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In giving to the world the record of what, looked at as an adventure
only, is I suppose one of the most wonderful and mysterious experiences
ever undergone by mortal men, I feel it incumbent on me to explain what
my exact connection with it is. And so I may as well say at once that I
am not the narrator but only the editor of this extraordinary history,
and then go on to tell how it found its way into my hands.
Some years ago I, the editor, was stopping with a friend, 'vir
doctissimus et amicus meus,' at a certain University, which for the
purposes of this history we will call Cambridge, and was one day much
struck with the appearance of two people whom I saw going arm-in-arm
down the street. One of these gentlemen was I think, without exception,
the handsomest young fellow I have ever seen. He was very tall, very
broad, and had a look of power and a grace of bearing that seemed as
native to him as it is to a wild stag. In addition his face was almost
without flaw —a good face as well as a beautiful one, and when he
lifted his hat, which he did just then to a passing lady, I saw that
his head was covered with little golden curls growing close to the
scalp.
'Good gracious!' I said to my friend, with whom I was walking, 'why,
that fellow looks like a statue of Apollo come to life. What a splendid
man he is!'
'Yes,' he answered, 'he is the handsomest man in the University, and
one of the nicest too. They call him "the Greek god;" but look at the
other one, he's Vincey's (that's the god's name) guardian, and supposed
to be full of every kind of information. They call him "Charon." I
looked, and found the older man quite as interesting in his way as the
glorified specimen of humanity at his side. He appeared to be about
forty years of age, and was I think as ugly as his companion was
handsome. To begin with, he was shortish, rather bow-legged, very deep
chested, and with unusually long arms. He had dark hair and small eyes,
and the hair grew right down on his forehead, and his whiskers grew
right up to his hair, so that there was uncommonly little of his
countenance to be seen. Altogether he reminded me forcibly of a
gorilla, and yet there was something very pleasing and genial about the
man's eye. I remember saying that I should like to know him.
'All right,' answered my friend, 'nothing easier. I know Vincey;
I'll introduce you,' and he did, and for some minutes we stood
chatting—about the Zulu people, I think, for I had just returned from
the Cape at the time. Presently, however, a stoutish lady, whose name I
do not remember, came along the pavement, accompanied by a pretty
fair-haired girl, and these two Mr. Vincey, who clearly knew them well,
at once joined, walking off in their company. I remember being rather
amused because of the change in the expression of the elder man, whose
name I discovered was Holly, when he saw the ladies advancing. He
suddenly stopped short in his talk, cast a reproachful look at his
companion, and, with an abrupt nod to myself, turned and marched off
alone across the street. I heard afterwards that he was popularly
supposed to be as much afraid of a woman as most people are of a mad
dog, which accounted for his precipitate retreat. I cannot say,
however, that young Vincey showed much aversion to feminine society on
this occasion. Indeed I remember laughing, and remarking to my friend
at the time that he was not the sort of man whom it would be desirable
to introduce to the lady one was going to marry, since it is
exceedingly probable that the acquaintance would end in a transfer of
her affections. He was altogether too good-looking, and, what is more,
he had none of that consciousness and conceit about him which usually
afflicts handsome men, and makes them deservedly disliked by their
fellows.
That same evening my visit came to an end, and this was the last I
saw or heard of 'Charon' and 'the Greek god' for many a long day.
Indeed, I have never seen either of them from that hour to this, and do
not think it probable that I shall. But a month ago I received a letter
and two packets, one of manuscript, and on opening the first found that
it was signed by 'Horace Holly,' a name that at the moment was not
familiar to me. It ran as follows:—
'—College, Cambridge, May 1, 18—
'My dear Sir,—You will be surprised, considering the very slight
nature of our acquaintance, to get a letter from me. Indeed, I think I
had better begin by reminding you that we once met, now some five years
ago, when I and my ward Leo Vincey were introduced to you in the street
at Cambridge. To be brief and come to my business. I have recently read
with much interest a book of yours describing a Central African
adventure. I take it that this book is partly true, and partly an
effort of the imagination. However this is, it has given me an idea. It
happens, how you will see in the accompanying manuscript (which
together with the Scarab, the "Royal Son of the Sun," and the original
sherd, I am sending to you by hand), that my ward, or rather my adopted
son Leo Vincey and myself have recently passed through a real African
adventure, of a nature so much more marvellous than the one which you
describe, that to tell you the truth I am almost ashamed to submit it
to you for fear lest you should disbelieve my tale. You will see it
stated in this manuscript that I, or rather we, had made up our minds
not to make this history public during our joint lives. Nor should we
alter our determination were it not for a circumstance which has
recently arisen. We are for reasons that, after perusing this
manuscript, you may be able to guess, going away again, this time to
Central Asia where, if anywhere upon this earth, wisdom is to be found,
and we anticipate that our sojourn there will be a long one. Possibly
we shall not return. Under these altered conditions it has become a
question whether we are justified in withholding from the world an
account of a phenomenon which we believe to be of unparalleled
interest, merely because our private life is involved, or because we
are afraid of ridicule and doubt being cast upon our statements. I hold
one view about this matter, and Leo holds another, and finally, after
much discussion, we have come to a compromise, namely, to send the
history to you, giving you full leave to publish it if you think fit,
the only stipulation being that you shall disguise our real names, and
as much concerning our personal identity as is consistent with the
maintenance of the bona fides of the narrative.
'And now what am I to say further? I really do not know beyond once
more repeating that everything is described in the accompanying
manuscript exactly as it happened. As regards She herself I have
nothing to add. Day by day we have greater occasion to regret that we
did not better avail ourselves of our opportunities to obtain more
information from that marvellous woman. Who was she? How did she first
come to the Caves of Kôr, and what was her real religion? We never
ascertained, and now, alas! we never shall, at least not yet. These and
many other questions arise in my mind, but what is the good of asking
them now?
'Will you undertake the task? We give you complete freedom, and as a
reward you will, we believe, have the credit of presenting to the world
the most wonderful history, as distinguished from romance, that its
records can show. Read the manuscript (which I have copied out fairly
for your benefit), and let me know.
'Believe me, very truly yours,
'L. Horace Holly.
'P. S.—Of course, if any profit results from the sale of the
writing should you care to undertake its publication, you can do what
you like with it, but if there is a loss I will leave instructions with
my lawyers, Messrs. Geoffrey and Jordan, to meet it. We entrust the
sherd, the scarab, and the parchments to your keeping till such time as
we demand them back again.—L. H. H.'
This letter, as may be imagined, astonished me considerably, but
when I came to look at the MS., which the pressure of other work
prevented me from doing for a fortnight, I was still more astonished,
as I think the reader will be also, and at once made up my mind to
press on with the matter. I wrote to this effect to Mr. Holly, but a
week afterwards received a letter from that gentleman's lawyers,
returning my own, with the information that their client and Mr. Leo
Vincey had already left this country for Thibet, and they did not at
present know their address.
Well, that is all I have to say. Of the history itself the reader
must judge. I give it him, with the exception of a very few
alterations, made with the object of concealing the identity of the
actors from the general public, exactly as it has come to me.
Personally I have made up my mind to refrain from comments. At first I
was inclined to believe that this history of a woman on whom, clothed
in the majesty of her almost endless years, the shadow of Eternity
itself lay like the dark wing of Night, was some gigantic allegory of
which I could not catch the meaning. Then I thought that it might be a
bold attempt to portray the possible results of practical immortality,
informing the substance of a mortal who yet drew her strength from
Earth, and in whose human bosom passions yet rose and fell and beat as
in the undying world around her the winds and the tides rise and fall
and beat unceasingly. But as I went on I abandoned that idea also. To
me the story seems to bear the stamp of truth upon its face. Its
explanation I must leave to others, and with this slight preface, which
circumstances make necessary, I introduce the world to Ayesha and the
Caves of Kôr.—The Editor.
P. S.—There is on consideration one circumstance that, after a
reperusal of this history, struck me with so much force that I cannot
resist calling the attention of the reader to it. He will observe that
so far as we are made acquainted with him there appears to be nothing
in the character of Leo Vincey which in the opinion of most people
would have been likely to attract an intellect so powerful as that of
Ayesha. He is not even, at any rate to my view, particularly
interesting. Indeed, one might imagine that Mr. Holly would under
ordinary circumstances have easily outstripped him in the favour of
She. Can it be that extremes meet, and that the very excess and
splendour of her mind led her by means of some strange physical
reaction to worship at the shrine of matter? Was that ancient
Kallikrates nothing but a splendid animal beloved for his hereditary
Greek beauty? Or is the true explanation what I believe it to
be—namely, that Ayesha, seeing further than we can see, perceived the
germ and smouldering spark of greatness which lay hid within her
lover's soul, and well knew that under the influence of her gift of
life, watered by her wisdom, and shone upon with the sunshine of her
presence, it would bloom like a flower and flash out like a star,
filling the world with light and fragrance?
Here also I am not able to answer, but must leave the reader to form
his own judgment on the facts before him, as detailed by Mr. Holly in
the following pages.
There are some events of which each circumstance and surrounding
detail seems to be graven on the memory in such fashion that we cannot
forget it, and so it is with the scene that I am about to describe. It
rises as clearly before my mind at this moment as though it had
happened yesterday.
It was in this very month something over twenty years ago that I,
Ludwig Horace Holly, was sitting one night in my rooms at Cambridge,
grinding away at some mathematical work, I forget what. I was to go up
for my fellowship within a week, and was expected by my tutor and my
college generally to distinguish myself. At last, wearied out, I flung
my book down, and, going to the mantelpiece, took down a pipe and
filled it. There was a candle burning on the mantelpiece, and a long,
narrow glass at the back of it; and as I was in the act of lighting the
pipe I caught sight of my own countenance in the glass, and paused to
reflect. The lighted match burnt away till it scorched my fingers,
forcing me to drop it; but still I stood and stared at myself in the
glass, and reflected.
'Well,' I said aloud, at last, 'it is to be hoped that I shall be
able to do something with the inside of my head, for I shall certainly
never do anything by the help of the outside.'
This remark will doubtless strike anybody who reads it as being
slightly obscure, but I was in reality alluding to my physical
deficiencies. Most men of twenty-two are endowed at any rate with some
share of the comeliness of youth, but to me even this was denied.
Short, thick-set, and deep-chested almost to deformity, with long
sinewy arms, heavy features, deep-set grey eyes, a low brow half
overgrown with a mop of thick black hair, like a deserted clearing on
which the forest had once more begun to encroach; such was my
appearance nearly a quarter of a century ago, and such, with some
modification, is it to this day. Like Cain, I was branded—branded by
Nature with the stamp of abnormal ugliness, as I was gifted by Nature
with iron and abnormal strength and considerable intellectual powers.
So ugly was I that the spruce young men of my College, though they were
proud enough of my feats of endurance and physical prowess, did not
even care to be seen walking with me. Was it wonderful that I was
misanthropic and sullen? Was it wonderful that I brooded and worked
alone, and had no friends—at least, only one? I was set apart by
Nature to live alone, and draw comfort from her breast, and hers only.
Women hated the sight of me. Only a week before I had heard one call me
a 'monster' when she thought I was out of hearing, and say that I had
converted her to the monkey theory. Once, indeed, a woman pretended to
care for me, and I lavished all the pent-up affection of my nature upon
her. Then money that was to have come to me went elsewhere, and she
discarded me. I pleaded with her as I have never pleaded with any
living creature before or since, for I was caught by her sweet face,
and loved her; and in the end by way of answer she took me to the
glass, and stood side by side with me, and looked into it.
'Now,' she said, 'if I am Beauty, who are you?' That was when I was
only twenty.
And so I stood and stared, and felt a sort of grim satisfaction in
the sense of my own loneliness; for I had neither father, nor mother,
nor brother; and as I did so there came a knock at my door.
I listened before I went to open it, for it was nearly twelve
o'clock at night, and I was in no mood to admit any stranger. I had but
one friend in the College, or, indeed, in the world—perhaps it was he.
Just then the person outside the door coughed, and I hastened to
open it, for I knew the cough.
A tall man of about thirty, with the remains of great personal
beauty, came hurrying in, staggering beneath the weight of a massive
iron box which he carried by a handle with his right hand. He placed
the box upon the table, and then fell into an awful fit of coughing. He
coughed and coughed till his face became quite purple, and at last he
sank into a chair and began to spit up blood. I poured out some whisky
into a tumbler, and gave it to him. He drank it, and seemed better;
though his better was very bad indeed.
'Why did you keep me standing there in the cold?' he asked
pettishly. 'You know the draughts are death to me.'
'I did not know who it was,' I answered. 'You are a late visitor.'
'Yes; and I verily believe it is my last visit,' he answered, with a
ghastly attempt at a smile. 'I am done for, Holly. I am done for. I do
not believe that I shall see to-morrow!'
'Nonsense!' I said. 'Let me go for a doctor.'
He waved me back imperiously with his hand. 'It is sober sense; but
I want no doctors. I have studied medicine, and I know all about it. No
doctors can help me. My last hour has come! For a year past I have only
lived by a miracle. Now listen to me as you never listened to anybody
before; for you will not have the opportunity of getting me to repeat
my words. We have been friends for two years; now tell me how much do
you know about me?'
'I know that you are rich, and have had a fancy to come to College
long after the age that most men leave it. I know that you have been
married, and that your wife died; and that you have been the best,
indeed almost the only friend I ever had.'
'Did you know that I have a son?
'No.'
'I have. He is five years old. He cost me his mother's life, and I
have never been able to bear to look upon his face in consequence.
Holly, if you will accept the trust, I am going to leave you that boy's
sole guardian.'
I sprang almost out of my chair. 'Me!' I said.
'Yes, you. I have not studied you for two years for nothing. I have
known for some time that I could not last, and since I realised the
fact I have been searching for some one to whom I could confide the boy
and this,' and he tapped the iron box. 'You are the man, Holly; for,
like a rugged tree, you are hard and sound at core. Listen; the boy
will be the only representative of one of the most ancient families in
the world, that is, so far as families can be traced. You will laugh at
me when I say it, but one day it will be proved to you beyond a doubt,
that my sixty-fifth or sixty-sixth lineal ancestor was an Egyptian
priest of Isis, though he was himself of Grecian extraction, and was
called Kallikrates. His father was one of the Greek mercenaries raised
by Hak-Hor, a Mendesian Pharaoh of the twenty-ninth dynasty, and his
grandfather, I believe, was that very Kallikrates mentioned by
Herodotus. [Footnote 2: 2Kb] In or about the year
339 before Christ, just at the time of the final fall of the Pharaohs,
this Kallikrates (the priest) broke his vows of celibacy and fled from
Egypt with a Princess of Royal blood who had fallen in love with him,
and was finally wrecked upon the coast of Africa, somewhere, as I
believe, in the neighbourhood of where Delagoa Bay now is, or rather to
the north of it, he and his wife being saved, and all the remainder of
their company destroyed in one way or another. Here they endured great
hardships, but were at last entertained by the mighty Queen of a savage
people, a white woman of peculiar loveliness, who, under circumstances
which I cannot enter into, but which you will one day learn, if you
live, from the contents of the box, finally murdered my ancestor,
Kallikrates. His wife, however, escaped, how I know not, to Athens,
bearing a child with her, whom she named Tisisthenes, or the Mighty
Avenger. Five hundred years or more afterwards the family migrated to
Rome under circumstances of which no trace remains, and here, probably
with the idea of preserving the idea of vengeance which we find set out
in the name of Tisisthenes, they appear to have pretty regularly
assumed the cognomen of Vindex, or Avenger. Here, too, they remained
for another five centuries or more, till about 770 A. D., when
Charlemagne invaded Lombardy, where they were then settled, whereon the
head of the family seems to have attached himself to the great Emperor,
and to have returned with him across the Alps, and finally to have
settled in Brittany. Eight generations later his lineal representative
crossed to England in the reign of Edward the Confessor, and in the
time of William the Conqueror was advanced to great honour and power.
From that time till the present day I can trace my descent without a
break. Not that the Vinceys—for that was the final corruption of the
name after its bearers took root in English soil—have been
particularly distinguished —they never came much to the fore.
Sometimes they were soldiers, sometimes merchants, but on the whole
they have preserved a dead level of respectability, and a still deader
level of mediocrity. From the time of Charles II. till the beginning of
the present century they were merchants. About 1790 my grandfather made
a considerable fortune out of brewing, and retired. In 1821 he died,
and my father succeeded him, and dissipated most of the money. Ten
years ago he died also, leaving me a net income of about two thousand a
year. Then it was that I undertook an expedition in connection with
that,' and he pointed to the iron chest, 'which ended disastrously
enough. On my way back I travelled in the South of Europe, and finally
reached Athens. There I met my beloved wife, who might well also have
been called the "Beautiful," like my old Greek ancestor. There I
married her, and there, a year afterwards, when my boy was born, she
died.'
He paused a while, his head sunk upon his hand, and then continued—
'My marriage had diverted me from a project which I cannot enter
into now. I have no time, Holly—I have no time! One day, if you
accept my trust, you will learn all about it. After my wife's death I
turned my mind to it again. But first it was necessary, or, at least, I
conceived that it was necessary, that I should attain to a perfect
knowledge of Eastern dialects, especially Arabic. It was to facilitate
my studies that I came here. Very soon, however, my disease developed
itself, and now there is an end of me.' And as though to emphasise his
words he burst into another terrible fit of coughing.
I gave him some more whisky, and after resting he went on—
'I have never seen my boy, Leo, since he was a tiny baby. I never
could bear to see him, but they tell me that he is a quick and handsome
child. In this envelope,' and he produced a letter from his pocket
addressed to myself, 'I have jotted down the course I wish followed in
the boy's education. It is a somewhat peculiar one. At any rate, I
could not entrust it to a stranger. Once more, will you undertake it?'
'I must first know what I am to undertake,' I answered.
'You are to undertake to have the boy, Leo, to live with you till he
is twenty-five years of age—not to send him to school, remember. On
his twenty-fifth birthday your guardianship will end, and you will
then, with the keys that I give you now' (and he placed them on the
table), 'open the iron box, and let him see and read the contents, and
say whether or no he is willing to undertake the quest. There is no
obligation on him to do so. Now, as regards terms. My present income is
two thousand two hundred a year. Half of that income I have secured to
you by will for life contingently on your undertaking the
guardianship—that is, one thousand a year remuneration to yourself,
for you will have to give up your life to it, and one hundred a year to
pay for the board of the boy. The rest is to accumulate till Leo is
twenty-five, so that there may be a sum in hand should he wish to
undertake the quest of which I spoke.'
'And suppose I were to die?' I asked.
'Then the boy must become a ward of Chancery and take his chance.
Only be careful that the iron chest is passed on to him by your will.
Listen, Holly, don't refuse me. Believe me, this is to your advantage.
You are not fit to mix with the world—it would only embitter you. In
a few weeks you will become a Fellow of your College, and the income
that you will derive from that combined with what I have left you will
enable you to live a life of learned leisure, alternated with the sport
of which you are so fond, such as will exactly suit you.'
He paused and looked at me anxiously, but I still hesitated. The
charge seemed so very strange.
'For my sake, Holly. We have been good friends, and I have no time
to make other arrangements.'
'Very well,' I said, 'I will do it, provided there is nothing in
this paper to make me change my mind,' and I touched the envelope he
had put upon the table by the keys.
'Thank you, Holly, thank you. There is nothing at all. Swear to me
by God that you will be a father to the boy, and follow my directions
to the letter.'
'I swear it,' I answered solemnly.
'Very well, remember that perhaps one day I shall ask for the
account of your oath, for though I am dead and forgotten, yet shall I
live. There is no such thing as death, Holly, only a change, and, as
you may perhaps learn in time to come, I believe that even here that
change could under certain circumstances be indefinitely postponed,'
and again he broke into one of his dreadful fits of coughing.
'There,' he said, 'I must go, you have the chest, and my will will
be found among my papers, under the authority of which the child will
be handed over to you. You will be well paid, Holly, and I know that
you are honest, but if you betray my trust, by Heaven I will haunt you.'
I said nothing, being, indeed, too bewildered to speak.
He held up the candle, and looked at his own face in the glass. It
had been a beautiful face, but disease had wrecked it. 'Food for the
worms,' he said. 'Curious to think that in a few hours I shall be stiff
and cold—the journey done, the little game played out. Ah me, Holly!
life is not worth the trouble of life, except when one is in love—at
least, mine has not been; but the boy Leo's may be if he has the
courage and the faith. Good-bye, my friend!' and with a sudden access
of tenderness he flung his arm about me and kissed me on the forehead,
and then turned to go.
'Look here, Vincey,' I said, 'if you are as ill as you think, you
had better let me fetch a doctor.'
'No, no,' he said earnestly. 'Promise me that you won't. I am going
to die, and, like a poisoned rat, I wish to die alone.'
'I don't believe that you are going to do anything of the sort,' I
answered. He smiled, and, with the word 'Remember' on his lips, was
gone. As for myself, I sat down and rubbed my eyes, wondering if I had
been asleep. As this supposition would not bear investigation I gave it
up, and began to think that Vincey must have been drinking. I knew that
he was; and had been, very ill, but still it seemed impossible that he
could be in such a condition as to be able to know for certain that he
would not outlive the night. Had he been so near dissolution surely he
would scarcely have been able to walk, and carry a heavy iron box with
him. The whole story, on reflection, seemed to me utterly incredible,
for I was not then old enough to be aware how many things happen in
this world that the common sense of the average man would set down as
so improbable as to be absolutely impossible. This is a fact that I
have only recently mastered. Was it likely that a man would have a son
five years of age whom he had never seen since he was a tiny infant?
No. Was it likely that he could foretell his own death so accurately?
No. Was it likely that he could trace his pedigree for more than three
centuries before Christ, or that he would suddenly confide the absolute
guardianship of his child, and leave half his fortune, to a college
friend? Most certainly not. Clearly Vincey was either drunk or mad.
That being so, what did it mean? and what was in the sealed iron chest?
The whole thing baffled and puzzled me to such an extent that at
last I could stand it no longer, and determined to sleep over it. So I
jumped up, and having put the keys and the letter that Vincey had left
away into my despatch-box, and stowed the iron chest in a large
portmanteau, I turned in, and was soon fast asleep.
As it seemed to me, I had only been asleep for a few minutes when I
was awakened by somebody calling me. I sat up and rubbed my eyes; it
was broad daylight—eight o'clock, in fact.
'Why, what is the matter with you, John?' I asked of the gyp who
waited on Vincey and myself, 'You look as though you had seen a ghost!'
'Yes, sir, and so I have,' he answered, 'leastways I've seen a
corpse, which is worse. I've been in to call Mr. Vincey, as usual, and
there he lies stark and dead!'
Of course, poor Vincey's sudden death created a great stir in the
College; but, as he was known to be very ill, and a satisfactory
doctor's certificate was forthcoming, there was no inquest. They were
not so particular about inquests in those days as they are now; indeed,
they were generally disliked, as causing a scandal. Under all these
circumstances, as I was asked no questions, I did not feel called upon
to volunteer any information about our interview of the night of
Vincey's decease, beyond saying that he had come into my rooms to see
me, as he often did. On the day of the funeral a lawyer came down from
London and followed my poor friend's remains to the grave, and then
went back with his papers and effects, except, of course, the iron
chest which had been left in my keeping. For a week after this I heard
no more of the matter, and, indeed, my attention was amply occupied in
other ways, for I was up for my Fellowship, a fact that had prevented
me from attending the funeral or seeing the lawyer. At last, however,
the examination was over, and I came back to my rooms and sank into an
easy chair with a happy consciousness that I had got through it very
fairly.
Soon, however, my thoughts, relieved of the pressure that had
crushed them into a single groove during the last few days, turned to
the events of the night of poor Vincey's death, and again I asked
myself what it all meant, and wondered if I should hear anything more
of the matter, and if I did not, what it would be my duty to do with
the curious iron chest. I sat there and thought and thought till I
began to grow quite disturbed over the whole occurrence: the
mysterious midnight visit, the prophecy of death so shortly to be
fulfilled, the solemn oath that I had taken, and which Vincey had
called on me to answer to in another world than this. Had the man
committed suicide? It looked like it. And what was the quest of which
he spoke? The circumstances were almost uncanny, so much so that,
though I am by no means nervous, or apt to be alarmed at anything that
may seem to cross the bounds of the natural, I grew afraid, and began
to wish I had had nothing to do with it. How much more do I wish it
now, over twenty years afterwards!
As I sat and thought, there was a knock at the door, and a letter,
in a big blue envelope, was brought in to me. I saw at a glance that it
was a lawyer's letter, and an instinct told me that it was connected
with my trust. The letter, which I still have, runs thus:—
'Sir,—Our client, the late M. L. Vincey, Esq., who died on the 9th
instant in—College, Cambridge, has left behind him a Will, of which
you will please find copy enclosed, and of which we are the executors.
By this Will you will perceive that you take a life-interest in about
half of the late Mr. Vincey's property, now invested in Consols,
subject to your acceptance of the guardianship of his only son, Leo
Vincey: at present an infant, aged five. Had we not ourselves drawn up
the document in question in obedience to Mr. Vincey's clear and precise
instructions, both personal and written, and had he not then assured us
that he had very good reasons for what he was doing, we are bound to
tell you that its provisions seem to us of so unusual a nature, that we
should have felt bound to call the attention of the Court of Chancery
to them, in order that such steps might be taken as seemed desirable to
it, either by contesting the capacity of the testator or otherwise, to
safeguard the interests of the infant. As it is, knowing that the
testator was a gentleman of the highest intelligence and acumen, and
that he has absolutely no relations living to whom he could have
confided the guardianship of the child, we do not feel justified in
taking this course.
'Awaiting such instructions as you please to send us as regards the
delivery of the infant and the payment of the proportion of the
dividends due to you,
'We remain, Sir, faithfully yours,
Geoffrey and Jordan.'
I put down the letter, and ran my eye through the Will, which
appeared, from its utter unintelligibility, to have been drawn on the
strictest legal principles. So far as I could discover, however, it
exactly bore out what my friend had told me on the night of his death.
So it was true after all. I must take the boy. Suddenly I remembered
the letter which he had left with the chest. I fetched it and opened
it. It only contained such directions as he had already given to me as
to opening the chest on Leo's twenty-fifth brithday, and laid down the
outlines of the boy's education, which was to include Greek, the higher
Mathematices, and Arabic. At the bottom there was a postscript to the
effect that if the boy died under the age of twenty-five, which,
however, he did not believe would be the case, I was to open the chest,
and act on the information I obtained if I saw fit. If I did not see
fit, I was to destroy all the contents. On no account was I to pass
them on to a stranger.
As this letter added nothing material to my knowledge, and certainly
raised no further objection in my mind to undertaking the task I had
promised my dead friend to undertake, there was only one course open to
me—namely, to write to Messrs. Geoffrey and Jordan, and express my
readiness to enter on the trust, stating that I should be willing to
commence my guardianship of Leo in ten days' time. This done I
proceeded to the authorities of my college, and, having told them as
much of the story as I considered desirable, which was not very much,
after considerable difficulty succeeded in persuading them to stretch a
point, and, in the event of my having obtained a fellowship, which I
was pretty certain I had done, allow me to have the child to live with
me. Their consent, however, was only granted on the condition that I
vacated my rooms in college and took lodgings. This I did, and with
some difficulty succeeded in obtaining very good apartments quite close
to the college gates. The next thing was to find a nurse. And on this
point I came to a determination. I would have no woman to lord it over
me about the child, and steal his affections from me. The boy was old
enough to do without female assistance, so I set to work to hunt up a
suitable male attendant. With some difficulty I succeeded in hiring a
most respectable round-faced young man, who had been a helper in a
hunting-stable, but who said that he was one of a family of seventeen
and well-accustomed to the ways of children, and professed himself
quite willing to undertake the charge of Master Leo when he arrived.
Then, having taken the iron box to town, and with my own hands
deposited it at my banker's, I bought some books upon the health and
management of children, and read them, first to myself, and then aloud
to Job—that was the young man's name—and waited.
At length the child arrived in the charge of an elderly person, who
wept bitterly at parting with him, and a beautiful boy he was. Indeed,
I do not think that I ever saw such a perfect child before or since.
His eyes were grey, his forehead broad, and his face, even at that
early age, clean cut as a cameo, without being pinched or thin. But
perhaps his most attractive point was his hair, which was pure gold in
colour and tightly curled over his shapely head. He cried a little when
his nurse finally tore herself away and left him with us. Never shall I
forget the scene. There he stood, with the sunlight from the window
playing upon his golden curls, his fist screwed in one eye, whilst he
took us in with the other. I was seated in a chair, and stretched out
my hand to him to induce him to come to me, while Job, in the corner,
was making a sort of clucking noise, which, arguing from his previous
experience, or from the analogy of the hen, he judged would have a
soothing effect, and inspire confidence in the youthful mind, and
running a wooden horse of peculiar hideousness backwards and forwards
in a way that was little short of inane. This went on for some minutes,
and then all of a sudden the lad stretched out both his little arms and
ran to me.
'I like you,' he said: 'you is ugly, but you is good.'
Ten minutes afterwards he was eating large slices of bread and
butter, with every sign of satisfaction; Job wanted to put jam on to
them, but I sternly reminded him of the excellent works we had read,
and forbade it.
In a very little while (for, as I expected, I got my fellowship) the
boy became the favourite of the whole College— where, all orders and
regulations to the contrary notwithstanding, he was continually in and
out—a sort of chartered libertine, in whose favour all rules were
relaxed. The offerings made at his shrine were simply without number,
and I had a serious difference of opinion with one old resident Fellow,
now long dead, who was usually supposed to be the crustiest man in the
University, and to abhor the sight of a child. And yet I discovered,
when a frequently recurring fit of sickness had forced Job to keep a
strict look-out, that this unprincipled old man was in the habit of
enticing the boy to his rooms and there feeding him upon unlimited
quantities of brandy-balls, and making him promise to say nothing about
it. Job told him that he ought to be ashamed of himself, 'at his age,
too, when he might have been a grandfather if he had done what was
right,' by which Job understood had got married, and thence arose the
row.
But I have no space to dwell upon those delightful years, around
which memory still fondly hovers. One by one they went by, and as they
passed we two grew dearer and yet more dear to each other. Few sons
have been loved as I love Leo, and few fathers know the deep and
continuous affection that Leo bears to me.
The child grew into the boy, and the boy into the young man, as one
by one the remorseless years flew by, and as the grew and increased so
did his beauty and the beauty of his mind grow with him. When he was
about fifteen they used to call him Beauty about the College, and me
they nicknamed the Beast. Beauty and the Beast was what they called us
when we went out walking together, as we used to do every day. Once Leo
attacked a great strapping butcher's man, twice his size, because he
sang it out after us, and thrashed him, too—thrashed him fairly. I
walked on and pretended not to see, till the combat got too exciting,
when I turned round and cheered him on to victory. It was the chaff of
the College at the time, but I could not help it. Then when he was a
little older the undergraduates got fresh names for us. They called me
Charon and Leo the Greek god! I will pass over my own appellation with
the humble remark that I was never handsome, and did not grow more so
as I grew older. As for his, there was no doubt about its fitness. Leo
at twenty-one might have stood for a statue of the youthful Apollo. I
never saw anybody to touch him in looks, or anybody so absolutely
unconscious of them. As for his mind, he was brilliant and keen-witted,
but not a scholar. He had not the dulness necessary for that result. We
followed out his father's instructions as regards his education
strictly enough, and on the whole the results, especially so far as the
Greek and Arabic went, were satisfactory. I learnt the latter language
in order to help to teach it to him, but after five years of it he knew
it as well as I did—almost as well as the professor who instructed us
both. I always was a great sportsman—it is my one passion—and every
autumn we went away somewhere shooting or fishing, sometimes to
Scotland, sometimes to Norway, once even to Russia. I am a good shot,
but even in this he learnt to excel me.
When Leo was eighteen I moved back into my rooms, and entered him at
my own College, and at twenty-one he took his degree—a respectable
degree, but not a very high one. Then it was that I, for the first
time, told him something of his own story, and of the mystery that
loomed ahead. Of course he was very curious about it, and of course I
explained to him that his curiosity could not be gratifed at present.
After that, to pass the time away, I suggested that he should get
himself called to the Bar; and this he did, reading at Cambridge, and
only going up to London to eat his dinners.
I had only one trouble about him, and that was that every young
woman who came across him, or, if not every one, nearly so, would
insist on falling in love with him. Hence arose difficulties which I
need not enter into here, though they were troublesome enough at the
time. On the whole, he behaved fairly well; I cannot say more than that.
And so the time went by till at last he reached his twenty-fifth
birthday, at which date this strange and, in some ways, awful history
really begins.
On the day preceding Leo's twenty-fifth birthday we both proceeded
to London, and extracted the mysterious chest from the bank where I had
deposited it twenty years before. It was, I remember, brought up by the
same clerk who had taken it down. He perfectly remembered having hidden
it away. Had he not done so, he said, he should have had difficulty in
finding it, it was so covered up with cobwebs.
In the evening we returned with our precious burden to Cambridge,
and I think that we might both of us have given away all the sleep we
got that night and not have been much the poorer. At daybreak Leo
arrived in my room in a dressing-gown, and suggested that we should at
once proceed to business. I scouted the idea as showing an unworthy
curiosity. The chest had waited twenty years, I said, so it could very
well continue to wait until after breakfast. Accordingly at nine—an
unusually sharp nine —we breakfasted; and so occupied was I with my
own thoughts that I regret to state that I put a piece of bacon into
Leo's tea in mistake for a lump of sugar. Job, too, to whom the
contagion of excitement had, of course, spread, managed to break the
handle off my Sèvres china tea-cup, the identical one I believe that
Marat had been drinking from just before he was stabbed in his bath.
At last, however, breakfast was cleared away, and Job, at my
request, fetched the chest, and placed it upon the table in a somewhat
gingerly fashion, as though he mistrusted it. Then he prepared to leave
the room.
'Stop a moment, Job,' I said. 'If Mr. Leo has no objection, I should
prefer to have an independent witness to this business, who can be
relied upon to hold his tongue unless he is asked to speak.'
'Certainly, Uncle Horace,' answered Leo; for I had brought him up to
call me uncle—though he varied the appellation somewhat
disrespectfully by calling me 'old fellow,' or even 'my avuncular
relative.'
Job touched his head, not having a hat on.
'Lock the door, Job,' I said, 'and bring me my despatch-box.'
He obeyed, and from the box I took the keys that poor Vincey, Leo's
father, had given me on the night of his death. There were three of
them; the largest a comparatively modern key, the second an exceedingly
ancient one, and the third entirely unlike anything of the sort that we
had ever seen before, being fashioned apparently from a strip of solid
silver, with a bar placed across to serve as a handle, and some nicks
cut in the edge of the bar. It was more like a model of some
antediluvian railway key than anything else.
'Now are you both ready?' I said, as people do when they are going
to fire a mine. There was no answer, so I took the big key, rubbed some
salad oil into the wards, and after one or two bad shots, for my hands
were shaking, managed to fit it, and shoot the lock. Leo bent over and
caught the massive lid in both his hands, and with an effort, for the
hinges had rusted, leaned it back. Its removal revealed another case
covered with dust. This we extracted from the iron chest without any
difficulty, and removed the accumulated filth of years from it with a
clothes-brush.
It was, or appeared to be, of ebony, or some such close-grained
black wood, and was bound in every direction with flat bands of iron.
Its antiquity must have been extreme, for the dense heavy wood was
actually in parts commencing to crumble away from age.
'Now for it,' I said, inserting the second key. Job and Leo bent
forward in breathless silence. The key turned, and I flung back the
lid, and uttered an exclamation, as did the others; and no wonder, for
inside the ebony case was a magnificent silver casket, about twelve
inches square by eight high. It appeared to be of Egyptian workmanship,
for the four legs were formed of Sphinxes, and the dome-shaped cover
was also surmounted by a Sphinx. The casket was of course much
tarnished and dinted with age, but otherwise in fairly sound condition.
I drew it out and set it on the table, and then, in the midst of the
most perfect silence, I inserted the strangelooking silver key, and
pressed this way and that until at last the lock yielded, and the
casket stood open before us. It was filled to the brim with some brown
shredded material, more like vegetable fibre than paper, the nature of
which I have never been able to discover. This I carefully removed to
the depth of some three inches, when I came to a letter enclosed in an
ordinary modern-looking envelope, and addressed in the handwriting of
my dead friend Vincey.
'To my son Leo, should he live to open this casket.'
I handed the letter to Leo, who glanced at the envelope, and then
put it down upon the table, making a motion to me to go on emptying the
casket.
The next thing that I found was a parchment carefully rolled up. I
unrolled it, and seeing that it was also in Vincey's handwriting, and
headed 'Translation of the Uncial Greek Writing on the Potsherd,' put
it down by the letter. Then followed another ancient roll of parchment,
that had become yellow and crinkled with the passage of years. This I
also unrolled. It was likewise a translation of the same Greek
original, but into black-letter Latin this time, which at the first
glance appeared to me from the style and character to date from
somewhere about the beginning of the sixteenth century. Immediately
beneath this roll was something hard and heavy, wrapped up in yellow
linen, and reposing upon another layer of the fibrous material. Slowly
and carefully we unrolled the linen, exposing to view a very large but
undoubtedly ancient potsherd of a dirty yellow colour! This potsherd
had in my judgment once been a part of an ordinary amphora of medium
size. For the rest, it measured ten and a half inches in length by
seven in width, was about a quarter of an inch thick, and densely
covered on the convex side that lay towards the bottom of the box with
writing in the later uncial Greek character, faded here and there, but
for the most part perfectly legible, the inscription having evidently
been executed with the greatest care, and by means of a reed pen, such
as the ancients often used. I must not forget to mention that in some
remote age this wonderful fragment had been broken in two, and rejoined
by means of cement and eight long rivets. Also there were numerous
inscriptions on the inner side, but these were of the most erratic
character, and had clearly been made by different hands and in many
different ages, and of them, together with the writings on the
parchments, I shall have to speak presently.
'Is there anything more?' asked Leo, in a kind of excited whisper.
I groped about, and produced something hard, done up in a little
linen bag. Out of the bag we took first a very beautiful miniature done
upon ivory, and, secondly, a small chocolate-coloured composition
scarabæus, marked thus:— symbols which, we have since ascertained,
mean 'Suten se Ra,' which is being translated the 'Royal Son of Ra or
the Sun.' The miniature was a picture of Leo's Greek mother —a
lovely, dark-eyed creature. On the back of it was written, in poor
Vincey's handwriting, 'My beloved wife.'
'That is all,' I said.
'Very well,' answered Leo, putting down the miniature, at which he
had been gazing affectionately; 'and now let us read the letter,' and
without further ado he broke the seal, and read aloud as follows:—
'My Son Leo,—When you open this, if you ever live to do so, you
will have attained to manhood, and I shall have been long enough dead
to be absolutely forgotten by nearly all who knew me. Yet in reading it
remember that I have been, and for anything you know may still be, and
that in it, through this link of pen and paper, I stretch out my hand
to you across the gulf of death, and my voice speaks to you from the
unutterable silence of the grave. Though I am dead, and no memory of me
remains in your mind, yet am I with you in this hour that you read.
Since your birth to this day I have scarcely seen your face. Forgive me
this. Your life supplanted the life of one whom I loved better than
women are often loved, and the bitterness of it endureth yet. Had I
lived I should in time have conquered this foolish feeling, but I am
not destined to live. My sufferings, physical and mental, are more than
I can bear, and when such small arrangements as I have to make for your
future well-being are completed it is my intention to put a period to
them. May God forgive me if I do wrong. At the best I could not live
more than another year.'
'So he killed himself,' I exclaimed. 'I thought so.'
'And now,' Leo went on, without replying, 'enough of myself. What
has to be said belongs to you who live, not to me, who am dead, and
almost as much forgotten as though I had never been. Holly, my friend
(to whom, if he will accept the trust, it is my intention to confide
you), will have told you something of the extraordinary antiquity of
your race. In the contents of this casket you will find sufficient to
prove it. The strange legend that you will find inscribed by your
remote ancestress upon the potsherd was communicated to me by my father
on his deathbed, and took a strong hold upon my imagination.
'What do you make of that, Uncle Holly?' said Leo, with a sort of
gasp, as he replaced it on the table. 'We have been looking for a
mystery, and we certainly seem to have found one.'
'What do I make of it? Why, that your poor dear father was off his
head, of course,' I answered, testily. 'I guessed as much that night,
twenty years ago, when he came into my room. You see he evidently
hurried his own end, poor man. It is absolute balderdash.'
'That's it, sir!' said Job, solemnly. Job was a most matter-of-fact
specimen of a matter-of-fact class.
'Well, let's see what the potsherd has to say, at any rate,' said
Leo, taking up the translation in his father's writing, and commencing
to read:—
'I Amenartas, of the Royal House of the Pharaohs of Egypt, wife of
Kallikrates (the Beautiful in Strength), a Priest of Isis whom the gods
cherish and the demons obey, being about to die, to my little son
Tisisthenes (the Mighty Avenger). I fled with thy father from Egypt in
the days of Nectanebes, causing him through love to break the rows
that he had vowed. We fled southward, across the waters, and we
wandered for twice twelve moons on the coast of Libya (Africa) that
looks towards the rising sun, where by a river is a great rock carven
like the head of an Ethiopian. Four days on the water from the mouth of
a mighty river were we cast away, and some were drowned and some died
of sickness. But us wild men took through wastes and marshes, where the
sea fowl hid the sky, bearing us ten days' journey till we came to a
hollow mountain, where a great city had been and fallen, and where
there are caves of which no man hath seen the end; and they brought us,
to the Queen of the people who place pots upon the heads of strangers,
who is a magician having a knowledge of all things, and life and
loveliness that does not die. And she cast eyes of love upon thy
father, Kallikrates, and would have slain me, and taken him to
husband, but he loved me and feared her, and would not. Then did she
take us, and lead us by terrible ways, by means of dark magic, to where
the great pit is, in the mouth of which the old philosopher lay dead,
and showed to us the rolling Pillar of Life that dies not, whereof the
voice is as the voice of thunder; and she did stand in the flames, and
come forth unharmed, and yet more beautiful. Then did she swear to make
thy father undying even as she is, if he would but slay me, and give
himself to her, for me she could not slay because of the magic of my
own people that I have, and that prevailed thus far against her. And he
held his hand before his eyes to hide her beauty, and would not. Then
in her rage did she smite him by her magic, and he died; but she wept
over him, and bore him thence with lamentations: and being afraid, me
she sent to the mouth of the great river where the ships come, and I
was carried far away on the ships where I gave thee brith, and hither
to Athens I came at last after many wanderings. Now I say to thee, my
son, Tisisthenes, seek out the woman, and learn the secret of Life, and
if thou mayest find a way slay her, because of thy father Kallikrates;
and if thou dost fear or fail, this I say to all of thy seed who come
after thee, till at last a brave man be found among them who shall
bathe in the fire and sit in the place of the Pharaohs. I speak of
those things, that though they be past belief, yet I have known, and I
lie not.'
'May the Lord forgive her for that,' groaned Job, who had been
listening to this marvellous composition with his mouth open.
As for myself, I said nothing: my first idea being that my poor
friend, being demented, had composed the whole thing, though it
scarcely seemed likely that such a story could have been invented by
anybody. It was too original. To solve my doubts I took up the potsherd
and began to read the close uncial Greek writing on it; and very good
Greek of the period it is, considering that it came from the pen of an
Egyptian born. Here is an exact transcript of it:—
For general convenience in reading, I have here accurately
transcribed this inscription into the cursive character:—
Amenartas, tou basilikou genous tou Aigup tiou, e tou Kallikratous
Isidos iereos, en oi men theoi trephousi ta de daimonia upotassetai,
ede tel eutosa Tisisthenei toi paidi epistellei tade· sune phugon gar
pote ek tes Aiguptias epi Nektanebou meta tou sou patros dia ton erota
ton emon epior kesantos. phugontes de pros noton diapontioi kai k´d´
menas kata ta parathalassia tes Libues ta pros eliou anatolas
planethentes, enthaperpetra tis megale, glupton omoioma Aithiopos
kephales, eeta emeras d´ apo stomatos potamou megalou ekpesontes, oi
men katepontisthemen, oi de noso apethanomen· telos de up agrion
anthropon epherometha dia eleon te kai tenageon enthaper pteion
plethos apokruptei ton ouranon, emeras i, eos elthomen eis koilon ti
oros, entha pote megale men polis en, antra de apeirona· egagon de os
basileian ten ton xenous chutrais stephanounton, etis mageiai men
echreto epistemei de panton kai de kai kallos kai romen ageros en· e
de Kallikratous tou sou patros erastheisa to men proton sunoikein
ebouleto eme de anelein· epeita, os ouk anepeithen, eme gar
uperephilei kai ten xenen ephobeito, apegagen emas upo mageias kath´
odous sphaleras entha to ba rathron to mega, ou kata stoma ekeito o
geron o philosophos tethneos, aphikomenois d´ edeixe phos tou biou
euthu, oion kiona elissomenon phonen ienta kathaper brontes, eita dia
puros bebekuia ablabes kai eti kallion aute eautes exephane. ek de
touton omose kai ton son patera athanaton apodeixein, ei sunoikein oi
bouloito eme de anelein, ou gar oun aute anelein ischuen upo ton
emedapon en kai aute echo mageias. o d´ ouden ti mallon ethele, to
cheire ton ommaton proischon ina de to tes gunaikos kallos me oroie·
epeita orgistheisa kategoeteuse men auton, apolomenon mentoi klaousa
kai oduromene ekeithen apenegken, eme de phoboi apheken eis stoma tou
megalou potamou tou nausiporou, porro de nausin, eph´ onper pleousa
etekon se, apopleusasa molis pote deuro 'Athenaze kategagomen. su de,
o Tisisthenes, on epistello me oligorei· dei gar ten gunaika anazetein
en pos to tou biou musterion aneures, kai anairein, en pou paraschei,
dia ton son patera Kallikraten. ei de phoboumenos e dia allo ti autos
leipei tou ergou, pasi tois usteron auto touto epistello, eos pote
agathos tis genomenos toi puri lousasthai tolmesei kai ta aristeia
echon basileusai ton anthropon. apista men de ta toiauta lego, omos
de a aute egnoka ouk epseusamen.
The English translation was, as I discovered on further
investigation, and as the reader may easily see by comparison, both
accurate and elegant.
Besides the uncial writing on the convex side of the sherd at the
top, painted in dull red, on what had once been the lip of the amphora,
was the cartouche already mentioned as being on the scarabæus, which we
had also found in the casket. The hieroglyphics or symbols, however,
were reversed, just as though they had been pressed on wax. Whether
this was the cartouche of the original Kallikrates, or of some Prince
or Pharaoh from whom his wife Amenartas was descended, I am not sure,
nor can I tell if it was drawn upon the sherd at the same time that the
uncial Greek was inscribed, or copied on more recently from the Scarab
by some other member of the family. Nor was this all. At the foot of
the writing, painted in the same dull red, was the faint outline of a
somewhat rude drawing of the head and shoulders of a Sphinx wearing two
feathers, symbols of majesty, which, though common enough upon the
effigies of sacred bulls and gods, I have never before met with on a
Sphinx.
Also on the right-hand side of this surface of the sherd, painted
obliquely in red on the space not covered by the uncial, and signed in
blue paint, was the following quaint inscription:—
IN EARTH AND SKIE AND SEA
STRANGE THYNGES THEE BE.
HOC FECIT
DOROTHEA VINCEY.
Perfectly bewildered, I turned the relic over. It was covered from
top to bottom with notes and signatures in Greek, Latin, and English.
The first in uncial Greek was by Tisisthenes, the son to whom the
writing was addressed.
Ista reliquia est valde misticum et myrificum opus, quod majores mei
ex Armorica, scilicet Britannia Minore, secum convehebant; et quidam
sanetus clericus semper patri meo in manu ferebat quod penitus illud
destrueret, affirmans quod esset ab ipso Sathana conflatum prestigiosa
et dyabolica arte, quare pater mens confregit illud in duas partes,
quas quidem ego Johannes de Vinceto salvas servavi et adaptavi sieut
apparet die lune proximo post festum beate Marie Virginis anni gratie
MCCCCXLV. It was, 'I could not go. Tisisthenes to his son,
Kallikrates.' Here it is in fac-simile with its cursive equivalent:—
ouk an dunaimen poreuesthai.
Tisisthenes Kallikratei toi paidi.
This Kallikrates (probably, in the Greek fashion, so named after his
grandfather) evidently made some attempt to start on the quest, for his
entry written in very faint and almost illegible uncial is, 'I ceased
from my going, the gods being against me. Kallikrates to his son.' Here
it is also:—
ton theon antistanton epausamen tes poreias.
Kallikrates toi paidi.
Between these two ancient writings, the second of which was
inscribed upside down and was so faint and worn that, had it not been
for the transcript of it executed by Vincey, I should scarcely have
been able to read it, since, owing to its having been written on that
portion of the tile which had, in the course of ages, undergone the
most handling, it was nearly rubbed out was the bold, modern-looking
signature of one Lionel Vincey, 'Ætate sua 17,' which was written
thereon, I think, by Leo's grandfather. To the right of this were the
initials 'J. B. V.,' and below came a variety of Greek signatures, in
uncial and cursive character, and what appeared to be some carelessly
executed repetitions of the sentence 'toi paidi' (to my son), showing
that the relic was religiously passed on from generation to generation.
The next legible thing after the Greek signatures was the word
'ROMAE, A.U.C.,' showing that the family had now migrated to Rome.
Unfortunately, however, with the exception of its termination (evi)
the date of their settlement there is for ever lost, for just where it
had been placed a piece of the potsherd is broken away.
Then followed twelve Latin signatures, jotted about here and there,
wherever there was a space upon the tile suitable to their inscription.
These signatures, with three exceptions only, ended with the name
'Vindex' or 'the Avenger,' which seems to have been adopted by the
family after its migration to Rome as a kind of equivalent to the
Grecian 'Tisisthenes,' which also means an avenger. Ultimately, as
might be expected, this Latin cognomen of Vindex was transformed first
into De Vincey, and then into the plain, modern Vincey. It is very
curious to observe how the idea of revenge, inspired by an Egyptian
before the time of Christ, is thus, as it were, embalmed in an English
family name.
A few of the Roman names inscribed upon the sherd I have actually
since found mentioned in history and other records. They were, if I
remember right,
MVSSIVS. VINDEX
SEX. VARIVS. MARVLLVS
C. FVEIDIVS. C. P. VINDEX
and
LABERIA POMPEIANA. CONIVX. MACRINL. VINDICIS
the last being, of course, the name of a Roman lady.
