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It was admitted by all her friends, and also by her enemies--who
were in truth the more numerous and active body of the two--that Lizzie
Greystock had done very well with herself. We will tell the story of
Lizzie Greystock from the beginning, but we will not dwell over it at
great length, as we might do if we loved her. She was the only child of
old Admiral Greystock, who in the latter years of his life was much
perplexed by the possession of a daughter. The admiral was a man who
liked whist, wine--and wickedness in general we may perhaps say, and
whose ambition it was to live every day of his life up to the end of
it. People say that he succeeded, and that the whist, wine, and
wickedness were there, at the side even of his dying bed. He had no
particular fortune, and yet his daughter, when she was little more than
a child, went about everywhere with jewels on her fingers, and red gems
hanging round her neck, and yellow gems pendent from her ears, and
white gems shining in her black hair. She was hardly nineteen when her
father died and she was taken home by that dreadful old termagant, her
aunt Lady Linlithgow. Lizzie would have sooner gone to any other friend
or relative, had there been any other friend or relative to take her
possessed of a house in town. Her uncle, Dean Greystock, of
Bobsborough, would have had her, and a more good-natured old soul than
the dean's wife did not exist--and there were three pleasant,
good-tempered girls in the deanery who had made various little efforts
at friendship with their cousin Lizzie; but Lizzie had higher ideas for
herself than life in the deanery at Bobsborough. She hated Lady
Linlithgow. During her father's lifetime, when she hoped to be able to
settle herself before his death, she was not in the habit of concealing
her hatred for Lady Linlithgow. Lady Linlithgow was not indeed amiable
or easily managed. But when the admiral died, Lizzie did not hesitate
for a moment in going to the old ``vulturess,'' as she was in the habit
of calling the countess in her occasional correspondence with the girls
at Bobsborough.
The admiral died greatly in debt--so much so that it was a marvel
how tradesmen had trusted him. There was literally nothing left for
anybody--and Messrs Harter and Benjamin of Old Bond Street condescended
to call at Lady Linlithgow's house in Brook Street, and to beg that the
jewels supplied during the last twelve months might be returned. Lizzie
protested that there were no jewels--nothing to signify, nothing worth
restoring. Lady Linlithgow had seen the diamonds, and demanded an
explanation. They had been ``parted with'', by the admiral's orders--so
said Lizzie--for the payment of other debts. Of this Lady Linlithgow
did not believe a word, but she could not get at any exact truth. At
that moment the jewels were in very truth pawned for money which had
been necessary for Lizzie's needs. Certain things must be paid
for--one's own maid for instance; and one must have some money in one's
pocket for railway trains and little knick-knacks which cannot be had
on credit. Lizzie when she was nineteen knew how to do without money as
well as most girls; but there were calls which she could not withstand,
debts which even she must pay.
She did not, however, drop her acquaintance with Messrs Harter and
Benjamin. Before her father had been dead eight months, she was
closeted with Mr Benjamin, transacting a little business with him. She
had come to him, she told him, the moment she was of age, and was
willing to make herself responsible for the debt, signing any bill,
note, or document which the firm might demand from her, to that effect.
Of course she had nothing of her own, and never would have anything.
That Mr Benjamin knew. As for payment of the debt by Lady Linlithgow,
who for a countess was as poor as Job, Mr Benjamin, she was quite sure,
did not expect anything of the kind. But--Then Lizzie paused, and Mr
Benjamin, with the sweetest and wittiest of smiles, suggested that
perhaps Miss Greystock was going to be married. Lizzie, with a pretty
maiden blush, admitted that such a catastrophe was probable. She had
been asked in marriage by Sir Florian Eustace. Now Mr Benjamin knew, as
all the world knew, that Sir Florian Eustace was a very rich man
indeed; a man in no degree embarrassed, and who could pay any amount of
jewellers' bills for which claim might be made upon him. Well; what did
Miss Greystock want? Mr Benjamin did not suppose that Miss Greystock
was actuated simply by a desire to have her old bills paid by her
future husband. Miss Greystock wanted a loan sufficient to take the
jewels out of pawn. She would then make herself responsible for the
full amount due. Mr Benjamin said that he would make a few inquiries.
``But you won't betray me,'' said Lizzie, ``for the match might be
off.'' Mr Benjamin promised to be more than cautious.
There was not so much of falsehood as might have been expected in
the statement which Lizzie Greystock made to the jeweller. It was not
true that she was of age, and therefore no future husband would be
legally liable for any debt which she might then contract. And it was
not true that Sir Florian Eustace had asked her in marriage. Those two
little blemishes in her statement must be admitted. But it was true
that Sir Florian was at her feet; and that by a proper use of her
various charms--the pawned jewels included--she might bring him to an
offer. Mr Benjamin made his inquiries, and acceded to the proposal. He
did not tell Miss Greystock that she had lied to him in that matter of
her age, though he had discovered the lie. Sir Florian would no doubt
pay the bill for his wife without any arguments as to the legality of
the claim. From such information as Mr Benjamin could acquire he
thought that there would be a marriage, and that the speculation was on
the whole in his favour. Lizzie recovered her jewels and Mr Benjamin
was in possession of a promissory note purporting to have been executed
by a person who was no longer a minor. The jeweller was ultimately
successful in his views--and so was the lady.
Lady Linlithgow saw the jewels come back, one by one, ring added to
ring on the little taper fingers, the rubies for the neck, and the
pendent yellow earrings. Though Lizzie was in mourning for her father,
still these things were allowed to be visible. The countess was not the
woman to see them without inquiry, and she inquired vigorously. She
threatened, stormed, and protested. She attempted even a raid upon the
young lady's jewel-box. But she was not successful. Lizzie snapped and
snarled and held her own--for at that time the match with Sir Florian
was near its accomplishment, and the countess understood too well the
value of such a disposition of her niece to risk it at the moment by
any open rupture. The little house in Brook Street--for the house was
very small and very comfortless--a house that had been squeezed in, as
it were, between two others without any fitting space for it--did not
contain a happy family. One bedroom, and that the biggest, was
appropriated to the Earl of Linlithgow, the son of the countess, a
young man who passed perhaps five nights in town during the year. Other
inmate there was none besides the aunt and the niece and the four
servants--of whom one was Lizzie's own maid. Why should such a countess
have troubled herself with the custody of such a niece? Simply because
the countess regarded it as a duty. Lady Linlithgow was worldly,
stingy, ill-tempered, selfish, and mean. Lady Linlithgow would cheat a
butcher out of a mutton chop, or a cook out of a month's wages, if she
could do so with some slant of legal wind in her favour. She would tell
any number of lies to carry a point in what she believed to be social
success. It was said of her that she cheated at cards. In backbiting no
venomous old woman between Bond Street and Park Lane could beat
her--or, more wonderful still, no venomous old man at the clubs. But
nevertheless she recognised certain duties--and performed them, though
she hated them. She went to church, not merely that people might see
her there--as to which in truth she cared nothing--but because she
thought it was right. And she took in Lizzie Greystock, whom she hated
almost as much as she did sermons, because the admiral's wife had been
her sister, and she recognised a duty. But, having thus bound herself
to Lizzie--who was a beauty--of course it became the first object of
her life to get rid of Lizzie by a marriage. And, though she would have
liked to think that Lizzie would be tormented all her days, though she
thoroughly believed that Lizzie deserved to be tormented, she set her
heart upon a splendid match. She would at any rate be able to throw it
daily in her niece's teeth that the splendour was of her doing. Now a
marriage with Sir Florian Eustace would be very splendid, and therefore
she was unable to go into the matter of the jewels with that rigour
which in other circumstances she would certainly have displayed.
The match with Sir Florian Eustace--for a match it came to be--was
certainly very splendid. Sir Florian was a young man about
eight-and-twenty, very handsome, of immense wealth, quite unencumbered,
moving in the best circles, popular, so far prudent that he never
risked his fortune on the turf or in gambling-houses, with the
reputation of a gallant soldier, and a most devoted lover. There were
two facts concerning him which might, or might not, be taken as
objections. He was vicious, and--he was dying. When a friend, intending
to be kind, hinted the latter circumstance to Lady Linlithgow, the
countess blinked and winked and nodded, and then swore that she had
procured medical advice on the subject. Medical advice declared that
Sir Florian was not more likely to die than another man--if only he
would get married; all of which statement on her ladyship's part was a
lie. When the same friend hinted the same thing to Lizzie herself,
Lizzie resolved that she would have her revenge upon that friend. At
any rate the courtship went on.
We have said that Sir Florian was vicious--but he was not
altogether a bad man, nor was he vicious in the common sense of the
word. He was one who denied himself no pleasure, let the cost be what
it might in health, pocket, or morals. Of sin or wickedness he had
probably no distinct idea. In virtue, as an attribute of the world
around him, he had no belief. Of honour he thought very much, and had
conceived a somewhat noble idea that because much had been given to him
much was demanded of him. He was haughty, polite--and very generous.
There was almost a nobility even about his vices. And he had a special
gallantry of which it is hard to say whether it is or is not to be
admired. They told him that he was like to die--very like to die, if he
did not change his manner of living. Would he go to Algiers for a
period? Certainly not. He would do no such thing. If he died, there was
his brother John left to succeed him. And the fear of death never cast
a cloud over that grandly beautiful brow. They had all been
short-lived--the Eustaces. Consumption had swept a hecatomb of victims
from the family. But still they were grand people, and never were
afraid of death.
And then Sir Florian fell in love. Discussing this matter with his
brother, who was perhaps his only intimate friend, he declared that if
the girl he loved would give herself to him, he would make what
atonement he could to her for his own early death by a princely
settlement. John Eustace, who was somewhat nearly concerned in the
matter, raised no objection to this proposal. There was ever something
grand about these Eustaces. Sir Florian was a grand gentleman; but
surely he must have been dull of intellect, slow of discernment,
blear-eyed in his ways about the town, when he took Lizzie
Greystock--of all the women whom he could find in the world--to be the
purest, the truest, and the noblest. It has been said of Sir Florian
that he did not believe in virtue. He freely expressed disbelief in the
virtue of women around him--in the virtue of women of all ranks. But he
believed in his mother and sisters as though they were heaven-born; and
he was one who could believe in his wife as though she were the queen
of heaven. He did believe in Lizzie Greystock, thinking that intellect,
purity, truth, and beauty, each perfect in its degree, were combined in
her. The intellect and beauty were there--but, for the purity and
truth--! how could it have been that such a one as Sir Florian Eustace
should have been so blind!
Sir Florian was not, indeed, a clever man; but he believed himself
to be a fool. And believing himself to be a fool, he desired, nay
painfully longed, for some of those results of cleverness which might,
he thought, come to him, from contact with a clever woman. Lizzie read
poetry well, and she read verses to him--sitting very near to him,
almost in the dark, with a shaded lamp throwing its light on her book.
He was astonished to find how sweet a thing was poetry. By himself he
could never read a line, but as it came from her lips it seemed to
charm him. It was a new pleasure, and one which, though he had
ridiculed it, he had so often coveted! And then she told him of such
wondrous thoughts--such wondrous joys in the world which would come
from thinking! He was proud, I have said, and haughty; but he was
essentially modest and humble in his self-estimation. How divine was
this creature, whose voice to him was as that of a goddess!
Then he spoke out to her, with his face a little turned from her.
Would she be his wife? But, before she answered him, let her listen to
him. They had told him that an early death must probably be his fate.
He did not himself feel that it must be so. Sometimes he was ill--very
ill; but often he was well. If she would run the risk with him he would
endeavour to make her such recompense as might come from his wealth.
The speech he made was somewhat long, and as he made it he hardly
looked into her face.
But it was necessary to him that he should be made to know by some
signal from her how it was going with her feelings. As he spoke of his
danger, there came a gurgling little trill of wailing from her throat,
a soft, almost musical sound of woe, which seemed to add an
unaccustomed eloquence to his words. When he spoke of his own hope the
sound was somewhat changed, but it was still continued. When he alluded
to the disposition of his fortune, she was at his feet. ``Not that,''
she said, ``not that!'' He lifted her, and with his arm round her waist
he tried to tell her what it would be his duty to do for her. She
escaped from his arm and would not listen to him. But--but--! When he
began to talk of love again, she stood with her forehead bowed against
his bosom. Of course the engagement was then a thing accomplished.
But still the cup might slip from her lips. Her father was now dead
but ten months, and what answer could she make, when the common
pressing petition for an early marriage was poured into her ear? This
was in July, and it would never do that he should be left, unmarried,
to the rigour of another winter. She looked into his face and knew that
she had cause for fear. Oh, heavens! if all these golden hopes should
fall to the ground, and she should come to be known only as the girl
who had been engaged to the late Sir Florian! But he himself pressed
the marriage on the same ground. ``They tell me'', he said, ``that I
had better get a little south by the beginning of October. I won't go
alone. You know what I mean--eh, Lizzie?'' Of course she married him in
September.
They spent a honeymoon of six weeks at a place he had in Scotland,
and the first blow came upon him as they passed through London, back
from Scotland, on their way to Italy. Messrs Harter and Benjamin sent
in their little bill, which amounted to something over 400, and other
little bills were sent in. Sir Florian was a man by whom such bills
would certainly be paid, but by whom they would not be paid without his
understanding much and conceiving more as to their cause and nature.
How much he really did understand she was never quite aware--but she
did know that he detected her in a positive falsehood. She might
certainly have managed the matter better than she did; and had she
admitted everything there might probably have been but few words about
it. She did not, however, understand the nature of the note she had
signed, and thought that simply new bills would be presented by the
jewellers to her husband. She gave a false account of the transaction,
and the lie was detected. I do not know that she cared very much. As
she was utterly devoid of true tenderness, so also was she devoid of
conscience. They went abroad, however; and by the time the winter was
half over in Naples, he knew what his wife was--and before the end of
the spring he was dead.
She had so far played her game well, and had won her stakes. What
regrets, what remorse she suffered when she knew that he was going from
her--and then knew that he was gone, who can say? As man is never
strong enough to take unmixed delight in good, so may we presume also
that he cannot be quite so weak as to find perfect satisfaction in
evil. There must have been qualms as she looked at his dying face,
soured with the disappointment she had brought upon him, and listened
to the harsh querulous voice that was no longer eager in the
expressions of love. There must have been some pang when she reflected
that the cruel wrong which she had inflicted on him had probably
hurried him to his grave. As a widow, in the first solemnity of her
widowhood, she was wretched and would see no one. Then she returned to
England and shut herself up in a small house at Brighton. Lady
Linlithgow offered to go to her, but she begged that she might be left
to herself. For a few short months the awe arising from the rapidity
with which it had all occurred did afflict her. Twelve months since she
had hardly known the man who was to be her husband. Now she was a
widow--a widow very richly endowed--and she bore beneath her bosom the
fruit of her husband's love.
But, even in these early days, friends and enemies did not hesitate
to say that Lizzie Greystock had done very well with herself; for it
was known by all concerned that in the settlements made she had been
treated with unwonted generosity.
There were circumstances in her position which made it impossible
that Lizzie Greystock--or Lady Eustace, as we must now call her--should
be left altogether to herself in the modest widow's retreat which she
had found at Brighton. It was then April, and it was known that, if all
things went well with her, she would be a mother before the summer was
over. On what the Fates might ordain in this matter immense interests
were dependent. If a son should be born he would inherit everything,
subject, of course, to his mother's settlement. If a daughter, to her
would belong the great personal wealth which Sir Florian had owned at
the time of his death. Should there be no son, John Eustace, the
brother, would inherit the estates in Yorkshire which had been the
backbone of the Eustace wealth. Should no child be born, John Eustace
would inherit everything that had not been settled upon or left to the
widow. Sir Florian had made a settlement immediately before his
marriage, and a will immediately afterwards. Of what he had done then,
nothing had been altered in those sad Italian days. The settlement had
been very generous. The whole property in Scotland was to belong to
Lizzie for her life--and after her death was to go to a second son, if
such second son there should be. By the will money was left to her,
more than would be needed for any possible temporary emergency. When
she knew how it was all arranged--as far as she did know it--she was
aware that she was a rich woman. For so clever a woman she was
infinitely ignorant as to the possession and value of money and land
and income--though, perhaps, not more ignorant than are most young
girls under twenty-one. As for the Scotch property--she thought that it
was her own, for ever, because there could not now be a second son--and
yet was not quite sure whether it would be her own at all if she had no
son. Concerning that sum of money left to her, she did not know whether
it was to come out of the Scotch property or be given to her
separately--and whether it was to come annually or to come only once.
She had received, while still in Naples, a letter from the family
lawyer, giving her such details of the will as it was necessary that
she should know, and now she longed to ask questions, to have her
belongings made plain to her, and to realise her wealth. She had
brilliant prospects; and yet, through it all, there was a sense of
loneliness that nearly killed her. Would it not have been much better
if her husband had lived, and still worshipped her, and still allowed
her to read poetry to him? But she had read no poetry to him after that
affair of Messrs Harter and Benjamin.
The reader has, or will have, but little to do with these days, and
may be hurried on through the twelve, or even twenty-four months which
followed the death of poor Sir Florian. The question of the heirship,
however, was very grave, and early in the month of May Lady Eustace was
visited by her husband's uncle, Bishop Eustace, of Bobsborough. The
bishop had been the younger brother of Sir Florian's father--was at
this time a man about fifty, very active and very popular--and was one
who stood high in the world, even among bishops. He suggested to his
niece-in-law that it was very expedient that, during her coming hour of
trial, she should not absent herself from her husband's family, and at
last persuaded her to take up her residence at the palace at
Bobsborough till such time as the event should be over. Lady Eustace
was taken to the palace, and in due time a son was born. John, who was
now the uncle of the heir, came down, and, with the frankest good
humour, declared that he would devote himself to the little head of the
family. He had been left as guardian, and the management of the great
family estates was to be in his hands. Lizzie had read no poetry to
him, and he had never liked her, and the bishop did not like her, and
the ladies of the bishop's family disliked her very much, and it was
thought by them that the dean's people--the Dean of Bobsborough was
Lizzie's uncle--were not very fond of Lizzie since Lizzie had so raised
herself in the world as to want no assistance from them. But still they
were bound to do their duty by her as the widow of the late and the
mother of the present baronet. And they did not find much cause of
complaining as to Lizzie's conduct in these days. In that matter of the
great family diamond necklace--which certainly should not have been
taken to Naples at all, and as to which the jeweller had told the
lawyer and the lawyer had told John Eustace that it certainly should
not now be detained among the widow's own private property--the bishop
strongly recommended that nothing should be said at present. The
mistake, if there was a mistake, could be remedied at any time. And
nothing in those very early days was said about the great Eustace
necklace, which afterwards became so famous.
Why Lizzie should have been so generally disliked by the Eustaces,
it might be hard to explain. While she remained at the palace she was
very discreet--and perhaps demure. It may be said they disliked her
expressed determination to cut her aunt, Lady Linlithgow--for they knew
that Lady Linlithgow had been, at any rate, a friend to Lizzie
Greystock. There are people who can be wise within a certain margin,
but beyond that commit great imprudences. Lady Eustace submitted
herself to the palace people for that period of her prostration, but
she could not hold her tongue as to her future intentions. She would,
too, now and then ask of Mrs Eustace, and even of her daughter, an
eager, anxious question about her own property. ``She is dying to
handle her money,'' said Mrs Eustace to the bishop. ``She is only like
the rest of the world in that,'' said the bishop. ``If she would be
really open, I wouldn't mind it,'' said Mrs Eustace. None of them liked
her--and she did not like them.
She remained at the palace for six months, and at the end of that
time she went to her own place in Scotland. Mrs Eustace had strongly
advised her to ask her aunt, Lady Linlithgow, to accompany her, but in
refusing to do this Lizzie was quite firm. She had endured Lady
Linlithgow for that year between her father's death and her marriage;
she was now beginning to dare to hope for the enjoyment of the good
things which she had won, and the presence of the dowager
countess--``the vulturess,''--was certainly not one of these good
things. In what her enjoyment was to consist, she had not as yet quite
formed a definite conclusion. She liked jewels. She liked admiration.
She liked the power of being arrogant to those around her. And she
liked good things to eat. But there were other matters that were also
dear to her. She did like music--though it may be doubted whether she
would ever play it or even listen to it alone. She did like reading,
and especially the reading of poetry--though even in this she was false
and pretentious, skipping, pretending to have read, lying about books,
and making up her market of literature for outside admiration at the
easiest possible cost of trouble. And she had some dream of being in
love, and would take delight even in building castles in the air, which
she would people with friends and lovers whom she would make happy with
the most open-hearted benevolence. She had theoretical ideas of life
which were not bad--but in practice, she had gained her objects, and
she was in a hurry to have liberty to enjoy them.
There was considerable anxiety in the palace in reference to the
future mode of life of Lady Eustace. Had it not been for that baby
heir, of course there would have been no cause for interference; but
the rights of that baby were so serious and important that it was
almost impossible not to interfere. The mother, however, gave some
little signs that she did not intend to submit to much interference,
and there was no real reason why she should not be as free as air. But
did she really intend to go down to Portray Castle all alone--that is,
with her baby and nurses? This was ended by an arrangement, in
accordance with which she was accompanied by her eldest cousin, Ellinor
Greystock, a lady who was just ten years her senior. There could hardly
be a better woman than Ellinor Greystock--or a more good-humoured,
kindly being. After many debates in the deanery and in the palace--for
there was much friendship between the two ecclesiastical
establishments--the offer was made and the advice given. Ellinor had
accepted the martyrdom on the understanding that if the advice were
accepted she was to remain at Portray Castle for three months. After a
long discussion between Lady Eustace and the bishop's wife the offer
was accepted, and the two ladies went to Scotland together.
During those three months the widow still bided her time. Of her
future ideas of life she said not a word to her companion. Of her
infant she said very little. She would talk of books--choosing such
books as her cousin did not read; and she would interlard her
conversation with much Italian, because her cousin did not know the
language. There was a carriage kept by the widow, and they had
themselves driven out together. Of real companionship there was none.
Lizzie was biding her time, and at the end of the three months Miss
Greystock thankfully, and, indeed, of necessity, returned to
Bobsborough. ``I've done no good'', she said to her mother, ``and have
been very uncomfortable.'' ``My dear,'' said her mother, ``we have
disposed of three months out of a two years' period of danger. In two
years from Sir Florian's death she will be married again.''
When this was said Lizzie had been a widow nearly a year, and had
bided her time upon the whole discreetly. Some foolish letters she had
written--chiefly to the lawyer about her money and property; and some
foolish things she had said--as when she told Ellinor Greystock that
the Portray property was her own for ever, to do what she liked with
it. The sum of money left to her by her husband had by that time been
paid into her own hands, and she had opened a banker's account. The
revenues from the Scotch estate--some 4,000 a year--were clearly her
own for life. The family diamond necklace was still in her possession,
and no answer had been given by her to a postscript to a lawyer's
letter in which a little advice had been given respecting it. At the
end of another year, when she had just reached the age of twenty-two,
and had completed her second year of widowhood, she was still Lady
Eustace, thus contradicting the prophecy made by the dean's wife. It
was then spring, and she had a house of her own in London. She had
broken openly with Lady Linlithgow. She had opposed, though not
absolutely refused, all overtures of brotherly care from John Eustace.
She had declined a further invitation, both for herself and for her
child, to the palace. And she had positively asserted her intention of
keeping the diamonds. Her late husband, she said, had given the
diamonds to her. As they were supposed to be worth 10,000, and were
really family diamonds, the matter was felt by all concerned to be one
of much importance. And she was oppressed by a heavy load of ignorance,
which became serious from the isolation of her position. She had
learned to draw cheques, but she had no other correct notion as to
business. She knew nothing as to spending money, saving it, or
investing it. Though she was clever, sharp, and greedy, she had no idea
what her money would do, and what it would not; and there was no one
whom she would trust to tell her. She had a young cousin, a
barrister--a son of the dean's, whom she perhaps liked better than any
other of her relations--but she declined advice even from her friend
the barrister. She would have no dealings on her own behalf with the
old family solicitor of the Eustaces--the gentleman who had now applied
very formally for the restitution of the diamonds; but had appointed
other solicitors to act for her. Messrs Mowbray and Mopus were of
opinion that as the diamonds had been given into her hands by her
husband without any terms as to their surrender, no one could claim
them. Of the manner in which the diamonds had been placed in her hands,
no one knew more than she chose to tell.
But when she started with her house in town--a modest little house
in Mount Street, near the park--just two years after her husband's
death, she had a large circle of acquaintances. The Eustace people, and
the Greystock people, and even the Linlithgow people, did not entirely
turn their backs on her. The countess, indeed, was very venomous, as
she well might be; but then the countess was known for her venom. The
dean and his family were still anxious that she should be encouraged to
discreet living, and, though they feared many things, thought that they
had no ground for open complaint. The Eustace people were forbearing,
and hoped the best. ``D--the necklace!'' John Eustace had said, and the
bishop unfortunately had heard him say it! ``John,'' said the prelate,
``whatever is to become of the bauble, you might express your opinion
in more sensible language.'' ``I beg your lordship's pardon,'' said
John, ``I only mean to say that I think we shouldn't trouble ourselves
about a few stones.'' But the family lawyer, Mr Camperdown, would by no
means take this view of the matter. It was, however, generally thought
that the young widow opened her campaign more prudently than had been
expected.
And now as so much has been said of the character and fortune and
special circumstances of Lizzie Greystock, who became Lady Eustace as a
bride, and Lady Eustace as a widow and a mother, all within the space
of twelve months, it may be as well to give some description of her
person and habits, such as they were at the period in which our story
is supposed to have its commencement. It must be understood in the
first place that she was very lovely--much more so, indeed, now than
when she had fascinated Sir Florian. She was small, but taller than she
looked to be--for her form was perfectly symmetrical. Her feet and
hands might have been taken as models by a sculptor. Her figure was
lithe, and soft, and slim, and slender. If it had a fault it was
this--that it had in it too much of movement. There were some who said
that she was almost snake-like in her rapid bendings and the almost too
easy gestures of her body; for she was much given to action, and to the
expression of her thought by the motion of her limbs. She might
certainly have made her way as an actress, had fortune called-upon her
to earn her bread in that fashion. And her voice would have suited the
stage. It was powerful which she called upon it for power; but, at the
same time, flexible and capable of much pretence at feeling. She could
bring it to a whisper that would almost melt your heart with
tenderness--as she had melted Sir Florian's, when she sat near to him
reading poetry; and then she could raise it to a pitch of indignant
wrath befitting a Lady Macbeth when her husband ventured to rebuke her.
And her ear was quite correct in modulating these tones. She knew--and
it must have been by instinct, for her culture in such matters was
small--how to use her voice so that neither its tenderness nor its
wrath should be misapplied. There were pieces in verse that she could
read--things not wondrously good in themselves--so that she would
ravish you; and she would so look at you as she did it that you would
hardly dare either to avert your eyes or to return her gaze. Sir
Florian had not known whether to do the one thing or the other, and had
therefore seized her in his arms. Her face was oval--somewhat longer
than an oval--with little in it, perhaps nothing in it, of that
brilliancy of colour which we call complexion. And yet the shades of
her countenance were ever changing between the softest and most
transparent white, and the richest, mellowest shades of brown. It was
only when she simulated anger--she was almost incapable of real
anger--that she would succeed in calling the thinnest streak of pink
from her heart, to show that there was blood running in her veins. Her
hair, which was nearly black--but in truth with more of softness and of
lustre than ever belong to hair that is really black--she wore bound
tight round her perfect forehead, with one long love-lock hanging over
her shoulder. The form of her head was so good that she could dare to
carry it without a chignon, or any adventitious adjuncts from an
artiste's shop. Very bitter was she in consequence when speaking of the
head-gear of other women. Her chin was perfect in its round, not over
long--as is the case with so many such faces, utterly spoiling the
symmetry of the countenance. But it lacked a dimple, and therefore
lacked feminine tenderness. Her mouth was perhaps faulty in being too
small, or, at least, her lips were too thin. There was wanting from the
mouth that expression of eager-speaking truthfulness which full lips
will often convey. Her teeth were without flaw or blemish, even, small,
white, and delicate; but perhaps they were shown too often. Her nose
was small, but struck many as the prettiest feature of her face, so
exquisite was the moulding of it, and so eloquent and so graceful the
slight inflations of the transparent nostrils. Her eyes, in which she
herself thought that the lustre of her beauty lay, were blue and clear,
bright as cerulean waters. They were long large eyes--but very
dangerous. To those who knew how to read a face, there was danger
plainly written in them. Poor Sir Florian had not known. But, in truth,
the charm of her face did not lie in her eyes. This was felt by many
even who could not read the book fluently. They were too expressive,
too loud in their demands for attention, and they lacked tenderness.
How few there are among women, few perhaps also among men, who know
that the sweetest, softest, tenderest, truest eyes which a woman can
carry in her head are green in colour! Lizzie's eyes were not
tender--neither were they true. But they were surmounted by the most
wonderfully pencilled eyebrows that ever nature unassisted planted on a
woman's face.
We have said that she was clever. We must add that she had in truth
studied much. She spoke French, understood Italian, and read German.
She played well on the harp, and moderately well on the piano. She
sang, at least in good taste and in tune. Of things to be learned by
reading she knew much, having really taken diligent trouble with
herself. She had learned much poetry by heart, and could apply it. She
forgot nothing, listened to everything, understood quickly, and was
desirous to show not only as a beauty but as a wit. There were men at
this time who declared that she was simply the cleverest and the
handsomest woman in England. As an independent young woman she was
perhaps one of the richest.
Although the first two chapters of this new history have been
devoted to the fortunes and personal attributes of Lady Eustace, the
historian begs his readers not to believe that that opulent and
aristocratic Becky Sharp is to assume the dignity of heroine in the
forthcoming pages. That there shall be any heroine the historian will
not take upon himself to assert; but if there be a heroine, that
heroine shall not be Lady Eustace. Poor Lizzie Greystock!--as men
double her own age, and who had known her as a forward, capricious,
spoilt child in her father's lifetime, would still call her. She did so
many things, made so many efforts, caused so much suffering to others,
and suffered so much herself throughout the scenes with which we are
about to deal, that the story can hardly be told without giving her
that prominence of place which has been assigned to her in the last two
chapters.
Nor does the chronicler dare to put forward Lucy Morris as a
heroine. The real heroine, if it be found possible to arrange her
drapery for her becomingly, and to put that part which she enacted into
properly heroic words, shall stalk in among us at some considerably
later period of the narrative, when the writer shall have accustomed
himself to the flow of words, and have worked himself up to a state of
mind fit for the reception of noble acting and noble speaking. In the
meantime, let it be understood that poor little Lucy Morris was a
governess in the house of old Lady Fawn, when our beautiful young widow
established herself in Mount Street.
Lady Eustace and Lucy Morris had known each other for many
years--had indeed been children together--there having been some old
family friendship between the Greystocks and the Morrises. When the
admiral's wife was living, Lucy had, as a little girl of eight or nine,
been her guest. She had often been a guest at the deanery. When Lady
Eustace had gone down to the bishop's palace at Bobsborough, in order
that an heir to the Eustaces might be born under an auspicious roof,
Lucy Morris was with the Greystocks. Lucy, who was a year younger than
Lizzie, had at that time been an orphan for the last four years. She
too had been left penniless, but no such brilliant future awaited her
as that which Lizzie had earned for herself. There was no countess-aunt
to take her into her London house. The dean and the dean's wife and the
dean's daughter had been her best friends, but they were not friends on
whom she could be dependent. They were in no way connected with her by
blood. Therefore, at the age of eighteen, she had gone out to be a
child's governess. Then old Lady Fawn had heard of her virtues--Lady
Fawn, who had seven unmarried daughters running down from
seven-and-twenty to thirteen, and Lucy Morris had been hired to teach
English, French, German, and something of music to the two youngest
Miss Fawns.
During that visit at the deanery, when the heir of the Eustaces was
being born, Lucy was undergoing a sort of probation for the Fawn
establishment. The proposed engagement with Lady Fawn was thought to be
a great thing for her. Lady Fawn was known as a miracle of Virtue,
Benevolence, and Persistency. Every good quality that she possessed was
so marked as to be worthy of being expressed with a capital. But her
virtues were of that extraordinarily high character that there was no
weakness in them--no getting over them, no perverting them with follies
or even exaggerations. When she heard of the excellencies of Miss
Morris from the dean's wife and then, after minutest investigation,
learned the exact qualities of the young lady, she expressed herself
willing to take Lucy into her house on special conditions. She must be
able to teach music up to a certain point. ``Then it's all over,'' said
Lucy to the dean with her pretty smile--that smile which caused all the
old and middle-aged men to fall in love with her. ``It's not over at
all,'' said the dean. ``You've got four months. Our organist is about
as good a teacher as there is in England. You are clever and quick, and
he shall teach you.'' So Lucy went to Bobsborough, and was afterwards
accepted by Lady Fawn.
While she was at the deanery there sprung up a renewed friendship
between her and Lizzie. It was, indeed, chiefly a one-sided friendship;
for Lucy, who was quick and unconsciously capable of reading that book
to which we alluded in a previous chapter, was somewhat afraid of the
rich widow. And when Lizzie talked to her of their old childish days,
and quoted poetry, and spoke of things romantic--as she was much given
to do--Lucy felt that the metal did not ring true. And then Lizzie had
an ugly habit of abusing all her other friends behind their backs. Now
Lucy did not like to hear the Greystocks abused, and would say so.
``That's all very well, you little minx,'' Lizzie would say playfully,
``but you know that they are all asses!'' Lucy by no means thought that
the Greystocks were asses, and was very strongly of opinion that one of
them was as far removed from being an ass as any human being she had
ever known. This one was Frank Greystock, the barrister. Of Frank
Greystock some special but, let it be hoped, very short description
must be given by and by. For the present it will be sufficient to
declare that, during that short Easter holiday which he spent at his
father's house in Bobsborough, he found Lucy Morris to be a most
agreeable companion.
``Remember her position,'' said Mrs Dean to her son.
``Her position! Well--and what is her position mother?''
``You know what I mean, Frank. She is as sweet a girl as ever
lived, and a perfect lady. But with a governess, unless you mean to
marry her, you should be more careful than with another girl, because
you may do her such a world of mischief.''
``I don't see that at all.''
``If Lady Fawn knew that she had an admirer, Lady Fawn would not
let her come into her house.''
``Then Lady Fawn is an idiot. If a girl be admirable, of course she
will be admired. Who can hinder it?''
``You know what I mean, Frank.''
``Yes--I do; well. I don't suppose I can afford to marry Lucy
Morris. At any rate, mother, I will never say a word to raise a hope in
her--if it would be a hope--''
``Of course it would be a hope.''
``I don't know that at all. But I will never say any such word to
her--unless I make up my mind that I can afford to marry her.''
``Oh, Frank, it would be impossible!'' said Mrs Dean.
Mrs Dean was a very good woman, but she had aspirations in the
direction of filthy lucre on behalf of her children, or at least on
behalf of this special child, and she did think it would be very nice
if Frank would marry an heiress. This, however, was a long time ago,
nearly two years ago; and many grave things had got themselves
transacted since Lucy's visit to the deanery. She had become quite an
old and an accustomed member of Lady Fawn's family. The youngest Fawn
girl was not yet fifteen, and it was understood that Lucy was to remain
with the Fawns for some quite indefinite time to come. Lady Fawn's
eldest daughter, Mrs Hittaway, had a family of her own, having been
married ten or twelve years, and it was quite probable that Lucy might
be transferred. Lady Fawn fully appreciated her treasure and was, and
ever had been, conscientiously anxious to make Lucy's life happy. But
she thought that a governess should not be desirous of marrying, at any
rate till a somewhat advanced period of life. A governess, if she were
given to falling in love, could hardly perform her duties in life. No
doubt, not to be a governess, but a young lady free from the
embarrassing necessity of earning bread, free to have a lover and a
husband, would be upon the whole nicer. So it is nicer to be born to
10,000 a year than to have to wish for 500. Lady Fawn could talk
excellent sense on this subject by the hour, and always admitted that
much was due to a governess who knew her place and did her duty. She
was very fond of Lucy Morris, and treated her dependant with
affectionate consideration--but she did not approve of visits from Mr
Frank Greystock. Lucy, blushing up to the eyes, had once declared that
she desired to have no personal visitors at Lady Fawn's house; but
that, as regarded her own friendships, the matter was one for her own
bosom. ``Dear Miss Morris,'' Lady Fawn had said, ``we understand each
other so perfectly, and you are so good, that I am quite sure
everything will be as it ought to be.'' Lady Fawn lived down at
Richmond, all the year through, in a large old-fashioned house with a
large old-fashioned garden, called Fawn Court. After that speech of
hers to Lucy, Frank Greystock did not call again at Fawn Court for many
months, and it is possible that her ladyship had said a word also to
him. But Lady Eustace, with her pretty little pair of grey ponies,
would sometimes drive down to Richmond to see her ``dear little old
friend'' Lucy, and her visits were allowed. Lady Fawn had expressed an
opinion among her daughters that she did not see any harm in Lady
Eustace. She thought that she rather liked Lady Eustace. But then Lady
Fawn hated Lady Linlithgow as only two old women can hate each
other--and she had not heard the story of the diamond necklace.
Lucy Morris certainly was a treasure--a treasure though no heroine.
She was a sweetly social, genial little human being whose presence in
the house was ever felt to be like sunshine. She was never forward, but
never bashful. She was always open to familiar intercourse without ever
putting herself forward. There was no man or woman with whom she would
not so talk as to make the man or woman feel that the conversation was
remarkably pleasant--and she could do the same with any child. She was
an active, mindful, bright, energetic little thing to whom no work ever
came amiss. She had catalogued the library--which had been collected by
the late Lord Fawn with peculiar reference to the Christian theology of
the third and fourth centuries. She had planned the new flower
garden--though Lady Fawn thought that she had done that herself. She
had been invaluable during Clara Fawn's long illness. She knew every
rule at croquet, and could play piquet. When the girls got up charades
they had to acknowledge that everything depended on Miss Morris. They
were good-natured, plain, unattractive girls, who spoke of her to her
face as one who could easily do anything to which she might put her
hand. Lady Fawn did really love her. Lord Fawn, the eldest son, a young
man of about thirty-five, a Peer of Parliament and an Under-Secretary
of State--very prudent and very diligent--of whom his mother and
sisters stood in great awe, consulted her frequently and made no secret
of his friendship. The mother knew her awful son well, and was afraid
of nothing wrong in that direction. Lord Fawn had suffered a
disappointment in love, but he had consoled himself with blue books,
and mastered his passion by incessant attendance at the India Board.
The lady he had loved had been rich, and Lord Fawn was poor; but
nevertheless he had mastered his passion. There was no fear that his
feelings towards the governess would become too warm--nor was it likely
that Miss Morris should encounter danger in regard to him. It was quite
an understood thing in the family that Lord Fawn must marry money.
Lucy Morris was indeed a treasure. No brighter face ever looked
into another to seek sympathy there, either in mirth or woe. There was
a gleam in her eyes that was almost magnetic, so sure was she to obtain
by it that community of interest which she desired--though it were but
for a moment. Lord Fawn was pompous, slow, dull, and careful; but even
he had given way to it at once. Lady Fawn too was very careful, but she
had owned to herself long since that she could not bear to look forward
to any permanent severance. Of course Lucy would be made over to the
Hittaways, whose mother lived in Warwick Square, and whose father was
Chairman of the Board of Civil Appeals. The Hittaways were the only
grandchildren with whom Lady Fawn had as yet been blessed, and of
course Lucy must go to the Hittaways.
She was but a little thing--and it cannot be said of her, as of
Lady Eustace, that she was a beauty. The charm of her face consisted in
the peculiar, watery brightness of her eyes--in the corners of which it
would always seem that a diamond of a tear was lurking whenever any
matter of excitement was afoot. Her light-brown hair was soft and
smooth and pretty. As hair it was very well, but it had no speciality.
Her mouth was somewhat large, but full of ever-varying expression. Her
forehead was low and broad, with prominent temples, on which it was her
habit to clasp tightly her little outstretched fingers as she sat
listening to you. Of listeners she was the very best, for she would
always be saying a word or two, just to help you--the best word that
could be spoken, and then again she would be hanging on your lips.
There are listeners who show by their mode of listening that they
listen as a duty--not because they are interested. Lucy Morris was not
such a one. She would take up your subject, whatever it was, and make
it her own. There was forward just then a question as to whether the
Sawab of Mygawb should have twenty millions of rupees paid to him and
be placed upon a throne, or whether he should be kept in prison all his
life. The British world generally could not be made to interest itself
about the Sawab, but Lucy positively mastered the subject, and almost
got Lord Fawn into a difficulty by persuading him to stand up against
his chief on behalf of the injured prince.
What else can be said of her face or personal appearance that will
interest a reader? When she smiled, there was the daintiest little
dimple on her cheek. And when she laughed, that little nose, which was
not as well-shaped a nose as it might have been, would almost change
its shape and cock itself up in its mirth. Her hands were very thin and
long, and so were her feet--by no means models as were those of her
friend Lady Eustace. She was a little, thin, quick, graceful creature,
whom it was impossible that you should see without wishing to have near
you. A most unselfish little creature she was, but one who had a
well-formed idea of her own identity. She was quite resolved to be
somebody among her fellow-creatures--not somebody in the way of
marrying a lord or a rich man, or somebody in the way of being a
beauty, or somebody as a wit; but somebody as having a purpose and a
use in life. She was the humblest little thing in the world in regard
to any possible putting of herself forward or needful putting of
herself back; and yet, to herself, nobody was her superior. What she
had was her own, whether it was the old grey silk dress which she had
bought with the money she had earned, or the wit which nature had given
her. And Lord Fawn's title was his own, and Lady Fawn's rank her own.
She coveted no man's possessions--and no woman's; but she was minded to
hold by her own. Of present advantages or disadvantages--whether she
had the one or suffered from the other--she thought not at all. It was
her fault that she had nothing of feminine vanity. But no man or woman
was ever more anxious to be effective, to persuade, to obtain belief,
sympathy, and co-operation--not for any result personal to herself, but
because, by obtaining these things, she could be effective in the
object then before her, be it what it might.
One other thing may be told of her. She had given her heart--for
good and all, as she owned to herself--to Frank Greystock. She had
owned to herself that it was so, and had owned to herself that nothing
could come of it. Frank was becoming a man of mark--but was becoming a
man of mark without much money. Of all men he was the last who could
afford to marry a governess. And then, moreover, he had never said a
word to make her think that he loved her. He had called on her once or
twice at Fawn Court--as why should he not? Seeing that there had been
friendship between the families for so many years, who could complain
of that? Lady Fawn, however, had--not complained, but just said a word.
A word in season, how good is it? Lucy did not much regard the word
spoken to herself; but when she reflected that a word must also have
been spoken to Mr Greystock--otherwise how should it have been that he
never came again?--that she did not like.
In herself she regarded this passion of hers as a healthy man
regards the loss of a leg or an arm. It is a great nuisance, a loss
that maims the whole life--a misfortune to be much regretted. But
because a leg is gone, everything is not gone. A man with a wooden leg
may stump about through much action, and may enjoy the keenest
pleasures of humanity. He has his eyes left to him, and his ears, and
his intellect. He will not break his heart for the loss of that leg.
And so it was with Lucy Morris. She would still stump about and be very
active. Eyes, ears, and intellect were left to her.
Looking at her position, she told herself that stump about aould
hardly have been her lot in life. Lady Fawn, she thought, was right. A
governess should make up her mind to do without a lover. She had given
away her heart, and yet she would do without a lover. When, on one
dull, dark afternoon, as she was thinking of all this, Lord Fawn
suddenly put into her hands a cruelly long, printed, document
respecting the Sawab, she went to work upon it immediately. As she read
it, she could not refrain from thinking how wonderfully Frank Greystock
would plead the cause of the Indian prince, if the privilege of
pleading it could be given to him.
The spring had come round, with May and the London butterflies, at
the time at which our story begins, and during six months Frank
Greystock had not been at Fawn Court. Then one day Lady Eustace came
down with her ponies, and her footman, and a new dear companion of
hers, Miss Macnulty. While Miss Macnulty was being honoured by Lady
Fawn, Lizzie had retreated to a corner with her old dear friend Lucy
Morris. It was pretty to see how so wealthy and fashionable a woman as
Lady Eustace could show so much friendship to a governess. ``Have you
seen Frank, lately?'' said Lady Eustace, referring to her cousin the
barrister.
``Not for ever so long,'' said Lucy, with her cheeriest smile.
``He is not going to prove a false knight?'' asked Lady Eustace, in
her lowest whisper:
``I don't know that Mr Greystock is much given to knighthood at
all,'' said Lucy--``unless it is to being made Sir Francis by his
party.''
``Nonsense, my dear; as if I didn't know. I suppose Lady Fawn has
been interfering--like an old cat as she is.''
``She is not an old cat, Lizzie! and I won't hear her called so. If
you think so, you shouldn't come here. And she hasn't interfered. That
is, she has done nothing that she ought not to have done.''
``Then she has interfered,'' said Lady Eustace, as she got up and
walked across the room, with a sweet smile, to the old cat.
Frank Greystock the barrister was the only son of the Dean of
Bobsborough. Now the dean had a family of daughters--not quite so
numerous indeed as that of Lady Fawn, for there were only three of
them--and was by no means a rich man. Unless a dean have a private
fortune, or has chanced to draw the happy lot of Durham in the lottery
of deans, he can hardly be wealthy. At Bobsborough the dean was endowed
with a large, rambling, picturesque, uncomfortable house, and with
1,500 a year. In regard to personal property it may be asserted of all
the Greystocks that they never had any. They were a family of which the
males would surely come to be deans and admirals, and the females would
certainly find husbands. And they lived on the good things of the
world, and mixed with wealthy people. But they never had any money. The
Eustaces always had money, and the Bishop of Bobsborough was wealthy.
The dean was a man very different from his brother the admiral, who had
never paid anybody anything. The dean did pay; but he was a little slow
in his payments, and money with him was never very plentiful. In these
circumstances it became very expedient that Frank Greystock should earn
his bread early in life.
Nevertheless, he had chosen a profession which is not often
lucrative at first. He had been called to the Bar, and had gone--and
was still going--the circuit in which lies the cathedral city of
Bobsborough. Bobsborough is not much of a town, and was honoured with
the judges' visits only every other circuit. Frank began pretty well,
getting some little work in London, and perhaps nearly enough to pay
the cost of his circuit out of the county in which the cathedral was
situated. But he began life after that impecunious fashion for which
the Greystocks have been noted. Tailors, robemakers, and booksellers
gave him trust, and did believe that they would get their money. And
any persistent tradesman did get it. He did not actually hoist the
black flag of impecuniosity, and proclaim his intention of preying
generally upon the retail dealers, as his uncle the admiral had done.
But he became known as a young man with whom money was ``tight''. All
this had been going on for three or four years before he had met Lucy
Morris at the deanery. He was then eight-and-twenty, and had been four
years called. He was thirty when old Lady Fawn hinted to him that he
had better not pay any more visits at Fawn Court.
But things had much altered with him of late. At the time of that
visit to the deanery he had made a sudden start in his profession. The
Corporation of the City of London had brought an action against the
Bank of England with reference to certain alleged encroachments, of
which action, considerable as it was in all its interests, no further
notice need be taken here than is given by the statement that a great
deal of money in this cause had found its way among the lawyers. Some
of it penetrated into the pocket of Frank Greystock, but he earned more
than money, better than money, out of that affair. It was attributed to
him by the attorneys that the Bank of England was saved from the
necessity of reconstructing all its bullion cellars, and he had made
his character for industry. In the year after that the Bobsborough
people were rather driven into a corner in search of a clever young
conservative candidate for the borough, and Frank Greystock was invited
to stand. It was not thought that there was much chance of success, and
the dean was against it. But Frank liked the honour and glory of the
contest, and so did Frank's mother. Frank Greystock stood, and at the
time in which he was warned away from Fawn Court had been nearly a year
in Parliament. ``Of course it does interfere with one's business,'' he
had said to his father, ``but then it brings one business also. A man
with a seat in Parliament who shows that he means work will always get
nearly as much work as he can do.'' Such was Frank's exposition to his
father. It may perhaps not be found to hold water in all cases. Mrs
Dean was of course delighted with her son's success, and so were the
girls. Women like to feel that the young men belonging to them are
doing something in the world, so that a reflected glory may be theirs.
It was pleasant to talk of Frank as member for the city. Brothers do
not always care much for a brother's success, but a sister is generally
sympathetic. If Frank would only marry money, there was nothing he
might not achieve. That he would live to sit on the woolsack was now
almost a certainty to the dear old lady. But in order that he might sit
there comfortably it was necessary that he should at least abstain from
marrying a poor wife. For there was fear at the deanery also in regard
to Lucy Morris.
``That notion of marrying money as you call it'', Frank said to his
second sister Margaret, ``is the most disgusting idea in the world.''
``It is as easy to love a girl who has something as one who has
nothing,'' said Margaret.
``No--it is not; because the girls with money are scarce, and those
without it are plentiful--an argument of which I don't suppose you see
the force.'' Then Margaret for the moment was snubbed and retired.
``Indeed, Frank, I think Lady Fawn was right,'' said the mother.
``And I think she was quite wrong. If there be anything in it, it
won't be expelled by Lady Fawn's interference. Do you think I should
allow Lady Fawn to tell me not to choose such or such a woman for my
wife?''
``It's the habit of seeing her, my dear. Nobody loves Lucy Morris
better than I do. We all like her. But, dear Frank, would it do for you
to make her your wife?''
Frank Greystock was silent for a moment, and then he answered his
mother's question. ``I am not quite sure whether it would or would not.
But I do think this--that if I were bold enough to marry now, and to
trust all to the future, and could get Lucy to be my wife, I should be
doing a great thing. I doubt, however, whether I have the courage.''
All of which made the dean's wife uneasy.
The reader, who has read so far will perhaps think that Frank
Greystock was in love with Lucy as Lucy was in love with him. But such
was not exactly the case. To be in love, as an absolute, well-marked,
acknowledged fact, is the condition of a woman more frequently and more
readily than of a man. Such is not the common theory on the matter, as
it is the man's business to speak, and the woman's business to be
reticent. And the woman is presumed to have kept her heart free from
any load of love, till she may accept the burthen with an assurance
that it shall become a joy and a comfort to her. But such presumptions,
though they may be very useful for the regulation of conduct, may not
be always true. It comes more within the scope of a woman's mind, than
that of a man's, to think closely and decide sharply on such a matter.
