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FOLLE-FARINE
By
OUIDA
AUTHOR OF "UNDER TWO FLAGS," "PUCK," "IDALIA" "TWO LITTLE WOODEN SHOES,"
ETC.
Un gazetier fumeux qui se croit un flambeau
Dit au pauvre qu'il a noyé dans les ténèbres:
Oû donc l'aperçois-tu ce Créatur du Beau?
Ce Rédresseur qui tu célèbres?" BAUDELAIRE
NOT the wheat itself; not even so much as the chaff; only the dust
from the corn. The dust which no one needs or notices; the mock farina
which flies out from under the two revolving circles of the
grindstones; the impalpable cloud which goes forth to gleam golden in
the sun a moment, and then is scattered; on the wind; into the water;
up in the sunlight; down in the mud: what matters? who cares?
Only the dust: a mote in the air; a speck in the light; a black
spot in the living daytime; a colourless atom in the immensity of the
atmosphere, borne up one instant to gleam against the sky, dropped down
the next to lie in a fetid ditch.
Only the dust: the dust that flows out from between the
grindstones, grinding exceeding hard and small, as the religion which
calls itself Love avers that its God does grind the world.
"It is a nothing, less than nothing. The stones turn; the dust is
born; it has a puff of life; it dies. Who cares? No one. Not the good
God; not any man; not even the devil. It is a thing even
devil-deserted. Ah, it is very like you," said the old miller, watching
the mill-stones.
Folle-Farine heard--she had heard a hundred times,--and held her
peace.
Folle-Farine: the dust; only the dust.
As good a name as any other for a nameless creature. The dust;
sharp-winnowed and rejected of all, as less worthy than even the shred
husks and the shattered stalks.
Folle-Farine,--she watched the dust fly in and out all day long
from between the grindstones. She only wondered why, if she and the
dust were thus kindred and namesakes, the wind flew away with the dust
so mercifully, and yet never would fly away with her.
The dust was carried away by the breeze, and wandered wherever it
listed. The dust had a sweet short summer-day life of its own ere it
died. If it were worthless, it at least was free. It could lie in the
curl of a green leaf, or on the white breast of a flower. It could
mingle with the golden dust in a lily, and almost seem to be one with
it. It could fly with the thistledown, and with the feathers of the
dandelion, on every roving wind that blew.
In a vague, dreamy fashion, the child wondered why the dust was so
much better dealt with than she was.
"Folle-Farine! Folle--Folle--Folle--Farine!" the other children
hooted after her, echoing the name by which the grim humour of her
bitter-tongued taskmaster had called her. She had got used to it, and
answered to it as others to their birth-names.
It meant that she was a thing utterly useless, absolutely
worthless; the very refuse of the winnowings of the flail of fate. But
she accepted that too, so far as she understood it; she only sometimes
wondered in a dull fierce fashion why, if she and the dust were
sisters, the dust had its wings whilst she had none.
All day long the dust flew in and out and about as it liked,
through the open doors, and among the tossing boughs, and through the
fresh cool mists, and down the golden shafts of the sunbeams; and all
day long she stayed in one place and toiled, and was first beaten and
then cursed, or first cursed and then beaten,--which was all the change
that her life knew. For herself, she saw no likeness betwixt her and
the dust; for that escaped from the scourge and flew forth, but she
abode under the flail always.
Nevertheless, Folle-Farine was all the name she knew.
The great black wheel churned and circled in the brook water, and
lichens and ferns and mosses made lovely all the dark, shadowy, silent
place; the red mill roof gleamed in the sun, under a million summer
leaves; the pigeons came and went all day in and out of their holes in
the wall; the sweet scents of ripening fruits in many orchards filled
the air; the great grindstones turned and turned and turned, and the
dust floated forth to dance with the gnat and to play with the sunbeam.
Folle-Farine sat aloft, on the huge wet timbers above the wheel,
and watched with her great sorrowful eyes, and wondered again, after
her own fashion, why her namesake had thus liberty to fly forth whilst
she had none.
Suddenly a shrill screaming voice broke the stillness savagely.
"Little devil!" cried the miller, "go fetch me those sacks, and
carry them within, and pile them; neatly, do you hear? Like the piles
of stone in the road."
Folle-Farine swung down from the timbers in obedience to the
command, and went to the heap of sacks that lay outside the mill; small
sacks, most of them; all of last year's flour.
There was an immense gladiolus growing near, in the mill-garden,
where they were; a tall flower all scarlet and gold, and straight as a
palm, with bees sucking into its bells, and butterflies poising on its
stem. She stood a moment looking at its beauty; she was scarce any
higher than its topmost bud, and was in her way beautiful, something
after its fashion. She was a child of six or eight years, with limbs
moulded like sculpture, and brown as the brook water; great lustrous
eyes, half savage and half soft; a mouth like a red pomegranate bud,
and straight dark brows--the brows of the friezes of Egypt.
Her only clothing was a little short white linen kirtle, knotted
around her waist, and falling to her knees; and her skin was burned, by
exposure to the sun, to a golden brown colour, though in texture it was
soft as velvet, and showed all the veins like glass. Standing there in
the deep grass, with the scarlet flower against her, and purple
butterflies over her head, an artist would have painted her and called
her by a score of names, and described for her some mystical or noble
fate: as Anteros, perhaps, or as the doomed son of Procne, or as some
child born to the Forsaken in the savage forest of Naxos, or conceived
by Persephone, in the eternal night of hell, whilst still the earth lay
black and barren and fruitless, under the ban and curse of a bereaved
maternity.
But here she had only one name, Folle-Farine; and here she had only
to labour drearily and stupidly, like the cattle of the field, and
without their strength, and with barely so much even as their scant
fare and begrudged bed.
The sunbeams that fell on her might find out that she had a beauty
which ripened and grew rich under their warmth, like that of a red
flower bud or a golden autumn fruit. But nothing else ever did. In none
of the eyes that looked on her had she any sort of loveliness. She was
Folle-Farine; a little wicked beast that only merited at best a whip
and a cruel word, a broken crust and a malediction; a thing born of the
devil, and out of which the devil needed to be scourged incessantly.
The sacks were all small; they were the property of the peasant
proprietors of the district: the department of Calvados. But though
small they were heavy in proportion to her age and power. She lifted
one, although with effort, yet with the familiarity of an accustomed
action: poised it on her back, clasped it tight with her round slender
arms, and carried it slowly through the open door of the mill. That one
put down upon the bricks, she came for a second,--a third,--a
fourth,--a fifth,--a sixth, working doggedly, patiently and willingly,
as a little donkey works.
The sacks were in all sixteen; before the seventh she paused.
It was a hot day in the late summer: she was panting and burning
with exertion; the bloom in her cheeks had deepened to scarlet; she
stood a moment, resting, bathing her face in the sweet coolness of a
white tall tuft of lilies.
The miller looked round where he worked, amongst his beans and
cabbages, and saw.
"Little mule! Little beast!" he cried. "Would you be
lazy--you!--who have no more right to live at all than an eft, or a
stoat, or a toad!"
And as he spoke he came towards her. He had caught up a piece of
rope with which he had been about to tie his beans to a stake, and he
struck the child with it. The sharp cord bit the flesh cruelly, curling
round her bare chest and shoulders, and leaving a livid mark.
She quivered a little, but she said nothing; she lifted her head
and looked at him, and dropped her hands to her sides. Her eyes glowed
fiercely; her red curling lips shut tight; her straight brows drew
together.
"Little devil! Will you work now?" said the miller. "Do you think
you are to stand in the sun and smell at flowers--you! Pouf-f-f!"
Folle-Farine did not move.
"Pick up the sacks this moment, little brute," said the miller. "If
you stand still a second before they are housed, you shall have as many
stripes as there are sacks left untouched. Oh, hè: do you hear?"
She heard, but she did not move.
"Do you hear," he pursued. "As many strokes as there are sacks,
little wretch. Now--I will give you three moments to choose. One!"
Folle-Farine still stood mute and immovable, her head erect, her
arms crossed on her chest. A small, slender, bronze-hued, half-nude
figure amongst the ruby hues of the gladioli and the pure snow-like
whiteness of the lilies.
"Two!"
She stood in the same attitude, the sacks lying untouched at her
feet, a purple-winged butterfly lighting one her head.
"Three!"
She was still mute; still motionless.
He seized her by the shoulder with one hand, and with the other
lifted the rope.
It curled round her breast and back, again and again and again; she
shuddered, but she did not utter a single cry. He struck her the ten
times; with the same number of strokes as there remained sacks
uncarried. He did not exert any great strength, for had he used his
uttermost he would have killed her, and she was of value to him; but he
scourged her with a merciless exactitude in the execution of his
threat, and the rope was soon wet with drops of her bright young blood.
The noonday sun fell golden all around; the deep sweet peace of the
silent country reigned everywhere; the pigeons fled to and fro in and
out of their little arched homes; the millstream flowed on, singing a
pleasant song; now and then a ripe apricot dropped with a low sound on
the turf; close about was all the radiance of summer flowers; of heavy
rich roses, of yellow lime tufts, of sheaves of old-fashioned comely
phlox, and all the delicate shafts of the graceful lilies. And in the
warmth the child shuddered under the scourge; against the light the
black rope curled like a serpent darting to sting; among the sun-fed
blossoms there fell a crimson stain.
But never a word had she uttered. She endured to the tenth stroke
in silence.
He flung the cord aside amongst the grass. "Daughter of
devils!--what strength the devil gives!" he muttered.
Folle-Farine said nothing. Her face was livid, her back bruised and
lacerated, her eyes still glanced with undaunted scorn and untamed
passion. Still she said nothing; but, as his hand released her, she
darted as noiselessly as a lizard to the water's edge, set her foot on
the lowest range of the woodwork, and in a second leaped aloft to the
highest point, and seated herself astride on that crossbar of timber on
which she had been throned when he had summoned her first, above the
foam of the churning wheels, and in the deepest shadow of innumerable
leaves.
Then she lifted up a voice as pure, as strong, as fresh as the
voice of a mavis in May time, and sang, with reckless indifference, a
stave of song in a language unknown to any of the people of that place;
a loud fierce air, with broken words of curious and most dulcet melody,
which rang loud and defiant, yet melancholy, even in their rebellion,
through the foliage, and above the sound of the loud mill water.
"It is a chaunt to the foul fiend," the miller muttered to himself.
"Well, why does he not come and take his own; he would be welcome to
it." And he went and sprinkled holy water on his rope, and said an ave
or two over it to exorcise it.
Every fibre of her childish body ached and throbbed; the stripes on
her shoulders burned like flame; her little brain was dizzy; her little
breast was black with bruises; but still she sang on, clutching the
timber with her hands to keep her from falling into the foam below, and
flashing her proud eyes down through the shade of the leaves.
"Can one never cut the devil out of her?" muttered the miller,
going back to his work amongst the beans.
After a while the song ceased; the pain she suffered stifled her
voice despite herself; she felt giddy and sick, but she sat there still
in the shadow, holding on by the jutting woodwork, and watching water
foam and eddy below.
The hours went away; the golden day died; the greyness of evening
stole the glow from the gladioli and shut up the buds of the roses; the
lilies gleamed but the whiter in the dimness of twilight; the vesper
chimes were rung from the cathedral two leagues away over the fields.
The miller stopped the gear of the mill; the grindstones and the
water-wheels were set at rest; the peace of the night came down; the
pigeons flew to roost in their niches; but the sacks still lay
uncarried on the grass, and a spider had found time to spin his fairy
ropes about them.
The miller stood on his threshold, and looked up at her where she
sat aloft in the dusky shades of the leaves.
"Come down and carry these sacks, little brute," he said. "If
not--no supper for you to-night."
Folle-Farine obeyed him and came down from the huge pile, slowly,
her hands crossed behind her back, her head erect, her eyes glancing
like the eyes of a wild hawk.
She walked straight past the sacks, across the dew-laden turf,
through the tufts of the lilies, and so silently into the house.
The entrance wa a wide kitchen, paved with blue and white tiles,
clean as a watercress, filled with the pungent odour of dried herbs,
and furnished with brass pots and pans, with walnut presses, with
pinewood tressels, and with strange little quaint pictures and images
of saints. On one of the tressels were set a jug of steaming milk, some
rolls of black bread, and a big dish of stewed cabbages. At the meal
there was already seated a lean, brown, wrinkled, careworn old serving
woman, clad in the blue kirtle and the white head gear of Normandy.
The miller stayed the child at the threshold.
"Little devil--not a bit nor drop to-night if you do not carry the
sacks."
Folle-Farine said nothing, but moved on, past the food on the
board, past the images of the saints, past the high lancet window,
through which the moonlight had begun to stream, and out at the
opposite door.
There she climbed a steep winding stairway on to which that door
had opened, pushed aside a little wooden wicket, entered a loft in the
roof, loosened the single garment that she wore, shook it off from her,
and plunged into the fragrant mass of daisied hay and of dry orchard
mosses which served her as a bed. Covered in these, and curled like a
dormouse in its nest, she clasped her hands above her head, and sought
to forget in sleep her hunger and her wounds. She was well used to
both.
Below there was a crucifix, with a bleeding God upon it: there was
a little rudely sculptured representation of the Nativity; there was a
wooden figure of St. Christopher; a portrait of the Madonna, and many
other symbols of the church. But he child went to her bed without a
prayer on her lips, and with a curse on her head, and bruises on her
body.
Sleep, for once, would not come to her. She was too hurt and sore
to be able to lie without pain: the dried grasses, so soft to her
usually, were like thorns beneath the skin that still swelled and
smarted from the stripes of the rope. She was feverish; she tossed and
turned in vain; she suffered too much to be still; she sat up and
stared with her passionate wistful eyes, at the leaves that were
swaying against the square casement in the wall, and the moonbeam that
shone so cold and bright across her bed.
She listened, all her sense awake, to the noises of the house.
There were not many: a cat's mew, a mouse's scratch, the click-clack of
the old woman's step, the shrill monotony of the old man's voice, these
were all. After a while even these ceased; the wooden shoes clattered
up the wooden stairs, the house became quite still; there was only in
the silence the endless flowing murmur of the water breaking against
the motionless wheels of the mill.
Neither man nor woman had come near to bring her anything to eat or
drink. She had heard them muttering their prayers before they went to
rest, but no hand unlatched her door. She had no disappointment,
because she had had no hope. She had rebellion, because Nature had
grafted it in her; but she went no further. She did not know what it
was to hope. She was only a young wild animal, well used to blows, and
drilled by them, but not tamed.
As soon as the place was silent, she got out of her nest of grass,
slipped on her linen skirt, and opened her casement--a small square
hole in the wall, and merely closed by a loose deal shutter, with a
hole cut in it, scarcely bigger than her head. A delicious sudden rush
of summer air met her burning face; a cool cluster of foliage hit her a
soft blow across the eyes as the wind stirred it. They were enough to
allure her.
Like any other young cub of the woods, she had only two
instincts--air and liberty.
She thrust herself out of the narrow window with the agility that
only is born of frequent custom, and got upon the shelving thatch of a
shed which sloped a foot or so below, slid down the roof, and swung
herself by the jutting bricks of the outhouse wall on to the grass. The
house dog, a brindled mastiff, that roamed loose all night about the
mill, growled and sprang at her; then, seeing who she was, put up his
gaunt head and licked her face, and turned again to resume the rounds
of his vigilant patrol.
Ere he went, she caught and kissed him, closely and fervently,
without a word. The mastiff was the only living thing that did not hate
her; she was grateful, in a passionate, dumb, unconscious fashion. Then
she took to her feet, ran, as swiftly as she could, along the margin of
the water, and leaped like a squirrel into the wood, on whose edge the
mill stood.
Once there she was content.
The silence, the shadows, the darkness where the trees stood thick,
the pale quivering luminance of the moon, the mystical eërie sounds
that fill a woodland by night, all which would have had terror for
tamer and happier creatures of her years, had only for her a vague
entranced delight. Nature had made her without one pulse of fear; and
she had remained too ignorant to have been ever taught it.
It was still warm with all the balmy breath of midsummer: there
were heavy dews everywhere; here and there on the surface of the water,
there gleamed the white closed cups of the lotus; through the air there
passed, now and then, the soft, grey, dim body of a night-bird on the
wing; the wood, whose trees were pines, and limes, and maples, was full
of a deep dreamy odour; the mosses that clothed many of the branches
hung, film-like, in the wind in lovely coils and web-like phantasies.
Around stretched the vast country, dark and silent, as in a trance,
the stillness only broken by some faint note of a sheep's bell, some
distant song of a mule-driver passing homeward.
The child strayed onward through the trees, insensibly soothed, and
made glad, she knew not why, by all the dimness and the fragrance round
her.
She stood up to her knees in the shallow freshets that every now
and then broke up through the grasses: she felt the dews, shaken off
the leaves above, fall deliciously upon her face and hair; she filled
her hands with the night-blooming marvel-flower, and drank in its
sweetness as though it were milk and honey; she crouched down and
watched her own eyes look back at her from the dark gliding water of
the river.
Then she threw herself on her back upon the mosses--so cool and
moist that they seemed like balm upon the bruised hot skin--and lay
there looking upward at the swift mute passage of the flitting owls, at
the stately flights of the broad-winged moths, at the movement of the
swift brown bats, at the soft trembling of the foliage in the breeze,
at the great clouds slowly sailing across the brightness of the moon.
All these things were infinitely sweet to her with the sweetness of
freedom, of love, of idleness, of rest, of all things which her life
had never known; so dumbly may the young large-eyed antelope feel the
beauty of the forest in the hot lull of tropic nights, when the speed
of the pursuer has relaxed, and the aromatic breath of the panther is
no more against its flank.
She lay there long, quite motionless, tracing, with a sort of
voluptuous delight, all movements in the air, all changes in the
clouds, all shadows in the leaves. All the immense multitude of
ephemeral life which, unheard in the day, fills the earth with
innumerable whispering voices after the sun has set, now stirred in
every herb and under every bough around her.
The silvery ghost-like wing of an owl touched her forehead once. A
little dormouse ran across her feet. Strange shapes floated across the
cold white surface of the water. Quaint things, hairy, filmy-winged,
swam between her and the stars. But none of these things had terror for
her; they were things of the night, with which she felt vaguely the
instinct of kinship.
She was only a little wild beast, they said, the offspring of
darkness, and vileness, and rage and disgrace. And yet, in a vague
imperfect way, the glories of the night, its mysterious charm and
solemn beauty, its melancholy and lustrous charm, quenched the
fierceness in her dauntless eyes, and filled them with dim wondering
tears, and stirred the half-dead soul in her to some dull pain, some
nameless ecstacy, that were not merely physical.
And then, in her way, being stung by these, and moved, she knew not
why, to a strange sad sense of loneliness and shame, and knowing no
better she prayed.
She raised herself on her knees, and crossed her hands upon her
chest, and prayed after the fashion that she had seen men and women and
children pray at roadside shrines and crosses; prayed aloud, with a
little beating breaking heart, like the young child she was.
"Oh Devil! if I be indeed thy daughter, stay with me; leave me not
alone: lend me thy strength and power, and let me inherit of thy
kingdom. Give me this, oh great Lord, and I will praise thee and love
thee always."
She prayed in all earnestness, in all simplicity, in broken,
flattering language; knowing no better; knowing only that she was alone
on the earth and friendless, and very hungry and in sore pain, whilst
this mighty unknown King of the dominion of darkness, whose child she
ever heard she was, had lost her, or abandoned her; and reigned afar in
some immortal world oblivious of her misery.
The silence of the night alone gave back the echo of her own voice.
She waited breathless for some answer, for some revelation, some reply;
there only came the pure cold moon, sailing straight from out a cloud,
and striking on the waters.
She rose sadly to her feet, and went back along the shining course
of the stream, through the grasses and the mosses, and under the
boughs, to her little nest under the eaves.
As she left the obscurity of the wood and passed into the fuller
light, her bare feet glistening, and her shoulders wet with the showers
of dew, a large dark shape flying down the wind smote her with his
wings upon the eyes, lighted one moment on her head, and then swept
onward lost in shade. At that moment, likewise, a radiant golden globe
flashed to her sight, dropped to her footsteps, and shone an instant in
the glisten from the skies.
It was but a great goshawk seeking for its prey; it was but a great
meteor fading and falling at its due appointed hour; but to the heated,
savage, dreamy fancy of the child it seemed an omen, an answer, a thing
of prophecy, a spirit of air; nay, why not Him himself?
In legends, which had been the only lore her ears had ever heard,
it had been often told he took such shapes as this.
"If he should give me his kingdom!" she thought; and her eyes
flashed alight; her heart swelled; her cheeks burned. The little dim
untutored brain could not hold the thought long or close enough to
grasp, or sift, of measure it; but some rude rich glory, impalpable,
unutterable, seemed to come to her and bathe her in its heat and
colour. She was his offspring, so they all told her; why not, then,
also his heir?
She felt, as felt the goatherd or the charcoal-burner in those
legends she had fed on, who was suddenly called from poverty and toil,
from hunger and fatigue, from a fireless hearth, and a bed of leaves,
to inherit some fairy empire, to ascend to some region of the gods.
Like one of these, hearing the summons to some great unknown
imperial power smite all his poor pale barren life to splendour, so
Folle-Farine, standing by the water's side in the light of the moon,
desolate, ignorant, brute-like, felt elected to some mighty heritage
unseen of men. If this were waiting for her in the future, what matter,
now, were stripes or wounds or woe?
She smiled a little, dreamily, like one who beholds fair visions in
his sleep, and stole back over the starlit grass, and swung herself
upward by the tendrils of ivy, and crouched once more down in her nest
of mosses.
And either the courage of the spirits of darkness, or the influence
of instincts dumb but nascent, was with her; for she fell asleep in her
little loft in the roof as though she were a thing cherished of heaven
and earth, and dreamed happily all through the hours of the
slowly-rising dawn: her bruised body and her languid brain and her
aching heart all stilled and soothed, and her hunger and passion and
pain forgotten; with the night-blooming flowers still clasped in her
hands, and on her closed mouth a smile.
For she dreamed of her Father's kingdom, a kingdom which no man
denies to the creature that has beauty and youth, and is poor and yet
proud, and is of the sex of its mother.
IN one of the most fertile and most fair districts of northern
France there was a little Norman town, very, very old and beautiful
exceedingly by reason of its ancient streets, its high peaked roofs,
its marvelous galleries and carvings, its exquisite greys and browns,
its silence and its colour, and its rich still life.
Its centre was a great cathedral, noble as York or Chartres; a
cathedral, whose spire shot to the clouds, and whose innumerable towers
and pinnacles were all pierced to the day, so that they blue sky shone
and the birds of the air flew all through them. A slow brown river,
broad enough for market boats and for corn barges, stole through the
place to the sea, lapping as it went the wooden piles of the houses,
and reflecting the quaint shapes of the carvings, the hues of the signs
and the draperies, the dark spaces of the dormer windows, the bright
heads of some casement-cluster of carnations, the laughing face of a
girl leaning out to smile on her lover.
All around it lay the deep grass unshaven, the leagues on leagues
of fruitful orchards, the low blue hills tenderly interlacing one
another, the fields of colza, where the white head-dress of the women
workers flashed in the sun like a silvery pigeon's wing. To the west
there were the deep green woods, and the wide plains golden with gorse
of Arthur's and of Merlin's lands; and beyond, to the northward, was
the dim stretch of the ocean breaking on a yellow shore, whither the
river ran, and wither led straight shady roads, hidden with linden and
with poplar trees, and marked ever and anon by a wayside wooden Christ,
or by a little murmuring well crowned with a crucifix.
A beautiful, old, shadowy, ancient place: picturesque everywhere;
often silent, with a sweet sad silence that was chiefly broken by the
sound of bells or the chaunting of choristers. A place of the Middle
Ages still. With lanterns swinging on cords from house to house as the
only light; with wondrous scroll-works and quaint signs at the doors of
all its traders; with monks' cowls and golden croziers and white-robed
acolytes in its streets; with the subtle smoke of incense coming out
from the cathedral door to mingle with the odours of the fruits and
flowers in the market-place; with great flat-bottomed boats drifting
down the river under the leaning eaves of its dwellings; and with the
galeries of its opposing houses touching so nearly that a girl leaning
on one could stretch a Provence rose or toss an Easter egg across to
her neighbour in the other.
Doubtless, there were often squalor, poverty, dust, filth, and
uncomeliness within these old and beautiful homes. Doubtless often the
dwellers therein were housed like cattle and slept like pigs, and
looked but once out the woods and waters of the landscapes round for
one hundred times that they looked at their hidden silver in an old
delf jug, or at their tawdry coloured prints of St. Victorian or St.
Scævola.
But yet much of the beauty and the nobility of the old, simple,
restful rich-hued life of the past still abode there, and remained with
them. In the straight, lithe form of their maidens, untrammelled by
modern garb, and moving with the free majestic grace of forest does. In
the vast, dim, sculptured chambers, where the grandam span by the wood
fire, and the little children played in the shadows, and the lovers
whispered in the embrasured window. In the broad market-place, where
the mules cropped the clover, and the tawny awnings caught the
sunlight, and the white caps of the girls framed faces fitted for the
pencils of the missal painters, and the flush of colour form mellow
wall-fruits and grape-clusters glanced amidst the shelter of deepest
freshest green. In the perpetual presence of their cathedral, which
through sun and storm, through frost and summer, through noon and
midnight stood there amidst them, and watched the galled oxen tread
their painful way, and the scourged mules droop their humble heads, and
the helpless harmless flocks go forth to the slaughter, and the old
weary lives of the men and women pass through hunger and cold to the
grave, and the sun and the moon rise and set, and the flowers and the
children blossom and fade, and the endless years come and go, bringing
peace, bringing war; bringing harvest, bringing famine; bringing life,
bringing death; and beholding these, still said to the multitude in its
terrible irony, "Lo! your God is Love."
This little town lay far from the great Paris highway and all
greatly frequented tracks. It was but a short distance from the coast,
but near no harbour of greater extent than such as some small fishing
village had made in the rocks for the trawlers. Few strangers ever came
to it, except some wandering painters or antiquaries. It sent its
apples and eggs, its poultry and honey, its colza and corn, to the use
of the great cities; but it was rarely that any of its own people went
thither.
Now and then some one of the oval-faced, blue-eyed, lithe-limbed
maidens of its little homely households would sigh and flush and grow
restless, and murmur of Paris; and would steal out in the break of a
warm grey morning whilst only the birds were still waking; and would
patter away in her wooden shoes over the broad, white, southern road,
with a stick over her shoulder, and a bundle of all her worldly goods
upon the stick. And she would look back often, often, as she went; and
when all was lost in the blue haze of distance save the lofty spire
which she still saw through her tears, she would say in her heart, with
her lips parched and trembling, "I will come back again."
But none such ever did come back.
They came back no more than did the white sweet sheaves of the
lilies which the women gathered and sent to be bought and sold in the
city--to gleam one faint summer night in a gilded balcony, and to be
flung out the next morning, withered and dead.
One amongst the few who had thus gone whither the lilies went, and
of whom people would still talk as their mules paced homewards through
the lanes at twilight, had been Reine Flamma, the daughter of the
miller of Yprès.
Yprès was a beechen-wooded hamlet on the northern out- skirt of the
town, a place of orchards and wooded tangle; through which there ran a
branch of the brimming river, hastening to seek and join the sea, and
caught a moment on its impetuous way, and forced to work by the grim
millwheels that had churned the foam-bells there for centuries. The
millhouse was very ancient; its timbers were carved all over into the
semblance of shields and helmets, and crosses, and fleur-de-lis, and
its frontage was of quaint parqueted work, black and white, except
where the old blazonries had been.
It had been handed down from sire to son of the same race through
many generations--a race hard, keen, unlearned, superstitious, and
caustic-tongued--a race wedded to old ways, credulous of legend, chaste
of life, cruel of judgement; harshly strong, yet ignorantly weak; a
race holding dearer its heirloom of loveless, joyless, bigoted virtue
even than those gold and silver pieces which had ever been its passion,
hidden away in earthen pipkins under old apple-roots, or in the
crannies of wall timber, of in secret nooks of oaken cupboards.
Claude Flamma, the last of this toilsome, God-fearing,
man-begrudging, Norman stock, was true to the type and the traditions
of his people.
He was too ignorant even to read; but priests do not deem this a
fault. He was avaricious; but may will honour a miser quicker than a
spendthrift. He was cruel; but in the market-place he always took heed
to give his mare a full feed, so that if she were pinched of her hay in
her stall at home none were the wiser, for she had no language but that
of her wistful black eyes; and this is a speech to which men stay but
little to listen. The shrewd, old, bitter-tongued, stern-living man was
feared and respected with the respect that fear begets; and in truth he
had a rigid virtue in his way, and was proud of it, with scorn for
those who found it hard to walk less straightly and less circumspectly
than himself.
He married late; his wife died in childbirth; his daughter grew
into the perfection of womanhood under the cold, hard, narrow rule of
his severity and his superstition. He loved her, indeed, with as much
love as it was possible for him ever to feel, and was proud of her
beyond all other things; saved for her, toiled for her, muttered ever
that it was for her when at confession he related how his measures of
flour had been falsely weighted, and how he had filched from the corn
brought by the widow and the fatherless. For her he had sinned: from
one to whom the good report of his neighbours and the respect of his
own conscience were as the very breath of life, it was the strongest
proof of love that he could give. But this love never gleamed one
instant in his small sharp grey eyes, nor escaped ever by a single
utterance from his lips. Reprimand, homily, or cynical rasping sarcasm,
was all she ever heard from him. She believed that he despised, and
almost hated her; he held it well for women to be tutored in subjection
and in trembling.
At twenty-two Reine Flamma was the most beautiful woman in
Calvados, and the most wretched.
She was straight as a pine; cold as snow; graceful as a stem of
wheat: lovely and silent; with a mute proud face, in which the eyes
alone glowed with a strange, repressed, speechless passion and
wishfulness. Her life was simple, pure, chaste, blameless, as the lives
of the many women of her race who, before her, had lived and died in
the shadow of that water-fed wood had always been. Her father rebuked
and girded at her, continually dreaming that he could paint whiter even
the spotlessness of this lily, refine even the purity of this virgin
gold.
She never answered him anything, nor in anything contradicted his
will; not one amongst all the youths and maidens of her birthplace had
ever heard so much as a murmur of rebellion from her; and the priests
said that such a life as this would be fitter for the cloister than the
marriage-bed. None of them ever read the warning that these dark blue
slumbering eyes would have given to any who should have had the skill
to construe them right. There were none of such skill there; and so
she, holding her peace, the men and women noted her ever with a curious
dumb reverence, and said amongst themselves that the race of Flamma
would die well and nobly in her.
"A saint!" said the good old gentle bishop of the district, as he
blessed her one summer evening in her father's house, and rode his mule
slowly through the pleasant poplar lanes and breeze-blown fields of
colza back to his little quiet homestead, where he tended his own
cabbages and garnered his own honey.
Reine Flamma bowed her tall head meekly, and took his benediction
in silence.
The morning after, the miller, rising as his custom was at
daybreak, and reciting his paternosters, thanked the Mother of the
World that she had given him thus strength and power to rear up his
motherless daughter in purity and peace. Then he dressed himself in his
grey patched blouse, groped his way down the narrow stair, and went in
his daily habit to undraw the bolts and unloose the chains of his
dwelling.
There was no need that morning for him; the bolts were already
back; the house-door stood wide open; on the threshold a brown hen
perched pluming herself; there were the ticking of the clock; the
chirping of the birds, the rushing of the water; these were the only
sounds upon the silence.
He called his daughter's name: there was no answer. He mounted to
her chamber: it had no tenant. He searched hither and thither, in the
house, and the stable, and the granary: in the mill, and the garden,
and the wood; he shouted, he ran, he roused his neighbours, he looked
in every likely and unlikely place: there was no reply.
There was only the howl of the watch-dog, who sat with his face to
the south and mourned unceasingly.
And from that day neither he nor any man living there ever heard
again of Reine Flamma.
Some indeed did notice that at the same time there disappeared from
the town one who had been there through all that spring and summer. One
who had lived strangely, and been clad in an odd rich fashion, and had
been whispered as an Eastern prince by reason of his scattered gold,
his unfamiliar tongue, his black-browed, star-eyed, deep-hued beauty,
like the beauty of the passion-flower. But none had ever seen this
stranger and Reine Flamma in each other's presence; and the rumour was
discredited as a foulness absurd and unseemly to be said of a woman
whom their bishop had called a saint. So it died out, breathed only by
a few mouths, and it came to be accepted as a fact that she must have
perished in the deep fast-flowing river by some false step on the
mill-timber, as she went at dawn to feed her doves, or by some strange
sad trance of sleep-walking, from which she had been known more than
once to suffer.
Claudis Flamma said little; it was a wound that bled inwardly. He
toiled, and chaffered, and drove hard bargains, and worked early and
late with his hireling, and took for the household service an old
Norman peasant-woman more aged than himself, and told no man that he
suffered. All that he ever said was, "She was a saint: God took her;"
and in his martyrdom he found a hard pride and a dull consolation.
It was no mere metaphoric form of words with him. He believed in
miracles and all manner of Divine interposition, and he believed
likewise that she, his angel, being too pure for earth, had been taken
by God's own hand up to the bosom of Mary. This honour which had
befallen his first-begotten shed both sanctity and splendour on his
cheerless days; and when the little children and the women saw him
pass, they cleared from this way as from a prince's, and crossed
themselves as they changed words with one whose daughter was the bride
of Christ.
So six years passed away; and the name of Reine Flamma was almost
forgotten, but embalmed in memories of religious sanctity, as the dead
heart of a saint is embedded in amber and myrrh.
At the close of the sixth year there happened what many said was a
thing devil-conceived and wrought out by the devil to the shame of a
pure name, and to the hindrance of the people of God.
One winter's night Claudis Flamma was seated in his kitchen, having
recently ridden home his mare from the market in the town.
The fire burned in ancient fashion on the hearth, and it was so
bitter without that even his parsimonious habits had relaxed, and he
had piled some wood, liberally mingled with dry moss, that cracked, and
glowed, and shot flame up the wide black shaft of the chimney.
The day's work was over; the old woman-servant sat spinning flax on
the other side of the fire; the great mastiff was stretched sleeping
quietly on the brick floor; the blue pottery, the brass pans, the oaken
presses that had been the riches of his race for generations, glimmered
in the light; the doors were barred, the shutters closed; around the
house the winds howled, and beneath its walls the fretting water
hissed.
The miller, overcome with the past cold and present warmth, nodded
on his wooden settle and slept, and muttered dreamily in his sleep, "A
saint--a saint!--God took her."
The old woman, hearing, looked across at him, and shook her head,
and went on with her spinning with lips that moved inaudibly: she had
been wont to say, out of her taskmaster's hearing, that no women who
was beautiful was ever a saint as well. And some thought that this old
creature, Marie Pitchou, who had used to live in a miserable hut on the
other side of the wood, had known more than she had chosen to tell of
the true fate of Reine Flamma.
Suddenly a blow on the panels of the door sounded through the
silence. The miller, awakened in a moment, started to his feet and
grasped his ash staff with one hand, and with the other the oil-lamp
burning on the tressel. The watch-dog arose, but made no hostile sound.
A step crushed the dead leaves without and passed away faintly;
there was stillness again; the mastiff went to the bolted door, smelt
beneath it, and scratched at the panels.
On the silence there sounded a small, timid, feeble beating on the
wood from without; such a slight fluttering noise as a wounded bird
might make in striving to rise.
"It is nothing evil," muttered Flamma. "If it were, evil the beast
would not want to have the door opened. It may be some one sick or
stray."
All this time he was in a manner charitable, often conquering the
niggardly instincts of his character to try and save his soul by
serving the wretched. He was a miser, and he loved to gain, and loathed
to give; but since his daughter had been taken to the saints he had
striven with all his might to do good enough to be taken likewise to
that heavenly rest.
Any crust bestowed on the starveling, any bed of straw afforded to
the tramp, caused him a sharp pang; but since his daughter had been
taken he had tried to please God by this mortification of his own
avarice and diminution of his own gains. He could not vanquish the
nature that was engrained in him. He would rob the widow of an ephah of
wheat, and leave his mare famished in her stall, because it was his
nature to find in all such saving a sweet savour; but he would not turn
away a beggar or refuse a crust to a wayfarer, lest, thus refusing, he
might turn away from him an angel unawares.
The mastiff scratched still at the panels; the sound outside had
ceased.
The miller, setting the lamp down on the floor, gripped more firmly
the ashen stick, undrew the bolts, turned the stout key, and opened the
door slowly, and with caution. A loud gust of wind blew dead leaves
against his face; a blinding spray of snow scattered itself over his
bent stretching form. In the darkness without, whitened from head to
foot, there stood a little child.
The dog went up to her and licked her face with kindly welcome.
Claudis Flamma drew her with a rough grasp across the threshold, and
went out into the air to find whose footsteps had been those which had
trodden heavily away after the first knock.
The snow, however, was falling fast; it was a cloudy moonless
night. He did not dare to go many yards from his own portals, lest he
should fall into some ambush set by robbers. The mastiff too was quiet
which indicated that there was no danger near, so the old man returned,
closed the door carefully, drew the bolts into their places, and came
towards the child, whom the woman Pitchou had drawn towards the fire.
She was a child of four or five years old; huddled in coarse linen
and in a little red garment of fox's skin, and blanched from head to
foot, for the flakes were frozen on her and on the hood that covered,
gipsy-like, her curls. It was a strange, little, ice-cold, ghost-like
figure, but out of the mass of icicles and whiteness there glowed great
beaming frightened eyes and a mouth like a scarlet berry; the radiance
and the contrast of it were like the glow of holly fruit thrust our
from a pile of drifted snow.
The miler shook her by the shoulder.
"Who brought you?"
"Phratos," answered the child, with a stifled sob in her throat.
"And who is that?"
"Phratos," answered the child again.
"Is that a man or a woman?"
The child made no reply; she seemed not to comprehend his meaning.
The miller shook her again, and some drops of water fell from the ice
that was dissolving in the warmth.
"Why are you come here?" he asked, impatiently.
She shook her head, as though to say none knew so little of herself
as she.
"You must have a name," he pursued harshly and in perplexity. "What
are you called? Who are you?"
The child suddenly raised her great eyes that had been fastened on
the leaping flames, and flashed them upon his in a terror of bewildered
ignorance--the piteous terror of a stray dog.
"Phratos," she cried once more, and the cry now was half a sigh,
half a shriek.
Something in that regard pierced him and startled him; he dropped
his hand off her shoulder, and breathed quickly; the old woman gave a
low cry, and staring with all her might at the child's small dark,
fierce, lovely face, fell to counting her wooden beads and mumbling
many prayers.
Claudis Flamma turned savagely on her as if stung by some unseen
snake, and willing to wreak his vengeance on the nearest thing that was
at hand.
"Fool! cease your prating!" he muttered, with a brutal oath. "Take
the animal and search her. Bring me what you find."
Then he sat down on the stool by the fire, and braced his lips
tightly, and locked his bony hands upon his knees. He knew what blow
awaited him; he was no coward, and he had manhood enough in him to
press any iron into his soul and tell none that it hurt him.
The old woman drew the stranger aside to a dusky corner of an inner
chamber, and began to despoil her of her coverings. The creature did
not resist; the freezing cold and long fatigue had numbed and silenced
her: her eyelids were heavy with the sleep such cold produces, and she
had not strength, because she had not consciousness enough, to oppose
whatsoever they might choose to do to her. Only now and then her eyes
opened, as they had opened on him, with a sudden lustre and fierceness,
like those in a netted animal's impatient but untamed regard.
Pitchou seized and searched her eagerly, stripping her of her warm
fox-skin wrap, her scarlet hood of wool, her little rough hempen shirt,
which were all dripping with the water from the melted snow.
The skin of the young waif was brown, with a golden bloom on it; it
had been tanned by hot suns, but it was soft as silk in texture, and
transparent, showing the course of each blue vein. Her limbs were not
well nourished, but they were of perfect shaped and delicate bone; and
the feet were the long, arched, slender feet of the southern side of
the Pyrenees.
She allowed herself to be stripped and wrapped in a coarse piece of
homespun linen; she was still half frozen, and in a state of stupor,
either from amazement or from fear. She was quite passive, and she
never spoke. Her apathy deceived the old crone, who took it for
docility, and who, trusting to it, proceeded to take advantage of it,
after the manner of her kind. About the small shapely head there hung a
band of glittering coins; they were not gold, but the woman Pitchou
thought they were, and seized them with gloating hands and ravenous
eyes.
The child started from her torpor, shook herself free, and fought
to guard them--fiercely, with tooth and nail, as the young fox whose
skin she had worn might have fought for its dear life. The old woman on
her side strove as resolutely; long curls of the child's hair were
clutched in the struggle; she did not wince or scream, but she
fought--fought with all the breath and blood that were in her tiny
body.
She was no match, with all her ferocity and fury, for the sinewy
grip of the old peasant; and the coins were torn off her forehead and
hidden away in a hole in the wood, out of her sight, where the old
peasant hoarded all her precious treasures of copper coins and other
trifles that she managed to secrete from her master's all-seeing eyes.
They were little metal sequins engraved with Arabic characters,
chained together after the Eastern fashion. To Pitchou they looked a
diadem of gold worthy of an empress.
The child watched them thus removed in perfect silence; from the
moment they had been wrenched away, and the battle had been finally
lost to her, she had ceased to struggle, as though disdainful of a
fruitless contest. But a great hate gathered in her eyes, and
smouldered there like a half-stifled fire--it burnt on for many a long
year afterwards, unquenched.
When Pitchou brought her a cup of water and a roll of bread, she
would neither eat nor drink, but turned her face to the wall,--mute.
"Those are just her father's eyes," the old woman muttered. She had
seen them burn in the gloom of the evening through the orchard trees,
as the stars had risen, and Reine Flamma listened to the voice that
wooed her to her destruction.
She let the child be, and searched her soaked garments for any
written word or any token that might be on them. Fastened roughly to
the fox's skin there was a faded letter. Pitchou could not read; she
took it to her master.
Claudis Flamma grasped the paper and turned its superscription to
the light of the lamp.
He could not read, by yet at sight of the characters his tough
frame trembled, and his withered skin grew red with a sickly, feverish
quickening of the blood.
He knew them.
Once, in a time long dead, he had been proud of those slender
letters that had been so far more legible than any that the women of
her class could pen, and on beholding which the good bishop had smiled,
and passed a pleasant word concerning her being almost fitted to be his
own clerk and scribe.
For a moment, watching those written cyphers that had no tongue for
him, and yet seemed to tell their tale so that they scorched and
withered up all the fair honour and pious peace of his old age, a
sudden faintness, a sudden swooning sense seized him for the first time
in all his life; his limbs failed him, he sank down on his seat again,
he gasped for breath; he needed not to be told anything, he knew all.
He knew that the creature whom he had believed so pure that God had
deemed the earth unworthy of her youth was--his throat rattled, his
lips were covered with foam, his ears were filled with a rushing,
hollow sound, like the roaring of his own mill-waters in a time of
storm.
All at once he started to his feet, and glared at the empty space
of the dim chamber, and struck his hands wildly together in the air,
and cried aloud:
"She was a saint, I said--a saint! A saint in body and soul! And I
thought that God begrudged her, and held her too pure for man!"
And he laughed aloud--thrice.
The child hearing, and heavy with sleep, and eagerly desiring
warmth, as a little frozen beast that coils itself in snow to slumber
into death, startled by that horrible mirth, came forward.
The shirt fell off her as she moved. Her little naked limbs
glimmered like gold in the dusky light; her hair was as a cloud behind
her; her little scarlet mouth was half open, like the mouth of a child
seeking its mother's kiss; her great eyes, dazzled by the flame,
flashed and burned and shone like stars. They had seen the same face
ere then in Calvados.
She came straight to Claudis Flamma as though drawn by that awful
and discordant laughter, and by that leaping ruddy flame upon the
hearth, and she stretched out her arms and muttered a word and smiled,
a little dreamily, seeking to sleep, asking to be caressed, desiring
she knew not what.
He clenched his fist, and struck her to the ground. She fell
without a sound. The blood flowed from her mouth.
He looked at her where she lay, and laughed once more. "She was a
saint!--a saint! And the devil begot in her that!"
Then he went our across the threshold and into the night, with the
letter still clenched in his hand.
The snow fell, the storm raged, the earth was covered with ice and
water; he took no heed, but passed through it, his head bare and his
eyes blind.
The dog let him go forth alone, and waited by the child.
The old serving woman, terrified in so far as her dull brutish
nature could be roused to fear, did what she knew, what she dared. She
raised the little wounded naked creature, and carried her to her own
pallet bed; restored her to consciousness by such rude means as she had
knowledge of, and staunched the flow of blood.
She did all this harshly, as it was her custom to do all things,
and without tenderness or even pity, for the sight of this stranger was
unwelcome to her, and she also had guessed the message of that unread
letter.
The child had been stunned by the blow, and she had lost some
blood, and was weakened and stupefied and dazed; yet there seemed to
her rough nurse no peril for her life, and by degrees she fell into a
feverish, tossing slumber, sobbing sometimes in her sleep, and crying
perpetually on the unknown name of Phratos.
The old woman Pitchou stood and looked at her. She, who had always
known the true story of the disappearance which some had called death
and some had deemed a divine interposition, had seen before that
transparent brown skin, those hues in cheeks and lips like the
carnation leaves, that rich, sun-fed, dusky beauty, those straight dark
brows.
"She is his sure enough," she muttered. "He was the first with
Reine Flamma. I wonder has he been the last."
And she went down the stairs chuckling, as the low human brute will
at any evil thought.
The mastiff stayed beside the child.
She went to the fire and threw more wood one, and sat down again to
her spinning-wheel, and span and dozed, and span and dozed again.
She was not curious: to her, possessing that thread to the secret
of the past, which her master and her townsfolk had never held, it all
seemed natural. It was an old, old story; there had been thousands like
it; it was only strange because Reine Flamma had been held a saint.
The hours passed on; the lamp paled, and its flame at last died
out; in the loft above, where the dog watched, there was no sound; the
old woman slumbered undisturbed, unless some falling ember of the wood
aroused her.
She was not curious, nor did she care how the child fared. She had
led that deadening life of perpetual labour and of perpetual want in
which the human animal becomes either a machine or a devil. She was a
machine; put to what use she might be--to spin flax, to card wool, to
wring a pigeon's throat, to bleed a calf to death, to bake or stew, to
mumble a prayer or drown a kitten, it was all one to her. If she had a
preference it might be for the office that hurt some living thing; but
she did not care; all she heeded was whether she had pottage enough to
eat at noonday, and the leaden effigy of her Mary safe round her throat
at night.
The night went on, and passed away; one gleam of dawn shone through
a round hole in the shutter; she wakened with a start to find the sun
arisen, and the fire dead upon the hearth.
She shook herself and stamped her chill feet upon the bricks, and
tottered on her feeble way, with frozen body, to the house door. She
drew it slowly open, and saw by the light of the sun that it had been
for some time morning.
The earth was everywhere thick with snow; a hoar frost sparkled
over all the branches; great sheets of ice were whirled down the rapid
mill-stream; in one of the leafless boughs a robin sang, and beneath
the bough a cat was crouched, waiting with hungry eager eyes, patient
even in its famished impatience.
Dull as her sympathy was, and slow her mind, she started as she saw
her master there.
Claudis Flamma was at work; the rough, hard, rude toil which he
spared to himself no more than to those who were his hirelings. He was
carting wood; going to and fro with huge limbs of trees that men in
youth would have found it a severe task to move; he was labouring
breathlessly, giving himself no pause, and the sweat was on his brow,
although he trod ankle deep in snow, and although his clothes were
heavy with icicles.
He did not see or hear her; she went up to him and called him by
name; he started, and raised his head and looked at her.
Dull though she was, she was in a manner frightened by the change
upon his face; it had been lean, furrowed, weather-beaten always, but
it was livid now, with bloodshot eyes, and a bruised, broken, yet
withal savage look that terrified her. He did not speak, but gazed at
her like a man recalled from some drugged sleep back to the deeds and
memories of the living world.
The old woman held her peace a few moments; then spoke out in her
own blunt, dogged fashion.
"Is she to stay?"
Her mind was not awake enough for any curiosity; she only cared to
know if the child stayed: only so much as would concern her soup
kettle, her kneaded dough, her spun hemp, her household labour.
He turned for a second with the gesture that a trapped fox may
make, held fast, yet striving to essay a death grip; then he checked
himself, and gave a mute sign of assent, and heaved up a fresh log of
wood, and went on with his labours, silently. She knew of old his ways
too well to venture to ask more. She knew, too, that when he worked
like this, fasting and in silence, there had been long and fierce
warfare in his soul, and some great evil done for which he sought to
make atonement.
