, when Uncle Ev told
her that he guessed his friend's suit had been rejected.
The morning's event had taken no one by surprise but Bridget herself. Mr. Walkden
had frequented the house too often to leave the supposition on any one's mind
that he came without purpose. Had Emmeline been a less-condemned invalid, his
great attentions to her might have created the suspicion that she was the
magnet; but as the case lay, it would have been an injustice to her, as well as to
Mr. Walkden, to suppose that his intentions towards her were more than such as
any kind friend of a family would show to a sick member. Bridget, therefore, was
the only accountable reason for his almost daily visits.
'Em darling, I've got something to tell you in the evening, I can't tell you
before, because I don't want you to see me whilst I am talking,' said she to
Emmeline.
When the evening came she nestled down by her cousin's sofa, and laying her face
in her two hands, her eyes peeped out from them with a more quiet brightness
than usual.
'Em, I wish you knew what I've got to tell you: I'm longing to talk all about it, but
it's horrid to begin. I am happy and vexed, and vexed and happy. I'm vexed because
I'm afraid I've vexed somebody, and happy because -- '
A luxuriously rosy tinting of her cheek, discernible through the twilight, was left to
reveal the tale of her happiness.
'Did Mr. Walkden appear very grieved, Bridget?'
'Oh, then you know! How ever could you?'
'I have known it a long time.'
'How? he never told you before he spoke to me?' and without waiting for an
answer she jumped up, saying:
'How very disagreeable! what a rude man! I dare say he asked everybody's leave;
and now Uncle Ev will be teasing me.'
'Nobody told me, Bridget dear; but I have a pair of steadier eyes than you. Yours
have been dancing about, lighting too slightly on every object to discover a fact
embodied so plainly in one as to attract the notice of us all.'
'Ah! but, perhaps, if I'd liked Mr. Walkden, I should have noticed. I never once
thought about caring for him.'
'That is just because you are Bridget.'
'What you say explains a great many things that I remember. It's so horrid that
things only get explained after they have happened, and make one look stupid.'
'For instance: when a gentleman gives a young lady, with whom he is desperately in
love, a choice rose that he has bought on purpose for her, and when she takes it,
and says, after thanking him for it without a single comprehending blush, "Ah!
it's a pity, because we have so many in the garden" -- it would be far better if
explained to the young lady that he had purchased the rose with silver, and
presented it with painful hope -- eh, Miss D'Urban?' exclaimed Uncle Ev's
sly voice over her shoulder.
'You horrid Uncle Ev, do go along with you; I don't want anyone to be desperately in
love with me unless I am with him, for I hate vexing anyone. I was delighted at first
to think I had a real offer, the same as I have often heard of; but now I'm sorry,
and feel as if I ought to marry him because he loves me so. I'm -- ' and Bridget
burst into tears.
To this moment she had disguised deeply-pained feeling beneath a playful manner;
but now, too severely tested, she gave way. Uncle Ev was truly sorry he had
grieved her: so, kissing her tenderly, he left the two girls to talk out those
feelings which it is best for girlish sympathies to exchange.
'I think it is very wrong to make a jest of these subjects -- I do, indeed,' said
Bridget, resuming her old corner by Emmeline. 'I'm fond of fun, but can never see
what fun there can be in grieving others; and if these things are true, there must
be grief on one side of the question.'
The cousins had a long and serious conversation on the proposal made by Mr.
Walkden, at the close of which Bridget felt more composed, under the conviction
that, sorry as she was for the gentleman, duty did not call her to engage herself
to him for the sole purpose of what she termed 'unvexing' him.
The fervour of the benison wherewith Uncle Herbert blessed his niece that night
made her very happy, she felt that the only fact she had concealed of that day's
event was guessed and silently appreciated by him:
'Yea and she shall be blessed!' he ejaculated, as he heard her light steps retreating
for the night.
ON the day in which Maida was sent out under Bridget's guardianship to exchange
her first quarter's wages for articles of clothing, the latter called at the general
post-office to inquire when the next vessel would sail for England. Outside
the office hung a placard giving a long list of prisoners for whom unclaimed letters
lay within. Whilst waiting for her young mistress, Maida cast her eye part of the
way through the list, when her attention was arrested by the name of Martha
Grylls. She hastened to demand the letter; the clerk handed her one, saying:
'Sixteen pence to pay before you touch it.'
'I have not so much; do let me look at the address.'
'Martha Grylls, Post-Office, Hobart Town, Van Diemen's Land. To be left
until inquired for; or if not inquired for to be returned to,' etc., etc. -- she
read in characters that she well knew were from Norwell's pen.
'I am Mr. Evelyn's servant, cannot you trust me?'
'Mr. Evelyn's or not, we never trust prisoners, one day here, the next in trouble.'
'Miss D'Urban, will you lend me sixteen pence? there is a packet for me within and I
can't get it, having spent all my money.'
'I could, but I dare not, uncle would be so angry, and yet if I know how you spend it,
I don't see how he could object.'
'No, thank you kindly, I'll not risk his displeasure for you; with your permission I'll
get the person at the shop to take back one pair of stockings; that will just give
me the sum I require.'
To the shop they went, Bridget waiting without whilst Maida tried to accomplish
her desire; but the attendant was obstinate: he pronounced it against rule to
receive goods once removed from the counter. Maida pleaded in a way she would
not have condescended to, but for so dear an object.
'What does the woman request of thee, James?' asked the master of the shop,
who belonged to the Society of Friends, and whose benevolent character,
education, and gentlemanlike deportment made him an honour to the excellent
fraternity he headed. James informed Mr. Washington.
'Thou sayest truly that thou mayest not swerve from my rule; but thou canst not
forbid my doing so, canst thou, James?'
And with a benignant smile he gave Maida one shilling and fourpence, saying:
'It is a small service, but I am well pleased to do it for thee. I hope thy
letter will bring thee good news of thy home.'
Maida was leaving the shop, when she felt a gentle tap on her arm.
Mr. Washington stood behind her; he placed a little packet in her hand, at the same
time whispering:
'It did not occur to me that these stockings may be necessary to thee.'
As though understanding Maida's look, he smiled:
'Receive it as a gift, or pay for it at thy convenience; I do not bind thee either to
thanks or payment. Fare-thee-well.'
He had retired before she could reply.
It were needless to relate the trepidation with which Maida tore open the letter
when she reached her kitchen; she trembled with eager suspense until she had
read every word therein contained.
'My precious Maida!' she repeated slowly to herself, after she had read it through.
'How does he reckon preciousness? If by endurance the amount must have
increased since that time we sat together in the park, when he told me I was his
precious Maida; then I had suffered nothing but those pleasant pangs they call
first love. Now, ah! but he too has suffered, for he says: "I have not known a
moment's happiness since you left." I am glad to hear it for your sake, Norwell;
for mine I would it were otherwise -- what is this?'
She picked up a bank-note for five pounds that fell from the envelope.
She gazed at it, and then with a gesture of disgust thrust it into the fire. At that
instant Rachel entered the kitchen. She had perceived the action during the
moment she lingered outside the door, and now seeing Maida hastily put a letter
into her bosom, she guessed there must be a secret going on, and determined to
make the most of what she had seen, in serving her malicious purpose.
Assuming a very grieved countenance, she immediately proceeded to inform her
mistress that she sadly feared the woman Gwynnham was not as honest as folk
believed her to be; she recounted the story of the burning of the banknote, and
then requested leave just to ask if it was likely that her going into the
kitchen should frighten an honest body into burning honest money.
Mrs. Evelyn thought it most unlikely, and Rachel said, to her poor way of thinking,
it was more suspicious still that Maida had bought neither cap, gown, nor bonnet,
but had spent her money only in such things as would be useful to her anywhere,
which seemed exactly as though she expected trouble, for, of course, nobody
would buy finery if they were sure of being sent to cage in a few days. Don't that
look as if she'd done something she expected to be punished for?
But Mrs. Evelyn did not think so; she said Maida was so odd a creature, it was as
difficult to know what she would not do as what she would do.
'However,' she added, 'I'll have no such freaks played by my convicts: they shall
wear prison as long as I choose, but not a moment longer. I don't choose to see
the dismal brown about me after the first quarter.'
'Certainly not, ma'am; they's most as bad to see as to wear, especially for the
quality.'
'Go down and tell the woman to come up and bring her purchases with her. It's all a
part of the same impertinence.'
'It's after tea, ma'am; am I to go into the kitchen?' asked Rachel, innocently
demure.
'How else can you call her? -- don't pretend.'
With a glow of malicious delight off glided Rachel to send up Maida, and 'to get a
trifle out of Bob's company' during her absence.
'What do you mean by not spending your money properly?' demanded the
mistress, ere Maida had time to close the door.
'I have bought very proper articles, ma'am; however, you shall judge for yourself,'
answered Maida quietly.
But three pairs of stockings, a pair of stays, a pair of boots, slippers, and a few
yards of calico did not convince Mrs. Evelyn. She persisted that there should be
print for a gown and some lace, with ribbons for caps. Maida said the money would
not spread any further; on which her mistress declared that all those articles
should be exchanged for others more suiting to her taste -- she was not going to
be annoyed by prison dress after she had secured the first quarter's work.
She asked Maida where her senses had strayed, that she should suppose her inner
garments were of any benefit to her mistress.
Maida did not reply: after a dead pause Mrs. Evelyn burst out:
'And where did you get that bank-note which you burnt when you heard Rachel
coming?'
'It came in a letter I received from England.'
'You must let me see that letter, or I shan't believe you; it would never do for a
respectable house to harbour a thief, for whom the constable may even now be
searching. It is certain you haven't taken it from us, because we have not lost
any money, but how do I know that you did not steal it from the shop this
afternoon?'
'Because I tell you to the contrary,' replied Maida haughtily.
Mrs. Evelyn gave a little quick, amused laugh.
'Who is it from, then?'
'From one of whom I'd rather not speak.'
Another little laugh.
'You really are a very odd woman, Maida, but I must be satisfied when I wish to
know anything about my prisoners.'
'Well, then, you shall know!' cried Maida bitterly. 'It is from the man who ruined
me, body and soul. He sent me money which I flung in the fire since I could not fling
it back to him.'
'No! did you really? well, you are a very odd creature; why, I would have kept it for
you until you wanted another dress.'
'I would wear no garment of its buying, except a shroud; and yet, no! not even
that; death should not be so scandalized by me.'
Mrs. Evelyn gave another little laugh, and said between her teeth:
'Dear, dear!'
'Do you still wish to see the letter?'
'Oh yes, certainly; I have said so, and mean to be obeyed.'
Maida drew it from her bosom, and approaching the hearth, threw it into the fire,
exclaiming:
'There let it burn! It could only fool me if I kept it.'
'You wicked woman! Is that the way you spite me; what will you do next?'
cried her mistress.
Maida laid her hand on the poker, she only wanted to push the letter further into
the grate; but the movement appearing to be a reply to the question, 'What will
you do next?' alarmed Mrs. Evelyn, and suggested the prudence of leaving the
matter for her husband's inspection; she quickly dismissed Maida, with the
promise that the master should look into the suspicious business of the
bank-note. The master, however, never did.
Open-mouthed listened Robert and Lucy to the tragedy of the bank-note. The
grandeur of the acc betrayed the latter into an infinity of 'Lors!' while Robert
appeared almost choked by it: he uttered 'Crinky me! the woman's a shingle short,
or somethin' like it, to go stuffin' the fire with such blessed trade, and I so near
my ticket too. I say, you see'd it with your own eyes, Rachel?'
'I didn't with anybody else's, anyhow,' replied she.
'Lor!' murmured Lucy.
Robert was ill close consultation with his greasy locks which flopped and reflopped
through and over his fingers.
'You seed nothin' harder than paper go in?' he at last asked.
The words had scarcely dropped from his lips, ere all three wonderers started as
if by simultaneous impulse, and falling on their knees before the grate, began
grubbing in the ashes, as diggers in a gold creek. In which act Maida caught them
when she descended from the parlour. They simultaneously arose.
Rachel glided off to the nursery. Lucy stood in mute worship of the money-burner.
Robert again appealed to his locks, and advised by them, muttered:
'I say, Madda, 'twas a darned shabby trick to go and fume that there money which
would 'most have sote a feller up when he'd got his ticket.'
'I had too much respect for you, Sanders, to offer you such money; it would have
brought a curse with it, had it been a hundred times as much I should have
destroyed it.'
'Lor would she!' admired Lucy.
Bob pulled his hair, and muttering, 'A shingle short or somethin' like it,' departed
to mourn the five pounds in the company of his only comforters, the horses.
Maida waited for an official inquiry into her conduct, and doubted not she
should be severely punished; but none was made that night, and not until the next
evening was she summoned to her master's presence. Mr. Evelyn stood with his
back to the fire: she saw at a glance that he was ruffled.
'Maida, what is this I hear? your mistress tells me that you have been very
provoking about your clothes, and insists on your changing them.'
Maida explained, and then said:
'Having received no commands, sir, I was not aware that the money was not mine
to spend as I pleased; I might certainly have laid it out differently, but not knowing
that this dress annoyed anyone, save myself, I preferred to buy necessary
articles.'
'Humph! then you should have explained to your mistress, and not have been so
insolent.'
'I am aware of no insolence about the clothes, sir: if the mistress complains of
any I am willing to apologize.'
'Then she does complain. If you have not been insolent about the clothes, you
must have been on some other subject. Insolence is punishable by convict law.'
'She made inquiries which I considered impertinent, and I answered her accordingly,
sir.'
All the fire-irons fell clattering down: the noise of their downfall fully accounted
for the absence of the verbal storm Maida expected to follow her last speech.
When Mr. Evelyn had replaced them, he asked:
'What did you say, Maida?'
'Then I am to procure the things my mistress wishes me to have?'
'Certainly, if you have the means.'
'I have not, sir, but by changing my former purchases.'
'Bother the purchases; no, you must wear your brown for the next quarter; if you
don't want to spare yourself the pain that I would fain spare you, wear it on,
certainly. I shall not advance the money, for I clearly see that trouble will be the
end of such constant hot water with the mistress.'
'I can wear the dress to the end of my sentence, sir, and that is to the end of my
life,' said Maida, calmly folding her arms upon her breast; 'and as for that trouble
which is always being sounded in my ears, I cannot conceive of what it
consists worse than that which I already endure, standing at your wash-tub is no
worse than standing at another; picking oakum is much the same as picking over
potatoes.'
'The cells, my woman, give a rather undesirable opportunity for thought.'
'Ah, there you are correct, sir; the sinner's misery must be aggravated by a
prolonged retrospection of the past!'
'A retrospection I have no wish to enforce, Gwynnham. As to trouble being no
worse than your present state, you must remember each sentence lengthens the
period you have to serve to obtain your ticket-of-leave.'
'Death will grant me that before I am prepared to receive it, I fear, sir!'
'Nevertheless, I hope to see you a T.L. in life. Death can give you conditional
pardon, of the conditions of which pardon you hear enough from Mr. Herbert.
That'll do -- go, I will arrange matters with your mistress, but let me have no
more such rows, for I assure you I'm weary of them.'
After prayers, Mr. Herbert requested her to follow him into his study.
'You have had a letter from home, Maida?' he commenced.
'I have, sir.'
'I should much like to know if you have news from your father.'
'None, sir. I fear he is dead, or he would have found means to send me the pardon I
so earnestly besought: there can be no doubt he received my letter.'
'He received it, I know that, Maida.'
'And it killed him! it is nearly three years since I left England: it were unfilial to
wish him still to live, and yet that he is gone I cannot bear to think. The suspense
is horrible!' she exclaimed, after she had been in silent calculation of the
possibility of his being yet alive.
'Maida, I can give you a short account of him. I have long sought an opportunity to
tell you.'
'Is he dead?' gasped Maida.
'Ah, that I cannot say; my impression is that he must have died shortly after I saw
him.'
'Oh! don't, don't, don't say so: he must live to give me one word of pardon.'
'My poor girl, I think with you it were better he should in death leave a grief of
which death only could release him.'
'No, no -- yes, yes -- Oh! which do I mean?' she cried.
'Yes, better,' repeated Mr. Herbert.
'But then I gave him the grief, I gave him the death. Do not try to make my guilt
appear less, it would not comfort me; through all your kindness might urge I should
still see the haunting image of my father murdered by me.'
'Maida, I could not lessen the fact, if I dared to try God forbid that I should try. I
would have you view every circumstance of your career in the unpalliated light of
truth, and God, of His infinite mercy, grant that the same light which shows you
your sin may show you your Saviour.'
Had Maida reflected a moment, she might have known that Mr. Herbert was not
the one to extenuate her crime in this respect.
'What have you to tell me, sir?' asked Maida drearily.
Mr. Herbert placed a chair, and insisted on her taking it; then standing before the
fire, he fixed a penetrating look on her.
'You have had an exciting day, Maida: a letter from home is always exciting. Would
you rather wait until tomorrow to hear about your father? I warn you beforehand
it will give you pain.'
Ever ready to ward off danger from her soul's secret, had Maida been less
absorbed in mental contemplation of her father, she would have been alarmed at
the peculiar emphasis laid on the word exciting, in connection with Norwell's
letter: now, raising her eyes heavily, she merely said, in the same dreary voice:
'Go on, sir.'
'You will remember, then, that your letter was sent so as to reach your father the
day after your departure, in order to preclude the possibility of an interview,
which we judged would be a trial too severe for his strength. I felt sure that, too
late or not, he would make an attempt to see you. When I found on inquiry
that your going had been delayed for a day, I felt as certain that the attempt
would be successful, for starting by the first train after the receipt of your
letter, I reckoned he would arrive at the station just as your company was setting
off. Acting on the belief that he would come, I went to the station to lend any
assistance which might be necessary, and to shield him from any publicity into
which his parental feelings might hurry him. Thank God I went! His train was a few
moments late, therefore the one which was to convey your party was in readiness
to start simultaneously with the arrival of the other; consequently, when Mr.
Gwynnham alighted, your train had just proceeded on its way.'
Mr. Herbert then recounted the scene given in the sixth chapter of this book, and
Maida bowed lower and lower in her misery, until a few moans alone told that she
was conscious of it.
'Here, here is the pain!' she at last said, pressing her hand upon her heart, and
rocking herself to and fro. 'Here is the pain -- large, cold, and heavy, too cold for
tears.'
She sat a few moments longer in dreary silence, then turning suddenly to Mr.
Herbert, she asked:
'Sir, why did you tell me all this; where was the cruel necessity?'
'It is right you should know it, Maida.'
'Yes, to fill up the heaped measure of my wretchedness!' she exclaimed with
bitterness.
'And better that you should hear it from me than suddenly from the lips of a
stranger some day,' continued Mr. Herbert, without noticing her interruption.
'Ah yes, forgive me! forgive, Mr. Evelyn! all is confusion within me. I know not what
to say, or think, or feel: I am only sensible of an indescribable weight of misery. I
dread the moment when I shall awake to a clear understanding of my guilt and a
full abhorrence of myself.'
Mr. Herbert only gave a look full of pity and kindness in answer to this appeal, a
look that said he had nothing to forgive.
'If it would he any comfort to you I would write to England, and try to ascertain
that which you desire to learn of your father.'
Maida shook her head.
'No, it could not be better; it could not be worse.'
There was something in her voice and incoherent manner that touched Mr.
Herbert's heart, and yet he felt thankful that she showed her misery; he always
entertained more hope of her when she bent beneath her fate, than when she
stood boldly to bear it.
'Wait an instant, Maida; I shall return presently,' said Mr. Herbert, leaving the
room.
