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The Voice in the Night
William Hope Hodgson
IT WAS a dark, starless night. We were becalmed in the Northern Pacific. Our exact
position I do not know; for the sun had been hidden during the course of a weary,
breathless week, by a thin haze which had seemed to float above us, about the height of
our mastheads, at whiles descending and shrouding the surrounding sea.
With there being no wind, we had steadied the tiller, and I was the only man on deck.
The crew, consisting of two men and a boy, were sleeping forrard in their den; while
Will--my friend, and the master of our little craft--was aft in his bunk on the port side
of the little cabin.
Suddenly, from out of the surrounding darkness, there came a hail:
"Schooner, ahoy!"
The cry was so unexpected that I gave no immediate answer, because of my surprise.
It came again--a voice curiously throaty and inhuman, calling from somewhere upon the
dark sea away on our port broadside:
"Schooner, ahoy!"
"Hullo!" I sung out, having gathered my wits somewhat. "What are you? What do you
want?"
"You need not be afraid," answered the queer voice, having probably noticed some
trace of confusion in my tone. "I am only an old man."
The pause sounded oddly; but it was only afterwards that it came back to me with any
significance.
"Why don't you come alongside, then?" I queried somewhat snappishly; for I liked not
his hinting at my having been a trifle shaken.
"I--I--can't. It wouldn't be safe. I--" The voice broke off, and there was silence.
"What do you mean?" I asked, growing more and more astonished. "Why not safe?
Where are you?"
I listened for a moment; but there came no answer. And then, a sudden indefinite
suspicion, of I knew not what, coming to me, I stepped swiftly to the binnacle, and took
out the lighted lamp. At the same time, I knocked on the deck with my heel to waken
Will. Then I was back at the side, throwing the yellow funnel of light out into the silent
immensity beyond our rail. As I did so, I heard a slight, muffled cry, and then the sound
of a splash as though someone had dipped oars abruptly. Yet I cannot say that I saw
anything with certainty; save, it seemed to me, that with the first flash of the light, there
had been something upon the waters, where now there was nothing.
"Hullo, there!" I called. "What foolery is this!'
But there came only the indistinct sounds of a boat being pulled away into the night.
Then I heard Will's voice, from the direction of the after scuttle:
"What's up, George?"
"Come here, Will!" I said.
"What is it?" he asked, coming across the deck.
I told him the queer thing which had happened. He put several questions; then, after a
moment's silence, he raised his hands to his lips, and hailed:
"Boat, ahoy!"
From a long distance away there came back to us a faint reply, and my companion
repeated his call. Presently, after a short period of silence, there grew on our hearing the
muffled sound of oars; at which Will hailed again.
This time there was a reply:
"Put away the light."
"I'm damned if I will," I muttered; but Will told me to do as the voice bade, and I
shoved it down under the bulwarks.
"Come nearer," he said, and the oar-strokes continued. Then, when apparently some
half-dozen fathoms distant, they again ceased.
"Come alongside," exclaimed Will. "There's nothing to be frightened of aboard here!"
"Promise that you will not show the light?"
"What's to do with you," I burst out, "that you're so infernally afraid of the light?"
"Because " began the voice, and stopped short.
"Because what?" I asked quickly.
Will put his hand on my shoulder.
"Shut up a minute, old man," he said, in a low voice. "Let me tackle him."
He leant more over the rail.
"See here, Mister," he said, "this is a pretty queer business, you coming upon us like
this, right out in the middle of the blessed Pacific. How are we to know what sort of a
hanky-panky trick you're up to? You say there's only one of you. How are we to know,
unless we get a squint at you--eh? What's your objection to the light, anyway?"
As he finished, I heard the noise of the oars again, and then the voice came; but now
from a greater distance, and sounding extremely hopeless and pathetic.
"I am sorry--sorry! I would not have troubled you, only I am hungry, and--so is she."
The voice died away, and the sound of the oars, dipping irregularly, was borne to us.
"Stop!" sung out Will. "I don't want to drive you away. Come back! We'll keep the
light hidden, if you don't like it."
He turned to me:
"It's a damned queer rig, this; but I think there's nothing to be afraid of?
There was a question in his tone, and I replied.
"No, I think the poor devil's been wrecked around here, and gone crazy."
The sound of the oars drew nearer.
"Shove that lamp back in the binnacle," said Will; then he leaned over the rail and
listened. I replaced the lamp, and came back to his side. The dipping of the oars ceased
some dozen yards distant.