With a man it is often chance that settles the question for him. He
resolves to propose to a woman, or proposes without resolving, because
she is close to him. Frank Greystock ridiculed the idea of Lady Fawn's
interference in so high a matter as his love--or abstinence from love.
Nevertheless, had he been made a welcome guest at Fawn Court, he would
undoubtedly have told his love to Lucy Morris. He was not a welcome
guest, but had been banished; and, as a consequence of that banishment,
he had formed no resolution in regard to Lucy, and did not absolutely
know whether she was necessary to him or not. But Lucy Morris knew all
about it.
Moreover, it frequently happens with men that they fail to analyse
these things, and do not make out for themselves any clear definition
of what their feelings are or what they mean. We hear that a man has
behaved badly to a girl, when the behaviour of which he has been guilty
has resulted simply from want of thought. He has found a certain
companionship to be agreeable to him, and he has accepted the pleasure
without inquiry. Some vague idea has floated across his brain that the
world is wrong in supposing that such friendship cannot exist without
marriage, or question of marriage. It is simply friendship. And yet
were his friend to tell him that she intended to give herself in
marriage elsewhere, he would suffer all the pangs of jealousy, and
would imagine himself to be horribly ill-treated! To have such a
friend--a friend whom he cannot or will not make his wife--is no injury
to him. To him it is simply a delight, an excitement in life, a thing
to be known to himself only and not talked of to others, a source of
pride and inward exultation. It is a joy to think of when he wakes, and
a consolation in his little troubles. It dispels the weariness of life,
and makes a green spot of holiday within his daily work. It is, indeed,
death to her--but he does not know it. Frank Greystock did think that
he could not marry Lucy Morris without making an imprudent plunge into
deep water, and yet he felt that Lady Fawn was an ill-natured old woman
for hinting to him that he had better not, for the present, continue
his visits to Fawn Court. ``Of course you understand me, Mr
Greystock,'' she had said, meaning to be civil. ``When Miss Morris has
left us--should she ever leave us--I should be most happy to see you.''
``What on earth would take me to Fawn Court, if Lucy were not there!''
he said to himself--not choosing to appreciate Lady Fawn's civility.
Frank Greystock was at this time nearly thirty years old. He was a
good-looking, but not strikingly handsome man; thin, of moderate
height, with sharp grey eyes, a face clean shorn with the exception of
a small whisker, with wiry, strong dark hair, which was already
beginning to show a tinge of grey--the very opposite in appearance to
his late friend Sir Florian Eustace. He was quick, ready-witted,
self-reliant, and not over scrupulous in the outward things of the
world. He was desirous of doing his duty to others, but he was
specially desirous that others should do their duty to him. He intended
to get on in the world, and believed that happiness was to be achieved
by success. He was certainly made for the profession which he had
adopted. His father, looking to certain morsels of Church patronage
which occasionally came in his way, and to the fact that he and the
bishop were on most friendly terms, had wished his son to take orders.
But Frank had known himself and his own qualities too well to follow
his father's advice. He had chosen to be a barrister, and now, at
thirty, he was in Parliament.
He had been asked to stand for Bobsborough in the conservative
interest, and as a Conservative he had been returned. Those who invited
him knew probably but little of his own political beliefs or
feelings--did not probably know whether he had any. His father was a
fine old Tory of the ancient school, who thought that things were going
from bad to worse, but was able to live happily in spite of his
anticipations. The dean was one of those old-world politicians--we meet
them every day, and they are generally pleasant people--who enjoy the
politics of the side to which they belong without any special belief in
them. If pressed hard they will almost own that their so-called
convictions are prejudices. But not for worlds would they be rid of
them. When two or three of them meet together, they are as freemasons,
who are bound by a pleasant bond which separates them from the outer
world. They feel among themselves that everything that is being done is
bad--even though that everything is done by their own party. It was bad
to interfere with Charles, bad to endure Cromwell, bad to banish James,
bad to put up with William. The House of Hanover was bad. All
interference with prerogative has been bad. The Reform bill was very
bad. Encroachment on the estates of the bishops was bad. Emancipation
of Roman Catholics was the worst of all. Abolition of corn laws, church
rates, and oaths and tests were all bad. The meddling with the
Universities has been grievous. The treatment of the Irish Church has
been Satanic. The overhauling of schools is most injurious to English
education. Education bills and Irish land bills were all bad. Every
step taken has been bad. And yet to them old England is of all
countries in the world the best to live in, and is not at all the less
comfortable because of the changes that have been made. These people
are ready to grumble at every boon conferred on them, and yet to enjoy
every boon. They know too their privileges, and, after a fashion,
understand their position. It is picturesque, and it pleases them. To
have been always in the right and yet always on the losing side; always
being ruined, always under persecution from a wild spirit of
republican-demagogism--and yet never to lose anything, not even
position or public esteem, is pleasant enough. A huge, living, daily
increasing grievance that does one no palpable harm, is the happiest
possession that a man can have. There is a large body of such men in
England, and, personally, they are the very salt of the nation. He who
said that all Conservatives are stupid did not know them. Stupid
Conservatives there may be--and there certainly are very stupid
Radicals. The well-educated, widely-read Conservative, who is well
assured that all good things are gradually being brought to an end by
the voice of the people, is generally the pleasantest man to be met.
But he is a Buddhist, possessing a religious creed which is altogether
dark and mysterious to the outer world. Those who watch the ways of the
advanced Buddhist hardly know whether the man does believe himself in
his hidden god, but men perceive that he is respectable,
self-satisfied, and a man of note. It is of course from the society of
such that Conservative candidates are to be sought; but, alas, it is
hard to indoctrinate young minds with the old belief, since new
theories of life have become so rife!
Nevertheless Frank Greystock, when he was invited to stand for
Bobsborough in the Conservative interest, had not for a moment allowed
any political heterodoxy on his own part to stand in the way of his
advancement. It may, perhaps, be the case that a barrister is less
likely to be influenced by personal convictions in taking his side in
politics than any other man who devotes himself to public affairs. No
slur on the profession is intended by this suggestion. A busy, clever,
useful man, who has been at work all his life, finds that his own
progress towards success demands from him that he shall become a
politician. The highest work of a lawyer can only be reached through
political struggle. As a large-minded man of the world, peculiarly
conversant with the fact that every question has two sides, and that as
much may often be said on one side as on the other, he has probably not
become violent in his feelings as a political partisan. Thus he sees
that there is an opening here or an opening there, and the offence in
either case is not great to him. With Frank Greystock the matter was
very easy. There certainly was no apostacy. He had now and again
attacked his father's ultra-Toryism, and rebuked his mother and sisters
when they spoke of Gladstone as Apollyon, and called John Bright the
Abomination of Desolation. But it was easy to him to fancy himself a
Conservative, and as such he took his seat in the House without any
feeling of discomfort.
During the first four months of his first session he had not
spoken--but he had made himself useful. He had sat on one or two
Committees, though as a barrister he might have excused himself, and
had done his best to learn the forms of the House. But he had already
begun to find that the time which he devoted to Parliament was much
wanted for his profession. Money was very necessary to him. Then a new
idea was presented to him.
John Eustace and Greystock were very intimate--as also had been Sir
Florian and Greystock. ``I tell you what I wish you'd do, Greystock,''
Eustace said to him one day, as they were standing idly together in the
lobby of the House. For John Eustace was also in Parliament.
``Anything to oblige you, my friend.''
``It's only a trifle,'' said Eustace. ``Just to marry your cousin,
my brother's widow.''
``By Jove--I wish I had the chance!''
``I don't see why you shouldn't. She is sure to marry somebody, and
at her age so she ought. She's not twenty-three yet. We could trust
you--with the child and all the rest of it. As it is, she is giving us
a deal of trouble.''
``But, my dear fellow--''
``I know she's fond of you. You were dining there last Sunday.''
``And so was Fawn. Lord Fawn is the man to marry Lizzie. You see if
he doesn't. He was uncommonly sweet on her the other night, and really
interested her about the Sawab.''
``She'll never be Lady Fawn,'' said John Eustace. ``And to tell the
truth, I shouldn't care to have to deal with Lord Fawn. He would be
infinitely troublesome; and I can hardly wash my hands of her affairs.
She's worth nearly 5,000 a year as long as she lives, and I really
don't think that she's much amiss.''
``Much amiss! I don't know whether she's not the prettiest woman I
ever saw,'' said Greystock.
``Yes--but I mean in conduct, and all that. She is making herself
queer; and Camperdown, our lawyer, means to jump upon her; but it's
only because she doesn't know what she ought to be at, and what she
ought not. You could tell her.''
``It wouldn't suit me at all to have to quarrel with Camperdown,''
said the barrister, laughing.
``You and he would settle everything in five minutes, and it would
save me a world of trouble,'' said Eustace.
``Fawn is your man--take my word for it,'' said Greystock, as he
walked back into the House.
* * * *
Dramatists, when they write their plays, have a delightful
privilege of prefixing a list of their personages--and the dramatists
of old used to tell us who was in love with whom, and what were the
blood relationships of all the persons. In such a narrative as this,
any proceeding of that kind would be unusual--and therefore the poor
narrator has been driven to expend his first four chapters in the mere
task of introducing his characters. He regrets the length of these
introductions, and will now begin at once the action of his story.
John Eustace, Lady Eustace's brother-in-law, had told his friend
Greystock, the lady's cousin, that Mr Camperdown the lawyer intended to
``jump upon'' that lady. Making such allowance and deduction from the
force of these words as the slang expression requires, we may say that
John Eustace was right. Mr Camperdown was in earnest, and did intend to
obtain the restoration of those jewels. Mr Camperdown was a gentleman
of about sixty, who had been lawyer to Sir Florian's father, and whose
father had been lawyer to Sir Florian's grandfather. His connection
with the property and with the family was of a nature to allow him to
take almost any liberty with the Eustaces. When therefore John Eustace,
in regard to those diamonds, had pleaded that the heir in his long
minority would obtain ample means of buying more diamonds, and of
suggesting that the plunder for the sake of tranquillity should be
allowed, Mr Camperdown took upon himself to say that he'd ``be--if he'd
put up with it!'' ``I really don't know what you are to do,'' said John
Eustace.
``I'll file a bill in Chancery if it's necessary,'' said the old
lawyer. ``Heaven on earth! as trustee how are you to reconcile yourself
to such a robbery? They represent 500 a year for ever, and she is to
have them simply because she chooses to take them!''
``I suppose Florian could have given them away. At any rate he
could have sold them.''
``I don't know that,'' said Mr Camperdown. ``I have not looked as
yet, but I think that this necklace has been made an heirloom. At any
rate it represents an amount of property that shouldn't and couldn't be
made over legally without some visible evidence of transfer. It's as
clear a case of stealing as I ever knew in my life, and as bad a case.
She hadn't a farthing, and she has got the whole of the Ayrshire
property for her life. She goes about and tells everybody that it's
hers to sell tomorrow if she pleases to sell it! No, John--'' Mr
Camperdown had known Eustace when he was a boy, and had watched him
become a man, and hadn't yet learned to drop the name by which he had
called the boy--``we mustn't allow it. What do you think of her
applying to me for an income to support her child--a baby not yet two
years old?'' Mr Camperdown had been very adverse to all the
circumstances of Sir Florian's marriage, and had subjected himself to
Sir Florian's displeasure for expressing his opinion. He had tried to
explain that as the lady brought no money into the family she was not
entitled to such a jointure as Sir Florian was determined to lavish
upon her. But Sir Florian had been obstinate--both in regard to the
settlement and the will. It was not till after Sir Florian's death that
this terrible matter of the jewels had even suggested itself to Mr
Camperdown. The jewellers in whose custody the things had been since
the death of the late Lady Eustace had mentioned the affair to him
immediately on the young widow's return from Naples. Sir Florian had
withdrawn, not all the jewels, but by far the most valuable of them,
from the jewellers' care on his return to London from their marriage
tour to Scotland, and this was the result. The jewellers were at that
time without any doubt as to the date at which the necklace was taken
from them.
Mr Camperdown's first attempt was made by a most courteous and even
complimentary note, in which he suggested to Lady Eustace that it would
be for the advantage of all parties that the family jewels should be
kept together. Lizzie as she read this note smiled, and said to herself
that she did not exactly see how her own interests would be best served
by such an arrangement. She made no answer to Mr Camperdown's note.
Some months after this, when the heir was born, and as Lady Eustace was
passing through London on her journey from Bobsborough to portray, a
meeting had been arranged between her and Mr Camperdown. She had
endeavoured by all the wiles she knew to avoid this meeting, but it had
been forced upon her. She had been almost given to understand that
unless she submitted to it, she would not be able to draw her income
from the Portray property. Messrs Mowbray and Mopus had advised her to
submit. ``My husband gave me a necklace, and they want me to give it
back,'' she had said to Mr Mopus. ``Do nothing of the kind,'' Mr Mopus
had replied. ``If you find it necessary refer Mr Camperdown to us. We
will answer him.'' The interview had taken place, during which Mr
Camperdown took the trouble to explain very plainly and more than once
that the income from the Portray property belonged to Lady Eustace for
her life only. It would after her death be rejoined, of necessity, to
the rest of the Eustace property. This was repeated to Lady Eustace in
the presence of John Eustace; but she made no remark on being so
informed. ``You understand the nature of the settlement, Lady
Eustace?'' Mr Camperdown had said. ``I believe I understand
everything,'' she replied. Then just at the close of the interview, he
asked a question about the jewels. Lady Eustace at first made no reply.
``They might as well be sent back to Messrs Garnett's,'' said Mr
Camperdown. ``I don't know that I have any to send back,'' she
answered; and then she escaped before Mr Camperdown was able to arrange
any further attack. ``I can manage with her better by letter than I can
personally,'' he said to John Eustace.
Lawyers such as Mr Camperdown are slow, and it was three or four
months after that when he wrote a letter in his own name to Lady
Eustace, explaining to her, still courteously, that it was his business
to see that the property of the Eustace family was placed in fit hands,
and that a certain valuable necklace of diamonds, which was an heirloom
of the family, and which was undeniably the property of the heir, was
believed to be in her custody. As such property was peculiarly subject
to risks, would she have the kindness to make arrangements for handing
over the necklace to the custody of Messrs Garnett? To this letter
Lizzie made no answer whatever, nor did she to a second note, calling
attention to the first. When John Eustace told Greystock that
Camperdown intended to ``jump on'' Lady Eustace, the following further
letter had been written by the firm--but up to that time Lizzie had not
replied to it:
62, New Square, Lincoln's Inn, May 5, 186--
MADAM,
It is our duty as attorneys acting on behalf of the estate of your
late husband Sir Florian Eustace, and in the interest of your son his
heir, to ask for restitution of a certain valuable diamond necklace
which is believed to be now in the possession of your ladyship. Our
senior partner, Mr Camperdown, has written to your ladyship more than
once on the subject, but has not been honoured with any reply.
Doubtless had there been any mistake as to the necklace being in your
hands we should have been so informed. The diamonds were withdrawn from
Messrs Garnett's, the jewellers, by Sir Florian soon after his
marriage, and were, no doubt, entrusted to your keeping. They are
appanages of the family which should not be in your hands as the widow
of the late baronet, and they constitute an amount of property which
certainly cannot be alienated from the family without inquiry or right,
as might any trifling article either of use or ornament. The jewels are
valued at over 10,000.
We are reluctantly compelled, by the fact of your having left
unanswered three letters from Mr Camperdown Senior, on the subject, to
explain to you that if attention be not paid to this letter, we shall
be obliged, in the performance of our duty, to take legal steps for the
restitution of the property.
We have the honour to be, Madam, Your ladyship's most obedient
servants,
CAMPERDOWN SON
To Lady Eustace
A few days after it was sent old Mr Camperdown got the letter-book
of the office and read the letter to John Eustace.
``I don't see how you're to get them,'' said Eustace.
``We'll throw upon her the burthen of showing that they have become
legally her property. She can't do it.''
``Suppose she sold them?''
``We'll follow them up. 10,000, my dear John! God bless my soul!
it's a magnificent dowry for a daughter--an ample provision for a
younger son. And she is to be allowed to filch it, as other widows
filch china cups, and a silver teaspoon or two! It's quite a common
thing, but I never heard of such a haul as this.''
``It will be very unpleasant,'' said Eustace.
``And then she still goes about everywhere declaring that the
Portray property is her own. She's a bad lot. I knew it from the first.
Of course we shall have trouble.'' Then Mr Eustace explained to the
lawyer that their best way out of it all would be to get the widow
married to some respectable husband. The was sure to marry sooner or
later--so John Eustace said--and any ``decently decent'' fellow would
be easier to deal with than she herself. ``He must be very indecently
indecent if he is not,'' said Mr Camperdown. But Mr Eustace did not
name Frank Greystock the barrister as the probable future decent
husband.
When Lizzie first got the letter, which she did on the day after
the visit at Fawn Court of which mention has been made, she put it by
unread for a couple of days. She opened it, not knowing the clerk's
handwriting, but read only the first line and the signature. For two
days she went on with the ordinary affairs and amusements of her life,
as though no such letter had reached her; but she was thinking of it
all the time. The diamonds were in her possession, and she had had them
valued by her old friend Mr Benjamin--of the firm of Harter and
Benjamin. Mr Benjamin had suggested that stones of such a value should
not be left to the risk of an ordinary London house; but Lizzie had
felt that if Mr Benjamin got them into his hands, Mr Benjamin might
perhaps not return them. Messrs Camperdown and Garnett between them
might form a league with Mr Benjamin. Where would she be, should Mr
Benjamin tell her that under some legal sanction he had given the
jewels up to Mr Camperdown? She hinted to Mr Benjamin that she would
perhaps sell them if she got a good offer. Mr Benjamin, who was very
familiar with her, hinted that there might be a little family
difficulty. ``Oh, none in the least,'' said Lizzie--``but I don't think
I shall part with them.'' Then she gave Mr Benjamin an order for a
strong box, which was supplied to her. The strong box, which was so
heavy that she could barely lift it herself, was now in her London
bedroom.
On the morning of the third day she read the letter. Miss Macnulty
was staying with her, but she had not said a word to Miss Macnulty
about the letter. She read it up in her own bedroom, and then sat down
to think about it. Sir Florian, as he had handed to her the stones for
the purpose of a special dinner party which had been given to them when
passing through London, had told her that they were family jewels.
``That setting was done for my mother,'' he said, ``but it is already
old. When we are at home again they shall be reset.'' Then he had added
some little husband's joke as to a future daughter-in-law who should
wear them. Nevertheless she was not sure whether the fact of their
being so handed to her did not make them her own. She had spoken a
second time to Mr Mopus, and Mr Mopus had asked her whether there
existed any family deed as to the diamonds. She had heard of no such
deed, nor did Mr Camperdown mention such a deed. After reading the
letter once she read it a dozen times; and then, like a woman, made up
her mind that her safest course would be not to answer it.
But yet she felt sure that something unpleasant would come of it.
Mr Camperdown was not a man to take up such a question and to let it
drop. Legal steps! What did legal steps mean, and what could they do to
her? Would Mr Camperdown be able to put her in prison--or to take away
from her the estate of Portray? She could swear that her husband had
given them to her, and could invent any form of words she pleased as
accompanying the gift. No one else had been near them then. But she
was, and felt herself to be absolutely, alarmingly ignorant, not only
of the laws, but of custom in such matters. Messrs Mowbray and Mopus
and Mr Benjamin were the allies to whom she looked for guidance; but
she was wise enough to know that Mowbray and Mopus, and Harter and
Benjamin were not trustworthy, whereas Camperdown and Son and the
Messrs Garnett were all as firm as rocks and as respectable as the Bank
of England. Circumstances--unfortunate circumstances--drove her to
Harter and Benjamin and to Mowbray and Mopus, while she would have
taken so much delight in feeling the strong honesty of the other people
to be on her side! She would have talked to her friends about Mr
Camperdown and the people at Garnett's with so much satisfaction! But
ease, security, and even respectability may be bought too dearly. Ten
thousand pounds! Was she prepared to surrender such a sum as that? She
had, indeed, already realised the fact that it might be very difficult
to touch the money. When she had suggested to Mr Benjamin that he
should buy the jewels, that worthy tradesman had by no means jumped at
the offer. Of what use to her would be a necklace always locked up in
an iron box, which box, for aught she knew, myrmidons from Mr
Camperdown might carry off during her absence from the house? Would it
not be better to come to terms and surrender? But then what should the
terms be?
If only there had been a friend whom she could consult; a friend
whom she could consult on a really friendly footing!--not a simply
respectable, off-handed, high-minded friend, who would advise her as a
matter of course to make restitution. Her uncle the dean, or her cousin
Frank, or old Lady Fawn, would be sure to give her such advice as that.
There are people who are so very high-minded when they have to deal
with the interests of their friends! What if she were to ask Lord Fawn?
Thoughts of a second marriage had, of course, crossed Lady
Eustace's mind, and they were by no means the worst thoughts that found
a place there. She had a grand idea--this selfish, hard-fisted little
woman who could not bring herself to abandon the plunder on which she
had laid her hand--a grand idea of surrendering herself and all her
possessions to a great passion. For Florian Eustace she had never
cared. She had sat down by his side, and looked into his handsome face,
and read poetry to him--because of his wealth, and because it had been
indispensable to her to settle herself well. And he had been all very
well--a generous, open-hearted, chivalrous, irascible, but rather
heavy-minded gentleman; but she had never been in love with him. Now
she desired to be so in love that she could surrender everything to her
love. There was as yet nothing of such love in her bosom. She had seen
no one who had so touched her. But she was alive to the romance of the
thing, and was in love with the idea of being in love. ``Ah,'' she
would say to herself in her moments of solitude, ``if I had a Corsair
of my own, how I would sit on watch for my lover's boat by the
sea-shore!'' And she believed it of herself, that she could do so.
But it would also be very nice to be a peeress--so that she might,
without any doubt, be one of the great ladies of London. As a baronet's
widow with a large income, she was already almost a great lady; but she
was quite alive to a suspicion that she was not altogether strong in
her position. The bishop's people and the dean's people did not quite
trust her. The Camperdowns and Garnetts utterly distrusted her. The
Mopuses and Benjamins were more familiar than they would be with a
really great lady. She was sharp enough to understand all this. Should
it be Lord Fawn or should it be a Corsair? The worst of Lord Fawn was
the undoubted fact that he was not himself a great man. He could, no
doubt, make his wife a peeress; but he was poor, encumbered with a host
of sisters, dull as a blue book, and possessed of little beyond his
peerage to recommend him. If she could only find a peer, unmarried,
with a dash of the Corsair about him! In the meantime, what was she to
do about the jewels?
There was staying with her at this time a certain Miss Macnulty,
who was related, after some distant fashion, to old Lady Linlithgow,
and who was as utterly destitute of possessions or means of existence
as any unfortunate, well-born, and moderately-educated, middle-aged
woman in London. To live upon her friends, such as they might be, was
the only mode of life within her reach. It was not that she had chosen
such dependence; nor, indeed, had she endeavoured to reject it. It had
come to her as a matter of course--either that or the poor-house. As to
earning her bread, except by that attendance which a poor friend
gives--the idea of any possibility that way had never entered her head.
She could do nothing--except dress like a lady with the smallest
possible cost, and endeavour to be obliging. Now, at this moment, her
condition was terribly precarious. She had quarrelled with Lady
Linlithgow, and had been taken in by her old friend Lizzie--her old
enemy might, perhaps, be a truer expression--because of that quarrel.
But a permanent home had not even been promised to her; and poor Miss
Macnulty was aware that even a permanent home with Lady Eustace would
not be an unmixed blessing. In her way, Miss Macnulty was an honest
woman.
They were sitting together one May afternoon in the little back
drawing-room in Mount Street. They had dined early, were now drinking
tea, and intended to go to the opera. It was six o'clock, and was still
broad day, but the thick coloured blind was kept across the single
window, and the folding doors of the room were nearly closed, and there
was a feeling of evening in the room. The necklace during the whole day
had been so heavy on Lizzie's heart, that she had been unable to apply
her thoughts to the building of that castle in the air in which the
Corsair was to reign supreme, but not alone. ``My dear,'' she said--she
generally called Miss Macnulty my dear--``you know that box I had made
by the jewellers.''
``You mean the safe.''
``Well--yes; only it isn't a safe. A safe is a great big thing. I
had it made especially for the diamonds Sir Florian gave me.''
``I supposed it was so.''
``I wonder whether there's any danger about it?''
``If I were you, Lady Eustace, I wouldn't keep them in the house. I
should have them kept where Sir Florian kept them. Suppose anybody
should come and murder you!''
``I'm not a bit afraid of that,'' said Lizzie.
``I should be. And what will you do with it when you go to
Scotland?''
``I took them with me before--in my own care. I know that wasn't
safe. I wish I knew what to do with them!''
``There are people who keep such things,'' said Miss Macnulty.
Then Lizzie paused a moment. She was dying for counsel and for
confidence. ``I cannot trust them anywhere,'' she said. ``It is just
possible there may be a lawsuit about them.''
``How a lawsuit?''
``I cannot explain it all, but I am very unhappy about it. They
want me to give them up--but my husband gave them to me, and for his
sake I will not do so. When he threw them round my neck he told me that
they were my own--so he did. How can a woman give up such a
present--from a husband--who is dead? As to the value, I care nothing.
But I won't do it.'' By this time Lady Eustace was in tears, and had so
far succeeded as to have produced some amount of belief in Miss
Macnulty's mind.
``If they are your own, they can't take them from you,'' said Miss
Macnulty.
``They sha'n't. They shall find that I've got some spirit left.''
Then she reflected that a real Corsair lover would protect her jewels
for her--would guard them against a score of Camperdowns. But she
doubted whether Lord Fawn would do much in that way. Then the door was
opened, and Lord Fawn was announced. It was not at all unusual with
Lord Fawn to call on the widow at this hour. Mount Street is not
exactly in the way from the India Office to the House of Lords; but a
Hansom cab can make it almost in the way. Of neglect of official duty
Lord Fawn was never guilty; but a half hour for private business or for
relaxation between one stage of duty and another--can any Minister
grudge so much to an indefatigable follower? Lady Eustace had been in
tears as he was announced, but the light of the room was so low that
the traces of them could hardly be seen. She was in her Corsair state
of mind, divided between her jewels and her poetry, and caring not very
much for the increased rank which Lord Fawn could give her. ``The
Sawab's case is coming on in the House of Commons this very night,'' he
said, in answer to a question from Miss Macnulty. Then he turned to
Lady Eustace. ``Your cousin, Mr Greystock, is going to ask a question
in the House.''
``Shall you be there to answer him?'' asked Miss Macnulty
innocently.
``Oh dear, no. But I shall be present. A peer can go, you know.''
Then Lord Fawn, at considerable length, explained to the two ladies the
nature and condition of the British Parliament. Miss Macnulty
experienced an innocent pleasure in having such things told to her by a
lord. Lady Eustace knew that this was the way in which Lord Fawn made
love, and thought that from him it was as good as any other way. If she
were to marry a second time simply with the view of being a peeress, of
having a respected husband, and making good her footing in the world,
she would as lief listen to parliamentary details and the prospects of
the Sawab as to any other matters. She knew very well that no Corsair
propensities would be forthcoming from Lord Fawn. Lord Fawn had just
worked himself round to the Sawab again, when Frank Greystock entered
the room. ``Now we have both the Houses represented,'' said Lady
Eustace, as she welcomed her cousin.
``You intend to ask your question about the Sawab tonight?'' asked
Lord Fawn, with intense interest, feeling that, had it been his lot to
perform that task before he went to his couch, he would at this moment
have been preparing his little speech.
But Frank Greystock had not come to his cousin's house to talk of
the Prince of the Mygawb territory. When his friend Eustace had
suggested to him that he should marry the widow, he had ridiculed the
idea--but nevertheless he had thought of it a good deal. He was
struggling hard, working diligently, making for himself a character in
Parliament, succeeding--so said all his friends--as a barrister. He was
a rising young man, one of those whose names began to be much in the
mouths of other men--but still he was poor. It seemed to himself that
among other good gifts that of economy had not been bestowed upon him.
He owed a little money, and though he owed it, he went on spending his
earnings. He wanted just such a lift in the world as a wife with an
income would give him. As for looking about for a girl whom he could
honestly love, and who should have a fortune of her own as well as
beauty, birth, and all the other things--that was out of his reach. If
he talked to himself of love, if he were ever to acknowledge to himself
that love was to have sway over him, then must Lucy Morris be the
mistress of his heart. He had come to know enough about himself to be
aware of that--but he knew also that he had said nothing binding him to
walk in that path. It was quite open to him to indulge a discreet
ambition without dishonour. Therefore he also had come to call upon the
beautiful widow. The courtship with her he knew need not be long. He
could ask her to marry him tomorrow--as for that matter today--without
a feeling of hesitation. She might accept him or might reject him; but,
as he said to himself, in neither case would any harm be done.
An idea of the same kind flitted across Lizzie's mind as she sat
and talked to the two gentlemen. She knew that her cousin Frank was
poor, but she thought that she could fall in love with him. He was not
exactly a Corsair--but he was a man who had certain Corsair
propensities. He was bold and dashing, unscrupulous and clever, a man
to make a name for himself, and one to whom a woman could endure to be
obedient. There could be no question as to choice between him and Lord
Fawn, if she were to allow herself to choose by liking. And she thought
that Frank Greystock would keep the necklace, if he himself were made
to have an interest in the necklace; whereas Lord Fawn would
undoubtedly surrender it at once to Mr Camperdown.
Lord Fawn had some slight idea of waiting to see the cousin go; but
as Greystock had a similar idea, and as he was the stronger of the two,
of course Lord Fawn went. He perhaps remembered that the Hansom cab was
at the door--costing sixpence every fifteen minutes--and that he wished
to show himself in the House of Lords before the peers rose. Miss
Macnulty also left the room, and Frank was alone with the widow.
``Lizzie,'' said he, ``you must be very solitary here.''
``I am solitary.''
``And hardly happy.''
``Anything but happy, Frank. I have things that make me very
unhappy--one thing that I will tell you if you will let me.'' Frank had
almost made up his mind to ask her on the spot to give him permission
to console all her sorrows, when there came a clattering double-knock
at the door. ``They know I shall be at home to nobody else now,'' said
Lady Eustace. But Frank Greystock had hardly regained his
self-possession when Miss Macnulty hurried into the room, and with a
look almost of horror declared that Lady Linlithgow was in the parlour.
``Lady Linlithgow!'--said Frank Greystock, holding up both his
hands.
``Yes, indeed!'' said Miss Macnulty, ``I did not speak to her, but
I saw her. She has sent her--love to Lady Eustace, and begs that she
will see her.''
Lady Eustace had been so surprised by the announcement that
hitherto she had not spoken a word. The quarrel between her and her
aunt had been of such a nature that it had seemed to be impossible that
the old countess should come to Mount Street. Lizzie had certainly
behaved very badly to her aunt--about as badly as a young woman could
behave to an old woman. She had accepted bread, and shelter, and the
very clothes on her back from her aunt's bounty, and had rejected even
the hand of her benefactress the first moment that she had bread, and
shelter, and clothes of her own. And here was Lady Linlithgow
downstairs in the parlour, and sending up her love to her niece! ``I
won't see her!'' said Lizzie.
``You had better see her,'' said Frank.
``I can't see her!'' said Lizzie. ``Good gracious, my dear--what
has she come for?''
``She says it's very important,'' said Miss Macnulty.
``Of course you must see her,'' said Frank, ``Let me get out of the
house, and then tell the servant to show her up at once. Don't be weak
now, Lizzie, and I'll come and find out all about it tomorrow.''
``Mind you do,'' said Lizzie. Then Frank took his departure, and
Lizzie did as she was bidden. ``You remain in here, Julia,'' she
said--``so as to be near if I want you. She shall come into the front
room.'' Then, absolutely shaking with fear of the approaching evil, she
took her seat in the largest drawing-room. There was still a little
delay. Time was given to Frank Greystock to get away, and to do so
without meeting Lady Linlithgow in the passage. The message was
conveyed by Miss Macnulty to the servant, and the same servant opened
the front door for Frank before he delivered it. Lady Linlithgow, too,
though very strong, was old. She was slow, or perhaps it might more
properly be said she was stately in her movements. She was one of those
old women who are undoubtedly old women--who in the remembrance of
younger people seem always to have been old women--but on whom old age
appears to have no debilitating effects. If the hand of Lady Linlithgow
ever trembled, it trembled from anger--if her foot ever faltered, it
faltered for effect. In her way Lady Linlithgow was a very powerful
human being. She knew nothing of fear, nothing of charity, nothing of
mercy, and nothing of the softness of love. She had no imagination. She
was worldly, covetous, and not unfrequently cruel. But she meant to be
true and honest, though she often failed in her meaning--and she had an
idea of her duty in life. She was not self-indulgent. She was as hard
as an oak post--but then she was also as trustworthy. No human being
liked her--but she had the good word of a great many human beings. At
great cost to her own comfort she had endeavoured to do her duty to her
niece, Lizzie Greystock, when Lizzie was homeless. Undoubtedly Lizzie's
bed, while it had been spread under her aunt's roof, had not been one
of roses; but such as it had been she had endured to occupy it while it
served her needs. She had constrained herself to bear her aunt--but
from the moment of her escape she had chosen to reject her aunt
altogether. Now her aunt's heavy step was heard upon the stairs! Lizzie
also was a brave woman after a certain fashion. She could dare to incur
a great danger for an adequate object. But she was too young as yet to
have become mistress of that persistent courage which was Lady
Linlithgow's peculiar possession.
When the countess entered the drawing-room Lizzie rose upon her
legs, but did not come forward from her chair. The old woman was not
tall--but her face was long, and at the same time large, square at the
chin and square at the forehead, and gave her almost an appearance of
height. Her nose was very prominent, not beaked, but straight and
strong, and broad at the bridge, and of a dark-red colour. Her eyes
were sharp and grey. Her mouth was large, and over it there was almost
beard enough for a young man's moustache. Her chin was firm, and large,
and solid. Her hair was still brown, and was only just grizzled in
parts. Nothing becomes an old woman like grey hair, but Lady
Linlithgow's hair would never be grey. Her appearance on the whole was
not prepossessing, but it gave one an idea of honest, real strength.
What one saw was not buckram, whalebone, paint, and false hair. It was
all human--hardly feminine, certainly not angelic, with perhaps a hint
in the other direction--but a human body, and not a thing of pads and
patches. Lizzie, as she saw her aunt, made up her mind for the combat.
Who is there that has lived to be a man or woman, and has not
experienced a moment in which a combat has impended, and a call for
such sudden courage has been necessary? Alas!--sometimes the combat
comes, and the courage is not there. Lady Eustace was not at her ease
as she saw her aunt enter the room. ``Oh, come ye in peace, or come ye
in war?'' she would have said had she dared. Her aunt had sent up her
love--if the message had been delivered aright; but what of love could
there be between the two? The countess dashed at once to the matter in
hand, making no allusion to Lizzie's ungrateful conduct to herself.
``Lizzie,'' she said, ``I've been asked to come to you by Mr
Camperdown. I'll sit down, if you please.''
``Oh, certainly, Aunt Penelope. Mr Camperdown!''
``Yes--Mr Camperdown. You know who he is. He has been with me
because I am your nearest relation. So I am, and therefore I have come.
I don't like it, I can tell you.''
``As for that, Aunt Penelope, you've done it to please yourself,''
said Lizzie, in a tone of insolence with which Lady Linlithgow had been
familiar in former days.
``No, I haven't, miss. I haven't come for my own pleasure at all. I
have come for the credit of the family, if any good can be done towards
saving it. You've got your husband's diamonds locked up somewhere, and
you must give them back.''
``My husband's diamonds were my diamonds,'' said Lizzie stoutly.
``They are family diamonds, Eustace diamonds, heirlooms--old
property belonging to the Eustaces, just like their estates. Sir
Florian didn't give 'em away, and couldn't, and wouldn't if he could.
Such things ain't given away in that fashion. It's all nonsense, and
you must give them up.''
``Who says so?''
``I say so.''
``That's nothing, Aunt Penelope.''
``Nothing, is it? You'll see. Mr Camperdown says so. All the world
will say so. If you don't take care, you'll find yourself brought into
a court of law, my dear, and a jury will say so. That's what it will
come to. What good will they do you? You can't sell them--and as a
widow you can't wear 'em. If you marry again, you wouldn't disgrace
your husband by going about showing off the Eustace diamonds! But you
don't know anything about `proper feelings.'''
``I know every bit as much as you do, Aunt Penelope, and I don't
want you to teach me.''
``Will you give up the jewels to Mr Camperdown?''
``No--I won't.''
``Or to the jewellers?''
``No; I won't. I mean to--keep them--for--my child.'' Then there
came forth a sob, and a tear, and Lizzie's handkerchief was held to her
eyes.
``Your child! Wouldn't they be kept properly for him, and for the
family, if the jewellers had them? I don't believe you care about your
child.''
``Aunt Penelope, you had better take care.''
``I shall say just what I think, Lizzie. You can't frighten me. The
fact is, you are disgracing the family you have married into, and as
you are my niece--''
``I'm not disgracing anybody. You are disgracing everybody.''
``As you are my niece, I have undertaken to come to you and to tell
you that if you don't give 'em up within a week from this time, they'll
proceed against you for--stealing 'em!'' Lady Linlithgow, as she
uttered this terrible threat, bobbed her head at her niece in a manner
calculated to add very much to the force of her words. The words, and
tone, and gesture combined were, in truth, awful.
``I didn't steal them. My husband gave them to me with his own
hands.''
``You wouldn't answer Mr Camperdown's letters, you know. That alone
will condemn you. After that there isn't a word to be said about
it--not a word. Mr Camperdown is the family lawyer, and when he writes
to you letter after letter you take no more notice of him than
a--dog!'' The old woman was certainly very powerful. The way in which
she pronounced that last word did make Lady Eustace ashamed of herself.
``Why didn't you answer his letters, unless you knew you were in the
wrong? Of course you knew you were in the wrong.''
``No; I didn't. A woman isn't obliged to answer everything that is
written to her.''
``Very well! You just say that before the judge! for you'll have to
go before a judge. I tell you, Lizzie Greystock, or Eustace, or
whatever your name is, it's downright picking and stealing. I suppose
you want to sell them.''
``I won't stand this, Aunt Penelope!'' said Lizzie, rising from her
seat.
``You must stand it: and you'll have to stand worse than that. You
don't suppose Mr Camperdown got me to come here for nothing. If you
don't want to be made out to be a thief before all the world--''
``I won't stand it!'' shrieked Lizzie. ``You have no business to
come here and say such things to me. It's my house.''
``I shall say just what I please.''
``Miss Macnulty, come in.'' And Lizzie threw open the door, hardly
knowing how the very weak ally whom she now invoked could help her, but
driven by the stress of the combat to seek assistance somewhere. Miss
Macnulty, who was seated near the door, and who had necessarily heard
every word of the conversation, had no alternative but to appear. Of
all human beings Lady Linlithgow was to her the most terrible, and yet,
after a fashion, she loved the old woman. Miss Macnulty was humble,
cowardly, and subservient; but she was not a fool, and she understood
the difference between truth and falsehood. She had endured fearful
things from Lady Linlithgow; but she knew that there might be more of
sound protection in Lady Linlithgow's real wrath than in Lizzie's
pretended affection.
``So you are there, are you?'' said the countess.
``Yes--I am here, Lady Linlithgow.''
``Listening, I suppose. Well--so much the better. You know well
enough, and you can tell her. You ain't a fool, though I suppose you'll
be afraid to open your mouth.''
``Julia,'' said Lady Eustace, ``will you have the kindness to see
that my aunt is shown to her carriage. I cannot stand her violence, and
I will go upstairs.'' So saying she made her way very gracefully into
the back drawing-room, whence she could escape to her bed-room.
But her aunt fired a last shot at her. ``Unless you do as you're
bid, Lizzie, you'll find yourself in prison as sure as eggs!'' Then,
when her niece was beyond hearing, she turned to Miss Macnulty. ``I
suppose you've heard about these diamonds, Macnulty?''
``I know she's got them, Lady Linlithgow.''
``She has no more right to them than you have. I suppose you're
afraid to tell her so, lest she should turn you out--but it's well she
should know it. I've done my duty. Never mind about the servant. I'll
find my way out of the house.'' Neverthless the bell was rung, and the
countess was shown to her carriage with proper consideration.
The two ladies went to the opera, and it was not till after their
return, and just as they were going to bed, that anything further was
said about either the necklace or the visit. Miss Macnulty would not
begin the subject, and Lizzie purposely postponed it. But not for a
moment had it been off Lady Eustace's mind. She did not care much for
music, though she professed to do so--and thought that she did. But on
this night, had she at other times been a slave to St Cecilia, she
would have been free from that thraldom. The old woman's threats had
gone into her very heart's blood. Theft, and prison, and juries, and
judges had been thrown at her head so violently that she was almost
stunned. Could it really be the case that they would prosecute her for
stealing? She was Lady Eustace, and who but Lady Eustace should have
these diamonds or be allowed to wear them? Nobody could say that Sir
Florian had not given them to her. It could not, surely, be brought
against her as an actual crime that she had not answered Mr
Camperdown's letters? And yet she was not sure. Her ideas about law and
judicial proceedings were very vague. Of what was wrong and what was
right she had a distinct notion. She knew well enough that she was
endeavouring to steal the Eustace diamonds; but she did not in the
least know what power there might be in the law to prevent, or to
punish her for the intended theft. She knew well that the thing was not
really her own; but there were, as she thought, so many points in her
favour, that she felt it to be a cruelty that anyone should grudge her
the plunder. Was not she the only Lady Eustace living? As to these
threats from Mr Camperdown and Lady Linlithgow, she felt certain they
would be used against her whether they were true or false. She would
break her heart should she abandon her prey and afterwards find that Mr
Camperdown would have been wholly powerless against her had she held on
to it. But then who would tell her the truth? She was sharp enough to
understand, or at any rate suspicious enough to believe, that Mr Mopus
would be actuated by no other desire in the matter than that of running
up a bill against her. ``My dear,'' she said to Miss Macnulty, as they
went upstairs after the opera, ``come into my room a moment. You heard
all that my aunt said?''
``I could not help hearing. You told me to stay there, and the door
was ajar.''
``I wanted you to hear. Of course what she said was the greatest
nonsense in the world.''
``I don't know.''
``When she talked about my being taken to prison for not answering
a lawyer's letter, that must be nonsense?''
``I suppose that was.''
``And then she is such a ferocious old termagant--such an old
vulturess. Now isn't she a ferocious old termagant?'' Lizzie paused for
an answer, desirous that her companion should join her in her enmity
against her aunt, but Miss Macnulty was unwilling to say anything
against one who had been her protectress, and might, perhaps, be her
protectress again. ``You don't mean to say you don't hate her?'' said
Lizzie. ``If you didn't hate her after all she has done to you, I
should despise you. Don't you hate her?''
``I think she's a very upsetting old woman,'' said Miss Macnulty.
``Oh, you poor creature! Is that all you dare to say about her?''
``I'm obliged to be a poor creature,'' said Miss Macnulty, with a
red spot on each of her cheeks.
Lady Eustace understood this, and relented. ``But you needn't be
afraid'', she said, ``to tell me what you think.''
``About the diamonds, you mean?''
``Yes; about the diamonds.''
``You have enough without them. I'd give 'em up for peace and
quiet.'' That was Miss Macnulty's advice.
``No--I haven't enough--or nearly enough. I've had to buy ever so
many things since my husband died. They've done all they could to be
hard to me. They made me pay for the very furniture at Portray.'' This
wasn't true; but it was true that Lizzie had endeavoured to palm off on
the Eustace estate bills for new things which she had ordered for her
own country house. ``I haven't near enough. I am in debt already.
People talked as though I were the richest woman in the world; but when
it comes to be spent, I ain't rich. Why should I give them up if
they're my own?''
``Not if they're your own.''
``If I give you a present and then die, people can't come and take
it away afterwards because I didn't put it into my will. There'd be no
making presents like that at all.'' This Lizzie said with an evident
conviction in the strength of her argument.
``But this necklace is so very valuable.''
``That can't make a difference. If a thing is a man's own he can
give it away--not a house, or a farm, or a wood, or anything like that;
but a thing that he can carry about with him--of course he can give it
away.''
``But perhaps Sir Florian didn't mean to give it for always,''
suggested Miss Macnulty.
``But perhaps he did. He told me that they were mine, and I shall
keep them. So that's the end of it. You can go to bed now.'' And Miss
Macnulty went to bed.
Lizzie, as she sat thinking of it, owned to herself that no help
was to be expected in that quarter. She was not angry with Miss
Macnulty, who was, almost of necessity, a poor creature. But she was
convinced more strongly than ever that some friend was necessary to her
who should not be a poor creature. Lord Fawn, though a peer, was a poor
creature. Frank Greystock she believed to be as strong as a house.
Lucy Morris had been told by Lady Fawn that--in point of fact that,
being a governess, she ought to give over falling in love with Frank
Greystock, and she had not liked it. Lady Fawn no doubt had used words
less abrupt--had probably used but few words, and had expressed her
meaning chiefly by little winks, and shakings of her head, and small
gestures of her hands, and had ended by a kiss--in all of which she had
intended to mingle mercy with justice, and had, in truth, been full of
love. Nevertheless, Lucy had not liked it. No girl likes to be warned
against falling in love, whether the warning be needed or not needed.
In this case Lucy knew very well that the caution was too late. It
might be all very well for Lady Fawn to decide that her governess
should not receive visits from a lover in her house--and then the
governess might decide whether, in those circumstances, she would
remain or go away; but Lady Fawn could have no right to tell her
governess not to be in love. All this Lucy said to herself over and
over again, and yet she knew that Lady Fawn had treated her well. The
old woman had kissed her, and purred over her, and praised her, and had
really loved her. As a matter of course, Lucy was not entitled to have
a lover. Lucy knew that well enough. As she walked alone among the
shrubs she made arguments in defence of Lady Fawn as against herself.
And yet at every other minute she would blaze up into a grand wrath,
and picture to herself a scene in which she would tell Lady Fawn boldly
that as her lover had been banished from Fawn Court, she, Lucy, would
remain there no longer. There were but two objections to this course.
The first was that Frank Greystock was not her lover; and the second,
that on leaving Fawn Court she would not know whither to betake
herself. It was understood by everybody that she was never to leave
Fawn Court till an unexceptionable home should be found for her, either
with the Hittaways or elsewhere. Lady Fawn would no more allow her to
go away, depending for her future on the mere chance of some
promiscuous engagement, than she would have turned one of her own
daughters out of the house in the same forlorn condition. Lady Fawn was
a tower of strength to Lucy. But then a tower of strength may at any
moment become a dungeon.
Frank Greystock was not her lover. Ah--there was the worst of it
all! She had given her heart and had got nothing in return. She conned
it all over in her own mind, striving to ascertain whether there was
any real cause for shame to her in her own conduct. Had she been
unmaidenly? Had she been too forward with her heart? Had it been
extracted from her, as women's hearts are extracted, by efforts on the
man's part; or had she simply chucked it away from her to the first
comer? Then she remembered certain scenes at the deanery, words that
had been spoken, looks that had been turned upon her, a pressure of the
hand late at night, a little whisper, a ribbon that had been begged, a
flower that had been given--and once, once--then there came a burning
blush upon her cheek that there should have been so much, and yet so
little that was of avail. She had no right to say to anyone that the
man was her lover. She had no right to assure herself that he was her
lover. But she knew that some wrong was done her in that he was not her
lover.
Of the importance of her own self as a living thing with a heart to
suffer and a soul to endure, she thought enough. She believed in
herself, thinking of herself, that should it ever be her lot to be a
man's wife, she would be to him a true, loving friend and companion,
living in his joys, and fighting, if it were necessary, down to the
stumps of her nails in his interests. But of what she had to give over
and above her heart and intellect she never thought at all. Of personal
beauty she had very little appreciation even in others. The form and
face of Lady Eustace, which indeed were very lovely, were distasteful
to her; whereas she delighted to look upon the broad, plain, colourless
countenance of Lydia Fawn, who was endeared to her by frank good humour
and an unselfish disposition. In regard to men she had never asked
herself the question whether this man was handsome or that man ugly. Of
Frank Greystock she knew that his face was full of quick intellect; and
of Lord Fawn she knew that he bore no outward index of mind. One man
she not only loved, but could not help loving; the other man, as
regarded that sort of sympathy which marriage should recognise, must
always have been worlds asunder from her. She knew that men demand that
women shall possess beauty, and she certainly had never thought of
herself as beautiful; but it did not occur to her that on that account
she was doomed to fail. She was too strong-hearted for any such fear.
She did not think much of these things, but felt herself to be so far
endowed as to be fit to be the wife of such a man as Frank Greystock.
She was a proud, stout, self-confident, but still modest, little woman,
too fond of truth to tell lies of herself even to herself. She was
possessed of a great power of sympathy, genial, very social, greatly
given to the mirth of conversation--though in talking she would listen
much and say but little. She was keenly alive to humour, and had at her
command a great fund of laughter, which would illumine her whole face
without producing a sound from her mouth. She knew herself to be too
good to be a governess for life--and yet how could it be otherwise with
her?
Lady Linlithgow's visit to her niece had been made on a Thursday,
and on that same evening Frank Greystock had asked his question in the
House of Commons--or rather had made his speech about the Sawab of
Mygawb. We all know the meaning of such speeches. Had not Frank
belonged to the party that was out, and had not the resistance to the
Sawab's claim come from the party that was in, Frank would not probably
have cared much about the prince. We may be sure that he would not have
troubled himself to read a line of that very dull and long pamphlet of
which he had to make himself master before he could venture to stir in
the matter, had not the road of Opposition been open to him in that
direction. But what exertion will not a politician make with the view
of getting the point of his lance within the joints of his enemies'
harness? Frank made his speech, and made it very well. It was just the
case for a lawyer, admitting that kind of advocacy which it is a
lawyer's business to practise. The Indian minister of the day, Lord
Fawn's chief, had determined, after much anxious consideration, that it
was his duty to resist the claim; and then, for resisting it he was
attacked. Had he yielded to the claim, the attack would have been as
venomous, and very probably would have come from the same quarter. No
blame by such an assertion is cast upon the young Conservative aspirant
for party honours. It is thus the war is waged. Frank Greystock took up
the Sawab's case, and would have drawn mingled tears and indignation
from his hearers, had not his hearers all known the conditions of the
contest. On neither side did the hearers care much for the Sawab's
claims, but they felt that Greystock was making good his own claims to
some future reward from his party. He was very hard upon the
minister--and he was hard also upon Lord Fawn, stating that the cruelty
of Government ascendancy had never been put forward as a doctrine in
plainer terms than those which had been used in ``another place'' in
reference to the wrongs of this poor ill-used native chieftain. This
was very grievous to Lord Fawn, who had personally desired to favour
the ill-used chieftain--and harder again because he and Greystock were
intimate with each other. He felt the thing keenly, and was full of his
grievance when, in accordance with his custom, he came down to Fawn
Court on the Saturday evening.