So she left him, and passed in to the house, and built up afresh
her fire, and swept her chamber out, and fastened up her round black
pot to boil, and muttered all the while,--
"Another mouth to feed; another breast to tend."
And the thing was bitter to her; because it gave trouble and took
food.
Now, what the letter had been, or who had deciphered it for him,
Claudis Flamma never told to any man; and from the little strange
creature no utterance could be ever got.
But the child who had come in the night and the snow tarried at
Yprès from that time thenceforward.
Claudis Flamma nourished, sheltered, clothed her; but he did all
these begrudgingly, harshly, scantily; and he did all these with an
acrid hate and scorn, which did not cease, but rather grew with time.
The blow which had been her earliest welcome was not the first that
she received from him by many; and whilst she was miserable
exceedingly, she showed it, not as children do, but rather like some
chained and untamed animal, in fearless stupor and in sudden, sharp
ferocity. And this the more because she spoke but a very few words of
the language of the people amongst whom she had been brought; her own
tongue was one full of round vowels and strange sounds, a tongue
unknown to them.
For many weeks he said not one word to her, cast not one look at
her; he let her lead the same life that was led by the beetles that
crawled in the timbers, or by the pigs that couched and were kicked in
the straw. The woman Pitchou gave her such poor scraps of garments or
of victuals as she chose; she could crouch in the corner of the hearth
where the fire warmth reached; she could sleep in the hay in the little
loft under the roof; so much she could do and no more.
After that first moment in which her vague appeal for pity and for
rest had been answered by the blow that struck her senseless, the child
had never made a moan, nor sought for any solace.
All the winter through she lay curled up on the tiles by the fence,
with her arms round the great body of the dog and his head upon her
chest; they were both starved, beaten, kicked, and scourged, with
brutal words oftentimes; they had the community of misfortune, and they
loved one another.
The blow on her head, the coldness of the season, the scanty food
that was cast to her, all united to keep her brain stupefied and her
body almost motionless. She was like a young bear that is motherless,
wounded, frozen, famished, but which, coiled in an almost continual
slumber, keeps its blood flowing and its limbs alive. And, like the
bear, with the spring she awakened.
When the townsfolk and the peasants came to the mill, and first saw
this creature there, with her wondrous vivid hues, and her bronzed
half-naked limbs, they regarded her in amazement, and asked the miller
whence she came. He set his teeth, and answered ever:
"The woman that bore her was Reine Flamma."
The avowal was a penance set to himself, but to it he never added
more; and they feared his bitter temper and his caustic tongue too
greatly to press it on him, or even to ask him whether his daughter
were with the living or the dead.
With the unfolding of the young leaves, and the loosening of the
frost-bound waters, and the unveiling of the violet and the primrose
under the shadows of the wood, all budding life revives, and so did
hers. For she could escape from the dead, cold, bitter atmosphere of
the silent and loveless house, where her bread was begrudged, and the
cudgel was her teacher, out into the freshness and the living sunshine
of the young blossoming world, where the birds and the beasts and the
tender blue flowers and the curling green boughs were her comrades, and
where she could stretch her limbs in freedom, and coil herself among
the branches, and steep her limbs in the coolness of waters, and bathe
her aching feet in the moisture of rain-filled grasses.
With the spring she arose, the true forest animal she was; wild,
fleet, incapable of fear, sure of foot, in unison with all the things
of the earth and air, and stirred by them to a strange, dumb, ignorant,
passionate gladness.
She had been scarce seen in the winter; with the breaking of the
year the people from more distant places, who rode their mules down to
mill on their various errands, stared at this child and wondered
amongst themselves greatly, and at length asked Claudis Flamma whence
she came.
He answered ever, setting hard his teeth:
"The woman that bore her was one accursed, whom men deemed a
saint--Reine Flamma."
They dared not ask him more; for many were his debtors.
But when they went away, and gossiped amongst themselves by the
wayside well or under the awnings of the market stalls, they said to
one another that it was just as they had thought long ago; the creature
had been no better than her kind; and they had never credited the fable
that God had taken her, though they had humoured the miller because he
was aged and in his dotage. Whilst one old woman, a withered and
witch-like crone, who had toiled in from the fishing village with a
kreel upon her back and the smell of the sea about her rags, heard,
standing in the market-place, and laughed, and mocked them, these seers
who were so wise after the years had gone, and when the truth was
clear.
"You knew, you knew, you knew!" she echoed, with a grin upon her
face. "Oh yes! you were so wise! Who, seven years through, said that
Reine Flamma was a saint, and taken by the saints into their keeping?
And who hissed at me for a foul-mouthed crone when I said that the
devil had more to do with her than the good God, and that the
black-browed gipsy, with jewels for eyes in his head, like the toad,
was the only master to whom she gave herself? Oh-hè, you were so wise!"
She mocked them, and they were ashamed, and held their peace; well
knowing that indeed no creature amongst them had ever been esteemed so
pure, so chaste, and so honoured of heaven as had been the miller's
daughter.
Many remembered the "gipsy with the jewelled eyes," and was those
brilliant, fathomless, midnight eyes reproduced in the small rich face
of the child whom Reine Flamma, as her own father said, had borne in
shame whist they had been glorifying her apotheosis. And it came to be
said, as time went on, that this unknown stranger had been the fiend
himself, taking human shape for the destruction of one pure soul, and
the confusion of all true children of the church.
Legend and tradition still held fast their minds in this remote,
ancient, and priest-ridden place; in their belief the devil was still a
living power, traversing the earth and air in search of souls, and not
seldom triumphing: of metaphor or myth they were not ignorant; Satan to
them was a personality, terrific, and oftentimes irresistible, assuming
at will shapes grotesque or awful, human or spiritual. Their
forefathers had beheld him; why not they?
So the henhucksters and poulterers, the cider makers and tanners,
the fisherfolk from the sea-board, and the peasant proprietors from the
country round, came at length in all seriousness to regard the young
child at Yprès as a devil-born thing. "She was hell-begotten," they
would mutter, when they saw her; and they would cross themselves, and
avoid her if they could.
The time had gone by, unhappily, as they considered, when men had
been permitted to burn such creatures as this; they knew it and were
sorry for it; the world, they thought, had been better when Jews had
blazed like torches, and witches had crackled like firewood; such
treats were forbidden now, they knew, but many, for all that, thought
within themselves that it was a pity it should be so, and that it was
mistaken mercy in the age they lived in which forbade the purifying of
the earth by fire of such as she.
In the winter time, when they first saw her, unusual floods swept
the country, and destroyed much of their property; in the spring which
followed there were mildew and sickness everywhere: in the summer there
was a long drought, and by consequence there came a bad harvest, and
great suffering and scarcity.
There were not a few in the district who attributed all these woes
to the advent of the child of darkness, and who murmured openly in
their huts and homesteads that no good would befall them so long as
this offspring of hell were suffered in their midst.
Since, however, the time was past when the broad market-place could
have been filled with a curious, breathless, eager crowd, and the grey
cathedral have grown red in the glare of flames fed by a young living
body, they held their hands from doing her harm, and said these things
only in their own ingle-nooks, and contented themselves with forbidding
their children to consort with her, and with drawing their mules to the
other side of the road when they met her. They did not mean to be
cruel; they only acted in their own self-defence, and dealt with her as
their fellow-countrymen dealt with a cagote--"only."
Hence, when, with the reviving year the child's dulled brain
awakened, and all the animal activity in her sprang into vigorous
action, she found herself shunned, marked, and glanced at with averted
looks of mingled dread and scorn. "A daughter of the devil!" she heard
again and again muttered as they passed her; she grew to take shelter
in this repute as in a fortress, and to be proud, with a savage pride,
of her imputed origin.
It made her a little fierce, mute, fearless, reckless, all-daring,
and all enduring animal. An animal in her ferocities, her mute
instincts, her supreme patience, her physical perfectness of body and
of health. Perfect of shape and hue; full of force to resist; ignorant
either of hope or fear; de- siring only one thing, liberty; with no
knowledge, but with unerring instinct.
She was at an age when happier creatures have scarce escaped from
their mother's arms; but she had not even thus early a memory of her
mother, and she had been shaken off to live or die, to fight or famish,
as a young fox whose dam has been flung to the hounds is driven away to
starve in the winter woods, or save himself, if he have strength, by
slaughter.
She was a tame animal only in one thing:--she took blows
uncomplainingly, and as though comprehending that they were her
inevitable portion.
"The child of the devil!" they said. In a dumb, half unconscious
fashion, this five-year-old creature wondered sometimes why the devil
had not been good enough to give her a skin that would not feel, and
veins that would not bleed.
She had always been beaten ever since her birth; she was beaten
here; she thought it a law of life, as other children think it such to
have their mother's kiss and their daily food and nightly prayer.
Claudis Flamma did after his manner his duty by her. She was to him
a thing accursed, possessed, loathsome, imbued with evil from her
origin; but he did what he deemed his duty. He clothe her, if scantily;
he fed her, if meagrely; he lashed her with all the caustic gibes that
came naturally to his tongue; he set her hard tasks to keep her from
idleness; he beat her when she did not, and not seldom when she did,
them. He dashed holy water on her many times; and used a stick to her
without mercy.
After this light he did his duty. That he should hate her, was to
fulfil a duty also in his eyes; he had always been told that it was
right to abhor the things of darkness; and to him she was a thing of
utter darkness, a thing born of the black ruin of a stainless soul,
begotten by the pollution and corruption of an infernal tempter.
He never questioned her as to her past--that short past, like the
span of an insect's life, which yet had sufficed to gift her with
passions, with instincts, with desires, even with memories,--in a word,
with character:--a character he could neither change nor break; a thing
formed already, for good or for evil, abidingly.
He never spoke to her except in sharp irony or in curt command. He
set her hard tasks of bodily labour which she did not dispute, but
accomplished so far as her small strength lay, with a mute dogged
patience, half ferocity, half passiveness.
In those first winter days of her arrival he called her
Folle-Farine; taking the most worthless, the most useless, the most
abject, the most despised thing he knew in all his daily life from
which to name her; and the name adhered to her, and was the only one by
which she was ever known.
Folle-Farine!--as one may say, the Dust.
In time she grew to believe that it was really hers; even as in
time she began to forget that strange, deep, rich tongue in which she
had babbled her first words, and to know no other tongue than the
Norman-French about her.
Yet in her there existed imagination, tenderness, gratitude, and a
certain wild and true nobility, though the old man Flamma would never
have looked for them, never have believed in them. She was devil born:
she was of devil nature in his eyes.
Upon his mill-ditch, foul and foetid, refuse would sometimes
gather, and receiving the seed of the lily, would give birth to
blossoms born stainless out of corruption: but the allegory had no
meaning for him. Had any one pointed it out to him he would have taken
the speaker into his orchard, and said:
"Will the crab bear a fruit not bitter? Will the nightshade give
out sweetness and honey? Fool!--as the stem so the branch, as the sap
so the blossom."
And this fruit of sin and shame was poison in his sight.
THE little dim mind of the five-year-old child was not a blank; it
was indeed filled to overflowing with pictures of a country that her
tongue could not have told of, even had she spoken the language of the
people amidst whom she had been cast.
A land altogether unlike that in which she had been set down on
that bitter night of snow and storm: a land noble and wild, and full of
colour, broken into vast heights and narrow valleys, clothed with green
beechwoods and with forests of oak and of walnut, filled with the noise
of torrents leaping from crag to crag, and of brown mountain streams
rushing, broad and angry, through wooded ravines. A land made beautiful
by moss-grown water-mills, and lofty greenways of grey rock; and still
shadowy pools, in which the bright fish leaped, and mules' bells that
rang drowsily through leafy gorges; and limestone crags that pierced
the clouds, spire-like, and fantastic in a thousand shapes; and high
blue crests of snow-topped mountains, whose pinnacles glowed to the
divinest flush of rose and amber with the setting of the sun.
This land she remembered vaguely, yet gloriously, as the splendours
of a dream of Paradise rest on the brain of some young sleeper wakening
in squalor, cold, and pain. But the people of the place she had been
brought to could not comprehend her few, shy, sullen words, and her
strange imperfect trills of song; and she could not tell them that this
land had been no realm enchanted of fairy or of fiend, but only the
forest region of the Liébana.
Thither, one rich autumn day, a tribe of Spanish gypsies had made
their camp. They were a score in all; they held themselves one of the
noblest branches of their wide family; they were people with pure
Eastern blood in them, and all the grace and the gravity of the
Oriental in their forms and postures.
They stole horses and sheep; they harried cattle; they stopped the
mules in the passes, and lightened their load of wine-skins: they
entered the posada, when they deigned to enter one at all, with neither
civil question nor show of purse, but with a gleam of the teeth, like a
threatening dog, and the flash of the knife, half drawn out of the
girdle. They were low thieves and mean liars; wild daredevils and loose
livers; loathers of labour and lovers of idle days and plundering
nights; yet they were beautiful, with the noble, calm, scornful beauty
of the East, and they wore their rags with an air that was in itself an
empire.
They could play, too, in heavenly fashion, on their old
three-stringed viols; and when their woman danced on the sward by
moonlight, under the broken shadows of some Moorish ruin, clanging high
their tambourines above their graceful heads, and tossing the shining
sequins that bound their heavy hair, the muleteer or the herdsman,
seeing them from afar, shook with fear, and thought of the tales told
him in his childhood by his grandam of the spirits of the dead Moors
that rose to revelry, at midnight, in the haunts of their old lost
kingdom.
Amongst them was a man yet more handsome than the rest, taller and
lither still; wondrous at leaping and wrestling, and all athletic
things; surest of any to win a woman, to tame a horse, to strike down a
bull at a blow, to silence an angry group at a wineshop with a single
glance of his terrible eyes.
His name was Taric.
He had left them often to wander by himself into many countries,
and at times when, by talent or by terrorism, he had netted gold enough
to play the fool to his fancy, he had gone to some strange city, where
credulity and luxury prevailed, and there had lived like a prince, as
his own phrase ran, and gamed and intrigued, and feasted, and roystered
right royally whilst his gains lasted.
Those spent, he would always return awhile, and lead the common,
roving, thieving life of his friends and brethren, till the fit of
ambition or the run of luck were again on him. Then his people would
afresh lose sight of him to light on him, velvet-clad, and
wine-bibbing, in some painter's den in some foreign town, or welcomed
him ragged, famished, and foot-weary, on their own sunburnt sierras.
And the mystery of his ways endeared him to them; and they made him
welcome whenever he returned, and never quarrelled with him for his
faithlessness; but if there were anything wilder or wickeder, bolder or
keener, on hand than was usual, his tribe would always say--"Let Taric
lead."
One day their camp was made in a gorge under the great shadows of
the Picos da Europa, a place that they loved much, and settled in
often, finding the chestnut woods and the cliff caverns fair for
shelter, the heather abounding in grouse, and the pools full of trout,
fair for feeding. That day Taric returned from a year -long absence,
suddenly standing, dark and mighty, between them and the light, as they
lay around their soup kettle, awaiting their evening meal.
"There is a woman in labour, a league back; by the great cork-tree,
against the bridge;" he said to them. "Go to her some of you."
And, with a look to the women which singled out two for the errand,
he stretched himself in the warmth of the fire, and helped himself to
the soup, and lay quiet, vouchsafing them never a word, but playing
meaningly with the knife handle thrust into this shirt; for he saw that
some of the men were about to oppose his share of a common meal which
he had not earned by a common right.
It was Taric--a name of some terror came to their fierce souls.
Taric, the strongest and fleetest and most well favoured of them
all; Taric, who had slain the bull that all the matadors had failed to
daunt; Taric, who had torn up the young elm, when they needed a bridge
over a flood, as easily as a child plucks up a reed; Taric, who had
stopped the fiercest contrabandista in all those parts, and cut the
man's throat with no more ado than a butcher slits a lamb's.
So they were silent, and let him take his portion of the fire and
of the broth, and of the thin red wine.
Meanwhile the two gypsies, Quità and Zarâ, went on their quest, and
found things as he had said.
Under the great cork-tree, where the grass was long and damp, and
the wood grew thickly, and an old rude bridge of unhewn blocks of rock
spanned, with one arch, the river as it rushed downward from its
limestone bed aloft, they found a woman just dead, and a child just
born.
Quità looked the woman all over hastily, to see if, by any chance,
any gold or jewels might be one her; there were none. There was only an
ivory cross on her chest, which Quità drew off and hid. Quità covered
her with a few boughs and left her.
Zarâ wrapped the child in a bit of her woolen skirt, and held it
warm in her breast, and hastened to the camp with it.
"She is dead, Taric," said Quità, meaning the woman she had left.
He nodded his handsome head.
"This is yours, Taric?" said Zarâ, meaning the child she held.
He nodded again, and drank another drop of wine, and stretched
himself.
"What shall we do with her?" asked Quità.
"Let her lie there," he answered her.
What shall we do with it?" asked Zarâ.
He laughed, and drew his knife against own brown throat in a
significant gesture.
Zarâ said no word to him, but she went away with the child under
some branches, on which was hung a tattered piece of awning, orange
striped, that marked her own especial resting place.
Out of the group about the fire, one man, rising, advanced, and
looked Taric full in the eyes.
"Has the woman died by foul means?"
Taric, who never let any living soul molest or menace him, answered
without offence, and with a savage candour.
"No--that I swear. I used no foul play against her. Go look at her
if you like. I loved hr well enough while she lived. But what does that
matter? She is dead. So best. Women are as many as the mulberries.
"You loved her, and you will let the wolves eat her body?"
Taric laughed.
"There are few wolves in the Liébana. Go and bury her if you
choose, Phratos."
"I will," the other answered him; and he took his way to the
cork-tree by the bridge.
The man who spoke was called Phratos.
He was not like his tribe in anything: except in a mutual love for
a life that wandered always, and was to no man responsible, and needed
no roof-tree, and wanted no settled habitation, but preferred to dwell
wild with the roe and the coney, and to be hungry and unclad, rather
than to eat the good things of the earth in submission and in durance.
He had not their physical perfection: an accident at his birth had
made his spine misshapen, and his gait halting. His features would have
been grotesque in their ugliness, except for the sweet pathos of the
eyes and the gay archness of the mouth.
Amongst a race noted for its singular beauty of face and form
Phratos alone was deformed and unlovely; and yet both deformity and
unloveliness were in a way poetic and uncommon; and in his rough
sheepskin garments, knotted to his waist with a leathern thong, and
with his thick tangled hair falling down on his shoulders, they were
rather the deformity of the brake-haunting faun, the unloveliness of
the moon-dancing satyr, than those of a man and a vagrant. With the
likeness he had the temper of the old dead gods of the forest and
rivers; he loved music, and could make it, in all its innumerable signs
and songs, give a voice to all creatures and things of the world, of
the waters and the woodlands; and for many things he was sorrowful
continually, and for other things he for ever laughed and was glad.
Though he was misshapen, and even, as some said, not altogether
straight in his wits, yet his kin honoured him.
For he could draw music from the rude strings of his old viol that
surpassed their own melodies as far as the shining of the sun on the
summits of the Europa surpassed the trembling of the little lamps under
the painted road-side Calvaries.
He was only a gypsy; he only played as the fancy moved him, by a
bright fountain at a noonday halt, under the ruined arches of a
Saracenic temple; before the tawny gleam of a vast dim plain at
sunrise; in a cool shadowy court, where the vines shut out all light;;
beneath a balcony at night, when the moonbeams gleamed on some fair
unknown face, thrust for a moment from the darkness through the white
magnolia flowers. Yet he played in suchwise as makes women weep, and
holds children and dogs still to listen, and moves grown men to shade
their eyes with their hands, and think of old dead times, when they
played and prayed at their mothers' knees.
And his music had so spoken to himself that, although true to his
tribe and all their traditions, loving the vagrant life in the open
air, and being incapable of pursuing any other, he yet neither stole
nor slew, neither tricked nor lied, but found his way vaguely to
honesty and candour, and, having found them, clove to them, so that
none could turn him: living on such scant gains as were thrown to him
for his music from balconies and posada windows and wine- house doors
in the hamlets and towns through which he passed, and making a handful
of pulse and a slice of melon, a couch of leaves and a draught of
water, suffice to him for his few and simple wants.
His people reproached him, indeed, with demeaning their race by
taking payment in lieu of making thefts; and they mocked him often, and
taunted him, though in a manner they all loved him,--the reckless and
bloodstained Taric most, perhaps, of all. But he would never quarrel
with them, neither would he give over his strange ways which so
incensed them, and with time they saw that Phratos was a gifted fool,
who like other mad simple creatures, had best be left to go on his own
way unmolested and without contradiction.
If, too, they had driven him from their midst, they would have
missed his music sorely; that music which awoke them at break of day
soaring up through their roof of chestnut leaves like a lark's song
piercing the skies.
Phratos came now to the dead woman, and drew off the boughs, and
looked at her. She was quite dead. She had died where she had first
sunk down, unable to reach her promised resting place. It was a damp
green nook on the edge of the bright mountain river, at the entrance of
that narrow gorge in which the encampment had been made.
The face, which was white and young, lay upward, with the shadows
of the flickering foliage on it; and the eyes, which Quità had not
closed, were large and blue; her hair, which was long and brown, was
loose, and had got wet amongst the grass, and had little buds of
flowers and stray golden leaves twisted in it.
Phratos felt sorrow for her as he looked.
He could imagine her history.
Taric, whom many women had loved, had besought many a one thus to
share his fierce free life for a little space, and then drift away out
of it by chance, or be driven away from it by his fickle passions, or
be taken away like this woman by death.
In her bosom, slipped in her clothes, was a letter. It was written
in a tongue he did not know. He held it awhile, thinking, then he
folded it up and put it in his girdle,--it might be of use, who could
tell? There was the child, there, that might live; unless the camp
broke up and Zarâ left it under a walnut tree to die, with the last
butterflies of the fading summer, which was in all likelihood all she
would do.
Nevertheless he kept the letter, and when he had looked long enough
at the dead creature, he turned to the tools he had brought with him,
and set patiently to make her grave.
He could only work slowly, for he was weak of body, and his
infirmity made all manual toil painful to him. His task was hard, even
though the earth was so soft from recent heavy rains.
The sun set whist he was still engaged on it; and it was quite
nightfall before he had fully accomplished it. When the grave was ready
he filled it carefully with the golden leaves that had fallen, and the
thick many-coloured mosses that covered the ground like a carpet.
Then he laid the body tenderly down within that forest shroud, and,
with the moss like a winding sheet between it and the earth which had
to fall on it, he committed the dead woman to her resting place.
It did not seem strange to him, or awful, to leave her there.
He was a gypsy, and to him a grave under a forest tree and by a
mountain stream seemed the most natural rest at last that any creature
could desire or claim. No rites seemed needful to him. and no sense of
any neglect, cruel or unfitting, jarred on him in thus leaving her in
her loneliness, with only the cry of the bittern or the bell of the
wild roe as a requiem.
Yet a certain sorrow for this unknown and lost life was on him,
Bohemian though he was, as he took up his mattock and turned away, and
went backward down the gorge, and left her to lie there for ever,
through rain and sunshine, through wind and storm, through the calm of
the summer and the flush of autumn, and the wildness of the winter,
when the swollen stream should sweep above her tomb, and the famished
beasts of the hills would lift up their voices around it.
When he reached the camp, he gave the letter to Taric.
Taric, knowing the tongue it was written in, and being able to
understand the character, looked at it, and read it through by the
light of the flaming wood. When he had done so he tossed it behind, in
among the boughs, in scorn.
"The poor fool's prayer to the brute that she hated!" he said, with
a scoff.
Phratos lifted up the letter and kept it.
In a later time he found some one who could decipher it for him.
It was the letter of Reine Flamma to the miller at Yprès, telling
him the brief story of her fatal passion, and imploring from him mercy
to her unborn child should it survive her and be ever taken to him.
Remorse and absence had softened to her the harshness and the
meanness of her father's character; she only remembered that he had
loved her, and had deemed her pure and faithful as the saints of God.
There was no word in the appeal by which it could have been inferred
that Claudis Flamma had been other than a man much wronged and loving
much, patient of heart, and without blame in his simple life.
Phratos took the letter and cherished it. He thought it might some
day serve her offspring. This old man's vengeance could not, he
thought, be so cruel to the child as might be the curse and the knife
of Taric.
"She must have been beautiful?" said Phratos to him, after a while,
that night; "and you care no more for her than that."
Taric stretched his mighty limbs in the warmth of the flame, and
made his answer:
"There will be as good grapes on the vines next year as any we
gathered this. What does it signify?--she was only a woman.
"She loved me; she thought me a god, a devil, a prince, a
chief,--all manner of things;--the people thought so, too. She was sick
of her life. She was sick of the priests and the beads, and the mill
and the market. She was fair to look at, and the fools called her a
saint. When a woman is young and has beauty, it is dull to be
worshipped--in that way.
"I met her in the wood one summer night. The sun was setting. I do
not know why I cared for her--I did. She was like a tall white lily;
these women of ours are only great tawny sunflowers.
"She was pure and straight of life; she believed in heaven and
hell; she was innocent as a child unborn; it was tempting to kill all
that. It is so easy to kill it when a woman loves you. I taught her
what passion and freedom and pleasure and torment all meant. She came
with me,--after a struggle, a hard one. I kept her loyally while the
gold lasted; that I swear. I took her to many cities. I let her have
jewels and music, and silk dresses, and fine linen. I was good to her;
that I swear.
"But after a bit she pined, and grew dull again, and wept in
secret, and at times I caught her praying to the white cross which she
wore on her breast. That made me mad. I cursed her and beat her. She
never said anything; she seemed only to love me more, and that made me
more mad.
"Then I got poor again, and I had to sell her things one by one.
Not that she minded that, she would have sold her soul for me. We
wandered north and south; and I made money sometimes by the dice, or by
breaking a horse, or by fooling a woman, or by snatching a jewel off
one of their dolls in their churches; and I wanted to get rid of her,
and I could not tell how. I had not the heart to kill her outright.
"But she never said a rough word, you know, and that makes a man
mad. Maddalena or Kara or Rachel--any of them,--would have flown and
struck a knife at me, and hissed like a snake, and there would have
been blows and furious words and bloodshed; and then we should have
kissed, and been lovers again, fast and fierce. But a woman who is
quiet, and only looks at you with great, sad, soft eyes, when you
strike her,--what is one to do?
"We were horribly poor at last; we slept in barns and haylofts; we
ate berries and drank the brook water. She grew weak, and could hardly
walk. Many I time I have been tempted to let her lie and die in the
hedgeway or on the plains, and I did not,--one is so foolish sometimes
for sake of a woman. She knew she was a burden and curse to me,--I may
have said so, perhaps; I do not remember.
"At last I heard of you in the Liébana, from a tribe we fell in
with on the other side of the mountains, and so we travelled her on
foot. I thought she would have got to the women before her hour
arrived. But she fell down there, and could not stir; and so the end
came. It is best as it is. She was wretched, and what could I do with a
woman like that, who would never hearken to another lover, nor give up
her dead God on his cross, nor take so much as a broken crust if it
were stolen, nor even show her beauty to a sculptor to be carved in
stone--for I tried to make her do that, and she would not. It is best
as it is. If she had lived we could have done nothing with her. And yet
I see her sometimes as I saw her that night, so white and so calm, in
the little green wood, as the sun set--"
His voice ceased, and he took up a horn full of vino clarete; and
drained it, and was very still, stretching his limbs to bask in the
heat of the fire. The wine had loosened his tongue, and he had spoken
from his heart,--truthfully.
Phratos, his only hearer, was silent.
He was thinking of the great blue sightless eyes that he had
closed, and of the loose brown hair on which he had flung the wet
leaves and the earth-clogged mosses.
"The child lives?" he said, at length.
Taric, who was sinking to sleep after the long fatigues of a heavy
tramp through mountain passes, stirred sullenly with an oath.
"Let it go to hell," he made answer.
And these were the only words of baptism that were spoken over the
nameless daughter of Taric the gypsy and of Reine Flamma.
That night Phratos called out to him in the moonlight the woman
Zarâ, who came from under her tent, and stood under the glistening
leaves, strong and handsome, with shining eyes and snowy teeth.
"The child lives still?" he asked.
Zarâ nodded her head.
"You will try and keep it alive?" he pursued.
She shrugged her shoulders.
"What is the use? Taric would rather it were dead."
"What matter what Taric wishes. Living or dead, it will not hinder
him. A child more or less with us, what is it? Only a draught of goat's
milk or a handful of meal. So little; it cannot be felt. You have a
child of your own, Zarâ: you cared for it?"
"Yes," she answered, with a sudden softening gleam of her bright
savage eyes.
She had a brown, strong, year-old boy, who kicked his naked limbs
on the sward with joy at Phratos' music.
"Then have pity on the motherless creature," said Phratos,
wooingly. "I buried that dead woman; and her eyes, though there was no
sight in them, still seemed to pray to mine--and to pray for her child.
Be merciful, Zarâ. Let the child have the warmth of your arms and the
defence of your strength. Be merciful, Zarâ; and your seed shall
multiply and increase tenfold, and shall be stately and strong, and
shall spread as the branches of the plane-trees, on which the storm
spends its fury in vain, and beneath which all things of the earth can
find refuge. For never was a woman' pity fruitless, nor the fair deeds
of her days without recompense."
Zarâ listened quietly, as the dreamy, poetic, persuasive words
stole on her ear like music. Like the rest of her people, she half
believed in him as a seer and prophet; her teeth shone out in a soft
sudden smile.
"You are always a fool, Phratos," she said; "but it shall be as you
fancy."
And she went in out of the moonlit leaves and the clear cool,
autumn night into the little dark stifling tent, where the new-born
child had been laid away in a corner upon a rough-and-ready bed of
gathered dusky fir-needles.
"It is a little cub, not worth the saving; and its dam was not of
our people," she said to herself, as she lifted the wailing and alien
creature to her bosom.
"It is for you, my angel, that I do it," she murmured, looking at
the sleeping face of her own son.
Outside the tent the sweet strains of Phratos' music rose sighing
and soft; and mingling, as sounds mingle in a dream, with the murmurs
of the forest leaves and the rushing of the mountain river. He gave her
the only payment in his power.
Zarâ, hushing the strange child at her breast, listened, and was
half-touched, half-angered.
"Why should he play for this little stray thing, when he never
played once for you, my glory?" she said to her son, as she put the
dead woman's child roughly away, and took him up in its stead, to beat
together in play his rosy hands and cover his mouth with kisses.
For even from these, the world's outcasts, this new life of a few
hours' span was rejected as unworthy and despised.
Nevertheless, the music played on through the still forest night;
and nevertheless, the child grew and throve.
The tribe of Taric abode in the Liébana or in the adjacent country
along the banks of the Deva during the space of four years and more,
scarcely losing in that time the sight, either from near or far, of the
rosy peaks of the Europa.
He did not abide with them; he quarrelled with them violently
concerning some division of a capture of wineskins, and went on his own
way to distant provinces and cities; to the gambling and the
roystering, the woman-fooling and the bull-fighting, that his soul
lusted after always.
His daughter he left to dwell in the tent of Zarâ, and under the
defence of Phratos.
Once or twice, in sojourns of a night or two amongst his own
people, as the young creature grew in stature and strength, Taric had
glanced at her, and called her to him, and felt the litheness of her
limbs and the weight of her hair, and laughed as he thrust he from him,
thinking that, in time to come, she--who would know nothing of her
mother's dead God on the cross, and of her mother's idle weak
scruples,--might bring him a fair provision in his years of age, when
his hand should have lost its weight against men and his form its
goodliness in the sight of women.
Once or twice he had given her a kick of his foot, or blow with his
leathern whip, when she crawled in the grass too near his path, or lay
asleep in the sun as he chanced to pass by her.
Otherwise he had nought to do with her, absent or present;
otherwise he left her to chance and the devil, who were, as he said,
according to the Christians, the natural patrons and sponsors of all
love children. Chance and the Devil, however, had not wholly their way
in the Liébana; for beside them there was Phratos.
Phratos never abandoned her.
Under the wolfskin and pine boughs of Zarâ's tent there was misery
very often.
Zarâ had a fresh son born to her with each succeeding year; and
having a besotted love for her own offspring, had little but
indifference and blows for the stranger who shared their bed and food.
Her children, brown and curly, naked and strong, fought one another
like panther cubs, and rode in a cluster like red mountain-ash berries
in the sheep-skin round her waist, and drank by turns out of the
pitcher of broth, and slept all together on dry ferns and mosses,
rolled in warm balls one in another like young bears.
But the child who had no affinity with them, who was not even
wholly of their tribe, but had in her what they deemed the taint of
gentile blood, was not allowed to gnaw her bare bone or her ripe fig in
peace if they wished for it; was never carried with them in the
sheep-skin nest, but left to totter after in the dust or mud as best
she might; was forced to wait for the leavings in the pitcher, or go
without if leavings there were none; and was kicked away by the sturdy
limbs of these young males when she tried to creep for warmth's sake in
amongst them on their fern bed. But she minded all this little; since
in the Liébana there was Phratos.
Phratos was always good to her. The prayer which those piteous dead
eyes had made he always answered. He had always pity for the child.
Many a time, but for his remembrance, she would have starved
outright or died of cold in those wild winters, when the tribe huddled
together in the caverns of the limestone, and the snow-drifts were
driven up by northern winds and blocked them there for many days. Many
a time but for his aid she would have dropped on their march and been
left to perish as she might on the long sunburnt roads, in the arid
mid-summers, when they gypsies plodded on their dusty way through the
sinuous windings of hill-side paths and along the rough stones of
dried-up watercourses, in gorges and passages known alone to them and
the wild deer.
When her throat was parched with the torment of long thirst, it was
he who raised her to drink from the rill in the rock, high above, to
which the mothers lifted their eager children leaving her to gasp and
gaze unpitied. When she was driven away from the noonday meal by the
hungry and clamorous youngsters, who would admit no share of their
partridge broth and stewed lentils, it was he who bruised the maize
between the stones for her eating, and gathered for her the wild fruit
of the quince and the mulberry.
When the sons of Zarâ had kicked and bruised and spurned her from
the tent, he would lead her away to some shadowy place where the leaves
grew thickly, and play her such glad and bouyant tunes that the
laughter seemed to bubble from the listening brooks and ripple amongst
the swinging boughs, and make the wild hare skip with joy, and draw the
timid lizard from his hole to frolic. And when they way was long, and
the stony paths cruel to her little bare feet, he would carry her aloft
on his misshapen shoulders, where his old viol always travelled; and
would beguile the steep way with a thousand quaint, soft, grotesque
conceits of all the flowers and leaves and birds and animals: talking
rather to himself than her, yet talking with a tender fancifulness,
half humour and half pathos, that soothed her tired sense like a
lullaby. Hence it came to pass that the sole creature whom she loved
and who had pity for her was the uncouth, crippled, gay, sad, gentle,
dauntless creature whom his tribe had always held half-wittol and
half-seer.
Thus the life in the hills of the Liébana went on till the child of
Taric had entered her sixth year.
She had both beauty and grace; she had the old Moresco loveliness
in its higher type; she was fleet as the roe, strong as the young
izard, wild as the wood-partridge on the wing; she had grace of limb
from the postures and dances with which she taught herself to keep time
to the sweet, fantastic music of the viol; she was shy and sullen, and
fierce and savage, to all save himself, for the hand of every other was
against her; but to him, she was docile as the dove to the hand that
feeds it. He had given her a string of bright sequins to hang on her
hair, and when the peasants of the mountains and valleys saw her by the
edge of some green woodland pool, whirling by moonlight to the sound of
his melodies, they took her to be some unearthly spirit, and told
wonderful things over their garlic of the elf crowned with stars they
had seen dancing on a round lotus leaf in the hush of the night.
In the Liébana she was beaten often, hungry almost always, cursed
fiercely, driven away by the mothers, mocked and flouted by the
children; and this taught her silence and ferocity. Yet in the Liébana
she was happy, for one creature loved her, and she was free--free to
lie in the long grass, to bathe in the still pools, to watch the wild
things of the woods, to wander ankle deep in forest blossoms, to sleep
under the rocking of pines, to run against the sweet force of the wind,
to climb the trees and swing cradled in leaves, and to look far away at
the snow on the mountains, and to dream, and to love, and to be content
in dreaming and loving, their mystical glory that awoke with the sun.
One day in the red autumn, Taric came; he had been wholly absent
more than two years.
He was superb to the sight still, with matchless splendour of face
and form, but his carriage was more reckless and disordered than ever,
and in his gem-like and night-black eyes, there was a look of cunning
and of subtle ferocity new to them.
His life had gone hardly with him, and to the indolence, the
passions, the rapacity, the slothful sensuality of the gypsy--who had
retained all the vices of his race whilst losing their virtues of
simplicity in living, and of endurance under hardship--the gall of a
sharp poverty had become unendurable: and to live without dice, and
women, and wine, and boastful brawling, seemed to him to be worse than
any death.
The day he returned, they were still camped in the Liébana; in one
of its narrow gorges, overhung with a thick growth of trees, and
coursed through by a headlong hillstream, that spread itself into
darkling breadths and leafy pools, in which the fish were astir under
great snowy lilies and a tangled web of water plants.
He strode into the midst of them, as they sat round their camp-fire
lit beneath a shelf of rock, as his wont was; and was welcomed and fed
and plied with such as they had, with that mixture of sullen respect
and incurable attachment which his tribe preserved, through all their
quarrels, for this, the finest and the fiercest, the most fickle and
the most faithless of them all.
He gorged himself, and drank, and said little.
When the meal was done, the young of the tribe scattered themselves
in the red evening light under the great walnuts; some at feud, some at
play.
"Which is mine?" he asked, surveying the children. They showed her
to him. The sequins were round her head; she swung on a bough of ash;
the pool beneath mirrored her; she was singing as children sing,
without words, yet musically and gladly, catching at the fireflies that
danced above her in the leaves.
"Can she dance?" he asked lazily of them.
"In her own fashion,--as a flower in the wind," Phratos answered
him, with a smile; and willing to woo for her the good graces of her
father, he slung his viol off his shoulders and tuned it, and beckoned
the child.
She came, knowing nothing who Taric was; he was only to her a
fierce-eyed man like the rest, who would beat her, most likely, if she
stood between him and the sun, or overturned by mischance his horn of
liquor.
Phratos played, and all the gypsy children, as their wont was,
danced.
But she danced all alone, and with a grace and a fire that
surpassed theirs. She was only a baby still; she had only her quick ear
to guide her, and her only teacher was such inborn instinct as makes
the birds sing and the young kids gambol.
Yet she danced with a wondrous subtlety and intensity of ardour
beyond her years; her small brown limbs glancing like bronze in the
fire-glow, the sequins flashing in her flying hair, and her form flung
high in air, like a bird on the wing, or a leaf on the wind; never
still, never ceasing to dart, and to leap, and to whirl, and to sway,
yet always with a sweet dreamy indolence, even in her fiery unrest.
Taric watched her under his bent brow until the music ceased, and
she dropped on the grass spent and panting like a swallow after a long
ocean flight.
"She will do," he muttered.
"What is it you mean with the child?" some women asked.
Taric laughed.
"The little vermin is good for a gold piece or two," he answered.
Phratos said nothing, but he heard.
After awhile the camp was still; the gypsies slept. Two or three of
their men went out to try and harry cattle by the light of the moon if
they should be in luck; two others went forth to set snares for the
wood partridges and rabbits; the rest slumbered soundly, the dogs
curled to a watching sleep of vigilant guard in their midst.
Taric alone sat by the dying fire. When all was very quiet, and the
stars were clear in the midnight skies, the woman Zarâ stole out of her
tent to him.
"You signed to me," she said to him in a low voice. "You want the
child killed?"
Taric showed his white teeth like a wolf.
"Not I; what should I gain?"
"What is it you want, then, with her?"
"I mean to take her, that is all.--See here--a month ago, on the
other side of the mountains, I met a fantoccini player. It was at a
wine-shop, hard by Luzarches. He had a woman-child with him who danced
to his music, and whom the people praised for her beauty, and who
anticked like a dancing dog, and who made a great deal of silver. We
got friends, he and I. At the week's end the brat died: some sickness
of the throat, they said. Her master tore his hair and raved; the
little wretch was worth handfuls of coin to him. For such another he
would give twelve gold pieces. He shall have her. She will dance for
him and me; there is plenty to be made in that way. The women are fools
over a handsome child; they open their larders and their purses. I
shall take her away before sunrise; he says he teaches them in seven
days, by starving them and giving them the stick. She will dance while
she is a child. Later on--there are the theatres; she will be strong
and handsome, and in the great cities, now, a woman's comeliness is as
a mine of gold ore. I shall take her away by sunrise."
"To sell her?"
The hard fierce heart of Zarâ rebelled against him; she had no
tenderness save for her own offspring, and she had maltreated the stray
child many a time; yet the proud liberty and the savage chastity of her
race were roused against him by his words.
Taric laughed again.
"Surely; why not? I will make a dancing dog of her for the
peasants' pastime; and in time she will make dancing dogs of the nobles
and the princes for her own sport. It is a brave life--none better."
The gypsy woman stood, astonished and irresolute. If he had flung
his child in the river, or thrown her off a rock, he would have less
offended the instincts and prejudices of her clan.
"What will Phratos say?" she asked at length.
"Phratos? A rotten fig for Phratos! What can he say--or do? The
little beast is mine; I can wring its neck if I choose, and if it
refuse to pipe when we play for it, I will."
The woman sought in vain to dissuade him; he was inflexible. She
left him at last, telling herself that it was no business of hers. He
had a right to do what he chose with his own. So went down and lay down
amongst her brown-faced boys, and was indifferent, and slept.
Taric likewise slept, upon a pile of moss under the ledge of the
rock, lulled by the heat of the fire, which, ere lying down, he had fed
with fresh boughs of resinous wood.
When all was quite still, and his deep quiet breathing told that
his slumber was not one easily broken, a man softly rose from the
ground and threw off a mass of dead leaves that had covered him, and
stood erect, a dark, strange, misshapen figure, in the moonlight: it
was Phratos.
He had heard, and understood all that Taric meant for the present
and the future of the child: and he knew that when Taric vowed to do a
thing for his own gain, it were easier to uproot the chain of the
Europa than to turn him aside from his purpose.
"It was my doing!" said Phratos to himself bitterly, as he stood
there, and his heart was sick and sore in him, as with self-reproach
for a crime.
He thought awhile, standing still in the hush of the midnight; then
he went softly, with a footfall that did not waken a dog, and lifted up
the skins of Zarâ's tent as they hung over the fir-poles. The moonbeams
slanting through the foliage strayed in, and showed him the woman,
sleeping among her rosy robust children, like a mastiff with her litter
of tawny pups; and away from them, on the bare ground closer to the
entrance, the slumbering from of the young daughter of Taric.
She woke as he touched her, opening bright bewildered eyes.
"Hush! it is I, Phratos," he murmured over her, and the stifled cry
died on her lips.
He lifted her up in his arms and left the tent with her, and
dropped the curtain of sheepskin, and went out into the clear, crisp,
autumn night. Her eyes had closed again, and her head had sunk on his
shoulder heavy with sleep; she had not tried to keep awake one moment
after knowing that it was Phratos who had come for her; she loved him,
and in his hold feared nothing.
Taric lay on the ledge of the rock, deaf with the torpor of a
half-drunken slumber, dreaming gloomily; his hand playing in his dreams
with the knife that was thrust in his waist-band.
Phratos stepped gently past him, and through the outstretched forms
of the dogs and men, and across the died-out embers of the fire, over
which the emptied soup-kettle still swung, as the night-breeze blew to
and fro its chain. No one heard him.
He went out from their circle and down the path of the gorge in
silence, carrying the child. She was folded in a piece of sheepskin,
and in her hair there were still sequins. They glittered in the white
light as he went; as the wind blew, it touched the chords of the viol
on his shoulder, and struck a faint musical sighing sound from them.
"Is it morning?" the child murmured, half asleep.
"No, dear; it is night," he answered her, and she was content and
slept again--the strings of the viol sending a soft whisper in her
drowsy ear, each time that the breeze arose and swept across them.
When the morning came, it found him far on his road, leaving behind
him the Liébana.
There followed a bright month of autumn weather. The child was
happy as she had never been.
They moved on continually through the plains and the fields, the
hills and the woods, the hamlets and the cities; but she and the viol
were never weary. They rode aloft whist he toiled on. Yet neither was
he weary, for the viol murmured in the wind, and the child laughed in
the sunshine.
It was late in the year.
The earth and the sky were a blaze of russet and purple, and
scarlet and gold. The air was keen and swift, and strong like wine. A
summer fragrance blended with a winter frost. The grape harvest had
been gathered in, and had been plentiful, and the people were liberal
and of good humour.
Sometimes before a wine-shop or beneath a balcony, or in a broad
market-square at evening, Phratos played; and the silver and copper
coins were dropped fast to him. When he had enough by him to get a
crust for himself, and milk and fruit for her, he did not pause to
play, but moved on resolutely all the day, resting at night only.
He bought her a little garment of red foxes' furs; her head and
feet were bare. She bathed in clear running waters, and slept in a nest
of hay. She saw vast towers, and wondrous spires, and strange piles of
wood and stone, and rivers spanned by arches, and great forests half
leafless, and plains red in stormy sunset light, and towns that lay hid
in soft gold mists of vapour; and saw all these as in a dream, herself
borne high in air, wrapped warm in fur, and lulled by the sweet
familiar fraternity of the old viol. She asked no questions, she was
content, like a mole or a dormouse; she was not beaten or mocked, she
was never hungry nor cold; no one cursed her, and she was with Phratos.
It takes time to go on foot across a great country, and Phratos was
nearly always on foot.
Now and then he gave a coin or two, or a tune or two, for a lift on
some straw-laden waggon, or some mule-cart full of pottery or of
vegetables, that was crawling on its slow way through the plains of the
marshy lands, or the poplar lined leagues of the public highways. But
as a rule he plodded on by himself, shunning the people of his own
race, and shunned in return by the ordinary populace of the places
through which he travelled. For they knew him to be a Spanish gypsy, by
his skin and his garb and his language, and by the starry-eyed
Arab-faced child who ran by his side in her red fur and her flashing
sequins.
"There is a curse written against all honest folk on every one of
those shaking coins," the peasants muttered as she passed them.
She did not comprehend their sayings, for she knew none but her
gypsy tongue, and that only very imperfectly; but she knew by their
glance that they meant that she was something evil; and she gripped
tighter Phratos' hand--half-terrified, half-triumphant.
The weather grew colder and the ground harder. The golden and
scarlet glories of the south and of the west, their red leafage and
purple flowers, gorgeous sunsets and leaping waters, gave place to the
level pastures, pale skies, leafless woods, and dim grey tints of the
northerly lands.
The frosts became sharp, and mists that came from unseen seas
enveloped them. There were marvelous old towns; cathedral spires that
arose, ethereal as vapour; still dusky cities, aged with many
centuries, that seemed to sleep eternally in the watery halo of the
fog; green cultivated hills, from whose smooth brows the earth-touching
clouds seemed never to lift themselves; straight sluggish streams, that
flowed with leisurely laziness through broad flat meadow lands, white
with snow and obscure with vapour. For these they had exchanged the
pomp of dying foliage, the glory of crimson fruits, the fierce rush of
the mistral, the odours of the noël-born violets, the fantastic shapes
of the aloes and olives rasing their dark spears and their silvery
network against the amber fires of a winter dawn in the rich
south-west.
The child was chilled, oppressed, vaguely awe-struck, and
disquieted; but she said nothing; Phratos was there and the viol.
She missed the red forests and the leaping torrents, and the
prickly fruits, and the smell of the violets and the vineyards, and the
wild shapes of the cactus, and the old myrtles that were hoary and
contorted with age. But she did not complain nor ask any questions; she
had supreme faith in Phratos.
One night, at the close of a black day in mid-winter, the sharpest
and hardest in cold that hey had ever encountered, they passed through
a little town whose roadways were mostly canals, and whose spires and
roofs and pinnacles and turrets and towers were all beautiful with the
poetry and the majesty of a long perished age.
The day had been bitter; there was snow everywhere; great blocks of
ice choked up the water; the belfry chimes rang shrilly through the
rarified air; the few folks that were astir were wrapped in wool or
sheepskin; through the casements there glowed the ruddy flush of
burning logs; and the muffled watchmen passing to and fro in antique
custom on their rounds called out, under the closed houses, that it was
the eight of the night in a heavy snowstorm.
Phratos paused in the town at an old hostelry to give the child a
hot drink of milk and a roll of rye bread. There he asked the way the
wood and the mill of Yprès.
They told it him sullenly and suspiciously: since for a wild gypsy
of Spain the shrewd, thrifty, plain people of the north had no liking.
He thanked them, and went on his way, out of the barriers of the
little town along a road by the river towards the country.
"Art thou cold, dear?" he asked her, with more tenderness than
common sense in his voice.
