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There are women who cannot grow alone as standard trees--for whom
the support and warmth of some wall, some paling, some post, is
absolutely necessary--who, in their growth, will bend and incline
themselves towards some such prop for their life, creeping with their
tendrils along the ground till they reach it when the circumstances of
life have brought no such prop within their natural and immediate
reach. Of most women it may be said that it would be well for them that
they should marry--as indeed of most men also, seeing that man and wife
will each lend the other strength, and yet in lending lose none; but to
the women of whom I now speak some kind of marriage is quite
indispensable, and by them some kind of marriage is always made, though
the union is often unnatural. A woman in want of a wall against which
to nail herself will swear conjugal obedience sometimes to her cook,
sometimes to her grandchild, sometimes to her lawyer. Any standing
corner, post, or stump, strong enough to bear her weight will suffice;
but to some standing corner, post, or stump, she will find her way and
attach herself, and there will she be married.
Such a woman was our Mrs Ray. As her name imports, she had been
married in the way most popular among ladies, with bell, book, and
parson. She had been like a young peach tree that, in its early days,
is carefully taught to grow against a propitious southern wall. Her
natural prop had been found for her, and all had been well. But her
heaven had been made black with storms; the heavy winds had come, and
the warm sheltering covert against which she had felt herself so safe
had been torn away from her branches as they were spreading themselves
forth to the fullness of life. She had been married at eighteen, and
then, after ten years of wedded security, she had become a widow.
Her husband had been some years older than herself--a steady,
sober, hard-working, earnest man, well fitted to act as a protecting
screen to such a woman as he had chosen. They had lived in Exeter, both
of them having belonged to Devonshire from their birth; and Mr Ray,
though not a clergyman himself, had been employed in matters
ecclesiastical. He was a lawyer--but a lawyer of that sort that is so
nearly akin to the sacerdotal profession, as to make him quite clerical
and almost a clergyman. He managed the property of the dean and
chapter, and knew what were the rights, and also what were the wrongs,
of prebendaries and minor canons--of vicars choral, and even of
choristers. But he had been dead many years before our story commences,
and so much as this is now said of him simply to explain under what
circumstances Mrs Ray had received the first tinge of that colouring
which was given to her life by church matters.
They had been married somewhat over ten years when he died, and she
was left with two surviving daughters, the eldest and the youngest of
the children she had borne. The eldest, Dorothea, was then more than
nine years old, and as she took much after her father, being stern,
sober, and steady, Mrs Ray immediately married herself to her eldest
child. Dorothea became the prop against which she would henceforth
grow. And against Dorothea she had grown ever since, with the exception
of one short year. In that year Dorothea had taken a husband to herself
and had lost him--so that there were two widows in the same house. She,
like her mother, had married early, having joined her lot to that of a
young clergyman near Baslehurst; but he had lived but a few months, and
Mrs Ray's eldest child had come back to her mother's cottage, black,
and stiff, and stern, in widow's weeds--Mrs Prime by name. Black, and
stiff, and stern, in widow's weeds, she had remained since, for nine
years following, and those nine years will bring us to the beginning of
our story.
As regards Mrs Ray herself, I think it was well that poor Mr Prime
had died. It assured to her the support which she needed. It must,
however, be acknowledged that Mrs Prime was a harder taskmaster than
Dorothea Ray had been, and that the mother might have undergone a
gentler ruling had the daughter never become a wife. I think there was
much in the hardness of the weeds she wore. It seemed as though Mrs
Prime in selecting her crape, her bombazine, and the models of her
caps, had resolved to repress all ideas of feminine softness--as though
she had sworn to herself, with a great oath, that man should never
again look on her with gratified eyes. The materials she wore have made
other widows very pleasant to be seen--with a sad thoughtful
pleasantness indeed, but still very pleasant. There was nothing of that
with Mrs Prime. When she came back to her mother's cottage near
Baslehurst she was not yet twenty years old, but she was rough with
weeds. Her caps were lumpy, heavy, full of woe, and clean only as
decency might require--not nicely clean with feminine care. The very
stuff of which they were made was brown, rather than white, and her
dress was always the same. It was rough, and black, and
clinging--disagreeable to the eye in its shape, as will always be the
dress of any woman which is worn day after day through all hours. By
nature and education Mrs Prime was a prim, tidy woman, but it seemed
that her peculiar ideas of duty required her to militate against her
nature and education, at any rate in appearance. And this was her lot
in life before she had yet reached her twentieth year!
Dorothea Ray had not been wanting in some feminine attraction. She
had ever been brown and homely, but her features had been well-formed,
and her eyes had been bright. Now, as she approached to thirty years of
age, she might have been as well-looking as at any earlier period of
her life if it had been her wish to possess good looks. But she had had
no such wish. On the contrary, her desire had been to be ugly,
forbidding, unattractive, almost repulsive; so that, in very truth, she
might be known to be a widow indeed. And here I must not be
misunderstood. There was nothing hypocritical about Mrs Prime, nor did
she make any attempt to appear before men to be weighted with a deeper
sorrow than that which she truly bore; hypocrisy was by no means her
fault. Her fault was this: that she had taught herself to believe that
cheerfulness was a sin, and that the more she became morose, the nearer
would she be to the fruition of those hopes of future happiness on
which her heart was set. In all her words and thoughts she was genuine;
but, then, in so very many of them she was mistaken! This was the wall
against which Mrs Ray had allowed herself to be fastened for many years
past, and though the support was strong it must be admitted that it
could hardly have been at all times pleasant.
Mrs Ray had become a widow before she was thirty; and she had
grieved for her husband with truest sorrow, pouring herself out at
first in tears, and afterwards expending herself in long hours of vain
regrets. But she had never been rough or hard in her widowhood. It had
ever been her nature to be soft. She was a woman all over, and had
about her so much of a woman's prettiness, that she had not altogether
divested herself of it, even when her weepers had been of the broadest.
To obtain favour in men's eyes had never been in her mind since she had
first obtained favour in the eyes of him who had been her lord; but yet
she had never absolutely divested herself of her womanly charms, of
that look, half retreating, half beseeching, which had won the heart of
the ecclesiastical lawyer. Gradually her weeds and her deep heavy
crapes had fallen away from her, and then, without much thought on the
matter, she dressed herself much as did other women of forty or
forty-five--being driven, however, on certain occasions by her daughter
to a degree of dinginess, not by any means rivalling that of the
daughter herself, but which she would not have achieved had she been
left to her own devices. She was a sweet-tempered, good-humoured,
loving, timid woman, ever listening and believing and learning, with a
certain aptitude for gentle mirth at her heart which, however, was
always being repressed and controlled by the circumstances of her life.
She could gossip over a cup of tea, and enjoy buttered toast and hot
cake very thoroughly, if only there was no one near her to whisper into
her ear that any such enjoyment was wicked. In spite of the sorrows she
had suffered she would have taught herself to believe this world to be
a pleasant place, were it not so often preached into her ears that it
is a vale of tribulation in which no satisfaction can abide. And it may
be said of Mrs Ray that her religion, though it sufficed her, tormented
her grievously. It sufficed her; and if on such a subject I may venture
to give an opinion, I think it was of a nature to suffice her in that
great strait for which it had been prepared. But in this world it
tormented her, carrying her hither and thither, and leaving her in
grievous doubt, not as to its own truth in any of its details, but as
to her own conduct under its injunctions, and also as to her own mode
of believing it. In truth she believed too much. She could never divide
the minister from the Bible--nay, the very clerk in the church was
sacred to her while exercising his functions therein. It never occurred
to her to question any word that was said to her. If a linen-draper
were to tell her that one coloured calico was better for her than
another, she would take that point as settled by the man's word, and
for the time would be free from all doubt on that heading. So also when
the clergyman in his sermon told her that she should live simply and
altogether for heaven, that all thoughts as to this world were wicked
thoughts, and that nothing belonging to this world could be other than
painful, full of sorrow and vexations, she would go home believing him
absolutely, and with tear-laden eyes would bethink herself how utterly
she was a castaway, because of that tea, and cake, and innocent
tittle-tattle with which the hours of her Saturday evening had been
beguiled. She would weakly resolve that she would laugh no more, and
that she would live in truth in a valley of tears. But then as the
bright sun came upon her, and the birds sang around her, and someone
that she loved would cling to her and kiss her, she would be happy in
her own despite, and would laugh with a low musical sweet tone,
forgetting that such laughter was a sin.
And then that very clergyman himself would torment her--he that
told her from the pulpit on Sundays how frightfully vain were all
attempts at worldly happiness. He would come to her on the Monday with
a good-natured, rather rubicund face, and would ask after all her
little worldly belongings--for he knew of her history and her
means--and he would joke with her, and tell her comfortably of his
grown sons and daughters, who were prospering in worldly matters, and
express the fondest solicitude as to their worldly advancement. Twice
or thrice a year Mrs Ray would go to the parsonage, and such evenings
would be by no means hours of wailing. Tea and buttered toast on such
occasions would be very manifestly in the ascendant. Mrs Ray never
questioned the propriety of her clergyman's life, nor taught herself to
see a discrepancy between his doctrine and his conduct. But she
believed in both, and was unconsciously troubled at having her belief
so varied. She never thought about it, or discovered that her friend
allowed himself to be carried away in his sermons by his zeal, and that
he condemned this world in all things, hoping that he might thereby
teach his hearers to condemn it in some things. Mrs Ray would allow
herself the privilege of no such argument as that. It was all gospel to
her. The parson in the church, and the parson out of the church, were
alike gospels to her sweet, white, credulous mind; but these differing
gospels troubled her and tormented her.
Of that particular clergyman, I may as well here say that he was
the Rev. Charles Comfort, and that he was rector of Cawston, a parish
in Devonshire, about two miles out of Baslehurst. Mr Prime had for a
year or two been his curate, and during that term of curacy he had
married Dorothea Ray. Then he had died, and his widow had returned from
the house her husband had occupied near the church to her mother's
cottage. Mr Prime had been possessed of some property, and when he died
he left his widow in the uncontrolled possession of two hundred a year.
As it was well known that Mrs Ray's income was considerably less than
this, the people of Baslehurst and Cawston had declared how comfortable
for Mrs Ray would be this accession of wealth to the family. But Mrs
Ray had not become much the richer. Mrs Prime did no doubt pay her fair
quota towards the maintenance of the humble cottage at Bragg's End, for
such was the name of the spot at which Mrs Ray lived. But she did not
do more than this. She established a Dorcas society at Baslehurst, of
which she became permanent president, and spent her money in carrying
on this institution in the manner most pleasing to herself. I fear that
Mrs Prime liked to be more powerful at these charitable meetings than
her sister labourers in the same vineyard, and that she achieved this
power by the means of her money. I do not bring this as a heavy
accusation against her. In such institutions there is generally need of
a strong, stirring, leading mind. If someone would not assume power,
the power needed would not be exercised. Such a one as Mrs Prime is
often necessary. But we all have our own pet temptations, and I think
that Mrs Prime's temptation was a love of power.
It will be understood that Baslehurst is a town--a town with a
market, and hotels, and a big brewery, and a square, and street;
whereas Cawston is a village, or rather a rural parish, three miles out
of Baslehurst north of it, lying on the river Avon. But Bragg's End,
though within the parish of Cawston, lies about a mile and a half from
the Church and village, on the road to Baslehurst, and partakes
therefore almost as much of the township of Baslehurst as it does of
the rusticity of Cawston. How Bragg came to such an end, or why this
corner of the parish came to be thus united for ever to Bragg's name,
no one in the parish knew. The place consisted of a little green, and a
little wooden bridge, over a little stream that trickled away into the
Avon. Here were clustered half a dozen labourers' cottages, and a beer
or cider shop. Standing back from the green was the house and homestead
of Farmer Sturt, and close upon the green, with its garden hedge
running down to the bridge, was the pretty cottage of Mrs Ray. Mr
Comfort had known her husband, and he had found for her this quiet
home. It was a pretty place, with one small sitting-room opening back
upon the little garden, and with another somewhat larger fronting
towards the road and the green. In the front room Mrs Ray lived,
looking out upon so much of the world as Bragg's End green afforded to
her view. The other seemed to be kept with some faint expectation of
company that never came. Many of the widow's neatest belongings were
here preserved in most perfect order; but one may say that they were
altogether thrown away--unless indeed they afforded solace to their
owner in the very act of dusting them. Here there were four or five
books, prettily bound, with gilt leaves, arranged in shapes on the
small round table. Here also was deposited a spangled mat of wondrous
brightness, made of short white sticks of glass strung together. It
must have taken care and time in its manufacture, but was, I should
say, but of little efficacy either for domestic use or domestic
ornament. There were shells on the chimney-piece, and two or three
china figures. There was a birdcage hung in the window but without a
bird. It was all very clean, but the room conveyed at first glance an
overpowering idea of its own absolute inutility and vanity. It was
capable of answering no purpose for which men and women use rooms; but
he who could have said so to Mrs Ray must have been a cruel and a
hardhearted man.
The other room which looked out upon the green was snug enough, and
sufficed for all the widow's wants. There was a little bookcase laden
with books. There was the family table at which they ate their meals;
and there was the little table near the window at which Mrs Ray worked.
There was an old sofa, and an old armchair; and there was, also, a
carpet, alas, so old that the poor woman had become painfully aware
that she must soon have either no carpet or a new one. A word or two
had already been said between her and Mrs Prime on that matter, but the
word or two had not as yet been comfortable. Then, over the fire, there
was an old round mirror; and, having told of that, I believe I need not
further describe the furniture of the sitting-room at Bragg's End.
But I have not as yet described the whole of Mrs Ray's family. Had
I done so, her life would indeed have been sour, and sorrowful, for she
was a woman who especially needed companionship. Though I have hitherto
spoken but of one daughter, I have said that two had been left with her
when her husband died. She had one whom she feared and obeyed, seeing
that a master was necessary to her; but she had another whom she loved
and caressed, and I may declare, that some such object for her
tenderness was as necessary to her as the master. She could not have
lived without something to kiss, something to tend, something to which
she might speak in short, loving, pet terms of affection. This youngest
girl, Rachel, had been only two years old when her father died, and
now, at the time of this story, was not yet quite twenty. Her sister
was, in truth, only seven years her senior, but in all the facts and
ways of life she seemed to be the elder by at least half a century.
Rachel indeed, at the time, felt herself to be much nearer of an age
with her mother. With her mother she could laugh and talk, ay, and form
little wicked whispered schemes behind the tyrant's back, during some
of those Dorcas hours, in which Mrs Prime would be employed at
Baslehurst; schemes, however, for the final perpetration of which the
courage of the elder widow would too frequently be found insufficient.
Rachel Ray was a fair-haired, well-grown, comely girl--very like
her mother in all but this, that whereas about the mother's eyes there
was always a look of weakness, there was a shadowing of coming strength
of character round those of the daughter. On her brow there was written
a capacity for sustained purpose which was wanting to Mrs Ray. Not that
the reader is to suppose that she was masterful like her sister. She
had been brought up under Mrs Prime's directions, and had not, as yet,
learned to rebel. Nor was she in anyway prone to domineer. A little
wickedness now and then, to the extent, perhaps, of a vain walk into
Baslehurst on a summer evening, a little obstinacy in refusing to
explain whither she had been and whom she had seen, a yawn in church,
or a word of complaint as to the length of the second Sunday
sermon--these were her sins; and when rebuked for them by her sister,
she would of late toss her head, and look slyly across to her mother,
with an eye that was not penitent. Then Mrs Prime would become black
and angry, and would foretell hard things for her sister, denouncing
her as fashioning herself wilfully in the world's ways. On such
occasions Mrs Ray would become very unhappy, believing first in the one
child and then in the other. She would defend Rachel, till her weak
defence would be knocked to shivers, and her poor vacillating words
taken from out of her mouth. Then, when forced to acknowledge that
Rachel was in danger of backsliding, she would kiss her and cry over
her, and beg her to listen to the sermons. Rachel hitherto had never
rebelled. She had never declared that a walk into Baslehurst was better
than a sermon. She had never said out boldly that she liked the world
and its wickedness. But an observer of physiognomy, had such observer
been there, might have seen that the days of such rebellion were
coming.
She was a fair-haired girl, with hair, not flaxen, but of
light-brown tint--thick, and full, and glossy, so that its charms could
not all be hidden away let Mrs Prime do what she would to effect such
hiding. She was well made, being tall and straight, with great
appearance of health and strength. She walked as though the motion were
pleasant to her, and easy--as though the very act of walking were a
pleasure. She was bright too, and clever in their little cottage,
striving hard with her needle to make things look well, and not sparing
her strength in giving household assistance. One little maiden Mrs Ray
employed, and a gardener came to her for half a day once a week--but I
doubt whether the maiden in the house, or the gardener out of the
house, did as much hard work as Rachel. How she had toiled over that
carpet, patching it and piecing it! Even Dorothea could not accuse her
of idleness. Therefore Dorothea accused her of profitless industry,
because she would not attend more frequently at those Dorcas meetings.
``But, Dolly, how on earth am I to make my own things, and look
after mamma's? Charity begins at home.'' Then had Dorothea put down her
huge Dorcas basket, and explained to her sister, at considerable
length, her reading of that text of Scripture. ``One's own clothes must
be made all the same,'' Rachel said when the female preacher had
finished. ``And I don't suppose even you would like mamma to go to
church without a decent gown.'' Then Dorothea had seized up her huge
basket angrily, and had trudged off into Baslehurst at a quick pace--at
a pace much too quick when the summer's heat is considered--and as she
went, unhappy thoughts filled her mind. A coloured dress belonging to
Rachel herself had met her eye, and she had heard tidings of--a young
man!
Such tidings, to her ears, were tidings of iniquity, of vanity, of
terrible sin; they were tidings which hardly admitted of being
discussed with decency, and which had to be spoken of below the breath.
A young man! Could it be that such disgrace had fallen upon her sister!
She had not as yet mentioned the subject to Rachel, but she had given a
dark hint to their afflicted mother.
``No, I didn't see it myself, but I heard it from Miss Pucker.''
``She that was to have been married to William Whitecoat, the
baker's son, only he went away to Torquay and picked up with somebody
else. People said he did it because she does squint so dreadfully.''
``Mother!'--and Dorothea spoke very sternly as she answered--``What
does it matter to us about William Whitecoat, or Miss Pucker's squint?
She is a woman eager in doing good.''
``It's only since he left Baslehurst, my dear.''
``Mother!--does that matter to Rachel? Will that save her if she be
in danger? I tell you that Miss Pucker saw her walking with that young
man from the brewery!''
Though Mrs Ray had been strongly inclined to throw what odium she
could upon Miss Pucker, and though she hated Miss Pucker in her
heart--at this special moment--for having carried tales against her
darling, she could not deny, even to herself, that a terrible state of
things had arrived if it were really true that Rachel had been seen
walking with a young man. She was not bitter on the subject as was Mrs
Prime and poor Miss Pucker, but she was filled full of indefinite
horror with regard to young men in general. They were all regarded by
her as wolves--as wolves, either with or without sheep's clothing. I
doubt whether she ever brought it home to herself that those whom she
now recognised as the established and well-credited lords of the
creation had ever been young men themselves. When she heard of a
wedding--when she learned that some struggling son of Adam had taken to
himself a wife, and had settled himself down to the sober work of the
world, she rejoiced greatly, thinking that the son of Adam had done
well to get himself married. But whenever it was whispered into her ear
that any young man was looking after a young woman--that he was taking
the only step by which he could hope to find a wife for himself--she
was instantly shocked at the wickedness of the world, and prayed
inwardly that the girl at least might be saved like a brand from the
burning. A young man, in her estimation, was a wicked wild beast,
seeking after young women to devour them, as a cat seeks after mice.
This at least was her established idea--the idea on which she worked,
unless some other idea on any special occasion were put into her head.
When young Butler Cornbury, the eldest son of the neighbouring squire,
came to Cawston after pretty Patty Comfort--for Patty Comfort was said
to have been the prettiest girl in Devonshire--and when Patty Comfort
had been allowed to go to the assemblies at Torquay almost on purpose
to meet him, Mrs Ray had thought it all right, because it had been
presented to her mind as all right by the Rector. Butler Cornbury had
married Patty Comfort and it was all right. But had she heard of
Patty's dancings without the assistance of a few hints from Mr Comfort
himself, her mind would have worked in a different way.
She certainly desired that her own child Rachel should some day
find a husband, and Rachel was already older than she had been when she
married; or than Mrs Prime had been at her wedding; but, nevertheless,
there was something terrible in the very thought of--a young man; and
she, though she would fain have defended her child, hardly knew how to
do so otherwise than by discrediting the words of Miss Pucker. ``She
always was very ill-natured, you know,'' Mrs Ray ventured to hint.
``Mother!'' said Mrs Prime, in that peculiarly stern voice of hers.
``There can be no reason for supposing that Miss Pucker wishes to
malign the child. It is my belief that Rachel will be in Baslehurst
this evening. If so, she probably intends to meet him again.''
``I know she is going into Baslehurst after tea,'' said Mrs Ray,
``because she has promised to walk with the Miss Tappitts. She told me
so.''
``Exactly--with the brewery girls! Oh, mother!'' Now it is
certainly true that the three Miss Tappitts were the daughters of
Bungall and Tappitt, the old-established brewers of Baslehurst. They
were, at least, the actual children of Mr Tappitt, who was the sole
surviving partner in the brewery. The name of Bungall had for many
years been used merely to give solidity and standing to the Tappitt
family. The Miss Tappitts certainly came from the brewery, and Miss
Pucker had said that the young man came from the same quarter. There
was ground in this for much suspicion, and Mrs Ray became uneasy. This
conversation between the two widows had occurred before dinner at the
cottage on a Saturday--and it was after dinner that the elder sister
had endeavoured to persuade the younger one to accompany her to the
Dorcas workshop--but had endeavoured in vain.
There were during the summer months four Dorcas afternoons held
weekly in Baslehurst, at all of which Mrs Prime presided. It was her
custom to start soon after dinner, so as to reach the working room
before three o'clock, and there she would remain till nine, or as long
as the daylight remained. The meeting was held in a sitting-room
belonging to Miss Pucker, for the use of which the Institution paid
some moderate rent. The other ladies, all belonging to Baslehurst, were
accustomed to go home to tea in the middle of their labours; but, as
Mrs Prime could not do this because of the distance, she remained with
Miss Pucker, paying for such refreshment as she needed. In this way
there came to be a great friendship between Mrs Prime and Miss
Pucker--or rather, perhaps, Mrs Prime thus obtained the services of a
most obedient minister.
Rachel had on various occasions gone with her sister to the Dorcas
meetings, and once or twice had remained at Miss Pucker's house,
drinking tea there. But this she greatly disliked. She was aware, when
she did so, that her sister paid for her, and she thought that Dorothea
showed by her behaviour that she was mistress of the entertainment. And
then Rachel greatly disliked Miss Pucker. She disliked that lady's
squint, she disliked the tone of her voice, she disliked her
subservience to Mrs Prime, and she especially disliked the vehemence of
her objection to--young men. When Rachel had last left Miss Pucker's
room she had resolved that she would never again drink tea there. She
had not said to herself positively that she would attend no more of the
Dorcas meetings--but as regarded their summer arrangement this resolve
against the tea-drinking amounted almost to the same thing.
It was on this account, I protest, and by no means on account of
that young man from the brewery, that Rachel had with determination
opposed her sister's request on this special Saturday. And the refusal
had been made in an unaccustomed manner, owing to the request also
having been pressed with unusual vigour.
``Rachel, I particularly wish it, and I think that you ought to
come,'' Dorothea had said.
``I had rather not come, Dolly.''
``That means'', continued Mrs Prime, ``that you prefer your
pleasure to your duty--that you boldly declare yourself determined to
neglect that which you know you ought to do.''
``I don't know any such thing,'' said Rachel.
``If you think of it you will know it,'' said Mrs Prime.
``At any rate I don't mean to go to Miss Pucker's this afternoon.''
Then Rachel left the room.
It was immediately after this conversation that Mrs Prime uttered
to Mrs Ray that terrible hint about the young man; and at the same time
uttered another hint by which she strove to impress upon her mother
that Rachel ought to be kept in subordination--in fact, that the power
should not belong to Rachel of choosing whether she would or would not
go to Dorcas meetings. In all such matters, according to Dorothea's
view of the case, Rachel should do as she was bidden. But then how was
Rachel to be made to do as she was bidden? How was her sister to
enforce her attendance? Obedience in this world depends as frequently
on the weakness of him who is governed as on the strength of him who
governs. That man who was going to the left is ordered by you with some
voice of command to go to the right. When he hesitates you put more
command into your voice, more command into your eyes--and then he
obeys. Mrs Prime had tried this, but Rachel had not turned to the
right. When Mrs Prime applied for aid to their mother, it was a sign
that the power of command was going from herself. After dinner the
elder sister made another little futile attempt, and then, when she had
again failed, she trudged off with her basket.
Mrs Ray and Rachel were left sitting at the open window, looking
out upon the mignonette. It was now in July, when the summer sun is at
the hottest--and in those southern parts of Devonshire the summer sun
in July is very hot. There is no other part of England like it. The
lanes are low and narrow, and not a breath of air stirs through them.
The ground rises in hills on all sides, so that every spot is a
sheltered nook. The rich red earth drinks in the heat and holds it, and
no breezes come up from the southern torpid sea. Of all counties in
England Devonshire is the fairest to the eye; but, having known it in
its summer glory, I must confess that those southern regions are not
fitted for much noonday summer walking.
``I'm afraid she'll find it very hot with that big basket,'' said
Mrs Ray, after a short pause. It must not be supposed that either she
or Rachel were idle because they remained at home. They both had their
needles in their hands, and Rachel was at work, not on that coloured
frock of her own which had roused her sister's suspicion, but on
needful aid to her mother's Sunday gown.
``She might have left it in Baslehurst if she liked,'' said Rachel,
``or I would have carried it for her as far as the bridge, only that
she was so angry with me when she went.''
``I don't think she was exactly angry, Rachel.''
``Oh, but she was, mamma--very angry. I know by her way of flinging
out of the house.''
``I think she was sorry because you would not go with her.''
``But I don't like going there, mamma. I don't like that Miss
Pucker. I can't go without staying to tea, and I don't like drinking
tea there.'' Then there was a little pause. ``You don't want me to
go--do you, mamma? How would the things get done here? and you can't
like having your tea alone.''
``No; I don't like that at all,'' said Mrs Ray. But she hardly
thought of what she was saying. Her mind was away, working on the
subject of that young man. She felt that it was her duty to say
something to Rachel, and yet she did not know what to say. Was she to
quote Miss Pucker? It went, moreover, sorely against the grain with her
to disturb the comfort of their present happy moments by any
disagreeable allusion. The world gave her nothing better than those
hours in which Rachel was alone with her--in which Rachel tended her
and comforted her. No word had been said on a subject so wicked and
full of vanity, but Mrs Ray knew that her evening meal would be brought
in at half past five in the shape of a little feast--a feast which
would not be spread if Mrs Prime had remained at home. At five o'clock
Rachel would slip away and make hot toast, and would run over the Green
to Farmer Sturt's wife for a little thick cream, and there would be a
batter cake, and so there would be a feast. Rachel was excellent at the
preparation of such banquets, knowing how to coax the teapot into a
good drawing humour, and being very clever in little comforts; and she
would hover about her mother, in a way very delightful to that lady,
making the widow feel for the time that there was a gleam of sunshine
in the valley of tribulation. All that must be over for this afternoon
if she spoke of Miss Pucker and the young man. Yes; and must it not be
over for many an afternoon to come? If there were to be distrust
between her and Rachel what would her life be worth to her?
But yet there was her duty! As she sat there looking out into the
garden indistinct ideas of what were a mother's duties to her child lay
heavy on her mind--ideas which were very indistinct, but which were not
on that account the less powerful in their operation. She knew that it
behoved her to sacrifice everything to her child's welfare, but she did
not know what special sacrifice she was at this moment called upon to
make. Would it be well that she should leave this matter altogether in
the hands of Mrs Prime, and thus, as it were, abdicate her own
authority? Mrs Prime would undertake such a task with much more skill
and power of language than she could use. But then would this be fair
to Rachel, and would Rachel obey her sister? Any explicit direction
from herself--if only she could bring herself to give any--Rachel
would, she thought, obey. In this way she resolved that she would break
the ice and do her duty.
``Are you going into Baslehurst this evening, dear?'' she said.
``Yes, mamma; I shall walk in after tea--that is if you don't want
me. I told the Miss Tappitts I would meet them.''
``No; I shan't want you. But, Rachel--''
``Well, mamma?''
Mrs Ray did not know how to do it. The matter was surrounded with
difficulties. How was she to begin, so as to introduce the subject of
the young man without shocking her child and showing an amount of
distrust which she did not feel? ``Do you like those Miss Tappitts?''
she said.
``Yes--in a sort of a way. They are very good-natured, and one
likes to know somebody. I think they are nicer than Miss Pucker.''
``Oh, yes--I never did like Miss Pucker myself. But, Rachel--''
``What is it, mamma? I know you've something to say, and that you
don't half like to say it. Dolly has been telling tales about me, and
you want to lecture me, only you haven't got the heart. Isn't that it,
mamma?'' Then she put down her work, and coming close up to her mother,
knelt before her and looked up into her face, ``You want to scold me,
and you haven't got the heart to do it.''
``My darling, my darling,'' said the mother, stroking her child's
soft smooth hair. ``I don't want to scold you--I never want to scold
you. I hate scolding anybody.''
``I know you do, mamma.''
``But they have told me something which has frightened me.''
``They! who are they?''
``Your sister told me, and Miss Pucker told her.''
``Oh, Miss Pucker! What business has Miss Pucker with me? If she is
to come between us all our happiness will be over.'' Then Rachel rose
from her knees and began to look angry, whereupon her mother was more
frightened than ever. ``But let me hear it, mamma. I've no doubt it is
something very awful.''
Mrs Ray looked at her daughter with beseeching eyes, as though
praying to be forgiven for having introduced a subject so disagreeable.
``Dorothea says that on Wednesday evening you were walking under the
churchyard elms with--that young man from the brewery.''
At any rate everything had been said now. The extent of the
depravity with which Rachel was to be charged had been made known to
her in the very plainest terms. Mrs Ray as she uttered the terrible
words turned first pale and then red--pale with fear and red with
shame. As soon as she had spoken them she wished the words unsaid. Her
dislike to Miss Pucker amounted almost to hatred. She felt bitterly
even towards her own eldest daughter. She looked timidly into Rachel's
face and unconsciously construed into their true meaning those lines
which formed themselves on the girl's brow and over her eyes.
``Well, mamma; and what else?'' said Rachel.
``Dorothea thinks that perhaps you are going into Baslehurst to
meet him again.''
``And suppose I am?''
From the tone in which this question was asked it was clear to Mrs
Ray that she was expected to answer it. And yet what answer could she
make?
It had never occurred to her that her child would take upon herself
to defend such conduct as that imputed to her, or that any question
would be raised as to the propriety or impropriety of the proceeding.
She was by no means prepared to show why it was so very terrible and
iniquitous. She regarded it as a sin--known to be a sin generally--as
is stealing or lying. ``Suppose I am going to walk with him again? what
then?''
``Oh, Rachel, who is he? I don't even know his name. I didn't
believe it, when Dorothea told me; only as she did tell me I thought I
ought to mention it. Oh dear, oh dear! I hope there is nothing wrong.
You were always so good--I can't believe anything wrong of you.''
``No, mamma--don't. Don't think evil of me.''
``I never did, my darling.''
``I am not going into Baslehurst to walk with Mr Rowan-- for I
suppose it is him you mean.''
``I don't know, my dear; I never heard the young man's name.''
``It is Mr Rowan. I did walk with him along the churchyard path
when that woman with her sharp squinting eyes saw me. He does belong to
the brewery. He is related in some way to the Tappitts, and was a
nephew of old Mrs Bungall's. He is there as a clerk, and they, say he
is to be a partner--only I don't think he ever will, for he quarrels
with Mr Tappitt.''
``Dear, dear!'' said Mrs Ray.
``And now, mamma, you know as much about him as I do; only this,
that he went to Exeter this morning, and does not come back till
Monday, so that it is impossible that I should meet him in Baslehurst
this evening--and it was very unkind of Dolly to say so; very unkind
indeed.'' Then Rachel gave way and began to cry.
It certainly did seem to Mrs Ray that Rachel knew a good deal about
Mr Rowan. She knew of his kith and kin, she knew of his prospects and
what was like to mar his prospects, and she knew also of his immediate
proceedings, whereabouts, and intentions. Mrs Ray did not logically
draw any conclusion from these premises, but she became uncomfortably
assured that there did exist a considerable intimacy between Mr Rowan
and her daughter. And how had it come to pass that this had been
allowed to form itself without any knowledge on her part? Miss Pucker
might be odious and disagreeable--Mrs Ray was inclined to think that
the lady in question was very odious and disagreeable--but must it not
be admitted that her little story about the young man had proved itself
to be true?
``I never will go to those nasty rag meetings any more.''
``Oh, Rachel, don't speak in that way.''
``But I won't. I will never put my foot in that woman's room again.
They talk nothing but scandal all the time they are there, and speak
any ill they can of the poor young girls whom they talk about. If you
don't mind my knowing Mr Rowan, what is it to them?''
But this was assuming a great deal. Mrs Ray was by no means
prepared to say that she did not object to her daughter's acquaintance
with Mr Rowan. ``But I don't know anything about him, my dear. I never
heard his name before.''
``No, mamma; you never did. And I know very little of him; so
little that there has been nothing to tell--at least next to nothing, I
don't want to have any secrets from you, mamma.''
``But, Rachel--he isn't, is he--? I mean there isn't anything
particular between him and you? How was it you were walking with him
alone?''
``I wasn't walking with him alone--at least only for a little way.
He had been out with his cousins and we had all been together, and when
they went in, of course I was obliged to come home. I couldn't help his
coming along the churchyard path with me. And what if he did, mamma? He
couldn't bite me.''
``But, my dear--''
``Oh, mamma--don't be afraid of me.'' Then she came across, and
again knelt at her mother's feet. ``If you'll trust me I'll tell you
everything.''
Upon hearing this assurance, Mrs Ray of course promised Rachel that
she would trust her and expected in return to be told everything then,
at the moment. But she perceived that her daughter did not mean to tell
her anything further at that time. Rachel, when she had received her
mother's promise, embraced her warmly, caressing her and petting her as
was her custom, and then after a while she resumed her work. Mrs Ray
was delighted to have the evil thing over, but she could not but feel
that the conversation had not terminated as it should have done.
Soon after that the hour arrived for their little feast, and Rachel
went about her work just as merrily and kindly as though there had been
no words about the young man. She went across for the cream, and stayed
gossiping for some few minutes with Mrs Sturt. Then she bustled about
the kitchen making the tea and toasting the bread. She had never been
more anxious to make everything comfortable for her mother, and never
more eager in her coaxing way of doing honour to the good things which
she had prepared; but, through it all, her mother was aware that
everything was not right; there was something in Rachel's voice which
betrayed inward uneasiness--something in the vivacity of her movements
that was not quite true to her usual nature. Mrs Ray felt that it was
so, and could not therefore be altogether at her ease. She pretended to
enjoy herself--but Rachel knew that her joy was not real. Nothing
further, however, was said, either regarding that evening's walk into
Baslehurst, or touching that other walk as to which Miss Pucker's tale
had been told. Mrs Ray had done as much as her courage enabled her to
attempt on that occasion.
When the tea-drinking was over, and the cups and spoons had been
tidily put away, Rachel prepared herself for her walk. She had been
very careful that nothing should be hurried--that there should be no
apparent anxiety on her part to leave her mother quickly. And even when
all was done, she would not go without some assurance of her mother's
goodwill. ``If you have any wish that I should stay, mamma, I don't
care in the least about going.''
``No, my dear; I don't want you to stay at all.''
``Your dress is finished.''
``Thank you, my dear; you have been very good.''
``I haven't been good at all; but I will be good if you'll trust
me.''
``I will trust you.''
``At any rate you need not be afraid tonight, for I am only going
to take a walk with these three girls across the church meadows.
They're always very civil, and I don't like to turn my back upon
them.''
``I don't wish you to turn your back upon them.''
``It's stupid not to know anybody; isn't it?''
``I dare say it is,'' said Mrs Ray. Then Rachel had finished tying
on her hat, and she walked forth.
For more than two hours after that the widow sat alone, thinking of
her children. As regarded Mrs Prime, there was at any rate no cause for
trembling, timid thoughts. She might be regarded as being safe from the
world's wicked allurements. She was founded like a strong rock, and
was, with her steadfast earnestness, a staff on which her weaker mother
might lean with security. But then she was so stern--and her very
strength was so oppressive! Rachel was weaker, more worldly, given
terribly to vain desires and thoughts that were almost wicked; but then
it was so pleasant to live with her! And Rachel, though weak and
worldly and almost wicked, was so very good and kind and sweet! As Mrs
Ray thought of this she began to doubt whether, after all, the world
was so very bad a place, and whether the wickedness of tea and toast,
and of other creature comforts, could be so very great. ``I wonder what
sort of a young man he is,'' she said to herself.
Mrs Prime's return was always timed with the regularity of
clockwork. At this period of the year she invariably came in exactly at
half past nine. Mrs Ray was very anxious that Rachel should come in
first, so that nothing should be said of her walk on this evening, she
had been unwilling to imply distrust by making any special request on
this occasion, and had therefore said nothing on the subject as Rachel
went; but she had carefully watched the clock, and had become uneasy as
the time came round for Mrs Prime's appearance. Exactly at half past
nine she entered the house, bringing with her the heavy basket laden
with work, and bringing with her also a face full of the deepest
displeasure, she said nothing as she seated herself wearily on a chair
against the wall; but her manner was such as to make it impossible that
her mother should not notice it, ``Is there anything wrong, Dorothea?''
she said.
``Rachel has not come home yet, of course?'' said Mrs Prime.
``No; not yet. She is with the Miss Tappitts.''
``No, mother, she is not with the Miss Tappitts:'' and her voice,
as she said these words, was dreadful to the mother's ears.
``Isn't she? I thought she was. Do you know where she is?''
``Who is to say where she is? Half an hour since I saw her alone
with--''
``With whom? Not with that young man from the brewery, for he is at
Exeter.''
``Mother, he is here--in Baslehurst! Half an hour since he and
Rachel were standing alone together beneath the elms in the churchyard.
I saw them with my own eyes.''
There was plenty of time for full inquiry and full reply between
Mrs Ray and Mrs Prime before Rachel opened the cottage door and
interrupted them. It was then nearly half past ten. Rachel had never
been so late before. The last streak of the sun's reflection in the
east had vanished, the last ruddy line of evening light had gone, and
the darkness of the coming night was upon them. The hour was late for
any girl such as Rachel Ray to be out alone.
There had been a long discussion between the mother and the elder
daughter; and Mrs Ray, believing implicitly in the last announcements
made to her, was full of fears for her child. The utmost rigour of
self-denying propriety should have been exercised by Rachel, whereas
her conduct had been too dreadful almost to be described. Two or three
hours since, Mrs Ray had fondly promised that she would trust her
younger daughter, and had let her forth alone, proud in seeing her so
comely as she went. An idea had almost entered her mind that if the
young man was very steady, such an acquaintance might perhaps be not
altogether wicked. But everything was changed now. All the happiness of
her trust was gone. All her sweet hopes were crushed. Her heart was
filled with fear, and her face was pale with sorrow.
``Why should she know where he was to be?'' Dorothea had asked.
``But he is not at Exeter--he is here, and she was with him.'' Then the
two had sat gloomily together till Rachel returned. As she came in
there was a little forced laugh upon her face. ``I am late; am I not?''
she said. ``Oh, Rachel, very late!'' said her mother. ``It is half past
ten,'' said Mrs Prime. ``Oh, Dolly, don't speak with that terrible
voice, as though the world were coming to an end,'' said Rachel; and
she looked up almost savagely, showing what she was resolved to fight.
But it may be as well to say a few words about the firm of Messrs
Bungall and Tappitt, about the Tappitt family generally, and about Mr
Luke Rowan, before any further portion of the history of that evening
is written.
Why there should have been any brewery at all at Baslehurst, seeing
that everybody in that part of the world drinks cider, or how, under
such circumstances, Messrs Bungall and Tappitt had managed to live upon
the proceeds of their trade, I cannot pretend to say. Baslehurst is in
the heart of the Devonshire cider country. It is surrounded by
orchards, and farmers talk there of their apples as they do of their
cheese in Cheshire, of their wheat in Essex, or their sheep in
Lincolnshire. Men drink cider by the gallon--by the gallon daily; cider
presses are to be found at every squire's house, at every parsonage,
and every farm homestead. The trade of a brewer at Baslehurst would
seem to be as profitless as that of a breeches-maker in the Highlands,
or a shoemaker in Connaught--but nevertheless Bungall and Tappitt had
been brewers in Baslehurst for the last fifty years and had managed to
live out of their brewery.
It is not to be supposed that they were great men like the mighty
men of beer known of old--such as Barclay and Perkins, or Reid and Co.
Nor were they new, and pink, and prosperous, going into Parliament for
this borough and that, just as they pleased, like the modern heroes of
the bitter cask. When the student at Oxford was asked what man had most
benefited humanity, and when he answered ``Bass,'' I think that he
should not have been plucked. It was a fair average answer. But no
student at any university could have said as much for Bungall and
Tappitt without deserving utter disgrace, and whatever penance an
outraged examiner could inflict. It was a sour and muddy stream that
flowed from their vats; a beverage disagreeable to the palate, and very
cold and uncomfortable to the stomach. Who drank it I could never
learn. It was to be found at no respectable inn. It was admitted at no
private gentleman's table. The farmers knew nothing of it. The
labourers drenched themselves habitually with cider. Nevertheless the
brewery of Messrs Bungall and Tappitt was kept going, and the large
ugly square brick house in which the Tappitt family lived was warm and
comfortable. There is something in the very name of beer that makes
money.
Old Bungall, he who first established the house, was still
remembered by the seniors of Baslehurst, but he had been dead more than
twenty years before the period of my story. He had been a short, fat
old man, not much above five feet high, very silent, very hard, and
very ignorant. But he had understood business, and had established the
firm on a solid foundation. Late in life he had taken into partnership
his nephew Tappitt, and during his life had been a severe taskmaster to
his partner. Indeed the firm had only assumed its present name on the
demise of Bungall. As long as he had lived it had been Bungall's
brewery. When the days of mourning were over, then--and not till
then--Mr Tappitt had put up a board with the joint names of the firm as
at present called.
It was believed in Baslehurst that Mr Bungall had not bequeathed
his undivided interest in the concern to his nephew. Indeed people went
so far as to say that he had left away from Mr Tappitt all that he
could leave. The truth in that respect may as well be told at once. His
widow had possessed a third of the profits of the concern, in lieu of
her right to a full half share in the concern, which would have carried
with it the onus of a full half share of the work. That third and those
rights she had left to her nephew--or rather to her great-nephew, Luke
Rowan. It was not, however, in this young man's power to walk into the
brewery and claim a seat there as a partner. It was not in his power to
do so, even if such should be his wish. When old Mrs Bungall died at
Dawlish at the very advanced age of ninety-seven, there came to be, as
was natural, some little dispute between Mr Tappitt and his distant
connection, Luke Rowan. Mr Tappitt suggested that Luke should take a
thousand pounds down, and walk forth free from all contamination of
malt and hops. Luke's attorney asked for ten thousand. Luke Rowan at
the time was articled to a lawyer in London, and as the dinginess of
the chambers which he frequented in Lincoln's Inn Fields appeared to
him less attractive than the beautiful rivers of Devonshire, he offered
to go into the brewery as a partner. It was at last settled that he
should place himself there as a clerk for twelve months, drawing a
certain moderate income out of the concern; and that if at the end of
the year he should show himself to be able, and feel himself to be
willing, to act as a partner, the firm should be changed to Tappitt and
Rowan, and he should be established permanently as a Baslehurst brewer.
Some information, however, beyond this has already been given to the
reader respecting Mr Rowan's prospects. ``I don't think he ever will be
a partner,'' Rachel had said to her mother, ``because he quarrels with
Mr Tappitt.'' She had been very accurate in her statement. Mr Rowan had
now been three months at Baslehurst, and had not altogether found the
ways of his relative pleasant. Mr Tappitt wished to treat him as a
clerk, whereas he wished to be treated as a partner. And Mr Tappitt had
by no means found the ways of the young man to be pleasant. Young Rowan
was not idle, nor did he lack intelligence; indeed he possessed more
energy and cleverness than, in Tappitt's opinion, were necessary to the
position of a brewer in Baslehurst; but he was by no means willing to
use these good gifts in the manner indicated by the sole existing owner
of the concern. Mr Tappitt wished that Rowan should learn brewing on a
stool, and that the lessons should be purely arithmetical. Luke was
instructed as to the use of certain dull, dingy, disagreeable ledgers,
and informed that in them lay the natural work of a brewer. But he
desired to learn the chemical action of malt and hops upon each other,
and had not been a fortnight in the concern before he suggested to Mr
Tappitt that by a salutary process, which he described, the liquor
might be made less muddy. ``Let us brew good beer,'' he had said; and
then Tappitt had known that it would not do. ``Yes,'' said Tappitt,
``and sell for twopence a pint what will cost you threepence to make!''
``That's what we've got to look to,'' said Rowan. ``I believe it can be
done for the money--only one must learn how to do it.'' ``I've been at
it all my life,'' Tappitt said. ``Yes, Mr Tappitt; but it is only now
that men are beginning to appreciate all that chemistry can do for
them. If you'll allow me I'll make an experiment on a small scale.''
After that Mr Tappitt had declared emphatically to his wife that Luke
Rowan should never become a partner of his. ``He would ruin any
business in the world,'' said Tappitt. ``And as to conceit!'' It is
true that Rowan was conceited, and perhaps true also that he would have
ruined the brewery had he been allowed to have his own way.
But Mrs Tappitt by no means held him in such aversion as did her
husband. He was a well-grown, good-looking young man for whom his
friends had made comfortable provision, and Mrs Tappitt had three
marriageable daughters. Her ideas on the subject of young men in
general were by no means identical with those held by Mrs Ray. She was
aware how frequently it happened that a young partner would marry a
daughter of the senior in the house, and it seemed to her that special
provision for such an arrangement was made in this case. Young Rowan
was living in her house, and was naturally thrown into great intimacy
with her girls. It was clear to her quick eye that he was of a
susceptible disposition, fond of ladies' society, and altogether prone
to those pleasant prematrimonial conversations, from the effects of
which it is so difficult for an inexperienced young man to make his
escape. Mrs Tappitt was minded to devote to him Augusta, the second of
her flock--but not so minded with any obstinacy of resolution. If Luke
should prefer Martha, the elder, or Cherry, the younger girl, Mrs
Tappitt would make no objection; but she expected that he should do his
duty by taking one of them. ``Laws, T., don't be so foolish,'' she said
to her husband, when he made his complaint to her. She always called
her husband T., unless when the solemnity of some special occasion
justified her in addressing him as Mr Tappitt. To have called him Tom
or Thomas, would, in her estimation, have been very vulgar. ``Don't be
so foolish. Did you never have to do with a young man before? Those
tantrums will all blow off when he gets himself into harness.'' The
tantrums spoken of were Rowan's insane desire to brew good beer, but
they were of so fatal a nature that Tappitt was determined not to
submit himself to them. Luke Rowan should never be partner of his--not
though he had twenty daughters waiting to be married!
Rachel had been acquainted with the Tappitts before young Rowan had
come to Baslehurst, and had been made known to him by them all
collectively. Had they shared their mother's prudence they would
probably not have done anything so rash. Rachel was better-looking than
either of them--though that fact perhaps might not have been known to
them. But in justice to them all I must say that they lacked their
mother's prudence, They were good-humoured, laughing, ordinary
girls--very much alike, with long brown curls, fresh complexions, large
mouths, and thick noses, Augusta was rather the taller of the three,
and therefore, in her mother's eyes, the beauty. But the girls
themselves, when their distant cousin had come amongst them, had not
thought of appropriating him. When, after the first day, they became
intimate with him, they promised to introduce him to the beauties of
the neighbourhood, and Cherry had declared her conviction that he would
fall in love with Rachel Ray directly he saw her. ``She is tall, you
know,'' said Cherry, ``a great deal taller than us.'' ``Then I'm sure I
shan't like her,'' Luke had said. ``Oh, but you must like her, because
she is a friend of ours,'' Cherry had answered; ``and I shouldn't be a
bit surprised if you fell violently in love with her.'' Mrs Tappitt did
not hear all this, but, nevertheless, she began to entertain a dislike
to Rachel. It must not be supposed that she admitted her daughter
Augusta to any participation in her plans. Mrs Tappitt could scheme for
her child, but she could not teach her child to scheme. As regarded the
girl, it must all fall out after the natural, pleasant, everyday
fashion of such things; but Mrs Tappitt considered that her own natural
advantages were so great that she could make the thing fall out as she
wished. When she was informed about a fortnight after Rowan's arrival
in Baslehurst that Rachel Ray had been walking with the party from the
brewery, she could not prevent herself from saying an ill-natured word
or two. ``Rachel Ray is all very well,'' she said, ``but she is not the
person whom you should show off to a stranger as your particular
friend.''
``Why not, mamma?'' said Cherry.
``Why not, my dear! There are reasons why not, Mrs Ray is very well
in her way, but--''
``Her husband was a gentleman,'' said Martha, ``and a great friend
of Mr Comfort's.''
``My dear, I have nothing to say against her,'' said the mother,
``only this; that she does not go among the people we know. There is
Mrs Prime, the other daughter; her great friend is Miss Pucker. I don't
suppose you want to be very intimate with Miss Pucker.'' The brewer's
wife had a position in Baslehurst and wished that her daughters should
maintain it,
It will now be understood in what way Rachel had formed her
acquaintance with Luke Rowan, and I think it may certainly be admitted
that she had been guilty of no great impropriety--unless, indeed, she
had been wrong in saying nothing of the acquaintance to her mother.
Previous to those ill-natured tidings brought home as to the first
churchyard meeting Rachel had seen him but twice. On the first occasion
she had thought but little of it--but little of Luke himself or of her
acquaintance with him. In simple truth the matter had passed from her
mind, and therefore she had not spoken of it. When they met the second
time, Luke had walked much of the way home with her--with her
alone--having joined himself to her when the Tappitt girls went into
their house as Rachel had afterwards described to her mother. In all
that she had said she had spoken absolutely the truth; but it cannot be
pleaded on her behalf that after this second meeting with Mr Rowan she
had said nothing of him because she had thought nothing. She had indeed
thought much, but it had seemed well to her to keep her thoughts to
herself.