'Clara, I wish you'd give me a glass of port for that poor Maida: she is so overcome
with what I have said to her, that I fear she may faint.'
'Ah, I am glad you have been scolding her, she has behaved shamefully to me;
however, she shall have the wine, and yet, don't you fear it may give her a relish
for it? these creatures so readily regain their taste for drink.'
'I do not fear,' replied Mr. Herbert, taking the glass from his sister-in-law.
'Mind, I don't grudge it,' she called after him.
Maida sipped the wine and then set the glass on the table, unconscious that she
had done either the one or the other.
'Should you like me to pray with you, Maida?'
'If you like, sir, anything you please.'
'A few moments then -- '
And Mr. Herbert was not more; he commended her to God in a short earnest
supplication; after which he took her hand, and shaking it kindly, said:
'Maida, remember I am not your judge, but your pastor and friend. I thank God for
having placed you under my care; speak to me or to my daughter freely of all you
suffer in mind or body.'
'Thank you, sir, and thank you for your kind attentions to my poor -- poor -- '
She could not get out the word 'father.'
'God reward you for it, when He punishes me for my aggravated crimes,' she
stammered.
'No thanks are due, Maida: would that I had been able to be of more service to him!
I wished to keep him at my lodging, but the faithful old servant who traced him
from the station to my residence said he had received express orders to fetch
his master, who, on leaving home, appears to have arranged for some
catastrophe; old Roberts would answer no questions. I shall never forget the grasp
he gave my hand, as he exclaimed, the tears flowing down his cheeks:
'"The Lord Almighty bless you! it isn't because I am close I don't tell you all about
it, but because, when my master told me he was called on immediate business to
-- , he said, 'Roberts, follow me by the next train; my last words to you are,
neither ask nor answer any questions about me or mine; many may be put to
you, but remember my last words to you, Answer none.'" With that old Roberts
took my other hand and said, "Sir, as I grasp your hand now so he grasped mine,
repeating, 'Mind! keep your wretched master's secret.' So how can I break my
faith with him? but, sir, I will tell you this much, that the rich have their sorrows
as well as the poor; when sorrow falls on the rich man's house it falls heavier than
elsewhere. Maybe in spite."
'He would not so much as give me your father's address. I gave him mine, and he
promised to let me hear the result of the attack, but never did; and shortly after,
being called to my own sick child, I had no opportunity to seek further information.
I should, however, have made opportunity had I thought of meeting again with you.
I might though, and ought to have known that it was likely I should find her here!'
continued Mr. Evelyn reproachfully to himself.
The unexpected mention of the old familiar servant overcame the obduracy of
Maida's grief; it assumed a gentler aspect, and when Mr. Herbert again turned
towards her she was weeping. He therefore continued to talk in a low, soothing
tone, to give her a longer opportunity to shed those tears he knew would cease
directly they were noticed, but his care was useless; that instant Mrs. Evelyn
entered and said, in her quick matter-of-fact voice:
'Oh, my dear' (she called everybody 'my dear'), 'I thought, whilst lecturing this
woman, you might forget the time, 'tis past eleven; ah, there you are, Gwynnham I
am glad to see you crying -- I must send you to Mr. Herbert when I want you
lectured to some purpose, I see!'
And she gave one of her little quick, short laughs, as if lecturing and being
lectured were one of the most natural incidents of convict life.
Maida was hastily quitting the room: her mistress called her back, and said in the
same tone:
'Well now, I forgive you, so you need not cry any more; only mind, next time, really,
I must send you to the brickfields; good-night, you can take some supper.'
Then, as the door closed, she turned to her brother-in-law, with another little
laugh:
'Whenever these creatures get a row with one person they are sure to have a
turn all round; there's you, George, and myself, have been at her to-day; poor
thing! I'm afraid she won't like to take any supper, as it is so late. I'll just go and
see.'
'I would advise you not to, Clara; she will not care to eat, she is in such deep
sorrow.'
'Oh, I'm very glad of that. I dare say she won't behave so again; I hope she won't,
for really I can't bear sending the poor creatures for punishment; when they can
get a little sorrow at home it's much more convenient. Hark! that's baby crying, I
must go; good-night, my dear.'
And off went the comfortable, happy wife, mother, and mistress; she tucked her
babe back to the warm, snug bed into which she speedily followed, and in dream
went through her routine of house duties. Once in her sleep, she broke out into
one of her little laughs, and dreamily explained:
'Oh, it's only Maida; she's so odd!'
Off went the wretched daughter, prisoner, and servant and after feverish
tossings to and fro, she fell into a restless slumber from which, with a deep. deep
sigh, a dream of home awoke her, and she heart-brokenly exclaimed:
NOT more brilliant the dreams of the youth who, aspiring to the honours of
majority, beholds for the first time the decisive 'Esquire' in enchanting relief upon
a letter addressed to himself, than were the anticipations of Robert
Sanders when he awoke one morning and found himself a ticket-of-leave. For some
time he had vented his impatience for the glorious day in sundry contortions of his
pen on numberless bits of paper. Though the contortions varied to every
dimension of R's and S's, and T's and L's the result was invariably the same, as
Lucy discovered after she had spelled out a multitude of Robert Sanders T.L.'s,
from the confusion of characters presented to her; for Robert, not satisfied with
merely seeing how his future title looked, found great delight in hearing how it
sounded.
'Lor', Bob, can't you write nothing else?' asked Lucy tired of evoking her
fellow-servant's name from the chaotic penmanship.
'What else is there to write? A feller likes to see what's before 'un.'
And Robert's eye, falling on the array of T.L.'s scattered on the table, saw a great
deal more before him in those letters than we should if we looked until doomsday,
unless -- but never mind. A little nettled at Lucy's want of discernment, Robert
set to work on a second edition, which he perused in silent enjoyment, until she
began to suspect that the scrawling and reading was some necessary process
preparatory to the mysteries of T.L.-ism, and her respect for it accordingly
increased. In a subdued voice she inquired:
'Do 'e want 'em read over again, Bob?'
Robert only gave a sidewise shake of his locks, which almost annihilated Lucy with
its expressiveness; it said most plainly, 'Oh, go along -- you ain't worthy;' and
more than ever she believed the process one sacred to T.L.-ism.
But Robert had made other preparations. For more than twelve months his wages
had disappeared without any visible reason in the form of wearing apparel. His
mistress often inveighed against his shabby dress; but, willing as he was in most
things, he evinced no readiness to spend his money; though, in answer to Mrs.
Evelyn's scoldings, his 'Very good, ma'am,' 'All right, ma'am,' were as full of
willingness as ever. Once, when she declared she would not have him wear that
greasy hat any longer, he so far ventured on T.L.-ism as to reply:
'Very like the master would fetch an old hat for the present.'
Where all his money had gone was a question that disturbed Mr. Evelyn; he felt
uneasy lest it had been appropriated to an evil purpose. Robert's anxiety, on the
contrary, was only to conceal, or rather to parry an answer to the question until
his time arrived. He was creating a grand surprise for the whole family, and had,
from quarter to quarter, been investing his wages in apparatus for working out
this surprise, which was eventually to redound in a burst of admiration on himself.
Now he added a gaudy waistcoat to the secret, then a pair of second-hand
Wellingtons, which, by the help of new soles, had been made to creak an incredible
amount of importance. A startling blue cravat was next added to his treasures;
and, lastly, he purchased a pot of 'genuine bear's grease' for the due anointing of
his anti-convict's pate.
When Robert awoke and perceived that the sun shone no brighter than usual, he
felt much aggrieved; he thought it 'a darned shabby trick of the sun to make no
difference on Ticket-day, when a feller hardly knew what to do with hisself.'
The robing ceremony, however, soon covered every untoward circumstance.
'Robert Sanders, T.L.!' he ejaculated when, having finished his toilet, he surveyed
himself as best he could before the small looking-glass in his room.
He was not disappointed; the sensation created in the kitchen realized his
expectations. With slow deliberate creaks he approached the door, then, entering
he gave a short, familiar nod.
'Good-morning, gals.'
Lucy stood captivated, and Robert quietly received her admiration as the homage
due to T.L.-ism, personified in himself; he applied his dazzling pocket-handkerchief
with becoming dignity. Maida's astonishment particularly gratified him; he saw no
difference between it and Lucy's adoration; he doubted whether 'Madda could be a
shingle short' since she displayed such excellent taste, 'admiring of him in that
fashion.' But the parlour was to be the grand scene of triumph. When the prayer
bell rang, instead of being the first to obey the summons and to carry in the
wooden bench for the servants, Robert lingered and lingered.
'Bob -- quick -- prayers,' called Lucy over the banisters. She was
awe-struck by the answer:
'Can't come for a minute, Loocy.'
All the family was seated, and Mr. Herbert waiting to commence, when creak,
creak, creak came Robert. Maida could scarcely repress a smile. Lucy and Rachel
exchanged glances of captivation.
'It's the ticket,' whispered the former.
Mrs. Evelyn looked a thousand interrogatory 'My dears?' from her husband to
Bridget, from Bridget to the servants, and at last, no one explaining the
approaching creak, she exclaimed:
'Why, it must be a thief!'
Sublime and slow, Robert entered, and gave a sidewise nod to the whole room,
shaking from his head an overwhelming effect of bergamot and from his waistcoat
a strong perfume of boy's love; then, as if he had done for ever with wooden
benches, he drew over a chair, and stretching his legs across one corner of it,
bent forward over his Bible in a free-and-easy posture. Prayers over, he sent a
significant wink to Lucy:
'Now you shall see what a ticket-of-leave can do' -- then creaking up to his
master, he said:
'Please, sir, I am sorry for to leave you, but I'd be glad if you'd find some one else
to look after the hosses.'
'Why, my man, what's gone amiss?' asked Mr. Evelyn.
Bob conferred with his locks.
'Nothin' as I knows on, sir, howsomever, I'm willin' for to stay to oblige you and the
ladies.'
Oh, the chuckling delight with which he accentuated the word oblige!
'No, you have been here two years, and have conducted yourself to my
satisfaction, Sanders, if, therefore, you desire to go I would not keep you -- you
being now eligible for your ticket; but I expect you to give me a reason for thus
abrupt notice.'
Robert conferred more seriously with his locks, and not being able to elicit
anything better, gave answer in a somewhat crestfallen voice:
'My ticket, sir,' and it conveyed a more cogent reason for leaving than any other
he could have assigned, it seemed at once to satisfy his master, who replied
quickly and kindly:
'Ah -- yes -- yes -- then you may go this day month.'
Mr. Evelyn knew it would be impossible to try to argue him out of his desire to avail
himself of this the only method of exhibiting his partially regained liberty; he knew
that not one prisoner in a hundred could withstand the pleasant temptation of
choosing a situation for himself when his ticket gave him leave to do so, and he
felt sure that to be that one man in a hundred needed more sense than Robert
possessed.
On his way to the Comptroller's office, Robert bought a yard or two of ribbon; on
his return he cut it into two parts, and threw the one half to Lucy and the other
to Maida:
'There, gals, is a bit of ribbin for you.'
He then threw himself back into a chair as though it were the easiest thing in the
world to get tickets of leave and buy ribbon.
'Bless my 'art, I forgot Ratchel; I s'pose the gal 'll be wantin' somethin',' he
suddenly said.
Lucy had taken her ribbon and carefully folded it back in the paper; Maida's portion
lay untouched.
'You can give her this, if you please, Sanders. I can thank you for your kindness all
the same.'
'No, no, you keeps it, Madda; I want to see 'e in it; a feller likes somethin' to show
what's 'appened.'
'Shall I give her mine?' asked Lucy, fearful he might say yes.
'No, no, don't know for that -- I'd as soon see you in it as her. You and Madda wear
'em; they'll last while I'm here.'
'Have you gave notice?' cried Lucy, with a little shrill screech of amazement.
'Told 'e I should; what's a feller's ticket for?'
'Lor'!' Lucy looked to see how Maida bore it.
'Come, Madda, take yer ribbin,' said Robert, in a tone of vexation.
'Thank you, Sanders.'
She took it and set it by, and Robert gave a chuckle of delight.
'Where do you think you shall go to then, Robert?' asked Lucy.
'Maybe I'll sote up for myself -- a keb, now.'
And he fell thinking, probably on ways and means, for he suddenly looked up
with:
'I say, Madda, do that cove what sends you tin write often?'
Maida bent over her saucepan and asked, in the quietest possible voice:
'What cove, Sanders?'
''Im that send that five pound that you fumed.'
'He will never send me any more money, Sanders.'
But Robert seemed incredulous, and leaving the kitchen he went straight to his
master.
'Please, sir, I'd like a recommend if you'd get 'em for me.'
Mr. Evelyn knew well enough what for, but he chose to ask:
'Why, Sanders, are you ill?'
Robert shook his locks sidewise with a knowing shake and muttered, 'Darned ill,
that I be.'
'Oh, a recommendation to the Comptroller!' exclaimed Mr. Evelyn, giving a sly smile
at Bridget.
Mrs. Evelyn laid down her work and looked pleased anything to do with marriage
interested her.
'I'm thinking I'd like a comfortable gal, Madda, now downstairs, she's a bootiful
woman -- or Loocy I shouldn't mind, but Madda maybe's the best -- she's got
friends as sends her a lift.'
Mr. Herbert, who sat on the sofa by Emmeline, suggested that Robert should
consult his master in private, but Uncle Ev enjoyed the joke too much to
monopolize it, and Bob seemed by no means discomfited by the bright eyes that
watched him.
'Well, Sanders, I have no objection to recommend you for marriage as far as your
steady behaviour goes; but Government will require more than that, or, rather, I
shall require more before I can conscientiously sign your recommendation. What
are your prospects -- how could you maintain a wife?'
'A keb, I'm thinkin', sir. Madda maybe 'll get a lift from her cove again.'
Mr. Evelyn shook his head.
'Or I'm willin' for anythin'.'
'Remember, Sanders, a ticket is more easily lost than gained.'
'All right, sir, that's just it; I'm thinking a comfortable gal may keep a
feller's wits about him. Madda, now, downstairs, I couldn't find nothin' better --
she's a sharp hand -- maybe you'll speak to her for me.'
'I can do or say nothing until I know how you propose to settle yourself; going
from my house with only a quarter's wages in your pocket, how can you marry?
When once you have your ticket, you have no claim on Government unless you get
into trouble again.'
Robert smoothed his locks in perplexity; he could not see an escape from his
difficulty.
'Very good, sir; then there's no help for it; it must bide over for a time.'
'I tell you what I do recommend, Sanders, and that is, that you quietly work on
here or elsewhere for a time -- a prisoner is in more difficulty after his ticket
than before. You have earned it well and honourably: I should indeed be grieved if
you lost it, which you surely will if you hurry into temptation.'
'All right, sir, I b'aint in no hurry so long as I gets the gal to wait for me; this is a
quiet place, and she don't see many chaps, but -- ' what else he might have been
going to say, he dismissed with several shakes of his head.
'Which girl do you really want, Robert?' asked his mistress.
'Well, ma'am, I've sote my mind on Madda, but I ain't partial. I wouldn't say no to
Loocy, she's a dapper little maid, but Madda would help a feller out of trouble
best.'
'What does Maida herself say?' asked Mr. Evelyn, with a grave glance at Bridget.
'Oh, I haven't said nothin' to her. If the master's agreeable to it, 'tain't likely she'll
object. I gived her a smart ribbin, and she took to it famous.'
'I advise you to hear what she says before you think any more of it. I have my
doubts on the subject.'
'Gals is always agreeable to marryin'; maybe you'd tell Madda you'll recommend us
when we've kept company a bit -- she won't go against your wishes.'
'I'm afraid she will in this instance,' said Mr. Evelyn drily.
'O darned! I ain't partial, so long as it's a likely gal -- there's Loocy, if Madda
won't.'
'Or Rachel?' added Mrs. Evelyn, laughing.
'I don't know as to Ratchel,' replied Bob thoughtfully.
'Well, Robert, you must speak to Maida yourself. I would much rather not -- but I
advise you to try Lucy first.'
'Very good, sir!' and Robert left the room.
'It is well to have two strings to one's bow, Bridget,' said Uncle Ev.
'Oh, uncle, what a curious way of getting married!'
'It is the orthodox way; but I assure you, Miss Bridget, Sanders has exhibited
unwonted patience and decorum. To know anything of the woman he is going to
marry is generally the last thing a convict thinks of.'
'Poor Maida!' said Mr. Herbert; 'I wish we could spare her this trial.'
'I only wonder it has been spared so long, Herbert, the sooner it is over the better.
I shouldn't like to be in Robert's shoes when he proposes to her.'
When the servants appeared at prayers that evening three parts of Robert's
T.L.-ism had disappeared, there was hardly any discoverable in his voice when
after prayers he said:
'If your honour won't take it amiss, I'd like to leave to-morrow.'
Bob had now some other reason than his ticket for wishing to leave.
'How now, Sanders! What has happened since the morning?'
'Why, it's darned awkward to bide with a gal what won't say nothin' to. you. I've
spoken to her, and she won't.'
'That is, Maida won't, I suppose, Robert?'
'Es, sure; she was very perlite tho'. I ain't said nothin' to Loocy. I'll let it bide over,
maybe when I'm gone Madda 'll think better of it, and your honour could tell her it's
the proper thing for her to do.'
'You are not going, Sanders! You must wait your month. Maida will not give it a
second thought, she will not annoy you.'
'Dear me, what an odd creature!' said Mrs. Evelyn.
'I'll go without my wages -- I'm willin' for to lose 'em,' urged Bob, in a tone in which
T.L.-ism was again audible.
'Sanders!' cried Mr. Evelyn.
T.L.-ism vanished instantaneously.
Mr. Evelyn continued in a kinder voice, 'I have your good at heart, Sanders, in
keeping you; if you are determined to leave this place, you can quit in a month, in
the meantime I will see what can be done for you; many a poor fellow, with
intentions as honest as yours at present are, has purposely fallen back into
trouble, just to obtain from Government that livelihood which he could not procure
elsewhere. And as for your marrying, I will recommend you with pleasure when I
can conscientiously do so. I won't have you say anything more to Maida, mind
that; either Lucy or Rachel will suit you.'
This satisfied Robert. Restless to turn his ticket to some advantage, he was just
in that state to be pleased rather than otherwise with an embargo that made
decision less difficult. Mr. Evelyn had foreseen this, and under cover of authority
did a real kindness to the poor fellow, who had only been waiting for such an aid.
The ticket-of-leave lay in his pocket like a crown-piece in the hand of a child.
What's the good of money if it isn't to be spent? says the child. What's the use of
a ticket if 'tisn't to be laid out in a few telling articles? says Robert Sanders.
Who'll know that he is a T.L. if he doesn't sport a sign-board and a wife?
'Very good, sir. Loocy's dapper; and when a gal's dapper it's as good as money to a
feller. I don't know nothin' about Ratchel -- Madda takes care that I shan't neither.
Thank'e, sir, Loocy then, if you please.'
And flopping his locks, Bob withdrew to lay his ticket at Lucy's feet.
Lucy received his offer with unfeigned surprise; she had never dreamt of him for
herself -- the thought would have been profanation.
'Lor', Bob, I thought 'twas Maida!'
'So 'twas; but what's a feller to do when he can't get the gal he wants?'
It was so proper that no one should be chosen whilst Maida was in the way, that
Lucy did not feel at all slighted by the question, and without any meant
depreciation of Robert's offer, she gave the pat reply:
'Get the one he doesn't want, I suppose.'