The child shivered under her little fur skin, which would not keep
out the searching of the hurricane and the driving of the snowflakes;
but she drew her breath quickly, and answered him, "No."
They came to a little wood, leafless and black in the gloomy night;
a dead crow swung in their faces on a swaying pear-tree; the roar of
the mill-stream loudly filled what otherwise would have been an intense
silence.
He made his way in by a little wicket, through an orchard and
through a garden, and so to the front of the mill-house. The shutters
were not closed; through the driving of the snow he could see within.
It looked to him--a houseless wanderer from his youth up--strangely
warm and safe and still.
An old man sat on one side of the wide heart; an old woman, who
span, on the other; the spinning-wheel turned, the thread flew, the
logs smoked and flamed, the red glow played on the blue and white tiles
of the chimney-place, and dance on the pewter and brass on the shelves;
from the rafters there hung smoked meats and dried herbs and strings of
onions; there was a crucifix, and below it a little Nativity, in wax
and carved wood.
He could not tell that the goodly stores were only gathered there
to be sold later at famine prices to a starving peasantry; he could not
tell that the wooden god was only worshipped in a blind, bigoted,
brutal selfishness, that desired to save its own soul, and to leave all
other souls to eternal damnation.
He could not tell; he only saw old age and warmth, and comfort; and
what the people who hooted him as a heathen called the religion of
Love.
"They will surely be good to her?" he thought. "Old people, and
prosperous, and alone by their fireside."
It seemed that they must be so.
Any way, there was no other means to save her from Taric.
His hear was sore within him, for he had grown to love the child;
and to the vagrant instincts of his race the life of the house and of
the hearth seemed like the life of the cage for the bird. Yet Phratos,
who was not altogether as his own people were, but had thought much and
often in his own wild way, knew that such a life was the best for a
woman child,--and, above all, for a woman child who had such a sire as
Taric.
To keep her with himself was impossible. He had always dwelt with
his tribe, having no life apart from theirs; and even if he had left
them, wherever he had wandered, there would Taric have followed, and
found him, and claimed the child by his right of blood. There was no
other way to secure her from present misery and future shame, save only
this; to place her with her mother's people.
She stood beside him, still and silent, gazing through the
snowflakes at the warmth of the mill-kitchen within.
He stooped over her, and pushed between her fur garment and her
skin the letter he had found on the breast of the dead woman in the
Liébana.
"Thou wilt go in there the old man yonder, and sleep by that
pleasant fire to-night," he murmured to her. "And thou wilt be good and
gentle, and even as thou art to me always; and to-morrow at noontide I
will come and see how it fares with thee."
Her small hands tightened upon his.
"I will not go without thee," she muttered in the broken tongue of
the gypsy children.
There were food and milk, fire and shelter, safety from the night
and storm there, she saw; but theses were nought to her without
Phratos. She struggled against her fate as the young bird struggles
against being thrust into the cage,--not knowing what captivity means,
and yet afraid of it and rebelling by instinct.
He took her up in his arms, and pressed her close to him, and for
the first time kissed her. For Phratos, though tender to her, had no
woman's foolishness, but had taught her to be hardy and strong, and to
look for neither caresses nor compassion--knowing well that to the love
child of Taric in her future years the first could only mean shame, and
the last could only mean alms, which would be shame likewise.
"Go, dear," he said softly to her; and then he struck with his
staff on the wooden door, and lifting its latch, unclosed it; and
thrust the child forward, ere she could resist, into the darkness of
the low entrance place.
Then he turned and went swiftly himself through the orchard and
wood into the gloom and the storm of the night.
He knew that to show himself to a northern householder were to do
her evil and hurt; for between the wanderer of the Spanish forests and
the peasant of the Norman pastures there could be only defiance,
mistrust, and disdain.
"I will see how it is with her to-morrow," he said to himself as he
faced again the wind and the sleet. "If it be well with her--let it be
well. If not, she must come forth with me, and we must seek some lair
where her wolf-sire shall not prowl and discover her. But it will be
hard to f ind; for the vengeance of Taric is swift of foot and has a
far-stretching hand an eyes that are sleepless.
And his heart was heavy in him as he went. He had done what seemed
to him just and due to the child and her mother; he had been true to
the vow he had made answering the mute prayer of the sightless dead
eyes; he had saved the flesh of the child from the whip of the trainer,
and the future of the child from the shame of the brothel; he had done
thus much in saving her from her father, and he had done it in the only
way the was possible to him.
Yet his heart was heavy as he went; and it seemed to him even as
though he had thrust some mountain bird with pinions that would cleave
the clouds, and eyes that would seek the sun, and a song that would
rise with the dawn, and a courage that would breast the thunder, down
into the darkness of a trap, to be shorn and crippled and silenced for
evermore.
"I will see her to-morrow," he told himself; restless with a vague
remorse, as though the good he had done had been evil.
But when the morrow dawned there had happened that to Phratos which
forbade him to see whether it were well with her that day or any day in
all the many years that came.
For Phratos that night, being blinded and shrouded in the storm of
snow, lost such slender knowledge as he had of that northern country,
and wandered far afield, not knowing where he was in the wide white
desert, on which no single star-ray shone.
The violence of the storm grew with the hours. The land was a sheet
of snow. The plains were dim and trackless as a desert. Sheep were
frozen in their folds, and cattle drowned amidst the ice in the
darkness. All lights were out, and the warning peals of the bells were
drowned in the tempest of the winds.
The land was strange to him, and he lost all knowledge where he
was. Above, beneath, around, were the dense rolling clouds of snow. Now
and then through the tumult of the hurricane there was blown a strange
harsh burst of jangled chimes that wailed a moment loudly on the
silence and then died again.
At many doors he knocked: the doors of little lonely places
standing in the great colourless waste.
But each door, being opened cautiously, was with haste shut in his
face again.
"It is a gypsy," the people muttered, and were afraid; and they
drew their bars closer and huddled together in their beds, and thanked
their saints that they were safe beneath a roof.
He wrapped his sheepskin closer round him and set his face against
the blast.
A hundred times he strove to set his steps backwards to the town,
and a hundred times he failed; and moved round and round vainly, never
escaping the maze of the endless white fields.
Now the night was long, and he was weakly.
In the midst of the fields there was a cross, and at the head of
the cross hung a lantern. The wind tossed the light to and fro. It
flickered on the head of a woman. She lay in the snow, and her hand
grasped his foot as he passed her.
"I am dead," she said to him: "dead of hunger. But the lad
lives--save him."
And as she spoke, her lips closed together and her throat rattled,
and she died.
The boy slept at her feet, and babbled in his sleep, delirious.
Phratos stooped down and raised him. He was a child of eight years,
and worn with famine and fever, and his gaunt eyes stared hideously up
at the driving snow.
Phratos folded him in his arms, and went on with him: the snow had
nearly covered the body of his mother.
All around him were the fields. There was no light, except from the
lantern on the cross. A few sheep huddled near without a shepherd. The
stillness was intense. The bells had ceased to ring, or he had wandered
far from the sound of them.
The lad was senseless; he muttered drearily foolish words of fever;
his limbs hung in a dead weight; his teeth chattered. Phratos, bearing
him, struggled on: the snow was deep and drifted heavily; every now and
then he stumbled and plunged to his knees in a rift of earth or in a
shallow pool of ice.
At last his strength, feeble at all times, failed him; his arms
could bear their burden no longer; he let the young boy slip from his
hold upon the ground; and stood, breathless and broken, with the
snowflakes beating on him.
"The woman trusted me," he thought; she was a stranger, she was a
beggar, she was dead. She had no bond upon him, neither could she ever
bear witness against him. Yet he was loyal to her.
He unwound the sheepskin that he wore, and stripped himself of it,
and folded it about the sick child, and with a slow laborious effort
drew the little body under the frail shelter of a knot of furze, and
wrapped it closely round, and left it there.
It was all that he could do.
Then, with no defence between him and the driving cold, he strove
once more to find his road.
It was quite dark; quite still.
The snow fell ceaselessly; the white wide land was pathless as the
sea.
He stumbled on as a mule may that being blind and bruised yet holds
its way from the sheer instinct of its sad dumb patience.
His veins were frozen; his beard was ice; the wind cut his flesh
like a scourge; a sickly dreamy sleepiness stole on him.
He knew well what it meant.
He tried to rouse himself; he was young, and his life had its
sweetness; and there were faces he would fain have seen again, and
voices whose laughter he would fain have heard.
He drew the viol round and touched its strings; but his frozen
fingers had lost their cunning, and the soul of the music was chilled
and dumb: it only sighed in answer.
He kissed it softly as he would have kissed a woman's lips, and put
it in his bosom. It had all his youth in it.
Then he stumbled onward yet again, feebly, being a cripple and cold
to the bone, and pierced with a million thorns of pain.
There was no light anywhere.
The endless wilderness of the ploughed lands stretched all around
him; where the little hamlets clustered the storm hid them; no light
could penetrate the denseness of that changeless gloom; and the only
sound that rose upon the ghastly silence was the moaning of some
perishing flock locked in a flood of ice, and deserted by its shepherd.
But what he saw and what he heard were not these; going barefoot
and blindfold to his death, the things of his own land were with him;
the golden glories of sunsets of paradise; the scarlet blaze of a
wilderness of flowers; the sound of the fountains at midnight; the
glancing of the swift feet in the dances; the sweetness of songs sad as
death sung in the desolate courts of the old palaces; the deep dreamy
hush of white moons shining through lines of palms straight on a
silvery sea. These arose and drifted before him, and he ceased to
suffer or to know, and sleep conquered him; and he dropped down on the
earth noiselessly and powerlessly as a leaf sins; and the snow fell and
covered him.
When the morning broke a peasant, going to his labour in the fields
while the stormy winter sun rose red over the whitened world, found
both his body and the child's.
The boy was warm and living, still beneath the shelter of the
sheepskin: Phratos was dead.
The people succoured the child, and nursed and fed him so that his
life was saved; but to Phratos they only gave such burial as the corby
gives the stricken deer.
"It is only a gypsy; let him lie," they said; and they left him
there, and the snow kept him.
His viol they robbed him of, and cast it as a plaything to their
children. But the children could make no melody from its dumb strings.
For the viol was faithful; and its music was dead too.
And his own land and his own people knew him never again; and never
again at evening was the voice of his viol heard in the stillness; and
never again did the young men and the maidens dance to his bidding, and
the tears and the laughter rise and fall at his will, and the beasts
and the birds frisk and sing at his coming, and the children in his
footsteps cry:--"Lo, it is summer, since Phratos is here!"
THE hottest sun of a hot summer shone on a straight dusty road. An
old man was breaking stones by the wayside; he was very old, very bent,
very lean, worn by ninety years if he had been worn by one; but he
struck yet with a will, and the flints flew in a thousand pieces under
his hammer, as though the youth and the force of nineteen years instead
of ninety were at work on them.
When the noon bell rang from a little odd straight steeple, with a
slanting roof, that peered out of the trees to the westward, he laid
his hammer aside, threw off his brass-plated cap, wiped his forehead of
its heat and dust, sat down on his pile of stones, and took out hard
black crust and munched it with teeth that were still strong and white.
The noontide was very quiet; the heat was intense, for there had
been no rainfall for several weeks; there was one lark singing high up
in the air, with its little breast lifted to the sun; but all the other
birds were mute and invisible, doubtless hidden in some delicious
shadow, swinging drowsily on tufts of linden bloom, or underneath the
roofing of broad chestnut leaves.
The road on either side was lined by the straight forms of endless
poplars, standing side by side as sentinels. The fields were all ablaze
on every acre with the gold of ripening corn or mustard, and the
scarlet flame of innumerable poppies. Here and there they were broken
by some little house, white or black, or painted in bright colours,
which lifted up amongst its leaves a little tower like a sugar-loaf or
a carved gable, and a pointed arch beneath it. Now and then they were
divided by rows of trees standing breathless in the heat, or breadths
of apple orchards, some with early fruits already ripe, some with
fruits as yet green as their foliage.
Through it all the river ran, silver in the light; with shallow
fords, where the deep-flanked bullocks drank; and ever and anon an
ancient picturesque bridge of wood, time-bronzed and moss-embroidered.
The old man did not look round once; he had been on these roads a
score of years; the place had to him the monotony and colourlessness
which all long familiar scenes wear to the eyes that are weary of them.
He was ninety-five; he had to labour for his living; he ate black
bread; he had no living kith or kin; no friend save in the mighty
legion of the dead; and he sat in the scorch of the sun; he hated the
earth and the sky, the air and the landscape: why not? They had no
loveliness for him; he only knew that the flies stung him and that the
red ants could crawl through the holes in his shoes, and bite him
sharply with their little piercing teeth.
He sat in such shade as the tall lean poplar gave, munching his
hard crusts; he had a fine keen profile and a long white beard that
were thrown out as sharply as a sculpture against the golden sunlight,
in which the gnats were dancing. His eyes were fastened on the dust as
he ate; blue piercing eyes that had still something of the fire of
their youth; and his lips under the white hair moved a little now and
then, half audibly.
His thoughts were with the long dead years of an unforgotten
time--a time that will be remembered as long as the earth shall circle
round the sun.
With the present he had nothing to do; he worked to satisfy the
lingering cravings of a body that age seemed to have lost all power to
kill; he worked because he was too much of a man still to beg, and
because suicide looked to his fancy like a weakness, but life for all
that was over with him; life in the years of his boyhood had been a
thing so splendid, so terrible, so drunken, so divine, so tragic, so
intense, that the world seemed now to him to have grown pale and grey
and pulseless, with no sap in its veins, no hue in its suns, no blood
in its humanity.
For his memory held the days of Thermidor; the weeks of the White
Terror; the winter dawn, when the drums rolled out a King's threnody;
the summer nights, when all the throats of Paris cried "Marengo!"
He had lived in the wondrous awe of that abundant time when every
hour was an agony or a victory; when every woman was a martyr or a
bacchanal; when the same scythe that had severed the flowering grasses
served also to cleave the fair breasts of the mother, the tender throat
of the child; when the ground was purple with the blue blood of men as
with the juices of out-trodden grapes, and when the waters were white
with the bodies of virgins as with the moon-fed lilies of summer. And
how he sat here by the wayside, in the dust and the sun, only feeling
the sting of the fly and the bite of the ant; and the world seemed dead
to him, because so long ago, though his body still lived on, his soul
and had cursed God and died.
Through the golden notes of the dancing air and of the quivering
sunbeams, whilst high above the lark sang on, there came along the road
a girl.
She was bare-footed and bare-throated, lithe of movement, and
straight and supple, as one who passed her life on the open lands and
was abroad in all changes of the weather.
She walked with the free and fearless measure of the country women
of Rome or the desert-born women of Nubia; she had barely entered his
sixteenth year; but her bosom and limbs were full and firm, and moulded
with almost the luxuriant splendor of maturity; her head was not
covered after the fashion of the country, but had a scarlet kerchief
wound about, and on it she bore a great flat basket, filled high with
fruits and herbs and flowers; a mass of colour and of blossom, through
whose leaves and tendrils her dark level brows and her great eyes, blue
black as a tempestuous night, looked out, set straight against the sun.
She came on, treading down the dust with her long and slender feet,
that were such feet as a sculptor would give his Cleopatra or his
Phryne. Her face was grave, shadowed, even fierce; and her mouth,
though scarlet as a berry and full and curled, had its lips pressed
close to one another, like the lips of one who has long kept silence,
and may keep it--until death.
As she saw the old man her eyes changed and lightened with a smile
which for the moment banished all the gloom and savage patience from
her eyes, and made them mellow and lustrous as a southern sun.
She paused before him, and spoke, showing her beautiful white
teeth, small and even, like rows of cowrie shells.
"You are well, Marcellin?"
The old man started, and looked up with a certain gladness on his
own keen visage, which had lost all expression save such as an intense
and absorbed retrospection will lend.
"Fool!" he made answer, harshly yet not unkindly. "When will you
know that so long as an old man lives so long it cannot be 'well' with
him?"
"Need one be a man, or old, to answer so?"
She spoke in the accent and the language of the province, but with
a voice rich and pure and cold; not the voice of the north, or of any
peasantry. She put her basket down from off her head, and leaned
against the trunk of the poplar beside him, crossing her arms upon her
bare chest.
"To the young everything is possible; to the old nothing," he said
curtly.
Her eyes gleamed with a fierce thirsty longing; she made him no
reply.
He broke off half his dry bread and tendered it to her. She shook
her head and motioned it away; yet she was as hungered as any hawk that
has hunted all through the night and the woods, and has killed nothing.
The growing life, the superb strength, the lofty stature of her made
her need constant nourishment, as young trees need it; and she was fed
as scantily as a blind beggar's dog, and less willingly than a galley
slave.
The kindly air had fed her richly, strongly, continually; that was
all.
"Possible!" she said slowly, after awhile. "What is possible? I do
not understand."
The old man, Marcellin, smiled grimly.
"You see that lark? It soars there, and sings there. It is possible
that a fowler may hide in the grasses; it is possible that it may be
shot as it sings; it is possible that it may have the honour to die in
agony to grace a rich man's table. You see?"
She mused a moment; her brain was rapid in intuitive perception,
but barren of all culture; it took her many moments to follow the filmy
track of a metaphorical utterance. But by degrees she saw his meaning,
and the shadow settled over her face again.
"The possible, then, is only--the worse?" she said slowly.
The old man smiled still grimly.
"Nay; our friends the priests say there is a 'possible' which will
give--one day--the fowler who kills the lark the wings of the lark, and
the lark's power to sing Laus Deo in heaven. I do not say--they do."
"The priests!"
All the scorn of which her curved lips were capable curled on them,
and a deep hate gathered in her eyes--a hate that was unfathomable and
mute.
"Then there is no 'possible' for me," she said bitterly, "if so be
that priests hold the gifts of it?"
Marcellin looked up at her from under his bushy white eyebrows; a
glance fleet and keen as the gleam of blue steel.
"Yes, there is," he said curtly. "You are a woman child, and have
beauty: the devil will give you one."
"Always the devil!" she muttered. There was impatience in her echo
of the words, and yet there was an awe also as of one who uses a name
that is mighty and full of majesty, although familiar.
"Always the devil!" repeated Marcellin. "For the world is always of
men."
His meaning this time lay too deep for her, and passed her; she
stood leaning against the poplar, with her head bent and her form
motionless in the sunlight like a statue of bronze.
"If men be devils they are my brethren," she said suddenly: "why do
they then so hate me?"
The old man stroked his beard.
"Because Fraternity is Hate. Cain said so; but God would not
believe him."
She mused over the saying; silent still.
The lark dropped down from heaven, suddenly falling through the
air, mute. It had been struck by a sparrow-hawk, which flashed black
against the azure of the skies and the white haze of the atmosphere;
and which flew down in the track of the lark and seized it ere it
gained the shelter of the grass and bore it away within his talons.
Marcellin pointed to it with his pipe-stem.
"You see there are many forms of the 'possible'"--
"When it means Death," she added.
The old man took his pipe back and smoked.
"Of-course--Death is the key-note of creation."
Again she did not comprehend; a puzzled pain clouded the lustre of
her eyes.
"But the lark praised God--why should it be so dealt with?"
Marcellin smiled grimly.
"Abel was praising God; but that did not turn aside the steel."
She was silent yet again; he had told her that old story of the
sons born of Eve, and the one whom, hearing it, she had understood and
pitied had been Cain.
At that moment, through the roadway that wound across the meadows
and through the corn lands and the trees, there came in sight a gleam
of scarlet that was not from the poppies, a flash of silver that was
not from the river, a column of smoke that was not from the weeds that
burned on the hillside.
There came a cloud, with a melodious murmur softly rising from it:
a cloud that moved between the high flowering hedges, the tall amber
wheat, the slender poplars, and the fruitful orchards; a cloud that
grew larger and clearer as it drew more near to them, and left the
green water meadows and winding field paths for the great high road.
It was a procession of the Church.
It drew closer and closer by slow imperceptible degrees, until it
approached them; the old man sat upright, not taking his cap from his
head nor his pipe from his mouth; the young girl cease to lean for rest
against the tree, and stood with her arms crossed on her breast.
The Church passed them; the great gilt crucifix held aloft, the
scarlet and the white of the robes catch- ing the sunlight; the silver
chains and silver censers gleaming; the fresh young voices of the
singing children cleaving the air like a rush of wind; the dark shorn
faces of the priests bowed over open books, the tender sound of the
bells ringing across the low deep monotony of prayer.
The Church passed them; the dust of the parched road rose up in a
choking mass; the heavy mist of the incense hung darkly on the sunlit
air; the tramp of the many feet startled the birds from their rest, and
pierced through the noonday silence.
It passed them, and left them behind it; but the fresh leaves were
choked and whitened; the birds were fluttered and affrightened; the old
man coughed, the girl strove to brush the dust motes from her smarting
eyelids.
"That is the Church!" said the stone-breaker, with a smile.
"Dust--terror--a choked voice--and blinded eyes."
Now she understood; and her beautiful curled lips laughed mutely.
The old man rammed some more tobacco into the bowl of his pipe.
"That is the Church!" he said. "To burn incense and pray for rain,
and to fell the forests that were the rainmakers."
The procession passed away out of sight, going along the highway
and winding by the course of the river, calling to the bright blue
heavens for rain; whilst the little bells rang and the incense curled
and the priest prayed themselves hoarse, and the peasants toiled
footsore, and the eager steps of the choral children trod the tiny gnat
dead in the grasses and the bright butterfly dead in the dust.
The priests had cast a severer look from out their down-dropped
eyelids; the children had huddled together, with their voices faltering
a little; and the boy choristers had shot out their lips in gestures of
defiance and opprobrium as they had passed these twain beneath the
wayside trees. For the two were both outcasts.
"Didst thou see the man that killed the king?" whispered to another
one fair and curly-headed baby, who was holding in the sun her little,
white, silver-fringed banner, and catching the rise and fall of the
sonorous chaunt as well as she could with her little, lisping tones.
"Didst thou see the daughter of the devil?" muttered to another a
handsome golden brown boy, who had left his herd untended in the meadow
to don his scarlet robes and swing about the censer of his village
chapel.
And they all sang louder, and tossed more incense on high, and
marched more closely together under the rays of the gleaming crucifix
as they went; feeling that they had been beneath the shadow of the
powers of darkness, and that they were purer and holier and more
exalted, because they had thus passed by in scorn what was accursed
with psalms on their lips, with the cross as their symbol.
So they went their way through the peaceful country with a glory of
sunbeams about them--through the corn, past the orchards, by the river,
into the heart of the old brown, quiet town, and about the foot of the
great cathedral, where they kneeled down int he dust and prayed, then
rose and sang the "Angelus."
Then, the tall dark-visaged priest, who had led them all thither
under the standard of the golden crucifix, lifted his voice alone and
implored God, and exhorted man; implored for rain and all the blessings
of harvest, exhorted to patience and the imitation of God.
The people were moved and saddened, and listened, smiting their
breasts; and after a while rising from their knees, many of them in
tears, dispersed and went their ways, muttering to one another:--"We
have had no such harvests as those of old since the men that slew a
saint came to dwell here;" and answering to one another:--"We had never
such droughts as these in the sweet cool weather of old, before the
offspring of hell was amongst us."
For the priests had not said to them, "Lo! your mercy is parched as
the earth, and your hearts as the heavens are brazen."
IN the days of his youngest youth, in the old drunken days that
were dead, this old stone-breaker Marcellin had known such life as it
is given to few men to know--a life of the soul and the senses; a life
of storm and delight; a life mad with blood and wine; a life of
divinest dreams; a life when women kissed them, and bade them slay; a
life when mothers blessed them and bade them die; a life, strong,
awful, splendid, unutterable; a life seized at its fullest and fiercest
and fairest, out of an air that was death, off an earth that was hell.
When his cheeks had had a boy's bloom and his curls a boy's gold he
had seen a nation in delirium; he had been one of the elect of a
people; he had uttered the words that burn, and wrought the acts that
live; he had been of the Thousand of Marsala; and he had been of the
avengers in Thermidor: he had raised his flute-like voice from the
tribune, and he had cast in his vote for the death of a king; passions
had been his playthings, and he had toyed with life as a child with a
match; he had beheld the despised enthroned in power, and desolation
left within kings' palaces; he too had been fierce, and glad, and
cruel, and gay, and drunken, and proud, as the whole land was; he had
seen the white beauty of the royal women bare in the hands of the mob,
and the throats that princes had caressed kissed by the broad steel
knife; he had had his youth in a wondrous time, when all men had been
gods or devils, and all women martyrs or furies.
And now,--he broke stones to get daily bread, and those who passed
him by cursed him, saying:
"This man slew a king."
For he had outlived his time, and the life that had been golden and
red at its dawn was now grey and pale as the ashes of a fire grown
cold; for in all the list of the world's weary errors there is no
mistake so deadly as age.
Years before, in such hot summer weather as this, against which the
Church had prayed, the old man, going homewards to his little cabin
amidst the fields, had met a little child coming straight towards him
in the full crimson glow of the setting sun, and with the flame of the
poppies all around her.
He hardly knew why he looked at her, but when he had once looked
his eyes rested there.
She had the hues of his youth about her; in that blood-red light,
amongst the blood-red flowers, she made him think of women's forms that
he had seen in all their grace and their voluptuous loveliness clothed
in the red garment of death, and standing on the dusky red of the
scaffold as the burning mornings of the summers of slaughter had risen
over the land.
The child was all alone before him in that intense glow as of fire;
above her there was a tawny sky, flushed here and there with purple;
around her stretched the solitary level of the fields burnt yellow as
gold by the long mouths of heat. There were stripes on her shoulders
blue and black from the marks of a thong.
He looked at her, and stopped her, why he hardly knew, except that
a look about her, beaten but yet unsubdued, attracted him. He had seen
the look of yore in the years of his youth, on the faces of the nobles
he hated.
"Have you been hurt?" he asked her in his harsh, strong voice. She
put her heavy load of faggots down and stared at him.
"Hurt?" She echoed the word stupidly. No one ever thought she could
be hurt; what was done to her was punishment and justice.
"Yes. Those stripes--they must be painful?"
She gave a gesture of assent with her head, but she did not answer.
"Who beat you?" he pursued.
A cloud of passion swept over her beat face.
"Flamma."
"You were wicked?"
"They said so."
"And what do you do when you are beaten?"
"I shut my mouth."
"For what?"
"For fear they should know it hurt me--and be glad."
Marcellin leaned on his elm stick, and fastened on her his keen
passionless eyes with a look which, for him who shunned and was shunned
by all his kind, was almost sympathy.
"Come to my hut," he said to her. "I know a herb that will take the
fret and the ache out of your bruises."
The child followed him passively, half stupidly; he was the first
creature that had ever bidden her go with him, and this rough pity of
his was sweet to her, with an amazing incredible balm in it which only
those can know who see raised against them every man's hand, and hear
on their ears the mockery of all the voices of their world.
Under reviling, and contempt, and constant rejection, she had
become savage as a trapped hawk, wild as an escaped panther; but to him
she was obedient and passive, because he had spoken to her without a
taunt and without a curse, which until now had been the sole two forms
of human speech that she had heard.
His little hut was in the midst of those spreading cornfields, set
where two pathways crossed each other, and stretched down the gentle
slope of the cultured lands to join the great highway--a hut of stones
and plaited rushes, with of roof of thatch, where the old republican,
hardy of frame and born of a toiling race, dwelt in solitude, and broke
his scanty bitter bread without lament, if without content.
He took some leaves of a simple herb that he knew, soaked them with
water, and bound them on her shoulders, not ungently, though his hand
was so rough with labour, and, as men said, had been so often red with
carnage.
Then he gave her a draught of goat's milk, sweet and fresh, from a
wooden bowl; shared with her the dry black crusts that formed his only
evening meal; bestowed on her a gift of a rare old scarlet scarf of
woven wools and eastern broideries, one of the few relics of his buried
life; lifted the faggots on her back, so that she could carry them with
greater ease; and set her on her homeward way.
"Come to me again," he said, briefly, as she went across the
threshold.
The child bent her head in silence, and kissed his hand quickly and
timidly, like a grateful dog that is amazed to have a caress, and not a
blow.
"After a forty years' vow I have broken it; I have pitied a human
thing," the old man muttered as he stood in his doorway looking after
her shadow as it passed small and dark across the scarlet light of the
poppies.
"They call him vile, and they say that he slew men," thought the
child, who had long known his face, though he had never noted hers; and
it seemed to her that all mercy lay in her father's kingdom--which they
called the kingdom of evil. The cool moist herbs slaked the heat of her
bruises; and the draught of milk had slaked the thirst of her throat.
"Is evil good?" she asked in her heart as she went through the tall
red poppies.
And from that evening thenceforward Folle-Farine and Marcellin
cleaved to one another, being outcasts from all others.
AS the religious gathering broke up and split in divers streams to
divers ways, the little town returned to its accustomed stillness--a
stillness that seemed to have in it the calm of a thousand sleeping
years, and the legends and the dreams of half a score of old dead
centuries.
On market-days and saint-days, days of high feast or of perpetual
chaffering, the town was full of colour, movement, noise, and
population.
The country people crowded in, filling it with the jingling of
mule-bells; the fisher people came, bringing with them the crisp salt
smell of the sea and the blue of the sea on their garments; its own
tanners and ivory carvers, and fruiterers, and lacemakers turned out by
the hundred in all the quaint variety of costumes which their
forefathers had bequeathed to them, and to which they were still wise
enough to adhere. But at other times when the fishers were in their
hamlets, and the peasantry on their lands and in their orchards, and
the townsfolk at their labours in the old renaissance mansions, which
they had turned into tanneries, and granaries, and wool-sheds, and
workshops, the place was profoundly still; scarcely a child at play in
the streets, scarcely a dog asleep in the sun.
When the crowds had gone the priests laid aside their vestments,
and donned the black serge of their daily habit, and went to their
daily avocations in their humble dwellings.
The crosses and the censers were put back upon their altars, and
hung up upon their pillars.
The boy choristers and the little children put their white linen
and their scarlet robes back in cupboards and presses, with heads of
lavender and sprigs of rosemary to keep the moth and the devil away,
and went to their fields, to their homes, to their herds, to their
paper kites, to their daisy chains, to the poor rabbits they pent in a
hutch, to the poor flies they killed in the sun.
The town became quite still, the market place quite empty; the
drowsy silence of a burning, cloudless afternoon was over all the quiet
places about the cathedral walls, where of old the bishops and the
canons dwelt; grey shady courts; dim open cloisters; houses covered
with oaken carvings, and shadowed with the spreading branches of
chestnuts and of lime-trees that were as aged as themselves.
Under the shelter of one of the lindens, after the populace had
gone, there was seated on a broad stone bench the girl who had stood by
the wayside erect and unbending as the procession had moved before her.
She had flung herself down in dreamy restfulness. She had delivered
her burden of vegetables and fruit at a shop near by, whose awning
stretched out into the street like a toadstool yellow with the sun. The
heat was intense; she had been on foot all day; she sat to rest a
moment, and put her burning hands under a little rill of water that
spouted into a basin in a niche in the wall. An ancient well, with a
stone image of the Madonna sculptured above, and a wreath of
vine-leaves in stone running around, in the lavish ornamentation of an
age when men loved loveliness for its own sake, and begrudged neither
time nor labour in its service.
She leaned over the fountain, kept so cool by the roofing of the
thick green leaves; there was a metal cup attached to the basin by a
chain, and she filled it at the running thread of water, and stooped
her lips to it again and again thirstily.
The day was sultry; the ways were long and white with powdered
limestone; her throat was still parched with the dust raised by the
many feet of the multitude; and although she had borne in the great
basket which now stood empty at her side, cherries, peaches,
mulberries, melons, full of juice and lusciousness, this daughter of
the devil had not taken even one to freshen her dry mouth.
Folle-Farine stooped to the water and played with it, and drank it,
and steeped her lips and her arms in it; lying there on the stone
bench, with her bare feet curled one in another, and her slender round
limbs full of the voluptuous repose of a resting panther. The coolness,
the murmur, the clearness, the peace, the soft flowing movement of
water, possess an ineffable charm for natures that are passion-tossed,
feverish, and full of storm.
There was a dreary peace about the place, too, which had charms
likewise for her; in the dusky arch of the long cloisters, in the grey
lichen-grown walls, in the broad pamments of the paven court, in the
clusters of strange delicate carving beneath and below; in the
sculptured friezes where little nests that the birds had made in the
spring still rested, and in the dense brooding thickness of the boughs
which brought the sweetness and the shadows of the woods into the heart
of the peopled town.
She stayed there, loath to move; loath to return where a jeer, a
bruise, a lifted stick, a muttered curse, were all her greeting and her
guerdon.
As she lay thus, one of the doors in the old houses in the
cloisters opened; the head of an old woman was thrust out, crowned with
the high fan-shaped comb, and the towering white linen cap, that are
the female note of that especial town.
The old woman wa the mother of the sacristan, and she, looking out,
shrieked shrilly to her son:
"Georges, Georges! come hither. The devil's daughter is drinking
the blest water!"
The sacristan was hoeing amongst his cabbages in the garden behind
his house, surrounded with clipt yew, and damp from the deep shade of
the cathedral, that overshadowed it.
He ran out at his mother's call, hoe in hand, himself an old man,
though stout and strong.
The well in the wall was his especial charge and pride;
immeasurable sanctity attached to it.
According to tradition, the water had spouted from the stone
itself, at the touch of a branch of blossoming pear, held in the hand
of St. Jerome, who had returned to earth in the middle of the
fourteenth century, and dwelt for a while near the cathedral, working
at the honourable trade of a cordwainer, and accomplishing mighty
miracles throughout the district. It was said that some of his
miraculous power still remained in the fountain, and that even yet,
those who drank on St. Jerome's day, in full faith and with believing
hearts, were, oftentimes, cleansed of sin, and purified of bodily
diseases.
Wherefore on that day, throngs of peasantry flocked in from all
sides, and crowded round it, and drank; to the benefit of the sacristan
in charge, if not to that of their souls and bodies.
Summoned by his mother, he flew to the rescue of the sanctified
spring.
"Get you gone!" he shouted. "Get you gone, you child of hell! How
durst you touch the blessed basin? Do you think that God struck water
from the stone for such as you?"
Folle-Farine lifted her head and looked him in the face with her
audacious eyes, and laughed; then tossed her head again, and plunged it
into the bright living water, till her lips, and her cheeks, and all
the rippling hair about her temples sparkled with its silvery drops.
The sacristan, infuriated at once by the impiety and the defiance,
shrieked aloud.
"Insolent animal! Daughter of Satan! I will teach you to taint the
gift of a saint with the lips of the devil!"
And he seized her roughly with one hand upon her shoulder, and with
the other raised the hoe and brandished the wooden staff of it above
her head in threat to strike her; whilst his old mother, still
thrusting her lofty head-gear and her wrinkled face from out of the
door, screamed to him to show he was a man, and have no mercy.
As his grasp touched her, and the staff cast its shadow across her,
Folle-Farine sprang up, defiance and fury breathing from all her
beautiful fierce face.
She seized the staff in her right hand, wrenched it with a swift
movement from his hold, and catching his head under her left arm,
rained blows on him from his own weapon with a sudden gust of
breathless rage which blinded him, and lent to her slender muscular
limbs, the strength and force of man. Then, as rapidly as she had
seized and struck him, she flung him from her with such violence that
he fell prostrate on the pavement of the court; caught up the metal
pail which stood by ready filled, dashed the water over him where he
lay, and turning from him without a word, walked across the courtyard
slowly, and with a haughty grace in all the carriage of her bare limbs,
and the folds of her ragged garments; bearing the empty osier-basket on
her head, deaf as the stones around to the screams of the sacristan and
his mother.
In these secluded cloisters, and in the high noontide, when all
were sleeping or eating in the cool shelter of their darkened houses,
the old woman's voice remained unheard.
The saints heard, no doubt, but they were too lazy to stir from
their niches in that sultry noontide; except the baying of a chained
dog aroused, there was no answer to the outcry, and Folle-Farine passed
out into the market place unarrested, and not meeting another living
creature.
As she turned into one of the squares that led to the open country,
she saw in the distance one of the guardians of the peace of the town
moving quickly towards the cloisters, with his glittering lace shining
in the sun, and his long scabbard clattering upon the stones. She
laughed a little as she saw.
"They will not come after me," she said to herself. "Thy are too
afraid of the devil."
She judged rightly; they did not come.
She crossed the wide scorching square, whose white stones blazed in
the glare of the sun.
There was nothing in sight except a stray cat prowling in a corner,
and three sparrows quarrelling over a foul-smelling heap of refuse.
The quaint old houses round seemed all asleep, with the shutters
closed like tired eyelids over their little dim, aged, orbs of windows.
The gilded vanes on their twisted chimneys, and carved parapets,
pointed motionless to the warm south. There was not a sound except for
the cawing of some rooks, who built their nests high aloft in the
fretted pinnacles of the cathedral.
Undisturbed she crossed the square, and took her way down the
crooked street that led her homeward to the outlying country. It was an
old, twisting, dusky place, with the water flowing through its centre
as its only roadway; and in there were the oldest houses of the town,
all of timber, black with age, and carved with the wonderful florid
fantasies and grotesque conceits of the years when a house was to its
master a thing beloved and beautiful, a bulwark, an altar, a heritage,
an heirloom to be dwelt in all the days of a long life, and bequeathed
in all honour and honesty to a noble offspring.
The street was very silent, the ripple of the water was the chief
sound that filled it. Its tenants were very poor, in many of its
antique mansions the beggars shared shelter with the rats and the owls.
In one of these dwellings, however, there were still some warmth and
colour.
The orange and scarlet flowers of a nasturtium curled up its
twisted pilasters; the big, fair clusters of hydrangea filled up its
narrow casements; a breadth of many-coloured saxifrage, with leaves of
green and rose, and blossoms of purple and white, hung over the balcony
rail, which five centuries earlier had been draped with cloth of gold;
and a little yellow song bird made music in the empty niche from which
the sculptured flower-de-luce had been so long torn down.
From the window a woman looked, leaning with folded arms above the
rose-tipped saxifrage, and beneath the green-leaved vine.
She was a fair woman, white as the lilies, and she had silver pins
in her amber hair, and a mouth that laughed sweetly. She called to
Folle-Farine,
"You brown thing; why do you stare at me?"
Folle-Farine started and withdrew the fixed gaze of her lustrous
eyes.
"Because you are beautiful," she answered curtly.
All beautiful things head a fascination for her. This woman above
was very fair to see, and she looked at her as she looked at the purple
butterflies in the sun; at the stars shining down through the leaves;
at the vast, dim, gorgeous figures in the cathedral windows; at the
happy children running to their mothers with their hands full of
primroses, as she saw them in the woods at spring-time; at the laughing
groups round the wood-fires in the new year time when she passed a
lattice pane that the snow-drift had not blocked; at all the things
that were so often in her sight, and yet with which her life had no
part or likeness.
She stood there on the rough flints, in the darkness cast from the
jutting beams of the house; and the other happier creature leaned above
there in the light, white and rose-hued, and with the silver bells of
the pins shaking in her yellow tresses.
"You are old Flamma's grand-daughter," cried the other from her
leafy nest above. "You work for him all day long at the mill?"
"Yes."
"And your feet are bare, and your clothes are rags, and you go to
and fro like a packhorse, and the people hate you? You must be a fool.
Your father was the devil, they say; why do you not make him give you
good things?"
"He will not hear," the child muttered wearily; had she not
besought him endlessly with breathless prayers?
"Will he not? Wait a year--wait a year."
"What then?" asked Folle-Farine, with a quick startled breath.
"In a year you will be a woman, and he always hears women, they
say."
"He hears you?"
The fair woman above laughed:
"Perhaps; in his fashion. But he pays me ill as yet," and she
plucked one of the silver pins from her hair, and stabbed the rosy foam
of the saxifrage through and through with it; for she was but a
gardener's wife, and was restless and full of discontent.
"Get you gone," she added quickly, "or I will thrown a stone at
you, you witch; you have the evil eye, they say, and you may strike me
blind if you stare so."
Folle-Farine went on her way over the sharp stones with a heavy
heart. That picture in the casement head had made that passage bright
to her many a time; and when at last that picture had moved and spoken,
it had only mocked her and reviled her as the rest did.
The street was dark for her like all the others now.
The gardener's wife, leaning there, with the green and gold of the
vineleaves brushing her hair, looked after her down the crooked way.
"That young wretch will be more beautiful than I," she thought; and
the thought was bitter to her, as such a one is to a fair woman.
Folle-Farine went slowly and sadly through the street with her head
dropped, and the large osier basket trailing behind her over the
stones.
She was well used to be pelted with words hard as hailstones, and
usually heeded them little, or gave them back with sullen, fierce
defiance. But from this woman they had wounded her; for that bright
bower of golden leaves and scarlet flowers she had faintly fancied some
stray beam of light might wander even to her.
She was soon outside the gates of the town, and beyond the old
walls, where the bramble and the lichen grew over the huge stones of
ramparts and fortifications, useless and decayed from age.
The country roads and paths, the silver streams and the wooden
bridges, the lanes through which the market mules picked their careful
way, the fields in which the white-capped peasant women and the
brindled oxen were at work, stretched all before her in a radiant air,
sweet with the scent of ripening fruits from many orchards.
Here and there a wayside crucifix rose dark against the sun; here
and there a chapel bell sounded from under some little peaked red roof.
The cattle dozed beside meadow ditches that were choked with wild
flowers; the dogs lay down beside their sheep and slept.
At the first cottage which she passed, the housewife sat out under
a spreading chestnut tree, weaving lace upon her knee.
Folle-Farine looked wistfully at the woman, who was young and
pretty, and who darted her swift skilled hand in and out around the
bobbins, keeping time meanwhile with a mirthful burden that she sang.
The woman looked up and frowned as the girl passed by her.
A little way farther on there was winehouse by the roadside, built
of wood, vine-wreathed, and half hidden in the tall flowering briars of
its garden.
Out of the lattice there was leaning a maiden with the silver cross
on her bosom shining in the sun, and her meek blue eyes smiling down
from under the tower of her white cap. She was reaching a carnation to
a student who stood below, with long fair locks and ruddy cheeks, and a
beard yellow with the amber down of twenty years; and who kissed her
white wrist as he caught the red flower.
Folle-Farine glanced at the pretty picture with a dull wonder and a
nameless pain: what could it mean to be happy like that?
Half a league onward she passed another cottage shadowed by a
sycamore-tree, and with the swallows whirling around its tall twisted
stone chimneys, and a beurré pear covering with branch and bloom its
old grey walls. An aged woman sat sipping coffee in the sun, and a
young one was sweeping the blue and white tiles with a broom, singing
gaily as she swept.
"Art thou well placed, my mother?" she asked, pausing to look
tenderly at the withered brown face, on which the shadows of the
sycamore leaves were playing.
The old mother smiled, steeping her bread in the coffee bowl.
"Surely, child; I can feel the sun and hear you sing."
She was happy though she was blind.
Folle-Farine stood a moment and looked at them across a hedge of
honeysuckle.
"How odd it must be to have anyone to care to hear your voice like
that!" she thought; and she went on her way through the poppies and
corn, half softened, half enraged.
Was she lower than they because she could find no one to care for
her or take gladness in her life? or was she greater than they because
all human delights were to her as the dead letters of an unknown
tongue?
Down a pathway fronting her, which ran midway between the yellowing
seas of wheat and a belt of lilac clover, and over which a swarm of
bees was murmuring, there came a country-woman, crushing the herbage
under her heavy shoes, ragged, picturesque, sunbrowned, swinging deep
brass pails as she went to the herds on the hillside. She carried a
child twisted into the folds of her dress; a boy, half asleep, with his
curly head against her breast.
As she passed, the woman drew her kerchief over her bosom, and over
the brown rosy face of the child.
"She shall not look at thee, my darling," she muttered. "Her look
withered Rémy's little limb." And she covered the child jealously, and
turned aside, so that she should tread a separate pathway through the
clover, and needed not to brush the garments of the one she was
compelled to pass.
Folle-Farine heard, and laughed aloud.
She knew of what the woman was thinking.
In the summer of the previous year, as she had passed the tanyard
on the western bank of the river, the tanner's little son, rushing out
in haste, had curled his mouth in insult at her, and clapping his
hands, hissed in a child's love of cruelty the mocking words which he
had heard his elders use of her. In answer, she had only turned her
head and looked down at him with calm eyes of scorn.
But the child, running out fast, and startled by that regard, had
slipped upon a shred of leather and had fallen heavily, breaking his
left leg at the knee.
The limb, unskilfully dealt with, and enfeebled by a tendency to
disease, had never been restored, but hung limp, crooked, useless,
withered from below the knee. Through all the country side the little
cripple, Rémy, creeping out into the sun upon his crutches, was pointed
out in a passionate pity as the object of her sorcery, the victim of
her vengeance.
When she had heard what they said she had laughed as she laughed
now, drawing together her straight brows and showing her glistening
teeth.
All the momentary softness died in her now as the peasant covered
the boy's face and turned aside into the clover. She laughed aloud, and
swept on through the half-ripe corn with that swift, harmonious,
majestic movement which was inborn in her, as it is inborn in the deer
or the antelope; singing again as she went those strange wild airs,
like the sigh of the wind, which were all the language which lingered
in her memory from the land that had seen her birth.
To such aversion as this she was too well used for it to be a
matter of even notice to her. She knew that she was marked and shunned
by the community amidst which her lot was cast; and she accepted
proscription without wonder and without resistance.
Folle-Farine: the Dust. What lower thing did earth hold?
In this old-world district, amidst the pastures and cornlands of
Normandy, superstition had taken a hold which the passage of centuries
and the advent of revolution had done very little to lessen.
Few of the people could read, and fewer still could write. They
knew nothing but what their priests and their politicians told them to
believe. They went to their beds with the poultry, and rose as the cock
crew: they went to mass, as their ducks to the osier and weed ponds;
and to the conscription as their lambs to the slaughter.
They understood that there was a world beyond them, but they
remembered it only as the best market for their fruit, their fowls,
their lace, their skins. Their brains were as dim as were their oil-lit
streets at night; though their lives were content and mirthful, and for
the most part pious. They went out into the summer meadows chaunting
aves, in seasons of drought to pray for rain on their parching
orchards, in the same credulity with which they groped through the
winter fog, bearing torches and chaunting dirges to gain a blessing at
seed time on their bleak black fallows.
The beauty and the faith of the old Mediæval life were with them
still; and its faith were its bigotry and its cruelty likewise.
They led simple and contented lives; for the most part honest, and
amongst themselves cheerful and kindly; preserving much grace of
colour, of costume, of idiosyncracy, because apart from the hueless
communism and characterless monotony of modern cities.
But they believed in sorcery and in devilry; they were brutal to
their beasts, and could be as brutal to their foes; they were steeped
in legend and tradition from their cradles; and all the darkest
superstitions of dead ages still found home and treasury in their
hearts and at their hearths.
Therefore, believing her a creature of evil, they were inexorable
against her; and thought that in being so they did their duty.
They had always been a religious people in this birth country of
the Flamma race; the strong poetic reverence of their forefathers,
which had symbolised itself in the carving of every lintel, corbel, or
buttress in their streets, and in the fashion of every spire on which a
weather-vane could gleam against the sun, was still in their blood; the
poetry had departed, but the bigotry remained.
Their ancestors had burned wizards and witches by the score in the
open square of the cathedral place, and their grandsires and grandams
had in brave, dumb, ignorant peasant fashion held fast to the lily and
the cross, and gone by hundreds to the salutation of the axe and the
baptism of the sword in the red days of revolution.
They were the same people still; industrious, frugal, peaceful,
loyal, wedded to old ways and to old relics, content on little, and
serene of heart; yet, withal, where they feared or where they hated,
brutal with the brutality begotten of abject ignorance. And they had
been so to this outcast whom they all called Folle-Farine.
When she had first come amidst them, a little desolate foreign
child, mute with the dumbness of an unknown tongue, and cast adrift
amongst strange people, unfamiliar ways, and chill blank glances, she
had shyly tried in a child's vague instincts of appeal and trust to
make friends with the other children that she saw, and to share a
little in the mothers' smiles and the babies' pastimes that were all
around her in the glad green world of summer.
But she had been denied and rejected with hard words and harder
blows; at her coming the smiles had changed to frowns, and the pastime
into terror.
She was proud, she was shy, she was savage; she felt rather than
understood that she was suspected and reviled; she ceased to seek her
own kind, and only went for companionship and sympathy to the creatures
of the fields an the woods, to the things of the earth and the sky and
the water.
"Thou art the devil's daughter!" half in sport hissed the youths in
the market-place against her as the little child went amongst them,
carrying a load for her grandsire, heavier than her arms knew how to
bear.