The Tappitt girls had by no means given up their friend because
their mother had objected to Miss Pucker; and when Rachel met them on
that Saturday evening--that fatal Saturday--they were very gracious to
her. The brewery at Baslehurst stood on the outskirts of the town, in a
narrow lane which led from the church into the High Street. This
lane--Brewery Lane, as it was called--was not the main approach to the
church; but from the lane there was a stile into the churchyard, and a
gate, opened on Sundays, by which people on that side reached the
church. From the opposite side of the churchyard a road led away to the
foot of the High Street, and out towards the bridge which divided the
town from the parish of Cawston. Along one side of this road there was
a double row of elms, having a footpath beneath them. This old avenue
began within the churchyard, running across the lower end of it, and
was continued for some two hundred yards beyond its precincts. This,
then, would be the way which Rachel would naturally take in going home,
after leaving the Miss Tappitts at their door; but it was by no means
the way which was the nearest for Mrs Prime after leaving Miss Pucker's
lodgings in the High Street, seeing that the High Street itself ran
direct to Gawston Bridge.
And it must also be explained that there was a third path out of
the churchyard, not leading into any road but going right away across
the fields. The church stood rather high, so that the land sloped away
from it towards the west, and the view there was very pretty. The path
led down through a small field, with high hedgerows, and by orchards,
to two little hamlets belonging to Baslehurst, and this was a favourite
walk with the people of the town. It was here that Rachel had walked
with the Miss Tappitts on that evening when Luke Rowan had first
accompanied her as far as Cawston Bridge, and it was here that they
agreed to walk again on the Saturday when Rowan was supposed to be away
at Exeter. Rachel was to come along under the elms, and was to meet her
friends there, or in the churchyard, or, if not so, then she was to
call for them at the brewery.
She found the three girls leaning against the rails near the
churchyard stile. ``We have been waiting ever so long,'' said Cherry,
who was more specially Rachel's friend.
``Oh, but I said you were not to wait,'' said Rachel, ``for I never
am quite sure whether I can come,''
``We knew you'd come,'' said Augusta, ``because--''
``Because what?'' asked Rachel.
``Because nothing,'' said Cherry. ``She's only joking.''
Rachel said nothing more, not having understood the point of the
joke. The joke was this--that Luke Rowan had come back from Exeter, and
that Rachel was supposed to have heard of his return, and therefore
that her coming for the walk was certain. But Augusta had not intended
to be ill-natured, and had not really believed what she had been about
to insinuate. ``The fact is'', said Martha, ``that Mr Rowan has come
home; but I don't suppose we shall see anything of him this evening as
he is busy with papa.''
Rachel for a few minutes became silent and thoughtful. Her mind had
not yet freed itself from the effects of her conversation with her
mother, and she had been thinking of this young man during the whole of
the solitary walk into town. But she had been thinking of him as we
think of matters which need not put us to any immediate trouble. He was
away at Exeter, and she would have time to decide whether or no she
would admit his proffered intimacy before she should see him again. ``I
do so hope we shall be friends,'' he had said to her as he gave her his
hand when they parted on Cawston Bridge. And then he had muttered
something, which she had not quite caught, as to Baslehurst being
altogether another place to him since he had seen her. She had hurried
home on that occasion with a feeling half pleasant and half painful,
that something out of the usual course had occurred to her. But, after
all, it amounted to nothing. What was there that she could tell her
mother? She had no special tale to tell, and yet she could not speak of
young Rowan as she would have spoken of a chance acquaintance. Was she
not conscious that he had pressed her hand warmly as he parted from
her?
Rachel herself entertained much of that indefinite fear of young
men which so strongly pervaded her mother's mind, and which, as
regarded her sister, had altogether ceased to be indefinite. Rachel
knew that they were the natural enemies of her special class, and that
any kind of friendship might be allowed to her except a friendship with
any of them. And as she was a good girl, loving her mother, anxious to
do well, guided by pure thoughts, she felt aware that Mr Rowan should
be shunned. Had it not been that he himself had told her that he was to
be in Exeter, she would not have come out to walk with the brewery
girls on that evening. What she might hereafter decide upon doing, how
these affairs might be made to arrange themselves, she by no means
could foresee--but on that evening she had thought she would be safe,
and therefore she had come out to walk.
``What do you think?'' said Cherry; ``we are going to have a party
next week.''
``It won't be till the week after,'' said Augusta.
``At any rate, we are going to have a party, and you must come.
You'll get a regular invite, you know, when they're sent out. Mr
Rowan's mother and sister are coming down on a visit to us for a few
days, and so we're going to be quite smart.''
``I don't know about going to a party. I suppose it is for a
dance?''
``Of course it is for a dance,'' said Martha.
``And of course you'll come and dance with Luke Rowan,'' said
Cherry. Nothing could be more imprudent than Cherry Tappitt, and
Augusta was beginning to be aware of this, though she had not been
allowed to participate in her mother's schemes. After that, there was
much talking about the party, but the conversation was chiefly kept up
by the Tappitt girls. Rachel was almost sure that her mother would not
like her to go to a dance, and was quite sure that her sister would
oppose such iniquity with all her power; therefore she made no promise.
But she listened as the list was repeated of those who were expected to
come, and asked some few questions as to Mrs Rowan and her daughter.
Then, at a sudden turn of a lane, a lane that led back to the town by
another route, they met Luke Rowan himself.
He was a cousin of the Tappitts, and therefore, though the
relationship was not near, he had already assumed the privilege of
calling them by their Christian names; and Martha, who was nearly
thirty years old, and four years his senior, had taught herself to call
him Luke; with the other two he was as yet Mr Rowan. The greeting was
of course very friendly, and he returned with them on their path. To
Rachel he raised his hat, and then offered his hand. She had felt
herself to be confused the moment she saw him--so confused that she was
not able to ask him how he was with ordinary composure. She was very
angry with herself, and heartily wished that she was seated with the
Dorcas women at Miss Pucker's. Any position would have been better for
her than this, in which she was disgracing herself and showing that she
could not bear herself before this young man as though he were no more
than an ordinary acquaintance. Her mind would revert to that
hand-squeezing, to those muttered words and to her mother's caution.
When he remarked to her that he had come back earlier than he expected,
she could not take his words as though they signified nothing. His
sudden return was a momentous fact to her, putting her out of her usual
quiet mode of thought, she said little or nothing, and he, at any rate,
did not observe that she was confused; but she was herself so conscious
of it, that it seemed to her that all of them must have seen it.
Thus they sauntered along, back to the outskirts of the town, and
so into the brewery lane, by a route opposite to that of the
churchyard. The whole way they talked of nothing but the party. Was
Miss Rowan fond of dancing? Then by degrees the girls called her Mary,
declaring that as she was a cousin they intended so to do. And Luke
said that he ought to be called by his Christian name; and the two
younger girls agreed that he was entitled to the privilege, only they
would ask mamma first; and in this way they were becoming very
intimate. Rachel said but little, and perhaps not much that was said
was addressed specially to her, but she seemed to feel that she was
included in the friendliness of the gathering. Every now and then Luke
Rowan would address her, and his voice was pleasant to her ears. He had
made an effort to walk next to her--an attempt almost too slight to be
called an effort, which she had, almost unconsciously, frustrated, by
so placing herself that Augusta should be between them. Augusta was not
quite in a good humour, and said one or two words which were slightly
snubbing in their tendency; but this was more than atoned for by
Cherry's high good humour.
When they reached the brewery they all declared themselves to be
very much astonished on learning that it was already past nine,
Rachel's surprise, at any rate, was real. ``I must go home at once,''
she said; ``I don't know what mamma will think of me.'' And then,
wishing them all goodbye, without further delay she hurried on into the
churchyard.
``I'll see you safe through the ghosts, at any rate,'' said Rowan.
``I'm not a bit afraid of churchyard ghosts,'' said Rachel, moving
on. But Rowan followed her.
``I've got to go into town to meet your father,'' said he to the
other girls, ``and I'll be back with him.''
Augusta saw with some annoyance that he had overtaken Rachel before
she had passed over the stile, and stood lingering at the door long
enough to be aware that Luke was over first. ``That girl is a flirt,
after all,'' she said to her sister Martha.
Luke was over the stile first, and then turned round to assist Miss
Ray. She could not refuse him her hand in such a position; or if she
could have done so she lacked the presence of mind that was necessary
for such a refusal. ``You must let me walk home with you,'' he said.
``Indeed I will do no such thing. You told Augusta that you were
going to her papa in the town.''
``So I am, but I will see you first as far as the bridge; you can't
refuse me that.''
``Indeed I can, and indeed I will. I beg you won't come, I am sure
you would not wish to annoy me.''
``Look,'' said he, pointing to the west; ``did you ever see such a
setting sun as that? Did you ever see such blood-red colour?'' The
light was very wonderful, for the sun had just gone down and all the
western heavens were Crimson with its departing glory. In the few
moments that they stood there gazing it might almost have been believed
that some portentous miracle had happened, so deep and dark, and yet so
bright, were the hues of the horizon. It seemed as though the lands
below the hill were bathed in blood. The elm trees interrupted their
view, so that they could only look out through the spaces between their
trunks. ``Come to the stile,'' said he. ``If you were to live a
thousand years you might never again see such a sunset as that. You
would never forgive yourself if you missed it, just that you might save
three minutes.''
Rachel stepped with him towards the stile; but it was not solely
his entreaty that made her do so. As he spoke of the sun's glory her
sharp ear caught the sound of a woman's foot close to the stile over
which she had passed, and knowing that she could not escape at once
from Luke Rowan, she had left the main path through the churchyard, in
order that the newcomer might not see her there talking to him. So she
accompanied him on till they stood between the trees, and then they
remained encompassed as it were in the full light of the sun's rays.
But if her ears had been sharp, so were the eyes of this newcomer. And
while she stood there with Rowan beneath the elms, her sister stood a
while also on the churchyard path and recognised the figures of them
both.
``Rachel,'' said he, after they had remained there in silence for a
moment, ``live as long as you may, never on God's earth will you look
on any sight more lovely than that. Ah! do you see the man's arm, as it
were; the deep purple cloud, like a huge hand stretched out from some
other world to take you? Do you see it?''
The sound of his voice was very pleasant. His words to her young
ears seemed full of poetry and sweet mysterious romance. He spoke to
her as no one--no man or woman--had ever spoken to her before. She had
a feeling, as painful as it was delicious, that the man's words were
sweet with a sweetness which she had known in her dreams. He had asked
her a question, and repeated it, so that she was all but driven to
answer him; but still she was full of the one great fact that he had
called her Rachel, and that he must be rebuked for so calling her. But
how could she rebuke a man who had bid her look at god's beautiful
works in such language as he had used?
``Yes, I see it; it is very grand; but--''
``There were the fingers, but you see how they are melting away.
The arm is there still, but the hand is gone. You and I can trace it
because we saw it when it was clear, but we could not now show it to
another. I wonder whether anyone else saw that hand and arm, or only
you and I. I should like to think that it was shown to us, and us
only.''
It was impossible for her now to go back upon that word Rachel. She
must pass it by as though she had not heard it. ``All the world might
have seen it had they looked,'' said she.
``Perhaps not. Do you think that all eyes can see alike?''
``Well, yes; I suppose so.''
``All eyes will see a loaf of bread alike, or a churchyard stile,
but all eyes will not see the clouds alike. Do you not often find
worlds among the clouds? I do.''
``Worlds!'' she said, amazed at his energy; and then she bethought
herself that he was right. She would never have seen that hand and arm
had he not been there to show it her. So she gazed down upon the
changing colours of the horizon, and almost forgot that she should not
have lingered there a moment.
And yet there was a strong feeling upon her that she was
sinking--sinking--sinking away into iniquity. She ought not to have
stood there an instant, she ought not to have been there with him at
all--and yet she lingered. Now that she was there she hardly knew how
to move herself away.
``Yes; worlds among the clouds,'' he continued; but before he did
so there had been silence between them for a minute or two. ``Do you
never feel that you look into other worlds beyond this one in which you
eat, and drink, and sleep? Have you no other worlds in your dreams?''
Yes; such dreams she had known, and now, she almost thought that she
could remember to have seen strange forms in the clouds. She knew that
henceforth she would watch the clouds and find them there. She looked
down into the flood of light beneath her, with a full consciousness
that he was close to her, touching her; with a full consciousness that
every moment that she lingered there was a new sin; with a full
consciousness, too, that the beauty of those fading colours seen thus
in his presence possessed a charm, a sense of soft delight, which she
had never known before. At last she uttered a long sigh.
``Why, what ails you?'' said he.
``Oh, I must go; I have been so wrong to stand here. Goodbye; pray
do not come with me.''
``But you will shake hands with me.'' Then he got her hand, and
held it. ``Why should it be wrong for you to stand and look at the
sunset? Am I an ogre? Have I done anything that should make you afraid
of me?''
``Do not hold me. Mr Rowan, I did not think you would behave like
that.'' The gloom of the evening was now coming on, and though but a
few minutes had passed since Mrs Prime had walked through the
churchyard, she would not have been able to recognise them had she
walked there now. ``It is getting dark, and I must go instantly.''
``Let me go with you, then, as far as the bridge.''
``No, no, no, pray do not vex me.''
``I will not. You shall go alone. But stand while I say one word to
you. Why should you be afraid of me?''
``I am not afraid of you--at least--you know what I mean.''
``I wonder--I wonder whether--you dislike me.''
``I don't dislike anybody. Goodnight.''
He had however again got her hand. ``I'll tell you why I
ask--because I like you so much, so very much! Why should we not be
friends? Well; there. I will not trouble you now. I will not stir from
here till you are out of sight. But mind-- remember this; I intend that
you shall like me.''
She was gone from him, fleeing away along the path in a run while
the last words were being spoken; and yet, though they were spoken in a
low voice, she heard and remembered every syllable. What did the man
mean by saying that he intended that she should like him? Like him! How
could she fail of liking him? Only was it not incumbent on her to take
some steps which might save her from ever seeing him again? Like him,
indeed! What was the meaning of the word? Had he intended to ask her to
love him? And if so, what answer must she make?
How beautiful had been those clouds! As soon as she was beyond the
church wall, so that she could look again to the west, she gazed with
all her eyes to see if there were still a remnant left of that arm. No;
it had all melted into a monstrous shape, indistinct and gloomy,
partaking of the darkness of night. The brightness of the vision was
gone. But he bade her look into the clouds for new worlds, and she
seemed to feel that there was a hidden meaning in his words. As she
looked out into the coming darkness, a mystery crept over her, a sense
of something wonderful that was out there, away--of something so full
of mystery that she could not tell whether she was thinking of the
hidden distances of the horizon, or of the distances of her own future
life, which were still further off and more closely hidden. She found
herself trembling, sighing, almost sobbing, and then she ran again. He
had wrapped her in his influence, and filled her full of the magnetism
of his own being. Her woman's weakness--the peculiar susceptibility of
her nature, had never before been touched, she had now heard the first
word of romance that had ever reached her ears, and it had fallen upon
her with so great a power that she was overwhelmed.
Words of romance! Words direct from the Evil One, Mrs Prime would
have called them! And in saying so she would have spoken the belief of
many a good woman and many a good man. She herself was a good woman--a
sincere, honest, hardworking, self-denying woman; a woman who struggled
hard to do her duty as she believed it had been taught to her. She, as
she walked through the churchyard--having come down the brewery lane
with some inkling that her sister might be there--had been struck with
horror at seeing Rachel standing with that man. What should she do? She
paused a moment to ask herself whether she would return for her; but
she said to herself that her sister was obstinate, that a scene would
be occasioned, that she would do no good--and so she passed on. Words
of romance, indeed! Must not all such words be words from the Father of
Lies, seeing that they are words of falseness? Some such thoughts
passed, through her mind as she walked home, thing of her sister's
iniquity, of her sister who must be saved, like a brand from the fire,
but whose saving could now be effected only by the sternest of
discipline. The hours at the Dorcas meetings must be made longer, and
Rachel must always be there.
In the mean time Rachel hurried home with her spirits all
a-tremble. Of her immediately coming encounter with her mother and her
sister she hardly thought much before she reached the door. She thought
only of him, how beautiful he was, how grand--and how dangerous; of him
and his words how beautiful they were, how grand, and how terribly
dangerous! She knew that it was very late and she hurried her steps.
She knew that her mother must be appeased, and her sister must be
opposed--but neither to her mother nor to her sister was given the
depth of her thoughts. She was still thinking of him, and of the man's
arm in the clouds, when she opened the door of the cottage at Bragg's
End.
Rachel was still thinking of Luke Rowan and of the man's arm when
she opened the cottage door, but the sight of her sister's face, and
the tone of her sister's voice, soon brought her back to a full
consciousness of her immediate present position. ``Oh, Dolly, do not
speak with that terrible voice, as though the world were coming to an
end,'' she said, in answer to the first note of objurgation that was
uttered; but the notes that came afterwards were so much more terrible,
so much more severe, that Rachel found herself quite unable to stop
them by any would-be joking tone.
Mrs Prime was desirous that her mother should speak the words of
censure that must be spoken. She would have preferred herself to remain
silent, knowing that she could be as severe in her silence as in her
speech, if only her mother would use the occasion as it should be used.
Mrs Ray had been made to feel how great was the necessity for outspoken
severity; but when the moment came, and her dear beautiful child stood
there before her, she could not utter the words with which she had been
already prompted. ``Oh, Rachel,'' she said, ``Dorothea tells me--'' and
then she stopped.
``What has Dorothea told you?'' asked Rachel.
``I have told her'', said Mrs Prime, now speaking out, ``that I saw
you standing alone an hour since with that young man--in the
churchyard. And yet you had said that he was to have been away in
Exeter!''
Rachel's cheeks and forehead were now suffused with red. We used to
think, when we pretended to read the faces of our neighbours, that a
rising blush betrayed a conscious falsehood. For the most part we know
better now, and have learned to decipher more accurately the outward
signs which are given by the impulses of the heart. An unmerited
accusation of untruth will ever bring the blood to the face of the
young and innocent. But Mrs Ray was among the ignorant in this matter,
and she groaned inwardly when she saw her child's confusion.
``Oh, Rachel, is it true?'' she said.
``Is what true, mamma? It is true that Mr Rowan spoke to me in the
churchyard, though I did not know that Dorothea was acting as a spy on
me.''
``Rachel, Rachel!'' said the mother.
``It is very necessary that someone should act the spy on you,''
said the sister. ``A spy, indeed! You think to anger me by using such a
word, but I will not be angered by any words. I went there to look
after you, fearing that there was occasion--fearing it, but hardly
thinking it. Now we know that there was occasion.''
``There was no occasion,'' said Rachel, looking into her sister's
face with eyes of which the incipient strength was becoming manifest.
``There was no occasion. Oh, mamma, you do not think there was an
occasion for watching me?''
``Why did you say that that young man was at Exeter?'' asked Mrs
Prime.
``Because he had told me that he would be there--he had told us all
so, as we were walking together. He came today instead of coming
tomorrow. What would you say if I questioned you in that way about your
friends?'' Then, when the words had passed from her lips, she
remembered that she should not have called Mr Rowan her friend. She had
never called him so, in thinking of him, to herself. She had never
admitted that she had any regard for him. She had acknowledged to
herself that it would be very dangerous to entertain friendship for
such as he.
``Friend, Rachel!'' said Mrs Prime. ``If you look for such
friendship as that, who can say what will come to you?''
``I haven't looked for it. I haven't looked for anything. People do
get to know each other without any looking, and they can't help it.''
Then Mrs Prime took off her bonnet and her shawl, and Rachel laid
down her hat and her little light summer cloak; but it must not be
supposed that the war was suspended during these operations. Mrs Prime
was aware that a great deal more must be said, but she was very anxious
that her mother should say it. Rachel also knew that much more would be
said, and she was by no means anxious that the subject should be
dropped if only she could talk her mother over to her side.
``If mother thinks it right,'' exclaimed Mrs Prime, ``that you
should be standing alone with a young man after nightfall in the
churchyard, then I have done. In that case I will say no more. But I
must tell her, and I must tell you also, that if it is to be so, I
cannot remain at the cottage any longer.''
``Oh, Dorothea!'' said Mrs Ray.
``Indeed, mother, I cannot. If Rachel is not hindered from such
meetings by her own sense of what is right, she must be hindered by the
authority of those older than herself.''
``Hindered--hindered from what?'' said Rachel, who felt that her
tears were coming, but struggled hard to retain them. ``Mamma, I have
done nothing that was wrong. Mamma, you will believe me, will you
not?''
Mrs Ray did not know what to say. She strove to believe both of
them, though the words of one were directly at variance with the words
of the other.
``Do you mean to claim it as your right'', said Mrs Prime, ``to be
standing out there alone at any hour of the night, with any young man
that you please? If so, you cannot be my sister.''
``I do not want to be your sister if you think such hard things,''
said Rachel, whose tears now could no longer be restrained. Honi soit
qui mal y pense. She did not, at the moment, remember the words to
speak them, but they contain exactly the purport for her thought. And
now, having become conscious of her own weakness by reason of these
tears which would overwhelm her, she determined that she would say
nothing further till she pleaded her cause before her mother alone. How
could she describe before her sister the way in which that interview at
the churchyard stile had been brought about? But she could kneel at her
mother's feet and tell her everything--she thought, at least, that she
could tell her mother everything. She occupied generally the same
bedroom as her sister; but, on certain occasions--if her mother was
unwell or the like--she would sleep in her mother's room. ``Mamma,''
she said, ``you will let me sleep with you tonight. I will go now, and
when you come I will tell you everything. Good night to you, Dolly.''
``Good night, Rachel;'' and the voice of Mrs Prime, as she bade her
sister adieu for the evening, sounded as the voice of the ravens.
The two widows sat in silence for a while, each waiting for the
other to speak. Then Mrs Prime got up and folded her shawl very
carefully, and carefully put her bonnet and gloves down upon it. It was
her habit to be very careful with her clothes, but in her anger she had
almost thrown them upon the little sofa. ``Will you have anything
before you go to bed, Dorothea?'' said Mrs Ray. ``Nothing, thank you,''
said Mrs Prime; and her voice was very like the voice of the ravens.
Then Mrs Ray began to think it possible that she might escape away to
Rachel without any further words. ``I am very tired,'' she said, ``and
I think I will go, Dorothea.''
``Mother,'' said Mrs Prime, ``something must be done about this.''
``Yes, my dear; she will talk to me tonight, and tell it me all.''
``But will she tell you the truth?''
``She never told me a falsehood yet, Dorothea. I'm sure she didn't
know that the young man was to be here. You know if he did come back
from Exeter before he said he would she couldn't help it.''
``And do you mean that she couldn't help being with him there--all
alone? Mother, what would you think of any other girl of whom you heard
such a thing?''
Mrs Ray shuddered; and then some thought, some shadow perhaps of a
remembrance, flitted across her mind, which seemed to have the effect
of palliating her child's iniquity. ``Suppose--'' she said. ``Suppose
what?'' said Mrs Prime, sternly. But Mrs Ray did not dare to go on with
her supposition. She did not dare to suggest that Mr Rowan might
perhaps be a very proper young man, and that the two young people might
be growing fond of each other in a proper sort of way. She hardly
believed in any such propriety herself, and she knew that her daughter
would scout it to the winds. ``Suppose what?'' said Mrs Prime again,
more sternly than before. ``If the other girls left her and went away
to the brewery, perhaps she could not have helped it,'' said Mrs Ray.
``But she was not walking with him. Her face was not turned towards
home even. They were standing together under the trees; and, judging
from the time at which I got home, they must have remained together for
nearly half an hour afterwards. And this with a perfect stranger,
mother--a man whose name she had never mentioned to us till she was
told how Miss Pucker had seen them together! You cannot suppose that I
want to make her out worse than she is. She is your child, and my
sister; and we are bound together for weal or for woe.''
``You talked about going away and leaving us,'' said Mrs Ray,
speaking in soreness rather than in anger.
``So I did; and so I must, unless something be done. It could not
be right that I should remain here, seeing such things, if my voice is
not allowed to be heard. But though I did go, she would still be my
sister. I should still share the sorrow--and the shame.''
``Oh, Dorothea, do not say such words.''
``But they must be said, mother. Is it not from such meetings that
shame comes--shame, and sorrow and sin? You love her dearly, and so do
I; and are we therefore to allow her to be a castaway? Those whom you
love you must chastise. I have no authority over her--as she has told
me, more than once already--and therefore I say again, that unless all
this be stopped, I must leave the cottage. Good night, now, mother. I
hope you will speak to her in earnest.'' Then Mrs Prime took her candle
and went her way.
For ten minutes the mother sat herself down, thinking of the
condition of her youngest daughter, and trying to think what words she
would use when she found herself in her daughter's presence. Sorrow,
and Shame, and Sin! Her child a castaway! What terrible words they
were! And yet there had been nothing that she could allege in answer to
them. That comfortable idea of a decent husband for her child had been
banished from her mind almost before it had been entertained. Then she
thought of Rachel's eyes, and knew that she would not be able to assume
a perfect mastery over the girl. When the ten minutes were over she had
made up her mind to nothing, and then she also took up her candle and
went to her room. When she first entered it she did not see Rachel. She
had silently closed the door and come some steps within the chamber
before her child showed herself from behind the bed. ``Mamma,'' she
said, ``put down the candle that I may speak to you.'' Whereupon Mrs
Ray put down the candle, and Rachel took hold of both her arms.
``Mamma, you do not believe ill of me; do you? You do not think of me
the things that Dorothea says? Say that you do not, or I shall die.''
``My darling, I have never thought anything bad of you before.''
``And do you think bad of me now? Did you not tell me before I went
out that you would trust me, and have you so soon forgotten your trust?
Look at me, mamma. What have I ever done that you should think me to be
such as she says?''
``I do not think that you have done anything; but you are very
young. Rachel.''
``Young, mamma! I am older than you were when you married, and
older than Dolly was. I am old enough to know what is wrong. Shall I
tell you what happened this evening? He came and met us all in the
fields. I knew before that he had come back, for the girls had said so,
but I thought that he was in Exeter when I left here. Had I not
believed that, I should not have gone. I think I should not have
gone.''
``Then you are afraid of him?''
``No, mamma; I am not afraid of him. But he says such strange
things to me; and I would not purposely have gone out to meet him. He
came to us in the fields, and then we returned up the lane to the
brewery, and there we left the girls. As I went through the churchyard
he came there too, and then the sun was setting, and he stopped me to
look at it; I did stop with him--for a few moments, and I felt ashamed
of myself; but how was I to help it? Mamma, if I could remember them I
would tell you every word he said to me, and every look of his face. He
asked me to be his friend. Mamma, if you will believe in me I will tell
you everything. I will never deceive you.''
She was still holding her mother's arms while she spoke. Now she
held her very close and nestled in against her bosom, and gradually got
her cheek against her mother's cheek, and her lips against her mother's
neck. How could any mother refuse such a caress as that, or remain hard
and stern against such signs of love? Mrs Ray, at any rate, was not
possessed of strength to do so. She was vanquished, and put her arm
round her girl and embraced her. She spoke soft words, and told Rachel
that she was her dear, dear, dearest darling. She was still awed and
dismayed by the tidings which she had heard of the young man; she still
thought there was some terrible danger against which it behoved them
all to be on their guard. But she no longer felt herself divided from
her child, and had ceased to believe in the necessity of those terrible
words which Mrs Prime had used.
``You will believe me? said Rachel. ``You will not think that I am
making up stories to deceive you?'' Then the mother assured the
daughter with many kisses that she would believe her.
After that they sat long into the night, discussing all that Luke
Rowan had said, and the discussion certainly took place after a fashion
that would not have been considered satisfactory by Mrs Prime had she
heard it. Mrs Ray was soon led into talking about Mr Rowan as though he
were not a wolf--as though he might possibly be neither a wolf ravenous
with his native wolfish fur and open wolfish greed; or, worse than
that, a wolf, more ravenous still, in sheep's clothing. There was no
word spoken of him as a lover; but Rachel told her mother that the man
had called her by her Christian name, and Mrs Ray had fully understood
the sign. ``My darling, you mustn't let him do that.'' ``No, mamma; I
won't. But he went on talking so fast that I had not time to stop him,
and after that it was not worthwhile.'' The project of the party was
also told to Mrs Ray, and Rachel, sitting now with her head upon her
mother's lap, owned that she would like to go to it. ``Parties are not
always wicked, mamma,'' she said. To this assertion Mrs Ray expressed
an undecided assent, but intimated her decided belief that very many
parties were wicked. ``There will be dancing, and I do not like that,''
said Mrs Ray. ``Yet I was taught dancing at school,'' said Rachel. When
the matter had gone so far as this it must be acknowledged that Rachel
had done much towards securing her share of mastery over her another:
``He will be there, of course,'' said Mrs Ray. ``Oh, yes; lie will be
there,'' said Rachel. ``But why should I be afraid of him? Why should I
live as though I were afraid to meet him? Dolly thinks that I should be
shut up close, to be taken care of; but you do not think of me like
that. If I was minded to be bad, shutting me up would not keep me from
it.'' Such arguments as these from Rachel's mouth sounded, at first,
very terrible to Mrs Ray, but yet she yielded to them.
On the next morning Rachel was down first, and was found by her
sister fast engaged on the usual work of the house, as though nothing
out of the way had occurred on the previous evening. ``Good morning,
Dolly,'' she said, and then went on arranging the things on the
breakfast-table. ``Good morning, Rachel,'' said Mrs Prime, still
speaking like a raven. There was not a word said between them about the
young man or the churchyard, and at nine o'clock Mrs Ray came down to
them, dressed ready for church. They seated themselves and ate their
breakfast together, and still not a word was said.
It was Mrs Prime's custom to go to morning service at one of the
churches in Baslehurst; not at the old parish church which stood in the
churchyard near the brewery, but at a new church which had been built
as auxiliary to the other, and at which the Rev Samuel Prong was the
ministering clergyman. As we shall have occasion to know Mr Prong it
may be as well to explain here that he was not simply a curate to old
Dr Harford, the rector of Baslehurst. He had a separate district of his
own, which had been divided from the old parish, not exactly in
accordance with the rector's good pleasure. Dr Harford had held the
living for more than forty years; he had held it for nearly forty years
before the division had been made, and he had thought that the parish
should remain a parish entire--more especially as the presentation to
the new benefice was not conceded to him. Therefore Dr Harford did not
love Mr Prong.
But Mrs Prime did love him--with that sort of love which devout
women bestow upon the church minister of their choice. Mr Prong was an
energetic, severe, hard-working, and, I fear, intolerant young man, who
bestowed very much laudable care upon his sermons. The care and
industry were laudable, but not so the pride with which he thought of
them and their results. He spoke much of preaching the Gospel, and was
sincere beyond all doubt in his desire to do so; but he allowed himself
to be led away into a belief that his brethren in the ministry around
him did not preach the Gospel--that they were careless shepherds, or
shepherds' dogs indifferent to the wolf, and in this way he had made
himself unpopular among the clergy and gentry of the neighbourhood. It
may be well understood that such a man coming down upon a district cut
out almost from the centre of Dr Harford's parish, would be a thorn in
the side of that old man. But Mr Prong had his circle of friends, of
very ardent friends, and among them Mrs Prime was one of the most
ardent. For the last year or two she had always attended morning
service at his church, and very frequently had gone there twice in the
day, though the walk was long and tedious, taking her the whole length
of the town of Baslehurst. And there had been some little uneasiness
between Mrs Ray and Mrs Prime on the matter of this church attendance.
Mrs Prime had wished her mother and sister to have the benefit of Mr
Prong's eloquence; but Mrs Ray, though she was weak in morals, was
strong in her determination to adhere to Mr Comfort of Cawston. It had
been matter of great sorrow to her that her daughter should leave Mr
Comfort's church, and she had positively declined to be taken out of
her own parish. Rachel had, of course, stuck to her mother in this
controversy, and had said some sharp things about Mr Prong. She
declared that Mr Prong had been educated at Islington, and that
sometimes he forgot his ``h's''. When such things were said Mrs Prime
would wax very angry, and would declare that no one could be saved by
the perfection of Dr Harford's pronunciation. But there was no question
as to Dr Harford, and no justification for the introduction of his name
into the dispute. Mrs Prime, however, did not choose to say anything
against Mr Comfort, with whom her husband had been curate, and who, in
her younger days, had been a light to her own feet. Mr Comfort was by
no means such a one as Dr Harford, though the two old men were friends.
Mr Comfort had been regarded as a Calvinist when he was young, as
Evangelical in middle life, and was still known as a Low Churchman in
his old age. Therefore Mrs Prime would spare him in her sneers, though
she left his ministry. He had become lukewarm but not absolutely stone
cold, like the old rector at Baslehurst. So said Mrs Prime. Old men
would become lukewarm, and therefore she could pardon Mr Comfort. But
Dr Harford had never been warm at all--had never been warm with the
warmth which she valued. Therefore she scorned him and sneered at him.
In return for which Rachel scorned Mr Prong and sneered at him.
But though it was Mrs Prime's custom to go to church at Baslehurst,
on this special Sunday she declared her intention of accompanying her
mother to Cawston. Not a word had been said about the young man, and
they all started off on their walk together in silence and gloom. With
such thoughts as they had in their mind it was impossible that they
should make the journey pleasantly. Rachel had counted on the walk with
her mother, and had determined that everything should be pleasant. She
would have said a word or two about Luke Rowan, and would have
gradually reconciled her mother to his name. But as it was she said
nothing; and it may be feared that her mind, during the period of her
worship, was not at charity with her sister. Mr Comfort preached his
half-hour as usual, and then they all walked home. Dr Harford never
exceeded twenty minutes, and had often been known to finish his
discourse within ten. What might be the length of a sermon of Mr
Prong's no man or woman could foretell, but he never spared himself or
his congregation much under an hour.
They all walked home gloomily to their dinner, and ate their cold
mutton and potatoes in sorrow and sadness. It seemed as though no sort
of conversation was open to them. They could not talk of their usual
Sunday subjects. Their minds were full of one matter, and it seemed
that that matter was by common consent to be banished from their lips
for the day. In the evening, after tea, the two sisters again went up
to Cawston Church, leaving their mother with her Bible--but hardly a
word was spoken between them, and in the same silence they sat till
bedtime. To Mrs Ray and to Rachel it had been one of the saddest,
dreariest days that either of them had ever known. I doubt whether the
suffering of Mrs Prime was so great. She was kept up by the excitement
of feeling that some great crisis was at hand. If Rachel were not made
amenable to authority she would leave the cottage.
When Rachel had run with hurrying steps from the stile in the
churchyard, she left Luke Rowan still standing there. He watched her
till she crossed into the lane, and then he turned and again looked out
upon the still ruddy line of the horizon. The blaze of light was gone,
but there were left, high up in the heavens, those wonderful hues which
tinge with softly-changing colour the edges of the clouds when the
brightness of some glorious sunset has passed away. He sat himself on
the wooden rail, watching till all of it should be over, and thinking,
with lazy half-formed thoughts, of Rachel Ray. He did not ask himself
what he meant by assuring her of his friendship, and by claiming hers,
but he declared to himself that she was very lovely--more lovely than
beautiful, and then smiled inwardly at the prettiness of her perturbed
split. He remembered well that he had called her Rachel, and that she
had allowed his doing so to pass by without notice; but he understood
also how and why she had done so. He knew that she had been flurried,
and that she had skipped the thing because she had not known the moment
at which to make her stand. He gave himself credit for no undue
triumph, nor her discredit for any undue easiness. ``What a woman she
is!'' he said to himself; ``so womanly in everything.'' Then his mind
rambled away to other subjects, possibly to the practicability of
making good beer instead of bad.
He was a young man, by no means of a bad sort, meaning to do well,
with high hopes in life, one who had never wronged a woman, or been
untrue to a friend, full of energy and hope and pride. But he was
conceited, prone to sarcasm, sometimes cynical, and perhaps sometimes
affected. It may be that he was not altogether devoid of that Byronic
weakness ``which was so much more prevalent among young men twenty
years since than it is now. His two trades had been those of an
attorney and a brewer, and yet he dabbled in romance, and probably
wrote poetry in his bedroom. Nevertheless, there were worse young men
about Baslehurst than Luke Rowan.
``And now for Mr Tappitt,'' said he, as he slowly took his legs
from off the railing.
Mrs Tappitt was very full of her party. It had grown in her mind as
those things do grow, till it had come to assume almost the dimensions
of a ball. When Mrs Tappitt first consulted her husband and obtained
his permission for the gathering, it was simply intended that a few of
her daughters' friends should be brought together to make the visit
cheerful for Miss Rowan; but the mistress of the house had become
ambitious; two fiddles, with a German horn; were to be introduced
because the piano would be troublesome; the drawing-room carpet was to
be taken up, and there was to be a supper in the dining-room. The thing
in its altered shape loomed large by degrees upon Mr Tappitt, and he
found himself unable to stop its growth. The word ball would have been
fatal; but Mrs Tappitt was too good a general, and the girls were too
judicious as lieutenants, to commit themselves by the presumption of
any such term. It was still Mrs Tappitt's evening tea-party, but it was
understood in Baslehurst that Mrs Tappitt's evening tea-party was to be
something considerable.
A great success had attended this lady at the onset of her scheme.
Mrs Butler Cornbury had called at the brewery, and had promised that
she would come, and that she would bring some of the Cornbury family.
Now Mr Butler Cornbury was the eldest son of the most puissant squire
within five miles of Baslehurst, and was indeed almost as good as
Squire himself, his father being a very old man. Mrs Butler Cornbury
had, it is true, not been esteemed as holding any very high rank while
shining as a beauty under the name of Patty Comfort; but she had taken
kindly to her new honours, and was now reckoned as a considerable
magnate in that part of the country. She did not customarily join in
the festivities of the town, and held herself aloof from people even of
higher standing than the Tappitts. But she was an ambitious woman, and
had inspired her lord with the desire of representing Baslehurst in
Parliament. There would be an election at Baslehurst in the coming
autumn, and Mrs Cornbury was already preparing for the fight. Hence had
arisen her visit at the brewery, and hence also her ready acquiescence
in Mrs Tappitt's half-pronounced request.
The party was to be celebrated on a Tuesday--Tuesday week after
that Sunday which was passed so uncomfortably at Bragg's End; and on
the Monday Mrs Tappitt and her daughters sat conning over the list of
their expected guests, and preparing their invitations. It must be
understood that the Rowan family had somewhat grown upon them in
estimation since Luke had been living with them. They had not known
much of him till he came among them, and had been prepared to patronise
him; but they found him a young man not to be patronised by any means,
and imperceptibly they learned to feel that his mother and sister would
have to be esteemed by them rather as great ladies. Luke was in nowise
given to boasting, and had no intention of magnifying his mother and
sister; but things had been said which made the Tappitts feel that Mrs
Rowan must have the best bedroom, and that Mary Rowan must be provided
with the best partners.
``And what shall we do about Rachel Ray?'' said Martha, who was
sitting with the list before her. Augusta, who was leaning over her
sister, puckered up her mouth and said nothing. She had watched from
the house door on that Saturday evening, and had been perfectly aware
that Luke Rowan had taken Rachel off towards the stile under the trees.
She could not bring herself to say anything against Rachel, but she
certainly wished that she might be excluded.
``Of course she must be asked,'' said Cherry. Cherry was sitting
opposite to the other girls writing on a lot of envelopes the addresses
of the notes which were afterwards to be prepared. ``We told her we
should ask her.'' And as she spoke she addressed a cover to ``Miss Ray,
Bragg's End Cottage, Cawston''.
``Stop a moment, my dear,'' said Mrs Tappitt from the corner of the
sofa on which she was sitting. ``Put that aside, Cherry. Rachel Ray is
all very well, but considering all things I am not sure that she will
quite do for Tuesday might. It's not quite in her line, I think.''
``But we have mentioned it to her already, mamma,'' said Martha.
``Of course we did,'' said Cherry. ``It would be the meanest thing
in the world not to ask her now!''
``I am not at all sure that Mrs Rowan would like it,'' said Mrs
Tappitt.
``And I don't think that Rachel is quite up to what Mary has been
used to,'' said Augusta.
``If she had half a mind to flirt with Luke already,'' said Mrs
Tappitt, ``I ought not to encourage it.''
``That is such nonsense, mamma,'' said Cherry. ``If he likes her
he'll find her somewhere if he doesn't find her here.''
``My dear, you shouldn't say that what I say is nonsense,'' said
Mrs Tappitt.
``But, mamma, when we have already asked her! Besides, she is a
lady,'' said Cherry.
``I can't say that I think Mrs Butler Cornbury would wish to meet
her,'' said Mrs Tappitt.
``Mrs Butler Cornbury's father is their particular friend,'' said
Martha. ``Mrs Ray always goes to Mr Comfort's parties.''
In this way the matter was discussed, and at last Cherry's
eagerness and Martha's sense of justice carried the day. The envelope
which Cherry had addressed was brought into use, and the note to Rachel
was deposited in the post with all those other notes, the destination
of which was too far to be reached by the brewery boy without
detrimental interference with the brewery work. We will continue our
story by following the note which was delivered by the Cawston postman
at Bragg's End about seven o'clock on the Tuesday morning. It was
delivered into Rachel's own hand, and read by her as she stood by the
kitchen dresser before either her mother or Mrs Prime had come down
from their rooms. There was still sadness and gloom at Bragg's End.
During all the Monday there had been no comfort in the house, and
Rachel had continued to share her mother's bedroom. At intervals, when
Rachel had been away, much had been said between Mrs Ray and Mrs Prime;
but no conclusion had been reached; no line of conduct had received
their joint adhesion; and the threat remained that Mrs Prime would
leave the cottage. Mrs Ray, while listening to her elder daughter's
words, still continued to fear that evil spirits were hovering around
them; but yet she would not consent to order Rachel to become a devout
attendant at the Dorcas meetings. Monday had not been a Dorcas day, and
therefore it had been very dull and very tedious.
Rachel stood a while with the note in her hand, fearing that the
contest must be brought on again and fought out to an end before she
could send her answer to it. She had told her mother that she was to be
invited, and Mrs Ray had lacked the courage at the moment which would
have been necessary for an absolute and immediate rejection of the
proposition. If Mrs Prime had not been with them in the house, Rachel
little doubted but that she might have gone to the party. If Mrs Prime
had not been there, Rachel, as she was now gradually becoming aware,
might have had her own way almost in everything. Without the support
which Mrs Prime gave her, Mrs Ray would have gradually slid down from
that stern code of morals which she had been induced to adopt by the
teaching of those around her, and would have entered upon a new school
of teaching under Rachel's tutelage. But Mrs Prime was still there, and
Rachel herself was not inclined to fight, if fighting could be avoided.
So she put the note into her pocket, and neither answered it nor spoke
of it till Mrs Prime had started on her after-dinner walk into
Baslehurst. Then she brought it forth and read it to her mother. ``I
suppose I ought to answer it by the post this evening, mamma?''
``Oh, dear, this evening! that's very short.''
``It can be put off till tomorrow if there's any good in putting it
off,'' said Rachel. Mrs Ray seemed to think that there might be good in
putting it off, or rather that there would be harm in doing it at once.
``Do you particularly want to go, my dear?'' Mrs Ray said, after a
pause.
``Yes, mamma; I should like to go.'' Then Mrs Ray uttered a little
sound which betokened uneasiness, and was again silent for a while.
``I can't understand why you want to go to this place--so
particularly. You never used to care about such things. You know your
sister won't like it, and I'm not at all sure that you ought to go.''
``I'll tell you why I wish it particularly, only--''
``Well, my dear?''
``I don't know whether I can make you understand just what I
mean.''
``If you tell me I shall understand, I suppose.''
Rachel considered her words for a moment or two before she spoke,
and then she endeavoured to explain herself. ``It isn't that I care for
this party especially, mamma, though I own that, after what the girls
have said, I should like to be there; but I feel--''
``You feel what, my dear?''
``It is this, mamma. Dolly and I do not agree about these things,
and I don't intend to let her manage me just in the way she thinks
right.''
``Oh, Rachel!''
``Well, mamma, would you wish it? If you could tell me that you
really think it wrong to go to parties, I would give them up. Indeed it
wouldn't be very much to give up, for I don't often get the chance. But
you don't say so. You only say that I had better not go, because Dolly
doesn't like it. Now, I won't be ruled by her. Don't look at me in that
way, mamma. Is it right that I should be?''
``You have heard what she says about going away.''
``I shall be very sorry if she goes, and I hope she won't; but I
can't think that her threatening you in that way ought to make any
difference. And--I'll tell you more; I do particularly wish to go to
Mrs Tappitt's, because of all that Dolly has said about--about Mr
Rowan. I wish to show her and you that I am not afraid to meet him. Why
should I be afraid of anyone?''
``You should be afraid of doing wrong.''
``Yes; and if it were wrong to meet any other young man I ought not
to go; but there is nothing specially wrong in my meeting him. She has
said very unkind things about it, and I intend that she shall know that
I will not notice them.'' As Rachel spoke Mrs Ray looked up at her, and
was surprised by the expression of unrelenting purpose which she saw
there. There had come over her face that motion in her eyes and that
arching of her brows which Mrs Ray had seen before, but which hitherto
she had hardly construed in their true meaning. Now she was beginning
to construe these signs aright, and to understand that there would be
difficulty in managing her little family.
The conversation ended in an undertaking on Rachel's part that she
would not answer the note till the following day. ``Of course that
means'', said Rachel, ``that I am to answer it just as Dolly thinks
fit.'' But she repented of these words as soon as they were spoken, and
repented of them almost in ashes when her mother declared with tears in
her eyes, that it was not her intention to be guided by Dorothea in
this matter. ``You ought not to say such things as that, Rachel,'' she
said. ``No, mamma, I ought not; for there is no one so good as you are;
and if you'll say that you think I ought not to go, I'll write to
Cherry, and explain it to her at once. I don't care a bit about the
party--as far as the party is concerned.'' But Mrs Ray would not now
pronounce any injunction on the matter. She had made up her mind as to
what she would do. She would call upon Mr Comfort at the parsonage,
explain the whole thing to him, and be guided altogether by his
counsel.
Not a word was said in the cottage about the invitation when Mrs
Prime came back in the evening, nor was a word said on the following
morning. Mrs Ray had declared her intention of going up to the
parsonage, and neither of her daughters had asked her why she was
going. Rachel had no need to ask, for she well understood her mother's
purpose. As to Mrs Prime, she was in these days black and full of
gloom, asking but few questions, watching the progress of events with
the eyes of an evil-singing prophetess, but keeping back her words till
the moment should come in which she would be driven by her inner
impulses to speak them forth with terrible strength. When the breakfast
was over, Mrs Ray took her bonnet and started forth to the parsonage.
I do not know that a widow, circumstanced as was Mrs Ray, could do
better than go to her clergyman for advice, but nevertheless, when she
got to Mr Comfort's gate she felt that the task of explaining her
purpose would not be without difficulty. It would be necessary to tell
everything; how Rachel had become suddenly an object of interest to Mr
Luke Rowan, how Dorothea suspected terrible things, and how Rachel was
anxious for the world's vanities. The more she thought over it, the
more sure she felt that Mr Comfort would put an embargo upon the party.
It seemed but yesterday that he had been telling her, with all his
pulpit unction, that the pleasures of this world should never be
allowed to creep near the heart. With doubting feet and doubting heart
she walked up to the parsonage door, and almost immediately found
herself in the presence of her husband's old friend.
Whatever faults there might be in Mr Comfort's character, he was at
any rate good-natured and patient. That he was sincere, too, no one who
knew him well had ever doubted--sincere, that is, as far as his
intentions went. When he endeavoured to teach his flock that they
should despise money, he thought that he despised it himself. When he
told the little children that this world should be as nothing to them,
he did not remember that he himself enjoyed keenly the good things of
this world. If he had a fault it was perhaps this--that he was a hard
man at a bargain. He liked to have all his temporalities, and make them
go as far as they could be stretched. There was the less excuse for
this, seeing that his children were well, and even richly, settled in
life, and that his wife, should she ever be left a widow, would have
ample provision for her few remaining years. He had given his daughter
a considerable fortune, without which perhaps the Cornbury Grange
people would not have welcomed her so kindly as they had done, and now,
as he was still growing rich, it was supposed that he would leave her
more.
He listened to Mrs Ray with the greatest attention, having first
begged her to recruit her strength with a glass of wine. As she
continued to tell her story he interrupted her from time to time with
good-natured little words, and then, when she had done, he asked after
Luke Rowan's worldly means. ``The young man has got something, I
suppose,'' said he.
``Got something!'' repeated Mrs Ray, not exactly catching his
meaning.
``He has some share in the brewery, hasn't he?''
``I believe he has, or is to have. So Rachel told me.''
``Yes--yes; I've heard of him before. If Tappitt doesn't take him
into the concern he'll have to give him a very serious bit of money.
There's no doubt about the young man having means. Well, Mrs Ray, I
don't suppose Rachel could do better than take him.''
``Take him!''
``Yes--why not? Between you and me, Rachel is growing into a very
handsome girl--a very handsome girl indeed. I'd no idea she'd be so
tall, and carry herself so well.''
``Oh, Mr Comfort, good looks are very dangerous for a young
woman.''
``Well, yes; indeed they are. But still, you know, handsome girls
very often do very well; and if this young man fancies Miss Rachel--''
``But, Mr Comfort, there hasn't been anything of that. I don't
suppose he has ever thought of it, and I'm sure she hasn't.''
``But young people get to think of it. I shouldn't be disposed to
prevent their coming together in a proper sort of way. I don't like
night walkings in churchyards, certainly, but I really think that was
only an accident.''
``I'm sure Rachel didn't mean it.''
``I'm quite sure she didn't mean anything improper. And as for him,
if he admires her, it was natural enough that he should go after her.
If you ask my advice, Mrs Ray, I should just tell her to be cautious,
but I shouldn't be especially careful to separate them. Marriage is the
happiest condition for a young woman, and for a young man, too. And how
are young people to get married if they are not allowed to see each
other?''
``And about the party, Mr Comfort?''
``Oh, let her go; there'll be no harm. And I'll tell you what, Mrs
Ray; my daughter, Mrs Cornbury, is going from here, and she shall pick
her up and bring her home. It's always well for a young girl to go with
a married woman.'' Then Mrs Ray did take her glass of sherry, and
walked back to Bragg's End, wondering a good deal, and not altogether
at ease in her mind as to that great question--what line of moral
conduct might best befit a devout Christian.
Something also had been said at the interview about Mrs Prime. Mrs
Ray had intimated that Mrs Prime would separate herself from her mother
and her sister unless her views were allowed to prevail in this
question regarding the young man from the brewery. But Mr Comfort, in
what few words he had said on this part of the subject, had shown no
consideration whatever for Mrs Prime. ``Then she'll behave very
wickedly,'' he had said. ``But I'm afraid Mrs Prime has learned to
think too much of her own opinion lately. If that's what she has got by
going to Mr Prong she had better have remained in her own parish.''
After that, nothing more was said about Mrs Prime.