The following list, however, comprises all the Latin names upon the
sherd:—
C. CAECILIVS VINDEX
M. AIMILIVS VINDEX
SEX. VARIVS. MARVLLVS
Q. SOSIVS PRISCVS SENECIO VINDEX
L. VALERIVS COMINIVS VINDEX
SEX. OTACILIVS. M. F.
L. ATTIVS. VINDEX
MVSSIVS VINDEX
C. FVFIDIVS. C. F. VINDEX
LICINIVS FAVSTVS
LABERIA POMPEIANA CONIVX MACRINI VINDICIS
MANILIA LVCILLA CONIVX MARVLLI VINDICIS
After the Roman names there is evidently a gap of very many
centuries. Nobody will ever know now what was the history of the relic
during those dark ages, or how it came to have been preserved in the
family. My poor friend Vincey had, it will be remembered, told me that
his Roman ancestors finally settled in Lombardy, and when Charlemagne
invaded it, returned with him across the Alps, and made their home in
Brittany, whence they crossed to England in the reign of Edward the
Confessor. How he knew this I am not aware, for there is no reference
to Lombardy or Charlemagne upon the tile, though, as will presently be
seen, there is a reference to Brittany. To continue: the next entries
on the sherd, if I may except a long splash either of blood or red
colouring matter of some sort, consist of two crosses drawn in red
pigment, and probably representing Crusaders' swords, and a rather neat
monogram ('D. V.') in scarlet and blue, perhaps executed by that same
Dorothea Vincey who wrote, or rather painted, the doggrel couplet. To
the left of this, inscribed in faint blue, were the initials A. V., and
after them a date, 1800.
Then came what was perhaps as curious an entry as anything upon this
extraordinary relic of the past. It is executed in black letter,
written over the crosses or Crusaders' swords, and dated fourteen
hundred and forty-five. As the best plan will be to allow it to speak
for itself, I here give the black-letter fac-simile, together with the
original Latin without the contractions, from which it will be seen
that the writer was a fair mediæval Latinist. Also we discovered what
is still more curious, an English version of the black-letter Latin.
This, also written in black-letter, we found inscribed on a second
parchment that was in the coffer, apparently somewhat older in date
than that on which was inscribed the mediæval Latin translation of the
uncial Greek of which I shall speak presently. This I also give in full.
Ista reliqia est valde misticu et myrificv ops, od majores mei ex
Armorica, ss Britannia Miore, secu convehebat; et queidam ses clerirs
seper ptri meo in man ferebat quod penitus illud destrueret, affirmans
qued esset ab ipso Sathana conflatu prestigiosa et dyabolica arte,
queare pater mens confregit illud i duas partes, queas queidem ego
Johannes de Vinceto salvas servavi et adaptavi sieut apparet die lune
proximo post festum beate Marie Virginis anni gratie mccccxlv.
'Ista reliquia est valde misticum et myrificum opus, quod majores
mei ex Armorica, scilicet Britannia Minore, secum convehebant; et
quidam sanctus clericus semper patri meo in manu ferebat quod penitus
illud destrueret, affirmans quod esset ab ipso Sathana conflatum
prestigiosa et dyabolica arte, quare pater mens confregit illud in duas
partes, quas quidem ego Johannes de Vinceto salvas servavi et adaptavi
sicut apparet die lune proximo post festum beate Marie Virginis anni
gratie MCCCCXLV.
Thys rellike ys a ryghte mistycall worke & a marvaylous ye whyche
myne aunceters afore tyme dyd conveighe hider wt ffrom Armoryke wch
ys to seien Britayne ye lesse & a certayne holye clerke shoulde
allweyes beare my ffadir on honde yt he owghte uttirly ffor to frusshe
ye same affirmynge yt yt was ffourmyd & confflatyd off sathanus hym
selffe by arte magike & dyvellysshe wherefore my fadir dyd take ye same
& to brast yt yn tweyne but I John de Vincey dyd save whool ye tweye
partes therof & topeecyd togydder agayne soe as yee se on deye
mondaye next ffolowynge after ye ffeeste of Seynte Marye ye Blessed
Vyrgyne yn ye yeere of Salvacioun fowertene hundreth & fyve & fowerti.'
Thys rellike ys a ryghte mistycall worke and a marvaylous, ye whyche
myne aunceteres aforetyme dyd conveigh hider with them from Armoryke
which ys to seien Britaine ye Lesse and a certayne holye clerke should
allweyes beare my fadir on honde that he owghte uttirly for to frusshe
ye same, affyrmynge that yt was fourmed and conflatyd of Sathanas hym
selfe by arte magike and dyvellysshe wherefore my fadir dyd take ye
same and tobrast yt yn tweyne, but I, John de Vincey. dyd save whool ye
tweye partes therof and topeecyd them togydder agayne soe as yee se, on
this daye mondaye next followynge after ye feeste of Seynte Marye ye
Blessed Vyrgyne yn ye yeere of Salvacioun fowertene hundreth and fyve
and fowerti.'
The next and, save one, last entry was Elizabethan, and dated 1564,
'A most strange historie, and one that did cost my father his life; for
in seekynge for the place upon the east coast of Africa, his pinnance
was sunk by a Portuguese galleon off Lorenzo Marquez, and he himself
perished.—John Vincey.'
Then came the last entry, apparently, to judge by the style of
writing, made by some representative of the family in the middle of the
eighteenth century. It was a misquotation of the well-known lines in
Hamlet, and ran thus: 'There are more things in Heaven and earth than
are dreamt of in your philosophy, Horatio.'
And now there remained but one more document to be
examined—namely, the ancient black-letter translation into mediæval
Latin of the uncial inscription on the sherd. As will be seen, this
translation was executed and subscribed in the year 1495, by a certain
'learned man,' Edmundus de Prato (Edmund Pratt) by name, licentiate in
Canon Law, of Exeter College, Oxford, who had actually been a pupil of
Grocyn, the first scholar who taught Greek in England. No doubt on the
fame of this new learning reaching his ears, the Vincey of the day,
perhaps that same John de Vincey who years before had saved the relic
from destruction and made the black-letter entry on the sherd in 1445,
hurried off to Oxford to see if perchance it might avail to solve the
secret of the mysterious inscription. Nor was he disappointed, for the
learned Edmundus was equal to the task. Indeed his rendering is so
excellent an example of mediæval learning and latinity that, even at
the risk of sating the learned reader with too many antiquities, I have
made up my mind to give it in fac-simile, together with an expanded
version for the benefit of those who find the contractions troublesome.
The translation has several peculiarities on which this is not the
place to dwell, but I would in passing call the attention of scholars
to the passage 'duxerunt autem nos ad reginam
advenaslasanis-coronantium,' which strikes me as a delightful
rendering of the original, 'egagon de os Basileian ten ton xenous
chutrais stephanounton.'
Amenartas e gen. reg. Egyptii, vxor Callicratis, sacerdot Isidis,
qua dei fovet demonia attendunt, filiolo svo Tisistheni ia moribuda ita
madat: Effugi quoda ex Egypto, regnate Nectanebo, cum patre tuo,
propter mei amore pejerato. Fugientes aute vrsus Rotutrans mare, et
menses p'r litora Libye vrsus Oriente errañes, ubi est petra queda mgna
scvlpta instar Ethiop capit, deinde dies iiij ab oft flum mgni ciecti
p'tim fubmerfi fummus p'tim morho mortuit fum: in fine aute a fer
hoibs portabamur pr palvd et vada. ubi avium m'titudo celum obumbrat,
dies r. donec advenimus ad cavum quendam montem, uib olim magna urbs
erat, caverne quoque immense: duxerunt autem nos adreginam
Advenaslasaniscoronantium, que magicâ utebatur et peritiac omnium
rerum, et saltem pulcritudine et vigore insenescibilis erat. Hec mgno
patr tui amore plsa, 'mu q'de ei coevlnnubiu michi morte parabat.
postea v'ro, recvsate Callicrate amore mei et timore regine affecto nos
pr magica abduxit p'r vias horribil' vbi est puteus ille profundus,
cuius juxta aditu iacebat senior philosophi cadauer, et adveietiu
mostravit flamma Vite erecta, istar columne volutatis, voces emittete
qvasi tonitrvs: tuc pr igne ipetu nociuo expers trasiit et ia ipa sese
formosior visa est.
Qui fact juravit se patre tuu quoq imortale ostesura esse, si me
prius occisa regine cotuberniu mallet; neq eni ipsa me occidere valuit,
ppter nostratu mgica cuius egomet ptem habeo. Ille vero nichil huius
geñ maluit, manib ante ocul passis, ne mulier formositate adspiceret:
postea eu mgica pussit arte, at mortuu efferebat ide cu fleti et
vagitibu, me pr timore expulit ad ostiu mgni flumiñ, veliuoli, porro in
nave, in qua te peperi, vix post dies hue Athenas in vecta su. At tu, O
Tisisthen, ne q'd quoru mado nauci fac: necesse eni est muliere
exquirere si qua Vite mysteriu ipetres et vidicare, quau in te est,
patre tuu Callicrat in regine morte. Sin timore seu aliq causa re
reliquis ifecta, hoc ipsu oibus poster mado, du bonus q inveniatur qui
ignis lavacru no prhorrescet, et ptentia digñ doiabitr hoiu.
Talia dico incredibilia quide at minime ficta de rebus michi
cognitis.
Hec Grece scripta Latin reddidit vir doctus Edmds de Prato, in
Decretis Licenciatus, e Coll. Exon. Oxoniensi doctissimi Grocyni
quondam e pupillis, Idi. Apr A. Dni MCCCCLXXXXV°.
Amenartas, e genere regio Egyptii, uxor Callicratis, sacerdotis
Isidis, quam dei fovent demonia attendunt, filiolo suo Tisistheni jam
moribunda ita mandat: Effugi quondam ex Egypto, regnante Nectanebo, cum
patre tuo, propter mei amorem pejerato. Fugientes autem versus Notum
trans mare, et viginti quatuor menses per litora Libye versus Orientem
errantes, ubi est petra quedam magna sculpta instar Ethiopis capitis,
deinde dies quatuor ab ostio fluminis magni ejecti partim submersi
sumus partim morbo mortui sumus: in fine autem a feris hominibus
portabamur per paludes et vada, ubi avium multitudo celum obumbrat,
dies decem, donec advenimus ad cavum quendam montem, uib olim magna
urbs erat, caverne quoque immense; duxerunt autem nos ad reginam
Advenaslasaniscoronantium, que magicâ utebatur et peritiâ omnium rerum,
et saltem pulcritudine et vigore insenescibilis erat. Hec magno patris
tui amore perculsa, primum quidem ei connubium michi mortem parabat;
postea vero, recusante Callicrate, amore mei et timore regine affecto
nos per magicam abduxit per vias horribiles ubi est puteus ille
profundus, cujus juxta aditum jacebat senioris philosophi cadaver, et
advenientibus monstravit flammam Vite erectam, instar columne
volutantis, voces emittentem quasi tonitrus: tunc per ignem impetu
nocivo expers transiit et jam ipsa sese formosior visa est.
Quibus factis juravit se patrem tuum quoque immortalem ostensuram
esse, si me prius occisa regine contubernium mallet; neque enim ipsa me
occidere valuit, propter nostratum magicam cujus egomet partem habeo.
Ille vero nichil hujus generis malebat, manibus ante oculos passis, ne
mulieris formositatem adspiceret: postea illum magica percussit arte,
at mortuum efferebat inde cum fletibus et vagitibus, at me per timorem
expulit ad ostium magni fluminis, velivoli, porro in nave, in qua te
peperi, vix post dies huc Athenas vecta sum. At tu, O Tisisthenes, ne
quid quorum mando nauci fac: necesse enim est mulierem exquirere si qua
Vite mysterium impetres et vindicare, quantum in te est, patrem tuum
Callicratem in regine morte. Sin timore seu aliqua causa rem relinquis
infectam, hoc ipsum omnibus posteris mando, dum bonus quis inveniatur
qui ignis lavacrum non perhorrescet, et potentia dignus dominabitur
hominum.
Talia dico incredibilia quidem at minime ficta de rebus michi
cognitis.
Hec Grece scripta Latin reddidit vir doctus Edmundus de Prato, in
Decretis Licenciatus, e Collegio Exoniensi Oxoniensi doctissimi Grocyni
quondam e pupillis, Idibus Aprilis Anno Domini MCCCCLXXXXV°.
'Well,' I said, when at length I had read out and carefully examined
these writings and paragraphs, at least those of them that were still
easily legible, 'that is the conclusion of the whole matter, Leo, and
now you can form your own opinion on it. I have already formed mine.'
'And what is it?' he asked, in his quick way.
'It is this. I believe that potsherd to be perfectly genuine, and
that, wonderful as it may seem, it has come down in your family from
since the fourth century before Christ. The entries absolutely prove
it, and therefore, however improbable it may seem, it must be accepted.
But there I stop. That your remote ancestress, the Egyptian princess,
or some scribe under her direction, wrote that which we see on the
sherd I have no doubt, nor have I the slightest doubt but that her
sufferings and the loss of her husband had turned her head, and that
she was not right in her mind when she did write it.'
'How do you account for what my father saw and heard there?' asked
Leo.
'Coincidence. No doubt there are bluffs on the coast of Africa that
look something like a man's head, and plenty of people who speak
bastard Arabic. Also, I believe that there are lots of swamps. Another
thing is, Leo, and I am sorry to say it, but I do not believe that your
poor father was quite right when he wrote that letter. He had met with
a great trouble, and also he had allowed this story to prey on his
imagination, and he was a very imaginative man. Anyway, I believe that
the whole thing is the most unmitigated rubbish. I know that there are
curious things and forces in nature which we rarely meet with, and,
when we do meet them, cannot understand. But until I see it with my own
eyes, which I am not likely to, I never will believe that there is any
means of avoiding death, even for a time, or that there is or was a
white sorceress living in the heart of an African swamp. It is bosh, my
boy, all bosh!—What do you say, Job?'
'I say, sir, that it is a lie, and, if it is true, I hope Mr. Leo
won't meddle with no such things, for no good can't come of it.'
'Perhaps you are both right,' said Leo, very quietly. 'I express no
opinion. But I say this. I am going to set the matter at rest once and
for all, and if you won't come with me I will go by myself.'
I looked at the young man, and saw that he meant what he said. When
Leo means what he says he always puts on a curious look about the
mouth. It has been a trick of his from a child. Now, as a matter of
fact, I had no intention of allowing Leo to go anywhere by himself, for
my own sake, if not for his. I was far too much attached to him for
that. I am not a man of many ties or affections. Circumstances have
been against me in this respect, and men and women shrink from me, or,
at least, I fancy they do, which comes to the same thing, thinking,
perhaps, that my somewhat forbidding exterior is a key to my character.
Rather than endure this, I have, to a great extent, secluded myself
from the world, and cut myself off from those opportunities which with
most men result in the formation of relations more or less intimate.
Therefore Leo was all the world to me—brother, child, and
friend—and until he wearied of me, where he went there I should go
too. But, of course, it would not do to let him see how great a hold he
had over me; so I cast about for some means whereby I might let myself
down easy.
'Yes, I shall go, Uncle; and if I don't find the "rolling Pillar of
Life," at any rate I shall get some first-class shooting.'
Here was my opportunity, and I took it.
'Shooting?' I said. 'Ah! yes; I never thought of that. It must be a
very wild stretch of country, and full of big game. I have always
wanted to kill a buffalo before I die. Do you know, my boy, I don't
believe in the quest, but I do believe in big game, and really, on the
whole, if, after thinking it over, you make up your mind to go, I will
take a holiday, and come with you.'
'Ah,' said Leo, 'I thought that you would not lose such a chance.
But how about money? We shall want a good lot.'
'You need not trouble about that,' I answered. 'There is all your
income that has been accumulating for years, and besides that I have
saved two-thirds of what your father left to me, as I consider, in
trust for you. There is plenty of cash.'
'Very well, then, we may as well stow these things away and go up to
town to see about our guns. By the way, Job, are you coming too? It's
time you began to see the world.'
'Well, sir,' answered Job, stolidly, 'I don't hold much with foreign
parts, but if both you gentlemen are going you will want somebody to
look after you, and I am not the man to stop behind after serving you
for twenty years.'
'That's right, Job,' said I. 'You won't find out anything wonderful,
but you will get some good shooting. And now look here, both of you. I
won't have a word said to a living soul about this nonsense,' and I
pointed to the potsherd. 'If it got out, and anything happened to me,
my next of kin would dispute my will on the ground of insanity, and I
should become the laughing stock of Cambridge.'
That day three months we were on the ocean, bound for Zanzibar.
How different is the scene that I have now to tell from that which
has just been told! Gone are the quiet college rooms, gone the
wind-swayed English elms and cawing rooks, and the familiar volumes on
the shelves, and in their place there rises a vision of the great calm
ocean gleaming in shaded silver lights beneath the beams of the full
African moon. A gentle breeze fills the huge sail of our dhow, and
draws us through the water that ripples musically against our sides.
Most of the men are sleeping forward, for it is near midnight, but a
stout swarthy Arab, Mahomed by name, stands at the tiller, lazily
steering by the stars. Three miles or more to our starboard is a low
dim line. It is the Eastern shore of Central Africa. We are running to
the southward, before the North East Monsoon, between the mainland and
the reef that for hundreds of miles fringes that perilous coast. The
night is quiet, so quiet that whisper can be heard fore and aft the
dhow; so quiet that a faint booming sound rolls across the water to us
from the distant land.
The Arab at the tiller holds up his hand, and says one
word:—'Simba (lion)!'
We all sit up and listen. Then it comes again, a slow, majestic
sound, that thrills us to the marrow.
'To-morrow by ten o'clock,' I say, 'we ought, if the Captain is not
out in his reckoning, which I think very probable, to make this
mysterious rock with a man's head, and begin our shooting.'
'And begin our search for the ruined city and the Fire of Life,'
corrected Leo, taking his pipe from his mouth, and laughing a little.
'Nonsense!' I answered. 'You were airing your Arabic with that man
at the tiller this afternoon. What did he tell you? He has been trading
(slave-trading probably) up and down these latitudes for half of his
iniquitous life, and once landed on this very "man" rock. Did he ever
hear anything of the ruined city or the caves?'
'No,' answered Leo. 'He says that the country is all swamp behind,
and full of snakes, especially pythons, and game, and that no man lives
there. But then there is a belt of swamp all along the East African
coast, so that does not go for much.'
'Yes,' I said, 'it does—it goes for malaria. You see what sort of
an opinion these gentry have of the country. Not one of them will go
with us. They think that we are mad, and upon my word I believe that
they are right. If ever we see old England again I shall be astonished.
However, it does not greatly matter to me at my age, but I am anxious
for you, Leo, and for Job. It's a Tom Fool's business, my boy.'
'All right, Uncle Horace. So far as I am concerned, I am willing to
take my chance. Look! What is that cloud?' and he pointed to a dark
blotch upon the starry sky, some miles astern of us.
'Go and ask the man at the tiller,' I said.
He rose, stretched his arms, and went. Presently he returned.
'He says it is a squall, but it will pass far on one side of us.'
Just then Job came up, looking very stout and English in his
shooting-suit of brown flannel, and with a sort of perplexed appearance
upon his honest round face that had been very common with him since he
got into these strange waters.
'Please, sir,' he said, touching his sun hat, which was stuck on to
the back of his head in a somewhat ludicrous fashion, 'as we have got
all those guns and things in the whale-boat astern, to say nothing of
the provisions in the lockers, I think it would be best if I got down
and slept in her. I don't like the looks' (here he dropped his voice to
a portentous whisper) 'of these black gentry; they have such a
wonderful thievish way about them. Supposing now that some of them were
to slip into the boat at night and cut the cable, and make off with
her? That would be a pretty go, that would.'
The whale-boat, I may explain, was one specially built for us at
Dundee, in Scotland. We had brought it with us, as we knew that this
coast was a network of creeks, and that we might require something to
navigate them with. She was a beautiful boat, thirty feet in length,
with a centreboard for sailing, copper-bottomed to keep the worm out of
her, and full of water-tight compartments. The captain of the dhow had
told us that when we reached the rock, which he knew, and which
appeared to be identical with the one described upon the sherd and by
Leo's father, he would probably not be able to run up to it on account
of the shallows and breakers. Therefore we had employed three hours
that very morning, whilst we were totally becalmed, the wind having
dropped at sunrise, in transferring most of our goods and chattels to
the whale-boat, and placing the guns, ammunition, and preserved
provisions in the watertight lockers specially prepared for them, so
that when we did sight the fabled rock we should have nothing to do but
step into the boat, and run her ashore. Another reason that induced us
to take this precautionary step was that Arab captains are apt to run
past the point that they are making, either from carelessness or owing
to a mistake in its identity. Now, as sailors know, it is quite
impossible for a dhow which is only rigged to run before the monsoon to
beat back against it. Therefore we got our boat ready to row for the
rock at any moment.
'Well, Job,' I said, 'perhaps it would be as well. There are lots of
blankets there, only be careful to keep out of the moon, or it may turn
your head or blind you.'
'Lord, sir! I don't think it would much matter if it did; it is
that turned already with the sight of these blackamoors and their
filthy, thieving ways. They are only fit for muck, they are; and they
smell bad enough for it already.'
Job, it will be perceived, was no admirer of the manners and customs
of our dark-skinned brothers.
Accordingly we hauled up the boat by the tow-rope till it was right
under the stern of the dhow, and Job bundled into her with all the
grace of a falling sack of potatoes. Then we returned and sat down on
the deck again, and smoked and talked in little gusts and jerks. The
night was so lovely, and our brains were so full of suppressed
excitement of one sort and another, that we did not feel inclined to
turn in. For nearly an hour we sat thus, and then, I think, we both
dozed off. At least I have a faint recollection of Leo sleepily
explaining that the head was not a bad place to hit a buffalo, if you
could catch him exactly between the horns, or send your bullet down his
throat, or some nonsense of the sort.
Then I remember no more; till suddenly—a frightful roar of wind, a
shrick of terror from the awakening crew, and a whip-like sting of
water in our faces. Some of the men ran to let go the haulyards and
lower the sail, but the parrel jammed and the yard would not come down.
I sprang to my feet and hung on to a rope. The sky aft was dark as
pitch, but the moon still shone brightly ahead of us and lit up the
blackness. Beneath its sheen a huge white-topped breaker, twenty feet
high or more, was rushing on to us. It was on the break—the moon
shone on its crest and tipped its foam with light. On it rushed beneath
the inky sky, driven by the awful squall behind it. Suddenly, in the
twinkling of an eye, I saw the black shape of the whale-boat cast high
into the air on the crest of the breaking wave. Then—a shock of
water, a wild rush of boiling foam, and I was clinging for my life to
the shroud, ay, swept straight out from it like a flag in a gale.
We were pooped.
The wave passed. It seemed to me that I was under water for
minutes—really it was seconds. I looked forward. The blast had torn
out the great sail, and high in the air it was fluttering away to
leeward like a huge wounded bird. Then for a moment there was
comparative calm, and in it I heard Job's voice yelling wildly, 'Come
here to the boat.'
Bewildered and half drowned as I was, I had the sense to rush aft. I
felt the dhow sinking under me—she was full of water. Under her
counter the whale-boat was tossing furiously, and I saw the Arab
Mahomed, who had been steering, leap into her. I gave one desperate
pull at the tow-rope to bring the boat alongside. Wildly I sprang also,
and Job caught me by one arm and I rolled into the bottom of the boat.
Down went the dhow bodily, and as she did so Mahomed drew his curved
knife and severed the fibre-rope by which we were fast to her, and in
another second we were driving before the storm over the place where
the dhow had been.
'Great God!' I shrieked, 'where is Leo? Leo! Leo!'
'He's gone, sir, God help him!' roared Job into my ear; and such was
the fury of the squall that his voice sounded like a whisper.
I wrung my hands in agony. Leo was drowned, and I was left alive to
mourn him.
'Look out;' yelled Job, 'here comes another.'
I turned; a second huge wave was overtaking us. I half hoped that it
would drown me. With a curious fascination I watched its awful advent.
The moon was nearly hidden now by the wreaths of the rushing storm, but
a little light still caught the crest of the devouring breaker. There
was something dark on it—a piece of wreckage. It was on us now, and
the boat was nearly full of water. But she was built in air-tight
compartments—Heaven bless the man who invented them!—and lifted up
through it like a swan. Through the foam and turmoil I saw the black
thing on the wave hurrying right at me. I put out my right arm to ward
it from me, and my hand closed on another arm, the wrist of which my
fingers gripped like a vice. I am a very strong man, and had something
to hold to, but my arm was nearly torn from its socket by the strain
and weight of the floating body. Had the rush lasted another two
seconds I must either have let go or gone with it. But it passed,
leaving us up to our knees in water.
'Bail out! bail out!' shouted Job, suiting the action to the word.
But I could not bail just then, for as the moon went out and left us
in total darkness, one faint, flying ray of light lit upon the face of
the man I had gripped, who was now half lying, half floating in the
bottom of the boat.
It was Leo. Leo brought back by the wave—back, dead or alive, from
the very jaws of Death.
'Bail out! bail out!' yelled Job, 'or we shall founder.'
I seized a large tin bowl with a handle to it, which was fixed under
one of the seats, and the three of us bailed away for dear life. The
furious tempest drove over and round us, flinging the boat this way and
that, the wind and the storm wreaths and the sheets of stinging spray
blinded and bewildered us, but through it all we worked like demons
with the wild exhilaration of despair, for even despair can exhilarate.
One minute! three minutes! six minutes! The boat began to lighten, and
no fresh wave swamped us. Five minutes more, and she was fairly clear.
Then, suddenly, above the awful shriekings of the hurricane came a
duller, deeper roar. Great Heavens! It was the voice of breakers!
At that moment the moon began to shine forth again— this time
behind the path of the squall. Out far across the torn bosom of the
ocean shot the ragged arrows of her light, and there, half a mile ahead
of us, was a white line of foam, then a little space of open-mouthed
blackness, and then another line of white. It was the breakers, and
their roar grew clearer and yet more clear as we sped down upon them
like a swallow. There they were, boiling up in snowy spouts of spray,
smiting and gnashing together like the gleaming teeth of hell.
'Take the tiller, Mahomed!' I roared in Arabic. 'We must try and
shoot them.' At the same moment I seized an oar, and got it out,
motioning to Job to do likewise.
Mahomed clambered aft, and got hold of the tiller, and with some
difficulty Job, who had sometimes pulled a tub upon the homely Cam, got
out his oar. In another minute the boat's head was straight on to the
ever-nearing foam, towards which she plunged and tore with the speed of
a racehorse. Just in front of us the first line of breakers seemed a
little thinner than to the right or left—there was a gap of rather
deeper water. I turned and pointed to it.
'Steer for your life, Mahomed!' I yelled. He was a skilful
steersman, and well acquainted with the dangers of this most perilous
coast, and I saw him grip the tiller and bend his heavy frame forward,
and stare at the foaming terror till his big round eyes looked as
though they would start out of his head. The send of the sea was
driving the boat's head round to starboard. If we struck the line of
breakers fifty yards to starboard of the gap we must sink. It was a
great field of twisting, spouting waves. Mahomed planted his foot
against the seat before him, and, glancing at him, I saw his brown toes
spread out like a hand with the weight he put upon them as he took the
strain of the tiller. She came round a bit, but not enough. I reared to
Job to back water, whilst I dragged and laboured at my oar. She
answered now, and none too soon.
Heavens, we were in them! And then followed a couple of minutes of
heart-breaking excitement such as I cannot hope to describe. All I
remember is a shrieking sea of foam, out of which the billows rose
here, there, and everywhere like avenging ghosts from their ocean
grave. Once we were turned right round, but either by chance, or
through Mahomed's skilful steering, the boat's head came straight again
before a breaker filled us. One more—a monster. We were through it or
over it—more through than over— and then, with a wild yell of
exultation from the Arab, we shot out into the comparative smooth water
of the mouth of sea between the teeth-like lines of gnashing waves.
But we were half full of water again, and not more than half a mile
ahead was the second line of breakers. Again we set to and bailed
furiously. Fortunately the storm had now quite gone by, and the moon
shone brightly, revealing a rocky headland running half a mile or more
out into the sea, of which this second line of breakers appeared to be
a continuation. At any rate, they boiled around its foot. Probably the
ridge that formed the headland ran out into the ocean, only at a lower
level, and made the reef also. This headland was terminated by a
curious peak that seemed not to be more than a mile away from us. Just
as we got the boat pretty clear for the second time, Leo, to my immense
relief, opened his eyes and remarked that the clothes had tumbled off
the bed, and that he supposed it was time to get up for chapel. I told
him to shut his eyes and keep quiet, which he did without in the
slightest degree realising the position. As for myself, his reference
to chapel made me reflect, with a sort of sick longing, on my
comfortable rooms at Cambridge. Why had I been such a fool as to leave
them? This is a reflection that has several times recurred to me since,
and with ever-increasing force.
But now again we are drifting down on the breakers, though with
lessened speed, for the wind had fallen, and only the current or the
tide (it afterwards turned out to be the tide) was driving us.
Another minute, and with a sort of howl to Allah from the Arab, a
pious ejaculation from myself, and something that was not pious from
Job, we were in them. And then the whole scene, down to our final
escape, repeated itself, only not quite so violently. Mahomed's skilful
steering and the air-tight compartments saved our lives. In five
minutes we were through, and drifting—for we were too exhausted to do
anything to help ourselves except keep her head straight—with the
most startling rapidity round the headland which I have described.
Round we went with the tide, until we got well under the lee of the
point, aud then suddenly the speed slackened, we ceased to make way,
and finally appeared to be in dead water. The storm had entirely
passed, leaving a cleanwashed sky behind it; the headland intercepted
the heavy sea that had been occasioned by the squall, and the tide,
which had been running so fiercely up the river (for we were now in the
mouth of a river), was sluggish before it turned, so we floated
quietly, and before the moon went down managed to bail out the boat
thoroughly and get her a little ship-shape. Leo was sleeping
profoundly, and on the whole I thought it wise not to wake him. It was
true he was sleeping in wet clothes, but the night was now so warm that
I thought (and so did Job) that they were not likely to injure a man of
his unusually vigorous constitution. Besides, we had no dry ones at
hand.
Presently the moon went down, and left us floating on the waters,
now only heaving like some troubled woman's breast, giving us leisure
to reflect upon all that we had gone through and all that we had
escaped. Job stationed himself at the bow, Mahomed kept his post at the
tiller, and I sat on a seat in the middle of the boat close to where
Leo was lying.
The moon went slowly down in chastened loveliness, she departed like
some sweet bride into her chamber, and long veil-like shadows crept up
the sky through which the stars peeped shyly out. Soon, however, they
too began to pale before a splendour in the east, and then the
quivering footsteps of the dawn came rushing across the newborn blue,
and shook the planets from their places. Quieter and yet more quiet
grew the sea, quiet as the soft mist that brooded on her bosom, and
covered up her troubling, as the illusive wreaths of sleep brood upon a
pain-racked mind, causing it to forget its sorrow. From the east to the
west sped the angels of the Dawn, from sea to sea, from mountain top to
mountain top, scattering light with both their hands. On they sped out
of the darkness, perfect, glorious, like spirits of the just breaking
from the tomb; on, over the quiet sea, over the low coast line, and
the swamps beyond, and the mountains beyond them; over those who slept
in peace, and those who woke in sorrow; over the evil and the good;
over the living and dead; over the wide world and all that breathes or
has breathed thereon.
It was a wonderfully beautiful sight, and yet sad, perhaps from the
very excess of its beauty. The arising sun; the setting sun! There we
have the symbol and the type of humanity, and all things with which
humanity has to do. The symbol and the type, yes, and the earthly
beginning, and the end also. And on that morning this came home to me
with a peculiar force. The sun that rose to-day for us had set last
night for eighteen of our fellow-voyagers! —had set for ever for
eighteen whom we knew!
The dhow had gone down with them, they were tossing about now among
the rocks and seaweed, so much human drift on the great ocean of death!
And we four were saved. But one day a sunrise will come when we shall
be among those who are lost, and then others will watch those glorious
rays, and grow sad in the midst of beauty, and dream of Death in the
full glow of arising Life!
At length the heralds and forerunners of the royal sun had done
their work, and, searching out the shadows, had caused them to flee
away. Then up he came in glory from his ocean-bed, and flooded the
earth with warmth and light. I sat there in the boat listening to the
gentle lapping of the water and watched him rise, till presently the
slight drift of the boat brought the odd-shaped rock, or peak, at the
end of the promontory which we had weathered with so much peril,
between me and the majestic sight, and blotted it from my view. I still
continued to stare at the rock, however, absently enough, till
presently it became edged with the fire of the growing light behind it,
and then I started, as well I might, for I perceived that the top of
the peak, which was about eighty feet high by one hundred and fifty
thick at its base, was shaped like a negro's head and face, whereon was
stamped a most fiendish and terrifying expression. There was no doubt
about it; there were the thick lips, the fat cheeks, and the squat nose
standing out with startling clearness against the flaming background.
There, too, was the round skull, washed into shape perhaps by thousands
of years of wind and weather, and, to complete the resemblance, there
was a scrubby growth of weeds or lichen upon it, which against the sun
looked for all the world like the wool on a colossal negro's head. It
certainly was very odd; so odd that now I believe that it is not a mere
freak of nature but a gigantic monument fashioned, like the well-known
Egyptian Sphinx, by a forgotten people out of a pile of rock that lent
itself to their design, perhaps as an emblem of warning and defiance
to any enemies who approached the harbour. Unfortunately we were never
able to ascertain whether or not this was the case, inasmuch as the
rock was difficult of access both from the land and the water-side, and
we had other things to attend to. Myself, considering the matter by the
light of what we afterwards saw, I believe that it was fashioned by
man, but whether or not this is so, there it stands, and sullenly
stares from age to age out across the changing sea—there it stood two
thousand years and more ago, when Amenartas, the Egyptian Princess, and
the wife of Leo's remote ancestor Kallikrates, gazed upon its devilish
face—and there I have no doubt it will still stand when as many
centuries as are numbered between her day and our own are added to the
year that bore us to oblivion.
'What do you think of that, Job?' I asked of our retainer, who was
sitting on the edge of the boat, trying to get as much sunshine as
possible, and generally looking uncommonly wretched, and I pointed to
the fiery and demoniacal head.
'Oh Lord, sir,' answered Job, who now perceived the object for the
first time, 'I think that the old geneleman must have been sitting for
his portrait on them rocks.'
I laughed, and the laugh woke up Leo.
'Hullo,' he said, 'what's the matter with me? I am all stiff—where
is the dhow? Give me some brandy, please.'
'You may be thankful that you are not stiffer, my boy,' I answered.
'The dhow is sunk, and everybody on board her is drowned, with the
exception of us four, and your own life was only saved by a miracle;'
and whilst Job, now that it was light enough, searched about in a
locker for the brandy for which Leo asked, I told him the history of
our night's adventure.
'Great Heavens!' he said, faintly; 'and to think that we should have
been chosen to live through it!'
By this time the brandy was forthcoming, and we all had a good pull
at it, and thankful enough we were for it. Also the sun was beginning
to get strength, and warm our chilled bones, for we had been wet
through for five hours or more.
'Why,' said Leo, with a gasp as he put down the brandy bottle,
'there is the head the writing talks of, the "rock carven like the head
of an Ethiopian."'
'Yes,' I said, 'there it is.'
'Well, then,' he answered, 'the whole thing is true.'
'I don't at all see that that follows,' I answered. 'We knew this
head was here, your father saw it. Very likely it is not the same head
that the writing talks of; or if it is, it proves nothing.'
Leo smiled at me in a superior way. 'You are an unbelieving Jew,
Uncle Horace,' he said. 'Those who live will see.'
'Exactly so,' I answered, 'and now perhaps you will observe that we
are drifting across a sandbank into the mouth of the river. Get hold of
your oar, Job, and we will row in and see if we can find a place to
land.'
The river mouth which we were entering did not appear to be a very
wide one, though as yet the long banks of steaming mist that clung
about its shores had not lifted sufficiently to enable us to see its
exact width. There was, as is the case with nearly every East African
river, a considerable bar at the mouth, which, no doubt, when the wind
was on shore and the tide running out, was absolutely impassable even
for a boat drawing only a few inches. But as things were it was
manageable enough, and we did not ship a cupful of water. In twenty
minutes we were well across it, with but slight assistance from
ourselves. and being carried by a strong though somewhat variable
breeze, well up the harbour. By this time the mist was being sucked up
by the sun, which was getting uncomfortably hot, and we saw that the
mouth of the little estuary was here about half a mile across, and that
the banks were very marshy, and crowded with crocodiles lying about on
the mud like logs. About a mile ahead of us, however, was what appeared
to be a strip of firm land, and for this we steered. In another quarter
of an hour we were there, and making the boat fast to a beautiful tree
with broad shining leaves, and flowers of the magnolia species, only
they were rose-coloured and not white, which hung over the water, we
disembarked. This done we undressed, washed ourselves, and spread our
clothes and the contents of the boat in the sun to dry, which they very
quickly did. Then, taking shelter from the sun under some trees, we
made a hearty breakfast off a 'Paysandu' potted tongue, of which we had
brought a good quantity with us from the Army and Navy Stores,
congratulating ourselves loudly on our good fortune in having loaded
and provisioned the boat on the previous day before the hurricane
destroyed the dhow. By the time that we had finished our meal our
clothes were quite dry, and we hastened to get into them, feeling not a
little refreshed. Indeed, with the exception of weariness and a few
bruises, none of us were the worse for the terrifying adventure which
had been fatal to all our companions. Leo, it is true, had been
half-drowned, but that is no great matter to a vigorous young athlete
of five-and-twenty.
After breakfast we started to look about us. We were on a strip of
dry land about two hundred yards broad by five hundred long, bordered
on one side by the river, and on the other three by endless desolate
swamps, that stretched as far as the eye could reach. This strip of
land was raised about twenty-five feet above the plain of the
surrounding swamps and the river level: indeed it had every appearance
of having been made by the hand of man.
'This place has been a wharf,' said Leo, dogmatically.
'Nonsense,' I answered. 'Who would be stupid enough to build a wharf
in the middle of these dreadful marshes in a country inhabited by
savages, that is if it is inhabited at all?'
'Perhaps it was not always marsh, and perhaps the people were not
always savage,' he said drily, looking down the steep bank, for we were
standing by the river. 'Look there,' he went on, pointing to a spot
where the hurricane of the previous night had torn up one of the
mangolia trees, which had grown on the extreme edge of the bank just
where it sloped down to the water, by the roots, and lifted a large
cake of earth with them. 'Is not that stonework? If not, it is very
like it.'
'Nonsense,' I said again, and we clambered down to the spot, and got
between the upturned roots and the bank.
'Well?' he said.
But I did not answer this time. I only whistled. For there, laid
bare by the removal of the earth, was an undoubted facing of solid
stone laid in large blocks and bound together with brown cement, so
hard that I could make no impression on it with the file in my shooting
knife. Nor was this all; seeing something projecting through the soil
at the bottom of the bared patch of walling, I removed the loose earth
with my hands, and revealed a huge stone ring, a foot or more in
diameter, and about three inches thick. This fairly staggered me.
'Looks rather like a wharf where good-sized vessels have been
moored, does it not, Uncle Horace?' said Leo, with an excited grin.
I tried to say 'Nonsense' again, but the word stuck in my
throat—the ring spoke for itself. In some past age vessels had been
moored there, and this stone wall was undoubtedly the remnant of a
solidly constructed wharf. Probably the city to which it had belonged
lay buried beneath the swamp behind it.
'Begins to look as though there were something in the story after
all, Uncle Horace,' said the exultant Leo; and reflecting on the
mysterious negro's head and the equally mysterious stonework, I made no
direct reply.
'A country like Africa,' I said, 'is sure to be full of the relics
of long dead and forgotten civilisations. Nobody knows the age of the
Egyptian civilisation, and very likely it had offshoots. Then there
were the Babylonians and the Phoenicians, and the Persians and all
manner of people, all more or less civilised, to say nothing of the
Jews whom everybody "wants" nowadays. It is possible that they, or any
one of them, may have had colonies or trading stations about here.
Remember those buried Persian cities that the consul showed us at
Kilwa.'
'Quite so,' said Leo, 'but that is not what you said before.'
'Well, what is to be done now?' I asked, turning the conversation.
As no answer was forthcoming we proceeded to the edge of the swamp,
and looked over it. It was apparently boundless, and vast flocks of
every sort of waterfowl came flying from its recesses, till it was
sometimes difficult to see the sky. Now that the sun was getting high
it drew thin sickly looking clouds of poisonous vapour from the surface
of the marsh and from the scummy pools of stagnant water.
'Two things are clear to me,' I said, addressing my three
companions, who stared at this spectacle in dismay: 'first, that we
can't go across there' (I pointed to the swamp), 'and, secondly, that
if we stop here we shall certainly die of fever.'
'That's as clear as a haystack, sir,' said Job.
'Very well, then; there are two alternatives before us. One is to
'bout ship, and try and run for some port in the whale-boat, which
would be a sufficiently risky proceeding, and the other to sail or row
on up the river, and see where we come to.'
'I don't know what you are going to do,' said Leo, setting his
mouth,' but I am going up that river.'
Job turned up the whites of his eyes and groaned, and the Arab
murmured 'Allah,' and groaned also. As for me, I remarked sweetly that
as we seemed to be between the devil and the deep sea, it did not much
matter where we went. But in reality I was as anxious to proceed as
Leo. The colossal negro's head and the stone wharf had excited my
curiosity to an extent of which I was secretly ashamed, and I was
prepared to gratify it at any cost. Accordingly, having carefully
fitted the mast, restowed the boat, and got out our rifles, we
embarked. Fortunately the wind was blowing on shore from the ocean, so
we were able to hoist the sail. Indeed, we afterwards found out that as
a general rule the wind set on shore from daybreak for some hours, and
off shore again at sunset, and the explanation that I offer of this is,
that when the earth is cooled by the dew and the night the hot air
rises, and the draught rushes in from the sea till the sun has once
more heated it through. At least that appeared to be the rule here.
Taking advantage of this favouring wind, we sailed merrily up the
river for three or four hours. Once we came across a school of
hippopotami, which rose, and bellowed dreadfully at us within ten or a
dozen fathoms of the boat, much to Job's alarm, and, I will confess, to
my own. These were the first hippopotami that we had ever seen, and, to
judge by their insatiable curiosity, I should judge that we were the
first white men that they had ever seen. Upon my word, I once or twice
thought that they were coming into the boat to gratify it. Leo wanted
to fire at them, but I dissuaded him, fearing the consequences. Also we
saw hundreds of crocodiles basking on the muddy banks, and thousands
upon thousands of waterfowl. Some of these we shot, and among them was
a wild goose, which, in addition to the sharp curved spurs on its
wings, had a spur about three-quarters of an inch long growing from the
skull just between the eyes. We never shot another like it, so I do
not know if it was a 'sport' or a distinct species. In the latter case
this incident may interest naturalists. Job named it the Unicorn Goose.
About midday the sun grew intensely hot, and the stench drawn up by
it from the marshes which the river drains was something too awful, and
caused us instantly to swallow precautionary doses of quinine. Shortly
afterwards the breeze died away altogether, and as rowing our heavy
boat against stream in the heat was out of the question, we were
thankful enough to get under the shade of a group of trees—a species
of willow—that grew by the edge of the river, and lie there and gasp
till at length the approach of sunset put a period to our miseries.
Seeing what appeared to be an open space of water straight ahead of us,
we determined to row there before settling what to do for the night.
Just as we were about to loosen the boat, however, a beautiful
water-buck, with great horns curving forward, and a white stripe across
the rump, came down to the river to drink, without perceiving us hidden
away within fifty yards under the willows. Leo was the first to catch
sight of it, and being an ardent sportsman, thirsting for the blood of
big game, about which he had been dreaming for months, he instantly
stiffened all over, and pointed like a setter dog. Seeing what was the
matter, I handed him his express rifle, at the same time taking my own.
'Now then,' I whispered, 'mind you don't miss.
'Miss!' he whispered back contemptuously; 'I could not miss it if I
tried.'
He lifted the rifle, and the roan-coloured buck, having drunk his
fill, raised his head and-looked out across the river. He was standing
right against the sunset sky on a little eminence, or ridge of ground,
which ran across the swamp, evidently a favourite path for game, and
there was something very beautiful about him. Indeed, I do not think
that if I live to a hundred I shall ever forget that desolate and yet
most fascinating scene: it is stamped upon my memory. To the right and
left were wide stretches of lonely, death-breeding swamp, unbroken and
unrelieved so far as the eye could reach, except here and there by
ponds of black and peaty water that, mirror-like, flashed up the red
rays of the setting sun. Behind us and before stretched the vista of
the sluggish river, ending in glimpses of a reedfringed lagoon, on the
surface of which the long lights of the evening played as the faint
breeze stirred the shadows. To the west loomed the huge red ball of the
sinking sun, now vanishing down the vapoury horizon, and filling the
great heaven, high across whose arch the cranes and wild fowl streamed
in line, square, and triangle, with flashes of flying gold and the
lurid stain of blood. And then ourselves—three modern Englishmen in a
modern English boat—seeming to jar upon and looking out of tone with
that measureless desolation; and in front of us the noble buck limned
out upon a background of ruddy sky.
Bang! Away he goes with a mighty bound. Leo has missed him. Bang!
right under him again. Now for a shot. I must have one, though he is
going like an arrow, and a hundred yards away and more. By Jove! over
and over and over! 'Well, I think I've wiped your eye there, Master
Leo,' I say, struggling against the ungenerous exultation that in such
a supreme moment of one's existence will rise in the best-mannered
sportsman's breast.
'Confound you, yes,' growled Leo; and then, with that quick smile
that is one of his charms lighting up his handsome face like a ray of
light, 'I beg your pardon, old fellow. I congratulate you; it was a
lovely shot, and mine were vile.'
We got out of the boat and ran to the buck, which was shot through
the spine and stone dead. It took us a quarter of an hour or more to
clean it and cut off as much of the best meat as we could carry, and,
having packed this away, we had barely light enough to row up into the
lagoonlike space, into which, there being a hollow in the swamp, the
river here expanded. Just as the light vanished we cast anchor about
thirty fathoms from the edge of the lake. We did not dare to go ashore,
not knowing if we should find dry ground to camp on, and greatly
fearing the poisonous exhalations from the marsh, from which we thought
we should be freer on the water. So we lighted a lantern, and made our
evening meal off another potted tongue in the best fashion that we
could, and then prepared to go to sleep, only, however, to find that
sleep was impossible. For, whether they were attracted by the lantern,
or by the unaccustomed smell of a white man, for which they had been
waiting for the last thousand years or so, I know not; but certainly we
were presently attacked by tens of thousands of the most bloodthirsty,
pertinacious, and huge mosquitoes that I ever saw or read of. In clouds
they came, and pinged and buzzed and bit till we were nearly mad.
Tobacco smoke only seemed to stir them into a merrier and more active
life, till at length we were driven to covering ourselves with
blankets, head and all, and sitting to slowly stew and continually
scratch and swear beneath them. And as we sat, suddenly rolling out
like thunder through the silence came the deep roar of a lion, and then
of a second lion, moving among the reeds within sixty yards of us.
'I say,' said Leo, sticking his head out from under his blanket,
'lucky we ain't on the bank, eh, Avuncular?' (Leo sometimes addressed
me in this disrespectful way.) 'Curse it! a mosquito has bitten me on
the nose,' and the head vanished again.
Shortly after this the moon came up, and notwithstanding every
variety of roar that echoed over the water to us from the lions on the
banks, we began, thinking ourselves perfectly secure, to gradually doze
off.
I do not quite know what it was that made me poke my head out of the
friendly shelter of the blanket, perhaps because I found that the
mosquitoes were biting right through it. Anyhow, as I did so I heard
Job whisper, in a frightened voice—
'Oh, my stars, look there!'
Instantly we all of us looked, and this was what we saw in the
moonlight. Near the shore were two wide and ever-widening circles of
concentric rings rippling away across the surface of the water, and in
the heart and centre of the circles were two dark moving objects.
'What is it?' asked I.
'It is those damned lions, sir,' answered Job, in a tone which was
an odd mixture of a sense of personal injury, habitual respect, and
acknowledged fear, 'and they are swimming here to heat us,' he added,
nervously picking up an 'h' in his agitation.
I looked again, there was no doubt about it; I could catch the glare
of their ferocious eyes. Attracted either by the smell of the newly
killed waterbuck meat or of ourselves, the hungry beasts were actually
storming our position.
Leo already had his rifle in his hand. I called to him to wait till
they were nearer, and meanwhile grabbed my own. Some fifteen feet from
us the water shallowed on a bank to the depth of about fifteen inches,
and presently the first of them—it was the lioness—got on to it and
shook herself and roared. At that moment Leo fired, and the bullet went
right down her open mouth and out at the back of her neck, and down she
dropped, with a splash, dead. the other lion—a full-grown male—was
some two paces behind her. At this second he got his forepaws on to the
bank, when a strange thing happened. There was a rush and disturbance
of the water, such as one sees in a pond in England when a pike takes a
little fish, only a thousand times fiercer and larger, and suddenly the
lion gave a most terrific snarling roar and sprang forward on to the
bank, dragging something black with him.
'Allah!' shouted Mahomed, 'a crocodile has got him by the leg!' and
sure enough he had. We could see the long snout with its gleaming lines
of teeth and the reptile body behind it.
And then followed an extraordinary scene indeed. The lion managed to
get well on to the bank, the crocodile half standing and half swimming,
still nipping his hind leg. He roared till the air quivered with the
sound, and then, with a savage, shrieking snarl, turned round and
clawed hold of the crocodile's head. The crocodile shifted his grip,
having, as we afterwards discovered, had one of his eyes torn out, and
slightly turned over, and instantly the lion got him by the throat and
held on, and then over and over they rolled upon the bank struggling
hideously. It was impossible to follow their movements, but when next
we got a clear view the tables had turned, for the crocodile, whose
head seemed to be a mass of gore, had got the lion's body in his iron
jaws just above the hips, and was squeezing him and shaking him to and
fro. For his part the tortured brute, roaring in agony, was clawing and
biting madly at his enemy's scaly head, and fixing his great hind claws
in the crocodile's, comparatively speaking, soft throat, ripping it
open as one would rip a glove.