The Fawn family, which consisted entirely of women, dined early. On
Saturdays, when his lordship would come down, a dinner was prepared for
him alone. On Sundays they all dined together at three o'clock. On
Sunday evening Lord Fawn would return to town to prepare himself for
his Monday's work. Perhaps, also, he disliked the sermon which Lady
Fawn always read to the assembled household at nine o'clock on Sunday
evening. On this Saturday he came out into the grounds after dinner,
where the oldest unmarried daughter, the present Miss Fawn, was walking
with Lucy Morris. It was almost a summer evening--so much so, that some
of the party had been sitting on the garden benches, and four of the
girls were still playing croquet on the lawn, though there was hardly
light enough to see the balls. Miss Fawn had already told Lucy that her
brother was very angry with Mr Greystock. Now, Lucy's sympathies were
all with Frank and the Sawab. She had endeavoured, indeed, and had
partially succeeded, in perverting the Under-Secretary. Nor did she now
intend to change her opinions, although all the Fawn girls, and Lady
Fawn, were against her. When a brother or a son is an Under-Secretary
of State, sisters and mothers will constantly be on the side of the
Government, so far as that Under-Secretary's office is concerned.
``Upon my word, Frederic,'' said Augusta Fawn, ``I do think Mr
Greystock was too bad.''
``There's nothing these fellows won't say or do,'' exclaimed Lord
Fawn. ``I can't understand it myself. When I've been in opposition, I
never did that kind of thing.''
``I wonder whether it was because he is angry with mamma,'' said
Miss Fawn. Everybody who knew the Fawns knew that Augusta Fawn was not
clever, and that she would occasionally say the very thing that ought
not to be said.
``Oh, dear no,'' said the Under-Secretary, who could not endure the
idea that the weak womankind of his family should have, in any way, an
influence on the august doings of Parliament.
``You know mamma did--''
``Nothing of that kind at all,'' said his lordship, putting down
his sister with great authority. ``Mr Greystock is simply not an honest
politician. That is about the whole of it. He chose to attack me
because there was an opportunity. There isn't a man in either House who
cares for such things, personally, less than I do;''--had his lordship
said ``more than he did'' he might, perhaps, have been correct--``but I
can't bear the feeling. The fact is, a lawyer never understands what is
and what is not fair fighting.''
Lucy felt her face tingling with heat, and was preparing to say a
word in defence of that special lawyer, when Lady Fawn's voice was
heard from the drawing room window. ``Come in, girls. It's nine
o'clock.'' In that house Lady Fawn reigned supreme, and no one ever
doubted, for a moment, as to obedience. The clicking of the balls
ceased, and those who were walking immediately turned their faces to
the drawing-room window. But Lord Fawn, who was not one of the girls,
took another turn by himself, thinking of the wrongs he had endured.
``Frederic is so angry about Mr Greystock,'' said Augusta, as soon
as they were seated.
``I do feel that it was provoking,'' said the second sister.
``And considering that Mr Greystock has so often been here, I don't
think it was kind,'' said the third.
Lydia did not speak, but could not refrain from glancing her eyes
at Lucy's face. ``I believe everything is considered fair in
Parliament,'' said Lady Fawn.
Then Lord Fawn, who had heard the last words, entered through the
window. ``I don't know about that, mother,'' said he. ``Gentlemanlike
conduct is the same everywhere. There are things that may be said and
there are things which may not. Mr Greystock has altogether gone beyond
the usual limits, and I shall take care that he knows my opinion.''
``You are not going to quarrel with the man?'' asked the mother.
``I am not going to fight him, if you mean that; but I shall let
him know that I think that he has transgressed.'' This his lordship
said with that haughty superiority which a man may generally display
with safety among the women of his own family.
Lucy had borne a great deal, knowing well that it was better that
she should bear such injury in silence--but there was a point beyond
which she could not endure it. It was intolerable to her that Mr
Greystock's character as a gentleman should be impugned before all the
ladies of the family, everyone of whom did, in fact, know her liking
for the man. And then it seemed to her that she could rush into the
battle, giving a side blow at his lordship on behalf of his absent
antagonist, but appearing to fight for the Sawab. There had been a time
when the poor Sawab was in favour at Fawn Court. ``I think Mr Greystock
was right to say all he could for the prince. If he took up the cause,
he was bound to make the best of it.'' She spoke with energy and with a
heightened colour; and Lady Fawn hearing her, shook her head at her.
``Did you read Mr Greystock's speech, Miss Morris?'' asked Lord
Fawn.
``Every word of it, in the ` Times.'''
``And you understood his allusion to what I had been called upon to
say in the House of Lords on behalf of the Government?''
``I suppose I did. It did not seem to be difficult to understand.''
``I do think Mr Greystock should have abstained from attacking
Frederic,'' said Augusta.
``It was not--not quite the thing that we are accustomed to,'' said
Lord Fawn.
``Of course I don't know about that,'' said Lucy. ``I think the
prince is being used very ill--that he is being deprived of his own
property--that he is kept out of his rights, just because he is weak,
and I am very glad that there is someone to speak up for him.''
``My dear Lucy,'' said Lady Fawn, ``if you discuss politics with
Lord Fawn, you'll get the worst of it.''
``I don't at all object to Miss Morris's views about the Sawab,''
said the Under-Secretary generously. ``There is a great deal to be said
on both sides. I know of old that Miss Morris is a great friend of the
Sawab.''
``You used to be his friend too,'' said Lucy.
``I felt for him--and do feel for him. All that is very well. I ask
no one to agree with me on the question itself. I only say that Mr
Greystock's mode of treating it was unbecoming.''
``I think it was the very best speech I ever read in my life,''
said Lucy, with headlong energy and heightened colour.
``Then, Miss Morris, you and I have very different opinions about
speeches,'' said Lord Fawn, with severity. ``You have, probably, never
read Burke's speeches.''
``And I don't want to read them,'' said Lucy.
``That is another question,'' said Lord Fawn; and his tone and
manner were very severe indeed.
``We are talking about speeches in Parliament,'' said Lucy. Poor
Lucy! She knew quite as well as did Lord Fawn that Burke had been a
House of Commons orator; but in her impatience, and from absence of the
habit of argument, she omitted to explain that she was talking about
the speeches of the day.
Lord Fawn held up his hands, and put his head a little on one side.
``My dear Lucy,'' said Lady Fawn, ``you are showing your ignorance.
Where do you suppose that Mr Burke's speeches were made?''
``Of course I know they were made in Parliament,'' said Lucy,
almost in tears.
``If Miss Morris means that Burke's greatest efforts were not made
in Parliament--that his speech to the electors of Bristol, for
instance, and his opening address on the trial of Warren Hastings,
were, upon the whole, superior to--''
``I didn't mean anything at all,'' said Lucy.
``Lord Fawn is trying to help you, my dear,'' said Lady Fawn.
``I don't want to be helped,'' said Lucy. ``I only mean that I
thought Mr Greystock's speech as good as it could possibly be. There
wasn't a word in it that didn't seem to me to be just what it ought to
be. I do think that they are ill-treating that poor Indian prince, and
I am very glad that somebody has had the courage to get up and say
so.''
No doubt it would have been better that Lucy should have held her
tongue. Had she simply been upholding against an opponent a political
speaker whose speech she had read with pleasure, she might have held
her own in the argument against the whole Fawn family. She was a
favourite with them all, and even the Under-Secretary would not have
been hard upon her. But there had been more than this for poor Lucy to
do. Her heart was so truly concerned in the matter, that she could not
refrain herself from resenting an attack on the man she loved. She had
allowed herself to be carried into superlatives, and had almost been
uncourteous to Lord Fawn. ``My dear,'' said Lady Fawn, ``we won't say
anything more upon the subject.'' Lord Fawn took up a book. Lady Fawn
busied herself in her knitting. Lydia assumed a look of unhappiness, as
though something very sad had occurred. Augusta addressed a question to
her brother in a tone which plainly indicated a feeling on her part
that her brother had been ill-used and was entitled to special
consideration. Lucy sat silent and still, and then left the room with a
hurried step. Lydia at once rose to follow her, but was stopped by her
mother. ``You had better leave her alone just at present, my dear,''
said Lady Fawn.
``I did not know that Miss Morris was so particularly interested in
Mr Greystock,'' said Lord Fawn.
``She has known him since she was a child,'' said his mother.
About an hour afterwards Lady Fawn went upstairs and found Lucy
sitting all alone in the still so-called schoolroom. She had no candle,
and had made no pretence to do anything since she had left the room
downstairs. In the interval family prayers had been read, and Lucy's
absence was unusual and contrary to rule. ``Lucy, my dear, why are you
sitting here?'' said Lady Fawn.
``Because I am unhappy.''
``What makes you unhappy, Lucy?''
``I don't know. I would rather you didn't ask me. I suppose I
behaved badly downstairs.''
``My son would forgive you in a moment if you asked him.''
``No--certainly not. I can beg your pardon, Lady Fawn, but not his.
Of course I had no right to talk about speeches, and politics, and this
prince in your drawing-room.''
``Lucy, you astonish me.''
``But it is so. Dear Lady Fawn, don't look like that. I know how
good you are to me. I know you let me do things which other governesses
mayn't do--and say things; but still I am a governess, and I know I
misbehaved--to you.'' Then Lucy burst into tears.
Lady Fawn, in whose bosom there was no stony corner or morsel of
hard iron, was softened at once. ``My dear, you are more like another
daughter to me than anything else.''
``Dear Lady Fawn!''
``But it makes me unhappy when I see your mind engaged about Mr
Greystock. There is the truth, Lucy. You should not think of Mr
Greystock. Mr Greystock is a man who has his way to make in the world,
and could not marry you, even if, under other circumstances, he would
wish to do so. You know how frank I am with you, giving you credit for
honest, sound good sense. To me and to my girls, who know you as a
lady, you are as dear a friend as though you were--were anything you
may please to think. Lucy Morris is to us our own dear, dear little
friend Lucy. But Mr Greystock, who is a Member of Parliament, could not
marry a governess.''
``But I love him so dearly,'' said Lucy, getting up from her chair,
``that his slightest word is to me more than all the words of all the
world beside! It is no use, Lady Fawn. I do love him, and I don't mean
to try to give it up!'' Lady Fawn stood silent for a moment, and then
suggested that it would be better for them both to go to bed. During
that minute she had been unable to decide what she had better say or do
in the present emergency.
The reader will perhaps remember that when Lizzie Eustace was told
that her aunt was downstairs Frank Greystock was with her, and that he
promised to return on the following day to hear the result of the
interview. Had Lady Linlithgow not come at that very moment Frank would
probably have asked his rich cousin to be his wife. She had told him
that she was solitary and unhappy; and after that what else could he
have done but ask her to be his wife? The old countess, however,
arrived, and interrupted him. He went away abruptly, promising to come
on the morrow--but on the morrow he never came. It was a Friday, and
Lizzie remained at home for him the whole morning. When four o'clock
was passed she know that he would be at the House. But still she did
not stir. And she contrived that Miss Macnulty should be absent the
entire day. Miss Macnulty was even made to go to the play by herself in
the evening. But her absence was of no service. Frank Greystock came
not; and at eleven at night Lizzie swore to herself that should he ever
come again, he should come in vain. Nevertheless, through the whole of
Saturday she expected him with more or less of confidence, and on the
Sunday morning she was still well-inclined towards him. It might be
that he would come on that day. She could understand that a man with
his hands so full of business, as were those of her cousin Frank,
should find himself unable to keep an appointment. Nor would there be
fair ground for permanent anger with such a one, even should he forget
an appointment. But surely he would come on the Sunday! She had been
quite sure that the offer was about to be made when that odious old
harridan had come in and disturbed everything. Indeed, the offer had
been all but made. She had felt the flutter, had asked herself the
important question--and had answered it. She had told herself that the
thing would do. Frank was not the exact hero that her fancy had
painted--but he was sufficiently heroic. Everybody said that he would
work his way up to the top of the tree, and become a rich man. At any
rate she had resolved--and then Lady Linlithgow had come in! Surely he
would come on the Sunday.
He did not come on the Sunday, but Lord Fawn did come. Immediately
after morning church Lord Fawn declared his intention of returning at
once from Fawn Court to town. He was very silent at breakfast, and his
sisters surmised that he was still angry with poor Lucy. Lucy, too, was
unlike herself--was silent, sad, and oppressed. Lady Fawn was serious,
and almost solemn--so that there was little even of holy mirth at Fawn
Court on that Sunday morning. The whole family, however, went to
church, and immediately on their return Lord Fawn expressed his
intention of returning to town. All the sisters felt that an injury had
been done to them by Lucy. It was only on Sundays that their
dinner-table was graced by the male member of the family, and now he
was driven away. ``I am sorry that you are going to desert us,
Frederic,'' said Lady Fawn. Lord Fawn muttered something as to absolute
necessity, and went. The afternoon was very dreary at Fawn Court.
Nothing was said on the subject; but there was still the feeling that
Lucy had offended. At four o'clock on that Sunday afternoon Lord Fawn
was closeted with Lady Eustace.
The ``closeting'' consisted simply in the fact that Miss Macnulty
was not present. Lizzie fully appreciated the pleasure, and utility,
and general convenience of having a companion, but she had no scruple
whatever in obtaining absolute freedom for herself when she desired it.
``My dear,'' she would say, ``the best friends in the world shouldn't
always be together; should they? Wouldn't you like to go to the
Horticultural?'' Then Miss Macnulty would go to the Horticultural--or
else up into her own bed-room. When Lizzie was beginning to wax
wrathful again because Frank Greystock did not come Lord Fawn made his
appearance. ``How kind this is,'' said Lizzie. ``I thought you were
always at Richmond on Sundays.''
``I have just come up from my mother's,'' said Lord Fawn, twiddling
his hat. Then Lizzie, with a pretty eagerness, asked after Lady Fawn
and the girls, and her dear little friend Lucy Morris. Lizzie could be
very prettily eager when she pleased. She leaned forward her face as
she asked her questions, and threw back her loose lustrous lock of
hair, with her long lithe fingers covered with diamonds--the diamonds,
these, which Sir Florian had really given her, or which she had
procured from Mr Benjamin in the clever manner described in the opening
chapter. ``They are all quite well, thank you,'' said Lord Fawn. ``I
believe Miss Morris is quite well, though she was a little out of sorts
last night.''
``She is not ill, I hope,'' said Lizzie, bringing the lustrous lock
forward again.
``In her temper, I mean,'' said Lord Fawn.
``Indeed! I hope Miss Lucy is not forgetting herself. That would be
very sad, after the great kindness she has received.'' Lord Fawn said
that it would be very sad, and then put his hat down upon the floor. It
came upon Lizzie at that moment, as by a flash of lightning--by an
electric message delivered to her intellect by that movement of the
hat--that she might be sure of Lord Fawn if she chose to take him. On
Friday she might have been sure of Frank--only that Lady Linlithgow
came in the way. But now she did not feel at all sure of Frank. Lord
Fawn was at any rate a peer. She had heard that he was a poor peer--but
a peer, she thought, can't be altogether poor. And though he was a
stupid owl--she did not hesitate to acknowledge to herself that he was
as stupid as an owl--he had a position. He was one of the Government,
and his wife would, no doubt, be able to go anywhere. It was becoming
essential to her that she should marry. Even though her husband should
give up the diamonds, she would not in such case incur the disgrace of
surrendering them herself. She would have kept them till she had ceased
to be a Eustace. Frank had certainly meant it on that Thursday
afternoon--but surely he would have been in Mount Street before this if
he had not changed his mind. We all know that a bird in the hand is
worth two in the bush. ``I have been at Fawn Court once or twice,''
said Lizzie, with her sweetest grace, ``and I always think it a model
of real family happiness.''
``I hope you may be there very often,'' said Lord Fawn.
``Ah, I have no right to intrude myself often on your mother, Lord
Fawn.''
There could hardly be a better opening than this for him had he
chosen to accept it. But it was not thus that he had arranged it--for
he had made his arrangements. ``There would be no feeling of that kind,
I am sure,'' he said. And then he was silent. How was he to deploy
himself on the ground before him so as to make the strategy which he
had prepared answer the occasion of the day? ``Lady Eustace,'' he said,
``I don't know what your views of life may be.''
``I have a child, you know, to bring up.''
``Ah, yes--that gives a great interest, of course.''
``He will inherit a very large fortune, Lord Fawn--too large, I
fear, to be of service to a youth of one-and-twenty; and I must
endeavour to fit him for the possession of it. That is--and always must
be the chief object of my existence.'' Then she felt that she had said
too much. He was just the man who would be fool enough to believe her.
``Not but what it is hard to do it. A mother can of course devote
herself to her child--but when a portion of the devotion must be given
to the preservation of material interests there is less of tenderness
in it. Don't you think so?''
``No doubt,'' said Lord Fawn--``no doubt.'' But he had not followed
her, and was still thinking of his own strategy. ``It's a comfort, of
course, to know that one's child is provided for.''
``Oh, yes--but they tell me the poor little dear will have forty
thousand a year when he's of age; and when I look at him in his little
bed, and press him in my arms, and think of all that money, I almost
wish that his father had been a poor plain gentleman.'' Then the
handkerchief was put to her eyes, and Lord Fawn had a moment in which
to collect himself.
``Ah!--I myself am a poor man--for my rank I mean.''
``A man with your position, Lord Fawn, and your talents and genius
for business, can never be poor.''
``My father's property was all Irish, you know.''
``Was it indeed?''
``And he was an Irish peer, till Lord Melbourne gave him an English
peerage.''
``An Irish peer, was he?'' Lizzie understood nothing of this, but
presumed that an Irish peer was a peer who had not sufficient money to
live upon. Lord Fawn, however, was endeavouring to describe his own
history in as few words as possible.
``He was then made Lord Fawn of Richmond, in the peerage of the
United Kingdom. Fawn Court, you know, belonged to my mother's father
before my mother's marriage. The property in Ireland is still mine, but
there's no place on it.''
``Indeed!''
``There was a house, but my father allowed it to tumble down. It's
in Tipperary--not at all a desirable country to live in.''
``Oh, dear, no! Don't they murder the people?''
``It's about five thousand a year, and out of that my mother has
half for her life.''
``What an excellent family arrangement,'' said Lizzie. There was so
long a pause made between each statement that she was forced to make
some reply.
``You see, for a peer, the fortune is very small indeed.''
``But then you have a salary--don't you?''
``At present I have--but no one can tell how long that may last.''
``I'm sure it's for everybody's good that it should go on for ever
so many years,'' said Lizzie.
``Thank you,'' said Lord Fawn. ``I'm afraid, however, there are a
great many people who don't think so. Your cousin Greystock would do
anything on earth to turn us out.''
``Luckily, my cousin Frank has not much power,'' said Lizzie. And
in saying it she threw into her tone, and into her countenance, a
certain amount of contempt for Frank as a man and as a politician,
which was pleasant to Lord Fawn.
``Now,'' said he, ``I have told you everything about myself which I
was bound, as a man of honour, to tell before--I--I--I--. In short you
know what I mean.''
``Oh, Lord Fawn!''
``I have told you everything. I owe no money, but I could not
afford to marry a wife without an income. I admire you more than any
woman I ever saw. I love you with all my heart.'' He was now standing
upright before her, with the fingers of his right hand touching his
left breast, and there was something almost of dignity in his gesture
and demeanour. ``It may be that you are determined never to marry
again. I can only say that if you will trust yourself to me--yourself
and your child--I will do my duty truly by you both, and will make your
happiness the chief object of my existence.'' When she had listened to
him thus far, of course she must accept him; but he was by no means
aware of that. She sat silent, with her hands folded on her breast,
looking down upon the ground; but he did not as yet attempt to seat
himself by her. ``Lady Eustace,'' he continued, ``may I venture to
entertain a hope?''
``May I not have an hour to think of it?'' said Lizzie, just
venturing to turn a glance of her eye upon his face.
``Oh, certainly. I will call again whenever you may bid me.''
Now she was silent for two or three minutes, during which he still
stood over her. But he had dropped his hand from his breast, and had
stooped, and picked up his hat ready for his departure. Was he to come
again on Monday, or Tuesday, or Wednesday? Let her tell him that and he
would go. He doubtless reflected that Wednesday would suit him best,
because there would be no House. But Lizzie was too magnanimous for
this. ``Lord Fawn,'' she said, rising, ``you have paid me the greatest
compliment that a man can pay a woman. Coming from you it is doubly
precious; first, because of your character; and secondly--''
``Why secondly?''
``Secondly, because I can love you.'' This was said in her lowest
whisper, and then she moved towards him gently, and almost laid her
head upon his breast. Of course he put his arm round her waist--but it
was first necessary that he should once more disembarrass himself of
his hat--and then her head was upon his breast. ``Dearest Lizzie!'' he
said.
``Dearest Frederic!'' she murmured.
``I shall write to my mother tonight,'' he said.
``Do, do--dear Frederic.''
``And she will come to you at once, I am sure.''
``I will receive her and love her as a mother,'' said Lizzie, with
all her energy. Then he kissed her again--her forehead and her
lips--and took his leave, promising to be with her at any rate on
Wednesday.
``Lady Fawn!'' she said to herself. The name did not sound so well
as that of Lady Eustace. But it is much to be a wife; and more to be a
peeress.
In the way of duty Lord Fawn was a Hercules--not, indeed,
``climbing trees in the Hesperides,'' but achieving enterprises which,
to other men, if not impossible, would have been so unpalatable as to
have been put aside as impracticable. On the Monday morning, after he
was accepted by Lady Eustace, he was with his mother at Fawn Court
before he went down to the India Office.
He had at least been very honest in the description he had given of
his own circumstances to the lady whom he intended to marry. He had
told her the exact truth; and though she, with all her cleverness, had
not been able to realise the facts when related to her so suddenly,
still enough had been said to make it quite clear that, when details of
business should hereafter be discussed in a less hurried manner, he
would be able to say that he had explained all his circumstances before
he had made his offer. And he had been careful, too, as to her affairs.
He had ascertained that her late husband had certainly settled upon her
for life an estate worth four thousand a year. He knew, also, that
eight thousand pounds had been left her, but of that he took no
account. It might be probable that she had spent it. If any of it were
left, it would be a godsend. Lord Fawn thought a great deal about
money. Being a poor man, filling a place fit only for rich men, he had
been driven to think of money, and had become self-denying and
parsimonious--perhaps we may say hungry and close-fisted. Such a
condition of character is the natural consequence of such a position.
There is, probably, no man who becomes naturally so hard in regard to
money as he who is bound to live among rich men, who is not rich
himself, and who is yet honest. The weight of the work of life in these
circumstances is so crushing, requires such continued thought, and
makes itself so continually felt, that the mind of the sufferer is
never free from the contamination of sixpences. Of such a one it is not
fair to judge as of other men with similar incomes. Lord Fawn had
declared to his future bride that he had half five thousand a year to
spend--or the half, rather, of such actual income as might be got in
from an estate presumed to give five thousand a year--and it may be
said that an unmarried gentleman ought not to be poor with such an
income. But Lord Fawn unfortunately was a lord, unfortunately was a
landlord, unfortunately was an Irish landlord. Let him be as careful as
he might with his sixpences, his pounds would fly from him, or, as
might perhaps be better said, could not be made to fly to him. He was
very careful with his sixpences, and was always thinking, not exactly
how he might make two ends meet, but how to reconcile the strictest
personal economy with the proper bearing of an English nobleman.
Such a man almost naturally looks to marriage as an assistance in
the dreary fight. It soon becomes clear to him that he cannot marry
without money, and he learns to think that heiresses have been invented
exactly to suit his case. He is conscious of having been subjected to
hardship by Fortune, and regards female wealth as his legitimate mode
of escape from it. He has got himself, his position, and, perhaps, his
title to dispose of, and they are surely worth so much per annum. As
for giving anything away, that is out of the question. He has not been
so placed as to be able to give. But, being an honest man, he will, if
possible, make a fair bargain. Lord Fawn was certainly an honest man,
and he had been endeavouring for the last six or seven years to make a
fair bargain. But then it is so hard to decide what is fair. Who is to
tell a Lord Fawn how much per annum he ought to regard himself as
worth? He had, on one or two occasions, asked a high price, but no
previous bargain had been made. No doubt he had come down a little in
his demand in suggesting a matrimonial arrangement to a widow with a
child, and with only four thousand a year. Whether or no that income
was hers in perpetuity, or only for life, he had not positively known
when he made his offer. The will made by Sir Florian Eustace did not
refer to the property at all. In the natural course of things, the
widow would only have a life-interest in the income. Why should Sir
Florian make away, in perpetuity, with his family property?
Nevertheless, there had been a rumour abroad that Sir Florian had been
very generous; that the Scotch estate was to go to a second son in the
event of there being a second son--but that otherwise it was to be at
the widow's own disposal. No doubt, had Lord Fawn been persistent, he
might have found out the exact truth. He had however, calculated that
he could afford to accept even the life-income. If more should come of
it, so much the better for him. He might, at any rate, so arrange the
family matters, that his heir, should he have one, should not at his
death be called upon to pay something more than half the proceeds of
the family property to his mother--as was now done by himself.
Lord Fawn breakfasted at Fawn Court on the Monday, and his mother
sat at the table with him, pouring out his tea. ``Oh, Frederic,'' she
said, ``it is so important!''
``Just so--very important indeed. I should like you to call and see
her either today or tomorrow.''
``That's of course.''
``And you had better get her down here.''
``I don't know that she'll come. Ought I to ask the little boy?''
``Certainly,'' said Lord Fawn, as he put a spoonful of egg into his
mouth; ``certainly.''
``And Miss Macnulty?''
``No; I don't see that at all. I'm not going to marry Miss
Macnulty. The child, of course, must be one of us.''
``And what is the income, Frederic?''
``Four thousand a year. Something more, nominally, but four
thousand to spend.''
``You are sure about that?''
``Quite sure.''
``And for ever?''
``I believe so. Of that I am not sure.''
``It makes a great difference, Frederic.''
``A very great difference indeed. I think it is her own. But, at
any rate, she is much younger than I am, and there need be no
settlement out of my property. That is the great thing. Don't you think
she's--nice?''
``She is very lovely.''
``And clever?''
``Certainly very clever. I hope she is not self-willed, Frederic.''
``If she is, we must try and balance it,'' said Lord Fawn, with a
little smile. But, in truth, he had thought nothing about any such
quality as that to which his mother now referred. The lady had an
income. That was the first and most indispensable consideration. She
was fairly well-born, was a lady, and was beautiful. In doing Lord Fawn
justice, we must allow that, in all his attempted matrimonial
speculations, some amount of feminine loveliness had been combined with
feminine wealth. He had for two years been a suitor of Violet
Effingham, who was the acknowledged beauty of the day--of Violet
Effingham who, at the present time, was the wife of Lord Chiltern; and
he had offered himself thrice to Madame Max Goesler, who was reputed to
be as rich as she was beautiful. In either case, the fortune would have
been greater than that which he would now win, and the money would
certainly have been for ever. But in these attempts he had failed; and
Lord Fawn was not a man to think himself ill-used because he did not
get the first good thing for which he asked.
``I suppose I may tell the girls?'' said Lady Fawn.
``Yes--when I am gone. I must be off now, only I could not bear not
to come and see you.''
``It was so like you, Frederic.''
``And you'll go today?''
``Yes; if you wish it--certainly.''
``Go up in the carriage, you know, and take one of the girls with
you. I would not take more than one. Augusta will be the best. You'll
see Clara, I suppose.'' Clara was the married sister, Mrs Hittaway.
``If you wish it.''
``She had better call too--say on Thursday. It's quite as well that
it should be known. I sha'n't choose to have more delay than can be
avoided. Well--I believe that's all.''
``I hope she'll be a good wife to you, Frederic.''
``I don't see why she shouldn't. Goodbye, mother. Tell the girls I
will see them next Saturday.'' He didn't see why this woman he was
about to marry should not be a good wife to him! And yet he knew
nothing about her, and had not taken the slightest trouble to make
inquiry. That she was pretty he could see; that she was clever he could
understand; that she lived in Mount Street was a fact; her parentage
was known to him--that she was the undoubted mistress of a large income
was beyond dispute. But, for aught he knew, she might be afflicted by
every vice to which a woman can be subject. In truth, she was afflicted
by so many, that the addition of all the others could hardly have made
her worse than she was. She had never sacrificed her beauty to a
lover--she had never sacrificed anything to anybody--nor did she drink.
It would be difficult, perhaps, to say anything else in her favour; and
yet Lord Fawn was quite content to marry her, not having seen any
reason why she should not make a good wife! Nor had Sir Florian seen
any reason--but she had broken Sir Florian's heart.
When the girls heard the news, they were half frightened and half
delighted. Lady Fawn and her daughters lived very much out of the
world. They also were poor rich people--if such a term may be used--and
did not go much into society. There was a butler kept at Fawn Court,
and a boy in buttons, and two gardeners, and a man to look after the
cows, and a carriage and horses, and a fat coachman. There was a cook
and a scullery maid, and two lady's maids--who had to make the
dresses--and two housemaids and a dairymaid. There was a large old
brick house to be kept in order, and handsome grounds with old trees.
There was, as we know, a governess, and there were seven unmarried
daughters. With such encumbrances, and an income altogether not
exceeding three thousand pounds per annum, Lady Fawn could not be rich.
And yet who would say that an old lady and her daughters could be poor
with three thousand pounds a year to spend? It may be taken almost as a
rule by the unennobled ones of this country, that the sudden possession
of a title would at once raise the price of every article consumed
twenty per cent. Mutton that before cost ninepence would cost tenpence
a pound, and the mouths to be fed would demand more meat. The chest of
tea would run out quicker. The labourer's work, which for the farmer is
ten hours a day, for the squire nine, is for the peer only eight. Miss
Jones, when she becomes Lady de Jongh, does not pay less than
threepence apiece for each ``my lady'' with which her ear is tickled.
Even the baronet when he becomes a lord has to curtail his purchases,
because of increased price, unless he be very wide awake to the affairs
of the world. Old Lady Fawn, who would not on any account have owed a
shilling which she could not pay, and who, in the midst of her
economies, was not close-fisted, knew very well what she could do and
what she could not. The old family carriage and the two lady's maids
were there--as necessaries of life; but London society was not within
her reach. It was, therefore, the case that they had not heard very
much about Lizzie Eustace. But they had heard something. ``I hope she
won't be too fond of going out,'' said Amelia, the second girl.
``Or extravagant,'' said Georgina, the third.
``There was some story of her being terribly in debt when she
married Sir Florian Eustace,'' said Diana, the fourth.
``Frederic will be sure to see to that,'' said Augusta, the eldest.
``She is very beautiful,'' said Lydia, the fifth.
``And clever,'' said Cecilia, the sixth.
``Beauty and cleverness won't make a good wife,'' said Amelia, who
was the wise one of the family.
``Frederic will be sure to see that she doesn't go wrong,'' said
Augusta, who was not wise.
Then Lucy Morris entered the room with Nina, the cadette of the
family. ``Oh, Nina, what do you think?'' said Lydia.
``My dear!'' said Lady Fawn, putting up her hand and stopping
further indiscreet speech.
``Oh, mamma, what is it?'' asked the cadette.
``Surely Lucy may be told,'' said Lydia.
``Well, yes; Lucy may be told certainly. There can be no reason why
Lucy should not know all that concerns our family--and the more so as
she has been for many years intimate with the lady. My dear, my son is
going to be married to Lady Eustace.''
``Lord Fawn going to marry Lizzie!'' said Lucy Morris, in a tone
which certainly did not express unmingled satisfaction.
``Unless you forbid the banns,'' said Diana.
``Is there any reason why he should not?'' said Lady Fawn.
``Oh no--only it seems so odd. I didn't know that they knew each
other--not well, that is. And then--''
``Then what, my dear?''
``It seems odd--that's all. It's all very nice, I daresay, and I'm
sure I hope they will be happy.'' Lady Fawn, however, was displeased,
and did not speak to Lucy again before she started with Augusta on the
journey to London.
The carriage first stopped at the door of the married daughter in
Warwick Square. Now, Mrs Hittaway, whose husband was chairman of the
Board of Civil Appeals and who was very well known at all Boards and
among official men generally, heard much more about things that were
going on than did her mother. And, having been emancipated from
maternal control for the last ten or twelve years, she could express
herself before her mother with more confidence than would have become
the other girls. ``Mamma,'' she said, ``you don't mean it!''
``I do mean it, Clara. Why should I not mean it?''
``She is the greatest vixen in all London.''
``Oh, Clara!'' said Augusta.
``And such a liar,'' said Mrs Hittaway.
There came a look of pain across Lady Fawn's face, for Lady Fawn
believed in her eldest daughter. But yet she intended to fight her
ground on a matter so important to her as was this. ``There is no word
in the English language'', she said, ``which conveys to me so little of
defined meaning as that word vixen. If you can, tell me what you mean,
Clara.''
``Stop it, mamma.''
``But why should I stop it--even if I could?''
``You don't know her, mamma.''
``She has visited at Fawn Court, more than once. She is a friend of
Lucy's.''
``If she is a friend of Lucy Morris, mamma, Lucy Morris shall never
come here.''
``But what has she done? I have never heard that she has behaved
improperly. What does it all mean? She goes out everywhere. I don't
think she has had any lovers. Frederic would be the last man in the
world to throw himself away upon an ill-conditioned young woman.''
``Frederic can see just as far as some other men, and not a bit
farther. Of course she has an income--for her life.''
``I believe it is her own altogether, Clara.''
``She says so, I don't doubt. I believe she is the greatest liar
about London. You find out about her jewels before she married poor Sir
Florian, and how much he had to pay for her; or rather, I'll find out.
If you want to know, mamma, you just ask her own aunt, Lady
Linlithgow.''
``We all know, my dear, that Lady Linlithgow quarrelled with her.''
``It's my belief that she is over head and ears in debt again. But
I'll learn. And when I have found out, I shall not scruple to tell
Frederic. Orlando will find out all about it.'' Orlando was the
Christian name of Mrs Hittaway's husband. ``Mr Camperdown, I have no
doubt, knows all the ins and outs of her story. The long and the short
of it is this, mamma, that I've heard quite enough about Lady Eustace
to feel certain that Frederic would live to repent it.''
``But what can we do?'' said Lady Fawn.
``Break it off,'' said Mrs Hittaway.
Her daughter's violence of speech had a most depressing effect upon
poor Lady Fawn. As has been said, she did believe in Mrs Hittaway. She
knew that Mrs Hittaway was conversant with the things of the world, and
heard tidings daily which never found their way down to Fawn Court. And
yet her son went about quite as much as did her daughter. If Lady
Eustace was such a reprobate as was now represented, why had not Lord
Fawn heard the truth? And then she had already given in her own
adhesion, and had promised to call. ``Do you mean that you won't go to
her?'' said Lady Fawn.
``As Lady Eustace--certainly not. If Frederic does marry her, of
course I must know her. That's a different thing. One has to make the
best one can of a bad bargain. I don't doubt they'd be separated before
two years were over.''
``Oh, dear, how dreadful!'' exclaimed Augusta.
Lady Fawn, after much consideration, was of opinion that she must
carry out her intention of calling upon her son's intended bride in
spite of all the evil things that had been said. Lord Fawn had
undertaken to send a message to Mount Street, informing the lady of the
honour intended for her. And in truth Lady Fawn was somewhat curious
now to see the household of the woman, who might perhaps do her the
irreparable injury of ruining the happiness of her only son. Perhaps
she might learn something by looking at the woman in her own
drawing-room. At any rate she would go. But Mrs Hittaway's words had
the effect of inducing her to leave Augusta where she was. If there
were contamination, why should Augusta be contaminated? Poor Augusta!
She had looked forward to the delight of embracing her future
sister-in-law--and would not have enjoyed it the less, perhaps, because
she had been told that the lady was false, profligate, and a vixen. As,
however, her position was that of a girl, she was bound to be
obedient--though over thirty years old--and she obeyed.
Lizzie was of course at home, and Miss Macnulty was of course
visiting the Horticultural Gardens or otherwise engaged. On such an
occasion Lizzie would certainly be alone. She had taken great pains
with her dress, studying not so much her own appearance as the
character of her visitor. She was very anxious, at any rate for the
present, to win golden opinions from Lady Fawn. She was dressed richly,
but very simply. Everything about her room betokened wealth; but she
had put away the French novels, and had placed a Bible on a little
table, not quite hidden, behind her own seat. The long lustrous lock
was tucked up, but the diamonds were still upon her fingers. She fully
intended to make a conquest of her future mother-in-law and
sister-in-law--for the note which had come up to her from the India
Office had told her that Augusta would accompany Lady Fawn. ``Augusta
is my favourite sister,'' said the enamoured lover, ``and I hope that
you two will always be friends.'' Lizzie, when she had read this, had
declared to herself that of all the female oafs she had ever seen,
Augusta Fawn was the greatest oaf. When she found that Lady Fawn was
alone, she did not betray herself, or ask for the beloved friend of the
future. ``Dear, dear Lady Fawn!'' she said, throwing herself into the
arms and nestling herself against the bosom of the old lady, ``this
makes my happiness perfect.'' Then she retreated a little, still
holding the hand she had grasped between her own, and looking up into
the face of her future mother-in-law. ``When he asked me to be his
wife, the first thing I thought of was whether you would come to me at
once.'' Her voice as she thus spoke was perfect. Her manner was almost
perfect. Perhaps there was a little too much of gesture, too much
gliding motion, too violent an appeal with the eyes, too close a
pressure of the hand. No suspicion, however, of all this would have
touched Lady Fawn had she come to Mount Street without calling in
Warwick Square on the way. But those horrible words of her daughter
were ringing in her ears, and she did not know how to conduct herself.
``Of course I came as soon as he told me,'' she said.
``And you will be a mother to me?'' demanded Lizzie.
Poor Lady Fawn! There was enough of maternity about her to have
enabled her to undertake the duty for a dozen sons' wives--if the wives
were women with whom she could feel sympathy. And she could feel
sympathy very easily; and was a woman not at all prone to inquire too
curiously as to the merits of a son's wife. But what was she to do
after the caution she had received from Mrs Hittaway? How was she to
promise maternal tenderness to a vixen and a liar? By nature she was
not a deceitful woman. ``My dear,'' she said, ``I hope you will make
him a good wife.''
It was not very encouraging, but Lizzie made the best of it. It was
her desire to cheat Lady Fawn into a good opinion, and she was not
disappointed when no good opinion was expressed at once. It is seldom
that a bad person expects to be accounted good. It is the general
desire of such a one to conquer the existing evil impression; but it is
generally presumed that the evil impression is there. ``Oh, Lady
Fawn!'' she said, ``I will so strive to make him happy. What is it that
he likes? What would he wish me to do and to be? You know his noble
nature, and I must look to you for guidance.''
Lady Fawn was embarrassed. She had now seated herself on the sofa,
and Lizzie was close to her, almost enveloped within her mantle. ``My
dear,'' said Lady Fawn, ``if you will endeavour to do your duty by him,
I am sure he will do his by you.''
``I know it. I am sure of it. And I will; I will. You will let me
love you, and call you mother?'' A peculiar perfume came up from
Lizzie's hair which Lady Fawn did not like. Her own girls, perhaps,
were not given to the use of much perfumery. She shifted her seat a
little, and Lizzie was compelled to sit upright, and without support.
Hitherto Lady Fawn had said very little, and Lizzie's part was one
difficult to play. She had heard of that sermon read every Sunday
evening at Fawn Court, and she believed that Lady Fawn was peculiarly
religious. ``There,'' she said, stretching out her hand backwards and
clasping the book which lay upon the small table--``there; that shall
be my guide. That will teach me how to do my duty by my noble
husband.''
Lady Fawn in some surprise took the book from Lizzie's hand, and
found that it was the Bible. ``You certainly can't do better, my dear,
than read your Bible,'' said Lady Fawn--but there was more of censure
than of eulogy in the tone of her voice. She put the Bible down very
quietly, and asked Lady Eustace when it would suit her to come down to
Fawn Court. Lady Fawn had promised her son to give the invitation, and
could not now, she thought, avoid giving it.
``Oh, I should like it so much!'' said Lizzie. ``Whenever it will
suit you, I will be there at a minute's notice.'' It was then arranged
that she should be at Fawn Court on that day week, and stay for a
fortnight. ``Of all things that which I most desire now'', said Lizzie,
``is to know you and the dear girls--and to be loved by you all.''
Lady Eustace, as soon as she was alone in the room, stood in the
middle of it, scowling--for she could scowl. ``I'll not go near them,''
she said to herself--``nasty, stupid, dull, puritanical drones. If he
don't like it, he may lump it. After all it's no such great catch.''
Then she sat down to reflect whether it was or was not a catch. As soon
as ever Lord Fawn had left her after the engagement was made, she had
begun to tell herself that he was a poor creature, and that she had
done wrong. ``Only five thousand a year!'' she said to herself--for she
had not perfectly understood that little explanation which he had given
respecting his income. ``It's nothing for a lord.'' And now again she
murmured to herself, ``It's my money he's after. He'll find out that I
know how to keep what I've got in my own hands.'' Now that Lady Fawn
had been cold to her, she thought still less of the proposed marriage.
But there was this inducement for her to go on with it. If they, the
Fawn women, thought that they could break it off, she would let them
know that they had no such power.
``Well, mamma, you've seen her?'' said Mrs Hittaway.
``Yes, my dear; I've seen her. I had seen her two or three times
before, you know.''
``And you are still in love with her?''
``I never said that I was in love with her, Clara.''
``And what has been fixed?''
``She is to come down to Fawn Court next week, and stay a fortnight
with us. Then we shall find out what she is.''
``That will be best, mamma,'' said Augusta.
``Mind, mamma; you understand me. I shall tell Frederic plainly
just what I think. Of course he will be offended, and if the marriage
goes on, the offence will remain--till he finds out the truth.''
``I hope he'll find out no such truth,'' said Lady Fawn. She was,
however, quite unable to say a word in behalf of her future
daughter-in-law. She said nothing as to that little scene with the
Bible, but she never forgot it.
During the remainder of that Monday and all the Tuesday, Lizzie's
mind was, upon the whole, averse to matrimony. She had told Miss
Macnulty of her prospects, with some amount of exultation; and the poor
dependant, though she knew that she must be turned out into the street,
had congratulated her patroness. ``The Vulturess will take you in
again, when she knows you've nowhere else to go,'' Lizzie had
said--displaying, indeed, some accurate discernment of her aunt's
character. But after Lady Fawn's visit she spoke of the marriage in a
different tone. ``Of course, my dear, I shall have to look very close
after the settlement.''
``I suppose the lawyers will do that,'' said Miss Macnulty.
``Yes--lawyers! That's all very well. I know what lawyers are. I'm
not going to trust any lawyer to give away my property. Of course we
shall live at Portray, because his place is in Ireland--and nothing
shall take me to Ireland. I told him that from the very first. But I
don't mean to give up my own income. I don't suppose he'll venture to
suggest such a thing.'' And then again she grumbled. ``It's all very
well being in the Cabinet--!''
``Is Lord Fawn in the Cabinet?'' asked Miss Macnulty, who in such
matters was not altogether ignorant.
``Of course he is,'' said Lizzie, with an angry gesture. It may
seem unjust to accuse her of being stupidly unacquainted with
circumstances, and a liar at the same time; but she was both. She said
that Lord Fawn was in the Cabinet because she had heard someone speak
of him as not being a Cabinet Minister, and in so speaking appear to
slight his political position. Lizzie did not know how much her
companion knew, and Miss Macnulty did not comprehend the depth of the
ignorance of her patroness. Thus the lies which Lizzie told were
amazing to Miss Macnulty. To say that Lord Fawn was in the Cabinet,
when all the world knew that he was an Under-Secretary! What good could
a woman get from an assertion so plainly, so manifestly false? But
Lizzie knew nothing of Under-Secretaries. Lord Fawn was a lord, and
even Commoners were in the Cabinet. ``Of course he is,'' said Lizzie;
``but I sha'n't have my drawing-room made a Cabinet. They sha'n't come
here.'' And then again on the Tuesday evening she displayed her
independence. ``As for those women down at Richmond, I don't mean to be
overrun by them, I can tell you. I said I would go there, and of course
I shall keep my word.''
``I think you had better go,'' said Miss Macnulty.
``Of course, I shall go. I don't want anybody to tell me where I'm
to go, my dear, and where I'm not. But it'll be about the first and the
last visit. And as for bringing those dowdy girls out in London, it's
the last thing I shall think of doing. Indeed, I doubt whether they can
afford to dress themselves.'' As she went up to bed on the Tuesday
evening, Miss Macnulty doubted whether the match would go on. She never
believed her friend's statements; but if spoken words might be supposed
to mean anything, Lady Eustace's words on that Tuesday betokened a
strong dislike to everything appertaining to the Fawn family. She had
even ridiculed Lord Fawn himself, declaring that he understood nothing
about anything beyond his office.
And, in truth, Lizzie almost had made up her mind to break it off.
All that she would gain did not seem to weigh down with sufficient
preponderance all that she would lose. Such were her feelings on the
Tuesday night. But on the Wednesday morning she received a note which
threw her back violently upon the Fawn interest. The note was as
follows: ``Messrs Camperdown and Son present their compliments to Lady
Eustace. They have received instructions to proceed by law for the
recovery of the Eustace diamonds, now in Lady Eustace's hands, and will
feel obliged to Lady Eustace if she will communicate to them the name
and address of her attorney. 62, New Square, May 30, 186--.'' The
effect of this note was to drive Lizzie back upon the Fawn interest.
She was frightened about the diamonds, and was, nevertheless, almost
determined not to surrender them. At any rate, in such a strait she
would want assistance, either in keeping them or in giving them up. The
lawyer's letter afflicted her with a sense of weakness, and there was
strength in the Fawn connexion. As Lord Fawn was so poor, perhaps he
would adhere to the jewels. She knew that she could not fight Mr
Camperdown with no other assistance than what Messrs Mowbray and Mopus
might give her, and therefore her heart softened towards her betrothed.
``I suppose Frederic will be here today,'' she said to Miss Macnulty,
as they sat at breakfast together about noon. Miss Macnulty nodded.
``You can have a cab, you know, if you like to go anywhere.'' Miss
Macnulty said she thought she would go to the National Gallery. ``And
you can walk back, you know,'' said Lizzie. ``I can walk there and back
too,'' said Miss Macnulty--in regard to whom it may be said that the
last ounce would sometimes almost break the horse's back.
``Frederic'' came and was received very graciously. Lizzie had
placed Mr Camperdown's note on the little table behind her, beneath the
Bible, so that she might put her hand upon it at once, if she could
make an opportunity of showing it to her future husband. ``Frederic''
sat himself beside her, and the intercourse for awhile was such as
might be looked for between two lovers of whom one was a widow, and the
other an Under-Secretary of State from the India Office. They were
loving, but discreetly amatory, talking chiefly of things material,
each flattering the other, and each hinting now and again at certain
little circumstances of which a more accurate knowledge seemed to be
desirable. The one was conversant with things in general, but was slow;
the other was quick as a lizard in turning hither and thither, but knew
almost nothing. When she told Lord Fawn that the Ayrshire estate was
``her own, to do what she liked with'', she did not know that he would
certainly find out the truth from other sources before he married her.
Indeed, she was not quite sure herself whether the statement was true
or false, though she would not have made it so frequently had her idea
of the truth been a fixed idea. It had all been explained to her--but
there had been something about a second son, and there was no second
son. Perhaps she might have a second son yet--a future little Lord
Fawn, and he might inherit it. In regard to honesty, the man was
superior to the woman, because his purpose was declared, and he told no
lies--but the one was as mercenary as the other. It was not love that
had brought Lord Fawn to Mount Street.
``What is the name of your place in Ireland?'' she asked.
``There is no house, you know.''
``But there was one, Frederic?''
``The town-land where the house used to be, is called Killeagent.
The old demesne is called Killaud.''
``What pretty names! and--and--does it go a great many miles?''
Lord Fawn explained that it did run a good many miles up into the
mountains. ``How beautifully romantic!'' said Lizzie. ``But the people
live on the mountain and pay rent?''
Lord Fawn asked no such inept questions respecting the Ayrshire
property, but he did inquire who was Lizzie's solicitor. ``Of course
there will be things to be settled,'' he said, ``and my lawyer had
better see yours. Mr Camperdown is a--''
``Mr Camperdown!'' almost shrieked Lizzie. Lord Fawn then
explained, with some amazement, that Mr Camperdown was his lawyer. As
far as his belief went, there was not a more respectable gentleman in
the profession. Then he inquired whether Lizzie had any objection to Mr
Camperdown. ``Mr Camperdown was Sir Florian's lawyer,'' said Lizzie.
``That will make it all the easier, I should think,'' said Lord
Fawn.
``I don't know how that may be,'' said Lizzie, trying to bring her
mind to work upon the subject steadily. ``Mr Camperdown has been very
uncourteous to me--I must say that; and, as I think, unfair. He wishes
to rob me now of a thing that is quite my own.''
``What sort of a thing?'' asked Lord Fawn slowly.
``A very valuable thing. I'll tell you all about it, Frederic. Of
course I'll tell you everything now. I never could keep back anything
from one that I loved. It's not my nature. There; you might as well
read that note.'' Then she put her hand back and brought Mr
Camperdown's letter from under the Bible. Lord Fawn read it very
attentively, and as he read it there came upon him a great doubt. What
sort of woman was this to whom he had engaged himself because she was
possessed of an income? That Mr Camperdown should be in the wrong in
such a matter was an idea which never occurred to Lord Fawn. There is
no form of belief stronger than that which the ordinary English
gentleman has in the discretion and honesty of his own family lawyer.
What his lawyer tells him to do, he does. What his lawyer tells him to
sign, he signs. He buys and sells in obedience to the same direction,
and feels perfectly comfortable in the possession of a guide who is
responsible and all but divine. ``What diamonds are they?'' asked Lord
Fawn in a very low voice.
``They are my own--altogether my own. Sir Florian gave them to me.
When he put them into my hands, he said that they were to be my own for
ever and ever. `There,' said he--`those are yours to do what you choose
with them.' After that they oughtn't to ask me to give them back--ought
they? If you had been married before, and your wife has given you a
keepsake--to keep for ever and ever, would you give it up to a lawyer?
