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There were two ways by which one could get to the Old Stone Mill.
One, from the sideroad by a lane which, edged with grassy, flower-
decked banks, wound between snake fences, along which straggled
irregular clumps of hazel and blue beech, dogwood and thorn bushes,
and beyond which stretched on one side fields of grain just heading
out this bright June morning, and on the other side a long strip of
hay fields of mixed timothy and red clover, generous of colour and
perfume, which ran along the snake fence till it came to a potato
patch which, in turn, led to an orchard where the lane began to drop
down to the Mill valley.
At the crest of the hill travellers with even the merest embryonic
aesthetic taste were forced to pause. For there the valley with its
sweet loveliness lay in full view before them. Far away to the right,
out of an angle in the woods, ran the Mill Creek to fill the pond
which brimmed gleaming to the green bank of the dam. Beyond the pond
a sloping grassy sward showed green under an open beech and maple
woods. On the hither side of the pond an orchard ran down hill to the
water's edge, and at the nearer corner of the dam, among a clump of
ancient willows, stood the Old Stone Mill, with house attached, and
across the mill yard the shed and barn, all neat as a tidy housewife's
kitchen. To the left of the mill, with its green turf-clad dam and
placid gleaming pond, wandered off green fields of many shading
colours, through which ran the Mill Creek, foaming as if enraged that
it should have been even for a brief space paused in its flow to serve
another's will. Then, beyond the many-shaded fields, woods again,
spruce and tamarack, where the stream entered, and maple and beech on
the higher levels. That was one way to the mill, the way the farmers
took with their grist or their oats for old Charley Boyle to grind.
The other way came in by the McKenzies' lane from the Concession
Line, which ran at right angles to the sideroad. This was a mere
foot path, sometimes used by riders who came for a bag of flour or
meal when the barrel or bin had unawares run low. This path led
through the beech and maple woods to the farther end of the dam,
where it divided, to the right if one wished to go to the mill yard,
and across the dam if one wished to reach the house. From any point
of view the Old Stone Mill, with its dam and pond, its surrounding
woods and fields and orchard, made a picture of rare loveliness, and
suggestive of deep fulness of peace. At least, the woman standing at
the dam, where the shade of the willows fell, found it so. The
beauty, the quiet of the scene, rested her; the full sweet harmony of
those many voices in which Nature pours forth herself on a summer day,
stole in upon her heart and comforted her. She was a woman of striking
appearance. Tall and straight she stood, a figure full of strength;
her dark face stamped with features that bespoke her Highland
ancestry, her black hair shot with silver threads, parting in waves
over her forehead; her eyes deep set, black and sombre, glowing with
that mystic light that shines only in eyes that have for generations
peered into the gloom of Highland glens.
"Ay, it's a bonny spot," she sighed, her rugged face softening as
she gazed. "It's a bonny spot, and it would be a sore thing to part
it."
As she stood looking and listening her face changed. Through the
hum of the mill there pierced now and then the notes of a violin.
"Oh, that weary fiddle!" she said with an impatient shake of her
head. But in a few moments the impatience in her face passed into
tender pity. "Ah, well, well," she sighed, "poor man, it is the kind
heart he has, whateffer."
She passed down the bank into the house, then through the large
living-room, speckless in its thrifty order, into a longer room that
joined house to mill. She glanced at the tall clock that stood beside
the door. "Mercy me!" she cried, "it's time my own work was done.
But I'll just step in and see--" She opened the door leading to the
mill and stood silent. A neat little man with cheery, rosy face,
clean-shaven, and with a mass of curly hair tinged with grey hanging
about his forehead, was seated upon a chair tipped back against the
wall, playing a violin with great vigour and unmistakable delight.
"The mill's a-workin', mother," he cried without stopping his
flying fingers, "and I'm keepin' my eye upon her."
She shook her head reproachfully at her husband. "Ay, the mill is
workin' indeed, but it's not of the mill you're thinking."
"Of what then?" he cried cheerily, still playing.
"It is of that raising and of the dancing, I'll be bound you."
"Wrong, mother," replied the little man exultant. "Sure you're
wrong. Listen to this. What is it now?"
"Nonsense," cried the woman, "how do I know?"
"But listen, Elsie, darlin'," he cried, dropping into his Irish
brogue. "Don't you mind--" and on he played for a few minutes. "Now
you mind, don't you?"
"Of course, I mind, 'The Lass o' Gowrie.' But what of it?" she
cried, heroically struggling to maintain her stern appearance.
But even as she spoke her face, so amazing in its power of swiftly
changing expression, took on a softer look.
"Ah, there you are," cried the little man in triumph, "now I know
you remember. And it's twenty-four years to-morrow, Elsie, darlin',
since--" He suddenly dropped his violin on some meal bags at his side
and sprang toward her.
"Go away with you." She closed the door quickly behind her.
"Whisht now! Be quate now, I'm sayin'. You're just as foolish as
ever you were."
"Foolish? No mother, not foolish, but wise yon time, although it's
foolish enough I've been often since. And," he added with a sigh,
"it's not much luck I've brought you, except for the boys. They'll
do, perhaps, what I've not done."
"Whisht now, lad," said his wife, patting his shoulder gently, for
a great tenderness flowed over her eloquent face. "What has come to
you to-day? Go away now to your work," she added in her former tone,
"there's the hay waiting, you know well. Go now and I'll watch the
grist."
"And why would you watch the grist, mother?" said a voice from the
mill door, as a young man of eighteen years stepped inside. He was
his mother's son. The same swarthy, rugged face, the same deep- set,
sombre eyes, the same suggestion of strength in every line of his
body, of power in every move he made and of passion in every glance.
"Indeed, you will do no such thing. Dad'll watch the grist and I'll
slash down the hay in no time. And do you know, mother," he continued
in a tone of suppressed excitement, "have you heard the big news?"
His mother waited. "He's coming home to-day. He's coming with the
Murrays, and Alec will bring him to the raising."
A throb of light swept across the mother's face, but she only said
in a voice calm and steady, "Well, you'd better get that hay down.
It'll be late enough before it is in."
"Listen to her, Barney," cried her husband scornfully. "And she'll
not be going to the raising today, either. The boy'll be home by one
in the morning, and sure that's time enough."
Barney stood looking at his mother with a quiet smile on his face.
"We will have dinner early," he said, "and I'll just take a turn at
the hay."
She turned and entered the house without a word, while he took down
the scythe from its peg, removed the blade from the snath and handed
it to his father.
"Give it a turn or two," he said; "you're better than me at this."
"Here then," replied his father, handing him the violin, "and
you're better at this."
"They would not say so to-night, Dad," replied the lad as he took
the violin from his father's hands, looking it over reverently. In a
very few minutes his father came back with the scythe ready for work;
and Barney, fastening it to the snath, again set off up the lane.
Two hours later, down from the dusty sideroad, a girl swinging a
milk pail in her hand turned into the mill lane. As she stepped from
the glare and dust of the highroad into the lane, it seemed as if
Nature had been waiting to find in her the touch that makes perfect;
so truly, in all her fresh daintiness, did she seem a bit of that
green shady lane with its sweet fragrance and its fresh beauty.
It had taken sixteen years of wholesome country life to round that
supple form into its firm lines of grace, and to tint those moulded
cheeks with the dainty bloom that seemed a reflection from the
thistle heads that nodded at her through the snake fence. It had
taken sixteen years of pure-hearted, joyous living to lend those
eyes, azure as the sky above, their brave, clear glance; sixteen
years of unsullied maidenhood to endow her with that divine something
of mystery which, with its shy reserve and fearless trust, awakens
reverence and rebukes impurity as with the vision of God.
Her sunbonnet, fallen back from her yellow hair, shining golden in
the sun, revealed a face strong, brave and kind, with just a touch of
pride. The pride showed most, however, in the poise of her head and
the carriage of her shoulders. But when the mobile lips parted in a
smile over the straight rows of white teeth one forgot the pride and
thought only of the soft persuasive lips.
As she sprang up the green turf, she drew in deep breaths of
clover-scented air, and exclaimed aloud, "Oh, this is good!" She
peeped through the snake fence at the luscious rich masses of red
clover. "What a bed!" she cried; "I believe I'll try it." Over the
fence she sprang, and in a thorn tree's shade, deep in the fragrant
blossoms, she stretched herself at full length upon her back. For
some minutes she lay in the luxury of that fragrant bed looking up
through the spreading thorn tree branches to the blue sky with its
floating, fleecy clouds far overhead. The lazy drone of the bees in
the clover beside her, the languorous summer airs swaying into gentle
nodding the timothy stalks just above her head, and all the soothing
sounds of a summer morning, that many-voiced choir that sings to the
great God Nature's glad content that all is so very good, rested and
comforted the girl's heart and body, making her know as she had not
known before how very weary she had been and how deep an ache her
heart had held.
"Oh, it's good!" she cried again, stretching her hands at full
length above her head. "I wish I could stay for one whole day, just
here in the clover with the bees and the birds and the trees and the
clouds and the blue sky, no children, no dinner, no tidying up."
As she lay there it seemed to her as if she had thrown off for the
moment the load she had been carrying for many months. For a year
she had tried to fill in the minister's household her mother's place.
Without a day's warning the burden had been laid upon her shoulders,
but with the fine courage that youth and love combine to give, denying
herself even the poor luxury of indulgence of the grief that had
fallen upon her young heart, she had given herself, without thought of
anything heroic in her giving, to the caring for the house and the
household, and the comforting as best she could of her father,
suddenly bereft of her who had been to him not wife alone, but comrade
and counsellor as well. Without a thought, she had at once
surrendered all the bright plans that she, with her mother, had
cherished for the cultivation of her varied talents, and had turned to
the dull, monotonous routine of household duties with never a thought
but that she must do it. There was no one else.
"I believe I am tired," she said again aloud; then letting her
heart follow her eyes into and beyond the blue above her, she cried
softly, "O mother, how tired you must have been with it all, and how
much you did for me! For me, great, big lump that I am! Dear little
mother. Oh, if I had only known! Oh, we were all so thoughtless!"
She stretched up her hands again to the blue sky with its fleecy
clouds. "For your sake, mother dear," she whispered. Not often had
any seen those brave eyes dim with tears. Not often since that day
when they had carried her mother out from the Manse and left her
behind with the weeping, clinging children, and even now she hastily
wiped the tears away, chiding herself the while. "I never saw HER
cry," she said to herself, "not once, except for some of us. And I
will try. I MUST try. It is hard to give up," and again the tears
welled up in the brave blue eyes. "Nonsense," she cried impatiently,
sitting up straight, "don't be a big, selfish baby. They're just the
dearest little darlings in the world, and I'll do my best for them."
Her moment of self-pity was gone in a flood of shamed indignation.
She locked her hands round her knees and looked about her. "It is a
beautiful world after all. And how near the beauty is to us; just
over the fence and you are in the thick of it. Oh, but this is
great!" Once more she rolled in an ecstasy of luxurious delight in
the clover and lay again supine, revelling in that riot of caressing
sounds and scents.
"Kir-r-r-ink-a-chink, kir-r-r-ink-a-chink--"
She sprang up alert and listening. "That is old Charley, I
suppose, or Barney, perhaps, sharpening his scythe." She climbed up
the conveniently jutting ends of the fence rails and looked over the
field.
"It's Barney," she said, shading her eyes with her hand; "I wonder
he does not cut his fingers." She sat herself down upon the top rail
and leaned against the stake.
"My! what a sweep," she said in admiring tones as the young man
swayed to and fro in all the rhythmic grace of the mower's stride,
swinging easily now backward the curving blade and then forward in a
cutting sweep, clean and swift, laying the even swath. Alas! the
clattering machine-knives have driven off from our hay-fields the
mower's art with all its rhythmic grace.
Those were days when men were famous according as they could "cut
off the heels of a rival mower." There are that grieve that, one by
one, from field and from forest, are banished those ancient arts of
daily toil by which men were wont to prove their might, their skill of
hand and eye, their invincible endurance. But there still offer in
life's stern daily fight full opportunity to prove manhood in ways
less picturesque perhaps, but no less truly testing.
Down the swath came Barney, his sinewy body swinging in very poetry
of motion.
"Doesn't he do it well!" said the girl, following with admiring
eyes every movement of his well-poised frame. "How big he is! Why--"
and her blue eyes widened with startled surprise, "he's almost a man!"
The tint of the thistle bloom deepened in her cheek. She glanced
down and made as if to spring to the ground; then settling herself
resolutely back against her fence stake, she exclaimed, "Pshaw! I
don't care. He is just a boy. Anyway, I'm not going to mind Barney
Boyle."
On came the mower in mighty sweeps, cutting the swath clean out to
the end.
"Well done!" cried the girl. "You'll be cutting off Long John's
heels in a year or so."
"A year or so! If I can't do it to-day I never can. But I don't
want to blow."
"You needn't. They're all talking about you, with your binding and
pitching and cradling, and what not."
"They are, are they? Who is good enough to waste breath on me?"
"Oh, everybody. The McKenzie girls were just telling me the other
day."
"Oh, pshaw! I ran away from their crowd, but that's nothing."
"And I suppose you have not an idea how nice you look as you go
swinging along?"
"Do I? That's the only time then."
"Oh, now you're fishing, and I'm not going to bite. Where did you
learn the scythe?"
"Where? Right here where we had to, Dick and I. By the way, he's
coming home to-day." He glanced at her face quickly as he said this,
but her face showed only a frank pleasure.
"To-day? Good. Won't your mother be glad?"
"Yes. And some other people, too," said Barney.
"And who, particularly?"
A sudden shyness seemed to seize the young man, but recovering
himself, "Well, I guess I will, myself, a little. This is the first
time he has ever been away. We never slept a night apart from each
other as long as I can mind till he went to college last year. He
used to put his arm just round me here," touching his breast. "I'll
tell you the first nights after he went I used to feel for him in the
dark and be sick to find the place empty."
"Well," said the girl doubtfully, "I hope he won't be different.
College does make a difference, you know."
"Different! Dick! He'd better not. I'll thrash the daylights out
of him. But he won't be different. Not to us, nor," he added shyly,
"to you."
"Oh, to me?" She laughed lightly. "He had better not try any airs
with me."
"What would you do?" inquired Barney. "You couldn't take it out of
his hide."
"Oh, I'd fix him. I'd take him down," she replied with a knowing
shake of her head.
"Poor Dick! He's in for a hard time," replied Barney. "But
nothing can change Dick. And I am awful glad he's coming to-day, in
time for the raising, too."
"The raising? Oh, yes. The McLeods'. Yes, I remember. And,"
regretfully, "a big supper and a big spree afterwards in the new
barn."
"Are not you going?" inquired Barney.
"I don't know. They want me to go to help, but I don't think I'll
go. I don't think father would like me to go, and,"--a pause--
"anyway, I don't think I can get away."
"Oh, pshaw! Get Old Nancy in. She can take care of the children
for once. You would like the raising. It's great fun."
"Oh! wouldn't I, though? It's fine to see them racing. They get
so wild and yell so."
"Well, come on then. You must come. They'll all be disappointed,
if you don't. And Dick is coming that way, too. Alec Murray is to
bring him on his way home from town." Again Barney glanced keenly at
her face, but he saw only puzzled uncertainty there.
"Well, I don't know. We'll see. At any rate, I must go now."
"Wait," cried Barney, "I'll go with you. We're having dinner early
to-day." He hung up the scythe in the thorn tree and threw the stone
at the foot.
"I wish you would promise to come," he said earnestly.
"Do you, really?" The blue eyes turned full upon him.
"Of course I do. It will be lots better fun if you are there."
The frank, boyish honesty of his tone seemed to disappoint the blue
eyes. Together in silence they set off down the lane.
"Well," she said, resuming their conversation, "I don't think I can
go, but I'll see. You'll be playing for the dancing, I suppose?"
"No. I won't play if Dan is around, and I guess he'll be there. I
may spell him a little perhaps."
"Then you'll be dancing yourself. You're great at that, I know."
"Me? Not much. It's Dick. Oh, he's a dandy! He's a bird! You
ought to see him! I'll make him do the Highland Fling."
"Oh, Dick, Dick!" she cried impatiently, "everything is Dick with
you."
Barney glanced at her, and after a moment's pause said, "Yes. I
guess you're right. Everything is pretty much Dick with me. Next to
my mother, Dick is the finest in all the world."
At the crest of the hill they stood looking silently upon the scene
spread out before them.
"There," said Barney, "if I live to be a hundred years, I can't
forget that," and he waved his hand over the valley. Then he
continued, "I tell you what, with the moon just over the pond there
making a track of light across the pond--" She glanced shyly at him.
The sombre eyes were looking far away.
"I know," she said softly; "it must be lovely."
Through the silence that followed there rose and fell with musical
cadence a call long and clear, "Who-o-o-hoo."
"That's mother," said Barney, answering the call with a quick
shout. "You'll be in time for dinner."
"Dinner!" she cried with a gasp. "I'll have to get my buttermilk
and other things and hurry home." And she ran at full speed down the
hill and into the mill yard, followed by Barney protesting that it was
too hot to run.
"How are you, Mrs. Boyle?" she panted. "I'm in an awful hurry.
I'm after father's buttermilk and that recipe, you know."
Mrs. Boyle's eyes rested lovingly upon her flushed face.
"Indeed, there's no hurry, Margaret. Barney should not be letting
you run."
"Letting me!" she laughed defiantly. "Indeed, he had all he could
do to keep up."
"And that I had," said Barney, "and, mother, tell her she must come
to the raising."
"And are you not going?" said the older woman.
"I don't think so. You know father--well, he wouldn't care for me
to be at the dance."
"Yes, yes, I know," quickly replied Mrs. Boyle, "but you might just
come with me and look quietly on. And, indeed, the change will be
doing you good. I will just call for you, and speak to your father
this afternoon."
"Oh, I don't know, Mrs. Boyle. I hardly think I ought."
"Hoots, lassie! Come away, then, into the milk-house."
Back among the overhanging willows stood the little whitewashed log
milkhouse, built over a little brook that gurgled clear and cool over
the gravelly floor.
"What a lovely place," said Margaret, stepping along the foot
stones.
"Ay, it's clean and sweet," said Mrs. Boyle. "And that is what you
most need with the milk and butter."
She took up an earthen jar from the gravelly bed and filled the
girl's pail with buttermilk.
"Thank you, Mrs. Boyle. And now for that recipe for the scones."
"Och, yes!" said Mrs. Boyle. "There's no recipe at all. It is
just this way--" And she elucidated the mysteries of sconemaking.
"But they will not taste a bit like yours, I'm sure," cried
Margaret, in despair.
"Never you fear, lassie. You hurry away home now and get your
dinner past, and we will call for you on our way."
"Here, lassie," she cried, "your father will like this. It is only
churned th' day." She rolled a pat of butter in a clean linen cloth,
laid it between two rhubarb leaves and set it in a small basket.
"Good-bye," said the girl as she kissed the dark cheek. "You're
far too kind to me."
"Poor lassie, poor lassie, I would I could be kinder. It's a good
girl you are, and a brave one."
"Not very brave, I fear," replied the girl, as she quickly turned
away and ran up the hill and out of sight.
"Poor motherless lassie," said Mrs. Boyle, looking after her with
loving eyes; "it's a heavy care she has, and the minister, poor man,
he can't see it. Well, well, she has the promise."
The building of a bank-barn was a watershed in farm chronology.
Toward that event or from it the years took their flight. For many
summers the big boulders were gathered from the fields and piled in a
long heap at the bottom of the lane on their way to their ultimate
destination, the foundation of the bank-barn. During the winter,
previous the "timber was got out." From the forest trees, maple,
beech or elm--for the pine was long since gone--the main sills, the
plates, the posts and cross-beams were squared and hauled to the site
of the new barn. Hither also the sand from the pit at the big hill,
and the stone from the heap at the bottom of the lane, were drawn.
And before the snow had quite gone the lighter lumber--flooring,
scantling, sheeting and shingles--were marshalled to the scene of
action. Then with the spring the masons and framers appeared and
began their work of organising from this mass of material the
structure that was to be at once the pride of the farm and the symbol
of its prosperity.
From the very first the enterprise was carried on under the
acknowledged, but none the less critical, observation of the
immediate neighbourhood. For instance, it had been a matter of free
discussion whether "them timbers of McLeod's new barn wasn't too
blamed heavy," and it was Jack McKenzie's openly expressed opinion
that "one of them 'purline plates' was so all-fired crooked that it
would do for both sides at onct." But the confidence of the community
in Jack Murray, framer, was sufficiently strong to allay serious
forebodings. And by the time the masons had set firm and solid the
many-coloured boulders in the foundation, the community at large had
begun to take interest in the undertaking.
The McLeod raising was to be an event of no ordinary importance.
It had the distinction of being, in the words of Jack Murray, framer,
"the biggest thing in buildin's ever seen in them parts." Indeed, so
magnificent were its dimensions that Ben Fallows, who stood just five
feet in his stocking soles, and was, therefore, a man of considerable
importance in his estimation, was overheard to exclaim with an air of
finality, "What! two twenty-foot floors and two thirty-foot mows! It
cawn't be did." Such was, therefore, the magnitude of the
undertaking, and such the far-famed hospitality of the McLeods, that
no man within the range of the family acquaintance who was not sick,
or away from home, or prevented by some special act of Providence,
failed to appear at the raising that day.
It was still the early afternoon, but most of the men invited were
already there when the mill people drove up in the family democrat.
The varied shouts of welcome that greeted them proclaimed their
popularity.
"Hello, Barney! Good-day, Mrs. Boyle," said Mr. McLeod, who stood
at the gate receiving his guests.
"Ye've brought the baby, I see, Charley, me boy," shouted Tom
Magee, a big, good-natured son of Erin, the richness of whose brogue
twenty years of life in Canada had failed to impoverish.
"We could hardly leave the baby at home to-day," replied the
miller, as with tender care he handed the green bag containing his
precious violin to his wife.
"No, indeed, Mr. Boyle," replied Mr. McLeod. "The girls yonder
would hardly forgive us if Charley Boyle's fiddle were not to the
fore. You'll find some oats in the granary, Barney. Come along,
Mrs. Boyle. The wife will be glad of your help to keep those wild
colts in order yonder, eh, Margaret, lassie?"
"Indeed, it is not Margaret Robertson that will be needing to be
kept in order," replied Mrs. Boyle.
"Don't you be too sure of that, Mrs. Boyle," replied Mr. McLeod.
"A girl with an eye and a chin like that may break through any time,
and then woe betide you."
"Then I warn you, don't try the curb on me," said Margaret,
springing lightly over the wheel and turning away with Mrs. Boyle
toward the house, which was humming with that indescribable but
altogether bewitching medley of sounds that only a score or two of
girls overflowing with life can produce.
"Come along, Charley," roared Magee. "We're waitin' to make ye the
boss."
"All right, Tom," replied the little man, with a quiet chuckle.
"If you make me the boss, here's my orders, Up you get yourself and
take hold of the gang. What do you say, men?"
"Ay, that's it." "Tom it is." "Jump in, Tom," were the answering
shouts.
"Aw now," said Tom, "there's better than me here. Take Big Angus
there. He's the man fer ye! Or what's the matter wid me frind, Rory
Ross? It's the foine boss he'd make fer yez! Sure, he'll put the
fire intil ye!"
There was a general laugh at this reference to the brilliant colour
of Rory's hair and face.
"Never you mind Rory Ross, Tom Magee," said the fiery-headed,
fiery-hearted little Highlander. "When he's wanted, ye'll not find
him far away, I'se warrant ye."
There was no love lost between the two men. Both were framers,
both famous captains, and more than once had they led the opposing
forces at raisings. The awkward silence following Rory's hot speech
was relieved by Charley Boyle's ready wit.
"We'll divide the work, boys," he said. "Some men do the liftin'
and others the yellin'. Tom and me'll do the yellin'."
A roar of laughter rose at Tom's expense, whose reputation as a
worker was none too brilliant.
"All right then, boys," roared Tom. "Ye'll have to take it. Git
togither an' quit yer blowin'." He cast an experienced eye over the
ground where the huge timbers were strewn about in what to the
uninitiated would seem wild confusion.
"Them's the sills," he cried. "Where's the skids?"
"Right under yer nose, Tom," said the framer quietly.
"Here they are, lads. Git up thim skids! Now thin, fer the sills.
Grab aholt, min, they're not hot! All togither-r-r--heave!
Togither-r-r--heave! Once more, heave! Walk her up, boys! Walk her
up! Come on, Angus! Where's yer porridge gone to? Move over, two av
ye! Don't take advantage av a little man loike that!" Angus was just
six feet four. "Now thin, yer pikes! Shove her along! Up she is!
Steady! Cant her over! How's that, framer? More to the east, is it?
Climb up on her, ye cats, an' dig in yer claws! Now thin, east wid
her! Togither-r-r--heave! Aw now, where are ye goin'? Don't be too
rambunctious! Ye'll be afther knockin' a hole in to-morrow mornin'.
Back a little now! Whoa! How's that, framer? Will that suit yer
riverence? All right. Now thin, the nixt! Look lively there! The
gurls are comin' down to pick the winners, an a small chance there'll
be fer some of yez."
And so with this running fire of exhortation, more or less pungent,
the sills were got in place upon the walls, pinned and spliced.
"Now thin, min fer the bints!"
The "bents" were the cross sections of heavy square timbers which,
fastened together with cross ties, formed the framework of the barn.
Dividing his men into groups, the bents were put together on the barn
floor, and, one by one, raised into their places, each one being
firmly joined to the one previously erected.
"Mind yer braces, now, an' yer pins!" admonished Tom. "We don't
want no slitherin' timbers round here when we get into the ruction a
little later on!"
In spite of all Tom's tumultuous vocal energy, it was nearly five
before the last bent was reached. One by one they had fitted into
their places, but not without some few hitches, each of which was the
occasion for an outburst of exhortations on the part of the boss, more
or less sulphurous, although the presence of the ladies interfered
very considerably with Tom's fluency in this regard. He worked his
men like galley slaves, and rowed them unmercifully. But for the most
part they took it all with good humour, though some few who had the
misfortune to fall specially under his tongue began to show signs that
the lash had bitten into the raw. The timbers of the last bent were
specially heavy, and the men, more or less fagged with their hard
driving, didn't spring to their work with the alacrity that Tom deemed
suitable.
"At it, min!" he roared. "Snatch it alive! Begob, ye'd think it
was plate glass ye're liftin', ye're so tinder about it! Now thin!
Togither-r-r--heave! Once again, heave! Ye didn't git it an inch
that time! Stidy there a minute! Here you min on that pike, what in
the blank, blank are ye bunchin' in one ind loike a swarm av bees on a
cowld day! Shift over there, will ye!"
In obedience to the word two pike-poles were withdrawn at the same
moment, leaving only a single pike with Big Angus and two others to
sustain the full weight of the heavy timbers. Immediately the bent
swayed backward as if to fall upon the throng below. Some of the men
sprang back from under the huge bent. It was a moment of supreme
peril.
"Howld there, fer yer lives, ye divils!" howled Tom, "or the hull
of ye'll be in hell in two howly minutes."
At the cry Barney and Rory sprang to Angus's side and threw
themselves upon the pike. Immediately they were followed by others,
and the calamity was averted.
"Up wid her now thin, me lads, God bliss ye!" cried Tom. But there
was a new note in Tom's voice, the note that is heard when men stand
in the presence of serious danger. There was no more pause. The bent
was walked up to its place, pinned and made secure. Tom sprang down
from the building, his face white, his voice shaking. "Give me yer
hand, Barney Boyle, an' yours, Rory Ross, for be all the saints an'
the Blessid Virgin, ye saved min's lives this day!"
Around the two crowded the men, shaking their hands and clapping
them on the back with varied exclamations. "You're the lads!" "Good
boys!" "You're the stuff!" "Put it there!"
"What are ye doin' to us?" cried Rory at last; "I didn't see
anything happen. Did you, Barney?"
"We did, though," answered the crowd.
For once Tom Magee was silent. He walked about among the crowd
chewing hard upon his quid of tobacco, fighting to recover his nerve.
He had seen as no other of the men the terrible catastrophe from
which the men had been saved. It was Charley Boyle that again
relieved the strain.
"Did any of you hear the cowbell?" he said. "It strikes me it's
not quitting time yet. Better get your captains, hadn't you?"
"Rory and Tom for captains!" cried a voice.
"Not me, by the powers!" said Tom.
"Oh, come on, Tom. You'll be all right. Get your men."
"All right, am I? Be jabbers, I couldn't hit a pin onct in the
same place, let alone twice. By me sowl, min, it's a splash of blood
an' brains I've jist been lookin' at, an' that's true fer ye. Take
Barney there. He's the man, I kin tell ye."
This suggestion caught the crowd's fancy.
"Barney it is!" "Rory and Barney!" they yelled.
"Me!" cried Barney, seeking to escape through the crowd. "I have
never done anything but carry pins and braces at a raising all my
life."
There was a loud laugh of scorn, for no man in all the crowd had
Barney's reputation for agility, nerve and quickness.
"Carry pins, is it?" said Tom. "Ye can carry yer head level, me
boy. So at it ye go, an' ye'll bate Rory fer me, so ye will."
"Well then," cried Barney, "I will, if you give me first choice,
and I'll take Tom here."
"Hooray!" yelled Tom, "I'm wid ye." So it was agreed, and in a few
minutes the sides were chosen, little Ben Fallows falling to Rory as
last choice.
"We'll give ye Ben," said Tom, whose nerve was coming back to him.
"We don't want to hog on ye too much."
"Never you mind, Ben," said Rory, as the little Englishman strutted
to his place among Rory's men. "You'll earn your supper to-day with
the best of them."
"If I cawn't hearn it I can heat it, by Jove!" cried Ben, to the
huge delight of the crowd.
And now the thrilling moment had arrived, for from this point out
there was to be a life-and-death contest as to which side should
complete each its part of the structure first. The main plates, the
"purline" plates, posts and braces, the rafters and collar beams, must
all be set securely in position. The side whose last man was first
down from the building after its work was done claimed the victory.
In two opposing lines a hundred men stood, hats, coats, vests and, in
case of those told off to "ride" the plates, boots discarded. A
brawny, sinewy lot they were, quick of eye and steady of nerve, strong
of hand and sure of foot, men to be depended upon whether to raise a
barn or to build an empire. The choice of sides fell to Rory, who
took the north, or bank, side.
"Niver fret, Barney," cried Tom Magee, who in the near approach of
battle was his own man again. "Niver ye fret. It's birrds we are,
an' the more air for us the better."
Between the sides stood the framer ready to give the word.
"Aren't they splendid!" said Margaret in a low tone to Mrs. Boyle,
her cheek pale and her blue eyes blazing with excitement. "Oh, if I
were only a boy!"
"Ay," said Mrs. Boyle, "ye'd be riding the plate, I doubt."
"Wouldn't I, though! My! they're fine!" answered the girl, with
her eyes upon Barney. And more eyes than hers were upon the young
captain, whose rugged face showed pale even at that distance.
"Now then, men," cried the framer. "Mind your pins. Are you
ready?" holding his hat high in the air.
"Ready," answered Rory.
Barney nodded.
"Git then!" he cried, flinging his hat hard on the ground. Like
hounds after a hare in full sight, like racers springing from the
tape, they leaped at the timbers, every man to his place, yelling
like men possessed. At once the admiring female friends broke into
rival camps, wildly enthusiastic, fiercely partisan.
"Well done, Rory! He's up first!" cried a girl whose brilliant
complexion and still more brilliant locks proclaimed her relationship
to the captain of the north side.
"Indeed, he will need to hurry," cried Rory's sister, mercilessly
exultant. "He's up! He's up!"
Sure enough, Rory, riding the first half of his plate over the
bent, had just "broken it down," and in half a minute, seized by the
men detailed for this duty, it was in its place upon the posts. Like
cats, three men with mauls were upon it driving the pins home just as
the second half was making its appearance over the bent, to be seized
and placed and pinned as its mate had been.
"Barney! Barney!" screamed his contingent reproachfully.
"Well done, Rory! Keep at it! You've got them beaten!"
"Beaten, indeed!" was the scornful reply. "Just wait a minute."
"They're at the 'purlines'!" shrieked Rory's sister, and her
friends, proceeding to scream wildly after the female method of
expressing emotion under such circumstances.
"My!" sniffed a contemptuous member of Barney's faction, suffering
unutterable pangs of humiliation. "Some people don't mind making a
show of themselves."
"Oh, Barney! why don't you hurry?" cried Margaret, to whose eager
spirit Barney's movements seemed painfully and almost wilfully slow.
But Barney had laid his plans. Dividing his men into squads, he
had been carrying out the policy of simultaneous preparation, and
while part of his men had been getting the plates to their places,
others had been making ready the "purlines" and laying the rafters in
order so that, although beaten by Rory in the initial stages of the
struggle, when once his plates were in position, while Rory's men were
rushing about in more or less confusion after their rafters, Barney's
purlins and rafters moved to their positions as if by magic.
Consequently, though when they arrived at the rafters Barney was half
a dozen behind, the rest of his rafters were lifted almost as one into
their places.
At once the ranks of Barney's faction, which up to this point had
been enduring the poignant pangs of what looked like humiliating
defeat, rose in a tumult of triumph to heights of bliss
inexpressible, save by a series of ear-piercing but altogether
rapturous shrieks.
"They're down! They're down!" screamed Margaret, dancing in an
ecstasy of joy, while hand over hand down posts, catching at braces,
slipping, sliding, springing, the men of both sides kept dropping from
incredible distances to the ground. Suddenly through all the
tumultuous shouts of victory a heart-rending scream rang out, followed
by a shuddering groan and dead silence. One-half of Rory's purlin
plate slipped from its splicing, the pin having been neglected in the
furious haste, and swinging free, fell crashing through the timbers
upon the scurrying, scrambling men below. On its way it swept off the
middle bent Rory, who was madly entreating a laggard to drop to the
earth, but who, flung by good fortune against a brace, clung there.
On the plate went in its path of destruction, missing several men by
hairs' breadths, but striking at last with smashing cruel force across
the ankle of poor little Ben Fallows, in the act of sliding down a
post to the ground. In a moment two or three men were beside him. He
was lifted up groaning and screaming and carried to an open grassy
spot. After some moments of confusion Barney was seen to emerge from
the crowd and hurry after his horse. A stretcher was hastily knocked
together, a mattress and pillow placed thereon, to which Ben, still
groaning piteously, was tenderly lifted.
"I'll go wid ye," said Tom Magee, throwing on his coat and hat.
Before they drove out of the yard the little Englishman pulled
himself together. "Stop a bit, Barney," he said. He beckoned Rory
to his side. "Tell them," he said between his gasps, "not to spoil
their supper for me. I cawn't heat my share, but I guess perhaps I
hearned it."
"And that you did, lad," cried Rory. "No man better, and I'll tell
them."
The men who were standing near and who had heard Ben's words broke
out into admiring expletives, "Good boy, Benny!" "Benny's the
stuff!" till finally someone swinging his hat in the air cried,
"Three cheers for Benny!" and the feelings of the crowd, held in
check for so many minutes, at length found expression in three times
three, and with the cheers ringing in his ears and with a smile upon
his drawn face, poor Ben, forgetting his agony for the time, was borne
away on his three-mile drive to the doctor.
The raising was over, but no man asked which side had won.
The dance was well on when Barney and Tom drove up to the McLeods'
gate. They were met by Margaret and Barney's mother, who, with a
group of girls and Mr. McLeod, had been waiting for them. As they
drove into the yard they were met at once with eager questions as to
the condition and fate of the unhappy Ben.
"Ben, is it?" said Tom. "Indeed, it's a hero we've discovered. He
stud it like a brick. An' I'm not sure but there are two av thim,"
he said, jerking his thumb toward Barney. "Ye ought to have seen him
stand there houldin' the light an' passin' the doctor sthrings, an'
the blood spoutin' like a stuck pig. What happened afther, it's
mesilf can't tell ye at all, for I was restin' quietly by mesilf on
the floor on the broad av me back, an' naither av thim takin'
annythin' to do wid me except to drown me wid watther betune times.
Indeed, it's himsilf is the born doctor, an' so he is," continued
Tom, warming to his theme, "for wid his hands red wid blood an' his
face as white as yer apron, ma'am, niver a shiver did he give until
the last knot was tied an' the last stitch was sewed. Bedad! there's
not a man in the county could do the same."
There was no stopping Tom in his recital, and after many attempts
Barney finally gave it up, and began unhitching his horse. Meantime
the sound of the dancing had ceased, and suddenly up through the
silence there rose a voice in song to the accompaniment of some
stringed instrument. It was an arresting voice. The group about the
horse stood perfectly still as the voice rose and soared and sank and
rose again in an old familiar plantation air.
"Who in thunder is that?" cried Barney, turning to his mother.
But his mother shook her head. "Indeed, I know not, but it's
likely yon strange girl that came out from town with the Murrays."
"I know," cried Teenie Ross, Rory's sister, with a little toss of
her head, "Alec told me. She is the girl who has come to take the
teacher's place for a month. She is the niece of Sheriff Hossie. Her
father was a colonel in the Southern army, California or Virginia or
some place, I don't just remember. Oh! I know all about her, Alec
told me," continued Teenie with a knowing shake of her ruddy curls.
"And she'll have a string of hearts dangling to her apron, if she
wears one, before the month is out, so you'd better mind out, Barney."
But Barney was not heeding her. "Hush!" he said, holding up his
hand, for again the voice was rising up clear and full into the night
silence. Even Teenie's chatter was subdued and no one moved till the
verse was finished.
"She'll be needing a boarding house, Barney," continued Teenie
wickedly. "You'll just need to take her with you to the Mill."
"Indeed, and there will be no such lassie as yon in my house," said
the mother, speaking sharply.
"She has no mother," said Margaret softly, "and she will need a
place."
"Yes, that she will," replied Mrs. Boyle, "and I know very well
where she will be going, too, and you with four little ones to do
for, not to speak of the minister, the hardest of the lot." Mrs.
Boyle was evidently seriously angered.
"Man! What a voice!" breathed Barney, and, making fast the horse
to the waggon, he set off for the barn apparently oblivious of all
about him.
"Begorra, ma'am, an' savin' yer prisince, there's nobody knows
what's in that lad. But he'll stir the world yit, an' so he will.
An' that's what the ould Doctor said, so it was."
When Barney reached the barn floor the Southern girl had just
finished her song, and with her guitar still in her hands was idly
strumming its strings. The moonlight fell about her in a flood so
bright as to reveal the ivory pallor of her face and the lustrous
depths of her dark eyes. It was a face of rare and romantic beauty
framed in soft, fluffy, dark hair, brushed high off the forehead and
gathered in a Greek knot at the back of her head. But besides the
beauty of face and eyes, there was an air of gentle, appealing
innocence that awakened the chivalrous instincts latent in every
masculine heart, and a lazy, languorous grace that set her in
striking contrast to the alert, vigorous country maids so perfectly
able to care for themselves, asking odds of no man. When the singing
ceased Barney came out of the shadow at his father's side, and,
reaching for the violin, said, "Let me spell you a bit, Dad."
At his voice Dick, who was across the floor beside the singer,
turned quickly and, seeing Barney, sprang for him, shouting, "Hello!
you old whale, you!" The father hastily pulled his precious violin
out of danger.
"Let go, Dick! Let go, I tell you!" said Barney, struggling in his
brother's embrace; "stop it, now!"
With a mighty effort he threw Dick off from him and stood on guard
with an embarrassed, half-shamed, half-indignant laugh. The crowd
gathered near in delighted expectation. There was always something
sure to happen when Dick "got after" his older brother.
"He won't let me kiss him," cried Dick pitifully, to the huge
enjoyment of the crowd.
"It's too bad, Dick," they cried.
"So it is. But I'm not going to be put off. It's a shame!"
replied Dick, in a hurt tone. "And me just home, too."
"It's a mean shame, Dick. Wouldn't stand it a minute," cried his
sympathisers.
"I won't either," cried Dick, preparing to make an attack.
"Look here, Dick," cried Barney impatiently, "just quit your
nonsense or I'll throw you on the floor there and sit on you.
Besides, you're spoiling the music."
"Well, well, that's so," said Dick. "So on Miss Lane's account
I'll forbear, provided, that is, she sings again, as, of course, she
will."
It was Dick's custom to assume command in every company where he
found himself.
"What is it to be? 'Dixie'?"
"Yes! Yes!" cried the crowd. "'Dixie.' We'll give you the
chorus."
After a little protest the girl struck a few chords and dashed off
into that old plantation song full of mingling pathos and humour.
Barney picked up his father's violin, touched the strings softly till
he found her key and then followed in a subdued accompaniment of weird
chords. The girl turned herself toward him, her beautiful face
lighting up as if she had caught a glimpse of a kindred spirit, and
with a new richness and tenderness she poured forth the full flood of
her song. The crowd were entranced with delight. Even those who had
been somewhat impatient for the renewal of the dance joined in calls
for another song. She turned to Dick, who had resumed his place
beside her. "Who is the man you wanted so badly to kiss?" she asked
quietly.
"Who?" he cried, so that everyone heard. "What! don't you know?
That's Barney, the one and only Barney, my brother. Here, Barney,
drop your fiddle and be introduced to Miss Iola Lane, late from
Virginia, or is it Maryland? Some of those heathen places beyond the
Dixie line."
Barney dropped the violin from his chin, came over the floor, and
awkwardly offered his hand. With easy, lazy grace she rose from the
block where she had been sitting.
"You accompany beautifully," she said in her soft Southern drawl;
"it's in you, I can see. No one can ever be taught to accompany like
that."
"Oh, pshaw! That's nothing," said Barney, eager to get back again
to his shadow, "but if you don't mind I'll try to follow you if you
sing again."
"Certainly," cried Dick, "she'll sing again. What will you give us
now, white or black?"
"Plantation, of course," said Barney brusquely.
"All right. 'Kentucky home,' eh?" cried Dick.
The girl looked up at him with a saucy, defiant look. "Do they all
obey you here?"
"Ask them."
"That's what," cried Alec Murray, "especially the girls."
She hesitated a few moments, evidently meditating rebellion, then
turning to Barney, who was playing softly the air that had been asked
for, "You, too, obey, I see," she said.
"Generally--, always when I like," he replied, continuing to play.
"Oh, well," shrugging her shoulders, "I suppose I must then." And
she began:
"The sun shines bright on de old Kentucky home."
Again that hush fell upon the crowd. The face of the singer, with
its dark, romantic beauty touched with the magic of the moonlight,
the voice soft, mellow, vibrant with passion, like the deeper notes
of a 'cello, supported by the weird chords of Barney's violin, held
them breathless. No voice joined in the chorus. As she sang, the
subtle telepathic waves came back from her audience to the girl, and
with ever-deepening passion and abandon she poured forth into the
moonlit silence the full throbbing tide of song. The old air, simple
and time-worn, took on a new richness of tone colour and a fulness of
volume suggestive of springs of unutterable depths. Even Dick's gay
air of command surrendered to the spell. As before, silence followed
the song.
"But you did not do your part," she said, smiling up at him with a
very pretty air of embarrassment.
"No," said Dick solemnly, "we didn't dare."
"Sing again," said Barney abruptly. His voice sounded deep and
hoarse, and Dick, looking curiously at him, said apologetically,
"Music, when it's good, makes him quite batty."
But Iola ignored him. "Did you ever hear this?" she said to
Barney. She strummed a few chords on her guitar. "It's only a
little baby song, one my old mammy used to sing."
"Sleep, ma baby, close youah lil winkahs fas', Loo-la, Loo-la,
don' you gib me any sass. Youah mammy's ol', an' want you to de berry
las', So, baby, honey, let dose mean ol' angels pass.
CHORUS:
"Sleep, ma baby, mammy can't let you go. Sleep, ma baby, de angels
want you sho! De angels want you, guess I know, But mammy hol' you,
hol' you tight jes' so.
"Sleep, ma baby, close youah lil fingahs, Meah, Loo-la, Loo-la,
tight about ma fingahs heah, De dawk come close, but baby don' you
nebbeh feah, Youah mammy'll hol' you, hol' you till de mawn appeah.
"Sleep, ma baby, why you lie so col', so col'? Loo-la, Loo-la, do
Massa want you for His fol'? But, baby, honey, don' you know youah
mammy's ol' An' want you, want you, oh, she want you jes' to hol'."
A long silence followed the song. The girl laid her guitar down
and sat quietly looking straight before her, while Barney played the
refrain over and over. The simple pathos of the little song, its
tender appeal to the mother-chords that somehow vibrate in all human
hearts, reached the deep places in the honest hearts of her listeners
and for some moments they stood silent about her. It was with an
obvious effort that Dick released the tension by crying out, "Partners
for four-hand reel." Instantly the company resolved itself into
groups of four and stood waiting for the music.
"Strike up, Barney," cried Dick impatiently, shuffling before Iola,
whom he had chosen for his partner. But Barney, handing the violin
to his father, slipped back into the shadow where his mother and
Margaret were standing. The boy's face was pale through its swarthy
tan.
"Come away," he said to his mother in a strained, unnatural voice.
"Isn't she beautiful?" cried Margaret impulsively.
"Is she? I didn't notice. But great goodness! What a voice!"
"Um, some will be thinking so, I doubt," said Mrs. Boyle grimly,
with a sharp glance at her son.
But Barney had become oblivious to her words and glances. He moved
away as in a dream to make ready for the home going of his party, for
soon the dancers would be at Sir Roger's. Nor did he waken from his
dream mood during the drive home. He could hear Dick chattering gaily
to Margaret and his mother of his College experiences, but except for
an occasional word with his father he sat in silence, gazing not upon
the fields and woods that lay in all their moonlit glory about them,
but upon that new world, vast, unreal, yet vividly present, whose
horizon lay beyond the line of vision, the world of his imagination,
where he must henceforth live and where his work must lie. For the
events of the afternoon had summoned a new self into being, a self
unfamiliar, but real and terribly insistent, demanding recognition.
He could not analyse the change that had come to him, nor could he
account for it. He did not try to. He lived again those great
moments when, having been thrust by chance into the command of these
fifty mighty men, he had swung them to victory. He remembered the
ease, the perfect harmony with which his faculties had wrought through
those few minutes of fierce struggle. Again he passed through the
awful ordeal of the operation, now holding the light, now assisting
with forceps or cord or needle, now sponging away that ghastly red
flow that could not be stemmed. He wondered now at his self-mastery.
He could see again his fingers, bloody, but unshaking, handing the
old doctor a needle and silk cord. He remembered his surprise and
pity, almost contempt, for big Tom Magee lying on the floor unable to
lift his head; remembered, too, the strange absence of anything like
elation at the doctor's words, "My boy, you have the nerve and the
fingers of a surgeon, and that's what your Maker intended you to be."
But he let his mind linger long and with thrilling joy through the
interlude in the dance. Every detail of that scene stood clearly
limned before his mind. The bare skeleton of the new harp, the
crowding, eager, tense faces of the listeners, his mother's and
Margaret's in the hindmost row, his brother standing in the centre
foreground, the upturned face of the singer with its pale romantic
loveliness, all in the mystery of the moonlight, and, soaring over
all, that clear, vibrant, yet softly passionate, glorious voice. That
was the final magic touch that rolled back the screen and set before
him the new world which must henceforth be his. He could not explain
that touch. The songs were the old simple airs worn threadbare by
long use in the countryside. It was certainly not the songs. Nor was
it the singer. Curiously enough, the girl, her personality, her
character, worthy or unworthy, had only a subordinate place in his
thought. He was conscious of her presence there as a subtle yet
powerful influence, but as something detached from the upturned face
illumined in the soft moonlight and the stream of heart-shaking song.
She was to him thus far simply a vision and a voice, to which all the
psychic element in him made eager response. As he drove into the
quiet Mill yard it came upon him with a shock of pain that with the
old life he had done forever. He felt himself already detached from
it. The new self looking out upon its new world had shaken off his
boyhood as the bursting leaf shakes off the husks of spring.
As Dick's gay exclamation of delight at sight of the old home fell
upon his ear a deeper pain struck him, for he vaguely felt that while
his brother still held his place in the centre of the stage, that
stage had immeasurably extended and was now peopled with other
figures, shadowy, it is true, but there, and influential. His
brother, who with his mother, or, indeed, perhaps more than his
mother, had absorbed his boyish devotion, must henceforth share that
devotion with others. Upon this thought his brother's voice broke in.
"What's the matter, old chap? Is there anything wrong?"
The kindly tone stabbed like a knife.
"No, no. Nothing, Dick."
"Yes, but there is. You're not the same." At the anxious appeal
in the voice Barney stood for a moment steadily regarding his
brother, for whom he could easily give his life, with a troubled
sense of change that he could not analyse to himself, much less
explain to his brother.
"I don't know, Dick--I can't tell you--I don't think I am the
same." A look of startled dismay fell swiftly down upon the frank,
handsome face turned toward him.