Then, all of a sudden, the end came. The lion's head fell forward on
the crocodile's back, and with an awful groan he died, and the
crocodile, after standing for a minute motionless, slowly rolled over
on to his side; his jaws still fixed across the carcases of the lion,
which we afterwards found he had bitten almost in halves.
This duel to the death was a wonderful and a shocking sight, and one
that I suppose few men have seen—and thus it ended.
When it was all over, leaving Mahomed to keep a look out, we managed
to spend the rest of the night as quietly as the mosquitoes would allow.
Next morning, at the earliest blush of dawn, we rose, performed such
ablutions as circumstances would allow, and generally made ready to
start. I am bound to say that when there was sufficient light to enable
us to see each other's faces I, for one, burst out into a roar of
laughter. Job's fat and comfortable countenance was swollen out to
nearly twice its natural size from mosquito bites, and Leo's condition
was not much better. Indeed, of the three I had come off much the best,
probably owing to the toughness of my dark skin, and to the fact that a
good deal of it was covered by hair, for since we started from England
I had allowed my naturally luxuriant beard to grow at its own sweet
will. But the other two were, comparatively speaking, clean shaved,
which of course gave the enemy a larger extent of open country to
operate on, though as for Mahomed the mosquitoes, recognising the taste
of a true believer, would not touch him at any price. How often, I
wonder, during the next week or so did we wish that we were flavoured
like an Arab!
By the time that we had done laughing as heartily as our swollen
lips would allow, it was daylight, and the morning breeze was coming up
from the sea, cutting lanes through the dense marsh mists, and here and
there rolling them before it in great balls of fleecy vapour. So we set
our sail, and having first taken a look at the two dead lions and the
dead alligator, which we were of course unable to skin, being destitute
of means of curing the pelts, we started, and, sailing through the
lagoon, followed the course of the river on the farther side. At
midday, when the breeze dropped, we were fortunate enough to find a
convenient piece of dry land on which to camp and light a fire, and
here we cooked two wild duck and some of the waterbuck's flesh—not in
a very appetising way, it is true, but still, sufficiently. The rest of
the buck's flesh we cut into strips and hung in the sun to dry into
'biltong,' as I believe the South African Dutch call flesh thus
prepared. On this welcome patch of dry land we stopped till the
following dawn, and, as before, spent the night in warfare with the
mosquitoes, but without other troubles. The next day or two passed in
similar fashion, and without noticeable adventures, except that we shot
a specimen of a peculiarly graceful hornless buck, and saw many
varieties of water-lilies in full bloom, some of them blue and of
exquisite beauty, though few of the flowers were perfect, owing to the
prevalence of a white water-maggot with a green head that fed upon them.
It was on the fifth day of our journey, when we had travelled, so
far as we could reckon, about one hundred and thirty-five to a hundred
and forty miles westwards from the coast, that the first event of any
real importance occurred. On that morning the usual wind failed us
about eleven o'clock, and after pulling a little way we were forced to
halt more or less exhausted at what appeared to be the junction of our
stream with another of a uniform width of about fifty feet. Some trees
grew near at hand—the only trees in all this country were along the
banks of the river, and under these we rested, and then, the land being
fairly dry just here, walked a little way along the edge of the river
to prospect, and shoot a few waterfowl for food. Before we had gone
fifty yards we perceived that all hopes of getting further up the
stream in the whale-boat were at an end, for not two hundred yards
above where we had stopped were a succession of shallows and mudbanks,
with not six inches of water over them. It was a watery cul-de-sac.
Turning back, we walked some way along the banks of the other river,
and soon came to the conclusion, from various indications, that it was
not a river at all, but an ancient canal, like the one which is to be
seen above Mombasa, on the Zanzibar coast, connecting the Tana River
with the Ozy, in such a way as to enable the shipping coming down the
Tana to cross to the Ozy, and reach the sea by it, and thus avoid the
very dangerous bar that blocks the mouth of the Tana. The canal before
us had evidently been dug out by man at some remote period of the
world's history, and the results of his digging still remained in the
shape of the raised banks that had no doubt once formed towing-paths.
Except here and there, where they had been hollowed out or fallen in,
these banks of stiff binding clay were at a uniform distance from each
other, and the depth of the water also appeared to be uniform. Current
there was little or none, and, as a consequence, the surface of the
canal was choked with vegetable growth, intersected by little paths of
clear water, made, I suppose, by the constant passage of waterfowl,
iguanas, and other vermin. Now, as it was evident that we could not
proceed up the river, it became equally evident that we must either try
the canal or else return to the sea. We could not stop where we were,
to be baked by the sun and eaten up by the mosquitoes, till we died of
fever in that dreary marsh.
'Well, I suppose that we must try it,' I said; and the others
assented in their various ways—Leo, as though it were the best joke
in the world; Job, in respectful disgust; and Mahomed, with an
invocation to the Prophet, and a comprehensive curse upon all
unbelievers and their ways of thought and travel.
Accordingly, as soon as the sun got low, having little or nothing
more to hope for from our friendly wind, we started. For the first hour
or so we managed to row the boat, though with great labour; but after
that the weeds got too thick to allow of it, and we were obliged to
resort to the primitive and most exhausting resource of towing her. For
two hours we laboured, Mahomed, Job, and I, who was supposed to be
strong enough to pull against the two of them, on the bank, while Leo
sat in the bow of the boat, and brushed away the weeds which collected
round the cutwater with Mahomed's sword. At dark we halted for some
hours to rest and enjoy the mosquitoes, but about midnight we went on
again, taking advantage of the comparative cool of the night. At dawn
we rested for three hours, and then started once more, and laboured on
till about ten o'clock, when a thunderstorm, accompanied by a deluge of
rain, overtook us, and we spent the next six hours practically under
water.
I do not know that there is any necessity for me to describe the
next four days of our voyage in detail, further than to say that they
were, on the whole, the most miserable that I ever spent in my life,
forming one monotonous record of heavy labour, heat, misery, and
mosquitoes. All the way we passed through a region of almost endless
swamp, and I can only attribute our escape from fever and death to the
constant doses of quinine and purgatives which we took, and the
unceasing toil which we were forced to undergo. On the third day of our
journey up the canal we had sighted a round hill that loomed dimly
through the vapours of the marsh, and on the evening of the fourth
night, when we camped, this hill seemed to be within five-and-twenty or
thirty miles of us. We were by now utterly exhausted, and felt as
though our blistered hands could not pull the boat a yard farther, and
that the best thing that we could do would be to lie down and die in
that dreadful wilderness of swamp. It was an awful position, and one in
which I trust no other white man will ever be placed; and as I threw
myself down in the boat to sleep the sleep of utter exhaustion, I
bitterly cursed my folly in ever having been a party to such a mad
undertaking, which could, I saw, only end in our death in this ghastly
land. I thought, I remember, as I slowly sank into a dose, of what the
appearance of the boat and her unhappy crew would be in two or three
months' time from that night. There she would lie, with gaping seams
and half filled with foetid water, which, when the mist-laden wind
stirred her, would wash backwards and forwards through our mouldering
bones, and that would be the end of her, and of those in her who would
follow after myths and seek out the secrets of nature.
Already I seemed to hear the water rippling against the dessicated
bones and rattling them together, rolling my skull against Mahomed's,
and his against mine, till at last Mahomed's stood straight up upon its
vertebræ, and glared at me through its empty eyeholes, and cursed me
with its grinning jaws, because I, a dog of a Christian, disturbed the
last sleep of a true believer. I opened my eyes, and shuddered at the
horrid dream, and then shuddered again at something that was not a
dream, for two great eyes were gleaming down at me through the misty
darkness. I struggled up, and in my terror and confusion shrieked, and
shrieked again, so that the others sprang up too, reeling, and drunken
with sleep and fear. And then all of a sudden there was a flash of cold
steel, and a great spear was held against my throat, and behind it
other spears gleamed cruelly.
'Peace,' said a voice, speaking in Arabic, or rather in some dialect
into which Arabic entered very largely; 'who are ye who come hither
swimming on the water? Speak or ye die,' and the steel pressed sharply
against my throat, sending a cold chill through me.
'We are travellers, and have come hither by chance,' I answered in
my best Arabic, which appeared to be understood, for the man turned his
head, and, addressing a tall form that towered up in the background,
said, 'Father, shall we slay?'
'What is the colour of the men?' said a deep voice in answer.
'White is their colour.'
'Slay not,' was the reply. 'Four suns since was the word brought to
me from "She-who-must-be-obeyed," "White men come; if white men come,
slay them not."' Let them be brought to the land of
"She-who-must-be-obeyed."' Bring forth the men, and let that which
they have with them be brought forth also.'
'Come,' said the man, half leading and half dragging me from the
boat, and as he did so I perceived other men doing the same kind office
to my companions.
On the bank were gathered a company of some fifty men. In that light
all I could make out was that they were armed with huge spears, were
very tall, and strongly built, comparatively light in colour, and nude,
save for a leopard-skin tied round the middle.
Presently Leo and Job were bundled out and placed beside me.
'What on earth is up?' said Leo, rubbing his eyes.
'Oh, Lord! sir, here's a rum go,' ejaculated Job; and just at that
moment a disturbance ensued, and Mahomed came tumbling between us,
followed by a shadowy form with an uplifted spear.
'Allah! Allah!' howled Mahomed, feeling that he had little to hope
from man, 'protect me! protect me!'
'Father, it is a black one,' said a voice. 'What said
"She-who-must-be-obeyed" about the black one?'
'She said naught; but slay him not. Come hither, my son.'
The man advanced, and the tall shadowy form bent forward and
whispered something.
'Yes, yes,' said the other, and chuckled in a rather blood-curdling
tone.
'Are the three white men there?' asked the form.
'Yes, they are there.'
'Then bring up that which is made ready for them, and let the men
take all that can be brought from the thing which floats.'
Hardly had he spoken when men came running up, carrying on their
shoulders neither more nor less than palanquins—four bearers and two
spare men to a palanquin —and in these it was promptly indicated we
were expected to stow ourselves.
'Well!' said Leo, 'it is a blessing to find anybody to carry us
after having to carry ourselves so long.'
Leo always takes a cheerful view of things.
There being no help for it, after seeing the others into theirs I
tumbled into my own litter, and very comfortable I found it. It
appeared to be manufactured of cloth woven from grass-fibre, which
stretched and yielded to every motion after the body, and, being bound
top and bottom to the bearing pole, gave a grateful support to the head
and neck.
Scarcely had I settled myself when, accompanying their steps with a
monotonous song, the bearers started at a swinging trot. For half an
hour or so I lay still, reflecting on the very remarkable experiences
that we were going through, and wondering if any of my eminently
respectable fossil friends down at Cambridge would believe me if I were
to be miraculously set at the familiar dinner-table for the purpose of
relating them. I don't want to convey any disrespectful notion or
slight when I call those good and learned men fossils, but my
experience is that people are apt to fossilise even at a University if
they follow the same paths too persistently. I was getting fossilised
myself, but of late my stock of ideas has been very much enlarged.
Well, I lay and reflected, and wondered what on earth would be the end
of it all, till at last I ceased to wonder, and went to sleep.
I suppose I must have slept for seven or eight hours, getting the
first real rest that I had had since the night before the loss of the
dhow, for when I woke the sun was high in the heavens. We were still
journeying on at a pace of about four miles an hour. Peeping out
through the mist-like curtains of the litter, which were ingeniously
fixed to the bearing pole, I perceived to my infinite relief that we
had passed out of the region of eternal swamp, and were now travelling
over swelling grassy plains towards a cup-shaped hill. Whether or not
it was the same hill that we had seen from the canal I do not know, and
have never since been able to discover, for, as we afterwards found
out, these people will give little information upon such points. Next I
glanced at the men who were bearing me. They were of a magnificent
build, few of them being under six feet in height, and yellowish in
colour. Generally their appearance had a good deal in common with that
of the East African Somali, only their hair was not frizzed up, and
hung in thick black locks upon their shoulders. Their features were
aquiline, and in many cases exceedingly handsome, the teeth being
especially regular and beautiful. But notwithstanding their beauty, it
struck me that, on the whole, I had never seen a more evil-looking set
of faces. There was an aspect of cold and sullen cruelty stamped upon
them that revolted me, and which in some cases was almost uncanny in
its intensity.
Another thing which struck me about them was that they never seemed
to smile. Sometimes they sang the monotonous song of which I have
spoken, but when they were not singing they remained almost perfectly
silent, and the light of a laugh never came to brighten their sombre
and evil countenances. Of what race could these people be? Their
language was a bastard Arabic, and yet they were not Arabs; I was quite
sure of that. For one thing they were too dark, or rather yellow. I
could not say why, but I know that their appearance filled me with a
sick fear of which I felt ashamed. While I was still wondering another
litter came up alongside of mine. In it—for the curtains were
drawn—sat an old man, clothed in a whitish robe, made apparently from
coarse linen, that hung loosely about him, who, I at once jumped to the
conclusion, was the shadowy figure who had stood on the bank and been
addressed as 'Father.' He was a wonderful-looking old man, with a snowy
beard, so long that the ends of it hung over the sides of the litter,
and he had a hooked nose, above which flashed out a pair of eyes as
keen as a snake's, while his whole countenance was instinct with a look
of wise and sardonic humour impossible to describe on paper.
'Art thou awake, stranger?' he said in a deep and low voice.
'Surely, my father,' I answered courteously, feeling certain that I
should do well to conciliate this ancient Mammon of Unrighteousness.
He stroked his beautiful white beard, and smiled faintly.
'From whatever country thou camest,' he said, 'and by the way it
must be from one where somewhat of our language is known, they teach
their children courtesy there, my stranger son. And now wherefore
comest thou unto this land, which scarce an alien foot has pressed from
the time that man knoweth? Art thou and those with thee weary of life?'
'We came to find new things,' I answered boldly. 'We are tired of
the old things; we have come up out of the sea to know that which is
unknown. We are of a brave race who fear not death, my very much
respected father—that is, if we can get a little fresh information
before we die.'
'Humph!' said the old gentleman, 'that may be true; it is rash to
contradict, otherwise I should say that thou wast lying, my son.
However, I dare say that "She-who must-be-obeyed" will meet thy wishes
in the matter.'
'Who is "She-who-must-be-obeyed?'" I asked. curiously.
The old man glanced at the bearers, and then answered, with a little
smile that somehow sent my blood to my heart—
'Surely, my stranger son, thou wilt learn soon enough, if it be her
pleasure to see thee at all in the flesh.'
'In the flesh?' I answered. 'What may my father wish to convey?'
But the old man only laughed a dreadful laugh, and made no reply.
'What is the name of my father's people?' I asked.
'The name of my people is Amahagger '(the People of the Rocks).
'And if a son might ask, what is the name of my father?'
'My name is Billali.'
'And whither go we, my father?'
'That shalt thou see,' and at a sign from him his bearers started
forward at a run till they reached the litter in which Job was reposing
(with one leg hanging over the side). Apparently, however, he could not
make much out of Job, for presently I saw his bearers trot forward to
Leo's litter.
And after that, as nothing fresh occurred, I yielded to the pleasant
swaying motion of the litter, and went to sleep again. I was dreadfully
tired. When I woke I found that we were passing through a rocky defile
of a lava formation with precipitous sides, in which grew many
beautiful trees and flowering shrubs.
Presently this defile took a turn, and a lovely sight unfolded
itself to my eyes. Before us was a vast cup of green from four to six
miles in extent, of the shape of a Roman amphitheatre. The sides of
this great cup were rocky, and clothed with bush, but the centre was of
the richest meadow land, studded with single trees of magnificent
growth, and watered by meandering brooks. On this rich plain grazed
herds of goats and cattle, but I saw no sheep. At first I could not
imagine what this strange spot could be, but presently it flashed upon
me that it must represent the crater of some long-extinct volcano,
which had afterwards been a lake, and was ultimately drained in some
unexplained way. And here I may state that from my subsequent
experience of this and a much larger, but otherwise similar spot, which
I shall have occasion to describe by-and-by, I have every reason to
believe that this conclusion was correct. What puzzled me, however, was
that, although there were people moving about herding the goats and
cattle, I saw no signs of any human habitation. Where did they all
live? I wondered. My curiosity was soon destined to be gratified.
Turning to the left the string of litters followed the cliffy sides of
the crater for a distance of about half a mile, or perhaps a little
less, and then halted. Seeing the old gentleman, my adopted 'father,'
Billali, emerge from his litter, I did the same, and so did Leo and
Job. The first thing I saw was our wretched Arab companion, Mahomed,
lying exhausted on the ground. It appeared that he had not been
provided with a litter, but had been forced to run the entire distance,
and, as he was already quite worn out when we started, his condition
now was one of great prostration.
On looking round we discovered that the place where we had halted
was a platform in front of the mouth of a great cave, and piled upon
this platform were the entire contents of the whale-boat, even down to
the oars and sail. Round the cave stood groups of the men who had
escorted us, and other men of a similar stamp. They were all tall and
all handsome, though they varied in their degree of darkness of skin,
some being as dark as Mahomed, and some as yellow as a Chinese. They
were naked, except for the leopard-skin round the waist, and each of
them carried a huge spear.
There were also some women among them, who, instead of the
leopard-skin, wore a tanned hide of a small red buck, something like
that of the oribé, only rather darker in colour. These woman were, as a
class, exceedingly good-looking, with large, dark eyes, well-cut
features, and a thick bush of curling hair—not crisped like a
negro's— ranging from black to chestnut in hue, with all shades of
intermediate colour. Some, but very few of them, wore a yellowish linen
garment, such as I have described as worn by Billali, but this, as we
afterwards discovered, was a mark of rank, rather than an attempt at
clothing. For the rest, their appearance was not quite so terrifying as
that of the men, and they sometimes, though rarely, smiled. As soon as
we had alighted they gathered round us and examined us with curiosity,
but without excitement. Leo's tall, athletic form and clear-cut Grecian
face, however, evidently excited their attention, and when he politely
lifted his hat to them, and showed his curling yellow hair, there was a
slight murmur of admiration. Nor did it stop there; for, after
regarding him critically from head to foot, the handsomest of the young
women—one wearing a robe, and with hair of a shade between brown and
chestnut— deliberately advanced to him, and, in a way that would
have been winning had it not been so determined, quietly put her arm
round his neck, bent forward, and kissed him on the lips.
I gave a gasp, expecting to see Leo instantly speared; and Job
ejaculated, 'The hussy—well, I never!' As for Leo, he looked slightly
astonished; and then, remarking that we had got into a country where
they clearly followed the customs of the early Christians, deliberately
returned the embrace.
Again I gasped, thinking that something would happen; but to my
surprise, though some of the young women showed traces of vexation, the
older ones and the men only smiled slightly. When we came to understand
the customs of this extraordinary people the mystery was explained. It
then appeared that, in direct opposition to the habits of almost every
other savage race in the world, women among the Amahagger are not only
upon terms of perfect equality with the men, but are not held to them
by any binding ties. Descent is traced only through the line of the
mother, and while individuals are as proud of a long and superior
female ancestry as we are of our families in Europe, they never pay
attention to, or even acknowledge, any man as their father, even when
their male parentage is perfectly well known. There is but one titular
male parent of each tribe, or, as they call it, 'Household,' and he is
its elected and immediate ruler, with the title of 'Father.' For
instance, the man Billai was the father of this 'household,' which
consisted of about seven thousand individuals all told, and no other
man was ever called by that name. When a woman took a fancy to a man
she signified her preference by advancing and embracing him publicly,
in the same way that this handsome and exceedingly prompt young lady,
who was called Ustane, had embraced Leo. If he kissed her back it was a
token that he accepted her, and the arrangement continued till one of
them wearied of it. I am bound, however, to say that the change of
husbands was not nearly so frequent as might have been expected. Nor
did quarrels arise out of it, at least among the men, who, when their
wives deserted them in favour of a rival, accepted the whole thing
much as we accept the income-tax or our marriage laws, as something not
to be disputed, and as tending to the good of the community, however
disagreeable they may in particular instances prove to the individual.
It is very curious to observe how the customs of mankind on this
matter vary in different countries, making morality an affair of
latitude, and what is right and proper in one place wrong and improper
in another. It must, however, be understood that, as all civilised
nations appear to accept it as an axiom that ceremony is the touchstone
of morality, there is, even according to our canons, nothing immoral
about this Amahagger custom, seeing that the interchange of the embrace
answers to our ceremony of marriage, which, as we know, justifies most
things.
When the kissing operation was finished—by the way, none of the
young ladies offered to pet me in this fashion, though I saw one
hovering round Job, to that respectable individual's evident
alarm—the old man Billali advanced, and graciously waved us into the
cave, whither we went, followed by Ustane, who did not seem inclined to
take the hints I gave her that we liked privacy.
Before we had gone five paces it struck me that the cave that we
were entering was none of Nature's handiwork, but, on the contrary, had
been hollowed by the hand of man. So far as we could judge it appeared
to be about one hundred feet in length by fifty wide, and very lofty,
resembling a cathedral aisle more than anything else. From this main
aisle opened passages at a distance of every twelve or fifteen feet,
leading, I supposed, to smaller chambers. About fifty feet from the
entrance of the cave, just where the light began to get dim, a fire was
burning, which threw huge shadows upon the gloomy walls around. Here
Billali halted, and asked us to be seated, saying that the people would
bring us food, and accordingly we squatted ourselves down upon the rugs
of skins which were spread for us, and waited. Presently the food,
consisting of goat's flesh boiled, fresh milk in an earthenware pot,
and boiled cobs of Indian corn, was brought by young girls. We were
almost starving, and I do not think that I ever in my life before ate
with such satisfaction. Indeed, before we had finished we literally ate
up everything that was set before us.
When we had done, our somewhat saturnine host, Billali, who had been
watching us in perfect silence, rose and addressed us. He said that it
was a wonderful thing that had happened. No man had ever known or heard
of white strangers arriving in the country of the People of the Rocks.
Sometimes, though rarely, black men had come here, and from them they
had heard of the existence of men much whiter than themselves, who
sailed on the sea in ships, but for the arrival of such there was no
precedent. We had, however, been seen dragging the boat up the canal,
and he told us frankly that he had at once given orders for our
destruction, seeing that it was unlawful for any stranger to enter
here, when a message had come from 'She-who-must-be-obeyed,' saying
that our lives were to be spared, and that we were to be brought hither.
'Pardon me, my father,' I interrupted at this point; 'but if, as I
understand, "She-who-must-be-obeyed" lives yet farther off, how could
she have known of our approach?'
Billali turned, and seeing that we were alone—for the young lady,
Ustane, had withdrawn when he had begun to speak—said, with a curious
little laugh—
'Are there none in your land who can see without eyes and hear
without ears? Ask no questions; She knew.'
I shrugged my shoulders at this, and he proceeded to say that no
further instructions had been received on the subject of our disposal,
and this being so he was about to start to interview
'She-who-must-be-obeyed,' generally spoken of, for the sake of brevity,
as 'Hiya 'or She simply, who he gave us to understand was the Queen of
the Amahagger, and learn her wishes.
I asked him long he proposed to be away, and he said that by
travelling hard he might be back on the fifth day, but there were many
miles of marsh to cross before lie came to where She was. He then said
that every arrangement would be made for our comfort during his
absence, and that, as he personally had taken a fancy to us, he
sincerely trusted that the answer he should bring from She would be one
favourable to the continuation of our existence, but at the same time
he did not wish to conceal from us that he thought this doubtful, as
every stranger who had ever come into the country during his
grandmother's life, his mother's life, and his own life, had been put
to death without mercy, and in a way that he would not harrow our
feelings by describing; and this had been done by the order of She
herself, at least he supposed it was by her order. At any rate, she
never interfered to save them.
'Why,' I said, 'but how can that be? You are an old man, and the
time you talk of must reach back three men's lives. How therefore could
She have ordered the death of anybody at the beginning of the life of
your grandmother, seeing that herself she would not have been born?'
Again he smiled—that same faint, peculiar smile, and with a deep
bow departed, without making any answer; nor did we see him again for
five days.
When he had gone we discussed the situation, which filled me with
alarm. I did not at all like the accounts of this mysterious Queen,
'She-who-must-be-obeyed,' or more shortly She, who apparently ordered
the execution of any unfortunate stranger in a fashion so unmerciful.
Leo, too, was depressed about it, but proceeded to console himself by
triumphantly pointing out that this She was undoubtedly the person
referred to in the writing on the potsherd and in his father's letter,
in proof of which he advanced Billali's allusions to her age and power.
I was by this time so overwhelmed with the whole course of events that
I had not even got the heart left to dispute a proposition so absurd,
so I suggested that we should try and go out and get a bath, of which
we all stood sadly in need.
Accordingly, having indicated our wish to a middle-aged individual
of an unusually saturnine cast of countenance, even among this
saturnine people, who appeared to be deputed to look after us now that
the Father of the hamlet had departed, we started in a body—having
first lit our pipes. Outside the cave we found quite a crowd of people
evidently watching for our appearance, but when they saw us come out
smoking they vanished this way and that, calling out that we were great
magicians. Indeed, nothing about us created so great a sensation as our
tobacco smoke—not even our firearms. After this we succeeded in
reaching a stream that had its source in a strong ground spring, and
taking our bath in peace, though some of the women, not excepting
Ustane, showed a decided inclination to follow us even there.
By the time that we had finished this most refreshing bath the sun
was setting; indeed, when we got back to the big cave it had already
set. The cave itself was full of people gathered round fires—for
several more had now been lighted—and eating their evening meal by
their lurid light, and by that of various lamps which were set about or
hung upon the walls. These lamps were of a rude manufacture of baked
earthenware, and of all shapes, some of them graceful enough. The
larger ones were formed of big red earthenware pots, filled with
clarified melted fat, and having a reed wick stuck through a wooden
disk which filled the top of the pot, and this sort of lamp required
the most constant attention to prevent its going out whenever the wick
burnt down, as there were no means of turning it up. The smaller hand
lamps, however, which were also made of baked clay, were fitted with
wicks manufactured from the pith of a palm-tree, or sometimes from the
stem of a very handsome variety of fern. This kind of wick was passed
through a round hole at the end of the lamp, to which a sharp piece of
hard wood was attached wherewith to pierce and draw it up whenever it
showed signs of burning low.
For a while we sat down and watched this grim people eating their
evening meal in silence as grim as themselves, till at length, getting
tired of contemplating them and the huge moving shadows on the rocky
walls, I suggested to our new keeper that we should like to go to bed.
Without a word he rose, and, taking me politely by the hand,
advanced with a lamp to one of the small passages that I had noticed
opening out of the central cave. This we followed for about five paces,
when it suddenly widened out into a small chamber, about eight feet
square, and hewn out of the living rock. On one side of this chamber
was a stone slab, about three feet from the ground, and running its
entire length like a bunk in a cabin, and on this slab he intimated
that I was to sleep. There was no window or air-hole to the chamber,
and no furniture; and, on looking at it more closely, I came to the
disturbing conclusion (in which, as I afterwards discovered, I was
quite right) that it had originally served for a sepulchre for the dead
rather than a sleeping-place for the living, the slab being designed to
receive the corpse of the departed. The thought made me shudder in
spite of myself; but, seeing that I must sleep somewhere, I got over
the feeling as best I might, and returned to the cavern to get my
blanket, which had been brought up from the boat with the other things.
There I met Job, who, having been inducted to a similar apartment, had
flatly declined to stop in it, saying that the look of the place gave
him the horrors, and that he might as well be dead and buried in his
grandfather's brick grave at once, and expressed his determination of
sleeping with me if I would allow him. This, of course, I was only too
glad to do.
The night passed very comfortably on the whole. I say on the whole,
for personally I went through a most horrible nightmare of being buried
alive, induced, no doubt, by the sepulchral nature of my surroundings.
At dawn we were aroused by a loud trumpeting sound, produced, as we
afterwards discovered, by a young Amahagger blowing through a hole
bored in its side into a hollowed elephant tusk, which was kept for the
purpose.
Taking the hint, we got up and went down to the stream to wash,
after which the morning meal was served. At breakfast one of the women,
no longer quite young, advanced, and publicly kissed Job. I think it
was in its way the most delightful thing (putting its impropriety
aside for a moment) that I ever saw. Never shall I forget the
respectable Job's abject terror and disgust. Job, like myself, is a bit
of a mysogynist—I fancy chiefly owing to the fact of his having been
one of a family of seventeen— and the feelings expressed upon his
countenance when he realised that he was not only being embraced
publicly, and without authorisation on his own part, but also in the
presence of his masters, were too mixed and painful to admit of
accurate description. He sprang to his feet, and pushed the woman, a
buxom person of about thirty, from him.
'Well, I never!' he gasped, whereupon probably thinking that he was
only coy, she embraced him again.
'Be off with you! Get away, you minx!' he shouted, waving the wooden
spoon, with which he was eating his breakfast, up and down before the
lady's face. 'Beg your pardon, gentlemen, I am sure I haven't
encouraged her. Oh, Lord! she's coming for me again. Hold her, Mr.
Holly! please hold her! I can't stand it; I can't indeed. This has
never happened to me before, gentlemen, never. There's nothing against
my character,' and here he broke off, and ran as hard as he could go
down the cave, and for once I saw the Amahagger laugh. As for the
woman, however, she did not laugh. On the contrary, she seemed to
bristle with fury, which the mockery of the other women about only
served to intensify. She stood there literally snarling and shaking
with indignation, and, seeing her, I wished Job's scruples had been at
Jericho, forming a shrewd guess that his admirable behaviour had
endangered our throats. Nor, as the sequel shows, was I wrong.
The lady having retreated, Job returned in a great state of
nervousness, and keeping his weather eye fixed upon every woman who
came near him. I took an opportunity to explain to our hosts that Job
was a married man, and had had very unhappy experiences in his domestic
relations, which accounted for his presence here and his terror at the
sight of women, but my remarks were received in grim silence, it being
evident that our retainer's behaviour was considered as a slight to
the 'household' at large, although the women, after the manner of some
of their more civilised sisters, made merry at the rebuff of their
companion.
After breakfast we took a walk and inspected the Amahagger herds,
and also their cultivated lands. They have two breeds of cattle, one
large and angular, with no horns, but yielding beautiful milk, and the
other, a red breed, very small and fat, excellent for meat, but of no
value for milking purposes. This last breed closely resembles the
Norfolk red-pole strain, only it has horns which generally curve
forward over the head, sometimes to such an extent that they have to be
cut to prevent them from growing into the bones of the skull. The goats
are long-haired, and are used for eating only, at least I never saw
them milked. As for the Amahagger cultivation, it is primitive in the
extreme, being all done by means of a spade made of iron, for these
people smelt and work iron. This spade is shaped more like a big
spear-head than anything else, and has no shoulder to it on which the
foot can be set. As a consequence, the labour of digging is very great.
It is, however, all done by the men, the women, contrary to the habits
of most savage races, being entirely exempt from manual toil. But then,
as I think I have said elsewhere, among the Amahagger the weaker sex
has established its rights.
At first we were much puzzled as to the origin and constitution of
this extraordinary race, points upon which they were singularly
uncommunicative. As the time went on—for the next four days passed
without any striking event—we learnt something from Leo's lady friend
Ustane, who, by the way, stuck to that young gentleman like his own
shadow. As to origin, they had none, at least, so far as she was aware.
There were, however, she informed us, mounds of masonry and many
pillars near the place where She lived, which was called Kôr, and which
the wise said had once been houses wherein men lived, and it was
suggested that they were descended from these men. No one, however,
dared go near these great ruins, because they were haunted: they only
looked on them from a distance. Other similar ruins were to be seen;
she had heard, in various parts of the country, that is, wherever one
of the mountains rose above the level of the swamp. Also the caves in
which they lived had been hollowed out of the rocks by men, perhaps the
same who built the cities. They themselves had no written laws, only
custom, which was, however, quite as binding as law. If any man
offended against the custom, he was put to death by order of the Father
of the 'Household.' I asked how he was put to death, and she only
smiled, and said that I might see one day soon.
They had a Queen, however. She was their Queen, but she was very
rarely seen, perhaps once in two or three years, when she came forth to
pass sentence on some offenders, and when seen was muffled up in a big
cloak, so that nobody could look upon her face. Those who waited upon
her were deaf and dumb, and therefore could tell no tales, but it was
reported that she was lovely as no other woman was lovely, or ever had
been. It was rumoured also that she was immortal, and had power over
all things, but she, Ustane, could say nothing of all that. What she
believed was that the Queen chose a husband from time to time, and as
soon as a female child was born this husband, who was never again seen,
was put to death. Then the female child grew up and took the place of
the Queen when its mother died, and had been buried in the great caves.
But of these matters none could speak for certain. Only She was obeyed
throughout the length and breadth of the land, and to question her
command was certain death. She kept a guard, but had no regular army,
and to disobey her was to die.
I asked what size the land was, and how many people lived in it. She
answered that there were ten 'Households,' like this that she knew of,
including the big 'Household,' where the Queen was, that all the
'Households' lived in caves, in places resembling this stretch of
raised country, dotted about in a vast extent of swamp, which was only
to be threaded by secret paths. Often the 'Households' made war on
each other until She sent word that it was to stop, and then they
instantly ceased. That and the fever which they caught in crossing the
swamps prevented their numbers from increasing too much. They had no
connection with any other race, indeed none lived near them, or were
able to thread the vast swamps. Once an army from the direction of the
great river (presumably the Zambesi) had attempted to attack them, but
they got lost in the marshes, and at night, seeing the great balls of
fire that move about there, tried to come to them, thinking that they
marked the enemy's camp, and half of them were drowned. As for the
rest, they soon died of fever and starvation, not a blow being struck
at them. The marshes, she told us, were absolutely impassable except to
those who knew the paths, adding, what I could well believe, that we
should never have reached this place where we then were had we not been
brought thither.
These and many other things we learnt from Ustane during the four
days' pause before our real adventures began, and, as may be imagined,
they gave us considerable cause for thought. The whole thing was
exceedingly remarkable, almost incredibly so, indeed, and the oddest
part of it was that so far it did more or less correspond to the
ancient writing on the sherd. And now it appeared that there was a
mysterious Queen clothed by rumour with dread and wonderful attributes,
and commonly known by the impersonal but, to my mind, rather awesome
title of She. Altogether, I could not make it out, nor could Leo,
though of course he was exceedingly triumphant over me because I had
persistently mocked at the whole thing. As for Job, he had long since
abandoned any attempt to call his reason his own, and left it to drift
upon the sea of circumstance. Mahomed, the Arab, who was, by the way,
treated civilly indeed, but with chilling contempt, by the Amahagger,
was, I discovered, in a great fright, though I could not quite make out
what he was frightened about. He would sit crouched up in a corner of
the cave all day long, calling upon Allah and the Prophet to protect
him. When I pressed him about it, he said that he was afraid because
these people were not men and women at all, but devils, and that this
was an enchanted land; and, upon my word, once or twice since then I
have been inclined to agree with him. And so the time went on, till the
night of the fourth day after Billali had left, when something happened.
We three and Ustane were sitting round a fire in the cave just
before bedtime, when suddenly the woman, who had been brooding in
silence, rose, and laid her hand upon Leo's golden curls, and addressed
him. Even now, when I shut my eyes, I can see her proud, imperial form,
clothed alternately in dense shadow and the red flickering of the fire,
as she stood, the wild centre of as weird a scene as I ever witnessed,
and delivered herself of the burden of her thoughts and forebodings in
a kind of rhythmical speech that ran something as follows:— Thou art
my chosen—I have waited for thee from the beginning!
Thou art very beautiful. Who hath hair like unto thee, or skin so
white?
Who hath so strong an arm, who is so much a man?
Thine eyes are the sky, and the light in them is the stars.
Thou art perfect and of a happy face, and my heart turned itself
towards thee.
Ay, when mine eyes fell on thee I did desire thee,—
Then did I take thee to me—thou, my Beloved, And hold thee fast,
lest harm should come unto thee. Ay, I did cover thine head with mine
hair, lest the sun should strike it;
And altogether was I thine, and thou wast altogether mine.
And so it went for a little space, till Time was in labour with an
evil Day; And then what befell on that day? Alas! my Belored, I know
not!
But I, I saw thee no more—I, I was lost in the blackness.
And she who is stronger did take thee; ay, she who is fairer than
Ustane.
Yet didst thou turn and call upon me, and let thine eyes wander in
the darkness.
But, nevertheless, she prevailed by Beauty, and led thee down
horrible places,
And then, ah! then my Beloved—
Here this extraordinary woman broke off her speech, or chant, which
was so much musical gibberish to us, for all that we understood of what
she was talking about, and seemed to fix her flashing eyes upon the
deep shadow before her. Then in a moment they acquired a vacant,
terrified stare, as though they were striving to realise some half-seen
horror. She lifted her hand from Leo's head, and pointed into the
darkness. We all looked, and could see nothing; but she saw something,
or thought she did, and something evidently that affected even her iron
nerves, for, without another sound, down she fell senseless between us.
Leo, who was growing really attached to this remarkable young
person, was in a great state of alarm and distress, and I, to be
perfectly candid, was in a condition not far removed from superstitious
fear. The whole scene was an uncanny one.
Presently, however, she recovered, and sat up with an extraordinary
convulsive shudder.
'What didst thou mean, Ustane?' asked Leo, who, thanks to years of
tuition, spoke Arabic very prettily.
'Nay, my chosen,' she answered with a little forced laugh. 'I did
but sing unto thee after the fashion of my people. Surely, I meant
nothing. How could I speak of that which is not yet?'
'And what didst thou see, Ustane?' I asked, looking her sharply in
the face.
'Nay,' she answered again; 'I saw naught. Ask me not what I saw.
Why should I fright ye?' And then, turning to Leo with a look of the
most utter tenderness that I ever saw upon the face of a woman,
civilised or savage, she took his head between her hands, and kissed
him on the forehead as a mother might. 'When I am gone from thee, my
chosen; when at night thou stretchest out thine hand and canst not find
me, then shouldst thou think at times of me, for of a truth I love thee
well, though I be not fit to wash thy feet. And now let us love and
take that which is given us, and be happy; for in the grave there is no
love and no warmth, nor any touching of the lips. Nothing perchance, or
perchance but bitter memories of what might have been. To-night the
hours are our own, how know we to whom they shall belong to-morrow?
On the day following this remarkable scene—a scene calculated to
make a deep impression upon anybody who beheld it, more because of what
it suggested and seemed to foreshadow than of what it revealed—it was
announced to us that a feast would be held that evening in our honour.
I did my best to get out of it, saying that we were modest people, and
cared little for feasts, but my remarks being received with the silence
of displeasure, I thought it wisest to hold my tongue.
Accordingly, just before sundown, I was informed that everything was
ready, and, accompanied by Job, went into the cave, where I met Leo,
who was, as usual, followed by Ustane. These two had been out walking
somewhere, and knew nothing of the projected festivity till that
moment. When Ustane heard of it I saw an expression of horror spring up
upon her handsome features. Turning, she caught a man who was passing
up the cave by the arm, and asked him something in an imperious tone.
His answer seemed to reassure her a little, for she looked relieved,
though far from satisfied. Next she appeared to attempt some
remonstrance with the man, who was a person in authority, but he spoke
angrily to her, and shook her off, and then changing his mind, led her
by the arm, and sat her down between himself and another man in the
circle round the fire, and I perceived that for some reason of her own
she thought it best to submit.
The fire in the cave was an unusually big one that night, and in a
large circle round it were gathered about thirty-five men and two
women, Ustane and the woman to avoid whom Job had played the rôle of
another Scriptural character. The men were sitting in perfect silence,
as was their custom, each with his great spear stuck upright behind
him, in a socket cut in the rock for that purpose. Only one or two wore
the yellowish linen garment of which I have spoken, the rest had
nothing on except the leopard's skin about the middle.
'What's up now, sir?' said Job, doubtfully. 'Bless us and save us,
there's that woman again. Now, surely, she can't be after me, seeing
that I have given her no encouragement. They give me the creeps, the
whole lot of them, and that's a fact. Why, look, they have asked
Mahomed to dine, too. There, that lady of mine is talking to him in as
nice and civil a way as possible. Well, I'm glad it isn't me, that's
all.'
We looked up, and sure enough the woman in question had risen, and
was escorting the wretched Mahomed from the corner, where, overcome by
some acute prescience of horror, he had been seated, shivering, and
calling on Allah. He appeared unwilling enough to come, if for no other
reason perhaps because it was an unaccustomed honour, for hitherto his
food had been given to him apart. Anyway I could see that he was in a
state of great terror, for his tottering legs would scarcely support
his stout, bulky form, and I think it was rather owing to the resources
of barbarism behind him, in the shape of a huge Amahagger with a
proportionately huge spear, than to the seduction of the lady who led
him by the hand, that he consented to come at all.
'Well,' I said to the others, 'I don't at all like the look of
things, but I suppose that we must face it out. Have you fellows got
your revolvers on? because, if so, you had better see that they are
loaded.'
'I have, sir,' said Job, tapping his Colt, 'but Mr. Leo has only got
his hunting-knife, though that is big enough, surely.'
Feeling that it would not do to wait while the missing weapon was
fetched, we advanced boldly, and seated ourselves in a line, with our
backs against the side of the cave.
As soon as we were seated, an earthenware jar was passed round
containing a fermented fluid, of by no means unpleasant taste, though
apt to turn upon the stomach, made of crushed grain—not Indian corn,
but a small brown grain that grows upon the stem in clusters, not
unlike that which in the southern part of Africa is known by the name
of Kafir corn. The vase in which this liquid was handed round was very
curious, and as it more or less resembled many hundreds of others in
use among the Amahagger I may as well describe it. These vases are of a
very ancient manufacture, and of all sizes. None such can have been
made in the country for hundreds, or rather thousands, of years. They
are found in the rock tombs, of which I shall give a description in
their proper place, and my own belief is that, after the fashion of the
Egyptians, with whom the former inhabitants of this country may have
had some connection, they were used to receive the viscera of the dead.
Leo, however, is of opinion that, as in the case of Etruscan amphoræ,
they were placed there for the spiritual use of the deceased. They are
mostly two-handled, and of all sizes, some being nearly three feet in
height, and running from that down to as many inches. In shape they
vary, but are all exceedingly beautiful and graceful, being made of a
very fine black ware, not lustrous, but slightly rough. On this
groundwork were inlaid figures much more graceful and lifelike than any
others I have seen on antique vases. Some of these inlaid pictures
represented love-scenes with a childlike simplicity and freedom of
manner which would not commend itself to the taste of the present day.
Others again were pictures of maidens dancing, and yet others of
hunting-scenes. For instance, the very vase from which we were then
drinking had on one side a most spirited drawing of men, apparently
white in colour, attacking a bull-elephant with spears, while on the
reverse was a picture, not quite so well done, of a hunter shooting an
arrow at a running antelope, I should say from the look of it either
an eland or a koodoo.
This is a digression at a critical moment, but it is not too long
for the occasion, for the occasion itself was very long. With the
exception of the periodical passing of the vase, and the movement
necessary to throw fuel on to the fire, nothing happened for the best
part of a whole hour. Nobody spoke a word. There we all sat in perfect
silence, staring at the glare and glow of the large fire, and at the
shadows thrown by the flickering earthenware lamps (which, by the way,
were not ancient). On the open space between us and the fire lay a
large wooden tray, with four short handles to it, exactly like a
butcher's tray, only not hollowed out. By the side of the tray was a
great pair of long-handled iron pincers, and on the other side of the
fire was a similar pair. Somehow I did not at all like the appearance
of this tray and the accompanying pincers. There I sat and stared at
them and at the silent circle of the fierce moody faces of the men, and
reflected that it was all very awful, and that we were absolutely in
the power of this alarming people, who, to me at any rate, were all the
more formidable because their true character was still very much of a
mystery to us. They might be better than I thought them, or they might
be worse. I feared that they were worse, and I was not wrong. It was a
curious sort of a feast, I reflected, in appearance, indeed, an
entertainment of the Barmecide stamp, for there was absolutely nothing
to eat.
At last, just as I was beginning to feel as though I were being
mesmerised, a move was made. Without the slightest warning, a man from
the other side of the circle called out in a loud voice—
'Where is the flesh that we shall eat?'
Thereon everybody in the circle answered in a deep measured tone,
and stretching out the right arm towards the fire as he spoke—
'The flesh will come.'
'Is it a goat?' said the same man.
'It is a goat without horns, and more than a goat, and we shall slay
it,' they answered with one voice, and turning half round they one and
all grasped the handles of their spears with the right hand, and then
simultaneously let them go.
'Is it an ox?' said the man again.
'It is an ox without horns, and more than an ox, and we shall slay
it,' was the answer, and again the spears were grasped, and again let
go.
Then came a pause, and I noticed, with horror and a rising of the
hair, that the woman next to Mahomed began to fondle him, patting his
cheeks, and calling him by names of endearment, while her fierce eyes
played up and down his trembling form. I do not know why the sight
frightened me so, but it did frighten us all dreadfully, especially
Leo. The caressing was so snake-like, and so evidently a part of some
ghastly formula that had to be gone through. I saw Mahomed turn white
under his brown skin, sickly white with fear.
'Is the meat ready to be cooked?' asked the voice, more rapidly.
'It is ready; it is ready.'
'Is the pot hot to cook it?' it continued, in a sort of scream that
echoed painfully down the great recesses of the cave.
'It is hot; it is hot.'
'Great heavens!' roared Leo, 'remember the writing, "The people who
place pots upon the heads of strangers."'
As he said the words, before we could stir, or even take the matter
in, two great ruffians jumped up, and, seizing the long pincers,
plunged them into the heart of the fire, and the woman who had been
caressing Mahomed suddenly produced a fibre noose from under her girdle
or moocha, and, slipping it over his shoulders, ran it tight, while the
men next him seized him by the legs. The two men with the pincers gave
a heave, and, scattering the fire this way and that upon the rocky
floor, lifted from it a large earthenware pot, heated to a white heat.
In an instant, almost with a single movement, they had reached the spot
where Mahomed was struggling. He fought like a fiend, shrieking in the
abandonment of his despair, and notwithstanding the noose round him,
and the efforts of the men who held his legs, the advancing wretches
were for the moment unable to accomplish their purpose, which, horrible
and incredible as it seems, was to put the red-hot pot upon his head.
I sprang to my feet with a yell of horror, and drawing my revolver
fired it by a sort of instinct straight at the diabolical woman who had
been caressing Mahomed, and was now gripping him in her arms. The
bullet struck her in the back and killed her, and to this day I am glad
that it did, for, as it afterwards transpired, she had availed herself
of the anthropophagous customs of the Amahagger to organise the whole
thing in revenge of the slight put upon her by Job. She sank down dead,
and as she did so, to my terror and dismay, Mahomed, by a superhuman
effort, burst from his tormentors, and, springing high into the air,
fell dying upon her corpse. The heavy bullet from my pistol had driven
through the bodies of both, at once striking down the murdress, and
saving her victim from a death a hundred times more horrible. It was an
awful and yet a most merciful accident.
For a moment there was a silence of astonishment. The Amahagger had
never heard the report of a firearm before, and its effects dismayed
them. But the next a man close to us recovered himself, and seized his
spear preparatory to making a lunge with it at Leo, who was the nearest
to him.
'Run for it!' I shouted, setting the example by starting up the cave
as hard as my legs would carry me. I would have made for the open air
if it had been possible, but there were men in the way, and, besides, I
had caught sight of the forms of a crowd of people standing out clear
against the skyline beyond the entrance to the cave. Up the cave I
went, and after me came the others, and after them thundered the whole
crowd of cannibals, mad with fury at the death of the woman. With a
bound I cleared the prostrate form of Mahomed. As I flew over him I
felt the heat from the red hot pot, which was lying close by, strike
upon my legs, and by its glow saw his hands—for he was not quite
dead—still feebly moving. At the top of the cave was a little
platform of rock three feet or so high by about eight deep, on which
two large lamps were placed at night. Whether this platform had been
left as a seat, or as a raised point afterwards to be cut away when it
had served its purpose as a standing-place from which to carry on the
excavations, I do not know—at least, I did not then. At any rate, we
all three reached it, and, jumping on it, prepared to sell our lives as
dearly as we could. For a few seconds the crowd that was pressing on
our heels hung back when they saw us face round upon them. Job was on
one side of the rock to the left, Leo in the centre, and I to the
right. Behind us were the lamps. Leo bent forward, and looked down the
long lane of shadows, terminated in the fire and lighted lamps, through
which the quiet forms of our would-be murderers flitted to and fro with
the faint light glinting on their spears, for even their fury was
silent as a bulldog's. The only other thing visible was the red-hot pot
still glowing angrily in the gloom. There was a curious light in Leo's
eyes, and his handsome face was set like a stone. In his right hand was
his heavy hunting-knife. He shifted its thong a little up his wrist,
and then put his arm round me and gave me a good hug.
'Good-bye, old fellow,' he said, 'my dear friend—my more than
father. We have no chance against those scoundrels; they will finish us
in a few minutes, and eat us afterwards, I suppose. Good-bye. I led you
into this. I hope you will forgive me. Good-bye, Job.'
'God's will be done,' I said, setting my teeth, as I prepared for
the end. At that moment, with an exclamation, Job lifted his revolver
and fired, and hit a man— not the man he had aimed at, by the way:
anything that Job shot at was perfectly safe.
On they came with a rush, and I fired too as fast as I could, and
checked them—between us, Job and I, besides the woman, killed or
mortally wounded five men with our pistols before they were emptied.
But we had no time to reload, and they still came on in a way that was
almost splendid in its recklessness, seeing that they did not know but
that we could go on firing for ever.
A great fellow bounded up upon the platform, and Leo struck him dead
with one blow of his powerful arm, sending the knife right through him.
I did the same by another, but Job missed his stroke, and I saw a
brawny Amahagger, grip him by the middle and whirl him off the rock.
The knife not being secured by a thong fell from Job's hand as he did
so, and, by a most happy accident for him, lit upon its handle on the
rock, just as the body of the Amahagger being undermost, hit upon its
point and was transfixed upon it. What happened to Job after that I am
sure I do not know, but my own impression is that he lay still upon the
corpse of his deceased assailant, 'playing 'possum' as the Americans
say. As for myself, I was soon involved in a desperate encounter with
two ruffians who, luckily for me, had left their spears behind them;
and for the first time in my life the great physical power with which
Nature has endowed me stood me in good stead. I had hacked at the head
of one man with my hunting-knife, which was almost as big and heavy as
a short sword, with such vigour, that the sharp steel had split his
skull down to the eyes, and was held so fast by it that as he suddenly
fell sideways the knife was twisted right out of my hand.