"Thou wert plague-spotted from thy birth," said the old man
himself, as she strained her small limbs to and fro the floors of his
storehouses, carrying wood or flour or tiles or rushes, or whatever
there chanced to need such convoy.
"Get thee away, we are not to touch thee!" hissed the six-year old
infants at play by the river when she waded in amidst them to reach
with her lither arms the far-off water-flower which they were too
timorous to pluck, and tendered it to the one who had desired it.
"The devil begot thee, and my cow fell ill yesterday after thou
hadst laid hands upon her!" muttered the old women, lifting a stick as
she went near to their cattle in the meadows to brush off with a broad
dockleaf the flies that were teasing the poor, meek, patient beasts.
So, cursed when she did her duty and driven away when she tried to
do good, her young soul had hardened itself and grown fierce, mute,
callous, isolated.
There were only the four-footed things, so wise, so silent, so
tender of heart, so bruised of body, so innocent, and so agonised, that
had compassion for her, and saved her from utter desolation. In the
mild sad gaze of the cow, in the lustrous suffering eyes of the horse,
in the noble frank faith of the dog, in the soft bounding glee of the
lamb, in the unwearied toil of the ass, in the tender industry of the
bird, she had sympathy and she had example.
She loved them and they loved her.
She saw that they were sinless, diligent, faithful, devoted, loyal
servers of base masters; loving greatly, and for their love goaded,
beaten, overtasked, slaughtered.
She took the lesson to heart; and hated men and women with a bitter
hatred.
So she had grown up for ten years, caring for no human thing,
except in a manner for the old man Marcellin, who was, like her,
proscribed.
The priest had striven to turn her soul what they had termed
heavenward; but their weapons had been wrath and intimidation. She
would have none of them. No efforts that they or her grandsire made had
availed; she would be starved, thrashed, cursed, maltreated as they
would; she could not understand their meaning, or would not submit
herself to their religion.
As years went on they found the contest hopeless, so had abandoned
her to the devil, who had made her; and the daughter of one whom the
whole province had called saint had never passed within church-doors or
known the touch of holy water save when they had cast it on her as an
exorcism. And when she met a priest in the open roads or on the
byepaths of the fields, she always sang in loud defiance her wildest
melodies.
Where had she learnt these?
They had been sung to her by Phratos, and taught by him.
Who had he been?
Her old life was obscure to her memory, and yet glorious even in
that dimness.
She did not know who those people had been with whom she had
wandered, nor in what land they had dwelt.
But that wondrous free life remained on her remembrance as a thing
never to be forgotten or to be known again; a life odorous with
bursting fruits and budding flowers; full of strangest and of sweetest
music; spent for ever under green leaves and suns that had no setting;
for ever beside fathomless waters and winding forests; for ever rhymed
to melody and soothed to the measure of deep winds and drifting clouds.
For she had forgotten all except its liberty and its loveliness;
and the old gypsy life of the Liébana remained with her only as some
stray fragment of an existence passed in another world from which she
was now an exile, and revived in her only in the fierce passion of her
nature, in her bitter, vague rebellion, in her longing to be free, in
her anguish of vain desires for richer hues and bluer skies and wilder
winds than those amidst which she toiled.
At times she remembered likewise the songs and the melodies of
Phratos; remembered them when the moon rays swept across the white
breadth of water lilies, or the breath of the spring stole through the
awakening woods; and when she remembered them she wept--wept bitterly,
where none could look on her.
She never thought of Phratos as a man; as of one who had lived in a
human form, and was now lying dead in an earthly grave. Her memory of
him was as of some nameless creature half divine, whose footsteps
brought laughter and music, with eyes bright as a bird's, yet sad as a
dog's, and a voice for ever singing; clad in goat's hair, gigantic and
gay: a creature that had spoken tenderly to her, that had bidden her
laugh and rejoice, that had carried her when she was weary; that had
taught her to sleep under the dewy leaves, and to greet the things of
the night as soft sisters, and to fear nothing in the whole living
world, in the earth, or the air, or the sky, and to tell the truth
though a falsehood were to save the bare feet from flintstones, and
naked shoulders from the stick, and an empty body from hunger and
thirst. A creature that seemed to her in her memories even as the faun
seemed to the fancies of the children of the Piræus; a creature half
man and half animal, glad and grotesque, full of mirth and of music,
belonging to the forest, to the brook, to the stars, to the leaves,
wandering like the wind, and, like the wind, homeless.
This was all her memory; but she cherished it; in the face of the
priests she bent her straight black brows and curled her scornful
scarlet lips, but for the sake of Phratos she held one religion; though
she hated men she told them never a lie, and asked of them never alms.
She went now along the white level roads, the empty basket balanced
on her head, her form moving with the free harmonious grace of desert
women, and she sang as she went the old sweet songs of the broken viol.
She was friendless and desolate; she was ill-fed, she was heavily
tasked; she toiled without thanks; she was ignorant of even so much
knowledge as the peasants about her had; she was without a past or a
future, and her present had in it but daily toil and bitter words;
hunger, and thirst, and chastisement.
Yet for all that she sang;--sang because the vitality in her made
her dauntless of all evil; because the abundant life opening in her
made her glad in despite of fate; because the youth, and the strength,
and the soul that were in her could not utterly be brutalised, could
not wholly cease from feeling the gladness of the sun, the coursing of
the breeze, the liberty of nature, the sweet quick sense of living.
Before long she reached the spot where the old man Marcellin was
breaking his stones.
His pile was raised much higher; he sat astride on a log of timber
and hammered the flints on and on, on and on, without looking up; the
dust, where the tramp of the people had raised it, was still thick on
the leaves and the herbage; and the prayers and the chaunts had failed
as yet to bring the slightest cloud, the faintest rain mist, across the
hot unbroken azure of the skies.
Marcellin was her only friend; the proscribed always adhere to one
another; when they are few they can only brood and suffer, harmlessly;
when they are many they rise as with one foot and strike as with one
hand. Therefore, it is always perilous to make the lists of any
proscription over long.
The child, who was also an outcast, went to him and paused; in a
curious, lifeless, bitter way they cared for one another; this girl who
had grown to believe herself born of hell, and this man who had grown
to believe that he had served hell.
With the bastard Folle-Farine and with the regicide Marcellin the
people had no association, and for them no pity; therefore they had
found each other by the kinship of proscription; and in a way there was
love between them.
"You are glad, since you sing!" said the old man to her as she
passed him again on her homeward way, and paused again beside him.
"The birds in cages sing," she answered him. "But, think you they
are glad?"
"Are they not?"
She sat down a moment beside him, on the bank which was soft with
moss, and odorous with wild flowers curling up the stems of the poplars
and straying over into the corn beyond.
"Are they? Look. Yesterday I passed a cottage, it is on the great
south road; far away from her. The house was empty; the people, no
doubt, were gone to labour in the fields; there was a wicker cage
hanging to the wall, and in the cage there was a blackbird. The sun
beat on his head; his square of sod was a dry clod of bare earth; the
heat had dried every drop of water in his pan; and yet the bird was
singing. Singing how? In torment, beating his breast against the bars
till the blood started, crying to the skies to have mercy on him and to
let rain fall. His song was shrill; it had a scream in it; still he
sang. Do you say the merle was glad?"
"What did you do?" asked the old man, still breaking his stones
with a monotonous rise and fall of his hammer.
"I took the cage down and opened the door."
"And he?"
"He shot up in the air first, then dropped down amidst the grasses,
where a little brook which the drought had not dried was still running;
and he bathed and drank and bathed again, seeming mad with the joy of
the water. When I lost him from sight he was swaying among the leaves
on a bough over the river; but then he was silent."
"And what do you mean by that?"
Her eyes clouded; she was mute. She vaguely knew the meaning it
bore to herself, but it was beyond her to express it. All things of
nature had voices and parables for her, because her fancy was vivid and
her mind was dreamy; but that mind was still too dark, and too
profoundly ignorant, for her to be able to shape her thoughts into
metaphor or deduction.
The bird had spoken to her; by his silence as by his song; but what
he had uttered she could not well utter again. Save, indeed, that song
was not gladness, and neither was silence pain.
Marcellin, although he had asked her, had asked needlessly; for he
also knew.
"And what, think you, the people said when they went back and found
the cage empty?" he pursued, still echoing his words and hers by the
ringing sound of the falling hammer.
A smile curled her lips.
"That was no though of mine." she said carelessly. "They had done
wickedly to cage him; to set him free I would have pulled down their
thatch, or stove in their door, had need been."
"Good!" said the old man briefly, with a gleam of light over his
harsh lean face.
He looked up at her as he worked, the shivered flints flying right
and left.
"It was a pity to make you a woman," he muttered, as his keen gaze
swept over her.
"A woman!" She echoed the words dully and half wonderingly; she
could not understand it in connection with herself.
A woman; that was a woman who sat in the sun under the fig tree,
working her lace on a frame; that was a woman who leaned out of her
lattice tossing a red carnation to her lover; that was a woman who
swept the open porch of their house, singing as she cleared the dust
away; that was a woman who strode on her blithe way through the clover,
carrying her child at her breast.
She seemed to have no likeness to them, no kindred with them; she,
a beast of burden, a creature soulless and homeless; an animal made to
fetch and carry, to be cursed and beaten, to know neither love nor
hope, neither past nor future, but only a certain dull patience and
furious hate, a certain dim pleasure in labour and indifference to
pain.
"It was a pity to make you a woman," said the old man once more.
"You might be a man worth something; but a woman!--a thing that has no
medium; no haven between hell and heaven; no option save to sit by the
hearth to watch the pot boil and suckle the children, or to go out into
the streets and the taverns to mock at men and to murder them. Which
will you do in the future?"
"What?"
She scarcely knew the meaning of the word. She saw that the female
creatures round her were of all shades of age, from the young girls
with their peach-like cheeks to the old crones brown and withered as
last year's nuts; she knew that if she lived on she would be old
likewise; but of a future she had no conception, no ideal. She had been
left too ignorant to have visions of any other world hereafter than
this one which the low-lying green hills and the arc of the pale blue
sky shut in upon her.
She had one desire, indeed--a desire vague yet fierce--the desire
for liberty. But it was such desire as the bird which she had freed had
known; the desire of instinct, the desire of existence, only; her mind
was powerless to conceive a future, because a future is a hope, and of
hope she knew nothing.
The old man glanced at her, and saw that she had not comprehended.
He smiled with a certain bitter pity.
"I spoke idly," he said to himself; "slaves cannot have a future.
But yet--"
Yet he saw that the creature who was so ignorant of her own powers,
of her own splendours, of her own possibilities, had even now a beauty
as great as that of a lustrous eastern-eyed passion-flower; and he knew
that to a woman who has such beauty as this the world holds out in its
hand the tender of at least one future--one election, one kingdom, one
destiny.
"Women are loved," she said suddenly; "will any one love me?"
Marcellin smiled bitterly.
"Many will love you, doubtless--as the wasp loves the peach that he
kisses with his sting, and leaves rotten to drop from the stem!"
She was silent again, revolving his meaning; it lay beyond her,
both in the peril which it embodied from others, and the beauty in
herself which it implied. She could reach no conception of herself,
save as what she now was, a body servant of toil, a beast of burden
like a young mule.
"But all shun me, as even the wasp shuns the bitter oak apple," she
said, slowly and dreamily; "who should love me, even as the wasp loves
the peach?"
Marcellin smiled his grim and shadowy smile. He made answer--
"Wait!"
She sat mute once more, revolving this strange, brief word in her
thoughts--strange to her, with a promise as vague, as splendid, and as
incomprehensible as the prophecy of empire to a slave.
"The future?" she said, at last. "That means something that one has
not, and that is to come--is it so?"
"Something that one never has, and that never comes," muttered the
old man, wearily cracking the flints in two; "something that one
possesses in one's sleep, and that is farther off each time that one
awakes; and yet a thing that one sees always--sees even when one lies
a-dying, they say--for men are fools."
Folle-Farine listened, musing, with her hands clasped on the
handles of her empty basket, and her chin resting upon them, and her
eyes watching a maimed butterfly drag its wings of emerald and diamond
through the hot, pale, sickly dust.
"I dream!" she said, suddenly, as she stooped and lifted the
wounded insect gently on to the edge of a leaf. "But I dream wide
awake."
Marcellin smiled.
"Never say so. They will think you mad. That is only what foolish
things, called poets, do."
"What is a poet?"
"A foolish thing--I tell you--mad enough to believe that men will
care to strain their eyes, as he strains his, to see the face of a God
who never looks and never listens."
"Ah!"
She was so accustomed to be told, that all she did was unlike to
others, and was either wicked or was senseless, that she saw nothing
except the simple statement of a fact in the rebuke which he had given
her. She sat quiet, gazing down into the thick white dust of the road,
bestirred by the many feet of mules and men that had trodden through it
since the dawn.
"I dream beautiful things," she pursued slowly. "In the moonlight
most often. I seem to remember, when I dream--so much! so much!"
"Remember--what should you remember? You were but a baby when they
brought you hither."
"So they say. But I might live before, in my father's kingdom. In
the devil's kingdom? Why not?"
"Why not, indeed! Perhaps we all lived there once; and that is why
we all, through all our lives, hanker to get back to it!"
"I ask him so often to take me back, but he does not seem ever to
hear."
"Chut! He will hear in his own good time. The devil never passes by
a woman."
"A woman!" she repeated. The word seemed to have no likeness and no
fitness with herself.
A woman--she!--a creature made to be beaten, and worn at, and
shunned, and loaded like a mule, and driven like a bullock!
"Look you," said the old man, resting his hammer for a moment, and
wiping the sweat from his brow. "I have lived in this vile place forty
years. I remember the woman that they say bore you--Reine Flamma. She
was a beautiful woman, and pure as snow, and noble, and innocent. She
wearied God incessantly. I have seen her stretched for hours at the
foot of that cross. She was wretched; and she entreated her God to take
away her monotonous misery, and to give her some life new and fair. But
God never answered. He left her to herself. It was the devil that
heard--and replied."
"Then, is the devil juster than their God?"
Marcellin leaned his hammer on his knee, and his voice rose clear
and strong; as it had rung of yore from the tribune.
"He looks so, at the least. It is his wisdom, and that is why his
following is so large. Nay, I say, when God is deaf the devil listens.
"That is his wisdom, see you.
"So often the poor little weak human soul, striving to find the
right way, cries feebly for help, and none answer.
"The poor little weak soul is blind and astray in the busy streets
of the world.
"It lifts its voice, but its voice is so young and so feeble, like
the pipe of a newly-born bird in the dawn, that it is drowned in the
shouts and the manifold sounds of those hard, crowded, cruel streets,
where every one is for himself, and no man has ears for his neighbour.
It is hungered, it is athirst, it is sorrowful, it is blinded, it is
perplexed, it is afraid.
"It cries often, but God and man leave it to itself.
"Then the devil, who hearkens always, and who, though all the
trumpets blowing their brazen music in the streets bray in his honour,
yet is too wise to lose even the slightest sound of any in
distress--since of such are the largest sheaves of his harvest--comes
to the little soul, and teaches it with tenderness, and guides it
towards the paths of gladness, and fills it s lips with the bread of
sweet passions, and its nostrils with the savour of fair vanities, and
blows in its ear the empty breath of men's lungs, till that sickly wind
seems divinest music.
"Then is the soul dazzled and captured, and made the devil's for
evermore; half through its innocence, half through its weakness; but
chiefly of all because God and man would not hear its cries while yet
it was sinless and only astray."
He ceased, and the strokes of his hammer rang again on the sharp
flint stones.
She had listened with her lips parted breathlessly, and her
night-like eyes dilated. In the years of his youth the old man had
possessed that rare power which can tip words with fire, and send them
burning and keen into the coldest heart; and the power was still there,
when it woke up from the stupor of a life of toil, and the silence of a
harsh old age. In the far distant time, when he had been amidst the
world of men, he had known how to utter the words that charmed to
stillness a raging multitude. He had not altogether lost this eloquence
at such rare times as he still cared to break his silence, and to
unfold the unforgotten memories of a life long dead.
He would speak thus to her, but to no other.
Folle-Farine listened, mute and breathless, her eyes uplifted to
the sun, where it was sinking westward through a pomp of golden and of
purple cloud. He was the only creature who ever spoke to her as though
she likewise were human; and she followed his words with dumb
unquestioning faith, as a dog its master's footsteps.
"The soul! What is the soul?" she muttered at length.
He caught in his hand the beautiful diamond-winged butterfly, which
now, freed of the dust and drinking in the sunlight, was poised on a
foxglove in the hedge growing near him, and held it against the light.
What is it that moves this creature's wings, and glances in its
eyes, and gives it delight in the summer's warmth, in the orchid's
honey, and in the lime-tree's leaves?"
"I do not know; but I know that I can kill it--with one grind of my
heel."
"So much we know of the soul--no more."
She freed it from his hand.
"Whoever made it, then, was cruel. If he could give it so much
power, why not have given it a little more, so that it could escape you
always?"
"You ask what men have asked ten times ten thousand years--since
the world began--without an answer. Because the law of all creation is
cruelty, I suppose; because the dust of death is always the breath of
life. The great man, dead, changes to a million worms, and lives again
in the juices of the grass above his grave. It matters little. The
worms destroy; the grasses nourish. Few great men do more than the
first, or as much as the last."
"But get you homeward," he continued, breaking off his parable; "it
is two hours past noon, and if you be late on the way you pay for it
with your body. Begone."
She nodded her head, and went; he seldom used gentle words to her,
and yet she knew, in a way, that he cared for her; moreover, she
rejoiced in that bitter, caustic contempt in which he, the oldest man
amidst them, held all men.
His words were the only thing that had aroused her dulled brain to
its natural faculties; in a manner, from him she had caught something
of knowledge--something, too, of intellect; he alone prevented her from
sinking to that absolute unquestioning despair which surely ends in
idiocy or in self-murder.
She pursued her way in silence across the fields, and along the
straight white road, and across a wooden bridge that spanned the river,
to her home.
There was a gentler lustre in her eyes and her mouth had the faint
light of a half smile upon it; she did not know what hope meant; it
never seemed possible to her that her fate could be other than it was,
since so long the messengers and emissaries of her father's empire had
been silent and leaden-footed to her call.
Yet, in a manner, she was comforted, for had not two mouths that
day bidden her "wait"?
She entered at length the little wood of Yprès, and heard that rush
and music of the deep mill water, which was the sole thing she had
learned to love in all the place.
Beyond it were the apple orchards and fruit gardens which rendered
Claudis Flamma back full recompense for the toil they cost
him--recompense so large, indeed, that many disbelieved in that poverty
which he was wont to aver weighed so hardly and so tightly on him. Both
were now rich in all their mature abundance, since the stream which
rushed through them had saved them from the evil effects of the long
drought so severely felt in other districts. The cherry trees were
scarlet with their latest fruit; the great pumpkins glowed amongst
their leaves in tawny orange heaps; little russet-breasted bullfinches
beat their wings vainly at the fine network that enshrouded the paler
gold of the wall apricots; a grey cat was stealing amongst the delicate
yellows of the pear-shaped marrows; where a round green wrinkled melon
lay a-ripening in the sun, a gorgeous dragon-fly was hovering, and a
mother-mavis, in her simple coif of brown and white and grey, was
singing with all the gladness of her sunny summer joys.
Beyond a hedge of prickly thorn the narrower flower garden
stretched, spanned by low stone walls, made venerable by the silvery
beards of lichens; and the whole earth was full of colour from the
crimson and the golden gladioli; from the carmine-hued carnations; from
the deep-blue lupins, and the Gloire de Dijon roses; from the green
slender stems, and the pure white cups, of the virginal lilies; and
from the gorgeous beetles, with their purple tunics and their shields
of bronze, like Grecian hoplites in battle array. While everywhere,
above this sweet glad garden world, the butterflies, purple and
jewelled, the red-starts in their ruby coats, the dainty azure-winged
blue-warblers, the golden-girdled wasp with his pinions light as mist,
and the velvet-coated bee with his pleasant harvest song, flew ever in
the sunlight, murmuring, poising, praising, rejoicing.
The place was beautiful in its own simple, quiet way; lying in a
hollow, where the river tumbled down in tow or three short breaks and
leaps which broke its habitual smooth and sluggish form, and brought it
in a sheet of dark water and with a million foam-bells against the
walls of the mill-house and under the ponderous wheels.
The wooden house itself also was picturesque, in the old fashion
common when men built their dwellings slowly and for love; with all its
countless carvings black by age, its jutting beams shapen into
grotesque human likeness and tragic masks; its parquetted work run over
by the green cups of stoneworks, and its high roof with deep shelving
eave bright with diapered tiles of blue and white and rose, and alive
all day with curling swallows, with pluming pigeons, with cooing doves.
It was beautiful; and the heart of Reine Flamma's young daughter
doubtless would have clung to it, with all a child's instinct of love
and loyalty to its home, had it not been to her only a prison-house
wherein three bitter gaolers for ever ruled her with a rod of
iron--bigotry and penury and cruelty.
She flung herself down a moment in the garden, on the long grass
under a mulberry tree, ere she went in to give her account of the fruit
sold and the monies brought by her.
She had been on foot since four o'clock in the dawn of that sultry
day; her only meal had been a bowl or cold milk and a hunch of dry
bread crushed in her strong small teeth. She always toiled hard at such
bodily labour as was set to her; to domestic work, to the work of the
distaff and spindle, of the stove and the needle, they had never been
able to break her; they had found that she would be beaten black and
blue ere she would be bound to it; but against open air exertion she
had never rebelled, and she had in her all the strength and the
swiftness of the nomadic race of the Liébana, and had nought of their
indolence and their dishonesty.
She was very hungry, she was again thirsty; yet she did not break
off a fruit from any bough about her; she did not steep her hot lips in
any one of the cool juicy apricots which studded the stones of the wall
beyond her.
No one had ever taught her honesty, except indeed in that dim dead
time when Phratos had closed her small hands in his whenever they had
stretched out to some forbidden thing, and had said, "Take the goods
the gods give thee, but steal not from men." And yet honest she was, by
reason of the fierce proud savage independence in her, and her dim
memories of that sole friend loved and lost.
She wanted many a thing, many a time;--nay, nearly every hour that
she lived, she wanted those sheer necessaries which make life
endurable; but she had taught herself to do without them rather than
owe them by prayer or plunder to that human race which she hated, and
to which she always doubted her own kinship.
Buried in the grass, she now abandoned herself to the bodily
delights of rest, of shade, of coolness, of sweet odours: the scent of
the fruits and flowers was heavy on the air; the fall of the water made
a familiar tempestuous music on her ear; and her fancy, poetic still,
though deadened by a life of ignorance and toil, was stirred by the
tender tones of the numberless birds that sang about her.
"The earth and the air are good," she thought, as she lay there
watching the dark leaves sway in the foam and the wind, and the
bright-bosomed birds float from blossom to blossom.
For there was latent in her, all untaught, that old pantheistic
instinct of the divine age, when the world was young, to behold a
sentient consciousness in every leaf unfolded to the light; to see a
soul in every created thing the day shines on; to feel the presence of
an eternal life in every breeze that moves, in every grass that grows;
in every flame that lifts itself to heaven; in every bell that vibrates
on the air; in every moth that soars to reach the stars.
Pantheism is the religion of the poet; and nature had made her a
poet, though man as yet had but made of her an outcast, a slave, and a
beast of burden.
"The earth and the air are good," she thought, watching the
sun-rays pierce the purple heart of a passion-flower, the shadows move
across the deep brown water, the radiant butterfly alight upon a lily,
the scarlet-throated birds dart in and out, through the yellow feathery
blossoms of the limes.
All birds were her friends.
Phratos had taught her in her infancy many notes of their various
songs, and many ways and means of luring them to come and rest upon her
shoulder and peck the berries in her hands. She had lived so much in
the open fields and amongst the woods that she had made her chief
companions of them. She could emulate so deftly all their voices, from
the call of the wood dove to the chant of the blackbird, and from the
trill of the nightingale to the twitter of the titmouse, that she could
summon them all to her at will, and have dozens of them fluttering
around her head and swaying their pretty bodies on her wrist.
It was one of her ways that seemed to the peasantry so weird and
magical; and they would come home from their fields on a spring
day-break and tell their wives in horror how they had seen the devil's
daughter in the red flush of the sunrise, ankle-deep in violets, and
covered with birds from head to foot, hearing their whispers, and
giving them her messages to carry in return.
One meek-eyed woman had dared once to say that St. Francis had done
as much, and it had been accredited to him as a fair action and
virtuous knowledge; but she was frowned down and chattered down by her
louder neighbours, who told her that she might look for some sharp
judgment of heaven for daring to couple together the blessed name of
the holy saint and the accursed name of this foul spirit.
But all they could say could not break the charmed communion
between Folle-Farine and her feathered companions.
She loved them and they her. In the hard winter she had always
saved some of her scanty meal for them, and in the springtime and the
summer they always rewarded her with floods of songs and soft caresses
from their nestling wings.
There were no rare birds, no birds of moor and mountain, in that
cultivated and populous district; but to her all the little home-bred
things of pasture and orchard were full of poetry and of character.
The robins, with that pretty air of boldness with which they veil
their real shyness and timidity; the strong and saucy sparrows,
powerful by the strength of all mediocrities and majorities; all the
dainty families of finches in their gay apparellings; the plain brown
bird that filled the night with music; the gorgeous oriole ruffling in
gold, the gilded princeling of them all; the little blue warblers, the
violets of the air; the kingfishers who had hovered so long over the
forget-me-nots upon the rivers that they had caught the colours of the
flowers on their wings; the bright black-caps green as the leaves, with
their yellow waistcoats and velvet hoods, the innocent freebooters of
the woodland liberties: all these were her friends and lovers, various
as any human crowds of court or city.
She loved them; they and the fourfooted beasts were the sole things
that did not flee from her; and the woeful and mad slaughter of them by
the peasants was to her a grief passionate in its despair. She did not
reason on what she felt; but to her a bird slain was a trust betrayed,
an innocence defiled, a creature of heaven struck to earth.
Suddenly on the silence of the garden there was a little shrill
sound of pain; the birds flew high in air, screaming and startled; the
leaves of a bough of ivy shook as with a struggle.
She rose and looked; a line of twine was trembling against the
foliage; in its noosed end the throat of the mavis had been caught; it
hung tremblingly and clutching at the air convulsively with its little
drawn up feet. It had flown into the trap as it had ended its joyous
song and soared up to join its brethren.
There were a score of such traps set in the miller's garden.
She unloosed the cord from about its tiny neck, set it free, and
laid it down upon the ivy: the succour came too late; the little gentle
body was already without breath; the feet had ceased to beat the air;
the small soft head had drooped feebly on one side; the lifeless eyes
had started from their sockets; the throat was without song for
evermore.
"The earth would be good but for men," she thought, as she stood
with the little dead bird in her hand.
Its mate, which was poised on a rose bough, flew straight to it,
and curled round and round about the small slain body, and piteously
bewailed its fate, and mourned, refusing to be comforted, agitating the
air with trembling wings, and giving out vain cries of grief.
Vain; for the little joyous life was gone; the life that asked only
of God and Man a home in the green leaves; a drop of dew from the cup
of a rose; a bough to swing on in the sunlight; a summer day to
celebrate in song.
All the winter through, it had borne cold and hunger and pain
without lament; it had saved the soil from destroying larvæ, and
purified the trees from all foul germs; it had built its little home
unaided, and had fed its nestlings without alms; it had given its sweet
song lavishly to the winds, to the blossoms, to the empty air, to the
deaf ears of men; and now it lay dead in its innocence; trapped and
slain because human greed begrudge it a berry worth the thousandth part
of a copper coin.
Out from the porch of the mill-house Claudis Flamma came, with a
knife in his hand and a basket, to cut lilies for one of the choristers
of the cathedral, since the morrow would be the religious feast of the
Visitation of Mary.
He saw the dead thrush in her hand, and chuckled to himself as he
went by.
"The tenth bird trapped since sunrise," he said, thinking how
shrewd and how sure in their make were these traps of twine that he set
in the grass and the leaves.
She said nothing; but the darkness of disgust swept over her face,
as he came in sight in the distance.
She knelt down and scraped a hole in the earth; and laid moss in it
and put the mavis softly on its green and fragrant bier, and covered it
with handsful of fallen rose leaves and with a spring or two of thyme.
Around her head the widowed thrush flew ceaselessly, uttering sad
cries;--who now should wander with him through the sunlight?--who now
should rove with him above the blossoming fields?--who now should sit
with him beneath the boughs hearing the sweet rain fall between the
leaves?--who now should wake with him whilst yet the world was dark, to
feel the dawn break, ere the east were red, and sing a welcome to the
unborn day?
MEANWHILE Claudis Flamma cut the lilies for the cathedral altars,
muttering many holy prayers as he gathered the flowers of Mary.
When the white lily sheaves had been borne away, kept fresh in wet
moss, by the young chorister who had been sent for them, the miller
turned to her.
"Where is the money?"
She, standing beside the buried bird, undid the leathern thong
about her waist, opened the pouch, and counted out the coins, one by
one, on the flat stone of a water tank amongst the lilies and the ivy.
There were a few silver pieces of slight value and some dozens of
copper ones. The fruit had been left at various stalls and houses in
small portions, for it was the custom to supply it fresh each day.
He caught them up with avidity, bit and tested each, counted them
again and again, and yet again; after the third enumeration he turned
sharply on her.
"There are two pieces too little: what have you done with them?"
"There are two sous short," she answered him curtly. "Twelve of the
figs for the tanner Florian were rotten."
"Rotten!--they were but over ripe."
"It is the same thing."
"You dare to answer me?--animal! I say they had only tasted a
little too much of the sun. It only made them the sweeter."
"They were rotten."
"They were not. You dare to speak! If they had been rotten, they
lay under the others; he could not have seen--"
"I saw."
"You saw! Who are you?--a beggar--a beast--a foul offspring of sin.
You dared to show them to him, I will warrant?"
"I showed him that they were not good."
"And gave him back the two sous?"
"I took seven sous for what were good. I took nothing for the
rotten ones."
"Wretch! you dare to tell me that!"
A smile careless and sarcastic curled her mouth; her eyes looked at
him with all their boldest, fiercest lustre.
"I never steal--not even from you, good Flamma."
"You have stolen now!" he shrieked, his thin and feeble voice
rising in fury at his lost coins and his discovered treachery. "It is a
lie that the figs were rotten; it is a lie that you took but seven
sous. You stole the two sous to buy you bread and honey in the streets,
or to get a drink at the wine shops. I know you; I know you; it is a
devil's device to please your gluttonous appetite. The figs
rotten!--not so rotten as is your soul would they be though they were
black as night and though they stank as river mud! Go back to Denis
Florian and bring me the two sous, or I will thrash you as a thief."
She laughed a hard, scornful, reckless laughter.
"You can thrash me; you cannot make me a thief."
"You will not go back to Florian?"
"I will not ask him to pay for what was bad."
"You will not confess that you stole the money?"
"I should lie if I did."
"Then strip."
She set her teeth in silence; and without a moment's hesitation
unloosened the woollen sash knotted round her waist, and pushed down
the coarse linen tunic from about her throat.
The white folds fell from off the perfect curves of her brown arms,
and left bare her shining shoulders, beautiful as any sculptured
Psyche's.
She was not conscious of degradation in her punishment; she had
been bidden to bow her head and endure the lash from the earliest years
she could remember. According to the only creed she knew, silence and
fortitude and strength were the greatest of all virtues.
She stood now in the cross lights among the lilies as she had stood
when a little child, erect, unquailing, and ready to suffer; insensible
of humiliation because unconscious of sin; and so tutored by severity
and exposure that she had as yet none of the shy shame and the fugitive
shrinking of her sex. She had only the boldness to bear, the courage to
be silent, which she had had when she had stood amongst the same tall
lilies, in the same summer radiance, in the years of her helpless
infancy.
She uncovered herself to the lash as a brave hound crouches to it;
not from inborn cowardice, but simply from the habit of obedience and
of endurance.
He had used her as the Greeks the Helots; he always beat her, when
she was at fault, to teach her to be faultless; and, when without
offence, beat her to remind her that she was the offspring of
humiliation, and a slave.
He took, as he had taken in an earlier time, a thick rope which lay
coiled upon the turf ready for the binding of some straying boughs; and
struck her with it, slowly. His arm had lost somewhat of its strength,
and his power was unequal to his will. Still rage for the loss of his
copper pieces, and the sense that she had discovered the fraudulent
intention of his small knavery, lent force to his feebleness; as the
scourge whistled through the air and descended on her shoulders it left
bruised, swollen marks to stamp its passage, and curling, adder-like,
bit and drew blood.
Yet to the end she stood mute and motionless, as she had stood in
her childhood; not a nerve quivered, not a limb flinched: the colour
rushed over her bent face and her bare chest, but she never made a
movement; she never gave a sound.
When his arm dropped from sheer exhaustion, she still said not one
word; she drew tight once more the sash about her waist, and fastened
afresh the linen of her bodice.
The bruised and wounded flesh smarted and ached and throbbed; but
she was used to such pain, and bore it as their wounds were borne by
the women of the Spartan games.
"Your two sous have brought you bitterness," he muttered with a
smile. "You will scarce find my fruit rotten again in haste. There are
bread and beans within; go get a meal; I want the mule to take flour to
Barbizène."
She did not go within to eat; the bruises and the burning of her
skin made her feel sick and weak. She went away and cast herself at
full length in the shade of the long grasses of the orchard; resting
her chin upon her hands, cooling her aching breast against the soft
damp moss; thinking, thinking, thinking, of what she hardly knew,
except, indeed, that she wished that she were dead, like the bird she
had covered with the leaves.
He did not leave her long to even so much peace as this; his shrill
voice soon called her from her rest; he bade her get ready the mule and
go.
She obeyed.
The animal was saddled with his wooden pack; as many sacks as he
could carry were piled upon the framework; she put her hand upon his
bridle, and set out to walk to Barbizène which was two leagues away.
"Work is the only thing to drive the devil that begat her out of
her," muttered the miller, as he watched the old mule pace down the
narrow, tree-shadowed road that led across the fields: and he believed
that he did rightly in this treatment of her.
It gratified the sharp hard cruelty of temper in him, indeed, but
he did not think that in such self-indulgence he ever erred. He was a
bitter, cunning, miserly old man, whose solitary tenderness of feeling
and honesty of pride had been rooted out for ever when he had learned
the dishonour of the woman whom he had deemed a saint. In the ten years
of time which had passed since first the little brown large-eyed child
had been sent to seek asylum with him, he had grown harder and keener
and more severe with each day that rose.
Her presence was abhorrent to him, though he kept her, partly from
a savage sense of duty, partly from the persuasion that she had the
power in her to make the strongest and the cheapest slave he had ever
owned. For the rest, he sincerely and devoutly believed that the devil,
in some witchery of human guise, had polluted his daughter's body and
soul, and that it was by the foul fiend and by no earthly lover that
she had conceived and borne the creature who now abode with him.
Perhaps, also, as was but natural, he sometime felt more furious
against this offspring of hell because ever and again some gleam of
fantastic inborn honour, some strange savage instinct of honesty, would
awake in her and oppose him, and make him ashamed of those small and
secret sins of chicanery wherein his soul delighted, and for which he
compounded with his gods.
He had left her mind a blank, because he thought the body laboured
hardest when the brain was still asleep, which is true; she could not
read; she could not write; she knew absolutely nothing.
Yet there was a soul awake in her; there were innumerable thoughts
and dreams brooding in her fathomless eyes; there was a desire in her,
fierce and unslaked, for some other life than this life of the
packhorse and of the day labourer which alone she knew.
He had done his best to degrade and to brutalise her, and in much
he had succeeded; but he had not succeeded wholly. There was a liberty
in her that escaped his thraldom; there was a soul in her that resisted
the deadening influence of her existence.
She had none of the shame of her sex; she had none of the timorous
instincts of womanhood. She had a savage stubborn courage, and she was
insensible of the daily outrages of her life. She would strip bare to
his word obediently, feeling only that it would be feeble and worthless
to dread the pain of the lash. She would bathe in the woodland pool,
remembering no more that she might be watched by human eyes than does
the young tigress that has never beheld the face of man.
In all this she was brutalised and degraded by her tyrant's
bondage: in other things she was far higher than he, and escaped him.
Stupefied as her mind might be by the exhaustion of severe physical
labour, it had still irony and it had still imagination; and under the
hottest heats of temptation there were two things which by sheer
instinct she resisted, and resisted so that neither of them had ever
been forced on her--they were falsehood and fear.
"It is the infamous strength of the devil!" said Claudis Flamma,
when he found that he could not force her to deviate from the truth.
The world says the same of those who will not feed it with lies.
THAT long dry summer was followed by an autumn of drought and
scarcity.
The prayers of the priests and peoples failed to bring down rain.
The wooden Christs gazed all day long on parching lands and panting
cattle. Even the broad deep rivers shrank and left their banks to bake
and stink in the long drought.
The orchards sickened for lack of moisture, and the peasants went
about with feverish faces, ague-stricken limbs, and trembling hearts.
The corn yielded ill in the hard scorched ground, and when the winter
came it was a time of dire scarcity and distress.
Claudis Flamma and a few others like him alone prospered.
The mill-house at Yprès served many purposes. It was a granary, a
market, a baker's shop, an usurer's den, all in one.
It looked a simple and innocent place. In the summer time it was
peaceful and lovely, green and dark and still, with the blue sky above
it, and the songs of birds all around; with its old black timbers, and
its many-coloured orchards, and its pretty leafy gardens, and its grey
walls washed by the hurrying stream. But in the winter it was very
dreary, utterly lonely. The water roared, and the leafless trees
groaned in the wind, and the great leaden clouds of rain or fog
enveloped it duskily.
To the starving, wet, and woe-begone peasants who would go to it
with aching bones and aching hearts, it seemed desolate and terrible.
They dreaded with a great dread the sharp voice of its master--the
hardest and the shrewdest and the closest fisted Norman of them all.
For they were most of them his debtors, and so were in a bitter
subjugation to him, and had to pay those debts as best they might with
their labour or their suffering; with the best of all their wool, or
oil, or fruit; often with the last bit of silver that had been an
heirloom for five centuries, or with the last bit of money buried away
in an old pitcher under their apple tree to be the nest egg of their
little pet daughter's dowry.
And yet Claudis Flamma was respected among them; for he could
outwit them, and was believed to be very wealthy, and was a man who
stood well with the good saints and with holy Church:--a wise man, in a
word, with whom these northern folks had the kinship of mutual industry
and avarice.
For the most part the population around Yprès was thrifty and
thriving in a cautious, patient, certain way of well-doing; and, by
this portion of it, the silent old miser was much honoured as man
laborious and penurious, who chose to live on a leek and a rye loaf,
but who must have, it was well known, put by large gains in the thatch
of his roof or under the bricks of his kitchen.
By the smaller section of it--poor, unthrifty, loose-handed
fools--who belied the province of their birth so far as to be quick to
spend and slow to save, and who therefore fell into want and famine and
had to borrow of others their children's bread, the old miller was
hated with a hate deeper and stronger because forced to be mute, and to
submit, to cringe, and to be trod upon, in the miserable servitude of
the hopeless debtor.
In the hard winter which followed on that sickly autumn these and
their like fell farther in the mire of poverty than ever, and had to
come and beg of Flamma loans of the commonest necessaries of their bare
living. They knew that they would have to pay a hundredfold in horrible
extortion when the spring and summer should bring them work, and give
them fruit on their trees and crops on their little fields; but they
could do no better.
It had been for many years the custom to go to Flamma in such need;
and being never quit of his hold, his debtors never could try for aid
elsewhere.
The weather towards the season of Noel became frightfully severe;
the mill stream never stopped, but all around it was frozen, and the
swamped pastures were sheets of ice. The birds died by thousands in the
open country, and several of the sheep perished in snow storms on the
higher lands.
There was dire want in many of the hovels and homesteads, and the
bare harvests of a district, usually so opulent in the riches of the
soil, brought trouble and dearth in their train.
Sickness prevailed because the old people and the children in their
hunger ate berries and roots unfit for human food; the waters swelled,
the ice melted, and many homes were flooded, and some even swept away.
Old Pitchou and Claudis Flamma alone were content; the mill wheel
never stopped work, and famine prices could be asked for in this
extremity.
Folle-Farine worked all that winter, day after day, month after
month, with scarcely a word being spoken to her, or scarcely an hour
being left her that she could claim as her own.
She looked against the snow as strangely as a scarlet rose
blossoming in frost there could have done; but the people that came to
and fro, even the young men amongst them, were too used to that dark
vivid silent face of hers, and those lithe brown limbs that had the
supple play and the golden glow of the East in them, to notice them as
any loveliness; and if they did note them on some rare time, thought of
them only as the marks of a vagrant and accursed race.
She was so unlike to themselves that the northern peasantry never
dreamed of seeing beauty in her; they turned their heads away when she
went by, striding after her mule or bearing her pitcher from the well
with the free and vigorous grace of a mountain or desert-born creature.
The sheepskin girt about her loins, the red kerchief knotted to her
head, the loose lithe movements of her beautiful limbs, the sullen fire
and fierce dreams in her musing eyes,--all these were so unlike
themselves that they saw nothing in them except what was awful or
unlovely.
Half the winter went by without a kind word to her from any one
except such as in that time of suffering and scarcity Marcellin spoke
to her. So had every winter gone since she had come there--a time so
long ago that the memory of Phratos had become so dim to her that she
often doubted if he also were not a mere shadow of a dream like all the
rest.
Half the winter she fared hardly and ate sparingly, and did the
work of the mule and the bullocks: indifferent and knowing no better,
and only staring at the stars when they throbbed in the black skies on
a frosty night, and wondering if she would ever go to them, or if they
would ever come to her--those splendid and familiar yet unknown things
that looked on all the misery of the earth, and shone on tranquilly and
did not seem to care.
Time came close on to the new year, and the distress and the cold
were together at their height. The weather was terrible; and the poor
suffered immeasurably.
A score of times a-day she heard them ask bread at the mill, and a
score of time saw them given a stone; she saw them come in the raw fog,
pinched and shivering, and sick with ague, and she saw her grandsire
deny them with a grating sarcasm or two, or take from them fifty times
its value for some niggard grant of food.
"Why should I think of it, why should I care?" she said to herself;
and yet she did both, and could not help it.
There was among the sufferers one old and poor, who lived not far
from the mill, by name Manon Dax.
She was a little old hardy brown woman, shrivelled and bent, yet
strong, with bright eyes like a robin's, and a tough frame, eighty
years old.
She had been southern born, and the wife of a stone cutter; he had
been dead fifty years, and she had seen all her sons and daughters and
their offspring die too; and had now, left on her hand to rear, four
young great-grandchildren, almost infants, who were always crying to
her for food as new-born birds cry in their nests.
She washed a little, when she could get any linen to wash, and she
span, and she picked up the acorns and the nuts, and she tilled a small
plot of ground that belonged to her hut, and she grew cabbages and
potatoes and herbs on it, and so kept a roof over her head, and fed her
four nestlings, and trotted to and fro in her wooden shoes all day
long, and worked in hail and rain, in drought and tempest, and never
complained, but said that God was good to her.
She was anxious about the children, knowing she could not live
long--that was all. But then she felt sure that the Mother of God would
take care of them, and so was cheerful; and did what the day brought
her to do, and was content.
Now on Manon Dax, as on thousands of others, the unusual severity
of the winter fell like a knife.
She was only one amongst thousands. Nobody noticed her; still it
was hard.
All the springs near her dwelling were frozen for many weeks; there
was no well nearer than half a league; and half a league out and half a
league back every other day over ground sharp and slippery with ice,
with two heavy pails to carry, is not a little when one is over eighty,
and has only a wisp of woollen serge between the wind and one's
withered limbs.
The acorns and horse-chestnuts had all been disputed with her
fiercely by boys rough and swift, who foresaw a time coming in which
their pigs would be ill-fed. The roots in her little garden plot were
all black and killed by the cold. The nettles had been all gathered and
stewed and eaten.
The snow drove in through a big hole in her roof. The woods were
ransacked for every bramble and broken bough by reivers younger and
more agile than herself; she had nothing to eat, nothing to burn.
The children lay in their little beds of hay and cried all day long
for food, and she had none to give them.
"If it were only myself!" she thought, stopping her ears not to
hear them; if it had been only herself it would have been so easy to
creep away into the corner among the dry grass, and to lie still till
the cold froze the pains of hunger and made them quiet; and to feel
numb and tired, and yet glad that it was all over, and to murmur that
God was good, and so to let death come--content.
But it was not only herself.
The poor are seldom so fortunate--they themselves would say so
unhappy--as to be alone in their homes.
There were the four small lives left to her by the poor dead
foolish things she had loved,--small lives that had been rosy even on
so much hunger, and blithe even amidst so much cold; that had been
mirthful even at the flooding of the snowdrift, and happy even over a
meal of mouldy crusts, or of hips and haws from the hedges. Had
been--until now, when even so much as this could not be got, and when
their beds of hay were soaked through with snow-water; now--when they
were quite silent, except when they sobbed out a cry for bread.
"I am eighty-two years old, and I have never since I was born asked
man or woman for help, or owed man or woman a copper coin," she
thought, sitting by her black hearth, across which the howling wind
drove, and stopping her ears to shut out the children's cries.
She had often known severe winters, scanty food, bitter
living,--she had scores of times in her long years been as famished as
this, and as cold, and her house had been as desolate.
Yet she had borne it all and never asked for an alms, being strong
and ignorant, and being also in fear of the world, and holding a debt a
great shame.
But now she knew that she must do it, or let those children perish;
being herself old and past work, and having seen all her sons die out
in their strength before her.
The struggle was long and hard with her.
She would have to die soon, she knew, and she had striven all her
lifetime so to live that she might die saying, "I have asked nothing of
any man."
This perhaps, she thought sadly, had been only a pride after all; a
feeling foolish and wicked, that the good God sought now to chasten.
Any way she knew that she must yield it up and go and ask for
something; or else those four small things, that were like a cluster of
red berries on a leafless tree, must suffer and must perish.
"It is bitter, but I must do it," she thought. "Sure it is strange
that the good God cares to take any of us to himself through so sharp a
way as hunger. It seems, if I saw His face now, I should say, 'Not
heaven for me, Monseigneur: only bread and a little wood.'"
And she rose up on her bent stiff limbs, and went to the pile of
hay on which the children were lying, pale and thin, but trying to
smile, all of them, because they saw the tears on her cheeks.
"Be still, my treasures," she said to them, striving to speak
cheerily, and laying her hands on the curls of the eldest born; "I go
away for a little while to try and get you food. Be good, Bernardou,
and take care of them till I come back."
Bernardou promised, being four years old himself; and she crept out
of the little black door of the hut into the white road and the rushing
winds.
"I will go to Flamma," she said to herself.
It was three in the afternoon, nearly dark at the season of
midwinter. The business of the day was done.
The people had come and gone, favoured or denied, according to such
sureties as they could offer.
The great wheel worked on in the seething water; the master of the
mill sat against the casement to catch the falling light, adding up the
sums in his ledger--crooked little signs such as he had taught himself
to understand, though he could form neither numerals nor letters with
his pen.
All around him in the storehouses there were corn, wood, wool,
stores of every sort of food. All around him, in the room he lived in,
there were hung the salt meats, the sweet herbs, and the dried fruits,
that he had saved from the profusion of other and healthier years. It
pleased him to know that he held all that, and also withheld it.
It moved him with a certain saturnine glee to see the hungry
wistful eyes of the peasants stare longingly at all those riches,
whilst their white lips faltered out an entreaty--which he denied. It
was what he liked; to sit there and count his gains after his fashion,
and look at his stores and listen to the howling wind and driving hail,
and to chuckle to think how lean and cold and sick they were
outside--those fools who had mocked him because his saint had been a
gipsy's leman.
To be prayed to for bread, and give the stone of a bitter denial;
to be implored with tears of supplication, and to answer with a grim
jest; to see a woman come with children dying for food, and to point
out to her the big brass pans full of milk, and say to her, "All that
makes butter for Paris," and then to see her go away wailing and
moaning that her child would die, and tottering feebly through the
snow--all this was sweet to him.
Before his daughter had gone from him, he had been, though a hard
man, yet honest, and had been, though severe, not cruel; but since he
had been aware of the shame of the creature whom he had believed in as
an angel, every fibre in him had been embittered and salted sharp with
the poignancy of an acrid hate towards all living things. To hurt and
to wound, and to see what he thus struck bleed and suffer, was the only
pleasure life had left for him. He had all his manhood walked justly,
according to his light, and trusted in the God to whom he prayed; and
his God and his trust had denied and betrayed him, and his heart had
turned to gall.
The old woman toiled slowly through the roads which lay between her
hut and the water-mill.