"Have I done anything, Barney?" said the younger boy, his dismay
showing in his tone.
"No, no, Dick, boy, it has nothing to do with you." He put his
hands on his brother's shoulders, the nearest thing to an embrace he
ever allowed himself. "It is in myself; but to you, my boy, I am the
same." His speech came now hurriedly and with difficulty: "And
whatever comes to me or to you, Dick, remember I shall never change to
you--remember that, Dick, to you I shall never change." His breath was
coming in quick gasps. The younger boy gazed at his usually so
undemonstrative brother. Suddenly he threw his arms about his neck,
crying in a broken voice, "You won't, Barney, I know you won't. If
you ever do I don't want to live."
For a single moment Barney held the boy in his arms, patting his
shoulder gently, then, pushing him back, said impatiently, "Well, I
am a blamed old fool, anyway. What in the diggins is the matter with
me, I don't know. I guess I want supper, nothing to eat since noon.
But all the same, Dick," he added in a steady, matter-of- fact tone,
"we must expect many changes from this out, but we'll stand by each
other till the world cracks."
After Dick had gone upstairs with his father, Barney and his mother
sat together talking over the doings of the day after their
invariable custom.
"He is looking thin, I am thinking," said the mother.
"Oh, he's right enough. A few days after the reaper and a few
meals out of your kitchen, mother, and he will be as fit as ever."
"That was a fine work of yours with the doctor." The indifferent
tone did not deceive her son for a moment.
"Oh, pshaw, that was nothing. At least it seemed nothing then.
There were things to be done, blood to be stopped, skin to be sewed
up, and I just did what I could." The mother nodded slightly.
"You did no more than you ought, and that great Tom Magee might be
doing something better than lying on his back on the floor like a
baby."
"He couldn't help himself, mother. That's the way it struck him.
But, man, it was fine to see the doctor, so quick and so clever, and
never a slip or a stop." He paused abruptly and stood upright looking
far away for some moments. "Yes, fine! Splendid!" he continued as in
a dream. "And he said I had the fingers and the nerve for a surgeon.
That's it. I see now--mother, I'm going to be a doctor."
His mother stood and faced him. "A doctor? You?"
The sharp tone recalled her son.
"Yes, me. Why not?"
"And Richard?"
Her son understood her perfectly. His mind went back to a morning
long ago when his mother, putting his younger brother's hand in his
as they set forth to school for the first time, said, "Take care of
your brother, Bernard. I give him into your charge." That very day
and many a day after he had stood by his brother, had fought for him,
had pulled him out of scraps into which the younger lad's fiery temper
and reckless spirit were frequently plunging him, but never once had
he consciously failed in the trust imposed on him. And as Dick
developed exceptional brilliance in his school work, together they
planned for him, the mother and the older brother, the mother
painfully making and saving, the brother accepting as his part the
life of plodding obscurity in order that the younger boy might have
his full chance of what school and college could do for him. True to
the best traditions of her race, the mother had fondly dreamed of a
day when she should hear from her son's lips the word of life. With
never a thought of the sacrifice she was demanding, she had drawn into
this partnership her elder son. And thus to the mother it seemed
nothing less than an act of treachery, amounting to sacrilege, that
Barney for a single moment should cherish for himself an ambition
whose realisation might imperil his brother's future. Barney needed,
therefore, no explanation of his mother's cry of dismay, almost of
horror. He was quick with his answer.
"Dick? Oh, mother, do you think I was forgetting Dick? Of course
nothing must stop Dick. I can wait--but I am going to be a doctor."
The mother looked into her son's rugged face, so like her own in
its firm lines, and replied almost grudgingly, "Ay, I doubt you
will." Then she added hastily, as if conscious of her ungracious
tone, "And what for should you not?"
"Thank you, mother," said her son humbly, "and never fear we'll
stand by Dick."
Her eyes followed him out of the room and for some moments she
stood watching the door through which he had passed. Then, with a
great sigh, she said aloud: "Ay, it is the grand doctor he will make.
He has the nerve and the fingers whatever." Then after a pause she
added: "And he will not fail the laddie, I warrant."
The new teacher was distinctly phenomenal from every point of view.
Her beauty was a type quite unusual where rosy-cheeked, deep-
chested, sturdy womanhood was the rule. Even the smallest child was
sensible of the fascination of her smile, which seemed to emanate from
every feature of her face, so much so that little Ruby Ross was heard
to say: "And do you know, mother, she smiles with her nose!" The
almost timid appeal in her gentle manner stirred the chivalry latent
in every boy's heart. Back of her appealing gentleness, however,
there was a reserve of proud command due to the strain in her blood of
a regnant, haughty, slave-ruling race. But in her discipline of the
school she had rarely to fall back upon sheer authority. She had a
method unique, but undoubtedly effective, based upon two fundamental
principles: regard for public opinion, and hope of reward. The daily
tasks were prepared and rendered as if in the presence of the great if
somewhat vague public which at times she individualized, as she became
familiar with her pupils, in the person of father or mother or
trustee, as the case might be. And with marvellous skill she played
this string, albeit occasionally she struck a false note.
"What would your father think, Lincoln?" she inquired reproachfully
of little Link Young. Link's father was a typical Down Easterner, by
name Jabez Young or, as he was more commonly known, "Maine Jabe," for
his fondness of his reminiscence of his native State. "What would your
father think if he saw you act so rudely?"
"Dad wouldn't care a dang."
Instantly conscious of her mistake, she hastened to recover.
"Well, Lincoln, what do you think I think?"
Link's Yankee assurance sank abashed before this direct personal
appeal. He hung his head in blushing silence.
"Do you know, Lincoln, you might come to be a right clever
gentleman if you tried hard." A new idea lodged itself under Link's
red thatch of hair and a new motive stirred in his shrewd little soul.
Here was one visibly present whose good opinion he valued. At all
costs that good opinion he must win.
The whole school was being consciously trained for exhibition
purposes. The day would surely come when before the eyes of the
public they would parade for inspection. Therefore, it behooved them
to be ready.
But more important in enforcing discipline was the hope of reward.
This principle was robbed of its more sordid elements by the nature
of the reward held forth. A day of good conduct and of faithful work
invariably closed with an hour devoted to histrionic and musical
exercise. To recite before the teacher and to hear the teacher recite
was worth considerable effort. To sing with the teacher was a joy,
but to hear the teacher sing to the accompaniment of her guitar was
the supreme of bliss. It was not only an hour of pleasure to the
pupils, but an hour of training as well. She initiated them into the
mysteries of deep breathing, chest tones, phrasing, and expression,
and such was their absorbing interest in and devotion to this study,
that in a few weeks truly remarkable results were obtained. The
singing lesson invariably concluded with a plantation song from the
teacher; and with her memory-gates wide open to the sunny South of her
childhood, and with all her soul in her voice, she gave them her best,
holding them breathless, laughterful, or tear-choked, according to her
mood and song.
It was by such a song that Mr. Jabez Young, driving along the road
on his way to the store, was suddenly arrested and rendered incapable
of movement till the song was done. In amazed excitement he burst
forth to old Hector Ross, the Chairman of the Trustee Board, who
happened to be in the store:
"Gol dang my cats! What hev yeh got in the school up yonder? Say!
I couldn't git my team to move past that there door!"
"What's matter, Mr. Young?"
"Why, dang it all! I'll report to the Reeve. Fust thing yeh know
there'll be a string-a-teams from here to the next concession
blockin' that there road in front of the school!"
"Why, what's the matter with the school, Mr. Young?" inquired old
Hector, in anxious surprise.
"Why, ain't ye heard her? Say! down in Maine I paid a dollar one
'time to hear a big singer, forgit her name, but she was 'lowed to be
the dangdest singer in all them parts. But, Gol dang my cats to
cinders! she ain't any more like that there teacher of yours than my
old Tom cat's like the angel that leads the choir in Abram's bosom!"
"That is very interesting, Mr. Young. And I suppose you won't mind
paying a little extra school rate now," said Hector, with a shrewd
twinkle in his eye.
"Extra school rate! I tell yeh what, I'll charge up my lost time
to the trustees! But danged if I wouldn't give a day's pay to hear
that song again!"
In application of this principle of reward for merit, the teacher
introduced a subordinate principle which proved effective when all
else failed. The school was made corporately and jointly responsible
for the individual. The offence of one was the offence of all, the
merit of one the merit of all. Thus every pupil was associated with
her in the business of securing good lessons and exemplary conduct.
As the day went on each misdemeanour was gravely, and in full view of
the school, marked down upon the blackboard. The merits obtained by
any pupil were in like manner recorded. The day closing with an
adverse balance knew no hour of song. Woe to the boy who, dead to all
other motives of good conduct, persisted in robbing the school of its
hour of delight. In the case of Ab Maddock, big, impudent, and
pachydermous, it took Dugald Robertson, the minister's son, just half
an hour's hard fighting to extract a promise of good behaviour.
Dugald was in the main a thoughtful, peaceable boy, the most advanced
pupil in the entrance class, and a great mathematician. At first he
was inclined to despise the teacher, setting little store by her
beautiful face and fascinating smile, for on the very first day he
discovered her woful mathematical inadequacy. Arithmetic was her
despair. With algebraic formulae and Euclid's propositions her fine
memory saved her. But with quick intuition she threw herself frankly
upon the boy's generosity, and in the evenings together they, with
Margaret's assistance, wrestled with the bewildering intricacies of
arithmetical problems. Her open confession of helplessness, and her
heroic attempts to overcome her defects, made irresistible appeal to
the chivalrous heart of the little Highland gentleman. Thenceforth he
was her champion for all that was in him.
But the teacher's weakness in mathematics was atoned for, if
atonement there be for such a weakness, by the ample strength of her
endowments in those branches of learning in which imagination and
artistic sensibility play any large part. And a far larger part, and
far more important, do these Divine gifts play than many wise
educationists conceive. The lessons in history, in geography, and in
reading ceased to be mere memory tasks and became instinct with life.
The whole school would stay its ordinary work to listen while the
teacher told tales of the brave days of old to the history class, or
transformed the geography lessons into excursions among people of
strange tongues dwelling in far lands. But it was in the reading
lessons that her artistic talents had full play. The mere pronouncing
and spelling of words were but incidents in the way of expression of
thought and emotion. After a whole week of drilling which she would
give to a single lesson, she would arrest the class with the question,
"What is the author seeing?" and with the further question, "How does
he try to show it to us?" Reading, to her, consisted in the ability to
see what the author saw and the art of telling it, and to set forth
with grace that thing in the author's words.
In the writing class her chief anxiety was to avoid blots. Every
blot might become an occasion of humiliation to teacher and pupils
alike. "Oh, this will never do! They must not see this!" she would
cry, rubbing out with infinite care and pains the blot, and rubbing in
the horror of such a defilement being paraded before the eyes of the
vague but terrible "they."
Thus the pathway trodden in the school routine was, perchance,
neither wide nor far extended, but it was thoroughly well trodden. As
a consequence, when the day for the closing exercises came around both
teacher and pupils had become so thoroughly familiar with the path and
so accustomed to the vision of the onlooking public that they faced
the ordeal without dread, prepared to give forth whatever of knowledge
or accomplishment they might possess.
A fortunate rainy day, making the hauling of hay or the cutting of
fall wheat equally impossible, filled the school with the parents and
friends of the children. The minister and the trustees were dutifully
present. Of the mill people Dick and his mother appeared, Dick
because his mother insisted that a student should show interest in the
school, his mother because Dick refused to go a step without her.
Barney came later, not because of his interest in the school, but
chiefly, he declared to himself, conscious of the need of a reason,
because there was nothing much else to do. The presence of "Maine"
Jabe might be taken as the high water mark of the interest aroused
throughout the section in the new teacher and her methods.
The closing exercises were, with a single exception, a brilliantly
flawless exhibition. That exception appeared in the Euclid of the
entrance class. The mathematics were introduced early in the day.
The arithmetic, which dealt chiefly with problems of barter and sale
of the various products of the farm, was lightly and deftly passed
over. The algebra class was equally successful. In the Euclid class
it seemed as if the hitherto unbroken success would come to an unhappy
end in the bewilderment and confusion of Phoebe Ross, from whom the
minister had asked a demonstration of the pons asinorum. But the
blame for poor Phoebe's bewilderment clearly lay with the minister
himself, for in placing the figure upon the board with the letters
designating the isosceles triangle he made the fatal blunder of
setting the letter B at the right hand side of the base instead of at
its proper place at the left, as in the book. The result was that the
unhappy Phoebe, ignoring the figure upon the board and depending
entirely upon her memory, soon plunged both the minister and herself
into confusion hopeless and complete. But the quick eye of the
teacher had detected the difficulty, and, going to the board, she
erased the unfamiliar figure, saying, as she did so, in her gentle
appealing voice, "Wait, Phoebe. You are quite confused, I know. We
shall wipe the board clean and begin all over." She placed the figure
upon the board with the designating letters arranged as in the book.
"Now, take your time," she said with deliberate emphasis. "Let A, B,
C be an isosceles triangle." And thus, with her feet set firmly upon
the familiar path, little Phoebe slipped through that desperate maze
of angles and triangles with an ease, speed, and dexterity that
elicited the wonder and admiration of all present, the minister, good
man, included. Upon Barney, however, who understood perfectly what
had happened, the incident left a decidedly unpleasant impression.
Indeed, the superficiality of the mathematical exercises as a whole
awakened within him a feeling of pain which he could not explain.
When the reading classes were under review the school passed from
the atmosphere of the superficial to that of the real. Never had
such reading been heard in that or in any other common school. The
familiar sing-song monotony of the reading lesson was gone and in its
place a real and vivid picturing of the scenes described or enacted.
It was all simple, natural, and effective.
The exercises attained an easy climax with the recitations and
singing which closed the day. Here the artistic gifts of the teacher
had full scope. There was an absence of all nervous dread in the
performers. By some marvellous power she caught hold and absorbed
their attention so that for her chiefly, if not entirely, they recited
or sang. In the singing, which terminated the proceedings, the
triumph of the day was complete. A single hymn, two or three
kindergarten action songs, hitherto unheard in that community, a
rollicking negro chorus; and, at the last, "for the children and the
mothers," the teacher said, one soft lullaby in which for the first
time the teacher's voice was heard, the low, vibrant tones filling the
room with music such as in all their lives they had never listened to.
It was a fine sense of artistic values that cut out the speeches and
dismissed the school in the ordinary way. The full tide of their
enthusiasm broke upon her as minister, trustees, parents, and all
crowded about her, offering congratulations. Her air of shy grace
with just a touch of nonchalant reserve served in no small degree to
heighten the whole effect of the day.
The mill people walked home with the minister and Margaret.
"Isn't she a wonder?" cried Dick. "What has she done to those
little blocks? Why, they don't seem the same children!"
"Yes, yes," replied the minister, "it is quite surprising, indeed."
"In their mathematics, though, there was some thin skating there
for a while," continued Dick.
"Yes, yes, the little lassie became confused. But she recovered
herself cleverly."
"Yes, indeed," said Dick, with a slight laugh. "That was a clever
bit of work on the part of the teacher."
"Oh, shut up, Dick!" said Barney sharply.
"Oh, well," replied Dick, "no one expects mathematics from a girl,
anyway."
"Do you hear the conceit of him?" said his mother indignantly, "and
Margaret there can show all of you the way."
"Yes, that's true, mother, but Margaret is a wonder, too. But
whatever you say, the reciting and singing were good. Even little
Link Young was quite dramatic. They say that 'Maine' Jabe for the
first time in his life is quite reckless in regard to the school
rates."
"We will just wait a year," said his mother. "It is a new broom
that sweeps clean."
"Now, mother, you are too hard to please."
"Perhaps," she replied, grimly closing her lips.
As they reached the manse gate the minister, who had evidently been
pondering Dick's words, said, "Well, Mrs. Boyle, we have had a
delightful afternoon, whatever, a remarkable exhibition. Yes, yes.
And after all it is a great matter that the children should be taught
to read and recite well. And it was no wonder that the poor thing
would seek to make it easy for the little girl. And Margaret will
need to take Dugald over his mathematics, I fear, before he goes up to
the entrance." At which remark the painful feeling which the reciting
and singing had caused Barney to forget for the time, returned with
even greater poignancy.
But in all the section there was only one opinion, and that was
that, at all costs, the teacher's services must be retained. For
once, the trustees realised that no longer would they depend for
popularity upon the sole qualification of their ability to keep down
the school rate. It was, perhaps, not the most diplomatic moment they
chose for the securing of the teacher's services for another year. It
might be that they were moved to immediate action by the apparent
willingness on her part to leave the matter of re- engagement an open
question. On all hands, however, they were applauded as having done a
good stroke of business when, there and then, they closed their
bargain with the teacher, although at a higher salary, as it turned
out, than had ever been paid in the section before.
Barney's jaw ran along the side of his face, ending abruptly in a
square-cut chin, the jaw and chin doing for his face what a ridge and
bluff of rock do for a landscape. They suggested the bed rock of
character, abiding, firm, indomitable. Having seen the goal at which
he would arrive, there remained only to find the path and press it.
He would be a doctor. The question was, how? His first step was to
consult the only authority available, old Doctor Ferguson. It was a
stormy interview, for the doctor was of a craggy sort like Barney
himself, with a jaw and a chin and all they suggested. The boy told
his purpose briefly, almost defiantly, as if expecting scornful
opposition, and asked guidance. The doctor flung difficulties at his
head for half an hour and ended by offering him money, cursing his
Highland pride when the boy refused it.
"What do I want with money?" cried the doctor. He had lost his
only son three years before. "There's only my wife. And she'll have
plenty. Money! Dirt, fit to walk on, to make a path with, that's
all! Had my boy lived, God knows I'd have made him a surgeon. But--"
Here the doctor snorted violently and coughed, trumpeting hard with
his nose. "Confound these foggy nights! I'll put you through."
"I'll pay my way," said Barney almost sullenly, or I'll stay at
home."
"What are you doing here, then?" he roared at the boy.
"I came to find out how to start. Must a man go to college?"
"No," shouted the doctor again; "he can be a confounded fool and
work up by himself, a terrible handicap, going up for the
examinations till the last year, when he must attend college."
"I could do that," said Barney, closing his jaws.
The doctor looked at his face. The shut jaws looked more than ever
like a ledge of granite and the chin like a cliff. "You can, eh?
Hanged if I don't believe you! And I'll help you. I'd like to, if
you would let me." The voice ended in a wistful tone. The boy was
touched.
"Oh, you can!" he cried impulsively, "and I'll be awfully thankful.
You can tell me what books to get and sometimes explain, perhaps, if
you have time." His face went suddenly crimson. He was conscious of
asking a favour.
The old doctor sat down, rejoicing greatly in him, and for the
first time treated him as an equal. He explained in detail the
course of study, making much of the difficulties in the way. When he
had done he waved his hand toward his library.
"Now, there are my books," he cried; "use them and ask me what you
will. It will brush me up. And I'll take you to see my cases and,
by God's help, we'll make you a surgeon! A surgeon, sir! You've got
the fingers and the nerves. A surgeon! That's the only thing worth
while. The physician can't see further below the skin than anyone
else. He guesses and experiments, treats symptoms, trys one drug then
another, guessing and experimenting all along the line. But the knife,
boy!" Here the doctor rose and began to pace the floor. "There's no
guess in the knife point! The knife lays bare the evil, fights,
eradicates it! Look at that boy Kane, died three weeks ago.
'Inflammation,' said the physician. Treated his symptoms properly
enough. The boy died. At the postmortem"--here the doctor paused in
his walk, lowering his voice almost to a whisper while he bent over
the boy--"at the post-mortem the knife discovered an abscess on the
vermiform appendix. The discovery was made too late." These were the
days before appendicitis became fashionable. "Now, listen to me,"
continued the doctor, even more impressively, "I believe in my soul
that the knife at the proper moment might have saved that boy's life!
A slight incision an inch or two long, the removal of the diseased
part, a few stitches, and in a couple of weeks the boy is well! Ah,
boy! God knows I'd give my life to be a great surgeon! But He didn't
give me the fingers. Look at these," and he held up a coarse, heavy
hand; "I haven't the touch. And besides, He brought me my wife, the
best thing I've got in the world, and my baby, which settled the
surgeon business forever. Now listen, boy! You've got the
nerve--plenty of men have that--but you've also got the fingers, which
few men have. With your touch and your steady nerve and your
mechanical ingenuity--I've seen your machines, boy--you can be a great
surgeon! But you must know your subject. You must think, dream,
sleep, eat, drink bones and muscles and sinews and nerves. Push
everything else aside!" he cried, waving his great hands. "And
remember!"--here his voice took a solemn tone--"let nothing share
your heart with your knife! Leave the women alone. A woman has no
business in science. She distracts the mind, disturbs the liver,
absorbs the vital powers, besides paralysing the finances. For you,
let there be one woman, your mother, at least till you are a surgeon.
Now, then, there are my books and all my spare time at your command."
At these words the boy's face, which had caught the light and glow of
the old man's enthusiasm, fell.
"Well, what now?" cried the doctor, reading his face like a book.
"I have no right to take your books or your time."
The doctor sprang to his feet with an oath. The boy also rose and
faced him, almost as if expecting a blow. For a moment they stood
steadfastly regarding each other, then the doctor's old face relaxed,
his eyes softened. He put his big hand on the boy's shoulder.
"Now, by the Lord that made you and me!" he said, "we were meant
for a team, and a team we'll make. I'll help you and I'll make you
pay." The boy's face brightened.
"How?" he cried eagerly.
"We'll change work." The doctor's old eyes began to twinkle. "I
want fall ploughing done and my cordwood hauled."
"I'll do it!" cried Barney. A light broke in his eyes and flooded
his face. At last he saw his path.
"Here," said the doctor, taking down a book, "here's your Gray."
And turning the leaves, "Here's what happened to Ben Fallows. Read
this. And here's the treatment," pulling down another book and
turning to a page, "Read that. I'll make Ben your first patient.
There's no money in it, anyway, and you can't kill him. He only
needs three things, cleanliness, good cheer, and good food. By and
by we'll get him a leg. Here's that Buffalo doctor's catalogue. Take
it along. Now, boy, I'll work you, grind you, and you'll go for your
first examination next spring."
"Next spring!" cried Barney, aghast, "not for three years."
"Three years!" snorted the doctor, "three fiddlesticks! You can do
this first examination by next spring."
"Yes. I could do it," said Barney slowly.
The doctor cast an admiring glance at the line of jaw on the boy's
face.
"But there's the mortgage and there's Dick's college."
"Dick's college? Why Dick's and not yours?"
The boy's rugged face changed. A tender light fell over it,
filling in its cracks and canyons.
"Because--well, because Dick must go through. Dick's clever. He's
awful clever." Pride mingled with the tenderness in look and tone.
"Mother wants him to be a minister, and," he added after a pause, "I
do, too."
The old doctor turned from him, stood looking out of the window a
few minutes, and then came back. He put his hands on the boy's
shoulders. "I understand, boy," he said, his great voice vibrating
in deep and tender tones, "I, too, had a brother once. Make Dick a
minister if you want, but meantime we'll grind the surgeon's knife."
The boy went home to his mother in high exultation.
"The doctor wants me to look after Ben for him," he announced. "He
is going to show me the dressings, and he says all he wants is
cleanliness, good cheer, and good food. I can keep him clean. But
how he is to get good cheer in that house, and how he is to get good
food, are more than I can tell."
"Good cheer!" cried Dick. "He'll not lack for company. How many
has she now, mother? A couple of dozen, more or less?"
"There are thirteen of them already, poor thing."
"Thirteen! That's an unlucky stopping place. Let us hope she
won't allow the figure to remain at that."
"Indeed, I am thinking it will not," said his mother, speaking with
the confidence of intimate knowledge.
"Well," replied Dick, with a judicial air, "it's a question whether
it's worse to defy the fate that lurks in that unlucky number, or to
accept the doubtful blessing of another twig to the already
overburdened olive tree."
"Ay, it is a hard time she is having with the four babies and all."
"Four, mother! Surely that's an unusual number even for the
prolific Mrs. Fallows!"
"Whisht, laddie!" said his mother, in a shocked tone, "don't talk
foolishly."
"But you said four, mother."
"Twins the last twice," interjected Barney.
"Great snakes!" cried Dick, "let us hope she won't get the habit."
"But, mother," inquired Barney seriously, "what's to be done?"
"Indeed, I can't tell," said his mother.
"Listen to me," cried Dick, "I've got an inspiration. I'll
undertake the 'good cheer.' I'll impress the young ladies into this
worthy service. Light conversation and song. And you can put up the
food, mother, can't you?"
"We will see," said the mother quietly; "we will do our best."
"In that case the 'food department' is secure," said Dick; "already
I see Ben Fallows making rapid strides toward convalescence."
It was characteristic of Barney that within a few days he had all
three departments in full operation. With great tact he succeeded in
making Mrs. Fallows thoroughly scour the woodwork and whitewash the
walls in Ben's little room, urging the doctor's orders and emphasizing
the danger of microbes, the dread of which was just beginning to
obtain in popular imagination.
"Insects? Is it bugs you mean?" Mrs. Fallows at once became
fiercely hostile. "I want to tell yeh, young sir, ther' hain't no
bugs in this 'ouse. If ther's one thing I'm pertickler 'bout, it's
bugs. John sez to me, sez 'e, 'What's the hodds of a bug or two,
Hianthy?' But I sez to 'im, sez I, 'No bugs fer me, John. I hain't
been brought up with bugs, an' bugs I cawn't an' won't 'ave.'"
It was only Barney's earnest assurance that the presence of
microbes was no impeachment of the most scrupulous housekeeping and,
indeed, that these mysterious creatures were to be found in the very
highest circles, that Mrs. Fallows was finally appeased. With equal
skill he inaugurated his "good food" department, soothing Mrs.
Fallows' susceptibilities with the diplomatic information that in
surgical cases such as Ben's certain articles of diet specially
prepared were necessary to the best results.
Not the least successful part of the treatment prescribed was that
furnished by the "good cheer" department. This was left entirely in
Dick's charge, and he threw himself into its direction with the
enthusiasm of a devotee. Iola with her guitar was undoubtedly his
mainstay. But Dick was never quite satisfied unless he could
persuade Margaret, too, to assist in his department. But Margaret
had other duties, and, besides, she had associated herself more
particularly with Mrs. Boyle in the work of supplementing Mrs.
Fallows' somewhat unappetising though entirely substantial meals with
delicacies more suited to the sickroom. Dick, however, insisted that
with all that Iola and himself in the "good cheer" department and
Barney in what he called the "scavenging" department could achieve,
there was still need of Margaret's presence and Margaret's touch.
Hence, before the busy harvest time came upon them, he made a
practice of calling at the manse, and, relieving her of the duty of
getting to sleep little five-year-old Tom, with whom he was first
favourite, he would carry her off to the Fallows household, whither
Barney and Iola had preceded them.
Altogether the "young doctor," as Ben called him, had reason to be
proud of the success he was achieving with his first patient. The
amputation healed over and the bone knit at the first intention, and
in a few weeks Ben was far on the way to convalescence. He was never
weary in his praises of the "young doctor." It was the "young doctor"
who, by changing the bandages, had eased him of the intolerable pain
which followed the first dressing. It was the "young doctor" who had
changed the splints, shaping them cunningly to fit the limb, bringing
ease where there had been chafing pain.
"Let 'em 'ave the old doctor if they want," was Ben's final
conclusion, "but fer me, the young doctor, sez I."
The "good cheer" department, while ostensibly for Ben's benefit,
wrought profit and cheer for others besides. What Dick got of it no
one but himself knew, for that young man, with all his apparent
frankness, kept the veil over his heart drawn close. To Barney,
absorbed in his new work, with its wealth of new ideas and his new
ambitions, the "good cheer" department was chiefly valued as an
important factor in Ben's progress. To Iola it brought what to her
was the breath of life, admiration, gratitude, affection. But
Margaret perhaps more than any, not even excepting Ben himself,
gathered from this department what might be called its by-products.
The daily monotony of her household duties bore hard upon her young
heart. Ambitions long cherished, though cheerfully laid aside at the
sudden call of duty, could not be quite abandoned without a sense of
pain and loss. The break offered by the work of the department in the
monotony of her life, the companionship of its members, and, as much
as anything, the irresistible appeal to her keen sense of humour by
the genial, loquacious, dirty but irresistibly cheery Mrs. Fallows,
far more than compensated for the extra effort which her membership in
the department rendered necessary.
It was the evening following that of the school closing that Dick
with Margaret and Iola were making one of their customary calls at
the Fallows cottage. It would be for Iola the last visit for some
weeks, as she was about to depart to town for her holidays.
"I have come to say good-bye," she announced as she shook hands
with Mrs. Fallows.
"Good-bye, dear 'eart," said that lady, throwing up her hands
aghast; "art goin' to leave us fer good?"
"No, nothing so bad," said Dick; "only for a few weeks, Mrs.
Fallows. The section couldn't do without her, and the trustees have
decided that they wouldn't let her out of sight till they had put a
string on her."
"Goin' to come back again, be yeh? I did 'ear as 'ow yeh was goin'
to leave. My little Joe was that broken-'earted, an' 'e declared to
me as 'ow 'e wouldn't go to school no more."
"I don't wonder," said Dick. "Why, if the trustees hadn't engaged
her, as 'Maine Jabe' said, 'there'd be the dangdest kind of riot in
the section.'"
"Don't listen to him, Mrs. Fallows. I'm going in to sing to Ben,
if I may."
"An' that yeh may, bless yer 'eart!" said Mrs. Fallows, picking up
a twin from the doorway to allow Iola and Dick to pass into the inner
room. "Ther' now," she continued to Margaret, who was moving about
putting things to rights, "don't yeh go tirin' of yerself. I know
things is in a muss. Some'ow by Saturday night things piles up
terr'ble, an' I'm that tired I don't seem to 'ave no 'eart to
straighten 'em up. Jest look at that 'ouse! I sez to John, sez I,
'I cawn't do no 'ousekeepin' with all 'em children 'bout my feet.
An', bless their 'earts! it's all I kin do to put the bread in their
mouths an keep the rags on their backs.' But John sez to me, sez 'e,
'Don't yeh worry, lass, 'bout the rags. Keep 'em full,' sez 'e, 'a
full belly never 'eeds a bare back,' sez 'e. That's 'is way. 'E's
halways a-comin' over somethin' cleverlike, is John. Lard save us!
will yeh listen to that, now!" she continued in an awestruck
undertone, as Iola's voice came in full rich melody from the next
room. "An' Ben is fair raptured with 'er. Poor Benny! it's a sore
calamity 'as overtaken 'im, a-breakin' of 'is leg an' a-mutilatin' of
'isself. It does seem as if the Lard 'ad give me som'at more'n my
share. Listen to that ther'. Bless 'er dear 'eart; Benny fergits 'is
hamputation an' 'is splits."
"His splints," cried Margaret; "are they all right now?"
"Yes. Since the young doctor--that's w'at Benny calls 'im--change
'em. Oh, that's a clever young man! Benney, 'e sez, 'Give me the
young doctor,' sez 'e. Yeh see," continued Mrs. Fallows
confidentially, and again lowering her voice impressively, "yeh see,
'is leg 'urt most orful at first, an' Benny cried to me, 'It's in me
toes, mother, it's in me toes.' 'Why, Benny,' sez I to 'im, 'yeh
hain't got no toes, Benny.' 'That's w'ere it 'urts,' sez 'e, 'toes or
no toes.' An' father 'e wakes right up an' 'erd w'at Benny was
cryin', an' sez 'e, 'Benny's right enough. 'Is toes'll 'urt till
they're rotted away in the ground.' An' 'e tells as 'ow 'is sister's
holdest boy got 'is leg hamputated, poor soul! an' 'ow 'is toes 'urted
till they was took an' buried an' rotted away. Some doctors don't bury
'em, an' they do say," and here Mrs. Fallows' voice dropped quite to a
whisper, "as 'ow that keeps 'em sore all the longer. Well, jest as
father was speakin' in comes the doctor 'isself, an' father 'e told
'im as 'ow Benny was feelin' the pain in 'is toes. 'In yer toes,
Benny?' sez the doctor surprised-like. 'Tain't yer toes, Ben.'
'Well, I guess it's me as is doin' the feelin',' sez Ben quite sharp,
'an' it's in me toes the feelin' is.' Then father 'e spoke up. 'E's
a terr'ble man fer hargument, is father. 'Doctor,' sez 'e, 'is them
toes buried, if I might be so bold?' 'Cawn't say,' sez the doctor
quite hindifferent, though 'e must 'a' knowed. 'Well, my opinion is,'
sez father, ''e'll feel them toes till they're took an' buried an'
rotted away in the ground.' An' then 'e tells 'bout 'is sister's
boy. 'Nonsense,' sez the doctor, 'tain't 'is toes at all. 'Is toes
'as nothin' to do with it.' 'W'at then?' asks father quite polite.
'It's the feelin' of 'is toes 'e's feelin'.' ''Ow can 'e 'ave any
feelin' of 'is toes if 'e hain't got no toes?' 'Well,' sez the
doctor, ''is feelin's hain't in 'is toes at all.' 'Well, that's w'ere
mine is,' sez father. 'W'en I 'urts my toes it's in my toes I feel
'em. W'en I 'urts my 'and, it's my 'and.' 'My dear sir,' sez the
doctor calm-like, 'it hain't in yer 'and, nor yet in yer toes, but in
yer brain, in yer mind, yeh feel the pain.' 'P'raps,' sez Ben quite
short again. My! 'e WAS short! 'But the feelin' in my mind is that
my toes is 'urtin' most orful, an' I'd like to 'ave 'em buried if it's
goin' to 'elp any.' 'Oh, come, Benny, that's all nonsense, yeh know,'
sez the doctor, puttin' 'im off. But father is terr'ble persistent,
an' 'e keeps on an' sez, 'Don't 'is mind know 'e hain't got no toes,
doctor? 'Ow can 'is mind feel 'is toes 'urt w'en 'is mind knows 'e
hain't got no toes to 'urt?' 'It hain't 'is toes, I tell yeh,' sez
the doctor quite short, 'jest the feelin' of 'is toes in 'is mind.'
'The feelin' of 'is toes in 'is mind?' sez father. 'But 'e hain't
got no toes to give 'im the feelin' of 'is toes in 'is mind or
henywheres else.' 'Dummed old fool!' sez the doctor, quite losin' 'is
temper, fer father is terr'ble provokin'. 'It's the feelin' 'is toes
used to give 'im, an' that same feelin' of toes keeps up after 'is
toes is gone.' 'Well,' sez father, an' me tryin' to ketch 'is eye to
make 'im stop, 'I don't git no feelin' of toes till me toes is 'urt.
If I don't 'urt 'em, I don't git no feelin' of toes. 'Ow are yeh
goin' to start that ther' toe feelin' 'thout no toes to start it?'
'Yeh don't need no toes to start it,' sez the doctor, 'it's the old
feelin' of toes a-keepin' up.' 'Ther' hain't no--' 'Look 'ere,' sez
'e, 'I tell yeh it hain't toes, it's the nerves of the toes reachin'
up to the brain. Don't yeh see? W'en the toes are 'urt the nerves
sends word up to the brain jest like the telegraph.' Then father 'e
ponders aw'ile. 'W'ere's them nerves, doctor?' sez 'e. 'In the
toes.' 'In the toes? Then w'en them toes is gone them nerves is
gone, hain't they?' 'Yes.' 'But the nerve feelin' is ther' still.'
This puzzles father some. 'Then,' sez 'e, 'the feelin's in the
nerves, an' if ther's no nerves, no feelin's.' 'That's so,' sez the
doctor. 'W'en them toes is gone, doctor, the nerves is gone. 'Ow
could ther' be any feelin's?' 'Look 'ere,' sez the doctor, an' I was
feared 'e was gettin' real mad, 'jest quit it right now.' 'Well,
well. All right, doctor,' sez father quite polite, 'I've got a
terr'ble inquirin' mind, an' I jest wanted to know.' Then the doctor
'e did seem a little ashamed of 'isself, an' 'e set right down an' sez
'e, 'Look a-'ere, Mr. Fallows, I'll hexplain it to yeh. It's like the
telegraph wire. 'Ere's a station we'll call Bradford, an' 'ere's a
station we'll call London. Hevery station 'as 'is own call. Bradford
station, we'll say, 'as a call X Y Z, an' w'enever X Y Z sounds yeh
know that's Bradford a-speakin'. So if yeh 'eerd X Y Z in London
yeh'd know somethin' was wrong with Bradford.' 'But if ther' hain't
any,' breaks in father, who was gettin' impatient. 'Shut up! will
yeh?' sez the doctor, 'till I git through. Well; all 'long that
Bradford line yeh can give that Bradford call. D'yeh see?' 'Can yeh
make that Bradford call houtside of Bradford?' sez father. 'Well,' sez
the doctor, an' 'e seemed quite puzzled, 'e did, 'I suppose yeh can.
Any kind of a bang'll do along the line. Now ther's Benny's toes,
w'en they git 'urt they sounds up to the brain, "Toes! Toes! Toes!"
an' all 'long that toe line yeh can git the same call to the brain.'
This keeps father quiet a long time, then sez 'e, 'I say, doctor, is
ther' many of them nerves?' ''Undreds of 'em.' 'Hevery part of the
body got nerves?' 'Yes.' 'Hankles? calves? shins?' 'Yes, all got
nerves.' 'Well, doctor,' sez father, quite triumphant, 'w'en yeh cut
through hankles, shins, an' heverythin', all them nerves begin to
shout, don't they?' 'Yes,' sez the doctor, not seein' w'ere father was
at. 'Then,' sez 'e quick-like, 'w'at makes 'em all shout "Toes?" W'y
don't the brain 'ear "Hankle" or "'Eel"?' Then the old doctor 'e did
git mad an' 'e did swear at father most orful. But father, 'e knows
'ow to conduct 'isself, an' sez 'e quite dignified, 'I 'ope as 'ow I
know 'ow to treat a gentleman.' This pulls the old doctor up an' 'e
sez, 'I beg yer pardon, Mr. Fallows,' sez 'e. 'Don't mention it,'
sez father. Then the doctor went on quite nice, 'Yeh see, Mr.
Fallows, the truth is, we don't hunderstand these things very well,'
sez 'e. 'Well, doctor,' sez father, 'it would 'a' saved a lot of
trouble if yeh'd said so at the first.' An' 'e said no more, but I
seed 'im thinkin' 'ard, an' w'en the doctor was goin' 'e speaks up
sez, sez 'e, 'I think I know w'y it's the shoutin' of toes keeps up
an' not 'eels or hankles,' sez 'e. 'W'en my thirteen gits a-shoutin'
in this little 'ouse, yeh cawn't 'ear the old woman or me. Ther's
thirteen of 'em. An' I suppose w'en them toes gits a-shoutin' yeh
cawn't 'ear nothin' of hankle, or 'eel, but it's all toes. Ther's
five to one. But, doctor,' 'e sez, as 'e druv' away, 'if it's not too
bold, would yeh mind buryin' them toes?'"
"But," said Mrs. Fallows, pulling herself up, "I do talk. But poor
Benny, 'e kep' a-cryin' with 'is toes till that ther' blessed young
lady come, the young doctor fetched 'er, an' the minit she begin to
sing, poor Benny 'e fergits 'is toes an' 'e soon falls off to sleep,
the first 'e 'ad fer two days an' two nights. Poor dear! An 'e hain't
ever done talkin' 'bout that very young lady an' the young doctor.
An' a lovely pair they'd make, poor souls."
Margaret was conscious of a sudden pang at this grouping of names
by Mrs. Fallows, but before she had time to analyse her feelings Iola
reappeared.
"Well, good-bye," said Mrs. Fallows. "Yeh'll come agin w'en yeh
git back. Good-bye, Miss," she said to Margaret. "It does seem to
give me a fresh start w'en yeh put things to rights."
It was not till that night when she was in her own room preparing
for bed that Margaret had time to analyse that sudden pang.
"It can't be that I am jealous," she said. "Of course, she is far
more attractive than I am and why shouldn't everyone like her
better?" She shook her fist at her reflection in the glass. "Do you
know, you are as mean as you can be," she said viciously.
At that moment there came from Iola's room the sound of soft
singing.
"It's no wonder," said Margaret as she listened to the exquisite
sound, "it's no wonder that she could catch poor Ben and his mother
with a voice like that. Yes, and--and the rest of them, too."
In a few minutes there was a tap at her door and Iola came in, her
hair hanging like a dusky curtain about her face. Margaret uttered
an involuntary exclamation of admiration.
"My! you are lovely!" she cried. "No wonder everyone loves you."
With a sudden rush of penitent feeling for her "mean thoughts" she
put her arms about Iola and kissed her warmly.
"Lovely! Nonsense!" she exclaimed, surprised at this display of
affection so unusual for Margaret, "I am not half so lovely as you.
When I see you at home here with all the things to worry you and the
children to care for, I think you are just splendid and I feel myself
cheap and worthless."
Margaret was conscious of a grateful glow in her heart.
"Indeed, my work doesn't amount to much, washing and dusting and
mending. Anybody could do it. No one would ever notice me. Wherever
you go the people just fall down and worship you." As she spoke she
let down her hair preparatory to brushing it. It fell like a cloud, a
golden-yellow cloud, about her face and shoulders. Iola looked
critically at her.
"You are beautiful," she said slowly. "Your hair is lovely, and
your big blue eyes, and your face has something, what is it? I can't
tell you. But I believe people would come to you in difficulty. Yes.
That's it," she continued, with her eyes on Margaret's face, "I can
please them in a way. I can sing. Yes, I can sing. Some day I shall
make people listen. But suppose I couldn't sing, suppose I lost my
voice, people would forget me. They wouldn't forget you."
"What nonsense!" said Margaret brusquely. "It is not your voice
alone; it is your beauty and something I cannot describe, something
in your manner that is so fetching. At any rate, all the young
fellows are daft about you."
"But the women don't care for me," said Iola, with the same slow,
thoughtful voice. "If I wanted very much I believe I could make
them. But they don't. There's Mrs. Boyle, she doesn't like me."
"Now you're talking nonsense," said Margaret impatiently. "You
ought to have heard old Mrs. Fallows this evening."
"Now," continued Iola, ignoring her remark, "the women all like
you, and the men, too, in a way."
"Don't talk nonsense," said Margaret impatiently. "When you're
around the boys don't look at me."
"Yes, they do," said Iola, as if pondering the question. "Ben
does."
Margaret laughed scornfully. "Ben likes my jelly."
"And Dick does," continued Iola, "and Barney." Here she shot a
keen glance at Margaret's face. Margaret caught the glance, and,
though enraged at herself, she could not prevent a warm flush
spreading over her fair cheek and down her bare neck.
"Pshaw!" she cried angrily, "those boys! Of course, they like me.
I've known them ever since I was a baby. Why, I used to go swimming
with them in the pond. They think of me just like--well-- just like a
boy, you know."
"Do you think so? They are nice boys, I think, that is, if they
had a chance to be anything."
"Be anything!" cried Margaret hotly. "Why, Dick's going to be a
minister and--"
"Yes. Dick will do something, though he'll make a funny clergyman.
But Barney, what will he be? Just a miller?"
"Miller or whatever he is, he'll be a man, and that's good enough,"
replied Margaret indignantly.
"Oh, yes, I suppose so. But it's a pity. You know in this pokey
little place no one will ever hear of him. I mean he'll never make
any stir." To Iola there was no crime so deadly as the "unheard of."
"And yet," she went on, "if he had a chance--"
But Margaret could bear this no longer. "What are you talking
about? There are plenty of good men who are never heard of."
"Oh," cried Iola quickly, "I didn't mean--of course your father.
Well, your father is a gentle man. But Barney--"
"Oh, go to bed! Come, get out of my room. Go to bed! I must get
to sleep. Seven o'clock comes mighty quick. Good-night."
"Don't be cross, Margaret. I didn't mean to say anything
offensive. And I want you to love me. I think I want everyone to
love me. I can't bear to have people not love me. But more than
anyone else I want you." As she spoke she turned impulsively toward
Margaret and put her arms around her neck. Margaret relented.
"Of course I love you," she said. "There," kissing her, "good-
night. Go to sleep or you'll lose your beauty."
But Iola clung to her. "Good-night, dear Margaret," she said, her
lips trembling pathetically. "You are the only girl friend I ever
had. I couldn't bear you to forget me or to give up loving me."
"I never forget my friends," cried Margaret gravely. "And I never
cease to love them."
"Oh, Margaret!" said Iola, trembling and clinging fast to her,
"don't turn from me. No matter what comes, don't stop loving me."
"You little goose," cried Margaret, caressing her as if she were a
child, "of course I will always love you. Good-night now." She
kissed Iola tenderly.
"Good-night," said Iola. "You know this is my last night with you
for a long time."
"Not the very last," said Margaret. "We go to the Mill to-morrow
night, you remember, and you come back here with me. Barney is going
to have Ben there for nursing and feeding."
Next day Barney had Ben down to the Mill, and that was the
beginning of a new life to Ben in more ways than one. The old mill
became a place of interest and delight to him. Perhaps his happiest
hours were spent in what was known as Barney's workroom, where were
various labour-saving machines for churning, washing, and
apple-paring, which, by Barney's invention, were run by the mill
power. He offered to connect the sewing machine with the same power,
but his mother would have none of it.
Before many more weeks had gone Ben was hopping about by the aid of
a crutch, eager to make himself useful, and soon he was not only
"paying his board," as Barney declared, but "earning good wages as
well."
The early afternoon found Margaret and Iola on their way to the
Mill. It was with great difficulty that Margaret had been persuaded
to leave her home for so long a time. The stern conscience law under
which she regulated her life made her suspect those things which gave
her peculiar pleasure, and among these was a visit to the Mill and the
Mill people. It was in vain that Dick set before her, with the
completeness amounting to demonstration, the reasons why she should
make that visit. "Ben needs you," he argued. "And Iola will not come
unless with you. Barney and I, weary with our day's work, absolutely
require the cheer and refreshment of your presence. Mother wants you.
I want you. We all want you. You must come." It was Mrs. Boyle's
quiet invitation and her anxious entreaty and command that she should
throw off the burden at times, that finally weighed with her.
The hours of that afternoon, spent partly in rowing about in the
old flat-bottomed boat seeking water lilies in the pond, and partly
in the shade of the big willows overlooking the dam, were full of
restful delight to Margaret. It was one of those rare summer
evenings that fall in harvest weather when, after the burning heat of
the day, the cool air is beginning to blow across the fields with long
shadows. When their work was done the boys hurried to join the little
group under the big willows. They were all there. Ben was set there
in the big armchair, Mrs. Boyle with her knitting, for there were no
idle hours for her, Margaret with a book which she pretended to read,
old Charley smoking in silent content, Iola lazily strumming her
guitar and occasionally singing in her low, rich voice some of her old
Mammy's songs or plantation hymns. Of these latter, however, Mrs.
Boyle was none too sure. To her they bordered dangerously on
sacrilege; nor did she ever quite fully abandon herself to delight in
the guitar. It continued to be a "foreign" and "feckless" sort of
instrument. But in spite of her there were times when the old lady
paused in her knitting and sat with sombre eyes looking far across the
pond and into the shady isles of the woods on the other side while
Iola sang some of her quaint Southern "baby songs."
Under Dick's tuition the girl learned some of the Highland laments
and love songs of the North, to which his mother had hushed him to
sleep through his baby years. To Barney these songs took place with
the Psalms of David, if, indeed, they were not more sacred, and it was
with a shock at first that he heard the Southern girl with her
"foreign instrument" try over these songs that none but his mother had
ever sung to him. Listening to Iola's soft, thrilling voice carrying
these old Highland airs, he was conscious of a strange incongruity.
They undoubtedly took on a new beauty, but they lost something as
well.
"No one sings them like your mother, Barney," said Margaret after
Dick had been drilling Iola on some of their finer shadings and
cadences, "and they are quite different with the guitar, too. They
are not the same a bit. They make me see different things and feel
different things when your mother sings."
"Different how?" said Dick.
"I can't tell, but somehow they give me a different taste in my
mouth, just the difference between eating your mother's scones with
rich creamy milk and eating fruit cake and honey with tea to drink."
"I know," said Barney gravely. "They lose the Scotch with the
guitar. They are sweet and beautiful, wonderful, but they are a
different kind altogether. To me it's the difference between a wood
violet and a garden rose."
"Listen to the poetry of him. Come, mother," cried Dick, "sing us
one now."
"Me sing!" cried the mother aghast. "After yon!" nodding toward
Iola. "You would not be shaming your mother, Richard."
"Do, Mrs. Boyle," entreated Iola. "I have never heard you sing.
Indeed, I did not know you could sing."
Something in her voice grated upon Barney's ear, but he spoke no
word.
"Sing!" cried Dick. "You ought to hear her. Now, mother, for the
honor of the heather! Give us 'Can Ye Sew Cushions?' That's a 'baby
song,' too."