The little maiden scarcely knew which most to wonder at -- Maida's refusal
of Sanders or her own good fortune. In her simple mind were mixed feelings of
fear and pleasure -- fear, that Maida resigned him on purpose for her; pleasure,
that she, Lucy Grenlow, was actually the bride-elect of Robert Sanders, T.L.
Her fear would not let her rest until she had poured it into Maida's ear.
'Lor', Maida, I didn't go for to make him love me; 'twas all out of his own head. I'm
afeard it's sore work to you to let him go for my sake. I'll give him up to you at
any moment. Ain't he handsome, though, with his fine hair so long and smart?'
And she heaved a tiny sigh, as though she should find it sore work to let him go,
even for Maida. But Maida quieted her alarm by saying, that loving Sanders was so
novel an idea to her, it would take her all her life to get accustomed to it;
therefore, in the meanwhile, she thought Lucy could not do better than make the
poor man happy. She then kissed her plump shiny cheek, and added:
'I am very glad to hand you over to some one who will take care of you. I do believe
Sanders tries to do well, and means to do better.'
Lucy, mistaking Maida, replied, 'No, he hasn't done nothing so very bad, either.'
Then, understanding from her friend's grieved countenance that she had said
wrongly, she apologized:
'I means that by side of other prisoners he isn't so bad he's a decent man, and
only -- '
'Hush, Lucy! there are no onlies in sin. Remember that, and you will not fall into
fresh trouble.'
Trouble, however, was far from the young convict's thoughts. The only drawback
to her joy in accepting Robert had been the dread that Maida would break her
heart for him. Now she was as happy a passholder as could be found in the island.
'Lor', Maida, fancy me Mrs. Sanders!'
And, late as it was, she flitted off to communicate the pleasant conceit to Rachel,
who sat in the nursery, glum solitary, and by far too disconsolate to think of going
to bed. The news imparted by the unconscious Lucy by no means softened her
glumness, but the former attributed to extreme weariness the gruff ill temper of
the retort:
'Coming disturbing of a body at this time -- 'most ten o'clock; what odds
who he marries? Precious gaby that he is! I only wonder how he ever got out of
Tench; and as to his ticket, that he makes such foolgame of, it's nothing but a
chance that any fool may have. I wish you'd shut the door after you.'
'How dreadfully sleepy she must be!' thought Lucy; but sleep was not in Rachel's
eyes, for jealousy was in her heart. In the morning Lucy was more sure than ever
that tiredness had caused her ill-humour, for now congratulations flowed,
honey-like, from her lips. She had been rocked to rest by perturbations of
jealousy, and had risen pacified by the determination to supplant Lucy in Sanders's
affections, or rather, intentions, for she felt sure that, whatever it might turn
out afterwards, at present the match was one of convenience, affection having
small or no vote in the matter as far as Robert was concerned. And she was
correct. He wanted a wife, whether a particular Lucy or an unparticular Rachel or
Anne was of no consequence.
The particular Lucy known as Grenlow was only selected because she had come
more in his way than another girl, and because he had noticed that she was sharp
in her movements, and 'dapper with her sewin',' which accomplishments Robert
highly prized, but then he would equally have prized them in any other Lucy.
Rachel's cunning perceived all this, and, notwithstanding her hatred of needlework,
she determined to become a 'dapper sewer,' and with her needle's point to both
vanquish Lucy and fasten Robert. He had a whim for white aprons. He had at first
been made to wear them for his mistress's pleasure, during his kitchen probation;
since then, he had adopted them for his own special gratification, and had,
therefore, to purchase them for himself. The two he had now in wear had become
very thin and shabby; he regretted one day to Rachel that he had not bought more
calico instead of that there ribbins for the gals.
'I wouldn't regret that, Bob,' she replied; 'people mustn't never be sorry for the
good they've done. I'll make you three new aprons, any day you please.'
'Darned, will'e?' exclaimed Sanders; 'but I must bide till I've got the stuff for 'em.'
'That's all comprehended in the making of 'em, Sanders. I shouldn't over to
make them if I didn't mean giving of 'em too.'
She tossed her head in a pique; she was evidently much hurt. Bob pulled his locks.
Here was willingness! -- Here was 'dapper sewin'!' He pulled and pulled.
'Why, Ratchel, I ain't willin' for to put on you, seein' that I didn't give 'e a ribbin, and
I'm downright backed by your kindness. I never guessed you was dapper up to
sewin' of apurns.'
'I never, Bob! What's a nurse that can't sew?' And she fell to laughing at his
innocence of a nursemaid's requirements. From this time she never entered the
kitchen without work of some sort in her hand. If she only came down for an
instant just to see how long before Miss Baby's broth would be ready, stitch,
stitch went her needle, 'working at once with a double thread' her plans and Lucy's
destruction.
Lucy skipped about the house full of brisk 'mems,' 'sirs,' and curtseys. Though no
one had spoken to her of Robert she took it for granted that every person
possessed and rejoiced in her secret. But by degrees the brisk bobs and bright
cheeks disappeared. No one could account for her altered looks. Her 'mems'
degenerated into slow 'ma'ams,' her curtseys became drudgeries, only extorted
from her by her mistress's reprimand.
'Why, what ails the maid, my dear? she's all in the mopes. I can't bear to have her
about me,' said Mrs. Evelyn, when Lucy's wits had wandered further than ever.
'I think she's out of health, aunt; she has been so listless and pale lately,' replied
Emmeline.
'Yes, she has been looking very tallowy, no doubt she's been making too free with
dripping and suet pudding. You noticed that large piece of pudding that went down
yesterday? I quite expected to see half of it again, well, when I went to the pantry
this morning 'twas all gone. No complexion can bear that! I'll go and mix Lucy a
dose of gregory.'
Uncle Ev seemed delighted; he turned to Bridget:
'Are you aware, Miss D'Urban, that the Gregorian Chant is a great favourite in this
house? Your aunt gives it us on all occasions. They say music cures the
madness ensuing from a tarantula's bite, but your aunt cures every disease with
the Gregorian Chant.'
'Now, George, my dear, don't be so silly; what would you do without gregory? You'd
be eaten up with bile.'
The dose was administered, but no amount of gregory brought back the colour to
Lucy's cheeks. It was painful to see the change that one short fortnight wrought
in her. As Robert's month increased into two, three, and almost four months, so
Lucy's health decreased until it seemed probable it would fail altogether. Both
master and mistress questioned her, but she could assign no reason for her
flagging energies, save that she felt 'low-spirited like at Robert's keeping on not
going; she'd much rather for him to go.' Maida alone guessed the cause, and with
redoubled vigilance guarded the kitchen from perfidious intrusion. She had seen
nothing yet to give her a fair opportunity of taxing Rachel with her design on
Sanders, but she watched with the determination to avail herself of the first that
should present itself. Sanders was so open, and Rachel so cunning, that she might
have waited until Lucy had pined into skin and bone, had not accident betrayed the
secret of her malady by discovering Rachel's treachery.
Had Rachel come before her in any other character than that of rival in her lover's
affections, Lucy Grenlow had been the last to use the secret for her overthrow.
Where is the woman, how kind soever her nature that does not desire to rid
herself of one of whom she is jealous? -- that does not long to tear away an image
that comes between her and the object of her love?
Who will blame the dejected Lucy for experiencing a strange sensation of pleasure
when she found herself under the painful necessity of informing her mistress that
things were not going aright in the nursery? But having proceeded thus far, Lucy
heartily wished she had never commenced the complaint; the first thrill of delight
over, she blushed ardent compunction, and glanced at the door, fain to bolt from
the keen eye of the master, and the complaisant interrogatory expression of her
mistress. However, to withdraw the charge was impossible, therefore, plucking up
all her courage, before Mr. Evelyn could utter a second solemn 'Well?' she darted
out:
'Please mem, sir, I think she've been cutting of sheets to make aprons for
Robert.'
'Well?'
'Please, sir, that's enough.'
'And too much! Well?'
Lucy was forced to tell all she knew about it.
It then appeared that Rachel had cut up and appropriated to Sanders's use two
sheets which had been some time missing. A small half-burnt strip of sheeting,
bearing the household mark, had been found amongst the nursery cinders, and had
told the tale. Lucy was in a terrible state of alarm when her master ordered
Sanders to come up. She wrung her hands and besought Mr. Evelyn not to say
anything to him, for she was sure he had never suspected the origin of the gift.
After a strict investigation Mr. Evelyn inclined to her opinion, but Mrs. Evelyn
would neither be convinced by the man's reasoning nor by the facts of the case;
she gave it as her opinion that the knowledge of its having been stolen property
had most likely enhanced its value; to most prisoners it would; why not, then, to
Robert Sanders? Knowing that if his mistress chose to act on her opinion, no
power could save his ticket, the poor fellow stood forlornly before his accusers, a
perfect picture of prison lowliness; he pleaded willingness -- he pleaded his love
for the horses -- he pleaded everything but his innocence -- that as a convict he
knew would be pleaded in vain if not believed by his employers.
Rachel's guilty appearance and examination, however, diverted Mrs. Evelyn from
Robert, and with a sharp reprimand Mr. Evelyn dismissed him to his stable.
Of the nursemaid's guilt there could be no doubt, though there was abundant
denial. She vowed she had cut up garments of her own to make the aprons; but
search being made in her boxes, remnants of the sheets were found and her
falsehood proved. A constable was sent for, and Rachel commanded to hold
herself in readiness to be taken away by him. She no sooner reached her room,
than she hastily shut the door and hit herself violent blows on her nose, until the
blood flowed; she caught the blood in a handkerchief, and then pulled the bell with
all her might. Lucy ran to answer the bell, when she perceived Rachel sitting at the
foot of the bed, covered with blood, which seemed to be oozing from the
handkerchief at her mouth; she screamed -- 'She's killed! she's killed!'
Rachel beckoned to her, and said faintly, 'Go and tell 'em I've broked a
bloodvessel.'
Lucy was running off. Rachel beckoned her back, and whispered more faintly:
'Beg -- 'em -- to forgive -- me -- and let -- me -- stay on -- till I'm -- a -- bit --
better -- '
The alarm was given. Mrs. Evelyn hurried up to see what could be done, forgetting
stolen sheets, and everything but the opportunity of displaying her skill in
quackery. Mr. Evelyn followed, and also Lucy, who ran forward like a little dog
which hurries back to the scene of danger when it has given the necessary alarm.
'What is it? What is it?' cried Mrs. Evelyn, rushing forward. Rachel turned up her
eyes and shook her head.
'I will tell you presently,' said Mr. Evelyn, advancing. 'Get up, woman! that's not the
way to break bloodvessels. Get up -- I will teach you.'
He took both her hands and tied them together with a strong piece of list.
'There, now sit down; you are more likely to burst a vessel in trying to untie that
knot, than in breaking your nose.'
Rachel saw that simulation was useless, and her faintness flowed forth in a
stream of oaths that were more sickening to hear than the blood to behold.
'Now mind, I shall appear against you and have you severely punished,' said her
master, when the constable arrived.
'Yes, they were two beautiful sheets,' parenthesised Mrs. Evelyn.
'Not so much for the theft as for your vile reason in committing it; the one is
unpardonable, the other I could have forgiven,' continued Mr. Evelyn.
It never entered Lucy's head to harbour resentment against her lover; had she at
first felt anger, the danger she had been in of losing him appeased every feeling of
an uncomfortable kind; she even talked of her foe as 'poor Rachel' and hoped she
wouldn't be punished 'very bad'; after all, 'twas natural like she should take to
Robert, he was so handsome.
'She'll lose her 'air anyhow,' said Robert, smoothing down his own to
reassure himself that his locks, lately so imperilled, were in safe keeping on his
head. Lucy even vouchsafed a few tears when she learnt from Bridget that Rachel
had eighteen months, part of which time was to be solitary.
Bright, blushing, and full-blown, re-appeared the roses on her cheeks, smiles once
more peeped out from her dimples; and mems and sirs brisk to her heart's
content, again dropped from her lips. More jauntily than ever sat the little cap on
her head, when, peace restored to the servants' quarters, she again basked in the
undivided light of Robert's countenance.
Mr. Evelyn was not forgetful of his promise to see what could be done to enable
Robert to set up for himself. When he had been nearly five months in possession
of his ticket, Mr. Evelyn, hearing that old Hawkins, Maida's first friend in Hobart
Town, had met with an accident which incapacitated him for his calling, went to
him and found him thankful to let out his cab to Robert. Mr. Evelyn became
responsible for the first quarter's payment, but told Robert that he should expect
to be repaid by the end of the year. Sanders was fairly bewildered with delight
when he learnt that he was to be promoted to a cab and horse of his own; on the
strength of the happy news he wanted to wed Lucy directly.
He seemed so to connect his ticket with marriage, that in his sight the one was
imperfect without the other. He told Lucy and Maida that he meant to speak to
the master about it that very evening; so after prayers to work he went, and with
such success that, after an interview of an hour, he stalked into the kitchen, and,
with a mysterious flop of his hair, requested Lucy to go up to the master. During
her absence he acquainted Maida (whom he now regarded as a dowager, to whom
love-secrets might with impunity be trusted) that it was all settled; the
recommendation was to be procured, signed, and presented; and that, according
to his view of the case:
'There'd be fine doin's, for when the master said Yes to it, Miss Bridget jumped up
and clapped her hands; and young ladies don't go clapping of their hands for
nothin', do they, Madda, now?'
Maida heartily hoped there would be fine doings, and she promised to try
her best to further any plans for celebrating the wedding.
'Now that's what I call 'ansome, Madda! And you have been disappointed too! I tell 'e
what: whenever you likes to stop down to our house, you shall find what a feller
can't get everywhere -- that's a welcome, and hearty too.'
The recommendation was duly signed, and the banns of Robert Sanders, T.L., and
Lucy Grenlow, passholder, were duly published in the church of St. David's. One
bright Tuesday morning a little procession issued from the Lodge, Macquarie
Street, and entered the palish church. Passing up the aisle, it surrounded the
altar, within which stood the Reverend Herbert Evelyn, who, having acknowledged
the presence of the party by a kindly smile, commenced the marriage service. In
his own rich voice he read the solemn charges ordained by the Church, and then,
no impediment being declared in answer to the searching glance fixed particularly
on the bridegroom, he proceeded to ask the man if he were willing to take the
woman in holy matrimony.
The question seemed to be worded to the man's taste, for he nodded a sidewise
nod of approval, replying:
''Es, sure I will.'
The Prayer-book's answer did not half express his willingness.
When Mr. Herbert put the same question to the bride, she dropped a brisk
curtsey; the small, soft 'I will' popped out only just far enough to reach the ear of
him for whom it was intended.
Mr. Herbert then looked round and asked:
'Who giveth this woman in marriage?'
There was a moment's pause. Who should have given her away was evidently not in
the group. No one responded.
Mr. Herbert repeated the question in a tone in which sadness seemed to blend with
compassion, and a tall female of noble bearing stepped forward; taking the bride's
hand, she presented her to the priest, saying, in a voice that had been distinct had
it been less tremulous:
'I do.'
She then drew back into her place, and her large, deep eyes rested sadly on the
floor.
'Those whom God hath joined let no man put asunder,' exclaimed Mr.
Herbert; then, turning to the company and the few strangers who had wandered
into the building, he said:
'Forasmuch as Robert Sanders and Lucy Grenlow have consented together in holy
wedlock,' etc., 'I pronounce that they be man and wife together.'
The ceremony over, no one appeared to know what next to do. There was no
spontaneous hum of congratulation; there were no fond parents -- no tearful
sisters -- no gratified brothers to exchange affectionate wishes. The bride stood
half crying, half smiling, working her little fat hand back into the white silk glove.
The bridegroom uneasily flopped his long hair through his fingers. All were feeling
uncomfortable, when on the constrained silence broke a voice full of benevolence
and sympathy:
'God bless you, my child!'
Ere Lucy could believe from whom the benediction came, the clergyman, 'all in his
robes and all!' as she afterwards wonderingly recounted, took both her hands in his
and shook them with a warmth that could only have emanated from a father's
heart. This was enough; the constraint vanished; a pleasant confusion of voices
ensued, during which, forgetful of all convict proprieties, Bridget D'Urban threw
her arm round Lucy's waist and gave her a kiss; and then, presenting her hand to
Sanders, she said:
'I wish you happiness in your dear little wife.'
When the wedding party returned to the Lodge, Mr. Evelyn himself opened the
gate, and begged to congratulate Mrs. Robert Sanders. Supposing that
refreshment might not be unacceptable after so much excitement, he announced
that a table had been spread for the guests in the back parlour. Poor Lucy was
overwhelmed with her unexpected honours; she burst into a flood of genuine bridal
tears. Throwing herself on a garden bench, she hid her face in her handkerchief,
and sobbed aloud.
Mrs. Evelyn,, who had run down the gravel path in high good humour, gave a little
laugh of satisfaction when she perceived Lucy in this plight -- she thought crying
so effective at weddings:
'Especially, my dear, at convict marriages, because you know they must -- '
'Oh, never mind, my dear, she knows she's a prisoner; besides, there's quite a
pretty breakfast waiting for them. I want her to stop crying now.'
'Well, Lucy -- oh, I suppose I must say Mrs. Sanders now -- and yet, no; Lucy
Sanders will do best -- well, I'm very glad you are married. I hope you'll be a good
girl, because you know Government won't make any difference for your being
married.'
'Clara, just come here a minute,' called her husband.
'I'm just congratulating the girl, my dear; I'll come presently,' replied his wife; but
with her congratulations his reason for calling her away also finished.
Emmeline's sweet, pale face smiled its loving welcome to the happy pair, when at
twelve o'clock they went together, by special invitation, to her room to bid
farewell, and to receive a gift she had prepared for them.
'You must come and see me sometimes, Lucy,' she said.
A faint 'mem' and a quick bob was the only reply.
'Maybe you'll fancy a drive in my keb once in a while -- darned if I sharn't be proud
to take you -- darned if I wouldn't crawl down head foremost to fetch 'e,' at last
delivered Sanders, who, having been in close conference with his locks, could find
nothing else wherewith to ease his burden of thanks. Mr. Evelyn had engaged a
room in a respectable cottage in Melville Street.
Thither the wedded couple bent their steps, accompanied by Bridget and the
children. On reaching the house they mounted the stairs, and as they approached
the door of their room, it opened, and Mr. Herbert stood before them. He raised
his hand and blessed them.
He then led them to a small, round oaken table on which lay a large handsome
Bible; this he placed in Sanders's hand, saying:
'There, Robert, is something for you to begin life with. Commence with it, and
when all things end, it will be your stay and comfort.'
THE confusion consequent on Rachel's sudden discharge had been partly rectified
up to the time of Lucy's marriage, by placing her in the nursery, and by giving
Maida the double duty of housemaid and cook. Any change involving novelty and
activity was pleasing to the little nursemaid, who entered on her post as locum
tenens with the utmost good-will. Maida, long accustomed to hide her feelings
beneath an impenetrable outward calm, exhibited neither displeasure nor
satisfaction at the additional work allotted her for the next month. Her mistress's
promise of ten shillings extra for the over-work put no unusual spring into her
movements, nor did the extra duties abate her energy. When she had served her
dinner she as quietly changed her cap and apron to go into the dining-room, as
though to wait table were the express purpose of her existence. So ably and
quietly did she accomplish her twofold service that Mrs. Evelyn began to think she
might well continue in it.
'Really, my dear,' she said to her husband, 'I think Maida could go on as at present,
and save us the bother of another Government woman; she doesn't appear to feel
the work too much, nor to mind doing it.'
'But I both mind and feel it for her, Clara,' replied Mr. Evelyn.