Then it was that the two others sprang upon me. I saw them coming,
and got an arm round the waist of each, and down we all fell upon the
floor of the cave together, rolling over and over. They were strong
men, but I was mad with rage, and that awful lust for slaughter which
will creep into the hearts of the most civilised of us when blows are
flying, and life and death tremble on the turn. My arms were round the
two swarthy demons, and I hugged them till I heard their ribs crack and
crunch up beneath my gripe. They twisted and writhed like snakes, and
clawed and battered at me with their fists, but I held on. Lying on my
back there, so that their bodies might protect me from spear thrusts
from above, I slowly crushed the life out of them, and as I did so,
strange as it may seem, I thought of what the amiable Head of my
College at Cambridge (who is a member of the Peace Society) and my
brother Fellows would say if by clairvoyance they could see me, of all
men, playing such a bloody game. Soon my assailants grew faint, and
almost ceased to struggle, their breath had failed them, and they were
dying, but still I dared not leave them, for they died very slowly. I
knew that if I relaxed my grip they would revive. The other ruffians
probably thought—for we were all three lying in the shadow of the
ledge—that we were all dead together, at any rate they did not
interfere with our little tragedy.
I turned my head, and as I lay gasping in the throes of that awful
struggle I could see that Leo was off the rock now, for the lamplight
fell full upon him. He was still on his feet, but in the centre of a
surging mass of struggling men, who were striving to pull him down as
wolves pull down a stag. Up above them towered his beautiful pale face
crowned with its bright curls (for Leo is six feet two high), and I saw
that he was fighting with a desperate abandonment and energy that was
at once splendid and hideous to behold. He drove his knife through one
man— they were so close to him and mixed up with him that they could
not get at him to kill him with their big spears, and they had no
knives or sticks. The man fell, and then somehow the knife was wrenched
from his hand, leaving him defenceless, and I thought the end had come.
But no; with a desperate effort he broke loose from them, seized the
body of the man he had just slain, and lifting it high in the air
hurled it right at the mob of his assailants, so that the shock and
weight of it swept some five or six of them to the earth. But in a
minute they were all up again, except one, whose skull was smashed, and
had once more fastened upon him. And then slowly, and with infinite
labour and struggling, the wolves bore the lion down. Once even then he
recovered himself, and felled an Amahagger with his fist, but it was
more than man could do to hold his own for long against so many, and at
last he came crashing down upon the rock floor, falling as an oak
falls, and bearing with him to the earth all those who clung about him.
They gripped him by his arms and legs, and then cleared off his body.
'A spear,' cried a voice—'a spear to cut his throat, and a vessel
to catch his blood.'
I shut my eyes, for I saw the man coming with a spear, and myself, I
could not stir to Leo's help, for I was growing weak, and the two men
on me were not yet dead, and a deadly sickness overcame me.
Then suddenly there was a disturbance, and involuntarily I opened my
eyes again, and looked towards the scene of murder. The girl Ustane had
thrown herself on Leo's prostrate form, covering his body with her
body, and fastening her arms about his neck. They tried to drag her
from him, but she twisted her legs round his, and hung on like a
bulldog, or rather like a creeper to a tree, and they could not. Then
they tried to stab him in the side without hurting her, but somehow she
shielded him, and he was only wounded.
At last they lost patience.
'Drive the spear through the man and the woman together,' said a
voice, the same voice that had asked the questions at that ghastly
feast, 'so of a verity shall they be wed.'
Then I saw the man with the weapon straighten himself for the
effort. I saw the cold steel gleam on high, and once more I shut my
eyes.
As I did so I heard the voice of a man thunder out in tones that
rang and echoed down the rocky ways—
'Cease!'
Then I fainted, and as I did so it flashed through my darkening mind
that I was passing down into the last oblivion of death.
When I opened my eyes again I found myself lying on a skin mat not
far from the fire round which we had been gathered for that dreadful
feast. Near me lay Leo, still apparently in a swoon, and over him was
bending the tall form of the girl Ustane, who was washing a deep spear
wound in his side with cold water preparatory to binding it up with
linen. Leaning against the wall of the cave behind her was Job,
apparently uninjured, but bruised and trembling. On the other side of
the fire, tossed about this way and that, as though they had thrown
themselves down to sleep in some moment of absolute exhaustion, were
the bodies of those whom we had killed in our frightful struggle for
life. I counted them: there were twelve beside the woman, and the
corpse of poor Mahomed, who had died by my hand, which, the
fire-stained pot at its side, was placed at the end of the irregular
line. To the left a body of men were engaged in binding the arms of the
survivors of the cannibals behind them, and then fastening them two and
two. The villains were submitting with a look of sulky indifference
upon their faces which accorded ill with the baffled fury that gleamed
in their sombre eyes. In front of these men, directing the operations,
stood no other than our friend Billali, looking rather tired, but
particularly patriarchal with his flowing beard, and as cool and
unconcerned as though he were superintending the cutting up of an ox.
Presently he turned, and perceiving that I was sitting up advanced
to me, and with the utmost courtesy said that he trusted that I felt
better. I answered that at present I scarcely knew how I felt, except
that I ached all over.
Then he bent down and examined Leo's wound.
'It is a nasty cut,' he said, 'but the spear has not pierced the
entrails. He will recover.'
'Thanks to thy arrival, my father,' I answered. 'In another minute
we should all have been beyond the reach of recovery, for those devils
of thine would have slain us as they would have slain our servant,' and
I pointed towards Mahomed.
The old man ground his teeth, and I saw an extraordinary expression
of malignity light up his eyes.
'Fear not, my son,' he answered. 'Vengeance shall be taken on them
such as would make the flesh twist upon the bones merely to hear of it.
To She shall they go, and her vengeance shall be worthy of her
greatness. That man,' pointing to Mahomed, 'I tell thee that man would
have died a merciful death to the death these hyæna-men shall die. Tell
me, I pray of thee, how it came about.'
In a few words I sketched what had happened.
'Ah, so,' he answered. 'Thou seest, my son, here there is a custom
that if a stranger comes into this country he may be slain by "the
pot," and eaten.'
'It is hospitality turned upside down,' I answered feebly. 'In our
country we entertain a stranger, and give him food to eat. Here ye eat
him, and are entertained.'
'It is a custom,' he answered, with a shrug. 'Myself I think it an
evil one; but then,' he added by an afterthought, 'I do not like the
taste of strangers, especially after they have wandered through the
swamps and lived on wildfowl. When She-who-must-be-obeyed sent orders
that ye were to be saved alive she said naught of the black man,
therefore, being hyænas, these men lusted after his flesh, and the
woman it was, whom thou didst rightly slay, who put it into their evil
hearts to hot-pot him. Well, they will have their reward. Better for
them would it be if they had never seen the light than that they
should stand before She in her terrible anger. Happy are those of them
who died by your hands.
'Ah,' he went on, 'it was a gallant fight that ye fought. Knowest
thou, that thou, long-armed old baboon that thou art, hast crushed in
the ribs of those two who are laid out there as though they were but as
the shell on an egg? And the young one, the lion, it was a beautiful
stand that he made—one against so many—three did he slay outright,
and that one there'—and he pointed to a body that was still moving a
little—'will die anon, for his head is cracked across, and others of
those who are bound are hurt. It was a gallant fight, and thou and he
have made a friend of me by it, for I love to see a well-fought fray.
But tell me, my son, the baboon—and now I think of it thy face, too,
is hairy, and altogether like a baboon's—how was it that ye slew
those with a hole in them?—Ye made a noise, they say, and slew
them—they fell down on their faces at the noise?'
I explained to him as well as I could, but very shortly— I was
terribly wearied, and only persuaded to talk at all through fear of
offending one so powerful if I refused to do so—what were the
properties of gunpowder, and he instantly suggested that I should
illustrate what I said by operating on the person of one of the
prisoners. One, he said, never would be counted, and it would not only
be very interesting to him, but would give me an opportunity of an
instalment of revenge. He was greatly astounded when I told him that it
was not our custom to avenge ourselves in cold blood, and that we left
vengeance to the law and a higher power, of which he knew nothing. I
added, however, that when I recovered I would take him out shooting
with us, and he should kill an animal for himself, and at this he was
as pleased as a child at the promise of a new toy.
Just then Leo opened his eyes beneath the stimulus of some brandy
(of which we still had a little) that Job had poured down his throat,
and our conversation came to an end.
After this we managed to get Leo, who was in a very poor way
indeed, and only half-conscious, safely off to bed, supported by Job
and that brave girl Ustane, to whom, had I not been afraid she might
resent it, I would certainly have given a kiss for her splendid
behaviour in saving my dear boy's life at the risk of her own. But
Ustane was not the sort of young person with whom one would care to
take liberties unless one were perfectly certain that they would not be
misunderstood, so I repressed my inclinations. Then, bruised and
battered, but with a sense of safety in my breast to which I had for
some days been a stranger, I crept off to my own little sepulchre, not
forgetting before I laid down in it to thank Providence from the bottom
of my heart that it was not a sepulchre indeed, as were it not for a
merciful combination of events that I can only attribute to its
protection, it would certainly have been for me that night. Few men
have been nearer their end and yet escaped it than we were on that
dreadful day.
I am a bad sleeper at the best of times, and my dreams that night
when at last I got to rest were not of the pleasantest. The awful
vision of poor Mahomed struggling to escape the red-hot pot would haunt
them, and then in the background, as it were, a veiled form was always
hovering, which, from time to time, seemed to draw the coverings from
its body, revealing now the perfect shape of a lovely blooming woman,
and now again the white bones of a grinning skeleton, and which, as it
veiled and unveiled, uttered the mysterious and apparently meaningless
sentence:—
'That which is alive hath known death, and that which is dead yet
can never die, for in the Circle of the Spirit life is naught and death
is naught. Yea, all things live for ever, though at times they sleep
and are forgotten.'
The morning came at last, but when it came I found that I was too
stiff and sore to rise. About seven Job arrived, limping terribly, and
with his face the colour of a rotten apple, and told me that Leo had
slept fairly, but was very weak. Two hours afterwards Billai (Job
called him 'Billy-goat,' to which, indeed, his white beard gave him
some resemblance, or more familiarly 'Billy') came too, bearing a lamp
in his hand, his towering form reaching nearly to the roof of the
little chamber. I pretended to be asleep, and through the cracks of my
eyelids watched his sardonic but handsome old face. He fixed his
hawk-like eyes upon me, and stroked his glorious white beard, which, by
the way, would have been worth a hundred a year to any London barber as
an advertisement.
'Ah!' I heard him mutter (Billali had a habit of muttering to
himself), 'he is ugly—ugly as the other is beautiful—a very Baboon,
it was a good name. But I like the man. Strange now, at my age, that I
should like a man. What says the proverb—"Mistrust all men, and slay
him whom thou mistrustest overmuch; and as for women, flee from them,
for they are evil, and in the end will destroy thee." It is a good
proverb, especially the last part of it: I think it must have come down
from the ancients. Nevertheless I like this Baboon, and I wonder where
they taught him his tricks, and I trust that She will not bewitch him.
Poor Baboon! he must be wearied after that fight. I will go lest I
should awake him.'
I waited till he had turned and was nearly through the entrance,
walking softly on tiptoe, and then I called after him.
'My father,' I said, 'is it thou?'
'Yes, my son, it is I; but let me not disturb thee. I did but come
to see how thou didst fare, and to tell thee that those who would have
slain thee, my Baboon, are by now well on their road to She. She said
that ye also were to come at once, but I fear ye cannot yet.'
'Nay,' I said, 'not till we have recovered a little; but have me
borne out into the daylight, I pray thee, my father. I love not this
place.'
'Ah, no,' he answered, 'it hath a sad air. I remember when I was a
boy I found the body of a fair woman lying where thou liest now, yes,
on that very bench. She was so beautiful that I was wont to creep in
hither with a lamp and gaze upon her. Had it not been for her cold
hands, almost could I think that she slept and would one day awake, so
fair and peaceful was she in her robes of white. White was she, too,
and her hair was yellow and lay down her almost to the feet. There are
many such still in the tombs at the place where She is, for those who
set them there had a way I know naught of, whereby to keep their
beloved out of the crumbling hand of Decay, even when Death had slain
them. Ay, day by day I came hither, and gazed on her till at last,
laugh not at me, stranger, for I was but a silly lad, I learned to love
that dead form, that shell which once had held a life that no more is.
I would creep up to her and kiss her cold face, and wonder how many men
had lived and died since she was, and who had loved her and embraced
her in the days that long had passed away. And, my Baboon, I think I
learned wisdom from that dead one, for of a truth it taught me of the
littleness of life, and the length of Death, and how all things that
are under the sun go down one path, and are for ever forgotten. And so
I mused, and it seemed to me that wisdom flowed into me from the dead,
till one day my mother, a watchful woman, but hasty-minded, seeing I
was changed, followed me, and saw the beautiful white one, and feared
that I was bewitched, as, indeed, I was. So half in dread, and half in
anger, she took the lamp, and standing the dead woman up against the
wall there, set fire to her hair, and she burnt fiercely, even down to
the feet, for those who are thus kept burn excellently well.
'See, my son, there on the roof is yet the smoke of her burning.'
I looked up doubtfully, and there, sure enough, on the roof of the
sepulchre, was a peculiarly unctuous and sooty mark, three feet or more
across. Doubtless it had in the course of years been rubbed off the
sides of the little cave, but on the roof it remained, and there was no
mistaking its appearance.
'She burnt,' he went on in a meditative way, 'even to the feet, but
the feet I came back and saved, cutting the burnt bone from them, and
hid them under the stone bench there, wrapped up in a piece of linen.
Surely, I remember it as though it were but yesterday. Perchance they
are there if none have found them, even to this hour. Of a truth I have
not entered this chamber from that time to this very day. Stay, I will
look,' and, kneeling down, he groped about with his long arm in the
recess under the stone bench. Presently his face brightened, and with
an exclamation he pulled something forth that was caked in dust; which
he shook on to the floor. It was covered with the remains of a rotting
rag, which he undid, and revealed to my astonished gaze a beautifully
shaped and almost white woman's foot, looking as fresh and as firm as
though it had but now been placed there.
'Thou seest, my son, the Baboon,' he said, in a sad voice, 'I spake
the truth to thee, for here is yet one foot remaining. Take it, my son,
and gaze upon it.'
I took this cold fragment of mortality in my hand and looked at it
in the light of the lamp with feelings which I cannot describe, so
mixed up were they between astonishment, fear, and fascination. It was
light, much lighter I should say than it had been in the living state,
and the flesh to all appearance was still flesh, though about it there
clung a faintly aromatic odour. For the rest it was not shrunk or
shrivelled, or even black and unsightly, like the flesh of Egyptian
mummies, but plump and fair, and, except where it had been slightly
burnt, perfect as on the day of death—a very triumph of embalming.
Poor little foot! I set it down upon the stone bench where it had
lain for so many thousand years, and wondered whose was the beauty that
it had upborne through the pomp and pageantry of a forgotten
civilisation—first as a merry child's, then as a blushing maid's, and
lastly as a perfect woman's. Through what halls of Life had its soft
step echoed, and in the end, with what courage had it trodden down the
dusty ways of Death! To whose side had it stolen in the hush of night
when the black slave slept upon the marble floor, and who had listened
for its stealing? Shapely little foot! Well might it have been set upon
the proud neck of a conqueror bent at last to woman's beauty, and well
might the lips of nobles and of kings have been pressed upon its
jewelled whiteness.
I wrapped up this relic of the past in the remnants of the old linen
rag which had evidently formed a portion of its owner's grave-clothes,
for it was partially burnt, and put it away in my Gladstone bag, which
I had bought at the Army and Navy Stores—a strange combination, I
thought. Then with Billali's help I staggered off to see Leo. I found
him dreadfully bruised, worse even than myself, perhaps owing to the
excessive whiteness of his skin, and faint and weak with the loss of
blood from the flesh wound in his side, but for all that cheerful as a
cricket, and asking for some breakfast. Job and Ustane got him on to
the bottom, or rather the sacking of a litter, which was removed from
its pole for that purpose, and with the aid of old Billali carried him
out into the shade at the mouth of the cave, from which, by the way,
every trace of the slaughter of the previous night had now been
removed, and there we all breakfasted, and indeed spent that day, and
most of the two following ones.
On the third morning Job and myself were practically recovered. Leo
also was so much better that I yielded to Billali's often expressed
entreaty, and agreed to start at once upon our journey to Kôr, which we
were told was the name of the place where the mysterious She lived,
though I still feared for its effects upon Leo, and especially lest the
motion should cause his wound, which was scarcely skinned over, to
break open again. Indeed, had it not been for Billali's evident anxiety
to get off, which led us to suspect that some difficulty or danger
might threaten us if we did not comply with it, I would not have
consented to go.
Within an hour of our finally deciding to start five litters were
brought up to the door of the cave, each accompanied by four regular
bearers and two spare hands, also a band of about fifty armed
Amahagger, who were to form the escort and carry the baggage. Three of
these litters, of course, were for us, and one for Billali, who, I was
immensely relieved to hear, was to be our companion, while the fifth I
presumed was for the use of Ustane.
'Does the lady go with us, my father?' I asked of Billali, as he
stood superintending things generally.
He shrugged his shoulders as he answered—
'If she wills. In this country the women do what they please. We
worship them, and give them their way, because without them the world
could not go on; they are the source of life.'
'Ah,' I said, the matter never having struck me quite in that light
before.
'We worship them,' he went on, 'up to a certain point, till at last
they get unbearable, which,' he added, 'they do about every second
generation.'
'And then what do you do?' I asked, with curiosity.
'Then,' he answered, with a faint smile, 'we rise, and kill the old
ones as an example to the young ones, and to show them that we are the
strongest. My poor wife was killed in that way three years ago. It was
very sad, but to tell thee the truth, my son, life has been happier
since, for my age protects me from the young ones.'
'In short,' I replied, quoting the saying of a great man whose
wisdom has not yet lightened the darkness of the Amahagger, 'thou hast
found thy position one of greater freedom and less responsibility.'
This phrase puzzled him a little at first from its vagueness, though
I think my translation hit off its sense very well, but at last he saw
it, and appreciated it.
'Yes, yes, my Baboon,' he said, 'I see it now, but all the
"responsibilities" are killed, at least some of them are, and that is
why there are so few old women about just now. Well, they brought it on
themselves. As for this girl,' he went on, in a graver tone, 'I know
not what to say. She is a brave girl, and she loves the Lion (Leo);
thou sawest how she clung to him, and saved his life. Also, she is,
according to our custom, wed to him, and has a right to go where he
goes, unless,' he added significantly, 'She would say her no, for her
word overrides all rights.'
'And if She bade her leave him, and the girl refused? What then?'
'If,' he said, with a shrug, 'the hurricane bids the tree to bend,
and it will not; what happens?'
And then, without waiting for an answer, he turned and walked to his
litter, and in ten minutes from that time we were all well under weigh.
It took us an hour and more to cross the cup of the volcanic plain,
and another half-hour or so to climb the edge on the farther side. Once
there, however, the view was a very fine one. Before us was a long
steep slope of grassy plain, broken here and there by clumps of trees
mostly of the thorn tribe. At the bottom of this gentle slope, some
nine or ten miles away, we could make out a dim sea of marsh, over
which the foul vapours hung like smoke about a city. It was easy going
for the bearers down the slopes, and by midday we had reached the
borders of the dismal swamp. Here we halted to eat our midday meal, and
then, following a winding and devious path, plunged into the morass.
Presently the path, at any rate to our unaccustomed eyes, grew so faint
as to be almost indistinguishable from those made by the aquatic beasts
and birds, and it is to this day a mystery to me how our bearers found
their way across the marshes. Ahead of the cavalcade marched two men
with long poles, which they now and again plunged into the ground
before them, the reason of this being that the nature of the soil
frequently changed from causes with which I am not acquainted, so that
places which might be safe enough to cross one month would certainly
swallow the wayfarer the next. Never did I see a more dreary and
depressing scene. Miles on miles of quagmire, varied only by bright
green strips of comparatively solid ground, and by deep and sullen
pools fringed with tall rushes, in which the bitterns boomed and the
frogs croaked incessantly: miles on miles of it without a break, unless
the fever fog can be called a break. The only life in this great morass
was that of the aquatic birds, and the animals that fed on them, of
both of which there were vast numbers. Geese, cranes, ducks, teal,
coot, snipe, and plover swarmed all around us, many being of varieties
that were quite new to me, and all so tame that one could almost have
knocked them over with a stick. Among these birds I especially noticed
a very beautiful variety of painted snipe, almost the size of woodcock,
and with a flight more resembling that bird's than an English snipe's.
In the pools, too, was a species of small alligator or enormous iguana,
I do not know which, that fed, Billali told me, upon the waterfowl,
also large quantities of a hideous black water-snake, of which the bite
is very dangerous, though not, I gathered, so deadly as a cobra's or a
puff adder's. The bull-frogs were also very large, and with voices
proportionate to their size; and as for the mosquitoes—the
'musqueteers,' as Job called them—they were, if possible, even worse
than they had been on the river, and tormented us greatly. Undoubtedly,
however, the worst feature of the swamp was the awful smell of rotting
vegetation that hung about it, which was at times positively
overpowering, and the malarious exhalations that accompanied it, which
we were of course obliged to breathe.
On we went through it all, till at last the sun sank in sullen
splendour just as we reached a spot of rising ground about two acres in
extent—a little oasis of dry in the midst of the miry
wilderness—where Billali announced that we were to camp. The camping,
however, turned out to be a very simple process, and consisted, in
fact, in sitting down on the ground round a scanty fire made of dry
reeds and some wood that had been brought with us. However, we made the
best we could of it, and smoked and ate with such appetite as the smell
of damp, stifling heat would allow, for it was very hot on this low
land, and yet, oddly enough, chilly at times. But, however hot it was,
we were glad enough to keep near the fire, because we found that the
mosquitoes did not like the smoke. Presently we rolled ourselves up in
our blankets and tried to go to sleep, but so far as I was concerned
the bull-frogs, and the extraordinary roaring and alarming sound
produced by hundreds of snipe hovering high in the air, made sleep an
impossibility, to say nothing of our other discomforts. I turned and
looked at Leo, who was next me; he was dozing, but his face had a
flushed appearance that I did not like, and by the flickering
fire-light I saw Ustane, who was lying on the other side of him, raise
herself from time to time upon her elbow, and look at him anxiously
enough.
However, I could do nothing for him, for we had all already taken a
good dose of quinine, which was the only preventive we had; so I lay
and watched the stars come out by thousands, till all the immense arch
of heaven was sewn with glittering points, and every point a world!
Here was a glorious sight by which man might well measure his own
insignificance! Soon I gave up thinking about it, for the mind wearies
easily when it strives to grapple with the Infinite, and to trace the
footsteps of the Almighty as he strides from sphere to sphere, or
deduce His purpose from His works. Such things are not for us to know.
Knowledge is to the strong, and we are weak. Too much wisdom would
perchance blind our imperfect sight, and too much strength would make
us drunk, and overweight our feeble reason till it fell, and we were
drowned in the depths of our own vanity. For what is the first result
of man's increased knowledge interpreted from Nature's book by the
persistent effort of his purblind observation? Is it not but too often
to make him question the existence of his Maker, or indeed of any
intelligent purpose beyond his own? The truth is veiled, because we
could no more look upon her glory than we can upon the sun. It would
destroy us. Full knowledge is not for man as man is here, for his
capacities, which he is apt to think so great, are indeed but small.
The vessel is soon filled, and, were one-thousandth part of the
unutterable and silent wisdom that directs the rolling of those shining
spheres, and the force which makes them roll, pressed into it, it would
be shattered into fragments. Perhaps in some other place and time it
may be otherwise, who can tell? Here the lot of man born of the flesh
is but to endure midst toil and tribulation, to catch at the bubbles
blown by Fate, which he calls pleasures, thankful if before they burst
they rest a moment in his hand, and when the tragedy is played out, and
his hour comes to perish, to pass humbly whither he knows not.
Above me, as I lay, shone the eternal stars, and there at my feet
the impish marsh-born balls of fire rolled this way and that,
vapour-tossed and earth-desiring, and me-thought that in the two I saw
a type and image of what man is, and what perchance man may one day be,
if the living Force who ordained him and them should so ordain this
also. Oh, that it might be ours to rest year by year upon that high
level of the heart to which at times we momentarily attain! Oh, that we
could shake loose the prisoned pinions of the soul and soar to that
superior point, whence, like to some traveller looking out through
space from Darien's giddiest peak, we might gaze with the spiritual
eyes of noble thoughts deep into Infinity!
What would it be to cast off this earthy robe, to have done for ever
with these earthy thoughts and miserable desires; no longer, like those
corpse candles, to be tossed this way and that, by forces beyond our
control; or which, if we can theoretically control them, we are at
times driven by the exigencies of our nature to obey! Yes, to cast them
off, to have done with the foul and thorny places of the world; and,
like to those glittering points above me, to rest on high wrapped for
ever in the brightness of our better selves, that even now shines in us
as fire faintly shines within those lurid balls, and lay down our
littleness in that wide glory of our dreams, that invisible but
surrounding good, from which all truth and beauty comes!
These and many such thoughts passed through my mind that night. They
come to torment us all at times. I say to torment, for, alas! thinking
can only serve to measure out the helplessness of thought. What is the
use of our feeble crying in the awful silences of space? Can our dim
intelligence read the secrets of that stars-trewn sky? Does any answer
come out of it? Never any at all, nothing but echoes and fantastic
visions. And yet we believe that there is an answer, and that upon a
time a new Dawn will come blushing down the ways of our enduring night.
We believe it, for its reflected beauty even now shines up continually
in our hearts from beneath the horizon of the grave, and we call it
Hope. Without Hope we should suffer moral death, and by the help of
Hope we yet may climb to Heaven, or at the worst, if she also prove but
a kindly mockery given to hold us from despair, be gently lowered into
the abysses of eternal sleep.
Then I fell to reflecting upon the undertaking on which we were
bent, and what a wild one it was, and yet how strangely the story
seemed to fit in with what had been written centuries ago upon the
sherd. Who was this extraordinary woman, Queen over a people apparently
as extraordinary as herself, and reigning amidst the vestiges of a lost
civilisation? And what was the meaning of this story of the Fire that
gave unending life? Could it be possible that any fluid or essence
should exist which might so fortify these fleshy walls that they should
from age to age resist the mines and batterings of decay? It was
possible, though not probable. The indefinite continuation of life
would not, as poor Vincey said, be so marvellous a thing as the
production of life and its temporary endurance. And if it were true,
what then? The person who found it could no doubt rule the world. He
could accumulate all the wealth in the world, and all the power, and
all the wisdom that is power. He might give a lifetime to the study of
each art or science. Well, if that were so, and this She were
practically immortal, which I did not for one moment believe, how was
it that, with all these things at her feet, she preferred to remain in
a cave amongst a society of cannibals? This surely settled the
question. The whole story was monstrous, and only worthy of the
superstitious days in which it was written. At any rate I was very sure
that I would not attempt to attain unending life. I had had far too
many worries and disappointments and secret bitternesses during my
forty odd years of existence to wish that this state of affairs should
be continued indefinitely. And yet I suppose that my life has been,
comparatively speaking, a happy one.
And then, reflecting that at the present moment there was far more
likelihood of our earthly careers being cut exceedingly short than of
their being unduly prolonged, I at last managed to get to sleep, a fact
for which anybody who reads this narrative, if anybody ever does, may
very probably be thankful.
When I woke again it was just dawning, and the guard and bearers
were moving about like ghosts through the dense morning mists, getting
ready for our start. The fire had died quite down, and I rose and
stretched myself, shivering in every limb from the damp cold of the
dawn. Then I looked at Leo. He was sitting up, holding his hands to his
head, and I saw that his face was flushed and his eye bright, and yet
yellow round the pupil.
'Well, Leo,' I said, 'how do you feel?'
'I feel as though I were going to die,' he answered hoarsely. 'My
head is splitting, my body is trembling, and I am as sick as a cat.'
I whistled, or if I did not whistle I felt inclined to— Leo had
got a sharp attack of fever. I went to Job, and asked him for the
quinine, of which fortunately we had still a good supply, only to find
that Job himself was not much better. He complained of pains across the
back, and dizziness, and was almost incapable of helping himself. Then
I did the only thing it was possible to do under the
circumstances—gave them both about ten grains of quinine, and took a
slightly smaller dose myself as a matter of precaution. After that I
found Billali, and explained to him how matters stood, asking at the
same time what he thought had best be done. He came with me, and looked
at Leo and Job (Whom, by the way, he had named the Pig on account of
his fatness, round face, and small eyes).
'Ah,' he said, when we were out of earshot, 'the fever! I thougt so.
The Lion has it badly, but he is young, and he may live. As for the
Pig, his attack is not so bad; it is the "little fever" which he has;
that always begins with pains across the back, it will spend itself
upon his fat.'
'Can they go on, my father?' I asked.
'Nay, my son, they must go on. If they stop here they will certainly
die; also, they will be better in the litters than on the ground. By
to-night, if all goes well, we shall be across the marsh and in good
air. Come, let us lift them into the litters and start, for it is very
bad to stand still in this morning fog. We can eat our meal as we go.'
This we accordingly did, and with a heavy heart I once more set out
upon our strange journey. For the first three hours all went as well as
could be expected, and then an accident happened that nearly lost us
the pleasure of the company of our venerable friend Billali, whose
litter was leading the cavalcade. We were going through a particularly
dangerous stretch of quagmire, in which the bearers sometimes sank up
to their knees. Indeed, it was a mystery to me how they contrived to
carry the heavy litters at all over such ground as that which we were
traversing, though the two spare hands, as well as the four regular
ones, had of course to put their shoulders to the pole.
Presently, as we blundered and floundered along, there was a sharp
cry, then a storm of exclamations, and, last of all, a most tremendous
splash, and the whole caravan halted.
I jumped out of my litter and ran forward. About twenty yards ahead
was the edge of one of those sullen peaty pools of which I have spoken,
the path we were following running along the top of its bank, that, as
it happened, was a steep one. Looking towards this pool, to my horror I
saw that Billali's litter was floating on it, and as for Billali
himself, he was nowhere to be seen. To make matters clear I may as well
explain at once what had happened. One of Billali's bearers had
unfortunately trodden on a basking snake, which had bitten him in the
leg, whereon he had, not unnaturally, let go of the pole, and then,
finding that he was tumbling down the bank, grasped at the litter to
save himself. The result of this was what might have been expected. The
litter was pulled over the edge of the bank, the bearers let go, and
the whole thing, including Billali and the man who had been bitten,
rolled into the slimy pool. When I got to the edge of the water neither
of them were to be seen, and, indeed, the unfortunate bearer never was
seen again. Either he struck his head against something, or got wedged
in the mud, or possibly the snake-bite paralysed him. At any rate, he
vanished. But though Billali was not to be seen, his whereabouts was
clear from the agitation of the floating litter, in the bearing cloth
and curtains of which he was entangled.
'He is there! Our father is there!' said one of the men, but he did
not stir a finger to help him, nor did any of the others. They simply
stood and stared at the water.
'Out of the way, you brutes,' I shouted in English, and throwing off
my hat I took a run and sprang well out into the horrid slimy-looking
pool. A couple of strokes took me to where Billali was struggling
beneath the cloth.
Somehow, I do not quite know how, I managed to push this free of
him, and his venerable head all covered with green slime, like that of
a yellowish Bacchus with ivy leaves, emerged upon the surface of the
water. The rest was easy, for Billali was an eminently practical
individual, and had the common sense not to grasp hold of me as
drowning people often do, so I got him by the arm, and towed him to the
bank, through the mud of which we were with difficulty dragged. Such a
filthy spectacle as we presented I have never seen before or since, and
it will perhaps give some idea of the almost superhuman dignity of
Billali's appearance when I say that, coughing, half-drowned, and
covered with mud and green slime as he was, with his beautiful beard
coming to a dripping point, like a Chinaman's freshly oiled pigtail, he
still looked Venerable and imposing.
'Ye dogs,' he said, addressing the bearers, as soon as he had
sufficiently recovered to speak, 'ye left me, your father, to drown.
Had it not been for this stranger, my son the Babbon, assuredly I
should have drowned. Well, I will remember it,' and he fixed them with
his gleaming though slightly watery eye, in a way I saw they did not
like, though they tried to appear sulkily indifferent.
'As for thee, my son,' the old man went on, turning towards me and
grasping my hand, 'rest assured that I am thy friend through good and
evil. Thou hast saved my life: perchance a day may come when I shall
save thine.'
After that we cleaned ourselves as best we could, fished out the
litter, and went on, minus the man who had been drowned. I do not know
if it was owing to his being an unpopular character, or from native
indifference and selfishness of temperament, but I am bound to say that
nobody seemed to grieve much over his sudden and final disappearance,
unless, perhaps, it was the men who had to do his share of the work.
About an hour before sundown we at last, to my unbounded gratitude,
emerged from the great belt of marsh on to land that swelled upwards in
a succession of rolling waves. Just on the hither side of the crest of
the first wave we halted for the night. My first act was to examine
Leo's condition. It was, if anything, worse than in the morning, and a
new and very distressing feature, vomiting, set in, and continued till
dawn. Not one wink of sleep did I get that night, for I passed it in
assisting Ustane, who was one of the most gentle and indefatigable
nurses I ever saw, to wait upon Leo and Job. However, the air here was
warm and genial without being too hot, and there were no mosquitoes to
speak of. Also we were above the level of the marsh mist, which lay
stretched beneath us like the dim smoke-pall over a city, lit up here
and there by the wandering globes of fen fire. Thus it will be seen
that we were, speaking comparatively, in clover.
By dawn on the following morning Leo was quite light-headed, and
fancied that he was divided into halves. I was dreadfully distressed,
and began to wonder with a sort of sick fear what the termination of
the attack would be. Alas! I had heard but too much of how these
attacks generally terminate. As I was doing so Billali came up and said
that we must be getting on, more especially as, in his opinion, if Leo
did not reach some spot where he could be quiet, and have proper
nursing, within the next twelve hours, his life would only be a matter
of a day or two. I could not but agree with him, so we got him into the
litter, and started on, Ustane walking by Leo's side to keep the flies
off him, and see that he did not throw himself out on to the ground.
Within half an hour of sunrise we had reached the top of the rise of
which I have spoken, and a most beautiful view broke upon our gaze.
Beneath us was a rich stretch of country, verdant with grass and lovely
with foliage and flowers. In the background, at a distance, so far as I
could judge, of some eighteen miles from where we then stood, a huge
and extraordinary mountain rose abruptly from the plain. The base of
this great mountain appeared to consist of a grassy slope, but rising
from this, I should say, from subsequent observation, at a height of
about five hundred feet above the level of the plain, was a most
tremendous and absolutely precipitous wall of bare rock, quite twelve
or fifteen hundred feet in height. The shape of the mountain, which was
undoubtedly of volcanic origin, was round, and of course, as only a
segment of its circle was visible, it was difficult to estimate its
exact size, which was enormous. I afterwards discovered that it could
not cover less than fifty square miles of ground. Anything more grand
and imposing than the sight presented by this great natural castle,
starting in solitary grandeur from the level of the plain, I never saw,
and I suppose I never shall. Its very solitude added to its majesty,
and its towering cliffs seemed to kiss the sky. Indeed, generally
speaking, they were clothed in clouds that lay in fleecy masses upon
their broad and level battlements.
I sat up in my hammock and gazed out across the plain at this
thrilling and majestic sight, and I suppose that Billali noticed it,
for he brought his litter alongside.
'Behold the House of "She-who-must-be-obeyed!"' he said. 'Had ever
a queen such a throne before?'
'It is wonderful, my father,' I answered. 'But how do we enter?
Those cliffs look hard to climb.'
'Thou shalt see, my Baboon. Look now at the plain below us. What
thinkest thou that it is? Thou art a wise man. Come, tell me.'
I looked, and saw what appeared to be the line of roadway way
running straight towards the base of the mountain, though it was
covered with turf. There were high banks on each side of it, broken
here and there, but fairly continuous on the whole, the meaning of
which I did not understand. It seemed so very odd that anybody should
embank a roadway.
'Well, my father,' I answered, 'I suppose that it is a road,
otherwise I should have been inclined to say that it was the bed of a
river, or rather,' I added, observing the extraordinary directness of
the cutting, 'of a canal.'
Billali—who, by the way, was none the worse for his immersion of
the day before—nodded his head sagely as he replied—
'Thou art right, my son. It is a channel cut out by those who were
before us in this place to carry away water. Of this am I sure: within
the rocky circle of the great mountain whither we journey was once a
great lake. But those who were before us, by wonderful arts of which I
know naught, hewed a path for the water through the solid rock of the
mountain, piercing even to the bed of the lake. But first they cut the
channel that thou seest across the plain. Then, when at last the water
burst out, it rushed down the channel that had been made to receive it,
and crossed this plain till it reached the low land behind the rise,
and there, perchance, it made the swamp through which we had come. Then
when the lake was drained dry, the people whereof I speak built a
mighty city, whereof naught but ruins and the name of Kôr yet
remaineth, on its bed, and from age to age hewed the caves and passages
that thou wilt see.'
'It may be,' I answered; 'but if so, how is it that the lake does
not fill up again with the rains and the water of the springs?'
'Nay, my son, the people were a wise people, and they left a drain
to keep it clear. Seest thou the river to the right?' and he pointed to
a fair-sized stream that wound away across the plain, some four miles
from us. 'That is the drain, and it comes out through the mountain wall
where this cutting goes in. At first, perhaps, the water ran down this
canal, but afterwards the people turned it, and used the cutting for a
road.'
'And is there then no other place where one may enter into the great
mountain,' I asked, 'except through the drain?'
'There is a place,' he answered, 'where cattle and men on foot may
cross with much labour, but it is secret. A year mightest thou search
and shouldst never find it. It is only used once a year, when the herds
of cattle that have been fatting on the slopes of the mountain, and on
this plain, are driven into the space within.'
'And does She live there always?' I asked, 'or does she come at
times without the mountain?'
'Nay, my son, where she is, there she is.'
By now we were well on to the great plain, and I was examining with
delight the varied beauty of its semi-tropical flowers and trees, the
latter of which grew singly, or at most in clumps of three or four,
much of the timber being of large size, and belonging apparently to a
variety of evergreen oak. There were also many palms, some of them more
than one hundred feet high, and the largest and most beautiful tree
ferns that I ever saw, about which hung clouds of jewelled honeysuckers
and great-winged butterflies. Wandering about among the trees or
crouching in the long and feathered grass were all varieties of game,
from rhinoceroses down. I saw rhinoceros, buffalo (a large herd),
eland, quagga, and sable antelope, the most beautiful of all the bucks,
not to mention many smaller varieties of game, and three ostriches
which scudded away at our approach like white drift before a gale. So
plentiful was the game that at last I could stand it no longer. I had a
single-barrel sporting Martini with me in the litter, the 'Express'
being too cumbersome, and espying a beautiful fat eland rubbing himself
under one of the oak-like trees, I jumped out of the litter, and
proceeded to creep as near to him as I could. He let me come within
eighty yards, and then turned his head, and stared at me, preparatory
to running away. I lifted the rifle, and taking him about midway down
the shoulder, for he was side on to me, fired. I never made a cleaner
shot or a better kill in all my small experience, for the great buck
sprang right up into the air and fell dead. The bearers, who had all
halted to see the performance, gave a murmur of surprise, an unwonted
compliment from these sullen people, who never appear to be surprised
at anything, and a party of the guard at once ran off to cut the animal
up. As for myself, though I was longing to have a look at him, I
sauntered back to my litter as though I had been in the habit of
killing eland all my life, feeling that I had gone up several degrees
in the estimation of the Amahagger, who looked on the whole thing as a
very high-class manifestation of witchcraft. As a matter of fact,
however. I had never seen an eland in a wild state before. Billali
received me with enthusiasm.
'It is wonderful, my son the Baboon,' he cried; 'wonderful! Thou art
a very great man, though so ugly. Had I not seen, surely I would never
have believed. And thou sayest that thou wilt teach me to slay in this
fashion?'
'Certainly, my father,' I said airily; 'it is nothing.'
But all the same I firmly made up my mind that when 'my father'
Billali began to fire I would without fail lie down or take refuge
behind a tree.
After this little incident nothing happened of any note till about
an hour and a half before sundown, when we arrived beneath the shadow
of the towering volcanic mass that I have already described. It is
quite impossible for me to describe its grim grandeur as it appeared to
me while my patient bearers toiled along the bed of the ancient
watercourse towards the spot where the rich brown-clad cliff shot up
from precipice to precipice till its crown lost itself in cloud. All I
can say is that it almost awed me by the intensity of its lonesome and
most solemn greatness. On we went up the bright and sunny slope, till
at last the creeping shadows from above swallowed up its brightness,
and presently we began to pass through a cutting hewn in the living
rock. Deeper and deeper grew this marvellous work, which must, I should
say, have employed thousands of men for many years. Indeed how it was
ever executed at all without the aid of blasting-powder or dynamite I
cannot to this day imagine. It is and must remain one of the mysteries
of that wild land. I can only suppose that these cuttings and the vast
caves that had been hollowed out of the rocks they pierced were the
State undertakings of the people of Kôr, who lived here in the dim lost
ages of the world, and, as in the case of the Egyptian monuments, were
executed by the forced labour of tens of thousands of captives, carried
on through an indefinite number of centuries. But who were the people?
At last we reached the face of the precipice itself, and found
ourselves looking into the mouth of a dark tunnel that forcibly
reminded me of those undertaken by our nineteenth-century engineers in
the construction of railway lines. Out of this tunnel flowed a
considerable stream of water. Indeed, though I do not think that I have
mentioned it, we had followed this stream, which ultimately developed
into the river I have already described as winding away to the right,
from the spot where the cutting in the solid rock commenced. Half of
this cutting formed a channel for the stream, and half, which was
placed on a slightly higher level—eight feet perhaps—was devoted to
the purposes of a roadway. At the termination of the cutting, however,
the stream turned off across the plain and followed a channel of its
own. At the mouth of the cave the cavalcade was halted, and, while the
men employed themselves in lighting some earthenware lamps they had
brought with them, Billali, descending from his litter, informed me
politely but firmly that the orders of She were that we were now to be
blindfolded, so that we should not learn the secret of the paths
through the bowels of the mountains. To this I, of course, assented
cheerfully enough, but Job, who was now very much better,
notwithstanding the journey, did not like it at all, fancying, I
believe, that it was but a preliminary step to being hot-potted. He
was, however, a little consoled when I pointed out to him that there
were no hot pots at hand, and, so far as I knew, no fire to heat them
in. As for poor Leo, after turning restlessly for hours, he had, to my
deep thankfulness, at last dropped off into a sleep or stupor, I do not
know which, so there was no need to blindfold him. The blindfolding was
performed by binding a piece of the yellowish linen whereof those of
the Amahagger who condescended to wear anything in particular made
their dresses tightly round the eyes. This linen I afterwards
discovered was taken from the tombs, and was not, as I had at first
supposed, of native manufacture. The bandage was then knotted at the
back of the head, and finally brought down again and the ends bound
under the chin to prevent its slipping. Ustane was, by the way, also
blindfolded, I do not know why, unless it was from fear that she should
impart the secrets of the route to us.
This operation performed we started on once more, and soon, by the
echoing sound of the footsteps of the bearers and the increased noise
of the water caused by reverberation in a confined space, I knew that
we were entering into the bowels of the great mountain. It was an eerie
sensation, being borne along into the dead heart of the rock we knew
not whither, but I was getting used to eerie sensations by this time,
and by now was pretty well prepared for anything. So I lay still, and
listened to the tramp, tramp of the bearers and the rushing of the
water, and tried to believe that I was enjoying myself. Presently the
men set up the melancholy little chant that I had heard on the first
night when we were captured in the whaleboat, and the effect produced
by their voices was very curious, and quite indescribable on paper.
After a while the air began to get exceedingly thick and heavy, so much
so, indeed, that I felt as though I were going to choke, till at length
the litter took a sharp turn, then another and another, and the sound
of the running water ceased. After this the air got fresher again, but
the turns were continuous, and to me, blindfolded as I was, most
bewildering. I tried to keep a map of them in my mind in case it might
ever be necessary for us to try and escape by this route, but, needless
to say, failed utterly. Another half-hour or so passed, and then
suddenly I became aware that we were once more in the open air. I could
see the light through my bandage and feel its freshness on my face. A
few more minutes and the caravan halted, and I heard Billali order
Ustane to remove her bandage and undo ours. Without waiting for her
attentions I got the knot of mine loose, and looked out.
As I anticipated, we had passed right through the precipice, and
were now on the farther side, and immediately beneath its beetling
face. The first thing I noticed was that the cliff was not nearly so
high here, not so high I should say by five hundred feet, which proved
that the bed of the lake, or rather of the vast ancient crater in which
we stood, was much above the level of the surrounding plain. For the
rest, we found ourselves in a huge rock-surrounded cup, not unlike that
of the first place where we had sojourned, only ten times the size.
Indeed, I could only just make out the frowning line of the opposite
cliffs. A great portion of the plain thus enclosed by nature was
cultivated, and fenced in with walls of stone placed there to keep the
cattle and goats, of which there were large herds about, from breaking
into the gardens. Here and there rose great grass mounds, and some
miles away towards the centre I thought that I could see the outline of
colossal ruins. I had no time to observe anything more at the moment,
for we were instantly surrounded by crowds of Amahagger, similar in
every particular to those with whom we were already familiar, who,
though they spoke little, pressed round us so closely as to obscure the
view to a person lying in a hammock. Then all of a sudden a number of
armed men arranged in companies, and marshalled by officers who held
ivory wands in their hands, came running swiftly towards us, having, so
far as I could make out, emerged from the face of the precipice like
ants from their burrows. These men as well as their officers were all
robed in addition to the usual leopard skin, and, as I gathered, formed
the bodyguard of She herself.
Their leader advanced to Billali, saluted him by placing his ivory
wand transversely across his forehead, and then asked some question
which I could not catch, and Billali having answered him the whole
regiment turned and marched along the side of the cliff, our cavalcade
of litters following in their track. After going thus for about half a
mile we halted once more in front of the mouth of a tremendous cave,
measuring about sixty feet in height by eighty wide, and here Billali
descended finally, and requested Job and myself to do the same. Leo, of
course, was far too ill to do anything of the sort. I did so, and we
entered the great cave, into which the light of the setting sun
penetrated for some distance, while beyond the reach of the light it
was faintly illuminated with lamps which seemed to me to stretch away
for an almost immeasurable distance, like the gas lights of an empty
London street. The first thing that I noticed was that the walls were
covered with sculptures in bas-relief, of a sort, pictorially speaking,
similar to those that I have described upon the vases;—love-scenes
principally, then hunting pictures, pictures of executions, and the
torture of criminals by the placing of a presumably red-hot pot upon
the head, showing whence our hosts had derived this pleasant practice.
There were very few battle-pieces, though many of duels, and men
running and wrestling, and from this fact I am led to believe that this
people was not much subject to attack by exterior foes, either on
account of the isolation of their position or because of their great
strength. Between the pictures were columns of stone characters of a
formation absolutely new to me; at any rate they were neither Greek nor
Egyptian, nor Hebrew, nor Assyrian—that I am sure of. They looked
more like Chinese writings than any other that I am acquainted with.
Near to the entrance of the cave both pictures and writings were worn
away, but further in they were in many cases absolutely fresh and
perfect as the day on which the sculptor had ceased work upon them.
The regiment of guards did not come further than the entrance to the
cave, where they formed up to let us pass through. On entering the
place itself we were, however, met by a man robed in white, who bowed
humbly, but said nothing, which, as it afterwards appeared that he was
a deaf mute, was not very wonderful.
Running at right angles to the great cave, at a distance of some
twenty feet from the entrance was a smaller, cave or wide gallery, that
was pierced into the rock both to the right and to the left of the main
cavern. In front of the gallery to our left stood two guards, from
which circumstance I argued that it was the entrance to the apartments
of She herself. The mouth of the right-hand gallery was unguarded, and
along it the mute indicated that we were to proceed. Walking a few
yards down this passage, which was lighted with lamps, we came to the
entrance to a chamber having a curtain made of some grass material, not
unlike a Zanzibar mat in appearance, hung over the doorway. This the
mute drew back with another profound obeisance, and led the way into a
good-sized apartment, hewn, of course, out of the solid rock, but to my
great delight lighted by means of a shaft pierced in the face of the
precipice. In this room was a stone bedstead, pots full of water for
washing, and beautifully tanned leopard skins to serve as blankets.
Here we left Leo, who was still sleeping heavily, and with him
stopped Ustane. I noticed that the mute gave her a very sharp look, as
much as to say, 'Who are you, and by whose orders do you come here?'
Then he conducted us to another similar room which Job took, and then
to two more that were respectively occupied by Billali and myself.
The first care of Job and myself, after seeing to Leo, was to wash
ourselves and put on clean clothing, for what we were wearing had not
been changed since the loss of the dhow. Fortunately, as I think that I
have said, by far the greater part of our personal baggage had been
packed into the whale-boat, and was therefore saved—and brought
hither by the bearers—although all the stores laid in by us for
barter and presents to the natives were lost. Nearly all our clothing
was made of a well-shrunk and very strong grey flannel, and excellent I
found it for travelling in these places, because though a Norfolk
jacket, shirt, and pair of trousers of it only weighed about four
pounds, a great consideration in a tropical country, where every extra
ounce tells on the wearer, it was warm, and offered a good resistance
to the rays of the sun, and best of all to chills, which are so apt to
result from sudden changes of temperature.
Never shall I forget the comfort of the 'wash and brush-up,' and of
those clean flannels. The only thing that was wanting to complete my
joy was a cake of soap, of which we had none.
Afterwards I discovered that the Amahagger, who do not reckon dirt
among their many disagreeable qualities, use a kind of burnt earth for
washing purposes, which, though unpleasant to the touch till one gets
accustomed to it, forms a very fair substitute for soap.
By the time that I was dressed, and had combed and trimmed my black
beard, the previous condition of which was certainly sufficiently
unkempt to give weight to Billali's appellation for me, the 'Baboon,'
I began to feel most uncommonly hungry. Therefore I was by no means
sorry when, without the slightest preparatory sound or warning, the
curtain over the entrance to my cave was flung aside, and another mute,
a young girl this time, announced to me by signs that I could not
misunderstand—that is, by opening her mouth and pointing down
it—that there was something ready to eat. Accordingly I followed her
into the next chamber, which we had not yet entered, where I found Job,
who had also, to his great embarrassment, been conducted thither by a
fair mute. Job had never got over the advances the former lady had made
towards him, and suspected every girl who came near to him of similar
designs.
