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FOUR trail-worn oxen, their necks bowed to the yoke of patient
servitude, should really begin this story. But to follow the trail they
made would take several chapters which you certainly would skip
unless you like to hear the tale of how the wilderness was tamed and
can thrill at the stern history of those who did the taming while they
fought to keep their stomachs fairly well filled with food and their
hard-muscled bodies fit for the fray.
There was a woman, low-browed, uncombed, harsh of voice and speech
and nature, who drove the four oxen forward over lava rock and rough
prairie and the scanty sage. I might tell you a great deal about
Marthy, who plodded stolidly across the desert and the low-lying hills
along the Blackfoot; and of her weak-souled, shiftless husband whom she
called Jase, when she did not call him worse.
They were the pioneers whose lurching wagon first forded the
singing Wolverine stream just where it greens the tiny valley and then
slips between huge lava-rock ledges to join the larger stream. Jase
would have stopped there and called home the sheltered little green
spot in the gray barrenness. But Marthy went on, up the farther hill
and across the upland, another full day's journey with the sweating
oxen.
They camped that night on another little, singing stream, in
another little valley, which was not so level or so green or so wholly
pleasing to the eye. And that night two of the oxen, impelled by a
surer instinct than their human owners, strayed away down a narrow,
winding gorge and so discovered the Cove and feasted upon its rich
grasses. It was Marthy who went after them and who recognized the
little, hidden Eden as the place of her dreams supposing she ever had
dreams. So Marthy and Jase and the four oxen took possession, and with
much labor and many hard years for the woman, and with the same number
of years and as little labor as he could manage on the man's part, they
tamed the Cove and made it a beauty spot in that wild land. A beauty
spot, though their lives held nothing but treadmill toil and harsh
words and a mental horizon narrowed almost to the limits of the grim,
gray rock wall that surrounded them.
Another sturdy-souled couple came afterwards and saw the Wolverine
and made for themselves a home upon its banks. And in the rough little
log cabin was born the girl-child I want you to meet; a girl-child when
she should have been a boy to meet her father's need and great desire;
a girl-child whose very name was a compromise between the parents. For
they called her Billy for sake of the boy her father wanted, and Louise
for the girl her mother had longed for to lighten that terrible
loneliness which the far frontier brings to the women who brave its
stern emptiness.
Do you like children? In other words, are you human? Then I want
you to meet Billy Louise when she was ten and had lived all her life
among the rocks and the sage and the stunted cedars and huge, gray
hills of Idaho. Meet her with her pink sunbonnet hanging down the back
of her neck and her big eyes taking in the squalidness of Marthy's
crude kitchen in the Cove, and her terrible directness of speech
hitting squarely the things she saw that were different from her own
immaculate home. Of course, if you don't care for children, you may
skip a chapter and meet her later when she was eighteen but I really
wish you would consent to know her at ten.
"Mommie makes cookies with a raising in the middle. She gives me
two sometimes when the Bill of me has been workin' like the deuce with
dad; one for Billy and one for Louise. When I 'm twelve, Mommie 's
goin' to let the Louise of me make cookies all myself and put a raising
on top. I 'll put two on top of one and bring it over for you, Marthy.
And " Billy Louise was terribly outspoken at times "I 'll put four
raisings on another one for Jase, 'cause he don't have any nice times
with you. Don't you ever make cookies with raisings on 'em, Marthy? I
'm hungry as a coyote and I ain't used to eating just bread and the
kinda butter you have. Mom says you don't work it enough. She says you
are too scared of water, and the buttermilk ain't all worked out, so
that 's why it tastes so funny. Does Jase like that kind of butter,
Marthy?"
"If your mother had to do the outside work as well as the inside,
mebbe she would n't work her butter so awful much, either. I dunno
whether Jase likes it or not. He eats it," Marthy stated grimly.
Billy Louise sighed. "Well, of course he 's awful lazy. Daddy says
so. I guess I won't put but one raising on Jase's cookie when I 'm
twelve. Has Jase gone fishing again, Marthy?"
A gleam of satisfaction brightened Marthy's hard, blue eyes. "No,
he ain't. He 's in the root suller. You want some bread and some nice,
new honey, Billy Louise? I jest took it outa the hive this morning.
When you go home, I 'll send some to your maw if you can carry it."
"Sure! I can carry anything that 's good. If you put it on thick,
so I can't taste the bread, I 'll eat it. Say, you like me, don't you,
Marthy?"
"Yes," said Marthy, turning her back on the slim, wide-eyed girl,
"I like yuh, Billy Louise."
"You sound like you wish you did n't," Billy Louise remarked. Even
at ten Billy Louise was keenly sensitive to tones and glances and that
intangible thing we call atmosphere. "Are you sorry you like me?"
"No-o, I ain't sorry. A person 's got to like something that 's
alive and human, or " Marthy was clumsy with words, and she was
always coming to the barrier between her powers of expression and the
thoughts that were prisoned and dumb. "Here 's your bread 'n' honey."
"What makes you sound that way, Marthy? You sound like you had
tears inside, and they could n't get out your eyes. Are you sad? Did
you ever have a little girl, Marthy?"
"What makes you ask that?" Marthy sat heavily down upon a box
beside the rough kitchen table and looked at Billy Louise queerly, as
if she were half afraid of her.
"I dunno but that 's the way mommie sounds when she says
something about angel-brother. Did you ever "
"Billy Louise, I 'm going to tell you this oncet, and then I don't
want you to ast me any more questions, nor talk about it. You 're the
queerest young one I ever seen, but you don't hurt folks on purpose I
've learnt that much about yuh." Marthy half rose from the box, and
with her dingy, patched apron shooed an investigative hen out of the
doorway. She knew that Billy Louise was regarding her fixedly over the
huge, uneven slice of bread and honey, and she felt vaguely that a
child's grave, inquiring eyes may be the hardest of all eyes to meet.
"I never meant "
"I know yuh never, Billy Louise. Now don't tell your maw this. Long
ago long before your maw ever found you, or your paw ever found your
ranch on the Wolverine, I had a little girl, 'bout like you. She was a
purty child her hair was like silk, and her eyes was blue, and we
was Mormons, and we lived down clost to Salt Lake. And I seen so much
misery amongst the women-folks you can't understand that, but mebby
you will when you grow up. Anyway, when little Minervy kep' growin'
purtyer and sweeter, I could n't stand it to think of her growin' up
and bein' a Mormon's wife. I seen so many purty girls . . . So I made
up my mind we 'd move away off somewheres, where Minervy could grow up
jest as sweet and purty as she was a mind to, and not have to suffer
fer her sweetness and her purtyness. When you grow up, Billy Louise,
you 'll know what I mean. So me and Jase packed up we kinda had to do
it on the sly, on account uh the bishops and we struck out with a
four-ox team.
"We kep' a-goin' and kep' a-goin, fer I was scared to settle too
clost. I seen how they keep spreadin' out all the time, and I wanted to
git so fur away they would n't ketch up. And we got into bad country,
where there wasn't no water skurcely. We swung too fur north, and got
into the desert back there. And over next them three buttes little
Minervy took sick. We tried to git outa the desert we headed over
this way. But before we got to Snake river she died, and I had to
leave 'er buried back there. We come on. I hated the church worse than
ever, and I wanted to git clear away from 'em. Why, Billy Louise, we
camped one night by the Wolverine, right about where your paw 's got
his big corral! We did n't stay there, because it was an Injun
camping-ground then, and they wasn't no use getting mixed up in no
fuss, first thing. In them days the Injuns wasn't so peaceable as they
be now. So we come on here and settled in the Cove.
"And so I like yuh," said Marthy, in a tone that was half
defiance, "because I can't help likin' yuh. You 're growin' up sweet
and purty, jest like I wanted my little Minervy to grow up. In some
ways you remind me of her only she was quieter and did n't take so much
notice of things a young one ain't s'posed to notice. Now I don't want
you askin' no more questions about her, 'cause I ain't going to talk
about it ag'in; and if yuh pester me, I 'll send yuh home and tell your
maw to keep yuh there. If you 're the nice girl I think yuh be, you 'll
be good to Marthy and not talk about "
Billy Louise opened her eyes still wider, and licked the honey off
one whole corner of the slice without really tasting anything. Marthy's
square, uncompromising chin was actually quivering. Billy Louise was
stricken dumb by the spectacle. She wanted to go and put her arms
around Marthy's neck and kiss her; only Marthy's neck had a hairy mole,
and there was no part of her face which looked in the least degree
kissable. Still, Billy Louise felt herself all hot inside with remorse
and sympathy and affection. Physical contact being impossible because
of her fastidious instincts, and speech upon the subject being so
sternly forbidden, Billy Louise continued to lick honey and stare in
fascinated silence.
"I 'll wash the dishes for you, Marthy," she offered irrelevantly
at last, as a supreme sacrifice upon the altar of sympathy. When that
failed to stop the slow procession of tears that was traveling down the
furrows of Marthy's checks, she added ingratiatingly: "I 'll put six
raisings on the cookie I 'm going to make for you."
Whereupon Marthy did an unprecedented, an utterly amazing thing.
She got up and gathered Billy Louise into her arms so unexpectedly that
Billy Louise inadvertently buried her nose in the honey she had not yet
licked off the bread. Marthy held her close pressed to her big, flabby
bosom and wept into her hair in a queer, whimpering way that somehow
made Billy Louise think of a hurt dog. It was only for a minute that
Marthy did this; she stopped almost as suddenly as she began and went
outside, wiping her eyes and her nose impartially upon her dirty apron.
Billy Louise sat paralyzed with the mixture of unusual emotions
that assailed her. She was exceedingly sticky and uncomfortable from
honey and tears, and she shivered with repugnance at the odor of
Marthy's unbathed person. She was astonished at the outburst from
phlegmatic Marthy Meilke, and her pity was now alloyed with her promise
to wash all those dirty dishes. Billy Louise felt that she had been a
trifle hasty in making promises. There was not a drop of water in the
house nor a bit of wood, and Billy Louise knew perfectly well that the
dishpan would have a greasy, unpleasant feeling under her fastidious
little fingers.
She sighed heavily. "Well, I s'pose I might just as well get to
work at 'em," she said aloud, as was her habit being a child who had
no playmates. "I hate to dread a thing I hate."
She looked at the messy slice of sour bread and threw it out to the
speckled hen that had returned and was standing with one foot lifted
tentatively ready for a forward step if the fates seemed kind and
was regarding Billy Louise fixedly with one yellow eye. "Take it, and
go!" cried the donor, impatient of the scrutiny. She picked up the
wooden pail and went down to the creek behind the house, by a pathway
bordered thickly with budding rosebushes and tall lilacs.
Billy Louise first of all washed her face slowly and with a
methodic thoroughness which characterized her having lived for ten
full years with no realization of hours and minutes as a measure for
her actions.
She dried her face quite as deliberately upon her starched calico
apron. Then she spent a few minutes trying to catch a baby trout in her
cupped palms. Never had Billy Louise succeeded in catching a baby trout
in her hands; therefore she never tired of trying. Now, however, that
rash promise nagged at her and would not let her enjoy the game as
completely as usual. She took the wooden pail, and squatting on her
heels in the wet sand, waited until a small school swam incautiously
close to the bank, and scooped suddenly, with a great splash. She
caught three tiny, speckled fish the length of her little finger, and
she let the half-full pail rest in the shallow stream while she watched
the fry swimming excitedly round and round within.
There was no great fun in that. Billy Louise could catch baby trout
in a pail at home, from the waters of the Wolverine, whenever she
liked. Many a time she had kept them in a big bottle until she tired of
watching them, or they died because she forgot to change the water
often enough. She could not get even a languid enjoyment out of them
now, because she could not for a minute forget that she had promised to
wash Marthy's dishes and Marthy always had so many dirty dishes! And
Marthy's dishpan was so greasy! Billy Louise gave a little shudder when
she thought of it.
"I wish her little girl had n't died," she said, her mind swinging
from effect back to cause. "I could play with her. And she 'd wash the
dishes herself. I 'm going to name my new little pig Minervy. I wish
she had n't died. I 'd show her my little pig, if Marthy 'd let her
come over to our place. We could both ride on old Badger; Minervy could
ride behind me, and we 'd go places together." Billy Louise
meditatively stirred up the baby trout with a forefinger. "We 'd go up
the canyon and have the caves for our play-houses. Minervy could have
the secret cave away up the hill, and I 'd have the other one across
from it; and we 'd have flags and wigwag messages like daddy tells
about in the war. And we 'd play the rabbits are Injuns, and the
coyotes are big-Injun-chiefs sneaking down to see if the forts are
watching. And whichever seen a coyote first would wigwag to the other
one . . . " A baby trout, taking advantage of the pail tipping in the
current, gave a flip over the edge and interrupted Billy Louise's
fancies. She gave the pail a tilt and spilled out the other two fish.
Then she filled it as full as she could carry and started back to pay
the price of her sympathy.
"I don't see what Minervy had to go and die for!" she complained,
dodging a low-hanging branch of bloom-laden lilac. "She could wash the
dishes and I 'd wipe 'em and I s'pose there ain't a clean dish-towel
in the house, either! Marthy 's an awful slack housekeeper."
Billy Louise, being a young person with a conscience of a sort
washed the dishes, since she had given her word to do it. The dishpan
was even more unpleasant than experience had foretold for her; and of
Marthy's somewhat meager supply there seemed not one clean dish in the
house. The sympathy of Billy Louise therefore waned rapidly; rather, it
turned in upon itself. So that by the time she felt morally free to
spend the rest of the afternoon as she pleased, she was not at all
sorry for Marthy for having lost Minervy; instead, she was sorry for
herself for having been betrayed into rashness and for being deprived
of a playmate.
"I don't s'pose Marthy doctored her right, at all," she considered
pitilessly, as she returned down the lilac-bordered path. "If she had,
I guess she would n't have died. I 'll bet she never gave her a speck
of sage tea,, like mommie always does when I 'm sick only I ain't
ever, thank goodness. I 'm just going to ask Jase if Marthy did."
On the way to the root cellar, which was dug into the creek-bank
well above high-water mark, Billy Louise debated within herself the
ethics of speaking to Jase upon a forbidden subject. Jase had been
Minervy's father, and therefore knew of her existence, so that
mentioning Minervy to him could not in any sense be betraying a secret.
She wondered if Jase felt badly about it, as Marthy seemed to do. On
the heels of that came the determination to test his emotional
capacity.
At the root cellar her attention was diverted. The cellar door was
fastened on the outside, with the iron hasp used to protect the store
of vegetables from the weather. Jase must be gone. She was turning away
when she heard him clear his throat with that peculiar little hacking,
rasping noise which sounded exactly as one would expect a Jase to
sound. Billy Louise puckered her eyebrows, pressed her lips together
understandingly and disapprovingly and opened the door.
Jase, humped over a heap of sprouting potatoes, blinked up
apathetically into the sudden flood of sweet, spring air and sunshine.
"Why, hello, Billy Louise," he mumbled, his eyes brightening a bit.
"Say, you was locked in here!" Billy Louise faced him puzzled. "Did
you know you was locked in?"
"Yes-s, I knowed it. Marthy, she locked the door." Jase reached out
a bony hand covered with carrot-colored hairs and picked up a
shriveling potato with long, sickly sprouts proclaiming life's
persistence in perpetuating itself under adverse circumstances. He
broke off the sprouts with a wipe of his dirty palm and threw the
potato into a heap in the corner.
"What for?" Billy Louise demanded, watching Jase reach languidly
out for another potato.
"She seen me diggin' bait," Jase said tonelessly. "I did think some
of ketchin' a mess of fish before I went to sproutin' p'tatoes, but
Marthy she don't take no int'rest in nothin' but work."
"Are the fish biting good? " Billy Louise glanced toward the wider
stream, where it showed through a gap in the alders.
"Yes-s, purty good now. I caught a nice mess the other day; but
Marthy, she don't favor my goin' fishin'." The lean hands of Jase moved
slowly at his task. Billy Louise, watching him, wondered why he did not
hurry a little and finish sooner. Still, she could not remember ever
seeing Jase hurry at anything, and the Cove with its occupants was one
of her very earliest memories.
"Say, I 'll dig some more bait, and then we 'll go fishing; shall
we?"
"I dunno as I better " Jase's hand hovered aimlessly over the
potato pile. "I got quite a lot sprouted, though and mebby "
"I 'll lock you in till I get the bait dug," suggested Billy Louise
craftily. " And you work fast; and then I 'll let you out, and we 'll
lock the door agin, so Marthy 'll think you 're in there yet."
"You 're sure smart to think up things," Jase admired, smiling
loose-lipped behind his scraggly beard, that was fading with the years.
" I dunno but what it 'd serve Marthy right. She ain't got no call to
lock the door on me. She hates like sin t' see me with a fish-pole in
m' hand but she 's always et her share uh the messes I ketch. She
ain't a reasonable woman, Marthy ain't. You git the bait. I 'll show
Marthy who 's boss in this Cove!"
He might have encouraged himself into defying Marthy to her face,
in another five minutes of complaining. But the cellar door closed upon
him with a slam. Billy Louise was not interested in his opinion of
Marthy; with her, opinions were valueless if not accompanied by action.
"I never thought to ask him about Minervy," occurred to her while
she was relentlessly dragging pale, fleshly fishworms from the loose
black soil of Marthy's onion bed. "But I know she was mean to Minervy.
She 's awful mean to Jase locking him up in the root cellar just
'cause he wanted to go fishing. If I was Jase I would n't sprout a
single old potato for her. My goodness, but she 'll be mad when she
opens the cellar door and Jase ain't in there; I guess I 'll go home
early, before Marthy finds it out."
She really meant to do that, but the fish were hungry fish that
day, and the joy of having a companion to exclaim with her over every
hard tug even though that companion was only Jase enticed her to
stay on and on, until a whiff of frying pork on the breeze that swept
down the Cove warned Billy Louise of the near approach of supper-time.
"I guess mebby I might as well go back to the suller," Jase
remarked, his defiance weakening as he climbed the bank. "You come and
lock the door agin, Billy Louise, and Marthy won't know I ain't been
there all the time. She 'll think you caught the fish." He looked at
her with a weak leer of conscious cunning.
Billy Louise, groping vaguely for the sunbonnet that was dangling
between her straight shoulder-blades, stared at him with wide eyes that
held disillusionment and with it a contempt all the keener because it
was the contempt of a child, whose judgment is merciless.
"I should thing you 'd be ashamed!" she said at last, forgetting
that the idea had been born in her own brain. "Cowards do things and
then sneak about it. Daddy says so. I don't care if Marthy is mad
'cause I let you out, and I don't care if she knows we went fishing. I
thought you wanted Marthy to see she ain't so smart, locking you up in
the cellar. I ain't going to bake you a single cookie with raisings on
it, like I was going to."
"Marthy 's got a sharp tongue in 'er head," Jase wavered, his eyes
shifting from Billy Louise's uncompromising stare.
"Daddy says when you do a thing that 's mean, do it and take your
medicine," Billy Louise retorted. "The boy of me that belongs to dad
ain't a sneak, Jase Meilke. And," she added loftily, "the girl of me
that belongs to mommie is a perfeck lady. Good day, Mr. Meilke. Thank
you for a pleasant time fishing."
Whereupon the perfect lady part switched short skirts up the path
and held a tousled head high with disdain.
Jase, thus deserted, went shambling back to the cellar and fell to
sprouting potatoes with what might almost be termed industry.
It pained Jase later to discover that Marthy was not interested in
the open door, but in the very small heap of potatoes which he had
"sprouted" that afternoon. There was other work to be done in the Cove,
and there were but two pairs of hands to do it; that one pair was slow
and shiftless and inefficient was bitterly accepted by Marthy, who
worked from sunrise until dark to make up for the shirking of those
other hands.
It was the trail experience over again, and it was an experience
that dragged through the years without change or betterment. Marthy
wanted to "get ahead." Jase wanted to sit in the sun with his knees
drawn up, just I don't know what, but I suppose he called it
thinking. When he felt unusually energetic, he liked to dangle an
impaled worm over a trout pool. Theoretically he also wanted to get
ahead and to have a fine ranch and lots of cattle and a comfortable
home. He would plan these things sometimes in an expansive mood,
whereupon Marthy would stare at him with her hard, contemptuous look
until Jase trailed off into mumbling complaints into his beard. He was
not as able-bodied as she thought he was, he would say, with vague
solemnity. Some uh these days Marthy 'd see how she had driven him
beyond his strength.
When one is a Marthy, however, with ambitions and a tireless energy
and the persistence of a beaver, and when one listens to vague
mutterings for many hard laboring years, one grows accustomed to the
complainings and fails to see certain warning symptoms of which even
the complainer is only vaguely aware.
She kept on working through the years, and as far as was humanly
possible she kept Jase working. She did not soften, except toward Billy
Louise, who rode sometimes over from her father's ranch on the
Wolverine to the flowery delights of the Cove. The place was a perfect
jungle of sweetness, seven months of each year; for Marthy owned and
indulged a love of beauty, even if she could not realize her dream of
prosperity. Wherever was space in the house-yard for a flower or a
fruit tree or a berry bush, Marthy planted one or the other. You could
not see the cabin from April until the leaves fell in late October,
except in a fragmentary way as you walked around it. You went in at a
gate of pickets which Marthy herself had split and nailed in place; you
followed a narrow, winding path through the sweet jungle and if you
were tall, you stooped now and then to pass under an apple branch. And
unless you looked up at the black, lava-rock rim of the bluff which
cupped this Eden incongruously, you would forget that just over the
brim lay parched plain and barren mountain.
When Billy Louise was twelve, she had other ambitions than the
making of cookies with "raisings" on them. She wanted to do something
big, though she was hazy as to the particular nature of that big
something. She tried to talk it over with Marthy, but Marthy could not
seem to think beyond the Cove, except that now and then Billy Louise
would suspect that her mind did travel to the desert and Minervy's
grave. Marthy's hair was growing streaked with yellowish gray, though
it never grew less unkempt and dusty looking. Her eyes were harder, if
anything, except when they rested on Billy Louise.
When she was thirteen, Billy Louise rode over with a loaf of bread
she had baked all by herself, and she put this problem to Marthy:
"I 've been thinking I 'd go ahead and write poetry, Marthy a
whole book of it with pictures. But I do love to make bread and
people have to eat bread. Which would you be, Marthy; a poet, or a
cook?"
Marthy looked at her a minute, lent her attention briefly to the
question, and gave what she considered good advice.
"You learn how to cook, Billy Louise. Yuh don't want to go and get
notions. Your maw ain't healthy and your paw likes good grub. Po'try is
all foolishness; there ain't any money in it."
"Walter Scott paid his debts writing poetry," said Billy Louise
argumentatively. She had just read all about Walter Scott in a magazine
which a passing cowboy had given her; perhaps that had something to do
with her new ambition.
"Mebby he did and mebby he did n't. I 'd like to see our debts paid
off with po'try. It 'd have to be worth a hull lot more 'n what I 'd
give for it."
"Oh. Have you got debts too, Marthy?" Billy Louise at thirteen was
still ready with sympathy. "Daddy's got lots and piles of 'em. He
bought some cattle and now he talks to mommie all the time about debts.
Mommie wants me to go to Boise to school, next winter, to Aunt Sarah's.
And daddy says there's debts to pay. I did n't know you had any,
Marthy."
"Well, I have got. We bought some cattle, too and they ain't done
's well 's they might. If I had a man that was any good on earth, I
could put up more hay. But I can't git nothing outa Jase but whines.
Your paw oughta send you to school, Billy Louise, even if he has got
debts. I 'd 'a' sent "
She stopped there, but Billy Louise knew how she finished the
sentence mentally. She would have sent Minervy to school.
"Your paw ain't got any right to keep you outa school," Marthy went
on aggressively. "Debts er no debts, he 'd see't you got schoolin' if
he was the right kinda man."
"Daddy is the right kinda man. He ain't like Jase. He says he
wishes he could, but he don't know where the money's coming from."
"How much 's it goin' to take?" asked Marthy heavily.
"Oh, piles." Billy Louise spoke airily to hide her pride in the
importance of the subject. "Fifty dollars, I guess. I 've got to have
some new clothes, mommie says. I 'd like a blue dress."
"And your paw can't raise fifty dollars?" Marthy's tone was plainly
belligerent.
"Got to pay interest," said Billy Louise importantly. Marthy said
not another word about debts or the duties of parents. What she did was
more to the point, however, for she hitched the mules to a rattly old
buckboard next day and drove over to the MacDonald ranch on the
Wolverine. She carried fifty dollars in her pocket and that was
practically all the money Marthy possessed, and had been saved for the
debts that harassed her. She gave the money to Billy Louise's mother
and said that it was a present for Billy Louise, and meant for "school
money." She said that she had n't any girl of her own to spend the
money on and that Billy Louise was a good girl and a smart girl, and
she wanted to do a little something toward her schooling.
A woman will sacrifice more pride than you would believe, if she
sees a way toward helping her children to an education. Mrs. MacDonald
took the money, and she promised secrecy with a feeling of relief
that Marthy wished it. She was astonished to find that Marthy had any
feelings not directly connected with work or the shortcomings of Jase,
but she never suspected that Marthy had made any sacrifice for Billy
Louise.
So Billy Louise went away to school and never knew whose money had
made it possible to go, and Marthy worked harder and drove Jase more
relentlessly to make up that fifty dollars. She never mentioned the
matter to anyone. The next year it was the same; when, in August, she
questioned Billy Louise clumsily upon the subject of finances, and
learned that "daddy" still talked about debts and interest and did n't
know where the money was coming from, she drove over again with money
for the "schooling." And again she extracted a promise of silence.
She did this for four years, and not a soul knew that it cost her
anything in the way of extra work and extra harassment of mind. She
bought more cattle and cut more hay and went deeper into debt; for as
Billy Louise grew older and prettier and more accustomed to the ways of
town, she needed more money, and the August gift grew proportionately
larger. The mother was thankful beyond the point of questioning. An
August without Marthy and Marthy's gift of money would have been a
tragedy; and so selfish is mother-love sometimes that she would have
accepted the gift even if she had known what it cost the giver.
At eighteen, then, Billy Louise knew some things not taught by the
wide plains and the wild hills around her. She was not spoiled by her
little learning, which was a good thing. And when her father died
tragically beneath an overturned load of poles from the mountain at the
head of the canyon, Billy Louise came home. The Billy of her tried to
take his place, and the Louise of her attempted to take care of her
mother, who was unfitted both by nature and habit to take care of
herself. Which was, after all, a rather big thing for anyone to
attempt.
JASE began to complain of having "all-gone" feelings during the winter
after Billy Louise came home and took up the whole burden of the
Wolverine ranch. He complained to Billy Louise, when she rode over one
clear, sunny day in January; he said that he was getting old which
was perfectly true and that he was not as able-bodied as he might be,
and did n't expect to last much longer. Billy Louise spoke of it to
Marthy, and Marthy snorted.
"He 's able-bodied enough at mealtimes, I notice," she retorted. "I
've heard that tune ever since I knowed him; he can't fool me!"
"Not about the all-goneness, have you?" Billy Louise was preparing
to wipe the dishes for Marthy. "I knew he always had 'cricks' in
different parts of his anatomy, but I never heard about his feeling
all-gone, before. That sounds mysterious, don't you think?"
"No; and he never had nothin' the matter with his anatomy, neither;
his anatomy's just as sound as mine. Jase was born lazy, is all ails
him."
"But, Marthy, have n't you noticed he does n't look as well as he
used to? He has a sort of gray look, don't you think? And his eyes are
so puffy underneath, lately."
"No, I ain't noticed nothing wrong with him that ain't always been
wrong." Marthy spoke grudgingly, as if she resented even the
possibility of Jase's having a real ailment. "He 's feelin' his years,
mebby. But he ain't no call to; Jase ain't but three years older 'n I
be, and I ain't but fifty-nine last birthday. And I 've worked and
slaved here in this Cove for twenty-seven years, now; what it is I 've
made it. Jase ain't ever done a hand's turn that he was n't obliged to
do. I 've chopped wood, and I 've built corrals and dug ditches, and
Jase has puttered around and whined that he was n't able-bodied enough
to do no heavy lifting. That there orchard out there I planted and
packed water in buckets to it till I got the ditch through. Them
corrals down next the river I built. I dug the post-holes, and Jase set
the posts in and held 'em steady while I tamped the dirt! In winter I
've hauled hay and fed the cattle; and Jase, he packed a bucket uh
slop, mebby, to the pigs! If he ain't as able-bodied as I be, it 's
because he ain't done nothing to git strong on. He can't come around me
now with that all-gone feeling uh his; I know Jase Meilke like a book."
There was more that she said about Jase. Standing there, a squat,
unkempt woman with a seamed, leathery face and hard eyes now quite
faded to gray, she told Billy Louise a good deal of the bitterness of
the years behind; years of hardship and of slavish toll and no love to
lighten it. She spoke again of Minervy, and the name brought back to
Billy Louise poignant memories of her own lonely childhood and of her
"pretend" playmate.
Half shyly, because she was still sometimes touched with the
inarticulateness of youth, Billy Louise told Marthy a little of that
playmate. "Why, do you know, every time I rode old Badger anywhere,
after that day you told me about Minervy, I used to pretend that
Minervy rode behind me. I used to talk to her by the hour and take her
places. And up our canyon is a cave that I used to play was Minervy's
cave. I had another one, and I used to go over and visit Minervy. And I
had another pretend playmate a boy and we used to have adventures.
It 's a queer place; I just found that cave by accident. I don't
believe there's another person in the country who knows it 's there at
all. Well, that 's Minervy's cave to me yet. And Marthy " Billy
Louise giggled a little and eyed the old woman with a sidelong look
that would have set a young man's blood a-jump "I hope you won't be
mad; I was just a kid, and I did n't know any better. But just to show
you how much I thought: I had a little pig, and I named it Minervy,
after you told me about her. And mommie told me that was no name for
it; it was it was n't a girl pig, mommie said. So I called it
Man-ervy, as the next best thing." She gave Marthy another wasted
glance from the corners of her eyes. "Oh, Marthy!" she cried
remorsefully, setting down the gravy bowl that she might pat Marthy on
her fat age-rounded shoulder. "What a little beast I am! I should n't
have told that; but honest, I thought it was an honor. I I just
worshiped that pig!"
Jase maundered in at that moment, and Marthy, catching up a corner
of her dirty apron Billy Louise could not remember ever seeing Marthy
in a perfectly clean dress or apron wiped away what traces of emotion
her weathered face could reveal. Also, she turned and glared at Jase
with what Billy Louise considered a perfectly uncalled-for animosity.
In reality, Marthy was covertly looking for visible symptoms of the
all-goneness. She shut her harsh lips together tightly at what she saw;
Jase certainly was puffy under his watery, pink-rimmed eyes, and the
withered cheeks above his thin graying beard really did have a pasty,
gray look.
"D' you turn them calves out into the corral?" she demanded, her
voice harder because of her secret uneasiness.
"I was goin' to, but the wind's changed into the north, 'n' I
thought mebby you would n't want 'em out." Jase turned back aimlessly
to the door. His voice was getting cracked and husky, and the
deprecating note dominated pathetically all that he said. "You 'll have
to face the wind goin' home," he said to Billy Louise. "More 'n likely
you 'll be facin' snow, too. Looks bad, off that way."
"You go on and turn them calves out!" Marthy commanded him harshly.
"Billy Louise ain't goin' home if it storms; I sh'd think you 'd know
enough to know that."
"Oh, but I 'll have to go, anyway," the girl interrupted. "Mommie
can't be there alone; she 'd worry herself to death if I did n't show
up by dark. She worries about every little thing since daddy died. I
ought to have gone before or I ought n't to have come. But she was
worrying about you, Marthy; she had n't seen or heard of you for a
month, and she was afraid you might he sick or something. Why don't you
get someone to stay with you? I think you ought to." She looked toward
the door, which Jase had closed upon his departure. "If Jase should
get sick, or anything "
"Jase ain't goin' to git sick," Marthy retorted glumly. "Yuh don't
want to let him worry yuh, Billy Louise. If I 'd worried every time he
yowled around about being sick, I 'd be dead or crazy by now. I dunno
but maybe I 'll have somebody to help with the work, though," she
added, after a pause during which she had swiped the dish-rag around
the sides of the pan once or twice, and had opened the door and thrown
the water out beyond the doorstep like the sloven she was. "I got a
nephew that wants to come out. He 's been in a bank, but he 's quit and
wants to git on to a ranch. I dunno but I 'll have him come, in the
spring."
"Do," urged Billy Louise, perfectly unconscious of the
potentialities of the future. "I hate to think of you two down here
alone. I don't suppose anyone ever comes down here except me and that
is n't often."
"Nobody 's got any call to come down," said Marthy stolidly. "They
sure ain't going to come for our comp'ny and there ain't nothing else
to bring 'em. "
"Well, there aren't many to come, you know," laughed Billy Louise,
shaking out the dish towel and spreading it over two nails, as she did
at home "I 'm your nearest neighbor, and I 've got six miles to ride
against the wind, at that. I think I 'd better start. We 've got a
halfbreed doing chores for us, but he has to be looked after or he
neglects things. I 'll not get another chance to come very soon, I m
afraid; mommie hates to have me ride around much in the winter. You
send for that nephew right away, why don't you, Marthy?" It was like
Billy Louise to mix command and entreaty together. "Really, I don't
think Jase looks a bit well."
"A good strong steepin' of sage 'll fix him all right, only he
ain't sick, as I see. You take this shawl."
Billy Louise refused the shawl and ran down the twisted path
fringed with long, reaching fingers of the bare berry bushes. At the
stable she stopped for an aimless dialogue with Jase and then rode
away, past the orchard whose leafless branches gave glimpses of the
low, sod-roofed cabin, with Marthy standing rather disconsolately on
the rough doorstep watching her go.
Absently she let down the bars in the narrowest place in the gorge
and lifted them into their rude sockets after she had led her horse
through. All through the years since Marthy had gone down that rocky
gash in search of Buck and Bawley, no human being had entered or left
the Cove save through that narrow opening. The tingle of romance which
swept always the nerves of the girl when she rode that way fastened
upon her now. She wished the Cove belonged to her; she thought she
would like to live in a place like that, with warlike Indians all
around and that gorge to guard day and night. She wished she had been
Marthy, discovering that place and taming it, little by little, in
solitary achievement the sweeter because it had been hard.
"It 's a bigger thing," said Billy Louise aloud to her horse, "to
make a home here in this wilderness, than to write the greatest poem in
the world or paint the greatest picture or anything. I wish . . ."
Blue was climbing steadily out of the gorge, twitching an ear
backward with flattering attention when his lady spoke. He held it so
for a minute, waiting for that sentence to be finished, perhaps; for he
was wise beyond his kind was Blue. But his lady was staring at the
rock wall they were passing then, where the winds and the cold and heat
had carved jutting ledges into the crude form of cabbages; though Billy
Louise preferred to call them roses. Always they struck her with a new
wonder, as if she saw them for the first time. Blue went on, calmly
stepping over this rock and around that as if it were the simplest
thing in the world to find sure footing and carry his lady smoothly up
that trail. He threw up his head so suddenly that Billy Louise was
startled out of her aimless dreamings, and pointed nose and ears toward
the little creek-bottom above, where Marthy had lighted her camp-fire
long and long ago.
A few steps farther, and Blue stopped short in the trail to look
and listen. Billy Louise could see the nervous twitchings of his
muscles under the skin of neck and shoulders, and she smiled to
herself. Nothing could ever come upon her unaware when she rode alone,
so long as she rode Blue. A hunting dog was not more keenly alive to
his surroundings.
"Go on, Blue," she commanded after a minute. "If it 's a bear or
anything like that, you can make a run for it; if it 's a wolf, I 'll
shoot it. You need n't stand here all night, anyway."
Blue went on, out from behind the willow growth that hid the open.
He returned to his calm, picking a smooth trail through the scattered
rocks and tiny washouts. It was the girl's turn to stare and speculate.
She did not know this horseman who sat negligently in the saddle and
looked up at the cedar-grown bluff beyond, while his horse stood
knee-deep in the little stream. She did not know him; and there were
not so many travelers in the land that strangers were a matter of
indifference.
Blue welcomed the horse with a democratic nicker and went forward
briskly. And the rider turned his head, eyed the girl sharply as she
came up, and nodded a cursory greeting. His horse lifted its head to
look, decided that it wanted another swallow or two, and lowered its
muzzle again to the water.
Billy Louise could not form any opinion of the man's age or
personality, for he was encased in a wolfskin coat which covered him
completely from hatbrim to ankles. She got an impression of a thin,
dark face, and a sharp glance from eyes that seemed dark also. There
was a thin, high nose, and beyond that Billy Louise did not look. If
she had, the mouth must certainly have reassured her somewhat.
Blue stepped nonchalantly down into the stream beside the strange
horse and went across without stopping to drink. The strange horse
moved on also, as if that were the natural thing to do which it was,
since chance sent them traveling the same trail. Billy Louise set her
teeth together with the queer little vicious click that had always been
her habit when she felt thwarted and constrained to yield to
circumstances, and straightened herself in the saddle.
"Looks like a storm," the fur-coated one observed, with a perfectly
transparent attempt to lighten the awkwardness.
Billy Louise tilted her chin upward and gazed at the gray sweep of
clouds moving sullenly toward the mountains at her back. She glanced at
the man and caught him looking intently at her face.
He did not look away immediately, as he should have done, and Billy
Louise felt a little heat-wave of embarrassment, emphasized by
resentment.
"Are you going far?" he queried in the same tone he had employed
before.
"Six miles," she answered shortly, though she tried to be decently
civil.
"I 've about eighteen," he said. "Looks like we 'll both get caught
out in a blizzard."
Certainly, he had a pleasant enough voice and after all it was
not his fault that he happened to be at the crossing when she rode out
of the gorge. Billy Louise, in common justice, laid aside her
resentment and looked at him with a hint of a smile at the corners of
her lips.
"That 's what we have to expect when we travel in this country in
the winter," she replied. "Eighteen miles will take you long after
dark."
"Well, I was sort of figuring on putting up at some ranch, if it
got too bad. There's a ranch somewhere ahead, on the Wolverine, is n't
there?"
"Yes." Billy Louise bit her lip; but hospitality is an unwritten
law of the West a law not to be lightly broken. "That 's where I
live. We 'll be glad to have you stop there, of course."
The stranger must have felt and admired the unconscious dignity of
her tone and words, for he thanked her simply and refrained from
looking too intently at her face.
Fine siftings of snow, like meal flung down from a gigantic sieve,
swept into their faces as they rode on. The man turned his face toward
her after a long silence. She was riding with bowed head and face half
turned from him and the wind alike.
"You 'd better ride on ahead and get in out of this," he said
curtly. "Your horse is fresh. It is going to be worse and more of it,
before long; this cayuse of mine has had thirty miles or so of rough
going."
"I think I 'd better wait for you," she said primly. "There are bad
places where the trail goes close to the bluff, and the lava rock will
be slippery with this snow. And it 's getting dark so fast that a
stranger might go over."
"If that 's the case, the sooner you are past the bad places the
better. I 'm all right, You drift along."
Billy Louise speculated briefly upon the note of calm authority in
his voice. He did not know, evidently, that she was more accustomed to
giving commands than to obeying them; her lips gave a little quirk of
amusement at his mistake.
"You go on. I don't want a guide." He tilted his head peremptorily
toward the blurred trail ahead.
Billy Louise laughed a little. She did not feel in the least
embarrassed now. "Do you never get what you don't want?" she asked him
mildly. "I 'd a lot rather lead you past those places than have you go
over the edge," she said, "because nobody could get you up, or even go
down and bury you decently. It would n't be a bit nice. It 's much
simpler to keep you on top."
He said something, but Billy Louise could not hear what it was; she
suspected him of swearing. She rode on in silence.
"Blue's a dandy horse on bad trails and in the dark," she observed
companionably at last. "He simply can't lose his footing or his way."
"Yes? That 's nice."
Billy Louise felt like putting out her tongue at him, for the cool
remoteness of his tone. It would serve him right to ride on and let him
break his neck over the bluff if he wanted to. She shut her teeth
together and turned her face away from him.
So, in silence and with no very good feeling between them, they
went precariously down the steep hill (the hill up which Marthy and the
oxen and Jase had toiled so laboriously, twenty-seven years before) and
across the tiny flat to where the cabin window winked a welcome at them
through the storm.
BLUE led the way straight to the low dirt-roofed stable of logs and
stopped with his nose against the closed door. Billy Louise herself was
deceived by the whirl of snow and would have missed the stable entirely
if the leadership had been hers. She patted Blue gratefully on the
shoulder when she unsaddled him. She groped with her fingers for the
wooden peg in the wall where the saddle should hang, failed to find it,
and so laid the saddle down against the logs and covered it with the
blanket.
"Just turn your horse in loose." she directed the man shortly.
"Blue won't fight, and I think the rest of the horses are in the other
part. And come on to the house."
It pleased her a little to see that he obeyed her without protest;
but she was not so pleased at his silence, and she led the way rather
indignantly toward the winking eye which was the cabin's window.
At the sound of their feet on the wide doorstep, her mother pulled
open the door and stood fair in the light, looking out with the anxious
look which had lived so long in her face that it had lines of its own
chiseled deep in her forehead and at the sides of her mouth.
"Is that you, Billy Louise? Oh, ain't Peter Howling Dog with you?
What makes you so terrible late, Billy Louise? Come right in, stranger.
I don't know your name, but I don't need to know it. A storm like this
is all the interduction a fellow needs, I guess." She smiled, at that.
She had a nice smile, with a little resemblance to Billy Louise, except
that the worried, inquiring look never left her eyes; as if she had
once waited long for bad news, and had met everyone with anxious, eager
questioning, and her eyes had never changed afterwards. Billy Louise
glanced at her with her calm, measuring look, making the contrast very
sharp between the two.
"What about Peter?" she asked. "Is n't he here?"
"No, and he ain't been since an hour or so after you left. He
saddled up and rode off down the river to the reservation, I reckon."
"Then the chores are n't done, I suppose." Billy Louise went over
and took a lantern down from its nail, turning up the wick so that she
could light it with the candle. "Go up to the fire and thaw out," she
invited the man. "We 'll have supper in a few minutes."
Instead he reached out and took the lantern from her as soon as she
had lighted it. "You go to the fire yourself," he said. "I 'll do what
's necessary outside."
"Why-y " Billy Louise, her fingers still clinging to the lantern,
looked up at him. He was staring down at her with that intent look she
had objected to on the trail, but she saw his mouth, and the little
smile that hid just back of his lips. She smiled back without knowing
it. "I 'll have to go along, anyway. There are cows to milk and you
could n't very well find the cow-stable alone."
"Think not?"
Billy Louise had been perfectly furious at that tone, out on the
trail. Now that she could see his lips and their little twitching to
keep back the smile, she did not mind the tone at all. She had turned
away to get the milk pails, and now she gave him a sidelong look, of
the kind that had been utterly wasted upon Marthy. The man met it and
immediately turned his attention to the lantern wick, which needed nice
adjustment before its blaze quite pleased him; he was not a Marthy to
receive such a look unmoved.
Together they went out again into the storm they had left so
eagerly. Billy Louise showed him where was the pitchfork and the hay,
and then did the milking while he piled full the mangers. After that
they went together and turned the shivering work horses into the stable
from the corral where they huddled, rumps to the storm; and the man
lifted great forkfuls of hay and carried it into their stalls, while
Billy Louise held the lantern high over her head like a western
Liberty. They did not talk much, except when there was need for speech;
but they were beginning to feel a little glow of companionship by the
time they were ready to fight their way against the blizzard to the
house, Billy Louise going before with the lantern, while the man
followed close behind, carrying the two pails of milk that was already
freezing in little crystals to the tin.
"Did you get everything done? You must be half froze and starved
into the bargin." Mrs. MacDonald, as is the way of some women who know
the weight of isolation, had a habit of talking with a nervous haste at
times, and of relapsing into long, brooding silences afterwards. She
talked now, while she pulled a pan of hot, brown biscuits from the
oven, poured the tea, and turned crisp, browned potatoes out of a
frying-pan into a deep, white bowl. She wondered, over and over, why
Peter Howling Dog had left and why he did not return. She said that was
the way, when you depended on Indians for anything. She did wish there
was a white man to be had. She asked after Marthy and Jase and gave
Billy Louise no opportunity to tell her anything.
Billy Louise glanced often at the man, who did not look in the
least as she had fancied, except that he really did have a high nose
and terribly keen eyes with something behind the keenness that baffled
her. And his mouth was pleasant, especially when that smile hid just
behind his lips; also, she liked his hair, which was thick and brown,
with hints of red in it here and there, and a strong inclination to
curl where it was longest. She had known he was tall when he stepped
into the light of the door; now she saw that he was slim to the point
of leanness, with square shoulders and a nervous quickness when he
moved. His fingers were never idle; when he was not eating, he rolled
bits of biscuit into tiny, soggy balls beside his plate, or played a
soft tattoo with his fork.
"I did n't quite catch your name, mister," her mother said finally.
"But take another biscuit, anyway."
"Warren is my name," returned the man, with that hidden smile
because she had never before given him any opportunity to tell it.
"Ward Warren. I 've got a claim over on Mill Creek."
Billy Louise gave a little gasp and distractedly poured two spoons
of sugar in her tea, although she hated it sweetened.
I 've got to tell you why, even at the price of digression. Long
ago, when Billy Louise was twelve or so, and lived largely in a dream
world of her own with Minervy for her "pretend" playmate, she had one
day chanced upon a paragraph in a paper that had come from town wrapped
around a package of matches. It was all about Ward Warren. The name
caught her fancy, and the text of the paragraph seized upon her
imagination. Until school filled her mind with other things, she had
built adventures without end in which Ward Warren was the central
figure. Up the canyon at the caves, she sometimes pretended that Ward
Warren had abducted Minervy and that she must lead the rescue.
Sometimes, when she rode in the hills, Ward Warren abducted her and led
her into strange places where she tried to shiver in honest dread.
Often and often, however, Ward Warren was a fugitive who came to her
for help; then she would take him to Minervy's cave and hide him,
perhaps; or she would mount her horse and lead him, by devious ways, to
safety, and upon some hilltop from which she could point out the route
he must follow, she would bid him a touching adieu and beseech him, in
the impossible language of some old romancer, to go and lead a
blameless life. Sitting there at the table opposite him, stirring the
sugar heedlessly into her tea, one favorite exhortation returned from
her dream-world, clear as if she had just spoken it aloud. "Go, and sin
no more; and if perchance you will in some distant far land send me a
kind thought, that will be reward enough for what I have done this day.
Farewell, Ward Warren Kismet."
The lips of Billy Louise smiled and stopped just short of laughter,
and she looked across at Ward Warren as if she expected him to laugh
also at that frightfully virtuous though stilted adieu. She found him
looking straight at her in that intent fashion that seemed as if he
would see through and all around her and her thoughts. He was not
smiling at all. His mouth was pulled into a certain bitter
understanding; indeed, he looked exactly as if Billy Louise had dealt
him a deliberate affront which he could neither parry nor fling back at
her, but must endure with what stoicism he might.
Billy Louise blushed guiltily, took an unpremeditated swallow of
tea, and grimaced over the sickish sweetness of it. She got up and
emptied the tea into the slop bucket, and loitered over the refilling
of the cup so that when she returned to the table she was at least
outwardly calm. She felt another quick, keen glance from across the
table, but she helped herself composedly to the cream and listened to
her mother with flattering attention.
"Jase has got all-gone feelings now, mommie," she remarked
irrelevantly during a brief pause and relapsed into silence again. She
knew that was good for at least five minutes of straight monologue,
with her mother in that talking mood. She finished her supper while
Warren listened abstractedly to a complete biography of the Meilkes and
learned all about Marthy's energy and Jase's shiftlessness.
"Ward Warren!" Billy Louise was saying to herself. "Did you ever in
your life it 's exactly as if Minervy should come to life and walk
in. Ward Warren! There could n't possibly be two Ward Warrens; it 's
such an odd name. Well!"
Then she went mentally over that paragraph. She wished she did not
remember every single word of it, but she did. And she was afraid to
look at him after that. And she wanted to, dreadfully. She felt as
though he belonged to her. Why, he was her old playmate! And she had
saved his life hundreds of times, at immense risks to herself; and he
had always been her devoted slave afterwards, and never failed to
appear at the precise moment when she was beset by Indians or robbers
or something, and in dire need. The blood her had shed in her behalf!
At that point Billy Louise startled herself and the others by suddenly
laughing out loud at the memory of one time when Ward Warren had killed
enough Indians to fill a deep washout so that he might carry her across
to the other side!
"Is there anything funny about Jase Meilke dying, Billy Louise?"
her mother asked her in a perfectly shocked tone.
"No I was thinking of something else." She glanced at the man
eyeing her so distrustfully from across the table and gurgled again. It
was terribly silly, but she simply could not help seeing Ward Warren
calmly filling that washout with dead Indians so that he might carry
her across it in his arms. The more she tried to forget that, the
funnier it became. She ended by leaving the table and retiring
precipitately to her own tiny room in the lean-to where she buried her
face as deep as it would go in a puffy pillow of wild duck feathers.
He, poor devil, could not be expected to know just what amused her
so; he did know that it somehow concerned himself, however. He took up
his position mentally behind the wall of aloofness which stood
between himself and an unfriendly world, and when Billy Louise came out
later to help with the dishes, he was sitting absorbed in a book.