They were roads which passed through meadows and along corn-fields,
beside streamlets, and amongst little belts of woodland, lanes and
paths green and pleasant in the summer, but now a slough of frozen mud,
and whistled through by north-east winds. She held on her way steadily,
stumbling often, and often slipping and going slowly, for she was very
feeble from long lack of food, and the intensity of the cold drove
through and through her frame.
Still she held on, bravely, in the teeth of the rough winds and of
the coming darkness, though the weather was so wild that the poplar
trees were bent to the earth, and the little light in the Calvary lamp
by the river blew to and fro, and at last died out. Still she held on,
a little dark tottering figure, with a prayer on her lips and a hope in
her heart.
The snow was falling, the clouds were driving, the waters were
roaring in the twilight: she was only a little black speck in the vast
grey waste of the earth and the sky, and the furious air tossed her at
times to and fro like a withered leaf. But she would not let it beat
her; she groped her way with infinite difficulty, grasping a bough for
strength, or waiting under a tree for breath a moment, and thus at last
reached the mill-house.
Such light as there was left showed her the kitchen within, the
stores of wood, the strings of food; it looked to her as it had looked
to Phratos, a place of comfort and of plenty; a strong safe shelter
from the inclement night.
She lifted the latch and crept in, and went straight to Claudis
Flamma, who was still busy beneath the window with those rude signs
which represented to him his earthly wealth.
She stood before him white from the falling snow, with her brown
face working with a strong emotion, her eyes clear and honest, and full
of an intense anxiety of appeal.
"Flamma," she said simply to him, "we have been neighbours fifty
years and more--thou and I, and many have borrowed of thee to their
hurt and shame, but I never. I am eighty-two, and I never in my days
asked anything of man or woman or child. But I come to-night to ask
bread of you,--bread for the four little children at home. I have heard
them cry three days, and have had nothing to give them save a berry or
two off the trees. I cannot bear it any more. So I have come to you."
He shut his ledger, and looked at her. They had been neighbours, as
she had said, half a century and more; and had often knelt down before
the same altar, side by side.
"What dost want?" he asked simply.
"Food," she made answer; "food and fuel. They are so cold--the
little ones."
"What canst pay for them?" he asked.
"Nothing--nothing now. There is not a thing in the house except the
last hay the children sleep on. But if thou wilt let me have a
little--just a little--while the weather is so hard, I will find means
to pay when the weather breaks. There is my garden; and I can wash and
spin. I will pay faithfully. Thou knowest I never owed a brass coin to
any man. But I am so old, and the children are so young--"
Claudis Flamma got up and walked to the other side of the kitchen.
Her eyes followed him with wistful, hungry longing.
Where he went there stood pans of new milk, baskets of eggs, rolls
of bread, piles of faggots. Her feeble heart beat thickly with eager
hope, her dim eyes glowed with pleasure and with thankfulness.
He came back and brought to her a few sharp rods, plucked from a
thorn tree.
"Give these to thy children's children," he said, with a dark
smile. "For these--and for no more--will they recompense thee when they
shall grow to maturity."
She looked at him startled and disquieted, yet thinking that he
meant but a stern jest.
"Good Flamma, you mock me," she murmured, trembling; "the babes are
little and good. Ah, give me food quickly, for God's sake! A jest is
well in season, but to an empty body and a bitter heart it is like a
stripe."
He smiled, and answered her in this harsh grating voice,
"I give thee the only thing given without payment in this
world--advice. Take it or leave it."
She reeled a little as if he had struck her a blow with his fist,
and her face changed terribly, whilst her eyes stared without light or
sense in them.
"You jest, Flamma! You only jest!" she muttered. "The little
children starve, I tell you. You will give me bread for them? Just a
little bread? I will pay as soon as the weather breaks."
"I can give nothing. I am poor, very poor," he answered her, with
the habitual lie of the miser; and he opened his ledger again, and went
on counting up the dots and crosses by which he kept his books.
His servant Pitchou sat spinning by the hearth: she did not cease
her work, nor intercede by a word.
The poor can be better to the poor than any princes; but the poor
can also be more cruel to the poor than any slave drivers.
The old woman's head dropped on her breast, she turned feebly, and
felt her way, as though she were blind, out of the house and into the
air.
It was already dark with the darkness of descending night.
The snow was falling fast. Her hope was gone: all was cold--cold as
death.
She shivered and gasped, and strove to totter on: the children were
alone. The winds blew and drove the snow flakes in a white cloud
against her face; the bending trees creaked and groaned as though in
pain; the roar of the mill-water filled the air.
There was now no light: the day was gone, and the moon was hidden;
beneath her feet the frozen earth cracked and slipped and gave way.
She fell down; being so old and so weakly she could not rise again,
but lay still with one limb broken under her, and the winds and the
storm beating together upon her.
"The children! the children!" she moaned feebly, and then was
still: she was so cold, and the snow fell so fast; she could not lift
herself nor see what was around her; she thought that she was in her
bed at home, and felt as though she would soon sleep.
Through the dense gloom around her there came a swiftly moving
shape, that flew as silently and as quickly as a night bird, and paused
as though on wings beside her.
A voice that was at one timid and fierce, tender and savage, spoke
to her through the clouds of driven snow spray.
"Hush, it is I! I--Folle-Farine. I have brought you my food. It is
not much--they never give me much. Still it will help a little. I heard
what you said--I was in the loft. Flamma must not know; he might make
you pay. But it is all mine, truly mine, take it."
"Food--for the children!"
The blessed word aroused her from her lethargy; she raised herself
a little on one arm, and tried to see whence the voice came that spoke
to her. But the effort exhausted her; she fell again to the ground with
a groan--her limb was broken.
Folle-Farine stood above her; her dark eyes gleaming like a hawk's
through the gloom, and full of a curious, startled pity.
"You cannot get up; you are old," she said, abruptly. "See--let me
carry you home. The children! yes, the children can have it. It is not
much; but it will serve."
She spoke hastily and roughly; she was ashamed of her own
compassion. What was it to her, whether any of these people lived or
died? They had always mocked and hated her.
"If I did right, I should let them rot, and spit on their corpses,"
she thought, with the ferocity of vengeance that ran in her oriental
blood.
Yet she had come out in the storm, and had brought away her food
for strangers, though she had been at work all day long, and was
chilled to the bone, and was devoured with a ravenous hunger.
Why did she do it?
She did not know. She scorned herself. But she was sorry for this
woman, so poor and brave, with her eighty-two years, and so bitterly
denied in her extremity.
Manon Dax dimly caught the muttered words, and feebly strove to
answer them, whilst the winds roared and the snow beat upon her fallen
body.
"I cannot rise," she murmured; "my leg is broken, I think. But it
is no matter. Go you to the little ones; whoever you are, you are good,
and have pity. Go to them, go. It is no matter for me. I have lived my
life--any way. It will soon be over. I am not in pain--indeed."
Folle-Farine stood in silence a moment, then she stooped and lifted
the old creature in her strong young arms, and with that heavy burden
set out on her way in the teeth of the storm.
She had known the woman, and the little ones, by sight and name
long and well.
Once or twice when she had passed by them, the grandam, tender of
heart, but narrow of brain, and believing all the tales of her
neighbours, had drawn the children closer to her, under the wing of her
serge cloak, lest the evil eye that had bewitched the tanner's youngest
born, should fall on them, and harm them in like manner.
Nevertheless the evil eyes gleamed on her with a wistful sorrow, as
Folle-Farine bore her with easy strength and a sure step, through the
frozen woodland ways, as she would have borne the load of wood, or the
sack of corn, which she was so well used to carry to and fro like a
packhorse.
Manon Dax did not stir, she did not even strive to speak again; she
was vaguely sensible of a slow, buoyant, painless movement, of a close
soft pressure that sheltered her from the force of the winds, of a
subtle warmth that stole through her emaciated aching frame, and made
her drowsy and forgetful, and content to be still.
She could do no more. Her day for struggle and for work was done.
Once she moved a little. Her bearer paused and stopped and
listened.
"Did you speak?"
Manon Dax gave a soft troubled sigh.
"God is good," she muttered, like one speaking in a dream.
Folle-Farine held on her way, as before her Phratos had once held
on his; fiercely blown, blinded by the snow, pierced by the blasts of
the hurricane, but sure of foot on the ice as a reindeer, and sure of
eye in the dark as a night-hawk.
"Are you in pain?" she asked once of the burden she carried.
There was no answer.
"She is asleep," she thought; and went onward.
The distance of the road was nothing to her, fleet and firm of
step, and inured to all hardships of the weather; yet it cost her an
hour to travel it, heavily weighted as she was, soaked with snow-water,
blown back continually by the opposing winds, and forced to stagger and
to pause by the fury of the storm.
At last she reached the hut.
The wind had driven open the door. The wailing cries of the
children echoed sorrowfully on the stillness, answered by the bleating
of sheep, cold and hungry in their distant folds. The snow had drifted
in unchecked; all was quite dark.
She felt her way within over the heaps of the snow, and being used
by long custom to see in the gloom, as the night-haunting beasts and
birds can see, she found the bed of hay, and laid her burden gently
down on it.
The children ceased their wailing; the two eldest ones crept up
close to their grandmother; and pressed their cheeks to hers, and
whispered to her eagerly, with their little famished lips:
"Where is the food, where is the food?"
But there was still no answer.
The clouds drifted a little from the moon which had been so long
obscured; it shone for a moment through the vapour of the heavy sky;
the whitened ground threw back the rays increased tenfold; the pale
gleam reached the old still face of Manon Dax.
There was a feeble smile upon it--the smile with which her last
words had been spoken in the darkness; "God is good!"
ALL that night Folle-Farine tarried with the children.
The youngest had been suffocated whilst they had been alone, by the
snow that had fallen through the roof, from which its elders had been
too small and weakly to be able to drag it out, unaided. She laid it,
stiff already in the cold night, beside the body of its old grandam,
who had perished in endeavouring to save it; they lay together, the
year-old child and the aged woman, the broken bud and the leafless
bough. They had died of hunger, as the birds die on the moors and
plains; it is a common fate.
She stayed beside the children, who were frightened and bewildered
and quite mute. She divided such food as she had brought between them,
not taking any herself. She took off the sheepskin which she wore in
winter tied round her loins as her outdoor garment, and made a little
nest of it for the three, and covered them with it. She could not close
the door, from the height of the drifted snow, and the wind poured in
all night long, though in an hour the snow ceased to fall.
Now and then the clouds parting a little, let a ray of the moon
stray in; and then she could see the quiet faces of the old woman and
the child.
"They die of famine--and they die saying their 'God is good,'" she
thought; and she pondered on it deeply, with the bitter and melancholy
irony which life had already taught her.
The hours of the night dragged slowly on; the winds howled above
the trembling hovel; the children sobbed themselves to sleep at last,
lulled by the warmth of the sheepskin, in which they crept together
like young birds in a nest.
She sat there patiently; frozen and ravenous; yet not drawing a
corner of the sheepskin to her own use, nor regretting a crumb of the
bread she had surrendered.
She hated the human race, whose hand was always against her. She
had no single good deed to thank them for, nor any single gentle word.
Yet she was sorry for that old creature, who had been so bitterly dealt
with all her years through, who had died saying "God was good." She was
sorry for those little helpless, unconscious starving animals, who had
lost the only life that could labour for theirs.
She forgave--because she forgot--that in other winters this door
had been shut against her as against an accursed thing, and these babes
had mocked her in their first imperfect speech.
The dawn broke; the sharp grey winter's day came; the storm had
lulled; but the whole earth was frost-bound and white with snow, the
air was piercing, the sky dark and overcast.
She had to leave them; she was bound to her daily labour at the
mill; she knew that if when the sun rose she were found to be absent,
she and they too would surely suffer. What to do for them she could not
tell. She had no friend save Marcellin, who himself was as poor as
these. She never spoke to any living thing, except a sheep-dog, or a
calf bleating for its mother, or a toil-worn bullock staggering over
the ploughed clods.
Between her, and all those around her, there were perpetual enmity
and mistrust, and scarcely so much of a common bond as lies in a common
humanity. For in her title to a common humanity with them they
disbelieved; while she in her scorn rejected all claim to it.
At daybreak there passed by the open door in the mist, a peasant
going to his cattle in the fields beyond, pushing through the snow a
rude hand-cart full of turnips, and other winter food.
She rose and called to him.
He stared and stood still.
She went to the doorway and signed to him.
"Old Manon is dead. Will you tell the people? The children are
here, alone, and they starve."
"Manon Dax dead?" he echoed stupidly: he was her nearest neighbour,
and he had helped her to fetch her washing-water sometimes from the
well half a league away, and when his wife had been down, with fever
and ague, the old woman had nursed her carefully and well through many
a tedious month.
"Yes, I found her on the road, in the snow, last night. She had
broken her leg, and she was dead before I got here. Go and send some
one. The little children are all alone, and one of them is dead too."
It was so dark still, that he had not seen at first who it was that
addressed him, but slowly, as he stared and stared, and drew nearer to
her, he recognised the scarlet girdle, the brown limbs, the straight
brow, the fathomless eyes.
He feared her, with a great fear rising there suddenly before him,
out of that still white world of dawn and shadow.
He dropped the handles of his cart and fled; a turn in the road,
and the darkness of the morning, soon hid him from sight. She thought
that he had gone to summon his people, and she went back and sat again
by the sleeping children, and watched the sad still faces of the dead.
The peasant flew home as swiftly as his heavy shoes and the broken
ice of the roads would allow.
His cabin was at some distance, at a place where, amidst the
fields, a few huts, a stone crucifix, some barns and stacks, and a
single wineshop made up a little village, celebrated in the district
for its wide spreading orchards and their excellence of fruits.
Even so early the little hamlet was awake; the shutters were
opened; the people were astir; men were brushing the snow from their
thresholds; women were going out to their field-work; behind the narrow
lattices the sleepy eyes and curly heads of children peered, while
their fingers played with the fanciful encrustations of the frost.
The keeper of the tavern was unbarring his house door; a girl broke
the ice in a pool for her ducks to get at the water; a few famished
robins flew to and fro songless.
His own wife was on her doorstep; to her he darted.
"Manon Dax is dead!" he shouted.
"What of that?" said his wife, shouldering her broom; a great many
had died that winter, and they were so poor and sharp-set with famine
themselves, that they had neither bread nor pity to spare.
"This of that!' cried the old man, doggedly, and full of the
excitement of his own terrors. "The young devil of Yprès has killed
her, that I am sure. She is there in the hut in the dark, with her eyes
glaring like coals. And for what should she be there if not for evil?
Tell me that."
"Is it possible?" his wife cried, incredulous, yet willing to
believe.
The girl left her ducks, the wineshop-keeper his door, the women
their cabins, and came and stood round the bearer of such strange news:
very welcome news in a raw frost-bitten dawn, when a day was beginning
that would otherwise have had nothing more wonderful in it than tidings
of how a litter of black pigs throve, and how a brown horse had fared
with the swelling in the throat.
They were very dull there from year's end to year's end; once a
month, may be, a letter would come in from some soldier-son or brother,
or a pedlar coming to buy eggs would bring likewise some stray rumour
from the outer-world;--beyond this there was no change, they heard
nothing, and saw nothing, seldom moving a league away from that stone
crucifix, round which their homes were clustered.
The man Flandrin had nothing truly to tell; he had fled horrified
to be challenged, in the twilight and the snow, by a creature of such
evil omen. But when he had got an audience, he was too true an orator,
and not such a fool as to lose it for such a little beggarly matter as
the truth; and his tongue clacked quickly of all which his fears and
fancies had conceived, until he had talked himself and his listeners
into the full belief that Manon Dax being belated had encountered the
evil glance of the daughter of all evil, and had been slain thereby in
most cruel sorcery.
Now, in the whole neighbourhood, there was nothing too foul to be
credible of the begotten of the fiend--a fiend whom all the grown men
and women remembered so well in his earthly form, when he had come to
ruin poor Reine Flamma's body and soul, with his eyes like jewels, and
his strength passing the strength of all men.
The people listened, gaping, and wonderstruck, and forgetting the
bitterness of the cold, being warmed with those unfailing human
cordials of foul suspicion and of gratified hatred. Some went off to
their daily labour, being unable to spare time for more gossip; but
divers women who had nothing to occupy them remained about Flandrin.
A shrivelled dame, who owned the greatest number of brood-hens in
the village, and who had only one son, a priest, and who was much
respected and deferred to by her neighbours, spoke first when Flandrin
had ended his tale for the seventh time, it being a little matter to
him that his two hungry cows would be lowing all the while vainly for
their morning meal.
"Flandrin, you have said well, beyond a doubt; the good soul has
been struck dead by sorcery. But, you have forgot one thing, the
children are there, and that devil of Yprès is with them. We--good
Christians and true--should not let such things be. Go, and drive her
out and bring the young ones hither."
Flandrin stood silent.
It was very well to say that the devil should be driven out, but it
was not so well to be the driver.
"That is as it should be," assented the other woman. "Go, Flandrin,
and we--we will take the little souls in for this day, and then give
them to the public charity, better cannot be done. Go."
"But mind that thou dost strike that beast, Folle-Farine, sharply!"
cried his wife.
"If thou showest her the cross, she will have to grovel and flee,"
said another.
"Not she," grumbled an old dame, whose son was a priest. "One day
my blessed son, who is nearly a saint, Heaven knows, menaced her with
his cross, and she stood straight, and fearless, and looked at it, and
said, 'By that sign you do all manner of vileness in this world, and
say you are safe to be blest in another; I know!' and so laughed and
went on. What are you to do with a witch like that--eh?"
"Go, Flandrin," shrieked the women in chorus, "Go! Every minute you
waste the little angels are nearer to hell!"
"Come yourselves with me, then," said Flandrin, sullenly. "I will
not go after those infants, it is not a man's work."
In his own mind he was musing on a story which his priests had
often told him, of swine into which exorcised devils had entered, and
despatched swiftly down a slope to a miserable end; and he thought of
his own pigs, black, fat, and happy, worth so much to him in the
market.
Better, he mused, that Manon Dax's grandchildren should be the
devil's prey, than those, his choicest, swine.
The women jeered him, menaced him, flouted him, besought him. But
vainly--he would not move alone. He had become possessed of the terrors
of his own fancy had created; and he would not stir a step for all
their imprecations.
"Let us go ourselves, then!" screamed his wife at length,
flourishing above her head the broom with which she had swept the snow.
"Men are ever cowards. It shall never be said of me, that I left those
babes to the fiend while I gave my own children their porridge by the
fire!"
There was a sentiment in this that stirred all her companions to
emulation. They rushed into their homes, snatched a shovel, a staff, a
broom, a pig-stick, each whatever came uppermost, and dragging Flandrin
in the midst, went down the sloping frozen road between its fringe of
poplars.
They were not very sure in their own minds, why they went, nor for
what they went; but they had a vague idea of doing what was wise and
pious, and they had a great hate in their hearts against the child.
They sped as fast as the slippery road would let them, and their
tongues flew still faster than their feet; the cold of the daybreak
made them sharp and keen on their prey, as the air was on themselves;
they screamed fable on fable hoarsely, their voices rising shrilly
above the whistling of the winds, and the creaking of the trees, and
they inflamed each other with ferocious belief in the sorcery they were
to punish.
They were in their way virtuous; they were content on very little;
they toiled hard from their birth to their grave; they were most of
them chaste wives and devoted mothers, they bore privation steadily,
and they slaved in fair weather and foul without a complaint. But they
were narrow of soul, greedy of temper, bigoted and uncharitable, and,
when they thought themselves or their offspring menaced, implacable.
They were of the stuff that would be burned for a creed, and burn
others for another creed.
It is the creed of the vast majority of every nation; the priests
and lawgivers of every nation have always told their people that it is
a creed holy and honourable--how can the people know that it is at once
idiotic and hellish?
Folle-Farine sat within on the damp hay under the broken roof, and
watched the open door.
The children were still asleep. The eldest one in his sleep had
turned and caught her hand, and held it.
She did not care for them. They had screamed, and run behind the
woodstock, or their grandam's skirts, a hundred times when they had
seen her on the road or in the orchard.
But she was sorry for them; almost as sorry as she was for the
little naked woodpigeons when their nests were scattered on the ground
in a tempest, or for the little starveling rabbits when they screamed
in their holes for the soft white mother that was lying, tortured and
twisted, in the jaws of a steel-trap.
She was sorry for them--half roughly, half tenderly sorry--with
some shame at her own weakness, and yet too sincerely sorry to be able
to persuade herself to leave them to their fate there, all alone with
their dead. For in the savage heart of Taric's daughter there was an
innermost corner wherein her mother's nature slept.
She sat there quite still, watching the porch, and listening for
footsteps.
The snow was driven in encircling clouds by the winds, the dense
fog of the dawn lifted itself off the surrounding fields; the branches
of the trees were beautiful with hanging icicles; from the meadow
hard-by there wailed unceasingly the mournful moaning of Flandrin's
cattle, deserted of their master, and hungry in their wooden sheds.
She heard a distant convent clock strike six: no one came. Yet she
had resolved not to leave the children all alone, though Flamma should
come and find her there, and thrash her for her absence from his tasks.
So she sat still, and waited.
After a little she heard the crisp cracking of many feet on the
frozen snow and ice-filled ruts of the narrow road; she heard a
confused clatter of angry voices breaking harshly on the stillness of
the winter morning.
The light was stronger now, and through the doorway she saw the
little passionate crowd of angry faces as the women pressed onward down
the hill with Flandrin in their midst.
She rose, and looked out at them, quietly.
For a minute they paused--irresolute, silent, perplexed: at the
sight of her they were half daunted; they felt the vagueness of the
crime they came to bring against her.
The wife of Flandrin recovered speech first, and dared them to the
onslaught.
"What!" she screamed, "nine good Christians fearful of one daughter
of hell? Fie! for shame! Look; my leaden Peter is round my neck! Is he
not stronger than she any day?"
In a moment more, thus girded at and guarded at the same time, they
were through the door and stood on the mud floor of the hearth, close
to her, casting hasty glances at the poor dead body on the hearth,
whose fires they had left to die out all through that bitter winter.
They came about her in a fierce, gesticulating, breathless troop,
flourishing their sticks in her eyes, and casting at her all their
various charges in one breath. Flandrin stood a little aloof,
sheepishly on the threshold, wishing that he had never said a word of
the death of Manon Dax to his good wife and neighbours.
"You met that poor saint and killed her in the snow with your
witcheries!" one cried.
"You have stifled that poor babe where it lay!" cried another.
"A good woman like that!" shrieked a third, "who was well and
blithe and praising God only a day ago, for I saw her myself come down
the hill for our well water!"
"It is as you did with the dear little Rémy, who will be lame all
his life, through you," hissed a fourth. "You are not fit to live; you
spit venom like a toad."
"Are you alive, my angels?" said a fifth, waking the three children
noisily, and rousing their piercing cries. "Are you alive after that
witch has gazed on you? It is a miracle! The Saints be praised!"
Folle-Farine stood mute and erect for the moment, not comprehending
why they thus with one accord fell upon her. She pointed to the bodies
on the hearth, with one of those grave and dignified gestures which
were her birthright from the old oriental race.
"She was cold and hungry," she said curtly, her mellow accent
softening and enriching the provincial tongue which she had learned
from those amidst whom she dwelt. "She had fallen, and was dying. I
brought her here. The young child was killed by the snow. I stayed with
the rest because they were frightened and alone. There is no more to
tell. What of it?"
"Thou hast better come away. What canst thou prove?" whispered
Flandrin to his wife.
He was afraid of the storm he had invoked, and would fain have
stilled it. But that was beyond his power. The women had not come forth
half a league in the howling winds of a midwinter daybreak only to go
back with a mere charity done, and with no vengeance taken.
They hissed, they screamed, they hurled their rage at her; they
accused her of a thousand crimes; they filled the hut with clamor as of
a thousand tongues; they foamed, they spat, they struck her with their
sticks; and she stood quiet, looking at them, and the old dead face of
Manon Dax which lay upward in the dim light.
The eldest boy struggled in the grasp of the peasant woman who had
seized him, and stretched his arms, instead, to the one who had fed
him, and whose hand he had held all through his restless slumber in
that long and dreary night. The woman covered his eyes with a scream.
"Ah--h!" she moaned, "see how the innocent child is bewitched! It
is horrible!"
"Look on that;--oh infernal thing!" cried Flandrin's wife, lifting
up her treasured figure of Peter. "You dare not face that blessed
image. See--see all of you--how she winces, and turns white!"
Folle-Farine had shrunk a little as the child had called to her.
Its gesture of affection was the first that she had ever seen towards
her in any human thing.
She laughed aloud as the image of Peter was thrust in her face. She
saw it was some emblem and idol of their faith, devotedly cherished.
She stretched her hand out, wrenched it away, trampled on it, and
tossed it through the doorway into the snow, where it sank and
disappeared. Then she folded her arms, and waited for them.
There was a loud shriek at the blasphemy of the impious act; then
they rushed on her.
They came inflamed with all the fury which abject fear and bigoted
hatred can beget in minds of the lowest and most brutal type. They were
strong, rude, ignorant, fanatical peasants, they abhorred her, they
believed no child of theirs safe in its bed while she walked abroad
alive. Beside such women, when in wrath and riot, the tiger and they
hyæna are as the lamb and the dove.
They set on her with furious force, flung her, trod on her, beat
her, kicked her with their wood-shod feet, with all the malignant fury
of the female animal that fights for its offspring's and its own
security.
Strong though she was, and swift, and full of courage, she had no
power against the numbers who had thrown themselves on her, and borne
her backward by dint of their united effort, and held her down to work
their worst on her.
She could not free herself nor return their blows, nor lift herself
to wrestle with them; she could only deny them the sweetness of
wringing from her a single cry, and that much she did.
She was mute while the rough hands flew at her, the sticks struck
at her, the heavy feet were driven against her body, the fingers
clutched at her long hair, and twisted and tore at it--she was quite
mute throughout.
"Prick her in the breast, and see if the devil be still in her. I
have heard say there is no better way to test a witch!" cried
Flandrin's wife, writhing in rage for the outrage to the Petrus.
Her foes needed no second bidding; they had her already prostrate
in their midst, and a dozen eager hands seized a closer grip upon her,
pulled her clothes from her chest, and, holding her down on the mud
floor, searched with ravenous eyes for the signet marks of hell.
The smooth skin baffled them; its rich and tender hues were without
spot or blemish.
"What matter; what matter?" hissed Rose Flandrin. "When our fathers
hunted witches in the old time, did they stop for that? Draw blood, and
you will see."
She clutched a jagged rusty nail from out the wall, and leaned over
her prey.
"It is the only babe that will ever cling to thee!" she cried, with
a laugh, as the nail drew blood above the heart.
Still Folle-Farine made no sound and asked no mercy.
She was powerless, defenceless, flung on her back amidst her
tormentors, fastened down by treading feet and clenching hands; she
could resist in nothing, she could not stir a limb, still she kept
silence, and her proud eyes looked unquailing into the hateful faces
bent to hers.
The muscles and nerves of her body quivered with a mighty pang, her
chest heaved with the torture of indignity, her heart fluttered like a
wounded bird--not at the physical pain, but at the shame of these
women's gaze, the loathsome contact of their reckless touch. The iron
pierced deeper, but they could not make her speak.
Except for her eyes, that glowed with a dusky fire as they glanced
to and fro, seeking escape, she might have been a statue of olive wood,
flung down by ruffians to make a bonfire.
"If one were to drive the nail to the head, she would not feel!"
cried the women, in furious despair, and were minded, almost, to put
her to the uttermost test.
Suddenly from the doorway Flandrin raised an alarm:
"There is our notary close at hand, on the road on his mule! Hist!
Come out quickly. You know how strict he is, and how he forbids us ever
to try and take the law into our own keeping. Quick--as you love your
lives--quick!"
The furies left their prey, and scattered and fled; the notary was
a name of awe to them, for he was a severe man, but just.
They seized the children, went out with them into the road, closed
the hut door behind them, and moved down the hill; the children wailing
sadly, and the eldest trying to get from them and go back.
The women looked mournful and held their heads down, and comforted
the little ones; Flandrin himself went to his cattle in the meadow.
"Is anything amiss?" the old white-haired notary asked, stopping
his favourite grey mule at sight of the little calvacade.
The women, weeping, told him that Manon Dax was dead, and the
youngest infant likewise--of cold, in the night, as they supposed. They
dared to say no other thing, for he had many times rebuked them for
their lack of charity and their bigoted cruelties and superstitions,
and they were quaking with fear lest he should by any chance enter the
cottage and see their work.
"Flandrin, going to his cow, saw her first, and he came to us and
told us," they added, crossing themselves fervently, and hushing little
Bernardou, who wanted to get from them and return; "and we have taken
the poor little things to carry them home; we are going to give them
food, and warm them awhile by the stove, and then we shall come back
and do all that is needful for the beloved dead who are within."
"That is well. That is good and neighbourly of you," said the
notary, who liked them all, having married them all, and registered
their children's births, and who was a good old man though stern;
kindly and very honest.
He promised them to see for his part that all needed by the law and
by the church should be done for their old lost neighbour, and then
urged his fat mule into a trot, for he had been summoned to a rich
man's sick bed in that early winter morning, and was in haste lest the
priest should be beforehand with him there.
"How tender the poor are to the poor! Those people have not bread
enough for themselves, and yet they burden their homes with three
strange mouths. Their hearts must be true at the core, if their tongues
sometimes be foul," he mused, as he rode the mule down through the fog.
The women went on, carrying and dragging the children with them, in
a sullen impatience.
"To think we should have had to leave that fiend of Yprès!" they
muttered in their teeth. "Well, there is one thing, she will not get
over the hurt for days. Her bones will be stiff for many a week. That
will teach her to leave honest folk alone."
And they traversed the road slowly; muttering to one another.
"Hold thy noise, thou little pig!" cried Flandrin's wife, pushing
Bernardou on before her. "Hold thy noise, I tell you, or I will put you
in the black box in a hole in the ground, along with thy
great-grandmother."
But Bernardou wept aloud, refusing to be comforted or terrified
into silence. He was old enough to know that never more would the old
kindly withered brown face bend over him as he woke in the morning, nor
the old kindly quavering voice croone him country ballads and cradle
songs at twilight by the bright wood fire.
Little by little the women carrying the children crept down the
slippery slope, half ice and half mud in the thaw, and entered their
own village, and therein were much praised for their charity and
courage.
For when they praise, as when they abuse, villages are loud of
voice and blind of eye, much as are the cities.
Their tongues, and those of their neighbours, clacked all day long,
noisily and bravely, of their good and their great deeds; they had all
the sanctity of martyrdom, and all the glory of victory, in one.
True, they had left all their house and field work half done;--"but
the Holy Peter will finish it in his own good time, and avenge himself
for his outrage," mused the wife of Flandrin, sorrowing over her lost
Petrus in the snowdrift, and boxing the ears of little Bernardou, as he
huddled in her chimney corner, to make him cease from weeping.
When they went back with their priest at noon to the hut of old
Manon Dax to make her ready for her burial, they trembled inwardly lest
they should find their victim there, and lest she should lift her voice
in accusation against them. Their hearts misgave them sorely. Their
priest, a cobbler's son, and almost as ignorant as themselves, would
be, they knew, on their own side; but they were sensible that they had
let their fury hurry them into acts which could easily be applauded by
their neighbours, but not so easily justified to the law.
"For the law is over good," said Rose Flandrin, "and takes the part
of all sorts of vile creatures. It will protect a rogue, a brigand, a
bullock, a dog, a witch, a devil--anything,--except now and then an
honest woman."
But their fears were groundless; she was gone; the hut when they
entered it had no tenants except the lifeless famished bodies of the
old grandam and the year-old infant.
When Folle-Farine had heard the hut door close, and the steps of
her tormentors die away down the hill, she had tried vainly several
times to raise herself from the floor, and had failed.
She had been so suddenly attacked and flung down and trampled on,
that her brain had been deadened, and her sense had gone for the first
sharp moment of the persecution.
As she lifted herself slowly, and staggered to her feet, and saw
the blood trickle where the nail had pierced her breast, she understood
what had happened to her; and her face grew savage and dark, and her
eyes fierce and lustful, like the eyes of some wild beast rising
wounded in his lair.
It was not for the hurt she cared; it was the shame of defeat and
outrage that stung her like a whip of asps.
She stood awhile looking at the dead face of the woman she had
aided.
"I tried to help you," she thought. "I was a fool. I might have
known how they pay any good done to them."
She was not surprised; her mind had been too deadened by a long
course of ill usage to feel any wonder at the treatment with which she
had been repaid.
She hated them with the mute unyielding hatred of her race, but she
hated herself more because she had yielded to the softness of sorrow
and pity for any human thing; and more still because she had not been
armed and on her guard, and had suffered them to prevail and to escape
without her vengeance.
"I will never come abroad without a knife in my girdle again," she
thought--this was the lesson that her charity had brought her as its
teaching.
She went out hardening her heart, as she crept through the doorway
into the snow and the wind, so that she should not leave one farewell
word or token of gentleness with the dead, that lay there so tranquil
on the ashes of the hearth.
"She lied, even in her last breath!" thought Folle-Farine. "She
said that her God was good!"
She could hardly keep on her own homeward way. All her limbs were
stiff and full of pain. The wound in her chest was scarcely more than
skin deep, yet it smarted sorely and bled still. Her brain was dull,
and her ears were filled with strange noises from the force with which
she had been flung backward on her head.
She had given her sheepskin to the children, as before her Phratos
had done; and one of the peasants had carried the youngest away in it.
The sharpness of the intense cold froze the blood in her as she crawled
through a gap in the poplar hedge, and under the whitened brambles and
grasses, beyond, to get backward to the mill by the path that ran
through the woods and pastures.
The sun had risen, but was obscured by fog, through which it shed a
dull red ray here and there above the woods in the east.
It was a bitter morning, and the wind, though it had abated, was
still rough, and drove the snow in clouds of powder hither and thither
over the fields. She could only move very slowly, very stiffly; the
thorns tearing her, the snow blinding her, the icicles lacerating her
bare feet as she moved.
She wondered, dimly, why she lived. It seemed to her that the
devil, when he had made her, must have made her out of sport and
cruelty, and then tossed her into the world to be a scapegoat and a
football for any creature that might need one.
That she might end her own life never occurred to her; her
intelligence was not awake enough to see that she need not have borne
its burden one hour more, so long as there had been one pool in the
woods deep enough to drown her under its green weeds and lily leaves
any cool summer night. Nay,--that she had but to lie down, then and
there, where she was, beneath the ice-dropping trees, and let the sleep
that weighed so heavily on her eyelids come, dreamless and painless,
and there would be an end of all for her, as for the frozen rabbits and
the birds that strewed the upland meadows, starved and stiff.
She did not know;--and had she known, wretched though existence was
to her, death would not have allured her. She saw that the dead might
be slapped on their cheek, and could not lift their arm to strike
again--a change that would not give her vengeance could have had no
sweetness and no succour for her. The change she wanted was to live,
not to die.
By tedious and painful efforts, she dragged herself home by the way
of the lanes and pastures; hungry, lame, bleeding, cold and miserable,
with her eyes burning, and her hands and her head hot with fever.
She made her way into the mill-yard and tried to commence her first
morning's work; the drawing of water from the well for the beasts and
for the house, and the sweeping down of the old wide court round which
the sheds and storehouses ran.
She never dreamed of asking either for food or pity, either for
sympathy or remission of her labours. She set to work at once, but for
the only time since Phratos had brought her thither, the strength and
vigour of her frame had been beaten.
She was sick and weak; her hand sank off the handle of the
windlass; and she dropped stupidly on the stone edge of the well, and
sat there leaning her head on her hands.
The mastiff came and licked her face tenderly. The pigeons left the
meal flung to them on the snow, and flew merrily about her head in
pretty fluttering caresses. The lean cat came and rubbed its cheek
softly against her, purring all the while. The woman Pitchou saw her,
and she called out of the window to her master.
"Flamma! there is thy gad-about, who has not been a' bed all
night."
The old man heard, and came out of his mill to the well in the
courtyard.
"Where hast been?" he asked sharply of her. "Pitchou says thou hast
not lain in thy bed all night long. Is it so?"
Folle-Farine lifted her head slowly, with a dazed stupid pain in
the look of her eyes.
"Yes, it is true," she answered, doggedly.
"And where hast been then?" he asked, through his clenched teeth;
enraged that his servant had been quicker of eye and ear than himself.
A little of her old dauntless defiance gleamed in her face through
its stupor and langour, as she replied to him with effort in brief
phrases.
"I went after old Manon Dax, to give her my supper. She died in the
road, and I carried her home. And the youngest child was dead too. I
stayed there because the children were alone; I called to Flandrin and
told him; he came with his wife and other women, and they said I had
killed old Dax; they set on me, and beat me, and pricked me for a
witch. It is no matter. But it made me late."
In her glance upward, even in the curtness of her words, there was
an unconscious glimmer of appeal, a vague fancy that for once she
might, perhaps, meet with approval and sympathy, instead of punishment
and contempt. She had never heard a kind word from him, nor one of any
compassion, and yet a dim unuttered hope was in her heart, that for
once he might condemn her persecutors and pardon her.
But the hope was a vain one, like all which she had cherished since
first the door of the mill-house had opened to admit her.
Flamma only set his teeth tighter. In his own soul he had been
almost ashamed of his denial to his old neighbour, and had almost
feared, that it would lose him the good will of that good heaven which
sent him so mercifully such a sharp year of famine to enrich him.
Therefore, it infuriated him, to think that this offspring of a foul
sin should have had pity and charity, where he had lacked them.
He looked at her and saw with grim glee, that she was black and
blue with bruises, and that the linen which she held together across
her bosom had been stained with blood.
"Flandrin and his wife are honest people, and pious," he said, in
answer to her. "When they find a wench out of her bed at night, they
deal rightly with her, and do not hearken to any lies that she may tell
them of feigned alms-giving to cover her vices from their sight. I
thank them that they did so much of my work for me. They might well
prick thee for a witch; but they will never cut so deep into thy
breast, as to be able to dig the mark of the devil out of it. Now, up
and work, or it will be worse for thee."
She obeyed him.
There during the dark winter's day, the pain which she endured,
with her hunger and the cold of the weather, made her fall thrice, like
a dead thing, on the snow of the court, and the floors of the sheds.
But she lay insensible till the youth in her brought back
consciousness, without aid; in those moments of faintness, no one
noticed her save the dog, who came and crept to her to give her warmth,
and strove to wake her with the kisses of his rough tongue.
She did her work as best she might; neither Flamma nor his servant
once spoke to her.
"My women dealt somewhat roughly with thy wench at break of day,
good Flamma," said the man Flandrin, meeting him in the lane that
afternoon, and fearful of offending the shrewd old man who had so many
of his neighbours in his grip. "I hope thou wilt not take it amiss? The
girl maddened my dame--spitting on her Peter, and throwing the blessed
image away in a ditch."
"The woman did well," said Flamma coldly, driving his grey mare
onward through the fog.
Flandrin could not tell whether he were content, or were
displeased.
Claudis Flamma hardly knew which he was, himself; he held her as
the very spawn of hell itself, and yet it was loathsome to him, that
his neighbours should also know, and say, that a devil had been the
only fruit of that fair offspring of his own, whom he and they had so
long held as a saint.
The next day and the next, and the next again after that, she was
too ill to stir; they beat her and called her names, but it was of no
use; they could not get work out of her; she was past it, and beyond
all rousing of their sticks, or of their words.
They were obliged to let her be. She stayed for nearly four days in
the hay in her loft; devoured with fever, and with every bone and
muscle in pain. She had a pitcher of water by her and drank
continually, thirstily, like a sick dog. With rest and no medicine but
the cold spring water, she recovered: she had been delirious in a few
of the hours, and had dreamed of nothing but of the old life in the
Liébana, and of the old sweet music of Phratos. She remained there
untended, shivering and fever-stricken, until the strength of her youth
returned to her. She rose on the fifth day weaker, but otherwise little
the worse; with the soft sad songs of her old friend the viol ringing
always through her brain.
The fifth day from the death of Manon Dax, was the day of the new
year.
There was no work being done at the mill; the wheel stood still,
locked fast, for the deep stream was close bound in ice; frost had
returned, and the country was white with snow two feet deep, and bleak
and bare, and rioted over by furious cross winds.
Flamma and Pitchou were in the kitchen when she entered it; they
looked up, but neither spoke to her. In being ill--for the first time
since they had had to do with her,--she had committed, for the
millionth time, a crime.
There was no welcome for her in that cheerless place, where
scarcely a spark of fire was allowed to brighten the heart, and where
the hens, straying in from without, sat with ruffled feathers, chilled
and moping, and where the Black Forest clock in the corner, had stopped
from the intense cold.
There was no welcome for her--she went out into the air, thinking
the woods, even at midwinter, could not be so lonesome as was the
cheerless house.
The sun was shining through a rift in the stormy clouds, and the
white roofs, and the ice-crusted waters, and the frosted trees, were
glittering in its light.
There were many dead birds about the paths. Claudis Flamma had
thought their famine-time a good one, in which to tempt them with
poisoned grain.
She wondered where the dog was who never had failed to greet
her,--a yard farther on she saw him.
He was stretched stiff and lifeless beside the old barrel that had
served him as a kennel; his master had begrudged him the little straw
needful to keep him from the hurricanes of those bitter nights; and he
had perished quietly, without a moan, like a sentinel slain at his
post--frozen to death in his old age after a life of faithfulness
repaid with blows.
She stood by him a while with dry eyes, but with an aching heart.
He had loved her, and she had loved him; and many a time she had risked
a stroke of the lash to save it from his body; and many a time she had
sobbed herself to sleep in her earlier years, with her arms curled
round him, as round her only friend and only comrade in bondage and in
misery.
She stooped down; kissed him softly on his broad grizzled forehead,
and lifted his corpse into a place of shelter, and covered it tenderly,
so that he should not be left to the crows and the kites, until she
should be able to make his grave in those orchards in which he had
loved so well to wander, and in which he and she had spent all their
brief hours of summer liberty and leisure.
She shuddered as she looked her last on him; and filled in the snow
above his tomb, under the old twisted pear tree, beneath which, he and
she had so often sat together in the long grasses, consoling one
another for scant fare and cruel blows by the exquisite mute sympathy
which can exist betwixt the canine and the human animal when the two
are alone, and love and trust each other, only, out of all the world.
Whilst the dog had lived, she had had two friends; now that he
slept for ever in the old grey orchard, she had but one left.
She went to seek this one.
Her heart ached for a kind glance--for a word that should be
neither of hatred or of scorn. It was seldom that she allowed herself
to know such a weakness. She had dauntless blood in her; she came of a
people that despised pity, and who knew how to live hard, and to die
hard, without murmur or appeal. Yet she had clung to the old mastiff,
who was savage to all save herself; so she still clung to the old man
Marcellin who to all save herself was a terror and a name of foul omen.
He was good to her in his own fierce and rugged way; and they had
the kinship of the proscribed; and they loved one another in a strange,
silent, savage manner, as a yearling wolf cub and an aged grizzled bear
might love each other in the depths of forest, where the foot of the
hunter and the fangs of the hound were alike against the young and the
old.
She had not seen him for six days. She felt ill, and weak, and
cold, and alone. She thought she would go to him in his hut, and sit a
little by his lonely hearth, and hear him tell strange stories of the
marvelous time when he was young, and the world was drunk with a mad
sweet dream which had never come true upon earth.
Her heart was in wild revolt, and a fierce futile hate gnawed ever
in it. She had become used to the indignities of the populace, and the
insults of all the people who went to and fro her grandsire's place;
but each one pierced deeper and deeper than the last, and left a longer
scar, and killed more and more of the gentler and better instincts
which had survived in her through all the brutalising debasement of her
life.
She could not avenge the outrage of Rose Flandrin and her
sisterhood, and being unable to avenge it, she shut her mouth and said
nothing of it, as her habit was. Nevertheless it festered and rankled
in her; and now and then the thought crossed her--why not take a flint
and a bit of tow, and burn them all in their beds as they slept in that
little hollow at the foot of the hill?
She thought of it often--would she ever do it? She did not know.
It had a taint of cowardice in it; yet a man that very winter had
fired a farmstead for far less an injury, and had burned to death all
who had lain therein that night. Why should she not kill and burn these
also? They had never essayed to teach her to do better, and when she
had tried to do good to one of them, the others had set on her as a
witch.
In the afternoon of this first day of the year she had to pass
through their hamlet to seek Marcellin.
The sun was low and red; the dusky light glowered over the white
meadows and through the leafless twilight of the woods; here and there
a solitary tree of holly reared itself, scarlet and tall, from the
snowdrifts; here and there a sheaf of arrowy reeds pierced the sheets
of ice that covered all the streams and pools.
The little village lay with its dark round roofs, cosy and warm,
with all the winter round. She strode through it erect, and flashing
her scornful eyes right and left; but her right hand was inside her
skirt. For such was the lesson which the reward for her charity had
taught her--a lesson not lightly to be forgotten, nor swiftly to be
unlearned again.
In its simple mode, the little place, like its greater neighbours,
kept high festival for a fresh year begun.
Its crucifix rose, bare and white, out of a crown of fir boughs and
many wreaths of ruddy berries. On its cabin windows the light of wood
cracking and blazing within glowed brightly. Through them she saw many
of their interiors as she went by in the shadow without.
In one the children knelt in a circle round the fire, roasting
chestnuts in the embers with gay shouts of laughter. In another, they
romped with their big sheepdog, decking him with garlands of ivy and
laurel.
In one little brown room a betrothal party made merry; in another,
that was bright with Dutch tiles, and hug round with dried herbs and
fruits, an old matron had her arm round the curly head of a sailor lad,
home for a short glad hour.
In the house of Flandrin a huge soup-pot smoked with savoury odour,
and the eyes of his wife were soft with a tender mirth as she watched
her youngest-born playing with a Punch, all bells and bright colours,
and saw the elder ones cluster round a gilded Jesus of sugar.
In the wine-shop, the keeper of it, having taken to himself a wife
that day, kept open house to his friends, and he and they were dancing
to the music of a horn and a fiddle, under rafters bedecked with
branches of fir, with many-hued ribands, and with little oil-lamps that
blew to and fro in the noise of the romp. And all round were the dark
still woods, and in the midst rose the crucifix; and above, on the
height of the hill, the little old hut of Manon Dax stood dark and
empty.
She looked at it all, going through it, with her hand on her knife.
"One spark," she thought, playing with the grim temptation that
possessed her--"one spark on the dry thatch, and what a bonfire they
would have for their feasting!"
The thought was sweet to her.
Injustice had made her ravenous and savage. When she had tried to
do well, and to save life, these people had accused her of taking it by
evil sorcery.
She felt a longing to show them what evil indeed she could do, and
to see them burn, and to hear them scream vainly, and then to say to
them with a laugh, as the flames licked up their homes and their lives,
"Another time, take care how you awake a witch!"
Why did she not do it? She did not know; she had brought out a
flint and tinder in the pouch that hung at her side. It would be as
easy as to pluck a sere leaf; she knew that.
She stood still and played with her fancy, and it was horrible and
sweet to her--so sweet because so horrible.
How soon their mirth would be stilled!
As she stood thinking, there, and in her fancy seeing the red glare
that would light up that peaceful place, and hearing the roar of the
lurid flames that would drown the music, and the laughter, and the
children's shouts, out of the twilight there rose to her a small dark
thing, with a halo round its head: the thing was Bernardou, and the
halo was the shine of his curling hair in the lingering light.
He caught her skirts in his hands, and clung to her and sobbed.
"I know you--you were good that night. The people all say you are
wicked, but you gave us your food, and held my hand. Take me back to
gran'mère--oh, take me back!"
She was startled and bewildered.
This child had never mocked her, but he had screamed and run from
her in terror, and had been told a score of stories that she was a
devil, who could kill his body and soul.
"She is dead, Bernardou," she answered him; and her voice was
troubled, and sounded strangely to her as she spoke for the first time
to a child without being derided or screamed at in fear.
"Dead! What is that?" sobbed the boy. "She was stiff and cold, I
know, and they put her in a hole; but she would waken, I know she
would, if she only heard us. We never cried in the night but she heard
in her sleep, and got up and came to us. Oh, do tell her--do, do tell
her!"
She was silent; she did not know how to answer him, and the
strangeness of any human appeal made to her bewildered her and made her
mute.
"Why are you out in the cold, Bernardou?" she asked him suddenly,
glancing backward through the lattice of the Flandrins' house, through
which she could see the infants laughing and shaking the puppet with
gilded bells.
"They beat me; they say I am naughty, because I want gran'mère," he
said, with a sob. "they beat me often, and oh! if she knew, she would
wake and come. Do tell her--do! Bernardou will be so good, and never
vex her, if only she will come back!"
His piteous voice was drowned in tears.