'These young parties have a way of looking at one, sir,' he would
say apologetically, 'which I don't call respectable.'
This chamber was twice the size of the sleeping caves, and I saw at
once that it had originally served as a refectory, and also probably as
an embalming room for the Priests of the Dead; for I may as well say at
once that these hollowed-out caves were nothing more or less than vast
catacombs, in which for tens of ages the mortal remains of the great
extinct race whose monuments surrounded us had been first preserved,
with an art and a completeness that has never since been equalled, and
then hidden away for all time. On each side of this particular
rock-chamber was a long and solid stone table, about three feet wide by
three feet six in height, hewn out of the living rock, of which it had
formed part, and was still attached to at the base. These tables were
slightly hollowed out or curved inward, to give room for the knees of
any one sitting on the stone ledge that had been cut for a bench along
the side of the cave at a distance of about two feet from them. Each of
them, also, was so arranged that it ended right under a shaft pierced
in the rock for the admission of light and air. On examining them
carefully, however, I saw that there was a difference between them that
had at first escaped my attention, viz. that one of the tables, that
to the left as we entered the cave, had evidently been used, not to eat
upon, but for the purposes of embalming. That this was beyond all
question the case was clear from five shallow depressions in the stone
of the table, all shaped like a human form, with a separate place for
the head to lie in, and a little bridge to support the neck, each
depression being of a different size, so as to fit bodies varying in
stature from a full-grown man's to a small child's, and with little
holes bored at intervals to carry off fluid. And, indeed, if any
further confirmation was required, we had but to look at the wall of
the cave above to find it. For there, sculptured all round the
apartment, and looking nearly as fresh as the day it was done, was the
pictorial representation of the death, embalming, and burial of an old
man with a long beard, probably an ancient king or grandee of this
country.
The first picture represented his death. He was lying upon a couch
which had four short curved posts at the corners coming to a knob at
the end, in appearance something like a written note of music, and was
evidently in the very act of expiring. Gathered round the couch were
women and children weeping, the former with their hair hanging down
their back. The next scene represented the embalmment of the body,
which lay nude upon a table with depressions in it, similar to the one
before us; probably, indeed, it was a picture of the same table. Three
men were employed at the work—one superintending, one holding a
funnel shaped exactly like a port wine strainer, of which the narrow
end was fixed in an incision in the breast, no doubt in the great
pectoral artery; while the third, who was depicted as standing
straddle-legged over the corpse, held a kind of large jug high in his
hand, and poured from it some steaming fluid which fell accurately into
the funnel. The most curious part of this sculpture is that both the
man with the funnel and the man who poured the fluid are drawn holding
their noses, either I suppose because of the stench arising from the
body, or more probably to keep out the aromatic fumes of the hot fluid
which was being forced into the dead man's veins. Another curious
thing which I am unable to explain is that all three men were
represented as having a band of linen tied round the face with holes in
it for the eyes.
The third sculpture was a picture of the burial of the deceased.
There he was, stiff and cold, clothed in a linen robe, and laid out on
a stone slab such as I had slept upon at our first sojourning-place. At
his head and feet burnt lamps, and by his side were placed several of
the beautiful painted vases that I have described, which were perhaps
supposed to be full of provisions. The little chamber was crowded with
mourners, and with musicians playing on an instrument resembling a
lyre, while near the foot of the corpse stood a man with a sheet, with
which he was preparing to cover it from view.
These sculptures, looked at merely as works of art, were so
remarkable that I make no apology for describing them rather fully.
They struck me also as being of surpassing interest as representing,
probably with studious accuracy, the last rites of the dead as
practised among an utterly lost people, and even then I thought how
envious some antiquarian friends of my own at Cambridge would be if
ever I got an opportunity of describing these wonderful remains to
them. Probably they would say that I was exaggerating, notwithstanding
that every page of this history must bear so much internal evidence of
its truth that it would obviously have been quite impossible for me to
have invented it.
To return. As soon as I had hastily examined these sculptures, which
I think I omitted to mention were executed in relief, we sat down to a
very excellent meal of boiled goat's-flesh, fresh milk, and cakes made
of meal, the whole being served upon clean wooden platters.
When we had eaten we returned to see how poor Leo was getting on,
Billali saying that he must now wait upon She, and hear her commands.
On reaching Leo's room we found the poor boy in a very bad way. He had
woke up from his torpor, and was altogether off his head, babbling
about some boat-race on the Cam, and was inclined to be violent.
Indeed, when we entered the room Ustane was holding him down. I spoke
to him, and my voice seemed to soothe him; at any rate he grew much
quieter, and was persuaded to swallow a dose of quinine.
I had been sitting with him for an hour, perhaps—at any rate I
know that it was getting so dark that I could only just make out his
head lying like a gleam of gold upon the pillow we had extemporised out
of a bag covered with a blanket—when suddenly Billali arrived with an
air of great importance, and informed me that She herself had deigned
to express a wish to see me—an honour, he added, accorded to but very
few. I think that he was a little horrified at my cool way of taking
the honour, but the fact was that I did not feel overwhelmed with
gratitude at the prospect of seeing some savage, dusky queen, however
absolute and mysterious she might be, more especially as my mind was
full of dear Leo, for whose life I began to have great fears. However,
I rose to follow him, and as I did so I caught sight of something
bright lying on the floor, which I picked up. Perhaps the reader will
remember that with the potsherd in the casket was a composition
scarabæus marked with a round O, a goose, and another curious
hieroglyphic, the meaning of which signs is 'Suten se Ra,' or 'Royal
Son of the Sun.' This scarab, which is a very small one, Leo had
insisted upon having set in a massive gold ring, such as is generally
used for signets, and it was this very ring that I now picked up. He
had pulled it off in the paroxysm of his fever, at least I suppose so,
and flung it down upon the rock-floor. Thinking that if I left it about
it might get lost, I slipped it on to my own little finger, and then
followed Billali, leaving Job and Ustane with Leo.
We passed down the passage, crossed the great aislelike cave, and
came to the corresponding passage on the other side, at the mouth of
which the guards stood like two statues. As we came they bowed their
heads in salutation, and then lifting their long spears placed them
transversely across their foreheads, as the leaders of the troop that
had met us had done with their ivory wands. We stepped between them,
and found ourselves in an exactly similar gallery to that which led to
our own apartments, only this passage was, comparatively speaking,
brilliantly lighted. A few paces down it we were met by four mutes—
two men and two women—who bowed low and then arranged themselves,
the women in front and the men behind of us, and in this order we
continued our procession past several doorways hung with curtains
resembling those leading to our own quarters, and which I afterwards
found opened out into chambers occupied by the mutes who attended on
She. A few paces more and we came to another doorway facing us, and not
to our left like the others, which seemed to mark the termination of
the passage. Here two more white-, or rather yellow-robed guards were
standing, and they too bowed, saluted, and let us pass through heavy
curtains into a great antechamber, quite forty feet long by as many
wide, in which some eight or ten women, most of them young and
handsome, with yellowish hair, sat on cushions working with ivory
needles at what had the appearance of being embroidery-frames. These
women were also deaf and dumb. At the farther end of this great
lamp-lit apartment was another doorway closed in with heavy
Oriental-looking curtains, quite unlike those that hung before the
doors of our own rooms, and here stood two particularly handsome girl
mutes, their heads bowed upon their bosoms and their hands crossed in
an attitude of the humblest submission. As we advanced they each
stretched out an arm and drew back the curtains. Thereupon Billali did
a curious thing. Down he went, that venerable-looking old
gentleman—for Billali is a gentleman at the bottom—down on his
hands and knees, and in this undignified position, with his long white
beard trailing on the ground, he began to creep into the apartment
beyond. I followed him, standing on my feet in the usual fashion.
Looking over his shoulder he perceived it.
'Down, my son; down, my Baboon; down on to thy hands and knees. We
enter the presence of She, and, if thou are not humble, of surety she
will blast thee where thou standest.'
I halted, and felt scared. Indeed, my knees began to give way of
their own mere motion; but reflection came to my aid. I was an
Englishman, and why, I asked myself, should I creep into the presence
of some savage woman as though I were a monkey in fact as well as in
name? I would not and could not do it, that is, unless I was absolutely
sure that my life or comfort depended upon it. If once I began to creep
upon my knees I should always have to do so, and it would be a patent
acknowledgment of inferiority. So, fortified by an insular prejudice
against 'kootooing,' which has, like most of our so-called prejudices,
a good deal of common sense to recommend it, I marched in boldly after
Billali. I found myself in another apartment, considerably smaller than
the anteroom, of which the walls were entirely hung with rich-looking
curtains of the same make as those over the door, the work, as I
subsequently discovered, of the mutes who sat in the antechamber and
wove them in strips, which were afterwards sewn together. Also, here
and there about the room, were settees of a beautiful black wood of the
ebony tribe, inlaid with ivory, and all over the floor were other
tapestries, or rather rugs. At the top end of this apartment was what
appeared to be a recess, also draped with curtains, through which shone
rays of light. There was nobody in the place except ourselves.
Painfully and slowly old Billali crept up the length of the cave,
and with the most dignified stride that I could command I followed
after him. But I felt that it was more or less of a failure. To begin
with, it is not possible to look dignified when you are following in
the wake of an old man writhing along on his stomach like a snake, and
then, in order to go sufficiently slowly, either I had to keep my leg
some seconds in the air at every step, or else to advance with a full
stop between each stride, like Mary Queen of Scots going to execution
in a play. Billali was not good at crawling, I suppose his years stood
in the way, and our progress up that apartment was a very long affair.
I was immediately behind him, and several times I was sorely tempted to
help him on with a good kick. It is so absurd to advance into the
presence of savage royalty after the fashion of an Irishman driving a
pig to market, for that is what we looked like, and the idea nearly
made me burst out laughing then and there. I had to work off my
dangerous tendency to unseemly merriment by blowing my nose, a
proceeding which filled old Billali with horror, for he looked over his
shoulder and made a ghastly face at me, and I heard him murmur, 'Oh, my
poor Baboon!'
At last we reached the curtains, and here Billali collapsed flat on
to his stomach, with his hands stretched out before him as though he
were dead, and I, not knowing what to do, began to stare about the
place. But presently I clearly felt that somebody was looking at me
from behind the curtains. I could not see the person, but I could
distinctly feel his or her gaze, and, what is more, it produced a very
odd effect upon my nerves. I was frightened, I do not know why. The
place was a strange one, it is true, and looked lonely, notwithstanding
its rich hangings and the soft glow of the lamps—indeed, these
accessories added to, rather than detracted from its loneliness, just
as a lighted street at night has always a more solitary appearance than
a dark one. It was so silent in the place, and there lay Billali like
one dead before the heavy curtains, through which the odour of perfume
seemed to float up towards the gloom of the arched roof above. Minute
grew into minute, and still there was no sign of life, nor did the
curtain move; but I felt the gaze of the unknown being sinking through
and through me, and filling me with a nameless terror, till the
perspiration stood in beads upon my brow.
At length the curtain began to move. Who could be behind it?—some
naked savage queen, a languishing Oriental beauty, or a
nineteenth-century young lady, drinking afternoon tea? I had not the
slightest idea, and should not have been astonished at seeing any of
the three. I was getting beyond astonishment. The curtain agitated
itself a little, then suddenly between its folds there appeared a most
beautiful white hand (white as snow), and with long tapering fingers,
ending in the pinkest nails. The hand grasped the curtain, and drew it
aside, and as it did so I heard a voice, I think the softest and yet
most silvery voice I ever heard. It reminded me of the murmur of a
brook.
'Stranger,' said the voice in Arabic, but much purer and more
classical Arabic than the Amahagger talk— 'stranger, wherefore art
thou so much afraid?
Now I flattered myself that in spite of my inward terrors I had kept
a very fair command of my countenance, and was, therefore, a little
astonished at this question. Before I had made up my mind how to answer
it, however, the curtain was drawn, and a tall figure stood before us.
I say a figure, for not only the body, but also the face was wrapped up
in soft white, gauzy material in such a way as at first sight to remind
me most forcibly of a corpse in its grave-clothes. And yet I do not
know why it should have given me that idea, seeing that the wrappings
were so thin that one could distinctly see the gleam of the pink flesh
beneath them. I suppose it was owing to the way in which they were
arranged, either accidentally, or more probably by design. Anyhow, I
felt more frightened than ever at this ghost-like apparition, and my
hair began to rise upon my head as the feeling crept over me that I was
in the presence of something that was not canny. I could, however,
clearly distinguish that the swathed mummy-like form before me was that
of a tall and lovely woman, instinct with beauty in every part, and
also with a certain snake-like grace which I had never seen anything to
equal before. When she moved a hand or foot her entire frame seemed to
undulate, and the neck did not bend, it curved.
'Why art thou so frightened, stranger?' asked the sweet voice
again—a voice which seemed to draw the heart out of me, like the
strains of softest music. 'Is there that about me that should affright
a man? Then surely are men changed from what they used to be!' And
with a little coquettish movement she turned herself, and held up one
arm, so as to show all her loveliness and the rich hair of raven
blackness that streamed in soft ripples down her snowy robes, almost to
her sandalled feet.
'It is thy beauty that makes me fear, oh Queen,' I answered humbly,
scarcely knowing what to say, and I thought that as I did so I heard
old Billali, who was still lying prostrate on the floor, mutter, 'Good,
my Baboon, good.'
'I see that men still know how to beguile us women with false words.
Ah, stranger,' she answered, with a laugh that sounded like distant
silver bells, 'thou wast afraid because mine eyes were searching out
thine heart, therefore wast thou afraid. But being but a woman, I
forgive thee for the lie, for it was courteously said. And now tell me
how came ye hither to this land of the dwellers among caves—a land of
swamps and evil things and dead old shadows of the dead? What came ye
for to see? How is it that ye hold your lives so cheap as to place them
in the hollow of the hand of Hiya, into the hand of
"She-who-must-be-obeyed"? Tell me also how come ye to know the tongue I
talk. It is an ancient tongue, that sweet child of the old Syriac.
Liveth it yet in the world? Thou seest I dwell among the caves and the
dead, and naught know I of the affairs of men, nor have I cared to
know. I have lived, oh stranger, with my memories, and my memories are
in a grave that mine own hands hollowed, for truly hath it been said
that the child of man maketh his own path evil;' and her beautiful
voice quivered, and broke in a note as soft as any wood-bird's.
Suddenly her eye fell upon the sprawling frame of Billali, and she
seemed to recollect herself.
'Ah! thou art there, old man. Tell me how it is that things have
gone wrong in thine household. Forsooth, it seems that these my guests
were set upon. Ay, and one was nigh to being slain by the hot pot to be
eaten of those brutes, thy children, and had not the others fought
gallantly they too had been slain, and not even I could have called
back the life which had been loosed from the body. What meansit, old
man? What hast thou to say that I should not give thee over to those
who execute my vengeance?'
Her voice had risen in her anger, and it rang clear and cold against
the rocky walls. Also I thought I could see her eyes flash through the
gauze that hid them. I saw poor Billali, whom I had believed to be a
very fearless person, positively quiver with terror at her words.
'Oh "Hiya!" oh She!' he said, without lifting his white head from
the floor. 'Oh She, as thou art great be merciful, for I am now as ever
thy servant to obey. It was no plan or fault of mine, oh She, it was
those wicked ones who are called my children. Led on by a woman whom
thy guest the Pig had scorned, they would have followed the ancient
custom of the land, and eaten the fat black stranger who came hither
with these thy guests the Baboon and the Lion who is sick, thinking
that no word had come from thee about the Black one. But when the
Baboon and the Lion saw what they would do, they slew the woman, and
slew also their servant to save him from the horror of the pot. Then
those evil ones, ay, those children of the Wicked One who lives in the
Pit, they went mad with the lust of blood, and flew at the throats of
the Lion and the Baboon and the Pig. But gallantly they fought. Oh
Hiya! they fought like very men, and slew many, and held their own, and
then I came and saved them, and the evildoers have I sent on hither to
Kôr to be judged of thy greatness, oh She! and here they are.'
'Ay, old man, I know it, and to-morrow will I sit in the great hall
and do justice upon them, fear not. And for thee, I forgive thee,
though hardly. See that thou dost keep thine household better. Go.'
Billali rose upon his knees with astonishing alacrity, bowed his
head thrice, and, his white beard sweeping the ground, crawled down the
apartment as he had crawled up it, till he finally vanished through the
curtains, leaving me, not a little to my alarm, alone with this
terrible but most fascinating person.
'There,' said She, 'he has gone, the white-bearded old fool! Ah, how
little knowledge does a man acquire in his life. He gathereth it up
like water, but like water it runneth through his fingers, and yet, if
his hands be but wet as though with dew, behold a generation of fools
call out, "See, he is a wise man!" Is it not so? But how call they
thee? "Baboon," he says,' and she laughed; 'but that is the fashion of
these savages who lack imagination, and fly to the beasts they resemble
for a name. How do they call thee in thine own country,' stranger?
'They call me Holly, oh Queen, I answered.'
'Holly,' she answered, speaking the word with difficulty, and yet
with a most charming accent; 'and what is "Holly"?'
'"Holly" is a prickly tree,' I said.
'So. Well, thou hast a prickly and yet a tree-like look. Strong art
thou, and ugly, but, if my wisdom be not at fault, honest at the core,
and a staff to lean on. Also one who thinks. But stay, oh Holly, stand
not there, enter with me and be seated by me. I would not see thee
crawl before me like those slaves. I am aweary of their worship and
their terror; sometimes when they vex me I could blast them for very
sport, and to see the rest turn white, even to the heart.' And she held
the curtain aside with her ivory hand to let me pass in.
I entered, shuddering. This woman was very terrible. Within the
curtains was a recess, about twelve feet by ten, and in the recess was
a couch and a table whereon stood fruit and sparkling water. By it, at
its end, was a vessel like a font cut in carved stone, also full of
pure water. The place was softly lit with lamps formed out of the
beautiful vessels of which I have spoken, and the air and curtains were
laden with a subtle perfume. Perfume too seemed to emanate from the
glorious hair and white-clinging vestments of She herself. I entered
the little room, and there stood uncertain.
'Sit,' said She, pointing to the couch. 'As yet thou hast no cause
to fear me. If thou hast cause, thou shalt not fear for long, for I
shall slay thee. Therefore let thy heart be light.'
I sat down on the end of the couch near to the font-like basin of
water, and She sank down softly on to the other end.
'Now, Holly,' she said, 'how comest thou to speak Arabic? It is my
own dear tongue, for Arabian am I by my birth, even "al Arab al Ariba"
(an Arab of the Arabs), and of the race of our father Yárab, the son of
Kâhtan, for in that fair and ancient city Ozal was I born, in the
province of Yaman the Happy. Yet dost thou not speak it as we used to
speak. Thy talk doth lack the music of the sweet tongue of the tribes
of Hamyar which I was wont to hear. Some of the words too seemed
changed, even as among these Amahagger, who have debased and defiled
its purity, so that I must speak with them in what is to me another
tongue.'
'I have studied it,' I answered, 'for many years. Also the language
is spoken in Egypt and elsewhere.'
'So it is still spoken, and there is yet an Egypt? And what Pharach
sits upon the throne? Still one of the spawn of the Persian Ochus, or
are the Achæmenians gone, for far is it to the days of Ochus.'
'The Persians have been gone from Egypt for nigh two thousand years,
and since then the Ptolemies, the Romans, and many others have
flourished and held sway upon the Nile, and fallen when their time was
ripe,' I said, aghast. 'What canst thou know of the Persian Artaxerxes?'
She laughed, and made no answer, and again a cold chill went through
me. 'And Greece,' she said; 'is there still a Greece? Ah, I loved the
Greeks. Beautiful were they as the day, and clever, but fierce at heart
and fickle, notwithstanding.'
'Yes,' I said, 'there is a Greece; and, just now, is it once more a
people. Yet the Greeks of to-day are not what the Greeks of the old
time were, and Greece herself is but a mockery of the Greece that was.'
'So! The Hebrews, are they yet at Jerusalem? And does the Temple
that the wise king built stand, and if so, what God do they worship
therein? Is their Messiah come, of whom they preached so much and
prophesied so loudly, and doth He rule the earth?
'The Jews are broken and gone, and the fragments of their people
strew the world, and Jerusalem is no more. As for the temple that Herod
built—'
'Herod!' she said. 'I know not Herod. But go on.'
'The Romans burnt it, and the Roman eagles flew across its ruins,
and now Judæa is a desert.'
'So, so! They were a great people, those Romans, and went straight
to their end—ay, they sped to it like Fate, or like their own eagles
on their prey!—and left peace behind them.'
'Solitudinem faciunt, pacem appellant,' I suggested.
'Ah, thou canst speak the Latin tongue, too!' she said, in surprise.
'It hath a strange ring in my ears after all these days, and it seems
to me that thy accent does not fall as the Romans put it. Who was it
wrote that? I know not the saying, but it is a true one of that great
people. It seems that I have found a learned man—one whose hands have
held the water of the world's knowledge. Knowest thou Greek also?'
'Yes, oh Queen, and something of Hebrew, but not to speak them well.
They are all dead languages now.'
She clapped her hands in childish glee. 'Of a truth, ugly tree that
thou art, thou growest the fruits of wisdom, oh, Holly,' she said, 'but
of those Jews whom I hated, for they called me "heathen" when I would
have taught them my philosophy. Did their Messiah come, and doth He
rule the world?'
'Their Messiah came,' I answered with reverence; 'but He came poor
and lowly, and they would have none of Him. They scourged Him, and
crucified Him upon a tree, but yet His words and His works live on, for
He was the Son of God, and now of a truth He doth rule half the world,
but not with an Empire of the World.'
'Ah, the fierce-hearted wolves,' she said, 'the followers of Sense
and of many gods—greedy of gain and factiontorn. I can see their dark
faces yet. So they crucified their Messiah? Well, can I believe it.
That he was a Son of the Living Spirit would be naught to them, if
indeed He was so, and of that we will talk afterwards. They would care
naught for any God if he came not with pomp and power. They, a chosen
people, a vessel of Him they call Jehovah, ay, and a vessel of Baal,
and a vessel of Astoreth, and a vessel of the gods of the Egyptians—a
high-stomached people, greedy of aught that brought them wealth and
power. So they crucified their Messiah because He came in lowly
guise—and now are they scattered about the earth. Why, if I remember,
so said one of their prophets that it should be. Well, let them
go—they broke my heart, those Jews, and made me look with evil eyes
across the world, ay, and drove me to this wilderness, this place of a
people that was before them. When I would have taught them wisdom in
Jerusalem they stoned me, ay, at the Gate of the Temple those
white-bearded hypocrites and Rabbis hounded the people on to stone me!
See, here is the mark of it to this day!' and with a sudden move she
pulled up the gauzy wrapping on her rounded arm, and pointed to a
little scar that showed red against its milky beauty.
I shrank back horrified.
'Pardon me, oh Queen,' I said, 'but I am bewildered. Nigh upon two
thousand years have rolled across the earth since the Jewish Messiah
hung upon His cross at Golgotha. How then canst thou have taught thy
philosophy to the Jews before He was? Thou art a woman, and no spirit.
How can a woman live two thousand years? Why dost thou befool me, oh
Queen?'
She leaned back on the couch, and once more I felt the hidden eyes
playing upon me and searching out my heart.
'Oh man!' she said at last, speaking very slowly and deliberately,
'it seems that there are still things upon the earth of which thou
knowest naught. Dost thou still believe that all things die, even as
those very Jews believed? I tell thee that naught really dies. There is
no such thing as Death, though there be a thing called Change. See,'
and she pointed to some sculptures on the rocky wall. 'Three times two
thousand years have passed since the last of the great race that hewed
those pictures fell before the breath of the pestilence which destroyed
them, yet are they not dead. E'en now they live; perchance their
spirits are drawn toward us at this very hour,' and she glanced round.
'Of a surety it sometimes seems to me that my eyes can see them.'
'Yes, but to the world they are dead.'
'Ay, for a time; but even to the world are they born again and
again. I, yes I, Ayesha —for that is my name, stranger—I say to
thee that I wait now for one I loved to be born again, and here I tarry
till he finds me, knowing of a surety that hither he will come, and
that here, and here only, shall he greet me. Why, dost thou suppose
that I, who am all powerful, I, whose loveliness is more than the
loveliness of the Grecian Helen, of whom they used to sing, and whose
wisdom is wider, ay, far more wide and deep than the wisdom of Solomon
the Wise,—I, who know the secrets of the earth and its riches, and
can turn all things to my uses,—I, who have even for a while overcome
Change, that ye call Death,—why, I say, oh stranger, dost thou think
that I herd here with barbarians lower than the beasts?'
'I know not,' I said humbly.
'Because I wait for him I love. My life has perchance been evil, I
know not—for who can say what is evil and what good?—so I fear to
die even if I could die, which I cannot until mine hour comes, to go
and seek him where he is; for between us there might rise a wall I
could not climb, at least, I dread it. Surely easy would it be also to
lose the way in seeking in those great spaces wherein the planets
wander on for ever. But the day will come, it may be when five thousand
more years have passed, and are lost and melted into the vault of Time,
even as the little clouds melt into the gloom of night, or it may be
to-morrow, when he, my love, shall be born again, and then, following a
law that is stronger than any human plan, he shall find me here, where
once he knew me, and of a surety his heart will soften towards me
though I sinned against him; ay, even though he know me not again, yet
will he love me, if only for my beauty's sake.'
For a moment I was dumbfounded, and could not answer. The matter was
too overpowering for my intellect to grasp.
'But even so, oh Queen,' I said at last, 'even if we men be born
again and again, that is not so with thee, if thou speakest truly.'
Here she looked up sharply, and once more I caught the flash of those
hidden eyes; 'thou,' I went on hurriedly, 'who hast never died?'
'That is so,' she said; 'and it is so because I have, half by chance
and half by learning, solved one of the great secrets of the world.
Tell me, stranger: life is—why therefore should not life be
lengthened for a while? What are ten or twenty or fifty thousand years
in the history of life? Why in ten thousand years scarce will the rain
and storms lessen a mountain top by a span in thickness? In two
thousand years these caves have not changed, nothing has changed, but
the beasts and man, who is as the beasts. There is naught that is
wonderful about the matter, couldst thou but understand. Life is
wonderful, ay, but that it should be a little lengthened is not
wonderful. Nature hath her animating spirit as well as man, who is
Nature's child, and he who can find that spirit, and let it breathe
upon him, shall live with her life. He shall not live eternally, for
Nature is not eternal, and she herself must die, even as the nature of
the moon hath died. She herself must die, I say, or rather change and
sleep till it be time for her to live again. But when shall she die?
Not yet, I ween, and while she lives, so shall he who hath all her
secret live with her. All I have it not, yet have I some, more
perchance than any who were before me. Now, to thee I doubt not that
this thing is a great mystery, therefore I will not overcome thee with
it now. Another time will I tell thee more if the mood be on me, though
perchance I shall never speak thereof again. Dost thou wonder how I
knew that ye were coming to this land, and so saved your heads from the
hot pot?'
'Ay, oh Queen,' I answered feebly.
'Then gaze upon that water,' and she pointed to the font-like
vessel, and then, bending forward, held her hand over it.
I rose and gazed, and instantly the water darkened. Then it cleared,
and I saw as distinctly as I ever saw anything in my life—I saw, I
say, our boat upon that horrible canal. There was Leo lying at the
bottom asleep in it, with a coat thrown over him to keep off the
mosquitoes, in such a fashion as to hide his face, and myself, Job, and
Mahomed towing on the bank.
I started back aghast, and cried out that it was magic, for I
recognised the whole scene—it was one which had actually occurred.
'Nay, nay; oh, Holly,' she answered, 'it is no magic; that is a
fiction of ignorance. There is no such thing as magic, though there is
such a thing as a knowledge of the secrets of Nature. That water is my
glass; in it I see what passes if I care to summon up the pictures,
which is not often. Therein I can show thee what thou wilt of the past,
if it be anything to do with this country and with what I have known,
or anything that thou, the gazer, hast known. Think of a face if thou
wilt, and it shall be reflected from thy mind upon the water. I know
not all the secret yet—I can read nothing in the future. But it is an
old secret; I did not find it. In Arabia and in Egypt the sorcerers
knew it centuries ago. So one day I chanced to bethink me of that old
canal—some twenty centuries ago I sailed upon it, and I was minded to
look thereon again. And so I looked, and there I saw the boat and three
men walking, and one, whose face I could not see, but a youth of a
noble form, sleeping in the boat, and so I sent and saved ye. And now
farewell. But stay, tell me of this youth—the Lion, as the old man
calls him. I would look upon him, but he is sick, thou sayest—sick
with the fever, and also wounded in the fray.'
'He is very sick,' I answered sadly; 'canst thou do nothing for him,
oh Queen! who knowest so much?'
'Of a surety I can. I can cure him; but why speakest thou so sadly?
Doth thou love the youth? Is he perchance thy son?'
'He is my adopted son, oh Queen! Shall he be brought in before thee?'
'Nay. How long hath the fever taken him?
'This is the third day.'
'Good; then let him lie another day. Then will he perchance throw it
off by his own strength, and that is better than that I should cure
him, for my medicine is of a sort to shake the life in its very
citadel. If, however, by to-morrow night, at that hour when the fever
first took him, he doth not begin to mend, then will I come to him and
cure him. Stay, who nurses him?'
'Our white servant, him whom Billali names the Pig; also,' and here
I spoke with some little hesitation, 'a woman named Ustane, a very
handsome woman of this country, who came and embraced him when first
she saw him, and hath stayed by him ever since, as I understand is the
fashion of thy people, oh Queen.'
'My people! speak not to me of my people,' she answered, hastily;
'these slaves are no people of mine, they are but dogs to do my bidding
till the day of my deliverance comes; and, as for their customs, naught
have I to do with them. Also, call me not Queen—I am sick of flattery
and titles—call me Ayesha, the name hath a sweet sound in mine ears,
it is an echo from the past. As for this Ustane, I know not. I wonder
if it be she against whom I was warned, and whom I in turn did warn?
Hath she—stay, I will see;' and, bending forward, she passed her hand
over the font of water and gazed intently into it. 'See,' she said
quietly, 'is that the woman?'
I looked into the water, and there, mirrored upon its placid
surface, was the silhouette of Ustane's stately face. She was bending
forward, with a look of infinite tenderness upon her features, watching
something beneath her, and with her chestnut locks falling on to her
right shoulder.
'It is she,' I said, in a low voice, for once more I felt much
disturbed at this most uncommon sight. 'She watches Leo asleep.'
'Leo!' said Ayesha, in an absent voice; 'why, that is "lion" in the
Latin tongue. The old man hath named happily for once. It is very
strange,' she went on speaking to herself, 'very. So like—but it is
not possible!' With an impatient gesture she passed her hand over the
water once more. It darkened, and the image vanished silently and
mysteriously as it had risen, and once more the lamplight, and the
lamplight only, shone on the placid surface of that limpid, living
mirror.
'Hast thou aught to ask me before thou goest, oh Holly?' she said,
after a few moments' reflection. 'It is but a rude life that thou must
live here, for these people are savages, and know not the ways of
cultivated man. Not that I am troubled thereby, for, behold my food,'
and she pointed to the fruit upon the little table. 'Naught but fruit
doth ever pass my lips—fruit and cakes of flour, and a little water.
I have bidden my girls to wait upon thee. They are mutes thou knowest,
deaf are they and dumb, and therefore the safest of servants, save to
those who can read their faces and their signs. I bred them so—it
hath taken many centuries and much trouble; but at last I have
triumphed. Once I succeeded before, but the race was too ugly, so I let
it die away; but now, as thou seest, they are otherwise. Once, too, I
reared a race of giants, but after a while Nature would no more of it,
and it died away. Hast thou aught to ask of me?'
'Ay, one thing, oh Ayesha,' I said boldly; but feeling by no means
as bold as I trust I looked. 'I would gaze upon thy face.'
She laughed out in her bell-like notes. 'Bethink thee, Holly,' she
answered; 'bethink thee. It seems that thou knowest the old myths of
the gods of Greece. Was there not one Actæon who perished miserably
because he looked on too much beauty? If I show thee my face, perchance
thou wouldst perish miserably also; perchance thou wouldst eat out thy
heart in impotent desire; for know I am not for thee—I am for no man,
save one, who hath been, but is not yet.'
'As thou wilt, Ayesha,' I said. 'I fear not thy beauty. I have put
my heart away from such vanity as woman's loveliness, that passes like
a flower.'
'Nay, thou errest,' she said; 'that does not pass. My beauty endures
even as I endure; still if thou wilt, oh rash man, have thy will; but
blame not me if passion mount thy reason, as the Egyptian breakers used
to mount a colt, and guide it whither thou wilt not. Never may the man
to whom my beauty hath been unveiled put it from his mind, and
therefore even with these savages do I go veiled, lest they vex me, and
I should slay them. Say, wilt thou see?'
'I will,' I answered, my curiosity overpowering me.
She lifted her white and rounded arms—never had I seen such arms
before—and slowly, very slowly, withdrew some fastening beneath her
hair. Then all of a sudden the long, corpse-like wrappings fell from
her to the ground, and my eyes travelled up her form, now only robed in
a garb of clinging white that did but serve to show its perfect and
imperial shape, instinct with a life that was more than life, and with
a certain serpent-like grace that was more than human. On her little
feet were sandals, fastened with studs of gold. Then came ankles more
perfect than ever sculptor dreamed of. About the waist her white kirtle
was fastened by a double-headed snake of solid gold, above which her
gracious form swelled up in lines as pure as they were lovely, till the
kirtle ended on the snowy argent of her breast, whereon her arms were
folded. I gazed above them at her face, and—I do not
exaggerate—shrank back blinded and amazed. I have heard of the beauty
of celestial beings, now I saw it; only this beauty, with all its awful
loveliness and purity, was evil—at least, at the time, it struck me
as evil. How am I to describe it? I cannot —simply, I cannot! The man
does not live whose pen could convey a sense of what I saw. I might
talk of the great changing eyes of deepest, softest black, of the
tinted face, of the broad and noble brow, on which the hair grew low,
and delicate, straight features. But, beautiful, surpassingly beautiful
as they all were, her loveliness did not lie in them. It lay rather, if
it can be said to have had any fixed abiding place, in a visible
majesty, in an imperial grace, in a godlike stamp of softened power,
which shone upon that radiant countenance like a living halo. Never
before had I guessed what beauty made sublime could be— and yet, the
sublimity was a dark one—the glory was not all of heaven—though
none the less was it glorious. Though the face before me was that of a
young woman of certainly not more than thirty years, in perfect health,
and the first flush of ripened beauty, yet it had stamped upon it a
look of unutterable experience, and of deep acquaintance with grief and
passion. Not even the lovely smile that crept about the dimples of her
mouth could hide this shadow of sin and sorrow. It shone even in the
light of the glorious eyes, it was present in the air of majesty, and
it seemed to say: 'Behold me, lovely as no woman was or is, undying and
half-divine; memory haunts me from age to age, and passion leads me by
the hand—evil have I done, and with sorrow have I made acquaintance
from age to age, and from age to age evil I shall do, and sorrow shall
I know till my redemption comes.'
Drawn by some magnetic force which I could not resist, I let my eyes
rest upon her shining orbs, and felt a current pass from them to me
that bewildered and half-blinded me.
She laughed—ah, how musically! and nodded her little head at me
with an air of sublimated coquetry that would have done credit to a
Venus Victrix.
'Rash man!' she said; 'like Actæon, thou hast had thy will; be
careful lest, like Actæon, thou too dost perish miserably, torn to
pieces by the ban-hounds of thine own passions. I too, oh Holly, am a
virgin goddess, not to be moved of any man, save one, and it is not
thou. Say, hast thou seen enough!'
'I have looked on beauty, and I am blinded,' I said hoarsely,
lifting my hand to cover up my eyes.
'So! what did I tell thee? Beauty is like the lightning; it is
lovely, but it destroys—especially trees, oh Holly!' And again she
nodded and laughed.
Suddenly she paused, and through my fingers I saw an awful change
come over her countenance. Her great eyes suddenly fixed themselves
into an expression in which horror seemed to struggle with some
tremendous hope arising through the depths of her dark soul. The lovely
face grew rigid, and the gracious, willowy form seemed to erect itself.
'Man,' she half whispered, half hissed, throwing back her head like
a snake about to strike—'man, where didst thou get that scarab on thy
hand? Speak, or by the Spirit of Life I will blast thee where thou
standest!' and she took one light step towards me, and from her eyes
there shone such an awful light—to me it seemed almost like a
flame—that I fell, then and there, on the ground before her, babbling
confusedly in my terror.
'Peace,' she said, with a sudden change of manner, and speaking in
her former soft voice, 'I did affright thee! Forgive me! But at times,
oh Holly, the almost infinte mind grows impatient of the slowness of
the very finite, and I am tempted to use my power out of pure
vexation— very nearly wast thou dead, but I remembered—. But the
scarab—about the scarabæus!'
'I picked it up,' I gurgled feebly, as I got on to my feet again,
and it is a solemn fact that my mind was so disturbed that at the
moment I could remember nothing else about the ring except that I had
picked it up in Leo's cave.
'It is very strange,' she said, with a sudden access of womanlike
trembling and agitation which seemed out of place in this awful
woman—'but once I knew a scarab like that. It—hung round the
neck—of one I loved,' and she gave a little sob, and I saw that after
all she was only a woman, although she might be a very old one.
'There,' she went on, 'it must be one like it, and yet never did I
see one like it, for thereto hung a history, and he who wrote it prized
it much. But the scarab that I knew was not set thus in the bezel of a
ring. Go now, Holly, go, and, if thou canst, try to forget that thou
hast looked upon Ayesha's beauty,' and, turning from me, she flung
herself on her couch, and buried her face in the cushions.
As for me, I stumbled from her presence, and I do not remember how I
reached my own cave.
It was nearly ten o'clock at night when I cast myself down upon my
bed, and began to gather my scattered wits, and reflect upon what I had
seen and heard. But the more I reflected the less I could make of it.
Was I mad, or drunk, or dreaming, or was I merely the victim of a
gigantic and most elaborate hoax? How was it possible that I, a
rational man, not unacquainted with the leading scientific facts of our
history, and hitherto an absolute and utter disbeliever in all the
hocus-pocus that in Europe goes by the name of the supernatural, could
believe that I had within the last few minutes been engaged in
conversation with a woman two thousand and odd years old? The thing was
contrary to the experience of human nature, and absolutely and utterly
impossible. It must be a hoax, and yet, if it were a hoax, what was I
to make of it? What, too, was to be said of the figures on the water,
of the woman's extraordinary acquaintance with the remote past, and her
ignorance, or apparent ignorance, of any subsequent history? What, too,
of her wonderful and awful loveliness? This, at any rate, was a patent
fact, and beyond the experience of the world. No merely mortal woman
could shine with such a supernatural radiance. About that she had, at
any rate, been in the right—it was not safe for any man to look upon
such beauty. I was a hardened vessel in such matters, having, with the
exception of one painful experience of my green and tender youth, put
the softer sex (I sometimes think that this is a misnomer) almost
entirely out of my thoughts. But now, to my intense horror, I knew that
I could never put away the vision of those glorious eyes; and, alas!
the very diablerie of the woman, whilst it horrified and repelled,
attracted in even a greater degree. A person with the experience of two
thousand years at her back, with the command of such tremendous powers
and the knowledge of a mystery that could hold off death, was certainly
worth falling in love with, if ever woman was. But, alas! it was not a
question of whether or no she was worth it, for so far as I could
judge, not being versed in such matters, I, a fellow of my college,
noted for what my acquaintances are pleased to call my misogyny, and a
respectable man now well on in middle life, had fallen absolutely and
hopelessly in love with this white sorceress. Nonsense; it must be
nonsense! She had warned me fairly, and I had refused to take the
warning. Curses on the fatal curiosity that is ever prompting man to
draw the veil from woman, and curses on the natural impulse that begets
it! It is the cause of half—ay, and more than half, of our
misfortunes. Why cannot man be content to live alone and be happy, and
let the women live alone and be happy too? But perhaps they would not
be happy, and I am not sure that we should either. Here was a nice
state of affairs. I, at my age, to fall a victim to this modern Circe!
But then she was not modern, at least she said not. She was almost as
ancient as the original Circe.
I tore my hair, and jumped up from my couch, feeling that if I did
not do something I should go off my head. What did she mean about the
scarabæus too? It was Leo's scarabæus, and had come out of the old
coffer that Vincey had left in my rooms nearly one-and-twenty years
before. Could it be, after all, that the whole story was true, and the
writing on the sherd was not a forgery, or the invention of some
crack-brained, long-forgotten individual? And if so, could it be that
Leo was the man that She was waiting for—the dead man who was to be
born again! Impossible again! The whole thing was gibberish! Who ever
heard of a man being born again?
But if it were possible that á woman could exist for two thousand
years, this might be possible also—anything might be possible. I
myself might, for aught I knew, be a reincarnation of some other
forgotten self, or perhaps the last of a long line of ancestral selves.
Well, vive la guerre! why not? Only, unfortunately, I had no
recollection of these previous conditions. The idea was so absurd to me
that I burst out laughing, and, addressing the sculptured picture of a
grim-looking warrior on the cave wall, called out to him aloud, 'Who
knows, old fellow?—perhaps I was your contemporary. By Jove! perhaps
I was you and you are I,' and then I laughed again at my own folly, and
the sound of my laughter rang dismally along the vaulted roof, as
though the ghost of the warrior had uttered the ghost of a laugh.
Next I bethought me that I had not been to see how Leo was, so,
taking up one of the lamps which was burning at my bedside, I slipped
off my shoes and crept down the passage to the entrance of his sleeping
cave. The draught of the night air was lifting his curtain to and fro
gently, as though spirit hands were drawing and redrawing it. I slid
into the vault-like apartment, and looked round. There was a light by
which I could see that Leo was lying on the couch, tossing restlessly
in his fever, but asleep. At his side, half-lying on the floor,
half-leaning against the stone couch, was Ustane. She held his hand in
one of hers, but she too was dozing, and the two made a pretty, or
rather a pathetic, picture. Poor Leo! his cheek was burning red, there
were dark shadows beneath his eyes, and his breath came heavily. He was
very, very ill; and again the horrible fear seized me that he might
die, and I be left alone in the world. And yet if he lived he would
perhaps be my rival with Ayesha; even if he were not the man, what
chance should I, middle-aged and hideous, have against his bright youth
and beauty? Well, thank Heaven! my sense of right was not dead. She had
not killed that yet; and, as I stood there, I prayed to the Almighty in
my heart that my boy, my more than son, might live—ay, even if he
proved to be the man.
Then I went back as softly as I had come, but still I could not
sleep; the sight and thought of dear Leo lying there so ill had but
added fuel to the fire of my unrest. My wearied body and overstrained
mind awakened all my imagination into preternatural activity. Ideas,
visions, almost inspirations, floated before it with startling
vividness. Most of them were grotesque enough, some were ghastly, some
recalled thoughts and sensations that had for years been buried in the
débris of my past life. But, behind and above them all, hovered the
shape of that awful woman, and through them gleamed the memory of her
entrancing loveliness. Up and down the cave I strode —up and down.
Suddenly I observed, what I had not noticed before, that there was a
narrow aperture in the rocky wall. I took up the lamp and examined it;
the aperture led to a passage. Now, I was still sufficiently sensible
to remember that it is not pleasant, in such a situation as ours was,
to have passages running into one's bed-chamber from no one knows
where. If there are passages, people can come up them; they can come up
when one is asleep. Partly to see where it went to, and partly from a
restless desire to be doing something, I followed the passage. It led
to a stone stair, which I descended; the stair ended in another
passage, or rather tunnel, also hewn out of the bed-rock, and running,
so far as I could judge, exactly beneath the gallery that led to the
entrance of our rooms, and across the great central cave. I went on
down it: it was as silent as the grave, but still, drawn by some
sensation or attraction that I cannot describe, I followed on, my
stockinged feet falling without noise on the smooth and rocky floor.
When I had traversed some fifty yards of space, I came to another
passage running at right angles, and here an awful thing happened to
me: the sharp draught caught my lamp and extinguished it, leaving me in
utter darkness in the bowels of that mysterious place. I took a couple
of strides forward so as to clear the bisecting tunnel, being terribly
afraid lest I should turn up it in the dark if once I got confused as
to the direction, and then paused to think. What was I to do? I had no
match; it seemed awful to attempt that long journey back through the
utter gloom, and yet I could not stand there all night, and, if I did,
probably it would not help me much, for in the bowels of the rock it
would be as dark at midday as at midnight. I looked back over my
shoulder— not a sight or a sound. I peered forward down the
darkness: surely, far away, I saw something like the faint glow of
fire. Perhaps it was a cave where I could get a light— at any rate,
it was worth investigating. Slowly and painfully I crept along the
tunnel, keeping my hand against its wall, and feeling at every step
with my foot before I put it down, fearing lest I should fall into some
pit. Thirty paces—there was a light, a broad light that came and
went, shining through curtains! Fifty paces—it was close at hand!
Sixty—oh, great heaven!
I was at the curtains, and they did not hang close, so I could see
clearly into the little cavern beyond them. It had all the appearance
of being a tomb, and was lit up by a fire that burnt in its centre with
a whitish flame and without smoke. Indeed, there, to the left, was a
stone shelf with a little ledge to it three inches or so high, and on
the shelf lay what I took to be a corpse; at any rate, it looked like
one, with something white thrown over it. To the right was a similar
shelf, on which lay some broidered coverings. Over the fire bent the
figure of a woman; she was sideways to me and facing the corpse,
wrapped in a dark mantle that hid her like a nun's cloak. She seemed to
be staring at the flickering flame. Suddenly, as I was trying to make
up my mind what to do, with a convulsive movement that somehow gave an
impression of despairing energy, the woman rose to her feet and cast
the dark cloak from her.
It was She herself!
She was clothed, as I had seen her when she unveiled, in the kirtle
of clinging white, cut low upon her bosom, and bound in at the waist
with the barbaric double-headed snáke, and, as before, her rippling
black hair fell in heavy masses down her back. But her face was what
caught my eye, and held me as in a vice, not this time by the force of
its beauty, but by the power of fascinated terror. The beauty was still
there, indeed, but the agony, the blind passion, and the awful
vindictiveness displayed upon those quivering features, and in the
tortured look of the upturned eyes, were such as surpass my powers of
description.
For a moment she stood still, her hands raised high above her head,
and as she did so the white robe slipped from her down to her golden
girdle, baring the blinding loveliness of her form. She stood there,
her fingers clenched, and the awful look of malevolence gathered and
deepened on her face.
Suddenly, I thought of what would happen if she discovered me, and
the reflection made me turn sick and faint. But even if I had known
that I must die if I stopped, I do not believe that I could have moved,
for I was absolutely fascinated. But still I knew my danger. Supposing
she should hear me, or see me through the curtain, supposing I even
sneezed, or that her magic told her that she was being watched—swift
indeed would be my doom.
Down came the clenched hands to her sides, then up again above her
head, and, as I am a living and honourable man, the white flame of the
fire leapt up after them, almost to the roof, throwing a fierce and
ghastly glare upon She herself, upon the white figure beneath the
covering, and every scroll and detail of the rockwork.
Down came the ivory arms again, and as they did so she spoke, or
rather hissed, in Arabic, in a note that curdled my blood, and for a
second stopped my heart.
'Curse her, may she be everlastingly accursed.'
The arms fell and the flame sank. Up they went again, and the broad
tongue of fire shot up after them; then again they fell.
'Curse her memory—accursed be the memory of the Egyptian.'
Up again, and again down.
'Curse her, the fair daughter of the Nile, because of her beauty.'
'Curse her, because her magic hath prevailed against me.'
'Curse her, because she kept my beloved from me.'
And again the flame dwindled and shrank.
She put her hands before her eyes, and, abandoning the hissing tone,
cried aloud:—
'What is the use of cursing?—she prevailed, and she is gone.
Then she recommenced with an even more frightful energy:—
'Curse her where she is. Let my curses reach her where she is and
disturb her rest.
'Curse her through the starry spaces. Let her shadow be accursed.
'Let my power find her even there.
'Let her hear me even there. Let her hide herself in the blackness.
'Let her go down into the pit of despair, because I shall one day
find her.'
Again the flame fell, and again she covered her eyes with her hands.
'It is no use—no use,' she wailed; 'who can reach those who sleep?
Not even I can reach them.'
Then once more she began her unholy rites.
'Curse her when she shall be born again. Let her be born accursed.
'Let her be utterly accursed from the hour of her birth until sleep
finds her.
'Yea, then, let her be accursed: for then shall I overtake her with
my vengeance, and utterly destroy her.'
And so on. The flame rose and fell, reflecting itself in her
agonised eyes; the hissing sound of her terrible maledictions, and no
words of mine, especially on paper, can convey how terrible they were,
ran round the walls and died away in little echoes, and the fierce
light and deep gloom alternated themselves on the white and dreadful
form stretched upon that bier of stone.
But at length she seemed to wear herself out, and ceased. She sat
herself down upon the rocky floor, and shook the dense cloud of her
beautiful hair over her face and breast, and began to sob terribly in
the torture of a heartrending despair.
'Two thousand years,' she moaned—'two thousand years have I waited
and endured; but though century doth still creep on to century, and
time give place to time, the sting of memory hath not lessened, the
light of hope doth not shine more bright. Oh! to have lived two
thousand years, with my passion eating at my heart, and with my sin
ever before me. Oh, that for me life cannot bring forgetfulness! Oh,
for the weary years that have been and are yet to come, and evermore to
come, endless and without end!
'My love! my love! my love! Why did that stranger bring thee back to
me after this sort? For five hundred years I have not suffered thus.
Oh, if I sinned against thee, have I not wiped away the sin? When wilt
thou come back to me who have all, and yet without thee have naught?
What is there that I can do? What? What? What? And perchance
she—perchance that Egyptian doth abide with thee where thou art, and
mock my memory. Oh, why could I not die with thee, I who slew thee?
Alas, that I cannot die! Alas! Alas!' and she flung herself prone upon
the ground, and sobbed and wept till I thought her heart must burst.
Suddenly she ceased, raised herself to her feet, rearranged her
robe, and, tossing back her long locks impatiently, swept across to
where the figure lay upon the stone.
'Oh Kallikrates,' she cried, and I trembled at the name, 'I must
look upon thy face again, though it be agony. It is a generation since
I looked upon thee whom I slew— slew with mine own hand,' and with
trembling fingers she seized the corner of the sheet-like wrapping that
covered the form upon the stone bier, and then paused. When she spoke
again, it was in a kind of awed whisper, as though her idea were
terrible even to herself.