"No," said Barney quietly, "Sing 'The Mac'Intosh,' mother." And he
began to play that exquisite Highland lament.
It was not her son's entreaty so much as something in the soft
drawl of the Southern girl that made Mrs. Boyle yield. Something in
that tone touched the pride in the old lady's Highland blood. When
Barney reached the end of the refrain his mother took up the verse
with the violin accompanying.
Her voice lacked fulness and power. It was worn and thin, but she
had the exquisite lilting note of the Highland maids at their milking
or of the fisher folk at the mending of their nets. Clear and sweet
and with a penetrating pathos indescribable, the voice rose and fell
in all the quaint turns and quavers and cadences that a tune takes on
with age. As she sang her song in the soft Gaelic tongue, with hands
lying idly in her lap, with eyes glowing in their gloomy depths, the
spell of mountain and glen and loch fell upon her sons and upon the
girl seated at her feet, while Iola's great lustrous eyes, fastened
upon the stranger's face, softened to tears.
"Oh, that is too lovely!" cried Iola, when the song was done,
clapping her hands. "No, not lovely. That is not the word. Sad,
sad." She hid her face in her hands one impulsive moment, then said
softly, "I could never do that. Never! Never! What is it you put
into the song? What is it?" she cried, turning to Barney.
"It's the moan of the sea," said Barney gravely.
"It gives a feller a kind of holler pain inside," said Ben Fallows.
"There hain't no words fer it."
"Sing again," entreated Iola, all the lazy indifference gone from
her voice. "Sing just one more."
"This one, mother," said Barney, playing the tune, "your mother
used to sing, you know, 'Fhir a Bhata'."
"How often haunting the highest hilltop, I scan the ocean thy sail
to see; Wilt come to-night, Love? wilt come to-morrow? Wilt ever
come, love, to comfort me? Fhir a bhata, na horo eile, Fhir a bhata,
na horo eile, Fhir a bhata, na horo eile, O fare ye well, love,
where'er ye be."
For some moments they sat quiet with the spell of the dreamy, sad
music upon them.
"One more, mother," entreated Dick.
"No, laddie. The night is falling. There's work to-morrow for
you. Aye, and for Margaret here."
Iola rose and came timidly to Mrs. Boyle. "Thank you," she said,
lifting up her great, dark eyes to the old woman's face, "you have
given me great pleasure to-night."
"Indeed, and you're welcome, lassie," said Mrs. Boyle, smitten with
a sudden pity for the motherless girl. "And we will be glad to see
ye when ye come back again."
For this, too, it was that Iola as well as Margaret could never
forget that afternoon.
"And now, ladies and gentlemen," cried Dick, striking an attitude,
"though the 'good cheer' department may seem to have accomplished the
purpose for which it was organised, it cannot be said to have outlived
its usefulness, in that it appears to have created for itself a sphere
of operations from which it cannot be withdrawn without injury to all
its members. I, therefore, respectfully suggest that the department
be organised upon a permanent basis with headquarters at the Mill and
my humble self at its head. All who agree will say 'Aye'."
"Aye," said Barney with prompt heartiness.
"Me, too," cried Iola, holding up both hands.
"Mother, what do you say?"
"Aye, laddie. There's much need for good cheer in the world."
"And you?" turning to Margaret, who stood with Mrs. Boyle's arm
thrown about her, "how do you vote?"
"This member needs it too much"--with a somewhat uncertain smile--
"to say anything but 'Aye'."
"Then," said Dick solemnly, "the 'good cheer' department is hereby
and henceforth organised as a permanent institution in the community
here represented, and we earnestly hope that its members will continue
in their faithful adherence thereto, believing, as we do, that loyalty
to this institution will be its highest reward."
But none of them knew what potencies of joy and of pain lay wrapped
up for them all in that same department of "good cheer."
The harvest time in Ontario is ever a season of delightful rush and
bustle. The fall wheat follows hard upon the haying, and close upon
the fall wheat comes the barley, then the oats and the rest of the
spring grain.
It was this year to be a more than usually busy time for the Boyle
boys. They had a common purse, and out of that purse the payments on
the mortgage must be met, as well as Dick's college expenses. For the
little farm, with the profits from the mill, could do little more than
provide a living for the family. Ordinarily the lads worked for day's
wages, the farmers gladly paying the highest going, for the boys were
famous binders and good workers generally. This year, however, they
had in mind something more ambitious.
"Mother," said Dick, "did you hear of the new harvesting gang?"
"And who might they be?" asked his mother, always on the lookout
for some nonsense from her younger son.
"Boyle and Fallows--or Fallows and Boyle, I guess it will be.
Ben's starting with us Monday morning."
"Nonsense, laddie. There will be no reaping for Ben this year, I
doubt, poor fellow; and, besides, I will be needing him for myself."
"Yes. But I am in earnest, mother. Ben is to drive the reaper for
us. He can sit on the reaper half a day, you know. At least, his
doctor here says so. And he will keep us busy."
"If I cawn't keep the two of you a-humpin', though you are some
pumpkins at bindin', I hain't worth my feed."
"But, Barney," remonstrated his mother, "is he fit to go about that
machine? Something might happen the lad."
"I don't think there is any danger, mother. And, besides, we will
be at hand all the time."
"And what will two lads like you do following the machine all day?
You will only be hurting yourselves."
"You watch us, mother," cried Dick. "We'll be after Ben like a dog
after a coon."
"Indeed," said his mother. "I have heard that it takes four good
men to keep up to a machine. It was no later than yesterday that Mr.
Morrison's Sam was telling me that they had all they could do to
follow up, the whole four of them."
"Huh!" grunted Dick scornfully, "I suppose so. Four like Fatty
Morrison and that gang of his!"
"Hush, laddie. It is not good to be speaking ill of your
neighbours," said his mother.
"It's not speaking ill to say that a man is fat. It's a very fine
compliment, mother. Only wish someone could say the same of me."
"Indeed, and you would be the better of it," replied his mother
compassionately, "with your bones sticking through your skin!"
It was with the spring crop that Ben Fallows began his labours; and
much elevated, indeed, was he at the prospect of entering into
partnership with the Boyle boys, who were renowned for the very
virtues which poor Ben consciously lacked and to which, in the new
spirit that was waking in him, he was beginning to aspire. For the
weeks spent under Barney's care and especially in the atmosphere of
the Mill household had quickened in Ben new motives and new
ambitions. This Barney had noticed, and it was for Ben's sake more
than for their own that the boys had associated him with them in
their venture of taking harvesting contracts. And as the summer went
on they found no reason to regret the new arrangement. But it was at
the expense of long days and hard days for the two boys following the
reaper, and often when the day's work was done they could with
difficulty draw their legs home and to bed. Indeed, there were nights
when Dick, hardly the equal of his brother in weight and strength, lay
sleepless from sheer exhaustion, while Barney from sympathy kept
anxious vigil with him. Morning, however, found them stiff and sore,
it is true, but full of courage and ready for the renewal of the
long-drawn struggle which was winning for them not only very
substantial financial profits, but also high fame as workers. The end
of the harvest found them hard, tough, full of nerve and fit for any
call within the limit of their powers. It was Ben who furnished the
occasion of such a call being made upon them. A rainy day found him
at the blacksmith shop with the Mill team waiting to be shod. The
shop was full of horses and men. A rainy day was a harvest day for
the blacksmith. All odd jobs allowed to accumulate during the fine
weather were on that day brought to the shop.
Ben, with his crutch and his wooden leg, found himself the centre
of a new interest and sympathy. In spite of the sympathy, however,
there was a disposition to chaff poor Ben, whose temper was brittle,
and whose tongue took on a keener edge as his temper became more
uncertain. Withal, he had a little man's tendency to brag. To-day,
however, though conscious of the new interest centring in him, and
though visibly swollen with the importance of his new partnership with
the Boyle boys, he was exhibiting a dignity and self-control quite
unusual, and was, for that very reason, provocative of chaff more
pungent than ordinary.
Chief among his tormenters was Sam Morrison, or "Fatty" Morrison,
as he was colloquially designated. Sam was one of four sons of "Old
King" Morrison, the richest and altogether most important farmer in
the district. On this account Samuel was inclined to assume the
blustering manners of his portly, pompous, but altogether good-natured
father, the "Old King." But while bluster in the old man, who had
gained the respect and esteem that success generally brings, was
tolerated, in Sammy it became ridiculous and at times offensive. The
young man had been entertaining the assembled group of farmers and
farm lads with vivid descriptions of various achievements in the
harvest field on the part of himself or some of the members of his
distinguished family, the latest and most notable achievement being
the "slashing down and tying up" of a ten-acre field of oats by the
four of them, the "Old King" himself driving the reaper.
"Yes, sir!" shouted Sammy. "And Joe, he took the last sheaf right
off that table! You bet!"
"How many of you?" asked Ben sharply.
"Just four," replied Sammy, turning quickly at Ben's unexpected
question.
"How many shocking?" continued Ben, with a judicial air.
"Why, none, you blamed gander! An' kep' us humpin', too, you bet!"
"I guess so," grunted Ben, "from what I've seed."
Sam regarded him steadfastly. "And what have you 'seed,' Mr.
Fallows, may I ask?" he inquired with fine scorn.
"Seed? Seed you bindin', of course."
"Well, what are ye hootin' about?" Sam was exceedingly wroth.
"I hain't been talking much for the last hour." In moments of
excitement Ben became uncertain of his h's. "I used to talk more
when I wasn't so busy, but I hain't been talkin' so much this 'ere
'arvest. We hain't had time. When we're on a job," continued Ben,
as the crowd drew near to listen, "we hain't got time fer talkin',
and when we're through we don't feel like it. We don't need, to."
A general laugh of approval followed Ben's words.
"You're right, Ben. You're a gang of hustlers," said Alec Murray.
"There ain't much talkin' when you git a-goin'. But that's a pretty
good day's work, Ben, ten acres."
Ben gave a snort. "Yes. Not a bad day's work fer two men." He
had no love for any of the Morrisons, whose near neighbours he was
and at whose hands he had suffered many things.
"Two men!" shouted Sammy. "Your gang, I suppose you mean."
Suddenly Ben's self-control vanished. "Yes, by the jumpin'
Jemima!" he cried, facing suddenly upon Sam. "Them's the two, if yeh
want to know. Them's binders! They don't stop, at hevery corner to
swap lies an' to see if it's goin' to ran. They keep a- workin', they
do. They don't wait to cool hoff before they drink fer fear they git
foundered, as if they was 'osses, like you fellers up on the west side
line there." Ben threw his h's recklessly about. "You hain't no
binders, you hain't. Yeh never seed any."
At this moment "King" Morrison himself entered the blacksmith shop.
"Hello, Ben! What's eatin' you?" he exclaimed.
Ben grew suddenly quiet. "Makin' a bloomin' hass of myself, I
guess," he growled.
"What's up with Benny? He seems a little raised," said the "Old
King," addressing the crowd generally.
"Oh, blowin' 'bout his harvestin' gang," said his son Sam.
"Well, you can do a little blowin' yourself, Sammy."
"Guess I came by it natcherly n'ough," said Sam. He stood in no
awe of his father.
"Blowin's all right if you can back it up, Sammy. But what's the
matter, Benny, my boy? We're all glad to see you about, an' more'n
that, we're glad to hear of your good work this summer. But what are
they doin' to you?"
"Doin' nothin'," broke in Sam, a little nettled at the "Old King's"
kindly tone toward Ben. "He's blowin' round here to beat the band
'bout his gang."
"Well, Sam, he's got a right to blow, for they're two good
workers."
"But they can't bind ten acres a day, as Ben blows about."
"Well, that would be a little strong," said the "Old King." "Why,
it took my four boys a good day to tie up ten acres, Ben."
"I'm talkin' 'bout binders," said Ben, in what could hardly be
called a respectful tone.
"Look here, Ben, no two men can bind ten acres in a day, so just
quit yer blowin' an' talk sense."
"I'm talkin' 'bout binders," repeated Ben stubbornly.
"And I tell you, Ben," replied the "Old King," with emphasis, "your
boys--and they're good boys, too--can't tie no ten acres in a day.
They've got the chance of tryin' on that ten acres of wheat on my
west fifty. If they can do it in a day they can have it."
"They wouldn't take it," answered Ben regretfully. "They can do
it, fast enough."
Then the "Old King" quite lost patience. "Now, Ben, shut up!
You're a blowhard! Why, I'd bet any man the whole field against $50
that it can't be done."
"I'll take you on that," said Alec Murray.
"What?" The "Old King" was nonplussed for a moment.
"I'll take that. But I guess you don't mean it."
But the "Old King" was too much of a sport to go back upon his
offer. "It's big odds," he said. "But I'll stick to it. Though I
want to tell you, there's nearer twelve acres than ten."
"I know the field," said Alec. "But I'm willing to risk it. The
winner pays the wages. How long a day?" continued Alec.
"Quit at six."
"The best part of the day is after that."
"Make it eight, then," said the "Old King." "And we'll bring it
off on Monday. We're thrashing that day, but the more the merrier."
"There's jest one thing," interposed Ben, "an' that is, the boys
mustn't know about this."
"Why not?" said Alec. "They're dead game."
"Oh, Dick'd jump at it quick enough, but Barney wouldn't let 'im
risk it. He's right careful of that boy."
After full discussion next Sabbath morning by those who were
loitering, after their custom, in the churchyard waiting for the
service to begin, it was generally agreed that the "Old King" with
his usual shrewdness had "put his money on the winning horse." Even
Alec Murray, though he kept a bold face, confided to his bosom friend,
Rory Ross, that he "guessed his cake was dough, though they would make
a pretty big stagger at it."
"If Dick only had Barney's weight," said Rory, "they would stand a
better chance."
"Yes. But Dick tires quicker. An' he'll die before he drops."
"But ten acres, Alec! And there's more than ten acres in that
field."
"I know. But it's standing nice, an' it's lighter on the knoll in
the centre. If I can only get them goin' their best clip--I'll have
to work it some way. I'll have to get Barney moving. Dick's such an
ambitious little beggar he'd follow till he bust. The first thing,"
continued Alec, "is to get them a good early start. I'll have a talk
with Ben."
As a result of his conversation with Ben it was hardly daylight on
Monday morning when Mrs. Boyle, glancing at her clock, sprang at once
from her bed and called her sons.
"You're late, Barney. It's nearly six, and you have to go to
Morrison's to-day. Here's Ben with the horses fed."
"Why, mother, it's only five o'clock by my watch."
"No, it's six."
Upon comparison Ben's watch corresponded with the clock. Barney
concluded something must be wrong and routed Dick up, and with such
good purpose did they hasten through breakfast that in an hour from
the time the boys were called they were standing in the field waiting
for Ben to begin the day's work.
After they had been binding an hour Alec Murray appeared on the
field. "I'm going to shock," he announced. "They've got men enough
up at the thrashing, an' the 'Old King' wants to get this field in
shock by to-morrow afternoon so he can get it thrashed, if you
hustlers can get it down by then." Alec was apparently in great
spirits. He brought with him into the field a breezy air of
excitement.
"Here, Ben, don't take all day oiling up there. I guess I'm after
you to-day, remember."
"Guess yeh'll wait till it's tied, won't yeh?" said Ben, who
thoroughly understood Alec's game.
"Don't know 'bout that. I may have to jump in an' tie a few
myself."
"Don't you fret yourself," replied Dick. "If you shock all that's
tied to-day you'll need to hang your shirt on the fence at night."
"Keep cool, Dick, or you'll be leavin' Barney too far behind. You
tie quicker than him, I hear."
"Oh, I don't know," said Dick modestly, though quite convinced in
his own mind that he could.
"Dick's a little quicker, ain't he?" said Alec, turning to Barney.
"Oh, he's quick enough."
"Did you never have a tussle?" inquired Alec, snatching up a couple
of sheaves in each arm and setting them in their places in the shock
with a quick swing, then stepping off briskly for others.
"No," said Barney shortly.
"I guess he didn't want you to hurt yourself," he suggested
cunningly to Dick. "When a fellow isn't very strong he's got to be
careful." This was Dick's sensitive point. He was not content to do
a man's work in the field, but he was miserable unless he took first
place.
"Oh, he needn't be afraid of hurting me," he said, taking Alec's
bait. "I've worked with him all harvest and I'm alive yet."
Unconsciously Dick's pace quickened, and for the next few minutes
Barney was left several sheaves behind.
"He's just foolin' with you, Dick," jeered Alec. "He wouldn't hurt
you for the world."
Unconsciously by his hustling manner and by his sly suggestion of
superiority now to one and again to the other, he put both boys upon
their mettle, and before they were aware they were going at a racing
pace, though neither would acknowledge that to the other. Alec kept
following them close, almost running for his sheaves, flinging a word
of encouragement now to one, now to the other, shouting at Ben as he
turned the corners, and by every means possible keeping the excitement
at the highest point. But he was careful not to overdrive his men.
By a previous arrangement and without serious difficulty he had
persuaded Teenie Ross, who had come to assist the Morrison girls at
the threshing, to bring out a lunch to the field at ten o'clock. For
half an hour they sat in the long grass in the shade of a maple tree
eating the lunch which Dick at least was beginning to feel in need of.
But not a minute more did Alec allow.
"I'm going to catch you fellows," he said, "if I've to take off my
shirt to do it."
Dick was quick to respond and again set off at full speed. But the
grain was heavier than Alec had counted upon, and when the noon hour
had arrived he estimated that the grain was not more than one- third
down. A full hour and a half he allowed his men for rest, cunningly
drawing them off from the crowd of threshers to a quiet place in the
orchard where they could lie down and sleep, waking them when time was
up that there should be no loss of a single precious moment. As they
were going out to the field Alec suggested that instead of coming back
for supper at five, according to the usual custom, they should have it
brought to them in the field.
"It's a long way up to the house," he explained, "and the days are
getting short." And though the boys didn't take very kindly to the
suggestion, neither would think of opposing it.
But in spite of all that Alec and Ben could do, when the threshers
knocked off work for the day and sauntered down to the field where
the reaping was going on, it looked as if the "Old King" were to win
his bet.
"Keep out of this field!" yelled Alec, as the men drew near;
"you're interferin' with our work. Come, get out!" For the boys had
begun to take it easy and chatting with some of them.
"Get away from here, I tell you!" cried Alec. "You line up along
the fence and we'll show you how this thing should be done!"
Realizing the fairness of his demand, the men retired from the
field. The long shadows of the evening were falling across the
field. The boys were both showing weariness at every step they took.
Alec was at his wit's end. The grain was all cut, but there was
still a large part of it to bind. He determined to take the boys into
his confidence. He knew all the risk there was in this step. Barney
might refuse to risk an injury to his brother. It was Alec's only
chance, however, and walking over to the boys, he told them the issue
at stake.
"Boys," he said, "I don't want you to hurt yourselves. I don't
care a dern about the money. I'd like to beat 'Old King' Morrison
and I'd like to see you make a record. You've done a big day's work
already, and if you want to quit I won't say a word."
"Quit!" cried Dick in scorn, kindling at Alec's story. "What time
have we left?"
"We have till eight o'clock. It's now just seven."
"Come on then, Barney!" cried Dick. "We're good for an hour,
anyway."
"I don't know, Dick," said Barney, hesitating.
"Come along! I can stand it and I know you can." And off he set
again at racing pace and making no attempt to hide it.
In half an hour there were still left them, taking two swaths
apiece, the two long sides and the two short ends.
"You can't do it, boys," said Alec regretfully. "Let 'er go."
"Yes, boys," cried the "Old King," who, with the crowd, had drawn
near, "you've done a big day's work. You'll hurt yourselves. You've
earned double pay and you'll get it."
"Not yet," cried Dick. "We'll put in the half hour at any rate.
Come on, Barney! Never mind your rake!"
His face looked pale and worn, but his eyes were ablaze with light,
and but for his pale face there was no sign of weariness about him.
He flung away his rake and, snatching up a band, kicked the sheaf
together, caught it up, drew, tied, and fastened it as with one
single act.
"We'll show them waltz time, Barney," he called, springing toward
the next sheaf. "One"--at the word he snatched up and made the band,
"two"--he passed the band around the sheaf, kicking it at the same
time into shape, "three"--he drew and knotted the band, shoving the
end in with his thumb. After him went Barney. One-- two--three! and
a sheaf was done. One--two--three! and so from sheaf to sheaf. It
took them fifteen minutes to go down the long side. Dick, who had the
inside, finished and sprang to his place at the outer side.
"Get inside!" shouted Barney, "let me take that swath!"
"Come along!" replied Dick, tying his sheaf.
"Fifteen minutes left, boys! I believe you're going to do it!" At
this Ben gave a yell.
"They're goin' to do it!" he shouted, stumping around in great
excitement.
"Double up, Dick!" cried Barney, carrying one sheaf to the next and
tying them both together. Dick followed Barney's example, but here
his brother's extra strength told in the race. Close after them came
the crowd, Alec leading them, watch in hand, all yelling.
"Two minutes for that end, boys!" cried Alec, as they reached the
corner. "You're goin' to do it, my hearties! You're goin' to do
it!" They had thirteen minutes in which to bind a side and an end.
"They can't do it, Alec," said the "Old King." "They'll hurt
themselves. Call them off!"
"Are you all right, Dick?" cried Barney, swinging on to the outer
swath.
"All right," panted his brother, striding in at his side.
"Come on! We'll do it, then!" replied Barney.
Side by side they rushed. Sheaf by sheaf they tied together,
Barney gradually gaining by the doubling process.
"Don't wait for me," gasped Dick, "if you can go faster!"
"One minute and a half, boys, if you can stand it!" cried Alec, as
they reached the last corner. "One minute and a half, and we win!"
There remained five sheaves on the outer of Barney's two swaths,
two on the inner of Dick's. In all, nine for Barney, six for Dick.
The sheaves were comparatively small. Springing at this swath,
Barney doubled the first two, the second two, the third two, and
putting the last three together swung in upon Dick's swath where
there were two sheaves left.
"Don't you touch it!" gasped Dick angrily.
"How's the time, Alec?" panted Barney.
"Half a minute."
Before he spoke, Dick flung himself on his last two sheaves,
crying, "Out of the way there!" snatched his band, passing it around
the sheaf, tied it, flung it over his shoulder, and stood with his
hands on his knees, his breath coming in sobbing gasps.
For a few minutes the men went wild. Barney stepped to Dick's
side, and patting him on the shoulder, said, "Great man, Dick! But I
was a fool to let you!"
"That's what you were!" cried the "Old King," slapping Dick on the
back, "but there's the greatest day's work ever done in these parts.
The wheat's yours," he said, turning to Alec, "but begad! I wish it
was goin' to them that won it!"
"An' that's where it is going," said Alec, "every blamed sheaf of
it, to Ben's gang."
"We'll take what's coming to us," said Barney shortly.
"I told yeh so," said Ben regretfully.
"Why, don't you know it was for you I took the bet?" said Alec,
angry that he should be balked in his good intention to help the
boys.
"We'll take our wages," repeated Barney in a tone that settled the
controversy. "The wheat is not ours."
"Then it ain't mine," said Alec, disgusted, remembering in how
great peril his $50 had been.
"Well, boys," said the "Old King," "it ain't mine. We'll divide it
in three."
"We'll take our wages," said Barney again, in sullen determination.
"Confound the boy!" cried the "Old King." "What'll we do with the
wheat? I say, we'll give it to Ben; he's had hard luck this year."
"No, by the jumpin' Jemima Jebbs!" said Ben, stumping over to
Barney's side. "I stand with the boss. I take my wages."
"Well, dog-gone you all! Will you take double pay, then? There's
two days' good work there. And the rest we'll give to the church.
Good thing the minister ain't here or he'd kick, too!"
"But," added the "Old King," turning to his son Sam, "after this
you crawl into your shell when there's any blowin' bein' done about
Ben's gang."
The mill lane was prinked with all the June flowers. Over the
snake fence massed the clover, red and white. Through the rails
peeped the thistle bloom, pink and purple, and higher up above the
top rail the white crest of the dogwood slowly nodded in the breeze
this sweet summer day. In the clover the bumblebees, the crickets,
and the grasshoppers boomed, chirped, crackled, shouting their joy to
be alive in so good a place and on so good a day. Above, the sky was
blue, pure blue, and all the bluer for the specks of cloud that hung,
still-poised like white-winged birds, white against the blue. Last
evening's rain had washed the world clean. The sky, the air, the
flowers, the clover, red and white, the kindly grass that ran green
everywhere under foot, the dusty road, all were washed clean. In the
elm bunches by the fence, in the maples and thorns, the birds, their
summer preoccupations forgotten at the bidding of this new washed day,
recalled their spring songs and poured them forth with fine careless
courage.
In tune to this brave symphony of colour and song, and down this
flower-prinked, song-filled, clean washed, grassy lane stepped Dick
this summer morning, stepped with the spring and balance of the
well-trained athlete, stepped with the step of a man whose heart
makes him merry music. A clean-looking man was Dick, harmonious with
the day and with the lane down which he stepped. Against the grey of
his suit his hands, his face, and his neck, where the negligee shirt
fell away wide, revealing his strong, full curves spreading to the
shoulders, all showed ruddy brown. He was a man good to look upon,
with his springy step, his tan skin, his clear eye, but chiefly
because out of his clear eye a soul looked forth clean and unafraid
upon God's good world of wholesome growing things.
From his three years of 'varsity life he came back unspoiled to his
boyhood's love of the open sky and of all things under it. He had
just come through a great year in college, his third, the greatest in
many ways of the college course. His class had thrust him into a
man's place of leadership in that world where only manhood counts, and
he had "made good." In the literary, in the gym, on the campus he had
made and held high place, and on the class lists, in spite of his many
distractions, he had ranked a double first. Best of all, it filled him
with warm gratitude to remember that none of his fellows had grudged
him any of his good things. What a decent lot they were! It humbled
him to think of their pride in him. He would not disappoint them.
Noblesse oblige.
At the crest of the hill he paused to look back, and here the pain
that had been running below his consciousness, like the minor strain
in rich music, came to the top. This was Barney's spot. At this spot
Barney always made him pause to look back upon the old mill in its
frame of beauty. Poor Barney! Twice he had gone down to the exams,
and twice he had failed. Of all in the home circle only Dick could
understand the full bitterness of the cup of humiliation that his
brother had put silently to his lips and drained. To his mother, the
failure brought no surprise, and she would have been glad enough to
have him give up "his notion of being a doctor and be content with the
mill." She had no ambitions for poor Barney, who was "a quiet lad and
well-doing enough," an encomium which stood for all the virtues
removed from any touch of genius. She was not hurt by his failure.
Indeed, she could hardly understand how deep the shame had gone into
his proud, reserved heart. His father did not talk about it, but
carried him off to look at some of the mill machinery which had gone
wrong, and it was only by a gentler tone in his voice that Barney knew
that his father understood. But Dick, with his fuller knowledge of
college life, realized as none other of them did the extent of
Barney's miserable sense of defeat.
And now, as he looked back upon the mill, Barney's pain became his
anew. The causes of his failure were not far to seek. "He had no
chance!" said Dick aloud, leaning upon the top rail and looking with
gloomy eyes upon the scene of beauty before him. Things had changed
since old Doctor Ferguson's time. The scientific basis of medicine
was coming to its place in medical study, and the old doctor's
contempt for these new-fangled notions had wrought ill for Barney.
Dick remembered how he had gone, hot with indignation for his
brother, to the new English professor in chemistry, whose papers were
the terror of all pass men and, indeed, all honour men who stuck too
closely to the text-book. He remembered the Englishman's drawling
contempt as, after looking up Barney's name and papers, he dismissed
the matter with the words, "He knows nothing whatever about the
subject, couldn't conduct the simplest experiment, don't you know."
Poor Barney! the ancient and elementary chemistry of Dr. Ferguson
seemed to hold not even the remotest affinity to that which Professor
Fish expected. Dick was glad this morning that he had had sense
enough to hold his tongue in the professor's presence. It comforted
him to recall the generous enthusiasm with which Dr. Trent, the most
brilliant surgeon on the staff, had recalled Barney's name.
"Your brother, is he? Well, sir, he's a wonder!"
"Fish doesn't think so," Dick had replied.
"Oh! Fish be hanged!" the doctor had answered, with the fine
contempt of a specialist in practical work for the theorist in
medicine. He has some idiotic notions in his head that he plucks men
for not knowing. I don't say they are not necessary, but useful
chiefly for examination purposes. Send your brother down. Send him
down. For if ever I saw an embryonic surgeon, he's one! When he
comes, bring him to me."
"He'll come," Dick had answered, his face hot to think that it was
for his sake Barney had remained grinding at home.
"And he's going this fall," said Dick aloud, "or no 'varsity for
me." He pulled a letter out of his pocket. It was from his football
comrade, young Macdonald, offering, in his father's name, to Barney
and himself positions in one of the lumber mills far up the Ottawa,
where, by working overtime, there was a chance of making $100 a month
and all found. "And we'll make it go," said Dick. "There's $300
apiece for us, and that's more than we want. Poor old chap!" he
continued, musing aloud, "he'll get his chance at last. Besides,
we'll get him away from that girl, confound her! though I'm afraid
it's no use now."
A deeper pain surged up from the bottom of Dick's heart. "That
girl" was Iola. The night before, as they were driving home in the
growing dark, with halting words and with shamed face, as if he were
doing his brother a wrong, Barney had confided to him that Iola and he
had come to an understanding of their mutual love. Dick remembered
this morning, and he would remember to his dying day, the sense of
loss, of being forsaken, that had smitten him as he cried, "Oh,
Barney! is it possible?" Then, as Barney had gone on to explain how
it had come about, almost apologizing, as it seemed to Dick, for his
weakness, Dick, seeing in the gloom a gleam of hope, had cried, "We'll
get you out of it, Barney. I'll help you this summer." And then
again the inevitableness of what had taken place had come over him at
Barney's reply: "But, Dick, I don't want to get out of it." At that
moment Dick's world changed. No longer was he first with his brother.
Iola had taken his place. In vain Barney, guessing the thought in his
heart, had protested with eager, almost piteous, appeal that Dick
would be the same to him as ever. In the first acute moment of his
pain he had cried out some quick word of bitter reproach, but the look
on Barney's face had checked him. He was glad now that he had said
nothing against the girl. And as he thought of her in the saner light
of the morning, he felt that he could not be quite fair to her, and
yet he wished it had been some other than Iola. "It's that
confounded voice of hers, and her eyes, and her whole get-up. She's
got something diabolically fetching about her." Then, as if he had
gone too far, he continued, still musing aloud, "She's good enough, I
guess, but not for Barney." That was one of the bitter things that
had survived the night. She was not good enough for his brother, his
hero, his beau ideal of high manhood ever since he could think. "But
there is no one good enough for Barney," he continued,
"except--yes--there is one--Margaret--she is good enough--even for
Barney." As Barney among men, so Margaret among women had stood with
Dick, peerless. And all his life he had put these two together. Even
as a little fellow, when saying his prayers to his mother, next in the
list to Barney's name had always come Margaret's. She was like Barney
in so many ways; strong like Barney in her relentless devotion to
duty; she had Barney's fine sense of honour, of righteousness, and
Barney's superb courage, and, more than anything else, the same
unfathomable heart of love. One could never get to the bottom of it.
No matter what the drain, there would still be love there.
It was the thought of Margaret that had set his heart singing
within him this morning. Even last night, after the first few
moments of pain, the thought of Margaret had come to him, bringing an
odd sense of happiness, and early this morning the first consciousness
of loss, that had made him tighten his arm hard about his brother, had
been followed by that feeling of happiness, indefinable at first, but
soon traced to the thought of Margaret. For the first time in his life
he thought of her unrelated to Barney. He had always loved Margaret,
rejoiced in her high spirit, her courage, her downright sincerity, her
deep heart, but never for himself, always for Barney. The first
resentment that Barney should have passed her by for one like Iola had
given way to a timid fluttering of heart that strengthened and
deepened to a great joy that the way to Margaret for him stood open.
For himself, now, he might love her. With such marvellous swiftness
does love work that, when his mother bade him go "pay his duty to the
minister," his heart responded with so great a leap of joy that he
found himself glancing quickly at the faces of those about him, sure
that they must have noticed.
And now he was on his way to Margaret. It was as if he had to make
acquaintance of her. He wondered how she would greet him and he
wondered what he should say to her. What would she be doing now? He
glanced at his watch. It was just ten o'clock. The morning work
would be done. She might come for a little stroll in the woods at the
back of the manse, but he would say nothing to her to- day. He would
wait and watch to read her heart. He sprang up the bank, that ran
along beside the fence, to go on his way. A gleam of white through
the snake fence against the pink of the clover caught his eye. Under
the thorn tree--he knew the spot well--and upon the grass, lay a girl.
"By Jove!" he whispered, his heart stopping, thumping, then rushing,
"it is Margaret." He would creep up and surprise her. The deep grass
deadened his footfalls. He was close to her. He held his breath.
She lay asleep, one arm under her head, the other flung wide in an
abandonment of weariness. He stood gazing down upon her. Pale she
looked to him, and thin and weary. The lines about her mouth and eyes
spoke of cares and of griefs, too. How much older she was than he had
thought! "Poor girl! she has been having a hard time! It's a shame,
a downright shame! And she's only a child yet!" At the thought of
her long sacrifice for those three past years a great pity stole into
his heart. At that touch of pity the love that had ever filled his
heart, dammed back for so long by his regard for his brother's rights,
suddenly finding its new channel, burst forth and swept like a torrent
through his being. He lost grip of himself and, before he knew, he
had bent over the sleeping girl and kissed her lips. A long shivering
sigh shook her. "Barney," she murmured, a slight smile playing about
her lips. She opened her eyes. A moment she lay looking up into
Dick's face, then, suddenly wide awake, she sat upright.
"You! Dick!" she cried, surprise, indignation, shame, mingling in
her voice. "You--you dare to--"
"Yes, Margaret," said Dick, aghast at what he had done, "I couldn't
help it. You looked so sweet and so sad, and--and I love you so
much."
"You," cried the girl again, as if she could find no other word.
"What did you say?"
"I said, Margaret," he replied, gathering his courage together,
"that I love you so much."
"You love me?" she gasped.
"Yes, I love you. I never knew till last night."
"Last night?" she echoed, with her eyes upon his face, now grown
pale, but illuminated with a light she had never seen there before.
"Yes, last night. It was always there, Margaret," he hurried to
say, "but only last night I found out I might love you. I never let
myself go. I thought I had no right. I mean I thought Barney--" At
the mention of his brother's name, the face that had been white with a
look almost of horror flamed quickly with red. "Last night,"
continued Dick, wondering at the change in her, "I found out, and this
morning, Margaret, the whole world is just humming with joy because I
know I may love you all I want to. Oh, it's great! I never imagined
a fellow could hold so much love or so much joy. Do you understand
me, Margaret? Do you knew what I am talking about?" Margaret's face
had grown pale and haggard, as with pain, and her eyes were wide open
with pity.
"Yes, Dick," she said slowly, "I know. I have just been learning."
The brave lips quivered, but she kept firm hold of herself. "I know
all the joy and--all the pain." She stopped short at the look in
Dick's face. The buoyant, glad light flickered and went out. A look
of perplexity, of great fear, and then of desolation, like that on her
own face, spread over his. He knew her too well to misunderstand her
meaning. She leaned over to him, still kneeling in the grass. "Oh,
Dick, dear!" she cried, taking his hand in hers with a mother-touch
and tone, "must you suffer, too? Oh, don't say you must! Not with my
pain, Dick! Not with my pain!" Her voice rose in a cry, broke into a
sob, but still she held him with her eyes.
"Do you say I must?" he answered in a hoarse tone. "I love you
with all my heart."
"Oh, don't Dick, dear," she pleaded, "don't say it!"
"Yes, I will," he said, recovering his voice, "because it's true.
And I'm glad it's true. I'm glad that I can at last let myself love
you. It was only last night when Barney told me about Iola, you
know."
"Yes, yes," she said hurriedly.
"I had always thought that it was you, and I was glad to think so
for Barney. But last night"--here a quick flash of joy came into his
face at the memory--"I found out, and this morning I could hardly help
shouting it as I came along to you." He paused, and, leaning toward
her, he took her hand. "Don't you think, Margaret, you might perhaps
some time." The piteous entreaty in his voice broke down the girl's
proud courage.
"Oh, Dick! Oh, Dick!" she sobbed, "don't! Don't ask me!" Her
sobs came tempestuously.
He put his arms about her and, stroking her yellow hair, gently
said, "Never mind, little girl. Don't do that! I can't stand that,
and--well, I won't bother you a bit with my affair. Don't think about
me. I'll get hold of myself. There now--hush, hush, girlie. Don't
cry like that!" He held her close to him, caressing her till she grew
quiet.
At length she drew away, saying, "I don't know why I should act
like this. I haven't cried for a year. I think I am tired. It has
been a hard winter, Dick. They used to play and sing together for
hours. Oh, it was wonderful music, but I could have shrieked aloud.
Don't think me horrid," she went on hurriedly. "I wonder I am not
ashamed to tell you. But I never let anyone know, neither of them nor
anyone else. Mind you that, Dick, no one knows." She sat up
straight, her courage coming back. "I never meant to tell you, Dick,
but you know you took me unaware." A little smile was struggling to
the corners of her mouth and a faint flush touched her pale cheek.
"But I am glad you know. And, Dick, can't we go back? Won't you
forget what you have said?" Dick had been looking at her, wondering
at her courage and self-command, but in his eyes a look of misery that
went to the girl's heart.
"Forget!" he cried. "Tell me how."
She shook her head, and then, reading his eyes, she cried aloud,
"Oh, Dick! must we go on and on like this?" She pressed her hands
hard upon her heart. "There's a sore, sore pain right here," she
said. "Is there to be no rest, no relief from it? It's been there
for two years." She was fast losing her grip of herself again. Once
more he caught her in his strong brown hands.
"Now, Margaret dear, don't do that! We'll help each other somehow.
God--yes, God will help us if He takes any interest in us at all. He
can't let us go on like this!"
The words steadied her.
"I know, Dick," she said, a sudden quiet falling upon her, "there
has been no one else for all these months, and He has helped me. He
will help you, too. Come," she continued, "let us go."
"No, sit down and talk," replied Dick. He looked at his watch. "A
quarter after ten," he said, in surprise. "Can the whole world
change in one little quarter of an hour?" he asked, looking up at
her, "it was ten when I stopped at the hill."
"Come, Dick," she said again, "we'll talk another time, I can't
trust myself just now. I was going to your mother's."
But Dick remained kneeling in the grass where he was. It seemed to
him as if he had been in some strange land remote from this common
life, and he shrank from contact with the ordinary day and its
ordinary doings.
"I can't, Margaret," he said. "You go. Let me fight it out."
She knew too well where he was. "No, Dick, I will not leave you
here. Come, do." She went quickly to him, kneeled down, put her
arms about his neck and kissed him. "Help me, Dick," she whispered.
It was the word he needed. He threw his arms about her, kissed her
once, and then, as if seized with a frenzy of passion, he kissed,
again and again, her hair, her face, her hands, her lips, murmuring
in hoarse, passionate tones, "I love you! I love you!" For a few
moments she suffered him, and then gently pushed him back and drew
apart from him. Her action recalled him to himself.
"Forgive me, Margaret," he cried brokenly, "I'm a great, selfish
brute. I think only of myself. Now I'm ready to go. And when I
weaken again, don't think me quite a cad."
He sprang up, threw back his shoulders as if adjusting them to a
load, gave her his hand, and lifted her up, and together they set off
down the lane, the shadow a little lighter as each felt the other
near.
Are you going to Trinity convocation tomorrow?" asked Dr. Bulling
of Iola.
They were sitting in what Iola called her studio. A poor little
room it was, but suggesting in every detail the artistic taste of its
occupant. Its adornments, the luxurious arrangement of cushions in
the cosey corner, the prints upon the walls, and the books on the
little table, spoke of a pathetic attempt to reproduce the
surroundings of luxurious art without the large outlay that art
demands. At one side of the room stood a piano with music lying
carelessly about. In another corner was Iola's guitar, which she
seldom used now except when intimate friends gathered for one of the
little suppers she loved to give. Then she took it up to sing the
mammy songs of her childhood. On the side opposite to that on which
the piano stood was a little fireplace. It was the fireplace that had
determined the choice of the room.
As Dr. Bulling asked his question Iola's lace lit up with a sudden
splendour.
"Yes, of course," she cried.
"And why 'of course'?" inquired the doctor.
"Why? Because a great friend of mine is to receive his degree and
his gold medal."
"And who is that, pray?"
"Mr. Boyle."
"Oh, you know him? Clever chap, they say. Can't say I know him.
Have seen him a few times in the hospital with Trent. Struck me as
rather crude. From the country, some place, isn't he?"
"Yes," replied Iola, with ever so slight a hesitation, "he is from
the country, where I met him five--yes, it is actually five--years
ago. So you see he is quite an old friend. And as for being crude,
I think you can hardly call him that. Of course, he is not one of
society's darlings, a patron of art, and a rising member of his
profession as yet"--this with a little bow to her visitor--"but some
day he will be great. And, besides, he is very nice."
"Of that I have no doubt," said the doctor, "seeing he is a friend
of yours. But how are you going? Some friends of mine are to be
there and will be glad to call for you." The doctor could hardly
prevent a tone of condescension, almost of patronage, in his voice.
"You are very kind," said Iola, with just enough reserve in her
manner to make the doctor conscious of his tone, "but I am going with
friends."
"Friends?" inquired the doctor. "And who, may I ask?" There was
an almost rude familiarity in his tone, but Iola only smiled at him
the more sweetly.
"Oh, very dear friends, and very old friends, and friends of Mr.
Boyle. In fact, his brother, a theological student, and a Miss
Robertson. I think you have met her. She is a nurse in the General
Hospital."
"Nurse Robertson?" said Bulling. "Oh, yes, I know her. Pretty
much of a saint, isn't she?"
"A saint?" cried Iola, for the first time throwing energy into her
voice. "Yes, a saint. But the best and sweetest and kindest and
jolliest girl I know."
"I should hardly have called her jolly," said the doctor, with an
air of dismissing her.
"Oh, she is!" cried Iola, enthusiastically, her large eyes glowing
eager enthusiasm. "You ought to have seen her at home. Why, at
sixteen years she took charge of her father's manse and the children
in the most wonderful way. Looked after me, too."
"Poor girl!" murmured the doctor. "She had a handful, sure
enough."
"Yes, you may say so. Then her father went on a trip to the old
country, and, to the surprise of everybody, brought back a new wife."
"And put the girl's nose out of joint," said the doctor.
"Well, hardly that. But there was no longer need for her at home,
and, on the whole, she felt better to be independent, and so here she
has been for the last two years. She shares my room when she is at
home, which is not often, and still takes care of me."
"Most fortunate young lady she is," murmured the doctor.
"So I am going with them," continued Iola.
"Then I suppose nobody will see you." The doctor's tone was quite
gloomy.
"Why, I love to see all my friends."
"It will be the usual thing," said the doctor, "the same circle
crowding you, the same impossibility of getting a word with you."
"That depends on how much you--" cried Iola, throwing a swift smile
at him.
"How much I want to?" interrupted the doctor eagerly. "You know
quite well I--"
"How much time there is. You see, one can't be rude. One must
speak to all one's friends. But, of course, one can always plan
one's time. How ever," she continued, "one can hardly expect to see
much of the very popular Dr. Bulling, whose attention is always so
fully taken up."
"Oh, rot!" said the doctor. "I say, can't we get off a little
together? There are nice quiet nooks about the old building."
"Oh, doctor, how shocking!" But her eyes belied her voice, and the
doctor departed with the lively expectation of a very pleasant
convocation day at Trinity.
The convocation passed off with the usual uproar on the part of the
students and the usual long-suffering endurance on the part of the
dean and faculty and those who were fortunate, or unfortunate, enough
to be the orators of the day, the fervent enthusiasm of the
undergraduate body finding expression, now in college songs, whose
chief characteristic was the vigour with which they were rendered,
personal remarks in the way of encouragement, deprecation, pity, or
gentle reproof to all who had to take part in the public proceedings,
and at intervals in wildly uproarious applause and cheers at the
mention of the name of some favourite. At no point was the fervour
greater than when Barney was called to receive his medal. To the
little group of friends at the left of the desk, consisting of his
brother, Margaret, and Iola, it seemed as if the cheering that greeted
Barney's name was almost worthy of the occasion. Dr. Trent presented
him, and as he spoke of the difficulties he had to contend with in the
early part of his course, of the perseverance and indomitable courage
the young man had shown, and the singular, indeed the very remarkable,
ability he had manifested in the special line of study for which this
medal was granted, the dead silence that pervaded the room was even
more eloquent than the tumult of cheers that followed Dr. Trent's
remarks and that continued until Barney had taken his place again
among the graduating class.
Then someone called out, "What's the matter with old Carbuncle?"
eliciting the usual vociferous reply, "He's all right!"
"By Jove," said Dick to Margaret, who sat next him, "isn't that
great? And the old boy deserves it every bit!" But Margaret made no
reply. She was sitting with her eyes cast down, pale except for a
spot of red in each cheek. At Dick's words she glanced at him for a
moment, and he noticed that the large blue eyes were full of tears.
"It's all right, little girl," he whispered, giving her hand a
little pat. He dared say no more, for the sight of her face and the
look in her eyes set his own heart beating and gave him a choke in his
throat.
On the other side of Margaret sat Iola, her face radiant with pride
and joy, and as Barney reached his seat, turning half around and in
the face of the whole company, she flashed him a look and a smile so
full of pride and love that it seemed to him at that moment as if all
he had endured for the last three years were quite worth while.
After the formal proceedings were over, Dr. Bulling made his way to
the little group about Barney.
"Congratulations, Boyle," he said, in the somewhat patronizing
manner of a graduate of some years' standing to one who holds his
parchment in his hand and wears his still blushing honours as men
wear new clothes, "that was a remarkable fine reception you had
to-day."
Barney's brief word of acknowledgment showed his resentment of
Bulling's tone and his dislike of the man. It angered Barney to
observe the familiar, almost confidential, manner of Dr. Bulling with
Iola, but it made him more furious to notice that, instead of
resenting, Iola seemed to be pleased with his manner. Just now,
however, she was giving herself to Barney. Her pride in him, her joy
in him, and her quiet appreciation of him, were evident to all, so
evident, indeed, that after a few words Dr. Bulling took himself off.
"Brute!" said Barney as the doctor retired.
"Why, I am sure he seems very nice," said Iola, raising her
eyebrows in surprise.
"Nice!" said Barney contemptuously. "If you knew how the men speak
of him about town you wouldn't call him nice. He has money, and he's
in the swim, but he's a beast, all the same."
"Oh, Barney, you mustn't say so!" cried Iola, "for you know he's
been a great friend to me. He has been very kind. I am quite
devoted to him." Something in the tone of her voice, and more in the
smile which she gave Barney, took the sting out of her words.
Before many minutes had passed the little group was broken up,
chiefly because of the fact that Iola was soon surrounded by a circle
of her own admiring friends, and among them the most insistent was Dr.
Bulling, who finally, with bluff, good-natured but almost rude
aggressiveness, carried her off to the tearoom. It took all the joy
out of the day for Barney, and on his behalf, for Margaret and Dick,
that for the rest of the afternoon Iola's attention was entirely
absorbed by Dr. Bulling and his little coterie of friends.
And this feeling of disappointment in Iola and of resentment
against Dr. Bulling he carried with him to a little stag dinner by the
hospital staff at the Olympic that evening. The dinner was due
chiefly to the exertions of Dr. Trent, and was intended by him not
only to bring into closer touch with each other the members of the
hospital staff, but also to be a kind of introduction of Barney to
the inner circle of medical men in the city. For the past year
Barney had acted as his clerk, almost as his assistant, and, indeed,
Dr. Trent had made the formal proposition of an assistantship to him.
Out of compliment to Barney, Dick had been invited, and young Drake
also, who owed his parchment that day to Barney's merciless grinding
in surgery, and perhaps more to his steadying friendship. Dr. Bulling,
who, more for his great wealth and his large social connection than
for his professional standing, had been invited, was present with
Foxmore, Smead, and others who followed him about applauding his
coarse jokes and accepting his favours. The dinner was purely
informal in character, the menu well chosen, the wines abundant, and
the drinking hard enough with some, with the result that as the dinner
neared its end the men, and especially the group about Bulling, became
more and more hilarious. Barney, who was drinking water and keeping
his hand upon Drake's wineglass, found his attention divided between
his conversation with Trent and the talk of Bulling, who, with his
friends, sat across the table. As this group became more boisterous,
they absorbed to themselves the attention of the whole company.
Conscious of the prestige his wealth and social position accorded
him, and inflamed by the wine he was drinking, Bulling became
increasingly offensive. The talk degenerated. The stories and songs
became more and more coarse in tone. It was Barney's first experience
of a dinner of this kind, and it filled him with disgust and horror.