Billy Louise got out her algebra and a slate and began to ponder
the problem of a much-handicapped goat's feeding-ground. Ward Warren
read and read and read and never looked up from the pages. Never in her
life had she seen a man read as he read; hungrily, as a starved man
eats; rapidly, his eyes traveling like a shuttle across the page; down,
down flip a leaf quickly and let the shuttle-glance go on. Billy
Louise let her slate, with the goat problem unsolved, lie in her lap
while she watched him. When she finally became curious enough to
decipher the name of the book she had three or four in that dull,
brown binding and saw that he was reading The Ring and the Book, she
felt stunned. She read Browning just as she drank sage tea; it was
supposed to be good for her. Her English teacher had given her that
book. She never would have believed that any living human could read it
as Ward Warren was reading it now; avidly, absorbedly, lost to his
surroundings to her own presence, if you please! Billy Louise glanced
at her mother. That lady, having discovered that her guest's gloves
needed mending, was working over them with pieces of Indian-tanned
buckskin and beeswaxed thread, the picture of domestic content.
Billy Louise sighed. She shifted her chair. She got up and put a
heavy chunk of wood on the fire and glanced over her shoulder at the
man to see if he were going to take the hint and offer to help. She
came back and stood close to him while she selected, with great
deliberation, a book from the shelf beside his head. And Ward Warren,
perfectly normal and not over twenty-five or so, pushed his chair out
of her way with a purely mechanical movement, and read and read, and
actually was too absorbed to feel her nearness. And he really was
reading The Ring and the Book; Billy Louise was rude enough to look
over his shoulder to make sure of that. She gave up, then, and though
she picked a book at random from the shelf, she did not attempt to read
it. She went to her room and made it ready for their guest, and after
that she went to bed in her mother's room; and she thought and thought
and did a lot of wondering about Life and about Ward Warren. She heard
him go to bed, after a long while, and she wondered if he had finished
the book first.
The next morning the blizzard raged so that he stayed as a matter
of course. Peter Howling Dog had not returned, so Warren did the chores
and would not let Billy Louise help with anything. He filled the
wood-box, piled great chunks of wood by the fireplace, and saw that the
water-pails were full to the icy brims. He talked a little, and Billy
Louise discovered that he was quick to see a joke, and that he simply
could not be caught napping, but had always a retort ready for her.
That was true until after dinner, when he picked up a book again. When
that happened, he was dead to the world bounded by the coulée walls,
and he did not show any symptoms of consciousness until he had reached
the last page, just when the light was growing dim and blurring the
lines so that he must hold the pages within six inches of his eyes. He
closed the book with a long breath, placed it accurately upon the shelf
where it had stood since Billy Louise came home from school, and picked
up his hat and gloves. It was time to wade out through the snow and
feed the stock and bring in more wood.
"I wish we could get him to stay all winter, instead of that Peter
Howling Dog," Mrs. MacDonald said anxiously, after he had gone out. "I
just know Peter 's off drinking. I don't think he 's a safe man to have
around, Billy Louise. I did n't when you hired him. I have n't felt
easy a minute with him on the place. I wish you 'd hire Mr. Warren,
Billy Louise. He 's nice and quiet "
"And he 's got a ranch of his own. He does n't strike me as a man
who wants a job of milking two cows and carrying slop to the pigs,
mommie."
"Well, I 'd feel a lot easier if we had him instead of that breed;
only we ain't even got the breed, half the time. This is the third time
he 's disappeared, in the two months we 've had him. I really think you
ought to speak to Mr. Warren, Billy Louise."
"Speak to him yourself. You're the one that wants him," Billy
Louise answered somewhat sharply. She adored her mother; but if she had
to run the ranch, she did wish her mother would not interfere and give
advice just at the wrong time.
"Well, you need n't be cross about it; you know yourself that Peter
can't be depended on a minute. There he went off yesterday and never
fed the pigs their noon slop, and I had to carry it out myself. And my
lumbago has bothered me ever since, just like it was going to give me
another spell. You can't be here all the time, Billy Louise leastways
you ain't; and Peter "
"Oh, good gracious, mommie! I told you to hire the man if you want
him. Only Ward Warren is n't "
Ward Warren pushed open the door and looked from one to the other,
his eyes two question marks. "Is n't what?" he asked and shut the
door behind him with the air of one who is ready for anything.
"Is n't the kind of man who wants to hire out to do chores," Billy
Louise finished and looked at him straight. "Are you? Mommie wants to
hire you."
"Oh. Well, I was just about to ask for the job, anyway." He
laughed, and the distrust left his eyes. "As a matter of fact, I was
going over to Jim Larson's to hang out for the rest of the winter and
get away from the lonesomeness of the hills. The old Turk 's a pretty
good friend of mine. But it looks to me as if you two needed something
around that looks like a man a heap more than Jim does. I know Peter
Howling Dog to a fare-you-well; you 'll be all to the good if he
forgets to come back. So if you 'll stake me to a meal now and then,
and a place to sleep, I 'll be glad to see you through the winter or
until you get some white man to take my place." He took up the two
water-pails and waited, glancing from one to the other with that
repressed smile which Billy Louise was beginning to look for in his
face.
Now that matters had approached the point of decision, her mother
stood looking at her helplessly, waiting for her to speak. Billy Louise
drew herself up primly and ended by contradicting the action. She gave
him the sidelong glance which he was least prepared to withstand
though in justice to Billy Louise, she was absolutely unconscious of
its general effectiveness and twisted her lips whimsically.
"We 'll stake you to a book, a bannock, and a bed if you want to
stay, Mr. Warren," she said quite soberly. "Also to a pitchfork and an
axe, if you like, and regular wages."
His eyes went to her and steadied there with the intent expression
in them. "Thanks. Cut out the wages, and I 'll take the offer just as
it stands," he told her and pulled his hat farther down on his head.
"She 's going to be one stormy night, lay-dees," he added in quite
another tone, on his way to the door. "Five o'clock by the town clock
and al-ll 's well!" This last in still another tone, as he pushed out
against the swooping wind and pulled the door shut with a slam. They
heard him whistling a shrill, rollicking air on his way to the creek;
at least, it sounded rollicking, the way he whistled it.
"That 's The Old Chisholm Trail he 's whistling," Billy Louise
observed under her breath, smiling reminiscently. "The very song I used
to pretend he always sang when he came down the canyon to rescue
Minervy and me! But of course I knew all the time he 's a cowboy; it
said so "
The whistling broke and he began to sing at the top of a clear,
strong-lunged voice, that old, old trail song beloved of punchers the
West over:
"Oh, it 's cloudy in the West and a-lookin' like rain, And my
damned old slicker 's in the wagon again, Coma ti yi youpy, youpy-a,
youpy-a, Coma ti yi youpy, youpy-a!" "What did you say, Billy Louise?
I 'm sure it 's a comfort to have him here, and you see he was glad and
willing "
But Billy Louise was holding the door open half an inch. Listening
and slipping back into the child-world wherein Ward Warren came singing
down the canyon to rescue her and Minervy. The words came gustily from
the creek down the slope:
"No chaps, no slicker, and a-pourin' down rain, And I swear by the
Lord I 'll never night-herd again, Coma ti yi youpy, youpy-a, youpy-a,
Coma ti yi youpy, youpy-a!
"Feet in the stirrups and seat in the saddle, I hung and rattled
with them long-horn cattle, Coma ti yi " "Do shut the door, Billy
Louise! What you want to stand there like that for? And the wind
freezing everything inside! I can feel a terrible draught on my feet
and ankles, and you know what that leads to."
So Billy Louise closed the door and laid another alder root on the
coals in the fireplace, the while her mind was given over to dreamy
speculations, and the words of that old trail song ran on in her memory
though she could no longer hear him singing. Her mother talked on about
Peter and the storm and this man who had ridden straight from the land
of daydreams to her door, but the girl was not listening.
"Now ain't you relieved, yourself, that he 's going to stay?"
Billy Louise, kneeling on the hearth and staring abstractedly into
the fire, came back with a jerk to reality. The little smile that had
been in her eyes and on her lips fled back with the dreams that had
brought it. She gave her shoulders an impatient twitch and got up.
"Oh I guess he 'll be more agreeable to have around than Peter,"
she admitted taciturnly; which was as close to her real opinion of the
man as a mere mother might hope to come.
WARD WARREN sat before the fireplace with a cigarette long gone cold
in his fingers and stared into the blaze until the blaze died to
bright-glowing coals, and the coals filmed and shrank down into the bed
of ashes. Billy Louise had spoken to him twice, and he had not
answered. She had swept all around him, and he had shifted his feet out
of her way, and later his chair, like a man in his sleep who turns from
an unaccustomed light or draws the covers over shoulders growing
chilled, without any real consciousness of what he does. Billy Louise
put away the broom, hung the dustpan on its nail behind the door, and
stood looking at Ward curiously and with some resentment; this was not
the first time he had gone into fits of abstraction as deep as his
absorption in the books he read so hungrily. He had been at the
Wolverine a month, and they were pretty well acquainted by now and
inclined to friendliness when Ward threw off his moodiness and his air
of holding himself ready for some affront which he seemed to expect.
But for all that the distrust never quite left his eyes, and there were
times like this when he was absolutely oblivious to her presence.
Billy Louise suddenly lost patience. She stooped and picked up a
bit of bark the size of her thumb and threw it at Ward, with a little,
vexed twist of her lips. She had a fine accuracy of aim she hit him
on the nape of the neck, just where his hair came down in a queer
little curly "cow-lick" in the middle.
Ward jumped up and whirled, and when he faced Billy Louise he had a
gun gripped in the fingers that had held the cigarette so loosely. In
his eyes was the glare which a man turns upon his deadliest enemy,
perhaps, but seldom indeed upon a girl. So they faced each other, while
Billy Louise backed against the wall and took two sharp breaths.
Ward relaxed; a shamed flush reddened his whole face. He shoved the
gun back inside the belt of his trousers Billy Louise had never
dreamed that he carried any weapon save his haughty aloofness of manner
and with a little snort of self-disgust dropped back into the chair.
He did not stare again into the fire, however; he folded his arms upon
the high chairback and laid his face down upon them, like a woman who
is hurt to the point of tears and yet will not weep. His booted feet
were thrust toward the dying coals, his whole attitude spoke of utter
desolation of a loneliness beyond words.
Billy Louise set her teeth hard together to keep back the tears of
sympathy. Suffering of any sort always wrung the tender heart of her.
But suffering like this never in her life had she seen anything like
it. She had seen her father angry, discouraged, morose. She had seen
men fight. She had soothed her mother's grief, which expressed itself
in tears and lamentations. But this hidden hurt, this stoical suffering
that she had seen often and often in Ward's eyes and that sent his head
down now upon his arms She went to him and laid her two hands on his
shoulders without even thinking that this was the first time she had
ever touched him.
"Don't!" she said, half whispering so that she would not waken her
mother, in bed with an attack of lumbago. "I I did n't know. Ward,
listen to me! Whatever it is, can't you tell me? You I 'm your
friend. Don't look as if you you had n't a friend on earth!"
Still he did not move or give any sign that he heard. Billy Louise
had no thought of coquetry. Her heart ached with pity and a longing to
help him. She slid one hand up and pinched his ear, just as she would
playfully tweak the ear of a child.
"Ward, you must n't. I 've seen you think and think and look as if
you had n't a friend on earth. You must n't. I suppose you 've got lots
of friends who 'd stand by you through anything. Anyway, you 've got
me, and I understand all about it." She whispered those last words,
and her heart thumped heavily with trepidation after she had spoken.
Ward raised his head, caught one of her hands and held it fast
while he looked deep into her eyes. He was searching, questioning,
measuring, and he was doing it without uttering a word. The plummet
dropped straight into the clear, sweet depths of her soul. If it did
not reach the bottom, he was satisfied with the soundings he took. He
drew a deep breath and gave her hand a little squeeze and let it go.
"Did I scare you? I 'm sorry," he said, speaking in a hushed tone
because of the woman in the next room. "I was thinking about a man I
may meet some day; and if I do meet him, the chances are I 'll kill
him. I did n't I forgot where I was " He threw out a hand in a
gesture that amply completed explanation and apology and fumbled in his
pocket for tobacco and papers. Abstractedly he began the making of a
cigarette.
Billy Louise put wood on the fire, pulled up a square,
calico-padded stool, and sat down. She waited, and she had the wisdom
to wait in complete silence.
Ward leaned forward with a twig in his hand, got it ablaze, and
lighted his cigarette. He did not look at Billy Louise until he had
taken a whiff or two. Then he stared at her for a full minute, and
ended by flipping the charred twig playfully into her lap, and laughing
a little because she jumped.
"What made you catch your breath when I told my name that night I
came?" he asked quizzically, but with a tensity behind the lightness of
his tone and behind the little smile in his eyes as well. "Where had
you ever heard of me before?"
Billy Louise gasped again, sent a lightning-thought into the
future, and answered more casually then she had hoped she could.
"When I was a kid I ran across the name somewhere and I used it
to play with "
"Yes?"
"You know I was always making believe different things. I never
had anyone to play with in my life, so I had a pretend-girl, named
Minervy. And I had you. I used to have you rescue us from Indians and
things; but mostly you were a road-agent or a robber, and when you were
n't holding me or Minervy for ransom, I was generally leading you over
some most ungodly trails, saving you from posses and things. I used,"
said Billy Louise, forcing a laugh, "to have some wild old times with
you, believe me! So when you told your name, why it was just like
you know; it was exactly like having a doll come to life!"
He eyed her fixedly until she tingled with nervousness. "Yes and
what about understanding all about it? Do you?" He drew in his under
lip, let it go, and drew it again between his teeth, while he frowned
at her thoughtfully. "Do you understand all about it?" he insisted,
leaning toward her and never once taking that boring gaze from her
face.
"I well, I do some of it anyway." Billy Louise lifted a hand
spasmodically to her throat. This was digging deeper into the agonies
of life than she had ever gone before. "What was in the paper," she
whispered later, as if his eyes were drawing it from her by force.
"What was that? What did it say?"
"I I what difference does it make, what it said?" Billy Louise
turned imploring eyes upon him. Her breath was coming fast and uneven.
"It does n't matter to me in the least. It did n't say much. I
can't tell exactly " She was growing white around the mouth. The
horror of being compelled to say, out loud and to him!
"I did n't know there was a woman in the world like you," Ward said
irrelevantly and looked into the fire. "I thought women were just soft
things a man had to take care of and carry along through life, a dead
weight when they were n't worse. I never knew a woman could be a friend
the kind of friend a man can be." He threw his cigarette into the
fire and watched the paper shrivel swiftly and the tobacco turn into a
thin, blue smoke-spiral.
"Life 's a queer thing," he said, taking a different angle. "I
started out with big notions about the things I 'd do. Maybe I started
wrong, but for a kid with nobody to point the trail for him, I don't
think I did so worse till old Dame Fortune spotted me in the crowd
and proceeded to use me for a football." He leaned an elbow on one knee
and stared hard at a burning brand that was getting ready to fall and
send up a stream of sparks. Then he turned his head quite unexpectedly
and looked at Billy Louise. "What was it you read? he asked abruptly.
"I don't like to say it," she whispered unsteadily.
"Well, you need n't. I 'll say it for you, when I come to it. There
's a lot before that."
Ward Warren had never before opened his soul to any human; not
completely. Perhaps, sitting that evening in the deepening dusk, with
the firelight lighting swiftly the brooding face of the girl and
afterward veiling it softly with shadows, perhaps even then there were
desolate places in his life which his words did not touch. But so much
as a man may put into words, Ward told her; more, a great deal more,
then he would ever tell to any other woman as long as he lived. More
perhaps than he would ever tell to any man. And in it all there was no
word of love. It was of what lay behind him that he talked. The low,
even murmur of his voice was broken by long, brooding silences, when
the two stared into the shifting flames and saw there the things his
words had conjured. Sometimes the eyes of Billy Louise were soft with
sympathy. Sometimes they were wide and held the light of horror. Once,
with a small sob that had no tears, she reached out and clutched his
arm. "Oh, don't!" she gasped. "Don't go on telling I can't bear to
listen to that!"
"It is n't nice for a woman to listen to, I guess," Ward gritted.
"I know it was hell to stand, but " He was silent so long after that,
and his eyes grew so intent and so somber while he stared, that Billy
Louise pulled at his sleeve to recall him.
"Skip that part and tell me "
Ward took up the story and told her much; more than she had ever
dreamed could be. I can't repeat any of it; what he said was for Billy
Louise to know and none other.
It was late when she finally rose from the stool and lighted the
lamp because her mother woke and called to her. Ward went out to turn
the horses into the stable and fasten the door. He should have
sheltered them two hours before. Billy Louise should long ago have made
tea and toast for her mother, for that matter. But when life's big,
bitter problems confront one, little things are usually forgotten.
They came back to everyday realities, though the spell which Ward's
impulsive unburdening had woven still wrapped them in that close
companionship of complete understanding. They played checkers for an
hour or so and then went to bed. Billy Louise lay in a waking nightmare
because of all the hard things she had heard about life. Ward stared up
into the dark and could not lose himself in sleep, because he had
opened the door upon the evil places in his memory and let out all the
trooping devils that lived there.
After that, though there was never any word of love between them,
Billy Louise, with the sure instinct of a woman innately pure, watched
unobtrusively for signs of those fits of bitter brooding; watched and
drove them off with various weapons of her own. Sometimes she
cheerfully declared that she was bored to death, and was n't Ward just
dying for a game of "rob casino"? Sometimes she simply teased him into
retaliation. Frequently, she insisted that he repeat the things he had
learned by heart, of poetry or humorous prose, for his memory was
almost uncanny in its tenacity. She discovered quite early, and by
accident, that she had only to shake her head in a certain way and
declaim: "Ah, Tam, noo, Tam, thou'lt get thy faring In hell they 'll
roast thee like herring," she had only to say that to make him laugh
and repeat the whole of Tam O'Shanter's Ride with a perfectly devilish
zest for poor Tam's misfortunes, and an accent which made her suspect
who were his ancestors.
Billy Louise only meant to wean him from his bitterness against
Life, and to convince him, by a somewhat roundabout method since at
heart she was scared to death of his aloofness, that he was not "old
lady Fortune's football" as he sometimes pessimistically declared. At
thirteen she had mixed him with her dreams and led him by difficult
trails to safety from the imaginary enemies that pursued him. At
nineteen she unconsciously mixed him with her life and led him more
surely than in her dreams, and by a far more difficult trail, had she
only known it safe away from the devils of memory and a distrust of
life that pursued him more relentlessly than any human foe.
She only meant to wean him from pessimism and rebuild within him a
healthy appetite for life. If she did more than that, she did not know
it then; for Ward Warren had learned, along with other hard lessons,
the art of keeping his thoughts locked safely away, and of using his
face as a mask to hide even the doorway to his real self. Only his eyes
turned traitors sometimes when he looked at Billy Louise; though she,
being a somewhat self-centered young person, never quite read what they
tried to betray.
She took him up the canyon and showed him her cave and Minervy's.
And she had the doubtful satisfaction of seeing him doubled over the
saddle-horn in a paroxysm of laughter when she led him to the
historical washout and recounted the feat of the dead Indians with
which he had made a safe passing for her.
"Well, they did it in history," she defended at last, her cheeks
redder than was perfectly normal. "I read about it at Waterloo when
the Duke of Wellington was n't it? You need n't laugh as if it could
n't be done. It was that sunken-road business put it into my head in
the first place; and I think you ought to feel flattered."
"I do," gasped Ward, wiping his eyes. "Say, I was some bandit, was
n't I, William Louisa?"
Billy Louise looked at him sidewise. "No, you were n't any bandit
at all then. You were a kind scout, that time. I was here, all
surrounded by Indians and saying the Lord's prayer with my hair all
down my back like mommie's Rock of Ages picture will you shut up
laughing? and you came riding up that draw over there on a big, black
horse named Sultan (You need n't snort; I still think Sultan 's a dandy
name for a horse!). And you hollered to me to get behind that rock,
over there. And I quit at 'Forgive us our debts' daddy always had so
many! and hiked for the rock. And you commenced shooting Oh, I'm
not going to tell you a single other pretend!" She sulked then, which
was quite as diverting as the most hair-raising "pretend" she had ever
told him and held Ward's attention unflaggingly until they were half
way home.
"Sing the Chisholm Trail," she commanded, when her temper was
sunshiny again. This had been a particularly moody day for Ward, and
Billy Louise felt that extra effort was required to rout the
memory-devils. "Daddy knew a little of it, and old Jake Summers used to
sing more, but I never did hear it all."
"Ladies don't, as a general thing," Ward replied, biting his lips.
"Why? I know there 's about forty verses, and some of them are kind
of sweary ones; but go ahead and sing it. I don't mind damn now and
then."
This sublime innocence was also diverting, even to a man haunted by
the devils of memory. Ward's lips twitched, and a flush warmed his
cheek-bones at the mere thought of singing it all in her presence. "I
'll sing all of Sam Bass, if you like," he temporized, with a grin.
"Oh, I hate Sam Bass! We had a Dutchman working for us when I was
just a kid, and he was forever bawling out; 'Sa-am Pass was porn in
Injiany, it was-s hiss natiff ho-o-ome!'"
Billy Louise was a pretty good mimic. She had Ward doubled over the
horn again and shouting so that the canyon walls roared echoes for
three full minutes. "I 've always wanted to hear the Chisholm Trail. I
know how it was sung from Mexico north on the old cattle-trails, and
how every ambitious puncher who had enough imagination and could make a
rhyme, added a verse or so, till it 's really a a classic of the
cow-camps."
"Ye-es it sure is all that." Ward eyed her furtively.
"And with that memory of yours, I simply know that you can sing
every single word of it," Billy Louise went on pitilessly and
innocently. "You're a cow-puncher yourself, and you must have heard it
all, at one time and another; and I don't believe you ever forgot a
thing in your life." She caught her breath there, conscience-stricken;
and added hastily and imperiously, "So go on begin at the beginning
and sing it all. I 'll keep tab and see if you sing forty verses." And
she prompted coaxingly:
"Come along, boys, and listen to my tale, I 'll tell you of my
troubles on the old Chisholm trail, Come ti yi " and nodded her
head approvingly when Ward took up the ditty where she left off and
sang it with the rollicking enthusiasm which only a man who has soothed
restless cattle on a stormy night can put into a doggerel. He did not
sing the whole forty verses, for good and sufficient reasons best known
to punchers themselves. But, with swift, shamed skipping of certain
lines and some hasty revisions, he actually did sing thirty, and Billy
Louise was so engrossed that she forgot to count them and never
suspected the omissions; for some of the verses were quite "sweary"
enough to account for his hesitation.
The singing of those thirty verses brought a reminiscent mood upon
the singer. For the rest of the way, which they rode at a walk, Ward
sat very much upon one side of the saddle, with his body facing Billy
Louise and his foot dangling free of the stirrup, and told her things
that had happened on the range. His "I remember one time" opened the
door to a more fascinating world than Billy Louise's dream-world,
because this other world was real.
So, from pure accident, she hit upon the most effective of all
weapons with which to fight the memory-devils. She led Ward to
remembering the pleasanter parts of his past life and to telling her of
them.
When spring came at last, and he rode regretfully back to his claim
on Mill Creek, he was not at all the morose Ward Warren who had ridden
down to the Wolverine that stormy night in January. The distrust had
left his eyes, and that guarded remoteness was gone from his manner. He
thought and he planned as other men thought and planned, and looked
into the future eagerly, and dreamed dreams of his own; dreams that
brought the hidden smile often to his lips and his eyes.
Still, the thing those dreams were built upon was yet locked tight
in his heart, and not even Billy Louise, whose instinct was so keen and
so sure in all things else, knew anything of them or of the bright-hued
hope they were built upon. Fortune's football was making ready to fight
desperately to become captain of the game, that he might be something
more to Billy Louise.
JASE did not move or give his customary, querulous grunt when Marthy
nudged him at daylight, one morning in mid-April. Marthy gave another
poke with her elbow and lay still, numbed by a sudden dread. She moved
cautiously out of the bed and half across the cramped room before she
turned her head toward him. The she stood still and looked and looked,
her hard face growing each moment more pinched and stony and gray.
Jase had died while the coyotes were yapping their dawn-song up on
the rim of the Cove. He lay rigid under the coarse, gray blanket, the
flesh of his face drawn close to the bones, his skimpy, gray beard
tilted upward.
Marthy's jaw set into a harsher outline than ever. She dressed with
slow, heavy movements and went out and fed the stock. In stolid calm
she did the milking and turned out the cows into the pasture. She
gathered an apron full of chips and started a fire, just as she had
done every morning for twenty-nine years, and she put the coffee-pot on
the greasy stove and boiled the brew of yesterday which was also her
habit.
She sat for some time with her head leaning upon her grimy hand and
stared unseeingly out upon a peach-tree in full bloom, and at a pair of
busy robins who had chosen a convenient crotch for their nest. Finally
she rose stiffly, as if she had grown older within the last hour, and
went outside to the place where she had been mending the irrigating
ditch the day before; she knocked the wet sand off the shovel she had
left sticking in the soft bank and went out of the yard and up the
slope toward the rock wall.
On a tiny, level place above the main ditch and just under the
wall, Marthy began to dig, setting her broad, flat foot
uncompromisingly upon the shoulder of the shovel and sending it deep
into the yellow soil. She worked slowly and methodically and steadily,
just as she did everything else. When she had dug down as deep as she
could and still manage to climb out, and had the hole wide enough and
long enough, she got awkwardly to the grassy surface and sat for a long
while upon a rock, staring dumbly at the gaunt, brown hills across the
river.
She returned to the cabin at last, and with the manner of one who
dreads doing what must be done, she went in where Jase lay stiff and
cold under the blankets.
Early that afternoon, Marthy went staggering up the slope, wheeling
Jase's body before her on the creaky, home-made wheelbarrow. In the
same harsh, primitive manner in which they both had lived, Marthy
buried her dead. And though in life she had given him few words save in
command or upbraiding, with never a hint of love to sweeten the days
for either, yet she went whimpering away from that grave. She broke off
three branches of precious peach blossoms and carried them up the
slope. She struck them upright in the lumpy soil over Jase's head and
stood there a long while with tear-streaked face, staring down at the
grave and at the nodding pink blossoms.
Billy Louise rode singing down the rocky trail through the deep,
narrow gorge, to where the hawthorn and choke-cherries hid the opening
to the cove. Just on the edge of the thickest fringe, she pulled up and
broke off tender branches of cherry bloom, then went on, still singing
softly to herself because the air was sweet with spring odors, the
sunshine lay a fresh yellow upon the land, and because the joy of life
was in her blood and, like the birds, she had no other means of
expression at hand. Blue's feet sank to the fetlocks in the rich, black
soil of the little meadow that lay smooth to the tumbling sweep of the
river behind its own little willow fringe. His ears perked forward, his
eyes rolling watchfully for strange sights and sounds, he stepped
softly forward, ready to wheel at the slightest alarm and gallop back
up the gorge to more familiar ground. It was long since Billy Louise
had turned his head down the rocky trail, and Blue liked little the
gloom of the gorge and the sudden change to soft, black soil that
stopped just short of being boggy in the wet places. Where the trail
led into a marshy crossing of the big, irrigating ditch that brought
the stream from far up the gorge to water meadow and orchard, Blue
halted and cast a look of disapproval back at his rider. Billy Louise
stopped singing and laughed at him.
"I guess you can go where a cow can go, you silly thing. Mud 's a
heap easier than lava rock, it you only knew it, Blue. Get along with
you."
Blue lowered his head, snuffed suspiciously at the water-filled
tracks, and would have turned back. Mud he despised instinctively,
since he had nearly mired on the creek bank when he was a sucking colt.
"Blue! Get across that ditch, or I 'll beat you to death!" The
voice of Billy Louise was soft with a caressing note at the end, so
that the threat did not sound very savage, after all. She sniffed at
the branch of cherry blossoms and reined the horse back to face the
ditch. And Blue, who had a will of his own, snorted and wheeled, this
time in frank rebellion against her command.
"Oh, will you? Well, you 'll cross that ditch, you know, sooner or
later so you might just as well " Blue reared and whirled again,
plunging tow rods back toward the cherry thicket.
Billy Louise set her teeth against her lower lip, slid her rawhide
quirt from slim wrist to firm hand-grip, and proceeded to match Blue's
obstinacy with her own; and since the obstinacy of Billy Louise was
stronger and finer and backed by a surer understanding of the thing she
was fighting against, Blue presently lifted himself, leaped the ditch
in one clean jump, and snorted when he sank nearly to his knees in the
soft, black soil beyond.
From there to the pink drift of peach bloom against the dull brown
of the bluff, Blue galloped angrily, leaving deep, black prints in the
soft green of the meadow. So they came headlong upon Marthy, just as
she was knocking the yellow clay of the grave from her irrigating
shovel against the pole fence of her pig-pen.
"Why, Marthy!" Once before in her life Billy Louise had seen
Marthy's chin quivering like that, and big, slow tears sliding down the
network of lines on Marthy's leathery cheeks. With a painful slump her
spirits went heavy with her sympathy. "Marthy!"
She knew without a word of explanation just what had happened. From
Marthy's bent shoulders she knew, and from her tear-stained face, and
from the yellow soil clinging still to the shovel in her hand. The wide
eyes of Billy Louise sent seeking glances up the slope where the soil
was yellow; went to the long, raw ridge under the wall, with the peach
blossoms standing pitifully awry upon the western end. Her eyes filled
with tears. "Oh Marthy! When was it?"
"In the night, sometime, I guess." Marthy's voice had a harsh
huskiness. "He was gone when I woke up. Well he 's better off
than I be. I dunno what woulda become of him if I 'd went first."
There, at last, was a note of tenderness, stifled though it was and
fleeting. "Git down, Billy Louise, and come in. I been kinda lookin'
for yuh to come, ever sence that weather opened up. How 's your maw?"
Spoken sympathy was absolutely impossible in the face of that
stoical acceptance of life's harsh law. Marthy turned toward the gate,
taking the shovel and the wheelbarrow in with her. Billy Louise glanced
furtively at the raw, yellow ridge under the rock wall and rode on to
the stable. She pulled off the saddle and bridle and turned Blue into
the corral before she went slowly and somewhat reluctantly to the
cabin, squat, old, and unkempt like its mistress, but buried deep in
the renewed sweetness of bloom-time.
"The fruit 's comin' on early this year," said Marthy from the
doorway, her hands on her hips. "They 's goin' to be lots of it, too,
if we don't git a killin' frost." So she closed the conversational door
upon her sorrow and pointed the way to trivial, every-day things.
"What are you going to do now, Marthy?" Billy Louise was perfectly
capable of opening a conversational door, even when it had been closed
decisively in her face. "You can't get on here alone, you know. Did you
send for that nephew? If you have n't, you must hire somebody till "
"He 's comin'. That letter you sent over last month was from him. I
dunno when he 'll git here; he 's liable to come most any time. I ain't
goin' to hire nobody. I kin git along alone. I might as well of been
alone " Even harsh Marthy hesitated and did not finish the sentence
that would have put a slight upon her dead.
"I 'll stay to-night, anyway," said Billy Louise. "Just a week ago
I hired John Pringle and that little breed wife of his for the summer.
I could n't afford it," she added, with a small sigh, "but Ward had to
go back to his claim, and mommie needs someone in the house. She has
n't been a bit well, all winter. And I 've turned all the stock out for
the summer and have to do a lot of riding on them; it 's that or let
them scatter all over the country and then have to hire a rep for every
round-up. I can't afford that, I have n't got cattle enough to pay; and
I like to ride, anyway. I 've got them pretty well located along the
creek, up at the head on the canyons. The grass is coming on fine, so
they don't stray much. Are you going to turn your cattle out, Marthy? I
see you have n't yet."
"No, I ain't yit. I dunno. I was going to sell 'em down to jest
what the pasture 'll keep. I 'm gittin' too old to look after 'em. But
I dunno When Charlie gits here, mebby "
"Oh, is that the nephew? I did n't know his name." Billy Louise was
talking aimlessly to keep her thoughts away from the pitifulness of the
sordid little tragedy in this beauty-spot and to drive that blank,
apathetic look from Marthy's hard eyes.
"Charlie Fox, his name is. I hope he turns out a good worker. I 've
never had a chance to git ahead any; but if Charlie 'll jest take holt,
I 'll mebby git some comfort outa life yit."
"He ought to, I 'm sure. And everyone thinks you 've done awfully
well, Marthy. What can I do now? Wash the dishes and straighten things
up, I guess."
"You need n't do nothin' you ain't a mind to do, Billy Louise. I
don't want you to think you got to slop around washin' my dirty dishes.
I 'm goin' on down into the medder and work on a ditch I 'm puttin' in.
You jest do what you 're a mind to." She picked up the shovel and went
off down the jungly path, herself the ugliest object in the Cove, where
she had created so much beauty.
Again the sympathetic soul of Billy Louise had betrayed her into
performing an extremely disagreeable task. Shudderingly she looked into
the unpleasant bedroom, and comprehending all of the sordidness of the
tragedy, spent half an hour with her teeth set hard together while she
dragged out dingy blankets and hung them over the fence under a
voluptuous plum-tree. The next hour was so disagreeable employed that
she wondered afterward how even her sympathy could have driven her to
the things she did. She carried more water, after she had scrubbed that
bedroom, and opened the window with the aid of the hammer, and set the
tea-kettle on to heat the dish-water. Then, because her mind was full
of poor, dead Jase, she took the branches of wild cherry and hawthorn
blossoms she had gathered coming down the gorge and went up the slope
to lay them on his grave.
She sat down on the rock where Marthy had rested after digging the
grave, and with her chin in her two cupped palms, stared out across the
river at the heaped bluffs and down at the pink-and-white patch of
fruit-trees. She was trying, as the young will always try, to solve the
riddle of life; and she was baffled and unhappy because she could not
find any answer at all that pleased both her ideals and her reason. And
then she heard a man's voice lifted up in riotous song, and she turned
her head toward the opening of the gorge and listened, her eyes
brightening while she waited.
"Foot in the stirrup and hand on the horn, Best damn cowboy ever
was born, Coma ti yi youpy, youpy-a, youpy-a, Coma ti yi youpy,
youpy-a!" Billy Louise, with her chin still in her palms, smiled and
hummed the tune under her breath; that shows how quickly we throw off
the burdens of our neighbors. "Wonder what he 's doing down here?" she
asked herself, and smiled again.
"I 'll sell my outfit soon as I can, I won't punch cattle for no
damn' man, Coma ti yi youpy, youpy-a, youpy-a, Coma ti yi youpy,
youpy-a! "I 'm goin' back to town to draw my money, I 'm going back
to town to see my honey, Coma ti yi "
Ward came into sight through the little meadow, riding slowly, with
both hands clasped over the horn of the saddle, his hat tilted back on
his head, and his whole attitude one of absolute content with life. He
saw Billy Louise almost as soon as she glimpsed him and she had been
watching that bit of road quite closely. He flipped the reins to one
side and turned from the trail to ride straight up the slope to where
she was.
Billy Louise, with a self-reproachful glance at the grave, ran down
the slope to meet him an unexpected welcome which made Ward's heart
leap in his chest.
"Oh, Ward, for heaven's sake don't be singing that come-all-ye at
the top of your voice like that. Don't you "
"Now I was given to understand that you liked that same
come-all-ye. Have you been educating your musical taste in the last
week, Miss William Louisa?" Ward stopped his horse before her, with his
hands still clasped over the saddle-horn, looked down at her with that
hidden smile and something else.
"No, I have n't. I don't have to educate myself to the point where
I know the Chisholm Trail is n't a proper kind of funeral hymn, Ward
Warren." Billy Louise glanced over her shoulder and lowered her voice
instinctively, as we all do when death has come close and stopped.
"Jase died last night; that 's his grave up there. Is n't it perfectly
pitiful? Poor old Marthy was here all solitary alone with him. And
Ward! She dug that grave her own self, and took him up and buried him
and, Ward! She she wheeled him up in the wheelbarrow! She had to,
of course. She could n't carry him. But is n't it awful?" Her hands
were up, patting and smoothing the neck of his horse, and her face was
bent to hide the tears that stood in her eyes, and the quiver of her
mouth.
Ward drew in his lip, bit it, and let it go. He was a man, and he
had seen much of tragedy and trouble; also, he did not know Marthy or
Jase. His chief emotion was one of resentment against anything that
brought tears to Billy Louise; she had not hidden them from him; they
were the first and most important element in that day's happenings, so
far as he was concerned. He leaned and flipped the end of his reins
lightly down on her bare head.
"William Louisa, if you cry about it, I 'll do something
shocking, most likely. Yes, it 's awful; a whole lot of life is awful.
But it 's done, and Mrs. Martha appears to be a woman with a whole lot
of grit, so the chances are she 'll carry her load like a man. She 'll
be horribly lonesome, down here! They lived alone, did n't they?"
"Yes, and they did n't seem to love each other much." Billy Louise
was not one to gloss over hard facts, even in the face of that grave.
"Marthy was always kicking about him, and he about her. But all the
same they belonged together; they had lived together more years than we
are old. And she 's going to miss him awfully."
Several minutes they stood there, talking, while Billy Louise
patted the horse absently, and Ward looked down at her and did not miss
one little light or shadow in her face. He had been alone a whole week,
thinking of her, remember, and his eyes were hungry to the point of
starvation.
"You saw mommie, of course; you came from home?"
"No, I did not. I got as far as the creek and saw Blue's tracks
coming down; so I just sort of trailed along, seeing it was mommie's
daughter I felt most like talking to."
"Mommie's daughter" laughed a little and instinctively made a
change in the subject. She did not see anything strange in the fact
that Ward had observed and recognized Blue's tracks coming into the
gorge. She would have observed and recognized instantly the tracks made
by his horse, anywhere. Those things come natural to one who has lived
much in the open; and there is a certain individuality in the
hoof-prints of a horse, as any plainsman can testify.
"I 've got to go in and wash the dishes," she said, stepping back
from him. "Of course nothing was done in the cabin, and I 've been
doing a little house-cleaning. I guess the dish-water is hot by this
time if it has n't all boiled away."
Ward, as a matter of course, tied his horse to the fence and went
into the cabin with her. He also asked her to stake him to a
dish-towel, which she did after a good deal of rummaging. He stood with
his hat on the back of his head, a cigarette between his lips, and
wiped the dishes with much apparent enjoyment. He objected strongly to
Billy Louise's assertion that she meant to scrub the floor, but when he
found her quite obdurate, he changed his method without in the least
degree yielding his point, though for diplomatic reasons he appeared to
yield.
He carried water from the creek and filled the tea-kettle, the big
iron pot and both pails. Then, when Billy Louise had turned her back
upon him, while she looked in a dark corner for the mop, he suddenly
siezed her under the arms and lifted her upon the table; and before she
had finished her astonished gaspings, he caught up a pail of water and
sloshed it upon the floor under her. Then he grinned in his triumph.
"William Louisa, if you get your feet wet, your mommie will take a
club to you," he reminded her sternly. Whereupon he took the broom and
proceeded to give that floor a real man's scrubbing, refusing to
quarrel with Billy Louise, who scolded like a cross old woman from the
table except when she simply had to stop and laugh heartily at his
violent method of cleaning.
Ward sloshed and swept and scrubbed. He dug into the corners with a
grim thoroughness that won reluctant approbation from the young woman
on the table with her feet tucked under her, and he made her forget
poor old Jase up on the hillside. He scrubbed viciously behind the door
until the water was little better than a thin, black mud.
"You want to come up to my claim some time," he said, looking over
his shoulder while he rested a minute. "I 'll show you how a man keeps
house, William Louisa. Once a week I pile my two stools on the table,
put the cat up on the bunk and she looks just about as comfortable
and happy as mommie's daughter looks right now and get busy with the
broom and good creek water." He resettled his hat on the back of his
head and went to work again. "Mill Creek goes dry down below, on the
days when little Wardie cleans his cabin," he assured her gravely, and
damming up a muddy pool with the broom, he yanked open the door and
swept out the water with a perfectly unnecessary flourish, just because
he happened to be a very exuberant mood.
Billy Louise gave a squeal of consternation and then sat absolutely
still, staring round-eyed through the doorway. Ward stepped back even
his composure was slightly jarred and twisted his lips amusedly.
"Hello," he said after a few blank seconds. "You missed some of it,
did n't you?" His tone was mildly commiserating. "Will you come in?"
"N-o-, thank you, I don't believe I will." The speaker looked in,
however, saw Billy Louise perched upon the table, and took off his hat.
He was well plastered with dirty water than ran down and left streaks
of mud behind. "I must have gotten off the road," he said. "I 'm
looking for Mr. Jason Meilke's ranch."
Billy Louise tucked her feet farther under her skirts and continued
to stare dumbly. Ward, glancing at her from the corner of his eyes,
stepped considerately between her and the stranger so that his broad
shoulders quite hid her from the man's curious stare.
"You 've struck the right place," he said calmly. "This is it." He
picked up another pail of water and sloshed it upon the wet floor to
rinse off the mud.
"Is ah Mrs. Meilke in?" One could not accuse the young man of
craning, but he certainly did try to get another glimpse of the person
on the table and failed because of Ward.
"She 's down in the meadow," Billy Louise murmured.
"She 's down in the meadow," Ward repeated to the bespattered young
man. "You just go down past the stable and follow on down " he waved
a hand vaguely before he took up the broom again. "You 'll find her,
all right," he added encouragingly.
"Oh, Ward! That must be Marthy's nephew. What will he think?"
"Does it matter such a h a deuce of a lot what he thinks?" Ward
went on with his interrupted scrubbing.
"His name is Charlie Fox, and he 's been to college and he worked
in a bank," Billy Louise went on nervously. "He 's going to live here
with Marthy and run the ranch. What must he have thought! To have you
sweep all that dirty water on him "
"Oh, not all!" Ward corrected cheerfully. "Quite a lot missed him."
Billy Louise giggled. "What does he look like, Ward? You stood
squarely in the way, so I "
"He looked," said Ward dispassionately, "like a pretty mad young
man with a nose, eyes, and a mouth, and a mole in front of his left
ear."
"He was real polite," said Billy Louise reprovingly, "and his voice
is nice."
"Yes? I mind-read a heap of cussing. The politeness was all on
top." Ward chuckled and swept more water outside. "I expect you saved
me a licking that time, Miss William the Conqueror."
"Can you think of any more names to call me, besides my own, I
wonder?" Billy Louise leaned and inspected the floor like a chicken
preparing to hop off its roost."
"Heaps more." The glow in Ward's eyes was dangerous to their calm
friendship. "Want to hear them?"
"No, I don't. I want to get off this table before that college
youth comes back to be shocked silly again. I want to see if he 's
really got a mole in front of his ear!"
"You know what inquisitiveness did to old lady Lot, don't you?
However " He lifted her in his arms and set her down outside the
door. "There, Wilhemina; trot along and see the nice young man."
Billy Louise sat down on the wheelbarrow, remembered its latest
service, and got up hastily. "I won't go a step," she asserted
positively.
Ward had not wanted her to go. He gave her a smile and finished off
his scrubbing with the mop, which he handled with quite surprising
skill for a young man who seemed more at home in the saddle than
anywhere else.
"I 'm awfully glad he came, anyway." Billy Louise pulled down a
budded lilac branch and sniffed at it. "I won't have to stay all night,
now. I was going to."
"In that case, the young man is welcome as a gold mine. Here they
come he and Mrs. Martha. You 'll have to introduce me, Bill-the-Conk;
I have never met the lady." Ward hastily returned the mop to its
corner, rolled down his sleeves, and picked up his gloves. Then he
stepped outside and waited beside Billy Louise, looking not in the
least like a man who has just wiped a lot of dishes and scrubbed a
floor.
The nephew, striding along behind Marthy and showing head and
shoulders above her, seemed not to resent any little mischance, such as
muddy water flirted upon him from a broom. He grinned reminiscently as
he came up, shook hands with the two of them, and did not let his
glance dwell too long or too often upon Billy Louise, nor too briefly
upon Ward.
"You 've got a splendid place here, Aunt Martha," he told the old
woman appreciatively. "I 'd no idea there was such a little beauty-spot
down here. This is even more picturesque than that homey-looking ranch
we passed a few miles back, down in that little valley. I was hoping
that was your ranch when I first saw it; and when I found it was n't I
came near stopping, anyway. I 'm glad I resisted the temptation, now.
This is worth coming a long way to see."
"I ain't never had a chance to do all I wanted to with it," said
Marthy, with the first hint of apology Billy Louise had ever heard from
her. "I only had one pair of hands to work with "
"We 'll fix that part. Don't you worry a minute. You 're going to
sit in a rocking-chair and give orders, from now on. And if I can't
make good here, I ought to be booted all the way up that spooky gorge.
Is n't that right?" He turned to Warren with a certain air of
appraisement behind the unmistakable cordiality of his voice.
"A man ought to make good here, all right," Ward agreed neutrally.
"It 's a fine place."
"It ain't as fine as I 'd like to see it," began Marthy
depreciatingly.
"As you will see it, let 's say if that does n't sound too
conceited from a tenderfoot," supplemented the nephew, and laid his
hand upon her shoulder with a gentle little pat. "Folks, I don't want
to see too exuberantly sure of myself, but " he waved a
carefully-kept hand eloquently at the luxuriance around him, " I 'm
all fussed up over this place, honest. I thought I was coming to a
shack in the middle of the sage-brush; I was primed to buckle down and
make good even in the desert. And bumping into this sort of thing
without warning has gone to my alleged brain a bit. What I don't know
about ranching would fill a library; but there 's this much anyway.
There won't be any more ditch-digging for a certain game little lady in
this Cove." He gave the shoulder another pat, and he smiled down at her
in a way that made Billy Louise blink. And Marthy, who had probably
never before been called a game little lady, came near breaking down
and crying before them all.
When Ward went to the stable after Blue, half an hour later,
Charlie Fox went with him. His manner when they were alone was
different; not so exuberantly cheerful more frank and practical.
"Honest, it floored me completely to see what that poor old woman
has been up against down here," he told Warren, stuffing tobacco into a
silver-rimmed, briar pipe while Ward saddled Blue. "I don't know a hell
of a lot about this ranch game; but if that old lady can put it across,
I guess I can wobble along somehow. Too bad the old man cashed in just
now; but Aunt Martha as good as told me he was n't much force, so maybe
I can play a lone hand here as easy as I could have done with him. Live
near here?"
"Fifteen miles or so." Ward was not in his most expansive mood,
chiefly for the reason that this man was a stranger, and of strangers
he was inclined to fight shy.
"Oh, well it might have been fifty. I know how you fellows
measure distances out here. I 'm likely to need a little coaching, now
and then, if I live up to what I just now told the old lady."
"From all I know of her, you won't need to go out of the Cove for
advice."
"Well that 's right, judging from the looks of things. A woman that
can go up against a proposition like she did to-day and handle it
alone, is no mental weakling; to say nothing of the way this ranch
looks. All right, Warren; I 'll make out alone, I reckon."
Afterwards, when Ward thought it over, he remembered gratefully
that Charlie Fox had refrained from attempting any discussion of Billy
Louise or from asking any questions even remotely personal. He knew
enough about men to appreciate the tactful silences of the stranger,
and when Billy Louise, on the way home, predicted that the nephew was
going to be a success, Ward did not feel like qualifying the verdict.
"He 's going to be a godsend to the old lady." he said. "He seems
to have his sights raised to making things come easier for her from now
on."
"Well, she certainly deserves it. For a college young man the
ordinary, smart young man who comes out here to astonish the natives
he 's almost human. I was so afraid that Marthy 'd get him out here and
then discover he was a perfect nuisance. So many men are."
OUT in the wide spaces, where homes are but scattered oases in the
general emptiness, life does not move uniformly, so far as it concerns
incidents or acquaintanceships. A man or a ranch may experience
complete isolation, and the unbroken monotony which sometimes
accompanies it, for a month at a time. Summer work or winter storm may
be the barrier temporarily raised, and life resolves itself into a
succession of days and nights unbroken by outside influences. They
leave their mark upon humans these periods of isolation. For better,
for worse, the man changes slowly with the months; he grows more bovine
in his phlegmatic acceptance of his environment, or he becomes restless
and fired with a surplus energy of ambition, or he falls to dreaming
dreams; whatever angle he takes, he changes, imperceptibly perhaps, but
inevitably.
Then the monotony is broken and sometimes with violence. Incident
rushes in upon the heels of incident, and life becomes as tumultuous as
the many moods of nature when it has a wide, open land for a
playground.
That is why, perhaps, so much of western life is painted with broad
strokes and raw colors. You are given the crowded action, the
unleashing of emotions and temperaments that have smoldered long under
the blanket of solitary living. You are shown an effect without being
given the cause of that effect. You pronounce the West wild, and you
never think of the long winters that bred in silence and brooding
solitude those storm-periods which seem so primitively savage; of the
days wherein each nature is thrown upon its own resources, with nothing
to feed upon but itself and its own personal interests. And so
characters change, and one wonders why.
There was Billy Louise, with her hands and her mind full of the
problems her father had died still trying to solve. She did not in the
least realize that she was attempting anything out of the ordinary when
she took a half-developed ranch in the middle of a land almost as wild
as it had been when the Indians wandered over it unmolested, a few
cattle and horses and a bundle of debts to make her head swim, and set
herself the problem of increasing the number of cattle and eliminating
the debts, and of wresting prosperity out of a condition of
picturesquely haphazard poverty. She went about it with the pathetic
confidence of youth and ignorance. She rode up and down the canyons and
over the higher, grassier ridges, to watch the cattle on their summer
range and keep them from straying. She went with John Pringle after
posts and helped him fence certain fertile slopes and hollows for
winter grazing. She drove the rickety old mower through the waving
grass along the creek bottoms and hummed little, contented tunes while
she watched the grass sway and fall evenly when the sickle shuttled
through. She put on her gymnasium bloomers and drove the hay wagon, and
felt only a pleasurable thrill of excitement when John Pringle
inadvertently pitched an indignant rattlesnake up to her with a forkful
of hay. She killed the snake with her pitchfork, and pinched off the
rattles, proud of their size and number.