'Shall I raise thee,' she said, apparently addressing the corpse,
'so that thou standest there before me, as of old? I can do it,' and
she held out her hands over the sheeted dead, while her whole frame
became rigid and terrible to see, and her eyes grew fixed and dull. I
shrank in horror behind the curtain, my hair stood up upon my head, and
whether it was my imagination or a fact I am unable to say, but I
thought that the quiet form beneath the covering began to quiver, and
the winding sheet to lift as though it lay on the breast of one who
slept. Suddenly she withdrew her hands, and the motion of the corpse
seemed to me to cease.
'What is the use?' she said gloomily. 'Of what use is it to recall
the semblance of life when I cannot recall the spirit? Even if thou
stoodest before me thou wouldst not know me, and couldst but do what I
bid thee. The life in thee would be my life, and not thy life,
Kallikrates.'
For a moment she stood there brooding, and then cast herself down on
her knees beside the form, and began to press her lips against the
sheet, and weep. There was something so horrible about the sight of
this awe-inspiring woman letting loose her passion on the dead—so
much more horrible even than anything that had gone before, that I
could no longer bear to look at it, and, turning, began to creep,
shaking as I was in every limb, slowly along the pitch-dark passage,
feeling in my trembling heart that I had a vision of a Soul in Hell.
On I stumbled, I scarcely know how. Twice I fell, once I turned up
the bisecting passage, but fortunately found out my mistake in time.
For twenty minutes or more I crept along, till at last it occurred to
me that I must have passed the little stair by which I descended. So,
utterly exhausted, and nearly frightened to death, I sank down at
length there on the stone flooring, and sank into oblivion.
When I came to I noticed a faint ray of light in the passage just
behind me. I crept to it, and found it was the little stair down which
the weak dawn was stealing. Passing up it I gained my chamber in
safety, and, flinging myself on the couch, was soon lost in slumber or
rather stupor.
The next thing that I remember was opening my eyes and perceiving
the form of Job, who had now practically recovered from his attack of
fever. He was standing in the ray of light that pierced into the cave
from the outer air, shaking out my clothes as a makeshift for brushing
them, which he could not do because there was no brush, and then
folding them up neatly and laying them on the foot of the stone couch.
This done, he got my travelling dressing-case out of the Gladstone bag,
and opened it ready for my use. First, he stood it on the foot of the
couch also, then, being afraid, I suppose, that I should kick it off,
he placed it on a leopard skin on the floor, and stood back a step or
two to observe the effect. It was not satisfactory, so he shut up the
bag, turned it on end, and, having rested it against the foot of the
couch, placed the dressing-case on it. Next, he looked at the pots full
of water, which constituted our washing apparatus. 'Ah!' I heard him
murmur, 'no hot water in this beastly place. I suppose these poor
creatures only use it to boil each other in,' and he sighed deeply.
'What is the matter, Job?' I said.
'Beg pardon, sir,' he said, touching his hair. 'I thought you were
asleep, sir; and I am sure you look as though you want it. One might
think from the look of you that you had been having a night of it.'
I only groaned by way of answer. I had, indeed, been having a night
of it, such as I hope never to have again.
'How is Mr. Leo, Job?'
'Much the same, sir. If he don't soon mend, he'll end, sir; and
that's all about it; though I must say that that there savage, Ustane,
do do her best for him, almost like a baptised Christian. She is always
hanging round and looking after him, and if I ventures to interfere,
it's awful to see her; her hair seems to stand on end, and she curses
and swears away in her heathen talk—at least I fancy she must be
cursing from the look of her.'
'And what do you do then?'
'I make her a perlite bow, and I say, "Young woman, your position is
one that I don't quite understand, and can't recognise. Let me tell you
that I has a duty to perform to my master as is incapacitated by
illness, and that I am going to perform it until I am incapacitated
too," but she don't take no heed, not she—only curses and swears away
worse than ever. Last night she put her hand under that sort of
nightshirt she wears and whips out a knife with a kind of a curl in the
blade, so I whips out my revolver, and we walks round and round each
other till at last she bursts out laughing. It isn't nice treatment for
a Christian man to have to put up with from a savage, however handsome
she may be, but it is what people must expect as is fools enough' (Job
laid great emphasis on the 'fools') 'to come to such a place to look
for things no man is meant to find. It's a judgment on us, sir—that's
my opinion; and I, for one, is of opinion, that the judgment isn't
half done yet, and when it is done, we shall be done too, and just stop
in these beastly caves with the ghosts and the corpseses for once and
all. And now, sir, I must be seeing about Mr. Leo's broth, if that wild
cat will let me; and, perhaps, you would like to get up, sir, because
it's past nine o'clock.'
Job's remarks were not of an exactly cheering order to a man who had
passed such a night as I had; and, what is more, they had the weight of
truth. Taking one thing with another, it appeared to me to be an utter
impossibility that we should escape from the place where we were.
Supposing that Leo recovered, and supposing that She would let us go,
which was exceedingly doubtful, and that she did not 'blast' us in some
moment of vexation, and that we were not hot-potted by the Amahagger,
it would be quite impossible for us to find our way across the network
of marshes which, stretching for scores and scores of miles, formed a
stronger and more impassable fortification round the various Amahagger
households than any that could be built or designed by man. No, there
was but one thing to do—face it out; and, speaking for my own part, I
was so intensely interested in the whole weird story that, so far as I
was concerned, notwithstanding the shattered state of my nerves, I
asked nothing better, even if my life paid forfeit to my curiosity.
What man for whom physiology has charms could forbear to study such a
character as that of this Ayesha when the opportunity of doing so
presented itself? The very terror of the pursuit added to its
fascination, and besides, as I was forced to own to myself even now in
the sober light of day, she herself had attractions that I could not
forget. Not even the dreadful sight which I had witnessed during the
night could drive that folly from my mind; and alas! that I should have
to admit it, it has not been driven thence to this hour.
After I had dressed myself I passed into the eating, or rather
embalming chamber, and had some food, which was as before brought to me
by the girl mutes. When I had finished I went and saw poor Leo, who was
quite off his head, and did not even know me. I asked Ustane how she
thought he was; but she only shook her head and began to cry a little.
Evidently her hopes were small; and I then and there made up my mind
that, if it were in any way possible, I would get She to come and see
him. Surely she would cure him if she chose—at any rate she said she
could. While I was in the room, Billali entered, and also shook his
head.
'He will die at night,' he said.
'God forbid, my father,' I answered, and turned away with a heavy
heart.
She-who-must-be-obeyed commands thy presence, my Baboon,' said the
old man as soon as we got to the curtain; 'but, oh my dear son, be
more careful. Yesterday I made sure in my heart that She would blast
thee when thou didst not crawl upon thy stomach before her. She is
sitting in the great hall even now to do justice upon those who would
have smitten thee and the Lion. Come on, my son; come swiftly.'
I turned, and followed him down the passage, and when we reached the
great central cave saw that many Amahagger, some robed, and some merely
clad in the sweet simplicity of a leopard skin, were hurrying up it. We
mingled with the throng, and walked up the enormous and, indeed, almost
interminable cave. All the way its walls were elaborately sculptured,
and every twenty paces or so passages opened out of it at right angles,
leading, Billali told me, to tombs, hollowed in the rock by 'the people
who were before.' Nobody visited those tombs now, he said; and I must
say that my heart rejoiced when I thought of the opportunities of
antiquarian research which opened out before me.
At last we came to the head of the cave, where there was a rock daïs
almost exactly similar to the one on which we had been so furiously
attacked, a fact that proved to me that these daïs must have been used
as altars, probably for the celebration of religious ceremonies, and
more especially of rites connected with the interment of the dead. On
either side of this daïs were passages leading, Billali informed me, to
other caves full of dead bodies. 'Indeed,' he added, 'the whole
mountain is full of dead, and nearly all of them are perfect.'
In front of the daïs were gathered a great number of people of both
sexes, who stood staring about in their peculiar gloomy fashion, which
would have reduced Mark Tapley himself to misery in about five minutes.
On the daïs was a rude chair of black wood inlaid with ivory, having a
seat made of grass fibre, and a footstool formed of a wooden slab
attached to the framework of the chair.
Suddenly there was a cry of 'Hiya! Hiya!' ('She! She!'), and
thereupon the entire crowd of spectators instantly precipitated itself
upon the ground, and lay still as though it were individually and
collectively stricken dead, leaving me standing there like some
solitary survivor of a massacre. As it did so a long string of guards
began to defile from a passage to the left, and ranged themselves on
either side of the daïs. Then followed about a score of male mutes,
then as many women mutes bearing lamps, and then a tall white figure,
swathed from head to foot, in whom I recognised She herself. She
mounted the daïs and sat down upon the chair, and spoke to me in Greek,
I suppose because she did not wish those present to understand what she
said.
'Come hither, oh Holly,' she said, 'and sit thou at my feet, and see
me do justice on those who would have slain thee. Forgive me if my
Greek doth halt like a lame man; it is so long since I have heard the
sound of it that my tongue is stiff, and will not bend rightly to the
words.'
I bowed, and, mounting the daïs, sat down at her feet.
'How didst thou sleep, my Holly?' she asked.
'I slept not well, oh Ayesha!' I answered with perfect truth, and
with an inward fear that perhaps she knew how I had passed the heart of
the night.
'So,' she said, with a little laugh, 'I, too, have not slept well.
Last night I had dreams, and methinks that thou didst call them to me,
oh Holly.'
'Of what didst thou dream, Ayesha?' I asked indifferently.
'I dreamed,' she answered quickly, 'of one I hate and one I love,'
and then, as though to turn the conversation, she addressed the captain
of her guard in Arabic: 'Let the men be brought before me.'
The captain bowed low, for the guard and her attendants did not
prostrate themselves but had remained standing, and departed with his
underlings down a passage to the right.
Then came a silence. She leant her swathed head upon her hand and
appeared to be lost in thought, while the multitude before her
continued to grovel upon their stomachs, only screwing their heads
round a little so as to get a view of us with one eye. It seemed that
their Queen so rarely appeared in public that they were willing to
undergo this inconvenience, and even graver risks, to have the
opportunity of looking on her, or rather on her garments, for no living
man there except myself had ever seen her face. At last we caught sight
of the waving of lights, and heard the tramp of men coming along the
passage, and in filed the guard, and with them the survivors of our
would-be murderers to the number of twenty or more, on whose
countenances the natural expression of sullenness struggled with the
terror that evidently filled their savage hearts. They were ranged in
front of the daïs, and would have cast themselves down on the floor of
the cave like the spectators, but She stopped them.
'Nay,' she said in her softest voice, 'stand; I pray you stand.
Perchance the time will soon be when ye shall grow weary of being
stretched out,' and she laughed melodiously.
I saw a cringe of terror run along the rank of the poor doomed
wretches, and, wicked villains as they were, I felt sorry for them.
Some minutes, perhaps two or three, passed before anything fresh
occurred, during which She appeared from the movement of her
head—for, of course, we could not see her eyes—to be slowly and
carefully examining each delinquent. At last she spoke, addressing
herself to me in a quiet and deliberate tone.
'Dost thou, oh my guest, who art known in thine own country by the
name of the Prickly Tree, recognise these men?'
'Ay, oh Queen, nearly all of them,' I said, and I saw them glower at
me as I said it.
'Then tell to me, and this great company, the tale whereof I have
heard.'
Thus adjured, I, in as few words as I could, related the history of
the cannibal feast, and of the attempted torture of our poor servant.
The narrative was received in perfect silence, both by the accused and
by the audience, and also by She herself. When I had done, Ayesha
called upon Billali by name, and, lifting his head from the ground, but
without rising, the old man confirmed my story. No farther evidence was
taken.
'Ye have heard,' said She at length, in a cold, clear voice, very
different from her usual tones—indeed, it was one of the most
remarkable things about this extraordinary creature that her voice had
the power of suiting itself in a wonderful manner to the mood of the
moment. 'What have ye to say, ye rebellious children, why vengeance
should not be done upon you?'
For some time there was no answer, but at last one of the men, a
fine, broad-chested fellow, well on in middle-life, with deep-graven
features and an eye like a hawk's, spoke, and said that the orders that
they had received were not to harm the white men; nothing was said of
their black servant, so, egged on thereto by a woman who was now dead,
they proceeded to try to hotpot him after the ancient and honourable
custom of their country, with a view of eating him in due course. As
for their attack upon ourselves, it was made in an access of sudden
fury, and they deeply regretted it. He ended by humbly praying that
mercy might be extended to them; or, at least, that they might be
banished into the swamps, to live or die as it might chance; but I saw
it written on his face that he had but little hope of mercy.
Then came a pause, and the most intense silence reigned over the
whole scene, which, illuminated as it was by the flicker of the lamps
striking out broad patterns of light and shadow upon the rocky walls,
was as strange as any I ever saw, even in that unholy land. Upon the
ground before the daïs were stretched scores of the corpselike forms of
the spectators, till at last the long lines of them were lost in the
gloomy background. Before this outstretched audience were the knots of
evil-doers, trying to cover up their natural terrors with a brave
appearance of unconcern. On the right and left stood the silent guards,
robed in white and armed with great spears and daggers, and men and
women mutes watching with hard curious eyes. Then, seated in her
barbaric chair above them all, with myself at her feet, was the veiled
white woman, whose loveliness and awesome power seemed to visibly shine
about her like a halo, or rather like the glow from some unseen light.
Never have I seen her veiled shape look more terrible than it did in
that space, while she gathered herself up for vengeance.
At last it came.
'Dogs and serpents,' She began in a low voice that gradually
gathered power as she went on, till the place rang with it. 'Eaters of
human flesh, two things have ye done. First, ye have attacked these
strangers, being white men, and would have slain their servant, and for
that alone death is your reward. But that is not all. Ye have dared to
disobey me. Did I not send my word unto you by Billali, my servant, and
the father of your household? Did I not bid you to hospitably entertain
these strangers, whom now ye have striven to slay, and whom, had not
they been brave and strong beyond the strength of men, ye would cruelly
have murdered? Hath it not been taught to you from childhood that the
law of She is an ever fixed law, and that he who breaketh it by so much
as one jot or tittle shall perish? And is not my lightest word a law?
Have not your fathers taught you this, I say, whilst as yet ye were but
children? Do ye not know that as well might ye bid these great caves to
fall upon you, or the sun to cease its journeying, as to hope to turn
me from my courses, or make my word light or heavy, according to your
minds? Well do ye know it, ye Wicked Ones. But ye are all evil—evil
to the core—the wickedness bubbles up in you like a fountain in the
spring-time. Were it not for me, generations since had ye ceased to be,
for of your own evil way had ye destroyed each other. And now, because
ye have done this thing, because ye have striven to put these men, my
guests, to death, and yet more because ye have dared to disobey my
word, this is the doom that I doom you to. That ye be taken to the
cave of torture, and given over to the tormentors, and that on the
going down of to-morrow's sun those of you who yet remain alive be
slain, even as ye would have slain the servant of this my guest.'
She ceased, and a faint murmur of horror ran round the cave. As for
the victims, as soon as they realised the full hideousness of their
doom, their stoicism forsook them, and they flung themselves down upon
the ground, and wept and implored for mercy in a way that was dreadful
to behold. I, too, turned to Ayesha, and begged her to spare them, or
at least to mete out their fate in some less awful way. But she was
hard as adamant about it.
'My Holly,' she said, again speaking in Greek, which, to tell the
truth, although I have always been considered a better scholar of that
language than most men, I found it rather difficult to follow, chiefly
because of the change in the fall of the accent. Ayesha, of course,
talked with the accent of her contemporaries, whereas we have only
tradition and the modern accent to guide us as to the exact
pronunciation—'My Holly, it cannot be. Were I to show mercy to those
wolves, your lives would not be safe among this people for a day. Thou
knowest them not. They are tigers to lap blood, and even now they
hunger for your lives. How thinkest thou that I rule this people? I
have but a regiment of guards to do my bidding, therefore it is not by
force. It is by terror. My empire is of the imagination. Once in a
generation mayhap I do as I have done but now, and slay a score by
torture. Believe not that I would be cruel, or take vengeance on
anything so low. What can it profit me to be avenged on such as these?
Those who live long, my Holly, have no passions, save where they have
interests. Though I may seem to slay in wrath, or because my mood is
crossed, it is not so. Thou hast seen how in the heavens the little
clouds blow this way and that without a cause, yet behind them is the
great wind sweeping on its path whither it listeth. So is it with me,
oh Holly. My moods and changes are the little clouds, and fitfully
these seem to turn; but behind them ever blows the great wind of my
purpose. Nay, the men must die; and die as I have said.' Then, suddenly
turning to the captain of the guard—
After the prisoners had been removed Ayesha waved her hand, and the
spectators turned round, and began to crawl off down the cave like a
scattered flock of sheep. When they were a fair distance from the daïs,
however, they rose and walked away, leaving the Queen and myself alone,
with the exception of the mutes and the few remaining guards, most of
whom had departed with the doomed men. Thinking this a good
opportunity, I asked She to come and see Leo, telling her of his
serious condition; but she would not, saying that he certainly would
not die before the night, as people never died of that sort of fever
except at nightfall or dawn. Also she said that it would be better to
let the sickness spend its course as much as possible before she cured
it. Accordingly, I was rising to leave, when she bade me follow her, as
she would talk with me, and show me the wonders of the caves.
I was too much involved in the web of her fatal fascinations to say
her no, even if I had wished, which I did not. She rose from her chair,
and, making some signs to the mutes, descended from the daïs. Thereon
four of the girls took lamps, and ranged themselves two in front and
two behind us, but the others went away, as also did the guards.
'Now,' she said, 'wouldst thou see some of the wonders of this
place, oh Holly? Look upon this great cave. Sawest thou ever the like?
Yet was it, and many more like it, hollowed by the hands of the dead
race that once lived here in the city on the plain. A great and a
wonderful people must they have been, those men of Kôr, but, like the
Egyptians, they thought more of the dead than of the living. How many
men, thinkest thou, working for how many years, did it need to the
hollowing out this cave and all the galleries thereof?'
'Tens of thousands,' I answered.
'So, oh Holly. This people was an old people before the Egyptians
were. A little can I read of their inscriptions, having found the key
thereto—and, see thou here, this was one of the last of the caves
that they hollowed,' and, turning to the rock behind her, she motioned
the mutes to hold up the lamps. Carven over the daïs was the figure of
an old man seated in a chair, with an ivory rod in his hand. It struck
me at once that his features were exceedingly like those of the man who
was represented as being embalmed in the chamber where we took our
meals. Beneath the chair, which, by the way was shaped exactly like the
one in which Ayesha had sat to give judgment, was a short inscription
in the extraordinary characters of which I have already spoken, but
which I do not remember sufficient of to illustrate. It looked more
like Chinese writing than any other that I am acquainted with. This
inscription Ayesha proceeded, with some difficulty and hesitation, to
read aloud and translate. It ran as follows:—
'In the year four thousand two hundred and fifty-nine from the
founding of the City of imperial Kôr, was this cave (or burial place)
completed by Tisno, King of Kôr, the people thereof and their slaves
having laboured thereat for three generations, to be a tomb for their
citizens of rank who shall come after. May the blessing of the heaven
above the heaven rest upon their work, and make the sleep of Tisno, the
mighty monarch, the likeness of whose features is graven above, a sound
and happy sleep till the day of awakening, and also the sleep of his
servants, and of those of his race who, rising up after him, shall yet
lay their heads as low.'
'Thou seest, oh Holly,' she said, 'this people founded the city, of
which the ruins yet cumber the plain yonder, four thousand years
before this cave was finished. Yet, when first mine eyes beheld it two
thousand years ago, was it even as it is now. Judge, therefore, how old
must that city have been! And now, follow thou me, and I will show thee
after what fashion this great people fell when the time was come for it
to fall,' and she led the way down to the centre of the cave, stopping
at a spot where a round rock had been let into a kind of large manhole
in the flooring, accurately filling it just as the iron plates fill the
spaces in the London pavements down which the coals are thrown. 'Thou
seest,' she said. 'Tell me, what is it?'
'Nay, I know not,' I answered; whereon she crossed to the left-hand
side of the cave (looking towards the entrance) and signed to the mutes
to hold up the lamps. On the wall was something painted with a red
pigment in similar characters to those hewn beneath the sculpture of
Tisno, King of Kôr, This inscription she proceeded to translate to me,
the pigment still being quite fresh enough to show the form of the
letters. It ran as follows:—
'I, Junis, a priest of the Great Temple of Kôr, write this upon the
rock of the burying-place in the year four thousand eight hundred and
three from the founding of Kôr. Kôr is fallen! No more shall the mighty
feast in her halls, no more shall she rule the world, and her navies go
out to commerce with the world. Kôr is fallen! and her mighty works and
all the cities of Kôr, and all the harbours that she built and the
canals that she made, are for the wolf and the owl and the wild swan,
and the barbarian who comes after. Twenty and five moons ago did a
cloud settle upon Kôr, and the hundred cities of Kôr, and out of the
cloud came a pestilence that slew her people, old and young, one with
another, and spared not. One with another they turned black and
died—the young and the old, the rich and the poor, the man and the
woman, the prince and the slave. The pestilence slew and slew, and
ceased not by day or by night, and those who escaped from the
pestilence were slain of the famine. No longer could the bodies of the
children of Kôr be preserved according to the ancient rites, because
of the number of the dead, therefore were they hurled into the great
pit beneath the cave through the hole in the floor of the cave. Then at
last, a remnant of this the great people, the light of the whole world,
went down to the coast and took ship and sailed northwards; and now am
I, the Priest Junis, who write this, the last man left alive of this
great city of men, but whether there be any yet left in the other
cities I know not. This do I write in misery of heart before I die,
because Kôr the Imperial is no more, and because there are none to
worship in her temple, and all her palaces are empty, and her princes
and her captains and her traders and her fair women have passed off the
face of the earth.
I gave a sigh of astonishment—the utter desolation depicted in
this rude scrawl was so overpowering. It was terrible to think of this
solitary survivor of a mighty people recording its fate before he too
went down into darkness. What must the old man have felt as in ghastly
terrifying solitude, by the light of one lamp feebly illumining a
little space of gloom, he in a few brief lines daubed the history of
his nation's death upon the cavern wall? What a subject for the
moralist, or the painter, or indeed for any one who can think!
'Doth it not occur to thee, oh Holly,' said Ayesha, laying her hand
upon my shoulder, 'that those men who sailed North may have been the
fathers of the first Egyptians?'
'Nay, I know not,' I said; 'it seems that the world is very old.'
'Old? Yes, it is old indeed. Time after time have nations, ay, and
rich and strong nations, learned in the arts, been and passed away and
been forgotten, so that no memory of them remains. This is but one of
several; for Time eats up the wórks of man, unless, indeed, he digs in
caves like the people of Kôr, and then mayhap the sea swallows them, or
the earthquake shakes them in. Who knows what hath been on the earth,
or what shall be? There is no new thing under the sun, as the wise
Hebrew wrote long ago. Yet were not these people utterly destroyed, as
I think. Some few remained in the other cities, for their cities were
many. But the barbarians from the south, or perchance my people, the
Arabs, came down upon them, and took their women to wife, and the race
of the Amahagger that is now is a bastard brood of the mighty sons of
Kôr, and behold it dwelleth in the tombs with its fathers' bones. But
I know not: who can know? My arts cannot pierce so far into the
blackness of Time's night. A great people were they. They conquered
till none were left to conquer, and then they dwelt at ease within
their rocky mountain walls, with their man servants and their maid
servants, their minstrels, their sculptors, and their concubines, and
traded and quarrelled, and ate and hunted and slept and made merry till
their time came. But come, I will show thee the great pit beneath the
cave whereof the writing speaks. Never shall thine eyes witness such
another sight.'
Accordingly I followed her to a side passage opening out of the main
cave, then down a great number of steps, and along an underground shaft
which cannot have been less than sixty feet beneath the surface of the
rock, and was ventilated by curious borings that ran upward, I do not
know where. Suddenly the passage ended, and she halted and bade the
mutes hold up the lamps, and, as she had prophesied, I saw a scene such
as I was not likely to see again. We were standing in an enormous pit,
or rather on the edge of it, for it went down deeper—I do not know
how much— than the level on which we stood, and was edged in with a
low wall of rock. So far as I could judge, this pit was about the size
of the space beneath the dome of St. Paul's in London, and when the
lamps were held up I saw that it was nothing but one vast
charnel-house, being literally full of thousands of human skeletons,
which lay piled up in an enormous gleaming pyramid, formed by the
slipping down of the bodies at the apex as fresh ones were dropped in
from above. Anything more appalling than this jumbled mass of the
remains of a departed race I cannot imagine, and what made it even more
dreadful was that in this dry air a considerable number of the bodies
had simply become desiccated with the skin still on them, and now,
fixed in every conceivable position, stared at us out of the mountain
of white bones, grotesquely horrible caricatures of humanity. In my
astonishment I uttered an ejaculation, and the echoes of my voice
ringing in the vaulted space disturbed a skull that had been accurately
balanced for many thousands of years near the apex of the pile. Down it
came with a run, bounding along merrily towards us, and of course
bringing an avalanche of other bones after it, till at last the whole
pit rattled with their movement, even as though the skeletons were
getting up to greet us.
'Come,' I said, 'I have seen enough. These are the bodies of these
who died of the great sickness, is it not so?' I added, as we turned
away.
'Yes. The people of Kôr ever embalmed their dead, as did the
Egyptians, but their art was greater than the art of the Egyptians, for
whereas the Egyptians disembowelled and drew the brain, the people of
Kôr injected fluid into the veins, and thus reached every part. But
stay, thou shalt see,' and she halted at haphazard at one of the little
doorways opening out of the passage along which we were walking, and
motioned to the mutes to light us in. We entered into a small chamber
similar to the one in which I had slept at our first stopping-place,
only instead of one there were two stone benches or beds in it. On the
benches lay figures covered with yellow lines, on which a fine and
impalpable dust had gathered in the course of ages but nothing like to
the extent that one would have anticipated, for in these deep-hewn
caves there is no material to turn to dust. About the bodies on the
stone shelves and floor of the tomb were many painted vases, but I saw
very few ornaments or weapons in any of the vaults.
'Uplift the cloths, oh Holly,' said Ayesha, but when I put out my
hand to do so I drew it back again. It seemed like sacrilege, and to
speak the truth I was awed by the dread solemnity of the place, and of
the presences before us. Then, with a little laugh at my fears, she
drew them herself, only to discover other and yet finer cloths lying
over the forms upon the stone bench. These also she withdrew, and then
for the first time for thousands upon thousands of years did living
eyes look upon the face of that chilly dead. It was a woman; she might
have been thirty-five years of age, or perhaps a little less, and had
certainly been beautiful. Even now her calm clear-cut features, marked
out with delicate eyebrows and long eyelashes which threw little lines
of the shadow of the lamplight upon the ivory face, were wonderfully
beautiful. There, robed in white, down which her blue-black hair was
streaming, she slept her last long sleep, and on her arm, its face
pressed against her breast, there lay a little babe. So sweet was the
sight, although so awful, that—I confess it without shame—I could
scarcely withhold my tears. It took me back across the dim gulf of the
ages to some happy home in dead Imperial Kôr, where this winsome lady
girt about with beauty had lived and died, and dying taken her lastborn
with her to the tomb. There they were before us, mother and babe, the
white memories of a forgotten human history speaking more eloquently to
the heart than could any written record of their lives. Reverently I
replaced the grave-cloths, and, with a sigh that flowers so fair
should, in the purpose of the Everlasting, have only bloomed to be
gathered to the grave, I turned to the body on the opposite shelf, and
gently unveiled it. It was that of a man in advanced life, with a long
grizzled beard, and also robed in white, probably the husband of the
lady who, after surviving her many years, came at last to sleep once
more for good and all beside her.
We left the place and entered others. It would be too long to
describe the many things I saw in them. Each one had its occupants, for
the five hundred and odd years that had elapsed between the completion
of the cave and the destruction of the race had evidently sufficed to
fill these catacombs, numberless as they were, and all appeared to have
been undisturbed since the day when they were placed there. I could
fill a book with the description of them, but to do so would only be to
repeat what I have said, with variations.
Nearly all the bodies, so masterly was the art with which they had
been treated, were as perfect as on the day of death thousands of years
before. Nothing came to injure them in the deep silence of the living
rock: they were beyond the reach of heat and cold and damp, and the
aromatic drugs with which they had been saturated were evidently
practically everlasting in their effect. Here and there, however, we
saw an exception, and in these cases, although the flesh looked sound
enough externally, if one touched it it fell in, and revealed the fact
that the figure was but a pile of dust. This arose, Ayesha told me,
from these particular bodies having, either owing to haste in the
burial or other causes, been soaked in the preservative,
[Footnote 1: 2Kb] instead of its being injected into the
substance of the flesh.
About the last tomb we visited I must, however, say one word, for
its contents spoke even more eloquently to the human sympathies than
those of the first. It had but two occupants, and they lay together on
a single shelf. I withdrew the grave-cloths, and there, clasped heart
to heart, were a young man and a blooming girl. Her head rested on his
arm, and his lips were pressed against her brow. I opened the man's
linen robe, and there over his heart was a dagger-wound, and beneath
the girl's fair breast was a like cruel stab, through which her life
had ebbed away. On the rock above was an inscription in three words.
Ayesha translated it. It was 'Wedded in Death.'
What was the life-history of these two, who, of a truth, were
beautiful in their lives, and in their death were not divided?
I closed my eyelids, and imagination taking up the thread of thought
shot its swift shuttle back across the ages, weaving a picture on their
blackness so real and vivid in its detail that I could almost for a
moment think that I had triumphed o'er the Past, and that my spirit's
eyes had pierced the mystery of Time.
I seemed to see this fair girl form—the yellow hair streaming down
her, glittering against her garments snowy white, and the bosom that
was whiter than the robes, even dimming with its lustre her ornaments
of burnished gold. I seemed to see the great cave filled with warriors,
bearded and clad in mail, and, on the lighted daïs where Ayesha had
given judgment, a man standing, robed, and surrounded by the symbols of
his priestly office. And up the cave there came one clad in purple, and
before him and behind him came minstrels and fair maidens, chanting a
wedding song. White stood the maid against the altar, fairer than the
fairest there—purer than a lily, and more cold than the dew that
glistens in its heart. But as the man drew near she shuddered. Then out
of the press and throng there sprang a dark-haired youth, and put his
arm about this long-forgotten maid, and kissed her pale face in which
the blood shot up like lights of the red dawn across the silent sky.
And next there was turmoil and uproar, and a flashing of swords, and
they tore the youth from her arms, and stabbed him, but with a cry she
snatched the dagger from his belt, and drove it into her snowy breast,
home to the heart, and down she fell, and then, with cries and wailing,
and every sound of lamentation, the pageant rolled away from the arena
of my vision, and once more the past shut to its book.
Let him who reads forgive the intrusion of a dream into a history of
fact. But it came so home to me—I saw it all so clear in a moment, as
it were; and, besides, who shall say what proportion of fact, past,
present, or to come, may lie in the imagination? What is imagination?
Perhaps it is the shadow of the intangible truth, perhaps it is the
soul's thought.
In an instant the whole thing had passed through my brain, and She
was addressing me.
'Behold the lot of man,' said the veiled Ayesha, as she drew the
winding sheets back over the dead lovers, speaking in a solemn
thrilling voice, which accorded well with the dream that I had dreamed:
'to the tomb, and to the forgetfulness that hides the tomb, must we all
come at last! Ay, even I who live so long. Even for me, oh Holly,
thousands upon thousands of years hence; thousands of years after thou
hast gone through the gate and been lost in the mists, a day will dawn
whereon I shall die, and be even as thou art and these are. And then
what will it avail that I have lived a little longer, holding off death
by the knowledge I have wrung from Nature, since at last I too must
die? What is a span of ten thousand years, or ten times ten thousand
years, in the history of time? It is as naught—it is as the mists
that roll up in the sunlight; it fleeth away like an hour of sleep or
a breath of the Eternal Spirit. Behold the lot of man! Certainly it
shall overtake us, and we shall sleep. Certainly, too, we shall awake,
and live again and again shall sleep, and so on and on, through
periods, spaces, and times, from æon unto æon, till the world is dead,
and the worlds beyond the world are dead, and naught liveth save the
Spirit that is Life. But for us twain and for these dead ones shall
the end of ends be Life, or shall it be Death? As yet Death is but
Life's Night, but out of the night is the Morrow born again, and doth
again beget the Night. Only when Day and Night, and Life and Death, are
ended and swallowed up in that from which they came, what shall be our
fate, oh Holly? Who can see so far? Not even I!'
And then, with a sudden change of tone and manner—
'Hast thou seen enough, my stranger guest, or shall I show thee more
of the wonders of these tombs that are my palace halls? If thou wilt, I
can lead thee to where Tisno, the mightiest and most valorous King of
Kôr, in whose day these caves were ended, lies in a pomp that seems to
mock at nothingness, and bid the empty shadows of the past do homage to
his sculptured vanity!'
'I have seen enough, oh Queen,' I answered. 'My heart is overwhelmed
by the power of the present Death. Mortality is weak, and easily broken
down by a sense of the companionship that waits upon its end. Take me
hence, oh Ayesha!'
In a few minutes, following the lamps of the mutes, which, held out
from the body as a bearer holds water in a vessel, had the appearance
of floating down the darkness by themselves, we came to a stair which
led us to She's ante-room, the same that Billali had crept up upon all
fours on the previous day. Here I would have bid the Queen adieu, but
she would not.
'Nay,' she said, 'enter with me, oh Holly, for of a truth thy
conversation pleaseth me. Think, oh Holly: for two thousand years have
I had none to converse with save slaves and my own thoughts, and though
of all this thinking hath much wisdom come, and many secrets been made
plain, yet am I weary of my thoughts, and have come to loathe mine own
society, for surely the food that memory gives to eat is bitter to the
taste, and it is only with the teeth of hope that we can bear to bite
it. Now though thy thoughts are green and tender, as becometh one so
young, yet are they those of a thinking brain, and in truth thou dost
bring back to my mind certain of those old philosophers with whom in
days bygone I have disputed at Athens, and at Becca in Arabia, for thou
hast the same crabbed air and dusty look, as though thou hadst passed
thy days in reading ill-writ Greek, and been stained dark with the
grime of manuscripts. So draw the curtain, and sit here by my side, and
we will eat fruit, and talk of pleasant things. See, I will again
unveil to thee. Thou hast brought it on thyself, oh Holly; fairly have
I warned thee—and thou shalt call me beautiful as even those old
philosophers were wont to do. Fie upon them, forgetting their
philosophy!'
And without more ado she stood up and shook the white wrappings from
her, and came forth shining and splendid like some glittering snake
when she has cast her slough; ay, and fixed her wonderful eyes upon
me—more deadly than any Basilisk's—and pierced me through and
through with their beauty, and sent her light laugh ringing through the
air like chimes of silver bells.
A new mood was on her, and the very colour of her mind seemed to
change beneath it. It was no longer torture-torn and hateful, as I had
seen it when she was cursing her dead rival by the leaping flames, no
longer icily terrible as in the judgment-hall, no longer rich, and
sombre, and splendid, like a Tyrian cloth, as in the dwellings of the
dead. No, her mood now was that of Aphrodité triumphing.
Life—radiant, ecstatic, wonderful —seemed to flow from her and
around her. Softly she laughed and sighed, and swift her glances flew.
She shook her heavy tresses, and their perfume filled the place; she
struck her little sandalled foot upon the floor, and hummed a snatch of
some old Greek epithalamium. All the majesty was gone, or did but lurk
and faintly flicker through her laughing eyes, like lightning seen
through sunlight. She had cast off the terror of the leaping flame, the
cold power of judgment that was even now being done, and the wise
sadness of the tombs—cast them off and put them behind her, like the
white shroud she wore, and now stood out the incarnation of lovely
tempting womanhood, made more perfect—and in a way more
spiritual—than ever woman was before.
'There, my Holly, sit there where thou canst see me. It is by thine
own wish, remember—again I say, blame me not if thou dost spend the
rest of thy little span with such a sick pain at the heart that thou
wouldst fain have died before ever thy curious eyes were set upon me.
There, sit so, and tell me, for in truth I am inclined for
praises—tell me, am I not beautiful? Nay, speak not so hastily;
consider well the point; take me feature by feature, forgetting not my
form, and my hands and feet, and my hair, and the whiteness of my skin,
and then tell me truly hast thou ever known a woman who in aught, ay,
in one little portion of her beauty, in the curve of an eyelash even,
or the modelling of a shell-like ear, is justified to hold a light
before my loveliness? Now, my waist! Perchance thous thinkest it too
large, but of a truth it is not so; it is this golden snake that is too
large, and doth not bind it as it should. It is a wise snake, and
knoweth that it is ill to tie in the waist. But see, give me thy
hands—so—now press them round me, there, with but a little force,
thy fingers touch, oh Holly.'
I could bear it no longer. I am but a man, and she was more than a
woman. Heaven knows what she was— I do not! But then and there I
fell upon my knees before her, and told her in a sad mixture of
languages—for such moments confuse the thoughts—that I worshipped
her as never woman was worshipped, and that I would give my immortal
soul to marry her, which at that time I certainly would have done, and
so, indeed, would any other man, or all the race of men rolled into
one. For a moment she looked a little surprised, and then she began to
laugh, and clap her hands in glee.
'Oh, so soon, oh Holly!' she said. 'I wondered how many minutes it
would need to bring thee to thy knees. I have not seen a man kneel
before me for so many days, and, believe me, to a woman's heart the
sight is sweet, ay, wisdom and length of days take not from that dear
pleasure which is our sex's only right.
'What wouldst thou?—what wouldst thou? Thou dost not know what
thou doest. Have I not told thee that I am not for thee? I love but
one, and thou art not the man. Ah Holly, for all thy wisdom—and in a
way thou art wise— thou art but a fool running after folly. Thou
wouldst look into mine eyes—thou wouldst kiss me! Well, if it
pleaseth thee, look,' and she bent herself towards me, and fixed her
dark and thrilling orbs upon my own; 'ay, and kiss too, if thou wilt,
for, thanks be given to the scheme of things, kisses leave no marks,
except upon the heart. But if thou dost kiss, I tell thee of a surety
wilt thou eat out thy breast with love of me, and die!' and she bent
yet further towards me till her soft hair brushed my brow, and her
fragrant breath played upon my face, and made me faint and weak. Then
of a sudden, even as I stretched out my arms to clasp, she straightened
herself, and a quick change passed over her. Reaching out her hand, she
held it over my head, and it seemed to me that something flowed from it
that chilled me back to common sense, and a knowledge of propriety and
the domestic virtues.
'Enough of this wanton play,' she said with a touch of sternness.
'Listen, Holly. Thou art a good and honest man, and I fain would spare
thee; but, oh! it is so hard for a woman to be merciful. I have said I
am not for thee, therefore let thy thoughts pass by me like an idle
wind, and the dust of thy imagination sink again into the
depths—well, of despair, if thou wilt. Thou dost not know me, Holly.
Hadst thou seen me but ten hours past when my passion seized me, thou
hadst shrunk from me in fear and trembling. I am a woman of many moods,
and, like the water in that vessel, I reflect many things; but they
pass, my Holly; they pass, and are forgotten. Only the water is the
water still, and I still am I, and that which maketh the water maketh
it, and that which maketh me maketh me, nor can my quality be altered.
Therefore, pay no heed to what I seem, seeing that thou canst not know
what I am. If thou troublest me again I will veil myself, and thou
shalt behold my face no more.'
I rose, and sank on the cushioned couch beside her, yet quivering
with emotion, though for a moment my mad passion had left me, as the
leaves of a tree quiver still, although the gust be gone that stirred
them. I did not dare to tell her that I had seen her in that deep and
hellish mood, muttering incantations to the fire in the tomb.
'So,' she went on, 'now eat some fruit; believe me, it is the only
true food for man. Oh, tell me of the philosophy of that Hebrew
Messiah, who came after me, and whom thou sayest doth now rule Rome,
and Greece, and Egypt, and the barbarians beyond. It must have been a
strange philosophy that He taught, for in my day the peoples would have
naught of our philosophies. Revel and lust and drink, blood and cold
steel, and the shock of men gathered in the battle—these were the
canons of their creeds.'
I had recovered myself a little by now, and, feeling bitterly
ashamed of the weakness into which I had been betrayed, I did my best
to expound to her the doctrines of Christianity, to which, however,
with the single exception of our conception of Heaven and Hell, I found
that she paid but faint attention, her interest being all directed
towards the Man who taught them. Also I told her that among her own
people, the Arabs, another prophet, one Mohammed, had arisen and
preached a new faith to which many millions of mankind now adhered.
'Ah!' she said; 'I see—two new religions! I have known so many,
and doubtless there have been many more since I knew aught beyond these
caves of Kôr. Mankind asks ever of the skies to vision out what lies
behind them. It is terror for the end, and but a subtler form of
selfishness —this it is that breeds religions. Mark, my Holly, each
religion claims the future for its followers; or, at the least, the
good thereof. The evil is for those benighted ones who will have none
of it; seeing the light the true believers worship, as the fishes see
the stars, but dimly. The religions come and the religions pass, and
the civilisations come and pass, and naught endures but the world and
human nature. Ah! if man would but see that hope is from within and not
from without—that himself must work out his own salvation! He is
there, and within him is the breath of life and a knowledge of good and
evil as good and evil is to him. Thereon let him build and stand erect,
and not cast himself before the image of some unknown God, modelled
like his poor self, but with a bigger brain to think the evil thing;
and a longer arm to do it.'
I thought to myself, which shows how old such reasoning is, being,
indeed, one of the recurring quantities of theological discussion, that
her argument sounded very like some that I have heard in the nineteenth
century, and in other places than the caves of Kôr, and with which, by
the way, I totally disagree, but I did not care to try and discuss the
question with her. To begin with, my mind was too weary with all the
emotions through which I had passed, and, in the second place, I knew
that I should get the worst of it. It is weary work enough to argue
with an ordinary materialist, who hurls statistics and whole strata of
geological facts at your head, whilst you can only buffet him with
deductions and instincts and the snowflakes of faith, that are, alas!
so apt to melt in the hot embers of our troubles. How little chance,
then, should I have against one whose brain was supernaturally
sharpened, and who had two thousand years of experience, besides all
manner of knowledge of the secrets of Nature at her command! Feeling
that she would be more likely to convert me than I should to convert
her, I thought it best to leave the matter alone, and so sat silent.
Many a time since then have I bitterly regretted that I did so, for
thereby I lost the only opportunity I can remember having had of
ascertaining what Ayesha really believed, and what her 'philosophy' was.
'Well, my Holly,' she continued, 'and so those people of mine have
also found a prophet, a false prophet thou sayest, for he is not thine
own, and, indeed, I doubt it not. Yet in my day was it otherwise, for
then we Arabs had many gods. Allât there was, and Saba, the Host of
Heaven, Al Uzza, and Manah the stony one, for whom the blood of victims
flowed, and Wadd and Sawâ, and Yaghûth the Lion of the dwellers in
Yaman, and Yäûk the Horse of Morad, and Nasr the Eagle of Hamyar; ay,
and many more. Oh, the folly of it all, the shame and the pitiful
folly! Yet when I rose in wisdom and spoke thereof, surely they would
have slain me in the name of their outraged gods. Well, so hath it ever
been;—but, my Holly, art thou weary of me already, that thou dost sit
so silent? Or dost thou fear lest I should teach thee my
philosophy?—for know I have a philosophy. What would a teacher be
without her own philosophy? and if thou dost vex me overmuch beware!
for I will have thee learn it, and thou shalt be my disciple, and we
twain will found a faith that shall swallow up all others. Faithless
man! And but half an hour since thou wast upon thy knees—the posture
does not suit thee, Holly —swearing that thou didst love me. What
shall we do?— Nay, I have it. I will come and see this youth, the
Lion, as the old man Billali calls him, who came with thee, and who is
so sick. The fever must have run its course by now, and if he is about
to die I will recover him. Fear not, my Holly, I shall use no magic.
Have I not told thee that there is no such thing as magic, though there
is such a thing as understanding and applying the forces which are in
Nature? Go now, and presently when I have made the drug ready I will
follow thee.'
Accordingly I went, only to find Job and Ustane in a great state of
grief, declaring that Leo was in the throes of death, and that they had
been searching for me everywhere. I rushed to the couch, and glanced at
him: clearly he was dying. He was senseless, and breathing heavily, but
his lips were quivering, and every now and again a little shudder ran
down his frame. I knew enough of doctoring to see that in another hour
he would be beyond the reach of earthly help—perhaps in another five
minutes. How I cursed my selfishness and the folly that had kept me
lingering by Ayesha's side while my dear boy lay dying! Alas and alas!
how easily the best of us are lighted down to evil by the gleam of a
woman's eyes! What a wicked wretch was I! Actually, for the last
half-hour I had scarcely thought of Leo, and this, be it remembered, of
the man who for twenty years had been my dearest companion, and the
chief interest of my existence. And now, perhaps, it was too late!
I wrung my hands, and glanced round. Ustane was sitting by the
couch, and in her eyes burnt the dull light of despair. Job was
blubbering—I am sorry I cannot name his distress by any more delicate
word—audibly in the corner. Seeing my eye fixed upon him he went
outside to give way to his grief in the passage. Obviously the only
hope lay in Ayesha. She, and she alone—unless, indeed, she was an
impostor, which I could not believe—could save him. I would go and
implore her to come. As I started to do so, however, Job came flying
into the room, his hair literally standing on end with terror.
'Oh, God help us, sir!' he ejaculated in a frightened whisper,
'here's a corpse a-coming sliding down the passage!'
For a moment I was puzzled, but presently, of course, it struck me
that he must have seen Ayesha, wrapped in her grave-like garment, and
been deceived by the extraordinary undulating smoothness of her walk
into a belief that she was a white ghost gliding towards him. Indeed,
at that very moment the question was settled, for Ayesha herself was in
the apartment, or rather cave. Job turned, and saw her sheeted form,
and then, with a convulsive howl of 'Here it comes!' sprang into a
corner, and jammed his face against the wall, and Ustane, guessing
whose the dread presence must be, prostrated herself upon her face.
'Thou comest in a good time, Ayesha,' I said, 'for my boy lies at
the point of death.'
'So,' she said softly; 'provided he be not dead, it is no matter,
for I can bring him back to life, my Holly. Is that man there thy
servant, and is that the method wherewith thy servants greet strangers
in thy country?'
'He is frightened of thy garb—it hath a death-like air,' I
answered.
She laughed.
'And the girl? Ah, I see now. It is her of whom thou didst speak to
me. Well, bid them both to leave us, and we will see to this sick Lion
of thine. I love not that underlings should perceive my wisdom.'
Thereon I told Ustane in Arabic and Job in English both to leave the
room; an order which the latter obeyed readily enough, and was glad to
obey, for he could not in any way subdue his fear. But it was otherwise
with Ustane.
'What does She want?' she whispered, divided between her fear of the
terrible Queen and her anxiety to remained near Leo. 'It is surely the
right of a wife to be near her husband when he dieth. Nay, I will not
go, my lord, the Baboon.'
'Why doth not that woman leave us, my Holly?' asked Ayesha, from
the other end of the cave, where she was engaged in carelessly
examining some of the sculptures on the wall.
'She is not willing to leave Leo,' I answered, not knowing what to
say. Ayesha wheeled round, and, pointing to the girl Ustane, said one
word, and one only, but it was quite enough, for the tone in which it
was said meant volumes.
'Go!'
And then Ustane crept past her on her hands and knees, and went.
'Thou seest, my Holly,' said Ayesha, with a little laugh, 'it was
needful that I should give these people a lesson in obedience. That
girl went nigh to disobeying me, but then she did not learn this morn
how I treat the disobedient. Well, she has gone; and now let me see the
youth,' and she glided towards the couch on which Leo lay, with his
face in the shadow and turned toward the wall.
'He hath a noble shape,' she said, as she bent over him to look upon
his face.
Next second her tall and willowy form was staggering back across the
room, as though she had been shot or stabbed, staggering back till at
last she struck the cavern wall, and then there burst from her lips the
most awful and unearthly scream that I ever heard in all my life.
'What is it, Ayesha?' I cried. 'Is he dead?'
She turned, and sprang towards me like a tigress.
'Thou dog!' she said, in her terrible whisper, which sounded like
the hiss of a snake, 'why didst thou hide this from me?' And she
stretched out her arm, and I thought that she was about to slay me.
'What?' I ejaculated, in the most lively terror; 'what?'
'Ah!' she said, 'perchance thou didst not know. Learn, my Holly,
learn: there lies—there lies my lost Kallikrates. Kallikrates, who
has come back to me at last, as I knew he would, as I knew he would;'
and she began to sob and to laugh, and generally to conduct herself
like any other lady who is a little upset, murmuring 'Kallikrates,
Kallikrates!'
'Nonsense,' thought I to myself, but I did not like to say it; and,
indeed, at that moment I was thinking of Leo's life, having forgotten
everything else in that terrible anxiety. What I feared now was that he
should die while she was 'carrying on.'
'Unless thou art able to help him, Ayesha,' I put in, by way of a
reminder, 'thy Kallikrates will soon be far beyond thy calling. Surely
he dieth even now.'
'True,' she said, with a start. 'Oh, why did I not come before! I am
unnerved—my hand trembles, even mine—and yet it is very easy. Here,
thou Holly, take this phial,' and she produced a tiny jar of pottery
from the folds of her garment, 'and pour the liquid in it down his
throat. It will cure him if he be not dead. Swift, now! Swift! The man
dies!'
I glanced towards him; it was true enough, Leo was in his
death-struggle. I saw his poor face turning ashen, and heard the breath
begin to rattle in his throat. The phial was stoppered with a little
piece of wood. I drew it with my teeth, and a drop of the fluid within
flew out upon my tongue. It had a sweet flavour, and for a second made
my head swim, and a mist gather before my eyes, but happily the effect
passed away as swiftly as it had arisen.
When I reached Leo's side he was plainly expiring— his golden
head was slowly turning from side to side, and his mouth was slightly
open. I called to Ayesha to hold his head, and this she managed to do,
though the woman was quivering from head to foot, like an aspen-leaf or
a startled horse. Then, forcing the jaw a little more open, I poured
the contents of the phial into his mouth. Instantly a little vapour
arose from it, as happens when one disturbs nitric acid, and this sight
did not increase my hopes, already faint enough, of the efficacy of the
treatment.
One thing, however, was certain, the death-throes ceased—at first
I thought because he had got beyond them, and crossed the awful river.