You would not like it--would you, Frederic?'' She had put her hand on
his, and was looking up into his face as she asked the question. Again,
perhaps, the acting was a little overdone; but there were the tears in
her eyes, and the tone of her voice was perfect.
``Mr Camperdown calls them Eustace diamonds--family diamonds,''
said Lord Fawn. ``What do they consist of? What are they worth?''
``I'll show them to you,'' said Lizzie, jumping up and hurrying out
of the room. Lord Fawn, when he was alone, rubbed his hands over his
eyes and thought about it all. It would be a very harsh measure, on the
part of the Eustace family and of Mr Camperdown, to demand from her the
surrender of any trinket which her late husband might have given her in
the manner she had described. But it was, to his thinking, most
improbable that the Eustace people or the lawyer should be harsh to a
widow bearing the Eustace name. The Eustaces were by disposition
lavish, and old Mr Camperdown was not one who would be strict in
claiming little things for rich clients. And yet here was his letter,
threatening the widow of the late baronet with legal proceedings for
the recovery of jewels which had been given by Sir Florian himself to
his wife as a keepsake! Perhaps Sir Florian had made some mistake, and
had caused to be set in a ring or brooch for his bride some jewel which
he had thought to be his own, but which had, in truth, been an
heirloom. If so, the jewel should, of course, be surrendered--or
replaced by one of equal value. He was making out some such solution,
when Lizzie returned with the morocco case in her hand. ``It was the
manner in which he gave it to me,'' said Lizzie, as she opened the
clasp, ``which makes its value to me.''
Lord Fawn knew nothing about jewels, but even he knew that if the
circle of stones which he saw, with a Maltese cross appended to it, was
constituted of real diamonds, the thing must be of great value. And it
occurred to him at once that such a necklace is not given by a husband
even to a bride in the manner described by Lizzie. A ring, or brooch,
or perhaps a bracelet, a lover or a loving lord may bring in his
pocket. But such an ornament as this on which Lord Fawn was now
looking, is given in another sort of way. He felt sure that it was so,
even though he was entirely ignorant of the value of the stones. ``Do
you know what it is worth?'' he asked.
Lizzie hesitated a moment, and then remembered that ``Frederic,''
in his present position in regard to herself, might be glad to assist
her in maintaining the possession of a substantial property, ``I think
they say its value is about--ten thousand pounds,'' she replied.
``Ten--thousand--pounds!'' Lord Fawn riveted his eyes upon them.
``That's what I am told--by a jeweller.''
``By what jeweller?''
``A man had to come and see them--about some repairs--or something
of that kind. Poor Sir Florian wished it. And he said so.''
``What was the man's name?''
``I forget his name,'' said Lizzie, who was not quite sure whether
her acquaintance with Mr Benjamin would be considered respectable.
``Ten thousand pounds! You don't keep them in the house--do you?''
``I have an iron case upstairs for them--ever so heavy.''
``And did Sir Florian give you the iron case?''
Lizzie hesitated for a moment. ``Yes,'' said she. ``That is--no.
But he ordered it to be made; and then it came--after he was--dead.''
``He knew their value, then?''
``Oh, dear, yes. Though he never named any sum. He told me,
however, that they were very--very valuable.''
Lord Fawn did not immediately recognise the falseness of every word
that the woman said to him, because he was slow and could not think and
hear at the same time. But he was at once involved in a painful maze of
doubt and almost of dismay. An action for the recovery of jewels
brought against the lady whom he was engaged to marry, on behalf of the
family of her late husband, would not suit him at all. To have his
hands quite clean, to be above all evil report, to be respectable, as
it were, all round, was Lord Fawn's special ambition. He was a poor
man, and a greedy man, but he would have abandoned his official salary
at a moment's notice, rather than there should have fallen on him a
breath of public opinion hinting that it ought to be abandoned. He was
especially timid, and lived in a perpetual fear lest the newspapers
should say something hard of him. In that matter of the Sawab he had
been very wretched, because Frank Greystock had accused him of being an
administrator of tyranny. He would have liked his wife to have ten
thousand pounds' worth of diamonds very well; but he would rather go
without a wife for ever--and without a wife's fortune--than marry a
woman subject to an action for claiming diamonds not her own. ``I
think,'' said he, at last, ``that if you were to put them into Mr
Camperdown's hands--''
``Into Mr Camperdown's hands!''
``And then let the matter be settled by arbitration--''
``Arbitration? That means going to law?''
``No, dearest--that means not going to law. The diamonds would lie
entrusted to Mr Camperdown. And then someone would be appointed to
decide whose property they were.''
``They're my property,'' said Lizzie.
``But he says they belong to the family.''
``He'll say anything,'' said Lizzie.
``My dearest girl, there can't be a more respectable man than Mr
Camperdown. You must do something of the kind, you know.''
``I sha'n't do anything of the kind,'' said Lizzie. ``Sir Florian
Eustace gave them to me, and I shall keep them.'' She did not look at
her lover as she spoke; but he looked at her, and did not like the
change which he saw on her countenance. And he did not like the
circumstances in which he found himself placed. ``Why should Mr
Camperdown interfere?'' continued Lizzie. ``If they don't belong to me,
they belong to my son--and who has so good a right to keep them for him
as I have? But they belong to me.''
``They should not be kept in a private house like this at all, if
they are worth all that money.''
``If I were to let them go, Mr Camperdown would get them. There's
nothing he wouldn't do to get them. Oh, Frederic, I hope you'll stand
to me, and not see me injured. Of course I only want them for my
darling child.''
``Frederic's'' face had become very long, and he was much disturbed
in his mind. He could only suggest that he himself would go and see Mr
Camperdown, and ascertain what ought to be done. To the last, he
adhered to his assurance that Mr Camperdown could do no evil--till
Lizzie, in her wrath, asked him whether he believed Mr Camperdown's
word before hers. ``I think he would understand a matter of business
better than you,'' said the prudent lover.
``He wants to rob me,'' said Lizzie, ``and I shall look to you to
prevent it.''
When Lord Fawn took his leave--which he did not do till he had
counselled her again and again to leave the matter in Mr Camperdown's
hands--the two were not in good accord together. It was his fixed
purpose, as he declared to her, to see Mr Camperdown; and it was her
fixed purpose--so, at least, she declared to him--to keep the diamonds,
in spite of Mr Camperdown. ``But, my dear, if it's decided against
you--'' said Lord Fawn gravely.
``It can't be decided against me, if you stand by me as you ought
to do.''
``I can do nothing,'' said Lord Fawn, in a tremor. Then Lizzie
looked at him--and her look, which was very eloquent, called him a
poltroon as plain as a look could speak. Then they parted, and the
signs of affection between them were not satisfactory.
The door was hardly closed behind him before Lizzie began to
declare to herself that he shouldn't escape her. It was not yet
twenty-four hours since she had been telling herself that she did not
like the engagement and would break it off; and now she was stamping
her little feet, and clenching her little hands, and swearing to
herself by all her gods, that this wretched, timid lordling should not
get out of her net. She did, in truth, despise him because he would not
clutch the jewels. She looked upon him as mean and paltry because he
was willing to submit to Mr Camperdown. But still she was prompted to
demand all that could be demanded from her engagement--because she
thought that she perceived a something in him which might produce in
him a desire to be relieved from it. No! he should not be relieved. He
should marry her. And she would keep the key of that iron box with the
diamonds, and he should find what sort of a noise she would make, if he
attempted to take it from her. She closed the morocco case, ascended
with it to her bed-room, locked it up in the iron safe, deposited the
little patent key in its usual place round her neck, and then seated
herself at her desk, and wrote letters to her various friends, making
known to them her engagement. Hitherto she had told no one but Miss
Macnulty--and, in her doubts, had gone so far as to desire Miss
Macnulty not to mention it. Now she was resolved to blazon forth her
engagement before all the world.
The first ``friend'' to whom she wrote was Lady Linlithgow. The
reader shall see two or three of her letters, and that to the countess
shall be the first.
MY DEAR AUNT,
When you came to see me the other day, I cannot say that you were
very kind to me, and I don't suppose you care very much what becomes of
me. But I think it right to let you know that I am going to be married.
I am engaged to Lord Fawn, who, as you know, is a peer, and a member of
Her Majesty's Government, and a nobleman of great influence. I do not
suppose that even you can say anything against such an alliance.
I am, your affectionate niece,
ELI EUSTACE
Then she wrote to Mrs Eustace, the wife of the Bishop of
Bobsborough. Mrs Eustace had been very kind to her in the first days of
her widowhood, and had fully recognised her as the widow of the head of
her husband's family. Lizzie had liked none of the Bobsborough people.
They were, according to her ideas, slow, respectable, and dull. But
they had not found much open fault with her, and she was aware that it
was for her interest to remain on good terms with them. Her letter,
therefore, to Mrs Eustace was somewhat less acrid than that written to
her aunt Linlithgow.
MY DEAR MRS EUSTACE,
I hope you will be glad to hear from me, and will not be sorry to
hear my news. I am going to be married again. Of course I am not about
to take a step which is in every way so very important without thinking
about it a great deal. But I am sure it will be better for my darling
little Florian in every way; and as for myself, I have felt for the
last two years how unfitted I have been to manage everything myself. I
have therefore accepted an offer made to me by Lord Fawn, who is, as
you know, a peer of Parliament, and a most distinguished member of Her
Majesty's Government; and he is, too, a nobleman of very great
influence in every respect, and has a property in Ireland, extending
over ever so many miles, and running up into the mountains. His mansion
there is called Killmage, but I am not sure that I remember the name
quite rightly. I hope I may see you there some day, and the dear
bishop. I look forward with delight to doing something to make those
dear Irish happier. The idea of rambling up into our own mountains
charms me, for nothing suits my disposition so well as that kind of
solitude.
Of course Lord Fawn is not so rich a man as Sir Florian, but I have
never looked to riches for my happiness. Not but what Lord Fawn has a
good income from his Irish estates; and then, of course, he is paid for
doing Her Majesty's Government--so there is no fear that he will have
to live upon my jointure, which, of course, would not be right. Pray
tell the dear bishop and dear Margaretta all this, with my love. You
will be happy, I know, to hear that my little Flo is quite well. He is
already so fond of his new papa!'--Lizzie's turn for lying was
exemplified in this last statement, for, as it happened, Lord Fawn had
never yet seen the child.
Believe me to be always your most affectionate niece,
ELI. EUSTACE
There were two other letters--one to her uncle, the dean, and the
other to her cousin Frank. There was great doubt in her mind as to the
expediency of writing to Frank Greystock; but at last she decided that
she would do it. The letter to the dean need not be given in full, as
it was very similar to that written to the bishop's wife. The same
mention was made of her intended husband's peerage, and the same
allusion to Her Majesty's Government--a phrase which she had heard from
Lord Fawn himself. She spoke of the Irish property, but in terms less
glowing than she had used in writing to the lady, and ended by asking
for her uncle's congratulation--and blessing. Her letter to Frank was
as follows, and, doubtless, as she wrote it, there was present to her
mind a remembrance of the fact that he himself might have offered to
her, and have had her if he would.
MY DEAR COUSIN,
As I would rather that you should hear my news from myself than
from anyone else, I write to tell you that I am going to be married to
Lord Fawn. Of course I know that there are certain matters as to which
you and Lord Fawn do not agree--in politics, I mean; but still I do not
doubt but you will think that he is quite able to take care of your
poor little cousin. It was only settled a day or two since, but it has
been coming on ever so long. You understand all about that--don't you?
Of course you must come to my wedding, and be very good to me--a kind
of brother, you know; for we have always been friends--haven't we? And
if the dean doesn't come up to town, you must give me away. And you
must come and see me ever so often; for I have a sort of feeling that I
have no one else belonging to me that I call really my own, except you.
And you must be great friends with Lord Fawn, and must give up saying
that he doesn't do his work properly. Of course he does everything
better than anybody else could possibly do it--except Cousin Frank.
I am going down next week to Richmond. Lady Fawn has insisted on my
staying there for a fortnight. Oh, dear, what shall I do all the time?
You must positively come down and see me--and see somebody else too!
Only, you naughty coz! you mustn't break a poor girl's heart.
Your affectionate cousin,
ELI. EUSTACE.
Somebody, in speaking on Lady Eustace's behalf, and making the best
of her virtues, had declared that she did not have lovers. Hitherto
that had been true of her--but her mind had not the less dwelt on the
delight of a lover. She still thought of a possible Corsair who would
be willing to give up all but his vices for her love, and for whose
sake she would be willing to share even them. It was but a dream, but
nevertheless it pervaded her fancy constantly. Lord Fawn--peer of
Parliament, and member of Her Majesty's Government, as he was--could
not have been such a lover to her. Might it not be possible that there
should exist something of romance between her and her cousin Frank? She
was the last woman in the world to run away with a man, or to endanger
her position by a serious indiscretion; but there might, perhaps, be a
something between her and her cousin--a liaison quite correct in its
facts, a secret understanding, if nothing more--a mutual sympathy,
which should be chiefly shown in the abuse of all their friends--and in
this she could indulge her passion for romance and poetry.
The news was soon all about London--as Lizzie had intended. She had
made a sudden resolve that Lord Fawn should not escape her, and she had
gone to work after the fashion we have seen. Frank Greystock had told
John Eustace, and John Eustace had told Mr Camperdown before Lord Fawn
himself, in the slow prosecution of his purpose, had consulted the
lawyer about the necklace. ``God bless my soul--Lord Fawn!'' the old
lawyer had said when the news was communicated to him. ``Well--yes--he
wants money. I don't envy him; that's all. We shall get the diamonds
now, John. Lord Fawn isn't the man to let his wife keep what doesn't
belong to her.'' Then, after a day or two, Lord Fawn had himself gone
to Mr Camperdown's chambers. ``I believe I am to congratulate you, my
lord,'' said the lawyer. ``I'm told you are going to marry-- well, I
mustn't really say another of my clients, but the widow of one of them.
Lady Eustace is a very beautiful woman, and she has a very pretty
income too. She has the whole of the Scotch property for her life.''
``It's only for her life, I suppose?'' said Lord Fawn.
``Oh, no, no--of course not. There's been some mistake on her
part--at least, so I've been told. Women never understand. It's all as
clear as daylight. Had there been a second son, the second son would
have had it. As it is, it goes with the rest of the property--just as
it ought to do, you know. Four thousand a year isn't so bad, you know,
considering that she isn't more than a girl yet, and that she hadn't
sixpence of her own. When the admiral died, there wasn't sixpence, Lord
Fawn.''
``So I have heard.''
``Not sixpence. It's all Eustace money. She had six or eight
thousand pounds, or something like that, besides. She's as lovely a
young widow as I ever saw--and very clever.''
``Yes--she is clever.''
``By the by, Lord Fawn, as you have done me the honour of
calling--there's a stupid mistake about some family diamonds.''
``It is in respect to them that I've come,'' said Lord Fawn. Then
Mr Camperdown, in his easy, offhand way, imputing no blame to the lady
in the hearing of her future husband, and declaring his opinion that
she was doubtless unaware of its value, explained the matter of the
necklace. Lord Fawn listened, but said very little. He especially did
not say that Lady Eustace had had the stones valued. ``They're real, I
suppose?'' he asked. Mr Camperdown assured him that no diamonds more
real had ever come from Golconda, or passed through Mr Garnett's hands.
``They are as well known as any family diamonds in England,'' said Mr
Camperdown. ``She has got into bad hands,''--continued Mr Camperdown.
``Mowbray and Mopus--horrible people; sharks, that make one blush for
one's profession; and I was really afraid there would have been
trouble. But, of course, it'll be all right now--and if she'll only
come to me, tell her I'll do everything I can to make things straight
and comfortable for her. If she likes to have another lawyer, of
course, that's all right. Only make her understand who Mowbray and
Mopus are. It's quite out of the question, Lord Fawn, that your wife
should have anything to do with Mowbray and Mopus.'' Every word that Mr
Camperdown said was gospel to Lord Fawn.
And yet, as the reader will understand, Mr Camperdown had by no
means expressed his real opinion in this interview. He had spoken of
the widow in friendly terms--declaring that she was simply mistaken in
her ideas as to the duration of her interest in the Scotch property,
and mistaken again about the diamonds--whereas in truth he regarded her
as a dishonest, lying, evil-minded harpy. Had Lord Fawn consulted him
simply as a client, and not have come to him an engaged lover, he would
have expressed his opinion quite frankly; but it is not the business of
a lawyer to tell his client evil things of the lady whom that client is
engaged to marry. In regard to the property he spoke the truth, and he
spoke what he believed to be the truth when he said that the whole
thing would no doubt now be easily arranged. When Lord Fawn took his
leave, Mr Camperdown again declared to himself that as regarded money
the match was very well for his lordship; but that, as regarded the
woman, Lizzie was dear at the price. ``Perhaps he doesn't mind it,''
said Mr Camperdown to himself, ``but I wouldn't marry such a woman
myself, though she owned all Scotland.''
There had been much in the interview to make Lord Fawn unhappy. In
the first place, that golden hope as to the perpetuity of the property
was at an end. He had never believed that it was so; but a man may hope
without believing. And he was quite sure that Lizzie was bound to give
up the diamonds--and would ultimately be made to give them up. Of any
property in them, as possibly accruing to himself, he had not thought
much--but he could not abstain from thinking of the woman's grasp upon
them. Mr Camperdown's plain statement, which was gospel to him, was
directly at variance with Lizzie's story. Sir Florian certainly would
not have given such diamonds in such a way. Sir Florian would not have
ordered a separate iron safe for them, with a view that they might be
secure in his wife's bed-room. And then she had had them valued, and
manifestly was always thinking of her treasure. It was very well for a
poor, careful peer to be always thinking of his money, but Lord Fawn
was well aware that a young woman such as Lady Eustace should have her
thoughts elsewhere. As he sat signing letters at the India Board,
relieving himself when he was left alone between each batch by standing
up with his back to the fireplace, his mind was full of all this. He
could not unravel truth quickly, but he could grasp it when it came to
him. She was certainly greedy, false, and dishonest. And--worse than
all this--she had dared to tell him to his face that he was a poor
creature because he would not support her in her greed, and falsehoods,
and dishonesty! Nevertheless, he was engaged to marry her! Then he
thought of one Violet Effingham whom he had loved, and then came over
him some suspicion of a fear that he himself was hard and selfish. And
yet what was such a one as he to do? It was of course necessary for the
maintenance of the very constitution of his country that there should
be future Lord Fawns. There could be no future Lord Fawns unless he
married--and how could he marry without money? ``A peasant can marry
whom he pleases,'' said Lord Fawn, pressing his hand to his brow, and
dropping one flap of his coat, as he thought of his own high and
perilous destiny, standing with his back to the fireplace, while a huge
pile of letters lay there before him waiting to be signed.
It was a Saturday evening, and as there was no House there was
nothing to hurry him away from the office. He was the occupier for the
time of a large, well-furnished official room, looking out into St
James's Park, and as he glanced round it he told himself that his own
happiness must be there, and not in the domesticity of a quiet home.
The House of Lords, out of which nobody could turn him, and official
life--as long as he could hold to it--must be all in all to him. He had
engaged himself to this woman, and he must--marry her. He did not think
that he could now see any way of avoiding that event. Her income would
supply the needs of her home, and then there might probably be a
continuation of Lord Fawns. The world might have done better for
him--had he been able to find favour in Violet Effingham's sight. He
was a man capable of love--and very capable of constancy to a woman
true to him. Then he wiped away a tear as he sat down to sign the huge
batch of letters. As he read some special letter in which instructions
were conveyed as to the insufficiency of the Sawab's claims, he thought
of Frank Greystock's attack upon him, and of Frank Greystock's cousin.
There had been a time in which he had feared that the two cousins would
become man and wife. At this moment he uttered a malediction against
the member for Bobsborough, which might perhaps have been spared had
the member been now willing to take the lady off his hands. Then the
door was opened, and the messenger told him that Mrs Hittaway was in
the waiting-room. Mrs Hittaway was, of course, at once made welcome to
the Under-Secretary's own apartment.
Mrs Hittaway was a strong-minded woman--the strongest-minded
probably of the Fawn family--but she had now come upon a task which
tasked all her strength to the utmost. She had told her mother that she
would tell ``Frederic'' what she thought about his proposed bride, and
she had now come to carry out her threat. She had asked her brother to
come and dine with her, but he had declined. His engagements hardly
admitted of his dining with his relatives. She had called upon him at
the rooms he occupied in Victoria Street--but of course she had not
found him. She could not very well go to his club--so now she had
hunted him down at his office. From the very commencement of the
interview Mrs Hittaway was strong-minded. She began the subject of the
marriage, and did so without a word of congratulation. ``Dear
Frederic,'' she said, ``you know that we have all got to look up to
you.''
``Well, Clara--what does that mean?''
``It means this--that you must bear with me, if I am more anxious
as to your future career than another sister might be.''
``Now I know you are going to say something unpleasant.''
``Yes, I am, Frederic. I have heard so many bad things about Lady
Eustace!''
The Under-Secretary sat silent for awhile in his great armchair.
``What sort of evil things do you mean, Clara?'' he asked at last.
``Evil things are said of a great many people--as you know. I am sure
you would not wish to repeat slanders.''
Mrs Hittaway was not to be silenced after this fashion. ``Not
slanders, certainly, Frederic. But when I hear that you intend to raise
this lady to the rank and position of your wife, then of course the
truth or falsehood of these reports becomes a matter of great moment to
us all. Don't you think you had better see Mr Camperdown?''
``I have seen him.''
``And what does he say?''
``What should he say? Lady Eustace has, I believe, made some
mistake about the condition of her property, and people who have heard
it have been good-natured enough to say that the error has been wilful.
That is what I call slander, Clara.''
``And have you heard about her jewels?'' Mrs Hittaway was alluding
here to the report which had reached her as to Lizzie's debt to Harter
and Benjamin when she married Sir Florian; but Lord Fawn of course
thought of the diamond necklace.
``Yes;'' said he, ``I have heard all about them. Who told you?''
``I have known it ever so long. Sir Florian never got over it.''
Lord Fawn was again in the dark, but he did not choose to commit
himself by asking further questions. ``And then her treatment of Lady
Linlithgow, who was her only friend before she married, was something
quite unnatural. Ask the dean's people what they think of her. I
believe even they would tell you.''
``Frank Greystock desired to marry her himself.''
``Yes--for her money, perhaps--because he has not got a farthing in
the world. Dear Frederic, I only wish to put you on your guard. of
course this is very unpleasant, and I shouldn't do it if I didn't think
it my duty. I believe she is artful and very false. She certainly
deceived Sir Florian Eustace about her debts--and he never held up his
head after he found out what she was. If she has told you falsehoods,
of course you can break it off. Dear Frederic, I hope you won't be
angry with me.''
``Is that all?'' he asked.
``Yes--that is all.''
``I'll bear it in mind,'' he said. ``Of course it isn't very
pleasant.''
``No--I know it is not pleasant,'' said Mrs Hittaway rising, and
taking her departure with an offer of affectionate sisterly greeting,
which was not accepted with cordiality.
It was very unpleasant. That very morning Lord Fawn had received
letters from the Dean and the Bishop of Bobsborough congratulating him
on his intended marriage--both those worthy dignitaries of the Church
having thought it expedient to verify Lizzie's statements. Lord Fawn
was, therefore, well aware that Lady Eustace had published the
engagement. It was known to everybody, and could not be broken off
without public scandal.
There was great perturbation down at Fawn Court. On the day fixed,
Monday, June 5, Lizzie arrived. Nothing further had been said by Lady
Fawn to urge the invitation; but, in accordance with the arrangement
already made, Lady Eustace, with her child, her nurse, and her own
maid, was at Fawn Court by four o'clock. A very long letter had been
received from Mrs Hittaway that morning--the writing of which must have
seriously interfered with the tranquillity of her Sunday afternoon.
Lord Fawn did not make his appearance at Richmond on the Saturday
evening--nor was he seen on the Sunday. That Sunday was, we may
presume, chiefly devoted to reflection. He certainly did not call upon
his future wife. His omission to do so no doubt increased Lizzie's
urgency in the matter of her visit to Richmond. Frank Greystock had
written to congratulate her. ``Dear Frank,'' she had said in reply, ``a
woman situated as I am has so many things to think of. Lord Fawn's
position will be of service to my child. Mind you come and see me at
Fawn Court. I count so much on your friendship and assistance.''
Of course she was expected at Richmond--although throughout the
morning Lady Fawn had entertained almost a hope that she wouldn't come.
``He was only lukewarm in defending her,'' Mrs Hittaway had said in her
letter, ``and I still think that there may be an escape.'' Not even a
note had come from Lord Fawn, himself--nor from Lady Eustace. Possibly
something violent might have been done, and Lady Eustace would not
appear. But Lady Eustace did appear--and, after a fashion, was made
welcome at Fawn Court.
The Fawn ladies were not good hypocrites. Lady Fawn had said almost
nothing to her daughters of her visit to Mount Street, but Augusta had
heard the discussion in Mrs Hittaway's drawing-room as to the character
of the future bride. The coming visit had been spoken of almost with
awe, and there was a general conviction in the dovecote that an evil
thing had fallen upon them. Consequently, their affection to the
newcomer, though spoken in words, was not made evident by signs and
manners. Lizzie herself took care that the position in which she was
received should be sufficiently declared. ``It seems so odd that I am
to come among you as a sister,'' she said. The girls were forced to
assent to the claim, but they assented coldly. ``He has told me to
attach myself especially to you,'' she whispered to Augusta. The
unfortunate chosen one, who had but little strength of her own,
accepted the position, and then, as the only means of escaping the
embraces of her newly-found sister, pleaded the violence of a headache.
``My mother!'' said Lizzie to Lady Fawn. ``Yes, my dear,'' said Lady
Fawn. ``One of the girls had perhaps better go up and show you your
room.'' ``I am very much afraid about it,'' said Lady Fawn to her
daughter Amelia. Amelia replied only by shaking her head.
On the Tuesday morning there came a note from Lord Fawn to his
lady-love. Of course the letter was not shown, but Lizzie received it
at the breakfast table, and read it with many little smiles and signs
of satisfaction. And then she gave out various little statements as
having been made in that letter. He says this, and he says that, and he
is coming here, and going there, and he will do one thing, and he won't
do the other. We have often seen young ladies crowing over their
lovers' letters, and it was pleasant to see Lizzie crowing over hers.
And yet there was but very little in the letter. Lord Fawn told her
that what with the House and what with the Office, he could not get
down to Richmond before Saturday; but that on Saturday he would come.
Then he signed himself ``yours affectionately, Fawn.'' Lizzie did her
crowing very prettily. The outward show of it was there to
perfection--so that the Fawn girls really believed that their brother
had written an affectionate lover's letter. Inwardly, Lizzie swore to
herself, as she read the cold words with indignation, that the man
should not escape her.
The days went by very tediously. On the Wednesday and the Friday
Lady Eustace made an excuse of going up to town, and insisted on taking
the unfortunate Augusta with her. There was no real reason for these
journeys to London--unless that glance which on each occasion was given
to the contents of the iron case was a real reason. The diamonds were
safe, and Miss Macnulty was enjoying herself. On the Friday Lizzie
proposed to Augusta that they should jointly make a raid upon the
Member of Her Majesty's Government at his office; but Augusta
positively refused to take such a step. ``I know he would be angry,''
pleaded Augusta. ``Psha! who cares for his anger?'' said Lizzie. But
the visit was not made.
On the Saturday--the Saturday which was to bring Lord Fawn down to
dinner--another most unexpected visitor made his appearance. At about
three o'clock Frank Greystock was at Fawn Court. Now it was certainly
understood that Mr Greystock had been told not to come to Fawn Court as
long as Lucy Morris was there. ``Dear Mr Greystock, I'm sure you will
take what I say as I mean it,'' Lady Fawn had whispered to him. ``You
know how attached we all are to our dear little Lucy. Perhaps you
know--.'' There had been more of it; but the meaning of it all was
undoubtedly this--that Frank was not to pay visits to Lucy Morris at
Fawn Court. Now he had come to see his cousin Lizzie Eustace.
On this occasion Lady Fawn, with Amelia and two of the other girls,
were out in the carriage. The unfortunate Augusta had been left at home
with her bosom friend--while Cecilia and Nina were supposed to be
talking French with Lucy Morris. They were all out in the grounds,
sitting upon the benches, and rambling among the shrubberies, when of a
sudden Frank Greystock was in the midst of them. Lizzie's expression of
joy at seeing her cousin was almost as great as though he had been in
fact a brother. She ran up to him and grasped his hand, and hung on his
arm, and looked up into his face, and then burst into tears. But the
tears were not violent tears. There were just three sobs, and two
bright eyes full of water, and a lace handkerchief--and then a smile.
``Oh, Frank,'' she said, ``it does make one think so of old times!''
Augusta had by this time been almost persuaded to believe in
her--though the belief by no means made the poor young woman happy.
Frank thought that his cousin looked very well, and said something as
to Lord Fawn being ``the happiest fellow going.'' ``I hope I shall make
him happy,'' said Lizzie, clasping her hands together.
Lucy meanwhile was standing in the circle with the others. It never
occurred to her that it was her duty to run away from the man she
loved. She had shaken hands with him, and felt something of affection
in his pressure. She did believe that his visit was made entirely to
his cousin, and had no idea at the moment of disobeying Lady Fawn.
During the last few days she had been thrown very much with her old
friend Lizzie, and had been treated by the future peeress with many
signs of almost sisterly affection. ``Dear Lucy,'' Lizzie had said,
``you can understand me. These people--oh, they are so good, but they
can't understand me.'' Lucy had expressed a hope that Lord Fawn
understood her. ``Oh, Lord Fawn--well; yes; perhaps--I don't know. It
so often happens that one's husband is the last person to understand
one.''
``If I thought so, I wouldn't marry him,'' said Lucy.
``Frank Greystock will understand you,'' said Lizzie. It was indeed
true that Lucy did understand something of her wealthy friend's
character, and was almost ashamed of the friendship. With Lizzie
Greystock she had never sympathised, and Lizzie Eustace had always been
distasteful to her. She already felt that the less she should see of
Lizzie Fawn the better she should like it.
Before an hour was over, Frank Greystock was walking round the
shrubberies with Lucy--and was walking with Lucy alone. It was
undoubtedly the fact that Lady Eustace had contrived that it should be
so. The unfitness of the thing recommended it to her. Frank could
hardly marry a wife without a shilling. Lucy would certainly not think
at all of shillings. Frank--as Lizzie knew--had been almost at her feet
within the last fortnight, and might, in some possible emergency, be
there again. In the midst of such circumstances nothing could be better
than that Frank and Lucy should be thrown together. Lizzie regarded all
this as romance. Poor Lady Fawn, had she known it all, would have
called it diabolical wickedness and inhuman cruelty.
``Well, Lucy--what do you think of it?'' Frank Greystock said to
her.
``Think of what, Mr Greystock?''
``You know what I mean--this marriage?''
``How should I be able to think? I have never seen them together. I
suppose Lord Fawn isn't very rich. She is rich. And then she is very
beautiful. Don't you think her very beautiful?''
``Sometimes exquisitely lovely.''
``Everybody says so--and I am sure it is the fact. Do you know--but
perhaps you'll think I'm envious.''
``If I thought you envious of Lizzie, I should have to think you
very foolish at the same time.''
``I don't know what that means;''--she did know well enough what it
meant--``but sometimes to me she is almost frightful to look at.''
``In what way?''
``Oh, I can't tell you. She looks like a beautiful animal that you
are afraid to caress for fear it should bite you; an animal that would
be beautiful if its eyes were not so restless, and its teeth so sharp
and so white.''
``How very odd.''
``Why odd, Mr Greystock?''
``Because I feel exactly in the same way about her. I am not in the
least afraid that she'll bite me; and as for caressing the animal--that
kind of caressing which you mean--it seems to me to be just what she's
made for. But, I do feel sometimes, that she is like a cat.''
``Something not quite so tame as a cat,'' said Lucy.
``Nevertheless she is very lovely--and very clever. Sometimes I
think her the most beautiful woman I ever saw in the world.''
``Do you indeed?''
``She will be immensely run after as Lady Fawn. When she pleases
she can make her own house quite charming. I never knew a woman who
could say pretty things to so many people at once.''
``You are making her out to be a paragon of perfection, Mr
Greystock.''
``And when you add to all the rest that she has four thousand a
year, you must admit that Lord Fawn is a lucky man.''
``I have said nothing against it.''
``Four thousand a year is a very great consideration, Lucy.''
Lucy for a while said nothing. She was making up her mind that she
would say nothing--that she would make no reply indicative of any
feeling on her part. But she was not sufficiently strong to keep her
resolution. ``I wonder, Mr Greystock,'' she said, ``that you did not
attempt to win the great prize yourself. Cousins do marry.''
He had thought of attempting it, and at this moment he would not
lie to her. ``The cousinship had nothing to do with it,'' he said.
``Perhaps you did think of it.''
``I did, Lucy. Yes, I did. Thank God, I only thought of it.'' She
could not refrain herself from looking up into his face and clasping
her hands together. A woman never so dearly loves a man as when he
confesses that he has been on the brink of a great crime--but has
refrained, and has not committed it. ``I did think of it. I am not
telling you that she would have taken me. I have no reason whatever for
thinking so.''
``I am sure she would,'' said Lucy, who did not in the least know
what words she was uttering.
``It would have been simply for her money--her money and her
beauty. It would not have been because I love her.''
``Never--never ask a girl to marry you, unless you love her, Mr
Greystock.''
``Then there is only one that I can ever ask,'' said he. There was
nothing of course that she could say to this. If he did not choose to
go further, she was not bound to understand him. But would he go
further? She felt at the moment that an open declaration of his love to
herself would make her happy for ever, even though it should be
accompanied by an assurance that he could not marry her. If they only
knew each other--that it was so between them--that, she thought, would
be enough for her. And as for him--if a woman could bear such a
position, surely he might bear it. ``Do you know who that one is?'' he
asked.
``No,'' she said--shaking her head.
``Lucy, is that true?''
``What does it matter?''
``Lucy--look at me, Lucy,'' and he put his hand upon her arm.
``No--no--no!'' she said.
``I love you so well, Lucy, that I never can love another. I have
thought of many women, but could never even think of one, as a woman to
love, except you. I have sometimes fancied I could marry for money and
position--to help myself on in the world by means of a wife--but when
my mind has run away with me, to revel amidst ideas of feminine
sweetness, you have always--always been the heroine of the tale, as the
mistress of the happy castle in the air.''
``Have I?'' she asked.
``Always--always. As regards this,''--and he struck himself on the
breast--``no man was ever more constant. Though I don't think much of
myself as a man, I know a woman when I see her.'' But he did not ask
her to be his wife--nor did he wait at Fawn Court till Lady Fawn had
come back with the carriage.
Frank Greystock escaped from the dovecote before Lady Fawn had
returned. He had not made his visit to Richmond with any purpose of
seeing Lucy Morris, or of saying to her when he did see her anything
special--of saying anything that should, or anything that should not,
have been said. He had gone there, in truth, simply because his cousin
had asked him, and because it was almost a duty on his part to see his
cousin on the momentous occasion of this new engagement. But he had
declared to himself that old Lady Fawn was a fool, and that to see Lucy
again would be very pleasant. ``See her--of course I'll see her,'' he
had said. ``Why should I be prevented from seeing her?'' Now he had
seen her, and as he returned by the train to London, he acknowledged to
himself that it was no longer in his power to promote his fortune by
marriage. He had at last said that to Lucy which made it impossible for
him to offer his hand to any other woman. He had not, in truth, asked
her to be his wife; but he had told her that he loved her, and could
never love any other woman. He had asked for no answer to this
assurance, and then he had left her.
In the course of that afternoon he did question himself as to his
conduct to this girl, and subjected himself to some of the rigours of a
cross-examination. He was not a man who could think of a girl as the
one human being whom he loved above all others, and yet look forward
with equanimity to the idea of doing her an injury. He could understand
that a man unable to marry should be reticent as to his
feelings--supposing him to have been weak enough to have succumbed to a
passion which could only mar his own prospects. He was frank enough in
owning to himself that he had been thus weak. The weakness had come
upon himself early in life--and was there, an established fact. The
girl was to him unlike any other girl--or any man. There was to him a
sweetness in her companionship which he could not analyse. She was not
beautiful. She had none of the charms of fashion. He had never seen her
well-dressed--according to the ideas of dress which he found to be
prevailingof the charms She was a little thing, who, as a man's wife,
could attract no attention by figure, form, or outward manner--one who
had quietly submitted herself to the position of a governess, and who
did not seem to think that in doing so she obtained less than her due.
But yet he knew her to be better than all the rest. For him, at any
rate, she was better than all the rest. Her little hand was cool and
sweet to him. Sometimes when he was heated and hard at work, he would
fancy how it would be with him if she were by him, and would lay it on
his brow. There was a sparkle in her eye that had to him more of
sympathy in it than could be conveyed by all the other eyes in the
world. There was an expression in her mouth when she smiled, which was
more eloquent to him than any sound. There were a reality and a truth
about her which came home to him, and made themselves known to him as
firm rocks which could not be shaken. He had never declared to himself
that deceit or hypocrisy in a woman was especially abominable. As a
rule he looked for it in women, and would say that some amount of
affectation was necessary to a woman's character. He knew that his
cousin Lizzie was a little liar--that she was, as Lucy had said, a
pretty animal that would turn and bite--and yet he liked his cousin
Lizzie. He did not want women to be perfect--so he would say. But Lucy
Morris, in his eyes, was perfect; and when he told her that she was
ever the queen who reigned in those castles in the air which he
built--as others build them, he told her no more than the truth.
He had fallen into these feelings and could not now avoid them, or
be quit of them--but he could have been silent respecting them. He knew
that in former days, down at Bobsborough, he had not been altogether
silent. When he had first seen her at Fawn Court he had not been
altogether silent. But he had been warned away from Fawn Court, and in
that very warning there was conveyed, as it were, an absolution from
the effect of words hitherto spoken. Though he had called Lady Fawn an
old fool, he had known that it was so--had, after a fashion, perceived
her wisdom--and had regarded himself as a man free to decide, without
disgrace, that he might abandon ideas of ecstatic love and look out for
a rich wife. Presuming himself to be reticent for the future in
reference to his darling Lucy, he might do as he pleased with himself.
Thus there had come a moment in which he had determined that he would
ask his rich cousin to marry him. In that little project he had been
interrupted, and the reader knows what had come of it. Lord Fawn's
success had not in the least annoyed him. He had only half resolved in
regard to his cousin. She was very beautiful no doubt, and there was
her income--but he also knew that those teeth would bite and that those
claws would scratch. But Lord Fawn's success had given a turn to his
thoughts, and had made him think, for a moment, that if a man loved, he
should be true to his love. The reader also knows what had come of
that--how at last he had not been reticent. He had not asked Lucy to be
his wife; but he had said that which made it impossible that he should
marry any other woman without dishonour.
As he thought of what he had done himself, he tried to remember
whether Lucy had said a word expressive of affection for himself. She
had in truth spoken very few words, and he could remember almost
everyone of them. ``Have I?'--she had asked, when he told her that she
had ever been the princess reigning in his castles. And there had been
a joy in the question which she had not attempted to conceal. She had
hesitated not at all. She had not told him that she loved him. But
there had been something sweeter than such protestation in the question
she had asked him. ``Is it indeed true'', she had said, ``that I have
been placed there where all my joy and all my glory lies?'' It was not
in her to tell a lie to him, even by a tone. She had intended to say
nothing of her love, but he knew that it had all been told. ``Have
I?'--he repeated the words to himself a dozen times, and as he did so,
he could hear her voice. Certainly there never was a voice that brought
home to the hearer so strong a sense of its own truth!
Why should he not at once make up his mind to marry her? He could
do it. There was no doubt of that. It was possible for him to alter the
whole manner of his life, to give up his clubs--to give up even
Parliament, if the need to do so was there--and to live as a married
man on the earnings of his profession. There was no need why he should
regard himself as a poor man. Two things, no doubt, were against his
regarding himself as a rich man. Ever since he had commenced life in
London he had been more or less in debt; and then, unfortunately, he
had acquired a seat in Parliament at a period of his career in which
the dangers of such a position were greater than the advantages.
Nevertheless he could earn an income on which he and his wife, were he
to marry, could live in all comfort; and as to his debts, if he would
set his shoulder to the work they might be paid off in a twelvemonth.
There was nothing in the prospect which would frighten Lucy, though
there might be a question whether he possessed the courage needed for
so violent a change.
He had chambers in the Temple; he lived in rooms which he hired
from month to month in one of the big hotels at the West End; and he
dined at his club, or at the House, when he was not dining with a
friend. It was an expensive and a luxurious mode of life--and one from
the effects of which a man is prone to drift very quickly into
selfishness. He was by no means given to drinking--but he was already
learning to like good wine. Small economies in reference to cab-hire,
gloves, umbrellas, and railway fares were unknown to him. Sixpences and
shillings were things with which, in his mind, it was grievous to have
to burden the thoughts. The Greystocks had all lived after that
fashion. Even the dean himself was not free from the charge of
extravagance. All this Frank knew, and he did not hesitate to tell
himself, that he must make a great change if he meant to marry Lucy
Morris. And he was wise enough to know that the change would become
more difficult every day that it was postponed. Hitherto the question
had been an open question with him. Could it now be an open question
any longer? As a man of honour, was he not bound to share his lot with
Lucy Morris?
That evening--that Saturday evening--it so happened that he met
John Eustace at a club to which they both belonged, and they dined
together. They had long known each other, and had been thrown into
closer intimacy by the marriage between Sir Florian and Lizzie. John
Eustace had never been fond of Lizzie, and now, in truth, liked her
less than ever; but he did like Lizzie's cousin, and felt that possibly
Frank might be of use to him in the growing difficulty of managing the
heir's property and looking after the heir's interests. ``You've let
the widow slip through your fingers,'' he said to Frank, as they sat
together at the table.
``I told you Lord Fawn was to be the lucky man,'' said Frank.
``I know you did. I hadn't seen it. I can only say I wish it had
been the other way.''
``Why so? Fawn isn't a bad fellow.''
``No--not exactly a bad fellow. He isn't, you know, what I call a
good fellow. In the first place, he is marrying her altogether for her
money.''
``Which is just what you advised me to do.''
``I thought you really liked her. And then Fawn will be always
afraid of her--and won't be in the least afraid of us. We shall have to
fight him, and he won't fight her. He's a cantankerous fellow--is
Fawn--when he's not afraid of his adversary.''
``But why should there be any fighting?''
Eustace paused a minute, and rubbed his face and considered the
matter before he answered. ``She is troublesome, you know,'' he said.
``What; Lizzie?''
``Yes--and I begin to be afraid she'll give us as much as we know
how to do. I was with Camperdown today. I'm blessed if she hasn't begun
to cut down a whole side of a forest at Portray. She has no more right
to touch the timber, except for repairs about the place, than you
have.''
``And if she lived for fifty years,'' asked Greystock, ``is none to
be cut?''
``Yes--by consent. Of course the regular cutting for the year is
done, year by year. That's as regular as the rents, and the produce is
sold by the acre. But she is marking the old oaks. What the deuce can
she want money for?''
``Fawn will put all that right.''
``He'll have to do it,'' said Eustace. ``Since she has been down
with the old Lady Fawn, she has written a note to Camperdown--after
leaving all his letters unanswered for the last twelvemonth--to tell
him that Lord Fawn is to have nothing to do with her property, and that
certain people, called Mowbray and Mopus, are her lawyers. Camperdown
is in an awful way about it.''
``Lord Fawn will put it all right,'' said Frank.
``Camperdown is afraid that he won't. They've met twice since the
engagement was made, and Camperdown says that, at the last meeting,
Fawn gave himself airs, or was at any rate unpleasant. There were words
about those diamonds.''
``You don't mean to say that Lord Fawn wants to keep your brother's
family jewels?''
``Camperdown didn't say that exactly--but Fawn made no offer of
giving them up. I wasn't there, and only heard what Camperdown told me.
Camperdown thinks he's afraid of her.''
``I shouldn't wonder at that in the least,'' said Frank.
``I know there'll be trouble,'' continued Eustace, ``and Fawn won't
be able to help us through it. She's a strong-willed cunning,
obstinate, clever little creature. Camperdown swears he'll be too many
for her, but I almost doubt it.''
``And therefore you wish I were going to marry her?''
``Yes, I do. You might manage her. The money comes from the Eustace
property, and I'd sooner it should go to you than a half-hearted,
numb-fingered, cold-blooded Whig, like Fawn.''
``I don't like cunning women,'' said Frank.
``As bargains go, it wouldn't be a bad one,'' said Eustace. ``She's
very young, has a noble jointure, and is as handsome as she can stand.
It's too good a thing for Fawn--too good for any Whig.''
When Eustace left him, Greystock lit his cigar and walked with it
in his mouth from Pall Mall to the Temple. He often worked there at
night when he was not bound to be in the House, or when the House was
not sitting--and he was now intent on mastering the mysteries of some
much-complicated legal case which had been confided to him, in order
that he might present it to a jury enveloped in increased mystery. But,
as he went, he thought rather of matrimony than of law--and he thought
especially of matrimony as it was about to affect Lord Fawn. Could a
man be justified in marrying for money, or have rational ground for
expecting that he might make himself happy by doing so? He kept
muttering to himself as he went, the Quaker's advice to the old farmer,
``Doan't thou marry for munny, but goa where munny is!'' But he
muttered it as condemning the advice rather than accepting it.
He could look out and see two altogether different kinds of life
before him, both of which had their allurements. There was the
Belgrave-cum-Pimlico life, the scene of which might extend itself to
South Kensington, enveloping the parks and coming round over Park Lane,
and through Grosvenor Square and Berkeley Square back to Piccadilly.
Within this he might live with lords and countesses and rich folk
generally, going out to the very best dinner-parties, avoiding stupid
people, having everything the world could give, except a wife and
family and home of his own. All this he could achieve by the work which
would certainly fall in his way, and by means of that position in the
world which he had already attained by his wits. And the wife, with the
family and house of his own, might be forthcoming, should it ever come
in his way to form an attachment with a wealthy woman. He knew how
dangerous were the charms of such a life as this to a man growing old
among the flesh-pots, without anyone to depend upon him. He had seen
what becomes of the man who is always dining out at sixty. But he might
avoid that. ``Doan't thou marry for munny, but goa where munny is.''
And then there was that other outlook, the scene of which was laid
somewhere north of Oxford Street, and the glory of which consisted in
Lucy's smile, and Lucy's hand, and Lucy's kiss, as he returned home
weary from his work.
There are many men, and some women, who pass their lives without
knowing what it is to be or to have been in love. They not improbably
marry--the men do, at least--and make good average husbands. Their
wives are useful to them, and they learn to feel that a woman, being a
wife, is entitled to all the respect, protection, and honour which a
man can give, or procure for her. Such men, no doubt, often live honest
lives, are good Christians, and depart hence with hopes as justifiable
as though they had loved as well as Romeo. But yet, as men, they have
lacked a something, the want of which has made them small and poor and
dry. It has never been felt by such a one that there would be triumph
in giving away everything belonging to him for one little whispered,
yielding word, in which there should be acknowledgment that he had
succeeded in making himself master of a human heart. And there are
other men--very many men--who have felt this love, and have resisted
it, feeling it to be unfit that Love should be Lord of all. Frank
Greystock had told himself, a score of times, that it would be
unbecoming in him to allow a passion to obtain such mastery of him as
to interfere with his ambition. Could it be right that he who, as a
young man, had already done so much, who might possibly have before him
so high and great a career, should miss that, because he could not
resist a feeling which a little chit of a girl had created in his
bosom--a girl without money, without position, without even beauty; a
girl as to whom, were he to marry her, the world would say, ``Oh,
heaven!--there has Frank Greystock gone and married a little governess
out of old Lady Fawn's nursery!'' And yet he loved her with all his
heart, and today he had told her of his love. What should he do next?
The complicated legal case received neither much ravelling or
unravelling from his brains that night; but before he left his chambers
he wrote the following letter:
Midnight, Saturday, All among my books and papers, 2, Bolt Court,
Middle Temple.
DEAR, DEAR LUCY,
I told you today that you had ever been the Queen who reigned in
those palaces which I have built in Spain. You did not make me much of
an answer; but such as it was--only just one muttered doubtful-sounding
word--it has made me hope that I may be justified in asking you to
share with me a home which will not be palatial. If I am wrong--? But
no--I will not think I am wrong, or that I can be wrong. No sound
coming from you is really doubtful. You are truth itself, and the
muttered word would have been other than it was, if you had not--! may
I say--had you not already learned to love me?
You will feel, perhaps, that I ought to have said all this to you
then, and that a letter in such a matter is but a poor substitute for a
spoken assurance of affection. You shall have the whole truth. Though I
have long loved you, I did not go down to Fawn Court with the purpose
of declaring to you my love. What I said to you was God's truth; but it
was spoken without thought at the moment. I have thought of it much
since--and now I write to ask you to be my wife. I have lived for the
last year or two with this hope before me; and now--Dear, dear Lucy, I
will not write in too great confidence; but I will tell you that all my
happiness is in your hands.
If your answer is what I hope it may be, tell Lady Fawn at once. I
shall immediately write to Bobsborough, as I hate secrets in such
matters. And if it is to be so--then I shall claim the privilege of
going to Fawn Court as soon and as often as I please.
Yours ever and always--if you will have me--
F.G.
He sat for an hour at his desk, with his letter lying on the table,
before he left his chambers--looking at it. If he should decide on
posting it, then would that life in Belgravia-cum-Pimlico--of which in
truth he was very fond--be almost closed for him. The lords and
countesses, and rich county members, and leading politicians, who were
delighted to welcome him, would not care for his wife; nor could he
very well take his wife among them. To live with them as a married man,
he must live as they lived--and must have his own house in their
precincts. Later in life, he might possibly work up to this--but for
the present he must retire into dim domestic security and the
neighbourhood of Regent's Park. He sat looking at the letter, telling
himself that he was now, at this moment, deciding his own fate in life.
And he again muttered the Quaker's advice, ``Doan't thou marry for
munny, but goa where munny is!'' It may be said, however, that no man
ever writes such a letter, and then omits to send it. He walked out of
the Temple with it in his hand, and dropped it into a pillar letter-box
just outside the gate. As the envelope slipped through his fingers, he
felt that he had now bound himself to his fate.