"Won't you come alongside now?" asked Will in an even voice. "I have had the lamp
put back in the binnacle."
"I--I cannot," replied the voice. "I dare not come nearer. I dare not even pay you for
the--the provisions."
"That's all right," said Will, and hesitated. "You're welcome to as much grub as you
can take--" Again he hesitated.
"You are very good," exclaimed the voice. "May God, Who understands everything,
reward you--" It broke off huskily.
"The--the lady?" said Will abruptly. "Is she--"
"I have left her behind upon the island," came the voice.
"What island?" I cut in.
"I know not its name," returned the voice. "I would to God--!" it began, and checked
itself as suddenly.
"Could we not send a boat for her?" asked Will at this point.
"No!" said the voice, with extraordinary emphasis. "My God! No!" There was a
moment's pause; then it added, in a tone which seemed a merited reproach:
"It was because of our want I ventured--because her agony tortured me."
"I am a forgetful brute," exclaimed Will. "Just wait a minute, whoever you are, and I
will bring you up something at once."
In a couple of minutes he was back again, and his arms were full of various edibles. He
paused at the rail.
"Can't you come alongside for them?" he asked.
"No--I dare not,' replied the voice, and it seemed to me that in its tones I detected a note
of stifled craving--as though the owner hushed a mortal desire. It came to me then in a
flash, that the poor old creature out there in the darkness, was suffering for actual need
of that which Will held in his arms; and yet, because of some unintelligible dread,
refraining from dashing to the side of our little schooner, and receiving it. And with the
lightning-like conviction, there came the knowledge that the Invisible was not mad; but
sanely facing some intolerable horror.
"Damn it, Will!" I said, full of many feelings, over which predominated a vast
sympathy. "Get a box. We must float off the stuff to him in it."
This we did--propelling it away from the vessel, out into the darkness, by means of a
boathook. In a minute, a slight cry from the Invisible came to us, and we knew that he
had secured the box.
A little later, he called out a farewell to us, and so heartful a blessing, that I am sure we
were the better for it. Then, without more ado, we heard the ply of oars across the
darkness.
"Pretty soon off," remarked Will, with perhaps just a little sense of injury.
"Wait," I replied. "I think somehow he'll come back. He must have been badly needing
that food."
"And the lady," said Will. For a moment he was silent; then he continued:
"It's the queerest thing ever I've tumbled across, since I've been fishing."
"Yes," I said, and fell to pondering.
And so the time slipped away--an hour, another, and still Will stayed with me; for the
queer adventure had knocked all desire for sleep out of him.
The third hour was three parts through, when we heard again the sound of oars across
the silent ocean.
"Listen!" said Will, a low note of excitement in his voice.
"He's coming, just as I thought," I muttered.
The dipping of the oars grew nearer, and I noted that the strokes were firmer and
longer. The food had been needed.
They came to a stop a little distance off the broadside, and the queer voice came again to
us through the darkness:
"Schooner, ahoy!"
"That you?" asked Will.
"Yes," replied the voice. "I left you suddenly; but--but there was great need."
"The lady?" questioned Will.
"The--lady is grateful now on earth. She will be more grateful soon in--in heaven."
Will began to make some reply, in a puzzled voice; but became confused, and broke off
short. I said nothing. I was wondering at the curious pauses, and, apart from my
wonder, I was full of a great sympathy.
The voice continued:
"We--she and I, have talked, as we shared the result of God's tenderness and yours--"
Will interposed; but without coherence.
"I beg of you not to--to belittle your deed of Christian charity this night," said the
voice. "Be sure that it has not escaped His notice."
It stopped, and there was a full minute's silence. Then it came again:
"We have spoken together upon that which--which has befallen us. We had thought to
go out, without telling any, of the terror which has come into our--lives. She is with me
in believing that to-night's happenings are under a special ruling, and that it is God's
wish that we should tell to you all that we have suffered since--since--"
"Yes?" said Will softly.
"Since the sinking of the Albatross."
"Ah!" I exclaimed involuntarily. "She left Newcastle for 'Frisco some six months ago,
and hasn't been heard of since."
"Yes," answered the voice. "But some few degrees to the North of the line she was
caught in a terrible storm, and dismasted. When the day came, it was found that she
was leaking badly, and, presently, it falling to a calm, the sailors took to the boats,
leaving--leaving a young lady--my fiancˇe--and myself upon the wreck.