When she sold seven fat, three-year-old steers that fall and paid a
note twice renewed, managing besides to buy the winter supply of "grub"
and a sewing-machine and a set of silver teaspoons for her mother, oh,
but she was proud!
Ward rode down to the ranch that night, and Billy Louise showed him
the note with its red stamp, oblong and imposing and slightly blurred
on the "paid" side. Ward was almost as proud as she, if looks and tones
went for anything, and he helped Billy Louise a good deal by telling
her just how much she ought to pay for the yearlings old Johnson, over
on Snake River, had for sale. Also he told her how much hay it would
take to winter them though she knew that already and just what
percentage of profit she might expect from a given number in a given
period of time.
He spoke of his own work and plans, as well. He was going into
cattle, also, as fast as possible, he said. In a few years the sheep
would probably come in and crowd them out, but in the meantime there
was money in cattle and the more cattle, the more money. He was going
to work for wages till the winter set in. He did n't know when he would
see Billy Louise, he said, but he would stop on his way back.
To them that short visit was something more than an incident. It
gave Ward new stuff for his dreams and new fuel for the fire of
ambition. To Billy Louise it also furnished new dream material. She
rode the hills and saw in fancy whole herds of cattle where now
wandered scattered animals. She dreamed of the time when Ward and
Charlie Fox and she would pool their interests and run a wagon of their
own, and gather their stock from wide ranges. She was foolish, in that;
but that is what she liked to dream.
Mentioning Charlie Fox calls to mind the fact that he was changing
more than any of them. Billy Louise did not see him very often, but
when she did it was with a deepening impression of his unflagging
tenderness to Marthy a tenderness that manifested itself in many
little, unassuming thoughtfulnesses and of his good-humor and his
energy and several other qualities which one must admire.
"Mommie, that nephew goes at everything just as if it were a game,"
she said after one visit. "You know what that cabin has always been:
dark and dirty and not a comfortable chair to sit down in, or a book or
magazine or anything? Well, I 'm just going to take you over there some
day and let you see the difference. He 's cut two more windows and
built on an addition with a porch, if you please. And he has a bookcase
he made himself, just stuffed with books and magazines. And he made
Marthy a rocking-chair, mommie, and she wears a white apron, and has
her hair combed, and sits and rocks! Honest to goodness, you would n't
think she was the same woman."
"Marthy always seemed to me more like a man than a woman," said her
mother. "She did n't have nothing domestic in her whole make-up, far as
I could see. Her cooking "
"Well, mommie, Marthy cooks real well now. Charlie praises up her
bread, and she takes lots of pains with it. And she just fusses with
her flowers and lets him run the ranch; and, mommie, she just worships
Charlie! The way she sits and looks at him when he 's talking you can
see she almost says prayers to him. She does let her dishpan stay
greasy I don't suppose you can change a person completely but
everything is lots cleaner than it used to be before Charlie came. He
's going to buy more cattle, too, he says. Young stock, mostly. He says
there 's no sense in anybody being poor, in such a country as this. He
says he intends to make Marthy rich; Aunt Martha, he calls her. I 'm
certainly going to take you over to see her, mommie, the very first
nice day when I don't have a million other things to do." Billy Louise
sighed and pushed her hair back impatiently. "I wish I were a man and
as smart as Charlie Fox," she added, with the plaintive note that now
sometimes crept into her voice when she realized of a sudden how great
a load she was carrying.
"A man can get out and do things. And a woman why, even Ward
seems to thinks it 's perfectly wonderful, mommie, that we don't just
about starve, with me running the ranch! I know he does. Every time I
do a thing right or pay off a note or anything, he looks as if "
"I would n't be a mite surprised, Billy Louise," said her mother,
with a flash of amused comprehension, "if you kinda misread Ward
sometimes. Them eyes of his are pretty keen, and they see a whole lot;
but they ain't easy to read, for all that. I guess Ward don't think it
's anything surprising that you 're getting along so well, Billy
Louise. I surmise he knows you 're a better manager than a lot of men
are."
"I 'm not the manager Charlie Fox is, though." Billy Louise was
frankly envious.
"He did n't have any more to do with than I 've got, and he 's
accomplished a lot more. And, besides, he started in green at the whole
business." She rested her chin in her cupped palms and stared
disconsolately at the high-piled hills behind which the sun was setting
gloriously. "He 's going to pipe water into the house, mommie," she
observed, after a silence. "I wish "
"Well, he 's welcome. I don't want no water piped in here, Billy
Louise, and tastin' of the pipe. I 'd rather carry it and have it sweet
and fresh. Don't you go worrying because you can't do everything
Charlie Fox does. Likely as not he 's pilin' up the debts instead of
payin' 'em off as you 're doing."
"I don't know; I don't believe he is, though. I think he 's just
managing right and making every dollar count. He got calves from
Seabeck, up the river, cheaper than I did from Johnson, mommie. He rode
all over the country and looked up range conditions and prices. He did
n't say so, but he made me feel foolish because I just bought the first
ones I saw, without waiting to look around first. But Ward said it
was a good buy, and he ought to know; only, the fact remains that
Charlie has done better. I guess it is n't experience that counts,
altogether. Charlie Fox has got brains!"
"Land alive! I guess he ain't the only one, Billy Louise. You 're
doing better than your father done, and he was n't any Jase Meilke kind
of a man, but a good, hard worker always. You don't want to get all
outa conceit with yourself just because Charlie Fox is gitting along
all right. I don't know as it 's so wonderful. Marthy was always
forehanded, and she made money there and never spent any to speak of.
Though I should n't carry the idea she 's stingy, after the way she "
If Billy Louise had not been so absorbed with her own discontent,
she might have wondered at her mother's sudden silence. But she did not
even notice it. She was comparing two young men and measuring them with
certain standards of her own, and she was not quite satisfied with the
result. She had seen Charlie Fox spring up with a perfectly natural
courtesy and hand Marthy a chair when she entered the room where he had
been discussing books with Billy Louise. She had seen him stand beside
his own chair until Marthy was seated and then had heard him deftly
turn the conversation into a channel wherein Marthy had also an
interest. Parlor politeness and something more; something infinitely
finer and better than mere obedience to certain conventional rules.
She had seen that and more, and she had a vivid picture of Ward,
sitting absorbed in a book which he never afterwards mentioned, and
letting her or her mother lift heavy pieces of wood upon the fire
within arm's reach of him; sitting with his hat tilted back upon his
head and a cigarette gone cold in his fingers, and perhaps not replying
at all when he was spoken to. She had never considered him uncouth or
rude, he was Ward Warren, and these were certain individual traits
which he possessed and which seemed a part of him. She had sensed dimly
that some natures are too big and too strong for petty rules of
deportment, and that Ward might sit all day in the house with his hat
on his head and still be a gentleman of the finer sort. And yet, now
that Charlie Fox has come and presented an example of the world's
standard, Billy Louise could not, for the life of her, help wishing
that Ward was different. And there were other things; things which
Billy Louise was ashamed to recognize as influencing her in any way,
and yet which did influence her. For instance, Ward lived to himself
and for himself, and not always wisely or well. He was arrogant in his
opinions Billy Louise had rather admired what she had called his
strength, but it had become arrogance now and his scorn was swift and
keen for blunderings. And there was Charlie, always thinking and
planning for Marthy and putting her wishes first; wanting to make sure
that he himself had not blundered, and with a conservative estimate of
himself that was refreshingly modest. And
"Ain't that Ward coming, Billy Louise? Seems to me it looks like
him the way he rides."
Billy Louise started guiltily and looked up toward the trail, now
piled deep with shadows. It was Ward, all right, and his voice, lifted
in a good-humored shout, brought Billy Louise to her feet and sent her
down the slope to the stable, where he had stopped as a matter of
course.
When he turned and smiled at her through the dusk and said, "'Lo,
Bill," in a voice that was like a spoken kiss, a certain young woman
hated herself for a weak-souled traitor and mentally called Charlie Fox
a popinjay, which was merely shifting injustice to another
resting-place.
"Are you plumb tickled to death to see me, William?"
"Oh, no; but I guess I can stand it!"
A smile to go with both sentences, and a strong undercurrent of
something unnamed in their tones who wanted the pasteurized milk and
distilled water of a perfectly polite form of greeting? Not Billy
Louise, if one might judge from that young woman 's face and voice and
manner. Not Ward, though he was perfectly unconscious of having been
weighed or measured or judged by any standard at all.
And yet, when Charlie Fox rode down to the Wolverine a week or so
later, tied his horse under the shed, and came up to the cabin as
though he knew of no better place in all the world; when he greeted
mommie as though she were something precious in his sight, and talked
with her about the things she was most interested in, and actually made
her feel as if he were immensely interested also, Billy Louise simply
could not help admiring him and liking him for his frank good-nature
and his kindness. She had never before met a man just like Charlie Fox
though she had known many who were what Ward once called
"parlor-broke." She felt when she was with him that he had a strength
to match Ward's strength; only, this strength was tamed and trained and
smoothed so that it did not obtrude upon one's notice. It was not every
young man who would come out into the wilderness and roughen his hands
on an irrigating shovel and live a cramped, lonely life, for the sake
of a harsh, illiterate old woman like Marthy Meilke. She did not
believe Ward would do that. He would have to feel some tie stronger
than the one between Marthy and her nephew before he would change his
life and his own plans for anyone.
It was not until Charlie was leaving that he gave Billy Louise a
hint that his errand was not yet accomplished. She walked down with him
to where his horse was tied and so gave him a chance to speak what was
in his mind.
"You know, I hate to mention little worries before your mother," he
said. "Those pathetic eyes of hers make me ashamed to bother her with a
thing. But I am worried, Miss Louise. I came over to ask you if you 've
seem anything of four calves of ours. I know you ride a good deal,
through the hills. They disappeared a week ago, and I can't find any
trace of them. I 've been looking all through the hills, but I can't
locate them."
Billy Louise had not seen them, either, and she begged for
particulars. "I don't see how they could get away from your Cove," she
said, "unless your bars were down."
"The bars were all right. It was last Friday, I think. I 'm not
sure. They were in the little meadow above the house, you see. I was
away that night, and Aunt Martha is a little hard of hearing. She would
n't hear anything unless there were considerable noise. I came home the
next forenoon I was over to Seabeck's and the bars were in place
then. Aunt Martha had not been up the gorge, nor had anyone come to the
ranch while I was gone. So you see, Miss Louise, here 's a very pretty
mystery!"
He laughed, but Billy Louise saw by his eyes that he did not laugh
very deeply, and that he was really worried. "I must have made a
mistake and bought mountain sheep instead of calves," he said and
laughed again. "They could n't have gone through those bars or over
them; and I did have a spark of intelligence and looked along the river
for tracks, you know. They had not been near the river, which has soft
banks along there. They watered from the little creek that comes down
the gorge. Miss Louise, do you have flying cattle in Idaho?"
"You think they were driven off, don't you?" Billy Louise asked a
question with the words, and made a statement of it with her tone,
which was a trick of hers.
Charlie Fox shook his head, but his eyes did not complete the
denial. "Miss Louise, I 'd work every other theory to death before I 'd
admit that possibility! I don't know all of my neighbors so very well,
but I should hesitate a long, long time "
"It need n't have been a neighbor. There are lots of strange men
passing through the country. Did you look for tracks?"
"I did not. I did n't want to admit that possibility. I decline
to admit it now." The chin of Charlie Fox squared perceptibly, so that
Billie Louise caught a faint resemblance to Marthy in his face. "I saw
a man accussed of a theft once," he said. "The evidence was or seemed
absolutely unassailable. And afterward he was exonerated completely;
it was just a horrible mistake. But he left school under a cloud. His
life was ruined by the blunder. I 'd have to know absolutely before I
'd accuse anyone of stealing those calves, Miss Louise. I 'd have to
see them in a man's corral, with his brand on them I believe that 's
the way it 's done, out here and even then "
"Where have you looked?" There were reasons why this particular
subject was painful to Billy Louise. "And are you sure they did n't get
out of that pasture and wander on down the Cove, among all those
willows? It 's a perfect jungle, away down. Are you sure they are n't
with the rest of the cattle? I don't see how they could leave the Cove,
unless they were driven out." She caught a twinkle of amusement in his
eyes and stopped short. Of course, a mere girl should not take for
granted that a man had failed to do all that might be done. And Billy
Louise had a swift conviction that she would never think of talking
like this to Ward. She flushed a little; and still, Charlie Fox was a
tenderfoot. She was justified in asking those questions, and in her
heart she knew it.
"Yes, I thought of that strange as it may seem." Charlie 's voice
was unoffended. On the contrary, he seemed glad that she took so keen
an interest in his affairs. "It has been a week, you know, since they
flew the coop. I did hunt every foot of that Cove, twice over. I drove
every hoof of stock up and corraled them, and made sure these four were
not in the herd. Then I hunted through every inch of that willow jungle
and all along the bluff and the river; Miss Louise, I put in three days
at it, from sunrise till it was too dark to see. Then I began riding
outside. There is n't a trace of them anywhere. I had just bought them
from Seabeck, you know. I drove them home, and because they were tired,
and so was I, I just left them in that upper meadow as I came down the
gorge. I had n't branded them yet. I I know I 've made an awful botch
of the thing, Miss Louise," he confessed, turning toward her with an
honest distress and a self-flaying humility in his eyes that wiped from
Billy Louise 's mind any incipent tendency toward comtempt. "But you
see I 'm green at this ranch game. And I never dreamed those calves
were n't perfectly safe in there. The fence was new and strong; I built
it new this fall, you know. And the bars are absolutely bars to any
stock larger than a rabbit. Of course," he added, with a depreciating
note, "four calves are only four calves. But it 's the sense of
failure that gets me hardest, Miss Louise. Aunt Martha trusted me to
take care of things. Her confidence in me fairly takes my nerve. And
losing four fine, big heifer calves at one whack is no way to get rich;
is it, Miss Louise?" He laughed, and again the laugh did not go deep,
or reach his eyes.
"I hate to bother you with this, and I don't want you to think I
have come whining for sympathy," he said, after a minute of moody
silence. "But seeing they were not branded yet with our brand I
thought perhaps you had run across them and paid no attention, thinking
they belonged to Seabeck."
Billy Louise smiled a little to herself. If he had not been quite
so "green at the ranch game," he would have mentioned brands at first,
as the most important point, instead of tacking on the information
casually after ten minutes of other less vital details.
"Were they vented?" she asked, suppressing the smile so that it was
merely a twitch of the lips which might mean anything.
"I yes, I think they were. That 's what you call it when the
former owner puts his brand in a different place to show that his
ownership has ceased, is n't it? Seabeck put his brand upside down "
"I know Seabeck's vent," Billy Louise cut in. There was no need of
letting such a fine fellow display more ignorance on the subject. "And
I should have noticed it if I had seen four calves vented fresh and not
rebranded. Why in the world did n't you stick your brand on at the same
time?" Billy Louise was losing patience with his greenness.
"I did n't have my branding iron with me," Charlie answered humbly.
"I have done that before, when I bought those other cows and calves. I
"
"You 'd better pack your iron, next time," she retorted. "If you
can't get a little bunch of calves ten miles without losing them "
"But you must understand, I did! I took them home and turned them
into the Cove. I know I 'm an awful chump at this. There are things
that I can do," he declared whimsically, "or I should want to kick
myself to death. I can ladle out money the year round through a bank
wicket and not be shy a cent at the end of the year. And I can strike
out man after man when I 'm in good form; why, I 've pitched whole
games and never walked a man! And I can but what 's the use? I can't
drive the cows up from pasture, it seems, without losing all the milk.
And I can make a little, gray-eyed girl out here in the sagebrush look
upon me with pitying contempt for my asinine ignorance. Hang it, why
does a fellow have to learn fresh lessons for everything he undertakes?
Why can't there be a universal course that fits one for every trade?"
"There is," said Billy Louise dryly. "You take that in the School
of Experience, don't you?"
He laughed ruefully. "Horatio! It certainly does cost something,
though. I 've certainly paid enough "
"In worry, maybe. The calves may not be absolutely lost, you know.
Why, I lost a big steer last spring and never found him till I was
going to sell a few head. Then he turned up, the biggest and fattest
one in the bunch. You can't tell; they get themselves in queer places
sometimes. I 'll come over tomorrow, if I can, and take a look at that
pasture and all around. And I 'll keep a good lookout for the calves."
Many men would have objected to the unconscious patronage of her
tone. That Charlie Fox did not, but accepted the spirit of helpfulness
in her words, lifted him out of the small-natured class.
"It 's awfully good of you," he said. "You know a lot more about
the bovine nature than I do, for all I put in every spare minute
studying the subject. I 'm taking four different stock journals now,
Miss Louise. I 'll bet I know a lot more than you do about the
different strains of various breeds, Miss Cattle-queen. But I 'm
beginning to see that we only know what we learn by experience. I 've a
new book on the subject of heredity of the cattle. I 'm going home and
see if Seabeck has n't stumbled upon a strain that can be traced back
to your native mountain sheep."
Billy Louise laughed and said good-by, and stood leaning over the
gate watching him as he zigzagged up the hill, stopping his horse often
to breathe. The wagon road took a round-about course, longer and less
steep. At the top, just before he rounded a huge pimple on the face of
the bluff, he stopped and looked down, saw her standing there, and
waved his hat. His horse stood sidewise upon the trail for easier
footing, and the man 's head and shoulders were silhouetted sharply
against the deep, clear blue of the sky. Billy Louise felt a little,
unnamed thrill as she stared up at him. Her lips curved into
tenderness. Clean, frank, easy-natured he was, as she had come to know
him. It was like coming into a sunny spot to be with him. And then she
sighed, with that vague feeling of dissatisfaction with herself. She
felt crude and awkward and dull of wit. Her mother, Marthy, Ward all
the persons she knew were crude and awkward and ignorant beside
Charlie Fox. And she had had the temerity, the insufferable effrontery,
to criticize him and patronize him over those four calves!
"He can strike out three men in succession," she murmured. "And he
pitched whole games and never walked a man." She gave him a final wave
of the hand, as he turned to climb on out of sight. "And I don't even
know what he was talking about though I think it was baseball. And I
was awfully snippy about those calves he lost."
She began to wonder, then, about those calves. Vented and not
rebranded, they would be easy game for any man who first got his own
brand on them. She meant to get a description of them when she saw
Charlie again it was like his innocence to forget the most essential
details! and she meant to keep her eyes open. If Charlie were right
about the calves not being anywhere in the Cove, then they had been
driven out of it, stolen. Billy Louise turned dejectedly away from the
fence and went down to a shady nook by the creek, where she had always
liked to do her worrying and hard thinking.
She stooped and tried to catch a baby trout in her cupped palms,
just as she used to try when she was a child. If those four calves were
stolen, then there was a "rustler" in the country. And if there were,
then no one's stock was safe. The deduction was terribly simple and as
exact as the smallest sum in addition. And Billy Louise could not
afford to pay toll to a rustler out of her forty-seven head of cattle.
The next day she rode early to the Cove and learned some things
from Marthy which she had not gleaned from Charlie. She learned that
two of the calves were a deep red, except for a wide, white strip on
the nose of one and white hind feet on the other; that another was
spotted on the hindquarters, and that the fourth was white, with large,
red blotches. She had known cattle all her life. She would know these,
if she saw them anywhere.
She also discovered for herself that they could not have broken out
of that pasture, and that the river bank was impassable, because of
high, thick bushes and miry mud in the open spaces. She had a fight
with Blue over these latter places and demonstrated beyond doubt that
they were miry, by getting him in to the knees in spite of his violent
objections. They left deep tracks behind them when they got out. The
calves had not gone investigating the bank, for there was not a trace
anywhere. And the bluff was absolutely unscalable. Billy Louise herself
would have felt doubtful of climbing out that way. The gray rim-rock
stood straight and high at the top, with never a crevice, so far as she
could see. And the gorge was barred, so that it was impossible to go
that way without lifting heavy poles out of deep sockets and sliding
them to one side.
"I 've got an idea about a gate here," Charlie confided suddenly.
"There won't be any more mysteries like this. I 'm going to fix a
swinging gate in place of these bars, Miss Louise. I shall have it
swing uphill, like this; and I 'll have a weight arranged so that it
will always close itself, if one is careless enough to ride on and
leave it open. I have it all worked out in my alleged brain. I shall do
it right away, too. Aunt Marthy is rather nervous about this gorge,
now. Every evening she walks up here herself to make sure the bars are
closed."
"You may as well make up your mind to it," said Billy Louise
irrelevantly, in a tone of absolute certainty. "Those calves were
driven out of the gorge. That means stolen. You need n't accuse anyone
in particular; I don't suppose you could. But they were stolen."
Charlie frowned and glanced speculatively at the bluff 's rim.
"Oh, your mountain-sheep theory is no good," Billy Louise giggled.
"I doubt if a lizard, even, would try to leave the Cove over the
bluff." Which certainly was a sweeping statement, when you consider a
lizard 's habits. "A mountain sheep could n't, anyway."
"They 're hummers to climb "
"But calves are not, Mr. Fox! Not like that. You know yourself they
were stolen; why not admit it?"
"Would that do any good bring them back?" he countered, looking
up at her.
"N-o, but I do hate to see a person deliberately shut his eyes in
front of a fact. We may as well admit to ourselves that there is a
rustler in the country. Then we can look out for him."
Charlie 's eyes had the troubled look. "I hate to think that. Aunt
Martha insists that is what we are up against, but "
"Well, she knows more about it than you do, believe me. If you 'll
let down the bars, Mr. Fox, I 'll hit the trail. And if I find out
anything, I 'll let you know at once."
When she rode over the bleak upland she caught herself wishing that
she might talk the thing over with Ward. He would know just what ought
to be done. But winter was coming, and she would drive her stock down
into the fields she had ready. They would be safe there, surely. Still,
she wished Ward would come. She wanted to talk it over with a man who
understood and who knew more about such things than she did.
THE fate of the four heifer calves became permanently wrapped in the
blank fog of mystery. Billy Louise watched for them when she rode out
in the hills, and spent a good deal of time heretofore given over to
dreaming in trying to solve the riddle of their disappearance. Charlie
Fox insisted upon keeping to the theory that they had merely strayed.
Marthy grumbled sometimes over the loss, and Ward well, Ward did not
put in an appearance again that fall or winter and so did not hear of
the incident.
November brought a long, tiresome storm of snow and sleet and chill
winds, which even the beasts would not face, except when they were
forced. After that there were days of chilly sunlight, nights of black
frost, and more wind and rain and snow. Each little ranch oasis
withdrew into itself and settled down to pass the winter in physical
comfort and mental isolation. Even Billy Louise seldom rode abroad
unless she was compelled to, which was not often. The stage which
passed through the Wolverine basin twice a week left scanty mail in the
starch-box which Billy Louise had herself nailed to a post nearest the
trail. Now and then a chance traveler pulled thankfully out of the
trail, stopped for a warm dinner or a bed, and afterwards went his way.
But from October until the hills were green, there was never a sight of
Ward, and Billy Louise changed her mood and her opinion of him three or
four times a week.
Ward, as a matter of fact, had a very good reason for his absence.
He was working for a rancher over on the other side of the mountains,
and when he got leave of absence, it was merely that he might ride to
his claim and sleep there a night in compliance with the law, and see
that nothing was disturbed. He was earning forty dollars a month, which
he could not afford to jeopardize by any prolonged absence; and he was
to take part of his pay in cows. Also, he had made arrangements to keep
his few head of stock with the rancher's for a nominal sum, which
barely saved Ward from the humiliation of feeling that the man was
giving him something for nothing. Junkins, the rancher, was a good
fellow, and he had a fair sense of values. He knew that he could pay
Ward these wages and let him winter his stock there I believe Ward
had seven or eight head at that time and still make a fair profit on
his labor. For Ward stuck to his work, and he worked fast, with the
drive of his nervous energy and the impatience he always felt toward
any obstacle. Junkins considered privately that Ward was giving him the
work of two men, while he had the appetite of one. So that it was to
his interest to induce Ward to stay until spring opened and gave him
plenty to do on his own claim; and such was Ward 's anxiety to acquire
some property and a certain financial security, that he put behind him
the temptation to ride down to the Wolverine until he was once more his
own master. He had sold his time to Junkins. He would not pilfer the
hours it would take to ride twenty miles and back again, even to see
Billy Louise; which proves that he was no moral weakling, whatever else
he might be.
Then, in April, he left Junkins and drove home a nice little bunch
of ten cows and a two-year-old and two yearlings. One of the cows had a
week-old calf, and there would be more before long. Ward sang the whole
of Chisholm Trail at the top of his voice, as he drifted the cattle
slowly up the long hill to the top of the divide, from where he could
look down over lower hills into his own little creek-bottom.
"With my knees in the saddle and my seat in the sky,
I 'll quit punching cows in the sweet by-and-by,"
he finished exuberantly and promised himself that he would ride down
to the Wolverine the very next day "and see how the folks came through
the winter." He wanted to tell William Louisa that he was some cowman
himself, these days. He thought he had made a pretty good showing in
the last twelve months; for when he first met her, at the Cedar Creek
ford, he had n't owned a hoof except the four which belonged to
Rattler, his horse. He thought that maybe, if the play came right and
he did n't lose his nerve, he might tell William Louisa something else!
It seemed to him that he had earned the right now.
He rode three miles oblivious to his surroundings, while he went
carefully over his acquaintance no, his friendship with Billy
Louise and tried to guess what she would say when he told her what he
had wanted to tell her for a year; what he had been hungry to tell her.
Sometimes he smiled a little, and sometimes he looked gloomy. He ended
by hurrying the cattle down the canyon so that he might ride on to the
Wolverine that night. It would be tough on Rattler, but then, what 's a
range cayuse made for, anyway? Rattler had had a snap, all winter; he
could stand a hard deal once, for a change. It would do the old skate
good to lift himself over fifty miles once more.
Whether it did Rattler any good or not, it put new heart into Ward
to ride down the bluff and see the wink of the cabin window once more.
He smiled suddenly to himself, threw back his shoulders, and lifted up
his voice in the doggerel that had come to be a sort of bond between
the two.
"I 'm on my best horse and a-comin' on the run, Best blamed cowboy
that ever pulled a gun," he shouted gleefully. A yellow square opened
in the cabin's side, and a figure stood outlined against the shining
background. Ward laughed happily. "Coma ti yi youpy, youpy-a,
youpy-a," he sang uproariously.
Billy Louise turned her head toward the interior of the cabin and
then left the light and merged into the darkness without. Ward risked a
broken neck and went down the last bit of slope as if he were trying to
head a steer. By the time he galloped up to the gate, Billy Louise was
leaning over it. He could see her form dimly there.
"'Lo, Bill," he said softly and slid out of the saddle and went up
to her. "How you was, already?" Again his voice was like a kiss.
"'Lo, Ward!" (in a tone that returned the kiss). "Don't know
whether the stopping 's good to-night or not. We 've quit taking in
tramps. Where the dickens have you been for the last ten years?" And
that, on top of a firm conviction in Billy Louise's mind that she did
not care whether Ward ever crossed her trail again, and that when he
did, he would have to do a lot of explaining before she would thaw to
anything approaching friendliness. Oh, well, we all change our minds
sometimes.
"I felt like it was twenty," Ward affirmed. "Do I get any supper,
William? I like to have ridden my horse to a standstill getting here
to-night; know that? I hope you appreciate the fact."
"It 's no wonder you would n't have started a little sooner, then,"
Billy Louise retorted. "Along about Christmas, for instance."
"Was n't my fault I did n't, William. Think I 've got nothing to do
but chase around the country calling on young ladies? I 've been a wage
slave, Bill-Loo. Come on while I put up my horse. Poor devil, I drove
cattle from Junkins' place with him, and they were n't what you could
call trail-broke, either. And then I came on down here. I 've been in
the saddle since daylight, young lady; and Rattler's been under it."
"Well, I 'm very sure that it is not my fault," Billy Louise
disclaimed, as she walked beside him to the stable.
"I 'm not sure of that! I might produce some pretty strong evidence
that the last twenty miles is your fault. Say, you did n't know I 've
gone into the cow business myself, did you, William? I 've been working
like one son-of-a-gun all fall and winter, and I 'm in the cattle-king
class to the extent of twelve head. I knew you were crazy to hear the
glad tidings, so I tried to kill off a horse to get here and tell you.
You and me 'll be running a wagon and full crew in another year, don't
you reckon? And send reps over into Wyoming and around, to look after
our interests!" He laughed at himself with a perfect understanding of
his own insignificance as a cattle-owner, and Billy Louise laughed with
him, though not at him, for it seemed to her that Ward had done well,
considering his small opportunities.
To be sure, in these days when civilization travels by
million-dollar milestones, and the hero of a ten-dollar story scorns
any enterprise which requires less than five figures to name its
profits, Ward and Billy Louise and Charlie Fox and all their
neighbors do not amount to much. But it is a fact that real men and
women in the real world beyond the horizon work hard and fight real
battles for a very small success compared with Big Interests and the
modern storyman. And I 'm telling you of some real people in a real
world out in the sagebrush country, where not even a story hero may
consistently become a millionaire in ten chapters. There is no
millionaire material in the sagebrush country, you know, unless it is
planted there by the Big Interests; and the Big Interests do not plant
in barren soil. So if twelve head of cattle look too trifling to
mention, I can't help it. Ward worked mighty hard for those few
animals, and saved and schemed, and denied himself much pleasure.
Therefore, he did as well as any man under the circumstances could do
and be honest.
He did not do so very well when it came to telling Billy Louise
something. Twice during his visit he had to admit to himself that the
play came right to tell her. And both times Ward shied like a horse in
the moonlight. For all that he sang about half the way home, the next
day, and for the rest of the way he built castles; which proves that
his visit had not been disappointing.
He rode out into the pasture where his cattle were grazing and sat
looking at them while he smoked a cigarette. And while he smoked, that
small herd grew and multiplied before the eyes of his imagination,
until he needed a full crew of riders to take care of them. He shipped
a trainload of beef to Chicago before he threw away the cigarette stub,
and he laughed to himself when he rode back to the log cabin in the
grove of quaking aspens.
"I 'm getting my money 's worth out of that bunch, just in the fun
of planning ahead," he realized, while he whittled shavings from the
edge of a cracker-box to start his supper fire. "A few cows and calves
make the best day-dream material I 've struck yet; wish I had more of
the same. I 'd make old Dame Fortune put a different brand on me,
pronto. She could spell it with an F, but it would n't be football. If
the cards fall right," he mused, when the fire was hot and crackling,
and he was slicing bacon with his pocket-knife, "I 'll get the best of
her yet. And " His coffee-pail boiled over and interrupted him. He
burned his fingers before he slid the pail to a cooler spot, and after
that he thought of the joys of having a certain gray-eyed girl for his
housekeeper, and for a time he forgot about his newly acquired herd.
And then his day-dreams received a severer jolt, and one more
lasting. He began to realize something that he had always known: that
there is something more to the cattle business than branding the calves
and selling the beef.
When the first calf went to dull the hunger of the wolves that
howled o'nights among the rocks and stunted pines on Bannock Butte,
Ward swore a good deal and resolved to ride with his rifle tied on the
saddle hereafter. Also, he went back immediately, got a little fat,
blue bottle of strychnine, and returned and "salted" the small remnant
of the carcass. It was no part of his dreams to have the profit chewed
off his little herd by wolves.
When the second calf was pulled down in spite of the mother's
defense, within half a mile of his cabin, Ward postponed a trip he had
meant to make to the Wolverine and went out on the trail of the wolves.
In the loose soil of the lower ridge he tracked them easily and rode at
a shuffling trot along the cow-trail they had followed, his eyes keen
for some further sign of them. He guessed that there would be at least
one den farther up in the gulch that opened out ahead, and if he could
find it and get the pups well, the bounty on one litter would even
his loss, even if he were not lucky enough to get one of the old ones.
He had a shovel tied to the saddle under his left leg, to use in case
he found a den.
So, planning a crusade against these enemies to his enterprise, he
picked his way slowly up the side of the deep gully that had a little
stream wandering through rocks at the bottom. His eyes, that Billy
Louise had found so quick and keen, noted every little jutting shelf of
rock, every badger hole, every bush. It looked like a good place for
dens of wolf or coyote. And with the sun shining down warm on his
shoulders, and the meadow larks singing from swaying weeds, and rabbits
scuttling away through the rocks now and then, Ward began to forget the
ill-luck that had brought him out and enjoy the hunt for its own sake.
Farther along there were so many places that would bear
investigation that he left Rattler on a level spot, and with his rifle
and six-shooter, went forward on foot, climbing over ledges of rock,
forcing his way through green-budded, wild-rose bushes or sliding down
loose, gravelly slopes.
One place a tiny cave under a huge bowlder looked promising.
There were wolf tracks going in and out, plenty of them. But there were
no bones or offal anywhere around, and Ward decided that it was not a
family residence, but that the wolves had perhaps invaded the nest of
some other animal. He went on hopefully. That side of the gulch was
cobwebbed with tracks.
Then, quite accidentally, he glanced across to the far side, his
eyes attracted to something which had moved. He could see nothing at
first, though from the corner of his eye he had certainly caught a
flicker of movement over there. Yellow sand, gray rocks and bushes, and
above a curlew circling, with long beak outstretched before, and long,
red legs stretched out behind. He almost believed he had but caught the
swift passing of a cloud shadow over there and was on the point of
climbing farther up his own slope, to where a yawning hole in the hill
showed signs of being pawed and trampled. Then an outline slowly
defined itself among a jumble of rocks; head, sloping back, two points
for ears. It might be a rock, but it began to look more and more like a
wolf sitting up on its haunches watching him fixedly.
Even while Ward lifted his rifle and got the ivory bead snugly
fitted into the notch of the rear sight with his eye, he would not have
bet two-bits that he was aiming at an animal. He pulled the trigger
with a steady crooking of his forefinger and the whole gulch clamored
with the noise. The object over there leaped high, came down heavily,
and rolled ten feet down the hill to another level, where it bounded
three or four times convulsively, slid a few feet farther, and lay
still behind a bush.
"Got you that time, you old Turk, if you did nearly fool me playing
you were part of the scenery." Ward slid recklessly down to the bottom,
sought a narrow place, jumped the creek, and climbed exultantly to
where the wolf lay twisted on its back, its eyes half open and glazed,
its jaws parted in a sardonic grin. Ward grinned also as he looked at
it. He gave the carcass a poke with his boot-toe and glanced up the
hill toward the rocks.
"Maybe you were playing lookout for the bunch," he said, "and then
again, maybe you ain't hooked up with a family; though from the looks,
you ain't weaned your pups yet till just now." Leaving the wolf where
she lay, he climbed to the rocks where he had first seen her. They lay
high piled, but he could see daylight through every open space and so
knew there was no den. The base rested solidly on the yellow earth.
Ward stood and looked at the slope below. To the right and half-way
down was a ten-foot ledge, and below that outcropped a steep bank of
earth. He could not see what lay immediately below, but while he was
still staring, a pointed, gray nose topped by pert, gray ears poked
cautiously over the bank, hovered there sniffing, and dropped back out
of sight.
"You little son-of-a-gun!" he exclaimed and dug in his heels on the
sharp descent. "I 've got you right where I want you, now."
The den was tunneled into the earth just over another ledge, which
underlay the bank there, and gave a sheer drop of ten or fifteen feet
to the slope below, where a thick fringe of blossoming cherry bushes
grew close and hid the ledge so completely that the den had been
perfectly concealed from across the gulch. It was a case where the
shovel was needed. Ward "flagged" the den by throwing his coat down
before the opening and went back to where Rattler waited. He was
jubilant over his good luck. With an average litter of pups, and the
old wolf besides, the bounty would make those two calves the most
profitable animals in the bunch, reckoned on the basis of money
invested in them.
With the shovel he enlarged the tunnel, and between strokes he
heard the whimpering of the pups. The sound sobered his face to a
pitying determination. Poor little devils, it was not their fault that
they were born to be a menace rather than a help to mankind. He was
sorry for their terror, while he dug back to where they huddled against
the farthest wall of their nest. He worked fast that he might the
sooner end their discomfort, and his forehead was puckered into a frown
at the harsh law of life that it must preserve its existence at the
expense of some other life. Yet he dug back and back, burrowing into
the bank toward the whimpering. It was farther than he had thought, but
the soil was a loose sand and gravel, and he made good headway.
Then, laying down his shovel, he reached into a hysterical squirm
of soft hair and sharp little teeth that snapped at his gloved hand.
One by one he hauled them out, whining, biting, struggling like the
little savages they were. One by one he sent them into oblivion with a
sharp tap of the shovel. There were eight, just big enough to make
little, investigative trips outside the den when all was quiet. Ward
was glad he had found them and wiped them out of existence, but it had
not been pleasant work.
He wiped the perspiration off his face with his handkerchief,
pushed his hat to the back of his head, and sat down on the ledge
beside the pile of dirt he had thrown out. He felt the need of a smoke,
after all that exertion.
It was while he was smoking and resting that he first became
conscious of the pile of dirt as something more than the obstacle
between himself and the wolf-pups. He blew a little cloud of smoke from
his mouth, leaned and lifted a handful of sand, picked up something out
of it, and looked at it intently. He said "Humph!" skeptically. Then he
turned his head and stared at the ledge above and to the right of him,
twisted half around and scanned the steep slope immediately above the
earth bank, and then looked at the gulch beneath him. He took his
cigarette from his lips, said, "Well, I 'll be darned!" and put it back
again. With his forefinger he turned over a small, rusty lump the size
of a pea, wiped it upon his sleeve, and bent over it eagerly, holding
it so that the light struck it revealingly. His face glowed. Save the
want of tenderness in his eyes, he looked as though Billy Louise stood
before him; the same guarded gladness, the same intent eagerness.
Ward sprawled over that pile of gravel and sand and searched with
his fingers, as young girls search a thick bank of clover for the magic
four leaves. He found one other small lump that he kept, but beyond
that his search was barren of result. Still, that glow remained in his
face. Finally he roused himself as though he realized that he was
behaving foolishly. He made himself another cigarette and smoked it
fast, keeping pace with his shuttling thoughts. And by the time the
paper tube was burned down to an inch-long stub, he had won back his
manner of imperturbable calm; only his eyes betrayed a hidden
excitement.
"Looks like there 's money in wolves," he said aloud and laughed a
little, "Old Lady Fortune, you want to watch out, or I 'm liable to get
the best of you yet! Looks like I 've got a hand to draw to, now.
Youp-ee-ee! " His forced imperturbability exploded in the yell, and
after that he moved briskly.
"I 've got to play safe on this," he warned himself, while he
scalped the last of the pups. "No use getting rattled. If she 's good
as she looks, she 's fine. She 'll help boost my little bunch of
cattle, and that 's all I want. I ain't going to go hog-wild over it,
like so many do."
He went over and skinned the mother wolf, and with the pelts in a
strong-smelling bundle, returned to the sand pile and filled his
neckerchief as full as he could tie it. Then he went down into the
gulch, jumped the creek with his load and got a foot wet where his
boot leaked along the sole and climbed hurriedly up to where Rattler
waited and dozed in the sunshine, with the reins dropped to the ground.
Rattler objected to those fresh wolf-skins, and Ward lifted a
disciplinary boot-toe to his ribs. His mood did not accept patiently
any unnecessary delay in getting home, and he succeeded in making
Rattler aware of his mood. Rattler laid back his ears and took the
trail in long, rabbit-jumps for spite, risking his own and his master's
bones unchecked and unchided. The pace pleased Ward, and to the risk he
gave no thought. He was reconstructing his air-castles on broader lines
and smiling now and then to himself.
HE had no goldpan of his own, since this was not a mining country, and
his ambition had run in a different channel. He, therefore, took the
tin washbasin down to the creek and dumped the sand into it. Then,
squatting on his boot-heels at the edge of the stream, he filled the
basin with water and rocked it gently with a rotary motion that proved
him no novice at the work. His eyes were sharper and more intent in
their gaze than Billy Louise had ever seen them, and , though his
movements were unhurried, they were full of eagerness held in leash.
Several times he refilled the basin, and the amount of sand grew
less and less, until there remained only a few spoonfuls of coarse
gravel and a sediment that clung to the bottom of the basin and moved
sluggishly around and around. He picked out the tiny pebbles one by one
and threw them in the creek. He peered sharply at a small bit and held
it in his fingers, while he bent his face close to the pan, his eyes
two gimlets boring into the contents.
He got up stiffly, backed, and sat down upon the low bank with his
feet far apart and his shoulders bent, while he stared at the little
bit of mineral in his fingers.
"Coarse gold, and not such a hell of a lot," he pronounced to
himself with careful impartiality. "But it 's pay dirt, and if there 's
enough of it, it 'll help a lot at this end of the cow business." He
sat there a long time, thinking and planning and holding himself
sternly to cold reality, rejecting every possibility that had the
slightest symptom of being an air-castle. He did not intend to let this
thing turn his head or betray him into any foolishness whatsoever. He
was going to look at the thing cold-bloodedly and put his imagination
in cold storage for the present.
His first impulse to ride straight to the Wolverine and show
Billy Louise these three tiny nuggets he rejected as a bit of
foolishness. He was perfectly willing to trust Billy Louise with any
secret he possessed, but he knew that he would be feeding her
imagination with dangerous fuel. She would begin dreaming and building
castles and prospecting for herself, very likely; and that trail led
oftenest to black disappointment. If he made good, he would tell her
when he told her something else. And if the whole thing were just a
fluke, a stray deposit of a little gold that did not amount to
anything, then it would be best for her to know nothing about it. Ward
felt in himself, at that moment, the keen foretaste of bitter
disappointment which would follow such a certainty. He did not want
Billy Louise exposed to that pain.
He would tell her about the wolves, of course. It was pretty hard
not to tell her everything that concerned himself, but the streak of
native reticence in his nature had been strengthened by the
vicissitudes of the life he had lived. While Billy Louise had found the
sole weak point which made that reticence scarcely a barrier to full
confidence, still he knew that he would keep this from her if he made
up his mind to it.
He would not tell anybody. He raised his head and looked at the
hills where his cattle would feed, and pictured it cluttered with
gold-hunters, greedy, undesirable interlopers doomed to disappointment
in the long run. Ward had seen the gold fever sweep through a community
and spoil life for the weak ones who took to chasing the
will-o'-the-wisp of sudden wealth. Tramps of the pick-and-pan brigade
they should not come swarming into these hills on any wild-goose chase,
if he could help it. And he could and should. This was not, properly
speaking, a gold country. He knew it. The rock formations did not point
to any great deposit of the mineral, and if he had found one, it was a
fluke, an accident. He resolved that his first consideration should be
the keeping of his secret for the mental well-being of his fellows.
Ward did not put it quite so altruistically. His thoughts formed
into sentences.
"This is cattle country. If men want to hunt gold, they can do
their hunting somewhere else. They can't go digging up the whole blamed
country just on the chance of finding another pocket like this one. I
'm in the cattle business myself. If I find any gold, it 'll go into
cattle and stay there; and there won't be any long-haired freaks
pestering around here if I can help it, and I reckon maybe I can, all
right.
"I 'd sure like to talk it over with Billy, but what she don't know
won't worry her; and I don't know yet what I 've gone up against. Maybe
old Dame Fortune 's just played another joke on meplayed me for a fool
again. I 'll take a chance, but I won't give that little girl down
below there anything to spoil her sleep."
Ward's memory was like glue, and while it held things he would give
much to forget, still it served him well. He had ridden past a tiny,
partly caved-in dugout, months ago, where some wandering prospector had
camped while he braved the barrenness of the hills and streams
hereabout. Ward had dismounted and glanced into the cavelike hut. Now,
after he had eaten a few mouthfuls of dinner, he rode straight over to
that dugout and got the goldpan he remembered to have seen there. It
was not in the best condition, of course. It was battered and bent, but
it would do for the present.
By the time he reached the wolf den, the sun was nearing the
western rim of hills, but Ward had time to examine the locality more
carefully than he had done at first and to wash a couple of pans of
gravel. The test elated him perceptibly; for while there did not seem
to be the makings of a millionaire in that gravel bank, he judged
roughly that he could make a plumber's wages if he worked hard enough
and that looked pretty good to a fellow who had worked all his life for
forty dollars a month. "Two-bits a pan, just about," he put it to
himself. "And I 'll have to pack the dirt down here to the creek; but I
'll dig a nice little bunch of cattle out of that gravel bank before
snow flies, or I miss my guess a mile."
As nearly as he could figure, he had chanced upon a split channel.
For ages, he judged, the water had run upon that ledge, leaving the
streak of gravel and what little gold it had carried down from the
mountains. Then some freshet had worn over the edge of the break in the
rock until the ledge and its deposit was left high and dry on the side
of the gulch, while the creek flowed through the gully it had formed
below. It might not be the correct explanation, but it satisfied Ward
and encouraged him to believe that the streak of pay gravel lay along
the ledge within easy reach.
He tried to trace the ledge up and down the gulch and to estimate
the probable extent of that pay streak. Then he gave it up in
self-defense. "I 've got to watch my dodgers," he admonished himself,"
or I 'll go plumb loco and imagine I 'm a millionaire. I 'll pan what I
can get at and let it go at that. And I 've got to count what gold
shows up in the sack and no more. Good Lord! I can't afford to make a
fool of myself at this stage of the game! I 've got to sit right down
on my imagination and stick to hard-boiled facts."
He went home in a very good humor with himself and the world, for
all that. So far as he could see, the thing that had been bothering him
was settled most satisfactorily. He had wanted to spend the summer on
his claim, making improvements and watching over his cattle. There was
fence to build and some hay to cut; and he would like to build another
room on to the cabin. Ward had certain fastidious instincts, and he
rebelled inwardly at eating, sleeping, and cooking all in one small
room. But he had not been able to solve the problem of earning a living
while he did all this to say nothing of buying supplies. And he
really needed a team and tools, if he meant to put up any hay.
Now, with that pay gravel within reach, and the gold running
twenty-five cents to the pan, and the occasional tiny nuggets jumping
up the yield now and then, he could go ahead and do the things he
wanted to do. And he could dream about having a certain gray-eyed girl
for his wife, without calling himself names afterward.
So he set to work the next morning in dead earnest with pick,
shovel, and pan, to make the most of his little find. He shoveled the
dirt and gravel into a gunny sack, threw the sack as far as he could
over the ledge at the end, where it was not hidden and cluttered with
the cherry-trees and service berries below, and when it stopped
rolling, he carried it the rest of the way. Then he panned it in the
little creek, watching like a hawk for nuggets and the finer gold. It
was back-breaking work, and he felt that he earned every cent he got.
But the cents were there, in good gold, and he was perfectly willing to
work for what he received in this world.
After a couple of weeks he stopped long enough to make a hurried
trip to Hardup, a little town forty miles farther up in the hills. In
the little bank there he exchanged his gold harvest for coin of the
realm, and he was well satisfied with the result. It was not a fortune,
nor was he likely to find one in the hills. But he bought a team,
wagon, and harness with the money, and he had enough left over for a
two-months' grubstake and plenty of Durham and papers and a few
magazines. That left him just enough silver to pay Rattler's bill at
the livery stable. Nothing startling, but still not bad that wolf-den
find.
He had a lot of trouble getting his wagon to his claim, but by
judicious driving and the liberal use of a log-chain for a rough lock,
he managed to land the whole outfit in the little flat before the cabin
without any mishap. After that he settled down to work the thing
systematically.
One day he would pan the sandy gravel, and the next day he would
rest his back digging post-holes or something comparatively easy. He
worked from daybreak until it was too dark to see, and he never left
his claim except when he went to wash gold up in the gulch. The world
moved on, and he neither knew nor cared how it moved; for the time
being his world had narrowed amazingly. If Billy Louise had not been
down there in that other world, he would scarcely have given it a
thought, so absorbed was he in the delightful task of putting a good,
solid foundation under his favorite air-castle. That fascinated him,
held him to his work in spite of his hunger to see her and talk with
her and watch the changing lights in her eyes and the fleeting
expressions of her face.
Some day he hoped he would have her with him always. He put it
stronger than that: Some day he would have her with him, there in that
little valley he had chosen; riding with him over those hills that
smiled and seemed to stand there waiting for their invasions, with the
echoes ready to fling back his exultant voice when he called to her or
sang for her or laughed at her; ready to imitate enviously her voice
when she laughed back at him. He wanted that day to come soon, and so
with days and hours and minutes he became a miser and would not spend
them in the luxury of a visit to her. It seemed to him that his longing
for her measured itself by the enormous appetite he had for work, that
summer.
Week followed week as he followed that thin, fluctuating streak of
pay gravel along the ledge. Sometimes it was rich enough to set the
pulse pounding in his temples; sometimes it was so poor that he was
disgusted to the point of abandoning the work. But every day he worked,
it yielded him something though there was a week when he averaged
about fifty cents a day and lived with a scowl on his face and he
kept at it.
He went out in June and bought a mower and rake and then spent
precious days getting them into his valley. There was no road, you see,
and he was compelled to haul them in a wagon, through country where
nature never meant four wheels to pass. He hired a man for a month
one of those migratory individuals who works for a week or a month in
one place and then wanders on till his money is spent and he drove
that man as relentlessly as he drove himself. Together they
accomplished much, while the goldpan lay hidden under a buck brush and
Ward's waking moments were filled with an uneasy sense of wasted time.