Even Trent, by no means inexperienced in these matters, was disgusted
with Bulling's tone. Following Barney's glances and aware of his
wandering attention, he was about to propose a breakup of the party
when he was arrested by a look of rigid and eager attention upon the
face of his friend.
"Disgusting brute!" said Trent, in a low voice.
But Barney heeded him not. His attention was concentrated upon
Bulling. He had his glass in his hand.
"Here's to the Lane!" he was saying, "the sweetest little Lane in
all the world!"
"She's divine!" replied Foxmore. "And what a voice! She'll make
Canada famous some day. Where did you discover her, Bulling?"
"In church," replied Bulling solemnly, to the uproarious delight of
his followers. "That's right," he continued, "heard her sing, set
things in motion, and now she's the leading voice in the cathedral.
Introduced her to a few people, and there she is, the finest thing in
her line in the city! Yes, and some day on the continent! A dear,
sweet little lane it is," he continued in a tone of affectionate
proprietorship that made Barney grind his teeth in furious rage.
"That she is," said Smead enthusiastically, "and thoroughly
straight, too!"
"Oh," said Foxmore, "there's no lane but has a turning. And trust
Bulling," he added coarsely, "for finding it out."
"Well," said Bulling, with a knowing smile, "this little Lane is
straight. Of course there may be a slight deflection. Nature's
lines run in curves, you know." And again his wit provoked
applauding laughter. But before the laughter had quite faded out a
voice was heard, clear and cutting.
"Dr. Bulling, you are a base liar!" The words were plainly audible
to every man in the room. A dead silence fell upon the company.
"What?" said the doctor, sitting up straight, as if he had not
heard aright.
"I say you are a cowardly liar!"
"What the deuce do you mean?"
"You have just made an insinuation against the honour of a young
lady. I say again you are a mean and cowardly liar. I want you to
say so."
For a moment or two Bulling's surprise kept him silent.
"Quite right," said Trent. "Beastly cad!"
Then Dr. Bulling broke forth. "You impertinent young cub! What do
you mean?"
For answer, Barney seized Drake's wineglass, half full of wine, and
flung glass and contents full in Bulling's face. In an instant every
man was on his feet. Above the din rose Foxmore's voice.
"Give it to him Bulling! Give it to the young prig!"
"No hurry about this, boys," said Bulling quietly; "I'll make him
eat his words before he's half an hour older."
Meantime Dick was entreating his brother. "Let me at him. He's a
great knocker. Held the 'varsity championship. You don't know
anything about it. Let me at him, Barney. I can do him up." Dick
had been 'varsity champion in his own time. But Barney put Dick
aside with quiet, stern words.
"Don't interfere, Dick. No matter what happens, don't interfere
to-night. I won't have it, Dick, remember. It may take us an hour
or it may take all night, but he'll say he lied before I'm through
with him."
Meantime the men, and chief among them Trent, were seeking to
appease the doctor and to patch up the peace.
"If he apologizes I shall let the young cub off," were the doctor's
terms.
"If he says he lied," was Barney's condition.
"Don't disturb yourselves, gentlemen," said Bulling; "it will not
take more than two minutes, and then we can finish our smoke."
The moment they stood facing each other Barney rushed, only to
receive a heavy blow which hurled him backward. It was plain he knew
nothing of the game. It was equally plain that the doctor was
entirely master of it. Again and again Barney rushed in wildly, the
doctor easily blocking, avoiding and sending in killing blows, till at
length bloody, dazed, panting, Barney had to lean against his friends
to recover his wind and strength. Opposite him, cool, smiling, and
untouched, stood his adversary.
"This is easy, boys," he smiled. "Now, you young whipper-snapper,"
he continued, addressing Barney, "perhaps you've had enough. Let me
tell you, it's time for you to quit fooling, or, by the Eternal, I'll
send you to sleep!" As he spoke he closed his teeth with a savage
snap.
"Will you say you're a liar?" said Barney, facing his opponent
again, and disregarding Dick's entreaties and warnings.
"Ah, quit it!" said the doctor contemptuously, "Come along, you
fool, if you must have it!"
Once more Barney rushed. As he did so Bulling stopped him with a
heavy left-hander on the face which sent him reeling backward,
quickly following with his right and again with a last terrific blow
upon the jaw of his dazed and reeling victim. Barney fell with a
crash upon the floor, and lay quiet. With a cry Dick sprang at
Bulling, but half a dozen men pulled him off.
"Let him come," said Bulling, with a laugh, "I've a very fine
assortment of the same kind. Families supplied on reasonable terms."
Meantime, while the men were struggling with Dick, Dr. Trent and
Drake were trying to revive poor Barney, bathing his face and hands.
"Stand back! Don't crowd about, men! Bring me a little brandy,
someone," said Dr. Trent. "A more cowardly brute I've never seen.
You're a disgrace to the profession, Bulling."
"Oh, thanks. I don't need your credentials, Trent," said Bulling
cynically.
But Trent, ignoring him, devoted himself to Barney, who showed
signs of reviving. It was some minutes, however, before he could sit
up. Meanwhile Bulling with his friends retired to the lavatory.
"Here, Boyle," said Treat, holding a glass to his lips as Barney
sat up, "a little more brandy and water."
For a few moments after he drank the liquor Barney sat gazing
stupidly about. Then, as full consciousness returned, cried out,
"Where is he? He's not gone?" He seized the glass of brandy and
water from Dr. Treat's hands and drank it off. "Get me another," he
said. "Is he gone?" he repeated, making an effort to rise.
"Never mind, Boyle, he's gone."
"Wait till another day, Barney," entreated Dick. "Never mind
to-night."
At this moment the sound of Dr. Bulling's voice, followed by loud
laughter, came from the lavatory. At once Barney stood up, walked to
the table, poured out a glass of brandy and drank it raw. For a
minute he stood stretching his arms.
"Ah, that's better," he said, and started toward the lavatory, but
Dick clung to him.
"Barney, listen to me," he entreated, his voice coming in broken
sobs. "He'll kill you. Let me take your place."
"Dick, keep out of it," said Barney. "Don't worry. He'll hurt me
no more, but he'll say it before I'm done." And, throwing off the
restraining hands, he made his way into the lavatory. Dr. Bulling
was arranging his collar before a glass. As Barney entered he turned
around.
"I'm sorry, Boyle," he began, "but you brought it on yourself, you
know."
Barney walked straight up to him.
"I didn't hear you say you are a liar."
"Look here," cried Bulling, "haven't you got enough. Be thankful
you're not killed. Go on! Get home! I don't run a butcher shop!"
"Will you say you're a liar and a cowardly liar?"
Barney's voice had in it the ring of cold steel.
"I say, boys," said Bulling, appealing to the crowd, "keep this
fool off. I don't want to kill him."
Foxmore, with some of the others, approached Barney.
"Now, Boyle, quit it," said Foxmore. "There's no use, you see."
He laid his hand on Barney's arm.
Barney put his hand against his breast, appearing to brush him
aside, but Foxmore touched nothing till he struck the wall ten feet
away.
"Get back!" cried Barney, springing away from the men approaching
him. As he spoke, he seized a small oak dressing table by one of its
legs, swung it round his head, dashed it to pieces on the marble
floor, and, putting his foot upon the wreckage, with one mighty wrench
had the leg free in his hand.
"You men stand back," he said in a low voice, "and don't any of you
interfere."
Amazed at this exhibition of furious strength, the men started back
to their places, leaving a wide space about him.
"Good heavens!" said Bulling, his face turning a shade pale, "the
man is mad! Call a policeman, some of you."
"Drake, lock that door and bring me the key," said Barney.
As Barney put the key in his pocket and turned again toward
Bulling, the latter's pallor increased. "I take you men to witness,"
he said, appealing to the company, "if murder is done I'm not
responsible. I'm defending my life. Remember, I'll strike to kill."
"No, Dr. Bulling," said Barney, handing his club to Drake, "you
won't strike at all. I've had my lesson. You'll strike me no more.
The boxing exhibition is over. This is a fight till you can fight no
more."
The doctor's nerve was fast going. Barney stood cool, quiet, and
terrible.
"I'll give you your chance once again," he said. "Will you say you
are a cowardly liar?"
Dr. Bulling glanced at the group back of him, read pain in their
faces, hesitated a moment, then, pulling himself together, said, with
an evident effort at bluster, "Not by a ---- sight! Come on! Take
your medicine!" But the lesson of the last half hour had not been
lost on Barney. Up and down the long room, circling about his man,
feinting to draw his attack, eluding, and again feinting, Barney kept
his antagonist in such rapid motion and so intensely on the alert that
his wind began to fail him, and it soon became evident that he could
not stand the pace for very long.
"You've got him!" cried Dick, in an ecstasy of expectation. "Keep
it up, Barney! That's the game! You'll have him in five minutes
more!"
"Quite evident," echoed Dr. Trent quietly, hugely enjoying the
change in the situation.
Dr. Bulling heard the words. His pallor deepened. Red blotches
began to appear on his cheek. The sweat stood out upon his forehead.
His breath came in short gasps. He knew he could not last much
longer. His only hope lay in immediate attack. He must finish off
his man within the next minute or accept defeat. Nature was now
taking revenge upon him for his long outraging of her laws. Barney, on
the other hand, though bruised and battered about the face, was
stepping about easily and lightly, without any sign of the terrible
punishment he had suffered. Reading his opponent's face he knew that
the moment for a supreme effort had arrived, and waited for his plan
to develop. There was only one thing for Bulling to do. Edging his
opponent toward the corner and summoning his fast failing strength for
a final attack, he forced him hard back into the angle of the wall.
He had him now. One clean blow and all would be over.
"Look out, Barney!" yelled Dick.
Suddenly, as if shot from a steel spring, Barney crouched low and
leaped at his man, and disregarding two heavy blows, thrust one long
arm forward and with his sinewy fingers gripped his enemy's throat.
"Ha!" he cried with savage exultation, holding off his foe at arm's
length. "Now! Now! Now!" As he uttered each word between his
clenched teeth he shook the gasping, choking wretch as a dog shakes a
rat. In vain his victim struggled to get free, now striking wild and
futile blows, now clutching and clawing at those terrible gripping
fingers. His face grew purple; his tongue protruded; his breath came
in rasping gasps; his hands fell to his side. "Keep your hands so,"
hissed Barney, loosening his grip to give him air. "Ha! would you?
Don't you move!" gripping him hard again. "There!" loosening once
more, "now, are you a liar? Speak quick!" The blue lips made an
attempt at the affirmation of which the head made the sign. "Say it
again. Are you a liar?" Once more the head nodded and the lips
attempted to speak. "Yes," said Barney, still through his clenched
teeth, "you are a cowardly liar!" The words came forth with terrible
deliberation. "I could kill you with my hands as you stand. But I
won't, you cur! I'll just do this." As he spoke he once more
tightened his grip upon the throat and swung his open hand on the
livid cheek.
"Yes, it's enough," said Barney, flinging the semi-conscious man on
the floor, "it's enough for him. Foxmore, you laughed, I think, when
he uttered that lie," he said in a voice smooth, almost sweet, but
that chilled the hearts of the hearers, "you laughed. You were a
beastly cad, weren't you? Speak!"
"What? I--I--" gasped Foxmore, backing into the corner.
"Quick, quick!" cried Barney, stepping lightly toward him on his
toes, "say it quick!" His fingers were working convulsively.
"Yes, yes, I was!" cried Foxmore, backing further away behind the
others.
"Yes," cried Barney, his voice rising hoarse, "you would all of you
laugh at that brute ruin the name and honour of a lonely girl!" He
walked up and down before the group which stood huddled in the corner
in abject terror, more like a wild beast than a man. "You're not fit
to live! You're beasts of prey! No decent girl is safe from you!"
His voice rose loud and thin and harsh. He was fast losing hold of
himself. His ghastly face, bloody and horribly disfigured, made an
appalling setting for his blazing eyes. Nearer and nearer the crowd
he walked, gnashing and grinding his teeth till the foam fell from his
lips. The wild fury of his Highland ancestors was turning him into a
wild beast with a wild beast's lust of blood. Further and further
back cowered the group without a word, so utterly panic-stricken were
they.
"Barney," said Dick quietly, "come home." He stopped short, with
a mighty effort recalling his reason. For a few moments he stood
silent looking at the floor, then, raising his eyes, he let them rest
upon the doctor, who was leaning against the wall, and, without a
word, turned and slowly passed out of the room.
"Gad!" said Foxmore, with a horrible gasp of relief, "if the devil
looks like that I never want to see him."
Iola was undoubtedly pleased; her lips parting in a half smile, her
eyes shining through half-closed lids, her whole face glowing with a
warm light proclaimed the joy in her heart. The morning letters lay
on her table. She sat some moments holding one which she had opened,
while she gazed dreamily out through the branches of the big elms that
overshadowed her window. She would not move lest the dream should
break and vanish. As she lay back in her chair looking out upon the
moving leaves and waving boughs, she allowed the past to come back to
her. How far away seemed the golden days of her Southern childhood.
Almost her first recollection of sorrow, certainly the first that
made any deep impression upon her heart, was when the men carried out
her father in a black box and when, leaving the big house with the
wide pillared veranda, she was taken to the chilly North. How
terribly vivid was the memory of her miserable girlhood, poverty
pressed and loveless, her soul beating like a caged bird against the
bars of the cold and rigid discipline of her aunt's well-ordered home.
Then came the first glad freedom from dependence when first she
undertook to earn her own bread as a teacher. Freedom and love came
to her together, freedom and love and friendship in the Manse and the
Old Stone Mill. With the memory of the Mill, there rose before her,
clear- limned and vividly real, one face, rugged, strong, and
passionate, and the thought of him brought a warmer light to her eyes
and a stronger beat to her heart. Every feature of the moonlight
scene on the night of the barn-raising when first she saw him stood
out with startling distinctness, the new skeleton of the barn gleaming
bony and bare against the sky, the dusky forms crowding about, and,
sitting upon a barrel across the open moonlit space of the barn
floor, the dark-faced lad playing his violin and listening while she
sang. At that point it was that life for her began.
A new scene passed before her eyes. It was the Manse parlour, the
music professor with dirty, claw-like fingers but face alight with
rapturous delight playing for her while she sang her first great
oratorio aria. She could feel to-day that mysterious thrill in the
dawning sense of new powers as the old man, with his hands upon her
shoulders, cried in his trembling, broken voice, "My dear young lady,
the world will listen to you some day!" That was the beginning of her
great ambition. That day she began to look for the time when the
world would come to listen. Then followed weary days and weeks and
months and years, weary with self-denials new to her and with painful
struggling with unmusical pupils, for she needed bread; weary with
heart-breaking strivings and failings in the practice of her art, but,
worst of all, weary to heart-break with the patronage of the rich and
flattering friends--how she loathed it--of whom Dr. Bulling was the
most insistent and the most objectionable. And then this last
campaign, with its plans and schemes for a place in the great
Philharmonic which would at once insure not only her standing in the
city, but a New York engagement as well. And now the moment of
triumph had arrived. The letter she held in her hand was proof of it.
She glanced once more at the written page, her eye falling upon a
phrase here and there, "We have succeeded at last--the Duff
Charringtons have surrendered--you only want a chance--here it is--you
can do the part well." She smiled a little. Yes, she knew she could
do the part. "And now let nothing or nobody prevent you from
accepting Mrs. Duff Charrington's invitation for next Saturday. It is
a beautiful yacht and well found, and I am confident the great lady
will be gracious--bring your guitar with you, and if you will only be
kind, I foresee two golden days in store for me." She allowed a smile
slightly sarcastic to curl her lips.
"The doctor is inclined to be poetical. Well, we shall see.
Saturday? That means Sunday spent on board the yacht. I wish they
had it made another day. Margaret won't like it, and Barney won't
either."
For a moment or two she allowed her mind to go back to the Sundays
spent in the Manse. She had never known the meaning of the day
before. The utter difference in feeling, in atmosphere, between that
day and the other days of the week, the subduing quiet, the soothing
peace, and the sense of sacredness that pervaded life on that day,
made the Sabbaths in the Manse like blessed isles of rest in the sea
of time. Never, since her two years spent there, had she been able to
get quite away from the sense of obligation to make the day differ
from the ordinary days of the week. No, she was sure Barney would not
like it. Still, she could spend its hours quietly enough upon the
yacht.
She picked up another letter in a large square envelope, the
address written in bold characters. "This is the Duff Charrington
invitation, I suppose," she said, opening the letter. "Well, she
does it nicely, at any rate, even if, as Dr. Bulling suggests,
somewhat against her inclination."
Again she sat back in silent dreaming, her eyes looking far away
down the coming years of triumph. Surely enough, the big world was
drawing near to listen. All she had read of the great queens of
song, Patti, Nilsson, Rosa, Trebelli, Sterling, crowded in upon her
mind, their regal courts thronged by the great and rich of every
land, their country seats, their luxurious lives. At last her foot
was in the path. It only remained for her to press forward. Work?
She well knew how hard must be her daily lot. Yes, but that lesson
she had learned, and thoroughly well, during these past years, how to
work long hours, to deny herself the things her luxurious soul longed
for, and, hardest of all, to bear with and smile at those she
detested. All these she would endure a little longer. The days were
coming when she would have her desire and do her will.
She glanced at the other letters upon the table. "Barney," she
cried, seizing one. An odd compunction struck into her heart.
"Barney, poor old boy!" A sudden thought stayed her hand from
opening the letter. Where had Barney been in this picture of the
future years upon which she had been feasting her soul? Aghast, she
realized that, amid its splendid triumphs, Barney had not appeared.
"Of course, he'll be there," she murmured somewhat impatiently. But
how and in what capacity she could not quite see. Some prima donnas
had husbands, mere shadowy appendages to their courts. Others there
were who found their husbands most useful as financial agents,
business managers, or upper servants. Iola smiled a proud little
smile. Barney would not do for any of these discreetly shadowy,
conveniently colourless or more useful husbands. Would he be her
husband? A warm glow came into her eyes and a flush upon her cheek.
Her husband? Yes, surely, but not for a time. For some years she
must be free to study, and--well, it was better to be free till she
had made her name and her place in the world. Then when she had
settled down Barney would come to her.
But how would Barney accept her programme? Sure as she was of his
great love, and with all her love for him, she was a little afraid of
him. He was so strong, so silently immovable. Often in the past
three years she had made trial of that immovable strength, seeking to
draw him away from his work to some social engagement, to her so
important, to him so incidental. She had always failed. His work
absorbed him as her art had her, but with a difference. With Barney,
work was his reward; with her, a means to it. To gain some further
knowledge, to teach his fingers some finer skill, that was enough for
Barney. Iola wrought at her long tasks and practised her unusual
self-denials with her eye upon the public. Her reward would come when
she had brought the world, listening, to her feet. Seized in the
thrall of his work, Barney grimly held to it, come what might. No
such absorbing passion possessed Iola. And Iola, while she was
provoked by what she called his stubbornness, was yet secretly proud
of that silently resisting strength she could neither shake nor break.
No, Barney was not fitted for the role of the shadowy, pliant,
convenient husband.
What, then, in her plan of life would be his place? It startled
her to discover that her plan had been complete without him.
Complete? Ah, no. Her life without Barney would be like a house
without its back wall. During these years of study and toil, while
Barney could only give her snatches of his time, she had come to feel
with increasing strength that her life was built round about him.
When others had been applauding her successes, she waited for
Barney's word; and though beside the clever, brilliant men that moved
in the circle into which her art had brought her he might appear
awkward and dull, yet it was Barney who continued to be the standard
by which she judged men. With all his need of polish, his poverty of
small talk, his hopeless ignorance of the conventions, and his obvious
disregard of them, the massive strength of him, his fine sense of
honour, his chivalrous bearing toward women, added a touch of
reverence to the love she bore him. But more than all, it was to
Barney her heart turned for its rest. She knew well that she held in
all its depth and strength his heart's love. He would never fail her.
She could not exhaust that deep well. But the question returned,
where would Barney be while she was being conducted by acclaiming
multitudes along her triumphal way? "Oh, he will wait--we will wait,"
she corrected, shrinking from the heartlessness of the former
phrasing. How many years she could not say. But deep in her heart
was the determination that nothing should stand in the way of the
ambition she had so long cherished and for which she had so greatly
endured.
She opened the note with lingering deliberation as one dallies with
an approaching delight.
"MY DEAR IOLA: I have always told you the truth. I could not see
you last evening, nor can I to-day, and perhaps not for a day or two,
because my face is disfigured. These are the facts: At the dinner,
night before last, Dr. Bulling lied about you. I made him swallow his
lie and in the process got rather badly marked, though not at all
hurt. The doctor and his friends will, I think, guard their tongues
in future, at least in my hearing. Dr. Bulling is a man of vile mind
and of unclean life. He should not be allowed to appear with decent
people. I have written to forbid him ever approaching you in public.
You will know how to treat him if he attempts it. This will be a
most disgusting business to you. I hate to make you suffer, but it
had to be done, and by no one but me. Would I could bear it all for
you, my darling. The patronage of these people, I mean Dr. Bulling's
set, cannot, surely, be necessary to your success. Your great voice
needs not their patronage; if so, failure would be better. When I am
fit for your presence I shall come to you. Good-bye. It is hard not
to see you. Ever yours,
"Barney."
Alas! for her dreams. How rudely they were dispelled! Alas! for
her castle in Spain. Already it was tottering to ruin, and by
Barney's hand. She read the note hurriedly again.
"He wants me to break with Dr. Bulling." She recalled a sentence
in the doctor's letter. "Let no one or nothing keep you from
accepting this invitation." "He's afraid Barney will keep me back.
Nonsense! How stupid of Barney! He is so terribly particular! He
doesn't understand these things. There has been a horrid row of some
kind and now he asks me to cut Dr. Bulling!" She glanced at Barney's
letter. "Well, he doesn't ask me, but it's all the same-- 'you will
know how to treat him.' He's too proud to ask me, but he expects me
to. It would be sheer madness! Wouldn't the Duff Charrington's and
Evelyn Redd be delighted! It is preposterous! I must go! I shall
go!"
Rarely did Iola allow herself the luxury of a downright burst of
passion. With her, it was hardly ever worth while to be seriously
angry. It was so much easier to avoid straight issues. But to-day
there was no avoiding. She surprised herself with a storm of
indignant rage so heart-shaking that after it had passed she was
thankful she had been alone.
"What's the matter with me?" she asked herself. She did not know
that the whole volume of her ambition, which had absorbed so great a
part of her life, had come, in all its might, against the massive rock
of Barney's will. He would never yield, she knew well. "What shall I
do?" she cried aloud, beginning to pace the room. "Margaret will tell
me. No, she would be sure to side with Barney. She would think it was
wicked to go on Sunday, anyway, and, besides, she has Barney's rigid
notions about things. I wish I could see Dick. Dick will understand.
He has seen more of this life and--oh, he's not so terribly
hidebound. And I'll get Dick to see Barney." She would not
acknowledge that she was grateful that Barney could not come to see
her, but she could write him a note and she could send Dick to him,
and in the meantime she would accept the invitation. "I will accept
at once. I wish I had before I read Barney's note. I really had
accepted in my mind, and, besides, the arrangements were all made.
I'll write the letters now." She hastened to burn her bridges behind
her so that retreat might be impossible. "There," she cried, as she
sealed, addressed, and stamped the letters, "I wish they were in the
box. I'm awfully afraid I'll change. But I can't change! I cannot
let this chance go! I have worked too long and too hard! Barney
should not ask it!" A wave of self-pity swept over her, bringing her
temporary comfort. Surely Barney would not cause her pain, would not
force her to give up her great opportunity. She sought to prolong
this mood. She pictured herself a forlorn maiden in distress whom it
was Barney's duty and privilege to rescue. "I'll just go and post
these now," she said. Hastily she put on her hat and ran down with
the letters, fearing lest the passing of her self-pity might leave her
to face again the thought of Barney's inevitable and immovable
opposition.
"There, that's done," she said to herself, as the lid of the post
box clicked upon her letters. "Oh, I wonder--I wish I hadn't!" What
she had feared had come to pass. She had committed herself, and now
her self-pity had evaporated and left her face to face with the
inevitable results. With terrible clearness she saw Barney's dark,
rugged face with the deep-seeing eyes. "He always makes you feel in
the wrong," she said impatiently. "You can never think what to say.
He always seems right, and," she added honestly, "he is right
generally. Never mind, Dick will help me." She shook off her load
and ran on. At her door she met Dr. Foxmore.
"Ah, good-morning," smiled the doctor, showing a double row of
white teeth under his waxed mustache. "And how does the fair Miss
Lane find herself this fine morning?"
It took the whole force of Iola's self-mastery to keep the disgust
which was swelling her heart from showing in her face. Here was one
of Dr. Bulling's friends, one of his toadies--and he had a number of
them--who represented to her all that was most loathsome in her life.
The effort to repress her disgust, however, only made her smile the
sweeter. Foxmore was greatly encouraged. It was one of his fixed
ideas that his manner was irresistible with "the sex." Bulling might
hold over him, by reason of his wealth and social position, but give
him a fair field without handicap and see who would win out!
"I was about to do myself the honour and the pleasure of calling
upon you this morning."
"Oh, indeed. Well--ah--come in." Iola was fighting fiercely her
loathing of him. It was against this man and his friends that Barney
had defended her name. She led the way to her studio, ignoring the
silly chatter of the man following her upstairs, and by the time he
had fairly got himself seated she was coolly master of herself.
"Just ran in to give you the great news."
"To wit?"
"Why, don't you know? The Philharmonic thing is settled. You've
got it."
Iola looked blank.
"Why, haven't you heard that the Duff Charringtons have
surrendered?" Iola recognized Dr. Bulling's words.
"Surrendered? Just what, exactly?"
"Oh, d-dash it all! You know the big fight that has been going on,
the Duff Charringtons backing that little Redd girl."
"Oh! So the Duff Charringtons have been backing the little Redd
girl? Miss Evelyn Redd, I suppose? It sounds a little like a horse
race or a pugilistic encounter."
"A horse race!" he exclaimed. "Ha, ha, ha! A horse race isn't in
it with this! But Bulling pulled the wires and you've got it."
"But this is extremely interesting. I was not aware that the
soloists were chosen for any other reason than that of merit."
In spite of herself Iola had adopted a cool and somewhat lofty
manner.
"Oh, well, certainly on merit, of course. But you know how these
things go." Dr. Foxmore was beginning to feel uncomfortable. The
lofty air of this struggling, as yet unrecognized, country girl was
both baffling and exasperating. "Oh, come, Miss Lane," he continued,
making a desperate effort to recover his patronizing tone, "you know
just what we all think of your ability."
"What do you think of it?" Iola's tone was calmly curious.
"Why, I think--well--I know you can do the work infinitely better
than Evelyn Redd."
"Have you heard Miss Redd in oratorio? I know you have never heard
me."
"No, can't say I have; but I know your voice and your style and I'm
confident it will suit the part."
"Thank you so much," said Iola sweetly; "I am so sorry that Dr.
Bulling should have given so much time, and he is such a busy man."
"Oh, that's nothing," waved Dr. Foxmore, recovering his self-
esteem, "we enjoyed it."
"How nice of you! And you were pulling wires, too, Dr. Foxmore?"
"Ah, well, we did a little work in a quiet way," replied the
doctor, falling into his best professional tone.
"And this yachting party, I suppose Dr. Bulling and you worked
that, too? Really, Dr. Foxmore, you have no idea what a relief it is
to have one's affairs taken charge of in this way. It quite saves one
the trouble of making up one's mind. Indeed, one hardly needs a mind
at all." Iola's face and smile were those of innocent childhood. Dr.
Foxmore shot a suspicious glance at her and hastened to change the
subject.
"Well, you will go next Saturday, will you not?"
"I am really a little uncertain at present," replied Iola.
"Oh, you must, you know! Mrs. Duff Charrington will be awfully cut
up, not to speak of Bulling. He had no end of trouble to bring it
off."
"You mean, to persuade Mrs. Duff Charrington to invite me?"
"Oh, well," said the doctor, plunging wildly, "I wouldn't put it
that way. But the whole question of the Philharmonic was involved,
and this invitation was a flag of truce, as it were."
"Your metaphors certainly have a warlike flavour, Dr. Foxmore; I
cannot pretend to follow the workings of your mind. But seeing that
this invitation has been secured at the expense of such effort on the
part of Dr. Bulling and yourself, I rather think I shall decline it."
In spite of all she could do, Iola could not keep out of her voice a
slightly haughty tone. Dr. Foxmore's sense of superiority was fast
deserting him. "And as to the Philharmonic solos," continued Iola,
"if the directors see fit to make me an offer of the part I shall
consider it."
"Consider it!" gasped Dr. Foxmore. It was time this young girl
with her absurd pretensions were given to understand the magnitude of
the favour that Dr. Bulling and himself were seeking to confer upon
her. He became brutal. "Well, all I say is that if you know when you
are well off, you'll take this chance."
Iola rose with easy grace and stood erect her full height. Dr.
Foxmore had not thought her so tall. Her face was a shade paler than
usual, her eyes a little wider open, but her voice was as smooth as
ever, and with just a little ring as of steel in it she inquired, "Did
you come here this morning to make this threat, Dr. Foxmore?"
"I came," he said bluntly, "to let you know your good fortune and
to warn you not to allow any of your friends to persuade you against
your own best interests."
"My friends?" Iola threw her head slightly backward and her tone
became frankly haughty.
"Oh, I know your friends, and especially--I may as well be plain--
that young medical student, Boyle, don't like Dr. Bulling, and might
persuade you against this yacht trip."
Iola was furiously aware that her face was aflame, but she stood
without speaking for a few moments till she was sure her voice was
steady.
"My FRIENDS would never presume to interfere with my choosing."
"Well, they presume, or at least that young Boyle presumed, to
interfere once too often for his own good. But he'll probably be
more careful in future."
"Mr. Boyle is a gentleman in whom I have the fullest confidence.
He would do what he thought right."
"He will probably correct his judgments before he interferes with
Dr. Bulling again." The doctor's tone was insolently sarcastic.
"Dr. Bulling?"
"Yes. He was grossly insulting and Dr. Bulling was forced to
chastise him."
"Chastise! Mr. Boyle!" cried Iola, her anger throwing her off her
guard. "That is quite impossible, Dr. Foxmore! That could not
happen!"
"But I am telling you it did! I was present and saw it. It was
this way--"
Iola put up her hand imperiously. "Dr. Foxmore," she said,
recovering her self-command, "there is no need of words. I tell you
it is quite impossible! It is quite impossible!"
Dr. Foxmore's face flushed a deep red. He flung aside the
remaining shreds of decency in speech.
"Do you mean to call me a liar?" he shouted.
"Ah, Dr. Foxmore, would you also chastise me as well?"
The doctor stood in helpless rage looking at the calm, smiling
face.
"I was a fool to come!" he blurted.
"I would not presume to contradict you, nor to stand in the way of
returning wisdom."
The doctor swore a great oath under his breath and without further
words strode from the room.
Iola stood erect and silent till he had disappeared through the
open door. "Oh!" she breathed, her hands fiercely clenched, "if I
were a man what a joy it would be just now!" She shut the door and
sat down to think. "I wonder what did happen? I must see Dick at
once. He'll tell me. Oh, it is all horribly loathsome!" For the
first time she saw herself from Dr. Bulling's point of view. If she
sang in the Philharmonic it would be by virtue of his good offices and
by the gracious permission of the Duff Charringtons. That she had the
voice for the part and that it was immeasurably better than Evelyn
Redd's counted not at all. How mean she felt! And yet she must go on
with it. She would not allow anything to stand in the way of her
success. This was the first firm stepping- stone in her climb to
fame. Once this was taken, she would be independent of Bulling and
his hateful associates. She would go on this yacht trip. She need
not have anything to do with Dr. Bulling, nor would she, for Barney
would undoubtedly be hurt and angry. It looked terribly like
disloyalty to him to associate herself on terms of friendship with the
man who had beaten him so cruelly. Oh, how she hated herself! But
she could not give up her chance. She would explain to Barney how
helpless she was and she would send Dick to him. He would listen to
Dick.
Poor Iola! Without knowing it, she was standing at the cross roads
making choice of a path that was to lead her far from the faith, the
ideals, the friends she now held most dear. Through all her years she
had been preparing herself for this hour of choice. With her, to
desire greatly was to bend her energies to attain. She would deeply
wound the man who loved her better than his own life; but the moment
of choice found her helpless in the grip of her ambition. And so her
choice was made.
Mrs. Duff Charrington at close range was not nearly so formidable
as when seen at a distance. The huge bulk of her, the pronouncedly
masculine dress and manner, the loud voice, the red face with its
dark mustache line on the upper lip, all of which at a distance were
calculated to overawe if not to strike terror to the heart of the
beholder, were very considerably softened by the shrewd, kindly
twinkle of the keen grey eyes which a nearer view revealed. Her
welcome of Iola was bluff and hearty, but she was much too busy
ordering her forces and disposing of her impedimenta, for she was her
own commodore, to pay particular attention in the meantime to her
guests. The wharf at which the Petrel was tied was crowded this
Saturday afternoon with various parties of excursionists making for
the steamers, ferries, yachts, and other craft that lay along the
water front. Already the Petrel had hoisted her mainsail and, under
the gentle breeze, was straining upon her shore lines awaiting the
word to cast off. As Iola stood idly gazing at the shifting scene,
wondering how Dick had succeeded on his mission to his brother, she
observed Dr. Bulling approaching with his usual smiling assurance.
Just as he was about to speak, however, she noticed him start and
gaze fixedly toward the farther side of the wharf. Iola's eye,
following his gaze, fell upon the figure of a man pushing his way
through the crowd. It was Barney. She saw him pause, evidently to
make inquiry of a dockhand. With a muttered oath, Bulling sprang to
the aft line.
"Let go that line, Murdoff!" he shouted to the man at the bow.
"Look lively, there!"
As he spoke he cast off the stern line and seized the wheel, making
it imperative that Murdoff should execute his command in the
liveliest manner. At once the yacht swung out and began to put a
space of blue water between herself and the dock. She was not a
moment too soon, for Barney, having received his direction, was
coming at a run, scattering the crowd to right and left. As he
arrived at the dock edge he caught sight of Iola and Dr. Bulling. He
took a step backwards and made as if to attempt the spring. Iola's
cry, "Don't, Barney!" arrested Mrs. Duff Charrington's attention.
"What's up?" she shouted. "How's this? We're off! Bulling, what
the deuce--who gave orders?"
Mrs. Duff Charrington for once in her life was, as she would have
said herself, completely flabbergasted. At a single glance she took
in the white face of Iola, and that of Dr. Bulling, no less white.
"What's up?" she cried again. "Have you seen a ghost, Miss Lane?
You, too, Bulling?" She glanced back at the clock. "There's someone
left behind! Who is that young man, Daisy? Why, it's our medallist,
isn't it? Do you know him, Bulling? Shall we go back for him?"
"No, no! For Heaven's sake, no! He's a madman, quite!"
"Pardon me, Dr. Bulling," said Iola, her voice ringing clear and
firm in contrast with Bulling's agitated tone, "he is a friend of
mine, a very dear friend, and, I assure you, very sane." As she
spoke she waved her hand to Barney, but there was no answering sign.
"Your friend, is he?" said Mrs. Duff Charrington. "Then doubtless
very sane. Does he want you, Miss Lane? Shall we go back for him?"
"No, he doesn't want me," said Iola.
"Mrs. Charrington," said Dr. Bulling, "he has a grudge against me
because of a fancied insult."
"Ah," said Mrs. Duff Charrington, "I understand. What do you say,
Miss Lane? We can easily go back."
"Oh, let us not talk about it, Mrs. Charrington," said Iola
hurriedly; "he is gone."
"As you wish, my dear. Daisy, take Dr. Bulling down to the cabin.
I declare he looks as if he needed bracing up. I shall take the
wheel."
"Mrs. Charrington," said Iola in a low voice, as Bulling
disappeared down the companionway, "that was Mr. Boyle, my friend,
and I want you to think him a man of the highest honour. But he
doesn't like Dr. Bulling. He doesn't trust him."
"My dear, my dear," said Mrs. Charrington brusquely, "don't trouble
yourself about him. I haven't lived fifty years for nothing. Oh!
these men, these men! They take themselves too seriously, the dear
creatures. But they are just like ourselves, with a little more
conceit and considerably less wit. And they are not really worth all
the trouble we take for them. I must get to know your medallist, my
dear. That was a strong face and an honest face. I have heard John
rave about him. John is my young son, first year in medicine. His
judgment, I confess, is not altogether reliable-- worships brawn, and
there are traditions afloat as to that young man's doings when they
were initiating him. But I have no doubt that, however sane on other
subjects, he is quite mad about you, and, hang me! if I can wonder.
If I were a young man I'd get my arms round you as soon as possible."
As she chattered along, Iola found her heart warm to Mrs. Duff
Charrington, who, with all her sporty manners and masculine ways, was
an honest soul, with a shrewd wit and a kindly heart.
"I'm glad now I came," said Iola gratefully; "I was afraid you
weren't--" She paused abruptly in confusion.
"Oh, I'm not so bad as I'm painted, I assure you."
"Oh, dear Mrs. Charrington, it was not you I was afraid of, it was
what Dr. Bulling--" Again Iola hesitated.
"Don't bother telling me," said Mrs. Duff Charrington, observing
her confusion. "No doubt Bulling gave you to understand that he
worked me to invite you. Confess now." There was a shrewd twinkle
in her keen grey eye. "Bulling is a liar, a terrible liar, with
large possibilities of self-appreciation. But he had nothing to do
with this invitation, though he flatters himself he had. He's not
without ability, but he can't teach his grandmother to suck eggs.
I'll tell you why you are here. I pride myself upon having an eye
for a winner, and I pick you as one, and that's why you are to sing
in the Philharmonic. Evelyn Redd has a pretty voice. She is a niece
of a very dear friend, and for a time I thought she might do. But she
has no soul, no passion, and music, like a man, must have passion.
Music without passion is a crime against art. So I just told Duff,
he's chairman, you know, of the Board of Directors, that she was
impossible and that we must have you. I have heard you sing, my dear,
and I know the singer's face and the singer's throat and eye. You
have them all. You have the voice and the temperament and the
passion. You'll be great some day, much greater than I, and, with the
hope of sharing your glory, I have decided to put my money on you."
Iola murmured some words of thanks, not knowing just what to say,
but Mrs. Duff Charrington waved them aside.
"Purely selfish," she said, "purely selfish, my dear. Now don't
let Bulling worry you. I pick him for a winner, too. He has force.
He'll be a power in the country. Inclines to politics. He's a kind
of brute, of course, but he'll succeed, for he has wealth and social
prestige, neither to be sniffed at, my child. But, especially, he has
driving power. But I'll have my eye on him this trip, so enjoy your
outing."
Mrs. Duff Charrington was as good as her word. She knew nothing of
the finesse of diplomacy in the manipulation of her company. Her
method was straightforward dragooning. Observing the persistent
attempts of Dr. Bulling during the early part of the trip to secure
Iola for a tete-a-tete, she called out across the deck in the ears of
the whole company, "See here, Bulling, I won't have you trying to
monopolise our star. We're out for a good time and we're going to
have it. Miss Lane is not your property. She belongs to us all."
Thenceforth Dr. Bulling, with what grace he could summon, had to
content himself with just so much of Iola's company as his hostess
decided he should have.
It was Iola's first experience of yachting, and it brought her a
series of sensations altogether new and delightful. As the yacht
skimmed, like a great white-winged bird, over the blue waters of
Ontario, the humming breeze, the swift rush through the parting
waves, the sense of buoyant life with which the yacht seemed to be
endowed made her blood jump. She abandoned herself to the joys of
the hour and became the life and soul of the whole party. And were
it not for Barney's haunting face, the two days' outing would have
been for Iola among the happiest experiences of her life. But
Barney's last look across the widening strip of water pursued her and
filled her with foreboding. It was not rage; it was more terrible
than rage. Iola shuddered as she recalled it. She read in it the
despair of renunciation. She dreaded meeting him again, and as the
end of her trip drew near her dread increased.
Nor did Mrs. Duff Charrington, who had become warmly interested in
the girl during the short voyage, fail to observe her uneasiness and
to guess the cause. Foremost among the crowd awaiting them at the
dock, Iola detected Barney.
"There he is," she cried under her breath.
"My dear," said Mrs. Duff Charrington, who was at her side, "it is
not possible that you are afraid, and of a man! I would give
something to have that feeling. It is many years since a man could
inspire me with any feeling but that of contempt or of kind pity.
They are really silly creatures and most helpless. Let me manage
him. Introduce him to me and leave him alone."
Mrs. Duff Charrington's confidence in her superior powers was more
than justified. Through the crowd and straight for Iola came Barney,
his face haggard with two sleepless nights. By a clever manoeuvre
Mrs. Duff Charrington swung her massive form fair in his path and,
turning suddenly, faced him squarely. Iola seized the moment to
present him. Barney made as if to brush her aside, but Mrs. Duff
Charrington was not of the kind to be lightly brushed aside by anyone,
much less by a young man of Barney's inexperience.
"Ah, young man," she exclaimed, "I think I have seen you before."
The strong grip of her hand and the loud tone of her voice at once
arrested his progress and commanded his attention. "I saw you get
your medal the other day, and I have heard my young hopeful rave
about you--John Charrington, you know, medical student, first year.
He is something of a fool and a hero-worshipper. You, of course,
won't have noticed him."
Barney halted, gazed abstractedly at the strong face with the keen
grey eyes compelling his attention, then, with an effort, he
collected his wits.
"Charrington? Yes, of course, I know him. Very decent chap, too.
Don't see much of him."
"No, rather not. He doesn't haunt the same spots. The dissecting-
room wouldn't recognize him, I fancy. He's straight-going, however,
but he can't pass exams. Good thing, too, for unless he changes
considerably, the Lord pity his patients." She became aware of a
sudden hardening in Barney's face and a quick flash in his eye.
Without turning her head she knew that Dr. Bulling was approaching
Iola from the other side. She put her hand on Barney's arm. "Mr.
Boyle, please take Miss Lane to my carriage there? Bulling," she said,
turning sharply upon the doctor, "will you help Daisy to collect my
stuff? I am sure things will be left on the yacht. There are always
some things left. Servants are so stupid." There was that in her
voice that made Bulling stand sharply at attention and promptly obey.
And ere Barney knew, he was leading Iola and Mrs. Duff Charrington to
the waiting carriage.
"So sorry I didn't know you were a friend of Miss Lane's, or we
would have had you on our trip, Mr. Boyle," said Mrs. Duff
Charrington as he closed the carriage door.
"I thank you. But I am very busy, and, besides, I would not fit in
with some of your party." There was war in Barney's tone.
"Good Heavens, young man!" cried Mrs. Duff Charrington, in no way
disturbed, "you don't expect to make the world fit in with you or you
with the world, do you? Life consists in adjusting one's self. But
you will be glad to know that Miss Lane has made us all have a very
happy little holiday."
"Of that I am sure," cried Barney gravely.
"And we gave her, or we tried to give her, a good time."
"It is for that some of us have lived." Barney's deep voice,
thrilling with sad and tender feeling, brought the quick tears to
Iola's eyes. To her, the words had in them the sound of farewell.
Even Mrs. Duff Charrington was touched. She leaned over the carriage
door toward him.
"Mr. Boyle, I am taking Miss Lane home to dinner. Come with us."
Barney felt the kindly tone. "Thank you, Mrs. Charrington, it
would give none of us pleasure, and I have much to do. I am leaving
to-morrow for Baltimore."
Iola could not check a quick gasp. Mrs. Duff Charrington glanced
at her white face.
"Young man," she said sternly, leaning out toward him and looking
Barney in the eyes, "don't be a fool. The man that would, from
pique, willingly hurt a friend is a mean and cruel coward."
"Mrs. Charrington," replied Barney in a steady voice, "I have just
come from an operation by which a little girl, an only child, has
lost her arm. It was the mother that desired it, not from cruelty,
but from love. It is because it is best, that I go to-morrow.
Good-bye." Then turning to Iola he said, "I shall see you to-
night." He lifted his hat and turned away."
"Drive home, Smith," said Mrs. Charrington sharply; "the others
will find their way."
"Take me home," whispered Iola, with dry lips.
"Do you love him?" said Mrs. Duff Charrington, taking the girl's
hand in hers.
"Ah, yes. I never knew how much."
"Tut! tut! child, the world still moves. Baltimore is not so far
and he is only a man." Mrs. Duff Charrington's tone did not indicate
a high opinion of the masculine section of humanity. "You'll just come
with me for dinner and then I shall send you home. Thank God, we can
still eat."
For some minutes they drove along in silence.
"Yes," said Mrs. Charrington, following up the line of her thought,
"that's a man for you--thinks the whole world moves round the axis of
his own life. But I like him. He has a good face. Still," she
mused, "a man isn't everything, although once I--but never mind,
there is always a way of bringing them to time."
"You don't know Barney, Mrs. Charrington," said Iola; "nothing can
ever change him."
"Pish! You think so, and so, doubtless, does he. But none the
less it is sheer nonsense. Can you tell me the trouble?"
"No, I think not," said Iola softly.
"Very well. As you like, my dear. Few things are the better for
words. If ever you wish to come to me I shall be ready. Now let us
dismiss the thing till after dinner. Disagreeable thoughts hinder
digestion, I have found, and nothing is quite worth that."
With such resolution did she follow her own suggestion that, during
the drive and throughout the dinner hour and, indeed, until the
moment of her departure, Iola was not permitted to indulge her
anxious thoughts, but with Mrs. Duff Charrington's assistance she
succeeded in keeping them deep in her heart under guard.
As Mrs. Duff Charrington kissed her good-night she whispered:
"Don't face any issue to-night. Don't settle anything. Give time
a chance. Time is a wonderfully wise old party."
And Iola, sitting back in the carriage, decided she would act upon
the advice which suited so thoroughly her own habit of mind. That
Barney had made up his mind to a line of action she knew. She would
set herself to gain time, and yet she was fearful of the issue of the
interview before her. The fear and anxiety which she had been holding
down for the last two hours came over her in floods. As she thought
of Barney's last words she found herself searching wildly, but in
vain, for motives with which to brace her strength. If he had only
been angry! But that sad, tender solicitude in his voice unnerved
her. He was not thinking of himself, she knew. He was, as ever,
thinking of and for her.
A storm of wind and rain was rapidly drawing on, but she heeded not
the big drops driving into her face, nor did she notice that before
she reached her door she was quite wet. She found Barney waiting for
her. As she entered he arose and stood silent.
"Barney!" she exclaimed, and paused, waiting. But there was no
reply.
"Oh, Barney!" she cried again, her voice quivering, "won't you tell
me to come?"
"Come," he said, holding out his arms.
With a little cry of timid joy she ran to him, wreathed her arms
about his neck, and clung sobbing. For some moments he held her
fast, gently caressing with his hand her face and her beautiful hair
till she grew quiet. Then disengaging her arms, he kissed her with
grave tenderness and put her away from him.
"Go and take off your wet things first," he said.
"Say you forgive me, Barney," she whispered, putting her arms again
about his neck.
"That's not the word," he replied sadly; "there's nothing to
forgive. Go, now!"
She hurried away, praying that Barney's mood might not change. If
she could only get her arms about his neck she could win and hold
him, and, what was far more important, she could conquer herself, for
great as she knew her love to be, she was fully aware of the hold her
ambition had upon her and she dreaded lest that influence should
become dominant in this hour. She knew well their souls would reach
each other's secrets, and according to that reading the issue would
be.
"I will keep him! I will keep him!" she whispered to herself as
she tore off her wet clothing. "What shall I put on?" She could
afford to lose no point of vantage and she must hasten. She chose
her simplest gown, a soft creamy crepe de chene trimmed with lace,
and made so as to show the superb modelling of her perfect body,
leaving her arms bare to the elbow and falling away at the neck to
reveal the soft, full curves where they flowed down to the swell of
her bosom. She shook down her hair and gathered it loosely in a
knot, leaving it as the wind and rain had tossed it into a
bewildering tangle of ringlets about her face. One glance she threw
at her mirror. Never had she appeared more lovely. The dead ivory of
her skin, relieved by a faint flush in her cheeks, the lustrous eyes,
now aglow with passion, all set in the frame of the night-black masses
of her hair--this, and that indescribable but all-potent charm that
love lends to the face, she saw in her glass.
"Ah, God help me!" she cried, clasping her hands high above her
head, and went forth.
These few moments Barney had spent in a fierce struggle to regain
the mastery over the surging passion that was sweeping like a tempest
through his soul. As her door opened he rose to meet her; but as his
eyes fell upon her standing in the soft rose-shaded light of the room,
her attitude of mute appeal, the rare, rich loveliness of her face and
form again swept away all the barriers of his control. She took one
step toward him. With a swift movement he covered his face with his
hands and sank to his chair.