As that Saturday afternoon wore itself away, there was much
excitement at Fawn Court. When Lady Fawn returned with the carriage,
she heard that Frank Greystock had been at Fawn Court; and she heard
also, from Augusta, that he had been rambling about the grounds alone
with Lucy Morris. At any exhibition of old ladies, held before a
competent jury, Lady Fawn would have taken a prize on the score of good
humour. No mother of daughters was ever less addicted to scold and to
be fretful. But just now she was a little unhappy. Lizzie's visit had
not been a success, and she looked forward to her son's marriage with
almost unmixed dismay. Mrs Hittaway had written daily, and in all Mrs
Hittaway's letters some addition was made to the evil things already
known. In her last letter Mrs Hittaway had expressed her opinion that
even yet ``Frederic'' would escape. All this Lady Fawn had, of course,
not told to her daughters generally. To the eldest, Augusta, it was
thought expedient to say nothing, because Augusta had been selected as
the companion of the, alas! too probable future Lady Fawn. But to
Amelia something did leak out, and it became apparent that the
household was uneasy. Now--as an evil added to this--Frank Greystock
had been there in Lady Fawn's absence, walking about the grounds alone
with Lucy Morris. Lady Fawn could hardly restrain herself. ``How could
Lucy be so very wrong?'' she said, in the hearing both of Augusta and
Amelia.
Lizzie Eustace did not hear this; but knowing very well that a
governess should not receive a lover in the absence of the lady of the
house, she made her little speech about it. ``Dear Lady Fawn,'' she
said, ``my cousin Frank came to see me while you were out.''
``So I hear,'' said Lady Fawn.
``Frank and I are more like brother and sister than anything else.
I had so much to say to him--so much to ask him to do! I have no one
else, you know, and I had especially told him to come here.''
``Of course he was welcome to come.''
``Only I was afraid you might think that there was some little
lover's trick--on dear Lucy's part, you know.''
``I never suspect anything of that kind,'' said Lady Fawn, bridling
up. ``Lucy Morris is above any sort of trick. We don't have any tricks
here, Lady Eustace.'' Lady Fawn herself might say that Lucy was
``wrong'', but no one else in that house should even suggest evil of
Lucy. Lizzie retreated smiling. To have ``put Lady Fawn's back up'', as
she called it, was to her an achievement and a pleasure.
But the great excitement of the evening consisted in the expected
coming of Lord Fawn. Of what nature would be the meeting between Lord
Fawn and his promised bride? Was there anything of truth in the opinion
expressed by Mrs Hittaway that her brother was beginning to become
tired of his bargain? That Lady Fawn was tired of it herself--that she
disliked Lizzie, and was afraid of her, and averse to the idea of
regarding her as a daughter-in-law--she did not now attempt to hide
from herself. But there was the engagement, known to all the world, and
how could its fulfilment now be avoided? The poor dear old woman began
to repeat to herself the first half of the Quaker's advice, ``Doan't
thou marry for munny.''
Lord Fawn was to come down only in time for a late dinner. An
ardent lover, one would have thought, might have left his work somewhat
earlier on a Saturday, so as to have enjoyed with his sweetheart
something of the sweetness of the Saturday summer afternoon--but it was
seven before he reached Fawn Court, and the ladies were at that time in
their rooms dressing. Lizzie had affected to understand all his reasons
for being so late, and had expressed herself as perfectly satisfied.
``He has more to do than any of the others,'' she had said to Augusta.
``Indeed, the whole of our vast Indian empire may be said to hang upon
him, just at present:''--which was not complimentary to Lord Fawn's
chief, the Right Honourable Legge Wilson, who at the present time
represented the interests of India in the Cabinet. ``He is terribly
overworked, and it is a shame--but what can one do?''
``I think he likes work.'' Augusta had replied.
``But I don't like it--not so much of it; and so I shall make him
understand, my dear. But I don't complain. As long as he tells me
everything, I will never really complain.'' Perhaps it might some day
be as she desired; perhaps as a husband he would be thoroughly
confidential and communicative; perhaps when they two were one flesh he
would tell her everything about India--but as yet he certainly had not
told her much.
``How had they better meet?'' Amelia asked her mother.
``Oh--I don't know--anyhow; just as they like. We can't arrange
anything for her. If she had chosen to dress herself early, she might
have seen him as he came in; but it was impossible to tell her so.'' No
arrangement was therefore made, and as all the other ladies were in the
drawing-room before Lizzie came down, she had to give him his welcome
in the midst of the family circle. She did it very well. Perhaps she
had thought of it, and made her arrangements. When he came forward to
greet her, she put her cheek up, just a little, so that he might see
that he was expected to kiss it--but so little, that should he omit to
do so, there might be no visible awkwardness. It must be acknowledged
on Lizzie's behalf, that she could always avoid awkwardness. He did
touch her cheek with his lips, blushing as he did so. She had her
ungloved hand in his, and, still holding him, returned into the circle.
She said not a word; and what he said was of no moment--but they had
met as lovers, and any of the family who had allowed themselves to
imagine that even yet the match might be broken, now unconsciously
abandoned that hope. ``Was he always such a truant, Lady Fawn?'--Lizzie
asked, when it seemed to her that no one else would speak a word.
``I don't know that there is much difference,'' said Lady Fawn.
``Here is dinner. Frederic, will you give--Lady Eustace your arm?''
Poor Lady Fawn! It often came to pass that she was awkward.
There were no less than ten females sitting round the board, at the
bottom of which Lord Fawn took his place. Lady Fawn had especially
asked Lucy to come in to dinner, and with Lucy had come the two younger
girls. At Lord Fawn's right hand sat Lizzie, and Augusta at his left.
Lady Fawn had Amelia on one side and Lucy on the other. ``So Mr
Greystock was here today,'' Lady Fawn whispered into Lucy's ear.
``Yes; he was here.''
``Oh, Lucy!''
``I did not bid him come, Lady Fawn.''
``I am sure of that, my dear--but--but--'' Then there was no more
to be said on that subject on that occasion.
During the whole of the dinner the conversation was kept up at the
other end of the table by Lizzie talking to Augusta across her lover.
This was done in such a manner as to seem to include Lord Fawn in every
topic discussed. Parliament, India, the Sawab, Ireland, the special
privileges of the House of Lords, the ease of a bachelor life, and the
delight of having at his elbow just such a rural retreat as Fawn
Court--these were the fruitful themes of Lizzie's eloquence. Augusta
did her part at any rate with patience; and as for Lizzie herself, she
worked with that superhuman energy which women can so often display in
making conversation under unfavourable circumstances. The circumstances
were unfavourable, for Lord Fawn himself would hardly open his mouth;
but Lizzie persevered, and the hour of dinner passed over without any
show of ill humour, or of sullen silence. When the hour was over, Lord
Fawn left the room with the ladies, and was soon closeted with his
mother, while the girls strolled out upon the lawn. Would Lizzie play
croquet? No; Lizzie would not play croquet. She thought it probable
that she might catch her lover and force him to walk with her through
the shrubberies; but Lord Fawn was not seen upon the lawn that evening,
and Lizzie was forced to content herself with Augusta as a companion.
In the course of the evening, however, her lover did say a word to her
in private. ``Give me ten minutes between breakfast and church,
Lizzie.'' Lizzie promised that she would do so, smiling sweetly. Then
there was a little music, and then Lord Fawn retired to his studies.
``What is he going to say to me?'' Lizzie asked Augusta the next
morning. There existed in her bosom a sort of craving after
confidential friendship--but with it there existed something that was
altogether incompatible with confidence. She thoroughly despised
Augusta Fawn, and yet would have been willing--in want of a better
friend--to press Augusta to her bosom, and swear that there should ever
be between them the tenderest friendship. She desired to be the
possessor of the outward shows of all those things of which the inward
facts are valued, by the good and steadfast ones of the earth. She knew
what were the aspirations--what the ambition, of an honest woman; and
she knew, too, how rich were the probable rewards of such honesty. True
love, true friendship, true benevolence, true tenderness, were
beautiful to her--qualities on which she could descant almost with
eloquence; and therefore she was always shamming love and friendship
and benevolence and tenderness. She could tell you, with words most
appropriate to the subject, how horrible were all shams, and in saying
so would be not altogether insincere--yet she knew that she herself was
ever shamming, and she satisfied herself with shams. ``What is he going
to say to me?'' she asked Augusta, with her hands clasped, when she
went up to put her bonnet on after breakfast.
``To fix the day, I suppose,'' said Augusta.
``If I thought so, I would endeavour to please him. But it isn't
that. I know his manner so well! I am sure it is not that. Perhaps it
is something about my boy. He will not wish to separate a mother from
her child.''
``Oh dear no,'' said Augusta. ``I am sure Frederic will not want to
do that.''
``In anything else I will obey him,'' said Lizzie, again clasping
her hands. ``But I must not keep him waiting--must I? I fear my future
lord is somewhat impatient.'' Now, if among Lord Fawn's merits one
merit was more conspicuous than another, it was that of patience. When
Lizzie descended he was waiting for her in the hall without a thought
that he was being kept too long. ``Now, Frederic! I should have been
with you two whole minutes since, if I had not had just a word to say
to Augusta, I do so love Augusta.''
``She is a very good girl,'' said Lord Fawn.
``So true and genuine--and so full of spirit I will come on the
other side because of my parasol and the sun. There, that will do. We
have an hour nearly before going to church--haven't we? I suppose you
will go to church.''
``I intend it,'' said Lord Fawn.
``It is so nice to go to church,'' said Lizzie. Since her widowhood
had commenced, she had compromised matters with the world. One Sunday
she would go to church, and the next she would have a headache and a
French novel and stay in bed. But she was prepared for stricter conduct
during at least the first months of her newly-married life.
``My dear Lizzie,'' began Lord Fawn, ``since I last saw you I have
been twice with Mr Camperdown.''
``You are not going to talk about Mr Camperdown today?''
``Well--yes. I could not do so last night, and I shall be back in
London either tonight or before you are up tomorrow morning.''
``I hate the very name of Mr Camperdown,'' said Lizzie.
``I am sorry for that, because I am sure you could not find an
honester lawyer to manage your affairs for you. He does everything for
me, and so he did for Sir Florian Eustace.''
``That is just the reason why I employ someone else,'' she
answered.
``Very well. I am not going to say a word about that. I may regret
it, but I am, just at present, the last person in the world to urge you
upon that subject. What I want to say is this. You must restore those
diamonds.''
``To whom shall I restore them?''
``To Mr Garnett, the silversmith, if you please--or to Mr
Camperdown--or, if you like it better, to your brother-in-law, Mr John
Eustace.''
``And why am I to give up my own property?''
Lord Fawn paused for some seconds before he replied. ``To satisfy
my honour,'' he then said. As she made him no immediate answer, he
continued--``It would not suit my views that my wife should be seen
wearing the jewels of the Eustace family.''
``I don't want to wear them,'' said Lizzie.
``Then why should you desire to keep them?''
``Because they are my own. Because I do not choose to be put upon.
Because I will not allow such a cunning old snake as Mr Camperdown to
rob me of my property. They are my own, and you should defend my right
to them.''
``Do you mean to say that you will not oblige me by doing what I
ask you?''
``I will not be robbed of what is my own,'' said Lizzie.
``Then I must declare--'' and now Lord Fawn spoke very
slowly--``then I must declare that under these circumstances, let the
consequences be what they may, I must retreat from the enviable
position which your favour has given me.'' The words were cold and
solemn, and were ill-spoken; but they were deliberate, and had been
indeed actually learned by heart.
``What do you mean?'' said Lizzie, flashing round upon him.
``I mean what I say--exactly. But perhaps it may be well that I
should explain my motives more clearly.''
``I don't know anything about motives, and I don't care anything
about motives. Do you mean to tell me that you have come here to
threaten me with deserting me?''
``You had better hear me.''
``I don't choose to hear a word more after what you have
said--unless it be in the way of an apology, or retracting your most
injurious accusation.''
``I have said nothing to retract,'' said Lord Fawn solemnly.
``Then I will not hear another word from you. I have friends, and
you shall see them.''
Lord Fawn, who had thought a great deal upon the subject, and had
well understood that this interview would be for him one of great
difficulty, was very anxious to induce her to listen to a few further
words of explanation. ``Dear Lizzie--'' he began.
``I will not be addressed, sir, in that way by a man who is
treating me as you are doing,'' she said.
``But I want you to understand me.''
``Understand you! You understand nothing yourself that a man ought
to understand. I wonder that you have the courage to be so insolent. If
you knew what you were doing, you would not have the spirit to do it.''
Her words did not quite come home to him, and much of her scorn was
lost upon him. He was now chiefly anxious to explain to her that though
he must abide by the threat he had made, he was quite willing to go on
with his engagement if she would oblige him in the matter of the
diamonds. ``It was necessary that I should explain to you that I could
not allow that necklace to be brought into my house.''
``No one thought of taking it to your house.''
``What were you to do with it, then?''
``Keep it in my own,'' said Lizzie stoutly. They were still walking
together, and were now altogether out of sight of the house. Lizzie in
her excitement had forgotten church, had forgotten the Fawn women--had
forgotten everything except the battle which it was necessary that she
should fight for herself. She did not mean to allow the marriage to be
broken off--but she meant to retain the necklace. The manner in which
Lord Fawn had demanded its restitution--in which there had been none of
that mock tenderness by which she might have permitted herself to be
persuaded--had made her, at any rate for the moment, as firm as steel
on this point. It was inconceivable to her that he should think himself
at liberty to go back from his promise, because she would not render up
property which was in her possession, and which no one could prove not
to be legally her own! She walked on full of fierce courage--despising
him, but determined that she would marry him.
``I am afraid we do not understand each other,'' he said at last.
``Certainly I do not understand you, sir.''
``Will you allow my mother to speak to you on the subject?''
``No. If I told your mother to give up her diamonds, what would she
say?''
``But they are not yours, Lady Eustace, unless you will submit that
question to an arbitrator.''
``I will submit nothing to anybody. You have no right to speak on
such a subject till after we are married.''
``I must have it settled first, Lady Eustace.''
``Then, Lord Fawn, you won't have it settled first. Or rather it is
settled already. I shall keep my own necklace, and Mr Camperdown may do
anything he pleases. As for you--if you ill-treat me, I shall know
where to go to.'' They had now come out from the shrubbery upon the
lawn, and there was the carriage at the door, ready to take the elders
of the family to church. Of course in such a condition of affairs it
would be understood that Lizzie was one of the elders. ``I shall not go
to church now,'' she said, as she advanced across the lawn towards the
hall door. ``You will be pleased, Lord Fawn, to let your mother know
that I am detained. I do not suppose that you will dare to tell her
why.'' Then she sailed round at the back of the carriage and entered
the hall, in which several of the girls were standing. Among them was
Augusta, waiting to take her seat among the elders--but Lizzie passed
on through them all, without a word, and marched up to her bed-room.
``Oh, Frederic, what is the matter?'' asked Augusta, as soon as her
brother entered the house.
``Never mind. Nothing is the matter. You had better go to church.
Where is my mother?''
At this moment Lady Fawn appeared at the bottom of the stairs,
having passed Lizzie as she was coming down. Not a syllable had then
been spoken, but Lady Fawn at once knew that much was wrong. Her son
went up to her and whispered a word in her ear. ``Oh, certainly,'' she
said, desisting from the operation of pulling on her gloves. ``Augusta,
neither your brother nor I will go to church.''
``Nor--Lady Eustace?''
``It seems not,'' said Lady Fawn.
``Lady Eustace will not go to church,'' said Lord Fawn.
``And where is Lucy?'' asked Lydia.
``She will not go to church either,'' said Lady Fawn. ``I have just
been with her.''
``Nobody is going to church,'' said Nina. ``All the same, I shall
go by myself.''
``Augusta, my dear, you and the girls had better go. You can take
the carriage of course.'' But Augusta and the girls chose to walk, and
the carriage was sent round into the yard.
``There's a rumpus already between my lord and the young missus,''
said the coachman to the groom--for the coachman had seen the way in
which Lady Eustace had returned to the house. And there certainly was a
rumpus. During the whole morning Lord Fawn was closeted with his
mother, and then he went away to London without saying a word to anyone
of the family. But he left this note for Lady Eustace.
DEAREST LIZZIE,
Think well of what I have said to you. It is not that I desire to
break off our engagement; but that I cannot allow my wife to keep the
diamonds which belong of right to her late husband's family. You may be
sure that I should not be thus urgent had I not taken steps to
ascertain that I am right in my judgment. In the meantime you had
better consult my mother.
There had been another ``affair'' in the house that morning, though
of a nature very different to the ``rumpus'' which had occurred between
Lord Fawn and Lady Eustace. Lady Fawn had been closeted with Lucy, and
had expressed her opinion of the impropriety of Frank Greystock's
visit. ``I suppose he came to see his cousin,'' said Lady Fawn, anxious
to begin with some apology for such conduct.
``I cannot tell,'' said Lucy. ``Perhaps he did. I think he said so.
I think he cared more to see me.'' Then Lady Fawn was obliged to
express her opinion, and she did so, uttering many words of wisdom.
Frank Greystock, had he intended to sacrifice his prospects by a
disinterested marriage, would have spoken out before now. He was old
enough to have made up his mind on such a subject, and he had not
spoken out. He did not mean marriage. That was quite evident to Lady
Fawn--and her dear Lucy was revelling in hopes which would make her
miserable. If Lucy could only have known of the letter, which was
already her own property though lying in the pillar letter-box in Fleet
Street, and which had not already been sent down and delivered simply
because it was Sunday morning! But she was very brave. ``He does love
me,'' she said. ``He told me so.''
``Oh, Lucy--that is worse and worse. A man to tell you that he
loves you, and yet not ask you to be his wife!''
``I am contented,'' said Lucy. That assertion, however, could
hardly have been true.
``Contented! And did you tell him that you returned his love?''
``He knew it without my telling him,'' said Lucy. It was so hard
upon her that she should be so interrogated while that letter was lying
in the iron box!
``Dear Lucy, this must not be,'' said Lady Fawn. ``You are
preparing for yourself inexpressible misery.''
``I have done nothing wrong, Lady Fawn.''
``No, my dear--no. I do not say you have been wrong. But I think he
is wrong--so wrong! I call it wicked. I do indeed. For your own sake
you should endeavour to forget him.''
``I will never forget him!'' said Lucy. ``To think of him is
everything to me. He told me I was his Queen, and he shall be my King.
I will be loyal to him always.'' To poor Lady Fawn this was very
dreadful. The girl persisted in declaring her love for the man, and yet
did not even pretend to think that the man meant to marry her! And
this, too, was Lucy Morris--of whom Lady Fawn was accustomed to say to
her intimate friends that she had altogether ceased to look upon her as
a governess. ``Just one of ourselves, Mrs Winslow--and almost as dear
as one of my own girls!'' Thus, in the warmth of her heart, she had
described Lucy to a neighbour within the last week. Many more words of
wisdom she spoke, and then she left poor Lucy in no mood for church.
Would she have been in a better mood for the morning service had she
known of the letter in the iron post?
Then Lady Fawn had put on her bonnet and gone down into the hall,
and the ``rumpus'' had come. After that, everybody in the house knew
that all things were astray. When the girls came home from church,
their brother was gone. Half an hour before dinner Lady Fawn sent the
note up to Lizzie, with a message to say that they would dine at
three--it being Sunday. Lizzie sent down word that as she was unwell,
she would ask to have just a cup of tea and ``something'' sent to her
own room. If Lady Fawn would allow her, she would remain upstairs with
her child. She always made use of her child when troubles came.
The afternoon was very sad and dreary. Lady Fawn had an interview
with Lady Eustace, but Lizzie altogether refused to listen to any
advice on the subject of the necklace. ``It is an affair'', she said
haughtily, ``in which I must judge for myself--or with the advice of my
own particular friends. Had Lord Fawn waited until we were married;
then indeed--!''
``But that would have been too late,'' said Lady Fawn severely.
``He is at any rate premature now in laying his commands upon me,''
said Lizzie. Lady Fawn, who was perhaps more anxious that the marriage
should be broken off than that the jewels should be restored, then
withdrew; and as she left the room Lizzie clasped her boy to her bosom.
``He, at any rate, is left to me,'' she said. Lucy and the Fawn girls
went to evening church, and afterwards Lizzie came down among them when
they were at tea. Before she went to bed Lizzie declared her intention
of returning to her own house in Mount Street on the following day. To
this Lady Fawn of course made no objection.
On the next morning there came an event which robbed Lizzie's
departure of some of the importance which might otherwise have been
attached to it. The post office, with that accuracy in the performance
of its duties for which it is conspicuous among all offices, caused
Lucy's letter to be delivered to her while the members of the family
were sitting round the breakfast table. Lizzie, indeed, was not there.
She had expressed her intention of breakfasting in her own room, and
had requested that a conveyance might be ready to take her to the 11.30
train. Augusta had been with her, asking whether anything could be done
for her. ``I care for nothing now, except my child,'' Lizzie had
replied. As the nurse and the lady's maid were both in the room,
Augusta, of course, could say nothing further. That occurred after
prayers, and while the tea was being made. When Augusta reached the
breakfast-room, Lucy was cutting up the loaf of bread, and at the same
moment the old butler was placing a letter immediately under her eyes.
She saw the handwriting and recognised it, but yet she finished cutting
the bread. ``Lucy, do give me that hunchy bit,'' said Nina.
``Hunchy is not in the dictionary,'' said Cecilia.
``I want it in my plate, and not in the dictionary,'' said Nina.
Lucy did as she was asked, but her hand trembled as she gave the
hunch, and Lady Fawn saw that her face was crimson. She took the letter
and broke the envelope, and as she drew out the sheet of paper, she
looked up at Lady Fawn. The fate of her whole life was in her hands,
and there she was standing with all their eyes fixed upon her. She did
not even know how to sit down, but, still standing, she read the first
words, and at the last, ``Dear, dear Lucy,''--``Yours ever and always,
if you will have me, F.G.'' She did not want to read any more of it
then. She sat down slowly, put the precious paper back into its
envelope, looked round upon them all, and knew that she was crimson to
the roots of her hair, blushing like a guilty thing.
``Lucy, my dear,'' said Lady Fawn--and Lucy at once turned her face
full upon her old friend--``you have got a letter that agitates you.''
``Yes--I have,'' she said.
``Go into the book-room. You can come back to breakfast when you
have read it, you know.'' Thereupon Lucy rose from her seat, and
retired with her treasure into the book-room. But even when she was
there she could not at once read her letter. When the door was closed
and she knew that she was alone she looked at it, and then clasped it
tight between her hands. She was almost afraid to read it lest the
letter itself should contradict the promise which the last words of it
had seemed to convey to her. She went up to the window and stood there
gazing out upon the gravel road, with her hand containing the letter
pressed upon her heart. Lady Fawn had told her that she was preparing
for herself inexpressible misery--and now there had come to her joy so
absolutely inexpressible! ``A man to tell you that he loves you, and
yet not ask you to be his wife!'' She repeated to herself Lady Fawn's
words--and then those other words, ``Yours ever and always, if you will
have me!'' Have him, indeed! She threw from her, at once, as vain and
wicked and false, all idea of coying her love. She would leap at his
neck if he were there, and tell him that for years he had been, almost,
her god. And of course he knew it. ``If I will have him! Traitor!'' she
said to herself, smiling through her tears. Then she reflected that
after all it would be well that she should read the letter. There might
be conditions--though what conditions could he propose with which she
would not comply? However, she seated herself in a corner of the room
and did read the letter. As she read it, she hardly understood it
all--but she understood what she wanted to understand. He asked her to
share with him his home. He had spoken to her that day without
forethought--but mustn't such speech be the truest and the sweetest of
all speeches? ``And now I write to you to ask you to be my wife.'' Oh,
how wrong some people can be in their judgments! How wrong Lady Fawn
had been in hers about Frank Greystock! ``For the last year or two I
have lived with this hope before me.'' ``And so have I,'' said Lucy.
``And so have I--with that and no other.'' ``Too great confidence!
Traitor,'' she said again, smiling and weeping, ``yes, traitor; when of
course you knew it.'' ``Is his happiness in my hands? Oh--then he shall
he happy.'' ``Of course I will tell Lady Fawn at once--instantly. Dear
Lady Fawn! But yet she has been so wrong. I suppose she will let him
come here. But what does it matter, now that I know it? `Yours ever and
always--if you will have me.--F.G.' Traitor, traitor, traitor!'' Then
she got up and walked about the room, not knowing what she did, holding
the letter now between her hands, and then pressing it to her lips.
She was still walking about the room when there came a low tap at
the door, and Lady Fawn entered. ``There is nothing the matter, Lucy?''
Lucy stood stock still, with her treasure still clasped, smiling,
almost laughing, while the tears ran down her cheeks. ``Won't you eat
your breakfast, my dear?'' said Lady Fawn.
``Oh, Lady Fawn--Oh, Lady Fawn!'' said Lucy, rushing into her
friend's arms.
``What is it Lucy? I think our little wise one has lost her wits.''
``Oh, Lady Fawn, he has asked me!''
``Is it Mr Greystock?''
``Yes--Mr Greystock. He has asked me. He has asked me to be his
wife. I thought he loved me. I hoped he did, at least. Oh, dear, I did
so hope it! And he does!''
``Has he proposed to you?''
``Yes, Lady Fawn. I told you what he said to me. And then he went
and wrote this. Is he not noble and good--and so kind? You shall read
it--but you'll give it me back, Lady Fawn?''
``Certainly I'll give it you back. You don't think I'd rob you of
your lover's letter?''
``Perhaps you might think it right.''
``If it is really an offer of marriage--'' said Lady Fawn very
seriously.
``It couldn't be more of an offer if he had sat writing it for
ever,'' said Lucy as she gave up her letter with confidence. Lady Fawn
read it with leisurely attention, and smiled as she put the paper back
into the envelope. ``All the men in the world couldn't say it more
plainly,'' said Lucy, nodding her head forward.
``I don't think they could,'' said Lady Fawn. ``I never read
anything plainer in my life. I wish you joy with all my heart, Lucy.
There is not a word to be said against him.''
``Against him!'' said Lucy, who thought that this was very
insufficient praise.
``What I mean is, that when I objected to his coming here I was
only afraid that he couldn't afford--or would think, you know, that in
his position he couldn't afford to marry a wife without a fortune.''
``He may come now, Lady Fawn?''
``Well--yes; I think so. I shall be glad just to say a word to him.
Of course you are in my hands, and I do love you so dearly, Lucy! I
could not bear that anything but good should happen to you.''
``This is good,'' said Lucy.
``It won't be good, and Mr Greystock won't think you good, if you
don't come and eat your breakfast.'' So Lucy was led back into the
parlour, and sipped her tea and crunched her toast, while Lydia came
and stood over her.
``Of course it is from him?'' whispered Lydia. Lucy again nodded
her head while she was crunching her toast.
The fact that Mr Greystock had proposed in form to Lucy Morris was
soon known to all the family, and the news certainly did take away
something from the importance which would otherwise have been attached
to Lizzie's departure. There was not the same awe of the ceremony, the
same dread of some scene, which but for Frank Greystock's letter would
have existed. Of course, Lord Fawn's future matrimonial prospects were
to them all an affair of more moment than those of Lucy; but Lord Fawn
himself had gone, and had already quarrelled with the lady before he
went. There was at present nothing more to be done by them in regard to
Lizzie, than just to get rid of her. But Lucy's good fortune, so
unexpected, and by her so frankly owned as the very best fortune in the
world that could have befallen her, gave an excitement to them all.
There could be no lessons that morning for Nina, and the usual studies
of the family were altogether interrupted. Lady Fawn purred, and
congratulated, and gave good advice, and declared that any other home
for Lucy before her marriage would now be quite out of the question.
``Of course it wouldn't do for you to go even to Clara,'' said Lady
Fawn--who seemed to think that there still might be some delay before
Frank Greystock would be ready for his wife. ``You know, my dear, that
he isn't rich--not for a member of Parliament. I suppose he makes a
good income, but I have always heard that he was a little backward when
he began. Of course, you know, nobody need be in a hurry.'' Then Lucy
began to think that if Frank should wish to postpone his marriage--say
for three or four years--she might even yet become a burden on her
friend. ``But don't you be frightened,'' continued Lady Fawn; ``you
shall never want a home as long as I have one to give you. We shall
soon find out what are Mr Greystock's ideas; and unless he is very
unreasonable we'll make things fit.''
Then there came a message to Lucy from Lady Eustace. ``If you
please, miss, Lady Eustace will be glad to see you for a minute up in
her room before she starts.'' So Lucy was torn away from the thoughts
of her own happiness, and taken upstairs to Lady Eustace. ``You have
heard that I am going?'' said Lizzie.
``Yes--I heard you were to go this morning.''
``And you have heard why? I'm sure you will not deceive me, Lucy.
Where am I to look for truth, if not to an old old friend like you?''
``Why should I deceive you, Lizzie?''
``Why, indeed? only that all people do. The world is so false, so
material, so worldly! One gives out one's heart and gets in return
nothing but dust and ashes--nothing but ashes and dust. Oh, I have been
so disappointed in Lady Fawn!''
``You know she is my dearest friend,'' said Lucy.
``Psha! I know that you have worked for her like a slave, and that
she gives you but a bare pittance.''
``She has been more like a mother to me than anything else,'' said
Lucy angrily.
``Because you have been tame. It does not suit me to be tame. It is
not my plan to be tame. Have you heard the cause of the disagreement
between Lord Fawn and me?''
``Well--no.''
``Tell the truth, Lucy.''
``How dare you tell me to tell the truth? Of course, I tell the
truth. I believe it is something about some property which he wants you
to give back to somebody; but I don't know any more.''
``Yes, my dear husband, Sir Florian, who understood me--whom I
idolised--who seemed to have been made for me--gave me a present. Lord
Fawn is pleased to say that he does not approve of my keeping any gift
from my late lord. Considering that he intends to live upon the wealth
which Sir Florian was generous enough to bestow upon me, this does seem
to be strange! Of course, I resented such interference. Would not you
have resented it?''
``I don't know,'' said Lucy, who thought that she could bring
herself to comply with any request made to her by Frank Greystock.
``Any woman who had a spark of spirit would resent it, and I have
resented it. I have told Lord Fawn that I will, on no account, part
with the rich presents which my adored Florian showered upon me in his
generosity. It is not for their richness that I keep them, but because
they are, for his sake, so inexpressibly dear to me. If Lord Fawn
chooses to be jealous of a necklace, he must be jealous.'' Lucy, who
had, in truth, heard but a small fragment of the story--just so much of
it as Lydia had learned from the discreet Amelia, who herself had but a
very hazy idea of the facts--did not quite know how much of the tale,
as it was now told to her, might be true and how much false. After a
certain fashion she and Lizzie Eustace called themselves friends. But
she did not believe her friend to be honest, and was aware that in some
matters her friend would condescend--to fib. Lizzie's poetry, and
romance, and high feelings, had never had the ring of true soundness in
Lucy's ears. But her imagination was not strong enough to soar to the
altitude of the lies which Lizzie was now telling. She did believe that
the property which Lizzie was called upon to restore was held to be
objectionable by Lord Fawn simply because it had reached Lizzie from
the hands of her late husband. ``What do you think of such conduct as
that?'' asked Lady Eustace.
``Won't it do if you lock them up instead of wearing them?'' asked
Lucy.
``I have never dreamed of wearing them.''
``I don't understand about such things,'' said Lucy, determined not
to impute any blame to one of the Fawn family.
``It is tyranny, sheer tyranny,'' continued the other, ``and he
will find that I am not the woman to yield to it. No. For love I could
give up everything--but nothing from fear. He has told me in so many
words that he does not intend to go on with his engagement!''
``Has he indeed?''
``But I intend that he shall. If he thinks that I am going to be
thrown over because he takes ideas of that kind into his head, he's
mistaken. He shall know that I'm not to be made a plaything of like
that. I'll tell you what you can do for me, Lucy.''
``What can I do for you?''
``There is no one in the world I trust more thoroughly than I do
you,'' said Lizzie--``and hardly anyone that I love so well. Think how
long we have known each other! And you may be sure of this--I always
have been and always will be, your friend with my cousin Frank.''
``I don't want anything of that kind,'' said Lucy--``and never
did.''
``Nobody has so much influence with Frank as I. Just do you write
to me tomorrow, and the next day--and the day after--a mere line, you
know, to tell me how the land lies here.''
``There would be nothing to tell.''
``Yes, there will; ever so much. They will be talking about me
every hour. If you'll be true to me, Lucy, in this business, I'll make
you the handsomest present you ever saw in your life. I'll give you a
hundred guinea brooch--I will, indeed. You shall have the money, and
buy it yourself.''
``A what!'' said Lucy.
``A hundred guineas to do what you please with!''
``You mean thing!'' said Lucy. ``I didn't think there was a woman
so mean as that in the world. I'm not surprised now at Lord Fawn. Pick
up what I hear, and send it you in letters--and then be paid money for
it!''
``Why not? It's all to do good.''
``How can you have thought to ask me to do such a thing? How can
you bring yourself to think so badly of people? I'd sooner cut my hand
off; and as for you, Lizzie--I think you are mean and wicked to
conceive such a thing. And now goodbye.'' So saying, she left the room,
giving her dear friend no time for further argument.
Lady Eustace got away that morning, not in time, indeed, for the
11.30 train, but at such an hour as to make it unnecessary that she
should appear at the early dinner. The saying of farewell was very cold
and ceremonious. Of course, there was no word as to any future
visit--no word as to any future events whatever. They all shook hands
with her, and special injunctions were given to the coachman to drive
her safely to the station. At this ceremony Lucy was not present. Lydia
had asked her to come down and say goodbye; but Lucy refused. ``I saw
her in her own room,'' said Lucy.
``And was it all very affectionate?'' Lydia asked.
``Well--no; it was not affectionate at all.'' This was all that
Lucy said, and thus Lady Eustace completed her visit to Fawn Court.
The letters were taken away for the post at eight o'clock in the
evening, and before that time it was necessary that Lucy should write
to her lover. ``Lady Fawn,'' she said in a whisper, ``may I tell him to
come here?''
``Certainly, my dear. You had better tell him to call on me. Of
course he'll see you, too, when he comes.''
``I think he'd want to see me,'' said Lucy, ``and I'm sure I should
want to see him!'' Then she wrote her answer to Frank's letter. She
allowed herself an hour for the happy task; but though the letter, when
written, was short, the hour hardly sufficed for the writing of it.
DEAR MR GREYSTOCK--[there was matter for her of great consideration
before she could get even so far as this; but, after biting her pen for
ten minutes, during which she pictured to herself how pleasant it would
be to call him Frank when he should have told her to do so, and had
found, upon repeated whispered trials, that of all names it was the
pleasantest to pronounce, she decided upon refraining from writing it
now] Lady Fawn has seen your letter to me--the dearest letter that ever
was written, and she says that you may call upon her. But you mustn't
go away without seeing me too. [Then there was great difficulty as to
the words to be used by her for the actual rendering herself up to him
as his future wife. At last the somewhat too Spartan simplicity of his
nature prevailed, and the words were written, very plain and very
short.] I love you better than all the world, and I will be your wife.
It shall be the happiness of my life to try to deserve you.
I am, with all my heart, Most affectionately your own
LUCY
When it was written it did not content her. But the hour was over,
and the letters must go. ``I suppose it'll do,'' she said to herself.
``He'll know what it means.'' And so the letter was sent.
The burden of his position was so heavy on Lord Fawn's mind that,
on the Monday morning after leaving Fawn Court, he was hardly as true
to the affairs of India as he himself would have wished. He was
resolved to do what was right--if only he could find out what would be
the right thing in his present difficulty. Not to break his word, not
to be unjust, not to deviate by a hair's breadth from that line of
conduct which would be described as ``honourable'' in the circle to
which he belonged, not to give his political enemies an opportunity for
calumny--this was all in all to him. The young widow was very lovely
and very rich, and it would have suited him well to marry her. It would
still suit him well to do so, if she would make herself amenable to
reason and the laws. He had assured himself that he was very much in
love with her, and had already, in his imagination, received the
distinguished heads of his party at Portray Castle. But he would give
all this up--love, income, beauty, and castle, without a doubt, rather
than find himself in the mess of having married a wife who had stolen a
necklace, and who would not make restitution. He might marry her, and
insist on giving it up afterwards; but he foresaw terrible difficulties
in the way of such an arrangement. Lady Eustace was self-willed, and
had already told him that she did not intend to keep the jewels in his
house--but in her own! What should he do, so that no human being--not
the most bigoted Tory that ever expressed scorn for a Whig lord--should
be able to say that he had done wrong? He was engaged to the lady, and
could not simply change his mind and give no reason. He believed in Mr
Camperdown; but he could hardly plead that belief, should he hereafter
be accused of heartless misconduct. For aught he knew, Lady Eustace
might bring an action against him for breach of promise, and obtain a
verdict and damages, and annihilate him as an Under-Secretary. How
should he keep his hands quite clean?
Frank Greystock was, as far as he knew, Lizzie's nearest relative
in London. The dean was her uncle, but then the dean was down at
Bobsborough. It might be necessary for him to go down to
Bobsborough--but in the meantime he would see Frank Greystock.
Greystock was as bitter a Tory as any in England. Greystock was the
very man who had attacked him, Lord Fawn, in the House of Commons
respecting the Sawab--making the attack quite personal--and that
without a shadow of a cause! Within the short straight grooves of Lord
Fawn's intellect the remembrance of this supposed wrong was always
running up and down, renewing its own soreness. He regarded Greystock
as an enemy who would lose no opportunity of injuring him. In his
weakness and littleness he was quite unable to judge of other men by
himself. He would not go a hair's breadth astray, if he knew it; but
because Greystock had, in debate, called him timid and tyrannical, he
believed that GreystocK would stop short of nothing that might injure
him. And yet he must appeal to Greystock? He did appeal, and in answer
to his appeal Frank came to him at the India House. But Frank, before
he saw Lord Fawn, had, as was fitting, been with his cousin.
Nothing was decided at this interview, Lord Fawn became more than
ever convinced that the member of Bobsborough was his determined enemy,
and Frank was more convinced than ever that Lord Fawn was an empty,
stiff-necked, self-sufficient prig.
Greystock, of course, took his cousin's part. He was there to do
so; and he himself really did not know whether Lizzie was or was not
entitled to the diamonds. The lie which she had first fabricated for
the benefit of Mr Benjamin when she had the jewels valued, and which
she had since told with different degrees of precision to various
people--to Lady Linlithgow, to Mr Camperdown, to Lucy, and to Lord
Fawn--she now repeated with increased precision to her cousin. Sir
Florian, in putting the trinket into her hands, had explained to her
that it was very valuable, and that she was to regard it as her own
peculiar property. ``If it was an heirloom he couldn't do it,'' Frank
had said, with all the confidence of a practising barrister.
``He made it over as an heirloom to me,'' said Lizzie, with
plaintive tenderness.
``That's nonsense, dear Lizzie.'' Then she smiled sweetly on him,
and patted the back of his hand with hers. She was very gentle with
him, and bore his assumed superiority with pretty meekness. ``He could
not make it over as an heirloom to you. If it was his to give, he could
give it you.''
``It was his--certainly.''
``That is just what I cannot tell as yet, and what must be found
out. If the diamonds formed part of an heirloom, and there is evidence
that it is so--you must give them up. Sir Florian could only give away
what was his own to give.''
``But Lord Fawn had no right to dictate.''
``Certainly not,'' said Frank; and then he made a promise, which he
knew to be rash, that he would stand by his pretty cousin in this
affair. ``I don't see why you should assume that Lady Eustace is
keeping property that doesn't belong to her,'' he said to Lord Fawn.
``I go by what Camperdown tells me,'' said Lord Fawn.
``Mr Camperdown is a very excellent attorney, and a most
respectable man,'' said Greystock. ``I have nothing on earth to say
against Mr Camperdown. But Mr Camperdown isn't the law and the
prophets, nor yet can we allow him to be judge and jury in such a case
as this.''
``Surely, Mr Greystock, you wouldn't wish it to go before a jury.''
``You don't understand me, Lord Fawn. If any claim be really made
for these jewels by Mr John Eustace on the part of the heir, or on
behalf of the estate, a statement had better be submitted to counsel.
The family deeds must be inspected, and no doubt counsel would agree in
telling my cousin, Lady Eustace, what she should, or what she should
not do. In the meantime, I understand that you are engaged to marry
her?''
``I was engaged to her, certainly,'' said Lord Fawn.
``You can hardly mean to assert, my lord, that you intend to be
untrue to your promise, and to throw over your own engagement because
my cousin has expressed her wish to retain property which she believes
to be her own!'' This was said in a tone which made Lord Fawn surer
than ever that Greystock was his enemy to the knife. Personally, he was
not a coward; and he knew enough of the world to be quite sure that
Greystock would not attempt any personal encounter. But, morally, Lord
Fawn was a coward, and he did fear that the man before him could work
him some bitter injury. ``You cannot mean that,'' continued Frank,
``and you will probably allow me to assure my cousin that she
misunderstood you in the matter.''
``I'd sooner see Mr Camperdown again before I say anything.''
``I cannot understand, Lord Fawn, that a gentleman should require
an attorney to tell him what to do in such a case as this.'' They were
standing now, and Lord Fawn's countenance was heavy, troubled, and full
of doubt. He said nothing, and was probably altogether unaware how
eloquent was his face. ``My cousin, Lady Eustace,'' continued Frank,
``must not be kept in this suspense. I agree on her behalf that her
title to these trinkets must be made the subject of inquiry by persons
adequate to form a judgment. Of course, I, as her relative, shall take
no part in that inquiry. But, as her relative, I must demand from you
an admission that your engagement with her cannot in anyway be allowed
to depend on the fate of those jewels. She has chosen to accept you as
her future husband, and I am bound to see that she is treated with good
faith, honour, and fair observance.''
Frank made his demand very well, while Lord Fawn was looking like a
whipped dog. ``Of course,'' said his lordship, ``all I want is that the
right thing should be done.''
``The right thing will be done. My cousin wishes to keep nothing
that is not her own. I may tell her, then, that she will receive from
you an assurance that you have had no intention of departing from your
word?'' After this, Lord Fawn made some attempt at a stipulation that
this assurance to Lizzie was to be founded on the counter-assurance
given to him that the matter of the diamonds should be decided by
proper legal authority; but Frank would not submit to this, and at last
the Under-Secretary yielded. The engagement was to remain in force.
Counsel were to be employed. The two lovers were not to see each other
just at present. And when the matter had been decided by the lawyers,
Lord Fawn was to express his regret for having suspected his lady-love!
That was the verbal agreement, according to Frank Greystock's view of
it. Lord Fawn, no doubt, would have declared that he had never
consented to the latter stipulation.
About a week after this there was a meeting at Mr Camperdown's
chambers, Greystock, as his cousin's friend, attended to hear what Mr
Camperdown had to say in the presence of Lord Fawn and John Eustace.
He, Frank, had, in the meantime, been down to Richmond, had taken Lucy
to his arms as his future bride, and had been closeted with Lady Fawn.
As a man who was doing his duty by Lucy Morris, he was welcomed and
made much of by her ladyship; but it had been impossible to leave
Lizzie's name altogether unmentioned, and Frank had spoken as the
champion of his cousin. Of course, there had arisen something of
ill-feeling between the two. Lady Fawn had taught herself to hate
Lizzie, and was desirous that the match should be over, diamonds or no
diamonds. She could not quite say this to her visitor, but she showed
her feeling very plainly. Frank was courteous, cold, and resolute in
presuming, or pretending to presume, that as a matter of course the
marriage would take place. Lady Fawn intended to be civil, but she
could not restrain her feeling; and though she did not dare to say that
her son would have nothing more to do with Lizzie Eustace, she showed
very plainly that she intended to work with that object. Of course, the
two did not part as cordial friends, and of course poor Lucy perceived
that it was so.
Before the meeting took place, Mr Camperdown had been at work,
looking over old deeds. It is undoubtedly the case that things often
become complicated which, from the greatness of their importance,
should have been kept clear as running water. The diamonds in question
had been bought, with other jewels, by Sir Florian's grandfather, on
the occasion of his marriage with the daughter of a certain duke--on
which occasion old family jewels, which were said to have been
heirlooms, were sold or given in exchange as part value for those then
purchased. This grandfather, who had also been Sir Florian in his time,
had expressly stated in his will that these jewels were to be regarded
as an heirloom in the family, and had as such left them to his eldest
son, and to that son's eldest son, should such a child be born. His
eldest son had possessed them, but not that son's son. There was such
an Eustace born, but he had died before his father. The younger son of
that old Sir Florian had then succeeded, as Sir Thomas, and he was the
father of that Florian who had married Lizzie Eustace. That last Sir
Florian had therefore been the fourth in succession from the old Sir
Florian by whom the will had been made, and who had directed that these
jewels should be regarded as heirlooms in the family. The two
intermediate baronets had made no allusion to the diamonds in any deeds
executed by them. Indeed, Sir Florian's father had died without a will.
There were other jewels, larger but much less valuable than the
diamonds, still in the hands of Messrs Garnett, as to which no question
was raised. The late Sir Florian had, by his will, left all the
property in his house at Portray to his widow, but all property
elsewhere to his heir. This was what Mr Camperdown had at last learned,
but he had been forced to admit to himself, while learning this, that
there was confusion.
He was confident enough, however, that there was no difficulty in
the matter. The Messrs Garnett were able to say that the necklace had
been in their keeping, with various other jewels still in their
possession, from the time of the death of the late Lady Eustace, up to
the marriage of the late Sir Florian, her son. They stated the date on
which the jewels were given up, to be the 24th of September, which was
the day after Sir Florian's return from Scotland with his bride.
Lizzie's first statement had coincided with this entry in the Messrs
Garnett's books; but latterly she had asserted that the necklace had
been given to her in Scotland. When Mr Camperdown examined the entry
himself in the jewellers' book, he found the figures to be so blotted
that they might represent either the 4th or 24th September. Now, the
4th September had been the day preceding Sir Florian's marriage. John
Eustace only knew that he had seen the necklace worn in Scotland by his
mother. The bishop only knew that he had often seen them on the neck of
his sister-in-law when, as was very often the case, she appeared in
full-blown society. Mr Camperdown believed that he had traced two
stories to Lizzie--one, repeated more than once, that the diamonds had
been given to her in London, and a second, made to himself, that they
had been given to her at Portray. He himself believed that they had
never been in Scotland since the death of the former Lady Eustace; but
he was quite confident that he could trust altogether to the
disposition made of them by the old Sir Florian. There could be no
doubt as to these being the diamonds there described, although the
setting had been altered. Old Mr Garnett stated that he would swear to
them if he saw the necklace.
``You cannot suppose that Lady Eustace wishes to keep anything that
is not her own,'' said Frank Greystock.
``Of course not,'' said John Eustace.
``Nobody imagines it,'' said Mr Camperdown. Lord Fawn, who felt
that he ought not to be there, and who did not know whether he might
with a better grace take Lizzie's part or a part against her, said
nothing. ``But,'' continued Mr Camperdown, ``there is luckily no doubt
as to the facts. The diamonds in question formed a part of a set of
most valuable ornaments settled in the family by Sir Florian Eustace in
1799. The deed was drawn up by my grandfather, and is now here. I do
not know how we are to have further proof. Will you look at the deed,
Mr Greystock, and at the will?'' Frank suggested that, as it might
probably be expedient to take advice on the subject professionally, he
had rather not look at the deed. Anything which he might say, on
looking at the document now, could have no weight. ``But why should any
advice be necessary,'' said Mr Camperdown, ``when the matter is so
clear?''
``My dear sir,'' said Frank, ``my cousin, Lady Eustace, is strong
in her confidence that her late husband intended to give them to her as
her own, and that he would not have done this without the power of
doing so.'' Now, Mr Camperdown was quite sure that Lizzie was lying in
this, and could therefore make no adequate answer. ``Your experience
must probably have told you,'' continued Frank, ``that there is
considerable difficulty in dealing with the matter of heirlooms.''
``I never heard of any such difficulty,'' said Mr Camperdown.
``People generally understand it all so clearly,'' said Lord Fawn.
``The late Sir Florian does not appear to have understood it very
clearly,'' said Frank.
``Let her put them into the hands of any indifferent person or firm
till the matter is decided,'' said Mr Camperdown. ``They will be much
safer so than in her keeping.''
``I think they are quite safe,'' said Frank.
And this was all that took place at that meeting. As Mr Camperdown
said to John Eustace, it was manifest enough that she meant ``to hang
on to them''. ``I only hope Lord Fawn will not be fool enough to marry
her,'' said Mr Camperdown. Lord Fawn himself was of the same way of
thinking--but then how was he to clear his character of the charge
which would be brought against him; and how was he to stand his ground
before Frank Greystock?
Let it not be supposed that Lady Eustace, during these summer
weeks, was living the life of a recluse. The London season was in its
full splendour, and she was by no means a recluse. During the first
year of her widowhood she had been every inch a widow--as far as crape
would go, and a quiet life either at Bobsborough or Portray Castle.
During this year her child was born--and she was in every way thrown
upon her good behaviour, living with bishops' wives and deans'
daughters. Two years of retreat from the world is generally thought to
be the proper thing for a widow. Lizzie had not quite accomplished her
two years before she re-opened the campaign in Mount Street with very
small remnants of weeds, and with her crape brought down to a
minimum--but she was young and rich, and the world is aware that a
woman of twenty-two can hardly afford to sacrifice two whole years. In
the matter of her widowhood Lizzie did not encounter very much
reproach. She was not shunned, or so ill spoken of as to have a
widely-spread bad name among the streets and squares in which her
carriage wheels rolled. People called her a flirt, held up their hands
in surprise at Sir Florian's foolish generosity--for the accounts of
Lizzie's wealth were greatly exaggerated--and said that of course she
would marry again.
The general belief which often seizes upon the world in regard to
some special falsehood is very surprising. Everybody on a sudden adopts
an idea that some particular man is over head and ears in debt, so that
he can hardly leave his house for fear of the bailiffs--or that some
ill-fated woman is cruelly ill-used by her husband--or that some eldest
son has ruined his father; whereas the man doesn't owe a shilling, the
woman never hears a harsh word from her lord, and the eldest son in
question has never succeeded in obtaining a shilling beyond his
allowance. One of the lies about London this season was founded on the
extent of Lady Eustace's jointure. Indeed, the lie went on to state
that the jointure was more than a jointure. It was believed that the
property in Ayrshire was her own, to do what she pleased with it. That
the property in Ayrshire was taken at double its value was a matter of
course. It had been declared, at the time of his marriage, that Sir
Florian had been especially generous to his penniless wife, and the
generosity was magnified in the ordinary way. No doubt Lizzie's own
diligence had done much to propagate the story as to her positive
ownership of Portray. Mr Camperdown had been very busy denying this.