'Ah! but she is a tall, strong woman, my dear. I think if I allowed her a glass of beer
once a day, she'd manage to keep up nicely.'
But Mr. Evelyn decidedly objected to Maida's continuing longer than possible in her
present position. Maida had acted as housemaid, parlourmaid, and cook for about a
fortnight, when one morning her mistress bustled into the kitchen and announced
visitors to an early dinner. By way of thoroughly enlisting her servant's very
necessary sympathies, she entered into a familiar gossip, telling Maida that the
friends she expected were new arrivals in the colony, and that one of the ladies
was an old schoolfellow of hers; after dinner the whole party would take the coach
to Bagdad, therefore Maida must make the best use of her eyes and ears
while she waited at table, if she wished to hear the latest news, and see the last
fashions from England.
One of the pleasant chances of colonial life is the unexpected meeting with old
friends, and the unlooked-for mention of familiar names and family incidents. In
olden days a family secret was considered safe when the person from whom it had
to be preserved, or in whose keeping it was, wandered to foreign shores; the
death of the party concerned could not render its position more secure. But now,
all you who have secrets to preserve from friends distant on Australian shores,
or a family misfortune to hide from happily unconscious and absent relatives, be
advised -- discover your secret, unfold your misfortune, for if you do not
others will; you must haste to give the information, or you will not be the first to
break it to those who justly expect to share your joys and sorrows. In these days
of telegraph and steam, of gold-seekers and gold-finders, there is no spot in the
earth except your own breast that can give safe cover to your secret. Everyone
has a brother or a sister, a cousin or a friend, or an old servant in the colonies;
any one of whom may circulate your news with additions of his own, making those
angry whom you might have made pleased, sowing discord when you might have
planted peace.
The company arrives; the dinner is punctually served; when, prompt in clean white
apron and spotless cap, Maida attends behind her mistress's chair. A heated
colour in her cheeks is the only token suggestive of her previous employment. But
who cares to avail himself of the suggestion? who wants to prove a fact
concerning her? A servant behind her mistress's chair, what is there in that to
need explanation? She is supposed to be there and, under the supposition,
demands are made on her by the pronunciation of certain unprotected
substantives: bread -- water -- castors. Her actual bodily presence is not
ascertained, until one of the guests just happens to look at her in taking the
mustard -- then, struck by her beauty he looks and looks again.
At an English dinner-table there would be unpoliteness in drawing attention to the
servants in waiting; but here, where most domestic sympathies settle around one
point. and that point is O.P.S.O., there is no breach of etiquette in doing so; a
guest as naturally asks questions about a servant whose superior manners
or efficient waiting attract his notice, as he compliments his entertainer on a
thriving rose-bush, or his child's improved health.
Notwithstanding his only having just arrived from England, one of the party
proclaimed his colonial extraction by an exclamation during Maida's absence from
the room: 'What a decent-looking woman, Evelyn! free or Government?' All eyes in
consequence were bent on her when she re-entered. The colour deepened on her
cheeks as she received the gaze of a dozen pair of eyes.
'A splendid creature,' whispered the gentleman.
'And a dreadful one, too,' replied Mrs. Evelyn.
'No particular news from home, then, Sandford?' asked Mr. Herbert, in order to
divert attention which he perceived was annoying to Maida.
'N -- no -- all very flat; Punch can hardly strike a spark of fun out of the whole
nation.'
'Talking of marriages and old school days, Clara, do you remember a pretty little
girl called Doveton, whom we great girls used to pet,' recontinued the lady who had
been talking over school reminiscences with Mrs. Evelyn, when Mr. Sandford's
remark arrested her. Maida started; that name had been familiar to her in other
days.
'Perfectly; you don't mean to say she is married?'
'Yes, she is, and very well married too.'
'What, little Mary Doveton!' cried Mrs. Evelyn.
'She is a very charming woman, I assure you.'
'I don't doubt it; but it is difficult to imagine her a woman -- a slight, fragile fairy
as she is, to my recollection.'
'She has lost neither fairyhood nor simplicity: in womanhood she is as fairy-like as
ever, and just as simple.'
'Who is the happy man, I wonder? Do I know him?'
'A Captain Norwell; such a handsome man: they make a most bewitching couple,
and are all the rage.'
'Norwell! Norwell!' repeated Mr. Herbert, 'the name seems familiar, but I cannot
recall the man. I should like to, for I well remember little Mary Doveton, though I
have not seen her since Clara was at Mrs. Compton's school.'
'When you used to bring me notes from my friends in Hobart Town, little thinking
you were obliging your future sister-in-law, Mr. Herbert!' added Mrs. Evelyn,
laughing.
'Norwell! Norwell!' exclaimed another heart in that room, as tumultuous
feelings drove the colour from her face and unsteadied her whole frame.
'Well, I hope he will make her a good husband.'
'There is no fear of that, he is a fine, noble fellow; his wife literally worships him,'
answered Mr. Sandford. Mrs. Evelyn had for some seconds been giving telegraphic
taps on the table in order to draw Maida's attention to the knives and forks,
closing one by one on her guests' plates, but without success. Listless and
inanimate, Maida's eyes rested on the last speaker, who continued to eulogize
Norwell.
'Maida!' at last exclaimed the mistress, with a loud rap on the table.
Maida started -- a deeper crimson rushed to her face, and then, departing, left a
livid paleness.
'What ails the woman?' tapped Mrs. Evelyn, as Maida staggered beneath the weight
of a tray not over-heavy.
The rest of the dinner was a series of vexed taps and nods on the part of Mrs.
Evelyn, and mistakes on the part of Maida. Her manner was perfectly calm and
collected, therefore the more unaccountable to her mistress were the strange
inadvertencies of her actions.
Maida hasted to be solitary. No doubt existed in her mind that it had been the
Captain Norwell, married to Mary Doveton, with whom her fate so cruelly blended.
She longed for night, which alone could bring her an uninterrupted review of all
that she had heard, or afford her an opportunity for calm decision in the difficulty
before her.
Night came. With a throbbing heart, as though she were going to an interview of
which she dreaded the result, Maida sat herself down to a severe scrutiny of her
own feelings, arraigning before her judgment each motive whose promptings she
doubted. She remained for some time in deliberation, then looking about as if in
search, she remembered she had neither pen, ink, nor paper, and all three Were
necessary to her purpose. What could she do? she wished not to wait till the
morrow, lest opportunity should fail her. There was no book from which she could
tear the fly-leaf. She thought of Emmeline -- but she must not be disturbed; she
then remembered that Mr. Herbert was often in his study to a very late hour.
Slipping off her shoes, she crept down-stairs; the action reminded her of
that fatal morning, when, seeking to shield her babe from the stern grasp of
justice, she crept away to give it loving burial.
The remembrance served to strengthen her in her determination.
A streak of light issuing from Mr. Herbert's study told her that she could get her
wants supplied; she knocked, and he opened the door.
'You, Maida!'
'Yes, sir. Will you give me a few sheets of paper, and a pen and ink?'
'It is late for such a request.'
'I have no time by day.'
'Leave it till to-morrow, and I will try to procure leisure for you.'
'No, thank you; I require that concentration of thought which night only can give.'
'These are strange things to say, Maida, and a strange time to say them.'
'But you need not fear my purpose. Will you kindly give me the paper?'
Mr. Evelyn thought a moment, and then going to his desk took out a few sheets,
which, with pen and ink, he put into her hand; at the same time, looking her full in
the face, he said:
'I will give you them, Maida, but I confess I do so with much uneasiness. As Maida
Gwynnham I trust you -- but -- '
'As a convict you are bound to doubt me, and correctly so, sir. I as much honour
you for the one feeling as I thank you for the other; but, Mr. Herbert, you cannot
know Maida Gwynnham as she knows herself, or you would trust her as little in
herself as in her convict state. However, your trust shall not be misplaced,
though I will do my best to dispel your doubt.'
As Maida met the calm, reflective countenance before her, how sure she felt that
in Mr. Herbert lay both ability and will to assist her. She longed to open her
troubled and conflicting thoughts to his advice. She never so yearned for friendly
counsel as in this predicament, when she perceived that a false move might ruin
those she most wished to serve, or an indiscreet word have the opposite effect to
that which she desired. She could bear by herself all that only touched
herself; but now that the happiness of other lives might be at stake she longed to
hear from other lips a corroboration of the opinion she had formed, and an
approval of the course she was resolved to adopt; but neither friend nor
counsellor dared she seek. Alone, alone, must she pass this fierce ordeal; alone,
unsympathized with, and unadvised, she must tear from her heart her last, though
unacknowledged, hope in life.
Returning to her room, and placing the materials for writing on a wooden box,
which served her instead of a table, she knelt before it and commenced a letter to
Norwell but she could not satisfy herself. Fastidious over his feelings as over her
own, she destroyed sheet after sheet when she had partly written it. She wished
to deal faithfully -- to warn, threaten, promise him; but she would not reproach
him. After many efforts she produced the following letter:
'The Lodge, Macquarie Street, Hobart Town, Van Diemen's Land
'To Captain Norwell.
'SIR
'I was standing behind my mistress's chair to-day, when I learnt from the
conversation at the dinner-table that you had married Miss Doveton.
Circumstances unknown to you once made me acquainted with that lady, and
awakened in my breast a deep interest in her welfare -- an interest that is much
deepened by the report of her marriage to you. The surprise occasioned me an
impulse of jealous displeasure, which subsided, on reflection, into the feeling which
now induces me to write to you, though against my inclination.
'I pass over the fruitless sorrow I feel for your poor wife. I even pray that her
delusive apprehension of your character may continue, seeing that she has acted
too far upon it to be benefited by discovering the truth.
'My sole object in writing is to point out to you the moral difference created by
your marriage in our respective positions.
'From what I was obliged to hear at the dinner-table, I deem it probable you may
become informed of my having heard of your marriage, and I fear you may
in consequence write to me to avert the effects of the anger you may suppose
me to feel, and in so doing run the risk of exposing truths to your wife which would
put an end to the enviable ignorance so necessary to her happiness. To anticipate
your fears, and prevent their consequences, I engage by this letter to remain
silent, as I have hitherto been; but to this engagement I attach, Captain Norwell,
these solemn conditions (and I have the means of observing their performance by
you), first, that you shall be kind and faithful to your wife; second, that you write
no more to me.
'Do not mistake my meaning, nor misinterpret leniency of expression into
feebleness of purpose. I wish you clearly to understand that, if you again risk
discovery by committing to paper things intended only for me, or if you fail to be
kind and faithful to your wife, I shall no longer consider silence and suppression
the best means I can employ for promoting the happiness of one who bears the
name I once thought you intended should be mine. To Mrs. Norwell I henceforth
ascribe the gratification I experience in bearing that part of my punishment which
is your due. This being the last time you will hear from me, I will satisfy your
inquiries before concluding, hoping that, at least as to a part, my replies will free
you from embarrassment in the moral fulfilment of your marriage vows.
'You inquire, first, whether I love you still? My answer is, No! This answer is not
extorted from me by the knowledge of to-day. My love for you has been long since
forbidden by the judgment of my conscience, forced into maturity by sorrow and
reflection. I sifted with painful rigour the jealous emotion I felt on hearing of your
marriage; and I discovered, with joyful truth, that it was due to surprise alone.
Recollection returned, and the emotion was gone, leaving no trace of
disappointment. You next ask whether I am comfortable. I do not suppose you
know the bitter sarcasm attached to the word 'comfortable' in convict language,
originating in an anecdote current in the colony, and which I give you as an
appropriate explanation of the comfort in question. A gallows having been erected
for the simultaneous execution of nine prisoners, was submitted for the approval
of an experienced executioner, who gave it as his opinion that the accommodation
was insufficient for nine, but that seven could hang there comfortably.
Herewith I return the letters I have received from you during my transported life,
'And remain, Sir,
'Yours faithfully,
'MAIDA GWYNNHAM.'
The letter finished, the rigid discipline wherewith she had controlled her heart into
obedience to her reason was laid aside. With a trembling grasp she seized the
letter, and with an anxious look she read it aloud. She wondered how her hand had
brought itself to pen the cold, stern characters before her. When she came to the
question, 'Do you love me still?' her voice quavered, her long lashes fell and
concealed the expression of agony that lay beneath. She could not form the round,
cold 'No' upon lips so unsteady; it died away in an unspoken murmur. She was
thankful that, secured beyond chance of escape, it would reach Norwell in a form
betraying neither her regret nor her agitation. She was thankful it was not to be
entrusted to her, but to be delivered in a letter. He will look on the answer, and
see only in it the prompt and simple 'No.' he will know nothing of the pained power
that has been put forth to pen that one short word: he will note only firmness in
the deep mark that underlines it into emphasis, and will say, 'Ah, that is like
Maida!' He has not witnessed the effort with which the undecided heart was made
to draw that final renunciation to a claim that by right of justice was its own, and
will not suspect that that one short word is the token of victory after a severe
conflict.
She was thankful, too, that the writing to him had not been practicable at the
moment she heard the tidings; her impulsive nature might then have hurried her
into reproach, despicable to her calmer mood; or might have impelled her to a
display of those sufferings of which she scorned to complain.
Having read and reread the letter many times, and being at last convinced that it
contained no reproach which it would be prudent to spare Norwell, and no
expression that could create a misgiving in his mind, or mislead him as to her
intention or the state of her feelings towards him, she folded it, and enclosing
three letters lately received from him, she melted together the wax
broken from the seals of his letters, then dropped the burning liquid upon her
envelope, and stamped it with the corner of the inkstand. The morning had
scarcely dawned when she crept downstairs, and let herself into the garden
through the veranda of the drawing-room window. Thence hurrying into the street,
to the imminent peril of detection, and consequent severe punishment, she glided
swiftly to the post-office, and slipped her letter into the box; then, with a
lightened heart and slackened step, she returned to the house, not caring by
whom she might be met, or whom she might encounter.
When the family assembled for prayers, Mr. Herbert knew by her languid
appearance that she had passed a night of unrest. He regarded her with a peculiar
interest for he too, had endured hours of watchful suspense and ail on her behalf.
Of this, however, she was as little aware as that her haggard and yet determined
countenance had seriously alarmed him when she presented herself at his door,
and preferred her strange request. She was in ignorance also of the source from
which, perhaps, she had derived strength and power to pen that letter to Norwell.
She knew not that while she was pining for some one on whose judgment and
counsel she might rely, even then that holy man, whose friendship she would not
cultivate, whose advice she could not seek, was kneeling for her at the footstool
of Infinite Love, and imploring that, though led into temptation, she might be
delivered from evil.
She knew not that from behind his shutter he had watched her go out, nor that he
had followed her in the agonized belief that she had gone to self-destruction; nor
that the only rest he had taken for the night was from the time of her return
from the post to the present hour. Believing as he did that Maida was the prey of
some great mystery, and that the indifference she exhibited was only a mask
assumed to hide the writhings of a spirit, every one of whose fine and complex
powers of suffering were daily taxed to torment; and perceiving that, co-existent
with this spirit, there warred within her a principle of freedom that detested the
slavery she endured so uncomplainingly, Mr. Herbert continually dreaded to hear
that she had sought the last resource of overburdened and unsanctified suffering,
and exchanged the fetters of life for the illusive liberty of death.
When, therefore, so pale and ghost-like, Maida stood before him at that strange
weird hour and asked for writing materials, he granted her desire, feeling it would
be useless to deny it, and hoping that his concession might touch her into
confidence. But when he saw her depart, calm and intrepid as she had come, his
uneasiness increased into alarm. Connecting, as he did, her demand for papers and
pens with a fatal determination to destroy herself, he feared what the morning
light might reveal. He fancied he already discovered the explanatory document
written in her firm clear hand, and indited by her proud free spirit. From the
peculiarity of her temper, he knew that to follow and charge her with a suicidal
intention would only be to hurry her into the act, or to put the thought into her
mind. He resolved, therefore, that all he could do was to pass the night in praying
for her, and in watching her movements. Having committed his fears and
suspicions to Him who alone can order the unruly wills of His creatures, Mr.
Herbert retired to his room, and placing open the door, he commenced his anxious
vigil, listening to every night sound, as though it was fraught with important
results. Several times he went to Maida's apartment, and listened without until
some noise within satisfied him that she was there.
When the twilight glimmered through his shutter, he prepared to take the rest so
needed by mind and body. Wrapping about him his morning gown, he threw himself
on his -- couch. He had scarcely done so when he distinctly heard a door unbolt,
and a stealthy footstep on the stair. Then he heard the creaking latch of the
drawing-room window. He sprang to his window, and in another moment saw Maida
hurrying down the garden. By the same exit he followed her warily and at a
distance, until he perceived that her errand, though mysterious, was harmless.
With a thankful heart he retraced his steps, and cast off the burden of solicitude
which had made the night one of weariness and distress.
'Neither have ye brought again that which was driven away, neither have ye sought that which
was lost: but with force and cruelty have ye ruled them.'
No sooner had the garden gate closed on Robert and Lucy, than Mr. Evelyn
instructed Maida to unlock the waiting-room and conduct thence to their several
destinations the servants who had arrived to take the place of the wedded pair.
There were one man and two women. John Googe she was to take to an outhouse
which Mr. Evelyn had improved into a room for the use of all succeeding ostlers,
whose love quarrels might not end so innocently as had the amours of Robert
Sanders. Tammy Matters was for the kitchen, and Diprose for the nursery.
Diprose was an Anson expiree, and had been that morning fetched by Mr. Evelyn
during the marriage festivities. She was dressed in the prison garb, and had about
her that frightened air so characteristic of the novitiate, and her eyes were red
with weeping. As the door unlocked she started to her feet, and became so
agitated that when Maida entered she stood before her as one palsy stricken.
Tammy Matters and Googe were old hands; they at once recognised in Maida a
fellow-servant; but the expiree, mistaking her for her mistress, bowed lowly
before her, to the amusement of the others.
'Grab hold of honour whilst you can get it, mate; she won't be long a missus-ing
you,' said Googe to Maida.
In leaving the room Tammy punctiliously observed the right of precedence. With a
circular jerk of her elbow she edged Diprose back and herself forward: it was not
to be thought of, that a new expiree should walk before her, who was almost due
for her ticket. Casting a smile of contempt at the Government brown, she
smoothed down her own clothes with a smirk of approbation, glancing
self-satisfied at the finery which apparelled a figure surpassingly grotesque.
Every possible texture of material had been pressed into her bodily service. Her
black bonnet had evidently been an apron; the silk, drawn tightly over a
piece of shapeless pasteboard, revealed this secret by exhibiting alternate rows
of tiny holes and greasy marks where the folds had lain. A whole nosegay of soiled
flowers of every sort hung loosely from one side of the bonnet, and flapped up and
down with a constancy that reminded one of perpetual motion. Her gown of
bright-coloured muslin barely reached her ankles: it could not have been
lengthened but at the expense of one of the five flounces adorning the skirt -- an
expense that neither Tammy's love of finery nor hatred of needlework could
sanction. A relic of the Anson in the form of the prisoners' blue checked
neckerchief, pinned shawl-fashion on her neck, completed her attire. The convict
petticoat, though looped up to suit the peculiarity of the muslin, was visible
beneath the dress.