"O God! O God! O God!" he groaned. "And must I lose her!"
"Why lose me, Barney?" she said, gliding swiftly to him and
dropping to her knees beside him. "Why lose me?" she repeated,
taking his head to her heaving bosom.
The touch of pity aroused his scorn of himself and braced his
manhood. Not for himself must he think now, but for her. The touch
of self makes weak, the cross makes strong. What matter that he was
giving up his life in that hour if only she were helped? He rose,
lifted her from her knees, set her in a chair, and went back to his
place.
"Barney, let me come to you," she pleaded. "I'm sorry I went--"
"No," he said, his voice quiet and steady, "you must stay there.
You must not touch me, else I cannot say what I must."
"Barney," she cried again, "let me explain."
"Explain? There is no need. I know all you would say. These
people are nothing to you or to me. Let us forget them. It matters
not at all that you went with them. I am not angry. I was at first
insane, I think. But that is all past now."
"What is it, Barney?" she asked in a voice awed by the sadness and
despair in the even, quiet tone.
"It is this," he replied; "we have come to the end. I must not
hold you any more. For two years I have known. I had not the
courage to face it. But, thank God, the courage has come to me these
last two days."
"Courage, Barney?"
"Yes. Courage to do right. That's it, to do right. That is what
a man must do. And I must think for you. Our lives are already far
apart and I must not keep you longer."
"Oh, Barney!" cried Iola, her voice breaking, "let me come to you!
How can I listen to you saying such terrible things without your arms
about me? Can't you see I want you? You are hurting me!"
The pain, the terror in her voice and in her eyes, made him wince
as from a stab. He seemed to hesitate as if estimating his strength.
Dare he trust himself? It would make the task infinitely harder to
have her near him, to feel the touch of her hands, the pressure of her
body. But he would save her pain. He would help her through this
hour of agony. How great it was he could guess by his own. He led
her to a sofa, sat down beside her, and took her in his arms. With a
long, shuddering sigh, she let herself sink down, with muscles relaxed
and eyes closed.
"Now go on, dear," she whispered.
"Poor girl! Poor girl!" said Barney, "we have made a great
mistake, you and I. I was not made for you nor you for me."
"Why not?" she whispered.
"Listen to me, darling. Do I love you?"
"Yes," she answered softly.
"With all my heart and soul?"
"Yes, dear," she answered again.
"Better than my own life?"
"Yes, Barney. Oh, yes," she replied with a little sob in her
voice.
"Now we will speak simple truth to each other," said Barney in a
tone solemn as if in prayer, "the truth as in God's sight."
She hesitated. "Oh, Barney!" she cried piteously, "must I say all
the truth?"
"We must, darling. You promise?"
"Oh-h-h! Yes, I promise." She flung her arms upward about his
neck. "I know what you will ask."
"Listen to me, darling," he said again, taking down her arms, "this
is what I would say. You have marked out your life. You will follow
your great ambition. Your glorious voice calls you and you feel you
must go. You love me and you would be my wife, make my home, mother
my children if God should send them to us; but both these things you
cannot do, and meantime you have chosen your great career. Is not
this true?"
"I can't give you up, Barney!" she moaned.
To neither of them did it occur as an alternative that Barney
should give up his life's work to accompany her in the path she had
marked. Equally to both this would have seemed unworthy of him.
"Is not this true, Iola?" Barney's voice, in spite of him, grew a
little stern. And though she knew it was at the cost of life she
could not deny it.
"God gave me the voice, Barney," she whispered.
"Yes, darling. And I would not hinder you nor turn you from your
great art. So it is better that there should be no bond between us."
He paused a moment as if to gather his strength together for a
supreme effort. "Iola, when you were a girl I bound you to me. Now
you are a woman, I set you free. I love you, but you are not mine.
You are your own."
Convulsively she clung to him moaning, "No, no, Barney!"
"It is the only way."
"No, not to-night, Barney!"
"Yes, to-night. To-morrow I go to Baltimore. Trent has got me an
appointment in Johns Hopkins. You will never forget me, but your
life will be full again of other people and other things." He
hurried his words, seeking to strike the note of her ambition and so
turn her mind from her present pain. "Your Philharmonic will bring
you fame. That means engagements, great masters, and then you will
belong to the great world." How clearly he had read her mind and how
closely he had followed the path she herself had outlined for her
feet! He paused, as if to take breath, then hurried on again as
through a task. "And we will all be proud of you and rejoice in your
success and in your--your--your--happiness." The voice that had gone
so bravely and so relentlessly through the terrible lesson faltered at
the word and broke, but only for an instant. He must think of her.
"Dick will he here," he went on, "and Margaret, and soon you will
have many friends. Believe me, it is the best, Iola, and you will say
it some day."
Like a flash of inspiration it came to her to say, "No, Barney, you
are not helping me to my best."
In his soul he felt that it was a true word. For a moment he had
no answer. Eagerly she followed up her advantage.
"And who," she cried, "will help me up and take care of me?"
Ah, she struck deep there. Who, indeed, would care for her, guard
her against the world with its beasts of prey that batten their lusts
upon beauty and innocence? And who would help her against herself?
The desire to hold her for himself and for her sprang up fierce
within him. Could he desert her, leave her to fight her fights, to
find her way through the world's treacherous paths alone? That was
the part of his renunciation that had been the heart of his pain. Not
his loss, but her danger. Not his loneliness, but hers. For a moment
he forgot everything. All the great love in him gathered itself
together and massed its weight behind this desire to protect her and
to hold her safe.
"Could you, Iola," he cried hoarsely, "don't you think you could
let me care for you? Couldn't you come to me, give me the right to
guard you? I can make wealth, great wealth, for you. Can't you
come?"
Wildly, with the incoherent logic and eloquence of great passion,
he poured forth his soul's desire for her. To work for her, to
suffer for her, to live for her, yes, and to give himself to her and
to keep her only for himself! Helpless in the sweeping tide of his
mighty passion, he poured forth his words, pleading as for his life.
By an inexplicable psychic law the exhibition of his passion calmed
hers. The sight of his weakness brought her strength. For one
fleeting moment she allowed her mind to rest upon the picture his
words made of a home, made rich with the love of a strong man, and
sweet with the music of children's voices, where she would be safe and
sheltered in infinite peace and content. But only for a moment.
Swifter than the play of light there flashed before her another
scene, a crowded amphitheatre of faces, tier upon tier, eager, rapt,
listening, and upon the stage the singer holding, swaying, compelling
them to her will. Barney felt her relaxed muscles tone up into
firmness. The force of her ambition was being transmitted along those
subtle spiritual nerves that knit soul and mind and body into one
complex whole, into the very sinews and muscles of her frame. She had
hold of herself again. She would set herself to gain time.
"Let us wait, Barney," she said, "let us take time."
An intangible something in her tone pulled him to a sharp stop.
What a weak fool he had been and how he had been thinking of himself!
He sat up, straight and strong, his own man again.
"Forgive me, darling," he said, a faint, wan smile flitting across
his face. "I was weak and selfish. I allowed myself to think for a
moment that it might be, but now I know we must say good-bye to-
night."
"Good-bye?" The sting of her pain made her irritable. He was so
stubborn. "Surely, Barney, it is unreasonable to ask me to decide at
once to-night."
He rose to his feet and lifted her gently.
"You have decided. You have already chosen your life's path, and
it lies apart from mine. Let me go quietly away." His voice was
toneless, passionless. His fight of two days and two nights had left
him exhausted. His apparent apathy chilled her to the heart. It was a
supreme moment in their lives, and yet she could not fan her soul's
fires into flame. He was tearing up the roots of his love out of her
life, but there was no acute sense of laceration. The inevitable had
come to pass. A silence, dense and throbbing, fell upon them.
Outside the storm was lashing the wet leaves against the window.
"If ever you should want me to come to you, Iola, one word will
bring me. I shall be waiting, waiting. Remember that, always
waiting." He tightened his arms about her and without passion, but
gravely, tenderly he lifted her face. "Good-bye, my love," he said,
and kissed her lips. "My heart's love!" Once more he kissed her.
"My life! My love!"
She let the full weight of her body lie in his arms, lifeless but
for the eyes that held his fast and for the lips that gave him back
his kisses. Gently he placed her on the couch.
"God keep you, darling," he whispered, bending over her and
touching her dusky hair with his lips.
He found his hat, walked with unsteady feet as a man walks under a
heavy load, her eyes following his every step, and reached the door.
There he paused, his hand fumbling at the knob, opened the door,
halted yet an instant, but without turning he passed out of her sight.
An hour later Margaret came in and found her sitting where Barney
had left her, dazed and tearless.
"He is gone," she said dully.
Margaret turned upon her. "Gone? Yes. I have just seen him."
"And I love him," continued Iola, looking up at her with heavy
eyes.
"Love him! You don't know what love means! Love him! And for
your paltry, selfish ambition you send from you a man whose shoes you
are not worthy to tie!"
"Oh, Margaret!" cried Iola piteously.
"Don't talk to me!" she replied, her lip quivering. "I can't bear
to look at you!" and she passed into her room.
It was intolerable to her that this girl should have regarded
lightly the love she herself would have died to gain. But long after
Iola had sobbed herself to sleep in her arms Margaret lay wakeful for
her own pain and for that of the man she loved better than her life.
But next day, as Iola was planning to go to the station, Margaret
would not have it.
"Why should you go? You have nothing to say but what would give
him pain. Do you want him to despise you and me to hate you?"
But Iola was resolved to have her way. It was Mrs. Duff
Charrington who fortunately intervened and carried Iola off with her
to spend the afternoon and evening.
"Just a few musical friends, my dear. So brush up and come away.
Bring your guitar with you."
Iola demurred.
"I don't feel like it."
"Tut! Nonsense! The lovelorn damsel reads well in erotic novels,
but remember this, the men don't like stale beer."
This bit of worldly wisdom made Iola put on her smartest gown and
lay aside the role she had unconsciously planned to adopt, so that
even Mrs. Duff Charrington had no fault to find with the sparkling
animation of her protegee.
But to the three who stood together waiting for the train to pull
out that night there was only dreary, voiceless misery. There was no
pretence at anything but misery. To the brothers the moment of
parting would be the end of all that had been so delightful in their
old life. The days of their long companionship were over, and to both
the thought brought grief that made words impossible. Only Margaret's
presence forced them to self-control. As to Margaret, Dick alone knew
the full measure of her grief, and her quiet, serene courage filled
him with amazed admiration. At length came the call of the bustling,
businesslike conductor, "All aboard!"
"Good-bye, Margaret," said Barney simply, holding out his hand.
But the girl quietly put back her veil and lifted up her face to him,
her brave blue eyes looking all their love into his, but her lips only
said, "Good-bye, Barney."
"Good-bye, dear Margaret," he said again, bending over her and
kissing her.
"Me, too, Barney," said Dick, his tears openly streaming down his
face. "I'm a confounded baby! But hanged if I care!"
At Dick's words all Barney's splendid self-mastery vanished. He
threw his arms about his brother's neck, crying "Good-bye, Dick, old
man. We've had a great time together; but oh, my boy, my boy, it's
all come to an end!"
Already the train was moving.
"Go, old chap," cried Dick, pushing him away but still clinging to
him. And then, as Barney swung on to the step he called back to them
what had long been in his heart to say.
"Look after her, will you?"
"Yes, Barney, we will," they both cried together. And as they
stood gazing through dimming tears after the train as it sped out
through the network of tracks and the maze of green and red lights,
they felt that a new bond drew them closer than before. And it was
the tightening of that bond that brought them all the comfort that
there was in that hour of misery unspeakable.
The college year had come to an end. The results of the
examinations had been published. The Juniors were preparing to
depart for their summer work in the mission field. Of the graduating
class, some were waiting with calm confidence the indications of the
will of Providence as to their spheres of labour, a confidence
undoubtedly strengthened by certain letters in their possession from
leading members of influential congregations. Others were preparing
with painful shrinking of heart to tread the weary and humiliating
"trail of the black bag," while others again, to whom had come visions
of high deeds and sounds of distant battle, were making ready outfits
supposed to be suitable for life and work in the great West, or in the
far lands across the sea.
Two high functions of college life yet remained, one, the
Presbytery examination, the other, Professor Macdougall's student
party. The annual examination before Presbytery was ever an event of
nerve-racking uncertainty. It might prove to be an entirely
perfunctory performance of the most innocuous kind. On the other
hand, it might develop features of a most sensational and perilous
nature. The college barometer this year was unusually depressed, for
rumour had gone abroad that the Presbytery examination was to be of
the more serious type. It was a time of searchings of heart for those
who had been giving, throughout the session, undue attention to the
social opportunities afforded by college life, and more especially if
they had allowed their contempt for the archaic and oriental to become
unnecessarily pronounced. To these latter gentlemen the day brought
gloomy forebodings. Even their morning devotions, which were marked
by unusual sincerity and earnestness, failed to bring them that
calmness of mind which these exercises are supposed to afford. For
their slender ray of hope that their memory of the English text might
not fail them in the hour of trial was very materially clouded by the
dread that in their embarrassment they might assign a perfectly
correct English version to the wrong Hebrew text. The result of such
mischance they would not allow themselves to contemplate. On the
other hand, however, there was the welcome possibility that they might
be so able to dispose themselves among the orientalists in their class
that a word dropped at a critical moment might save them from this
mischance. And there was the further, and not altogether unreal,
ground of confidence, that the examiner himself might be uneasily
conscious of the ever-present possibility that some hidden Hebrew snag
might rudely jag a hole in his own vessel while sailing the mare
ignotum of oriental literature. Of course, the examination would also
include other departments of sacred learning, for it was the province
and duty of Presbytery to satisfy itself as to the soundness in the
faith of the candidates before them. On this score, however, few
indulged serious anxiety. Once the Hebraic shoals and snags were
safely passed, both examiner and examined could disport themselves
with a jaunty self-confidence born of a thorough acquaintance with
the Shorter Catechism received during the plastic years of childhood.
It was, however, just in these calm waters that danger lurked for
Boyle. On the side of scholarship he was known to be invulnerable.
Boyle was the hero and darling of the college men, more especially of
the "sinners" among them, not simply by reason of his prowess between
the goal posts where, times without number, he had rescued the college
from the contempt of its foes; but quite as much for the modesty with
which he carried off his brilliant attainments in the class lists.
Throughout the term, in the college halls after tea, there had been
carried on a series of discussions extending over the whole range of
the "fundamentals," and Boyle had the misfortune to rouse the wrath
and awaken the concern of Finlay Finlayson, the champion of orthodoxy.
Finlay was a huge, gaunt, broad-shouldered son of Uist, a theologian
by birth, a dialectician by training, and a man of war by the gift of
Heaven. Cheerfully would Finlay, for conscience' sake, have given his
body to the flames, as, for conscience' sake, he had shaken off the
heretical dust of New College, Edinburgh, from his shoes,
unhesitatingly surrendering at the same time, Scot though he was, a
scholarship of fifty pounds. The hope that he had cherished of being
able to find, in a colonial institution of sacred learning, a safe
haven where he might devote himself to the perfecting of the defences
of his faith within the citadel of orthodoxy was rudely shattered by
the discovery that the same heresies which had driven him from New
College had found their way across the sea and were being championed
by a man of such winning personality and undoubted scholarship as
Richard Boyle. The effect upon Finlayson's mind of these discussions
carried on throughout the term was such that, after much and prayerful
deliberation, and after due notice to the person immediately affected,
he discovered it to be his duty to inform the professor in whose
department these subjects lay of the heresies that were threatening
the very life of the college, and, indeed, of the Canadian Church.
The report of his interview with the professor came back to college
through the realistic if somewhat irreverent medium of the
professor's son, Tom, presently pursuing a somewhat leisurely course
toward a medical degree. As Tom appeared in the college hall he was
immediately surrounded by an eager crowd, the most eager of whom was
Robert Duff, the sworn ally of Mr. Finlayson.
"Did Finlayson see your father?" inquired Mr. Duff anxiously.
"Sure thing," answered Tom.
"And did he inform him of what has been going on in this college?"
"You bet your life! Give him the whole tip!"
"And what did the professor say?" inquired Mr. Duff, with bated
breath.
"Told him to go to the devil."
"To what?" gasped Mr. Duff, to whom it appeared for the moment that
the foundations of things in heaven and on earth had indeed been
removed. It was only after the shout of laughter on the part of the
"sinners" had subsided that Mr. Duff realised that it was the spirit
only, and not the ipsissima verba, of the devout and reverent
professor, that had been translated in the vigorous vernacular of his
son.
Unhappily, however, for Boyle, the report of his heretical
tendencies had reached other ears than those of the sane and
liberal-minded professor, those, namely, of that stern and rigid
churchman, the Rev. Alexander Naismith, some time minister of St.
Columba's. Not through Finlayson, however, be it understood, did
this report reach him. That staunch defender of orthodoxy might,
under stress of conscience, find it his duty to inform the proper
authority of the matter, but sooner than retail gossip to the hurt of
his fellow-student he would have cut off his big, bony right hand.
The Rev. Alexander Naismith was a little man with a shrill voice,
which gained for him the cognomen of "Squeaky Sandy," and a most
irritatingly persistent temper. Into his hands, while candidates and
examiners were disporting themselves in the calm waters of Systematic
Theology, fell poor Dick, to his confusion and the temporary
withholding of his license. It was impossible but that in the college
itself, and in the college circles of society, this event should
become a subject of much heated discussion.
Professor Macdougall's student parties were not as other student
parties. They were never attended from a sense of duty. This was
undoubtedly due, not so much to the popularity of the professor with
his students, as to the shrewd wisdom and profound knowledge of human
nature generally and of student nature particularly, on the part of
that gentle lady, the professor's wife. Mrs. Macdougall was of the
old school, with very beautiful if very old- fashioned notions of
propriety. Her whole life was one poetic setting forth of the manners
and deportment proper to ladies, both young and old. But none the
less her shrewd mother wit and kindly heart instructed her in things
not taught in the schools. The consequence was that, while she
herself sat erect in fine scorn of the backs of her straight-backed
Sheratons, her drawing-room was furnished with an abundance of easy
chairs and lounges, and arranged with cosey nooks and corners
calculated to gratify the luxurious tastes and lazy manners of a
decadent generation. Her shrewd wit was further discovered in the
care she took to assemble to her evening parties the prettiest,
brightest, wickedest of the young girls in the wide circle of her
friends. As young Robert Kidd put it with more vigour than grace,
"There were no last roses in her bunch." Moreover, the wise little
lady took pains to instruct her young ladies as to their duties toward
the young men of the college.
"You must exert yourselves, my dears," she would explain, "to make
the evening pleasant for the young men. And they require something
to distract their attention from the too earnest pursuit of their
studies."
And it is a tradition that so heartily did the young ladies throw
themselves into this particular duty that there were, even of the
saintliest of the saints, who found it necessary to take their
lectures in absentia for at least two days in order that they might
recover from the all too successful distractions of the Macdougall
party.
Among the guests invited was Margaret, beloved for her own sake,
but even more for the sake of her mother, who had been Mrs.
Macdougall's college companion and lifelong cherished friend. The
absorbing theme of conversation, carried on in a strictly
confidential manner, was the sensational feature of the Presbytery
examination. The professor himself was deeply grieved, and no less
so his stately little lady, for to both of them Dick was as a son.
But from neither of them could Margaret extract anything but the most
meagre outline of what had happened. For full details of the whole
dramatic scene she was indebted to Robert Kidd, second year theologue,
whose brown curly locks and cherubic face and fresh innocence of
manner won for him the sobriquet of "Baby Kidd," or more shortly,
"Kiddie."
"Tell us just what happened," entreated Miss Belle Macdougall, with
a glance of such heart-penetrating quality that Kiddie promptly
acquiesced.
"Well, I'll tell you," he said, adopting a low confidential tone.
"I could see from the very start that old Squeaky Sandy was out after
Dick. He couldn't get him on his Hebrew, so the old chap lay low till
everything was lovely and they were falling on each others' necks over
the Shorter Catechism, and things every fellow is supposed to be quite
safe on. All at once Sandy squeaked in, 'Mr. Boyle, will you kindly
state what you consider the correct theory of the Atonement?' 'I
don't know,' said Boyle; 'I haven't got any.' By Jove! everyone sat
up. 'You believe in the doctrine, I suppose?' Boyle waited a while
and my heart stopped till he went on again. 'Yes, sir, I believe in
it.' 'How is that, sir? If you believe in it you must have a theory.
What do you believe about it?' 'I believe in the fact. I don't
understand it, and I have no theory of it as yet.' And Boyle was as
gentle as a sucking dove. Then the Moderator, decent old chap, chipped
it."
"Who was it?" inquired Miss Belle.
"Dr. Mitchell. Fine old boy. None too sound himself, I guess.
Pre-mill, too, you know. Well, he chipped in and got him past that
snag. But old Sandy was not done yet by a long shot. He went after
Boyle on every doctrine in the catalogue where it was possible for a
man to get off the track, Inspiration, Inerrancy, the Mosaic
Authorship, and the whole Robertson Smith business. You know that
last big heresy hunt in Scotland."
"No," said Miss Belle, "I don't know. And you don't, either, so
you needn't stop and try to tell us."
"I don't, eh?" said Bob, who was finding it difficult to keep
himself in a perfectly sane condition under the bewildering glances
of Miss Belle's black eyes. "Well, perhaps I don't. At any rate, I
couldn't make you understand."
"Hear him!" said Miss Belle, with supreme scorn. "Go on. We are
interested in Boyle, aren't we, Margaret?"
"Well, where was I? Oh, yes. Well, sir, in about five minutes it
seemed to me that Boyle's theology was a tattered remnant. Some of
the brethren interfered, explaining and apologizing for the young man
after their kindly custom, but Squeaky wouldn't have it. 'This is
most serious, Mr. Moderator!' he sung out. 'This demands the most
searching investigation! We all know what is going on in the Old
Land, how the great doctrines of our faith are being undermined by
so-called scholarship, which is nothing less than blasphemy and
impudent scepticism.' And so he went on shrieking more and more
wildly a lot of tommy-rot. But the worst was yet to come. All at
once Sandy changed his line of attack and proceeded to take Boyle on
the flank. 'Mr. Boyle, are you a smoker?' he asked. 'Yes,' stammered
poor Boyle, getting red in the face, 'I smoke some.' 'Are you a total
abstainer?' And then Boyle got on to him, and I saw his head go back
for the first time. Before this he had been sitting like a convicted
criminal. 'No, sir,' he answered, turning square around and facing
old Squeaky, 'I am not pledged to total abstinence.' Don't suppose he
ever took a drink in his life. 'Did you ever attend the theatre?'
This was the limit. It seemed to strike the brethren all at once
what the old inquisitor was driving at. The words were hardly out of
his mouth when there was a weird sound, a cross between a howl and a
roar, and Grant was at the Moderator's desk. It will always be a
mystery to me how he got there. There were three pews between him and
the desk, and I swear he never came out into the aisle. 'Mr.
Moderator, I protest', he shouted. And then the dust began to fly.
Say! it was a regular sand storm! About the only thing visible was
the lightning from Grant's eyes. By Jingo! 'Mr. Moderator, I
protest,' he cried, when he could get a hearing, 'against these
insinuations. We all know what Mr. Naismith means by this method of
inquisition. But let me tell Mr. Naismith--' Don't know what in
thunder he was going to tell him, for the next few moments they mixed
it up good and hot. Say! it was a circus with all the monkeys loose
and the band playing seventeen tunes all at once! But finally Grant
had his say and treated the Presbytery to a pretty full disquisition
of his own theology, and when he was done my pity was transferred from
Boyle to him, for it seemed that on every doctrine where Boyle was a
heretic Grant had gone him one better. And I believe the whole
Presbytery were vastly relieved to discover how slight, by contrast,
were the errors to which Boyle had fallen. Then Henderson, good old
soul, took his innings and poured on oil, with the result that Boyle
was turned over to a committee--and that's where he is now. But he'll
never appear. He's going in for journalism. The Telegraph wants
him."
"Journalism?" cried Margaret faintly. She was thinking of the
dark-faced old lady up in the country who was counting the days till
her son should be sent forth a minister of the Gospel.
"Yes," said Kiddie. "And there's where he'll shine. See what he's
done with the Monthly. He's got great style. But wasn't there a row
at the college!" continued Kiddie. "Old Father Finlayson there,"
nodding across the room at the Highlander, who was engaged in what
appeared to be an extremely interesting conversation with his hostess,
"orthodox old beggar as he is, was ready to lead a raid on Squeaky
Sandy's house. You know he has been at war with Boyle all winter on
every and all possible themes. But he fights fair, and this hitting
below the belt was too much for him. He was raging up and down the
hall like a wild man when Boyle came in. 'Mr. Boyle,' he roared,
rushing up to him and seizing him by the hand and working it like a
pump-handle in a fire, 'it was a most iniquitous proceeding! I wish
to assure you I have no sympathy whatever with that sort of thing!'
And so he went on till he had Boyle almost in tears. By Jove! he's a
rum old party! Look at his socks, will you!"
The young ladies glanced across and beheld in amused but amazed
horror the Highlander's great feet encased in a new pair of carpet
slippers adorned with pink roses and green ground, which made a
startling contrast with his three-ply worsted stockings, magenta in
colour, which his fond aunt had knit as part of his outfit for the
Arctic regions of Canada.
"You may laugh," continued Bob. "So would I yesterday. But, by
Jingo! he can wear magenta socks on his head if he likes for me! He's
all white, and he has the heart of a gentleman!" Little Kidd's voice
went shaky and his eyes had the curious shine that appeared in them
only in moments of deepest excitement, but if he had only known it, he
had never been so near storming the gate of Miss Belle's heart as at
that moment. She showed her sympathy with Kiddie's attitude by giving
Mr. Finlayson "the time of his life," as Kiddie himself remarked. So
assiduously, indeed, did she devote herself to the promotion of Mr.
Finlayson's comfort and good cheer that that gentleman's fine sense of
honour prompted him to inform her incidentally of the existence of
Miss Jennie McLean, who was to "come out to him as soon as he was
placed." He was surprised, but entirely delighted, to discover that
this announcement made no difference whatever in Miss Belle's
attentions. At the supper hour, however, Miss Belle, moved by
Kiddie's lugubrious countenance, yielded her place to Margaret, who
continued the operation of giving Mr. Finlayson "the time of his
life." But not a word could she extract from him regarding the heresy
case, for, with a skill that might have made a Queen's Counsel green
with envy, he baffled her leading questions with a density of
ignorance unparalleled in her experience, until she let it be known
that Dick was an old schoolmate and dear friend. Then Mr. Finlayson
poured forth the grief and rage swelling in his big heart at the
treatment his enemy had received and his anxious concern for his
future both here and hereafter. In a portion of this concern, at
least, Margaret shared. And as Mr. Finlayson continued to unburden
himself, during the walk home, regarding the heresies in Edinburgh
from which he had fled and the heresies that had apparently taken
possession of Dick's mind, her heart continued to sink within her, for
it seemed that the opinions attributed to Dick were subversive of all
she had held true from her childhood. With such intelligence and
sympathy, however, did she listen to Mr. Finlayson discoursing, that
that gentleman carried back with him to college a heart somewhat
lightened of its burden, but withal seriously impressed with the charm
and the mental grasp of the young ladies of Canada. And so
enthusiastically did he dwell upon this theme in his next letter, that
Miss Jessie McLean set herself devoutly to pray, either that Finlayson
might soon be placed, or that the professors might cease giving
parties.
The brand of heresy almost invariably works ill to him who bears
it. For if he be young and shallow enough to enjoy the distinction,
it will only increase his vanity and render his return to sure and
safe paths more difficult. But if his doubts are to him a grief and
a horror of darkness, the brand will burn in and drive him far from
his fellows, and change the kindly spirit in him to bitterness
unless, perchance, he light upon a friend who gives him love and
trust unstinted and links him to wholesome living. After all, in
matters of faith every man must blaze his own path through the woods
and make his own clearing in which to dwell. And he may well thank
God if his path lead him some whither where there is space enough to
work his day's work and light enough to live by.
With Dick it was mostly dark, for it was not given him to have a
friend who could understand. But he was not allowed to feel himself
to be quite abandoned, for in the darkest of his hours there stood at
his side Margaret Robertson, whose strong, cheery good sense and whose
loyalty to right-doing helped him and strengthened him and so made it
possible to wait till the better day dawned.
The Journalistic World has its own diversity of mountain and plain,
and its own variety of inhabitants. There are its mountain ranges
and upland regions of clear skies and pure airs, where are wide
outlooks and horizons whose dim lines fade beyond the reach of clear
vision. Amid these mountain ranges and upon these uplands dwell men
among the immortals to whom has come the "vision splendid" and whose
are the voices that in the crisis of a man or of a nation give forth
the call that turns the face upward to life eternal and divine. To
these men such words as Duty, Honour, Patriotism, Purity, stand for
things of intrinsic value worth a man's while to seek and, having
found, to die for.
Level plains there are, too, where harvests are sown and reaped.
But there these same words often become mere implements of
cultivation, tools for mechanical industries or currency for the
conduct of business. Here dwell the practical men of affairs, as
they love to call themselves, for whom has faded the vision in the
glare of opportunism.
And far down by the water-fronts are the slum wastes where the
sewers of politics and business and social life pour forth their
fetid filth. Here the journals of yellow shade grub and fatten. In
this ooze and slime puddle the hordes of sewer rats, scavengers of the
world's garbage, from whose collected stores the editor selects his
daily mess for the delectation of the great unwashed, whether of the
classes or of the masses, and from which he grabs in large handfuls
that viscous mud that sticks and stings where it sticks.
The Daily Telegraph was born yellow, a frank yellow of the barbaric
type that despises neutral tints. By the Daily Telegraph things were
called by their uneuphemistic names. A spade was a spade, and mud was
mud, and nothing was sacred from its sewer rats. The highest paid
official on its staff was a criminal lawyer celebrated in the libel
courts. Everybody cursed it and everybody read it. After a season,
having thus firmly established itself in the enmities of the
community, and having become, in consequence, financially secure, it
began to aspire toward the uplands, where the harvests were as rich
and at the same time less perilous as well as less offensive in the
reaping. It began to study euphemism. A spade became an agricultural
implement and mud alluvial deposit. Having become by long experience
a specialist in the business of moral scavenging, it proceeded to
devote itself with most vehement energy to the business of moral
reform. All indecencies that could not successfully cover themselves
with such gilding as good hard gold can give were ruthlessly held up
to public contempt. It continued to be cursed, but gradually came to
be respected and feared.
It was to aid in this upward climb that the editor of the Daily
Telegraph seized upon Dick. That young man was peculiarly fitted for
the part which was to be assigned to him. He was a theological
student and, therefore, his ethical standards were unimpeachable. His
university training guaranteed his literary sense, and his connection
with the University and College papers had revealed him a master of
terse English. He was the very man, indeed, but he must serve his
apprenticeship with the sewer rats. For months he toiled amid much
slime and filth, breathing in its stinking odours, gaining knowledge,
it is true, but paying dear for it in the golden coin of that finer
sensibility and that vigorous moral health which had formerly made his
life, to himself and to others, a joy and beauty. For the slime would
stick, do what he could, and with the smells he must become so
familiar that they no longer offended. That delicate discrimination
that immediately detects the presence of decay departed from him, and
in its place there developed a coarser sense whose characteristic was
its power to distinguish between sewage and sewage. Hence, morality,
with him, came to consist in the choosing of sewage of the less
offensive forms. On the other hand, consciousness of the brand of
heresy drove him from those scenes where the air is pure and from
association with those high souls who by mere living exhale spiritual
health and fragrance.
"We do not see much of Mr. Boyle these days, Margaret," Mrs.
Macdougall would say to her friend, carefully modulating her tone
lest she should betray the anxiety of her gentle, loyal heart. "But I
doubt not he is very busy with his new duties."
"Yes, he is very busy," Margaret would reply, striving to guard her
voice with equal care, but with less success. For Margaret was
cursed, nay blessed, with that heart of infinite motherhood that
yearns over the broken or the weak or the straying of humankind, and
makes their pain its own.
"Bring him with you to tea next Sabbath evening, my dear," the
little lady would say, with never a quiver or inflection of voice
betraying that she had detected the girl's anxiety for her friend.
But more infrequently, as the days went on, could she secure Dick
for an hour on Sabbath evening in the quiet, sweet little nook of the
professor's dining-room. He was so often held by his work, but more
often by his attendance upon Iola, for between Iola and him there had
grown up and ripened rapidly an intimacy that Margaret regarded with
distrust and fear. How she hated herself for her suspicions! How she
fought to forbid them harbour in her heart! But how persistently they
made entrance and to abide.
The World of Fashion is, for the most part, a desert island of
gleaming sands, at times fanned by perfume-laden zephyrs and lapped
by shining waters. Then those who dwell there disport themselves,
careless of all save the lapping, shining waters and the gleaming
sands out of which they build their sand castles with such
concentrated eagerness and such painful industry. At other times
there come tempests, sudden and out of clear skies, which sweep, with
ruthless besom, castles and castle-builders alike, and leave
desolation and empty spaces for a time.
A silly world it is, and hard of heart, and like to die of ennui at
times. And hence it welcomes with pathetic joy all who can bring
some new fancy or trick to their castle-building, rejecting all other
without remorse. To this World of Fashion Iola had offered herself,
giving freely her great voice and her superb body, now developed into
the full splendour of its rich and sensuous beauty. And how they
gathered about her and gave her unstinted their flatteries and homage,
taking toll the while of the very soul-stuff in her. Devoutly they
worshipped at the shrine of that heavenlike and heaven-given
instrument wherewith she could tickle their senses, rejoicing, during
the pauses of their envies and hatreds, such among them as were
female, and of their lusts and despairs such as were male, in her warm
flesh tints and full flesh curves and the draperies withal wherewith,
with consummate art, she revealed or enhanced the same. For Iola was
possessed of a fatal, maddening beauty, and an alluring fascination of
manner that wrought destruction among men and fury among women.
To Dick, who, with his brilliant talents, shed lustre upon her
courts, Iola gave chief place in her train, yet in such manner as
that her preference for him neither lessened the number nor checked
the ardour of her devotees. He was her friend of childhood days, her
good friend, but nothing more. Upon this basis of a boy and girl
friendship was established an intimacy which seemed to render
unnecessary those conventions, unreal and vexing in appearance, but
which, as the wise old world has proved, man and woman with the dread
potencies of passion slumbering within them cannot afford to despise.
By their mutual tastes, as by their habits of life, Iola and Dick
were brought into daily association. Under Dick's guidance she read
and studied the masters of the English drama. For she had her eye now
upon the operatic stage and was at present devoting herself to the
great musical dramas of Wagner. Together they took full advantage of
the theatre privileges which Dick's connection with the press gave
him. And at those festive routs by which society amuses and vexes
itself they were constantly thrown together. Dick was acutely and
growingly sensitive to the influence Iola had upon him. Her beauty
disturbed him. The subtle potency that exhaled from her physical
charms affected him like draughts of wine. Away from her presence he
marvelled at himself and scorned his weakness; but once within sound
of her voice, within touch of her hand, her power reasserted itself.
The mystery of the body, its subtle appeal, its terrible potency,
allured and enslaved him. Against this infatuation of Dick's,
Margaret felt herself helpless. She well knew that Dick's love for
her had not changed, except to grow into a bitter, despairing
intensity that made his presence painful to her at times. This very
love of his closed her lips. She could only wait her time, meanwhile
keeping such touch with him as she could, bringing to him the
wholesome fragrance of a pure heart and the strength and serenity of a
life devoted to well doing.
Something would occur to recall him to his better self. And
something did occur. Almost a year had elapsed since Barney had gone
out of Iola's life in so tragic a way. Through all the months of the
year he had waited, longing and hoping for the word that might recall
him to her, until suspense became unbearable even for his strong soul.
Hence it was that Iola received from him a letter breathing of love
so deep, so tender, and withal so humble, that even across the space
that these months had put between Barney and herself, Iola was
profoundly stirred and sorely put to it to decide upon her answer.
She took the letter to Margaret and read her such parts as she
thought necessary. "A year has gone. It seems like ten. I have
waited for your word, but none has come. Looking back upon that
dreadful night I sometimes think I may have been severe. If so, my
punishment has been heavy enough to atone. Tell me, shall I come to
you? I can offer you a home even better than I had hoped a year ago.
I am offered a lectureship here with an ample salary, or an
assistantship on equal terms, by Trent. I have discovered that I am
in the grip of a love beyond my power to control. In spite of all
that my work is to me, I find myself looking, not into the book before
me, but into your eyes--I may be able to live without you, but I
cannot live my best. I don't see how I can live at all. It seems as
if I could not wait even a few days for your word to come. Darling,
my heart's love, tell me to come."
"How can I answer a letter like that?" said Iola to Margaret.
"How?" exclaimed Margaret. "Tell him to come. Wire him. Go to
him. Anything to get him to you."
Iola mused a while. "He wants me to marry him and to keep his
house."
"Yes," said Margaret, "he does."
"Housekeeping and babies, ugh!" shuddered Iola.
"Yes," cried Margaret, "ah, God, yes! Housekeeping and babies and
Barney! God pity your poor soul!"
Iola shrank from the fierce intensity of Margaret's sudden passion.
"What do you mean?" she cried. "Why do you speak so?"
"Why? Can't you read God's meaning in your woman's body and in
your woman's heart?"
From Margaret Iola got little help. Indeed, the gulf between the
two was growing wider every day. She resolved to show her letter to
Dick. They were to go that evening to the play and after the play
there would be supper. And when he had taken her home she would show
him the letter.
On their way home that evening as they were passing Dick's rooms,
he suddenly remembered that a message was to be sent him from the
office.
"Let us run in for a moment," he said.
"I think I had better wait you here," replied Iola.
"Nonsense!" cried Dick. "Don't be a baby. Come in."
Together they entered and, laying aside her wrap, Iola sat down and
drew forth Barney's letter.
"Listen, Dick. I want your advice." And she read over such
portions of Barney's letter as she thought necessary.
"Well?" she said, as Dick remained silent.
"Well," replied Dick, "what's your answer to be?"
"You know what he means," said Iola a little impatiently. "He
wants me to marry him at once and to settle down."
"Well," said Dick, "why not?"
"Now, Dick," cried Iola, "do you think I am suited for that kind of
life? Can you picture me devoting myself to the keeping of a house
tidy, the overseeing of meals? I fancy I see myself spending the
long, quiet evenings, my husband busy in his office or out among his
patients while I dose and yawn and grow fat and old and ugly, and the
great world forgetting. Dick, I should die! Of course, I love
Barney. But I must have life, movement. I can't be forgotten!"
"Forgotten?" cried Dick. "Why should you be forgotten? Barney's
wife could not be ignored and the world could not forget you. And,
after all," added Dick, in a musing tone, "to live with Barney ought
to be good enough for any woman."
"Why, how eloquent you are, Dick!" she cried, making a little moue.
"You are quite irresistible!" she added, leaning toward him with a
mocking laugh.
"Come, let us go," said Dick painfully, conscious of her physical
charm. "We must get away."
"But you haven't helped me, Dick," she cried, drawing nearer to him
and laying her hand upon his arm.
The perfume of her hair smote upon his senses. The beauty of her
face and form intoxicated him.
He knew he was losing control of himself.
"Come, Iola," he said, "let us go."
"Tell me what to say, Dick," she replied, smiling into his face and
leaning toward him.
"How can I tell you?" cried Dick desperately, springing up. "I
only know you are beautiful, Iola, beautiful as an angel, as a devil!
What has come over you, or is it me, that you should affect me so?
Do you know," he added roughly, lifting her to her feet, his breath
coming hard and fast, "I can hardly keep my hands off you. We must
go. I must go. Come!"
"Poor child," mocked Iola, still smiling into his eyes, "is it
afraid it will get hurt?"
"Stop it, Iola!" cried Dick. "Come on!"
"Come," she mocked, still leaning toward him.
Swiftly Dick turned, seized her in his arms, his eyes burning down
upon her mocking face. "Kiss me!" he commanded.
Gradually she allowed the weight of her body to lean upon him,
drawing him steadily down toward her the while, with the deep,
passionate lure of her lustrous eyes.
"Kiss me!" he commanded again. But she shook her head, holding him
still with her gaze.
"God in heaven!" cried Dick. "Go away!" He made to push her from
him. She clasped him about the neck, allowing herself to sink in his
arms with her face turned upward to his. Fiercely he crushed her to
him, and again and again his hot, passionate kisses fell upon her
face.
Conscious only of the passion throbbing in their hearts and pulsing
through their bodies, oblivious to all about them, they heard not the
opening of the door and knew not that a man had entered the room. For
a single moment he stood stricken with horror as if gazing upon death
itself. Turning to depart, his foot caught a chair. Terror-smitten,
the two sprang apart and stood with guilt and shame stamped upon their
ghastly faces.
"Barney!" they cried together.
Slowly he came back to them. "Yes, it is I." The words seemed to
come from some far distance. "I couldn't wait. I came for my
answer, Iola. I thought I could persuade you better. I have it now.
I have lost you! And"--here he turned to Dick--"oh, my God! My God!
I have lost my brother, too!" he turned to depart from him.
"Barney," cried Dick passionately, "there was no wrong! There was
nothing beyond what you saw!"
"Was that all?" inquired his brother quietly.
"As God is in heaven, Barney, that was all!"
Barney threw a swift glance round the room, crossed to a side
table, and picked up a Bible lying there. He turned the leaves
rapidly and handed it to his brother with his finger upon a verse.
"Read!" he said. "You know your Bible. Read!" His voice was
terrible and compelling in its calmness.
Following the pointing finger, Dick's eyes fell upon words that
seemed to sear his eyeballs as he read, "Whosoever looketh on a woman
to lust after her, hath committed adultery with her already in his
heart." Heart-smitten, Dick stood without a word.
"I could kill you now," said the quiet, terrible voice. "But what
need? To me you are already dead."
When Dick looked up his brother had gone. Nerveless, broken, he
sank into a chair and sat with his face in his hands. Beside him
stood Iola, pale, rigid, her eyes distended as if she had seen a
horrid vision. She was the first to recover.
"Dick," she said softly, laying her hand upon his head.
He sprang up as if her fingers had been red-hot iron and had burned
to the bone.
"Don't touch me!" he cried in vehement frenzy. "You are a devil!
And I am in hell! In hell! do you hear?" He caught her by the arm
and shook her. "And I deserve hell! Hell! Hell! Fools! no hell?"
He turned again to her. "And for you, for this, and this, and this,"
touching her hair, her cheek, and her heaving bosom with his finger,
"I have lost my brother--my brother--my own brother-- Barney. Oh,
fool that I am! Damned! Damned! Damned!"
She shrank back from him, then whispered with pale lips, "Oh, Dick,
spare me! Take me home!"
"Yes, yes," he cried in mad haste, "anywhere, in the devil's name!
Come! Come!" He seized her wrap, threw it upon her shoulders,
caught up his hat, tore open the door for her, and followed her out.
"Can a man take fire into his bosom and not be burned?" And out of
the embers of his passion there kindled a fire that night that burned
with unquenchable fury for many a day.
The Superintendent was spending the precious hours of one of his
rare visits at home in painful plodding through his correspondence.
For it was part of the sacrifice his work demanded, and which he
cheerfully made, that he should forsake home and wife and children
for his work's sake. The Assembly's Convener found him in the midst
of an orderly confusion of papers of different sorts.
"How do you do, sir?" The Superintendent's voice had a fine burr
about it that gripped the ear, and his hand a vigour and tenacity of
hold that gripped the outstretched hand of the Assembly's Convener and
nearly brought the little man to the floor. "Sit down, sir, and
listen to this. Here are some of the compensations that go with the
Superintendent's office. This is rich. It comes from my friend,
Henry Fink, of the Columbia Forks in the Windermere Valley. British
Columbia, you understand," noticing the Convener's puzzled expression.
"I visited the valley a year ago and found a truly deplorable
condition of things. Men had gone up there many years ago and settled
down remote from civilization. Some of them married Indian wives and
others of them ought to have married them, and they have brought up
families in the atmosphere and beliefs of the pagans. Would you
believe it, I fell in with a young man on the trail, twenty years of
age, who had never heard the name of our Saviour except in oaths? He
had never heard the story of the Cross. And there are many others
like him. At the Columbia Forks the only institution that stands for
things intellectual is a Freethinkers' Club, the president of which is
a retired colonel of the British Army, a man of fine manners, of some
degree of intelligence and reading, but, I have reason to believe, of
bad life. His is the dominant influence in the community if we except
my friend, Mr. Henry Fink, or, as he is known locally, 'Hank Fink.'
Hank is a character, I assure you. A Yankee from the Eastern States,
the son of a Scotch mother. Has a cattle ranch, runs a store which
supplies the scattered ranchers, prospectors, and miners with the
necessaries of life, and keeps a stopping place. Is postmaster, too.
In fact, Hank is pretty much the whole village. He has lived in that
country some fifteen years. Has a good Canadian wife, and a flock of
small children. He is a rara avis in that country from the fact that
he hates whiskey. He hates it almost as much as he does Colonel Hicks
and his Freethinking Club. When I visited the village, for some
reason or other Hank took me up, the Scotch blood in him possibly
recognising kinship. He gave me his store to preach in, took me all
about the country, and in a week had a mission organized on a sound
financial basis. His methods were very simple, very direct, and very
effective. He estimated the amount each man should pay and announced
this fact to the man, who generally acquiesced. I didn't probe too
deeply into Hank's motives, but it seemed to give him considerable
satisfaction to learn that Colonel Hicks was filled with indignant and
scornful rage at the proposal to establish a Christian mission in that
remote valley. It grieved the Colonel to think that after so many
years of immunity they should at last be called upon to tolerate this
particularly offensive appendage to an effete civilization. I noticed
that Hank's English always broke down in referring to the Colonel.
Well, we sent in Finlayson a year ago this spring, you remember.
Strong man, good preacher, conscientious fellow. Thought he would do
great work. You know Finlayson? Well, this is the result." Here he
picked up Hank's letter. "This would hardly do for the Home Mission
report," continued the Superintendent, with a twinkle in his keen grey
eyes:
"COLUMBIA FORKS, WINDERMERE, B. C.
"DEAR SIR:--I take my pen to write you a few lines to let you know
how things is goin'. Well, sir, I want to tell you this station is
goin' to the devil. [Judging from what I saw of the place, it hadn't
far to go.] Your preacher ain't worth a cuss. I don't say he ain't
good fer some people, but he ain't our style. [Mr. Finlayson would
doubtless agree with that.] He means well, but he ain't eddicated up
to the West. You remember how we got the boys all corralled up nice
an' tame when you was here. Well, he's got 'em wild. Couldn't reach
'em with a shotgun. He throwed hell fire at 'em till they got scart
an' took to the hills till you can't get near 'em no more'n mountain
goats. So they have all quit comin'--I don't count Scotty Fraser, for
he would come, anyway--except me an' Monkey Fiddler an' his yeller
dog. You can always count on the dog. Now, sir, this is your show,
not mine. But I was born an' raised a Presbyteryn down East, an'
though I haven't worked hard at the business for some years, it riles
me some to hear Col. Hicks an' a lot of durned fools that has got
smarter than God Almighty Himself shootin' off against the Bible an'
religion an' all that. [We needn't read too closely between the lines
at this point.] Send a man that don't smell so strong of sulphur an'
brimstone, who has got some savey, an' who will know how to handle the
boys gentle. They ain't to say bad, but just a leetle wild. Send him
along, an' we will stay with him an' knock the tar out of that bunch
of fools.
"Yours most respeckfully,
"HENRY FINK.
"P. S. When are you comin' into the valley again? If you could
arrange to spend a month or two I'll guarantee we will have 'em all
in nice shape.
"Yours respeckfully,
"HENRY FINK."
"I don't think you can count much from the support of a man like
that," said the assembly's Convener; "I don't think he shows any real
interest in the work."
"My dear sir," said the Superintendent, "don't you know he is the
Chairman of our Board of Management, a most regular attendant upon
ordinances and contributes most liberally to our support? And while
these things in the East wouldn't necessarily indicate a change of
heart, they stand for a good deal west of the Great Divide. And, at
any rate, in these matters we remember gratefully the word that is
written, 'He that is not against us is on our part.'"
"Well, well," said the Assembly's Convener, "it may be so. It may
be so. But what's to be done with Finlayson? And where will you get
a successor for him?"
"We can easily place Finlayson. He is a good man and will do
excellent work in other fields. But where to get a man for
Windermere is the question. Do you know anyone?"
The Assembly's Convener shook his head sadly.
"There appears to be no one in sight," said the Superintendent. "I
have a number of applications here," picking up a good-sized bundle
of neatly folded papers, "but they are hardly the kind to suit
conditions at Windermere. Numbers of them feel themselves specially
called of God to do mission work in large centres of population.