Still, it was for the good of his ranch and his cattle and his
air-castle that he toiled in the gulch, and it was necessary that he
should put up what hay he could. There would be calves to feed next
winter, he hoped; and when the hardest storms came, his horse would
need a little. The rest of the stock would have to rustle; and that was
why he had chosen this nook among the hills, where the wind would sweep
the high slopes bare of snow, and the gulches would give shelter with
their heavy thickets of quaking aspens and willow and alder.
He was thankful when the creek bottom was shaved clean of grass,
and the stack beside his corral was of a satisfying length and height.
The summer had been kind to the grass-growth, and his hay crop was
larger than he had expected. A few days had remained of the month, and
Ward had used them to extend his fence so as to give more pasturage to
his calves in mild weather. After that he paid the man, directed him to
the nearest point on the stage road, and breathed thanks that he was
alone again, and could go back to his plan of digging a nice little
bunch of cattle out of that bank before snow flew.
ONE day, when the sun was warm and the breeze that filtered down the
gorge was pleasantly cool, Ward straightened his aching back, waded out
to dry ground, and sat down to rest a few minutes and make a smoke. His
interest in the work had oozed steadily since sunrise, and left nothing
but the back-breaking toil. He had found a nugget the size of a
hazelnut in the second pan that morning, so it was not discouragement
that had made his monotonous movements grow slow and reluctant. Until
he had smoked half the cigarette, he himself did not know what it was
that ailed him. Then he flung up his head quite suddenly and gave a
snort of understanding.
"Hang the gold! I 'm going visiting for a change."
He concealed the goldpan and his pick, shovel, and sacks in the
clump of service berries and chokeberries that grew at the foot of the
ledge and hid from view the bank where he dug out his pay dirt. That
did not take more than two or three minutes, and he made them up after
he had swung into the saddle on the farther hillside. It was not a good
trail, and except for his first exultant ride home that way, he had
ridden it at a walk. Now he made Rattler trot where loping was too
risky; and so he came clattering down the steep trail into the little
flat beside his cabin. He would have something to eat, and feed Rattler
a little hay, and then ride on to the Wolverine. And now that he had
yielded to his hunger to see the one person in the world for whom he
felt any tenderness, he grudged every minute that separated him from
her. He loosened the cinch with one or two yanks and left the saddle on
Rattler, to save time. He turned him loose in the hay corral with the
bridle off, rather than spend the extra minutes it would take to put
him in a stall and carry him a forkful of hay. He thought he would not
bother to start a fire and boil coffee; he would eat the sour-dough
bread and fried rabbit hams he had taken with him for lunch, and he
would start down the creek in half an hour. He imagined himself an
extremely sensible young man and considerate of his horse's comfort, to
give him thirty precious minutes in which to eat hay. It was not
absolutely necessary; Rattler could travel forty miles instead of
twenty without another mouthful, so far as that was concerned. Ward was
simply behaving in a perfectly normal manner and was not letting his
feelings get the better of him in the slightest degree. As to his
impromptu vacation, he was certainly entitled to it; he ought to have
taken one long ago, he told himself virtuously. He had panned dirt all
day, the Fourth of July; that was last week, he believed. And he had
not made more than two dollars, either. No, he was not behaving
foolishly at all. He had himself well in hand.
Then he flung open the door of his cabin and went white with sheer
astonishment.
"'Lo, Ward!" Billy Louise had been standing behind the door, and
she jumped out at him, laughing, just as if she were ten years old
instead of nearly twenty.
Ward tried to say, "'Lo, Bill," in return, but the words would not
come. His lips trembled too much, and his voice was pinched out in his
throat. His mind refused to tell him what he ought to do; but his arms
did not wait upon his paralyzed mental processes. They shot out of
their own accord, caught Billy Louise, and brought her close against
his pounding heart. Ward was startled and a little shocked at what he
had done, but he held her closer and closer, until Billy Louise was
gasping from something more than surprise.
Next, Ward's lips joined the mutiny against his reason, and laid
themselves upon the parted, panting lips of Billy Louise, as though
that was where they belonged.
Billy Louise had probably not expected anything like that, though
of a truth one can never safely guess at what is in the mind of a girl.
She tried to pull herself free, and when she could make no impression
upon the grip of those arms they had been growing muscles of iron
manipulating that goldpan, remember! she very sensibly yielded to
necessity and stood still.
"Stop, Ward! You I you have n't any right to "
"Well, give me the right, then." Ward managed to find voice enough
to make the demand, and then he kissed her many times before he
attempted to say another word. Lord, but he had been hungry for her,
these last three months!
"You 'll give me the right, won't you, Wilhemina?" he murmured
against her ear, brushing a lock of hair away with his lips. "You know
you belong to me, don't you? And I belong to you body and soul. You
know that, don't you? I 've known it ever since the world was made. I
knew it when God said, 'Let there be light,' and there was light. You
were it."
"You sill-y thing." Billy Louise did not seem to know whether she
wanted to laugh or cry. "What do you think you 're talking about,
anyway?"
"About the way the world was made." Ward loosened his clasp a
little and looked down deep into her eyes. "My world, I mean." He bent
and kissed her again, gravely and very, very tenderly. "Oh, Wilhemina,
you know " he waited, gazing down with that intent look which had a
new softness behind it "you know there 's nothing in this world but
you. As far as I 'm concerned, there is n't. There never will be."
Billy Louise reached up her hands to his shoulders and tried to
give him a shake. "Is that why you 've stuck yourself in these hills
for three whole months and never come near? You fibber!"
"That 's why, lady-girl. I 've been sticking here, working like one
son-of-a-gun for you. So I could have you sooner." He lifted his bent
head and looked around the little cabin like a man who has just wakened
to his surroundings. "I knocked off work a little while ago, and I was
going to see you. I could n't stand it any longer. And here you iss!
"he went on, giving her shoulders a little squeeze. "A straight case of
'two souls with but a single thought,' don't you reckon?
Billy Louise, by a visible effort, brought the situation down to
earth. She twisted herself free and went over to the stove and saved a
frying-pan of potatoes from burning to a crisp.
"I don't know about your soul," she said, glancing back at him. "I
happen to have two or three thoughts in mine. One is that I 'm half
starved. The second is that you 're not acting a bit nice, under the
circumstances; no perfectly polite young man makes love to a girl when
she is supposedly helpless and under his protection." She stopped there
to wrinkle her nose at him and twist her mouth humorously. "The third
thought is that if you don't behave, I shall go straight home and never
be nice to you again. And," she added, getting back of the coffee-pot
which looked new "the rest of my soul is one great big blob of
question-marks. If you can eat and talk at the same time, you may tell
me what this frantic industry is all about. If you can't, I 'll have to
wait till after dinner; not even my curiosity is going to punish my
poor tummy any longer." She pulled a pan of biscuits from the oven,
lifted them out one at a time with dainty little nabs because they were
hot, and stole a glance now and then at Ward from under her eyebrows.
Ward stood and looked at her until the food was all on the table.
He was breathing unnaturally, and his jaws were set hard together. When
she pushed a box up to the table and sat down upon it, and rested her
elbows on the oilcloth and looked straight at him with her chin nested
in her two palms, he drew a long breath, hunched his shoulders with
some mental surrender, and grinned wryly.
"So be it," he yielded, throwing his hat upon the bunk. "I kinda
overplayed my hand, anyway. I most humbly ask your pardon!" He bowed
farcically and took up the wash-basin from its bench just outside the
door.
"You see, William Louisa," he went on quizzically, when he had
seated himself opposite her and was helping himself to the potatoes,
"when a young lady invades strange territory, and hides behind strange
doors, and jumps out at an unsuspecting but terribly well-meaning young
man, she 's apt to get a surprise. When emotions are bottled "
"Never mind the bottled emotions. I 'd like some potatoes, if you
don't want them all. I see you have n't the faintest idea how to treat
a guest. Charlie Fox would have died before he would help himself and
set down the dish away out of my reach. You could stick pins into him
till he howled, but you could n't make him be rude to a lady."
"I 'd sure like to, muttered Ward ambiguously and handed her every
bit of food within his reach.
"You can talk and eat at the same time, I see. So tell me what you
've been doing all this while." Billy Louise spoke lightly, even
flippantly, but her eyes were making love to him shyly, whether she
knew it or not.
"Working," answered Ward promptly and briefly. He was thinking at
the rate of a million thoughts a minute, it seemed to him, and he was
afraid to let go of himself and say what he thought. One thing he knew
beyond all doubt, and that was that he must be careful or he would see
his air-castle blow up in small fragments and come down a hopeless
ruin. He needed time to think, and Billy Louise was not giving him even
a minute. So he clutched at two decisions which instinct told him might
help him win to safety: He would not make love, and he would not tell
Billy Louise about the gold.
"Working! Well, so have I. But working at what? Did you hire out to
Junkins again? I thought you said you would n't till fall." Billy
Louise was watching Ward rather closely, perhaps to see how far she
might trust his recovered inscrutability. "Why don't you show some
human inquisitiveness about my being here?" she asked irrelevantly,
just as Ward was hastily choosing how he would answer her without
saying too much.
"It would n't be polite to be inquisitive about a lady, would it?"
Ward retorted, thankful for the change of subject.
"N-no but, then, you never bother about being just polite!
Charlie Fox would "
"Charlie Fox would think you came to see him," Ward asserted
uncharitably. "My head is n't swelled to that extent. Why did you come,
anyway?"
"To see you." Billy Louise lost her nerve when she saw the light
leap into his eyes. "To see whether you were dead or not," she revised
hastily, "so mommie would stop worrying about you. Mommie has pestered
the life out of me for the last month, thinking you might be sick or
hurt or something. So I was riding up this way, anyway, and "
"I see I 'll have to ride down and prove to mommie that I 'm very
much alive. I 'm sure glad to know that somebody takes an interest in
me as if I were a real human." Ward's eyes watched furtively her
face, but Billy Louise refused even to nibble at the bait.
"Why did n't you come before, then? You know mommie likes to have
you."
"How about mommie's child?" Ward's look was dangerous to his good
resolutions.
"Listen here, Ward." Billy Louise took refuge behind her terrible
frankness. "If you make love, I won't like you half as well. Don't you
know that all the time when I used to play with my pretend Ward Warren,
he he never made love?" A dimple tried to show itself in her check
and was sent about its business with a twist of her lips. "My pretend
Ward was lovely; he liked me to pieces, but he never came right out and
said so. He he skated around the subject " Billy Louise illustrated
the skating process by drawing her forefinger in a wide circle around
her cup. "He made love with his eyes and he kissed me with his
voice but he never spoiled it with words."
Ward grunted a word that sounded like "dam-chump."
"Nothing of the kind!" Billy Louise flew to the defense of her
"pretend." "He knew just exactly how a girl likes to be made love to.
And, anyway, you 've been doing the selfsame thing yourself, Ward
Warren, till just now. And "
"Oh, have I?"
"Yes, you have. And I might have known better than to to startle
you. You always, eternally, do something nobody 'd ever dream of your
doing. The first time, when I threw that chip, you pulled a gun on me
" The voice of Billy Louise squeezed down to a wisp of a whisper. Her
eyes were remorseful. "Oh, Ward, I did n't mean to to "
"It 's all right. I 've got it coming." It was as if a mask had
dropped before Ward's features. Even his eyes looked strange and hard
in that face of set muscles, though the thin, bitter lips and quivering
nostrils showed that there was feeling behind it all. "I see where you
're right, William. You need n't be afraid; I won't make love again."
Billy Louise looked as though she wanted to beat something
herself, most likely. She stared as they stare who watch from the dock
while a loved one slips farther and farther away on a voyage from which
there may be no return; only Billy Louise was not one to watch and do
nothing else.
"Now, Ward, don't be silly." The fright in her voice was overlaid
with a sharpened tenderness. "You know perfectly well I did n't mean
that. You 're only proving that in the human problem you 're raised to
Stop looking darning-needles at that coffee-pot and listen here!"
Billy Louise leaned over the table and caught at his nearest hand,
which was a closed fist. With her own little fingers digging
persistently into the tensed muscles, she pried the fist open. "Ward,
behave yourself, or I 'll go straight home!" She held his straightened
fingers in her own and drew a sharp breath because they lay inert
dead things so far as any response came to her clasp; the first and
middle fingers yellowed a little from cigarettes, the nails soft and
pink from much immersion in water. A tale they told, if Billy Louise
had been paying attention.
"Ward, you certainly are the limit! You know as well as I do that
that does n't make a particle of difference. If I had been a boy
instead of a girl, and had bucked the world for a living, I 'd probably
have done worse; and, anyway, it does n't matter!" Her voice rose as if
she were growing desperate. "I I like you to pieces, Ward, and I
'd I 'd rather marry you than anyone else. But I don't want to
think about that for a long while. I don't want to be engaged, or or
any different than the way we 've been. It was good to be just pals. It
was like my pretend Ward. I I always wanted him to love me, but I
would n't play that he told me, Ward. Oh, don't you see?" She shut
her teeth hard together, because if she had n't she would have been
crying in another ten seconds.
"I see." Ward spoke dully, evenly, and he still stared at the
coffee-pot with that gimlet gaze of his that made Billy Louise want to
scream. "I see a whole lot that I 'd been shutting my eyes to. Why
don't you feel insulted "
"Ward Warren, if you 're going to act like a a " I suspect that
Billy Louise, in her desperation, was tempted to use a swear word, but
she resisted the temptation. She got up and went around him, hesitated
while she looked down at his set face, drew a long breath, and blinked
back some tears of self-reproach because of the devils of memory she
had unwittingly turned loose to jibe at this man.
"This is why," she said softly; leaning, she pressed her lips down
upon his bitter ones and let them lie there for a dozen heart-beats.
Ward's face relaxed, and his eyes went to hers with the hungry
tenderness she had seen so often there. He leaned his head against her
and threw up an arm to clasp her close. He did not say a word.
"After I have kissed a man," said Billy Louise, struggling back to
her old whimsical manner, "it won't be a bit polite for him to have any
doubts of my feelings toward him, or my belief in himself." Her fingers
tangled themselves in his hair, just where the wave was the most
pronounced.
She had drawn the poison. Now she set herself to restore a
perfectly normal atmosphere.
"He 's going to be just exactly the same good pal he was before,"
she went on, speaking softly. "And he 's going to bring some water so I
can wash the dishes, and then bring Blue so I can go home, and he is
n't going to say a single thing more about anything that matters two
whoops."
Ward's clasp tightened and then grew loose. He drew a long breath
and let her go.
"You do like me a little bit, don't you?" His eyes were like the
eyes of the damned asking for water.
"I like you two little bits." Billy Louise took his face between
her two palms and smiled down at him bravely, with the pure candor that
was a part of her. "But I don't want us to be anything but pals; not
for a long while. It 's so good, just being friends. And once we get
away from that point, we can't go back to it again, ever. And I 'm sure
it 's good enough to be worth while making it last as long as we can.
So now "
"It 's going to be quite a contract, Wilhemina." Ward still looked
at her with his heart in his eyes.
"Oh, no, it won't! You 've had lots of practice," Billy Louise
assured him confidently and began putting the few dishes in a neat
little pile. "And, anyway, you are perfectly able to handle any kind of
a contract. All you need do is make up your mind. And that 's made up
already. So the next thing on the programme is to bring a bucket of
water. Did you notice anything different about your cabin? I thought
you bragged to me about being such a good housekeeper! Why, you had n't
swept the floor, even, since goodness knows when and I 've made up a
bundle of your dirty shirts and things that I found under the bed, and
I 'm going to take them home and let Phoebe wash them. She can do them
this evening and have them ready for you to bring back to-morrow. When
I was a kid and went to see Marthy and Jase, I used to promise them
cookies with 'raisings' in the middle. I thought there was nothing
better in the world. I was just thinking I 'll maybe bake you some
cookies with raisings on top, to bring home. You don't seem to waste
much time cooking stuff. Bacon and beans, and potatoes and sour-dough
bread: that seems to be your regular bill of fare. And tomatoes for
Sunday, I reckon; I saw some empty cans outside. Don't you ever feel
like coming down to the ranch and getting a square meal?"
"Oh, you William the Conqueror!" Ward stood with the water bucket
in his hand, and looked at her with that smile hidden just behind his
lips and his eyes. "You sure sabe how to make things come your way,
don't you?" He started for the door, stopped with his toes over the
threshold, and looked back at her. "If I knew how to get what I want,
as easily as you do," he said, "we 'd be married and keeping house
before to-morrow night!" He laughed grimly at the start she gave. "As
it is, you 're the doctor, William Louisa. We remain mere friends!"
With that he went off to the creek.
He was gone at least four times as long as was necessary, but he
came back whistling, and he did not make love to her except with his
eyes.
"YOU 'VE got quite a lot of hay put up, I see," Billy Louise remarked,
when they were leaving.
"Sure. I told you I 've been working." Ward's tone was cheerful to
the point of exuberance. He felt as though he could work day and night
now, with the memory of Billy Louise's lips upon his own.
"You never put up that hay alone," she told him bluntly, "and you
need n't try to make me believe you did. I know better."
"How do you know?" Ward glanced over his shoulder at the stack,
then humorously at her. He recognized the futility of trying to fool
Billy Louise, but he was in the mood to tease her.
"Humph! I 've helped stack hay myself, if you please. I can tell a
one-man stack when I see it. Who did you get to help? Junkins?"
"No, a half-baked hobo I ran across. I had him here a month."
"Oh! Are those your horses down there? They can't be." Last April,
Billy Louise had been very well informed as to Ward's resources. She
was evidently trying to match her knowledge of their well-defined
limitations with what she saw now of prosperity in its first stages.
"They are, though. A dandy span of mares. I got a bargain there."
Billy Louise pondered a minute. "Ward, you are n't going into debt,
are you?" Her tone was anxious. "It 's so beastly hard to get out, once
you 're in!"
"I don't owe anybody a red cent, William Louisa. Honest."
"Well, but " Billy Louise looked at him from under puckered
brows.
Ward laughed oddly. "I 've been working, William. Last spring I
hunted wolves for awhile; old ones and dens. They 'd killed a couple of
calves for me, and I got out after them. I made good at it; the
bounty counts up pretty fast, you know."
"Yes-s, it does." Billy Louise bit her lips thoughtfully, turned
looked back at the haystack, at the long line of new, wire fence, and
at the two heavyset mares feeding contentedly along the creek. "There
must be money in wolves," she remarked evenly.
"There is. At least, I made good money hunting them." The smile was
hiding behind Ward's lips again and threatening to come boldly to the
surface. "They have n't bothered you any, I hope?"
"No," said Billy Louise, "they have n't. I guess they must be all
up your way."
For the life of him Ward could not tell to a certainty whether
there was sarcasm in her tone or whether she spoke in perfect
innocence. The shrewdest of us deceive ourselves sometimes. Ward might
have known he could not fool Billy Louise, who had careworn experience
of the cost of ranch improvements and could figure almost the exact
number of wolf-bounties it would take to pay for what he had put into
his claim. Still, he was right in thinking she would not quiz him
beyond a certain point. She seemed to have reached that point quite
suddenly, for she did not say another word about Ward's affairs.
"What all 's been happening in the world, anyway?" he asked, when
they had exhausted some very trivial subjects. "Your world, I mean.
Anything new or startling taken place?"
"Not a thing. Marthy was down last week and spent the day with us.
I never saw anybody change as much as she has. She looks almost neat
these days. And she can't talk about anything but Charlie and how well
he 's doing. She lets him do most of the managing, I think. And he had
some money left to him, this spring, and has put it into cattle. He
bought quite a lot of mixed stock from Seabeck and some from Winters
and Nelson, Marthy says. I passed some of his cattle coming up."
"Going to have a rival in the business, am I?" Ward laughed. "I was
figuring on being the only thriving young cattle-king in this neck of
the woods, myself."
"Well, Charlie 's in a fair way to beat you to it. I wish," sighed
Billy Louise, "some kind person would leave me a bunch of money. Don't
you? Cattle are coming up a little all the time. I 'd like to own a lot
more than I do."
"Well, we " Ward stopped and reconsidered. "If wolfing continues
to pay like it has done," he said, with a twitch of the lips, "I intend
to stick my little Y6 monogram on a few more cowhides before snow
flies, William. And when you 've had enough of this friend business "
"Oh, by that time we 'll all be rich!" Billy Louise declared
lightly, and for a wonder Ward was wise enough to let that close the
subject.
"We 're getting neighbors down below, too," she observed later. "I
did n't tell you that. Down the river a few miles. The country is
settling up all the time," she sighed. "Pretty soon there won't be any
more wilderness left. I like it up where you 've located. That will
stay wild forever, won't it? They can't plant spuds on those hills,
anyway.
"And did you hear, Ward? Seabeck and some of the others have been
losing stock, they say. You know Marthy lost four calves last fall, by
some means. Charlie Fox was terribly worried about it, though it was
his own fault, and well, I thought at the time someone had taken
them, and I think so still. And just the other day one of Seabeck's men
stopped at the ranch, and he told me they 're shy some cows and calves.
They can't imagine what went with them, and they 're lying low and not
saying anything much about it. You have n't heard or seen anything,
have you, Ward?"
"I 've stuck so close to the hills I have n't heard or seen
anything," Ward affirmed. "It 's amazing, the way the days slip by when
a fellow 's busy all the time. Except for two trips out the other way,
to Hardup, I have n't been three miles from my claim all spring."
"Hardup! That 's where the bank was robbed, a few weeks ago, is n't
it? The stage-driver told me about it."
"I don't know; I had n't heard anything about it. I have n't been
there for a month and more," said Ward easily. "Nearer two months, come
to think of it. I was there after a mower and rake and some wire."
"Oh!" Billy Louise glanced at him sidelong and added several more
wolves to the number she had mentally put down to Ward's credit.
Ward twisted in the saddle so that he faced her, and his eyes were
dancing with mischief. "Honest, William, I 'm not wading into debt.
Every cent I 've put into that place this summer I made hunting wolves.
That 's a fact, Wilhemina."
"I wish you 'd tell me how, so I can do it, too," Billy Louise
sighed, convinced by his tone and flat statement, yet feeling certain
there was some "catch" to it, after all. It was exactly like a riddle
that sounds perfectly plain and simple to the ear, and to the reason
utterly impossible.
"Well, I will when you 're through playing pals," he assured her
cruelly. Ward did not know women very well, but he believed curiosity
to be one of the strongest traits in the sex. "That 's a bargain,
William Louisa, and I 'll shake hands on it if you like. When you 've
had enough of this just-friend business, I 'll show you how I dig
dollars outa wolf-dens." He grinned at the puzzled face of her. It was
a riddle, and he had practically put the answer before her, and still
she could not see it. There was a little streak of devilment in Ward,
and happiness was uncovering the streak.
"I never said I was crazy to know," Billy Louise squelched him
promptly. "Not that crazy, anyway. I 'll live quite as long without
knowing, I reckon." She almost won her point because Ward did not
know women very well. He hesitated, gave her a quick, questioning
glance, and actually opened his lips to tell her all about it. He got
as far as, "Oh, well, I suppose I 'll have to " when Billy Louise saw
a rattlesnake in the trail ahead and spurred up to kill it with her
rope. She really was crazy to know the answer to the riddle, but a
rattlesnake will interrupt anything from a proposal of marriage to a
murder.
Ward's finger had gone into the pocket in his shirt where the
nugget he had found that morning was sagging the cloth a little. He had
been on the point of giving it to Billy Louise, but he let it stay
where it was and instead took down his own rope to get after the snake,
that had crawled under a bush and there showed a disposition to fight.
And since Blue was no fonder of rattlesnakes than he was of mud, Billy
Louise could not bring him close enough for a direct blow.
"Get back, and I 'll show you why I named this cayuse Rattler,"
Ward shouted. "I 'll bet I 've killed five hundred snakes with him "
"Almost as many as you have wolves!" Billy Louise snapped back at
him and so lost her point just when she had practically gained it. Ward
certainly would not tell her, after that stab.
Rattler perked his ears forward toward the strident buzzing which
once heard is never forgotten, and which is never heard without a
tensing of nerves. He sighted the snake, coiled and ready for war in
the small shade of a rabbit-bush. He circled the spot warily, his head
turned sidewise, and his eyes fixed upon the flattened, ugly head with
its thread of a darting tongue.
Ward pulled his gun, "threw down" on the snake, and cut off its
head with a bullet.
"I could have done that myself," Billy Louise asserted jealously.
"Well, I forgot. Next time I 'll let you do the shooting. I was
going to show you how Rattler helps. He 'll circle around just right so
I can make one swing of the rope do. But Mr. Snake stuck too close to
that rabbit brush; and I was afraid if I drove him out of there with my
rope, he 'd get under those rocks. I 'm sorry, Wilhemina. I did n't
think."
"Oh, I can get all the snake-shooting I want, any time." Billy
Louise laughed good-humoredly. "I wish you 'd give Blue a few lessons
the old sinner!"
"Not on your life, I won't." Ward leaned from the saddle, picked up
the snake by the tail, pinched off the rattles and dropped the
repulsive thing to the ground with a slight shiver of relief. He gave
the rattles to Billy Louise. "I 'm glad Blue does feel a wholesome
respect for rattlers; he 'll take better care of himself and his
mistress. With me it does n't matter."
"Oh does n't it?" asked Billy Louise, and there was that in her
tone that made Ward's heart give a flop. "There 's some of Marthy's
cattle right ahead," she added hurriedly, seizing the first trifle with
which to neutralize the effect of that tone.
"MK monogram," said Ward absently, reading the brand mechanically,
as is the habit of your true range man. "Pretty fresh, too. Must have
just bought them."
"He got them a month or so ago," said Billy Louise. "Marthy says
"
"A month?" Ward turned and gave the cow nearest him a keener look.
"Pretty good condition," he observed, quite idly. "Say, William, when
these hills get filled up with Y6es and big Ds, all these other scrub
critters will have to hunt new range, won't they?"
"It will be a long while before the big Ds crowd out so much as a
crippled calf," Billy Louise answered pessimistically. "I lost two nice
heifers, a week or so ago. They broke through the upper fence into the
alfalfa and started to fill up, of course. They were dead when I found
them."
"Next time I cash in my wolf " Ward started to promise, but she
cut him short.
"Do you mind if we stop at the Cove, Ward? Mommie wanted me to stop
and get some currants. Marthy says they 're ripe, and she has more than
she knows what to do with."
"I don't mind if you 're dead sure it 's the currants."
"You certainly are in a pestering mood to-day," Billy Louise
protested, laughing. "You can't jump any game on that trail, smarty.
Charlie Fox is a perfectly lovely young man, but he 's got a girl in
Wyoming. The stage-driver says there 's never been a trip in that he
did n't take a letter from the Cove box to Miss Gertrude M. Shannon,
Elk Valley, Wyoming. So you need n't try "
"Nice, mouthy stage-driver," Ward commented. "Foxy ought to land on
him a few times and see if he 'd take the hint."
"Well, I knew it before he told me. Marthy said last winter that
Charlie 's engaged. He 's trying to get prosperous enough to marry her
and bring her out to the Cove; it will be his when Marthy dies, anyway.
I must say Charlie 's a hustler, all right. He keeps a man all the time
now, since he bought more cattle. Peter Howling Dog 's working for him.
Charlie 's tried to range-herd his cattle so he and Peter can gather
them alone; and he offered to look after mine, too, so I won't have so
much riding to do this hot weather. He 's awfully nice, Ward, really. I
don't care if he is a rah-rah boy. And he is n't a bit in love with
me."
"Is it possible," grinned Ward, "that any human man can come out
West and not fall in love with the Prairie Flower "
"Ward Warren, do you want me to "
"But it 's breaking all the rules of romance, Bill-the-Conk!" Ward
persisted. "No story-sharp would ever stand for a thing like that.
Don't you know that the nice young man from college always takes notice
in the second chapter, says 'By Jove! What a little beauty!" in the
third, and from there on till the wind-up spends most of his time
running around in circles because the beautiful flower of the rancho
gives him the bad eye?" He twisted sidewise in the saddle, took a
half-hitch with the reins around the saddle-horn, and proceeded to
manufacture a cigarette while he went on with the burlesque.
"It opened out according to Hoyle, a year age, William. Nice young
man comes west. Finds Flower of the Rancho first rattle of the box,
with brave young buckaroo riding herd on her to beat four of a kind.
Looks like there 's no chance for our young hero. Brave buckaroo has to
hie him forth to toil, however " Ward paused long enough to light up,
and afterwards blow out the match carefully before dropping it in the
trail, " at the humble sum of forty dollars per month. That leaves
our young hero on the job temporarily. Stick in a few chapters of
heart-burnings on the part of the brave buckaroo "
"Oh, yes, no doubt!" from Billy Louise, who was trying not to
giggle.
"Oh, he had 'em, far as that goes. Brave buckaroo had
heart-burnings enough for a Laura Jean Libbey romance. All according to
Hoyle. Young hero Say, Bill, what 's the matter with that gazebo,
anyway? Has n't he got good eyesight, or what? Can't the chump see he
's overlooking a bet when "
"Oh, you make me sick!" Billy Louise slashed at a ripening branch
of service berries with her quirt and scared Blue so that he lunged
against the romancer. "You men seem to think the girl has nothing to
say about it! You think we just sit and smile and wait for somebody to
snap his fingers, and we jump at him! You "
"Did n't I say there would be several chapters where the haughty
beauty keeps our young hero running around in circles, and brave
buckaroo can't figure out whether he ought to buy a ring or more shells
for his six-gun?"
"With the inference that she flops into his arms in the last
chapter and hides her maidenly blushes against the pocket where he
keeps his sack of Bull Durham and papers "
"Oh, you Bill-the-Conk! It would be the brave buckaroo in the last
chapter then, would it?" Ward leaned close, swift tenderness putting
the teasing twinkle to flight from his eyes. "Our young hero smokes a
briar, Wilhemina-mine!"
"We-el don't skip!" cried Billy Louise, backing away from him
with more blushes than any girl could hope to hide behind a coat of
tan. "There 's lots of chapters before the last. And you 've got to
read them straight through and no fair skipping!"
"Wilhemina-mine!" Ward repeated the newly invented appellation,
which seemed to approach satisfactorily close to the line of forbidden
endearments.
"Oh, for pity's sake! I never knew you to act so." Billy Louise
scowled unconvincingly at him from a safe distance.
"I never was kissed before," blurted Ward foolhardily, kicking
Rattler closer.
"Well, if that 's what ails you, I 'll see it does n't happen
again," retorted Billy Louise squelchingly, and Ward's self-assurance
was not great enough to lift him over the barrier of that rebuff.
They came upon Charlie Fox sitting on his horse beside the crude
mail-box, reading avidly a letter of many crisp, close-written pages.
Billy Louise flashed Ward an I-told-you-so glance.
"Why, how do you do?" Charlie came out of cloud-land with a start
and turned to them cordially, while he hastily folded the letter.
"Going down into the Cove? That 's good. I was just up after the mail.
How are things up your way, Warren?"
"Fine as silk." Ward's eyes swung briefly toward what he considered
the chief bit of fineness.
"That 's good. Trail 's a little narrow for three, is n't it? I 'll
ride ahead and open the gate."
"They 've got a new gate down here," said Billy Louise trivially.
"I forgot that important bit of news."
"Well, it is important to us Covers," smiled Charlie, glancing
back at them. "No more bars to be left down accidentally. This gate
shuts itself, in case someone forgets."
"And you have n't lost any more cattle, have you?" The question was
a statement, after Billy Louise's habit.
"Not out of the Cove, at any rate. I can't speak so positively as
to the outside stock of course."
"You 've missed some?" Billy Louise never permitted a tone to slip
past her without tagging it immediately with plain English. Charlie's
tone had said something to which his words made no reference.
"I don't like to say that, Miss Louise. Very likely they have stray
drifted, I mean back toward their home ranch. Peter and I can't
keep cases very closely, of course."
Billy Louise shifted uneasily in the saddle and pulled her eyebrows
together. "If you think you 've lost some cattle, for heaven's sake why
don't you say so!" (Ward smiled to himself at her tone.) "If there 's
anything I hate, it 's hinting and never coming right out with
anything. Have you lost any?"
Charlie turned with a hand on the cantle and faced her with polite
reproach. "Peter says we have," he admitted, with very evident
reluctance. "I hardly think so myself. I 'd have to count them. I know,
of course, how many we 've bought in the last year."
"Well, Peter knows more about it than you do," Billy Louise told
him bluntly. "If he has missed any, they 're probably gone."
"I was in hopes you would be on my side, Miss Louise." Charlie
smiled deprecatingly. "I 've argued with Aunt Martha and Peter until
But I did n't know you were a confirmed pessimist as well!"
"You did n't neglect to put your brand on them, did you?" asked
Billy Louise cruelly.
Charlie flushed under the sunburn. "Really, Miss Louise, you 've no
mercy on a tenderfoot, have you?" he protested. "No, they are all
branded, really they are. Peter and Aunt Martha saw to that," he
confessed naïvely.
"It seems queer," said Billy Louise, thinking aloud. "Ward, there
certainly is rustling going on around here; and no one seems to know a
thing beyond the mere fact that they 're losing cattle. Seabeck has
lost some "
"Oh, are you sure?" Charlie's eyes widened perceptibly. "I had n't
heard that. By Jove! It sort of makes a fellow feel shaky about going
into cattle very strong, does n't it? It it knocks off the profits
like the very deuce, to keep losing one here and there."
"A fellow has to figure on a certain percentage of loss," said
Ward. "This the new gate?"
"Yes." Charlie seemed relieved by the diversion. "Just merely a
gate, as you see; but we Covers are proud of every little improvement.
Aunt Martha comes up here every day, I verily believe, just to look at
it and admire it. The poor old soul never had any conveniences that she
could n't make herself, you know, and she thinks this is great stuff. I
put this padlock on it so she can lock herself in, nights when I'm
away. She feels better with the gate locked. And then I 've got a dog
that 's as good as a company of soldiers himself. If either of you
happen down here when there 's no one about, you will have to introduce
yourselves to Cerberus so named because he guards the gates not the
gate to Hades, please remember. Surbus, Aunt Martha calls him, which is
good Idahoese and seems to please him as well as any other. Just speak
to him by name Surbus if you like and he will be all right, I
think." He held open the gate for them to ride through and gave them a
comradely look and smile as they passed.
Ward took in the details of the heavy gate that barred the gorge.
He did not know that he betrayed the fact even to the sharp eyes of
Billy Louise, but he could not quite bring himself to the point of
meeting Charlie Fox anywhere near half-way in his overtures for
friendship.
"The weight is so heavy that the gate shuts and latches itself, you
see," Charlie went on, mounting on the inside of the barrier and
following cheerfully after them. "But that does n't satisfy Aunt
Martha. She and Surbus make a special pilgrimage up here every night."
"She must be pretty nervous." Ward could not quite see why such
precautions were necessary in a country where no man locked his door
against the world.
"Well, she is, though you would n't suspect it, would you? When one
thinks of the life she has lived, and how she pioneered in here when
the country was straight wilderness, and all that. Of course, I did n't
know her before Uncle Jason died do you think she has changed since,
Miss Louise?"
"Lots," Billy Louise assured him briefly. She was wondering why
Ward was so stiff and unnatural with Charlie Fox.
"I think myself that the shock of losing him must have made the
difference in her. There 's Surbus; how 's that for a voice? And he 's
just as bloodthirsty as he sounds, too. I 'd hate to have him tackle me
in the gorge, on a dark night. He 's too savage, though it 's only with
strangers, and we don't see many of them. He almost ate Peter up, when
he first came. And he gave you quite a scare last spring, did n't he,
Miss Louise?"
"He came within an ace of getting his head shot off," Billy Louise
qualified laconically. "Marthy came out just in the nick of time. I
absolutely refuse to be chewed up by any dog; and I don't care who he
belongs to."
"Same here, William," approved Ward.
Charlie laughed. "I see Surbus is not going to be popular with the
neighbors," he said easily. "I do feel very apologetic over him. But
Marthy wanted me to get a dog, and so when a fellow offered me this
one, I took him; and as Surbus happened to take a fancy to me, I did
n't realize what a savage brute he is, till he tackled Peter and then
Miss Louise."
"Well, Miss Louise was perfectly able to defend herself, so you
need n't feel apologetic about that," said Billy Louise a trifle
sharply. She hated Surbus, and she was quite open in her hatred. "If he
ever comes at me again, and nobody calls him off, I shall shoot him."
It was not a threat, as she spoke it, but a plain statement of a fact.
"You 'd better serve notice too, Ward. He 's a nasty beast, and he 'd
just as soon kill a person as not. He was going to jump for my throat.
He was crouched, just ready to spring and I had my gun out when
Marthy saw us and gave a yell fit to wake the dead. Surbus did n't
jump, and I did n't shoot. That 's how close he came to being a dead
dog."
She glanced at Ward and then furtively at Charlie Fox. If
expression meant anything, Surbus was yet in danger of paying for that
assault. She caught Ward's truculent eye, smiled, and shook her head at
him. "We 're pretty fair friends now," she said. "At least, we don't
try to kill each other whenever we meet. 'Armed neutrality' fits our
case fine."
"I think I 'll volunteer under your flag," said Ward. "I 'll leave
Cerberus alone as long as he leaves me and my friends alone. But I 'd
advise him not to start anything."
"That 's all Surbus or anyone else can ask. Come on, old fellow!
Pardon me," he added to his companions and rode past them to meet the
great, heavy-jowled dog. "Be still, Surbus. We 're all friends, here."
The dog lifted a non-committal glance to Ward's face, growled deep
in his chest, and dropped behind, nosing the tracks of Blue and Rattler
as if he would identify them and fix them in his memory for future use.
Ward had never seen the Cove in summer. He looked about him
curiously, struck by the atmosphere of quiet plenty. Over the crude
fence hung fruit-laden branches from the jungle within. There was a
smell of ripening plums in the air, and the hum of bees. Somewhere in
the orchard a wild canary was singing. If he could live down here, he
thought, with Billy Louise and none other near, he would ask no odds of
the world or of heaven. He glanced at Charlie Fox enviously. Well, he
had a fairly well-sheltered place of his own, up there in the hills. He
could set out fruit and plants and things and have a little Eden of his
own; though of course it could n't be like this place, sheltered as it
was from harsh winds by that high rock wall, and soaking in sunshine
all day long. Still, he could fix his place up a lot, with a little
time and thought and a good deal of hard work.
He looked at Billy Louise and saw how the beauty of the place
appealed to her, and right there he decided to study horticulture so
that he could raise plums and apples and hollyhocks and things.
"THAT old dame down there thinks a lot of you, William." Ward had
closed the gate and was preparing to remount.
"Well, is there any reason why she should n't?" The tone of Billy
Louise was not far from petulant.
"Not a reason. What 's molla, Bill?"
"Nothing that I know of." Billy Louise lifted her eyes to the rock
cabbages on the cliff above them and tried to speak convincingly.
"Yes, there is. Something 's gone wrong. Can't you tell a pal,
Wilhemina?"
There was no resisting that tone. Billy Louise looked at him, and
though she still frowned, her eyes lightened a little.
"No, I can't tell a pal or anybody else. I don't know. Something
's different, down there. I don't know what it is, and I don't like
it." She thought a minute and then smiled with that little twist of the
lips Ward liked so much. "Maybe it 's the dog," she guessed. "I never
see his ugly mug that I don't feel like taking a shot at him. I like
dogs, too, as a general thing. He 's got a wicked heart! I know he has.
He 'd like nothing better than to take a chunk out of me."
"I 'll go back and kill him; shall I, Bill Loo?"
"No. Some day maybe I 'll get a chance at him myself. I 've warned
Marthy, so "
"Are you dead sure it 's the dog?" Ward looked at her with that
keenness of glance which was hard to meet if one wanted to keep a
secret from him.
"Why?" Billy Louise's tone did not invite further questioning.
"Oh, nothing! I just wondered."
"You don't like Charlie; anybody can see that."
"Yes? Foxy 's a real nice young man."
"But you don't like him. You never do like anybody "
"No?" Ward's smile dared her to persist in the accusation. "In that
case I 've no business to be fooling around here when there 's work to
be done. That Cove down there has roused a heap of brand-new wants in
me, Wilhemina. Gotta have an orchard up on Mill Creek, lady fair. Gotta
have a flower garden and things that climb all over the house and smell
nice. Gotta have four times as much meadow as I 've got now, and a
house full of books and pictures and things, and more cattle and
horses, and a yellow canary in a yellow cage singing his head off out
on the porch. Gotta work like one son-of-a-gun, Wilhemina, to get all
those things and get 'em quick, so I can stand some show of getting
what I really do want."
"Well, am I keeping you?" Billy Louise was certainly in a
villainous mood.
"You are," Ward affirmed quite calmly. "Only for you, I 'd be
hustling like the mischief right this minute along the get-rich trail.
Say, Bill, I don't believe it 's the dog!" He looked at her with the
smile hiding just behind his lips and his eyes. And behind the smile,
if one's insight were keen enough to see it, was a troubled anxiety. He
shifted the pail of currants to the other arm and spoke again:
"What is it, Wilhemina? Something 's bothering you. Can't you tell
a fellow what it is?"
"No, I can't." Billy Louise spoke crossly. "I 've got a headache. I
've been riding ever since this morning, and I should think that 's
reason enough. I wish to goodness you 'd let me alone. Go on back to
work, if you 're so crazy about working; I 'm sure I don't want to
hinder you in any of your get-rich-quick schemes!" She shut her teeth
together with a click, jerked Blue angrily into the trail when he had
merely stepped out of it to avoid a rock, and managed to make him as
conscious of her mood as was Ward.
Ward eyed her unobtrusively with his face set straight ahead. He
glanced down at the pail of currants, which was heavy, and at the
trail, which was long and lonely. He twisted his lips in brief sarcasm
for he had a temper of his own and rode on with his neck set very
stiff and his eyes a trifle harder than they had ever been before when
Billy Louise rode alongside. He did not turn off at the ford and
Billy Louise betrayed by a quick glance at him that she had half
expected him to desert her there but crossed it beside her and rode
up the hill.
He had made up his mind that he would not speak to her again until
she wiped out, by apology or a change of manner, that last offensive
remark of hers. He hoped she realized that he was only going with her
to carry the currants, and he hoped she realized also that, if she had
been any other person who had spoken to him like that, he would have
dumped the currants on the ground and ridden off and left her to her
own devices.
He did not once speak to Billy Louise on the way to the Wolverine;
but his silence changed gradually from stubbornness to pure
abstraction, as they rode leisurely along the dusty trail with the
sunset glowing before them. He almost forgot the actual presence of
Billy Louise, and he did actually forget her mood. He was planning just
how and where he should plant his orchard, and he was mentally building
an addition to the cabin and screening a porch wide enough to hang a
hammock inside, and he was seeing Billy Louise luxuriously swinging in
that hammock while he sat close, and smoked and teased and gloried in
his possession of her companionship.
His thoughts shuttled to his little mine, though he seldom
dignified it by that title. He speculated upon the amount of gold he
might yet hope to wash out of that gravel streak, though he had held
himself sternly back from such mental indulgence all the spring. He
felt that he was going to need every grain of gold he could glean. He
wanted his wife he glowed at the mere thinking of that name to have
the nicest little home in the country. He decided that it would be
pleasanter than the Cove, all things considered; he had a fine view of
the rugged hills from his cabin, and he imagined the Cove must be
pretty hot during the days, with that high rock wall shutting off the
wind and reflecting the sun. His own place was sheltered, but still it
was not set down in the bottom of a well. She had liked it. She had
said . . .
They rode over the crest of the bluff and down the steep trail into
the Wolverine. However cloudy the atmosphere between the two, the ride
had seemed short so short that Ward felt the jar of surprise when he
looked down and saw the cabin below them. He glanced at Billy Louise,
guessed from her somber face that the villainous mood still held her,
and sighed a little. He was not deeply concerned by her mood. He
understood her too well to descend into any slough of despondence
because she was cross. Then he remembered the reason she had given
the reason he had not believed at the time. They were down by the gate,
then.
"Head still ache William?" he asked, in the tone which he could
make a fair substitute for a caress.
"Yes," said Billy Louise, and did not look at him.
Ward was inwardly skeptical, but he did not tell her so. He swung
off his horse, set down the pail of currants, and took Blue by the
bridle.
"You go on in. I 'll unsaddle," he commanded her quietly. And Billy
Louise, after a perceptible hesitation, obeyed him without looking at
him or speaking a word.
If Ward resented her manner, which was unreasonably uppish, he
could not have chosen a more effective revenge. He talked with Mrs.
MacDonald all through supper and paid no attention to Billy Louise.
After supper he spied a fairly fresh Boise paper, and underneath that
lay the Butte Miner. That discovery settled the evening, so far as he
was concerned. If he and Billy Louise had been on the best of terms, it
is doubtful if she could have dragged his attention from those papers.
Several times Billy Louise looked at him as though she meditated
going over and snatching them away from him, but she resisted the
temptation and continued to behave as a nice young woman should behave
toward a guest. She left him sitting inside by the lamp, which her
mother had lighted for his especial convenience, and went out and sat
on the doorstep and stared at the dusky line of hills and at the Big
Dipper. She was trying to think out the tangle of tiny, threadlike
mysteries that had enmeshed her thoughts and tightened her nerves until
she could not speak a decent word to anyone.
She felt that the lives of those around her were weaving
puzzle-patterns, and that she must guess the puzzle. And she felt as
though part of the patterns had been left out, so that there were
ragged points thrusting themselves upon her notice points that did
not point to anything.
She sat with her elbows on her knees and her chin in her cupped
palms, and scowled at the Big Dipper as if it held the answer away up
there beyond her reach. Where did Ward get the money to do all the
things he had done, this spring and summer? If he expected her to
believe that wolf story !
What became of the cattle that had disappeared, by twos and threes
and sometimes more, in the last few months? Was there a gang of thieves
operating in the country, and where did they stay?
Why had Ward hinted that she did not like Charlie Fox, and why did
n't he himself like Charlie? Why had she felt that weight of depression
creep over her when they were leaving the Cove? Why? Why?
Billy Louise tried to bring her cold, common sense to the front.
She had found it a most effective remedy for most moods. Now it assured
her impatiently that every question save one had been born in her
own super-sensitive self. That one definite question was the first one
she had tried to answer. It kept asking itself, over and over, until in
desperation Billy Louise went to bed and tried to forget it in sleep.
Somewhere about midnight she had heard the clock strike eleven a
long while ago she scared her mother by sitting up suddenly in bed
and exclaiming relievedly: "Oh, I know; it 's some new poison! He
poisons them!"
"Wake up! For the land's sake, what are you dreaming about?" Her
mother shook her agitatedly by the arm. "Billy Louise! Wake up!"
"All right, mommie." Billy Louise lay down and snuggled the light
blanket over her shoulders. She had been awake and thinking, thinking
till she thought she never could stop, but she did not tell mommie
that. She went to sleep and dreamed about poisoned wolves till it is a
wonder she did not have a real nightmare. The question was answered,
and for the time being the answer satisfied her.
Ward was surely an unusual type of young man. He did not seem to
remember, the next morning, that there had been any outbreak of bottled
emotions on his part the day before, or any ill-temper on the part of
Billy Louise, or anything at all out of the ordinary.
Billy Louise had prepared herself to apologize in some roundabout
manner which would effect a reconciliation without hurting her pride
too much and she was rather chagrined to discover that Ward seemed
neither to expect or to want any apology.
"Sorry I gotta go, William," he volunteered whimsically soon after
breakfast. "But I gotta dig. Say, Wilhemina, if I stay away long
enough, will you come after me again?"
"A wise man," said Billy Louise evasively, "may do a foolish thing
once, but only a fool does it twice."
"I don't believe it 's the dog." Ward shook his head at her in mock
meditation. "It would n't last overnight, if it was just the dog." He
looked at her with the hidden smile. "Are you sure "
"I 'm sure you know how to pester a person!" The lips of Billy
Louise twisted humorously. "Lots of things bother me, and you ought to
help me out instead of making it worse." She walked beside him down to
the corral where Rattler was waiting, saddled and bridled for the
homeward journey.
"Well, tell a fellow what they are. Of course, if it 's the dog "
"Ward Warren, you 're awful! It is n't the dog. Well, it is, but
there are heaps of other things I want to know, that I don't know. And
you don't seem to care about any single one of them."
Ward leaned up against the fence and tilted his hat to shade his
eyes from the sun. "Name a few of them, William Louisa. Not even a
brave young buckaroo can be expected to mind-read a girl. If he could
"
"Well, is it poison you use?" Billy Louise thought it best to
change Ward's trend of thought immediately. "Last night it just came to
me all at once that you must have found some poison besides strychnine
"
"Eh? Oh, I see!" He managed a rather provoking slur on the last
word. "No, William." His eyes twinkled at her. "It is n't poison. What
's the other thing you want to know?"
Billy Louise frowned, hesitated, and, accepting the rebuff, went on
to the next question:
"What went with Seabeck's cattle, and Marthy and Charlie's, and all
the others that have disappeared? You don't seem to care at all that
there seems to be rustling going on around here."
Ward gave her a quick look. His tone changed a bit:
"I don't know that there is any. I never yet lived in a cow-country
where there was n't more or less talk of rustling. You don't want to
take gossip like that too seriously. Anything more?"
Billy Louise glanced at him surreptitiously and looked away again.
Then she tried to go on as casually as she had begun.
"Well, there 's something about the Cove. I don't believe Marthy 's
happy. I could n't quite get hold of the thing yesterday that gave me
the blues but it 's Marthy. She 's grieving, or something. She 's
different. She 's changed more since last winter than she 's changed
since I can remember. You noticed something at least you spoke about
her coming up the gorge "
"I said she thinks a lot of you, Wilhemina." Ward's tone and manner
were natural again. "I noticed her looking at you when you did n't know
it. She thinks a heap of you, I should say, and she 's worrying about
something. Maybe she 'd rather have you in the Cove than Miss Gertrude
M. Shannon. Don't you reckon an old lady that has had her own way all
her life kind of dreads the advent of a brand-new bride in her domain?"