As Tammy professed to excellence in cookery, and to just the contrary in the
house department, Mrs. Evelyn decided that she and Maida should exchange
situations. The latter therefore became housemaid, and was consequently brought
into more frequent contact with Miss Evelyn, for whom she had long entertained a
deep but unacknowledged regard. All portions of her daily duty which had Emmeline
for their object were regarded more as acts of pleasure than of servitude. The
sweet low voice, ever ready to greet her with a cheerfulness void of levity, and an
affability void of condescension, had a sympathy in its tone that came more
acceptably than sympathy expressed in words. And when, as was often the case,
the gentle voice gave utterance to thoughts full of peace, and bright with the
immortal hope that irradiated the inner life of the invalid, Maida would listen and
linger, longing to hear more; then, when she could linger no more, she would gather
all she had heard into her mind and bear it away; and often during the day, which
to her was ever of toil and trial, she would dwell upon the words of peace and love,
and bless the lips that had spoken them to her.
With what special interest watched the great Adversary of Souls the spiritual
fluctuations of this tempted woman! How perseveringly did he try to hold her back
from all that might benefit her! How cunningly devised were the hindrances he
placed in her way! When, despite his endeavours, a grain of the precious seed of
truth found access to her mind, how subtle in its commonplaceness was the
means adopted to defraud her of it, or to destroy its fructifying power I A
sharp and undeserved rebuke from her mistress, a degrading familiarity from one
of her fellow-servants, a threat, a provocation, were contrivances by which all
Emmeline's example and Mr. Herbert's teaching were rendered useless. And yet,
we know not why we should specify this as peculiar of Maida's career. A similar
strife between the powers of light and darkness is everywhere being carried on.
Whether in the person of the aged believer or in the young wavering disciple,
whether in the bold confessed outlaw or in the timid youth hesitating over his first
crime, Satan is awake the wide world over, everywhere arrogant over what he
holds, and rampant for that which is beyond his reach. Imitating God, he despises
not the day of small things. But with Maida, and with others in like condemnation,
the strife is more apparent, the vacillations are more striking, there not being the
restraints and decorums of free life to hide them.
One afternoon, when Maida had occupied the situation of housemaid for three
months, Mr. Evelyn determined to try the experiment of sending her out alone
(hitherto he had adhered to his regulation, and only let her go out under the
guardianship of one of the family). Bridget's bad headache afforded him an excuse
for the experiment. Summoning Maida, and assuming that severity of manner
which he reserved for state occasions, he told her that he was about to test the
sincerity of her intentions, and try if she would be as trustworthy when out of his
sight as he had yet had no reason to doubt she was within the immediate bounds
of the household. He then cautioned her against shipmates and public-houses; and
finally charging her to remain out no longer than necessary, and reminding her how
pained he should be if she deceived him, and how unhesitatingly he should punish
her if she disobeyed him, he dismissed her with a note and parcel to Trinity
Parsonage, bidding her stop on her way there to perform a few errands in the
city. When she was ready to go, Mr. Evelyn himself conducted her to the gate, and,
shutting it upon her, said:
'It is now three o'clock, I shall expect you home before five -- now, mind!'
'I wonder how she feels, going out alone for the first time,' exclaimed Bridget, as
her uncle returned to the drawing-room. 'How she must hate me, as the
poor unfortunate always made to follow her about; I'm sure I hate it for her.'
'She doesn't care that for it;' and Uncle Ev fillipped, to demonstrate the that.
'She is the queerest creature that ever came into my possession. I shall be right
glad if Herbert does anything for her in the converting line, so as to bring down a
little of her pride. Poor soul! I pity her to my heart. By-the-bye, Miss Bridget, you
doubt that I have a heart, do you not?'
As five o'clock drew near, a perceptible though unexpressed anxiety pervaded the
whole family. Emmeline and Bridget both tried to divert Mr. Evelyn's attention
from the waning moments, but without knowing that the effort was perceived by
each other. Each hoped she was succeeding to admiration, for Uncle Ev, standing
with his hands tucked behind his coat, appeared to answer, or at any rate to
acknowledge, by rapid hems! all that they told him of Charlie's precocities or
baby's tricks; but as the clock struck five, the direction of his previous thoughts
was at once determined; he pulled the bell with a loud click, and then, walking out
of the room, called over the stairs:
'Gwynnham home?'
The fatal 'No, sir,' came back, and sent a cold shiver through Emmeline, who,
turning silently towards her uncle, saw by his countenance that wrath was
determined against; Maida.
Bridget had already left the room, and, forgetting her headache, was putting on
her bonnet to go in search of the fugitive. But Uncle Ev, who also seemed to be
going out, met her on the stairs, and she knew, by the tone of the voice that bade
her return, that resistance or inquiry would be useless. She looked at him; there
could be no harm in that, yet it seemed quite the wrong thing to do.
'Go in to your cousin; there's no knowing when I shall be back,' frowned Uncle Ev;
and he slammed the door after him with a force that threatened a terrible amount
of trouble.
Meanwhile, where was she who created all this excitement? Having performed her
commissions in the city, Maida proceeded to Trinity Parsonage and delivered the
parcel. Returning thence by that part of the prisoners' burial-ground which
faces the town end of Government demesne, she stood to gaze on that final
resting-place for her captive brethren. Leaning on the fence, her eye wandered
over the field, whose dreary aspect had naught to break its dull monotony save
the ridges, which heaved its surface at careless intervals, giving it more the
appearance of land prepared for the sower than of that already sown for the
human harvest, of which the poet so touchingly writes; but it needed the
symmetry of the husbandman's labour to make even outward resemblance to that
rude picture complete. The inner picture -- ah! who would dare compare? -- the
contrast strikes too vividly. The husbandman ploughs his acres, and his heart goes
with his work; each furrow receives his hope, his prayer, as well as his goodly
grain. The grave is prepared with curses; the human seed is sown prayerlessly,
tearlessly -- for we do not call the formal, grudged service mumbled over the
prison dead a prayer -- and tears, who expects them at a convict funeral? The
eyes to shed them are across the ocean. The seed is sown, the earth is shovelled
over it, and who cares to ask or think in what form it shall arise?
Maida leaned quietly for a few moments. The slow movement of her head from one
part of the field to the other denoted rather a general survey of it as one object
of sadness than a search for a particular spot over which to feel a particular
sorrow. She suddenly started, and, standing erect, gazed, intent, towards the
furthest extremity of the field. Until this instant three men, partially hidden by
the increased height of fence, had escaped her notice. With a quick cry of
impatience, she sprang over the barrier and confronted two low-foreheaded,
brutal-visaged prisoners, who were wantonly abusing their trust by kicking about
and otherwise ill-treating two coffins that had.been left them to inter. As Maida
now stood before them, one of the coffins was lying edgewise, having rolled off
from two graves of unequal size on which it had been tossed; the other, almost
raised to an upright posture, was supported by a heap of rubbish.
The younger man was a simple-looking fellow; he had been an obedient tool in the
hands of the other two, who appeared to delight in the matter-of-fact manner in
which the youth received and carried out their orders. The burial service,
of course, had been performed; but that invested the corpses with no sacredness
in the sight of those who were left at once to fill up the ceremony and the grave.
'Who be you?' cried both men, and gaped the third, as, like an apparition, Maida
rose up before them.
The fire of bygone days flashed from her dilating eyes, and, in a tone of haughty
superiority, she exclaimed;
'I'll report you! How dare you! I remain by you until I have seen them decently
buried. Cannot you let their mangled bodies rest in peace?'
'Round away, then, my pretty one! round away on us! Who may you be? Remember
we are alone together,' replied the elder man, in a voice of impudent raillery.
'We are alone, but I am safe. The wretch that could insult the dead, would fear to
touch the living.'
She fixed her eye steadily upon him, and as she read the brutal characters
delineated in his face, she fancied one by one appeared features she had scanned
before, but where, or under what circumstances, she could not recall.
'Is it so, my darling? Then how comes Bob Pragg out here? Giles Waddy there can
tell to that -- can't ye, Gi? He'll warrant ye I've touched the living 'fore now, and
that with no chicken-heft, I'll promise ye; a chinker gied by Bob Pragg ain't a gift
of every day.'
The name horrified Maida. She knew too well now why she had recognised the face.
With an involuntary shudder she dropped her voice to a scarcely audible whisper:
'They are prisoners.'
'They was, but I reckon they are free enough now. Forgery and lifting,' he
continued, as if that had been their names.
'And you are prisoners?' said Maida.
'In the Queen's service! Government livery. blue and gold -- no mistake. Can you
sport a fig of baccy?'
Bob touched his cap, mock reverentially, and winked to Giles.
'Who may your graceship be?'
Another touch of the cap, and wink to the youngest man, who had never withdrawn
his gaze from Maida.
'I -- am -- a -------- prisoner,' said Maida, speaking slowly and distinctly.
The trio started in unfeigned astonishment.
'My eyes!' at last ejaculated the youngest.
'I wouldn't scarce believed it, if I'd seen the brown petticoat,' said Giles.
Here Maida raised her gown an inch or two above her feet, and with the convict
garment confirmed her statement. Bob Pragg stared with a mixed expression of
incredulity and delight; then shading his mouth with his hand, he whispered to
Waddy:
'Be blostered if 't ain't Martha Grylls! I'd swear to her all the world over! There's
pluck enough for she, and too much for any else.'
'We are all prisoners, then,' proceeded Maida. 'Should we not, therefore, show
more feeling towards each other? Fancy: to be so treated by their brothers in
trouble, and that when they are unable to resist!'
Her eye again began to gather fire, and her speech animation. It was not in her
wholly to control the indignation struggling in her breast.
'They have had a life of degradation and misery -- surely in death, when the
oppressor can no longer reach them, their own comrades should let them rest in
peace!'
'Oh, they tookt it easy -- 'tisn't all takes on as very like you did. Most on us
couldn't be worse off than we was in England. Most on us only turned rogue when
we couldn't turn a penny from honest work. To them what don't care for the name
on it, it's better to be here with full bellies and hard work than 't 'ome with empty
maws and idle jaws -- that is when a feller can keep blind eye of the Government
coves -- they'm mighty partial where they pleases!'
'Then you'll bury them at once?' interposed Maida, but Giles had not finished.
'Tho' I says it myself, I'd never have been out here, if I'd got work at home. I was
as willing to live by fair means as any man going; but honest thoughts won't fill a
poor fool's pocket, and, ---- me! if it'll stop his children's bawl. When I frisked a
crib the fust time, I'd no thought o' doing it again; but then I found a
wideawake sort of feeling come out of the job -- a feeling that seemed to put
fresh life in me; so I went on till I'd no notion of toiling a week for what I could get
in a night, and joined company with a cracksman, and got lagged after a while --
and now I'm your humble servant.'
The thoughtful tone into which he had lapsed during this retrospection vanished
during the last five words, and he appeared, by a sudden and remarkable transition
of manner, again to become Giles Waddy, the ruffian. Maida attempted to speak,
but Giles again stopped her, on which Bob Pragg commented:
'Gi's on his pet fiddle-string now -- scrape, scrape, he'll go, till you wish hearty
you'd never meddled with sober folks in their occupation -- there, scrape, scrape,
he goes again.'
'Strikes me -- or I'll be struck stone dead -- if them wise heads don't one day find
out there's something wiser to be done than paying police and building gaols. Men
don't swag on full bellies, 'xcept when they's had a smack on it, and finds it
relishing. The fust time they steals, they steals for hunger -- the second, the
deuce knows why.'
'Hold your jaw, you confounded blockhead! Thank your blessed stars you're not one
of them wise 'eds -- any day I'd rather be one of the drove than the driver.'
'Anyhow, we'll all roll into hell together! but don't you talk pious there -- you'd no
call to turn rogue -- you know you turned because you admired the trade.'
A loud gruff laugh sounded through the ground. Maida stamped impatiently, but
speak with authority again she dared not -- not on her own account, but for the
sake of the dead. Any burst of anger would be visited on those who lay helpless at
her feet, for, with the young man's assistance, she had laid the coffins in a proper
position.
'Now, then, do let us bury them!' she said,
'Us! Heft away, then; but no harm in being merry over the confounded job. Leave
alone there' (to the young man) -- 'no use to try it; the hole's too small for two on
'em.'
'It shan't be for want of trying, then,' and Giles kicked the topmost off, and
jumping on the under one, endeavoured to squeeze it down a few inches by
stamping his full weight on it; then, with an awful curse, he called on the
young man to help drag it out from the hole.
Maida could witness it no longer in silence:
'I'll report you, and shall glory in the punishment you get. Give me the spade!'
Before Giles could resist, she had snatched the implement from him, and in the
strength of excitement had struck it deep into the tough mould.
Giles raised his arm to strike her, but a loud guffaw, and a meaning wink from Bob,
arrested the blow.
'Gi, you'll be a fool if you quar'l with her for doing your work. Let her have a heft
at it whilst we take a spell over yonder.'
Another wink in the direction of a distant part of the ground made Gi, though
somewhat sullenly, let fall his arm, and follow Bob Pragg -- for he was the second
ruffian -- to the spot. The young man was about to join them, but Bob nudged him
back.
In the flush that dyed Maida's cheek and temple as the spade drew heavily back,
Sam saw only the natural effect of unusual effort -- we, who know more of Maida,
discern pain in its fervour, and mighty mental conflict in that involuntary closing
of the lid, as the inward fire shone lustrous crimson through the transparent skin.
A few more desperate onslaughts, and resting, as any wearied delver might rest,
one foot on the bottom of the spade and one hand on the top, Maida turned and
took her first look at Sam. His eyes were riveted on her so fully that he was
obliged to give a number of small twinkles before he could unfix them. It was now
for Maida to gaze at him, which she did, in silence, for many seconds, and then,
'Poor lad!' burst from her lips.
'Sam, how old are you?'
But Sam did not answer; he seemed too busy replying to mental queries of his
own.
Whatever the replies were, they finally converged into a focus in the form of a
question, which, though couched in lowly phrase, appeared to give him infinite
satisfaction.
'Let's take a heft on't. Like you'm sweatin', miss?'
'No, Sam, you are tired; let us talk a little.'
'With me, ma'am!'
Wonder added to their former admiration, the glassy blue goggles again took
possession of Maida's face.
'Yes -- why not with me?'
'Be you a prisoner, sure, ma'am?'
The 'ma'am' came so naively and so aptly from his lips, that Maida accepted it
from the poor lad as a tribute of respect from which she had long been estranged.
'I am your fellow-prisoner.'
'A sight o' difference 'tween us tho'!'
And Sam, as if referring only to personal disparity, deliberately viewed Maida and
then himself from head to foot.
'You've got a whole back of fine clothes.'
'Ah, but there is this beneath them!' bitterly said she, again showing the convict
brown.
'And I can't keep out of yellows no ways. When I think now for the greys! and I am
just on having 'em, something comes along to get me into trouble, and it's a sight
o' time 'fore I gets out of the yellows; I haven't been out of 'em yet for more than
two months to a time.'
The colour had now faded from Maida's face; the ashy paleness that succeeded
could no more escape the earnest search of Sam's eyes than had the flush.
'Be sick, missus?' asked Sam, whilst the immovable goggles remained firm to their
watch.
A faint and sad smile found its way to her lips, in spite of the aching load that
dragged downwards all desire to smile.
'No, Sam; I'm sick in a way that you cannot understand. You don't seem very
suited to those clothes; tell me how you came by them.'
The youth lolled his ample tongue in his mouth in quiet satisfaction that he had
permission to talk -- a comfort he seldom enjoyed in the crowded desolation of
the Tench where older and rougher voices -- when any voice was allowed --
asserted the pre-eminence both in pitch and in period; while younger ones, fearful
the blame of the uproar would fall on them, found refuge from the strife of
tongues either in self-enforced silence or sullen moodiness.
'Must I tell how I got lagged, or how I gets into trouble?'
'Tell me all you like; it does me good to hear of other persons' troubles. Tell me
about mother, and father, and all.
The prospect of an uninterrupted recital glistening before him, reflected a
thin glaze of pleasure on his sickly face, and put a moment's life into the glassy
opacity of his eyes.
'I never had no father, as I know on; and mother -- the naybors all took shy on
her, cos she'd got me; and when I came nigh to 'em they shoved me off, and said
I'd no business to be born; I wasn't nothin' to nobody; and mother fretted, and said
I was everythin' to her, because she hadn't got nothin' else.'
Here another loll of his tongue, followed by a thick swallow, stopped Sam for an
instant; and when Maida glanced towards him the goggles had not removed, but
their earnestness seemed subdued by a mist that had overspread them.
'The naybors said she was taking to bad ways, but she told me she wasn't; she
used to tell me everythin', tho' I didn't know much what it meant then -- but now
sims to me I was a jackass for not knowing. Well, missus, one afternoon she'd sat
crying -- sims I see her now! -- and I was nation bad hungered. "Mother," says I,
"shan't us get nothin' to ate to-day?" Then she gave me the first bad word that
she'd ever gave me -- sims I hear her now! Her says: "Mother me to-morrow, you
young devil, if you can!" "Mother," says I, "never mind, I can bide;" then she fell to
crying worse, and then she grabbed me like mad, and bawled: "If mother speaks so
to un, who else should speak kind?" Then she throwed up her hands to God
Almighty as fine as any parson, and bawled out: "Justice? let 'en come! I lay this
sin at his feet. Yes, at yours, Edward Moulston!" "What is justice, mother? Be it
anythin' good to ate?" says I. Then she laughed like Old Nick, and bawled: "I believe
you! It's good for nothin' else; but it doesn't do for starving wretches -- it takes
too long a-comin'." I was gettin' most afraid of her; thinks I, the devil's got hold on
her. Well, missus, then she went out, and brought me back some rare grub, so
that I got a rale bellyful; she looked on at me all the while. When I'd done, she took
her bonnet, and said to me: "You won't want nothin' more to-day, Samuel. If I'm
not back by dark, go to bed; and if I ain't back to mornin', and the folks comes to
ask for me, tell 'em I'm gone out to look for justice; perhaps I'll have to go t'other
side of the water to find 'en." And, great jackass, I never know'd what she
was up to; so I never see'd her again -- and then the naybors said she had
drownded herself.'
The mist condensed into large drops, which, passing over his high cheek-bone, and
through the hollow beneath, fell to the earth -- the only tear that had moistened
that loveless grave, yawning for the lonely dead.
'And you, poor Sam?'
'I was sent to the house, and I ran away; and then they got hold on me, and said I'd
do famous for 'em if I'd be a plucky chap, and never round on 'em; so they tookt
me for winders, cos I was slim as a black-worm -- and warn't I glad to go with 'em!
-- jist suited me, for I bain't bright in my head. Winders is asy work, when they
bain't stiff uns.'
'Who brought you up, Sam?'
'Them cracksmen. They was very good by me; I never got flayed for aught but
blundering, and I was a sight happier then than I be now.'
Again could Maida scarce refrain a smile at his simplicity. He told his tale so
utterly unvarnished by sentiment, or shamed by compunction, that it was evident
the words 'right' and 'wrong' had no place in his moral dictionary.
'But, Sam, don't you think you are better off, even as a convict, than you were,
living with those wicked men, and doing their wicked work for them?'
'My eyes! -- no.'
And Sam stared, as if the stare should say, 'You arn't half the one I took you for.'
Maida looked intently on him, to discern the source of this reply:
'What! not be on the road to honesty, instead of in the way to certain ruin, as you
were then, Sam?'
Figure was lost on him.
'I've been on the roads, ma'am; but I tookt bad in my legs, so I works about Tench
now.'
She must simplify. If the goggles could only take in half they tried, Sam would
understand a great deal; but theirs was large attempt with small success.
'Sam, tell me now: don't you think it was very wicked of you to do what those men
bade you, and to lead so bad a life?'
'I hadn't no other -- 'sides, I was brought up to it fust.'
'But why -- why did you run away from the poor-house, Sam? that was
your first wrong step.'
'I didn't like it.'