His face turned to a livid pallor, and his heart-beats, which had been
feeble enough before, seemed to die away altogether—only the eyelid
still twitched a little. In my doubt I looked up at Ayesha, whose
head-wrapping had slipped back in her excitement when she went reeling
across the room. She was still holding Leo's head, and, with a face as
pale as his own, watching his countenance with such an expression of
agonised anxiety as I have never seen before. Clearly she did not know
if he would live or die. Five minutes slowly passed, and I saw that she
was abandoning hope; her lovely oval face seemed to fall in and grow
visibly thinner beneath the pressure of a mental agony whose pencil
drew black lines about the hollows of her eyes. The coral faded even
from her lips, till they were as white as Leo's face, and quivered
pitifully. It was shocking to see her: even in my own grief I felt for
hers.
'Is it too late?' I gasped.
She hid her face in her hands, and made no answer, and I too turned
away. But as I did so I heard a deep-drawn breath, and looking down
perceived a line of colour creeping up Leo's face, then another and
another, and then, wonder of wonders, the man we had thought dead
turned over on his side.
'Thou seest,' I said in a whisper.
'I see,' she answered hoarsely. 'He is saved. I thought we were too
late—another moment—one little moment more—and he had been gone!'
and she burst into an awful flood of tears, sobbing as though her heart
would break, and yet looking lovelier than ever as she did it. At last
she ceased.
'Forgive me, my Holly—forgive me for my weakness,' she said.
'Thou seest after all I am a very woman. Think—now think of it! This
morning didst thou speak of the place of torment appointed by this new
religion of thine. Hell or Hades thou didst call it—a place where the
vital essence lives and retains an individual memory, and where all the
errors and faults of judgment, and unsatisfied passions and the
unsubstantial terrors of the mind wherewith it hath at any time had to
do, come to mock and haunt and gibe and wring the heart for ever and
for ever with the vision of its own hopelessness. Thus, even thus, have
I lived for full two thousand years—for some six and sixty
generations, as ye reckon time—in a Hell, as thou callest
it—tormented by the memory of a crime, tortured day and night with an
unfulfilled desire—without companionship, without comfort, without
death, and led on only down my dreary road by the marsh lights of Hope,
which though they flickered here and there, and now glowed strong, and
now were not, yet, as my skill told me, would one day lead unto my
deliverer.
'And then—think of it still, oh Holly, for never shalt thou hear
such another tale, or see such another scene, nay, not even if I give
thee ten thousand years of life— and thou shalt have it in payment
if thou wilt—think: at last my deliverer came—he for whom I had
watched and waited through the generations—at the appointed time he
came to seek me, as I knew that he must come, for my wisdom could not
err, though I knew not when or how. Yet see how ignorant I was! See how
small my knowledge, and how faint my strength! For hours he lay here
sick unto death, and I felt it not—I who had waited for him for two
thousand years—I knew it not. And then at last I see him, and
behold, my chance is gone but by a hair's breadth even before I have
it, for he is in the very jaws of death; whence no power of mine can
draw him. And if he die, surely must the Hell be lived through once
more—once more must I face the weary centuries, and wait, and wait
till the time in its fulness shall bring my beloved back to me. And
then thou gavest him the medicine, and that five minutes dragged along
before I knew if he would live or die, and I tell thee that all the
sixty generations that are gone were not so long as that five minutes.
But they passed at length, and still he showed no sign, and I knew that
if the drug works not then, so far as I have had knowledge, it works
not at all. Then thought I that he was once more dead, and all the
tortures of all the years gathered themselves into a single venomed
spear, and pierced me through and through, because once again I had
lost Kallikrates! And then, when all was done, behold! he sighed,
behold! he lived, and I knew that he would live, for none die on whom
the drug takes hold. Think of it now, my Holly—think of the wonder of
it! He will sleep for twelve hours, and then the fever will have left
him!'
She stopped, and laid her hand upon the golden head, and then bent
down and kissed the brow with a chastened abandonment of tenderness
that would have been beautiful to behold had not the sight cut me to
the heart—for I was jealous!
Then followed a silence of a minute or so, during which She
appeared, if one might judge from the almost angelic rapture of her
face—for she looked angelic sometimes— to be plunged in a happy
ecstasy. Suddenly, however, a new thought struck her, and her
expression became the very reverse of angelic.
'Almost had I forgotten,' she said, 'that woman, Ustane. What is she
to Kallikrates—his servant, or—' and she paused, and her voice
trembled.
I shrugged my shoulders. 'I understand that she is wed to him
according to the custom of the Amahagger,' I answered; 'but I know not.'
Her face grew dark as a thunder-cloud. Old as she was, Ayesha had
not outlived jealousy.
'Then there is an end,' she said; 'she must die, even now!'
'For what crime?' I asked, horrified. 'She is guilty of naught that
thou art not guilty of thyself, oh Ayesha. She loves the man, and he
has been pleased to accept her love: where, then, is her sin?'
'Truly, oh Holly, thou art foolish,' she answered, almost
petulantly. 'Where is her sin? Her sin is that she stands between me
and my desire. Well, I know that I can take him from her—for dwells
there a man upon this earth, oh Holly, who could resist me if I put out
my strength? Men are faithful for so long only as temptations pass them
by. If the temptation be but strong enough, then will the man yield,
for every man, like every rope, hath his breaking strain, and passion
is to men what gold and power are to women—the weight upon their
weakness. Believe me, ill will it go with mortal women in that heaven
of which thou speakest, if only the spirits be more fair, for their
lords will never turn to look upon them, and their heaven will become
their hell. For man can be bought with woman's beauty, if it be but
beautiful enough; and woman's beauty can be ever bought with gold, if
only there be gold enough. So was it in my day, and so it will be to
the end of time. The world is a great mart, my Holly, where all things
are for sale to him who bids the highest in the currency of our
desires.'
These remarks, which were as cynical as might have been expected
from a woman of Ayesha's age and experience, jarred upon me, and I
answered, testily, that in our heaven there was no marriage or giving
in marriage.
'Else would it not be heaven, dost thou mean?' she put in. 'Fie upon
thee, Holly, to think so ill of us poor women! Is it, then, marriage
that marks the line between thy heaven and thy hell? But enough of
this. This is no time for disputing and the challenge of our wits. Why
dost thou always dispute? Art thou also a philosopher of these latter
days? As for this woman, she must die; for though I can take her lover
from her, yet, while she lived, might he think tenderly of her, and
that I cannot away with. No other woman shall dwell in my Lord's
thoughts; my empire shall be all my own. She hath had her day, let her
be content; for better is an hour with love than a century of
loneliness—now the night shall swallow her.'
'Nay, nay,' I cried, 'it would be a wicked crime; and from a crime
naught comes but what is evil. For thine own sake do not this deed.'
'Is it, then, a crime, oh foolish man, to put away that which stands
between us and our ends? Then is our life one long crime, my Holly; for
day by day we destroy that we may live, since in this world none save
the strongest can endure. Those who are weak must perish; the earth is
to the strong, and the fruits thereof. For every tree that grows a
score shall wither, that the strong ones may take their share. We run
to place and power over the dead bodies of those who fail and fall; ay,
we win the food we eat from out the mouths of starving babes. It is the
scheme of things. Thou sayest, too, that a crime breeds evil, but
therein thou dost lack experience; for out of crimes come many good
things, and out of good grows much evil. The cruel rage of the tyrant
may prove a blessing to thousands who come after him, and the
sweethertedness of a holy man may make a nation slaves. Man doeth this
and doeth that from the good or evil of his heart; but he knoweth not
to what end his moral sense doth prompt him; for when he striketh he is
blind to where the blow shall fall, nor can he count the airy threads
that weave the web of circumstance. Good and evil, love and hate, night
and day, sweet and bitter, man and woman, heaven above and the earth
beneath—all these things are necessary, one to the other, and who
knows the end of each? I tell thee that there is a hand of Fate that
twines them up to bear the burden of its purpose, and all things are
gathered in that great rope to which all things are needful. Therefore
doth it not become us to say this thing is evil and this good, or the
dark is hateful and the light lovely; for to other eyes than ours the
evil may be the good and the darkness more beautiful than the day, or
all alike be fair. Hearest thou, my Holly?'
I felt it was hopeless to argue against casuistry of this nature,
which, if it were carried to its logical conclusion, would absolutely
destroy all morality, as we understand it. But her talk gave me a fresh
thrill of fear; for what may not be possible to a being who,
unconstrained by human law, is also absolutely unshackled by a moral
sense of right and wrong, which, however partial and conventional it
may be, is yet based, as our conscience tells us, upon the great wall
of individual responsibility that marks off mankind from the beasts?
But I was deeply anxious to save Ustane, whom I liked and respected,
from the dire fate that overshadowed her at the hands of her mighty
rival. So I made one more appeal.
'Ayesha,' I said, 'thou art too subtle for me; but thou thyself hast
told me that each man should be a law unto himself, and follow the
teaching of his heart. Hath thy heart no mercy towards her whose place
thou wouldst take? Bethink thee, as thou sayest—though to me the
thing is incredible—him whom thou desirest has returned to thee after
many ages, and but now thou hast, as thou sayest also, wrung him from
the jaws of death. Wilt thou celebrate his coming by the murder of one
who loved him, and whom perchance he loved—one, at the least, who
saved his life for thee when the spears of thy slaves would have made
an end thereof? Thou sayest also that in past days thou didst
grievously wrong this man, that with thine own hand thou didst slay him
because of the Egyptian Amenartas whom he loved.'
'How knowest thou that, oh stranger? How knowest thou that name? I
spoke it not to thee,' she broke in with a cry, catching at my arm.
'Perchance I dreamed it,' I answered; 'strange dreams do hover about
these caves of Kôr. It seems that the dream was, indeed, a shadow of
the truth. What came to thee of thy mad crime?—two thousand years of
waiting, was it not? And now wouldst thou repeat the history? Say what
thou wilt, I tell thee that evil will come of it; for to him who
doeth, at the least, good breeds good and evil evil, even though in
after days out of evil cometh good. Offences must needs come; but woe
to him by whom the offence cometh. So said that Messiah of whom I spoke
to thee, and it was truly said. If thou slayest this innocent woman, I
say unto thee that thou shalt be accursed, and pluck no fruit from
thine ancient tree of love. Also, what thinkest thou? How will this man
take thee red-handed from the slaughter of her who loved and tended
him?'
'As to that,' she answered, 'I have already answered thee. Had I
slain thee as well as her, yet should he love me, Holly, because he
could not save himself therefrom any more than thou couldst save
thyself from dying, if by chance I slew thee, oh Holly. And yet maybe
there is truth in what thou dost say; for in some way it presseth on my
mind. If it may be, I will spare this woman; for have I not told thee
that I am not cruel for the sake of cruelty? I love not to see
suffering, or to cause it. Let her come before me—quick now, before
my mood changes,' and she hastily covered her face with its gauzy
wrapping.
Well pleased to have succeeded even to this extent, I passed out
into the passage and called to Ustane, whose white garment I caught
sight of some yards away, huddled up against one of the earthenware
lamps that were placed at intervals along the tunnel. She rose, and ran
towards me.
'Is my lord dead? Oh, say not he is dead,' she cried, lifting her
noble-looking face, all stained as it was with tears, up to me with an
air of infinite beseeching that went straight to my heart.
'Nay, he lives,' I answered. 'She hath saved him. Enter.'
She sighed deeply, entered, and fell upon her hands and knees, after
the custome of the Amahagger people, in the presence of the dread She.
'Stand,' said Ayesha in her coldest voice, 'and come hither.'
Ustane obeyed, standing before her with bowed head.
Then came a pause, which Ayesha broke.
'Who is this man?' she said, pointing to the sleeping form of Leo.
'The man is my husband,' she answered in a low voice.
'Who gave him to thee for a husband?'
'I took him according to the custom of our country, oh She.'
'Thou hast done evil, woman, in taking this man, who is a stranger.
He is not a man of thine own race, and the custom fails. Listen:
perchance thou didst this thing through ignorance, therefore, woman, do
I spare thee, otherwise hadst thou died. Listen again. Go from hence
back to thine own place, and never dare to speak to or set thine eyes
upon this man again. He is not for thee. Listen a third time. If thou
breakest this my law, that moment thou diest. Go.'
But Ustane did not move.
'Go, woman!'
Then she looked up, and I saw that her face was torn with passion.
'Nay, oh She, I will not go,' she answered in a choked voice: 'the
man is my husband, and I love him—I love him, and I will not leave
him. What right hast thou to command me to leave my husband?'
I saw a little quiver pass down Ayesha's frame, and shuddered
myself, fearing the worst.
'Be pitiful,' I said in Latin; 'it is but Nature working.'
'I am pitiful,' she answered coldly in the same language; 'had I
not been pitiful she had been dead even now.' Then addressing Ustane:
'Woman, I say to thee, go before I destroy thee where thou art!'
'I will not go! He is mine—mine!' she cried in anguish. 'I took
him, and I saved his life! Destroy me, then, if thou hast the power! I
will not give thee my husband—never—never!'
Ayesha made a movement so swift that I could scarcely follow it, but
it seemed to me that she lightly struck the poor girl upon the head
with her hand. I looked at Ustane, and then staggered back in horror,
for there upon her hair, right across her bronze-like tresses, were
three finger-marks white as snow. As for the girl herself, she had put
her hands to her head, and was looking dazed.
'Great heavens!' I said, perfectly aghast at this dreadful
manifestation of inhuman power; but She did but laugh a little.
'Thou thinkest, poor ignorant fool,' she said to the bewildered
woman, 'that I have not power to slay. Stay, there lies a mirror,' and
she pointed to Leo's round shaving-glass that had been arranged by Job
with other things upon his portmanteau; 'give it to this woman, my
Holly, and let her see that which lies across her hair, and whether or
no I have power to slay.'
I picked up the glass, and held it before Ustane's eyes. She gazed,
then felt at her hair, then gazed again, and then sank upon the ground
with a sort of sob.
'Now, wilt thou go, or must I strike a second time?' asked Ayesha,
in mockery. 'Look, I have set my seal upon thee so that I may know thee
till thy hair is all as white as it. If I see thy face here again, be
sure, too, that thy bones shall soon be whiter than my mark upon they
hair.'
Utterly awed and broken down, the poor creature rose, and, marked
with that awful mark, crept from the room sobbing bitterly.
'Look not so frighted, my Holly,' said Ayesha, when she had gone. 'I
tell thee I deal not in magic—there is no such thing. 'Tis only a
force that thou dost not understand. I marked her to strike terror to
her heart, else must I have slain her. And now I will bid my servants
bear my Lord Kallikrates to a chamber near mine own, that I may watch
over him, and be ready to greet him when he wakes; and thither, too,
shalt thou come, my Holly, and the white man, thy servant. But one
thing remember at thy peril. Naught shalt thou say to Kallikrates as to
how this woman went, and as little as may be of me. Now, I have warned
thee!' and she slid away to give her orders, leaving me more absolutely
confounded than ever. Indeed, so bewildered was I, and racked and torn
with such a succession of various emotions, that I began to think that
I must be going mad. However, perhaps fortunately, I had but little
time to reflect, for presently the mutes arrived to carry the sleeping
Leo and our possessions across the central cave, so for a while all was
bustle. Our new rooms were situated immediately behind what we used to
call Ayesha's boudoir—the curtained space where I had first seen her.
Where she herself slept I did not then know, but it was somewhere quite
close.
That night I passed in Leo's room, but he slept through it like the
dead, never once stirring. I also slept fairly well, as, indeed, I
needed to do, but my sleep was full of dreams of all the horrors and
wonders I had undergone. Chiefly, however, I was haunted by that
frightful piece of diablerie by which Ayesha left her finger marks upon
her rival's hair. There was something so terrible about the swift,
snake-like movement, and the instantaneous blanching of that threefold
line, that, if the results to Ustane had been much more tremendous, I
doubt if they would have impressed me so deeply. To this day I often
dream of that awful scene, and see the weeping woman, bereaved, and
marked like Cain, cast a last look at her lover, and creep from the
presence of her dread Queen.
Another dream that troubled me originated in the huge pyramid of
bones. I dreamed that they all stood up and marched past me in
thousands and tens of thousands—in squadrons, companies, and
armies—with the sunlight shining through their hollow ribs. On they
rushed across the plain to Kôr, their imperial home; I saw the
drawbridges fall before them, and heard their bones clank through the
brazen gates. On they went, up the splendid streets, on past fountains,
palaces, and temples such as the eye of man never saw. But there was no
man to greet them in the market-place, and no woman's face appeared at
the windows—only a bodiless voice went before them, calling, 'Fallen
is Imperial Kôr!—fallen!—fallen! fallen!' On, right through the
city, marched those gleaming phalanxes, and the rattle of their bony
tread echoed through the silent air as they pressed grimly on. They
passed through the city and climbed the wall, and marched along the
great roadway that was made upon the wall, till at length they once
more reached the drawbridge. Then, as the sun was sinking, they
returned again towards their sepulchre, and luridly his light shone in
the sockets of their empty eyes, throwing gigantic shadows of their
bones, that stretched away, and crept and crept like huge spider's legs
as their armies wound across the plain. Then they came to the cave, and
once more one by one flung themselves in unending files through the
hole into the pit of bones, and I awoke, shuddering, to see She, who
had evidently been standing between my couch and Leo's, glide like a
shadow from the room.
After this I slept again, soundly this time, till morning, when I
awoke much refreshed, and got up. At last the hour drew near at which,
according to Ayesha, Leo was to awake, and with it came She herself, as
usual, veiled.
'Thou shalt see, oh Holly,' she said; 'presently shall he awake in
his right mind, the fever having left him.'
Hardly were the words out of her mouth, when Leo turned round and
stretched out his arms, yawned, opened his eyes, and, perceiving a
female form bending over him, threw his arms round her and kissed her,
mistaking her, perhaps, for Ustane. At any rate, he said, in Arabic,
'Hullo, Ustane, why have you tied your head up like that? Have you got
the toothache?' and then, in English, 'I say, I'm awfully hungry. Why,
Job, you old son of a gun, where the deuce have we got to now—eh?'
'I am sure I wish I knew, Mr. Leo,' said Job, edging suspiciously
past Ayesha, whom he still regarded with the utmost disgust and horror,
being by no means sure that she was not an animated corpse; 'but you
mustn't talk, Mr. Leo, you've been very ill, and given us a great deal
of hanxiety, and, if this lady,' looking at Ayesha, 'would be so kind
as to move, I'll bring you your soup.'
This turned Leo's attention to the 'lady,' who was standing by in
perfect silence. 'Hullo!' he said; 'that is not Ustane—where is
Ustane?'
Then, for the first time, Ayesha spoke to him, and her first words
were a lie. 'She has gone from hence upon a visit,' she said; 'and,
behold, in her place am I here as thine handmaiden.'
Ayesha's silver notes seemed to puzzle Leo's half-awakened
intellect, as also did her corpse-like wrappings. However, he said
nothing at the time, but drank off his soup greedily enough, and then
turned over and slept again till the evening. When he woke for the
second time he saw me, and began to question me as to what had
happened, but I had to put him off as best I could till the morrow,
when he awoke almost miraculously better. Then I told him something of
his illness and of my doings, but as Ayesha was present I could not
tell him much except that she was the Queen of the country, and well
disposed towards us, and that it was her pleasure to go veiled; for,
though of course I spoke in English, I was afraid that she might
understand what we were saying from the expression of our faces, and
besides, I remembered her warning.
On the following day Leo got up almost entirely recovered. The flesh
wound in his side was healed, and his constitution, naturally a
vigorous one, had shaken off the exhaustion consequent on his terrible
fever with a rapidity that I can only attribute to the effects of the
wonderful drug which Ayesha had given to him, and also to the fact that
his illness had been too short to reduce him very much. With his
returning health came back full recollection of all his adventures up
to the time when he had lost consciousness in the marsh, and of course
of Ustane also, to whom I had discovered he had grown considerably
attached. Indeed, he overwhelmed me with questions about the poor girl,
which I did not dare to answer, for after Leo's first wakening She had
sent for me, and again warned me solemnly that I was to reveal nothing
of the story to him, delicately hinting that if I did it would be the
worse for me. She also, for the second time, cautioned me not to tell
Leo anything more than I was obliged about herself, saying that she
would reveal herself to him in her own time.
Indeed, her whole manner changed. After all that I had seen I had
expected that she would take the earliest opportunity of claiming the
man she believed to be her old-world lover, but this, for some reason
of her own, which was at the time quite inscrutable to me, she did not
do. All that she did was to attend to his wants quietly, and with a
humility which was in striking contrast with her former imperious
bearing, addressing him always in a tone of something very like
respect, and keeping him with her as much as possible. Of course his
curiosity was as much excited about this mysterious woman as my own had
been, and he was particularly anxious to see her face, which I had,
without entering into particulars, told him was as lovely as her form
and voice. This in itself was enough to raise the expectations of any
young man to a dangerous pitch, and had it not been that he had not as
yet completely shaken off the effects of illness, and was much troubled
in his mind about Ustane, of whose affection and brave devotion he
spoke in touching terms, I have no doubt that he would have entered
into her plans, and fallen in love with her by anticipation. As it was,
however, he was simply wildly curious, and also, like myself,
considerably awed, for though no hint had been given to him by Ayesha
of her extraordinary age, he not unnaturally came to identify her with
the woman spoken of on the potsherd. At last, quite driven into a
corner by his continual questions, which he showered on me while he was
dressing on this third morning, I referred him to Ayesha, saying, with
perfect truth, that I did not know where Ustane was. Accordingly, after
Leo had eaten a hearty breakfast, we adjourned into She's presence, for
her mutes had orders to admit us at all hours.
She was, as usual, seated in what, for want of a better term, we
called her boudoir, and on the curtains being drawn she rose from her
couch and, stretching out both hands, came forward to greet us, or
rather Leo; for I, as may be imagined, was now quite left in the cold.
It was a pretty sight to see her veiled form gliding towards the sturdy
young Englishman, dressed in his grey flannel suit; for though he is
half a Greek in blood, Leo is, with the exception of his hair, one of
the most English-looking men I ever saw. He has nothing of the supple
form or slippery manner of the modern Greek about him, though I presume
that he got his remarkable personal beauty from his foreign mother,
whose portrait he resembles not a little. He is very tall and
big-chested, and yet not awkward, as so many big men are, and his head
is set upon him in such a fashion as to give him a proud and vigorous
air, which was well translated in his Amahagger name of the 'Lion.'
'Greeting to thee, my young stranger lord,' she said in her softest
voice. 'Right glad am I to see thee upon thy feet. Believe me, had I
not saved thee at the last, never wouldst thou have stood upon those
feet again. But the danger is done, and it shall be my care'—and she
flung a world of meaning into the words—'that it doth return no more.'
Leo bowed to her, and then, in his best Arabic, thanked her for all
her kindness and courtesy in caring for one unknown to her.
'Nay,' she answered softly, 'ill could the world spare such a man.
Beauty is too rare upon it. Give me no thanks, who am made happy by thy
coming.'
'Humph! old fellow,' said Leo aside to me in English, 'the lady is
very civil. We seem to have tumbled into clover. I hope that you have
made the most of your opportunities. By Jove! what a pair of arms she
has got!'
I nudged him in the ribs to make him keep quiet, for I caught sight
of a gleam from Ayesha's veiled eyes, which were regarding me curiously.
'I trust,' went on Ayesha, 'that my servants have attended well upon
thee; if there can be comfort in this poor place, be sure it waits on
thee. Is there aught that I can do for thee more?'
'Yes, oh She,' answered Leo hastily. 'I would fain know whither the
young lady who was looking after me has gone to.'
'Ah,' said Ayesha: 'the girl—yes, I saw her. Nay, I know not; she
said that she would go, I know not whither. Perchance she will return,
perchance not. It is wearisome waiting on the sick, and these savage
women are fickle.'
Leo looked both sulky and distressed at this intelligence.
'It's very odd,' he said to me in English; and then addressing She,
'I cannot understand,' he said; 'the young lady and I—well—in
short, we had a regard for each other.'
Ayesha laughed a little very musically, and then turned the subject.
The conversation after this was of such a desultory order that I do
not quite recollect it. For some reason, perhaps from a desire to keep
her identity and character in reserve, Ayesha did not talk freely, as
she usually did. Presently, however, she informed Leo that she had
arranged a dance that night for our amusement. I was astonished to hear
this, as I fancied that the Amahagger were much too gloomy a folk to
indulge in any such frivolity; but, as will presently more clearly
appear, it turned out that an Amahagger dance has little in common with
such fantastic festivities in other countries, savage or civilised.
Then, as we were about to withdraw, she suggested that Leo might like
to see some of the wonders of the caves, and as he gladly assented
thither we departed, accompanied by Job and Billali. To describe our
visit would only be to repeat a great deal of what I have already said.
The tombs we entered were indeed different, for the whole rock was a
honeycomb of sepulchres, but the contents were nearly always similar.
Afterwards we visited the pyramid of bones that had haunted my dreams
on the previous night, and from thence went down a long passage to one
of the great vaults occupied by the bodies of the poorer citizens of
Imperial Kôr. These bodies were not nearly so well preserved as were
those of the wealthier classes. Many of them had no linen covering on
them, also they were buried from five hundred to one thousand in a
single large vault, the corpses in some instances being thickly piled
one upon another, like a heap of slain.
Leo was of course intensely interested in this stupendous and
unequalled sight, which was, indeed, enough to awake all the
imagination a man had in him into the most active life. But to poor Job
it did not prove attractive. His nerves—already seriously shaken by
what he had undergone since we had arrived in this terrible
country—were, as may be imagined, still further disturbed by the
spectacle of these masses of departed humanity, whereof the forms still
remained perfect before his eyes, though their voices were for ever
lost in the eternal silence of the tomb. Nor was he comforted when old
Billali, by way of soothing his evident agitation, informed him that he
should not be frightened of these dead things, as he would soon be like
them himself.
'There's a nice thing to say of a man, sir,' he ejaculated, when I
translated this little remark; 'but there, what can one expect of an
old man-eating savage? Not but what I dare say he's right,' and Job
sighed.
When we had finished inspecting the caves, we returned and had our
meal, for it was now past four in the afternoon, and we
all—especially Leo—needed some food and rest. At six o'clock we,
together with Job, waited on Ayesha, who set to work to terrify our
poor servant still further by showing him pictures on the pool of water
in the font-like vessel. She learnt from me that he was one of
seventeen children, and then bid him think of all his brothers and
sisters, or as many of them as he could, gathered together in his
father's cottage. Then she told him to look in the water, and there,
reflected from its stilly surface, was that dead scene of many years
gone by, as it was recalled to our retainer's brain. Some of the faces
were clear enough, but some were mere blurrs and splotches, or with one
feature grossly exaggerated; the fact being that, in these instances,
Job had been unable to recall the exact appearances of the
individuals, or remembered them only by a peculiarity of his tribe, and
the water could only reflect what he saw with his mind's eye. For it
must be remembered that She's power in this matter was strictly
limited; she could apparently, except in very rare instances, only
photograph upon the water what was actually in the mind of some one
present, and then only by his will. But if she was personally
acquainted with a locality, she could, as in the case of ourselves and
the whale-boat, throw its reflection upon the water, and also it seems
the reflection of anything extraneous that was passing there at the
time. This power, however, did not extend to the minds of others. For
instance, she could show me the interior of my college chapel, as I
remembered it, but not as it was at the moment of reflection; for,
where other people were concerned, her art was strictly limited to the
facts or memories present to their consciousness at the moment. So much
was this so, that when we tried, for her amusement, to show her
pictures of noted buildings, such as St. Paul's or the Houses of
Parliament, the result was most imperfect; for, of course, though we
had a good general idea of their appearance, we could not recall all
the architectural details, and therefore the minutiæ necessary to a
perfect reflection were wanting. But Job could not be got to understand
this, and so far from accepting a natural explanation of the matter,
which was after all, though strange enough in all conscience, nothing
more than an instance of glorified and perfected telepathy, he set the
whole thing down as a manifestation of the blackest magic. I shall
never forget the howl of terror which he uttered when he saw the more
or less perfect portraits of his long-scattered brethren staring at him
from the quiet water, or the merry peal of laughter with which Ayesha
greeted his consternation. As for Leo, he did not altogether like it
either, but ran his fingers through his yellow curls, and remarked that
it gave him the creeps.
After about an hour of this amusement, in the latter part of which
Job did not participate, the mutes by signs indicated that Billali was
waiting for an audience. Accordingly he was told to 'crawl up,' which
he did as awkwardly as usual, and announced that the dance was ready to
begin if She and the white strangers would be pleased to attend.
Shortly afterwards we all rose, and Ayesha having thrown a dark cloak
(the same, by the way, that she had worn when I saw her cursing by the
fire) over her white wrappings, we started. The dance was to be held in
the open air, on the smooth rocky plateau in front of the great cave,
and thither we made our way. About fifteen paces from the mouth of the
cave we found three chairs placed, and here we sat and waited, for as
yet no dancers were to be seen. The night was almost, but not quite,
dark, the moon not having risen as yet, which made us wonder how we
should be able to see the dancing.
'Thou wilt presently understand,' said Ayesha, with a little laugh,
when Leo asked her; and we certainly did. Scarcely were the words out
of her mouth when from every point we saw dark forms rushing up, each
bearing with him what we at first took to be an enormous flaming torch.
Whatever they were they were burning furiously, for the flames stood
out a yard or more behind each bearer. On they came, fifty or more of
them, carrying their flaming burdens and looking like so many devils
from hell. Leo was the first to discover what these burdens were.
'Great heaven!' he said, 'they are corpses on fire!'
I stared and stared again—he was perfectly right—the torches
that were to light our entertainment were human mummies from the caves!
On rushed the bearers of the flaming corpses, and, meeting at a spot
about twenty paces in front of us, built their ghastly burdens
crossways into a huge bonfire. Heavens! how they roared and flared! No
tar barrel could have burnt as those mummies did. Nor was this all.
Suddenly I saw one great fellow seize a flaming human arm that had
fallen from its parent frame, and rush off into the darkness. Presently
he stopped, and a tall streak of fire shot up into the air, illumining
the gloom, and also the lamp from which it sprang. That lamp was the
mummy of a woman tied to a stout stake let into the rock, and he had
fired her hair. On he went a few paces and touched a second, then a
third, and a fourth, till at last we were surrounded on all three sides
by a great ring of bodies flaring furiously, the material with which
they were preserved having rendered them so inflammable that the flames
would literally spout out of the ears and mouth in tongues of fire a
foot or more in length.
Nero illuminated his gardens with live Christians soaked in tar, and
we were now treated to a similar spectacle, probably for the first time
since his day, only happily our lamps were not living ones.
But although this element of horror was fortunately wanting, to
describe the awful and hideous grandeur of the spectacle thus presented
to us is, I feel, so absolutely beyond my poor powers, that I scarcely
dare attempt it. To begin with, it appealed to the moral as well as the
physical susceptibilities. There was something very terrible, and yet
very fascinating, about the employment of the remote dead to illumine
the orgies of the living; in itself the thing was a satire, both on the
living and the dead. Cæsar's dust—or is it Alexander's?—may stop a
bunghole, but the functions of these dead Cæsars of the past was to
light up a savage fetish dance. To such base uses may we come, of so
little account may we be in the minds of the eager multitudes that we
shall breed, many of whom, so far from revering our memory, will live
to curse us for begetting them into such a world of woe.
Then there was the physical side of the spectacle, and a weird and
splendid one it was. Those old citizens of Kôr burnt as, to judge from
their sculptures and inscriptions, they had lived, very fast, and with
the utmost liberality. What is more, there were plenty of them. As soon
as ever a mummy had burnt down to the ankles, which it did in about
twenty minutes, the feet were kicked away, and another one put in its
place. The bonfire was kept going on the same generous scale, and its
flames shot up, with a hiss and a crackle, twenty or thirty feet into
the air, throwing great flashes of light far out into the gloom,
through which the dark forms of the Amahagger flitted to and fro like
devils replenishing the infernal fires. We all stood and stared
aghast—shocked, and yet fascinated at so strange a spectacle, and
half-expecting to see the spirits those flaming forms had once enclosed
come creeping from the shadows to work vengeance on their desecrators.
'I promised thee a strange sight, my Holly,' laughed Ayesha, whose
nerves alone did not seem to be affected; 'and, behold, I have not
failed thee. Also, it hath its lesson. Trust not to the future, for who
knows what the future may bring! Therefore, live for the day, and
endeavour not to escape the dust which seems to be man's end. What
thinkest thou those long-forgotten nobles and ladies would have felt
had they known that they should one day flare to light the dance or
boil the pot of savages? But see, here come the dancers; a merry
crew—are they not? The stage is lit—now for the play.'
As she spoke, we perceived two lines of figures, one male and the
other female, to the number of about a hundred, each advancing round
the human bonfire, arrayed only in the usual leopard and buck skins.
They formed up, in perfect silence, in two lines, facing each other
between us and the fire, and then the dance—a sort of infernal and
fiendish cancan—began. To describe it is quite impossible, but,
though there was a good deal of tossing of legs and double-shuffling,
it seemed to our untutored minds to be more of a play than a dance,
and, as usual with this dreadful people, whose minds seem to have taken
their colour from the caves in which they live, and whose jokes and
amusements are drawn from the inexhaustible stores of preserved
mortality with which they share their homes, the subject appeared to be
a most ghastly one. I know that it represented an attempted murder
first of all, and then the burial alive of the victim and his
struggling from the grave; each act of the abominable drama, which was
carried on in perfect silence, being rounded off and finished with a
furious and most revolting dance round the supposed victim, who writhed
upon the ground in the red light of the bonfire.
Presently, however, this pleasing piece was interrupted. Suddenly
there was a slight commotion, and a large powerful woman, whom I had
noted as one of the most vigorous of the dancers, came, made mad and
drunken with unholy excitement, bounding and staggering towards us,
shrieking out as she came:—
'I want a black goat, I must have a black goat, bring me a black
goat!' and down she fell upon the rocky floor foaming and writhing, and
shrieking for a black goat, about as hideous a spectacle as can well be
conceived.
Instantly most of the dancers came up and got round her, though some
still continued their capers in the background.
'She has got a Devil,' called out one of them. 'Run and get a black
goat. There, Devil, keep quiet! keep quiet! You shall have the goat
presently. They have gone to fetch it, Devil.'
'I want a black goat, I must have a black goat!' shrieked the
foaming rolling creature again.
'All right, Devil, the goat will be here presently; keep quiet,
there's a good Devil!'
And so on till the goat taken from a neighbouring kraal did at last
arrive, being dragged bleating on to the scene by its horns.
'Is it a black one, is it a black one?' shrieked the possessed.
'Yes, yes, Devil, as black as night;' then aside, 'keep it behind
thee, don't let the Devil see that it has got a white spot on its rump
and another on its belly. In one minute, Devil. There, cut his throat
quick. Where is the saucer?'
'The goat! the goat! the goat! Give me the blood of my black goat! I
must have it, don't you see I must have it? Oh! oh! oh! give me the
blood of the goat.'
At this moment a terrified bah! announced that the poor goat had
been sacrificed, and the next minute a woman ran up with a saucer full
of the blood. This the possessed creature, who was then raving and
foaming her wildest, seized and drank, and was instantly recovered, and
without a trace of hysteria, or fits, or being possessed, or whatever
dreadful thing it was she was suffering from. She stretched her arms,
smiled faintly, and walked quietly back to the dancers, who presently
withdrew in a double line as they had come, leaving the space between
us and the bonfire deserted.
I thought that the entertainment was now over, and, feeling rather
queer, was about to ask She if we could rise, when suddenly what at
first I took to be a baboon came hopping round the fire, and was
instantly met upon the other side by a lion, or rather a human being
dressed in a lion's skin. Then came a goat, then a man wrapped in an
ox's hide, with the horns wobbling about in a ludicrous way. After him
followed a blesbok, then an impala, then a koodoo, then more goats, and
many other animals, including a girl sewn up in the shining scaly hide
of a boa constrictor, several yards of which trailed along the ground
behind her. When all the beasts had collected they began to dance about
in a lumbering, unnatural fashion, and to imitate the sounds produced
by the respective animals they represented, till the whole air was
alive with roars and bleating and the hissing of snakes. This went on
for a long time, till, getting tired of the pantomime, I asked Ayesha
if there would be any objection to Leo and myself walking round to
inspect the human torches, and, as she had nothing to say against it,
we started, striking round to the left. After looking at one or two of
the flaming bodies, we were about to return, thoroughly disgusted with
the grotesque weirdness of the spectacle, when our attention was
attracted by one of the dancers, a particularly active leopard, that
had separated itself from its fellow-beasts, and was whisking about in
our immediate neighbourhood, but gradually drawing into a spot where
the shadow was darkest, equidistant between two of the flaming mummies.
Drawn by curiosity, we followed it, when suddenly it darted past us
into the shadows beyond, and as it did so erected itself and whispered,
'Come,' in a voice that we both recognised as that of Ustane. Without
waiting to consult me Leo turned and followed her into the outer
darkness, and I, feeling sick enough at heart, went after them. The
leopard crawled on for about fifty paces—a sufficient distance to be
quite beyond the light of the fire and torches— and then Leo came up
with it, or, rather, with Ustane.
'Oh, my lord,' I heard her whisper, 'so I have found thee! Listen. I
am in peril of my life from "She-who-must-be-obeyed." Surely the
Baboon has told thee how she drove me from thee? I love thee, my lord,
and thou art mine according to the custom of the country. I saved thy
life! My Lion, wilt thou cast me off now?'
'Of course not,' ejaculated Leo; 'I have been wondering whither thou
hadst gone. Let us go and explain matters to the Queen.'
'Nay, nay, she would slay us. Thou knowest not her power—the
Baboon there, he knoweth, for he saw. Nay, there is but one way: if
thou wilt cleave to me, thou must flee with me across the marshes even
now, and then perchance we may escape.'
'For Heaven's sake, Leo,' I began, but she broke in—
'Nay, listen not to him. Swift—be swift—death is in the air we
breathe. Even now, mayhap, She heareth us,' and without more ado she
proceeded to back her arguments by throwing herself into his arms. As
she did so the leopard's head slipped from her hair, and I saw the
three white finger-marks upon it, gleaming faintly in the star-light.
Once more realising the desperate nature of the position, I was about
to interpose, for I knew that Leo was not too strong-minded where women
were concerned, when—oh! horror!—I heard a little silvery laugh
behind me. I turned round, and there was She herself, and with her
Billali and two male mutes. I gasped and nearly sank to the ground, for
I knew that such a situation must result in some dreadful tragedy, of
which it seemed exceedingly probable to me that I should be the first
victim. As for Ustane, she untwined her arms and covered her eyes with
her hands, while Leo, not knowing the full terror of the position,
merely coloured up, and looked as foolish as a man caught in such a
trap would naturally do.
Then followed a moment of the most painful silence that I ever
endured. It was broken by Ayesha, who addressed herself to Leo.
'Nay, now my lord and guest,' she said in her softest tones, which
yet had the ring of steel about them, 'look not so bashful. Surely the
sight was a pretty one—the leopard and the lion!'
'Oh, hang it all!' said Leo in English.
'And thou, Ustane,' she went on, 'surely I should have passed thee
by had not the light fallen on the white across thy hair,' and she
pointed to the bright edge of the rising moon which was now appearing
above the horizon. 'Well! well! the dance is done—see, the tapers
have burnt down, and all things end in silence and in ashes. So thou
thoughtest it a fit time for love, Ustane, my servant— and I,
dreaming not that I could be disobeyed, thought thee already far away.'
'Play not with me,' moaned the wretched woman; 'slay me, and let
there be an end.'
'Nay, why? It is not well to go so swift from the hot lips of love
down to the cold mouth of the grave,' and she made a motion to the
mutes, who instantly stepped up and caught the girl by either arm. With
an oath Leo sprang upon the nearest, and hurled him to the ground, and
then stood over him with his face set, and his fist ready.
Again Ayesha laughed. 'It was well thrown, my guest; thou hast a
strong arm for one who so late was sick. But now out of thy courtesy I
pray thee let that man live and do my bidding. He shall not harm the
girl; the night air grows chill, and I would welcome her in mine own
place. Surely she whom thou dost favour shall be favoured of me also.'
I took Leo by the arm, and pulled him from the prostrate mute, and
he, half bewildered, obeyed the pressure. Then we all set out for the
cave across the plateau, where a pile of white human ashes was all that
remained of the fire that had lit the dancing, for the dancers had
vanished.
In due course we gained Ayesha's boudoir—all too soon it seemed to
me, having a sad presage of what was to come lying heavy on my heart.
Ayesha seated herself upon her cushions, and, having dismissed Job
and Billali, by signs bade the mutes tend the lamps and retire, all
save one girl, who was her favourite personal attendant. We three
remained standing, the unfortunate Ustane a little to the left of the
rest of us.
'Now, oh Holly,' Ayesha began, 'how came it that thou who didst hear
my words bidding this evil-doer'— and she pointed to Ustane—'to go
from hence—thou at whose prayer I did weakly spare her life—how
came it, I say, that thou wast a sharer in what I saw to-night? Answer,
and for thine own sake, I say, speak all the truth, for I am not minded
to hear lies upon this matter!'
'It was by accident, oh Queen,' I answered. 'I knew naught of it.'
'I do believe thee, oh Holly,' she answered coldly, 'and well it is
for thee that I do—then does the whole guilt rest upon her.'
'I do not find any guilt therein,' broke in Leo. 'She is not another
man's wife, and it appears that she has married me according to the
custom of this awful place, so who is the worse? Any way, madam,' he
went on, 'whatever she has done I have done too, so if she is to be
punished let me be punished also; and I tell thee,' he went on,
working himself up into a fury, 'that if thou biddest one of those deaf
and dumb villains to touch her again I will tear him to pieces!' And
he looked as though he meant it.
Ayesha listened in icy silence, and made no remark. When he had
finished, however, she addressed Ustane.
'Hast thou aught to say, woman? Thou silly straw, thou feather, who
didst think to float towards thy passion's petty ends, even against the
great wind of my will! Tell me, for I fain would understand. Why didst
thou this thing?'
And then I think I saw the most tremendous exhibition of moral
courage and intrepidity that it is possible to conceive. For the poor
doomed girl, knowing what she had to expect at the hands of her
terrible Queen, knowing, too, from bitter experience how great was her
adversary's power, yet gathered herself together, and out of the very
depths of her despair drew materials to defy her.
'I did it, oh She,' she answered, drawing herself up to the full of
her stately height, and throwing back the panther skin from her head,
'because my love is stronger than the grave. I did it because my life
without this man whom my heart chose would be but a living death.
Therefore did I risk my life, and now that I know that it is forfeit to
thine anger, yet am I glad that I did risk it, and pay it away in the
risking, ay, because he embraced me once, and told me that he loved me
yet.'
Here Ayesha half rose from her couch, and then sank down again.
'I have no magic,' went on Ustane, her rich voice ringing strong and
full, 'and I am not a Queen, nor do I live for ever, but a woman's
heart is heavy to sink through waters, however deep, oh Queen! and a
woman's eyes are quick to see, even through thy veil, oh Queen!
'Listen: I know it, thou dost love this man thyself, and therefore
wouldst thou destroy me who stand across thy path. Ay, I die—I die,
and go into the darkness, nor know I whither I go. But this I know.
There is a light shining in my breast, and by that light, as by a lamp,
I see the truth, and the future that I shall not share unroll itself
before me like a scroll. When first I knew my lord,' and she pointed
to Leo, 'I knew also that death would be the bridal gift he gave
me—it rushed upon me of a sudden, but I turned not back, being ready
to pay the price, and, behold, death is here! And now, even as I knew
that, so do I, standing on the steps of doom, know that thou shalt not
reap the profits of thy crime. Mine he is, and, though thy beauty shine
like a sun among the stars, mine shall he remain for thee. Never here
in this life shall he look thee in the eyes and call thee spouse. Thou
too art doomed, I see'—and her voice rang like the cry of an inspired
prophetess; 'ah, I see—'
Then came an answering cry of mingled rage and terror. I turned my
head. Ayesha had risen, and was standing with her outstretched hand
pointing at Ustane, who had suddenly stopped speaking. I gazed at the
poor woman, and as I gazed there came upon her face that same woful,
fixed expression of terror that I had seen once before when she had
broken out into her wild chant. Her eyes grew large, her nostrils
dilated, and her lips blanched.
Ayesha said nothing, she made no sound, she only drew herself up,
stretched out her arm, and, her tall veiled frame quivering like an
aspen leaf, appeared to look fixedly at her victim. Even as she did so
Ustane put her hands to her head, uttered one piercing scream, turned
round twice, and then fell backwards with a thud —prone upon the
floor. Both Leo and myself rushed to her—she was stone dead—blasted
into death by some mysterious electric agency or overwhelming
will-force whereof the dread She had command.
For a moment Leo did not quite realise what had happened. But when
he did, his face was awful to see. With a savage oath he rose from
beside the corpse, and, turning, literally sprang at Ayesha. But she
was watching, and, seeing him come, stretched out her hand again, and
he went staggering back towards me, and would have fallen, had I not
caught him. Afterwards he told me that he felt as though he had
suddenly received a violent blow in the chest, and, what is more,
utterly cowed, as if all the manhood had been taken out of him.
Then Ayesha spoke. 'Forgive me, my guest,' she said softly,
addressing him, 'if I have shocked thee with my justice.'
'Forgive thee, thou fiend,' roared poor Leo, wringing his hands in
his rage and grief. 'Forgive thee, thou murdress! By Heaven I will kill
thee if I can!'
'Nay, nay,' she answered, in the same soft voice, 'thou dost not
understand—the time has come for thee to learn. Thou art my love, my
Kallikrates, my Beautiful, my Strong! For two thousand years,
Kallikrates, have I waited for thee, and now at length thou hast come
back to me; and as for this woman,' pointing to the corpse, 'she stood
between me and thee, and therefore have I removed her, Kallikrates.'
'It is an accursed lie!' said Leo. 'My name is not Kallikrates! I am
Leo Vincey; my ancestor was Kallikrates —at least, I believe he was.'
'Ah, thou sayest it—thine ancestor was Kallikrates, and thou, even
thou, art Kallikrates reborn, come back— and mine own dear lord!'
'I am not Kallikrates, and as for being thy lord, or having aught to
do with thee, I had sooner be the lord of a fiend from hell, for she
would be better than thou.'
'Sayest thou so—sayest thou so, Kallikrates? Nay, but thou hast
not seen me for so long a time that no memory remains. Yet am I very
fair, Kallikrates!'
'I hate thee, murdress, and I have no wish to see thee. What is it
to me how fair thou art? I hate thee, I say.'
'Yet within a very little space shalt thou creep to my knee, and
swear that thou dost love me,' answered Ayesha, with a sweet, mocking
laugh. 'Come, there is no time like the present time, here before this
dead girl who loved thee, let us put it to the proof.
'Look now on me, Kallikrates!' and with a sudden motion she shook
her gauzy covering from her, and stood forth in her low kirtle and her
snaky zone, in her glorious radiant beauty and her imperial grace,
rising from her wrappings, as it were, like Venus from the wave, or
Galatea from her marble, or a beatified spirit from the tomb. She stood
forth, and fixed her deep and glowing eyes upon Leo's eyes, and I saw
his clenched fists unclasp, and his set and quivering features relax
beneath her gaze. I saw his wonder and astonishment grow into
admiration, and then into fascination, and the more he struggled the
more I saw the power of her dread beauty fasten on him and take
possession of his senses, drugging them, and drawing the heart out of
him. Did I not know the process? Had not I, who was twice his age, gone
through it myself? Was I not going through it afresh even then,
although her sweet and passionate gaze was not for me? Yes, alas, I
was! Alas, that I should have to confess that at that very moment I was
rent by mad and furious jealousy. I could have flown at him, shame upon
me! The woman had confounded and almost destroyed my moral sense, as
she was bound to confound all who looked upon her superhuman
loveliness. But—I do not quite know how—I got the better of myself,
and once more turned to see the climax of the tragedy.
'Oh, great Heaven!' gasped Leo, 'art thou a woman?'
'A woman in truth—in very truth—and thine own spouse,
kallikrates!' she answered, stretching out her rounded ivory arms
towards him, and smiling, ah, so sweetly!
He looked and looked, and slowly I perceived that he was drawing
nearer to her. Suddenly his eye fell upon the corpse of poor Ustane,
and he shuddered and stopped.
'How can I?' he said hoarsely. 'Thou art a murdress she loved me.'
Observe, he was already forgetting that he had loved her.
'It is naught,' she murmured, and her voice sounded sweet as the
night-wind passing through the trees. 'It is naught at all. If I have
sinned, let my beauty answer for my sin. If I have sinned, it is for
love of thee: let my sin, therefore, be put away and forgotten;' and
once more she stretched out her arms and whispered 'Come,' and then in
another few seconds it was over. I saw him struggle—I saw him even
turn to fly; but her eyes drew him more strongly than iron bonds, and
the magic of her beauty and concentrated will and passion entered into
him and overpowered him—ay, even there, in the presence of the body
of the woman who had loved him well enough to die for him. It sounds
horrible and wicked enough, but he cannot be blamed too much, and be
sure his sin will find him out. The temptress who drew him into evil
was more than human, and her beauty was greater than the loveliness of
the daughters of men.
I looked up again, and now her perfect form lay in his arms, and her
lips were pressed against his own; and thus, with the corpse of his
dead love for an altar, did Leo Vincey plight his troth to her
red-handed murdress— plight it for ever and a day. For those who
sell themselves into a like dominion, paying down the price of their
own honour, and throwing their soul into the balance to sink the scale
to the level of their lusts, can hope for no deliverance here or
hereafter. As they have sown, so shall they reap and reap, even when
the poppy flowers of passion have withered in their hands, and their
harvest is but bitter tares, garnered in satiety.
Suddenly, with a snake-like motion, she seemed to slip from his
embrace, and then again broke out into her low laugh of triumphant
mockery.
'Did I not tell thee that within a little space thou wouldst creep
to my knee, oh Kallikrates? And surely the space has not been a great
one!'
Leo groaned in shame and misery; for though he was overcome and
stricken down, he was not so lost as to be unaware of the depth of the
degradation to which he had sunk. On the contrary, his better nature
rose up in arms against his fallen self, as I saw clearly enough later
on.
Ayesha laughed again, and then quickly veiled herself, and made a
sign to the girl mute, who had been watching the whole scene with
curious startled eyes. The girl left, and presently returned, followed
by two male mutes, to whom the Queen made another sign. Thereon they
all three seized the body of poor Ustane by the arms, and dragged it
heavily down the cavern and away through the curtains at the end. Leo
watched it for a little while, and then covered his eyes with his hand,
and it too, to my excited fancy, seemed to watch us as it went.
