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As Miss Paget left the library after seeing that her father's armchair was in the
right position and the Venetian blinds adjusted according to the morning light, she
glanced at the huge bronze clock that stood on a huge bronze stand in the hall,
and saw that it was only half-past nine. At ten she expected a visitor, and ever
since she awoke at half-past five she had been so preoccupied with the thought of
his arrival that more than once before this she had made quite sure the hour was
at last about to strike.
Seeing that she was in error, the lady went back to the library. It was a handsome
large room, lined with dark oaken bookcases from ceiling to floor, relieved at
intervals with arched recesses lined with mirrors, before which stood vases
containing small palms and other evergreen shrubs. This was an arrangement
that, like many others which characterized the house, had been carried out
according to Miss Paget's own design after she became an heiress and bought
Lancaster House.1 All the people who visited this mansion thought it was a happy
contrivance to relieve the severity of so learned-looking a room with the
comparative frivolity of mirrors and foliage. Miss Paget shared the opinion, and
often had the shrubs changed, so that the effect did not sink into one of athese
foregone conclusions that after a time make no further claim on the eye. But
neither the aesthetic nor the intellectual aspects of the chamber drew a glance or
a thought from her at this moment. She had merely returned to see whether
there was anything more she might do to anticipate her father's wants. She did
not wish to be called away at a critical moment from an interview to which she
looked forward with more anxiety than she was willing to admit even to herself.
For some time back her father had got into the habit of depending on her to
guard his notes from straying and his authorities from being misplaced, in addition
to exercising a sedulous care as to his physical well-being.
Mr. Paget was an ex-professor of the dead languages, and a man whose mental
horizon was bounded by illusions. Thus, he firmly believed that he was of a
painfully sensitive temperament, and that he was devoting the leisure which now
embraced his whole life to the cause of unendowed research. In reality his
sensitiveness went no deeper than an excessive antipathy to everything he found
disagreeable. As for his studies, they were very versatile; and resulted now and
then in one of those compilations that are widely reviewed, sometimes bought, and
occasionally read. It is well known that in Australia an M.A. of Cambridge can
always pass for a man of great erudition, as long as he refrains from explaining
wherein his learning consists. As most of the people with whom he comes in
contact are profoundly indifferent on the point, there is not much temptation for
him to take society into his confidence in the matter. And thus it was that Mr.
Paget was invariably spoken of as a man of colossal parts, of profound research,
of wide and disinterested learning. As a matter of fact, he was a man of wide
reading and some culture, with the smallest modicum of original capacity and a
constitutional disinclination to real effort.2
But the reality of things has often no perceptible influence on the masquerade
they cut in the tragi-comedy of life. And so it behoved Miss Paget to take her
father and his beliefs as seriously as her own identity and the vagaries of the
climate to which she had returned after travelling with him for nearly two years in
the Old World.
'It is Egyptology that papa is so much interested in just now. . . . He will like to
have these big German books3 near him,' she thought, placing certain volumes on
the pedestal table. Then she consulted the thermometer that stood upon it, and
seeing this registered only 69 degrees,4 she thought it prudent to ring for the
housemaid and ask her to put a little more coal on the fire. After that she went
into the drawing-room and took a strip of crewel-work out of a little Eastern
basket full of soft bright skeins of filoselle5 and balls of pale yellow floss silk. She
sat on a low rocking-chair, threaded her needle, and put a tiny silver thimble
on her white tapered finger. As soon as she was equipped in this way for serious
and sustained industry, she dropped the strip of crewel-work in her lap and leant
back in an engrossing reverie. It is not easy to render a reverie into speech. The
best and most that can be done is to give a free translation of the thoughts that
follow one another in swift or slow succession.
'A girl--no, a woman of twenty-nine and a bit--and a young man bfive months
short of twenty-one.6 It is a story ready made for old gossips and old
friends--one of the situations for which the comedians lie in wait--and yet how
little I would care if I were only sure. . . . But don't I know well how it was from
beginning to end?'
Arrived at this point in her musings, a slow smile broke over Miss Paget's face. It
all came up before her like a picture, the first time she and her fellow-passenger
of less than twenty-one summers had spoken to each other. It was the third day
after leaving Plymouth, and she was half reclining on a couch in the big saloon full
of gilding and mirrors and velvet-covered impossible chairs.7 Enter a tall young
man with coal-black hair and dark blue Irish eyes, searching for some missing
object.
'Is it this book you are looking for?' she asked, holding up a volume of poems.
It was, but he begged her to keep it if she had been reading it.
'I never read poetry,' she answered, and the next moment she was sorry for
having told the truth. He looked so undisguisedly amazed. She remembered having
glanced languidly at the title-page, and seeing 'V. Fitz-Gibbon, from his mother,'
written in an elegant hand. 'A boy of this age always thinks a woman who is quite
different from his mother must be a monster,' she thought.
'Not on board ship, I suppose you mean,' he said, drawing near her. Then he added,
not waiting for an answer: 'I hope this rough weather has not made you ill, like
most of the other ladies.'
'No, I cwould be quite well,' she answered, 'if it were not for the magnificent
mummies of Dehr-el-Bahari.'8
He opened his eyes wide, and then laughed the ready, ringing laugh of a
light-hearted boy. He had half an hour before overheard an impressive description
from her father don this subject for the third time since coming on board.
Miss Paget hardly expected that he would understand the allusion or take it all in
so quickly. She spoke, as she rarely did, on the spur of the moment, finding some
relief in a spontaneous confession from the strained feeling of irritation the
subject had begun to produce.
'You see, it is really a very important discovery, and papa is so much interested in
these things,' she said apologetically.
'Yes; and these eare in family groups of from six or seven, each mummy with a
valuable MS. inside him,' said the young man, his eyes dancing with merriment.
'Oh, for Heaven's sake! don't you begin, too!' she said, raising her hands
imploringly. They were good friends from that moment. He declared she was
malingering by stopping in the saloon, when there was such a fresh breeze blowing
and the sea one mass of immense green waves fringed with foam. They found a
sheltered corner in which they established their deck-chairs, and when they were
tired of talking they watched the waves. The weather was very rough till they got
into the Mediterranean. During this time Mr. Paget was mostly in his own cabin.
With the exception of his daughter, hardly a lady was to be seen on deck. All
conspired to make the new acquaintances into intimate friends. Miss Paget was
slightly acquainted with the young man's mother, though oblivious of his existence
till they met on board the Mogul.9
And then an unparalleled event in Miss Paget's history took place. She fell in love,
absolutely and heartily, with the young man whom she had from the first treated
as a boy, to whom a woman of her age could talk with the frank kindliness of an
elder sister. For a time she resisted the conviction with wondering incredulity.
Even now she tried to make herself believe that her affections were not so very
deeply pledged.
'I always liked nice boys,' she mused. 'Their faces are not spoiled by cynical airs of
knowingness, or of being used up, or any of the disagreeable tell-tale lines that
make the faces of male creatures disagreeable to look on as they advance in life. .
. . And what fun and good talks we had in fthese long charmed nights, flooded with
white moonlight, as we glided through the Mediterranean and up the Red Sea.
. . . And then the delicious excursions together at the ports of call,10 among the
crowds of Arabs, Mahommedans, and Parsees, and rascally traders. Shall I ever
forget the king cocoanut we drank in the fruit-market at Colombo, and the furious
rush back to the quay, gin a double 'ricksha, laden with white ivory elephants?
White elephants--were these a good omen?11 Then came the last evening, when
we sighted Kangaroo Island. I felt the tears rising fast hto my eyes. . . . I suppose
they got into my voice as I said: "I am so sorry the voyage has come to an end!"
' "Are you really sorry?" he said, bending so as to see my face better.
' "But, of course, we need not give up being friends," I added. I should not have said
it.
' "Are we to be only friends, then?" he said; and hardly waiting to think what I said,
I answered:
' "Why, what more could we be?"
'Still less should I have said that. . . . And yet it was an exquisite moment, come
what may, when he told me that he loved me . . . that he wanted a deeper and a
firmer bond than friendship. I can always recall him as he looked then . . . the sort
of lover that girls dream and rave of in their teens. . . . Yes, he looks young, even
for his age--not a line in his face, not a blurred contour; the perfect mouth, and
white sculptural lids.
'It isn't, of course, such a very unheard-of thing for a woman to marry a man nine
or ten years younger than herself. Only, when men are insignificant or
commonplace, when they have plebeian noses and small pale eyes and sandy
whiskers, what does it matter how young they are? . . . But Victor, with superb
good looks and boyish youthfulness! It isn't that I feel old.'
Miss Paget rose and looked at herself with a keen scrutiny in one of several
square panels of mirror that were let into an ebony cabinet near her.
Notwithstanding her twenty-nine years and a 'bit,' her appearance was exceedingly
attractive. She was over the middle height, with a slender upright svelte figure.
She had dark eyes and hair, and well-formed features. Her forehead was rather
low; the mouth a trifle wide. But she had such exquisite teeth, that this was hardly
a defect, more especially when she smiled. In talking she often did so, the
predominant expression of her face being humorous. She had beautiful hands and
feet, and was always extremely well dressed.
There was a knock at the door, and a servant announced 'Mr. Victor Fitz-Gibbon.'
If Miss Paget had seen her own face as she turned to meet the young gentleman
announced, she would have perceived that after all one's face in a tte--tte
with iitself is never seen at its best. We may love ourselves sincerely--some of us
are happy enough to do so--yet the sight of our own cheeks and eyes never
makes them flush or brighten as they spontaneously do at the sight of even a foe.
Needless to say, this was no foe who stood holding Miss Paget's hands and looking
at her with a bright smile.
'It is good of you to let me come so early, Helen!'
'And it is good of you to want to come.'
'Oh, as for that, my visit is not so very disinterested. You have not forgotten why
I asked leave, when we parted, to come this morning?'
'But then, you know, it is two days since we parted on the Mogul.'
'Well, what of that?'
'And two days on land, away from the shoreless waves and moonlight on the
waters----'
'You are going to say something horrid--I see it in your eyes. Don't, Helen!'
'Well, I will not. But I have been sitting here for ages, going over it all. . . . Oh,
Victor, it is better not. Don't tempt me.'
'But that's just what I will--all I know. Helen, can you say honestly you don't care
for me?'
'No, I cannot. I care for you a great deal--but----'
Suddenly, in spite of her apparent efforts to keep them back, the tears rose in
Miss Paget's eyes--rose and overflowed, so that she was forced to wipe them
away repeatedly.
'I am an ungrateful cat to cry at you in this way,' she said, smiling through her
tears.
'You are not crying at me, Helen. . . . You are crying because something troubles
you. Won't you tell me what it is?'
'I would in a moment--only it is too ridiculous.'
'But, you know, we agreed many times on the Mogul that we liked ridiculous things
better than gold, or wisdom, or fine society, or good books.'
'Yes, when they are ridiculous things about other people. . . . But . . . well, we were
always good comrades--I will tell you: I cried because I am so old.'
'So old? How absurd! Just look at yourself.'
They were still standing where they met, in front of that ebony cabinet whose
mirrors afforded so many opportunities for seeing the reflection of one's face
and form. But Miss Paget shrank from the ordeal. She resumed her seat on the
rocking-chair, and motioned Victor to an armchair near her.
'Is it that you think I'm too young to know my own mind, Helen?' asked the young
man.
'You may know it just now. . . . But in a year--even in a few months----Oh, Victor, I
am afraid!'
There was real emotion in the lady's voice, yet her looks and words were not free
from calculation. She knew that her upward, appealing glance, her bright dark eyes
dimmed with tears, her doubts and hesitation, would not really rebuff her jyoung
suitor. And her consciousness of having purposely led him on to make a
declaration of love rendered her all the more anxious to make him feel that she
was not too lightly won.
'Then I'll have courage for both of us,' said Victor.
'Yes, reckless courage belongs to early youth.'12
'I promise you on my honour to grow older every day,' returned the young man
buoyantly.
A wistful little smile on the lady's face warned him this argument was a two-edged
weapon, and he hastened to add:
'And, faith,13 I'll grow wise faster even than I put on years.'
'Let us talk of something else for a little, Victor. How does it feel, getting back to
enter on a kingdom?'
'It feels as if Uncle Stuart and I would fight like the Kilkenny cats14 if we have
much to do with each other. . . . But, Helen, do you remember my telling you of an
old house kin North Terrace with a beautiful garden round it that my mother used
to be so fond of?'
'Oh yes--Lindaraxa.15 Mrs. lSedley,16 my old friend Mrs. Tillotson's
youngest daughter, lived in it at one time.'
'Well, it is to be sold: I want to buy it for my mother, and tell her nothing about it
till she returns. I wish you would come and have a look at it with me----'
There was a sound of voices at the door. The handle was turned, and a large
matronly-looking lady, something more than middle-aged, bustled in.
'My dear, I felt sure that if I came early enough I should find you at home,' she
said, kissing Miss Paget in an emphatic way. Then she made a rapid descent on
Victor, seizing both his hands.
'My dear boy, how delighted I am to see you! I have a thousand questions to ask
you, and to congratulate you on your good fortune--though, of course, it was a
dreadful pity you were not in time to see your poor dear uncle Shaw. mWhere did
you get the sad news?'
'Not till I reached Albany.'17
'And your dear mother, how long is she to stay in England?'
'Probably for six months.'
'Well, and she'll find you with quite a fortune of your own. My dear, I'm afraid you'll
turn all the young ladies' heads, and, really, don't you think it's time you stopped
growing?'
'I haven't grown any for two years, Mrs. Tillotson,' said Victor, colouring, half
vexed and half amused at the imputation.
Miss Paget, though as a rule very self-possessed, also showed slight signs of
confusion. Mrs. Tillotson, however, was one of those who go through life much too
immersed in affairs to see what is going on under their eyes.
'Not for two years, my dear boy?' she cried, looking at Victor with beaming eyes,
while she drew off her tight-fitting pale blue kid gloves, pulling them off like the
skin of a banana, and disclosing very white plump hands, each finger loaded with
costly rings up to the first joint.
'You see, my dear Helen, I mean to stay for a good long chat this time; we had only
a few seconds together yesterday afternoon, and there is something I want to
consult you about.' This was in a sort of half-aside to Miss Paget; then, as if there
had been no interruption in her discourse with him, Mrs. Tillotson turned to Victor,
saying:
'You surely don't mean that you were over six feet high at seventeen?'
'You are figuring me out nearly two years younger than I am,' returned Victor,
twirling the points of his young moustache.
'Oh dear! with what alarming speed boys and girls grow up! Haven't you noticed
that, Helen?'
'But they are much more interesting grown up; don't you think so?' answered Miss
Paget, smiling and trying to look unconcerned.
'Well, I don't know. They are safe over measles and chicken-pox; but then they
begin to fall in love, and that's just as bad--often more dangerous.'
'But don't you think it's rather pleasanter?' asked Victor, smiling, though mentally
he decided that Mrs. Tillotson had the most infatuated18 tongue of any old woman
in the universe.
'Now, Victor, tell me the truth,' said Mrs. Tillotson solemnly. 'Did you leave the
Mogul, in your motherless condition, without getting into some sort of
entanglement? Helen, do look how the boy blushes!'
Miss Paget, instead of looking, stooped to pick up her crewel-work and restore it
to the basket.
'You know,' continued Mrs. Tillotson, 'the Mogul is noted even among the P. and O.
boats for the number of engagements that get made on her. To be sure, very few
of them come to anything.'
Victor glanced at his watch and rose to go.
'Must you leave us?' cried Mrs. Tillotson; 'and I've heard so little of your dear
mother. I kept thinking of her as I walked across the square, and then, when I
came in, here were you! Isn't that what they call theosophy,19 or something
occult?'
'Oh, I should call it friendship!' returned Victor good-humouredly.
At last he extricated himself from the embarrassing coils of Mrs. Tillotson's
random talk. As he was leaving, he said to Miss Paget with unblushing gravity:
'By the way, may I look at that picture in the dining-room we were talking about?'
Miss Paget looked at him inquiringly. As her eyes met his a charming blush
overspread her face. Then she asked Mrs. Tillotson to excuse her absence for a
few minutes. When they were fairly in the dining-room she turned on Victor
with laughing eyes.
'Now, you brazen boy, what picture do you mean?'
'You,' he answered boldly. 'Did you think I was going to be cheated out of even
asking when I might see you again? Look here, Helen, can you come and look over
Lindaraxa with me to-morrow?'
'Yes, I can.'
'At what hour?'
'Oh, morning will be the best time. It is my day at home20 to-morrow. Say from
eleven to twelve.'
'Thank you so much; and in the meantime you will make up your mind to give me a
definite answer to-morrow?'
n'Hark, that is a summons for me!' cried Miss Paget, as the shrill sound of an
electric bell was heard.
Victor looked at her in amazement.
'Appuyez sur le bouton de sonnette deux fois pour la femme de chambre,'21 said
Miss Paget, laughing. 'My father often wants me in the library about one thing or
another, and when he rings for the parlour maid it is nearly always the prelude to
my being summoned,' she explained; 'so, dear boy, I must go. Yes,22 I promise. I
will give you an answer oto-morrow.'
'And, Helen, will you ppromise that no dreadful old woman will turn up?'
'Oh, poor Mrs. Tillotson! you must not be cross at her; she is my habitual
Providence,23 when I want an unexacting companion.'
Footnotes record differences in wording between book and newspaper forms of the novel. The
Note on the Text explains the method of recording.
a. these] those E1 see Introduction, n. 70
b. five] six E1
c. would] should E1
d. on] of E1
e. are] being E1
f. these] those E1
g. in] on Adl
h. to] in Adl
i. itself] one's self E1
j. young] younger Adl
k. in] on Adl
l. Sedley] Selby Adl
m. Where] When Adl
n.
'Hark, that . . . [l. 21] go. Yes,° ] 'What sort of answer do you think I am going to give?' said Miss
Paget, smiling somewhat nervously.
'Why, a nice Christian little answer, that it takes only three letters to spell.'
'But you know very often the one that is made up of two letters is far wiser.'
'Then please remember that on this occasion you are on no account to be wise.'
'I wonder whether you would be very broken-hearted if I said "No"?'
As Miss Paget spoke, she watched the young man's face curiously. Before he could reply, there was a
low knock at the door. It was one of the servants, who came to tell Miss Paget that her father wished to
see her in the library.
'Yes, E1
o. to-morrow.'° ] to-morrow,' she said, as she bade Victor good-bye. E1
Mr. Paget did not long detain his daughter in the library. But when she was
disengaged, instead of hastening to join her old friend, Miss Paget went back into
the dining-room, and stood looking out on the lawn in front, with wide-open,
unseeing eyes. Outwardly she was calm; but, in reality, she felt more deeply moved
than she had ever been in the whole previous course of her life. Often ahad it
seemed to her that, in leaving the most impressionable years behind her, without
ever having experienced any absorbing affection, a premature atrophy of the
heart had fallen on her. But now?
Her girlhood had not been a happy one. She was Mr. Paget's only daughter by a
second wife. When he married the second time he was a Professor in the Sydney
University, with three daughters of a party-going age1 by his first wife. The three
young ladies bitterly resented the intrusion of a step-mother. They were eager for
amusements, for elegant dresses, and for all the forms of social distinction which
cannot be enjoyed without money. And the new wife had very little of her own,
beyond expectations from a wealthy grandfather. But he belonged to the hardy old
stock of pioneers who live for ever. The young step-mother did not, however, live
long to be an encumbrance on the family resources. She died a few months after
Helen's birth, entrusting the bright-eyed little baby to the special charge of her
eldest bstep-daughter--then in her eighteenth year! Perhaps none of the
step-sisters were purposely unkind. Yet Helen's first conscious reflections
regarding herself were that she was somehow one of the failures of life, and that
she had entered it without any reasonable pretext. And as she reached the
dividing-line between girlhood and womanhood existence for a time became
harder. The family for the first time fell into money straits. Mr. Paget quarrelled
with the cCouncil of the University of Sydney,2 and in a sudden access of wounded
vanity he resigned his post. For four years he maintained his family as best he
could, by private tuition.
The change from an assured position worth over a thousand a year,3 to that of an
unsuccessful coach, earning a few precarious hundreds per annum, was a
sufficiently bitter one. To make matters worse, the ex-Professor's elder
daughters were still all unmarried. Without money and without prospects, without
minds to cultivate or amiability to fall back on, with thwarted ambitions and with a
well-developed taste for the good things of the world, this stagnant period of
straitened means was marked by sordid discomfort, discontent, and bickerings.
And this crisis embraced Helen's life from seventeen to twenty-one--the most
keenly susceptible and receptive years of a girl's experience. To be shabbily
dressed; to go to parties and sit dvery often without a partner, watching other
girls dancing; to see happiness only in the eyes of others, when Nature's
blossoming time has come, and the physique is most exquisitely alive to
enjoyment--this was Helen's elot.
Then the fortunes of the family changed with a rush. Mr. Paget was successful in
his application for a professorship in the Adelaide University.4 A few months after
settling there, the eldest Miss Paget rapturously accepted an offer of marriage
from a wealthy man well advanced in years. His hair was white, and his pedigree
unknown.5 He had acquired the art of writing late in life, but had never learned to
spell. There were many who gladly testified that he had been coachman to one of
the few people who kept a carriage thirty years before, that he had established a
small secondhand shop in one of the streets before it was made.6 Be these
matters as they fmay, one thing quite certain now was that he had seven
thousand a year, and a handsome residence near town, adorned with pictures
which never failed to excite in him a certain respect for art. He could not get over
the gfact some of the smallest of them were the costliest.
The other two sisters married in less than a year afterwards-- one a
broker, the other a lawyer: both rather elderly, and both in prosperous
circumstances.7
Two hyears after these marriages, Helen's great-grandfather died, at the ripe age
of ninety-seven, and her share of his wealth was 3,000 a year. Oh, if it had only
come to her earlier! This was the first and most vivid feeling which the news of
her fortune awoke. How it would have redeemed her youth from those haunting,
miserable memories, which no later gifts of fortune could ever efface!
It is to be feared that neither a course of poverty nor a sudden access of riches
is a phase of experience likely to raise an observant human being's opinion of
mankind. Miss Paget had been subjected to both ordeals, and it cannot be denied
that her nature had suffered from each extreme. Perhaps, if her training had
been more delicate and loving, or if her disposition had been less iegoistic, her
estimate of the meanness and vanity and unscrupulous self-seeking that underlie
society would have been less unsparing--her mistrust of her fellow-creatures less
profound. And even as it was, her first impulses, after coming into her
inheritance, were unselfishly generous. She resolved always to be kind and helpful
to others--to abjure self-seeking, to be readily touched to action and sympathy by
the tragic element in other lives. It needed but little persuasion to make her
father give up his professional work and devote himself to those leisurely pursuits
which figured in his imagination as laborious study and research. Thus, at
jtwenty-four8 years of age Miss Paget found herself with a great deal of money
to spend, servants to rule, patronage of various kinds to bestow, and with a
father, a pseudo-sensitive bookish man, to shield from too promiscuous contact
with a society whose less unselected contingencies had, in his estimation, a vulgar
trick of being either wearisome or futile--often both.
Miss Paget took up the rle of mistress of a household maintained on an opulent
scale of expenditure, with vague longings for remoteness from the commoner
aims of life. Her position increased her sense of individual responsibility, but
lessened her opportunities for cleaving to ideal values. How can one reconcile
theories of self-sacrifice with the careful supervision of dinner-parties
embracing a score of courses and costly delicacies out of season? As mistress of
a household of which her father was the head, her most intimate relations were
chiefly with elderly friends rather than young people of her own choosing. Of
course, elderly people really govern the world; its surface belongs to them; they
make its laws and preach its sermons; endow its charities and order its dinners.
No doubt this is as it should be, seeing that calm kdays and the processes of
digestion, and the question of a future life are naturally of more moment to them
than to the young. It is the instinct of man as he loses the ardour of youth to
guard himself against enthusiasms and surprises, to become more acquiescent
and prudent; and yet somehow it may be questioned whether to live much with old
people is a good moral tonic for the young. At any rate, in Miss Paget's case the
plan did not on the whole turn out a success. She became too wise for her years,
la little too consciously superior.
She had not been long at the head of a large establishment when she was
preternaturally alive to all the small deceits and compromises, deepening into cant
and duplicity, that enter so largely into the intercourse of average society. She
was shocked when she saw women, who had not a good word for each other apart,
rush on meeting into one another's arms; indignant when she realized how
mentirely in her circle hospitality was based on the give and receive principle. She
became nTimonesque,9 and recorded her impressions omuch too incisively.
But she was early taken to task and admonished as to her duties and obligations.
'You know, Helen, a girl at the head of a house like yours and papa's has to be as
careful as if she were a married woman,' her elder sister said to her solemnly,
after some too vivacious speech regarding the perfidy of mankind in general.
'But she need not tell quite so many fibs--having the future of no baby-girls to
think of--and surely she need not be as credulous as a married woman,' returned
the younger sister, with a little temper.
None of her brothers-in-law seemed to her very admirable apart from their
faculty for making money. Indeed, most of the husbands she observed with her
relentlessly keen eyes, at this period, were to her as figures in a melodrama,
devoid of the more delicate and interesting nuances of human beings.
Nor did the unattached men of her acquaintance appear much more attractive.
She was perhaps too much engrossed with her own individuality to be able to get
at the best side of others. She was certainly too apt to give expression to her
scornful estimate of people in general to become very popular. Yet she enjoyed
balls and pretty dresses and expensive forms of pamusement. But the contrast
between the homage she now received and the neglect that had been her portion
when she was much younger and more eager for pleasure poisoned her
qenjoyment; but she attributed her dissatisfaction to more impersonal grounds. In
the midst of rentertainments she liked to fancy herself haunted with a sense of
anxiety for the greater happiness and morality of the race, to believe that it was
the negation of living selfishly in luxurious ease, in a world crowded with lives
paralyzed by poverty, which cast a shadow on her senjoyment, and gradually the
more abstract motives really moved her. tThese were days in which her thoughts
were permeated with a strong feeling of responsibility for the welfare of others;
especially after reading some tale of everyday suffering in the newspapers, or a
vehement Socialistic pamphlet,10 her whole mind would be possessed with the
spoiled conditions of society.
At such times, everything around her furnished examples of the reckless waste of
those who enjoyed without working; of the cramped, colourless lives of those who
worked without enjoying. But how to take away power from despots, and gold from
capitalists, and sorrow from the lives of women and children? Or, without aspiring
to anything great or vague or general, how to rob even one social form of
enjoyment of the mortifications of neglect, the stings of disappointment, and the
barbs of social inequality?
When overtaken with these moods of rebellion against the existing order of things,
it seemed to Miss Paget as if there was no form of recreation or pleasure
known to her in society which had not some subtle elements of inequality that
poisoned for many all the springs of enjoyment.
At balls and dances she hated to see the way in which girls who had finer dresses
or danced better than others, or who were prettier, or wealthier, or enjoyed more
social consideration, took full advantage of their good fortune without considering
the residuum, who looked on with mingled feelings of humiliation and anger and
scorn. Ah, how well she knew the situation!
'If men ask each other to dinner, they are careful to provide the very best fare.
But girls ask one another to parties often only to be humiliated,' she would
sometimes say on the very scene of action. At other times she would point her
moral afterwards.
'Did you notice the Ryerston girls the other evening at their fashionable cousin's
birthday ball? They sat in a row like plucked pullets nearly the whole evening
without dancing or conversation. They came in from the country, and were
introduced to no one. . . . I do believe girls are often meaner than men, if that is
possible.'
Such speeches as these--and Miss Paget made many of them during the first year
or so that she most frequented Adelaide society--do not endear a girl to either
sex; they seldom make her popular with those she attacks, never with those
whose side she takes.
At first she had a certain pride in saying that she did not get on well with young
people. She would often usit half an evening without accepting any of the partners
that came round her for dances. 'There are always some wallflowers. I want to
take my proper share of the system,' she would say; and from that she gradually
passed on to the neglect of dancing, and devoted a large share of her time and
thoughts to works of charity and self-improvement.
She threw herself into movements for social regeneration with the ardour of a
neophyte who regards every effort for the moral improvement of society as a
sort of root that infallibly promotes the growth of wings. But gradually she found
that the 'mutable rank-scented many,'11 who are chosen with such pathetic belief
as the most fitting vobjects for the adventures of philanthropists, were for
the most part impervious to ideas, and capable of being converted many times
with little improvement in their social condition, and no change of morals.
Gradually she was overtaken by something of that lassitude of mind, that
wsemi-indifference to wide questions, which often falls on women whose ambition
and capacity of thought are in advance of their power of action.12 The pathos and
struggles of other lives touched her less keenly. She lost her faculty of quick,
generous anger against injustice and wrong-doing. It was all very funny and mixed
up, she said; but what was one to do?
In the meantime she developed into the most charming of hostesses. In other
matters she still retained the strain of an ambiguous nature. She was moved by
the same influences to conflicting issues, according to the mood of the moment;
but in social matters she became impeccably consistent. She had unbounded
toleration for all the little wiles and hypocrisies and acted falsehoods that used at
first to fire her with scorn. From toleration she insensibly passed on to the same
practices. Agreeable little falsehoods and polite impositions, simulated
enthusiasms and make-believe friendships, entered into the daily current of her
xexistence, till at times she could hardly tell whether her sentiments were real or
imaginary.
'Ah, but this is real--this is my life!' she cried in a low voice passionately, and the
unbidden tears rose in her eyes. 'But will it come to anything?' she asked herself
with that mistrust of happiness which ycomes so readily to those zwhose early
years are marked by privation and absence of affection. 'And, after all,' she said,
'what right have I to look for a happy ending? Other people lie to me, and I lie to
them; but at any rate I can be honest to myself. I know Victor would never have
proposed a word of love if I had not led him on with all the arts at my command.
And yet I know that in time he may love me well--and who is there on the whole
earth that would be a more devoted wife to him than I? But, oh, the endless cackle
of foolish women, who have nothing better to do than talking of their neighbours'
affairs!'
Here Miss Paget recalled all Mrs. Tillotson's speeches; and at the
recollection her heart hardened against her old friend, and she purposely delayed
rejoining her for some minutes longer. When she at last returned to the
drawing-room, Mrs. Tillotson wore a half-resentful, half-resigned air, something
like a parrot in a cage, who does not like it, but has got used to it in the course of
time. She was a lady of large means but uneasy investments. Since her widowhood
her life had been one long panic as to the safety of good mines, modified by high
dividends from risky ones. When she was alone there was generally a mine in the
unknown regions of Australia round which her thoughts played with varying
emotions. And failing this, there were her two sons-in-law--one of them unsound
in finance, the other in his lungs. But on this occasion her usual subjects seemed
to have failed her.
'It has just come into my head, Helen, that I interrupted you and Victor in some
important business. You are both people of considerable means. You have learned
to know each other well on the passage. You were, perhaps, buying or selling
shares.' Mrs. Tillotson spoke with a long pause between each sentence.
Miss Paget laughed, in spite of herself.
'My dear Mrs. Tillotson, I have not been talking to Mr. Fitz-Gibbon all this time. I
have been in to my father, and----'
'Oh, is that it, dear?' said Mrs. Tillotson, her manner thawing at once. 'Well, I
should like to have talked a little more with Victor. It is odd, the sort of manner
boys get when they come to be nineteen or so. They seem just as smiling and
friendly as ever, but, somehow, they don't tell you things as they used to. Now, I
did want to know exactly how much a year he'll have when he comes of age. The
Masons say he'll have about 2,000 a year. The Sedleys aasay, No--about 1,500.
Well, what a pity it seems that his uncle should have kept it from them all this
time! Poor dear Mrs. Fitz-Gibbon! she was one of those women that like elegance,
flowers, and china and old lace, and silver things with old monograms. But what a
fight she has had with the world! And her brothers never forgave her marrying
that wild, handsome young Irishman--though, indeed, others thought he was
rather a catch for Mary Drummond, being a captain of the Life Guards, and the
Governor's nephew and aide-de-camp,13 and all.'
Mrs. Tillotson fairly talked herself out of breath. But Helen, instead of allowing her
thoughts to play round far different subjects, which was her usual plan when her
old friend took up one of her wordy monographs, drank in all she said with eager
interest. She knew that Victor, after taking his B.Sc. degree at the Adelaide
University, had gone abroad to study metallurgy at Freyberg, with a view to
becoming an assayer,14 and acquiring a good knowledge of general mining. His
uncle, he told her, had been an enthusiast about gold-mining, which he regarded as
the most important industry of Australia. It was the old gentleman's wish he
should make a special study of this subject, but not until the week he started back
to Australia, on receiving his uncle's hasty summons, having been away only five
months in all, did Victor know he meant to make him his heir. Miss Paget feared
that he had, perhaps, a large fortune left to him. It was with a thrill of pleasure
she learned that his income was a good deal less than her own. 'At least, people
cannot say that it was his bbmoney that allured me,' she thought. And then she
began, for the hundredth time within the hour, to plan what her answer should be
on the morrow. 'A mail-boat15 engagement!' How well she knew the shrugs and
sneers and endless grimaces--each one an insinuation--with which the words
would be spoken; carried from house to house--from one coterie to the other! No,
she would not allow the engagement to be made known for some time to come.
'There is such a discrepancy in our years. . . . Let there be a time of probation,'
she would say to him; 'say, four or six months--a probation of which no one but
our two selves will know anything.'
'My dear, I have been forgetting what made me come so early, so that I would be
sure of seeing you,' cried Mrs. Tillotson. 'Do you remember anything of the Mrs.
Lindsay who stayed at the Seatons' place three years ago?'
'I remember seeing her with a lovely young girl--her daughter, I think,' answered
Miss Paget slowly.
'You don't remember the name of her station,16 or her postal address?'
'No, I haven't the least idea. There is nothing wrong, I hope.'
'No, but you know the Seatons went away in a great hurry, and I promised Mrs.
Seaton faithfully to write to Mrs. Lindsay and explain to her--and now I've lost the
address. Of course Mrs. Seaton will write as soon as she gets to England; but that
will take so long.'
'Does Mrs. Lindsay always live in the Bush?' asked Miss Paget, more for the sake
of making conversation than because of any strong interest in the subject.
'Yes, my dear, and she must have plenty of money, too. But her husband had the
oddest notions. He quite turned the cold shoulder to my poor Willy, because he
helped to float a mine that had no gold. As if Willy had anything to do with it
beyond putting it on the market, and leaving it to Providence and the other
brokers! Perhaps he wished his widow to bury herself in the Bush; but her
daughter must be growing up now. Why, she is sixteen past!'
'Sixteen past!' echoed Miss Paget with a curiously wistful intonation in her voice.
She had not hitherto found girls of that age very interesting. She thought them
for the most part vain, self-centred, and exacting. But just now she felt that she
would give all she possessed for the power of putting back the dial-hand of time. .
. . Oh, to be quite in the morning of life, and to walk in that enchanted garden of
love's young dream,17 which comes then or not at all! For with the clasp of her
lover's hand warm on hers, and with the strong tumult of emotion which had
suddenly made her pulses throb, had come the knowledge that love had come to
her too late for that unreasoning, credulous, absorbed happiness which it brings to
the young. Rather it brought to her anxieties, and doubts, and a horde of restless
questions that she could neither answer nor gainsay. She had entered on a game in
which the first stake she played was serenity of mind--nay, of conscience itself.
Could any ccplay be worth playing at such a cost? Alas! she had no longer ddthe
power to abide by the cold dictates of reason. She realized with a sudden sense of
suffocation that she had been caught in one of those currents which sweep lives
on to full consummation or to disaster. . . . And yet--and yet--to disentangle
herself from these hopes and fears, these swift, importunate emotions of a
hitherto unknown passion. . . . At the thought a strange famine of the
soul18 seized her, in which for the first time she recognised the pallid negation of
her previous life. Its monotonous round of small formal duties, the dull
interchange of visits with dull women, the surfeit of tiresome details without aim
or compensation--all lay before her in the cold light of remorseless
disenchantment. . . . Better the tumult of emotion, better suffering, better even
irretrievable disaster, than to reach the limit of life without having really lived
through all the years. . . . And, after all, why should she give way to fear? Was it
not possible that Victor's affection would strengthen rather than wane as the
days went on? From this out she must strive to cast fear from her. . . . Above
all--above all--she must never let Victor guess the tempestuous unrest into
which the bare thought of his defection threw her. . . .
'Now that I think of it, I do believe the Max-Gores would know Mrs. Lindsay's
address. I think, my dear, I'll walk across there and see. . . .'
If Mrs. Tillotson had said anything else before she rose to go, it was to unheeding
ears. How curious, when one comes to think of it, is this double drama which goes
on eewherever two human beings are together! The one so carefully
selected--usually commonplace, spoken and acted with robust obviousness. The
other silent, inward, searching into the depths of ffthe heart, seldom
communicated even in part, never wholly revealed to any living soul.
a. had it] it had Adl E1
b. step-daughter--then in her eighteenth year!] step-daughter, then . . . eighteenth year. Adl
step-daughter. E1 see note 1 for p. 17
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i. egoistic] egotistic Adl
j. twenty-four° ] twenty-five E1
k. days and] days, the E1
l. a little] Om. E1
m. entirely] largely E1
n. Timonesque] a little Timonesque E1
o. much] somewhat E1
p. amusement] amusements Adl
q. enjoyment; but] enjoyment. Only E1
r. entertainments] costly entertainments E1
s. enjoyment, and gradually] enjoyment. Gradually E1
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Though it was still early in August, many of the aearly rose-bushes round the
house known as Lindaraxa were covered with blooms. The tremulous shadow of
white-stemmed young birches over the roses and countless marguerite bushes
made a fascinating picture.
'But the house looks rather old,' said Miss Paget as the two surveyed it from the
front.
'Yes, but the garden, Helen, and the name,' replied Victor. 'Lindaraxa--doesn't it
call up pictures of dark-eyed donnas stepping out on balconies in the moonlight?'
'But your mother would not live in the garden?'
'She would in the spring and summer, all the autumn, and most part of the winter,'
said the young man recklessly.
He was in very high spirits, and broke out every now and then into snatches of
song.
'And just here,' he said, pausing at the end of the house where there was a large
window half buried in foliage, starred with the white convolvulus, 'what a bnook of
loveliness!'
He paused abruptly, looking round with an air of startled wonder.
'What have you discovered?' said Miss Paget, half amused at the sudden change in
his face.
'Why, Helen, I have seen this spot in my dreams over and over again. Not the
window itself, but what you can see from it.'
He was now standing with his back to the window, looking at the little orange grove
opposite to it, and all the shrubs around, with minute scrutiny.
'What did you dream about it, Victor?' asked Miss Paget with growing interest.
They had met at the gate but a few minutes before, and the momentous question
of their engagement had not yet been approached. It suddenly occurred to
Miss Paget that if Victor had seen in visions of the night1 the spot in which
perhaps her reply would be given, it might be a sign that this, after all, was the
turning-point in his life. That it would be the central epoch of her own she could
not for a moment doubt.
'Well, you know, it was one of those foolish, aimless dreams that stick to the
mind, and yet seem to have no meaning,' answered Victor. 'I just used to see
these trees in a sort of semicircle, with a lot of blossoms on them; there isn't
much now, you see.'
'No, they're not fruit-bearing; they are a late kind just coming into bud. Well, and
then?'
'Well, I just used to see them and a heap of shrubs in flower, some lying across
the path; and that and the room I stood in was all the dream. By the way, I wonder
if the room is like----'
He turned to look, but the blind was drawn down.
'Tell me what the room was like, and then we'll compare your dream with the
reality when we go into the house,' said Miss Paget eagerly.
'It was a long, narrowish room and rather low, with a wide fireplace and deep
recesses on each side of it. There was another window beside the one I looked out
of, and that's about all I remember. You see, I didn't go into upholstery in my
dream, perhaps because I never notice it when awake.'
'Let us ccome in and look at it now,' said Miss Paget, adding mentally, 'If the room
is like the one in his dream, I shall take it as a good omen.'
They rang at the front door, and in a few minutes the caretaker, a small
hump-backed woman with large, pathetic eyes, let them in. She seemed a little
surprised as she looked from one to the other.
'Have you come for Mrs. North, ma'am?' she said hesitatingly to Miss Paget, the
three standing in the hall.
'For Mrs. North? No,' answered Miss Paget wonderingly.
'There is a notice that the place is to be let or sold. We want to have a look at the
house, if you please,' said Victor.
'Oh, hasn't the board been taken down? It's let, sir, on a two years' lease to Mrs.
North and her daughter, the lady doctor.2 I thought as perhaps you was Miss
North, ma'am,' she said to Miss Paget.
'No; but she is a friend of mine. When did she return from India?'
'Two months ago, ma'am. The climate tried her terribly, but she's getting on nicely
now, I hear. I've only seen the mother; Miss North has been to the place twice, but
I was away, and it was John that showed her over the house.'
'Excuse us for having troubled you,' said Victor, slipping half a crown into the
caretaker's hand.
Now that Lindaraxa was out of the market, he felt surer than ever that it was the
place which, of all others, would have best pleased his mother.
'Would you mind letting us look at the sitting-room with the large window on the
western side?' dsaid Miss Paget, as the caretaker curtseyed her thanks.
She instantly eopened the door, and when they entered, the room corresponded in
each particular with the details of Victor's dream. The shape of the chamber, the
fireplace with the wide recesses on each side, the second window, which opened
into a small conservatory--all were there. Miss Paget was agreeably excited; but
Victor thought his dream more foolish than ever.
'If I had been able to buy the place for my mother, there would have been some
sense in it; but just to dream of orange blossom, which I cannot stand, and a room
in a house taken by people I don't even know!' he said, drawing up the blind and
looking out discontentedly.
'You think if you see a room in a dream something should happen in it?' said Miss
Paget, smiling. 'Well, who knows? perhaps you'll be one of Miss North's patients.'
'And have an arm taken off when the orange-trees are in blossom. That would be
charming!' said Victor with a smile. Then he thrust his hand into his breast-pocket.
'Helen, I have brought you a little souvenir of the East. Do you remember the
gem-store where we bought the moonstones in Colombo? Here are some of them
in a bracelet--not so nicely set as I should like, but I didn't give the jeweller much
time.'
'Oh, how lovely!' cried Miss Paget, her eyes sparkling with pleasure as she looked
at the large lustrously gleaming stones, whose soft, dreamy light was enhanced by
the keen, incisive sparkle of Brazilian diamonds.3 She clasped the bracelet on her
wrist, and then with a sudden impetuous motion bent her head and kissed the
stones.
'Helen, tell me,' said Victor, drawing closer to her, 'is it because you are so fond
of these moonstones that you kiss them?'
'Yes; and because----'
'Well, because?'
'You gave them to me.' A quick wave of colour rose in her smooth, soft,
olive-tinted cheeks as she spoke.
'Ah, now you are going to give me an answer, Helen.'
'Would you, perhaps, like to see the rest of the house, ma'am?' said the
caretaker, appearing at the half-open door. The two started guiltily apart. They
declined the offer, saying that this room was all they wished to see.
'Come home with me, and I'll tell you there,' said Miss Paget in a low voice as they
went out at the gate. On the way to Lancaster House, which stood in the midst of
its own grounds on a rise beyond the Torrens, about a mile to the north-west of
the city, Victor spoke of the probability of his joining a prospecting party that was
spoken of as likely to start for the MacDonnell ranges4 in a few weeks.
'It would fgap over the time till I come of age,' he said. 'If I gam in town I hshould of
course be in the warehouse; and if there's one thing in the world I hate, it's being
stuck on a stool all day like a sick ape.'
'Then I suppose, when you are your own master, you won't remain in partnership
with your uncle Stuart?'
'No; I think not. For one thing, I don't believe we should ever agree.'
'I dare say Mr. Drummond is rather wroth that you are your uncle Shaw's sole
heir.'
'Oh, I think not; in fact, I don't suppose he even thought of it in that way,'
returned Victor.
Miss Paget half smiled, and repeated the words to herself, 'Oh, youth, youth!
more beautiful than truth.'5 His boyish, whole-hearted belief in almost every
human being with whom he came in contact was one of the most marked features
of Victor's temperament. 'That sort of confidence in mankind departs with one's
early years, and never, never comes back again,' was a thought that had often
occurred to her during their intercourse on board the Mogul. The same thought
came to her now, for she knew Mr. Stuart Drummond to be a hard, avaricious man
with two spendthrift sons and several grown-up daughters.
'You see, Helen,' continued Victor, 'it's partly a question of race, I expect. An
Irishman, in Uncle Stuart's eyes, is always a disagreeable blunder.'
'But you are partly Scotch.'
'Ah, but you don't know how Irish I become when I'm with Uncle Stuart,' said
Victor, in a half-penitent tone which made Helen laugh.
'It's the truth I'm speaking,' said Victor seriously. 'Only last night, I know, I drove
him half wild with rage.'
'How was that?'
'Well, it began about my advancing two hundred pounds to O'Connor.'
'The violinist?'
'Yes--and my old music-master, who plays Irish melodies in a way that would make
a millstone sob.'6
'But was it wise to advance him so much?'
'As a business investment, perhaps it was a trifle weak,' replied Victor, with a
twinkle in his eyes. 'But you know the sort of chap poor dear old O'Connor is about
money. As long as he has any, the very crows are welcome to it. This time he had
put his name to a bill7 for over 150, not dreaming anything would go wrong. So,
for the luxury of signing his name to a dishonest bit of paper, he was going to be
sold up, Cremona violin8 and all, with his wife ill in bed, and seven youngsters
wailing on his bosom.'
'Poor old man!'
'Yes, what could a fellow do but come between him and his signature? But you
should have heard Uncle Stuart. By Jove! the old man can slang when he gives his
mind to it. Anyone would think that to give money away was the blackest crime on
earth. Whereas, when you come to think of it, what is the good of money until it is
spent, somehow or other?'
'Perhaps you asked your uncle that question?'
'No. I didn't cheek him in the least when he was talking of the O'Connor affair. I
was as meek as the Prodigal Son.9 I listened till he was quite at an end about
hereditary extravagance--that was me; and an idle, good-for-nothing fiddler--that
was O'Connor, etc., etc. And then I said, "Look here, sir! it would be downright
ingratitude on my part not to help a fellow-creature in distress. Here am I, without
doing an ounce of work for it, coming into a lump sum of 10,000, and over
1,500 a year, as soon as the clock strikes nine on the morning of the 31st of
next December." '
'That would annoy him!' said Miss Paget involuntarily.
'How do you know it would?' asked Victor, with some astonishment.
'Well, you know, an old man doesn't always like to see a young one step into so
much unearned wealth at one bound,' answered Miss Paget, almost vexed to find
herself returning to that theme again.
Victor was silent for a little.
'I wonder if that can be the reason,' he said thoughtfully. 'I thought it was uncle's
liver. I know he has suffered from it badly sometimes. He got into an
unaccountable scot10 when I said that. He said the 31st of December had not
come yet, which was too obvious to call for remark, and that there's many a slip
between the cup and the lip, which is often true. But when he went on to say that I
had better not make a pauper of myself before I knew whereabouts I was, I
couldn't figure out his meaning anyhow.'
They were by this time walking up through the wide plane-tree avenue that led to
the border of the lawn which fronted Miss Paget's home.
'Was all your uncle Shaw's money in the partnership?' asked Miss Paget.
'Nearly all of it--except some in mines. I think he owns the twentieth part of the
Colmar Mine, which is paying grand dividends at present. But, of course, Uncle
Stuart has always been the managing partner of the warehouse, and much the
wealthier of the two.'
'It may be----'
'Well--why do you stop, Helen?'
'Perhaps I shouldn't say it.'
'You should say anything you have a mind to.'
'There may be a crash coming----'
'And me left a penniless spalpeen,11 after all!'
'You would not be penniless as long----'
Miss Paget checked herself.
'Look here, Miss Paget,' said Victor, turning to her with laughing eyes; 'I'll have to
take you to sea again. You never mutilated your sentences in this way when we
paced the deck of the good ship Mogul. You've lost all confidence in me. . . .'
'No. I have not . . . but--well, you wouldn't be penniless as long as I had any money.'
'Helen, that is your answer!'
They paused in the shelter of the trees, and he possessed himself of her right
hand.
'But if I thought there was any danger of my becoming penniless, you know,
Helen----'
'We won't consider that just now, Victor. . . . And after thinking it over, I am sure
it is better there should be no hard and fast engagement for a time.'
'Not till I am twenty-one; that is nearly five months.12 Surely that is long enough
for anything?'
He held her hands in his, looking into her face with frank, affectionate eyes. It was
with a strong effort that Miss Paget kept her emotion under control as she
replied:
'Until after December no one must know anything of this. . . . After that, Victor,
there may be nothing to know. Only if so, our own two selves will always remember
that one of us was young enough, and the other foolish enough, to dream an
impossible dream.'
Though she struggled hard for composure, her voice vibrated with intense
emotion, and tears forced themselves into her eyes. Victor was suddenly and
deeply moved. It is true that he was entering on this weighty compact with a heart
too little under the influence of the deeper feelings of which his nature was
capable. His youth and inexperience and impulsive friendliness had led him too far.
But his generosity and good feeling stood him at this crisis in the stead of a more
profound affection. He could not realize all that affected Miss Paget, but when he
saw her so deeply moved he became conscious of an uneasy apprehension lest he
should fail her in some way. A heavier sense of responsibility fell on him. For a
little time they were both silent, and then Victor found relief from a vague
mistrust and discontent iwithin himself by making a resolution which he knew
would entail some sacrifice.
'Dear Helen, I am not half good enough for you,' he said; 'you are ever so much
wiser than I am. Now, don't begin to speak of the disparity in our years. It isn't
that so much as that you were born wiser.'
'But I've suddenly come to the end of my wisdom; it's a case of arrested
development,' said Miss Paget, smiling. 'While you are going to get sager every
day--wasn't that what you said yesterday?'
'I'm afraid you have a dreadfully retentive memory,' he said gaily; and then,
suddenly relapsing into seriousness: 'But jI tell you what, Helen--I won't go away
prospecting; I'll go into the warehouse for the next five or six months, and try to
understand the business, and be a door-mat to uncle rather than have rows with
him. I think that will be more appropriate for an engaged man.'
'Yes; the liveliest door-mat on record, I should think,' said Miss Paget, laughing.