This reply was given in so decided a manner that Sam evidently considered it as
much without appeal to others as it had been to himself; he therefore goggled
double power (suspicion gaining on admiration) when Maida expressed
disapprobation. The poor fellow seemed anxious to please his new-found friend.
What could he say? He longed to hear his voice, and yet he would rather lose that
pleasure than vex her and involve himself. The convict fear and mistrust, although
displayed in the widened gape and gaze, instead of the piercing glance and evasive
response of intelligence, were as strong in him as in brighter specimens.
'Dun no that I'd do it again, missus. Parson Evelyn talks about it fine -- he found
me in cells one day, and he talked till 'most I cried; and then says he: "My boy, if
you'd got your time over again, do you think you'd run away from the workhouse,
now I've explained why it was foolish of you to do so?" "Drat me if I would!" says I;
"sims I were a big jackass for rinnin' -- I weren't up to it then; but boys is boys,
sir, and nothin' else."
'Then the parson -- sims I see him now -- rose up, and laid his two fingers on my
shoulder; and sims he smiled -- for his voice weren't like 'twas 'fore. Says he:
"Why, what be now, Sam? You ain't no more than a boy." "Sir! bain't I?" said I;
"sims I feels mighty old. A sight o' things comes by every day though nothin' don't
sim to happen out of 'em; so I feels like a man."
'Then he sat down again, and says: "What d'ye mean, Sam? Tell me all about it."
But though I was full of it, I couldn't speak it out -- so I only gaped at 'en. So then
says he: "Ah, I know all about it, Sam; so you needn't set your brain a thinking --
more things happen than ought to happen to such a youngster." This yer weren't
said to me, for he gozzled it out of his throat like; thinks I, I'm in for it! he's going
to round on me, sure as fate! And I felt 'most dead o' fright. "When were you
flogged last, Sam?" says he, all to a sudden. "Yesterday, sir, 'fore I came here,"
says I. "What for?" says he. "The bowl of a baccy pipe, picked up after the
gatekeeper," says I. "What did you pick it up for, Sam?" says he. "'Gainst I got a
fig," says I. "And how many lashes did you have?" "Twenty-five -- lor',
weren't they screechers! He said, when he tied me up to the triangle: 'I owes you a
tickler, and now I'll pay'e.'"
'Parson bolted out when I told un this, and I set up a howl after un; thought I,
Won't I catch it if the parson rounds on me! But he came back quiet as a fool; says
he, only talking half loud, "Sam, my boy, you'll get into worse trouble, if you make
this row." Then he sheered again, and I bawled after un, "Sir! sir!! sir!!!" And he
comes again, and says, "Well!" "You got it out of me, sir; don't-'e go and tell 'em. I
could not bear another thrashin'. Oh! don't-'e -- don't-'e, parson," says I to un.
Then he spoke so solemn, he made a feller shake: "Sam, I am God's minister. I tell
no one but Him of anythin' that my people tells me. You may always speak out to
me, my boy: but mind, I'll have no bad words, nor lies. I can always find out the
truth." I pulled bob to 'un; but, for all I wanted, I couldn't say, "Thank your grace."
Then he comes in right again, and tookt his seat as if he had never left it, and
says, "Sam, why were you so foolish as to pick up the pipe, to vex the overseer?"'
'Were those his VERY words, Sam? try to remember,' interrupted Maida.
'Yes, they were; I remember them 'tickler.'
Maida well knew that Mr. Herbert used no word idly. Repeating those two words,
'foolish,' 'vex' -- she felt sure that they were meant as more applicable to the
case than stronger expressions.
'D'ye like it, miss? sims tellin' it out's done me good,' asked Sam, heaving a sigh of
satisfaction.
Maida felt there was not much to like in it, as she beheld the poor lean, lank,
miserable youth before her; but she was loth to break the slight web of comfort
that had unexpectedly wafted across his path; so she replied:
'I like to hear about Mr. Evelyn, Sam.'
'Don't 'e like all about mother and me?'
'We all like to tell our troubles, and I like you to tell yours; what more did he say to
you?'
'A lot, but I don't mind much. Mr. Evelyn said, if I'd get out of trouble, and try to be
a good boy, then by-and-by he'd get a chap he knows on to hire me out.'
'Well, and I hope you are trying, for Mr. Evelyn will keep his promise. I am
sure of that.'
Here Sam's gogglers fell considerably, whilst an expression of moody hopelessness
weighed down his lantern jaw to its utmost limit of expansion.
''Tain't much use trying along with they there; they's got a way of making a feller
like the deuce hisself; when a feller gets into trouble for nothin', he might all so
well do somethun' to make it worth his while.'
'This is a sentiment too bright for Sam,' thought Maida, and she had hardly
thought it, before Sam continued:
'Bob Pragg told me that 'ere; I ain't clever enough, he's a sharp un; he knows a
sight, and he bain't bad to me when I does what he wants; but, my eyes, when I
don't! Parson warned me of he; but the parson nor nobody else don't know what a
poor feller what isn't clever, and don't know what nothin' means, has got to bear
from them sharp uns; be 'fraid of they, missus?'
He turned his head towards the spot from which, preceded by a loud, coarse laugh,
the two men were issuing.
'I am not afraid of any one.'
'My eyes! could 'e fight 'em?'
'Women don't fight, Sam.'
But Sam gave a little negative-like shake of the head, as much as to say, 'Don't
they, that's all!'
'They's comin', missus! and us ain't buried 'em.'
'I am not going to dig any more, Sam. I shall make those men finish.'
How the goggles expanded! adoration more than admiration holding them firm to
Maida's face. He was too rapt even to ejaculate his favourite note, so extra
expressive as it would just then have been.
'So, my pretty one! I thought your flourishes wouldn't last us t'other side of the
ground. I guess you've been making the best of your time. Eh, Sam? No blushing,
madam; ain't going to pry into lovers' secrets; tho' I swear 'tain't fair that son of
an ape should have all to himself; what d'ye say, Gi?'
A nudge from Gi brought Bob to the remembrance of a waning afternoon, and the
probability of interruption to the plan he had laid during his absence. When the two
were sufficiently remote, by a whisper into Gi's ear, Bob dispelled the
sulkiness that had lingered in his slouching movements across the field. A sharp
whew-w! was Gi's only answer to the whisper. A consultation ensued for the next
ten minutes, and then for ten minutes more the two squatted on the grass, and,
chewing certain blades of it, gloated over their plan, and drank imaginary bumpers
to its success; for whatever else these brethren disagreed in, they both cordially
united in hatred of Bradley, the convict constable, who should now have been
superintending their work. That he deserved to be hated is not to our point --
that he was hated by the whole gang over which he had control, is a fact more to
our purpose. He had a savage glory in mortifying such men as Bob and Giles, by
evincing his power to the most annoying minutiae of convict rule; and a still more
fiendish delight in dragging to (in)justice the delinquencies of such poor weaklings
as Sam. If the reader be a colonist, he will already have asked, 'Where was the
constable or overseer, that he was not with the men at their work?' And this very
question Bob and Gi determined should be asked by the Superintendent of the
Barracks, in order to incur the answer, 'Drinking a dram at the Bird in Hand over
yonder'; an answer which would sound unwelcomely to the Superintendent and
Comptroller, as they could not in conscience hear it, and let Bradley keep his belt
and pistol: and then how grateful to the warm, brotherly feelings of Bob and Giles
would it be, to hail him to their gang, and to share with him their parti-coloured
clothes!
They gladly agreed to forego the fig, and taste of the tankard promised by
Bradley as a reward of good faith; for they hoped to chew a more delicious morsel,
and quaff a more refined dram by following their own counsel than in keeping
Bradley's.
'Why, man, you don't seem satisfied,' cried Bob, in the course of the consultation.
'Don't see why we can't peach ourselves without getting the woman to report;
maybe she'll get us into trouble along with that infernal dog.'
'And wouldn't it be wo'th a spell at the wheel, or a dance in the dark, to get him
plucked of his jackdaw feathers! I tell ye I'd bear a flogging without a wince to get
him down; and you be -- '
'No bullying of me now, Pragg; I bain't he -- so keep your jolly thumpers to
yourself, or try 'em on your own skull till you can on Bradley's.'
'Hold your humbug and listen to me; I've laid plans before now, and if they don't
turn out admeerable, I'm not Bob Pragg.'
'I've heard you once, and I bain't no fool.'
But Bob, ever oracular, must again show forth his wisdom, and glut his vengeance
with a concoction of malice. In spite of Gi's protest, he would repeat his scheme as
follows:
'She'm quieter now, and don't seem likely to report -- that won't suit us; nor
Bradley -- she must report -- and then 'twill out that Constable Bradley don't
look after his birds in fact, 'twill be clear that he prefers a "bird in the hand" to
three in the bush, for this ground ain't much more than bush appearantly.'
'Ha! ha I ha! that's in 'em -- you'll be constable next Bob.'
'O fie, Gi, I ain't bad enough!' cried Pragg, with a serio-comic shake of the head.
'Must be more like my masters first.'
'Will be soon tho' with a little more of their doctoring.'
'Where was I, Gi? Well, she must report, and pop goes he out of the staff into --
cells! the thing is -- '
'How to get her to march to head-quarters,' cried Giles getting excited over the
rehearsal.
'That's the go, Gi! like to see ye game. How to get her? Trust me for that! I've
seen her 'fore now; -- me if I don't raise the deuce in her. Never heard Bob Pragg's
music? I'll play devil's tattoo on them precious boxes there till I make her fly mad
to the Governor; then sharp's the word, Mr. Bradley! Now let's off. When I begins
you'll know -- there's no mistaking Bob Pragg, always except when he means you
shall mistake him; then there's all so much no not mistaking him.'
'But what shall we do with that gaping blockhead yonder?'
'He ain't wo'th a thought; he must come in for it long with us, 'twill do'n good --
polish en a bit. When Government condescends to notice such blackguard paupers,
and place 'em 'longside of gents, why gents can't do less than condescend too, and
train 'em up in the way they should go -- should, meaning in the way they are
fossed to go; seeing when they'm once in there's no gettin' out till their
hedication's finished.'
'And then I s'pose they'm pretty fit for somewhere. '
'Right, man; the place where gents go -- the proper place for used-up O.P.S.O.'s,
and we'm all that, from Comptroller downwards.'
The loud 'ha! ha! ha!' which chorussed this speech was the sound that brought
Sam's treat to an end.
An admonitory nudge from Giles warned Bob to action. Stooping to one of the
coffins, he turned it on its side, and swearing a fearful oath, exclaimed:
'Now I'll stand no more nonsense I if they won't get into the hole, I'll throw a spade
of earth over 'em and leave 'em; and the devil may come and carry 'em off if he
likes; now heave away, Sam.'
Sam raised it at the opposite side; when Bob, feigning mistake, let go his side, and
down came the coffin, and tumbled over a grave.
''Twasn't me, missus!' almost blubbered Sam, as he, with the two others, noticed
the pale passion that worked in every feature of Maida's face.
And as if playing football, he gave the coffin a tremendous kick; before he could
give a second he was lying prostrate, and that by a woman's hand. By a dexterous
movement, Maida had collared and thrown him, whilst his foot was upraised to give
a second kick.
Another movement, and stunned by a blow from Giles, Maida lay senseless on the
ground; as Giles bent over her in savage fury, Sam thought he was about to
murder her. Losing all fear for himself, he sprang forward, shouting:
'You shan't touch of she!'
'At him, Sam! at him! Show yourself a man,' cried Bob. 'At him; you must fight for
her.'
Encouraged, bewildered, and hurried on by excitement Sam did 'at' Giles. Wielding
the spade with a force as unnatural to himself as unexpected to Giles, he struck
the wretched man so heavily, that only his weight in falling disengaged the spade
from the grip of the liven skull into which the iron had pierced.
Three heavy groans gurgled from the lips of the dying man, and then a
strange solemn stillness spread over the field, chilling the horror-stricken group
into a breathless silence.
Neither Bob nor Sam moved, until a shivering sensation in the latter increased to
an almost audible quaking of his whole lank frame.
'B-o-b?' at last he quaked out in sepulchral tone.
Bob looked, but did not speak.
'Who -- did -- it, B-o-b?' the large glassy eyes were riveted on the corpse.
The question aroused Bob to a sense of self-preservation.
'Who? You, and no mistake! But I'll stand by ye, Sam, cos you've never done me no
harm; but mind, you say a word about me, and I'll do for you in no time.'
'Don't want nothin',' came mechanically from Sam, who had either not heard or
not apprehended. He had sunk on his thighs, and now sat crouched up, resting his
chin in his hands, and gazing on Giles as if he had neither power nor will to
withdraw his eyes from the corpse.
'Sam, boy, rouse yerself I We must be doing something 'fore the constable comes
along; keep a good face on it, and let us be the first to make the row. Up, boy! up!
the woman 'll wake, and Bradley 'll be along presently; lend a sharp heft or two, and
get them plagues buried, then we'll carry Giles to Tench; leave the rest to me;
silence is all I wants out of you.'
This was all, the first shock over, that Pragg made of the death of his comrade.
How the death might affect him was the only remaining point that engaged his
mind.
Accustomed to fear Pragg, Sam tried to stand, but the violent trembling of his
limbs made him sink again.
'Get up, lazy-bones, and be a man; you've got guilt in yer very phiz; there's no go
for you whilst you shows your game by the fright in that whitewash of yours. Up, I
say!' and he kicked him with his foot.
But Sam only raised his large lack-lustre eyes for a second to Bob's face, and then
slowly returned them to their ghastly resting-place. Seeing it was useless to
waste the now precious moments on the poor boy, Bob turned to the pit with:
'Confound the blockhead; he's no true blood in him for all he gied such a mortal
chinker.'
By dint of digging, dragging, pounding, and shoving, he managed to get the
coffins interred; but it was a difficult task. He had barely stamped the earth upon
them when Bradley jumped over the fence, bringing the promised bribe of tobacco
and ale.
A revenge beyond even Bob's malice awaited the official, as, filled with insolence
and wine, he swaggered across the field. Brutal triumph gleaming from his hard
features, Pragg watched the effect of the scene on Bradley. The hour was his; he
was master of the field. Quietly taking the bottle from the latter, he drained it,
and flung it in the air, crying:
'To your health and ticket, old fellow! Did you ever hear of a canary?'
'I've heard of a laughing jackass, and sees one now,' snarled the constable,
perceiving that there was something amiss. Glancing around, he quickly discovered
that something, and how the case lay. Accustomed to mark tokens of guilt and
degrees of crime in different characters, he at once acquitted Pragg, and
discerned the murderer in the miserable figure crouching before him.
Had his own situation been less precarious, he would have proceeded with
ferocious glee to hale his victim to judgment; but all dream of official consequence
vanished beneath the threatening darkness of Pragg's malignant leer. One glance
hastily cast from under his heavy brow sufficed to warn Bradley that wrath was
determined against him. How to avert it was his troubled thought. Maida was the
only unsolved portion of the dreadful puzzle. What part had she acted in it? How
came she lying there? Had the fight been on her account? Could she be of any
service in making terms with his enemy? were questions that hurried through
Bradley's mind as, without moving his head, he surveyed the strange group.
'It must be now or never,' thought he; 'in a quarter of an hour the Tench bell will
summon the men.'
Assuming what mastery he could over his quailing voice, he asked Bob:
'Who's the woman? what had she to do with it? Speak out; don't be feared.'
There was a malicious twinkle in Bob's eye as he answered:
'She's only a missis that came along and fented (like all women does when
they's wanted to lend a hand); so one can't say she had much to do with it.'
Bradley felt uneasy; he could not discover the drift of this reply.
'Will you swear to it?' he asked.
'Swear to it or anything else you pleases.'
The same twinkle, and Bradley inly writhed.
'Don't doubt you, Pragg; but excuse me as a constable if I ask that youngster a
question just by way of probation.'
'Hoa! here, you scoundrel' (shaking him roughly by the shoulder); 'hoa, and tell us,
did the woman faint?'
'Y-e-s,' said Sam, in the same low, mechanical tone.
'Tell you what, Bob,' cried Bradley; 'there's no use in shamming. I see exactly how
'tis; there's no mistake that he's fixed and you are free; but that won't let us off
-- we are all in for it -- me as well as you, so I'll be honest with you, man; give
your hand here to a bargain, and with my word to it you're safe.'
Bradley thrust his hand to Bob, but Bob deliberately thrust his into his pockets,
giving, at the same time, a side-catch of his mouth and eye, which the constable
interpreted: 'Don't you wish you may get it?'
'I like that amazin' I How d'ye make out I'm in for it? You are in a jolly mess of it;
but 'xcept I gets into trouble for what others does, Bob Pragg stands as clear as
any man. Can I help the dogs from fightin' it out?'
'Don't doubt you, Pragg; but them Government coves is such a set, one never
knows when one's safe; white easy turns to black with them. Don't you reckon on
clearness but take my advice, as one who knows a thing or two about them
twisters.'
'What's the dodge? -- out with it.'
Bob had no intention to relent; but the longer he could dally with his prey, the
better for his spite, and the more certain downfall to his enemy, from the
disclosures he might afford by way of bribing silence.
'Strike hands, then.'
'That ain't Bob Pragg; he hears first, hands after.'
Bradley looked on every side, and then pointed to Sam.
'He?'
'Safe as a log; no wits to peach -- no brain for lies.'
Bradley nodded; and drawing close to Pragg, whispered:
'Bolt! I'll make out a case to suit, and turn their noses the wrong way till you're
beyond them.'
Bob started; the offer was audacious and tempting; but hiding his surprise, he
exclaimed:
'Show my heels like a murderer? Jolly trick! So let yon fool get free, and me be
hunted across the island like any brute of a dingo.'
'No such thing, man; guilt's too plain on him; besides take my word that he don't
even deny it: bolting and running won't show guilt -- 'twill only be one natural
effect of the outrage. The story 'll be some'at like this:
'"Constable's too busy with the rascal to notice you -- opportunity offers -- you
bolt, as any one of us would if we got such a chance -- constable, of course, 'll be
in a decent fluster about it, and eager after you, but all in the wrong scent till
you're safe as a wombat in his hole." Trust me! I've been after bolters 'fore now,
and knows a few tricks of the trade!'
Bradley attempted a laugh, but he failed. As earnestly as he dared he watched
from under his heavy brow the working of his proposal; but Bob's hard lineaments
showed no working in any way save that the hard mouth rounded for a whistle, and
the hard brow contracted a care-nought wrinkle.
Bradley again stretched his hand.
'There's no time to lose -- now or never.'
'It shan't be now, but don't know that it shan't be never. When Bob Pragg bolts he
don't ask leave,' and he planted his hands on his thighs. 'I've got an account to
settle before I can go: my compliments to the Comptroller, and tell 'em so from
me, Mr. Bradley.'
'Then go and be ---- !' roared Bradley, shaking his fist at Bob; 'and if you don't
hang for your insolence it shan't be my fault.'
'You'll be too snug to get a peep at me, anyhow,' sneered Bob, who, looking
forward to sure present vengeance, stored up Bradley's threat for future
payment. Bob was a tutored ruffian; he could control himself when self-control
served his purposes.
Taking handcuffs from his pocket, the constable clasped them on Sam, and,
shaking him till he was sufficiently aroused to stand, bade him, with a
fierce kick, walk on whilst he and Bob carried Giles to the barracks. At that
moment the bell rang, and, from every part of the town, road and building parties
were seen returning to their quarters. Bradley, his burden, and victim were quickly
surrounded, when, resigning his charge to a brother constable and overseer, the
former said he must go and report to headquarters. But report never reached
headquarters through him, for, turning swiftly back, he caught what little money
he had, and, hurrying through Campbell Street made his way for Kangaroo Point.