Others are chiefly anxious about the question of support. One man
would like to be in touch with a daily train service, as he feels it
necessary to keep in touch with the world by means of the daily
newspaper. A number are engaged who want to be married. Here's Mr.
Brown, too fat. No move in him. Here's McKay--good man, earnest, but
not adaptable, like Finlayson; won't do. Here's Garton--fine fellow,
would do well, but hardly strong enough. So what are you to do? I
have gone over the whole list of available men and I cannot find one
suitable for Windermere."
In this the Assembly's Convener could give him no help. Indeed,
from few did the Superintendent receive assistance in the securing of
men for his far outposts.
Assistance came to him from an unexpected quarter. He was to meet
the Assembly's Convener and some members of the Committee that
evening at Professor Macdougall's for tea. The Superintendent's mind
could not be kept long away from the work that was his very life, and
at the table the conversation turned to the question of the chronic
difficulty of securing men for frontier work, which had become acute
in the case of Windermere. Margaret, who had been invited to assist
Mrs. Macdougall in the dispensing of her hospitality, was at once on
the alert. Why could not Dick be sent? If only that Presbytery
difficulty could be got over he might go. That he would be suited for
the work she was well assured, and equally certain was she that it
would be good for him.
"It would save him," Margaret said to herself with a sharp sting at
her heart, for she had to confess sadly that Dick had come to the
point where he needed saving. She had learned from Iola the whole
miserable story of Barney's visit, of his terrible indictment of his
brother and the final break between them, but she had seen little of
him during the past six months. From that terrible night Dick had
gone down in physical and in moral health. Again and again he had
written Barney, but there had been no reply. Hungrily he had come to
Margaret for word of his brother, hopeful of reconciliation. But of
late he had given up hope and had ceased to make inquiry, settling
down into a state of gloomy, remorseful grief into which Margaret felt
she dare not intrude. He occasionally met Iola at society functions,
but there was an end of all intimacy between them. His only relief
seemed to be in his work, and he gave himself to that with such
feverish energy that his health broke down, and under Margaret's
persuasion he was now at home with his mother. Thence he had written
once to say that his days were one long agony. She remembered one
terrible sentence. "Everything here, the house, the mill, my father's
fiddle, my mother's churn, the woods, the fields, everything,
everything shrieks 'Barney' at me till I am like to go mad. I must
get away from here to some place where he has never been with me."
It required some considerable skill to secure the Superintendent
that evening for a few minutes alone. In whatever company he was, he
was easily the centre of interest. But Margaret, even in the early
days of the Manse, had been a favourite with him, and he was not a man
to forget his friends. He had the rare gift of gripping them to him
with "hooks of steel." Hence, he had kept in touch with her during
the latter years, pitying the girl's loneliness as much as his
admiration for her cheery courage and her determined independence
would allow him. When Margaret found her opportunity she wasted no
time.
"I have a man for you for Windermere," were her opening words.
"You have? Where have you got him? Who is he? And are you
willing to spare him? Few young ladies are. But you are different
from most." The Superintendent was ever a gallant.
"You remember Mr. Boyle who graduated a year ago?" Her words came
hurriedly and there was a slight flush on her cheek. "There was some
trouble about his license at Presbytery. That horrid old Mr. Naismith
was very nasty, and Dick, Mr. Boyle, I mean--we have always been
friends," she hastened to add, explaining her deepening blush, "you
know his mother lived at the Mill near us. Well, since that day in
Presbytery he has never been the same. His work--he is on the Daily
Telegraph, you know--takes him away from--from--well, from Church and
that kind of thing, and from all his friends."
"I understand," said the Superintendent, with grave sympathy.
"And he's got to be very different. He had some trouble, great
trouble, the greatest possible to him. Oh, I may as well tell you.
The brothers--you remember the doctor, Barney?"
"Very well," replied the Superintendent. "Strong man. Where is he
now?"
"He went to Europe. Well, the brothers were everything to each
other since little fellows together. Oh, it was beautiful! I never
saw anything like it anywhere. They had a misunderstanding, a
terrible misunderstanding. Dick was in the wrong." The
Superintendent shot a keen glance at her. "No," she said, answering
his glance, the colour in her face deepening into a vivid scarlet, "it
was not about me, not at all. I can't tell you about it, but that,
and his trouble with the Presbytery, and all the rest of it are just
killing him. And I know if he got back to his own work again and away
from home it would save him, and his mother, too, for she is breaking
her heart. Couldn't you get him out there?"
The Superintendent saw how hard a task it had been for her to tell
the story, and the sight of her eager face, the big blue eyes bright,
and the lips quivering with the intensity of her feeling, deeply
touched him.
"It might be possible," he said.
"Oh, I know the Presbytery difficulty," cried Margaret, with a
desperate note in her voice.
"That could be arranged, I have no doubt," said the Superintendent,
brushing aside that difficulty with a wave of the hand. "The
question is, would he be willing to go?"
"Oh, he would go, I am sure. If you saw him and if you told him
those stories about the need there is, I am sure he would go. Could
you see him? There is no use to write. I do wish you could. He is
such a fine boy and his mother is so set upon his being a minister."
The blue eyes were bright with tears she was too brave to let fall.
"My dear young lady," said the Superintendent, his deep voice
growing deeper under the intensity of his feelings, "I would do much
for your sake and for your mother's. I am to visit your home early
next month. I shall make it a point to see Mr. Boyle, and I promise
you I shall get him if it is possible."
The sudden lifting of the burden from her heart deprived the girl
of speech, but she shyly put out her hand and touched the long,
sinewy fingers that lay within reach of hers in a timid caress.
Instantly the fingers closed upon her hand in a grasp so strong that
it seemed to drive the conviction into her heart that somehow this
strong man would find a way by which Dick could be saved.
How, or by what arguments, the Superintendent overcame Dick's
objections, Margaret never learned. But the full bitter tale of
reasons against his ever taking up his work again, with which Dick
had made himself so familiar during the past dark, dreary months,
were one by one removed, and when the Superintendent left the Old
Stone Mill he had secured his missionary for Windermere. It gave the
Superintendent acute satisfaction to remember the flash of his
missionary's blue eyes as, in answer to the warning, "You will have a
hard fight of it, remember," the reply came, "A hard fight? Thank
God!"
Before the year was over it fell that the Windermere valley came to
be one of the mission fields that gladdened the hearts of the Home
Mission Committee of the Calgary Presbytery, and especially of its
doughty Convener. In the Convener's study, eight by ten, the report
from the Windermere field was discussed with the ubiquitous and
indefatigable Superintendent.
"An extremely gratifying record," said the Superintendent,
"especially when one considers its disorganized condition a year
ago."
"Yes, it's a good report," assented the Convener. "We had
practically no support a year ago. Our strongest man--"
"Fink?"
"Yes. You know Hank, I see. Well, Hank's enthusiasm and devotion
were hardly of what you would call the purest type. But whatever his
motive, he stood by the missionary, and, do you know, it is a splendid
testimony of the power of the Gospel to see the change in that same
shrewd old sinner. Yes, sir, give the Gospel a chance and it will do
its work." The Convener, who hated all cant and canting phrases with
a perfect hatred, rarely allowed himself the luxury of an emotional
outbreak. But the case of Hank Fink seemed to reach the springs of
feeling that he kept hidden in the deep heart of him.
"So Boyle has done well?" said the Superintendent. "I am very glad
of it. Very glad of it, for his own sake, for his mother's, and for
the sake of another."
"Yes," replied the Convener, "Boyle has done a fine bit of work.
He lived all summer on his horse's back and in his canoe, followed
the prospectors up into the gulches and the miners to their mines, if
you can call them mines, left a magazine here, a book there, a New
Testament next place. And once he got his grip on a man, he never let
him go. Hank told me how he found a man sick in a camp away up in a
gulch and how he stayed with him for more than a week, then brought
him down on his horse's back to the Forks. Yes, it's a good record.
A church built at the north end of the field, another almost
completed at the Forks. Really, it was very fine," continued the
Convener, allowing his enthusiasm to rise. "It renews one's faith in
the reality of religion to see a man jump into his work like that.
They didn't pay him his salary the first half year, but he omitted to
mention that in his report."
The Superintendent sat up straight. "Is he behind yet?"
"No. I mentioned the matter to Fink and explained that if the
field failed it was Boyle that would suffer. His language--well,"
the Convener laughed reminiscently, "you have seen Hank?"
"Yes. I've seen him, I've heard him, and I've read him. But let
us hope that his deeds will atone in a measure for his broken
English. But," continued the Superintendent, "you have had Boyle
ordained, have you not?"
"Yes. We got him ordained," replied the Convener, beginning to
chuckle. A delighted, choking chuckle it was. Any missionary who
had worked in his Presbytery would recognize the Convener in the dark
by that chuckle. It began, if one were quick to observe, with a
wrinkling about the corners of the sharp blue eyes, then became
audible in a succession of small explosions that seemed to have their
origin in the region of the esophagus and to threaten the larynx with
disruption, until relief was found in a wide-throated peal that
subsided in a second series of small explosions and gradually rumbled
off into silence somewhere in the region of the diaphragm, leaving
only the wrinkles about the corners of the blue eyes as a kind of
warning that the whole process might be repeated upon sufficient
provocation. "Yes, we got him ordained," he repeated when the chuckle
had passed. "I was glad of your explanatory note about him. It
guided us in our arrangements for examination."
"What happened?" inquired the Superintendent, leaning forward. He
dearly loved a yarn, and he sorely hated to lose any of the more
humorous incidents of missionary life, not only for the joy they
brought him, but also because they furnished him with ammunition for
his Eastern campaigns.
"Well, it was funny," said the Convener, his lips twitching and his
eyes wrinkling, "though at one time it looked like an Assembly case
with all seven of us up before the bar. You know McPherson, our
latest importation in the way of ordained men? Somehow he had got
wind of Boyle's trouble with the Presbytery in the East. McPherson
is a fine fellow and doing good work."
"Yes," assented the Superintendent, "he's a fine fellow, but his
conscience gives him a hard time now and then and works over time for
other People."
"Well," continued the Convener, McPherson came to me about the
matter in very considerable anxiety. I put him off, consulted with
McTavish and Murray, and we decided that Boyle was too good a man to
lose, and as to his heresy, it was not hurting Windermere as far as we
could learn. So it happened"--here the Convener pulled himself up
short to suppress the chuckle that threatened--"it happened that just
as the examination was beginning McPherson was called out, and before
he had returned the trials for license and ordination had been
sustained. I think on the whole McPherson was relieved, but there
were some funny moments after he came back into court."
"Heresy-hunting doesn't flourish in the West," said the
Superintendent. "There's no time for it. Some of the Eastern
Presbyteries have too many men with more time on their hands than
sense in their heads."
"Certainly there was no time lost in this case," replied the
Convener. "We knew Boyle's scholarship was right. We knew his heart
was sound. We knew he was doing good work for us and we knew we
wanted him. We were not anxious to know anything else."
"What we want for the West," said the Superintendent, his voice
vibrating in a deeper tone, "is men who have the spirit of the Gospel
with the power to preach it and the love of their fellowmen, with tact
to bring it to bear upon them. A little heresy, more or less, won't
hurt them. Orthodoxy is my doxy, heterodoxy the other fellow's."
"In Boyle's case, I believe he was helped by his touch of heresy.
It gave him a kind of brotherly feeling with all heretics. It was
that more than anything else that broke up the Freethinkers' Club."
"Ah," said the Superintendent, bending eagerly forward, again on
the scent, "I didn't hear that."
"Yes," said the Convener, "Fink told me about it. Boyle went to
their meetings. He found them revelling in cheap scepticism of the
Ingersollian type. He took the attitude of a man seeking after a
working theory of life, and that attitude he stuck to--his real
attitude, mind you. He encouraged them to talk, combated none of
their positions and, as Hank said, 'coaxed them out into deep water
and had them froggin' for their lives. He was the biggest
Freethinker in the bunch.' They invited him to give a series of
lectures. He did so, and that settled the Freethinkers' Club. He
never blamed them for doubting anything, and I believe that's right."
The Convener was a bit of a heretic himself and, consequently,
carried a tender heart toward them. "Let a man doubt till he finds
his faith. And that was Boyle's line. He let them doubt, but he
insisted that they should have something positive to live by."
"Our friend Hank," said the Superintendent, "would be delighted."
"Delighted? I should say so. But Hank 'joins trembling with his
mirth,' for Boyle got after him with the same demands."
The Superintendent was filled with delighted pride in his
missionary. "That's the kind of man we want. He ought to do well in
your railroad field."
"Yes," replied the Convener hesitatingly. "You think he ought to
go? Windermere will be furious. I wouldn't care to go in there
after Boyle is removed."
"It is hard on Windermere, but Windermere mustn't be selfish. That
railroad work is most pressing, and only a man like Boyle will do.
There will be from three to five thousand men in there this winter
between Macleod and Kuskinook. We dare not neglect them. I have had
correspondence with Fahey, the General Manager for the Crow's Nest
line, and he is not unfriendly, though he would prefer us to send in
medical missionaries. But that work he and his contractors ought to
look after."
"There is a terrible state of things in the eastern division, I
fear, from all reports," replied the Convener. "By the way, there is
a young English doctor working on that eastern division from the
MaCleod end who is making a great stir. Bailey is his name, I
believe. He began as a navvy, but finding a lot of fellows sick, and
the doctor a poor drunken fellow, Bailey, it appears, stood it as long
as he could, then finally threw him out of the camp and installed
himself in his place. The contractor backed him up and he has
revolutionized the medical work in that direction. Murray told me the
most wonderful tales about him. He must be a remarkable man. Gambles
heavily, but hates whiskey and won't have it near the camp. You ought
to look him up when you go in."
"I will. These camp doctors are a poor lot and the railroad people
ought to feel disgraced in employing them. They draw their fifty
cents per man a month, but their practice is shameful. It is a
delicate matter, but I shall take this up with Fahey when I see him.
He is a rough diamond, but he is fair and he won't stand any
nonsense."
"And you think Boyle ought to go in?"
"Yes. On the whole, I think Boyle must go. These are a fine body
of men and must be looked after. A weaker man would make a mess of
things. Boyle is the man for the work. How did he seem? Cheerful?"
"No, I shouldn't call him so. But he is vastly better than when he
came to us. He was low in health, I think, and his face haunted me
for weeks. He strikes me as a man with a tragedy in his life."
The Superintendent said nothing. He had, in large degree, the rare
gift of silence. Even with his trusted lieutenants he would break no
confidence. But before he slept that night he wrote two letters, and
after he had sealed and stamped them he placed them, with a pile
already written, on the table and sat back in his chair indulging
himself in a few moments of reverie. He saw the orderly, well-kept
kitchen in the Old Stone Mill and, bending over his letter a woman,
dark-faced and stern, her wavy, black hair heavily streaked with
white, for during the past years the sword had pierced her heart. He
saw the light break upon her tragic Highland face as she read of her
boy and his well doing. With glad heart she had given him up, and
now, with humble joy, she would read that her offering had been
accepted.
The other letter brought to him the Macdougalls' drawing-room with
all its beautiful appointments and the face of a young girl pleading
for her friend. He still could see the quivering lips and hear the
words of her invincible faith, "I know that if he got at his own work
again it would save him." He could still feel the grateful, timid
pressure of her fingers as he had pledged her his word that her desire
should be fulfilled. He had kept his word and her faith had not been
put to shame.
"Be aisy now, ye little divils. Sure ye'd think it wuz the ould
Nick himself ye're dodgin'."
Thus Tommy Tate, teamster along the Tote road between the Maclennan
camps, admonished his half-broken bronchos.
"Stiddy now. The saints be good t'us! Will we iver git down this
hill alive? Hould back, will yez? There, now. The saints be
praised! that's over. How are ye now, Scotty? If ye're alive, kick
me fut. Hivin be praised! He's there yit," said Tommy to himself.
"We're on the dump now, Scotty, an' we won't be long, me bhoy, till
we see the lights av Swipey's saloon. Git along there, will ye!"
The bronchos after their fifteen-mile drive along the unspeakable
bush roads, finding the smooth surface of the railway grade beneath
their feet, set off at a good lope. It was now quite dark. The snow
was driving bitterly in Tommy's face, but that stout little Irishman
cared nothing for himself. His concern was for the man lying under
the buffalo robes in the sleigh. Mile after mile the bronchos kept up
their tireless lope, encouraged by the cheery admonitions and the
cracking whip of their driver.
"Begob, but it's cowld enough to freeze the tail aff a brass
monkey. I'll jist be afther givin' the lad a taste."
He tied the reins to the seat, gave his bronchos a parting lash,
took a flask from his pocket, and got down on his knees beside the
sick man.
"Here, Scotty," he said coaxingly, "take another taste. It'll put
life into ye." The sick man tried to swallow once, twice, choked
hard, then shook his head. "Now, God be merciful! an' can't ye
swally at all? An' the good stuff it is, too! Thry once more,
Scotty darlin'. Ye'll need it an' we're not far aff now." Once more
the sick man made a desperate effort. He got a little of the whiskey
down, then turned away his head. The tender-hearted little Irishman
covered him over carefully and climbed into his seat. "He couldn't
swally it," he said to himself in an awed voice, putting the flask to
his own lips, "Begorra, an' it's near the Kingdom he must be!" To
Tommy it appeared an infallible sign of approaching dissolution that a
man should reject the contents of his flask. He gave himself to the
business of getting out of the bronchos all the speed they had. "Come
on, now, me bhoys!" he shouted through the gale, "what are ye lookin'
at? Sure, there's nothin' purtier than yerselves can be seen in the
dark. Hut, there! Kick, wud ye? Take that, thin, an' larn manners!
Now ye're beginin' to move! Hooray!"
So with voice and lash Tommy continued to urge his team till they
came out into a clearing at the far end of which twinkled the lights
of the new railroad town being built about Maclennan's camp No. 1.
"Hivin be praised! we're there at last. Begob, it's mesilf that
thought ye'd moved to the ind of nowhere. We're here, Scotty, me
man. In ten howly minutes we'll have ye by the fire an' the docthor
puttin' life into ye wid a spoon. Are ye there, Scotty?" But there
was no movement in response. "Howly Mary! Give us a little more
speed!" He stood up over his team, lashing and yelling till the tired
beasts were going at full gallop. As he drew near the camp the sound
of singing came on the driving wind. "Now the divil fly away wid the
whiskey! It's pay day an' the camp's loose. God send, there's a quiet
spot to be found near at hand!"
Through the driving snow could be seen the dim, black outlines of
the various structures of the pioneer town. First came the camp
building, the bunkhouse, grub-house, office, blacksmith shop, and
beyond these the glaring lights of a couple of saloons, while back
nearer timber the "red lights," the curse and shame of railroad,
lumber, and mining camps in British Columbia then and unto this day,
cast their baleful lure through the snowy night.
At full gallop Tommy drove his bronchos up to the door of the first
saloon and before they were well stopped burst open the door, crying
out, "Give us a hand here, min, for the love o' God!" Swipey, the
saloon-keeper, came himself to the door.
"What have you there, Tommy?" he asked.
"It's mesilf don't know. It wuz alive when we started out. Are ye
there, Scotty?" There was no answer. "The saints be good to us! Are
ye alive at all?" He lifted back the buffalo robe from the sick man's
face and he found him breathing heavily, but unable to speak.
"Where's yer doctor?"
"Haven't seen him raound," said Swipey. "Have you, Shorty?"
"Yes," replied the man called Shorty. "He's in there with the
boys."
Tommy swore a great oath. "Like our own docthor, he is, the blank,
dirty suckers they are! Sure, they'd pull a bung hole out be the
roots!"
"He's not that way," replied Swipey, "our doctor."
"Not much he ain't!" cried Shorty. "But he's into the biggest game
with 'Mexico' an' the boys ye ever seen in this camp."
"Fer the love av Hivin git him!" cried Tommy. "The man is dyin'.
Here, min, let's git him in."
"There's no place here for a sick man," said the saloon-keeper.
"What? He's dyin', I'm tellin' ye!"
"Well, this ain't no place to die in. We ain't got time." An
angry murmur ran through the men about the door. "Take him up to the
bunk-house," said the saloon-keeper to Tommy with a stream of oaths.
"What d'ye want to come monkeyin' raound my house for with a sick
man? How do you know what he's got?"
"What differ does it make what he's got?" retorted Tommy. "Blank
yer dirty face fer a bloody son of a sheep thief! It's plinty of me
money ye've had, but it's no more ye'll git! Where'll I take the man
to?" he cried, appealing to the crowd. "Ye can't let him die on the
street!"
Meantime Shorty had found the doctor in a small room back of the
bar of the "Frank" saloon, seated at a table surrounded by six or
eight men with a deck of cards in his hand, deep in a game of "Black
Jack" for which he held the pot. Opposite him sat "Mexico," the type
of a Western professional gambler and desperado, his swarthy face
adorned with a pair of sweeping mustaches, its expressionless
appearance relieved by a pair of glittering black eyes. For nine
hours the doctor had not moved from his chair, playing any who might
care to chip in to the game. For the last hour he had been winning
heavily, till, at his right hand, he had a heap of new crisp bills
lately from the Bank of Montreal, having made but a slight pause in
the grimy hands of the railroad men on their way to his. At his left
hand stood a glass of water with which, from time to time, he
moistened his lips. His face was like a mask of death, colourless and
empty of feeling, except that in the black eyes, deep-set and
blood-shot, there gleamed a light as of madness. The room was full of
men watching the game and waiting an opportunity to get into it.
"The doctor's wanted!" shouted Shorty, bursting into the room. Not
a head turned, and but for a slight flicker of impatience the doctor
remained unmoved.
"There's a man dyin' out here from No. 2," continued Shorty.
"Let him go to hell, then, an' you go, too!" growled out "Mexico,"
who had for the greater part of the evening been playing in bad luck,
but who had refused to quit, waiting for the turn.
"He's out here in the snow," continued Shorty, "an' he's chokin' to
death, an' we don't know what to do with him."
The doctor looked up from his hand. "Put him in somewhere. I'll be
along soon."
"They won't let him in anywhere. They're all afraid, an' he's
chokin' to death."
The doctor turned down his cards. "What do you say? Choking to
death?" He passed his hand over his eyes. His professional instinct
began to assert itself.
"Yes," continued Shorty. "There's somethin' wrong with him; he
can't swallow. An' we can't git him in."
The doctor pushed back his chair. "Here, men," he said, "I'm going
to quit."
A chorus of oaths and imprecations greeted his proposal.
"You can't quit now!" growled "Mexico" fiercely, like a dog that is
about to lose a bone. "You've got to give us a chance."
"Well, here's your chance then," cried the doctor. "Let's stop this
tiddle-de-winks game. You can't have up more than a hundred apiece.
I'll put my pile against your bets, there's three thousand if there's
a dollar, and quit. Come on."
The greatness of the opportunity staggered them.
Then they flung themselves upon it. "It's a go!" "Come on!"
"Give us your cards!" Quickly the cards were dealt. One by one the
men made up their hands. The crowd about crushed in upon them in
breathless excitement. Never had there been seen in that camp so
reckless a stake.
"Now, then, show down," growled "Mexico."
The doctor laid down his cards face up. One by one they compared
their hands. He had won. With an oath "Mexico" made a grab for the
pile, reaching for his hip at the same time with the other hand, but
the doctor was first, and before anyone could move or speak "Mexico"
was lying in the corner, his toes quivering above his upturned chair.
"Look after the brute, someone. He doesn't understand the game,"
said the doctor with cool contempt, crumpling up the bills and
pushing them down into his pocket. "Where's your sick man?"
"This way, doctor," said Shorty, hurrying out toward the sleigh.
The doctor passed him on a run.
"What does this mean?" he cried. "Why haven't you got him inside
somewhere?"
"That's what I say, docthor," answered Tommy, "but the bloody
haythen wudn't let him in."
"How's this, Swipey?" said the doctor sternly, turning to the
saloon-keeper, who still stood in the door.
"He's not comin' in here. How do I know what he's got?"
"I'll take that responsibility," replied the doctor. "In he goes.
Here, take him up on the robe, men. Steady, now."
Swipey hesitated a moment, but before he could make up his mind
what to do, the doctor was leading his men with their burden past the
bar door.
"Show us a room at the back, Swipey, upstairs. It must be warm.
Be quick about it."
Swearing deep oaths, Swipey led the way. "It must be warm, eh?
Want a bath in it next, I suppose."
"This will do," said the doctor when they reached the room. "Now,
clear out, men. I want one of you. You'll do, Shorty." Without
hurry, but with incredible speed and dexterity, he had the man
undressed and in bed between heated blankets. "Now, hold the light.
We'll take a look at his throat. Heavens above! Stay here, Shorty,
till I come back."
He ran downstairs, and, bareheaded as he was, plunged through the
storm to his office, returning in a few minutes with his medical bag
and two hot-water bottles.
"We're too late, Shorty, I fear, but we'll do our best. Get these
full of hot water for me."
"What is it, Doctor?" cried Shorty anxiously.
"Go quick!" The doctor's voice was so sharp and stern that before
Shorty knew, he was half way downstairs with the hot-water bottles.
With swift, deft movements the doctor went about his work.
"Ah, that's right. Now, Shorty, hold the light again. Now the
antitoxin. It's hours, days, too late, perhaps, hardly any use with
this mixed infection, but we'll try it. There. Now we'll touch up
his heart. Poor chap, he can't swallow. We'll give it to him this
way." Again he filled his syringe from another bottle and gave the
sick man a second injection. "There. That ought to help him a bit.
Now, what fool sent a man in this condition twenty miles through a
storm like this? Shorty, don't let that teamster go away without
seeing me. Have him in here within an hour." Shorty turned to go.
"Wait. Do you know this man's name?"
"I heard Tommy call him Scotty Anderson. He's from the old
country, I think."
"All right. Now, go and get the teamster."
The doctor turned to his struggle with death. "There is no chance,
no chance. The fools! The villains! It's sheer murder!" he
muttered, as he strove moment by moment to bring relief to the sick
man fighting to get his breath.
After working with him for half an hour the doctor had the
satisfaction of seeing him begin to breathe more easily. But by that
time he had given up all hope of saving the man's life. And it seemed
to increase his rage to see his patient slipping away from him. For
do what he could, the heart was failing rapidly and the doctor saw
that it was simply a matter of minutes. Before the hour had elapsed
the dying man opened his eyes and looked about. The doctor turned up
the light and leaned over him, trying to make out the words which poor
Scotty was making such painful efforts to utter. But no words could
he hear. Finally the dying man pointed to the chair on which his
clothes lay.
"You want something out of your pocket?" inquired the doctor. The
eyes gave assent. One by one the doctor held up the articles he
found in the pockets of the clothing till he came to a letter, then
the eyes that had followed every movement expressed satisfaction.
"Do you want me to read it?"
It was from the mother to her son Andy in far Canada, breathing
gratitude for gifts of money from time to time, pride in his well
doing, love without measure, and prayers unceasing. It took all the
doctor's fortitude to keep his voice clear and steady. The eloquent
eyes never moved from his face till the reading was finished. Then
the doctor put the letter into his big, hairy hand so muscular and so
feeble. The fingers closed upon it and with difficulty carried it to
the man's bosom. For a moment the eyes remained closed as if in
peace, but only for a moment. Once more they rested entreatingly upon
the doctor's face.
"Something else in your pocket?"
The doctor continued drawing forth the articles one by one till he
came to a large worn pocketbook.
"This?"
With an effort the head nodded an affirmation. From the innermost
pocket he drew a little photograph of a young girl. A light came
into the eyes of the dying man. He took the photograph which the
doctor placed in his hand and carried it painfully to his lips. Once
more the eyes began to question.
"You want something else from your pocketbook? If so, close your
eyes." The eyes remained wide open. "No? You want me to do
something for you? To write?" At once the eyes closed. "I shall
write to your mother and send all your things and tell them about
you." A smile spread over the face and the eyes closed as if
content. In a few minutes, however, they opened wide again. In vain
the doctor tried to catch the meaning. The lips began to move.
Putting his ear close, the doctor caught the word "Thank."
"Thank who? The teamster?"
The man moved his hand and touched the doctor's with his fingers.
"Thank me? My dear fellow, I only wish I could help you," said the
doctor. "Anything else?"
The eyes looked upward toward the ceiling, then rested beseechingly
upon the doctor's face again. Vainly the doctor sought to gather his
meaning, till, with a mighty effort, poor Scotty tried to speak. Once
more, putting his ear close to the lips, the doctor caught the words,
"Mother--home," and again the eyes turned upward toward the ceiling.
"You wish me to tell your mother that you are going home?" And
once more a glad smile lit up the distorted face.
For some minutes there was silence in the room. Up from the bar,
through the thin partition, came the sounds of oaths and laughter and
drunken song. The doctor cursed them all below his breath and turned
toward the door. A spasm of coughing brought him back to his
patient's side. After the spasm had passed the sick man lay still,
his eyes closed, and his breath becoming shorter every moment. Once
again the eyes made their appeal, and the doctor hastened to seek
their meaning. Listening intently, he heard the word, "Pray." The
doctor's pale face flushed quickly and as quickly paled again. He
shook his head, saying, "I'm no good at that." Once more the poor
lips made an effort to speak, and again the doctor caught the words,
"Jesus, tender--." It had been the doctor's child prayer, too. But
for years no prayer had passed his lips. He could not bring himself
to do it. It would be sheer mockery. But the eyes were fixed upon
his face beseeching, waiting for him to begin.
"All right," said the doctor through his set teeth, "I'll do it."
And above the ribald sounds that broke in from below on the solemn
silence, the doctor's voice, low but very clear, rose in the verses
of that ancient child's prayer, "Jesus, tender Shepherd, hear me." At
the third verse,
"Let my sins be all forgiven, Bless the friends I love so well,
Take me when I die to heaven, Happy there with Thee to dwell,"
there was a deep breath from the sick man, a sigh as of great
content, and then all was still. Ere the prayer had been uttered the
answer had come, "Happy there with Thee to dwell." Poor Scotty! Out
from the sickness and the pain, from the wretchedness and the sin, he
had been taken to the place where the blessed dwell and whence they go
no more out forever.
Silently the doctor composed the limbs, his eyes dim with unusual
tears. As he was thus busied he heard a sniffle behind him and,
turning sharply about, he found Tommy and Shorty standing at the
door, both wiping their eyes and struggling with their sobs.
"Confound you, Shorty!" burst forth the doctor wrathfully, "what in
the mischief are you doing there? Come in, you fool. Did you ever
see a dead man before?" The doctor was clearly in a rage. During
the weeks Shorty had known him in camp he had never seen him show
anything but a perfectly cold and self-composed face. "Is this the
teamster?" continued the doctor. "Come in here. You see that man?
Someone has murdered him. Who sent him down here through this storm?
How long had he been ill? Have you a doctor up there? Are there any
more sick? Why don't you speak up? What's your name?" In an angry
flood the questions poured forth upon the hapless Tommy, who stood
speechless. "Why don't you speak?" said the doctor again.
Recovering himself, Tommy began with the question which seemed to
require least thought to answer. "Thomas Tate, sir, av ye plaze. An'
sure it's not me ye'd be blamin' at all. Didn't I tell the foreman
the man wuz dyin'? An' niver a breath did I draw fer the last twinty
miles, an' up an' down the hills like the divil wuz afther me wid a
poker."
"Have you no doctor up there?"
"Docthor, is it? If that's what ye call him, fer the drunken baste
that he is, wallowin' 'round like Micky Murphy's pig, axin' pardon av
the pig."
"Are there any more sick?"
"Sick? Bedad, they're all sick wid fear, an' half a dozen worse
than poor Scotty there, God rest his sowl!"
The doctor thought a minute, then turning to Shorty he said,
speaking rapidly, "Go and bring to this room the foreman and Swipey.
And say not a word to anyone, mind that. And you," he said, turning
to Tommy, "can you start back in an hour?"
"I can that same, if I must."
"You know the road. We'll get another team and start within an
hour. Get something to eat."
In a short time both the foreman and the saloon-keeper were in the
room.
"This man," said the doctor, "is dead. Diphtheria. There is no
fear, Swipey. Shut that door. But you must have him buried at once,
and you will both see the necessity of having it done quietly. I
shall fumigate this room. All this clothing must be burned and there
will be no further danger. You will see about this to-morrow. I am
going up to No. 2 to-night."
"To-night, doctor!" cried the foreman. "It's blowing a regular
blizzard. Can't you wait till morning?"
"There are men sick at No. 2," said the doctor. "The chances are
it's diphtheria."
In an hour's time Tommy was at the door with the best team the camp
possessed.
"Have you had something to eat, Tommy?" inquired the doctor,
stepping out from the saloon.
"That's what I have," replied Tommy.
"All right, then. Give me the lines. You can have a sleep."
"Not if I know it, begob!" said Tommy. "I'll stay wid yez. It's
mesilf that knows a man whin I see him."
And off into the blizzard and the night they sped, the doctor
rejoicing to find in the call to a fight with death that excitement
without which it seemed he could not live.
At Camp No. 2 Maclennan had struck what was called a hard
proposition. The line ran straight through a muskeg out of which the
bottom seemed to have dropped, and Maclennan himself, with his
foreman, Craigin, was almost in despair. For every day they were
held back by the muskeg meant a serious reduction in the profits of
Maclennan's contract.
The foreman, Craigin, was a man from "across the line," skilled in
railroad building, selected chiefly because of his reputation as a
"driver." He was a man of great physical force and indomitable will,
and gifted in large measure with the power of command. He knew his
business thoroughly and knew just how to get the most out of the
machinery and men at his command. He himself was an untiring worker,
and no man on the line could get a bigger day out of his force than
could Craigin. His men he treated as part of his equipment. He
believed in what was called his "scrap-heap policy." When any part of
the machinery ceased to do first-class work it was at once discarded,
and, as with the machinery, so it was with the men. A sick man was a
nuisance in the camp and must be got rid of with all possible speed.
Craigin had little faith in human nature, and when a man fell ill his
first impulse was to suspect him of malingering, and hence the
standing order of the camp in regard to a sick man was that he should
get to work or be sent out of the camp. Hence the men thoroughly
hated their foreman, but as thoroughly they dreaded to fall under his
displeasure.
The camp stood in the midst of a swamp, thick with underbrush of
spruce and balsam and tamarack. The site had been selected after a
month of dry weather in the fall, consequently the real condition of
the ground was not discovered until the late rains had swollen the
streams from the mountain-sides and filled up the intervening valleys
and swamps. After the frost had fallen the situation was vastly
improved, but they all waited the warm weather of spring with anxiety.
On the crest of the hill which overlooked the camp the doctor
halted the team.
"Where are your stables, Tommy?"
"Over there beyant, forninst the cook-house."
"Good Lord!" murmured the doctor. "How many men have you here?"
"Between two an' three hundred, wid them that are travellin' the
road."
"What are your sanitary arrangements?"
"What's that?"
"I mean how do you--what are your arrangements for keeping the camp
clean, free from dirt and smells? You can't have three hundred men
living together without some sanitary arrangements."
"Begob, it's ivery man fer himsilf. Clane yersilf as ye can
through the week, an' on Sundays boil yer clothes in soap suds, if ye
kin git near the kittles. But, bedad, it's the lively time we have
wid the crathurs."
"And is that the bunk-house close up to the cookery?"
"It is that same."
"And why was it built so close as that?"
"Sure there wuz no ground left by raison av the muskeg at the back
av it."
The doctor gave it up. "Drive on," he said. "But what a beautiful
spot for a camp right there on that level."
"Beautiful, is it? Faith, it's not beautiful that Craigin calls
it, fer ivery thaw the bottom goes clane out av it till ye can't git
round fer mud an' the dump fallin' through to the antipods," replied
Tom.
"Yes, but up on this flat here, Tommy, under the big pines, that
would be a fine spot for the camp."
"It wud that same. Bad luck to the man who set it where it is."
As they drove into the camp the cook came out with some refuse
which he dumped down on a heap at the door. The doctor shuddered as
he thought of that heap when the sun shone upon it in the mild
weather. A huge Swede followed the cook out with a large red muffler
wrapped round his throat.
"Hello, Yonie!" cried Tommy. "What's afther gittin' ye up so
early?"
"It is no sleep for dis," cried Yonie thickly, pointing to his
throat.
The doctor sprang from the sleigh. "Let me look at your throat."
"It's the docthor, Yonie," explained Tommy, whereupon the Swede
submitted to the examination.
The doctor turned him toward the east, where the sun was just
peeping through the treetops, and looked into his throat. "My man,
you go right back to bed quick."
"No, it will not to bed," replied Yonie. "Big work to-day, boss
say. He not like men sick."
"You hear me," said the doctor sharply. "You go back to bed.
Where's your doctor?"
"He slapes in the office between meals. Yonder," said Tommy,
pointing the way.
"Never mind now. Where are your sick men?"
"De seeck mans?" replied the cook. "She's be hall overe. On de
bunk-house, on de cook shed. Dat is imposseeb to mak' de cook for
den seeck mans hall aroun'."
"What? Do they sit around where you are cooking?"
"Certainment. Dat's warm plas. De bunkhouse she's col.' Poor
feller! But she's mak' me beeg troub'. She's cough, cough, speet,
speet. Bah! dat's what you call lak' one beas'."
The doctor strode into the cook-house. By the light of the lantern
swinging from the roof he found three men huddled over the range, the
picture of utter misery. He took down the lantern.
"Here, cook, hold this please, one moment. Allow me to look at
your throats, men."
"Dis de docteur, men," said the cook.
A quick glance he gave at each throat, his face growing more stern
with each examination.
"Boys, you must all get to bed at once. You must keep away from
this cook-house or you'll poison the whole camp."
"Where can we go, doctor? The bunk-house would freeze you and the
stink of it would make a well man sick."
"And is there no place else?"
"No. Unless it's the stables," said another man; "they're not
quite so bad."
"Well, sit here just now. We'll see about it. But first let me
give you something." He opened his bag, took out his syringe. "Here,
Yonie, we'll begin with you. Roll up your sleeve." And in three
minutes he had given all four an antitoxin injection. "Now, we'll see
the doctor. By the way what's his name?"
"Hain," said the cook, "dat's his nem."
"Haines," explained one of the men.
"Dat's what I say," said the cook indignantly, "Hain."
The doctor passed out, went toward the office, knocked at the door,
and, getting no response, opened it and walked in.
"Be the powers, Narcisse!" cried Tommy, as the cook stood looking
after the doctor, "it's little I iver thought I'd pity that baste,
but Hivin save him now! He'll be thinkin' the divil's come fer him.
An' begob, he'll be wishin' it wuz before he's through wid him."
But Dr. Bailey was careful to observe all the rules that the
punctilious etiquette of the profession demanded. He found Dr.
Haines sleeping heavily in his clothes. He had had a bad night. He
was uneasy at the outbreak of sickness in his camp, and more
especially was he seized with an anxious foreboding in regard to the
sick man who had been sent out the day before. Besides this, the
foreman had cursed him for a drunken fool in the presence of the whole
camp with such vigour and directness that he had found it necessary to
sooth his ruffled feelings with large and frequent doses of stimulant
brought into the camp for strictly medical purposes. With difficulty
he was roused from his slumber. When fully awake he was aware of a
young man with a very pale and very stern face standing over him.
Without preliminary Dr. Bailey began:
"Dr. Haines, you have some very sick men in this camp."
"Who the deuce are you?" replied Haines, staring up at him.
"They call me Dr. Bailey. I have come in from along the line."
"Dr. Bailey?" said Haines, sitting up. "Oh, I've heard of you."
His tone indicated a report none too favourable. In fact, it was his
special chum and confrere who had been ejected from his position in
the Gap camp through Dr. Bailey's vigorous measures.
"You have some very sick men in the camp," repeated Dr. Bailey, his
voice sharp and stern.
"Oh, a little tonsilitis," replied Haines in an indifferent tone.
"Diphtheria," said Bailey shortly.
"Diphtheria be hanged!" replied Haines insolently; "I examined them
carefully last night."
"They have diphtheria this morning. I have just taken the liberty
of looking into their throats."
"The deuce you have! I like your impudence! Who sent you in here
to interfere with my practice, young man? Where did you get your
professional manners?" Dr. Haines was the older man and resented the
intrusion of this smooth-faced young stranger, who added to the crime
of his youth that of being guilty of a serious breach of professional
etiquette.
"I ought to apologize for looking at your patients," said Dr.
Bailey. "I came in thinking I might be of some assistance in dealing
with this outbreak of diphtheria, and I was naturally anxious to
see--"
"Diphtheria!" blurted Haines. "Nothing of the sort."
"Dr. Haines, the man you sent out last night had it."
"HAD it?"
"He died an hour after arriving at No. 1."
"Dead? Cursed fool! He WOULD go against my will."
"Against your will? Would you let a man in the last stages of
diphtheria leave this camp against your will with the company's
team?"
"Well, I knew he shouldn't go. But he wanted to go himself, and
the foreman would have him out."
"There are at least four men going about the camp--they are now in
the cook-house where the breakfast is being prepared--who are
suffering from a severe attack of diphtheria."
"What do you propose? What can I do in this cursed hole?" said Dr.
Haines petulantly. "No appliances, no means of isolation, no nurses,
nothing. Beside, I have half a dozen camps to look after. What can I
do?"
"Do you ask me?" The scorn in the voice was only too apparent.
"Isolate the infected at least."
Haines swore deeply to himself while, with trembling hand, he
poured out a cupful of whiskey from a bottle standing on a convenient
shelf. "Isolate? How can I isolate? There's no building in which--"
"Make one."
"Make one? Young man, do you know what you are talking about? Do
you know where you are? Do you know who is running this camp?"
"No. But I do know that these men must be isolated within an
hour."
"Impossible! I tell you it is impossible!"
"Dr. Haines, an inquest upon the man sent out from this camp last
night would result in the verdict of manslaughter. There was no
inquest. There will be on the next man that dies if there is any
neglect."
The seriousness of the situation began to dawn upon Haines.
"Well," he said, "if you think you can isolate them, go ahead. I'll
see the foreman."
"Every minute is precious. I gave those four men antitoxin. Are
there others?"
"Don't know," Haines growled, as with an oath he went out, followed
by Dr. Bailey. Just outside the door they met the foreman.
"This is Dr. Bailey, Mr. Craigin." Craigin growled out a
salutation. "Dr. Bailey here says these sick men have diphtheria."
"How does he know?" inquired Craigin shortly.
"He has examined them this morning."
"Have you?"
"No, not yet."
"Then you don't know they have diphtheria?"
"No," replied Haines weakly.
"These men have diphtheria, Mr. Craigin, without a doubt, and they
ought to be isolated at once."
"Isolated? How?"
"A separate camp must be built and someone appointed to attend
them."
"A separate camp!" exclaimed Craigin; "I'll see them blanked first!
Look here, Haines, let's have no nonsense about this. I'm three
weeks, yes, a month, behind with this job here. This blank, blank
muskeg is knocking the whole contract endways. We can't spare a
single man half a day. And more than that, you go talking diphtheria
in this camp and you can't hold the men here an hour. It's all I can
do to hold them as it is." And Craigin went off into an elaborate
course of profanity descriptive of the various characteristics of the
men in his employ.
"But what is to be done?" asked Haines helplessly.
"Send 'em out to the steel. They're better in the hospital,
anyway. It's fine to-day. We'll send every man Jack out to-day."
"These men can't be moved," said Dr. Bailey in a quiet voice. "You
sent a man out yesterday and he's dead."
"He was bound to go himself. We didn't send him. Anyway, it's
none of YOUR business. Look here, Haines, you know me. I'm not
going to have any of this blank nonsense of isolation hospitals and
all that blankety blank rot. Dose 'em up good and send 'em out."
Dr. Haines stood silent, too evidently afraid of the foreman.
"Mr. Craigin, it would be murder," said Dr. Bailey, "sure murder.
Some of them might get through. Some would be sure to die. The
consequences to those responsible--to Dr. Haines, for instance--
would be serious. I am quite sure he will never give orders that
these men should be moved."
"He won't, eh? You just wait till you see him do it. Haines will
give the orders right enough." Craigin's laugh was like the growl of
a bear. "There's a reason, ain't there, Haines? Now you hear me.
Those men are going out to-day, and so are you, you blank, blank
interferin' skunk."
Dr. Bailey smiled sweetly at Craigin. "You may call me what you
please just now, Mr. Craigin. Before the day is over you won't have
enough names left. For I tell you that these men suffering from
diphtheria are going to stay here, and are going to be properly cared
for."
Craigin was white. That this young pale-faced stranger should
presume to come into his domain, where his word was wont to run as
absolute law, filled him with rage unspeakable. But there were
serious issues at stake, and with a supreme effort he controlled the
passionate longing to spring upon this upstart and throttle him. He
turned sharply to Haines.
"Dr. Haines, you think these men can go out to-day?"
Haines hesitated.
"You understand me, Haines; these men go out or--"
Haines was evidently in some horrible dread of the foreman. A
moment more he paused and then surrendered.
"Oh, hang it, Bailey, I don't think they're so terribly ill. I
guess they can go out."
"Dr. Haines," said Craigin, "is that your decision?"
"Yes, I think so."
"All right," said Craigin, with a triumphant sneer. He turned to
Tommy, who was standing near with half a dozen men who had just come
out from breakfast. "Here you, Tommy, get a couple of teams ready and
all the buffalo robes you need and be ready to start in an hour. Do
you hear?"
"I do," said Tommy, turning slowly away.
"Tommy," called Dr. Bailey in a sharp, clear tone, "you took a man
out from this camp yesterday. Tell the men here what happened."
"Sure, they all know it," said Tommy, who had already told the
story of poor Scotty's death and of the doctor's efforts to save him.
"An' it's a fine bhoy he wuz, poor Scotty, an' niver a groan out av
him all the way down, an' not able to swally a taste whin I gave it to
him."
Craigin sprang toward Tommy in a fury. "Here you blank, blank,
blank! Do what I tell you! And the rest of you men, what are you
gawkin' at here? Get to work!"
The men gave back, and some began to move away. Dr. Bailey walked
quickly past Craigin into the midst of the group.
"Men, I want to say something to you." His voice commanded their
instant attention. "There are half a dozen of your comrades in this
camp sick with diphtheria. I came up here to help. They ought to be
isolated to prevent the spread of the disease, and they ought to be
cared for at once. The foreman proposes to send them out. One went
out yesterday. He died last night. If these men go out to-day some
of them will die, and it will be murder. What do you say? Will you
let them go?" A wrathful murmur ran through the crowd, which was
being rapidly increased every moment by others coming from breakfast.
"Get to your work, you fellows, or get your time!" shouted Craigin,
pouring out oaths. "And you," turning toward Dr. Bailey, "get out of
this camp."
"I am here in consultation with Dr. Haines," replied Dr. Bailey.
"He has asked my advice, and I am giving it."
"Send him out, Haines. And be quick about it!"
By this time the men were fully roused. One of them came forward.
"What do you propose should be done, Doctor?" he inquired.
"Are you going to work, McLean?" shouted Craigin furiously. "If
not, go and get your time."
"We're going to talk this matter over a minute, Mr. Craigin," said
McLean quietly. "It's a serious matter. We are all concerned in it,
and we'll decide in a few minutes what is to be done."
"Every man who is not at work in five minutes will get his time,"
said Craigin, and he turned away and passed into the office.
"What do you propose should be done, Doctor?" said McLean, ignoring
the foreman.
"Build a camp where the sick men can be placed by themselves and
where they can be kept from infecting the rest of the camp. Half a
day's work of a dozen men will do it. If we send them out some of
them will die. Besides, it is almost certain that some more of you
have already been infected."
At once eager discussion began. Some, in dread terror of the
disease, were for sending out the sick immediately, but the majority
would not listen to this inhuman proposal. Finally McLean came again
to Dr. Bailey.
"The men want to know if you can guarantee that the disease can be
stamped out here if you have a separate camp for an hospital?"
"We can guarantee nothing," replied Dr. Bailey. "But it is
altogether the safer way to fight the disease. And I am of the
opinion that we can stamp it out." The doctor's air and tone of
quiet confidence, far more than his words, decided the men's action.
In a minute more it was agreed that the sick men should stay and that
they would all stand together in carrying out the plan of isolation.
"If he gives any of us time," said Tommy, "we'll all take it,
begob."
"No, men," said the doctor, "let's not make trouble. I know Mr.
Maclennan slightly, and he's a just man, and he'll do what's fair.
Besides, we don't want to interfere with the job. Give me a dozen
men--one must be able to cook--and in half a day the work will be
finished. I will be personally responsible for everything."
At this point Craigin came out. "Here's your time, McLean," he
said, thrusting a time check at him.
McLean took it without a word and went over and stood by Dr.
Bailey's side.
"Who are coming?" called out McLean.
"All of us," cried a voice. "Pick out your men, McLean."
"All right," said McLean, looking over the crowd.
"I'm wan," said Tommy, running over to the doctor's side. "I seen
him shtand by Scotty whin the lad wus fightin' fer his life, an' if
I'm tuk it's him I want beside me."