The announcement made her very happy.
They were strolling across the lawn, when one or two little decorous shouts and
calls behind attracted their attention. It was Mrs. Tillotson, hurrying up the avenue
as fast as she could. She was of such an intensely social disposition that she could
not bear the sight of two talking in full view of her, without straining every effort
to join in the conversation. People who have this vivid partiality for their
fellow-creatures seldom pause to inquire whether the feeling is reciprocal.
'I'll say good-bye now, Helen,' said Victor, before the new-comer could reach them.
'This will be a good time to find uncle in his office to talk over my new plan with
him. . . . I don't think I could stand another dose of your "habitual providence" just
now, but may I come soon again?'
As he lit a cigar and walked into the city, one of the impressions which Victor drew
from the history of that morning was that, after all, dreams were an awful fraud.
Why had the special view from that special window at Lindaraxa come to him again
and again in his dreams, and why, before he had ever seen it, was the form
of that special room imprinted on his memory?
'When the mater talks solemnly about "presageful" dreams after this,' he thought
with a smile, 'I'll bombard her with this sham one of mine.'
And yet, though life, like an unskilful kdramatist, is crowded with details that
explain nothing,13 and full of seemingly significant beginnings that lead nowhere,
this foolish dream came to have strangely significant associations.
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'Oh, my dear,' panted Mrs. Tillotson after she had warmly embraced Helen, 'it is so
good of you to take such an interest in Mrs. Fitz-Gibbon's boy! But he is nice--now,
isn't he? Something so boyish and genuine about him! I am afraid the girls will run
after him dreadfully--though it would be like infant-stealing, till he is a few years
older. I expect some of them did their best to set their caps at him14 on the
Mogul? But you would be a sort of protection for him. He seems to have quite
taken to you. But, my dear, I hope he doesn't bore you by giving you a little too
much of his company.'
There was something so cold and strained in Miss Paget's tones, as she replied,
that even Mrs. Tillotson noticed the difference. She paused on the lawn, saying:
'Perhaps I had better not come in. I just ran lin, in passing, to tell you that I have
found Mrs. Lindsay's address. I was afraid you might be giving yourself anxiety in
making inquiries. You always take so much trouble for your friends.'
Miss Paget, who had not given the matter a thought, felt a little
conscience-smitten, and insisted on Mrs. mTillotson staying for nlunch. The lady
responded by saying:
'Well, my dear, though I had to put everything on a more economical footing since
the last fall in silver,15 I'll never stint my friendships. Thank goodness! I need not
give up my friends, though I put down my carriage;16 and I know you always enjoy
having me--we have such delightful chats!'
The lady whose address both when lost and when found had led Mrs. Tillotson to
make an early call at Lancaster House was at eleven o'clock on this sunny August
morning deep in the perusal of a letter which had that day reached her from an old
friend and relative who, like herself, was a widow, and was then living with two
young daughters in Mentone.1
'I am well, dear friend, only that oftener than before I am overtaken by hours of
cold, insurmountable languor and indolence in which I can do nothing but remember.
Memory, like an implacable little inquisitor, forces me to go down to those
soundless deeps of life in which happiness is lost and the soul jeopardized, and the
faith with which we consoled ourselves is resolved into beautiful cradle-songs that
have lost the power of lulling us to sleep.2 Do you know those days in which the
rain beats perpetually on the roof, and the wind rises in hollow moans, and we are
crushed between two infinities--the days that are dead and those that are to
come?3
'But no--you are one of those who, in the face of the bitterest assaults of fate,
find a sure standing-ground, a peace which the world can neither give nor take
away.4 . . . All this morning I was rummaging among old papers and letters. Yours I
read in their order one year after the other, and suddenly the story of your life
lay before me as if for the first time. We are so blind, mostly going through life
half asleep, waking up now and then when there is a noise or a great flash of light,
and the reality of things comes home to us only like half-remembered dreams. As I
thought of your history, dear Margaret, left almost alone in the world, with the
terrible memories of the Indian Mutiny5 shadowing your youth like a nightmare--of
the long years of nervous prostration that followed, those in which our friendship
began and the great happiness of your life acame to you--and then pondered over
your sudden cruel bereavement, my heart was very wae.6 I came on the
first letter you wrote after Doris was born.'
Here Mrs. Lindsay put down the letter and looked fondly at her daughter, a lovely
girl bpast sixteen, who sat near her engrossed in copying the border of an
illuminated missal.7 After a few moments the mother resumed her reading:
'Ah, what a tender rapture breathes through this little letter! Baby was four
weeks old; already she began to notice. "When we put a finger within hers she
closes them over it quite fast. . . . Oh what tiny morsels of rose-leaf fingers!
Richard looks at them for twenty minutes at a time. 'Think of that third little left
finger with a wedding-ring on it one day!' I say to him gravely, and he looks at me
reproachfully, as if I were already intriguing for a son-in-law. It is all so exquisitely
absurd we laugh till the tears come." '
'Mother, dearie!'
Mrs. Lindsay gave a little start. It was now her turn to be looked at. Her
daughter's eyes were fixed on her with puzzled inquiry.
'I have been watching you, and you are almost laughing and crying at the same
time. I wish you would laugh only. Is it something sad or merry in that letter,
mammy?'
'Perhaps a little of both, dear: not merry exactly, but something that was so long
ago.'
'And why isn't it now, mother?'
'Oh, my dear----' the delicate sensitive lips quivered and the voice fell.
The girl came and knelt by her mother's side and stroked her cheeks.
'Mother, I cshould like to know the sort of things that make you merry one time
and sad another.'
'When you are older you will understand, Dorrie.'
'Oh, is everything to happen when I am older?' said the girl with a slight accent of
weariness.
'No, my child,' said the mother with a little smile; 'you are my own good Doris
without waiting for more years.'
'You cunning little mother! Do you know, that is a way of petting and scolding one
at the same time! Is it because you are as wise as Nan Ko8 that you do two
things at once so often?'
'Nan Ko? My dear, has Shung-Loo been telling you about a fresh Mongolian hero?'
'Yes, mamma--one who wrote the story of the "Purple Hair Pin"9 in forty
volumes!'
'Oh, Doris!'
'Yes, truly; he used to take it about with him on two white elephants, and when the
black barbarians saw him coming they used to fly.'
'For fear of having it read to them?'
'Not at all, you almost naughty little mother! It was because after hearing it read
they had to be good or die, and mostly they had to die. He killed the Red Kalonoa
terrible dragon. Where his shadow came the birds stopped singing, and no more
garlands could be made. I think it was Nan Ko who taught the people that a grain of
sand has a voice as well as a poet.'
'Doris, do you know, I knew a girl once----' began the mother with smiling
seriousness.
'Mamma, is that quite fair?' asked the girl, holding up a rosy forefinger in an
admonitory way. 'I have told you quite a new story out of a wise book stopped with
red.'10
'And I am going to tell you an old one about a girl who could remember Chinese
fables out of forty volumes, but couldn't learn the French verbs out of one.'
'I believe I know that girl by heart. Don't let us talk of her any more, mamma.'
They smiled fondly in each other's faces, and then the girl went back to her
painting of the wide intricate border full of curling tendrils, of stiff, even leaves,
of birds with strange beaks and plumages, and in the midst angels now and then,
with long lazuline blue robes, with wide gold halos round their heads, and folded
pointed wings snow-white, all looking upward and making sweet melody, some on
long reed trumpets, others on viols, on cithers, on fantastically curled and
many-tubed instruments, whose names are unknown to the laity.
The mother resumed her reading.
'And now Doris has passed her sixteenth birthday. Don't you think, dear Margaret,
the time has come when she should see a little more of the human species in her
own rank of life? Do not wait till she is seventeen to leave the charmed solitude of
Ouranie. Not that it is really a solitude; what with your station people, your
little township six miles off, and the settlement of splitters in the Peppermint
Ranges, and that wonderful major-domo of yours, Shung-Loo, who is so learned in
the old lore of his country and the art of making delicate cakes. Your Doris, with
her direct, transparent nature, her charm of quick imagination, her love of woods
and birds and flowers, her inheritance of your gift of music and love of art, seems
to have found in your surroundings all the nourishment needed hitherto for the
harmonious development of early years. But now, has not the time come when you
should leave Ouranie? Is it not because of Richard's austere denunciations of the
habitual frivolity of our down sex that you have lingered there so long?11
'I have been looking over some of his old letters to me. Dear, noble-hearted
Richard! I am glad that though so many of the imperfections of our kind and sex
always hung about me, the bond of kinship between us was never ruptured. I think
the fact that he first came to know you through me strengthened the bond of
relationship into real friendship. But though I revere your dear husband's memory,
Margaret, to-day it has been borne in on me that your idolatry of him has led you
to remain over-long in the seclusion of the Bush.
' "After all," he writes in one of his letters now before me, "it is no wonder that
women exercise so little influence for good in the world. From childhood they live
largely in an atmosphere of small intrigues and deceptions and concealed
jealousies; first in school, then in society. In school they are subjected to the
persistent push of teachers, ambitious for academic degrees and examination
passes. Their most precious gifts of spontaneous intuition and direct observation
are hopelessly impaired or destroyed, in the worry and drive of acquiring
multifarious scraps of knowledge,12 which egives them neither more balanced
capacities nor a wider outlook on life. They are the victims of ideas they cannot
digest, of ideals that add nothing to the well-being of the world. . . . When they
enter the immense fraud we call society, they are plunged into a frankly cynical
scramble as to who shall get the best nuts."
'Well, well, granted that the old seductive, finvincible pagan world in which we live is
largely swayed by passions that we do not name in our children's hearing, still it is
the only one in which our poor bodies are at home, the one in which we find our
happiness or not at all; the world in which your Doris must take her place as a
woman among other women. She has been sheltered and reared as within convent
walls; and up to a certain age this may be right for girls; but she is now over
sixteen. . . . You have told me that if you were taken from her it is to my care,
conjointly with her guardian in London, she would be entrusted. You do not say
much of your health, but through your later letters there seems to me an
increasing detachment from all the things of earth. And do I not know how frail
and shaken you were for so many years? Would it not be wiser to lose no time in
bringing Doris to what would be her new home, while you are with her to make it
familiar and home-like? . . . Pardon me, Margaret, if I seem to plead over-much;
but to-day, after a separation of seventeen years, reading your letters, so many
scores of them, while the wind blows in shrill gusts, and the rain is dashing
furiously against the windows, I seem to have renewed our intimacy, to see more
clearly into the tenor of your ideas, to perceive that you shrink more and more
from the thought of increased communion with your kind. Is it that in these glatter
years you have become more and more of a mystic?'
Mrs. Lindsay, on reading this question, half folded the closely-written pages and
looked out through the open French window into the garden, which on this side of
the house came to within a few paces of the veranda. Beyond the garden, forming
its eastern boundary, lay a large lake fringed with gum-trees and ti-trees. The
surface of the water, faintly hrippling and sparkling in the sunlight, was one of the
sights which familiarity never rendered less beautiful. This lake was called
Gauwari, a native name that signifies great depth13--a title justified by the fact
that iit had never within living memory been greatly diminished. Mrs. Lindsay's
eyes rested for a long time on Gauwari; then she looked round the room that they
were in, trying to imagine the day on which she should leave Ouranie, the home
that she had come to as a bride nearly seventeen years ago. She was
conscious of an immobility of disposition which made her shrink from the thought
of change and movement as from experiences she lacked strength and will-power
to assimilate. And there was yet another link that bound her to Ouranie. She felt
that the bond which had been the strongest, deepest influence of her life was here
still unbroken, that in the spot which was consecrated to her by so many sacred
memories her husband's companionship had not ended with death.
This was a development of feeling that owed nothing to extraneous excitement or
to any of the grotesque manifestations usually associated with experiences that
seem in any way to make a gap in the barrier that guards the unseen from the
material world. Orthodox forms of belief had never appealed to her keenly.
Perhaps the shipwreck of all her closest ties in the horrors of the Indian Mutiny
disposed her little to find consolation in professions that dwell over-much on the
benefits and comforts of the Christian faith, while the renunciation that lies at its
core is in practice profoundly denied. It was her misfortune to know Christians
solely of the type of those who turn the cross they profess to carry into a
sectarian triangle, with which to anathematize the rest of the world, and to
secure pews for themselves in this world and that which is to come. Her husband's
influence had all been on the side of severance from creeds and formulas.14
When she was left alone the crisis of her spiritual life came. The conviction that
death ends all, that all we are or have the faculty of becoming is annihilated with
the last pulsation of the heart, fastened on her like a virulent disease. There are
those who can accept the belief calmly, but to Mrs. Lindsay it brought that sense
of absolute ruin which we name despair. Then one radiant morning in mid-winter,
when the air was full of the breath of violets and jessamine, and the delicate
saffron of the dawn still lingered in the east, she knew that her despair was a
dark, wild atheism, and that the fuller life into which her husband had passed had
quickened her own inner nature as with a breath of healing inspiration.
We are so brow-beaten by the thrones and dominations15 of the material world
that, when we hear of people to whom a message of salvation has come apart
from creeds and rituals consecrated by the roll of many centuries, our habitual
attitude is one of mistrust, if jnot hostility. And yet there may be powers
which touch human intuitions to the quick, in a mode hidden from the world as
completely as the messages that came to Isaiah were hidden from his idolatrous
fellow-countrymen.16
kHowever this may be, Mrs. Lindsay's experience not only rescued her from
despair and the gradual decline of all her functions, gave her not only courage to
live for her child, but to cherish her life as a personal gift and become serenely
happy. Nothing henceforth shook her faith that our present existence, with all its
confusion and cruel enigmas, was but a passing phase of experience, and that, if
we do not love the world over-much, we may often pass beyond its power, and
habitually live above its influence. For some time of late she had been conscious of
declining strength. This was brought home to her very forcibly now by the
ltremulous agitation that seized her at the thought of leaving Ouranie. She had
always looked forward to doing so when Doris grew up, and she felt the full force
of the argument used by her friend Mme. de Serziac; but it was the mlatter
portion of the letter that finally decided her. This was dated a few days after the
earlier portion, and ran:
'Raoul has given us a pleasant surprise. He has obtained a fortnight's leave of
absence from his regiment two months earlier than we expected. Yesterday he
was prowling round my room, turning over my books and photographs. Presently
he came on the last photograph you sent me of yourself and Doris. It was the first
time he saw it, and--well, he fell in love with her. . . . Over and over again he
comes to gaze at the beautiful young face, and says: "Did you ever see such
wonderful eyes! and what an exquisite mouth! . . . And I believe I owe her a letter. I
don't believe I answered the last note she sent me on my birthday." And then he
asks me impatiently when you and Doris are coming on that visit which we have
talked about indefinitely for so many years. Well, dear Margaret, I have no
after-thought in telling you this, only if our children on meeting. . . . Oh, you will be
able to follow the trend of my thoughts. And you will not be surprised if, in the
course of a week or two, Doris gets a cousinly little letter from Raoul,
congratulating her on her sixteenth birthday. I send you his photo, taken a
few days before he left Paris, also some of the girls.'
Mrs. Lindsay opened a small packet that had come with the letter. She looked a
long time at the young man's photograph. He was not yet twenty-three, but
already there was something in his face of that precocious discontent which one
sees in the eyes of those who early plunge into the glittering, vibrant life of great
cities. As Mrs. Lindsay examined the picture with a jealous scrutiny, the
recollection came to her of the overture in 'Tannhaser,' in which the theme of
the Pilgrims' march, austere, lofty, and devout, ends in the throbbing, reckless
Bacchanalian strain of the Venusberg.17
And then her eyes rested on her daughter. It was a face to make an old man
young.18 Its deep, untroubled serenity, the amber-coloured wavy hair parted on
the forehead, and the classic poise of the neck, perfectly upright on the
shoulders, gave it something of a Greek expression.19 The eyes were extremely
beautiful, large, dark and radiant. The eyelashes were, if anything, a little too
thick and long. They made a shadow under the eyes which in repose imparted a
pathetic gravity to the face, alien to its real expression. The eyebrows, dark and
pencilled, were exquisitely pure in arch. The slender creamy throat, and the
flower-like bloom of the face, were thrown into strong relief by the close-fitting
crimson silk dress she wore. The fond mother took in all nthese details with
inexhaustible pleasure. That sweet, fair young face, with its unmistakable seal of
candour and purity, was a feast for her eyes of which she never tired. But as she
now regarded her after the lines she had read, a sudden pang shot through her
heart. Could she in the nature of things hope to keep Doris long to herself if they
entered the busy self-seeking world, so keenly alive to all the gifts of life--gifts in
which youth and beauty and money have taken from time immemorial the
foremost place?
'But I should be with her to guide and counsel her, to take care that no undue
pressure was brought to bear on her,' thought the mother, re-reading the last
page of her friend's letter, and then her resolution was taken.
'Mamma, do you know, you look so very serious!' said Doris, who had put
away her painting, and now sat on her mother's footstool. 'Your eyes are as big as
Red Ridinghood's when the wolf was going to gobble her up.'
'You disrespectful child!' said the mother, smiling, and then smothering a little
sigh. 'Do you know, a great deal of this long letter is about you.'
'From Mme. de Serziac?'
'Yes.'
'But what could she find to say about me?' said Doris, opening her eyes wide.
'Ah, one may write a long letter about anything almost--a little puss, a sunflower,
a spider catching a fly, a girl sixteen years old.'
'Or the wattle-trees, and the Banksia bushes just coming into flower.'
'Perhaps you think you are like the little Banksia rosebuds?'20
'No, mother, I have no thorns,' said Doris, rubbing her satin soft cheek against her
mother's hand.
'What would you say, Doris, to going away from Ouranie, from Australia
altogether--far across the seas?'
'On a carpet like Prince Kumar-al-Zaman's,21 mother?'
'I am quite in earnest, dear.'
Doris looked out through the window, and did not at once reply.
'I thought you would be pleased, Doris. . . . We should go to see Mme. de Serziac,
and May, and Estella,22 and Raoul.'
'Yes, mother, I oshould be glad: only it seems as if the time would never come. So
many, many years we have spoken of it! If you said, "Doris, put on your hat with
the white ostrich-feathers, and your long Sude gloves and come away to
Bagdad--tell Shung he need not bring in afternoon tea," then you would see how
high I would skip for joy!'
'But, dear, I mean that we should go quite soon now,' said Mrs. Lindsay, a little
startled at the sudden vehemence in Doris's voice. 'She has thoughts and longings
and impatiences, then, which she keeps to herself, just as I have my long
memories, my solitary hours of communion and introspection,' thought Mrs.
Lindsay. It was a sudden curious glimpse into that unknown incommunicable depth
of inner personality which encompasses each human soul, dividing it in some
measure from every other--friend from friend, husband from wife; yes, even
mother from child.
'How soon, mother?' said Doris, with sudden interest, awaiting her mother's reply
with flushing cheeks and lips slightly parted.
'This is the 9th of August,' answered Mrs. Lindsay slowly, and then she consulted
a small diary. 'There is a Messageries mail-boat23 going on the 10th of next
month. Suppose we fix that date for our departure, darling?'
'Oh, mamma, next month! And leave everything behind us, except our clothes and
Shung-Loo?'
'And our memories, dear,' said Mrs. Lindsay, who was bravely struggling to keep a
smiling face. 'We should have to leave a few days before the vessel sailed--say
four days--so we have less than four more weeks at Ouranie.'
'And Gauwari and the Silent Sea, mother. But how strange it will be to leave it all,
and all the people we know!'
The girl's face had grown suddenly graver.
As for Mrs. Lindsay, she went into her own room, feeling that the emotion with
which she was struggling must soon overcome her composure.
The atime passed very rapidly. Hardly ba day passed cduring this interval without a
visit to Buda, the township six miles off, or the Peppermint Ranges, only three
miles in an opposite direction from the home station.1
At the latter, Mrs. Lindsay had formed a little school2 for the rather wild and
neglected children of the splitters who worked there. Her unvarying love and
goodness had exercised a strong influence on the children and parents. She had
had a little weatherboard building erected--an edifice bought in town from a
builder all ready to be put together3--and here on most days of the week she had
assembled the seven or nine children who were old enough to be taught. When
unable to go herself, Mrs. Lindsay used to send Doris and the wife of her manager,
who lived in a cottage at the opposite side of the garden.
In the township, too, Mrs. Lindsay was a constant and eagerly-looked-for visitor.
dNo sight was more welcome to the residents than that of the Ouranie buggy, with
the two gray ponies that Doris liked best to drive.
No township could cover a wider area in proportion to its inhabitants than Buda
did. The forty nondescript dwellings which composed it were scattered over an
incredible number of acres. Perhaps the immense plain on whose borders Buda was
pitched had exercised some influence on the imagination of the first selectors.4 It
would seem a tame and creeping arrangement to be closely packed in view of that
measureless expanse of country. But the oldest resident had a different theory.
The oldest resident kept a general store and the post-office; thus it will be seen
that he had unrivalled opportunities for impressing his own views on the public. eIn
respect of the distance that separated the inhabitants, his view was, that
when the township was laid out the belief was current that the Government
intended to bring the Great Northern line of railway bang through Buda. Thus every
man who pitched his tent, or bark hut, or wattle and daub lean-to, or
weatherboard cottage, used his own judgment as to the spot that would be fixed
on for the railway-station.
'Every man jack of us expected to make his fortune, if only he got his nose
against the railway-station, and everyone thought his own opinion sounder than his
neighbour's. So here we are, dispersed as far as the boundaries of the township
would let us--some far beyond them--and yet not one of us was on the job,'5 the
storekeeper would say, with a sigh.
The Great Northern Railway passed within four miles of the township, with only a
siding at the nearest point thereto. Henceforth Buda was a blighted community,6
its sole compensation being that it had a large and life-long grievance.
'To think, ma'am, as you should have to go four miles further on to a melancholy
and miserable siding when you expect a friend from town!' the storekeeper was
saying to Mrs. Lindsay one fday within ten days of the date she had fixed for her
departure.
'It is from the North my friend is coming, and, you know, half a loaf is better than
none,' answered Mrs. Lindsay, smiling.
She could not look upon the siding as an insult, a trait which some of the Buda
people regarded as the one weakness of her character.
It would only have cost the colony an additional twenty thousand pounds to bring
the railway to their door. And what was that out of the millions that were being
borrowed?7
'It is all very well for them that has horses and buggies,' the storekeeper said to a
customer an hour later, as he saw Mrs. Lindsay's trap returning, Doris driving,
while her mother and the friend they had gone to meet were deep in conversation.
'I believe it's Mrs. Challoner, the manager's sister, and Miss Doris's old governess,'
said the customer, going to the door of the store to get a nearer view.
She had been a servant at Ouranie for some years before she married and
settled at Buda, and still took the strongest interest in all that concerned Mrs.
Lindsay.
As the buggy drew near the store, Doris stopped the horses, so that they might
speak to their old servant, and have some purchases put into the buggy that they
made on their way to the siding. They heard how Jemima's second baby had cut his
first double-tooth,8 and how the first was growing out of gall his clothes.
'I suppose you don't remember me, ma'am?' said Jemima, glancing at the visitor, a
pale little lady with bright, kindly eyes. 'You came to my place with Mrs. Lindsay
when you were up nearly two years ago. The moment I saw you I said to the
storekeeper, "That is Mrs. Challoner." I was so very sorry to hear of your house
being burnt down.'
As they drove away, Mrs. Lindsay promised to come to see Jemima once more
before htheir departure. She stood looking after the buggy with a wistful
expression.
'Bless their hearts, it will be an awful miss when they're gone!' she said to the
storekeeper. 'I don't never expect to see Mrs. Lindsay back. She is looking
dreadful white and thin, to my mind.'
Nor was Jemima alone in this opinion. Mrs. Challoner was much struck with the
alteration in her friend's appearance since last seeing her. Mrs. Challoner had
married from Ouranie, six years previously, a squatter in the Salt-bush country,
who was then in affluent circumstances; but four years ago a terrible drought,
followed by the increasing ravages of the rabbits, had almost ruined him.9 To
crown all, a fire had broken iout which levelled the head station to the ground. Mrs.
Challoner had visited Ouranie once a year since she left it, and this accident had
happened since her jprevious visit. Mrs. Lindsay had insisted on replacing the
furniture, and the Challoners had been able to secure a good dwelling-house kat
the Colmar mine,10 which was within four miles of the home station. This was
naturally one of the first topics of conversation between the two friends.
'It was most fortunate lthe house was empty--in fact, it has not been occupied
for years, and now we shall be able to leave the district, when the lease of
our run expires at Christmas--the date to which we took the mplace. Oh, my dear,
I have had to tell you of so many misfortunes, and now I have to tell you a piece of
good news.'
'Mrs. Lucy, has your ship really come in?'11 said Doris, turning to her former
governess with a beaming smile.
'My dear, it has really and truly,' answered Mrs. Challoner, with an answering
nsmile. In the old days, Doris, from constantly hearing her mother address Miss
Murray as Lucy, had called her Miss Lucy, and the sound of her name on the girl's
lips had grown so dear to the ex-governess that she would not allow her to
relinquish its use.
The story of the ship which had reached port was soon told. Some years before
Mrs. Challoner had entrusted all her savings to her brother-in-law, a broker in
Sydney, to invest as he thought most prudent. He had put the money--500 in
all--in Broken Hill shares,12 while the prospects of the mine were still uncertain;
now the investment was worth 6,000 and bringing in an annual income of 600.
'So Robert and his brother will be able to see their mother, after all. We oare going
to London directly after Christmas,' said Mrs. Challoner.
Doris, on hearing this, said they had better pall come on the 10th of September.
'The same thought has occurred to me,' said Mrs. Lindsay. 'We are going by a
French boat, as I told you, Lucy, because we can so quickly get from Marseilles to
Mentone; and the route would be very little longer for you: I feel that the sea will
do me good, but I dread a long land journey.'
'And I would teach Euphemia French on the voyage, when there would be no
sea-serpents to look at,' put in Doris, with a saucy smile at her mother, who had
within the last few weeks been urging her to greater diligence in that language.
qEuphemia, aged eighteen, was Mrs. Challoner's step-daughter.
'I fear it would be impossible. Robert has to sell off the stock, and he wants his
son to come with us. He is now pearling in rWest Australia,'13 answered Mrs.
Challoner. 'I would ask you to delay your departure, so that we might travel
together, dear Mrs. Lindsay, only you need the change, I am sure.'
'And you know, Lucy, when you make up your mind to have your teeth out, it is
dreadful to have to wait too long,' answered Mrs. Lindsay in a low voice; and
though she tried to maintain a cheerful manner, it became evident to Mrs.
Challoner that the prospect of leaving Ouranie was a serious trial to her friend.
'I do not wonder you are loath to leave it, dear Mrs. Lindsay, it is such a lovely,
peaceful spot! Oh, the relief of seeing such a place after living at sthe mine!'
They were now in sight of the home station, which, with its detached groups of
houses, looked like a little village. The dwelling-house, with a kitchen and servants'
quarters semi-detached behind it, was on a slight rise. On the western side of the
large shadowy garden was the manager's house, coach-house, stable and
store-rooms. A quarter of a mile to the south-west lay the woolshed, with its pens
and yards; near it a long, low dwelling for the shearers, known as the 'men's hut,'
and close to this two small cottages for the knock-about hands and their wives.
Mrs. Lindsay made a point of having only married men engaged on the station. In a
place so remote from general society, she was of opinion that it was not good for
man to be alone.14
'Oh, the garden is as full of flowers as ever!' cried Mrs. Challoner, as they drove
through part of it to the front of the house. The garden at Ouranie was watered
from the lake by a windmill, and this fact speaks volumes to those who know
something of the fertility of Australian ground under copious irrigation. To Doris it
had always been a charmed region, in which she had spent many hours daily. Early
in the winter the first sweet violets began to make their presence known with
their penetrating fragrance. A little later the almond-trees were tfolded in an
unbroken wreath of faint pink or moonlight-coloured cups, and the bowls of the
white and purple anemones quivered on their slender stalks in a way that made
Doris say winter was the dearest season of all.
But as the spring advanced and the great snowy clusters of the guelder-rose
tossed themselves in the air, like a juggler throwing a hundred balls aloft in one
moment, and the deep Bruckmansia bells,15 with the delicate tracery of their
softly curved rims, were perpetually haunted with the hum of bees, while the vivid
tones of crimson and purple passion-flowers made deep snatches of colour on
every side, and the stems of the narcissi and jonquils bent under their fragrant
loads--these surely were the dearest days of all. Leaves and flowers everywhere,
and the whole air rifted with the songs of birds. . . . And yet, as the heat of
summer advanced and on every side tall rose-bushes were bent under glowing
cataracts of roses, and the ground was strewn with fruits, which were so thickly
clustered on each branch that the idlest wind uthat blew carried some away; when
through the crimsoned vevening atmosphere, palpitating with intense heat, a long
array of water-fowl might be seen winging their flight to the unperishing waters of
Gauwari, this season, too, had its own unique charms.
And autumn with its shorter days and cooler nights, with its gray tints stealing
softly into the hard blue of the sky, while trees from the old country broke into
strange hectic flushes that gradually paled, till the leaves fell to the ground in
noiseless showers, this, too, had its own subtle fascination. Myriads of roses still
remained, countless asters, wdelicate vivid verbenas, Gaillardias, xand
many-coloured yverbenas, and geraniums beyond number--all these were
feverishly aflame.
Day and night; twilight and dawn; the soft gradations of the Australian year, as
the zseason came and departed; the sonorous voices of the wind when it rose to a
great gale on a winter night, the aawhisperings of the wind through the
needle-leaved she-oaks bbin the summer evenings; the return and departure of
migratory birds: all ccthese were entrancing pages in a book of which Doris never
wearied. . . . When the old vines, arid-looking as the stems of ancient grass-sticks,
began to kindle into gadding tendrils16 and woolly buds, the girl would watch
them, day by day, till in the still warm evenings of September flocks of them would
be found transformed into golden green--more like the tips of flames than
growing leaves. Later the roof of the wide arcade, that ran through the length of
the garden, would be a network of leaves so densely woven that the fiercest
sunbeams, beating on its roof, could find no ddentrance, except eeas a warm jonquil
light, flushing myriads of clusters into perfect ripeness. Where did they all get
their wonderful colours--the crimson rose and the ivory-coloured lily, the purple
grape and the carmine-flushed peach, all swelling out of tiny oblong buds, at first
hardly thicker than a thread? These miracles of nature, yearly renewed, were for
Doris never masked by the indifference which so often comes of familiarity. Her
early intimacy with nature developed a talent for observation and a faculty for
taking pains17 which became the strongest discipline of her life.
There was so much to learn, and the lore she gathered was more enthralling than
any tales of fairy adventures, for underlying all there was a magic which could
never be exhausted nor explained.
The vast melancholy waste of illimitable plain, that stretched into the gray
distance to the east and north, would make the casual traveller, on reaching
Ouranie, keenly realize how fflovely it was, with its softly swelling rises, its
park-like woods, and wide permanent lake. But no casual observer could know how
every tree and nook round the gglittle head station throbbed with life and interest
for the solitary child, who from her infancy had learned to keep long vigils on all
things that grew and lived around.
She knew when the first broods of the shell parrots would flit through the pale
honey-coloured blossoms of the gum-trees, and when the young
laughing-jackasses were fledged, and learned to take their first grotesque flights
with solemn awkwardness. She had learned when to look for the wild swans and
ducks, hatching their young in the coverts of Gauwari, and where the snipe and
teal oftenest sought their food. She knew what honeybirds came in pairs
when the hhgum-trees first blossomed, and went away in flocks when the
blossoms were over. The full clear notes of the singing honeybird, which her
mother likened to the missel-thrush; the rapid chirps of the long-billed kind; the
single note long drawn out, with its short note quickly repeated, of the
fulvous-fronted ones; the grating cry of the black-throated, and the harsh
quarrelsome notes of the wattle-bird18--she recognised them all, and watched
them clinging head downwards like little acrobats among the honeyed blooms they
rifled with greedy haste iifor an hour at a time.
'There must be a mother snipe somewhere in the ti-tree; the father-bird keeps on
piping and flying all alone,' she would say, and spend most of a long afternoon down
by the lake till she discovered the whereabouts of the mother-bird. She loved to
see the eyes of birds in their nests when they caught sight of a human face. No
moccasined Indian or Australian black in Kooditcha19 shoes could tread more
softly than she did, when, from day to day, she stole to look at the waterfowls
that hatched their young on the borders of the lake. Here she would sit so quietly
under the great horizontal arms of an old gum-tree, that oftentimes little birds
hopped as near her as if she were a shrub. Here she loved to watch the little blue
wrens taking their feeble flight from one tussock of grass to another. They were
such poor fliers, but they filled the whole air with their ecstatic roundelays, often
ending with clear silvery tinklings like the chime of fairy bells. Mrs. Lindsay had
never allowed a shot to be fired in the vicinity since she had come to the station,
and this, coupled with its abundant waters and the blossoming gum-trees and
wattles, made Gauwari a famous resort for birds.
jjDoris could hardly have said which she liked best to watch: birds kkbuild their
nests or buds llswell on the trees and the spear-like tips of annuals thrusting
their way through the mould. Perhaps the mmlast days of August more than any
other time nnin the year saw ooher linger longest in the garden. It was here that
Mrs. Challoner found her on the afternoon of the third day after she had come to
Ouranie. Doris was half concealed by the shrubs that grew rather densely on
the borders of Gauwari where it formed the garden boundary. Here the ground was
perfectly carpeted with violets. Mrs. Lindsay had an old recipe by which she made
violet scent, so that very few of these flowers were allowed to wither unseen in
the Ouranie garden. Doris was occupied in filling a basket with them when Mrs.
Challoner found her, directed to the spot by the movements of the young
sheep-dog who was the girl's constant companion.
'I have been looking for you, dear, all over the garden,' said Mrs. Challoner in a
very grave voice.
She had come on a grave errand; no less than to warn Doris that her mother's
health was very precarious. An hour before she had suddenly fainted, and had lain
for nearly twenty minutes in a half-unconscious state. Mrs. Challoner, greatly
alarmed, had sent one of the servants to the manager's house to summon her
sister-in-law, Mrs. Murray. The two had administered the restoratives usual in
fainting-fits,20 and gradually Mrs. Lindsay had recovered. Her first words
expressed a wish that Doris should not know.
'I am glad she was not in, she would be so much alarmed, poor darling,' she said
tremulously.
The sisters exchanged glances, and then Mrs. Challoner said ppvery gently:
'But is it wise to keep her in ignorance, dear? Do you think this is the old heart
trouble?'
'Oh yes; but there is a long interval usually between these attacks; I think this was
merely brought on by my inability to sleep well during the last few nights, and a
sort of nervous agitation.'
If Mrs. Challoner had given expression to her thought just then she would have
urged her friend to prevent her mind from being too much concentrated on the
invisible world. It seemed to her that the habit of abstracting herself from
outward things had greatly grown on Mrs. Lindsay since she had last seen her. But
she shrank from approaching the subject. After a little silence Mrs. Lindsay spoke
again:
'Perhaps it would, on the whole, be wiser, Lucy, if you were to open this subject to
Doris. I have never taught her to think of death with horror.'
'Of death! But, dear friend, I hope that is still far off,' said Mrs. Challoner with
some agitation.
A faint smile hovered over Mrs. Lindsay's worn face.
'The mysterious pass where two cannot walk side by side, and where for an
instant souls lose sight of each other,'21 she murmured softly. 'It is only for the
child's sake I could wish this pass were still a little distance off. . . . But within the
last qqtwo days it seems as if the power of keeping alive were slowly leaving me.
And then I have thought the sea air would be a tonic. I think I wrote too long last
night; I was anxious to post a second letter to my friend, Mme. de Serziac, which
she will get rra week or ten days before we land. But I'll be more careful after
this. Perhaps, Lucy, it will be better, on the whole, that you should speak to Doris.
. . . Mrs. Murray will stay with me.'
It was not until she stood face to face with Doris that Mrs. Challoner quite realized
the difficulty of her mission. The girl looked so serenely happy, so unconscious of
any cloud lurking on the horizon of her young life.
'Have you been looking for me long, dear?' she said blithely; 'well, I'm glad you have
come to the violet bank, for you look pale, and if you just sit down on this little
seat under the wattle--now lean back and hold this posy of violets.'
Doris made Mrs. Challoner lean against the back of the little rustic bench, and put
a great handful of violets on her lap, and then went on plucking some more.
'Doris, I came to speak to you about something,' said Mrs. Challoner, a little
faintly.
'Ah, you do put me in mind of the old days, when I used to write such shabby little
compositions,' said Doris, laughing merrily.
Mrs. Challoner was by nature of a timid, shrinking disposition, extremely faithful
and affectionate, yet without much force of character. During the seven years
she had lived at Ouranie, she had been more of a companion to Mrs. Lindsay than a
governess to Doris, who had been chiefly taught by her mother. Mrs. Challoner was
apt to talk at great length and with much animation of things that Doris thought
very trifling. Constant intercourse with a mind as unworldly and
disinterested as her mother's had unconsciously made the girl a little scornful of
themes that take a prominent place in the estimation of the generality of women.
She was very fond of Mrs. Challoner, and had got into the habit of petting her a
good deal, without attaching much importance to what she said or thought.
Mrs. Challoner, on her part, had always been of opinion that Mrs. Lindsay made
Doris's life too happy and beautiful to be a wise preparation for the world in which
she must one day live; that she was too sedulously guarded from the commoner
influences of human intercourse, untouched by its vanities and frivolities, knowing
nothing of its temptations, its passions, its incurable miseries; yet, as the girl's
happy laugh rang in her ears, she felt a growing disinclination to fulfil her purpose.
She looked at her with dimmed eyes as she sat with her large straw hat on her lap,
the basket of violets at her feet, holding up a peremptory finger at her young
collie.
'Now, Spot, if you put your cold, inquisitive little nose into that basket, do you
know what will happen?'
Spot dashed about, keeping his nose to the ground, and circling round the basket
in a somewhat suspicious manner.
'You rogue! I'll leave you on the station, with the other dogs, instead of coming
abroad to see the world--Samarcand, and the Valley of Diamonds, and the palaces
of Pekin.22 But, Mrs. Lucy dear, you haven't told me what you wanted to speak to
me about. Ah, I can guess!' she said, a mischievous glance coming into her eyes.
'What is your guess, ssDoris?' asked Mrs. Challoner, trying to lead up to what she
wished to say without being too abrupt.
'You want to tell me that fairy-tales are not really true. That Shung-Loo's stories
are made up by mandarins, who are foolish and have no religion.'
'No, dear, that is not what I want to say,' answered Mrs. Challoner with a
somewhat discouraged-looking smile.
'Now, Spot, put your nose to the ground and lie down quite still,' cried Doris to the
dog, who was in fact gambolling perilously near to the ttbasket full of violets. Spot
obeyed, and then Doris turned to Mrs. Challoner. 'I'll give only one more guess--
You want to make me quite understand that the Silent Sea is not a sea, but
a great barren plain stretching from Buda to your station and the mine, and past
that for hundreds of miles, all the way to the Never-never Land?'23
Mrs. Challoner slowly shook her head, and then Doris saw that her eyes were dim
with tears. In truth, Doris's every look and gesture made her old friend's heart
ache. The girl was so heart-whole, her radiant young beauty so untouched by care
or apprehension, that the thought of revealing to her what might be the great
sorrow which would overcast her opening life seemed barbarous and unwise. But
Mrs. Challoner's uncommunicative sadness suddenly struck a chord of fear in the
uugirl's heart.
'Ah, you are afraid to tell me! Is it anything about mamma?'
'Yes, dearie.'
'What is it--is she ill? But no, you would have told me at once.'
'She has been ill, Doris, but she is better; what I want to say to you is--oh, my
dear, don't look so frightened, I cannot bear it!'
'Tell me, tell me!' cried Doris breathlessly.
'Your mother, darling, has not been strong for years. I don't think you
know--indeed, I am sure she has concealed from you how ill she often is. About an
hour ago she fainted away. It is her heart that is affected. I said to her I thought
you ought to know how serious it is.'
'How serious! you mean that perhaps----' Doris could not put into words the
terrible thought that blanched her face. But she maintained her self-possession in
a way that surprised Mrs. Challoner. As a matter of fact, vvshe possessed a great
fund of firmness and self-reliance. She broke into no tears nor lamentations.
During the next few days she kept more constantly with her mother, and insisted
on taking her place in the little school for the splitters' children in the Peppermint
Ranges, to which Mrs. Challoner accompanied her each forenoon. And so wwthe
days passed until the one before that on which they were to leave Ouranie.
a. time passed] succeeding days went by E1
b. a day] one E1
c. during this interval] Om. E1
d. No sight was] Few sights were E1
e. In respect of] Regarding E1
f. day] afternoon E1
g. all] Om. Adl
h. their] her E1
i. out] out nine months ago Adl E1
j. previous] last E1
k. at the Colmar mine] near Colmar E1
l. the] that the Adl
m. place] house E1
n. smile. In° ] smile on her face. P In E1 see Introduction, n. 89
o. are] are all Adl
p. all] Om. E1
q. Euphemia . . . step-daughter. 'I fear it would be impossible. Robert° ] (Euphemia . . .
step-daughter.) But there were insuperable obstacles to this arrangement. P 'Robert E1
r. West] Western Adl E1
s. the mine] Colmar E1
t. folded] crowned E1
u. that] which E1
v. evening atmosphere] air of evening E1
w. delicate] delicately E1
x. and] Om. E1
y. verbenas] asters E1
z. season] seasons Adl E1
aa. whisperings of the wind] whispering cadences of the breezes E1
bb. in the summer evenings] on a summer evening E1
During the night that preceded this day Mrs. Lindsay lay many hours awake. When
she at last fell asleep, her slumber was fitful and broken. Towards morning she
suddenly woke up in extreme agitation. She thought she had heard Doris calling
out, 'Mother! mother! mother!' in piercing tones. When she opened her eyes, with
this sound in her ears, her heart was throbbing so painfully that for a little time
she could not move.
'It was a dream; it must have been a dream,' she said, holding her hand against her
left side, as if to still the stormy beatings of her heart. Yet she had no
recollection of any event, or any other word that led up to this wailing cry. As
soon as she could move, she went tremblingly to the door that led from her own
room into her daughter's, but all was perfectly still. Then she opened the window
and looked out. The east was faintly touched with the pallor of the coming dawn.
The first half-drowsy notes of awakening birds1 began to break the silence of the
woods. It was the strangely beautiful hour in which nature, as if emerging from
profound repose, seems to swim gradually back from the oblivion of night--all
forms and colours spiritualized by the trembling approach of a new day. The dark
masses of trees motionless as in a picture, the pale, unruffled lake, the deep
clear vault of heaven, with a luminous reach of light slowly spreading in the
orient--all were solemnly tranquil.
And when the mother once more turned to the dim, sweet chamber of her child, it
was pervaded by an equal peacefulness. Near the window a bowlful of white roses
glimmered in the uncertain light; on a little old-fashioned spindle table lay an open
missal, beside a box of water-colours; on a chair, daintily folded, were the
exquisitely-wrought under garments; in the depths of a half-opened wardrobe
gleamed some of the crimson silk robes that Doris most habitually wore; and in
the little bed, with its canopy of soft white Indian silk, the girl lay afast asleep, her
face, with its unruffled serenity, curiously resembling in expression the
angel children she was so fond of painting. Over the foot of the bed a crimson
scarf lay in careless folds.
This caught the mother's eyes, and she shivered slightly. In the yet dusky light
this vivid streak of crimson somehow suggested to her morbidly-sensitive eyes
the stain of a wounded creature's blood. She stole in softly and removed the
scarf.
Doris moved, and lay with her face towards the window. Her lips parted in a soft
smile. She murmured a few words in a low, glad voice, showing that some happy
dream had come to her in sleep. At this the bagitation which had taken so strong a
hold on the mother was allayed. She went back into her own room, and though she
did not sleep, she rested until after six.
Then Shung-Loo, with his invincible punctuality, with which no shadow of past or
coming cevents was ever allowed to interfere, tapped at her door, and on a little
table close to it in the hall left a tray, with two cups of dcreamed chocolate and a
little plateful of freshly-baked biscuits.
Mrs. Lindsay slipped on her dressing-gown and slippers, and took the tray into
Doris's room. She had just awakened, and, on seeing her mother, started up to
return her morning kiss.
'Is it really true, mother? Are we going away this very next day, into the strange
countries where all the strange stories happened?'
'Yes, darling, going to-morrow. But, see, I have brought you your chocolate.'
'But, mother, how naughty of you! Promise me you will let me wait more on you
after this. You know, I am a great thing--half a head taller than you.'
She sat up in bed, holding herself erect, so that even under a silken coverlet and in
the weakly feminine folds of snowy lace that fell round her throat and slender
white hands her heroic proportions should become evident.
'I promise you, Doris,' said the mother, smiling fondly. 'I dare say I shall soon grow
stout and lazy, and let you come after me with my footstool and wrap; the voyage
will be a fine opportunity. I wonder if the sea will make my little girl ill?'
'Oh no--not a bit. Mother, I remember being on the sea quite well, and I dreamt of
it a little before I woke. Do you remember how blue it used to look from the
Adelaide hills?2 And father sometimes took us sailing in a boat, you know, when we
went to the seaside in the summer.'
As always in mentioning her father, Doris's voice sank tenderly; and, as was her
habit on such occasions, the mother pressed her child's hand.
'I remember, Dorrie; and you were quite a brave little sailor. Papa used to hold you
up when the seagulls flew by, and you clapped your little hands with joy.'
'Mother, I hope there will be great white seagulls, and albatrosses with wide, wide
wings, and enormous sea-serpents, with green and gold eyes, sailing along with our
ship,' said Doris, her cheeks beginning to flush at the thought of all the evague
wonders that might open out before her on leaving the calm monotony of Ouranie.
Her mother smiled, shaking her head.
'Now, mammy, don't tell me that there are no sea-serpents,' said Doris gaily. 'I
shall tell the captain to go to Sinbad's island, and to Ispahan.3 Oh, you don't know
half the places we are to see!'
Doris sipped a little chocolate, but she could not eat even one biscuit. Now that
the hour of departure drew so near, the glad excitement of it all fairly carried her
away.
'And the sea you saw in your sleep, Doris, was it blue and calm as we used to see
it on summer days long ago?' asked her mother wistfully.
'No, I think it was stormy; and I was looking for you, mother, but I could not find
you. Naughty little mother, where did you go? And why are you looking so pale
again this morning, and dark under the eyes? Don't you hope the sea will be rough
sometimes, mother, so that the waves will rise high with a white fringe to them,
as they look in that picture in your bedroom?'
But the mother's heart, so sorely shaken by the tempests of life, was less
adventurous. An old petition she had somewhere read long ago rose in her
memory:
'Grant, O God, that this sea may be to us and to all who sail upon it tranquil and
quiet. To this end we pray. Hear us, good Lord!'4
Doris could no longer linger over her chocolate.
'It is right down to my little toes, mother--the gladness of going!'5 she said,
springing out of bed, and disappearing behind the pink chintz curtains that were
drawn round her plunge bath.6
Her mother had been so much better these last ffew days that Doris, with the
buoyant disbelief of youth in sorrow, had come to believe that the insidious
weakness which for some days had prostrated her was quite passing away. Mrs.
Murray was still very anxious, and Mrs. Challoner hopeful and uneasy by turns.
Shung-Loo, the faithful Chinese servant, said nothing, but was in these days
always hovering near his mistress. Shung was a marked personality in the Ouranie
household. His connection with the family began in a curious way. At seventeen
years of age he had been on the point of committing suicide at Canton, on account
of failing to pass a literary examination.7 He had been rescued by Mr. Lindsay, the
son of the British Consul in that city. Shung became the young man's personal
servant, and devoted himself heart and soul to his interest. He was equally
devoted to his late master's widow and daughter. He was now over forty years of
age, and his savings amounted to a sum that would keep him in competence in his
native land, to which he hoped ultimately to return.
Shung's wages were paid to him half-yearly--thirty pounds in six five-pound notes.
He did not like cheques, and Mrs. Lindsay indulged his prejudice. On receiving this
money, Shung would count it over carefully, fingering each note with respectful
affection. He would put the amount into a well-worn pocket-book, carry it about
with him, and put it under his pillow at night for a week; then he would bring it back
to Mrs. Lindsay, and ask her to keep it for him with the rest at six per cent. The
amount would be entered in his pass-book, and Shung would cover a sheet of
rice-paper with strange characters, making elaborate calculations as to the
increase which this new deposit made to his capital and income. Shung was, as a
rule, up to his eyes in work, cheerful, capable, and immovably calm. But at times a
great melancholy would steal over him. At such seasons, Mrs. Lindsay,
always a little apprehensive of that side of his character which had so early led
him to the thought of self-destruction, would urge him to return to his own
country.
'You have enough money now, Shung, and some of your relations are still living. You
will be able to keep a wife, and have a pretty garden and a rice-field of your own,'
she would say to him, and Shung would listen with a half-pleased, half-wistful
smile.
Who knows what visions of the Flowery Land,8 and of the almond-eyed little
Mongolian babies who might be born to him, visited his imagination? Yet, though
exile had for him something of that 'consumption of the soul'9 which takes the
savour out of life, his attachment to his mistress and his old home, and doubtless,
too, the fascination of rapidly accumulating capital, had always hitherto won the
day.
'When you and Miss Dolis go, then me go too,' he would say.
It was gnow arranged that he should accompany them to hFrance and then itake
ship from there to Canton.
He was pasting on labels and cording up boxes in the hall, when, at four o'clock on
that afternoon, Doris came to ask if there was not something she could do.
'Maman is sleeping now,' she said, 'and Mrs. Murray is near her, tacking a ruffle
round the neck of my travelling-cloak. Everything I begin to do someone else
comes and finishes it. Now, Shung, there must be something I can do?'
'Yes, Miss Dolis. You go out and take you walk lound Gauwali. Missee Challonel,' said
Shung, turning to the latter as she came into the hall out of the room she
occupied, 'you vely good, vely kind. Take oul young lady out to see big sky and
bilds. She not out all day; too muchee visitols.'10
Mrs. Challoner promptly responded to this appeal. It was true that on this last day
many callers had come from near and far. As Mrs. Lindsay could not be allowed to
over-exert herself, Doris had been much to the fore, and had not been out of the
house all day.