``Oh, let her go; there'll be no harm.'' That had been Mr Comfort's
dictum about the evening party. Such as it was, Mrs Ray felt herself
bound to be guided by it. She had told Rachel that she would ask the
clergyman's advice, and take it, whatever it might be. Nevertheless she
did not find herself to be easy as she walked home. Mr Comfort's latter
teachings tended to upset all the convictions of her life. According to
his teaching, as uttered in the sanctum of his own study, young men
were not to be regarded as ravening wolves. And that meeting in the
churchyard, which had utterly overwhelmed Dorothea by the weight of its
iniquity, and which even to her had been very terrible, was a mere
nothing--a venial accident on Rachel's part, and the most natural
proceeding in the world on the part of Luke Rowan! That it was natural
enough for a wolf Mrs Ray could understand; but she was now told that
the lamb might go out and meet the wolf without any danger! And then
those questions about Rowan's share in the brewery, and Mr Comfort's
ready assertion that the young wolf--man or wolf, as the case might
be--was well to do in the world! In fact Mrs Ray's interview with her
clergyman had not gone exactly as she had expected, and she was
bewildered; and the path into evil--if it was a path into evil--was
made so easy and pleasant! Mrs Ray had already considered the difficult
question of Rachel's journey to the party, and journey home again; but
provision was now made for all that in a way that was indeed very
comfortable, but which might make Rachel very vain. She was to be
ushered into Mrs Tappitt's drawing-room under the wing of the most
august lady of the neighbourhood. After that, for the remaining
half-hour of her walk home, Mrs Ray gave her mind up to the
consideration of what dress Rachel should wear.
When Mrs Ray reached her own gate, Rachel was in the garden waiting
for her. ``Well, mamma?'' she said. ``Is Dorothea at home?'' Mrs Ray
asked, and on being informed that Dorothea was at work within, she
desired Rachel to follow her up to her bedroom. When there she told her
budget of news--not stinting her child of the gratification which it
was sure to give. She said nothing about Luke Rowan and his means,
keeping that portion of Mr Comfort's recommendation to herself; but she
declared it out as a fact, that Rachel was to accept the invitation,
and to be carried to the party by Mrs Butler Cornbury. ``Oh, mamma!
Dear mamma!'' said Rachel, who was leaning against the side of the bed.
Then she gave a long sigh, and a bright colour came over her
face--almost as though she were blushing. But she said no more at the
moment, but allowed her mind to run off and revel in its own thoughts.
She had indeed longed to go to this party, though she had taught
herself to believe that she could bear being told that she was not to
go without disappointment. ``And now we must let Dorothea know,'' said
Mrs Ray. ``Yes--we must let her know,'' said Rachel; but her mind was
away, straying, I fear, under the churchyard elms with Luke Rowan, and
looking at the arm amidst the clouds. He had said that it was stretched
out as though to take her; and she had never shaken off from her
imagination the idea that it was his arm on which she had been bidden
to look--the arm which had afterwards held her when she strove to go.
It was tea-time before courage was mustered for telling the facts
to Mrs Prime. Mrs Prime, after dinner, had gone into Baslehurst; but
the meeting at Miss Pucker's had not been a regular full gathering, and
Mrs Prime had come back to tea. There was no hot toast, and no clotted
cream. It may appear selfish on the part of Mrs Ray and Rachel that
they should have kept such good things only for their little private
banquets, but, in truth, such delicacies did not suit Mrs Prime. Nice
things aggravated her spirits and made her fretful. She liked the tea
to be stringy and bitter, and she liked the bread to be stale--as she
preferred also that her weeds should be battered and old. She was
approaching that stage of discipline at which ashes become pleasant
eating, and sackcloth is grateful to the skin. The self-indulgences of
the saints in this respect often exceed anything that is done by the
sinners.
``Dorothea,'' said Mrs Ray, and she looked down upon the dark dingy
fluid in her cup as she spoke, ``I have been up to Mr Comfort's
today.''
``Yes; I heard you say you were going there.''
``I went to ask him for advice.''
``Oh.''
``As I was in much doubt, I thought it right to go to the clergyman
of my parish.''
``I don't think much about parishes myself. Mr Comfort is an old
man now, and I fear he does not give himself up to the gospel as he
used to do. If people were called upon to bind themselves down to
parishes, what would those poor creatures do who have over them such a
pastor as Dr Harford?''
``Dr Harford is a very good man, I believe,'' said Rachel, ``and he
keeps two curates.''
``I'm afraid, Rachel, you know but little about it. He does keep
two curates--but what are they? They go to cricket matches, and among
young women with bows and arrows! If you had really wanted advice,
mamma, I would sooner have heard that you had gone to Mr Prong.''
``But I didn't go to Mr Prong, my dear--and I don't mean. Mr Prong
is all very well, I dare say, but I've known Mr Comfort for nearly
thirty years, and I don't like sudden changes.'' Then Mrs Ray stirred
her tea with rather a quick motion of her hand. Rachel said not a word,
but her mother's sharp speech and spirited manner was very pleasant to
her. She was quite contented now that Mr Comfort should be regarded as
the family counsellor. She remembered how well she had loved Mr Comfort
always, and thought of days when Patty Comfort had been very
good-natured to her as a child.
``Oh, very well,'' said Mrs Prime. ``Of course, mamma, you must
judge for yourself.''
``Yes, my dear, I must; or rather, as I didn't wish to trust my own
judgement, I went to Mr Comfort for advice. He says that he sees no
harm in Rachel going to this party.''
``Party! what party?'' almost screamed Mrs Prime. Mrs Ray had
forgotten that nothing had as yet been said to Dorothea about the
invitation.
``Mrs Tappitt is going to give a party at the brewery,'' said
Rachel, in her very softest voice, ``and she has asked me.''
``And you are going? You mean to let her go?'' Mrs Prime had asked
two questions, and she received two answers. ``Yes,'' said Rachel; ``I
suppose I shall go, as mamma says so.'' ``Mr Comfort says there is no
harm in it,'' said Mrs Ray; ``and Mrs Butler Cornbury is to come from
the parsonage to take her up.'' All question as to Dorcas discipline to
be inflicted daily upon Rachel on account of that sin of which she had
been guilty in standing under the elms with a young man was utterly
lost in this terrible proposition! Instead of being sent to Miss Pucker
in her oldest merino dress, Rachel was to be decked in muslin and
finery, and sent out to a dancing party at which this young man was to
be the hero! It was altogether too much for Dorothea Prime. She slowly
wiped the crumbs from off her dingy crape, and with creaking noise
pushed back her chair. ``Mother.'' she said, ``I couldn't have believed
it! I could not have believed it!'' Then she withdrew to her own
chamber.
Mrs Ray was much afflicted; but not the less did Rachel look out
for the returning postman, on his road into Baslehurst, that she might
send her little note to Mrs Tappitt, signifying her acceptance of that
lady's kind invitation.
I am disposed to think that Mrs Butler Cornbury did Mrs Tappitt an
injury when she with so much ready good nature accepted the invitation
for the party, and that Mrs Tappitt was aware of this before the night
of the party arrived. She was put on her mettle in a way that was
disagreeable to her, and forced into an amount of submissive
supplication to Mr Tappitt for funds, which was vexatious to her
spirit. Mrs Tappitt was a good wife, who never ran her husband into
debt, and kept nothing secret from him in the management of her
household--nothing at least which it behoved him to know. But she
understood the privileges of her position, and could it have been
possible for her to have carried through this party without extra
household moneys, or without any violent departure from her usual
customs of life, she could have snubbed her husband's objections
comfortably, and have put him into the background for the occasion
without any inconvenience to herself or power of remonstrance from him.
But when Mrs Butler Cornbury had been gracious, and when the fiddles
and horn had become a fact to be accomplished, when Mrs Rowan and Mary
began to loom large on her imagination and a regular supper was
projected, then Mrs Tappitt felt the necessity of superior aid, and
found herself called upon to reconcile her lord.
And this work was the more difficult and the more disagreeable to
her feelings because she had already pooh-poohed her husband when he
asked a question about the party. ``Just a few friends got together by
the girls,'' she had said. ``Leave it all to them, my dear. It's not
very often they see anybody at home.''
``I believe I see my friends as often as most people in
Baslehurst,'' Mr Tappitt had replied indignantly, ``and I suppose my
friends are their friends.'' So there had been a little soreness which
made the lady's submission the more disagreeable to her.
``Butler Cornbury! He's a puppy. I don't want to see him, and
what's more, I won't vote for him.''
``You need not tell her so, my dear; and he's not coming. I suppose
you like your girls to hold their heads up in the place; and if they
show that they've respectable people with them at home respectable
people will be glad to notice them.''
``Respectable! If our girls are to be made respectable by giving
grand dances, I'd rather not have them respectable. How much is the
whole thing to cost?''
``Well, very little, T.; not much more than one of your Christmas
dinner parties. There'll be just the music, and the lights, and a bit
of something to eat. What people drink at such times comes to
nothing--just a little negus and lemonade. We might possibly have a
bottle or two of champagne at the supper-table, for the look of the
thing.''
``Champagne!'' exclaimed the brewer. He had never yet incurred the
cost of a bottle of champagne within his own house, though he thought
nothing of it at public dinners. The idea was too much for him; and Mrs
Tappitt, feeling how the ground lay, gave that up--at any rate for the
present. She gave up the champagne; but in abandoning that, she
obtained the marital sanction, a quasi sanction which he was too
honourable as a husband afterwards to repudiate, for the music and the
eatables. Mrs Tappitt knew that she had done well, and prepared for his
dinner that day a beefsteak pie, made with her own hands. Tappitt was
not altogether a dull man, and understood these little signs. ``Ah,''
said he, ``I wonder how much that pie is to cost me?''
``Oh, T., how can you say such things! As if you didn't have
beefsteak pie as often as it's good for you.'' The pie, however, had
its effect, as also did the exceeding ``boilishness'' of the water
which was brought in for his gin toddy that night; and it was known
throughout the establishment that papa was in a good humour, and that
mamma had been very clever.
``The girls must have had new dresses anyway before the month was
out,'' Mrs Tappitt said to her husband the next morning before he had
left the conjugal chamber.
``Do you mean to say that they're to have gowns made on purpose for
this party?'' said the brewer; and it seemed by the tone of his voice
that the hot gin and water had lost its kindly effects.
``My dear, they must be dressed, you know. I'm sure no girls in
Baslehurst cost less in the way of finery. In the ordinary way they'd
have had new frocks almost immediately.''
``Bother!'' Mr Tappitt was shaving just a moment, and dashed aside
his razor for a moment to utter this one word. He intended to signify
how perfectly well he was aware that a muslin frock prepared for an
evening party would not fill the place of a substantial morning dress.
``Well, my dear, I'm sure the girls ain't unreasonable; nor am I.
Five-and-thirty shillings apiece for them would do it all. And I shan't
want anything myself this year in September.'' Now Mr Tappitt, who was
a man of sentiment, always gave his wife some costly article of raiment
on the first of September, calling her his partridge and his bird--for
on that day they had been married. Mrs Tappitt had frequently offered
to intromit the ceremony when calling upon his generosity for other
purposes, but the September gift had always been forthcoming.
``Will thirty-five shillings apiece do it?'' said he, turning round
with his face all covered with lather. Then again he went to work with
his razor just under his right ear.
``Well, yes; I think it will. Two pounds each for the three shall
do it, anyway.''
Mr Tappitt gave a little jump at this increased demand for fifteen
shillings, and not being in a good position for jumping, encountered an
unpleasant accident, and uttered a somewhat vehement exclamation.
``There,'' said he, ``now I've cut myself, and it's your fault. Oh
dear; oh dear! When I cut myself there it never stops. It's no good
doing that, Margaret; it only makes it worse. There; now you've got the
soap and blood all down inside my shirt.''
Mrs Tappitt on this occasion was subjected to some trouble, for the
wound on Mr Tappitt's cheek-bone declined to be stanched at once; but
she gained her object, and got the dresses for her daughters. It was
not taken by them as a drawback on their happiness that they had to
make the dresses themselves, for they were accustomed to such work; but
this necessity joined to all other preparations for the party made them
very busy. Till twelve at night on three evenings they sat with their
smart new things in their laps and their needles in their hands; but
they did not begrudge this, as Mrs Butler Cornbury was coming to the
brewery. They were very anxious to get the heavy part of the work done
before the Rowans should arrive, doubting whether they would become
sufficiently intimate with Mary to tell her all their little domestic
secrets, and do their work in the presence of their new friend during
the first day of her sojourn in the house. So they toiled like slaves
on the Wednesday and Thursday in order that they might walk about like
ladies on the Friday and Saturday.
But the list of their guests gave them more trouble than aught
else. Whom should they get to meet Mrs Butler Cornbury? At one time Mrs
Tappitt had proposed to word certain of her invitations with a special
view to this end. Had her idea been carried out people who might not
otherwise have come were to be tempted by a notification that they were
especially asked to meet Mrs Butler Cornbury. But Martha had said that
this she thought would not do for a dance.
``People do do it, my dear,'' Mrs Tappitt had pleaded.
``Not for dancing, mamma,'' said Martha. ``Besides, she would be
sure to hear of it, and perhaps she might not like it.''
``Well, I don't know,'' said Mrs Tappitt. ``It would show that we
appreciated her kindness.'' The plan, however, was abandoned.
Of the Baslehurst folk there were so few that were fitted to meet
Mrs Butler Cornbury! There was old Miss Harford, the rector's daughter.
She was fit to meet anybody in the county, and, as she was
good-natured, might probably come. But she was an old maid, and was
never very bright in her attire. ``Perhaps Captain Gordon's lady would
come,'' Mrs Tappitt suggested. But at this proposition all the girls
shook their heads. Captain Gordon had lately taken a villa close to
Baslehurst, but had shown himself averse to any intercourse with the
townspeople. Mrs Tappitt had called on his ``lady'', and the call had
not even been returned, a card having been sent by post in an envelope.
``It would be no good, mamma,'' said Martha, ``and she would only
make us uncomfortable if she did come.''
``She is always awfully stuck up in church,'' said Augusta.
``And her nose is red at the end,'' said Cherry.
Therefore no invitation was sent to Captain Gordon's house.
``If we could only get the Fawcetts,'' said Augusta. The Fawcetts
were a large family living in the centre of Baslehurst, in which there
were four daughters, all noted for dancing, and noted also for being
the merriest, nicest, and most popular girls in Devonshire. There was a
fat good-natured mother, and a thin good-natured father who had once
been a banker at Exeter. Everybody desired to know the Fawcetts, and
they were the especial favourites of Mrs Butler Cornbury. But then Mrs
Fawcett did not visit Mrs Tappitt. The girls and the mothers had a
bowing acquaintance, and were always very gracious to each other. Old
Fawcett and old Tappitt saw each other in town daily, and knew each
other as well as they knew the cross in the Butter Market; but none of
the two families ever went into each other's houses. It had been
tacitly admitted among them that the Fawcetts were above the Tappitts,
and so the matter had rested. But now, if anything could be done? ``Mrs
Butler Cornbury is all very well, of course,'' said Augusta, ``but it
would be so nice for Mary Rowan to see the Miss Fawcetts dancing
here.''
Martha shook her head, but at last she did write a note in the
mother's name. ``My girls are having a little dance, to welcome a
friend from London, and they would feel so much obliged if your young
ladies would come. Mrs Butler Cornbury has been kind enough to say that
she would join us, Mrs Tappitt and Augusta were in a seventh heaven of
happiness when Mrs Fawcett wrote to say that three of her girls would
be delighted to accept the invitation; and even the discreet Martha and
the less ambitious Cherry were well pleased.
``I declare I think we've been very fortunate,'' said Mrs Tappitt.
``Only the Miss Fawcetts will get all the best partners,'' said
Cherry.
``I'm not so sure of that,'' said Augusta, holding up her head.
But there had been yet another trouble. It was difficult for them
to get people proper to meet Mrs Butler Cornbury; but what must they do
as to those people who must come and who were by no means proper to
meet her? There were the Griggses, for instance, who lived out of town
in a wonderfully red brick house, the family of a retired Baslehurst
grocer. They had been asked before Mrs Cornbury's call had been made,
or, I fear, their chance of coming to the party would have been small.
There was one young Griggs, a man very terrible in his vulgarity, loud,
rampant, conspicuous with villainous jewellery, and odious with the
worst abominations of perfumery. He was loathsome even to the Tappitt
girls; but then the Griggses and the Tappitts had known each other for
half a century, and among their ordinary acquaintances Adolphus Griggs
might have been endured. But what should they do when he asked to be
introduced to Josceline Fawcett? Of all men he was the most unconscious
of his own defects. He had once shown some symptoms of admiration for
Cherry, by whom he was hated with an intensity of dislike that had
amounted to a passion. She had begged that he might be omitted from the
list; but Mrs Tappitt had been afraid of angering their father.
The Rules also would be much in the way. Old Joshua Rule was a
maltster, living in Cawston, and his wife and daughter had been asked
before the accession of the Butler Cornbury dignity. Old Rule had
supplied the brewery with malt almost ever since it had been a brewery;
and no more harmless people than Mrs Rule and her daughter existed in
the neighbourhood--but they were close neighbours of the Comforts, of
Mrs Cornbury's father and mother, and Mr Comfort would have as soon
asked his sexton to dine with him as the Rules. The Rules never
expected such a thing, and therefore lived on very good terms with the
clergyman. ``I'm afraid she won't like meeting Mrs Rule,'' Augusta had
said to her mother; and then the mother had shaken her head.
Early in the week, before Rachel had accepted the invitation,
Cherry had written to her friend. ``Of course you'll come'', Cherry had
said; ``and as you may have some difficulty in getting here and home
again, I'll ask old Mrs Rule to call for you. I know she'll have a
place in the fly, and she's very good-natured.'' In answer to this
Rachel had written a separate note to Cherry, telling her friend in the
least boastful words which she could use that provision had been
already made for her coming and going. ``Mamma was up at Mr Comfort's
yesterday,'' Rachel wrote, ``and he was so kind as to say that Mrs
Butler Cobury would take me and bring me back. I am very much obliged
to you all the same, and to Mrs Rule.''
``What do you think?'' said Cherry, who had received her note in
the midst of one of the family conferences; ``Augusta said that Mrs
Butler Cornbury would not like to meet Rachel Ray; but she is going to
bring her in her own carriage.''
``I never said anything of the kind,'' said Augusta.
``Oh, but you did, Augusta; or mamma did, or somebody. How nice for
Rachel to be chaperoned by Mrs Butler Cornbury!''
``I wonder what she'll wear,'' said Mrs Tappitt, who had on that
morning achieved her victory over the wounded brewer in the matter of
the three dresses.
On the Friday morning Mrs Rowan came with her daughter, Luke having
met them at Exeter on the Thursday. Mrs Rowan was a somewhat stately
lady, slow in her movements and careful in her speech, so that the
girls were at first very glad that they had valiantly worked up their
finery before her coming. But Mary was by no means stately; she was
younger than them, very willing to be pleased, with pleasant round
eager eyes, and a kindly voice. Before she had been three hours in the
house Cherry had claimed Mary for her own, had told her all about the
party, all about the dresses, all about Mrs Butler Cornbury and the
Miss Fawcetts, and a word or two also about Rachel Ray. ``I can tell
you somebody that's almost in love with her.'' ``You don't mean Luke?
said Mary. ``Yes, but I do,'' said Cherry; ``but of course I'm only in
fun.'' On the Saturday Mary was hard at work herself assisting in the
decoration of the drawing-room, and before the all-important Tuesday
came even Mrs Rowan and Mrs Tappitt were confidential. Mrs Rowan
perceived at once that Mrs Tappitt was provincial--as she told her son,
but she was a good motherly woman, and on the whole Mrs Rowan
condescended to be gracious to her.
At Bragg's End the preparations for the party required almost as
much thought as did those at the brewery, and involved perhaps deeper
care. It may be remembered that Mrs Prime, when her ears were first
astounded by that unexpected revelation, wiped the crumbs from out of
her lap and walked off, wounded in spirit, to her own room. On that
evening Rachel saw no more of her sister. Mrs Ray went up to her
daughter's bedroom, but stayed there only a minute or two. ``What does
she say?'' asked Rachel, almost in a whisper. ``She is very unhappy.
She says that unless I can be made to think better of this she must
leave the cottage. I told her what Mr Comfort says, but she only sneers
at Mr Comfort. I'm sure I'm endeavouring to do the best I can.''
``It wouldn't do, mamma, to say that she should manage everything,
otherwise I'm sure I'd give up the party.''
``No, my dear; I don't want you to do that--not after what Mr
Comfort says.'' Mrs Ray had in truth gone to the clergyman feeling sure
that he would have given his word against the party, and that, so
strengthened, she could have taken a course that would have been
offensive to neither of her daughters. She had expected, too, that she
would have returned home armed with such clerical thunders against the
young man as would have quieted Rachel and have satisfied Dorothea. But
in all this she had been--I may hardly say disappointed--but dismayed
and bewildered by advice the very opposite to that which she had
expected. It was perplexing, but she seemed to be aware that she had no
alternative now but to fight the battle on Rachel's side. She had cut
herself off from all anchorage except that given by Mr Comfort, and
therefore it behoved her to cling to that with absolute tenacity.
Rachel must go to the party, even though Dorothea should carry out her
threat. On that night nothing more was said about Dorothea, and Mrs Ray
allowed herself to be gradually drawn into a mild discussion about
Rachel's dress.
But there was nearly a week left to them of this sort of life.
Early on the following morning Mrs Prime left the cottage, saying that
she should dine with Miss Pucker, and betook herself at once to a small
house in a back street of the town, behind the new church, in which
lived Mr Prong. Have I as yet said that Mr Prong was a bachelor? Such
was the fact; and there were not wanting those in Baslehurst who
declared that he would amend the fault by marrying Mrs Prime. But this
rumour, if it ever reached her, had no effect upon her. The world would
be nothing to her if she were to be debarred by the wickedness of loose
tongues from visiting the clergyman of her choice. She went, therefore,
in her present difficulty to Mr Prong.
Mr Samuel Prong was a little man, over thirty, with scanty,
light-brown hair, with a small, rather upturned nose, with eyes by no
means deficient in light and expression, but with a mean mouth. His
forehead was good, and had it not been for his mouth his face would
have been expressive of intellect and of some firmness. But there was
about his lips an assumption of character and dignity which his
countenance and body generally failed to maintain; and there was a
something in the carriage of his head and in the occasional projection
of his chin, which was intended to add to his dignity, but which did, I
think, only make the failure more palpable. He was a devout, good man;
not self-indulgent; perhaps not more self-ambitious than it becomes a
man to be; sincere, hard-working, sufficiently intelligent, true in
most things to the instincts of his calling--but deficient in one vital
qualification for a clergyman of the Church of England; he was not a
gentleman. May I not call it a necessary qualification for a clergyman
of any church? He was not a gentleman. I do not mean to say that he was
a thief or a liar; nor do I mean hereby to complain that he picked his
teeth with his fork and misplaced his ``h's''. I am by no means
prepared to define what I do mean--thinking, however, that most men and
most women will understand me. Nor do I speak of this deficiency in his
clerical aptitudes as being injurious to him simply--or even
chiefly--among folk who are themselves gentle; but that his efficiency
for clerical purposes was marred altogether, among high and low, by his
misfortune in this respect. It is not the owner of a good coat that
sees and admires its beauty. It is not even they who have good coats
themselves who recognise the article on the back of another. They who
have not good coats themselves have the keenest eyes for the coats of
their better-clad neighbours. As it is with coats, so it is with that
which we call gentility. It is caught at a word, it is seen at a
glance, it is appreciated unconsciously at a touch by those who have
none of it themselves. It is the greatest of all aids to the doctor,
the lawyer, the member of Parliament--though in that position a man may
perhaps prosper without it--and to the statesman; but to the clergyman,
it is a vital necessity. Now Mr Prong was not a gentleman.
Mrs Prime told her tale to Mr Prong, as Mrs Ray had told hers to Mr
Comfort. It need not be told again here. I fear that she made the most
of her sister's imprudence, but she did not do so with intentional
injustice. She declared her conviction that Rachel might still be made
to go in a straight course, if only she could be guided by a hand
sufficiently strict and armed with absolute power. Then she went on to
tell Mr Prong how Mrs Ray had gone off to Mr Comfort, as she herself
had now come to him. It was hard--was it not?--for poor Rachel that the
story of her few minutes' whispering under the elm tree should thus be
bruited about among the ecclesiastical councillors of the locality. Mr
Prong sat with patient face and with mild demeanour while the simple
story of Rachel's conduct was being told; but when to this was added
the iniquity of Mr Comfort's advice, the mouth assumed the would-be
grandeur, the chin came out, and to anyone less infatuated than Mrs
Prime it would have been apparent that the purse was not made of silk,
but that a coarser material had come to hand in the manufacture.
``What shall the sheep do'', said Mr Prong, ``when the shepherd
slumbers in the folds?'' Then he shook his head and puckered up his
mouth.
``Ah!'' said Mrs Prime; ``it is well for the sheep that there are
still left a few who do not run from their work, even in the heat of
the noonday sun.''
Mr Prong closed his eyes and bowed his head, and then reassumed
that peculiarly disagreeable look about his mouth by which he thought
to assert his dignity, intending thereby to signify that he would
willingly reject the compliment as unnecessary, were he not forced to
accept it as being true. He knew himself to be a shepherd who did not
fear the noonday heat; but he was wrong in this--that he suspected all
other shepherds of stinting their work. It appeared to him that no
sheep could nibble his grass in wholesome content, unless some shepherd
were at work at him constantly with his crook. It was for the shepherd,
as he thought, to know what tufts of grass were rank, and in what spots
the herbage might be bitten down to the bare ground. A shepherd who
would allow his flock to feed at large under his eye, merely watching
his fences and folding his ewes and lambs at night, was a truant who
feared the noonday sun. Such a one had Mr Comfort become, and therefore
Mr Prong despised him in his heart. All sheep will not endure such
ardent shepherding as that practised by Mr Prong, and therefore he was
driven to seek out for himself a peculiar flock. These to him were the
elect of Baslehurst, and of his elect, Mrs Prime was the most elect.
Now this fault is not uncommon among young ardent clergymen.
I will not repeat the conversation that took place between the two,
because they used holy words and spoke on holy subjects. In doing so
they were both sincere, and not, as regarded their language, fairly
subject to ridicule. In their judgement I think they were defective. He
sustained Mrs Prime in her resolution to quit the cottage unless she
could induce her mother to put a stop to that great iniquity of the
brewery. ``The Tappitts,'' he said, ``were worldly people--very worldly
people; utterly unfit to be the associates of the sister of his friend.
As to the `young man', he thought that nothing further should be said
at present, but that Rachel should be closely watched--very closely
watched.'' Mrs Prime asked him to call upon her mother and explain his
views, but he declined to do this. ``He would have been most
willing--so willing! but he could not force himself where he would be
unwelcome!'' Mrs Prime was, if necessary, to quit the cottage and take
up her temporary residence with Miss Pucker; but Mr Prong was inclined
to think, knowing something of Mrs Ray's customary softness of
character, that if Mrs Prime were firm, things would not be driven to
such a pass as that. Mrs Prime said that she would be firm, and she
looked as though she intended to keep her word.
Mr Prong's manner as he bade adieu to his favourite sheep was
certainly of a nature to justify that rumour to which allusion has been
made. He pressed Mrs Prime's hand very closely, and invoked a blessing
on her head in a warm whisper. But such signs among such people do not
bear the meaning which they have in the outer world. These people are
demonstrative and unctuous--whereas the outer world is reticent and
dry. They are perhaps too free with their love, but the fault is better
than that other fault of no love at all. Mr Prong was a little free
with his love, but Mrs Prime took it all good part, and answered him
with an equal fervour. ``If I can help you, dear friend,'--and he still
held her hand in his--``come to me always. You can never come too
often.''
``You can help me, and I will come; always,'' she said, returning
his pressure with mutual warmth. But there was no touch of earthly
affection in her pressure; and if there was any in his at its close,
there had, at any rate, been none at its commencement.
While Mrs Prime was thus employed, Rachel and her mother became
warm upon the subject of the dress, and when the younger widow returned
home to the cottage, the elder widow was actually engaged in Baslehurst
on the purchase of trappings and vanities. Her little hoard was opened,
and some pretty piece of muslin was purchased by aid of which, with the
needful ribbons, Rachel might be made, not fit, indeed, for Mrs Butler
Cornbury's carriage--no such august fitness was at all contemplated by
herself--but nice and tidy, so that her presence need not be a
disgrace. And it was pretty to see how Mrs Ray revelled in these little
gauds for her daughter now that the barrier of her religious awe was
broken down, and that the waters of the world had made their way in
upon her. She still had a feeling that she was being drowned, but she
confessed that such drowning was very pleasant. She almost felt that
such drowning was good for her. At any rate it had been ordered by Mr
Comfort, and if things went astray Mr Comfort must bear the blame. When
the bright muslin was laid out on the counter before her, she looked at
it with a pleased eye and touched it with a willing hand. She held the
ribbon against the muslin, leaning her head on one side, and enjoyed
herself. Now and again she would turn her face upon Rachel's figure,
and she would almost indulge a wish that this young man might like her
child in the new dress. Ah!--that was surely wicked. But if so, how
wicked are most mothers in this Christian land!
The morning had gone very comfortably with them during Dorothea's
absence. Mrs Prime had hardly taken her departure before a note came
from Mrs Butler Cornbury, confirming Mr Comfort's offer as to the
carriage. ``Oh, papa, what have you done?'--she had said when her
father first told her. ``Now I must stay there all the night, for of
course she'll want to go on to the last dance!'' But, like her father,
she was good-natured, and therefore, though she would hardly have
chosen the task, she resolved, when her first groans were over, to do
it well. She wrote a kind note, saying how happy she should be, naming
her hour--and saying that Rachel should name the hour for her return.
``It will be very nice,'' said Rachel, rejoicing more than she
should have done in thinking of the comfortable grandeur of Mrs Butler
Cornbury's carriage.
``And are you determined?'' Mrs Prime asked her mother that
evening.
``It is too late to go back now, Dorothea,'' said Mrs Ray, almost
crying.
``Then I cannot remain in the house,'' said Dorothea. ``I shall go
to Miss Pucker's--but not till that morning; so that if you think
better of it, all may be prevented yet.''
But Mrs Ray would not think better of it, and it was thus that the
preparations were made for Mrs Tappitt's--ball. The word ``party'' had
now been dropped by common consent throughout Baslehurst.
Mrs Butler Cornbury was a very pretty woman. She possessed that
peculiar prettiness which is so often seen in England, and which is
rarely seen anywhere else. She was bright, well-featured, with speaking
lustrous eyes, with perfect complexion, and full bust, with head of
glorious shape and figure like a Juno--and yet with all her beauty she
had ever about her an air of homeliness which made the sweetness of her
womanhood almost more attractive than the loveliness of her personal
charms. I have seen in Italy and in America women perhaps as beautiful
as any that I have seen in England, but in neither country does it seem
that such beauty is intended for domestic use. In Italy the beauty is
soft, and of the flesh. In America it is hard, and of the mind. Here it
is of the heart, I think, and as such is the happiest of the three. I
do not say that Mrs Butler Cornbury was a woman of very strong feeling;
but her strongest feelings were home feelings. She was going to Mrs
Tappitt's party because it might serve her husband's purposes; she was
going to burden herself with Rachel Ray because her father had asked
her; and her greatest ambition was to improve the worldly position of
the Squires of Cornbury Grange. She was already calculating whether it
might not some day be brought about that her little Butler should sit
in Parliament for his county.
At nine o'clock exactly on that much to be remembered Tuesday the
Cornbury carriage stopped at the gate of the cottage at Bragg's End,
and Rachel, ready dressed, blushing, nervous, but yet happy, came out,
and mounting on to the step was almost fearful to take her share of the
seat. ``Make yourself comfortable, my dear,'' said Mrs Cornbury; ``you
can't crush me. Or rather I always make myself crushable on such
occasions as this. I suppose we are going to have a great crowd?''
Rachel merely said that she didn't know. She supposed there would be a
good many persons. Then she tried to thank Mrs Cornbury for being so
good to her, and of course broke down. ``I'm delighted--quite
delighted,'' said Mrs Cornbury ``It's so good of you to come with me.
Now that I don't dance myself, there's nothing I like so much as taking
out girls that do.''
``And don't you dance at all?''
``I stand up for a quadrille sometimes. When a woman has five
children I don't think she ought to do more than that.''
``Oh, I shall not do more than that, Mrs Cornbury.''
``You mean to say you won't waltz?''
``Mamma never said anything about it, but I'm sure she would not
like it. Besides--''
``Well--''
``I don't think I know how. I did learn once, when I was very
little; but I've forgotten.''
``It will soon come again to you if you like to try. I was very
fond of waltzing before I was married.'' And this was the daughter of
Mr Comfort, the clergyman who preached with such strenuous eloquence
against worldly vanities! Even Rachel was a little puzzled, and was
almost afraid that her head was sinking beneath the waters.
There was a great fuss made when Mrs Butler Corbury's carriage
drove up to the brewery door, and Rachel almost felt that she could
have made her way up to the drawing-room more comfortably under Mrs
Rule's mild protection. All the servants seemed to rush at her, and
when she found herself in the hall and was conducted into some inner
room, she was not allowed to shake herself into shape without the aid
of a maidservant. Mrs Cornbury--who took everything as a matter of
course and was ready in a minute--had turned the maid over to the young
lady with a kind idea that the young lady's toilet was more important
than that of the married woman. Rachel was losing her head and knew
that she was doing so. When she was again taken into the hall she
hardly remembered where she was, and when Mrs Cornbury took her by the
arm and began to walk upstairs with her, her strongest feeling was a
wish that she was at home again. On the first landing--for the
dancing-room was upstairs--they encountered Mr Tappitt, conspicuous in
a blue satin waistcoat; and on the second landing they found Mrs
Tappitt, magnificent in a green Irish poplin. ``Oh, Mrs Cornbury, we
are so delighted. The Miss Fawcetts are here; they are just come. How
kind of you to bring Rachel Ray. How do you do, Rachel?'' Then Mrs
Cornbury moved easily on into the drawing-room, and Rachel still found
herself carried with her. She was half afraid that she ought to have
slunk away from her magnificent chaperon as soon as she was conveyed
safely within the house, and that she was encroaching as she thus went
on; but still she could not find the moment in which to take herself
off. In the drawing-room--the room from which the carpets had been
taken--they were at once encountered by the Tappitt girls, with whom
the Fawcett girls on the present occasion were so intermingled that
Rachel hardly knew who was who. Mrs Butler Cornbury was soon
surrounded, and a clatter of words went on. Rachel was in the middle of
the fray, and some voices were addressed also to her; but her presence
of mind was gone, and she never could remember what she said on the
occasion.
There had already been a dance--the commencing operation of the
night's work--a thin quadrille, in which the early comers had taken
part without much animation, and to which they had been driven up
unwillingly. At its close the Fawcett girls had come in, as had now Mrs
Cornbury, so that it may be said that the evening was beginning again.
What had been as yet done was but the tuning of the fiddles before the
commencement of the opera. No one likes to be in at the tuning, but
there are those who never are able to avoid this annoyance. As it was,
Rachel, under Mrs Cornbury's care, had been brought upon the scene just
at the right moment. As soon as the great clatter had ceased, she found
herself taken by the hand by Cherry, and led a little on one side.
``You must have a card, you know,'' said Cherry handing her a ticket on
which was printed the dances as they were to succeed each other. ``That
first one is over. Such a dull thing. I danced with Adolphus Griggs,
just because I couldn't escape him for one quadrille.'' Rachel took the
card, but never having seen such a thing before did not in the least
understand its object. ``As you get engaged for the dances you must put
down their names in this way, you see,'--and Cherry showed her card,
which already bore the designations of several cavaliers, scrawled in
hieroglyphics which were intelligible to herself. ``Haven't you got a
pencil? Well, you can come to me. I have one hanging here, you know.''
Rachel was beginning to understand, and to think that she should not
have very much need for the pencil, when Mrs Cornbury returned to her,
bringing a young man in her wake. ``I want to introduce my cousin to
you, Walter Cornbury,'' said she. Mrs Cornbury was a woman who knew her
duty as a chaperon, and who would not neglect it. ``He waltzes
delightfully,'' said Mrs Cornbury, whispering, ``and you needn't be
afraid of being a little astray with him at first. He always does what
I tell him.'' Then the introduction was made; but Rachel had no
opportunity of repeating her fears, or of saying again that she thought
she had better not waltz. What to say to Mr Walter Cornbury she hardly
knew; but before she had really said anything he had pricked her down
for two dances--for the first waltz, which was just going to begin, and
some not long future quadrille. ``She is very pretty,'' Mrs Butler
Cornbury had said to her cousin, ``and I want to be kind to her.''
``I'll take her in hand and pull her through,'' said Walter. ``What a
tribe of people they've got here, haven't they?'' ``Yes, and you must
dance with them all. Every time you stand up may be as good as a
vote.'' ``Oh,'' said Walter, ``I'm not particular--I'll dance as long
as they keep the house open.'' Then he went back to Rachel, who had
already been at work with Cherry's pencil.
``If there isn't Rachel Ray going to waltz with Walter Cornbury,''
said Augusta to her mother. Augusta had just refused the odious Griggs,
and was about to stand up with a clerk in the brewery, who was almost
as odious.
``It's because she came in the carriage,'' said Mrs Tappitt; ``but
I don't think she can waltz.'' Then she hurried off to welcome other
comers.
Rachel had hardly been left alone for a minute, and had been so
much bewildered by the lights and crowd and strangeness of everything
around her, that she had been unable to turn her thoughts to the one
subject on which during the last week her mind had rested constantly.
She had not even looked round the room for Luke Rowan. She had just
seen Mary Rowan in the crowd, but had not spoken to her. She had only
known her from the manner in which Cherry Tappitt had spoken to her,
and it must be explained that Rachel had not seen young Rowan since
that parting under the elm-trees. Indeed, since then she had seen none
of the Tappitt family. Her mother had said no word to her, cautioning
her that she had better not seek them in her evening walks; but she had
felt herself debarred from going into Baslehurst by all that her sister
had said, and in avoiding Luke Rowan she had avoided the whole party
from the brewery.
Now the room was partially cleared, the non-dancers being pressed
back into a border round the walls, and the music began. Rachel, with
her heart in her mouth, was claimed by her partner, and was carried
forward towards the ground for dancing, tacitly assenting to her fate
because she lacked words in which to explain to Mr Cornbury how very
much she would have preferred to be left in obscurity behind the wall
of crinoline.
``Pray wait a minute or two,'' said she, almost panting.
``Oh, certainly. There's no hurry, only we'll stand where we can
get our place when we like it. You need not be a bit afraid of going on
with me. Patty has told me all about it, and we'll make it right in a
brace of turns.'' There was something very good-natured in his voice,
and she almost felt that she could ask him to let her sit down.
``I don't think I can,'' she said.
``Oh yes; come, we'll try!'' Then he took her by the waist, and
away they went. Twice round the room he took her, very gently, as he
thought; but her head had gone from her instantly in a whirl of
amazement! Of her feet and their movements she had known nothing;
though she had followed the music with fair accuracy, she had done so
unconsciously, and when he allowed her to stop she did not know which
way she had been going, or at which end of the room she stood. And yet
she had liked it, and felt some little triumph as a conviction came
upon her that she had not conspicuously disgraced herself.
``That's charming,'' said he. She essayed to speak a word in
answer, but her want of breath did not as yet permit it.
``Charming!'' he went on. ``The music's perhaps a little slow, but
we'll hurry them up presently.'' Slow! It seemed to her that she had
been carried round in a vortex, of which the rapidity, though pleasant,
had been almost frightful. ``Come; we'll have another start,'' said he;
and she was carried away again before she had spoken a word. ``I'd no
idea that girl could waltz,'' said Mrs Tappitt to old Mrs Rule. ``I
don't think her mother would like it if she saw it,'' said Mrs Rule.
``And what would Mrs Prime say?'' said Mrs Tappitt. However the ice was
broken, and Rachel, when she was given to understand that that dance
was done, felt herself to be aware that the world of waltzing was open
to her, at any rate for that night. Was it very wicked? she had her
doubts. If anybody had suggested to her, before Mrs Cornbury's carriage
had called for her, that she would waltz on that evening, she would
have repudiated the idea almost with horror. How easy is the path down
the shores of the Avernus! but then--was she going down the shores of
the Avernus?
She was still walking through the crowd, leaning on her partner's
arm, and answering his good-natured questions almost in monosyllables,
when she was gently touched on the arm by a fan, and on turning found
herself confronted by Luke Rowan and his sister. ``I've been trying to
get at you so long,'' said he, making some sort of half apology to
Cornbury, ``and haven't been able; though once I very nearly danced you
down without your knowing it.''
``We're so much obliged to you for letting us escape,'' said
Cornbury; ``are we not. Miss Ray?''
``We carried heavy metal, I can tell you,'' said Rowan. ``But I
must introduce you to my sister. Where on earth have you been for these
ten days?'' Then the introduction was made, and young Cornbury, finding
that his partner was in the hands of another lady, slipped away.
``I have heard a great deal about you, Miss Ray,'' said Mary Rowan.
``Have you? I don't know who should say much about me.'' The words
sounded uncivil, but she did not know what words to choose.
``Oh, from Cherry especially--and--and from my brother.''
``I'm very glad to make your acquaintance,'' said Rachel.
``He told me that you would have been sure to come and walk with
us, and we have all been saying that you had disappeared.''
``I have been kept at home,'' said Rachel, who could not help
remembering all the words of the churchyard interview, and feeling them
down to her finger-nails. He must have known why she had not again
joined the girls from the brewery in their walks. Or had he forgotten
that he had called her Rachel, and held her fast by the hand? Perhaps
he did these things so often to other girls that he thought nothing of
them!
``You have been keeping yourself up for the ball,'' said Rowan.
``Precious people are right to make themselves scarce. And now what
vacancies have you got for me?''
``Vacancies!'' said Rachel.
``You don't mean to say you've got none. Look here, I've kept all
these on purpose for you, although twenty girls have begged me to
dispose of them in their favour.'',
``Oh Luke, how can you tell such fibs?'' said his sister.
``Well--here they are,'' and he showed his card.
``I'm not engaged to anybody,'' said Rachel; ``except for one
quadrille to Mr Cornbury--that gentleman who just went away.''
``Then you've no excuse for not filling up my vacancies--kept on
purpose for you, mind.'' And immediately her name was put down for she
knew not what dances. Then he took her card and scrawled his own name
on it in various places. She knew that she was weak to let him thus
have his way in everything; but he was strong and she could not hinder
him.
She was soon left with Mary Rowran, as Luke went off to fulfil the
first of his numerous engagements. ``Do you like my brother?'' said
she. ``But of course I don't mean you to answer that question. We all
think him so very clever.''
``I'm sure he is very clever.''
``A great deal too clever to be a brewer. But you mustn't say that
I said so. I wanted him to go into the army.''
``I shouldn't at all like that for my brother--if I had one.''
``And what would you like?''
``Oh, I don't know. I never had a brother--perhaps to be a
clergyman.''
``Yes; that would be very nice; but Luke would never be a
clergyman. He was going to be an attorney, but he didn't like that at
all. He says there's a great deal of poetry in brewing beer; but of
course he's only quizzing us. Oh, here's my partner. I do so hope I
shall see you very often while I' m at Baslehurst.'' Then Rachel was
alone, but Mrs Tappitt came up to her in a minute. ``My dear,'' said
she, ``Mr Griggs desires the honour of your hand for a quadrille.'' And
thus Rachel found herself standing up with the odious Mr Griggs. ``I do
so pity you,'' said Cherry, coming behind her for a moment. ``Remember,
you need not do it more than once. I don't mean to do it again.''
After that she was allowed to sit still while a polka was being
performed. Mrs Cornbury came to her saying a word or two; but she did
not stay with her long, so that Rachel could think about Luke Rowan,
and try to make up her mind as to what words she should say to him. She
furtively looked down upon her card and found that he had written his
own name to five dances, ending with Sir Roger de Coverley at the close
of the evening. It was quite impossible that she should dance five
dances with him, so she thought that she would mark out two with her
nail. The very next was one of them, and during that she would explain
to him what she had done. The whole thing loomed large in her thoughts
and made her feel anxious. She would have been unhappy if he had not
come to her at all, and now she was unhappy because he had thrust
himself upon her so violently--or if not unhappy, she was at any rate
uneasy. And what should she say about the elm-trees? Nothing, unless he
spoke to her about them. She fancied that he would say something about
the arm in the cloud, and if so, she must endeavour to make him
understand that--that--that--She did not know how to fix her thoughts.
Would it be possible to make him understand that he ought not to have
called her Rachel?
While she was thinking of all this Mr Tappitt came and sat beside
her. ``Very pretty; isn't it?'' said he. ``Very pretty indeed, I call
it.''
``Oh yes, very pretty. I had no idea it would be so nice.'' To Mr
Tappitt in his blue waistcoat she could speak without hesitation. Ah
me! It is the young men who receive all the reverence that the world
has to pay--all the reverence that is worth receiving. When a man is
turned forty and has become fat, anybody can speak to him without awe!
``Yes, it is nice,'' said Mr Tappitt, who, however, was not quite
easy in his mind. He had been into the supper room, and had found the
waiter handling long-necked bottles, arranging them in rows, apparently
by the dozen. ``What's that?'' said he, sharply. ``The champagne, sir!
there should have been ice, sir, but I suppose they forgot it.'' Where
had Mrs T. procured all that wine? It was very plain to him that she
had got the better of him by some deceit. He would smile, and smile,
and smile during the evening; but he would have it out with Mrs Tappitt
before he would allow that lady to have any rest. He lingered in the
room, pretending that he was overlooking the arrangements, but in truth
he was counting the bottles. After all there was but a dozen. He knew
that at Griggs's they sold it for six shillings. ``Three pounds!'' he
said to himself. ``Three pounds more; dear, dear!''
``Yes, it is nice!'' he said to Rachel. ``Mind you get a glass of
champagne when you go in to supper. By the by, shall I get a partner
for you? Here, Buckett, come and dance the next dance with Miss Ray.''
Buckett was the clerk in the brewery. Rachel had nothing to say for
herself; so Buckett's name was put down on the card, though she would
rather not have danced with Buckett. A week or two ago, before she had
been taken up into Mrs Cornbury's carriage, or had waltzed with Mrs
Cornbury's cousin, or had looked at the setting sun with Luke Rowan,
she would have been sufficiently contented to dance with Mr Buckett--if
in those days she had ever dreamed of dancing with anyone. Then Mrs
Cornbury came to her again, bringing other cavaliers, and Rachel's card
began to be filled. ``The quadrille before supper you dance with me,''
said Walter Cornbury. ``That's settled, you know.'' Oh, what a new
world it was, and so different from the Dorcas meetings at Miss
Pucker's rooms!
Then came the moment of the evening which, of all the moments, was
the most trying to her. Luke Rowan came to claim her hand for the next
quadrille. She had already spoken to him--or rather he to her; but that
had been in the presence of a third person, when, of course, nothing
could be said about the sunset and the clouds--nothing about that
promise of friendship. But now she would have to stand again with him
in solitude--a solitude of another kind--in a solitude which was
authorised, during which he might whisper what words he pleased to her,
and from which she could not even run away. It had been thought to be a
great sin on her part to have remained a moment with him by the stile;
but now she was to stand up with him beneath the glare of the lights,
dressed in her best, on purpose that he might whisper to her what words
he pleased. But she was sure--she thought that she was sure, that he
would utter no words so sweet, so full of meaning, as those in which he
bade her watch the arm in the clouds.
Till the first figure was over for them he hardly spoke to her.
``Tell me,'' said he then, ``why has nobody seen you since Saturday
week last?''
``I have been at home.''
``Ah; but tell me the truth. Remember what we said as we
parted--about being friends. One tells one's friend the real truth. But
I suppose you do not remember what we said?''
``I don't think I said anything, Mr Rowan.''
``Did you not? Then I must have been dreaming. I thought you
promised me your friendship.'' He pause for her answer, but she said
nothing. She could not declare to him that she would not be his friend.
``But you have not told me yet why it was that you remained at home.
Come--answer me a fair question fairly. Had I offended you?'' Again she
paused and made him no reply. It seemed to her that the room was going
round her, and that the music made her dizzy. If she told him that he
had not offended her would she not thereby justify him in having called
her Rachel?
``Then I did offend you?'' said he.
``Oh, Mr Rowan--never mind now; you must go on with the figure,''
and thus for a moment she was saved from her difficulty. When he had
done his work of dancing, she began hers, and as she placed both her
hands in his to make the final turn, she flattered herself that he
would not go back to the subject.
Nor did he while the quadrille lasted. As they continued to dance
he said very little to her, and before the last figure was over she had
almost settled down to enjoyment. He merely spoke a word or two about
Mrs Cornbury's dress, and another word about the singular arrangement
of Mr Griggs's jewellery, at which word she almost laughed outright,
and then a third word laudatory of the Tappitt girls. ``As for
Cherry,'' said he, ``I'm quite in love with her for her pure
good-nature and hearty manners; and of all living female human beings
Martha is the most honest and just.''
``Oh! I'll tell her that,'' said Rachel. ``She will so like it.''
``No, you mustn't. You mustn't repeat any of the things I tell you
in confidence.'' That word confidence again silenced her, and nothing
more was said till he had offered her his arm at the end of the dance.
``Come away and have some negus on the stairs,'' he said. ``The
reason I like these sort of parties is, that one is allowed to go into
such queer places. You see that little room with the door open. That's
where Mr Tappitt keeps his old boots and the whip with which he drives
his grey horse. There are four men playing cards there now, and one is
seated on the end of an upturned portmanteau.''
``And where are the old boots?''
``Packed away on the top of Mrs Tappitt's bed. I helped to put them
there. Some are stuck under the grate because there are no fires now.
Look here; there's a seat in the window.'' Then he placed her in the
enclosure of an old window on the staircase landing, and brought her
lemonade, and when she had drunk it he sat down beside her.
``Hadn't we better go back to the dancing?''
``They won't begin for a few minutes. They're only tuning up again.
You should always escape from the hot air for a moment or two. Besides,
you must answer me that question. Did I offend you?''
``Please don't talk of it. Please don't. It's all over now.''
``Ah, but it is not all over. I knew you were angry with me
because--shall I say why?''
``No, Mr Rowan, don't say anything about it.''
``At any rate, I may think that you have forgiven me. But what if I
offend in the same way again? What if I ask permission to do it, so
that it may be no offence? Only think; if I am to live here in
Baslehurst all my life, is it not reasonable that I should wish you to
be my friend? Are you going to separate yourself from Cherry Tappitt
because you are afraid of me?''
``Oh, no.''
``But is not that what you have done during the last week, Miss
Ray--if it must be Miss Ray?'' Then he paused, but still she said
nothing. ``Rachel is such a pretty name.''
``Oh, I think it so ugly.''
``It's the prettiest name in the Bible, and the name most fit for
poetic use. Who does not remember Rachel weeping for her children?''
``That's the idea, and not the name. Ruth is twice prettier, and
Mary the sweetest of all.''
``I never knew anybody before called Rachel,'' said he.
``And I never knew anybody called Luke.''
``That's a coincidence, is it not?--a coincidence that ought to
make us friends. I may call you Rachel, then?''
``Oh, no; please don't. What would people think?''
``Perhaps they would imagine that I called you so because I liked
you. But perhaps they might think also that you let me do so because
you liked me. People do make such mistakes.''
At this moment up came to them, with flushed face, Mr Buckett--``I
have been looking for you everywhere,'' said he to Rachel. ``It's
nearly over now.''