John Eustace had denied it whenever occasion offered. The bishop in his
quiet way had denied it. Lady Linlithgow had denied it. But the lie had
been set on foot and had thriven, and there was hardly a man about town
who didn't know that Lady Eustace had eight or nine thousand a year,
altogether at her own disposal, down in Scotland. Of course a woman so
endowed, so rich, so beautiful, so clever, so young, would marry again,
and would marry well. No doubt, added to this there was a feeling that
``Lizzie'', as she was not uncommonly called by people who had hardly
ever seen her--had something amiss with it all. ``I don't know where it
is she's lame,'' said that very clever man, Captain Boodle, who had
lately reappeared among his military friends at his club, ``but she
don't go flat all round.''
``She has the devil of a temper, no doubt,'' said Lieutenant
Griggs.
``No mouth, I should say,'' said Boodle. It was thus that Lizzie
was talked about at the clubs; but she was asked to dinners and balls,
and gave little dinners herself, and to a certain extent was the
fashion. Everybody had declared that of course she would marry again,
and now it was known everywhere that she was engaged to Lord Fawn.
``Poor dear Lord Fawn!'' said Lady Glencora Palliser to her dear
friend Madame Max Goesler; ``do you remember how violently he was in
love with Violet Effingham two years ago?''
``Two years is a long time, Lady Glencora; and Violet Effingham has
chosen another husband.''
``But isn't this a fall for him? Violet was the sweetest girl out,
and at one time I really thought she meant to take him.''
``I thought she meant to take another man whom she did not take,''
said Madame Goesler, who had her own recollections, who was a widow
herself, and who, at the period to which Lady Glencora was referring,
had thought that perhaps she might cease to be a widow. Not that she
had ever suggested to herself that Lord Fawn might be her second
husband.
``Poor Lord Fawn!'' continued Lady Glencora. ``I suppose he is
terribly in want of money.''
``But surely Lady Eustace is very pretty.''
``Yes--she is very pretty; nay more, she is quite lovely to look
at. And she is clever--very. And she is rich--very. But--''
``Well, Lady Glencora. What does your `but' mean?''
``Who ever explains a `but'? You're a great deal too clever, Madame
Goesler, to want any explanation. And I couldn't explain it. I can only
say I'm sorry for poor Lord Fawn--who is a gentleman, but will never
set the Thames on fire.''
``No, indeed. All the same, I like Lord Fawn extremely'', said
Madame Goesler, ``and I think he's just the man to marry Lady Eustace.
He's always at his office or at the House.''
``A man may be a great deal at his office, and a great deal more at
the House than Lord Fawn,'' said Lady Glencora laughing, ``and yet
think about his wife, my dear.'' For of all men known, no man spent
more hours at the House or in his office than did Lady Glencora's
husband, Mr Palliser, who at this time, as he had now for more than two
years, filled the high place of Chancellor of the Exchequer.
This conversation took place in Madame Goesler's little
drawing-room in Park Lane; but, three days after this, the same two
ladies met again at the house then occupied by Lady Chiltern in Portman
Square--Lady Chiltern, with whom, as Violet Effingham, poor Lord Fawn
had been much in love. ``I think it is the nicest match in the world
for him,'' Lady Chiltern had said to Madame Goesler.
``But have you heard of the diamonds?'' asked Lady Glencora.
``What diamonds?'' ``Whose diamonds?'' Neither of the others had
heard of the diamonds, and Lady Glencora was able to tell her story.
Lady Eustace had found all the family jewels belonging to the Eustace
family in the strong plate room at Portray Castle, and had taken
possession of them as property found in her own house. John Eustace and
the bishop had combined in demanding them on behalf of the heir, and a
lawsuit had then commenced! The diamonds were the most costly belonging
to any commoner in England, and had been valued at twenty-four thousand
pounds! Lord Fawn had retreated from his engagement the moment he heard
that any doubt was thrown on Lady Eustace's right to their possession!
Lady Eustace had declared her intention of bringing an action against
Lord Fawn--and had also secreted the diamonds! The reader will be aware
that this statement was by no means an accurate history of the
difficulty as far as it had as yet progressed. It was, indeed,
absolutely false in every detail; but it sufficed to show that the
matter was becoming public. ``You don't mean to say that Lord Fawn is
off?'' asked Madame Goesler.
``I do,'' said Lady Glencora.
``Poor Lord Fawn!'' exclaimed Lady Chiltern. ``It really seems as
though he never would be settled.''
``I don't think he has courage enough for such conduct as that,''
said Madame Goesler.
``And besides, Lady Eustace's income is quite certain,'' said Lady
Chiltern, ``and poor dear Lord Fawn does want money so badly.''
``But it is very disagreeable,'' said Lady Glencora, ``to believe
that your wife has got the finest diamonds in England, and then to find
that she has only--stolen them. I think Lord Fawn is right. If a man
does marry for money he should have the money. I wonder she ever took
him. There is no doubt about her beauty, and she might have done
better.''
``I won't hear Lord Fawn belittled,'' said Lady Chiltern.
``Done better!'' said Madame Goesler. ``How could she have done
better? He is a peer, and her son would he a peer. I don't think she
could have done better.'' Lady Glencora in her time had wished to marry
a man who had sought her for her money. Lady Chiltern in her time had
refused to be Lady Fawn. Madame Goesler in her time had declined to
marry an English peer. There was, therefore, something more of interest
in the conversation to each of them than was quite expressed in the
words spoken. ``Is she to be at your party on Friday, Lady Glencora?''
asked Madame Goesler.
``She has said she would come--and so has Lord Fawn, for that
matter. Lord Fawn dines with us. She'll find that out, and then she'll
stay away.''
``Not she,'' said Lady Chiltern. ``She'll come for the sake of the
bravado. She's not the woman to show the white feather.''
``If he's ill-using her she's quite right,'' said Madame Goesler.
``And wear the very diamonds in dispute,'' said Lady Chiltern. It
was thus that the matter was discussed among ladies in the town.
``Is Fawn's marriage going on?'' This question was asked of Mr
Legge Wilson by Barrington Erle. Mr Legge Wilson was the Secretary of
State for India, and Barrington Erle was in the Government.
``Upon my word I don't know,'' said Mr Wilson. ``The work goes on
at the office--that's all I know about Fawn. He hasn't told me of his
marriage, and therefore I haven't spoken to him about it.''
``He hasn't made it official?''
``The papers haven't come before me yet,'' said Mr Wilson.
``When they do they'll be very awkward papers, as far as I hear,''
said Barrington Erle. ``There is no doubt they were engaged, and I
believe there is no doubt that he has declared off, and refused to give
any reason.''
``I suppose the money is not all there,'' suggested Mr Wilson.
``There's a queer story going about as to some diamonds. No one
knows whom they belong to, and they say that Fawn has accused her of
stealing them. He wants to get hold of them, and she won't give them
up. I believe the lawyers are to have a shy at it. I'm sorry for Fawn.
It'll do him a deal of mischief.''
``You'll find he won't come out much amiss,'' said Mr Legge Wilson.
``He's as cautious a man as there is in London. If there is anything
wrong--''
``There is a great deal wrong,'' said Barrington Erle.
``You'll find it will be on her side.''
``And you'll find also that she'll contrive that all the blame
shall lie upon him. She's clever enough for anything. Who's to be the
new bishop?''
``I have not heard Gresham say as yet; Jones, I should think,''
said Mr Wilson.
``And who is Jones?''
``A clergyman, I suppose--of the safe sort. I don't know that
anything else is necessary.'' From which it will be seen that Mr Wilson
had his own opinion about church matters, and also that people very
high up in the world were concerning themselves about poor Lizzie's
affairs.
Lady Eustace did go to Lady Glencora's evening party, in spite of
Mr Camperdown and all her difficulties. Lady Chiltern had been quite
right in saying that Lizzie was not the woman to show the white
feather. She went, knowing that she would meet Lord Fawn, and she did
wear the diamonds. It was the first time that they had been round her
neck since the occasion in respect to which Sir Florian had placed them
in her hands, and it had not been without much screwing up of her
courage that she had resolved to appear on this occasion with the
much-talked-of ornament upon her person. It was now something over a
fortnight since she had parted with Lord Fawn at Fawn Court; and,
although they were still presumed to be engaged to marry each other,
and were both living in London, she had not seen him since. A sort of
message had reached her, through Frank Greystock, to the effect that
Lord Fawn thought it as well that they should not meet till the matter
was settled. Stipulations had been made by Frank on her behalf, and
this had been inserted among them. She had received the message with
scorn--with a mixture of scorn and gratitude--of scorn in regard to the
man who had promised to marry her, and of affectionate gratitude to the
cousin who had made the arrangement. ``Of course I shall not wish to
see him while he chooses to entertain such an idea,'' she had said,
``but I shall not keep out of his way. You would not wish me to keep
out of his way, Frank?'' When she received a card for Lady Glencora's
party very soon after this, she was careful to answer it in such a
manner as to impress Lady Glencora with a remembrance of her assent.
Lord Fawn would probably be there--unless he remained away in order to
avoid her. Then she had ten days in which to make up her mind as to
wearing the diamonds. Her courage was good, but then her ignorance was
so great! She did not know whether Mr Camperdown might not contrive to
have them taken by violence from her neck, even on Lady Glencora's
stairs. Her best security--so she thought--would be in the fact that Mr
Camperdown would not know of her purpose. She told no one--not even
Miss Macnulty; but she appeared before that lady, arrayed in all her
glory, just as she was about to descend to her carriage. ``You've got
the necklace on!'' said Miss Macnulty. ``Why should I not wear my own
necklace?'' she asked, with assumed anger.
Lady Glencora's rooms were already very full when Lizzie entered
them, but she was without a gentleman, and room was made for her to
pass quickly up the stairs. The diamonds had been recognised by many
before she had reached the drawing-room--not that these very diamonds
were known, or that there was a special memory for that necklace--but
the subject had been so generally discussed, that the blaze of the
stones immediately brought it to the minds of men and women. ``There
she is, with poor Eustace's twenty thousand pounds round her neck,''
said Laurence Fitzgibbon to his friend Barrington Erle. ``And there is
Lord Fawn going to look after them,'' replied the other.
Lord Fawn thought it right, at any rate, to look after his bride.
Lady Glencora had whispered into his ear before they went down to
dinner that Lady Eustace would be there in the evening, so that he
might have the option of escaping or remaining. Could he have escaped
without anyone knowing that he had escaped, he would not have gone
upstairs after dinner; but he knew that he was observed; he knew that
people were talking about him; and he did not like it to be said that
he had run away. He went up, thinking much of it all, and, as soon as
he saw Lady Eustace, he made his way to her and accosted her. Many eyes
were upon them, but no ear probably heard how infinitely unimportant
were the words which they spoke to each other. Her manner was
excellent. She smiled and gave him her hand--just her hand without the
slightest pressure--and spoke a half-whispered word, looking into his
face, but betraying nothing by her look. Then he asked her whether she
would dance. Yes--she would stand up for a quadrille; and they did
stand up for a quadrille. As she danced with no one else, it was clear
that she treated Lord Fawn as her lover. As soon as the dance was done
she took his arm and moved for a few minutes about the room with him.
She was very conscious of the diamonds, but she did not show the
feeling in her face. He also was conscious of them, and he did show it.
He did not recognise the necklace, but he knew well that this was the
very bone of contention. They were very beautiful, and seemed to him to
outshine all other jewellery in the room. And Lady Eustace was a woman
of whom it might almost be said that she ought to wear diamonds. She
was made to sparkle, to be bright with outside garniture--to shine and
glitter, and be rich in apparel. The only doubt might be whether paste
diamonds might not better suit her character. But these were not paste,
and she did shine and glitter and was very rich. It must not be brought
as an accusation against Lady Glencora's guests that they pressed round
to look at the necklace. Lady Glencora's guests knew better than to do
that. But there was some slight ferment--slight, but still felt both by
Lord Fawn and by Lady Eustace. Eyes were turned upon the diamonds, and
there were whispers here and there. Lizzie bore it very well; but Lord
Fawn was uncomfortable.
``I like her for wearing them,'' said Lady Glencora to Lady
Chiltern.
``Yes--if she means to keep them. I don't pretend, however, to know
anything about it. You see the match isn't off.''
``I suppose not. What do you think I did? He dined here, you know,
and, before going downstairs, I told him that she was coming. I thought
it only fair.''
``And what did he say?''
``I took care that he shouldn't have to say anything; but, to tell
the truth, I didn't expect him to come up.''
``There can't be any quarrel at all,'' said Lady Chiltern.
``I'm not sure of that,'' said Lady Glencora. ``They are not so
very loving.''
Lady Eustace made the most of her opportunity. Soon after the
quadrille was over she asked Lord Fawn to get her carriage for her. Of
course he got it, and of course he put her into it, passing up and
downstairs twice in his efforts on her behalf. And of course all the
world saw what he was doing. Up to the last moment not a word had been
spoken between them that might not have passed between the most
ordinary acquaintance, but, as she took her seat, she put her face
forward and did say a word. ``You had better come to me soon,'' she
said.
``I will,'' said Lord Fawn.
``Yes; you had better come soon. All this is wearing me--perhaps
more than you think.''
``I will come soon,'' said Lord Fawn, and then he returned among
Lady Glencora's guests, very uncomfortable. Lizzie got home in safety
and locked up her diamonds in the iron box.
It was now the end of June, and Frank Greystock had been as yet but
once at Fawn Court since he had written to Lucy Morris asking her to be
his wife. That was three weeks since, and as the barrier against him at
Fawn Court had been removed by Lady Fawn herself, the Fawn girls
thought that as a lover he was very slack; but Lucy was not in the
least annoyed. Lucy knew that it was all right; for Frank, as he took
his last walk round the shrubbery with her during that visit, had given
her to understand that there was a little difference between him and
Lady Fawn in regard to Lizzie Eustace. ``I am her only relative in
London,'' Frank had said.
``Lady Linlithgow,'' suggested Lucy.
``They have quarrelled, and the old woman is as bitter as gall.
There is no one else to stand up for her, and I must see that she isn't
ill-used. Women do hate each other so virulently, and Lady Fawn hates
her future daughter-in-law.'' Lucy did not in the least grudge her
lover's assistance to his cousin. There was nothing of jealousy in her
feeling. She thought that Lizzie was unworthy of Frank's goodness, but
on such an occasion as this she would not say so. She told him nothing
of the bribe that had been offered her, nor on that subject had she
said a word to any of the Fawns. She understood, too, that as Frank had
declared his purpose of supporting Lizzie, it might be as well that he
should see just at present as little of Lady Fawn as possible. Not a
word, however, had Lady Fawn said to Lucy disparaging her lover for his
conduct. It was quite understood now at Fawn Court, by all the girls,
and no doubt by the whole establishment, that Lizzie Eustace was to be
regarded as an enemy. It was believed by them all that Lord Fawn had
broken off the match--or, at least, that he was resolved to break it;
but various stratagems were to be used, and terrible engines of war
were to be brought up, if necessary, to prevent an alliance which was
now thought to be disreputable. Mrs Hittaway had been hard at work, and
had found out something very like truth in regard to the whole
transaction with Mr Benjamin. Perhaps Mrs Hittaway had found out more
than was quite true as to poor Lizzie's former sins; but what she did
find out she used with all her skill, communicating her facts to her
mother, to Mr Camperdown, and to her brother. Her brother had almost
quarrelled with her, but still she continued to communicate her facts.
At this period Frank Greystock was certainly somewhat unreasonable
in regard to his cousin. At one time as the reader will remember, he
had thought of asking her to be his wife--because she was rich; but
even then he had not thought well of her, had hardly believed her to be
honest, and had rejoiced when he found that circumstances rather than
his own judgment had rescued him from that evil. He had professed to be
delighted when Lord Fawn was accepted--as being happy to think that his
somewhat dangerous cousin was provided with so safe a husband; and,
when he had first heard of the necklace, he had expressed an opinion
that of course it would be given up. In all this then he had shown no
strong loyalty to his cousin, no very dear friendship, nothing to make
those who knew him feel that he would buckle on armour in her cause.
But of late--and that, too, since his engagement with Lucy--he had
stood up very stoutly as her friend, and the armour was being buckled
on. He had not scrupled to say that he meant to see her through this
business with Lord Fawn, and had somewhat astonished Mr Camperdown by
raising a doubt on the question of the necklace. ``He can't but know
that she has no more right to it than I have,'' Mr Camperdown had said
to his son with indignation. Mr Camperdown was becoming unhappy about
the necklace, not quite knowing how to proceed in the matter.
In the meantime Frank had obeyed his better instincts, and had
asked Lucy Morris to be his wife. He had gone to Fawn Court in
compliance with a promise to Lizzie Eustace, that he would call upon
her there. He had walked with Lucy because he was at Fawn Court. And he
had written to Lucy because of the words he had spoken during the walk.
In all this the matter had arranged itself as such matters do, and
there was nothing, in truth, to be regretted. He really did love the
girl with all his heart. It may, perhaps, be said that he had never in
truth loved any other woman. In the best humours of his mind he would
tell himself--had from old times told himself often--that unless he
married Lucy Morris he could never marry at all. When his mother,
knowing that poor Lucy was penniless, had, as mothers will do, begged
him to beware, he had spoken up for his love honestly, declaring to her
that in his eyes there was no woman living equal to Lucy Morris. The
reader has seen him with the words almost on his tongue with which to
offer his hand to his cousin, Lizzie Eustace, knowing as he did so that
his heart had been given to Lucy--knowing also that Lucy's heart had
been given to him! But he had not done it, and the better humour had
prevailed.
Within the figure and frame and clothes and cuticle, within the
bones and flesh of many of us, there is but one person--a man or woman,
with a preponderance either of good or evil, whose conduct in any
emergency may be predicted with some assurance of accuracy by anyone
knowing the man or woman. Such persons are simple, single, and,
perhaps, generally, safe. They walk along lines in accordance with
certain fixed instincts or principles, and are today as they were
yesterday, and will be tomorrow as they are today. Lady Eustace was
such a person, and so was Lucy Morris. Opposite in their characters as
two poles, they were, each of them, a simple entity; and any doubt or
error in judging of the future conduct of either of them would come
from insufficient knowledge of the woman. But there are human beings
who, though of necessity single in body, are dual in character--in
whose breasts not only is evil always fighting against good--but to
whom evil is sometimes horribly, hideously evil, but is sometimes also
not hideous at all. Of such men it may be said that Satan obtains an
intermittent grasp, from which, when it is released, the rebound
carries them high amidst virtuous resolutions and a thorough love of
things good and noble. Such men--or women--may hardly, perhaps, debase
themselves with the more vulgar vices. They will not be rogues, or
thieves, or drunkards--or, perhaps, liars; but ambition, luxury,
self-indulgence, pride, and covetousness will get a hold of them, and
in various moods will be to them virtues in lieu of vices. Such a man
was Frank Greystock, who could walk along the banks of the quiet,
trout-giving Bob, at Bobsborough, whipping the river with his rod,
telling himself that the world lost for love would be a bad thing well
lost for a fine purpose; and who could also stand, with his hands in
his trousers pockets, looking down upon the pavement, in the purlieus
of the courts at Westminster, and swear to himself that he would win
the game, let the cost to his heart be what it might. What must a man
be who would allow some undefined feeling--some inward ache which he
calls a passion and cannot analyse, some desire which has come of
instinct and not of judgment--to interfere with all the projects of his
intellect, with all the work which he has laid out for his
accomplishment? Circumstances had thrown him into a path of life for
which, indeed, his means were insufficient, but which he regarded as,
of all paths, the noblest and the manliest. If he could be true to
himself--with such truth as at these moments would seem to him to be
the truest truth--there was nothing in rank, nothing in ambition, which
might not be within his reach. He might live with the highest, the
best-educated, and the most beautiful; he might assist in directing
national councils by his intelligence; and might make a name for
himself which should be remembered in his country, and of which men
would read the records in the histories written in after ages. But to
do this, he must walk warily. He, an embarrassed man, a man already in
debt, a man with no realised property coming to him in reversion, was
called upon to live, and to live as though at his ease, among those who
had been born to wealth. And, indeed, he had so cleverly learned the
ways of the wealthy, that he hardly knew any longer how to live at his
ease among the poor.
But had he walked warily when he went down to Richmond, and
afterwards, sitting alone in the obscurity of his chamber, wrote the
letter which had made Lucy Morris so happy? It must be acknowledged
that he did, in truth, love the girl--that he was capable of a strong
feeling. She was not beautiful--hardly even pretty, small, in
appearance almost insignificant, quite penniless, a governess! He had
often asked himself what it was that had so vanquished him. She always
wore a pale grey frock--with, perhaps, a grey ribbon--never running
into any bright form of clothing. She was educated, very well-educated;
but she owned no great accomplishment. She had not sung his heart away,
or ravished him with the harp. Even of her words she was sparing,
seeming to care more to listen than to speak; a humble little thing to
look at--one of whom you might say that she regarded herself as
well-placed if left in the background. Yet he had found her out, and
knew her. He had recognised the treasure, and had greatly desired to
possess it. He had confessed to himself that, could splendour and
ambition be laid aside, that little thing would be all the world to
him. As he sat in court, or in the House, patient from practice as he
half-listened to the ponderous speeches of advocates or politicians, he
would think of the sparkle in her eye, of the dimple in her chin, of
the lines of the mouth which could plead so eloquently, though with few
words. To sit on some high seat among his countrymen, and also to marry
Lucy Morris--that would be a high ambition. He had chosen his way now,
and she was engaged to be his wife.
As he thought of it after he had done it, it was not all happiness,
all contentment, with him. He did feel that he had crippled
himself--impeded himself in running the race, as it were, with a log
round his leg. He had offered to marry her, and he must do so at once,
or almost at once, because she could now find no other home but his. He
knew, as well as did Lady Fawn, that she could not go into another
family as governess; and he knew also that she ought not to remain in
Lady Fawn's house an hour longer than she would be wanted there. He
must alter his plan of living at once, give up the luxury of his rooms
at the Grosvenor, take a small house somewhere, probably near the Swiss
Cottage, come up and down to his chambers by the underground railway,
and, in all probability, abandon Parliament altogether. He was not sure
whether, in good faith, he should not at once give notice of his
intended acceptance of the Chiltern Hundreds to the electors of
Bobsborough. Thus meditating, under the influence of that intermittent
evil grasp, almost angry with himself for the open truth which he had
spoken--or rather written, and perhaps thinking more of Lizzie and her
beauty than he should have done, in the course of three weeks he had
paid but one visit to Fawn Court. Then, of a sudden, finding himself
one afternoon relieved from work, he resolved to go there. The days
were still almost at their longest, and he did not scruple to present
himself before Lady Fawn between eight and nine in the evening. They
were all at tea, and he was welcomed kindly. Lucy, when he was
announced, at once got up, and met him almost at the doorway,
sparkling, with just a tear of joy in her eye, with a look in her face,
and a loving manner, which for the moment made him sure that the little
house near the Swiss Cottage would, after all, be the only Elysium upon
earth. If she spoke a word he hardly heard it, but her hand was in his,
so cool and soft, almost trembling in its grasp, with no attempt to
withdraw itself, frank, loving, and honest. There was a perfect
satisfaction in her greeting which at once told him that she had no
discontented thoughts--had had no such thought--because he had been so
long without coming. To see him was a great joy. But every hour of her
life was a joy to her, knowing, as she did know, that he loved her.
Lady Fawn was gracious, the girls were hospitable, and he found
himself made very welcome amidst all the women at the tea-table. Not a
word was said about Lizzie Eustace. Lady Fawn talked about Parliament,
and professed to pity a poor lover who was so bound to his country that
he could not see his mistress above once a fortnight. ``But there'll be
a good time coming next month,'' she said--for it was now July.
``Though the girls can't make their claims felt, the grouse can.''
``It isn't the House altogether that rules me with a rod of iron,
Lady Fawn,'' said Frank, ``but the necessity of earning daily bread by
the sweat of my brow. A man who has to sit in court all day must take
the night--or, indeed, any time that he can get--to read up his
cases.''
``But the grouse put a stop to all work,'' said Lady Fawn. ``My
gardener told me just now that he wanted a day or two in August. I
don't doubt but that he is going to the moors. Are you going to the
moors, Mr Greystock?''
As it happened, Frank Greystock did not quite know whether he was
going to the moors or not. The Ayrshire grouse-shooting is not the best
in Scotland--but there is grouse-shooting in Ayrshire; and the shooting
on the Portray mountains is not the worst shooting in the county. The
castle at Portray overhangs the sea, but there is a wild district
attached to it stretching far back inland, in regard to which Lizzie
Eustace was very proud of talking of ``her shooting''. Early in the
spring of the present year she had asked her cousin Frank to accept the
shooting for the coming season--and he had accepted it. ``I shall
probably be abroad,'' she said, ``but there is the old castle.'' She
had offered it as though he had been her brother, and he had said that
he would go down for a couple of weeks--not to the castle, but to a
little lodge some miles up from the sea, of which she told him when he
declined the castle. When this invitation was given there was no
engagement between her and Lord Fawn. Since that date, within the last
day or two, she had reminded him of it. ``Won't his lordship be
there?'' he had said laughingly. ``Certainly not,'' she had answered
with serious earnestness. Then she had explained that her plan of going
abroad had been set aside by circumstances. She did mean to go down to
Portray. ``I couldn't have you at the castle,'' she said smiling; ``but
even an Othello couldn't object to a first cousin at a little cottage
ever so many miles off.'' It wasn't for him to suggest what objections
might rise to the brain of a modern Othello; but after some hesitation
he said that he would be there. He had promised the trip to a friend,
and would like to keep his promise. But, nevertheless, he almost
thought that he ought to avoid Portray. He intended to support his
cousin as far as he might do so honestly; but he was not quite minded
to stand by her through good report and evil report. He did not desire
to be specially known as her champion, and yet he felt that that
position would be almost forced upon him. He foresaw danger--and
consequently he was doubting about his journey to Scotland.
``I hardly know whether I am or not,'' said Frank--and he almost
felt that he was blushing.
``I hope you are,'' said Lucy. ``When a man has to work all day and
nearly all night he should go where he may get fresh air.''
``There's very good air without going to Scotland for it,'' said
Lady Fawn, who kept up an excellent house at Richmond, but who, with
all her daughters, could not afford autumn trips. The Fawns lived at
Fawn Court all the year round, and consequently Lady Fawn thought that
air was to be found in England sufficiently good for all purposes of
vitality and recreation.
``It's not quite the same thing,'' said Lucy--``at least, not for a
man.''
After that she was allowed to escape into the grounds with her
lover, and was made happy with half an hour of unalloyed bliss. To be
alone with the girl to whom he is not engaged is a man's delight--to be
alone with the man to whom she is engaged is the woman's. When the
thing is settled there is always present to the man something of a
feeling of clipped wings; whereas the woman is conscious of a new power
of expanding her pinions. The certainty of the thing is to him
repressive. He has done his work, and gained his victory--and by
conquering has become a slave. To her the certainty of the thing is the
removal of a restraint which has hitherto always been on her. She can
tell him everything, and be told everything--whereas her previous
confidences, made with those of her own sex, have been tame, and by
comparison valueless. He has no new confidence to make--unless when he
comes to tell her he likes his meat well done, and wants his breakfast
to be punctual. Lucy now not only promised herself, but did actually
realise a great joy. He seemed to her all that her heart desired. He
was a man whose manner was naturally caressing and demonstrative, and
she was to him, of all women, the sweetest, the dearest, the most
perfect--and all his own. ``But, Frank,''--she had already been taught
to call him Frank when they were alone together--``what will come of
all this about Lizzie Eustace?''
``They will be married--of course.''
``Do you think so? I am sure Lady Fawn doesn't think so.''
``What Lady Fawn thinks on such a matter cannot be helped. When a
man asks a woman to marry him, and she accepts, the natural consequence
is that they will be married. Don't you think so?''
``I hope so--sometimes,'' said Lucy, with her two hands joined upon
his arm, and hanging to it with all her little weight.
``You really do hope it?'' he said.
``Oh, I do; you know I do. Hope it! I should die if I didn't hope
it.''
``Then why shouldn't she?'' He asked his question with a quick,
sharp voice, and then turned upon her for an answer.
``I don't know,'' she said, very softly, and still clinging to him.
``I sometimes think there is a difference in people.''
``There is a difference; but, still, we hardly judge of people
sufficiently by our own feelings. As she accepted him, you may be sure
that she wishes to marry him. She has more to give than he has.''
``And I have nothing to give,'' she said.
``If I thought so, I'd go back even now,'' he answered. ``It is
because you have so much to give--so much more than most others--that I
have thought of you, dreamed of you as my wife, almost ever since I
first knew you.''
``I have nothing left to give,'' she said. ``What I ever had is all
given. People call it the heart. I think it is heart, and brain, and
mind, and body--and almost soul. But, Frank, though Lizzie Eustace is
your cousin, I don't want to be likened to her. She is very clever, and
beautiful--and has a way with her that I know is charming--but--''
``But what, Lucy?''
``I don't think she cares so much as some people. I daresay she
likes Lord Fawn very well, but I do not believe she loves him as I love
you.''
``They're engaged,'' said Frank, ``and the best thing they can do
is to marry each other. I can tell you this, at any rate,''--and his
manner again became serious--``if Lord Fawn behaves ill to her, I, as
her cousin, shall take her part.''
``You don't mean that you'll--fight him!''
``No, my darling. Men don't fight each other now-a-days--not often,
at least, and Fawn and I are not of the fighting sort. I can make him
understand what I mean and what others will mean without fighting him.
He is making a paltry excuse.''
``But why should he want to excuse himself--without reason?''
``Because he is afraid. People have got hold of him and told him
lies, and he thinks there will be a scrape about this necklace, and he
hates a scrape. He'll marry her at last, without a doubt, and Lady Fawn
is only making trouble for herself by trying to prevent it. You can't
do anything.''
``Oh no--I can't do anything. When she was here it became at last
quite disagreeable. She hardly spoke to them, and I'm sure that even
the servants understood that there was a quarrel.'' She did not say a
word of Lizzie's offer of the brooch to herself, nor of the stories
which by degrees were reaching her ears as to the old debts, and the
diamonds, and the young bride's conduct to Lady Linlithgow as soon as
she married her grand husband, Sir Florian. She did think badly of
Lizzie, and could not but regret that her own noble, generous Frank
should have to expend his time and labour on a friend unworthy of his
friendship; but there was no shade of jealousy in her feeling, and she
uttered no word against Lizzie more bitter than that in which she
declared that there was a difference between people.
And then there was something said as to their own prospects in
life. Lucy at once and with vehemence declared that she did not look
for or expect an immediate marriage. She did not scruple to tell him
that she knew well how difficult was the task before him, and that it
might be essential for his interest that he should remain as he was for
a year or two. He was astonished to find how completely she understood
his position, and how thoroughly she sympathised with his interests.
``There is only one thing I couldn't do for you,'' she said.
``And what is the one thing?''
``I couldn't give you up. I almost thought that I ought to refuse
you because I can do nothing--nothing to help you. But there will
always come a limit to self-denial. I couldn't do that! Could I?''
The reader will know how this question was answered, and will not
want to be told of the long, close, clinging, praiseworthy kiss with
which the young barrister assured her that would have been on her part
an act of self-denial which would to him have been absolutely ruinous.
It was agreed, however, between them, that Lady Fawn should be told
that they did not propose to marry till some time in the following
year, and that she should be formally asked to allow Lucy to have a
home at Fawn Court in the interval.
Lord Fawn had promised, as he put Lizzie into her carriage, that he
would come to her soon--but he did not come soon. A fortnight passed
and he did not show himself. Nothing further had been done in the
matter of the diamonds, except that Mr Camperdown had written to Frank
Greystock, explaining how impossible it was that the question of their
possession should be referred to arbitration. According to him they
belonged to the heir, as did the estate; and no one would have the
power of accepting an arbitration respecting them--an arbitration which
might separate them from the estate of which an infant was the owner
for his life--any more than such arbitration could be accepted as to
the property of the estate itself. ``Possession is nine points of the
law,'' said Frank to himself, as he put the letter aside--thinking at
the same time that possession in the hands of Lizzie Eustace included
certainly every one of those nine points. Lizzie wore her diamonds
again and then again. There may be a question whether the possession of
the necklace and the publicity of their history--which, however, like
many other histories, was most inaccurately told--did not add something
to her reputation as a lady of fashion. In the meantime, Lord Fawn did
not come to see her. So she wrote to him. ``My dear Frederic, had you
not better come to me? Yours affectionately--L. I go to the North at
the end of this month.''
But Frank Greystock did visit her--more than once. On the day after
the above letter was written he came to her. It was on Sunday
afternoon, when July was more than half over, and he found her alone.
Miss Macnulty had gone to church, and Lizzie was lying listlessly on a
sofa with a volume of poetry in her hand. She had in truth been reading
the book, and in her way enjoying it. It told her the story of certain
knights of old, who had gone forth in quest of a sign from heaven,
which sign, if verily seen by them, might be taken to signify that they
themselves were esteemed holy, and fit for heavenly joy. One would have
thought that no theme could have been less palatable to such a one as
Lizzie Eustace; but the melody of the lines had pleased her ear, and
she was always able to arouse for herself a false enthusiasm on things
which were utterly outside herself in life. She thought she too could
have travelled in search of that holy sign, and have borne all things,
and abandoned all things, and have persevered--and of a certainty have
been rewarded. But as for giving up a string of diamonds, in common
honesty--that was beyond her.
``I wonder whether men ever were like that,'' she said, as she
allowed her cousin to take the book from her hands.
``Let us hope not.''
``Oh, Frank!''
``They were, no doubt, as fanatic and foolish as you please. If you
will read to the end--''
``I have read it all--every word of it,'' said Lizzie
enthusiastically.
``Then you know that Arthur did not go on the search, because he
had a job of work to do, by the doing of which the people around him
might perhaps be somewhat benefited.''
``I like Launcelot better than Arthur,'' said Lizzie.
``So did the Queen,'' replied Frank.
``Your useful, practical man, who attends vestries, and sits at
Boards, and measures out his gifts to others by the ounce, never has
any heart. Has he, Frank?''
``I don't know what heart means. I sometimes fancy that it is a
talent for getting into debt, and running away with other men's
wives.''
``You say that on purpose to make me quarrel with you. You don't
run away with other men's wives, and you have heart.''
``But I get into debt, unfortunately; and as for other men's wives,
I am not sure that I may not do even that some day. Has Lord Fawn been
here?'' She shook her head. ``Or written?'' Again she shook her head.
As she did so the long curl waved and was very near to him, for he was
sitting close to the sofa, and she had raised herself so that she might
look into his face and speak to him almost in a whisper. ``Something
should be settled, Lizzie, before you leave town.''
``I wrote to him, yesterday--one line, and desired him to come. I
expected him here today, but you have come instead. Shall I say that I
am disappointed?''
``No doubt you are so.''
``Oh, Frank, how vain you men are! You want me to swear to you that
I would sooner have you with me than him. You are not content
with--thinking it, unless I tell you that it is so. You know that it is
so. Though he is to be my husband--I suppose he will be my husband--his
spirit is not congenial to mine as is yours.''
``Had you not loved him you would not have accepted him.''
``What was I to do, Frank? What am I to do? Think how desolate I
am, how unfriended, how much in want of someone whom I can call a
protector! I cannot have you always with me. You care more for the
little finger of that prim piece of propriety down at the old dowager's
than you do for me and all my sorrows.'' This was true, but Frank did
not say that it was true. ``Lord Fawn is at any rate respectable. At
least, I thought he was so when I accepted his offer.''
``He is respectable enough.''
``Just that--isn't it?--and nothing more. You do not blame me for
saying that I would be his wife? If you do, I will unsay it, let it
cost me what it may. He is treating me so badly that I need not go far
for an excuse.'' Then she looked into his face with all the eagerness
of her gaze, clearly implying that she expected a serious answer. ``Why
do you not answer me, Frank?''
``What am I to say? He is a timid, cautious man. They have
frightened him about this trumpery necklace, and he is behaving badly.
But he will make a good husband. He is not a spendthrift. He has rank.
All his people are respectable. As Lady Fawn, any house in England will
be open to you. He is not rich, but together you will be rich.''
``What is all that without love?''
``I do not doubt his love. And when you are his own he will love
you dearly.''
``Ah, yes--as he would a horse or a picture. Is there anything of
the rapture of love in that? Is that your idea of love? Is it so you
love your Miss Demure?''
``Don't call names, Lizzie.''
``I shall say what I please of her. You and I are to be friends,
and I may not speak? No--I will have no such friendship! She is demure.
If you like it, what harm is there in my saying it? I am not demure. I
know that. I do not, at least, pretend to be other than I am. When she
becomes your wife, I wonder whether you will like her ways?'' He had
not yet told her that she was to be his wife, nor did he so tell her
now. He thought for a moment that he had better tell her, but he did
not do so. It would, he said to himself, add an embarrassment to his
present position. And as the marriage was to be postponed for a year,
it might be better, perhaps, for Lucy that it should not be declared
openly. It was thus he argued with himself, but yet, no doubt, he knew
well that he did not declare the truth because it would take away
something of its sweetness from this friendship with his cousin Lizzie.
``If ever I do marry,'' he said, ``I hope I shall like my wife's
ways.''
``Of course you will not tell me anything. I do not expect
confidence from you. I do not think a man is ever able to work himself
up to the mark of true confidence with his friend. Men together, when
they like each other, talk of politics, or perhaps of money; but I
doubt whether they ever really tell their thoughts and longings to each
other.''
``Are women more communicative?''
``Yes--certainly. What is there that I would not tell you if you
cared to hear it? Every thought I have is open to you if you chose to
read it. I have that feeling regarding you that I would keep nothing
back from you. Oh, Frank, if you understood me, you could save me--I
was going to say from all unhappiness.''
She did it so well that he would have been more than man had he not
believed some of it. She was sitting almost upright now, though her
feet were still on the sofa, and was leaning over towards him, as
though imploring him for his aid, and her eyes were full of tears, and
her lips were apart as though still eager with the energy of
expression, and her hands were clasped together. She was very lovely,
very attractive, almost invincible. For such a one as Frank Greystock
opposition to her in her present mood was impossible. There are men by
whom a woman, if she have wit, beauty, and no conscience, cannot be
withstood. Arms may be used against them, and a sort of battle waged,
against which they can raise no shield--from which they can retire into
no fortress--in which they can parry no blow. A man so weak and so
attacked may sometimes run; but even the poor chance of running is
often cut off from him. How unlike she was to Lucy! He believed her--in
part; and yet that was the idea that occurred to him. When Lucy was
much in earnest, in her eye, too, a tear would sparkle, the smallest
drop, a bright liquid diamond that never fell; and all her face would
be bright and eloquent with feeling--but how unlike were the two! He
knew that the difference was that between truth and falsehood--and yet
he partly believed the falsehood! ``If I knew how to save you from an
hour's uneasiness I would do it,'' he said.
``No--no--no;'' she murmured.
``Would I not? You do not know me then.'' He had nothing further to
say, and it suited her to remain silent for the moment, while she dried
her eyes, and recovered her composure, and prepared herself to carry on
the battle with a smile. She would carry on the battle, using every
wile she knew, straining every nerve to be victorious, encountering any
and all dangers, and yet she had no definite aim before her. She
herself did not know what she would be at. At this period of her career
she did not want to marry her cousin--having resolved that she would be
Lady Fawn. Nor did she intend that her cousin should be her lover--in
the ordinary sense of love. She was far too wary in the pursuit of the
world's goods to sacrifice herself to any such wish as that. She did
want him to help her about the diamonds--but such help as that she
might have, as she knew well, on much easier terms. There was probably
an anxiety in her bosom to cause him to be untrue to Lucy Morris; but
the guiding motive of her conduct was the desire to make things seem to
be other than they were. To be always acting a part rather than living
her own life was to her everything. ``After all we must come to
facts,'' he said, after a while. ``I suppose it will be better that you
should marry Lord Fawn.''
``If you wish it.''
``Nay--I cannot have that said. In this matter you must rule
yourself by your own judgment. If you are averse to it--'' She shook
her head. ``Then you will own that it had better be so.'' Again she
shook her head. ``Lizzie, for your sake and my own I must declare, that
if you have no opinion in this matter, neither will I have any. You
shall never have to say that I pressed you into this marriage or
debarred you from marrying. I could not bear such an accusation.''
``But you might tell me what I ought to do.''
``No--certainly not.''
``Think how young I am, and--by comparison--how old you are. You
are eight years older than I am. Remember--after all that I have gone
through, I am but twenty-two. At my age other girls have their friends
to tell them. I have no one--unless you will tell me.''
``You have accepted him?''
``Yes.''
``I suppose he is not altogether indifferent to you?''
She paused, and again shook her head. ``Indeed, I do not know. If
you mean, do I love him, as I could love some man whose heart was quite
congenial to my own, certainly I do not.'' She continued to shake her
head very sadly. ``I esteemed him--when he asked me.''
``Say at once that, having made up your mind, you will go through
with it.''
``You think that I ought?''
``You think so--yourself.''
``So be it, Frank. I will. But, Frank, I will not give up my
property. You do not wish me to do that. It would be weak, now--would
it not? I am sure that it is my own.''
``His faith to you should not depend on that.''
``No; of course not; that is just what I mean. He can have no right
to interfere. When he asked me to be his wife, he said nothing about
that. But if he does not come to me, what shall I do?''
``I suppose I had better see him,''--said Frank slowly.
``Will you? That will be so good of you. I feel that I can leave it
all so safely in your hands. I shall go out of town, you know, on the
thirtieth. I feel that I shall be better away, and I am sick of all the
noise, and glitter, and worldliness of London. You will come on the
twelfth?''
``Not quite so soon as that,'' he said, after a pause.
``But you will come?''
``Yes--about the twentieth.''
``And, of course, I shall see you?''
``Oh, yes.''
``So that I may have someone to guide me that I can trust. I have
no brother, Frank; do you ever think of that?'' She put out her hand to
him, and he clasped it, and held it tight in his own; and then, after a
while, he pulled her towards him. In a moment she was on the ground,
kneeling at his feet, and his arm was round her shoulder, and his hand
was on her back, and he was embracing her. Her face was turned up to
him, and he pressed his lips upon her forehead. ``As my brother,'' she
said, stretching back her head and looking up into his face.
``Yes--as your brother.''
They were sitting, or rather acting their little play together, in
the back drawing-room, and the ordinary entrance to the two rooms was
from the landing-place into the larger apartment--of which fact Lizzie
was probably aware, when she permitted herself to fall into a position
as to which a moment or two might be wanted for recovery. When,
therefore, the servant in livery opened the door, which he did, as
Frank thought somewhat suddenly, she was able to be standing on her
legs before she was caught. The quickness with which she sprung from
her position, and the facility with which she composed not her face
only, but the loose lock of her hair and all her person, for the
reception of the coming visitor, was quite marvellous. About her there
was none of the look of having been found out which is so very
disagreeable to the wearer of it; whereas Frank, when Lord Fawn was
announced, was aware that his manner was awkward, and his general
appearance flurried. Lizzie was no more flurried than if she had
stepped that moment from out of the hands of her tire-woman. She
greeted Lord Fawn very prettily, holding him by the hand long enough to
show that she had more claim to do so than could any other woman, and
then she just murmured her cousin's name. The two men shook hands--and
looked at each other as men do who know that they are not friends, and
think that they may live to be enemies. Lord Fawn, who rarely forgot
anything, had certainly not forgotten the Sawab; and Frank was aware
that he might soon be called on to address his lordship in anything but
friendly terms. They said, however, a few words about Parliament and
the weather, and the desirability of escaping from London.
``Frank,'' said Lady Eustace, ``is coming down in August to shoot
my three annual grouse at Portray. He would keep one for you, my lord,
if he thought you would come for it.''
``I'll promise Lord Fawn a fair third, at any rate,'' said Frank.
``I cannot visit Portray this August, I'm afraid,'' said his
lordship, ``much as I might wish to do so. One of us must remain at the
India Office--''
``Oh, that weary India Office!'' exclaimed Lizzie.
``I almost think you official men are worse off than we
barristers,'' said Frank. ``Well, Lizzie, goodbye. I daresay I shall
see you again before you start.''
``Of course you will,'' said Lizzie. And then the two lovers were
left together. They had met once, at Lady Glencora's ball, since the
quarrel at Fawn Court, and there, as though by mutual forbearance, had
not alluded to their troubles. Now he had come, especially to speak of
the matter that concerned them both so deeply. As long as Frank
Greystock was in the room, his work was comparatively easy, but he had
known beforehand that he would not find it at all easy should he be
left alone with her. Lizzie began. ``My lord,'' she said, ``considering
all that has passed between us, you have been a truant.''
``Yes--I admit it--but--''
``With me, my lord, a fault admitted is a fault forgiven.'' Then
she took her old seat on the sofa, and he placed himself on the chair
which Frank Greystock had occupied. He had not intended to own a fault,
and certainly not to accept forgiveness; but she had been too quick for
him; and now he could not find words by which to express himself. ``In
truth,'' she continued, ``I would always rather remember one kindness
than a dozen omissions on the part of a friend.''
``Lady Eustace, I have not willingly omitted anything.''
``So be it. I will not give you the slightest excuse for saying
that you have heard a reproach from me. You have come at last, and you
are welcome. Is that enough for you?''
He had much to say to her about the diamonds, and, when he was
entering the room, he had not a word to say to her about anything else.
Since that, another subject had sprung up before him. Whether he was,
or was not, to regard himself as being at this moment engaged to marry
Lady Eustace was a matter to him of much doubt--but of this he was
sure, that if she were engaged to him as his wife, she ought not to be
entertaining her cousin Frank Greystock down at Portray Castle, unless
she had some old lady, not only respectable in life, but high in rank
also, to see that everything was right. It was almost an insult to him
that such a visit should have been arranged without his sanction or
cognizance. Of course, if he were bound by no engagement--and he had
been persuaded by his mother and sister to wish that he were not
bound--then the matter would be no affair of his. If, however, the
diamonds were abandoned, then the engagement was to be continued--and
in that case it was out of the question that his elected bride should
entertain another young man--even though she was a widow and the young
man was her cousin. Of course, he should have spoken of the diamonds
first; but the other matter had obtruded itself upon him, and he was
puzzled. ``Is Mr Greystock to accompany you into Scotland?'' he asked.
``Oh dear no. I go on the thirtieth of this month. I hardly know
when he means to be there.''
``He follows you to Portray?''
``Yes--he follows me, of course. `The king himself has followed
her, When she has gone before.''' Lord Fawn did not remember the
quotation, and was more puzzled than ever. ``Frank will follow me, just
as the other shooting men will follow me.''
``He goes direct to Portray Castle?''
``Neither directly nor indirectly. Just at present, Lord Fawn, I am
in no mood to entertain guests--not even one that I love so well as my
cousin Frank. The Portray mountains are somewhat extensive, and at the
back of them there is a little shooting-lodge.''
``Oh, indeed,'' said Lord Fawn, feeling that he had better dash at
once at the diamonds.
``If you, my lord, could manage to join us for a day, my cousin and
his friend would, I am sure, come over to the castle, so that you
should not suffer from being left alone with me and Miss Macnulty.''
``At present it is impossible,'' said Lord Fawn--and then he
paused. ``Lady Eustace, the position in which you and I stand to each
other is one not altogether free from trouble.''
``You cannot say that it is of my making,'' she said, with a smile.
``You once asked--what men think a favour from me; and I granted
it--perhaps too easily.''
``I know how greatly I am indebted to your goodness, Lady
Eustace--'' And then again he paused.
``Lord Fawn!''
``I trust you will believe that nothing can be further from me than
that you should be harassed by any conduct of mine.''
``I am harassed, my lord.''
``And so am I. I have learned that you are in possession of certain
jewels which I cannot allow to be held by my wife.''
``I am not your wife, Lord Fawn.'' As she said this, she rose from
her reclining posture and sat erect.
``That is true. You are not. But you said you would be.''
``Go on, sir.''
``It was the pride of my life to think that I had attained to so
much happiness. Then came this matter of the diamonds.''
``What business have you with my diamonds--more than any other
man?''
``Simply that I am told that they are not yours.''
``Who tells you so?''
``Various people. Mr Camperdown.''
``If you, my lord, intend to take an attorney's word against mine,
and that on a matter as to which no one but myself can know the truth,
then you are not fit to be my husband. The diamonds are my own, and
should you and I become man and wife, they must remain so by special
settlement. While I choose to keep them they will be mine--to do with
them as I please. It will be my pleasure, when my boy marries, to hang
them round his bride's neck.'' She carried herself well, and spoke her
words with dignity.
``What I have got to say is this,'' began Lord Fawn--``I must
consider our engagement as at an end unless you will give them up to Mr
Camperdown.''
``I will not give them up to Mr Camperdown.''
``Then--then--then--''
``And I make bold to tell you, Lord Fawn, that you are not behaving
to me like a man of honour. I shall now leave the matter in the hands
of my cousin, Mr Greystock.'' Then she sailed out of the room, and Lord
Fawn was driven to escape from the house as he might. He stood about
the room for five minutes with his hat in his hand, and then walked
down and let himself out of the front door.
The thirtieth of July came round, and Lizzie was prepared for her
journey down to Scotland. She was to be accompanied by Miss Macnulty
and her own maid and her own servants, and to travel, of course, like a
grand lady. She had not seen Lord Fawn since the meeting recorded in
the last chapter, but had seen her cousin Frank nearly every other day.
He, after much consideration, had written a long letter to Lord Fawn,
in which he had given that nobleman to understand that some explanation
was required as to conduct which Frank described as being to him ``at
present unintelligible.'' He then went, at considerable length, into
the matter of the diamonds, with the object of proving that Lord Fawn
could have no possible right to interfere in the matter. And though he
had from the first wished that Lizzie would give up the trinket, he
made various points in her favour. Not only had they been given to his
cousin by her late husband--even had they not been so given, they would
have been hers by will. Sir Florian had left her everything that was
within the walls of Portray Castle, and the diamonds had been at
Portray at the time of Sir Florian's death. Such was Frank's
statement--untrue indeed, but believed by him to be true. This was one
of Lizzie's lies, forged as soon as she understood that some subsidiary
claim might be made upon them on the ground that they formed a portion
of property left by will away from her--some claim subsidiary to the
grand claim, that the necklace was a family heirloom. Lord Fawn was not
in the least shaken in his conviction that Lizzie had behaved, and was
behaving, badly, and that, therefore, he had better get rid of her, but
he knew that he must be very wary in the reasons he would give for
jilting her. He wrote, therefore, a very short note to Greystock,
promising that any explanation needed should be given as soon as
circumstances should admit of his forming a decision. In the meantime,
the 30th of July came, and Lady Eustace was ready for her journey.