One by one McLean called his men, each taking his place beside the
doctor, while the rest of the men moved off to work.
"Mr. Craigin, I am going to use these men for half a day." said Dr.
Bailey.
For answer Craigin, in mad rage, throwing aside all regard for
consequences, rushed at him, but half a dozen men were in his path
before he had taken the second step.
"Hold on, Mr. Craigin," said McLean, "we want no violence. We're
going to do what we think right in this matter, so you may as well
make up your mind to it."
"And Mr. Craigin," continued the doctor, "we shall need some things
out of your stores."
Craigin stepped back from the crowd and on to the office steps.
"Your time is waiting you, men. And listen to me. If any man goes
near that there storehouse door, I'll drop him in his tracks. I've
got the law and I'll do it, so help me God." He went into the office
and returned in a moment with a Winchester, which he loaded in full
view of the men.
"Never mind him, boys," said the doctor cheerily, "I'm going to
have breakfast. Come, Tommy, I want you."
In fifteen minutes he came out, with the key of the storehouse in
his hand, to find the men still waiting his orders and Craigin on
guard with his Winchester.
"Don't go just yet," said McLean to the doctor in a low voice,
"we'll get round him."
"Oh, he'll not shoot," said Dr. Bailey.
"He will. He will. I knew him in Michigan. He'll shoot and he'll
kill, too."
For a single instant the doctor hesitated. His men were about him
waiting his lead. Craigin with his rifle held them all in check. A
moment's thought and his decision was taken. He stepped toward
Craigin and said in a clear voice, "Mr. Craigin, these stores are
necessary to save these men's lives. I want them and I'm going to
take them. Murder me, if you like."
"Hear me, men." Craigin's voice was cold and deliberate. "These
stores are in my charge. I am an officer of the law. If any man
lays his hand on that latch I'll shoot him, so help me God."
"Hear me, Mr. Craigin," replied Dr. Bailey. "I'm here in
consultation with Dr. Haines, who has turned over this matter to my
charge. In a case of this kind the doctor's orders are supreme. This
whole camp is under his authority. These stores are necessary, and I
am going to get them." He well knew the weak spot in his position,
but he counted on Craigin's nerve breaking down. In that, however, he
was mistaken. Without haste, but without hesitation, he walked toward
the storehouse door. When three paces from it Craigin's voice
arrested him.
"Hold on there! Put your hand on that door and, as God lives,
you're a dead man!"
Without a word the doctor turned again toward the door. The men
with varying cries rushed toward the foreman. Craigin threw up his
rifle. Immediately a shot rang out and Craigin fell to the snow, the
smoking rifle dropping from his hand.
"Begob, I niver played baseball," cried Tommy, rushing in and
seizing the rifle, "but many's the time I've had the divarsion in the
streets av Dublin of bringin' down the polismen wid a brick."
A heavy horseshoe, heaved with sure aim, had saved the doctor's
life. They carried Craigin into the office and laid him on the bed,
the blood streaming from a ghastly wound in his scalp. Quickly Dr.
Bailey got to work and before Craigin had regained consciousness the
wound was sewed up and dressed. Then giving him over to the charge of
Haines, Dr. Bailey went about the work he had in hand.
Before the noon hour had arrived the eight men who were discovered
to be in various stages of diphtheria were comfortably housed in a
roomy building rudely constructed of logs, tar paper, and tarpaulin,
with a small cook-house attached and Tommy Tate in charge. And before
night had fallen the process of disinfecting the bedding, clothing,
bunk-house, and cookery was well under way, while all who had been in
immediate contact with the infected men had been treated by the doctor
with antitoxin as a precautionary measure.
Thus the first day's campaign against death closed with the issue
still undecided, but the chances for winning were certainly greater
than they had been. What the result would be when Craigin was able
to take command again, no one could say. But in the meantime, for
the next two days, the work on the dump was prosecuted with all
vigour, the men feeling in honour bound to support the doctor in that
part of the fight which fell to them.
Mr. Maclennan was evidently worried. His broad, good-humoured
face, which usually wore a smile indicating content with the world
and especially with himself, was drawn into a frown. The muskeg was
beating him, and he hated to be beaten. He was bringing in General
Manager Fahey to have a look at things. It was important to awaken
the sympathy of the General Manager, if, indeed, this could be
accomplished. But the General Manager had a way of insisting upon his
contracts being fulfilled, and this stretch in Maclennan's charge was
the one spot which the General Manager feared would occasion delay.
"There's the hole," said Maclennan, as they turned down the hill
into the swamp. "Into that hole," he continued, pointing to where
the dump ended abruptly in the swamp, "I can't tell you how many
millions of carloads have been dumped. I used to brag that I was
never beaten in my life, but that hole--"
"Maclennan, that hole has got to be filled up, bridged, or
trestled, and we can't wait too long, either."
The General Manager's name was a synonym for a relentless sort of
energy in railroad construction that refused to consider obstacles.
Nothing could stand in his way. The thing behind which he put the
weight of his determination simply had to move in one direction or
other. The contractor that failed expected no mercy, and received
none.
"We're doing our best," said Maclennan, "and we will continue to do
our best. Hello! what's this? What's Craigin doing up here? Hold
up, Sandy. We'll look in."
At the door of the hospital Dr. Haines met him.
"Hello, Doctor! What have you got here?"
"Isolation hospital," replied the doctor shortly.
"What hospital?"
"Isolation."
"Has Craigin gone mad all at once?"
"Craigin has nothing to do with it. There's a new boss in camp."
A look of wrathful amazement crossed Maclennan's countenance.
Haines was beginning to enjoy himself.
"A new boss? What do you mean?"
"What I say. A young fellow calling himself Dr. Bailey came into
this camp three days ago, raised the biggest kind of a row, laid up
Craigin with a broken head, and took charge of the camp." Maclennan
stood in amazement looking from Haines to the General Manager.
"Dr. Bailey? You mean Bailey from No. 1? What has he got to do
with it? And how did Craigin come to allow him?"
"Ask Craigin," replied Haines.
"What have you got in there, Doctor?" asked Mr. Fahey.
"Diphtheria patients."
"How many?"
"Well, we began with eight three days ago and we've ten to-day."
"Well, this knocks me out," said Maclennan. "Where's Craigin,
anyway?"
"He's down in his own room in bed."
Maclennan turned and got into the sleigh. "Come on, Fahey," he
said, "let's go down. Something extraordinary has happened. You
can't believe that fellow Haines. What are you laughing at?"
Fahey was too much of an Irishman to miss seeing the humour of any
situation. "I can't help it, Maclennan. I'll bet you a box of
cigars that man Bailey is an Irishman. He must be a whirlwind. But
it's no laughing matter," continued the General Manager, sobering up.
"This has a very serious aspect. There are a whole lot of men sick
in our camps. You contractors don't pay enough attention to your
health."
"Health! When you're driving us like all possessed there's no time
to think of health."
"I tell you, Maclennan, it's bad policy. You have got to think of
health. The newspapers are beginning to talk. Why, look at that
string of men you met going out. Of course, the great majority of
them never should have come in. Hundreds of men are here who never
used either shovel or axe. They cut themselves, get cold,
rheumatism, or something; they're not fit for their work. All the
same, we get blamed. But my theory is that every camp should have an
hospital, with three main hospitals along this branch. There's one at
Macleod. It is filled, overflowing. A young missionary fellow,
Boyle, has got one running out at Kuskinook supported by some Toronto
ladies. It's doing fine work, too; but it's overflowing. There's a
young lady in charge there, a Miss Robertson, and she's a daisy. The
trouble there is you can't get the fellows to leave, and I don't blame
them. If ever I get sick send me to her. I tell you, Maclennan, if
we had two or three first-class men, with three main hospitals, a
branch in every camp, we'd keep the health department in first-class
condition. The men would stay with us. We'd get altogether better
results."
"That's all right," said Maclennan, "but where are you to get your
first-class men? They come to us with letters from Directors or some
big bug or other. You've got to appoint them. Look at that man
Haines. He doesn't know his work and he's drunk half the time. Dr.
Bailey seems to be different. He certainly knows his work and he
never touches whiskey. I got him up from the Gap to No. 1. In two
weeks' time he had things in great shape. Funny thing, too, when he's
fighting some sickness or busy he's all right, but when things get
quiet he hits the green table hard. He's a wonder at poker, they
say."
The General Manager pricked up his ears. "Poker, eh? I'll
remember that."
"But this here business is going too far," continued Maclennan. "I
didn't hire him to run my camps. Well, we'll see what Craigin has to
say."
As they drove into the camp they were met by Narcisse, the cook.
"Bo' jour, M'sieu Maclenn'. You want something for hit?"
"Good-day, cook," said Maclennan. "Yes, we'll take a cup of tea in
a few minutes. I want to see Mr. Craigin."
Narcisse drew near Maclennan and in subdued voice announced,
"M'sieu Craigin, he's not ver' well. He's hurt hisself. He's lie on
bed."
"Why, what's the matter with him?"
Narcisse shrugged his shoulders. "Oh, some leet' troub'. You pass
on de office you see de docteur."
"Why, Haines is up at the hospital. We just saw him."
"Hain!" said Narcisse, with scorn indescribable. "Dat's no docteur
for one horse. Bah! De mans go seeck, seeck, he can noting. He
know noting. He's get on beeg drunk! Non! Nodder docteur. He's
come in, fin' tree, four mans seeck on de troat, cough, cough, sore,
bad. Fill up de cook-house. Can't do noting. Sainte Marie! Dat new
docteur, he's come on de camp, he's mak' one leet' fight, he's beeld
hospital an' get dose seeck mans all nice an' snug. Bon. Good. By
gar, dat's good feller!"
The smile broadened on Fahey's face. "I say, Maclennan, he's
captured your camp. He's got the cook, dead sure."
The smile didn't help Maclennan's temper. He opened the office
door and passed into Craigin's private room at the back. Here he
found Dr. Bailey in charge. As he opened the door the doctor put up
his hand for silence and backed him out into the office.
"Excuse me, Mr. Maclennan," he said, "he's asleep and must not be
disturbed."
Maclennan shook hands with him with a cold "How are you," and
introduced him to Mr. Fahey.
"Is Mr. Craigin ill?" inquired Fahey innocently.
"He has met with a slight accident," replied the doctor. "He is
doing well and will be about in a day or two."
"Accident?" snorted Maclennan; then clearing his throat as for a
speech he began in a loud tone, "Dr. Bailey, I must say--"
"Excuse me," said the doctor, opening the office door and
marshalling them outside, "we'd better go somewhere else if we are
going to talk. It is important that my patient should be kept
perfectly quiet." The doctor's air was so entirely respectful and at
the same time so masterful that Maclennan found himself walking meekly
toward the grub-house behind the doctor, with Fahey, the smile on his
face broader than ever, bringing up the rear. Maclennan caught the
smile, but in the face of the doctor's quiet, respectful manner he
found it difficult to rouse himself to wrath. He took refuge in
bluster.
"Upon my word, Dr. Bailey," he burst forth when once they were
inside the grub-house, "it seems to me that you have carried things
on with a high hand in this camp. You come in here, a perfect
stranger, you head a mutiny, you lay up my foreman with a dangerous
wound, with absolutely no authority from anyone. What in the blank,
blank do you mean, anyway?" Maclennan was rather pleased to find
himself at length taking fire.
"Mr. Maclennan," said the doctor quietly, "it is natural you should
be angry. Let me give you the facts before you pass your final
judgment. A man was sent to me from this camp in a dying condition.
Diphtheria. I learned there were others suffering here with the same
disease. I came in at once to offer assistance. Consulted with Dr.
Haines. We came to a practical agreement as to what ought to be done.
Mr. Craigin objected. There was some trouble. Unfortunately, Mr.
Craigin was hurt."
"Dr. Bailey," said the General Manager, "it will save trouble if
you will go somewhat fully into the facts. We want an exact
statement of what occurred." The authoritative tone drew Dr.
Bailey's attention to the rugged face of the speaker, with its square
forehead and bull-dog jaw. He recognized at once that he had to deal
with a man of more than ordinary force, and he proceeded to give him
an exact statement of all that had happened, beginning with the death
of Scotty Anderson.
"That is all, gentlemen," said the doctor, as he concluded his
tale; "I did what I considered was right. Prompt action was
necessary. I may have been mistaken, but I think not."
"Mistaken!" cried Fahey, with a great oath. "I tell you,
Maclennan, we've had a close shave. We may, perhaps, explain that
one man's death, but if six or eight men had gone out of this camp in
the condition in which the doctor says they were, the results would
have been not only deplorable as far as the men are concerned, but
disastrous to us with the public. Why, good heavens above! what a
shave it was! Dr. Bailey, I am proud to meet you," continued Fahey,
putting out his hand. "You had a most difficult situation to deal
with and you handled it like a general."
"I quite agree with you," said Maclennan, shaking Dr. Bailey warmly
by the hand. "The measures were somewhat drastic, but something had
to be done. Go right on, Doctor. When Craigin is on his feet again
we'll send him out."
"Mr. Craigin will be quite fit to work in a day or so. But I would
suggest that he keep his place. You can't afford to lose a man of
his force."
"Well, well, we'll see, we'll see."
"Dr. Bailey, I'd like to see your hospital arrangements. Mac will
be busy just now and will excuse us."
The next two hours the General Manager spent in extracting from Dr.
Bailey his theories in regard to camp sanitation and the care of the
sick. Finding a listener at once so sympathetic and so intelligent,
Dr. Bailey seized the opportunity of expatiating to the fullest extent
upon the theme which, during the last few months, had been absorbing
his mind.
"These camps are wrongly constructed in the first instance--every
one that I have seen. Almost every law of sanitation is ignored. In
location, in relative position of buildings, the disposal of refuse,
the treatment of the sick and injured, the whole business reveals
atrocious folly and ignorance. For instance, take this camp. The
only thing that prevents an outbreak of typhoid is the cold weather.
In the spring you will have a state of things here that will arrest
the attention of Canada. Look at the location of the camp. Down in a
swamp, with a magnificent site five hundred yards away," pointing to a
little plateau further up the hill, clear of underbrush and timbered
with great pines. "Then look at the stables where they are. There
are no means by which the men can keep themselves or their clothes
clean. Their bunks, some of them, are alive with vermin, and the
bunk-house is reeking with all sorts of smells. At a very little more
cost you could have had a camp here pleasant, safe, clean, and an
hospital ready for emergencies. Why, good heavens! they might at
least have kept the vermin out."
"Oh, pshaw!" said Fahey, "every camp has to have a few of them
fellows. Makes the men feel at home. Besides, you can't absolutely
drive them out."
"Drive them out? Give me a free hand and I'll make this camp clean
of vermin in two weeks, absolutely, and keep it so. Why, it would
pay," continued the doctor. "You would keep your men in good
condition, in good heart and spirits. They would do twice the work.
They would stay with you. Besides, it would prevent scandal."
"Scandal?" The General Manager looked up sharply.
"Yes, scandal. I have done what I could to prevent talk, but down
the line they are talking some, and if I am not mistaken it will be
all over the East in a few weeks."
The General Manager was thinking hard. "Look here, young man," he
said, with the air of one who has made up his mind, "do you drink?"
"No."
"Do you gamble?"
"When I've nothing to do."
"Oh, well," said Mr. Fahey, "a little poker doesn't hurt a man now
and then. I am going to make you an offer which I hope you will
consider favourably. I offer you the position of medical
superintendent of this line at a salary of three thousand a year and
all expenses. It's not much, but if the thing goes we can easily
increase it. You needn't answer just now. Think it over. I don't
know your credentials, but I don't care."
For answer, Dr. Bailey took out his pocketbook and selected a
letter. "I didn't think I would ever use this. I didn't want to use
it. But you can look at it."
Mr. Fahey took the letter, glanced through it hurriedly, then read
it again with more care.
"You know Sir William?"
"Very slightly. Met him once or twice in London."
"This is a most unusual letter for him to write. You must have
stood very high in the profession in London."
"I had a fairly good position," said Dr. Bailey.
"May I ask why you left?"
Dr. Bailey hesitated. "I grew tired of the life--and, besides--
well--I wanted to get away from things and people."
"Pardon my asking," said Fahey hastily. "It was none of my
business. But, Doctor--" here he glanced at the letter again,
"Bailey, you say your name is?"
"They called me Bailey when I came in and I let it go."
"Very well, sir," replied Fahey quickly, "Bailey let it be. My
offer holds, only I'll make it four thousand. We can't expect a man
of your standing for less."
"Mr. Fahey, I came here to work on the construction. I wanted to
forget. When I saw how things were going at the east end I couldn't
help jumping it. I never thought I should have enjoyed my
professional work so much. It has kept me busy. I will accept your
offer at three thousand, but on the distinct understanding that I am
to have my way in everything."
"By gad! you'll take it, anyway, I imagine," said Fahey, with a
laugh, "so we may as well put it in the contract. In your department
you are supreme. If you see anything you want, take it. If you don't
see it, we will get it for you."
On their return to the office they found Dr. Haines in Craigin's
room with Maclennan. As they entered they heard Haines' voice
saying, "I believe it was a put-up job with Tommy."
"It's a blank lie!" roared Craigin. "I have it from Tommy that it
was his own notion to fire that shoe, and a blank good thing for me
it was. Otherwise I should have killed the best man that ever walked
into this camp. Here, keep your hands off! You paw around my head
like a blanked bull in a sand heap. Where's the doctor? Why ain't he
here attending to his business?"
"Craigin," he said quietly, "let me look at that. Ah, it's got a
twist, that's all. There, that's better."
Like a child Craigin submitted to his quick, light touch and sank
back in his pillow with a groan of content. Dr. Bailey gave him his
medicine and induced him, much against his will, to take some
nourishment.
"There now, that's all right. To-morrow you'll be sitting up. Now
you must be kept quiet." As he said this he motioned them out of the
room. As he was leaving, Craigin called him back.
"I want to see Maclennan," he said gruffly.
"Wait till to-morrow, Mr. Craigin," replied the doctor, in soothing
tones.
"I want to see him now."
The doctor called Mr. Maclennan back.
"Maclennan, I want to say there's the whitest man in these
mountains. I was a blank, blank fool. But for him I might have been
a murderer two or three times over, and, God help me! but for that
lucky shoe of Tommy's I'd have murdered him. I want to say this to
you, and I want the doctor here not to lay it up against me."
"All right, Craigin," said Maclennan, "I'm glad to hear you say so.
And I guess the doctor here won't cherish any grudge."
Without a word the doctor closed the door upon Maclennan, then went
to the bedside. "Craigin, you are a man. I'd be glad to call you my
friend."
That was all. The two men shook hands and the doctor passed out,
leaving Craigin more at peace with himself and with the world than he
had been for some days.
Soon after Dick's departure for the West, Ben Fallows took up his
abode at the Old Stone Mill and very soon found himself firmly
established as a member of the family there; and so it came that he
was present on the occasion of Margaret's visit, when the offer of
the Kuskinook Hospital was under consideration. The offer came
through the Superintendent, but it was due chiefly to the influence
on the Toronto Board of Mrs. Macdougall. It was to her that Dick had
appealed for a matron for the new hospital, which had come into
existence largely through his efforts and advocacy. "We want as
matron," Dick had written, "a strong, sane woman who knows her work,
and is not afraid to tackle anything. She must be cheery in manner
and brave in heart, not too old, and the more beautiful she is the
better."
"Cheery in manner and brave in heart?" Mrs. Macdougall had said to
herself, looking at the letter. "The very one! She is that and she
is all the rest, and she is not too old, and beautiful enough even for
Mr. Dick." Here Mrs. Macdougall smiled a gentle smile of deprecation
at the suggestion that flitted across her mind at that point. "No,
she'll never be old to Dick. We'll send her, and who knows, but--"
Not even to herself, however, much less to another, did the little
lady breathe a word of any 'arriere pensee' in urging the appointment.
With the Superintendent's letter in her hand, Margaret had gone to
consult Barney's mother; for to Margaret Mrs. Boyle was ever
"Barney's mother."
"It would be a very fine work," said Mrs. Boyle, "but oh, lassie!
it is a long, long way. And you would be far from all that knew
you!"
"Why, Dick is not very far away."
"Aye, but I doubt you would see little of him, with all the
travelling he's doing to those terrible camps. And what if anything
should happen to you, and no one to care for you?"
The old lady's hands trembled over the tea cups. She had aged much
during the last six years. The sword had pierced her heart with
Barney's going from home. And while, in the case of her younger and
favourite son, she had without grudging made the ancient sacrifice,
lines of her surrender showed deep upon her face.
"What's the matter with me goin' along, Miss Margaret?" said Ben,
breaking in upon the pause in the conversation. "There's one of the
old gang out there. We cawn't 'ave Barney, but you'd do in his place,
an' I guess we could make things hump a bit. W'en the gang gits a
goin' things begin to hum. You remember that day down at the 'Old
King's' w'en me an' Barney an' Dick--"
"Och! Ben lad," said Mrs. Boyle, "Margaret will be hearing that
story many's the time. But what would you be doing in an hospital?"
"Me? I hain't goin' fer to work in no 'ospital! I'm goin' to look
after Miss Margaret. She wants someone to look after her, don't
she?"
"Aye, that she does," remarked Mrs. Boyle, with such emphasis that
Margaret flushed as she cried, "Not I! My business is to look after
other people."
But the more the matter was discussed the clearer it became that
Margaret's work lay at Kuskinook, and further, that she could not do
better than take Ben along to "look after her," as he put it. Hence,
before the year had gone, all through the Windermere and Crow's Nest
valleys the fame of the Lady of Kuskinook grew great, and second only
to hers was that of her bodyguard, the hospital orderly, Ben Fallows.
And indeed, Ben's usefulness was freely acknowledged by both staff
and patients; for by day or by night he was ever ready to skip off on
errands of mercy, his wooden leg clicking a vigorous tattoo to his
rapid movements. He was especially proud of that wooden leg, a
combination of joints and springs so wonderful that he was often heard
to lament the clumsiness of the other leg in comparison.
"W'en it comes to legs," Ben would say, "this 'ere's the machine
fer me. It never gits rheumatism in the joints, nor corns on the
toes, an' yeh cawn't freeze it with forty below."
As Ben grew in fame so he grew in dignity and in solemn and serious
appreciation of himself, and of his position in the hospital. The
institution became to him not simply a thing of personal pride, but
an object of reverent regard. To Ben's mind, taking it all in all,
it stood unique among all similar institutions in the Dominion.
While, as for the matron, as he watched her at her work his wonder
grew and, with it, a love amounting to worship. In his mind she
dwelt apart as something sacred, and to serve her and to guard her
became a religion with Ben. In fact, the Glory of the Kuskinook
hospital lay chiefly in this, that it afforded a sphere in which his
divinity might exercise her various powers and graces.
It was just at this point that Tommy Tate roused his wrath. Dr.
Bailey's foreboding regarding Maclennan's Camp No. 2 had been
justified by a serious outbreak in early spring of typhoid, of
malignant type, to which Tommy fell a victim. The hospitals along
the line were already overflowing, and so the doctor had sent Tommy
to Kuskinook in charge of an assistant. After a six weeks' doubtful
struggle with the disease Tommy began to convalesce, and with
returning strength revived his invincible love of mischief, which he
gratified in provoking the soul of Orderly Ben Fallows,
notwithstanding that the two had become firm friends during the
tedious course of Tommy's sickness. It didn't take Tommy long to
discover Ben's tender spots, the most tender of which he found to be
the honour of the hospital and all things and persons associated
therewith. As to the matron, Tommy ventured no criticism. He had
long since enrolled her among his saints, and Ben Fallows himself was
not a more enthusiastic devotee than he. And not even to gratify his
insatiable desire for fun at Ben's expense would Tommy venture any
liberty with the name of the matron. In regard to the young preacher,
however, who seemed to be a somewhat important part of the
institution, Tommy was not so scrupulous, while as to the hospital
appointments and methods, he never hesitated to champion the superior
methods of those down the line.
It was a beautiful May morning and Tommy was signalizing his
unusually vigorous health by a very specially exasperating criticism
of the Kuskinook hospital and its belongings.
"It's the beautiful hospitals they are down the line. They don't
have the frills and tucks on their shirts, to be sure, but they do
the thrick, so they do."
"I guess they're all right fer simple cases," agreed Ben, "but w'en
yeh git somethin' real bad yeh got to come 'ere. Look at yerself!"
"Arrah! an' that was the docthor, Hivin be swate to him! He tuk a
notion t' me fer a good turn I done him wance. Begob, there's a man
fer ye! Talk about yer white min! Talk about yer prachers an' the
like! There's a man fer ye, an' there's none to measure wid him in
the mountains!"
"Dr. Bailey, I suppose ye're talkin' about?" inquired Ben, with
fine scorn.
"Yis, Dr. Bailey, an' that's the first two letters av his name.
An' whin ye find a man to stand forninst him, by the howly poker!
I'll ate him alive, an' so I will."
"Well, I hain't agoin' to say, Mr. Tate," said Ben, with studied,
politeness, "that no doctor can never compare with a preacher, for
I've seen a doctor myself, an' there's the kind of work he done,"
displaying his wooden leg and foot with pride. "But what I say is
that w'en it comes to doin' real 'igh-class, fine work, give me the
Reverend Richard Boyle, Esquire. Yes, sir, sez I, Dick Boyle's the
man fer me!"
"Aw, gwan now wid ye! An' wud ye be afther puttin' a preacher in
the same car wid a docthor, an' him the Medical Superintendent av the
railway?"
"I hain't talkin' 'bout preachers an' doctors in general," replied
Ben, keeping himself firmly in hand, "but I'm talkin' about this 'ere
preacher, the Reverend Richard Boyle." Ben's attention to the finer
courtesies in conversation always increased with his wrath. "An' that
I'll stick to, for there's no man in these 'ere mountain 'as done more
fer this 'ere country than that same Reverend Richard Boyle, Esquire."
"Listen til the monkey! An' what has he done, will ye tell me?"
"Well," said Ben, ignoring Tommy's opprobrious epithet, "I hain't
got a day to spend, but, to begin with, there's two churches up the
Windermere which--"
"Churches, is it? Sure an' what is a church good fer but to bury a
man from, forby givin' the women a place to say their prayers an'
show their hats?"
"As I was sayin'," continued Ben, "there's two churches up the
Windermere. I hain't no saint, an' I hain't no scholar, but I goes
by them as is, an' I know that there's Miss Margaret, an' I tell
you"--here Ben solemnly removed his pipe from his mouth and, holding
it by the bowl, pointed the stem, by way of emphasizing his words,
straight at Tommy's face--"I tell you she puts them churches above
even this 'ere hinstitution!" And Ben sat back in his chair to allow
the full magnitude of this fact to have its full weight with Tommy.
For once Tommy was without reply, for anything savouring of criticism
of Miss Margaret or her opinions was impossible to him.
"An' what's more," continued Ben, "this 'ere hinstitution in which
we're a-sittin' this hour wouldn't be 'ere but fer that same preacher
an' them that backs him up. That's yer churches fer yeh!" And still
Tommy remained silent.
"An' if yeh want to knew more about him, you ask Magee there, an'
Morrison an' Old Cap Jim an' a 'eap of fellows about this 'ere
preacher, an' 'ear 'em talk. Don't ask me. 'Ear 'em talk w'en they
git time. They wuz a blawsted lot of drunken fools, workin' for the
whiskey-sellers an' the tin-horn gamblers. Now they're straight an'
sendin' their money 'ome. An' there's some as I know would be a lot
better if they done the same."
"Manin' mesilf, ye blaggard! An' tis thrue fer ye. But luk at the
docthor, will ye, ain't he down on the whiskey, too?"
"Yes, that's w'at I 'ear," conceded Ben. "But e'll soak 'em good
at poker."
"Bedad, it's the truth ye're spakin," said Tommy enthusiastically.
"An' it wud do ye more good than a month's masses to see him take the
hair aff the tin horns, the divil fly away wid thim! An' luk at the
'rid lights'--"
"'Red lights'? interrupted Ben. "Now ye're talkin'. Who cleared
up the 'rid lights' at Bull Crossin'."
"Who did, thin?"
"Who? The Reverend Richard Boyle is the man."
"Aw, run in an' shut the dure! Ye're walkin' in yer slape."
"Mr. Tate, I 'appen to know the facts in this 'ere particular case,
beggin' yer 'umble pardon." Ben's h's became more lubricous with his
rising indignation. "An' I 'appen to know that agin the Pioneer's
violent opposition, agin the business men, agin his own helder
a-keepin' the drug shop, agin the hagent of the town site an' agin the
whole blawsted, bloomin' population, that 'ere preacher put up a
fight, by the jumpin' Jemima! that made 'em all 'unt their 'oles!"
"Aw, Benny, it's wanderin' agin ye are! Did ye niver hear how the
docthor walked intil the big meetin' an' in five minutes made the
iditor av the Pioneer an' the town site agent an' that bunch look
like last year's potaty patch fer ould shaws, wid the spache he gave
thim?"
"No," said Ben, "I didn't 'ear any such thing, I didn't."
"Well, thin, go out into society, me bhoy, an' kape yer ears
clane."
"My ears don't require no such cleanin' as some I know!" cried Ben,
whose self-control was strained to the point of breaking.
"Manin' mesilf agin. Begorra, it's yer game leg that saves ye from
a batin'!"
"I don't fight no sick man in our own 'ospital," replied Ben
scornfully, "but w'en yer sufficiently recovered, I'd be proud to
haccommodate yeh. But as fer this 'ere preacher--"
"Aw, go on wid yer preacher an' yer hull outfit! The docthor
yonder's worth--"
"Now, Mr, Tate, this 'ere's goin' past the limit. I can put up
with a good deal of abuse from a sick man, but w'en I 'ears any
reflections thrown out at this 'ere 'ospital an' them as runs it, by
the livin' jumpin' Jemima Jebbs! I hain't goin' to stand it, not me!"
Ben's voice rose in a shrill cry of anger. "I'd 'ave yeh to know
that the 'ead of this 'ere hinstitution--"
"Aw, whist now, ye blatherin' bletherskite, who's talkin' about the
Head? The Head, is it? An' d'ye think I'd sthand-- Howly Moses!
here she comes, an' the angels thimsilves wud luk like last year
beside her!"
"Good-morning, Tommy. Why, I do think you are looking remarkably
well to-day," cried the matron, her brisk step, bright face, and
cheery voice eloquent of her splendid vitality and high spirit.
"Och! thin, an' who wudn't luk well in your prisince?" said the
gallant little Irishman, with a touch to his hat. "Sure, it's better
than the sunlight to see the smile av yer pritty face."
"Now, Tommy, Tommy, we'll have to be sending you away if you go on
like that. It's a sure sign of convalescence when an Irishman begins
to blarney."
"Blarney, indade! Bedad, it's God's mercy I don't have to blarney,
for I haven't the strength to do that same."
"Well, Tommy, don't try. Keep your strength for getting well
again. Ben, I think I saw Mr. Boyle riding up. Will you please go
and take his horse and show him up to the office. I am just wanting
his help in preparing my annual report."
"Report!" cried Ben. "A day like this! No, sez I; git out into
the woods an' git a little colour into yer cheeks. It'll do him
good, too. This' ere hinstitution is takin' the life out o' yeh."
And Ben went away grumbling his discontent and wrath at the
matron's inability to take thought for herself.
The tiny office was bare enough of beauty, but from the window
there stretched a scene glorious in its majestic sweep and in its
varied loveliness. Down over the tops of second-growth jack pine and
Douglas fir one looked straight into the roaring gorge of the Goat
River filled with misty light and overhung with an arching rainbow.
Up the other side climbed the hills in soft folds of pine tops and,
beyond the pines, to the sheer, grey, rocky peaks in whose clefts and
crags the snow lay like fretted silver. Far up the valley to the east
the line of the new railway gleamed here and there through the pines,
while to the west the Goat River gorge issued into the splendid
expanse of the Kootenay Valley, forest- clad and lying now in all the
sunlit glory of its new spring dress.
For some moments Dick stood gazing. "Of all views I see, this is
the best," he said. "Day or night I can get it clear as I see it
now, and it always brings me rest and comfort."
"Rest and comfort?" echoed Margaret, coming to his side. "Yes, I
understand that, especially with the sunlight upon it. But at night,
Dick, with the moon high above that peak there and filling with its
light all the valleys, do you know, I hardly dare look at it long."
"I understand," replied Dick, slowly. "Barney used to say the same
about the moonlight on the view from the hillcrest above the Mill."
Then a silence fell between them. The deepest, nearest thought
with each was Barney. It was always Barney. Resolutely they refused
to allow the name to reach their lips except at rare intervals, but
each knew how the thought of him lurked in the heart, ready to leap
into full view with every deeper throb.
"Come, this won't do," said Margaret, almost sharply.
"No, it won't do," replied Dick, each reading the thought in the
other's heart.
"I am struggling with my report," said Margaret in a business-like
tone. "What shall I say? How shall I begin?"
"Your report, eh? Better let me write it. I'll tell them things
that will make them sit up. What copy there would be in it for the
Daily Telegraph! The lonely outpost of civilization, the incoming
stream of maimed and wounded, of sick and lonely, the outgoing stream
healed and hopeful, and all singing the praises of the Lady of
Kuskinook."
"Hush, Dick," said Margaret softly. "You are forgetting the man
who travels the lonely trails to the camps and up the gulches for the
sick and wounded and brings them out on his broncho's back and his
own, too, watches by them and prays with them, who yarns to them and
sings to them till they forget their homesickness, which is the
sickness the hospital cannot cure."
"Oh, draw it mild, Margaret. Well, we'll give it up. The best
part of this report will be that that is never written, except on the
hearts and in the lives of the poor chaps who will think of the Lady
of Kuskinook any time they happen to be saying their prayers."
"Tell me, Dick, what shall I say?"
"Begin with the statistics. Typhoids, so many--"
"What an awful lot there were, two hundred and twenty-seven of
them!"
"Yes," replied Dick. "But think of what there would have been but
for that man, Bailey! He's a wonder! He has organized the camps
upon a sanitary basis, brought in good water from the hills,
established hospitals, and all that sort of thing."
"So you've got it, too," said Margaret, with a smile.
"Got what?"
"Why, what I call the Bailey bacillus. From the general manager,
Mr. Fahey, down to Tommy Tate, it seems to have gone everywhere."
"Is that so?" replied Dick, laughing. "Well, there are some who
have escaped the tin-horn gang and the whiskey runners. Or rather,
they've got it, but it's a different kind. Some day they'll kill
him."
"And yet they say he is--"
"Oh, I know. He does gamble, and when he gets going he's a terror.
But he's down on the whiskey and on the 'red lights.' You remember
the big fight at Bull Crossing? It was Bailey pulled me out of that
hole. The Pioneer was slating me, Colonel Hilliers, the town site
agent, was fighting me, withdrew his offer of a site for our church
unless I'd leave the 'red lights' alone, and went everywhere quoting
the British army in India against me. Even my own men, church
members, mind you, one of them an elder, thought I should attend to my
own business. These people were their best customers. Why, they
actually went so far as to write to the Presbytery that I was
antagonizing the people and ruining the Church. Well, you remember
the big meeting called to protest against this vice? The enemy packed
the house. Had half a dozen speakers for the 'Liberal' side.
Unfortunately I had been sent for to see a fellow dying up the line.
It looked for a complete knockout for me. In came Dr. Bailey, waited
till they were all through their talk, and then went for them. He
didn't speak more than ten minutes, but in those ten minutes he
crumpled them up utterly and absolutely. Colonel Hilliers and the
editor of The Pioneer, I understand, went white and red, yellow and
green, by turns. The crowd simply yelled. You know he is
tremendously popular with the men. They passed my resolution standing
on the backs of their seats. Quite true, the doctor went from the
meeting to a big poker game and stayed at it all night. But I'm
inclined to forgive him that, and all the more because I am told he
was after that fellow 'Mexico' and his gang. Oh, it was a fine bit of
work. I've often wished to meet him, but he's a hard man to find. He
must be a good sort at bottom."
"To hear Tommy talk," replied Margaret, "you would make up your
mind he was a saint. He tells the most heart-moving stories of his
ways and doings, nursing the sick and helping those who are down on
their luck. Why, he and Ben almost came to blows this morning in
regard to the comparative merits of the doctor and yourself."
"Ben, eh? I can never be thankful enough," said Dick earnestly,
"that you brought Ben West with you. It always makes me feel safer
to think that he is here."
"Ben will agree with you," replied Margaret, "I assure you. He
assumes full care of me and of the whole institution."
"Good boy, Ben," said Dick, heartily. "And he is a kind of link to
that old home and--with the past, the beautiful past, the past I like
to think of." The shadows were creeping up on Dick's face, deepening
its lines and emphasizing the look of weariness and unrest.
"A beautiful past it was," replied Margaret gently. "We ought to
be thankful that we have it."
"Have you heard anything?" inquired Dick.
"No. Iola's letter was the last. He had left London shortly after
her arrival, so Jack Charrington had told her. She didn't know where
he had gone. Charrington thought to the West somewhere, but there has
been no word since."
Dick put his head on the table and groaned aloud.
"Never mind, Dick, boy," said Margaret, laying her hand upon his
head as if he had been a child, "it will all come right some day."
"I can't stand it, Margaret!" groaned Dick, "I shut it out from me
for weeks and then it all comes over me again. It was my cursed
folly that wrecked everything! Wrecked Barney's life, Iola's, too,
for all I know, and mine!"
"You must not say wrecked," replied Margaret.
"What other word is there? Wrecked and ruined. I know what you
would say; but whatever the next life has for us, there is nothing
left in this that can atone!"
"That, too, you must not say, Dick," said Margaret. "God has
something yet for us. He always keeps for us better than He has
given. The best is always before us. Besides," she continued
eagerly, "He has given you all this work to do, this beautiful work."
The word recalled Dick. He sat up straight. "Yes, yes, I must not
forget. I am not worthy to touch it. He gave me this chance to
work. What else should I want? And after all, this is the best. I
can't help the heart-hunger now and then, but God forbid I should ever
say a word of anything but gratitude. I was down, down, far down out
of sight. He pulled me up. Who am I to complain? But I am not
complaining! It is not for myself. If there were only one word to
know he was doing well, was safe!" He turned suddenly to Margaret
with an almost fierce earnestness. "Margaret, do you think God will
give me this?" His voice was hoarse with the intensity of his
passion. "Do you know, I sometimes feel that I don't want Heaven
without this. I never pray for anything else. Wealth, honour, fame, I
once longed for these. But now these are nothing to me if only I knew
Barney was right and safe and well. Yes, even my love for you,
Margaret, the best thing, the truest thing next to my love of my Lord,
I'd give up to know. But three years have gone since that awful night
and not a word! It eats and eats and eats into me here," he smote
himself hard over his heart, "till the actual physical pain is at
times more than I can stand. What do you think, Margaret?" he
continued, his face quivering piteously. "Every time I think of God I
think of Barney. Every prayer I make I ask for Barney. I wake at
night and it is Barney I am thinking of. Can I stand this long? Will
I have to stand it long? Has God forgiven me? And when He forgives,
does He take away the pain? Sometimes I wonder if there is anything
in all this I preach!"
"Hush, Dick!" said Margaret, her voice broken with the grief she
understood only too well. "Hush! You must not doubt God. God
forgives and loves and grieves with our griefs. He will take away
the pain as soon as He can. You must believe this and wait and
trust. God will give him back to us. I feel it here." She laid her
hand upon her heaving breast.
For some moments Dick was silent. "Perhaps so," he said at length.
"For your sake He might. Yes, down in my heart I believe he will."
"Come," said Margaret, "let us go out into the open air, into God's
sunlight. We shall feel better there. Come, Dick, let us go and see
the Goat cavort." She took him by the arm and lifted him up. At the
door she met Ben. "I won't be gone long, Ben," she explained.
"Stay as long as yeh like, Miss Margaret," replied Ben graciously.
"An' the longer yeh stay the better fer the hinstitution."
"That's an extremely doubtful compliment," laughed Margaret, as
they passed down the winding path that made its way through the tall
red pines to the rocky bank of the Goat River. There on a broad ledge
of rock that jutted out over the boiling water, Margaret seated
herself with her back against the big red polished bole of a pine
tree, while at her feet Dick threw himself, reclining against a huge
pine root that threw great clinging arms here and there about the
rocky ledges. It was a sweet May day. All the scents and sounds of
spring filled up the fragrant spaces of the woods. Far up through the
great feathering branches gleamed patches of blue sky. On every side
stretched long aisles pillared with the clean red trunks of the pine
trees wrought in network pattern. At their feet raged the Goat,
foaming out his futile fury at the unmoved black rocks. Up the rocky
sides from the water's edge, bravely clinging to nook and cranny,
running along ledges, hanging trembling to ragged edges, boldly
climbing up to the forest, were all spring's myriad tender things
wherewith she redeems Nature from winter's ugliness. From the river
below came gusts of misty wind, waves of sound of the water's many
voices. It was a spot where Nature's kindly ministries got about the
spirit, healing, soothing, resting.
With hardly a word, Dick lay for an hour, watching the pine
branches wave about him and listening to the voices that came from
the woods around and from the waters below, till the fever and the
doubt passed from his heart and he grew strong and ready for the road
again.
"You don't know how good this is, Margaret," he said, "all this
about me. No, it's you. It's you, Margaret. If I could see you
oftener I could bear it better. You shame me and you make me a man
again. Oh, Margaret! if only you could let me hope that some day--"
"Look, Dick!" she cried, springing to her feet, "there's the
train."
It was still a novelty to see the long line of cars wind its way
like some great jointed reptile through the woods below.
"Tell me, Margaret," continued Dick, "is it quite impossible?"
"Oh, Dick!" cried the girl, her face full of pain, "don't ask me!"
"Can it never be, Margaret, in the years to come?"
She clasped her hands above her heart. "Dick," she cried
piteously, "I can't see how it can be. My heart is not my own. While
Barney lives I could not be true and be another's wife."
"While Barney lives!" echoed Dick blankly. "Then God grant you may
never be mine!" He stood straight for a moment, then with a shake of
his shoulders, as if adjusting a load, he stepped into the path.
"Come, let us go," he said. "There will be letters and I must get to
work."
"Yes, Dick dear," said Margaret, her voice full of tender pity,
"there's always our work, thank God!"
Together they entered the shady path, going back to the work which
was to them, as to many others, God's salvation.
There were a number of letters lying on the office desk that day,
but one among them made Margaret's heart beat quick. It was from
Iola. She caught it up and tore it open. It might hold a word of
Barney. She was not mistaken. Hurriedly she read through Iola's
glowing accounts of her season's triumph with Wagner. "It has been a
great, a glorious experience," wrote Iola. "I cannot be far from the
top now. The critics actually classed me with the great Malten. Oh,
it was glorious. But I am tired out. The doctors say there is
something wrong, but I think it is only that I am tired to death.
They say I cannot sing for a year, but I don't want to sing for a
long, long time. I want you, Margaret, and I want--oh, fool that I
was!--I may as well out with it--I want Barney. I have no shame at
all. If I knew where to find him I would ask him to come. But he
would not. He loathes me, I know. If I were only with you at the
manse or at the Old Mill I should soon be strong. Sometimes I am
afraid I shall never be. But if I could see you! I think that is it.
I am weary for those I love. Love! Love! Love! That is the best.
If you have your chance, Margaret, don't throw away love! There,
this letter has tired me out. My face is hot as I read it and my
heart is sore. But I must let it go." The tears were streaming down
Margaret's face as she read.
"Read it, Dick," she said brokenly, thrusting the letter into his
hands.
Dick read it and gave it back to her without a word.
"Oh, where is he?" cried Margaret, wringing her hands. "If we only
knew!"
"The date is a month old," said Dick. "I think one of us must go.
You must go, Margaret."
"No, Dick, it must be you."
"Oh, not I, Margaret! Not I! You remember--"
"Yes, you, Dick. For Barney's sake you must go."
"For Barney's sake," said Dick, with a sob in his throat. "Yes,
I'll go. I'll go to-night. No, I must go to see a man dying in the
Big Horn Canyon. Next day I'll be off. I'll bring her back to him.
Oh! if I could only bring her back for him, dear old boy! God give me
this!"
"Amen," said Margaret with white lips. For hope lives long and
dies hard.
The Big Horn flowed by a tortuous and rapid course through rough
country into the Goat. The trail was bad and, in places, led over
high mountain shoulders in a way heartbreaking to packers. For this
reason, all who knew the ways and moods of a canoe chose the water in
going up the canyon. True enough, there were a number of lift-outs
and two rather long portages that made the going up pretty stiff, but
if a man had skill with the paddle and knew the water he might avoid
these by running the rapids. Men from the Ottawa or from some other
north Canadian river, like all true canoemen, hated to portage and
loved to take the risk of the rapids. Though the current was fairly
rapid, going upstream was not so difficult as one might imagine; that
is, if the canoeman happened to know how to take advantage of the
eddies, how to sneak up the quiet water by the banks, how to put the
nose of his canoe into the swift water and to hold her so that, as
Duprez, the keeper of the stopping place at the Landing, said, "She
would walk on de rapide toute suite lak one oiseau."
There was a bad outbreak of typhoid at the upper camp on the Big
Horn, and Dr. Bailey had been urgently summoned. The upper camp lay
on the other side of the Big Horn Lake, twenty miles or more from the
steel. The lake itself was six miles long by canoe, but by trail it
was at least twice that. Hence, though there would be some stiff
paddling in the trip, the doctor did not hesitate in his choice of
route. He knew his canoe and loved every rib and thwart in her. He
had learned also the woodsman's trick of going light. A blanket, a tea
pail which held his grub, consisting of some Hudson Bay hard tack, a
hunk of bacon, and a little tea and sugar, and his drinking cup
constituted his baggage, so that he could make the portages in a
single carry. Many a mile had he gone, thus equipped, both by trail
and by canoe, in his journeyings up and down these valleys, doing his
work for the sick and wounded in the railroad, lumber, and tie camps,
and more recently in the new- planted mining towns.
It was a great day for his trip. A stiff breeze upstream would
help him in his fight with the current and coming down it would be
glorious. The sun was just appearing over the row of pines that
topped the low mountain range to the east when he packed his kit and
blankets under the gunwale in the bow and slipped his canoe into the
water. He was about to step in when a voice he had not heard for many
days arrested him.
"Hello, Duprez! Did you see the preacher pass this way yesterday?
He was-- By the livin' jumpin' Jemima! Barney!"
It was Ben Fallows, gazing with open mouth on the doctor. With two
swift steps the doctor was at his side. He grasped Ben by the arm
and walked him swiftly apart.
"Ben," he said, in a low, stern voice, "not a word. I once did you
a good turn?"
Ben nodded, still too astonished for speech.
"Then listen to what I tell you. No one must know what you know
now."
"But--but Miss Margaret and Dick--" gasped Ben.
"They don't know," interrupted the doctor, "and must not know.
Will you promise me this, Ben?"
"By Jove, Barney! I don't--I don't think--"
"Do you hear me, Ben? Do you promise?"
"Yes, by the livin'--"
"Good-bye, Ben; I think I can depend on you for the sake of old
days." The doctor's smile set Ben's head in a whirl.
"You bet, Bar--Doctor!" he cried.
"Good old boy, Ben. Good-bye, lad."
He stepped into the canoe and pushed her off into the eddy just
above the falls by which the Big Horn plunged into the Goat.
"Bo' voyage, M'sieu le Docteur!" sang out Duprez. "You cache hup
de preechere. He pass on de riviere las' night."
"What? Who?"
"De preechere, Boyle. He's pass on wid canoe las' night. He's
camp on de Beeg Fall, s'pose."
Barney held his canoe steady for a moment. "Went up last night,
did he?"
"Oui. Tom Martin on de Beeg Horn camp he's go ver' seeck. He send
for M'sieu Boyle."
"Did he go up alone?"
"Oui. He's not want nobody. Non. He's good man on de canoe."
It was an awkward situation. There was a very good chance that he
should fall in with his brother somewhere on the trip, and that, at
all costs, he was determined to avoid. For a minute or more he sat
holding his canoe, calculating time and distances. At length he came
to a resolve. He must visit the camp on the Big Horn, and he trusted
his own ingenuity to avoid the meeting he dreaded.
"All right, Duprez! bon jour."
"Bo' jou' an' bon voyage. Gare a vous on de Longue Rapide. You
mak' de portage hon dat rapide, n'est ce pas?"
"No, sir. No portage for me, Duprez. I'll run her."
"Prenez garde, M'sieu le Docteur," answered Duprez, shrugging his
shoulders. "Maudit! Dat's ver' fas' water!"
"Don't worry about me," cried the doctor. "Just watch me take this
little riffle."