``I am so sorry,'' said Rachel, ``but I quite forgot.'' ``So I
presume,'' said Mr Buckett angrily, but at the same time he gave his
arm to Rachel and led her away. The fag end of some waltz remained, and
he might get a turn with her. People in his hearing had spoken of her
as the belle of the room, and he did not like to lose his chance. ``Oh,
Mr Rowan,'' said Rachel, looking back as she was being led away. ``I
must speak one word to Mr Rowan.'' Then she separated herself, and
returning a step or two almost whispered to her late partner--``You
have put me down for ever so many dances. You must scratch out two or
three of them.''
``Not one,'' said he. ``An engagement is an engagement.''
``Oh, but I really can't.''
``Of course I cannot make you, but I will scratch out nothing--and
forget nothing.''
Then she rejoined Mr Buckett, and was told by him that young Rowan
was not liked in the brewery at all. ``We think him conceited, you
know. He pretends to know more than anybody else.''
It came to be voted by public acclamation that Rachel Ray was the
belle of the evening. I think this was brought about quite as much by
Mrs Butler Cornbury's powerful influence as by Rachel's beauty. Mrs
Butler Cornbury having begun the work of chaperon carried it on
heartily, and talked her young friend up to the top of the tree. Long
before supper her card was quite full, but filled in a manner that was
not comfortable to herself--for she knew that she had made mistakes. As
to those spaces on which the letter R was written, she kept them very
sacred. She was quite resolved that she would not stand up with him on
all those occasions--that she would omit at any rate two; but she would
accept no one else for those two dances, not choosing to select any
special period for throwing him over. She endeavoured to explain this
when she waltzed with him, shortly before supper; but her explanation
did not come easy, and she wanted all her attention for the immediate
work she had in hand. ``If you'd only give yourself to it a little more
eagerly,'' he said, ``you'd waltz beautifully.''
``I shall never do it well,'' she answered. ``I don't suppose I
shall ever try again.''
``But you like it?''
``Oh yes; I like it excessively. But one can't do everything that
one likes.''
``No; I can't. You won't let me do what I like.''
``Don't talk in that way, Mr Rowan. If you do you'll destroy all my
pleasure. You should let me enjoy it while it lasts.'' In this way she
was becoming intimate with him.
``How very nicely your house does for a dance,'' said Mrs Cornbury
to Mrs Tappitt.
``Oh dear--I don't think so. Our rooms are so small. But it's very
kind of you to say so. Indeed, I never can be sufficiently obliged--''
``By the by,'' said Mrs Cornbury, ``what a nice girl Rachel Ray has
grown.''
``Yes, indeed,'' said Mrs Tappitt.
``And dances so well! I'd no idea of it. The young men seem rather
taken with her. Don't you think so?''
``I declare I think they are. I always fancy that is rather a
misfortune to a young girl--particularly when it must mean nothing, as
of course it can't with poor Rachel.''
``I don't see that at all.''
``Her mother, you know, Mrs Cornbury--they are not in the way of
seeing any company. It was so kind of you to bring her here, and really
she does look very nice. My girls are very good-natured to her. I only
hope her head won't be turned. Here's Mr Tappitt. You must go down, Mrs
Cornbury, and eat a little bit of supper.'' Then Mr Tappitt in his blue
waistcoat led Mrs Cornbury away.
``I am a very bad hand at supper,'' said the lady.
``You must take just one glass of champagne,'' said the gentleman.
Now that the wine was there, Mr Tappitt appreciated the importance of
the occasion.
For the last dance before supper--or that which was intended to be
the last--Rachel had by long agreement been the partner of Walter
Cornbury. But now that it was over, the majority of the performers
could not go into the supper-room because of the crowd. Young Cornbury
therefore proposed that they should loiter about till their time came.
He was very well inclined for such loitering with Rachel.
``You're flirting with that girl, Master Walter,'' said Mrs
Cornbury,
``I suppose that's what she came for,'' said the cousin.
``By no means, and she's under my care; therefore I be you'll talk
no nonsense to her.''
Walter Cornbury probably did talk a little nonsense to her, but it
was very innocent nonsense. Most of such flirtations if they were done
out loud would be very innocent. Young men are not nearly so pointed in
their compliments as their elders, and generally confine themselves to
remarks of which neither mothers nor grandmothers could disapprove if
they heard them. The romance lies rather in the thoughts than in the
words of those concerned. Walter Cornbury believed that he was flirting
and felt himself to be happy, but he had uttered nothing warmer to
Rachel than a hope that he might meet her at the next Torquay ball.
``I never go to public balls,'' said Rachel.
``But why not, Miss Ray?'' said Walter.
``I never went to a dance of any description before this.''
``But now that you've begun of course you'll go on.'' Mr Cornbury's
flirtation never reached a higher pitch than that.
When he had got as far as that Luke Rowan played him a trick--an
inhospitable trick, seeing that he, Rowan, was in some sort at home,
and that the people about him were bound to obey him. He desired the
musicians to strike up again while the elders were eating their
supper--and then claimed Rachel's hand, so that he might have the
pleasure of serving her with cold chicken and champagne.
``Miss Ray is going into supper with me,'' said Cornbury.
``But supper is not ready,'' said Rowan, ``and Miss Ray is engaged
to dance with me.''
``Quite a mistake on your part,'' said Cornbury.
``No mistake at all,'' said Rowan.
``Indeed it is. Come, Miss Ray, we'll take a turn down into the
hall, and see if places are ready for us.'' Cornbury rather despised
Rowan, as being a brewer and mechanical; and probably he showed that he
did so.
``Places are not ready, so you need not trouble Miss Ray to go down
as yet. But a couple is wanted for a quadrille, and therefore I'm sure
she'll stand up.''
``Come along, Rachel,'' said Cherry. ``We just want you. This will
be the nicest of all, because we shall have room.''
Rachel had become unhappy seeing that the two men were in earnest.
Had not Cherry spoken she would have remained with Mr Cornbury,
thinking that to be her safer conduct; but Cherry's voice had
overpowered her, and she gave her arm to young Rowan, moving away with
slow, hesitating step.
``Of course Miss Ray will do as she pleases,'' said Cornbury.
``Of course she will,'' said Rowan.
``I am so sorry,'' said Rachel, ``but I was engaged, and it seems I
am really wanted.'' Walter Cornbury bowed very stiffly, and there was
an end of his flirtation. ``That's the sort of thing that always
happens when a fellow comes among this sort of people!'' It was thus he
consoled himself as he went down solitary to his supper.
``That's all right,'' said Rowan; ``now we've Cherry for our
vis-ˆ-vis, and after that we'll go down to supper comfortably.''
``But I said I'd go with him.''
``You can't now, for he has gone without you. What a brick Cherry
is! Do you know what she said of you?''
``No; do tell me.''
``I won't. It will make you vain.''
``Oh, dear no; but I want Cherry to like me, because I am so fond
of her.''
``She says you're by far--But I won't tell you. I hate compliments,
and that would look like one. Come, who's forgetting the figure now? I
shouldn't wonder if young Cornbury went into the brewery and drowned
himself in one of the vats.''
It was very nice--very nice indeed. This was her third dance with
Luke Rowan, and she was beginning to think that the other two might
perhaps come off without any marked impropriety on her part. She was a
little unhappy about Mr Cornbury--on his cousin's account rather than
on his own. Mrs Cornbury had been so kind to her that she ought to have
remained with Walter when he desired it. So she told herself--but yet
she liked being taken down to supper by Luke Rowan. She had one other
cause of uneasiness. She constantly caught Mrs Tappitt's eye fixed upon
herself, and whenever she did so Mrs Tappitt's eye seemed to look
unkindly at her. She had also an instinctive feeling that Augusta did
not regard her with favour, and that this disfavour arose from Mr
Rowan's attentions. It was all very nice; but still she felt that there
was danger around her, and sometimes she would pause a moment in her
happiness, and almost tremble as she thought of things. She was
dividing herself poles asunder from Mrs Prime.
``And now we'll go to supper,'' said Rowan. ``Come, Cherry; do you
and Boyd go on first.'' Boyd was a friend of Rowan's. ``Do you know,
I've done such a clever trick? This is my second descent among the
eatables. As I belong in a manner to the house I took down Miss
Harford, and hovered about her for five minutes. Then I managed to lose
myself in the crowd, and coming up here got the music up. The fellows
were just going off. We've plenty of time now, because they're in the
kitchen eating and drinking. I contrived all that dodge that I might
give you this glass of wine with my own hands.''
``Oh, Mr Rowan, it was very wrong!''
``And that's my reward! I don't care about its being wrong as long
as it's pleasant.''
``What shocking morality!''
``All is fair in--Well, never mind, you'll own it is pleasant.''
``Oh, yes; it's very pleasant.''
``Then I'm contented, and will leave the moral of it for Mr
Cornbury. I'll tell you something further if you'll let me.''
``Pray don't tell me anything that you ought not.''
``I've done all I could to get up this party on purpose that we
might have you here.''
``Nonsense.''
``But I have. I have cared about it just because it would enable me
to say one word to you--and now I'm afraid to say it.''
She was sitting there close to him, and she couldn't go away. She
couldn't run as she had done from the stile. She couldn't show any
feeling of offence before all those who were around her; and yet--was
it not her duty to do something to stop him? ``Pray don't say such
things,'' she whispered.
``I tell you that I'm afraid to say it. Here; give me some wine.
You'll take some more. No? Well; shall we go? I am afraid to say it.''
They were now out in the hall, standing idly there, with their backs to
another door. ``I wonder what answer you would make me!''
``We had better go upstairs. Indeed we had.''
``Stop a moment, Miss Ray. Why is it that you are so unwilling even
to stay a moment with me?''
``I'm not unwilling. Only we had better go now.''
``Do you remember when I held your arm at the stile?''
``No; I don't remember anything about it. You ought not to have
done it. Do you know, I think you are very cruel?'' As she made the
accusation, she looked down upon the floor, and spoke in a low,
trembling voice that almost convinced him that she was in earnest.
``Cruel!'' said he. ``That's hard too.''
``Or you wouldn't prevent me enjoying myself while I am here, by
saying things which you ought to know I don't like.''
``I have hardly thought whether you would like what I say or not;
but I know this: I would give anything in the world to make myself sure
that you would ever look back upon this evening as a happy one.''
``I will if you'll come upstairs, and--''
``And what?''
``And go on without--without seeming to mind me so much.''
``Ah, but I do mind you. Rachel--no; you shall not go for a minute.
Listen to me for one moment.'' Then he tried to stand before her, but
she was off from him, and ran upstairs by herself. What was it that he
wished to say to her? She knew that she would have liked to have heard
it--nay, that she was longing to hear it. But she was startled and
afraid of him, and as she gently crept in at the door of the
dancing-room, she determined that she would tell Mrs Cornbury that she
was quite ready for the carriage. It was impossible that she should go
through these other two dances with Luke Rowan; and as for her other
engagements, they must be allowed to shift for themselves. One had been
made early in the evening with Mr Griggs. It would be a great thing to
escape dancing with Mr Griggs. She would ask Cherry to make her
apologies to everybody. As she entered the room she felt ashamed of
herself, and unable to take any place. She was oppressed by an idea
that she ought not to be walking about without some gentleman with her,
and that people would observe her. She was still very near the door
when she perceived that Mr Rowan was also coming in. She determined to
avoid him if she could, feeling sure that she could not stop him in
anything that he might say, while so many people would be close around
them. And yet she felt almost disappointment when she heard his voice
as he talked merrily with someone at the door. At that moment Mrs
Cornbury came up to her, walking across the room on purpose to join
her.
``What, all alone! I thought your hand was promised for every dance
up to five o'clock.''
``I believe I'm engaged to someone now, but I declare I don't know
who it is. I dare say he has forgotten.''
``Ah, yes; people do get confused a little just about this time.
Will you come and sit down?''
``Thank you, I should like that. But, Mrs Cornbury, when you're
ready to go away, I am--quite ready.''
``Go away! Why I thought you intended to dance at least for the
next two hours.''
In answer to this, Rachel declared that she was tired. ``And, Mrs
Cornbury, I want to avoid that man,'' and she pointed out Mr Griggs by
a glance of her eye. ``I think he'll say I'm engaged to him for the
next waltz, and--I don't like him.''
``Poor man; he doesn't look very nice, certainly; but if that's all
I'll get you out of the scrape without running away.'' Then Mr Griggs
came up, and, with a very low bow, struck out the point of his elbow
towards Rachel, expecting her immediately to put her hand within it.
``I'm afraid, sir, you must excuse Miss Ray just at present. She's
too tired to dance immediately.''
Mr Griggs looked at his card, then looked at Rachel, then looked at
Mrs Cornbury, and stood twiddling the bunch of little gilt playthings
that hung from his chain. ``That is too hard,'' said he; ``deuced
hard.''
``I'm very sorry,'' said Rachel.
``So shall I be--uncommon. Really, Mrs Cornbury, I think a turn or
two would do her good. Don't you?''
``I can't say I do. She says she would rather not, and of course
you won't press her.''
``I don't see it in that light--I really don't. A gentleman has his
rights you know, Mrs Cornbury. Miss Ray won't deny--''
``Miss Ray will deny that she intends to stand up for this dance.
And one of the rights of a gentleman is to take a lady at her word.''
``Really, Mrs Cornbury, you are down upon one so hard.''
``Rachel,'' said she, ``would you mind coming across the room with
me? There are seats on the sofa on the other side.'' Then Mrs Cornbury
sailed across the floor, and Rachel crept after her more dismayed than
ever. Mr Griggs the while stood transfixed to his place, stroking his
moustache with his hand, and showing plainly by his countenance that he
didn't know what he ought to do next. ``Well, that's cool,'' said he;
``confounded cool!''
``Anything wrong, Griggs, my boy?'' said a bank clerk, slapping him
on the back.
``I call it very wrong; very wrong, indeed,'' said Griggs; ``but
people do give themselves such airs! Miss Cherry, may I have the honour
of waltzing with you!''
``Certainly not,'' said Cherry, who was passing by. Then Mr Griggs
made his way back to the door.
Rachel felt that things were going wrong with her. It had so
happened that she had parted on bad terms with three gentlemen. She had
offended Mr Cornbury and Mr Griggs, and had done her best to make Mr
Rowan understand that he had offended her! She conceived that all the
room would know of it, and that Mr Cornbury would become ashamed of
her. That Mrs Tappitt was already very angry with her she was quite
sure. She wished she had not come to the ball, and began to think that
perhaps her sister might be right. It almost seemed to herself that she
had not known how to behave herself. For a short time she had been
happy--very happy; but she feared that she had in some way committed
herself during the moments of her happiness. ``I hope you are not angry
with me'', she said, ``about Mr Griggs?'' appealing to her friend in a
plaintive voice.
``Angry!--oh dear, no. Why should I be angry with you? I should be
angry with that man, only I'm a person that never gets angry with
anybody. You were quite right not to dance with him. Never be made to
dance with any man you don't like; and remember that a young lady
should always have her own way in a ballroom. She doesn't get much of
it anywhere else; does she, my dear? And now I'll go whenever you like
it, but I'm not the least in a hurry. You're the young lady, and you're
to have your own way. If you're quite in earnest, I'll get someone to
order the carriage.'' Rachel said that she was quite in earnest, and
then Walter was called. ``So you're going, are you?'' said he. ``Miss
Ray has ill-treated me so dreadfully that I can't express my regret.''
``Ill-treated you, too, has she? Upon my word, my dear, you've shown
yourself quite great upon the occasion. When I was a girl, there was
nothing I liked so much as offending all my partners.'' But Rachel was
red with dismay, and wretched that such an accusation should be made
against her. ``Oh, Mrs Cornbury, I didn't mean to offend him! I'll
explain it all in the carriage. What will you think of me?'' ``Think,
my dear?--why, I shall think that you are going to turn all the young
men's heads in Baslehurst. But I shall hear all about it from Walter
tomorrow. He tells me of all his loves and all his disappointments.''
While the carriage was being brought round, Rachel kept close to
her chaperon; but every now and again her eyes, in spite of herself,
would wander away to Mr Rowan. Was he in any way affected by her
leaving him, or was it all a joke to him? He was dancing now with
Cherry Tappitt, and Rachel was sure that all of it was a joke. But it
was a cruel joke--cruel because it exposed her to so much ill-natured
remark. With him she would quarrel--quarrel really. She would let him
know that he should not call her by her Christian name just when it
suited him to do so, and then take himself off to play with others in
the same way. She would tell Cherry, and make Cherry understand that
all walks and visiting and friendly intercommunication must be
abandoned because this young man would take advantage of her position
to annoy her! He should be made to understand that she was not in his
power! Then, as she thought of this, she caught his eye as he made a
sudden stop in the dance close to her, and all her hard thoughts died
away. Ah, dear, what was it that she wanted of him?
At that moment they got up to go away. Such a person as Mrs Butler
Cornbury could not, of course, escape without a parade of adieux. Mr
Tappitt was searched up from the little room in which the card-party
held their meeting in order that he might hand the guest that had
honoured him down to her carriage; and Mrs Tappitt fluttered about,
profuse in her acknowledgments for the favour done to them. ``And we do
so hope Mr Cornbury will be successful,'' she said, as she bade her
last farewell. This was spoken close to Mr Tappitt's ear; and Mrs
Cornbury flattered herself that after that Mr Tappitt's vote would be
secure. Mr Tappitt said nothing about his vote, but handed the lady
downstairs in solemn silence.
The Tappitt girls came and clustered about Rachel as she was going.
``I can't conceive why you are off so early,'' said Martha. ``No,
indeed,'' said Mrs Tappitt; ``Only of course it would be very wrong to
keep Mrs Cornbury waiting when she has been so excessively kind to
you.'' ``The naughty girl! It isn't that at all,'' said Cherry. ``It's
she that is hurrying Mrs Cornbury away.'' ``Goodnight,'' said Augusta
very coldly. ``And, Rachel,'' said Cherry, ``mind you come up tomorrow
and talk it all over; we shall have so much to say.'' Then Rachel
turned to go, and found Luke Rowan at her elbow waiting to take her
down. She had no alternative--she must take his arm; and these they
walked downstairs into the hall together.
``You'll come up here tomorrow,'' said he.
``No, no; tell Cherry that I shall not come.''
``Then I shall go to Bragg's End. Will your mother let me call?''
``No, don't come. Pray don't.''
``I certainly shall--certainly, certainly! What things have you
got? Let me put your shawl on for you. If you do not come up to the
girls, I shall certainly go down to you. Now goodnight. Goodnight, Mrs
Cornbury.'' And Luke, getting hold of Rachel's reluctant hand, pressed
it with all his warmth.
``I don't want to ask indiscreet questions,'' said Mrs Cornbury;
``but that young man seems rather smitten, I think.''
``Oh, no,'' said Rachel, not knowing what to say.
``But, I say--oh, yes; a nice good-looking man he is too, and a
gentleman, which is more than I can say for all of them there. What an
escape you had of Mr Griggs, my dear!''
``Yes, I had. But I was so sorry that you should have to speak to
him.''
``Of course I spoke to him. I was there to fight your battles for
you. That's why married ladies go to balls. You were quite right not to
dance with him. A girl should always avoid any intimacy with such men
as that. It is not that he would have done you any harm; but they stand
in the way of your satisfaction and contentment. Balls are given
specially for young ladies; and it is my theory that they are to make
themselves happy while they are there, and not sacrifice themselves to
men whom they don't wish to know. You can't always refuse when you're
asked, but you can always get out of an engagement afterwards if you
know what you're about. That was my way when I was a girl.'' And this
was the daughter of Mr Comfort, whose somewhat melancholy discourses
against the world's pleasures and vanities had so often filled Rachel's
bosom with awe!
Rachel sat silent, thinking of what had occurred at Mrs Tappitt's;
and thinking also that she ought to make some little speech to her
friend, thanking her for all that she had done. Ought she not also to
apologise in some way for her own conduct? ``What was that between you
and my cousin Walter?'' Mrs Cornbury asked, after a few moments.
``I hope I wasn't to blame,'' said Rachel. ``But--''
``But what? Of course you weren't to blame--unless it was in being
run after by so many gentlemen at once.''
``He was going to take me down to supper--and it was so kind of
him. And then while we were waiting because the room downstairs was
full, there was another quadrille, and I was engaged to Mr Rowan.''
``Ah, yes; I understand. And so Master Walter got thrown once. His
wrath in such matters never lasts very long. Here we are at Bragg's
End. I've been so glad to have you with me, and I hope I may take you
again with me somewhere before long. Remember me kindly to your mother.
There she is at the door waiting for you.'' Then Rachel jumped out of
the carriage, and ran across the little gravel path into the house.
Mrs Ray had been waiting up for her daughter, and had been
listening eagerly for the wheels of the carriage. It was not yet two
o'clock, and by ball-going people the hour of Rachel's return would
have been considered early; but to Mrs Ray anything after midnight was
very late. She was not, however, angry, or even vexed, but simply
pleased that her girl had at last come back to her. ``Oh, mamma, I'm
afraid it has been very hard upon you, waiting for me!'' said Rachel;
``but I did come away as soon as I could.'' Mrs Ray declared that she
had not found it at all hard, and then--with a laudable curiosity,
seeing how little she had known about balls--desired to have an
immediate account of Rachel's doings.
``And did you get anybody to dance with you?'' asked the mother,
feeling a mother's ambition that her daughter should have been
``respectit like the lave''.
``Oh, yes; plenty of people asked me to dance.''
``And did you find it come easy?''
``Quite easy. I was frightened about the waltzing, at first.''
``Do you mean that you waltzed, Rachel?''
``Yes, mamma. Everybody did it. Mrs Cornbury said she always
waltzed when she was a girl; and as the things turned out I could not
help myself. I began with her cousin. I didn't mean to do it, but I got
so ashamed of myself that I couldn't refuse.''
Mrs Ray still was not angry; but she was surprised, and perhaps a
little dismayed. ``And did you like it?''
``Yes, mamma.''
``Were they all kind to you?''
``Yes, mamma.''
``You seem to have very little to say about it; but I suppose
you're tired.''
``I am tired, but it isn't that. It seems that there is so much to
think about. I'll tell you everything tomorrow, when I get quiet again.
Not that there is much to tell.''
``Then I'll wish you goodnight, dear.''
``Goodnight, mamma. Mrs Cornbury was so kind--you can have no idea
how good-natured she is.''
``She always was a good creature.''
``If I'd been her sister she couldn't have done more for me. I feel
as though I were really quite fond of her. But she isn't a bit like
what I expected. She chooses to have her own way; but then she is so
good-humoured! And when I got into any little trouble she--''
``Well, what else did she do; and what trouble had you?''
``I can't quite describe what I mean. She seemed to make so much of
me--just as she might have done if I'd been some grand young lady down
from London, or any, any--You know what I mean.''
Mrs Ray sat with her candle in her hand, receiving great comfort
from the knowledge that her daughter had been ``respectit''. She knew
well what Rachel meant, and reflected, with perhaps a pardonable pride,
that she herself had ``come of decent people''. The Tappitts were
higher than her in the world, and so were the Griggses. But she knew
that her forbears had been gentlefolk, when there were, so to speak, no
Griggses and no Tappitts in existence. It was pleasant to her to think
that her daughter had been treated as a lady.
``And she did do me such a kindness. That horrid Mr Griggs was
going to dance with me, and she wouldn't let him.''
``I don't like that young man at all.''
``Poor Cherry! you should hear her talk of him! And she would have
stayed ever so much longer if I had not pressed her to go; and then she
has such a nice way of saying things.''
``She always had that, when she was quite a young girl.''
``I declare I feel that I quite love her. And there was such a
grand supper. Champagne!''
``No!''
``I got some cold turkey. Mr Rowan took me down to supper.'' These
last words were spoken very mildly, and Rachel, as she uttered them,
did not dare to look into her mother's face.
``Did you dance with him?''
``Yes, mamma, three times. I should have stayed later only I was
engaged to dance with him twice more; and I didn't choose to do so.''
``Was he--? Did he--?''
``Oh, mamma; I can't tell you. I don't know how to tell you. I wish
you knew it all without my saying anything. He says he shall come here
tomorrow if I don't go up to the brewery; and I can't possibly go there
now, after that.''
``Did he say anything more than that, Rachel?''
``He calls me Rachel, and speaks--I can't tell you how he speaks.
If you think it wrong, mamma, I won't ever see him again.''
Mrs Ray didn't know whether she ought to think it wrong or not. She
was inclined to wish that it was right and to believe that it was
wrong. A few minutes ago Rachel was unable to open her mouth, and was
anxious to escape to bed; but, now that the ice was broken between her
and her mother, they sat up for more than an hour talking about Luke
Rowan.
``I wonder whether he will really come?'' Rachel said to herself,
as she laid her head upon her pillow--``and why does he want to come?''
Mrs Tappitt's ball was celebrated on a Tuesday, and on the
preceding Monday Mrs Prime moved herself off, bag and baggage, to Miss
Pucker's lodgings. Miss Pucker had been elated with a dismal joy when
the proposition was first made to her. ``Oh, yes; it was very dreadful.
She would do anything--of course she would give up the front bedroom
upstairs to Mrs Prime, and get a stretcher for herself in the little
room behind, which looked out on the tiles of Griggs's sugar warehouse.
She hadn't thought such a thing would have been possible; she really
had not. A ball! Mrs Prime couldn't help coming away--of course not.
And there would be plenty of room for all her boxes in the small room
behind the shop. Mrs Ray's daughter go to a ball!'' And then some
threatening words were said as to the destiny of wicked people, which
shall not be repeated here.
That flitting had been a very dismal affair. An old man out of
Baslehurst had come for Mrs Prime's things with a donkey-cart, and the
old man, assisted by the girl, had carried them out together. Rachel
had remained secluded in her mother's room. The two sisters had met at
the same table at breakfast, but had not spoken over their tea and
bread and butter. As Rachel was taking the cloth away Mrs Prime had
asked her solemnly whether she still persisted in bringing perdition
upon herself and her mother. ``You have no right to ask me such a
question,'' Rachel had answered, and taking herself upstairs had
secluded herself till the old man with the donkey, followed by Mrs
Prime, had taken himself away from Bragg's End. Mrs Ray, as her eldest
daughter was leaving her, stood at the door of her house with her
handkerchief to her eyes. ``It makes me very unhappy, Dorothy; so it
does.'' ``And it makes me very unhappy, too, mother. Perhaps my sorrow
in the matter is deeper than yours. But I must do my duty.'' Then the
two widows kissed each other with a cold unloving kiss, and Mrs Prime
had taken her departure from Bragg's End Cottage. ``It will make a
great difference in the housekeeping,'' Mrs Ray said to Rachel, and
then she went to work at her little accounts.
It was Dorcas-day at Miss Pucker's, and as the work of the meeting
began soon after Mrs Prime had unpacked her boxes in the front bedroom
and had made her little domestic arrangements with her friend, that
first day passed by without much tedium. Mrs Prime was used to Miss
Pucker, and was not therefore grievously troubled by the ways and
habits of that lady much as they were unlike those to which she had
been accustomed at Bragg's End; but on the next morning, as she was
sitting with her companion after breakfast, an idea did come into her
head that Miss Pucker would not be a pleasant companion for life. She
would talk incessantly of the wickednesses of the cottage, and ask
repeated questions about Rachel and the young man. Mrs Prime was
undoubtedly very angry with her mother, and much shocked at her sister,
but she did not relish the outspoken sympathy of her confidential
friend. ``He'll never marry her, you know. He don't think of such a
thing,'' said Miss Pucker over and over again. Mrs Prime did not find
this pleasant when spoken of her sister. ``And the young men, I'm told,
goes on anyhow, as they pleases at them dances,'' said Miss Pucker, who
in the warmth of her intimacy forgot some of those little restrictions
in speech with which she had burdened herself when first striving to
acquire the friendship of Mrs Prime. Before dinner was over Mrs Prime
had made up her mind that she must soon move her staff again, and
establish herself somewhere in solitude.
After tea she took herself out for a walk, having managed to
decline Miss Pucker's attendance, and as she walked she thought of Mr
Prong. Would it not be well for her to go to him and ask his further
advice? He would tell her in what way she had better live. He would
tell her also whether it was impossible that she should ever return to
the cottage, for already her heart was becoming somewhat more soft than
was its wont. And as she walked she met Mr Prong himself, intent on his
pastoral business. ``I was thinking of coming to you tomorrow,'' she
said, after their first salutation was over.
``Do,'' said he; ``do; come early--before the toil of the day's
work commences. I also am specially anxious to see you. Will nine be
too early--or, if you have not concluded your morning meal by that
time, half past nine.
Mrs Prime assured him that her morning meal was always concluded
before nine o'clock, and promised to be with him by that hour. Then as
she slowly paced up the High Street to the Cawston Bridge and back
again, she wondered within herself as to the matter on which Mr Prong
could specially want to see her. He might probably desire to claim her
services for some woman's work in his sheepfold. He should have them
willingly, for she had begun to feel that she would sooner co-operate
with Mr Prong than with Miss Pucker. As she returned down the High
Street, and came near to her own door, she saw the cause of all her
family troubles standing at the entrance to Griggs's wine-store. He was
talking to the shopman within, and as she passed she frowned grimly
beneath her widow's bonnet. ``Send them to the brewery at once,'' said
Luke Rowan to the man. ``They are wanted this evening.''
``I understand,'' said the man.
``And tell your fellow to take them round to the back door.''
``All right,'' said the man, winking with one eye. He understood
very well that young Rowan was ordering the champagne for Mrs Tappitt's
supper, and that it was thought desirable that Mr Tappitt shouldn't see
the bottles going into the house.
Miss Pucker possessed at any rate the virtue of being early, so
that Mrs Prime had no difficulty in concluding her ``morning meal'',
and being at Mr Prong's house punctually at nine o'clock. Mr Prong, it
seemed, had not been quite so steadfast to his purpose, for his teapot
was still upon the table, together with the debris of a large dish of
shrimps, the eating of small shellfish being an innocent enjoyment to
which he was much addicted.
``Dear me; so it is; just nine. We'll have these things away in a
minute. Mrs Mudge! Mrs Mudge!.'' Whereupon Mrs Mudge came forth, and
between the three the table was soon cleared. ``I wish you hadn't
caught me so late,'' said Mr Prong; ``it looks as though I hadn't been
thinking of you.'' Then he picked up the stray shell of a shrimp, and
in order that he might get rid of it, put it into his mouth. Mrs Prime
said she hoped she didn't trouble him, and that of course she didn't
expect him to be thinking about her particularly. Then Mr Prong looked
at her in a way that was very particular out of the corner of his eyes,
and assured her that he had been thinking of her all night. After that
Mrs Prime sat down on a horsehair-seated chair, and Mr Prong sat on
another opposite to her, leaning back, with his eyes nearly closed, and
his hands folded upon his lap.
``I don't think Miss Pucker's will quite do for me,'' said Mrs
Prime, beginning her story first.
``I never thought it would, my friend,'' said Mr Prong, with his
eyes still nearly closed.
``She's a very good woman--an excellent woman, and her heart is
full of love and charity. But--''
``I quite understand it, my friend. She is not in all things the
companion you desire.''
``I am not quite sure that I shall want any companion.''
``Ah!'' sighed Mr Prong, shaking his head, but still keeping his
eyes closed.
``I think I would rather be alone, if I do not return to them at
the cottage. I would fain return if only they--''
``If only they would return too. Yes! That would be a glorious end
to the struggle you have made, if you can bring them back with you from
following after the Evil One! But you cannot return to them now, if you
are to countenance by your presence dancings, and love-makings in the
open air,'--why worse in the open air than in a close little parlour in
a back street, Mr Prong did not say--``and loud revellings, and the
absence of all good works, and rebellion against the spirit.'' Mr Prong
was becoming energetic in his language, and at one time had raised
himself in his chair, and opened his eyes. But he closed them at once,
and again fell back. ``No, my friend,'' said he, ``no. It must not be
so. They must be rescued from the burning; but not so--not so.'' After
that for a minute or two they both sat still in silence.
``I think I shall get two small rooms for myself in one of the
quiet streets, near the new church,'' said she.
``Ah, yes, perhaps so--for a time.''
``Till I may be able to go back to mother. It's a sad thing
families being divided, Mr Prong.''
``Yes, it is sad--unless it tends to the doing of the Lord's
work.''
``But I hope--I do hope, that all this may be changed. Rachel, I
know, is obstinate, but mother means well, Mr Prong. She means to do
her duty, if only she had good teaching near her.''
``I hope she may, I hope she may. I trust that they may both be
brought to see the true light. We will wrestle for them--you and me. We
will wrestle for them--together. Mrs Prime, my friend, if you are
prepared to hear me with attention, I have a proposition to make which
I think you will acknowledge to be one of importance.'' Then suddenly
he sat bolt upright, opened his eyes wide, and dressed his mouth with
all the solemn dignity of which he was the master. ``Are you prepared
to listen to me, Mrs Prime?''
Mrs Prime, who was somewhat astonished, said in a low voice that
she was prepared to listen.
``Because I must beg you to hear me out. I shall fail altogether in
reaching your intelligence--whatever effect I might possibly have upon
your heart--unless you will hear me to the end.''
``I will hear you certainly, Mr Prong.''
``Yes, my friend, for it will be necessary. If I could convey to
your mind all that is now passing through my own, without any spoken
word, how glad should I be! The words of men, when taken at the best,
how weak they are! They often tell a tale quite different from that
which the creature means who uses them. Every minister has felt that in
addressing his flock from the pulpit. I feel it myself sadly, but I
never felt it so sadly as I do now.''
Mrs Prime did not quite understand him, but she assured him again
that she would give his words her best attention, and that she would
endeavour to gather from them no other meaning than that which seemed
to be his. ``Ah--seemed!'' said he. ``There is so much of seeming in
this deceitful world. But you will believe this of me, that whatever I
do, I do as tending to the strengthening of my hands in the ministry.''
Mrs Prime said that she would believe so much; and then as she looked
into her companion's face, she became aware that there was something of
weakness displayed in that assuring mouth. She did not argue about it
within her own mind, but the fact had in some way become revealed to
her.
``My friend,'' said he--and as he spoke he drew his chair across
the rug, so as to bring it very near to that on which Mrs Prime was
sitting--``our destinies in this world, yours and mine, are in many
things alike. We are both alone. We both of us have our hands full of
work, and of work which in many respects is the same. We are devoted to
the same cause: is it not so?'' Mrs Prime, who had been told that she
was to listen and not to speak, did not at first make any answer. But
she was pressed by a repetition of the question. ``Is it not so, Mrs
Prime?''
``I can never make my work equal to that of a minister of the
Gospel,'' said she.
``But you can share the work of such a minister. You understand me
now. And let me assure you of this; that in making this proposition to
you, I am not self-seeking. It is not my own worldly comfort and
happiness to which I am chiefly looking.''
``Ah,'' said Mrs Prime, ``I suppose not.'' Perhaps there was in her
voice the slightest touch of soreness.
``No--not chiefly to that. I want assistance, confidential
intercourse, sympathy, a congenial mind, support when I am like to
faint, counsel when I am pressing on, aid when the toil is too heavy
for me, a kind word when the day's work is over. And you--do you not
desire the same? Are we not alike in that, and would it not be well
that we should come together?'' Mr Prong, as he spoke had put out his
hand, and rested it on the table with the palm upwards, as though
expecting that she would put hers within it; and he had tilted his
chair so as to bring his body closer to hers, and had dropped from his
face his assumed look of dignity. He was quite in earnest, and being so
had fallen away into his natural dispositions of body.
``I do not quite understand you,'' said Mrs Prime. She did however
understand him perfectly, but thought it expedient that he should be
required to speak a little further before she answered him. She wanted
time also to arrange her reply. As yet she had not made up her mind
whether she would say yes or no.
``Mrs Prime, I am offering to make you my wife. I have said nothing
of love, of that human affection which one of God's creatures
entertains for another--not, I can assure you, because I do not feel
it, but because I think that you and I should be governed in our
conduct by a sense of duty, rather than by the poor creature-longings
of the heart.''
``The heart is very deceitful,'' said Mrs Prime.
``That is true--very true; but my heart, in this matter, is not
deceitful. I entertain for you all that deep love which a man should
feel for her who is to be the wife of his bosom.''
``But, Mr Prong--''
``Let me finish before you give me your answer. I have thought much
of this, as you may believe; and by only one consideration have I been
made to doubt the propriety of taking this step. People will say that I
am marrying you for--for your money, in short. It is an insinuation
which would give me much pain, but I have resolved within my own mind,
that it is my duty to bear it. If my motives are pure,'--here he paused
a moment for a word or two of encouragement, but received none--``and
if the thing itself be good, I ought not to be deterred by any fear of
what the wicked may say. Do you not agree with me in that?''
Mrs Prime still did not answer. She felt that any word of assent,
though given by her to a minor proposition, might be taken as involving
some amount of assent towards the major proposition. Mr Prong had
enjoyed the advantage of thinking over his matrimonial prospects in
undisturbed solitude, but she had as yet possessed no such advantage.
As the idea had never before presented itself to her, she did not feel
inclined to commit herself hastily.
``And as regards money,'' he continued.
``Well,'' said Mrs Prime, looking down demurely upon the ground,
for Mr Prong had not at once gone on to say what were his ideas about
money.
``And as regards money--need I hardly declare that my motives are
pure and disinterested? I am aware that in worldly affairs you are at
present better off than I am. My professional income from the pew-rents
is about a hundred and thirty pounds a year.'--It must be admitted that
it was very hard work. By this time Mr Prong had withdrawn his hand
from the table, finding that attempt to be hopeless, and had resettled
his chair upon its four feet. He had commenced by requesting Mrs Prime
to hear him patiently, but he had probably not calculated that she
would have listened with a patience so cruel and unrelenting. She did
not even speak a word when he communicated to her the amount of his
income. ``That is what I receive here,'' he continued, ``and you are
probably aware that I have no private means of my own.''
``I didn't know,'' said Mrs Prime.
``No; none. But what then?''
``Oh dear, no.''
``Money is but dross. Who feels that more strongly than you do?''
Mr Prong in all that he was saying intended to be honest, and in
asserting, that money was dross, he believed that he spoke his true
mind. He thought also that he was passing a just eulogium on Mrs Prime,
in declaring that she was of the same opinion. But he was not quite
correct in this, either as regarded himself, or as regarded her. He did
not covet money, but he valued it very highly; and as for Mrs Prime,
she had an almost unbounded satisfaction in her own independence. She
had, after all, but two hundred a year, out of which she gave very much
in charity. But this giving in charity was her luxury. Fine raiment and
dainty food tempted her not at all; but nevertheless she was not free
from temptations, and did not perhaps always resist them. To be
mistress of her money, and to superintend the gifts, not only of
herself but of others; to be great among the poor, and esteemed as a
personage in her district--that was her ambition. When Mr Prong told
her that money in her sight was dross, she merely shook her head. Why
was it that she wrote those terribly caustic notes to the agent in
Exeter if her quarterly payments were ever late by a single week?
``Defend me from a lone widow,'' the agent used to say, ``and
especially if she's evangelical.'' Mrs Prime delighted in the sight of
the bit of paper which conveyed to her the possession of her periodical
wealth. To her money certainly was not dross, and I doubt if it was
truly so regarded by Mr Prong himself.
``Any arrangements that you choose as to settlements or the like of
that, could of course be made.'' Mr Prong when he began, or rather when
he made up his mind to begin, had determined that he would use all his
best power of language in pressing his suit; but the work had been so
hard that his fine language had got itself lost in the struggle. I
doubt whether this made much difference with Mrs Prime; or it may be,
that he had sustained the propriety of his words as long as such
propriety was needful and salutary to his purpose. Had he spoken of the
``like of that'' at the opening of the negotiation, he might have
shocked his hearer; but now she was too deeply engaged in solid serious
considerations to care much for the words which were used. ``A hundred
and thirty from pew-rents,'' she said to herself, as he endeavoured,
unsuccessfully, to look under her bonnet into her face.
``I think I have said it all now,'' he continued. ``If you will
trust yourself into my keeping I will endeavour, with God's assistance,
to do my duty by you. I have said but little personally of myself or of
my feelings, hoping that it might be unnecessary.''
``Oh, quite so,'' said she.
``I have spoken rather of those duties which we should undertake
together in sweet companionship, if you will, consent to--to--to be Mrs
Prong, in short.'' Then he waited for an answer.
As she sat in her widow's weeds, there was not, to the eye, the
promise in her of much sweet companionship. Her old crape bonnet had
been lugged and battered about--not out of all shape, as hats and
bonnets are sometimes battered by young ladies, in which guise, if the
young ladies themselves be pretty, the battered hats and bonnets are
often more becoming than ever they were in the proper shapes--but so as
closely to fit her head, and almost hide her face. Her dress was so
made, and so put on, as to give to her the appearance of almost greater
age than her mother's. She had studied to divest herself of all outward
show of sweet companionship; but perhaps she was not the less, on that
account, gratified to find that she had not altogether succeeded.
``I have done with the world, and all the world's vanities and
cares,'' she said, shaking her head.
``No one can have done with the world as long as there is work in
it for him or her to do. The monks and nuns tried that, and you know
what they came to.''
``But I am a widow.''
``Yes, my friend; and have shown yourself very willing to do your
part. But do you not know that you could be more active and more useful
as a clergyman's wife than you can be as a solitary woman?''
``But my heart is buried, Mr Prong.''
``No; not so. While the body remains in this vale of tears, the
heart must remain with it.'' Mrs Prime shook her head; but in an
anatomical point of view, Mr Prong was no doubt strictly correct.
``Other hopes arise--and perhaps, too, other cares, but they will be
sources of gentle happiness.''
Mrs Prime understood him as alluding to a small family, and again
shook her head at the allusion.
``What I have said may probably have taken you by surprise.''
``Yes, it has, Mr Prong--very much.''
``And if so, it may be that you would wish time for consideration
before you give me an answer.''
``Perhaps that will be best, Mr Prong.''
``Let it be so. On what day shall we say? Will Friday suit you? If
I come to you on Friday morning, perhaps Miss Pucker will be there.''
``Yes, she will.''
``And in the afternoon.''
``We shall be at the Dorcas meeting.''
``I don't like to trouble you to come here again.''
Mrs Prime herself felt that there was a difficulty. Hitherto she
had entertained no objection to calling on Mr Prong at his own house.
His little sitting-room had been as holy ground to her--almost as part
of the church, and she had taken herself there without scruple. But
things had now been put on a different footing. It might be that that
room would become her own peculiar property, but she could never again
regard it in a simply clerical light. It had become as it were a bower
of love, and she could not take her steps thither with the express
object of assenting to the proposition made to her--or even with that
of dissenting from it. ``Perhaps'', said she, ``you could call at ten
on Saturday. Miss Pucker will be out marketing.'' To this Mr Prong
agreed, and then Mrs Prime got up and took her leave. How fearfully
wicked would Rachel have been in her eyes, had Rachel made an
appointment with a young man at some hour and some place in which she
might be found alone! But then it is so easy to trust oneself, and so
easy also to distrust others.
``Good morning,'' said Mrs Prime; and as she went she gave her hand
as a matter of course to her lover.
``Goodbye,'' said he; ``and think well of this if you can do so. If
you believe that you will be more useful as my wife than you can be in
your present position--then--''
``You think it would be my duty to--''
``Well, I will leave that for you to decide. I merely wish to put
the matter before you. But, pray, understand this; money need be no
hindrance.'' Then, having said that last word, he let her go.
She walked away very slowly, and did not return by the most direct
road to Miss Pucker's rooms. There was much to be considered in the
offer that had been made to her. Her lot in life would be very lonely
if this separation from her mother and sister should become permanent.
She had already made up her mind that a continued residence with Miss
Pucker would not suit her; and although, on that very morning, she had
felt that there would be much comfort in living by herself, now, as she
looked forward to that loneliness, it had for her very little
attraction. Might it not be true, also, that she could do more good as
a clergyman's wife than could possibly come within her reach as a
single woman? She had tried that life once already, but then she had
been very young. As that memory came upon her, she looked back to her
early life, and thought of the hopes which had been hers as she stood
at the altar, now so many years ago. How different had everything been
with her then! She remembered the sort of love she had felt in her
heart, and told herself that there could be no repetition of such love
on Mr Prong's behalf. She had come round in her walk to that very
churchyard stile at which she had seen Rachel standing with Luke Rowan,
and as she remembered some passages in her own girlish days, she almost
felt inclined to forgive her sister. But then, on a sudden, she drew
herself up almost with a gasp, and went on quickly with her walk. Had
she not herself in those days walked in darkness, and had it not since
that been vouchsafed to her to see the light? In her few months of
married happiness it had been given to her to do but little of that
work which might now be possible to her. Then she had been married in
the flesh; now she would be married in the spirit--she would be married
in the spirit, if it should, on final consideration, seem good to her
to accept Mr Prong's offer in that light. Then unconsciously, she began
to reflect on the rights of a married woman with regard to money--and
also on the wrongs. She was not sure as to the law, and asked herself
whether it would be possible for her to consult an attorney. Finally,
she thought it would not be practicable to do so before giving her
answer to Mr Prong.
And she could not even ask her mother. As to that, too, she
questioned herself, and resolved that she could not so far lower
herself under existing circumstances. There was no one to whom she
could go for advice. But we may say this of her--let her have asked
whom she would, she would at least have been guided by her own
judgement. If only she could have obtained some slight amount of legal
information, how useful it would have been!
``The truth is, T., there was some joking among the young people
about the wine, and then Rowan went and ordered it.'' This was Mrs
Tappitt's explanation about the champagne, made to her husband on the
night of the ball, before she was allowed to go to sleep. But this by
no means satisfied him. He did not choose, as he declared, that any
young man should order whatever he might think necessary for his house.
Then Mrs Tappitt made it worse. ``To tell the truth, T., I think it was
intended as a present to the girls. We are doing a great deal to make
him comfortable, and I fancy he thought it right to make them this
little return.'' She should have known her husband better. It was true
that he grudged the cost of the wine; but he would have preferred to
endure that to the feeling that his table had been supplied by another
man--by a young man whom he wished to regard as subject to himself, but
who would not be subject, and at whom he was beginning to look with
very unfavourable eyes. ``A present to the girls? I tell you I won't
have such presents. And if it was so, I think he has been very
impertinent--very impertinent indeed. I shall tell him so--and I shall
insist on paying for the wine. And I must say, you ought not to have
taken it.''
``Oh dear, T., I have been working so hard all night; and I do
think you ought to let me go to sleep now, instead of scolding me.''
On the following morning the party was of course discussed in the
Tappitt family under various circumstances. At the breakfast-table Mrs
Rowan, with her son and daughter, were present; and then a song of
triumph was sung. Everything had gone off with honour and glory, and
the brewery had been immortalised for years to come. Mrs Butler
Cornbury's praises were spoken--with some little drawback of a sneer on
them, because ``she had made such a fuss with that girl Rachel Ray';
and then the girls had told of their partners, and Luke had declared it
all to have been superb. But when the Rowans' backs were turned, and
the Tappitts were alone together, others besides old Tappitt himself
had words to say in dispraise of Luke. Mrs Tappitt had been much
inclined to make little of her husband's objections to the young man
while she hoped that he might possibly become her son-in-law. He might
have been a thorn in the brewery, among the vats, but he would have
been a flourishing young baytree in the outer world of Baslehurst. She
had, however, no wish to encourage the growth of a thorn within her own
premises, in order that Rachel Ray, or such as she, might have the
advantage of the bay-tree. Luke Rowan had behaved very badly at her
party. Not only had he failed to distinguish either of her own girls,
but he had, as Mrs Tappitt said, made himself so conspicuous with that
foolish girl, that all the world had been remarking it.
``Mrs Butler Cornbury seemed to think it all right,'' said Cherry.
``Mrs Butler Cornbury is not everybody,'' said Mrs Tappitt. ``I
didn't think it right, I can assure you--and what's more, your papa
didn't think it right.''
``And he was going on all the evening as though he were quite
master in the house,'' said Augusta. ``He was ordering the musicians to
do this and that all the evening.''
``He'll find that he's not master. Your papa is going to speak to
him this very day.''
``What!--about Rachel?'' asked Cherry, in dismay.
``About things in general,'' said Mrs Tappitt. Then Mary Rowan
returned to the room, and they all went back upon the glories of the
ball. ``I think it was nice,'' said Mrs Tappitt, simpering. ``I'm sure
there was no trouble spared--nor yet expense.'' She knew that she ought
not to have uttered the last word, and she would have refrained if it
had been possible to her--but it was not possible. The man who tells
you how much his wine costs a dozen, knows that he is wrong while the
words are in his mouth; but they are in his mouth, and he cannot
restrain them.
Mr Tappitt was not about to lecture Luke Rowan as to his conduct in
regard to Rachel Ray. He found some difficulty in speaking to his
would-be partner, even on matters of business, in a proper tone, and
with, becoming authority. As he was so much the senior, and Rowan so
much the junior, some such tone of superiority was, as he thought,
indispensable. But he had great difficulty in assuming it. Rowan had a
way with him that was not exactly a way of submission, and Tappitt
would certainly not have dared to encounter him on any such matter as
his behaviour in a drawing-room. When the time came he had not even the
courage to allude to those champagne bottles, and it may be as well
explained that Rowan paid the little bill at Griggs's, without further
reference to the matter. But the question of the brewery management was
a matter vital to Tappitt. There, among the vats, he had reigned
supreme since Bungall ceased to be king, and for continual mastery
there it was worth his while to make a fight. That he was under
difficulties even in that fight he had already begun to know. He could
not talk Luke Rowan down, and make him go about his work in an orderly,
everyday, businesslike fashion. Luke Rowan would not be talked down,
nor would he be orderly--not according to Mr Tappitt's orders. No doubt
Mr Tappitt, under these circumstances, could decline the partnership;
and this he was disposed to do; but he had been consulting lawyers,
consulting papers, and looking into old accounts, and he had reason to
fear that, under Bungall's will, Luke Rowan would have the power of
exacting from him much more than he was inclined to give.
``You'd better take him into the concern,'' the lawyer had said.
``A young head is always useful.''
``Not when the young head wants to be master,'' Tappitt had
answered. ``If I'm to do that the whole thing will go to the dogs.'' He
did not exactly explain to the lawyer that Rowan had carried his
infatuation so far as to be desirous of brewing good beer, but he did
make it very clear that such a partner would; in his eyes, be anything
but desirable.
``Then, upon my word, I think you'll have to give him the ten
thousand pounds. I don't even know but what the demand is moderate.''