"Why, of course! Poor old thing! I never thought of that. And here
you hit the nail on the head just with a chance thought. That shows
what it means to be a brave young buckaroo, with heaps and piles of
brains!" She laughed at him, but behind her bantering was a new respect
for Ward's astuteness. "Go on. Tell me why you don't like Charlie Fox,
or why you refuse to admit how nice and kind he is and "
"But I don't refuse "
"Well, I put it stupidly, of course, but you know what I mean. Tell
me your candid opinion of him."
"I have n't any." Ward smoked imperturbably for a minute, so that
Billy Louise began to think he would not tell her what she wanted to
know. Ward could be absolutely, maddeningly dumb on some subjects, as
she had reason to know. But he continued, quite frankly for him:
"Has it ever struck you, William Jane, that after all Foxy is not
sacrificing such a hell of a lot?" He bit his lip because of the word
he had let slip, but since Billy Louise took no notice, he went on: "He
's got a pretty good thing, down there, if you stop to think. The old
lady won't live always, and she 's managed to build up a pretty fine
ranch. It stands Foxy in hand to be good to her, don't you think? He
'll have a pretty fine stake out of it. Far as I know, he 's all right.
I merely fail to see where he 's got a right to wear any halo on his
manly brow. He 's got a good hand in the game, and he 's playing it a
heap better than lots of men would. Dot 's all, Wilhemina." He turned
to her as if he would dismiss the subject. "Don't run off with the
notion that I 'm out after the heart's blood of our young hee-ro. I
like him all right far as he goes. I like him a heap better," he
owned frankly, "since I glommed him devouring that letter from Miss
Gertrude M. Shannon.
"Don't you want to ride a ways with me?" His eyes made love while
he waited for her to speak. "Don't?" (When she shook her head.) "You
're a pretty mean young person sometimes, are n't you? Wha 's molla?
Did I give you more mood than I wiped off the slate?"
"I don't know. You say a sentence or two, and it 's like slashing a
knife into a curtain. You show all kinds of things that were nicely
covered before." Billy Louise spoke gloomily. "I 'll see Marthy as a
poor old lady waiting to be saddled with a boss, from now on. And
Charlie Fox just simply working for his own interests and "
"Now William!"
"Oh, I can see it myself, now."
"Well, what if he is? We 're all of us working for our own
interests, are n't we?" He saw the gloom still deep in her eyes and
flung out both hands impatiently. "All right, all right! I 'll plead
the cause of our young hee-ro, then. What would old Marthy do without
him? He 's made her more comfortable than she ever was in her life,
probably. I noticed a big difference in the cabin, yesterday. And he 's
doing the work, and taking the responsibility, and making the ranch
more valuable even put a wire on the gate, that rings a bell at the
house, so she 'll know when company 's coming, and can get the kitchen
swept. He 's done a lot "
"For himself!" In her disillusionment Billy Louise went too far the
other way. "And the cabin is more comfortable for that girl when he
brings her there to run over Marthy!"
"Well, what of it? You don't expect him to put in his time for
nothing, do you? In the last analysis we 're all self-centred brutes,
Wilhemina. We 're thinking once for the other fellow and twice for
ourselves, always. I 'm working and scheming day and night to get a
stake so I can have what means happiness to me. Marthy 's letting
Foxy have full swing in the Cove, because that gives her an easier life
than she 's ever had. If she didn't want him there, she 'd mighty quick
shoo him up the gorge, or I don't know the old lady. We 're all
selfish."
"I think it 's a horrid world!" rebelled the youthful ideas of
Billy Louise. "I wish you wouldn't say you 're just thinking of
yourself "
"I 'm human," he pointed out. "I want my happiness. So do you, for
that matter. We all want to get all we can out of life."
"And at the other fellow's expense!"
"Oh, not necessarily. Some of us want the other fellow to be just
as happy as we are." His look pointed the meaning for him.
"I don't care; I think it 's mean of Charlie Fox to bring "
"Maybe not. The chances are the young lady will take to housework
like a bear-cub to a syrup keg, and old Marthy will potter around with
her flowers and be perfectly happy with the two of them. Cheer up, Bill
Loo! Lemme have a smile, anyway, before I go. And I wish," he added
quizzically, "you 'd spare me some of the sympathy you 've got going to
waste. I 'm a poor lonesome devil working away to get a stake, and you
know why. I don't have nobody to give me a kind word, and I don't have
no fun nor nothing, nohow. Come on and ride a mile or two!"
"I have to help mommie," said Billy Louise, which was not true.
"Well, if you won't, darn it, don't!" Ward reached down, caught her
hand, and squeezed it, taking a chance on being seen. "Gotta go,
Wilhemina-mine. Adios. I won't stay away so long next time." He turned
away to his horse, stuck his foot in the stirrup, and went up into the
saddle without any apparent effort. Then he swung Rattler closer to
where she stood beside the gate.
"Sure you want to be just pals, Wilhemina-mine?" he asked, bending
close to her.
"Of course I 'm sure," said Billy Louise quickly a shade too
quickly.
Ward looked at her intently and shrugged his shoulders, "All
right," he said, in the tone which made plain his opinion of her
decision. "You 're the doctor."
Billy Louise watched him up the hill and out of sight over the top.
When he was gone, she caught Blue and saddled him; then, with her gun
buckled around her hips and her rope coiled beside the saddle-fork, she
rode dismally up the canyon.
WOLVERINE canyon, with the sun shining down aslant into its depths,
was a picturesque gash in the hills, wild enough in all conscience, but
to the normal person not in the least degree gloomy. The jutting crags
were sunlit and warm. The cherry thickets whispered in a light breeze
and sheltered birds that sang in perfect content. The service berries
were ripening and hung heavy-laden branches down over the trail to
tempt a rider into loitering. The creek leaped over rocks, slid thin
blades of swift current between the higher bowlders, and crept
stealthily down into shady pools, where speckled trout lay motionless
except for the gently-moving tail and fins that held them stationary in
some deeper shadow. Not a gloomy place, surely, when the peace of a
sunny morning laid its spell upon the land.
Billy Louise, however, did not respond to the canyon's enticements.
She brooded over her own discouragements and the tantalizing little
puzzles which somehow would not lend themselves to any convincing
solution.. She was in that condition of nervous depression where she
saw her finest cows dead of bloat in the alfalfa meadows and how
would she pay that machinery note, then? She saw John Pringle calling
unexpectedly and insistently for his "time" and where would she find
another man whom she could trust out of her sight? John Pringle was
slow, and he was stupid and growled at poor Phoebe till Billy Louise
wanted to shake him, but he was "steady," and that one virtue covers
many a man's faults and keeps him drawing wages regularly.
Her mother had been more and more inclined to worry as the hot
weather came on; lately her anxiety over small things had rather gotten
upon the nerves of Billy Louise. She felt ill-used and down-hearted and
as if nothing mattered much anyway. She passed her cave with a mere
glance and scowl for the memories of golden days in her lonely
childhood that clung around it. She passed Minervy's cave, and her lips
quivered with self-pity because that childhood was gone, and she must
not waste time or energy upon romantic "pretends," but must measure
haystacks and allow so much for "settling", and then add and multiply
and divide all over two sheets of tablet paper to find out how much hay
she had to winter the stock on. She must hold herself rigidly to facts,
and tend fences and watch irrigating ditches, and pay interest on notes
three or four years old, and ride the hills and work her way through
rocky canyons, keeping watch over the cattle that meant so much. She
had meant to talk over things with Ward and ask his advice about
certain details that required experienced judgment. But Ward had
precipitated her thoughts into strange channels and so had
unconsciously thwarted her counsel-seeking intentions. She had wanted
to talk things over with Marthy, and Marthy had also unconsciously
prevented her doing so and had filled Billy Louise with uneasiness and
doubt which in no way concerned herself.
These doubts persisted, and so did the tantalizing little puzzles.
They weaned Billy Louise's thoughts from her own ranch worries and
nagged at her with the persistence of a swarm of buffalo gnats.
"Well, if he does n't use poison, for goodness' sake, what does he
use?" she asked indignantly aloud, after a period of deep thought. "I
don't see why he wants to be so terribly secretive. He might be human
enough to tell a person what he means. I 'm sure I 'd tell him, all
right. I don't believe it 's wolves at all. I don't see how and still
I don't believe Ward would really lie to me."
She was in this particularly dissatisfied mood when she rode out of
the canyon at its upper end, the hills folded softly down into grassy
valleys where her cattle loved best to graze. Since the grass had
started in the spring, she had kept her little herd up here among the
lower hills; and by riding along the higher ridges every day or so and
turning back a wandering animal now and then, she had held them in a
comparatively small area, where they would be easily gathered in the
fall. A few head of Seabeck's stock had wandered in amongst hers, and
some of Marthy's. And there was a big, roan steer that bore the brand
of Johnson, over on Snake River. Billy Louise knew them all, as a
housewife knows her flock of chickens, and if she missed seeing certain
leaders in the scattered groups, she rode until she found them. Two old
cows and one big, red steer that seemed always to have a following wore
bells that tinkled pleasant little sounds in the alder thickets along
the creek, as she passed by.
She rode up the long ridge which gave her a wide view of the
surrounding hills and stopped Blue, while she stared moodily at the
familiar, shadow-splotched expanse of high-piled ridges, with deep
green valleys and deeper-hued canyons between. She loved them, every
one; but to-day they failed to steep her senses in that deep content
with life which only the great outdoors can give to one who has learned
how satisfying is the draught and how soothing.
Far over to the eastward a black dot moved up a green slope and
slid out of sight beyond. That might be Ward, taking a short-cut across
the hill to his claim beyond the pine-dotted ridge that looked purple
in the distance. Billy Louise sighed with a vague disquiet and turned
to look away to the north, where the jumble of high hills grew more
rugged, with the valleys narrower and deeper.
Here came two other dots, larger and more clearly defined as
horsemen. From mere objects that stood higher than any animal and moved
with a purposeful directness, they presently became men who rode with
the easy swing of habit which has become a second nature. They must
have seen her sitting still upon her horse in the midst of that high,
sunny plateau, for they turned and rode up the slope toward her.
Billy Louise waited, too depressed to wonder greatly who they were.
Seabeck riders, probably; and so they proved. At least one of them was
a Seabeck man Floyd Carson, who had talked with her at her own gate
and had told her of the suspected cattle-stealing. The other man was a
stranger whom Floyd introduced as Mr. Birken.
They had been "prowling around," according to Floyd, trying to see
what they could see. Floyd was one of these round-faced, round-eyed,
young fellows who does not believe much in secrecy and therefore talks
freely whenever and wherever he dares. He said that Seabeck had turned
them loose to keep cases and see if they couldn't pick up the trail of
these rustlers who were trying to get rich off a running iron and a
long rope. (If you are of the West, you know what that means; and if
you are not, you ought to guess that it means stealing cattle and let
it go at that.) It was not until he had talked for ten minutes or so
that Billy Louise became more than mildly interested in the
conversation.
"Say, Miss MacDonald," Floyd asked, by way of beginning a new
paragraph, "how about that fellow over on Mill Creek? He worked for you
folks a year or so ago, didn't he? What does he do?"
"He has a ranch," said Billy Louise with careful calm. "He 's been
working on it this summer, I believe."
"Uh-huh we were over there this morning. Them Y6 cattle up above
his place are his, I reckon?"
"Yes," said Billy Louise. "He 's been putting his wages into cattle
for a year or so. He worked for Junkins last winter. Why?"
"Oh, nothing, I guess! Only he 's the only stranger in the country,
and his prosperity ain't accounted for "
"Oh, but it is!" laughed Billy Louise. "I only wish I had half as
clear a ticket. When he is n't working out, he 's wolfing; and every
dollar he gets hold of he puts into that ranch. We 've known him a long
time. He does n't blow his money, you see, like most fellows do."
Floyd found occasion to have a slight argument with his horse, just
then. He happened to be one of the "most" fellows, and the occasion of
his last "blow-out" was fresh in his mind.
"Well, of course, if you know he 's all straight, that settles it.
But it sure seems queer "
"That fellow is straight as a string. Don't you supposed it 's some
gang over on the river, Floyd? I 'd look around over there, I believe,
and try to get a line on the unaccountables. There 's a lot of new
settlers come in, just in the last year or two, and there might be some
tough ones scattered through the bunch. Better see if there has been
any cattle shipped or driven through that way, don't you think?"
"We can try," Floyd assented without eagerness. "But as near as we
can figure, it 's too much of a drib-drab proposition for that. A cow
and calf here and there, and so on. We got wind of it first when we
went out to bring in a gentle cow that the deacon wanted on the ranch.
We knew where she was, only she wasn't there when we went after her. We
hunted the hills for a week and couldn't find a sign of her or her
calf. And she had stuck down in the creek bottom all the spring, so it
looked kinda funny." He twisted in the saddle and looked back at the
pine-clotted ridge,
"There 's a Y6 calf up there that 's a dead ringer for the one we
've been hunting," he observed. "But it 's running with a cow that
carries Junkins' old brand, so " He looked apologetically into the
calm eyes of Billy Louise. "Of course, I don't mean to say there 's
anything wrong up there," he hastily assured her. "But that 's the
reason I thought I 'd ask you about that fellow."
"Oh, it 's perfectly right to make sure of everybody," smiled Billy
Louise. "I 'd do the same thing myself. But you 'll find everything 's
all straight up there. We know all about him, and how and where he got
his few head of stock, and everything. But of course you could ask
Junkins, if you have any doubt "
"Oh, we 'll take your word for it. I just wanted to know; he 's a
stranger to our outfit. I 've seen him a few times; what 's his name?
Us boys call him Noisy. It 's like pulling a wisdom tooth to get any
kinda talk out of him."
"He is awful quiet, " assented Billy Louise carelessly. "But he 's
real steady to work."
"Them quiet fellows generally are," put in Mr. Birken. "You run
stock in here too, do you, Miss MacDonald?"
"The big Ds," answered Billy Louise and smiled faintly. "I 've been
range-herding them back here in these foothills this summer. Do you
want to look through the bunch?"
Mr Birken blushed. "Oh, no, not at all! I was wondering if you had
lost any."
"Nobody would rustle cattle from a lady, I hope? At any rate, I
haven't missed any yet. The folks down in the Cove have, though."
"Yes, I heard they had. That breed rode over to see if he could get
a line on them. It 's hard luck; that Charlie Fox seems a fine,
hard-working boy, don't you think?"
"Yes-s," said Billy Louise shyly, "he seems real nice." She looked
away and bit her lip self-consciously as she spoke.
The two men swallowed the bait like a hungry fish. They glanced at
each other and winked knowingly. Billy Louise saw them from the tail of
her downcast eye, and permitted herself a little sigh of relief. They
would be the more ready now to accept at its face value her statement
concerning Ward, unless they credited her with the feat of being in
love with the two men at the same time.
"Well, I 'm sorry Charlie Fox has been tapped off, too. He 's a
mighty fine chap," declared Floyd with transparent heartiness, his
round eyes dwelling curiously upon the face of Billy Louise.
"Yes, I must be going," said the young woman self-consciously. "I
've quite a circle to ride yet. I hope you locate the rustlers, and if
there 's anything I can do if I see or hear anything that seems to be
a clew I 'll let you know right away. I 've been keeping my eyes open
for some trace of them, and so has Char Mr. Fox." Then she blushed
and told them good-by very hastily and loped off up the ridge.
"Bark up that tree for awhile, you two!" she said, with a twist of
her lips, when she was well away from them. "You you darned idiots!
To go prowling around Ward's place, just as if Ward 'll take a shot
at them if he catches them nosing through his stock!" She scowled at a
big D cow that thrust her head out of an alder thicket and sent Blue in
after her. Frowning, she watched the animal go lumbering down the hill
toward the Wolverine. "Just because he 's a stranger and does n't mix
with people, and minds his own business and is trying to get a start,
they 're suspicious as if a man has no right to Well, I think I
managed to head them off, anyway."
Her satisfaction lasted while she rode to the next ridge. Then the
little devils of doubt came a-swarming and a-whispering. She had said
she knew all about Ward; well, she did, to a greater extent than others
knew. But she wondered if she did not know too much, or if she knew
enough. There were some things
She turned, upon the crest of the ridge, and looked away toward the
pine-dotted height locally known as the Big Hill, beyond which Ward's
claim lay snuggled out of sight in its little valley. "I 've a good
mind to ride over there right now, and make him tell me," she said to
herself. She stopped Blue and sat there undecided, while the wind
lifted a lock of hair and flipped it across her cheek. "If he cares
like he says he cares he 'll tell me," she murmured. "I don't believe
it 's wolves. And of course it is n't what those fellows seemed to
think. But where did he get the money for all that?" She signed
distressfully. "I hate to ask him; he 'd think I didn't trust him, and
I do. I do trust him!" There was the little head-devil of doubt, and
she fought him fiercely. "I do! I do!" She thrust the declaration of
faith like a sword through the doubt-devil that clung and whispered.
"Dear Ward! I do trust you!" She blinked back tears and bit her lips to
stop their quivering. "But, darn it, I don't see why you didn't tell
me!" There it was: a perfectly human, woman-resentment toward a nagging
mystery.
She headed Blue down the slope and as straight for the Big Hill as
she could go. She would go and make Ward tell her what he had been
doing; not that she had any doubt herself that it was perfectly all
right, whatever it was, but she felt that she had a right to demand
facts, so that she could feel more sure of her ground. And there would
be more questions; Billy Louise was bright enough to see thus far into
the future. Unless the rustlers were caught, there would be questions
asked about this silent stranger who kept his trail apart from his
fellows and whose prosperity was out of proportion with his
opportunities. Why, even Billy Louise herself had been curious over
that prosperity, without being in the slightest degree suspicious.
Other people had not her faith in him; and they were not blind. They
would wonder
There was no trail that way, and the ridges were steep and the
canyons circuitous. But Blue was a good horse, with plenty of stamina
and much experience. He carried his lady safely, and he carried her
willingly. Even her impatience could find no fault with the manner in
which he climbed steep pitches, slid down slopes as steep, jumped
narrow washouts, and picked his way through thickets of quaking aspens
or over wide stretches of shale rock and lava beds. He was wet to his
ears when finally he shuffled into Ward's trail up the creek bottom;
but he breathed evenly, and he carried his head high and perked his
ears knowingly forward when the corral and haystack came into view
around a sharp bend. He splashed both front feet into the creek just
before the cabin and stopped to drink while Billy Louise stared at the
silent place.
By the tracks along the creek trail she knew that Ward had come
home, and she urged Blue across the ford and up the bank to the cabin.
She slid off and went in boldly to hide her inward embarrassment and
she found nothing but emptiness there.
Billy Louise did not take long to investigate. The coffee-pot was
still warm on the stove when she laid her palm against it, and she
immediately poured herself a cup of coffee. A plate and a cup on the
table indicated that Ward had eaten a hurried meal and had not taken
time to clear away the litter. Billy Louise ate what was left, and
mechanically she washed the dishes and made everything neat before she
went down to look for Rattler. She had thought that Ward was out
somewhere about the place and would return very soon, probably. Blue
she had left standing in plain sight before the cabin, so that Ward
would see him and know she was there a fact which she regretted.
While she was washing dishes and sweeping, she had been trying to
think of some excuse for her presence there. It was going to be
awkward, her coming there on his heels, one might say. She remembered
for the first time her statement that she had to help mommie and so
could not take the time to ride even a mile with him! Being a young
person whose chief amusement had always been her "pretends," she began
unconsciously building an imaginary conversation between them, like
this:
Ward would come out of the stable or somewhere see Blue and
hurry up to the house. Billy Louise would be standing with her back to
him, putting the dishes into neat little piles in the cupboard perhaps;
anyway, doing something like that. Ward would stop in the doorway and
say well, there were several possible greetings, but Billy Louise
chose his "'Lo, Bill!" as being the most probable. And then he would
come up and take her in his arms. (Oh, she was human, and she was a
woman, and she was twenty. And Ward had established a precedent,
remember, and Billy Louise had not objected to any great extent.) And
and (I 'm going to tell on Billy Louise. She wiped a knife for at
least five minutes without knowing what she was doing, and she stared
at a sunny spot on the floor where a sunbeam came in through a crack in
the wall, and she smiled absently, and her cheeks were quite a bit
redder than usual.)
"I didn't expect to see you here, Wilhemina-mine."
"Oh, I was just riding around, and I came over to see how you dig
dollars out of wolf-dens. You said you 'd show me."
The trouble with the conversation began right there. Ward would be
sure to remind her of the condition he had made, to tell her how he dug
dollars out of wolf-dens when she was through wanting to be just
friends. That put it up to Billy Louise to say she would be engaged and
marry him; and Billy Louise was not ready to say that or be that. Her
woman-soul hung back from that decisive point. She would not shut the
door upon her freedom and all those evansecent bubbles which we try to
carry with us into maturity. Billy Louise did not put it that way, of
course. She only reiterated again and again: "I like you, but I don't
want to marry anybody. I don't want to be engaged."
Well, that would probable settle Ward's telling her about digging
dollars out of wolf-dens or anything else. He had a wide streak of
stubbornness; no one could see the set of his chin when he was in a
certain mood and doubt that. Billy Louise began to wish she had not
come. She began to fell quite certain that Ward would be surprised and
disgusted when he found her there, and would look at her with that
faint curl of the lip and that fainter lift of the nostril above it,
which made her go hot all over with the scorn in them. She had seen him
look that way once or twice, and in spite of herself she began to
picture his face with that expression.
Billy Louise was on the point of riding away a good deal more
hastily than she had come, in the hope that Ward would not discover her
there. Then her own stubbornness came uppermost, and she told herself
that she had a perfect right to ride wherever she pleased, and that if
Ward didn't like it, he could do the other thing.
She went to the door and stood looking out for a minute, wondering
where he was. She turned back and stared around the room, which somehow
held the imprint of his personality in spite of its rough simplicity.
There was a little window behind the bunk, and beside that a shelf
filled with books and smoking material and matches. She knew by the
very arrangement of that shelf and window that Ward liked to lie there
on the bunk and read while the light lasted. Well, he was not there
now, at any rate. She went over and looked at the titles of the books,
though she had examined them with interest only yesterday. There was
Burns; and she knew why it was he could repeat Tam O'Shanter so readily
with never a moment's hesitation. There were two volumes of Scott
Lady of the Lake and other poems, much thumbed and with a cigarette
burn on the front cover, and Kenilworth. There were several books of
Kipling's, mostly verses, and beside it Morgan's Ancient Society, with
the corners broken, and a fine-print volume of Shakespeare's plays.
Then there was a pile of magazines and beyond them a stack of books
whose subjects varied from Balzac to strange, scientific-sounding
names. At the other end of the shelf, within easy reach from one lying
upon the bunk, was a cigar-box full of smoking tobacco, a half-dozen
books of cigarette papers, and several blocks of the small,
evil-smelling matches which men of the outdoors carry for their compact
form and slow, steady blaze.
At the head of the bed hung a flour-sack half full of some hard,
lumpy stuff which Billy Louise had not noticed before. She felt the bag
tentatively, could not guess its contents, and finally took it down and
untied it. Within were irregular scraps and strips of stuff hard as
bone a puzzle still to one unfamiliar with the frontier. Billy Louise
pulled out a little piece, nibbled a corner, and pronounced, "M-mm!
Jerky! I 'm going to swipe some of that," which she proceeded to do, to
the extent of filling her pocket. For to those who have learned to like
it, jerked venison is quite as desirable as milk chocolate or any other
nibbly tid-bit.
The opposite wall had sacks of flour stacked against it, and boxes
of staple canned goods, such as corn and tomatoes and milk and peaches.
A box of canned peaches stood at the head of the bed, and upon that a
case of tomatoes. Ward used them for a table and set the lantern there
when he wanted to read in bed. "He 's got a pretty good supply of
grub," was the verdict of Billy Louise, sizing up the assortment while
she nibbled at the piece of jerky. "I wonder where he is, anyway?" And
a moment later: "He ought n't to hang his best clothes up like that;
they'll be all wrinkled when he wants to put them on."
She went over and disposed of the best clothes to her liking, and
shook out the dust. She had to own to herself that for a bachelor Ward
was very orderly, though he did let his trousers hang down over the
flour-sacks in a way to whiten their hems. She hung them in a different
place.
But where was Ward? Billy Louise bethought her that Blue deserved
something to eat after that hard ride, and led him down to the stable.
There was no sign of Rattler, and Billy Louise wondered anew at Ward's
absence. It did not seem consistent with his haste to leave the
Wolverine and his frequent assertion that he must get to work. From the
stable door she could look over practically the whole creek-bottom
within his fence, and she could see the broad sweep of the hills on
either side. On her way back to the cabin, she tried to track Rattler,
but there were several stock-trails leading in different directions,
and the soil was too dry to leave any distinguishing marks.
She waited for an hour or two, sitting in the doorway, nibbling
jerky and trying to read a magazine. Then she found a stub of pencil,
tore out an advertising page which had a wide margin, wrote: "I don't
think you 're a bit nice. Why don't you stay home when a fellow comes
to see you?" This she folded neatly and put in the cigar-box of tobacco
over Ward's pillow. It never once occurred to her that Ward, when he
found the note, would believe she had placed it there the day before,
and would never guess by its text that she had made a second trip to
his claim.
She resaddled Blue and rode away more depressed than ever, because
her depression was now mixed with a disappointment keener than she
would have cared to acknowledge, even to herself.
WHERE the creek trail crossed the Big Hill and then swung to the left
that it might follow the easy slopes of Cedar Creek, Blue turned off to
the right of his own accord, as if he took it for granted that his lady
would return the way she had come. His lady had not thought anything
about it, but after a brief hesitation she decided that Blue should
have his way; after all, it would simplify her explanations of the long
ride if she came home by way of the canyon. She could say that she had
ridden farther out into the hills than usual, which was true enough.
Billy Louise did not own such a breeder of blues as a lazy liver,
her nerves were in fine working order, and her digestion was perfect;
and it is a well-known fact that a trouble must be born of reality
rather than imagination, if it would ride far behind the cantle. Billy
Louise was late, and already the shadows lay like long draperies upon
the hills she faced: long, purple cloaks ruffed with golden yellow and
patterned with indigo patches, which were the pines, and splotches of
dark green, which were the thickets of alder and quaking aspens. She
could n't feel depressed for very long, and before she had climbed over
the first rugged ridge that reached out like a crooked finger into the
narrow valley, she was humming under her breath and riding with the
reins dropped loose upon Blue's neck, so that he went where the way
pleased him best. Before she was down that ridge and beginning to climb
the next, she was singing softly a song her mother had taught her long
ago, when she was seven or so:
"The years creep slowly by, Lorena,
The snow is on the grass again;
The sun 's low down the sky, Lorena "
Blue gathered himself together and jumped a washout three feet
across and goodness knows how deep and jarred that melancholy melody
quite out of Billy Louise's mind. When she had settled herself again to
the slow climb, she broke out with what she called Ward's Come-all-ye,
and with a twinkle of eye and both dimples showing deep, went on with a
very slight interruption in her singing.
"'Oh, a ten-dollar hoss and a forty-dollar saddle' that 's you
Blue. You don't amount to nothing nohow, doing jackrabbit stunts like
that when I 'm not looking! 'Coma ti yi youpy, youpy-a.'" She watched a
cloud shadow sweep like a great bird over a sunny slope and murmured
while she watched: "Cloud-boats sailing sunny seas is that original,
or have I cribbed it from some honest-to-goodness poet? Blue, if fate
had n't made a cowpuncher of me, I 'd be chewing up lead-pencils trying
to find a rhyme for alfalfa, maybe. And where would you be, you old
skate? If the Louise of me had been developed at the expense of the
Billy of me, and I 'd taken to making battenburg doilies with
butterflies in the corners, and embroidering corset covers till I put
my eyes out, and writing poetry on Sundays when mommie would n't let me
sew. I wonder if Ward maybe he'd have liked me better if I'd lived up
to the Louise and cut out the Billy part. I 'd be home, right now,
asking mommie whether I should use soda or baking-powder to make my
muffins with Oh, gracious!" She leaned over and caught a handful of
Blue's slatey mane and tousled it, till he laid his ears flat on his
head and flipped his nose around to show her that his teeth were bared
to the gums. Billy Louise laughed and gave another yank.
"You wish I were an embroidering young lady, do you? Aw, where
would you be, if you did n't have me to devil the life out of you?
Well, why don't you take a chunk out of me, then? Don't be an old
bluffer, Blue. If you want to eat me, why, go to it; only you don't.
You're just a-bluffing. You like to be tousled and you know it; else
why do you tag me all over the place when I don't want you? Huh? That
's to pay you back for jumping that washout when I wasn't looking." A
twitch of the mane here brought Blue's head around again with all his
teeth showing. "And this is for jarring that lovely, weepy song out of
me. You know you hate it; you always do lay back your ears when I sing
that, but oh, all right when I sing, then. But you 've got to stand
for it. I 've been an indigo bag all day long, and I 'm going to sing
if I want to. Fate made me a lady cowpunch instead of a poet-ess, and
you can't stop me from singing when I feel it in my system."
She began again with the "Ten-dollar hoss and forty-dollar saddle,"
and sang as much of the old trail song as she had ever heard and could
remember, substituting milder expletives now and then and laughing at
herself for doing it, because a self-confessed "lady cowpunch" is after
all hedged about by certain limitations in the matter of both speech
and conduct. She did not sing it all, but she sang enough to last over
a mile of rough going, and she did not have to repeat many verses to do
it.
Blue, because she still left the reins loose, chose his own trail,
which was easier than that which they had taken in the forenoon, but
more roundabout. Billy Louise, observing how he avoided rocky patches
and went considerably out of his way to keep his feet on soft soil,
stopped in the middle of a "Coma ti yi" to ask him solicitously if he
were getting tender-footed; and promised him a few days off, in the
pasture. Thereafter she encouraged the roundabout progress, even though
she knew it would keep them in the hills until dusk; for she was
foolishly careful of Blue, however much she might tease him and call
him names.
Quite suddenly, just at sundown, her cheerful journeying was
interrupted in a most unexpected manner. She was dreaming along a
flat-bottomed canyon, looking for an easy way across, when Blue threw
up his head, listened with his ears thrust forward, and sniffed with
widened nostrils. From his manner, almost anything might lie ahead of
them. And because certain of the possibilities would call for quick
action if any of them became a certainty, Billy Louise twisted her
gun-belt around so that her six-shooter swung within easy reach of her
hand. With her fingers she made sure that the gun was loose in its
holster and kicked Blue mildly as a hint to go on and see what it was
all about.
Blue went forward, stepping easily on the soft side hill. In rough
country, whatever you want to see is nearly always around a sharp bend;
you read it so in the stories and books of travels, and when you ride
out in the hills, you find it so in reality. Billy Louise rode for
three or four minutes before she received any inkling of what lay
ahead, though Blue's behavior during that interval had served to
reassure her somewhat. He was interested still in what lay just out of
sight beyond a shoulder of the hill, but he did not appear to be in the
least alarmed. Therefore, Billy Louise knew it could n't be a bear, at
any rate.
They came to the point of the hill's shoulder, and Billy Louise
tightened the reins instinctively while she stared at what lay revealed
beneath. The head of the gulch was blocked with a corral small, high,
hidden from view on all sides save where she stood, by the jagged walls
of rock and heavy aspen thickets beyond.
The corral was but the setting for what Billy Louise stared at so
unbelievingly. A horseman had ridden out of the corral just as she came
into sight, had turned a sharp corner, and had disappeared by riding up
the same slope she occupied, but farther along, and in a shallow
depression which hid him completely after that one brief glimpse.
Of course, the gulch was dusky with deep shadows, and she had had
only a glimpse. But the horse was a dark bay, and the rider was slim
and tall and wore a gray hat. The heart of Billy Louise paused a moment
from its steady beating and then sank heavily under a great weight. She
was range-born and range-bred. She had sat wide-eyed on her daddy's
knees and heard him tell of losses in cattle and horses and of corrals
found hidden away in strange places and of unknown riders who
disappeared mysteriously into the hills. She had heard of these things;
they were a part of the stage setting for wild dramas of the West.
With a white line showing around her close-pressed lips and a
horror in her wide-eyed glance, she rode quietly along the side of the
bluff toward where she had seen the horseman disappear. He was riding a
dark bay, and he wore a gray hat and dark coat, and he was slim and
tall. Billy Louise made a sound that was close to a groan and set her
teeth hard together afterwards.
She reached the hillside just above the corral. There were cattle
down there, moving uneasily about in the shadows. Of the horseman there
was of course no sign; just the corral, and a few restless cattle shut
inside, and on the hilltops a soft, rose-violet glow, and in the sky
beyond a blend of purple and deep crimson to show where the sun had
been. Close beside her as she stood looking down a little, gray bird
twittered wistfully.
Billy Louise took a deep breath and rode on, angling slightly up
the bluff, so that she could cross at the head of the gulch. It was
very quiet, very peaceful, and wildly beautiful, this jumble of hills
and deep-gashed canyons. But Billy Louise felt as though something
precious had died. She should have gone down and investigated and
turned those cattle loose; that is, if she dared. Well, she dared; it
was not fear that held her to the upper slopes. She did not want to
know what brand they bore or whether an iron had seared fresh marks.
"Oh, God!" she said once aloud; and there was a prayer and a
protest, a curse and a question all in those two words.
So trouble trouble that sickened her very soul and choked her
into dumbness and squeezed her heart so that the ache of it was agony
came and rode with her through the brooding dusk of the canyons and
over the brighter hilltops.
Billy Louise did not remember anything much about that ride, except
that she was glad the way was long. Blue carried her steadily on and on
and needed no guiding, and though Wolverine canyon was black dark in
most places, she liked it so.
John Pringle was standing by the gate waiting for her, which was
unusual, if Billy Louise had been normal enough to notice it. He came
forward and took Blue by the bridle when she dismounted, which was
still more unusual, for Billy Louise always cared for her own horse
both from habit and preference.
"Yor mommie, she 's sick," he announced stolidly. "She's worry you
maybe hurt yoreself. Yo better go, maybe."
Billy Louise did not answer, but ran up the path to the cabin. "Oh,
has everything got to happen all at once?" she cried aloud, protesting
against the implacableness of misfortune.
"Yor mommie's sick," Phoebe announced in a whisper. "She's crazy
'cause you been so long. She's awful bad, I guess."
Billy Louise said nothing, but went in where her mother lay
moaning, her face white and turned to the ceiling. Billy Louise herself
had pulled up her reserves of strength and cheerfulness, and the
fingers she laid on her mother's forehead were cool and steady.
"Poor old mommie! Is it that nasty lumbago again?" she asked
caressingly and did not permit the tiniest shade of anxiety to spoil
the reassurance of her presence. "I went farther than usual, and Blue's
pretty tender, so I eased him along, and I'm fearfully late. I suppose
you 've been having all kinds of disasters happening to me." She was
passing her fingers soothingly over her mother's forehead while she
explained, and she saw that her mother did not moan so much as when she
came into the room.
"Of course I worried. I wish you would n't take them long rides.
Oh, I guess it 's lumbago mostly but seems like it ain't, either.
The pain seems to be mostly in my side." She stirred restlessly and
moaned again.
"What 's Phoebe been doing for it? You don't seem to have any
fever, mommie and that 's a good thing. I'll go fix you one of those
dandy spice poultices. Had any supper, mommie?"
"Oh, I could n't eat. Phoebe made a hop poultice, but it 's awful
soppy."
"Well, never mind. Your dear daughter is on the job now. She 'll
have you all comfy in just about two minutes. Head ache, mum? All
right. I 'll just shake up your pilly and bring you such a dandy spice
poultice I expect you 'll want to eat it!" Billy Louise's voice was
soft and had a broody sweetness when she wished it so, that soothed
more than medicine. Her mother's eyes closed wearily while the girl
talked; the muscles of her face relaxed a little from their look of
pain.
Billy Louise bent and laid her lips lightly on her mother's cheek.
"Poor old mommie! I 'd have come home a-running if I 'd known she was
sick and had to have nasty, soppy stuff."
In the kitchen a very different Billy Louise measured spices, and
asked a question now and then in a whisper, and breathed with a
repressed unevenness which betrayed the strain she was under.
"Tell John to saddle up and go for the doctor, Phoebe, and don't
let mommie know, whatever you do. This is n't her lumbago at all. I
don't know what it is. I wonder if a hot turpentine cloth wouldn't be
better than this? I 've a good mind to try it; her eyes are glassy with
fever, and her skin is cold as a fish. You tell John to hurry up. He
can ride Boxer. Tell him I want him to get a doctor here by tomorrow
noon if he has to kill his horse doing it."
"Is she that bad?" Phoebe's black eyes glistened with
consternation. "She's groaned all day and shook her head like this all
time."
"Oh, stop looking like that! No wonder she 's sick, if you've stood
over her with that kind of a face on you. You look as if someone were
dead in the house!"
"I 'm skeered of sick folks. Honest, it gives me shivers."
"Well, keep out then. Make some fresh tea, Phoebe or no, make
some good, strong coffee. I 'll need it, if I'm up all night. Make it
strong, Phoebe. Hurry, and " She stopped short and ran into the
bedroom, called there by her mother's cry of pain.
That night took its toll of Billy Louise and left a seared place in
her memory. It was a night of snapping fire in the cook-stove that hot
water might be always ready; of tireless struggle with the pain that
came and tortured, retired sullenly from Billy Louise's stubborn
fighting with poultices and turpentine cloths and every homely remedy
she had ever heard of, and came again just when she thought she had won
the fight.
There was no time to give thought to the trouble that had ridden
home with her, though its presence was like a black shadow behind her
while she worked and went to and fro between bedroom and kitchen, and
fought that tearing pain.
She met the dawn hollow-eyed and so tired she could not worry very
much about anything Her mother slept uneasily to prove that the battle
had not gone altogether against the girl who had fought the night
through. She had her reward in full measure when the doctor came, in
the heat of noon, and after terrible minutes of suspense for Billy
Louise while he counted pulse and took temperature and studied
symptoms, told her that she had done well, and that she and her homely
poultices had held back tragedy from that house.
Billy Louise lay down upon the couch out on the back porch and
slept heavily for three hours, while Phoebe and the doctor watched over
her mother.
She woke with a start. She had been dreaming, and the dream had
taken from her cheeks what little color her night vigil had left. She
had dreamed that Ward was in danger, that men were hunting him for what
he had done at that corral. The corral seemed the center of a fight
between Ward and the men. She dreamed that he came to her, and that she
must hide him away and save him. But though she took him to Minervy's
cave, which was secret enough for her purpose, yet she could not feel
that he was safe, even there. There was something some menace.
Billy Louise went softly into the house, tiptoed to the door of her
mother's room, and saw that she lay quiet, with her eyes closed. Beside
the window the doctor sat with his spectacles far down toward the end
of his nose, reading a pale-green pamphlet that he must have brought in
his pocket. Phoebe was down by the creek, washing clothes in the shade
of a willow-clump.
She went into her own room, still walking on her toes. In her trunk
was a blue plush box of the kind that is given to one at Christmas. It
was faded, and the clasp was showing brassy at the edges. Sitting upon
her bed with the box in her lap, Billy Louise pawed hastily in the
jumble of keepsakes it held: an eagle's claw which she meant sometime
to have mounted for a brooch; three or four arrowheads of the shiny,
black stuff which the Indians were said to have brought from
Yellowstone Park; a knot of green ribbon which she had worn to a St.
Patrick's Day dance in Boise; rattlesnake rattles of all sizes; several
folded clippings verses that had caught her fancy and had been put
away and forgotten; an amber bead she had found once. She turned the
box upside down in her lap and shook it. It must be there the thing
she sought; the thing that had troubled her most in her dream; the
thing that was a menace while it existed. It was at the very bottom of
the box, caught in a corner. She took it out with fingers that
trembled, crumpled it into a little ball so that she could not read
what it said, straightened it immediately, and read it reluctantly from
the beginning to the end where the last word was clipped short with
hasty scissors. A paragraph cut from a newspaper, it was; yellow and
frayed from contact with other objects, telling of things
Billy Louise bit her lips until they hurt, but she could not keep
back the tears that came hot and stinging while she read. She slid the
little heap of odds and ends to the middle of the bed, crushed the
clipping into her palm, and went out stealthily into the immaculate
kitchen. As if she were being spied upon, she went cautiously to the
stove, lifted a lid, and dropped the clipping in where the wood blazed
the brightest. She watched it flare and become nothing not even a
pinch of ashes; the clipping was not very large. When it was gone, she
put the lid back and went tiptoeing to the door. Then she ran.
Phoebe was down by the creek, so Billy Louise went to the stable,
through that and on beyond, still running. Farther down was a grassy
nook on, beyond the road. She went there and hid behind the willows,
where she could cry and no one be the wiser. But she could not cry the
ache out of her heart, nor the rebellion against the hurt that life had
given her. If she could only have burned memory when she burned that
clipping! She could still believe and be happy, if only she could
forget the things it said.
Phoebe called her, after a long while had passed. Billy Louise
bathed her face in the cold water of the Wolverine, used her
handkerchief for a towel, and went back to take up the duties life had
laid upon her. The doctor's team was hitched to the light buggy he
drove, and the doctor was standing in the doorway with his square
medicine-case in his hand, waiting to give her a few final directions
before he left.
He was like so many doctors; he seemed to be afraid to tell the
whole truth about his patient. He stuck to evasive optimism and then
neutralized the reassurances he uttered by emphasizing the necessity of
being notified if Mrs. MacDonald showed any symptoms of another attack.
"Don't wait," he told Billy Louise gravely. "Send for me at once if
she complains of that pain again, or appears "
"But what is it?" Billy Louise would not be put off by any
vagueness.
The doctor told Billy Louise in terms that carried no meaning
whatever to her mind. She gathered merely that it was rather serious if
it persisted whatever it was and that she must not leave her mommie
for many hours at a time, because she might have another attack at any
time. The doctor told her, however, in plain English that mommie was
well over this attack whatever it was and that she need only be
kept quiet for a few days and given the medicine whatever that was
that he had left.
"It does seem as if everything is all muffled up in mystery!" she
complained, when he drove away. "I can fight anything I can see, but
when I 've got to go blindfolded " She brushed her fingers across her
eyes and glanced hurriedly into the little looking-glass that hung
beside the door. "Yes, mommie, just a minute," she called cheerfully.
She ran into her own room, grabbed a can of talcum, and did not
wait to see whether she applied it evenly to her telltale eyelids, but
dabbed at them on the way to her mother's room.
"Doctor says you 're all right, mommie; only you must n't go
digging post-holes or shoveling hay for awhile."
"No, I guess not!" Her mother responded unconsciously to the
stimulation of Billy Louise's tone. "I could n't dig holes with a
teaspoon, I 'm that weak and useless. Did he say what it was, Billy
Louise?" The sick are always so curious about their illnesses!
"Oh, your lumbago got to scrapping with your liver. I forget the
name he gave it, but it 's nothing to worry about." Billy Louise had
imagination, remember.
"I guess he 'd think it was something to worry about, if he had
it," her mother retorted fretfully, but reassured nevertheless by the
casual manner of Billy Louise. "I believe I could eat a little mite of
toast and drink some tea," she added tentatively.
"And an egg poached soft if you want it, mom. Phoebe just brought
in the eggs." Billy Louise went out humming unconcernedly under her
breath as if she had not a care beyond the proper toasting of the bread
and brewing of the tea.
One need not go to war or voyage to the far corners of the earth to
find the stuff heroes are made of.
SINCE nothing in this world is absolutely immutable the human
emotions least of all, perhaps Billy Louise did not hold changeless
her broken faith in Ward. She saw it broken into fragments before the
evidence of her own eyes, and the fragments ground to dust beneath the
weight of what she knew of his past things he had told her himself.
So she thought there was no more faith in him, and her heart went empty
and aching through the next few days.
But, since Billy Louise was human, and a woman not altogether
because she was twenty! she stopped, after awhile, gathered carefully
the dust of her dead faith, and, like God, she began to create. First
she fashioned doubts of her doubt. How did she know she had not made a
mistake, there at that corral? Other men wore gray hats and rode dark
bay horses; other men were slim and tall and she had only had a glimpse
after all, and the light was deceptive down there in the shadows. When
that first doubt was molded, and she had breathed into it the breath of
life so that it stood sturdily before her, she took heart and created
reasons, a whole company of them, to tell her why she ought to give
Ward the benefit of the doubt. She remembered what Charlie Fox had said
about circumstantial evidence. She would not make the mistake he had
made.
So she spent other days and long, wakeful nights. And since it
seemed impossible to bring her faith to life again just as it had been,
with the glamor of romance and the sweetness of pity and the strength
of her own innocence to make it a beautiful faith indeed, she used all
her innocence and all her pity and a little of romance and created
something even sweeter than her untried faith had been. She had a new
element to strengthen it. She knew that she loved Ward; she had learned
that from the hurt it had given her to lose her faith in him.
That was the record of the inner Billy Louise which no one ever
saw. The Billy Louise which her little world knew went her way
unchanged, except in small details that escaped the notice of those
nearest her. A look in her eyes, for one thing; a hurt, questioning
look that was sometimes rebellious as well; a droop of her mouth, also,
when she was off her guard; a sad, tired little droop that told of the
weight of responsibility and worry she was carrying.
Ward observed both, the minute he saw her on the trail. He had come
across country on the chance that she might be riding out that way, and
he had come upon her unawares while she and Blue were staring out over
the desert from the height they had attained in the hills.
"'Lo, Bill!" he said, when he was quite close, and held himself
ready to meet whatever mood she might present.
She turned her head quickly and looked at him, and the hurt look
was still in her eyes, the droop still showed: at her lips. And Ward
knew they had been there before she saw him.
"Wha 's molla, Bill?" he asked, in the tone that was calculated to
invite an unburdening of her troubles.
"Oh, nothing in particular. Mommie 's been awfully sick, and I 'm
always worried when I 'm away from the ranch, for fear she 'll have
another spell while I 'm gone. The doctor said she might have, any
time. Were you headed for our place? If you are, come on; I was just
starting back. I don't dare be away any longer." If that were a real
unburdening, Ward was an unreasonable young man. Billy Louise looked at
him again, and this time her eyes were clear and friendly.
Ward was not satisfied, for all the surface seemed smooth enough.
He was too sensitive not to feel a difference, and he was too innocent
of any wrongdoing or thinking to guess what was the matter. Guilt is a
good barometer of personal atmosphere, and Ward had none of it. The
worst of him she had known for more than a year; he had told her
himself, and she had healed the hurt almost of the past by her firm
belief in him and by her friendship. Could you expect Ward to guess
that she had seen her faith in him die a violent death no longer than
two weeks ago? Such a possibility never occurred to him.
For all that, he felt there was a difference somewhere. It chilled
his eagerness a little, and it blanketed his enthusiasm so that he did
not tell her the things he had meant to tell. He had ridden over with
another nugget in his pocket a nugget the size of an almond. He had
come to give it to Billy Louise and to tell her how and where he had
found it.
It is too bad that he changed his mind again and kept that lump of
gold in his pocket. It would have explained so much, if he had given it
to Billy Louise to put in her blue plush treasure box. It would even
have brought to life that first faith in him. She might have told him
one never can foresee the lengths to which a woman's confessional mood
will carry her about that corral hidden in the canyon, and of her
sickening certainty that she had seen him ride stealthily away from it.
If she had, he would have convinced her that she was mistaken, and that
he had that afternoon been washing gold a good ten miles from there,
until it was too dark for him to work.
He took the nugget back home, and he took it sooner than he had
intended to return. He also carried back a fit of the blues which
seemed to have attacked him without cause or pretext, since he had not
quarreled with Billy Louise, and had been warmly welcomed by "mommie."
Poor mommie was looking white and frail, and her temples were too
distinctly veined with purple. Ward told himself that it was no wonder
his Wilhemina acted strained and unnatural. He meant to work harder
than ever and get his stake so that he could go and make her give him
the right to take care of her.
He began to figure the cost of commuting his homestead right away,
so that he would not have to "hold it down" for another three years.
Maybe she would not want to bring her mother so far off the main road.
In that case, he would go down and put that Wolverine place in shape.
He had no squeamishness about living on her ranch instead of his own,
if she wanted it that way. He meant to be better "hooked up"
financially than she was and have more cattle, when he put the gold
ring on her finger. Then he would do whatever she wanted him to do, and
he would not have to crucify his pride doing it.
You see, they could not have quarreled, since Ward carried castles
as well as the blues. In fact, their parting had given Ward an uneven
pulse for a mile, for Billy Louise had gone with him as usual as far as
the corral, when he started home. And when Ward had picked up his reins
and turned to put his toe in the stirrup, Billy Louise had come close
to his very shoulder. Ward had turned his face toward her, and Billy
Louise Billy Louise had impulsively taken his head between her two
hands, had looked deep into his eyes, and then had kissed him wistfully
on the lips. Then she had turned and fled up the path, waving him away
up the trail. And though Ward never guessed that to her that kiss was a
penitent vow of loyalty to their friendship and a slap in the face of
the doubt-devils that still pursued her weaker moments, it set him
planning harder than ever for that stake he must win before he dared
urge her further toward matrimony.
It 's a wonder that the kiss did not wipe out completely the somber
mood that held him. That it did not, but served merely to tangle his
thoughts in a most hopeless manner, perhaps proves how greatly the
inner life of Billy Louise had changed her in those two weeks.