His little life had been hard; scant fare, cold winds, and naked
limbs had been his portion; yet the life had been bright and gleeful to
him, clinging to his grandam's skirts as she washed at the tub or hoed
in the cabbage-ground, catching her smile when he brought her the first
daisy of the year, running always to her open arms in any hurt, sinking
to sleep always with the singing of her old ballads on his ear.
It had been a little life, dear, glad, kindly, precious to him, and
he wept for it; refusing to be comforted by sight of a gilded puppet in
another's hand, or a sugared Jesus in another's mouth, as they expected
him to be.
It is the sort of comfort that is always offered to the homeless,
and they are always thought ungrateful if they will not be consoled by
it.
"I wish I could take you, Bernardou!" Folle-Farine murmured, with a
momentary softness that was exquisitely tender in its contrast to her
haughty and fierce temper. "I wish I could."
For one wild instant the thought came to her to break from her
bonds, and take this creature who was as lonely as herself, and to
wander away and away into that unknown land which stretched around her,
and of which she knew no more than one of the dark leaves knew that
grew in the snow-filled ditch.
But the thought passed unuttered; she knew neither where to go nor
what to do.
Her few early years in the Liébana were too dream-like and too
vaguely remembered to be any guide to her; and the world seemed only to
her in her fancies as a vast plain, dreary and dismal, in which every
hand would be against her, and every living thing be hostile to her.
Beside, the long habitude of slavery was on her, and it is a yoke that
eats into the flesh too deeply to be wrenched off without many an
effort.
As she stood thinking, with the child's eager hands clasping her
skirts, a shrill voice called from the woodstack and dung-heap outside
Flandrin's house:
"Bernardou! Bernardou! thou little plague. Come within. What dost
do out there in the dark? Mischief, I will warrant."
The speaker strode out, and snatched and bore and clutched him
away; she was the sister of Rose Flandrin, who lived with them, and
kept the place and the children in order.
"Thou little beast!" she muttered, in fury. "Dost dare talk to the
witch that killed they grandmother? Thou shalt hie to bed, and sup on a
fine whipping. Thank God, thou goest to the hospital tomorrow! Thou
woudst bring a dire curse on the house in reward for our alms to thee."
She dragged him in and slammed-to the door, and his cries echoed
above the busy shouts and laughter of the Flandrin family, gathered
about the tinselled Punch and the sugared Jesus, and the soup-pot, that
stewed them a fat farm-yard goose for their supper.
Folle-Farine listened awhile, with her hand clenched on her knife;
then she toiled onward through the village, and left it and its carols
and carousings behind her in the red glow of the sinking sun.
She thought no more of setting their huts in a blaze; the child's
words had touched and softened her; she remembered the long patient
bitter life of the woman who had died of cold and hunger in her
eighty-second year, and yet who had thus died saying to the last, "God
is good."
"What is their God?" she mused. "They care for him, and he seems to
care nothing for them whether they be old or young."
Yet her heat was softened, and she would not fire the house in
which little Bernardou was sheltered.
His was the first gratitude that she had ever met with, and it was
sweet to her as the rare blossom of the edelweiss to the traveller upon
the highest Alpine summits--a flower full of promise, born amidst a
waste.
The way was long to where Marcellin dwelt, but she walked on
through the fields that were in summer all one scarlet glow of poppies,
and were now a white sheet of frozen water.
The day was over, the evening drew nigh, the sound of innumerable
bells in the town echoed faintly from the distance, over the snow: all
was still.
On the night of the new year the people had a care that the cattle
in the byers, the sheep in the folds, the dogs in the kennels, the
swine in the styes, the old cart-horses in the sheds, should have a
full meal and a clean bed, and be able to rejoice.
In all the country round there were only two that were
forgotten--the dead in their graves, and the daughter of Taric.
Folle-Farine was cold, hungry, and exhausted, for the fever had
left her enfeebled; and from the coarse food of the mill-house her
weakness had turned.
But she walked on steadily.
At the hut where Marcellin dwelt she knew that she would be sure of
one welcome, one smile; one voice that would greet her kindly; one face
that would look on her without a frown.
It would not matter, she thought, how the winds should howl and the
hail drive, or how the people should be merry in their homes and
forgetful of her and of him. He and she would sit together over the
little fire, and give back hate for hate and scorn for scorn, and
commune with each other, and want no other cheer or comrade.
It had been always so since he had first met her at sunset amongst
the poppies, then a little child of eight years old. Every new-year's
night she had spent with him in his hovel; and in their own mute way
they had loved one another, and drawn closer together, and been almost
glad, though often pitcher and platter had been empty, and sometimes
even the hearth had been cold.
She stepped bravely against the wind, and over the crisp firm snow,
her spirits rising as she drew near the only place that had ever opened
its door gladly to her coming; her heart growing lighter as she
approached the only creature to whom she had ever spoken her thoughts
without derision or told her woes without condemnation.
His hut stood by itself in the midst of the wide pastures, and by
the side of a stream.
A little light was wont to twinkle at that hour through the
crevices of its wooden shutter; this evening all was dark, the outline
of the hovel rose like a rugged mound against the white wastes round
it. The only sound was the far-off chiming of the bells that vibrated
strangely on the rarefied sharp air.
She crossed the last meadow where the sheep were folded for the
night, and went to the door and pushed against it to open it--it was
locked.
She struck it with her hand.
"Open, Marcellin--open quickly. It is only I."
There was no answer.
She smote the wood more loudly, and called to him again.
A heavy step echoed on the mud floor within; a match was struck, a
dull light glimmered; a voice she did not know muttered drowsily, "Who
is there?"
"It is I, Marcellin," she answered. "It is not night. I am come to
be an hour with you. Is anything amiss?"
The door opened slowly, an old woman, whose face was strange to
her, peered out into the dusk. She had been asleep on the settle by the
fire, and stared stupidly at the flame of her own lamp.
"Is it the old man, Marcellin, you want?" she asked.
"Marcellin, yes--where is he?"
"He died four days ago. Get you gone; I will have no tramps about
my place."
"Died!"
Folle-Farine stood erect, without a quiver in her face or in her
limbs; but her teeth shut together like a steel clasp, and all the rich
and golden hues of her skin changed to a sickly ashen pallor.
"Yes, why not?" grumbled the old woman. "To be sure men said that
God would never him die, because he killed St. Louis; but myself I
never thought that. I knew the devil would not wait more than a hundred
years for him--you can never cheat the devil, and he always seems
stronger than the saints--somehow. You are that thing of Yprès, are you
not? Get you gone!"
"Who are you? Why are you here?" she gasped.
Her right hand was clenched on the door-post, and her right foot
was set on the threshold, so that the door could not be closed.
"I am an honest woman and a pious; and it befouls me to dwell where
he dwelt," the old peasant hissed in loud indignation. "I stood out a
whole day, but when one is poor and the place is offered quit of rent,
what can one do?--and it is roomy and airy for the fowls, and the
priest has flung holy water about and purified it, and I have a
Horse-shoe nailed up, and a St. John in the corner. But be off with
you, and take your foot from my door."
Folle-Farine stood motionless.
"When did he die; and how?" she asked in her teeth.
"He was found dead on the road, on his heap of stones, the fourth
night from this," answered the old woman, loving to hear her own
tongue, yet dreading the one to whom she spoke. "Perhaps he had been
hungered, I do not know; or more likely the devil would not wait any
longer; anyways, he was dead--the hammer in his hand. Max Liében, the
man that travels with the wooden clocks, found him. He lay there all
night. Nobody would touch him. They say they saw the mark of the
devil's claws on him. At last they got a dung-cart, and took him away
before the sun rose. He died just under the great Calvary--it was like
his blasphemy. They have put him in the common ditch. I think it shame
to let the man that slew a saint be in the same grave with all the poor
honest folk who feared God, and were Christians though they might be
beggars and outcasts. Get you gone, you be as vile as he. If you want
him go ask your father the foul fiend for him--they are surely together
now."
And she drove the door to, and closed it, and barred it firmly
within.
"Not but what the devil can get through the chinks," she muttered,
as she turned the wick of her lamp up higher.
Folle-Farine went back over the snow; blind, sick, feeling her way
through the twilight as though it were the darkness of night.
"He died alone--he died alone," she muttered, a thousand times, as
she crept shivering through the gloom; and she knew that now her own
fate was yet more desolate. She knew that now she lived alone without
one friend on earth.
The death on the open highway; the numbness, and stillness, and
deafness to all the maledictions of men; the shameful bier made at
night on the dung-cart, amidst loathing glances and muttered curses;
the nameless grave in the common ditch with the beggar, the thief, the
harlot, and the murderer;--these, which were so awful to all others,
seemed to her as sweet as to sink to sleep on soft unshorn grass,
whilst rose leaves are shaken in the wind, and fall as gently as kisses
upon the slumberer.
For she in her youth and in the splendour of her strength, and in
the blossom of her beauty, gorgeous as a passion- flower in the sun,
envied bitterly the old man who had died at his work on the public
road, hated by his kind, and weighted with the burden of nigh a hundred
years.
Since his death was not more utterly lonely and desolate than was
her life; and to all taunts and to all curses the ears of the dead are
deaf.
NIGHT had come; a dark night of earliest spring. The wild day had
sobbed itself to sleep after a restless life with fitful breath of
storm and many sighs of shuddering breezes.
The sun had sunk, leaving lone tracks of blood-red light across
one-half the heavens.
There was a sharp crisp coldness as of lingering frost in the gloom
and the dulness. Heavy clouds, as yet unbroken, hung over the cathedral
and the clustering roofs around it in dark and starless splendour.
Over the great still plains which stretched eastward and southward,
black with the furrows of the scarce-budded corn, the wind blew hard;
blowing the river and the many streamlets spreading from it into foam;
driving the wintry leaves, which still strewed the earth thickly,
hither and thither in legions; breaking boughs that had weathered the
winter hurricanes, and scattering the tender blossoms of the snowdrops
and the earliest crocuses in all the little moss-grown garden ways.
The smell of wet grass, of the wood-born violets, of trees whose
new life was waking in their veins, of damp earths turned freshly
upwards by the plough, were all blown together by the riotous breezes.
Now and then a light gleamed through the gloom where a little
peasant boy lighted home with a torch some old priest on his mule, or a
boat went down the waters with a lamp hung at its prow. For it grew
dark early, and people used to the river read a threat of flood on its
face.
A dim glow from the west, which was still tinged with the fire of
the sunset, fell through a great square window set in a stone building,
and striking across the sicklier rays of an oil lamp reached the
opposing wall within.
It was a wall of grey stone, dead and lustreless like the wall of a
prison-house, over whose surface a spider as colourless as itself
dragged slowly its crooked hairy limbs loaded with the moisture of the
place, which was an old tower, of which the country folk told strange
tales, where it stood among the rushes on the left bank of the stream.
A man watched the spider as it went.
It crept on its heavy way across the faint crimson reflection from
the glow of the sunken sun.
It was fat, well-nourished, lazy, content; its home of dusky silver
hung on high, where its pleasure lay in weaving, clinging, hoarding,
breeding. It lived in the dark; it had neither pity nor regret; it
troubled itself neither for the death it dealt to nourish itself, nor
for the light without, into which it never wandered; it spun and throve
and multiplied.
It was an emblem of the man who is wise in his generation; of the
man whom Cato the elder deemed divine; of the Majority and the
Mediocrity who rule over the earth and enjoy its fruits.
This man knew that was wise; that those who were like to it were
wise also; wise with the only wisdom which is honoured of other men.
He had been unwise--always; and therefore he stood watching the sun
die, with hunger in his soul, with famine in his body.
For many months he had been half famished, as were the wolves in
his own northern mountains in the winter solstice. For seven days he
had only been able to crush a crust of hard black bread between his
teeth. For twenty hours he had not done even so much as this. The
trencher on his tressel was empty; and he had not wherewithal to refill
it.
He might have found some to fill it for him no doubt. He lived
amidst the poor, and the poor to the poor are good, though they are bad
and bitter to the rich. But he did not open either his lips or his
hands. He consumed his heart in silence; and his vitals preyed in
anguish on themselves without his yielding to their torments.
He was a madman; and Cato, who measured the godliness of man by
what they gained, would have held him, accursed;--the madness that
starves and is silent for an idea is an insanity, scouted by the world
and the gods. For it is an insanity unfruitful; except to the future.
And for the future who cares,--save these madmen themselves?
He watched the spider as it went.
It could not speak to him as its fellow once spoke in the old
Scottish story. To hear as that captive heard, the hearer must have
hope, and a kingdom,--if only in dreams.
This man had no hope; he had a kingdom indeed, but it was not of
earth; and, in an hour of sheer cruel bodily pain, earth alone has
dominion over power and worth.
The spider crawled across the grey wall; across the glow from the
vanished sun; across a coil of a dead passion-vine, that strayed loosed
through the floor; across the classic shapes of a great cartoon drawn
in chalks upon the dull rugged surface of stone.
Nothing arrested it; nothing retarded it, as nothing hastened it.
It moved slowly on; fat, lustreless, indolent, hueless; reached at
length its den, and there squatted aloft, loving the darkness; its
young swarming around, its prey held in its forceps, its nest cast
about.
Through the open casement there came on the rising wind of the
storm, in the light of the last lingering sunbeam, a beautiful
night-moth, begotten by some cruel hot-house heat in the bosom of some
frail exiled tropical flower.
It swam in on trembling pinions, and alighted on the golden head of
a gathered crocus that lay dying on the stones--a moth that should have
been born to no world save that of the summer world of a Midsummer
Night's Dream.
A shape of Ariel and Oberon; slender, silver, purple, roseate,
lustrous-eyed, and gossamer-winged.
A creature of woodland waters and blossoming forests; of the yellow
chalices of kingcups and the white breasts of river lilies, of
moonbeams that strayed through a summer world of shadows, and dewdrops
that glistened in the deep folded hearts of roses. A creature to brush
the dreaming eyes of a poet, to nestle on the bosom of a young girl
sleeping: to float earthwards on a fallen star, to slumber on a lotus
life.
A creature that amidst the still soft hush of woods and waters
still tells, to those who listen, of the world when the world was
young.
The moth flew on, and poised on the faded crocus leaves which
spread out their pale gold on the level of the grey floor.
It was weary, and its delicate wings drooped; it was storm-tossed,
wind-beaten, drenched with mist and frozen with the cold; it belonged
to the moon, to the dew, to the lilies, to the forget-me-nots, and to
the night; and it found that the hard grip of winter had seized it
whilst yet it had thought that the stars and the summer were with it.
It lived before its time,--and it was like the human soul, which being
born in the darkness of the world dares to dream of light, and,
wandering in vain search of a sun that will never rise, falls and
perishes in wretchedness.
It was beautiful exceedingly; with the brilliant tropical beauty of
a life that is short-lived. It rested a moment on the stem of the pale
flower, then with its radiant eyes fastened on the point of light which
the lamp thrust upward, it flew on high; and, spreading out its
transparent wings and floating to the flame, kissed it, quivered once,
and died.
There fell among the dust and cinder of the lamp a little heap of
shrunken fire-scorched blackened ashes.
The wind whirled them upward from their rest, and drove them forth
into the night to mingle with the storm-scourged grasses, the pale dead
violets, the withered snow-flowers, with all things frost-touched and
forgotten.
The spider sat aloft, sucking the juices from the fettered flies,
teaching its spawn to prey and feed; content in squalor and in
plentitude; in sensual sloth, and in the increase of its body and its
hoard.
He watched them both: the success of the spider, the death of the
moth; trite as a fable; ever repeated as the tides of the sea; the two
symbols of humanity; of the life which fattens on greed and gain, and
the life which perishes of divine desire.
Then he turned and looked at the cartoons upon the wall; shapes
grand and dim, the children of his genius, a genius denied by men.
His head sank on his chest, his hand tore the shirt away from his
breast, which the pangs of a bodily hunger that he scorned, devoured,
indeed, but which throbbed with a pain more bitter than that of even
this lingering and ignoble death. He had genius in him, and he had to
die like a wolf on the Armorican wolds, yonder westward, when the snows
of winter hid all offal from its fangs.
It was horrible.
He had to die for want of the crust that beggars gnawed in the
kennels of the city; he had to die of the lowest and commonest need of
all--the sheer animal need of food.
"J'avais quelque chose là!" was, perhaps, the most terrible of all
those death-cries of despair which the guillotine of Thermidor wrung
from the lips of the condemned. For it was the despair of the bodily
life for the life of the mind which died with it.
When a man clings to life for life's sake, because it is fair and
sweet, and good to the sight and the senses, there may be weakness in
his shudder at its threatening loss. But when a man is loth to lose
life, although it be hard and joyless and barren of all delights,
because this life gives him power to accomplish things greater than he,
which yet without him must perish, there is the strength in him, as
there is the agony, of Prometheus.
With him it must die also: that deep dim greatness within him which
moves him, despite himself; that nameless unspeakable force, which
compels him to create and to achieve; that vision by which he beholds
worlds beyond him not seen by his fellows.
Weary of life indeed he may be; of life material, and full of
subtlety; of passion, of pleasure, of pain; of the kisses that burn, of
the laughs that ring hollow, of the honey that so soon turns to gall,
of the sickly fatigues and the tired cloyed hunger that are the portion
of men upon earth. Weary of these he may be; but still if the gods have
breathed on him and made him mad, with the madness that men have called
genius, there will be that in him greater than himself, which he
knows,--and cannot know without some fierce wrench and pang,--will be
numbed and made impotent, and drift away, lost for evermore, into that
eternal Night which is all that men behold of death.
It was so with this man now.
Life was barren of all delight for him, full of privation, of
famine, of obscurity, of fruitless travail and of vain desire; yet
because he believed that he had it in him to be great, or rather
because, with a purer and more impersonal knowledge, he believed that
it was within his power to do that which, when done, the world would
not willingly let die, it was loathsome to him to perish thus of the
sheer lack of food, as any toothless snake would perish in its swamp.
He stood opposite to the great white cartoons on which his soul had
spent itself; creations which seemed but vague and ghostly in the
shadows of the chamber, but in which he saw, or at the least believed
he saw, the title-deeds of his own heirship to the world's kingdom of
fame.
For himself he cared nothing; but for them--he smiled bitterly as
he looked: "They will light some bakehouse fire to pay those that may
throw my body in a ditch," he thought.
And yet the old passion had so much dominion still that he
instinctively went nearer to his latest and best-beloved creations, and
took the white chalks up and worked once more by the dull sullen rays
of the lamp behind him.
They would be torn down on the morrow and thrust for fuel into some
housewife's kitchen-stove. What matter?
He loved them; they were his sole garniture and treasure; in them
his soul had gathered all its dreams and all its pure delights: so long
as his sight lasted he sought to feed it on them; so long as his hand
had power he strove to touch, to caress, to enrich them.
Even in such an hour as this, the old sweet trance of Art was upon
him.
He was devoured by the deadly fangs of long fast; streaks of living
fire seemed to scorch his entrails; his throat and lungs were parched
and choked; and ever and again his left hand clenched on the bones of
his naked chest as though he could wrench away the throes that gnawed
it. He knew that worse than this would follow; he knew that tenfold
more torment would await him; that limbs as strong, and muscles as
hard, and manhood as vigorous as his, would only yield to such death as
this slowly, doggedly, inch by inch, day by day. He knew; and he knew
that he could not trust himself to go through that uttermost torture
without once lifting his voice to summon the shame of release from it.
Shame--since release would needs be charity.
He knew full well; he had seen all forms of death; he had studied
its throes, and portrayed its horrors. He knew that before dawn--it
might be before midnight--this agony would grow so great that it would
conquer him; and that to save himself from the cowardice of appeal, the
shame besought alms, he would have to use his last powers to drive home
a knife hard and sure through his breast-bone. Yet he stood there,
almost forgetting this, scarcely conscious of any other thing than of
the passion that ruled him.
Some soft curve in a girl's bare bosom, some round smooth arm of a
sleeping woman, some fringe of leaves against a moonlit sky, some
broad-winged bird sailing through shadows of the air, some full-orbed
lion rising to leap on the nude soft indolently-folded limbs of a
dreaming virgin, palm-shadowed in the East;--all these he gazed on and
touched, and looked again, and changed by some more inward curve or
deepened line of his chalk stylus.
All these usurped him; appealed to him; were well beloved and
infinitely sad; seemed ever in their whiteness and their loneliness to
cry to him,--"Whither dost thou go? Wilt thou leave us alone?"
And as he stood, and thus caressed them with his eyes and touch,
and wrestled with the inward torment which grew greater and greater as
the night approached, the sudden sickly feebleness of long hunger came
upon him; the grave-like coldness of his fireless chamber slackened and
numbed the flowing of his veins; his brain grew dull and all its memory
ceased, confused and blotted. He staggered once, wondering dimly and
idly as men wonder in delirium, if this indeed were death: then he fell
backwards senseless on his hearth.
The last glow of day died off the wall. The wind rose louder,
driving in through the open casement a herd of withered leaves. An owl
flew by, uttering weary cries against the storm.
On high the spider sat, sucking the vitals of its prey, safe in its
filth and darkness; looking down ever on the lifeless body on the
hearth, and saying in its heart,--"Thou Fool!"
AS the night fell, Folle-Farine, alone, steered herself down the
water through the heart of the town, where the buildings were oldest,
and where on either side there loomed through the dusk, carved on the
black timbers, strange masks of satyr and of faun, of dragon and of
griffin, of fiend and of martyr.
She sat in the clumsy empty market-boat, guiding the tiller rope
with her foot.
The sea flowing in stormily upon the coast sent the tide of the
river inland with a swift impetuous current, to which its sluggish
depths were seldom stirred. The oars rested unused in the bottom of the
boat; she glided down the stream without exertion of her own, quietly,
easily, dreamily.
She had come from a long day's work, lading and unlading timber and
grain for her taskmaster, and his fellow farmers, at the river wharf at
the back of the town, where the little sea-trawlers and traders, with
their fresh salt smell and their brown sails crisp from fierce sea
winds, gathered for traffic with the corn barges and the egg-boats of
the land.
Her day's labour was done, and she was repaid for it by the free
effortless backward passage home through the shadows of the
water-streets; where in the overhanging buildings, ever and anon, some
lantern swinging on a cord from side to side, or some open casement
arched above a gallery, showed the dark sad wistful face of some old
creature kneeling in prayer before a crucifix, or the gold ear-rings of
some laughing girl leaning down with the first frail violets of the
year fragrant in her bodice.
The cold night had brought the glow of wood-fires in many of the
dwellings of that poor and picturesque quarter; and showed many a
homely interior through the panes of the oriel and lancet windows, over
which brooded sculptured figures seraph-winged, or carven forms
helmeted and leaning on their swords.
In one of them there was a group of young men and maidens gathered
round the wood nut-burning, the lovers seeking each other's kiss as the
kernels broke the shells; in another, some rosy curly children played
at soldiers with the cuirass and sabre which their grandsire had won in
the army of the empire; in another, before a quaint oval old-fashioned
glass, a young girl all alone made trial of her wedding wreath upon her
fair forehead, and smiled back on her own image with a little joyous
laugh that ended in a sob; in another, a young bearded workman carved
ivory beside his hearth, whilst his old mother sat knitting in a high
oak chair; in another, a sister of charity, with a fair Madonna's face,
bent above a little pot of home-bred snowdrops, with her tears dropping
on the white heads of the flowers, whilst the sick man, of whom she had
charge, slept and left her a brief space for her own memories, her own
pangs, her own sickness, which was only of the heart--only--and
therefore hopeless.
All these Folle-Farine saw, going onward in the boat on the gloom
of the water below.
She did not envy them; she rather, with her hatred of them, scorned
them. She had been freeborn, though now she was a slave; the pleasures
of the home and hearth she envied no more that she envied the
imprisoned bird its seed and water, its mate and song, within the close
cage bars.
Yet they had a sort of fascination for her. She wondered how they
felt, these people who smiled and span, and ate and drank, and sorrowed
and enjoyed, and were in health and disease, at feast and at funeral,
always together, always bound in one bond of a common humanity; these
people, whose God on the cross never answered them; who were poor, she
knew; who toiled early and late; who were heavily taxed; who fared
hardly and scantily; yet who for the main part contrived to be mirthful
and content, and to find some sunshine in their darkened hours, and to
cling to one another, and in a way be glad.
Just above her was the corner window of a very ancient house,
encrusted with blazonries and carvings. It had been a prince-bishop's
palace; it was now the shared shelter of half a score of lace weavers
and of ivory workers, each family in their chamber, like a bee in its
cell.
As the boat floated under one of the casements, she saw that it
stood open; there was a china cup filled with house-born primroses on
the broad sill; there was an antique illuminated Book of Hours lying
open beside the flowers; there was a strong fire-light shining from
within; there was an old woman asleep and smiling in her dreams beside
the hearth; by the open book was a girl, leaning out into the chill
damp night, and looking down the street as though in search for some
expected and thrice-welcome guest.
She was fair to look at, with dark hair twisted under her towering
white cap, and a peach-like cheek and throat, and her arms folded
against her blue 'kerchief crossed upon her chest.
Into the chamber, unseen by her, a young man stole across the
shadows, and came unheard behind her and bent his head to hers, and
kissed her ere she knew that he was there. She started with a little
happy cry and pushed him away with pretty provocation; he drew her into
his arms and into the chamber; he shut-to the lattice, and left only a
dusky reflection from within shining through the panes made dark by age
and dust.
Folle-Farine had watched them; as the window closed her head
dropped, she was stirred with a mournful, passionate, contemptuous
wonder; what was this love that was about her everywhere, and yet with
which she had no share? She only thought of it with haughtiest scorn;
and yet--
There had come a great darkness on the river, a surly roughness in
the wind; the shutters were now closed in many of the houses of the
water-street, and their long black shadows fell across the depth that
severed them, and met and blended in the twilight.
The close of this day was stormy; the wind blew the river swiftly;
the heavy raw mists were setting in from the sea as the night
descended. She did not heed these; she liked the wild weather best; she
loved the rush of a chill wind amongst her hair, and the moisture of
blown spray upon her face; she loved the manifold phantasies of the
clouds, and the melodies of the blast coming over the sands and the
rushes. She loved the swirl and rage of the angry water, and the
solitude that closed in round her with the darkness.
The boat passed onward through the now silent town; only in one
other place the light glowed through the un- shuttered lattices that
were ruddy and emblematic with the paintings of the Renaissance. It was
the window of the gardener's wife.
At that season there could bloom neither saxifrage nor carnation;
but some green-leaved winter shrub with rosy laden berries had replaced
them, and made a shining frame all round the painted panes.
The fair woman was within; her delicate head rose out of the brown
shadows round, with a lamp burning above it and a little oval mirror
before. Into the mirror she was gazing with a smile, whilst with both
hands about her throat she clasped some strings of polished shells
brought to her from the sea.
"How white and how warm and how glad she is!" thought Folle-Farine,
looking upward; and she rowed in the gloom through the sluggish water
with envy at her heart.
She was growing harder, wilder, worse, with every day; more and
more like some dumb fierce forest beast, that flees from every step and
hates the sound of every voice.
Since the night that they had pricked her for a witch, the people
had been more cruel to her than ever; they cast bitter names at her as
she went by; they hissed and hooted her as she took her mule through
their villages, or passed them on the road with her back bent under
some load of faggots, or of winter food; once or twice they stoned her,
and chance alone had saved her from injury.
For it was an article of faith in all the hamlets round that she
had killed old Manon Dax. The Flandrins said so, and they were good
pious people who would not lie. Every dusky evening when the peasantry,
through the doors of their cabins, saw the gleam of her bright red
girdle and the flash of her hawk's eyes, where she plodded on through
the mist on her tyrant's errands, they crossed themselves and told each
other for the hundredth time the tale of her iniquities over their pan
of smoking chestnuts.
It had hardened her tenfold; it had made her brood on sullen dreams
of a desperate vengeance.
Marcellin, too, was gone; his body had been eaten by the quicklime
in the common ditch, and there was not even a voice so stern as his to
bid her a good morrow. He had been a harsh man, of dark repute and
bitter tongue; but in his way he had loved her; in his way, with the
eloquence that had remained to him, and by the strange stories that he
had told her of that wondrous time wherein his youth had passed, when
men had been as gods and giants, and women either horrible as the
Medusa or sublime as the Iphigenia, he had done something to awaken her
mind; to arouse her hopes; to lift her up from the torpor of toil, the
lusts of hatred, the ruinous apathy of despair. But he was dead; and
she was alone; and was abandoned utterly to herself.
She mourned for him with a passionate pain that was all the more
despairing, because no sound of it could ever pass her lips to any
creature.
To and fro continually she went by the road on which he had died
alone; by the heap of broken stones, by the wooden crucifix, by the
high hedge and the cornlands beyond. Every time she went the blood beat
in her brain, the tears swelled in her throat; she hated with a hatred
that consumed her, and was ready to ripen into any deadly deed, the
people who had shunned him in his life, and in his death derided and
insulted him, and given him such burial as they gave the rotten carcass
of some noxious beast.
Her heart was ripe for any evil that should have given her
vengeance; a dull cold sense of utter desolation and isolation was
always on her; the injustice of the people began to turn her blood to
gall, her courage into cruelty; there began to come upon her the look
of those who brood upon a crime.
It was, in truth, but the despairing desire to live that stirred
within her; to know, to feel, to roam, to enjoy, to suffer still, if
need be; but to suffer something else than the endless toil of the
field-ox and tow-horse, something else than the unavenged blow that
pays the ass and the dog for their services.
The desire to be free grew upon her with all the force and fury
inherited from her father's tameless and ever-wandering race; if a
crime could have made her free she would have seized it.
She was in the prison of a narrow and hated fate; and from it she
looked out on the desert of an endless hate, which stretched around her
without one blossom of love, one well-spring of charity, rising in its
deathlike waste.
The dreamy imaginations, the fantastic pictures that had been so
strong in her in her early years, were still there, though distorted by
ignorance and inflamed by despair. Though, in her first poignant grief
for him, she had envied Marcellin his hard-won rest, his grave in the
public ditch of the town, it was not in her to desire to die. She was
too young, too strong, too restless, too impatient, and her blood of
the desert and the forest was too hot.
What she wanted was to live. Live as the great moor bird did that
she had seen float one day over these pale, pure, blue skies, with its
mighty wings outstretched in the calm grey weather; which came none
knew whence, and which went none knew whither; which poised silent and
stirless against the clouds; then called with a sweet wild love-note to
its mate, and waited for him as he sailed in from the misty shadows
where the sea lay; and with him rose yet higher and higher in the air;
and passed westward, cleaving the fields of light, and so vanished;--a
queen of the wind, a daughter of the sun; a creature of freedom, of
victory, of tireless movement, and of boundless space, a thing of
heaven and liberty.
* * * * *
The evening became night; a night rough and cold almost as winter.
There was no boat but hers upon the river, which ran high and
strong. She left the lights of the town behind her, and came into the
darkness of the country. Now and then the moon shone a moment through
the storm wrack, here and there a torch glimmered, borne by some
wayfarer over a bridge.
There was no other light.
The bells of the cathedral chiming a miserere, sounded full of woe
behind her in the still sad air.
There stood but one building between her and her home, a square
strong tower built upon the edge of the stream, of which the peasants
told many tales of horror. It was of ancient date, spacious, and very
strong. Its upper chambers were used as a granary by the farm-people
who owned it; the vaulted hall was left unused by them, partly because
the river had been known to rise high enough to flood the floor; partly
because legend had bequeathed to it a ghastly repute of spirits of
murdered men who haunted it.
No man or woman in all the country round dared venture to it after
nightfall; it was all that the stoutest would do to fetch and carry
grain there at broad day; and the peasant who, being belated, rowed his
market-boat past it when the moon was high, moved his oar with one
trembling hand, and with the other crossed himself unceasingly.
To Folle-Farine it bore no such terror.
The unconscious pantheism breathed into her earliest thoughts, with
the teachings of Phratos, made her see a nameless mystical and always
wondrous beauty in every blade of grass that fed on the dew, and with
the light, rejoiced; in every bare brown stone that flashed to gold in
bright brook waters, under a tuft of weed; in every hillside stream
that leaping and laughing sparkled in the sun; in every wind that
wailing went over the sickness of the weary world.
For such a temper, no shape of the day or the night, no mystery of
life or of death can have terror; it can dread nothing, because every
created thing has in it a divine life and an eternal mystery.
As she and the boat passed out into the loneliness of the country,
with fitful moon gleams to light its passage, the weather and the
stream grew wilder yet.
There were on both sides strips of the silvery inland sands, beds
of tall reeds, and the straight stems of poplars, ghost-like in the
gloom. The tide rushed faster; the winds blew more strongly from the
north; the boat rocked, and now and then was washed with water, till
its edges were submerged.
She stood up in it, and gave her strength to its guidance; it was
all that she could do to keep its course straight, and steer it so that
it should not grate upon the sand, nor be blown into the tangles of the
river reeds. For herself she had no care, she could swim like any
cygnet; and, for her own sport, had spent hours in water at all
seasons. But she knew that to Claudis Flamma the boat was an honoured
treasure, since to replace it would have cost him many a hard-earned
and well loved piece of money.
As she stood thus upright in the little tossing vessel, against the
darkness and the winds, she passed the solitary building; it had been
placed so low down against the shore that its front walls, strong of
hewn stone, and deep bedded in the soil, were half submerged in the
dense growth of the reeds and of the willowy osiers which grew up and
brushed the great arched windows of its haunted hall. The lower half of
one of the seven latticed windows had been blown wide open; a broad
square casement, braced with iron bars, looking out upon the river, and
lighted by a sickly glimmer of the moon.
Her boat was swayed close against the wall, in a sudden lurch,
caused by a fiercer gust of wind and higher wave of the strong tide;
the rushes entangled it; it grounded on the sand; there was no chance,
she knew, of setting it afloat again without her leaving it to gain a
footing on the sand, and use her force to push it off into the current.
She leaped out without a moment's thought amongst the rushes, with
her kirtle girt up close above her knees. She sank to her ankles in the
sand, and stood to her waist in the water.
But she was almost as light and sure of foot as a moor-gull, when
it lights upon the treacherous mosses of a bog; and standing on the
soaked and shelving bank, she thrust herself with all her might against
her boat, dislodged it, and pushed it out once more afloat.
She was about to wade to it and spring into it, before the stream
had time to move it farther out, when an owl flew from the open window
behind her. Unconsciously she turned her head to look whence the bird
had come.
She saw the wide dark square of the opened casement; the gleam of a
lamp within the cavern-like vastness of the vaulted hall. Instinctively
she paused, drew closer, and forgot the boat.
The stone sills of the seven windows were level with the topmost
sprays of the tall reeds an the willowy underwood; they were,
therefore, level with herself. She saw straight in; saw, so far as the
pale uncertain fusion of moon and lamp rays showed them, the height and
width of this legend-haunted place; vaulted and pillared with timber
and with stone; dim and lonely as a cathedral crypt, and with the
night-birds flying to and fro in it, as in a ruin, seeking their nests
in its rafters and in the capitals of its columns.
No fear, but a great awe fell upon her. She let the boat drift on
its way unheeded; and stood there at gaze like a forest doe.
She had passed this grain tower with every day or night that she
had gone down the river upon the errands of her taskmaster; but she had
never looked within it once, holding the peasants' stories and terrors
in the cold scorn of an intrepid courage.
Now, when she looked, she for the first time believed--believed
that the dead lived and gathered there.
White, shadowy, countless shapes loomed through the gloom, all
motionless, all noiseless, all beautiful, with the serene yet terrible
loveliness of death.
In their midst burned a lamp; as the light burns night and day in
the tombs of the kings of the east.
Her colour paled, her breath came and went, her body trembled like
a leaf; yet she was not afraid. An ecstasy of surprise and faith smote
the dull misery of her life. She saw at last another world than the
world of toil in which she had laboured without sigh and without hope,
as the blinded ox laboured in the brick-field, treading his endless
circles in the endless dark, and only told that it was day by blows.
She had no fear of them--these, whom she deemed the dwellers of the
lands beyond the sun, could not be more cruel to her than had been the
sons of men. She yearned to them, longed for them; wondered with
rapture and with awe if these were the messengers of her father's
kingdom; if these would have mercy on her, and take her with them to
their immortal homes--whether of heaven or of hell, what mattered it?
It was enough to her that it would not be of earth.
She raised herself upon the ledge above the rushes, poised herself
lightly as a bird, and with deft soundless feet dropped safely on the
floor within, and stood in the midst of that enchanted world. Stood
motionless, gazing upwards with rapt eyes, and daring barely to draw
breath with any audible sigh, lest she should rouse them, and be driven
from their presence. The flame of the lamp, and the moonlight,
reflected back from the foam of the risen waters, shed a strange,
pallid, shadowy light on all the forms around her.
"They are the dead, surely," she thought, as she stood amongst
them; and she stayed there with her arms folded on her breast to still
its beating, lest any sound should anger them and betray her; a thing
lower than the dust--a mortal amidst this great immortal host.
The mists and the shadows between her eyes and them parted them as
with a sea of dim and subtle vapour, through which they looked white
and implacable as a summer cloud, when it seems to lean and touch the
edge of the world in a grey, quiet dawn.
They were but the creations of an artist's classic dreams, but to
her they seemed to thrill, to move, to sigh, to gaze on her; to her,
they seemed to live with that life of the air, of the winds, of the
stars, of silence and solitude, and all the nameless liberties of
death, of which she dreamed when, shunned, and cursed, and hungered,
she looked up to the skies at night from a sleepless bed.
They were indeed the dead: the dead of that fair time when all the
earth was young, and men communed with their deities, and loved them,
and were not afraid. When their gods were with them in their daily
lives; and when in every breeze that curled the sea, in every cloud
that darkened in the west, in every water-course that leaped and
sparkled in the sacred cedar groves, in every bee-sucked blossom of
wild thyme that grew purple by the marble temple steps, the breath and
the glance of the gods were felt, the footfall and the voice of the
gods were heard.
They were indeed the dead: the dead who--dying earliest, whilst yet
the earth was young enough to sorrow for its heroic lives, to embalm
them, to remember them, and to count them worthy of lament--perished in
their bodies, but lived for ever immortal in the traditions of the
world.
From every space of the sombre chamber some one of these gazed on
her through the mist.
Here the silver dove of Argos winged her way through the iron jaws
of the dark sea-gates; here the white Io wandered, in exile and
unresting, for ever scourged on by the sting in her flesh, as a man by
the genius in him.
Here the glad god whom all the woodlands loved, played in the
moonlight, on his reeds, to the young stags that couched at his feet in
golden beds of daffodils and asphodel. Here over a darkened land the
great Demeter moved, bereaved and childless, bidding the vine be
barren, and the fig trees stay fruitless, and the seed of the sown
furrows lie strengthless to multiply and fill the sickles with the ripe
increase.
Here the women of Thebes danced upon Cithæron in the mad moonless
nights, under the cedars, with loose hair on the wind, and bosoms that
heaved and brake through their girdles of fawnskin. Here at this
labour, in Pheræ, the sun-god toiled as a slave; the highest wrought as
the lowest; while wise Hermes stood by and made mirth of the kingship
that had bartered the rod of dominion for the mere music which empty
air could make in a hollow reed.
Here, too, the brother gods stood, Hypnos and Oneiros, and
Thanatos; their bowed heads crowned with the poppy and moonwort, the
flowering fern, and the amaranth, and, pressed to their lips, a white
rose, in the old sweet symbol of silence; fashioned in the same
likeness, with the same winged feet which yet fall so softly, that no
human ears hear their coming; the gods that most of all have pity on
men, the gods of the Night and of the Grave.
These she saw; not plainly, but through the wavering shadows, and
the halo of the vapours which floated, dense and silvery as smoke, in
from the misty river.
Their lips were dumb, and for her they had no name nor story, and
yet they spoke to her with familiar voices. She knew them, she knew
that they were gods, and yet were dead; and in the eyes of the
forest-god, who piped upon his reeds, she saw the eyes of Phratos look
on her with their tender laughter and their unforgotten love.
Just so had he looked so long ago--so long!--in the deep woods at
moonrise, when he had played to the bounding fawns, to the leaping
waters, to the listening trees, to the sleeping flowers.
They had called him an outcast--and lo!--she found him a god.
She sank on her knees, and buried her face in her hands, and
wept--wept with grief for the living lost for ever, wept with joy that
the dead for ever lived.
Tears had rarely sprung to her proud rebellious eyes; she deemed
them human things, things of weakness and of shame; she had thrust them
back and bitten her lips till the blood came, in a thousand hours of
pain, rather than that men should be able to see them and exult. The
passion had its way for once, and spent itself, and passed; she rose
trembling and pale; with her eyes wet and dimmed in lustre, like stars
that shine through rain. She looked around her fearfully.
She thought that the gods might rise in wrath against her, even as
mortals did, for daring to be weary of her life.
As she rose, she saw for the first time before the cold hearth the
body of a man.
It was stretched straightly out on the stone floor; the chest was
bare; upon the breast the right hand was clenched close and hard; the
limbs were in profound repose; the head was lit by the white glimmer
from the moon; the face was calm and colourless, and full of sadness.
In the dim strange light it looked white as marble, colossal as a
statue, in that passionless rest, that dread repose.
Instinctively she drew nearer to him; breathless and allured she
bent forward and looked closer on his face.
He was a god, like all the rest, she thought; but dead--not as they
were dead, with eyes that still rejoiced in the light of cloudless
suns, and with lips that still smiled with a serene benignity and an
eternal love,--but dead, as mortals die, without hope, without release,
with their breath frozen on their tired lips, and bound on their hearts
eternally the burden of their sin and woe.
She leaned down close by his side, and looked on him--sorrowful,
because, he alone of all the gods was stricken there, and he alone had
the shadow of mortality upon him.
Looking thus she saw that his hands were clenched upon his chest,
as though their latest effort had been to tear the bones asunder, and
wrench out a heart that ached beneath them; she saw that this was not a
divine, but a human form,--dead indeed as the rest were, but dead by a
man's death of assassination, or disease, or suicide, or what men love
to call the "act of heaven," whereby they mean the self-sown fruits of
their own faults and follies.
Had the gods slain him--being a mortal--for his entrance there?
Marcellin in legends had told of her of such things.
He was human; with a human beauty; which yet white was cold and
golden, full of serenity and sadness, was like the sun-god's yonder,
and very strange to her whose eyes had only rested on the sunburnt,
pinched, and rugged faces of the populace around her.
That beauty allured her; she forgot that he had against her the
crime of that humanity which she hated. He was too her like some noble
forest beast, some splendid bird of prey, struck down by a bolt from
some murderous bow, strengthless and senseless, yet majestic even in
its fall.
"The gods slew him because he dared to be too like to themselves,"
she thought, "else he could not be so beautiful,--he,--only a man, and
dead?"
The dreamy intoxication of fancy had deadened her to all sense of
time or fact. The exaltation of nerve and brain made all fantastic
phantasies seem possible to her as truth.
Herself, she was strong; and desolate no more, since the eyes of
the immortals had smiled on her, and bade her welcome there; and she
felt an infinite pity on him, inasmuch as with all his likeness to them
he yet, having incurred their wrath, lay helpless there as any broken
reed.
She bent above him her dark rich face, with a soft compassion on
it; she stroked the pale heavy gold of his hair, with fingers brown and
lithe, but infinitely gentle; she fanned the cold pain of his forehead,
with the breath of her rose-like mouth; she touched him, stroked him,
gazed on him, as she would have caressed and looked on the velvet hide
of the stag, the dappled plumage of the hawk, the white leaf of the
lily.
A subtle, vague pleasure stole on her, a sharp sweet sorrow moved
her,--for he was beautiful, and he was dead.
"If they would give him back his life?" she thought; and she looked
for the glad forest god playing on his reed amidst the amber asphodels,
he who had the smile and the glance of Phratos. But she could see his
face no more.
The wind rose, the moon was hidden, all was dark save the flicker
of the flame of the lamp; the storm had broken and the rain fell: she
saw nothing now but the bowed head of Thanatos, holding the rose of
silence to his lips.
On her ear there seemed to steal a voice from the darkness, saying:
"One life alone can ransom another. Live immortal with us; or for
that dead man--perish."
She bowed her head where she knelt in the darkness; the force of an
irresistible fate seemed upon her; that sacrifice which is at once the
delirium and divinity of her sex had entered into her.
She was so lowly a thing; a creature so loveless and cursed; the
gods, if they took her in pity, would soon scorn her as men had
scorned; whilst he whom they had slain there--though so still, so white
and mute, so powerless,--he looked a king amongst men, though the gods
for his daring had killed him.
"Let him live!" she murmured. "As for me,--I am nothing--nothing.
Let me die as the Dust dies--what matter?"
The wind blew the flame of the lamp into darkness; the moon still
shone through the storm on to the face of Thanatos.
He alone heard. He--the only friend who, come he early or late,
fails no living thing at the last.
He alone remained, and waited for her: he, whom alone of all the
gods--for this man's sake--she chose.
WHEN the trance of her delirious imaginations passed, they left her
tranquil, but with the cold of death seeming to pass already from the
form she looked on into hers. She was still crouching by his body on
the hearth; and knew what she had chosen, and did not repent.
He was dead still;--or so she thought;--she watched him with dim
dreaming eyes, watched him as women do who love.
She drew the fair glistening hair through her hands; she touched
the closed and blue-veined eyelids tenderly; she laid her ear against
his heart to hearken for the first returning pulses of the life she had
brought back to him.
It was no more to her the dead body of a man, unknown, unheeded, a
stranger, and because a mortal, of necessity to her a foe. It was a
nameless wondrous mystic force and splendour to which she had given
back the pulse of existence, the light of day; which was no more the
gods', nor any man's, no more the prey of death, nor the delight of
love; but hers--hers--shared only with the greatness she had bought for
him.
Even as she looked on him she felt the first faint flutter in his
heart; she heard the first faint breath upon his lips.
His eyes unclosed and looked straight at hers, without reason or
lustre in them, clouded with a heavy and delirious pain.
"To die--of hunger--like a rat in a trap!" he muttered in his
throat, and strove to rise; he fell back, senseless, striking his head
upon the stones.
She started; her hands ceased to wander through his hair, and touch
his cold lips as she would have touched the cup of a flower; she rose
slowly to her feet. She had heard; and the words, so homely and so
familiar in the lives of all the poor, pierced the wild faiths and
visions of her heated brain, as a ray of the clear daybreak pierces
through the purple smoke from altar fires of sacrifice.
The words were so terrible, and yet so trite; they cleft the mists
of her dreams as tempered steel cleaves folds of gossamer.
"To die--of hunger!"
She muttered the phrase after him--shaken from her stupor by its
gaunt and common truth.
It roused her to the consciousness of all his actual needs.
Her heart rebelled even against her newly found immortal masters,
since, being in wrath, they could not strike him swiftly with their
vengeance, but had killed him thus with these lingering and most bitter
pangs, and had gathered there as to a festival to see him die.
As she stooped above him, she could discern the faint earthy
cavernous odour, which comes from the languid lungs and empty chests of
one who has long fasted, almost unto death.
She had known that famine odour many a time ere then; in the hut of
Manon Dax, and by the hedge rows, and in the ditches, that made the
sick beds of many another, as old, as wretched, and as nobly stubborn
against alms; in times of drought or in inclement winters, the people
in all that country side suffered continually from the hunger torment;
she had often passed by men and women, and children, crouching in black
and wretched cabins, or lying fever stricken on the cold stony fields,
glad to gnaw a shred of sheepskin, or suck a thorny bramble of the
fields to quiet the gnawing of their entrails.
She stood still beside him, and thought.
All light had died; the night was black with storm; the shadowy
shapes were gone; there were the roar of the rushing river, and the
tumult of the winds and rains upon the silence; all she saw was this
golden head; this colourless face; this lean and nerveless hand that
rested on the feebly beating heart;--these she saw still as she would
have seen the white outlines of a statue in the dark.
He moved a little, with a hollow sigh.
"Bread,--bread,--bread!" he muttered. "To die for bread!--"
At the words, all the quick resource and self reliance which the
hard life she led had sharpened and strengthened in her, awoke amidst
the dreams and passions, and meditations of her mystical faiths, and
her poetic ignorance.
The boldness and the independence of her nature roused themselves;
she had prayed for him to the gods, and to the gods given herself for
him; that was well--if they kept their faith. But if they forsook it?
The blood rushed back to her heart with its old proud current; alone,
she swore to herself to save him. To save him in the gods' despite.
In the street that day, she had found the half of a roll of black
bread. It had lain in the mud, none claiming it: a sulky lad passed it
in scorn, a beggar with gold in his wallet kicked it aside with his
crutch; she took it and put it by for her supper; so often some stripe
or some jibe replaced a begrudged meal for her at Flamma's board.