This was very bad news to Tappitt. ``But suppose I haven't got ten
thousand pounds!'' Now it was very well known that the property and the
business were worth money, and the lawyer suggested that Rowan might
take steps to have the whole concern sold. ``Probably he might buy it
himself and undertake to pay you so much a year,'' suggested the
lawyer. But this view of the matter was not at all in accordance with
Mr Tappitt's ideas. He had been brewer in Baslehurst for nearly thirty
years, and still wished to remain so. Mrs Tappitt had been of opinion
that all difficulties might be overcome if only Luke would fall in love
with one of her girls. Mrs Rowan had been invited to Baslehurst
specially with a view to some such arrangement. But Luke Rowan, as it
seemed to them both now, was an obstinate young man, who, in matters of
beer as well as in matters of love, would not be guided by those who
best knew how to guide him. Mrs Tappitt had watched him closely at the
ball, and had now given him up altogether. He had danced only once with
Augusta, and then had left her the moment the dance was over. ``I
should offer him a hundred and fifty pounds a year out of the concern,
and if he didn't like that let him lump it,'' said Mrs Tappitt. ``Lump
it!'' said Mr Tappitt. ``That means going to a London lawyer.'' He felt
the difficulties of his position as he prepared to speak his mind to
young Rowan on the morning after the party; but on that occasion his
strongest feeling was in favour of expelling the intruder. Any lot in
life would be preferable to working in the brewery with such a partner
as Luke Rowan.
``I suppose your head's hardly cool enough for business,'' he said,
as Luke came in and took a stool in his office. Tappitt was sitting in
his customary chair, with his arm resting on a large old-fashioned
leather-covered table, which was strewed with his papers, and which had
never been reduced to cleanliness or order within the memory of anyone
connected with the establishment. He had turned his chair round from
its accustomed place so as to face Rowan, who had perched himself on a
stool which was commonly occupied by a boy whom Tappitt employed in his
own office.
``My head not cool!'' said Rowan. ``It's as cool as a cucumber. I
wasn't drinking last night.''
``I thought you might be tired with the dancing.'' Then Tappitt's
mind flew off to the champagne, and he determined that the young man
before him was too disagreeable to be endured.
``Oh, dear, no. Those things never tire me. I was across here with
the men before eight this morning. Do you know, I'm sure we could save
a third of the fuel by altering the flues? I never saw such
contrivances. They must have been put in by the coal-merchants, for the
sake of wasting coal.''
``If you please, we won't mind the flues at present.''
``I only tell you; it's for your sake much more than my own. If you
won't believe me, do you ask Newman to look at them the first time you
see him in Baslehurst.''
``I don't care a straw for Newman.''
``He's got the best concerns in Devonshire, and knows what he's
about better than any man in these parts.''
``I dare say. But now, if you please, we won't mind him. The
concerns, as I have managed them, have done very well for me for the
last thirty years--very well I may say also for your uncle, who
understood what he was doing. I'm not very keen for so many changes.
They cost a great deal of money, and as far as I can see don't often
lead to much profit.''
``If we don't go on with the world,'' said Rowan, ``the world will
leave us behind. Look at the new machinery they're introducing
everywhere. People don't do it because they like to spend their money.
It's competition; and there's competition in beer as well as in other
things.''
For a minute or two Mr Tappitt sat in silence collecting his
thoughts, and then he began his speech. ``I'll tell you what it is,
Rowan, I don't like these new-fangled ways. They're very well for you,
I dare say. You are young, and perhaps you may see your way. I'm old,
and I don't see mine among all these changes. It's clear to me that you
and I could not go on together as partners in the same concern. I
should expect to have my own way--first because I've a deal of
experience, and next because my share in the concern would be so much
the greatest.''
``Stop a moment, Mr Tappitt; I'm not quite sure that it would be
much the greatest. I don't want to say anything about that now; only if
I were to let your remark pass without notice it would seem that I had
assented.''
``Ah; very well. I can only say that I hope you'll find yourself
mistaken. I've been over thirty years in the concern, and it would be
odd if I with my large family were to find myself only equal with you,
who have never been in the business at all, and ain't even married
yet.''
``I don't see what being married has to do with it.''
``Don't you? You'll find that's the way we look at these things
down in these parts. You're not in London here, Mr Rowan.''
``Certainly not; but I suppose the laws are the same. This is an
affair of capital.''
``Capital!'' said Mr Tappitt. ``I don't know that you've brought in
any capital.''
``Bungall did, and I'm here as his representative. But you'd better
let that pass by just at present. If we can agree as to the management
of the business, you won't find me a hard man to deal with as to our
relative shares.'' Hereupon Tappitt scratched his head, and tried to
think. ``But I don't see how we are to agree about the management,'' he
continued. ``You won't be led by anybody.''
``I don't know about that. I certainly want to improve the
concern.''
``Ah, yes; and to ruin it. Whereas I've been making money out of it
these thirty years. You and I won't do together; that's the long of it
and the short of it.''
``It would be a putting of new wine into old bottles, you think?''
suggested Rowan.
``I'm not saying anything about wine; but I do think that I ought
to know something about beer.''
``And I'm to understand'', said Rowan, ``that you have definitely
determined not to carry on the old concern in conjunction with me as
your partner.''
``Yes; I think I have.''
``But it will be as well to be sure. One can't allow oneself to
depend upon thinking.''
``Well, I am sure; I've made up my mind. I've no doubt you're a
very clever young man, but I am quite sure we should not do together;
and to tell you the truth, Rowan, I don't think you'll ever make your
fortune by brewing.''
``You think not?''
``No; never.''
``I'm sorry for that.''
``I don't know that you need be sorry. You'll have a nice income
for a single man to begin the world with, and there's other businesses
besides brewing--and a deal better.''
``Ah! But I've made up my mind to be a brewer. I like it. There's
opportunity for chemical experiments, and room for philosophical
inquiry, which gives the trade a charm in my eyes. I dare say it seems
odd to you, but I like being a brewer.''
Tappitt only scratched his head, and stared at him. ``I do
indeed,'' continued Rowan. ``Now a man can't do anything to improve his
own trade as a lawyer. A great deal will be done; but I've made up my
mind that all that must come from the outside. All trades want
improving; but I like a trade in which I can do the improvements
myself--from the inside. Do you understand me, Mr Tappitt?'' Mr Tappitt
did not understand him--was very far indeed from understanding him.
``With such ideas as those I don't think Baslehurst is the ground
for you,'' said Mr Tappitt.
``The very ground!'' said Rowan. ``That's just it--it's the very
place I want. Brewing, as I take it, is at a lower ebb here than in any
other part of England,''--this at any rate was not complimentary to the
brewer of thirty years' standing--``than in any other part of England.
The people swill themselves with the nasty juice of the apple because
sound malt and hops have never been brought within their reach. I think
Devonshire is the very county for a man who means to work hard, and who
wishes to do good; and in all Devonshire I don't think there's a more
fitting town than Baslehurst.''
Mr Tappitt was dumbfounded. Did this young man mean him to
understand that it was his intention to open a rival establishment
under his nose; to set up with Bungall's money another brewery in
opposition to Bungall's brewery? Could such ingratitude as that be in
the mind of anyone? ``Oh,'' said Tappitt; ``I don't quite understand,
but I don't doubt but what you say is all very fine.''
``I don't think that it's fine at all, Mr Tappitt, but I believe
that it's true. I represent Mr Bungall's interest here in Baslehurst,
and I intend to carry on Mr Bungall's business in the town in which he
established it.''
``This is Mr Bungall's business--this here, where I'm sitting, and
it is in my hands.''
``The use of these premises depends on you certainly.''
``Yes; and the name of the firm, and the--the--the--In point of
fact, this is the old establishment. I never heard of such a thing in
all my life.''
``Quite true; it is the old establishment; and if I should set up
another brewery here, as I think it probable I may, I shall not make
use of Bungall's name. In the first place it would hardly be fair; and
in the next place, by all accounts, he brewed such very bad beer that
it would not be a credit to me. If you'll tell me what your plan is,
then I'll tell you mine. You'll find that everything shall be
above-board, Mr Tappitt.''
``My plan? I've got no plan. I mean to go on here as I've always
done.''
``But I suppose you intend to come to some arrangement with me. My
claims are these: I will either come into this establishment on an
equal footing with yourself, as regards share and management, or else I
shall look to you to give me the sum of money to which my lawyers tell
me I am entitled. In fact, you must either take me in or buy me out.''
``I was thinking of a settled income.''
``No; it wouldn't suit me. I have told you what are my intentions,
and to carry them out I must either have a concern of my own, or a
share in a concern. A settled income would do me no good.''
``Two hundred a year,'' suggested Tappitt.
``Psha! Three per cent would give me three hundred.''
``Ten thousand pounds is out of the question, you know.''
``Very well, Mr Tappitt. I can't say anything fairer than I have
done. It will suit my own views much the best to start alone, but I do
not wish to oppose you if I can help it. Start alone I certainly will,
if I cannot come in here on my own terms.''
After that there was nothing more said. Tappitt turned round,
pretending to read his letters, and Rowan descending from his seat
walked out into the yard of the brewery. His intention had been, ever
since he had looked around him in Baslehurst, to be master of the
place, or if not of that, to be master of some other. ``It would break
my heart to be sending out such stuff as that all my life,'' he said to
himself, as he watched the muddy stream run out of the shallow coolers.
He had resolved that he would brew good beer. As to that ambition of
putting down the consumption of cider, I myself am inclined to think
that the habits of the country would be too strong for him. At the
present moment he lighted a cigar and sauntered about the yard. He had
now, for the first time, spoken openly of his purpose to Mr Tappitt;
but, having done so, he resolved that there should be no more delay.
``I'll give him till Saturday for an answer,'' he said. ``If he isn't
ready with one by that time I'll manage it through the lawyers.'' After
that he turned his mind to Rachel Ray and the events of the past
evening. He had told Rachel that he would go out to Bragg's End if she
did not come into town, and he was quite resolved that he would do so.
He knew well that she would not come in, understanding exactly those
feelings of hers which would prevent it. Therefore his walk to Bragg's
End on that afternoon was a settled thing with him. They were to dine
at the brewery at three, and he would go almost immediately after
dinner. But what would he say to her when he got there, and what would
he say to her mother? He had not even yet made up his mind that he
would positively ask her on that day to be his wife, and yet he felt
that if he found her at home he would undoubtedly do so. ``I'll arrange
it all'', said he, ``as I'm walking over.'' Then he threw away the end
of his cigar, and wandered about for the next half-hour among the vats
and tubs and furnaces.
Mr Tappitt took himself into the house as soon as he found himself
able to do so without being seen by young Rowan. He took himself into
the house in order that he might consult with his wife as to this
unexpected revelation that had been made to him; or rather that he
might have an opportunity of saying to someone all the hard things
which were now crowding themselves upon his mind with reference to this
outrageous young man. Had anything ever been known, or heard, or told,
equal in enormity to this wickedness! He was to be called upon to find
capital for the establishment of a rival in his own town, or else he
was to bind himself in a partnership with a youth who knew nothing of
his business, but was nevertheless resolved to constitute himself the
chief manager of it! He who had been so true to Bungall in his young
days was now to be sacrificed in his old age to Bungall's audacious
representative! In the first of his anger he declared to his wife that
he would pay no money and admit of no partnership. If Rowan did not
choose to take his income as old Mrs Bungall had taken hers he might
seek what redress the law would give him. It was in vain that Mrs
Tappitt suggested that they would all be ruined. ``Then we will be
ruined,'' said Tappitt hot with indignation; ``but all Baslehurst--all
Devonshire shall know why.'' Pernicious young man! He could not
explain--he could not even quite understand in what the atrocity of
Rowan's proposed scheme consisted, but he was possessed by a full
conviction that it was atrocious. He had admitted this man into his
house; he was even now entertaining as his guests the man's mother and
sister; he had allowed him to have the run of the brewery, so that he
had seen both the nakedness and the fat of the land; and this was to be
his reward! ``If I were to tell it at the reading-room,'' said Tappitt,
``he would never be able to show himself again in the High Street.''
Mrs Tappitt, who was anxious but not enraged, did not see the
matter quite in the same light, but she was not able to oppose her
husband in his indignation. When she suggested that it might be well
for them to raise money and pay off their enemy's claim, merely
stipulating that a rival brewery should not be established in
Baslehurst, he swore an oath that he would raise no money for such a
purpose. He would have no dealings with so foul a traitor except
through his lawyer, Honyman. ``But Honyman thinks you'd better settle
with him,'' pleaded Mrs T. ``Then I'll go to another lawyer,'' said
Tappitt. ``If Honyman won't stand to me I'll go to Sharpit and
Longfite. They won't give way as long as there's a leg to stand on.''
For the time Mrs Tappitt let this pass. She knew how useless it would
be to tell her husband at the present moment that Sharpit and Longfite
would be the only winners in such a contest as that of which he spoke.
At the present moment Mr Tappitt felt a pride in his anger, and was
almost happy in the fury of his wrath; but Mrs Tappitt was very
wretched. If that nasty girl, Rachel Ray, had not come in the way all
might have been well.
``He shan't eat another meal in this house,'' said Tappitt. ``I
don't care,'' he went on, when his wife pleaded that Luke Rowan must be
admitted to their table because of Mrs Rowan and Mary. ``You can say
what you like to them. They're welcome to stay if they like it, or
welcome to go; but he shan't put his feet under my mahogany again.'' On
this point, however, he was brought to relent before the hour of
dinner. Baslehurst, his wife told him, would be against him if he
turned his guests away from his house hungry. If a fight was necessary
for them, it would be everything to them that Baslehurst should be with
them in the fight. It was therefore arranged that Mrs Tappitt should
have a conversation with Mrs Rowan after dinner, while the young people
were out in the evening. ``He shan't sleep in this house tomorrow,''
said Tappitt, riveting his assertion with very strong language; and Mrs
Tappitt understood that her communications were to be carried on upon
that basis.
At three o'clock the Tappitts and Rowans all sat down to dinner. Mr
Tappitt ate his meal in absolute silence; but the young people were
full of the ball, and the elder ladies were very gracious to each
other. At such entertainments Paterfamilias is simply required to find
the provender and to carve it. If he does that satisfactorily, silence
on his part is not regarded as a great evil. Mrs Tappitt knew that her
husband's mood was not happy, and Martha may have remarked that all was
not right with her father. To the others I am inclined to think his ill
humour was a matter of indifference.
It was the custom of the Miss Tappitts, during these long midsummer
days, to start upon their evening walk at about seven o'clock, the hour
for the family gathering round the tea-table being fixed at six. But,
in accordance with the same custom, dinner at the brewery was usually
eaten at one. At this immediate time with which we are now dealing,
dinner had been postponed till three, out of compliment to Mrs Rowan,
Mrs Tappitt considering three o'clock more fashionable than one; and
consequently the afternoon habits of the family were disarranged. Half
past seven, it was thought, would be a becoming hour for tea, and
therefore the young ladies were driven to go out at five o'clock, while
the sun was still hot in the heavens.
``No,'' said Luke, in answer to his sister's invitation; ``I don't
think I will mind walking today: you are all going so early.'' He was
sitting at the moment after dinner with his glass of brewery port-wine
before him.
``The young ladies must be very unhappy that their hours can't be
made to suit you,'' said Mrs Tappitt, and the tone of her voice was
sarcastic and acid.
``I think we can do without him,'' said Cherry, laughing.
``Of course we can,'' said Augusta, who was not laughing.
``But you might as well come all the same,'' said Mary.
``There's metal more attractive somewhere else,'' said Augusta.
``I cannot bear to see so much fuss made with the young men,'' said
Mrs Tappitt. ``We never did it when I was young. Did we, Mrs Rowan?''
``I don't think there's much change,'' said Mrs Rowan; ``we used to
be very glad to get the young men when we could, and to do without them
when we couldn't.''
``And that's just the way with us,'' said Cherry.
``Speak for yourself,'' said Augusta.
During all this time Mr Tappitt spoke never a word. He also sipped
his glass of wine, and as he sipped it he brooded over his wrath. Who
were these Rowans that they should have come about his house and
premises, and forced everything out of its proper shape and position?
The young man sat there as though he were lord of everything--so
Tappitt declared to himself; and his own wife was snubbed in her own
parlour as soon as she opened her mouth. There was an uncomfortable
atmosphere of discord in the room, which gradually pervaded them all,
and made even the girls feel that things were going wrong.
Mrs Tappitt rose from her chair, and made a stiff bow across the
table to her guests, understanding that that was the proper way in
which to effect a retreat into the drawing-room; whereupon Luke opened
the door, and the ladies went. ``Thank you, sir,'' said Mrs Tappitt
very solemnly as she passed by him. Mrs Rowan, going first, had given
him a loving little nod of recognition, and Mary had pinched his arm.
Martha uttered a word of thanks, intended for conciliation; Augusta
passed him in silence with her nose in the air; and Cherry, as she went
by, turned upon him a look of dismay. He returned Cherry's look with a
shake of his head, and both of them understood that things were going
wrong.
``I don't think I'll take any more wine, sir,'' said Rowan.
``Do as you like,'' said Tappitt. ``It's there if you choose to
take it.''
``It seems to me, Mr Tappitt, that you want to quarrel with me,''
said Luke.
``You can form your own opinion about that. I'm not bound to tell
my mind to everybody.''
``Oh, no; certainly not. But it's very unpleasant going on in that
way in the same house. I'm thinking particularly of Mrs Tappitt and the
girls.''
``You needn't trouble yourself about them at all. You may leave me
to take care of them.''
Luke had not sat down since the ladies left the room, and now
determined that he had better not do so. ``I think I'll say good
afternoon,'' said Rowan.
``Good day to you,'' said Tappitt, with his face turned away, and
his eyes fixed upon one of the open windows.
``Well, Mr Tappitt, if I have to say goodbye to you in that way in
your own house, of course it must be for the last time. I have not
meant to offend you, and I don't think I've given you ground for
offence.''
``You don't, don't you?''
``Certainly not. If, unfortunately, there must be any disagreement
between us about matters of business, I don't see why that should be
brought into private life.''
``Look here, young man,'' said Tappitt, turning upon him. ``You
lectured me in my counting-house this morning, and I don't intend that
you shall lecture me here also. I'm drinking my own wine in my own
parlour, and choose to drink it in peace and quietness.''
``Very well, sir; I will not disturb you much longer. Perhaps you
will make my apologies to Mrs Tappitt, and tell her how much obliged I
am by her hospitality, but that I will not trespass upon it any longer.
I'll get a bed at the ``Dragon,'' and I'll write a line to my mother or
sister.'' Then Luke left the room, took his hat up from the hall, and
made his way out of the house.
He had much to occupy his mind at the present moment. He felt that
he was being turned out of Mr Tappitt's house, but would not much have
regarded that if no one was concerned in it but Mr Tappitt himself. He
had, however, been on very intimate terms with all the ladies of the
family; even for Mrs Tappitt he had felt a friendship; and for the
girls--especially for Cherry--he had learned to entertain an easy
brotherly affection, which had not weighed much with him as it grew,
but which it was not in his nature to throw off without annoyance. He
had acknowledged to himself, as soon as he found himself among them,
that the Tappitts did not possess, in their ways and habits of life,
quite all that he should desire in his dearest and most intimate
friends. I do not know that he had thought much of this; but he had
felt it. Nevertheless he had determined that he would like them. He
intended to make his way in life as a tradesman, and boldly resolved
that he would not be above his trade. His mother sometimes reminded
him, with perhaps not the truest pride, that he was a gentleman. In
answer to this he had once or twice begged her to define the word, and
then there had been some slight, very slight, disagreement between
them. In the end the mother always gave way to the son; as to whom she
believed that the sun shone with more special brilliancy for him than
for any other of God's creatures. Now, as he left the brewery house, he
remembered how intimate he had been with them all but a few hours
since, arranging matters for their ball, and giving orders about the
place as though he had belonged to the family. He had allowed himself
to be at home with them, and to be one of them. He was by nature
impulsive, and had thus fallen instantly into the intimacy which had
been permitted to him. Now he was turned out of the house; and as he
walked across the churchyard to bespeak a bed for himself at the inn,
and write the necessary note to his sister, he was melancholy and
almost unhappy. He felt sure that he was right in his views regarding
the business, and could not accuse himself of any fault in his manner
of making them known to Mr Tappitt; but, nevertheless, he was ill at
ease with himself in that he had given offence. And with all these
thoughts were mingled other thoughts as to Rachel Ray. He did not in
the least imagine that any of the anger felt towards him at the brewery
had been caused by his open admiration of Rachel. It had never occurred
to him that Mrs Tappitt had regarded him as a possible son-in-law, or
that, having so regarded him, she could hold him in displeasure because
he had failed to fall into her views. He had never regarded himself as
being of value as a possible future husband, or entertained the idea
that he was a prize. He had taken hold in good faith of the Tappitt
right hand which had been stretched out to him, and was now grieved
that that hand should be suddenly withdrawn.
But as he was impulsive, so also was he light-hearted, and when he
had chosen his bedroom and written the note to Mary, in which he
desired her to pack up his belongings and send them to him, he was
almost at ease as regarded that matter. Old Tappitt was, as he said to
himself, an old ass, and if he chose to make that brewery business a
cause of quarrel no one could help it. Mary was bidden in the note to
say very civil things to Mrs Tappitt; but, at the same time, to speak
out the truth boldly. ``Tell her'', said he, ``that I am constrained to
leave the house because Mr Tappitt and I cannot agree at the present
moment about matters of business.'' When this was done he looked at his
watch, and started off on his walk to Bragg's End.
It has been said that Rowan had not made up his mind to ask Rachel
to be his wife--that he had not made up his mind on this matter,
although he was going to Bragg's End in a mood which would very
probably bring him to such a conclusion. It will, I fear, be thought
from this that he was light in purpose as well as light in heart; but I
am not sure that he was open to any special animadversion of that
nature. It is the way of men to carry on such affairs without any
complete arrangement of their own plans or even wishes. He knew that he
admired Rachel and liked her. I doubt whether he had ever yet declared
to himself that he loved her. I doubt whether he had done so when he
started on that walk--thinking it probable, however, that he had
persuaded himself of the fact before he reached the cottage door. He
had already, as we know, said words to Rachel which he should not have
said unless he intended to seek her as his wife--he had spoken words
and done things of that nature, being by no means perfect in all his
ways. But he had so spoken and so acted without premeditation, and now
was about to follow up those little words and little acts to their
natural consequence--also without much premeditation.
Rachel had told her mother, on her return from the ball, that Luke
Rowan had promised to call; and had offered to take herself off from
the cottage for the whole afternoon, if her mother thought it wrong
that she should see him. Mrs Ray had never felt herself to be in
greater difficulty.
``I don't know that you ought to fun away from him,'' said she:
``and besides, where are you to go to?''
Rachel said at once that if her absence were desirable she would
find whither to betake herself. ``I'd stay upstairs in my bedroom, for
the matter of that, mamma.''
``He'd be sure to know it,'' said Mrs Ray, speaking of the young
man as though he were much to be feared--as indeed he was much feared
by her.
``If you don't think I ought to go, perhaps it would be best that I
should stay,'' said Rachel, at last, speaking in a very low tone, but
still with some firmness in her voice.
``I'm sure I don't know what I'm to say to him,'' said Mrs Ray.
``That must depend upon what he says to you, mamma,'' said Rachel.
After that there was no further talk of running away; but the
morning did not pass with them lightly or pleasantly. They made an
effort to sit quietly at their work, and to talk over the doings at Mrs
Tappitt's ball; but this coming of the young man threw its shadow, more
or less, over everything. They could not talk, or even look at each
other, as they would have talked and looked had no such advent been
expected. They dined at one, as was their custom, and after dinner I
think it probable that each of them stood before her glass with more
care than she would have done on ordinary days. It was no ordinary day,
and Mrs Ray certainly put on a clean cap.
``Will that collar do?'' she said to Rachel.
``Oh, yes, mamma,'' said Rachel, almost angrily. She also had taken
her little precautions, but she could not endure to have such
precautions acknowledged, even by a word.
The afternoon was very tedious. I don't know why Luke should have
been expected exactly at three; but Mrs Ray had, I think, made up her
mind that he might be looked for at that time with the greatest
certainty. But at three he was sitting down to dinner, and even at half
past five had not as yet left his room at the ``Dragon.''
``I suppose that we can't have tea till he's been,'' said Mrs Ray,
just at that hour; ``that is, if he does come at all.''
Rachel felt that her mother was vexed, because she suspected that
Mr Rowan was not about to keep his word.
``Don't let his coming make any difference, mamma,'' said Rachel.
``I will go and get tea.''
``Wait a few minutes longer, my dear,'' said Mrs Ray.
It was all very well for Rachel to beg that it might make ``no
difference''. It did make a very great deal of difference.
``I think I'll go over and see Mrs Sturt for a few minutes,'' said
Rachel, getting up.
``Pray don't, my dear--pray don't; I should never know what to say
to him if he should come while you were away.''
So Rachel again sat down.
She had just, for the second time, declared her intention of
getting tea, having now resolved that no weakness on her mother's part
should hinder her, when Mrs Ray, from her seat near the window, saw the
young man coming over the green. He was walking very slowly, swinging a
big stick as he came, and had taken himself altogether away from the
road, almost to the verge of Mrs Sturt's farmyard. ``There he is,''
said Mrs Ray, with a little start. Rachel, who was struggling hard to
retain her composure, could not resist her impulse to jump up and look
out upon the green from behind her mother's shoulder. But she did this
from some little distance inside the room, so that no one might
possibly see her from the green. ``Yes; there he is, certainly,'' and,
having thus identified their visitor, she immediately sat down again.
``He's talking to Farmer Sturt's ploughboy,'' said Mrs Ray. ``He's
asking where we live,'' said Rachel; ``he's never been here before.''
Rowan, having completed his conversation with the ploughboy, which
by the way seemed to Mrs Ray to have been longer than was necessary for
its alleged purpose, came boldly across the green, and without pausing
for a moment made his way through the cottage gate. Mrs Ray caught her
breath, and could not keep herself quite steady in her chair. Rachel,
feeling that something must be done, got up from her seat and went
quickly out into the passage. She knew that the front door was open,
and she was prepared to meet Rowan in the hall.
``I told you I should call,'' said he. ``I hope you'll let me come
in.''
``Mamma will be very glad to see you,'' she said. Then she brought
him up and introduced him. Mrs Ray rose from her chair and curtseyed,
muttering something as to its being a long way for him to walk out
there to the cottage.
``I said I should come, Mrs Ray, if Miss Ray did not make her
appearance at the brewery in the morning. We had such a nice party, and
of course one wants to talk it over.''
``I hope Mrs Tappitt is quite well after it--and the girls,'' said
Rachel.
``Oh, yes. You know we kept it up two hours after you were gone. I
can't say Mr Tappitt is quite right this morning.''
``Is he ill?'' asked Mrs Ray.
``Well, no; not ill, I think, but I fancy that the party put him
out a little. Middle-aged gentlemen don't like to have all their things
poked away anywhere. Ladies don't mind it, I fancy.''
``Ladies know where to find them, as it is they who do the poking
away,'' said Rachel. ``But I'm sorry about Mr Tappitt.''
``I'm sorry, too, for he's a good-natured sort of a man when he's
not put out. I say, Mrs Ray, what a very pretty place you have got
here.''
``We think so because we're proud of our flowers.''
``I do almost all the gardening myself,'' said Rachel.
``There's nothing I like so much as a garden, only I never can
remember the names of the flowers. They've got such grand names down
here. When I was a boy, in Warwickshire, they used to have nothing but
roses and sweet williams. One could remember them.''
``We haven't got anything very grand here,'' said Rachel. Soon
after that they were sauntering out among the little paths and Rachel
was picking flowers for him. She felt no difficulty in doing it, as her
mother stood by her, though she would not for worlds have given him
even a rose if they'd been alone.
``I wonder whether Mr Rowan would come in and have some tea,'' said
Mrs Ray.
``Oh, wouldn't I,'' said Rowan, ``if I were asked?''
Rachel was highly delighted with her mother, not so much on account
of her courtesy to their guest, as that she had shown herself equal to
the occasion, and had behaved, in an unabashed manner, as a mistress of
a house should do. Mrs Ray had been in such dread of the young man's
coming, that Rachel had feared she would be speechless. Now the ice was
broken, and she would do very well. The merit, however, did not belong
to Mrs Ray, but to Rowan. He had the gift of making himself at home
with people, and had done much towards winning the widow's heart, when,
after an interval of ten minutes, they two followed Rachel into the
house. Rachel then had her hat on, and was about to go over the green
to the farmer's house. ``Mamma, I'll just run over to Mrs Sturt's for
some cream,'' said she.
``Mayn't I go with you?'' said Rowan.
``Certainly not,'' said Rachel. ``You'd frighten Mrs Sturt out of
all her composure, and we should never get the cream.'' Then Rachel
went off, and Rowan was again left with her mother.
He had seated himself at her request in an armchair, and there for
a minute or two he sat silent. Mrs Ray was busy with the tea-things,
but she suddenly felt that she was oppressed by the stranger's
presence. While Rachel had been there, and even when they had been
walking among the flower-beds, she had been quite comfortable; but now
the knowledge that he was there, in the room with her, as he sat silent
in the chair, was becoming alarming. Had she been right to ask him to
stay for tea? He looked and spoke like a sheep; but then, was it not
known to all the world that wolves dressed themselves often in that
guise, so that they might carry out their wicked purposes? Had she not
been imprudent? And then there was the immediate trouble of his
silence. What was she to say to him to break it? That trouble, however,
was soon brought to an end by Rowan himself. ``Mrs Ray,'' said he, ``I
think your daughter is the nicest girl I ever saw in my life.''
Mrs Ray instantly put down the tea-caddy which she had in her hand,
and started, with a slight gasp in her throat, as though cold water had
been thrown over her. At the instant she said nothing. What was she to
say in answer to so violent a proposition?
``Upon my word I do,'' said Luke, who was too closely engaged with
his own thoughts and his own feelings to pay much immediate attention
to Mrs Ray. ``It isn't only that she's good-looking, but there's
something--I don't know what it is--but she's just the sort of person I
like. I told her I should come today, and I have come on purpose to say
this to you. I hope you won't be angry with me.''
``Pray, sir, don't say anything to her to turn her head.''
``If I understand her, Mrs Ray, it wouldn't be very easy to turn
her head. But suppose she has turned mine?''
``Ah, no. Young gentlemen like you are in no danger of that sort of
thing. But for a poor girl--''
``I don't think you quite understand me, Mrs Ray. I didn't mean
anything about danger. My danger would be that she shouldn't care
twopence for me; and I don't suppose she ever will. But what I want to
know is whether you would object to my coming over here and seeing her.
I don't doubt but she might do much better.''
``Oh dear no,'' said Mrs Ray.
``But I should like to have my chance.''
``You've not said anything to her yet, Mr Rowan?''
``Well, no; I can't say I have. I meant to do so last night at the
party, but she wouldn't stay and hear me. I don't think she cares very
much about me, but I'll take my chance if you'll let me.''
``Here she is,'' said Mrs Ray. Then she again went to work with the
tea-caddy, so that Rachel might be led to believe that nothing special
had occurred in her absence. Nevertheless, had Rowan been away, every
word would have been told to her.
``I hope you like clotted cream,'' said Rachel, taking off her hat.
Luke declared that it was the one thing in all the world that he liked
best, and that he had come into Devonshire with the express object of
feasting upon it all his life. ``Other Devonshire dainties were not'',
he said, ``so much to his taste. He had another object in life. He
intended to put down cider.''
``I beg you won't do anything of the kind,'' said Mrs Ray, ``for I
always drink it at dinner.'' Then Rowan explained how that he was a
brewer, and that he looked upon it as his duty to put down so poor a
beverage as cider. The people of Devonshire, he averred, knew nothing
of beer, and it was his ambition to teach them. Mrs Ray grew eager in
the defence of cider, and then they again became comfortable and happy.
``I never heard of such a thing in my life,'' said Mrs Ray. ``What are
the farmers to do with all their apple trees? It would be the ruin of
the whole country.''
``I don't suppose it can be done all at once,'' said Luke.
``Not even by Mr Rowan,'' said Rachel.
He sat there for an hour after their tea, and Mrs Ray had in truth
become fond of him. When he spoke to Rachel he did so with the utmost
respect, and he seemed to be much more intimate with the mother than
with the daughter. Mrs Ray's mind was laden with the burden of what he
had said in Rachel's absence, and with the knowledge that she would
have to discuss it when Rowan was gone; but she felt herself to be
happy while he remained, and had begun to hope that he would not go
quite yet. Rachel also was perfectly happy. She said very little, but
thought much of her different meetings with him--of the arm in the
clouds, of the promise of his friendship, of her first dance, of the
little fraud by which he has secured her company at supper, and then of
those words he had spoken when he detained her after supper in the
hall. She knew that she liked him well, but had feared that such liking
might not be encouraged. But what could be nicer than this--to sit and
listen to him in her mother's presence? Now she was not afraid of him.
Now she feared no one's eyes. Now she was disturbed by no dread lest
she might be sinning against rules of propriety. There was no Mrs
Tappitt by, to rebuke her with an angry look.
``Oh, Mr Rowan, I'm sure you need not go yet,'' she said, when he
got up and sought his hat.
``Mr Rowan, my dear, has got other things to do besides talking to
us.''
``Oh no, he has not. He can't go and brew after eight o'clock.''
``When my brewery is really going, I mean to brew all night; but
just at present I'm the idlest man in Baslehurst. When I go away I
shall sit upon Cawston Bridge and smoke for an hour, till some of the
Briggses of the town come and drive me away. But I won't trouble you
any longer. Good night, Mrs Ray.''
``Good night, Mr Rowan.''
``And I may come and see you again?''
Mrs Ray was silent. ``I'm sure mamma will be very happy,'' said
Rachel.
``I want to hear her say so herself,'' said Luke.
Poor woman! She felt that she was driven into a position from which
any safe escape was quite impossible. She could not tell her guest that
he would not be welcome. She could not even pretend to speak to him
with cold words after having chatted with him so pleasantly, and with
such cordial good humour; and yet, were she to tell him that he might
come, she would be granting him permission to appear there as Rachel's
lover. If Rachel had been away, she would have appealed to his mercy,
and have thrown herself, in the spirit, on her knees before him. But
she could not do this in Rachel's presence.
``I suppose business will prevent your coming so far out of town
again very soon.''
It was a foolish subterfuge; a vain, silly attempt.
``Oh dear no,'' said he; ``I always walk somewhere every day, and
you shall see me again before long.'' Then he turned to Rachel. ``Shall
you be at Mr Tappitt's tomorrow?''
``I don't quite know,'' said Rachel.
``I suppose I might as well tell you the truth and have done with
it,'' said Luke, laughing. ``I hate secrets among friends. The fact is
Mr Tappitt has turned me out of his house.''
``Turned you out?'' said Mrs Ray.
``Oh, Mr Rowan!'' said Rachel.
``That's the truth,'' said Rowan. ``It's about that horrid brewery.
He means to be honest, and so do I. But in such matters it is so hard
to know what the right of each party really is. I fear we shall have to
go to law. But there's a lady coming in, so I'll tell you the rest of
it tomorrow. I want you to know it all, Mrs Ray, and to understand it
too.''
``A lady!'' said Mrs Ray, looking out through the open window. ``Oh
dear, if here isn't Dorothea!''
Then Rowan shook hands with them both, pressing Rachel's very
warmly, close under her mother's eyes; and as he went out of the house
into the garden, he passed Mrs Prime on the walk, and took off his hat
to her with great composure.
Luke Rowan's appearance at Mrs Ray's tea-table, as described in the
last chapter, took place on Wednesday evening, and it may be remembered
that on the morning of that same day Mrs Prime had been closeted with
Mr Prong in that gentleman's parlour. She had promised to give Mr Prong
an answer to his proposal on Saturday, and had consequently settled
herself down steadily to think of all that was good and all that might
be evil in such an arrangement as that suggested to her. She wished
much for legal advice, but she made up her mind that that was beyond
her reach, was beyond her reach as a preliminary assistance. She knew
enough of the laws of her country to enable her to be sure that, though
she might accept the offer, her own money could be so tied up on her
behalf that her husband could not touch the principal of her wealth;
but she did not know whether things could be so settled that she might
have in her own hands the spending of her income. By three o'clock on
that day she thought that she would accept Mr Prong, if she could be
satisfied on that head. Her position as a clergyman's wife--a
minister's wife she called it--would be unexceptionable. The company of
Miss Pucker was distasteful. Solitude was not charming to her. And
then, could she not work harder as a married woman than in the position
which she now held?--and also, could she not so work with increased
power and increased perseverance? At three o'clock she had almost made
up her mind, but still she was sadly in need of counsel and
information. Then it occurred to her that her mother might have some
knowledge in this matter. In most respects her mother was not a woman
of the world; but it was just possible that in this difficulty her
mother might assist her. Her mother might at any rate ask of others,
and there was no one else whom she could trust to seek such information
for her. And if she did this thing she must tell her mother. It is true
that she had quarrelled with them both at Bragg's End; but there are
affairs in life which will ride over family quarrels and trample them
out, unless they be deeper and of longer standing than that between Mrs
Prime and Mrs Ray. Therefore it was that she appeared at the cottage at
Bragg's End just as Luke Rowan was leaving it.
She had entered upon the green with something of the olive-branch
in her spirit, and before she reached the gate had determined that, as
far as was within her power, all unkindness should be buried on the
present occasion; but when she saw Luke Rowan coming out of her
mother's door, she was startled out of all her good feeling. She had
taught herself to look on Rowan as the personification of mischief, as
the very mischief itself in regard to Rachel. She had lifted up her
voice against him. She had left her home and torn herself from her
family because it was not compatible with the rigour of her principles
that anyone known to her should be known to him also! But she had
hardly left her mother's house when this most pernicious cause of war
was admitted to all the freedom of family intercourse! It almost seemed
to her that her mother must be a hypocrite. It was but the other day
that Mrs Ray could not hear Luke Rowan's name mentioned without
wholesome horror. But where was that wholesome horror now? On Monday,
Mrs Prime had left the cottage; on Tuesday, Rachel had gone to a ball,
expressly to meet the young man! and on Wednesday the young man was
drinking tea at Bragg's End cottage! Mrs Prime would have gone away
without speaking a word to her mother or sister, had such retreat been
possible.
Stately and solemn was the recognition which she accorded to Luke's
salutation, and then she walked on into the house.
``Oh, Dorothea!'' said her mother, and there was a tone almost of
shame in Mrs Ray's voice.
``We're so glad to see you, Dolly,'' said Rachel, and in Rachel's
voice there was no tone of shame. It was all just as it should not be!
``I did not mean to disturb you, mother, while you were
entertaining company.''
Mrs Ray said nothing--nothing at the moment; but Rachel took upon
herself to answer her sister. ``You wouldn't have disturbed us at all,
even if you had come a little sooner. But you are not too late for tea,
if you'll have some.''
``I've taken tea, thank you, two hours ago;'' and she spoke as
though there were much virtue in the distance of time at which she had
eaten and drunk, as compared with the existing rakish and dissipated
appearance of her mother's tea-table. Tea-things about at eight
o'clock! It was all of a piece together.
``We are very glad to see you, at any rate,'' said Mrs Ray; ``I was
afraid you would not have come out to us at all.''
``Perhaps it would have been better if I had not come.''
``I don't see that,'' said Rachel. ``I think it's much better. I
hate quarrelling, and I hope you're going to stay now you are here.''
``No, Rachel, I'm not going to stay. Mother, it is impossible I
should see that young man walking out of your house in that way without
speaking of it; although I'm well aware that my voice here goes for
nothing now.''
``That was Mr Luke Rowan,'' said Mrs Ray.
``I know very well who it was,'' said Mrs Prime, shaking her head.
``Rachel will remember that I've seen him before.''
``And you'll be likely to see him again if you stay here, Dolly,''
said Rachel. This she said out of pure mischief--that sort of mischief
which her sister's rebuke was sure to engender.
``I dare say,'' said Mrs Prime; ``whenever he pleases, no doubt.
But I shall not see him. If you approve of it, mother, of course I can
say nothing further--nothing further than this, that I don't approve of
such things.''
``But what ails him that he shouldn't be a very good young man?''
says Mrs Ray. ``And if it was so that he was growing fond of Rachel,
why shouldn't he? And if Rachel was to like him, I don't see why she
shouldn't like somebody some day as well as other girls.'' Mrs Ray had
been a little put beside herself or she would hardly have said so much
in Rachel's presence. She had forgotten, probably, that Rachel had not
as yet been made acquainted with the nature of Rowan's proposal.
``Mamma, don't talk in that way. There's nothing of that kind,''
said Rachel.
``I don't believe there is,'' said Mrs Prime.
``I say there is then,'' said Mrs Ray; ``and it's very ill-natured
in you, Dorothea, to speak and think in that way of your sister.''
``Oh, very well. I see that I had better go back to Baslehurst at
once.''
``So it is, very ill-natured. I can't bear to have these sort of
quarrels; but I must speak out for her. I believe he's a very good
young man, with nothing bad about him at all, and he is welcome to come
here whenever he pleases. And as for Rachel, I believe she knows how to
mind herself as well as you did when you were her age; only poor Mr
Prime was come and gone at that time. And as for his not intending, he
came out here just because he did intend, and only to ask my
permission. I didn't at first tell him he might because Rachel was over
at the farm getting the cream, and I thought she ought to be consulted
first; and if that's not straightforward and proper, I'm sure I don't
know what is; and he having a business of his own, too, and able to
maintain a wife tomorrow! And if a young man isn't to be allowed to ask
leave to see a young woman when he thinks he likes her, I for one don't
know how young people are to get married at all.'' Then Mrs Ray sat
down, put her apron up to her eyes, and had a great cry.
It was a most eloquent speech, and I cannot say which of her
daughters was the most surprised by it. As to Rachel, it must be
remembered that very much was communicated to her of which she had
hitherto known nothing. Very much indeed, we may say, so much that it
was of a nature to alter the whole tone and tenor of her life. This
young man of whom she had thought so much, and of whom she had been so
much in dread--fearing that her many thoughts of him were becoming
dangerous--this young man who had interested her so warmly, had come
out to Bragg's End simply to get her mother's leave to pay his court to
her. And he had done this without saying a word to herself! There was
something in this infinitely sweeter to her than would have been any
number of pretty speeches from himself. She had hitherto been angry
with him, though liking him well; she had been angry with though almost
loving him. She had not known why it was so, but the cause had been
this--that he had seemed in their intercourse together, to have been
deficient in that respect which she had a right to claim. But now all
that sin was washed away by such a deed as this. As the meaning of her
mother's words sank into her heart, and as she came to understand her
mother's declaration that Luke Rowan should be welcome to the cottage
as her lover, her eyes became full of tears, and the spirit of her
animosity against her sister was quenched by the waters of her
happiness.
And Mrs Prime was almost equally surprised, but was by no means
equally delighted. Had the whole thing fallen out in a different way,
she would probably have looked on a marriage with Luke Rowan as good
and salutary for her sister. At any rate, seeing that the world is as
it is, and that all men cannot be hardworking ministers of the Gospel,
nor all women the wives of such or their assistants in godly
ministrations, she would not have taken upon herself to oppose such a
marriage. But as it was, she had resolved that Luke Rowan was a black
sheep; that he was pitch, not to be touched without defilement; that he
was, in short, a man to be regarded by religious people as anathema--a
thing accursed; and of that idea she was not able to divest herself
suddenly. Why had the young man walked about under the churchyard elms
at night? Why, if he were not wicked and abandoned, did he wear that
jaunty look--that look which was so worldly? And, moreover, he went to
balls, and tempted others to do the like! In a word, he was a young man
manifestly of that class which was esteemed by Mrs Prime more dangerous
than roaring lions. It was not possible that she should give up her
opinion merely because this roaring lion had come out to her mother
with a plausible story. Upon her at that moment fell the necessity of
forming a judgement to which it would be necessary that she should
hereafter abide. She must either at once give in her adherence to the
Rowan alliance; or else, if she opposed it, she must be prepared to
cling to that opposition. She was aware that some such decision was now
required, and paused for a moment before she declared herself. But that
moment only strengthened her verdict against Rachel's lover. Could any
serious young man have taken off his hat with the flippancy which had
marked that action on his part? Would not any serious young man,
properly intent on matrimonial prospects, have been subdued at such a
moment to a more solemn deportment? Mrs Prime's verdict was still
against him, and that verdict she proceeded to pronounce.
``Oh, very well; then of course I shall interfere no further. I
shouldn't have thought that Rachel's seeing him twice, in such a way as
that, too--hiding under the churchyard trees!''
``I wasn't hiding,'' said Rachel, ``and you've no business to say
so.'' Her tears, however, prevented her from fighting her own battle
manfully, or with her usual courage.
``It looked very much like it, Rachel, at any rate. I should have
thought that mother would have wished you to have known a great deal
more about any young man before she encouraged you to regard him in
that way, than you can possibly know of Mr Rowan.''
``But how are they to know each other, Dorothea, if they mustn't
see one another?'' said Mrs Ray.
``I have no doubt he knows how to dance very cleverly. As Rachel is
being taught to live now, that may perhaps be the chief thing
necessary.''
This blow did reach poor Mrs Ray, who a week or two since would
certainly have agreed with her elder daughter in thinking that dancing
was sinful. Into this difficulty, however, she had been brought by Mr
Comfort's advice. ``But what else can she know of him?'' continued Mrs
Prime. ``He is able to maintain a wife you say--and is that all that is
necessary to consider in the choice of a husband, or is that the chief
thing? Oh, mother, you should think of your responsibility at such a
time as this. It may be very pleasant for Rachel to have this young man
as her lover, very pleasant while it lasts. But what--what--what?''
Then Mrs Prime was so much oppressed by the black weight of her own
thoughts, that she was unable further to express them.
``I do think about it,'' said Mrs Ray. ``I think about it more than
anything else.''
``And have you concluded that in this way you can best secure
Rachel's welfare? Oh, mother!''
``He always goes to church on Sundays,'' said Rachel. ``I don't
know why you are to make him out so bad.'' This she said with her eyes
fixed upon her mother, for it seemed to her that her mother was almost
about to yield.
A good deal might be said in excuse for Mrs Prime. She was not only
acting for the best in accordance with her own lights, but the doctrine
which she now preached was the doctrine which had been held by the
inhabitants of the cottage at Bragg's End. The fault, if fault there
was, had been in the teaching under which had lived both Mrs Prime and
her mother. In their desire to live in accordance with that teaching,
they had agreed to regard all the outer world, that is all the world
except their world, as wicked and dangerous. They had never conceived
that in forming this judgement they were deficient in charity; nor,
indeed, were they conscious that they had formed any such judgement. In
works of charity they had striven to be abundant, but had taken simply
the Dorcas view of that virtue. The younger and more energetic woman
had become sour in her temper under the rŽgime of this life, while the
elder and weaker had retained her own sweetness partly because of her
weakness. But who can say that either of them were other than good
women--good according to such lights as had been lit for their
guidance? But now the younger was stanch to her old lessons while the
elder was leaving them. The elder was leaving them, not by force of her
own reason, but under the necessity of coming in contact with the world
which was brought upon her by the vitality and instincts of her younger
child. This difficulty she had sought to master, once and for ever, by
a reference to her clergyman. What had been the result of that
reference the reader already knows.
``Mother,'' said Mrs Prime, very solemnly, ``is this young man such
a one as you would have chosen for Rachel's husband six months ago?''
``I never wished to choose any man for her husband,'' said Mrs Ray.
``I don't think you ought to talk to me in that way, Dorothea.''
``I don't know in what other way a talk to you. I cannot be
indifferent on such a subject as this. When you tell me, and that
before Rachel herself, that you have given this young man leave to come
and see her whenever he pleases.''
``I never said anything of the kind, Dorothea.''
``Did you not, mother? I am sure I understood you so.''
``I said he had come to ask leave, and that I should be glad to see
him when he did come, but I didn't say anything of having told him so.
I didn't tell him anything of the kind; did I, Rachel? But I know he
will come, and I don't see why he shouldn't. And if he does, I can't
turn him out. He took his tea here quite like a steady young man. He
drank three large cups; and if, as Rachel says, he always goes to
church regularly, I don't know why we are to judge him and say that
he's anything out of the way.''
``I have not judged him, mother.''
Then Rachel spoke out, and we may say that it was needful that she
should do so. This offering of her heart had been discussed in her
presence in a manner that had been very painful to her, though the
persons discussing it had been her own mother and her own sister. But
in truth she had been so much affected by what had been said, there had
been so much in it that was first joyful and then painful to her, that
she had not hitherto been able to repress her emotions so as to acquire
the power of much speech. But she had struggled, and now so far
succeeded as to be able to come to her mother's support.
``I don't know, mamma, why anybody should judge him yet; and as to
what he has said to me, I'm sure no one has a right to judge him
unkindly. Dolly has been very angry with me because she saw me speaking
to him in the churchyard, and has said that I was--hiding.''
``I meant that he was hiding.''
``Neither of us were hiding, and it was an unkind word, not like a
sister. I have never had to hide from anybody. And as for--for--for
liking Mr Rowan after such words as that, I will not say anything about
it to anybody, except to mamma. If he were to ask me to be--his wife, I
don't know what answer I should make--not yet. But I shall never listen
to anyone while mamma lives, if she wishes me not.'' Then she turned to
her mother, and Mrs Ray, who had before been driven to doubt by Mrs
Prime's words, now again became strong in her resolution to cherish
Rachel's lover.
``I don't believe she'll ever do anything to make me think that I
oughtn't to have trusted her,'' said Mrs Ray, embracing Rachel and
speaking with her own eyes full of tears.
It now seemed to Mrs Prime that there was nothing left for her but
to go. In her eagerness about her sister's affairs, she had for a while
forgotten her own; and now, as she again remembered the cause that had
brought her on the present occasion to Bragg's End, she felt that she
must return without accomplishing her object. After having said so much
in reprobation of her sister's love-affair, it was hardly possible that
she should tell the tale of her own. And yet her need was urgent. She
had pledged herself to give Mr Prong an answer on Friday, and she could
hardly bring herself to accept that gentleman's offer without first
communicating with her mother on the subject. Any such communication at
the present moment was quite out of the question.
``Perhaps it would be better that I should go and leave you,'' she
said. ``If I can do no good, I certainly don't want to do any harm. I
wish that Rachel would have taken to what I think a better course of
life.''
``Why, what have I done?'' said Rachel, turning round sharply.
``I mean about the Dorcas meetings.''
``I don't like the women there--that's why I haven't gone.''
``I believe them to be good, praiseworthy, godly women. But it is
useless to talk about that now. Goodnight, Rachel,'' and she gave her
hand coldly to her sister. ``Goodnight, mother; I wish I could see you
alone tomorrow.''
``Come here for your dinner,'' said Mrs Ray.
``No--but if you would come to me in the morning I should take it
kindly.'' This Mrs Ray promised to do, and then Mrs Prime walked back
to Baslehurst.
Rachel, when her sister was gone, felt that there was much to be
said between her and her mother. Mrs Ray herself was so inconsequent in
her mental workings, so shandy-pated if I may say so, that it did not
occur to her that an entirely new view of Luke Rowan's purposes had
been exposed to Rachel during this visit of Mrs Prime's, or that
anything had been said, which made a further explanation necessary. She
had, as it were, authorised Rachel to regard Rowan as her lover, and
yet was not aware that she had done so. But Rachel had remembered every
word. She had resolved that she would permit herself to form no special
intimacy with Luke Rowan without her mother's leave; but she was also
beginning to resolve that with her mother's leave, such intimacy would
be very pleasant. Of this she was quite sure within her own heart--that
it should not be abandoned at her sister's instigation.