'I suppose that has hardly ever happened in your life before, except when
you had the fever,' said Mrs. Challoner as the two walked slowly round the lake.
'And once, two years ago, when mother was a little ill,' answered Doris. She stood
and drew in full breaths of the fresh air, which had in it poignant wafts of scent
from the wattle-trees that were now in full blossom on the border of the lake,
where they had been planted at intervals the year she was born. 'How strange it
will be at first,' she said, 'to be so far from our own birds and trees and sky, and
the great Silent Sea!' she added, looking towards the north-east, where, beyond
the wooded rises that surrounded Ouranie on all sides, the great rolling plain was
visible, which sixty miles beyond Buda turned into the arid Salt-bush country.
'Oh, my dear, the great sounding ocean will be much more entertaining than the
Silent Sea,' returned Mrs. Challoner; 'when you are fairly in that country, the gray
look of it, the thirst that never seems satisfied, and the awful quiet, seem to take
the heart out of you.'
They were approaching a slight rise which was crowned with a group of shea-oak
trees known as the Brotherhood.11 Spot coaxed his mistress to take a run with
him. When she reached the Brotherhood and looked eastward for a minute or two,
she gave a little cry of joy and danced halfway back to Mrs. Challoner, crying:
'Guess who is coming--guess before you look!'
'What a picture the child makes!' thought Mrs. Challoner, looking at her with fond
admiration. Hers was one of those rare faces never seen to such advantage as
under the searching light of day. The fresh air brought a warmer tinge of colour
into her cheeks, her great radiant eyes were sparkling; her eyelashes no longer
cast a shadow under them, the amber tint of her hair was intensified by the
sunlight. As she ran down from the Brotherhood on tip-toe, and stood on the
margin of the lake with its reeds and tall grasses, bending and murmuring in the
jbreeze with its wide, calm surface, absorbing the opulent afternoon sunshine, it
would seem as though there were some subtle affinity between her and these
wooing sights and sounds of nature.
'Who can it be?' said Mrs. Challoner with an answering smile, but regarding
Doris so intently that she gave little thought to her question.
'It is Kenneth Campbell, and he has a gray horse this time with Jerry. What can
have become of Rozinante?'12
It was the first question she put to the old man when they met.
'Rozinante kfell at the Mulga Ranges, Miss Dorrie, and I had to leave her. How do
you find yourself to-day, ma'am?' he said, standing with uncovered head as Mrs.
Challoner shook hands with him with the cordiality of an old friend.
Kenneth Campbell had been for fourteen years a shepherd on the Ouranie run,13
living most of the time entirely alone. Four years previously he had given up
shepherding, and bought a snug little farm in partnership with a younger brother,
but in a short time he wearied of farming. He bought a hawker's waggon, and
stocked it with religious books and publications, and returned to the district with
which he had been so long familiar, travelling in a very leisurely fashion from
station to station, and from one small township to the other.
There was something in his appearance that contrasted oddly with his nominal
avocation. He was tall and lean, with a narrow face and narrow, stooping
shoulders, on which a long gray alpaca coat hung loosely. He had a high furrowed
brow, a thin aquiline nose, long gray moustachios and whiskers, while his hair fell in
silvery locks on his shoulders. His whole face and bearing conveyed an impression
of refinement, even benevolence, though he had the indescribable air of one who
holds little communion with his kind; sometimes for days he would be silent as a
dumb man. At such times there would be a brooding, semi-prophetic look in his
large brown eyes, and in his face an air of abstraction as complete as if the world
and all that it contained were as remote from his thoughts as one of the fixed
stars. At other times he would be possessed by an irresistible impulse to give
expression to lhis thoughts, and he would do so with forcible nervous eloquence in
a soft, flexible voice, with that half-plaintive cadence which sometimes marks the
mutterances of Scottish Highlanders.
People said that his long solitude, and the mystical sort of books he read
day and night, had unhinged his mind; and there may have been some truth in the
supposition. It is certain that his most rooted and ardent ambition was to do good
to his fellow-creatures, 'to save souls from perdition,' as he himself would say,
though perdition and damnation with him meant moral evil rather than material
torments. With his bookselling he combined voluntary and unpaid missionary work,
holding impromptu services14 for station hands, splitters, miners and carters, or
neven a solitary shepherd or hut-keeper who was willing to give him a hearing. He
would on occasion take incredible trouble over some poor belated15 man who had
fallen a victim to evil habits in the isolated life of the remote Bush.
Mrs. Lindsay had from the first recognised the rare qualities of mind and nature
which distinguished Kenneth, and through her Mrs. Challoner had learned to esteem
him. He had been shepherding at Ouranie when she lived there, and since her
marriage she had seen him from time to time at her own home, and lately at othe
mine--always with an increased longing that he would settle down comfortably on
his little farm.
'You are just in time to see Mrs. Lindsay and her daughter before they leave,
Kenneth,' said Mrs. Challoner, after the first greetings were over.
'Yes, yes, but it little matters in our span-length of time whether we say
farewells. The great thing is that our spirits should meet at pa throne of grace,'16
he murmured absently.
Mrs. Challoner thought he looked thinner than ever, and as if more rapt in those
musings in which mundane events were but as straws in the balance; when thus
absorbed he would often lose all thought of creature comforts. It was many years
since he had given up animal food, and he seldom ate more than twice in the
twenty-four hours, his food consisting for the most part of a quart-pot full of tea
and a slice or two of damper--'qunleaven bread,'17 as he used to call it.
'I don't believe you have been well, Kenneth. Oh, I wish you would live on the farm
once more! We should all be more comfortable to think of you under shelter with
your brother than living this lonely life,' said Mrs. Challoner, her anxiety for him
increasing as she noticed the deep hollow circles round his eyes and the
nervous, fleshless look of his hands.
He was watching Doris as she skimmed rback by the water's edge, looking at some
water-birds that had newly arrived; but as Mrs. Challoner spoke he turned to her
with a kindling18 look.
'But why should not all friends be comfortable about me, dear Mrs. Challoner?
Death is the thing that the children of men dread most; and how many more die
safe and sheltered in their beds than elsewhere! Wherever we may be on this piece
of beguiling, well-lustred clay we call the earth, our lives must pass like
snow-water; and often it is better passed in the wilds than otherwhere.'
The old man's eyes glowed; his face lit up with a pale spiritual light. Mrs. Challoner
recognised that he was in one of those moods of exaltation in which the presence
of a fellow-creature roused him to utter some of the thoughts that had else
passed in smother.19
'A writer of the East20 says,' he went on, after a little pause, 'that there are
none happy in the world but beings who enjoy freely a vast horizon. And where in
all the world shall you find it so wide and clear as on the great Salt-bush plains?
There "like a man sbeloved of God"21 have I often stood at the dawn, and the earth
lay view beyond view, with tnot a tree, not a mole-hill to break the sight, and the
air as pure as if man was never created. Even in a region where there is no water,
no grass, where the uvery Salt-bush itself has withered, where the very scorpion
perishes, man, if so minded, can draw nearer to the Eternal22 than among throngs
of his fellow-creatures, eager to barter their immortal souls for the loan of a
piece of dead clay, for the painted image of a worm-eaten happiness--Esau's mess
of pottage.23 No, no; do not fear for me, dear friend. Lonely we come into the
world, recognising no soul, able only to greet; alone vmust we pass through the
Dark Valley.24 It is but fitting that between two such strange journeys, so
mysterious a coming, so solemn a departure, we should oftentimes be solitary.'
'Cowdie--Cowdie! come away and have a run with Spot, and tell him if you know
these waterfowls!' cried Doris, her clear, glad tones ringing across the
sombre utterances of the old shepherd like the wthrill of a bird heard in the
darkness.
Cowdie was Kenneth's collie dog, whose grandparents he had brought with him
from the rugged mountains of Argyllshire sixteen years previously. He was lying at
his master's feet with his head flat on the ground, showing the whites of his eyes,
as he glanced up now and then, waiting for his master's word of command.
'Go, Cowdie! go to Miss Doris,' said Kenneth; and the dog instantly responded to
the girl's call with the fleetness of a greyhound.
'Where were you last night, Kenneth?' asked Mrs. Challoner, anxious to divert
Kenneth's thoughts from what she felt to be a very melancholy, if not morbid,
groove.
'At the boundary hut--the one five miles from here, between Ouranie and Mr.
White's run--where I shepherded xmy line25 for nearly ten years. But all that time
nothing happened so strange as what took place last night. It was after ten. I was
reading in my waggon when all at once I heard a loud, sharp scream--the scream
of a woman.'
Kenneth paused, looking into the distance as if awaiting some approaching sight or
sound.
'And who was it, Kenneth?' asked Mrs. Challoner, with agitated interest.
'I am not quite sure, ma'am; but I will tell you all I know. As soon as I heard that
cry I ran to the spot it seemed to come from. Perhaps you know ythe stringy-bark
grows very thick round the boundary hut? I could see or hear nothing. Then I stood
and gave a long, loud cooey. As the sound was dying away, I thought I heard a
curious cry, as if one called and it was suddenly stopped. On that I began to search
again. I went round and round for more than two hours. Then I thought of stories I
had heard of strange creatures with strange cries in the Bush that white people
have never seen, and I tried to believe zit was not a human being. Yet I felt I was
trying to put a lie on myself. I went back to my waggon, but I could not sleep; so I
lit my little lamp, and read for some time longer. Then I got sleepy, and aaI
was just going to put out my lamp, when I heard bbthe sound of running--of
someone passing quickly with naked feet. I jumped up and ran out; I saw something
like shadows disappearing among the trees, one after the other. I did not know
what I ought to do. My lamp was burning, and I thought if it was one in danger or
lost he would surely make for the light. I turned up the cclight higher, and fastened
back the flap of my tarpaulin, so that the light would shine out through the trees,
and any creature lost or distressed could see it. I looked at my watch; it was one
o'clock in the morning. About half an hour later I heard voices; I went out, and two
men, spent with running, came up to me----'
'Two men?' said Mrs. Challoner, who was listening with painful intentness.
'Yes, two black fellows. One of them an old man, half naked, and bleeding from a
wound in his side; the other a younger man, one that I knew by sight--he worked
for some time on the Noomoolloo Station--Mr. White's, you'll remember. The old
man yelled out something in the native language. I only understood "nape," which
means wife. 26 Then the younger man asked me if I had seen any women. I told him
I had not, and asked him if it was black women he was looking for. He said one was
ddhalf-caste, the younger almost white, and both dressed like white women. Then
they said they must look in my waggon; I held the lamp, and let them search all
through it. The old man's wound kept on bleeding; now and then he wiped the blood
away with his hand, and he got it over his face. He was awful enough without that.
I have never seen anyone in the shape of a human creature so like what we might
suppose the father of darkness to be.'
'Kenneth, these poor creatures--do you think they were from Noomoolloo?' said
Mrs. Challoner hesitatingly.
'Ay, ma'am, they were the mother and daughter. Two miles from here I met a
boundary rider of White's, and he told me the poor half-caste woman and White's
daughter had run away two days ago for fear of being separated.'
Here Doris came tripping back, followed by the dogs, and the subject was
dropped. She and Mrs. Challoner returned by the path bordering the lake.
When Kenneth visited Ouranie, he always stopped at the house of Mr. Murray, the
manager. To get there he had to turn more to the west.
'Come in soon after you take the horses out, Kenneth,' said Mrs. Challoner in
parting. 'Mrs. Lindsay will want to talk to you for a little time, and she keeps early
hours just now. We want her to be strong and fresh for the journey.'
Kenneth promised to come early, and then slowly led his horses on their way. The
evil that is in the world, active and implacable, laying waste so many lives,
oftentimes weighed heavily on his mind, making his face sombrely earnest, with
something of a fiery eagerness, like one crying in the wilderness,27 and ready to
denounce a world ripe for judgment.
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A little time after the conversation between Mrs. Challoner and Kenneth Campbell
had come to an end, another encounter took place at Ouranie that afternoon near
the woolshed. Mr. Murray, the manager, was inspecting some repairs that had
been made to the pens, behind this building, when he saw a man riding up who
turned out to be Mr. White, of Noomoolloo. 'He has either lost a lot of money in
town, or one of his best horses,' thought Murray as he greeted his neighbour. It
turned out, however, that it was neither of these losses which gave so lowering an
expression to White's face.
'Have you seen anyone belonging to me about here?' he asked in a gruff voice
after dismounting.
'Do you mean man or cattle? I saw Crosbie----'
'No, Koroona and her mother.'
'You--you don't mean----'
'Yes, damn it, I do! They've cleared--run away--I believe they're somewhere about
here. They haven't gone to Buda nor to the siding.'
'Koroona out in the woods?' repeated Murray, with a sort of stupid unbelief.
'Yes, perhaps among the wild niggers that were on their way to the corroborree
near Wilkietown. Isn't that a proper sort of place for a girl with four silk dresses
to her back, who cost me nearly 100 a year at school for three years. And now
she's skedaddled with that half-caste old mother of hers! By the Lord----'
White was a man celebrated for the large and varied stock of sulphurous language
at his command. Murray waited with an uncommitted sort of expression till his
neighbour had finished cursing, and then asked:
'But why did the mother run away?'
'Because I told her she must clear1 next day.'
'Next day?'
'Yes, next day, yesterday, before I began shearing. Not to clear into the woods,
mind you--nothing of the sort. I was going to allow her thirty shillings a week as
long as she lived--and that's not for very long, if I'm not mistaken. She had a
cough, as I dare say you've noticed, that you could hear half a mile off. In fact, I
made sure she would have turned up her toes months ago.'
'And why in God's name did you think of turning her off2 just now?' said Murray
with a sombre light in his eyes. He was a big strong man with a weather-tanned
face, his hair and long brown beard grizzled with gray. He was undemonstrative in
manner, reticent, and rather taciturn as a rule. But he had strong sympathies and
an active imagination, and was as easily moved to pity as a woman, with the
difference that the feeling was intolerable to him if it could be translated into
action. He was well acquainted with the poor half-caste who had faced the perils of
the woods rather than submit to separation from her only child. As he recalled
her, with her timid eyes and shy, kindly ways, cut off from her own people, avoided
by others, her health ruined, meek and submissive always to this tyrant, who
talked of her more heartlessly than he would of one of his sheep or cattle, he felt
half choked with disgusted anger.
'Why? Just because I couldn't wait any longer--I've been on the loose too long. I'm
going to turn a respectable, God-fearing, top-hat man on the a25th of
September,3 at eleven o'clock in the morning, at St. Jude's in Wilkietown----'
'You are going to be married?'
'I am.'
'And not to Koroona's mother?'
White broke into a furious volley of execration.
'What do you take me for? Do you think I'd disgrace myself by marrying a woman
who is one-third a black lubra?'
'She's a jolly sight too good for you. She hasn't a vice more than any honest white
woman, except humility.'
'That's neither here nor there. I've got an income of 5,000 a year.'
'Let me tell you, White, that to have 5,000 a year isn't the whole art of being a
decent human being.'
'Now, gently, old man--gently; I'd put up with more from you than anyone
else in the district, for you've done me many a good turn. But I'm going to marry a
lady--you needn't screw up your nose like a colt in a halter for the first time--a
devilish good-looking woman, too, and a sensible one at that. She's been married
twice--the first time to a Church of England parson, the last time to a doctor.'
'Do you mean Mrs. Minkerton at Wilkietown?' said Murray in an amazed voice.
'I do; and though she's been married twice, I'm the only love of her life: think of
that, old chappie!--the only love of her life,' repeated White with a gratified
chuckle.
'Does she know----'
'Yes, I knew everyone in the district knows, and so I confessed to her. It was just
like a bit out of the yellow-backs.4 "Lizzie," said I, "I ain't good enough for you. I
haven't been quite as bad as most old bachelors; I've acted too much on the
square." By Jove! she forgave me before I half finished. I tell you what, Murray, a
good expression in the eyes, and 5,000 a year, go a good way with a woman of
sense.'
Murray gave a disdainful grunt, and made a movement as if to turn away. White,
as if not seeing this, went on:
'But of course she was jealous; she told me so plainly--ha, ha! We'd be ashamed to
confess that, you and I, Murray; but it's a quality in a woman--by Jove it is!
However, she consented that I should keep Koroona. Well, two nights ago I told
Jeanie. She stared at me a bit, but she took it very quiet.'
'Yes, she's had a good training in the way of taking things bquiet,' observed
Murray.
'Well, yes,' responded White, who seemed to take the remark as a compliment;
'whatever sort of woman I have in the house, whether black or half-caste or white,
I mean always to be the master. I gave Jeanie 40 in an envelope and told her to
be ready to start early in the morning, and that she cbetter say nothing to
Koroona. She seemed dto be a bit dazed, you know. Still, I thought she understood.
But enext morning they had both cleared.'
'And I suppose you think, if they had come here, I would give them both up to
you?' said Murray slowly.
'And wouldn't you?'
'No, by the Lord I would not, as long as I had the use of my fists or a stock-whip!'
cried Murray, with sudden savageness.
'You'd find yourself in the wrong box,5 though, if you tried to keep another man's
property,' retorted White, in rising tones.
'Property? Allow me, as a justice of the peace, to tell you that you dare not take
that girl from her mother.'6
Before White could make any reply to this, he caught sight of Kenneth Campbell
coming round the woolshed.
'I can't stand that lunatic at any price,' he said hastily, and, mounting his horse, he
rode off at a gallop. He was not the only man of irregular life in the district who
was apt to give Kenneth a wide berth. Probably this is as near as most preachers
of righteousness get to changing the lives of their erring fellow-creatures. But it
was not a mode that met Campbell's aspirations to do good.
'Ah! I wish you had detained yon poor, poor creature, Mr. Murray, till I delivered the
message laid upon me to speak to him,' he said, looking after the flying horseman.
'He isn't worth your powder and shot,7 Kenneth,' answered Murray.
The two men, who had become fast friends during the years that Campbell had
been a shepherd on the run, talked together for some time. Then Kenneth went to
see Mrs. Lindsay, as the sun was setting. He found her in the drawing-room on a
couch near one of the French windows which opened into the garden. A massive
jewel-case was fopen on a table near her, at which Doris was seated, turning over
the contents with Mrs. Challoner.
'Maman, why didn't you tell me before this you had a valley of diamonds in the
bottom drawer of your wardrobe?' said Doris, holding up a diamond bracelet to the
light--one of a set of very costly jewels.
'I had almost forgotten, dearie, I had these things; most of them belonged to your
grandmothers,' answered Mrs. Lindsay. Then she turned to speak to Kenneth,
asking him about his journeys, and what he had been doing since she saw him last.
There was a great sympathy between the two, and often when his voluntary
labours seemed to him a vain and profitless thing,8 Kenneth found consolation and
fresh encouragement in Mrs. Lindsay's words.
'Kenneth, you look very sad and worn,' she said, after talking to him for a little
time.
'Oh, it is well with me, dear lady--it is well with me,' answered Kenneth. 'I do not
expect my earthly pilgrimage to be a long one.' He avoided all mention of the
special matter which was just then weighing on his mind.
'Oh, what a perfectly beautiful ruby! Look, when I hold it up, maman, how it seems
to have a little crimson lamp in its heart!' said Doris, turning to her mother. Then
seeing she was absorbed with her old friend, she did not again interrupt their talk.
But Mrs. Challoner was ready with murmurs of admiration for every kind of gem
and fashion of setting. And so for some time the two currents of talk went on
near each other--the one full of artless enjoyment in the beauty and flawlessness
of precious stones; the other grave and solemn, yet penetrated with serene
hopefulness.
As the twilight deepened, Shung stole in noiselessly to light the candles. But the
light that came in through the open doors and windows was so soft and peaceful
that Mrs. Lindsay would not have it changed. A few minutes after Shung went out,
Doris, whose sight and hearing were preternaturally quick, looked out into the
garden with a startled air.
'No, it isn't Spot. I see he is lying on the veranda. But don't you hear a rustling
sound? gThere, Spot has noticed hsomething too.'
Doris rose as she spoke to look out; but before she reached the open window, one
came rushing in from the darkening garden--a young girl with torn clothes, with
blood on her hands and face, bareheaded, with her dusky hair blown about her
shoulders. On seeing Doris she gave a shrill cry.
'Oh, save me, save me! do not let them catch me!' she cried; and with that she
rushed in through the window--rushed in and sank down, half kneeling, half
crouching, at Mrs. Lindsay's feet. 'You will not let them come after me--oh, you
will not, I know! I know--everyone says you are an angel of goodness! And my
mother is dead out there where we were hiding in the woods.'
Mrs. Lindsay, white to the lips, and trembling violently, attempted to rise, holding
out her hands protectingly, while her lips moved as if in speech, but no sound came
from them. The next moment she had fallen back on the couch, blood pouring from
her lips. Doris was the first to see this, and her sudden cry of anguish, 'Mother!
mother! mother!' drew the eyes of the rest from the strange apparition of the
girl--young and slender, with scarcely a trace of the mixture of races in her veins,
who had thus suddenly flown out of the woods, crying for protection in her forlorn
state. Mrs. Lindsay became unconscious, and was inanimate so long, that they
almost gave up all hope she could ever revive. During this time of terrible
suspense when all the remedies they tried proved unavailing, and they awaited the
arrival of the doctor from Buda, expecting only that he ishould confirm their
worst fears, Doris did not stir from her mother's side. Mrs. Murray took away the
poor fugitive girl, whose frantic grief at sight of the mischief, which she thought
was entirely due to her action, added to the distress of all. It was Mr. Murray who
went for the doctor, driving a buggy and pair, so that no time should be lost if he
were at home. As Dr. Haining depended chiefly on his practice among the
squatters of the district, he was often absent from Buda, or, jas after a long
journey, his horses were so jaded that to undertake another with them was
frequently attended with undue delay. Nor, if the truth must be told, was Dr.
Haining's skill of the kind which is of the first consequence in any intricate or
subtle malady. But it was a relief kfor Mr. Murray9 to find him at home, and he
almost laid violent hands on the worthy old man to hasten his journey to Ouranie.
They reached it at nine o'clock at night, to find that half an hour previously Mrs.
Lindsay had shown symptoms of returning life. There was a faint sigh, a llittle
flutter of the eyelids, and mshortly afterwards she looked at Doris with a smile so
faint as to be almost imperceptible. But Doris saw it, and for the first time two or
three hot little tears came to her relief. The girl's moral courage and presence of
mind nwas a revelation to all. The doctor did everything that was in his power, but
he knew at once that there was little hope of recovery. He stayed at Ouranie for
three days. Late in the afternoon of the third oday an urgent summons
came for him to Noomoolloo. White, who had come to see Koroona at Murray's
house, vainly trying to induce her to return home, and assuring her that her
mother had been buried as expensively as any white woman, had gone away in a
state of considerable excitement. After getting home he was very badly bitten by
a large mastiff he was beating in a savage manner, for some real or imaginary act
of disobedience.
As Dr. Haining was going away, he stood for a little time talking to Mrs. Challoner
in the hall. Mrs. Lindsay had not been removed from the drawing-room, and Doris
was just then sitting by the bed, which had, under her directions, been placed
opposite the window that commanded her mother's favourite outlook--across the
shadowy flower-filled garden and the glancing expanse of Gauwari.
'Put it round at this side, so that mother can look out when she is getting better,'
she had said, in a low pfirm whisper, when they were arranging the bed. Mrs.
Challoner and the doctor exchanged glances, but they said nothing; and Shung, who
was engaged in arranging the bed, carried out this direction, and clung to the
reason with pathetic insistence. 'When Missie Lindsay bettel' was a phrase poor
Shung was never tired of using in the days that followed. And, as a matter of
fact, during these three days Mrs. Lindsay had recovered speech and full
consciousness. It was true, she was extremely weak. qThough the blood-vessel she
had broken was but a small one, the action of the heart, which had been seriously
affected for many years, was so defective that from time to time she had great
difficulty in breathing; but when these paroxysms were over, her face was
stamped with an expression of rapt and absolute peace, and often, when she
murmured a few words of meditative prayer, a smile that spoke of joyous
expectation would flit over her face.
When Dr. Haining was leaving her, he said something about returning soon again.
'Do not fatigue yourself for me, doctor,' she answered softly. 'I have everything
that I can want, and so many anxious to wait on me, especially this dear child of
mine.' As she spoke she stroked Doris's hand lightly.
As the doctor was going out, Shung glided in with his young mistress's hat and
gloves.
'Missy Dolis in all day,' he said, shaking his head gravely.
'Go, darling, out into the fresh air for a short time,' said Mrs. Lindsay. 'I feel a
little stronger just now, and I want to speak to you when you return. Tell Kenneth I
should like to see him for a few moments.'
Doris felt a strange oppression falling on her at these words. Her beautiful eyes,
so full of love and softness, expanded with a startled expression; but there was
also a look of intrepid courage on her face--the courage and devotion of a great
love, capable of rising above all thoughts of self. Only during the time in which her
mother had lain like one dead had Doris believed that her attack was fatal; and
after the first overwhelming sensation of entire loneliness, of helpless, despairing
isolation, as of a creature suddenly taken from under the measureless vault of
heaven filled with warm blue air, and thrust in a dark corner, between cruel bars,
an inexplicable composure came to her--a strong, unreasoning conviction that she
would not long survive her mother. Was it some undeveloped malady that lurked in
her system, or some strong obscure link between her own life and her mother's,
which lent such force to the thought, devoid of all fear and without a touch of
morbid self-pity?
But these thoughts and emotions vanished as quickly as they had come when her
mother recovered consciousness. From that moment Doris's mind was centred on
one object--to be well and strong, so as to be with her mother rin the day stime
when she was most awake. Each night tthe girl had gone to sleep quite early,
sleeping the profound sleep of a child uwearied with the long day, and rising early
veach morning, radiant and refreshed, coming into her mother's room with the
first sun-rays with a great bowl of freshly-gathered roses. Oh, how the gentle
happiness of her mother's smile as their eyes met suffused the girl's whole nature
with an ecstasy of gratitude, with an indefinable supreme sense of union, which
nothing could rupture! wThe look of conscious deep serenity on her mother's face
was to Doris a covenant and an assurance that all was well, and must continue so.
xOnly on the previous day, after recovering from a swooning feebleness which had
lasted longer than usual, Doris10 had noticed her mother's eyes resting on her
from time to time with something of solicitude--of anxiety. She had remained for
a long time motionless, yhands clasped, her lips moving from time to time, till she
fell asleep. After an hour she had awoke, a new radiance on her brow and in her
eyes. Something of the same look was on her face now, and yet her words zroused
a vague apprehension in Doris's mind. She lingered wistfully over her mother, with
those tender and skilful little touches which impart to pillows a new quality of
being at once softer and more supporting.
'Bring me a fresh story, Doris, about a new honey-bird or a fresh flower bursting
into blossom,' she whispered, as Doris kissed her hands.
The girl's eyes were suddenly dimmed as she went out. She opened the door
noiselessly that led into the hall. The doctor, with his back towards her, was
talking to Mrs. Challoner.
'You see, it isn't one thing; it is a complication. She cannot recover. I don't expect
that she can live more than a few days at the utmost----'
Warned by a sudden pressure on his arm, and a low 'Sh! sh!' from Mrs. Challoner,
Dr. Haining stopped abruptly. He would like to have retracted his words, or to have
offered some modifying explanation, when he saw that Doris had overheard him;
but her steadfast gaze disconcerted him.
'Were you talking of mother, doctor?' she said, in a very low voice.
'Oh, my poor dear child!' said Mrs. Challoner, putting her arms round her aaas to
ward off this great sorrow.
Doris slipped away without further speech.
'That child has wonderful pluck,' said the doctor, looking after her.
But Mrs. Challoner shook her head.
'I would sooner see her cry, and show more distress,' she said. 'She hasn't been a
single day or night away from her mother in her life. I don't know how she is to live
without her.'
On going out, Doris saw Kenneth Campbell reading in the garden, and went to give
him her mother's message. Then she went on to the rustic bench, near the
violet-banks, and for some time the thought of that incredible separation which
seemed to be drawing near bewildered and overwhelmed her. When she left the
garden the sun had already set; but the air was so clear and transparent that for
some time the light, instead of fading, mellowed and deepened, with reddish glows
from the western horizon falling upon the trunks of the trees, and then gradually
stealing upward to the topmost branches. Doris mechanically followed her
mother's favourite walk round the margin of the lake.
'She cannot recover.' The words kept weaving themselves into every bird-note she
heard, till gradually, as the twilight fell, the birds became silent. The honey-eaters
were the first to go to sleep; after that the tremulous calls of the shell-parrots
died away; later the chirping of the sparrows ceased, then the swallows' last
twittering. As the reflections of the trees in the water were merged in a confused
mass, the fairy carillons of the blue wrens were hushed; but the trills of the
reed-warblers among the tall sedges still went on, while the slender brown reeds,
and the dense clumps of ti-tree at the far end of Gauwari, began to be haunted by
the long-drawn, plaintive calls of the curlews1--one in the far distance answering
the others with a measured cadence that seemed to embody the very spirit of the
waning conflict of two lights. In that calm, brooding hour, when the dimness of
night is still in suspense, while the light of day is neutralized by the tranquil
twilight shadows--when even the steadfast trees that we know most intimately
assume a ahalf-mystic air as of beings from another sphere--in such an
atmosphere the heart is often lightened of its bmost importunate fears. It is as
though the mind became involuntarily conscious of the eternities to come,
immutably sealed with a peace which the darts of fate we now so much dread are
powerless to assail. Doris's companionship with nature had been too penetrating to
leave her in this hour of deepest apprehension. She had been too long and too
deeply moved by the sacred silent influences around her to stand in their presence
coldly wrapped in her own sorrow. Her tears ceased as she looked around,
suddenly pierced with the thought that earth and sky breathed the selfsame
peace which was imprinted on her mother's face. . . . Was that beloved mother
indeed to pass into the unknown realms which our Father keeps for His children
infinitely beyond the reach of earth's light and darkness? Looking up into the far
silent spaces of the sky, which was so immensely vaulted that it was as though
the immeasurable heavens had broken asunder to the highest, a great strength of
love nerved her afresh. She would not mar the beautiful serenity of her darling's
home-going by futile tears and repinings. Sorrow she must have, but she would
endure it bravely and alone.
She returned to the house to find her mother half sitting up and talking to Mrs.
Challoner, without any distress of breathing.
'Mother, you are a little better,' she said, her heart almost ceasing to beat with
the sudden shock of joy.
'Yes, dear; I am well enough to talk to you for a little. We won't have the lights in;
let us sit in the twilight . . . like old times.'
Mrs. Challoner left the two alone.
There was silence for a little time, broken only by the notes of a fantail in the
garden, who sang as if his small heart was too full of joy to go to sleep at his
accustomed hour.
'I thought they had all gone to sleep cexcept the little reed-warblers and the
curlews, mother,' said Doris softly; and the sound of her voice speaking steadily
gave the mother courage for her task.
'We have been very happy together, my child, . . . and now I fear you will grieve. . .
.'
'Do not be afraid for me, mother,' said the girl steadily.
'My dear one . . . you are going to be brave for me and for yourself. It is strange
how much we forget that it is only what we do not see which is eternal--that all
around us is a passing dream from which our Father one day in His love
awakes us.'
'You are going away from me, dmamma--away to the other home,' said Doris, with
a little catch in her throat.
'Yes, dearest . . . after you went out I grew heavy with care at the thought of
leaving you. . . . I feared for you in your grief and loneliness. . . . But as I looked
after you I saw how our Father had put His own seal on the whole world around
you, and I felt somehow sure that He would touch your heart also with the peace
which passeth understanding. . . .'2
'Oh, mother, was that why I could not cry any longer?' said Doris, in a low,
eawe-struck voice.
The mother's face was radiant. Her heart was full as she pondered over those
mysteries of the soul and miracles of nature for which our most ardent words of
explanation are clouds of enshrouding darkness.
'It will be well with the child.'3
She repeated the words over more than once with a rapt look in her face. Her
strength kept up wonderfully for some time longer. For nearly an hour she went
over many matters in detail with Doris regarding her future life--Mme. de Serziac
and her guardian, and the disposal of certain sums of money, and her wish that, if
Doris and Mr. Graham should at any time decide to sell Ouranie, Mr. Murray should
have the first offer on as easy terms as possible.
'I think that is almost all the business we need talk, Doris,' she said at the close;
'but there is one thing I should like you to decide for yourself, whether, after we
must part, you prefer to stay here till the Challoners are ready to take you to
Mme. de Serziac, or go on with Mrs. Challoner to Colmar? You would have your own
rooms, of course, with Shung to fwait on you and your horses to drive and ride.'
Mrs. Lindsay spoke a little hurriedly, fearing that this ruthless necessity for
realizing so closely the last strange farewell might press too heavily on Doris.
'I don't think I could bear to be here without you, mother,' answered Doris in a very
low voice, as she stroked her mother's hand in the old loving fashion. Then she
stooped down and kissed it repeatedly and passionately.
'Oh, mother, do you remember long ago, when I had gthe fever and used to dream
so often you had gone away to the East--to the Silent Sea?' she said, her tears
now falling in the dusk as fast as summer rain.
'Yes, Doris, I remember. And then you thought you had gone after me, and found
me; and for days, till the fever left you, you thought that was where we were. I am
going on a longer journey; but by-and-by, my child, when your work is done, you will
come too.'
'Oh, hmamma! mamma! if I could only come with you now!'
Then the mother spoke without tears or faltering of all she could do, of all the
duties that awaited her.
'When your loneliness presses hard on you, Doris, remember that I wished you to
work for others--that I wished you to have your share of all the duties and
sweetness of life.'
'But, mother, if I am lonely all the time and want to come to you with all my heart,
promise me you iwould not be vexed if I jprayed to our Father to take me to you.'
'No, darling, I kshould not be vexed,' answered the mother softly. She had faith in
the power of time to heal sorrow.
Then for a little space in the gathering darkness Doris did not try to check her
tears. So much she yielded to the cravings of the love that filled her heart and
had ever been the centre of lher life. But after that evening she regained
composure, and even cheerfulness. Henceforward to the last hour of her mother's
life these did not desert her.
Early in the morning four days after this, as Doris stood drawing back the
window-curtains, she caught her mother's eyes fixed on her in a mloving, long,
untroubled look. An unusual pallor in the dear face made her hasten to the
bedside. Half an hour later Shung-Loo glided in, bearing a tray with some little
delicacy to tempt an invalid's appetite. Mrs. Challoner was then in the room, her
face bathed in tears. But Doris met him and put the tray down, looking at him
strangely, saying:
'Oh, Shung, Shung, we cannot do anything for maman any more!'
She was dry-eyed, but the deep thrill of anguish in her voice made Shung's
pale-hued almond eyes very dim. Hitherto no crisis had arisen in the girl's life in
which Shung was unable to suggest some consolation, but he had too much of the
philosophy of life to attempt any now.
Nothing in the room spoke of death or nof sorrow. Through the owide-opened
windows the clambering roses hung in dewy clusters, white and mauve butterflies
hovering over them in the clear early sunlight. There were bowls of roses on the
mantelpiece; even on the little table close to the bedside lay a great heap of
pblush-roses,4 qof heliotrope, rof white lilac and a bunch of violets. 'Bring me some
of our favourite flowers out of the garden, Doris,' the mother had whispered less
than an hour ago. After bringing these in Doris had drawn the curtains back from
the open windows. And here now were the dewy flowers giving out their
penetrating fragrance, the hum of bees with their tireless industry in the garden,
and over all the warm, liberal sunshine. And in the midst, after days of absorbed
watching, of wakeful nights, of serene dawns, in which the loving spirit seemed
endued with fresh vitality, had come the moment of bitter severance.
For the first strange days, loneliness and sorrow, all thoughts of herself, were
partially lost for Doris in an overwhelming wonder, and a yearning stronger than
the instinct of life, to penetrate the inexorable veil which, in one supreme
moment, had been drawn between her mother's life and her own. That beloved
mother, that gentle, self-forgetting, heroic soul, to the last full of thought and
memory, and tender responsiveness to the lightest whisper of love! And then in
one moment she had passed beyond all intercourse and all knowledge!
'Oh, maman! maman! can I never know anything more of you as long as I live?' Doris
would say over and over again, regardless of everything around her in that one
engrossing thought. The waves were breaking upon the rocks afar, where she
could neither hear snor see them; ships were sailing across the seas to strange
lands; pictures that had been painted hundreds of years before were hanging in
closed chambers; choirs of singers separated by the whole length of the
world sang the same hymns in churches and cathedrals. All these, and innumerable
sights and sounds, though hidden and unheard, could be verified; but was there no
possibility of reaching the lives that had passed beyond our ken? How far beyond
the light of the moon and the wealth of the mid-day's sunshine and the torbit of
the planets was that unknown universe of the spirit-world? Or was it near, though
unseen and uunknown?
The first sight of the sea, to a boy who has Viking blood in his veins, brings
hitherto unknown emotions into play. There are vibrations in the waves which
awaken memories that have no part in his personal recollections. And so all
through our strange vhuman dramas, dim reminiscent pictures transmitted by
generations5 who have threaded their way through the short joys and wtragedies
of life, seem suddenly incorporated in individual experience, maturing the heart
and mind when one of the great touchstones of experience is reached. Then the
innumerable sources from which knowledge of life is consciously and unconsciously
drawn seem in one short day to give up their messages. The events that were at
the time hardly noticed, the news that was heard with wonder and straightway
forgotten, the broken scraps of conversation that awoke a vague mistrust, the
slow accumulations of perception and dawning instincts--all are suddenly
illuminated with this vital event that lays its seal on the world and redeems it
henceforth from the haziness of a dream and the misty disproportion of an
uncomprehended mass of details.
In the first days of loneliness, of separation that seemed too strange to be real,
Doris would take up one of her mother's xbest-loved books, and in turning over the
leaves with tender reverence, she would see a passage marked that seemed to
hold the whole history of her own loss in lines that long years before had told the
story of her mother's bereavement:
'Yet in these ears, till hearing dies,
One set slow bell will seem to toll
The passing of the sweetest soul
That ever looked with human eyes.'6
The strange story of human life, beginning in the mists of childhood, passing
beyond an inscrutable veil, repeated over and over from age to age, would at
times hold her spell-bound; and in the face of the universal history of humanity,
her own sorrow seemed to fall into a sober and ordered proportion. The restraint
that thought and a ywidening range of vision zputs upon all aapassion saved her
from any morbid feeling of revolt.
'If I cry, it is for myself, not for you, darling maman,' she would say softly under
her breath; and the mist of tears would be stayed by bbthe recollection of her
mother's face. The large serene eyes, the delicately-moulded features, the sweet
quiet mouth, with its wistful little smile, would rise up so vividly before her, that
grief would suddenly be checked by a feeling of incongruity.
'What is our life but a little span7--even the longest?' Kenneth would say,
lingering, during these first days, to give such stay and consolation as were in his
power. 'A little fever in the town, or thirst in the desert, or a storm in
mid-ocean--what are they but the messengers that are sent to summon us from
this vale of tears?'8
'Ah, but, Kenneth, it is a very beautiful world . . . and now, although maman is
gone, all these long years we were together--oh, how beautiful they were!'
answered Doris, shrinking instinctively from that austere contempt of the earth
and all its belongings which so often marked the old shepherd's utterances. 'Listen
to this that maman taught me to sing when I was quite little, Kenneth,' she said,
opening the piano, and striking a few chords; and then she sang, in a sweet, low
voice that gathered gladness as she sang:
'Plantons le mai, chantons le mai,
Le mai du joli mois de mai;
Et puis chantons quand on plante,
Et puis plantons quand on chante.
Le mai, le mai,
Qui nous rend le coeur gai!'9
'Ah yes, Miss Doris; yes, that is true. There is joy even in this life for the hearts
that are possessed by perfect peace.' Then in a lower voice he said, as he looked
at the girl's ccface: 'Out of the ddmouths of babes and sucklings Thou hast
perfected praise.'10
'I know that for some the world must be a terrible place,' said Doris, turning from
the open piano, and looking into her old friend's face with serious, wide-opened
eyes. 'Often I think of poor Koroona, who had to run away with her dying mother,
even out of her father's house.'11
In the midst of her sorrow this story had fastened on Doris with a new power of
interpretation. The thought of so much fear and misery, of familiarity with trouble
bitterer than the pangs of death, made her look back on her own secure and happy
childhood with a new power of observation. Her memory was stored with wide,
spacious chambers full of light and grace and protecting love. What an endless
store of days steeped in tangible beauty rose before her as she went from one
familiar spot to the other, trying to say farewell, yet vaguely feeling that they
would be with her when she went away as much as when she was in their midst!
She could not have put the feeling into words, but it was in her heart, that the
deepest reality of life had somehow gone from her, and that now the world and all
it contained was a little uncertain and unfamiliar, as if seen through some
softening medium like that of sleep, in which we see and hear and touch, and yet
are all the time remote from the objects of sense.
Yet eeday by day she was attending with scrupulous care to details that devolved
on her before leaving Ouranie with Mrs. Challoner. An old friend of her mother's in
town, one with whom she had become acquainted on her first voyage to Australia,
and to whom Mrs. Lindsay had left a small annuity for life, wrote to Doris pressing
her to come and stay in fftown till her friends, the Challoners, were able to take
her to Mme. de Serziac.
'Perhaps you would like it better, dear. I am afraid the Salt-bush country will seem
terribly bare and dry to you,' said Mrs. Challoner wistfully, after this letter had
come.
'No, dear ggMrs. Lucy, don't send me away. I know you better than anyone else
now. It does not matter so much about the country. . . . You know it is the
Silent Sea that maman and I talked about so often,' answered Doris.
The next day the drawing-room was to be dismantled, but Doris begged to have it
left just one day more as it used to be, and for one day more it was undisturbed,
filled with a dreamy wealth of flowers as in the old days; the windows wide open,
overlooking the hhgarden filled with all September's overflowing abundance of
bloom and perfume; the lake beyond, reflecting in its clear depths a few filmy
clouds faintly white and vaporous, as foam tossed from the crest of waves, iiand
everywhere there were the cries and calls of birds who had come back to their old
nests or were building new ones.
The twilight deepened, warm and fragrant, like a beautiful reverie between day and
night, and Doris stood for the last time in the old familiar room, going from one
spot to the other, looking at the books and pictures in the fading light; at the
cabinet, with its relics of the jjold aboriginal race12--shell-spoons, a chisel of
volcanic glass, necklaces made of small reeds and the stems of coarse grass cut
into lengths and threaded, a netted bag made from the stems of cotton-bush and
rushes, a message-stick, with close and involved carving--kkone that had once
passed from one tribe to the other as a signal of peace or war. From these
memorials of a vanished race Doris went, and stood looking for some moments at
a water-colour painting, in the foreground of which stood a dwelling, that had been
for many generations in her mother's family. It was a calm English landscape, with
wide, shadowy trees; a little white village in the distance, with a slender
church-spire rising from the midst; a blue-gray sky overhead, with a few red
clouds trooping into the west, while under foot llthe emerald-green meadows
starred with buttercups and daisies completed a picture mmof Old-World repose
and soft, cool tones. Often after days of intense heat, in which the very
atmosphere at Ouranie seemed to be on fire and burn with viewless flame, Doris
had watched her mother turn to this picture with a weary longing.
'Ah, darling mother,' she said in a wistful whisper, 'you were often very tired; but
now all that is over, and, if I grow very tired, I will come to you.'
Three days later Doris was in the heart of the barren landscape of the Salt-bush
country, where low desert ridges with rocky outcrops, and vast flat spaces of
sad, gray, creeping bushes, were outlined against nnan immense sky of deep
shadowless blue. It was a land so harsh and forbidding, so devoid of all charm, that
it seemed as if no tradition of human interest could cling around its vague
formless regions. But as the light of the first day faded, and oostars began to
glimmer in the clear topaz of the upper sky, Doris, looking westward, saw the long
a'rial line of the Euckalowie Ranges in the far, far distance, like a silvery
silhouette in the midst of the faint vapour that at times creeps over these
immense plains after sunset. The prospect restored to her the old picture of the
Silent Sea, and, like a home melody heard far from home, it brought her nearer to
the days whose memory now formed the core of her life.
a. half-mystic° ] half-mysterious E1
b. most] Om. Adl
c. except] but E1
d. mamma] maman Adl E1
e. awe-struck° ] awe-/stricken E1
f. wait] attend E1
g. the] Om. E1
h. mamma! mamma!] maman! maman! Adl E1
i. would] will E1
j. prayed] pray E1
k. should] shall E1
l. her] Om.* Adl
m. loving, long] long, loving Adl long loving E1
n. of] Om. E1
o. wide-opened° ] wide-open E1
p. blush-roses° ] bush-roses* Adl
q. of] Om. E1
r. of] Om. E1
s. nor] or* Adl
t. orbit] orbits Adl
u. unknown?] unknown? These and kindred thoughts filled Doris's mind in place of the sunbright
fancies of her untroubled girlhood. Her loss was one of those events which effect a sudden change in
one's conception of things and events. E1
As might be expected in an arrangement that had so many elements of inequality
and uncertainty, Miss Paget gradually found that the understanding which existed
between herself and Victor Fitz-Gibbon was beset with uneasiness. Her father had
a sort of constitutional aversion to young men, due, doubtless, to the long years
in which he considered his talents had been wasted in abortive efforts to sharpen
wits that, in most cases, it had pleased Providence to make very dull.
'My dear, don't you think that young man is rather more frivolous even than the
average aof his species?' he said one evening after Victor had gone away, having
'dropped in' for an hour's chat by prearrangement with Helen.
Miss Paget flushed, and a hasty answer rose to her tongue, for even a
dispassionate critic might consider the judgment unfair. Though it was true that
Victor was not deeply learned in any sciences, yet he had a quick and active
intelligence, was well-read for his years, and had an easy fluency of expression,
which sometimes bordered on eloquence when his imagination was touched. On
second thoughts Miss Paget smothered her resentment, and answered lightly:
'No, papa; I don't think so. I cannot even guess why you come to that conclusion.'
'He smiles far too readily. What was there in the latest method of disintegrating
nebulae1 to amuse one?'
'I assure you, papa, he was not disrespectful to the nebulae,' answered Miss
Paget, smiling as she recalled the little joke that had passed in an undertone
between herself and Victor while her father read one of his 'notes' on those
glowing masses of incandescent hydrogen which look like mere stains of light in
the sky. They ought not, perhaps, to have exchanged any words; but it is hard to
be kept among the stupendous mysteries of the solar system while so many
little earthly trifles have ban enchanting interest of their own.
The next time Victor paid an evening call he found Mrs. Tillotson in possession of
Helen. The lady lived near enough to Lancaster House to indulge in those
promiscuous and unceremonious calls which are the growth of a long-standing
intimacy. If Mrs. Tillotson's favourite shares went up with a bound or had an
alarming downward tendency, if she had an invitation to Government House and
felt uncertain which would be the most appropriate dress, if a mutual friend was
very ill, if her dressmaker had made an unconscionable overcharge--in a word, if
there was any news or no news at all to talk over, Mrs. Tillotson, cwhen disengaged
for the evening and knew that Miss Paget was at home, would drop in with her
favourite maid, who had a long-standing friendship with the Paget servants; and
mistress and maid would dhave a cosy chat that often lengthened into an hour or
two.
On this occasion Mrs. Tillotson had come to consult her friend on an important
point. Her only sister, married to a delicate clergyman, had thoughts of
accompanying her husband on a trip to Italy. The congregation were going to pay
his expenses; but as to ethat of his wife and two daughters, if they went, it could
only be fwith the help of some of their wealthier relations.
'Now, my dear, do you think that my means would justify me in presenting them
with a cheque for 500?' said Mrs. Tillotson solemnly.
As a matter of fact, her means would genable her to do so twice over without any
sensible diminution of her daily comforts. But though Mrs. Tillotson was a woman
of innumerable verbal enthusiasms, life was destitute of motives to make her part
with money readily.
'I should like to do it for the sake of Blanche, my eldest niece. She has a real
talent for drawing. My dear, you would be surprised to see some of her later work,
so full of soul, and very little touched up by Mr. Trim. He is a most capable young
man, and has a wonderful eye for genius, and such a sense of humour. Every
pupil taught by anyone else amuses him so much. He puts them back invariably,
but then he brings them on most rapidly again. He is delighted with Blanche's last
design for a pair of bellows; and, of course, the Old Masters and so on would be of
immense advantage to her. And, do you know, my dear, there's another thing----'
Mrs. Tillotson dropped her voice mysteriously, and drew her chair a little nearer to
Miss Paget, who was listening with a small portion of her mind, while the rest was
occupied with conjectures as to whether Victor would come soon, and, if so,
whether Mrs. Tillotson would express her delight at his having a friend like Miss
Paget, who was like a second mother to him!
'Of course, one doesn't like to be a matchmaker; but still, the other evening at
Maria's,2 when they were having a musical evening, I thought Victor Fitz-Gibbon
was a good deal impressed by Blanche's singing. Of course, it is early yet to begin
to think of his marrying.'
'Oh, not at all, Mrs. Tillotson,' answered Miss Paget, with a bright smile. The
thought of the numerous young ladies with whom Victor would come into friendly
contact did not invariably amuse her, but in this case she felt that she could
afford to be generous. 'You see, it is simply a question of means. Nearly all the
Crown Princes of Europe marry at twenty-one or twenty-two.'
'Well, my dear, he would be just twenty-two when they returned; for, if they all
go, they won't leave till after Christmas. And, you know, a girl coming back after a
year's absence----'
Mrs. Tillotson's confidences were interrupted by Victor's entrance. She gave a
flurried, conscious glance at Helen, and then, with ha tact that was her
prerogative, she exclaimed:
'Talk of an angel, and you'll hear the rustling of his wings!3 Do you know, my dear
Victor, Miss Paget was just saying that, as you have ample means, you would most
likely marry, like the Crown Princes of Europe, at twenty-one or twenty-two.'
'Really? Then I hope Miss Paget will be at my wedding if I am to be ranked with such
fortunate individuals,' said Victor lightly.