She changed still more in the next two months, however. There was
the strain of her mother's precarious health which kept Billy Louise
always on the alert and always trying to hide her fears. She must be
quick to detect the first symptoms of a return attack of the illness,
and she must not let her mother suspect that there was danger of a
return. That much the doctor had made plain to her.
Besides that, there was an undercurrent of gossip and rumors of
cattle stealing, whenever a man stopped at the ranch. It worried Billy
Louise, in spite of her rebuilt belief in Ward. Doubt would seize her
sometimes in spite of herself, and she did not see Ward often enough to
let his personality fight those doubts. She saw him just once in the
next two months, and then only for an hour or so.
A man rode up one night and stayed with them until morning, after
the open-handed custom of the range-land. Billy Louise did not talk
with him very much. He had shifty eyes and a coarse, loose-lipped mouth
and a thick neck, and, girl-like, she took a violent dislike to him.
But John Pringle told her afterwards that he was Buck Olney, the new
stock inspector, and that he was prowling around to see if he could
find out anything.
Billy Louise worried a good deal, after that. Once she rode out
early with the intention of going to Ward's claim to warn him. But
three miles of saner thought changed her purpose: she dared not leave
her mother all day, for one thing; and for another, she could scarcely
warn Ward without letting him see that she felt he needed warning; and
even Billy Louise shrank from what might follow.
The stock inspector stopped again, on his way back to the railroad.
Billy Louise was so anxious that she smothered her dislike and treated
him nicely, which thawed the man to an alarming amiability. She
questioned him artfully trust Billy Louise for that! and she
decided that the stock inspector was either a very poor detective or a
very good actor. He did not, for instance, mention any corral hidden in
a blind canyon away back in the hills, and Billy Louise did not mention
it, either. He had not found any worked brands, he said. And he did not
appear to know anything further about Ward than the mere fact of his
existence.
"There 's a fellow holding down a claim, away over on Mill Creek,"
he had remarked. "I 'll look him up when I come back, though Seabeck
says he 's all right."
"Ward is all right," asserted Billy Louise, rather unwisely.
"Have n't a doubt of it. I thought maybe he might have seen
something that might give us a clew." Perhaps the stock inspector was
wiser than she gave him credit for being. He did not at any rate pursue
the subject any farther, until he found an opportunity to talk to Mrs.
MacDonald herself. Then he artfully mentioned the fellow on Mill Creek,
and because she did not know any reason for caution, he got all the
information he wanted, and more, for mommie was in one of her garrulous
humors.
He went away in a thoughtful mood, and I may as well tell you why.
Do you remember that evening when Ward sat before the fire thinking so
intently of a man that he pulled a gun on Billy Louise when she
startled him? Well, this stock inspector was the man. And this man went
away from the Wolverine thinking of Ward quite as intently as Ward
sometimes thought of him. If Billy Louise had thrown a chip and hit the
stock inspector on the back of the neck, it is very likely that he
would have pulled a gun, also. I 've an idea that Billy Louise might
have done something more than throw a chip at him if she had known who
he was; but she did not know, and she slept the sounder for her
ignorance.
After that the days drifted quietly for a month and grew nippier at
each end and lazier in the middle; which meant that the short summer
was over, and that fall was getting ready to paint the wooded slopes
with her gayest colors, and that one must prepare for the siege of
winter.
It was some time in the latter part of September that Billy Louise
got up in the middle of a frosty night because she heard her mother
moaning. That was the beginning. She sent John off before daylight for
the doctor, and before the next night she stood with her lips pressed
together and watched the doctor count mommie's pulse and take mommie's
temperature, and drew in her breath hardly when she saw how long he
studied the thermometer afterwards.
There was a month or so of going to and fro on her toes and of
watching the clock with a mind to medicine-giving. There were nights
and nights and nights when the cabin window winked like a star fallen
into the coulee, from dusk to red dawn. Ward rode over once, stayed all
night, and went home in a silent rage because he could not do a thing.
There was a week of fluctuating hope, and a time when the doctor
said mommie must go to a hospital Boise, since she had friends there.
And there was a terrible, nerve-racking journey to the railroad. And
when Ward rode next to the Wolverine ranch, there was no Billy Louise
to taunt or tempt him. John Pringle and Phoebe told him in brief,
stolid sentences of the later developments and gave him a meal and
offered him a bed, which he declined.
When the suspense became maddening, after that, he would ride down
to the Wolverine for news. And the news was monotonously scant. Phoebe
could read and write, after a fashion, and Billy Louise sent her a
letter now and then, saying that mommie was about the same, and that
she wanted John to do certain things about the ranch. She could not
leave mommie, she said. Ward gathered that she would not.
Once when he was at the ranch, he wrote a letter to Billy Louise,
and told her that he would come to Boise if there was anything he could
do, and begged her to let him know if she needed any money. Beyond that
he worked and worked, and tried to crowd the lonesomeness out of his
days and the hunger from his dreams, with complete bone-weariness. He
did not expect an answer to his letter at least he told himself that
he did not but one day Phoebe gave him a thin little letter more
precious in his eyes than the biggest nugget he had found.
Billy Louise did not write much; she explained that she could only
scribble a line or two while mommie slept. Mommie was about the same.
She did not think there was anything Ward could do, and she thanked him
for offering to help. There was nothing, she said pathetically, that
anybody could do; even the doctors did not seem able to do much, except
tell her lies and charge her for them. No, she did not need any money,
"thank you just the same, Ward," That was about all. It did not sound
in the least like Billy Louise.
Ward answered the note then and there, and called her
Wilhemina-mine which was an awkward name to write and cost him five
minutes of cogitation over the spelling. But he wanted it down on paper
where she could see it and remember how it sounded when he said it,
even if it did look queer. Farther along he started to call her Bill
Loo, but rubbed it out and substituted Lady Girl (with capitals).
Altogether he did better than he knew, for he made Billy Louise cry
when she read it, and he made her say "Dear Ward!" under her breath,
and remember how his hair waved over his left temple, and how he looked
when that smile hid just behind his lips and his eyes. And he made her
forget that she had lost faith in him. She needed to cry, and she
needed to remember and also to forget some things; for life was a hard,
dull drab in Boise, with nothing to lighten it, save a vicarious hope
that did not comfort.
Billy Louise was not stupid. She saw through the vagueness of the
doctors; and besides, she was so hungry for her hills that she felt
like beating the doctors with her fists, because they did nothing to
make her mommie well enough to go home. She grew to hate the nurse and
her neutral cheerfulness.
That is how the fall passed for Billy Louise, and the early part of
the winter.
ONE day late in the fall, Ward was riding the hills off to the north
and west of his claim, looking at the condition of the range there and
keeping an eye out for Y6 cattle. He had bought another dozen head of
mixed stock, over toward Hardup, and they were not yet past the point
of straying off their new range. So, having keen eyes and the incentive
to use them, he paid attention to stock tracks in the soft places, and
he saw everything within the sweep of his vision; and, since the day
was clear and fine, his range of vision, when he reached a high point,
extended to the Three Buttes away out in the desert.
By sheer accident he rode up to the canyon where the little corral
lay hidden at the end, and looked down. And since he rode up at an
angle different from the one Billy Louise had taken, the corral was
directly beneath him so directly, in fact, that half of it was hidden
from sight. He saw that there were cattle within it, however, and two
men at work there. And by chance he lifted his eyes and saw the nose of
a horse beyond a jutting ledge sixty yards or so away, and the crown of
a hat shaving just above the ledge; a lookout, he judged instantly, and
pulled Rattler behind the rock he had been at some pains to ride
around.
Ward was a cowpuncher. He knew the tricks of the trade so well that
he did not wonder what was going on down there. He knew. He was tempted
to do as Billy Louise had done ride on and pass up knowledge which
might be disagreeable; for Ward was not one to spy upon his fellows,
and the man whom he would betray into the hands of a sheriff must be
guilty of a most heinous crime. That was his code: To let every fellow
have a chance to work out his own salvation or damnation as he might
choose. I don't suppose there was anything he hated worse than an in
former.
He got behind the rock, since he had no great desire to be shot,
and he discovered that his view of the corral was much plainer than
from where he had first seen it. He looked behind him for an easy
retreat to the skyline, and then before he turned to ride away, he
glanced down again curiously.
A man walked out into the center of the corral and stood there in
the revealing sunlight. Ward's eyes bored like gimlets through the
space that divided them. Instinctively his hand went to the gun on his
hip. It was a long pistol shot, and he was afraid he might miss; for
Ward was not a wizard with a gun, much as I should like to misrepresent
him as a dead shot. He was human, just like yourself. He could shoot
pretty well, a great deal better than lots of men who do more boasting
than he ever did, but he frequently missed. He measured the distance
with his mind while the man stood there talking to someone unseen. To
look at Ward's face, you would have sworn that the man was doomed; but
something held Ward's finger from crooking on the trigger; the man had
his back turned squarely toward the gun. Ward waited. The man did not
move. He waited another minute, and then he opened his lips to shout.
And when his lips parted for the call that would bring the fellow
facing him, Ward's tricky brain snapped before his eyes the face of
Billy Louise.
He lowered the gun. He could not shoot when he knew that the bullet
would split a gulf between himself and the girl a gulf that would
separate him forever from that future where stood his air castles.
Billy Louise had talked to him very seriously one day about this very
possibility. She had made him see that shooting this man would be the
worst thing he could possibly do.
He let down the hammer with his thumb, slid the gun back into its
holster, and dismounted, with a glance toward the place where the
lookout was stationed. He was sure he had not been seen, and so he
crouched behind a splinter of rock and watched. He had no plan, but his
instinct impelled him to closely watch Buck Olney.
Another man came into view, down there in the corral. He also stood
plainly revealed, and Ward gave a little snort of contemptuous surprise
when he recognized him. After that he studied the situation with
scowling brows. This other man either upset his conclusions or
complicated his manner of dealing with Buck Olney. Ward would not have
hesitated one second about putting the sheriff on the trail of Buck,
but if the second man were implicated, he could not betray one without
betraying the other. And if the business down there in the corral were
lawful, then he must think of some other means. At any rate, the thing
to do now was to make sure.
The two in the corral came out and closed the gate behind them, and
the first man kicked apart the embers of a small fire and afterward
busied himself with the ground either looking for tracks or covering
them up. They came a little way along the side of the bluff, mounted,
and rode up toward where the lookout waited. And one of them rode a
dark bay, and was slim and tall, and wore a gray hat.
Ward glanced at Rattler standing half asleep with reins dropped to
the ground. He reached out, took the reins, and led the horse farther
down under the shelter of the ledge. Rattler pricked up his ears at the
sound of those other riders, but he did not show enough interest to
nicker a greeting; he was always a self-centered beast and was content
to go his way alone, like his master.
Ward stood up, where he could see the rim of the bluff over the
ledge of lava rock. He might get a closer view and see who was the
lookout, and he might be seen; for that contingency he kept his fingers
close to his gun. He heard their scrambling progress. Now and then one
of the horses sent a little rock bounding down into the canyon, whereat
the cattle in the corral moved restlessly around the small inclosure.
They came closer, after they had gained the top. Ward, leaning
against the dull-gray rock before him, heard the murmur of their
voices. Once he caught the unmistakable tones of the man he would like
to kill. "I 'll keep cases and git him." Plotting against some poor
devil, as usual, Ward thought, and wondered if the man knew he lived in
this part of the country; if he did, it might easily be
"I 'll keep cases some myself, you damned reptile," he muttered
under his breath. "You won't get me again, if that 's what you 've got
in mind."
They went on, and presently Ward was looking at their backs as they
rode over the ridge. He stood for some time staring after them with
what Billy Louise called his gimlet look. He was breathing shortly from
the pressure he had put upon his self-control, and he was thinking
thinking.
The silence came creeping in on the heels of the faint, interrupted
sound of their voices. Ward took a long breath, discovered that he was
gripping his gun as though his life depended on hanging to it, and
rubbed his numbed fingers absently. After a minute or so, he mounted
and rode down to the corral.
Five dry cows and two steers snorted at his approach and crowded
against the farther rails. Ward gave Rattler a touch of the spurs, rode
close to the fence, and stood in his stirrups while he studied the
bunch.
"Hell!" he said, when the inspection was over, and dropped back
into the saddle while he gazed unseeingly at the canyon wall. It was a
very real hell that his mind saw; a hell made by men, wherein other men
must dwell in torment because of their sins or the sins of their
fellows.
Seabeck's brand was a big V, a bad brand to own, since it favors
revision at the hands of the unscrupulous. These cattle were Seabeck
cattle, and their brand had been altered. For the right slant of the V
had been extended a little and curled into a 6, so that in time the
brand would stand casual inspection as a Y6 monogram Ward's own
brand. The work was crude purposefully crude. The V had not been
reburned enough to make it look fresh, and the newly seared 6 had been
added with a malevolent pressure that would make it stand out a fresh
brand for a long time in case of a delay in the proceedings, as Ward
knew perfectly well.
So he sat there and looked over the fence and saw himself a
convicted "rustler." There was the evidence, all ready to damn him
utterly before a jury. They would be turned loose on the range near his
claim, and they would be found before the scabs had haired over. It was
a good time for rustling; round-ups were over for the winter, and the
weather would confine range-riding to absolute necessity.
Of course, the work was coarse so coarse as to reflect against
his intelligence; but when brands are worked over and the culprit has
been caught, the law is not too careful to give the prisoner credit for
brains.
Ward stared at the altered brands and wondered what he had best do.
He bethought him that perhaps it would be as well to put a little
scenery between himself and that particular locality, and he started
back up the hill. Once he pulled up as if he would go back, but he
thought better of it. It was out of the question to turn those cattle
loose. He could not kill them and dispose of the bodies not when
there were seven of them. He might go down and blotch the brands so
that they would not read anything at all. He had thought of that before
and decided against it. That would put those three on their guard and
would probably not benefit him in the long run. They could work the
brands on other cattle.
He hunched forward in the saddle and let Rattler choose his own
trail up the hill. Though he did not know it, trouble had caught Billy
Louise in that same place, and had sent her forward with dropping
shoulders and a mind so absorbed that she gave no attention to her
horse; but that is merely a trifling coincidence. The thing he had to
decide was far more complicated than Billy Louise's problem.
Should he go straight to Seabeck and tell him what he had found
out? He did not know Seabeck, except as he had met him once or twice on
the trail and exchanged trivial greetings and a few words about the
weather. Besides, Seabeck would very soon find out
There it stood at his shoulder, grinning at him malevolently his
past. It tied his hands. Buck Olney he could deal with single-handed;
for Olney had the fear of him that is born of a guilty conscience. He
could send Buck "over the road" whenever he chose to tell some things
he knew; he could do it without any compunctions, too. Buck Olney, the
stock inspector, deserved no mercy at Ward's hands; and would get none,
if ever they met where Ward would have a chance at him. Olney he could
deal with, alone. But with the evidence of those rebranded cattle, and
the testimony of two men, together with the damning testimony of his
past! Ward lifted his head and stared heavily at the pine slope before
him. He could not go to Seabeck and tell him anything. In the black
hour of that ride, he could not think of anything that he could do that
would save him.
And then quite suddenly, in his desperation, he decided upon
something. He laughed hardly, turned Rattler back from the homeward
trail, and returned to the corral in the canyon. "They started this
game, and they 've put it up to me," he told himself grimly, "and they
need n't squeal if they burn their worn fingers."
He hurried, for he had some work ahead of him, and the sun was
sliding past the noon mark already. He reached the corral and went
about what he had to do as if he were working for wages and wanted to
give good measure.
First, he rebuilt the little fire just outside the corral where the
cattle could not trample it, but where one might thrust a branding iron
into its midst from between the rails. When it was going properly, he
searched certain likely hiding-places and found an iron still warm from
previous service. He thrust it in to heat, led Rattler into the corral,
and closed the gate securely behind him. Then he mounted, took down his
rope and widened the loop, while his angry eyes singled out the animal
he wanted first.
Ward was not an adept with a "running iron"; he was honest,
whatever men might say of him. But he knew how to tie down an animal,
and he sacrificed part of his lariat to get the short rope he needed to
tie their feet together. He worked fast no telling what minute
someone might come and catch him and he did his work well, far better
and neater than had his predecessors.
When he left that corral, he smiled. Before he had ridden very far
up the bluff, he stopped, looked down at the long-suffering cattle, and
smiled again sardonically. One could read their brands easily from
where he sat on his horse. They were not blotched; they were very
distinct. But they were not Y6s within that corral. There were other
brands which might be made of a Y6 monogram, by the judicious addition
of a mark here and a mark there.
"There, damn yuh: chew on that awhile!" he apostrophized the absent
three. He turned away and rode back once more toward home.
Rattler turned naturally into the trail which ran up the creek to
the ranch, but Ward immediately turned him out of it. "We are n't going
to overlook any bets, old-timer," he said grimly and crossed the creek
at a point where it was too rocky to leave any hoof-prints behind them.
He rode up the lower point of the ridge beyond and followed the crest
of it on the side away from the valley. When he reached a point nearly
opposite his cabin, he dismounted, unbuckled his spurs, and slipped
their chains over the saddle-horn. Then he went forward afoot to
reconnoitre. He was careful to avoid rock or gravelly patches and to
walk always on the soft grass which muffled his steps.
In this wise he made his way to the top of the ridge where he could
look down upon the cabin and stable and corrals and see also the creek
trail for a good quarter of a mile. The little valley lay quiet. His
team fed undisturbed by the creek not far from the corral, which
reassured Ward more than anything. Still, he waited until he had made
reasonably sure that the bluff held no watcher concealed before he went
back to where Rattler waited patiently.
"I guess they did n't plan to stir things up till they got those
critters planted where they wanted them," he mused, while he rode down
the bluff to his cabin. "But when they visit that bunch of stock again,
I reckon things will begin to tighten!"
He was wary of exposing himself too much to view from the buff
while he did his chores that night, and he kept Rattler in the stable.
Also, he slept very little, and before daybreak he was up and away. He
had a rolled army blanket tied behind the saddle, a sack of grub and a
frying-pan and a bucket for coffee. But he did not go any farther than
the wolf-den, and he spent a couple of hours removing as well as he
could any suspicious traces of having dug anything more than wolf pups
from the bank on the ledge.
THE trouble with a man like Buck Olney is that you can never be sure
of his method, except that it will be underhand and calculated to
eliminate as much as possible any risk to himself. Ward, casting back
into his memory he had known Buck Olney very well, once upon a time,
and in his unsuspecting youth had counted him a friend tried to guess
how Buck would proceed when he went down to that corral and found how
those brands had been retouched.
"He 'll be running around in circles for awhile, all right," he
deduced with an air of certainty. "Blotched brands he 'd know was my
work; and he could have put it on me, too, with a good yarn about
trailing me so close I got cold feet. As it is " Ward smoked two
cigarettes and scowled at the scenery. As it was, he did not know just
what Buck Olney would do, except "If he makes a guess I did that, he
'll know I 'm wise to the whole plan. And he 'll get me, sure,
providing I stand with my back to him long enough!" Ward had his back
to a high ledge, at that moment, so that he did not experience any
impulse to look behind him.
"Buck don't want to drag me up before a jury," he reasoned further.
"He 'd a heap rather pack me in all wrapped up in a tarp, and say how
he 'd caught me with the goods, and I resisted arrest."
The assurance he felt as to what Buck Olney would do did not
particularly frighten Ward, even if he did neglect to go to bed in his
cabin during the next few days. That was common sense, born of his
knowledge of the man he was dealing with. He went to the cabin warily,
just often enough to give it an air of occupancy. He frequently sat
upon some hilltop and watched a lazy thread of smoke weave upward from
his rusty stovepipe, but he slept out under the stars rolled in his
heavy blanket, and he never crossed a ridge if he could make his way
through a hollow. It is not always cowardice which makes a man
extremely careful not to fall into the hands of his enemy. There is a
small matter of pride involved. Ward would have died almost any death
rather than give Buck Olney the satisfaction of "getting" him. For a
few days he was cautious as an Indian on the war trail, and then his
patience frazzled out under the strain.
At sunrise one morning, after a night of shivering in his blanket,
he hunched his shoulders in disgust of his caution. If Buck Olney
wanted anything of him, he was certainly taking his time about coming
after it. Ward rubbed his fingers over his stubbly jaw, and the
uncomfortable prickling was the last small detail of discomfort that
decided him. He was going to have a shave and a decent cup of coffee
and eat off his own table, or know the reason why, he promised himself
while he slapped the saddle on Rattler.
He was camped in a sheltered little hollow in the hills, where the
grass was good and there was a spring. It was mile and more to his
claim, straight across the upland, and it was his habit to leave
Rattler there and walk over to the ridge, where he could watch his
claim; frequently, as I have said, he stole down before daylight and
lighted a fire in the stove, just to make it look as if he lived there.
There was risk in that, of course, granting that the stock inspector
was the kind to lie in wait for him.
Ward rode to the ridge, with his blanket rolled and tied behind the
cantle. His frying-pan hung behind his leg, and his rifle lay across
the saddle in front of him. He was going home boldly enough and
recklessly enough, but he was by no means disposed to walk deliberately
into a trap. He kept his eye peeled, as he would have expressed it.
Also, he left Rattler just under the crest of the ridge, took off his
spurs and with his rifle in his hands went forward afoot, as he had
done every time he had approached his cabin since the day he found the
corral and the cattle in the canyon.
In this wise he looked down the steep slope with the sun throwing
the shadow of his head and shoulders before him. The cabin window
blinked cheerfully in the sunlight. His span of mares were coming up
from the meadow in the faint hope of getting a breakfast of oats,
perhaps. The place looked peaceful enough and cozily desirable to a man
who has slept out for four nights late in the fall; but a glance was
all Ward gave to it.
His eyes searched the bluff below him and upon either side. Of a
sudden they sharpened. He brought his rifle forward with an involuntary
motion of the arms. He stood so for a breath or two, looking down the
hill. Then he went forward stealthily, on his toes; swiftly, too, so
that presently he was close enough to see the carbuncle scar on the
neck of the man crouched behind a rock and watching the cabin as a cat
watches a mousehole. A rifle lay across the rock before the man, the
muzzle pointing downward. At that distance, and from a dead rest, it
would be strange if he should miss any object he shot at. He had what
gamblers call a cinch, or he would have had, if the man he watched for
had not been standing directly behind him, with rifle-sights in a line
with the scar on the back of his thick neck.
"Throw up your hands!" Ward called sharply, when his first flare of
rage had cooled to steady purpose.
Buck Olney jumped as though a yellow-jacket had stung him. He
turned a startled face over his shoulder and jerked the rifle up from
the rock. Ward raised his sights a little and plugged a round,
black-rimmed hole though Buck's hat crown.
"Throw up your hands, I told you!" he said, while the hills
opposite were still flinging back the sound of the shot, and came
closer.
Buck grunted an oath, dropped the rifle so suddenly that it
clattered on the rock, and lifted his hands high in the quiet sunlight.
"Get up from there and go on down to the shack and keep your
hands up. And remember all the reasons I 've got for wanting to see you
make a crooked move, so I 'll have an excuse to shoot." Ward came still
closer as he spoke. He was wishing he had brought his rope along. He
did not feel quite easy in his mind while Buck Olney's hands were free.
He kept thinking of what Billy Louise had said to him about shooting
this man, and it was the first time since he had known her that he
disliked the thought of her.
Buck got up awkwardly and went stumbling down the steep slope, with
his hands trembling in the air upon either side of his head. From their
nervous quivering it was evident that his memory was good, and that it
was working upon the subject which Ward had suggested to him. He did
not give Ward the weakest imitation of an excuse to shoot. And so the
two of them came presently down upon the level and passed around the
cabin to the door, with no more than ten feet of space between them
so inexorably had Ward crowded close upon the other's stumbling
progress.
"Hold on a minute!"
Buck stopped as still as though he had gone against a rock wall.
Ward came closer, and Buck flinched away from the feel of the rifle
muzzle between his shoulder blades. Ward reached out a cautious hand
and pulled the six-shooter from its scabbard at Buck's right hip.
"Got a knife? You always used to go heeled with one. Speak up and
don't lie about it."
"Inside my coat," grunted Buck, and Ward's lip curled while he
reached around the man's bulky body and found the knife in its leather
sheath. Evidently Buck was still remembering with disquieting exactness
what reasons Ward might have for wanting to kill him.
"Take down your left hand and open the door."
Buck did so and put his hand up again without being told.
"Now go in and stand with your face to the wall." With the rifle
muzzle, Ward indicated which wall. He noticed how Buck's fingers groped
and trembled against the wall, just under the eaves, and his lip curled
again in the expression which Billy Louise so hated to see.
Ward had chosen the spot where he could reach easily a small coil
of rope. He kept the rifle pressing Buck's shoulders until he had
shifted the knife into one hand, leaned, and laid its blade against
Buck's cheek.
"Feel that? I 'll jab it clear through you if you give me a chance.
Drop your hands down behind you." He spent a busy minute with the rope
before he pushed Buck Olney roughly toward the chair.
Buck sat down, and Ward did a little more ropework.
"Say, Ward, you 're making a big mistake if you "
"Shut up!" snapped Ward. "Can't you see I 'm standing all I can
stand, just with the sight of you? Don't pile it on too thick by
letting me hear you talk. I heard you once too often as it is."
Buck Olney caught his breath and sat very still. His eyes followed
Ward as the eyes of a caged animal follow its keeper.
Ward tried to ignore his presence completely while he lighted a
fire and fried bacon and made coffee, but the hard set of his jaw and
the cold intentness of his eyes proved how conscious he was of Buck's
presence. He tried to eat just to show how calm he was, but the bread
and bacon choked him. He could feel every nerve in his body quiver with
the hatred he felt for the man, and the bitterness which the sight of
him called up out of the past. He drank four cups of coffee, black and
sweetened at random, which steadied him a little. That he did not offer
Buck food or drink showed how intense was his hatred; as a rule, your
true range man is hospitable even to his enemies.
He rose and inspected the ropes to make sure that they were proof
against twisting, straining muscles, and took an extra turn or two with
the loose end, just to make doubly sure of the man's helplessness.
"Where did you leave your horse?" he asked him curtly, when he was
through.
Buck told him, his eyes searching Ward's face for mercy or at
least for some clew to his fate and dulling with disappointment
because he could read nothing there but loathing.
Without speaking again, Ward went out and closed the door firmly
behind him. He felt relieved to be away from Buck's presence. As he
climbed the bluff and mentally relived the last hour, he wondered how
he had kept from shooting Buck as soon as he saw him. Still, that would
have defeated his main purpose, which was to make Buck suffer. He was
afraid he could not make Buck suffer as Buck had make him suffer,
because there were obstacles in the path of a perfect retribution.
Ward was not cruel by nature; at least he was not more cruel than
the rest of us; but as he went after Rattler and Buck's horse, it
pleased him to know that Buck Olney was tied hand and foot in his
cabin, and that he was sick with dread of what the future held for him.
Ward was gone an hour. He did not hurry; there was no need. Buck could
not get away, and a little suspense would do him good.
Buck's face was pasty when Ward opened the door. His eyes were a
bit glassy. And from the congested appearance of his hands, Ward judged
that he had tested to the full his helplessness in his bonds. Ward
looked at him a minute and got out the makings of a smoke. His mood had
changed in his absence. He no longer wanted absolute silence between
them; instead, he showed symptoms of wanting to talk.
"If I turn you loose, Buck, what will you do?" he asked at last, in
a curious tone.
"If you Ward, I 'll prove I 'm a friend to yuh in spite of the
idea you 've got that I ain't. I never done nothing "
"No, of course not." Ward's lip curled. "That was my mistake,
maybe. You always used to say you were my friend, when "
"And that 's the God's truth, Ward!" Buck's face was becoming
flushed with his eagerness. "I done everything I could for you, Ward,
but the way the cards laid, I could n't "
"Get me hanged. I know; you sure tried hard enough!" Ward puffed
hard at his cigarette, and the lips that held it trembled a little.
Otherwise he seemed perfectly cool and calm.
"Say, Ward, them lawyers lied to you."
"Oh, cut it out, Buck. I 've seen you wriggle through a snake-hole
before. I believe you 're my friend, just the way you 've always been."
"That 's right, Ward, and I can prove it."
Ward snorted. "You proved it, old-timer, when you laid up there
behind a rock with your sights on this shack, ready to get me when I
came out. I sabe now how it happened Jim McGuire was found face down in
the spring behind his shack, with a bullet hole in his back, that time.
You were his friend, too!"
"Ward, I "
"Shut up. I just wanted to see if you 'd changed any in the last
seven years. You have n't, unless it 's for the worse. You 've got to
the end of the trail, old-timer. When you went laying for me, you fixed
yourself a-plenty. Do you want to know what I 'm going to do to you?"
"Ward, you would n't dare shoot me! With the record you 've got,
you would n't stand "
"Who gave it to me, huh? Oh, I heap sabe; you 've left word with
your pardners that you were coming up here to arrest me single-handed.
They will give the alarm, if you don't show up; and I 'll go on the
dodge and get caught and " Ward threw away his cigarette and took a
step toward his captive; a step so ominous that Buck squirmed in his
bonds.
"Well, you can rest easy on one point. I 'm not going to shoot
you." Ward stood still and watched the light of hope flare in the eyes
of his enemy. "I 'm going to wash the dishes and take a shave and
then I 'm going to take you out somewhere and hang you."
"My God, Ward! You you "
"I told you, seven years ago," went on Ward steadily, "that I 'd
see you hung before I was through with you. Remember? By rights you
ought to hang by the heels, over a slow fire! You 're a about as low a
specimen of humanity as I ever saw or heard of. You know what you did
for me, Buck. And you know what I told you would happen; well, it 's
going to come off according to the programme.
"I did think of running you in and giving you a taste of hell
yourself. But, as usual, you 've gone and tangled up a couple of
fellows that never did me any particular harm and I don't want to hand
them anything if I can help it. So I 'll just string you up after
awhile, when I get around to it and leave a note saying who you are,
and that you 're the head push in this rustling business, and that you
helped spend the money that Hardup bank lost awhile back; and that you
're one of the gazabos "
"You can't prove it! You "
"I don't have to prove it. The authorities will do all that when
they get the tip I 'll give them. And you, being hung up on a limb
somewhere, can't very well give your pardners the double-cross; so they
'll have a fighting chance to make their getaway.
"Now, I 'm through talking to you. What I say goes. You can talk if
you want to, Buck; but I 'm going to carve a steak out of you every
time you open your mouth." He pulled Buck's own knife out of its sheath
and laid it convenient to his hand, and he looked as if he would do any
cruel thing he threatened.
He relighted the fire, which had gone out long ago, and set the
dish-pan on the stove with water to heat. He remade his bunk, spreading
on the army blanket which he took from the saddle on Rattler. He swept
the floor as neatly as any woman could have done it and laid the two
wolf-skins down in their places where they did duty as rugs. He washed
and wiped his few dishes, keeping Buck's knife always within reach and
sending an inquiring glance toward Buck whenever that unhappy man made
the slightest movement, though truth to tell, Buck did not make many.
He brought two pails of water and set them on the bench inside, and in
the meantime he had cooked a mess of prunes and set them in a bowl on
the window-sill beside his bunk, where the air was coolest. He stropped
his razor painstakingly and shaved himself in leisurely fashion and
sent an occasional glance toward his prisoner from the looking-glass,
which made Buck swallow hard at his Adam's apple. And Buck, during all
this time, never once opened his lips, except to lick his tongue across
them, and never once took his eyes off Ward.
"I 've sure put the fear of the Lord into you, have n't I, Buck?"
Ward observed maliciously, wiping a blob of hairy lather upon a page
torn from an old Sears-Roebuck catalogue. "I was kinda hoping you had
more nerve. I wanted to get a whack at you, just to prove I 'm not
joshing."
Buck swallowed again, but he made no reply.
Ward washed his face in a basin of steaming water, got a can of
talcum out of the dish cupboard, and took the soap-shine off his cheeks
and chin. He combed his hair before the little mirror trying
unavailingly to take the wave out of it with water, and leaving it more
crinkly over his temples than it had been in the first place and
retied the four-in-hand under the soft collar of his shirt.
"I wish you 'd talk, Buck," he said, turning toward the other. He
looked very boyish and almost handsome, except for the expression of
his eyes, which gave Buck the shivers, and the set of his lips, which
was cruel. "I 've read how the Chinks hand out what they call the
death-of-a-thousand-cuts; I was thinking I 'd like to try it out on
you. But oh, well, this is Friday. It may as well go as a hanging."
He made a poor job of his calm irony, but Buck was not in the mental
condition to be critical.
The main facts were sufficiently ominous to offset Ward's attempt
at facetiousness. Indeed, the very weakness of the attempt was in
itself ominous. Ward might try to be coldly malevolent, but the light
that burned in his eyes, and the rage that tightened his lips, gave the
lie to his forced composure.
He went out and led up the horses to the door. He came back and
started to untie Buck Olney's feet, then bethought him of the statement
he had promised to write. He got a magazine and tore out the
frontispiece which, oddly enough, was a somber picture of Death
hovering with outstretched wings over a battlefield and wrote several
lines in pencil on the back of it, where the paper was smooth and
white.
"How 's that?" he asked, holding up the paper so that Buck could
read what he had written. "I ain't in the mood to sit down and write a
whole book, so I had to boil down your pedigree. But that will do the
business all right, don't you think?"
Buck read with staring eyes, looked into Ward's face, and opened
his lips for protest or pleading. Then he followed Ward's glance to the
knife on the table and shut his mouth with a snap. Ward laughed grimly,
picked up the knife, and ran his thumb lightly over the edge to test
its keenness.
"Put a fresh edge on it for me, huh?" he commented. "Well, we may
as well get started, I reckon. I 'm getting almighty sick of seeing you
around."
He loosened the rope that bound Buck to the chair and stood
scowling down at him, drawing in a corner of his lip and biting it
thoughtfully. Then he took his revolver and held it in his left hand,
while with his right he undid the rope which bound Buck's hands.
"Stick your hands out in front of you," he commanded. "You 'll have
to ride a ways; there is n't any gallows tree in walking distance."
"For God's sake, Ward!" Buck's voice was hoarse. The plea came out
of its own accord. He held his hands before him, however, and he made
no attempt to get out of the chair. He knew Ward could shoot all right
with his left hand, you see. He had watched him practice on tin cans,
long ago when the two were friends.
"You know what I told you," Ward reminded him grimly and took up
the knife with a deadly air that made the other suck in his breath.
"Hold still! I 'm liable to cut your throat if I make a mislick."
Really, it was the way he did it that made it terrible. The thing
itself was nothing. He merely drew the back of the blade down alongside
Buck's ear, and permitted the point to scratch through the skin barely
enough to let out a thin trickle of blood. A pin would have hurt worse.
But Buck groaned and believed he had lost an ear. He breathed in gasps,
but did not say a word.
"Go ahead; talk all you want to, Buck," Ward invited, and wiped the
knife-blade on Buck's shoulder before he returned the weapon to its
sheath in his inside coat pocket.
Buck flinched from the touch and set his teeth.
Ward tied his hands before him and told him to get up and go out to
his horse. Buck obeyed with abject submissiveness, and Ward's lip
curled again as he walked behind him to the door. He had not the
slightest twinge of pity for the man. He was gloatingly glad that he
could make him suffer, and he inwardly cursed his own humanity for
being so merciful. He ought to have cut Buck's ear off slick and clean
instead of making a bluff at it, he told himself disgustedly. Buck
deserved it and more.
He helped Buck into the saddle, took the short rope in his hands,
and hobbled Buck's feet under the horse, grasped the bridle-reins, and
mounted Rattler. Without a word he set off up the rough trail toward
Hardup, leading Buck's horse behind him.
"BEFORE you go, Buck, I want to tell you that you need n't jolly
yourself into thinking your death will be avenged. It won't. You
noticed what I wrote; and there is n't a scrap of my writing anywhere
in the country to catch me up " Ward's thoughts went to Billy Louise,
who had some very good samples, and he stopped suddenly. He was trying
not to think of Billy Louise, to-day. "Also, when somebody happens to
ride this way and sees you, I won't be anywhere around."
"This is the tree," he added, stopping under a cottonwood that
flung a big branch out over the narrow cow-trail they were traveling.
"The chances are friend Floyd will be ambling around this way in a day
or two," he said hearteningly. "He can tend to the last sad rites and
take charge of your horse. He 's liable to be sore when he reads your
pedigree, but I don't reckon that will make a great deal of difference.
You 'll get buried, all right, Buck."
Ward dismounted with a most businesslike manner and untied Buck
Olney's rope from the saddle. "I can't spare mine," he explained
laconically. He had some trouble in fashioning a hangman's noose. He
had not had much practice, he remarked to Buck after the first attempt.
"How do you do it, Buck? You know more about these things than I
do," he taunted. "You 've helped hang lots of poor devils that will be
glad to meet yuh in hell to-day."
Buck Olney moistened his dry lips. Ward glanced at his face and
looked quickly away. Staring, abject terror is not nice to look upon,
even though the man is your worst enemy and is suffering justly for his
sins. Ward's fingers fumbled the rope as though his determination were
weakening. Then he remembered some things, hunched his shoulders,
impatient of the merciful impulse, and began the knot again. An old
prospector had shown him once how it was done.
"Of course, a plain slip-knot would do the business all right," he
said. "But I 'll try and give you the genuine thing, same as you gave
the other fellows."
"Ward, for God's sake, let me go!"
Ward started, He did not know that a man's voice could change so
much in so short a time. He never would have recognized the tones as
coming from Buck Olney's loose, complacent lips.
"Ward, I 'll never I 'll leave the country I 'll go to South
America, or Australia, or "
"You 'll go to hell, Buck," Ward cut in inexorably. "You 've got
your ticket."
"I 'll own up to everything. I 'll tell you where some of the money
's cached we got in that Hardup deal, Ward. There 's enough to put you
on Easy Street. I 'll tell you who helped "
"You 'd better not," advised Ward harshly, "or I 'll make hanging a
relief to you. I know pretty well, right now, all you could tell. And
if I wanted to send your pardners up, I would n't need your help. It 's
partly to give them a chance that I 'm sending you out this way,
myself. I don't call this murder, Buck. I 'm saving the State a lot of
time and trouble, that 's all; and your pardners the black eye they 'd
get for throwing in with you. I heap sabe who was the head push. You
got them in to take whatever dropped, so you could get off slick and
clean, just as you 've done before, you you "
Buck Olney got it then, hot from the fires of Ward's wrath. A man
does not brood over treachery and wrong and a blackened future for
years, without storing up a good many things that he means to say to
the friend who has played him false. Ward had been a happy-go-lucky
young fellow who had faith in men and in himself and in his future. He
had lived through black, hopeless days and weeks and months, because of
this man who tried now to buy mercy with the faith of his partners.
Ward stood up and let the rope trail forgotten from his hands while
he told Buck Olney all the things he had brooded over in bitterness. He
had meant to keep it all down, but it was another instance of bottled
emotions, and Buck, with his offer of a fresh bit of treachery, had
pulled the cork. Ward trembled a little while he talked, and his face
grew paler and paler as he dug deep into the blackest part of the past,
until when he finished he was a tanned white. He was shaking at the
last; shaking so that he staggered to the tree and leaned against it
weakly, while he fumbled for tobacco and papers.
In the saddle Buck sat all hunched together as if Ward had lashed
him with rawhide instead of with stinging words. The muscles of his
face twitched spasmodically. His eyes were growing bloodshot.
Ward spilled two papers of tobacco before he got a cigarette rolled
and lighted. He wondered a little at the physical reaction from his
outburst, but he wondered more at Buck Olney sitting alive and unhurt
on the horse before him a Seabeck horse which Ward had seen Floyd
Carson riding once or twice. He wondered what Floyd would do if he saw
Buck now and the use to which the horse was being put.
Ward finished the cigarette, rolled another, and smoked that also
before he could put his hand out before him and hold it reasonably
steady. When he felt fairly sure of himself again, he lifted his hat to
wipe off the sweat of his anger, gave a big sigh, and returned to the
tying of the hangman's noose.
When he finally had it fixed the way he wanted it, he went close
and flung the noose over Buck Olney's head. He could not trust himself
to speak just then. He cast an inquiring glance upward, took Buck's
horse by the bridle, and led him forward a few steps so that Buck was
directly under the overhanging limb. Then, with the coil of Buck's rope
in his hand, he turned back and squirmed up the tree-trunk until he had
reached the limb. He crawled out until he was over Buck's
bullet-punctured hat-crown, sliced off what rope he did not need, and
flung it to the ground. He saw Buck wince as the rope went past him.
The pinto horse shied out of position.
"Take the reins and bring him back here!" Ward called shortly, and
gave a twitch of the rope as a hint.
Mechanically Buck obeyed. He did not know that the rope was not yet
tied to the limb.
Ward tied the rope securely, leaving enough slack to keep Buck from
choking prematurely. He fussed a minute longer, with his lip curled
into a grin of sardonic humor. Then he crawled back to the trunk of the
tree and slid down carefully so that he would not frighten the pinto.
He went up and took the hobble off Buck Olney's feet, felt in the
seam of his coat-lapel, and pulled out four pins, with which he
fastened Buck's "pedigree" between Buck's shrinking shoulder-blades.
Then he stood off and surveyed his work critically before he went over
to Rattler, who stood dozing in the sunshine.
"Sorry I can't stay to see you off," he told Buck maliciously. "I
've decided to let you go alone and take your own time about starting.
As long as that cayuse stands where he is, you 're safe as a church.
And you 've got the reins; you can kick off any time you feel like it.
Sabe?" He studied Buck's horror-marked face pitilessly.
"You 've got about one chance in a million that you can make that
pinto stand there till someone comes along," he pointed out
impartially. "I 'm willing to give you that chance, such as it is. And
if you 're lucky enough to win out on it well, I 'd advise you to do
some going! South America is about as close as you 'll be safe. Folks
around here are going to know all about you, old-timer, whether they
get to read what 's on your back or not.
"And, on the other hand, it 's a million-to-one shot you 'll land
where your ticket reads. I 'd hate to gamble on that horse standing in
one spot for two or three days, would n't you?" He wheeled Rattler
unobtrusively, his eye on the pinto. "I hope he don't try to follow,"
he said. "I want you to have a little time to think about the things I
said to you. Well, so-long."
Ward rode back the way he had come, glancing frequently over his
shoulder at Buck, slumped in the saddle with a paper pinned to his back
like a fire-warning on a tree, and his own grass rope noosed about his
neck and connecting him with the cottonwood limb six feet above his hat
crown.
Ward had not ridden a hundred yards before he heard Buck Olney
scream hysterically for help. He grinned sourly with his eyebrows
pinched together and that hard, strained look in his eyes still. "Let
him holler awhile!" he gritted. "Do him good, damn him!"
Until distance and the intervening hills set a wall of silence
between, Ward heard Buck screaming in fear of death, screaming until he
was so hoarse he could only whisper; screaming because he had not seen
Ward take his knife and slice the rope upon the limb so that it would
not have held the weight of a rabbit.
IT was past noon when Ward rode down the steep slope to the creek bank
just above his cabin.
He was sunk deep in that mental depression which so often follows
close upon the heels of a great outburst of passion. Mechanically he
twitched the reins and sent Rattler down the last shelf of bank and
he did not look up to see just where he was. Rattler was a well-trained
horse, since he was Ward's. He obeyed the rein signal and stepped off a
two-foot bank into a nest of loose-piled rocks that slid treacherously
under his feet. Sure-footed though he was, he stumbled and fell; and it
was sheer instinct that took Ward's feet from the stirrups in time.
Ward sprawled among the rocks, dazed. The shock of the fall took
him out of his fit of abstraction, and he pulled away from Rattler as
the horse scrambled up and stood shaking before him. He tried to
scramble up also. . . .
Ward sat and stared stupidly at his left leg where, midway between
his knee and his foot, it turned out at an unnatural angle. He thought
resentfully that he had had enough trouble for once, without having a
broken leg on top of it all.
"Now this is one hell of a fix!" he stated dispassionately, when
pain had in a measure cooled his first anger. He looked around him like
a man who is taking stock of his resources. He was not far from the
cabin. He could get there by crawling. But what then?
Ward looked at Rattier, standing docilely within reach of his hand.
He considered getting on if he could, and riding well, the nearest
place was fifteen miles. And that was a good, long way from a doctor.
He glanced again at the cabin and tried to study the situation
impersonally. If it were some other fellow, now, what would Ward advise
him to do under the circumstances?
He reached down and felt his leg gingerly. So far as He could tell,
it was a straight, simple break snapped short off against a rock, he
judged. He shook his head over the thought of riding fifteen miles with
those broken bones grinding their edges together. And still, what else
could he do?
He reached out, took the reins, and led Rattler a step nearer, so
that he could grasp the stirrup. With his voice he held the horse quiet
while he pulled himself upright upon his good leg. Then, with
pain-hurried, jerky movements, he pulled off the saddle, glanced around
him, and flung it behind a buck-brush. He slipped off the bridle, flung
that after the saddle, and gave Rattler a slap on the rump. The horse
moved away, and Ward stared after him with set lips. "Anyway, you can
look after yourself," he said and balanced upon his right leg while he
swung around and faced the cabin. It was not far to a man with two
sound legs. A hundred yards, perhaps.
Ward crawled there on his hands and one knee, dragging the broken
leg after him. It was not a nice experience, but it served one good
purpose: It wiped from his mind all thought of that black past wherein
Buck had figured so shamefully. He had enough to think of with his
present plight, without worrying over the past.
In half an hour or so Ward rested his arms upon his own doorstep
and dropped his perspiring face upon them. He lay there a long while,
in a dead faint.
After awhile he moved, lifted his head, and looked about him dully
at first and then with a certain stoical acceptance of his plight. He
looked into the immediate future and tried to forecast its demands upon
his strength and to prepare for them. He crawled farther up on the
step, reached the latch, and opened the door. He crawled in, pulled
himself up by the foot of his bunk, and sat down weakly with his head
in his hands. Like a hurt animal, he had obeyed his instinct and had
crawled home. What next?
If Ward had been a weaker man, he would have answered that question
speedily with his gun. He did think of it contemptuously as an easy way
out. If he had never met Billy Louise, he might possibly have chosen
that way. But Ward had changed much in the past two years, and at the
worst he had never been a coward. His hurt was sending waves of nausea
over him, so that he could not concentrate his mind upon anything. Then
he thought of the bottle of whisky he kept in his bunk for emergencies.
Ward was not a man who drank for pleasure, but he had the Western man's
faith in a good jolt of whisky when he felt a cold coming on or a pain
in his stomach or anything like that. He always kept a bottle on
hand. A quart lasted him a long time.
He felt along the footboard of the bunk till his fingers touched
the bottle; drew it out from its hiding-place he hid it because stray
callers would have made short work of it and, placing the uncorked
bottle to his trembling lips, swallowed twice.
He was steadier now, and the sickness left him like fog before a
stiff breeze. His eyes went slowly around the cabin, measuring his
resources, and his needs and limitations. He pulled his one chair
toward him the chair which Buck Olney had occupied so unwillingly
and placed his left knee upon it. It hurt terribly, but the whisky had
steadied him so that he could bear the pain. He managed to reach the
cupboard where he kept his dishes, and took down a bottle of liniment
and a box of carbolized vaseline which he happened to have. He was near
the two big, zinc water pails which he had filled that morning just to
show Buck Olney how cool he was over his capture, and he bethought him
that water was going to be precious in the next few weeks.
He lifted down one pail and swung it forward as far as he could,
and set it on the floor ahead of him. Then he swung the other pail
beside it. Painfully he hitched his chair alongside, lifted the pails
and set them forward again. He did that twice and got them beside his
bunk. He went back and inspected the teakettle, found it half full, and
carried that also beside the bunk. Then he took another drink of whisky
and rested awhile.
Bandages! Well, there was a new flour-sack hanging on a nail. He
stood up, leaned and got it, and while he was standing, he reached for
the cigar-box where he kept his bachelor sewing outfit; two spools of
very coarse thread, some large-eyed needles to carry it, an assortment
of buttons, and a pair of scissors. He cut the flour-sack into strips
and sewed the strips together; his stitches were neater than you might
think.
When the bandage was long enough, he rolled it as he had seen
doctors do, and fished some pins out of the cigar-box and laid them
where he could get his fingers on them quickly. He stood up again,
reached across to a box of canned milk, and pried off the lid. "I 'm
liable to need you, too," he muttered to the rows of cans, and pulled
the box close. He took Buck Olney's knife and whittled some very
creditable splints from the thin boards, and rummaged in his "warbag"
under the bunk for handkerchiefs with which to wrap the splints.
When he had done all that he could do to prepare for the long siege
of pain and helplessness ahead of him, he moved along the bunk until he
was sitting near the head of it with his broken leg extended before
him, and took a last look to make sure that everything was ready. He
felt his gun at his hip, removed belt and all, and threw it back upon
the bed. Then he turned his head and stared, frowning, at the black
butt where it protruded from the holster suggestively ready to his
hand. He reached out and took the gun, turned it over, and hesitated.
No telling what insane impulse fever might bring upon him and still
no telling what Buck Olney might do when he discovered that he was not
in any immediate danger of hanging.
If Buck came back to have it out with him, he would certainly need
that gun. He knew Buck; a broken leg would n't save him. On the other
hand, if the fever of his hurt hit him hard enough "Oh,
fiddlesticks!" he told himself at last. "If I get crazy enough for
that, the gun won't cut much ice one way or the other. There are other
ways of bumping off " So he tucked the gun under the mattress at the
head of his bed where he could put his hand upon it if the need came.
Then he removed his boots by the simple method of slitting the legs
with Buck's knife, bared his broken leg in the same manner, swallowed
again from the bottle, braced himself mentally and physically, gritted
his teeth, and went doggedly to work.