``Mamma,'' she said, ``I did not know that he had spoken to you in
that way.''
``In what way, Rachel?'' Mrs Ray's voice was not quite pleasant.
Now that Mrs Prime was gone, she would have been glad to have had the
dangerous subject abandoned for a while.
``That he had asked you to let him come here, and that he had said
that about me.''
``He did then--while you were away at Mrs Sturt's.''
``And what answer did you give him?''
``I didn't give him any answer. You came back, and I'm sure I was
very glad that you did, for I shouldn't have known what to say to
him.''
``But what was it that he did say, mamma?--that is, if you don't
think, it wrong to tell me.''
``I hardly know; but I don't suppose it can be wrong, for no young
man could have spoken nicer; and it made me happy to hear him--so it
did, for the moment.''
``Oh, mamma, do tell me!'' and Rachel kneeled down before her.
``Well--he said you were the nicest girl he had ever seen.''
``Did he, mamma?'' And the girl clung closer to her mother as she
heard the pleasant words.
``But I oughtn't to tell you such nonsense as that; and then he
said that he wanted to come out here and see you, and--and--and--It is
simply this, that he meant to ask you to be his sweetheart, if I would
let him.''
``And what did you say, mamma?''
``I couldn't say anything because you came back.'' ``But you told
Dolly that you would be glad to see him whenever he might choose to
come here.''
``Did I?''
``Yes; you said he was welcome to come whenever he pleased, and
that you believed him to be a very good young man.''
``And so I do. Why should he be anything else?''
``I don't say that he's anything else; but, mamma--''
``Well, my dear.''
``What shall I say to him if he does ask me that question? He has
called me by my name two or three times, and spoken to me as though he
wanted me to like him. If he does say anything to me like that, what
shall I answer?''
``If you think you don't like him well enough, you must tell him
so, of course.''
``Yes, of course I must.'' Then Rachel was silent for a minute or
two. She had not as yet received the full answer which she desired. In
such an alternative as that which her mother had suggested, we may say
that she would have known how to frame her answer to the young man
without any advice from her mother. But there was another alternative
as to which she thought it well that she should has her mother's
judgement and opinion. ``But, mamma, I think I do like him,'' said
Rachel, burying her face.
``I'm sure I don't wonder at it'' said Mrs Ray, ``for I like him
very much. He has a way with him so much nicer than most of the young
men now; and then, he's very well off, which, after all, must count for
something. A young woman should never fall in love with a man who can't
earn his bread, not if he was ever so religious or steady. And he's
very good-looking, too. Good looks are only skin-deep I know, and they
won't bring much comfort when sorrow comes; but I do own I love to look
on a young fellow with a sonsy face and a quick lively step. Mr Comfort
seemed to think it would do very well if there was to be any such
thing; and if he's not able to tell, I'm sure I don't know who ought to
be. And nothing could be fairer than his coming out here and telling me
first. There's so many of them are sly; but there was nothing sly about
that.''
In this way, with many more rambling words, with many kisses also,
and with some tears, Rachel Ray received from her mother permission to
regard Luke Rowan as her lover.
Luke Rowan, when he left the cottage, walked quickly back across
the green towards Baslehurst. He had sauntered out slowly on his road
from the brewery to Bragg's End, being in doubt as to what he would do
when he reached his destination; but there was no longer room for doubt
now; he had said that to Rachel's mother which made any further doubt
impossible, and he was resolved that he would ask Rachel to be his
wife. He had spoken to Mrs Ray of his intention in that respect as
though he thought that such an offer on his part might probably be
rejected, and in so speaking had at the time spoken the truth; but he
was eager, sanguine, and self-confident by nature, and though he was by
no means disposed to regard himself as a conquering hero by whom any
young lady would only be too happy to find herself beloved, he did not
at the present moment look forward to his future fate with despair. He
walked quickly home along the dusty road, picturing to himself a happy
prosperous future in Baslehurst, with Rachel as his wife, and the
Tappitts living in some neighbouring village on an income paid to old
Tappitt by him out of the proceeds of the brewery. That was his present
solution of the brewery difficulty. Tappitt was growing old, and it
might be quite as well not only for himself, but for the cause of
humanity in Devonshire, that he should pass the remainder of his life
in that dignity which comfortable retirement from business affords. He
did not desire Tappitt for a partner any more than Tappitt desired him.
Nevertheless he was determined to brew beer, and was anxious to do so
if possible on the spot where his great-uncle Bungall had commenced
operations in that line.
It may be well to explain here that Rowan was not without good
standing-ground in his dispute with Tappitt. Old Bungall's will had
somewhat confused matters, as it is in the nature of wills to do; but
it had been Bungall's desire that his full share in the brewery should
go to his nephew after his widow's death, should he on dying leave a
widow. Now it had happened that he had left a widow, and that the widow
had contrived to live longer than the nephew. She had drawn an income
of five hundred a year from the concern, by agreement between her and
her lawyer and Tappitt and his lawyer; and Tappitt, when the elder
Rowan, Bungall's nephew, died, had taught himself to believe that all
the affairs of the brewery must now remain for ever in his own hands,
unless he himself might choose to make other provision. He knew that
some property in the concern would pass away from him when the old lady
died, but he had not acknowledged to himself that young Rowan would
inherit from his father all the rights which old Rowan would have
possessed had he lived. Luke's father had gone into other walks of
life, and had lived prosperously, leaving behind him money for his
widow, and money also for his children; and Tappitt, when he found that
there was a young man with a claim to a partnership in his business,
had been not only much annoyed, but surprised also. He had been, as we
have seen, persuaded to hold out the right hand of friendship, and the
left hand of the partnership to the young man. He had thought that he
might manage a young man from London who knew nothing of beer; and his
wife had thought that the young man might probably like to take a wife
as well as an income out of the concern; but, as we have seen, they had
both been wrong in their hopes. Luke chose to manage the brewery
instead of being managed; and had foolishly fallen in love with Rachel
Ray instead of taking Augusta Tappitt to himself as he should have
done.
There was much certainly of harshness and cruelty in that idea of
an opposition brewery in Baslehurst to be established in enmity to
Bungall and Tappitt, and to be so established with Bungall's money, and
by Bungall's heir. But Luke, as he walked back to Baslehurst, thinking
now of his beer and now of his love, declared to himself that he wanted
only his own. Let Tappitt deal justly with him in that matter of the
partnership, and he would deal even generously with Tappitt. The
concern gave an income of some fifteen hundred pounds, out of which Mrs
Bungall, as taking no share of the responsibility or work, had been
allowed to have a third. He was informed by his lawyer that he was
entitled to claim one-half of the whole concern. If Tappitt would give
in his adhesion to that villa arrangement, he should still have his
thousand a year for life, and Mrs Tappitt afterwards should have due
provision, and the girls should have all that could fairly be claimed
for them. Or, if the villa scheme could not be carried out quite at
present, he, Rowan, would do two shares of the work, and allow Tappitt
to take two shares of the pay; but then, in that case, he must be
allowed scope for his improvements. Good beer should be brewed for the
people of Baslehurst, and the eyes of Devonshire should be opened.
Pondering over all this, and resolving that he would speak out his mind
openly to Rachel on the morrow, Luke Rowan reached his inn.
``There's a lady, sir, upstairs, as wishes to speak to you,'' said
the waiter.
``A lady?''
``Quite elderly, sir,'' said the waiter, intending to put an end to
any excitement on Rowan's part.
``It's the gentleman's own mother,'' said the chambermaid, in a
tone of reproof, ``and she's in number two sitting-room, private.'' So
Luke went to number two sitting-room, private, and there he found his
mother waiting for him.
``This is very sad,'' she said, when their first greetings were
over.
``About old Tappitt? yes, it is; but what could I do, mother? He's
a stupid old man, and pigheaded. He would quarrel with me, so that I
was obliged to leave the house. If you and Mary like to come into
lodgings while you stay here, I can get rooms for you.''
But Mrs Rowan explained that she herself did not wish to come to
any absolute or immediate rupture with Mrs Tappitt. Of course their
visit would be shortened, but Mrs Tappitt was disposed to be very
civil, as were the girls. Then Mrs Rowan suggested whether there might
not be a reconciliation between Luke and the brewery family.
``But, mother, I have not quarrelled with the family.''
``It comes to the same thing, Luke; does it not? Don't you think
you could say something civil to Mr Tappitt, so as to--to bring him
round again? He's older than you are, you know, Luke.''
Rowan perceived at once that his mother was ranging herself on the
Tappitt side in the contest, and was therefore ready to fight with so
much the more vigour. He was accustomed to yield to his mother in all
little things, Mrs Rowan being a woman who liked such yielding; but for
some time past he had held his own against her in all greater matters.
Now and again, for an hour or so, she would show that she was vexed;
but her admiration for him was so genuine, and her love so strong, that
this vexation never endured, and Luke had been taught to think that his
judgement was to be held supreme in all their joint concerns. ``Yes,
mother, he is older than I am; but I do not know that I can say
anything particularly civil to him--that is, more civil than what I
have said. The civility which he wants is the surrender of my rights. I
can't be so civil as that.''
``No, Luke, I should be the last to ask you to surrender any of
your rights; you must be sure of that. But--oh. Luke, if what I hear is
true I shall be so unhappy!''
``And what have you heard, mother?''
``I am afraid all this is not about the brewery altogether.''
``But it is about the brewery altogether--about that and about
nothing else to any smallest extent. I don't at all know what you
mean.''
``Luke, is there no young lady in the case?''
``Young lady! in what case--in the case of my quarrel with old
Tappitt--whether he and I have had a difference about a young lady?''
``No. Luke; you know I don't mean that.''
``But what do you mean, mother?''
``I'm afraid that you know too well. Is there not a young lady whom
you've met at Mrs Tappitt's, and whom you--you pretend to admire?''
``And suppose there is--for the sake of the argument--what has that
to do with my difference with Mr Tappitt?'' As Rowan asked this
question some slight conception of the truth flashed across his mind;
some faint idea came home to him of the connecting link between his
admiration for Rachel Ray and Mr Tappitt's animosity.
``But is it so, Luke?'' asked the anxious mother. ``I care much
more about that than I do about all the brewery put together. Nothing
would make me so wretched as to see you make a marriage that was
beneath you.''
``I don't think I shall ever make you wretched in that way.''
``And you tell me that there is nothing in this that I have
heard--nothing at all?''
``No, by heavens!--I tell you no such thing. I do not know what you
may have heard. That you have heard falsehood and calumny I guess by
your speaking of a marriage that would be beneath me. But, as you think
it right to ask me, I will not deceive you by any subterfuge. It is my
purpose to ask a girl here in Baslehurst to be my wife.''
``Then you have not asked her yet?''
``You are cross-examining me very closely, mother. If I have not
asked her I am bound to do so; not that any binding is necessary--for
without being bound I certainly should do so.''
``And it is Miss Ray?''
``Yes, it is Miss Ray.''
``Oh, Luke, then indeed I shall be very wretched.''
``Why so, mother? Have you heard anything against her?''
``Against her! well; I will not say that, for I do not wish to say
anything against any young woman. But do you know who she is, Luke; and
who her mother is? They are quite poor people.''
``And is that against them?''
``Not against their moral character certainly, but it is against
them in considering the expediency of a connection with them. You would
hardly wish to marry out of your own station. I am told that the mother
lives in a little cottage, quite in a humble sphere, and that the
sister--''
``I intend to marry neither the mother nor the sister; but Rachel
Ray I do intend to marry--if she will have me. If I had been left to
myself I should not have told you of this till I had found myself to be
successful; as you have asked me I have not liked to deceive you. But,
mother, do not speak against her if you can say nothing worse of her
than that she is poor.''
``You misunderstand me. Luke.''
``I hope so. I do not like to think that that objection should be
made by you.''
``Of course it is an objection, but it is not the one which I meant
to make. There may be many a young lady whom it would be quite fitting
that you should wish to marry even though she had not got a shilling.
It would be much pleasanter of course that the lady should have
something, though I should never think of making any serious objection
about that. But what I should chiefly look to would be the young lady
herself, and her position in life.''
``The young lady herself would certainly be the main thing,'' said
Luke.
``That's what I say--the young lady herself and her position in
life. Have you made any inquiries?''
``Yes, I have--and am almost ashamed of myself for doing so.''
``I have no doubt Mrs Ray is very respectable, but the sort of
people who are her friends are not your friends. Their most particular
friends are the farmer's family that lives near them.''
``How was it then that Mrs Cornbury took her to the party?''
``Ah, yes; I can explain that. And Mrs Tappitt has told me how
sorry she is that people should have been deceived by what has
occurred.'' Luke Rowan's brow grew black as Mrs Tappitt's name was
mentioned, but he said nothing and his mother continued her speech.
``Her girls have been very kind to Miss Ray, inviting her to walk with
them and all that sort of thing, because of her being so much alone
without any companions of her own.''
``Oh, that has been it, has it? I thought she had the farmer's
family out near where she lived.''
``If you choose to listen to me, Luke, I shall be obliged to you,
but if you take me up at every word in that way, of course I must leave
you.'' Then she paused, but as Luke said nothing she went on with her
discourse. ``It was in that way that she came to know the Miss
Tappitts, and then one of them, the youngest I think, asked her to come
to the party. It was very indiscreet; but Mrs Tappitt did not like to
go back from her daughter's word, and so the girl was allowed to
come.''
``And to make the blunder pass off easily, Mrs Cornbury was induced
to take her?''
``Mrs Cornbury happened to be staying with her father, in whose
parish they had lived for many years, and it certainly was very kind of
her. But it has been an unfortunate mistake altogether. The poor girl
has for a moment been lifted out of her proper sphere, and--as you must
have seen yourself.--hardly knew how to behave herself. It made Mrs
Tappitt very unhappy.''
This was more than Luke Rowan was able to bear. His anger was not
against his own mother, but against the mistress of the brewery. It was
manifest that she had been maligning Rachel, and instigating his mother
to take up the cudgels against her. And he was vexed also that his
mother had not perceived that Rachel held, or was entitled to hold,
among women a much higher position than could be fairly accorded to Mrs
Tappitt. ``I do not care one straw for Mrs Tappitt's unhappiness,'' he
said; ``and as to Miss Ray's conduct at her house, I do not think that
there was anything in it that did not become her. I do not know what
you mean, the least in the world; and I think you would have no such
idea yourself, if Mrs Tappitt had not put it into your head.''
``You should not speak in that way to your mother, Luke.''
``I must speak strongly when I am defending my wife--as I hope she
will be. I never heard of anything in my life so little as this woman's
conduct! It is mean, paltry jealousy, and nothing else. You, as my
mother, may think it better that I should not marry.''
``But, my dear, I want you to marry.''
``Then I will do as you want. Or you may think that I should find
someone with money, or with grand friends, or with a better connection.
It is natural that you should think like this. But why should she want
to belittle a young girl like Rachel Ray--a girl that her own daughters
call their friend? I'll tell you why, mother. Because Rachel Ray was
admired and they were not.''
``Is there anybody in Baslehurst that will say that she is your
equal?''
``I am not disposed to ask anyone in Baslehurst just at present:
and I would not advise anyone in Baslehurst to volunteer an opinion to
me on the subject. I intend that she shall be my equal--my equal in
every respect, if I can make her so. I shall certainly ask her to be my
wife; and, mother, as my mind is positively made up on that point--as
nothing on earth will alter me.--I hope you will teach yourself to
think kindly of her. I should be very unhappy if my house could not be
your home when you may choose to make it so.''
But Mrs Rowan, much as she was accustomed to yield to her son,
could not bring herself to yield in this matter--or, at least, not to
yield with grace. She felt that the truth and wisdom all lay on her
side in the argument, though she knew that she had lacked words in
which to carry it on. She declared to herself that she was not at all
inclined to despise anybody for living in a small cottage, or for being
poor. She would have been delighted to be very civil to Mrs Ray
herself, and could have patronised Rachel quite as kindly, though
perhaps not so graciously, as Mrs Cornbury had done. But it was a
different thing when her son came to think of making this young woman
his wife! Old Mrs Cornbury would have been very sorry to see either of
her sons make such an alliance. When anything so serious as marriage
was to be considered, it was only proper to remember that Mrs Ray lived
in a cottage, and that farmer Sturt was her friend and neighbour. But
to all this prudence and wisdom Luke would not listen at all, and at
last Mrs Rowan left him in dudgeon. Foolish and hasty as he was, he
could, as she felt, talk better than she could; and therefore she
retreated, feeling that she had been worsted. ``I have done my duty,''
said she, going away. ``I have warned you. Of course you are your own
master and can do as you please.'' Then she left him, refusing his
escort, and in the last fading light of the long summer evening, made
her way back to the brewery.
Luke's first impulse was to start off instantly to the cottage, and
settle the matter out of hand, but before he had taken up his hat for
this purpose he remembered that he could not very well call at Bragg's
End on such a mission at eleven o'clock at night; so he threw himself
back on the hotel sofa, and gave vent to his feelings against the
Tappitt family. He would make them understand that they were not going
to master him. He had come down there disposed to do them all manner of
kindness--to the extent even of greatly improving their fortunes by
improving the brewing business--and they had taken upon themselves to
treat him as though he were a dependent. He did not tell himself that a
plot had been made to catch him for one of the girls; but he accused
them of jealousy, meanness, selfishness, and all those sins and
abominations by which such a plot would be engendered. When, about an
hour afterwards, he took himself off to bed, he was full of wrath, and
determined to display his wrath early on the morrow. As he prayed for
forgiveness on condition that he forgave others, his conscience
troubled him; but he gulped it down, and went on with his angry
feelings till sleep came upon him.
But in the morning some of this bitterness had worn away. His last
resolve overnight had been to go to the brewery before breakfast, at
which period of the day Mr Tappitt was always to be found for half an
hour in his counting-house, and curtly tell the brewer that all further
negotiations between them must he made by their respective lawyers; but
as he was dressing, be reflected that Mr Tappitt's position was
certainly one of difficulty, that amicable arrangements would still be
best if amicable arrangements were possible, and that something was due
to the man who had for so many years been his uncle's partner. Mr
Tappitt, moreover, was not responsible for any of those evil things
which had been said about Rachel by Mrs Tappitt. Therefore, priding
himself somewhat on his charity, he entered Mr Tappitt's office without
the display of any anger on his face.
The brewer was standing with his back to the empty fireplace, with
his hands behind the tails of his coat, and his eyes fixed upon a
letter which he had just read and which lay open upon his desk. Rowan
advanced with his hand out, and Tappitt, hesitating a little as he
obeyed the summons, put out his own and just touched that of his
visitor; then hastily he resumed his position, with his arm behind his
coat-tail.
``I have come down.'' said Rowan, ``because I thought it might be
well to have a little chat with you before breakfast.''
The letter which lay open on the desk was from Rowan's lawyer in
London, and contained that offer on Rowan's part of a thousand a year
and retirement, to which Luke still looked as the most comfortable
termination of all their difficulties. Luke had almost forgotten that
he had, ten days since, absolutely instructed his lawyer to make the
offer; but there was the offer made, and lying on Tappitt's table.
Tappitt had been considering it for the last five minutes, and every
additional moment had added to the enmity which he felt against Rowan.
Rowan, at twenty-five, no doubt regarded Tappitt, who was nearer sixty
than fifty, as a very old man; but men of fifty-five do not like to be
so regarded, and are not anxious to be laid upon shelves by their
juniors. And, moreover, where was Tappitt to find his security for the
thousand a year--as he had not failed to remark to himself on his first
glance over the lawyer's letter? Buy him out, indeed, and lay him on
one side! He hated Rowan with all his heart--and his hatred was much
more bitter in its nature than that which Rowan was capable of feeling
for him. He remembered the champagne; he remembered the young man's
busy calling for things in his own house; he remembered the sneers
against the beer, and the want of respect with which his experience in
the craft had been treated. Buy him out! No; not as long as he had a
five-pound note to spend, or a leg to stand upon. He was strong in his
resolution now, and capable of strength, for Mrs Tappitt was also on
his side. Mrs Rowan had not quite kept her secret as to what had
transpired at the inn, and Mrs Tappitt was certain that Rachel Ray had
succeeded. When Tappitt declared that morning that he would fight it
out to the last, Mrs T. applauded his courage.
``Oh! a little chat, is it?'' said Tappitt. ``About this letter
that I've just got, I suppose,'' and he gave a contemptuous poke to the
epistle with one of his hands.
``What letter?'' asked Rowan.
``Come now, young man don't let us have any humbug and trickery,
whatever we may do. If there's anything I do hate, it's deceit.''
All Rowan's wrath returned upon him instantly, redoubled and
trebled in its energy. ``What do you mean, sir?'' said he. ``Who is
trying to deceive anybody? How dare you speak to me in such language as
that?''
``Now, look here, Mr Rowan. This letter comes from your man in
Craven Street, as of course you know very well. You have chosen to put
our business in the hands of the lawyers, and in the hands of the
lawyers it shall remain. I have been very wrong in attempting to have
any dealings with you. I should have known what sort of a man you were
before I let you put your foot in the concern. But I know enough of you
now, and, if you please, you'll keep yourself on the other side of
those gates for the future. D'ye hear me? Unless you wish to be turned
out by the men, don't you put your feet inside the brewery premises any
more.'' And Tappitt's face as he uttered these words was a face very
unpleasant to behold.
Luke was so astounded that he could not bethink himself at the
moment of the most becoming words in which to answer his enemy. His
first idea had prompted him to repudiate all present knowledge of the
lawyer's letter, seeing that the lawyer's letter had been the ground of
that charge against him of deceit. But having been thus kicked
out--kicked out as far as words could kick him, and threatened with
personal violence should those words not be obeyed, he found himself
unable to go back to the lawyer's letter. ``I should like to see any
one of your men dare to touch me,'' said he.
``You shall see it very soon if you don't take yourself off,'' said
Tappitt. Luckily the men were gone to breakfast, and opportunity for
violence was wanting.
Luke looked round, and then remembered that he and Tappitt were
probably alone in the place. ``Mr Tappitt,'' said he, ``you're a very
foolish man.''
``I dare say,'' said Tappitt; ``very foolish not to give up my own
bread, and my wife's and children's bread, to an adventurer like you.''
``I have endeavoured to treat you with kindness and also with
honesty, and because you differ from me, as of course you have a right
to do, you think it best to insult me with all the Billingsgate you can
muster.''
``If you don't go out of my counting-house, young man, I'll see if
I can't put you out myself;'' and Tappitt, in spite of his fifty-five
years, absolutely put his hand down upon the poker.
There is no personal encounter in which a young man is so sure to
come by the worst as in that with a much older man. This is so surely
the case that it ought to be considered cowardly in an old man to
attack a young one. If an old man hit a young man over the head with a
walking-stick, what can the young man do, except run away to avoid a
second blow? Then the old man, if he be a wicked old man, as so many
are, tells all his friends that he has licked the young man. Tappitt
would certainly have acted in this way if the weapon in his hand had
been a stick instead of a poker. But Tappitt, when he saw his own poker
in his own hand, was afraid of it. If a woman attack a man with a
knife, the man will be held to have fought fairly, though he shall have
knocked her down in the encounter. And so also with an old man, if he
take a poker instead of a stick, the world will refuse to him the
advantage of his grey hairs. Some such an idea as this came upon
Tappitt--by instinct, and thus, though he still held the poker, he
refrained his hand.
``The man must be mad this morning,'' said Rowan, standing firmly
before him, with his two hands fixed upon his hips.
``Am I to send for the police?'' said Tappitt.
``For a mad-doctor, I should think,'' said Rowan. Then Tappitt
turned round and rang a bell very violently. But as the bell was
intended to summon some brewery servant who was now away at his
breakfast, it produced no result.
``But I have no intention of staying here against your wish, Mr
Tappitt, whether you're mad or only foolish. This matter must of course
be settled by the lawyers now, and I shall not again come on to these
premises unless I acquire a legal right to do so as the owner of
them.'' And then, having so spoken, Luke Rowan walked off.
Growling inwardly Tappitt deposited the poker within the upright
fender, and thrusting his hands into his trouser-pockets stood scowling
at the door through which his enemy had gone. He knew that he had been
wrong; he knew that he had been very foolish. He was a man who had made
his way upwards through the world with fair success, and had walked his
way not without prudence. He had not been a man of violence, or prone
to an illicit use of pokers. He had never been in difficulty for an
assault; and had on his conscience not even the blood of a bloody nose,
or the crime of a blackened eye. He was hard-working and peaceable; had
been churchwarden three times, and mayor of Baslehurst once. He was
poor-law guardian and way-warden, and filled customarily the various
offices of a steady good citizen. What had he to do with pokers, unless
it were to extract heat from his coals? He was ashamed of himself as he
stood scowling at the door. One fault he perhaps had; and of that fault
he had been ruthlessly told by lips that should have been sealed for
ever on such a subject. He brewed bad beer; and by whom had this been
thrown in his teeth? By Bungall's nephew--by Bungall's heir--by him who
claimed to stand in Bungall's shoes within that establishment! Who had
taught him to brew beer--bad or good? Had it not been Bungall? And now,
because in his old age he would not change these things, and ruin
himself in a vain attempt to make some beverage that should look bright
to the eye, he was to be turned out of his place by this chip from the
Bungall block, this stave out of one of Bungall's vats! `` Ruat coelum,
fiat justitia,'' he said, as he walked forth to his own breakfast. He
spoke to himself in other language, indeed, though the Roman's
sentiment was his own. ``I'll stand on my rights, though I have to go
into the poor-house.''
Early after breakfast on that morning--that morning on which
Tappitt had for a moment thought of braining Luke Rowan with the
poker--Mrs Ray started from the cottage on her mission into Baslehurst.
She was going to see her daughter, Mrs Prime, at Miss Pucker's
lodgings, and felt sure that the object of her visit was to be a
further discourse on the danger of admitting that wolf Rowan into the
sheepfold at Bragg's End. She would willingly have avoided the
conference had she been able to do so, knowing well that Mrs Prime
would get the better of her in words when called upon to talk without
having Rachel at her back. And indeed she was not happy in her mind. It
had been conceded at the cottage as an understood thing that Rachel was
to have this man as her lover; but what, if after all, the man didn't
mean to be a lover in the proper sense; and what, if so meaning, he
should still turn out to be a lover of a bad sort--a worldly,
good-for-nothing, rakish lover? ``I wonder'', says the wicked man in
the play, ``I wonder any man alive, would ever rear a daughter!'' Mrs
Ray knew nothing of the play, and had she done so, she would not have
repeated such a line. But the hardness of the task which Providence had
allotted to her struck her very forcibly on this morning. Rachel was
dearer to her than aught else in the world. For Rachel's happiness she
would have made any sacrifice. In Rachel's presence, and sweet smile,
and winning caresses was the chief delight of her excellence.
Nevertheless, in these days the possession of Rachel was hardly a
blessing to her. The responsibility was so great; and, worse than that
as regarded her own comfort, the doubts were so numerous; and then,
they recurred over and over again, as often as they were settled!
``I'm sure I don't know what she can have to say to me.'' Mrs Ray,
as she spoke, was tying on her bonnet, and Rachel was standing close to
her with her light summer shawl.
``It will be the old story, mamma, I'm afraid; my terrible iniquity
and backslidings, because I went to the ball, and because I won't go to
Miss Pucker's. She'll want you to say that I shall go, or else be sent
to bed without my supper.''
``That's nonsense, Rachel. Dorothea knows very well that I can't
make you go.'' Mrs Ray was wont to become mildly petulant when things
went against her.
``But, mamma, you don't want me to go?''
``I don't suppose it's about Miss Pucker at all. It's about that
other thing.''
``You mean Mr Rowan.''
``Yes, my dear. I'm sure I don't know what's for the best. When she
gets me to herself she does say such terrible things to me that it
quite puts me in a heat to have to go to her. I don't think anybody
ought to say those sort of things to me except a clergyman, or a
person's parents, or a schoolmaster, or masters and mistresses, or such
like.'' Rachel thought so too--thought that at any rate a daughter
should not so speak to such a mother as was her mother; but on that
subject she said nothing.
``And I don't like going to that Miss Pucker's house,'' continued
Mrs Ray. ``I'm sure I don't want her to come here. I wouldn't go, only
I said that I would.''
``I would go now, if I were you, mamma.''
``Of course I shall go; haven't I got myself ready?''
``But I would not let her go on in that way.''
``That's very easy said, Rachel; but how am I to help it? I can't
tell her to hold her tongue; and if I did, she wouldn't. If I am to go
I might as well start. I suppose there's cold lamb enough for dinner?''
``Plenty, I should think.''
``And if I find poultry cheap, I can bring a chicken home in my
basket, can't I?'' And so saying, with her mind full of various cares,
Mrs Ray walked off to Baslehurst.
``I wonder when he'll come.'' Rachel, as she said or thought these
words, stood at the open door of the cottage looking after her mother
as she made her way across the green. It was a delicious midsummer day,
warm with the heat of the morning sun, but not yet oppressed with the
full blaze of its noonday rays. The air was alive with the notes of
birds, and the flowers were in their brightest beauty. ``I wonder when
he'll come.'' None of those doubts which so harassed her mother
troubled her mind. Other doubts there were. Could it be possible that
he would like her well enough to wish to make her his own? Could it be
that anyone so bright, so prosperous in the world, so clever, so much
above herself in all worldly advantages, should come and seek her as
his wife--take her from their little cottage and lowly ways of life?
When he had first said that he would come to Bragg's End, she declared
to herself that it would be well that he should see in how humble a way
they lived. He would not call her Rachel after that, she said to
herself; or, if he did, he should learn from her that she knew how to
rebuke a man who dared to take advantage of the humility of her
position. He had come, and he had not called her Rachel. He had come,
and taking advantage of her momentary absence, had spoken of her behind
her back as a lover speaks, and had told his love honestly to her
mother. In Rachel's view of the matter no lover could have carried
himself with better decorum or with a sweeter grace; but because he had
so done, she would not hold him to be bound to her. He had been carried
away by his feelings too rapidly, and had not as yet known how poor and
lowly they were. He should still have opened to him a clear path
backwards. Then if the path backwards were not to his mind, then in
that case--I am not sure that Rachel ever declared to herself in plain
terms what in such case would happen; but she stood at the door as
though she was minded to stand there till he should appear upon the
green.
``I wonder when he'll come.'' She had watched her mother's figure
disappear along the lane, and had plucked a flower or two to pieces
before she returned within the house. He will not come till the
evening, she determined--till the evening, when his day's work in the
brewery would be over. Then she thought of the quarrel between him and
Tappitt, and wondered what it might be. She was quite sure that Tappitt
was wrong, and thought of him at once as an obstinate, foolish,
pigheaded old man. Yes; he would come to her, and she would take care
to be provided, in that article of cream which he pretended to love so
well. She would not have to run away again. But how lucky on that
previous evening had been that necessity, seeing that it had given
opportunity for that great display of a lover's excellence on Rowan's
part. Having settled all this in her mind, she went into the house, and
was beginning to think of her household work, when she heard a man's
steps in the passage. She went at once out from the sitting-room, and
encountered Luke Rowan at the door.
``How d'ye do?'' said he. ``Is Mrs Ray at home?''
``Mamma?--no, You must have met her on the road if you've come from
Baslehurst.''
``But I could not meet her on the road, because I've come across
the fields.''
``Oh!--that accounts for it.''
``And she's away in Baslehurst, is she?''
``She's gone in to see my sister, Mrs Prime.'' Rachel, still
standing at the door of the sitting-room, made no attempt of asking
Rowan into the parlour.
``And mayn't I come in?'' he said. Rachel was absolutely ignorant
whether, under such circumstances, she ought to allow him to enter. But
there he was, in the house, and at any rate she could not turn him out.
``I'm afraid you'll have to wait a long time if you wait for
mamma,'' she said, slightly making way, so that he obtained admittance.
Was she not a hypocrite? Did she not know that Mrs Ray's absence would
be esteemed by him as a great gain, and not a loss? Why did she thus
falsely talk of his waiting a long time? Dogs fight with their teeth,
and horses with their heels; swans with their wings, and cats with
their claws--so also do women use such weapons as nature has provided
for them.
``I came specially to see you,'' said he; ``not but what I should
be very glad to see your mother, too, if she comes back before I am
gone. But I don't suppose she will, for you won't let me stay so long
as that.''
``Well, now you mention it, I don't think I shall, for I have got
ever so many things to do--the dinner to get ready, and the house to
look after.'' This she did by way of making him acquainted with her
mode of life--according to the plan which she had arranged for her own
guidance.
He had come into the room, had put down his hat, and had got
himself up to the window, so that his back was turned to her.
``Rachel,'' he said, turning round quickly, and speaking almost
suddenly. Now he had called her Rachel again, but she could find at the
moment no better way of answering him than by the same plaintive
objection which she had made before. ``You shouldn't call me by my name
in that way, Mr Rowan; you know you shouldn't.''
``Did your mother tell you what I said to her yesterday?'' he
asked.
``What you said yesterday?''
``Yes, when you were away across the green.''
``What you said to mamma?''
``Yes; I know she told you. I see it in your face. And I am glad
she did so. May I not call you Rachel now?''
As they were placed the table was still between them, so that he
was debarred from making any outward sign of his presence as a lover.
He could not take her hand and press it. She stood perfectly silent,
looking down upon the table on which she leaned, and gave no answer to
his question. ``May I not call you Rachel now?'' he said, repeating the
question.
I hope it will be understood that Rachel was quite a novice at this
piece of work which she now had in hand. It must be the case that very
many girls are not novices. A young lady who has rejected the first
half-dozen suitors who have asked for her love must probably feel
herself mistress of the occasion when she rejects the seventh, and will
not be quite astray when she accepts the eighth. There are, moreover,
young ladies who, though they may have rejected and accepted none, have
had so wide an advantage in society as to be able, when the moment
comes, to have their wits about them. But Rachel had known nothing of
what is called society, and had never before known either the trouble
or the joy of being loved. So when the question was pressed upon her,
she trembled, and felt that her breath was failing her. She had filled
herself full of resolutions as to what she would do when this moment
came--as to how she would behave and what words she would utter. But
all that was gone from her now. She could only stand still and tremble.
Of course he might call her Rachel--might call her what he pleased. To
him, with his wider experience, that now became manifest enough.
``You must give me leave for more than that, Rachel, if you would
not send me away wretched. You must let me call you my own.'' Then he
moved round the table towards her; and as he moved, though she
retreated from him, she did not retreat with a step as rapid as his
own. ``Rachel,'--and he put out his hand to her--``I want you to be my
wife.'' She allowed the tips of her fingers to turn themselves toward
him, as though unable altogether to refuse the greeting which he
offered her, but as she did so she turned away from him, and bent down
her head. She had heard all she wanted to hear. Why did he not go away,
and leave her to think of it? He had named to her the word so sacred
between man and woman. He had said that he sought her for his wife.
What need was there that he should stay longer?
He got her hand in his, and then passed his arm round her waist.
``Say, love; say, Rachel--shall it be so? Nay, but I will have an
answer from you. You shall look it to me, if you will not speak it;''
and he got his head round over her shoulder, as though to look into her
eyes.
``Oh, Mr Rowan; pray don't--pray don't pull me.''
``But, dearest, say a word to me. You must say some word. Can you
learn to love me, Rachel?''
Learn to love him! The lesson had come to her very easily. How was
it possible, she had once thought, not to love him.
``Say a word to me,'' said Rowan. still struggling to look into her
face; ``one word, and then I will let you go.''
``What word?''
``Say to me, `Dear Luke, I will be your wife'.''
She remained for a moment quite passive in his hands, trying to say
it, but the words would not come. Of course she would be his wife. Why
need he trouble her further?
``Nay, but, Rachel, you shall speak, or I will stay with you here
till your mother comes, and she shall answer for you. If you had
disliked me I think you would have said so.''
``I don't dislike you,'' she whispered.
``And do you love me?'' She slightly bowed her head. ``And you will
be my wife?'' Again she went through the same little piece of acting.
``And I may call you Rachel now?'' In answer to this question she shook
herself free from his slackened grasp, and escaped away across the
room.
``You cannot forbid me now. Come and sit down by me, for of course
I have got much to say to you. Come and sit down, and indeed I will not
trouble you again.''
Then she went to him very slowly, and sat with him, leaving her
hand in his, listening to his words, and feeling in her heart the full
delight of having such a lover. Of the words that were then spoken, but
very few came from her lips; he told her all his story of the brewery
quarrel, and was very eloquent and droll in describing Tappitt as he
brandished the poker.
``And was he going to hit you with it?'' said Rachel, with all her
eyes open.
``Well, he didn't hit me,'' said Luke; ``but to look at him he
seemed mad enough to do anything.'' Then he told her how at the present
moment he was living at the inn, and how it became necessary, from this
unfortunate quarrel, that he should go at once to London. ``But under
no circumstances would I have gone'', said he, pressing her hand very
closely, ``without an answer from you.''
``But you ought not to think of anything like that when you are in
such trouble.''
``Ought I not? Well, but I do, you see.'' Then he explained to her
that part of his project consisted in his marrying her out of hand--at
once. He would go up to London for a week or two, and then, coming
back, be married in the course of the next month.
``Oh, Mr Rowan, that would be impossible.''
``You must not call me Mr Rowan, or I shall call you Miss Ray.''
``But indeed it would be impossible.''
``Why impossible?''
``Indeed it would. You can ask mamma--or rather, you had better
give over thinking of it. I haven't had time yet even to make up my
mind what you are like.''
``But you say that you love me.''
``So I do, but I suppose I ought not; for I'm sure I don't know
what you are like yet. It seems to me that you're very fond of having
your own way, sir--and so you ought,'' she added; ``but really you
can't have your own way in that. Nobody ever heard of such a thing.
Everybody would think we were mad--
``I shouldn't care one straw for that.''
``Ah, but I should--a great many straws.''
He sat there for two hours, telling her of all things appertaining
to himself. He explained to her that, irrespective of the brewery, he
had an income sufficient to support a wife--``though not enough to make
her a fine lady like Mrs Cornbury,'' he said.
``If you can give me bread and cheese, it's as much as I have a
right to expect,'' said Rachel.
``I have over four hundred a year,'' said he: and Rachel, hearing
it, thought that he could indeed support a wife. Why should a man with
four hundred a year want to brew beer?
``But I have got nothing,'' said Rachel; ``not a farthing.''
``Of course not,'' said Rowan; ``it is my theory that unmarried
girls never ought to have anything. If they have, they ought to be
considered as provided for, and then they shouldn't have husbands. And
I rather think it would be better if men didn't have anything either,
so that they might be forced to earn their bread, only they would want
capital.''
Rachel listened to it all with the greatest content, and most
unalloyed happiness. She did not quite understand him, but she gathered
from his words that her own poverty was not a reproach in his eyes, and
that he under no circumstances would have looked for a wife with a
fortune. Her happiness was unalloyed at all she heard from him, till at
last he spoke of his mother.
``And does she dislike me?'' asked Rachel, with dismay,
``It isn't that she dislikes you, but she's staying with that Mrs
Tappitt, who is furious against me because--I suppose it's because of
this brewery row. But indeed I can't understand it. A week ago I was at
home there; now I daren't show my nose in the house, and have been
turned out of the brewery this morning with a poker.''
``I hope it's nothing about me,'' said Rachel.
``How can it be about you?''
``Because I thought Mrs Tappitt looked at the ball as though--But I
suppose it didn't mean anything.''
``It ought to be a matter of perfect indifference whether it meant
anything or not.''
``But how can it be so about your mother? If this is ever to lead
to anything--''
``Lead to anything! What it will lead to is quite settled.''
``You know what I mean. But how could I become your wife if your
mother did not wish it?''
``Look here, Rachel; that's all very proper for a girl, I dare say.
If your mother thought I was not fit to be your husband, I won't say
but what you ought to take her word in such a matter. But it isn't so
with a man. It will make me very unhappy if my mother cannot be friends
with my wife; but no threats of hers to that effect would prevent me
from marrying, nor should they have any effect upon you. I'm my own
master, and from the nature of things I must look out for myself.''
This was all very grand and masterful on Rowan's part, and might in
theory be true; but there was that in it which made Rachel uneasy, and
gave to her love its first shade of trouble. She could not be quite
happy as Luke's promised bride, if she knew that she would not be
welcomed to that place by Luke's mother. And then what right had she to
think it probable that Luke's mother would give her such a welcome? At
that first meeting, however, she said but little herself on the
subject. She had pledged to him her troth, and she would not attempt to
go back from her pledge at the first appearance of a difficulty. She
would talk to her own mother, and perhaps his mother might relent. But
throughout it all there ran a feeling of dismay at the idea of marrying
a man whose mother would not willingly receive her as a daughter!
``But you must go,'' she said at last. ``Indeed you must. I have
things to do, if you have nothing.''
``I'm the idlest man in the world at the present moment. If you
turn me out I can only go and sit at the inn.''
``Then you must go and sit at the inn. If you stay any longer mamma
won't have any dinner.''
``If that's so, of course I'll go. But I shall come back to tea.''
As Rachel gave no positive refusal to this proposition, Rowan took
his departure on the understanding that he might return.
``Goodbye,'' said he. ``When I come this evening I shall expect you
to walk with me.''
``Oh, I don't know,'' said she.
``Yes, you will; and we will see the sun set again, and you will
not run from me this evening as though I were an ogre.'' As he spoke he
took her in his arms and held her, and kissed her before she had time
to escape from him. ``You're mine altogether now,'' said he, ``and
nothing can sever us. God bless you, Rachel!''
``Goodbye, Luke,'' and then they parted.
She had told him to go, alleging her household duties as her ground
for dismissing him; but when he was gone she did not at once betake
herself to her work. She sat on the seat which he had shared with her,
thinking of the thing which she had done. She was now betrothed to this
man as his wife, the only man towards whom her fancy had ever turned
with the slightest preference. So far love for her had run very
smoothly. From her first meetings with him, on those evenings in which
she had hardly spoken to him, his form had filled her eye, and his
words had filled her mind. She had learned to love to see him before
she understood what her heart was doing for her. Gradually, but very
quickly, all her vacant thoughts had been given to him, and he had
become the hero of her life. Now, almost before she had had time to
question herself on the matter, he was her affianced husband. It had
all been so quick and so very gracious that she seemed to tremble at
her own good fortune. There was that one little cloud in the sky--that
frown on his mother's brow; but now, in the first glow of her
happiness, she could not bring herself to believe that this cloud would
bring a storm. So she sat there dreaming of her happiness, and longing
for her mother's return that she might tell it all--that it might be
talked of hour after hour, and that Luke's merits might receive their
fitting mention. Her mother was not a woman who on such an occasion
would stint the measure of her praise, or refuse her child the
happiness of her sympathy.
But Rachel knew that she must not let the whole morning pass by in
idle dreams, happy as those dreams were, and closely as they were
allied to her waking life. After a while she jumped up with a start.
``I declare there will be nothing done. Mamma will want her dinner
though I'm ever so much going to be married.''
But she had not been long on foot, or done much in preparation of
the cold lamb which it was intended they should eat that day, before
she heard her mother's footsteps on the gravel path. She ran out to the
front door full of her own news, though hardly knowing as yet in what
words she would tell it; but of her mother's news, of any tidings which
there might be to tell as to that interview which had just taken place
in Baslehurst, Rachel did not think much. Nothing that Dorothea could
say would now be of moment. So at least Rachel flattered herself. And
as for Dorothea and all her growlings, had they not chiefly ended in
this--that the young man did not intend to present himself as a
husband? But he had now done so in a manner which Rachel felt to be so
satisfactory that even Dorothea's criticism must be disarmed. So
Rachel, as she met her mother, thought only of the tale which she had
to tell, and nothing of that which she was to hear.
But Mrs Ray was so full of her tale, was so conscious of the fact
that her tidings were entitled to the immediate and undivided attention
of her daughter, and from their first greeting on the gravel path was
so ready with her words, that Rachel, with all the story of her
happiness, was for a while obliterated.
``Oh, my dear,'' said Mrs Ray, ``I have such news for you!''
``So have I, mamma, news for you,'' said Rachel, putting out her
hand to her mother.
``I never was so warm in my life. Do let me get in; oh dear, oh
dear! It's no good looking in the basket, for when I came away from
Dorothea I was too full of what I had just heard to think of buying
anything.''
``What have you heard, mamma?''
``I'm sure I hope she'll be happy; I'm sure I do. But it's a great
venture, a terribly great venture.''
``What is it, mamma?'' And Rachel, though she could not yet think
that her mother's budget could be equal in importance to her own, felt
that there was that which it was necessary that she should hear.
``Your sister is going to be married to Mr Prong.''
``Dolly?''
``Yes, my dear. It's a great venture; but if any woman can live
happy with such a man, she can do so. She's troubled about her
money--that's all.''
``Marry Mr Prong! I suppose she may if she likes. Oh dear! I can't
think I shall ever like him.''
``I never spoke to him yet, so perhaps I oughtn't to say; but he
doesn't look a nice man to my eyes. But what are looks, my dear?
They're only skin deep; we ought all of us to remember that always,
Rachel; they're only skin deep; and if, as she says, she only wants to
work in the vineyard, she won't mind his being so short. I dare say
he's honest--at least I'm sure I hope he is.''
``I should think he's honest, at any rate, or he wouldn't be what
he is.''
``There's some of them are so very fond of money--that is, if all
that we hear is true. Perhaps he mayn't care about it; let us hope that
he doesn't; but if so he's a great exception. However, she means to
have it tied up as close as possible, and I think she's right. Where
would she be if he was to go away some fine morning and leave her? You
see, he's got nobody belonging to him. I own I do like people who have
got people belonging to them; you feel sure, in a sort of way, that
they'll go on living in their own houses.''
Rachel immediately reflected that Luke Rowan had people belonging
to him--very nice people--and that everybody knew who he was and from
whence he came.
``But she has quite made up her mind about it,'' continued Mrs Ray;
``and when I saw that I didn't say very much against it. What was the
use? It isn't as though he wasn't quite respectable. He is a clergyman,
you know, my dear, though he never was at any of the regular colleges;
and he might be a bishop, just as much as if he had been; so they tell
me. And I really don't think that she would ever have come back to the
cottage--not unless you had promised to have been ruled by her in
everything.''
``I certainly shouldn't have done that;'' and Rachel, as she made
this assurance with some little obstinacy in her voice, told herself
that for the future she meant to be ruled by a very different person
indeed.
``No, I suppose not; and I'm sure I shouldn't have asked you,
because I think it isn't the thing, dragging people away out of their
own parishes, here and there, to anybody's church. And I told her that
though I would of course go and hear Mr Prong now and then if she
married him, I wouldn't leave Mr Comfort, not as a regular thing. But
she didn't seem to mind that now, much as she used always to be saying
about it.''
``And when is it to be, mamma?
``On Friday; that is, tomorrow.''
``Tomorrow!''
``That is, she's to go and tell him tomorrow that she means to take
him--or he's to come to her at Miss Pucker's lodgings. It's not to be
wondered at when one sees Miss Pucker, really: and I'm not sure I'd not
have done the same if I'd been living with her too; only I don't think
I ever should have begun. I think it's living with Miss Pucker has made
her do it; I do indeed, my dear. Well, now that I have told you, I
suppose I may as well go and get ready for dinner.''
``I'll come with you, mamma. The potatoes are strained, and Kitty
can put the things on the table. Mamma,'--and now they were on the
stairs--``I've got something to tell also.''
We'll leave Mrs Ray to eat her dinner, and Rachel to tell her
story, merely adding a word to say that the mother did not stint the
measure of her praise, or refuse her child the happiness of her
sympathy. That evening was probably the happiest of Rachel's existence,
although its full proportions of joy were marred by an unforeseen
occurrence. At four o'clock a note came from Rowan to his ``Dearest
Rachel'--saying that he had been called away by telegraph to London
about that ``horrid brewery business''. He would write from there. But
Rachel was almost as happy without him, talking about him, as she would
have been in his presence, listening to him.
On the Friday morning there was a solemn conference at the brewery
between Mrs Tappitt and Mrs Rowan. Mrs Rowan found herself to be in
some difficulty as to the line of action which she ought to take, and
the alliances which she ought to form. She was passionately attached to
her son, and for Mrs Tappitt she had no strong liking. But then she was
very averse to this proposed marriage with Rachel Ray, and was willing
for a while to make a treaty with Mrs Tappitt, offensive and defensive,
as against her own son, if by doing so she could put a stop to so
outrageous a proceeding on his part. He had seen her before he started
for London, and had told her both the occurrences of the day. He had
described to her how Tappitt had turned him out of the brewery, poker
in hand, and how, in consequence of Tappitt's ``pigheaded obstinacy'',
it was now necessary that their joint affairs should be set right by
the hand of the law. He had then told her also that there was no longer
any room for doubt or argument between them as regarding Rachel. He had
gone out to Bragg's End that morning, had made his offer, and had been
accepted. His mother therefore would see--so he surmised--that, as any
opposition on her part must now be futile, she might as well take
Rachel to her heart at once. He went so far as to propose to her that
she should go over to Rachel in his absence--``it would be very
gracious if you could do it tomorrow, mother,'' he said--and go through
that little process of taking her future daughter-in-law to her heart.
But in answer to this Mrs Rowan said very little. She said very little,
but she looked much. ``My dear, I cannot move so quick as you do; I am
older. I am afraid, however, that you have been rash.'' He said
something, as on such occasions young men do, as to his privilege of
choosing for himself, as to his knowing what wife would suit him, as to
his contempt for money, and as to the fact--``the undoubted fact'', as
he declared it--and in that declaration I am prepared to go
hand-in-hand with him--that Rachel Ray was a lady. But he was
clear-headed enough to perceive that his mother did not intend to agree
with him. ``When we are married she will come round,'' he said to
himself, and then he took himself off by the night mail train to
London.
Under these circumstances Mrs Rowan felt that her only chance of
carrying on the battle would be by means of a treaty with Mrs Tappitt.
Had the affair of the brewery stood alone, Mrs Rowan would have ranged
herself loyally on the side of her son. She would have resented the
uplifting of that poker, and shown her resentment by an immediate
withdrawal from the brewery. She would have said a word or two--a
stately word or two--as to the justice of her son's cause, and have
carried herself and her daughter off to the inn. As things were now,
her visit to the brewery must no doubt be curtailed in its duration;
but in the meantime might not a blow be struck against that foolish
matrimonial project--an opportune blow, and by the aid of Mrs Tappitt?
Therefore on that Friday morning, when Mr Prong was listening with
enraptured ears to Mrs Prime's acceptance of his suit--under certain
pecuniary conditions--Mrs Rowan and Mrs Tappitt were sitting in
conference at the brewery.
They agreed together at that meeting that Rachel Ray was the head
and front of the whole offence, the source of all the evil done and to
be done, and the one great sinner in the matter. It was clear to Mrs
Rowan that Rachel could have no just pretensions to look for such a
lover or such a husband as her son; and it was equally clear to Mrs
Tappitt that she could have had no right to seek a lover or a husband
out of the brewery. If Rachel Ray had not been there all might have
gone smoothly for both of them. Mrs Tappitt did not, perhaps, argue
very logically as to the brewery business, or attempt to show either to
herself or to her ally that Luke Rowan would have made himself an
agreeable partner if he had kept himself free from all love vagaries;
but she was filled with an indefinite woman's idea that the mischief,
which she felt, had been done by Rachel Ray, and that against Rachel
and Rachel's pretensions her hand should be turned.