But Miss Paget, who was learning every nuance of his tones and expressions
by heart, felt that there was an inflection of annoyance in his voice--felt sure,
too, that Mrs. Tillotson's half-embarrassed, half-conscious manner would lead him
to suppose that she had been taken into confidence as to their semi-engagement,
though only on the previous day she had positively forbidden him to write to his
mother on the matter. Some further speeches of Mrs. Tillotson's, marked by the
same good sense, must have deepened this impression; for when Miss Paget next
met Victor, his first words were:
'Well, Helen, after finding your "habitual Providence" knew all about our affairs, I
thought I might tell the dear old mater, and I did.'
'Oh, the dreadful old woman! And she would stay till after you had gone, so that I
had no opportunity of explaining to you,' said Miss Paget, choking a little as she
spoke. She knew enough of Mrs. Fitz-Gibbon to feel very sure that her first and
last impulse, on learning that her handsome boy, with his newly-acquired fortune,
proposed to marry a woman so much older than himself, would be to throw cold
water on the project as much as lay in her power. 'Well, never mind, what must be
must be,' she added sombrely, finding some relief in that strain of fatalism which
sooner or later invades the consciousness of all who try to plot and plan ifor any
individuality beyond their own.
Victor had followed his first impulse in writing to his mother of the understanding
between himself and jher. If Mrs. Tillotson had not, in a manner, driven him to this
action, someone else no doubt would have done so.
In the meantime Mrs. Tillotson began to appear in so drearily objectionable a light
to Miss Paget, that she began to ask herself on what grounds their friendship was
really founded. 'An old friend of your dear mother's!' These were the words kwith
which Mrs. Tillotson had embraced Miss Paget, but not until after she had come
into lthe fortune of three thousand a year! An old friend of her mother? Yes; so
was that Mrs. Selway, who had on Helen's eighteenth birthday volunteered to bring
her out4 at a Government House ball in Sydney!
Oh, how well Miss Paget remembered every detail of that squalid 'coming
out,' which was burnt into her memory as with branding-irons! They were in the
mdepths of their poverty when the invitations came for this special ball to
Professor and the Misses Paget. It was a more than ordinarily brilliant affair,
because of the presence of some French royalties, and all Sydney was agog, as
only a strictly democratic city seems to have the secret of being when such an
affair is in the wind. Everyone was talking of it--those who had invitations and
those who had none; the tradesmen who were busier because the great ball was
coming off, and the tradesmen who had nothing to do with it.
'It is a pity we could not sell our invitations to nthose people who would give their
eyes to go,' said one of the elder Miss Pagets; 'the price they would give would pay
the oservant's wages and buy us new dresses all round.'
Then Mrs. Selway had dropped in--an old ancestral friend who somehow managed
to live luxuriously on a narrow income. She also had an invitation, but no excuse
for going, having just then no young relatives to chaperon.
'Couldn't Helen go?' she said. 'It is her eighteenth birthday too. It would be like her
coming out. Oh, poor dear! she ought to have a chance. I'll go with her myself
rather than that she shouldn't have the pleasure.'
After a little discussion it was decided that Helen should go. There was a gown
belonging to her eldest step-sister which, with a little alteration, was found fit and
proper for the occasion. It was a white Liberty silk, which, after being carefully
ironed, took to itself a lustre5 mendacious enough to deceive all but the eyes of
other women. At the last moment the fit was found a little defective, and pins
were used in a great hurry. One of them jagged Helen's shoulder cruelly, but she
endured it without wincing. The other part of the performance was pinfinitely
harder to bear. She had lain awake at nights sleepless with pleasurable excitement
in anticipation of this joy. And it resolved itself into sitting out nearly the whole
evening without qa partner--a pin lacerating her flesh! She longed to rshrink away
somewhere sin the darkness, but not until she had been twice in to supper
would Mrs. Selway leave the brilliant scene. The new Governor spent more than his
income in the discharge of his Viceregal duties, and the suppers at Government
House were then very good.
'Just the sort of thing Mrs. Tillotson would do,' reflected Miss Paget, as hazy
plans floated into her mind for relaxing the intimacy between them, and her heart
hardened with the half-vindictive feelings which reminiscences of the days of her
penury always brought to her. But it is difficult to devise a working scheme for
cutting an old friend who lives within sight of your chimneys. And, after all, Miss
Paget could not long keep a sense of grievance at an acute pitch. Only of late it
seemed as if one cause of tuneasiness had hardly passed away before another
arose.
It was in the nature of things that Victor's inheritance of a handsome competence
should greatly enhance his social value, and that he should be much sought after
for those amusements in which the distinctively youthful of both sexes play the
most prominent part. Thus at balls and amateur theatricals, in which he so often
took a leading rle, Miss Paget, when present, was for the most part a mere
spectator. When ladies at a comparatively early age begin to speak slightingly of
the commoner forms of amusement, they are apt to be credited with a more
enduring contempt of such pleasures than they really feel. Hostesses are usually
mothers, and readily resign themselves to the belief that a young woman who is by
way of being an heiress, and is still pretty and attractive, habitually despises
dancing. An eligible bachelor, on the other hand, can never hope to escape their
invitations unless he marries, or begins to attend week-night meetings of the
Salvation Army.6
Victor began by being very much disappointed when he went to balls and parties
and found Miss Paget so often missing.
'You ought to come, if only for my sake, you know, Helen,' he said two weeks after
they had landed from the Mogul. The words were sweet in her ears, and yet she
tortured herself with the question, 'How much does he really mind?' Victor had
been at a large party at the house of a mutual friend on the previous evening, and
had given a lively account of the affair.
'And were your partners very pretty and amiable, and nicely dressed, Victor?' said
Miss Paget, not making any direct reply to this assertion.
'Oh, they were very jolly, most of them,' he answered. 'But in the midst of it all I
would think now and then, "If only Helen were here! She is most likely alone----" '
'Or asleep. Didn't you think that I might be asleep, and dreaming I was with you at
Mrs. Purdie's ball?'
'Not at eleven o'clock.'
'Which was the only time you remembered me?' said Miss Paget, laughing.
'No; the time I thought of you most. What were you doing then, Helen?'
'Let me see. Papa stayed a little later than usual in the library, so I had the tray
taken in there with his whisky and Apollinaris,7 and I heard how the great dbcles
of the glacial epoch swept down the enormous dbris of the moraines into the
valleys,8 whose banks had been already eroded. What could be more fascinating?'
'But, Helen, you must find it dull. I know it is awfully good of you to devote
yourself to your father as you do, but, you see, you can't do it always; and
couldn't one of the maids see to the tray if you were away?'
'But she wouldn't care to hear about the dbcles,' replied Miss Paget, smiling.
Then she asked Victor how he was getting on with his uncle in the warehouse. The
young man's face clouded a little, but he answered lightly:
'Oh, like a house on fire--that is, I'm the house, and uncle puts me out at least
twenty times a day. Perhaps it's mostly my fault, but if it is, I had no idea I was
such a cross-grained brute. I was copying out an indent the other day--but there, I
won't inflict such stuff on you.'
'But I'm interested, Victor.'
'And, faith, I'll keep up your interest by not going too much into detail,' he
answered. 'There is nothing more tiresome than relations who quarrel, except
relations who admire each other. Uncle Stuart and I will never be tedious in the
last way. Helen, I think I'll be off to the Bush for a few months, if any decent
excuse offers itself. After all, we see very little of each other. What
between your "habitual Providence" and--by Jove, that's her ring now!'
It was shortly after this conversation that Miss Paget, in the half-careless way in
which a well-bred woman can put a request without making it, said to one and
another of her party-giving friends:
'Do you know, I am suffering under a revival of folly. I got quite fond of dancing
once more on the Mogul, but my friends keep on giving me credit for being quite
beyond caring for the sound of dance-music.'
Very soon Miss Paget had as many invitations to balls, dances, and even informal
hops, as the youngest debutante could desire, but in a uvery short time she felt
convinced that it would be vdoubtful policy for her to resume such gaieties
seriously. She was constantly comparing herself with the youngest and
lightest-hearted of the girls around her--constantly thinking how the record of
her twenty-nine years, of her buried embittered youth, was wall thrown into
clearer xrelief when she stood near Victor, with his laughing eyes, and unlined face
flushed with the bloom of early manhood.
'A dear old thing, isn't she? And fancy taking to balls and dances now, after
despising them so long!' she overheard a girl say to Victor one evening, and she did
not doubt that the words were meant for her ear, for Victor had been teasing her
for more dances than she could give him; and the speaker was one of those young
ladies who do not scruple at times to show a marked preference for the men they
consider most eligible. 'A dear old thing!' The words stung her, while she despised
herself for heeding them. She noticed that for the rest of the evening Victor
carefully avoided the girl guilty of the impertinence, and her heart throbbed with
gratitude for his unflinching loyalty to her. But she knew well the more he
exhibited any feeling beyond the courtesy of casual acquaintances, the more
tongues there would be to wag in a chorus of wonder and scorn and incredulity.
They met next day at a garden-party, and Victor taxed her with keeping too much
out of his way. Her father stood near, speaking of some new astronomical
discovery. Miss Paget and Victor moved a little away.
'For my part, I shall never believe in astronomers,' she said, 'till one of them
demonstrates how the earth came to be the parody of a forgotten planet.'
'A parody?'
'Yes, where the connecting-link between people and their proper destiny is left
out.'
'Helen, how dare you be inventing melancholy on such a day as this? Look at those
roses, and the sea beyond the trees, and the chickens of the Madonna9 singing
little hymns all the time, and me by the side of you. What do you want that you
have not got?' said Victor, turning on her with laughing reproach.
'Youth--youth--youth!' were the words that rose to her lips with a passionate
longing to utter them; but instead she said, with a careless smile: 'Oh, just a
guarantee from fate that I shall always walk the stage bombarded with bouquets.'
'To the sound of melodious orchestral music?'
'Yes, kept out of sight so that I may not be offended by the scraping of the
fiddle-bows. Joking aside though, I do often think that life is more like the skeleton
of a pantomime than a play, though your poets are so fond of comparing the world
to a stage.'
'My poets! aren't you falling in love with any of them on your own account, Helen?'
Miss Paget shook her head with a slight smile. Books had never been much to her.
As for the poets, they seemed to her to be always attitudinizing--inventing words
for imaginary yraptures, and emotions that entered little into real life. They wrote
endlessly about constancy, and yet they generally ended by making love to other
men's wives, though they seldom indulged in the practice to their own. Nature, too,
was little to her beyond a setting which, apart from cultivation, had either too
many trees or too few--always some quality in excess that a little repelled her.
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A few days after the garden-party Miss Paget wrote a note to Victor telling him
that she had finally decided not to go out in the aevenings henceforth except when
her father went also. 'I have just sent an excuse to the Masons,' she wrote, 'and it
has occurred to me that you might wonder I did not turn up. I have, however, made
an arrangement by which I think we can always be sure of seeing each other, at
least, on Saturday bevening. I have engaged Mrs. Tillotson to lunch and spend the
whole cof the afternoon of that day with me each week.'
For a short time Miss Paget felt sure she had done wisely in returning to her
normal mode of life.
'It is very good of you to give up so much, Helen, without even a murmur,' Victor
said admiringly.
'Poor papa, it is too bad to make a cat's-paw1 of him like this! He hardly knows
whether I am in the house or out of it after dinner dif we are alone, unless he has
mislaid a dictionary,' thought Miss Paget. But though she did not enjoy the deceit,
her eyes brightened with pleasure at Victor's quick appreciation of her supposed
unselfishness.
'Fortunately, papa is fond of the theatre, and we are to have some good opera
comique2 soon,' she said. 'Oh, the joy of looking at pink-silk bodices instead of
watching old gentlemen dining; of seeing prettily-painted creatures giving joyful
hops instead of retailing washed-out moralities!'
Victor came much oftener than the appointed Saturday evenings. Miss Paget's
vivacious talk, her enthusiasm as to all he did or said, proved a centre for his
thoughts. Events acquired an added interest for him from the charm of reviewing
them with her. She was never difficult or exacting with him. She was emuch above
the average run of girls he met, in intelligence, tact, and insight; there was
a subtle flattery in the thought that she so highly prized his companionship. Her
influence over him was so largely of the moral kind, that it was in reality increased
by the thought of her renouncing the more seductive dissipations of society, so
that her duties might be more loyally fulfilled in the quiet seclusion of home.
But gradually the underlying strain of falseness in their relationship weighed on
Miss Paget's mind. She was conscious that she measured her words, modified her
judgments, exaggerated her likes and dislikes--in a word, that she assiduously
toned her mind to suit his. She knew that a part of her character was entirely
shielded from his observation, that his estimate of her was in many respects
falsely favourable, and that she could not trust his love to let him see her as she
really was.
'You are always so cheerful, Helen,' he would say. 'I think it must be the people
who are constantly going to parties who get so awfully stale and dull.'
'Ah, you think I don't depend on outside things for amusement; but I do.'
'As, for example?'
'The solemn old dinner-parties, two hours long; the musical assemblies, where the
youngest performer is a cracked piano that came to South Australia with the first
pioneers----'
'And don't forget the scientific conversaziones, where the aboriginal skulls are
handed round,'3 said Victor, entering into the humour of the thing.
'Yes; and the skeletons of rare beetles, which take away one's breath with love
and admiration.'
They both laughed, and then Victor said, half ruefully:
'Just the very things to which people never think of asking me.'
'No, my dear boy, you would be quite an anachronism there. People would begin to
ask how you came to wander so far out of your own century.'
When Helen spoke like this, Victor felt how transparently sincere she was; how
little she shrank from dwelling to him on their disparity of years, which other girls
would have done their best to ignore.
But while outwardly, and always in Victor's society, Miss Paget had more rippling
spirits, and seemed younger than was her wont of old, she secretly often fell into
a nervous, morbid, anxious habit of mind, in which she seemed constantly
to be waiting for news of disaster. If she was longer than usual in seeing Victor, if
business or social engagements obliged him to hurry away after coming, if he
appeared to be more thoughtful or in higher spirits than usual--all formed a
subject for surmises, for doubts, for sickening apprehensions. How could she tell
when the hour might come in which the invincible fascination of youth--the dewy
April charm of a girl of sixteen or seventeen--might lead him to perceive that his
Mogul proposal was a boyish freak cunningly encouraged? She knew that to see
him, to be near him, to find his eye resting on her, to feel the pressure of his
hand, the touch of his lips, made the blood in her veins course with strange, sharp
tremors as if of imprisoned flame. It was like a revelation of what life really
meant.
Yet all the time she fknew also that his feeling for her was essentially different.
She made no illusions for herself on this point. Her great and only hope was that,
as time went on, his frank, affectionate nature would gradually root itself in his
attachment to her till it became a bond strong enough to weather all the storms
and chances of life. But to have time granted to one--is not that the supreme gift
invariably denied, the supreme denial that turns a possible victory into the most
disastrous of failures?
In the midst of Miss Paget's ceaseless turmoil of hopes and apprehensions, a day
came on which she seemed to find all her fears verified.
'By the way, have you heard, Helen, that Florry4 Mason and Victor Fitz-Gibbon are
evidently falling in love with each other?' said Mrs. Tillotson, looking up from a
hideous Afghan blanket she was tricotting5 for some bazaar.
Miss Paget could never recollect what reply she made, but doubtless it was found
satisfactory by her good old ancestral friend, who never went about without a
packet of leaflet tracts6 and a large pouch of gossip, more or less inchoate.
She rambled on with divers other morsels of intelligence till her carriage--which
had been resumed once more owing to a brilliant rise in silver shares7--called to
take her to some charity meeting in the city.
Miss Paget sat for some time overcome with a confused agitation, hardly knowing
what thoughts passed through her mind, the first coherent one of which she was
conscious being: 'It is only what I have been expecting . . . and after a little I shall
feel, perhaps, that gis a relief.'
In the meantime she was stricken with a sensation of ha dull, physical prostration.
She went to the window and involuntarily pushed it open, feeling that the
atmosphere had suddenly grown very heavy. There were swallows wheeling over
the fountain opposite, darting down to the water's surface, and then taking short
flights into the air, their clear twittering notes filling the whole atmosphere. An
Ophir rosebush near at hand drooped under a cataract of burning buds8 and early
opening petals. In the near distance the city lay fringed all round with the wide
shadowy park-lands.9 To the east the hills, in softly curved folds, rose in the blue
air, their slopes sprinkled with houses gleaming whitely in the midst of wide
vineyards, orchards, and gardens, all bathed in the warm, still sunshine of a
cloudless September day.
'It is all very peaceful and beautiful. How much there is in the world one might care
for!' Miss Paget said to herself, as she looked at the scene. Then she sighed, a
short, half-sobbing sigh. 'Am I going to cry?' she said half aloud, as if there were
someone near whose presence would save her from such imbecility.
At that moment a messenger came from her father, and she hastened into the
library.
'Helen, do you know anything of the second volume of my new Greek Anthology?10
Then where can it be? I want to look it up. I am not sure, but I strongly suspect
that my old friend Codrington has treated an amphimacer as a dactyl.11 It is hard
not to be able to consult anyone on a point like this. Can anyone tell me why a man
like Asterisk is called a professor of dead languages?'
'Unless it is, papa, that he sometimes wears a hood, and has, perhaps, cut open a
toad,'12 answered Miss Paget, a suggestion which pleased her father.
After sundry tomes and magazines had been turned over, the missing volume was
discovered. While searching for it, Miss Paget suddenly thought that, of all the
people she knew, no one retailed more baseless tales than Mrs. Tillotson.
She would not believe this. And yet again, as she mused over the past two weeks,
a hundred confirmatory proofs rose up. How very often of late had Victor been at
the Masons' house--how often had he spoken of the family! Miss Paget, hardly
knowing what she did, seized a pen, and for the first time in her life gave
expression to the tremulous, all-absorbing emotion with which this love had
flooded her life. Swift as the swiftest sea-swallows thoughts came to her. . . .
Never, never before had the flower of vivid, adequate expression come so fully
within her range. When she finished, she resolved to deny herself to Victor till he
wrote to say this letter had reached him. She sealed and addressed it, then stared
at it for a few moments and tore it into tiny fragments. No, never would she so
humiliate herself for the sake of any human being, or any possible happiness!
At half-past eight there was a ring at the hall-door. Miss Paget felt as if her heart
were beating in her ears when she saw Victor entering. Had he come to tell her?
'Helen, you are not well,' he said, holding her hand as he looked into her face. He
was in evening dress, and looked so young and light-hearted, istrong and well, it
seemed as though his mere presence should give the lie to fear and gnawing care.
jBut it did not.
'Oh, it is only my throat that is a little queer,' answered Miss Paget.
At the moment it was true, for she felt a dry, convulsive motion in it, and her
voice sounded a little hoarse. Victor was all concern.
'Very likely you have been reading aloud to your father half the day?' he said a
little reproachfully.
It darted through her mind like a sting that the picture limned of her in the young
man's mind was much more beautiful than the reality. For a moment she felt as if
she must tell him all--her corroding fears, her miserable little subterfuges. But
she managed to keep herself in hand.
'I have read very little to-day,' she answered; 'nothing, I believe, but an awfully
stupid little story in a book I happened to pick up.'
'May I hear what it was?'
'A mere nothing about an old French duke who had been very much in love, and
then got very much out of it, and told the lady so, giving her at the same time
very good advice.'
'He must have been a magnanimous child of nature,' said Victor, laughing. 'What
could he find to say?'
'Oh, he said, "We loved each other once, but now it is quite over. Believe me,
constancy is a very tiresome and a very doubtful virtue. It is much better to
forget things when they are once done with. This is a very pretty little dog13 of
yours. Who gave it to you?" '
'Oh, he was jealous of her! Mind, you are never to take a little dog from anybody
but me, Helen,' said Victor.
How buoyantly he laughed! After all, there could not be a shadow of truth in the
Tillotson story. He would not meet her eyes with such frank good-will if there
were. He was on his way to a musical evening at a house not far off. He meant to
come earlier, so as to be able to stay longer; but he had been kept at the office,
going over miles of figures with his uncle. When leaving, he expressed a hope that
he should see her at a private dramatic entertainment at the house of the
Masons. She had accepted tentatively for herself and her father. But she did not
know till the curtain rose who the dramatis personae were.
It is well established that no drama can have the distinction of being performed by
amateurs unless it has a rejected and successful lover. It seemed equally
established just then with some of the people who went in for such
entertainments in Adelaide that their success hung on securing Victor for the
rle of the triumphant lover.
'Nature moulded him for that part,' was the verdict of a young married lady, who
seemed to cherish a conviction that nature had, with equal benevolence, designed
herself for the part of the young woman who is agreeably harassed by rival
suitors. But on the present occasion this rle was sustained by Miss Florry
Mason, whose name had been coupled with Victor's by kMiss Paget's friend on the
previous day. . . . Yes, she was very young, and often very pretty, with that
sparkling, irregular kind of prettiness that is far more dangerous than beauty of a
more refined and classic type.
The play began with an amusing scene of a misunderstanding and a gradual
reconciliation between the young lady and Victor. They both acted with great
verve and an absence of the stiffness that so often renders amateur actors so
pathetic a failure.
'What a charming pair of lovers they make!' was whispered on all sides.
Mrs. Tillotson, nodding and smiling, made her way to Miss Paget between the acts.
'You see, my dear, it is as I told you,' she whispered.
In the enthusiasm of watching a love affair in its nascent stages, the good lady
had quite forgotten her vague hopes regarding the niece whose designs for bellows
were to be so much elevated by a study of the Old Masters.
Miss Paget gave an answering smile, and said they were just the right age to play
at being lovers without lbeing ridiculous. To others who hinted and speculated in
the same vein she made replies equally nimble and indifferent.
She found it an interminable evening. Now and then she had a little sensation of
giddiness, as if she were clambering over places with insufficient foothold. But she
chatted and smiled, and looked grave and arch, amused and sympathetic, quite at
the right moments till the close. . . . She recalled posters she had seen on an old
carved gateway at Cairo, announcing the arrival of some jugglers in big scarlet
words that were specially eloquent as to the 'excentricits ariennes par la jolie et
l'innarrable equilibriste Mlle. Cardinale.'14 She felt as if she were a second Mlle.
Cardinale, but, fortunately, without any audience beyond herself.
She told her father he looked fatigued. He admitted feeling so, and their carriage
was ordered early. Victor overtook them in the hall.
'You are going, Helen, and I have not even spoken to you,' he said in an undertone
after he had shaken hands with her father.
'Oh yes,' she answered, smiling, but there was no mirth in her eyes. 'All mthese
pretty speeches you made as the Romeo of the play--I took them all to myself.
Was I very silly?'
Despite her smile and the studied carelessness of her words, there was a
strained, hard ring in her voice, and Victor regarded her with a
half-puzzled, nhalf-inquiring look.
'Will you be at home to-morrow evening?' he said, as he followed her to the
carriage. 'Then may I come for an hour or so? Thank you so very much!'
When he came, the first thing he spoke of was a letter which had reached the
office that morning--the unexpected resignation of the purser15 at the mine in
which he was now largely interested. Mr. Stuart Drummond was chairman of
directors, and one of his clerks acted as town secretary.
'So here's a chance for me to go into the Bush, Helen. Shall I go to the Colmar
Mine?' he said, half jestingly.
Her heart leapt with a quick sense of deliverance at the thought. . . . Oh, if Victor
were only safe in the social isolation of such a place for the next two or three
months!
'The Colmar Mine! Where is that?' she asked, to gain time while she debated with
herself what would be the best grounds on which to urge his departure.
They looked up a map of South Australia, and he showed her whereabouts in the
midst of the Salt-bush country the Colmar reef stretched for miles from east to
west. They both looked at it, neither of them speaking for a little.
The evening was warm, and the doors and windows were wide open. In the distance
rose the shrill whistle of oa railway train; nearer at hand the rumble of tram-cars
and the roll of carriages. And in between these common sounds of a city stole at
intervals the long-drawn, plaintive calls of a curlew from the midst of a bosky dell
of weeping-willows on the banks of the Torrens.
'Wouldn't it be dreadfully dull for you if you went there?' asked Miss Paget slowly.
'If I were it would be a new sensation; and you know you told me once on the Mogul
that was one of the elements of happiness,' he answered, smiling.
'Did I? I knew nothing about it then,' replied Miss Paget half bitterly, as she
realized how the new sensations of the past few weeks had robbed her of all peace
of mind. 'And you would have to rough it a good deal,' she added, after a pause.
'Not very much. It would be a half-and-half sort of arrangement, without the joys
of society or the bliss of lawlessness. That's one reason why I didn't take
so very kindly to the thought of going--that and Uncle Stuart's anxiety that I
should take the billet16 for a couple of months. Now you see, Helen, what a
cantankerous Irishman I am.'
'And the parties and amateur theatricals, don't they count, too?'
'Ah, yes. By Jove, if I go, Miss Mason will have me drawn and quartered! We were to
give three representations of the "Old Story"17 in the next two weeks in aid of
some charities.'
Miss Paget would not trust herself to discuss Miss Mason's view of the case.
'You would sooner go ptravelling about in the woods?' she said slowly.
'Oh yes. The travelling and camping out and cooking are qall so jolly! Did you ever
eat potatoes roasted in their jackets in hot ashes?'
'No, never.'
'Then, Helen, you don't know how really heavenly-minded a potato can be. And the
teals cooked between red-hot stones in a hole in the ground, and the waking up at
night with the stars shining through the gum-tree overhead, making their nightly
procession across the sky, and all sorts of mysterious sounds in the woods! That
curlew--do you hear her?--brings it all back to me--the vacations we used to
spend hunting on the Murray.'
As Victor listened to the soft wailing notes a strange and sudden sense of
disappointment fell on him. Fortune had smiled on him far beyond his expectations
in those boyish school-days not long gone by, and he was an affianced lover, for so
in honour he considered himself. But what was it that had escaped him? what
inexplicable charm had eluded him? A lover!--and accepted! The bare thought used
to agitate him with shudders of vague delicious expectations, and now it was all so
calm, so matter-of-fact. Was it the sobering influence of property and of being
nearly come of age?
Unconsciously he was overtaken by one of those brief, wistful reveries that come
alike to age and early youth. Age, with its fatigue and ennui, its weariness of
disillusion and wasted effort, its growing indigence of feeling and of the springs of
action, takes refuge in memories of that vanished springtide when none of
the daughters of music were laid low.18 Youth, with its keen, unworn senses, with
its capacities of sensation deeper than the source of tears and laughter, vibrating
to the verge of pain to all the mysterious calls of life, finds in such reveries a
foretaste of the thrilling adventures, prophesied by the fulness of life that throbs
in its veins and fancies.
Miss Paget saw the look of dreamy absorption in Victor's face, and the words
'evidently falling in love' came back to her like a ghostly warning.
'One sees that you have made sonnets of it all before now, Victor,' said Miss
Paget, uneasy at this lapse of sequence in their talk.
He did not repel the insinuation. Indeed, it was over some of his boyish verses that
their comradeship on the Mogul had first taken a tenderer and more confidential
tinge.
'I think one gets rather sick of so much town,' he said, with a short, half-checked
sigh.
'Well, if my wishes have weight with you, I say go to the Colmar Mine.'
Victor looked a little taken aback at the calm seriousness of Miss Paget's manner.
She went on in the same earnest tone:
'I have been thinking for the last week or two that our months of waiting would be
a more real probation if you went quite away.'
'You would really like me to go, Helen? Then that decides the matter.'
Victor closed the atlas, and stood up; strode to the open window, and then back to
Miss Paget's side. The prospect of plunging into a new mode of existence had in it
some undefined element of relief.
'I'll take a hammer or two and go prospecting till I discover a new gold-mine. I'll load
you with barbaric crowns of unalloyed metal when I return, Helen,' he said, with
boyish glee. 'The greatest drawback is that Uncle Stuart will be pleased at my
going. I wonder what the mater will say?'
As for Miss Paget, she was so deeply moved that she could not at first trust
herself to speak. She was overcome with a feeling of relief and thankfulness at
this unlooked-for solution of the miserable and humiliating state of anxiety and
unrest into which she had fallen. She despised herself for it, and fought
against it all the time, but unavailingly. She had told herself that she should in
reality covet every opportunity of putting Victor to the test of changing. But
though she still retained the power of seeing things as they were, she had lost
that of being dispassionate, or acting sincerely. She had gone on her way so
placidly--with so cool and conscious a self-possession--all these years. The
nearest approach to love-making in her life hitherto had been a few sober
proposals of marriage from middle-aged men. They made her smile--the idea of
people at their time of life risking their peaceful solitude by imitating the squires
of rtroubadour songs. But no, they had no thought of emotion; it was rather the
prudent union of two sufficient incomes that had fired the imagination of her
elderly swains. . . . And now in the midst of her assured tranquillity she had been
suddenly snared. It seemed as if her limits in the range of other emotions, and
those biting memories of an unhappy, loveless girlhood, all combined to make her
cling to this one passionate affection with a vehemence which held her will and
judgment in subjection.
Her voice was a little shaken, but sMiss Paget smiled as she said:
'But though your uncle may be pleased, some others will be sorry. Remember, Miss
Mason----'
'Oh yes! Can you keep a secret, Helen? That young lady is to be my sister-in-law.
Lance has proposed, and is accepted. They are waiting for her father's consent.
Lance doesn't expect the paternal blessing till he gets a rise tin his salary.'
'Oh, really!'
uThat was all Miss Paget's response to the news which scattered her worst fears
to the wind. But she did not regret having helped Victor to decide on going to the
mine. Still less so, when, vtwo days before he left town, her father suddenly
resolved to go to Colombo to meet an old friend there, who had been ordered by
his doctor to leave England for a warmer climate.
'Perhaps we may bring Professor Codrington back with us, Helen,' said her father.
And when Miss Paget made some rather irrelevant reply, he said, in a
somewhat severe tone:
'My dear, I presume you are aware that he is the greatest living authority on
classic metres?'
This information Miss Paget duly communicated to Victor when he came to say
good-bye.
'Well, don't you let him present you with a little dog, else I'll be making speeches to
you on the wisdom of forgetting things,' said Victor gaily.
Then he kissed her and went away. When she was alone Miss Paget crouched down
as if strength had suddenly departed from her.
'But I will retain the command of myself,' she murmured brokenly.
And she registered a great vow that, come what might, she would not, till the
period of probation was over, betray the strength of the passion that had
mastered her nature.
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The Colmar Mine is three hundred miles to the north-east of Adelaide, in the
Hundred1 of Colmar, in the heart of the Salt-bush country--a far-reaching
district, known variously according to local variations as the Salt-bush Wilderness,
the Dwarf Desert, and the Waterless Country. But by whatever name it may be
familiar before it is seen, the region transcends in uncompromising bareness any
mental vision that may be evoked by its names.
A wilderness calls up a sombre uninhabited country; a desert, land that has never
been tilled; while waterless country is in itself a description of parched-up
barrenness. But a wilderness may have luxuriant herbage. A desert may consist of
leafy scrub or shady forest.2 And a land in which rain is seldom seen, and rivers
never, yet sometimes has great rocks whose shadow, falling on the thirsty
ground, may serve as a symbol of man's salvation.3 But in this eerie waste there
is no grass, no trees, no water--hardly the semblance of a hill. In many parts the
sole vegetation consists of the salt-bush, a sad-coloured, low-creeping bush, more
gray than green, which breaks when trodden on, with a brittle snap like dry
stubble.
In some places the salt-bush grows in sparse clumps, in others the shrub is dense,
and spreads more continuously. And yet again there are wide stretches in which
the earth lies almost naked, baked into reddish gaping fissures. When rain falls, it
is with a tempestuous rush--in a fury that lashes the earth instead of nourishing
it into fruitfulness. The stony water-courses are at such times filled with water;
but high as it may rise, in a few days all traces of it disappear. The slender
gray-green filaments of nameless plants die away. The earth, lying in flat
monotonous uniformity; the cloudless sky, pallid with continual heat; the wide
majestic sweep of the horizon, where the silent earth seems to pass into the quiet
sky; the austere desolation and sterility--these are the things that remain.
The air is seldom cloven with the beating of a bird's awings. Still more rarely does
the presence of man break the solitude. Sheep-runs are few and far between.
Many that were once fairly prosperous are now forsaken. The squatter might
struggle with the chronic drought, for the salt-bush is an ascetic that has learned
the secret of living without water in bthe most barren soil, and sheep that are to
the manner born can live on salt-bush. But a more implacable foe than drought
came in the rabbit, who is fruitful, and multiplies in these arid regions, till every
other creature that has the breath of life is exterminated. The rabbits swarm in
the Hundred of Colmar, but they cannot affect its chief industry, which is mining.
The country is here intersected with low, sullen-looking reefs, running chiefly from
east to west, marked at varying intervals by ironstone outcrops. It is on the
southern side, near the western end of one of these reefs, that the Colmar Mine
is situated, within eighteen miles of Nilpeena, a small township on the Great
Northern Railway line. Half a mile to the south-west of the mine there is a
township, also called Colmar, that sprang into existence when the mine was
started. An inn, two stores, a blacksmith's forge, a schoolroom, a post and
telegraph-office, a boarding-house or two for the miners, comprise the bulk of the
houses, all, with the exception of the front part of the inn, made of iron.
The country between Nilpeena and Colmar is partly wooded, partly dotted with
reefs, and the reefs are dotted with the remains of many attempts at reaping an
underground harvest out of the earth, whose surface looks as barren as that of
the barren sea. It is apparent to the least instructed eye that the country is rich
in minerals. Gold, silver and copper have been found there, but the land is mostly
waterless, and operations for the most part have been fitful, erratic, and
unskilful. Thus out of cthirty so-called mines and diggings that have been started
within a radius of forty miles in the Colmar district, all except half a dozen remain
ineffectual beginnings.
Their sites are marked by dshafts and trenches and esqualid dbris of heaps of
dirt and stones that look as if burrowed up by larger rabbits than those that have
come to be the normal proprietors of the country. Around these heaps lie
smaller ones--crude chimney-stacks of unmortared stones; rotting sacks, full of
native grasses, that have served as mattresses; broken tent-poles, with
fluttering strips of tattered calico or duck; smashed bottles; empty rusting tins;
shreds of slop-store clothing; battered 'billy'-cans; old hats, whose slovenly
greasy brims speak eloquently of the loafers that make up a large proportion of
the nomads, ever on the move to these shifting El Dorados, where in a few days
some 'lucky beggar'4 has picked up enough gold to keep him in grog and idleness
for a couple of months or years, as the case may be. The Salt-bush country, as
has been said, is, for the most part, a desert waste, with but few traces of man's
presence. But those that are found in the form of deserted shafts and the sites
of small alluvial diggings, degrade and vulgarize the landscape.
Even the Colmar Mine, which, since it first came into existence twenty years ago,
has never been quite deserted, and is, as gold-mines go in South Australia, on a
large and prosperous scale, forms an unsightly excrescence in the wide, austere
and melancholy plain that stretches around it to unimaginable distances. The
enormous stack vomiting out smoke night and day, the long irregular engine-house
of galvanized iron, with its perpetual roar of machinery, the great heaps of bluish
mullock, the equally massive mounds of red and chocolate-coloured tailings, the
groups of squalid iron huts and motley patched tents in which the miners live, fall
speak of a form of existence radically divorced from all that constitutes civilized
life; an existence, for the most part, unlovely as that of a tribe of savages, but
without the savage tribe's picturesque wanderings; also, it may be added, without
its occasional famines. But though the daily routine and surroundings of gColmar
are dull and prosaic to a degree,5 its history is not without some spice of
adventure and variety. Gold was first found there by a solitary bushman, who had
gone prospecting, and came upon a rich gutter of gold near the surface, from
which he extracted over 500 worth of gold in a few weeks. He was robbed and
murdered by two tramps, who surprised him as he was about to carry away his
treasure. The murderers were convicted and hhung. The notoriety thus
gained by the Colmar, as a place in which a man with a pick and shovel and a
digger's dish6 might pick up a couple of hundred pounds a week, caused a great
rush to the neighbourhood. But once the gravelly drifts of an old water-course had
been exhausted, the place proved to have little alluvial gold. A long low reef close
to the iold creek was found, however, to have a very rich lode.7 In a short time a
company was floated, chiefly with English capital.
Expensive machinery was bought; a large substantial house for the mining
manager and numerous offices were erected. In short, everything was done on
that handsome jand lavish scale in which business is so often conducted when it
consists kin paying away other people's money. After a few years, during which
the directors drew handsome fees, and the shareholders' experience largely
consisted in paying unexpected calls, the English company was wound up, and the
Colmar Mine was bought by a Melbourne syndicate. The new company had a shaft
sunk la quarter of a mile away from the old one at what proved to be a junction of
lodes in 'kindly country.'8 The results were for a time sensationally good. The
sweet simplicity of high monthly dividends was maintained for nearly mfour years.
During that time the Melbourne syndicate placed the shares on the Adelaide
market and sold them all at an astonishingly profitable rate. It was then that Mr.
Shaw Drummond became so large a shareholder. nA year afterwards the dividends
waned, and then finally stopped for more than two years. People said the lode had
pinched out, and shares were very low indeed.
Then came a succession of sensational crushings. New shares were issued, and
the capital thus called up was devoted to fresh development. Dividends were once
more resumed in an intermittent way. So the Colmar Mine went on for years after
it was owned by an Adelaide company--sometimes almost coming to a standstill,
at others galvanized into feverish popularity by extraordinarily good crushings;
sometimes paying phenomenal dividends, at other times none. One year it would be
well managed; another well robbed. One month yielding forty per cent. on
the capital invested; the next, perhaps not oyielding enough to cover working
expenses.
At last, after the history of the pmine had been for two years more erratic than
ever, an American manager9 of great skill and experience was secured. For more
than a year Mr. qJoseph S. Dunning worked the Colmar Mine at a wonderfully
reduced cost and a rapidly increasing profit. But once more, what people began to
call the bad luck of the rColmar re-asserted itself. One afternoon Dunning went
down into the mine hale and well, and half an hour safterwards was taken out a
corpse through the carelessness, or ignorance, of a new 'shift-boss,'10 who had
at the wrong time set a fuse to a charge of dynamite. The directors despaired of
finding anyone worthy of coming after the lamented American manager. But in the
course of a week they succeeded in inducing an exceptionally good all-round man
to take the position of manager at least tentatively--one whose mining experience
was wide and thorough, and whose character stood high for probity. This was
William Trevaskis, a justice of the peace and late M.P. for a town constituency. He
had made a fortune chiefly by mining, but through two financial disasters, which
occurred almost simultaneously--the tskilful roguery of a man with whom he had
been in partnership as a land-agent, and the failure of ua local bank11 in which he
had been largely interested--Trevaskis had in a short time been rendered almost
penniless.
He reached the mine one morning vin September,12 nine days before Victor
Fitz-Gibbon came there as purser. One of the periodic droughts of the district was
raging that season, and a high north wind was blowing, which blurred the light of
the sun and made the air thick with grit and blinding dust. This was more especially
the case in the vicinity of the mine, where the vast heaps of mullock and tailings
dispersed themselves in the atmosphere on the slightest provocation.
'Thick enough to cut with a shovel, isn't it, captain?'13 said Searle, the then
purser of the mine, who was showing the new manager over the offices.
'Is it often like this?' asked Trevaskis in a gruff voice, rubbing the dust out of his
eyes.
'Oh, not more than three days a week, till November. But from November till----'
'What in thunder is the use of that long iron passage?' said Trevaskis in a tone of
amazement.
The two had come round out of the assay-room14 and the purser's office, which
were at the southern end of the row of buildings generically termed 'the offices.'
At the northern end was the manager's office, with a bedroom opening out of it at
the back. There were six rooms in all, one opening into the other. The three
between the manager's office and the purser's were used as store-rooms.
'I was waiting for you to exclaim about that passage, captain,' said Searle, with a
wdelighted chuckle. He was a plump, red-faced little man, in a continual effusion of
garrulity, without the power of discriminating between a contemptuous and a
deeply interested listener. He had been four years in the mine off and on, and was
never so happy as when he was showing a new-comer round the place for the first
time, telling endless stories about it, dwelling with immense complacency on all
that made it, 'taken all in all, the most remarkable mine in the whole of South
Australia, perhaps, indeed, on this side of the Southern Cross.'15
As Trevaskis stood staring at the long narrow passage of corrugated iron, six
feet high, with a flat roof of the same material, lit at intervals by small single
panes of glass let into the sides, Searle felt that the moment had come for him to
fire off this sentence on the 'captain.' But he had hardly made a beginning when
Trevaskis turned away from him with an impatient and scornful grunt.
'Is this the key of my office?' he said shortly, fumbling among the bunch Searle
had given him. The purser stood open-mouthed, hardly crediting his senses. He had
impatiently awaited the proud and happy moment when this strange passage,
which started from the manager's office and terminated at the other end in an
irregular circular iron building on the side of the xreef,16 should strike the
stranger with unbounded astonishment and curiosity. And now the new
ymade manager gave an ill-mannered grunt, and turned his back on one of the
most distinctive zand mysterious features of the Colmar Mine!
'Allow me, captain,' said Searle, recovering his scattered senses, and unlocking
the door. When he turned round he caught Trevaskis' eyes fixed on the passage
with a puzzled look. This was balm to Searle's wounded feelings, and he instantly
attacked the subject once more. 'Did you ever see the like of that at a mine
before, captain?' he asked briskly.
'I can't say that I have. What is it for?'
'You see the length of it--or at least you would if the wind was not so thick with
dust. It is three hundred and twenty feet in length--three hundred and twenty
feet--six feet high and six feet wideand----'
'But what the devil is it for?'
But Searle, who never stopped talking as long as he could get a listener, was too
often forced to tell a thrice-told tale.17 He was consequently not inclined to waste
a subject so criminally as to come so soon to the point.
'You see this key, captain?' he said, holding up one of the door-keys on the
manager's bunch that was smaller than the rest. 'Well, that key opens this door at
the end of your office, and when you open that door you're in the passage. You go
along that passage for three hundred and twenty feet, and then you come to a
cave--aaa regular cave made into a bbgood-sized room--scooped out of the side of
the reef, and ventilated with a ccstope,18 full of old machinery that belonged to
the English company--a couple of furnaces, retorts, blanket tables, a bunk near
the entrance, a table, a chair----'
Searle paused to take breath. He fully expected that before he had reached so far
in his description, Trevaskis would have set off down the passage to examine the
place for himself. But instead of this his face wore a look of stony indifference.
'It's simply marvellous!' he gasped, making a despairing effort to infect his
listener with a little becoming enthusiasm.
'What is marvellous?'
'Why, that big underground place ddscooped out of the side of the reef, and
connected with the manager's office by a passage three hundred and twenty----'
'eeDamn the three hundred and twenty feet!' cried Trevaskis, in a tone of intense
irritation. 'What is the thing used for?'
'First there was some sort of natural cave, they say, and this was much enlarged.
ffThis enlargement was ggundertaken by hhDoolan,' returned Searle, in a grave,
unmoved, historical kind of voice. 'That was before my time. They iisay he felt the
heat dreadfully, and used to stay down there cool and quiet, without noise or dust,
when the thermometer went above 115° in the shade. The next manager took it
into his head that he got on the track of a good lode there, and set some men to
work it. This made the place still larger, but I don't know about the gold. There
were a lot of queer yarns floating round, I believe.'
'Did you ever know a mine that hadn't a bagful of lies told about it every week?'
said Trevaskis, who was longing for an opportunity to have done with these
reminiscences of his predecessors.
'Well, every manager that comes seems to think the one before him was a fool or
a rogue.'
'I think some of the managers you've had here were both,' said Trevaskis. 'I'm
sure the man who made this passage----'
'Ah, I'm coming to that. This passage was made by Webster----'
'What! the man who turned miser here, and then went mad?'
'The same, captain. I don't want to make anyone out blacker than he is, but I'd just
like to tell you what I know myself personally----'
'Thank you, I'm afraid I haven't got time to-day,' answered Trevaskis, pulling out
his watch. 'We must confine ourselves for the rest of the time to business. It
isn't a very cheerful subject. Webster became a raving lunatic; Dunning was killed
in the twinkling of an eye. It only remains for me to cut my throat to finish up the
record. Well, I only came for a month to try it. I don't fancy I shall stay longer than
that.'
Never had Searle been more bitterly disappointed in his anticipations of acting as
showman to the Colmar Mine. It was bad enough to treat the cave room and the
passage three hundred and twenty feet long with surly contempt, but to have the
history of Webster--of whom Searle could never think without a certain shiver in
the marrow of his backbone--put by and passed over like an old woman's ghost
story! The little man's heart swelled within him, and he went through the rest of
his duties with Trevaskis observing the most dignified reserve.
When at half-past one he watched Trevaskis going to dinner at the Colmar Arms
with a lowering brow and a set look on his face, the purser, though the least
vindictive of men, felt assured that if the new captain took himself off at the end
of a month he would be no loss to good-fellowship--an opinion he felt no scruple in
expressing to the engineer, with whom he boarded at the three-roomed
weather-board hut of one of the shift bosses close to the mine.
'I believe you're right there, Tom,' said the engineer. 'You see, he was at the top
of the tree a short time ago in town. I think having to come here has put him off
his chump so much he'll never have a civil word to throw at a dog.19 But as to
chucking up jj600 with times so bad--why, that's another matter.'
This was exactly the aspect of the case which was at that moment forcing itself
on Trevaskis. When he reached the Colmar Arms, he was met at the front door by
the landlady, a lean, untidy looking woman with a very tired and discouraged face,
who showed him into the dining-room talking all the time.
'I thought you was the new captain. Long Ben the driver told us kkas you 'ad come,
but I didn't think as you was coming to dinner, not bein' 'ere at one. Poor Cap'en
Dunning always come at one to the minute. Did you 'ear, sir, as he 'adn't gone half
an hour from the Colmar Arms, after a dinner of young duck and cauliflower, when
he was called away into eternity, so to speak?'
'Ever since I came within a hundred miles of the Colmar, every soul I see tells me
about Dunning's sudden death! And now, if you please, I want a little dinner,' said
Trevaskis.
The landlady, with subdued volubility, said she would do the best she could, but she
had expected him at one. Poor Cap'en Dunning always came so regular at
one, and things was very mixed with them then at the Arms. They had just moved
into the front part, which the cap'en no doubt noticed was of stone. The baby, who
was a little over two year old, was cutting some back teeth; the cook had married
at an hour's notice, just because there was a man handy to have her, and a
Methody20 parson chanced to pass through; and the housemaid was down with a
bad cold. These details were imparted in detachments, while the good woman
placed on the table half a dozen fried chops, a loaf of bread, a two-pound tin of
apricot jam, a pound of oily butter, and a large Britannia metal21 teapot half full
of coarse lukewarm tea.
The new manager made a valiant effort to make some sort of a meal off these
viands. But the attempt only sickened him and took away all appetite. The chops
were tough, raw, cold, and greasy, the tea barky22 and bitter, the milk slightly
sour. Trevaskis pushed away the meat, and drew the jam towards him. There were
two large flies firmly embedded on the surface. . . . They were everywhere, these
flies, large and small, buzzing in his ears and eyes--great flesh-flies beating
heavily against the window-panes. The big bare room, with a long table covered
with a spotted cloth and an array of dim glasses; the woman in the soiled print
dress, with her dull, jaded face and wearied eyes, and the whining child dragging at
her skirts; the smell of raw llcolza oil23 in the new paint, of damp mortar in the
newly built walls; the burst of loutish merriment that came wafted from time to
time through the open mmdoors from the bar-room; the look of the country as
seen through the window--all weighed on the man's mind like a hideous nightmare.
He had been deeply miserable and irritated all day--indeed, for many days back.
But at this moment it was no longer misery, it was nndespair, and fell on him.
'Good God! what a hole to come to after all these years!' muttered Trevaskis to
himself. He was a stalwart, powerfully-built man, with a long and rather narrow
face, the lower part completely covered with a thick grizzled beard and
moustache. His nose was long, and slightly curved a little to one side at the end,
through an accident in early life. His eyes were pale, with a greenish light in
them, keen in expression, and very close together. In moments of excitement the
pupils would seem to elongate in a way that gave oohim rather a sinister look. The
head was well formed, the forehead square. Ordinarily he had the alert,
determined air of one who does not let his thoughts travel beyond the matter in
hand, ppno superfluous words or imagination to bestow on any subject beyond his
own especial routine. But just now his face wore the strained and haggard look of
one who qqhad been badly beaten in the race of life. The landlady, seeing that he
had eaten nothing, brought in a plate of biscuits and some cheese. But Trevaskis
gruffly declined rrthese delicacies, and ordered her to bring him some whisky and
soda-water. Then he lit a strong Havana cigar, and as he smoked and sipped sshis
whisky his courage revived. He would face the risk of being out of employment and
out of pocket in civilized life rather than stay on at the Colmar. The directors, in
their eagerness to secure him, had employed him on his own terms. It would be
better to let them know at once he would not stay beyond the month.
He pulled a large flat pocket-book out of the breast-pocket of his coat, and turned
over some papers, looking for a blank half-sheet on which to draw up a draft of
the communication he would send on the morrow. The first letter that caught his
eye was one from his brother, expressing rather clumsily the pleasure it gave him
to hear Trevaskis had got a good job with high wages. Dick, he said, was getting on
well in the bank, and they were both grateful to him for the billet.
It was a very illiterate, ill-spelt scrawl, and ttbrought back to Trevaskis the days
of his early boyhood, when he and his brother worked together in a Cornish mine. It
was a squalid, hard life--both of them unkempt and uncared for, their mother
dead, their father rough and intemperate. From eight years of age till sixteen,
uuTrevaskis thought, that was a long spell to work twelve hours out of the
twenty-four--often hungry, most of the time barefooted.24 Then he reviewed his
long fight for wealth in Australia. Poverty and the squalor of his early life had so
bitten into him that he had sworn a great oath he would make himself
independent--yes, and rich, as many another had done in the Southern
Hemisphere.
And gradually through long years of ascetic abstinence and the most rigid
self-denial he achieved his purpose. He stuck to mining; it was the work he
understood best--first on the tribute plan,25 then on claims of his own; and all his
money as he saved it he put into careful investments. He had gone almost hungry,
certainly very dirty, and in very broken boots, once when he was working in a poor
patch of country, which did not yield 'tucker' money.26 And yet at that time the
savings on which he would not encroach had swelled to 4,000. After that crisis
his gains had increased by leaps and bounds. And at last, after seventeen years of
toilsome lonely work and rigid saving, he found himself the master of over
60,000. He had determined he would have enough to live on like a gentleman
before he left the Bush.