"We were below, gathering together a few of our belongings, when they left. They were
entirely callous, through fear, and when we came up upon the deck, we saw them only
as small shapes afar off upon the horizon. Yet we did not despair, but set to work and
constructed a small raft. Upon this we put such few matters as it would hold including a
quantity of water and some ship's biscuit. Then, the vessel being very deep in the water,
we got ourselves on to the raft, and pushed off.
"It was later, when I observed that we seemed to be in the way of some tide or current,
which bore us from the ship at an angle; so that in the course of three hours, by my
watch, her hull became invisible to our sight, her broken masts remaining in view for a
somewhat longer period. Then, towards evening, it grew misty, and so through the
night. The next day we were still encompassed by the mist, the weather remaining quiet.
"For four days we drifted through this strange haze, until, on the evening of the fourth
day, there grew upon our ears the murmur of breakers at a distance. Gradually it
became plainer, and, somewhat after midnight, it appeared to sound upon either hand
at no very great space. The raft was raised upon a swell several times, and then we were
in smooth water, and the noise of the breakers was behind.
"When the morning came, we found that we were in a sort of great lagoon; but of this
we noticed little at the time; for close before us, through the enshrouding mist, loomed
the hull of a large sailing-vessel. With one accord, we fell upon our knees and thanked
God; for we thought that here was an end to our perils. We had much to learn.
"The raft drew near to the ship, and we shouted on them to take us aboard; but none
answered. Presently the raft touched against the side of the vessel, and, seeing a rope
hanging downwards, I seized it and began to climb. Yet I had much ado to make my
way up, because of a kind of grey, lichenous fungus which had seized upon the rope, and
which blotched the side of the ship lividly.
"I reached the rail and clambered over it, on to the deck. Here I saw that the decks were
covered, in great patches, with grey masses, some of them rising into nodules several feet
in height; but at the time I thought less of this matter than of the possibility of there
being people aboard the ship. I shouted; but none answered. Then I went to the door
below the poop deck. I opened it, and peered in. There was a great smell of staleness, so
that I knew in a moment that nothing living was within, and with the knowledge, I shut
the door quickly; for I felt suddenly lonely.
"I went back to the side where I had scrambled up. My--my sweetheart was still sitting
quietly upon the raft. Seeing me look down she called up to know whether there were
any aboard of the ship. I replied that the vessel had the appearance of having been long
deserted; but that if she would wait a little I would see whether there was anything in
the shape of a ladder by which she could ascend to the deck. Then we would make a
search through the vessel together. A little later, on the opposite side of the decks, I
found a rope side-ladder. This I carried across, and a minute afterwards she was beside
me.
"Together we explored the cabins and apartments in the after part of the ship; but
nowhere was there any sign of life. Here and there within the cabins themselves, we
came across odd patches of that queer fungus; but this, as my sweetheart said, could be
cleansed away.
"In the end, having assured ourselves that the after portion of the vessel was empty, we
picked our ways to the bows, between the ugly grey nodules of that strange growth; and
here we made a further search which told us that there was indeed none aboard but
ourselves.
"This being now beyond any doubt, we returned to the stern of the ship and proceeded
to make ourselves as comfortable as possible. Together we cleared out and cleaned two of
the cabins: and after that I made examination whether there was anything eatable in the
ship. This I soon found was so, and thanked God in my heart for His goodness. In
addition to this I discovered the whereabouts of the fresh-water pump, and having fixed
it I found the water drinkable, though somewhat unpleasant to the taste.
"For several days we stayed aboard the ship, without attempting to get to the shore. We
were busily engaged in making the place habitable. Yet even thus early we became
aware that our lot was even less to be desired than might have been imagined; for
though, as a first step, we scraped away the odd patches of growth that studded the
floors and walls of the cabins and saloon, yet they returned almost to their original size
within the space of twenty-four hours, which not only discouraged us, but gave us a
feeling of vague unease.
"Still we would not admit ourselves beaten, so set to work afresh, and not only scraped
away the fungus, but soaked the places where it had been, with carbolic, a can-full of
which I had found in the pantry. Yet, by the end of the week the growth had returned
in full strength, and, in addition, it had spread to other places, as though our touching
it had allowed germs from it to travel elsewhere.
"On the seventh morning, my sweetheart woke to find a small patch of it growing on
her pillow, close to her face. At that, she came to me, so soon as she could get her
garments upon her. I was in the galley at the time lighting the fire for breakfast.
"Come here, John,' she said, and led me aft. When I saw the thing upon her pillow I
shuddered, and then and there we agreed to go right out of the ship and see whether we
could not fare to make ourselves more comfortable ashore.