A man never knows just how much he can endure or what he can do
until he is making his last stand in the fight for self-preservation.
Ward had no mind to lie there and die of blood-poisoning, for instance;
and broken bones do not set themselves. So, sweating and swearing with
the agony of it, he set his leg and bound the splints in place, and
thanked the Lord it was a straight, clean break and that the flesh was
not torn.
Then he dropped back upon the bed and did n't care whether he lived
or not.
Followed days of fever, through which Ward lived crazily and lost
count of the hours as they passed. Days when he needed good nursing,
and did not get so much as a drink of water, except through pain and
effort. Hours when he cursed Buck Olney and thought he had him bound to
the chair in the cabin. Hours when he watched for him, gun in hand,
through the window beside the bunk.
It was while he was staring glassy-eyed through the window that his
attention wandered to the big, white bowl of stewed prunes. They looked
good, with their shiny, succulent plumpness standing up like little
wrinkled islands in the small sea of brown juice. Ward reached out with
his left hand he was gripping the gun in his right, ready for Buck
when he showed up and picked a prune out of the dish. It was his
first morsel of food since the morning when he had tried to eat his
breakfast while Buck Olney stared at him with the furtive malevolence
of a trapped animal. That was three days ago. The prune tasted even
better than it looked. Ward picked out another and another.
He forgot his feverish hallucination that Buck Olney was waiting
outside there until he caught Ward off his guard. He lay back on his
pillow, his fingers relaxed upon the gun. He closed his eyes and lay
quiet. Perhaps he slept a little.
When he opened his eyes he was in the dark. The window was a
transparent black square sprinkled with stars. Ward watched them
awhile. He thought of Billy Louise; he would like to know how her
mother was getting along and how much longer they expected to stay in
Boise. He thought of the times she had kissed him twice, and of her
own accord. She would not have done it, either time, if he had asked
her; he knew her well enough for that. She must be left free to obey
the impulses of that big, brave heart of hers. A girl with a smarter
soul and one less fine would have blushed and simpered and acted the
fool generally at the mere thought of kissing a man of her own accord.
Billy Louise had been tender as Christ Himself, and as sweet and pure.
Was there another girl like her in the world? Ward looked at the stars
and smiled. There was never such another, he told himself. And she
"liked him to pieces"; she had said so. Ward laughed a little in spite
of his throbbing leg. "Some other girl would have said, 'Ward, I lo-ove
you,'" he grinned. "Wilhemina is different."
He lay there looking up at the stars and thinking, thinking. Once
his lips moved. He was saying "Wilhemina-mine" softly to himself. His
eyes, shining in the starlight, were very tender. After a long while he
fell asleep, still thinking of her. A late moon came up and touched his
face and showed it thin and sunken-eyed, yet with the little smile
hidden behind his lips, for he was dreaming of Billy Louise.
Some time after daylight Ward woke and wanted a cigarette, which
was a sign that he was feeling a little more like himself. He was
feverish still, and the beating pain in his leg was maddening. But his
brain was clear of fever-fog. He smoked a little of the cigarette he
made from the supply on the shelf behind the bunk, and after that he
looked about him for something to eat.
He had made a final trip to Hardup two weeks before, and had
brought back supplies for the winter. And because his pay streak of
gravel-bank had yielded a fair harvest, he had not stinted himself on
the things he liked to eat. He lay looking over the piled boxes against
the farther wall, and wondered if he could reach the box of crackers
and drag it up beside the bunk. He was weak, and to move his leg was
agony. Well, there was the dish of prunes on the window-sill.
Ward ate a dozen or so but he wanted the crackers. He leaned as
far as he could from the bed, and the box was still two feet from his
outstretched fingers. He lay and considered how he might bring the box
within reach.
At the head of the bunk stood the case of peaches and beneath that
the case of canned tomatoes, the two forming a stand for his lantern.
He eyed them thoughtfully, chewing a corner of his underlip. He did not
want peaches or tomatoes just then; he wanted those soda-crackers.
He took Buck Olney's knife he was finding it a most useful
souvenir of the encounter! and pried off a board from the peach box.
Two nails stuck out through each end of the board. He leaned again from
the bed, reached out with the board, and caught the nails in a crack on
the upper edge of the cracker-box. He dragged the box toward him until
it caught against a ridge in the rough board floor, when the nails bent
outward and slipped away from the crack. Ward lay back, exhausted with
the effort he had made and tormented with the pain in his leg.
After awhile he took the piece of board and managed to slide it
under the box, lifting a corner of it over the ridge. That was hard
work, harder than you would believe unless you tried it yourself after
lying three days fasting, with a broken leg and a fever. He had to rest
again before he took the other end of the board, that had the good
nails, and pulled the box up beside the bunk.
In a few minutes he made another effort and pried part of the cover
off the cracker-box with the knife. Then he pulled out half a dozen
crackers and ate them, drank half a dipper of water, and felt better.
In an hour or so he believed he could stand it to fix up his leg a
little. There was one splint that was poorly wrapped, or something. It
felt as though it were digging slivers into his leg, and he could n't
stand it any longer.
He pulled himself up until he was sitting with his back against the
wall at the head of his bunk and smoked a cigarette before he went any
farther. Then he unwrapped the bandage carefully, removed the splint
that hurt the worst, and gently massaged the crease in the bruised,
swollen flesh where the narrow board had pressed so cruelly.
The crease itched horribly, and it was too sore to scratch. Ward
cussed it and then got the carbolized vaseline and rubbed that on,
wincing at the pain of his lightest touch. He did not hurry; he had all
the time there was, and it was a relief to get the bandage off his leg
for awhile. You may be sure he was very careful not to move those
broken bones a hair's breadth!
He rubbed on the vaseline, fearing the liniment would blister and
increase his discomfort, and replaced splint and bandage. He was
terribly tired afterwards and lay in a half stupor for a long while. He
realized keenly that he had a tough pull ahead of him, unless someone
chanced to ride that way and so discovered his plight; which was so
unlikely that he did not build any hopes upon it.
He had held himself aloof from the men of the country. He knew the
Seabeck riders by sight; he had talked a little with Floyd Carson two
or three times, and had met Seabeck himself. He knew Charlie Fox in a
purely casual way, as has been related; and Peter Howling Dog the same.
None of these men were likely to ride out of their way to see him.
And now that his mind worked rationally, he had no fear of Buck Olney's
vengeful return. Buck Olney, he guessed shrewdly, was extremely busy
just now, putting as many miles as possible between himself and that
part of Idaho. Unless Billy Louise should come or send for him, he
would in all probability lie alone there until he was able to walk.
Ward did not try to comfort himself with any delusions of hope.
As the days passed, he settled himself grimly to the business of
getting through the ordeal as comfortably as possible. He had food
within his reach, and a scant supply of water. He worked out the
question of diet and of using his resources to the best advantage. He
had nothing else to do, and his alert mind seized upon the situation
and brought it down to a fine system.
For instance, he did not open a can of fruit until the prunes were
gone. Then he emptied a can of tomatoes into the bowl as a safeguard
against ptomaine poisoning from the tin, and set the empty can on the
floor. During the warm part of each day he slid open the window by his
bunk and lay with the fresh air fanning his face and lifting the hair
from his aching temples.
He tried to eat regularly and to make the fruit juice save his
water supply. Sometimes he chewed jerked venison from the bag over his
head, but not very often; the salt in the meat made him drink too much.
On the whole, his diet was healthful and in a measure satisfying. He
did not suffer from the want of any real necessity, at any rate. He
smoked a good many cigarettes, but he was wise enough to leave the
bottle of whiskey alone after that first terrible time when it helped
him through a severe ordeal.
He had his few books within reach. He read a good deal, to keep
from thinking too much, and he tried to meet the days with philosophic
calm. He might easily be a great deal worse off than he was, he
frequently reminded himself. For instance, if he had been able to build
another room on to his cabin, his bunk and his food supply would have
been so widely separated as to cause him much hardship. There were, he
admitted to himself, certain advantages in living in one small room. He
could lie in bed and reach nearly everything he really needed.
But he was lonesome. So lonesome that there were times when life
looked absolutely worthless; when the blue devils made him their
plaything, and he saw Billy Louise looking scornfully upon him and
loving some other man better; when he saw his name blackened by the
suspicion that he was a rustler preying upon his neighbors' cattle;
when he saw Buck Olney laughing in derision of his mercy and fixing
fresh evidence against him to confound him utterly.
He had all those moods, and they left their own lines upon his
face. But he had one thing to hearten him, and that was the steady
progress of his broken leg toward recovery. A long, tedious process it
was, of necessity; but as nearly as he could judge, the bone was
knitting together and would be straight and strong again, if he did not
try to hurry it too much. He tried to keep count of the weeks as they
passed. When the days slid behind him until he feared he could not
remember, he cut a little notch on the window-sill each morning with
Buck's knife, with every seventh day a longer and deeper notch than the
others to mark the weeks. The first three days had been so hazy that he
thought them only two and marked them so; but that put him only one day
out of his reckoning.
He lay there and saw snow slither past his window, driven by a
whooping wind. It worried him to know that his calves were unsheltered
and unfed while his long stack of hay stood untouched unless the
cattle broke down his fence and reached it. He hoped they would; but he
was a thorough workman, and in his heart he knew that fence would
stand.
He saw cold rains and sleet. Then there were days when he shivered
under his blankets and would have given much for a cup of hot coffee;
days when the water froze in the pails beside the bed what little
water was left and he chipped off pieces of ice and sucked them to
quench his thirst. Days when the tomatoes and peaches were frozen in
the cans, so that he chewed jerked venison and ate crackers rather than
chill his stomach with the icy stuff.
Day by day the little notches and the longer ones reached farther
and farther along the window-sill, until Ward began to foresee the time
when he must start a new row. Day by day his cheek-bones grew more
clearly defined, his eyes bigger and more wistful. Day by day his
knuckles stood up sharper when he closed his hands, and day by day
Nature worked upon his hurt, knitting the bones together.
But, though he was lean to the point of being skinny, his eyes were
clear, and what little flesh he had was healthy flesh. Though he was
lonesome and hungry for action and for sight of Billy Louise, his mind
had not grown morbid. He learned more of the Bobbie Burns verses, and
he could repeat The Rhyme of the Three Sealers in his sleep, and most
of The Lady of the Lake. He used to lie and sing at the top of his
voice, sometimes: The Chisholm Trail unexpurgated and Sam Bass and
that doleful ditty about the Lone Prairie, and quaint old Scottish
songs he had heard his mother sing, long and long ago. His leg would
heal of itself if he let it alone long enough, he reminded himself
often. His mind he must watch carefully, if he would keep it healthy.
He knew that, and each day had its own little battle-ground. Sometimes
he won, and sometimes the fight went against him as is the way with
the world.
"I wonder if you ever in your whole life got a Christmas present? I
've been cultivating the Louise of me, and here are the first fruits of
my endeavor; I guess that 's the way they say it. I 've spent so much
time sitting by mommie when she 's asleep, and I get tired of reading
all the time, so a nurse in this ward mommie has a room to herself of
course, but not a special nurse, because I can do a lot of the little
things well, the nurse taught me how to hemstitch. So I got some silk
and made some nice, soft neckerchiefs one for you and one for me.
"This one I made last. I did n't want your eagle eyes seeing all
the bobbly stitches on the first one. I hope you like it, Ward. Every
stitch stands for a thought of the hills and our good times. I 've
brought Minervy back to life, and I try to play my old pretends
sometimes. But they always break up into pieces. I 'm not a kid now,
you see. And life is a lot different when you get out into it, is n't
it?
"Mommie does n't seem to get much better. I 'm worried about her.
She seems to have let go, somehow. She never talks about the ranch
much, or even worries about whether Phoebe is keeping the windows
washed. She talks about when she was a little girl, and about when she
and daddy were first married. It gets on my nerves to see how she has
slipped out of every-day life. The nurse says that 's common, though,
in sickness. She says I could go home and look after things for a week
or so just as well as not. She says mommie would be all right. But I
hate to leave her.
"I 'm awfully homesick for a good old ride on Blue. I miss him
terribly. Have you seen anything of the Cove folks lately? Seems like I
'm clear out of the world. I hate town, anyway, and a hospital is the
limit for dismalness. Even the Louise of me is getting ready to do
something awful if I have to stay much longer. Mommie sleeps most of
the time. I believe they dope her with something. She does n't have
that awful pain so bad. So I don't have anything to do but sit around
and read and sew and wait for her to wake up and want something.
"Pal, the Billy of me is at the exploding point! I believe I 'll
wind up by getting out in the corridor some day and shooting holes in
all the steam radiators! Did you ever live with one, Ward? Nasty,
sizzly things; they drive me wild. I 'd give the best cow in the bunch
for just one hour in front of our old stone fireplace and see the
sparks go up the chimney, and hear the coyotes. Honest to goodness, I
'd rather hear a coyote howl than any music on earth unless maybe it
was you singing a ten-dollar hoss an' a forty-dollar saddle. I 'd like
to hear that old trail song once more. I sure would, Ward. I 'd like to
hear it, coming down old Wolverine canyon. Oh, I just can't stand it
much longer. I 'm liable to wrap mommie in a blanket and crawl out the
window, some night, and hit the trail for home. I believe I could cure
her quicker right on the ranch. I wish I 'd never brought her here; I
believe it 's just a scheme of the doctors to get money out of us. I
know my poultices did just as much good as their old dope does.
"And this is Christmas, almost. I wonder what you 'll be doing.
Say, Ward, if you want to be a perfect jewel of a man, send me some of
that jerky you 've got hanging at the head of your bunk. I swiped some,
that last time I was there. It would taste mighty good to me now, after
all these hospital slops.
"And write me a nice, long letter, won't you? That 's a good
buckaroo. I 've got to stop mommie is beginning to wake up, and it 's
time for the doctor to come in and read the chart and look wise and
say: 'Well, how are we to-day? Pretty bright, eh?' I 'd like to kick
him clear across the corridor that is, the Billy of me would. And
believe me, the Billy of me is sure going to break out, some of these
days!
"I hope you like the neckerchief. I want you to wear it; if I come
home and find it hasn't been washed a couple of times, there 'll be
something doing! Don't rub soap on it, kid. Make a warm lathery suds
and wash it. And don't wave it by the corners till it dries. Hang it up
somewhere. You 'll have my stitches looking worse frazzled than my
temper.
"Well, a merry Christmas, Pal-o'-mine and here 's hoping you and
mommie and I will be eating turkey together at the Wolverine when next
Christmas comes. Nummy-num! Would n't that taste good, though?
"Now remember and write a whole tablet full to
"WILLIAM LOUISA, "WILHEMINA, "BILL-LOO, "BILL-THE-CONK, "BILLY
LOUISE, "FLOWER OF THE RANCH-OH."
Phoebe put that letter on the mantel over the fireplace, the day
after Christmas. Frequently she felt its puffy softness and its crackly
crispness and wondered dully what Billy Louise had sent to Ward.
Billy Louise refrained from expecting any reply until after New
Year's. Then she began to look for a letter, and when the days passed
and brought her no word, her moods changed oftener than the weather.
Ward's literary efforts, along about that time, consisted of
cutting notches in the window-sill beside his bunk.
On the day when the stage-driver gave Billy Louise's letter to
Phoebe, Ward cut a deeper, wider notch, thinking that day was
Christmas. Under the notch he scratched a word with the point of his
knife. It had four letters, and it told eloquently of the state of mind
he was in.
It was the day after that when Seabeck and one of his men rode up
the creek and out into the field where Ward's cattle grazed
apathetically on the little grass tufts that stuck up out of the snow.
Ward was reading, and so did not see them until he raised himself up to
make a cigarette and saw them going straight across the coulee by the
line fence to the farther hills. He opened the window and shouted after
them, but the wind was blowing keen from that direction, and they did
not hear him.
Seabeck had been studying brands and counting, and he was telling
Floyd Carson that everything was straight as a string.
"He must be out working this winter. I should think he 'd stay home
and feed these calves. The cows are looking pretty thin. I guess he is
n't much of a stock hand; these nesters are n't, as a general thing,
and if it 's as Junkins says, and he puts all he makes into this place,
he 's likely hard up. Mighty nice little ranch he 's got. Well, let 's
work over the divide and back that way. I did n't think we 'd find
anything here."
They turned and angled up the steep hillside, and Ward watched them
glumly. He thought he knew why they were prowling around the place, but
it seemed to him that they might have stretched their curiosity a
little farther and investigated the cabin. He did not know that the
snow of a week ago was banked over the doorstep with a sharp, crusty
combing at the top, to prove that the door had not been opened for some
time. Nor did he know that the two had ridden past the cabin on the
other side of the creek and had seen how deserted the place looked; had
ridden to the stable, noted there the unmistakable and permanent air of
emptiness, and had gone on.
Floyd Carson alone might have prowled through both buildings, but
Seabeck was a slow-going man of sober justice. He would not invade the
premises of another farther than he thought it necessary. He had heard
whispers that the fellow on Mill Creek might bear investigation, and he
had investigated. There was not a shadow of evidence that the Y6 cattle
had been gotten dishonestly. Therefore, Seabeck rode away and did not
look into the snow-banked cabin, as another man might have done; and
Ward missed his one chance of getting help from the outside.
Of course, he was doing pretty well as it was; but he would have
welcomed the chance to talk to someone. Taciturn as Ward was with men,
he had enough of his own company for once. And he would have asked them
to make him a cup of coffee and warm up the cabin once more. Little
comforts of that sort he missed terribly. If the room had not been so
clammy cold, he could have sat up part of the time, now. As it was, he
stayed in bed to keep warm; and even so he had been compelled to drag
the two wolf-skins off the floor and upon the bed to keep from
shivering through the coldest nights and days.
One day he did crawl out of bed and try to get over to the stove to
start a fire. But he was so weak that he gave it up and crawled back
again, telling himself that it was not worth the effort.
The letter with the silk neckerchief inside gathered dust upon the
mantel, down at the Wolverine. When the postmark was more than two
weeks old, another letter came, and Phoebe laid it on the fat one with
fingers that trembled a little. Phoebe had a letter of her own, that
day. Both were thin, and the addresses were more scrawly than usual.
Phoebe's Indian instinct warned her that something was amiss.
This was Ward's letter:
"Oh , God, Ward, mommie 's dead. She died last night. I thought she
was asleep till the nurse came in at five o'clock. I 'm all alone and I
don't know what to do. I wish you could come, but if you don't get this
right away, I 'll see you at the ranch. I 'm coming home as soon as I
can. Oh, Ward, I hate life and God and everything. BILLY LOUISE."
"Please Ward, stay at the ranch till I come. I want to see you. I
feel as if you 're the only friend I 've got left, now mommie 's gone.
She looked so peaceful when they took her away and so strange. I did
n't belong to her any more. I felt as if I did n't know her at all
and there is such an awful gap in my life maybe you 'll understand.
You always do."
The day that letter was written, Ward drew a plan of the house he
meant to build some day, with a wide porch on the front, where a
hammock would swing comfortably. He figured upon lumber and shingles
and rock foundation, and mortar for a big, deep fireplace. He managed
to put in the whole forenoon planning and making estimates, and he was
so cheerful afterwards that he whistled and sang, and later he tied a
piece of jerky on the end of a string and teased a fat field-mouse,
whose hunger made him venturesome. Ward would throw the jerky as far as
the string would permit and wait till the mouse came out to nibble at
it; then he would pull the meat closer and closer to the bed and laugh
at the very evident perturbation of the mouse. For the time being he
was a boy indulging his love of teasing something.
And while Ward played with that mouse, Billy Louise was longing for
his comforting presence while she faced alone one of the bitterest
things in life which is death. He had no presentiment of her need of
him, which was just as well, since he was absolutely powerless to help
her.
BILLY LOUISE, having arrived unexpectedly on the stage, pulled off her
fur-lined mittens and put her chilled hands before the snapping blaze
in the fireplace. Her eyes were tired and sunken, and her mouth drooped
pitifully at the corners, but aside from that she did not seem much
changed from the girl who had left the ranch two months and more
before.
"I 'll take a cup of tea, Phoebe, but I 'm not a bit hungry," she
said. "I ate just before I left town. How have you been, Phoebe?"
"We been fine. We been so sorry for you "
"Never mind that now, Phoebe. I 'd rather not talk about it. Has
anybody been here lately?"
"Charlie Fox, he come las' week mebby week before las'. Marthy,
she got rheumatis in her knee. Charlie, he say she been pretty bad one
night. I guess she 's better now. I tol' I wash for her if he brings me
clo'es, but he says he wash them clo'es hisself. I guess Charlie pretty
good to that old lady. He 's awful p'lite, that feller is."
"Yes, he is. I 'll go up and see her when I get rested a little. I
feel tired to death, somehow; maybe it 's the drive. The road is
terribly rough, and it was awful tiresome on the train. Has Ward been
around lately?"
"Ward, he ain't been here for long time. I guess mebbe it 's been
six weeks I ain't seen him. Las' time he was here he wrote that letter.
He ain't come no more. You let me drag this couch up to the fire, and
you lay down and rest yo'self. I 'll put on more wood. Seems like this
is awful cold winter. We had six little pigs come, and four of 'em
froze. John, he brung 'em in by the fire, but it 's no good; they die,
anyway."
Billy Louise dropped apathetically upon the couch after Phoebe had
helped her pull off her coat. She did not feel as though anything
mattered much, but she must go on with life, no matter how purposeless
it seemed. To live awhile and work and struggle and know the pain of
disappointment and weariness, and then to die: she did not see what use
there was in struggling. But one had to go on just the same. She had
borrowed money for mommie's sickness, and she would have to repay it;
and it was all so purposeless!
"How are the cattle wintering?" She forced herself to make some
show of interest in things.
"The cattle, they're doing all right. One heifer, she got blackleg
and die, but the rest they 're all right. John, he could n't find all;
two or three, they 're gone. He says mebby them rustlers got 'em. He
looked good as he could."
"Are has there been any more trouble about losing stock?" Billy
Louise shut her hand into a fist, but she spoke in the same tired tone
as before.
"I dunno. Seabeck, he told John they don't catch nobody yet. That
inspector, he come by long time ago. I guess he stopped with Seabeck.
He ain't come back yet. I dunno where he's gone. Seabeck, he did n't
say nothing to John about him, I guess. Maybe he went out the other
way."
"I did you do what I told you, Phoebe, about mommie's things?"
For once Phoebe did not answer garrulously. "Yes, I done it," she
said softly. "The boxes is in the shed when you want 'em."
"All right, Phoebe. Is the tea ready?"
While she sipped creamy tea from a solid-silver teaspoon which had
been a part of mommie's wedding-set, Billy Louise looked around the
familiar room for which she had hungered so in those deadly, monotonous
weeks at the hospital. The fire snapped in its stone recess, and the
cheerful warmth of it comforted her body and in a measure soothed her
spirit. She was chilled to the bones with facing that bitter east wind
for hours, and she had not seen a fireplace in all the time she had
been away.
But the place was empty, with no mommie fussing about, worrying
over little things, gently garrulous. If mommie had come back well, she
would have asked Phoebe about everything in the house and out of it.
There would have been a housewifely accounting going on at this minute.
Phoebe would be apologetic over those grimy windows, instead of merely
sympathetic over the sorrow in the house. Billy Louise wondered wherein
she lacked. For the life of her she could not feel that it mattered
whether the windows were clean or dirty; life was drab and cheerless
outside them, anyway.
Billy Louise in the last few months had tried to picture herself
alone, with mommie gone. Her imagination was too alive and saw too
clearly the possibilities for her never to have dwelt upon this very
crisis in her life. But whenever she had tried to think what it would
be like, she had always pictured Ward beside her, shielding her from
dreary details and lightening her burden with his whimsical gentleness.
She had felt sure that Ward would ride down every week for news of her,
and she had expected to find him there waiting for her, after that last
letter. Whatever could be the matter? Had he left the country?
Billy Louise's faith had compromised definitely with her doubts of
him. Guilty or innocent, she would be his friend always; that was the
condition her faith had laid down challengingly before her doubts. But
unless he were innocent and proved it to her, she would never marry
him, no matter how much she loved him. That was the concession her
faith had made to her doubts.
Billy Louise had a wise little brain, for all she idealized life
and her surroundings out of all proportion to reality. She told herself
that if she married Ward with her doubts alive, her misery would be far
greater than if she gave him up, except as a friend. Of course, her
ideals stepped in there with an impracticable compromise. She brought
back the Ward Warren of her "pretend" life. She dreamed of him as a
mutely adoring friend who stood and worshiped her from afar, and
because of his sins could not cross the line of friendship.
If he were a rustler, she would shield him and save him, if that
were possible. He would love her always Billy Louise could not
conceive of Ward transferring his affections to another less exacting
woman and he would be grateful for her friendship. She could build
long, lovely scenes where friendliness was put to the front bravely,
while love hid behind the mask and only peeped out through the eyes now
and then. She did not, of course, plan all this in sober reason; she
just dreamed it with her eyes open.
It had been in such a spirit that she had written to Ward; though
he would undoubtedly have read love into the lines and so have been
encouraged in the planning of that house with the wide porch in front!
She had dreamed all the way home of seeing Ward at the end of the
journey. Perhaps he would come out and help her down from the stage,
when it stopped at the gate, and call her Bill-Loo never once had
Ward spoken her name as others spoke it, but always with a twist of his
own which made it different, stamped with his own individuality and
he would walk beside her to the house and comfort her with his eyes,
and never mention mommie till she herself opened the way to her grief.
Then he would call her Wilhemina mine in that kissing way he had
Someone came upon the doorstep and stood there for a moment,
stamping snow off his feet. Billy Louise caught her breath and waited,
her eyes veiled with her lashes and shining expectantly. A little color
came into her cheeks. Ward had been delayed somehow, but he was coming
now because she needed him and he wanted her
It was only John Pringle, heavy-bodied, heavy-minded, who came in
and squeaked the door shut behind him. Billy Louise gave him a glance
and dropped her head back on the red cushion. "Hello, John!" she
greeted tonelessly.
John grinned, embarrassed between his pleasure at seeing Billy
Louise and his pity for her trouble. His white teeth showed a little
under his scraggy, breath-frosted mustache.
"Hello! You got back, hey? She 's purty cold again. Seems like it's
goin' storm some more." He pulled off his mittens and tugged at the ice
dangling at the corners of his lips. "You come on stage, hey? I bet you
freeze." He went over and stood with his back to the fire, his leathery
brown hands clasped behind him, his face still undecided as to the most
suitable emotion to reveal. "Well, how you like town, hey? No good, I
guess. You got plenty trouble now. Phoebe and me, we stick by you long
as you want us to."
"I know you will, John." Billy Louise bit her lips against a sudden
impulse to tears. It was not Ward, but the crude sympathy of this old
halfbreed was more to her than all the expensive flowers that had been
stacked upon mommie's coffin. She had felt terribly alone in Boise. But
her chilled soul was beginning to feel the warmth of friendship in
these two half-savage servants. Even without Ward, her home-coming was
not absolutely cheerless, after all.
"Well, we make out to keep things going," John announced
pridefully. "We got leetle bad luck, not much. One heifer, she die
blackleg. Four pigs, they froze leetle fellers. I save the rest, all
right. Ole Mooley, she goin' have a calf purty queeck now. I got her in
leetle shed by hog-pen. Looks like it storm, all right."
"Felt like it, too." Billy Louise made an effort to get back into
the old channels of thought. "We 'll milk old Mooley, John; I feel as
if I could live on cream and milk for the next five years. You ought to
see the watery stuff they call milk in Boise! Star must be pretty near
dry now, is n't she?"
"Purty near." John's voice was beginning to ooze the comfort that
warmth was giving his big body. "She give two quart, mebby. Spot, she
give leetle more. I got that white hog fat. I kill him any time now you
say."
"If it does n't storm, you might kill him to-morrow or next day,
John. I 'll take a roast up to Marthy when I go. I'll go in a day or
two." She glanced toward the kitchen end of the long room. Phoebe was
busy in the pantry with the door shut. "Have you seen or heard anything
of Ward lately?" she asked carelessly.
"No. I ain't seen Ward for long time. I thought mebbe he be down
long time ago. He ain't come." John shifted a little farther from the
blaze and stood teetering comfortably upon the balls of his feet, like
a bear. "Mebbe he 's gone out other way to work."
"Did he say anything?"
"No, he don't say nothin' las' time he come. That 's " John
rolled his black eyes seekingly at the farther wall while he counted
mentally the weeks. "I guess that mus' be fo' or five weeks now.
Charlie Fox, he come las' week."
"John, you better kill a chicken for Billy Louise. I bet she ain't
had no chicken since she 's gone." Phoebe came from the pantry with her
hands all flour. "You go now. That young speckled rooster be good,
mebby. He's fat. He's fightin' all the chickens, anyway."
"All right. I kill him." John answered with remarkable docility.
Usually he growled at poor Phoebe and objected to everything she
suggested.
His ready compliance touched Billy Louise more than anything since
her return. She felt anew the warm comfort of their sympathy. If only
Ward had been there also! She got up from the couch and went to the
window where she could look across at the bleak hilltop. She stood
there for some minutes looking out wistfully, hoping that she would see
him ride into view at the top of the steep trail. After awhile she went
back and curled up on the wide old couch and stared abstractedly into
the fire.
John had gone out after the young speckled rooster that fought the
other chickens and must now do his part toward salving the hurt and
cheering the home-coming of Billy Louise. John returned, mumbled with
Phoebe at the far end of the room, and went out again. Phoebe worked
silently and briskly, rattling pans now and then and lifting the stove
lids to put in more wood. Billy Louise heard the sounds but dimly. The
fire was filled with pictures; her thoughts were wandering here and
there, bridging the gap between the past and the misty future. After
awhile the savory odor of the young speckled rooster, that had fought
all the other chickens but was now stewing in a mottled blue-and-white
granite pan, smote her nostrils and won her thoughts from dreaming. She
sat up and pushed back her hair like one just waking from sleep.
"I'll set the table, Phoebe, when you 're ready," she said, and her
voice sounded less strained and tired. "That chicken sure does smell
good!" She rose and busied herself about the room, setting things in
order upon the reading-table and the shelves. Phoebe was good as gold,
but her housekeeping was a trifle sketchy.
"Ward, he borried some books las' time," Phoebe remarked, lifting
the lid of the stew kettle and letting out a cloud of
delicious-smelling steam. "I dunno what they was. He said he 'd bring
'em back nex' time he come."
"Oh, all right," said Billy Louise, and smiled a little. Even so
slight a thing as borrowed books made another link between them. For a
girl who means to be a mere friend to a man, Billy Louise harbored some
rather dangerous emotions.
She picked up the two letters she had written Ward, brushed off the
dust, and eyed them hesitatingly. It certainly was queer that Ward had
not ridden down for some word from her. She hesitated, then threw the
thin letter into the fire. Its message was no longer of urgent,
poignant need. Billy Louise drew a long breath when the grief-laden
lines crumbled quickly and went flying up the wide throat of the
chimney. The other letter she pinched between her thumbs and fingers.
She smiled a little to herself. Ward would like to get that. She had a
swift vision of him standing over there by the window and reading it
with those swift, shuttling glances, holding the handkerchief squeezed
up in his hand the while. She remembered how she had begun it "Brave
Buckaroo" and her cheeks turned pink. He should have it when he came.
Something had kept him away. He would come just as soon as he could.
She laid the letter back upon the mantel and set a china cow on it to
keep it safe there. Then she turned brightly and began to set the table
for Phoebe and John and herself, and came near setting a fourth place
for Ward, she was so sure he would come as soon as he could. Mommie
used to say that if you set a place for a person, that person would
come and eat with you, in spirit if not in reality.
Phoebe glanced at her pityingly when she saw her hesitating, with
the fourth plate in her hands. Phoebe thought that Billy Louise had
unconsciously brought it for mommie. Phoebe did not know that love is
stronger even than grief; for at that moment Billy Louise was not
thinking of mommie at all.
"AND you looked good, all up above here?" Billy Louise held Blue
firmly to a curved-neck, circling stand, while she had a last word with
John before she went off on one of her long rides.
"All up in the hills, and round over by Cedar Creek, and all over."
John's mittened gesture was even more sweeping than his statement. "I
guess mebby them rustlers git 'em."
"Well, I 'm going up to the Cove. I may not be back before dark, so
don't worry if I 'm late. Maybe I 'll look along the river. I know one
place where I believe cattle can get down to the bottom, if they 're
crazy enough to try it. You did n't look there, did you?"
"No, I never looked down there. I know they can't git down nohow."
"Well, all right; maybe they can't." Billy Louise slackened the
reins, and Blue went off with short, stiff-legged jumps. It had been a
long time since he had felt the weight of his lady, and his mood now
was exuberant, especially so, since the morning was clear, with a nip
of frost to tingle the skin and the glow of the sun to promise falsely
the nearness of spring. The hill trail steadied him a little, though he
went up the steepest pitch with rabbit-jumps and teetered on his toes
the rest of the way.
Billy Louise laughed a little, leaned, and grabbed a handful of
slatey mane. "Oh, you Blue-dog!" she said, for that was his full name.
"Life is livable, after all, as long as a fellow has got you and can
ride. You good-for-nothing old ten-dollar hoss! I wonder would it be
wicked to sing? What do you think, Blue? You 'd sing, I know, at the
top of your voice, if you could. Say, Blue! Don't you wish you were a
donkey, so you could stick out your neck and go Yee-ee -haw! Yee-ee
-haw? Try it once. I believe you could. It 's that or a run, one or the
other. You 'll bust, if you don't do something. I know you!"
At last on the high level, seeing Blue could not bray his joy to
the world, Billy Louise let him go. She needed some outlet, herself,
after those horrible, dull weeks weighted with tragedy. She had been
raised on horseback, almost; and for two terrible months she had not
been in the saddle. And there is nothing like the air of the Idaho
hills to stir one's blood and send it singing.
Through the sagebrush and rocks, weaving in and out, slacking speed
a little while he went down into deep gullies, thundering up the other
side, and racing away over the level again, went Blue. And with him,
laughing, tingling with new life, growing pinker-cheeked every minute,
went Billy Louise. Her mother's death did not oppress her then. She
thought of her as she raced, but she thought of her with a little,
tender smile. Her mother was resting peacefully, and there was no more
pain or worry for the little, pale, frail woman who had lived her life
and gone her way.
"Dear old mommie!" said Billy Louise under her breath. "Your kid is
almost as happy as you are, right now. Don't be shocked, there 's a
dear, or think I 'm going to break my neck. Blue and I have just simply
got to work off steam. You, Blue!" She leaned another inch forward.
Blue threw up his head, lifted his heels, and ran like a scared
jackrabbit over the uneven ground. They were not keeping to the trail
at all; trails were too tame for them in that mood. They ran along the
rim-rock at the last, where Billy Louise could glance down, now and
then, at the river sliding like a bright-blue ribbon with icy edges
through the gray, snow-spotted hills.
"Hold on, Blue!" Billy Louise pulled up on the reins. "Quit it, you
old devil! A mile ought to be enough for once, I should think. There 's
cattle down there in that bottom, sure as you live. And we, my dear
sir, are going down there and take a look at them." She managed to pull
Blue down to stiff-legged jumps and then to a walk. Finally she stopped
him, so that she could the better take in her surroundings and the
possibilities of getting down.
In the country it is as in the cities. One forms habits of
journeying. One becomes perfectly familiar with every hill and every
little hollow in certain directions, while some other, closer part
remains practically unexplored. Billy Louise had always loved the
Wolverine canyon, and its brother, Jones canyon, which branched off
from the first. As a child she had explored every foot of both, and had
ridden the hills beyond. As a young woman she had kept to the old
playground. Her cattle ranged at the head of the canyons.
The river bottoms came as near being unknown territory as she could
have found within forty miles of her home. For one thing, the river
bottom was narrow, except where was the Cove, and pinched in places
till there seemed no way of passing from one to another. Little pockets
there were, tucked away under the rocky bluff with its collar of
"rim-rock" above. One might climb down afoot, but Billy Louise was true
to her range breeding; she never went anywhere afoot if she could
possibly get there on a horse. And down there by the river she never
had happened to find it necessary to go, either afoot or a-horseback.
Still, if cattle could get down there
"I guess we 'll have to ride back a way," she said, after a brief
inspection, during which Blue stood so close to the rim that Billy
Louise must have had a clear head to feel no tremor of nerves or
dizziness.
She turned and rode slowly back along the edge, looking for the
place where she believed cattle could get down if they were crazy
enough to try.
"Don't look very encouraging, does it, Blue?" Billy Louise stared
doubtfully at the place, leaning and peering over the rim. "What d 'ye
think? Reckon we can make it?"
Blue had caught sight of the moving specks far down next the river
and up the stream half a mile or more. He was a cow-horse to the bone.
He knew those far-off specks for cattle, and he knew that his lady
would like a closer look at them. That 's what cattle were made for: to
haze out of brush and rocks and gullies and drive somewhere. So far as
Blue knew, cattle were a game. You hunted them out of ungodly places,
and the game was to make them go somewhere else against their wishes.
He prided himself on being able to play that game, no matter what were
the odds against him.
Now he tilted his head a little and looked down at the bluff
beneath him. The game was beginning. He must get down that bluff and
overtake those specks and drive them somewhere. He glanced up and down
the bluff to see if a better trail offered. Billy Louise laughed
understandingly.
"It's this or nothing, Blue. Looks pretty fierce, all right, does
n't it? Of course, if you 're going to make a perfect lady get off and
walk "
Blue snuffed at the ledge with his neck craned. The rim-rock had
crumbled and sunk low into the bluff, like a too rich pie-crust when
the oven is not quite hot enough. From a ten- or fifteen-foot wall it
shrunk here to a three-foot ledge. And below the rocks and bowlders
were not actually piled on top of one another; there were clear spaces
where a wary, wise, old cow-horse might possibly pick his way.
Blue chose his trail and crumpled at the knees with his hoofs on
the very edge of the ledge; went down with a cat-jump and landed with
all four feet planted close together. He had no mind to go on sliding
in spite of himself, and the bluff was certainly steep enough to excuse
a bungle.
"So far so good." Billy Louise glanced ruefully back at the ledge.
"We're down; but how the deuce do you reckon we 'll get up again?"
Blue was not worrying about that part. He went on, picking his way
carefully among the bowlders, with his nose close to earth, setting his
hindlegs stiffly and tobogganing down loose, shale slopes. Billy Louise
sat easily in the saddle and enjoyed it all. She was making up in big
doses for the drab dullness of those hospital weeks. She ought to walk
down the bluff, for this was dangerous play; but she craved danger as
an antidote to that shut-in life of petty rules and regulations.
It was with a distinct air of triumph that Blue reached the bottom,
even though he slid the last forty feet on his haunches and landed
belly-deep in a soft snow-bank. It was with triumph to match his perky
ears that Billy Louise leaned and slapped him on the neck. "We made
it!" she cried, "and I did n't have to walk a step, did I, Blue? You're
there with the goods, all right!"
Blue scrambled out of the bank to firm footing on the ripened grass
of the bottom, and with a toss of his head set off in a swinging lope,
swerving now and then to avoid a badger hole or a half-sunken rock.
They had done something new, those two; they had reached a place where
neither had ever been before, and Blue acted as if he knew it and
gloried in the escapade quite as much as did his lady.
The cattle spied them and went trotting away up the river, and Blue
quickened his stride a little and followed after. Billy Louise left the
reins loose upon his neck. Blue could handle cattle alone quite as
skillfully as with a rider, if he chose.
The cattle dodged into a fringe of bushes close to the river and
disappeared, which was queer, since the bluff curved in close to the
bank at that point. Blue pricked up his ears and went clattering after,
slowed a little at the willow-fringe, stuck his nose straight out
before him, and went in confidently. The cattle were just ahead. He
could smell them, and his listening ears caught their heavy breathing.
It was very rocky there in the willows, and he must pick his way with
much care. But when he crashed through on the far side, and Billy
Louise straightened from leaning low along his neck to avoid the
stinging branches, the cattle gave a snort and went lumbering away,
still following the river.
This was another small, grassy bottom. Blue went galloping after
them, indignant that they should even attempt to elude him. They were
making for the head of that pocket, and Billy Louise twitched the reins
suggestively. Blue obeyed the hint, which proved that the human brain
is greater in strategy than is brute instinct, and raced in an angle
from the fleeing cattle. Billy Louise leaned and called to him sharply
for more speed; called for it and got it. They jumped a washout that
the cattle went into and out of with great lunges, farther down toward
its mouth. They gained a little there, and by a burst of hard running
they gained more on the level beyond.
The cattle began to swerve away from them, closer to the river.
Blue pulled ahead a little, swerving also, and as Billy Louise
tightened the reins, he slowed and circled them craftily until they
huddled on the steep bank, uncertain which way to go. Billy Louise
pulled Blue down to a walk as she drew near and eyed the cattle
sharply. They did not look like any of hers, after all. There were five
dry cows and two steers.
One of the steers stood broadside to Billy Louise. The brand stared
out from his dingy red side, the most conspicuous thing about him.
Billy Louise caught her breath. There was no faintest line that failed
to drive its message into her range-trained brain. She stared and
stared. Blue looked around at her inquiringly, reproachfully. Billy
Louise sent him slowly forward and stirred up the huddled little bunch.
She read the brand on each one; read the story they shouted at her, of
bungling theft. She could not believe it. Yet she did believe it, and
she went hot with anger and disappointment and contempt. She sat and
thought for a minute or two, scowling at the cattle, while she decided
what to do.
Finally she swung Blue on the down-stream side and shouted the
range cattle-cry. The animals turned awkwardly and went upstream, as
they had been going before Billy Louise stopped them. Blue followed
watchfully after, content with the game he was playing. Where the
bluffs drew close again to the river, the cattle climbed to a narrow,
shelving trail through the rocks and went on in single file, picking
their way carefully along the bluff. Below them it fell sheer to the
river; above them it rose steeply, a blackened jumble, save where the
snow of the last storm lay drifted.
Billy Louise had never known there was a trail up this gorge. She
eyed it critically and saw where boulders had been moved here and there
to make its passage possible. Her lips were set close together and they
still bore the imprint of her contempt.
She thought of Ward. Mentally she abased herself before him because
of her doubts. How had she dared think him a thief? Her brave buckaroo!
And she had dared think he would steal cattle! Her very remorse was a
whip to lash her anger against the guilty. She hurried the cattle along
the dangerous trail, impatient of their cautious pace.
When finally they clattered down to the level again, it was to
plunge into willow thickets whose branches reached out to sweep her
from the saddle. Blue went carefully, stopping now and then at a word
from his lady, to wait while she put a larger, more stubborn branch out
of her way. She could not see just where she was going, but she knew
that she was close upon the cattle, and that they seemed familiar with
the trail. Now and then she caught sight of a rough-haired rump and
switching tail in the thicket before her. Then the whip-like branches
would swing close, and she could see nothing but their gray tangle
reaching high above her head. She could hear the crackling progress of
the cattle close ahead, and the gurgling clamor of the river farther
away to her right. But she could not see the bluff for the
close-standing willows, and she did not know whether it was near or far
to its encircling wall.
Then, just as she was beginning to think the willows would never
end, she came quite suddenly out into the open, and Blue lifted himself
and jumped a dry ditch. The cattle were before her, shambling along the
fenced border of a meadow.
SINCE she had closed up on the cattle and had read on their sides the
shameful story of theft, Billy Louise had known that she would
eventually come out at the lower end of the Cove; and that in spite of
the fact that the Cove was not supposed to have any egress save through
the gorge. What surprised her was the short distance; she had not
realized that the bluff and the upland formed a wide curve, and that
she had cut the distance almost in half by riding next the river.
She seemed in no doubt as to what she would do when she arrived.
Billy Louise was not much given to indecision at any time. She drove
the cattle into the corral farthest from the house, rode on to the
stable, and stopped Blue with his nose against the fence there and with
his reins dragging. Then, tight-lipped still, she walked determinedly
along the path to the gate that led through the berry-jungle to the
cabin.
She opened the gate and stepped through, closing it after her. She
had not gone twenty feet when there was a rush from the nearest
thicket, and Surbus, his hair ruffed out along his neck, growled and
made a leap at her with bared fangs.
Billy Louise had forgotten about Surbus. She jumped back, startled,
and the dog missed landing. When he sprang again he met a thirty-eight
calibre bullet from Billy Louise's gun and dropped back. It had been a
snap shot, without any particular aiming; Billy Louise retreated a few
steps farther, watching the dog suspiciously. He gathered himself
slowly and prepared to spring at her again. This time Billy Louise,
being on the watch for such a move, aimed carefully before she fired.
Surbus dropped again, limply a good dog forever more.
Billy Louise heard a shrill whistle and the sound of feet running.
She waited, gun in hand, ready for whatever might come.
"Hey! Charlie! Somebody's come; the bell, she don't reeng." Peter
Howling Dog, a pistol in his hand, came running down the path from the
cabin. He saw Billy Louise and stopped abruptly, his mouth half open.
From a shed near the stable came Charlie, also running. Billy
Louise waited beside the gate. He did not see her until he was close,
for a tangled gooseberry bush stood between them.
"What was it, Peter? Somebody in the Cove? Or was it you "
"No, it was n't Peter; it was me." Billy Louise informed him calmly
and ungrammatically. "I shot Surbus, that's all."
"Oh! Why, Miss Louise, you nearly gave me heart failure! How are
you? I thought "
"You thought somebody had gotten into the Cove without your knowing
it. Well, someone did. I rode up from below, along the river."
"Oh er did you? Pretty rough going, was n't it? I did n't think
it could be done. Come in; Aunt Martha will be "
"I don't think she 'll be overjoyed to see me." Billy Louise stood
still beside the gooseberry bush, and she had forgotten to put away her
gun. "I drove up those cattle you had down below. You 're awfully
careless, Charlie! I should think Peter or Marthy would have told you
better. When a man steals cattle by working over the brands, it's very
bad form to keep them right on his ranch in plain sight. It is n't
done by the best people, you know." Her voice stung with the contempt
she managed to put into it. And though she smiled, it was such a smile
as one seldom saw upon the face of Billy Louise.
"What 's all this? Worked brands! Why, Miss Louise, I I would n't
know how to "
"I know. You did an awful punk job. A person could tell in the dark
it was the work of a greenhorn. Why did n't you let Peter do it, or
Marthy? You could have done a better job than that, could n't you,
Marthy?"
Poor old Marthy, with her rheumatic knees and a gray hardness in
her leathery face, had come down the path and stood squarely before
Billy Louise, her hands knuckling her flabby hips, her hair blowing in
gray, straggling wisps about her bullet head.
"Better than what? Come in, Billy Louise. I 'm right glad to see ye
back and lookin' so well, even if yuh do 'pear to be in one of your
tantrums. How's yer maw?"
Billy Louise gasped and went white. "Mommie's dead," she said. "She
died the ninth." She drew another gasping breath, pulled herself
together, and went on before the others could begin the set speeches of
sympathy which the announcement seemed to demand.
"Never mind about that, now. I 'm talking about those Seabeck
cattle you folks stole. I was telling Charlie how horribly careless he
is, Marthy. Did you know he let them drift down the river? And a blind
man could tell a mile off the brands have been worked!" Billy Louise's
tone was positively venomous in its contempt. "Why didn't you make
Charlie practise on a cowhide for awhile first?" she asked Marthy
cuttingly.
Marthy ignored the sarcasm. Perhaps it did not penetrate her stolid
mind at all. "Charlie never worked any brands, Billy Louise," she
stated with her glum directness.
"Oh, I beg his pardon, I 'm sure! Did you?"
"No, I never done such a thing, neither. I don't know what you 're
talkin' about."
"Well, who did, then?" Billy Louise faced the old woman pitilessly.
"I d'no." Marshy lifted her hand and made a futile effort to tuck
in a few of the longest wisps of hair.
"Well, of all the " The stern gray eyes of Billy Louise flew wide
open at the effrontery of the words. If they expected her to believe
that!
"That 's it, Miss Louise. That 's the point we 'd like to settle,
ourselves. I know it sounds outrageous, but it 's a fact. Peter and I
found those cattle up in the hills, with our brand worked over the V.
On my word of honor, not one of us knows who did it."
"But you 've got them down here "
"Well " Charlie threw out a hand helplessly. His eyes met hers
with appealing frankness. "We could n't rub out the brands; what else
could we do? I figured that somebody else would see them if we left
them out in the hills, and it might be rather hard to convince a man;
you see, we can't even convince you! But, so help me, not one of us
branded those cattle, Miss Louise. I believe that whoever has been
rustling stock around here deliberately tried to fix evidence against
us. I 'm a stranger in the country, and I don't know the game very
well; I 'm an easy mark!"
"Yes, you 're that, all right enough!" Billy Louise spoke with
blunt disfavor, but her contemptuous certainty of his guilt was plainly
wavering. "To go and bring stolen cattle right down here "
"It seemed to me they 'd be safer here than anywhere else," Charlie
observed naïvely. "Nobody ever comes down here, unknown to us. I had it
sized up that the fellow who worked those brands would never dream we
'd bring the stock right into the Cove. Why, Miss Louise, even I would
know better than to put our brand on top of Seabeck's and expect it to
pass inspection. If I wanted to steal cattle, I would n't go at it that
way!"
Billy Louise glanced uncertainly at him and then at Marthy, facing
her grimly. She did not know what to think, and she showed it.
"How do you mean the real rustlers?" She began hesitatingly; and
hesitation was not by any means a mental habit with Billy Louise.