When he did so he lived in Adelaide, rented a handsome house, kept his carriage,
went into Parliament, and married the daughter of a well-to-do doctor, 'a lady
born,' as he often proudly said to himself. Even if he had known--and he did
not--that his father-in-law was the son of a retired butcher,27 the knowledge
would not have modified this exultant feeling. His long apprenticeship to work in its
grimiest form, moiling in the dirt with soiled skin and filthy clothing, made him
keenly sensible of all the graces and pleasantness of affluence. He never quite
lost his first vivid impression of delight in the soft ease, the luxury, the perfect
cleanliness of well-to-do households. The feel of soft carpets underfoot, the
gleam of pictures on the walls, the glitter of silver on the table, the taste of
dainty food well cooked, the rustle of ladies' silken gowns, the gleam of jewels on
their arms and necks: these things would always have a higher worth for him than
for those to whom they were familiar from childhood. To him they represented the
highest good, the greatest enjoyment, of which vvman is capable. They were the
symbol of that privileged exalted life of which his forefathers had caught passing
glimpses behind barred gates and through the corridors leading from servants'
halls.
'And, after all, I've come back to it again--this wwdamned mucky life among dirty
labourers, and in a worse place than I've ever set foot in before. I might as
well be a wombat in an earthed-up burrow,' he said to himself, closing up his
pocket-book. He could not frame a draft of the letter he thought of writing; the
fear of absolute want stared him in the face. He could do nothing but ponder in
bitterness of heart on the record of his life: his twenty-five years of ignominious
toil, his aspirations, his determination to succeed, his eight years of complete and
assured success, and then his complete and bitter failure. He took up his hat, and,
crushing it over his eyes, strode away to the lonely, cheerless rooms that now
formed his only home.
'Are you busy, captain? may I come in?' said Searle, knocking at the half-open
door of the manager's office three days later.
'Yes, come in,' said Trevaskis, without raising his eyes from the letter he was
reading.
Searle waited a few moments, and then, with a rising choler that was new to him,
he said:
'I had better see you when you're more at liberty; I have a very important----'
'Oh, go ahead! Have you overpaid some fellow by a couple of bob?'
'I want to give notice; I must leave the mine as soon as possible,' said the purser,
with a quiver in his voice.
And then he explained how a letter had come to him by that morning's post from
his brother, who was a storekeeper at Wilcannia, and had broken his right arm
rather badly.
'I have an interest in the business; in fact, all my savings are in it, and now my
brother offers me a partnership, and wants me to start at once if I can. I would
like to give a month's notice, but I'm afraid I can't.'
'All right; just put it in black and white, and I'll send it on; I don't suppose it
matters about a long notice. There are scores of poor devils looking for a job in
town just now who'll be glad of the billet.'
'They might be glad of it; it doesn't follow they would be fit for the position,'
answered Searle.
'The position! Do you call it a position, then?' said Trevaskis, with a harsh laugh.
Further acquaintance had not improved the relations between the two. It seemed
to Searle that the manager had from the first an unaccountable 'down' on him. As
a matter of fact, a 'fellow with too much of a gab,'1 as he would phrase it, was
always antagonistic to Trevaskis; and in the bitter mortification that possessed
him--the sense of intense irritation, which grew greater instead of
diminishing, as hour by hour brought home to him more aclosely the complete
social annihilation that had fallen on him--it afforded him a certain gratification to
inflict annoyance on others. And to make matters worse, Searle found out that
Trevaskis had spoken slightingly of him. It was told to him with the kindest
intentions, but the result was not an increase of harmony.
Robert Challoner had called on Trevaskis the day after he came, and invited him to
Stonehouse, as the managerial dwelling-house had been called when erected
nineteen years before, and it enjoyed the distinction of being the first stone house
in the Colmar district. It was at the foot of the reef on the northern side, where
the reef was at its steepest, completely closing in the view southward, so that
from Stonehouse nothing could be seen of the mine bor its surroundings. There
was also an avenue of blue gums and pepper-trees2 call round the house, which
dhelped to mitigate the stern aridity of its surroundings. It faced the west, where
the flat, illimitable plain all round was faintly broken in the efar distance by fthe
pale-blue lines, one beyond the other, known as the Euckalowie Ranges. The house
was surrounded by a deep veranda, and there was a bay window on each side of
the front door. One of these was open, and as Trevaskis went in with Challoner,
who had met him at the gate, he saw a young girl looking out, whose face, with its
rare dream-like beauty and deep, sweet seriousness, held him for a moment
spell-bound.
The exquisite orderliness and tokens of refinement in the place, the welcome
accorded to him by Mrs. Challoner, and the generous nature of the bottle of wine
he drank with his host, all disposed Trevaskis to a more genial mood than he had
experienced since setting foot on the mine.
'You see, if you feel inclined to gtake your family here after we leave at
Christmas--indeed, we may leave a few weeks before our lease is up--you will
have plenty of room,' said Challoner.
But Trevaskis shook his head.
'Mrs. Trevaskis is rather delicate--always accustomed to plenty of servants and
society and all that; and we have five young children. She would never
consent to come, and I wouldn't ask her. Searle has a bedroom here?' he added
hwith a pause.
'Yes; he always slept in the house to take care of it before we came; now we take
care of him,' said Challoner, smiling.
Then, noticing a hard, irresponsive look in Trevaskis' face, and knowing through
Searle that the two didn't hit it very well, he tried to throw a little oil on the
troubled waters by saying:
'He is really a very good fellow in his way, so trustworthy and good-natured.'
'But what a tongue! I think it would be a very good thing for him to be put in
solitary confinement for twelve months, so as to get him out of jabbering
eternally. I never could stand a very talkative man,' said Trevaskis, with so much
irritation that Challoner was rather taken aback.
He could not deny Searle's garrulity, but he felt that the new manager was unjust
to him in laying so much stress on the defect. Both men smoked for a little time in
silence.
During the pause, the strains of a very sweet, plaintive melody, played on a
pianoforte in ithe adjoining room, became audible. Trevaskis listened with rapt
attention.
'That is Miss Lindsay playing--the young lady you saw as we came in,' said
Challoner.
'I should like to hear her nearer,' replied Trevaskis--'if it is convenient,' he added,
as he noticed a certain hesitation in Challoner's manner.
'I will ask my wife. If----'
'No, no! I see it is later than I thought,' said Trevaskis, starting up, a deep hot
flush rising in his face. He stared at his watch hard--not that the time was of any
importance to him, but because in the sudden revulsion of feeling, the deep
annoyance and confusion, he hardly knew what he did. He bade Challoner a hasty
good-bye, and without waiting to see Mrs. Challoner, or leaving any message, he
strode away, deeply, irretrievably offended.
'I ought to have put it more gracefully, I suppose,' said Challoner, staring after
him.
Mrs. Challoner came into the room a few minutes later, and looked round in
amazement at finding her husband alone.
'He is gone; I am afraid he is a little huffed,' Challoner said, in his slowly
contemplative way, and then he told his wife what had happened. 'I would have
explained to him that Miss Lindsay was not so much our guest, as a young lady in
our care with her own rooms and servant, and that we could not ask anyone into
her room without leave; but he went off in sparks,3 as James would say. And you
know, wife, I can't take people by the throat to put them into good humour, and
reel off a speech in half a minute to make them see how things stand.'
'I am afraid he will be a bad successor jfor poor Dunning if he has such a
disagreeable nature. And I am sorry for him, too, poor man! I thought he looked
very low-spirited.'
'It's conceit--my dear, it's conceit,' returned Challoner. 'You may speak of the
pride of the people in the old country, whose genealogy didn't stop this side of
Adam, but they're humble and companionable compared to men like Trevaskis,'
said Challoner, who was a quietly observant man, with an innate perception of
character, strengthened by that eye-to-eye intercourse with his kind which
prevails in these lonely spaces of the earth, where human nature plays a larger
part than convention. He returned to the subject kagain that evening.
'You can see Trevaskis is the sort of la man who can be uncommonly nasty if he
chooses, and I'm afraid he has taken a dislike to poor old Searle.' Then he repeated
to his wife what Trevaskis had said, and she suggested that he should give Searle
a hint.
'Just tell him, Robert, that you can see the new manager is one of mthese people
very reticent and disliking unnecessary talk. He won't take it amiss, you know, he's
so good-natured.'
'Yes, he has no more gall in him than a pigeon;4 I wish----' Before the wish found
expression there was a sound of footsteps on the veranda.
'Now, Robert, have a talk with him; just try and smooth matters,' said Mrs.
Challoner as she left the room, for they both recognised Searle's footsteps. His
bedroom was on the reef-end of the house, with a door opening on the veranda, so
that he could get into his room without going through any other part of the
house. But it was understood when there was a light in the general sitting-room
Searle should come in and have a crack5 if he felt so disposed. He did so on this
occasion, and soon gave Challoner the opening which he did not desire, but which,
as a dutiful husband, he felt impelled to turn to advantage.
'The new manager is, no doubt, a very clever man,' said Searle, in a would-be
dispassionate tone; 'but if he doesn't learn to keep a civiller tongue in his head, I'm
mistaken if he won't have the miners by the ears before long.'
On this Challoner rushed in medias res.6 He found himself, at the end of what he
had to say, with Searle aggrieved, disturbed, and questioning. Challoner had little
of the diplomat in him. What he had to say must come out square and unabashed,
with no gentle inferences, no half-tones. All these might exist in his intentions, but
he had not the power of turning words to exquisite purposes and curious niceties
of speech. He could not express the finer shades of sentiment, although he felt
them. He was astonished at the look of deep resentment on Searle's face.
Garrulous people are never without a deep substratum of self-complacency, and
the purser was wounded to the quick. If there was one thing on which he prided
himself it was non his ability to talk well and fluently, to be by turns grave and gay,
instructive and amusing.7
During the days that followed he spoke to the manager only in monosyllables. But
the joy of revenge was sobered by a suspicion that the less he talked the more
pleased Trevaskis was. It ois very likely Searle would not have so promptly
responded to his brother's proposal to join him in storekeeping if it were not for
the craving to startle Trevaskis with such a bomb-shell. And after all, the
bomb-shell had fallen as flat as a damaged rocket.
But there was balm in Gilead8 for Searle's ruffled feeling when, pin less than a
week after his resignation was sent in, the following note came from 'the
Honourable Stuart Drummond, M.L.C., Chairman of the Directors of the Colmar
Mine Company,' as Searle, swelling with importance, styled him in telling the event
to Challoner that evening:
'Dear Mr. Trevaskis,
'My nephew, Mr. V. Fitz-Gibbon, has decided that he would like the post of purser
and storekeeper at the Colmar Mine, at least till Christmas. The directors and
myself are satisfied that Mr. Fitz-Gibbon--who, by the way, is a B.Sc. of the
Adelaide University--is qualified for the position. You are probably aware that, on
coming of age, he succeeds to my late brother's property, and, as his heir, Mr.
Fitz-Gibbon will have a direct stake in the Colmar. We hope you will find it
convenient to let him gain, under your skilful supervision, a practical insight into
the working and prospects of the mine.
'I am, etc.'
'So it seems my successor isn't to be one of those poor devils who qare walking
the streets for a job, after all,' said Searle, with ill-concealed triumph.
Trevaskis made no reply.
'A Bachelor of Science. rI expect he's well up in geology,' said Searle.
'Do you think so? Generally, a colonial degree means a young fellow's head has
been muddled with books he never understood,' sneered Trevaskis as he walked
away.
'I'll give him a good dig, though, before I leave; I'll let him have it hot9 somehow,'
thought Searle, staring after him. 'A young gentleman, with a fortune behind his
back, with a direct stake in the Colmar: he can't bully him as he does everyone
else. I believe he dislikes the new purser more than the old one,' said Searle, with a
chuckle.
But if the surmise was correct there was no sign of it in the manager's manner
when Victor reached the mine by the mail-coach which ran daily between Colmar
and Nilpeena.
'I'm afraid you won't find this a very entertaining place,' said Trevaskis, as the
two were on their way to dinner at the Colmar Arms.
'Oh, I think I'll like it, for a few months, at any rate; the country is so unlike
anything I've been in before,' answered Victor, glancing around.
'Oh yes, there's novelty in more than the landscape here,' said Trevaskis, with a
short laugh.
He found a malicious satisfaction in anticipating the novelty of a hostelry like the
Colmar Arms for the young gentleman who had come to such a hole from caprice.
Mrs. West, the landlady, was still waiting for a cook. Her baby was still getting his
teeth, a process that seems to colour one's views of life as darkly as losing them.
'It's always like this; that wretched kid hardly ever shuts up,' said Trevaskis, as
the mother and child disappeared, the latter keeping up an easy sing-song sort of
wail, that swelled threateningly if he were too long neglected.
'Poor little beggar! He wants a little more nursing than he gets, I expect,'
answered Victor; and when the two returned, he called out cheerily to the culprit,
holding out his watch as a bait.
'I say, little one, would you like to see a tick-tick?'
The child looked hard at the watch and then into the syoung men's faces.10 After
making this preliminary inquiry into their character, he seemed rather to approve
of them. He gave a feeble smile, and then he slowly and gravely walked up to the
new-comer, making a wide circuit round Trevaskis, looking at him in the meanwhile
with a gloomy interrogative expression which greatly tickled Victor. He piled some
sofa-cushions on a chair, and placed the child on them beside him, and gave him his
watch to wind up. It was a robust, silver stem-winder, and after listening to its
creaking sound for some minutes, as he turned the stem round, the child began to
watch what went on tat the table, and then stretched out his chubby hands for a
share.
When the mother next entered the room, she found uDick munching a slice of
bread-and-butter, and trying to keep up a conversation with his new friend.
'Your baby is a long way ahead of me in language, Mrs. West,' said Victor. 'What
can be the meaning of a "bid dod in the bat wad"?'
'He is trying to tell you vabout the big dog in the back yard,' answered the mother.
wOn hearing Victor's hearty laugh at this translation, she recalled a few
more of Dicky's speeches equally xremote from the common tongues of humanity.
Presently the landlady was deep in a detailed account of her trials with
ydomestics.
'Why don't you get middle-aged women, who wouldn't zbe likely to marry?' said
Victor sympathetically, after listening to a heart-breaking aaaccount of
successive cooks and housemaids who had been obtained at high wages with
passage-money paid, bbwhose career at the Colmar Arms came abruptly to an end
with the catastrophe of a brief wooing and cca speedy wedding--even of
clandestine departures without a wedding at all.
'Oh, blesh you, sir, if they was that old as they was likely to die of their years,
they'd marry at the Colmar. You see a 'atter's life is a very lonesome one--I mean
one as lives to hisself.11 When you go among the miners' huts and tents you see
some closed up, with a padlock on the door--that's dda 'atter's place. West, my
'usband, he was comin' along with you from Nilpeena, and he heard as you was the
new purser. "But what a young swell like that is comin' 'ere for," sez he----'
'But I'm not in the least a swell; I could rough it far more than I'll have to do here,'
said Victor, a little chagrined that his rough suit of navy-blue serge, his
blue-striped shirt, with an unstarched turn-down collar, and his soft gray hat did
not save him from the imputation.
'Indeed, sir, swell and all, you're a kind-'earted young gentleman! To see the way as
that crabby child took to you! An' though I'm 'is mother, I know he ain't
sweet-tempered; but what can you expect, sir, with three double-teeth--one
above, and the others in the lower jaw?'
'Lays himself out to be popular, that's evidently his eetack,'12 thought Trevaskis
as he listened. As for being depressed by the crudeness of his social
surroundings, they all seemed to strike Fitz-Gibbon as so many points of interest.
He laughed more than once on the way back to the mine, recalling Mrs. West's
despair at the craze her domestics took for matrimony as soon as they reached
the Colmar.
'That's the place of one of the hatters who will be on the look-out for the new
cook,' he said, as they passed a little one-roomed hut with a big padlock on the
door. 'By the way, captain, shan't I be a hatter, too?' he added.
Trevaskis explained that there was a manager's residence on the north side of the
reef, now let to some family, in which the purser had a bedroom. As they drew
near the purser's office, Searle came to the door. Trevaskis had taken Victor
down into the mine, etc., before dinner-time, so that he and the ex-purser had as
yet hardly exchanged any words. The little man was eager to assert himself.
'I should like to stay a few days, if possible, to explain the books and that to you,
Mr. Fitz-Gibbon, but I am afraid my time----'
'Oh! don't trouble yourself, Searle. After all, it is a very simple matter. Just to
keep the time-book, pay the men on Saturday, ffand see that a proper account is
kept of the consumption of stores,' said Trevaskis contemptuously.
Searle coloured deeply, and Victor hastened to say:
'It may be very simple when it's done by an expert like Mr. Searle, captain, but it's
different for me. I know I shall be a bit of a duffer at keeping the books at first. If
you could stay a few days, I should be awfully glad,' he said, addressing Searle,
who expanded under this speech like a bud in the sunshine. He would try. He
thought, perhaps, he could manage to stay two or three days longer, if Mr.
Fitz-Gibbon thought it would be a help to him.
'The greatest in the world. I know how very well you have done your work; I heard
of you in my uncle's office,' said Victor, who had, indeed, heard Searle's work
highly commended, and was glad to proclaim the fact so as to atone for Trevaskis'
brusquerie.
'Soft sawder.13 An Irishman all over!' thought the manager, as he strode away,
leaving the two together.
Surely none of the duties of a mine purser were forgotten that afternoon by Mr.
Searle. There was the day-book, in which things bought and sold were kept; the
cash-book, showing receipts and expenditure; the invoice-book, the cost-book, the
ledger and the time-book. It was over the latter that Searle took his most
spread-eagle flights, impressing on Victor the profound importance of entering
each man's time and avocation correctly from shift-bosses' records. Underground
there were the able-bodied miners, the shovellers, the truckers, the rock-drill
foremen, the rock-drill labourers, the air-winch boys; above ground, the engineer,
the engine-drivers, the stokers, the battery-feeders, the pan men, the hands at
the stone-crackers, etc., nearly all at different wages. Sometimes a man would be
engaged as a shoveller half of his shift, and as a trucker the other half. Care
must be taken that he was entered at the two rates of wages, etc., etc., etc.
At last Victor declared that his head was ringing, and that he began to suspect it
was as difficult to be a good purser as it was to be a great poet. It made him
low-spirited to look at the immaculate figures and copper-plate writing in that pile
of books, of which he greatly feared he would make a howling mess. Searle was
radiant, and administered fitting consolation. Then the two went to have a look
round the mine, and Searle of course made straight for the iron passage, and
detailed its marvellous history, sparing no detail as to its length or cost, or the
number of sheets of galvanized iron in it. Then he made such mysterious allusions
to Webster's history, that Victor begged him to relate the story, which Searle
promised to do before he left. Finally, after the two had tea together at the
Colmar Arms, and a bottle of Bass's ale,14 and a game or two at billiards, he
insisted on making up a bed for himself on the bunk that was in the office, and
then went across to Stonehouse, to introduce the new purser to Mr. and Mrs.
Challoner. And there, in the room facing the reef, Victor wrote his first letter to
Miss Paget--one which would reach her a few days after she landed in Colombo.
'You know,' he wrote, 'how I came prepared to "hump my bluey,"15 metaphorically
speaking? Well, as far as that goes, my coming to the mine is up to this an A1
swindle--a sham as complete as the little Arabian birds you bought at Aden. Figure
to yourself that you are peeping into my bedroom. Let me assure you that there
is not the slightest impropriety in the suggestion, for it is a very pearl of
bedrooms--in a stone house! with a Kurdistan rug before the bed!! another before
the wash-hand stand!!! a third before the toilette-table, made up in pink and white,
like a young lady going to a ball!!!! pillows with ruffles round them, on the
outside of a knitted counterpane!!!!! I ggbetter not use up all my store of
exclamation points in this one letter, for I foresee I may need a few more later on.
I had some thoughts of concealing some of these details from you, for it is rather
galling to come away to the heart of the barren Salt-bush country to the
"diggings,"16 and find hhoneself in a room overflowing with voluptuous splendour. I
could put up with the rugs and the ruffles and the lady in pink and white--now
don't be suspicious (vide top of iipage)--and even with the cake of almond soap I
found in the soap-dish when I went to put my great square piece of plebeian yellow
soap into it; but what do you say to long white muslin curtains to the window!!!!!!
But this is upholstery. I must come to actual people. And first, one of my college
chums, Maurice Cumming,17 is within fifteen miles of the mine. He and a brother
have a little sheep-run--at least it used to jjbe a sheep-run, but the rabbits are
eating them out. As to the manager--it is etiquette to call him captain on the
mine--if you were not preternaturally English, Helen, and me so fearfully Irish at
times, I should tell you that when I first saw him I had a Presentiment--with a
capital letter, as you may notice. When he is not on guard, there is a hard, angry
look in his eyes. At all times his manners resemble the snakes in kkIceland;18 but
he has lost all his money, and llhas to come away from his wife and children.
Wouldn't I be savage, too, if I had to leave my wife?' etc.
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It was not till the evening before he left that Searle gave up the last insignia of his
office.
'What! more keys, Searle,' cried Victor. 'Good heavens! how many am I to have in
all? This makes seven, nine, thirteen--and two more fifteen. What is this long
bright one for? it has no label.'
'That is the second key of the strong safe in which the gold is kept,' answered
Searle slowly. 'On the last cleaning-up day,1 just three days before you came, we
put two bars of gold into it, each worth one thousand five hundred pounds and a
few shillings.'
'Then there ais three thousand pounds of gold in that safe now?' said Victor,
regarding it with curious interest.
It was a massive fire-proof safe, standing in the north-east corner of the purser's
office, opposite the door which opened into the assay-room, containing several
furnaces and a large collection of chemicals in jars and bbottles, &c., &c.
'Yes, and when there's about another three thousand pounds' worth in it, Wills, our
mounted trooper,2 will take the lot in an iron box into Nilpeena by the mail coach,
and there he is met by a trooper from town. You keep this key, the manager has
the other, so you can neither of you open the safe alone.'
'Have you ever had any attempt at robbery here?'
'Well, not by cany outsider,' said Searle with a mysterious air.
'Oh, come! this begins to be like a chapter in a shilling shocker,'3 said Victor,
smiling. But Searle maintained a very grave aspect.
'It is part of Webster's story, the strangest affair I ever was mixed up with. And
do you know, Mr. Fitz-Gibbon, it's come across my mind once or twice that perhaps
I dbetter not tell you.'
'Why?'
'Because it seemed to me that after I told it to Dunning, the late
manager--a splendid fellow, clever and well-educated, and such a
pleasant-mannered man--a greater contrast to the present captain you could not
see----'
'You're not in love with Trevaskis?'
'Nor he with me; but before I leave to-morrow I'll give ehim a little punch in the
ribs.' Searle's cheeks grew red with anger and wounded vanity.
'But what were you going to say--that after you told Dunning?'
'He never seemed the same man, somehow.'
Though Victor had during the last three days been often amused at the solemn
importance with which Searle would dwell on matters of small consequence, he
began to perceive that there must be something tragical underlying this story.
'You can't expect me to let you off telling it after raising my curiosity to such a
pitch,' he said. 'There's just an hour before we go to tea. You must come to the
Colmar Arms with me, as it is your last evening. Can you tell it in an hour?'
As the story which Searle told is closely bound up with succeeding events at the
Colmar Mine, it is necessary to give the substance of his narrative, leaving out the
devious wanderings in which he indulged, especially in the earlier portion, when he
gave an elaborate account of the way in which one of his eyes was affected with a
cataract that at last obliged him to go under an operation in town, where he
remained for nearly six months before he could return to his duties as purser.
Webster had been manager at the mine for five months before Searle left. During
his absence no regular purser was appointed.
'There was a man who went by the name of Oxford Jim at the winding engine4 for
a few weeks before I left--I have heard that he's somewhere prospecting about
here now,' said Searle; 'and Webster took him on to keep the books and so on while
I was away. When I left, the mine was never more prosperous, and Webster was
giving immense satisfaction all round. He was a great one for experiments. Before
I left he had heaps of tools and machinery removed to the cave room. He got on
fwell with the men, and everything was as cheerful as possible. When I got back
and first saw Webster, I could hardly believe my eyes.'
'Had he altered much, then?'
'That's hardly the word for it; he was like another man entirely. He used to be
rather plump and fresh-coloured; now his face was gray, with deep lines round his
eyes, and a sort of quick twitch about them sometimes, and fearfully
restless--always on the move, especially at night. It was a very rainy season when
I got back, and Webster used to wear a big black cloak, and a hat slouched over his
face. In these he was seen by people at all hours of the night, hanging round the
mine, and some said as if he were carrying things. He had loads of some old
tailings carted into the cave-ground room. The yield from the mine had fallen
almost to nothing while I was away, and we thought this was working on the
manager's mind, and that he was trying to get gold in some way or another to
make up the deficiency.'
'But a solitary man couldn't extract gold from tailings?'5
'Not very well without special machinery. Some said he did it only for a blind. At
any rate, he used to be hours and hours in the cave room at night; and when I got
back the iron passage was half done. He bought up second-hand iron from little
mines and companies that had come to grief in the district; and though he said the
passage would do to store things in, he had it gup entirely at his own cost. He said
it was a little fad of his own, and he wouldn't put the company to any expense.
Well, after I came back things began to look up again. Oxford Jim went away. The
morning he left he said to me, "Be careful about what you drink with the captain
on cleaning-up days." When I asked him what he meant, he just laughed and went
away. He was a queer fellow, with a curious twist in his mind that gave him a very
bad opinion of everything in this world, and I may say in the next. He used to take
opium and things; people did say he was hardly ever quite straight6 hthe days he
used to help the captain in cleaning up the gold.'
'Is cleaning up the gold a long job?'
'Here the whole process, down to smelting, takes about a day, sometimes a little
longer. Your first experience will come off in nine or ten days. Webster and I
always had something to drink together. Well, the second time we cleaned up,
after I got back I felt rather stupefied. Next morning, when I saw the quantity of
amalgam, I was simply thunderstruck; it was about half less than it ought
to have been. Time after time the same thing happened, and Webster seemed to
be getting queerer. He was brother-in-law to two of the directors, and had a good
deal of influence, else I think he could not have carried on such a strange game so
long.'
'I wonder you didn't draw up a report or clear or something. It must have been
deucedly uncomfortable.'
'It was more than uncomfortable; but you know, Mr. Fitz-Gibbon, I'm not as young
as I was, and I like things quiet; I'm afraid, too, Webster buttered me over7 a good
deal. Still, in less than four months after I came back, the worry and fidget of it
all brought on a weakness of my eyes, and I had to go away for two months. The
mine had fallen off so much then that Webster took no one on as purser; and as it
seemed that the Colmar would perhaps have to be given up altogether, the
directors made no objection.
'Well, when I came back the second time there were the most curious rumours
about an iextraordinary rich lode, which had been opened up, and ja vugh of gold,8
and all the rest of it. But there was hardly a soul in the mine that I knew; the
engineer and shift bosses, all except Roby,9 were new. As for the miners, of
course they're always shifting about, except a few old hands who have their
families here. The yield had improved, and Webster spoke of resigning. He had a
claim at Hooper's Luck, nine miles from here, at which he had a couple of men
working on tribute, and he said the prospects were splendid.'
'Surely it was rather irregular for a manager to have a private job on hand while he
was working for the company?'
'Oh, as for that, nothing can be more irregular than mining companies from
beginning to end,' answered Searle, who had been in some way or another
interested in mining for many years, and could speak with more authority on this
subject than on any other. 'A man who can't earn his tucker in any other line calls
himself a mining expert. He goes into the heart of the Bush, and makes assays
and reports; and a company gets floated with directors that know no more of
mining than I do of Hebrew. And there's no doubt that in some ways Webster was a
very good manager, and a captain who has knowledge, and is believed to be
honest, can do anything with any company.'
Someone at this moment came into the assay-room, but neither Searle, who was
absorbed in talking, nor Victor, who impatiently awaited the denouement of the
narrative, took any notice. The assay-room was at the southern end of the
offices, and the outer door often stood open until the offices were locked for the
evening. It was Trevaskis who had come in and stood behind the half-open door
leading into the purser's office, looking for some kchemical among the rows of
bottles that were ranged on shelves behind the door. While thus engaged his
attention was riveted by what he overheard:
'At any rate, Webster had this claim lat Hooper's Luck, and he was always riding
across to it, and always got very much excited when he began talking of it. He had
bought an American waggon10 and a pair of horses, and he was buying up a lot of
the old machinery that was about the mine--old furnaces and crucibles and so on.
' "I'll have a good many loads to cart to Hooper's Luck when I go there," he would
say, chuckling and rubbing his hands, and then he would walk about and his eyes
would begin to gleam. It used to come across me, that his mind was getting
affected. One curious change that had come over him was that he had become
most awfully miserly. An old friend of his that I met in town the second time I was
there about my eyes, told me that Webster's father had become a perfect miser
in his old age. A real miser, mind you, a monomaniac who lived alone and grudged
himself proper food while he had great strong boxes full of gold and silver, and
fifty-pound notes sewn into his old mcoat. One day when I was out shooting and
had left my key nto the safe with Webster----'
'Oh, it isn't imperative on the purser, then, never to give up his key?' said Victor,
who had been gradually absorbing the thought that it owas a mine-purser's duty to
see that the manager did not commit theft.
'Oh no; we've often given each other charge of our keys when we were going away
for a day or so. Once the gold is smelted and stamped and weighed, there's
no chance of playing tricks with it. It's the white gold as the Chinese call amalgam
that gets stolen by everyone in turn, from the manager to the pan-man.'11
'Damn the fellow's impudence!' thought Trevaskis, and he felt inclined to give
Searle a piece of his mind there and then for making so free with his superiors.
But certain vague hints which had reached him regarding Webster of late, made
him curious to hear the upshot. He stood at the shelves with his hand on the
bottle he was in search of, so that if anyone appeared at either of the half-open
doors, he might hurry away with the pchemical without betraying that he had
played the part of an eavesdropper.
'Well, I came back after dusk earlier than I expected. I found the safe unlocked and
the gold gone. You might have knocked me down with a feather, as the saying is. I
instantly went through to the manager's office. The doors were kept open then,
from one room to another, so that you could go through without going outside; and
there are duplicate keys for the manager and purser, but the doors were hardly
ever locked. However, when I got to the room next the manager's office the door
was locked, but when he heard my voice he opened at once. "Ah!" he said, "you
missed the gold; it is here, it is quite safe; but aren't they beauties, aren't they
real beauties, shining solid and yellow? The more there is of it in a heap the lovelier
it looks! Sovereigns are pretty to look at, but what are they qto ingots12 weighing
three hundred ounces?"
'The bars of gold were lying on the table, and he had scattered handfuls of
sovereigns over them, and he rkept bending over them and handling them, his eyes
glittering as if he were in high fever. "Think of getting gold enough," he said, "to
make fifteen of these bars--fifteen! think of it, piled one upon the other in a
splendid glittering mass! Bah! when I make my pile at Hooper's Luck, I won't sell
it--not till I have a little mountain, not till I have enough to make fifteen bars
weighing each three hundred ounces. Good God! think of having a whole ton of gold,
clean and pure, before you."
'He must have gone out of his mind; yes, he must have been mad. That
evening I found it hard to calm him down. All of a sudden he cried out sthat the
men at Hooper's Luck were robbing him. He was sure of it. But he would take them
unawares, and search their tents and find a heap, a heap, a heap of nugget gold!
He had put them on the claim, and paid them wages and given them tools, and now
they were cheating him. He knew it. But he would steal a march on them, and I'm
afraid he did it, too,' said Searle, dropping his voice.
Trevaskis was surprised to find himself breathing hard with rising excitement. His
imagination was strangely fired by thoughts of those gleaming heaps of gold which
had been conjured up by the distempered ravings of his predecessor.
'It was two nights after that,' said Searle, with a certain tremor in his voice, 'that
I was coming very late, early I should say, from the Colmar Arms. I kept a little
more to the left than I ought to have done, and struck the stable instead of
passing between it and the offices on my way across the reef to Stonehouse. The
stable-door was open, and there was Nick, the manager's black horse, in a lather
of sweat, and quivering all over. Next day news reached the mine that Hooper's
Luck had been robbed and one of the men killed. His mate had got a lift in Mr.
Challoner's buggy from Hooper's Luck to Nilpeena, and it was good for thim he had
such a trustworthy witness to answer for him. For at the inquest he admitted
that he and the murdered man were concealing the fact that they had got about
two thousand pounds' worth of nuggets, and that they had planned to clear with
the gold for Melbourne in a day or two.'
'And the murderer, was he discovered?' asked Victor in a low voice.
'No, but if my suspicions are right, the hand of God was heavy on him,'13 answered
Searle. 'I kept on thinking of what the manager had said of stealing a march on the
tributers, and of his horse in a lather of sweat between one and two in the
morning, and the murdered man, and the stolen gold, and one thing or another, so
that when I saw him I used to feel choked, and couldn't look him in the face. But
there wasn't a breath of outside suspicion against him. I knew many a man has
been hung on circumstantial evidence stronger than I possessed, and yet was
proved innocent when it was too late. I would have resigned, but Webster
was going as soon as they could get one in his place. And he was more than ever in
the cave room--always, I think, part of the night.
'Everyone began to notice something very queer in his manner. At last one night,
nine days after the murder, I was sitting here at this desk, making up the
approximate cost, the door of the assay office was on the latch, as it generally
was till I left for the night. It was thrown uopen as if by a whirlwind, and Webster
rushed into the office here, his face as white as a sheet, his eyes starting out of
his head, the sweat in big drops on his forehead. "I saw him," he said, "I saw him, I
saw him with his head all battered in, as sure as God is in heaven!" and with that he
fell into a fit, foaming at the mouth. When he came to, he was so completely off
his head that Wills, the police trooper, had to handcuff him and watch him till he
got him down into the asylum.'14
'And he is there now, isn't he? I heard something of his going insane, from the
mine secretary in town,' said Victor, 'but not a whisper of anything else.'
Trevaskis, who had listened to the close with breathless interest, was in the act
of turning away with the bottle of nitrate of mercury, for which he had come,
when again Searle's speech arrested him.
'That is the first act, and the second was nearly as strange. No, you wouldn't be
likely to hear any whisper of the Hooper's Luck affair--for Dunning and I were the
only two who knew; I told him in the greatest confidence. I would have told it to the
new captain, too, for in a way I thought he ought to know, but----'
Then came a few words which Trevaskis did not hear. Searle was lighting his pipe
as he spoke. But he heard Victor laughing, and a dull dark red mounted into
Trevaskis' face at the sound.
'I may teach you to laugh on the wrong side of your mouth before I've done with
you, young man,' was the thought that rose in his mind, but more as an expression
of quick anger than any serious resolution of revenge.
'And you,' continued Searle, 'will be none the worse for having your eyes
and ears open. For more than seven months after Dunning came, I didn't say a
word about the Hooper's Luck affair. I did go into the cave room with him one day,
to have a search round. But there wasn't a thing in the place except old machinery
and all sorts of odds and ends, down to an invalid-chair that one of the early
managers had after breaking his leg. Then one night I told him, and the whole
affair made the strongest impression on him. I fancy he began to prowl round in
the cave room from that very night. He said to me one day, half joking, "What
would you say if I discovered a great lode in that old cave room?" and I just told
him, in the same way, not to begin to fossick in that place at any price.
'It was about six weeks later, I think, that Webster was discharged as being sane.
We heard nothing of it till he came. He made straight for the mine. He got into
Nilpeena by the train that reaches it at four o'clock in the morning, and tramped it
here on foot, so that no one should know he was coming. There was a tremendous
dust-storm on. You couldn't see from one end of the offices15 to the other. I was
coming across after the three o'clock shift had gone to work. Near the assay
office here I met a man bareheaded, his face as black as a pot, nothing white but
the white of his eyes, and they were glaring like a wild cat that has a dog's teeth in
its throat.
' "He has turned me out!" he said; "he won't let me into the passage or the old cave
room."
'At that moment Dunning came out of his office and locked the door. Webster
gave a howl like a dingo, and rushed on him. If I hadn't been there, I think it would
have gone hard with Dunning. It was as much as we could do to hold him down till
Wills got him handcuffed. He was worse than the first time, all the way down to
Adelaide, so Wills told me. . . . It gave Dunning a nasty turn.'
Trevaskis heard footsteps approaching the outer door of the assay-room, and
noiselessly slipped out, carrying vaway with him the nitrate of mercury. He had
been in the room for about a quarter of an hour, and when he came out the wind
had risen, and the dust was thick in the air. Looking eastward from the front of
the offices, the great wide treeless plain, sweeping to the verge of the
vague horizon, was enclosed in a lurid, reddish haze. The country in that direction
was in places entirely destitute even of salt-bush, and the hard red earth lay
gaping in wide cracks, which in a dry season, when the wind blew high, infected all
the atmosphere with their own sombre stain.
'I don't wonder Webster went mad--living in a place like this for two years,'
thought Trevaskis, with a dull sinking of the heart. The reddish sultry air, thick
with dust, throbbing with the din of the battery and air-compressors,16 the smoke
from the tall stack hanging in dense clouds overhead--all combined to make the
atmosphere dark, heavy, and oppressive. To Trevaskis, who from time to time
found himself stricken with attacks of acute depression that bordered on physical
prostration, the place just then wore a menacing and almost infernal aspect.
He was still standing at whis office door, looking blankly round with a sort of dazed
impassiveness, when Victor and Searle approached him in eager conversation.
'I suppose, captain----' began Searle as he drew near. But before he could get any
further, Trevaskis deliberately turned away, walked into his office, and slammed
the door behind him.
Victor coloured to the roots of his hair.
'Never mind--I can have a look at it from the outside,' he said hurriedly. He had
been so much interested by what he had heard regarding the cave room that he
wished to see it there and then. It struck him that there might be some
indications which would throw light on the strange fascination the place had
possessed for successive managers.
Searle had at once proposed that they should ask the captain for the key that
opened the door leading from his office into the passage; and this was the result.
Searle was voluble as to the captain's unprecedented rudeness, but Victor,
resenting it still more deeply, would not discuss it.
'After all, no man would indulge in such an extraordinary freak without some
strong motive,' he said, as they walked down by the side of the passage till they
reached the irregular, half-circular iron structure that enclosed the opening into
the singular underground retreat.
'Or without being mad,' answered Searle. 'That was the conclusion Dunning
came to after the most careful examination. But he, too, got quite fond of it for a
work-shop; there's a heap of his things down there. As I was telling you, the shock
of Webster's attack seemed to affect Dunning most strongly. The first thing that
did him good was a visit from an old friend of his, an actor who was out of a billet,
and came from Melbourne and stayed over a month with him. Then just before he
was killed his health was out of sorts; he was afraid of some inward growth, and
he had arranged with the directors that he should go once a month for a few days
to Melbourne to be treated by some specialist. He was going to start the very day
after he was killed--had everything ready. The directors thought themselves lucky
to get hold of Trevaskis in his place, but----'
Victor discouraged reversion to this subject. Searle, however, had his innings when
he bade the captain good-bye.
'Well, I suppose you're not sorry to go,' said Trevaskis in a nonchalant voice.
'In some xways I am,' answered Searle. 'The company have always treated me well;
I'm not like the man who said:
' "First I was a master,
Then I was a grieve;
At last I got the dogs to keep,
And then I got my leave."17
But then, again, I'm glad that the company have sent a young gentleman of good
position with an interest in the mine; there have been some curious tricks in
connection with it before, and----'
Searle's heart failed him a little as he met the furious glare that came into the
captain's eyes, so he cut his sentence short, and it was not till he was on the
box-seat of the mail-coach bowling along to Nilpeena at the rate of ten miles an
hour that he thoroughly enjoyed the 'dig' he had given the new captain.
a. is . . . pounds° ] are . . . pounds' worth Adl E1
b. bottles, &c., &c.] bottles, &c. Adl bottles. E1
c. any] an Adl
d. better] had better Adl E1
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f. well] very well Adl
g. up] put up E1
h. the] in the Adl
i. extraordinary] extraordinarily E1
j. a vugh . . . of it] went six or seven ounces to the ton E1
Victor did not find that the manager developed more companionable qualities as
the days went on. There is, doubtless, often a great satisfaction to the
unregenerate man in taking change out of1 an offender by what Searle called
giving a 'dig,' especially when the one who gives it is going beyond the reach of an
inept pleasantry in return. The amazement which Fitz-Gibbon's voluntary sojourn
at such a place as the Colmar caused Trevaskis was changed by Searle's parting
words into a fast suspicion that athe young man had, by reason of his large
interest in the mine, come to play the spy on the new manager. Thus to the
moroseness which his misfortunes and rankling sense of failure had induced was
added the animus of a private grudge.
The result of this was not, however, at first bad for Victor; it had merely the
result of making him work rather hard. During the first week he made several
clerical slips which Trevaskis commented on with so much severity and rudeness
that it was with much difficulty the young man kept his temper.
'Good heavens! how the animal sets my teeth on edge!' he said, and then he
resolved that he would never give him the chance again.
For the next two weeks he worked late and early, mastering all the details of his
work, making out lists of the stores on hand, so that he should not forget to
order in time. As for the variations in the men's wages, he learned them off by
heart, bso that he should make no errors in writing out their weekly cheques.
After this spurt of work was over, Trevaskis set him to take stock of all the
mining materials in the various storerooms.
In this he had the assistance of Michael the cwater carrier. The mine was
dependent for drinking water, as indeed were all the inhabitants of Colmar as well,
on the Government tank,2 half-way between the mine and the township.
'And very bad it do be getting, that same tahnk, Mr. Fitz-Gibbon. The dhry season
is powerful bad for the tahnks; you gets down to ahl the mud and shlime and dead
things.'
They were in the ironmongery store, Michael calling over shovels, sieves, coils of
fuse, picks, leather belting, kegs of nails, etc., Victor checking them off in his
stock-book. After an hour and a half of this, Victor cried out, 'Smoke oh!' and the
two were talking as they spelled.3 Michael was a nervous-looking little man, with a
brick-red face, keen little brown eyes, and very red hair. As he talked, quick
spasmodic twitches would from time to time pass over his face, especially round
the mouth and eyes and across the nose.
'But, surely to goodness, Michael, you have no dead things in the tank out of which
our drinking-water comes!' cried Victor, with a touch of dismay in his voice.
'Indade, sor, and there is, an' mahny's the time I've had to hould me nose while I'm
taking a draught of wather. It isn't so bad as that this saison yet, and the
Government they do be puttin' off cleaning the tahnk. We'll have a spreadin'
illness, the typhy faver or some such, and then we'll be forced to keep a docthor
to our own cheek.'4
'By the way, Michael, what sort of a doctor is the man you subscribe so much a
month for?'5
'Well, sor, he's a big fat mahn, wid half the alphabet at his heels, living on the
other side of Hooper's Luck. Iviry month there's a shilling stopped out of our
wages, as you know, to dgive him, for living beyand the reach of ahny rale
disthress, I may say. We did just as well when he wasn't there, and we died quietly,
widout the help of medicine, if the hour had come. Mahny a time I do be wondering,
sor, how mankind will come and shtay in a place like this, and from all parts of the
worrld. There's Runaway Hans--a mahn that used to ego whan voyage from Chiny
to the Pyreamaids, where I am tould the corps of holy cats6--the blissid saints
forgive them!--and of moighty monarchs is kept as on the day they died, maybe
shortly after the Flood; and yet that mahn left his kit and his Sunday breeches
and three months' wage, to run away to the Colmar.'
'Runaway Hans!' repeated Victor, who was smiling broadly, and by this time
decided that Michael was one to be cultivated; 'ah! that's the yellow-haired young
man with a strong German accent?'
'Yes, the same; he do thry to spake English a little, but what he mostly talks is, as
you say, sor, the German ahccent. Well, and he left all that behind him, and frun
away for what? To scrape dirt underground till his guernsey pours over wid sweat
gliked a rag soaked in the washtub, and live undher a sthrip o' calico wid an oneasy
perished branch o' sandal-tree to keep the hate out--which it don't.'
Victor laughed; and at that moment Trevaskis looked in at the open door. His face
darkened as he took in the frank, friendly relations which the young man had so
quickly established between himself and Michael--the veriest drudge at the mine.
Trevaskis' own manner to all who were under him was marked by a certain
peremptory roughness, which is, as a rule, the note of the proletariat who has
developed into the master.7 In his most genial moments he would never dream of
entering into any talk with one like Michael beyond giving him orders, and perhaps
occasionally blaspheming his eyes for not being more prompt.
'That's his lay8--to worm himself into the confidence of everyone, and that old
fox Drummond hasking me to let him have an insight into the working of the mine.
But I'll put a spoke in his wheel there!' thought Trevaskis, as he strode away after
giving his orders.
'Barzilla9 Jenkins is going off by the afternoon mail. I want you to make out his
cheque, Fitz-Gibbon.'
When Victor went into the office he found Jenkins, a big, brawny Cornishman,
standing at the door as he had come up out of the mine--ihis face and hands
black, his moleskin trousers stiff with clay and earth stains.
'You are at the rock drills, I think?' said Victor, turning up the time-book.
The man gave a muffled sort of assent. The men were paid each Saturday; this
was Friday, but Jenkins was jonly entered for two shifts.
'Why, you are only down for two shifts, besides to-day's, since last pay-day,
Jenkins!' said Victor, as he began to write out the cheque: 'three days, at nine
shillings a day.'
As he looked up, to hand this to Jenkins, he was struck with the look of profound
gloom in his face. There were suspicious light smears on his cheeks, too.
'It's just the inikity o' the oud Adam 'isself,' he burst out passionately. 'I missed
two days' work, bein' on the drink, and now I've not enough to take me hum; and
when I coom up this afternoon, I found this 'ere.'
As he spoke, he handed Victor a telegram, which ran: 'Your wife is much worse.
Come at once.'
'I 'ad a letter last week, as she was onwell,' he went on, 'and I knowed some'ow last
night she were weered. I oft a' gone before. I might be sartin kdoctors10 would do
'er no good.'
By this time Victor had produced his private cheque-book, and was rapidly writing
out a cheque for five pounds.
'Take this, 'Zilla,' he said, putting it folded into his hand. 'You can pay me back
when it is convenient,' he added, anxious to cut short the man's broken
expressions of gratitude.
It was the personal relations into which he came with the miners that gave the
strongest element of interest to the purser's work. Victor had strongly the
sympathetic fibre, which is rarely absent from the Irish temperament when it has
fair play. He had also that quick sense of humour which, under all circumstances,
gives an enlivening strain to the serio-comedy of life. And at the Colmar, as in all
other parts of the Australian Bush, there was a great deal of human nature about.
It is true that most of it was quite in the rough; that there was little of those
finely-spun hypocrisies, those keen but veiled rivalries, those subtle and
contradictory nuances of character, which are developed among superior people,
under the high pressure of civilization. Those politely ironical little stories that
invigorate the languors of conversation, at the expense of mutual friends, were
las unknown as the faculties sharpened only to invent means of killing time. But
though there were no polished raconteurs ripely skilled in relating events which
never happened, in a sparkling way, there was no lack of men who enjoyed hearing
and telling such stories as came in their way in a somewhat Rabelaisian
fashion.
At the Colmar, as in politer walks of life, those whose social instincts were most
highly developed were not, as a rule, among the more admirable characters. They
belonged rather to the habitual procession of the streets, with the chronic idlers
left out, greedy for enjoyment in some form, and reckless as to the future. They
alternated hard work with 'betting drinks to the crowd,'11 and going twenty-four
hours without sleep. They preferred to give a fillip to one day at the expense of
another, rather than have all days alike monotonous. Speed with an equivocal
result fascinated them more than the undeviating pace of safety. Some of the
older miners were Cornish Wesleyans,12 who combined to hold 'services' on
Sunday, to get up teetotal entertainments, and generally influence the laxer
brethren to adopt a more decorous mode of life. But early in his experience as a
purser, it occurred to Victor that the miners would be a much duller lot than they
were if the more serious among them had it all their own way. It is indeed a
melancholy reflection that the good qualities of some people are aesthetically,
oftentimes more unsatisfactory, at least to the mere looker-on, than the less
virtuous qualities of others.
'Zilla Jenkins was one who hovered between the two camps--msometimes severely
virtuous in his conduct, and rigid in his condemnation of all carnal indulgence.
During such periods he was a total abstainer, and had even been known to give
rousing addresses on the evils of intemperance. But these were adventures in the
higher ethics, which time after time ended in disaster. 'Brother 'Zilla hev backslid
again' was the testimony that had noften to be given regarding him at the chapel
and blue-ribbon meetings.13
Two of these more serious miners interviewed Victor on Saturday after Jenkins
had left by the mail-coach.
'About 'Zilla, sir; we does wish as you 'adn't a-be'd so kind to 'e,' the elder said in
an expostulatory tone.
'You see it's like this, sir,' struck in the other man, before Victor, who was
amused and a little taken aback, could make any response. 'Jenkins hev gone back
agin an' agin to rowl like the swine in the Scripther14 in the slime o' evil-doin'. 'Zilla
gets sorry, but the repentance don't stick to 'e. Now, we was a- watchin'
for this 'ere oppertoonity. 'Zilla's been bad on the oburst.15 News comes as 'is
missus is hill, she's gen'ally hill--that's 'ow she can't leave 'er mother to cleave
onto 'er man, which is the rule o' Gord and o' nature,16 but she's got weerd and
weerd, and 'Zilla he wants awful to git away; but he spent 'is money at the
public-'ouse an' so did those as 'e goes wi' there. Why, sir, they're on the tick17
and on the borrowr from one month's end to the other. We was waitin' to the larst
moment, an' then to come forrard and say: "'Ere, 'Zilla Jenkins, your missus is
maybe i' the last gapse. 'Tis a gashly18 thing for a man to swaller 'is money an'
make a beast o' 'isself onto the bargain, and then not 'ave enough to take 'im to
his wife's berrin' maybe----" '
'You were going to say all that to the poor fellow, when he was in such a fix!' said
Victor, keeping a serious face with some difficulty. 'Well, I'm glad I gave him what
phe needed----'
'Ay, sir, but 'ow much better to slang 'e now than let 'e go straight to Berlzebub.