"Hurriedly we gathered together our few belongings, and even among these I found that
the fungus had been at work; for one of her shawls had a little lump of it growing near
one edge. I threw the whole thing over the side, without saying anything to her.
"The raft was still alongside, but it was too clumsy to guide, and I lowered down a small
boat that hung across the stern, and in this we made our way to the shore. Yet, as we
drew near to it, I became gradually aware that here the vile fungus, which had driven us
from the ship, was growing riot. In places it rose into horrible, fantastic mounds, which
seemed almost to quiver, as with a quiet life, when the wind blew across them. Here and
there it took on the forms of vast fingers, and in others it just spread out flat and
smooth and treacherous. Odd places, it appeared as grotesque stunted trees, seeming
extraordinarily kinked and gnarled--the whole quaking vilely at times.
"At first, it seemed to us that there was no single portion of the surrounding shore
which was not hidden beneath the masses of the hideous lichen; yet, in this, I found we
were mistaken; for somewhat later, coasting along the shore at a little distance, we
descried a smooth white patch of what appeared to be fine sand, and there we landed. It
was not sand. What it was I do not know. All that I have observed is that upon it the
fungus will not grow; while everywhere else, save where the sand-like earth wanders
oddly, path-wise, amid the grey desolation of the lichen, there is nothing but that
loathsome greyness.
"It is difficult to make you understand how cheered we were to find one place that was
absolutely free from the growth, and here we deposited our belongings. Then we went
back to the ship for such things as it seemed to us we should need. Among other matters,
I managed to bring ashore with me one of the ship's sails, with which I constructed two
small tents, which, though exceedingly rough-shaped, served the purpose for which they
were intended. In these we lived and stored our various necessities, and thus for a matter
of some four weeks all went smoothly and without particular unhappiness. Indeed, I
may say with much of happiness--for--for we were together.
"It was on the thumb of her right hand that the growth first showed. It was only a small
circular spot, much like a little grey mole. My God! how the fear leapt to my heart when
she showed me the place. We cleansed it, between us, washing it with carbolic and water.
In the morning of the following day she showed her hand to me again. The grey warty
thing had returned. For a little while, we looked at one another in silence. Then, still
wordless, we started again to remove it. In the midst of the operation she spoke
suddenly.
"'What's that on the side of your face, dear?' Her voice was sharp with anxiety. I put
my hand up to feel.
"'There! Under the hair by your ear. A little to the front a bit.' My finger rested upon
the place, and then I knew.
"'Let us get your thumb done first,' I said. And she submitted, only because she was
afraid to touch me until it was cleansed. I finished washing and disinfecting her thumb,
and then she turned to my face. After it was finished we sat together and talked awhile
of many things for there had come into our lives sudden, very terrible thoughts. We
were, all at once, afraid of something worse than death. We spoke of loading the boat
with provisions and water and making our way out on to the sea; yet we were helpless,
for many causes, and--and the growth had attacked us already. We decided to stay. God
would do with us what was His will. We would wait.
"A month, two months, three months passed and the places grew somewhat, and there
had come others. Yet we fought so strenuously with the fear that its headway was but
slow, comparatively speaking.
"Occasionally we ventured off to the ship for such stores as we needed. There we found
that the fungus grew persistently. One of the nodules on the maindeck became soon as
high as my head.
"We had now given up all thought or hope of leaving the island. We had realized that it
would be unallowable to go among healthy humans, with the things from which we were
suffering.
"With this determination and knowledge in our minds we knew that we should have to
husband our food and water; for we did not know, at that time, but that we should
possibly live for many years.
"This reminds me that I have told you that I am an old man. Judged by the years this is
not so. But--but--"
He broke off; then continued somewhat abruptly:
"As I was saying, we knew that we should have to use care in the matter of food. But we
had no idea then how little food there was left of which to take care. It was a week later
that I made the discovery that all the other bread tanks--which I had supposed
full--were empty, and that (beyond odd tins of vegetables and meat, and some other
matters) we had nothing on which to depend, but the bread in the tank which I had
already opened.
"After learning this I bestirred myself to do what I could, and set to work at fishing in
the lagoon; but with no success. At this I was somewhat inclined to feel desperate until
the thought came to me to try outside the lagoon, in the open sea.
"Here, at times, I caught odd fish; but so infrequently that they proved of but little help
in keeping us from the hunger which threatened.
It seemed to me that our deaths were likely to come by hunger, and not by the growth of
the thing which had seized upon our bodies.