There is, or there was, a train leaving London for Carlisle at 11
a.m., by which Lizzie proposed to travel, so that she might sleep in
that city and go on through Dumfries to Portray the next morning. This
was her scheme; but there was another part of her scheme as to which
she had felt much doubt. Should she leave the diamonds, or should she
take them with her? The iron box in which they were kept was small, and
so far portable that a strong man might carry it without much trouble.
Indeed, Lizzie could move it from one part of the room to the other,
and she had often done so. But it was so heavy that it could not be
taken with her without attracting attention. The servant would know
what it was, and the porter would know, and Miss Macnulty would know.
That her own maid should know was a matter of course; but even to her
own maid the journey of the jewels would be remarkable because of the
weight of the box, whereas if they went with her other jewels in her
dressing-case, there would be nothing remarkable. She might even have
taken them in her pocket--had she dared. But she did not dare. Though
she was intelligent and courageous, she was wonderfully ignorant as to
what might and what might not be done for the recovery of the necklace
by Mr Camperdown. She did not dare to take them without the iron box,
and at last she decided that the box should go. At a little after ten,
her own carriage--the job-carriage, which was now about to perform its
last journey in her service--was at the door, and a cab was there for
the servants. The luggage was brought down, and with the larger boxes
was brought the iron case with the necklace. The servant, certainly
making more of the weight than he need have done, deposited it as a
foot-stool for Lizzie, who then seated herself, and was followed by
Miss Macnulty. She would have it placed in the same way beneath her
feet in the railway carriage, and again brought into her room at the
Carlisle hotel. What though the porter did know! There was nothing
illegal in travelling about with a heavy iron box full of diamonds, and
the risk would be less this way, she thought, than were she to leave
them behind her in London. The house in Mount Street, which she had
taken for the season, was to be given up; and whom could she trust in
London? Her very bankers, she feared, would have betrayed her, and
given up her treasure to Mr Camperdown. As for Messrs Harter and
Benjamin, she felt sure that they would be bribed by Mr Camperdown. She
once thought of asking her cousin to take the charge of them, but she
could not bring herself to let them out of her own hands. Ten thousand
pounds! If she could only sell them and get the money, from what a
world of trouble would she be relieved. And the sale, for another
reason, would have been convenient; for Lady Eustace was already a
little in debt. But she could not sell them, and therefore when she got
into the carriage there was the box under her feet.
At that very moment who should appear on the pavement, standing
between the carriage and the house-door, but Mr Camperdown! And with Mr
Camperdown there was another man--a very suspicious-looking man--whom
Lizzie at once took to be a detective officer of police. ``Lady
Eustace!'' said Mr Camperdown, taking off his hat. Lizzie bowed across
Miss Macnulty, and endeavoured to restrain the tell-tale blood from
flying to her cheeks. ``I believe'', said Mr Camperdown ``that you are
now starting for Scotland.''
``We are, Mr Camperdown--and we are very late.''
``Could you allow me two minutes' conversation with you in the
house?''
``Oh dear no. We are late, I tell you. What a time you have chosen
for coming, Mr Camperdown!''
``It is an awkward hour, Lady Eustace. I only heard this morning
that you were going so soon, and it is imperative that I should see
you.''
``Had you not better write, Mr Camperdown?''
``You will never answer my letters, madam.''
``I--I--I really cannot see you now. William, the coachman must
drive on. We cannot allow ourselves to lose the train. I am really very
sorry, Mr Camperdown; but we must not lose the train.''
``Lady Eustace,'' said Mr Camperdown, putting his hand on the
carriage-door, and so demeaning himself that the coachman did not dare
to drive on, ``I must ask you a question.'' He spoke in a low voice,
but he was speaking across Miss Macnulty. That lady, therefore, heard
him, and so did William, the servant, who was standing close to the
door. ``I must insist on knowing where are the Eustace diamonds.''
Lizzie felt the box beneath her feet, and, without showing that she did
so, somewhat widened her drapery.
``I can tell you nothing now. William, make the coachman drive
on.''
``If you will not answer me, I must tell you that I shall be driven
in the execution of my duty to obtain a search-warrant, in order that
they may be placed in proper custody. They are not your property, and
must be taken out of your hands.''
Lizzie looked at the suspicious man with a frightened gaze. The
suspicious man was, in fact, a very respectable clerk in Mr
Camperdown's employment, but Lizzie for a moment felt that the search
was about to begin at once. She had hardly understood the threat, and
thought that the attorney was already armed with the powers of which he
spoke. She glanced for a moment at Miss Macnulty, and then at the
servant. Would they betray her? If they chose to use force to her, the
box certainly might be taken from her. ``I know I shall lose the
train,'' she said. ``I know I shall. I must insist that you let my
servant drive on.'' There was now a little crowd of a dozen persons on
the pavement, and there was nothing to cover her diamonds but the skirt
of her travelling-dress.
``Are they in this house, Lady Eustace?''
``Why doesn't he go on?'' shouted Lizzie. ``You have no right, sir,
to stop me. I won't be stopped.''
``Or have you got them with you?''
``I shall answer no questions. You have no right to treat me in
this way.''
``Then I shall be forced, on behalf of the family, to obtain a
search-warrant, both here and in Ayrshire, and proceedings will be
taken also against your ladyship personally.'' So saying, Mr Camperdown
withdrew, and at last the carriage was driven on.
As it happened, there was time enough for catching the train--and
to spare. The whole affair in Mount Street had taken less than ten
minutes. But the effect upon Lizzie was very severe. For a while she
could not speak, and at last she burst out into hysteric tears--not a
sham fit--but a true convulsive agony of sobbing. All the world of
Mount Street, including her own servants, had heard the accusation
against her. During the whole morning she had been wishing that she had
never seen the diamonds; but now it was almost impossible that she
should part with them. And yet they were like a load upon her chest, a
load as heavy as though she were compelled to sit with the iron box on
her lap day and night. In her sobbing she felt the thing under her
feet, and knew that she could not get rid of it. She hated the box, and
yet she must cling to it now. She was thoroughly ashamed of the box,
and yet she must seem to take a pride in it. She was horribly afraid of
the box, and yet she must keep it in her own very bed-room. And what
should she say about the box now to Miss Macnulty, who sat by her side,
stiff and scornful, offering her smelling-bottles, but not offering her
sympathy? ``My dear,'' she said at last, ``that horrid man has quite
upset me.''
``I don't wonder that you should be upset,'' said Miss Macnulty.
``And so unjust, too--so false--so--so--so--. They are my own as
much as that umbrella is yours, Miss Macnulty.''
``I don't know,'' said Miss Macnulty.
``But I tell you,'' said Lizzie.
``What I mean is, that it is such a pity there should be a doubt.''
``There is no doubt,'' said Lizzie--``how dare you say there is a
doubt? My cousin, Mr Greystock, says that there is not the slightest
doubt. He is a barrister, and must know better than an attorney like
that Mr Camperdown.'' By this time they were at the Euston Square
station, and then there was more trouble with the box. The footman
struggled with it into the waiting-room, and the porter struggled with
it from the waiting-room to the carriage. Lizzie could not but look at
the porter as he carried it, and she felt sure that the man had been
told of its contents and was struggling with the express view of adding
to her annoyance. The same thing happened at Carlisle, where the box
was carried up into Lizzie's bedroom by the footman, and where she was
convinced that her treasure had become the subject of conversation for
the whole house. In the morning people looked at her as she walked down
the long platform with the box still struggling before her. She almost
wished that she had undertaken its carriage herself, as she thought
that even she could have managed with less outward show of effort. Her
own servants seemed to be in league against her, and Miss Macnulty had
never before been so generally unpleasant. Poor Miss Macnulty, who had
a conscientious idea of doing her duty, and who always attempted to
give an adequate return for the bread she ate, could not so far
overcome the effect of Mr Camperdown's visit, as to speak on any
subject without being stiff and hard. And she suffered, too, from the
box--to such a degree that she turned over in her mind the thought of
leaving Lizzie, if any other possible home might be found for her. Who
would willingly live with a woman who always travelled about with a
diamond necklace worth ten thousand pounds, locked up in an iron
safe--and that necklace not her own property.
But at last Lady Eustace, and Miss Macnulty, and the servants--and
the iron box--reached Portray Castle in safety.
Lady Eustace had been rather cross on the journey down to Scotland,
and had almost driven the unfortunate Macnulty to think that Lady
Linlithgow or the workhouse would be better than this young tyrant; but
on her arrival at her own house she was for awhile all smiles and
kindness. During the journey she had been angry without thought, but
was almost entitled to be excused for her anger. Could Miss Macnulty
have realised the amount of oppression inflicted on her patroness by
the box of diamonds she would have forgiven anything. Hitherto there
had been some secrecy, or at any rate some privacy attached to the
matter; but now that odious lawyer had discussed the matter aloud, in
the very streets, in the presence of the servants, and Lady Eustace had
felt that it was discussed also by every porter on the railway from
London down to Troon, the station in Scotland at which her own carriage
met her to take her to her own castle. The night at Carlisle had been
terrible to her, and the diamonds had never been for a moment off her
mind. Perhaps the worst of it all was that her own man servant and maid
servant had heard the claim which had been so violently made by Mr
Camperdown. There are people, in that respect very fortunately
circumstanced, whose servants, as a matter of course, know all their
affairs, have an interest in their concerns, sympathise with their
demands, feel their wants, and are absolutely at one with them. But in
such cases the servants are really known, and are almost as completely
a part of the family as the sons and daughters. There may be
disruptions and quarrels; causes may arise for ending the existing
condition of things; but while this condition lasts, the servants in
such households are, for the most part, only too well inclined to fight
the battles of their employers. Mr Binns, the butler, would almost foam
at the mouth if it were suggested to him that the plate at Silvercup
Hall was not the undoubted property of the old squire; and Mrs
Pouncebox could not be made to believe, by any amount of human
evidence, that the jewels which her lady has worn for the last fifteen
years are not her ladyship's very own. Binns would fight for the plate,
and so would Pouncebox for the jewels, almost till they were cut to
pieces. The preservation of these treasures on behalf of those who paid
them their wages, and fed them, who occasionally scolded them but
always succoured them, would be their point of honour. No torture would
get the key of the cellar from Binns; no threats extract from Pouncebox
a secret of the toilet. But poor Lizzie Eustace had no Binns and no
Pouncebox. They are plants that grow slowly. There was still too much
of the mushroom about Lady Eustace to permit of her possessing such
treasures. Her footman was six feet high, was not bad looking, and was
called Thomas. She knew no more about him, and was far too wise to
expect sympathy from him, or other aid than the work for which she paid
him. Her own maid was somewhat nearer to her; but not much nearer. The
girl's name was Patience Crabstick, and she could do hair well. Lizzie
knew but little more of her than that.
Lizzie considered herself still to be engaged to be married to Lord
Fawn--but there was no sympathy to be had in that quarter. Frank
Greystock might be induced to sympathise with her--but hardly after the
fashion which Lizzie desired. And then sympathy in that direction would
be so dangerous, should she decide upon going on with the Fawn
marriage. For the present she had quarrelled with Lord Fawn--but the
very bitterness of that quarrel, and the decision with which her
betrothed had declared his intention of breaking off the match, made
her the more resolute that she would marry him. During her journey to
Portray she had again determined that he should be her husband--and, if
so, advanced sympathy--sympathy that would be pleasantly tender with
her cousin Frank, would be dangerous. She would be quite willing to
accept even Miss Macnulty's sympathy, if that humble lady would give it
to her of the kind she wanted. She declared to herself that she could
pour herself out on Miss Macnulty's bosom, and mingle her tears even
with Miss Macnulty's, if only Miss Macnulty would believe in her. If
Miss Macnulty would be enthusiastic about the jewels, enthusiastic as
to the wickedness of Lord Fawn, enthusiastic in praising Lizzie
herself, Lizzie--so she told herself--would have showered all the
sweets of female friendship even on Miss Macnulty's head. But Miss
Macnulty was as hard as a deal board. She did as she was bidden,
thereby earning her bread. But there was no tenderness in her--no
delicacy--no feeling--no comprehension. It was thus that Lady Eustace
judged her humble companion; and in one respect she judged her rightly.
Miss Macnulty did not believe in Lady Eustace, and was not sufficiently
gifted to act up to a belief which she did not entertain.
Poor Lizzie! The world, in judging of people who are false and bad
and selfish and prosperous to outward appearances, is apt to be hard
upon them, and to forget the punishments which generally accompany such
faults. Lizzie Eustace was very false and bad and selfish--and, we may
say, very prosperous also; but in the midst of all she was thoroughly
uncomfortable. She was never at ease. There was no green spot in her
life with which she could be contented. And though, after a fashion,
she knew herself to be false and bad, she was thoroughly convinced that
she was ill-used by everybody about her. She was being very badly
treated by Lord Fawn--but she flattered herself that she would be able
to make Lord Fawn know more of her character before she had done with
him.
Portray Castle was really a castle--not simply a country mansion so
called, but a stone edifice with battlements and a round tower at one
corner, and a gate which looked as if it might have had a portcullis,
and narrow windows in a portion of it, and a cannon mounted up on a low
roof, and an excavation called the moat--but which was now a fantastic
and somewhat picturesque garden--running round two sides of it. In very
truth, though a portion of the castle was undoubtedly old, and had been
built when strength was needed for defence and probably for the custody
of booty--the battlements, and the round tower, and the awe-inspiring
gateway had all been added by one of the late Sir Florians. But the
castle looked like a castle, and was interesting. As a house it was not
particularly eligible, the castle form of domestic architecture being
exigeant in its nature, and demanding that space, which in less
ambitious houses can be applied to comfort, shall be surrendered to
magnificence. There was a great hall, and a fine dining-room with
plate-glass windows looking out upon the sea; but the other
sitting-rooms were insignificant, and the bedrooms were here and there,
and were for the most part small and dark. That, however, which Lizzie
had appropriated to her own use was a grand chamber, looking also out
upon the open sea.
The castle stood upon a bluff of land, with a fine prospect of the
Firth of Clyde, and with a distant view of the Isle of Arran. When the
air was clear, as it often is clear there, the Arran hills could be
seen from Lizzie's window, and she was proud of talking of the
prospect. In other respects, perhaps, the castle was somewhat desolate.
There were a few stunted trees around it, but timber had not prospered
there. There was a grand kitchen garden--or rather a kitchen garden
which had been intended to be grand--but since Lizzie's reign had been
commenced, the grandeur had been neglected. Grand kitchen gardens are
expensive, and Lizzie had at once been firm in reducing the
under-gardeners from five men to one and a boy. The head gardener had
of course left her at once; but that had not broken her heart, and she
had hired a modest man at a guinea a week instead of a scientific
artist, who was by no means modest, with a hundred and twenty pounds a
year and coals, house, milk, and all other horticultural luxuries.
Though Lizzie was prosperous and had a fine income, she was already
aware that she could not keep up a town and country establishment and
be a rich woman on four thousand a year. There was a flower garden and
small shrubbery within the so-called moat; but, otherwise, the grounds
of Portray Castle were not alluring. The place was sombre, exposed,
and, in winter, very cold; and, except that the expanse of sea beneath
the hill on which stood the castle was fine and open, it had no great
claim to praise on the score of scenery. Behind the castle, and away
from the sea, the low mountains belonging to the estate stretched for
some eight or ten miles; and towards the further end of them, where
stood a shooting-lodge, called always The Cottage, the landscape became
rough and grand. It was in this cottage that Frank Greystock was to be
sheltered with his friend, when he came down to shoot what Lady Eustace
had called her three annual grouse.
She ought to have been happy and comfortable. There will, of
course, be some to say that a young widow should not be happy and
comfortable--that she should be weeping her lost lord, and subject to
the desolation of bereavement. But as the world goes now, young widows
are not miserable; and there is, perhaps, a growing tendency in society
to claim from them year by year still less of any misery that may be
avoidable. Suttee propensities of all sorts, from burning alive down to
bombazine and hideous forms of clothing, are becoming less and less
popular among the nations, and women are beginning to learn that, let
what misfortunes will come upon them, it is well for them to be as
happy as their nature will allow them to be. A woman may thoroughly
respect her husband, and mourn him truly, honestly, with her whole
heart, and yet enjoy thoroughly the good things which he has left
behind for her use. It was not, at any rate, sorrow for the lost Sir
Florian that made Lady Eustace uncomfortable. She had her child. She
had her income. She had her youth and beauty. She had Portray Castle.
She had a new lover--and, if she chose to be quit of him, not liking
him well enough for the purpose, she might undoubtedly have another
whom she would like better. She had hitherto been thoroughly successful
in her life. And yet she was unhappy. What was it that she wanted?
She had been a very clever child--a clever, crafty child; and now
she was becoming a clever woman. Her craft remained with her; but so
keen was her outlook upon the world, that she was beginning to perceive
that craft, let it be never so crafty, will in the long run miss its
own object. She actually envied the simplicity of Lucy Morris, for whom
she delighted to find evil names, calling her demure, a prig, a sly
puss, and so on. But she could see--or half see--that Lucy with her
simplicity was stronger than was she with her craft. She had nearly
captivated Frank Greystock with her wiles, but without any wiles Lucy
had captivated him altogether. And a man captivated by wiles was only
captivated for a time, whereas a man won by simplicity would be won for
ever--if he himself were worth the winning. And this, too, she
felt--that let her success be what it might, she could not be happy
unless she could win a man's heart. She had won Sir Florian's, but that
had been but for an hour--for a month or two. And then Sir Florian had
never really won hers. Could not she be simple? Could not she act
simplicity so well that the thing acted could be as powerful as the
thing itself--perhaps even more powerful? Poor Lizzie Eustace! In
thinking over all this, she saw a great deal. It was wonderful that she
should see so much and tell herself so many home truths. But there was
one truth she could not see, and therefore could not tell it to
herself. She had not a heart to give. It had become petrified during
those lessons of early craft in which she had taught herself how to get
the better of Messrs Harter and Benjamin, of Sir Florian Eustace, of
Lady Linlithgow, and of Mr Camperdown.
Her ladyship had now come down to her country house, leaving London
and all its charms before the end of the season, actuated by various
motives. In the first place, the house in Mount Street was taken,
furnished, by the month, and the servants were hired after the same
fashion, and the horses jobbed. Lady Eustace was already sufficiently
intimate with her accounts to know that she would save two hundred
pounds by not remaining another month or three weeks in London, and
sufficiently observant of her own affairs to have perceived that such
saving was needed. And then it appeared to her that her battle with
Lord Fawn could be better fought from a distance than at close
quarters. London, too, was becoming absolutely distasteful to her.
There were many things there that tended to make her unhappy, and so
few that she could enjoy! She was afraid of Mr Camperdown, and ever on
the rack lest some dreadful thing should come upon her in respect of
the necklace--some horrible paper served upon her from a magistrate,
ordering her appearance at Newgate, or perhaps before the Lord
Chancellor, or a visit from policemen, who would be empowered to search
for and carry off the iron box. And then there was so little in her
London life to gratify her! It is pleasant to win in a fight--but to be
always fighting is not pleasant. Except in those moments, few and far
between, in which she was alone with her cousin Frank--and perhaps in
those other moments in which she wore her diamonds--she had but little
in London that she enjoyed. She still thought that a time would come
when it would be otherwise. Under these influences she had actually
made herself believe that she was sighing for the country, and for
solitude; for the wide expanse of her own bright waves--as she had
called them--and for the rocks of dear Portray. She had told Miss
Macnulty and Augusta Fawn that she thirsted for the breezes of
Ayrshire, so that she might return to her books and her thoughts.
Amidst the whirl of London it was impossible either to read or to
think. And she believed it, too--herself. She so believed it, that on
the first morning of her arrival she took a little volume in her
pocket, containing Shelley's Queen Mab, and essayed to go down upon the
rocks. She had actually breakfasted at nine, and was out in the sloping
grounds below the castle before ten, having made some boast to Miss
Macnulty about the morning air.
She scrambled down--not very far down, but a little way beneath the
garden gate, to a spot on which a knob of rock cropped out from the
scanty herbage of the incipient cliff. Fifty yards lower, the real
rocks began; and, though the real rocks were not very rocky, not
precipitous or even bold, and were partially covered with salt-fed
mosses, down almost to the sea, nevertheless they justified her in
talking about her rock-bound shore. The shore was hers--for her life,
and it was rock-bound. This knob she had espied from her windows--and,
indeed, had been thinking of it for the last week, as a place
appropriate to solitude and Shelley. She had stood on it before, and
had stretched her arms with enthusiasm towards the just-visible
mountains of Arran. On that occasion the weather, perhaps, had been
cool; but now a blazing sun was overhead, and when she had been seated
half a minute, and ``Queen Mab'' had been withdrawn from her pocket,
she found that it would not do. It would not do, even with the canopy
she could make for herself with her parasol. So she stood up and looked
about herself for shade--for shade in some spot in which she could
still look out upon ``her dear wide ocean, with its glittering smile''.
For it was thus that she would talk about the mouth of the Clyde.
Shelter near her there was none. The scrubby trees lay nearly half a
mile to the right--and up the hill, too. She had once clambered down to
the actual shore, and might do so again. But she doubted that there
would be shelter even there; and the clambering up on that former
occasion had been a nuisance and would be a worse nuisance now.
Thinking of all this, and feeling the sun keenly, she gradually
retraced her steps to the garden within the moat, and seated herself,
Shelley in hand, within the summer-house. The bench was narrow, hard,
and broken; and there were some snails which discomposed her--but,
nevertheless, she would make the best of it. Her darling Queen Mab must
be read without the coarse, inappropriate, everyday surroundings of a
drawing-room; and it was now manifest to her that, unless she could get
up much earlier in the morning, or come out to her reading after
sunset, the knob of rock would not avail her.
She began her reading, resolved that she would enjoy her poetry in
spite of the narrow seat. She had often talked of Queen Mab, and
perhaps she thought she had read it. This, however, was in truth her
first attempt at that work. ``How wonderful is Death! Death and his
brother, Sleep!'' Then she half-closed the volume, and thought that she
enjoyed the idea. Death--and his brother Sleep! She did not know why
they should be more wonderful than Action, or Life, or Thought--but the
words were of a nature which would enable her to remember them, and
they would be good for quoting. ``Sudden arose Ianthe's soul; it stood
all-beautiful in naked purity.'' The name of Ianthe suited her exactly.
And the antithesis conveyed to her mind by naked purity struck her
strongly, and she determined to learn the passage by heart. Eight or
nine lines were printed separately, like a stanza, and the labour would
not be great, and the task, when done, would be complete. ``Instinct
with inexpressible beauty and grace, Each stain of earthliness Had
passed away, it reassumed Its native dignity, and stood Immortal amid
ruin.'' Which was instinct with beauty--the stain or the soul, she did
not stop to inquire, and may be excused for not understanding.
``Ah,''--she exclaimed to herself, ``how true it is; how one feels it;
how it comes home to one!--`Sudden arose Ianthe's soul!''' And then she
walked about the garden, repeating the words to herself, and almost
forgetting the heat. ```Each stain of earthliness had passed away.'
Ha--yes. They will pass away, and become instinct with beauty and
grace.'' A dim idea came upon her that when this happy time should
arrive, no one would claim her necklace from her, and that the man at
the stables would not be so disagreeably punctual in sending in his
bill. ```All-beautiful in naked purity!''' What a tawdry world was
this, in which clothes and food and houses are necessary! How perfectly
that boy-poet had understood it all! ```Immortal amid ruin!''' She
liked the idea of the ruin almost as well as that of the immortality,
and the stains quite as well as the purity. As immortality must come,
and as stains were instinct with grace, why be afraid of ruin? But
then, if people go wrong--at least women--they are not asked out any
where! ```Sudden arose Ianthe's soul; it stood all-beautiful--''' And
so the piece was learned, and Lizzie felt that she had devoted her hour
to poetry in a quite rapturous manner. At any rate she had a bit to
quote; and though in truth she did not understand the exact bearing of
the image, she had so studied her gestures, and so modulated her voice,
that she knew that she could be effective. She did not then care to
carry her reading further, but returned with the volume into the house.
Though the passage about Ianthe's soul comes very early in the work,
she was now quite familiar with the poem, and when, in after days, she
spoke of it as a thing of beauty that she had made her own by long
study, she actually did not know that she was lying. As she grew older,
however, she quickly became wiser, and was aware that in learning one
passage of a poem, it is expedient to select one in the middle, or at
the end. The world is so cruelly observant now-a-days, that even men
and women who have not themselves read their Queen Mab, will know from
what part of the poem a morsel is extracted, and will not give you
credit for a page beyond that from which your passage comes.
After lunch Lizzie invited Miss Macnulty to sit at the open window
of the drawing-room and look out upon the ``glittering waves''. In
giving Miss Macnulty her due, we must acknowledge that, though she
owned no actual cleverness herself, had no cultivated tastes, read but
little, and that little of a colourless kind, and thought nothing of
her hours but that she might get rid of them and live--yet she had a
certain power of insight, and could see a thing. Lizzie Eustace was
utterly powerless to impose upon her. Such as Lizzie was, Miss Macnulty
was willing to put up with her and accept her bread. The people whom
she had known had been either worthless--as had been her own father, or
cruel--like Lady Linlithgow, or false--as was Lady Eustace. Miss
Macnulty knew that worthlessness, cruelty, and falseness had to be
endured by such as she. And she could bear them without caring much
about them--not condemning them, even within her own heart, very
heavily. But she was strangely deficient in this--that she could not
call these qualities by other names, even to the owners of them. She
was unable to pretend to believe Lizzie's rhapsodies. It was hardly
conscience or a grand spirit of truth that actuated her, as much as a
want of the courage needed for lying. She had not had the face to call
old Lady Linlithgow kind, and therefore old Lady Linlithgow had turned
her out of the house. When Lady Eustace called on her for sympathy, she
had not courage enough to dare to attempt the bit of acting which would
be necessary for sympathetic expression. She was like a dog or a child,
and was unable not to be true. Lizzie was longing for a little mock
sympathy--was longing to show off her Shelley, and was very kind to
Miss Macnulty when she got the poor old lady into the recess of the
window. ``This is nice--is it not?'' she said, as she spread her hand
out through the open space towards the ``wide expanse of glittering
waves''.
``Very nice--only it glares so,'' said Miss Macnulty.
``Ah, I love the full warmth of the real summer. With me it always
seems that the sun is needed to bring to true ripeness the fruit of the
heart.'' Nevertheless she had been much troubled both by the heat and
by the midges when she tried to sit on the stone, ``I always think of
those few glorious days which I passed with my darling Florian at
Naples--days too glorious because they were so few.'' Now Miss Macnulty
knew some of the history of those days and of their glory--and knew
also how the widow had borne her loss.
``I suppose the bay of Naples is fine,'' she said.
``It is not only the bay. There are scenes there which ravish you,
only it is necessary that there should be someone with you that can
understand you. `Soul of Ianthe!''' she said, meaning to apostrophise
that of the deceased Sir Florian. ``You have read Queen Mab?''
``I don't know that I ever did. If I have, I have forgotten it.''
``Ah--you should read it. I know nothing in the English language
that brings home to one so often one's own best feelings and
aspirations. `It stands all beautiful in naked purity,''' she
continued, still alluding to poor Sir Florian's soul, ```Instinct with
inexpressible beauty and grace, Each stain of earthliness had passed
away.' I can see him now in all his manly beauty, as we used to sit
together by the hour, looking over the waters. Oh, Julia, the thing
itself has gone--the earthly reality; but the memory of it will live
for ever!''
``He was a very handsome man, certainly,'' said Miss Macnulty,
finding herself forced to say something.
``I see him now,'' she went on, still gazing out upon the shining
water, ```It reassumed its native dignity, and stood Primeval amid
ruin.' Is not that a glorious idea, gloriously worded?'' She had
forgotten one word and used a wrong epithet; but it sounded just as
well. Primeval seemed to her to be a very poetical word.
``To tell the truth,'' said Miss Macnulty, ``I never understand
poetry when it is quoted unless I happen to know the passage
beforehand. I think I'll go away from this, for the light is too much
for my poor old eyes.'' Certainly Miss Macnulty had fallen into a
profession for which she was not suited.
Lady Eustace could make nothing of Miss Macnulty in the way of
sympathy, and could not bear her disappointment with patience. It was
hardly to be expected that she should do so. She paid a great deal for
Miss Macnulty. In a moment of rash generosity, and at a time when she
hardly knew what money meant, she had promised Miss Macnulty seventy
pounds for the first year, and seventy for the second, should the
arrangement last longer than a twelvemonth. The second year had been
now commenced, and Lady Eustace was beginning to think that seventy
pounds was a great deal of money, when so very little was given in
return. Lady Linlithgow had paid her dependant no fixed salary. And
then there was the lady's ``keep'', and first-class travelling when
they went up and down to Scotland, and cab-fares in London when it was
desirable that Miss Macnulty should absent herself. Lizzie, reckoning
all up, and thinking that for so much her friend ought to be ready to
discuss Ianthe's soul, or any other kindred subject, at a moment's
warning, would become angry, and would tell herself that she was being
swindled out of her money. She knew how necessary it was that she
should have some companion at the present emergency of her life, and
therefore could not at once send Miss Macnulty away; but she would
sometimes become very cross, and would tell poor Macnulty that she
was--a fool. Upon the whole, however, to be called a fool was less
objectionable to Miss Macnulty than were demands for sympathy which she
did not know how to give.
Those first ten days of August went very slowly with Lady Eustace.
Queen Mab got itself poked away, and was heard of no more. But there
were other books. A huge box full of novels had come down, and Miss
Macnulty was a great devourer of novels. If Lady Eustace would talk to
her about the sorrows of the poorest heroine that ever saw her lover
murdered before her eyes, and then come to life again with ten thousand
pounds a year--for a period of three weeks, or till another heroine,
who had herself been murdered, obliterated the former horrors from her
plastic mind--Miss Macnulty could discuss the catastrophe with the
keenest interest. And Lizzie, finding herself to be, as she told
herself, unstrung, fell also into novel-reading. She had intended
during this vacant time to master the Fairy Queen; but the Fairy Queen
fared even worse than Queen Mab--and the studies of Portray Castle were
confined to novels. For poor Macnulty, if she could only be left alone,
this was well enough. To have her meals, and her daily walk, and her
fill of novels, and to be left alone, was all that she asked of the
gods. But it was not so with Lady Eustace. She asked much more than
that, and was now thoroughly discontented with her own idleness. She
was sure that she could have read Spenser from sunrise to sundown, with
no other break than an hour or two given to Shelley--if only there had
been someone to sympathise with her in her readings. But there was no
one, and she was very cross. Then there came a letter to her from her
cousin--which for that morning brought some life back to the castle.
``I have seen Lord Fawn'', said the letter, ``and I have also seen Mr
Camperdown. As it would be very hard to explain what took place at
these interviews by letter, and as I shall be at Portray Castle on the
20th--I will not make the attempt. We shall go down by the night train,
and I will get over to you as soon as I have dressed and had my
breakfast. I suppose I can find some kind of a pony for the journey.
The `we' consists of myself and my friend, Mr Herriot--a man whom I
think you will like, if you will condescend to see him, though he is a
barrister like myself. You need express no immediate condescension in
his favour, as I shall of course come over alone on Wednesday morning.
Yours always affectionately, F.G.''
The letter she received on the Sunday morning, and as the Wednesday
named for Frank's coming was the next Wednesday, and was close at hand,
she was in rather a better humour than she had displayed since the
poets had failed her. ``What a blessing it will be'', she said, ``to
have somebody to speak to!''
This was not complimentary, but Miss Macnulty did not want
compliments. ``Yes, indeed,'' she said. ``Of course you will be glad to
see your cousin.''
``I shall be glad to see anything in the shape of a man. I declare
that I have felt almost inclined to ask the minister from Craigie to
elope with me.''
``He has got seven children,'' said Miss Macnulty.
``Yes, poor man, and a wife, and not more than enough to live upon.
I daresay he would have come. By the by, I wonder whether there's a
pony about the place.''
``A pony!'' Miss Macnulty of course supposed that it was needed for
the purpose of the suggested elopement.
``Yes--I suppose you know what a pony is? Of course there ought to
be a shooting pony at the cottage for these men. My poor head has so
many things to work upon that I had forgotten it; and you're never any
good at thinking of things.''
``I didn't know that gentlemen wanted ponies for shooting.''
``I wonder what you do know? Of course there must be a pony.''
``I suppose you'll want two?''
``No, I sha'n't. You don't suppose that men always go riding about.
But I want one. What had I better do?'' Miss Macnulty suggested that
Gowran should be consulted. Now, Gowran was the steward and bailiff and
manager and factotum about the place, who bought a cow or sold one if
occasion required, and saw that nobody stole anything, and who knew the
boundaries of the farms, and all about the tenants, and looked after
the pipes when frost came, and was an honest, domineering,
hard-working, intelligent Scotchman, who had been brought up to love
the Eustaces, and who hated his present mistress with all his heart. He
did not leave her service, having an idea in his mind that it was now
the great duty of his life to save Portray from her ravages. Lizzie
fully returned the compliment of the hatred, and was determined to rid
herself of Andy Gowran's services as soon as possible. He had been
called Andy by the late Sir Florian, and, though everyone else about
the place called him Mr Gowran, Lady Eustace thought it became her, as
the man's mistress, to treat him as he had been treated by the late
master. So she called him Andy. But she was resolved to get rid of
him--as soon as she should dare. There were things which it was
essential that somebody about the place should know, and no one knew
them but Mr Gowran. Every servant in the castle might rob her, were it
not for the protection afforded by Mr Gowran. In that affair of the
garden it was Mr Gowran who had enabled her to conquer the
horticultural Leviathian who had oppressed her, and who, in point of
wages, had been a much bigger man than Mr Gowran himself. She trusted
Mr Gowran, and hated him--whereas Mr Gowran hated her, and did not
trust her. ``I believe you think that nothing can be done at Portray
except by that man,'' said Lady Eustace.
``He'll know how much you ought to pay for the pony.''
``Yes--and get some brute not fit for my cousin to ride, on
purpose, perhaps, to break his neck.''
``Then I should ask Mr Macallum, the postmaster of Troon, for I
have seen three or four very quiet-looking ponies standing in the carts
at his door.''
``Macnulty, if there ever was an idiot you are one!'' said Lady
Eustace, throwing up her hands. ``To think that I should get a pony for
my cousin Frank out of one of the mail carts,''
``I daresay I am an idiot,'' said Miss Macnulty, resuming her
novel.
Lady Eustace was, of course, obliged to have recourse to Gowran, to
whom she applied on the Monday morning. Not even Lizzie Eustace, on
behalf of her cousin Frank, would have dared to disturb Mr Gowran with
considerations respecting a pony on the Sabbath. On the Monday morning
she found Mr Gowran superintending four boys and three old women, who
were making a bit of her ladyship's hay on the ground above the castle.
The ground about the castle was poor and exposed, and her ladyship's
hay was apt to be late. ``Andy,'' she said, ``I shall want to get a
pony for the gentlemen who are coming to the Cottage. It must be there
by Tuesday evening.''
``A pownie, my leddie?''
``Yes--a pony. I suppose a pony may be purchased in
Ayrshire--though of all places in the world it seems to have the fewest
of the comforts of life.''
``Them as find it like that, my leddie, needn't bide there.''
``Never mind. You will have the kindness to have a pony purchased
and put into the stables of the Cottage on the Tuesday afternoon. There
are stables, no doubt.''
``Oh, ay--there's shelter, na doubt, for mair pownies than they'll
ride. When the Cottage was biggit, my leddie, there was nae cause for
sparing nowt.'' Andy Gowran was continually throwing her comparative
poverty in poor Lizzie's teeth, and there was nothing he could do which
displeased her more.
``And I needn't spare my cousin the use of a pony,'' she said
grandiloquently, but feeling as she did so that she was exposing
herself before the man. ``You'll have the goodness to procure one for
him on Tuesday.''
``But there ain't aits nor yet fother, nor nowt for bedding down.
And wha's to tent the pownie? There's mair in keeping a pownie than
your leddyship thinks. It'll be a matter of auchteen and saxpence a
week--will a pownie.'' Mr Gowran, as he expressed his prudential
scruples, put a very strong emphasis indeed on the sixpence.
``Very well. Let it be so.''
``And there'll be the beastie to buy, me leddie. He'll be--a lump
of money, my leddie. Pownies ain't to be had for nowt in Ayrshire, as
was ance, my leddie.''
``Of course I must pay for him.''
``He``ll be a matter of--ten pound, my leddie.''
``Very well.''
``Or may be--twal; just as likely.'' And Mr Gowran shook his head
at his mistress in a most uncomfortable way. It was not surprising that
she should hate him.
``You must give the proper price--of course.''
``There ain't no proper prices for pownies--as there is for jew'ls
and sich like.'' If this was intended for sarcasm upon Lady Eustace in
regard to her diamonds, Mr Gowran ought to have been dismissed on the
spot. In such a case no English jury would have given him his current
wages. ``and he'll be to sell again, my leddie?''
``We shall see about that afterwards.''
``Ye'll never let him eat his head off there a' the winter! He'll
be to sell. And the gentles'll ride him, may be, ance across the
hillside, out and back. As to the grouse, they can't cotch them with
the pownie, for there ain't none to cotch.'' There had been two keepers
on the mountains--men who were paid five or six shillings a week to
look after the game in addition to their other callings, and one of
these had been sent away, actually in obedience to Gowran's advice--so
that this blow was cruel and unmanly. He made it, too, as severe as he
could by another shake of his head.
``Do you mean to tell me that my cousin cannot be supplied with an
animal to ride upon?''
``My leddie, I've said nowt o' the kind. There ain't no useful
animal as I kens the name and nature of as he can't have in
Ayrshire--for paying for it, my leddie--horse, pownie, or ass, just
whichever you please, my leddie. But there'll be a seddle--''
``A what?''
There can be no doubt that Gowran purposely slurred the word so
that his mistress should not understand him. ``Seddles don't come for
nowt, my leddie, though it be Ayrshire.''
``I don't understand what it is that you say, Andy.''
``A seddle, my leddie,''--said he, shouting the word at her at the
top of his voice--``and a briddle. I suppose as your leddyship's cousin
don't ride bareback up in Lunnon?''
``Of course there must be the necessary horse-furniture,'' said
Lady Eustace, retiring to the castle. Andy Gowran had certainly
ill-used her, and she swore that she would have revenge. Nor when she
was informed on the Tuesday that an adequate pony had been hired for
eighteen pence a day, saddle, bridle, groom, and all included, was her
heart at all softened towards Mr Gowran.
Had Frank Greystock known all that his cousin endured for his
comfort, would he have been grateful? Women, when they are fond of men,
do think much of men's comfort in small matters, and men are apt to
take the good things provided almost as a matter of course. When Frank
Greystock and Herriot reached the cottage about nine o'clock in the
morning, having left London over night by the limited mail train, the
pony at once presented itself to them. It was a little shaggy, black
beast, with a boy almost as shaggy as itself, but they were both good
of their kind. ``Oh, you're the laddie with the pownie, are you?'' said
Frank, in answer to an announcement made to him by the boy. He did at
once perceive that Lizzie had taken notice of the word in his note, in
which he had suggested that some means of getting over to Portray would
be needed, and he learned from the fact that she was thinking of him
and anxious to see him.
His friend was a man a couple of years younger than himself, who
had hitherto achieved no success at the Bar, but who was nevertheless a
clever, diligent, well-instructed man. He was what the world calls
penniless, having an income from his father just sufficient to keep him
like a gentleman. He was not much known as a sportsman, his
opportunities for shooting not having been great; but he dearly loved
the hills and fresh air, and the few grouse which were--or were not--on
Lady Eustace's mountains would go as far with him as they would with
any man. Before he had consented to come with Frank, he had especially
inquired whether there was a gamekeeper, and it was not till he had
been assured that there was no officer attached to the estate worthy of
such a name, that he had consented to come upon his present expedition.
``I don't clearly know what a gillie is,'' he said, in answer to one of
Frank's explanations. ``If a gillie means a lad without any breeches
on, I don't mind; but I couldn't stand a severe man got up in well-made
velveteens, who would see through my ignorance in a moment, and make
known by comment the fact that he had done so.'' Greystock had promised
that there should be no severity, and Herriot had come. Greystock
brought with him two guns, two fishing rods, a man servant, and a huge
hamper from Fortnum and Mason's. Arthur Herriot, whom the attorneys had
not yet loved, brought some very thick boots, a pair of knickerbockers,
together with Stone and Toddy's Digest of the Common Law. The best of
the legal profession consists in this--that when you get fairly at work
you may give over working. An aspirant must learn everything; but a man
may make his fortune at it, and know almost nothing. He may examine a
witness with judgment, see through a case with precision, address a
jury with eloquence--and yet be altogether ignorant of law. But he must
be believed to be a very pundit before he will get a chance of
exercising his judgment, his precision, or his eloquence. The men whose
names are always in the newspapers never look at their Stone and
Toddy--care for it not at all--have their Stone and Toddy got up for
them by their juniors when cases require that reference shall be made
to precedents. But till that blessed time has come, a barrister who
means success should carry his Stone and Toddy with him everywhere.
Greystock never thought of the law now, unless he had some special case
in hand; but Herriot could not afford to go out on his holiday without
two volumes of Stone and Toddy's Digest in his portmanteau.
``You won't mind being left alone for the first morning?'' said
Frank, as soon as they had finished the contents of one of the pots
from Fortnum and Mason.
``Not in the least. Stone and Toddy will carry me through.''
``I'd go on the mountain if I were you, and get into a habit of
steady loading.''
``Perhaps I will take a turn--just to find out how I feel in the
knickerbockers. At what time shall I dine if you don't come back?''
``I shall certainly be here to dinner,'' said Frank, ``unless the
pony fails me or I get lost on the mountain.'' Then he started, and
Herriot at once went to work on Stone and Toddy, with a pipe in his
mouth. He had travelled all night, and it is hardly necessary to say
that in five minutes he was fast asleep.
So also had Frank travelled all night, but the pony and the fresh
air kept him awake. The boy had offered to go with him, but that he had
altogether refused--and, therefore, to his other cares was added that
of finding his way. The sweep of the valleys, however, is long and not
abrupt, and he could hardly miss his road if he would only make one
judicious turn through a gap in a certain wall which lay half way
between the cottage and the castle. He was thinking of the work in
hand, and he found the gap without difficulty. When through that he
ascended the hill for two miles, and then the sea was before him, and
Portray Castle, lying, as it seemed to him at that distance, close upon
the sea-shore. ``Upon my word, Lizzie has not done badly for herself,''
he said almost aloud, as he looked down upon the fair sight beneath
him, and round upon the mountains, and remembered that, for her life at
least, it was all hers, and after her death would belong to her son.
What more does any human being desire of such a property than that?
He rode down to the great doorway--the mountain track which fell on
to the road about half a mile from the castle having been plain enough,
and there he gave up the pony into the hands of no less a man than Mr
Gowran himself. Gowran had watched the pony coming down the
mountainside, and had desired to see of what like was ``her
leddyship's'' cousin. In telling the whole truth of Mr Gowran, it must
be acknowledged that he thought that his late master had made a very
great mistake in the matter of his marriage. He could not imagine bad
things enough of Lady Eustace, and almost believed that she was not
now, and hadn't been before her marriage, any better than she should
be. The name of Admiral Greystock, as having been the father of his
mistress, had indeed reached his ears; but Andy Gowran was a suspicious
man, and felt no confidence even in an admiral--in regard to whom he
heard nothing of his having, or having had, a wife. ``It's my fer-rm
opeenion she's jist naebody--and waur,'' he had said more than once to
his own wife, nodding his head with great emphasis at the last word. He
was very anxious, therefore, to see ``her leddyship's'' cousin. Mr
Gowran thought that he knew a gentleman when he saw one. He thought,
also, that he knew a lady, and that he didn't see one when he was
engaged with his mistress. Cousin, indeed! ``For the matter o' that,
ony man that comes the way may be ca'ed a coosin.'' So Mr Gowran was on
the grand sweep before the garden gate, and took the pony from Frank's
hand. ``Is Lady Eustace at home?'' Frank asked. Mr Gowran perceived
that Frank was a gentleman, and was disappointed. And Frank didn't come
as a man comes who calls himself by a false name, and pretends to be an
honest cousin when in fact he is something--oh, ever so wicked! Mr
Gowran, who was a stern moralist, was certainly disappointed at Frank's
appearance.
Lizzie was in a little sitting-room, reached by a long passage with
steps in the middle, at some corner of the castle which seemed a long
way from the great door. It was a cheerful little room, with chintz
curtains, and a few shelves laden with brightly-bound books, which had
been prepared for Lizzie immediately on her marriage. It looked out
upon the sea, and she had almost taught herself to think that here she
had sat with her adored Florian, gazing in mutual ecstasy upon the
``wide expanse of glittering waves''. She was lying back in a low
arm-chair as her cousin entered, and she did not rise to receive him.
Of course she was alone, Miss Macnulty having received a suggestion
that it would be well that she should do a little gardening in the
moat. ``Well, Frank?'' she said, with her sweetest smile, as she gave
him her hand. She felt and understood the extreme intimacy which would
be implied by her not rising to receive him. As she could not rush into
his arms there was no device by which she could more clearly show to
him how close she regarded his friendship.
``So I am at Portray Castle at last,'' he said, still holding her
hand.
``Yes--at the dullest, dreariest, deadliest spot in all
Christendom, I think--if Ayrshire be Christendom. But never mind about
that now. Perhaps, as you are at the other side of the mountain at the
Cottage, we shall find it less dull here at the castle.''
``I thought you were to be so happy here.''
``Sit down and we'll talk it all over by degrees. What will you
have--breakfast or lunch?''
``Neither, thank you.''
``Of course you'll stay to dinner?''
``No, indeed. I've a man there at the Cottage with me who would cut
his throat in his solitude.''
``Let him cut his throat--but never mind now. As for being happy,
women are never happy without men. I needn't tell any lies to you, you
know. What makes me sure that this fuss about making men and women all
the same must be wrong, is just the fact that men can get along without
women, and women can't without men. My life has been a burthen to me.
But never mind. Tell me about my lord--my lord and master.''
``Lord Fawn?''
``Who else? What other lord and master? My bosom's own; my heart's
best hope; my spot of terra firma; my cool running brook of fresh
water; my rock; my love; my lord; my all! Is he always thinking of his
absent Lizzie? Does he still toil at Downing Street? Oh, dear; do you
remember, Frank, when he told us that--`one of us must remain in
town?'''
``I have seen him.''
``So you wrote me word.''
``And I have seen a very obstinate, pig-headed, but nevertheless
honest and truth-speaking gentleman.''
``Frank, I don't care twopence for his honesty and truth. If he
ill-treats me--'' Then she paused; looking into his face she had seen
at once by the manner in which he had taken her badinage, without a
smile, that it was necessary that she should be serious as to her
matrimonial prospects. ``I suppose I had better let you tell your
story,'' she said, ``and I will sit still and listen.''
``He means to ill-treat you.''
``And you will let him?''
``You had better listen, as you promised, Lizzie. He declares that
the marriage must be off at once unless you will send those diamonds to
Mr Camperdown or to the jewellers.''
``And by what law or rule does he justify himself in a decision so
monstrous? Is he prepared to prove that the property is not my own?''
``If you ask me my opinion as a lawyer, I doubt whether any such
proof can be shown. But as a man and a friend I do advise you to give
them up.''
``Never!''
``You must, of course, judge for yourself--but that is my advice.
You had better, however, hear my whole story.''
``Certainly,'' said Lizzie. Her whole manner was now changed. She
had extricated herself from the crouching position in which her feet,
her curl, her arms, her whole body had been so arranged as to combine
the charm of her beauty with the charm of proffered intimacy. Her dress
was such as a woman would wear to receive her brother, and yet it had
been studied. She had no gems about her but what she might well wear in
her ordinary life, and yet the very rings on her fingers had not been
put on without reference to her cousin Frank. Her position had been one
of lounging ease, such as a woman might adopt when all alone, giving
herself all the luxuries of solitude--but she had adopted it in special
reference to cousin Frank. Now she was in earnest, with business before
her; and though it may be said of her that she could never forget her
appearance in presence of a man she desired to please, her curl, and
rings, and attitude were for the moment in the background. She had
seated herself on a common chair, with her hands upon the table, and
was looking into Frank's face with eager, eloquent, and combative eyes.
She would take his law, because she believed in it; but, as far as she
could see as yet, she would not take his advice unless it were backed
by his law.
``Mr Camperdown'', continued Greystock, ``has consented to prepare
a case for opinion, though he will not agree that the Eustace estate
will be bound by that opinion.''
``Then what's the good of it?''
``We shall at least know, all of us, what is the opinion of some
lawyer qualified to understand the circumstances of the case.''
``Why isn't your opinion as good as that of any lawyer?''
``I couldn't give an opinion--not otherwise than as a private
friend to you, which is worth nothing, unless for your private
guidance. Mr Camperdown--''
``I don't care one straw for Mr Camperdown.''
``Just let me finish.''
``Oh, certainly--and you mustn't be angry with me, Frank. The
matter is so much to me; isn't it?''
``I won't be angry. Do I look as if I were angry? Mr Camperdown is
right.''
``I daresay he may be--what you call right. But I don't care about
Mr Camperdown a bit.''
``He has no power, nor has John Eustace any power to decide that
the property which may belong to a third person shall be jeopardised by
any arbitration. The third person could not be made to lose his legal
right by any such arbitration, and his claim, if made, would still have
to be tried.''
``Who is the third person, Frank?''
``Your own child at present.''
``And will not he have it anyway?''
``Camperdown and John Eustace say that it belongs to him at
present. It is a point that, no doubt, should be settled.''
``To whom do you say that it belongs?''
``That is a question I am not prepared to answer.''
``To whom do you think that it belongs?''
``I have refused to look at a single paper on the subject, and my
opinion is worth nothing. From what I have heard in conversation with
Mr Camperdown and John Eustace, I cannot find that they make their case
good.''
``Nor can I,'' said Lizzie.
``A case is to be prepared for Mr Dove.''
``Who is Mr Dove?''