We was goin' to lend 'im the money at 's awn 'count on a Hi Ho U, an' that 'ud 'ave
'elped to bring 'e back to the paths o' righteousness, so to speak, for 'e 'd a-been
ashamed to spend 'is substance at th' Colmar Harms till 'e 'd a-paid us back, an' by
that time we'd 'ave 'ad a sartin grip o' 'e----'19
A teamster came into the office just then, to tell Victor that four teams were
waiting at the weigh-bridge to have their loads checked, so that he had to leave
before Rehoboam Hosking had quite finished.
Rehoboam, or Roby, as he was usually called, was one of the three shift bosses of
the mine, and the one who most frequently conducted services in the little iron
school-room which stood mid-way between the Colmar Arms and the post and
telegraph office. He had what some of the miners called 'a great gift for
spouting,' and was fervid in organizing meetings of all sorts, in which he took a
leading part. On Sundays he often preached morning and evening. His sermons and
exhortations were of a very rousing, not to say overbold, description.
Thus, on one occasion when he was carried away by his zeal for conversions, he
cried out in stentorian tones: 'Descend upon us, O Holy Ghost, descend: if there's
any damage done to the roof, there's not a shoveller on the Colmar that
won't give a bob for repairs.'
One or two Episcopalians who were present afterwards accused Roby of
blasphemy. He denied the charge with great vigour, and affirmed that they and the
Church they belonged to were 'lukewarm Ladoshians, that the Amen of the
beginning of Creation had long ago spued out of His mouth.'20 This was a flight in
metaphor which reduced one of Roby's opponents to silence, while it confirmed the
other in his worst opinions of the shift boss's divinity, and even of his moral
sincerity. Henceforth qthe Episcopalian believed all that was said against Roby, for
there were unfortunately stories abroad about him that somewhat told against his
influence as a social reformer. In preaching, he was fond of describing himself as a
brand snatched from the burning,21 and with that complete deliverance from
reserve and modesty, which so curiously marks the members of some religious
sects, he would give graphic details of the rway in which aforetime he had
distinguished himself in evil doings. At teetotal meetings, also, he would relate
with gusto how at one period of his history he had been such a slave to drink that
his first wife had died from the effects of destitution and misery.
'But at the same time 'e sdoesn't tell 'ow when he was a local preacher and
class-leader at the Burrar, 'e prilled22 samples o' copper ore, and 'elped to start a
little bogus company,' an old acquaintance of Roby's would say, and another would
recall an equally discreditable story. Were they all true? Whether or no, the man
was a very 'stirring' pulpiteer and blue-ribbonner. No new-comer was long at the
Colmar without being importuned by Roby to give some assistance at the Saturday
night temperance meetings, which were chiefly under his direction.
'The Lord did not make everybody smurt,' he would explain with great unction, 'but
I blaiv iveryone as tries can do summat for a blue mitting23--sing a song or give a
bit o' recitation, or music on any sort o' machine 'e plays.'
And thus Victor found himself pledged to Roby, to play a violin solo on the evening
of each Saturday from the first week he came to the mine. Now it was four
o'clock in the afternoon. The last of the men had been paid, and Victor had the
office to himself. He took tout his violin, tuned it, and began to play over
the 'Last Rose of Summer'24 with variations. He had not played more than a
minute or two, however, before he put the violin down with a little exclamation.
The last time he had played this melody was at uthe concert on board the Mogul,
accompanying Helen on the piano. The first few bars recalled the place and scene
with the vividness which belongs to the associations of music, and with these
Victor recalled that he had not finished reading her letter which had come by that
morning's mail, posted the day after she and her father had reached Colombo. He
had been interrupted in reading it; then he had gone to dinner; then he had paid the
men; then he had gone to the weigh-bridge; and then--he had forgotten it. He
admitted this to himself with a pang of self-reproach. It was vnew to him, this
discovery that his thoughts and actions often fell below his own wideals of what a
lover should be.
And it was such a bright, amusing letter, the people on board so capitally hit off,
and the landing in Colombo; the drive among the swarming native quarters, where
you see the craftsmen in their tiny shops without door or xwindows, the coarse
screens of split bamboos rolled up; here a blacksmith sitting cross-legged beside
his anvil, there an enamel-worker, then a brazier's shop full of glowing copper
vessels, the richer shops with tinsel-covered skull-caps, with soft white silks and
muslins, petticoats and trousers for women, with spangles and gold and
embroidery; the soft-faced bronze babies, arrayed in tiny loin-cloths and heavy
bangles, toddling after the Sahibs, to sell them a big scarlet flower; the traders,
with a single basket of mangoes and a small branch of bananas, under a cocoanut
palm by the roadside; the Hindoos with their caste-mark on forehead and chest
sitting sideways on bullocks; the big funny vehicles with a pagoda roof; the little
bamboo carts drawn by tiny humped oxen that run as fast as ponies; the
yellow-robed Mollahs25 under yellow umbrellas; the people who run after belated
travellers with palm fans and screens of coarse bamboos, and great pineapples
for threepence, and iced soda-water under the scorching sun. All was just as it
had been on that day when they went through the place together.
'But what I like best to see are the natives of high caste in voluminous folds of
pure white and majestic turbans,' wrote Miss Paget; 'their unmoved calm, their
statuesque attitudes, their imperturbable mouths, make one feel that, as
compared with Orientals, Europeans have, on the whole, degenerated into commis
voyageurs.'26
'What would Helen think of our miners?' thought Victor with a smile.
Then he turned to the letter again, and looked over it from beginning to end, while
some feeling yhe could not have defined of loneliness zfell over him. Was it
because existence at the Colmar, like a Chinese picture without shading or
perspective, had begun to pall on him, or was it that the discipline under which
Miss Paget purposely kept her feelings left a void that, with the roofless sort of
sensation which had begun to creep over him, struck him with a feeling akin to
physical chill? Only just on the last half-sheet, after the close of the long letter, in
a sort of unofficial postscript, came a few tender words:
'I think I have told you almost everything, except that I often felt sad at the
thought of sailing, sailing, sailing farther away from you every day. I am at this
moment in a charming room at the Mount Lavinia Hotel,27 where father's friend is
established. They are both on a balcony somewhere, talking about classic odes.
When I look out aaof28 the window, I see that lovely stretch of bright yellow sand,
and the sea of an unfathomable blueness dying away on the beach. When I look
through the doorway, with its khus-khus screen29 half drawn up, there is a vista
of polished floor and white-robed natives with bare feet gliding noiselessly about.
Still I am rather sad, because you are not here. Dites moi quelque chose de
tendre qui me fasse oublier ces tristes penses.'30
'Dear Helen! I must write her quite an epistle to-morrow,' said Victor to himself,
after reading these lines many times over.
Then he went outside and stood looking westward across the mine, with its groups
of low iron buildings, the long engine-room in the centre, with its reverberating
throb of machinery, the heavy folds of smoke rising above it and hanging
low over the adjacent groups of the miners' huts and tents, and beyond the little
township, with its small iron buildings equally bare, without the sign of a tree, or
even a fence, to break the dull dead level. For the first time the austere,
inexpressible aridity of the country seemed to weigh on him. It was now many
months since a shower of rain had fallen in the district. The gray-green salt-bush
was frayed and thickly coated with dust, the bare earth showing between the low
bushes in baked gaps. Was there any other spot of the earth more desolate than
this?--flat, parched, and gray, without shade or water, lying in measureless
vistas, with an atmosphere so pure and clear, and a sky so cloudless and widely
vaulted, that frequently the mirage we call the horizon was entirely absent? For
how many hundreds of years had the sun beaten remorselessly upon the thirsty
waste? As he looked at it, an immense longing came over Victor to see once more
the deep dull green of hills densely covered with stringy bark, or to see autumn
leaves whirling yellow and red before a high wind, under a threatening sky.
'Well, Mr. Fitz-Gibbon, are you admiring the western view?' said someone close
behind him.
'Yes; admiring it all so intensely that it has given me a fit of the blue devils,'31
said Victor, as he shook hands with Challoner, whom he had not seen for some
days.
'You've been working too hard since you came here. My wife bbonly said last night
you've never been at Stonehouse in the day-time, though you have been sleeping
there for over ccfour weeks.32 You come away at daylight.'
'Not before six, my dear sir. Don't make me out stupider than I am. I ride for an
hour or so, then breakfast at the Colmar Arms at ddhalf-past seven, and at
eehalf-past eight I am in the office. Up to this, it has taken me eight or nine hours
to do what Searle used to get through in five.'
'Well, you know, Rome was not built in a day. I came across to steal a little keg of
blasting-powder, but as you are about I suppose I'd better borrow it; and then just
lock your office and come back with me to Stonehouse.'
'Thank you; I'll come with pleasure,' returned Victor; and after he had got the keg
of powder for Challoner, the two went across the reef to Stonehouse.
a. the young man] he E1
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f. run] ran Adl E1
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h. asking] asked Adl
i. his] Om. Adl
j. only entered] entered only Adl E1
k. doctors] doctor's troode Adl E1
l. as] Om.* Adl
m. sometimes] Om. Adl
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Victor had several times before this spent an hour or so with the Challoners, but
always in the evening, between eight and ten o'clock. On these occasions he had
become acquainted with all the occupants of the house but one: the host and
hostess; Euphemia, the host's stout, rosy-cheeked daughter, placid and silent, and
much given to blushing; Shung-Loo, who had learnt the secret of swift and
noiseless action; and the cheerful noisy Irish general servant, whose good
intentions were far in excess of her performances. He had heard Miss Lindsay
named from time to time, and building a theory on some of those inferences, too
vague to be called thoughts, concluded she was a middle-aged lady, probably
something of an invalid. His intercourse with Mr. and Mrs. Challoner had been from
the first on a pleasant and friendly footing. They had invited him to spend his
Sundays at Stonehouse any time he felt inclined. But hitherto he had spent them
with the aUniversity chum he mentioned in his first letter to Miss Paget, at
Wynans, the rabbit-infested station.
On this afternoon he chatted with Mr. and Mrs. Challoner for some time, and then
went into his own room to write. As he was going there, Mrs. Challoner told him
that if he felt inclined to sit on the western veranda at any time, he would always
find a comfortable chair there. After writing several pages to Miss Paget he
availed himself of this invitation. Taking a book and a cigar with him, he went round
to the western veranda. The curtains1 were all drawn. Before his eyes had grown
used to the semi-gloom, he heard a sound that startled him strangely. It was the
sound of one sobbing in bitter grief. A young girl, in an armchair, at the open
French window, her face buried in her hands, was within a few paces of him. She
had not heard his approach, and he tried to steal away without attracting her
attention. But he could not for a moment withdraw his eyes from the
slenderly rounded, graceful figure, from the exquisite head, with its wealth of
deep amber hair, bent low in an abandonment of sorrow. And thus trying to do two
things at a time--a performance against which we have all at one time or another
been warned--he stumbled heavily over a chair.
Doris, hastily wiping away her tears, looked up. Their eyes met.
'I am awfully sorry,' began Victor, and then he stood, colouring deeply, unable to
take his eyes off the face upturned to him, to look away from those wonderful
eyes, radiant even in their sorrow.
Doris got up as if to go inside. There was a little wicker table by the chair on which
she had been sitting, covered with crayons and water-colour sketches. She began
to gather them up.
'Pray do not let me disturb you. I will go back to my room again. I did not know
there was anyone here,' said Victor, coming nearer to her.
'Oh no, don't go away, please,' said Doris softly. She tried to look at him, but the
great tears were again rising in spite of her, and she half averted her face.
'I am afraid you are hurt, or in pain. I am so sorry--so very sorry--to see you in
distress.'
There was so much kindness and heartfelt sympathy in his voice that Doris felt
constrained to make some response.
'You must think I am very foolish.'
'Oh no, no! I am only sorry I cannot do something for you. I am afraid you have had
some bad news.'
'No--not news; there is nothing more that could happen to me,' she replied,
speaking in a very low tone, so that her voice might not utterly break down.
'I--I did not know of your coming; I had not heard,' said Victor; and then he
suddenly paused, asking himself why he made so sure that Shung-Loo's mistress
was an invalid middle-aged lady? Had anyone ever said so? Had anyone, in fact, said
anything beyond speaking of Miss Lindsay? But how was one to imagine that this
represented a beautiful young girl with an air of distinction and refinement rare
anywhere, but little less than astounding in a spot so isolated from the higher
graces of civilization. These thoughts passed rapidly through his mind, ending with
the reflection that he had made a most foolish and inept reply to the
pathetic words the girl had uttered. He had in truth lost his head, and--he had
better bclear.
'I am so vexed I disturbed you,' he said. 'Would you like me to raise the curtains
before I go?'
'Oh, but you must not go; you came to read. You are Mr. Fitz-Gibbon, I think; I have
heard Mrs. Challoner and Euphemia speak of you.' It seemed to Victor a distinction
conferred on him to hear his name spoken by that softly modulated, musical voice.
There was something too irresistible in her direct simplicity, her clear, candid
gaze.
'I shall be only too glad to stay if I do not disturb you,' he said, and on that Doris
resumed her seat and took up a chair-back on which she was outlining2 figures in
pale and dark blue.
Victor rolled up the curtains, and sat in the chair over which he had stumbled, and
took up his book, but the words danced before him and the lines ran together.
Then he perpetrated felony with his eyes. Still holding the book before him as if he
were reading, he stole glances at the girl who was sitting barely six feet away
from him. She was in a thin black dress, relieved only with narrow white lisse3 at
the throat and wrists. She began to sew, her long thick lashes downcast, and as
he looked he saw a great tear roll down her cheek, and then another. He felt
choked with compassion, yet when she had spoken of her trouble he had made so
imbecile a reply. There was something infinitely touching in the grief of one so
young, and so much alone in the world. If he could only say something--something
to distract her thoughts! He rustled the leaves of his book and cleared his throat.
Doris furtively wiped her eyes and bent a little lower over her work, and the
silence remained unbroken.
Then Shung-Loo came cin in his usual noiseless way with a white silk shawl. 'It neal
sunset now, Miss Dolis.' She took the shawl from him with a little smile of thanks,
and put it over her shoulders. 'Oh, Miss Dolis, you have clied, you must not,' he
said in an impressive whisper.
'No, Shung; I am not going to again,' she said humbly. Then Shung-Loo disappeared
as noiselessly as he had come. As soon as she was alone again--she felt satisfied
that Mr. Fitz-Gibbon was buried in his book--Doris took up the corner of the shawl
and held it to her lips, and her tears flowed afresh uncontrollably.
'Miss Lindsay, I ought not perhaps to speak to you when you are in such trouble;
but you kindly asked me to stay--and--and I cannot bear to see you cry.'
Victor had put down his book and drawn his chair closer. His voice vibrated with
emotion, and, in fact, his eyes were moist.
'Oh, I thought you were reading,' she said brokenly. 'Everyone tells me I ought not
to cry, and I seldom do.'
'Would you find it very hard to tell me why you are so sorrowful? But don't if it
hurts you; only----'
'It is because my mother has left me. She is gone; she can never come back to
me.' She did not sob, but the tears were falling as fast as raindrops, her filmy
laced handkerchief was soaked, her lips and hands were quivering.
'I would give the world if I could say something to comfort you,' said Victor,
speaking little above a whisper.
'But you cannot--no one can,' she said through her tears, vainly struggling for
composure.
Even in the midst of his distress, Victor felt a half-inclination to smile at the
uncompromising sincerity of this little speech. It was evidently hopeless to trot
out any of the serviceable platitudes that people use to bridge over those depths
of grief in which they have no personal share. Still, even to make her talk a little
helped to stem the tears which gave him so horribly uncomfortable a sensation in
the throat. This constrained him to make another effort. 'You know, everyone
feels badly hurt at some time,' he said lamely enough, keenly conscious, even as
he uttered the words, that any small efficacy they may dhave ever possessed in
binding up a broken spirit would be now ruthlessly weighed in the balance and found
wanting.4
'Has your mother died, too?' asked Doris, looking up with tears trembling on her
lashes.
'No--oh no! She was quite well when she last wrote to me.'
'Then you came away from her? You left her?' said Doris, a little shade of
mistrust creeping into her manner.
'Oh, well, you know, young men nearly always do,' he explained.
'Don't they love their mothers as much as girls do, then?' asked Doris. She
glanced up at Victor, her lips slightly parted, a look of dawning interest in her
face, as if the incongruities of his sex were for the first time brought home to
her.
'Oh yes; I think most of them do--only, you know, there is a difference,' he
replied, anxious, he could not say why exactly, to make her believe as well of his
kind as possible. 'Girls, of course, mostly stay with their mothers till they
marry----'
'I would never have left my mother, never--never,' she answered with slow
emphasis.
'What a pretty place this is!' he said, picking up one of the water-colour sketches
which had fallen eto the ground. He felt all the absurdity of this abrupt change. But
he wanted above all things to lead the talk away from dangerous topics.
'That is Ouranie, our old home, where I was born, and where maman and I always
lived together,' she answered softly.
Then she turned over the rest of her mother's sketches and showed him the
shadowy corner in the garden where the violets used to carpet the ground, and
the tangled banks of Gauwari, with the tall trees growing overhead. Doris had by a
great effort recovered her composure, but her grief had been too suddenly
arrested, and the pictures of her old home awoke too many tender memories;
fearful that she might again break down she rose, saying:
'If you would like to see them, I will show you some more of mother's drawings
another time;' and then, with a grave little bow, she went into her own room
through the open French window.
She had been for some time that afternoon looking over fthese too
well-remembered scenes, the last her mother had sketched and painted, till it
seemed to her as if her mother gwere quite near. 'Oh, maman darling, it is
sometimes so very strange without you!' she said. Then she had fallen asleep, and
in her sleep she dreamt a dream dear and beautiful as the innermost circle of
heaven could have been. Her mother came to her with the old tender smile and
words, the old caressing touch. But in the moment that her heart was throbbing
for exceeding joy,5 she awoke to find herself alone. In the cruel reaction, she was
overcome with a grief keener than that of the first days of her
bereavement. It was then that Victor had come. When he was left alone, he sat
for some moments looking blankly at the sketch he had first taken up, and which
Doris had left behind her.
'Well, I was a fearful jackass! I might have known that these were probably the
very things that made her cry so. Poor little darling! . . . Well, she is hlittle more
than a child. . . . What wonderful eyes, what a perfect face altogether! . . . It is
curious, but it seems as if I had often seen a face like hers in my dreams. . . . The
expression is just that of the beautiful little Virgin in Titian's picture of the
Presentation6--that serious dove-like innocence.'
These and divers other thoughts, more or less confused, passed in rapid
succession through the young man's mind. He looked at the sketch a long time,
taking in all the details of the tranquil home where this beautiful young girl had
probably lived all her life, with the mother she would never have left.
'She seemed to be a little suspicious of me because I had left my mother,' he
reflected, smiling. 'If I had only known what to say! . . . It must have been dreadful
for the poor dear child to lose her mother. . . . To think I have been ifor so many
nights under the same roof with her, without knowing it. . . .' Then he reflected
with immense chagrin that he had declined to spend the evening at Stonehouse
because of 'Zilla's7 blue-ribbon meeting. He felt half inclined to go to Mrs. Challoner
and ask her to let him come, after all, as it did not matter so very much about
playing a stupid little melody to a lot of rowdy miners.
But when he played his stupid little tune an hour later in the small school-room,
crowded with the miners and their families, and a large proportion of the
inhabitants of Colmar, 'Norah Creina'8 was so rapturously encored that he had to
play again. It was a rough assembly with several larrikins in the back seats who
joined in the choruses when there were any, invented parodies on certain
recitations, and called out to the performers by name to cheer or depress them.
This latter was especially the case if anyone gave a reading of a didactic cast.
'That's hawfully dry 'ash!'9 one would cry out.
'But, then, 'tis to do your immortial soul good, Jack,' another would respond.
'We didn't come 'ere because of our bloomin' souls; we come 'ere to 'ave a lark,'
would be shouted out if the unfortunate reader still persisted in the reading with a
purpose. But no musical performer, unless very obnoxious to the crowd, was ever
interrupted.
'Angkore! angkore! go it, young un! you knows 'ow to handle the fiddle!' 'Give us
another chune, Mr. Purser! they're worth twenty tractses.' On being thus adjured,
Victor played from memory Beethoven's 'Adelaide' with variations.10 The melody,
weighted with impassioned yearning, swept him into hitherto unsuspected depths
of feeling: The winds of evening in the blossom-heavy bowers, May's silvery lilies of
the valley, streams in their leafy channels, nightingales pouring out their souls in
ecstasy, all whispering and breathing and murmuring and fluting the beloved name:
A--de--la--i--de! A--de--la--i--de!
What had given such unaccustomed skill to the young man's fingers? what had
suddenly kindled his instincts and imagination and heart with such swift intuition of
the inner meaning of the great musician's masterpiece of a lover's incommunicable
rapture and sorrow? The applause of the audience at the close was noisier than
ever, the room more stifling. Victor was glad to get out under the starlit sky,
cutting short Roby's profuse thanks and big words about 'valyable 'elp in a good
work.'
On leaving the township, he walked back to Stonehouse by a circuitous route. He
approached the house by the western veranda. There was a light in one of the
windows; he stood looking at it for some time. Then, with a profound sigh, he went
round to his own room, and there was his unfinished letter to Miss Paget staring
him in the face.
He ought to finish it to-night, so that it might be posted to-morrow, and reach
town in time for the outgoing mail-boat. But what an age it took him to write a
page and a half, and how stiff and fragmentary the close of the letter seemed on
reading it over! He decided it would be better not to write at all when one felt so
incomprehensibly stupid. As he reached this conclusion, he found himself staring
hard into vacancy, recalling the sweep of heavy golden-brown lashes wet with
tears. And this made him ask himself the question why he had made no mention of
an event that had interested him so deeply. He went on with a sort of wrathful
catechism, with eloquent blanks by way of answer. He lay long awake that
night, and the upshot of his night vigil was that, instead of spending part of
Sunday at Stonehouse as he had thought of doing, or going across to Wynans as
he had half promised Maurice,11 he went for a solitary ride towards the
north-west.
After going four or five miles from the mine in this direction, the country became
more diversified. There were numerous low reefs, ridged in places with dead-white,
milky-looking quartz, and others with innumerable ironstone 'blows.'12
Water-courses, too, were much more frequent than in any other part of the
district--water-courses with wide shallow beds, filled with gravel and red dust,
with broken pieces of hungry and crystalline quartz, mingled in places with fine
specimens of glassy six-sided prismatic crystals. The region was full of
experimental shafts and the remains of small alluvial diggings. Challoner's run
verged on the western side of this auriferous tract,13 the boundary between
being marked in one spot by a large broken-down whim,14 the massive posts
bleached white with the fiery suns of many summers. Behind this whim was an
abrupt blackish rock, that gave weird echoes of any sound that broke the silence.
It was a desolate spot, speaking eloquently of the drought that had ravaged the
district four years before. Striking off from this in a northerly direction, Victor
rode towards Broombush Creek, which was four miles off. This creek took its
name from being near its rise densely lined with that shrub.15 It was the largest
water-course in the district, with wide gravelly reaches, closely neighboured by
innumerable little reefs and rises, with a water-worn, denuded aspect.
'There ought to be alluvial gold here, if anywhere,' thought Victor as he struck the
creek. He had heard it was seldom found without a lonely prospector here and
there prowling in its vicinity. There was evidently one not far off now, for as he
rode on, following the sinuous windings of the water-course, he saw a film of
smoke ahead of him, rising in wavering fragments till they were lost in the blue air.
The sight gave him a feeling of pleasurable excitement. Perhaps he was going to
come on the early beginnings of a great gold-field. As he went on, he noticed
innumerable trenches and small pits, now partly choked up, most of them
evidently of old date. They were on each side of the wide shallow water-course,
some on the face of the banks and in the bed of the creek. Two or three of
the latter were quite recent. Near one of these he noticed a broken shovel. Half a
mile beyond he came in sight of the spot from which the smoke ascended.
It was a curious little encampment, in the vicinity of an old well. Near it stood a
horse in hobbles, looking around with a contemplative air, as if he were
accustomed to a country in which it was easier to think than to feed. A little
further on stood what at first glance looked like an irregular sort of tent. It was a
cart, covered with a large discoloured tarpaulin, held down with stones at the back
and sides. In front it was fastened back on each side of the shafts.
Close to the cart a wood fire was smouldering. Between the fire and the cart an
elderly man was sitting on a low three-legged stool before an empty deal case
turned upside down. He was smoking a pipe with a long many-jointed stem, and
dealing out a pack of cards in two heaps. He was under the shade of a group of
sandal-wood trees on the bank of the creek, yet his soft felt hat was pulled so low
over his eyes, that as Victor approached he could see little of the man's face.
Neither did he seem to notice the sound of the horse's hoofs.
Victor halted within a few feet of the fire, expecting that the solitary smoker
would look up. But he went on dealing out the cards in unbroken silence, so
engrossed in his occupation that he seemed oblivious of the rider's presence.
'Good-day, sir. May I come in?' said Victor at last, riding a little nearer.
The man did not start, nor show any appearance of surprise. Holding the cards he
had in his aleft hand fan-wise, and pushing his hat back a little, he looked at his
visitor.
'You may come under such shade as there is, certainly, young man; but to ask you
to come in is beyond my power.'
'But is it agreeable to you that I should come under the shade?'
'Agreeable is a comparative term.'
'Ah, I see, you really don't want to be interrupted. Well, please excuse my
intrusion.'
'Intrusion? Not a bit of it! Come under the shade and have a pannikin of coffee.1
By the way, do you like coffee?'
'Oh yes, very much,' said Victor, who was really loath to go away without having
some talk with this eccentric recluse.
At the first glance he did not look very much unlike ban ordinary Bush labourer.
But as soon as he spoke, it was evident that he belonged to a different class.
'I cannot offer you a chair,' he said, after Victor had dismounted and fastened his
horse to one of the sandal-wood trees; 'and I fear there is a slight weakness in
one of the legs of this stool. But I ought to have a box somewhere equal to your
weight.'
He dived in under the cart and brought out an empty kerosene case,2 on which
Victor seated himself, with an apology for the trouble he gave.
'It's no trouble at all,' returned his host. 'In fact, I should probably not give you a
seat if it involved any trouble. If you'll excuse me for a few moments, I'll finish this
game with Jack.'
'Jack! where is he?' said Victor, looking round with surprise.
'He is not visible to the material eye,' answered the man gravely. 'He formed my
acquaintance shortly after I dropped out of the ranks.3 I think he had some vague
idea of setting up in the ghost business; but I didn't approve of that line, so I
adopted him into the bosom of the family, so to speak. He plays a very good game
in his own way--a very good game indeed.'
He went on smoking and dealing out the cards very slowly. It was apparent from
the heaps already on the table, and the number still in his hand, that there must
be two packs of cards required for the game that 'Jack' played. Victor watched
its progress with great interest, pleased with the thought that he had, by chance,
come in contact with one of those solitary men who are sometimes known in the
Australian Bush as 'real characters.'
'By the Great Llama,4 Jack has won!' said the player, as he faced the last card.
'I hope that does not mean you lose a great deal?'
'Well, perhaps not. It just means that I may go on to Colmar to-morrow; that is,
Sunday. I made a bet with Jack on the subject.'
'Sunday? No--to-day is Sunday.'
'You must be mistaken.'
'Indeed I am not. Yesterday was Saturday--to-day is Sunday.'
The man with a perplexed look counted on his fingers.
'Monday I gave up fossicking; Tuesday I came here; Wednesday I went to the little
shanty at Starvation Creek, where they sell grog on the sly; Thursday I returned
with a furious headache and a few bricks for the pavement of hell;5 Friday I went
across to see Van Diemen's Nick;6 and Saturday, that is to-day, I sank an
experimental trench till three o'clock, and broke a shovel. In face of such an alibi,
how can you explain your method of counting the days?'
'Perhaps you will be angry at my explanation,' said Victor, laughing.
'Anger is a moral luxury in which I have long ceased to indulge. Let us have your
explanation.'
' "The next time I get drunk it shall be with those who have the fear of God in
them."7 That carries my opinion of the alibi.'
The man's face slowly relaxed into a smile, and he looked at his visitor with some
interest.
'You young rascal!' he said, in a tone of amusement; 'you think because you get
tipsy yourself with boon companions, that a man of my standing indulges in the
same weakness. . . . Perhaps you are right about the day. I suppose you've lived all
your life in places crowded with the human species, where you knock every day
into hours full of appointments, with men who cheat you and women who deceive
you. I slung up8 that form of being happy many years ago.'
'And cin the meantime you lose a Sunday occasionally, and find Jack stealing a
march on you. But do you think he won this game fairly, seeing that to-morrow is
Monday?' said Victor, who longed to glean more information regarding the habits
of the partner who was not visible to the material eye.
But the man did not at once reply. He went to the fire, and pushing the
smouldering sticks together till they burst into a flame, he put a copper saucepan
half full of coffee on the fire. Then he produced a second pannikin and
handed it to Victor, nearly full of that beverage, very strong and of excellent
flavour.
'Did you see anyone at work on your way here,' he asked, as he relit his pipe and
resumed his seat. 'An old man, for instance, with a battered profile, as if people
had been shying stones at him for half a century?'
'I saw no one since I left Colmar till I came here.'
'What! did you come from Colmar, from the mine?'
'Yes; I'm living there at present; I'm purser at the mine.'
'The purser? By Jove! you don't look much like it.'
'I give you my word that I can add two and two at the first shot,' said Victor with
a smile.
'Oh, I don't doubt it! But why a young fellow like you should be at the Colmar
bothers me. I should have thought you would at least be feeling pretty down on
your luck, instead of which you go about with violet eyes, and a smile that
embraces all creation.'9
'It must be your very good coffee that's getting into my head if I look so
benevolent.'
'Ah, you find the coffee good? I'll give you the recipe for making it. Get the best
Arabian beans; green, mind you. Roast them till they are quite brown, but not
black. Then take two handfuls and bruise them between two stones. Put that
amount to two pints of water in a copper saucepan, and let the water come to
boiling-point slowly without the lid. That's the way the M'zabites of El-Aghouat10
made coffee when I lived in Sahara for some time, several years ago. But now tell
me about the Colmar. Who is robbing that mine now for the shareholders?'
'No one, I hope,' answered Victor. 'Do you know much about the place?'
'I lived there six or seven months some time ago.'
'Oh! I wonder if you are the man Searle spoke about?'
'By the name of Oxford Jim?'
'Yes.'
'The same. Has Searle gone away?'
'Yes; I came in his place.'
'And who is the manager now?'
'Mr. William Trevaskis.'
'You don't mean that!' said the man with a start. 'William Trevaskis, eh? The last
time I had the honour of seeing him he was rolling to Government House in a
carriage lined with violet velvet, or something of that kind. Back to the old
life, eh? Well, that is a piece of news!'
'But how is it you didn't hear it before, living within ten miles of the mine?'
'Because I have for the last three months been not living, but hiding, like the
modest peony;11 burrowing little shafts, turning over gravel drift in dry
tributaries of the sandy Broombush Creek, most of the time two miles from here,
where no man comes. Excepting Van dDiemen's Nick--my friend with the battered
phiz--I have not spoken to a soul for eleven weeks, till you came to-day.'
'For eleven weeks entirely alone! Why, it's like solitary confinement!' said Victor,
looking round at the eerie desolation of the great neutral-tinted plain, which, in the
declining light of the afternoon sun, assumed more and more the look of a
limitless ocean without sound or colour or movement.
'Yes--solitary confinement with hard labour thrown in. And yet most likely six
months from this, when I am spending my nuggets, eating the husks which the
swine did eat,12 I shall be sorry I left the Salt-bush country.'
'Your nuggets? Then you have found gold?'
'Oh, a little more than the colour,'13 answered Oxford Jim, with a satisfied laugh,
and glancing behind him under the cart. Victor looked also, but all he could see
were a few ordinary digger's tools, a roughly constructed cradle, a shovel or two,
a pick, and two rusty edishes. But somehow the conviction grew on him that the
solitary prospector had turned up trumps.
'Yes; a little more than the colour,' he went on, still smoking. His pipe had a very
deep bowl, and the smoke, which ascended in blue spiral columns, seemed to Victor
to have an acrid odour, foreign to ordinary tobacco.
'But what is gold to a man like me, an exile, an outcast, with a hateful past and no
possible future; with every chance in life exhausted, every avenue closed?
Someone says that each man bears his own tragedy about with him.14 I know what
mine is, well.'
A vague look had come into the man's eyes, but there was a sort of mild
exaltation in his face, and notwithstanding the melancholy despair of his
utterances, he seemed to find a certain enjoyment in giving them expression.
'You are too much alone, you are morbid in consequence,' said Victor, who was
touched by the thought of the man's dreary isolation.
'Morbid! Good Lord! what can make you as morbid as your fellow-creatures, when
you begin to understand them? Snakes and dingoes and lizards are amiable
sentimentalists in comparison with the bulk of mankind.'
Victor could not refrain from laughing.
'For my own part,' he said, 'I should like to be spared the amiable weakness of a
carpet snake!'
'Oh, as for that, a carpet snake is a harmless worm, compared to your own kind of
both sexes. He does not come to you with a smiling face till he gets a good
opportunity to sting you. Ah, you may smile; you'll find it out for yourself one day.
Now, take that man Trevaskis as an instance. I worked with him, for a year and a
half, fifteen years ago. He was making money fast, and had thousands of pounds
invested. I said to him one day, "I wonder why you keep on working like this when
you have so much."
' "Oh," he said, "I made up my mind when I was quite a boy that I would make
enough money somehow or other to live like a gentleman; and I mean to do it. None
of your poky, stingy little incomes, but something substantial and handsome." '
'Poor old chap! it's rather rough on him to have lost fall his money, after all.'
'Yes; but my feeling is that, on the whole, it served him right,' said Oxford Jim
vindictively. 'When he said that to me, I said half jokingly: "Wouldn't it be a good
thing to learn to speak like a gentleman, Bill, before you come on gto the stage as
a man of money and fashion?" He took up the idea quite seriously there and then.
"Suppose you give me lessons," he said, "in pronouncing and writing? I'll pay you
well for it." I didn't want to make a money affair of the matter. Indeed, I thought it
would drop through in a month or so. But no, he was too determined. I never saw a
man that stuck to any plan in all my life as he did, once his mind was made up.
Every evening during a whole year he worked away for hours like a nigger;
and then he would get up by candle-light and study again, writing out pages of
dictation. Of course we grew very chummy in that time. I used to vary my lessons,
in pronouncing and spelling, by telling him of the ways of living among the civilized
races of the earth, developing his conceptions of society, as if I were a sort of
unedited Manual of Etiquette.'15
Here, the speaker suddenly burst into laughter.
'If you don't know much of the vagaries of Bush life,' he said, 'this may serve as a
specimen for you. A man of fifty-five who grubs about in the wilds as a labouring
drudge, and has lived the life of a wandering savage for over twenty years, can
still give instruction in the social ethics of society.'
He had ceased smoking, and his utterance was now a little heavy.
'Then what was the upshot?' asked Victor.
'The upshot was that when I returned, after being in Africa and the East, some
time ago, I drifted to Adelaide on my way to Blanchewater.16 Five years ago I saw
Trevaskis face to face, in his rle of gentleman--I, as usual, a poor devil in dusty
clothes on the dusty highway--and--he cut me dead.'
'Surely he couldn't have known you?'
'Oh yes, he did; I caught his eye. Well, I believe I'll take the change out of him yet.
I'm at a loose end just now. I want to wait for an old friend of mine who is coming
down from the Far North.17 I might as well stay at Colmar--better than going to
town, indeed. I'll most likely trundle across to-night or to-morrow. You won't be
gone before then?'
'Oh no. You see, I have an interest in the Colmar Mine, and----'
'Oh, you have an interest in it, have you? Then just let me tell you a little secret,'
said the man, with a sudden gleam of excitement, overcoming a drowsiness which
began gradually to make itself apparent in his voice and manner. 'Search the cave
room well.'
'Oh, it was well searched by the late manager----'
'Dunning, the man who was killed, you mean. Ah, I know a little about the sort of
search he was making. Never mind, you take my advice. Tell Trevaskis you met an
old man prospecting out at Broombush Creek, who advised you to turn over the
floor of hthat cave room, with a passage between it and the manager's
office. Don't tell him it was Oxford Jim who gave the advice, and don't let him
search it alone!'
'Perhaps we had better have a couple of policemen to look after us both,' said
Victor, in a jesting tone.
'Oh no, you haven't been long enough in the world, or in the gold business, to
acquire the usual morals. . . . But there is a scientific classification of liars that I
should advise you to keep in mind--the simple liar, the damned liar, and the mining
manager,'18 answered the man sombrely.
'Well, good-bye! I expect I'll see you again, though I should do better to stay in the
Salt-bush country than mix with the human race,' he added, when Victor rose to
go.
The sun was low on the horizon as he rode back to the mine, his mind full of
speculations regarding the lonely prospector. How had he come to have such a
profound sentiment of the inutility of life, to be so penetrated with the conviction
that henceforth nothing could change the course of his own existence, or make
the world a fascinating place to live in? The thought that a human being could be
so joyless and stranded, and perhaps, too, the solitary desolation of the country
around him, gave the young man an unusual feeling of depression. But as he
passed Stonehouse a curious glow of gladness stole over him, and his ride
appeared to him in the light of an interesting event, one that might lead to the
discovery of an unsuspected treasure.
Next day he and Trevaskis were engaged together in cleaning up the fortnight's
yield of gold. Before the day was over, the gruff coldness of the manager's
manner had thawed a little. He began to suspect that he might be doing the purser
an injustice in supposing that he had any motive in coming to the mine beyond that
of wishing to get a little experimental knowledge as to the working of a property in
which he was interested. He worked so cheerfully, was so much interested in
everything, sang snatches of 'Rory O'More' and 'Rich and rare were the gems she
wore,'19 and countless other songs, in such a clear, blithe voice, and repeated
some of Mick's stories with such an inimitable accent, that almost in spite of
himself Trevaskis was drawn into a more genial frame of mind.
'I think you must have ihad an extra love-letter to-day, Fitz-Gibbon, you are in
such good spirits,' he said jokingly as they were in the assay-room, after taking
off the crucible in which the gold had been smelted. Victor coloured consciously.
He had felt like a bird on the wing all day, because he was to spend the evening at
Stonehouse. Yes, this was all that had come of the stoical resolution which on
Sunday had led him to explore the wilds so as to keep out of the way of
temptation. It is one thing, however, to do this on a given day, and quite another
to remain inflexible during succeeding ones.
'Me get a love-letter! I'm surprised at you, captain, to be putting such notions into
my head,' he answered gravely. Trevaskis laughed incredulously. Then it struck
Victor that this would be a good opportunity to ask permission to search the cave
room.
'Did you ever turn over that cave room at the end of the iron passage?' he asked
somewhat suddenly.
Trevaskis, who well remembered the narrative told by Searle regarding this place,
replied in a somewhat strained voice:
'No; I have not felt much tempted by the look of the place. A lot of Dunning's
things are there; and old machinery with other odds and ends. Why do you ask?'
'Because, when I was out riding yesterday I came across an old fellow prospecting
all alone, who----'
'Told you there was some gold hidden away there?' interrupted Trevaskis, with a
scornful smile.
'Perhaps you've heard the yarn before?'
'Oh, I've never been near a mine in my life without hearing four and twenty lying
rumours about it.'
'Would you mind my fossicking over the place some day when it's convenient?'
Trevaskis' face darkened a little, and he hesitated before replying:
'Do you mean to dig in it? to look for a lode, or what?'
'Oh, just to make a thorough search, with Mick to help me when he isn't busy, or
'Zilla Jenkins when he returns. . . . I would be careful not to injure the place.
Anything that's in it of value----'
'Of value? I think the most precious article in it is an invalid chair. One of the
managers broke his leg, and used to be trundled about in it; so Roby told me when I
went down there with him the other day to look at some old machinery. . . . If
there are many of Dunning's things, you might have them removed into one of the
store-rooms.'
'Thank you; that could be easily managed,' said Victor, taking this as a grudging
consent. 'I'll begin my search, say, on Monday next.'
'You better20 have 'Zilla to help when he returns; he'll be a handy man in a job of
that kind,' answered Trevaskis, in a more gracious voice.
But though in contact with Victor that day his suspicious mistrust of him had
lessened, yet as soon as they parted he returned to his old standpoint.
'What should he want to go fossicking about in that place for? Perhaps to make
sure that the late manager's belongings are not tampered with, or something of
that kind,' he thought, with a sombre look in his face.
It was partly the inflexibility of his mind and partly the invincible suspicion of his
nature which made it almost impossible for him to renounce a prejudice or an evil
opinion once entertained. It was characteristic, too, that the lower motives of
conduct always appeared to him more credible than any jothers.
It was after dark that evening when Trevaskis went across to the Colmar Arms
for his evening meal. When he came out at his office door, he saw Victor going
across the reef towards Stonehouse. He did not turn up at the inn for tea, so it
was evident that he was spending the evening with the Challoners. As the manager
sat alone at the long dreary table of the dreary dining-room, he fell into one of
those brooding fits of utter depression which from time to time overtook him
since coming to Colmar.
At such times his past life would rise up before him, year by year and period by
period, till he felt almost suffocated by despair, and a bitter sense of the injustice
of his lot. He had earned his money so hardly--building up his wealth without help
or bequest from anyone. And then, when he had achieved his purpose, how far
removed he had been from plunging into reckless extravagance or speculation! The
only faults he could charge himself with were trusting his partner too blindly, and
putting so large an amount into bank shares, with the purpose of being quite safe.
But now, after all his long years of toil, and those brilliant ones during which all his
hopes were realized, he was beggared, and with no prospects in life that he could
see beyond dragging out a death-in-life existence at some miserable mine, in the
heart of some miserable desert. He had no knowledge nor training for commercial
life; all his business aptitude lay in one direction. He had, after coming to the mine,
some faint hopes that enough would be saved out of the wreck of his fortune to
enable him to start as a sharebroker. But affairs had turned out even worse than
he had anticipated. It was now certain that, in common with other shareholders of
the bank that had failed, he would have to pay liquidation calls1 on the shares he
held.
As he sat plunged in the gloomiest reflections, feeling the weight of his
misfortunes, and his loneliness pressing upon him like a heavy, physical load, he
heard the sound of voices and loud laughter in the bar. Sometimes of late,
when these fits of profound gloom overcame him, Trevaskis felt a nervous horror
of returning to the solitude of his own rooms. He would have been ashamed to
confess it openly, even to himself; but he would, in reality, have preferred to join
the boisterous miners and stray swagmen drinking in the bar-room rather than
remain alone with his despairing thoughts. He had sometimes compromised
between the two plans, by sitting for an hour or two after tea in the bar-parlour,
where the sound of voices of noisy merriment, and occasionally the strains of a
banjo, an accordion, or a fiddle, gave him a certain sense of companionship. The
bar-parlour faced the dining-room, being on the opposite side of the narrow
passage which divided the newer portion of the Colmar Arms. Trevaskis went into
the room on this evening, and found it as usual unoccupied, with a small
apetroleum2 lamp on the mantelpiece, bwhich diffused more odour than light.
There was a large horsehair sofa in the room, one end against the door that
opened into the bar-room. Trevaskis threw himself down on this, with a newspaper
in his hand. But he did not read it. His move into this room, with its staring
wall-paper, its cheap vulgar oleographs, its strong fumes of negro-head tobacco3
and coarse spirits, seemed to bring home to him more forcibly than before the
hopeless slough into which his life had been resolved. He recalled, with a vividness
strange in his experience, all the external aspects and pleasures of the years
during which he had enjoyed the delights and luxuries of wealth. His entrance into
parliamentary life; the gratified sense of importance that came to him as his
name began to figure in the daily papers--now introducing a deputation, then
giving utterance to some pregnant comment regarding the mineral laws of the
country, ever and anon as one of the guests at the more important social
gatherings; at banquets to distinguished visitors; at official dinners given by the
Governor--every detail had been precious to him.
He recalled the long evenings at the clubs; the pleasant excitement of hurrying
from the theatre to go to an evening assembly; the malicious rumours and
surmises regarding other people's affairs; the unexpected dnouements and
amusing gossip which his wife never wearied of retailing to him--all in his
present cruel isolation had an exaggerated interest and value. But though, like the
newly enriched of other spheres and countries, Trevaskis had developed a
marvellous affinity for luxury and the more material aspects of refinement, he
had no resources in himself. He read the newspapers, and there his reading began
and ended. As soon as he had left the solitude of the Bush and the engrossing toil
that had been sweetened by rapidly accumulating gain, he had taken with
extraordinary avidity to all forms of amusement. Though he did not dance, he
would pass hours watching people at a ball, enjoying the spectacle more thoroughly
than most of those who took part in it. The music, the light, the flowers, the
elegant dresses, the soft movement of costly fans, the fragrance of dainty
perfumes,--all had an irresistible attraction for him. He was an habitual
theatre-goer, and never missed an opera if he could help it. He had not the least
technical knowledge of music, yet he would listen to a solo or a chorus with a sort
of tranced rapture that had in it something almost hypnotic.
Now, he was exiled from all this, and worse still, he was separated from his wife
and children. He recalled them as he had often watched them in the luxurious
nursery of his big handsome house--his little fair-haired girls kneeling in their
snowy-white nightdresses--and hot tears which refused to be shed dimmed his
eyes. Then, crowding side by side with these reminiscences, came thoughts of his
present surroundings--the mine, with its unceasing din and smoke, with the tents
and hovels4 of the miners--those squalid abodes through which he passed and
repassed thrice a day to his meals at the dreary inn. The earth floors, sometimes
half covered with dust-strewn sacks; the dingy little deal tables, heaped-up with
dirty dishes of tin and earthenware; the narrow bunks, with heaps of soiled
clothing; the empty kerosene cases, that served for seats; the flapping partitions
in some of the squalid interiors, covered with tattered cnewspapers; groups of
children playing at digging mines, everything strewn with the grime of perpetual
dust--all seemed stamped on his brain with the sharp precision of a photograph.
At times he would overhear the sound of women's voices in angry
contention. In such settlements as the Colmar Mine woman is seldom anything
more than the female of the man, with an emphatic tendency to shriek on
insufficient grounds. Often he would meet groups of the miners on their way to
the Colmar Arms laughing and talking merrily. They had washed and changed their
clothes after coming up out of the mine, having put in their 'shift' of eight hours
out of the twenty-four, at from eight to ten shillings a day. Many of them looked
as if they had not a care in the world. Frequently he found himself envying them.
He had left his own class--to do so had been the aim and the pride of his life. And
yet, on this evening, after all that had come and gone, to sneak into a room where
he could overhear men who belonged to his original rank in society, was the
nearest approach to enjoyment which existence presented to him. He ground his
teeth at the thought in a paroxysm of impotent rage, muttering half aloud, 'God in
heaven! is there nothing I can do to get out of this dhole?'
He had of late been troubled with a dull aching in his head and eyes. To-night the
latter were worse, with that acute sensation as of hot sand below the eyelids
which foretold an attack of sandy blight.5 He rose and turned the light low, so as
to relieve the tension of his eyesight. Then he lay down on the couch, with his face
to the wall. Someone in the bar-room was playing a plaintive air on a zither; when it
was ended there was a shout of applause, and several men spoke at once, asking
the musician to have a drink in the various forms of invitation popular at the mine.
'Give it a name, old boy!'
'Have one with me, Hans.'
'Would you like a bath, or esuthin' stiff?'
'Nominate your pizen,6 mate!'
Trevaskis was astonished to find the voices penetrate the bar-parlour as
distinctly as if the door were open. He went to see whether it was ajar, and found
it was closed and bolted as usual. But the upper half, which was of glass, covered
with a dingy cretonne curtain, had been broken in some recent scuffle. Hence all
that passed in the bar-room was perfectly audible in the little parlour.
'Mein Gott! I gannot trink mid you all at once, my frents--von at a dime, if
you blease,' said the musician.
'You better have a good blow out while you can, Hans,' said one of the men; 'Roby
will be making a blue-ribboner of you soon--now that he's got you to play at his
Saturday concerts.'
'Ach Gott, even such a goncerts is better than fnodings,' answered Hans. 'I haf
few books, and I read small English. I do not get on fast mid your yellow packs.'7
'And little good they are when a bloke does read 'em,' said one, in a tone of
conviction. 'It's allays the same sort o' onpossible chaps and females, with a lot o'
rot about the sun ggoing down, as if 'e didn't every day follow out the same lines,
since he first got 'is billet. . . . Now in my hopinion if you gives yourself over to be
a liard, you ought to spin a good stiff yarn out o' your own 'ead. It's laziness and
not the fear o' Gord as makes 'em steal old lies hisstid o' making up new ones.'
'You're not far wrong, sonny,' said an elderly man in an encouraging tone. 'For my
own part, I'd more rather go to a gospel shop8 'n read a inovel. One puts me to
sleep sooner 'n t'other.'
'Does Roby hold forth on Sundays as much as he used to?' said a man, whose voice
Trevaskis thought he recognised, though he could not quite identify it.
'More so, from all I 'ears,' answered one of the miners. 'As for I, I gives un a wide
berth. Go to 'ear a effigee of a man like 'e bawling out what 'e felt and what 'e
thought and what 'e did? Not much. Ef 'e trampled on 'is conscience and 'is female,
why can't the bloomin' idjit keep it to 'isself? Wash your dirty linen to 'ome,9 say
the old proverb, and ef your soul is dirty, wash that to 'ome too, say I.'
'Brayvo, Circus Bill!' said one.
'Go it like a good un, old chap! Why, you could give us a stunning sermon off your
own bat,' said another.
'As for jsermings, I'd like to know what was the good of ever takin' out a patent
for 'em, from the beginning,' said another. 'I was one Sunday in town, wandering
about, and I sees a place with ka door open and people goin' in. I followed 'em.
There was Bibles, and hymn-books, and other utensils more or less
religious, but not a soul said a word for 'arf an hour by my watch. At the end o'
that, I got nervous like, and I came away. Someone told me lafterwards they was
Quakers.10 If ever I jines a church it 'll be them, where people sits quiet and
decent, keeping holy the Sabbath day, instead of setting a silly man to give a lot o'
foolish jaw that no one minds.'