"We were in this state of mind when the fourth month wore out. When I made a very
horrible discovery. One morning, a little before midday. I came off from the ship with a
portion of the biscuits which were left. In the mouth of her tent I saw my sweetheart
sitting, eating something.
"'What is it, my dear?' I called out as I leapt ashore. Yet, on hearing my voice, she
seemed confused, and, turning, slyly threw something towards the edge of the little
clearing. It fell short, and a vague suspicion having arisen within me, I walked across
and picked it up. It was a piece of the grey fungus.
"As I went to her with it in my hand, she turned deadly pale; then rose red.
"I felt strangely dazed and frightened.
"'My dear! My dear!' I said, and could say no more. Yet at words she broke down and
cried bitterly. Gradually, as she calmed, I got from her the news that she had tried it the
preceding day, and--and liked it. I got her to promise on her knees not to touch it again,
however great our hunger. After she had promised she told me that the desire for it had
come suddenly, and that, until the moment of desire, she had experienced nothing
towards it but the most extreme repulsion.
"Later in the day, feeling strangely restless, and much shaken with the thing which I
had discovered, I made my way along one of the twisted paths--formed by the white,
sand-like substance--which led among the fungoid growth. I had, once before, ventured
along there; but not to any great distance. This time, being involved in perplexing
thought, I went much further than hitherto.
"Suddenly I was called to myself by a queer hoarse sound on my left. Turning quickly I
saw that there was movement among an extraordinarily shaped mass of fungus, close to
my elbow. It was swaying uneasily, as though it possessed life of its own. Abruptly, as I
stared, the thought came to me that the thing had a grotesque resemblance to the figure
of a distorted human creature. Even as the fancy flashed into my brain, there was a
slight, sickening noise of tearing, and I saw that one of the branch-like arms was
detaching itself from the surrounding grey masses, and coming towards me. The head of
the thing--a shapeless grey ball, inclined in my direction. I stood stupidly, and the vile
arm brushed across my face. I gave out a frightened cry, and ran back a few paces.
There was a sweetish taste upon my lips where the thing had touched me. I licked them,
and was immediately filled with an inhuman desire. I turned and seized a mass of the
fungus. Then more and--more. I was insatiable. In the midst of devouring, the
remembrance of the morning's discovery swept into my mazed brain. It was sent by
God. I dashed the fragment I held to the ground. Then, utterly wretched and feeling a
dreadful guiltiness, I made my way back to the little encampment.
"I think she knew, by some marvellous intuition which love must have given, so soon as
she set eyes on me. Her quiet sympathy made it easier for me, and I told her of my
sudden weakness; yet omitted to mention the extraordinary thing which had gone
before. I desired to spare her all unnecessary terror.
"But, for myself, I had added an intolerable knowledge, to breed an incessant terror in
my brain; for I doubted not but that I had seen the end of one of those men who had
come to the island in the ship in the lagoon; and in that monstrous ending I had seen
our own.
"Thereafter we kept from the abominable food, though the desire for it had entered into
our blood. Yet our drear punishment was upon us; for, day by day, with monstrous
rapidity, the fungoid growth took hold of our poor bodies. Nothing we could do would
check it materially, and so--and so--we who had been human, became- - Well, it matters
less each day. Only--only we had been man and maid!
"And day by day the fight is more dreadful, to withstand the hunger-lust for the
terrible lichen.
"A week ago we ate the last of the biscuit, and since that time I have caught three fish. I
was out here fishing tonight when your schooner drifted upon me out of the mist. I
hailed you. You know the rest, and may God, out of His great heart, bless you for your
goodness to a--a couple of poor outcast souls."
There was the dip of an oar--another. Then the voice came again, and for the last time,
sounding through the slight surrounding mist, ghostly and mournful.
"God bless you! Good-bye!"
"Good-bye," we shouted together, hoarsely, our hearts full of many emotions.
I glanced about me. I became aware that the dawn was upon us.
The sun flung a stray beam across the hidden sea; pierced the mist dully, and lit up the
receding boat with a gloomy fire. Indistinctly I saw something nodding between the oars.
I thought of a sponge--a great, grey nodding sponge-- The oars continued to ply. They
were grey--as was the boat--and my eyes searched a moment vainly for the conjunction
of hand and oar. My gaze flashed back to the--head. It nodded forward as the oars went
backward for the stroke. Then the oars were dipped, the boat shot out of the patch of
light, and the--the thing went nodding into the mist.