``Mr Dove is a barrister, and no doubt a very clever fellow. If his
opinion be such as Mr Camperdown expects, he will at once proceed
against you at law for the immediate recovery of the necklace.''
``I shall be ready for him,'' said Lizzie, and as she spoke all her
little feminine softnesses were for the moment laid aside.
``If Mr Dove's opinion be in your favour--''
``Well,'' said Lizzie--``what then?''
``In that case Mr Camperdown, acting on behalf of John Eustace and
young Florian--''
``How dreadful it is to hear of my bitterest enemy acting on behalf
of my own child!'' said Lizzie, holding up her hands piteously.
``Well?''
``In that case Mr Camperdown will serve you with some notice that
the jewels are not yours--to part with them as you may please.''
``But they will be mine.''
``He says not--but in such case he will content himself with taking
steps which may prevent you from selling them.''
``Who says that I want to sell them?'' demanded Lizzie indignantly.
``Or from giving them away--say to a second husband.''
``How little they know me!''
``Now I have told you all about Mr Camperdown.''
``Yes.''
``And the next thing is to tell you about Lord Fawn.''
``That is everything. I care nothing for Mr Camperdown; nor yet for
Mr Dove--if that is his absurd name. Lord Fawn is of more moment to
me--though, indeed, he has given me but little cause to say so.''
``In the first place I must explain to you that Lord Fawn is very
unhappy.''
``He may thank himself for it.''
``He is pulled this way and that, and is half distraught; but he
has stated with as much positive assurance as such a man can assume,
that the match must be regarded as broken off unless you will at once
restore the necklace.''
``He does?''
``He has commissioned me to give you that message--and it is my
duty, Lizzie, as your friend, to tell you my conviction that he repents
his engagement.''
She now rose from her chair and began to walk about the room. ``He
shall not go back from it. He shall learn that I am not a creature at
his own disposal in that way. He shall find that I have some
strength--if you have none.''
``What would you have had me do?''
``Taken him by the throat,'' said Lizzie.
``Taking by the throat in these days seldom forwards any
object--unless the taken one be known to the police. I think Lord Fawn
is behaving very badly, and I have told him so. No doubt he is under
the influence of others--mothers and sisters--who are not friendly to
you.''
``False-faced idiots!'' said Lizzie.
``He himself is somewhat afraid of me--is much afraid of you--is
afraid of what people will say of him; and--to give him his due--is
afraid also of doing what is wrong. He is timid, weak, conscientious,
and wretched. If you have set your heart upon marrying him--''
``My heart!'' said Lizzie scornfully.
``Or your mind--you can have him by simply sending the diamonds to
the jewellers. Whatever may be his wishes, in that case he will redeem
his word.''
``Not for him or all that belongs to him! It wouldn't be much. He's
just a pauper with a name.''
``Then your loss will be so much the less.''
``But what right has he to treat me so? Did you ever before hear of
such a thing? Why is he to be allowed to go back--without
punishment--more than another?''
``What punishment would you wish?''
``That he should be beaten within an inch of his life--and if the
inch were not there I should not complain.''
``And I am to do it--to my absolute ruin, and to your great
injury?''
``I think I could almost do it myself.'' And Lizzie raised her hand
as though there were some weapon in it. ``But, Frank, there must be
something. You wouldn't have me sit down and bear it. All the world has
been told of the engagement. There must be some punishment.''
``You would not wish to have an action brought--for breach of
promise?''
``I would wish to do whatever would hurt him most--without hurting
myself,'' said Lizzie.
``You won't give up the necklace?'' said Frank.
``Certainly not,'' said Lizzie. ``Give it up for his sake--a man
that I have always despised.''
``Then you had better let him go.''
``I will not let him go. What--to be pointed at as the woman that
Lord Fawn had jilted? Never! My necklace should be nothing more to him
than this ring.'' And she drew from her finger a little circlet of gold
with a stone, for which she had owed Messrs Harter and Benjamin
five-and-thirty pounds till Sir Florian had settled that account for
her. ``What cause can he give for such treatment?''
``He acknowledges that there is no cause which he can state
openly.''
``And I am to bear it? And it is you that tell me so? Oh, Frank!''
``Let us understand each other, Lizzie. I will not fight him--that
is, with pistols; nor will I attempt to thrash him. It would be useless
to argue whether public opinion is right or wrong; but public opinion
is now so much opposed to that kind of thing, that it is out of the
question. I should injure your position and destroy my own. If you mean
to quarrel with me on that score, you had better say so.''
Perhaps at that moment he almost wished that she would quarrel with
him, but she was otherwise disposed. ``Oh, Frank,'' she said, ``do not
desert me?''
``I will not desert you.''
``You feel that I am ill-used, Frank?''
``I do. I think that his conduct is inexcusable.''
``And there is to be no punishment?'' she asked, with that strong
indignation at injustice which the unjust always feel when they are
injured.
``If you carry yourself well--quietly and with dignity--the world
will punish him.''
``I don't believe a bit of it. I am not a Patient Grizel, who can
content myself with heaping benefits on those who injure me, and then
thinking that they are coals of fire. Lucy Morris is one of that
sort.'' Frank ought to have resented the attack, but he did not. ``I
have no such tame virtues. I'll tell him to his face what he is. I'll
lead him such a life that he shall be sick of the very name of
necklace.''
``You cannot ask him to marry you.''
``I will. What, not ask a man to keep his promise when you are
engaged to him? I am not going to be such a girl as that.''
``Do you love him, then?''
``Love him! I hate him. I always despised him, and now I hate
him.''
``And yet you would marry him?''
``Not for worlds, Frank. No, Because you advised me, I thought that
I would do so. Yes, you did, Frank. But for you I would never have
dreamed of taking him. You know, Frank, how it was--when you told me of
him and wouldn't come to me yourself.'' Now again she was sitting close
to him and had her hand upon his arm. ``No, Frank; even to please you I
could not marry him now. But I'll tell you what I'll do. He shall ask
me again. In spite of those idiots at Richmond he shall kneel at my
feet--necklace or no necklace; and then--then I'll tell him what I
think of him. Marry him! I would not touch him with a pair of tongs.''
As she said this, she was holding her cousin fast by the hand.
It had not been much after noon when Frank Greystock reached
Portray Castle, and it was very nearly five when he left it. Of course
he had lunched with the two ladies, and as the conversation before
lunch had been long and interesting, they did not sit down till near
three. Then Lizzie had taken him out to show him the grounds and
garden, and they had clambered together down to the sea-beach. ``Leave
me here,'' she had said, when he insisted on going because of his
friend at the Cottage. When he suggested that she would want help to
climb back up the rocks to the castle, she shook her head, as though
her heart was too full to admit of a consideration so trifling. ``My
thoughts flow more freely here with the surge of the water in my ears,
than they will with that old woman droning to me. I come here often,
and know every rock and every stone.'' That was not exactly true, as
she had never been down but once before. ``You mean to come again?'' He
told her that of course he should come again. ``I will name neither day
nor hour. I have nothing to take me away. If I am not at the castle I
shall be at this spot. Goodbye, Frank.'' He took her in his arms and
kissed her--of course as a brother; and then he clambered up, got on
his pony, and rode away. ``I dinna ken just what to mak' o' him,'' said
Gowran to his wife. ``Maybe he is her coosin; but coosins are nae that
sib that a weedow is to be hailed aboot jist ane as though she were ony
quean at a fair.'' From which it may be inferred that Mr Gowran had
watched the pair as they were descending together towards the shore.
Frank had so much to think of, ridi that Mr GowranCottage, that
when he came to the gap, instead of turning round along the wall down
the valley, he took the track right on across the mountain and lost his
way. He had meant to be back at the Cottage by three or four, and yet
had made his visit to the castle so long, that without any losing of
his way he could not have been there before seven. As it was, when that
hour arrived, he was up on the top of a hill, and could again see
Portray Castle clustering down close upon the sea, and the thin belt of
trees, and the shining water beyond--but of the road to the Cottage he
knew nothing. For a moment he thought of returning to Portray, till he
had taught himself to perceive that the distance was much greater than
it had been from the spot at which he had first seen the castle in the
morning--and then he turned his pony round and descended on the other
side.
His mind was very full of Lizzie Eustace, and full also of Lucy
Morris. If it were to be asserted here that a young man may be
perfectly true to a first young woman while he is falling in love with
a second, the readers of this story would probably be offended. But
undoubtedly many men believe themselves to be quite true while
undergoing this process, and many young women expect nothing else from
their lovers. If only he will come right at last, they are contented.
And if he don't come right at all--it is the way of the world, and the
game has to be played over again. Lucy Morris, no doubt, had lived a
life too retired for the learning of such useful forbearance, but Frank
Greystock was quite a proficient. He still considered himself to be
true to Lucy Morris, with a truth seldom found in this degenerate
age--with a truth to which he intended to sacrifice some of the
brightest hopes of his life--with a truth which, after much thought, he
had generously preferred to his ambition. Perhaps there was found some
shade of regret to tinge the merit which he assumed on this head, in
respect of the bright things which it would be necessary that he should
abandon; but, if so, the feeling only assisted him in defending his
present conduct from any aspersions his conscience might bring against
it. He intended to marry Lucy Morris--without a shilling, without
position, a girl who had earned her bread as a governess, simply
because he loved her. It was a wonder to himself that he, a lawyer, a
man of the world, a member of Parliament, one who had been steeped up
to his shoulders in the ways of the world, should still be so pure as
to be capable of such a sacrifice. But it was so; and the sacrifice
would undoubtedly be made--some day. It would be absurd in one
conscious of such high merit to be afraid of the ordinary social
incidents of life. It is the debauched broken drunkard who should
become a teetotaller, and not the healthy hard-working father of a
family who never drinks a drop of wine till dinner-time. He need not be
afraid of a glass of champagne when, on a chance occasion, he goes to a
picnic. Frank Greystock was now going to his picnic; and, though he
meant to be true to Lucy Morris, he had enjoyed his glass of champagne
with Lizzie Eustace under the rocks. He was thinking a good deal of his
champagne when he lost his way.
What a wonderful woman was his cousin Lizzie--and so unlike any
other girl he had ever seen! How full she was of energy, how
courageous, and, then, how beautiful! No doubt her special treatment of
him was sheer flattery. He told himself that it was so. But, after all,
flattery is agreeable. That she did like him better than anybody else
was probable. He could have no feeling of the injustice he might do to
the heart of a woman who at the very moment that she was expressing her
partiality for him, was also expressing her anger that another man
would not consent to marry her. And then women who have had one husband
already are not like young girls in respect to their hearts. So at
least thought Frank Greystock. Then he remembered the time at which he
had intended to ask Lizzie to be his wife--the very day on which he
would have done so had he been able to get away from that early
division at the House--and he asked himself whether he felt any regret
on that score. It would have been very nice to come down to Portray
Castle as to his own mansion after the work of the courts and of the
session. Had Lizzie become his wife, her fortune would have helped him
to the very highest steps beneath the throne. At present he was almost
nobody--because he was so poor, and in debt. It was so, undoubtedly;
but what did all that matter in comparison with the love of Lucy
Morris? A man is bound to be true. And he would be true. Only, as a
matter of course, Lucy must wait.
When he had first kissed his cousin up in London, she suggested
that the kiss was given as by a brother, and asserted that it was
accepted as by a sister. He had not demurred, having been allowed the
kiss. Nothing of the kind had been said under the rocks today--but then
that fraternal arrangement, when once made and accepted, remains, no
doubt, in force for a long time. He did like his cousin Lizzie. He
liked to feel that he could be her friend, with the power of
domineering over her. She, also, was fond of her own way, and loved to
domineer herself; but the moment that he suggested to her that there
might be a quarrel, she was reduced to a prayer that he would not
desert her. Such a friendship has charms for a young man, especially if
the lady be pretty. As to Lizzie's prettiness, no man or woman could
entertain a doubt. And she had a way of making the most of herself,
which it was very hard to resist. Some young women, when they clamber
over rocks, are awkward, heavy, unattractive, and troublesome. But
Lizzie had at one moment touched him as a fairy might have done; had
sprung at another from stone to stone, requiring no help; and then, on
a sudden, had become so powerless that he had been forced almost to
carry her in his arms. That, probably, must have been the moment which
induced Mr Gowran to liken her to a quean at a fair.
But, undoubtedly, there might be trouble. Frank was sufficiently
experienced in the ways of the world to know that trouble would
sometimes come from young ladies who treat young men like their
brothers, when those young men are engaged to other young ladies. The
other young ladies are apt to disapprove of brothers who are not
brothers by absolute right of birth. He knew also that all the
circumstances of his cousin's position would make it expedient that she
should marry a second husband. As he could not be that second
husband--that matter was settled, whether for good or bad--was he not
creating trouble, both for her and for himself? Then there arose in his
mind a feeling, very strange, but by no means uncommon, that prudence
on his part would be mean, because by such prudence he would be
securing safety for himself as well as for her. What he was doing was
not only imprudent--but wrong also. He knew that it was so. But Lizzie
Eustace was a pretty young woman; and, when a pretty young woman was in
the case, a man is bound to think neither of what is prudent, nor of
what is right. Such was--perhaps his instinct rather than his theory.
For her sake, if not for his own, he should have abstained. She was his
cousin; and was so placed in the world as specially to require some
strong hand to help her. He knew her to be, in truth, heartless, false,
and greedy; but she had so lived that even yet her future life might be
successful. He had called himself her friend as well as cousin, and was
bound to protect her from evil, if protection were possible. But he was
adding to all her difficulties, because she pretended to be in love
with him. He knew that it was pretence; and yet, because she was
pretty, and because he was a man, he could not save her from herself.
``It doesn't do to be wiser than other men,'' he said to himself as he
looked round about on the bare hillside. In the meantime he had
altogether lost his way.
It was between nine and ten when he reached the Cottage. ``Of
course you have dined?'' said Herriot.
``Not a bit of it. I left before five, being sure that I could get
here in an hour and a half. I have been riding up and down these dreary
hills for nearly five hours. You have dined?''
``There was a neck of mutton and a chicken. She said the neck of
mutton would keep hot best, so I took the chicken. I hope you like
lukewarm neck of mutton?''
``I'm hungry enough to eat anything--not but what I had a
first-rate luncheon. What have you done all day?''
``Stone and Toddy,'' said Herriot.
``Stick to that. If anything can pull you through, Stone and Toddy
will. I lived upon them for two years.''
``Stone and Toddy--with a little tobacco, have been all my comfort.
I began, however, by sleeping for a few hours. Then I went upon the
mountains.''
``Did you take a gun?''
``I took it out of the case, but it didn't come right, and so I
left it. A man came to me and said he was the keeper.''
``He'd have put the gun right for you.''
``I was too bashful for that. I persuaded him that I wanted to go
out alone and see what birds there were, and at last I induced him to
stay here with the old woman. He's to be at the Cottage at nine
tomorrow. I hope that is all right.''
In the evening, as they smoked and drank whisky and water--probably
supposing that to be correct in Ayrshire--they were led on by the
combined warmth of the spirit, the tobacco, and their friendship, to
talk about women. Frank, some month or six weeks since, in a moment of
soft confidence, had told his friend of his engagement with Lucy
Morris. Of Lizzie Eustace he had spoken only as of a cousin whose
interests were dear to him. Her engagement with Lord Fawn was known to
all London, and was, therefore, known to Arthur Herriot. Some distant
rumour, however, had reached him that the course of true love was not
running quite smooth, and therefore on that subject he would not speak,
at any rate till Greystock should first mention it. ``How odd it is to
find two women living all alone in a great house like that,'' Frank had
said.
``Because so few women have the means to live in large houses,
unless they live with fathers or husbands.''
``The truth is'', said Frank, ``that women don't do well alone.
There is always a savour of misfortune--or, at least, of
melancholy--about a household which has no man to look after it. With
us, generally, old maids don't keep houses, and widows marry again. No
doubt it was an unconscious appreciation of this feeling which brought
about the burning of Indian widows. There is an unfitness in women for
solitude. A female Prometheus, even without a vulture, would indicate
cruelty worse even than Jove's. A woman should marry--once, twice, and
thrice if necessary.''
``Women can't marry without men to marry them.''
Frank Greystock filled his pipe as he went on with his lecture.
``That idea as to the greater number of women is all nonsense. Of
course we are speaking of our own kind of men and women, and the
disproportion of the numbers in so small a division of the population
amounts to nothing. We have no statistics to tell us whether there be
any such disproportion in classes where men do not die early from
overwork.''
``More females are born than males.''
``That's more than I know. As one of the legislators of the country
I am prepared to state that statistics are always false. What we have
to do is to induce men to marry. We can't do it by statute.''
``No, thank God.''
``Nor yet by fashion.''
``Fashion seems to be going the other way,'' said Herriot.
``It can be only done by education and conscience. Take men of
forty all round--men of our own class--you believe that the married men
are happier than the unmarried? I want an answer, you know, just for
the sake of the argument.''
``I think the married men are the happier. But you speak as the fox
who had lost his tail--or, at any rate, as a fox in the act of losing
it.''
``Never mind my tail. If morality in life and enlarged affections
are conducive to happiness it must be so.''
``Short commons and unpaid bills are conducive to misery. That's
what I should say if I wanted to oppose you.''
``I never came across a man willing to speak the truth who did not
admit that, in the long run, married men are the happier. As regards
women, there isn't even ground for an argument. And yet men don't
marry.''
``They can't.''
``You mean there isn't food enough in the world.''
``The man fears that he won't get enough of what there is for his
wife and family.''
``The labourer with twelve shillings a week has no such fear. And
if he did marry the food would come. It isn't that. The, man is
unconscious and ignorant as to the sources of true happiness, and won't
submit himself to cold mutton and three clean shirts a week--not
because he dislikes mutton and dirty linen himself--but because the
world says they are vulgar. That's the feeling that keeps you from
marrying, Herriot.''
``As for me,'' said Herriot, ``I regard myself as so placed that I
do not dare to think of a young woman of my own rank except as a
creature that must be foreign to me. I cannot make such a one my friend
as I would a man, because I should be in love with her at once. And I
do not dare to be in love because I would not see a wife and children
starve. I regard my position as one of enforced monasticism, and myself
as a monk under the cruellest compulsion. I often wish that I had been
brought up as a journeyman hatter.''
``Why a hatter?''
``I'm told it's an active sort of life. You're fast asleep, and I
was just now, when you were preaching. We'd better go to bed. Nine
o'clock for breakfast, I suppose?''
Mr Thomas Dove, familiarly known among club-men, attorneys' clerks,
and, perhaps, even among judges when very far from their seats of
judgment, as Turtle Dove, was a counsel learned in the law. He was a
counsel so learned in the law, that there was no question within the
limits of an attorney's capability of putting to him, that he could not
answer with the aid of his books. And when he had once given an
opinion, all Westminster could not move him from it--nor could Chancery
Lane and Lincoln's Inn and the Temple added to Westminster. When Mr
Dove had once been positive, no man on earth was more positive. It
behoved him, therefore, to be right when he was positive; and though,
whether wrong or right, he was equally stubborn, it must be
acknowledged that he was seldom proved to be wrong. Consequently the
attorneys believed in him, and he prospered. He was a thin man, over
fifty years of age, very full of scorn and wrath, impatient of a fool,
and thinking most men to be fools; afraid of nothing on earth--and, so
his enemies said, of nothing elsewhere; eaten up by conceit; fond of
law, but fonder, perhaps, of dominion; soft as milk to those who
acknowledged his power, but a tyrant to all who contested it;
conscientious, thoughtful, sarcastic, bright-witted, and laborious. He
was a man who never spared himself. If he had a case in hand, though
the interest to himself in it was almost nothing, he would rob himself
of rest for a week should a point arise which required such labour. It
was the theory of Mr Dove's life that he would never be beaten. Perhaps
it was some fear in this respect that had kept him from Parliament and
confined him to the courts and the company of attorneys. He was, in
truth, a married man with a family; but they who knew him as the terror
of opponents and as the divulger of legal opinion, heard nothing of his
wife and children. He kept all such matters quite to himself, and was
not given to much social intercourse with those among whom his work
lay. Out at Streatham, where he lived, Mrs Dove probably had her circle
of acquaintance--but Mr Dove's domestic life and his forensic life were
kept quite separate.
At the present moment Mr Dove is interesting to us solely as being
the learned counsel in whom Mr Camperdown trusted--to whom Mr
Camperdown was willing to trust for an opinion in so grave a matter as
that of the Eustace diamonds. A case was made out and submitted to Mr
Dove immediately after that scene on the pavement in Mount Street, at
which Mr Camperdown had endeavoured to induce Lizzie to give up the
necklace; and the following is the opinion which Mr Dove gave:
There is much error about heirlooms. Many think that any chattel
may be made an heirloom by any owner of it. This is not the case. The
law, however, does recognise heirlooms--as to which the Exors. or
Admors. are excluded in favour of the Successor; and when there are
such heirlooms they go to the heir by special custom. Any devise of an
heirloom is necessarily void, for the will takes place after death; and
the heirloom is already vested in the heir by custom. We have it from
Littleton, that law prefers custom to devise.
Brooke says, that the best thing of every sort may be an
heirloom--such as the best bed, the best table, the best pot or pan.
Coke says, that heirlooms are so by custom, and not by law.
Spelman says, in defining an heirloom, that it may be ``Omne
utensil robustius;'' which would exclude a necklace.
In the ``Termes de Ley'', it is defined as ``Ascun parcel des
ustensiles.''
We are told in ``Coke upon Littleton,'' that Crown jewels are
heirlooms, which decision--as far as it goes--denies the right to other
jewels.
Certain chattels may undoubtedly be held and claimed as being in
the nature of heirlooms--as swords, pennons of honour, garter and
collar of SS. See case of the Earl of Northumberland; and that of the
Pusey horn--Pusey v. Pusey. The journals of the House of Lords,
delivered officially to peers, may be so claimed. See Upton v. Lord
Ferrers.
A devisor may clearly devise or limit the possession of chattels,
making them inalienable by devisees in succession. But in such cases
they will become the absolute possession of the first person seized in
tail--even though an infant, and in case of death without will, would
go to the Exors. Such arrangement, therefore, can only hold good for
lives in existence and for 21 years afterwards. Chattels so secured
would not be heirlooms. See Carr v. Lord Errol, 14 Vesey, and Rowland
v. Morgan.
Lord Eldon remarks, that such chattels held in families are
``rather favourites of the court''. This was in the Ormonde case.
Executors, therefore, even when setting aside any claim as for
heirlooms, ought not to apply such property in payment of debts unless
obliged.
The law allows of claims for paraphernalia for widows, and, having
adjusted such claims, seems to show that the claim may be limited.
If a man deliver cloth to his wife, and die, she shall have it,
though she had not fashioned it into the garment intended.
Pearls and jewels, even though only worn on state occasions, may go
to the widow as paraphernalia--but with a limit. In the case of Lady
Douglas, she being the daughter of an Irish Earl and widow of the
King's Sergeant (temp. Car. 1.), it was held that 370 was not too much,
and she was allowed a diamond and a pearl chain to that value.
In 1674, Lord Keeper Finch declared that he would never allow
paraphernalia, except to the widow of a nobleman.
But in 1721 Lord Macclesfield gave Mistress Tipping paraphernalia
to the value of 200--whether so persuaded by law and precedent, or
otherwise, may be uncertain.
Lord Talbot allowed a gold watch as paraphernalia.
Lord Hardwicke went much further, and decided that Mrs Northey was
entitled to wear jewels to the value of 3000--saying that value made
no difference; but seems to have limited the nature of her possession
in the jewels by declaring her to be entitled to wear them only when
full-dressed.
It is, I think, clear that the Eustace estate cannot claim the
jewels as an heirloom. They are last mentioned, and, as far as I know,
only mentioned as an heirloom, in the will of the great-grandfather of
the present baronet--if these be the diamonds then named by him. As
such, he could not have devised them to the present claimant, as he
died in 1820, and the present claimant is not yet two years old.
Whether the widow could claim them as paraphernalia is more
doubtful. I do not know that Lord Hardwicke's ruling would decide the
case; but, if so, she would, I think, be debarred from selling, as he
limits the use of jewels of lesser value than these, to the wearing of
them when full-dressed. The use being limited, possession with power of
alienation cannot be intended.
The lady's claim to them as a gift from her husband amounts to
nothing. If they are not hers by will--and it seems that they are not
so--she can only hold them as paraphernalia belonging to her station.
I presume it to be capable of proof that the diamonds were not in
Scotland when Sir Florian made his will or when he died. The former
fact might be used as tending to show his intention when the will was
made. I understand that he did leave to his widow by will all the
chattels in Portray Castle.
15 August, 18--
J.D.
When Mr Camperdown had thrice read this opinion, he sat in his
chair an unhappy old man. It was undoubtedly the case that he had been
a lawyer for upwards of forty years, and had always believed that any
gentleman could make any article of value an heirloom in his family.
The title-deeds of vast estates had been confided to his keeping, and
he had had much to do with property of every kind; and now he was told
that, in reference to property of a certain description--property
which, by its nature, could only belong to such as they who were his
clients--he had been long without any knowledge whatsoever. He had
called this necklace an heirloom to John Eustace above a score of
times; and now he was told by Mr Dove, not only that the necklace was
not an heirloom, but that it couldn't have been an heirloom. He was a
man who trusted much in a barrister--as was natural with an attorney;
but he was now almost inclined to doubt Mr Dove. And he was hardly more
at ease in regard to the other clauses of the opinion. Not only could
not the estate claim the necklace as an heirloom, but that greedy
siren, that heartless snake, that harpy of a widow--for it was thus
that Mr Camperdown in his solitude spoke to himself of poor Lizzie,
perhaps throwing in a harder word or two--that female swindler could
claim it as--paraphernalia!
There was a crumb of comfort for him in the thought that he could
force her to claim that privilege from a decision of the Court of
Queen's Bench, and that her greed would be exposed should she do so.
And she could be prevented from selling the diamonds. Mr Dove seemed to
make that quite clear. But then there came that other question, as to
the inheritance of the property under the husband's will. That Sir
Florian had not intended that she should inherit the necklace, Mr
Camperdown was quite certain. On that point he suffered no doubt. But
would he be able to prove that the diamonds had never been in Scotland
since Sir Florian's marriage? He had traced their history from that
date with all the diligence he could use, and he thought that he knew
it. But it might be doubtful whether he could prove it. Lady Eustace
had first stated--had so stated before she had learned the importance
of any other statement--that Sir Florian had given her the diamonds in
London, as they passed through London from Scotland to Italy, and that
she had carried them thence to Naples where Sir Florian had died. If
this were so they could not have been at Portray Castle till she took
them there as a widow, and they would undoubtedly be regarded as a
portion of that property which Sir Florian habitually kept in London.
That this was so Mr Camperdown entertained no doubt. But now the widow
alleged that Sir Florian had given the necklace to her in Scotland,
whither they had gone immediately after their marriage, and that she
herself had brought them up to London. They had been married on the 5th
of September; and by the jewellers' books it was hard to tell whether
the trinket had been given up to Sir Florian on the 4th or 24th of
September. On the 24th Sir Florian and his young bride had undoubtedly
been in London. Mr Camperdown anathematised the carelessness of
everybody connected with Messrs Garnett's establishment. ``Those sort
of people have no more idea of accuracy than--than--'' than he had had
of heirlooms, his conscience whispered to him, filling up the blank.
Nevertheless he thought he could prove that the necklace was first
put into Lizzie's hands in London. The middle-aged and very discreet
man at Messrs Garnett's, who had given up the jewel-case to Sir
Florian, was sure that he had known Sir Florian to be a married man
when he did so. The lady's maid who had been in Scotland with Lady
Eustace, and who was now living in Turin, having married a courier, had
given evidence before an Italian man of law, stating that she had never
seen the necklace till she came to London. There were, moreover, the
probabilities of the case. Was it likely that Sir Florian should take
such a thing down in his pocket to Scotland? And there was the
statement as first made by Lady Eustace herself to her cousin Frank,
repeated by him to John Eustace, and not to be denied by anyone. It was
all very well for her now to say that she had forgotten; but would
anyone believe that on such a subject she could forget?
But still the whole thing was very uncomfortable. Mr Dove's
opinion, if seen by Lady Eustace and her friends, would rather fortify
them than frighten them. Were she once to get hold of that word,
paraphernalia, it would be as a tower of strength to her. Mr Camperdown
specially felt this--that whereas he had hitherto believed that no
respectable attorney would take up such a case as that of Lady Eustace,
he could not now but confess to himself that any lawyer seeing Mr
Dove's opinion, would be justified in taking it up. And yet he was as
certain as ever that the woman was robbing the estate which it was his
duty to guard, and that should he cease to be active in the matter, the
necklace would be broken up and the property sold and scattered before
a year was out, and then the woman would have got the better of him!
``She shall find that we have not done with her yet,'' he said to
himself, as he wrote a line to John Eustace.
But John Eustace was out of town, as a matter of course--and on the
next day Mr Camperdown himself went down and joined his wife and family
at a little cottage which he had at Dawlish. The necklace, however,
interfered much with his holiday.
Frank Greystock certainly went over to Portray too often--so often
that the pony was proved to be quite necessary. Miss Macnulty held her
tongue and was gloomy--believing that Lady Eustace was still engaged to
Lord Fawn, and feeling that in that case there should not be so many
visits to the rocks. Mr Gowran was very attentive, and could tell on
any day, to five minutes, how long the two cousins were sitting
together on the sea-shore. Arthur Herriot, who cared nothing for Lady
Eustace, but who knew that his friend had promised to marry Lucy
Morris, was inclined to be serious on the subject; but--as is always
the case with men--was not willing to speak about it.
Once, and once only, the two men dined together at the castle--for
the doing of which it was necessary that a gig should be hired all the
way from Prestwick. Herriot had not been anxious to go over, alleging
various excuses--the absence of dress clothes, the calls of Stone and
Toddy, his bashfulness, and the absurdity of paying fifteen shillings
for a gig. But he went at last, constrained by his friend, and a very
dull evening he passed. Lizzie was quite unlike her usual self--was
silent, grave, and solemnly courteous; Miss Macnulty had not a word to
say for herself; and even Frank was dull. Arthur Herriot had not tried
to exert himself, and the dinner had been a failure.
``You don't think much of my cousin, I daresay,'' said Frank, as
they were driving back.
``She is a very pretty woman.''
``And I should say that she does not think much of you.''
``Probably not.''
``Why on earth wouldn't you speak to her? I went on making speeches
to Miss Macnulty on purpose to give you a chance. Lizzie generally
talks about as well as any young woman I know; but you had not a word
to say to her, nor she to you.''
``Because you devoted yourself to Miss Mac-- whatever her name
is.''
``That's nonsense,'' said Frank; ``Lizzie and I are more like
brother and sister than anything else. She has no one else belonging to
her, and she has to come to me for advice, and all that sort of thing.
I wanted you to like her.''
``I never like people, and people never like me. There is an old
saying that you should know a man seven years before you poke his fire.
I want to know a person seven years before I can ask them how they do.
To take me out to dine in this way was of all things the most
hopeless.''
``But you do dine out--in London.''
``That's different. There's a certain routine of conversation
going, and one falls into it. At such affairs as that this evening one
has to be intimate, or it is a bore. I don't mean to say anything
against Lady Eustace. Her beauty is undeniable, and I don't doubt her
cleverness.''
``She is sometimes too clever,'' said Frank.
``I hope she is not becoming too clever for you. You've got to
remember that you're due elsewhere--eh, old fellow?'' This was the
first word that Herriot had said on the subject, and to that word Frank
Greystock made no answer. But it had its effect, as also did the gloomy
looks of Miss Macnulty, and the not unobserved presence of Mr Andy
Gowran on various occasions.
Between them they shot more grouse--so the keeper swore--than had
ever been shot on these mountains before. Herriot absolutely killed one
or two himself, to his own great delight, and Frank, who was fairly
skilful, would get four or five in a day. There were excursions to be
made, and the air of the hills was in itself a treat to both of them.
Though Greystock was so often away at the castle, Herriot did not find
the time hang heavy on his hands, and was sorry when his fortnight was
over. ``I think I shall stay a couple of days longer,'' Frank said,
when Herriot spoke of their return. ``The truth is I must see Lizzie
again. She is bothered by business, and I have to see her about a
letter that came this morning. You needn't pull such a long face.
There's nothing of the kind you're thinking of.''
``I thought so much of what you once said to me about another girl
that I hope she at any rate may never be in trouble.''
``I hope she never may--on my account,'' said Frank. ``And what
troubles she may have--as life will be troublesome, I trust that I may
share and lessen.''
On that evening Herriot went, and on the next morning Frank
Greystock again rode over to Portray Castle; but when he was alone
after Herriot's departure, he wrote a letter to Lucy Morris. He had
expressed a hope that he might never be a cause of trouble to Lucy
Morris, and he knew that his silence would trouble her. There could be
no human being less inclined to be suspicious than Lucy Morris. Of that
Frank was sure. But there had been an express stipulation with Lady
Fawn that she should be allowed to receive letters from him, and she
would naturally be vexed when he did not write to her. So he wrote.
Portray Cottage, 3 Sept., 18--
DEAREST LUCY,
We have been here for a fortnight, shooting grouse, wandering about
the mountains, and going to sleep on the hillsides. You will say that
there never was a time so fit for the writing of letters, but that will
be because you have not learned yet that the idler people are, the more
inclined they are to be idle. We hear of Lord Chancellors writing
letters to their mothers every day of their lives; but men who have
nothing on earth to do cannot bring themselves to face a sheet of
paper. I would promise that when I am Lord Chancellor I would write to
you every day, were it not that when that time comes I shall hope to be
always with you.
And, in truth, I have had to pay constant visits to my cousin, who
lives in a big castle on the seaside, ten miles from here, over the
mountains, and who is in a peck of troubles--in spite of her
prosperity, one of the unhappiest women I should say that you could
meet anywhere. You know so much of her affairs that, without breach of
trust, I may say so much. I wish she had a father or a brother to
manage her matters for her; but she has none, and I cannot desert her.
Your Lord Fawn is behaving badly to her; and so, as far as I can see,
are the people who manage the Eustace property. Lizzie, as you know, is
not the most tractable of women, and altogether I have more to do in
the matter than I like. Riding ten miles backwards and forwards so
often over the same route on a little pony is not good fun, but I am
almost glad the distance is not less. Otherwise I might have been
always there. I know you don't quite like Lizzie, but she is to be
pitied.
I go up to London on Friday, but shall only be there for one or two
days--that is, for one night. I go almost entirely on her business, and
must, I fear, be here again, or at the castle, before I can settle
myself either for work or happiness. On Sunday night I go down to
Bobsborough--where, indeed, I ought to have been earlier. I fear I
cannot go to Richmond on the Saturday, and on the Sunday Lady Fawn
would hardly make me welcome. I shall be at Bobsborough for about three
weeks, and there, if you have commands to give, I will obey them.
I may, however, tell you the truth at once--though it is a truth
you must keep very much to yourself. In the position in which I now
stand as to Lord Fawn--being absolutely forced to quarrel with him on
Lizzie's behalf--Lady Fawn could hardly receive me with comfort to
herself. She is the best of women; and, as she is your dear friend,
nothing is further from me than any idea of quarrelling with her; but
of course she takes her son's part, and I hardly know how all allusion
to the subject could be avoided.
This, however, dearest, need ruffle no feather between you and me,
who love each other better than we love either the Fawns or the
Lizzies. Let me find a line at my chambers to say that it is so, and
always shall be so.
God bless my own darling, Ever and always your own,
F.G.
On the following day he rode over to the castle. He had received a
letter from John Eustace, who had found himself forced to run up to
London to meet Mr Camperdown. The lawyer had thought to postpone
further consideration of the whole matter till he and everybody else
would be naturally in London--till November that might be, or, perhaps,
even till after Christmas. But his mind was ill at ease; and he knew
that so much might be done with the diamonds in four months! They might
even now be in the hands of some Benjamin or of some Harter, and it
might soon be beyond the power either of lawyers or of policemen to
trace them. He therefore went up from Dawlish, and persuaded John
Eustace to come from Yorkshire. It was a great nuisance, and Eustace
freely anathematised the necklace. ``If only someone would steal it, so
that we might hear no more of the thing!'' he said. But, as Mr
Camperdown had frequently remarked, the value was too great for
trifling, and Eustace went up to London. Mr Camperdown put into his
hands the Turtle Dove's opinion, explaining that it was by no means
expedient that it should be shown to the other party. Eustace thought
that the opinion should be common to them all. ``We pay for it'', said
Mr Camperdown, ``and they can get their opinion from any other
barrister if they please.'' But what was to be done? Eustace declared
that as to the present whereabouts of the necklace, he did not in the
least doubt that he could get the truth from Frank Greystock. He
therefore wrote to Greystock, and with that letter in his pocket, Frank
rode over to the castle for the last time.
He, too, was heartily sick of the necklace--but unfortunately he
was not equally sick of her who held it in possession. And he was, too,
better alive to the importance of the value of the trinket than John
Eustace, though not so keenly as was Mr Camperdown. Lady Eustace was
out somewhere among the cliffs, the servant said. He regretted this as
he followed her, but he was obliged to follow her. Halfway down to the
sea-shore, much below the knob on which she had attempted to sit with
her Shelley, but yet not below the need of assistance, he found her
seated in a little ravine. ``I knew you would come,'' she said. Of
course she had known that he would come. She did not rise, or even give
him her hand, but there was a spot close beside her on which it was to
be presumed that he would seat himself. She had a volume of Byron in
her hand--the Corsair, Lara, and the Giaour--a kind of poetry which was
in truth more intelligible to her than Queen Mab. ``You go tomorrow?''
``Yes--I go tomorrow.''
``And Lubin has gone?'' Arthur Herriot was Lubin.
``Lubin has gone. Though why Lubin, I cannot guess. The normal
Lubin to me is a stupid fellow always in love. Herriot is not stupid
and is never in love.''
``Nevertheless, he is Lubin if I choose to call him so. Why did he
twiddle his thumbs instead of talking? Have you heard anything of Lord
Fawn?''
``I have had a letter from your brother-in-law.''
``And what is John the Just pleased to say?''
``John the Just, which is a better name for the man than the other,
has been called up to London, much against his will, by Mr
Camperdown.''
``Who is Samuel the Unjust.'' Mr Camperdown's name was Samuel.
``And now wants to know where this terrible necklace is at this
present moment.'' He paused a moment, but Lizzie did not answer him.
``I suppose you have no objection to telling me where it is.''
``None in the least: or to giving it you to keep for me, only that
I would not so far trouble you. But I have an objection to telling
them. They are my enemies. Let them find out.''
``You are wrong, Lizzie. You do not want, or at any rate, should
not want, to have any secret in the matter.''
``They are here--in the castle; in the very place in which Sir
Florian kept them when he gave them to me. Where should my own jewels
be, but in my own house? What does that Mr Dove say, who was to be
asked about them? No doubt they can pay a barrister to say anything.''
``Lizzie, you think too hardly of people.''
``And do not people think too hardly of me? Does not all this
amount to an accusation against me that I am a thief? Am I not
persecuted among them? Did not this impudent attorney stop me in the
public street and accuse me of theft before my very servants? Have they
not so far succeeded in misrepresenting me, that the very man who is
engaged to be my husband betrays me? And now you are turning against
me? Can you wonder that I am hard?''
``I am not turning against you.''
``Yes; you are. You take their part, and not mine, in everything. I
tell you what, Frank--I would go out in that boat that you see yonder,
and drop the bauble into the sea, did I not know that they'd drag it up
again with their devilish ingenuity. If the stones would burn, I would
burn them. But the worst of it all is, that you are becoming my
enemy!'' Then she burst into violent and almost hysterical tears.
``It will be better that you should give them into the keeping of
someone whom you can both trust, till the law has decided to whom they
belong.''
``I will never give them up. What does Mr Dove say?''
``I have not seen what Mr Dove says. It is clear that the necklace
is not an heirloom.''
``Then how dare Mr Camperdown say so often that it was?''
``He said what he thought,'' pleaded Frank.
``And he is a lawyer!''
``I am a lawyer, and I did not know what is or what is not an
heirloom. But Mr Dove is clearly of opinion that such a property could
not have been given away, simply by word of mouth.'' John Eustace in
his letter had made no allusion to that complicated question of
paraphernalia.
``But it was,'' said Lizzie. ``Who can know but I myself, when no
one else was present?''
``The jewels are here now?''
``Not in my pocket. I do not carry them about with me. They are in
the castle.''
``And will they go back with you to London?''
``Was ever lady so interrogated? I do not know yet that I shall go
back to London. Why am I asked such questions? As to you, Frank--I
would tell you everything--my whole heart, if only you cared to know
it. But why is John Eustace to make inquiry as to personal ornaments
which are my own property? If I go to London, I will take them there,
and wear them at every house I enter. I will do so in defiance of Mr
Camperdown and Lord Fawn. I think, Frank, that no woman was ever so
ill-treated as I am.''
He himself thought that she was ill-treated. She had so pleaded her
case, and had been so lovely in her tears and her indignation, that he
began to feel something like true sympathy for her cause. What right
had he, or had Mr Camperdown, or anyone, to say that the jewels did not
belong to her? And if her claim to them was just, why should she be
persuaded to give up the possession of them? He knew well that were she
to surrender them with the idea that they should be restored to her if
her claim were found to be just, she would not get them back very soon.
If once the jewels were safe, locked up in Mr Garnett's strong box, Mr
Camperdown would not care how long it might be before a jury or a judge
should have decided on the case. The burthen of proof would then be
thrown upon Lady Eustace. In order that she might recover her own
property she would have to thrust herself forward as a witness, and
appear before the world a claimant, greedy for rich ornaments. Why
should he advise her to give them up? ``I am only thinking'', said he,
``what may be the best for your own peace.''
``Peace!'--she exclaimed. ``How am I to have peace? Remember the
condition in which I find myself! Remember the manner in which that man
is treating me, when all the world has been told of my engagement to
him! When I think of it my heart is so bitter that I am inclined to
throw, not the diamonds, but myself from off the rocks. All that
remains to me is the triumph of getting the better of my enemies. Mr
Camperdown shall never have the diamonds. Even if they could prove that
they did not belong to me, they should find them--gone.''
``I don't think they can prove it.''
``I'll flaunt them in the eyes of all of them till they do; and
then--they shall be gone. And I'll have such revenge on Lord Fawn
before I have done with him, that he shall know that it may be worse to
have to fight a woman than a man. Oh, Frank, I do not think that I am
hard by nature, but these things make a woman hard.'' As she spoke she
took his hand in hers, and looked up into his eyes through her tears.
``I know that you do not care for me, and you know how much I care for
you.''
``Not care for you, Lizzie?''
``No--that little thing at Richmond is everything to you. She is
tame and quiet--a cat that will sleep on the rug before the fire, and
you think that she will never scratch. Do not suppose that I mean to
abuse her. She was my dear friend before you had ever seen her. And
men, I know, have tastes which we women do not understand. You want
what you call--repose.''
``We seldom know what we want, I fancy. We take what the gods send
us.'' Frank's words were perhaps more true than wise. At the present
moment the gods had clearly sent Lizzie Eustace to him, and unless he
could call up some increased strength of his own, quite independent of
the gods--or of what we may perhaps call chance--he would have to put
up with the article sent.
Lizzie had declared that she would not touch Lord Fawn with a pair
of tongs, and in saying so had resolved that she could not and would
not now marry his lordship even were his lordship in her power. It had
been decided by her as quickly as thoughts flash, but it was decided.
She would torture the unfortunate lord, but not torture him by becoming
his wife. And, so much being fixed as the stars in heaven, might it be
possible that she should even yet induce her cousin to take the place
that had been intended for Lord Fawn? After all that had passed between
them she need hardly hesitate to tell him of her love. And with the
same flashing thoughts she declared to herself that she did love him,
and that therefore this arrangement would be so much better than that
other one which she had proposed to herself. The reader, perhaps, by
this time, has not a high opinion of Lady Eustace, and may believe that
among other drawbacks on her character there is especially this--that
she was heartless. But that was by no means her own opinion of herself.
She would have described herself--and would have meant to do so with
truth--as being all heart. She probably thought that an over-amount of
heart was the malady under which she specially suffered. Her heart was
overflowing now towards the man who was sitting by her side. And then
it would be so pleasant to punish that little chit who had spurned her
gift and had dared to call her mean! This man, too, was needy, and she
was wealthy. Surely, were she to offer herself to him, the generosity
of the thing would make it noble. She was still dissolved in tears and
was still hysterical. ``Oh, Frank!'' she said, and threw herself upon
his breast.
Frank Greystock felt his position to be one of intense difficulty,
but whether his difficulty was increased or diminished by the
appearance of Mr Andy Gowran's head over a rock at the entrance of the
little cave in which they were sitting, it might be difficult to
determine. But there was the head. And it was not a head that just
popped itself up and then retreated, as a head would do that was
discovered doing that which made it ashamed of itself. The head, with
its eyes wide open, held its own, and seemed to say--``Ay--I've caught
you, have I?'' And the head did speak, though not exactly in those
words. ``Coosins!'' said the head; and then the head was wagged. In the
meantime Lizzie Eustace, whose back was turned to the head, raised her
own, and looked up into Greystock's eyes for love. She perceived at
once that something was amiss, and, starting to her feet, turned
quickly round. ``How dare you intrude here?'' she said to the head.
``Coosins!'' replied the head, wagging itself.
It was clearly necessary that Greystock should take some steps, if
only with the object of proving to the impudent factotum that he was
not altogether overcome by the awkwardness of his position. That he was
a good deal annoyed, and that he felt not altogether quite equal to the
occasion, must be acknowledged. ``What is it that the man wants?'' he
said, glaring at the head. ``Coosins!'' said the head, wagging itself
again. ``If you don't take yourself off, I shall have to thrash you,''
said Frank. ``Coosins!'' said Andy Gowran, stepping from behind the
rock and showing his full figure. Andy was a man on the wrong side of
fifty, and therefore, on the score of age, hardly fit for thrashing.
And he was compact, short, broad, and as hard as flint--a man bad to
thrash, look at it from what side you would. ``Coosins!'' he said yet
again. ``Ye're mair couthie than coosinly, I'm thinking.''
``Andy Gowran, I dismiss you my service for your impertinence,''
said Lady Eustace.
``It's ae ane to Andy Gowran for that, my leddie. There's timber
and a warld o' things aboot the place as wants proteection on behalf o'
the heir. If your leddieship is minded to be quit o' my sarvices, I'll
find a maister in Mr Camper-doon, as'll nae alloo me to be thrown out
o' employ. Coosins!''
``Walk off from this!'' said Frank Greystock, coming forward and
putting his hand upon the man's breast. Mr Gowran repeated the
objectionable word yet once again, and then retired.
Frank Greystock immediately felt how very bad for him was his
position. For the lady, if only she could succeed in her object, the
annoyance of the interruption would not matter much after its first
absurdity had been endured. When she had become the wife of Frank
Greystock there would be nothing remarkable in the fact that she had
been found sitting with him in a cavern by the sea-shore. But for Frank
the difficulty of extricating himself from his dilemma was great, not
in regard to Mr Gowran, but in reference to his cousin Lizzie. He
might, it was true, tell her that he was engaged to Lucy Morris--but
then why had he not told her so before? He had not told her so--nor did
he tell her on this occasion. When he attempted to lead her away up the
cliff, she insisted on being left where she was. ``I can find my way
alone,'' she said, endeavouring to smile through her tears. ``The man
has annoyed me by his impudence--that is all. Go--if you are going.''
Of course he was going; but he could not go without a word of
tenderness. ``Dear, dear Lizzie,'' he said, embracing her.
``Frank, you'll be true to me?''
``I will be true to you.''
``Then go now,'' she said. And he went his way up the cliff, and
got his pony, and rode back to the cottage, very uneasy in his mind.
Lucy Morris got her letter and was contented. She wanted some
demonstration of love from her lover, but very little sufficed for her
comfort. With her it was almost impossible that a man should be loved
and suspected at the same time. She could not have loved the man, or at
any rate confessed her love, without thinking well of him; and she
could not think good and evil at the same time. She had longed for some
word from him since she last saw him; and now she had got a word. She
had known that he was close to his fair cousin--the cousin whom she
despised, and whom, with womanly instinct, she had almost regarded as a
rival. But to her the man had spoken out; and though he was far away
from her, living close to the fair cousin, she would not allow a
thought of trouble on that score to annoy her. He was her own, and let
Lizzie Eustace do her worst, he would remain her own. But she had
longed to be told that he was thinking of her, and at last the letter
had come. She answered it that same night with the sweetest, prettiest
little letter, very short, full of love and full of confidence. Lady
Fawn, she said, was the dearest of women--but what was Lady Fawn to
her, or all the Fawns, compared with her lover? If he could come to
Richmond without disturbance to himself, let him come; but if he felt
that, in the present unhappy condition of affairs between him and Lord
Fawn, it was better that he should stay away, she had not a word to say
in the way of urging him. To see him would be a great delight. But had
she not the greater delight of knowing that he loved her? That was
quite enough to make her happy. Then there was a little prayer that God
might bless him, and an assurance that she was in all things his own,
own Lucy. When she was writing her letter she was in all respects a
happy girl.
But on the very next day there came a cloud upon her happiness--not
in the least, however, affecting her full confidence in her lover. It
was a Saturday, and Lord Fawn came down to Richmond. Lord Fawn had seen
Mr Greystock in London on that day, and the interview had been by no
means pleasant to him. The Under-Secretary of State for India was as
dark as a November day when he reached his mother's house, and there
fell upon everyone the unintermittent cold drizzling shower of his
displeasure from the moment in which he entered the house. There was
never much reticence among the ladies at Richmond in Lucy's presence,
and since the completion of Lizzie's unfortunate visit to Fawn Court,
they had not hesitated to express open opinions adverse to the
prospects of the proposed bride. Lucy herself could say but little in
defence of her old friend, who had lost all claim upon that friendship
since the offer of the bribe had been made--so that it was understood
among them all that Lizzie was to be regarded as a black sheep--but
hitherto Lord Fawn himself had concealed his feelings before Lucy. Now
unfortunately he spoke out, and in speaking was especially bitter
against Frank. ``Mr Greystock has been most insolent,'' he said, as
they were all sitting together in the library after dinner. Lady Fawn
made a sign to him and shook her head. Lucy felt the hot blood fly into
both her cheeks, but at the moment she did not speak. Lydia Fawn put
out her hand beneath the table and took hold of Lucy's. ``We must all
remember that he is her cousin,'' said Augusta.
``His relationship to Lady Eustace cannot justify ungentlemanlike
impertinence to me,'' said Lord Fawn. ``