"Bien!" cried Duprez, as the doctor slipped his canoe into the eddy
and, with a smooth, noiseless stroke, sent her up toward the point
where the stream broke into a riffle at the head of the rapid which
led to the falls below. It may be that the doctor was putting a
little extra weight on his paddle or that he did not exercise that
unsleeping vigilance which the successful handling of the canoe
demands, but whatever the cause, when the swift water struck the
canoe, in spite of all his strength and skill, he soon found himself
almost in midstream and going down the rapids.
"Mon Dieu!" cried Duprez, dancing in his excitement from one foot
to the other. "A droit! a droit! Non! Don' try for go hup! Come
out on de heddy!"
The doctor did not hear him, but, realizing the hopelessness of the
frontal attack upon the rapid, he steered his canoe toward the eddy
and gradually edged her into the quiet water.
"You come ver' close on de fall, mon gar'!" cried Duprez, as the
doctor paddled slowly up the edge past him. "You bes' pass on de
portage. Not many mans go hup on de rapids comme ca."
"All right, Duprez. I hit her too hard, that's all."
Once more the doctor moved toward the riffle. He had done the
thing before and he was not to be beaten now. As the eddy bore him
toward the swift water again he carefully gauged the angle of attack,
so that when the nose of the canoe entered the riffle, with the trick
that all canoemen know, he held her up firm against the water, and,
with no very great effort, but by skilful manipulations of the force
of the current, he shoved her gradually across the riffle into the
slow water near the farther bank, and with a triumphant wave of the
paddle disappeared around the bend.
"He's good man," said Duprez to Ben Fallows, who had taken all this
time to recover from the shock of Barney's sudden appearance. "But
de preechere, he's go hup dat rapide lak one oiseau las' night."
"Did, eh?" answered Ben. "Well, he didn't put in three summers on
the Mattawa fer nothin'. He's a bird in the canoe, an' so's his
bro--that is--the doctor there. Wonder if he'll catch him!" Ben was
much excited.
"Mebbe. He's cache heem comin' down, for sure!"
Meanwhile the doctor paddled on with steady, swinging stroke,
taking advantage of every eddy and cross current, stealing along the
bank under the overhanging trees, sidling across swift water, lifting
his canoe over rocky bits, till near mid-day he found himself at the
portage below the Long Rapid.
"Guess I'll camp on the other side," he said, talking aloud after
the manner of men who live much alone. He adjusted his paddles on
the thwarts, hooked his tea pail to his belt, shouldered his canoe,
and, taking his blanket pack in his hand, made the half mile portage
without a "set down."
"There," he said, setting his canoe carefully on the grass, "my
legs are better than my arms. Now we'll grub." He unpacked his tea
pail, cut his bacon into strips preparatory to toasting, built a fire,
drew a pail of water, threw in a handful of tea, swung it by a poplar
sapling over the fire, and sat down to toast his bacon. In fifteen
minutes his meal was ready--such a meal as can be had only in the
mountains under the open sky and at the end of a ten- mile paddle
against the stream of the Big Horn. After dinner he lit his pipe and
stretched himself in the warm spring sun for half an hour's quiet
think. The old restlessness was coming back upon him. His work as
Medical Superintendent of the railway construction was practically
completed. The medical department was thoroughly organized and the
fight with disease and dirt was pretty much over so far as he was
concerned. And with the easing of the strain there came fiercely upon
him the soul fever that had for the last three years driven him from
land to land. Had it not been that his professional honour demanded
that he should hold his post and do his work, he had long ago left a
district where he was kept constantly in mind of what he had so
resolutely striven to forget. By the exercise of the most assiduous
care he had prevented a meeting with his brother during the last three
months. But in this he could not hope to be successful much longer.
Before his second pipe was smoked he had reached his resolve. "I'll
pull out of this," he said, "once this Big Horn camp is cleaned up."
He packed his kit, carefully extinguished his fire, the mark of a
right woodsman, slipped his canoe into the water, and set off again.
His meeting with Ben Fallows seemed somehow to have brought his
brother near him to-day. Everything was eloquent of those days they
had spent together on the upper reaches of the Ottawa. The flowing
river, the open sky, the wood, the fresh air, and, most of all, the
slipping canoe spoke to him of Dick. The fierce resentment, the
bitter sense of loss, that had been as a festering in his heart these
years, seemed somehow to-day to have lost their stinging pain. With
every lift of the paddle, with every deep breath of the fragrant
spring air, with every slip of the canoe, the buoyant gladness of
those old canoeing days came swelling into his heart, and ere he knew
he caught himself singing, to the rhythmic swing of paddle and
shoulders, the old Habitant canoe song:
"En roulant ma boule roulant."
As often as he found his body swinging to the song, so often did he
sternly check himself and resolutely set another air going in his
head, only to find himself in a short space swinging along again to
the old song to which he and his brother had so often made their
canoe slip in those great days that now seemed so far away.
"En roulant ma boule,"
sang his paddle in spite of all he could do. He could hear Dick's
clear tenor from the bow. "Here, confound it! Quit it, I say!" he
said aloud savagely.
"En roulant ma boule roulant,"
in a clear strong voice came the old song from around the bend.
The doctor almost dropped his paddle into the stream.
"Heavens above!" he muttered. "What's that? Who's that?"
"Visa la noir, tua le blanc, Rouli roulant, ma boule roulant,"
sang the voice. There was only one who could sing that verse just
that way. With two swift heaves of the paddle he lifted his canoe
into the overhanging bushes, noiselessly leaped ashore, and pulled
his canoe up the bank after him. Down the river still came the song,
and ever nearer.
"O fils du roi tu es mechant, En roulant ma boule."
The doctor cautiously parted the bushes and looked out. Close to
the bank came the canoe, the singer sitting in the stern, his hat off
and his face showing brown against the fair hair. How strong he
looked and how handsome! Barney remembered his own boyish pride in
his brother's good looks. Yes, he was handsome as ever, and yet he
was different. "He's older, that's it," said the man in the bushes,
breathing hard. No, it was not that altogether. There was a new
gravity, a new dignity, upon the face. All at once the song ceased
abruptly. The paddle was laid down and the canoe allowed to drift.
The current carried her still nearer the shore. Every line in the
face could now be seen. The man peering out through the bushes was
conscious of a sharp thrust of pain. The lines in that grave,
handsome face were lines drawn with some sharp instrument of grief.
The change was not that of years, it was more. Not simply the
gravity of responsible manhood, it was that, and something else. This
was the change, the old careless gaiety was gone out of the face and
in its place sadness, almost gloom. Straight down the river the
grave, sad face was turned, but the eyes were fixed with unseeing gaze
upon the flowing water. The canoe was now almost abreast the hiding
place in the bushes and still drifting. Suddenly the man in the canoe,
lifting up his face toward the sky, cried out, "I'll bring her back,
please God, and I'll find him, too!" The watcher drew back quickly.
A stick snapped under his hand. He threw himself face down and
gripped his hands hard into the moss as if to hold himself there. "A
deer, I guess, but I must get on," he heard a voice say, then a flip
of the paddle and, looking out through the bushes, he saw the swaying
figure of the man he most longed and most dreaded to see of all men in
the world fast disappearing from his view. Twice he raised his hands
to his lips to call after him, but even as he did so a vision held his
voice, the vision of a room in a city far away, the girl he loved,
and this man pressing hot kisses on her face.
"No," he said at length, grinding his foot hard into the moss, "let
him go." But still with straining eyes he gazed after the swaying
figure till the bend in the river hid it from his sight. Then he
sank down on the deep moss bank with the air of a man who has just
passed through a heavy fight.
The rest of the journey upstream was to him a weary drag. The
brightness had gone out of the light, the sweetness out of the air. A
burning pain filled his heart and clutched at his throat. The old
sore, which his work for the sick and wounded had helped to heal over,
had been torn open afresh, and the first agony of it was upon him
again. He arrived at the upper camp late at night and weary. But,
weary as he was, he toiled on in his fight with the typhoid outbreak
till near the dawning of the day, then, snatching an hour's sleep, he
set off down the Big Horn, resolved that ere a week had passed he
would seek in some far land the forgetting which here was impossible
to him.
Steadily the paddle swung all the long morning, but without
awakening any rhythmic song in his heart. It was a heavy grind to be
got through with as soon as might be. Even the slip and leap of the
canoe failed to quicken his heart a single beat. It was still early
in the forenoon when he reached the Long Rapid. It was a dangerous
bit of water, but without a moment's considering he stood upright in
his canoe and, casting a quick glance down the boiling slope, he made
his choice of passage. Then getting on his knees he braced them
firmly against the sides of his canoe and before he was well ready
found himself in the smooth, steep pitch at the crest of that seething
incline of plunging water. Two long swallowlike swoops, then a mad
plunging through a succession of buffeting, curling waves that slapped
viciously at him as he dashed through, a great heave or two over the
humping billows at the foot, then the swirl of the eddy caught him,
and lifted him clear over into the quiet water. One minute of wild
thrills and the Long Rapid was left behind.
"Didn't take that quite right," he grumbled. "Ought to have lifted
her sooner. Next time I'll get through dry. Next time?" he
repeated. "God knows if there'll ever be any next time of that water
for me." He paddled round the eddy toward the shore, intending to
dump the water out of his canoe. "Hello! What in thunder is that?"
Up against the driftwood, where it had been carried by the eddy, a
canoe was floating bottom upwards. "God help us!" he groaned. "It's
his canoe! My God! My God! Dick, boy, you're not lost! He'd run
these rapids. That's his style. Oh, why didn't I call him? We could
have done it together safe enough!" He stood up in his canoe and
searched eagerly among the driftwood. "Dick! Dick!" he called over
and over again in the wild cry of a wounded man. He paddled over to
the canoe and examined it. "Ah, that's where he hit the rocks, just
at the foot. But he shouldn't drown here," he continued, "unless they
hit him. Let's see, where would that eddy take him?" For another
anxious minute he stood observing the run of the water. "If he could
keep up three minutes," he said, "he ought to strike that bar." With
a few sweeps of his paddle he was on the sand bar. "Ha!" he cried. A
paddle lay on the sand just above the water mark. "That never floated
there." He leaped out and drew up his canoe, then, dropping on his
knees, he examined the marks upon the bar. There on the sand was
stamped the print of an open hand. "Now, God be thanked!" he cried,
lifting his hands toward the sky, "he's reached this spot. He's
somewhere on shore here." Like a dog on scent he followed up the
marks to the edge of the forest where the bank rose steeply over rough
rocks. Eagerly he clambered up, his eyes on the alert for any sign.
He reached the top. A quick glance he threw around him, then with a
low cry he rushed forward. There, stretched prone on the moss, a
little pile of brushwood near him, with his match case in his hand,
lay his brother. "Oh, Dick, boy!" he cried aloud, "not too late,
surely!" He dropped beside the still form, turned him gently over and
laid his hand upon his heart. "Too late! Too late!" he groaned.
Like a madman he rushed out of the woods, flung himself down the
rocky bank and toward his canoe, seized his bag and scrambled back
again. Again, and more carefully, he felt for the heartbeat. He
thought he could detect a feeble flutter. Hurriedly he seized his
flask and, forcing open the closed teeth, poured a few drops of the
whiskey down the throat. But there was no attempt to swallow. "We'll
try it this way." With swift fingers he filled his syringe with the
whiskey and injected it into the arm. Eagerly he waited with his hand
upon the feebly fluttering heart. "My God! it's coming, I do
believe!" he cried. "Now a little strychnine," he whispered. "There,
that ought to help."
Once more he rushed to his canoe and brought his cooking kit and
blanket. In five minutes he had a fire going and his tea pail swung
over it with a little more than a cupful of water in it. In five
minutes more he had half a cup of hot tea ready. By this time the
heartbeat could be detected every moment growing stronger. Into the
tea he poured a little of the stimulant. "If I can only get this
down," he muttered, chafing at the limp hands. Once more he lifted
the head, pried open the shut jaws, and tried to pour a few drops of
the liquid down. After repeated attempts he succeeded. Then for the
first time he observed that his hands were covered with blood. Gently
he lifted the head and, examining the back of it, detected a great
jagged wound. "Looks bad, bad." He felt the bone carefully and shook
his head. "Fracture, I fear." Heating some more water he cleansed
and dressed the wound. Half an hour more he spent in his anxious
struggle, with intense activity utilizing every precious moment, when
to his infinite joy and relief the life began to come slowly back.
"Now I must get him to the hospital."
There were still five miles to paddle, but it was down stream and
there were no portages. With swift despatch he cut a large armful of
balsam boughs. With these and his blankets he made a bed in his
canoe, cutting out the bow thwart, then lifting the wounded man and
picking his steps with great care, he carried him to the canoe and
laid him upon the balsam boughs on his right side. The moment the
weight came upon that side a groan burst from the pallid lips.
"Something wrong there," muttered the doctor, turning him slightly
over. "Ah, shoulder out. I'll just settle this right now." By
dexterous manipulation the dislocation was reduced, and at once the
patient sank down upon the bed of boughs and lay quite still. A
little further stimulation brought back the heart to a steadier beat.
"Now, my boy," he said to himself, as he took his place kneeling in
the stern of the canoe, "give her every ounce you have." For half an
hour without pause, except twice to give his patient stimulant, the
sweeping paddle and the swaying body kept their rhythmic swing, till
down the last riffle shot the canoe and in a minute more was at the
Landing.
"Duprez! Here, quick!" The doctor stood in the door of the
stopping place, wet as if he had come from the river, his voice
raucous and his face white.
"Mon Dieu!" exclaimed the Frenchman, "what de mattaire?"
The doctor swept a glance about the room. "Sick man," he said
briefly. "I want this bed. Get your buckboard, quick." He seized
the bed and carried it out before the eyes of the astonished Duprez.
Duprez was a man slow of speech but quick to act, and by the time
the bed had been arranged on the buckboard he had his horse between
the shafts.
"Now then, Duprez, give me a hand," said the doctor.
"Certainment. Bon Dieu! Dat's de bon preechere! Not dead, heh?"
"No," said the doctor, glancing sharply into the haggard face while
he placed his fingers upon the pulse. "No. Now get on. Drive
carefully, but make time."
In a few minutes they reached the road that led to the hospital,
which was well graded and smooth. Duprez sent along his pony at a
lope and in a short space of time they reached the door of the
hospital, where they were met by Orderly Ben Fallows on duty.
"Barney! By the livin' jumpin' Jemima Jebbs!" cried Ben. "What on
earth--"
But the doctor cut him short. "Ben, get the Matron, quick, and get
a bed ready with warm blankets and hot water bottles. Go, man! Don't
gape there!"
Still gaping his amazement, Ben skipped in through the hall and up
the stair as fast as his wooden leg would allow him. He reached the
office door. "Miss Margaret," he gasped, "Barney's at the door with a
sick man. Wants a bed ready. We 'aven't got one--and--"
The look upon the matron's face interrupted the flow of his words.
"Barney?" she said, rising slowly to her feet. "Barney?" she said
again, her hand clutching the desk and holding hard. "What do you
mean, Ben?" The words came slowly.
"He wants a bed for a sick man and we 'aven't--"
Margaret took a step toward him. "Ben," she said, in breathless
haste, "get my room ready. But first tell Nurse Crane to come to me
quick. Go, Ben."
The orderly hurried away, leaving her alone. With trembling hands
she shut the door, turned toward her desk, and there stood, both
hands pressed hard to her heart, fighting hard to control the
tumultuous tides that surged through her heart and thundered in her
ears. "Barney! Barney!" she whispered. "Oh, Barney, at last!" The
blue eyes were wide open and all aglow with the tender light of her
great love. "Barney," she said over and over, "my love, my love,
my--ah, not mine--" A sob caught her voice. Over her desk hung a
copy of Hoffman's great picture, the Christ kneeling in Gethsemane.
She went close to the picture. "O Christ!" she cried brokenly, "I,
too! Help me!" A knock came to the door, Nurse Crane entered.
Margaret quickly turned toward her desk again.
"Dr. Bailey is at the door with a patient," said the nurse.
"Dr. Bailey?" echoed Margaret, not daring to look up, her trembling
hands fluttering among the papers on the desk. "Go to him, Nurse,
and get what he wants. Take my room. I shall follow in a moment."
Once more she was alone. Again she stood before the picture of the
Christ, the words of the great submission ringing through the
chambers of her soul. "Not my will but Thine be done." She pressed
nearer the picture, gazing into that strong, patient, suffering face
through the rain of welcome tears. "O Christ!" she whispered, "dear
blessed Christ! I understand--now. Help me! Help me!" Then, after a
pause, "Not my will! Not my will!"
The strife was past. Quietly she went to the lavatory that stood
in the corner of her office, bathed her eyes, smoothed away the signs
of struggle from her face, and went forth serene to her duty and her
cross. In the hall she met Barney. With a quick, light step she was
at his side, both hands stretched out. "Barney!" "Margaret!" was all
they said. For a moment or two Barney stood holding her hands, gazing
without a word into the sweet face, so pale, so beautiful, so serenely
strong. Twice he essayed to speak, but the words choked in his
throat. Turning abruptly away he pointed to the figure under the grey
blanket on the camp bed.
"I've brought--you--Dick," at last he said hoarsely.
"Dick! Hurt? Not--" She halted before the dreaded word.
"No, injured. Badly, I fear, but I hope--"
"The room is ready," said Nurse Crane.
At once all other thoughts and emotions gave way to the immediate
demands of their common duty. They had work to do, and they had
trained themselves to obey without thought of self that Divine call
to serve the suffering. Together they toiled at their work, Margaret
noting with delighted wonder the quick fingers and the finished skill
that cleansed and probed and dressed the wound in the head and made
thorough examination for other injury or ill, Barney keenly conscious
of the efficiency of the silent, steady helper at his side whose quick
eye and hand anticipated his every want. At length their work was
done and they stood looking down upon the haggard face.
"He is resting now," said Barney, in a low voice. "The fracture is
not serious, I think."
"Poor Dick," said Margaret, passing her hand over his brow.
At her touch and voice Dick moaned and opened his eyes. Barney
quickly stepped back out of sight. For a moment or two the eyes
wandered about the room, then rested on Margaret's face in a
troubled, inquiring gaze.
"What is it, Dick, dear?" said Margaret, bending over him.
For answer his hand began to move feebly toward his breast as if
seeking something.
"I know. The letter, Dick?" A look of intelligence lighted the
eye. "That's all right, Dick. I shall get it to Barney. Barney is
here, you know."
A hand grasped her arm. "Hush!" said Barney in stern command.
"Say nothing about me." But she heeded him not. For a moment longer
the sick man's gaze lingered on her face. A faint smile of content
overspread the drawn features, then the look of intelligence faded and
the eyes closed wearily.
"Come," said Barney, moving toward the door, "he is better quiet."
Leaving the nurse in charge, they went together toward the office.
"Where did you find him?" asked Margaret as she gave Barney a seat.
Then Barney told her the story of how he had chanced upon the canoe
and had discovered Dick lying insensible in the woods.
"It was God's leading, Barney," said Margaret gently, when the
story was done; but to this he made no reply. "Is there serious
danger, do you think?" she inquired in an anxious voice.
"He will recover," replied Barney. "All he requires is careful
nursing, and that you can give him. I shall wait till to-morrow."
"To-morrow? And then?"
"I am leaving this country next week."
"Leaving the country? And why?"
"My work here is done."
"Surely there is much yet to do, and you have just begun to do such
great things. Why should you leave now?"
Barney waited a few moments in silence as if pondering an answer.
"Margaret, I must go," he finally burst forth. "You know I must go.
I can't live within touch of him and forget!"
"Forgive, you mean, Barney."
"Well, forgive, if you like," he replied sullenly.
"Barney," replied Margaret earnestly, "this is unworthy of you, and
in the face of God's mercy to-day how can you hold resentment in your
heart?"
"How can I? God knows, or the Devil. For three years I have
fought it, but it is there. It is there!" He struck his hand hard
upon his breast. "I can't forget that he ruined my life! But for
him I believe in my soul I should have won--her to me! At a critical
moment he came in and ruined--"
"Barney! Barney, listen to me!" cried Margaret impetuously.
Barney sprang to his feet.
"No, you must listen to me. Sit down." Barney obeyed her word and
sat down. "Now, hear me, and hear me fairly. I am not going to say
that Dick was free from blame, nor was Iola either. Whose was the
greater I can't tell. They were both young and, to a certain extent,
inexperienced in the ways of life. Circumstances threw them much
together and on terms of almost brotherly and sisterly intimacy. That
was a mistake. They ignored conventions that can never be safely
ignored. Just at that time Dick's life was made hard for him. His
Church had rejected him."
"Rejected him?"
"Yes, rejected him. He was refused license by the Presbytery, was
branded as a heretic and outcast from work." Margaret's voice grew
bitter. "Do you wonder that he grew hard? Perhaps they could not
help it--I can't say--but he grew hard. Yes, and worse than that,
grew away from his faith, from his friends, and from those things
that keep men straight and strong. He grew weak. The hour of
temptation came upon him. You and I have seen enough of that side of
life to know what that means. He broke faith with you--no, not with
you. He was loyal to you, but he broke faith with himself and with
her. For a single moment, that moment at which you appeared, he
yielded to passion, and bitterly, terribly, has he suffered since that
moment. How terribly no one knows. He has tried to find you, but you
would not be found. He wronged you, Barney, but you have made him and
all of us suffer much." The voice that had gone on so bravely and so
firmly here suddenly trembled and broke.
"Made you suffer!" cried Barney, with bitter scorn. "How can you
speak of suffering? You have everything! I have lost all!"
"Everything?" echoed Margaret faintly. "Ah, Barney, how little you
know! But, no matter, God has brought you together and you must not
do this wicked thing. You must not continue to break our hearts."
"Break your hearts? Margaret, what's the use of words? I had a
heart, too, and a brother whom I loved and trusted as myself, yes,
more than myself, and--I had--Iola. All I have lost. My work
satisfies me for a few months, but try as I can this awful thing
hunts me down and drives me mad. There is nothing in life left for
me. And there might have been much but for--"
"Stop, Barney!" cried Margaret impulsively. "There is much still
left for you. God is good. How much better than we. You can't
forgive a fellow-sinner. Oh, shame! But He forgives and forgets,
and surely you ought to try--"
"Try! Try! Heavens above, Margaret! Try! Do you think I haven't
tried? That thing is there! there!" smiting on his breast again.
"Can you tell me how to rid myself of it?"
"Yes, Barney, I think I can tell you. God's great goodness will do
this for you. Listen," she said, putting up her hand to stay his
words, "God is bringing a great joy to you to shame you and to soften
you. Here, read this." She handed him Iola's letter, went to the
window, and stood with her back to him, looking out upon the great
sweeping valley below.
"Margaret!" The hoarse voice called her back to him. His hard,
proud, sullen reserve was shattered, gone. His lips were quivering,
his hands trembling. The girl was touched to the heart. "Margaret,"
he cried brokenly, "what does this mean?" He was terribly shaken.
"It means that she wants you, that she needs you. Dick was going
to-morrow to bring her back to you, Barney. That was his one
desire."
"To bring her to me? To bring her back to me? Dick? Dear old
boy! and I-- Oh, Margaret!" He put his trembling hands out to her.
"Forgive me! God forgive me! Poor Dick! I'll see him!" He started
toward the door. "No, not how," he cried, striving in vain to control
himself. "I am mad! mad! For three long years I have carried this
cursed thing in my heart! It's gone! It's gone, Margaret! Do you
hear? It's gone!" He was shouting aloud. "I feel right toward Dick,
my brother!"
"Hush, Barney dear," said the girl, tears running down her face,
"you will wake him."
"Yes, yes," he cried, in an eager whisper, "I'll be careful. Poor
old boy, he has suffered, too. Dear old Dick! And she wants me!
I'll go to-night! Yes, to-night! What's the date?" He tore at the
envelope with trembling hands. The letter dropped to the floor.
Margaret caught it up and opened it for him. "A month ago and more!
Yes, I'll go to-night. Oh, Margaret, what a blasted fool I am! I
can't get myself in hand." Suddenly he threw himself into his chair.
"Here!" he ground out between his teeth, "get quiet!" He sat for a
few moments absolutely still, gathering strength to command himself.
At length he got himself in hand. "No," he said in a quiet voice, "I
shall not go tonight. I shall wait till Dick is better. Just now he
must be kept quiet. In the morning I expect to see him very much
himself. We can only wait and see."
Through the night they waited, Barney struggling mightily to hold
himself in perfect control, Margaret quietly doing what was to be
done, her whole spirit breathing of that self-forgetting love which
finds its highest joy in the joy of another. At the break of day the
nurse came to the door and found them still waiting.
"Mr. Boyle is awake and is asking for you, Miss Robertson."
"Let me go to him," cried Barney. "Don't fear." His voice was
still vibrating, but his manner was calm and steady. He was master
of himself again.
"Yes," said Margaret, "go to him." Then as the door closed she
stood once more before the Gethsemane scene. "Thank God, thank God,"
she said softly, "for them the pain is over."
For half an hour she waited and then went up to the sickroom. She
opened the door softly, went in and stood gazing till her eyes grew
dim. On the pillow, face down, Barney's head lay close to Dick's,
whose arm was thrown about his brother's neck, and on Dick's face
shone a look of rapturous peace. As Margaret moved to leave the room
Dick called her in a voice faint, but full of joy.
"Margaret," he said, a smile breaking like light through a dark
cloud, "my head was broken, but I'd have all the bones in my body
broken, just to have Barney set them. We're all right, eh, boy?"
Slowly Barney raised his face, tear-marked, worn, but radiant with
a peace it had not known for many a day. "Yes, old chap," he said in
a voice still tremulous in spite of all his self-command, "we're right
again, and, please God, we'll keep so."
For three days Dick made steady progress toward health, but his
progress was slow. Any mental effort produced severe pain in his
head and sufficed to raise his temperature several points. As he
gained in strength and became more and more clear in his thinking his
anxiety in regard to his work began to increase. His congregations
would be waiting him on Sunday, and he could not bear to think of
their being disappointed. With no small effort had he gathered them
together, and a single failure on his part he knew would have
disastrous effect upon the attendance. He was especially concerned
about the service at Bull Crossing, which was at once the point where
the work was the most difficult, and, at the present juncture, most
encouraging. Under his instructions Barney sought to secure a
substitute for the service at Bull Crossing, but without result.
Preachers were scarce in that country and every preacher had more
work in sight than he could overtake. And so Dick fretted and wrought
himself into a fever, until the doctor took him sternly to task.
"I don't see that it's your business to worry, Dick," he said. "I
suppose you consider yourself as working under orders, and it is your
belief, isn't it, that the One who gives the orders is the One who has
laid you down here?"
"That's true," said Dick wearily, "but there's the people. A lot
of them come a long way. It's been hard to get them together, and I
hate to disappoint them."
"Well, we'll get someone," replied Barney. "We're a pretty hard
combination to beat, aren't we, Margaret? There will be a man to
take the service at Bull Crossing if I have to take it myself--a
desperate resort, indeed."
"Why not, Barney?" asked Dick. "You could do it well."
"What? Did you ever hear me talk? I can talk a little with my
fingers, but my tongue is unconscionably slow."
"There was a man once slow of speech," replied Dick quietly, "but
he was given a message and he led a nation into freedom."
Barney nodded. "I remember him. But he could do things."
"No," answered Dick, "but he believed God could do things."
"Perhaps so. That was rather long ago."
"With God," replied Dick earnestly, "there is no such thing as long
ago."
"All the same," said Barney, "I guess these things don't happen
now."
"I believe they happen," replied his brother, "where God finds a
man who will take his life in his hand and go."
"Well, I don't know about that," replied Barney, "but I do know
that you must quit talking and sleep. Now, hear me, drop that
meeting out of your mind. I'll look after it."
But Saturday came and, in spite of every effort on Barney's part,
he found no one for the service at Bull Crossing next day. There was
still a slight hope that one of the officials of the congregation
would consent to be a stop-gap for the day.
"I guess I'll have to take that service myself, Margaret," said
Barney laughingly. "Wouldn't the crowd stare? They'd hear the
sermon of their lives."
"It would be a good sermon, Barney," replied Margaret quietly.
"And why should you not say something to the men?"
"Nonsense, Margaret!" cried Barney impatiently. "You know the
thing is utterly absurd. What sort of man am I to preach? A
gambler, a swearer, and generally bad. They all know me."
"They know only a part of you, Barney," said Margaret gently. "God
knows all of you, and whatever you have been you are no gambler
today, and you are not a bad man."
"No," replied Barney slowly, "I am no gambler, nor will I ever be
again. But I have been a hard, bad man. For three years I carried
hate in my heart. I could not forgive and didn't want to be
forgiven. And that, I believe, was the cause of all my badness.
But--somehow--I don't deserve it--but I've been awfully well treated.
I deserved hell, but I've got a promise of heaven. And I'd be glad
to do something for--" He paused abruptly.
"There, you've got your sermon, Barney," said Margaret.
"What do you mean?"
"'Forgive and ye shall be forgiven.'"
"It's the sermon someone wants to preach to me, but it's not for me
to preach. The thing is preposterous. I'll get one of those fellows
at the Crossing to take the meeting."
On Saturday evening Dick again reverted to the subject.
"I'm not anxious, Barney," he said, "but who's going to take the
meeting to-morrow night at Bull Crossing?"
"Now, look here," said Barney, "Monday morning you'll hear all
about it. Meantime, don't ask questions. Margaret and I are
responsible, and that ought to be enough. You never knew her to
fail."
"No, nor you, Barney," said Dick, sinking back with a sigh of
satisfaction. "I know it will be all right. Are you going down
to-morrow evening?" he inquired, turning to Margaret.
"I?" exclaimed Margaret. "What would I do?"
"Of course you are going. It will do you a lot of good," said
Barney. "You may have to preach yourself or hold my coat while I go
in."
A sudden gleam of joy in the eyes, a flush of red upon the cheek,
and the quick following pallor told Dick the thoughts that rushed
through Margaret's heart.
"Yes," said Dick gravely, "you will go down, too, Margaret. It
will do you good, and I don't need you here."
Many anxious days had Barney passed in his life, but never had he
found himself so utterly blocked by unmanageable circumstances and
uncompromising facts as he found facing him that Sunday morning. He
confided his difficulty to Tommy Tate, whom he had found in "Mexico's"
saloon toning up his system after his long illness, and whom he had
straightway carried off with him.
"I guess it's either you or me, Tommy."
"Bedad, it's yersilf that c'd do that same, an' divil a wan av the
bhoys will 'Mexico' git this night, wance the news gits about."
"Don't talk rot, Tommy," said Barney angrily, for the chance of his
being forced to take his brother's place, which all along had seemed
to be extremely remote, had come appreciably nearer. With the energy
of desperation he spent the hours of the afternoon visiting,
explaining, urging, cajoling, threatening anyone of the members or
adherents of the congregation at Bull Crossing in whom might be
supposed to dwell the faintest echo of the spirit of the preacher.
One after another, however, those upon whom he had built his hopes
failed him. One was out of town, another he found sick in bed, and a
third refused point blank to consider the request, so that within a
few minutes of the hour of service he found himself without a preacher
and wholly desperate, and for the first time he seriously faced the
possibility of having to take the service himself. He returned to the
shack of one of his brother's parishioners, where Margaret was
staying, and abruptly announced to her his failure.
"Can't get a soul, and of course I can't do it, Margaret. You
know, I can't," he repeated, in answer to the look upon her face.
"Why, it was only last week I fleeced 'Mexico' out of a couple of
hundred. He would give a good deal more to get even. The crowd
would hoot me out of the building. Not that I care for that"--the
long jaws came hard together--"but it's just too ghastly to think
of."
"It isn't so very terrible, Barney," said Margaret, her voice and
eyes uniting in earnest persuasion. "You are not the man you were
last week. You know you are not. You are quite different, and you
will be different all your life. A great change has come to you.
What made the change? You know it was God's great mercy that took
the bitterness out of your heart and that changed everything. Can't
you tell them this?"
"Tell them that, Margaret? Great Heavens! Could I tell them that?
What would they say?"
"Barney," asked Margaret, "you are not afraid of them? You are not
ashamed to tell what you owe to God?"
Afraid? It was an ugly word for Barney to swallow. No, he was not
afraid, but his native diffidence, intensified by these recent years
of self-repression and self-absorption, had made all speech difficult
to him, but more especially speech that revealed the deeper movements
of his soul.
"No, Margaret, I'm not afraid," he said slowly. "But I'd rather
have them take the flesh off that arm bit by bit than get up and
speak to them. I'd have to tell them the truth, don't you see,
Margaret? How can I do that?"
"All that you say must be the truth, Barney, of course," she
replied. "But you will tell them just what you will."
With these words she turned away, leaving him silent and fighting a
desperate fight. His word passed to his brother must be kept. But
soon a deeper issue began to emerge. His honour was involved. His
sense of loyalty was touched. He knew himself to be a different man
from the man who, last week, in "Mexico's" saloon, had beaten his old
antagonist at the old game. His consciousness of himself, of his life
purposes, of his outlook, of his deepest emotions, was altogether a
different consciousness. And more than all, that haunting, pursuing
restlessness was gone and, in its place, a deep peace possessed him.
The process by which this had been achieved he could not explain, but
the result was undeniable, and it was due, he knew, to an influence
the source of which he frankly acknowledged to be external to himself.
The words of the beaten and confounded pagan magic-workers came to
him, "This is the finger of God." He could not deny it. Why should
he wish to hide it? It became clear to him, in these few minutes of
intense soul activity, that there was a demand being made upon him as
a man of truth and honour, and as the struggle deepened in his soul
and the possibility of his refusing the demand presented itself to his
mind, there flashed in upon him the picture of a man standing in the
midst of enemies, the flickering firelight showing his face
vacillating, terror-stricken, hunted. From the trembling lips of the
man he heard the words of base denial, "I know not the man," and in
his heart there rose a cry, "O Christ! shall I do this?" "No," came
the answer, strong and clear, from his lips, "I will not do this
thing, so help me God."
Margaret turned quickly around and looked at him in dismay. "You
won't?" she said faintly.
"I'll take the service," he replied, setting the long jaws firmly
together. And with that they went forth to the hall.
They found the place crowded far beyond its capacity, for through
Tommy Tate it had been noised abroad that Dr. Bailey was to preach.
There were wild rumors, too, that the doctor had "got religion,"
although "Mexico" and his friends scouted the idea as utterly
impossible.
"He ain't the kind. He's got too much nerve," was "Mexico's"
verdict, given with a full accompaniment of finished profanity.
Tommy's evidence, however, was strong enough to create a profound
impression and to awaken an expectation that rose to fever pitch when
Barney and Margaret made their way through the crowds and took their
places, Margaret at the organ, which Dick usually played himself, and
Barney at the table upon which were the Bible and the Hymn-book. His
face wore the impenetrable, death-like mark which had so often baffled
"Mexico" and his gang over the poker table. It fascinated "Mexico"
now. All the years of his wicked manhood "Mexico" had, on principle,
avoided anything in the shape of a religious meeting, but to-day the
attraction of a poker player preaching proved irresistible. It was
with no small surprise that the crowd saw "Mexico," with two or three
of his gang, make their way toward the front to the only seats left
vacant.
When it became evident beyond dispute that his old-time enemy was
to take the preacher's place, "Mexico" leaned over to his pal,
"Peachy" Bud, who sat between him and Tommy Tate, and muttered in an
undertone audible to those in his immediate neighbourhood, "It's his
old game. He's runnin' a blank bluff. He ain't got the cards."
But painful experience shook "Peachy's" confidence in his friend's
judgment on this particular point, and he only ventured to reply,
"He's got the lead." "Peachy" preferred to await developments.
The opening hymn was sung with the hearty fervour that marks the
musical part of any religious service in the West. But there was in
the voices that curious thrill that is at once the indication and the
quickening of intense excitement.
"This here'll show what's in his hand," said "Peachy," when the
moment for prayer arrived. "Peachy" was not unfamiliar with
religious services, and had, with unusual keenness of observation,
noted that when a man undertook to pray he must, if he be true,
reveal the soul within him.
"Mexico" grunted a dubious affirmative. But "Peachy" was
disappointed, for in a voice reverent, but unimpassioned, the
preacher for the day led the people's devotions, using the great
words taught those men long ago who knew not how to pray, "Our Father
who art in Heaven."
"Blanked if he ain't bluffed again! We've got to wait till he
begins to shoot, I guess," said "Peachy," mixing his figures.
The lesson was the parable of the unforgiving debtor and the
parallel passage containing the matchless story of the sinful woman
and the proud Pharisee. In the reading of these lessons the voice,
which had hitherto carried the strident note of nervousness, mellowed
into rich and subduing fulness. The men listened with that hushed
attention that they give when words are getting to the heart. The
utter simplicity of the reader's manner, the dignity of his bearing,
the quiet strength that showed itself in every tone, and the
undercurrent of emotion that made the voice vibrate like a stringed
instrument, all these, with the marvellous authoritative tenderness of
the great utterance on a theme so closely touching their daily
experience, gripped these men and held them in complete thrall.
When the reading was done the doctor stood for some moments looking
his audience quietly in the face. He knew them all, men from the
camps and the line, men from the hills and mining claims, men from
the saloons and the gambling hells. Many he had treated
professionally, some he had himself nursed back to health, others he
had rescued from those desperate moods that end in death. Others
again--and these not a few--he had "cleaned out" at poker or "Black
Jack." But to all of them he was "white." Not so to himself. It was
a very humble man and a very penitent, that stood looking them in the
face. His first words were a confession.
"I am not worthy to stand here before you," he began, in a low,
clear tone, "God knows, you know, and I know. I am here for two
reasons: one is that I promised my brother, the Reverend Richard
Boyle"--here a gasp of surprise was audible from one and another in
the audience--"a man you know to be a good man, better than ever I
can hope to be."
"Durned if he is!" grunted "Peachy" to "Mexico." "Ain't in the
same bunch!"
"An' that's thrue fer ye," answered Tommy. But "Mexico" paid no
heed to these remarks. He was staring at the speaker with the look
of a man wholly bewildered.
"And the other reason is," continued, the doctor, "that I have
something which I think it fair to tell you men. Like a lot of you,
I have carried a name that is not my own." Here significant looks
were gravely exchanged. "They gave it to me by mistake when I reached
the Pass. I didn't care much at that time about names or anything
else, so I let it go. There are times in a fellow's life when he's
not unwilling to forget his name. My name is Boyle." And then, in
sentences simple, clean-cut, and terse, he told of his boyhood days,
the Old Mill, the two boys growing up together, their love for and
their loyalty to each other, their struggles and their success. Then
came a pause. The speaker had obviously come to a difficult spot in
his story. The men waited in earnest, grave, and deeply moved
expectation. "At that time a great calamity came to me--no matter
what--and it threw me clear off my balance. I lost my head and lost
my nerve, and just then--" again the speaker paused, as if to gather
strength to continue--"and just then my brother did me a wrong. Not
being in a condition to judge fairly, I magnified the wrong a
thousand-fold and I tried to tear my brother out of my heart. I could
not and I would not forgive him, and I couldn't cease to love him. I
lived a life of misery, misery so great that it drove me from
everything in earth that I held dear, and for three years I went
steadily down from bad to worse. I came to the Crow's Nest a year and
a half ago. My life since then most of you know well."
"Bedad we do! An' Hivin bliss ye!" burst forth Tommy Tate, who had
found the greatest difficulty in controlling his emotions of
indignation and grief during the doctor's self-condemnatory tale. At
Tommy's words a quiet thrill ran through the crowd, for few men of
those present but held the doctor in affectionate esteem. The sins of
which he was conscious and which humiliated him before them were, in
their estimation, but trivial.
For a moment the speaker was thrown off his track by Tommy's
outburst, but, recovering himself, he went on. "It would be wrong to
say that my life here has been all bad. I have been able to serve
many of you, but my work has done far more for me than it has for you.
But for it I should have long ago gone down out of sight. I confess
that it has been a hard fight for me, an awful fight, to stay at my
work, but the day that I heard that my brother was your missionary
brought me the hardest fight I had had for many a day. I wanted to get
away from the past. For nearly four years I had been carrying round a
heart with hell in it. I had begun to forget a little, but that day
it all came back. This week I met my brother. I found him dying,
almost dead, up in the Big Horn Valley. That morning my heart carried
hell in it. To-day it is like what I think heaven must be." As he
spoke these words a light broke over his face, and again he stood
silent, striving to regain control of his voice.
"Blanked if he don't hold the cards!" said "Mexico" in a thick
voice to "Peachy" Budd.
"Full flush," answered "Peachy."
"Mexico" was in the grasp of the elemental emotions of his
untutored nature. His swarthy face was twisted like the face of a
man in torture. His black eyes were gleaming like two fires from
under his shaggy eyebrows.
"How it came about," continued the doctor, in a quiet, even tone,
"I am not going to tell. But this I am going to say, I know it was
God's great mercy, His great kindness it was that took the hate out
of my heart. I forgave my brother that day--and--God forgave me.
That's all there is to it. It's the biggest thing that has ever come
to me. I have got my brother back just as when we were little chaps
at the Old Mill." A sudden choke caught the speaker's voice. The firm
lips quivered and the strong hands writhed themselves in a mighty
effort to master the emotions surging through his soul.
Tommy Tate was openly sniffling and wiping his eyes. "Peachy" Budd
was swearing audibly his emotions, but, most of all, "Mexico's"
swarthy face betrayed the intensity of his feelings. He had grasped
the back of the seat before him and was leaning toward the speaker as
if held under an hypnotic spell.
Again the doctor, getting his voice steady, went on. "I have just
a word more to say. I would like to give credit for this that
happened to me to the One we have been reading about this afternoon,
and I do so with all my heart. I came near being coward enough and
mean enough to go away without owning this up before you. How He did
it, I do not pretend to know. I'm not a preacher. But He did it, and
that's what chiefly concerns me. And what He did for me I guess He
can do for any of you. And now I've got to square up some things.
'Mexico'--" At the sound of his name "Mexico" started violently and,
involuntarily, his hand went, with a quick motion, toward his
hip--"I've taken a lot from you. I'd like to pay it back." The voice
was humble, earnest, kind.
"Mexico," taken by surprise, shifted his tobacco to the other side
of his mouth, stood up and drawled out, "Haow? Me? Pay me back?
Blanked if you do! It was a squar' deal, wa'n't it?"
"Yes, I played fair, 'Mexico,' but--"
"Then go to hell!" "Mexico's" tone was not at all unfriendly, but
his vocabulary was limited, and he was evidently deeply stirred.
"We're squar' an'--an' blanked if I don't believe ye're white! Put
it thar!" With a single stride "Mexico" was over the seat that
separated him from the platform and reached out his hand. The doctor
took it in a hard grip.
"Look here, men," he said, when "Mexico" had resumed his seat,
"I've got to do something with this money. I've got at least five
thousand that don't belong to me."
"'Tain't ours," called a voice.
"Men," continued the doctor, "I'm starting out on a new track. I
want to straighten out the past all I can. I can't keep this money.
I'd feel like a thief."
But such an ethical code was beyond the men, and one and all
protested to each other, in tones that were quite audible over the
hall and with anathemas of more or less terrible import, that the
money was not theirs and that they would not touch it. The doctor
listened for a minute or more and then, with the manner of one
closing a discussion, he said, "All right. If you won't help me I'll
have to find some way, myself, of straightening this up. This is all
I have to say. I'm no preacher and I'm not any better than the rest
of you, but I'd like to be a great deal better man than I am, and,
with God's help, I'm going to try. That's my religion."
And with these words he sat down, leaving the people still staring
at him and waiting for something in the way of closing exercises to
what must have been the most extraordinary religious service in all
their experience. Softly, Margaret began to play the old hymn,
"Nearer, My God, to Thee!" The men, accepting it as a signal, rose
to their feet and began to sing, and with these great words of
aspiration ringing through their hearts they passed out into the
night.
Among the many who lingered to speak to the doctor were "Mexico,"
"Peachy," and, of course, his faithful follower, Tommy Tate. "Mexico"
drew him off to one corner.
"Say, pard," he began, "you've done me up many a time before, but
blanked if yeh haven't hit me this time the worst yet! When you was
talkin' about them two little chaps--" here "Mexico's" hard face began
to work and his voice to quiver--"you put the knife right in here. I
had a brother once," he continued in a husky voice. "I wish to God
someone had choked the blank nonsense out of me, for I done him a
wrong an' I wasn't man enough to own up. An' that's what started me
in all this hell business I've been chasin' ever since."
The doctor took him by the arm and walked him out of the room.
"Take Miss Robertson home," he said to Tommy as he passed.
An hour later he appeared, pale and as nearly exhausted as his iron
nerve and muscle would allow him to be. "I say, Margaret, this thing
is wonderful! There's no explaining it by any physical or mental law
that I know." Then, after a pause, he added, with an odd thrill of
tenderness in his voice, "I believe we shall hear good things of
'Mexico' yet."
There is no sweeter spot in all the west Highlands of Scotland than
the valley that runs back from that far penetrating arm of the sea,
Loch Fyne, to Craigraven. There, after a succession of wild and
gloomy glens, one comes upon a sweet little valley, sheltered from
the east and north winds and open to the warm western sea and to the
long sunny days of summer. It is a valley full of balmy airs,
fragrant with the scents of sea and heather, and shut in from the
roar and rush of the great world, just over the ragged rim of the
craggy hills that guard it. A veritable heaven on earth for the
nerve-racked and brain-wearied, for the heart-sick and soul-
burdened; for it was the pleasure of the lady of Ruthven Hall, a
kindly, homely mansion house that stood at the valley's head, to
bring hither such of her friends or her friends' friends as needed
the healing that soft airs and sunny days, with long quiet hours
filled with love that understands, can give.
To this spot Lady Ruthven herself had been brought, a girl fresh
from the shelter of her English home, the bride of Sir Hector
Ruthven; and here for five happy summers they had come from the
strenuous life of Diplomatic Service to find rest. Here, too, came
Sir Hector, when his work was done, still a young man, to rest under
the yews in the little churchyard near the Hall, leaving his lady with
her little daughter and her infant son to administer his vast estates.
After the first sharp grief had passed, Lady Ruthven took up her
burden and, with patient courage, bore it for the sake of the dead
first, and then for the sake of the living. Round her son, growing
into sturdy young manhood, her heart's roots wound themselves,
striking deep into his life, till one day he, too, was laid beneath
the yew trees in the churchyard. From that deep shadow she came
forth, bearing her cross of service to her kind, to live a life
fragrant with the airs of Heaven, in fellowship with Him who, for love
of man, daily gave Himself to die.
It was through her nephew, Alan Ruthven, artist and poet, pure of
heart and clean of life, that Jack Charrington came to know Ruthven
Hall and its dwellers. The young men first met in London, and later
in Edinburgh, where both were pursuing their professions with a
devotion that did not forbid attention to sundry social duties, or
prevent them from taking long walks over the Lammermuirs on Saturday
afternoons. To Ruthven Hall, Alan was permitted to bring his young
Canadian friend, who, he was secretly convinced, stood sorely in need
of just such benediction as his saintly aunt could bestow. The day of
Jack Charrington's coming to Ruthven Hall was the birthday of his
better life, when he had a vision of his profession in the light of
that great ministry to the world's sick and wounded and weary by Him
who came to the world "to heal." In another sense, too, it was for
him the beginning of days, for it was the day on which his eyes first
fell upon sunny, saucy Maisie Ruthven. Thenceforth the orbit of
Jack's life swung round Ruthven Hall, and thus it fell that when, on
one of his visits to the great metropolis, he found Iola exhausted
after her season's triumphs and forbidden to sing again for a year,
and so well-nigh heart-broken, he bethought him of the little valley
of rest in the far western Highlands. Straightway he confided to Lady
Ruthven his concern for his co-patriot and friend, giving as much of
her story as he thought it well that both Lady Ruthven and her
daughter should know. Hence, when they went north to their Highland
valley again, they carried with them Iola, to be rested and nursed,
and to be healed in heart, too, if that could be. For Lady Ruthven,
with her eyes made keen by grief and love, had not been long in
discovering that, with Iola, the deeper sickness was that which no
physician's medicine can reach.
Through the early summer they waited for signs of returning health
to their guest, but neither the most watchful care nor the most
tender nursing could keep the strength from gradually waning.
"She is fretting her heart out. That's the chief cause of this
terrible restlessness," said Alan Ruthven to his friend, who was
visiting at the Hall.
"Partly," replied Charrington gloomily, "but not altogether, I
fear. This restlessness is symptomatic. We must have Bruce Fraser
out again. But if we only could get track of Boyle it would greatly
help. She wrote yesterday to her great friend, Miss Robertson, who,
more than anyone, has kept in touch with him."
"Charrington," inquired Alan hesitatingly, "would you advise that
he should be looked up? Of course, you credit me with being
perfectly disinterested. I gave up my dream some time ago, you
know."
"Oh, certainly, Ruthven, I know, but--"
"You fear I'm prejudiced. Well, I confess I am. I hate to think
of a girl like that having anything to do with a man unworthy of her,
as from what you have told me of him he must be."