That was all she had. A crust dry as a bone, which could do nothing
towards saving him, could be of no more use to pass those clenched
teeth, and warm those frozen veins, than so much of the wet sand
gathered up from the river shore. Neither could there be any wood,
which, if brought in and lit, would burn. All the timber was green and
full of sap, and all, for a score square leagues around, was at that
hour drenched with water.
She knew that the warmth of fire to dry the deadly dampness in the
air, the warmth of wine to quicken the chillness and the torpor of the
reviving life, were what were wanted beyond all other things. She had
seen famine in all its stages, and she knew the needs and dangers of
that fell disease.
There was not a creature in all the world, who would have given her
so much as a loaf or a faggot; even if the thought of seeking human aid
had ever dawned on her.
As it was, she never even dreamed of it; every human hand,--to the
rosy fist of the smallest and fairest child,--was always clenched
against her; she would have sooner asked for honey from a lot of
snakes, or sought a bed of roses in a swarm of wasps, than have begged
mercy or aid at any human hearth.
She knew nothing, either, of an social laws that might have made
such need as this, a public care on public alms. She was used to see
men, women, and children perishing of want; she had heard people curse
the land that bore, and would not nourish, them. She was habituated to
work hard for every bit or drop that passed her lips; she lived amidst
multitudes who did the same; she knew nothing of any public succour to
which appeal could in such straits be made.
If bread were not forthcoming, a man or a woman had to die for lack
of it, as Manon Dax and Marcellin had done; that seemed to her a rule
of fate, against which there was no good in either resistance or
appeal.
What could she do? she pondered. Whatever she would do, she knew
that she had to do quickly. Yet she stood irresolute.
To do anything, she had to stoop herself down to that sin to which
no suffering or privation of her own had ever tempted her.
In a vague fierce fashion, unholpen and untaught, she hated all
sin.
All quoted it as her only birthright; all told her that she was
imbued with it body and soul; all saw it in her slightest acts, in her
most harmless words; and she abhorred this, the one gift which men cast
to her as her only heirloom, with a strong scornful loathing which
stood her in the stead of virtue.
With an instinctive cynicism which moved her con- tinually, yet to
which she could have given no name, she had loved to see the children
and the maidens,--those who held her accursed, and were themselves held
so innocent and just,--steal the ripe cherries from the stalk, pluck
the forbidden flowers that nodded over the convent walls, pierce
through the boundary fence to reach another's pear, speak a lie softly
to the old greyheaded priest, and lend their ripe lips to a soldier's
rough salute, whilst she, the daughter of hell, pointed at, despised,
shunned as a leper, hunted as a witch,--kept her hands soilless and her
lips untouched.
It was a pride to her, to say in her teeth, "I am stronger than
they," when she saw the stolen peach in their hand, and heard the lying
word on their tongue. It had a savage sweetness for her, the will with
which she denied herself the luxurious fruit that, unseen, she could
have reached a thousand times from the walls when her throat was
parched and her body empty; with which she uttered the truth, and the
truth alone, though it brought the blows of the cudgel down on her
shoulders; with which she struck aside in disdain, the insolent eyes,
and mocking mouths of the youths, who would fain have taught her, that
if beggared of all other things, she was at least rich in form and hue.
She hated sin, for sin seemed to her only a human word for utter
feebleness; she had never sinned for herself, as far as she knew; yet
to serve this man, on whose face she had never looked before that
night, she was ready to stoop to the thing which she abhorred.
She had been so proud of her freedom for all those frailties of
passion, and greed, and self pity, with which the souls of the maidens
around her were haunted;--so proud, with the chaste, tameless arrogance
of the women of her race, that was bred in their blood, and taught them
as their first duty, by the oriental and jealous laws of their vengeful
and indolent masters.
She had been so proud!--yet the cleanliness of hand and heart, this
immunity from her enemies' weakness, this independence which she had
worn as a buckler of proof against all blows, which she had girded
about her as a zone of purity more precious than gold--this, the sole
treasure she had, she was about to surrender for the sake of a
stranger.
It was a greater gift, and one harder to give, than this mortal
life she had offered for his to his gods.
As she kneeled on the stone floor beside him, her heart was torn
with a mute and violent struggle; her bent face grew dark and rigid,
her haughty brows knit together in sadness and conflict.
In the darkness he moved a little; he was unconscious, yet ever, in
that burning stupor, one remembrance, one regret, remained with him.
"That the mind of a man can be killed for the want of the food
thrown to swine!" he muttered drearily, in the one gleam of reason that
shone through the delirium of his brain.
The words were broken, disjointed, almost inarticulate; but they
stung her to action as the spur stings a horse.
She started erect, and crossed the chamber, leapt through the open
portion of the casement, and lighted again without, knee deep in water.
She lost her footing and fell, entangled in the rushes; but she rose
and climbed in the darkness to where the roots of an oak stump
stretched into the stream, and, gaining the shore, ran as well as the
storm and the obscurity allowed her, along the bank, straight towards
Yprès.
It was a wild and bitter night; the rushing of the foaming river
went by her all the way; the path was flooded; she was up to her ankles
in water at every step, and was often forced to wade through channels a
foot deep.
She went on straight towards her home, unconscious of cold, of
fatigue, of her wet clinging clothes, of the water that splashed unseen
in the black night up against her face as her steps sank into some
shaking strip of marsh, some brook that, in the rising of the river,
ran hissing and swelling to twice its common height.
All she was sensible of was of one inspiration, one purpose, one
memory that seemed to give her the wings of the wind, and yet to clog
her feet with the weight of lead,--the memory of that white and
senseless face, lying beneath the watch of the cruel gods.
She reached Yprès, feeling and scenting her way by instinct, as a
dog does, all through the tumult of the air and against the force of
the driving rains. She met no living creature; the weather was too bad
for even a beggar to be afoot in it, and even the stray and homeless
beasts had sought some shelter from a ruined shed or crumbling wall.
As softly as a leaf may fall she unloosed the latch of the orchard,
stole through the trees, and took her way in an impenetrable gloom,
with the swift sure flight of one to whom the place had long been as
familiar by night as day.
The uproar of wind and rain would have muffled the loudest tread.
The shutters of the mill-house were all closed; it was quite still.
Flamma and his serving people were all gone to their beds, that they
might save by sleep the cost of wood and candle.
She passed round to the side of the house, climbed up the tough
network of a tree of ivy, and without much labour loosed the fastenings
of her own loft window, and entering there passed through the loft into
the body of the house.
Opening the door of the landing-place noiselessly, she stole down
the staircase, making no more sound than a hare makes stealing over
mosses to its form. The ever-wakeful lightly-sleeping ears of a miser
were near at hand; but even they were not aroused; and she passed down
unheard.
She went hardily, fearlessly, her mind once set upon the errand.
She did not reason with herself, as more timorous creatures might have
done, that being half starved, and paid not at all, as recompense for
strong and continual labour, she was but about to take a just due
withheld, a fair wage long overdue. She only resolved to take what
another needed by a violence which she had never employed to serve her
own needs, and having resolved went to execute her resolution with the
unhesitating dauntlessness that was bred in her, flesh and bone.
Knowing all the turns and steps of the obscure passages, she
quickly found her way to the store chambers where such food and fuel as
were wanted in the house were stored.
The latter was burnt and the former eaten sparingly and grudgingly,
but the store of both was at this season of the year fairly abundant.
It had more than once happened that the mill had been cut off from
all communication with the outer world by floods that had reached its
upper casements, and Claudis Flamma was provided against any such
accidents; the more abundantly as he had more than once found it a
lucrative matter in such seasons of inundation to lower provisions from
his roof to boats floating below when the cotters around were in dire
need and ready to sell their very souls for a bag of rice or string of
onions.
Folle-Farine opened the shutter of the store-room and let in the
faint grey glimmer from the clearing skies.
A bat which had been resting from the storm among the rafters
fluttered violently against the lattice; a sparrow driven down the
chimney in the hurricane flew up from one of the shelves with a
twittering outcry.
She paused to open the lattice for them both, and set them free to
fly forth into the still sleeping world; then she took an old rush
basket that hung upon a nail, and filled it with the best of such
homely food as was to be found there--loaves, and meats, and rice, and
oil, and a flask of the richest wine--wine of the south, of the hue of
the violet, sold under secrecy at a high charge and profit.
That done, she tied together as large a bundle of brushwood and of
faggots as she could push through the window, which was broad and
square, and thrust it out by slow degrees; put her basket through
likewise, and lowered it carefully to the ground; she followed them
herself with the agility born of long practice, and dropped on the
grass beneath.
She waited but to close and refasten the shutter from without, then
threw the mass of faggots on her shoulders, and carrying in her arms
the osier basket, took her backward way through the orchards to the
river.
She had not taken either bit or drop for her own use.
She was well used to carry burdens as heavy as the mules bore, and
to walk under them unassisted fro many leagues to the hamlets and
markets round about. But even her strength of bronze had become
fatigued; she felt frozen to the bone; her clothes were saturated with
water, and her limbs were chill and stiff. Yet she trudged on,
unblenching and unpausing, over the soaked earth, and through the
swollen water and the reeds, keeping always by the side of the stream,
that was so angry in the darkness; by the side of the grey flooded
sands, and the rushes that were blowing with a sound like the sea.
She met no living creature except a fox, who rushed between her
feet, holding in its mouth a screaming chicken.
Once she stumbled and struck her head and breast with a dull blow
against a pile of wood which, in the furious weather, was unseen by
her. It stunned her for the instant, but she rallied and looked up with
eyes as used to pierce the deepest gloom as any goshawk's; she
discerned the outline of the Calvary, towering high and weird-like
above the edge of the river, where the priests and people had placed
it, so that the boatmen could abase themselves and do it honour as they
passed the banks.
The lantern on the cross shone far across the stream, but shed no
light upon the path she followed.
At its foot she had stumbled and been bruised upon her errand of
mercy; the reflection of its rays streamed across to the opposing
shore, and gave help to a boat load of smugglers landing stolen tobacco
in a little creek.
She recovered herself and trudged on once more along the lonely
road.
"How like their god is to them!" she thought: the wooden crucifix
was the type of her persecutors; of those who flouted and mocked her,
who flung and pierced her as a witch; who cursed her because she was
not of their people.
The cross was the hatred of the world incarnated to her; it was in
Christ's name that Marcellin's corpse had been cast on the dung and in
the ditch; it was in Christ's name that the women had avenged on her
the pity which she had shown to Manon Dax; it was in Christ's name that
Flamma had scourged her because she would not pass rotten figs for
sweet. For the name of Christ is used to cover every crime, by the
peasant who cheats his neighbour of a copper coin, as by the sovereign
who massacres a nation for a throne.
She left the black cross reared there against the rushes, and
plodded on through sand and rain and flood, bearing her load: in
Christ's name they would have seized her as a thief.
The storm abated a little, and every now and then a gleam of
moonlight was shed upon the flooded meadows. She gained the base of the
tower, and by means of the length of rope let, by degrees, the firewood
and the basket through the open portion of the window on to the floor
below, then again followed them herself.
Her heart thrilled as she entered.
Her first glance to the desolate hearth showed her that the hours
of her absence had brought no change there.
The gods had not kept faith with her, they had not raised him from
the dead.
"They have left it all to me," she thought, with the old strange
sweet yearning in her heart over this life that she had bought with her
own.
She first flung the faggots and brushwood on the hearth, and set
them on fire to burn, fanned by the breath of the wind. Then she poured
out a little of the wine, and kneeled down by him, and forced it drop
by drop through his colourless lips, raising his head upon her as she
kneeled.
The wine was pure and old; it suffused his attenuated frame as with
a rush of new blood; under her hand his heart moved with firmer and
quicker movement.
She broke bread in the wine and put the soaked morsels to his mouth
as softly as she would have fed some little shivering bird made
nestless by the hurricane.
He was unconscious still, but he swallowed what she held to him,
without knowing what he did; a slight warmth gradually spread over his
limbs; a strong shudder shook him. His eyes looked dully at her through
a film of exhaustion and of sleep.
"J'avais quelque chose là!" he muttered, incoherently, his voice
rattling in his hollow chest, as he raised himself a little on one arm.
"J'avais quelque chose là!" and with a sigh he fell back once more--his
head tossing in uneasiness from side to side.
Amidst the heat and mists of his aching brain, one thought remained
with him--that he had created things greater than himself, and that he
died like a dog, powerless to save them. The saddest dying words that
the air ever bare on its breath--the one bitter vain regret of every
genius that the common herds of men stamp out under leaden hoofs, as
they slay their mad cattle or their drunken mobs--stayed on the blurred
confusion of his mind, which, in its stupor and its helplessness, still
knew that once it had been strong to create--that once it had been
clear to record--that once it had dreamed the dreams that save men from
the life of the swine--that once it had told to the world the truth
divested of lies,--and that none had seen, none had listened to, none
had believed.
There is no more terrible woe upon earth than the woe of the
stricken brain, which remembers the days of its strength, the living
light of its reason, the sunrise of its proud intelligence, and knows
that these have passed away like a tale that is told; like a year that
is spent; like an arrow that is shot to the stars, and flies aloft, and
falls in a swamp; like a fruit that is too well loved of the sun, and
so, over-soon ripe, is dropped from the tree and forgot on the grasses,
dead to all joys of the dawn and the noon and the summer, but still
alive to the sting of the wasp, to the fret of the aphis, to the burn
of the drought, to the theft of the parasite.
She only dimly understood, and yet she was smitten with awe and
reverence at that endless grief which had no taint of cowardice upon
it, but was pure as the patriot's despair, impersonal as the prophet's
agony.
For the first time, the intellect in her consciously awoke. For the
first time she heard a human mind find voice even in its stupor and its
wretchedness to cry aloud, in reproach to its unknown Creator:
"I am yours! Shall I perish with the body? Why have you ever bade
me desire the light and seek it, if for ever you must thrust me into
the darkness of negation? Shall I be Nothing?--like the muscle that
rots, like the bones that crumble, like the flesh that turns to ashes,
and blows in a film on the winds? Shall I die so? I?--the mind of a
man, the breath of a god?"
Time went by; the chimes from the cathedral tolled dully through
the darkness, over the expanse of the flood.
The light from the burning wood shone redly and fitfully. The sigh
and moan of the tossed rushes, and of the water birds, awakened and
afraid, came from the outer world on the winds that blew through the
desolation of the haunted chamber. Grey owls flew in the high roof,
taking refuge from the night. Rats hurried noiseless and eager over the
stones of the floor, seeking stray grains that fell through the rafters
from the granaries above.
She noticed none of these things; she never looked up nor around:
all she heard was the throb of the delirious words on the silence, all
she saw was the human face in the clouded light through the smoke from
the flame.
The glow of the fire shone on the bowed head of Thanatos, the
laughing eyes of Pan, Hermes' fair cold derisive face, and the majesty
of the Lykegênês toiling in the ropes that bound him to the mill-stones
to grind bread, for the mortal appetites and the ineloquent lips of
men.
But at the gods she barely looked; her eyes were bent upon the
human form beside her.
She crouched beside him, half kneeling and half sitting: her
clothes were drenched, the fire scorched, the draughts of air froze,
her; she had neither eaten nor drunk since the noon of the day; but she
had no other remembrance than of this life which had the beauty of the
sun-king and the misery of the beggar.
He lay long, restless, unconscious, muttering strange sad words, at
times of sense, at times of folly, but always, whether lucid or
delirious, words of rebellion against his fate, of a despairing lament
for the soul in him that would be with the body quenched.
After awhile the feverish mutterings of his voice grew lower and
less frequent; his eyes seemed to become sensible of the glare of the
fire, and to contract and close in a more conscious pain; after a yet
longer time he ceased to stir so restlessly, ceased to sigh and
shudder; he grew quite still, his breath came tranquilly, his head fell
back, and he sank to a deep sleep.
The personal fears, the womanly terrors, which would have assailed
creatures at once less savage and less innocent never moved her for an
instant. That there was any strangeness in her action, any peril in
this solitude, she never dreamed. Her heart, bold with the blood of
Taric, could know no physical fear; and her mind at once ignorant and
visionary, her temper at once fierce and unselfish, kept from her all
thought of those suspicions, which would fall on and chastise an act
like hers; suspicions, such as would have made women less pure and less
dauntless tremble at that lonely house, that night of storm, that
unknown fate which she had taken into her own hands, unwitting and
unheeding whether good or evil might be the issue thereof.
To her he was beautiful, he suffered, she had saved him from death,
and he was hers: and this was all that she remembered. She dealt with
him as she would have done with some forest beast or bird that she
should have found frozen in the woods of winter.
His head had fallen on her, and she crouched unwearied in the
posture that gave him easiest rest. With a touch so light that it could
not awaken him, she stroked the lustreless gold of his hair, and from
time to time felt for the inaudible beating of his heart.
Innumerable dreams, shapeless, delicious, swept through her brain,
as the echoes of some music, faint yet unutterably sweet, that half
arouses and half soothes some sleeper in a grey drowsy summer dawn.
For the first time since the melodies of Phratos had died for ever
from off her ear she was happy.
She did not ask wherefore,--neither of herself nor of the gods did
she question whence came this wonder-flower of her nameless joy. She
only sat quiet, and let the hours drift by, and watched this stranger
as he slept, and was content.
So the night passed.
Whilst yet it seemed night still, the silence trembled with the
pipe of waking birds, the darkness quivered with the pale first rays of
dawn.
Over the flood and the fields the first light broke. From the
unseen world behind the mist, faint bells rang in the coming day.
He moved in his sleep, and his eyes unclosed, and looked at her
face as it hung above him, like some drooped rose heavy with the too
great sweetness of a summer shower.
It was but the gaze of a moment, and his lids dropped again,
weighted with the intense weariness of a slumber that held all his
senses close in its leaden chains. But the glance, brief though it was,
had been conscious;--under it a sudden flush passed over her, as the
life stirs in the young woodlands at the near coming of the spring. For
the first time since her birth she became wholly human.
A sharp terror made her tremble like a leaf; she put his head
softly from her on the ground, and rose, quivering, to her feet.
It was not the gods whom she feared, it was herself. She had never
once known that she had beauty, any more than the flower knows it
blowing on the wind. She had passed through the crowds of fair and
market, not knowing why the youths looked after her with cruel eyes all
aglow. She had walked through them, indifferent and unconscious, only
thinking that they wanted to hunt her down as an unclean beast, and
dared not, because her teeth were strong.
She had taken a vague pleasure in the supple grace of her own form,
as she saw it mirrored in some woodland pool where she had bathed
amidst the water-lilies; but it had been only such an instinctive and
unstudied pleasure as the swan takes in seeing her silver breast shine
back to her, on the glassy current adown which she sails.
Now,--as she rose and stood, as the dawn broke, beside him, on the
hearth, and heard the birds' first waking notes, that told her the sun
was even then touching the edge of the veiled world to light, a hot
shame smote her, and the womanhood in her woke.
She looked down on herself, and saw that her soaked skirts were
knotted above her knees, as she had bound them when she had leaped from
the boat's side; that her limbs were wet and glistening with river
water, and the moisture from the grasses, and the sand and shingle of
the shore; and that the linen of her vest, threadbare with age, left
her arms bare to the shoulders, and showed, through its rents, the
gleam of her warm brown skin and the curves of her shining shoulders.
A sudden horror came upon her, lest he should awake again and see
her as she was;--wet, miserable, half-clothed, wind-tossed like the
rushes, outcast and ashamed.
She did not know that she had beauty in her; she did not know that
even as she was, she had an exquisite grace in her savage loveliness,
as storm-birds have in theirs against the thunder-cloud and the
lightning blaze of their water-world in tempest.
She felt a sudden shrinking from all chance of his clearer and more
conscious gaze; a sudden agony of shy dread, and longing to hide
herself under the earth, or take refuge in the depths of the waters,
rather than meet the eyes to which she had given back the light of life
cast on her in abhorrence and in scorn. That he could have any other
look for her, she had no thought.
She had been an outcast amongst an alien people too long to dream
that any human love or gratitude or praise could ever fall on her. She
had been too long cursed by every tongue, to dream that any human voice
could ever arise in honour or in welcome to a thing so despised and
criminal as she. For the gift which she had given this man too would
only live to curse her;--that she had known when she had offered it.
She drew her rude garments closer, and stole away with velvet
footfall, through the twilight of the dawn; her head hung down, and her
face was flushed as with some great guilt.
With the rising of the day all her new joy was dead. With the
waking of the world, all her dreams shrank back into secrecy and shame.
The mere timid song of the linnet in the leafless bushes seemed sharp
on her ear, calling on her to rise and go and toil with the beasts of
the share and the shaft, as the creature of labour, of exile, of
namelessness, and of despair, that men had made her.
At the casement, she turned and cast one lingering glance upon him
where he slept; then once more she launched herself into the dusky
watery mists of the cold dawn.
She had made no more sound in her passing than a bird makes in its
flight.
The sleeper never stirred, but dreamed on motionless, in the
darkness and the silence, and the drowsy warmth.
He dreamed indeed, of a woman's form, half-bare, golden of hue like
a fruit of the south, blue veined, and flushed to changing rose heats,
like an opal's fire; with limbs strong and yet slender, gleaming wet
with water, and brown arched feet shining with silvery sands; with
mystical eyes, black as night and amorous-lidded; and a mouth like the
half-closed bud of a flower, which sighing seemed to breathe upon him
the fragrance of dim cedar-woods shrouded in summer rains, of
honey-weighted heather blown by moorland winds, of almond blossoms shed
like snow against a purple sea; of all things air-born, sun-fed, fair
and free.
But he saw these only as in a dream; and, as a dream, when he
awakened they had passed.
Though still dark from mists and heavy clouds, the dawn grew on to
morning as she went noiselessly away over the grey sands, the wet shore
paths, the sighing rushes.
The river-meadows were all flooded, and on the opposite banks the
road was impassable; but on her side she could still find footing, for
the ground there had a steeper rise, and the swollen tide had not
reached in any public roadway too high for her to wade, or draw herself
by the half-merged bushes through it on the homeward tracks to Yprès.
The low sun was hidden in a veil of water. The old convent-bells of
all the country-side rang through the mists. The day was very young as
yet; but the life of the soil and the stream was waking as the birds
were. Boats went by on the current, bearing a sad freightage of sheep
drowned in the night, and ruined peasants, whose little wealth of stack
and henhouse had been swept down by the unlooked-for tide.
From the distant banks, the voices of women came muffled through
the fog, weeping and wailing for some lost lamb, choked by the water in
its fold, or some pretty breadth of garden, just welcome to their sight
with snowdrops and with violets, that had been laid desolate and washed
away.
Through the clouds of vapour that curled in a dense opaque smoke
from the wet earth, there loomed the dusky shapes of oxen; their belled
horns sending forth a pleasant music from the gloom. On the air there
was an odour from soaked grasses and upturned sods, from the breath of
the herds lowing hock deep in water, from the green knots of broken
primrose roots sailing by on the brown rough river.
A dying bush of grey lavender swept by on the stream; it had the
fresh earth of its lost garden home still about it; and in its stems a
robin had built her little nest. The nest streamed in tatters and ruin
on the wind, the robin flew above the wreck fluttering and uttering
shrill notes of woe.
Folle-Farine saw nothing.
She held on her way blindly, mutely, mechanically, by sheer force
of long habit. Her mind was in a trance: she was insensible of pain or
cold, of hunger or fever, of time or place.
Yet she went straight home, as the horse being blinded will do, to
the place where its patience and fealty have never been recompensed
with any other thing than blows.
As she had groped her way through the gloom of the night, and found
it, though the light of the roadside Christ had been turned from her,
so in the same blind manner she had groped her way to her own
conceptions of honesty and duty. She hated the bitter and cruel old
man, with a slave's hatred, mute and enduring, that nothing could have
changed; but all the same she served him faithfully. She was an untamed
animal indeed, that he had yoked to his ploughshare; but she did her
work loyally and doggedly; and whenever she had shaken her neck free of
the yoke, she returned and thrust her head through it again, whether he
scourged her back to it or not.
It was partially from the force of habit which is strong upon all
creatures; it was partially from a vague instinct in her to work out
her right to the begrudged shelter which she received, and not to be
beholden for it for one single hour to any charity.
The mill was at work in the twilight when she reached it.
Claudis Flamma screamed at her from the open door of the loft,
where he was weighing corn for the grinding.
"You have been away all night long!"
She was silent; standing below in the wet garden.
He cast a foul word at her, new upon his lips. She was silent all
the same; her arms crossed on her breast, her head bent.
"Where is the boat?--that is worth more than your body. And soul
you have none."
She raised her head and looked upward.
"I have lost the boat."
She thought that, very likely, he would kill her for it. Once when
she had lost an osier basket, not a hundredth part of the cost of this
vessel, he had beaten her till every bone in her frame had seemed
broken for many a week. But she looked up quietly, standing there
amongst the dripping bushes and the cheerless grassy ways.
That she never told a lie, he above in the loft knew by long proof;
but this was in his sight only a piece with the strength born in her
from the devil; the devil had in all ages told so many truths to the
confusion of the saints of God.
"Drifted where?"
"I do not know--on the face of the flood,--with the tide."
"You had left it loose?"
"I got out to push it off the sand. It had grounded. I forgot it.
It went adrift."
"What foul thing were you at meanwhile?"
She was silent.
"If you do not say, I will cut your heart out with a hundred
stripes!"
"You can."
"I can! you shall know truly that I can! Go, get the boat--find it
above or below water--or to the town prison you go as a thief."
The word smote her with a sudden pang. For the first time her
courage failed her. She turned and went in silence at his bidding.
In the wet daybreak, through the swollen pools and the soaked
thickets, she searched for the missing vessel; knowing well that it
would be scarcely less than a miracle which could restore it to her;
and that the god upon the cross worked no miracles for her;--a child of
sin.
For several hours she searched; hungry, drenched, ready to drop
with exhaustion, as she was used to see the overdriven cattle sink upon
the road.
She passed many peasants; women on their mules, men in their
barges, children searching for such flotsam and jetsam as the water
might have flung upon the land from the little flooded gardens, and the
few riverside cabins, which it had invaded in the night. She asked
tidings of the boat from none of these. What she could not do for
herself, it never occurred to her that others could do for her. It was
an ignorance that was strength.
At length, to her amaze, she found it; saved for her by the
branches of a young tree, which, being blown down, had fallen into the
stream, and had caught the boat hard and fast as in a net.
At sore peril to herself she dislodged it with infinite labour from
the entanglement of the boughs, and at scarce less peril, rowed on her
homeward way upon the swollen force of the turbid river; full against
the tide which again was flowing inland, from the sea that beat the
bar, away to the northward, in the full sunrise.
It was far on in the forenoon, as she drew near the orchards of
Yprès, brown in their leaflessness, and with grey lichens blowing from
their boughs, like hoary beards of trembling paupers shaking in the icy
breaths of charity.
She saw that Claudis Flamma was at work amidst his trees, pruning
and delving in the red and chilly day.
She went up the winding stairs, planks green and slippery with wet
river reeds, which led straight through the apple orchards to the mill.
"I have found the boat," she said, standing before him; her voice
was faint and very tired, her whole body drooped with fatigue, her head
for once was bowed.
He turned with his billhook in his hands. There was a leap of
gladness at his heart; the miser's gladness over recovered treasure;
but he showed such welcome neither in his eye nor words.
"It is well for you that you have," he said with bitter meaning. "I
will spare you half the stripes:--strip."
Without a word of remonstrance, standing before him in the grey
shadow of the lichens, and the red mists of the morning, she pushed the
rough garments from her breast and shoulders, and vanquishing her
weakness, drew herself erect to receive the familiar chastisement.
"I am guilty--this time," she said to herself as the lash
fell:--she was thinking of her theft.
A SCORE of years before, in a valley of the far north, a group of
eager and silent listeners stood gathered about one man, who spoke
aloud with fervent and rapturous oratory.
It was in the green Norwegian spring, when the silence of the
winter world had given way to a million sounds of waking life from
budding leaves and nesting birds, and melting torrents and warm winds,
fanning the tender primrose into being, and wooing the red Alpine rose
to blossom.
The little valley was peopled by a hardy race of herdsmen and of
fishers; men who kept their goat flocks on the steep sides of the
mountains, or went down to the deep waters in search of a scanty
subsistence. But they were a people simple, noble, grave, even in a
manner heroic and poetic, a people nurtured on the old grand songs of a
mighty past, and holding a pure faith in the traditions of a great
sea-sovereignty. They listened, breathless, to the man who addressed
them, raised on a tribune of rough rock, and facing the ocean, where it
stretched at the northern end of the vale; a man peasant-born himself,
but gifted with a native eloquence; half-poet, half-preacher; fanatic
and enthusiast; one who held it as his errand to go to and fro the
land, raising his voice against the powers of the world, and of wealth,
and who spoke against these with a fervour and force which, to the
unlearned and impressionable multitudes that heard him, seemed the
voice of a genius heaven-sent.
When a boy he had been a shepherd, and dreaming in the loneliness
of the mountains, and by the side of the deep hill-lakes far away from
any sound or steps of human life, a madness, innocent, and in its way
beautiful, had come upon him.
He believed himself born to carry the message of grace to the
nations; and to raise up his voice against those passions whose fury
had never assailed him, and against those riches whose sweetness he had
never tasted. So he had wandered from city to city, from village to
village; mocked in some places, revered in others; protesting always
against the dominion of wealth, and speaking with a strange pathos and
poetry which thrilled the hearts of his listeners, and had in it, at
times, almost the menace and the mystery of a prophet's upbraiding.
He lived very poorly; he was gentle as a child; he was a cripple
and very feeble; he drank at the wayside rills with the dogs; he lay
down on the open fields with the cattle; yet he had a power in him that
had its sway over the people, and held the scoffers and the jesters
quiet under the spell of his tender and flute-like voice.
Raised above the little throng upon the bare red rock, with the
green fiords and the dim pine-woods stretching round him as far as his
eye could reach, he preached, now to the groups of fishers and
herdsmen, and foresters and hunters; protesting to this simple people
against the force of wealth, and the lust of possession, as though he
preached to princes and to conquerors.
He told them of what he had seen in the great cities through which
he had wandered; of the corruption and the vileness, and the
wantonness; of the greed in which the days and the years of men's lives
were spent; of the amassing of riches for which alone the nations
cared, so that all loveliness, all simplicity, all high endeavour, all
innocent pastime, were abjured and derided amongst them. His voice was
sweet and full as the swell of the music as he spoke to them, telling
them one of the many fables and legends, of which he had gathered a
full harvest, in the may lands that had felt his footsteps.
This was the parable he set before them that day, whilst the rude
toilers of the forests and the ocean stood quiet as little children,
hearkening with upturned faces and bated breath, as the sun went down
behind the purple pines.
"There lived once in the east, a great king; he dwelt far away,
amongst the fragrant fields of roses, and in the light of suns that
never set.
"He was young, he was beloved, he was fair of face and form; and
the people as they hewed stone, or brought water, said amongst
themselves, 'Verily, this man is as a god; he goes where he lists, and
he lies still or rises up as he pleases; and all fruits of all lands
are culled for him; and his nights are nights of gladness, and his
days, when they dawn, are all his to sleep through or spend as he
wills.' But the people were wrong. For this king was weary of his life.
"His buckler was sown with gems, but his heart beneath it was sore.
For he had been long bitterly harassed by foes who descended on him as
wolves from the hills in their hunger, and he ha been long plauged with
heavy wars and with bad rice harvests, and with many troubles to his
nation that kept it very poor, and forbade him to finish the building
of new marble palaces, and the making of fresh gardens of delight, on
which his heart was set. So he, being weary of a barren land and of an
empty treasury, with all his might prayed to the gods that all he
touched might turn to gold, even as he had heard had happened to some
magician long before in other ages. And the gods gave him the thing he
craved; and his treasury overflowed. No king had ever been so rich, as
this king now became in the short space of a single summer-day.
"But it was bought with a price.
"When he stretched out his hand to gather the rose that blossomed
in his path, a golden flower scentless and stiff was all he grasped.
When he called to him the carrier-dove that sped with a scroll of love
words across the mountains, the bird sank on his breast a carven piece
of metal. When he was athirst and shouted to his cup bearer for drink,
the red wine ran a stream of molten gold. When he would fain have
eaten, the pulse and pomegranate grew alike to gold between his teeth.
And lo! at eventide, when he sought the silent chambers of his harem,
saying, 'here at least shall I find rest,' and bent his steps to the
couch whereon his best beloved slave was sleeping, a statue of gold was
all he drew into his eager arms, and cold shut lips of sculptured gold
were all that met his own.
"That night the great king slew himself, unable any more to bear
this agony; since all around him was desolation, even though all around
him was wealth.
"Now the world is too like that king, and in its greed of gold it
will barter its life away.
"Look you,--this thing is certain--I say that the world will
perish, even as that king perished, slain as he was slain, by the curse
of its own fulfilled desire.
"The future of the world is written. For God has granted their
prayer to men. He has made them rich and their riches shall kill them.
"When all green places have been destroyed in the builder's lust of
gain:--when all the lands are but mountains of brick, and piles of wood
and iron:--when there is no moisture anywhere; and no rain ever
falls:--when the sky is a vault of smoke; and all the rivers reek with
poison:--when forest and stream, and moor and meadow, and all the old
green wayside beauty are things vanished and forgotten:--when every
gentle timid thing of brake and bush, of air and water, has been
killed, because it robbed them of a berry or a fruit:--when the earth
is one vast city, whose young children behold neither the green of the
field nor the blue of the sky; and hear no song but the hiss of the
stream, and know no music but the roar of the furnace:--when the old
sweet silence of the country-side, and the old sweet sounds of waking
birds, and the old sweet fall of summer showers, and the grace of a
hedge-row bough, and the glow of the purple heather, and the note of
the cuckoo and cushat, and the freedom of waste and of woodland, are
all things dead, and remembered of no man:--then the world, like the
Eastern king, will perish miserably of famine and of drought, with gold
in its stiffened hands, and gold in its withered lips, and gold
everywhere:--gold that the people can neither eat nor drink, gold that
cares nothing for them, but mocks them horribly:--gold for which their
fathers sold peace and health, and holiness and liberty:--gold that is
one vast grave."
His voice sank, and the silence that followed was only filled with
the sound of the winds in the pine-woods, and the sound of the sea on
the shore.
The people were very still and afraid; for it seemed to them that
he had spoken as prophets speak, and that his words were words of
truth.
Suddenly on the awe-stricken silence an answering voice rang,
clear, scornful, bold, and with the eager and fearless defiance of
youth.
"If I had been that king, I would not have cared for woman, or
bird, or rose. I would have lived long enough to enrich my nation, and
mass my armies, and die a conqueror. What would the rest have mattered?
You are mad, O Preacher! to rail against gold. You flout a god that you
know not, and that never has smiled upon you."
The speaker stood outside the crowd with a dead sea-bird in his
hand; he was in his early boyhood, he had long locks of bright hair
that curled loosely on his shoulders, and eyes of northern blue, that
flashed like steel in their scorn.
The people, indignant and terrified at the cold rough words which
blasphemed their prophet, turned with one accord to draw off the rash
doubter from that sacred audience place, but the Preacher stayed their
hands with a gesture, and looked sadly at the boy.
"Is it thee, Arslàn--dost thou praise gold?--I thought thou hadst
greater gods."
The boy hung his head and his face flushed.
"Gold must be power always," he muttered. "And without power what
is life?"
And he went on his way out from the people with his dead bird,
which he had slain with a stone that he might study the exquisite
mystery of its silvery hues.
The Preacher followed him dreamily with his glance.
"Yet he will not give his life for gold," he murmured. "For there
is that in him greater than gold, which will not let him sell it, if he
would."
AND the words of the Preacher had come true; so true that the boy
Arslàn, grown to manhood, had dreamed of fame, followed the genius in
him, and having failed to force the world to show faith in him, had
dropped down dying on a cold hearth, for sheer lack of bread, under the
eyes of the gods.
It had long been day when he awoke.
The wood smouldered, still warming the stone chamber. The owls that
nested in the ceiling of the hall were beating their wings impatiently
against the closed casements, blind with the light and unable to return
to their haunts and homes. The food and the wine stood beside him on
the floor; the fire had scared the rats from theft.
He raised himself slowly, and by sheer instinct ate and drank with
the avidity of long fast. Then he stared around him blankly, blinded
like the owls.
It seemed to him that he had been dead; and had risen from the
grave.
"It will be to suffer it all over again in a little space," he
muttered dully.
His first sensation was disappointment, anger, weariness. He did
not reason. He only felt.
His mind was a blank.
Little by little a disjointed remembrance came to him. He
remembered that he had been famished in the coldness of the night, had
endured much torment of the body, had fallen headlong and lost his
consciousness. This was all he could recall.
He looked stupidly for awhile at the burning logs; at the pile of
brambles; at the flask of wine, and the simple stores of food. He
looked at the grey closed window, through which a silvery daylight
came. There was not a sound in the house; there was only the cracking
of the wood and the sharp sealike smell of the smoking pine boughs, to
render the place different from what it had been when he last had seen
it.
He could recall nothing, except that he had starved for many days;
had suffered, and must have slept.
Suddenly his face burned with a flush of shame. As sense returned
to him, he knew that he must have swooned from weakness produced by
cold and hunger; that some one must have seen and succoured his
necessity; and that the food which he had half unconsciously devoured
must have been the food of alms.
His limbs writhed and his teeth clenched as the thought stole on
him.
To have gone through all the aching pangs of winter in silence,
asking aid of none, only to come to this at last! To have been ready to
die in all the vigour of virility, in all the strength of genius, only
to be saved by charity at the end! To have endured, mute and patient,
the travail of all the barren years, only at their close to be called
back to life by aid that was degradation!
He bit his lips till the blood started, as he thought of it. Some
eyes must have looked on him, in his wretchedness. Some face must have
bent over him in misery. Some other human form must have been near his
in this hour of his feebleness and need, or this thing could never have
been. He would have died alone and unremembered of man, like a snake in
its swamp or a fox in its earth. And such a death would have been to
him tenfold preferable to a life restored to him by such means as
these.
Death before accomplishments is a failure, yet withal may be great;
but life saved by alms is a failure, and a failure for ever inglorious.
So the shame of this ransom for death far outweighed with him the
benefit.
"Why could they not let me be?" he cried in his soul against those
unknown lives which had weighed his own with the fetters of obligation.
"Rather death than a debt! I was content to die; the bitterness was
passed. I should have known no more. Why could they not let me be!"
And his heart was hard against them. They had stolen his only
birthright--freedom.
Had he craved life so much as to desire to live by shame he would
sooner have gone out into the dusky night and have snatched food enough
for his wants from some rich husbandman's granaries, or have stabbed
some miser at prayers, for a bag of gold:--rather crime than the debt
of a beggar.
So he reasoned; stung and made savage by the scourge of enforced
humiliation. Hating himself because, in obedience to mere animal
craving, he had taken and eaten, not asking whether what he took was
his own.
He had closed his mouth, living, and had been ready to die mute,
glad only that none had pitied him; his heart hardened itself utterly
against this unknown hand which had snatched him from death's dreamless
ease and ungrudged rest, to awaken him to a humiliation that would be
as ashes in his teeth so long as his life should last.
He arose slowly, and staggered to the casement.
He fancied he was delirious, and had distempered visions of the
food so long desired. He knew that he had been starving long--how long?
Long enough for his brain to be weak and visited with phantoms.
Instinctively he touched the long round rolls of bread, the shape of
the wine flask, the wicker of the basket: they were the palpable things
of common life; they seemed to tell him that he had not dreamed.
Then it was charity? His lips moved with a curse.
That was his only thanksgiving.
The windows were unshuttered; through them he looked straight out
upon the rising day--a day rainless and pale, and full of cool
softness, after the deluge of the rains.
The faint sunlight of a spring that was still chilled by winter was
shed over the flooded fields and swollen streams; snow-white mists
floated before the languid passage of the wind; and the moist land gave
back, as in a mirror, the leafless trees, the wooden bridges, the
belfries and the steeples, and the strange sad bleeding Christs.
On all sides near, the meadows were sheets of water, the woods
seemed to drift upon a lake; a swan's nest was washed past on broken
rushes, the great silvery birds beating their heavy wings upon the air,
and pursuing their ruined home with cries. Beyond, everything was
veiled in the twilight of the damp grey vapour; a world half seen, half
shrouded, lovely exceedingly, filled with all divine possibilities and
all hidden powers: a world such as Youth beholds with longing eyes in
its visions of the future.
"A beautiful world!" he said to himself; and he smiled wearily as
he said it.
Beautiful, certainly; in that delicious shadow; in that vague
light: in that cloud-like mist, wherein the earth met heaven.
Beautiful, certainly; all those mystical shapes rising from the sea
of moisture which hid the earth and all the things that toiled on it.
It was beautiful, this calm, dim, morning world, in which there was no
sound except the distant ringing of unseen bells; this veil of vapour,
whence sprang these fairy and fantastic shapes that cleft the watery
air; the land to the sky, in which all homely things took grace and
mystery, and every common and familiar form became transfigured.
It was beautiful; but this landscape had been seen too long and
closely by him for it to have power left to cheat his senses.
Under that pure and mystical veil of the refracted rain things
vile, and things full of anguish, had their being:--cattle in the
slaughter-houses; the drunkards in the hovels; disease and debauch and
famine; the ditch, that was the common grave of all the poor; the
hospital, where pincers and knives tore the living nerves in the
inquisition of science; the fields, where the women toiled bent,
cramped, and hideous; the dumb driven beasts, patient and tortured, for
ever blameless, yet for ever accursed:--all these were there beneath
that lovely veil, through which there came so dreamily the slender
shafts of spires and the chimes of half heard bells.
He stood and watched it long, so long that the clouds descended and
the vapours shifted away, and the pale sun-rays shone clearly over a
disenchanted world, where roof joined roof and casement answered
casement, and the figures on the crosses became but rude and ill-carved
daubs; and the cocks crew to one another, and the herdsmen swore at
their flocks, and the oxen flinched at the goad, and the women went
forth to their field work; and all the charm was gone.
Then he turned away.
The cold fresh breath of the morning had breathed upon him, and
driven out the dull, delicious fancies that had possessed his brain.
The simple truth was plain before him: that he had been seen by some
stranger in his necessity and succoured.
He was thankless; like the sick, to whom unwelcome aid denies the
refuge of the grave, calling him back to suffer, and binding on his
shoulders the discarded burden of life's infinite weariness and woes.
He was thankless; for he had grown tired of this fruitless labour,
this abortive combat; he had grown tired of seeking credence and being
derided for his pains, while other men prostituted their powers to base
use and public gain, receiving as their wages honour and applause; he
had grown tired of toiling to give beauty and divinity to a world which
knew them not when it beheld them.
He had grown tired, though he was yet young, and had strength, and
had passion, and had manhood. Tired--utterly, because he was destitute
of all things save his genius, and in that none were found to believe.
"I have tried all things, and there is nothing of any worth." It
does not need to have worn the imperial purples and to be lying dying
in old age to know thus much in all truth and all bitterness.
"Why did they give me back my life?" he said in his heart, as he
turned aside from the risen sun.
He had striven to do justly with this strange, fleeting, unasked
gift of existence, which comes, already warped, into our hands, and is
broken by death ere we can set it straight.
He had not spent it in riot or madness, in lewd love or in gambling
greed; he had been governed by great desires, though these had been
fruitless, and had spent his strength to a great end, though this had
been never reached.
As he turned from looking out upon the swollen stream that rushed
beneath his windows, his eyes fell upon the opposite wall, where the
white shapes of his cartoons were caught by the awakening sun.
The spider had drawn his dusty trail across them; the rat had
squatted at their feet; the darkness of night had enshrouded and
defaced them; yet with the morning they arose, stainless, noble,
undefiled.
Amongst them there was one colossal form, on which the sun poured
with its full radiance.
This was the form of a captive grinding at a mill-stone; the
majestic symmetrical supple form of a man who was also a god.
In his naked limbs there was a supreme power; in his glance there
was a divine command; his head was lifted as though no yoke could ever
lie on that proud neck; his foot seemed to spurn the earth as though no
mortal tie had ever bound him to the sod that human steps bestrode: yet
at the corn-mill he laboured, grinding wheat like the patient blinded
oxen that toiled beside him.
For it was the great Apollo in Pheræ.
The hand which awoke the music of the spheres had been
blood-stained with murder; the beauty which had the light and lustre of
the sun had been darkened with passion and with crime; the will which
no other on earth or in heaven could withstand had been bent under the
chastisement of Zeus.
He whose glance had made the black and barren slopes of Delos to
laugh with fruitfulness and gladness,--he whose prophetic sight beheld
all things past, present, and to come, the fate of all unborn races,
the doom of all unspent ages,--he, the Far-Striking King, laboured here
beneath the curse of crime, greatest of all the gods, and yet a slave.
In all the hills and vales of Greece his Io pæan sounded still.
Upon his holy mountains there still arose the smoke of fires of
sacrifice.
With dance and song the Delian maidens still hailed the divinity of
Lêtô's son.
The wave of the pure Ionian air still rang for ever with the name
of Delphinios.
At Pytho and at Clarus, in Lycia and in Phokis, his oracles still
breathed forth upon their fiat terror or hope into the lives of men;
and still in all the virgin forests of the world the wild beasts
honoured him wheresoever they wandered, and the lion and the boar came
at his bidding from the deserts to bend their free necks and their
wills of fire meekly to bear his yoke in Thessaly.
Yet he laboured here at the corn-mill of Admetus; and watching him
at his bondage there stood the slender, slight, wing-footed Hermes,
with a slow, mocking smile upon his knavish lips, and a jeering scorn
in his keen eyes, even as though he cried:
"O, brother, who would be greater than I! For what hast thou
bartered to me the golden rod of thy wealth and thy dominion over the
flocks and the herds? For seven chords strung on a shell--for a melody
not even thine own! For a lyre outshone by my syrinx hast thou sold all
thine empire to me. Will human ears give heed to thy song now thy
sceptre has passed to my hands? Immortal music only is left thee, and
the vision foreseeing the future. O god! O hero! O fool! what shall
these profit thee now?"
Thus to the artist by whom they had been begotten the dim white
shapes of the deities spoke. Thus he saw them, thus he heard, whilst
the pale and watery sunlight lit up the form of the toiler in Pheræ.
For even as it was with the divinity of Delos, so is it likewise
with the genius of a man, which, being born of a god, yet is bound as a
slave to the grindstone. Since even as Hermes mocked the Lord of the
Unerring Bow, so is genius mocked of the world, when it has bartered
the herds and the grain, and the rod that metes wealth, for the seven
chords that no ear, dully mortal, can hear.
And as he looked upon this symbol of his life, the captivity and
the calamity, the strength and the slavery of his existence overcame
him; and for the first hour since he had been born of a woman Arslàn
buried his face in his hands and wept.
He could bend great thoughts to take the shapes that he chose, as
the chained god in Pheræ bound the strong kings of the desert and the
forest to carry his yoke; yet, like the god, he likewise stood fettered
to the mill to grind for bread.
A VALLEY long and narrow, shut out from the rest of the living
world by the ramparts of stone that rose on either side to touch the
clouds; dense forests of pines, purple as night, where the erl-king
rode and the bear-king reigned; at one end mountains, mist, and gloom,
at the other end the ocean; brief days with the sun shed on a world of
snow, in which the sounds of the winds and the moans of the wolves
alone were heard in the solitude; long nights of marvelous magnificence
with the stars of the arctic zone glowing with an unbearable lustre
above a sea of phosphorescent fire; those were Arslàn's earliest
memories--those had made him what he was.
In that pine-clothed Norwegian valley, opening to the sea, there
were a few homesteads gathered together round a little wooden church,
with great torrents falling above them, and a profound loneliness
around; severed by more than a day's journey from any other of the
habitations of men.
There a simple idyllic life rolled slowly on through the late and
lovely spring times, when the waters loosened and the seed sprouted,
and the white blossoms broke above the black ground: through the short
and glorious summers, when the children's eyes saw the elves kiss the
roses, and the fairies float on the sunbeam, and the maidens braided
their fair hair with blue cornflowers to dance on the eve of St. John:
through the long and silent winters, when an almost continual night
brooded over all things, and the thunder of the ocean alone answered
the war of the wind-torn forests, and the blood-red blaze of the
northern light gleamed over a white still mountain world, and within
doors, by the warm wood fire, the youths sang Scandinavian ballads, and
the old people told strange Sagas, and the mothers, rocking their
new-born sons to sleep, prayed God for mercy to have on all human lives
drowning at sea and frozen in the snow.
In this Alpine valley, hidden amidst stupendous walls of stone,
bottomless precipices, and summits that touched the clouds, there was a
cottage even smaller and humbler than most, and closest of all to the
church. It was the house of the pastor. The old man had been born
there, and had lived there all the years of his life save a few that he
had passed in a town as a student; and he had wedded a neighbour who,
like himself, had known no other home than this one village. He was
gentle, patient, simple, and full of tenderness; he worked like his
people all the week through, in the open weather, amongst his
fruit-trees, his little breadth of pasturage, his herb-garden, and his
few sheep. On the seventh day he preached to the people the creed that
he himself believed in with all the fond, unquestioning, implicit faith
of the young children who lifted to him their round wandering eyes.