"I mean just what I said." Charlie's manner was becoming more
natural, more confident. "I 've been riding through the hills a good
deal, and I 've seen a few things. And I 've an idea the fellow got a
little uneasy." He saw her wince a little at the word "fellow," and he
went on, with an impulsive burst of confidence. "Miss Louise, have you
ever, in your riding around up above Jones Canyon, in all those deep
little gulches, have you ever seen anything of a corral, up there?"
Billy Louise held herself rigidly from starting at this. She bit
her lips so that it hurt. "Whereabouts is it?" she asked, without
looking at him. And then: "I thought you would go to any length before
you would accuse anybody."
"I would. But when they deliberately try to hand me the blame and
I 'm not accusing anybody anybody in particular, am I? The corral is
at the head of a steep little canyon or gulch, back in the hills where
all these bigger canyons head. Some time when you 're riding up that
way, you keep an eye out for it. That," he added grimly, "is where
Peter and I ran across these cattle; right near that corral."
The heart of Billy Louise went heavy in her chest. Was it possible?
Doubts are harder to kill than cats or snakes. You think they 're done
for, and here they come again, crowding close so that one can see
nothing else.
"Have you any idea at all, who it is?" She forced the words out
of her dry throat. She lifted her head defiantly and looked at him
full, trying to read the truth from his eyes and his mouth.
Charlie Fox met her look, and in his eyes she read pity yes, pity
for her. "If I have," he said, with an air of gently deliberate
evasion, "I 'll wait till I am dead sure before I name the man. I 'm
not at all sure I 'd do it even then, Miss Louise; not unless I was
forced to do it in self-defense. That 's one reason why I brought the
cattle down here. I did n't want to be placed in a position where I
should be compelled to fight back."
Billy Louise ran her gloved fingers down the barrel of her gun, and
stuck the weapon back in its holster. "I killed Surbus, Marthy," she
said dully. "I had to. He came at me."
Marthy turned heavily toward the spot which Billy Louise indicated
with her downward glance. She had not seen the dog lying there half
hidden by a berry bush. Marthy gave a grunt of dismay and went over to
where Surbus lay huddled. Her hard old face worked with emotion.
"You shot him, did you?" Marthy's voice was harsh with reproach.
"What did he do to yuh, that you had to go t' work and shoot him? He
warn't your dog, he was mine! I must say you 're gittin'
high-an'-mighty, Billy Louise, coming' here shootin' my dog and
accusin' Charlie and me to our faces uh bein' thieves. And your maw not
cold in 'er grave yit! I must say you 're gitting too high-an'-mighty
fer old Marthy. And me payin' fer your schoolin' and never gitting so
much as a thankye fer it, and scrimpin' and savin' to make a lady out
of yuh. And here you come in a tantrum, callin' me a thief right in my
face! You knowed all along who worked them brands. If yuh don't, I kin
mighty quick tell ye "
"Now, Aunt Martha, never mind scolding Billy Louise; you know you
think as much of her as you do of me, and that's throwing a big bouquet
at myself!" Charlie went up and laid his arm carressingly over the old
woman's shoulder. "You don't want to let this upset you, Aunt Martha.
Surbus was a mean-tempered brute with strangers. You know that. I don't
blame Miss Louise in the least. She was frightened when he came at her,
and she had n't presence of mind enough to see he was only bluffing and
would n't hurt "
"Bluffing, was he?" Billy Louise roused herself to meet this covert
attack upon her courage. "So are you bluffing. And so is Marthy, when
she says she paid for my " She stopped, confronting an accusing
memory of mommie's mysterious silence about the school money, and her
own passing curiosity which had never been satisfied. "Even if she did,
I don't know why she need throw it up to me now. I never asked her for
money. Nobody ever did. And that has nothing to do with Surbus, anyway.
He's a nasty, mean brute that ought to have been killed long ago. I 'm
not a bit sorry. I 'm glad I did kill him."
"Yes, I know you be. You 're hard as "
"I would n't talk about hardness, if I were you, Marthy! What are
you, right now and always? Was I to blame for thinking those cattle
had been stolen? They 're in the Cove, with your brand on. And unless
you pay Seabeck for them, you 're stealing them if you keep them. It
does n't matter who put the brand on; you 're keeping the cattle. What
do you call that, I'd like to know? They 're down here in the big
corral now. If you mean to do what's square, you 'll take them up to
Seabeck's and explain "
"Explain who it was ran our brand on?" Charlie's voice was silk
over iron. "I 'm afraid if I were forced into explanations, I'd have to
tell all I know, Miss Louise. Do you advise that really?"
"I don't advise anything." Baffled and angry and hurt to the very
soul of her, Billy Louise opened the gate and went out. "It strikes me
you Cove folks are not wanting advice these days, or needing it. If you
know anything to tell, for heaven's sake don't hold back on my account!
It's nothing to me, one way or the other. I 'm no rustler, and no
friend of rustlers, if that's what you 're hinting at." She left them
with a proud lift to her chin and a very straight back, went to Blue,
and mounted him mechanically. Billy Louise was "seeing red" just then.
She rode back past the gate, the three were still standing there close
together, talking. Billy Louise swung round in the saddle so that she
faced them.
"You need n't worry, Marthy, about that school-money," she called
out angrily. "I 'll take your word for it and pay you back every cent,
with legal rate of interest. And I 'm darned glad I did shoot Surbus!"
"Oh, say, Miss Louise!" Charlie called placatingly. "Please don't
go away feeling "
"You go to the devil!" Billy Louise flung back at him and touched
Blue with her heel. "I hope that shocked some of the politeness out of
him, anyway," she added grimly to herself. "Oh, I hate everything
Ward and God and all! I hate life I hate it!"
She pulled Blue down to a walk and rode slowly for a couple of
rods, fighting against the reaction that crept inexorably over her
anger, chilling it and making it seem weak and unworthy. With a sudden
impulse born of her stern instincts of justice, she jerked Blue around
and galloped back. Charlie had disappeared, and Peter Howling Dog was
walking sullenly toward the corraled cattle. Marthy was going slowly up
the path to the cabin, looking old and bent and broken-spirited because
of her bowed shoulders and stiff, rheumatic gait, but harsh and
unyielding as to her face. Billy Louise stopped by the fence and called
to her. Marthy turned, stared at her sourly, and stood where she was.
"Wall, what d'yuh want now?" she asked uncompromisingly.
Billy Louise fought back an answering antagonism. She must be just;
she could not blame Marthy for feeling hard toward her. She had
insulted them horribly and killed Marthy's dog.
"I want to tell you I 'm sorry I was so mean, Marthy," she said
bravely. "I have n't any excuse to make for it; only you must see
yourself what a shock it would be to a person to find those cattle down
here. But I know you 're honest, and so is Charlie. And I know you 'll
do what 's right. I 'm sorry I told Charlie to go to the devil, and I
'm sorry I shot your dog, Marthy."
Apologies did not come easily to Billy Louise. She wheeled then and
rode away at a furious gallop, before Marthy could do more than open
her grim lips for reply.
FRIGHTENED, worried, sick at heart because her crowding doubts and
suspicions had suddenly developed into black certainty just when she
had thought them dead forever, Billy Louise rode up the narrow, rocky
gorge. She had come to have a vague comprehension of the temptation
Ward must have felt. She had come to accept pityingly the possibility
that the canker of old influences had eaten more deeply than appeared
on the surface. She had set herself stanchly beside him as his friend,
who would help him win back his self-respect. She felt sure that he
must suffer terribly with that keen, analytical mind of his, when he
stopped to think at all. He had no warped ethics wherewith to ease his
conscience. She knew his ideas of right and wrong were as
uncompromising as her own, and if he stole cattle, he did it with his
eyes wide open to the wrong he was doing. And yet
"That 's bad enough, but to try and fasten evidence on someone
else!" Billy Louise gritted her teeth over the treachery of it. She
believed he had done that very thing. How could she help it? She had
seen the corral and had seen Ward ride away from it in the dusk of
evening; or she believed she had seen him, which was the same thing.
She knew that Ward's prosperity was out of proportion with his visible
resources. And she knew what lay behind him. Was his version of the
past after all the correct one? Might not the paragraph she had burned
been nothing more than the truth?
Billy Louise fought for him; fought with her stern, youthful
judgment which was so uncompromising. It takes years of close contact
with life to give one a sure understanding of human weakness and human
endeavor.
At the ford, when Blue would have crossed and taken the trail home,
Billy Louise reined him impulsively the other way. Until that instant
she had not intended to see Ward, but once her fingers had twitched the
reins against Blue's neck, she did not hesitate; she did not even argue
with herself. She just glanced up at the sun, saw that it was not yet
noon so much may happen in two or three hours! and sent Blue up the
hill at a lope.
She did not know what she would do or what she would say when she
saw Ward. She knew that she was full of bitterness and disappointment
and chagrin. She had accused innocent persons of a crime. Ward had
placed her in that position and compelled her to recant and apologize.
She had offended Marthy beyond forgiveness and Charlie Fox. Her face
burned with shame when she remembered the things she had said to them.
Ward was the cause of that humiliation; and Ward was going to know
exactly what she thought of him; beyond that she did not go.
The two mares fed dispiritedly at the lowest corner of the field,
their hair rough with exposure to the winter winds and the storms,
their ribs showing. With all the hay he had put up, Ward might at least
keep his horses in better shape, Billy Louise censured, as she passed
them by. A few head of cows and calves wandered aimlessly among the
thinnest fringe of willows along the creek; they showed more ribs than
did the mares. Billy Louise pulled her lips tight. They did not look as
though they had been fed a forkful of hay all winter; your true range
man or woman gets to know these things instinctively.
Farther along, Billy Louise heard a welcoming nicker and turned her
head. Here came Rattler, thin-flanked and rough-coated, trotting down a
shallow gulley to meet Blue. The two horses chummed together whenever
Ward was at the Wolverine. Billy Louise pulled up and waited till
Rattler reached her. He and Blue rubbed noses, and Blue laid back his
ears and shook his head with teeth bared, in playful pretense of anger.
Rattler kicked up his heels in disdain at the threat and trotted
alongside them.
Billy Louise rode with puckered eyebrows. Ward might neglect his
stock, but he would never neglect Rattler like this. And he must be at
home, since here was his horse. Or else . . .
She struck Blue suddenly with her rein-ends and went clattering up
the trail where the snow lay in shaded, crusty patches rimmed with
dirt. The trail was untracked save by the loose stock. Where was Ward?
What had happened to him? She looked again at Rattler. There was no
sign of recent saddle-marks along his side, no telltale imprint of the
cinch under his belly. Where was Ward?
Blind, unreasoning terror filled Billy Louise. She struck Blue
again and plunged into the icy creek-crossing near the stable. She
stopped there just long enough to see how empty and desolate it was,
and how the horses and cattle had huddled against its sheltering wall
out of the biting winds; and how the door was shut and fastened so that
they could not get in. She opened it and looked in, and shut it again.
Then she turned and ran, white-faced, to the cabin. Where was Ward?
What had happened to Ward? Thief or honest man, treacherous or true
what had happened to him?
Billy Louise saw the doorstep banked over with old, crusted snow.
Her heart gave a jump and stopped still. She felt her knees shake under
her. Her face seemed to pinch together, the flesh clinging close to the
bones. Her whole being seemed to contract with the deadly fear that
gripped her. It was like that chill morning when she had crept out of
her cot and gone over to mommie's bed and had lifted mommie's hand that
was hanging down. . . .
She came to herself; she was running up the creek, away from the
cabin. Running and stumbling over rocks, and getting tripped with her
riding-skirt. She stopped, as soon as she realized what she was doing;
she stopped and stood with her hands pressed hard against each side of
her face, forcing herself to calmness again or at least to sanity.
She had to go back. She told herself so, many times. "You 've got to go
back!" she repeated, as if to a second person. "You can 't be such a
fool; you 've got to go back. And you 've got to go inside. You 've got
to do it."
So Billy Louise went back to the cabin, slowly, with shaking legs
and a heart that fluttered and stopped, fluttered and jumped and
stopped, and made her stagger as she walked. She reached the doorstep
and stood there with her palms pressing hard against her cheeks again.
"You 've got to do it. You 've got to!" she whispered to herself
commandingly.
She never doubted that Ward was inside. She thought she would find
him dead dead and horrible, perhaps. No other solution seemed to fit
the circumstances. He was in there, dead. He had been dead for some
time, because there were no saddle-marks on Rattler, and because the
snow was crusted over the doorstep with never a mark to break its
smooth roundness. She had to go in. She was the person who must find
him and do what she could. She must do it, because he was Ward her
Ward.
It took courage to open that door, but Billy Louise had courage
enough to open it, and to step inside and close the door after her. She
did not look at anything in the cabin while she did it, though. She
kept her eyelids down so that she only saw the floor directly in front
of the door. She had a sense of relief that it looked perfectly
natural, though dusty.
"Throw up your hands!" came hoarsely from the bunk. Billy Louise
gasped and pulled her gun, and dropped crouching to the floor. Also she
looked up. She had not recognized that voice, and while she had never
except in imagination faced an emergency like this, she had played
robbers and rescues too often not to have formed a mental habit to fit
the situation. What she did she had done many, many times in her
"pretend" world, sitting somewhere dreaming.
From her crouching position she looked into Ward's fever-wild eyes.
He was sitting up in the bunk, and he was pointing his big forty-five
at her relentlessly. "Get up from there!" he ordered sternly. "Don't
try any game like that on me, Buck Olney! Get up and go over and sit in
that chair. I 've got a few things to say to you."
Billy Louise somehow grasped the truth, up to a certain point. Ward
was sick; so sick he did n't know her. She thought she would better
humor him. She got up and went and sat in the chair as he directed.
Ward, keeping the gun pointing her way, sneered at her in a way
that made the soul of Billy Louise crimple. She faced him big-eyed, too
amazed at the change in him to feel any fear that he would harm her. He
had whiskers two inches long. She would n't have known him except for
his hair and that was terribly tousled; and his eyes, though they
were wild and angry. His voice was hoarse, and while he glared at her,
he coughed with a hard, croupy resonance.
"So you came back, did yuh?" he asked grimly at last. "Well, you
did n't get a chance to plug me in the back. How long did you lay up
there on the bluff this time, waiting to catch me when I was n't
looking? I 've been wishing I 'd left that rope so it would have hung
you, you damned — !" (Billy Louise listened round-eyed to certain
man-sized epithets strange to her ears.)
"I suppose you and Foxy and that halfbreed have been fixing up some
more evidence, huh? You figure that I can't catch 'em this time and
work the brands over, so they 'll stand Y6es, and I 'll get railroaded
to the pen. Well, you 've overplayed your hand, old-timer. I let you
fellows down easy, last time. I don't reckon Foxy objected much to
those few I turned back to him, and I don't reckon you did any kicking
when you found I 'd cut the rope so it would n't hold your rotten
carcass. You can't let well enough alone, though. You thought you 'd
raise me, did you? You thought you 'd come back and try another whack
at me behind my back. You knew damned well I was n't the kind of man
that would jump the country. You knew you 'd find me right here,
attending to my business like I 've always done.
"But you 've overplayed your hand. This time I 'm going to get you
and Foxy and the breed along with you. It was a damned, rotten trick,
running Y6es over Seabeck's brand. If I had n't caught you in the act,
you 'd have planted them cattle where all hell could n't have saved me
when they were found. If I had n't caught you at it and run MK
monograms over the whole cheese, I 'd have been up against it for fair.
So now you 're going to get what 's coming to yuh. I won't take any
chances on your not trying it again. I 'm going to protect myself
right.
"You throw that gun on the bed." (Billy Louise did so, her eyes
still upon Ward's flushed face.) "Now, get down that tablet from the
shelf. Here 's a pencil." He drew one from under his pillow and tossed
it toward her. "Now you write the truth about all this rustling. It's a
bigger thing than shows right in this neighborhood. I know that. And I
know too that Foxy has been pulling down some on the side. He never
paid for all the stock that 's running around vented and rebranded MK.
I 've got that sized up. Pretty smooth trick, too; a heap better than
reworking brands. He ought to have been satisfied with that but a
crook never is satisfied. I knew he was n't the tenderfoot he tried to
make out, and when I saw some of his stock and that gate fixed to ring
a bell when it was opened, I knew he was a crook. But he made a big
mistake when he threw in with you, you
"I want you to write down the truth about that Hardup deal; who was
in with you. I know, all right, but I want it down on paper. And I want
to know how long Foxy 's been with you, and who 's working the game on
the outside. Get busy; write it all down. I 'll give you all the time
you need; don't leave out anything. Dates and all, I want the whole
graft. Don't try to get away. I 've got this gun loaded to the guards,
and you know that I 'm aching for an excuse " He stopped and coughed
again, hoarsely, rackingly. Then he lay quiet, except for his rasping
breath and watched.
Billy Louise, with the tablet on her trembling knees, pretended to
write. From under her lashes she watched Ward curiously. She saw his
attention waver, saw his eyes wander aimlessly about the room. She sat
very still and waited, making scrawly marks that had no meaning at all.
She saw Ward's fingers loosen on the revolver, saw his head turn
wearily on the pillow. He was staring out through the window at the
brilliant blue of the sky with the dazzling white clouds drifting like
bits of cotton to the northward. He had forgotten her.
BILLY LOUISE waited another minute or two, weighing the possibilities.
She saw Ward's fingers drop away from the gun, but they remained close
enough for a dangerously quick gripping of it again, if the whim seized
him. Still surely to goodness, Ward would never get crazy enough to
hurt her! Perhaps her feminine assurance of her hold on him, more than
her courage, kept her nerves fairly steady. She bit the pencil
absently, watching him.
Ward turned his head restlessly on the pillow and coughed again.
Billy Louise got up quietly, went close to the bed, and laid her hand
on his forehead. His head was hot, and the veins were swollen and
throbbing on his temples.
"Brave Buckaroo got a headache?" she queried softly, stroking his
temples soothingly. "Got the hookin'-cough, too. Get every measly thing
he can think of. Even got a grouch against the Flower of the Ranch-oh!"
Her voice was crooningly soft and sweet, as if she were murmuring over
a sleepy baby.
Ward closed his eyes, opened them, and looked up into her face. One
hand came up uncertainly and caught her fingers closely.
"Wilhemina-mine!" he said, in his hoarse voice. His eyes cleared to
sanity under her touch.
Billy Louise drew a small sigh of relief and reached unobtrusively
with her free hand for the gun. She slid it down away from his fingers,
and when he still paid no attention, she picked it up quite openly and
laid it against the footboard. Ward did not say anything. He seemed
altogether occupied with the amazing reality of her presence. He clung
to her fingers and looked at her with that intent stare of his, as if
he were trying to hold her there by the sheer power of his will.
"Well, how am I going to doctor you and feed you and make you all
comfy, with one hand?" asked Billy Louise with quavering flippancy.
"Kiss me!"
"Ah might catch the hookin'-cough," bantered Billy Louise,
leaning a bit closer.
"Kiss me!"
"Oh, well, I s'pose sick folks have to be humored." Billy Louise
leaned closer still. "Mighty few kissy places left," she observed with
the same shaky flippancy, a minute later. "Say, Ward, you look for all
the world like old Sourdough Williams!" Sourdough Williams, it may be
remarked, was a particularly hairy and unkempt individual who lived a
more or less nomadic life in the hills, trapping.
"You look like " Ward groped foggily for a simile. Angel was
altogether too commonplace.
"Like the lady who 's going to get busy right now, making you well.
What have you been doing to yourself? Never mind; I don't want you
talking yourself crazy again. Do you know you tried to shoot me up when
I came in? And you made me start in to write a record of my sins. But
that 's all right, seeing you 've got the hookin'-cough, I 'll forgive
you this once. Lie still and let go my hand. I want to put a wet
cloth on your head."
"Did I "
"You did; and then some. Forget it. You 've got a terrible cold;
and from the looks of things, you 've had it for about six months." Her
eyes went comprehensively about that end of the cabin, with the
depleted cracker-box, the half-emptied boxes of peaches and tomatoes,
and the buckets that were all but empty of water. She was shocked at
the pitiful evidence of long helplessness. She did not quite
understand. Surely Ward's cold had not kept him in bed so long.
"Well, this is no time for mirth or laughter," she said briskly, to
hide how close she was to hysteria, "since it looks very much like 'the
morning after.' First, we 've got to tackle that fever of yours." She
picked up a water-pail and started for the door. As she passed the foot
of the bunk, she confiscated the two revolvers and took them outside
with her. She had no desire to be mistaken again for Buck Olney.
When she came back, Ward's eyes were wild again, and he started up
in bed and glared at her. Billy Louise laughed at him and told him to
lie down like a nice buckaroo, and Ward, recalled to himself by her
voice, obeyed. She got the wash-basin and a towel and prepared to bathe
his head. He wanted a drink. And when she saw how greedily he drank, a
little sob broke unexpectedly from her lips. She gritted her teeth
after it and forced a laugh.
"You 're sure a hard drinker," she bantered and wet her
handkerchief to lay on his brow.
"That 's the first decent drink I 've had for a month," he told
her, dropping back to the pillow, refreshed to the point of clear
thinking. "Old Lady Fortune 's still playing football with me, William.
I 've been laid up with a broken leg for about six weeks. And when I
got gay and thought I could handle myself again, I put myself out of
business for awhile, and caught this cold before I came to and crawled
back into bed. I 'm sure glad you showed up, old girl. I was
getting up against it for fair." He coughed.
"Looks like it." Billy Louise held herself rigidly back from any
emotional expression. She could not afford to "go to pieces" now. She
tried to think just what a trained nurse would do, in such a case. Her
hospital experience would be of some use here, she told herself. She
remembered reading somewhere that no experience is valueless, if one
only applies the knowledge gained.
"First," she said cheerfully, "the patient must be kept quiet and
cheerful. So don't go jumping up and down on your broken leg, Ward
Warren; the nurse forbids it. And smile, if it kills you."
Ward grinned appreciatively. Sick as he was, he recognized the
gameness of Billy Louise; what he failed to realize was the gameness of
himself. "I 'm a pretty worthless specimen, right now," he said
apologetically. "But I 'm yours to command, Bill-the-Conk. You 're the
doctor."
"Nope, I 'm the cook, right now. I 've got a hunch. How would you
like a cup of tea, patient?"
"I 'd rather have coffee Doctor William."
"Tea, you mean. I 'll have it ready in ten minutes." Then she
weakened before his imploring eyes. "You really ought n't to drink
coffee, with that fever, Ward. But, maybe if I don't make it very
strong and put in lots of cream We 'll take a chance, buckaroo!"
Ward watched her as intently as if his life depended on her speed.
He had lain in that bunk for nearly six weeks with the coffee-pot
sitting in plain sight on the back of the stove, twelve feet or so from
his reach, and with the can of coffee standing in plain sight on the
rough board shelf against the wall by the window. And he had craved
coffee almost as badly as a drunkard craves whiskey.
The sound of the fire snapping in the stove was like music to him.
Later, the smell of the coffee coming briskly to the boiling-point made
his mouth water with desire. And when Billy Louise jabbed two little
slits in a cream can with the point of a butcher knife and poured a
thin stream of canned milk into a big, white granite cup, Ward's eyes
turned traitor to his love for the girl and dwelt hungrily upon the
swift movements of her hands.
"How much sugar, patient?" Billy Louise turned toward him with the
tomato-can sugar-bowl in her hands.
"None. I want to taste the coffee, this trip."
"Oh, all right! It 's the worst thing you could think of, but that
's the way with a patient. Patients always want what they must n't
have."
"Sure get it, too." Ward spoke between long satisfying gulps.
"How 's your other patient, Wilhemina? How 's mommie?"
"Oh, Ward! She 's dead mommie 's dead!" Billy Louise broke down
unexpectedly and completely. She went down on her knees beside the bed
and cried as she had not cried since she looked the last time at
mommie's still face, held in that terrifying calm. She cried until
Ward's excited mutterings warned her that she must pull herself
together. She did, somehow, in spite of her sorrow and her worry and
that day's succession of emotional shocks. She did it because Ward was
sick very sick, she was afraid and there was so much that she must
do for him.
"You be s-still," she commanded brokenly, fighting for her former
safe cheerfulness. "I 'm all right. Pity yourself, if you 've got to
pity somebody. I can stand my trouble. I have n't got any broken
leg and hookin'-cough." She managed a laugh then and took Ward's hand
from her hair and laid it down on the blankets. "Now we won't talk
about things any more. You 've got to have something done for that cold
on your lungs." She rose and stood looking down at him with puckered
eyebrows.
"Mommie would say you ought to have a good sweat," she decided.
"Got any ginger?"
"I dunno. I guess not," Ward muttered confusedly.
"Well, I 'll go out and find some sage, then, and give you sage
tea. That 's another cure-all. Say, Ward, I saw Rattler down the creek.
He 's looking fine and dandy. He came whinnying down out of that draw,
to meet us; just tickled to death to see somebody."
"Don't blame him," croaked Ward. "It 's enough to tickle anybody."
Her voice seemed to steady his straying fancies. "How 're the cattle
looking?"
"Just fine," lied Billy Louise. "You 're the skinniest thing I 've
seen on the ranch. Now do you think you can keep your senses, while I
go and pick some nice, good meddy off a sage bush?"
"I guess so." Ward spoke drowsily. "Give me some more coffee and I
can."
"Oh, you 're the pesteringest patient! I told you coffee is n't
good for what ails you, but I suppose " She poured him another cup of
coffee, weakened it with hot water, and let him drink it straight.
After all, perhaps the hot drink would induce the perspiration that
would break the fever. She pulled up the wolf-skins and the extra
blankets he had tossed aside in his feverish restlessness and covered
him to his chin.
"If you don't move till I come back," she promised, "I 'll maybe
give you another cup after you 've filled up on sage tea." With that
qualified hope to cheer him, she left him.
She did not spend all her time picking sage twigs. A bush grew at
the corner of the cabin within easy reach. She went first down to the
stable and led Blue inside and unsaddled him. Rattler was standing
near, and she tried to lead him in also, but he fled from her approach.
She found the pitchfork and managed to scratch a few forkfuls of hay
down from a corner of the stack; enough to fill a manger for Blue and
to leave a little heap beside the stable for Rattler.
When she was leaving the stable to return to the house, however,
she changed her plan a little. She went back, carried the small pile of
hay into the stable, and filled another manger. Then she took down the
wire gate of the hay corral and laid it flat alongside the fence.
Rattler would go in to the stack, and she would shut him in. That would
simplify the catching of him when he was needed. She would find
something in which to carry water to him, if he was too frisky to lead
to the creek. Billy Louise was no coward with horses, but she
recognized certain fixed limitations in the management of a snuffy
brute like Rattler. He was not like Blue, whom she could bully and
tease and coax. Rattler was distinctly a man's saddlehorse. Billy
Louise had never done more than pat his shoulder after he was caught
and saddled and, therefore, prepared for handling. She foresaw some
perturbation of spirit in regard to Rattler.
Ward was lying quiet when she went in, except that he was waving
her handkerchief to and fro by the corners to cool it. Billy Louise
took it from him, wet it again with cold water, and scolded him for
getting his arms from under the covers. That, she said, was no nice way
for a hookin'-cough man to do.
Ward meekly submitted to being covered to his eyes. Then he
wriggled his chin free and demanded that she kiss him. Ward was fairly
drunk with happiness because she was there, in the cabin. The dreary
weeks behind him were a nightmare to be forgotten. His Wilhemina-mine
was there, and she liked him to pieces. Though she had not affirmed it
with words, her eyes when she looked at him told him so; and she had
kissed him when he asked her to. He wanted her to repeat the ecstasy.
"Ward Warren, you 're a perfectly awful hookin'-cough man! There.
Now that 's going to be the very last one Oh, Ward it is n't!" She
knelt and curved an arm around his face and kissed him again and yet
again. "I do love you, Ward. I 've been a weak-kneed, horrid thing, and
I 'm ashamed to the middle of my bones. You 're my own brave buckaroo
always always! You 've done what no other man would do, and you don't
whine about it; and I 've been weak and horrid; and I 'll have to
love you about a million years before I can quit feeling ashamed." She
kissed him again with a passion of remorse for her doubts of him.
"Are you through being pals, Wilhemina?" Ward broke rules and freed
an arm, so that he could hold her closer.
"No, I 'm just beginning. Just beginning right. I 'm your pal for
keeps. But "
"I love you for keeps, lady mine." Ward stifled another cough.
"When are you going to marry me?"
"Oh, when you get over the hookin'-cough, I s'pose." Once more
Billy Louise, for the good of her patient, forced herself into safe
flippancy that was not flippant at all, but merely a tender pretense.
"Now it 's up to you to show me whether you are in any hurry at all
to get well," she said. "Keep your hands under the covers while I make
some tea. That fever of yours has got to be stopped immediately to
once."
She went over and busied herself about the stove, never once
looking toward the bed, though she must have felt Ward's eyes
worshiping her. She was terribly worried about Ward; so worried that
she put everything else into the background of her mind and set herself
sternly to the need of breaking the fever and lessening the evident
congestion in his lungs.
She hunted through the cupboards and found a bottle of turpentine;
syrupy and yellowed with age, but pungent with strength. She found some
lard in a small bucket and melted half a teacup. Then she tore up a
woolen undershirt she found hanging on a nail and bore relentlessly
down upon him.
"You gotta be greased all over your lungs," she announced with a
matter-of-factness that cost her something; for Billy Louise's innate
modesty was only topped by her good sense.
Ward submitted without protest while she bared his chest as white
as her own and applied the warm mixture with a smoothly vigorous
palm. "That 'll fix the hookin'-cough," she said, as she spread the
warm layers of woolen cloth smoothly from shoulder to shoulder. "How
does it feel?"
"Great," he assured her succinctly, and wisely omitted any
love-making.
"Will your game leg let you turn over? Because there 's some dope
left, and it ought to go between your shoulders."
"The game leg ought to stand more than that," he told her, turning
slowly. "If I had n't got this cold tacked onto me, I 'd have been
trying to walk on it by now."
"Better give it time since you 've been game enough to lie here
all this while and take care of it. I don't believe I 'd have had nerve
enough for that, Ward." She poured turpentine and lard into her palm,
reached inside his collar and rubbed it on his shoulders. "Good thing
you had plenty of grub handy. But it must have been awful!"
"It was pretty damned lonesome," he admitted laconically, and that
was as far as his complainings went.
Billy Louise then poured the water off of the sage leaves she had
been brewing in a tin basin, carefully fished out a stem or two, and
made Ward drink every bitter drop. Then she covered him to the eyes and
hardened her heart against his discomfort, while she kept the
handkerchief cool on his head and between times swept the floor with a
carefully dampened broom and restored the room to its most cheerful
atmosphere of livableness.
"Wan' a drink," mumbled Ward, with a blanket over his mouth and a
raveled thread tickling his nose so that he squirmed.
Billy Louise went over and laid her fingers on his neck. "I can't
tell whether it 's grease or perspiration," she said, laughing a
little. "What are you squinting up your nose for? Surely to goodness
you don't mind that little, harmless raveling? If you would n't go on
breathing, it would n't wiggle around so much!" Nevertheless, she
plucked the tormenting thread and threw it on the floor.
"Gimme drink," Ward mumbled again.
"There 's more sage tea "
"Waugh!"
"I suppose that means you are n't crazy about sage tea. Well, I
might give you a teenty-weenty speck more of coffee. You can't have
water yet, you know. You 've you 've got to sweat like a nigger in a
cotton patch first." (Billy Louise could talk very nicely when she
wanted to do so. The Billy of her could also be humanly inelegant when
she felt like it, as you see.)
Ward grunted something and afterwards signified that he would take
the coffee and call it square.
The next time she went near him, he was wrinkling his lean nose
because beads of perspiration were standing there and slipping
occasionally down to his cheeks.
"Fine! You 're two niggers in a cotton patch now," she announced
cheeringly. "And Mr. Hookin'-cough will have to hunt another home, I
reckon. You were n't half as hoarse when you swore that last time."
It was physically impossible for Ward to blush, since he was
already the color of a boiled beet; but he looked guilty when she
uncovered the rest of his face and wiped off the gathered moisture. "I
did n't think you 'd hear," he grinned embarrassedly.
"I was listening for it, buckaroo. I 'd have been scared to pieces
if you had n't cussed a little. I 'd have thought sure you were going
to die. A man," she added sententiously, "always has a chance as long
as he 's able to swear. It 's like a horse wiggling his ears."
The comparison reminded her that she intended to shut Rattler in
the hay corral; she dried Ward's hands hastily, pulled the wolf-skins
off the bed, and commanded him to keep covered until she came back. She
ran down bareheaded to the stable, saw Rattler industriously boring his
nose into the stack, and put up the gate.
When she went into the cabin again, Ward gave a start and opened
his eyes like one who has been dozing. Billy Louise smiled with
gratification. He was better. She knew he was better. She did not
speak, but went over to the stove and pretended to be busy there,
though she was careful to make no noise. When she turned finally and
glanced toward the bed, Ward was asleep.
Billy Louise took a deep breath, tiptoed over to the bench beside
the table, sat down, and pillowed her head on her folded arms. She
wanted to cry, and she needed to think, and she was deadly, deadly
tired.
BILLY LOUISE stayed all night. She was afraid to leave Ward until his
cold was safely better, and there was no one living near enough to
summon; no one whom she wanted to summon, in fact, however close they
might have been. She spent most of the night curled comfortably on the
wolf-skins beside the stove, with a sack of flour for a pillow and
Ward's fur coat for covering. Ward slept more unbrokenly than he had
done for a long time, while Billy Louise lay cuddled under the smelly
fur and thought and thought.
In the morning, if Ward were well enough, she meant to ask him
about those cattle he had mentioned when he thought her Buck Olney.
They were the same ones which she had seen in the Cove, she knew. Ward
had told enough to prove that. He had, in fact, told nearly all she
needed to know except the mystery of his prosperity. He had not
mentioned that, and Billy Louise was more curious than ever about his
"wolf hunting."
At sunrise she rebuilt the fire and made fresh coffee and a stew
from the pieces of jerky she had soaked overnight for the purpose. She
wanted eggs, and bread for toast, and fresh cream; but she did not have
them, and so she managed a very creditable breakfast for her patient
without these desirables.
"Say, that's great. A fellow doesn't appreciate coffee and warm
food until he 's eaten out of cans and boxes for a month or so. You 're
a great little lady, Wilhemina. I wish you 'd happened along sooner
about six weeks sooner. I 'd have got some pleasure out of my broken
leg then, maybe."
"Was it did Buck Olney break it?" Billy Louise knew he had not,
but she had been waiting for a chance to open the subject.
"No. I broke it myself, pulling Rattler off a bank into some rocks.
I believe I could walk on it, doctor, if you could rustle me something
to use for crutches. That's what held me in bed so long. Reckon you
could manufacture a pair for me?" His eyes made love. "You've done
everything else." He caught her hand and kissed the palm of it. "Can't
the Billy part turn carpenter?"
"I 'll see. Say, Ward, do you think you could shave off those
whiskers if I got everything ready for you? I don't like you to look
like old Sourdough. Or maybe I could do it. I I used to shave daddy's
neck, sometimes."
Ward ran his fingers thoughtfully over his hairy cheeks. "I expect
I do look like a prehistoric ancestor. I 'll see what I can do about
it. I set my own leg; I guess I can shave myself. You 're a great
doctor, Wilhemina. You knocked that cold up to a peak, all right. But
I don't believe you 'd better tackle barbering, my dear girl."
Billy Louise pouted her lips at him. She could afford to pout now:
Ward was so like himself that she did not worry over him at all. She
also felt that she could afford to badger him into telling her some of
the things she wanted to know.
"Where did you hang Buck?" she asked naïvely.
"Huh?" Ward's eyes bored into hers with his intent look, trying to
read her thoughts.
"Where was it you hanged Buck Olney?"
"Nowhere. I put the fear of the Lord into him, that 's all. How did
you hear about it?"
"From you." Billy Louise was maddeningly calm. "You told me all
about it yesterday. And about those cattle in the corral up here. I
found them yesterday myself, Ward only it seems a month ago! down
in the Cove."
"Did you?"
"Yes, and I drove them up to the corral and read the riot act to
Marthy and Charlie Fox "
"Huh! What did they say?"
"Oh, they denied it, of course! What are we going to do about it,
Ward?"
"Nothing, I guess. What did you want to do?"
"I don't know. I don't want to hurt them, and I don't want them to
hurt anyone else. Do you know Seabeck? He 's an awfully square old
fellow. I believe " An idea formed vaguely in the back of Billy
Louise 's mind. "I believe I could persuade him "
"I believe you could persuade the devil himself, if you took a
notion to try," Ward affirmed sincerely, when she hesitated. "What do
you want to persuade him into?"
"Oh, nothing, I guess! How do you feel, Ward? We 've got to stick
to the job of getting you fit to leave here and go on down to the ranch
with me. When do you think you could manage to ride?"
Ward looked longingly out of the window, just as he had been
looking for six weeks. "I think I could manage it now," he said
doggedly, because of his great longing. "I set my own leg "
"Yes, and I'm willing to admit you 're a wonder, and have gotten
the stoics beaten at their own game. Still, there 's a limit to what
the human body will stand. I 'm going down to tend the horses, and if
you think you can walk without hurting your leg, I 'll hunt some forked
sticks for crutches. We 'll see how you make out with them, first,
before we talk about riding twenty miles on horseback. Besides, you 'd
catch more cold if you went out to-day."
While she talked, her plans took definite shape in the back of her
mind. She took Buck Olney's knife that was lying on the window-sill and
went in search of crutches among the willows along the creek. Forked
sticks were plentiful enough, but it was not so easy to find two that
would support even so skinny a man as Ward. She compromised by cutting
four that seemed suitable and binding them together in couples.
When she went in with her makeshifts, Ward was sitting upon the
side of the bunk, clothed and in his right mind but pitifully wobbly
and ashamed of his weakness.
"You should n't have tried to get up yet," she scolded. "Do you
want to be worse, so I 'll have to cure you all over again?" Then,
woman-like, she proceeded to annul the effect by petting and sympathy.
It was while she was sitting in the one chair, padding the sticks
crudely enough but effectively, that Ward, gazing at her with the light
of love in his eyes, thought of something he had meant to tell her.
"Oh, by the way, I've got something for you, Wilhemina," he said.
"Put down that thing and come over here. I want to shave before I take
a try at walking, anyway. See here, lady-mine. How would you like these
strung on a gold chain?"
From under his pillow he drew out a tobacco sack and emptied the
contents into her palm. "Those are your Christmas present, Bill-Loo.
Like 'em?"
"Do I!" Billy Louise held up the biggest one and stared at it
round-eyed. "Gold nuggets! Where in the world "
"That 's what I 'm going to tell you now you 're through being
just pals. Oh, I 'd have told you, anyway, I reckon, only the play
never came right, after that first little squabble we had over it." He
put an arm around her, pulled her down beside him, and rubbed his
bristly chin over her hair. "That 's the wolf joke, William. I did make
a lot of money wolfing on the square. I dug out a den of pups and
struck a little pocket of pretty rich gravel. I 've been busy panning
it out all the time I could spare, till the creek froze up."
"You found a gold mine?" Billy Louise gasped. "Why, whoever would
have thought "
"Oh, I would n't call it a gold mine, exactly," he hastened to
assure her, before her imagination dazzled her. "There is n't enough of
it. It 's just a pocket. I 've cleaned up about eighteen hundred
dollars, this summer, besides these nuggets. Maybe more. And there 's
some left yet. I found both ends of the streak; it lies along a ledge
on the side of a gully. I could n't find anything except in that one
streak of gravel; and when that's gone she's done, as near as I can
figure. But it is n't all gone yet, lady mine. There 's enough left to
pay the preacher, anyway. That big fellow I found along toward the
last, just before I quit working." He kissed her gravely. "Poor old
girl! She 's dead game, all right, and she 's kind of had the cards
stacked against her from the start. But things are going to come easier
from now on, if I 'm any prophet. It 's too bad "
Billy Louise read his thought.
"Mommie looked so peaceful, Ward. At the last, I mean. If I could
have waked her up, I don't believe I 'd have had the heart to do it.
She never was very happy; you know that. She could n't seem to see the
happiness in little things. So many are like that. And she looked
happier at the last than I ever saw her look before. So I 'm
happier, too since yesterday."
"Are you?" Ward dropped his face against her hair and held it there
for a minute. It was not his cold altogether that had made his voice
break hoarsely over those two words.
"Do you know " Billy Louise was lifting the nuggets one after the
other and letting them drop to her lap "happiness is like gold, Ward.
We 've got to pan it out of life ourselves. If we try to steal it from
someone else, we pay the penalty, don't you think? And so many go
looking and looking for great big chunks of it all all whatever
they do to it." She laughed a little at her ignorance of the technical
process. "You see what I mean, don't you? We get a streak of gravel;
that's life. And we can pan out happiness if we try little nuggets
and sometimes just colors but it keeps us hoping and working."
"Doctor of philosophy!" Ward kissed her hair. "You 're a great
little girl, all right. And I'm the buckaroo that has struck a mighty
rich streak of pay dirt in life, Wilhemina. I'm panning out happiness
millions to the pan right now."
Billy Louise, attacked with a spasm of shyness, went abruptly back
to padding the makeshift crutches and changed the subject.
"I 'm going home, soon as I fix you comfy," she said.
Whereupon Ward protested most strenuously and did not look in the
least like a man who has just announced himself a millionaire in
happiness.
"What for?" he demanded, after he had exhausted himself to no
purpose in telling her that she should not leave the cabin until he
could go along.
"I want eggs for you, you ungrateful beast. And some bread for
toast. And I want to tell Phoebe and John where I am."
"You think those Injuns are going to hurt themselves worrying? I
don't want any eggs and toast. I 've managed all right on crackers and
jerky for six weeks, so I guess I can stand it a few hours longer.
Still, if you 're crazy to go " He dropped back on the pillow and
turned his face away.
Billy Louise worked silently until she had made the crutches as
soft on top as she could. Then she hunted for Ward's razor and
shaving-cup and after one or two failures through using too much
water she managed to make a cup of very nice lather.
"Now, buckaroo, don't be a sulky kid," she said, firmly as she
could. "You know it 's hard enough for me to go off and leave you here
like this. But, as you say, you 've managed to get along for six weeks
without me, so "
"Sure. I could do it again, I reckon." Ward turned a gloomy pair of
eyes upon her. "What 's the rush? Do you think it is n't proper "
"It 's always proper to do what is right and helpful and kind,"
said Billy Louise with dignity, because she had made up her mind and
was trying not to weaken. "I 've lived in this country all my life, and
I guess my reputation will stand this little strain," she went on
lightly, "even if anyone finds it out. I 've got to go, that 's all.
Those people in the Cove " It was eloquent of her stern justice that
she could not bring herself to speak them by name.
"You are n't going to turn them over to the sheriff, are you,
William? Good Lord, girl! If I can "
"Your lather is getting cold," Billy Louise said evenly. "I ought
to have known better than mention the subject at all. I'm going to do
what's right. I believe I have some faint idea of right and wrong, Ward
Warren. And I 'm not going to do anything that I don't feel is right,
or anything that I 'll be sorry for. You might trust me, I think. It's
early yet "
"You 'll come back before night, won't you?" From his tone, Ward
had yielded the point and was minded to yield with what graciousness
he could command. It had occurred to him that he was behaving like a
selfish booby. Billy Louise should not call him weak-kneed, whatever
happened.
"No, I don't think I can, Ward. I might send John."
"You need n't bother. I don't want John."
"Well, I don't suppose he would be much comfort. I 'll make a pot
of coffee, Ward, and I 'll fill the lantern and fix it so you can heat
a cup when you want to; how will that be?" She brightened a little at
the idea. "And I 'll fix your lungs up again before I go and bake some
nice, hot biscuits and put here, and butter, and fix you just as comfy
as possible. Or, if you can manage to get around with the crutches, all
the better. I 'll leave things so you won't have to go outside for a
thing.
"And, Ward" she bent over him anxiously "I'm going because I
must. For all our sakes I must go right away. And I 'll come back
to-morrow just as early as I can get here. So if you are real good, and
take care of your cold, and get a little strong about walking, you can
go back with me. And tomorrow night you can sit in daddy's chair before
the fireplace, and we 'll have chicken and "
"All right all right!" Ward laughed suddenly. "Will you give me a
lump of sugar and let me look at all the pitty pittys in the album? Oh,
you William the Conqueror!" He caught her close, when he saw that he
had hurt her feelings a little, and held her a minute. "When I get two
good legs under me, Wilhemina," he promised softly, "I'm going to stake
myself to the job of taking care of you. Your cheeks are pretty thin,
little lady-girl. Damn the luck, anyway!"
"Here 's the lather. I 'm going down and saddle up," said Billy
Louise. "When I come back, we 'll see how the crutches work."
"Oh, say!" Ward called after her. "My saddle 's behind a buck bush
up along the trail where the bank is cut straight. I forgot about that.
And would you mind bringing the looking-glass, William? How the deuce
do you think a man's going to shave without a glass? And that old paper
to wipe the lather on, while you 're at it. I see the Billy of you has
n't got to the shaving-point yet, at any rate!"
Billy Louise took down the glass and flung it on the bed, threw the
newspaper after it, and departed with her chin in the air to find his
saddle and bridle and carry them to the stable.
Ward, sitting up in bed, stared at the closed door remorsefully.
When he was convinced that she did not intend to return even for the
last word which is so tempting to a woman, he reached for the glass,
held it up, and looked within.
"Sufferin' saddle blankets!" he grunted and dropped the glass. "And
she could kiss a mug like that!"
FLOYD CARSON was a somewhat phlegmatic young man, but he swore an
astonished oath when he saw Billy Louise galloping along the lane that
led nowhere except to the womanless abode of Samuel Seabeck. He walked
very fast to the stable, which was the first logical stopping-place,
and so he met Billy Louise before she had time to dismount, even
supposing she intended to do so.
"Hello, Floyd! Is Mr. Seabeck at home?" Billy Louise was not one to
waste time in the superfluities of speech when she had anything on her
mind.
"Sure. Get off, and I 'll put up your horse. We 're just through
eatin', but our grub carpenter will rustle something for yuh, all
right."
"No, I can't stop this time. I 'm not hungry, anyway. Just give a
yell for Mr. Seabeck, will you? I want to see him a minute."
Floyd eyed her uncertainly, decided that Billy Louise was not in
the mood to yield to persuasion, and tactfully hurried off to find
Seabeck without shouting for him lest he bring others also, who were
evidently not wanted at all. He took it that Billy Louise felt some
diffidence about visiting a strictly bachelor outfit, and he set
himself to relieve her of any embarrassment.
Presently Seabeck himself came from the dirt-roofed, rambling cabin
which was his home and strode down the path, buttoning his coat as he
came. Floyd's face showed for a minute in the doorway before he effaced
himself completely, and not another man was in sight anywhere. Billy
Louise was grateful to circumstance; she had dreaded this visit, though
not for the reason Floyd Carson believed.
"How de do, Miss MacDonald? Pretty nice day, but I 'm afraid it 's
a weather-breeder. The wind 's trying to change, I notice."
"Yes, and so I must n't stop. Could you ride part way home with me,
Mr. Seabeck? I want to talk with you about something. And I can't
stop a minute. I must get home."
"Why, certainly, I 'll go. If you 'll wait just a minute while I
saddle up or if you 'd rather ride on, I 'll overtake you."
"I 'll ride on, I think. Blue hates standing around, and he 's a
little warm, too. You 're awfully good, Mr. Seabeck "
"Oh, not at all!" Seabeck stubbed his toe on the stable doorsill in
his confusion at the praise. "I 'll be right along, soon as I can slap
a saddle on." He disappeared, and Billy Louise turned and loped slowly
down the lane.
So far, so good. Billy Louise tried to believe that it was all
going to be as plain sailing as this fortuitous beginning, but she was
aware of a nervous fluttering in her throat while she waited, and she
knew that she positively dreaded hearing Seabeck gallop up behind her
on the frozen trail. "Why will people do things that make a lot of
trouble for others?" she cried out petulantly. And then she heard the
steady pluck, pluckety-pluck of Seabeck's horse, and twisted her lips
with a whimsical acceptance of the part she had set herself to play.
She might smash things, she told herself, but at the worst it would be
only a premature smash. "Come, Bill," she adjured herself, pretending
it was what Ward would have said, had he looked into her mind. "Be a
Bill-the-Conk and a good one! Shove in your chips and play for all
there is in it."
"You must have some lightning method of saddling, Mr. Seabeck," she
smiled over her shoulder at him when he came up.
"We learn to do things quick when we've handled cattle a few
years," he admitted. He had a diffident manner of receiving compliments
which pleased Billy Louise and gave her confidence a needed brace. She
was not a skilled coquette; she was too honest and too straightforward
for that. Still, nature places certain weapons in the hands of a woman,
and instinct shows her how to use them. Seabeck, from his very
unaccustomedness to women, seemed to her particularly pliable. Billy
Louise took her courage in both hands and went straight to the point.
"Mr. Seabeck, I 've always heard that you're an awfully square
man," she said. "Daddy seemed to think that you could be depended on in
any kind of a pinch. I hope it 's true. I'm banking a lot on your
squareness to-day."
"Why, I don't know about my being any better than my neighbors," he
said, with a twinkle of humor in his eyes, which were a bright,
unvarying blue "But you can bank on my doing anything I can for you,
Miss MacDonald. I think I could be even better than square to help a
plucky little girl who "
"I don't mean just the ordinary squareness," Billy Louise put in
quietly. "I mean bigness, too; a bigness that will make a man be more
than square; a bigness that will let him see all around a thing and
judge it from a bigger viewpoint than mere justice "
"Hm-mm if you could trust me enough to "
"I'm going to, Mr. Seabeck. I'm going to take it for granted you're
bigger than your own squareness. And if you're