'There passes the dead past,' said Ayesha, solemnly, as the curtains
shook and fell back into their places, when the ghastly procession had
vanished behind them. And then, with one of those extraordinary
transitions of which I have already spoken, she again threw off her
veil, and broke out, after the ancient and poetic fashion of the
dwellers in Arabia, into a pæan of triumph or epithalamium, which,
wild and beautiful as it was, is exceedingly difficult to render into
English, and ought by rights to be sung to the music of a cantata,
rather than written and read. It was divided into two parts—one
descriptive or definitive, and the other personal; and, as nearly as I
can remember, ran as follows:— Love is like a flower in the desert.
It is like the aloe of Arabia that blooms but once and dies; it blooms
in the salt emptiness of Life, and the brightness of its beauty is set
upon the waste as a star is set upon a storm.
It hath the sun above that is the spirit, and above it blows the
air of its divinity.
At the echoing of a step, Love blooms, I say; I say Love blooms,
and bends her beauty down to him who passeth by.
He plucketh it, yea, he plucketh the red cup that is full of honey,
and beareth it away; away across the desert, away till the flower be
withered, away till the desert be done.
There is only one perfect flower in the wilderness of Life.
That flower is Love!
There is only one fixed star in the mists of our wandering.
That star is Love!
There is only one hope in our despairing night.
That hope is Love!
All else is false. All else is shadow moving upon water. All else
is wind and vanity.
Who shall say what is the weight or the measure of Love?
It is born of the flesh, it dwelleth in the spirit. From each doth
it draw its comfort.
For beauty it is as a star.
Many are its shapes, but all are beautiful, and none know where the
star rose, or the horizon where it shall set.
Then, turning to Leo, and laying her hand upon his shoulder, she
went on in a fuller and more triumphant tone, speaking in balanced
sentences that gradually grew and swelled from idealised prose into
pure and majestic verse:— Long have I loved thee, oh, my love; yet
has my love not lessened.
Long have I waited for thee, and behold my reward is at hand—is
here! Far away I saw thee once, and thou wast taken from me.
Then in a grave sowed I the seed of patience, and shone upon it
with the sun of hope, and watered it with tears of repentance, and
breathed on it with the breath of my knowledge. And now, lo! it hath
sprung up, and borne fruit. Lo! out of the grave hath it sprung. Yea,
from among the dry bones and ashes of the dead.
I have waited and my reward is with me.
I have overcome Death, and Death brought back to me him that was
dead.
Therefore do I rejoice, for fair is the future.
Green are the paths that we shall tread across the everlasting
meadows.
The hour is at hand. Night hath fled away into the valleys.
The dawn kisseth the mountain tops.
Soft shall we lie, my love, and easy shall we go.
Crowned shall we be with the diadem of Kings.
Worshipping and wonder struck all peoples of the world,
Blinded shall fall before our beauty and our might.
From time unto times shall our greatness thunder on,
Rolling like a chariot through the dust of endless days.
Laughing shall we speed in our victory and pomp,
Laughing like the Daylight as he leaps along the hills.
Onward, still triumphant to a triumph ever new!
Onward, in our power to a power unattained!
Onward, never weary, clad with splendour for a robe!
Till accomplished be our fate, and the night is rushing down.
She paused in her strange and most thrilling allegorical chant, of
which I am, unfortunately, only able to give the burden, and that
feebly enough, and then said—
'Perchance thou dost not believe my word, Kallikrates —perchance
thou thinkest that I do delude thee, and that I have not lived these
many years, and that thou hast not been born again to me. Nay, look not
so—put away that pale cast of doubt, for oh be sure herein can error
find no foothold! Sooner shall the suns forget their course and the
swallow miss her nest, than my soul shall swear a lie and be led astray
from thee, Kallikrates. Blind me, take away mine eyes, and let the
darkness utterly fence me in, and still mine ears would catch the tone
of thine unforgotten voice, striking more loud against the portals of
my sense than can the call of brazen-throated clarions:— stop up
mine hearing also, and let a thousand touch me on the brow, and I would
name thee out of all:—yea, rob me of every sense, and see me stand
deaf and blind, and dumb, and with nerves that cannot weigh the value
of a touch, yet would my spirit leap within me like a quickening child
and cry unto my heart, behold Kallikrates! behold, thou watcher, the
watches of thy night are ended! behold thou who seekest in the night
season, thy morning Star ariseth.'
She paused awhile and then continued, 'But stay, if thy heart is yet
hardened against the mighty truth and thou dost require a further
pledge of that which thou dost find too deep to understand, even now
shall it be given to thee, and to thee also, oh my Holly. Bear each one
of you a lamp, and follow after me whither I shall lead you.'
Without stopping to think—indeed, speaking for myself, I had
almost abandoned the function in circumstances under which to think
seemed to be absolutely useless, since thought fell hourly helpless
against a black wall of wonder—we took the lamps and followed her.
Going to the end of her 'boudoir,' she raised a curtain and revealed a
little stair of the sort that was so common in these dim caves of Kôr.
As we hurried down the stair I observed that the steps were worn in the
centre to such an extent that some of them had been reduced from seven
and a half inches, at which I guessed their original height, to about
three and a half. Now, all the other steps that I had seen in the caves
had been practically unworn, as was to be expected, seeing that the
only traffic which ever passed upon them was that of those who bore a
fresh burden to the tomb. Therefore this fact struck my notice with
that curious force with which little things do strike us when our minds
are absolutely overwhelmed by a sudden rush of powerful sensations;
beaten flat, as it were, like a sea beneath the first burst of a
hurricane, so that every little object on the surface starts into an
unnatural prominence.
At the bottom of the staircase I stood and stared at the worn steps,
and Ayesha, turning, saw me.
'Wonderest thou whose are the feet that have worn away the rock, my
Holly?' she asked. 'They are mine— even mine own light feet! I can
remember when these stairs were fresh and level, but for two thousand
years and more have I gone down hither day by day, and see, my sandals
have worn out the solid rock!'
I made no answer, but I do not think that anything that I had heard
or seen brought home to my limited understanding so clear a sense of
this being's overwhelming antiquity as that hard rock hollowed out by
her soft white feet. How many millions of times must she have passed up
and down that stair to bring about such a result?
The stair led to a tunnel, and a few paces down the tunnel was one
of the usual curtain-hung doorways, a glance at which told me that it
was the same where I had been a witness of that terrible scene by the
leaping flame. I recognised the pattern of the curtain, and the sight
of it brought the whole event vividly before my eyes, and made me
tremble even at its memory. Ayesha entered the tomb (for it was a
tomb), and we followed her—I, for one, rejoicing that the mystery of
the place was about to be cleared up, and yet afraid to face its
solution.
'See now the place where I have slept for these two thousand years,'
said Ayesha, taking the lamp from Leo's hand and holding it above her
head. Its rays fell upon a little hollow in the floor, where I had seen
the leaping flame, but the fire was out now. They fell upon the white
form stretched there beneath its wrappings upon its bed of stone, upon
the fretted carving of the tomb, and upon another shelf of stone
opposite the one on which the body lay, and separated from it by the
breadth of the cave.
'Here,' went on Ayesha, laying her hand upon the rock—'here have I
slept night by night for all these generations, with but a cloak to
cover me. It did not become me that I should lie soft when my spouse
yonder,' and she pointed to the rigid form, 'lay stiff in death. Here
night by night have I slept in his cold company—till, thou seest,
this thick slab, like the stairs down which we passed, has worn thin
with the tossing of my form—so faithful have I been to thee even in
thy space of sleep, Kallikrates. And now, mine own, thou shalt see a
wonderful thing—living, thou shalt behold thyself dead—for well
have I tended thee during all these years, Kallikrates. Art thou
prepared?'
We made no answer, but gazed at each other with frightened eyes, the
whole scene was so dreadful and so solemn. Ayesha advanced, and laid
her hand upon the corner of the shroud, and once more spoke.
'Be not affrighted,' she said; 'though the thing seem wonderful to
thee—all we who live have thus lived before; nor is the very shape
that holds us a stranger to the sun! Only we know it not, because
memory writes no record, and earth hath gathered in the earth she lent
us, for none have saved our glory from the grave. But I, by my arts and
by the arts of those dead men of Kôr which I have learned, have held
thee back, oh Kallikrates, from the dust, that the waxen stamp of
beauty on thy face should ever rest before mine eye. 'Twas a mask that
memory might fill, serving to fashion out thy presence from the past,
and give it strength to wander in the habitations of my thought, clad
in a mummery of life that stayed my appetite with visions of dead days.
'Behold now, let the Dead and Living meet! Across the gulf of Time
they still are one. Time hath no power against Identity, though sleep
the merciful hath blotted out the tablets of our mind, and with
oblivion sealed the sorrows that else would hound us from life to life,
stuffing the brain with gathered griefs till it burst in the madness of
uttermost despair. Still are they one, for the wrappings of our sleep
shall roll away as thunder clouds before the wind; the frozen voices of
the past shall melt in music like mountain snows beneath the sun; and
the weeping and the laughter of the lost hours shall be heard once more
most sweetly echoing up the cliffs of immeasurable time.
'Ay, the sleep shall roll away, and the voices shall be heard, when
down the completed chain, whereof our each existence is a link, the
lightning of the Spirit hath passed to work out the purpose of our
being; quickening and fusing those separated days of life, and shaping
them to a staff whereon we may safely lean as we wend to our appointed
fate.
'Therefore, have no fear, Kallikrates, when thou— living, and but
lately born—shalt look upon thine own departed self, who breathed and
died so long ago. I do but turn one page in thy Book of Being, and show
thee what is writ thereon.
'Behold!'
With a sudden motion she drew the shroud from the cold form, and
let the lamplight play upon it. I looked, and then shrank back
terrified; since, say what she might in explanation, the sight was an
uncanny one—for her explanations were beyond the grasp of our finite
minds, and when they were stripped from the mists of vague esoteric
philosophy, and brought into conflict with the cold and horrifying
fact, did not do much to break its force. For there, stretched upon the
stone bier before us, robed in white and perfectly preserved, was what
appeared to be the body of Leo Vincey. I stared from Leo, standing
there alive, to Leo lying there dead, and could see no difference;
except, perhaps, that the body on the bier looked older. Feature for
feature they were the same, even down to the crop of little golden
curls, which was Leo's most uncommon beauty. It even seemed to me, as I
looked, that the expression on the dead man's face resembled that which
I had sometimes seen upon Leo's when he was plunged into profound
sleep. I can only sum up the closeness of the resemblance by saying
that I never saw twins so exactly similar as that dead and living pair.
I turned to see what effect was produced upon Leo by this sight of
his dead self, and found it to be one of partial stupefaction. He stood
for two or three minutes staring and said nothing, and when at last he
spoke it was only to ejaculate—
'Cover it up and take me away.'
'Nay, wait, Kallikrates,' said Ayesha, who, standing with the lamp
raised above her head, flooding with its light her own rich beauty and
the cold wonder of the death-clothed form upon the bier, resembled an
inspired Sibyl rather than a woman, as she rolled out her majestic
sentences with a grandeur and a freedom of utterance which I am, alas!
quite unable to reproduce.
'Wait; I would show thee something, that no tittle of my crime may
be hidden from thee. Do thou, oh Holly, open the garment on the breast
of the dead Kallikrates, for perchance my lord may fear to touch
himself.'
I obeyed with trembling hands. It seemed a desecration and an
unhallowed thing to touch that sleeping image of the live man by my
side. Presently his broad chest was bare, and there upon it, right over
the heart, was a wound, evidently inflicted with a spear.
'Thou seest, Kallikrates,' she said. 'Know then that it was I who
slew thee: in the Place of Life I gave thee death. I slew thee because
of the Egyptian Amenartas, whom thou didst love, for by her wiles she
held thy heart, and her I could not smite as but now I smote the woman,
for she was too strong for me. In my haste and bitter anger I slew
thee, and now for all these days have I lamented thee, and waited for
thy coming. And thou hast come, and none can stand between thee and me,
and of a truth now for death I will give thee life—not life eternal,
for that none can give, but life and youth that shall endure for
thousands upon thousands of years, and with it pomp, and power, and
wealth, and all things that are good and beautiful, such as have been
to no man before thee, nor shall be to any man who comes after. And now
one thing more, and thou shalt rest and make ready for the day of thy
new birth. Thou seest this body, which was thine own. For all these
centuries it hath been my cold comfort and my companion, but now I need
it no more, for I have thy living presence, and it can but serve to
stir up memories of that which I would fain forget. Let it therefore go
back to the dust from which I held it.
'Behold! I have prepared against this happy hour!' and going to the
other shelf, or stone ledge, which, she said, had served her for a bed,
she took from it a large vitrified double-handed vase, the mouth of
which was tied up with a bladder. This she loosed, and then, having
bent down and gently kissed the white forehead of the dead man, she
undid the vase and sprinkled its contents carefully over the form,
taking, I observed, the greatest precautions against any drop of them
touching us or herself, and then poured out what remained of the liquid
upon the chest and head. Instantly a dense vapour arose, and the cave
was filled with choking fumes that prevented us from seeing anything
while the deadly acid (for I presume it was some tremendous preparation
of that sort) did its work. From the spot where the body lay came a
fierce fizzing and cracking sound, which ceased, however, before the
fumes had cleared away. At last they were all gone, except a little
cloud that still hung over the corpse. In a couple of minutes more this
too had vanished, and, wonderful as it may seem, it is a fact that on
the stone bench that had supported the mortal remains of the ancient
Kallikrates for so many centuries there was now nothing to be seen but
a few handfuls of smoking white powder. The acid had utterly destroyed
the body, and even in places eaten into the stone. Ayesha stooped down,
and, taking a handful of this powder in her grasp, threw it into the
air, saying at the same time, in a voice of calm solemnity—.
'Dust to dust!—the past to the past!—the dead to the
dead!—Kallikrates is dead, and is born again!'
The ashes floated noiselessly to the rocky floor, and we stood in
awed silence and watched them fall, too overcome for words.
'Now leave me,' she said, 'and sleep if ye may. I must watch and
think, for to-morrow night we go hence, and the time is long since I
trod the path that we must follow.'
Accordingly we bowed, and left her.
As we passed to our own apartment I peeped into Job's sleeping
place, to see how he fared, for he had gone away just before our
interview with the murdered Ustane, quite prostrated by the terrors of
the Amahagger festivity. He was sleeping soundly, good honest fellow
that he was, and I rejoiced to think that his nerves, which, like those
of most uneducated people, were far from strong, had been spared the
closing scenes of this dreadful day. Then we entered our own chamber,
and here at last poor Leo, who, ever since he had looked upon that
frozen image of his living self, had been in a state not far removed
from stupefaction, burst out into a torrent of grief. Now that he was
no longer in the presence of the dread She, his sense of the awfulness
of all that had happened, and more especially of the wicked murder of
Ustane, who was bound to him by ties so close, broke upon him like a
storm, and lashed him into an agony of remorse and terror which was
painful to witness. He cursed himself—he cursed the hour when we had
first seen the writing on the sherd, which was being so mysteriously
verified, and bitterly he cursed his own weakness. Ayesha he dared not
curse—who dared speak evil of such a woman, whose consciousness for
aught we knew was watching us at the very moment?
'What am I to do, old fellow?' he groaned, resting his head against
my shoulder in the extremity of his grief. 'I let her be killed—not
that I could help that, but within five minutes I was kissing her
murdress over her body. I am a degraded brute, but I cannot resist
that' (and here his voice sank)—'that awful sorceress. I know I shall
do it again to-morrow; I know that I am in her power for always; if I
never saw her again I should never think of anybody else during all my
life; I must follow her as a needle follows a magnet; I would not go
away now if I could; I could not leave her, my legs would not carry me,
but my mind is still clear enough, and in my mind I hate her—at
least, I think so. It is all so horrible; and that —that body! What
can I make of it? It was me! I am sold into bondage, old fellow, and
she will take my soul as the price of herself!'
Then, for the first time, I told him that I was in a but very little
better position; and I am bound to say that, notwithstanding his own
infatuation, he had the decency to sympathise with me. Perhaps he did
not think it worth while being jealous, realising that he had no cause
so far as the lady was concerned. I went on to suggest that we should
try to run away, but we soon rejected the project as futile, and, to be
perfectly honest, I do not believe that either of us would really have
left Ayesha even if some superior power had suddenly offered to convey
us from these gloomy caves and set us down in Cambridge. We could no
more have left her than a moth can leave the light that destroys it.
We were like confirmed opium-eaters: in our moments of reason we well
knew the deadly nature of our pursuit, but we certainly were not
prepared to abandon its terrible delights.
No man who once had seen She unveiled, and heard the music of her
voice, and drunk in the bitter wisdom of her words, would willingly
give up the sight for a whole sea of placid joys. How much more, then,
was this likely to be so when, as in Leo's case, to put myself out of
the question, this extraordinary creature declared her utter and
absolute devotion, and gave what appeared to be proofs of its having
lasted for some two thousand years?
No doubt she was a wicked person, and no doubt she had murdered
Ustane when she stood in her path, but then she was very faithful, and
by a law of nature man is apt to think but lightly of a woman's crimes,
especially if that woman be beautiful, and the crime be committed for
the love of him.
And then for the rest, when had such a chance ever come to a man
before as that which now lay in Leo's hand? True, in uniting himself to
this dread woman, he would place his life under the influence of a
mysterious creature of evil tendencies, [Footnote 1: 3Kb]
but then that would be likely enough to happen to him in any ordinary
marriage. On the other hand, however, no ordinary marriage could bring
him such awful beauty—for awful is the only word that can describe
it—such divine devotion, such wisdom, and command over the secrets of
nature, and the place and power that they must win, or lastly the royal
crown of unending youth, if indeed she could give that. No, on the
whole, it is not wonderful that though Leo was plunged in bitter shame
and grief, such as any gentleman would have felt under the
circumstances, he was not ready to entertain the idea of running away
from his extraordinary fortune.
My own opinion is that he would have been made if he had done so.
But then I confess that my statement on the matter must be accepted
with qualifications. I am in love with Ayesha myself to this day, and I
would rather have been the object of her affection for one short week
than that of any other woman in the world for a whole lifetime. And let
me add that if anybody who doubts this statement, and thinks me foolish
for making it, could have seen Ayesha draw her veil and flash out in
beauty on his gaze. his view would exactly coincide with my own. Of
course, I am speaking of any man. We never had the advantage of a
lady's opinion of Ayesha, but I think it quite possible that she would
have regarded the Queen with dislike, would have expressed her
disapproval in some more or less pointed manner, and ultimately have
got herself blasted.
For two hours or more Leo and I sat with shaken nerves and
frightened eyes, and talked over the miraculous events through which we
were passing. It seemed like a dream or a fairy tale, instead of the
solemn, sober fact. Who would have believed that the writing on the
potsherd was not only true, but that we should live to verify its
truth, and that we two seekers should find her who was sought,
patiently awaiting our coming in the tombs of Kôr? Who would have
thought that in the person of Leo this mysterious woman should, as she
believed, discover the being whom she awaited from century to century,
and whose former earthly habitation she had till this very night
preserved? But so it was. In the face of all we had seen it was
difficult for us as ordinary reasoning men any longer to doubt its
truth, and therefore at last, with humble hearts and a deep sense of
the impotence of human knowledge, and the insolence of its assumption
that denies that which it has no experience of to be possible, we laid
ourselves down to sleep, leaving our fates in the hands of that
watching Providence which had thus chosen to allow us to draw the veil
of human ignorance, and reveal to us for good or evil some glimpse of
the possibilities of life.
It was nine o'clock on the following morning when Job, who still
looked scared and frightened, came in to call me, and at the same time
breathe his gratitude at finding us alive in our beds, which it
appeared was more than he had expected. When I told him of the awful
end of poor Ustane he was even more grateful at our survival, and much
shocked, though Ustane had been no favourite of his, or he of hers, for
the matter of that. She called him 'pig' in bastard Arabic, and he
called her 'hussy' in good English, but these amenities were forgotten
in the face of the catastrophe that had overwhelmed her at the hands of
her Queen.
'I don't want to say anything as mayn't be agreeable, sir,' said
Job, when he had finished exclaiming at my tale, 'but it's my opinion
that that there She is the old gentleman himself, or perhaps his wife,
if he has one, which I suppose he has, for he couldn't be so wicked all
by himself. The Witch of Endor was a fool to her, sir: bless you, she
would make no more of raising every gentleman in the Bible out of these
here beastly tombs than I should of growing cress on an old flannel.
It's a country of devils, this is, sir, and she's the master one of the
lot; and if ever we get out of it it will be more than I expect to do.
I don't see no way out of it. That witch isn't likely to let a fine
young man like Mr. Leo go.'
'Come,' I said, 'at any rate she saved his life.'
'Yes, and she'll take his soul to pay for it. She'll make him a
witch, like herself. I say it's wicked to have anything to do with
those sort of people. Last night, sir, I lay awake and read in my
little Bible that my poor old mother gave me about what is going to
happen to sorceresses and them sort till my hair stood on end. Lord,
how the old lady would stare if she saw where her Job had got to!'
'Yes, it's a queer country, and a queer people too, Job,' I
answered, with a sigh, for, though I am not supperstitious like Job, I
admit to a natural shrinking (which will not bear investigation) from
the things that are above Nature.
'You are right, sir,' he answered, 'and if you won't think me very
foolish, I should like to say something to you now that Mr. Leo is out
of the way'—(Leo had got up early and gone for a stroll)—'and that
is that I know it is the last country as ever I shall see in this
world. I had a dream last night, and I dreamed that I saw my old father
with a kind of night-shirt on him, something like these folks wear when
they want to be in particular full-dress, and a bit of that feathery
grass in his hand, which he may have gathered on the way, for I saw
lots of it yesterday about three hundred yards from the mouth of this
beastly cave.
"'Job," he said to me, solemn like, and yet with a kind of
satisfaction shining through him, more like a Methody parson when he
has sold a neighbour a marked horse for a sound one and cleared twenty
pounds by the job than anything I can think on—"Job, time's up, Job;
but I never did expect to have to come and hunt you out in this 'ere
place, Job. Such ado as I have had to nose you up; it wasn't friendly
to give your poor old father such a run, let alone that a wonderful lot
of bad characters hail from this place Kôr."'
'Regular cautions,' I suggested.
'Yes, sir—of course, sir, that's just what he said they
was—"cautions, downright scorchers"—sir, and I'm sure I don't doubt
it, seeing what I know of them and their hot-potting ways,' went on
Job, sadly. 'Anyway, he was sure that time was up, and went away
saying that we should see more than we cared for of each other soon,
and I suppose he was a-thinking of the fact that father and I never
could hit it off together for longer nor three days, and I dare say
that things will be similar when we meet again.'.
'Surely,' I said, 'you don't think that you are going to die because
you dreamed you saw your old father; if one dies because one dreams of
one's father, what happens to a man who dreams of his mother-in-law?'
'Ah, sir, you're laughing at me,' said Job; 'but, you see, you
didn't know my old father. If it had been anybody else—my Aunt Mary,
for instance, who never made much of a job—I should not have thought
so much of it; but my father was that idle, which he shouldn't have
been with seventeen children, that he would never have put himself out
to come here just to see the place. No, sir; I know that he meant
business. Well, sir, I can't help it; I suppose every man must go some
time or other, though it is a hard thing to die in a place like this,
where Christian burial isn't to be had for its weight in gold. I've
tried to be a good man, sir, and do my duty honest, and if it wasn't
for the supercilus kind of way in which father carried on last
night—a sort of sniffing at me as it were, as though he hadn't no
opinion of my references and testimonials—I should feel easy enough
in my mind. Any way, sir, I've been a good servant to you and Mr. Leo,
bless him! Why, it seems but the other day that I used to lead him
about the streets with a penny whip; and if ever you get out of this
place—which, as father didn't allude to you, perhaps you may—I hope
you will think kindly of my whitened bones, and never have anything
more to do with Greek writing on flower-pots, sir, if I may make so
bold as to say so.'
'Come, come, Job,' I said seriously, 'this is all nonsense, you
know. You mustn't be silly enough to go getting such ideas into your
head. We've lived through some queer things, and I hope that we may go
on doing so.'
'No, sir,' answered Job, in a tone of conviction that jarred on me
unpleasantly, 'it isn't nonsense. I'm a doomed man, and I feel it, and
a wonderful uncomfortable feeling it is, sir, for one can't help
wondering how it's going to come about. If you are eating your dinner
you think of poison and it goes against your stomach, and if you are
walking along these dark rabbit-burrows you think of knives, and Lord,
don't you just shiver about the back! I ain't particular, sir, provided
it's sharp, like that poor girl, who, now that she's gone, I am sorry
to have spoke hard on, though I don't approve of her morals in getting
married, which I consider too quick to be decent. Still, sir,' and poor
Job turned a shade paler as he said it, 'I do hope it won't be that
hot-pot game.'
'Nonsense,' I broke in angrily, 'nonsense!'
'Very well, sir,' said Job, 'it isn't my place to differ from you,
sir, but if you happen to be going anywhere, sir, I should be obliged
if you could manage to take me with you, seeing that I shall be glad to
have a friendly face to look at when the time comes, just to help one
through, as it were. And now, sir, I'll be getting the breakfast,' and
he went, leaving me in a very uncomfortable state of mind. I was deeply
attached to old Job, who was one of the best and honestest men I have
ever had to do with in any class of life, and really more of a friend
than a servant, and the mere idea of anything happening to him brought
a lump into my throat. Beneath all his ludicrous talk I could see that
he himself was quite convinced that something was going to happen, and
though in most cases these convictions turn out to be utter
moonshine—and this particular one especially was to be amply
accounted for by the gloomy and unaccustomed surroundings in which its
victim was placed—still it did more or less carry a chill to my
heart, as any dread that is obviously a genuine object of belief is apt
to do, however absurd the belief may be. Presently the breakfast
arrived, and with it Leo, who had been taking a walk outside the
cave—to clear his mind, he said—and very glad I was to see both,
for they gave me a respite from my gloomy thoughts. After breakfast we
went for another walk, and watched some of the Amahagger sowing a plot
of ground with the grain from which they make their beer. This they did
in scriptural fashion—a man with a bag made of goat's-hide fastened
round his waist walking up and down the plot and scattering the seed as
he went. It was a positive relief to see one of these dreadful people
do anything so homely and pleasant as sow a field, perhaps because it
seemed to link them, as it were, with the rest of humanity.
As we were returning Billali met us, and informed us that it was
She's pleasure that we should wait upon her, and accordingly we entered
her presence, not without trepidation, for Ayesha was certainly an
exception to the rule. Familiarity with her might and did breed passion
and wonder and horror, but it certainly did not breed contempt.
We were as usual shown in by the mutes, and after these had retired
Ayesha unveiled, and once more bade Leo embrace her, which,
notwithstanding his heart-searchings of the previous night, he did with
more alacrity and fervour than in strictness courtesy required.
She laid her white hand on his head, and looked him fondly in the
eyes. 'Dost thou wonder, my Kallikrates,' she said, 'when thou shalt
call me all thine own, and when we shall of a truth be for one another
and to one another? I will tell thee. First, must thou be even as I am,
not immortal indeed, for that I am not, but so cased and hardened
against the attacks of Time that his arrows shall glance from the
armour of thy vigorous life as the sunbeams glance from water. As yet I
may not mate with thee, for thou and I are different, and the very
brightness of my being would burn thee up, and perchance destroy thee.
Thou couldst not even endure to look upon me for too long a time lest
thine eyes should ache, and thy senses swim, and therefore (with a
little coquettish nod) shall I presently veil myself again.' (This by
the way she did not do.) 'No: listen, thou shalt not be tried beyond
endurance, for this very evening, an hour before the sun goes down,
shall we start hence, and by to-morrow's dark, if all goes well, and
the road is not lost to me, which I pray it may not be, shall we stand
in the place of Life, and thou shalt bathe in the fire, and come forth
glorified, as no man ever was before thee, and then, Kallikrates, shalt
thou call me wife, and I will call thee husband.'
Leo muttered something in answer to this astonishing statement, I do
not know what, and she laughed a little at his confusion, and went on.
'And thou, too, oh Holly; on thee also will I confer this boon, and
then of a truth shalt thou be an evergreen tree, and this will I
do—well, because thou hast pleased me, Holly, for thou art not
altogether a fool, like most of the sons of men, and because, though
thou hast a school of philosophy as full of nonsense as those of the
old days, yet hast thou not forgotten how to turn a pretty phrase about
a lady's eyes.'
'Hulloa, old fellow!' whispered Leo, with a return of his old
cheerfulness, 'have you been paying compliments? I should never have
thought it of you!'
'I thank thee, oh Ayesha,' I replied, with as much dignity as I
could command, 'but if there be such a place as thou dost describe, and
if in this strange place there may be found a fiery virtue that can
hold off Death when he comes to pluck us by the hand, yet would I none
of it. For me, oh Ayesha, the world has not proved so soft a nest that
I would lie in it for ever. A stony-hearted mother is our earth, and
stones are the bread she gives her children for their daily food.
Stones to eat and bitter water for their thirst, and stripes for tender
nurture. Who would endure this for many lives? Who would so load up his
back with memories of lost hours and loves, and of his neighbour's
sorrows that he cannot lessen, and wisdom that brings not consolation?
Hard is it to die, because our delicate flesh doth shrink back from the
worm it will not feel, and from that unknown which the winding-sheet
doth curtain from our view. But harder still, to my fancy, would it be
to live on, green in the leaf and fair, but dead and rotten at the
core, and feel that other secret worm of recollection gnawing ever at
the heart.'
'Bethink thee, Holly,' she said; 'yet doth long life and strength
and beauty beyond measure mean power and all things that are dear to
man.'
'And what, oh Queen,' I answered, 'are those things that are dear to
man? Are they not bubbles? Is not ambition but an endless ladder by
which no height is ever climbed till the last unreachable rung is
mounted? For height leads on to height, and there is no resting-place
upon them, and rung doth grow upon rung, and there is no limit to the
number. Doth not wealth satiate and become nauseous, and no longer
serve to satisfy or pleasure, or to buy an hour's ease of mind? And is
there any end to wisdom that we may hope to reach it? Rather, the more
we learn shall we not thereby be able only to better compass out our
ignorance? Did we live ten thousand years could we hope to solve the
secrets of the suns, and of the space beyond the suns, and of the Hand
that hung them in the heavens? Would not our wisdom be but as a gnawing
hunger calling our consciousness day by day to a knowledge of the empty
craving of our souls? Would it not be but as a light in one of these
great caverns, that though bright it burn, and brighter yet, doth but
the more serve to show the depths of the gloom around it? And what good
thing is there beyond that we may gain by length of days?'
'Nay, my Holly, there is love—love which makes all things
beautiful, and doth breathe divinity into the very dust we tread. With
love shall life roll gloriously on from year to year, like the voice of
some great music that hath power to hold the hearer's heart poised on
eagle's wings above the sordid shame and folly of the earth.'
'It may be so,' I answered; 'but if the loved one prove a broken
reed to pierce us, or if the love be loved in vain—what then? Shall
a man grave his sorrows upon a stone when he hath but need to write
them on the water? Nay, oh She, I will live my day and grow old with my
generation, and die my appointed death, and be forgotten. For I do hope
for an immortality to which the little span that perchance thou canst
confer will be but as a finger's length laid against the measure of the
great world; and, mark this! the immortality to which I look, and which
my faith doth promise to me, shall be free from the bonds that here
must tie my spirit down. For, while the flesh endures, sorrow and evil
and the scorpion whips of sin must endure also; but when the flesh hath
fallen from us, then shall the spirit shine forth clad in the
brightness of eternal good, and for its common air shall breathe so
rare an ether of most noble thoughts, that the highest aspiration of
our manhood, or the purest incense of a maiden's prayer, would prove
too earthly gross to float therein.'
'Thou lookest high,' answered Ayesha, with a little laugh, 'and
speakest clearly as a trumpet and with no uncertain sound. And yet
methinks that but now didst thou talk of "that Unknown" from which the
winding-sheet doth curtain us. But perchance, thou seest with the eye
of Faith, gazing on this brightness that is to be, through the
painted-glass of thy imagination. Strange are the pictures of the
future that mankind can thus draw with this brush of faith and this
many-coloured pigment of imagination! Strange, too, that no one of them
doth agree with another! I could tell thee—but there, what is the
use? why rob a fool of his bauble? Let it pass, and I pray, oh Holly,
that when thou dost feel old age creeping slowly toward thyself, and
the confusion of senility making havoc in thy brain, thou mayest not
bitterly regret that thou didst cast away the imperial boon I would
have given to thee. But so it hath ever been; man can never be content
with that which his hand can pluck. If a lamp be in his reach to light
him through the darkness, he must needs cast it down because it is no
star. Happiness danceth ever a pace before him, like the marsh-fires in
the swamps, and he must catch the fire, and he must hold the star!
Beauty is naught to him, because there are lips more honey-sweet; and
wealth is naught, because others can weigh him down with heavier
shekels; and fame is naught, because there have been greater men than
he. Thyself thou saidst it, and I turn thy words against thee. Well,
thou dreamest that thou shalt pluck the star. I believe it not, and I
think thee a fool, my Holly, to throw away the lamp.'
I made no answer, for I could not—especially before Leo—tell her
that since I had seen her face I knew that it would always be before my
eyes, and that I had no wish to prolong an existence which must always
be haunted and tortured by her memory, and by the last bitterness of
unsatisfied love. But so it was, and so, alas, is it to this hour!
'And now, went on She, changing her tone and the subject together,
'tell me, my Kallikrates, for as yet I know it not, how came ye to seek
me here? Yesternight thou didst say that Kallikrates—him whom thou
sawest— was thine ancestor. How was it? Tell me—thou dost not
speak overmuch!'
Thus adjured, Leo told her the wonderful story of the casket and of
the potsherd that, written on by his ancestress, the Egyptian
Amenartas, had been the means of guiding us to her. Ayesha listened
intently, and, when he had finished, spoke to me.
'Did I not tell thee one day, when we did talk of good and evil, oh
Holly—it was when my beloved lay so ill— that out of good came
evil, and out of evil good—that they who sowed knew not what the crop
should be, nor he who struck where the blow should fall? See, now: this
Egyptian Amenartas, this royal child of the Nile who hated me, and whom
even now I hate, for in a way she did prevail against me—see, now,
she herself hath been the very means to bring her lover to mine arms!
For her sake I slew him, and now, behold, through her he hath come back
to me! She would have done me evil, and sowed her seeds that I might
reap tares, and behold she hath given me more than all the world can
give, and there is a strange square for thee to fit into thy circle of
good and evil, oh Holly!
'And so,' she went on after a pause—'and so she bade her son
destroy me if he might, because I slew his father. And thou, my
Kallikrates, art the father, and in a sense thou art likewise the son;
and wouldst thou avenge thy wrong, and the wrong of that far-off mother
of thine upon me, oh Kallikrates? See,' and she slid to her knees, and
drew the white corsage still farther down her ivory bosom—'see, here
beats my heart, and there by thy side is a knife, heavy, and long, and
sharp, the very knife to slay an erring woman with. Take it now, and be
avenged. Strike, and strike home!—so shalt thou be satisfied,
Kallikrates, and go through life a happy man, because thou hast paid
back the wrong, and obeyed the mandate of the past.'
He looked at her, and then stretched out his hand and lifted her to
her feet.
'Rise, Ayesha,' he said sadly; 'well thou knowest that I cannot
strike thee, no, not even for the sake of her whom thou slewest but
last night. I am in thy power, and a very slave to thee. How can I kill
thee?—sooner should I slay myself.'
'Almost dost thou begin to love me, Kallikrates,' she answered,
smiling. 'And now tell me of thy country—'tis a great people, is it
not? with an empire like that of Rome! Surely thou wouldst return
thither, and it is well, for I mean not that thou shouldst dwell in
these caves of Kôr. Nay, when once thou art even as I am, we will go
hence—feat not but that I shall find a path—and then shall we cross
to this England of thine, and live as it becometh us to live. Two
thousand years have I waited for the day when I should see the last of
these hateful caves and this gloomy-visaged folk, and now it is at
hand, and my heart bounds up to meet it like a child's towards its
holiday. For thou shalt rule this England—
'But we have a queen already,' broke in Leo, hastily.
'It is naught, it is naught,' said Ayesha; 'she can be overthrown.'
At this we both broke out into an exclamation of dismay, and
explained that we should as soon think of overthrowing ourselves.
'But here is a strange thing,' said Ayesha, in astonishment; 'a
queen whom her people love! Surely the world must have changed since I
dwelt in Kôr.'
Again we explained that it was the character of monarchs that had
changed, and that the one under whom we lived was venerated and beloved
by all right-thinking people in her vast realms. Also, we told her that
real power in our country rested in the hands of the people, and that
we were in fact ruled by the votes of the lower and least educated
classes of the community.
'Ah,' she said, 'a democracy—then surely there is a tyrant, for I
have long since seen that democracies, having no clear will of their
own, in the end set up a tyrant, and worship him.'
'Yes,' I said, 'we have our tyrants.'
'Well,' she answered resignedly, 'we can at any rate destroy these
tyrants, and Kallikrates shall rule the land.'
I instantly informed Ayesha that in England 'blasting' was not an
amusement that could be indulged in with impunity, and that any such
attempt would meet with the consideration of the law and probably end
upon a scaffold.
'The law,' she laughed with scorn—'the law! Canst thou not
understand, oh Holly, that I am above the law, and so shall my
Kallikrates be also? All human law will be to us as the north wind to a
mountain. Does the wind bend the mountain, or the mountain the wind?
'And now leave me, I pray thee, and thou too, my own Kallikrates,
for I would get me ready against our journey, and so must ye both, and
your servant also. But bring no great quantity of things with thee, for
I trust that we shall be but three days gone. Then shall we return
hither, and I will make a plan whereby we can bid farewell for ever to
these sepulchres of Kôr. Yes, surely thou mayst kiss my hand!'
So we went, I, for one, meditating deeply on the awful nature of the
problem that now opened out before us. The terrible She had evidently
made up her mind to go to England, and it made me absolutely shudder to
think what would be the result of her arrival there. What her powers
were I knew, and I could not doubt but that she would exercise them to
the full. It might be possible to control her for a while, but her
proud, ambitious spirit would be certain to break loose and avenge
itself for the long centuries of its solitude. She would, if necessary,
and if the power of her beauty did not unaided prove equal to the
occasion, blast her way to any end she set before her, and as she could
not die, and for aught I knew could not even be killed, what was there
to stop her? In the end she would, I had little doubt, assume absolute
rule over the British dominions, and probably over the whole earth,
and, though I was sure that she would speedily make ours the most
glorious and prosperous empire that the world has ever seen, it would
be at the cost of a terrible sacrifice of life.
The whole thing sounded like a dream or some extraordinary invention
of a speculative brain, and yet it was a fact—a wonderful fact—of
which the whole world would soon be called on to take notice. What was
the meaning of it all? After much thinking I could only conclude that
this wonderful creature, whose passion had kept her for so many
centuries chained as it were, and comparatively harmless, was now about
to be used by Providence as a means to change the order of the world,
and possibly, by the building up of a power that could no more be
rebelled against or questioned than the decrees of Fate, to change it
materially for the better.
Our preparations did not take us very long. We put a change of
clothing apiece and some spare boots into my Gladstone bag, also we
took our revolvers and an express rifle each, together with a good
supply of ammunition, a precaution to which, under Providence, we
subsequently owed our lives over and over again. The rest of our gear,
together with our heavy rifles, we left behind us.
A few minutes before the appointed time we once more attended in
Ayesha's boudoir, and found her also ready, her dark cloak thrown over
her winding-sheet like wrappings.
'Are ye prepared for the great venture?' she said.
'We are,' I answered, 'though for my part, Ayesha, I have no faith
in it.'
'Ah, my Holly,' she said, 'thou are of a truth like those old
Jews—of whom the memory vexes me so sorely— unbelieving, and hard
to accept that which they have not known. But thou shalt see; for
unless my mirror yonder lies,' and she pointed to the font of crystal
water, 'the path is yet open as it was of old time. And now let us
start upon the new life which shall end—who knoweth where?'
'Ah,' I echoed, 'who knoweth where?' and we passed down into the
great central cave, and out into the light of day. At the mouth of the
cave we found a single litter with six bearers, all of them mutes,
waiting, and with them I was relieved to see our old friend Billali,
for whom I had conceived a sort of affection. It appeared that, for
reasons not necessary to explain at length, Ayesha had thought it best
that, with the exception of herself, we should proceed on foot, and
this we were nothing loth to do, after our long confinement in these
caves, which, however suitable they might be for sarcophagi—a
singularly inappropriate word, by the way, for these particular tombs,
which certainly did not consume the bodies given to their
keeping—were depressing habitations for breathing mortals like
ourselves. Either by accident or by the orders of She, the space in
front of the cave where we had beheld that awful dance was perfectly
clear of spectators. Not a soul was to be seen, and consequently I do
not believe that our departure was known to anybody, except perhaps the
mutes who waited on She, and they were, of course, in the habit of
keeping what they saw to themselves.
In a few minutes' time we were stepping out sharply across the great
cultivated plain or lake bed, framed like a vast emerald in its setting
of frowning cliff, and had another opportunity of wondering at the
extraordinary nature of the site chosen by these old people of Kôr for
their capital, and at the marvellous amount of labour, ingenuity, and
engineering skill that must have been brought into requisition by the
founders of the city to drain so huge a sheet of water, and to keep it
clear of subsequent accumulations. It is, indeed, so far as my
experience goes, an unequalled instance of what man can do in the face
of nature, for in my opinion such achievements as the Suez Canal or
even the Mont Cenis Tunnel do not approach this ancient undertaking in
magnitude and grandeur of conception.
When we had been walking for about half an hour, enjoying ourselves
exceedingly in the delightful cool which about this time of the day
always appeared to descend upon the great plain of Kôr, and which in
some degree atoned for the want of any land or sea breeze—for all
wind was kept off by the rocky mountain wall—we began to get a clear
view of what Billali had informed us were the ruins of the great city.
And even from that distance we could see how wonderful those ruins
were, a fact which with every step we took became more evident. The
city was not very large it compared to Babylon or Thebes, or other
cities of remote antiquity; perhaps its outer wall contained some
twelve square miles of ground, or a little more. Nor had the walls, so
far as we could judge when we reached them, been very high, probably
not more than forty feet, which was about their present height where
they had not through the sinking of the ground, or some such cause,
fallen into ruin. The reason of this, no doubt, was that the people of
Kôr, being protected from any outside attack by far more tremendous
ramparts than any that the hand of man could rear, only required them
for show and to guard against civil discord. But on the other hand they
were as broad as they were high, built entirely of dressed stone, hewn,
no doubt, from the vast caves, and surrounded by a great moat about
sixty feet in width, some reaches of which were still filled with
water. About ten minutes before the sun finally sank we reached this
moat, and passed down and through it, clambering across what evidently
were the piled-up fragments of a great bridge in order to do so, and
then with some little difficulty up the slope of the wall to its
summit. I wish that it lay within the power of my pen to give some idea
of the grandeur of the sight that then met our view. There, all bathed
in the red glow of the sinking sun, were miles upon miles of
ruins—columns, temples, shrines, and the palaces of kings, varied
with patches of green bush. Of course, the roofs of these buildings had
long since fallen into decay and vanished, but owing to the extreme
massiveness of the style of building, and to the hardness and
durability of the rock employed, most of the party walls and great
columns still remained standing.
Straight before us stretched away what had evidently been the main
thoroughfare of the city, for it was very wide, wider than the Thames
Embankment, and regular. Being, as we afterwards discovered, paved, or
rather built, thoroughout of blocks of dressed stone, such as were
employed in the walls, it was but little overgrown even now with grass
and shrubs that could get no depth of soil to live in. What had been
the parks and gardens, on the contrary, were now dense jungle. Indeed,
it was easy even from a distance to trace the course of the various
roads by the burnt-up appearance of the scanty grass that grew upon
them. On either side of this great thoroughfare were vast blocks of
ruins, each block, generally speaking, being separated from its
neighbour by a space of what had once, I suppose, been garden-ground,
but was now dense and tangled bush. They were all built of the same
coloured stone, and most of them had pillars, which was as much as we
could make out in the fading light as we passed swiftly up the main
road, that I believe I am right in saying no living foot had pressed
for thousands of years.
Presently we came to an enormous pile, which we rightly took to be a
temple covering at least four acres of ground, and apparently arranged
in a series of courts, each one enclosing another of smaller size, on a
principle of a Chinese nest of boxes, which were separated one from the
other by rows of huge columns. And, whilst I think of it, I may as well
state a remarkable thing about the shape of these columns, which
resembled none that I have ever seen or heard of, being fashioned with
a kind of waist in the centre, and swelling out above and below. At
first we thought that this shape was meant to roughly symbolise or
suggest the female form, as was a common habit amongst the ancient
religious architects of many creeds. On the following day, however, as
we went up the slopes of the mountain, we discovered a large quantity
of the most stately looking palms, of which the trunks grew exactly in
this shape, and I have now no doubt but that the first designer of
those columns drew his inspiration from the graceful bends of those
very palms, or rather of their ancestors, which then, some eight or ten
thousand years ago, as now, beautified the slopes of the mountain that
had once formed the shores of the volcanic lake.
At the façade of this huge temple, which, I should imagine, is
almost as large as that of El-Karnac, at Thebes, some of the largest
columns, which I measured, being between eighteen to twenty feet in
diameter at the base, by about seventy feet in height, our little
procession was halted, and Ayesha descended from her litter.
'There used to be a spot here, Kallikrates,' she said to Leo, who
had run up to help her down, 'where one might sleep. Two thousand years
ago did thou and I and that Egyptian asp rest therein, but since then
have I not set foot here, nor any man, and perchance it has fallen,'
and, followed by the rest of us, she passed up a vast flight of broken
and ruined steps into the outer court, and looked round into the gloom.
Presently she seemed to recollect, and, walking a few paces along the
wall to the left, halted.
'It is here,' she said, and at the same time beckoned to the two
mutes, who were loaded with provisions and our little belongings, to
advance. One of them came forward, and, producing a lamp, lit it from
his brazier (for the Amahagger when on a journey nearly always carried
with them a little lighted brazier, from which to provide fire). The
tinder of this brazier was made of broken fragments of mummy carefully
damped, and, if the admixture of moisture was properly managed, this
unholy compound would smoulder away for hours. As soon as the lamp
was lit we entered the place before which Ayesha had halted. It turned
out to be a chamber hollowed in the thickness of the wall, and, from
the fact of there still being a massive stone table in it, I should
think that it had probably served as a living-room, perhaps for one of
the door-keepers of the great temple.
Here we stopped, and after cleaning the place out and making it as
comfortable as circumstances and the darkness would permit, we ate some
cold meat, at least Leo, Job, and I did, for Ayesha, as I think I have
said elsewhere, never touched anything except cakes of flour, fruit,
and water. While we were still eating, the moon, which was at her full,
rose above the mountain-wall, and began to flood the place with silver.
'Wot ye why I have brought you here to-night, my Holly?' said
Ayesha, leaning her head upon her hand and watching the great orb as
she rose, like some heavenly queen, above the solemn pillars of the
temple. 'I brought you—nay, it is strange, but knowest thou,
Kallikrates, that thou liest at this moment upon the very spot where
thy dead body lay when I bore thee back to these caves of Kôr so many
years ago? It all returns to my mind now. I can see it, and horrible is
it to my sight!' and she shuddered.
Here Leo jumped up and hastily changed his seat. However the
reminiscence might affect Ayesha, it clearly had few charms for him.
'I brought you,' went on Ayesha presently, 'that ye might look upon
the most wonderful sight that ever the eye of man beheld—the full
moon shining over ruined Kôr. When ye have done your eating—I would
that I could teach thee to eat naught but fruit, Kallikrates, but that
will come after thou hast laved in the fire. Once I, too, ate flesh
like a brute beast. When ye have done we will go out, and I will show
you this great temple and the God whom men once worshipped therein.'
Of course we got up at once, and started. And here again my pen
fails me. To give a string of measurements and details of the various
courts of the temple would only be wearisome, supposing that I had
them, and yet I know not how I am to describe what we saw, magnificent
as it was even in its ruin, almost beyond the power of realisation.
Court upon dim court, row upon row of mighty pillars—some of them
(especially at the gateways) sculptured from pedestal to
capital—space upon space of empty chambers that spoke more eloquently
to the imagination than any crowded streets. And over all, the dead
silence of the dead, the sense of utter loneliness, and the brooding
spirit of the Past! How beautiful it was, and yet how drear! We did not
dare to speak aloud. Ayesha herself was awed in the presence of an
antiquity compared to which even her length of days was but a little
thing; we only whispered, and our whispers seemed to run from column to
column, till they were lost in the quiet air. Bright fell the moonlight
on pillar and court and shattered wall, hiding all their rents and
imperfections in its silver garment, and clothing their hoar majesty
with the peculiar glory of the night. It was a wonderful sight to see
the full moon looking down on the ruined fane of Kôr. It was a
wonderful thing to think for how many thousands of years the dead orb
above and the dead city below had gazed thus upon each other, and in
the utter solitude of space poured forth each to each the tale of their
lost life and long-departed glory. The white light fell, and minute by
minute the quiet shadows crept across the grass-grown courts like the
spirits of old priests haunting the habitations of their worship—the
white light fell, and the long shadows grew till the beauty and
grandeur of the scene and the untamed majesty of its present Death
seemed to sink into our very souls, and speak more loudly than the
shouts of armies concerning the pomp and splendour that the grave had
swallowed, and even memory had forgotten.
'Come,' said Ayesha, after we had gazed and gazed, I know not for
how long, 'and I will show you the stony flower of Loveliness and
Wonder's very crown, if yet it stands to mock time with its beauty and
fill the heart of man with longing for that which is behind the veil,'
and, without waiting for an answer, she led us through two more
pillared courts into the inner shrine of the old fane.
And there, in the centre of the inmost court, that might have been
some fifty yards square, or a little more, we stood face to fáce with
what is perhaps the grandest allegorical work of Art that the genius of
her children has ever given to the world. For in the exact centre of
the court, placed upon a thick square slab of rock, was a huge round
ball of dark stone, some forty feet in diameter, and standing on the
ball was a colossal winged figure of a beauty so entrancing and divine
that when I first gazed upon it, illuminated and shadowed as it was by
the soft light of the moon, my breath stood still, and for an