He was good; he was old: in his simple needs and his undoubting
hopes he has happy; all the living things of his little world loved
him, and he loved them. And fate lit on him to torture him, as it is
its pleasure to torture the innocent.
It sent him a daughter who was fair to sight, and had a voice like
music; a form lithe and white, with hair of gold, and eyes like her own
planets. She had never seen any other spot save her own valley; but she
had the old Berserker blood in her veins, and she was restless; the sea
tempted her with an intense power; she desired passionately, without
knowing what she desired.
The simple pastoral work, the peaceful household labours, the
girls' garland of alpine flowers, the youths' singing in the brief rose
twilight, the saga told the thousandth time around the lamp in the deep
mid-winter silence; these things would not suffice for her. The old
Scandinavian madness was her veins. And one day the sea tempted her too
utterly; beyond her strength,--as a lover, after a thousand entreaties,
one day tempts a woman, and one day finds her weak.
The sea vanquished her, and she went--whither?
They hardly knew: to these old people the world that lay behind
their mountain fortress was a blank. It might be a paradise; it might
be a prison. They could not tell. They suffered their sorrow meekly;
they never cursed her; they did not even curse their fate because they
had given life to a woman child.
After awhile they heard of her.
She wrote them tender and glowing words; she was well, she was
proud, she was glad, she had found those who told her that she had a
voice which was as a gift of gold, and that she might sing in triumph
to the nations. Such tidings came from time to time; brief welcome
words, first teeming with hope, then delirious with triumph, yet ever
ending with a short sad sigh of conscience, a prayer for pardon--pardon
for what? The letters never said: perhaps only for the sin of
desertion.
The slow salt tears of age fell on these glowing pages in which the
heart of a young, vain-glorious, tender creature stamped itself; but
the old people never spoke of them to others. "She is happy, it does
not matter for us." This was all they said, yet this gentle patience
was a martyrdom too sharp to last; when that year closed the mother was
in her grave, and the old man left alone.
The long silent winter came, locking the valley within its fortress
of ice, severing it from all the rest of the breathing human world; and
the letters ceased. He would not let them say that she had forgotten;
he chose to think that the severance was due to the wall of snow which
was built up between them rather than to any division of her
ingratitude and oblivion.
The sweet sudden Norwegian spring came, all the white and golden
flowers breaking up from the hard crust of the soil, and all the
loosened waters rushing with a shout of liberty to join the sea.
The summer followed with the red mountain roses blossoming by the
brooks, and the green mountain grasses blowing in the wind, with the
music of the herd-bells ringing down the passes, and the sound of the
fife and of the reed-pipe calling the maidens to the dance.
In the midst of the summer, one night, when all the stars were
shining above the valley, and all the children slept under the roofs
with the swallows, and not a soul was stirring, save where here and
there a lover watched a light glow in some lattice underneath the
eaves, a half-dead woman dragged herself feebly under the lime-tree
shadows of the pastor's house, and struck with a faint cry upon the
door and fell at her father's feet, broken and senseless. Before the
full day had dawned she had given birth to a male child; and died as
her son's eyes opened to the morning light.
He inherited no name, and they called him after his grandsire,
Arslàn.
When his dead daughter lay stretched before him in the sunlight,
with her white large limbs folded to rest, and her noble fair face calm
as a mask of marble, the old pastor knew little--nothing--of what her
life through these two brief years had been. Her lips had scarcely
breathed a word since she had fallen senseless on his threshold. That
she had triumph he knew; that she had fallen into dire necessities he
saw.
Whether she had surrendered art for the sake of love, or whether
she had lost the public favour by some caprice of the public, whether
she had been eminent or obscure in her career, whether it had abandoned
her or she had abandoned it, he could not tell, and he knew too little
of the world to be able to learn.
That she had travelled her weary way homeward to her native
mountains that her son might not perish among strangers, he knew; but
no more. Nor was more ever known by any living soul. In life there are
so many histories which are like broken boughs that strew the ground
after a storm, snapped short at either end, so that none know the crown
of them nor the root.
The child whom she had left grew in goodliness and strength and
stature, until the people said that he was like that child-king, whom
their hero Frithiof raised upon his buckler above the multitude; and
who was not afraid, but boldly gripped the brazen shield, and smiled
fearlessly at the noonday sun.
He had his mother's golden Scandinavian beauty; the beauty of
sculpture, white as the snow, of unusual height, and largely moulded;
and his free life amidst the ice-fields and the pinewoods, and on the
wild northern seas, developed both health and strength to their
uttermost perfection.
The people admired and wondered at him; they did not love him. The
lad was cold, dauntless, silent; he repelled their sympathies and
disdained their pastimes. He chose rather to be by himself than with
them. He was never cruel; but he was never tender; and when he did
speak he spoke with a sort of eloquent scorn and caustic imagery that
seemed to them extraordinary in one so young. But his grandfather loved
him greatly; and reared him tenderly and wisely; and braced him with a
scholar's lore and with a mountaineer's exposure, so that both brain
and body had their due.
He was a simple childlike broken old man; but in this vigorous
youth that unfolded itself beside him his age seemed to strike fresh
root, and he had wisdom and skill enough to guide its development
justly. The desire of his soul was that his grandson should succeed him
in the spiritual charge of that tranquil valley, and thus escaped the
dire perils of the cities in which the mother's life had been caught
and consumed like a moth's in flame. But Arslàn's eyes looked ever
across the ocean with that look in them which had been in his mother's,
and when the old man spoke of this holy and peaceful future, he was
silent.
Moreover, he--who had never beheld but the rude paintings on panels
of pine that decorated the little red church under the firs and
lindens,--he had the gift of art in him.
He had few and rough means only with which to make his crude and
unguided essays; but the delirium of it was on him, and the peasants of
his village gazed awe-stricken and adoring before the things which he
drew on every piece of pine-wood, on every smooth breadth of sea-worn
granite, on every bare surface of lime-washed wall that he could find
at liberty for his usage.
Whey they asked him what, in his manhood, he would do, he said
little. "I will never leave the old man," he made answer; and he kept
his word. Up to his twentieth year he never quitted the valley. He
studied deeply, after his own manner, but nearly all his days were
passed in the open air alone; in the pure cold air of the highest
mountain summits, amidst the thunder of the furious torrents; in the
black recesses of lonely forests, where none, save the wolf and the
bear, wandered with him; or away on the vast expanse of the sea, where
the storm drove the great arctic waves like scourged sheep, and the
huge breakers seized the shore as a panther its prey.
On such a world as this, and in the marvelous nights of the north,
his mind fed itself and gained its full powers. The feeble life of the
old man held him to this lonely valley that seemed filled with the
coldness, the mystery, the unutterable terror and majesty of the arctic
pole, to which it looked; but, unknown to him, it thus fettered him
likewise where alone the genius in him could take its full shape and
full stature.
Unknown to him, in these years it took the depth, the strength, the
patience, the melancholy, the virility of the North; took these never
to be lost again.
In the twentieth winter of his life an avalanche engulfed the
pastor's house, and the little church by which it stood; covering both
beneath a mountain of earth and snow and rock and riven trees. Some of
the timbers withstood the shock, and the roof remained standing
uncrushed above their heads. The avalanche fell some little time after
midnight: there were only present in the dwelling himself, the old man,
and a serving woman.
The woman was killed on her bed by the fall of a beam upon her; he
and the pastor still lived: lived in perpetual darkness without food or
fuel, or any ray of light.
The wooden clock stood erect, uninjured; they could hear the hours
go by in slow succession. The old man was peaceful and even cheerful;
praising God often; and praying that help might come to this beloved
one. But his strength could not hold out against the icy cold, the long
hunger, the dreadful blank around. He died ere the first day had wholly
gone by, at even-song; saying still that he was content, and still
praising God who had rewarded his innocence with shame, and recompensed
his service with agony. For two more days and nights, Arslàn remained
in his living tomb, enshrouded in eternal gloom, alone with the body of
his grandfather, stretching out his hands ever and again to meet the
icy touch rather than be without companionship.
On the morning of the third day the people of the village, who had
laboured ceaselessly, reached him; and he was saved.
As soon as the spring broke, he left the valley and passed over the
mountains, seeking a new world. His old familiar home had become
hateful to him; he had no tie to it save two low graves, still
snow-covered underneath a knot of tall stone-pines; the Norse passion
of wandering was in his veins as it had been in his mother's before
him; he mutely desired freedom, colour, knowledge, art, fame, as she
had desired them, and he went: turning his face from that lowly green
nest lying like a lark's between the hills.
He did not go as youth mostly goes, blind with a divine dream of
triumph: he went, consciously, to a bitter combat as the sea kings of
old, whose blood ran in his veins, and whose strength was in his limbs,
had gone to war, setting their prow hard against the sharp salt waves
and in the teeth of an adverse wind.
He was not without money. The pastor, indeed, had died almost
penniless; he had been always poor, and had given the little he
possessed to those still poorer. But the richest landowner in the
village, the largest possessor of flocks and herds, dying childless,
had bequeathed his farm and cattle to Arslàn; having loved the lad's
dead mother silently and vainly. The value of these realised by sale
gave to Arslàn, when he became his own master, what, in that valley at
least, was wealth; and he went without care for the future on this
score into the world of men; his mind full of dreams and the beautiful
myths of dead ages; his temper compounded of poetry and coldness, of
enthusiasm and of scepticism; his one passion a supreme ambition, pure
as snow in its instinct, but half savage in its intensity.
From that spring, when he had passed away from his birthplace as
the winter snows were melting on the mountain sides, and the mountain
flowers were putting forth their earliest buds under the pine boughs,
until the time that he now stood solitary, starving, and hopeless
before the mocking eyes of his Hermes, twelve years had run their
course, and all through them he had never once again beheld his native
land.
Like the Scandinavian Regner, he chose rather to perish in the
folds, and by the fangs, of the snakes that devoured him than return to
his country with the confession of defeat. And despite the powers that
were in him, his life had been a failure, an utter failure--as yet.
In his early youth he had voyaged often, with men who went to the
extreme north in search of skins and such poor trade as they could
drive with Esquimaux or Koraks; he had borne their dangers and their
poverty, their miseries and their famine, for sake of seeing what they
saw;--the pathless oceans of the ice realm, the trailing pines alone in
a white snow world, the red moon fantastic and horrible in a sky of
steel, the horned clouds of reindeer rushing through the endless night,
the arch of the aurora spanning the heavens with their fire. He had
passed many seasons of his boyhood in the silence, the solitude, the
eternal desolation, and the mute mystery of that Arctic world, which
for no man has either sympathy or story; and in a way he had loved it,
and was often weary for it; in a way its spirit remained with him
always; and its inexorable coldness, its pitiless indifference to men's
wants and weakness, its loneliness and its purity, and its scorn, were
in all the works of his hand; blended in a strange union with the
cruelty, and the voluptuousness, and the gorgeousness of colour, which
gave to everything he touched the glow and the temper of the east.
Thus, what he did pleased none; being for one half the world too
chill, and being for the other half too sensual.
The world had never believed in him; and he found himself in the
height and maturity of his powers condemned to an absolute obscurity.
Not one man in a million knew his name.
During these years he had devoted himself to the study of art with
an undeviating subservience to all its tyrannies.
He had studied humanity in all its phases; he had studied form with
all the rigid care that it requires; he had studied colour in almost
every land that lies beneath the sun; he had studied the passions in
all their deformities, as well as in all their beauties; he had spared
neither himself nor others in pursuit of knowledge. He had tried most
vices, he had seen all miseries, he had spared himself no spectacle,
however loathsome; he had turned back from no license, however
undesired, that could give him insight into empire over human raptures
and affliction. Neither did he spare himself any labour however costly,
however exhausting, to enrich his brain with that varied learning, that
multifarious science which he held needful to every artist who dared to
desire greatness.
The hireling beauty of the wanton, the splendour of the sun and
sea, the charnel lore of anatomy, the secrets of dead tongues and
buried nations, the horrors of the lazar wards and pest-houses, the
glories of golden deserts and purple vineyards, the flush of love on a
young girl's cheek, the rottenness of corruption on a dead man's limbs,
the hellish riot of a brothel, the divine calm of an eastern night; all
things alike he studied, without abhorrence as without delight,
indifferent to all save for one end,--knowledge and art.
So entirely and undividedly did this possess him that it seemed to
have left him without other passions; even as the surgeon dissects the
fair lifeless body of sone beautiful dead women, regardless of
loveliness or sex, intent on the secret of disease, the mystery of
formation, which he seeks therein, so did he study the physical beauty
of women and their mortal corruption, without other memories than those
of art. He would see the veil fall from off the limbs of a creature
lovely as a goddess, and would think only to himself--"How shall I
render this so that on my canvas it shall live once more?"
One night, in the hot, close streets of Damascus, a man was
stabbed,--a young Maronite--who lay dying in the roadway, without sign
or sound, whilst his assassins fled; the silver Syrian moon shining
full on his white and scarlet robe, his calm, upturned face, his lean
hand knotted on the dagger he had been spared no time to use; a
famished street dog smelling at his blood.
Arslàn, passing through the city, saw and paused beside him; stood
still and motionless, looking down on the outstretched figure; then
drew his tablets out and sketched the serene, rigid face, the flowing,
blood-soaked robes, the hungry animal mouthing at the wound. Another
painter, his familiar friend, following on his steps, joined him a
little later, and started from his side in horror--
"My God! what do you do there?" he cried. "Do you not see?--that
man is dying!"
Arslàn looked up--"I had not thought of that," he answered.
It was thus always with him.
He was not cruel. To animals he was humane, to women gentle, to men
serene; but his art was before all things with him, and with humanity
he had little sympathy; and if had passions, they had wakened no more
than as the drowsy tigress wakes in the hot hush of noon, half
indifferent, half lustful, to strike fiercely what comes before her,
and then, having slain, couches herself and sleeps again.
But for this absolute surrender of his life, his art had as yet
recompensed him nothing.
Men did not believe in him; what he wrought saddened and terrified
them; they turned aside to those who fed them on simpler and on sweeter
food.
His works were great, but they were such as the public mind deems
impious. They unveiled human corruption too nakedly, and they shadowed
forth visions too exalted, and satires too unsparing, for them to be
acceptable to the multitude. They were compounded of an idealism clear
and cold as crystal, and of a reality cruel and voluptuous as love.
They were penetrated with an acrid satire and an intense despair: the
world caring only for a honied falsehood and a gilded gloss in every
art, would have none of them.
So far these twelve long years his labour had been waste, his
efforts fruitless. Those years had been costly to him in
purse;--travel, study, gold flung to fallen women, sums spent on
faithless friends, utter indifference to whosoever robbed him, so long
as he was left in peace to pursue lofty aims and high endeavours--all
these did their common work on wealth which was scanty in the press of
the world, though it had appeared inexhaustible on the shores of the
north sea.
His labours also were costly, and they brought him no return.
The indifference to fortune in a man of genius looks, to a man of
the world, the stupor of idiotcy: from such a stupor he was shaken one
day to find himself face to face with beggary.
His works were seen by few, and these few were antagonstic to them.
All ways to fame were closed to him, either by the envy of other
painters, or by the apathies and the antipathies of the nations
themselves. In all lands he was repulsed; he roused the jealousy of his
compeers and the terror of the multitudes. They hurled against him the
old worn-out cry that the office of art was to give pleasure, not pain;
and when his money was gone, so that he could no longer, at his own
cost, expose his works to the public gaze, they and he were alike
obliterated from the public marts; they had always denied him fame, and
they at last thrust him quickly into oblivion, and abandoned him to it
without remorse, and even with contentment.
He could, indeed, with the facile power of eye and touch that he
possessed, have easily purchased a temporary ease and evanescent
repute, if he had given the world from his pencil those themes for
which it cared, and descended to the common spheres of common art. But
he refused utterly to do this. The best and greatest thing in him was
his honesty to the genius wherewith he was gifted; he refused to
prostitute it; he refused to do other than to tell the truth as he saw
it.
"This man blasphemes; this man is immoral," his enemies had always
hooted against him. It is what the world always says of those who utter
unwelcome truths in its unwilling ears.
So the words of the old Skald by his own northern seashores came to
pass; and at length, for the sake of art, it came to this, that he
perished for want of bread.
For seven days he had been without food, except the winter berries
which he broke off the trees without, and such handfuls of wheat as
fell through the disjointed timbers of the ceiling, for whose
possession he disputed with the rats.
The sheer absolute poverty, which leaves the man whom it has seized
without so much as even a crust wherewith to break his fast, is
commoner than the world in general ever dreams. For he was now so poor
that for many months he had been unable to buy fresh canvas on which to
work, and had been driven to chalk the outlines of the innumerable
fancies that pursued him upon the bare smooth grey stone walls of the
old granary in which he dwelt.
He let his life go silently away without complaint, and without
effort, because effort had been so long unavailing, that he had
discarded it in a contemptuous despair.
He accepted his fate, seeing nothing strange in it, and nothing
pitiable; since many better men than he had borne the like. He could
not have altered it without beggary or theft, and he thought either of
these worse than itself.
There were hecatombs of grain, bursting their sacks, in the lofts
above; but when, once on each eighth day, the maltster owning them sent
his men to fetch some from the store, Arslàn let the boat be moored
against the wall, be filled with barley, and be pushed away again down
the current, wihtout saying once to the rowers, "Wait; I starve!"
And yet, though like a miser, amidst his gold, his body starved
amidst the noble shapes and the great thoughts that his brain conceived
and his hand called into substance, he never once dreamed of abandoning
for any other the career to which he had dedicated himself from the
earliest days that his boyish eyes had watched the fires of the Arctic
lights glow above the winter seas.
Art was to him as mother, brethren, mistress, offspring,
religion--all that other men hold dear. He had none of these, he
desired none of them; and his genius sufficed to him in their stead.
It was an intense and reckless egotism, made alike cruel and
sublime by its intensity and purity, like the egotism of a mother in
her child. To it, as the mother to her child, he would have sacrificed
every living creature; but to it also, like her, he would have
sacrificed his very existence as unhesitatingly. But it was an egotism
which, though merciless in its tyranny, was as pure as snow in its
impersonality; it was untainted by any grain of avarice, of vanity, of
selfish desire; it was independent of all sympathy; it was simply and
intensely the passion for immortality:--that sublime selfishness, that
superb madness, of all great minds.
Art had taken him for its own, as Demeter, in the days of her
desolation, took the child Demophoon to nurture him as her own on the
food of gods, and to plunge him through the flames of a fire that would
give him immortal life. As the pusillanimous and sordid fears of the
mortal mother lost to the child for evermore the possession of Olympian
joys and of perpetual youth, so did the craven and earthly cares of
bodily needs hold the artist back from the radiance of the life of the
soul, and drag him from the purifying fires. Yet he had not been
utterly discouraged; he strove against the Metanira of circumstance; he
did his best to struggle free from the mortal bonds that bound him;
and, as the child Demophoon mourned for the great goddess that had
nurtured him, refusing to be comforted, so did he turn form the base
consolations of the sense and the appetites, and beheld ever before his
sight the ineffable majesty of that Mater Dolorosa who once and for
ever had anointed him as her own.
Even now as the strength returned to his limbs and the warmth to
his veins, the old passion, the old worship, returned to him.
The momentary weakness which had assailed him passed away. He shook
himself with a bitter impatient scorn for the feebleness into which he
had been betrayed; and glanced around him still with a dull wonder as
to the strange chances which the past night had brought. He was
incredulous still; he thought that his fancy, heated by long fasting,
might have cheated him; that he must have dreamed; and that the food
and fuel which he saw must surely have been his own.
Yet reflection told him that this could not be; he remembered that
for several weeks his last coin had been spent; that he had been glad
to gather the birds' winter berries to crush beneath his teeth, and
gather the dropped corn from the floor to quiet the calm of hunger;
that for many a day there had been no fire on the hearth, and that only
a frame which long sunless northern winters had braced to such
hardihood in early youth, had enabled him to resist and endure the
cold. Therefore, it must be charity. Charity!--as the hateful truth
came home to him, he met the eyes of the white, slender, winged Hermes:
eyes that from out that colourless and smiling face seemed to mock him
with a cruel contempt.
His was the old, old story--the rod of wealth bartered for the
empty shell that gave forth music.
Hermes seemed to know it and to jeer him.
Hermes, the mischief-monger, and the trickster of men; the
inventive god who spent his days in cajoling his brethren, and his
nights in the mockery of mortals; the messenger of heaven who gave
Pandora to mankind; Hermes, the eternal type of unscrupulous Success,
seemed to have voice and cry to him:--"Oh fool, fool, fool! who listens
for the music of the spheres, and disdains the only melody that men
have ears to hear--the melody of gold!"
Arslàn turned from the great cartoon of the gods in Pheræ, and went
out into the daylight, and stripped and plunged into the cold and
turbulent stream. Its chilliness and the combat of its current braced
his nerves and cleared his brain.
When he was clad, he left the grain-tower with the white forms of
its gods upon its walls, and walk slowly down the banks of the river.
Since life had been forced back upon him he knew that it was incumbent
upon his manhood to support it by the toil of his hands if men would
not accept the labour of his brain.
Before, he had been too absorbed in his pursuit, too devoted to it,
body and soul, to seek to sustain existence by sheer manual exertion
which was the only thing that he had left untried for self-maintenance.
In a manner too he was too proud; not too proud to labour, but too
proud to easily endure to lay bare his needs to the knowledge of
others. But now, human charity must have saved him; a charity which he
hated as the foulest insult of his life; and he had no chance save to
accept it like a beggar bereft of all shame, or to seek such work as
would give him his daily bread.
So he went; feebly, for he was still weak from the length of his
famine.
The country was well known to him, but the people not at all. He
had come by hazard on the old ruin where he dwelt, and had stayed there
full a year.
These serene blue skies, these pale mists, these corn-clad slopes,
these fields of pleasant of plenteous abundance, these quiet
homesteads, these fruit-harvests of this Norman plain were in a
contrast intense, yet soothing, to all that his life had known. These
old quaint cities, these little villages that seemed always hushed with
the sound of bells, these quiet streams on which the calm sunlight
slept so peacefully, these green and golden lands of plenty that
stretched away to the dim grey distant sea,--all these had had a
certain charm for him.
He had abided with them, partly because amidst them it seemed
possible to live on a handful of wheat and a draught of water,
unnoticed and unpitied, partly because, having come hither on foot
through many lands and by long hardships, he had paused there weary and
incapable of farther effort.
Whilst the little gold he had had on him had lasted he had painted
innumerable transcripts of the ancient buildings, and of its summer and
autumnal landscapes. And of late--through the bitter winter--of late it
had seemed to him that it was as well to die here as elsewhere.
When a man knows that his dead limbs will be huddled into the
common ditch of the poor, the nameless, and the unclaimed, and that his
dead brain will only serve for soil to feed some little rank wayside
poisonous weed, it will seldom seem of much moment in what earth the
ditch be dug, by what feet the sward be trod.
He went on his way seeking work; he did not care what, he asked for
any that might serve to use such strength as hunger had left in him,
and to give him his daily bread. But this is a great thing to demand in
the world, and so he found it.
They repulsed him everywhere.
They had their own people in plenty, they had their sturdy, tough,
weather-beaten women, who laboured all day in rain, or snow, or storm,
for a pittance, and they had these in larger numbers than their
field-work needed. They looked at him askance; this man with the eyes
of Arctic blue and the grave gestures of a king, who only asked to
labour as the lowest amongst them. He was a stranger to them; he did
not speak their tongue with their accent; he looked, with that white
beauty and that lofty stature, as though he could crush them in the
hollow of his hand.
They would have none of him.
"He brings misfortune!" they said amongst themselves; and they
would have none of him.
He had an evil name with them. They said at eventide by their
wood-fires that strange things had been seen since he had come to the
granary by the river.
Once he had painted, from the pretty face of a stonecutter's little
fair son, a study of the wondrous child Zagreus gazing in the fatal
mirror; the child was laughing, and happy, and healthful at noon,
crowned with carnations and river lilies, and by sunset he was
dead--dead like the flowers that were still amongst his curls.
Once a girl had hired herself as a model to him for an Egyptian
wanton, half a singer and half a gipsy--handsome, lithe, fantastic,
voluptuous: the very night she left the granary she was drowned in
crossing a wooden bridge of the river, which gave way under the heavy
tramp of the fantoccini player who accompanied her.
Once he had sketched, for the corner of an oriental study, a
rare-plumaged bird of the south, which was the idol of a water-carrier
of the district, and the wonder of all the children round: and from
that date the bird had sickened and drooped, and lost its colours, and
pined until it died.
The boy's death had been from a sudden seizure of one of the many
ills of infancy; the dancing girl's had come from a common accident due
to the rottenness of old worn water-soaked timber; the mocking-bird's
had arisen from the cruelty of captivity and the chills of northern
winds; all had been the result of simple accident and natural
circumstance. But they had sufficed to fill with horror the minds of a
peasantry always bigoted and strongly prejudiced against every
stranger; and it became to them a matter of implicit credence that
whatsoever living thing should be painted by the artist Arslàn would
assuredly never survive to see the rising of the morrow's sun.
In consequence, for leagues around they shunned him; not man, nor
woman, nor child would sit to him as models; and now, when he sought
the wage of a daily labour amongst them, he was everywhere repulsed. He
had long repulsed human sympathy, and in its turn it repulsed him.
At last he turned and retraced his steps, baffled and wearied; his
early habits had made him familiar with all manner of agricultural
toil; he would have done the task of the sower, the herdsman, the hewer
of wood, or the charcoal-burner; but they would none of them believe
this of one with his glance and his aspect; and solicitation was new to
his lips and bitter there as gall.
He took his way back along the line of the river; the beauty of the
dawn had gone, the day was only now chilly, heavy, with a rank moisture
from the steaming soil. Broken boughs and uprooted bushes were floating
on the turgid water, and over all the land there hung a sullen fog.
The pressure of the air, the humidity, the colourless stillness
that reigned throughout, weighed on lungs which for a score of years
had only breathed the pure strong rarified air of the north; he longed
with a sudden passion to be once more amidst his native mountains under
the clear steel-like skies, and beside the rush of the vast wild seas.
Were it only to die as he looked on them, it were better to die there
than here.
He longed, as men in deserts thirst for drink, for one breath of
the strong salt air of the north, one sight of the bright keen sea-born
sun as it leapt at dawn from the waters.
The crisp cold nights, the heavens which shone as steel, the
forests filled with the cry of the wolves, the mountains which the
ocean ceaselessly assailed, the mighty waves which marched erect like
armies, the bitter Arctic wind which like a sabre cleft the darkness;
all these came back to him, beloved and beautiful in all their cruelty,
desired by him, with a sick longing for their freshness, for their
fierceness, for their freedom.
As he dragged his tired limbs thought the grasses and looked out
upon the sullen stream that flowed beside him, an oar struck the water,
a flat black boat drifted beneath the bank, a wild swan disturbed rose
with a hiss from the sedges.
The boat was laden with grain; there was only one rower in it, who
steered by a string wound round her foot.
She did not lift her face as she went by him; but her bent brow and
her bosom grew red, and she cut the water with a swifter, sharper
stroke; her features were turned from him by that movement of her head,
but he saw the eastern outline of the cheek and chin, the embrowned
velvet of the skin, the half-bare beauty of the heaving chest and
supple spine bent back in the action of the oars, the long slender and
arched shape of the naked foot, round which the cord was twined;--their
contour and their colour struck him with a sudden surprise.
He had seen such oftentimes, eastwards, on the banks of golden
rivers, treading, with such feet as these, the sands that were the dust
of countless nations; bearing, on such shoulders as these earthen
water-vases that might have served the feasts of Pharaohs; showing such
limbs as these against the curled palm branches and the deep blue sky
upon the desert's edge.
But here!--a face of Asia amongst the corn-lands of Northern
France? It seemed to him strange; he looked after her with wonder.
The boat went on down the stream without any pause; the sculls
cleaving the heavy tide with regular and resolute monotony; the golden
piles of the grain and the brown form of the bending figure soon hidden
in the clouds of river-mist.
He watched her, only seeing a beggar-girl rowing a skiff full of
corn down a sluggish stream. There was nothing to tell him that he was
looking upon the saviour of his body from the thralls of death; if
there had been, in his mood, then, he would have cursed her.
The boat glided into the fog which closed behind it; a flock of
water-birds swam out from the rushes and darted at some floating
kernels of wheat that had fallen over the vessel's side; they fought
and hissed, and flapped and pecked amongst themselves over the chance
plunder; a large rat stole amidst them unnoticed by them in their
exultation, and seized their leader and bore him struggling and beating
the air with blood-stained wings away to a hole in the bank; a mongrel
dog, prowling on the shore, hearing the wild duck's cries, splashed
into the sedges, and swam out and gripped the rat by the neck in bold
sharp fangs, and bore both rat and bird, bleeding and dying, to the
land; the owner of the mongrel, a peasant making ready the ground for
colza in the low-lying fields, snatched the duck from the dog to bear
it home for his own eating, and kicked his poor beast in the ribs for
having ventured to stray without leave and to do him service without
permission.
"The dulcet harmony of the world's benignant law!" thought Arslàn,
as he turned aside to enter the stone archway of his own desolate
dwelling. "To live one must slaughter--what life can I take?"
At that moment the setting sun pierced the heavy veil of the
vapour, and glowed through the fog.
The boat, now distant, glided for a moment into the ruddy haze, and
was visible; the water around it, like a lake of flame, the white steam
above it, like the smoke of a sacrifice fire.
Then the sun sank, the mists gathered closely once more, all light
faded, and the day was dead.
He felt stifled and sick at heart as he returned along the reedy
shore towards his dreary home. He wondered dully why his life would not
end: since the world would have none of him, neither the work of his
brain nor the work of his hands, it seemed that he had no place in it.
He was half resolved to lie down in the water there, amongst the
reeds, and let it flow over his face and breast, and kiss him softly
and coldly into the sleep of death. He had desired this many times;
what held him back from its indulgence was not "the child within us
that fears death," of which Plato speaks; he had no such misgiving in
him, and he believed death to be a simple rupture and end of all
things, such as any man had right to seek and summon for himself; it
was rather that the passion of his art was too strong in him, that the
power to create was too intense in him, so that he could not willingly
consign the forces and the fantasies of his brain to that annihilation
to which he would, without thought or pause, have flung his body.
As he entered the haunted hall which served him as his
painting-room, he saw a fresh fire of logs upon the hearth, whose
leaping flames lighted the place with cheerful colour, and he saw on
the stone bench fresh food, sufficient to last several days, and a
brass flagon filled with wine.
A curious emotion took possession of him as he looked. It was less
surprise at the fact, for his senses told him it was the work of some
charity which chose to hide itself, than it was wonder as to who, in
this strange land, where none would even let him earn his daily bread,
knew enough or cared enough to supply his necessities thus. And with
this there arose the same intolerant bitterness of the degradation of
alms, the same ungrateful hatred of the succour that seemed to class
him amongst beggars, which had moved him when he had awakened with the
dawn.
He felt neither tenderness nor gratitude, he was only conscious of
humiliation.
There were in him a certain coldness, strength, and indifference to
sympathy, which, whilst they made his greatness as an artist, made his
callousness as a man. It might have been sweet to others to find
themselves remembered and pitied by another at an hour when their
forces were spent, their fate friendless, and their hopes all dead. But
it was not so to him, he only felt like the desert animal which,
wounded, repulses every healing hand, and only seeks to die alone.
There was only one vulnerable, one tender nerve in him, and this
was the instinct of his genius. He had been nurtured in hardihood, and
had drawn in endurance with every breath of his native air; he would
have borne physical ills without one visible pang, and would have been
indifferent to all mortal suffering; but for the powers in him, for the
art he adored, he had a child's weakness, a woman's softness.
He could not bear to die without leaving behind his life some work
the world would cherish.
Call it folly, call it madness, it is both: the ivory Zeus that was
to give its sculptor immortality, lives but in tradition; the bronze
Athene, that was to guard the Piræus in eternal liberty, has long been
levelled with the dust; yet with every age the artist still gives life
for fame, still cries, "Let my body perish, but make my work immortal!"
It was this in him now which stirred his heart with a new and
gentler emotion; emotion which, while half disgust, was also half
gladness. The food was alms-given, since he had not earned it, and
yet--by means of this sheer bodily subsistence--it would be possible
for him to keep alive those dreams, that strength, by which he still
believed it in him to compel his fame from men.
He stood before the Phoebus in Pheræ, thinking; it stung him with a
bitter torment; it humiliated him with a hateful burden--this debt
which came he knew not whence, and which he never might be able to
repay. And yet his heart was strangely moved; it seemed to him that the
fate which thus wantonly, and with such curious persistence, placed
life back into his hands, must needs be one that would bear no common
fruit.
He opposed himself no more to it.
He bent his head and broke bread, and ate and drank of the red
wine:--he did not thank God or man as he broke his fast; he only looked
in the mocking eyes of Hermes, and said in his heart:--
"Since I must live, I will triumph!"
And Hermes smiled: Hermes the wise, who had bought and sold the
generations of men so long ago, in the golden age, and who knew so well
how they would barter away their greatness and their gladness, and
their bodies and their souls, for one sweet strain of his hollow
reed-pipe, for one sweet glance of his soulless Pandora's eyes.
Hermes--Hermes the liar, Hermes the wise,--knew how men's oaths
were kept.
AT the close of that day Claudis Flamma discovered that he had been
robbed--robbed more than once: he swore and raved and tore his hair for
loss of a little bread and meat and oil and a flagon of red wine.
He did not suspect his grand-daughter; accusing her perpetually of
sins of which she was innocent, he did not once associate her in
thought with the one offence which she had committed. He thought that
the window of his store-house had been forced from the exterior; he
made no doubt that his spoiler was some vagabond from one of the river
barges. By such tramps his hen-house and his apple-lofts had often
previously been invaded.
She heard his lamentations and imprecations in unbroken silence; he
did not question her; and without a lie she was able to keep her
secret. In her own sight she had done a foul thing--a thing that her
own hunger had never induced her to do. She did not seek to reconcile
herself to her action by any reflection that she had only taken what
she had really earned a thousand times over by her service; her mind
was not sufficiently instructed, and was of too truthful a mould to be
capable of the deft plea of a sophistry.
She could dare the thing; and do it, and hold her peace about it,
though she should be scourged to speak; but she could not tamper with
it to excuse it to herself; for this she had neither the cunning nor
the cowardice.
Why had she done it?--done for a stranger what no pressure of need
had made her do for her own wants? She did not ask herself; she
followed her instinct. He allured her with his calm and kingly beauty,
which was like nothing else her eyes had ever seen; and she was drawn
by an irresistible attraction to this life which she had bought at the
price of her own from the gods. Yet stronger even than this sudden
human passion which had entered into her was her dread lest he whom she
had ransomed from death should know of his debt to her.
Under such a dread, she never opened her lips to anyone on this
thing which she had done. Silence was natural to her; she spoke so
rarely, that many in the province believed her to be dumb; no sympathy
had ever been shown to her to woo her to disclose either the passions
that burnt latent in her veins, or the tenderness that trembled stifled
in her heart.
Thrice again did she take food and fuel to the water-tower
undetected, both by the man whom she robbed, and the man whom she
succoured. Thrice again did she find her way to the desolate chamber in
its owner's absence and refill the empty platters and warm afresh the
cold blank hearth. Thrice again did Claudis Flamma note the diminution
of his stores, and burnish afresh his old rusty fowling-piece, and
watch half the night on his dark staircase, and prepare with his own
hands a jar of poisoned honey and a bag of poisoned wheat, which he
placed, with a cruel chuckle of grim glee, to tempt the eyes of his
spoilers.
But the spoiler, being of his own household, saw this trap set, and
was aware of it.
In a week or two the need for these acts which she hated ceased.
She learned that the stranger for whom she thus risked her body and
soul, had found a boatman's work upon the water which, although a toil
rough and rude, and but poorly paid, still sufficed to give him bread.
Through she was herself so pressed with hunger, many a time, that as
she went through the meadows and hedgerows she was glad to crush in her
teeth the tender shoots of the briars, and the acrid berry of the
brambles, she never again, unbidden, touched so much as a mouldy crust
thrown out to be eaten by the poultry.
Flamma, counting his possessions greedily night and morning,
blessed the saints for the renewed safety of his dwelling, and cast
forth the poisoned wheat as a thank-offering to the male birds who were
for ever flying to and fro their nested mates in the leafless boughs
above the earliest violets, and whose little throats were strangled
even in their glad flood of nuptial song, and whose soft bright eyes
grew dull in death ere even they had looked upon the springtide sun.
For it was ever thus that Folle-Farine saw men praise God.
She took their death to her own door, sorrowing and full of
remorse.
"Had I never stolen the food, these birds might never have
perished," she thought, as she say the rosy throats of the robins and
bullfinches turned upward in death on the turf. She blamed herself
bitterly with an aching heart.
The fatality which makes human crime recoil on the innocent
creatures of the animal world oppressed her with its heavy and hideous
injustice. Their God was good, they said: yet for her sin and her
grandsire's greed the harmless song-birds died by the score in torment.
"How shall a God be good who is not just?" she thought.
In this mute young lonely soul of hers Nature had sown a strong
passion for justice, a strong instinct towards what was righteous. As
the germ of a plant born in darkness underground will, by sheer
instinct, uncurl its colourless tendrils, and thrust them through
crevices and dust, and the close structure of mortared stones, until
they reach the light and grow green and strong in it, so did her nature
strive, of its own accord, through the gloom enveloping it, towards
those moral laws which in all ages and all lands remain the same, no
matter what deity be worshipped, or what creed be called the truth.
He nascent mind was darkened, oppressed, bewildered, perplexed,
even like the plant which, forcing itself upward from its cellar, opens
it leaves not in pure air and under a blue sky, but in the reek and
smoke and foetid odours of a city. Yet, like the plant, she vaguely
felt that light was somewhere; and as vaguely sought it.
With most days she took her grandsire's boat to and fro the town,
fetching or carrying; there was no mode of transit so cheap to him as
this, whose only cost was her fatigue. With each passage up and down
the river, she passed by the dwelling of Arslàn.
Sometimes she saw him; once or twice, in the twilight, he spoke to
her; she only bent her head to hide her face from him, and rowed more
quickly on her homeward way in silence. At other times, in his absence,
and when she was safe from any detection, she entered the dismal
solitudes where he laboured, and gazed in rapt and awed amazement at
the shapes that were shadowed forth upon the walls.
The service by which he gained his daily bread was on the waters,
and took him often leagues away--simple hardy toil, amongst fishers and
canal-carriers and bargemen. But it left him some few days, and all his
nights, free for art; and never in all the years of his leisure had his
fancy conceived and his hand created more exquisite dreams and more
splendid phantasies than now in this bitter and cheerless time, when he
laboured amidst the poorest for the bare bread of life.
"De belles choses peuvent se faire dans une cave;" and in truth the
gloom of the cellar gives birth to an art more sublime than the light
of the palace can ever beget.
Suffering shortens the years of the artist, and kills him
oftentimes ere his prime be reached; but in suffering alone are all
great works conceived. The senses, the passions, the luxuries, the
lusts of the flesh, the delirium of the desires, the colours, the
melodies, the fragrance, the indolences,--all that made the mere
"living of life" delightful, all go to enrich and to deepen the human
genius which steeps itself in them; but it is in exile from these that
alone it can rise to its greatest.
The grass of the Holy River gathers perfume from the marvelous
suns, and the moonless nights, and the gorgeous bloom of the east, from
the aromatic breath of the leopard and the perfume of the fallen
pomegranate, and the sacred oil that floats in the lamps, and the
caress of the girl-bathers' feet, and the myrrh-dropping unguents that
glide from the maidens' bare limbs in the moonlight,--the grass holds
and feeds on them all. But not till the grass has been torn from the
roots, and been crushed, and been bruised and destroyed, can the full
odours exhale of all it has tasted and treasured.
Even the imagination of man may be great, but it can never be at
its greatest until one serpent, with merciless fangs, has bitten it
through and through, and impregnated it with passion and with
poison,--that one deathless serpent which is Memory.
Arslàn had never been more ceaselessly pursued by innumerable
phantasies, and never had given to these a more terrible force, a more
perfect utterance, than now, when the despair which possessed him was
absolute,--when it seemed to him that he had striven in his last strife
with fate, and been thrown never to rise again,--when he kept his body
alive by such soulless ceaseless labour as that of the oxen in the
fields--when he saw every hour drift by, barren, sullen, painful,--when
only some dull yet staunch instinct of virility held him back from
taking his own life in the bleak horror of these fruitless days,--when
it seemed to him that his oath before Hermes, to make men call him
famous, was idle as a sigh of a desert wind through the hollow ears of
a skull bleaching white on the sand.
Yet he had never done greater things--never in the long years
through which he had pursued and studied art.
With the poor wage that he earned by labour he bought by degrees
the tools and pigments lacking to him, and lived on the scantiest and
simplest food, that he might have wherewith in order to render into
shape and colour the imaginations of his brain.
And it was on these that the passionate, wondering, half-blinded
eyes of Folle-Farine looked with awe and adoration in those lonely
hours when, in his absence, she stole into his chamber, and touching
nothing, scarcely daring to breathe aloud, crouched on the bare
pavement mute and motionless, and afraid with a fear that was the
sweetest happiness her brief youth had ever known.
Though her own kind had neglected and proscribed her, with one
accord, there had been enough in the little world surrounding her to
feed the imaginative senses latent in her,--enough of the old mediæval
fancy, of the old ecclesiastical beauty, of the old monastic spirit, to
give her a consciousness, through a dumb one, of the existence of art.
Untaught though she was, and harnessed to the dreary mill-wheel
round of a hard physical toil, she yet had felt dimly the charm of the
place in which she dwelt.
Where the fretted pinnacles rose in hundreds against the
sky,--where the common dwellings of the poor were panelled and
parquetted and carved in a thousand fashions,--where the graceful and
the grotesque and the terrible were mingled in an inextricable, and yet
exquisite, confusion,--where the grey squat jug that went to the well,
and the jolting beam to which the clothes' line was fastened, and the
creaking sign that swung above the smallest wine-shop, and the wooden
gallery on which the poorest troll hung out her many-coloured rags, had
all some trace of a dead art, some fashioning by a dead hand,--where
all these were, it was not possible for any creature dowered by nature
with any poetic instinct to remain utterly unmoved and unawakened in
their midst.
Of the science and the execution of art she was still absolutely
ignorant; the powers by which it was created still seemed a magic
incomprehensible, and not human; but its meaning she felt with that
intensity which is the truest homage of all homage to its influence.
Day after day, therefore, she returned and gazed on the three gods
of forgetfulness, and on all the innumerable forms and fables which
bore them company; the virgin field of her unfilled mind receiving the
seeds of thought and of fancy that were scattered so largely in this
solitude, lying waste, bearing no harvest.
Of these visits Arslàn himself knew nothing; towards him her bold
wild temper was softened to the shyness of a doe.
She dreaded lest he should ever learn what she had done; and she
stole in and out of the old granary, unseen by all, with the swiftness
and the stealthiness which she shared in common with other untamed
animals which, like her, shunned all man and woman kind.
And this secret--in itself so innocent, yet for which she would at
times blush in her loneliness, with a cruel heat that burnt over all
her face and frame--changed her life, transfigured it from its
objectless, passionless, brutish dulness and monotony, into dreams and
into desires.
For the first time she had in her joy and fear; for the first time
she became human.
All the week through he wrought perforce by night; the great
windows stood wide open to the bright cold moons of early spring; he
worked only with black and white using colour only at sunrise, or on
the rare days of his leisure.
Often at nightfall she left her loft, as secretly as a fox its
lair, and stole down the river, and screened herself amongst the
grasses, and watched him where he laboured in the mingling light of the
moon and of the oil-lamp burning behind him.
She saw these things grow from beneath his hand, these mighty
shapes created by him; and he seemed to her like a god, with the power
to beget worlds at his will, and all human life in its full stature out
from a little dust.
The contrast of this strength, of this power which he wielded, with
the helpless exhaustion of the body in which she had found him dying,
smote her with a sorrow and a sweetness that were like nothing she had
ever known. That a man could summon hosts at his command like this, yet
perish for a crust!--that fusion of omnipotence and powerlessness,
which is the saddest and strangest of all the sad strange things of
genius, awoke an absorbing emotion in her dormant heart!
She watched him thus for hours in the long nights of a slow-footed
spring, in whose mists and chills and heavy dews her inured frame took
no more harm than did the green corn shooting through the furrows.
She was a witness to his solitude. She saw the fancies of his brain
take form. She saw the sweep of his arm call up on the blank of the
wall, or on the pale spaces of the canvas, these images which for her
had alike such majesty and such mystery. She saw the faces beam, the
eyes smile, the dancing-women rise, the foliage uncurl, the gods come
forth from the temples, the nereids glide through the moonlit waters,
at his command, and beneath his touch.
She saw him also in those moments when, conceiving no eyes to be
upon him, this man, whom mankind denied, loosened rein to the
bitterness in him; and, standing weary and heartsick before these
creations for which his generation had no sight, and no homage, let the
agony of constant failure, of continual defeat, overcome him, and
cursed aloud the madness which possessed him, which drove him on for
ever in this ungrateful service, and would not let him do as other men
did--tell the world lies, and take its payment out in gold.
Until now she had hated all things, grieved for none, unless,
indeed, it were for a galled ox toiling wounded and tortured on the
field; or a trapped bird, shrieking in the still midnight woods.
But now, watching him, hearing him, a passionate sorrow for a human
being possessed her. And to her eyes he was so beautiful in that utter
unlikeness to herself and to all men whom she had seen. She gazed at
him, never weary of that cold, fair, golden beauty, like the beauty of
his sun-god; of those serene deep-lidded eyes, which looked so often
past her at the dark night skies; of those lithe and massive limbs,
like the limbs of the gladiator that yonder on the wall strained a lion
to his breast in the deadly embrace of combat.
She gazed at him until she loved him with the intense passion of a
young and ignorant life, into whose gloom no love had ever entered.
With this love the instinct of her womanhood arose, amid the ignorance
and savagery of her nature; and she crouched perpetually under the
screen of the long grass to hide her vigil, and whenever his eyes
looked from his easel outward to the night she drew back, breathless
and trembling, she knew not why, into the deepest shadow.
Meantime, with that rude justice which was in her, she set herself
atonement for her fault--the fault through which those tender little
bright-throated birds were stretched dead amongst the first violets of
the year.
She laboured harder and longer than ever for her task-master, and
denied herself the larger half of even those scanty portions which were
set aside for her of the daily fare, living on almost nothing, as those
learn to do who are reared under the roof of the French poor. To his
revilings she was silent, and under his blows patient. By night she
toiled secretly, until she had restored the value of that which she had
taken.
Why did she do it? She could not have told.
She was proud of the evil origin they gave her; she had a cynical
gladness in her infamous repute; she scorned women and hated men; yet
all the same she kept her hands pure of thefts and her lips pure of
lies.
So the weeks went on till the hardness of winter gave way to the
breath of the spring, and in all the wood and orchard around the
water-mill of Yprès the boughs were green with buds, and the ground was
pale with primroses--a spring all the sweeter and more fertile because
of the severity of the past winter.
It became mid-April. It was market-day for all the country lying
round that wondrous cathedral-spire, which shot into the air
far-reaching and ethereal, like some fountain whose column of water had
been arrested aloft and changed to ice.
The old quiet town was busy, with a rich sunshine shed upon it, in
which the first yellow butterflies of the year had begun to dance.
It was high noon, and the highest tide of the market.
Flower-girls, fruit-girls, egg-sellers, poultry-hucksters, crowds
of women, old and young, had jolted in on their docile asses, throned
on their sheepskin saddles; and now, chattering and chaffering, drove
fast their trade. On the steps of the cathedral boys with birds'-nests,
knife-grinders making their little wheels fly, cobblers hammering, with
boards across their knees, travelling pedlars with knapsacks full of
toys and mirrors, and holy images, and strings of beads, sat side by
side in amicable competition.
Here and there a priest passed, with his black robe and broad hat,
like a dusky mushroom amongst a bed of many-hued gillyflowers. Here and
there a soldier, all colour and glitter, showed like a gaudy red tulip
in bloom amidst tufts of thyme.
The old wrinkled leathern awnings of the market stalls glowed like
copper in the brightness of noon. The red tiles of the houses edging
the great square were gilded with yellow houseleeks. The little
children ran hither and thither with big bunches of primroses or
sheaves of blue wood hyacinths, singing. The red and blue serges of the
young girls' bodices were like the gay hues