They resolved therefore that they would go out together and call at
the cottage. Mrs Tappitt knew, from long neighbourhood, of what stuff
Mrs Ray was made. ``A very good sort of woman,'' she said to Mrs Rowan,
``and not at all headstrong and perverse like her daughter. If we find
the young lady there we must ask her mamma to see us alone.'' To this
proposition Mrs Rowan assented, not eagerly, but with a slow, measured,
dignified assent, feeling that she was derogating somewhat from her own
position in allowing herself to be led by such a one as Mrs Tappitt. It
was needful that on this occasion she should act with Mrs Tappitt and
connect herself with the Tappitt interests; but all this she did with
an air that distinctly claimed for herself a personal superiority. If
Mrs Tappitt did not perceive and understand this, it was her fault, and
not Mrs Rowan's.
At two o'clock they stepped into a fly at the brewery door and had
themselves driven out to Bragg's End.
``Mamma, there's a carriage,'' said Rachel,
``It can't be coming here,'' said Mrs Ray.
``But it is; it's the fly from the Dragon. I know it by the man's
white hat. And, oh dear, there's Mrs Rowan and Mrs Tappitt! Mamma, I
shall go away.'' And Rachel, without another word, escaped out into the
garden. She escaped, utterly heedless of her mother's little weak
prayer that she would remain. She went away quickly, so that not a
skirt of her dress might be visible. She felt instantly, by instinct,
that these two women had come out there especially as her enemies, as
upsetters of her happiness, as opponents of her one great hope in life;
and she knew that she could not fight her battle with them face to
face. She could not herself maintain her love stoutly and declare her
intention of keeping her lover to his word; and yet she did intend to
maintain her love, not doubting that he would be true to his word
without any effort on her part. Her mother would make a very poor
fight--of that she was quite well aware. It would have been well if her
mother could have run away also. But, as that could not be, her mother
must be left to succumb, and the fight must be carried on afterwards as
best it might. The two ladies remained at the cottage for about an
hour, and during that time Rachel was sequestered in the garden,
hardening her heart against all enemies to her love. If Luke would only
stand by her, she would certainly stand by him.
There was a good deal of ceremony between the three ladies when
they first found themselves together in Mrs Ray's parlour. Mrs Rowan
and Mrs Tappitt were large and stiff in their draperies, and did not
fit themselves easily in among Mrs Ray's small belongings; and they
were stately in their demeanour, conscious that they were visiting an
inferior, and conscious also that they were there on no friendly
mission. But the interview was commenced with a show of much civility.
Mrs Tappitt introduced Mrs Rowan in due form, and Mrs Rowan made her
little bow, if with some self-asserting supremacy, still with fitting
courtesy. Mrs Ray hoped that Mrs Tappitt and the young ladies were
quite well, and then there was a short silence, very oppressive to Mrs
Ray, but refreshing rather than otherwise to Mrs Rowan. It gave a
proper business aspect to the visit, and paved the way for serious
words.
``Miss Rachel is out, I suppose,'' said Mrs Tappitt. ``Yes, she is
out,'' said Mrs Ray. ``But she's about the place somewhere, if you want
to see her.'' This she added in her weakness, not knowing how she was
to sustain the weight of such an interview alone.
``Perhaps it is as well that she should be away just at present,''
said Mrs Rowan, firmly but mildly.
``Quite as well,'' said Mrs Tappitt, as firmly, but less mildly.
``Because we wish to say a few words to you, Mrs Ray,'' said Mrs
Rowan.
``That is what has brought us out so early,'' said Mrs Tappitt. It
was only half past two now, and company visiting was never done at
Baslehurst till after three. ``We want to say a few words to you, Mrs
Ray, about a very serious matter. I'm sure you know how glad I've
always been to see Rachel with my girls, and I had her at our party the
other night, you know. It isn't likely therefore that I should be
disposed to say anything unkind about her.''
``At any rate not to me, I hope,'' said Mrs Ray.
``Not to anybody. Indeed I'm not given to say unkind things about
people. No one in Baslehurst would give me that character. But the fact
is, Mrs Ray--''
``Perhaps, Mrs Tappitt, you'll allow me,'' said Mrs Rowan. ``He's
my son.''
``Oh, yes, certainly--that is, if you.wish it,'' said Mrs Tappitt,
drawing herself up in her chair; ``but I thought that perhaps, as I
knew Miss Ray so well.''
``If you don't mind, Mrs Tappitt--'' and Mrs Rowan, as she again
took the words out of her friend's mouth, smiled upon her with a smile
of great efficacy.
``Oh, dear, certainly not,'' said Mrs Tappitt, acknowledging by her
concession the superiority of Mrs Rowan's nature.
``I believe you are aware, Mrs Ray,'' said Mrs Rowan, ``that Mr
Luke Rowan is my son.''
``Yes, I'm aware of that.''
``And I'm afraid you must be aware also that there have been
some--some--some talkings as it were, between him and your daughter.''
``Oh, yes. The truth is, ma'am, that he has offered himself to my
girl, and that she has accepted him. Whether it's for good or for bad,
the open truth is the best, Mrs Tappitt.''
``Truth is truth,'' said Mrs Tappitt; ``and deception is not
truth.''
``I didn't think it had gone anything so far as that,'' said Mrs
Rowan--who at the moment, perhaps, forgot that deception is not truth;
``and in saying that he has actually offered himself, you may
perhaps--without meaning it, of course--be attributing a more positive
significance to his word than he has intended.''
``God forbid!'' said Mrs Ray very solemnly. ``That would be a very
sad thing for my poor girl. But I think, Mrs Rowan, you had better ask
him. If he says he didn't intend it, of course there will be an end of
it, as far as Rachel is concerned.''
``I can't ask him just at present,'' said Mrs Rowan, ``because he
has gone up to London. He went away yesterday afternoon, and there's no
saying when he may be in Baslehurst again.''
``If ever--'' said Mrs Tappitt, very solemnly. ``Perhaps he has not
told you, Mrs Ray, that that partnership between him and Mr T. is all
over.''
``He did tell us that there had been words between him and Mr
Tappitt.''
``Words indeed!'' said Mrs Tappitt.
``And therefore it isn't so easy to ask him,'' said Mrs Rowan,
ignoring Mrs Tappitt and the partnership. ``But of course, Mrs Ray, our
object in this matter must be the same. We both wish to see our
children happy and respectable.'' Mrs Rowan, as she said this, put
great emphasis on the last word.
``As to my girl, I've no fear whatever but what she'll be
respectable,'' said Mrs Ray, with more heat than Mrs Tappitt had
thought her to possess.
``No doubt; no doubt. But what I'm coming to is this, Mrs Ray; here
has this boy of mine been behaving foolishly to your daughter, as young
men will do. It may be that he has really said something to her of the
kind you suppose--''
``Said something to her! Why, ma'am, he came out here and asked my
permission to pay his addresses to her, which I didn't answer because
just at that moment Rachel came in from Farmer Sturt's opposite--''
``Farmer Sturt's'' said Mrs Tappitt to Mrs Rowan, in an under voice
and nodding her head. Whereupon Mrs Rowan nodded her head also. One of
the great accusations made against Mrs Ray had been that she lived on
the Farmer Sturt level, and not on the Tappitt level--much less on the
Rowan level.
``Yes--from Farmer Sturt's,'' continued Mrs Ray, not at all
understanding this by-play. ``So I didn't give him any answer at all.''
``You wouldn't encourage him,'' said Mrs Rowan.
``I don't know about that; but at any rate he encouraged himself,
for he came again the next morning when I was in Baslehurst.';
``I hope Miss Rachel didn't know he was coming in your absence,''
said Mrs Rowan.
``It would look so sly--wouldn't it?'' said Mrs Tappitt.
``No, she didn't, and she isn't sly at all. If she had known
anything she would have told me. I know what my girl is, Mrs Rowan, and
I can depend on her.'' Mrs Ray's courage was up, and she was inclined
to fight bravely, but she was sadly impeded by tears, which she now
found it impossible to control.
``I'm sure it isn't my wish to distress you,'' said Mrs Rowan.
``It does distress me very much, then, for anybody to say that
Rachel is sly.''
``I said I hoped she wasn't sly,'' said Mrs Tappitt.
``I heard what you said,'' continued Mrs Ray; ``and I don't see why
you should be speaking against Rachel in that way. The young man isn't
your son.''
``No,'' said Mrs Tappitt, ``indeed he's not--nor yet he ain't Mr
Tappitt's partner.''
``Nor wishes to be,'' said Mrs Rowan, with a toss of her head. It
was a thousand pities that Mrs Ray had not her wits enough about her to
have fanned into a fire of battle the embers which glowed hot between
her two enemies. Had she done so they might probably have been made to
consume each other--to her great comfort. ``Nor wishes to be!'' Then
Mrs Rowan paused a moment, and Mrs Tappitt assumed a smile which was
intended to indicate incredulity. ``But, Mrs Ray,'' continued Mrs
Rowan, ``that is neither here nor there. Luke Rowan is my son, and I
certainly have a right to speak. Such a marriage as this would be very
imprudent on his part, and very disagreeable to me. From the way in
which things have turned out it's not likely that he'll settle himself
at Baslehurst.''
``The most unlikely thing in the world'', said Mrs Tappitt. ``I
don't suppose he'll ever show himself in Baslehurst again.''
``As for showing himself, Mrs Tappitt, my son will never be ashamed
of showing himself anywhere''
``But he won't have any call to come to Baslehurst, Mrs Rowan.
That's what I mean.''
``If he's a gentleman of his word, as I take him to be,'' said Mrs
Ray, ``he'll have a great call to show himself. He never can have
intended to come out here, and speak to her in that way, and ask her to
marry him, and then never to come back and see her any more! I wouldn't
believe it of him, not though his own mother said it!''
``I don't say anything,'' said Mrs Rowan, who felt that her
position was one of some difficulty. ``But we all do know that in
affairs of that kind young men do allow themselves to go great lengths.
And the greater lengths they go, Mrs Ray, the more particular the young
ladies ought to be.''
``But what's a young lady to do? How's she to know whether a young
man is in earnest, or whether he's only going lengths, as you call
it?'' Mrs Ray's eyes were still moist with tears; and, I grieve to say
that though, as far as immediate words are concerned, she was fighting
Rachel's battle not badly, still the blows of the enemy were taking
effect upon her. She was beginning to wish that Luke Rowan had never
been seen, or his name heard, at Bragg's End.
``I think it's quite understood in the world'', said Mrs Rowan,
``that a young lady is not to take a gentleman at his first word.''
``Oh, quite,'' said Mrs Tappitt.
``We've all of us daughters,'' said Mrs Rowan.
``Yes, all of us,'' said Mrs Tappitt. ``That's what makes it so
fitting that we should discuss this matter together in a friendly
feeling.''
``My son is a very good young man--a very good young man indeed.''
``But a little hasty, perhaps?'' said Mrs Tappitt.
``If you'll allow me, Mrs Tappitt.''
``Oh, certainly. Mrs Rowan.''
``A very good young man indeed; and I don't think it at all
probable that in such a matter as this he will act in opposition to his
mother's wishes. He has his way to make in the world.''
``Which will never be in the brewery line,'' said Mrs Tappitt.
``He has his way to make in the world.'' continued Mrs Rowan, with
much severity; ``and if he marries in four or five years' time, that
will be quite as soon as he ought to think of doing. I'm sure you will
agree with me, Mrs Ray, that long engagements are very bad,
particularly for the lady.''
``He wanted to be married next month.'' said Mrs Ray.
``Ah, yes; that shows that the whole thing couldn't come to much.
If there was an engagement at all, it must be a very long one. Years
must roll by.'' From the artistic manner in which Mrs Rowan allowed her
voice to dwell upon the words which signified duration of space, any
hope of a marriage between Luke and Rachel seemed to be put off at any
rate to some future century. ``Years must roll by, and we all know what
that means. The lady dies of a broken heart, while the gentleman lives
in a bachelor's rooms, and dines always at his club. Nobody can wish
such a state of things as that, Mrs Ray.''
``I knew a girl who was engaged for seven years,'' said Mrs
Tappitt, ``and she wore herself to a thread-paper--so she did. And then
he married his housekeeper after all,''
``I'd sooner see my girl make up her mind to be an old maid than
let her have a long engagement,'' said Mrs Rowan.
``And so would I, my girls, all three. If anybody comes, I say to
them, `Let your papa see them. He'll know what's the meaning of it.' It
don't do for young girls to manage those things all themselves. Not but
what I think my girls have almost as much wit about them as I have. I
won't mention any names, but there's a young man about here as
well-to-do as any young man in the South Hams, but Cherry won't as much
as look at him.'' Mrs Rowan again tossed her head. She felt her
misfortune in being burthened with such a colleague as Mrs Tappitt.
``What is it you want me to do, Mrs Rowan?'' asked Mrs Ray.
``I want you and your daughter, who I am sure is a very nice young
lady, and good-looking too--
``Oh, quite so,'' said Mrs Tappitt.
``I want you both to understand that this little thing should be
allowed to drop. If my boy has done anything foolish I'm here to
apologise for him. He isn't the first that has been foolish, and I'm
afraid he won't be the last. But it can't be believed, Mrs Ray, that
marriages should be run up in this thoughtless sort of way. In the
first place the young people don't know anything of each other;
absolutely nothing at all. And then--but I'm sure I don't want to
insist on any differences that there may be in their positions in life.
Only you must be aware of this, Mrs Ray, that such a marriage as that
would be very injurious to a young man like my son Luke.''
``My child wouldn't wish to injure anybody.''
``And therefore, of course, she won't think any more about it. All
I want from you is that you should promise me that.''
``If Rachel will only just say that,'' said Mrs Tappitt, ``my
daughters will be as happy to see her out walking with them as ever.''
``Rachel has had quite enough of such walkings, Mrs Tappitt; quite
enough.''
``If harm has come of it, it hasn't been the fault of my girls,''
said Mrs Tappitt.
Then there was a pause among the three ladies, and it appeared that
Mrs Rowan was waiting for Mrs Ray's answer. But Mrs Ray did not know
what answer she should make. She was already disposed to regard the
coming of Luke Rowan to Baslehurst as a curse rather than a blessing.
She felt all but convinced that Fate would be against her and hers in
that matter. She had ever been afraid of young men, believing them to
be dangerous, bringers of trouble into families, roaring lions
sometimes, and often wolves in sheep's clothing. Since she had first
heard of Luke Rowan in connection with her daughter she had been
trembling. If she could have acted in accordance with her own feelings
at this moment, she would have begged that Luke Rowan's name might
never again be mentioned in her presence. It would be better for them,
she thought, to bear what had already come upon them, than to run
further risk. But she could not give any answer to Mrs Rowan without
consulting Rachel--she could not at least give any such answer as that
contemplated without doing so. She had sanctioned Rachel's love, and
could not now undertake to oppose it. Rachel had probably been
deceived, and must bear her misfortune. But, as the question stood at
present between her and her daughter, she could not at once accede to
Mrs Rowan's views in the matter. ``I will talk to Rachel,'' she said.
``Give her my kindest respects,'' said Mrs Rowan; ``and pray make
her understand that I wouldn't interfere if I didn't think it was for
both their advantages. Goodbye, Mrs Ray,'' And Mrs Rowan got up.
``Goodbye, Mrs Ray,'' said Mrs Tappitt, putting out her hand.
``Give my love to Rachel. I hope that we shall be good friends yet, for
all that has come and gone.''
But Mrs Ray would not accept Mrs Tappitt's hand, nor would she
vouchsafe any answer to Mrs Tappitt's amenities. ``Goodbye, ma'am,''
she said to Mrs Rowan. ``I suppose you mean to do the best you can by
your own child.''
``And by yours too,'' said Mrs Rowan.
``If so, I can only say that you must think very badly of your own
son. Goodbye, ma'am.'' Then Mrs Ray curtseyed them out--not without a
certain amount of dignity, although her eyes were red with tears, and
her whole body trembling with dismay.
Very little was said in the fly between the two ladies on their way
back to the brewery, nor did Mrs Rowan remain very long as a visitor at
Mrs Tappitt's house. She had found herself compelled by circumstances
to take a part inimical to Mrs Ray, but she felt in her heart a much
stronger animosity to Mrs Tappitt. With Mrs Ray she could have been
very friendly, only for that disastrous love affair; but with Mrs
Tappitt she could not again put herself into pleasant relations. I must
point out how sadly unfortunate it was that Mrs Ray had not known how
to fan that flame of anger to her own and her daughter's advantage.
``Well, mamma,'' said Rachel, returning to the room as soon as she
heard the wheels of the fly in motion upon the road across the green.
She found her mother in tears--hardly able to speak because of her
sobs. ``Never mind it, mamma; of course I know the kind of things they
have been saying. It was what I expected. Never mind it.''
``But, my dear, you will be broken-hearted.''
``Broken-hearted! Why?''
``I know you will. Now that you have learned to love him, you'll
never bear to lose him.''
``And must I lose him?''
``She says so. She says that he doesn't mean it, and that it's all
nonsense.''
``I don't believe her. Nothing shall make me believe that, mamma.''
``She says it would be ruinous to all his prospects, especially
just now when he has quarrelled about this brewery.''
``Ruinous to him!''
``His mother says so.''
``I will never wish him to do anything that shall be ruinous to
himself; never--not though I were broken-hearted, as you call it.''
``Ah, that is it, Rachel, my darling; I wish he had not come
here.''
Rachel went away across the room and looked out of the window upon
the green. There she stood in silence for a few minutes while her
mother was wiping her eyes and suppressing her sobs. Tears also had run
down Rachel's cheeks; but they were silent tears, few in number and
very salt. ``I cannot bring myself to wish that yet,'' said she.
``But he has gone away, and what can you do if he does not come
again?''
``Do! Oh, I can do nothing. I could do nothing, even though he were
here in Baslehurst every day of his life. If I once thought that he
didn't wish me--to--be--his wife, I should not want to do anything.
But, mamma, I can't believe it of him. It was only yesterday that he
was here.''
``They say that young men don't care what they say in that way
nowadays,''
``I don't believe it of him, mamma; his manner is so steadfast, and
his voice sounds so true.''
``But then she is so terribly against it.''
Then again they were silent for a while, after which Rachel ended
the conversation. ``It is clear, at any rate, that you and I can do
nothing, mamma. If she expects me to say that I will give him up, she
is mistaken. Give him up! I couldn't give him up, without being false
to him. I don't think I'll ever be false to him. If he's false to me,
then--then, I must bear it, Mamma, don't say anything to Dolly about
this just at present.'' In answer to which request Mrs Ray promised
that she would not at present say anything to Mrs Prime about Mrs
Rowan's visit.
The following day and the Sunday were not passed in much happiness
by the two ladies at Bragg's End. Tidings reached them that Mrs Rowan
and her daughter were going to London on the Monday, but no letter came
to them from Luke. By the Monday morning Mrs Ray had quite made up her
mind that Luke Rowan was lost to them for ever, and Rachel had already
become worn with care. During that Saturday and Sunday nothing was seen
of Mrs Prime at Bragg's End.
On the Monday evening, after tea, Mrs Prime came out to the
cottage. It was that Monday on which Mrs Rowan and her daughter had
left Baslehurst and had followed Luke up to London. She came out and
sat with her mother and sister for about an hour, restraining herself
with much discretion from the saying of disagreeable things about her
sister's lover. She had heard that the Rowans had gone away, and she
had also heard that it was probable that they would be no more seen in
Baslehurst. Mr Prong had given it as his opinion that Luke would not
trouble them again by his personal appearance among them. Under these
circumstances Mrs Prime had thought that she might spare her sister.
For had she said much about her own love affairs. She had never
mentioned Mr Prong's offer in Rachel's presence; nor did she do so now.
As long as Rachel remained in the room the conversation was very
innocent and very uninteresting. For a few minutes the two widows were
alone together, and then Mrs Prime gave her mother to understand that
things were not yet quite arranged between herself and Mr Prong.
``You see, mother,'' said Mrs Prime, ``as this money has been
committed to my charge, I do not think it can be right to let it go
altogether out of my own hands.''
In answer to this Mrs Ray had uttered a word or two agreeing with
her daughter, she was afraid to say much against Mr Prong--was afraid,
indeed, to express any very strong opinion about this proposed
marriage; but in her heart she would have been delighted to hear that
the Prong alliance was to be abandoned. There was nothing in Mr Prong
to recommend him to Mrs Ray.
``And is she going to marry him?'' Rachel asked, as soon as her
sister was gone.
``There's nothing settled as yet. Dorothea wants to keep her money
in her own hands.''
``I don't think that can be right. If a woman is married the money
should belong to the husband.''
``I suppose that's what Mr Prong thinks--at any rate, there's
nothing settled. It seems to me that we know so little about him. He
might go away any day to Australia, you know.''
``And did she say anything about--Mr Rowan?''
``Not a word, my dear.''
And that was all that was then said about Luke even between Rachel
and her mother. How could they speak about him? Mrs Ray also believed
that he would be no more seen in Baslehurst; and Rachel was well aware
that such was her mother's belief, although it had never been
expressed. What could be said between them now--or ever
afterwards--unless, indeed, Rowan should take some steps to make it
necessary that his doings should be discussed?
The Tuesday passed and the Wednesday, without any sign from the
young man; and during these two sad days nothing was said at the
cottage. On that Wednesday his name was absolutely not mentioned
between them, although each of them was thinking of him throughout the
day. Mrs Ray had now become almost sure that he had obeyed his mother's
behests, and had resolved not to trouble himself about Rachel any
further; and Rachel herself had become frightened if not despondent.
Could it be that all this should have passed over her and that it
should mean nothing?--that the man should have been standing there,
only three or four days since, in that very room, with his arm round
her waist, begging for her love, and calling her his wife--and that all
of it should have no meaning? Nothing amazed her so much as her
mother's firm belief in such an ending to such an affair. What must be
her mother's thoughts about men and women in general if she could
expect such conduct from Luke Rowan--and yet not think of him as one
whose falsehood was marvellous in its falseness!
But on the Thursday morning there came a letter from Luke addressed
to Rachel. On that morning Mrs Ray was up when the postman passed by
the cottage, and though Rachel took the letter from the man's hand
herself, she did not open it till she had shown it to her mother.
``Of course it's from him,'' said Rachel.
``I suppose so,'' said Mrs Ray, taking the unopened letter in her
hand and looking at it. She spoke almost in a whisper, as though there
were something terrible in the coming of the letter.
``Is it not odd,'' said Rachel, ``but I never saw his handwriting
before? I shall know it now for ever and ever.'' She also spoke in a
whisper, and still held the letter as though she dreaded to open it.
``Well, my dear,'' said Mrs Ray.
``If you think you ought to read it first, mamma, you may.''
``No, Rachel. It is your letter. I do not wish you to imagine that
I distrust you.''
Then Rachel sat herself down, and with extreme care opened the
envelope. The letter, which she read to herself very slowly, was as
follows:
MY OWN DEAREST RACHEL,
``It seems so nice having to write to you, though it would be much
nicer if I could see you and be sitting with you at this moment at the
churchyard stile. That is the spot in all Baslehurst that I like the
best. I ought to have written sooner, I know, and you will have been
very angry with me; but I have had to go down into Northamptonshire to
settle some affairs as to my father's property, so that I have been
almost living in railway carriages ever since I saw you. I am resolved
about the brewery business more firmly than ever, and as it seems that
``T'' [Mrs Tappitt would occasionally so designate her lord, and her
doing so had been a joke between Luke and Rachel] will not come to
reason without a lawsuit, I must scrape together all the capital I
have, or I shall be fifty years old before I can begin. He is a
pigheaded old fool, and I shall be driven to ruin him and all his
family. I would have done--and still would do--anything for him in
kindness; but if he drives me to go to law to get what is as much my
own as his share is his own, I will build another brewery just under
his nose. All this will require money, and therefore I have to run
about and get my affairs settled.
``But this is a nice love-letter--is it not? However, you must take
me as I am. Just now I have beer in my very soul. The grand object of
my ambition is to stand and be fumigated by the smoke of my own vats.
It is a fat, prosperous, money-making business, and one in which there
is a clear line between right and wrong. No man brews bad beer without
knowing it--or sells short measure. Whether the fatness and the honesty
can go together--that is the problem I want to solve.
``You see I write to you exactly as if you were a man friend, and
not my own dear sweet girl. But I am a very bad hand at love-making. I
considered that that was all done when you nodded your head over my arm
in token that you consented to be my wife. It was a very little nod,
but it binds you as fast as a score of oaths. And now I think I have a
right to talk to you about all my affairs, and expect you at once to
get up the price of malt and hops in Devonshire. I told you, you
remember, that you should be my friend, and now I mean to have my own
way.
``You must tell me exactly what my mother has been doing and saying
at the cottage. I cannot quite make it out from what she says, but I
fear that she has been interfering where she had no business, and
making a goose of herself. She has got an idea into her head that I
ought to make a good bargain in matrimony, and sell myself at the
highest price going in the market--that I ought to get money, or if not
money, family connection. I'm very fond of money--as is everybody, only
people are such liars--but then I like it to be my own; and as to what
people call connection, I have no words to tell you how I despise it.
If I know myself I should never have chosen a woman as my companion for
life who was not a lady; but I have not the remotest wish to become
second cousin by marriage to a baronet's grandmother. I have told my
mother all this, and that you and I have settled the matter together;
but I see that she trusts to something that she has said or done
herself to upset our settling. Of course, what she has said can, have
no effect on you. She has a right to speak to me but she has none to
speak to you--not as yet. But she is the best woman in the world, and
as soon as ever we are married you will find that she will receive you
with open arms.
``You know I spoke of our being married in August. I wish it could
have been so. If we could have settled it when I was at Bragg's End, it
might have been done. I don't, however, mean to scold you, though it
was your fault. But as it is, it must now be put off till after
Christmas. I won't name a day yet for seeing you, because I couldn't
well go to Baslehurst without putting myself into Tappitt's way. My
lawyer says I had better not go to Baslehurst just at present. Of
course you will write to me constantly--to my address here; say, twice
a week at least. And I shall expect you to tell me everything that goes
on. Give my kind love to your mother.
``Yours, dearest Rachel, ``Most affectionately, `` LUKE ROWAN
The letter was not quite what Rachel had expected, but,
nevertheless, she thought it very nice. She had never received a
love-letter before, and probably had never read one--even in print; so
that she was in possession of no strong preconceived notions as to the
nature or requisite contents of such a document. She was a little
shocked when Luke called his mother a goose--she was a little startled
when he said that people were ``liars'', having an idea that the word
was one not to be lightly used--she was amused by the allusion to the
baronet's grandmother, feeling, however, that the manner and language
of his letter was less pretty and love-laden than she had expected--and
she was frightened when he so confidently called upon her to write to
him twice a week. But, nevertheless, the letter was a genial one,
joyous, and, upon the whole, comforting. She read it very slowly, going
back over much of it twice and thrice, so that her mother became
impatient before the perusal was finished.
``It seems to be very long,'' said Mrs Ray.
``Yes, mamma, it is long. It's nearly four sides.''
``What can he have to say so much?''
``There's a good deal of it is about his own private affairs.''
``I suppose, then, I mustn't see it.''
``Oh yes, mamma!'' And Rachel handed her the letter. ``I shouldn't
think of having a letter from him and not showing it to you--not as
things are now.'' Then Mrs Ray took the letter and spent quite as much
time in reading it as Rachel had done. ``He writes as though he meant
to have everything quite his own way,'' said Mrs Ray.
``That's what he does mean. I think he will do that always. He's
what people call imperious; but that isn't bad in a man, is it?''
Mrs Ray did not quite know whether it was bad in a man or no. But
she mistrusted the letter, not construing it closely so as to discover
what might really be its full meaning, but perceiving that the young
man took, or intended to take, very much into his own hands; that he
demanded that everything should be surrendered to his will and
pleasure, without any guarantee on his part that such surrendering
should be properly acknowledged. Mrs Ray was disposed to doubt people
and things that were at a distance from her. Some check could be kept
over a lover at Baslehurst; or, if perchance the lover had removed
himself only to Exeter, with which city Mrs Ray was personally
acquainted, she could have believed in his return. He would not, in
that case, have gone utterly beyond her ken. But she could put no
confidence in a lover up in London. Who could say that he might not
marry someone else tomorrow--that he might not be promising to marry
half a dozen? It was with her the same sort of feeling which made her
think it possible that Mr Prong might go to Australia. She would have
liked as a lover for her daughter a young man fixed in business--if not
at Baslehurst, then at Totnes, Dartmouth, or Brixham--under her own eye
as it were--a young man so fixed that all the world of South Devonshire
would know of all his doings. Such a young man, when he asked a girl to
marry him, must mean what he said. If he did not there would be no
escape for him from the punishment of his neighbours' eyes and tongues.
But a young man up in London--a young man who had quarrelled with his
natural friends in Baslehurst--a young man who was confessedly
masterful and impetuous--a young man who called his own mother a goose,
and all the rest of the world liars, in his first letter to his
lady-love--was that a young man in whom Mrs Ray could place confidence
as a lover for her pet lamb? She read the letter very slowly, and then,
as she gave it back to Rachel, she groaned.
For nearly half an hour after that nothing was said in the cottage
about the letter. Rachel had perceived that it had not been thought
satisfactory by her mother; but then she was inclined to believe that
her mother would have regarded no letter as satisfactory until
arguments had been used to prove to her that it was so. This, at any
rate, was clear--must be clear to Mrs Ray as it was clear to
Rachel--that Luke had no intention of shirking the fulfilment of his
engagement. And after all, was not that the one thing as to which it
was essentially necessary that they should be confident? Had she not
accepted Luke, telling him that she loved him? and was it not
acknowledged by all around her that such a marriage would be good for
her? The danger which they feared was the expectation of such a
marriage without its accomplishment. Even the forebodings of Mrs Prime
had shown that this was the evil to which they pointed. Under these
circumstances what better could be wished for than a ready, quick, warm
assurance on Luke's part, that he did intend all that he had said?
With Rachel now, as with all girls under such circumstances, the
chief immediate consideration was as to the answer which should be
given. Was she to write to him, to write what she pleased; and might
she write at once? She felt that she longed to have the pen in her
hand, and that yet, when holding it, she would have to think for hours
before writing the first word. ``Mamma,'' she said at last, ``don't you
think it's a good letter?''
``I don't know what to think, my dear. I doubt whether any letters
of that sort are good for much.''
``Of what sort, mamma?''
``Letters from men who call themselves lovers to young girls. It
would be safer, I think, that there shouldn't be any--very much
safer.''
``But if he hadn't written we should have thought that he had
forgotten all about us. That would not have been good. You said
yourself that if he did not write soon, there would be an end of
everything,''
``A hundred years ago there wasn't all this writing between young
people, and these things were managed better then than they are now, as
far as I can understand.''
``People couldn't write so much then,'' said Rachel, ``because
there were no railways and no postage stamps. I suppose I must answer
it, mamma?'' To this proposition Mrs Ray made no immediate answer.
``Don't you think I ought to answer it, mamma?''
``You can't want to write at once.''
``In the afternoon would do.''
``In the afternoon! Why should you be in so much hurry, Rachel? It
took him four or five days to write to you.''
``Yes; but he was down in Northamptonshire on business. Besides he
hadn't any letter from me to answer. I shouldn't like him to think--''
``To think what, Rachel?''
``That I had forgotten him.''
``Psha!''
``Or that I didn't treat his letter with respect.''
``He won't think that. But I must turn it over in my mind; and I
believe I ought to ask somebody.''
``Not Dolly,'' said Rachel, eagerly.
``No; not your sister. I will not ask her. But if you don't mind,
my dear, I'll take the young man's letter out to Mr Comfort, and
consult him. I never felt myself so much in need of somebody to advise
me. Mr Comfort is an old man, and you won't mind his seeing the
letter.''
Rachel did mind it very much, but she had no means of saving
herself from her fate. She did not like the idea of having her
love-letter submitted to the clergyman of the parish. I do not know any
young lady who would have liked it. But bad as that was, it was
preferable to having the letter submitted to Mrs Prime. And then she
remembered that Mr Comfort had advised that she might go to the ball,
and that he was father to her friend Mrs Butler Cornbury.
And now, in these days--the days immediately following the
departure of Luke Rowan from Baslehurst--the Tappitt family were
constrained to work very hard at the task of defaming the young man who
had lately been living with them in their house. They were constrained
to do this by the necessities of their position; and in doing so by no
means showed themselves to be such monsters of iniquity as the readers
of the story will feel themselves inclined to call them. As for Tappitt
himself, he certainly believed that Rowan was so base a scoundrel that
no evil words against him could be considered as malicious or even
unnecessary. Is it not good to denounce a scoundrel? And if the
rascality of any rascal be specially directed against oneself and one's
own wife and children, is it not a duty to denounce that rascal, so
that his rascality may be known and thus made of no effect? When
Tappitt declared in the reading-room at the Dragon, and afterwards in
the little room inside the bar at the King's Head, and again to a
circle of respectable farmers and tradesmen in the Corn Market, that
young Rowan had come down to the brewery and made his way into the
brewery-house with a ready prepared plan for ruining him--him, the head
of the firm--he thought that he was telling the truth. And again, when
he spoke with horror of Rowan's intention of setting up an opposition
brewery, his horror was conscientious. He believed that it would be
very wicked in a man to oppose the Bungall establishment with money
left by Bungall, that it would be a wickedness than which no commercial
rascality could be more iniquitous. His very soul was struck with awe
at the idea. That anything was due in the matter to the consumer of
beer, never occurred to him. And it may also be said in Tappitt's
favour that his opinion--as a general opinion--was backed by those
around him. His neighbours could not be made to hate Rowan as he hated
him. They would not declare the young man to be the very Mischief, as
he did. But that idea of a rival brewery was distasteful to them all.
Most of them knew that the beer was almost too bad to be swallowed; but
they thought that Tappitt had a vested interest in the manufacture of
bad beer--that as a manufacturer of bad beer he was a fairly honest and
useful man--and they looked upon any change as the work, or rather the
suggestion of a charlatan.
``This isn't Staffordshire,'' they said. ``If you want beer like
that you can buy it in bottles at Griggs's.''
``He'll soon find where he'll be if he tries to undersell me,''
said young Griggs. ``All the same, I hope he'll come back, because he
has left a little bill at our place.''
And then to other evil reports was added that special evil
report--that Rowan had gone away without paying his debts. I am
inclined to think that Mr Tappitt can be almost justified in his evil
thoughts and his evil words.
I cannot make out quite so good a case for Mrs Tappitt and her two
elder daughters--for even Martha, Martha the just, shook her head in
these days when Rowan's name was mentioned--but something may be said
even for them. It must not be supposed that Mrs Tappitt's single
grievance was her disappointment as regarded Augusta. Had there been no
Augusta on whose behalf a hope had been possible, the predilection of
the young moneyed stranger for such a girl as Rachel Ray would have
been a grievance to such a woman as Mrs Tappitt. Had she not been
looking down on Rachel Ray and despising her for the last ten years?
Had she not been wondering among her friends, with charitable
volubility, as to what that poor woman at Bragg's End was to do with
her daughter? Had she not been regretting that the young girl should be
growing up so big, and promising to look so coarse? Was it not natural
that she should be miserable when she saw her taken in hand by Mrs
Butler Cornbury, and made the heroine at her own party, to the
detriment of her own daughters, by the fashionable lady in catching
whom she had displayed so much unfortunate ingenuity? Under such
circumstances how could she do other than hate Luke Rowan--than believe
him to be the very Mischief--than prophesying all manner of bad things
for Rachel--and assist her husband tooth and nail in his animosity
against the sinner?
Augusta was less strong in her feelings than her parents, but of
course she disliked the man who could admire Rachel Ray. As regards
Martha, her dislike to him--or rather her judicial disapproval--was
founded on his social and commercial improprieties. She understood that
he had threatened her father about the business--and she had been
scandalised in that matter of the champagne. Cherry was very brave, and
still stood up for him before her mother and sisters--but even Cherry
did not dare to say a word in his favour before her father. Mr Tappitt
had been driven to forget himself, and to take a poker in his hand as a
weapon of violence! After that let no one speak a word on the
offender's behalf in Tappitt's house and within Tappitt's hearing!
In that affair of the champagne Rowan was most bitterly injured. He
had ordered it, if not at the request, at least at the instigation of
Mrs Tappitt--and he had paid for it. When he left Baslehurst he owed no
shilling to any man in it; and, indeed, he was a man by no means given
to owing money to any one. He was of a spirit masterful,
self-confident, and perhaps self-glorious--but he was at the same time
honest and independent. That wine had been ordered in some unusual
way--not at the regular counter, and in the same way the bill for it
had been paid. Griggs, when he made his assertion in the bar-room at
the King's Head, had stated what he believed to be the truth. The next
morning he chanced to hear that the account had been settled, but not,
at the moment, duly marked off the books. As far as Griggs went that
was the end of it. He did not again say that Rowan owed money to him;
but he never contradicted his former assertion, and allowed the general
report to go on--that report which had been founded on his own first
statement. Thus before Rowan had been a week out of the place it was
believed all over the town that he had left unpaid bills behind him.
``I am told that young man is dreadfully in debt,'' said Mr Prong
to Mrs Prime. At this time Mr Prong and Mrs Prime saw each other daily,
and were affectionate in their intercourse--with a serious, solemn
affection; but affairs were by no means settled between them. That
affection was, however, strong enough to induce Mr Prong to take a
decided part in opposing the Rowan alliance. ``They say he owes money
all over the town.''
``So Miss Pucker tells me,'' said Mrs Prime.
``Does your mother know it?''
``Mother never knows anything that other people know. But he has
gone now, and I don't suppose we shall hear of him or see him again.''
``He has not written to her, Dorothea?''
``Not that I know of.''
``You should find out. You should not leave them in this danger.
Your mother is weak, and you should give her the aid of your strength.
The girl is your sister, and you should not leave her to grope in
darkness. You should remember, Dorothea, that you have a duty in this
matter.''
Dorothea did not like being told of her duty in so pastoral a
manner, and resolved to be more than ever particular in the protection
of her own pecuniary right before she submitted herself to Mr Prong's
marital authority once and for ever. By Miss Pucker she was at any rate
treated with great respect, and was allowed perhaps some display of
pastoral manner on her own part. It began to be with her a matter of
doubt whether she might not be of more use in that free vineyard which
she was about to leave, than in that vineyard with closed doors and a
pastoral overseer, which she was preparing herself to enter. At any
rate she would be careful about the money. But, in the mean time, she
did agree with Mr Prong that Rowan's proper character should be made
known to her mother, and with this view she went out to the cottage and
whispered into Mrs Ray's astonished ears the fact that Luke was
terribly in debt.
``You don't say so!''
``But I do say so, mother. Everybody in Baslehurst is talking about
it. And they all say that he has treated Mr Tappitt shamefully. Has
anything come from him since he went?''
Then Mrs Ray told her elder daughter of the letter, and told her
also that she intended to consult Mr Comfort. ``Oh, Mr Comfort!'' said
Mrs Prime, signifying her opinion that her mother was going to a very
poor counsellor. ``And what sort of a letter was it?'' said Mrs Prime,
with a not unnatural desire to see it.
``It was an honest letter enough--very honest to my thinking; and
speaking as though everything between them was quite settled.''
``That's nonsense, mother.''
``Perhaps it may be nonsense, Dorothea; but I am only telling you
what the letter said. He called his mother a goose; that was the worst
thing in it.''
``You cannot expect that such a one as he should honour his
parents.''
``But his mother thinks him the finest young man in the world. And
I must say this for him, that he has always spoken of her as though he
loved her very dearly; and I believe he has been a most excellent son.
He shouldn't have said goose--at any rate in a letter--not to my way of
thinking. But perhaps they don't mind those things up in London.''
``I never knew a young man so badly spoken of at a place he'd left
as he is in Baslehurst. I think it right to tell you; but if you have
made up your mind to ask Mr Comfort--''
``Yes; I have made up my mind to ask Mr Comfort. He has sent to say
he will call the day after tomorrow.'' Then Mrs Prime went back home,
having seen neither the letter nor her sister.
It may be remembered that an election was impending over the town
of Baslehurst, the coming necessities of which had induced Mrs Butler
Cornbury to grace Mrs Tappitt's ball. It was now nearly the end of
July, and the election was to be made early in September. Both
candidates were already in the field, and the politicians of the
neighbourhood already knew to a nicety how the affair would go. Mr
Hart, the great clothier from Houndsditch and Regent Street--Messrs
Hart and Jacobs of from 110 to 136 Houndsditch, and about as many more
numbers in Regent Street--would come in at the top of the poll with 173
votes, and Butler Cornbury, whose forefathers had lived in the
neighbourhood for the last four hundred years and been returned for
various places in Devonshire to dozens of parliaments, would be left in
the lurch with 171 votes. A petition might probably unseat the Jew
clothier; but then, as was well known, the Cornbury estate could not
bear the expenditure of the necessary five thousand pounds for the
petition, in addition to the twelve hundred which the election itself
was computed to cost. It was all known and thoroughly understood; and
men in Baslehurst talked about the result as though the matter were
past a doubt. Nevertheless there were those who were ready to bet on
the Cornbury side of the question.
But though the thing was thus accurately settled, and though its
termination was foreseen by so many and with so perfect a certainty,
still the canvassing went on. In fact there were votes that had not
even yet been asked, much less promised--and again, much less
purchased. The Hart people were striving to frighten the Cornbury
people out of the field by the fear of the probable expenditure; and
had it not been for the good courage of Mrs Butler Cornbury would
probably have succeeded in doing so. The old squire was very fidgety
about the money, and the young squire declared himself unwilling to
lean too heavily upon his father. But the lady of the household
declared her conviction that there was more smoke than fire, and more
threats of bribery than intention of bribing. She would go on, she
declared; and as her word passed for much at Cornbury grange, the
battle was still to be fought.
Among the votes which certainly had not as yet been promised was
that of Mr Tappitt. Mr Hart in person had called upon him, but had not
been quite satisfied with his reception. Mr Tappitt was a man who
thought much of his local influence and local privileges, and was by no
means disposed to make a promise of his vote on easy terms, at a moment
when his vote was becoming of so much importance. He was no doubt a
liberal as was also Mr Hart; but in small towns politics become split,
and a man is not always bound to vote for a Liberal candidate because
he is a Liberal himself. Mr Hart had been confident in his tone, and
had not sufficiently freed himself from all outer taint of his ancient
race to please Mr Tappitt's taste. ``He's an impudent low Jew,'' he had
said to his wife. ``As for Butler Cornbury he gives himself airs, and
is too grand even to come and ask. I don't think I shall vote at all.''
His wife had reminded him how civil to them Mrs Cornbury had been--this
was before the morning of the poker--but Tappitt had only sneered, and
declared he was not going to send a man to Parliament because his wife
had come to a dance.
But we, who know Tappitt best, may declare now that his vote was to
have been had by anyone who would have joined him energetically in
abuse of Luke Rowan. His mind was full of his grievance. His heart was
laden with hatred of his enemy. His very soul was heavy with that
sorrow. Honyman, whom he had not yet dared to desert, had again
recommended submission to him, submission to one of the three terms
proposed. Let him take the thousand a year and go out from the brewery.
That was Honyman's first advice. If not that, then let him admit his
enemy to full partnership. If that were too distasteful to be possible,
then let him raise ten thousand pounds on a mortgage on the whole
property, and buy Rowan out. Honyman thought that the money might be
raised if Tappitt were willing to throw into the lump the moderate
savings of his past life. But in answer to either proposal Tappitt only
raved. Had Mr Hart known all about this, he might doubtless have
secured Tappitt's vote.
Butler Cornbury refused to call at the brewery. ``The man's a
Liberal,'' he said to his wife, ``and what's the use? Besides he's just
the man I can't stand. We've always hated each other.''
Whereupon Mrs B Cornbury determined to call on Mrs Tappitt, and to
see Tappitt himself if it were possible. She had heard something of the
Rowan troubles, but not all. She had heard, too, of Rowan's liking for
Rachel Ray, having also seen something of it, as we know. But,
unfortunately for her husband's parliamentary interests, she had not
learned that the two things were connected together. And, very
unfortunately also for the same interests, she had taken it into her
head that Rachel should be married to young Rowan. She had conceived a
liking for Rachel; and being by nature busy, fond of employment, and
apt at managing other people's affairs, she had put her finger on that
match as one which she would task herself to further. This, I say, was
unfortunate as regards her husband's present views. Her work, now in
hand, was to secure Tappitt's vote; and to have carried her point in
that quarter, her surest method would have been to have entered the
brewery open-mouthed against Luke Rowan and Rachel Ray.
But the conversation, almost at once, led to a word in praise of
Rachel, and to following words in praise of Luke. Martha only was in
the room with her mother. Mrs Cornbury did not at once begin about the
vote, but made, as was natural, certain complimentary speeches about
the ball. Really she didn't remember when she had seen anything better
done; and the young ladies looked so nice. She had indeed gone away
early; but she had done so by no means on her own account, but because
Rachel Ray had been tired. Then she said a nice good-natured genial
word or two about Rachel Ray and her performance on that occasion. ``It
seemed to me'', she added, ``that a certain young gentleman was quite
smitten.''
Then Mrs Tappitt's brow became black as thunder, and Mrs Cornbury
knew at once that she had trodden on unsafe ground--on ground which she
should specially have avoided.
``We are all aware'', Mrs Tappitt said, ``that the certain young
gentleman behaved very badly--disgracefully, I may say--but it wasn't
our fault, Mrs Cornbury.''
``Upon my word, Mrs Tappitt, I didn't see anything amiss.''
``I'm afraid everybody saw it. Indeed, everybody has been talking
of it ever since. As regards him, what he did then was only of a piece
with his general conduct, which it doesn't become me to name in the
language which it deserves. His behaviour to Mr T. has been
shameful--quite shameful.''
``I had heard something, but I did not know there was anything like
that. I'm so sorry I mentioned his name.''
``He has disagreed with papa about the brewery business,'' said
Martha.
``It's more than that Martha, as you know very well,'' continued
Mrs Tappitt, still speaking in her great heat. ``He has shown himself
bad in every way--giving himself airs all over the town, and then going
away without paying his debts.''
``I don't think we know that, mamma.''
``Everybody says so. Your own father heard Sam Griggs say with his
own ears that there was a shop bill left there of I don't know how
long. But that's nothing to us. He came here under false pretences, and
now he's been turned out, and we don't want to have any more to do with
him. But, Mrs Cornbury, I am sorry about that poor foolish girl.''
``I didn't think her poor or foolish at all,'' said Mrs Cornbury,
who had quite heart enough to forget the vote her husband wanted in her
warmth for her young friend.
``I must say, then, I did--I thought her very foolish, and I didn't
at all like the way she went on in my house and before my girls. And as
for him, he doesn't think of her any more than he thinks of me. In the
first place, he's engaged to another girl.''
``We are not quite sure that he's engaged mamma,'' said Martha.
``I don't know what you call being sure, my dear. I can't say I've
ever heard it sworn to, on oath. But his sister Mary told your sister
Augusta that he was. I think that's pretty good evidence. But, Mrs
Cornbury, he's one of those that will be engaged to twenty, if he can
find twenty foolish enough to listen to him. And for her, who never was
at a dance before, to go on with him like that--I must say that I
thought it disgraceful!''
``Well, Mrs Tappitt,'' said Mrs Cornbury, speaking with much
authority in her voice, ``I can only say that I didn't see it. She was
under my charge, and if it was as you say I must be very much to
blame-- very much indeed.''
``I'm sure I didn't mean that,'' said Mrs Tappitt, frightened.
``I don't suppose you did--but I mean it. As for the young
gentleman, I know very little about him. He may be everything that is
bad.''
``You'll find that he is, Mrs Cornbury.''
``But as to Miss Ray, whom I've known all my life, and whose mother
my father has known for all her life, I cannot allow anything of the
kind to be said. She was under my charge; and when young ladies are
under my charge I keep a close eye upon them--for their own comfort's
sake. I know how to manage for them, and I always look after them. On
the night of your party I saw nothing in Miss Ray's conduct that was
not nice, ladylike, and well-behaved. I must say so; and if I hear a
whisper to the contrary in any quarter, you may be sure that I shall
say so open-mouthed. How d'you do, Mr Tappitt? I'm so glad you've come
in, as I specially wanted to see you.'' Then she shook hands with Mr
Tappitt, who entered the room at the moment, and the look and manner of
her face was altered.
Mrs Tappitt was cowed. If her husband has not come in at that
moment she might have said a word or two in her own defence, being
driven to do so by the absence of any other mode of retreating. But as
he came in so opportunely, she allowed his coming to cover her defeat.
Strong as was her feeling on the subject, she did not dare to continue
her attack upon Rachel in opposition to the defiant bravery which came
full upon her from Mrs Cornbury's eyes. The words had been bad, but the
determined fire of those eyes had been worse. Mrs Tappitt was cowed,
and allowed Rachel's name to pass away without further remark.
Mrs Cornbury saw it all at a glance--saw it all and understood it.
The vote was probably lost; but it would certainly be lost if Tappitt
and his wife discussed the matter before he had pledged himself. The
vote would probably be lost, even though Tappitt should, in his
ignorance of what had just passed, pledge himself to give it. All that
Mrs Cornbury perceived, and knew that she could lose nothing by an
immediate request.
``Mr Tappitt,'' said she. ``I have come canvassing. The fact is
this: Mr Cornbury says you are a Liberal, and that therefore he has not
the face to ask you. I tell him that I think you would rather support a
neighbour from the county, even though there may be a shade of
difference in politics between you, than a stranger, whose trade and
religion cannot possibly recommend him, and whose politics, if you
really knew them, would probably be quite as much unlike your own as
are my husband's.''
The little speech had been prepared beforehand, but was brought out
quite as naturally as though Mrs Cornbury had been accustomed to speak
on her legs for a quarter of a century.
Mr Tappitt grunted. The attack came upon him so much by surprise
that he knew not what else to do but to grunt. If Mr Cornbury had come
with the same speech in his mouth, and could have then sided off into
some general abuse of Luke Rowan, the vote would have been won.
``I'm sure Mrs Tappitt will agree with me,'' said Mrs Cornbury,
smiling very sweetly upon the foe she had so lately vanquished.
``Women don't know anything about it,'' said Tappitt, meaning to
snub no one but his own wife, and forgetting that Mrs Cornbury was a
woman. He blushed fiery red when the thought flashed upon him, and
wished that his own drawing-room floor would open and receive him;
nevertheless he was often afterwards heard to boast how he had put down
the politician in petticoats when she came electioneering to the
brewery.
``Well, that is severe,'' said Mrs Cornbury, laughing.
``Oh, T.! you shouldn't have said that before Mrs Cornbury!''
``I only meant my own wife, ma'am; I didn't indeed.''
``I'll forgive your satire if you'll give me your vote,'' said Mrs
Cornbury, with her sweetest smile. ``He owes it me now; doesn't he, Mrs
Tappitt?''