There was some laughter as the speaker ended, and then a man, in a thick
crapulous voice, declared his conviction that all this chapel-going and preaching
and creeds and Bibles was a made-up thing to keep mpeople from enjoying
themselves over some liquor.
Someone remonstrated, saying in a reflective tone that in the old days 'the
'eathen rubbed ile into the karkiss of Christians, and put a lucifer match to
them--and yet they went on spreadin'.'
'And then what sort of enjoyment is it?' said another, who spoke with a strong
Scotch accent; 'pouring a lot of raw speerits down your throat till you're a beast,
and then sleeping till you wake up a poor sick creature with a conscience like the
undying worm.'11
'Ach Himmel! dat is von way to trink,' said the German. 'Bud in mein gountry it nis
not so. There two kameraden will sit for a whole day and night making joy and
singing over their schoppen. In Ausdralia if von trink doo mooch id is othe teufel;
bud if von trink doo mooch in pthe Vaterland,12 id is yoost right.'
At this juncture the company in the bar was joined by a stranger.
'I'm blowed if it isn't Van Diemen's Nick!' said the landlord.
'Holloa, Nick, have you turned up too, old man?' said the voice which Trevaskis half
recognised.
'You here, Oxford Jim?' cried the new-comer in a tone of surprise. 'Why, I thought
you was far away, looking for the colour of gold among limestone ridges
somewheres.'
'No, mate, I'm here instead. I'm going to take up a new line: write epitaphs,
irrespective of the character of the deceased, for bereaved families, or
something of that sort. I got kind of tired of regions red with black men's blood
and stained with white men's crimes.'13
'That be damned for a yarn! You haven't been much beyond Broombush Creek all
the time. Now, West, you look sharp, and give me a grown man's dose of your best
Three-star brandy, dark,' said Van Diemen's Nick, in an authoritative voice.
The landlord, who was seldom sober after dark, broke into a string of lurid
adjectives, winding up with the request:
'Pay me the three pound ten you owe me first!'
'I don't owe you a qsanguinary copper, not a farden,14 and you knows it, you
cheatin' rvagabond!' shouted Nick.
There was a scuffle amid loud exclamations; Trevaskis blew out the lamp which
was on the mantelpiece, and standing by the door that led into the bar, lifted a
corner of the cretonne curtain to watch the proceedings. West had jumped over
the bar and seized Nick by the shoulders. They were separated by those who stood
nearest them; the landlady, half crying now, stood behind the bar imploring her
husband not to make another row.
'Come, come, Nick! don't spoil good comradeship in this way,' said the man who
was known as Oxford Jim, speaking in the half ironical tone habitual to him.
Trevaskis, on catching sight of him, at once recognised his old instructor in the
arts of spelling and correct pronunciation.
'I don't want to spoil no good comradeship, but I sorder this tvarmin15 of a man to
give me the refreshment I order. He's bound by his license to shelter man and
beast and give nourishment when it's ast for.'16
'I won't do neither till you pay me; and you've come without a copper to blesh
yourself, as usual. I know you--you old penniless tramp!' shouted West.
'I'm an old penniless tramp, am I?' retorted Nick. 'Well, now, I'll just give you a
lesson!'
He disengaged himself from Oxford Jim as he spoke, and thrust his right hand
under the soiled blue woollen jumper he wore.
'Oh, hold 'im! hold 'im!' shrieked the landlady; 'he's got fire-arms; don't you see
them a-bulging out all round of 'im?'
The landlord retreated behind the bar, and opening a small door which
communicated with the back premises of the inn, called out, ''Arry, 'Arry,
'Arry!' in thick stentorian tones.
A draggled17 and scared-looking maid-servant appeared at the door.
'I want the ostler!' roared the landlord. 'Tell him to go at once for Wills, the
police-trooper. This very instant, mind! Tell him there's a harrest to be made.'
Trevaskis, standing in the darkness holding back a small portion of the curtain,
watched Nick's uproceedings with growing interest. He saw him take a long thick
looking package, wrapped up in a red cotton handkerchief, from underneath his
blue jumper.
'Have you got the police-trooper handy, West?' he cried in a shrill voice that had in
it a strange note of vtriumph.
The landlord, backing away a little while his wife wpassed in front of him, watched
the man's proceedings with undisguised alarm.
'xYou had better play none of your revolver pranks 'ere, or, as sure as your name
is old Nick----'
'Call the trooper, I say! Let him bring his revolver. You yallus gives people in charge
that has stuff like this.'
He was untying one end of the irregular-shaped parcel as he spoke. All eyes were
fastened on him. Slowly he unfolded the soiled red cotton handkerchief.
'That's the sort of thing that gets a bloke into the "tin Maria"18 in this part of the
world, ain't it, mates?' he cried, his voice almost rising into a yell of triumph, as he
flung a large piece of heavy metal on the bar. It fell with a dull thud, and lay where
it fell with a deep dull yellow glitter.
'By the Lord in heaven, it's all pure gold!' cried one of the men nearest the bar, in
a tone of incredulous wonder, taking up the nugget. It passed from hand to hand,
while the bar-room became full of confused and broken murmurs. The landlord
stood looking on, eyes wide open, mouth agape, zwhen Nick turned to him with a
violent imprecation, crying:
'Now, perhaps, you'll give me what I ast you for?'
West carried out the order as to the dose of Three-star brandy without a
single comment.
Where had Nick been prospecting? Was there much gold? Was this all? How far
away from the Colmar Mine? Did anyone else know of his find? To all of which Nick
returned no answer, beyond smiling blandly and putting his forefinger significantly
against his nose.
'This weighs over seventy ounces,' said the landlord, when he had at last got
possession of the nugget, holding it as he spoke in the aapalm of his two hands.
'So this is what you were up to, Nick, when you were lying low and keeping dark all
these weeks! It was rather hard to put me off the scent, though, and let me waste
the sweetness of my old age among these billabong courses19 behind the----'
'Don't let the cat out of the bag, Jim!' cried Nick. 'I'll give you a nugget or two,
bbold bloke, and some horiginal promoters' shares in my new company.'
'Thank you, Nick, thank you kindly,' answered Oxford Jim. 'Why, man, this nugget
alone will enable you to sit on a post and swill beer among the aristocracy of
Colmar for a year to come!'
'Do you think I've got no better idea than that of enjoying myself?' said Nick
indignantly. 'Ah, you're allays makin' game of a chap, and I think you're a little
jealous, after all! You said you was getting the colour of gold where you stayed so
many weeks behind Broombush Creek.'
'Broombush Creek--Broombush Creek!' The name passed from one to the other;
one or two made a motion towards the door, as if they would set out for the place
there and then.
But Nick took no notice. He kept his eyes fixed on Jim as he said, in a dogged tone:
'Come, man, let's see the colour you got. Show it to us! This is not my only nugget;
I've plenty more where this came from!'
As Nick spoke he put down three more nuggets on the bar. The men around began
to look at him with a new expression on their faces. He was a small, lean man, with
a flat, battered sort of face, who had led a flat, battered sort of life from his
first entrance into the world. He had been for years prowling about in auriferous
districts, chiefly because he had a rooted dislike to steady work. He ran up scores
in the inns and stores that would give him credit, and then disputed the
validity of the claims. His face and hands were perennially stained with earth; no
one had ever seen him in clean clothes. The one solace of his existence had
hitherto been to obtain a bottle of strong drink, and lose all thought and capacity
of action in those strange bouts of absence from consciousness which we term
drunkenness. And now, in the midst of the base and sordid accidents ccthat made
up the record of his years, this strange thing happened to him. Alone in the arid
desert, grubbing in the dirt, he had accidentally come upon a certain heavy
glittering metal, more precious to the majority of his kind than the loftiest
achievements of human genius, the progress of science, or the perfection of
holiness. Nick enjoyed the unusual importance of being looked at without pity or
contempt. Added to this, the old brown brandy, of which he had imbibed what he
called 'a grown man's dose,' ddadded something to his feeling of importance. As he
watched the crowd of men in the bar-room pressing round his nuggets, he turned
once more to Oxford Jim.
'Show us the colour you got, Jim, do!'
'Well, I don't mind if I do, since you are so pressing,' answered the man thus
addressed, as he rose to leave the bar.
He came towards the door leading into the bar-parlour, in which Trevaskis stood
absorbed in listening to and observing all that passed. But before Jim reached the
door the landlord interposed eagerly:
'Come this way, mate--it's the nearest way to your room.'
As Jim disappeared through the door behind the bar, West said in an exultant
voice:
'I bet you a drink all round this chap's got somethin' worth lookin' at. He come here
early this mornin' with a tumble-down little one-'orse cart, and an 'orse as you
could count ee'is ribs arf a mile away; and he carries two or three swags into ff'is
room, and locks it most careful behind 'im when he goes out.'
No one made any reply to this; all eyes were fixed on the door through which Jim
had disappeared. A curious silence had fallen on the noisy crowd. Each one
believed, without knowing exactly why, that the man who had accepted Nick's
challenge with an air so self-contained and unboastful had something to
show worth looking at.
In a few minutes he reappeared, carrying a bundle folded up in a blue blanket in his
arms. A low murmur broke from the lookers-on.
Jim stood by the counter and unstrapped his bundle. The men pressed round him
like a swarm of bees. Trevaskis, secure in the darkness of his retreat and the
absorbed excitement of all the men, stood close to the door looking on with rising
emotion.
'There, that's one bit of colour, Nick!' said Oxford Jim, holding up a great nugget of
gold that weighed nearly a hundred ounces.
There was a hushed, breathless silence for a brief space, and then a wild shout
went up, and there was soon a babel of distracting cries.
'Hip, hip, hooray! our fortune's made!'
'You wasn't working far apart, you two!'
'Mein Gott, ggis vas drue all de hhdimes. I iiwas begin to tink Ausdralie was like
other goundries, where von vork hard for liddle pay and no bleasures. But now I
see it mid mein own eyes. . . . A man can get a gread lump of gold down in the dirts
widout no governments!' said the German.
'There's plenty more gold where these nuggets were found. They're the biggest
ever seen in the Colony. Here's news for you, Ben, here's news for you!' cried one
to a newcomer who entered at that moment.
He was a correspondent for one of the daily newspapers in town, and no sooner
had he seen the jjnuggets and heard the tale of their discovery, and kkheard that
the lucky diggers had been working in the vicinity of Broombush Creek, than he
rushed off to the telegraph-office to endeavour to send a late message to town.
'There will be a great rush in no time; and we'll all be off to the diggings. Hurrah,
hurrah for the new diggings!'
The cry was taken up on every side. When the tumult had a little subsided, Oxford
Jim said, in a tone of quiet conviction:
'Well, now, you fellows who are miners at the Colmar Mine, llyou better buy
up the old cave room and search it well. You'll find it a better spec than going off
to the new diggings, I can tell you!'
There was a roar of laughter at this; but Trevaskis, whose blood seemed to be on
fire at sight of the gold, and who knew Oxford Jim well enough of old to feel sure
he did not speak in jest, stole out of the bar-parlour unseen and unobserved,
resolved that he would on this very night see for himself whether there was any
truth in his words.
When Trevaskis left the Colmar Arms, his intention was to go at once into the
cave room and make a vigorous search without a moment's loss of time. On
reaching the mine he found it was nearly eleven o'clock. According to his usual
habit, he went across to the mouth of the shaft, and saw the night shift go below.
This was composed of thirty miners in all. To a man they were greatly excited by
the news, which had already spread, of the pure nuggets exhibited in the bar-room
by two diggers who had been prospecting not far from the mine.
'I got gold gravel there myself two year ago, out of which I made a ten-pun note,'1
said one man not given to boasting or idle speech.
Ten of the men there and then gave notice of their intention to leave at the end of
two days--the shortest notice which they could give without forfeiting wages.
'If I were wise, I'd throw up my billet here, and make for Broombush Creek before
the rush sets in,' thought Trevaskis, as he recalled some of his past experiences
at newly-found alluvial diggings. Various schemes flitted before his mind. One was
to ride across at daylight to Broombush Creek, and make an examination of the
vicinity for himself.
With his long experience and practical knowledge of gold diggings, there might be a
certain fortune for him in that place, if he pegged out a good claim2 and
telegraphed to the directors of the Colmar aMine to accept his resignation from
the earliest possible moment. He was so engrossed with these plans that, when he
went into the cave room and looked around at its huddled confusion, his first
impulse was to leave it without wasting any time on such a wild-goose chase.
The excavation was at its highest from nine to ten feet in height. The roof sloped
away irregularly, extending on the north or reef side in a sort of low wide
passage a little over three feet in height. The floor in the main body of the place
was littered with old mine tools and disused machinery. Only the middle part was
kept clear. Here there was a space of ten feet by twelve, covered with a square
of linoleum. In the centre stood a small deal table, a canvas-back lounging chair, a
stool, etc. Close to the table there was a large shoe-trunk, on which were placed
two or three old cases with empty and half-empty bottles, containing various
chemicals, such as nitric and sulphuric acid, mercury, borax, and carbonate of
soda. There were, besides, strips of buckskin, canvas, and chamois leather.3 At a
little distance from this space, and near the entrance, stood a bunk with a narrow
paillasse and one or two rugs over it. Close to it stood the invalid-chair, covered
with dust.
Trevaskis placed the lantern he had brought on the small deal table, and turned
over the contents of these cases. The last he examined contained the usual
solvents for gold, and all that was necessary for assaying it by cupellation.4 He
was familiar with the way in which some men became infatuated in the matter of
experimenting with gold and with the minerals that bcontained it. He perceived
that some of the previous managers of the mine had been bitten with this mania.
Webster, probably, in particular, the man who was now in the lunatic asylum,
constantly raving about the three hundredweight of gold which had at one time
been in his possession. All this would be more than sufficient to account for the
stories in circulation as to the treasures of the cave room.
As this thought passed through Trevaskis' mind, he glanced round at the piles of
discarded or worn-out machinery, elliptical sheet-iron buckets, broken
hand-pumps, a little champion rock-drill with the cylinder smashed, a double-ended
boring hammer, a few roll-picks, long-handled shovels, claying bars,5 cetc. Then he
looked with some attention at the two furnaces close to the western side. He
found they were fixed in a strong and workmanlike manner. As he was examining
these, he noticed a water-tap in the wall hard by. This tap was very stiff, but
after some pressure he succeeded in turning it, and water poured out. So, then, it
was connected by a line of underground pipes with the tank at the end of
the offices, which was supplied with water from the main tank of Colmar.
It suddenly struck Trevaskis that a tremendous amount of ingenuity and labour
had been expended on this place in one way or another. Could it all have been the
freak of a man dgoing mad? 'I don't believe it,' he said to himself half aloud.
Then, for the first time, Trevaskis became convinced that some person or
persons had carried on experiments to a singular extent in this place. This
conviction made him begin to search in a methodical and careful manner.
He began with the large shoe-trunk. Having removed the cases that were on top,
he tried to open it, but found that it was locked. A nearer examination showed
that the lock was of the frail description usually found eon such trunks. He further
noticed that a small label was gummed on the top of the trunk. On wiping away the
dust which covered it, he found that this label bore Dunning's name. He could not
open the trunk without forcing the lock. After a brief pause he resolved to do
this. Looking round the room, he soon found a hammer and a chisel. With a few
blows he broke the hasp and fopened the lid.
The trunk was almost empty. There were some papers, some half-worn clothes, a
large bottle of laudanum,6 almost full, and a bunch of keys--five in all, two very
small. Trevaskis took these out and looked around with increasing interest. It
seemed unlikely that these keys should be kept here unless they were used to
open boxes stored in the same place. There gwas a pile of wood and some bags
heaped up near the furnaces. He turned the bags over, and found that they
contained coke. There were six bags in all, and as he displaced the last he noticed
that the ground close to it, in a southerly direction, was slightly raised. He
instantly got a double-pointed pick to turn the earth over. At the first stroke he
felt the concussion of the pick against a hard unyielding surface. Upon this, he got
a shovel and worked more cautiously. In less than two minutes he had uncovered
the lid of a large strong wooden box. It was fixed in a recess in the ground, and in
front there was a slight cavity facing the lock. The largest of the keys fitted it,
and Trevaskis turned it with a somewhat unsteady hand.
This box, unlike the other, was quite full. On top there was a suit of clothes which
seemed very much out of place in a receptacle so jealously guarded. To wit: an old
well-worn gray overcoat, very large, and not free from stains; a pair of dark
moleskin trousers, with some earth-stains; a soft brown felt hat with a large
brim, and a corduroy waistcoat. Trevaskis regarded these articles with some
wonder. They were exactly of the kind that old Bushmen have by them as a best
suit. After putting these aside, the next object that attracted his attention was a
large carpet-bag. He took it by the handle to lift it out with one hand, but he could
not move it without a strong effort.
'There's gold in it! there's gold in it!' he cried in a voice hoarse with excitement. His
hands trembled as he fitted one of the small keys into the lock. But though he
uttered the words over and over again, and in a manner believed them, the sight
that met his eyes when the bag was fairly opened, and the upper layers of cloth
removed, fairly took away his breath.
There were in all seventy-eight nuggets of gold, each folded in a piece of buckskin.
Some of them weighed from seven to ten ounces, others a few pennyweights. He
unwrapped them one by one, till they were all uncovered, lying in a great heap of
almost pure gold. As Trevaskis looked at this, his breath came fast and thick, his
lips were dry and parched, his head dizzy.
'It isn't Colmar gold--it's nugget-gold.7 It's the gold that Webster took from the
tributers near Hooper's Luck!' he said in a low, horrified whisper. And close on this
came the thought that this gold was stained with blood, and that he would not
touch it, that he dared not take it for his own. But the thought carried no
conviction with it, and died away almost as soon as it arose.
Some of the kindly old divines who write with ardour of the beneficence with which
the world is governed, would have us believe that temptations are sent in
proportion to the degree of man's strength to resist them.8 When we leave the
optimism of the cloister, we are unfortunately met by the fact that many
temptations come with cruel psychological exactness at the moment when the one
who is tempted is least able to bear the strain. Never before had gold, and all that
it can buy, been so passionately coveted by Trevaskis as on this night.
'There must be two thousand pounds' worth of nuggets here,' he thought,
taking hthem up one after the other slowly. Then a hazy recollection shot across
his mind, of having seen an old pair of scales isomewhere among the dbris
around. In a few moments he had discovered them, with the weights, hard by,
wrapped in a piece of brown paper. To weigh the nuggets of gold, from the largest
to the smallest, was the work of a quarter of an hour. There were five hundred
and forty ounces in all, and so little of quartz or foreign mineral matter that
barely twenty ounces need be deducted on this score. Yes, there jwere over two
thousand pounds' worth, all ready packed in this carpet-bag!
There could be no doubt that it was the gold kthat Webster had committed murder
for; and after Searle told his tale to Dunning, the late manager had discovered the
gold here. Was there any more? What of those ten months during Webster's
management when the weekly yield of the Colmar Mine had fallen from a thousand
ounces a week to less than six hundred? What about Searle's statement as to the
strange diminution in the amalgam? In face of the possibilities that these thoughts
suggested, the gold he had discovered began to appear but as a paltry stop-gap in
Trevaskis' eyes. For the first time in his life, a feeling of voracious, overpowering
avarice seized him. Gold, gold, in masses, in heaps, in quantities to represent
twenty or thirty thousand pounds! This was what would really mean restored
wealth and prosperity for him. Was it, perhaps, hidden in heaps somewhere within
this cave room? Was it for nothing that these furnaces had been so firmly fixed,
and all the requisites for smelting gold provided?
Trevaskis, feeling as if his brain were on fire, renewed his search in the box with
feverish haste. But very soon he was arrested by a strange and ghastly object.
After removing a large flat portfolio, which lay under the carpet-bag, there was a
square wooden box without a lid, the top covered over with several layers of
tissue paper. In the act of removing these, Trevaskis became conscious of a faint,
sickly odour. The next moment, as he lifted a sheet of paper, he caught a glimpse
of human hair. He stared at the sight for a moment, in incredulous dismay. Then
he removed the last sheet. Now there could be no mistake about it. The
back of a human head, with long, thick gray hair straggling at the ends, lay fully
revealed, and the nauseous smell had increased.
Trevaskis retreated some steps. The sweat stood in great cold drops on his
forehead; his whole body was llike a branch of shaking leaves. Should he replace
the articles he had taken out of the box, close it, and flee? The thought of murder
had been present with him from the moment he had sighted the nuggets.
Involuntarily he had been, from time to time, on the track of the man who had
ridden so hard to Hooper's Luck, and then back with these gold nuggets, leaving
behind him a man stark and stiff, with his head horribly battered. Was this the
evidence of another crime?
Trevaskis could not have told how long he stood overcome with horror and a
feeling of miserable irresolution, when a sudden sullen reverberating sound
seemed to shake the earthen walls and roof that environed him. He started
violently, overcome with guilty fear. The next moment he knew that it was the
sound of a blast in the mine, and with this the thought of his surroundings arose
before him as vividly as they had pressed on his mind when he lay in the
semi-obscurity of the bar-parlour in the Colmar Arms.
He closed the lid of the strong box hurriedly, and carried the portfolio and the
carpet-bag containing the gold to the little deal table. On opening the portfolio he
soon saw that it contained some of Dunning's private papers and letters. Among
the latter he took one up at hazard, and began to read it without any thought of
making a discovery that should affect his present position. It began with
expressions of gratitude for the hospitality and kindness which the writer had
received at the Colmar Mine, during a visit of four or five weeks.
'And now let me tell you,' said the writer on the second page, 'that so far from
having forgotten our talk the night before I left, as you seem to fancy, I have been
more successful in carrying out my commission than I could have hoped. My dear
boy, you may consider that your bet of 200 with your old Sandhurst9 mate is in
your pocket! I tell you what, old man--I'll stake my professional reputation as a
man of thirty, whose fate it is to take the part of an aged father and a
doting grandfather more frequently than any other rles, that the wig and beard I
send you, coupled with a few other precautions, will render you absolutely
unrecognisable.'
'The wig!' repeated Trevaskis half aloud, with a dawning light in his eyes. In a
moment he was back again at the strong box. He opened it and pulled out what
looked like a human head. It was a wig, and under it was a long gray beard and
moustache. At the bottom of the box lay a dead rat. Trevaskis hauled it out by
the tail and flung it with all his might to the further end of the cave room. Then,
with a feeling of growing triumph, the elation of a man who is gradually assured of
victory, he returned to the table and began to turn over the other contents of the
portfolio.
Presently he came upon a plan of the cave room--an exact drawing that showed
the conformation of the hanging wall and the floor, with well-defined circles in
sixteen spots, five of them in the narrow passage10 running northward. Trevaskis
took one of the picks and dug cautiously, but with extraordinary rapidity. In a very
short time he unearthed a large strong blue glass bottle, of the kind known as
mthe Winchester pint.11 It was closed with a glass stopper, and over this was tied
several folds of newspaper. The bottle contained a solid grayish mass of matter,
being about three-quarters full. It was amalgam. The quantity in the bottle
Trevaskis briefly reckoned was worth one thousand three hundred pounds. If there
were sixteen of these hidden in the cave room, the total value would be something
over twenty thousand pounds!
His brain reeled at the thought. For a few moments a sort of paralysis of mind and
body overtook him. He felt like one who in a dream stands upon a precipice where
one false step may be fatal. The treasure was within his grasp: only, in the first
moment of success, his joy and elation were quenched by the thought that in a
few days Fitz-Gibbon would, as he had said, make a thorough search! But with the
thought rose a fierce determination to prevent this in some way or another--in
some way or another to secure the wealth around him. But the first thing was to
make sure that it was here. With this thought, Trevaskis set to work once more.
The five spots marked on the plan as being in the northern passage each
yielded up its precious deposit of a large bottle containing, on the average, half a
hundredweight of amalgam, which would, when retorted and smelted, yield about
forty-two per cent. of gold.
After that, Trevaskis turned over one by one the other spots marked on the plan.
Not one failed; each held its own share of the treasure. As he looked around,
making calculations, and adding up the amount of this strange and suddenly
discovered wealth, Trevaskis' attention was attracted by the look of the bottles
which had been hidden in the northern passage. They looked much fresher than the
rest. The nnewspapers which owere tied round the stoppers, though earth-stained,
pwere not worn. He unwrapped one of these. It contained a date, and the date
went back no further than three months. At sight of this, Trevaskis gave a low
ironical laugh.
'So it wasn't only Webster, and the other fellow before him . . . for I'm certain the
one who first began to creep into this place was stealing the amalgam . . . it was
the extremely able and clever and trustworthy Dunning as well,' he thought. And
then for the first time some misgivings, questions, scruples and remorseful
qualms overtook him. One by one he replaced the bottles, and lightly covered them
over. Then he went back to the strong wooden box. He turned over the wig and
examined it attentively. He slipped it on his head, and found that it fitted him as if
he had been measured for it, coming well down on his forehead and the back of his
neck. There were fastenings in the wig a little above each ear, qon which the
patriarchal-looking whiskers and moustache rshould be fastened. Trevaskis
replaced both carefully in the wooden box without a lid. Close beside this he
noticed a smaller one; it was locked, but the second of the two small keys fitted
the lock. On opening the box he found it contained a fluid for darkening the skin, an
adhesive gray powder for the eyebrows, and a crayon for deepening wrinkles.
There was half a sheet of paper, with instructions on these points written in the
same handwriting as the letter regarding the wig.
It was apparent, then, that, on the pretext of winning some bet, Dunning, the able,
honest, and trustworthy manager, had through his actor friend secured
the means of completely disguising himself. At the bottom of the sheet of
instructions, Trevaskis read the words, 'The wig and whiskers are those of a hairy
old man who had been for some time remote from a barber. I think it would be well,
in making your eyebrows gray, to brush them backward with a weak solution of
gum. This will not only give them a hairy aspect, but aid materially in giving a
different aspect to the eyes.'
'He intended to go away the very day after that on which he was killed,' reflected
Trevaskis. 'He was going to Melbourne, and going to take this nugget gold with him;
that would be less suspicious than the amalgam. In fact, to sell amalgam would
mean to be marked at once as a thief----'
Trevaskis paused at the word, and then uttered it half aloud: 'A thief.' It had an
ugly sound. Yes, Dunning's plans had all been carefully laid; so were the plans of
the men who had got the gold on tribute at Hooper's Luck; so were Webster's
plans. As the ugly sequence of murder, insanity, and sudden death rose before
him, Trevaskis felt an impulse to take a solemn oath not to touch this gold, to let
it come to the company to whom it belonged of right, to let Fitz-Gibbon discover
the lot, all but the nuggets, which would in the natural course of events revert to
Dunning's heirs, when they came to claim the property he had left at the mine. It
was so much mixed up with the company's property that it would be difficult in
some cases to decide which was which. Another fact that had come to Trevaskis'
knowledge, since he had been at the Colmar Mine, was that the directors had made
an advance of salary to Dunning, to the extent of 150, a few weeks before his
sudden death. Hence all his books, papers, and belongings were kept as security by
the company, till a brother of Dunning's in one of the other colonies, with whom
they had communicated, should repay the amount and claim the late manager's
belongings.
Trevaskis pictured to himself this man's surprise and delight on finding that a box
in an underground lumber-room contained over two thousand pounds' worth of
gold; he pictured to himself Fitz-Gibbon's excitement and wonder on finding this
great store of stolen amalgam. What a commotion there would be among the
shareholders! Yes, it would be a nine days' wonder, and then it would be forgotten,
and things would go on as usual, and he would remain in miserable exile in
the heart of the Salt-bush country. Such a chance as this did not come in a man's
way twice in a lifetime.
'Ah, what shall I do, what shall I do?' he cried, suddenly flinging himself down on the
bunk that was close to the entrance into the room. His temples and pulses were
throbbing stormily. His mind was in a whirl. He started up after a few minutes, and
took up a double-pointed pick, with the purpose of beginning there and then to dig
a great hole in which to hide all the amalgam. But the next moment he threw down
the pick with a bitter smile at the senility of the plan. No possible hiding-place
could be devised with any certainty of being secure, in a place that would be
subjected to a 'thorough search' by one looking for a treasure. His thoughts
wandered to other modes of secreting this fortune. All around lay hundreds of
miles of waste and uninhabited country. And yet there was no safety, no security,
for such a treasure as this, except in the bowels of the earth, in a place locked
against accident and design.
'If I could retort the amalgam in here. . . if I had even a month to turn round in. . . I
could take up a claim somewhere near, and carry the gold away--according to
Webster's plan. Once I had the gold in my possession, safe away from here----Oh,
I'll do it, I'll do it, somehow or another, somehow or another----'
Trevaskis was pacing up and down rapidly, restlessly, with something of the
fierceness of a caged animal, when suddenly a shrill whistle12 broke the silence.
He drew out his watch and stared at it incredulously. It seemed impossible that
this should be the summons at six o'clock in the morning for the miners who were
to take the place of the night-shift an hour later. His watch had stopped, he had
forgotten to wind it up; but he now noticed that the candle, which he had put into
the lantern whole, was burning low. He stood for a moment irresolute. Then he
took the carpet bag, containing the nugget gold, out of the box, and after shutting
it he sprinkled some shovelfuls of earth over the lid. Taking the lantern, he went
out of the cave room and into the passage, the long, narrow iron passage, whose
length had won Searle's fond admiration. Now its purpose was apparent. It had
been built by Webster so that he could pass to and fro, when he was robbing the
mine and contemplating his ill-gained possessions, screened from observation.
When he reached the first little square window, Trevaskis found that the sun was
rising. As his eyes encountered the clear morning light, he became conscious of a
sharp, smarting pain in them. The excited vigils of the night had made them worse.
Yet so engrossed was he with the thought of his strange discovery, that as soon
as he reached his office, and had locked the door leading into the passage, and put
the gold into the strong safe in his office, his first act was to walk slowly down
beside the passage, to examine its construction more closely, and to see whether
any of the sheets of iron were loose. As he looked in at one of the little windows,
he noticed for the first time that they were furnished with blinds of dark-green
American leather.13 These were now closely wound up, so that he had not
previously noticed them.
'Ah, he forgot nothing!' thought Trevaskis, still gazing in at the little window.14 At
that moment he heard approaching footsteps, and a cheery voice calling him by
name, which he recognised as Fitz-Gibbon's.
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'Good-morning, captain! Have you been having a look at the new claim? I dreamt
last night there was a tremendous heap of gold there. If that's true, you'll be
forced to take it seriously, you know,' said Victor.
Trevaskis could not afterwards recall what his answer was to Fitz-Gibbon's
remarks, as they walked together across to the offices. He retained his wits
sufficiently, however, to avoid the common intriguer's folly of over-reaching
himself by elaborate explanations of what might be taken for granted. The iron
passage and the underground room were in his charge--under his sole key; and the
conversation that had taken place might naturally have led him to view them with
more interest. 'Whatever I do in this affair, I must always try to seem
unconcerned and on the square,' he thought.
'You are up very early to-day,' he said, as they drew near the offices.
'Yes, I'm going for a agood long ride. I couldn't sleep, somehow, once the daylight
dawned this morning.'
Anyone observing Victor would have noticed a look of curious preoccupation in his
face. Now and then he seemed to be on the point of smiling, and then he would knit
his brows and walk a little faster, as if pursuing a troublesome thought, which he
was determined to bring down. He went into the office for his riding-whip, and
when he stood within the threshold he looked around inquiringly. Was it only a few
hours since he had gone out of this room and walked down to Stonehouse in the
gathering twilight? As he rode through the fresh morning air, he went over all that
had then happened for the hundredth time. He did not see the ashy plains lying in
monotonous uniformity under the fresh blueness of the morning, nor the majestic
sweep of the horizon all round where the gray earth seemed to be folded within
the edges of the jewel-clear sky. He was going over the few simple events
of the past evening minute by minute, word by word--nay, step by step--when,
after leaving the office, he crossed the reef, not following either of the paths, but
taking a longer route and approaching the house by the western entrance, instead
of coming, as his wont was, by the southern end, where his own room stood with
its separate door opening into the avenue that encompassed the house on every
side.
The hope that led him to do this was fulfilled. Doris was on the veranda, looking
towards the west, her face touched with that wistful inquiry which, since her
mother's death, had come to be her more habitual expression when alone. It was
the opportunity he wanted, because, as he told himself, it would be bso intolerable
to meet her before others, after that sad little first meeting and abrupt parting,
without giving voice to something of the sympathy that had been pulsing in his
heart ever since. There was no awkwardness in their meeting, for the moment
Doris saw him drawing towards her, she turned to meet him with grave simplicity,
without hesitation or embarrassment.
'I was so sorry, after you had gone on Saturday evening,' she said, returning his
bow and meeting his glance with the confiding cwide-eyed gaze of a child who has
never known fear. There was no trace of tears now on the thick sweeping lashes;
the sweet low timbre of the voice was not strained; and the pure soft oval cheeks
were lightly touched with a faint peachy bloom.
'Not sorry on my account, I hope, unless because of my fearful stupidity,' he
answered. He tried to speak lightly; but he was so deeply moved that he was
conscious of a treacherous unsteadiness in his voice. In the instant that her eyes
met his, and that he heard the sound of her voice, he admitted to himself that,
from the moment he had set eyes on her, he had been constantly thinking about
her in one way or another, especially another,--that is, in roundabout, indirect,
fugitive, unpremeditated ways.
'Your fearful stupidity? But when, then?' she said a little wonderingly.
'Why, when I wanted to say something to you so very much, that would make you
feel a little better, and instead----'
'Ah, but, don't you know, sometimes nothing can make you feel better until
you have cried all you want to,' she said in a lower voice.
'But it is bad for one to grieve too much; and I am sure good and wise people can
often say things that help one in trouble.'
'What do they say?'
'Ah, you see, I am not one of them. I am not able to do more than feel I would do
anything in the world to keep you from being sad.'
'But what do you think they would say to you if you had lived all your life with your
mother? You two together, and then----Ah, but you haven't--you came away from
her, didn't you?'
'By George! she is not going to forget that against me,' thought Victor, twirling
the point of his moustache a little nervously.
'You see, it is because you are not a girl,' Doris said half apologetically, feeling
that she had perhaps reflected rather severely on her new acquaintance.
'But suppose good and wise people knew a girl,' she went on, moved at the picture
rising before her, and deeply in earnest in her inquiry----'one who had been with
her mother day and night all her life, never away from her, and her mother was
the noblest and dthe best and ethe dearest, always sweet and gentle, and doing
everything that was good; and the mother was taken away, and the girl was left
alone, and could never see her mother again as long as she was in this world; only
sometimes when she slept her mother would come, and the girl would fold her
arms tight so as not to be left alone again, but when she woke up they were
empty? Oh, tell me what anyone could say to make the trouble less?'
Her lips were quivering, and there was an intensity of pathos in her voice which
went direct to her listener's heart. Indeed, it is probable that this voice would have
done that without the deep thrill that pervaded it. For a passing moment he feared
that the keen edge of her grief would again overcome her. But he soon perceived
that her sorrow was of that calm and pervasive kind which trains even the young
and inexperienced into dignified self-restraint, which is swept away only by those
flood-tides that arise when in solitude.
What could anyone say to make the trouble less? Her great radiant eyes were
raised to his face awaiting his reply. And he, instead of being able to make answer
with some serene and lofty maxims culled from the sayings of saints or sages,
was insanely asking how it was he had never before seen eyes anything at all like
these, and then, where could these violets have grown, whose breath was around
her with such delicate haunting fragrance? With an effort, he pulled himself
together.
'I think they would say different things, you know, in different ages,' he said,
feeling acutely the abject lameness of his words. And then, a little inspired by the
expectant look on Doris's face, he went on to say that in the old heathen world
wise men bade people remember various things that should moderate human grief,
but fthat Christians gdwelt on other thoughts, such as the happiness of those who
hwere taken from us. 'Not because they have left us, you know,' said Victor,
feeling acutely that he ought not to have ventured on a theme so little familiar to
him.
Doris listened in grave silence, saying, as Victor finished talking:
'Ah! yes; that is what Mrs. Challoner and Kenneth say.'
'Kenneth? Does he live anywhere near?'
Doris explained who her old friend was, and how they expected to see him on one
of his rounds in the Colmar district in a few weeks. Then, after a little pause,
inspired by a growing confidence in her new friend, whose voice and eyes were so
full of gentle kindness, she said, a little hesitatingly:
'There is one thing, though, that often keeps me from being too sad: though
mother cannot come back to me except in my dreams, I shall one day go to
her--perhaps even soon.'
She stopped, struck by the look of startled pain that came into Victor's face.
'Oh no; don't say that!' he cried imploringly.
'But, you know, we all must go away one day, just like the wood-swallows who used
to come to Ouranie. To-day they would be in the trees singing and flying across
the lake, with their pretty silvery breasts and wide dark wings, and to-morrow
they would be all gone. One could never tell the reason why. The almond-trees
would be loaded with blossom perhaps, the violets out thick, and the Indian
doob grass1 would have lost the last bit of brown, down by the shores of Gauwari,
where it grew so thick; and yet they went, because the day had come. . . . I do not
believe you like what I am saying,' she said, suddenly noticing that a wistfully
pained look was still in his eyes.
'Yes; I would like anything you said. But I don't like you to think of such sad things;
you are too young.'
'But I am more than sixteen; and even little children often die--like that boy last
week of poor Mrs. Doolan's.'
'She was burnt out to-day. Did you know,' said Victor, who, having escaped the
isnares of explaining how the good and wise administered consolation, was now
anxious to divert Doris's thoughts from so grave a theme as that of departing
from this world like a wood-swallow who forgets the secret of returning.
'Oh yes; Mrs. Challoner has had her brought here with her baby. She had only time
to snatch it up and run outside. Would you like to see the baby?'
'No, thank you, not at all,' answered Victor, with junnecessary fervour. It was not
that he disliked babies more than the average of his sex, but there are moments
when no kinfantile charms can soothe the pain of an interruption.
'It is a very nice little thing; we are going to make clothes for it, and for the
mother. It is not you who send men away from the mine, is it?'
'No. I just have to put down how many hours they work, and pay them, and help to
clean up the gold, and so on.'
'And which do you like doing best?'
'I like it best when the offices are locked and I come across to Stonehouse,' said
Victor, with a little smile.
'Yes, isn't it a nice house to be in this place?' said Doris, looking around, 'and with
trees round it! but they cannot get flowers to grow here. I sometimes feel as if I
would be ill for flowers.'
Victor's heart gave a sudden leap.
'What kind of flowers do you like best?' he asked, making a rapid calculation of
how long it would take one of the best florists in town to make up a box of his
rarest and choicest flowers to send on to the Colmar Mine.
'I can hardly tell you; I think I like them all best in turn. If I said I liked roses best, I
would at once think of violets, and then I would think of water-lilies--like those,
with lovely waxen cups and saffron hearts, that grew in thousands on the edge of
Gauwari. I like even orchids.'
'Ah, then, you don't like orchids quite so much?'
'No, except, perhaps, white ones. All white flowers are so lovely. But I do not like
any hot-house flowers as much as those that grow out in the sunshine, and in the
light of the moon and the stars--where the birds sing, and the dawn comes red
into the sky over the tops of the trees.'
Doris paused suddenly, as if she had been betrayed into saying too much.
'Well, I never thought of it before,' said Victor; 'but now that you speak of it, how
sickening it must be to be shut up with a thermometer and warm pipes, instead of
being out where the dawn and twilight come! All the outlines become so visionary,
and there is a faint, dreamy light. It is like a gentle swooning away, like things you
half remember in a pleasant dream. I think these are the loveliest hours of all,
especially in the woods.'
'I am glad you think that,' she answered quickly. 'And have you noticed how there
is always one bird that keeps on singing after the rest--very often a honey-bird,
when the gum-trees are in blossom. Oh, do you know, I am really very idle,' she
said suddenly. 'That poor woman who was burnt out,' she went on in explanation,
'has nothing left for herself and the baby. Her husband was sent away from the
mine, and he is somewhere looking for work. She had two one-pound notes, and
they were burnt too--everything gone. We lare all doing some needlework for
herself and the child.'
A little later, when they were in the drawing-room that had been more especially
set aside for Doris, the industry that prevailed was remarkable. Mrs. Challoner
was changing one of her own serviceable dresses to fit the homeless woman;
Euphemia was busied with another garment; and Doris worked with skilful, rapid
fingers at a little pink dress. Challoner and Victor tried their skill one against the
other at a game of chess. And always in the pauses during which his opponent
studied the moves that might gain him the victory, the young man's eyes
wandered round the room, noting some of the things that had before given its air
of delicate culture and refinement to the Ouranie home. The rows of
morocco-bound books in the dwarf bookcases of ebony, touched with gold
moulding, ranged against the wall; the graceful antique vases; the rare china; the
pictures; the delicately-carved fans; the brackets with their photographs of
gently nurtured men and women; the soft, silken curtains that draped the
windows; the branched candelabra of old massive silver, with their many-shaded
candles diffusing a rosy light over the room, and above all, the exquisite young
face with the heavy, upward curving eyelashes, casting a pathetic shadow under
the radiant eyes--all these enchained Victor's eyes. It seemed like a dream, that a
scene in such curious contrast with its outward surroundings should be found in
the heart of the Salt-bush country, and closely neighboured by the Colmar Mine.
Perhaps it was little wonder that once and again Victor came off second-best at
chess on this evening.
'But still you have more skill than I have. I look for a beating the next time,' said
Challoner, as he gathered up the chessmen. Then, before going out to smoke on
the veranda, he begged Doris to play a little. 'You are just quite a Dorcas meeting2
to-night,' he added, with his slow, benevolent smile. 'So I'll only ask for that piece
with the birds calling to one another.'
On this, Doris put down the little pink dress and went to the piano. After a few
preluding bars, she played one of those improvisations which her mother used to
find so full of woodland charm. The flute-like warblings of the magpies as they
sing, when the faint vapours that hover over the woods begin to swim out of sight
in the clear dawn; the fan-tails' chorals of exceeding gladness; the sweet tinkling
calls of the superb warblers,3 first a solitary bird mtrilling its magical notes, then
another and another, till all the air is rifted with ecstatic sounds--all were
cunningly interwoven on a rippling accompaniment which Doris had transposed
from an old cradle-song. Her mother had found delight in listening to her
nreproduce these snatches of bird-songs, and this was the first thing the girl
could bear to play after leaving Ouranie. She had played it over and over again,
trying to fancy that it might somehow reach her mother's ears, and that it
pleased her as in the old, happy days, till she had caught the keen, fluctuating
nuances of bird-notes with marvellous precision.
Victor stood at the end of the piano, looking and listening as if spellbound.
'That was a little troop of singing honey-birds, I think, at the end,' he said in a low
voice, with a lambent glow in his eyes that was new to them.
'Yes; I was trying to remember how they called to each other when they first
found our Murray wattles4 in bloom down by the oleander bushes,' answered Doris,
in her gravely simple way.
'Do you know this bird?' she added, striking a few chords which made deep,
re-echoing cries of hubuh huh! hubuh huh! with faint, hollow-sounding
reverberations, very weird and solemn.
'Oh yes, I do,' answered Victor eagerly. 'Where did I hear them one Michaelmas
vacation when I went to Mount Gambier? I remember now it was in the reedy
marshes of the odismal swamp.5 That is the booming of the bittern. But I have
never seen one.'6
Doris, it turned out, had long watched for psight of one by the shores of Gauwari,
and after she had resumed her work, Victor sat on a chair near her to glean
information as to the plumage and habits of the bittern. Rather a large bird, the
neck very long, mottled chestnut-brown and black, with what avidity he learned
these details! And then when the bittern was exhausted, his eyes fell on a
chair-back bordered with the most grotesque little figures, outlined in light and
dark crimson silks, others in pale and dark blue.
'What very strange-looking creatures these are!' he said, examining them closer.
A faint smile rose on Doris's face, and he guessed that the needle which flew so
nimbly in her slender rose-tipped fingers was responsible for these funny little
effigies in Chinese clothing.
'What can they be?' he asked, watching to see her look up.
'They are Gooloos,'7 answered Doris, smiling more broadly, 'and they used
to live on the far side of the Wall of China.'
'Most of them seem to be in great trouble. Are they friends of yours?'
'Oh, I do not like them very much; but I am sorry for them.'
'Why are you sorry for them?'
'Because the poor little mites are always trying to do things they qbetter not.'
'What sort of things?'
'To make shadows stay in the same place, to turn sunshine into fogs, to make the
moon and the stars keep quite still, to teach the birds to count one, two, three,
instead of singing.'
'The poor Gooloos! And that is why so many of them are crying?'
'Yes, and because it is easier to hide their faces in their hands than to make them
look properly sorry.'
On this Victor laughed, softly8 saying:
'And yet, in all their grief, they have such lovely coloured robes.'
'They must all keep their own colours,9 you see; they belong to the crimson faith
and the blue faith.'
'What is their faith besides wearing pretty colours?'
'Oh, I think it is what they want other people to believe,' answered Doris
thoughtfully.
Victor smiled as he recalled it all. And yet, in thinking of Doris, even in solitude,
the expression uppermost on his face was a deeply serious, appealing look. The
austere silence of these vast plains began to insensibly colour his thoughts. Not
even the cry of a bird or a breath of wind broke the stillness, which the golden
sunshine, growing stronger and fuller, seemed to intensify--a stillness deep and
breathless as that which broods over the landscape in the background of Raphael's
'Vision of Ezekiel.'10 In such a scene, with an air so light and pure that one
becomes unconscious of inhaling it, the mind which has not yet lost the freshness
of youth is readily touched to finer issues than those that prevail in a grosser
atmosphere.
What stores of buoyant fancies, what sunlight-enfolded thoughts, what radiant
communion with Nature, the child must have possessed before the shadow of grief
fell on her young life! But she would gradually roverlive this sorrow; she
would laugh and be gay once more in the light of the sun. Happy the hours that
would win her back to the unspoiled gladness of her childhood! So ran the thoughts
of the young man; and then, in thinking of the maiden, a curious mood of exalted
impersonal rapture grew on him--less keen than joy that is solely individual, but
warmer and closer than the glow which comes at times with the onrush of
thoughts as to the glad vague possibilities of life. The hunger which had at times
gnawed at his heart, as if for wider and deeper emotion than he had yet known,
was satisfied. And yet with this new-born felicity, the consciousness of disloyalty
towards Helen, which had dismayed him in the tumult of his thoughts on first
seeing Doris, was now absent. It was as though, in addition to all that he knew of
good in life, he had suddenly come on a revelation of its ideal glamour and
preciousness. The face and form, so exquisite in their beauty and innocence,
seemed to him a type of that spiritual loveliness which man worships rather than
dreams of possessing. He would see her from day to day; he would find out ways
of serving her, of bringing the rare smile oftener into her face. He pictured her
looking at the beautiful flowers for which she pined--white fragrant flowers. In
two days from this he would bring them to her. His heart beat tumultuously at the
thought.
Then, as he rode into Colmar and passed by the post and telegraph office, the
thought struck him that he would save more than a day by telegraphing to the
florist. The office would be open in half an hour. He left his horse in the stable of
the Colmar Arms and went into the dining-room. He passed one or two groups of
men in eager, excited talk about gold finds and diggings and large nuggets. But he
was too much absorbed in his own thoughts to hear what was being said.
'I've had a glorious ride, captain,' he said, taking his accustomed place at the
table, where breakfast awaited him. One sat reading a newspaper with his back to
the window, whom Victor on entering took for Trevaskis. But on being thus
addressed, he made his face visible above the paper, and Victor recognised the
man he had seen at Broombush Creek on the previous Sunday.
'This is a pleasant surprise!' said Victor, and the two shook hands like old friends.
'You know my given name, with its Bush prefix, is Oxford Jim. Allow me to
introduce myself in proper form--James Vansittart. Oh, so you're a Fitz-Gibbon?
Are you any relation of the Captain Fitz-Gibbon who came out as aide-de-camp
with Governor Somebody early in the sixties?1 His youngest son? Well, in
appearance you're a proper chip, etc.,2 but otherwise the pendulum seems to have
swung back. . . . You know what I mean. The father can't exist without clubs and
high play, and all the other little effete sophistications of society. But the son
returns to the primal sanities of life, grilled chops and steel forks at eight o'clock
in the morning, and a pursership at the Colmar. . . . I'm waiting with some
impatience for the captain. I'm going to keep on the lay3 that he doesn't know me,
you see. It's a little bit of comedy, and nothing is rarer in life. You pay for it at the
theatre, but they give you instead a slavey with a smudge on her face.4 I shall
stay here for two or three weeks, probably. aI've sent about a thousand pounds'
worth of gold on with the trooper to a bank in town. . . . Of course you've heard all
about the gold. I had a good mind to tell you on Sunday, but I was going to keep it a
dead secret till I got to town and started a company. I'm not sure I hadn't some
floating ideas of playing the big man, and riding in my carriage, and losing my
memory when I saw some poor devil trudging it on foot who worked with me for a
year and a half. Lord, Lord! what funny little guinea-pigs we all are!'
Vansittart laughed softly, and sipped a little coffee, but made no pretence of
eating. He had discarded his digger's costume, and was attired in fresh white linen,
and a tolerably fitting dark suit of clothes. He had also paid a visit to the barber,
who combined his professional duties with a little temperance bar of what he
called American drinks;5 and the change that these little concessions to the
usages of civilized society bhad effected cwere much to his advantage. But that
curious expression of vagueness in his eyes had deepened rather than decreased.
He had been smoking his long-stemmed pipe, and Victor was again sensible of that
faint poppy-like odour which he had noticed the first time he was in Vansittart's
company. He evinced also the same proneness to speech, falling into complacent
monologues, in which his own observations seemed to afford him that glow of
enjoyment book-lovers find in reading a favourite author.
When he found that Victor had not heard even a rumour of the exciting gold scene
in the bar-room on the previous evening, Vansittart gave a graphic description of
the event. Nothing had escaped him, except, of course, the man who had heard all
in the next room, and whose part in the drama was to affect Victor in so
unforeseen a manner. It was like dthose plans we form of life in which we leave
nothing out except the master weaver, whose cunning threads are to form the
most fateful pattern of our lives.
'I shouldn't wonder if you found a few of your miners non est6 to-day,' said
Vansittart, looking out at the window towards the mine at the close of his
narrative.