Rather than meet the disgrace that awaited him, he determined to follow the
advice he had given to Pragg, and bolt.
Turning to the barracks, he clenched his fist towards the building as a farewell,
and vowed, with a curse, that he would never enter it again alive: he might be
taken, but not whilst he had strength to fight, or breath in his body. His official
costume carried him to some distance without risk of detection.
Night fell ere Maida came to herself. For many minutes she lay in a dreamy state,
wondering why the moon shone so unobstructedly upon her. She could rarely see
more than its light on the two-paned window in her garret ceiling The centaurs,
too, large and bright, looked on her. What could it mean? She almost feared to
move, lest the pleasant dream should break.
Comfort insensibly distilled from the long, clear, unbroken rays that stretched
towards her. She raised her hands and passed them over her eyes, and then,
letting them drop, they fell -- not on her warm bed, but on the cold, damp grass.
The spell was broken. With a shiver she started and remembered all; but the
brutal tumult was hushed into a calm that seemed supernatural. She felt stiff and
dizzy -- so dizzy, that as she looked around, the graves seemed to advance and
recede, and rise and fall. The ridges of uneven mounds became more uneven, as,
beneath the trembling light, they appeared to heave, as if about to discharge their
dead.
Having satisfied herself that she was alone -- that no more ruffianly insult could
arouse her anger or disturb the scene -- she went to the new-made grave, and
sat by it. She was already later than convict rule permitted; she had no pass,
should it be demanded, therefore she could incur no further penalty by
remaining a little longer to think over the strange encounter of the afternoon.
She thought of Pragg; she felt he was her enemy, but for that she cared not. It
was only fitting that the man who had torn her from her baby should be appointed
to work her further woe; it was only to be expected that he should haunt her to
this remote corner of the world.
Her baby! To what a stream of memories did those words give rise. Her home in
Essex -- her indulgent, ill-requited, and maybe broken-hearted father -- Norwell --
her life of shame and misery -- her crime (the thin smile involuntarily moved her
lips) -- its punishment. Then, fiercely beating against the dreary reach of future
that stayed its onward flow, the stream ebbed, lingering now at one point that
awakened tender feeling; then bounding, scornful, from another, until it again sank
into quiescence, leaving Maida no alternative but to meet the contingencies of a
hopeless present.
She was near her master's house before she recollected that an explanation would
be demanded, and that a satisfactory one must be given, or trouble would ensue.
She knew that both Mr. Evelyns would credit her story, but she did not wish to tell
it for a reason, which was the result of her ignorance of the fearful catastrophe
that had put an end to the graveyard quarrel. Her wrath had kindled, not for
herself, or against the two depraved wretches, but on behalf of the unresisting
dead. The determination to report had been fixed in her mind the instant before
she fell by Waddy's hand; but when, on recovering consciousness, she perceived,
by the graves, that the offence had been atoned for, she annulled her
determination on Sam's account, fearing he would get equal punishment with the
other two men if she made a report of their misconduct. It did not occur to her to
wonder at her having been left so unceremoniously on the ground, for she knew
too well that selfishness had induced the men to leave her. To the watchhouse
only could they have taken her; and judging her by themselves, she concluded they
had thought she would surely 'round upon them' in return for the punishment dealt
to herself by way of costs for Government lodging, and had therefore determined
to let her lie.
Neither did she wonder why the constable (who, she was sure, had hurried
in to conduct his charges to the Tench, after having neglected them all the
afternoon) had not paid her due official attention. The same fear that had made
the others so ungallant, had also influenced him not only to a similar act of
ungallantry, but to one of exemplary self-denial, in resigning his claim to her as a
case illustrative of his constabulary vigilance. But the blow that was now smarting
on her temple, did that urge no vengeful step in Maida, unaware, as she was, that
it had been already avenged by a swift and eternal retribution?
No: as her finger withdrew from the discolouring mark, and as the slight start
caused by the unexpected pain subsided, a firm closing of the lip, with a steadier
planting of her foot upon the earth, was the only sign that the blow had smitten
below the surface, and driven the iron yet deeper into her soul. She was resolved
not to complain whilst her mind added the indignity to the accumulated items that
make prison life one protracted suffering, unthought of, and maybe unintended,
when the sentence of transportation is passed.
Her foot struck upon the earth, not in the impatience of the steed that cannot
brook restraint, and longs to rush to freedom, but to steady itself to accomplish
the destiny that she scorned with bitter scorn, even while preparing to fulfil its
cruel demands, and fulfil them to the utmost, though every nerve should be
unstrung, and every power fail in the unequal strife.
Endeavouring to frame an excuse that would involve no falsehood, she wandered
into Collins Street, one moment resolving to anticipate the fate she expected, by
giving herself into custody; the next instant retracing her steps to go boldly to
the Lodge, and meet her master's inquiries with silence.
Her ponderings were dispelled by two shadows that gained upon her.
She quickened her pace. Still the shadows advanced until they overtook and
passed before her, leaving by her side two men in the constable's garb.
She heard them whisper:
'No; it's a lady. I'm sure of it. Dressed shabby, because she's out this time. We
can't speak to her, Tom.'
'Oh, I've seen prettier birds than that. Ladies wouldn't be out, shabby or
not shabby, at this time. I say, got a pass, missis?'
This was said in an undertone for his own amusement. Prisoner or not, Tom
thought it fun to see the lady increase her speed.
'Don't fool now, Tom. Remember how Bates took the magistrate, Joyce, into
custody.'
'Let's follow her a bit. If we could get a sight of the brown, then we should be
sure.'
So the men followed her. Tom got impatient, being a newly-made official, and
eager for capture.
'Excuse me, ma'am, but must do my duty. Are you out on leave? It looks
suspicious when ladies are out alone this time o' day.'
'Got a pass?' asked the more initiated constable, on the principle -- justice is no
respecter of persons.
Maida thought it better not to notice, but let them draw what conclusion they
might from her silence.
'Stop!' cried the initiated. Running forward, he laid his hand on her shoulder. 'Come
along with us. You can't give no account of yourself; you're Government for all
your fine bobbery.'
'You need not hold me; I am willing to go with you.'
'Don't seem in liquor, Tom.'
'Been fighting, though. Got a black eye.'
Both men were now satisfied as to Maida's character, and doubted not they were
assisting Government in the suppression of convict vice in taking Maida in charge.
Their belief in the character of their prisoner strengthened, and their desire to
further the views of Government weakened, as they approached a public-house,
which, like nearly all the one hundred and eighty taverns of Hobart Town, stood at
the street's corner -- the prominent ally of sin!
The men drew back and conferred together. They shook hands, and then said to
Maida:
'Young woman, it's after hours; but that's no hindrance to the chap in here. The
pass! let's forget it over a jolly drop We'll be tight about your being out; and,
what's more, we'll see you safe home after we've spreed it a bit. Under
constable's care nobody 'll say a word to you. I often take the women to
Brickfield, and they generally sport a swig at the Eagle-Hawk.'
Mistaking the expression on her face, the initiated thought Maida suspected the
sincerity of his offer; so taking her arm, and attempting to draw her towards the
door of the house, he exclaimed:
'Come, my lassie; I pledge you in a dram. We are no better than each other, when
once we get in here -- I forget our belts, and you forget your pass.'
'She's up to a thing or two; she doubts you yet,' said Tom.
'I doubt nothing that comes from a convict constable,' replied Maida, wresting her
arm from a grasp more hateful than the official one. 'I doubt no breach of trust
from men who would never be in office could free men vile enough be found to do
their masters' bidding.'
'She ain't Government!' cried Tom, in a fright lest he had betrayed himself in his
hurry to exercise his power.
'I am Government,' said Maida; 'and I am out without a pass; and I command you
to take me to the Watch-house.'
'She's drunk, Tom; I'll swear to that. We'll get a glass then -- me if I don't give her
her wish, and something more too, to-morrow: make a note of what she said
against Government, whilst I touch up the chap here.'
The initiated went round the corner, and, tapping at a little back window, whistled
a signal.
The back door opened. He went in, and having stayed a few moments, returned
with two glasses of liquor. Giving one to Tom, he offered the other to Maida, with:
'Now, come; you can't say nay to that, or you ain't Government. Off with it, and
about your business. You know you look deuced handsome humbugging us. We ain't
the men to hand over a handsome woman when she'll make herself agreeable a
bit.'
Maida took the glass and flung it and its contents into the road. The smash drew
an exclamation from the men and the exclamation reached the ears of a
gentleman who was crossing at the top of the street. The gentleman stopped and
gazed earnestly towards the spot whence the noise proceeded; and then hastening
forward, came in sight of the group before the constables could move off in
marching order.
'It's the parson!' cried Tom.
'He's been watching us; no use shamming with he,' muttered the other constable.
'It's my master!' cried Maida, moving as if to him.
The initiated pulled her back.
'You've humbugged us long enough, and now wait and take your luck. Jolly trick to
bolt as soon as you know your game's down.'
Agitation was visible in Mr. Herbert's countenance as by the clear moonlight Maida
distinguished each feature; but his voice was calm and masterly.
'Maida, where have you been? We have been seeking you since five o'clock, when
we first learned that you had not returned from Trinity Parsonage. Poor Emmeline
is very anxious, and your master disappointed.'
A searching glance accompanied these words. The smell of spirits was strong, and
the swelling on her forehead indicative of a brawl.
But though these suspicious tokens puzzled Mr. Herbert, they did not mislead him.
There was that peculiar curl about Maida's lip, of which he had learned the meaning
since his more intimate acquaintance with her.
He felt thankful that his brother had taken the opposite direction in search of her,
for his feelings, already irritated at the notion that he had been deceived by one in
whom he had confided much against his will, were in no mood to bear the contest
for which, by the cool defiance of her voice, Maida seemed prepared.
'Where I have been I cannot tell you, sir; but now I am going to the Watch-house. I
have desired these men to do their duty; as they refuse, I go to surrender myself
to Government.'
'She's drunk, sir.'
'And you would make her more so. I relieve you of your charge.'
'Please your reverence, I must take her on, for she's out without a pass,'
interposed Tom.
'Leave her,' said Mr. Herbert sternly, 'and go learn what your duty is before you
attempt to perform it. What means that broken glass lying there, and that bottle
thrust into yonder window?'
'You won't be hard upon us a cold night like this, sir? 'Tis often cold here,
sir.'
'Ward, I'm ashamed of you; if you forgot your duty I cannot mine. I must report
you; this is not the first time you have been guilty of betraying your trust in this
shameless manner.'
'Please, sir, wouldn't you like to hear our charge against the woman?' persisted
Tom.
'Go!' repeated Mr. Herbert, waving his hand indignantly.
'You had better hear it, sir,' said Maida.
'I will hear it from no one but yourself, Maida.'
Again waving his hand, he watched the crest-fallen officials move slowly down
Collins Street, and then, turning to Maida, he looked steadily at her, and asked an
account of her strange disappearance.
The scornful smile had faded from her lip during Mr. Herbert's interview with the
men; her judgment had had time to work, and it convinced her that wherever
blame might rest, it could not on the clergyman, who had done more than his public
duty in going to seek her, and who would only be doing his public duty were he to
arraign her for infringement of convict discipline.
She felt that he regarded her not as a prisoner who had absconded, and must be
found for the mere purpose of receiving due punishment, but as a fellow-creature
who was in danger, and therefore to be rescued. He had sought her, not
vindictively, but sorrowfully; he was now anxious to hear her story, not that he
might form a case for the police-court, but to ascertain what had befallen herself.
Generally she would prefer that the negative in each of the foregoing suppositions
should be the case; her haughty spirit would choose rather the chastisement than
the pardon, the anger than the sympathy of most persons. Not so with Mr
Herbert; though her impulsive temper often made her grieve him, and though the
deep-seated sense of injury which burnt within, making her careless of results and
scornful of pity often caused her to reject his proffered sympathy, and turn
coldly from his ministerial exhortations, yet she revered his earnestness, and her
soul paid secret tribute of admiration to the unflagging zeal that remained
steadfast and self-possessed in spite of opposition.
She sometimes found the thought, 'What will Mr. Herbert say to this?'
exerting a restraining influence on her actions. She would imperiously shake the
thought from her with the inquiry, 'Can my state be bettered or made worse by
anyone's opinion of me?':But, to her infinite annoyance, the thought would come
creeping back, when to fortify herself against it by turning more coldly from his
kindness, and by increasing her rigidity of demeanour, was her only resource to
again rid herself of it.
The time had not come for the bowing of Maida's soul before the cross borne so
meekly, yet upraised so fearlessly in her sight. Courage, O man of God! Think not
with the Religious Instructor of the transport that there is no hidden meaning in
that compressed lip and haughty exterior; think not that within that icy surface all
is cold and lifeless as it would have you deem. The troubling of the waters
commences deep within, then upward, upward, till the whole leaps in trembling
vitality beneath the potent touch. There may burst no response from the
forbidding stillness of that spiritual night, but may it not be that all its powers are
rapt in the mighty question, 'Are these things so?' and can find no space or mood
to solve thy lesser importunings?
'Well, Maida,' gently said Mr. Herbert, having waited for a reply, 'can you not
confide in me? I am anxious to hear what has happened, before you meet your
master.'
Maida longed to tell him all, in order to ease the disquietude apparent through the
gentle voice and calmly-searching gaze; but poor Sam -- ah, he was friendless!
The lean, pale visage, and the fixed, staring eye of the miserable lad came before
her. She felt she was the more capable of enduring punishment -- or worse than
punishment, Mr. Herbert's and Emmeline's patient disappointment -- than Sam of
bearing an additional weight of sentence, stripes, and sorrow.
'Can you trust me, sir?'
'I can and do, Maida; but I hope this trust is not to be instead of an explanation of
that blow disfiguring your brow. You will not keep my poor child in suspense?'
'Miss Evelyn would not wish to get a poor, wretched, friendless creature into
trouble.'
'You are not friendless, Maida, if you are wretched.'
'I do not speak of myself, sir; I could not tell you what has occurred
without getting a poor lad into trouble. You should know sir, that chastisements
are administered both hastily and indiscriminately on convicts; though the poor
fellow had nothing to do with either my absence or this blow, he would doubtless be
dealt with as a party in the offence which I should be obliged to report, were I to
account for my absence. Can you trust me with my secret, sir?'
'I repeat I trust you, Maida, and half gladly. To have a struggle between duty and
inclination is a disturbance to a minister, and your confidence might produce that
effect in me; but my brother -- your master -- how will he permit your silence?
He is strict where he considers convict discipline has been wilfully infringed.'
'He may send me before a magistrate, but he cannot force me to speak.'
'Maida, I must be plain with you' (Mr. Herbert's voice trembled). 'I fear my brother
will do that. He is determined to take extreme measures, for he thinks you have
deceived him; and how is he to know to the contrary if you persist in making a
mystery of your conduct? You were sent out at three o'clock in the afternoon,
and now it is ten o'clock at night.'
'Mr. Evelyn does not disbelieve me any more than you do, sir; but he will not own
that he believes me, because he is a proud convict-holder, and will not condescend
to those whom the law places beneath his feet. He finds in me a spirit as proud as
his own, and he delights in trying to wring a confession from it.'
'Maida! Maida!' cried Mr. Herbert, shaking his head sadly; 'have you not too much
delicacy to speak thus to me of my brother?'
'Delicacy! what delicacy? You mock me, sir. A debased, degraded convict, who daily
adds to her debasement and degradation -- what delicacy should be found in her?
Would Government allow it to remain in her? Would it be fitting, I ask?'
'Most unfitting! therefore, as a debased, degraded convict, I command you not to
speak thus of so kind a master who bears with whims that others would punish as
sins and who never punishes but where punishment is deserved.'
The stern quiet of his voice struck into Maida's every nerve -- she felt the
justice of the rebuke -- she wished she had not provoked it -- she wished she
could forbear to provoke it further, but she was aroused, passion quivered in her
breast and formed itself into speech almost against her will.
'Then I am ready to bear my deserved punishment. Let him send me to court,
there my silence shall be as unbroken as before my master; for not in opposition
to any particular person, but because I choose it, I shut myself to inquiry.'
'Then I must leave you, Maida; I cannot become a party to your wilfulness. You
must go to the punishment I begin to think you deserve, and on which I am sure Mr.
Evelyn will insist, if you appear before him in your present state.'
'I shall rejoice to go to court and receive the infliction that will follow. I shall glory
in the punishment as another means of concentrating to one supreme evil the
mass of degradation that has accumulated in me. I yearn for the completion that
shall leave me no possibility of further infamy -- when there shall be no more
convictions to stifle -- no sharp compunctions to blunt -- no more hopes to
disappoint -- no feelings to wound -- no heart to suffer -- no soul to save; when I
am all this, then shall I be what convict law has sought to make me I then, having
borne all, braved all, and become all, its demands will be satisfied, and it will bid
me go in peace to that place where peace never comes.'
Mr. Herbert shuddered. He remembered that she had worked herself to a similar
frenzy on the occasion of his first visit to her in prison, and dreaded a similar
result; but looking earnestly at her, he perceived that the pallor of her cheek was
the blanching of fierce excitement, and not of approaching exhaustion.
He purposely delayed his movements, walking slowly, and occasionally stopping
altogether, to give Maida more time to recover her equanimity, and himself longer
opportunity to reflect how to act.
When they reached the Lodge, Mr. Herbert held the knocker as a last delay before
ushering her into his brother's presence; he threw an inquiring glance; she
received it with a quiet smile.
'You need not fear, sir; I can meet my master now.'
'But can you meet the trouble which may ensue; or have you determined to avert
it by satisfying your master?'
'There will be no trouble, sir; my master's displeasure will be all I shall have to
bear.'
She laid a peculiar emphasis on the word all, an emphasis which Mr. Herbert
understood. He knew that while meaner souls would slink away congratulating
themselves that they had escaped so easily 'master's anger,' their only
punishment, her proud spirit would suffer more in bending itself to conciliate that
anger, than in encountering the active strife of bodily penance; and he believed
that had not her will been stronger than her pride, and her purpose mightier than
both, she would have chosen rather to take on herself the consequences of a
continued resistance, than submit to her master's interrogations, which she knew
would be at once austere and cutting.
'Is your master home?' asked Mr. Herbert eagerly, as Tammy opened the door.
'No, sir; he came home once with a constable, and then went straight out again
and 's been out ever since.'
'Then make haste to bed, Maida; I will explain to Mr Evelyn to-night; since we have
arrived first he will not expect to see you, and you are faint and fatigued.'
'I am neither, thank you, sir; I will see the master to-night.'
'No -- I wish you to go to bed; I take all responsibility on myself.'
Maida retreated, but with no intention of retiring to rest.
'Won't you catch it! The master's ramping like a great mad bull; he'd bellow if his
rage would let him,' was Maida's salutation from Tammy, as she entered the
kitchen.
And as she spoke a summons was heard on the street door.
The women started, Googe sheered off, and Maida seated herself to await in
silence the event of that knock.
Mr. Herbert issued from his study to meet his brother.
'She is home, George.'
'Did she come, or did you bring her?'
'I brought her.'
'I wish you hadn't then! I'm tired of the pranks of that woman; punished she must
be, and I'd rather she had got it from others than from me. I detest
appearing against the poor wretches. I must send her though; she's riding it a
trifle too high, and wants a little reminder.'
He pulled the bell violently: all the household knew the meaning of that bell, and
winks, with shrugs of shoulders, conveyed unutterable telegrams from one convict
to another, when Maida herself arose to go and answer the summons.