``Well--I really think he do.'' Mrs Tappitt, in her double
trouble--in her own defeat and her shame on behalf of her husband's
rudeness--was driven back, out of all her latter-day conventionalities,
into the thoughts and even into the language of old days. She was
becoming afraid of Mrs Cornbury, and submissive, as of old, to the rank
and station of Cornbury Grange. In her terror she was becoming a little
forgetful of niceties learned somewhat late in life. ``I really think
he do.'' said Mrs Tappitt.
Tappitt grunted again.
``It's a very serious thing,'' he said.
``So it is,'' said Mrs Cornbury, interrupting him. She knew that
her chance was gone if the man were allowed to get himself mentally
upon his legs. ``It is very serious; but the fact that you are still in
doubt shows that you have been thinking of it. We all know how good a
churchman you are, and that you would not willingly send a Jew to
Parliament.''
``I don't know,'' said Tappitt. ``I'm not for persecuting the Jews
even--not when they pay their way and push themselves honourably in
commerce.''
``Oh, yes; commerce! There is nobody who has shown himself more
devoted to the commercial interests than Mr Cornbury. We buy everything
in Baslehurst. Unfortunately our people won't drink beer because of the
cider.''
``Tappitt doesn't think a bit about that, Mrs Cornbury.''
``I'm afraid I shall be called upon in honour to support my
party,'' said Tappitt.
``Exactly; but which is your party? Isn't the Protestant religion
of your country your party? These people are creeping down into all
parts of the kingdom, and where shall we be if leading men like you
think more of shades of difference between Liberal and Conservative
than of the fundamental truths of the Church of England? Would you
depute a Jew to get up and speak your own opinions in your own
vestry-room?''
``That you wouldn't, T.,'' said Mrs Tappitt, who was rather carried
away by Mrs Cornbury's eloquence.
``Not in a vestry, because it's joined on to a church,'' said
Tappitt.
``Or would you like a Jew to be mayor in Baslehurst--a Jew in the
chair where you yourself were sitting only three years ago?''
``That wouldn't be seemly, because our mayor is expected to attend
in church on Roundabout Sunday,'' Roundabout Sunday, so called for
certain local reasons which it would be long to explain, followed
immediately on the day of the mayor's inauguration.
``Would you like to have a Jew partner in your own business?''
Mrs Butler Cornbury should have said nothing to Mr Tappitt as to
any partner in the brewery, Jew or Christian.
``I don't want any partner, and what's more, I don't mean to have
any.''
``Mrs Cornbury is in favour of Luke Rowan; she takes his side,''
said Mrs Tappitt, some portion of her courage returning to her as this
opportunity opened upon her. Mr Tappitt turned his head full round and
looked upon Mrs Cornbury with an evil eye. That lady knew that the vote
was lost, lost unless she would denounce the man whom Rachel loved; and
she determined at once that she would not denounce him. There are many
things which such a woman will do to gain such an object. She could
smile when Tappitt was offensive; she could smile again when Mrs
Tappitt talked like a kitchenmaid. She could flatter them both, and
pretend to talk seriously with them about Jews and her own Church
feelings. She could have given up to them Luke Rowan--if he had stood
alone. But she could not give up the girl she had chaperoned, and upon
whom, during that chaperoning, her goodwill and kindly feelings had
fallen. Rachel had pleased her eye, and gratified her sense of feminine
nicety. She felt that a word said against Rowan would be a word said
also against Rachel; and therefore, throwing her husband over for the
nonce, she resolved to sacrifice the vote and stand up for her friend,
``Well, yes; I do,'' said she, meeting Tappitt's eye steadily. She was
not going to be looked out of countenance by Mr Tappitt.
``She thinks he'll come back to marry that young woman at Bragg's
End,'' said Mrs Tappitt; ``but I say that he'll never dare to show his
face in Baslehurst again.''
``That young woman is making a great fool of herself,'' said
Tappitt, ``if she trusts to a swindler like him.''
``Perhaps, Mrs Tappitt,'' said Mrs Cornbury, ``we needn't mind
discussing Miss Ray. It's not good to talk about a young lady in that
way, and I'm sure I never said that I thought she was engaged to Mr
Rowan. Had I done so I should have been very wrong, for I know nothing
about it. What little I saw of the gentleman I liked;'' and as she used
the word gentleman she looked Tappitt full in the face; ``and for Miss
Ray, I've a great regard for her, and think very highly of her.
Independently of her acknowledged beauty and pleasant, ladylike
manners, she's a very charming girl. About the vote, Mr Tappitt-- at
any rate you'll think of it.''
But had he not been defied in his own house? And as for her, the
mother of those three finely educated girls, had not every word said in
Rachel's favour been a dagger planted in her own maternal bosom? Whose
courage would not have risen under such provocation?
Mrs Cornbury had got up to go, but the indignant, injured Tappitts
resolved mutually, though without concert, that she should be answered.
``I'm an honest man, Mrs Cornbury,'' said the brewer, ``and I like
to speak out my mind openly. Mr Hart is a Liberal, and I mean to
support my party. Will you tell Mr Cornbury so with my compliments?
It's all nonsense about Jews not being in Parliament. It's not the same
as being mayors or churchwardens, or anything like that. I shall vote
for Mr Hart; and, what's more, we shall put him in.''
``And, Mrs Cornbury, if you have so much regard for Miss Rachel,
you'd better advise her to think no more of that young man. He's no
good; he's not indeed. If you ask, you'll find he's in debt
everywhere.''
``Swindler!'' said Tappitt.
``I don't suppose it can be very bad with Miss Rachel yet, for she
only saw him about three times--though she was so intimate with him at
our party.''
Mrs Butler Cornbury curtsied and smiled, and got herself out of the
room. Mrs Tappitt, as soon as she remembered herself, rang the bell,
and Mr Tappitt, following her down to the hall door, went through the
pretence of putting her into her carriage.
``She's a nasty meddlesome woman,'' said Tappitt, as soon as he got
back to his wife.
``And however she can stand up and say all those things for that
girl, passes me!'' said Mrs Tappitt, holding up both her hands. ``She
was flighty herself, when young; she was, no doubt; and now I suppose
she likes others to be the same. If that's what she calls manners, I
shouldn't like her to take my girls about.''
``And him a gentleman!'' said Tappitt. ``If those are to be our
gentlemen I'd sooner have all the Jews out of Jerusalem. But they'll
find out their gentleman; they'll find him out! He'll rob that old
mother of his before he's done; you mark my words else.'' Comforting
himself with this hope he took himself back to his counting-house.
Mrs Cornbury had smiled as she went, and had carried herself
through the whole interview without any sign of temper. Even when
declaring that she intended to take Rachel's part open-mouthed, she had
spoken in a half-drolling way which had divested her words of any tone
of offence. But when she got into her carriage, she was in truth very
angry. ``I don't believe a word of it,'' she said to herself; ``not a
word of it.'' That in which she professed to herself her own disbelief
was the general assertion that Rowan was a swindler, supported by the
particular assertion that he had left Baslehurst over head and ears in
debt. ``I don't believe it.'' And she resolved that it should be her
business to find out whether the accusation were true or false. She
knew the ins and outs of Baslehurst life and Baslehurst doings with
tolerable accuracy, and was at any rate capable of unravelling such a
mystery as that. If the Tappitts in their jealousy were striving to rob
Rachel Ray of her husband by spreading false reports, she would
encourage Rachel Ray in her love by spreading the truth--if, as she
believed, the truth should speak in Rowan's favour. She would have
considerable pleasure in countermining Mr and Mrs Tappitt.
As to Mr Tappitt's vote for the election--that was gone!
The current of events forced upon Rachel a delay of three or four
days in answering her letter, or rather forced upon her that delay in
learning whether or no she might answer it; and this was felt by her to
be a grievous evil. It had been arranged that she should not write
until such writing should have received what might almost be called a
parochial sanction, and no idea of acting in opposition to that
arrangement ever occurred to her; but the more she thought of it the
more she was vexed; and the more she thought of it the more she learned
to doubt whether or no her mother was placing her in safe tutelage.
During these few weeks a great change came upon the girl's character.
When first Mrs Prime had brought home tidings that Miss Pucker had seen
her walking and talking with the young man from the brewery, angry as
she had been with her sister, and disgusted as she had been with Miss
Pucker, she had acknowledged to herself that such talking and walking
were very dangerous, if not very improper, and she had half resolved
that there should be no more of them. And when Mrs Prime had seen her
standing at the stile, and had brought home that second report, Rachel,
knowing what had occurred at that stile, had then felt sure that she
was in danger. At that time, though she had thought much of Luke Rowan,
she had not thought of him as a man who could possibly be her husband.
She had thought of him as having no right to call her Rachel, because
he could not possibly become so. There had been great danger--there had
been conduct which she believed to be improper though she could not
tell herself that she had been guilty. In her outlook into the world
nothing so beautiful had promised itself to her as having such a man to
love her as Luke Rowan. Though her mother was not herself
ascetic--liking tea and buttered toast dearly, and liking also little
soft laughter with her child--she had preached asceticisms till Rachel
had learned to think that the world was all either ascetic or
reprobate. The Dorcas meetings had become distasteful to her because
the women were vulgar; but yet she had half believed herself to be
wrong in avoiding the work and the vulgarity together. Idle she had
never been. Since a needle had come easy to her hand, and the economies
of a household had been made intelligible to her, she had earned her
bread and assisted in works of charity. She had read no love stories,
and been taught to expect no lover. She was not prepared to deny--did
not deny even to herself--that it was wrong that she should even like
to talk to Luke Rowan.
Then came the ball; or, rather, first came the little evening
party, which afterwards grew to be a ball. She had been very desirous
of going, not for the sake of any pleasure that she promised herself;
not for the sake of such pleasure as girls do promise themselves at
such gatherings; but because her female pride told her that it was well
for her to claim the right of meeting this young man--well for her to
declare that nothing had passed between them which should make her
afraid to meet him. That some other hopes had crept in as the evening
had come nigh at hand--hopes of which she had been made aware only by
her efforts in repressing them--may not be denied. She had been accused
because of him; and she would show that no such accusation had daunted
her. But would he--would he give occasion for further accusation? She
believed he would not; nay, she was sure: at any rate she hoped he
would not. She told herself that such was her hope; but had he not
noticed her she would have been wretched.
We know now in what manner he had noticed her, and we know also
whether she had been wretched. She had certainly fled from him. When
she left the brewery-house, inducing Mrs Cornbury to bring her away,
she did so in order that she might escape from him. But she ran from
him as one runs from some great joy in order that the mind may revel
over it in peace. Then, little as she knew it, her love had been given.
Her heart was his. She had placed him upon her pinnacle, and was
prepared to worship him. She was ready to dress herself in his eyes, to
believe that to be good which he thought good, and to repudiate that
which he repudiated. When she bowed her head over his breast a day or
two afterwards, she could have spoken to him with the full words of
passionate love had not maiden fear repressed her.
But she had not even bowed her head for him, she had not
acknowledged to herself that such love was possible to her, till her
mother had consented. That her mother's consent had been wavering,
doubtful, expressed without intention of such expression--so expressed
that Mrs Ray hardly knew that she had expressed it--was not understood
by Rachel. Her mother had consented, and, that consent having been
given, Rachel was not now disposed to allow of any steps backwards. She
seemed to have learned her rights, or to have assumed that she had
rights. Hitherto her obedience to her mother had been pure and simple,
although, from the greater force of her character, she had in many
things been her mother's leader. But now, though she was ill inclined
to rebel, though in this matter of the letter she had obeyed, she was
beginning to feel that obedience might become a hardship. She did not
say to herself, ``They have let me love him, and now they must not put
out their hands to hold back my love;'' but the current of her feelings
ran as though such unspoken words had passed across her mind. She had
her rights; and though she did not presume that she could insist on
them in opposition to her mother or her mother's advisers, she knew
that she would be wronged if those rights were withheld from her. The
chief of those rights was the possession of her lover. If he was taken
from her she would be as one imprisoned unjustly--as one robbed by
those who should have been his friends--as one injured, wounded,
stricken in the dark, and treacherously mutilated by hands that should
have protected him. During these days she was silent, and sat with that
look upon her brow which her mother feared.
``I could not make Mr Comfort come any sooner, Rachel,'' said Mrs
Ray.
``No, mamma.''
``I can see how impatient you are.''
``I don't know that I'm impatient. I'm sure that I haven't said
anything.''
``If you said anything I shouldn't mind it so much; but I can't
bear to see you with that unhappy look. I'm sure I only wish to do
what's best. You can't think it right that you should be writing
letters to a gentleman without being sure that it is proper.''
``Oh, mamma, don't talk about it!''
``You don't like me to ask your sister; and I'm sure it's natural I
should want to ask somebody. He's nearly seventy years old, and he has
known you ever since you were born. And then he's a clergyman, and
therefore he'll be sure to know what's right. Not that I should have
liked to have said a word about it to Mr Prong, because there's a
difference when they come from one doesn't know where.''
``Pray, mamma, don't. I haven't made any objection to Mr Comfort.
It isn't nice to be talked over in that way by anybody, that's all.''
``But what was I to do? I'm sure I liked the young man very much. I
never knew a young man who took his tea so pleasant. And as for his
manners and his way of talking, I had it in my heart to fall in love
with him myself. I had indeed. As far as that goes, he's just the young
man that I could make a son of.''
``Dear mamma! my own dearest mamma!'' and Rachel, jumping up, threw
herself upon her mother's neck. ``Stop there. You shan't say another
word.''
``I'm sure I didn't mean to say anything unpleasant.''
``No, you did not; and I won't be impatient.''
``Only I can't bear that look. And you know what his mother
said--and Mrs Tappitt. Not that I care about Mrs Tappitt; only a
person's mother is his mother, and he shouldn't have called her a
goose.''
It must be acknowledged that Rachel's position was not comfortable;
and it certainly would not have been improved had she known how many
people in Baslehurst were talking about her and Rowan. That Rowan was
gone everybody knew; that he had made love to Rachel everybody said;
that he never meant to come back any more most professed to believe.
Tappitt's tongue was loud in proclaiming his iniquities; and her
follies and injuries Mrs Tappitt whispered into the ears of all her
female acquaintances.
``I'm sorry for her,'' Miss Harford said, mildly. Mrs Tappitt was
calling at the rectory, and had made her way in. Mr Tappitt was an
upholder of the old rector, and there was a fellow-townsman's
friendship between them.
``Oh, yes--very sorry for her,'' said Mrs Tappitt.
``Very sorry indeed,'' said Augusta, who was with her mother.
``She always seemed to me a pretty, quiet, well-behaved girl,''
said Miss Harford.
``Still waters run deepest, you know, Miss Harford, said Mrs
Tappitt. ``I should never have imagined it of her--never. But she
certainly met him half-way.''
``But we all thought he was respectable, you know,'' said Miss
Harford.
Miss Harford was thoroughly good-natured; and though she had never
gone half-way herself, and had perhaps lost her chance from having been
unable to go any part of the way, she was not disposed to condemn a
girl for having been willing to be admired by such a one as Luke Rowan.
``Well--yes; at first we did. He had the name of money, you know,
and that goes so far with some girls. We were on our guard,'--and she
looked proudly round on Augusta--``till we should hear what the young
man really was. He has thrown off his sheep's clothing now with a
vengeance. Mr Tappitt feels quite ashamed that he should have
introduced him to any of the people here; he does indeed.''
``That may be her misfortune and not her fault,'' said Miss
Harford, who in defending Rachel was enough inclined to give up Luke.
Indeed, Baslehurst was beginning to have a settled mind that Luke was a
wolf.
``Oh, quite so,'' said Mrs Tappitt. ``The poor girl has been very
unfortunate no doubt.''
After that she took her leave of the rectory.
On that evening Mr Comfort dined with Dr Harford, as did also
Butler Cornbury and his wife, and one or two others. The chances of the
election formed, of course, the chief subject of conversation both in
the drawing-room and at the dinner-table; but in talking of the
election they came to talk of Mr Tappitt, and in talking of Tappitt
they came to talk of Luke Rowan.
It has already been said that Dr Harford had been rector of
Baslehurst for many years at the period to which this story refers. He
had nearly completed half a century of work in that capacity, and had
certainly been neither an idle nor an inefficient clergyman. But, now
in his old age, he was discontented and disgusted by the changes which
had come upon him; and though some bodily strength for further service
still remained to him, he had no longer any aptitude for useful work. A
man cannot change as men change. Individual men are like the separate
links of a rotatory chain. The chain goes on with continuous easy
motion as though every part of it were capable of adapting itself to a
curve, but not the less is each link as stiff and sturdy as any other
piece of wrought iron. Dr Harford had in his time been an active,
popular man--a man possessing even some Liberal tendencies in politics,
though a country rector of nearly half a century's standing. In his
parish he had been more than a clergyman. He had been a magistrate, and
a moving man in municipal affairs. He had been a politician, and though
now for many years he had supported the Conservative candidate, he had
been loudly in favour of the Reform Bill when Baslehurst was a close
borough in the possession of a great duke, who held property hard by.
But Liberal politics had gone on and had left Dr Harford high and dry
on the standing-ground which he had chosen for himself in the early
days of his manhood. And then had come that Pestilent act of the
Legislature under which his parish had been divided. Not that the Act
of Parliament itself had been violently condemned by the doctor on its
becoming law. I doubt whether he had then thought much of it.
But when men calling themselves Commissioners came actually upon
him and his, and separated off from him a district of his own town,
taking it away altogether from his authority, and giving it over to
such inexperienced hands as chance might send thither--then Dr Harford
became a violent Tory. And my readers must not conceive that this was a
question touching his pocket. One might presume that his pocket would
be in some degree benefited, seeing that he was saved from the
necessity of supplying the spiritual wants of a certain portion of his
parish. No shilling was taken from his own income, which, indeed, was
by no means excessive. His whole parish gave him barely six hundred a
year, out of which he had kept always one, and latterly two curates. It
was no question of money in any degree. Sooner than be invaded and
mutilated he would have submitted to an order calling upon him to find
a third curate--could any power have given such order. His parish had
been invaded and his clerical authority mutilated. He was no longer
totus teres atque rotundus. The beauty of his life was over, and the
contentment of his mind was gone. He knew that it was only left for him
to die, spending such days as remained to him in vague prophecies of
evil against his devoted country--a country which had allowed its
ancient parochial landmarks to be moved, and its ecclesiastical
fastnesses to be invaded!
But perhaps hatred of Mr Prong was the strongest passion of Dr
Harford's heart at the present moment. He had ever hated the dissenting
ministers by whom he was surrounded. In Devonshire dissent has waxed
strong for many years, and the pastors of the dissenting flocks have
been thorns in the side of the Church of England clergymen. Dr Harford
had undergone his full share of suffering from such thorns. But they
had caused him no more than a pleasant irritation in comparison with
what he endured from the presence of Mr Prong in Baslehurst. He would
sooner have entertained all the dissenting ministers of the South Hams
together than have put his legs under the same mahogany with Mr Prong.
Mr Prong was to him the evil thing! Anathema! He believed all bad
things of Mr Prong with an absolute faith, but without any ground on
which such faith should have been formed. He thought that Mr Prong
drank spirits; that he robbed his parishioners--Dr Harford would sooner
have lost his tongue than have used such a word with reference to those
who attended Mr Prong's chapel--that he had left a deserted wife on
some parish; that he was probably not in truth ordained. There was
nothing which Dr Harford could not believe of Mr Prong. Now all this
was, to say the least of it, a pity, for it disfigured the close of a
useful and conscientious life.
Dr Harford of course intended to vote for Mr Cornbury, but he would
not join loudly in condemnation of Mr Tappitt. Tappitt had stood
staunchly by him in all parochial contests regarding the new district.
Tappitt opposed the Prong faction at all points. Tappitt as
churchwarden had been submissive to the doctor. Church of England
principles had always been held at the brewery, and Bungall had been
ever in favour with Dr Harford's predecessor.
``He calls himself a Liberal, and always has done,'' said the
doctor. ``You can't expect that he should desert his own party.''
``But a Jew!'' said old Mr Comfort.
``Well; why not a Jew?'' said the doctor. Whereupon Mr Comfort, and
Butler Cornbury, and Dr Harford's own curate, young Mr Calclough, and
Captain Byng, an old bachelor, who lived in Baslehurst, all stared at
him; as Dr Harford had intended that they should. ``Upon my word,''
said he, ``I don't see the use for caring for that kind of thing any
longer; I don't indeed. In the way we are going on now, and for the
sort of thing we do, I don't see why Jews shouldn't serve us as well in
Parliament as Christians. If I am to have my brains knocked out, I'd
sooner have it done by a declared enemy than by one who calls himself
my friend.''
``But our brains are not knocked out yet,'' said Butler Cornbury.
``I don't know anything about yours, but mine are.''
``I don't think the world's coming to an end yet,'' said the
captain.
``Nor do I. I said nothing about the world coming to an end. But if
you saw a part of your ship put under the command of a landlubber, who
didn't know one side of the vessel from the other, you'd think the
world had better come to an end than be carried on in that way.''
``It's not the same thing, you know,'' said the captain. ``You
couldn't divide a ship.''
``Oh, well; you'll see.''
``I don't think any Christian should vote for a Jew,'' said the
curate. ``A verdict has gone out against them, and what is man that he
should reverse it?''
``Are you quite sure that you are reversing it by putting them into
Parliament?'' said Dr Harford. ``May not that be a carrying on of the
curse?''
``There's consolation in that idea for Butler if he loses his
election,'' said Mr Comfort.
``Parliament isn't what it was,'' said the doctor. ``There's no
doubt about that.''
``And who is to blame?'' said Mr Comfort, who had never supported
the Reform Bill as his neighbour had done.
``I say nothing about blame. It's natural that things should get
worse as they grow older.''
``Dr Harford thinks Parliament is worn out,'' said Butler Cornbury.
``And what if I do think so? Have not other things as great fallen
and gone into decay? Did not the Roman senate wear out, as you call it?
And as for these Jews, of whom you are speaking, what was the curse
upon them but the wearing out of their grace and wisdom? I am inclined
to think that we are wearing out; only I wish the garment could have
lasted my time without showing so many thin places.''
``Now I believe just the contrary,'' said the captain, ``I don't
think we have come to our full growth yet.''
``Could we lick the French as we did at Trafalgar and Waterloo?''
said the doctor.
The captain thought a while before he answered, and then spoke with
much solemnity. ``Yes,'' said he, ``I think we could. And I hope the
time will soon come when we may.''
``We shan't do it if we send Jews to Parliament,'' said Mr Comfort.
``I must say I think Tappitt wrong,'' said young Cornbury. ``Of
course, near as the thing is going, I' m sorry to lose his vote; but I'
m not speaking because of that. He has always pretended to hold on to
the Church party here, and the Church party has held on to him. His
beer is none of the best, and I think he'd have been wise to stick to
his old friends.''
``I don't see the argument about the beer,'' said the doctor.
``He shouldn't provoke his neighbours to look at his faults.''
``But the Jew's friends would find out that the beer is bad as well
as yours.''
``The truth is'', said Cornbury, ``that Tappitt thinks he has a
personal grievance against me. He's as cross as a bear with a sore head
at the present moment, because this young fellow who was to have been
his partner has turned against him. There's some love affair, and my
wife has been there and made a mess of it. It's hard upon me, for I
don't know that I ever saw the young man in my life.''
``I believe that fellow is a scamp,'' said the doctor.
``I hope not,'' said Mr Comfort, thinking of Rachel and her hopes.
``We all hope he isn't, of course,'' said the doctor. ``But we
can't prevent men being scamps by hoping. There are other scamps in
this town in whom, if my hoping would do any good, a very great change
would be made.'--Everybody present knew that the doctor alluded
especially to Mr Prong, whose condition, however, if the doctor's hopes
could have been carried out, would not have been enviable.--``But I
fear this fellow Rowan is a scamp, and I think he has treated Tappitt
badly. Tappitt told me all about it only this morning.''
`` Audi alteram partem,'' said Mr Comfort.
``The scamp's party you mean,'' said the doctor. ``I haven't the
means of doing that. If in this world we suspend our judgement till
we've heard all that can be said on both sides of every question, we
should never come to any judgement at all. I hear that he's in debt; I
believe he behaved very badly to Tappitt himself, so that Tappitt was
forced to use personal violence to defend himself; and he has certainly
threatened to open a new brewery here. Now that's bad, as coming from a
young man related to the old firm.''
``I think he should leave the brewery alone,'' said Mr Comfort.
``Of course he should,'' said the doctor. ``And I hear, moreover,
that he is playing a wicked game with a girl in your parish.''
``I don't know about a wicked game,'' said the other. ``It won't be
a wicked game if he marries her.''
Then Rachel's chances of matrimonial success were discussed with a
degree of vigour which must have been felt by her to be highly
complimentary, had she been aware of it. But I grieve to say that
public opinion, as expressed in Dr Harford's dining-room, went against
Luke Rowan. Mr Tappitt was not a great man, either as a citizen or as a
brewer: he was not one to whom Baslehurst would even rejoice to raise a
monument; but such as he was he had been known for many years. No one
in that room loved or felt for him anything like real friendship; but
the old familiarity of the place was in his favour, and his form was
known of old upon the High Street. He was not a drunkard, he lived
becomingly with his wife, he had paid his way, and was a
fellow-townsman. What was it to Dr Harford, or even to Mr Comfort, that
he brewed bad beer? No man was compelled to drink it. Why should not a
man employ himself, openly and legitimately, in the brewing of bad
beer, if the demand for bad beer were so great as to enable him to live
by the occupation? On the other hand, Luke Rowan was personally known
to none of them; and they were jealous that a change should come among
them with any view of teaching them a lesson or improving their
condition. They believed, or thought they believed, that Mr Tappitt had
been ill-treated in his counting-house. It was grievous to them that a
man with a wife and three daughters should have been threatened by a
young unmarried man--by a man whose shoulders were laden with no family
burden. Whether Rowan's propositions had been in truth good or evil,
just or unjust, they had not inquired, and would not probably have
ascertained had they done so. But they judged the man and condemned
him. Mr Comfort was brought round to condemn him as thoroughly as did
Dr Harford--not reflecting, as he did so, how fatal his condemnation
might be to the happiness of poor Rachel Ray.
``The fact is, Butler,'' said the doctor, when Mr Comfort had left
them and gone to the drawing-room--``the fact is, your wife has not
played her cards at the brewery as well as she usually does play them.
She has been taking this young fellow's part; and after that I don't
know how she was to expect that Tappitt would stand by you.''
``No general can succeed always,'' said Cornbury, laughing.
``Well; some generals do. But I must confess your wife is generally
very successful. Come; we'll go upstairs; and don't you tell her that
I've been finding fault. She's as good as gold, and I can't afford to
quarrel with her; but I think she has tripped here.''
When the old doctor and Butler Cornbury reached the drawing-room
the names of Rowan and Tappitt had not been as yet banished from the
conversation; but to them had been added some others. Rachel's name had
been again mentioned, as had also that of Rachel's sister.
``Papa, who do you think is going to be married?'' said Miss
Harford.
``Not you, my dear, is it?'' said the doctor.
``Mr Prong is going to be married to Mrs Prime,'' said Miss
Harford, showing by the solemnity of her voice that she regarded the
subject as one which should by its nature repress any further joke.
Nor was Dr Harford inclined to joke when he heard such tidings as
these. ``Mr Prong!'' said he, ``Nonsense; who told you?''
``Well, it was Baker told me.'' Mrs Baker was the housekeeper at
the Baslehurst rectory, and had been so for the last thirty years.
``She learned it at Drabbit's in the High Street, where Mrs Prime had
been living since she left her mother's cottage.''
``If that's true, Comfort,'' said the doctor, ``I congratulate you
on your parishioner.''
``Mrs Prime is no parishioner of mine,'' said the vicar of Cawston.
``If it's true, I'm very sorry for her mother--very sorry.''
``I don't believe a word of it,'' said Mrs Cornbury.
``Poor, wretched, unfortunate woman!'' said the doctor, ``Her
little bit of money is all in her own hands; is it not?''
``I believe it is,'' said Mr Comfort.
``Ah, yes; I dare say it's true,'' said the vicar. ``She's been
running after him ever since he's been here. I don't doubt it's true.
Poor creature!--poor creature! poor thing!'' And the doctor absolutely
sighed as he thought of the misery in store for Mr Prong's future
bride. ``It's an ill wind that blows nobody any good,'' he said after a
while. ``He'll go off, no doubt, when he has got the money in his hand,
and we shall be rid of him. Poor thing--poor thing!''
Before the evening was over Mrs Cornbury and her father had again
discussed the question of Rachel's possible engagement with Luke Rowan.
Mr Comfort had declared his conviction that it would be dangerous to
encourage any such hopes; whereas his daughter protested that she would
not see Rachel thrown over if she could help it. ``Don't condemn him
yet papa,'' she said.
``I don't condemn him at all, my dear; but I hardly think we shall
see him back at Baslehurst. And he shouldn't have gone away without
paying his debts, Patty!''
Mrs Ray, in her trouble occasioned by Luke's letter, had walked up
to Mr Comfort's house, but had not found him at home. Therefore she had
written to him, in his own study, a few very simple words, telling the
matter on which she wanted his advice. Almost any other woman would
have half hidden her real meaning under a cloud of ambiguous words; but
with her there was no question of hiding anything from her clergyman.
``Rachel has had a letter from young Mr Rowan,'' she said, ``and I have
begged her not to answer it till I have shown it to you.'' So Mr
Comfort sent word down to Bragg's End that he would call at the
cottage, and fixed an hour for his coming. This task was to be
accomplished by him on the morning after Dr Harford's dinner; and he
had thought much of the coming conference between himself and Rachel's
mother while Rowan's character was being discussed at Dr Harford's
house; but on that occasion he had said nothing to anyone, not even to
his daughter, of the application which had been made to him by Mrs Ray.
At eleven o'clock he presented himself at the cottage door, and, of
course, found Mrs Ray alone. Rachel had taken herself over to Mrs
Sturt, and greatly amazed that kind-hearted person by her silence and
confusion. ``Why, my dear,'' said Mrs Sturt, ``you hain't got a word
today to throw at a dog.'' Rachel acknowledged that she had not; and
then Mrs Sturt allowed her to remain in her silence.
``Oh, Mr Comfort, this is so good of you!'' Mrs Ray began as soon
as her friend was inside the parlour. ``When I went up to the parsonage
I didn't think of bringing you down here all the way--I didn't
indeed.'' Mr Comfort assured her that he thought nothing of the
trouble, declared that he owed her a visit, and then asked after
Rachel.
``To tell you the truth, then, she's just stepped across the green
to Mrs Sturt's, so as to be out of the way. It's a trying time to her,
Mr Comfort--very; and whatever way it goes, she's a good girl--a very
good girl.''
``You needn't tell me that, Mrs Ray.''
``Oh! but I must. There's her sister thinks she's encouraged this
young man too freely, but--''
``By the by, Mrs Ray, I've been told that Mrs Prime is engaged to
be married herself.''
``Have you, now?''
``Well, yes; I heard it in Baslehurst yesterday--to Mr Prong.''
``She's kept it so close, Mr Comfort, I didn't think anybody had
heard it.''
``It is true, then?''
``I can't say she has accepted him yet. He has offered to
her--there's no doubt about that, Mr Comfort--and she hasn't said him
no.''
``Do let her look sharp after her money,'' said Mr Comfort.
``Well, that's just it. She's not a bit inclined to give it up to
him, I can tell you.''
``I can't say, Mrs Ray, that the connection is one that I like very
much, in any way. There's no reason at all why your eldest daughter
should not marry again , but--''
``What can I do, Mr Comfort? Of course I know he's not just what he
should be--that is, for a clergyman. When I knew he hadn't come from
any of the colleges, I never had any fancy for going to hear him
myself. But of course I should never have left your church, Mr
Comfort--not if anybody had come there. And if I could have had my way
with Dorothea, she would never have gone near him--never. But what
could I do, Mr Comfort? Of course she can go where she likes.''
``Mr Prime was a gentleman and a Christian,'' said the vicar.
``That he was, Mr Comfort; and a husband for a young woman to be
proud of. But he was soon taken away from her--very soon! and she
hasn't thought much of this world since.''
``I don't know what she's thinking of now.''
``It isn't of herself, Mr Comfort; not a bit. Dorothea is very
stern; but, to give her her due, it's not herself she's thinking of.''
``Why does she want to marry him, then?''
``Because he's lonely without someone to do for him.''
``Lonely!--and he should be lonely for me, Mrs Ray.''
``And because she says she can work in the vineyard better as a
clergyman's wife.''
``Pshaw! work in the vineyard, indeed! But it's no business of
mine; and, as you say, I suppose you can't help it.''
``Indeed I can't. She'd never think of asking me.''
``I hope she'll look after her money, that's all. And what's all
this about my friend Rachel? I'd a great deal sooner hear that she was
going to be married--if I knew that the man was worthy of her.''
Then Mrs Ray put her hand into her pocket, and taking out Rowan's
letter, gave it to the vicar to read. As she did so, she looked into
his face with eyes full of the most intense anxiety. She was he greatly
frightened by the magnitude of this marriage question. She feared the
enmity of Mrs Rowan; and she doubted the firmness of Luke. She could
not keep herself from reflecting that a young man from London was very
dangerous; that he might probably be a wolf; that she could not be safe
in trusting her one lamb into such custody. But, nevertheless, she most
earnestly hoped that Mr Comfort's verdict might be in the young man's
favour. If he would only say that the young man was not a wolf--if he
would only take upon his own clerical shoulders the responsibility of
trusting the young man--Mrs Ray would become for the moment one of the
happiest women in Devonshire. With what a beaming face--with what a
true joy--with what smiles through her tears, would she then have
welcomed Rachel back from the farmhouse! How she would have watched her
as she came across the green, beckoning to her eagerly, and telling all
her happy tale beforehand by the signs of her joy! But there was to be
no such happy tale as that told on this morning. She watched the
vicar's face as he read the letter, and soon perceived that the verdict
was to be given against the writer of it. I do not know that Mrs Ray
was particularly quick at reading the countenances of men, but, in this
instance, she did read the countenance of Mr Comfort. We, all of us,
read more in the faces of those with whom we hold converse, than we are
aware of doing. Of the truth, or want of truth, in every word spoken to
us, we judge, in great part, by the face of the speaker. By the face of
every man and woman seen by us, whether they speak or are silent, we
form a judgement--and in nine cases out of ten our judgement is true.
It is because our tenth judgement--that judgement which has been
wrong--comes back upon us always with the effects of its error, that we
teach ourselves to say that appearances cannot be trusted. If we did
not trust them we should be walking ever in doubt, in darkness, and in
ignorance. As Mr Comfort read the letter, Mrs Ray knew that it would
not be allowed to her a speak words of happiness to Rachel on that day.
She knew that the young man was to be set down as dangerous; but she
was by no means aware that she was reading the vicar's face with
precise accuracy. Mr Comfort had been slow in his perusal, weighing the
words of the letter; and when he had finished it he slowly refolded the
paper and put it back into its envelope. ``He means what he says,''
said he, as he gave the letter back to Mrs Ray.
``Yes; I think he means what he says.''
``But we cannot tell how long he may mean it; nor can we tell as
yet whether such a connection would be good for Rachel, even if he
should remain steadfast in such meaning. If you ask me, Mrs Ray--''
``I do ask you, Mr Comfort.''
``Then I think we should all of us know more about him, before we
allow Rachel to give him encouragement--I do indeed.''
Mrs Ray could not quite repress in her heart a slight feeling of
anger against the vicar. She remembered the words--so different not
only in their meaning, but in the tone in which they were spoken--in
which he had sanctioned Rachel's going to the ball: ``Young people get
to think of each other,'' he had then said, speaking with
good-humoured, cheery voice, as though such thinking were worthy of all
encouragement. He had spoken then of marriage being the happiest
condition for both men and women, and had inquired as to Rowan's means.
Every word that had then fallen from him had expressed his opinion that
Luke Rowan was an eligible lover. But now he was named as though he
were undoubtedly a wolf. Why had not Mr Comfort said then, at that
former interview, when no harm had as yet been done, that it would be
desirable to know more of the young man before any encouragement was
given to him? Mrs Ray felt that she was injured; but, nevertheless, her
trust in her counsellor was not on that account the less.
``I suppose it must be answered,'' said Mrs Ray.
``Oh, yes; of course it should be answered.''
``And who should write it, Mr Comfort?''
``Let Rachel write it herself. Let her tell him that she is not
prepared to correspond with him as yet, any further that is, you
understand, than the writing of that letter.''
``And about--about--about what he says as to loving her, you know?
There has been a sort of promise between them, Mr Comfort, and no young
man could have spoken more honestly than he did.''
``And he meant honestly, no doubt; but you see, Mrs Ray, it is
necessary to be so careful in these matters! It is quite evident his
mother doesn't wish this marriage.''
``And he shouldn't have called her a goose; should he?''
``I don't think much about that.''
``Don't you, now?''
``It was all meant in good-humour. But she thinks it a bad marriage
for him as regards money, and money considerations always go so far,
you know. And then he's away, and you've got no hold upon him.''
``That's quite true, Mr Comfort.''
``He has quarrelled with the people here. And upon my word I'm
inclined to think he has not behaved very well to Mr Tappitt.''
``Hasn't he, now?''
``I'm afraid not, Mrs Ray. They were talking about him last night
in Baslehurst, and I'm afraid he has behaved badly at the brewery.
There were words between him and Mr Tappitt--very serious words.''
``Yes; I know that. He told Rachel as much as that. I think he said
he was going to law with Mr Tappitt.''
``And if so, the chances are that he may never be seen here again.
It's ill coming to a place where one is quarrelling with people. And as
to the lawsuit, it seems to me, from what I hear, that he would
certainly lose it. No doubt he has a considerable property in the
brewery; but he wants to be master of everything, and that can't be
reasonable, you know. And then, Mrs Ray, there's worse than that
behind.''
``Worse than that!'' said Mrs Ray, in whose heart every gleam of
comfort was quickly being extinguished by darkening shadows.
``They tell me that he has gone away without paying his debts. If
that is so, it shows that his means cannot be very good.'' Then why had
Mr Comfort taken upon himself expressly to say that they were good at
that interview before Mrs Tappitt's party? That was the thought in the
widow's mind at the present moment. Mr Comfort, however, went on with
his caution. ``And then, when the happiness of such a girl as Rachel is
concerned, it is impossible to be too careful. Where should we all be
if we found that we had given her to a scamp?''
``Oh dear, oh dear! I don't think he can be a scamp--he did take
his tea so nicely.''
``I don't say he is--I don't judge him. But then we should be
careful. Why didn't he pay his debts before he went away? A young man
should always pay his debts.''
``Perhaps he's sent it down in a money order,'' said Mrs Ray.
``They are so very convenient--that is if you've got the money.''
``If he hasn't I hope he will, for I can assure you I don't want to
think badly of him. Maybe he will turn out all right. And you may be
sure of this, Mrs Ray, that if he is really attached to Rachel he won't
give her up, because she doesn't throw herself into his arms at his
first word. There's nothing becomes a young woman like a little
caution, or makes a young man think more of her. If Rachel fancies that
she likes him let her hold back a while and find out what sort of stuff
he's made of. If I were her I should just tell him that I thought it
better to wait a little before I made any positive engagement.''
``But, Mr Comfort, how is she to begin it? You see he calls her
Dearest Rachel.''
``Let her say Dear Mr Rowan. There can't be any harm in that.''
``She mustn't call him Luke, I suppose.''
``I think she'd better not. Young men think so much of those
things.''
``And she's not to say `Yours affectionately' at the end?''
``She'll understand all that when she comes to write the letter
better than we can tell her. Give her my love; and tell her from me I'm
quite sure she's a dear, good girl, and that it must be a great comfort
to you to know that you can trust her so thoroughly.'' Then, having
spoken these last words, Mr Comfort took himself away.
Rachel, sitting in the window of Mrs Sturt's large front kitchen on
the other side of the green, could see Mr Comfort come forth from the
cottage and get into his low four-wheeled carriage, which, with his boy
in livery, had been standing at the garden gate during the interview.
Mrs Sturt was away among the milk-pans, scalding cream or preparing
butter, and did not watch either Rachel or the visitor at the cottage.
But she knew with tolerable accuracy what was going on, and with all
her heart wished that her young friend might have luck with her lover.
Rachel waited for a minute or two till the little carriage was out of
sight, till the sound of the wheels could be no longer heard, and then
she prepared to move. She slowly got herself up from her chair as
though she were afraid to show herself upon the green, and paused still
a few moments longer before she left the kitchen.
``So, thou's off,'' said Mrs Sturt, coming in from the back regions
of her territory, with the sleeves of her gown tucked up, enveloped in
a large roundabout apron which covered almost all her dress. Mrs Sturt
would no more have thought of doing her work in the front kitchen than
I should think of doing mine in the drawing-room. ``So thou's off home
again my lass,'' said Mrs Sturt.
``Yes, Mrs Sturt. Mr Comfort has been with mamma--about business;
and as I didn't want to be in the way I just came over to you.''
``Thou art welcome, as flowers in May, morning or evening; but thee
knowest that, girl. As for Mr Comfort--it's cold comfort he is, I
always say. It's little I think of what clergymen says, unless it be
out of the pulpit or the like of that. What does they know about lads
and lasses?''
``He's a very old friend of mamma's.''
``Old friends is always the best, I'll not deny that. But, look
thee here, my girl; my man's an old friend too. He's know'd thee since
he lifted thee in his arms to pull the plums off that bough yonder; and
he's seen thee these ten years a deal oftener than Mr Comfort. If they
say anything wrong of thy joe there, tell me, and Sturt'll find out
whether it be true or no. Don't let ere a parson in Devonshire rob thee
of thy sweetheart. It's passing sweet, when true hearts meet. But it
breaks the heart, when true hearts part,'' With the salutary advice
contained in these ancient local lines Mrs Sturt put her arms round
Rachel, and having kissed her, bade her go.
With slow step she made her way across the green, hardly daring to
look to the door of the cottage. But there was no figure standing at
the door; and let her have looked with all her eyes, there was nothing
there to have told her anything. She walked very slowly, thinking as
she went of Mrs Sturt's words--``Don't let ere a parson in Devonshire
rob thee of thy sweetheart.'' Was it not hard upon her that she should
be subjected to the misery of such discussion, seeing that she had
given no hope, either to her lover or to herself, till she had received
full warranty for doing so? She would do what her mother should bid
her, let it be what it might; but she would be wronged--she felt that
she would be wronged and injured, grievously injured, if her mother
should now bid her think of Rowan as one thinks of those that are gone.
She entered the cottage slowly, and turning into the parlour, found
her mother seated there on the old sofa, opposite to the fireplace. She
was seated there in stiff composure, waiting the work which she had to
do. It was no customary place of hers, and she was a woman who, in the
ordinary occupations of her life, never deserted her customary places.
She had an old easy chair near the fireplace, and another smaller chair
close to the window, and in one of these she might always be found,
unless when, on special occasions like the present, some great thing
had occurred to throw her out of the grooves of her life.
``Well, mamma?'' said Rachel, coming in and standing before her
mother. Mrs Ray, before she spoke, looked up into her child's face, and
was afraid. ``Well, mamma, what has Mr Comfort said?''
Was it not hard for Mrs Ray that at such a moment she should have
had no sort of husband on whom to lean? Does the reader remember that
in the opening words of this story Mrs Ray was described as a woman who
specially needed some standing-corner, some post, some strong prop to
bear her weight--some marital authority by which she might be guided?
Such prop and such guiding she had never needed more sorely than she
needed them now. She looked up into Rachel's face before she spoke, and
was afraid. ``He has been here, my dear,'' she said, ``and has gone
away.''
``Yes, mamma, I knew that,'' said Rachel. ``I saw his phaeton drive
off; that's why I came over from Mrs Sturt's.''
Rachel's voice was hard, and there was no comfort in it. It was so
hard that Mrs Ray felt it to be unkind. No doubt Rachel suffered; but
did not she suffer also? Would not she have given blood from her
breast, like the maternal pelican, to have secured from that clerical
counsellor a verdict that might have been comforting to her child?
Would she not have made any sacrifice of self for such a verdict, even
though the effecting of it must have been that she herself would have
been left alone and deserted in the world? Why, then, should Rachel be
stern to her? If misery was to fall on both of them, it was not of her
doing.
``I know you will think it's my fault, Rachel; but I cannot help
it, even though you should say so. Of course I was obliged to ask
someone; and who else was there that would be able to tell me so well
as Mr Comfort? You would not have liked it at all if I had gone to
Dorothea; and as for Mr Prong--''
``Oh! mamma, mamma, don't! I haven't said anything. I haven't
complained of Mr Comfort. What has he said now? You forget that you
have not told me.''
``No, my dear, I don't forget; I wish I could. He says that Mr
Rowan has behaved badly to Mr Tappitt, and that he hasn't paid his
debts, and that the lawsuit will be sure to go against him, and that he
will never show his face in Baslehurst again; and he says, too, that it
would be very wrong for you to correspond with him--very; because a
young girl like you must be so careful about such things; and he says
he'll be much more likely to respect you if you don't--don't--don't
just throw yourself into his arms like. Those were his very words; and
then he says that if he really cares for you, he'll be sure to come
back again, and so you're to answer the letter, and you must call him
``Dear Mr Rowan.'' Don't call him Luke, because young men think so much
about those things. And you are to tell him that there isn't to be any
engagement, or any letter-writing, or anything of that sort at all. But
you can just say something friendly--about hoping he's quite well, or
something of that kind. And then when you come to the end, you had
better sign yourself ``Yours truly''. It won't do to say anything about
affection, because one never knows how it may turn out. And--let me
see; them was only one thing more. Mr Comfort says that you are a good
girl, and that he is sure you have done nothing wrong--not even in a
word or a thought; and I say so too. You are my own beautiful child;
and, Rachel--I do so wish I could make it all right between you''
Nobody can deny that Mrs Ray had given, with very fair accuracy, an
epitome of Mr Comfort's words; but they did not leave upon Rachel's
mind a very clear idea of what she was expected to do. ``Go away in
debt! she said; ``who says so?''
``Mr Comfort told me so just now. But perhaps he'll send the money
in a money order you know.''
``I don't think he would go away in debt. And why should the
lawsuit go against him if he's got right on his side? He does not wish
to do any harm to Mr Tappitt.''
``I don't know about that, my dear; but at any rate they've
quarrelled.''
``But why shouldn't that be Mr Tappitt's fault as much as his? And
as for not showing his face in Baslehurst --! Oh, mamma! don't you know
him well enough to be sure that he will never be ashamed of showing his
face anywhere? He not show his face! Mamma, I don't believe a word of
it all--not a word.''
``Mr Comfort said so; he did indeed.'' Then Mrs Sturt's words came
back upon Rachel. ``Don't let ere a parson in Devonshire rob thee of
thy sweetheart.'' This lover of hers was her only possession--the only
thing of her own winning that she had ever valued. He was her great
triumph, the rich upshot of her own prowess--and now she felt that this
parson was indeed robbing her. Had he been then present, she would have
risen up and spoken at him, as she had never spoken before. The spirit
of rebellion against all the world was strong within her--against all
the world except that one weak woman who now sat before her on the
sofa. Her eyes were full of anger, and Mrs Ray saw that it was so; but
still she was minded to obey her mother.
``It's no good talking,'' said Rachel; ``but when they say that
he's afraid to show himself in Baslehurst, I don't believe them. Does
he look like a man afraid to show himself?''
``Looks are so deceitful, Rachel.''
``And as for debts--people, if they're called away by telegraph in
a minute, can't pay all that they owe. There are plenty of people in
Baslehurst that owe a deal more than he does, I'm sure. And he's got
his share in the brewery, so that nobody need be afraid.''
``Mr Comfort didn't say that you were to quarrel with him
altogether.''
``Mr Comfort --! What's Mr Comfort to me, mamma?'' This was said in
such a tone that Mrs Ray absolutely started up from her seat.
``But, Rachel, he is my oldest friend. He was your father's
friend.''
``Why did he not say it before then? Why--why--why--? Mamma, I
can't throw him off now. Didn't I tell him that--that--that I
would--love him? Didn't you say that it might be so--you yourself? How
am I to show my face, if I go back now? Mamma, I do love him, with all
my heart and all my strength, and nothing that anybody can say can make
any difference. If he owed ever so much money I should love him the
same. If he had killed Mr Tappitt it wouldn't make any difference.''
``Oh, Rachel!''
``No more it would. If Mr Tappitt began it first, it wasn't his
fault.''
``But Rachel, my darling--what can we do? If he has gone away we
cannot make him come back again.''
``But he wrote almost immediately.''
``And you are going to answer it--are you not?''
``Yes--but what sort of an answer, mamma? How can I expect that he
will ever want to see me again when I have written to him in that way?
I won't say anything about hoping that he's very well. If I may not
tell him that he's my own, own, own Luke, and that I love him with all
my heart, I'll bid him stay away and not trouble himself any further. I
wonder what he'll think of me when I write in that way!''
``If he's constant-hearted he'll wait a while and then he'll come
back again.''
``Why should he come back when I've treated him in that way? What
have I got to give him? Mamma, you may write the letter yourself and
put in it what you please.''
``Mr Comfort said that you had better write it.''
``Mr Comfort! I don't know why I'm to do all that Mr Comfort tells
me,'' and then those other words of Mrs Sturt's recurred to her, ``It's
little I think of what a clergyman says unless it be out of a pulpit''.
After that there was nothing further said for some minutes. Mrs Ray
still sat on the sofa, and as she gazed upon the table which stood in
the middle of the room, she wiped her eyes with her handkerchief.
Rachel was now seated in a chair with her back almost turned to her
mother, and was beating with her impatient fingers on the table. She
was very angry--angry even with her mother; and she was half
broken-hearted, believing that such a letter as that which she was
desired to write would estrange her lover from her for ever. So they
sat, and for a few minutes no word was spoken between them.
``Rachel,'' said Mrs Ray at last, ``if wrong has been done, is it
not better that it should be undone?''
``What wrong have I done?'' said Rachel, jumping up.
``It is I that have done it--not you.''
``No, mamma; you have done no wrong.''
``I should have known more before I let him come here and
encouraged you to think of him. It has been my fault. My dear, will you
not forgive me?''
``Mamma, there has been no fault. There is nothing to forgive.''
``I have made you unhappy, my child,'' and then Mrs Ray burst out
into open tears.
``No, mamma, I won't be unhappy--or if I am I will bear it.'' Then
she got up and threw her arms round her mother's neck, and embraced
her. ``I will write the letter, but I will not write it now. You shall
see it before it goes.''
Rachel, as soon as she had made her mother the promise that she
would write the letter, left the parlour and went up to her own room.
She had many thoughts to adjust in her mind which could not be adjusted
satisfactorily otherwise than in solitude, and it was clearly necessary
that they should be adjusted before she could write her letter. It must
be remembered, not only that she had never before written a letter to a
lover, but that she had never before written a letter of importance to
anyone. She had threatened at one moment that she would leave the
writing of it to her mother; but there came upon her a