'Oh, if we have a dead-lock,7 I'll turn digger myself,' answered Victor gleefully.
'Here he comes; now for a little fun!' said Vansittart, taking his place at the table.
'Another cup of coffee, if you please,' he said to a maid who had come in with a
fresh supply of chops.
Trevaskis came in hurriedly, and sat down with a slight nod to Victor. His eyes
were bloodshot, his face flushed, and there was a tremulous motion in his hands
which he could not wholly control. He stared at Vansittart for a moment, and then
said with a forced smile:
'Haven't we met before, old man?'
Vansittart returned his look with a blank expression. Then, with a slow smile, he
said:
'You must have a good memory. I remember seeing you five years ago in a
carriage going into Government House. There was a block,8 and your coachman
had to rein in his fiery steeds for three or four minutes. I was one of the
vagabonds looking on, you know, feasting my eyes on the colonial aristocracy.'
'I didn't see you then,' answered Trevaskis, a deeper flush rising in his face.
'Oh, I met your eyes; I looked at you particularly, for I thought to myself, "Now,
there's a man who was probably not born in the purple. But by thrift and industry,
and fair-dealing and perseverance, he has made his way to the front ranks. He is
one of the men the newspaper fellows call the backbone of this great, young,
democratic country." '
'Stow your jaw!9 what are you giving me such impudence for?' broke out Trevaskis
savagely.
He had caught a passing smile on Victor's face, when, having finished breakfast,
he took out his pocket-book to ephrase the telegram he was going to send when
the office should open ten minutes later. . . . 'It's a put-up thing between the two
of them. He's taking notes to make a good story out of it, for his friends in town,'
was the thought that rose in Trevaskis' mind, and goaded him into fa sudden
explosion of wrath.
'Impudence, my dear sir! I assure you I know my place better,' answered
Vansittart with unmoved suavity.
' "Bless the squire and his relations;
Give us, Lord, our daily rations;
Make us know our proper stations,"10
were the first lines I lisped. Probably they will be the last I shall breathe when I
"shuffle off this mortal coil"11 in some benevolent institution of your great
democratic, etc., etc.'
'I suppose the big nuggets have got into your head, Jim. No doubt you're one of the
fellows who came here with the swags of gold last night, that everyone is talking
about,' said Trevaskis, trying to carry off the matter with the bluff, hearty
manner of a man who can give and take a joke.
'Jim--and pray who is Jim?' said Vansittart in a tone of amazement, and drawing
himself up with a haughty air.
'You say you do not remember the occasion on which I had the honour of seeing
you, and yet you address me by my front name. I beg your pardon, sir, you have
the advantage of me.'
Trevaskis looked at Vansittart with baffled rage, and then glanced at Victor. But
he was now oblivious of what was going on around him. They were a curious trio:
Vansittart happy in the little farce he was acting, and revelling in the
consciousness of his newly-found fortune, soothed into forgetfulness of the past
by the treacherous nepenthe12 with which he had learned to drug his mind against
memories of his wasted life. Trevaskis with his brain inflamed by that cruellest of
all lusts, the lust for gold; his imagination alternately on fire with inchoate
schemes for getting possession of the treasure he had discovered, and dazzling
visions of returning to his family, to his lost place in society as a man of money
and influence; then dashed with cold fears by thoughts of the doom that had
overtaken his predecessors. And with these two, the young man, immersed in one
of those charmed episodes in which all the world is full of opening roses, and
dreams that have more ideal bliss than any vision of happiness that is translated
into the implacable prose of existence.
'I suppose the telegraph-office is open by this time,' he said, glancing at his watch
before he went out. The words brought a dew of cold perspiration out on
Trevaskis' forehead. For a moment the certainty seized him that Vansittart had
given such information regarding the underground room to Victor as had induced
him to telegraph the news direct to his uncle. The next moment he gmade a mock
of himself for his fears. 'Remember the man's head and the dead rat,' he said to
himself; and this became a sort of rallying-point when moved by any sudden fear.
Yet the hope that he might glean some inkling of what had passed between the
two, induced him to make one more effort at a better understanding with Jim. But
Vansittart, with a gleam of enjoyment in his eyes, rebuffed him as before, and left
the dining-room a few minutes after Victor had gone.
'Thursday, Friday, Saturday, Sunday.' He counted over the days that might
intervene till 'Zilla returned. Fitz-Gibbon would then expect to carry out his
proposed search. The excitement about the new diggings, and the rush that would
be certain to take place, might prevent his securing 'Zilla's help for a thorough
examination for some little time, but would offer no bar to Fitz-Gibbon's making
investigations on his own account. And how could this be prevented without raising
suspicions--suspicions, too, which the slightest examination of the cave room
would more than verify? If he could only have a clear month, in which to retort the
amalgam!13 Nothing could be more fortunate than this discovery of gold in large
quantities in the Colmar district, for it would enable him, if once he secured the
treasure, to dispose of it without much difficulty. He could, for instance, remove
the gold in a waggonette, and take up a solitary claim after resigning his post as
mine-manager, and gradually invent his luck. Or if the diggings that started had
any importance, he could, as he had often done before, act as a sort of middleman
and buy up gold on the spot. He was well acquainted with the average digger, and
could count without fear of disappointment on buying up gold very readily for
pound-notes paid on the spot. . . . And, besides, if there was a rush he would only
need to buy just as little or as much as suited him. The wildest rumours were
always afloat as to the quantity of gold raised, and it was well known that a large
proportion of hthe diggers habitually concealed their findings.14 He had once
before smelted nuggets, so as to prevent the banks from over-reaching him,15
and there would be no difficulty in the way of his selling the gold in pure bars,
assigning the same reason for his action. . . . Only let him safely secure the
treasure, and other difficulties would disappear.
On his way back to the mine, Trevaskis' brain was in a whirl as to what plan he
should pursue. Near the engine-house he was met by some of the miners who
wished to leave there and then, forfeiting two days' wages.
'Go on and get your cheques,' he answered laconically. He went into the smithy and
watched one of the men at work as he sharpened some rock-drills. Then he passed
on to the carpenter's shed, where the carpenter was preparing some joists for
repairing the roof of the powder-magazine, which was at the foot of the
reef half a mile off. Roby consulted him as to the necessity of ordering an
additional stock of shoes for the amalgam-pan, also of dies and battery
gratings.16
'We shan't want 'em for some time, but if there's a big isturt17 at these new
diggings we may be left in the lurch. The teamsters----'
'All right; send in a memo. to the purser of any articles you think should be sent
for. I'll look over the list before it's sent.'
'I'm afeerd, cap'en, you're not very well; you're lookin' jsomewhat white to-day,'
said Roby.
The flush on Trevaskis' face had subsided, and his eyes, besides being much
bloodshot, had a curiously contracted look, with dark-red semicircles under them.
'No, I'm not at all well,' he answered. 'The fact is, I don't believe I can stand the
heat here at all. Just see how the sun is blazing down at half-past ten in the
morning, and we're only at the end of October.'
'I tell 'ee what it is, cap'en, you'll 'ave to take to the under-room, as poor Cap'en
Dunning did klast summer.'
'Well, I'll go down and try it, after I finish my morning round,' answered Trevaskis
in an indifferent voice.
He did not go, however, until he saw Victor on his way to the Colmar Arms at one
o'clock. When he descended, he went direct to the hidden trunk and took out the
box containing the wig and beard. He also took the portfolio containing Dunning's
letters, and carried them into his room. So much of his many plots, at least,
should take active form. He would make sure of the gold locked in his safe, and he
would invent some means of selling it, secured against detection. He had a kind of
groping intuition that some plan would suggest itself, by which he could make use
of Dunning's preparations for disguise.
He knew it would be useless for him to attempt to sleep. He locked the doors of
his office and room, drew down the blinds, and fitted on the wig and false beard
and moustache, and put on a pair of smoke-coloured sun-glasses. The
transformation was sufficiently striking. But it became still more so when that
night, after darkness closed in, and he was secure from any interruption,
he went through the process of deepening the lines in his face, of giving it that
sun-bronzed hue which the mixture in the phial produced, and finally ruffling and
powdering his eyebrows in the way that Dunning's actor friend had suggested.
Then he once more put on the wig and beard. They were so well made, so
natural-looking, so closely fitting, that it was difficult to believe they would have
disguised anyone else as they disguised him.
This completeness of disguise gave him a curious feeling of confidence. Dangers
and difficulties lay in the way, no doubt, but the greatest difficulty of all was
surmounted in lhaving the means of hiding his identity so completely when he
disposed of the gold. How to do that without running the risks which seemed
inseparable from long delay, kept him awake till long after midnight, though this
was the second night through which his vigils extended. He was up next morning,
notwithstanding, in time to see the men of the first shift go to work. There were
no fresh departures for the diggings; but the daily newspapers reported the
sensational find of gold which had been revealed by two men who had been working
within a few miles of each other in the locality of Broombush Creek, and
prophecies were made as to the rush that was inevitable. It was further surmised
that other solitary diggers had been for some time in the neighbourhood with more
or less success. Trevaskis glanced hurriedly over the mnewspapers. Then he
looked over his letters. There was one from the secretary of the company,
informing him that a letter had been received from a brother of the late manager,
intimating his intention of coming to the colony in the course of six weeks after
the date of writing, to look into his brother's affairs, and take possession of the
effects which were at the Colmar Mine.
'The letter was dated from Sydney,' wrote the secretary. 'So that Mr. Raphael
Dunning may come by way of Broken Hill.18 In order to prevent mistake, the
directors request me to say that the late manager's personal belongings at the
mine are to be handed over only on the production of their authorization to that
effect.'
Trevaskis' first action after reading this letter was to turn to the portfolio and
ransack the rest of the papers, at which he had not yet looked. Two or
three were concerned with unimportant matters, one nconcerning a little cottage
which Dunning was apparently renting on behalf of someone not named. The next
letter he took up contained a house-key. The letter enclosing it ran:
'Sir,
'oHenclos pleas find recet for p19 10s. for Six mounth rent19 of Cotage noomber
4 in bendigo-row hindmarsh20 from 1 July to 31 decembur, hit bein' cloas to the
railway Station he won't find no deferculty in findin' hit, and whativer Date he
come within the six mounth he can take posission but I must have a mounth Notis
if he want to leeve at the end of the leese there is shutters to the Winders of the
two front qrooms so if any pains is smarshed I dosnt hold myself Rispoansable
witch the naybors is desent and not likely to brake in.
'Your rispeckful,
'Noah Allert----'
Trevaskis stared at this production for some moments.
'What the devil was the fellow up to with this?' he said half aloud, and then in a
moment it flashed across him--all the more readily because it offered a solution
of one of those lame gaps which stared him in the face, the moment he tried to
think out a working scheme for disposing of over two thousand pounds' worth of
gold, in the guise of an old digger. He steadied his mind now by a strong effort in
the tumult of excitement which arose with the feeling that he saw his way clear
before him. Step by step he went over his scheme: he foresaw every difficulty; he
provided against every contingency; he made sure of his safety from every point
of view; and he swore a great oath that what one man had failed to do because of
insanity, and another because of sudden death, he would accomplish within a week.
'No, nothing will happen to me, nothing will cross me. I'm the third--no, the fourth
man; for there was the digger who was murdered. I'm the fourth man that set his
heart on enjoying this gold, and it's against the law of averages that I too should
fail--completely against the law of averages.'
When the mail-coach came in on Thursday morning, it was crammed with
passengers, all bound for the new diggings.1 Half an hour later a large American
waggon drawn by four horses, also crowded with people bound for the same place,
passed by the Colmar Mine. Then, all during the day vehicles of various
descriptions were seen rumbling slowly on their way to this new Golden Jerusalem2
of the Salt-bush country. It turned out that over four hundred men had reached
Nilpeena that morning by the early train, all bent on being afirst in the field. Most
of those who had money clubbed together and hired all the vehicles available in the
township to convey themselves and their impedimenta to the gold-fields. Many of
these were well equipped with tents, tools, and a couple of weeks' rations. But the
larger proportion were men who, on getting out at the railway station, tramped it
on foot, with neither purse nor scrip,3 with a shovel rolled up in the blue blankets
slung on their backs, carrying in one hand a 'billy,' black with use and a rigid
absence of outer scouring. bBesides the pick or shovel there was perhaps a loaf in
the swag, certainly a modicum of tea, sugar, and tobacco.
They tramped on in a long straggling line, their route marked here and there by
columns of smoke, where some alone, some in groups of from three to five, halted
to boil a billy of tea and smoke a pipeful of the strong fig tobacco which Bushmen
habitually use. Many were found among them who were without even these
elementary necessities for tramping it to an unknown gold-field. But when they
were in company with others who were better off, the more destitute ones were
not left in need. Nor was any surprise felt at the faith, or recklessness, of men
who had neither tea nor tobacco, nor food nor tools nor money to buy
cthem--thus swelling a rush in which to the uninitiated a store of some at least of
these would seem to be the only safeguard against starvation. But a rush
in quest of gold is a species of gambling that has many queer features. The man
who has a little knowledge and experience, and the one who even without these has
brawny arms, and is not afraid of work, has without money or tools a better
chance than the men who lacking these come with stores of danything else. Many
of the men who have most experience in alluvial gold-diggings are chronically hard
up. Whether they make hundreds of pence or of pounds in any given rush, they are
equally likely to be penniless a month or two after it is over. They are invariably
ready to start at an hour's notice when the rumour of a fresh hunting-ground
within a practicable distance reaches them. There is sure to be many a
'tender-foot' and greenhorn4 who will be glad to give food, and find tools, in return
for work, or a 'wrinkle' or two in pegging out a claim.
The amateur element was stronger than usual in the Broombush Creek rush by
reason of being less than two days' journey from the capital, and within thirty
miles from a railway station. All day the long irregular procession straggled on.
After the mail-coach and the four-in-hand, as the American waggon was styled,
came horsemen, bullock-drays, trollies, spring carts;5 even the one vegetable-cart
of which Nilpeena boasted, drawn by a sturdy donkey, was there, piled up with the
swags and shovels of half a dozen men, who walked before and after the rickety
little machine, which in ascending the gentlest eminence, creaked as if its last
moment ewere near at hand. And in advance of the vehicles, side by side, and
after them, came the men, who fhad walked with light or heavy burdens, some with
none at all. Even at this early stage, those who had adventured the rush without
money or baggage began to ascend the social scale. They were paid in money or
kind by the more heavily laden to help them with their burdens. Already, too, some
of those who had put their hand to the plough looked back.6 Though there were no
scrubby heights to scale, or unknown deserts to cross, the arid, waterless nature
of the country, and the unexpectedly large number who were making for the
untried diggings discomfited the less hardy spirits.
Before noon, twenty men came asking for work at the Colmar Mine.
'Not much danger, 'pears to me, of our 'aving to shut up shop on haccount of the
new diggings,' said Roby with a chuckle.
'Well, when you come to figure it out, eight or ten bob a day7 sure, is better than
the 'ope o' turnin' gentleman by Hact go' Parlyment, with the chance o' perishing by
starvation thrown in,' observed an old miner.
All the men who had worked on the night-shift were standing at the doors of their
huts and tents, or down at the Colmar Arms, where the bar-room overflowed with
dusty hswagsmen8 quenching their thirst, and listening with greedy eyes to the
landlord's frequently repeated narrative of the fabulous swags of gold, that had
dazzled the eyes of all beholders in his bar-room three nights ago. No tale of
enchantment or adventure was ever listened to with such devouring interest. In
the bar and elsewhere nothing was to be heard but talk of claims and pegging out,
of pockets and gutters and nuggets of gold; of half-forgotten reminiscences of
old diggings, and tragic stories of lucky diggers. There was an electrical thrill of
excitement in the very atmosphere. Even Trevaskis, who had so many grim
problems of his own to solve regarding gold, was in a measure carried out of
himself, by the wave of eager expectancy which stirred the place, as to the
experiences that awaited the mixed multitude, hurrying in search of fortune to
Broombush Creek.
But one at least among all this gold-fever hubbub was occupied with far other
thoughts. The mail-coach that had brought the first instalment of diggers had also
brought Victor the flowers for which he had telegraphed on the Monday morning.9
There had been a delay of two days in sending them, because of an error made in
transmitting the message from the Colmar office. But here they were at last. As
soon as Victor had the office to himself, he cut the cords and opened the boxes
to sprinkle the flowers with water. His eyes sparkled at isight of their loveliness,
and thoughts of the pleasure they would give Doris. He counted the moments till
he could bring them to her. Yet he purposely delayed going with them till it was
close on seven.
He had observed that after sunset she almost invariably sat for some time on the
western veranda, watching the dying light in the sky above the immense
landscape, into which the feverish seekers for gold had been hurrying all
day. This evening the after-glow was unusually vivid, spreading jfar up to the
horizon in waves of pure fire-colour,10 embracing the most delicate nuances of
tint, from a broad line of deep carnation low down on the vast horizon, to a faint
silvery pink far overhead. As soon as he crossed the reef and began to descend
towards Stonehouse, Victor saw the slender, dark-robed figure clearly outlined in
the warm evening light. Spot and Rex, a young kangaroo dog,11 bounded to meet
him with the animation of dawning friendship. Their mistress also greeted him with
a smile.
'You are quite loaded, and yet Rex ran to meet you! That shows he quite approves
of you,' she said, as she patted Rex on the head.
'Doesn't he like people who carry things, then?' asked Victor, putting his boxes on
the little wicker table that stood near.
'No; because, you see, most of the people he used to see with any kind of load
were sundowners.'12
'Perhaps he knew somehow that these boxes hold something for you,' said Victor,
colouring a little as he bent over the boxes, undoing the strings.
'For me?' said Doris, with a little note of incredulous surprise in her voice.
'Yes, if you will kindly accept them.'
And now the lids were off both the boxes, and the light layer of white cotton-wool
removed. And lo! in the first box at which Doris looked there was the most
enchanting array of white fragrant flowers: feathery sprays of white lilac,
clusters of white Indian musk kroses, of the white fairy and exquisite Niphetos
roses; white heliotrope and picotees,13 tuberoses with their perfumed waxen
buds, clustered sprays of stephanotis with their delicate yet penetrating
fragrance. In the centre there was a group of magnificent orchids, pure white
petalled, with yellow and mauve labellum. The flowers had been skilfully packed,
their stems wrapped round in wet moss, so that they bore little trace of their
journey. But a drooping petal here and there made Victor apologize for not having
brought them to Stonehouse as soon as the mail came in.
'I will bring up the next lot the moment they come, and then they will last longer,'
he said, eager to say something that would carry off the keen emotion
visible in Doris's face. She had seen no flowers since she had left Ouranie, and the
sight and perfume of these, awakening so many chords of memory, moved her
almost too much for speech.
'You got these lovely, lovely flowers for me! They must have come hundreds of
miles,' she said in a tremulous voice when she could trust herself to speak.
'Oh yes, it is really nothing, you know. You just mention to someone in town you
want a few flowers,' said Victor with a tincture of mendacity of which he was not
often guilty. And then he took the folds of cotton-wool off the flowers in the
second box, talking so as to give Doris time to recover herself.
'These are not so fatigued-looking; you see they have more colour. I really know
hardly anything about flowers, except roses. These are the Catherine Mermets. I
know them by the sweet scent; my mother llikes them very much. This, I suppose,
is an orchid.'
It was a Cattleya with deep rosy crimson labellum and pink petals. This second
boxful was little less lovely than the other. The La France, Malmaison and Gloire de
Dijon roses were superb. There was a wealth of daphne pouring its poignantly
sweet fragrance on the air, and a great crowd of pansies, carnations, and yellow
Austrian briars.14
'Shall I go and ask Shung-Loo to get some basins and water for you to put them
in?' said Victor, who, after seeing Doris stealthily kissing a plume of white lilac
with quivering lips, cast about for some excuse to leave her alone with the
flowers.
'Oh, please do not trouble! I can ring for him after I have looked at them a little
longer,' she answered, taking up one flower after the other, with a caress in every
touch and look. Then, after a little pause: 'I cannot say how grateful I am for your
kindness! I have been longing for flowers more than I can tell; it sounds foolish to
say thank you----'
'Yes; because the pleasure they give is more mthan thanks enough!' said Victor
eagerly.
'But I hope they are not all for me,' she said a little hesitatingly.
'Yes, certainly; to do what you like with them.'
'But I would sooner you gave half to Mrs. Challoner and Euphemia. We can
divide them;' and with that Doris began to mix the white and coloured flowers.
'You are too unselfish; you know you like white flowers the best,' said Victor, who
stood watching her.
'Well, you see, I am keeping a larger share of the white lilac,' said Doris, who fixed
a spray of these flowers at her throat, and then made an equal division of the
rest. 'When I wrote letters at Ouranie I used to date them by the flowers that
were coming out. If I were going to write a letter to-night, I should date it "the day
of all the flowers." Now, I am going to tell Mrs. Challoner and Euphemia that there
is something too wonderful--as if a fairy had come--only you are rather too big
for a fairy.'
'Yes, I'm afraid my weight is against me in that line. You had better say a
sundowner--one of the kind that a dog of good sense, like Rex, can tolerate.'
Well, whatever name might be applied to the giver, there could be no difference of
opinion as to the extreme pleasure the flowers gave. Mrs. Challoner, who was
easily moved to enthusiasm for her kind, found a depth of friendly thoughtfulness
in the offering which increased the goodwill she already bore towards Victor. Even
the placid Challoner was moved to unusual enthusiasm, when, on being invited to
spend the evening in the drawing-room, he saw the lovely multitude of flowers, set
out in the old china and fine cut-glass bowls, to the number of a score or so. They
were ranged on the bookcases, the little tables, the piano, and mantelpiece, giving
the room that air of ngrand tranquillity which it is the privilege of beautiful flowers
to impart.
'I must sit where I can look at these roses, my dear, while I am waiting for you to
let me checkmate you,' he said to his wife as they sat down for their usual ogames
of chess, while the young people played, Victor accompanying Doris on his violin in
some of Moore's melodies, with which they were both familiar. Then, when
Euphemia went away to finish one of those endless letters to her brother and 'a
friend,' which she seemed always to have on stock,15 Victor, noticing a
reversi-board,16 ventured to ask Doris if he might play a game with her. But
though the game was entered upon with much seriousness by Doris, the contest
very soon lagged. In fact, no two-handed game has yet been invented
whose rules prevent this, when the one who humbly asks another to play does so
for the express and perfidious purpose of an uninterrupted talk.
'I have been wondering,' said Victor, after a few moves, 'whether you know
anything more about the Gooloos than you told me the other day.'
A wistful little smile passed over Doris's face.
'I used to fable a great deal about Gooloos and other queer little people, when I was
a child. But, of course, it is foolish when one is grown up.'
'I wish you would fancy that I am not grown up.'
'I can hardly do pthat, seeing I have to look up when I speak to you. I might,
perhaps, fancy that you are not too wise to care for such things.'
Victor laughed involuntarily, then checked his mirth, and said:
'Who are the other queer little people?'
'Oh, Shapes and Yangs. Shapes are always flying and changing; but Yangs would
sooner die than change, and they never wish to fly. They just want grass, and the
sun on their backs. If they went into society, perhaps you would call them pigs. No,
I don't think I shall tell you any more, I can see you think my little people very silly,'
said Doris, noticing that Victor was trying in vain to repress the amusement
afforded by the characteristics of the Yangs.
'I don't think them silly at all; they are very amusing. I wonder how you came to
think of such things.'
'Didn't you make up stories to yourself when you were little?'
'No, not much. I used to read other people's stories, and play a great deal.'
'Ah, you had other children to play with; I had no playmates but myself. I used
often to play at having a brother. He was so grand and brave. He was a great
soldier, and used to go to the Holy Land17 and make the infidels give up the
prisoners. When we went out driving I used to ask my mother to let the ponies go
very fast, and then I used to fancy that I was Richard, on his Arab horse, chasing
qdragons and going after savage people.'
'Then, was he always away at the wars?'
'No, he sometimes came home and told me where he had been, and what strange
things he had seen. I used to live under a nectarine-tree in the garden, and watch
for him to come across the sea--that was Gauwari, our big lake; it bordered the
garden on one side. But I used to like best to ride and drive in the direction of the
great plain. I could fancy always such wonderful things about that, for it was like a
great strange sea--so gray and wide and quiet. Mother and I always called it the
Silent Sea; but now that I am in the midst of it----'
She ended with a little sigh.
'It is very bare and desolate, and nothing very wonderful in it, except that it is
such a huge plain and reaches so far,' said Victor, who was listening to these
revelations of a solitary childhood with the keenest interest.
'I am afraid things are often like that,' she responded thoughtfully. 'When we used
to visit Mrs. Seaton, the girls had a brother, and he was not in the least noble or
chivalrous. He was greedy about tarts, and sometimes pulled his sisters' hair.'
'But, on the other hand, there are many things quite as beautiful as we can
imagine them.'
'Ah, yes! The "Arabian Nights" are quite poor compared to what is going on all the
time. Even among the grass, where a tiny brown seed swells and pushes up a thin
little green lance; and by-and-by it is a feathery tassel, shivering if you even
whisper near it. . . . Often when Kenneth used to speak so much about heaven, and
say it was a great deal more beautiful than this world, I used to wonder whether
there are corners there where the violets come out early, and where one might
put down an old fairy-book with its face against the canary lavender, to watch the
white-eye-browed swallows18 when they come the first day.'
There was a wistful thrill in the girl's voice, but she spoke more rapidly than was
her wont, and with the animation a deeper tinge of colour stole into her cheeks.
'I do not believe you were lonely at all, though you had no playmates,' said Victor,
after a little pause.
'I did not want anyone else when I had mother,' she answered in a very low voice.
And then there was silence between them for a little. The flowers poured their
sweetness on the air, and through the open windows, with the curtains half
drawn back, the moonshine was visible lying over the great Silent Sea, that
hemmed them round with that mystic light which gives a magic of its own to the
barest landscape.
'We are not getting on very well with our game, are we?' she said after a little,
and on this Victor tried his best to lose his rpawns.19 But it was little he could
think sof just then, except the sweep of those heavy lashes and the wonderful
eyes they revealed when they were uplifted; the sweet cadence of her tones, and
that enchanting mixture in her talk of bright, taerial fancies and direct childlike
simplicity. Altogether, that evening was formed of those supreme, fugitive hours
which, once flown, useldom have a to-morrow.
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On the following Saturday morning the mail-man brought Victor two more boxes of
flowers. These he sent across at once to Stonehouse by Mick, and then went to
the post-office for the mine letters, as was his custom each morning, half an hour
after the mail had been delivered. As he walked leisurely along smoking a
cigarette, he gave himself up to the pleasure of imagining Doris's delight on finding
one of athese boxes entirely filled with white and Parma violets.1 He pictured her
to himself bending over these, holding them to her face, talking to them, kissing
them. . . . His cigarette went out and he threw it away, hastening his steps with
that rapt expression on his face, and that unseeing look in his eyes, which tell of
entire abstraction from the objects visible to material sight.
He still in some fashion kept up the fiction to himself, that his feelings were of the
most benevolent and disinterested friendship. But in the midst of his happy,
engrossing thoughts this morning he became conscious of an inner voice
struggling to ask him questions. None are so deaf, however, as those who won't
hear.2 But it may be taken for granted that a week is the utmost limit of time
during which one can be happy under false pretences. Among the letters that
Victor received was a bulky one from Miss Paget. At sight of it he drew a long
breath, and capitulated to the inward monitor, without even attempting to make
terms. It was on last Sunday he sent away his reply to Helen's previous letter. Not
a line had he written to her since; how often had he thought of her? What dreams
and visions and reveries, on the other hand, had been with him day and night of a
certain face and form! How constantly the thrilling tones of a low sweet voice had
been in his ears!
'But what else could happen, after once seeing Doris?' he asked himself helplessly.
The bare thought of her prevented him from being as unhappy as he felt he
ought to be; for the longer he looked at Miss Paget's letter the more clear it
became that he had made a frightful mistake in supposing that he loved her.
Perhaps she knew, perhaps that was why she put off bthe engagement--after all,
they were not engaged. The relief he found in this thought made him feel ashamed
of himself. He took refuge in trying to think of something else. There was that
cave room he was to search on Monday; whether it contained treasure or not, it
would make the subject of a long letter to Helen. He could tell her about his first
cmeeting Vansittart, and the comical interview between him and Trevaskis. . . .
'Even if at the end of the probation appointed by Helen'--here Victor paused, and
then, with the felicity of his father's race, he put the point--'we neither of us
wish to make our friendship into an engagement, we shall still remain friends--I am
sure of it. I must not send a miserable scrappy letter in answer to one like this.'
He went into the manager's office with his letters and papers.
'I suppose I can begin my search of the underground room on Monday, as we
arranged,' he said.
Trevaskis had opened one of his letters. He read it rapidly, and said in a hurried
voice: 'I half expected this: I am called away on urgent private business. I must
telegraph to the secretary at once. Will you kindly take this message across to
the telegraph-office for me?'
He got a form and wrote: 'Called away on urgent private business; forced to apply
for a week's leave of absence, dating from Monday. Please reply at once.'
In less than two hours a reply came, granting the leave asked for. Trevaskis was
in the purser's office talking to Roby and Victor when the telegram was handed to
him.
'There is a man near Malowie I have to see,' he was saying to Roby. 'Do you know
whether the train stays half an hour or so at that station?'
'Iss, it's the change o' gauge,3 cap'en.'
Trevaskis glanced over his telegram, and then a sudden thought seemed to strike
him.
'I could be sure of finding him at home on Saturday night. . . . I ought to have
applied for my leave from to-day, really.'
'Oh, as for the matter o' that, what be the differ, shouldst 'ee leave to-day or
Sunday a'ternoon?'
'Then if I went by the second train, the one that only goes to Malowie, I could catch
it this afternoon?'
'Oh, sure 'nough, the mail coach gets in half an hour before she parts.'
'That's what I'll do, then,' said Trevaskis in a tone of sudden determination. 'Just
send word to the mail-driver to call round, will you, Roby? I don't think there's
anything else to arrange about during my absence besides what we've gone over.'
'Oh, everything will be all right, cap'en. You see, I'm used to bein' left in charge at a
hour's notice. I've had dmany a year practice at it,' said Roby, with his large smile
as he went out.
Trevaskis discussed one or two business matters with Victor. Then, as he was
going away, he said in the careless tone in which one speaks of an indifferent
matter: 'Oh, and, by the way, the search business had better stand over till I come
back.'
'Just as you wish, captain,' answered Victor, who was in reality not very much
engrossed by the affair.
Trevaskis had studied every move beforehand, taking precautions against each
contingency, by giving himself a wider margin of time. He had chosen Malowie as
the station at which he would get out, because there, the crush of people and the
hurry and bustle of changing carriages made any chance encounter less
dangerous. On reaching this station, he took the carpet-bag containing the gold
and the disguise out of his portmanteau. The latter he booked to go on by the
early Monday train. It was some time before he could get even this simple detail
attended to. The rush to Broombush Creek, which had subsided for a day or two,
had now assumed phenomenal proportions. Gold had been discovered in large
quantities over a wide area, several nuggets weighing over sixty and seventy
ounces. And there were the usual sensational rumours of even larger nuggets,
whose lucky finders were not anxious to spread the news of their good fortune.
More than seven hundred men were on their way to Nilpeena by the train that
would reach it on Sunday morning. The railway people were unprepared for so
unprecedented a crush of passengers, in addition to the ordinary numbers,
and the platform and offices presented a solid mass of excited, struggling, noisy
men, each one fighting for himself. A rumour had spread that the carriage
accommodation was insufficient, and the confusion that ensued was indescribable.
Trevaskis saw several faces he knew in the thick of the crowd, but they did not
notice him, and he did not speak to anyone. He breathed more freely when he got
away from the railway-station. He took a short cut through the township, and
walked on rapidly till he reached a creek thickly lined with ti-tree, two miles and a
half away from Malowie, in an easterly direction. Here he assumed his disguise,
beginning with his clothes. He put on a dark loose, earth-stained pair of trousers
over those he wore; he took off the coat he had on, put it into the carpet-bag, and
in place of it wore a long shabby dust-coat. Then he lay down, making a pillow of
his carpet-bag. He dozed fitfully for a couple of hours. As soon as daylight
reddened the east, he fixed a pocket looking-glass in the fork of a tree, and
performed the more delicate shades of his toilet. He put his soft silk beaver in the
carpet-bag, and wore instead an old gray hat, with a slouching brim, which he
pulled well over his eyes, and knotted a large red silk handkerchief round his
throat. When he looked at himself, with his brick-red complexion, his straggling
gray hair falling over his neck, his thick grizzled moustache and long silvery beard,
he could not repress a triumphant exclamation of pleasure. All that remained for
him to do now was to transform the carpet-bag into a swag. He took out a little
black billy, one which he had found in one of the storerooms and blackened over an
impromptu fire of deal boards in his room on the previous night, and a thin,
brownish-red rug which he had rolled round the gold. He got a slender piece of
wood the length of the carpet-bag, which he folded within it, so as to stiffen the
outline. He tied up the whole in the rug, turning in the edges well over the bag, and
strapped the swag with an old saddle-strap at each end. Then he fastened a loose
cord between the two, and slipped the swag over his shoulders, carrying the billy in
one hand in orthodox tramp fashion.
He struck across country till he gained the highroad, and followed it on to the
second railway-station beyond Malowie, and twelve miles distant therefrom. He
chose this rather than the nearer station, partly to pass the time, and
partly because he wanted to have a good long tramp, so as to get the dust well
into his boots and face and clothes. As there was a high easterly breeze with a
strong touch of hot wind, this purpose was well effected by the time he reached
Kilmeny. It was a straggling little township, its chief features being a big flour-mill
and two public-houses. He went to the one nearest the railway-station, a shabby,
one-story building in which no one seemed to be astir, though it was now close on
eight o'clock. The only inmate visible was the landlord, a big, fat man, who was
shambling about the house in an aimless and discouraged manner. He was keeping
house, he said, and didn't know where the things were kept very well. He offered
Trevaskis brandy and water and cold beef and bread for breakfast, adding, 'Every
soul 'bout the place has gone off to the diggings except my wife, who was confined
of two twinses a couple of days ago, and a female cook likewise down with the
mumps.'
But Trevaskis would touch no stimulant.
'I want no speerits; if ye can't give me a dish o' decent tay I med as well be goin' to
th' next house,' he said in a gruff voice, with an unmistakable Cornish accent.4
On this the landlord bustled into the kitchen, and in twenty minutes brought him a
teapot full of tea.
'One o' they cross-grained old Cousin Jackses5 as go mouching alone for gold,' said
the landlord, speaking of Trevaskis to a customer who had dropped in for an early
'phlegm-cutter.'6 'You can see by the look of him he's been living alone
somewheres like a wombat, till ehe has got out fo' the way of havin' even a proper
Christian drink. I remember----'
His reminiscences were cut short by the sound of a bell forcibly rung. Trevaskis
had finished his breakfast, and now ordered a bedroom. As soon as he was shown
into one, he locked the door, took off his wig and beard, put his swag under the
bed, and, throwing himself on it in his clothes, he was fast asleep in a few minutes.
He slept till sunset, and then rose and had another nondescript sort of meal, in
the course of which the landlord entertained him with anecdotes of the 'twinses'
and the sudden exodus of more than half the male population of Kilmeny for the
new diggings.
'It's close to that there Colmar Mine, as is so gcelybrated for 'anky-panky tricks,'
he said, and then, without receiving any encouragement from his listener, he
launched into a description of some of the more notorious episodes in connection
with the Colmar. 'They get managers there up to all the tricks going for to line
their own pocketses. They say they've got hold of a very straight man this time,
but that wicious in his temper--he gives the chaps the rumbles7 for a day and a
'arf with slanging of 'em.'
Trevaskis cut short this pleasing picture of himself by asking for his account,
including bed and breakfast; he paid it, and then, having secured the window and
locked the door of his bedroom, he went out for a stroll. He passed a little wooden
chapel, through whose open door and windows the sound of a powerful voice was
plainly audible. The wind had fallen, and the twilight hush was unbroken, except for
that deep resonant voice. As Trevaskis leant against a post and rail fence
smoking, close to the side of the chapel, the preaching man's message reached
him word for word:
'When the devil wants to get hold of you,' he said, 'he don't come all hoof and
claws, a-butting his horns into you, and driving you head foremost into crime. No;
at first he takes slim liberties, so to speak, and they are so like something you've
been doing before, you don't find it out all at once. Then, after a bit, you do
something shadier than before--still, not so very black; and you feel sorry about
it when you lie awake at nights. But by-and-by you get over that, and you go on
and on, till----' Here the preacher dropped his voice impressively, and Trevaskis
went on his way with a hot, deep flush surging up into his face, under the swarthy
dye that was part of his disguise.
He had in early life been intimately associated with an ardent section of the
Cornish Primitive Methodists, who dwell on every incident of individual life as a
special act of over-ruling Providence. At this moment, old associations returned
to him, with all the vividness that hcharacterize the early impressions of a strong
and tenacious nature, whose forces have for the most part been concentrated in
a narrow groove. Ideas had played so small a part in his adult life, that those which
had been early implanted in his mind slumbered there as hard and clear and
unmodified as in the days in which he had first assimilated them.
'It is a warning--as sure as God is in heaven--it is a warning sent to me,' he said
over and over to himself, striding on he knew not whither. Year by year his past
life unrolled itself before him, and he saw as by a lightning flash of quickened
observation the steps by which he had been gradually familiarized with dishonest
practices. As a boy of fourteen, he had in working on tribute with his father come
to learn by experience that cheating, when practicable without detection, was
reckoned no disgrace,8 among a large proportion of miners. Even some of those
who held forth as class-leaders and local-preachers would, when the opportunity
arose, act without scruple on the maxim, 'Fear God and cheat the company.' He
himself, since he had come to man's estate, had little qualms in over-reaching his
fellow-men, in grasping at a larger share of profits in mining work, or mining
speculation, than rightly belonged to him. But never before had he been concerned
in any act that would, if unveiled to other men, have placed him on the list of
criminals. Now he seemed vaguely to perceive that his previous life had been an
insidious preparation for crime; that at the critical moment the avarice of a
lifetime, intensified by poverty, made the opportunity of being rich by secret
theft an irresistible temptation.
'Then after a bit you do something shadier than before . . . by-and-by you get over
that, and you go on and on till----' That blank, which his mind involuntarily invested
with a sombre fascination, daunted him more than the most voluble catalogue of
crimes. His disguise, which at dawn of day had given him a sensation of gratified
triumph, seemed to him in the gathering twilight as ignominious as convict chains.
'I'll sling up the whole affair,--yes, I'll sling up the whole affair,' he repeated to
himself at intervals, with the iteration usual with him when deeply moved.
Night fell, and a luminous space of silvery light in the sky heralded the moon's
rising. He found himself on the outskirts of the township, near a cottage with a
little garden in front full of flowers. The windows were wide open, and he saw by
the lamplight in the room within a quiet family group. The mother with an infant in
her arms, the father with a large book and two or three children grouped round
him, an older girl seated at ia harmonium playing a hymn tune. Presently
she began to sing, in a sweet though untrained voice, 'Shall we gather at the
river?'9 and the younger children clustered round her and joined in. Then the
father stood up, and his deep bass gave body to the clear high treble of the
children's voices. It was all as commonplace as the light of heaven. But to
Trevaskis, in the awakened forecasting state of his imagination, it all seemed part
of a plan by which he was led to review his deeds before it was too late. The man
in there sang peacefully with his children, while he skulked about, disguised like one
who had shed blood--no, he would go no further on this path, whose beginning was
a theft, whose end no man could foresee.
What should he do with the gold while he went on to town? But now, the moment he
began to consider how he should relinquish it, the love of this thing stirred his
heart with a deep masterful yearning. The thought of resigning it to other hands
filled him with vindictive jealousy. It was not as if it could be handed over to the
rightful owner. Probably it would be claimed by the Government, and what would
Government do with it? Squander it, as jit had squandered millions before, on
foolish railways to nowhere through desert country, on crooked jetties from which
to load wheat that would not be grown, on marble staircases and Persian carpets
for fancy viceregal country houses.10 Could not he make a better use than that
of it--he who had lost his khardly earned thousands through the knavish duplicity
of other men? He had wronged no one by taking this gold . . . and he had gone too
far to retreat. As for the remaining lstores of gold, that clearly belonged to the
company.
'But if I take this, I'll be sure to struggle somehow for the rest. Twenty thousand
pounds is a fortune; but as for two or three thousand . . . I've had a warning--I've
had a warning. What made me come away and leave the gold there under the bed,
and stop by that little chapel and listen to the way the devil tempts and tempts a
man to the very brink of hell?' He stood on the brow of a little hill beyond the
confines of the township, whose lights gleamed here and there through open doors
and windows. The tinkle of a bullock-bell11 or two in the distance was the only
sound that broke the profound calm, while in the heart of this solitary man
raged a tempest of conflicting thoughts and desires.
All mround, as far as the eye could travel, lay small habitations of wood and iron,
in the midst of wide wheat-fields, where the crops were stunted and meagre with
the long-continued drought. Three or four weeks back, prayer for rain had been
offered in all the churches throughout the colony; but as yet no rain of any
consequence had fallen, and in this northern region much of the wheat must perish
in the ear.12 Thinking over this, Trevaskis asked himself what reason there was
for believing that Heaven was really much concerned with the conduct of human
affairs.
As the impulse towards right-doing had been awakened by material fears, so the
reascendancy of the strongest motives that swayed his nature was strengthened
by like tawdry misconceptions of spiritual influences. And yet he did not revert to
his former purpose without a further effort at resistance.
'It is close on nine o'clock now,' he said, looking at his watch in the nbright soft
moonlight. 'I won't go back to the public-house till near twelve; the publican will
before then make sure I'm not returning, and he has of course a master-key to
open the locked door. Well, if he or anyone else has found that gold he can keep it.
I'll ask no question, or hold up my finger, but take it as a proof that what I heard
to-night was not a chance, but a warning and a sign from above.'
He passed part of the time resting against the trunk of a gum-tree, part in
striding about and watching light after light disappear in the houses as the
inmates retired to rest. Sometimes he was overpowered with dread lest the gold
might be discovered and tampered with, and again he found himself hoping that it
might be all stolen. . . . 'They say they've got hold of a very straight man this
time.' The words came back to him mockingly again and again. He had always
prided himself on his reputation for integrity. To hear the estimate in which he
was popularly held thus spoken of by an entire stranger, in a remote little
township, curiously quickened his determination, once this trip was accomplished,
to run all risks rather than that of detection.
Within the last day or two he had sometimes thought out the plan of
removing all the great jars of amalgam into his bedroom, while Fitz-Gibbon
searched the cave room--of making some excuse to Roby's wife, who came daily
to tidy up his rooms, and dispense with her services while the treasure was in
them. But from the first the risks daunted him. Now, during the hours of his
self-imposed vow, he reviewed all the mishaps that might lead to detection if he
took the stolen amalgam into his actual possession on the mine. He reflected that
both Webster and Dunning had, under the most disastrous circumstances, been
saved from being found out, by keeping their booty hidden in the cave room. As he
slowly pondered over these things, he bound himself by a solemn resolution, in the
name of his wife and children, that he would not allow any consideration to tempt
him to remove the gold from its hiding-place till he could take it entirely away
from the mine.
'After all that has happened in connection with the Colmar, in the way of murder,
insanity, and sudden death, I'd rather let the young jackanapes go down and
discover the lot than fill my room with stolen stuff,' he thought. 'But, no, no! as
sure as my name is William Trevaskis, I'll find some means or another of keeping
his nose outside that iron wall until I've turned the gray stuff13 into bars of yellow
gold, and carried them safe away.'
So, after all his impulses of repentance, remorse, and fear, these were the
thoughts that filled the mine manager's mind as he returned to the inn. When he
examined his nuggets by the light of a scrap of tallow candle, flaring in a dirty tin
candlestick, and found them untouched, the thought floated dimly through his
brain that the best result of his hearing part of a sermon in that little wooden
chapel had been, that in those solitary hours in the tranquil moonlight he had
perceived how foolish and dangerous one of the plans was which had occurred to
him regarding the stolen treasure in the cave room.
The train passed through Kilmeny at half-past eight in the morning. Ten minutes
before it came in, Trevaskis bought a third-class ticket to Adelaide. There were
several men in the compartment he entered, two of them miners, who had come
down from Broken Hill. One of these Trevaskis recognised as a man he had
discharged from the Colmar Mine three weeks previously for insubordination. He
was an inveterate talker, whether at work or play, and kept up his reputation on
this occasion with unstinted energy. His companion was much more reticent, and
responded for the most part by an occasional grunt. On one topic, however, the
silent miner was moved to express himself with confident vigour. This subject was
the mine in which he had been working, one that had of late risen high in popular
favour.
'Pay dividends, indeed!' he exclaimed scornfully. 'Not for a couple of years to
come. There's too much lead and too little silver, and that will soon be well known.
Mark my words, the shares will be down with a bang before you're two weeks
older.'
Trevaskis, leaning back in a corner of the compartment next one of the windows,
with his aslouch hat1 pulled well over his face, seemed to have fallen fast asleep
soon after he got into the carriage. But these observations regarding Block
Twenty were not thrown away on him. He did not utter a word, and hardly changed
his position during the course of the journey.
It wanted a few minutes to one when the train stopped at Bowden-on-the-Hill. This
is within a quarter of an hour's walk of Hindmarsh. Trevaskis made for the
railway-station there, and asked one of the guards the nearest way to Bendigo
Row.2 The man asked in what street. This Trevaskis did not know, only that it was
near the railway-station.
'Hi, young shaver, come here!' cried the guard to a lad of nine or ten, who
was dawdling about the platform. 'Do you know where Bendigo Row is?'
Yes, the boy knew. Gussy Heinemann's mother lived there. Then Trevaskis told him
if he showed him the way he would give him sixpence, and, thanking the guard, he
followed his guide. They crossed a street, and went up another for a few minutes
in a westerly direction till they came to a narrow lane. The first row of little stone
cottages was Bendigo Row.
'bThere isn't nobody living there,' said the boy, when Trevaskis stood at the door
of No. 4.
'I know that,' said Trevaskis, fumbling in his pocket for the key. 'This is my house
just now, though I didn't quite know where it was. And if you want to earn another
sixpence, you can wait here a little and show me the way to the branch of the
National Bank that's in Hindmarsh.'
The boy assented with a joyful grin. As a matter of fact, the bank was almost
within sight.3 Five minutes later Trevaskis was inside it, waiting to see the
manager, having left all that the carpet-bag contained in No. 4, except the gold. He
found only a youth in charge, who looked wonderingly at the hairy-faced old
Bushman when he asked to see the manager in a gruff Cornish voice, and replying
laconically, 'Won't be in for a quarter of an hour,' resumed his work at a tall desk.
It was evidently the slack time of the day, for no other customer came in while
Trevaskis waited. He sat at a little ink-stained table on a stiff leathern chair,
trying to read the daily newspaper that lay before him. But now that his journey
was over, and his purpose so nearly accomplished, an indescribable feeling of
uneasiness took possession of him. For the first time the thought flashed across
him that Dunning, for aught he knew, might have used the disguise he now wore in
disposing of gold at this very bank. He felt tempted to go away without waiting for
the manager, and walk across to cone of the North Adelaide branch dbanks.
But as he was on the point of acting on this the manager returned.
'You buy gold, I suppose?' he said shortly, putting his bag on the counter.
'Yes, anything up to a ton,' answered the manager jocosely. 'Have you
come down from the Broombush Creek diggings?' he added, as Trevaskis opened
the carpet-bag.
But to this the silvery-bearded Bushman made no reply. He took out the nuggets
one after the other, without pausing or taking any notice of the wondering
admiration of the manager and his clerk.
'I make it five hundred eand forty hounces,' he said briefly, when the whole lay in a
yellow, glistening heap on the counter.
On being weighed and tested, the gold was found to be a few pennyweights over
this.
'I expect you were in the field some time before this rush took place?' said the
manager, looking at Trevaskis narrowly.
'Don't 'ee fret about me, sir, but do 'ee just figure out 'ow much this coom to at
3 18s. 6d. a hounce,' answered Trevaskis, on which the manager laughed, and put
him down as a regular old Cornish digger, of the bluff, outspoken type.
'Do you consider it so pure as to be worth that much?'4 he said, turning over a
large nugget fspecked here and there with quartz.
'I knows it; but ef you're in any doubt----'
'I'll give you 3 18s. an ounce.'
'Well, I'm pushed for time. I make you a gift o' the sixpennies,' answered Trevaskis
curtly.
'How will you take the money?'
'One hundred twenty-pound notes--the rest in fivers and silver.'
Trevaskis counted over the notes with slow deliberation, and then crushed them
into an inner pocket in the carpet-bag, nodded brusquely to the manager, and
walked away. When he got into the sunlight and the fresh air, he was astonished to
feel a momentary sensation of numbness creeping over him. It was the lassitude
of excessive fatigue, of which he had until then been unconscious. There was a
ragged-looking little square near, with seats here and there under the trees. He
sat on one of these, and for a little time he revelled in a drowsy, luxurious feeling,
in which weariness and a sense of triumphant success were curiously mingled. All
his limbs ached with fatigue, and his eyes felt so heavy that he could scarcely
keep them open. Yet all the time the blood was coursing swiftly in his veins, and
his heart was beating vehemently. There was plenty of time for him to rest
and indulge in the myriad plans that floated hazily through his mind. The evening
train, by which he would be supposed to have come, did not reach town till nine, or
after.
But the day did not seem long to him. On the way back to No. 4 he passed a little
general store, at which he bought some tea and sugar, a loaf of bread, a mug, and
half a pound of butter. He gathered up some chips and sticks in the little
back-yard, got a billy full of water from the tap, and made himself some tea.
As he sat eating and drinking in his curious solitude, in the dim light he admitted by
half opening one of the shutters, his eye suddenly fell on some gilt lettering on the
mug he had bought. He read the words, 'For a good boy,' and suddenly burst into
loud laughter. Yet the next moment the grotesque irony of the thing made him
reflect with quickened perception on the contrast between his secret actions and
the place he held in the world's regard. A justice of the peace, an ex-member of
Parliament, the son-in-law of a leading doctor--what could this man have to do
with a vagabond sku