'Send her up,' said Mr. Evelyn, as the door opened.
'I am here, sir.'
'Shut the door and listen to me. Do you remember I warned you that it would be
your own fault if ever you heard more of what I told you when I hired you from the
Anson? When standing just as you are standing now you promised obedience to
my commands.'
'Perfectly, sir.'
'Now, don't answer in that manner, it is treating me with a disrespect I will no
longer bear; for my forbearance harms you without benefiting me. You have
deceived me, Maida, and I now mean to show you how I deal with those who abuse
my leniency, and with what power convict law invests the master and controls the
servant. I was unwilling to exert that power; you have defied it, and now you shall
feel it; though still unwilling, I consider it my duty to exert it.'
Not a muscle of Maida's face moved.
'Two hours ago I should not have been unwilling, for I was irritated at your abuse
of my confidence. Had you then come back, I should have handed you over to
Government without hesitation, and without compunction. I am glad you did not,
for my sake as well as for your own.'
Still not a muscle moved.
'What have you to say for yourself? how do you account for this freak? speak,
Gwynnham -- speak -- '
'I have nothing to say, sir.'
'No nonsense, and no lies, Maida. Convicts don't run risks for nothing. I won't be
made a fool of. If you can't give an explanation to me, you shall to the police
magistrate.'
The large eyes that had till now been fixed calmly on his face sent a hasty glance
to Mr. Herbert, and then dropped to the floor.
Mr. Herbert lounged on the sofa, hiding, in a careless posture, the anxiety
he felt for the issue of the conference. From between the fingers that were
pressed to his forehead, he was intently watching the struggle. He dreaded
punishment for Maida. It might undo all that he hoped was working in her. It might
ruin her, body and soul. He perceived that his brother inclined to clemency, now his
first rush of anger and vexation had subsided; but if Maida should become
impetuous, how might not her impulse hurry her to provoke her own destruction I
With what thankfulness, therefore, did he see the large eyes again raised calmly,
and hear her say, in-a submissive voice:
'Will you spare me, sir, and hear from Mr. Herbert all I dare tell by way of
accounting for my strange behaviour?'
Mr. Evelyn turned to his brother with a look that said:
'Well?'
'May Maida leave the room, then, George?'
'No, I am sick of such humbug. I am not going to be so tender over her. Anything
that is not too bad for her to do, is not too bad for her to hear. She's got into
trouble, I suppose, and now's ashamed of it.'
'She is so far in trouble that she cannot account for herself, without involving a
poor creature, who is not guilty.'
'Lucy, I suppose, who abetted her attempt to escape. I must forbid her the house.'
'No, sir, Lucy had no part in it.'
Maida was really alarmed, and spoke quickly and warmly:
'What Mr Herbert says is true, sir. If needs be, I'll bear any punishment, but
cannot bring trouble on a poor friendless lad.'
'Your punishment will involve no one,' said Mr. Evelyn drily.
'Then I am willing to receive it, sir.'
'No humbug, young woman! You are not more willing than I.'
'As a favour to me, George, if even you do not forbear to punish her, will you
forbear to question her?'
'Supposing I oblige Mr. Herbert, Maida, by ceasing to inquire how you occupied
yourself during your absence you have still the absence itself to be charged with.
Are you aware of the heavy punishment incurred by an absconder?'
'The punishment is great, but I had no intention of absconding.'
'A fair excuse, since your intention of not being found is frustrated! How will such
pleasantry influence the magistrate? Out here we do not punish for intentions so
much as for acts. Your intention might have been laudable, but since your act did
not agree with it, we must give you a hint to let it do so for the future.'
'Your hint will be more easily given than understood, sir.'
'Go to bed now; you shall hear more to-morrow. I wish no uproar to-night.'
'There will be no uproar to-night, sir, beyond that which, I hear, has been already.'
'Go! do not add insolence to your obstinacy.'
It was a fortunate dismissal. On both sides the elements were gathering for an
outbreak.
'Strange, strange mortal!' exclaimed Mr. Evelyn, as the door closed upon her.
'There's no working her into a bona fide convict, try what you will. The deuce has
hold of her, unless something much better has. She is either a masterpiece of
conscienceless deceit -- or -- '
'She is a mystery, George, that neither you nor I can fathom.'
'Hang your mysteries, Herbert! they are plaguy hard to handle.'
'You will not give her in charge, then?'
'Not this time; but I think I shall send her to Brickfields just to frighten her. She
must be taught submission before she gets other masters, or she'll never get her
ticket -- never be out of trouble.'
'If it be only for my Emmeline's sake, let me implore you not to send her away to
the depot. Em will quite fret to lose her, and the poor woman herself could never
obtain so good a situation. As you say, endless miseries would ensue.'
'Oh, Wilson would reserve her. I'd let him into the secret. Em shan't lose her; and
as to the woman herself, I only wish to -- '
Mr. Herbert shook his head, and Mr. Evelyn asked:
'Well, what would you do? I own I'm puzzled by her. During all the ten years I
tried my hand at reforming prisoners, I never had such a difficult bargain I Cases
handed over to me as desperate have become manageable if not reformed. I abhor
the Government system of heaping punishment on punishment, and sentence on
sentence, and have always resisted it as a hardening, debasing process; but a
little well-timed severity, or judicious correction, I found beneficial in showing my
convicts what they had to gain by reminding them what they had lost.'
'I quite agree with you, both as to the brutalising effect of incessant coercion, and
the impossibility of wholly foregoing stringent measures in convict treatment; but
I doubt George, whether in Maida's case of to-night judicial severity would be well
timed, or correction judicious.'
'Your grounds of doubt?'
'Another doubt -- namely, that severity is merited, or correction deserved.'
'Humph! Then you believe that her attempt to escape was not premeditated, but
only induced by sudden temptation?'
'I believe that no attempt to escape has been made.'
'Does she deny the attempt? If so, I'm inclined to believe her. Somehow I cannot
think she lies, though -- '
'She neither denies nor asserts anything; she merely begs that her conduct may
be punished or passed over without a confession.'
'Yes, but she begs after the fashion of a highwayman -- "Give, or I'll take!"'
'Her spirit has not been trained by gentle influences. If I mistake not, it has been
tortured into unnatural developments, and being of a temper too lofty to sink in
mean submission, and too courageous to be trampled upon, it has sprung from its
tormentors, and now defies with haughty scorn the fate it cannot vanquish, and
makes a proud triumph of bearing that beneath which others would droop
despondingly, or yield servilely. The effect of God's affliction is to subdue, not to
crush; to break to meek contrition, not to drive to desperation. But man can
rarely take punishment from his fellow-man, and not be hardened by it for man
lays down one code of vengeance, and abides by it, irrespective of character, and
unheedful of results. Man's judgments too often inculcate unrighteousness,
because erring in themselves. God's judgments teach righteousness, because
founded on righteousness; He knows the frame ere He deals the blow. The leprosy
of Miriam is not as the leprosy of Gehazi.'
'True, Herbert, true. Maida shall have the benefit of our doubt. I had her good
alone in view in desiring to chastise her, and that I only meant to do by a good
frightening. On my honour, though, I think we should try to prepare her for the
exigencies of convict life. She does well with you and me, but any day she may
change owners; then what would become of the poor thing? Who would brook her
haughty manner and imperious replies? So soon as one sentence expired, she
would get new trouble for insolence and refractoriness.'
'But if we patiently and prayerfully continue our work of forbearance with her,
may not she gradually acquire the power of self-restraint, so necessary to her as
a prisoner?'
'Ah, it's very fine for you to preach! It is your profession, and easy for you to
practise, for you can control yourself.'
'It was not always easy, George; once my will controlled me, and not I my will.'
'I hope it will be once upon a time with me too, one day. I know your prayers drive
that way; you can't wish it more than I do. But I suppose Miss Em would tell me
"Idle wishes catch no fishes," eh, Herbert?'
But Mr. Herbert had left the room.
'Herbert,' called his brother, following him into his study, 'Maida is not in bed, I
hear. I shall just have her down, and give her a caution, and so let the absconding
mystery drop. She must have a touch or two on the subject of her supercilious
speeches. 'Twon't do to let her off scot free.'
'Will you reprove the speeches of one that is desperate -- which are as wind?' said
Mr. Herbert, pointing to the twenty-sixth verse of the sixth chapter of Job.
'Bother it! you've always Scripture ready to defeat me.'
Uncle Ev swung round on his foot, and out of the room. He did not disturb Maida
that night, or rather morning, for it was on the stroke of one o'clock; and when
Maida should have appeared to receive her master's decision it was found that she
was too ill to leave her bed. The chill night air had entered her prostrate frame, as
she lay unconscious on the earth, and the heavy dews had moistened her
limbs, to stiffen them into the poignant cramps of rheumatic fever.
DEAR no! Mrs. Evelyn cannot think of allowing Maida to be invalided in her house;
the mere mention of so ridiculous an impossibility calls forth the habitual little
short laugh.
'Fever, too! dear, dear! how very amusing George can be when he likes, or rather,
when the girls put him up to such nonsense! Really, though, illness is too serious a
matter to make fun of -- it might come upon one of us at any time -- George
should know better.'
And that George does not know better Mrs. Evelyn soon discovers in looking at his
forehead. His face is grave as grave can be, on perceiving which she puts the
question to him as a man of sober sense. Is it reasonable, or does Government
expect holders to be bothered with sick convicts when there is an hospital
expressly for their reception? This she will do if Mr. Evelyn likes -- she will lend
the blankets in which Maida has already slept (no others, on any account!) to wrap
her from the air during the removal from the house, but even this she can only do
on condition that he will faithfully promise to deliver them to a laundress on his
way back, to have the infection washed out of them. She is sure that this is all
that can be expected from her; why, even English masters and mistresses send
away their servants when they are ill. Mr. Evelyn suggests that the poorest
servant in England has her friends to go to, but the convict in sickness is desolate
and friendless. To 6x back to Government is the only resource of the unfortunate
sufferer, and he considers that the objection to this resource is one entitled to
respect and not to censure.
However, Mr. Evelyn does not insist that Maida shall stay; he thinks it is only right
his wife's wishes should be consulted, as she would have the chief responsibility
and trouble; at the same time he says he shall be very glad if she will consent to
let the poor thing be laid up in the house.
Mrs. Evelyn dearly loves to please her husband, but really the present mode
of pleasing him is so odd an one, that she cannot bring herself to adopt it. If the
complaint were anything else, now, she might not mind so much; but rheumatic
fever is so painful and disagreeable, she must have Maida taken away -- and that
at once.
Bridget thinks her aunt's reasons go exactly by contraries; to her, the very
painfulness and disagreeableness of the disorder are reasons why Maida should
not be sent among strangers. However, she holds her peace, having learnt by
experience that Mrs. Evelyn's view of convicts will never be altered by means
short of a new pair of mental eyes.
So Sanders's cab is fetched, and when it stops at the Lodge, and he is informed
who is his passenger and whither bound, he declares:
'Lucy'll be darned sorry for to hear of it -- most as sorry as I be.'
Followed by many kind wishes, the cab drives slowly down Macquarie Street,
Sanders hardly daring to touch the reins, for fear 'the horse should jerk Madda,
seeing he wasn't brought up to carrying of people to the hospital.' Turning into
Liverpool Street, the handsome frontage of the hospital appears in sight, and
relieves Sanders of a load of anxiety, which has oppressed his countenance as well
as his heart; so much so, that had he been mounted on a hearse, he could not have
looked more dolefully apprehensive of misbehaviour on the part of his horse.
The porter issues from the tall iron gates.
'All right!' says Sanders, preparing to drive past the man.
'But all is not right,' chooses to think the porter; he is not going to be so easily
baulked of gratifying his curiosity, which, under the name of official inspection, he
always pampers, to the annoyance of visitors.
Popping his head into the window, he quickly pops it back again; a nod from Mr.
Evelyn has settled the difficulty. Without venturing a word he touches his hat,
unlocks the gate, and admits Sanders, who has dismounted in order to lead the
vehicle through the garden. The building before which he stops is the Female
Hospital, the entry door of which stands open, displaying a broad staircase. From
some invisible corner the matron comes forward, and is quickly surrounded
by a bevy of brown-gowned, white-capped women, who have issued from equally
invisible sources.
Orders are given to take Maida Gwynnham to ward No. 4, and put her into bed No.
10. Whereupon two women dive into the heap of blankets lying within the cab, but
they can only draw groans from the heap.
Mr. Evelyn thinks he can manage to lift out Maida, if he may be permitted to carry
her upstairs. The matron smiles assent, and Mr. Evelyn leans into the cab, and
speaking in a kinder voice than many would suppose him able to produce, he says:
'If you can only get your arm round my neck, Maida, I'll carry you to your bed.'
Maida makes the effort, and her master raises her gently and bears her steadily
to No. 4, then, whispering words that bring a faint smile of recognition to her lips,
he bids her farewell; but ere he quits the ward he looks about him, and asks:
'Who is nurse here?'
A grizzly haired, middle-aged female curtseys 'I am.'
Her disappointment is extreme when Mr. Evelyn merely says:
'Then remember that patient is my servant.'
'The poor creature shall be well minded, sir,' she answers stowing away her
disappointment where she hopes it will not be observed.
Mr. Evelyn knows there is no necessity to recommend Maida to the matron's
special care, the kindness of that worthy woman being well known in the colony,
and ever warmly attested by all who, in the misfortune of illness, have had the
good fortune to find themselves under Mrs. Cott's protection.
The house surgeon visited Maida shortly after Mr. Evelyn's departure. He
questioned her, and made notes of her answers; then, giving the nurse sundry
directions, he left the ward. In the course of the afternoon a mysterious
personage entered, and marching straight to Maida's bed, stuck into the wall
above her head a ticket about three inches square; then conning it through in
mysterious silence, and nodding a mysterious nod, he marched straight out again,
turning neither to the right hand nor to the left.
As soon as he was gone, the nurse stepped over to read the ticket, and
having read it she gave a dissatisfied grunt. From that moment, or rather from
the combined moments of the fixing of the ticket and the grunting of the grunt,
Maida became a part of the establishment. Several of the convalescent patients
tottered across the room to elicit what small subject-matter of gossip the square
white card might afford them; then, gathering round the fire, they began to
discuss the probabilities of the new-comer's career, in a suppressed humdrum
voice, which irritated her nerves far more than a reasonable amount of sound
would have annoyed her head.
It is known to all how unexplained trifles worry an invalid, even one who in health
may be the last to be affected by extraordinary occurrences. Maida, though
distracted by the racking pains in her limbs, felt a sensation of terror overcoming
her as one by one the women crept over to her bed, read, and crept back again.
She had just enough consciousness to suppose that the attracting object was
similar to that which drew her attention to the heads of all the other stretchers in
the room; but then, 'What is written on the square marks?' she asked, and 'What
can mine be about?' Her thoughts perplexed her and her pains tortured her, until,
being unable to bear both perplexity and torture, she tried to raise herself to find
out what Government could possibly have to say about her in connection with the
hospital, but the attempt failed, and with a scream she sank on her pillow.
'Nurse, do tell me what's on the ticket,' she murmured, when, in answer to the
scream, the nurse approached, and, as though anodyne issued from her fingers'
ends, gave several small pats to the bedclothes, smoothing away wrinkles that
only existed in her own brain.
'Tell 'e what?'
Maida repeated her wish.
'Trumpery!' and the nurse turned away.
Maida groaned. The square white cards seemed to enter into her as a part of her
sufferings; her head ached in trying to explain the mystery; the cards grew larger
and shrunk smaller as her bewildered senses watched those which were exactly
opposite; and then, for a moment wandering altogether, she connected them with
the ticket-of-leave of which she had heard so much, and stretching her
hand to receive it, a sharp pain restored her to consciousness, when with feverish
impatience her mind again set in to work out the problem of the card.
'Nurse, I shan't sleep to-night if you don't tell me what it is,' she at last said.
'Curse the ticket! you won't a-get any sleep otherwise, don't 'e flatter yerself.'
'I say, you might as well tell her, nurse; it's mortal bad to be mazing over anything
when a body's sick,' interposed a patient.
'Bad or good, I won't have her told! she shall learn that I'm missus here, as much
as somebody else was coming out in the Rose of Britain.'
And the nurse clenched her fist, but whether at Maida or at an unpleasant
recollection of her own, is a question open to dispute.
From the submissive air with which the pleader dropped her cause and herself into
a chair, it was evident that the nurse was correct, and that whoever was mistress
elsewhere she was mistress there -- in ward No. 4 of her Majesty's hospital.
Twilight dimmed the room and all within it into indistinctness, but with painful
clearness the cards still loomed on Maida's distorted vision. They appeared to have
drawn so close to her that she thought she had only to put forth her hand to
grasp one, but the inability to put it forth was equal to the cards being at a
distance.
There was now a general movement among the women: each went to her
stretcher, and, sitting at its foot, prepared to take her place for the night; the
last lingerer had just wrapped herself in the bedclothes, when the matron's kind
but careworn face shone in amongst them to take her third official survey of her
family, as she called the patients.
The nurse went round with her, showering expressions of pity as she went -- pity
which she hastily scoured off the patients' minds the instant Mrs. Cott was out of
healing. Stopping in turn at Maida, she raised her hands.
'Lor' 'a mercy! this new poor creature suffers dreadful -- and so demented too --
she keeps on about her ticket.'
'Ah! poor thing.' And kind-hearted Mrs. Cott bent down and consoled her, thinking
it most natural that a prisoner should be anxious for her ticket-of-leave.
'Don't you fret now; this all goes in your sentence; you are not losing time; so
cheer up, there's a good girl. You'll soon be better.'
'Do tell me what it means?'
'Poor soul! I'll tell you all about it to-morrow,' replied the matron, passing to the
next number.
Maida closed her eyes with an audible groan. All about her were equally cruel.
When Mrs. Cott and nurse were at the farthest end of the ward, the woman who
had before pleaded leaned out of her stretcher -- which happened to be next to
Maida's -- and whispered:
'Don't you fret; the ticket's nothing; it's only to say who you are.'
The nurse stepped outside with Mrs. Cott, and the woman, whom we shall call
Baker, hastily snatched the card from its frame and showed it to Maida.
'Here, quick; this is all; I'll read it to you: "Maida Gwynnham, alias Martha Grylls,
passholder 24; Rose of Britain; Protestant."'
'Is that all?'
'Yes, except a Lattern word, which means what's the matter with you; that's all,
on my word. Nothing about your ticket, you see; you won't have that till you're
half done.'
'I don't care about my ticket,' groaned Maida, almost fretfully. 'Are you sure my
crimes are not written there?'
'Bless me, no! more like your doctor's stuff would be down. What's your crimes to
do with what you'll have here?'
Maida's mind again wandered in a confusion of past, present, and future. In a
dreamy tone she whispered:
'Norwell isn't mentioned, is he?'
'Nor -- what? No; nothing's there, I tell you. That Lattern word, I'll spell it out for
you to-morrow; but I know it don't mean more than what I say; it's the doctor's
way of writing your sickness -- rheumatics, I take it to be. She's coming, quick,
down!'
But the caution was needless Maida being already as prostrate as pain and fever
could lay her. Baker had barely time to slip the card back into its groove, ere,
Argus-eyed and suspicious, nurse walked about the ward, pulling at a large
excrescence which disfigured her nether lip; searching meanwhile from stretcher
to stretcher for traces of the treason that she doubted not had discovered itself
during her momentary absence; until resting on No. 10, her eye seemed unwilling
to search beyond. She stood still, and lapsed into a profound